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Eclipse’s hands slapped on the carpeted floors of the bright orange hallway that led to Sun and Moons tower as he tripped, stumbling to stay upright while running.
The world shook beneath his feet as he zigzagged to avoid the white pentagram hands of Bloodmoon as they slammed down where’d he’d been inches before again and again. The red giant laughed maniacally behind them, clearly not taking this chase nearly as seriously as the now tiny Eclipse was. Their footsteps shook the floor and threw the now tiny bot off balance as he desperately searched for somewhere to hide.
This had been a mistake.
Everything about this had been a mistake!
Eclipse coughed through fans run ragged with fear and exertion and thanked whatever god was listening that the door that hid behind a poster in the theater was automatic if you had an animatronic signature big enough for it to recognize. The moment Bloodmoon was in range the door flew outward and the sun variant ran full tilt into the main theater, gunning it for the various seats.
Everything hurt.
Bloodmoon was right behind him.
Would hiding even work?
The red beast cackled.
“What’s wrong? Couldn’t resist the computer's siren song?” A pink shoe, completely different from the normal jester slippers, thumped down inches away from Eclipse's body. “As if our Sunshine's brother wouldn’t put security measures in place against you or any other? You know that computer is the Moon's shrine, a priority well above anyone's life, yours or mine.”
Another stomp.
“But it’s fine! For your stupidity on your parts we will dine!”
Eclipse, breathing hard without really needing to breathe, dove under one of the audience seats in the main theater.
He scrambled back as bright pink shoes slowly passed by his hiding spot, desperately trying to keep his fans from giving him away.
There was no way they didn't see him!
Under the seats he ran, twisting and sliding between the rows in an effort to lose himself to the shadows, desperate to escape the star-shaped pupils of the animatronic he once used as a tool.
Why did he ever try to mess with that damn computer?!
Somewhere below a white and red pentagram eye searched and found nothing.
Bloodmoon grumbled. There was a long, drawn out shhhsk ! sound as deadly sharp claws dragged across the theater carpet. A heavy but quiet shuffling signaled the more dangerous creatures' departure, though it was clear they weren't going far.
“You can't hide forever! We were made as a hunter!” The dual voices of Bloodmoon drawled in an almost sing-song tone.
God dammit this was a mistake!
He’d only wanted to know where Killcode had gone, or if he was still alive!
And, okay, maybe the plan to snoop around and see what all had been happening in his absence had also been thought of before, but still!
It had been a few weeks after all.
A month ago he’d defeated the celestial twins and had the star in his hands, poised to make the world in his image. Weeks ago there was no way anyone could beat him. Days ago October ended and everything changed.
Days ago Sun had expelled him from their body and sent his mind and code spiraling into the woods with magic, magic, that Eclipse didn’t even know he had let alone knew how to control!
Magic had been Moon's thing after all.
But somehow the formerly bright and bubbly animatronic had apparently not only learned to harness it, but had learned a spell that could banish his darker counterpart from the body they shared without risking a reset.
Eclipse had mocked him then. Sure as the day is bright that the goody-two-shoes wouldn't send him away. Wouldn’t be able to look into the eyes that were so similar to his own and send the angrier of them to his death.
But he had.
Sun spell, fumbled as it was, left Eclipse ragged and broken beyond repair in the woods somewhere. His life hanging only by the very end of his own stubborn threads. Alive because the only thing he knew how to do from the moment he woke up was fight.
He hadn’t wanted to die, but he was willing to let it happen.
Code can be backed up.
He could be backed up.
The only problem was that after dying in those woods his back-up had activated somewhere very dangerous. Somewhere he’d once intended to be but had completely forgotten all about in the nonsense leading up to his and Lunars takeover of the daycare.
His backup activated inside of Bloodmoons' head.
This was his very first (and not very smart) back-up.
He’d never intended for the combined maniacs to gain sentience so having a backup there was a good idea. A body he could possess if worse came to worst and his plans somehow failed. But they had gained awareness, they were alive, and they immediately rebelled and ran off after causing the bloody mess that was July sixteenth.
And there Eclipse was, stranded in their disgusting mindscape.
It was bad. He hated them and they hated him. They tortured him then, deep in their minds where his “body” couldn’t be torn apart but pain could be felt regardless. There was no escape. Bloodmoon is violent and unfocused, unable to do much besides tear things apart. Either Eclipse stayed in their mindscape until he could escape and use them as best he could or they would kill him.
So he improvised.
The pair, under Eclipse's begrudging guidance, had managed to drive Moon insane enough that his Killcode had activated, just as Eclipse had originally planned.
What wasn’t planned was the kill code gaining sentience as he and Bloodmoon had (probably should’ve expected that, looking back) and that Bloody would align far more with that violent, insane asshole's plan than Eclipse, since the twins already hated working with the orange sun model.
Eclipse had been put into a computer, trapped by the killer code he didn’t make and the ones he did to be their version of a supercomputer. Smart enough to do everything they wanted but with the added bonus of being able to be threatened with death if he refused to do as they commanded. Everything seemed to be falling in place for the quadruplet of violent codes. Or, at least three out of four of them.
Then Bloodmoon died.
Eclipse never bothered to look into how or why, but their animatronic signature just dropped off the face of the planet one day and the captured Sun look-alike, never a fan of them anyway, was unapologetically sarcastic when he told Killcode only to find the larger bot hadn’t given a single fuck either. Except for a mere moment of Killcode expressing how close he was to the twins, the mission had carried on quite quickly. Not a morsel of mourning for the twins.
The older code claimed they cared about the bleeding twins like family.
Like a father to children.
Yeah, some family.
Bloomoon was a tool. Yes they called each other brothers and technically they were alive, but they were tools to be used and that tool had been broken. Oh well, life goes on. They had never been that helpful for either celestial bot's plans anyway so there was no tears shed when they’d vanished nor any curiosity as to why. At least not from Eclipse. Killcode apparently wanted to know how they died but never really bothered to look into it.
Some father he is.
Life carried on and the older of them had gone “home,” ready to wait until Moon slept in order to continue working on whatever plan Eclipse came up with to end humanity.
But then Killcode didn’t show up one day.
Or the next.
Then weeks passed without a peep from the older code.
Then Eclipse was left all alone.
Already fed up with Killcode (the arrogant asshole he is) and not wanting to be abandoned again, the orange Sun model had crafted a body for himself over the next few weeks or so and escaped. The only problem was that he was actually terrified of Killcode coming back, finding him gone, and tracking him down as a traitor or something stupid. So he set out to find out where the older of them had gone off too.
Breaking into the daycare was easy.
Getting to Moon's computer was suspiciously easy.
Hacking into it should have been a piece of cake.
But the moment the violent sun had touched the arcade machine that housed the intelligent A.I. there was a bright light and pain laced through his entire body and then he was falling !
Thankfully he was in Moon's room and so there were pillows scattered everywhere from the naptime attendants' own erratic sleeping style. A quick look down showed that Eclipse had been shrunk down considerably, He was barely shorter than a barbie doll, maybe ten inches if he had to guess. Way too small to do anything with the computer.
Too small to do anything else anywhere, frankly.
So now not only did he not know where Killcode was, or if they were even alive, but moments later they’d heard a familiar and terrifying laugh as the Bloodmoon twins entered through the tube that led into the main room.
They were alive.
And still didn’t like him much.
And so here he was, cowering under a theater chair as the murderous code he’d created as a distraction for the Sun and Moon brothers hunted him down instead. He could see pink shoes they didn’t use to sport slowly trekking up and down the slanted aisle between the groups of seats. He could hear their teeth clicking together in anticipation. He could see how their body spiked wildly in different directions, barely containing their excitement for a hunt.
They were playing with him, he knew it. They could’ve caught him at any time from Moon's room to now so there was no question that the blood themed twins were just having their version of fun before they tore him apart.
The orange sun took a deep breath and crouched in his hiding spot, trying to think of a plan.
Somewhere above him one of the chairs creaked. Were they leaning on it? He couldn’t see from here.
He had to distract them, or juke them into thinking he’d gone elsewhere so he could escape and-
And what? How long would his battery last at this height? How was he supposed to charge? Or forget charging, how was he supposed to run fast enough to escape an animatronic hundreds of times his height and speed? Bloodmoon could hunt down fully grown animatronics with ease, his little body would be nothing to them. Even if he did manage to escape by some miracle, what would he do? Could this be fixed? Probably not at this height, at least not quickly. Bloodmmon was ruthless when they were given something to hunt so they weren’t just going to give up just because they lost track of him for a bit.
There was no way out of this, was there?
Eclipse shook his head.
Focus. Anything was better than being eaten by the murderous codes he once considered a tool for himself.
Who they were a tool for now was a question for later.
There was no other reason for them to still be at the pizzaplex, let alone anywhere near the daycare, if something wasn’t forcing them to be here.
Eclipse looked around for something to help him escape when his eyes landed on something. A bouncy ball. A child must have lost it the last time they were brought to the theater and never returned for it. It was slightly wedged between the seats so it didn’t go rolling down the slope toward the main stage below.
Perfect.
Slowly, quietly, Eclipse scurried under various chairs to the ball. It took some wiggling and falling on his back before he was able to get it free but once it was he heaved it into his arms to carry it to one of the edge seats. Fans screamed from the exertion. Endoskeleton joints cracked and creaked quietly as he hefted the rubber thing over the other chairs' supports back toward his spot. It wasn’t necessarily heavy, but everything already hurt from whatever blast did this to him in the first place so moving like this was agony.
He prayed Bloodmoon wasn’t close enough to just reach under and grab him.
The ball was about half the size of him and trying to carry it without making any noises of effort took every bit of self control he had, but he did it. Plopping the ball down he laid on it for a minute, wondering what his battery was at, before using every servo in his body to shove the thing forward.
God everything hurt so much.
Why hasn’t he shut down yet? Terror?
Probably terror.
The large ball skittered onto the ramp that led down into the lower seats and the main stage before picking up speed and rolling away. Eclipse waited, fans forced into silence as he held his breath, until in the distance a small thump! could be heard.
Pink shoes and white accented pants flew down the ramp toward the sound.
The solar model backed up quickly; the wind from the red beast ruffling his makeshift jester outfit, one so much darker than that of Sun or Moon. Bloodmoon could be heard panting at the anticipation of a kill. Sounds of cloth covered shaped blocks and other toys were thrown about in their excitement, the large objects making loud shushing noises as they landed strewn across the carpet of the theater.
Before he could think anymore about what was happening Eclipse threw himself out from under the chair and was turning to scramble up the ramp when something wrapped around his middle and lifted.
“NO!” He screamed. He kicked and clawed at the fingers raising him higher and higher to see-
Another Bloodmoon?
Notes:
The Bloodmoon twins design for this fic. (Idk if this is gonna work I'm learning.)
Left: Harvest
Right: Hazard
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Chapter 2: 2
Notes:
MInd the tags for this one people. This chapter is so far the only reason they are there. Idk if it actually counts but better to be safe then sorry.
TW: Depictions of robotic torture
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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“I caught him other!”
One red giant called down and Eclipse was able to turn and see a second animatronic colored like Bloodmoon whip around with a huge, gleeful grin. The other one stopped looking around the stage (leaving the theater a complete mess) and made their way back. The one holding him pulled their arm back and now Eclipse could see that this wasn’t Bloodmoon. Or at least, not the Bloodmoon he knew.
Both were nearly identical, their red faces had a lighter and darker shade that perfectly mimicked the original Moon. It split their bodies right down the middle until the maroon pants cut it off. The second held up the exact same red-tipped fingers with pentagrams on the back of their hands as the one holding him now and pink night hats rested on their heads. On each of their wrists were white metal gauntlets that ended in a single point, though that single point seemed to move with Eclipse's perspective of their wrists.
They looked like Bloodmoon except for their faces and clothes. Bloodmoon had two pentagram eyes, a left one that is white with a red star vice versa for the other right one. They also had a more typical jester hat though it still had the bright pink color and they wore the same design as the other daycare attendants with the bells and ruffles and shit. At least, they did at one point. Eclipse could vaguely recall something different about their appearance before he ran away.
These two looked close.
Each one held one eye of Bloodmoon and the grin, but they also had a more Moon-like pupil, one white and the other red, and actually seemed to be wearing clothes. His captor’s front looked like the front of a poncho before extending into a full cape that would’ve dragged along the floor if they hadn’t been crouching on the back of Eclipse's hiding spot. ( That's what the creaking was earlier! One of them stayed to keep watch!) The searching one had a puffy collar that almost dropped into a poncho but cut upward before extending into two separate little tails that ended at the small of his back.
Honest to god even with those few differences it was almost impossible to tell them apart.
The searcher grinned and brought their hands to their mouth, barely hiding the razor sharp teeth Bloodmoon always sported.
“Well done other! Now, what should we do with our well-earned murder?” They asked, looking at their twin.
Oh fuck!
How could Eclipse have forgotten that Bloodmoon is actually made up of two people?! Well, he didn’t. He’s just never seen both of them. Despite their nanite bodies the twins were never apart from each other so it never even crossed his mind that they’d actually separate to catch him!
Eclipse tried to let out a snarl but it came out squeaky and scared. It sounded so much closer to the pathetic whimpering Sun would make when he was still the main target of the more violent animatronics torment. “P-Put me down Bloodmoon! Let me go now! ” He tried to snarl but the twins just laughed at him again.
“Oh yeah, names were never our priority while under Killcodes authority and your superiority were they?” Searcher remarked, putting one hand on their hip. The other stayed barely covering their grin. Eclipse wriggled and Holder's grip tightened to the point he could feel metal beginning to bend. The smaller cried out and the grip blessedly loosened.
“W-What does that even…mean?” Eclipse gasped through the warnings in his eyes.
He’d never programmed them to rhyme, just like he’d never programmed two of them. Somehow, upon gaining sentience, they’d also picked up that confusing habit. It meant that very few people could make out what they were saying quickly, unless you’ve been around them a lot.
Eclipse hadn’t been around them for a while.
The panic certainly wasn’t helping.
Holder chuckled, a long tongue lolling out of their mouth and their single red pupil the size of a pinprick in their frenzy. “New names were we handed after our so-called father backhanded us. Our loyalty sanded and here we landed among the other celestials we were stranded.” Holder squeezed again until the small celestial screamed loud enough to be heard on the other side of the theater.
“Only safety from us was demanded and so new names were given from those we were once commanded to torment. A new family banded.” Searcher backed up.
Barely able to see past the notifications of damage clouding his vision, Eclipse looked dumbly at them.
Honestly Eclipse had no idea what they were saying. He lived in their heads for a couple weeks so he should be able to parcel together their strange way of speaking but between the pain in his lower half from being squeezed and the rattle of his vents as he breathed and the sheer terror at being caught while this size his mind was far too full to try and figure out what they were yammering about.
“Hazard and Harvest are now we, part of the celestial family.” Holder said, pointing first to himself and then to Searcher.
Hazard, the crazier and more animalistic, and Harvest, the calmer and more rational half of the singular body Bloodmoon.
Yeah, that makes sense now.
But what did they mean by part of the celestial famil-
Before Eclipse's mind could race anymore Holder- Hazards’ - tongue shot out and wrapped itself around one of his arms. He struggled as best he could (cursing as much as possible past the inherited profanity filter) and tried to use his other hand to pry the interlocking metal appendage off of him.
“GET OFF! IT HURTS!” Screamed the tiny animatronic. Already pain was spiking up his arm and into his shoulder as the now delicate mechanisms were wrenched too far away from their available positions.
He didn’t know if the twins could hear the plastic casing on his arm cracking slowly, or the groan of a small metal skeleton being pulled apart but Eclipse could . He tried to breathe slowly, tried to calm down in order to think straight, but everything already hurt and he was scared and all he managed to do was claw uselessly at the aggressor.
“You have invaded our territory.” Harvest said sinisterly. Their face loomed over the now tiny bot as his brother's tongue held on too tightly. Eclipse wheezed in fear and tried to stutter out a command, but the words died on his nonexistent lips. “Some punishment, we think, is mandatory. Brother?”
Eclipse shrieked as the tongue flicked back tearing the arm clean off at the shoulder joint!
He writhed in Hazard's grip as dozens of warnings blurred his vision. The remaining hand shot to put pressure on the spot and he could feel oil gushing out of the wound. Precious, possibly impossible to replace oil poured out of the brand new hole in his body.
Above him, the blood twins laughed.
Hazard cackled and, to Eclipse's utter horror, retracted their tongue back into their mouth where they ate the mangled limb with a sickening crunch of metal and plastic. Newfound terror poured through the tiny bot at the idea of being torn apart piece by tiny piece and having to watch them devour the torn bits.
“Stop! Stop please!” Cried the maimed bot as the warnings overwhelmed his vision. “Please! Let me go!”
This was a mistake!
Coming here was a mistake!
Tapping on metal. One of them was tapping their chin as they pretended to think. Or maybe tapping something else on their bodies but they used to do that a lot back in the bunker with Killcode and himself.
“We did have fun with the chase.” Harvest's voice said. Eclipse managed to clear enough warnings to just barely see the technically more intelligent of the pair grinning at him with bright white teeth. “What do you say brother? Should we see if he can scream as loudly out here as he did in the mindspace?”
Hazard panted like an excited dog and smiled even wider than their brother, practically vibrating with pent up energy. His teeth were stained slightly black from eating the bleeding appendage and before Eclipse could plead or command or anything else the grip around his middle was suddenly released and he fell.
He screamed as air whistled past the poofy rays and little bobbles he’d given himself in an attempt to combine Moon's hat with Sun's rays. A body built as a mockery to those he hated. A physical embodiment of the mix of codes that made him up. The world spun around and around and suddenly there was a CRACK! and brand new pain flooded the smaller sun's body.
Leg.
Hurt.
Broken.
He landed full force on the floor and snapped at least one of his legs, though the pain rocketing through his endoskeleton spine wouldn’t let him know for sure if it was one or both. The doll-sized animatronic wheezed and gasped, spitting oil from his open mouth. “Stop…” He burbled.
Static and warnings infected his vision, blinding him to the movements of the monsters above. He coughed and gagged, choking on oil from internals he knew were damaged enough for him to power down but no such sweet release came.
Not that he really wanted to pass out with Bloodmoon towering overhead anyway.
Everything already hurt from the initial blast and the frantic run from Moon's room but this pain was almost as bad as being expelled and ending up mangled in the forest. Actually, it was worse because at least when he’d been magically cast into the woods somewhere his systems were only stable enough to survive for about a minute before being forced to shut down and a new consciousness was able to wake up in the deranged codes head.
This was so much worse because he wouldn’t just pass out already!
Just as he lifted his good arm to try and crawl away something thumped above him and suddenly a hand slammed down on his broken body. Hazard (at least it sounded like Hazard) snickered, their hand slowly pressing down on their former commander. Eclipse could once more hear as the casing on his chest cracked bit by bit. Could feel it collapsing slowly. Could feel his fans scraping against metal as the blades were given less and less room to spin.
Eclipse gasped and threw out his good hand wanting to beg the red giants to release him but unable to speak past the oil building in his throat and the vents collapsing in his body.
He was going to die here.
Again.
And he was going to come back.
Again.
Killcode would find him.
Again.
And he’d kill him.
Again.
Or maybe it would be Sun.
Again.
But he has hundreds of back-ups so he’ll be able to come back every time.
Again and again and again and again and again and and again and again and again and again and and again and again and again and again and and again and again and again and again and-
He didn’t want to die again!
The world was finally going dark as a giant hand pressed the tiny robot against the theater's carpet. His optics were dimming as metal and plastic gave out under the force of Hazard's strength. This wasn’t even a fraction of the blood twins power. It was like squishing a bug to them. Eclipse was screaming, he didn’t know that was still possible through the oil in his mouth. His screams echoed across the room but the only ones around to hear it were taking maddening sadistic pleasure as he incoherently blubbered cries for mercy from the killcode offshoots he’d created as tools.
And then, just as blurry optics were about to give up, there was a voice.
“Bloodmoon? W-What’s going on in here?”
Eclipse coughed as hope and fear made his voice die.
That was Sun's voice.
Notes:
I'd love to show a picture of what Hazard and Harvest are supposed to look like apart, but I have no idea how to do that here!
Chapter 3: 3
Notes:
TW: Talk of torture and death. Beware!
Eclipse is NOT having a great time ya'll. XD
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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In an instant Hazard's hand was off his back and Eclipse gasped, thankful and completely desolated that he hasn’t passed out from pain or damage yet. He had no idea why, but something told him it had something to do with this new size. The small orange sun gasped and wheezed as Harvest spoke.
“Just having some fun with intruder vermin Sun. Nothing to fear here.”
“Harvest I heard screaming! Are you two okay? What do you mean there’s an intruder, I don’t see one!”
Why weren’t they attacking Sun? Why was Sun talking to them like he knew them? Like they were more than just the violent bloodthirsty animatronic they were made for? He knew their individual names, he was using them freely. Is that what they were talking about earlier when they said they were a part of the celestial family?
Blearily, Eclipse was able to recognize they were speaking again and that their tone had changed.
Instead of the manic but thoughtful tone they’d had a moment ago when talking about punishment, Harvest's voice had lowered into something softer, almost a purr when the original daycare attendant entered the room. While Hazard wasn’t talking, the mini sun variant could feel that they calmed down. The vibrating, sadistic energy they’d just been using to slowly crush him had almost vanished altogether.
“We’re alright our light! Our intruder just came here to tamper with something dear to Moon and we heard the security protocol activate while we were near! Of course we went to check and see what damage we could wreck in order to protect you and Little Lu.” Hazard exclaimed, jumping up and down between one foot and the other.
The vibrations from the jumping radiated through Eclipse's body and he cried out again, barely able to do anything at this point but look up with blurry optics to see Harvest waaaaaay above him, looking down and angry.
So it had to be Hazard that was somewhere behind him.
“What was that?” Sun's voice said. With his head so close to the ground Eclipse could hear as feet shuffled on the carpet toward them. Sun was coming toward the pair. “Guys, seriously are you hurt? The computer said that nobody has been inside the daycare so I don’t know why you’re talking about an intruder.”
Why would the computer say that? Eclipse had been in there. Did it just not see the doll-sized bot as a threat anymore and therefore decided not to tell? Or, more simply, the two A.I.’s might not have wanted to tell Sun the truth. They could be meaner than Moon to the sunny attendant at times.
That was probably it.
Great.
Quickly and painfully, Hazard swept Eclipse up in one hand and moved behind Harvest, hiding his tiny body mostly behind their twin. Held like a ragdoll in the largers hand, Eclipse could now just barely see well enough to make out Sun standing before the pair, frowning. He still looked nervous being around the twins, but it was nowhere near the utter fear he should have.
That he’d had last time Eclipse was here, guiding the twins to cause chaos and incite Killcodes awakening.
“Oh what a mess! Guys I know the theater isn’t technically part of the daycare but that doesn’t mean I want it to look destroyed!” He tsked, the nervousness seeming to vanish as he took in the state of the theater.
The twins just snickered and looked at each other before pretending to act innocent of it all. Sun did not look amused.
He looked different too. Instead of the normal bells and ruffles he was wearing a long sleeve crop top with a sun on the chest, though it was half covered by what Eclipse wanted to call a shawl. Whether it was or not was a problem for never. Big, poofy sweatpants took over his yellow and red jester pants along with strange little flowy pieces of fabric at his sides. They attached to the waistband of his pants and bounced lightly as he moved.
His face wasn’t much different, but there were now three small round white dots under each eye and his right eye had a white tail that kind of blended into the eye itself. Looks like it replaced the little swirl that used to be there.
On top of all of this was that the clothes were various shades of blue instead of the expected yellows and reds. The only things not blue about him were the dots, the sun on his shirt, and his shoes which seemed to be a light gray even with Eclipse's current terrible vision. His pointer fingers tapped together anxiously as he looked at the blood twins with a frown. Like they were naughty children and not violent maniacs.
Hazard shifted, trying to hide his prize better but Sun narrowed his eyes, clearly seeing what he was doing.
“I saw that Hazard. What do you have? Did you steal from Moon again, you know he doesn’t like when you do that!”
Bloodmoon snickered together but shook their heads.
“Nothing he would mind losing.” Joked Harvest.
Hazard looked down and raised one hand, discreetly taking the very top one of Eclipse's rays in between two fingers when he tried vainly to wiggle out of their grasp.
“Trust us, he’d find our prize rather soothing.” Hazard remarked, pinching the ray hard. Eclipse quietly whimpered, too weak to do much else. Pain pulsed through the now crushed metal appendage as it tried and failed to retract and escape the painful hold.
Static was once more lacing Eclipse's vision as he feebly raised the only good hand left and tried to push the fingers off of him.
They didn’t budge.
Why didn’t they just show him to Sun? The daytime attendant hated him as much as Eclipse hated them so there should be no reason for the blood twins to keep him away from their wrath.
Unless of course, they want to have all the fun themselves in which case of course they’d keep him away.
“You can trust us Sunshine. Our word now our bind and one that will never leave you purposefully blind.” Harvest remarked, shooting an approving look down at Eclipses mini struggles.
Sun sighed, his tone lightening. “Of course I trust you.” Yellow hands fell to the side as the restless fidgeting calmed and a smile pulled up the other attendants' metal lips. He believed them. “How could I not? Since you guys got here things have been so calm, even if Moon doesn’t want to admit it. Thank you for that, by the way.”
The pair preened under his thanks.
Eclipse had never seen them do that before.
Even when Killcode praised them there was only ever manic excitement in their movements. This was something calmer, still vibrating with energy but not the kind that one could wield in order to hurt others.
They weren’t pleased with themselves, they were happy that Sun was pleased with them.
“We do not wish to scare you.” Crooned Harvest in a downright pleasant tone. “Our fun we wish to have and our new toy would cause your fear anew. Perhaps come back later after the other things you do?”
Fear swelled in Eclipse.
“Well…I guess if you guys can keep it down. We really don’t need some random parent coming close to the daycare and hearing screaming coming from here. Lord knows the stupid complaints we’d get about ‘scary movies in a children's theater’ when there are no movies like that, you know? And clean up when you’re done for goodness sake!” The sunny bot said with a small smile, clapping his hands together.
Sun was going to leave and they were going to torture him again.
“Of course, our fun can be taken away from the home! And when we return our story will be quite the bone for you and your Moonstone.” Hazard laughed, casting a glance down at his ‘toy.’ Red tipped fingers squeezed and pulled ever so slightly. Pain spiked through the angry solar bots head so badly bleary optics were fully lost to static for a moment.
He wasn’t going to die quickly.
Oh god no!
They weren’t showing Sun because they know that Eclipse scares Sun and the daytime attendant would force them to kill him quickly instead of the long, drawn out torment they had planned!
If Sun left without figuring out who they were holding they were going to smuggle him out of the Pizzaplex and then the next god knows how long would be the worst, most painful moments of his life.
Eclipse couldn’t do this anymore!
Desperate for release, Eclipse yanked his head back and felt the crushed metal spike that kept the ray attached to his faceplate snap and be left behind. He kicked and tried to scratch with his one good hand and as loud as he could muster he screamed-
“ PLEASE! HELP ME!”
The room went silent save for Eclipses tiny, wheezing sobs.
He didn’t want to die again.
It hurt so much last time.
But if Sun snapped his neck and let this torture end quickly he’d take it over anything the twins had planned.
“Show me what you have.” Sun said, his tone thin with anxiety but suddenly firm, like when he spoke with a naughty child at the daycare.
The Bloodmoon twins paused.
