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Part 18 of dsmptober 2024 , Part 1 of dependence snapshots , Part 16 of personal favourites
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the storm (and the calm that followed)

Summary:

20: blue

the sky, the waves, the powder. dream and tommy have nothing in common besides a deep, tormenting loneliness.

Notes:

title from the can of bliss track of the same name
don't dissociate
just move your legs a bit
put your hand on your chest
but you don’t feel shit

i love this song a lot a lot. it's sooooo good

so here's the weirdly codependent discduo. i like this one a lot actually. you'll probably see them again :3

WARNINGS:
- anything covered in canon exile
- mildly possessive behaviour
- Author is a Clay | Dream Sympathizer (Video Blogging RPF)

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Work Text:

tommy kicks at the sand.

"this is fucking stupid!" he yells. dream doesn't look up, sitting a little higher up the shore and writing in some book. "this sucks!"

"shut up, tommy," dream says. his hand has stopped moving. 

"fuck you! you fucking- you took me here! i hate you, dream, you-" tommy tugs at his hair and yells. 

dream, for the record, turns away to stare at the ocean instead. "maybe you shouldn't have broken the rules, then."

"fuck! you! nobody loves you! your- your mom hates you!"

dream laughs, something hollow and unlike. "nobody loves me?" he goes back to his book. "psch. look at yourself."

tommy cycles through many expressions, before landing on resigned rage. "you're a fucking monster."

"mhm."

"i hate you."

"okay."

"...fuck you, dream."

"are you done?" dream closes the book and stands up. "it doesn't look like i'm needed here."

tommy hesitates, and dream looks at him, tilts his head. "awh, are you lonely?"

"no, dream." he turns away and walks at a brisk pace, shoulders squared and hands fiddling for a missing weapon. "i'm not."


"look, dream, you have to help me!" he hits another zombie in the head and winces at the crack of decayed bone. "dream!"

dream stands nearby, supporting himself on his axe. he's smug in his signature netherite, as opposed to tommy's poorly-made iron. "nah, i'm good." 

his stupid fucking head tilt, the way he waves a hand- tommy knows he's gotten good at reading dream and he hates it. "you're going to let your friend die?"

dream tenses. "no," dream says, then realises what that implies and groans. "fine."

he lifts his axe from the ground and sweeps out three mobs in the same breath. 

"well why didn't you do that before!?" tommy screams, now covered in zombie blood. 

"shut up!" dream shouts back, fighting the rest of the mobs now that their attention is on him, too.

"you're such a bitch!"


tommy sits at the shore, ghostbur strumming some chords next to him. he sighs. "y'know, wilbur-"

"not wilbur."

"-sometimes... sometimes i feel lonely."

the strumming doesn't stop. tommy feels a bit glad for it. it takes away some of the pressure, both around his words and between his ribs.

"i know i'm, i'm- i'm a big man and i'm strong but... but..."

"strong doesn't mean independent." ghostbur's looking at his guitar. he's staining the strings. "you can miss your friends."

"...but nobody's visited."

"i'm here! and so is dream!"

tommy huffs. "dream is awful to be around. and you... yeah. i guess you're there."

ghostbur either doesn't notice or doesn't comment on tommy's dismissal. he just keeps playing.


dream stumbles through the portal.

"whoa, what the fuck?" tommy's immediately rushing to make sure he doesn't fall. "why are you drunk?"

"i'm not drunk," dream rasps, "it's... it's the heat."

"doesn't matter. why are you passing out?"

dream shakes tommy's hands off. "it's... nothing."

tommy sniffs him. "you smell like lava. and potions."

"what's it matter to you?"

tommy stops. what does it matter to him? "uh..."

something in dream's posture changes. "yeah. thought so." he stands up fully, still a little dazed, and steps away from tommy. the seconds between are tense.

tommy sighs when the shovel is summoned.


tommy holds the blue powder. "so, like..." he watches it turn goopy. "...what's it do?"

"it absorbs sadness!" ghostbur summons more, dropping it, as well, into tommy's hand. it starts turning the same shade of sapphire.

"...odd." he thinks he does feel lighter. "hey, where do you get this stuff?"

"my inventory! i have unlimited amounts of it."

tommy doesn't even notice dream coming up behind him before there's an arm on his shoulder. "hello tommy. ghostbur."

"hi dream!" ghostbur grins wide, holding out his full hands. the powder is already a sky blue. "have some blue!"

"uh- okay?" he takes a small amount and startles as it turns blue immediately, sticking to his fingers. he mumbles, "what the hell?"

"oh, that-" ghostbur pouts. "that's not good."

"what's it do?"

"dream, please take some more!"

"no, ghostbur, what does it do?"

dream takes a step back and ghostbur pounces, smearing the substance on dream's mask and hoodie. it doesn't change. 

"ghostbur, fuck off!" he summons his shield and blocks himself off from the ghost. he doesn't swipe the blue away. "don't do that!"

ghostbur, with the determination of a child, struggles through until he manages to somehow pat dream's bare neck. the powder melts on contact again.

tommy watches with narrowed eyes.


tommy wakes up in the water, as he often does.

he sighs and swims to shore. he's dripping wet, now, and his shivers won't stop.

he misses everyone back in l'manburg. the air is so cold here, cold and empty. he wants a hug. just one.

tommy startles at the footsteps approaching him. yelping, he twists around, finding none other than dream.

"why are you wet?" dream asks, the scoff unspoken but implied. 

tommy looks down. dream's boots are covered in blood. "...went for a swim."

"the sun is barely up."

