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a week after getou suguru left jujutsu high, satoru had began to text his number.
24/09/07
hey
its satoru
in case you didn't know
you probably aren't reading these but i wanted to tell you
i miss you
like a lot
so does shoko, she hardly speaks anymore.
everyone misses you
but some don't
some of them call you a monster, but i don't think that
i never could
how could i think that about you suguru, my suguru?
i feel broken without you.
25/09/07
hey again
its me
you know, satoru gojo?
yeah, well today was boring
nobody spoke, i even tried looking for you
pathetic, i know.
do you miss me too?
do you think about me as much as i think about you?
probably not
otherwise you wouldn't have left
right?
30/09/07
my eyes acted up today
i went to your dorm
i completely spaced
i was aching for you, the way you used to hold me and console me until i felt better
i miss that, i miss you
come back
please?
it hurts without you here
i can't even look at myself
everything hurts
i don't even know why i'm texting you.
i hope you're reading them and thinking something like 'typical satoru' or 'would it really be that bad if i went back to see him one last time?'
goodnight
01/10/07
happy first of the month
spooky season, fun hey?
i started looking for costumes today
i wanted to wear matching ones
had the perfect plan and everything but you had to ruin it
lmao
jk
i'm not that bitter
maybe?
to be honest, i just want to hold you again.
hope i see you soon.
10/10/07
it's 3am right now
i can't sleep
i hate this dorm room
everything is a reminder of you
please just come back
ill do anything
i sound desperate i know
do you hate me?
shoko wanted to bring me in for a check-up the other day
i can't eat, so i've gotten really skinny
if you were here you'd say something like 'don't be stupid' and then make me eat.
and i would eat anything you gave me
because i loved you
because i still do love you
goodbye suguru
19/11/07
are you angry at me?
i'm sorry i haven't texted
it's gotten so busy.
i started eating again though, and i can finally get out of bed without crying
i burnt your hoodie
it isn't like you're coming to get it back, right?
lmao
i keep begging for you to come back like you even care what i think
text u soon
25/11/07
it's getting cold lately
are you still in tokyo?
who am i kidding, that question is basically rhetorical.
i say it a lot but i miss you.
gotta go fight a curse
cya
30/11/07
miss you