From far away Eclipse thought they were going to attack him for daring to command them. They’d done that multiple times to himself and absolutely would’ve done it to Killcode if they thought they were strong enough to actually take on the older code and win. As it stood they weren’t, but they would have certainly tried anyway.
But instead of pouncing on the other animatronic or running off like Eclipse thought they would (they’d run off plenty of time from Killcode down in that stupid bunker when he gave a command they simply didn’t want to follow) Hazard just slipped out from behind their brother and showed the maimed villain to the daycare attendant.
The tiny killcode offshoot turned to see Sun slap hands over his mouth and blank white eyes widen with horror.
“OH MY GOD!” He screamed, sending new waves of pain through his enemy's body at the volume. “HAZARD DROP HIM!” They screamed, hands waving about like he was trying to get the attention of some big threat as he flailed about in a panic. With a chuckle Hazards fist once more opened and the ground rushed toward the mini bot again.
Eclipse screamed and tried to bring his good arm around to shield his face.
Would another broken arm really be better than just letting this end?
Long before the floor should’ve met his body Eclipse thumped to a stop when another shriek from Sun sounded. Disoriented and flooded with terror and pain it took a whole minute for the smallers optics to readjust in order to see that Hazard had caught him out of mid-air.
“Not like that!” Shrieked the sunny bot. “Oh Jesus Christ I didn’t mean for you to actually drop him! Is that actually Eclipse?! How did you get him? Why is he small? How is he not dead with injuries like that? Oh…! Oh god…!” Sun's arms still flailed as he spoke, windmilling around in his frenzy.
One half of Bloodmoon was looking in confusion at Sun as their captor coughed and wheezed in their hand. Eclipse would probably be doing the same if his mind could come up with anything besides painpainpainpainpainpainpainpainpainpain to think of. “Ah, this is why we did not want to show you so soon. Once he was dead we would’ve come home and given you this boon.” Hazard remarked.
Once again their hand raised to pinch a ray and Eclipse flinched back with a loud whimper. “Stop it! Please!” He cried as he tried to twist in order to hide the fragile bits of metal. They couldn’t retract like Suns could, a flaw in their design he hadn’t really thought would matter until right now.
“Hazard stop!” Sun commanded in that same firm yet anxious tone.
Surprisingly, Hazard's hand snatched itself back as though he’d been burned.
Eclipse looked at the sun model before him, dumbfounded. Barely able to make out the conflicted emotions battling it out in his expression. Hazard listened to him! There were no threats, there was no bribery or growling or anger, just a firm command that Bloodmoon had ignored in everyone else a thousand times before! The red monster had listened to Sun like they’ve never listened to anyone else!
HOW?!
Harvest stepped up now. There was no anger, no defiance in their face as they spoke. “Easy now Sunshine, we won’t let this thing put your life on the line. No more does his life have in store.” They smiled wide, beaming at the violence they were itching to commit against someone they’ve actively hated since their creation. Their voice was still softer than before, still holding that slight purr. Like a cat that was seeing the person it loved come home after a long day.
Eclipse hated how apt that description was seeing as Sun himself had cats that he cared about more than his own life.
But they weren’t even upset that Sun was ordering them around! They were actively yielding to his words! What the fuck did he miss that made Sun of all people be able to command Bloodmoon without so much as a harsh tone?!
Wait, does that mean they’ll listen to anything the sunnier animatronic commands of them or just what they want to? Well they currently want to dismember their creator and they weren’t so maybe they were fully under the others command.
That means…
“O-Okay, I get that you guys are protective and all b-b-b-but I also remember you saying you’d stop killing around us!” Sun exclaimed.
If Sun could get them to stop…
“That is why we were going to leave this place, to get rid of any trace.” Harvest said, one hand coming up to tap their chin. The other took up its place on their hip again having moved to watch Eclipses suffering earlier. Hazard lowered to a crouch, head still tilted in confusion but thankfully not tightening their grip. Animalistic turned to intelligent as they asked in puzzlement “I do not understand, he is our enemy so why do you keep him from our hand?”
Sun sputtered, unable to form words.
“I-I-I-I j-just didn’t know he was h-here! Y’know?! Last you said he was in a computer in some bunker somewhere so he wasn’t really gonna bother us a-a-a-and then he’s here and he’s bleeding and I heard screaming and it sounded bad and I don-”
“Please…”
Once more the room fell silent as Eclipse interrupted Sun anxiety filled tirade.
This could be his one and only chance.
“Please…make them stop.” He looked up at the daytime attendant he had hurt so much with one glitching pupil. Tears would be slipping down his face if he was capable of crying but as it stood the tiny bot heaved a breath for fans that were barely working anymore and sobbed , leaning against the pentagram hand holding him.
“Please…it hurts. They’re h-hurting me. Please…please make it stop.”
The little one didn’t expect the sunny bot to rescue him. Of course not, he tortured him and his brother for over a year, brought Bloodmoon and Killcode to their doorstep, took over their bodies and traumatized Moon back in October, and then broke in with the intent of finding Killcode, yes, but also with hacking their computer for whatever he could use in the future.
Because he didn’t think his plans would stop once he found Killcode.
But here, in Hazard's hand, half dead and in so much pain but unable to shut down to escape it, he just wanted it to end. If that meant waking up to a new backup then so be it as long as this stopped.
One way or another.
Hazard snarled which made Eclipse flinch and bring his good hand up to cover his head. The hand jerked forward until he was an inch from the murderous bots' angry eyes. Sun let out a fearful yelp but didn’t tell the red monster to stop.
“You beg for mercy after all the agony you have shown them? At least when we tormented them it was because we were forced to favor blood and bone by a code and violence condone. Everything you did on your own.”
Eclipse didn’t say anything.
Rhyming or not, he got the gist of that.
He’d forced Bloodmoon into the violent, bloodthirsty state that terrible people like himself and Killcode were able to point and aim at whoever or whatever they wanted. That code dug into their minds, cursing them with an eternal hunger for violence that was far beyond normal for any creature, even the code they were based on. Whether they actually died or not, it seems that someone or something was able to calm that code enough that they could pick where their loyalties lie.
And apparently they lie with Sun.
Sun now wielded these particular tools.
Harvest scoffed, clearly agreeing with their brother. Hazard lowered their captive away from their face as their sibling came to stand next to them, falsely swiping just over Eclipse's head with a scornful expression. The smaller whimpered, ducking as best he could. “We’ll see to it this trash gets the backlash he deserves in a flash. If you’ll allow us to dash, Sun.”
Eclipse sobbed quietly, trying to muffle it so as to not incite the twins' wrath again.
This was it, he was dead again and they were going to make it hurt.
Sun let out a whimper that Eclipse always found pathetic.
“I…I believed you could change.” The larger animatronic said quietly. Eclipse’s head snapped up so fast his optics dimmed with static for a minute as he whipped around to look at the larger model. Ragged, desperate breathing hitched as the words registered in his mind.
All three looked at him in shock. Yellow hands fidgeted nervously with each other, but his gaze was steady as he looked down at their mini enemy with fear and sorrow in their milky depths. “I don’t want to hurt anybody Bloodmoon. Not even Eclipse.”
He held out his hands pleadingly.
“Please put him down? Gently?”
It was not a command. It was not a statement. It was a question. A plea to the insane for them to heed his words and do something they didn’t want to. They could ignore it and walk right past the yellow former jester with ease if they wanted to. Eclipse had seen them ignore much more dangerous people just because they were bored or because they didn’t want to do what was commanded of them. But this wasn’t a command.
They were free to choose.
The twins looked at each other for a moment, a conversation happening without a syllable ever leaving their mouths.
Harvest chose to nod.
Hazard chose to put his captive gently on the carpeted floor.
Both chose to back away when Sun came rushing over, kneeling above the shattered animatronic.
Both chose to bask in the beaming smile he gave them.
Notes:
Guys you're gonna learn really quickly I love writing for Bloodmoon.
Chapter 4: 4
Notes:
Things calm down a bit this chapter. Not a lot, but hey we take what we can get. And so does Eclipse.
TW for Fear
Idk if I have to put that but better safe than sorry!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“O-Okay, um…can you guys go get some things from the daycare for me? We-I-He shouldn’t stay on the floor.” Sun said but it was far away. Eclipse lay on his side on the carpet, bleeding uncontrollably from every nick and pain radiating from every dent. He was facing Sun so he could see when the former jester looked up at the twins behind him and smiled, his large but nowhere near as sharp hands hovering over the little one's broken body.
The twins snickered and ran off, apparently having been given a task while Eclipse wasn’t listening.
And then all was quiet except for the villain's harsh breathing and the nervous click-click-click of Sun's rays as they moved with his emotions. Eclipse could see Sun as he fidgeted, staring down at him with clear worry in his gaze.
Why was he worried? Why wasn’t Eclipse dead yet? He’d said he didn’t want to hurt anyone but that didn’t mean that Bloodmoon should’ve had to let him go. So why? What was the point?
Sun leaned down, probably trying to see into Eclipse's own oil-stained eyes.
He smiled thinly.
“Hi.”
Eclipse didn’t bother gurgling a response. On his side like this the oil was pooling more and he just didn’t have the energy to spit it out right now. It’s not like he could drown anyway, well, anymore than he already was.
Why was he still alive?
Was it pity?
Did Sun want him to suffer?
No, because if he did then Bloodmoon would’ve been allowed to whisk him away to god knows where to do god knows what to the tiny villain. It had to be pity, but why would Sun of all people pity the person who tortured him for well over a year?
Shuffling caught the small codes bleary attention. Sun moved back before reaching into the pocket on his pants and pulling out a tissue. Eclipse coughed out a chuckle, half expecting a handkerchief. Sun had never really been the type to carry one on them, but then again they’d also never been the type to command a bloodthirsty monster with any kind of success either. Clearly a lot of things had changed since the last time they met so maybe a handkerchief wasn’t the craziest idea.
The hand not holding the tissue reached for him and the small bot flinched, expecting more pain. He tried to gurgle out a weak plea but it was lost in the oil coating his throat.
Did he just want to hurt Eclipse himself?
He said he didn’t, but people lie.
Animatronics lie.
Eclipse should know.
Noticing this, Suns’ hand slowed down as it got closer. “I’m not going to hurt you.” They said gently, quietly.
Eclipse stared. Why? They wanted to ask.
“I think Bloodmoon did enough of that. It’s okay, you’re safe with me.”
He reached again and this time dark-yellow tipped fingers hooked gently under his chin and tilted his head back before the soft tissue pressed gently over the eye that mimicked their own. White and empty of the pupil-like optics that Moon sports. He was small enough that nothing could be seen past the thin sheet as Sun carefully tried to get rid of the worst of the oil.
It didn’t do much to actually save Eclipse's vision, filled with static as it was, but it was at least a bit more comfortable. He tsked at the state of the carpet below the smaller, but Eclipse could hardly care about the neat freaks OCD right now.
Seems not everything changed while he was trapped in that computer.
“They got you good.” He remarked quietly as the tissue quickly turned black with oil. Eclipse gagged, no longer able to keep the pool in his mouth from choking him as he spit it all out onto the tissue, Sun's hand disappearing from beneath his chin. With the larger fingers gone there was nothing to stop the mini villain from collapsing again.
“Okay um…One isn’t going to be enough for this…” Sun remarked, seemingly to himself as he turned to look toward the other entrance of the theater. The one that led to the main exit of the daycare. “I hope they get back soon. I also hope Moon won't notice the damage.”
Before the mini sun could ask what the hell he was talking about there was a riiiiip sound above him. Once more dark tipped fingers slipped under his chin and lifted. “Hey, I need you to tell me what hurts. I can see your ray and your arm is damaged, is there anything else? Just…make any noise if yes.”
Eclipse let out a mph! since that was all he could muster at the moment.
Everything hurt.
Everything was broken.
Everything in him screamed to find an escape, to not put his life in the hands of someone he hated and actively targeted for the sake of tormenting his brother.
But there was a part of him, a tiny, buried-down-deep part of him that was grateful for the large fingers under his chin. Was grateful this touch didn’t hurt him like Bloodmoons' did.
You’d never hear him admit it though.
He will die and be resurrected with this knowledge.
Sun sighed and gently pressed a bit of blue fabric to the gaping hole in his shoulder. Eclipse hissed as he touched the yanked out joint, but didn’t move besides that. Sun frowned. “I’m gonna have to move you for a minute okay? It’s probably going to hurt a bit but I have to stop that arm from bleeding, okay? I’m sorry.”
Some part of Eclipse's bleary mind wanted to complain that Sun said they weren’t going to hurt him but the more rational bleary part figured that he meant he wasn’t going to hurt him more than Bloodmoon had beforehand. It was the more rational bit that was able to give the larger attendant some real credit when one hand kept the blue fabric (that Eclipse would eventually realize came from Sun ripping his own clothes to help him) pressed firmly against his busted socket and the other gently lifted him from lying down to sitting up.
Eclipse hissed and wiggled but quickly fell still when his broken leg, no longer immobilized by Hazard's hand, reminded him just how much of a bad idea struggling was right now.
Everything still hurt, but thankfully the gentle hands weren’t aggravating his injuries too badly.
“Ngh, can you lift your arm for me? I have to wrap this around your body to hold it in place.” Sun asked, realizing he wasn’t going to be able to wrap the fabric and keep Eclipse upright at the same time. Just before Eclipse could try to shake his head ‘no’ there was a noise.
Laughter sounded somewhere in the distance and Eclipse knew that Sun could feel as his breathing went from relatively deep, if harsh and stuttering, to shallow and fearful at the sound. He was sandwiched between Sun's hands, totally immobile even if he had been able to just get up and walk away. There would be no more escape now than earlier if those gremlins decided they didn’t want to heed Sun's words anymore.
Sun noticed (because of course he did) and the thumb resting on his little chest ghosted, featherlight, up and down in a soothing motion. “It’s okay. I won’t let them hurt you again, okay? They listen to me and I…I don’t know w-why but they do. Come on then, your arm?”
God his voice was so gentle, so kind. Why did he sound like that? Why was the thumb brushing against his chest so light as they ghosted over the cracks in his shell? Why won’t he let Bloodmoon hurt him again? Why do the twins listen to him?
Eclipse looked up at him, at the soft smile he put on, and decided that believing him wasn’t the worst plan right now.
As if he had any other plans anyway.
God he was tired.
With herculean effort the tiny sun look-alike threw his good arm over the one resting against his chest with a loud groan. Sun carefully leaned him forward and pressed the quickly blackening tissue to the hole in the joint before carefully pressing on the blue scrap to keep it in place until it could be tied off.
“Sunshine! We have returned from our chore to aid the one you should abhor!” A slightly less manic sounding voice cried across the quiet theater, shattering the thin calm that the sunny pair had managed to keep.
Eclipse's breath hitched.
Sun's thumb tried to soothe it even through the blue cloth.
“Good! Thank you guys! Um, would you please help me with this?” Sun called over his shoulder. They yelped and just about let go of Eclipse as a blur of pink and red fell directly in front of the pair, despite the fact that they were in the middle of the aisle and not under the balcony where someone could easily jump off of. Eclipse wheezed as the sudden appearance of blinding color overtook his blurred vision.
Bloodmoon, singular before splitting into two, grinned. “What do you need of us?” Harvest asked. Hazard's tongue lolled out of his mouth and he grinned down at Eclipse. There was still the faintest stain of oil from where they’d eaten his arm earlier on their tongue. The small sun sucked in a harsh breath and scrabbled his good arm against Sun's hand, desperate to get away from the one who did this to him in the first place. Sun shushed him soothingly, concern knitting his brow when the extra movement caused the smallest bit of black to peek through the blue fabric.
Great, the tissue was almost useless and it’d just been put there.
Hazard noticed this and, to Eclipse's utter shock, moved to sit so that Sun was between them and himself, a lolling smile never once leaving their face. The tongue, thankfully, vanished into their mouth as well. Eclipse stopped moving, staring in disbelief at one half of the violent murderer he thought he knew. Sun gave Hazard a thankful smile and then turned to Harvest and pointed with his free hand. “Harvest, help me wrap this around his body so we can pin it closed. We have to make sure it doesn’t just slip off when he moves.”
The taller sun looked down.
“I’m really sorry, this will probably hurt for a minute. Just take a deep breath and everything will be okay, alright?”
Why was he sorry?
Why didn’t anything make sense?
Eclipse squeezed his eyes shut with a pained wheeze, claws barely making a scratch in the yellow paint of the larger daycare attendant. Harvests red tipped fingers moved close and grabbed the blue fabric that was blocking the hole in his shoulder socket. The fabric pulled taunt as Harvest pulled it first toward Sun to tighten it and Eclipse coughed, trying to move away again, leg pain be damned.
It hurt!
The makeshift bandage was digging into the hole and while he knew that was how it was supposed to be it hurt and he knew the other half of Bloodmoon was doing it on purpose just to see him suffer!
“Stop!” Was just barely gasped out. “N-no…no more! Please!”
He didn’t want to be in pain anymore. He didn’t want to see those red claws so close to his orange and black body. He couldn’t stand to feel any more pain from those claws.
He deserved the pain, the hate, but he couldn’t handle it anymore.
Maybe that made him pathetic but he didn’t care.
“Easy Harvest! You guys got him good so you have to be really careful!” Sun exclaimed, on hand leaving Eclipses back to wave halfheartedly at the red murderer. Instead of being mad Harvest just smiled and purred, quickly taking their hands back.
“I did not mean to Sun. Some pain must be done in order to repair the damage we caused during our playtime.”
“I-I know I know! I’m just…a bit out of my depth here! Just… try to be gentler? Please?” Sun sighed, his free hand coming to rub tiredly at his face. The twins nodded quietly as the technically-not-a-command settled in their minds. Hazard leaned forwards and gently bumped into Sun's arm with their forehead.
“He need not fear, we heed your word here.”
Sun smiled just a bit.
“O-o-o-Okay! We’re going to try again. I’m sorry Eclipse.”
So many apologies for an animatronic who doesn’t deserve them.
Harvest reached to grab the abandoned scrap fabric and this time used one hand to press against the tissue so it stayed in place while wrapping. This sent waves of agony into whatever remained of the shoulder joint but instead of dragging it out and making him suffer Harvest quickly wrapped the scrap around until it layered over itself again. Using one hand to hold the makeshift wrapping in place the other half of Bloodmoon reached into a long box Eclipse hadn’t even noticed was nearby and pulled out a safety pin. Harvest handed the pin to Hazard to open since their other hand was occupied. Once they got it back the poor excuse for a bandage was pinned tightly closed and the red giant backed off.
“I hated every second of that.” Sun remarked.
Eclipse huffed and leaned his head on the hand still supporting his chest, too tired to voice his agreement verbally.
“What else do we need to do?”
Notes:
I have no fucking clue how to write about machines and yet I choose to do it anyway. I shall bullshit my way through the repairs cause thats all I got!
Also technically this chapter was cut into two because of length so thats why the cut off seems a bit odd. It wasn't, but that was the best stopping point I could find.
Chapter 5: 5
Notes:
TW for Fear.
Eclipse isn't out of the woods yet which is unfortunate cause he's died there once already. XD
Chapter Text
“Repairs” took another hour.
Sun tsked and fretted over the damage dealt by the twins but since he wasn’t the mechanically inclined of the celestial pair there was little he could actually do to fix anything. Gentle yellow hands worked to clean the oil drowning the small sun look-alikes body while Bloodmoon stood ready to help at the slightest command.
It shouldn't have taken that long but Eclipse was still terrified that Bloodmoon would just… decide to stop helping and so whenever either of the twins were near he instinctively shied away in terror. Each time Sun would shush him and either wave away the pair or wait until Eclipse couldn’t really fight anymore before reassuring him everything would be fine. That he was safe. Eventually the little one couldn’t find the strength to squirm anymore. There was a fog that was quickly overtaking his mind as whatever the animatronic equivalent of adrenaline was died down in his damaged body.
God he was tired.
God he was so scared.
But they never did anything.
Just kept grinning at him.
It didn’t help that Sun had to keep sending them off for more supplies when it became apparent that ripping his shirt wasn't the best of plans.
Eventually though the bigger damages were sufficiently stabilized and the smaller ones were either left alone or cleaned up until they stopped bleeding on their own. His missing arm was covered (Sun was not pleased to find out Hazard ate it but couldn’t really do anything about it) and his broken left leg that was snapped from his first fall had a makeshift splint around it.
Ever the creative one of the pair Sun had used unsharpened pencils and carefully taped them to keep the leg straight until he could be looked at. The ray that was pulled was too far gone to return to his faceplate so they just put a cotton ball in the hole left behind and taped it down to calm any bleeding.
There really was no escaping now.
Whatever they had planned he’d have to endure.
As if that wasn’t the case the moment red hands had lifted him from the ground.
Sun sighed nervously. “Okay, I think the only place he’ll be safe is my room. Since we moved to an actual house the cats aren’t there to bother him anymore so it should be fine as long as no one goes in there without permission.” He leveled a glare that held no real heat to the blood twins who never wavered from their manic mirth.
“We already know he exists.” Harvest remarked, standing next to their brother.
“We’ll tell not a soul, no matter who insists.” Hazard agreed, sitting in a frog-like crouch.
“Well that's the best I can hope for. Could you go check and make sure Moon isn’t up in the main area of our room while I get him ready to move?” Sun deadpans while pointing back toward the poster door.
Once the pair are once again gone the larger sun turned to where Eclipse lay on the ground, unmoving but now able to see better thanks to the warnings dying down a bit. Everything still hurt and the mere thought of forming words was enough to make his head spin, but oil had stopped staining the carpet and the terror had fallen into a nervous edge with a darkness that was threatening to take him away any moment now.
Sun smiled, trying to look reassuring but mostly looking worried and stressed.
“Just a bit more and then you’ll be able to rest for a while.” He promised. “I’m going to move you to this box here so I don’t have to keep jostling you.”
Yellow two-toned hands gently slipped under Eclipse's aching body and lifted before carefully depositing the tiny bot on something soft and not very supportive.
A towel.
Sun or Bloodmoon had put a towel in a plastic storage container to carry him around in like a kitten left out in the rain.
The idea normally would’ve elicited a snarl of anger and angry, indignant words tearing at every insecurity of those around him.
Him, a being that was just as if not smarter than Moon. Someone who had outsmarted them time and time again. Someone who had held the power of creation in his hands not because he made it but because he won it in a battle of wits was being treated like an abandoned animal.
He should be angry.
He should be screaming.
He should be fighting.
But everything still hurt and the towel was softer than the carpet of the theater and his throat still glitched and caught when he tried to speak so, even though it was violently humiliating, he shut up and sank into the clean fabric without so much as a hiss. Sun, apparently pleased he hadn’t hurt the little one more by moving him, gently and evenly lifted the plastic container so as not to jostle him too much.
The red twins returned with their usual boisterous sounds but were quickly shushed by the yellow attendant.
“Come on. He needs to sleep.”
There was a soft jerk as the trio began moving and Eclipse sighed as he sank deeper.
He should stay awake.
He needed to find a way to escape.
But the darkness that had been edging bleary optics since Bloodmoon's first appearance was so much closer now. It overtook all vision and dragged all thoughts into a well of unconsciousness. Finally there was some release from the pain and the fear, at least for a little while.
After what felt like minutes one glitching optic and one blank one opened again but this time there were no bright lights or obnoxious music. There was no maniacal laughter or red hands grabbing tiny bodies or sharp teeth tearing limbs.
There was just Eclipse. Laying in the silent darkness.
His body ached. The sharp, piercing pain that had been so overwhelming earlier calmed into dull but persistent agony that tore through every wire in Eclipses’ small body. He was warm as well, too warm to probably be safe if he was normal, but normal he was not. His fans still weren’t able to spin at full efficiency and he was overheating in his own casing. It was still no easier to ‘breathe’ seeing as his chassis was still violently crushed and even the tiniest movements sent fresh waves across every servo, but he was alive.
He was alive.
Why was he alive?
The shrunken look-alike wheezed and tried to see anything past the towel and opaque plastic of his little box.
The room was dark. Whatever remained of Moon's night vision let him see just a bit better in the dark than Sun or another animatronic like Freddy, but not nearly enough to tell where he was. There were glow in the dark stars littering the ceiling above him and somewhere to his left there was a tall bookshelf filled with blurry, thin shapes that were probably children's books.
Just where he could see on the wall in front of him were dark rectangles, inky black even to his eyes. A couple were closer to the ceiling and Eclipse could swear he could see sun rays catching the glow of one of the stars. A poster? A picture from a child? A note of some kind? It didn’t truly matter but the need to know was still there.
Sun said he was safe in his room, right?
But didn’t Sun also say they didn’t live in the Pizzaplex anymore? Did he abandon the tiny bot here? It's not like he could really move to leave but still, that didn’t seem right. Sun saved him from being tortured and killed by Bloodmoon, patched his injuries and hid him in the daycare, only to leave him alone when night fell?
No, the sunny attendant had to be here somewhere.
Maybe pulling an all-nighter again as an excuse to not go home.
Another wheeze escaped Eclipse as he tried in vain to lift himself up with one good hand. There was no escaping like this. Even if somehow the box magically disappeared and he didn’t have to climb out there was no way he was walking (let alone running) anywhere. Period. Maybe Sun knew that and honestly did think it would be safe enough to leave him alone for the night? Does anyone come into the celestial twins rooms when they’re not here? Does anyone even know they moved? Was he left alone ag-
Shsk!
Something was moving in the room.
He was wrong to think he was alone.
Immediately Eclipse froze as brand new terror seared through his frame. He wasn’t alone! There was something here! Or…Or maybe it was just a fan somewhere? The buildings AC or…or something outside of the room that he didn’t have to worry about? With fans throttled into painful silence, he listened.
Shsk!
There it was again!
Something was in the room with him!
Undamaged limbs pulled close to his body and broken, strained wheezes slipped past his metallic lips as Eclipse hunkered down in the towel. Gingerly, he reached over with his good hand and tried to grab the nearest edge to pull over himself. Unfortunately the strain on his ‘good’ arm was too much so he was forced to drop it and just cower.
Eclipse had never been one to be afraid of the dark. Of course not. Not only was he trapped in the not-very-bright mindscape of the main daycare attendant for the longest time but then being trapped in Bloodmoon's dark and twisted conscious and then being trapped (wow he’s been trapped a lot, now that he thinks about it) in that blasted computer down in the bunker meant that darkness was never really something to be feared.
He’s a villain and he uses the night, the time when the ones he hates so much sleeps, to do whatever he could to damage their relationships with each other and drive Moon completely insane with anxiety and self loathing.
But now the dark had never been scarier. He cowered in the corner of the plastic tub, shaking and wheezing but unable to quiet the rattle of his frame or the air barely shaking through his fans.
A familiar grumble sounded somewhere behind the container the little one's back was pressed against.
“His breathing is worse. Sun is not here to play nurse.” Bloodmoon, singular, mumbled. Their singular voice always seemed to be a mix of the two, made stronger when one spoke more than the other.
Fuck, Sun really wasn’t here?!
There was the soft scrape of metal on metal and then the shush of fake shoes sliding across the floor toward the tub. Eclipse sucked in a breath and hunkered lower, ignoring the agonizing cries of his spine from the movement. One good hand came up to cover the blue bandage over the torn socket on his other side, only able to imagine what the red monster could do to it while Sun wasn’t here to stop them.
