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The room reeked of blood and decay. Dazai Osamu sat hunched over a body, hands slick with fresh gore, as he carefully threaded a needle through torn flesh. The mangled figure before him was barely recognizable as human — a grotesque collage of severed limbs, mismatched skin tones, and exposed muscle. But to Dazai, it was art.
His fingers moved with chilling precision, pulling at the crimson-streaked thread that bound the pieces together. The room was a butcher’s nightmare, with organs discarded into buckets, bones piled carelessly in the corner, and the faint stench of rot clinging to the air. Dazai didn’t mind the smell any more; he barely noticed it now.
This was his work, his masterpiece. He was creating something from the remains of men who had been nothing, shaping them into something… familiar. The light hanging from the ceiling flickered, casting strange shadows on the disfigured limbs scattered around the room. Eyes, gouged from their sockets, sat in jars on a nearby shelf. Teeth, pulled out one by one, were laid out in neat rows.
“Not perfect,” Dazai muttered under his breath, his voice barely above a whisper. “But it’s getting closer.”
His hands trembled slightly as he reached for a scalpel. The blade gleamed under the dim light, stained with remnants of his previous work. With the skill of a surgeon, he sliced into the torso in front of him, peeling back layers of skin. The sinew glistened wetly, strands of muscle snapping as he carved deeper. There was a sickening squelch as he worked, but Dazai didn’t flinch. He was used to the sound of flesh being torn apart.
He paused, surveying the patchwork monstrosity laid out on the table. The face, though stitched together from several different corpses, was starting to resemble someone he knew all too well. Oda Sakunosuke. His Oda, the one from the other universe. The one who had died for him. The one Dazai could never forget.
The scalpel bit into the flesh again, and blood oozed from the new incision, spilling onto the already soaked table. Dazai watched it with detached interest, as though observing the movements of an artist splattering paint on a canvas. But instead of paint, it was viscera, blood, and torn ligaments — his medium for this grotesque creation.
He had chosen each part carefully. The hands were strong, like Oda’s. The lips had the same curve, or close enough. He had searched tirelessly for the right eyes, though they never quite captured the warmth he remembered. These eyes were lifeless, dull, staring blankly into nothing.
But it didn’t matter. He could make them work. He had to.
Reaching into a jar filled with fluid, Dazai plucked out a pair of eyeballs. He wiped them on his sleeve before carefully pushing them into the empty sockets of the face. A squelch echoed through the room as they slid into place, and Dazai smiled — a hollow, twisted smile. Blood and other fluids dripped from the head, pooling on the floor, but Dazai ignored the mess. His focus was singular: bringing this twisted version of Oda to life.
The Oda in this universe, the one who had never cared for Dazai, wasn’t enough. That Oda didn’t see him, didn’t understand him. He passed by Dazai like a ghost. But this… this would be different.
He reached for more thread, thick and dark with blood, and began stitching again. Each loop of the needle through the skin produced a wet, sucking noise. The sinew resisted at first but gave way under his practised hand. Blood dripped from his fingers, but he didn’t stop to wipe it away.
“Almost there,” Dazai murmured. His voice was low, strained with a strange mix of anticipation and desperation. He could almost see it now — the Oda he remembered, the one who laughed with him, drank with him, died for him. This was the only way to bring him back. If the universe wouldn’t give him what he wanted, he’d create it himself.
The sound of something falling to the floor broke the silence — a severed hand, knocked off the table in Dazai’s haste. It rolled across the blood-soaked floor, fingers twitching in the last remnants of nerve response. Dazai didn’t even look at it.
Instead, he focused on the head. The mouth was sewn shut in an eerie semblance of a smile, but it wasn’t quite right. With a frustrated growl, Dazai grabbed a pair of pliers and tore at the stitches, ripping open the flesh with violent force. The lips split, oozing more blood, and Dazai began to stitch them again, more carefully this time.
He worked feverishly, not caring that his hands were trembling, that blood was seeping into every crevice of his skin. The skin around the mouth tore as he forced the needle through too roughly, but he didn’t stop. He just stitched it back up, patching it together like a ragged doll.
The body was a mess of mismatched parts, skin pulled tight in some areas and sagging in others. There were jagged scars from where he’d been too rough with the stitching, and some pieces barely held together by the blood-soaked thread.
But it was close. Close enough.
With a manic grin, Dazai stepped back to admire his work. The figure before him, cobbled together from the bodies of the dead, was as close as he could get to recreating Oda. The smell of decay filled the room, the metallic tang of blood clinging to the air, but Dazai didn’t care.
This was his Oda. The one that would stay with him. The one that wouldn’t leave him behind, wouldn’t die in another universe while Dazai was stuck in this one. His Oda, stitched together with violence and grief, built from the fragments of strangers.
And yet, as Dazai stared at the lifeless figure on the table, something gnawed at him. It wasn’t enough. It would never be enough. No matter how perfectly he stitched the flesh, no matter how much blood he spilled, this creation was just a hollow imitation.
The real Oda was gone. And Dazai, for all his madness, knew he could never get him back.
But that didn’t stop him from trying.