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1. Imposter syndrome is deadly to the happiest Lads by Viktor_fromtheroombelow

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   10 Jul 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Underage Sex
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish & Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • Kate Laswell
   • Angst
   • Fluff
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Sad John "Soap" MacTavish
   • John "Soap" MacTavish Needs A Hug
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Self-Harm
   • Self Confidence
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Drug Addiction
   • Recreational Drug Use
   • Past Drug Use
   • Soft Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Task Force 141 as Found Family (Call of Duty)
   • Depressing
   • Crying
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism

   Summary

   Johnny found himself looking in the mirror too long, thinking too long, spacing off too long...

   And maybe he just doesn't belong. Maybe he needs a friend, or a hug, or maybe he should have never joined the military in the first place.

   Language:

   English

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