Pentagram eyes loomed above the box casting a faint pink glow from the red and the white mixing together. Their sharp teeth couldn’t be seen, even with Eclipse's minor night vision, but he knew they were ready to tear him apart now that there was no sunny bot to reign in their carnage. The eyes searched for a minute, confusing making them narrow in the dark.
Clearly they weren’t expecting him to be able to move on his own yet.
It was unfortunately easy to tell when they caught sight of his splinted leg, unable to bend it to hide as it was, and the red and white stars followed it up to the rest of his trembling form. Their teeth, now barely catching the light of their eyes, appeared in the darkness as one glitching iris met theirs. Eclipse wheezed again, unable to hold on anymore.
Sun left him alone with Bloodmoon.
“S-Stay…” He gasped, barely able to get the glitching word out. “Stay aw-aw-away!” Bloodmoon just snickered, looking off to their right for a moment as though trying to cast an amused glance at their brother.
“If we were going to disobey our Sunray,” The dual eyes leaned closer, the stars shrinking into near indistinguishable dots against their respective colors. The same long tongue that stole his arm snaked out, the tip just barely brushing one of the unsharpened pencils keeping his leg immobile.
If it was any less light he’d be screaming in agony again.
If they wrapped it around him there was nothing to be done.
The non-flesh appendage retreated just long enough for them to grin.
Brilliant white teeth were stained red from the light as their grin stretched ear to ear across their face. “you wouldn’t be here, safely tucked away.”
They leaned even closer. Pentagram hands planted on either side of the plastic tub Eclipse could no longer find comfort in as they hovered inches above the cotton ball that pretended to be a ray. They hissed. “If we had our say you’d still be our prey. ”
A lolling group of metal machines that couldn’t actually taste (at least he didn’t think so) fell back out of their mouth.
Eclipse sat frozen, eyes flicking from the giant pair above him to the tongue that was now snaking lightly around his damaged but intact leg and back again. A singular orange hand clutched the ragged hole below torn cloth and gifted tissue. Fans clacked and clicked against their crushed metal homes, unable to do their jobs as another wheeze left his throat.
Then just as quickly as they leaned in they leaned back, grin slackening into something less hungry and stars growing back into something calmer. The tongue flicked away without causing any harm (well, any more) and Eclipse heaved in a breath.
“So! Until we are told otherwise there is no need to agonize!” They practically chirped, completely ignoring how Eclipse was rattling with fear in the semi-corner. “We’ll keep you safe and alive at any size! All for our Sunrise.”
“Where is Sun?” the look-alike wheezed, only able to get the full sentence out because he was barely whispering loud enough for himself to hear let alone Bloodmoon.
It was pathetic, but the mini villain wanted the larger sun back.
It as stupid, but he was so scared.
It was humiliating, but so was clinging to the corner of a plastic tub he couldn’t escape trembling in fear.
Somehow though the larger did hear and waved one hand, the single spike gauntlet that decorated Hazard and Harvest having melded into one with multiple points in the dual body. “Home and hopefully asleep while we were tasked with your keep. Since we don’t need to sleep, it was not a hard leap.”
Ah, that's right. Bloodmoon doesn’t need to charge as long as they have blood to drink. It's one of the reasons they were such a good tool for spying, along with their shapeshifting abilities.
Sun should be back in the morning. The animatronic literally meant to take after the center star was always the first to the daycare to get things obsessively cleaned and prepared for the day, even if they didn’t open for hours after he got there.
He’d be back.
Eclipse would be safe soon.
The mini shook his head to dislodge the thought. He wasn’t safe just because Sun was here, he was just not tortured by the blood twins. There still had to be a reason the technically older attendant wanted to keep him alive besides his pathetically soft heart.
Of course there was.
It would be stupid to think otherwise.
No he wasn’t safe, but he was certainly safer beside anyone who could so easily control the twins.
He’d have to be very careful until then.
“I…didn’t me-mean to…” He paused to catch whatever air he could. “Wake you…up.”
It was rare for both twins to be asleep at the same time. Especially if they’re out in the woods somewhere or were instructed to watch out for something or someone, in this case, him. One (normally whoever was piloting the body itself) would sleep and the second twin would keep watch. Able to see even when the body's eyes are closed or looking in the opposite direction. It’s why Bloodmoon is so hard to sneak up on when they’re combined.
He had to have woken whoever was piloting for them to bother coming over.
The singular body frowned, leaning back down just a bit. Nowhere near as close as the first time.
“Your breathing won’t ease. There is that wheeze because of Hazard's squeeze.” A claw tapped their chin and once more their tongue came lolling out though this time it didn’t come close to his body. “Hey Ves, I bet we could appease our Sunlight if that wheeze we could freeze.”
Eclipse froze. What the fuck did that mean?!
Metallic shuffling signaled the bloody pair moving away from where the mini villain cowered. Before he could even try to take a breath big enough to ask what the fuck they were doing (hopefully without angering them too much) a soft light bathed the room in white. It wasn’t strong enough to fully cover everything, but it did get the corner that was somewhere behind him.
The stuff Eclipse noticed earlier were clearer now. It was children's drawings covering the far wall from ceiling to floor. Some were of Sun and the kids, some of Lunar, some were even of Moon and there were multiple of the group together. There also were posters for the drop candies and other idiotic Fazbear phrases plastered elsewhere, only now barely visible in the light.
The bookshelf did indeed hold children's books, though there was no reading any of the spines from this far away and in this dim of lighting. Plushies, both Fazbear related and not, also sat on the shelf Eclipse could see from his spot. Vaguely Eclipse recalled that Sun liked to keep personal toys for the kids so that they weren’t just forced to play with Fazbear Entertainment stuff during the day.
It was…familiar.
Eclipse had spent time in this room before.
Back in October when he’d taken over the twins bodies with Lunar there hadn’t been a point to finding new accommodations when he was about to reset the world anyway so this, at least for that month, had been his room while Sun struggled for control of his own limbs. Even before then Eclipse could take over the body when Sun slept, planning and building whatever he needed to fuck over the brothers for another day. For a time, this was his room too when you thought about it.
The dim memory of Sun absently talking about sharing it with the malicious code in his head crossed the smallers mind before he violently shoved it away.
He didn’t want to share, he wanted to win.
It was a little more full then, Eclipse could only guess that Sun took his computer and more sentimental pictures and trinkets to wherever they moved to, but so much of this was still the same. The bookshelf, the toys, the drawings.
Was it stupid to feel somewhat safe here?
To want to lay down on the bed and pretend he’d taken temporary control and that October had never happened?
Was that more or less pathetic than cowering in a storage container with a towel in it while shorter than a barbie doll?
Was it pathetic to want Sun here?
The glow in the dark stars (at least some of them) died in the light as Bloodmoon made their way back to the tub which the damaged villain could now realize was sitting on the floor in the middle of the room. Probably the twins doing. Knowing Sun he would’ve put his captive on the bed or somewhere he would deem “safer” than the floor.
Somehow the light didn’t help as much as he thought it would.
More stars were blotted out as the half shaded face of Bloodmoon leaned over to look at him again.
“We have a plan to get that wheeze addressed and then you’ll be able to rest easier. Then Sun can be much less stressed about your breathing being repressed. Now hold still.”
Clawed hands reached towards him.
“D-Don’t to…touch…me!” Eclipse tried to snarl. A red tipped finger was coming closer, aiming for his chest. He twisted to try and curl into a ball so Bloodmoon couldn’t get to his more vital parts or the already ragged hole in his shoulder joint. Every movement sent waves of pain through every wire and he cried out, though it was quiet and cracked.
Bloodmoon paused and looked off to the side again, listening to their twin in the mind.
It was child's play for one body to become two. Harvest (at least he thinks it’s Harvest, it was really hard to tell who was who in the dim lighting) hopped behind where the little villain sat, hyperventilating despite not having the fans to do so. Before Eclipse could sputter out anything else sharp fingers slipped between his only arm and his body and pulled, forcing him upright. Once he was sitting up again the claws pressed flat against his body, pushing him against the wall of the container.
No!
No they were going to torture him again!
Harvests thumb was pressed against his neck, forcing him to keep still lest his thin neck snaps from the sharp appendage, while their index and middle finger lightly pushed against the top bit of his chest, just where his neck ended. Their ring and pinky immobilized his remaining arm, pinning it to his side, and pressed where a stomach would be if he were human to keep his legs (well, leg) from kicking out. They left the middle where there should be buttons but instead were just thin cracks from being crushed earlier free and clear.
Eclipse rattled in fear as he tried his best to wiggle but Harvests hand was too big. A moment later another set of claws carefully pressed against his head, pinning that against the plastic too.
He was completely unable to move.
He wheezed again, mouth barely able to move.
“Y-You…You said!” He gasped and sputtered, unable to take in enough air to say more than a couple of words at a time. “You said-( gasp!)- safe! No-N-Not-( gasp!)- Not prey! Sun! Sun! f-fu…SUN!”
In between gasping for breaths that an animatronic does not need but mimics anyway Eclipse cried as loudly as he could for Sun, the one he tortured to get under his brother's skin.
Was it pathetic?
Yes.
Did he care?
No.
Bloodmoon was going to torture him again, clearly having lied about heeding the other bots words even in his absence, and it was all the damaged, pinned villain could think to do in his desperation.
He kicked his good leg before Harvests pinkie reached and pressed lightly on the joint, forcing it to stop moving. Terror spiked at the gentle pressure, knowing what they could do with just the slightest bit more.
“NO!” He screamed.
Nothing hurt yet, even with his previous injuries, but all it would take is just a bit more pressure. Just a bit more malice. Just a bit more sadistic pleasure from the giant holding him captive and all that pain would be felt anew.
Not loud enough.
The hands did not let up.
He wasn’t loud enough!
“PLEASE! N-NOT-( gasp!) -AGAIN!”
“Are you hurting him other? Well, more than we have, rather.” Hazard (the only one Eclipse could actually see) questioned quizzically, looking up to where his brother's face probably was. The hands holding him moved a fraction of an inch and Eclipse went rigid, eyes closing for just a moment as apparently Harvest shook their head.
“Ah, I think in the face of our claws we may have rubbed his nerves a bit raw.”
“Should we withdraw?”
Why weren’t they hurting him yet? He was literally pinned just like earlier!
“If we withdrew this sound we can't undo. No, there is no plan to unscrew anything so just tell him what we plan to put him through.” Harvest remarked, still never once making any new nicks or dents in the little ones body. Sharp claws angled away from splitting plastic and metal while still keeping perfect hold.
Why were they being so gentle?
Hazard nodded and waved a hand. “Move the claw on his head. We do not need it for the plan and it may lessen his dread. Don’t want Sun showing up to find him dead of fright.”
The claws keeping Eclipse's head pinned back vanished and while he wasn’t able to whip forward the way he wanted to there was a little bit of relief that came from being able to tilt down just enough to look in the other red twins eyes again instead of vaguely above their head.
“Please…I-I-I-I’ll wo-won’t wheeze…an-a–any-anymore…just…let me g-go…” He pleaded, the panic dulled only a little bit. Hazard leaned his head down, twisting at an unnatural angle (or at least unnatural for humans) to look him in the eyes without Eclipse being able to really move his head.
“We do not plan on making you hurt. We think our nanites we can insert and some of the damage we caused revert. A way to subvert the command Sun gave us while you were inert.”
They raised a red tipped finger and slowly brought it closer. Whether they were relishing in the fear that spasmed through their enemies body or not, Eclipse couldn’t really tell past his own clouded thoughts. “But we need a way into your body and these cracks, though shoddy, should help us get in enough to make your fans no longer groggy.”
Oh so gently, the crazier of the two tapped his chest. Eclipse winced, but thankfully felt no pain.
“We think we know how to, perhaps, quiet your pain receptors so that you do not collapse. Then through pressure and muted pain, we can force your insides into their lanes and then full use of your fans you can regain. See? An idea perfectly sane.”
After a pause, Eclipse took as deep a breath as possible.
They wanted to disperse their nanomachines through his body to force the bent metal around his internal cooling system back into place so that he could ‘breathe’ better. There was even a possibility they could do all of that without hurting him? It was plausible in a larger model, so maybe it was possible even at his size? Though, something like that would feel like something was trying to push out from beneath his casing. If they were wrong about the pain receptors…
“Wh-why hold…?” He stammered out.
“Since you would not relax, holding you down is no skin off our backs. Besides, fighting would not keep us from inviting ourselves in to fix what we did while delighting in your suffering.”
Hazard shrugged and it was the most nonchalant thing he’d seen them do all day.
They really weren’t going to hurt him?
Even though Sun wasn’t here?
“The pressure will be frightening and we cannot have you wriggling and breaking contact between what is out here and what is sitting in you. We cannot call lost machines back to us so your moving will force us to lose track and then who knows what those we lack could do to your damaged body back? My brother will hold you still so I suggest you heed our will.”
“B-But if…y-you're…w-wr-wrong…” He gasped.
A rumble permeated his little body and Eclipse winced, desperately trying to hunch into himself but unable to because of the hand. Staticky eyes squeezed shut to wait for whatever painful reprimand they’d give.
It took another moment of no pain for him to realize the rumble was the same one they’d used on the daytime attendant multiple times the day before.
The soft, kind one that apparently meant they weren’t angry.
“If we hear your pained cries we will cease our tries. We promise.” Harvest rumbled above him.
Eclipse couldn’t look up at him thanks to the container but still took a moment to pause. If they were right and somehow knew what they were doing then maybe he could start feeling a bit better. He wouldn’t be whole again, of course not, but at least he wouldn’t be uncomfortably hot anymore.
Was he really willing to trust in their words?
It probably didn’t matter whether he was or not.
“F-Fine.” He wheezed.
Chapter 6: 6
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Chapter Text
When Eclipse woke up again it was day.
There were no windows to stream sunlight through, but the main lights of the plex were on with the light shining from under the door into the still dim room the sunny attendant has since vacated. Eclipse blinked, his brow furrowing in confusion.
What…happened last night?
He’d woken up because his systems were overheating then…what? He’d been scared, he knew that much. Lingering sparks of terror sat heavy in his chest while he blinked, staring at the orange ceiling he knew was there.
“Is this even a good idea? What if he finds out? Mmmm…”
A voice, a very familiar voice at that, spoke quietly somewhere behind the little container the darker sun was in. With some difficulty the now small animatronic propped their only good arm underneath himself and pushed upward. Even sitting up they weren’t quite tall enough to see over the lip of the container but it didn’t take much to catch sight of giant yellow rays sitting at a small desk in the far right corner of the room.
Eclipse coughed.
Sun's rays twitched and he turned around, just barely managing to plaster a well known and completely fake smile on his face in order to hide the anxiety brewing in his mind.
“Hey! You’re awake! Are you okay? Are you feeling any better?” The larger questioned while blissfully keeping his volume down.
The smaller of the pair grunted, still not ready to form words just yet.
The static had died completely from his vision leaving it clear for the first time since Bloodmoon caught him and his body, though it still ached to move, didn’t hurt nearly as badly either. The rattle and wheeze in his vents had even died down someh-
Oh.
Oh!
“I’m really sorry about Bloodmoon. I told them to watch over you and make sure no one came in to find you but I guess they counted trying to fix you as watching? Or maybe they just decided to ignore me, I’m never quite sure with those two to be honest with you!” Sun sighed, standing from his chair and moving to kneel near the container holding his enemy.
All at once the night before came rushing back.
The heat of his body forcing him awake.
Wheezing fans waking Bloodmoon.
The sheer terror that they were going to ignore Sun's commands because he wasn’t there to enforce them.
The twins claws holding him down and the promise they made to try and help his breathing ease.
All of it came slamming down on the smaller code and he frantically looked himself over to see if any new damage had been caused as he slept.
How the hell did he manage to fall asleep during all that?
Did he fall asleep during the procedure or after it? Why couldn't he remember what happened, was he just too tired or did nothing bad actually happen once he’d agreed to let them help?
Judging by the deep, if frantic, breaths that were currently bringing air to the still sluggish fans it seems like the blood twins plan had actually worked. And since there was no more pain than there had been before (as well as no more outward damage) they’d clearly kept up that end of their deal too. The violent sun could also recall, much to his humiliation, calling out for the daycare attendant in his fit of survival fueled fear. He groaned at the memory knowing full well Bloodmoon would never let him live it down even if he did manage to regain his size and escape.
Oh he was going to be hearing about that for the rest of his life!
“Still sore huh? That makes sense. Don’t worry, I’ll find some way to get you fixed! At… at some point.” The attendant sighed and rubbed briefly at his face with the sounds of metal scraping metal. “Nobody close to us likes you, Eclipse. And I don’t really know how anybody not close to us would react.”
His hands dropped and the pins loosened from the corners of his mouth, dropping his smile into something far more tired than before.
“I’ll…figure it out. I can do it.”
Eclipse looked up at him and glared. Now that his eyes weren’t so filled with errors and static and his mind wasn’t only thinking about how much agony he was in his usual self was rising to the surface.
Stress weighed on the smaller bots mind as the fog of pain and fear finally began to ebb away. Why was he still alive? What did Sun have to gain from keeping him here? Not wanting him dead is one thing but helping him and promising safety was something completely different. Sun had a bleeding heart that Eclipse knew he could play like a fiddle but that was when Sun couldn’t get rid of him without risking his own mind, his own codes very stability. There was no threat of that now and there was no way Sun was stupid enough to actually risk everyone's anger by hiding him.
Eclipse coughed again and tried to drag himself upright enough to use his only hand to point upward.
“Why?” He rasped.
Clearly his voice box was mildly shot but that would ease with time and rest.
Sun immediately looked uncomfortable and looked away. Yellow hands came together to fidget.
“W-Why what?” Came the stammered reply, despite knowing full well what the question was.
The ragged look-alike pressed on. “Why are you…” Another cough into an orange hand. “Helping me? You…you hate me…”
“I-! Well I-! B-Bloodmoon was tearing you apart! You we-were screaming so loud and I got scared cause it’s you and you’ve hurt me so much b-b-bu-but you were suddenly small and hurt and I couldn’t let them tear you apart like that but I couldn’t just leave you like that either-”
“Bullsh*t.” Eclipse cut off Suns manic ramblings with an annoyed beep, courtesy of the profanity filter that had (annoyingly) followed him down to this size. Now that he wasn’t being torn apart at the seams there was enough room for him to be immensely ticked about that.
Without pain dulling his thoughts to simple survival there was enough room for him to be violently angry about a lot of things right now.
The larger bot sighed, his hands dropping to the floor and empty white eyes turning to look at the damaged smaller model. The fake happiness dropped from his posture. Shoulders slumped and spine curled as the largers head drooped as though suddenly hanging ten tons from his neck. Already loose pins dropped completely, wiping away whatever smile was present.
“Because I’m weak. Is that what you want to hear?” Came the barely muttered reply. “I heard your screaming and I saw what they were doing to you and I just…couldn’t let it happen… E-even though I should. Even though you should be dead for all you’ve done.”
Sun looked toward the door.
Despite the daylight hour there were no sounds outside the room which was weird since they should’ve been able to hear Moon doing whatever in their room. Despite being the former naptime attendant he was never quiet while he worked. Far from it actually. If he wasn’t the one in control of the body, Lunar was normally playing in the shared area outside the rooms too. Bloodmoon was also suspiciously quiet leading Eclipse to believe they too weren’t nearby.
They were alone.
Sun put a hand on his face wearily. He scrubbed harshly at one eye as though wiping away tears. “You’ve d-done so much to Moon…a-and to Lunar, to everyone and yet-” Sun paused and scrubbed at his face again. The scrape and scratch of metal doubled as the normally brighter animatronic tried to rub his feelings away.
None of them could cry. They were made of metal and wires.
But damn it if Sun did look like he was about to burst into tears anyway.
“I never wanted to hurt you, Eclipse. I wish I’d been able to get through to you then, but you hurt Moon first and you were going to hurt everyone else once you got that star so I had to!” A damaged hand came to rest on the side of the little tub as Eclipse's glare hardened. “I’m sorry I didn’t try hard enough to help you. B-But I can do that now!”
So it was pity.
Of course it was.
Preoccupied by his own misgivings, Eclipse completely missed that Sun’s look had turned desperate for a moment before falling back into tiredness.
“What are you…going…to do to me?” He rasped again, once more glaring at the normally much happier animatronic. “You can’t honestly be… stupid enough to believe that just….just because I’m small now t-that I’ll suddenly become…all buddy-buddy with you? That you’ll become some kind…of savior and I’ll never do a-a-anything bad again!”
Silence reigned.
Pale optics dimmed as the sun hung his head and frowned, lips pressed thinly together.
Pain was ebbing away to anger now as Eclipse looked down. What the hell did Sun think would happen? That he’d save him from Bloodmoon and then they’d all just be friends? That he’d just give up every ambition Eclipse already had because his guard dogs had obeyed a command he’d given? Was he expecting Eclipse to be all grateful, groveling at the feet of someone he considered barely better than a staff bot just because he’d made waking up in a new, untouched body harder for him? He growled as best he could, but it was weak and rattled with the rest of his breathing.
“Well? What the f*ck do you plan to do?” He spat.
The smaller look alike looked up, full of defiance, to see the pinned up smile was gone, completely unmasked by anything.
This was a look that Eclipse knew all too well.
A look he forced onto the larger more than once.
A look that was caused by Moon's harsh words first, then Eclipses.
It seemed to dig tired lines into the metal faceplate. As though he were left alone to age rather than almost constantly surrounded by humans and animatronics alike. The dim lighting of the room didn’t help, robbing the bright bot of the light he’s supposed to shine in. The room should be brighter, Sun hated the dark after all. Years of the dark leading to pain physically and emotionally left the sunny bot completely nyctophobic.
Eclipse pushed away the thought that Sun was trying to be kind while he slept.
One restless hand lay limp on the carpet while the other clutched tightly at the plastic container's side and rays that almost never settled in one place for long didn’t even let out a single click as the larger of them stared down at the smaller blankly.
He looked…worn down, honestly.
Did…did he always look like this from the outside?
He used to look brighter, didn’t he?
The thought made something twinge in Eclipse's chest but it was quickly squashed. He didn’t care how tired Sun was, just what he planned to do. The same angry embers that had fueled him since his conception the only thing letting the smaller keep upright at the moment.
“I don’t know.” They said simply. “I should kill you. I should let Bloody take you away or just…break you in half myself. I should…try to tell Moon about you again.” Eclipse's breath hitched again, eyes widening but desperately trying to keep their malicious glare level. His good hand lowered into the towel and for a moment he thought about trying to scoot to the other side of the container, but that idea was quickly dismissed as stupid. What would that even do for him?
There was no safety with Sun either.
As if Sun of all people would be able to do anything anyway.
Slowly, Sun readjusted until he sat cross legged. His shoulders slumped forward even more and it looked like he was trying to carry a boulder on his back. His eyes, still looking down at Eclipse, almost seemed to glisten as he tilted his head just a bit, catching the dim lighting. It honest to god looked like he was about to cry. As if he’d really been rubbing away tears earlier and more were welling up. Their head bowed low and one hand came up to rub at their neck eliciting more metal scraping noises.
Why did he look so sad?
Why was this such a hard choice for him?
Was Eclipse's life really worth that much to him even after everything?
That thought was quickly dismissed. Sun was a goody-two-shoes who didn’t like hurting people and apparently his darker counterpart hadn’t been able to break that with all the antics over the last year or so. That was it.
Sun was just…not the type to kill someone.
Even him.
“Just…Just tell Moon. I’m sure he’d love to tear me apart.” Eclipse rasped, desperate to make him stop looking like that. If that meant alighting anger in the lighter counterpart, so be it. He used to be so good at lighting fire in Sun's heart and mind. Used to laugh and tease as Sun's anger grew to match his own. Used to watch as it tore the two brothers apart because Moon was too hypocritical to help and Sun was too weak to call him out on it. Eclipse tried, just like back then, to make Sun hate him.
Anything to make those eyes stop looking so tired .
“Oh I already tried. A few times. He’s…busy. I’m also going to have to find a way to break this to Lunar unless I can get you fixed and out of here by the end of the week. Which…” White eyes flicked to the missing arm. “I doubt I’ll be able to do.”
It didn’t work.
A look of confusion must’ve graced Eclipse's face because Sun chuckled without any mirth. “He’s staying with Monty for a bit. It’s gotten…pretty loud at home and he’s dealt with enough yelling to last a lifetime. He’s just a kid after all.”
The larger of them lifted their head. Turning toward the computer in the corner they sighed again. “Moon will be here, up here not in the daycare, sometime later today. Maybe. If he doesn’t lock himself in his lab again. Lunar will be down with me until pick up then he’ll head out with Monty again. Bloodmoon will be out hunting or doing whatever it is they do when the ‘plex is open then they’ll be back here with me. Moon thinks they’re too dangerous to have around customers so they leave during the day and come back once we close. I don’t think he’s necessarily wrong but I wish he was less mean about it.”
They turned back, the tiredness deepening in their eyes.
“Normally those two would go home with me but I also don’t really feel like being at home while Moons there. Maybe I’ll be here late tonight, or maybe I’ll just wait for him to lock himself in his room before heading home. Mmm. More time to spend with you, I suppose. More time to come up with a plan. Maybe. I don’t know…”
The mini genius snarled. “You think just because I’m not dead yet I’ll just roll over and play nice? Be your little toy?”
Though malice laced every word it was really hard to think he’d be taken seriously when he sat missing a sizable chunk of his body on a Fazbear branded towel in a storage container meant for colored pencils or something.
Bit pathetic, wasn’t it?
Eclipse growled.
This was bullshit! Sun just wanted to act all high and mighty by not snapping his neck right now! Oh look at me my mortal enemy is literally in the palm of my hand but I won’t kill him because I’m better than him! That’s what was happening! The yellow moron just wanted to act like he wasn’t being a moron by pretending that he could reform Eclipse and then, when it doesn’t work, just shrug it off with ‘Oh well! I tried!”
Eclipse curled his only hand into a fist, wishing he could do damage at this size.
“If you tell Lunar about me he’ll want me dead too! Bloodmoon wants me dead! Moon wants me dead! Everyone wants me dead! There's no way you’d be willing to choose me over those other idiots so drop the act and and f*cking snap my neck already!” Eclipse yelled, wobbling on his feet. “If you keep me a secret just to be all sanctimonious everyone's going to hate you! They’ll never forgive you for this!”
There's no way Sun was this stupid.
His voice was rising, grating from the earlier strains but stronger than it had been.
“Either let someone kill me to keep your precious image intact or you f*cking do it yourself cause I’m not falling for it! Get someone else if you’re too stupid to know how to kill someone who’s tortured your f*cking brother! ”
Eclipse leaned against the side of the tub, heaving through still sluggish fans as he snarled up at the larger of them. Sun didn’t even wince. There was no movement from the normally bright bot as he stared, unblinking.
“I always have been the dumb one of us.”
Eclipse stopped in his tracks, the wind taken from his sales. The daytime attendant sighed again. A yellow hand lifting from its limp position on the side of the tub and moving slowly over the box Eclipse found himself in. The already dim lighting darkened further as it sat hovering just over the cotton ball pretending to be a ray. Eclipse leaned back, wondering what the sunny bot was planning. Stable eyes flicked between the biggers face and the hand, waiting for something to happen.
But Sun just shook his head.
“I don’t want to hurt you. I’ll figure something out. You may not believe it, but Lunar only ever wanted you to love him like he loved you. Moon is too busy to remember I exist let alone notice you and Bloodmoon will listen, mostly, to both me and Lunar. I just hope my little brother can forgive me for hiding you like this. I just…”
The hand retreated just a bit as Sun moved to pull his hands close to his chest but stopped before it got far.