"i-" he coughs around the little saltwater in his lungs. "i woke up early."

he isn't rewarded with an answer. dream instead sidesteps him, heading to the water. he squats, takes his newly-common gloves off, and flicks the water. "it's freezing," he says. 

tommy stands behind him. he doesn't push dream into the water; that wouldn't be nice of him. "yeah."

the mask turns to look at him. there's blue still smeared along the bottom of it. "...are you okay, tommy?"

he doesn't know what to say. it seems answer enough. 

dream stands fully, facing him. tommy hates that he can read the hesitation. slowly, dream raises his arms.

tommy doesn't hesitate.

dream is - he isn't soft. he isn't warm. he isn't familiar. he isn't good, or nice. he's just... a hug.

tommy wraps his arms around him and dream somehow tenses even further, almost coiled to flee, or maybe fight. his breaths are shallow.

"...dream?"

"yes?"

"calm down."

the request doesn't help much. but at least he tried.


there's tension in the block of space between them. 

dream sits straighter than tommy, and there's stiffness to it that isn't just confidence. tommy wonders if anyone else can read dream, because something's off. but he doesn't bother to do anything about it.

while dream keeps his legs away from the edge, likely a bit spooked from the height, tommy himself dangles his feet off the netherrack. he doesn't care. he just... he doesn't care.

it smells of burning flesh and tastes dry. the nether isn't pleasant. but it's warm. he woke up under the waves today, again, like every day now. ghostbur wasn't there. dream was sitting at the remains of their fire from last night, poking at the ashes. tommy had gone on a walk in the nether and dream had invited himself, too. he isn't sure if he appreciates it.

they don't speak. it's uncomfortable. but it's company. tommy leaves first.


dream picks at a piece of cake while tommy rages. it's crafted and tastes dull, but it's cake. he takes another bite.

"nobody fucking cares! nobody!" tommy kicks a chair down. he shouts wordlessly. he whips around to dream, still chewing, and something in his expression changes. does it soften? become lighter? something in that vein. dream doesn't bother to think about it. he's already here too much. 

"and yet, you-!" the look is gone just as fast as it appeared. "you- you show up!" another chair into the sand. 

"tommy, sit down." 

"no!"

"tommy. sit down." dream balances his plate on his knee and pats the spot next to him. "get some cake and calm down."

tommy's shoulders heave up and down as he glares, then drop as he sighs. "fine."

he gets himself a piece and sits, a little closer than dream had expected.

"...where are they?"

"i don't know," dream lies. it tastes like sulfur and fire res and minutes spent under lava. "i guess nobody wanted to come."

tommy sighs. he leans his head on dream's shoulder and takes a bite. he doesn't wipe the crumbs off. "...why?"

dream wards off the warmth between his bones, keeps himself from apologising and telling tommy that he doesn't want him to leave, like everyone, like everything. one person he can keep. "...i don't know," he decides on instead. he doesn't shove tommy off, instead leaning in, too. "at least you've got me."

tommy scoffs. "at least."

"it could be worse. you could be completely alone."

"i sense projection."

dream huffs a laugh. he sets his plate down - he wasn't hungry, anyway - and knocks his mask back into place, previously askew. "you're not my therapist."

"why not?" tommy's still eating.

"because you aren't."

"great argument, dream."

"shut up." 

tommy's laughter is almost sadder than silence. dream turns only a little, just enough to look at his messy hair and dull eyes. 

"uh..." he starts, "i know this won't make up for it, but-" he summons his trident. "you wanna have some fun?"

tommy looks at the weapon, then up at him, head still on his shoulder, and smiles something small. it's all dream needs. it's all he has, now.

Notes:

get ready for incoherent rambles on an arc i barely remember

i think a large part of tommys loneliness in canon is that it's a streamed series. there is *no way* tommy spent *that long* basically alone, it's just that he's not gonna stream 24/7. so i think dream&tommy&ghostbur would keep eachother a lot more company than is implied in canon.

in the beginnin discduo definitely can't stand eachother and are insulty and fighty and generally quite mean. but it dissolves over time. is it healthy? fuck no. is it good for them? absolutely not.

tommy is lonely: he doesn't get many visitors, he's been "betrayed", he's longing for home. dream is in the early stages of his copium spiral: he's just lost snf, him and punz have to stay secretive and they might not even be that close yet, he's trying to figure out what to do next. ghostbur is just a bit lost, trying to figure out why these two are actin weird and cheer them up nonetheless.

both of discduo are losin it, hard. both are tryin not to get attached. both are failin.

i wanna yap about *my* version of exile

im back to advertisin four times tommy met tom (and one time he didn’t) by arcadianwriter go read this go read it go read it nowwwww

that fic does somethin i really really like. while it's from tommys pov, and it thus focuses more on his feelins, dreams feelins are *loud and clear.* his own descent is so obvious! the things he says, the ways he moves: tommy can read him well. it's so well done. i wanted to replicate that a lot, just cuz i love the og fic.

in this one, tommy and dream become good at readin one another, even if tommy kinda hates it and dream is unwillin to acknowledge it. tommy notices dream's unease in the nether. dream notices tommy calmin down lookin at dream. tommy notices dream avoidin exposed skin after ghostbur exposes him. dream notices tommy's touch-starved-ness (whether he, too, wanted that hug - he won't tell you that).

tommy knows somethins off with dream, he just doesn't know that what's off with dream is *tommy.* dream spends his time alone under lava because it's warm and he doesn't have to worry about others findin him. he can't go talk to tommy. not more than he already does. also hey note dream bein under lava and tommy bein under water. parallels or somethin. whatever.

anyways specifically chapter 3 of every time a bell rings by betterlucklater. it's been years since i read this but i still remember it real well cuz it's such a good exile. fantastic exile

inspo talk and some details i was proud of

anyways, i want criticism gimme criticism and feedback be harsh i want it *does grabby hands* i need it for school. feel free to say hi to my supervisor too she might get a few snippets of your comments