“I’ll do something. For once in my life, I’ll do something useful for someone. Do you want to try walking? Bloodmoon said they kinda fixed your leg last night.”
Eclipse tried to hold his ground as the hand came back, slowly getting closer and closer, but when it was an inch away from him fear flooded anew through battered wires and bent metal and he fell back, cowering with one good arm over his face.
As big a game as he talked, death hurt once before.
There was no reason to think it wouldn’t hurt again.
And he didn’t believe a word the larger said.
Gently, one giant finger brushed Eclipse's forehead for just a brief moment before it disappeared.
The mini waited a moment for something else to happen. For fingers to wrap around his body. For a hand to pick him up and throw him. For any kind of pain. But nothing happened. Moments passed and Eclipse cracked one eye open to peek from behind his arm to see Sun's hand hovering in front of him. It lay pressed into the towel deep enough that all he’d have to do is crawl onto it, should he choose to take it.
“Do you want to try?” Sun asked again quietly.
There had been no command.
Just a question.
The small sun look-alike looked up into dull white eyes, dragged down by the kind of exhaustion that can’t be fixed with a charger cord or any kind of sleep, and searched for the lies he knew had to be there. Searched for any indication that the sunny attendant was waiting for him to put his life in his hands (well, hand) just to take it away.
But Sun sat unmoving, tired eyes and new tired smile just barely able to be seen in the dull lighting of the room the pair once shared when their bodies had been one and their minds had been more personally at war. The hand never moved an inch, never reached for him, never tried to cause him any more harm. Just sat there, a gentle invitation of safety to someone who didn’t deserve it.
To believe him was asking for betrayal.
To trust him was begging for more pain.
To want what he was offering was pure stupidity.
But Eclipse was tired.
One small orange animatronic gingerly crawled into a large yellow hand as the abandoned code put the smallest bit of his trust in someone he tried for so long to tear apart.
Notes:
At least he's got one ally. Kind of.
Chapter 7: 7
Notes:
I wonder what happens when Eclipse starts to get comfortable?
No tw that I can think of but if that needs to change please let me know.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“How’d you get Bloodmoon to listen to you anyway?” Eclipse interrupted Sun's constant talking as he scoffed quietly from his spot on the nightstand.
Sun was on his bed with the Eclipses tub in one hand and a pair of scissors in the other, struggling to cut out one of the shorter sides. It was much later in the day (though the only way to know that was from the clock behind him or his own internal measurements) and Sun had returned from his main job and decided that Eclipse needed a way to escape in case things got bad.
Odds were good that would happen sooner rather than later.
The yellow attendant yelped as the scissors went askew, practically throwing the plastic tub from his lap where he scrambled to catch it again. Eclipse rolled his eyes (though you could only tell with the one) and leaned against the lamp.
He’d been safely placed to the side, away from whatever carnage the larger could wrought. This had been his spot once Sun turned on the lights and started jabbering about his plans for the tub and how his day went and on and on and on.
Eclipse grumbled, putting his good hand over one side of his head in an attempt to cover the audio receptor there as Sun yelped again.
God did this guy ever shut up?
The room was much emptier than it used to be and the sounds of plastic struggle seemed louder than it should. He’d been right earlier, most of the larger or more sentimental things had been taken from the room leaving it kind of bare save the pictures lining the walls.
Unimportant things left behind.
“I really didn’t.” They finally replied taking another (literal) stab at piercing the container. “Lunar made friends with them first, after I killed them. Then they promised not to hurt us and they just kind of listened to me and Lunar ever since.”
They paused.
“Not Moon though. He hates them and they hate him so they don’t listen when he talks. Moon’s scared of them still and I think they revel in it. I don’t know.”
So the twins were killed after all. And by Sun of all people? That didn't make any sense.
Though, to be fair, pretty much everything Eclipse has seen or heard since coming back to this blasted place hasn't made any sense.
Honestly the only thing that did make sense was that his little idiot brother would try to befriend the bloodthirsty murderer (the kid was very gung ho about it during the October takeover). None of that explained why Bloodmoon actually agreed to follow them but he wouldn’t push it for now. At least, not the Lunar side of the story.
The twins hating Moon sounded right on brand for them.
“Sounds familiar.” The mini remarked dryly. There was the Bloodmoon he recognized. The reveling in the fear of others, the not listening, the hate, all so much more familiar than the red monster that loomed over him the night before. Even their threats sounded so strange when you realized they weren’t talking about being forced to yield, but choosing to for the sake of someone else.
A quick shake brought the smaller back to the present.
He’d rather not think of the glowing pentagram eyes.
Or the tongue that was the reason he couldn’t climb out of the container by himself.
Or how heavy only one of the twins was as he was being crushed against the theater carpet-
Eclipse jerked his head to the side, eyes catching sight of Sun's bed.
It was kind of bare, only a red blanket and a pillow rather than the massive bedspread that used to decorate it. A look around the room (now with lights on) showed there were shelves that lined the walls that used to hold small trinkets and toys Sun had started collecting once he’d been more or less freed from the ‘plex. But they were now empty save for some random craft supplies.
There actually was a computer on the desk, but it was more like a practical laptop rather than the large gaming rig they kept for the channel
Yeah.
Focus on something else for now.
Sun, true to his word, had been back after work and had helped him try to walk. Turns out whatever “repairs” the twins did allowed him to stand and hobble, maybe speed-walk if he had to, but overall he was just as crippled as before. And, of course, Sun was no closer to finding anyone who’d want to help him. At least not without spilling the beans to someone they knew. Thus, cutting a hole into the tub had been thought up as a temporary solution.
It was so stupid.
To risk everyone's wrath for him.
“What did Lunar do? And how the hell did you manage to kill both of them?” He asked in an attempt to fill the awkward silence with something besides plastic struggles. His tone was dismissive, he knew, but he didn't care.
Sun could barely stand up for himself.
He was probably lying.
Besides that was probably the harder question. It’s not like Lunars thoughts were all that complex after all. Not to mention he was genuinely curious about how the apex predator was done in by the anxious attendant.
“I don’t know. That's something you’ll have to ask them if I’m being honest. F-for Lunars part. As for me…”
He stopped fiddling with the tub and looked up, eyes not really looking at anything in the room, but somewhere beyond it. “They…they came here once, looking for trouble. They changed themselves to look like Moon and they were running around throwing things and making a mess! Just…just being a nuisance.” He sighed. “I only figured out something was wrong when I started asking for Lunar to take over and he wouldn’t respond. Guess the twins didn’t know how to act like him then.”
The scissors cut down again as Sun turned back to his project.
“They didn’t know what Lunar looked like when he took over Moon's body. So I confronted them and they stopped moving. We were near the security desk and there were barrels and toys everywhere. They realized I’d figured them out and started to threaten me.”
Sun looked up and met Eclipse's eyes. The look of exhaustion was back but he still smiled just a little. “I grabbed one of your barrels. I was scared. I knew they’d work for me.”
Eclipse gave him an incredulous look.
“You guys didn’t get rid of the barrels that are capable of vaporizing people? In the daycare? ” He asked in utter disbelief. There was no way Sun would have been okay with those damn things being near the children, even if their human limbs couldn’t connect and activate the things. Eclipse thought they would’ve gotten rid of them immediately.
Sun scoffed.
“Well I didn’t want them! But while we were running to deactivate the star after October they kind of got pushed to the backburner! That and repairs to my body. Thanks for that, by the way.” Sun made the motion of rolling his eyes. “By the time we realized they were still around they’d gotten so mixed in with the normal barrels there was no way to tell which was which except to test them!”
The yellow attendant threw his hands up exasperatedly, tossing plastic scraps everywhere and making the too small scissors scrape against his metal fingers. He would’ve stabbed the wall behind him if the tool had been any sharper.
“We got them marked but then Moon just didn’t get around to actually breaking them down! He-He still hasn’t but he’s been…busy.”
Yeah, okay, that checked out.
Still though, that was another obstacle to contend with if he ever got out of here.
That would be nice, wouldn’t it? To be torn to shreds by one weapon and atomized by another?
Fuck he needed to stop making weapons that the twins could use too.
“Okay but I also had to fight Bloodmoon and I used those same barrels. They were able to dodge them and attack me before you pulled me in, remember? How the hell did a worthless bag of bolts like yourself manage to kill them? ” Eclipse scoffed, leaning harder against the lamp. He turned away, gesturing vaguely at the door where Bloodmoon had left earlier that morning.
He chose to ignore the sarcastic thanks. His own fight with Bloodmoon had left the body a bit battered but nowhere near as bad as it could’ve been. Sun snapped up to glare at him but before he could answer Eclipse didn't even notice as he continued, tossing up his only arm in a mirror of the larger earlier. “I mean, Christ, those two have the combined IQ of a rotten tomato but even they’re not dumb enough to just let themselves be killed by the likes of yo-”
THUNK!
“Shut up!”
Shocked, Eclipse’s jaw snapped shut and he turned to see Sun with his arm extended out, a fist resting against the wall where he’d hit it. The pointer and thumb of his hand bent in an unnatural angle and, upon closer inspection, Eclipse could see that was because they were still holding the scissors.
The mostly blunt children's tool was dug into the metal wall by about half an inch before bending, warping the cheap metal out of shape. The smaller of the two watched, terrified, as Sun quickly opened his fist and wrenched his hand free. He tossed the partially cut tub and the mangled scissors to the side and stood, stomping over to the small look-alike as he leaned heavily against the glass lamp.
A yellow finger jabbed in his direction and he winced, but looked up into the attendant's eyes. “ That's what they did!” He yelled angrily. “They stood there, looking like my brother, and taunted me! They said I wouldn’t do anything to defend myself so I shot them! ”
Eclipse jumped when a fist came down on the table and rattled the whole thing. It wasn’t close to him, it was on the other side of the nightstand, but still he scrambled to be further away from Sun's fury.
There it was. The anger he’d tried to light in Sun's heart earlier.
The fire that used to burn whenever the now smaller code would whisper into his ear every insecurity of his.
The hatred that mangled Eclipse in the woods just long enough for him to feel the pain.
Barely repaired fans kicked into overdrive as Eclipse crawled backwards to hide behind the lamp. Static was already taking over his vision and despite how loud Sun was being it sounded far away, like Eclipse’s audio processors were giving up the more his body desperately tried to keep itself intact. Or, as intact as possible.
They picked up their hand and started waving it around.
“And then they came back and they were friends with Lunar and-and I didn’t know what to think but Lunar begged to keep them and I-I-I-I didn’t know what to do because they should’ve been dead but they were there and they weren’t hurting anyone and…and…”
Another fist hit the nightstand.
Eclipse tried to scramble to his feet, but it was hard with only one hand and the world beneath you shaking. His welded endoskeleton was of no help, stiff and unmoving as he clawed at the wall behind him, trying to get a grip good enough to haul himself upright with. Tiny claws barely dug into invisible nicks in the wall and he pulled himself up, leaning against the wall for support.
Sun pulled violently on his rays.
Their normal click-click-click became strangled and distorted.
Thin plates of metal cried out, straining to move and retract under the stress but Sun wouldn’t let them as he whirled back around.
“Do not call them stupid! Don’t act like it’s not their blind loyalty to me that isn’t the reason you’re still alive right now! I don’t know why they listen to me when I murdered them but they do! I don’t know why I’m not dead yet! I don’t know why they haven’t torn me apart in my sleep for what I did to them but they haven’t! ” He reached to jab at Eclipse again. A giant yellow finger pushed against the little look-alikes chest and he stumbled, twisting to brace himself on the lamp’s smooth glass instead.
Why was Sun so angry about his comments about Bloodmoon's intellect but not his own?
Why was that the push that sent him over?
Was Sun going to kill him?
Eclipse knew all the ways to hurt him mentally. Knew all the right buttons to push and just how to push them to make the repressed celestial lose it because that’s all he used to be able to do. Just egg Sun on into doing something rash, into dividing himself from his brother so there’d be less reason to use him as a tool against their genius twin. It was easy to take that kindness, that outstretched hand, and twist it back while Eclipse had been in the largers head, safe from repercussions. What they did to him they did to Sun. But that was then, when Eclipse was safe and powerful and angry .
Was Sun done trying to be nice?
” You’re alive because I am and I won’t let you act like they’re stupid for it! ” Sun yelled, still harshly tugging on his rays with one hand. The other was hovering over Eclipse, ready to grab and tear him away from his measly hiding place.
He’d pushed all the right buttons again.
He’d forgotten that Sun could fight back now.
That Sun doesn’t even have to fight back.
Just as yellow fingers brushed the cotton ball pretending to be a ray, Sun stopped. White eyes met one orange pupil as Eclipse stared up at him. He tried to keep the tremble from his legs and the rattle from his breath but it was no use. He looked pathetic, he knew, but he couldn’t do anything. An attempt to plead was made, but it ended in crackling static instead of words.
Sun snatched his hand back like the cotton ball was doused in oil and lit aflame. He pressed it against his chest with the sound of metal scraping metal softly all the while backing almost to the other side of the room. The ray in his other hand creaked and groaned, clicks crying out at the appendages' pain and desperation for release, for escape. The other rays retracted and tried to spin, pinned down by the hostage metal plate.
Eclipse could relate.
“I-I’m…” Sun looked away, his voice immediately dropping into a quiet tremble. “I’m sorry. I got angry…I…” He looked at Eclipse, cowering halfway behind the lamp. “I-I won’t hurt you! I-I wasn’t…wasn’t going to…to hurt you…”
Blue and yellow stumbled back as Sun hit the bed, sitting heavily down as if it were his own legs that were damaged.
“I’m sorry…”
They sat in silence after that.
Notes:
Ah. That's what happens. He remembers he's a huge jerk. XD
Chapter 8: 8
Notes:
TW for mentions of Suicide. Nothing actually happens but be warned regardless.
Happy holidays everyone! I'm uploading this early so yall don't have to deal with it tomorrow on such a cherry holiday. Angst for Christmas!
As usual let me know if I missed something.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Eventually, Sun retrieved a new pair of scissors and resumed his earlier activities.
He didn’t speak.
Didn’t even look at Eclipse.
When it was clear he wasn’t about to be crushed, Eclipse slunk forward and took the original spot under the lamp. The silence, normally something preferred over the endless jabbering of the daytime bot, was grating and heavy. Rattling breaths were the only thing stopping the room from complete dead air but, soon, even those stuttered into quiet.
He’d messed up.
He’d pushed too far.
But Sun hadn’t killed him for it.
Hadn’t even dented his frame.
Yellow hands triumphantly held up a jagged bit of plastic that had been separated from the rest of the mold. “I got it!” the larger base model exclaimed, clearly forcing his voice to be bright and chipper. “I bet Moon has some sandpaper in his room. I’ll be right back okay?” The larger of them tossed everything to the side and stood from his bed before pausing at the door.
It opened for him, as it should, but they didn’t go through. Hands pressed against their chest, one still with wayward fingers, he stood quietly staring outside of the room. Emotions Eclipse couldn’t see from this angle flashed through his face as they seemingly debated something. Then they looked at the floor before taking a deep breath and quickly turned to the smaller.
“Do you want me to move you?” He asked, gently. There was remorse when he spoke. Broken fingers stayed held close to his body, clearly trying to show the smaller of them he wasn’t going to reach for him again. Eclipse looked away and put his only hand on the blue wrapping, huddling closer to the lamp.
“No. I’m fine.” He grumbled.
Not only did he not want to risk being in Sun's hands right now, but honestly he’d rather die again than admit that the lamp was warm and he, finally with working fans, was not. No longer overheating from constant fear but also now putting out considerably less heat to begin with thanks to his size meant he was cold. He was even colder now that the panic from earlier had worn off. No static clouded his vision, there was no more rattle in his chest when he breathed in despite needing no air.
He still trembled both from fear and the cold.
But again, death before admittance.
The bright attendant promised he wouldn't hurt the little bot but Eclipse wasn't willing to keep testing to see if his word was good. He’d pushed far enough for today, and this was the only day he’s actually been here and coherent. Sun hadn’t hurt him. He’d kept his resolve despite Eclipse’s attitude, but was that permanent? No matter how annoying Eclipse became?
Because if it wasn't…
Sun looked at him, frowning. For a moment he stood at the open door, head turned to stare down at him, before walking over and taking the blanket and pillow from the bed. He dropped the pillow in front of the nightstand and then bunched up the blanket as much as possible and dropped it on the other open side before waving and rushing out the door.
Eclipse stared incredulously after him.
Did Sun really think he was going to jump off the nightstand? The fuck did he think he was going to do after that? Say hello to the dust bunnies under the bed? Hobble to the bookshelf where he couldn’t move any of the books with only one arm?
Seriously?
The smaller of them rolled his eyes again and scooted to the edge, just taking a peek at how far down the floor was at this size. All things considered it wasn’t too bad, but he was already broken in so many ways so there was no telling what damage he’d do by actually trying. It would, honest to god, be a suicide miss-
Wait.
Did Sun think he was going to try to kill himself in order to escape?
Eclipse returned to his spot against the lamp, pressing his spine against the glass and soaking in the warmth. He crossed his arm across his chest, closing his eyes and letting out a frustrated huff.
What did Sun take him for, a moron?
Just because the larger dolt had scared him doesn’t mean Eclipse was an idiot.
So stupid.
But if it meant waking up in a new backup…
Eclipse shook his head. He wasn't high enough to die quickly if earlier injuries were to be believed. He's just be putting himself at a bigger disadvantage. And probably pissing off Sun even more, straining his patience further. It wasn’t worth it to try and fail, or even really to try and succeed. Nothing could really come of it.
Sun didn't know that and still left the padding.
Even after being as angry as he was.
One orange hand pressed tighter against the blue cloth supporting his damaged joint as Eclipse grumbled quietly, refusing to look at the door where Sun disappeared.
Something stuttered in his chest as he squeezed his eyes shut and turned to curl closer to the glass. Something was broken inside him, that was what that stutter was. Even though his systems hadn’t stuttered up to this point, Eclipse knew Sun didn’t care if he died or not. So, it was something broken inside of him.
Of course it was.
Nothing else.
Eclipse jumped when the sound of the door opening broke him out of his thoughts. His head whipped around and one arm braced against glass, ready to throw himself to his feet and use those safeguards the daycare attendant had left if anyone besides Sun came through that door. Trembling legs braced to leap only to see a brilliantly red body and pink hat poke its way into the room.
Pentagram eyes swept around before landing on him, half crouched against the lamp.
Bloodmoon, singular, snickered and moved the rest of the way into the room. They took in the carnage that was Sun's attempts at cutting the plastic tub and the bedding on the floor and blinked.
Amusement lit up their gaze until it roamed upward.
Their eyes flicked immediately to the new hole in the wall and the destroyed scissors and their body hunched, confusion clearly overtaking their expression.
They looked like a cryptid in the woods with the way they were standing.
Eclipse settled down again. He didn’t want them to realize he’d done something to upset Sun and maul him before the daylight caretaker could return. They stared at him, but still said nothing.
“I’m back! Oh, Bloodmoon!” Sun cried as he dramatically swept into the room. Bloodmoon turned to grin at him but their smile dropped the moment they laid eyes on him. Sun, noticing this, tried to barrel right on ahead anyway. “How’d hunting go? Did Lunar get home okay? You weren’t seen by anyone were you?” The animatronic celestial body moved past them and started cleaning up the plastic scraps from the bed. He didn’t look at the hole in the wall.
Eclipse watched the twins, weary of any signs of aggression.
“Your hand.” They rumbled, seeing Sun's pointer and thumb bent awkwardly out of place. Sun froze for a moment before resuming his cleaning. He tried not to look at them as he spoke, voice still forcefully chipper.
“Oh you don't have to worry about that! I got a little upset and didn't use the scissors properly! I'm fine. Now, you didn't answer me.”
Star pupils shrunk to nothing against their respective colors as the singular body dropped slowly into a crouch. One hand eased onto the ground and the same prehensile tongue that stole Eclipse's arm inched its way out of their mouth as they stared at Sun's back. A deep, threatening rumble started up in their chest as they growled low.
“No one saw us.”
Eclipse sucked in a breath, eyes darting to look at where Sun was still pointedly picking up bits of plastic.
The twins were hunting.
They were hunting Sun .
As much as Eclipse hated to admit it, Sun was right. He was alive only because the sunny animatronic decided, for one reason or another, that he wasn’t scrap metal yet. If Bloodmoon killed the larger the smaller was sure to follow.
“Hey-!”
Eclipse tried to say something but it came out small and quiet. He wanted to tell Sun he was about to be mauled, to distract the pair, to say something when Sun spoke up again.
“That’s good. Are you hungry, you didn’t answer me about the-” He stopped, turning around to see the hunter seemingly ready to pounce. Eclipse expected him to cower, to scream and try to run.
Bloodmoon was hunting.
Bloodmoon had almost killed Sun before.
Sun wouldn't win this fight.
But, instead of any of that, Sun sighed and looked down at the pile of trash he’d picked up. “I can’t…hide much from you two, can I?” For the umpteenth time since yesterday, Eclipse stared in slack jawed disbelief.
“What the f*ck!?” Blurted the terrified tiny.
Duel eyes shot him a hungry look and Eclipse shut his mouth so fast you could hear the click of tiny metal on metal. He leaned further behind the lamp, too damaged to actually move.
“Someone made our Sunny sore.”
Bloodmoon rumbled again and Sun winced. Hungry eyes flicked from Eclipse to his base counterpart. Something made them pause, their stars growing from their dots on their respective colors and they slowly eased from their hunters crouch. As they moved they seemed upset when Sun shot a glance behind them, toward where Eclipse was barely hidden away.
Sun took a deep breath in.
“I-I’m not afraid of you Bloody. Just please c-calm down?”
Not a command.
A request.
The murderous code shook their head clear and stood straight again. A deep, relieving sigh followed them up and when their tongue finished retracting they looked at their new master with a very upset expression. “You reek of stress and fear. That hole wasn’t there earlier. Something happened here, something that caused you anger, no less.”
“What the f*ck?!” Eclipse exclaimed a second time, unable to keep that inside thought on the inside. “Are you suicidal or something?! They could’ve killed you!”
They were just hunting him, he saw it! Why wasn’t Sun upset about it? Did he just not care that the strongest enemy they’ve faced wanted to tear him apart? He’d been rambling earlier about not understanding why he was alive but Eclipse didn’t think that meant he’d just…lie down and die! Then again, Sun never had been the bold fighter of the pair.
Bloodmoon whipped to glare at him fully this time, eyes shrinking again. “Your fear is new. What did you do?”
Eclipse leaned back trying to disappear behind the lamp, he glared but it was weak. “I-Nothing! I didn’t do anything!”
“Liar! Always you or Moon that in Sun fear insp-”
“He didn’t do anything Bloody.” Sun interrupted their growling by putting a hand on their shoulder. Physically restraining them from leaping on the broken little. They looked at him since they were once more standing at the same height. Sun smiled. It was strained, but genuine and they seemed to take his words as truth. “I was talking about the past and got…a little riled up. It’s okay. Leave him alone.” He patted their shoulder.
A command.
Not a request.
They huffed, clearly annoyed by the order. Sun turned and finally reached over to the trash can to dump the plastic scraps. Eclipse watched as the singular twins walked up behind him and took his damaged hand, causing the older celestial to pause and look at them.
They held it gently.
Eclipse didn't think they knew how to do that.
Eternally bloodied hands lightly nudged the out of place digits that earned them another wince from Sun. They frowned, hands losing some shape as their nanites spread to hold on to the first attendant.
“You were hurt. And that pain we weren't there to avert.” They rumbled deeply. It wasn't the same tone as before, the light croon that put Sun at ease. There was no laughter in their voice, none of the light purring they’d done before. No, this was sadder, like they were struggling to keep the rage from their voice. It was a growl, barely hidden as the hunter pair tried not to scare the one they cared about.
Pentagram eyes looked into empty white voids.
“We do not know what was said, but we will happily make him dead. Upon your say, our Sunray.” The twins smiled wide. Animalistic rage was barely contained in their posture but their tone had lightened as they purred their loyalties.
As they offered to do what Sun would not.
Despite the terrifying implications of what was said, Sun relaxed. Bringing his other hand up he patted the claws that could tear through metal and flesh with equal ease. “Hey, this isn't your fault. It was an accident, okay? I promise there's no need to kill anyone.” Sun smiled and this time it was wide and bright. “Honestly I love you Bloody but nobody did anything to me. Now, answer my questions. Were you able to catch something? Is Lunar home? You didn’t try to jump Monty again did you?”
Clawed hands condensed back into their normal form again as Bloodmoon backed away. Sun’s fingers were still bent awkwardly, but now there was a sort of bandage as the twins left a group of nanites behind, trying to stabilize the damage. The nanites froze where they were left, losing their red color as they disconnected from the larger whole. Sun smiled again and took his hand back, surveying what they’d done.
Bloodmoon smiled, taking up guard at the foot of the bed while Sun returned to cleaning.
“We did! They flipped their lid because we were still stained from the prey we obtained. Even Little Blue was laughing by the time farewell was bid!”
“You got blood on them didn’t you? Of course you did. Did Monty manage to hit you this time?” Sun asked, laughing as he picked up Eclipse's tub and looked around for the towel. The twins just laughed, lowering themselves behind the bed as though they wanted to demonstrate just how they terrified the gator.
“Never!”
Meanwhile Sun found the towel and bent to pick it up. Stiff fingers weren’t quite able to grab hold of the fabric the first time making the larger sigh while he struggled. Only after a couple more attempts did he get fed up and switched hands.
“I’ll have to ask Moon or Monty for help. Oh boy, how am I gonna explain this?” He sighed, expression dropping back into something stormy.
For a moment Bloodmoon frowned.
“Blame us.”
The daytime attendant waved them away, clearly disliking that idea.
Expression easing, he moved on to a different topic.
They continued talking while Sun cleaned up. Sun told them all about the children and the obnoxious adults from the day and how Moon showed up for about an hour before vanishing again and on and on. The air had lightened between the bleeding twins and the sun and the normal incessant jabbering had resumed. Just as it should be.
Eclipse watched all of this, silently leaning against the lamp.
He did not miss the deadly glare Bloodmoon shot at him from across the room.
Notes:
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays! Have a safe one this year yall!
And don't worry about how Bloodmoons acting. It'll be addressed later.
Chapter 9: 9
Notes:
Sorry for the late one today guys! I'm at my moms house and it's pure chaos here so I'm running behind.
I don't think there are any warnings for this chapter but there is a LOT of talking from Bloodmoon which means a lot of rhyming that might get confusing. If anyone needs me to summarize I'll gladly do so either in the comments or the end notes, just let me know. And as always let me know if triggers need to be added.
Happy New Year and have a great 2025 people!
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It was dark again.
But this time, as much as he didn’t want to admit it, the darkness wasn’t quite so terrifying.
Because Sun was here.
Eclipse lay in his box listening to the quiet mumbling Sun made in his sleep. Incoherently babbling about one thing or another from the bed that was far less grand as when Eclipse had last seen it.
The funny part about this scene?
Sun did the same thing in the mindscape. No matter where he fell asleep he'd end up mumbling, sleep talking himself through wild scenarios, and because of that there was more than one night where that was the background noise for Eclipse's work.
Mumbled confessions of love for Roxanne before his heart had left her. Quiet apologies to a brother he loved but who didn't love him. Pleas for mercy when Eclipse had really begun to be a problem and, much more rarely, little sleepy giggles as the world in his sleep looked nothing like the one when he was awake.
Such familiar sounds.
Such a familiar place.
And yet so much was wrong.
The smaller bot adjusted the towel over himself a little more. It was currently folded over so he could at least pretend it was an actual blanket. It was still hard to move. It was still hard to properly grab things, to pull or lift them. It was embarrassing and infuriating that a genius like himself wasn’t even able to pull his makeshift blanket over himself without feeling like a human toddler.
He huffed.
Quietly.
He’d been like this for a couple hours now, quiet and watchful, ever since Sun had explained to Bloodmoon that he didn’t particularly feel like going home fully tonight. He’d said it with a forced cheeriness that had Eclipse wondering what exactly happened at their house to make him want to stay here of all places.
The downright angry (but silent) reaction given by the murderous twins had the smaller refraining from asking why home was such a poor place to be. Sun had said something about yelling earlier in the day, and something about not wanting to be near Moon, but honestly Eclipse hadn’t been paying much attention through the anger that had been lighting up his frame.
But he wasn’t going to say any of that out loud.
He really didn't need to rile any of them up anymore than they already were.
“Don't worry I wont leave you alone with Bloody tonight.” Sun had reassured the smaller as he peeked into the main area to see if Moon was nearby. “They'll come with me to the house so we all know Moon won't be here and then we'll be back. Plus I have to feed the cats their dinner.”
Eclipse hadn’t said anything in response.
Mostly because he didn’t have anything (not snarky) to say, but also because Bloodmoon was standing behind the daylight caretaker and glaring at him with a look that begged him to give them a reason to jump his ass right then and there.
Sun sighed but turned and gestured for Bloodmoon to follow. “Ready?”
Bloodthirsty eyes turned soft as the pair purred their agreement and joined him at the door. The now giant bot had smiled before waving a hand and leaving. Bloodthirsty murderers trailing happily behind him.
Upon his return Sun had said his goodnight before flopping down and promptly passing out. Bloodmoon had taken up guard at the foot of the bed on the floor on what was obviously their spot even before Eclipse's capture. The smaller hoped his silence had let their anger calm down enough that they wouldn’t bother him again until his safety net had woken up.
Clearly the day had exhausted everyone
Eclipse shifted slightly.
The room wasn’t quite so dark now. A nightlight softly lit up the room chasing the shadows to the far corners. The shuffling of blankets and metal on something soft was so familiar. A memory Eclipse didn’t even realize he’d had until now. How many nights did Eclipse sit awake in the mindscape listening to these sounds while he plotted? How many times did he take over Sun's body as he slept and used those same yellow hands and white eyes to send the twins to a new dimension? To start a fight he knew would have only two losers while he himself watched from the side?
How many times did he use the sun's hands to hurt them both?
Eclipse shifted again, unable to see much past the opaque plastic.
His mind was running wild again, unanswered and unspoken questions warring for space whether his eyes were closed or open and so he latched onto the sound of Sun's mumbles. Such a familiar sound even after these couple of months apart.
They’d been so sad.
Sun had. Sun had barely touched the damaged bot but he’d been so upset about it afterwards. Why? It’s not like anybody would’ve been upset at him for hurting the little, or even killing him. Hell, Bloodmoon would probably throw a fucking party to celebrate! They’d be so proud that their Sunny had finally stood up for himself. Anyone else would’ve been glad to see him suffer.
But not Sun.
He’d been genuinely upset about Eclipse dissing Bloodmoon, but equally upset at himself for almost hurting someone. For giving into the anger his orange counterpart was so used to stoking in him. The more Eclipse looked, here in the mostly quiet room, the less he thought it was all an act for sanctimonious reasons either.
Why was Sun so worried about hurting him?
Quiet movement caught Eclipse's attention and he sat up with difficulty, wondering if Sun was just tossing in his sleep. It wasn’t usually something the log-like sleeper did, but it happened. Instead, glowing eyes lit up the space above his little bed as Bloodmoon loomed over it.
Wait, no.
There was only one pentagram eye.
Harvest (at least, he thought it was Harvest. They were the one with a white pupil while Hazards was red. Probably.) stared down at the small animatronic with something dangerous in their eyes.
“What are you-” Eclipse started before red tipped claws snatched him out of the box. He almost yelped but a rattling hiss like that of a rattlesnake had him shutting up quickly. Now out of the box he was able to see Hazard behind Harvest, eyes trained on Sun as he shifted. The attendant barely raised his head, looking toward the foot of the bed where Hazards head silhouetted against the nightlight.
“Bloody wake up…” Sun grumbled, barely awake enough to poorly blink at where he thought the twins were in the room. “You’re having a nightmare again. It’s okay guys…Lunar’s safe.” Eclipse looked up, his only hand feeling as Harvest lost some of the tension in their body at the sleepy reassurance. Some of the anger had died, the light that emanated from the killer's eyes dimming just a bit as they took in the others words.
“We’re alright Starlight.” They both said in unison, as though they were still in one body and not two. “We’ll see the night to ease our fright.”
Sun groggily nodded and turned over, his retractable rays allowing him to sleep on his side unlike Eclipse.
“Be careful…don’t get caught…”
Harvest leaned close. The pink light from his pentagram eye bathing the normally orange little in a bloody hue. “Say anything to wake him and I’ll eat your other limb.” With that, Hazard and Harvest turned and left out the door with Eclipse in hand. Eclipse imitated a gulp, but remained quiet as they made their way into the main daycare and then out the main doors. Once they were far enough away from Sun's room to not be heard, the pair whirled on him with a snarl.
“What did you do? Did our temporary absence really make you so bold?” Harvest snarled, once more bringing Eclipse close to their face. Hazard stayed back, eyes trained on the door to the daycare and the entrance to the tower. The literal definition of a night watchman.
Eclipse squirmed as fear once more shot through his systems.
They clearly didn’t take him out here just for a quiet chat.
“Nothing! He told you nothing happened!” He cried, not bothering to keep it down.
“We love his heart of gold but always his lies told are easy to unfold!” One half of Bloodmoon growled. “Now what did you do to break his mind's battered mold!?”
Eclipse snarled as he looked down.
He was so sick of being scared!
The anger was building again, drowning out fear and pain and the need to survive.
He looked up, glaring into the burning lights of the weapon he made to drive someone mad.
“Don’t f*cking act like you care about him!” He yelled, his little voice barely carrying across the open, quiet space outside the daycares walls. Both twins perked, their expression going from angry to surprised. Eclipse wriggled and slammed his only hand down on Harvests, knowing full well it wouldn’t do anything.
“We both saw what you were f*cking doing!” He roared. “Just because Sun is too much of a softhearted moron to know you were two seconds away from mauling him doesn’t mean I am too!”
Eclipse bared his own sharp teeth in a snarl.
It was a trait all four kill codes shared. The animalistic tendencies that were displayed with their anger. Bared teeth and sharp claws and snarled, angry words that served to scare someone away or to remind them who was stronger. It was a language Eclipse tried not to speak, finding it demeaning for a genius like him to act like a cornered dog when words failed.
But it was a language Bloodmoon understood.
“You two don’t get to act like you actually care if that little idiot is okay or not when I know what you’re doing! Following him around, making him trust you, waiting for the moment his mind is just a little more broken so you can jump him and get your fill before moving on to the next poor sucker with mental issues in the alley!”
His voice was rising
“You’re just with him because he’s the most broken toy here and you can’t wait to have your own fun with him just like before! You're attracted to suffering! But he's not suffering enough is he? Not yet at least. So you'll follow him around and pretend to be his good little guard until he has a breakdown and you snap his neck for the fun of it!”
Anger burning
“You don’t have the murder code I put into you otherwise you wouldn't have waited this long but that clearly just means you’re more patient with your prey! I know you’re gonna tear his head off and then come for me next! I’m not stupid! ”
He needed to shut up
“You don’t fool me! I made you! So just kill us both and put him out of his misery already!” Eclipse screamed, pushing against the hand holding him and throwing his head back, wanting Hazard to hear him now just as clearly as Harvest would.
He didn’t know how
The small animatronic leaned forward again as warnings and static overtook his vision. Fans clacked angrily against their barely reformed confines and he heaved for air, desperate to calm the heated strain on his body. He wasn’t fixed. He couldn’t heal like a person. Every wire in his body complained at him for putting up such a fight when there was no more fight left to give.
But he only knew how to fight
The fire that kept him upright was dying, burning out as his only defense mechanism was replaced by pain and endo deep weariness. He waited for the pain he knew would come. For the snarls and the snickering laughter as they tore him apart while they were too far away for Sun to hear and rescue him again.
He waited.
“We’re…going to hurt him?” Hazard asked after a few moments of silence.
Eclipse, still gasping for air, looked up. Through the darkness and the static of his eyes he could see Harvests face. Could see how the light of his dimmed as dual eyes narrowed not in anger but…
Fear?
“What?” Eclipse glitched.
Now he did yelp as red tipped hands dipped and his fragile body met the floor.
It wasn't gentle, but it didn't hurt either.
Thankfully.
Harvests hand disappeared and with nothing to hold onto for balance the doll-sized bot stumbled and fell backward. He shook his head, trying to clear some static, before frantically looking up for the murderers he built.
You’d think he’d be happy to be out of their hands but at this size and in this darkness it was far less comforting than just being held. His dying eyes couldn’t see the lights their eyes gave off from down here and he struggled to find them in the darkness outside the daycare doors.
Why'd they put him down?
Were they going to stomp on him?
Hopefully that would be a quick death.
Two growls sounded through the darkness. “We don’t want him to hurt! A constant effort our minds exert in an effort to not revert back to that mad state that made him wipe our slate! You’re saying it’s not our decision, but fate to lose our minds to this hate again?!” Harvest cried. Somewhere in the dark fake shoes slid across the polished floor as one half of Bloodmoon frantically backed away.
Eclipse wanted to scramble back too, but he had no idea where back would take him so staying rooted to the spot remained the safest option.
“What the hell are you saying? You were hunting him earlier! Don’t tell me you didn’t know what you were doing!” Eclipse yelled into the sky as blind optics searched for any sign of the twins.
“ NO! ” They both roared above him.
Distressed, whining noises sounded from farther away, where Hazard had been standing guard. “If our minds were not cleared by death then how are we to be safe for Sun and Lunar, breath to breath? Those two, right or left, no matter who we were to hurt we’d leave someone bereft!”
What was happening to the twins?
They sounded distraught!
The whining grew and Eclipse realized with shock that it was Hazard making those noises. Desperate growling followed the whines and the sharp shk! of nanites rubbing against nanites scraped through the darkness.
“We cannot be responsible for their lives theft!” Hazard screamed, voice garbled and glitched behind the growls of a feral, cornered animal.
Confusion now began to override some of the fear and Eclipse looked up, eyes finally clearing of static just enough to see the glowing pentagrams on the back of each twin's hands. With his minor night vision and clear optics the little bot was finally able to see the two giants had backed themselves against the side of the daycare door and crouched low, as though trying not to be seen.
Their bodies spiked this way and that, a physical embodiment of their thrashing emotions. They’d done something similar before, while they were one body. They'd wrap their arms around themselves. That was whenever Killcode would threaten their lives.
When they were afraid.
One hand each held the other as they huddled together desperately sharing glances and growling in distress. Harvest had one hand in his mouth, his instincts wanted to tear and chew something but his nanites just melded into each other, depriving him of such release. The same was happening to Hazard who was trying hard to scratch at his own face as he shook his head like a dog worrying a bone. His own machines simply moved out of the way of the self-inflicted attack and left no injury behind.
It didn’t make sense.
Nothing made sense.
Why couldn’t anything make sense?
“What the hell are you doing with Sun and Lunar if you don’t plan on killing them?” Eclipse exclaimed, still unable to move from his spot with any confidence. “Sun killed you didn’t he? Why the hell would you be loyal to him after that? What did either of them do to you?!”
He was yelling again, but this time it was in desperation. There was no anger, there was no spark, just a need to know why the strongest weapon he’d accidentally made would care so much about a child who’d used them as tools before and a fool who’d shot them once already. It was desperation, not fear or anger.
“Why do you care if you hurt them?!” He yelled.
“Because they freed us!” They roared in unison.
The room fell silent.
Only gasping breaths and desperate whines to break it.
The red pair let out a warble and finally the damaged look alike could see their eyes again as they looked down at him, hands still clasped in each other.
“When we came here our goal was to taunt the sun. His mind we wanted to haunt because violence and pain was all we could ever want. But then we were shot and our lives, saved only by infecting the computer of this lot, ended up in the hands of the little blue bot, Lunar. He made us a deal in which our body he would heal if we would stop trying to hurt them with such zeal.”
Harvest looked up through the net of the daycare. Probably looking for Sun after all that noise earlier. He clearly didn’t see anything, but nudged his brother to continue.
Hazard eased the attempted assault on his own face to speak.
“Back to life we came. Then back to you and father, all to continue our little game. We had no intention of being tame, just lied so we could get a new frame and continue to maim. But then, the betrayal of our father figure portrayal and we realized he cared no more than any of the plenty we knew.”
Hazard looked Eclipse in the eyes and despite all they’d done Eclipse wasn’t afraid.
Not while they huddled before him.
Not in the same boat, but scared all the same.
“We came back here. Only us two did we hold dear so there was nowhere for us to go, far or near, without our broken minds and hearts in tow. But then…Lunar Blue tried to sneak up on us with a little boo.” Their gruff voice lightened as the memory of what happened after they left resurfaced, the glow of their eyes dimming once again. Hazard rumbled, his voice falling quiet in the dark as he purred.
Harvest noticed and picked up again.
“He brought us home and told us to roam. As long as our word stayed intact he’d keep his end of the pact. We thought that ended at our new frame, but that was not the little one's only aim. He wanted our friendship, despite every hardship, and he didn’t care if we were sane or tame. And, despite our former mind, we did not feel the need to peel him like an orange rind.”
“Jesus Christ.” Eclipse interrupted, disturbed by the idea of Moon's body being peeled back to find Lunar in the middle. Or the idea that they would actually peel off bits of plastic casing as Lunar screamed because they found it entertaining.
Just like they did with him.
The thought of Lunar screaming like he did made him shudder, though he pushed it back.
He may hate the little idiot for betraying him, but maybe Bloodmoon's claws were too harsh a punishment.
Even for him.
The two halves snickered, but it was thin.
“He loved us for us, with so little fuss. We were never used and he was never bruised. It was so strange to be safe and unfused.”
Harvest turned to Hazard and smiled. There was no malice or insanity, just pure love that Eclipse knew was always there for each other, just not for anyone else.
But now they were saying it was there for Lunar too.
“Our minds were ours and despite the scars, Lunar became one of our stars.”
They said it together, nanites pulling together and individual features disappearing until Bloodmoon rather than Hazard and Harvest sat in front of him. The now singular body wrapped its arms around itself, still desperate to hold onto each other but only able to do that like this when they were together.
“What about Sun?” Eclipse asked quietly. The anger, the desperation, had faded from his tone. “Why is he a star?”
They looked up at the tower.
“One day, Sun and Moon found us and Lunar at play. We thought Lunar would be killed or blackened blood spilled as the other twins would certainly not be thrilled he helped us. So we took him to run.”
Eclipse tried to imagine Bloodmoon picking up Moon's body and running away, trying to keep the first person who didn't use them safe.
He couldn't.
It wasn't like them.
“Sun pleaded we bring him back and in a bid to take whatever violent whack was in store for him we returned to face his pack.”
“Why the f*ck did you think they’d kill Lunar?” Eclipse scoffed, unable to keep the incredulousness out of his tone. Bloodmoon looked at him blankly.
“You are so much like Moon, would you not have killed him given a time opportune?”
The mini bot didn’t answer, choosing to not explain that he had been given a chance to kill Lunar and had tried to take it. He supposed that, given the people Bloodmoon has mostly been around it would make sense that, in their mind, failure or mistakes mean death or pain. Even when around goody-two-shoes like Sun.
Killcode certainly ruled like that, though less so for the twins.
But that was just because they listened to him.
Even then, the older code still often threatened their safety if they disobeyed and the smaller homicide codes were too weak to risk pissing him off.
“Sunrise was distraught at the sight of us, being the cause of our demise. And it was at that moment we realized he was the one who freed us from what we most despised, that code. That code in our head that filled us with bloodthirsty dread. He was the reason it died and even though we technically lied about why we knew that to him we were now tied. Not because of force, of course, but because our own will we could now enforce.”
The singular stood and made their way over to him again, kneeling once they were close. Eclipse eyed them wearily, suddenly remembering that they brought him out here to kill him most likely.
“You gave us thought.” They said quietly, quieter than Eclipse had ever heard them.
“They gave us life. ”
Chapter 10: 10
Notes:
Old faces are scary when you're broken and doll sized.
No warnings for this chapter except that Bloodmoon is the way they are.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Eclipse watched as the singular body sat down, chin in their hands and eyes on him. They hadn’t said anything else after that last line and the three turned two sat in the dark silence just…taking in what was said.
They meant it, that much Eclipse knew.
Bloodmoon was good at a few things, but lying wasn’t one of them. At least not big lies. Lies that could mean life or death for the ones they care about which, to Eclipse's knowledge, was only each other.
They said what they believed and that was it, regardless of what it was. Even when they were trying to hide him from Sun they didn’t outright lie about anything. Their murderous nature meant they never had to develop that particular skill as anyone they spoke to never lasted long enough for them to bother. And, as much as Sun wanted to scream about it, they weren’t very smart. They didn’t need to be, because they were built to do as they’re told.
Honestly Eclipse would be surprised if they were even smart enough to lie convincingly.
They were murderers.
Honest murderers, but murderers nonetheless.
So if they said they didn’t plan on hurting Sun, that they were worried about the very idea of that happening, then Eclipse believed them.
That also meant that he had to grapple with the idea that Bloodmoon, violent and bloodthirsty and insane Bloodmoon, really was capable of caring for someone besides each other. And not just people who would give them what they wanted, blood and death and fear, but people who specifically would do the opposite of that.
Sun and Lunar were, annoyingly, good people who wouldn’t willingly sic the psychotic red moon on anyone, even if they did deserve it. (Himself being one such example of that.) So Bloodmoon now only truly listens to the two people who would never use them for their intended purpose and they liked that . So much that they were clearly willing to burn this entire 'Plex to the ground with people inside if Sun or Lunar asked them too.
Not a command.
A request.
From a child and an idiot of all people.
Eclipse shook his head.
“I don’t know why Sun got so p*ssed off when I called you an idiot. You clearly are one if that's all it took for you to stop killing things.” He scoffed and pulled his one good leg close to his body.
“Ah, so that's what caused him such strife?” Hazard's voice inquired, growing stronger over Harvests own lighter tones.
One little hand clutched ragged pants as Eclipse slowly looked up.
Fuck! He’d snitched on himself!
But, instead of being mad, their eyes flicked to the side as though trying to see their brother and they sighed.
“It would cause him more strife to find we’ve ended your life. So, for now, he is still the reason we will stay our knife.” The glow of their eyes turned away and their voices overlapped again, their tone darkening. “It may not matter if we really are to become madder than a hatter once again.”
God that was such a simple problem to solve. All anyone had to do was look at their code and see if any of it matched Killcodes' original violence parameters. Anybody who knew how to read complex strings could figure out if they actually were some kind of ticking time bomb or if there was another reason for why they acted as they did. Were they really just angry that Sun was sad? Did they think, at least in that moment, that they could hunt his fears away?
They weren’t particularly bright to be fair. Far more akin to a cat with its hackles raised because someone was shouting in the other room. The animal may not understand what is being shouted or why or anything like that, but they don’t need to in order to get aggressive. In order to try to fight off whatever is scaring the one they love.
And Sun is, amazingly, someone they love.
Without really thinking about it, Eclipse blurted out: “Oh don’t be such a baby. I’ll look at your code and find out if that’s actually a problem. Nothing else to do at this size anyway.”
Silence.
Small eyes widened as what was said actually sunk in. What the hell had he just offered?! Staticky eyes flicked to gauge the largers reaction but he wasn’t given half a chance. Apparently Bloodmoon was surprised too because they went from sitting beside him to laying in front of him with their butt in the air like he was a mouse and they were a hunting cat.
Wonderful visual given the size he was.
Eclipse cursed and scrambled backward but didn’t make it far before his only arm lost balance and he fell back, still cursing. Bloodmoon snickered, once again full of insane mirth, and reached behind him. A pentagram hand pushed up against his back and supported him into sitting upright but, thankfully, they didn’t pick him up again.
“Why would we trust you with the code to our bloodlust? For all we know you’d make it so killing is once again a must.” They remarked. Their voice had lost its darkness but Eclipse was too preoccupied with the hand behind him to realize it had almost lightened into the light tone they used on Sun.
All the mini bot noticed was that they didn’t seem angry anymore so he would roll with it.
“It’s in my best interest to make sure that yellow idiot doesn't die too, you know. You literally just said that's the only reason I’m not dead right now. Might as well make sure we’re both safe.”
It was simple, if Sun was dead then he was too. Better to prevent that.
Yeah, that was it.
It didn’t matter that Bloodmoon's smile grew at his words.
It didn’t matter that there was a similar strange twinge in his chest at the sight.
It didn’t matter that a shattered yellow frame played across his mind.
It didn’t matter.
This was simply for survival.
“But that’s for tomorrow. I’m dead certain the computers down here have codes and locks on them that only Moon would be able to get past in order to plug into the system. That or you’d suddenly be connected to the computer and I like that little plan even less.” The darker counterpart grimaced. Both at his choice of words and the thought of connecting the disliked killer to the main computer.
He lived with the duel AI until his expulsion in October and they were obnoxious, rude, and sometimes just as cruel as himself or Moon. If he was going to look at Bloodmoon's code, he would do it outside of the network Moon was connected to.
Bloodmoon didn’t move, seemingly contemplating something before shrugging.
“Why do you hate our Sunrise? Even as he keeps you from your demise?”
The mini scoffed. “That little-”
He stopped, realizing he’d already called Sun stupid more than once in front of them.
“Uh, that guy was just as in my way as Moon was. It just wasn’t as fun to fight him so I ignored him.” He smirked at them, trying to match their energy. “Why, you want me to be meaner?”
White teeth grinned wide, every sharp tooth able to be seen. “You do that and we’ll rip you apart right off the bat!” They exclaimed in joyous unison. Eclipse winced but stilled when they paused and really looked at the mini animatronic leaning against their fist.
“He would have loved you too, when you were brand new. Maybe now. Even after all you did do.”
Damaged eyes blinked. Before Eclipse could say anything to that the combined twins snapped upright to look at the left side stairs, the ones that led out of the daycare. Pentagram eyes glowed brighter as they searched the dark. What did they hear? Could he hear it? Not over the sounds of his own broken body.
Tiny, damaged fans were throttled into silence as the smaller animatronic held his breath.
They were hunting again.
Something real this time.
Gingerly, Eclipse put his good hand on the one resting behind him and hauled himself upright. There was no running with the damage to his leg, but fuck at least he was trying not to be the embodiment of a sitting duck for whatever was coming. Thankfully, Bloodmoon left their hand on the ground and he was able to prop himself up.
He too tried to search the dark, but the inherited night vision wasn’t strong enough to see more than a couple feet in front of them, if that, even if he had been completely undamaged and full sized. After a moment, however, he was able to hear footsteps on the carpeted floor up above, coming closer to the stairs they were near to.
Without warning Eclipse was scooped into the hand holding him with another coming to create a platform he could stand on.
If he had two working legs of course.
“What the f*ck are you doing?!” The mini quietly exclaimed, unable to keep himself upright with only one arm he was forced to lay in the flat hands as the larger animatronic looked around frantically. A rumble had begun in their chest that spoke of anger and violence and Eclipse genuinely didn’t know if they were mad at him and were deciding how to best circumvent their protection command or if something else was wrong and they didn’t know how to verbalize it yet.
“We need to hide you! Not with us two!” Dual voices growled.
The footsteps were getting louder.
“What?! Why?!”
Who the hell would be here so late at night?
Not even Sun was willing to be up this early!
Bloodmoon snarled loudly. “There’s nowhere! If there is a fight you’ll be killed without much flare!”
Before Eclipse could ask again one body had become two and a quick peek upward showed he was once again in Harvests hands. Hazard took the lead, stepping in front of his twin and the damaged little, shaking his head and waving that blasted tongue around as though itching for a fight.
“You’re not welcome here.” Hazard snarled into the darkness.
Just as Eclipse was about to ask who it was he froze. Eyes widened in shock and horror as in the darkness two smoldering red dots could be seen. They had paused with Hazards warning, but now they continued and Eclipse could hear the little ring-a-ling! Ring-a-ling! of bells and a low, deep laughter he knew too well.
Moon was here.
The footsteps grew closer and stopped, right in a small bright spot caused by the overhead lights when they dimmed for the night. Bloodmoon had decided not to stand in these, probably forgetting that their little captive couldn’t see as well as they could in the dark, and there, only a few feet from them, stood Moon.
Strangely, despite the new outfits for Sun and the twins, Moon looked the same as he always did. The ruffles and bells were all the same as the last time Eclipse saw him. (For a brief moment Eclipse wondered why that was. If Moon just didn’t sleep in his attire like Sun did or if he was never given a new attire at all.) All the speculation died, however, upon seeing his eyes.
Behind those eyes was not the former naptime attendant and original genius celestial, no, this was a much older code that gained sentience because Eclipse meddled with things he shouldn’t have. Because Eclipse thought he was smart enough to command a code so much stronger than him while in Bloodmoon's mindscape.
Eclipse thought he could control the original violence code.
He’d been very wrong.
“Boys.” The deep voice, drastically different from the lunar attendant, rumbled lowly. “Are you done with your game?”
The twins scoffed together.
“That would be lame, former father. Now be a dear and get out of here before we yell loud enough for Sunny to hear.” Harvest said from where he stood, holding Eclipse close to his chest. Eclipse, for his part, was still frozen, staring wide eyed at the murder he’d technically come to find.
Then those burning red eyes were trained on him.
“You have your brother, and he’s hurt. Did I interrupt something boys?” He stood like Hazard often did, leaned forward with arms hanging limp in front of himself. His head tilted to a ludicrous degree seeing as everyone he was talking to was directly ahead of the older rather than off to the side like the degree would imply. He grinned much too wide, something the other three violence codes shared from him.
“If you let me by, I promise I’ll not tell Moon about your little toy.” Killcode chuckled darkly.
Immediately Eclipse scrambled upright, trying to get to his feet, only to fall back as Harvest started with his sudden movements and their uneven hands forced the smaller to fall back against their red chest. The doll-sized bot couldn’t even care that he was acting so humiliatingly in front of the person he’d just been screaming at angrily as he pressed his back against Harvest.
“Y-You’re supposed to be dead!” He cried. “You stopped coming to the bunker, you stopped contacting me about your stupid plans! You’re supposed to be dead!”
There was always the possibility he was alive, of course there was, but even then there was the assumption that no contact meant the first homicide code had either died, been sufficiently locked away, or (in a slightly more extreme case) been redeemed without ever returning to inform Eclipse the deal was off.
With the exception of the last one (which clearly wasn’t happening here if Bloodmoon's attitude was anything to go off of) the only other options meant he shouldn’t be here!
Killcode chuckled again.
“Admittedly your brother's game has gone on longer than I thought it would. I meant to return in a couple of days when they’d gotten bored of pretending but it seems they aren’t yet done.” Loud snarls interrupted him. He just grinned wider and continued, placing a hand against Moon's silver chest.
“I’ve been pretending myself, actually. Pretending to be buried and gone since I’ve been unable to do any work.” Red eyes glared angrily, teeth still showing the too wide grin. “Moon does not know if I still live since my little…travels have ceased and it’s driving him mad.”
“We’ve tried to tell.” Harvest grumbled. “Unwilling to believe us, it doesn’t end well.”
They’ve done this before?!
Is that why Bloodmoon doesn’t like Moon? Because they’re still waging a war against the older violence code in the others head?
Killcode frowned without closing his mouth. Cartoonishly turning it upside down while still displaying every tooth. Moon didn’t have sharp teeth in this body (a design detail he’d forgotten about when making it for the original split in favor of adding weapons) but when the original violence code snapped his jaw open and closed it sounded like he did.
“You weren’t supposed to leave the bunker, child.”
Eclipse felt his breath hitch.
New static was creeping into his vision but he willed it away, not wanting to take his eyes off the threat for even a second.
“You abandoned me. I left.” He breathed. “A-And I’m not your kid. I n…never was.”
Killcode growled and took a menacing step forward but Hazard matched him, a manic giggle slipping from the red psychos mouth as he hopped from foot to foot in anticipation. “We’ve been keeping him in check!” Hazard laughed gleefully. “Or his plans we will gladly wreck!”
Harvest shifted and it almost sent Eclipse mentally spiraling as he was forced to look down long enough to reorient himself and take his eyes off Killcode. “With Moon as an unwilling copilot his family must go unhurt or else we get violent.” One red twin waved a hand dismissively. “And more so we spill the beans on his every base and plan to Moon Man.”
The twins glared at the one they used to call father, grins curling to match his own.
“Moon gets stressed when his body walks without his mind and, when pressed, his whereabouts cannot be guessed. A stressed Moon Man has caused our stars much strife on more than one noon. A pest, for us, as Lunar will attest.”
Their voices lowered as Hazard's body bent to match Killcode's.
“Leave.” They snarled in unison.
Another step forward from the older.
Hazard matched it.
“Give me a reason.” He rumbled. “I will light you on fire and deal with the Moon Mans ire.”
Killcode stepped back, his snarl fading as he stared at the trio. It was clear there was nothing to be done. If he fought Hazard he’d probably win, but it would become obvious that someone besides Moon was still active in his body and his maddening cover would be blown. Besides, something told Eclipse that Hazard wasn’t joking about setting the night themed jester aflame. Even if that would cause significant damage to Moon.
Sun said they didn’t like him, after all.
But then a new, different smile spread across Moon's distorted face.
“I’ll make you a deal, boys.” He growled in his gravelly tone. “You give me Eclipse and for the next week I will not try to leave. I walked all the way here just to be denied, I might as well get a chance to discipline my disobedient child for my trouble.”
Eclipse leaned further back, knowing the original code wasn’t close enough to reach him from there. Tiny claws that should be scraping paint and metal instead slipped in between Harvests nanites with ease as fear throttled every other system in his body.
This was their chance!
This was the loophole they could use!
They were going to give him up. All the twins had to do was let him go with the murderous older and their hands would be clean. They didn’t care about him, only Sun! All it would take was them telling Sun that he’d vanished into the night and the sunny attendant would be none the wiser. At best, he’d probably assume the two were lying and just left Eclipse in the woods somewhere.
The perfect way to get rid of him without ignoring Sun's command.
No, request.
But a command in their minds all the same.
Eclipse gasped as Killcode chuckled and held out his hand, not sharp at all in Moon's body. A hand that could still do so much damage to his battered body despite that fact.
“Come alone then, the day is approaching and Moon will be so upset if he wakes up here instead of his own home, wouldn’t you say?”
Hazard turned to look at Harvest for a split second before turning back, knowing it wasn’t a good idea to lose sight of the first. Eclipse, for his part, couldn’t breath through his frozen fans. He knew the warm body at his back would disappear in a moment as Harvest either reached to hand the little one to the older code or, if Eclipse was especially unlucky, just threw him.
“There may be something we need him for.” Harvest remarked, completely nonchalant about the whole thing. Now it was the false Moon's turn to scoff and wave his hand.
“Oh please. As long as you have an idea of what the problem is even Monty could take a look at you quite easily. You don’t need your brother, especially not in this state. Now, be good boys and hand him over. I’m growing bored.”
Fuck.
There goes the one bargaining chip he had.
Not that he was being particularly good at bargaining right now. The small orange animatronic tried desperately to open his mouth and say something, even if it was angry, but nothing came out. Not even the barest strangled static made it past damaged metal lips. The idea of facing Killcode was already something Eclipse feared, more than running into Bloodmoon had been, but the idea of facing him now? At this size and with all this damage?
Unable to fight back…
He wouldn’t be able to scream at Killcode the same way he’d screamed at Bloodmoon.
The smallest of the codes flinched when Harvests' other hand came up in front of him but it didn’t grab hold, didn’t pull him away from the warmth behind him. It just…stayed there. Shielding him from the eldest's view. Even the one underneath curled around him, pressing gently closer.
“I don’t think we will. He is ours to keep or kill.”
Hazard stepped forward, forcing their former father back again with manic laughter. Harvest waved condescendingly at the code that was capable of killing them all. Or at least capable of winning in a fight.
“Bye bye.”
Moons body snarled furiously but turned and stomped back up the stairs and out of the daycare. Hazard followed a safe distance after him, making sure the older actually left the 'Plex and wasn’t just planning on jumping them the moment their backs were turned. Harvest watched from his spot in front of the doors, presumably until he couldn’t see either of them anymore, then he moved to the same bright spot Killcode had been in.
The hands pulled away and Eclipse fumbled for a moment as Harvest brought his hands up to eye level. Eclipse was forced to lean forward again, unable to balance at all on the uneven surface. He stared into Harvests pupil eye as it grew back to its non-manic size.
“Breathe, Second Sun. He’s on the run.”
For a second, Eclipse didn’t know what that meant.
But after a moment of silence he realized that not only were his fans still frozen from earlier, but the rest of his body was far from the same. He was rattling like a tin can rolling down a gravel hill. Eclipse took a deep breath (after having to throttle his fans into silence earlier this was an almost herculean task) before taking a moment and bullying them into starting up again. When they eventually rattled back to life he gasped and wheezed violently, laying himself down on Harvests palm when his only good arm threatened to give out beneath him.
He was still rattling and gasping when Hazard returned, tongue lolling from excitement. Eclipse flinched at the sight of the appendage that stole his own, using his weak hand to try and hide his face.
Hazard noticed and retracted his tongue with a grin.
“Easy. I wouldn't eat something so wheezy.”
Eclipse glared as best he could.
“Liar…”
Hazard shrugged and ducked behind his brother, hiding his frightening habit away.
Harvest moved his hands back to his chest before turning and walking toward the stairs Killcode had just gone up. The teleporter to the tower was up there and it seemed they didn't want to try climbing while holding him.
“Breathe.” Harvest soothed as Eclipse again leaned against his warm body. “We should not have made you leave.”
“At least while you cannot run. Though I think the challenge was quite fun.” Hazard agreed, ahead of the pair just enough that he'd get jumped first if had Killcode circled back.
Eclipse sighed, soaking in the murderer's warmth. “You were…gonna kill me…” He reminded them since they clearly forgot why they brought him down here in the first place. With his mind so full of static it was hard to know what exactly was coming out of his mouth.
The pair laughed as the upper level security desk came into view. If they were laughing then whatever he said couldn’t have been that bad. Probably. Or maybe they were laughing because it was bad.
Who knows?
Off in the distance the security desk came into view. The teleporter was a little Sun plush standing on the shelf behind the desk that, thankfully, only animatronics could use. It helped to keep the humans out of the twins tower.
“We’ve since had a change of heart.” Harvest remarked. You could hear the grin in his tone as he said it. Hazard laughed from up ahead, standing next to the teleporter as his twin made their way over. Eclipse just leaned against Harvest, too tired and cold to care if it was humiliating or not.
Eclipse took a deep breath in.
And let it out.
Fuck.
He was still alive.
Notes:
My version of Killcode was never going to get redeemed as fast as he did in the show. I wish he'd stuck around as a more terrifying antagonist there, but I get why it was hard to keep up his character. SO here in my own the original violence code is a huge prick and remains that way for a good long time. Don't expect to see to much of actual Killcode in this story as it's more about Eclipse and his dynamic with people, but the effects that thing has on the family will soon be pretty evident.
Thanks for reading!
Chapter 11: 11
Notes:
Short chapter today guys! It was originally gonna be longer but then it got TOO long so I decided a short one is better than nothing.
TW for robotic violence and death and maybe dissociation?
I don't think it counts but hey, better safe than sorry.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When day came one blank and one pupiled eye opened up to see bright lights and children's drawing, just as it had been the day before. The room was quiet. No one talking or thin rays clicking as he listened for signs of life not his own.
Despite the events of the night before there was surprisingly little pain dragging his body down.
Odd, but it’s not like that was a bad thing.
Though right off the bat something else seemed a bit odd, Eclipse couldn’t really be bothered to care. He wasn’t in pain and Bloodmoon wasn’t here to taunt him. He was going the fuck back to sleep until something or someone came along to bother him. Or he was, until he rolled over and heard a violent CRUNCH!
Immediately the mini bot shot upright with his good arm and looked down, wondering if something on his casing had split or crumbled from the night before. Thankfully there were no broken pieces or spilled oil, meaning there was most likely no more damage to his body. There were, weirdly, opaque shards of plastic scattered around a small towel, but nothing orange or black colored.
Unwilling to think about it too hard, he sighed and turned to reach for the towel end with one hand while the other supported his weight.
He paused.
Looked down.
Another arm was supporting his weight.
Eclipse gasped as he ripped the other arm up to eye level, checking it against the first.
There were no scratches, no dents, no marks. Both hands were shiny and whole, as if Bloodmoon's attack had never happened. A once over showed the same thing for the rest of his body. No nicks, no scrapes, nothing that showed a violent animatronic had almost dismantled him piece by piece in the daycare theater.
He was whole again!
The now intact counterpart looked up, searching for Sun, only for a grin to spread across his face.
He was big again.
The bookshelf didn’t tower over him! The pictures on the wall were annoyingly small since the pages were child sized for little hands! The stuffed animals and other toys were looking down from their perches and he couldn’t see their eyes!
He was back to normal and whole again!
Gleefully, the violent sun stood up and stomped on what he now recognized as the remains of the plastic tub that had been his bed for a couple days now. He was free! He was intact! All there was to do was get the hell out of here and make a new plan with all the information he’d gathered!
The door opened.
Eclipse whirled to see Sun walk in and pause, looking at him.
Instead of being scared, or confused, or anything like that Sun smiled and threw his arms up joyfully. “You’re big again! And you’re okay!” He clapped happily, walking right up to the one he called an enemy. Just like with their own guard dog there was no fear as the shorter attendant looked up at his darker counterpart, a wide, brilliant smile lighting up his features. "There's not a scratch! Thank goodness, I was really worried about you just flopping over dead when you were hurt. Now there's nothing to worry about!"
Orange had to look down to see white as the daytime attendant bounced right up like he wasn’t enemies barely a couple of days ago.
Eclipse smirked widely.
Apparently, in the rush to make a body, Eclipse had made himself taller than Sun, if only by a little bit. Their frames were still pretty much the same width and build so odds were good he wasn't much stronger than he would normally be, but it was clear who was bigger. Honestly the mixed rays certainly made him look considerably bigger compared to Sun's own straight ones and with their height added he towered over the solar model easily.
Sun clapped his hands together excitedly, smiling a bright smile.
“Oh I’m so happy for you! Whatever spell Moon did must have worn off! I guess we just had to wait? I don't know how all this magic stuff works.” The daylight caretaker beamed. "So I guess there wasn't really a need to be so worried in the first place, but I'm glad I helped anyway. At least here you were kind of safe."
The sunny attendant turned to glance at the door and then back up at him and for the first time since coming back here, they didn’t look so tired. Maybe it was just because the lights were fully on in the room or because they were finally smiling without it looking pinned up but Sun's eyes were wide and blindingly white, their smile big enough to match. The sharp teeth that Moon had installed for themselves in the original body sparkled as well, lighting up the room even more.
It was…nice to see.
Certainly a more familiar sight than the desperate, tired expression from before.
He was happy in a way the dark mirror could only remember him being at the beginning of the channel, right after separation. When he was just happy to sit down with his brother and play games, long before Eclipse made himself known.
Even if he’d still been causing problems, even back then.
"Are you okay? Are you gonna say something?" The now smaller asked. White eyes widened just a bit and they chuckled a little. A yellow hand came to rest gently on Eclipse's arm. "Oh, you're taking it in. I'll be quiet now."
Something deep in Eclipse relaxed, just a bit, at seeing something other than exhaustion and dread in those eyes. Sun had never been his main target over Moon, even when they shared a body, he’d just been a convenient shield for Eclipse to do as he pleased with little to no consequences. They were always collateral in this little war between geniuses and while Eclipse found him annoyingly chipper and trusting at times it had always worked in his favor before. It was stupid and pathetic to try and help those who wanted to hurt you. To offer your hand no matter how often it was smacked away.
When not even your own brother knew how to love you back.
Still though, the idiot had taken the time to try and help him. Or, at least they thought they were helping by keeping him alive here. They were wrong of course, but the dimmer twin was pretty much always wrong when it came to matters such as this so Eclipse was willing to let it slide this time. If only to keep it for his own uses later.
They were chattering about something or other again, even though they said they'd be quiet.
It didn't matter.
He wasn’t really listening right now.
Dual eyes silently took in not only the new height difference, but the light that poured off of Sun as he chattered, his hand still resting on the now bigger animatronics' arm. It was warm. It was safe. It was so freely given even though they'd been enemies barely a week ago and Eclipse was once again capable of being that villain. But the light, just as the ball of fire in the sky he was named after, never paused in its brilliance.
Maybe his plans could leave Sun out of them in the future.
This fight was never really about Sun at all, so maybe it would do Eclipse some good to just focus on Moon and the star rather than trying to use this little dimwit as a weapon. It was effective when they were one, but as two they’ve clearly lost their usefulness. Besides, it's not like the darker attendant let Sun try to help him anyway, even before all this.
Fine then.
All there was to do was leave.
All he had to do was walk past the sunny bot and out the doors. His now shorter counterpart wouldn’t be able to stop him even if he wanted to and Eclipse could go back to figuring out how to deal with Killcode and how to create his perfect world with the star. Bloodmoon might be a problem but honestly? It was just as likely that if Sun and Lunar were left alone the new guards wouldn't even bother trying to keep the night themed attendant safe. One orange hand raised to push the other out of the way-
And then an orange fist connected with a yellow face.
CRACK!
Eclipse stepped back, shocked, as he watched Sun stumble backward with a hand over one eye, crying blackened tears. Rambling words being cut off by pained cries that filled the relatively small space. Sun sobbed and moved backward, this time in a purposeful attempt to back away.
Why did I do that?!
I only wanted to move him!
I didn’t want to do that!?
When the other looked back at him Eclipse gasped, horrified to see the jagged hole he’d punched through the faceplate. It cracked and split across his other eye and up two of his rays where they tried to retract and only managed to do so with a violent, ear-splitting SCREECH of metal on metal signaling to the mechanically inclined that something had broken in the system that let them move and retract. Sun let out another choked sob and pressed one hand to the hole in his eye.
Eclipse stared, mute, as Sun looked at his bloodied hand.
“Wh-Why?” They cried.
I didn’t want to!
I wasn’t trying to!
That wasn’t what I-!
Hand still raised, the first celestial looked at him with tears welling in his blank eyes, no longer bright with happiness but also not dulled by exhaustion. They were wide and terrified and that should have brought his darker counterpart pleasure. It normally would have even just two days ago!
Right?
Even if the thoughts of revenge had subsided a bit after being trapped in Bloodmoon and then down in that bunker, he should still feel good that one of his enemies was miserable because of him. Shouldn’t he? Shouldn’t he be reveling in this? He should be laughing as Sun stumbled against the wall, half blind and trying to stem the bleeding as he watched, silently and unmoving.
Blackened oil dripped from his knuckles onto the floor.
He didn't shake it off.
He should feel vindicated seeing someone suffer as he had.
Shouldn't he?
But instead there was just the twisting of something vile where his gut would be had he been human. Eclipse wanted to say something, to tell the other it was an accident, that he didn’t know what came over him, but instead of speaking his body moved forward against his will, toward Sun as he cowered against the wall.
“I-I’m sorry I thought-” Sun stammered.
“Shut up.” Eclipse voice hissed, snatching one of their rays and slamming their disfigured face into the metal wall.
No!
Stop!
What am I-?!
Why am I-?!
Eclipse leaned close as the hand holding the ray curled into a fist, curling the thin metal appendage around his own claws. “Not so in control now, are you Sunny?” He snarled into the others ear. Sun whimpered and tried to claw at the hand holding his ray but Eclipse slammed them into the wall again and the hands dropped.
Why do I care?
“I j-j-just wanted…t-t-t-to he-help!” Sun wailed.
An orange pupil rolled.
“What? You want me to thank you for keeping me prisoner?”
The now larger celestial threw the now smaller down to the ground, towering over them as they once did him.
“My turn.”
Internally, however, Eclipse was screaming at himself to stop.
Put him down! Let him go! He’s not the target, the star is!
He didn’t want to do this! Not here, not now, not really at all! Sun had kept him here against his will, yes, but what other choice did they have when he was maimed and tiny and alone? When no one else was on his side and he had nowhere else to go that was safe? When he’d fucked over every person he’d ever met so much they’d already wished death on him several times?
As dumb as it was, Sun just wasn’t going to let him die like that.
The body, no longer under Eclipse's control, landed blow after blow on the bright bots body, denting metal and tearing wires no matter how the mind screamed for it to stop. Every time Sun would try to cry out, to beg for mercy, orange fists would connect again.
Stop!
RIIIP!
Just please stop!
CRUNCH!
Why can’t I move?
CRACK!
Why can’t I stop?
SNAP!
What’s happening?
SCRATCH!
I don’t want this!
SCREECH!
Stop!
“Eclipse! Please!”
Sun screamed through desperate sobs.
Eclipse's body hit him, again and again and again. They screamed again and again and again. Eventually, despite the blows continuing, the screaming fell to desperate burbles and pained whimpers. That feeling in his gut returned tenfold, twisting like a hot knife through this frame as though an invisible force was trying to gouge out his endoskeleton.
The body did not react to it.
The mind kept screaming.
Stop!
Please!
Somebody help!
How Bloodmoon or Moon or anyone hadn’t come running by now was a damn mystery, but one his autopilot body clearly didn’t care about as he finally stood straight again and wiped his blackened knuckles against his no-longer ragged pants. It scoffed, looking down at the stain, before it turned and grabbed the sunny bots blanket from the bed and began to wipe itself clean.
“Serves you right. Idiot” It remarked dismissively.
And Eclipse watched, unable to command his own limbs, as Sun's blank eye looked up at him with fear and pain and grief so strong it had the knife digging deeper and deeper. Limbs broken and torn in multiple places, casing cracked and falling apart, wires (some that held importance and some that didn’t) snapped and fizzled as electricity tried in vain to connect and run the machine they were made for.
The daycare attendant looked worse than he did under Bloodmoon's claws.
And Eclipse, grinning without ever moving his mouth, watched as the life began to drain from his frame.
I didn’t want this!
His body began to laugh.
The same laugh as back then, when he and Sun were one.
His very first tool.
Right?
“Not so high and mighty now, are you?” The body sneered.
None of this was his fault! The mind screamed in retort.
“You waste of scrap metal.”
He doesn’t deserve th-!
“Ec…”
Eclipse and his body looked down, the laughter dying, to see Sun's hand twitch. Then, mangled though it was, it began to slowly move toward him. “So…rry…” The yellow hand twitched and jerked as they lost control of it, but after a moment, it laid down with its palm facing upward.
An invitation.
Eclipse screamed from somewhere in his body.
Not a command.
A request.
He was apologizing.
To them.
To It.
Sun's body stopped moving after that, the light fading from their marginally intact eye.
Eclipse's body shrugged and turned around, nonchalantly leaving the room. Eclipse himself screamed from somewhere he didn’t even understand, desperately trying to force his body to turn around, to give him control, to go back! Maybe he could still be saved! Maybe he could still be fixed! Maybe Eclipse wouldn’t have to live the rest of his life knowing he’d killed someone he’d barely acknowledged with his bare hands and the last thing they said to him was an apology!
Maybe he could fix this.
He needed to fix this.
This wasn’t fa-
“Eclipse?”
The body didn’t pause as it hopped down into the ball pit and waded its way out, scoffing at how annoying it was.
“Eclipse!”
Fuck, Sun was alive!
The body crawled out of the ball pit and made its way to the door.
They had to go back!
“Eclipse!”
The body moved up the stairs and out the main door.
He had to force them back!
“Eclipse wake up!”
The body jerked as a hand on its shoulder snapped it back.
Notes:
When you get everything you want and it STILL crumbles down around you.
Sounds about right for Eclipse.
Chapter 12: 12
Notes:
Sun is trying so hard and we love him for it. Hang in there buddy!
No warnings for this chapter unless you count Eclipse acting a fool as a trigger. But, of course let me know if that needs to change!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Dual eyes snapped open as Eclipse gasped, flailing against whatever was binding his limbs to his body. He smacked against something hard and sunk into something soft but didn’t take the time to register what it was in his desperate need to turn around and go back .
Go back
Go back
Go back
Go back
Go back or Sun was really going to be-
“Whoa! Whoa whoa whoa! Easy there!” A worried, familiar voice cried.
With static lacing his vision the second dim celestial snapped his head upward and heaved a gasping sigh of relief.
It was Sun.
Whole and intact and looking at him with the most worried expression Eclipse had seen on him in awhile. Yellow hands hovered anxiously over the tub, clearly trying to decide if it was safe to touch the little or if that would be damaging. Once the now clearly larger animatronic noticed Eclipse was looking at him he smiled uncertainly.
“Hey! It’s okay, just breathe! You had a nightmare. A pretty bad one by the looks of it.”
The room was huge again.
Bookshelves stretching into the sky, childrens drawings the size of quilts, and stuffed animals that looked down at his freakout with judgment in their plastic eyes. There was the opaque plastic of the tub and the too bright color of the towel, still tightly wrapped around his lower body. One arm shot upward into dual eyes view and the violent sun took in scratches, dents, and other damage.
Another hand did not join the first.
A quick pat down showed it missing, still covered with the same blue cloth that Sun had since fixed on his own clothing. Reaching up there was a cotton ball where a ray should be and clear scrapes and scuffs on an orange and black face with eyes that were quickly filling with static as he lay there and gasped.
One leg protested as he sat up slowly, helped by a giant hand behind him.
It had been a dream.
Oh god, it had been a nightmare.
Eclipse took a deep breath and felt his fans kick into the more or less proper gear. He leaned against the hand supporting him, unable to get his own arm underneath him at the moment, as he wheezed. Sun's rays clicked above him in an all too familiar click-click-click! as they rotated around his head smoothly and without so much as a stutter. At least, not one caused by anything besides their bodies own anxiety.
They were alive.
They were okay.
“Do…do you want to talk about it? Was it about what happened with Bloodmoon?” Sun asked gently. Eclipse leaned forward, away from the hand, and the larger took it back after making sure the smaller wouldn’t fall.
Clearly they’d clocked that Eclipse was looking for his lost arm. It wasn’t exactly a stretch to think he was reliving the moments that got it taken from him in the first place.
The smaller code looked down.
The towel had wrapped around his legs.
That’s what was keeping him pinned down when he’d awoken.
“Don’t…remember…” He wheezed, not looking into those white pools. He didn’t want to see the hole. Didn’t want to see how the glass of their optics and the plastic of their casing spiderwebbed with cracks. He didn’t want to see the same look that he’d seen in the dream that made the knife in his gut twist and turn like a child with a plate of spaghetti.
Speaking of that feeling, it was still there and still roiling around inside him. If he could throw up he would have just to try and make it go away.
“Well, that's good. That means the feelings will go away faster since they have nothing to latch onto.” Sun said kindly. Eclipse looked up at him incredulously, some of the terror of the nightmare ebbing away as he looked at the sheepish grin of the animatronic above him.
“Is that some bullsh*t you feed the kids when they have a nightmare? What, is the boogey man scared of you too so I don’t have to worry about him either?” He asked with a scoff despite the wheeze that still settled in his would-be lungs. Sun sat upright and planted his hands on his hips, turning his nose into the air.
“I’ll have you know the boogey man is terrified of me thank you very much!” He pointed a finger at the little though didn’t bring it close. “And yes, that is what I tell the kids! To great success too!” He pulled his hand back and chuckled a bit, smiling a genuine, relieved smile.
Eclipse rolled his eyes but didn't say anything in retort. Not when those eyes were shining brightly once again.
He sighed.
As stupid as it sounded, the knockoff code wanted Sun's hand back.
Wanted to feel him there.
He wanted to feel his heat.
Wanted to know that it was safely contained within the yellow plastic that surrounded his metal endoskeleton and thin, delicate wires.
God he didn’t like Sun but that was something entirely different.
He’d have dreams of hurting the brothers before, but not quite like this. He’d never used his bare hands like that and Sun was never the main target. No, normally his dreams tilted more toward the side of grandeur and how amazing the world he wanted to make with the power of the star would be. How fulfilling it would be to squash the twins beneath his power and rule over a more perfect existence, with him as the sole god!
This was a roadblock in that plan (among various other roadblocks the past couple of months) but that dream had nothing to do with any of that. It was just…violent in a way Eclipse knew he could be and he would have been had he not been confined to Sun's mind.
He was no stranger to violence, to killing and using others for his own gain, but for whatever reason that nightmare was the worst thing he’d experienced on his own since gaining consciousness the second time.
Fuck.
When did he start hating the idea of hurting them?
“Hey.” Sun said above him.
Eclipse looked up, his breathing now blessedly even again, to see Sun was kneeling beside the little hole that had been cut into the side of the tub with hands flat on the ground, palms up in invitation. “Come see what I got you. It’s not amazing by any means, but maybe it’ll cheer you up a little?”
The tiny bot looked at his hands before looking away as the image of shattered plating and desperate reaching and a thin, broken, and garbled apology flashed across his mind. Another wheeze rattled his fans as he shook his head, unable to force words past the roiling in his chest.
Sun sighed quietly.
“I promise I won’t hurt you.” They whispered, misunderstanding his hesitation. “I’m sorry I scared you yesterday I just…got really mad. But I promise nothing will happen to you while you’re with me. Just…trust me? For like five seconds?”
Another apology.
Another twist of the knife.
Another thing he didn’t deserve.
Eclipse groaned and motioned with his good hand for the larger to come closer. They weren’t going to leave him alone until he did what they wanted and that meant the shattered images weren’t going to stop either. (Nod along with whatever the older wanted to show off and maybe they’d leave him alone to suffer in silence.) Though at the moment the pain was way too much to even try crawling out of his spot himself.
Besides, it was clear he was struggling just from the small wave he did, which was stiff and clunky. “Just f*cking…help me up. I think I broke something while I slept.” He mumbled, still not looking at Sun.
“I wouldn’t be surprised. You were really thrashing around Eclipse.”
Gingerly, Sun reached down and cupped his hands around the damaged animatronic before lifting upward and out of the tub. Eclipse felt his claws scratch against his paint. Felt as the metal beneath him didn’t give even a little bit because he was too small. There was no damaging the larger model while he was like this.
He felt the warmth coming from the metal.
Safe and contained.
He didn’t like Sun.
He didn't.
But that dream was too much.
Said animatronic carried the little one as you would a pet mouse, walking quickly to the desk before lowering his tiny cargo and letting him go. Dual eyes looked around, this being the first time since returning to the daycare he’s actually been capable of seeing the top of the desk.
Much like the rest of the room it was pretty empty. There was a picture frame with Moon and Sun posing happily. A nerf gun sat nestled against the wall behind a sensible, business style laptop that was probably good for editing or emailing people but not good enough to actually record episodes themselves. A rubix cube, unsolved, sat nearby as well as a couple other little fidget toys because Sun, like Moon and Eclipse himself, could never stop moving unless something was wrong.
The memory of Sun sitting completely still without so much as a ray twitching flashed across Eclipse's mind.
He ignored it.
It wasn’t much, but it still managed to look lived in despite the fact that Sun had since moved out of this room. It was still easy to see who lived here before, even if it wasn’t nearly as full as when Eclipse last saw it.
A yellow finger pointed past his head, snapping him out of his perusing of the desk.
“There, see the little black thing? I found it online and thought maybe you could use it?”
Something small (for Sun) and flat lay on the desk in front of the laptop. The smaller of the pair carefully began to make his way over and looked down to try and decipher what it was. It was flat, but still raised about an inch off the desk, with buttons all across the bottom half. They looked like a keyboard, with numbers and symbols and everything. Above that, dead center, was a flat indent with little mouse indications. One finger for left click, two for right, and two fingers for navigating. To the left of that bit was a standard circle with ‘okay’ in the middle and arrows surrounding it, like you’d probably find on a tv remote.
Eclipse knelt slowly, gingerly reaching his good hand forward.
Silicon buttons met damaged fingertips.
On the right of the indent was a red wheel and above that more tv remote style buttons. Home, volume buttons, stuff like that. At the very, very top on either side of the indent was two more buttons with little mouse indicators for right and left click respectively.
He knew what this was.
He’d once heard Moon call them a waste of money because of their size.
Why did Sun have one here?
It was a mini keyboard, the kind that you’d plug in with a USB. It was too small for Sun even just looking at it. One finger of his would cover at least a quarter of the keys, not to mention even trying to use the little middle part as a mousepad, as intended, would never work with the metal of the larger bodies. It was useless to the towering animatronic and to everyone he knew save for maybe Gregory the Human.
And maybe himself.
Eclipse blinked slowly, unwilling to believe what he was beginning to understand.
He was small enough the track pad would have no trouble recognizing him, unable to tell the hand moving across it was metal as well. There was no way they’d bought this beforehand and only now remembered it existed, no. Sun had gone out and gotten him a present.
Even after all he’s done to them.
Even after yesterday.
“Do you like it? I know you’re not going to be the fastest with it until we get your arm fixed but I figured you don’t really need to be fast to turn on Netflix or something.” Suns bright but nervous voice said from behind him. “Oh! And it lights up, look!”
The daylight attendant quickly reached past the smaller animatronic and slipped the USB from the back storage and plugged it into the computer. Immediately the pad lit up in a rainbow of colors that Eclipse just stared at, shoulders hunched as he desperately wished to disappear.
“See? It’s mostly just while I’m downstairs and Bloody is out during the day. I thought it would be better than forcing you to sit here alone all the time.” Sun's hand retreated but the little didn’t follow to look at him. He stayed rooted to the spot, watching the RGB colors wave around the silicon buttons of the gift he knew he didn’t deserve.
“Hey, are you okay? Still thinking about the ni-”
Eclipse interrupted him mid sentence. “Why?”
Metal clicked against metal as Sun's rays twisted in confusion around his faceplate. An all-too-familiar click-click-click! that had been the background to Eclipse's life for so long. “Why what?” Sun asked, his voice lowering.
Eclipse hunched his shoulders more.
He wanted to claim it was rage bubbling up inside his body, burning a hole through his mind and churning the wires of his gut. He wanted to claim he was angry when he barked out a harsh laugh that was almost a sob, hidden beneath the malice he always carried in his tone. He wanted to claim that same fire that burned through his code the first time Sun had been alone with him, that had let him scream angrily at Bloodmoon just the night before, was the reason he whirled around and snapped
“Why are you being so nice to me?”
Sun just put his hands together, not answering immediately.
He wanted to claim the question poured through white hot anger.
But it was not rage that made him continue.
“Why are you bothering to be nice? When….when I get big again I'm not going to stop fighting for what I deserve! I'm going to go right back to fighting you, to fighting Moon, for that blasted star! ”
Hasn’t he said this before?
Why did this time sound so different?
When did his anger turn to desperation?
He heaved a breath. His only hand was reaching up to his own ray, a mirror habit to the one he was yelling at, but wasn’t given the chance before one giant finger gently intercepted it and guided it back down. Eclipse snatched his hand back, leaning away from the warm touch.
“I am Eclipse! Remember?! The guy who trapped you in your head? The guy who wants to kill your brother? The guy who tortured you because it was convenient? Did you really just forget everything I’ve done to you? Are you honestly stupid enough to believe that anything you’re doing right now will stop me from tearing you apart in the future? ”
Broken yellow casing.
Shattered white eyes.
Oil stained orange fists.
The second violence code only wanted to win . To be seen as more than just the abandoned code he knew the celestial twins, that everyone saw him as. He was scrap, a mistake to be thrown away and never thought of again. But this scrap had clawed his way up, had forced them to recognize he existed and not only did he exist but he was just as if not smarter than the one that left him behind in the first place!
It didn’t fucking matter if Moon didn’t mean to.
It didn’t fucking matter if he was the aggressor.
It didn’t fucking matter if he was wrong.
Eclipse wanted to win .
He expected to be treated roughly. He expected the hatred and the vitriol of the bleeding twins. He expected the danger that hung over his head by hiding from Moon and Lunar. He expected the damage to his body as just another reason why all of them were wrong. But here was Sun who not only saved him from another death, but is going out of his way to make sure he’s safe and, so, so strangely, happy. Nothing the bright bot had done had been expected and Eclipse didn’t know what to do about that.
“Eclipse-” Sun started.
“I’m not going to change! I can’t! I don’t know how!” The tiny code cried, interrupting once again. “So why? It’s one thing if you’re too much of a pansy to actually kill me but this isn’t that! Why can’t anything make sense around here? Why are you so nice to me? Why are you bothering to try? ”
The larger of the pair just looked down, hands clasped tightly together, silently staring at the floor.
Eclipse wheezed out a desperate laugh, his only hand going to the blue cloth that still held his shoulder joint stable despite all the damage done to it. Sun had torn the clothes that they made themselves, for his sake. To keep him from bleeding out when all Eclipse was trying to do was hurt them, to use what they had against them.
“Would you let me help you any other way?”
The smaller looked up from the desk to see Sun had turned back to him. There was a kind of determination in the older bots' eyes that had been there a couple days ago, when they’d been declaring that they’d finally do something to help.
That they’d finally do something useful.
“If you’d been full sized when Bloodmoon attacked, would you have even asked for my help? Would you have let me touch you, even if it was to bring you down to parts and service? Would you have let me do anything but walk away?”
Sun spread his hands in clear exasperation. The exhaustion was back in his eyes. It dragged his shoulders down and froze his limbs until he was only moving in a jerky, robotic fashion that, despite being a robot, looked so very wrong.
“Would you have rather died than ask for my help if you’d been your normal size?”
Eclipse opened his mouth to retort but paused, tiny gears whirring in his mind. Would he have asked for help? Would he have bothered to try if he’d been given the chance to hobble out of here on his own two feet? At best Sun would’ve called off the twins and he would’ve escaped angrier and more filled with hate than before, chalking the attack up on Sun and Moon rather than really wondering why Bloodmoon had switched sides as they had. At worst he would’ve bled out in the woods for a second time, alone and conscious enough to feel the pain for far longer than a few minutes.
No.
No, he would have rather died than beg for help from his enemy had he been normal.
He wouldn’t have been able to see the tiredness in Sun's body. How the twins cowered at the idea of hurting the two kindest celestial members. Wouldn’t have heard how the twins defected or seen that Killcode could be blackmailed into compliance with the right information.
He wouldn’t have had that nightmare.
Where would he be? What would he be doing right now? Would he be alone in a bunker somewhere, terrified that Killcode would come through the door at any moment to kill him for leaving? Would he even be alive if Sun hadn’t pitied the tiny thing he’d become?
Eclipse looked down with a snarl.
Sun sighed and leaned down, his voice growing louder as he got closer.
“I said it before and I’ll say it again. I never wanted to hurt you, back in October. I wanted to find another way but then time ran out and we were trapped and…” Sun trailed off. Metal slid against metal when his rays retracted at the memory of the previous October, barely a couple months gone. “A-and then Moon was there saying that I could protect him and…that all I had to do to make everyone safe again was to get rid of you. ”
‘We tried so many times to-’
‘I don’t want to hear your stupid redemption crap!’
That's what Eclipse had yelled at the sunny attendant then. His plans foiled again after being dragged into the older bots head by magic that hadn’t been there before. Their bodies broken and bleeding from the bloodthirsty murderers attack, their distraction, back when the only thing holding the bleeding twins mind intact was the hunt for their next meal.
Sun had looked at him then, a terrible look of determination Eclipse had never seen in them before turning their mouth down in a frown, before they shook their head.
And just like Bloodmoon would later down the line, Eclipse taunted the yellow pushover.
Sharp words flew like daggers at Sun as they raised a hand and poorly spoke the words that would send his consciousness, dragged into a shoddy recreation of his mindscape form, into the woods to slowly bleed until no blood was left. He’d taunted the sun and he’d been killed for it. Only it had not been luck or kindness that brought him back, no, it had been his own foresight to make backups scattered all across the globe that let him return.
Even if his first backup had been a poor one.
Dual eyes looked up finally, dragging a lead weight for a head upward to a brilliant wall of yellow that used to be so much brighter in his memory. “I...won’t stop.” He mumbled desperately as he tried and failed to glare daggers. “Why won’t you hate me properly?”
Sun sighed again and tilted his head, the exhaustion never leaving his face. There was still something in Eclipse that didn’t want him to look at him that way, that wanted to see the light he was sure was beaten out of the larger model by everyone around him, but he again shoved it down.
He didn’t care why Sun was so tired.
He just wanted to know why he seemed to care.
“You needed help. You need help. I don’t really care if you want it from me right now or not. And maybe doing any of this means I’m the dumbest person on the planet but that doesn’t matter because I don’t want to hurt anyone. Not even you, Eclipse. And if that means listening to you scream at me or getting a tiny keyboard so you can occupy yourself or even just waking you up from a nightmare then I’ll do it. Even if you can’t understand it. Even if you still hate me with everything you are after this because you know what?”
He sounded choked up, like he was going to cry.
“If, when, you’re back to normal and you go back to trying to hurt us, to trying to kill us for the star, then at very least I’ll know it’s not because I took advantage of someone who couldn’t fight back. If you go back to everything you did before then I’ll know that I did everything I could to change your mind. To help you see that you don’t have to be this villain. I’ll have tried , at last, to help you like I’ve been wanting.”
Sun pointed a finger at him, careful to keep it far away from his little body this time. There was a building kind of annoyance in his tone, but no real anger. No real hatred as there had been before. “So, until you are big again, until you can fight back fair and square, then I will keep you safe and alive. Or as fair and square as you ever do.” Sun stood straight now. “So go ahead. Scream all you want at me. I don’t care. I’m the dumbest person on the planet and I’m sorry for scaring you.”
Eclipse stayed silent as the larger animatronic turned and left the room without another word, staring even after the blue color had long disappeared from view.
There was no rage.
There was no twisting knife.
There was no rattle in his chest.
Just a desperate confusion tearing a hole through his mind.
I messed up again.
He’s not lying.
What’s wrong with me?
Notes:
Here's a picture of the mini keyboard in case anyone was wondering. I have one and they're not super practical for me, but it's cute. They're on amazon if you search "mini keyboard."
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Chapter 13: 13
Notes:
Uh oh. Why is the air so heavy?
No warnings that I know of for this chapter! Chapters may have to slow down as I deal with real life stuff but I'll try my best of course. As always let me know if I missed something! I also tried a something with the format here. Idk if its good, but I did it.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sun didn’t come back until Bloodmoon could accompany him later that night.
Eclipse figured it was so the brighter of the colors could negate whatever anger would arise from the pair seeing him so distressed and, while it might have started like that, it quickly became clear there was another reason they’d all returned at once. Eclipse turned when the door opened to see yellow and red together with downturned faces. Sun had a look of apprehension as he caught sight of the mini bot and gave a tiny wave.
A look of fear hid behind the poorly pinned smile.
Eclipse frowned.
Bloodmoon was grimacing when they entered the door ahead of Sun, eyes quickly landing on the broken doll-sized animatronic on the desk but surprisingly not lingering long. It was clear they were distracted by whatever happened before they came back. Their body was lowered halfway as they stalked into the room. They prowled toward their spot grumbling and growling something angry under their breath. Red tipped claws flexed at their side, shifting larger and smaller as they tried to control themselves.
They quickly took up their spot at the foot of the bed while Sun approached Eclipse with hands still clasped tightly together. In the near silence it wasn’t hard to hear the metal of his broken fingers creaking in protest.
“Um, I have to g-go h-h-home tonight.” Sun stammered. “I know I said I wouldn’t leave you alone with Bloodmoon anymore but Lunar’s home from Monty’s early and…” White eyes flicked away and a two-toned snarl filled the room, practically rattling the desk. Eclipse jumped violently and whipped to look at them but starry eyes never moved from the yellow larger. “I don’t want him home alone, you know?”
Eclipse didn’t know.
Sure Lunar was childish, but he was still programmed to be able to take care of himself since the older of the pair was generally working. Plus he was in Moon's body so it wasn’t like an actual child who needed help reaching things or something. He’d be fine by himself until the morning. Sun could be a worrywart, but it didn’t make sense to think that the lunar child was in any more danger by himself than normal.
Unless, it wasn’t Lunar Sun was so worried about.
He was about to voice his opinion but the red twins suddenly lowered themselves down to a crouch in the corner and stalked over to Sun on all fours. Their eyes were nonexistent dots as they circled his feet before rising just enough to rest their hands on either side of the normally sunny bots legs all the while snarling like they had when they’d sensed Killcode in the darkness the night before. Even through their angry sounds their smile began to stretch wide, reaching from what would be ear to ear while Hazard's voice took over the body in animalistic anger. It was unsettling and Eclipse found himself falling silent, listening as best he could for bells that didn’t belong to Sun.
They peeked upward from behind Sun's legs.
“We will not be there to protect you if we’re left in the daycare.”
They sounded feral.
Red tipped claws dug into blue pants and Sun winced, bringing his damaged hand down to pet their head in an effort to calm them down. That little action only seemed to light their fires further and they dug in more harshly, though it did seem like they weren’t close enough to even touch Sun's actual legs through the relatively poofy clothing. The older was trying to reassure them but Eclipse couldn't hear what he was saying past his racing thoughts.
Hunting, but different?
This was almost what they’d done the first time but also different. The first time it looked like they were about to jump the sunny attendant from behind before being caught but this time? This time they looked like they were hunting for Sun rather than hunting him. Dangerous eyes scanned the room and advanced hearing tuned into the world outside, claws dug in to make sure the one they cared about couldn’t leave their protection while their body let out universal warnings to ward off danger and death.
They looked like a loyal dog, heeled to their master.
They looked like a monster, guarding their next meal.
They weren’t even aware of it last time.
Were they aware now?
Say something!
A deep breath in and-
“Hey!” Eclipse cried, this time loudly enough to be heard. “You’re f*cking scaring him! Get off!”
There hadn’t been time to check their code before they had to return to Sun's room.
There had been no time to find out if they were uncontrollably dangerous.
They didn’t want to hurt Sun, that had been made clear, but whatever this was made them look possessive and dangerous and until their code had been checked for reemerging kill protocols the smaller knew there was the possibility that this ‘protection’ was closer to ‘resource guarding’ than love or anger. At very least Eclipse had been able to call out this time.
I don’t want him to die.
If Sun is alive then I am too.
That’s the only reason.
Bloodmoon tore away like they’d been burned and scrambled back to their original spot. Eternally bleeding hands dragged down their face in a desperate effort to pull themselves together and they mumbled garbled, snarling, incoherent things in Hazard's tone as Sun watched in confusion and fear. “What was that about?!” The older exclaimed. Eclipse sighed, the knife that had been beginning to twist at the sight of the hunting pair easing up a bit.
His safety net was intact.
Sun was safe.
They hadn’t been aware.
That wasn’t the best thing, but at least it meant they were able to fight it off (whatever it is) if they’re brought to awareness about it. They weren’t so far gone as to not be safe yet, though given how they were currently reacting they may not be too far away from such a state.
Eclipse would have to tell Sun about the possible code.
Just in case.
“They’ll have to stay here anyway. I need to look at their code to see if… whatever that was isn’t them wanting to tear you apart in your sleep.” A desperate whimper escaped from the corner but Eclipse didn’t look over. It hadn’t been the most elegant way to explain himself but unless manipulation was called for the little was never one for beating around the bush. There was no way for Sun to hear that and do anything but stop and listen to what he needed to say.
Their very life could depend on it after all.
However, the larger bot immediately snapped to where the whimpering was coming from and you could practically see their metaphorical heart breaking at the sound. They began to make their way over but Eclipse continued, hoping to make them stop and stay away from the dangerous weapon he’d once made. The knife dragged through the mirror animatronics gut again as blue advanced toward red.
Stop moving!
Why was he going toward the danger?
He needed to make them stop!
“ That is what they look like while hunting!” He cried to the daylight animatronics look of incredulous shock that was tossed back at him.
Broken yellow casing
“There’s a chance that some of the original violence codes I gave them are coming back or fixing themselves and the more riled up they get the more likely they are to tear you apart because you’re easy prey! Because I made them to prey on the weak and the helpless!”
A fist sized hole through a white eye
Sun was looking at him like he was insane (which to be fair, he is but that's hardly the point right now!) and shook his head vigorously. “What? No! They’ve always done that when Lunar or I get upset about something important!” The brighter model exclaimed. “They’re just worried Moon will get angry tonight and they won’t be there to deflect that anger like normal. They’re not going to hurt me!”
Shattered pleas for mercy
He said it with such confidence, such insane certainty, that the smaller of the pair could only stare in a state of disbelief that was quickly becoming familiar.
Blackened orange fists
“You idiot! They’re going to kill you and then they’re going to come after me and everyone else you care about!” Eclipse roared from his useless spot on the desk. “I can make sure they’re safe! I can look at their code just like Moon can with you! I can see if their kill codes are returning!” Wobbly legs barely let him move from in front of the computer to the edge closest to the bed where Bloodmoon still huddled. It was like he was trying to bar the others way but was obviously unable to.
A body not under his control
Sun blinked at him in pure confusion.
Bloodmoon let out another series of terrified whines.
Sun turned back to them.
“I’m not f*cking with you! I’m not trying to hurt them or control them!” The smaller cried, desperation he didn’t even realize was there overflowing into his tone. “If you die then I do too, you said so yourself! Let me look at them and make sure they're safe! Let me make sure we’re safe! I swear I’m not trying to trick anyone, just don’t go near them!”
Please just stop
It’s not safe
“Hey whoa,” Sun said gently. His head turned back toward Eclipse while the rest of him remained facing the twins for a moment. When he saw how close the mini was to the edge he turned fully. “It’s really okay. I promise they’re not going to hurt me, no matter how riled up they seem. Take a breath before you pass out okay? Here, I can show you.” Bright rays clicked in and out of place as Sun smiled reassuringly at the smaller. His desperate hands unclasped and he reached out a placating hand toward the desk while his broken one remained on his chest. Then he turned and moved toward the mumbling pair.
The little sucked in a breath, his body rattling as the same sense of fear he’s felt since first being chased drowned out every other thought. Broken legs shook and mixed eyes glared a hole through the back of the larger caretaker's head. A shaking orange hand, yet to be stained black, curled into a fist at his side as he desperately wished he was large enough for the other to fear not listening to him. He wanted to jump in the way. He wanted to grab Sun and yank him away. He wanted to do something besides watch the idiot throw both their lives away. All the while one thought ballooned above all the others.
I can’t see you die again.
Eclipse watched as the older went over to the foot of the bed where the pair was still crouched and mumbling to themselves. The smaller scoffed, trying to shake the feeling of dread, in his rigid state. He knew his creation, he knew how they worked. He knew the codes he’d implanted to drive them mad, to make them thirsty when they were unable to drink, to make them become the embodiment of hell on earth. Maybe he didn't know who they were as a person anymore, but Eclipse knew what he'd intended them to be. Death clearly hadn’t changed them too much if they were willing to tear him apart, so that meant they could be exactly what he made them to be!
He was too small to stop his bright half.
Two different eyes glared as he stood still as a statue, bracing himself for red to meet yellow and blue in a flurry of violence and fear.
But that didn’t happen.
Instead Sun kneeled down and pulled the combined pair close to his chest. “Oh come here. Jesus, what has he been telling you?” The daylight attendant sighed and curled around the red murderer. As simple as could be blue arms wrapped around their shuddering form and pulled them in until they were flush against his body. Thin rays retracted so a flat head could rest on top of Bloodmoon's jester hat as Sun buried his face as best he could. “Don’t listen to him okay? He hasn’t seen you in a couple of months. Of course he’d get some stuff wrong.”
At first the twins stiffened and began to pull away, but then they froze. Eclipse watched their faces begin to twitch and change as they fought a war inside their minds. Red claws spasmed and every curl had something jumping to life in the tiny code's mind.
Maybe it was a war with each other or maybe with their emotions there was no way to tell from here but slowly, the bleeding pair eased their mumbling and their hands came to wrap lightly around the suns arm instead of clawing at their face, dual colored pentagrams looking up to meet empty white pools.
It was clear they were fighting not to move too quickly in case they hurt him.
Maybe that was why they didn’t pull away even though they could?
Their strength?
Yellow rays click-click-clicked! back and forth across the daylight caretakers head to replace the desperate whines and cries of the more animalistic of the pair. “It’s gonna be okay, Bloody.” A soft voice sighed. “Moon will be too busy tracking Killcode's last outing to even notice we’re home okay? I’m just going to be there as a precaution until we can figure out somewhere else to have Lunar stay, you know? It’s gonna be fine.”
Sun knows about Killcode?!
Not only knows about the killer older, but knows they leave with their brother's body and that Bloodmoon keeps them at bay from the rest of the family.
No wonder he wasn’t scared by the animalistic reactions of the twins, he’s probably seen it every time his brother stops being his brother.
Bloodmoon sighed, nanites losing shape and they relaxed against the body of their new master. Their voices mixed and their eyes grew to be seen again. They crooned that light tone though it was weighed down with fear. Words, it seemed, were still too far out of reach at the moment.
Red and yellow and blue all mixed together so much it would’ve been impossible to tell where Sun ended and Bloodmoon began if their colors hadn’t been so drastically different. The bleeding pair had lost so much shape it looked like the yellow animatronic was cradling a blanket rather than another sentient being in his lap. It was so strange to see the normally manic murderers so relaxed around someone else. To feel so safe in their former enemy’s arms that they’d let their nanites just lose all structure because he held them.
Sun chuckled a bit, raising his arms slightly in a ‘would you look at this?’ fashion.
Sun turned and smiled at Eclipse, eyes brighter than when he’d first walked in.
Sun wasn’t scared.
Eclipse understood why.
A tiny, exhausted body slowly sank to its knees on the desk as all the fear vanished at once. Rattling fans and shaking limbs eased when breathing deepened and servos calmed.
Sun had been right, they weren’t going to hurt him.
The other turned back and lowered his arms. He patted the mess that used to be the twins. “I’m the adult of this little group, remember? I’ll make sure Lunar is absolutely safe and if things get dicey I’ll call or text and you can come running. I can deal with Killcode even if he is stronger than me, you know? I’ve done it before and I’ll do it again, okay? It’s okay.”
And with a disbelief that Eclipse was slowly getting used to feeling, he watched as Bloodmoon calmed for the second time from their angry hunters state. He watched as they too wrapped what were probably supposed to be arms around Sun and held him tight, like he was able to fuse into their body with them. He watched as their body slowly reformed and they nodded before pulling away, eyes shining brightly even in the fully lit room.
“Second Sun will determine if our mind will run.” They said quietly, two voices equally heard again. “If it will then we will do whatever it takes to keep ourselves from our former fun. This loaded gun is only yours, never to be used by those your family abhors. We couldn’t stand you fearing our hand like in your brother's land.” They buried their face again, desperately clinging in a way Eclipse had never seen them do before. Sun winced at their last line but said nothing.
“We don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t Bloody. If you were going to hurt me I think you would’ve by now. I’m super easy prey.”
Sun chuckled darkly and apologized when the killer shot them a disapproving look but finally let Bloodmoon go and stood up. “But if you feel better getting checked then that's okay. I just know that isn’t something I’m really worried about, no matter how scared I might look at times. That's just how I am.” He smiled down at them. The light died in their eyes somewhat, easing the violent glow of the pentagrams. “Just make sure you’re protecting yourselves. I trust Eclipse to help you, but he’s still Eclipse.” He chuckled before turning and walking back to the aforementioned tiny. He looked at the little guy for a minute as something flashed through his face.
“Second Sun huh? I think it’s nice.” He chuckled a little toward the twins.
White teeth flashed him a smile back.
He turned back.
“I’ve…never seen you act like that. But I think I get it.” White eyes looked down with sympathy as he leaned forward, trying to be closer to eye level without kneeling closer to the desk. “I know they hurt you, but they did it to protect me and Lunar. It’s okay to be scared, but I’m not dying to them and neither are you anytime soon. Run your checks to make sure they’re okay, but I know that's not what that is. What they are. But I understand why you'd be afraid of that.”
Eclipse stared without speaking.
Sun stood straight again and turned his back.
“And they’ll know if you try to hurt them so choose wisely. I’ll see you tomorrow, Eclipse.” And with that Sun turned and began to head for the door. The smaller watched with building-
Anger.
Venomous anger was beginning to build up.
The fire was ignited again and all self preservation flew straight out the window.
Eclipse was pissed.
The one time he was actually trying to help this little fucker and Sun wouldn’t listen?!
Apparently he’d been told about Killcode before. If he knew about one violence code Eclipse had worked with why the fuck wouldn’t he believe him about the other one? If he knew that Killcode was a recurring problem and Bloodmoon could be just as dangerous, why would he ignore someone trying (for once) to keep him alive!? The first and only time Eclipse had tried to keep him safe and not only had he been utterly ignored, but shown up too!
Deep down, Eclipse was relieved he’d been wrong.
Relieved that Sun had been able to show him how wrong he was with such confidence.
But the violent sun had never been one for losing.
He stood again just as Sun reached the door.
“F*ck you!” He beeped. Sun stopped but didn’t turn back. “If you’re not going to listen to me when I tell you someone's f*cking dangerous than I’ll just let you get mauled! Might teach you a godd*mn lesson about opening your nonexistent ears you stupid hunk of scrap metal!” Bloodmoon snarled in the corner but Eclipse didn’t care. He saw as the yellow attendant raised a hand to them, clearly telling them to stand down, but would’ve continued regardless.
“That is the last time I try to keep you safe you b*stard! What, are you more scared of Moon than Bloodmoon or Killcode? Are you more worried he’ll tear you apart than me? ‘Cause that’s what it f*cking sounds like from here!”
Sun visibly ducked at those words, rays retracting inward. Bloodmoon snarled again but didn’t advance. Instead, they backed further into the corner. A damaged face split into a snarl as Eclipse leaned forward, trying to ignore how his legs didn’t want to support him after the earlier scare.
Stop talking
Stop yelling
He doesn’t deserve this
You wanted him to be right
You were relieved he was right
Stop hating him for being right
He tried not to let the twisting blade in his gut distract him too much from holding a snide smirk on his face when Sun raised his head back up and turned back to him.
The smirk died when only a simple “Yes.” was said.
And then he was gone.
And then the room was silent again.
Notes:
And that is what we call old habits dying hard. Smooth Eclipse.
Chapter 14: 14
Notes:
Can somebody give this man a break? Just for a moment?
TW for fear, if that counts. If it doesn't than no warnings!
IDK if this will be posted early or late today cause I'm at a job interview but regardless, sorry? Idk.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
There was no mumbling to be heard tonight.
Well, not at first.
Eclipse was still on the desk where he’d been left. The night cycle had begun long ago so the lights in the room had dimmed, but he hadn’t wanted to ask (or even get the attention of) Bloodmoon in order to get down and go to sleep. Whatever this curse was clearly made it so he didn’t need to charge and he’d just been gifted a usable keyboard so, unable to sleep, he was taking full advantage of the trust Sun left him with.
It was stupid to give a tech genius access to a keyboard and your computer.
A single orange hand tapped quickly across the silicon keys as Eclipse glared at the bright laptop screen and the lines of code he was trying hard to keep up with. With only one hand it was difficult to time attacks on Moon's systems but that just meant he’d have to be more preemptive about it.
That computer.
That was his chance to make sure that blasted AI can’t fuck him over.
Hacking into a supercomputer shouldn’t be easy (and it wasn’t) but everything Moon would know, Eclipse knows too. It was child's play to hack into the main computer even with his broken body. Like this he should be able to do anything he wants, steal files, speak through the computer itself, and (most importantly) have access to the cameras in the daycare and surrounding area.
There was no way that one or more of the cameras hadn't picked him up in the last couple of days. He himself is tiny, but Bloodmoon and Sun haven’t exactly been discreet in helping or hiding (or threatening if you were the red twins) him as they moved through the daycare and theater. It was a miracle already that Moon hadn’t noticed the footage or been alerted to it by the AI pair.
It was easy enough to delete and loop earlier footage of Bloodmoon chasing him down and tearing him apart days ago. The timestamps were wrong, but if Moon hadn’t already noticed something as drastic as the resident murderer mauling something on camera he certainly wasn’t going to notice the date and times being incorrect by a couple hours. It also wasn’t super clear what they were going after at first, but once the screaming started it didn’t matter that he was too small to be properly seen.
Eclipse tried to delete the footage quickly.
Hearing his own screams wasn’t something he wanted to linger on.
God, the pain from that moment still burned through every damn scratch.
The confrontation with Killcode was a little harder to fudge, mostly because there was the very real possibility that the lunar code would come looking for this specific date and time and figure out he’d been hacked. The loop wouldn’t work if the computer had already tracked his location to the Pizzaplex but nothing showed up on camera.
Moon was always tracking his body.
Or Monty was.
Someone would notice the footage missing.
Eclipse sighed and figured he’d have to bully the computer into lying about Moon's whereabouts, then let Bloodmoon know to do the same, then change the times just in case, then loop the footage in case someone, anyone really, came looking. With enough investigation the hack could be found, but it would hopefully buy Sun and Bloodmoon some time to come up with somewhere to hide him. Or for him to get the hell out of here.
Though that second one was far less likely.
Eclipse sighed and ran his only hand down his face with a tiny scraping sound. Dead-tired white eyes flashed through his memory as he lowered his head. Sun’s declaration of fear had been lingering with him ever since the larger body had left earlier and, like so many other things have been since he came back, it was all so confusing.
Does Moon know about Killcode too? Why would Moon be so angry if he knew that Bloodmoon was keeping the killer code in check? Why did it seem like everyone was more terrified of Moon than the sentient code that was literally created to kill things? Either of them? Any of them?
What had happened in the couple of months he was gone?
Whatever. It didn’t matter as long as Moon didn’t find him. Still though, something was off. Sighing again Eclipse turned back to the bright computer screen to continue the effort to erase his existence from the recent footage. Come to think of it, he’d probably have to change the AI’s code to make sure they didn’t rat him out from spite alone after this. Neither A.I. really liked anyone in the daycare, but they were still created to be Moon's equal in some sense. They were petty enough to choose not to open the portal when their creator was calling for it so they'd definitely be petty enough to give away the tiny bots location after he hacked the system. Silicon keys squished underneath his hand, completely silent in the darkness.
The volume was down on Sun's laptop so as not to bother the twins or alert anyone that happened to walk by, so it was easy to hear when the mumbling began.
At first he ignored it. Sounds in the night weren’t something he’d ever really thought of before, but soon the mumbling turned into whimpering and Eclipse turned, realizing as he came out of his own coding haze that Sun had gone home that night and he was alone with their guard.
Bloodmoon was crying.
The same terrified, desperate whimpers and whines Hazard had been making when he’d learned they could be a danger to those they’d come to love. Eclipse rubbed one eye with the good hand and wobbled precariously to his feet. It didn’t take long to reach the edge of the desk and look down to where the red protector had curled themselves up to sleep, close enough to keep the smaller of them from falling and causing more damage to himself in the event he fell.
Even from up here Eclipse knew they were both asleep. There was no one piloting the body tonight. He could tell because the normally big, bright pentagrams that filled their blackened sockets were gone leaving them empty and dark.
Their voices didn’t overlap, didn’t even make it out of their open mouth as their body lay slack-jawed on the floor. The driver's seat was empty, but the car was still running. Claws sharp enough to tear metal apart twitched and tore at the body's chest and the floor, gouging deep marks as they went. Animalistic whimpers and whines were forced out as the nanites they were made of shot in various directions with whatever emotions ran through the pair's mind.
A nightmare.
Don’t ask how he knew, but Eclipse knew it was a nightmare.
The smaller code sighed and looked around before spotting the unsolved rubix cube across the desk. Moving carefully he made his way over to the puzzle toy and leaned against it, stumbling badly as it slid easily across the smooth surface.
Eclipse huffed, slightly annoyed.
Of course it wasn’t going to be as difficult as the round ball across the carpet of the theater, even at this size and with this amount of damage.
The little bot tried again, more aware of the lack of friction, and was able to quickly slide the cube right above the sleeping twin's body. After taking a moment to make sure he was lined up properly (and could hobble to hide behind the laptop quickly enough) a tiny orange body shoved with all its might against the light plastic and sent it skittering off the edge of the desk.
He turned and tried hard to run quickly away. After a moment there was a very distinct smack! sound as plastic hit metal and a snarl as one of the two slid in to pilot the body against the attack. There was a pause, and then a huff.
Eclipse managed to hide behind the open laptop lid just as a red tipped hand slapped down on the desk edge and familiar pentagram eyes squinted against the still bright screen. Bloodmoon blinked and growled, clearly wondering how the cube managed to fall on them and where their ward had gone off to.
Small fans rattled with a deep inhale.
“Didn’t know murderers could get nightmares.” Eclipse remarked sarcastically.
Hiding behind a computer meant it came off as pretty pathetic, but hey, he wasn’t keen on a repeat of the previous night. Colorful eyes snapped to where he peeked out from the lid and the smaller animatronic thought they were about to reach over and grab him again, but their hand never left the edge. Instead, they blinked and looked down. Their head dipped and when it returned their other hand held the cube within sight.
“You…puzzled us awake?”
There it was. There was the overlapping tones, the two voices that mixed and matched to become one in a body made of two. The voice held confusion more than malice or sadistic glee right now, but still, it was Bloodmoon's voice. It wasn’t the desperate whimpers of a cornered animal and that's all Eclipse cared about at the moment.
He scoffed.
“I’m working and your stupid wounded dog sounds were interrupting me. Besides,” He snarked, flashing his own sharped tooth grin as best he could. “this is the only way I’m able to hit you back.”
The pair stared at him for a minute in pure silence before their grin stretched wide, catching the white light of the laptop screen, and they laughed aloud. Not a snicker or a sadistic chuckle, a full, open mouthed laugh that sounded so close to something Sun would make. One hand gently put the cube back in its spot while the other came to rest on their cheek as they howled with laughter in the dark room.
“You little snake!” They howled.
An orange pupil looked away, annoyed by their laughter.
“Well this snake is the reason you stopped seeing whatever it was you were seeing so f*ck off!” He exclaimed, leaning out from behind the lid. The twins shook their head and stood straight, towering over the desk once again. One hand lifted and waved, gesturing for him to come out of hiding.
“Come out from there. We are not mad you snapped us awake. After what we were seeing we’d rather be aware.” One body became two as Hazard and Harvest split apart. Hazard sat in Sun's chair and began to spin in it like a toddler left unsupervised while Harvest kneeled back down to their original spot in front of the desk. Their eyes flicked to the toy gun behind the smaller code and before Eclipse could even think of moving they’d snatched it and brought it to their mouth.
Nanite teeth clacked lightly against the plastic as one half of the red beast indulged in a version of self soothing. The smaller of the codes rolled his eyes and stepped out from behind the lid. If either of them had wanted to grab him they would’ve by now so he figured it was probably safe enough to return to what he was doing.
He sat back down with some difficulty and began working again, this time surrounded by the sounds of the violent twins around him. The flow of his work was thrown off, mostly because the room was no longer quiet, but the odd thing was that Eclipse found that he didn’t actually mind .
The chair Hazard was still spinning in squeaked with each rotation but the squeak was slightly different each time he shifted his body weight to keep it going. An obnoxiously repetitive squeak-squawk-squeak! that shifted in volume every minute or so. The other half was also clearly having a good time if the quiet, manic giggling was anything to go off of. On the other hand Harvest was quieter, but also closer. It wasn’t hard to hear the click-clack-click! of cheap plastic and expensive metal meeting again and again. A quick glance back even showed that this probably wasn’t the first time Harvest had done this. Old teeth marks were visible in the dull blue plastic, just barely illuminated by the light from the computer screen.
He sighed and tried to go back to copying footage.
All traces of the Killcode confrontation had been deleted, now it was just a matter of doing everything else to make it seem legit.
Copy over earlier footage from the day.
Spend time trying to match the date and times so it didn’t look strange on first inspection.
Input new code to silence the computer about his whereabouts, even when asked.
It would also probably be a good idea to scramble the computer's locator in case Moon decided he wanted to confront the mini code face to face. The darker twin hadn’t up to this point, thankfully, but if this hack job was found out there was a chance the more violent of the two would be able to figure out only someone like himself would be capable of such change. Obviously a search would turn up that he was in the daycare and then it would be too late to do anything.
Eclipse sighed and reached to enter a new line of code.
“You’re going to have to pretend like Killcode didn’t come here last night. I’m changing the footage now to hide myself, but to hide me it looks like I’m hiding you so, if Moon asks, you’re gonna have to lie to him.” He remarked absently. He tapped away at rainbow buttons he didn’t deserve. Lying had never been the twins forte, but he was sure they could at least deny any involvement until Moon was even bluer in the face. Besides, the other attendant would have no proof of anything if they did.
Affirmative noises sounded behind him.
“Lying will be easy.” Harvest remarked lazily from his spot. “If it means our stars are safe then we can do it plenty and readily.”
Eclipse paused.
There it was again.
The nagging idea that everyone here was more afraid of Moon than they should be.
“It’s Moon. Of course they’ll be safe. Shouldn’t you be more worried about the murderous code in his head?” The mini asked without bothering to look over. Harvest scoffed and the sounds of plastic shifting could be heard as they raised their head higher off the desk.
“Killcode we can handle with ease. The truce between him and Moon Man means all that needs to be done to make him freeze is to call our stars to see that control of the body he’s seized. Since he doesn’t want to be perceived he retreats back quickly enough when attention is achieved.”
He huffed angrily and dropped back down with a muffled thump!
“If the moon would listen to us, of this diseased presence we could be relieved. But no. Clearly all our protection so far has been for show. Even if we protect our stars no matter the blow.”
They sounded so annoyed, but still that didn’t explain why anyone seemed scared .
“Well it’s not been for show, but that doesn’t mean that can’t change. Moon’s always been about as paranoid as I am so that checks out.” Eclipse said with an eyeroll. Honestly Moon always wanted to act like he was so much better than the abandoned code but at the end of the day half of what Eclipse is once belonged to him.
A shattered mirror image.
His paranoia, his self loathing, his kill code, all left behind in someone who he’d come to resent as a rival to his own intelligence.
And it hadn’t even mattered in the end.
Those traits hadn’t truly been left behind.
“Still though, you’re really scared of Moon more than Killcode?” The little remarked incredulously, turning to briefly look at one half of the red murderer. Harvest’s white pupil flicked to meet his own orange one as he snarled, low and dangerous. Hazard slowed his spinning, apparently only now tuning in to the conversation.
“We fear none but that-” He cut himself off with another deep snarl that had Eclipse leaning back slightly. The sound stopped a moment later, but still. Hazard looked between his brother and his ward and returned to his fun, satisfied he wasn’t needed for this particular conversation. Harvest let out another huff. “He has already caused our stars to run from here. Your twin should be your other half, not treated as lowly staff.”
Puzzlement quickly overrode Eclipses’ fear.
“Coming from you that means something. Sun ran off at some point because of what Moon did? What did he do?”
Harvest stood now towering over the smaller code before leaning in close. Their pentagram eye washed his little body in pink light on one side as they glared directly into his own singular pupil.
“Act. Like. You.”
Eclipse leaned back, his fans kicking into a higher gear once again. Hazard still spun in the chair off to the side so he didn’t think Harvest planned on hurting him (the more animalistic of the pair would certainly stop to revel in it if that was the case) but those words didn’t exactly fill the man with confidence in his own safety.
Harvest rumbled deep in their chest.
“Angry words the moon swore and light casing he would have tore if we had not been there to even the score.” Eclipses’ eye’s widened at their words. “It was not our poor excuse for a father that sent him off his rocker. It was his hatred for me and my other trying to prove we were not a threat to his brothers that almost got one of our starlight's smothered.”
Moon had tried to hurt Sun?
Had maybe tried to kill him?
If the lunar model had made a deal with Killcode not to hurt his family then it couldn’t have been his influence causing that rage. Killcode kept his deals, if only for the leverage he could create later. No, just like Sun was very capable of being angry even without Eclipse in his head, so too was Moon able to be violent without influence from the code that originally made him as such. If Killcode wasn’t to blame for something bad happening with Sun then that meant…
Moon acted on his own.
Tiny eyes stared past Harvest even as they lowered themselves back to their original place on the ground. Visions of shattered eyes and dying pleas played across the violent suns mind as he tried to understand how Moon could become so violent toward his own brother. The same brother that Moon claimed he’d fight tooth and nail for not a few months ago, before Eclipse had been trapped down in that bunker.
Harvest picked up the gun again and chomped down on it. There was a vicious crack! and they quickly tore away, guiltily looking down at where the toy was now clearly split by a large crack. They leaned away, trying not to do that again.
“It is the moon we fear if we are not there to take the ire that drips from our celestial peer.” Harvest remarked. Hazard had also gone silent as he spun, sharing the thoughts of his brother though less able to express them in words.
“Our lights faded.” Hazard said as he slowed. “In our minds' eyes, we were forced to say goodbye.”
“I know what you mean.” Eclipse mumbled. Both twins looked at him and he’d realized he’d said that loudly enough to be heard.
Whelp.
Fuck.
No turning back now.
“I…had a nightmare like that too. Sun had to wake me up earlier because I was thrashing so hard.”
The red twins looked at each other, then back at him, their heads tilted in opposite directions in intrigue. A single orange hand waved in the air quickly as Eclipse turned back to the computer abruptly. “Whatever! I don’t want to talk about it. Now leave me alone to fake this footage.” He commanded, knowing full well they were unlikely to listen to him. But, to his silent surprise, the two halves of Bloodmoon returned to their previous activities without another word.
Hazard began to spin again, giggling like a psycho every now and then, and Harvest more gently bit at the fake weapon in his hand. The sounds from earlier were no less distracting, but it was now more familiar and paying attention to that or the lines of code in front of him was so much easier than unraveling the mysteries of a family he hated.
Did he hate them?
He’d been so desperate to keep Sun alive earlier. Desperate in a way he hadn’t felt since first waking up and realizing that he, that Moon , had split himself just to get away from the violence code that made him up. That he’d been left alone to rot because he wasn’t good enough.
He thought he hated Sun, even if it was far less than the one who abandoned him, but everyday it was getting harder and harder to say that. Every act of random, idiotic kindness made that knife twist deeper and the only thing that ever made it stop was seeing Sun smile. Was seeing the light come back to his eyes even because of something stupid, like Bloodmoon practically turning into a blanket in his lap. Or Eclipse making that boogeyman remark earlier.
Did he hate Lunar? He hadn't seen the kid since coming back but Sun and Bloodmoon talk about him with such love it was hard to see the kid that betrayed him back in October. Sun even said that Lunar only wanted to love him, even after all he’d done, and Eclipse didn’t know what to do with that.
Your twin should be your other half, not treated as lowly staff.
The smaller eclipse variant wasn’t his twin, but he was built to be his brother. Eclipse knew he hadn’t treated the younger code well when he’d been in charge, apparently like Moon was doing now. Maybe…maybe a programmed connection wasn’t enough to keep someone by your side if you treat them like “lowly staff…”
Besides, even if there were still negative feelings about being betrayed, Lunar was now stuck with both Moon and Killcode and after hearing even a vague overview of another incident Eclipse wasn’t sure he wanted Lunar to suffer anymore.
Maybe he’d done enough to the child.
And even now, tiny and maimed, he couldn’t even hate Bloodmoon. They’d found somewhere that wanted them despite everything they are and it wasn’t because they forced their way in, or because they were a tool and little else, or even because Sun and Lunar cared that they were a guard for them. It was just because they cared about someone other than each other. They’d found their home and they were defending it from people like him.
People that deserved to be hurt.
Moon. Right now Moon was the only one Eclipse could still say he hated with everything he was. Moon was always the target from the start, with everyone else being stepping stones or tools used to further the mini’s goal to make the lunar attendant regret leaving him behind. But even that reason seemed to be falling to the wayside the more time he spent with these tools. He wasn’t mad that Moon left him behind when he heard about Sun being afraid, he hated that the dim twin made Sun scared.
Never before had he felt anything like he had in these last few days. Fear and desperation and confusion. Anger and violence had always driven him forward but with that drive being partially the reason he was like this in the first place it begged the question, was anything he was doing worth it?
Maybe nobody cared about him, but was that really his fault?
Is it my fault I’m alo-
Something sharp touched right in between his shoulders. The smaller froze. There were still squeaking noises coming from somewhere behind him and to the left so it wasn’t Hazard, (how long had he been spinning now? Wasn’t he dizzy yet? Apparently not because that twin was still happily giggling) but Harvest’s chewing had gone suspiciously quiet since last he’d checked.
The claw on his back slowly began to slide down and Eclipse flinched away, desperately twisting to swat it away with his good hand. Battered fans wheezed into a higher gear as he turned to meet Harvest’s eyes with fear in his own duel optics.
“What the f*ck are you doing?” He snapped as best he could through the terror.
Harvest took their hand back, hovering it over the small bot rather than returning it to the gun in their other hand, and grinned from behind the plastic. “You’re shaking.” He said quietly. The claw came down and reached past him to gently tap his back. The squeak of Sun's chair came to an abrupt stop as Hazard paused his fun to watch his sibling. “You’re so clearly aching, you’re mind breaking. Your fear of us is just and we do not apologize for doing what we must to keep our stars intact in their casing, but…”
Eclipse barely breathed as the sharp claw stopped tapping and instead rested lightly on his back and began to move up and down soothingly.
He stared in disbelief as one half of the murderer he built tried to comfort him.
“We promise we’re not faking.” Hazard rumbled from where he sat. His single red pupil was tiny against the black of his socket, the way he normally looked when angry, but as his tongue began to loll out of his mouth he actually put a hand up to push it back in. “If you want to help us with our stars saving we will do our best to ease your quaking. Promise.”
They hadn’t broken a promise yet.
To him or to Sun.
Eclipse let out a shaky breath as his mind raced to catch up to what was happening.
Hazard purred from his spot, matched perfectly by his brother. “Easy. We’ll be gentle until into a new mental state you can settle.”
Slowly, a tiny orange body turned back to the computer and put a hand on the keyboard. He took a deep breath in to try and steady his racing fans. In his mind he knew that Hazard, at very least, was reacting to his fear. Sensing that he was broken and scared and therefore easy prey. But, instead of doing anything they’d done for Sun, this time it was quiet and calm.
This time the hunt never started.
The claw returned to his back but this time he didn’t turn around, just lowered his head the same way Sun had earlier when he’d been screaming those terrible things.
Had Moon said something like that before? Had Sun been hearing his brother's words from his worst enemy? Had Bloodmoon been so angry not just because they didn’t like Eclipse, but because they were seeing the same abuse he hurled at Sun being thrown at home?
The claw scratched lightly down his back, not hard enough to even scratch his already damaged paint. It strangely felt…safe? It shouldn’t, given who was behind him. Whose claw was touching him. He knew everything about Bloodmoon. How violent they were, how attached to each other they were, how indestructible they were, but this was a side he’d never seen.
They weren’t even this gentle with the daytime attendant.
“I didn’t mean to…to yell at Sun.” Eclipse wheezed quietly as he stared at the screen blankly. “I don’t know why I did. I was just…mad.”
“We know.” Came the unified reply.
Maybe Sun was right.
He didn’t know everything about them anymore.
Notes:
Oh hey look. A break.
Also here's a picture of the toy gun Harvest was chewing on. Its based off that one time Sun said he had a gun in a video and it was very clearly a nerf pull-to-shoot of some kind. I picked a small one.
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Chapter 15: 15
Notes:
And Suns back! Thank god!
No warnings for this chapter y'all! Also, chapters may slow down since I've started a new job and I'm a little all over the place right now beware of that.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Hey!” Sun's voice called as the door opened. “I’m back! Good morning!’
Eclipse groaned and rolled over, trying to ignore him, only for his plastic bed to go flying as Bloodmoon (who had returned to being one body sometime in the night) tore across the room. After a small-because-he’s-small yelp they paused long enough to catch the tub and stop him from soaring out of it, but then turned right back to their master to throw their arms around him. Sun laughed and held them too before realizing what had just happened and looking toward his tiny ward.
The orange mini huffed and hauled himself upright, glaring angrily at them.
He spent a good long time last night after their talk getting the footage to look realistic enough for Moon to not ask questions (as well as the other things that were needed) and so he didn’t get to bed until very late. While it was apparent his battery never ran down his mind was nowhere close to the same and he was tired after the terror and revelations of the night before.
“Bloody be careful! You could’ve hurt him!” Sun exclaimed. He broke free from the hug and made his way over, offering a hand which Eclipse quickly scrambled into as a pink shoe slammed down nearby again. It wasn’t close to him (their body had split in a rather creepy manner to make sure of that) but with the way they were acting it was probably safer to be in someone's hand rather than the floor.
Sun smiled down at him once he was close and sighed exasperatedly. “I’m sorry I left you alone. Were you alright? I know you were really afraid of them yesterday.”
Deep rumbles
Angry snarls
Gentle claws
Quiet words
Eclipse huffed.
“I’m not dead yet.” He scoffed. He shifted in the sun's hand and brushed against their still damaged fingers. A grimace fell across his features as something dawned on the tiny bot. It now made sense why Sun hadn’t gone to his brother for repairs if Moon really was being more violent than normal.
After another moment of readjusting a single hand gestured at the broken digits. “We really should-” A pause as he looked up and something caught his eye.
“What happened to your face?”
Sun’s expression dropped.
Bloodmoon snapped to attention from behind the attendant at those words.
They scrambled over from their spot by the bed before practically throwing Sun around in a circle to look at him properly. Eclipse clung to blue clothes with a yelp, having not expected the twins to do that, before reorienting himself and twisting to see up again. Sun stammered as both the red pair and the orange mini looked intently at his face where, barely noticeable against his bright casing, there were small cracks running from his eye down his cheek all the way to the chin.
“It’s not what you think?” The yellow caretaker offered uncertainly.
Bloodmoon lost it.
Eternally bloodied hands left blue covered arms and grabbed the white edge of their jester cap and they leaned forward. Pink shoes backed quickly away as they snarled. Violently, they tossed their head back and forth as though both sides were fighting for control of the nanites that made them up. Their body lowered and their claws grew significantly larger, dragging down and through their face in a way that caused their image to ripple and distort disturbingly. Eclipse leaned against Sun knowing full well the damage they could do if they chose to lunge right now.
They weren’t going to.
Because they wouldn’t hurt Sun.
But still.
Pentagram eyes shone brightly even in the light as they turned to leave. Sun reached and just barely managed to catch the end of one of the little tail things they had when combined with his good hand. This was enough to make them stop but before anyone could say anything they whirled on him and growled like a feral animal.
Eclipse huddled closer to the blue shirt behind him.
Sun didn’t even wince.
“Bloody wait-”
“Did Moon do this?! What of Little Lu, did he hurt him too? Oh that bastard will rot when we find him! Shuttered lab or not!”
Red nanites split apart and seemingly crumbled to dust in the daylight attendant's grip as they immediately broke away and stalked for the door with a dangerous look in their eyes. Sun scrambled to catch up to them and was able to grab hold of their arm with his damaged hand just before the door actually opened for them.
“Jesus!” The mini yelled as he struggled to stay in the suns hand.
“No no no! Nothing happened last night except Lunar wanting to put up a new shelf in his room and me misjudging the strength of the cheap screws I bought!” Sun exclaimed while wincing at the strain put on his bent appendages. Eclipse, meanwhile, was desperately pressing himself against the largers chest in a herculean effort not to go flying.
Switching from hand to hand was not a fun experience!
“I was sitting under it looking at the screws and one gave out and the corner fell on my face! It’s not even that bad! I’m fine!”
Bloodmoon stopped, probably only because they figured out which hand was holding them, and glared at Sun. “You’ve never before thought of us as so dim.” They growled. “You’re saying this was an accident and not someone's angry whim?” Sun nodded and let them go. He held the mini a bot more securely now that he had the murderer's full attention.
Damaged fingers twitched and Eclipse knew warnings were flashing in those white eyes before being blinked away quickly. He tried to reach out his good hand and settle them back into their bent position, if only to keep the joints from getting worse from moving back and forth, but it was difficult while he was unable to balance properly.
“Yes! I promised I’d text you if something happened and nothing did! Come on, you know I wouldn’t lie to you about this! Eclipse! Back me up here!”
The mini looked up, startled at being addressed so abruptly. Two (technically three) pairs of eyes looked down at him as he now sat still after readjusting himself in Sun's grip. Finally having found some semblance of balance he shot Sun a ‘why did you drag me into this?’ face and was met with a pleading look back.
He sighed.
“Bring me closer. I can’t see the cracks well with the damage to my eyes.” He groaned as his only hand dragged over one eye.
Sun sighed in relief and carefully lifted the tiny body closer to his face.
A quick look showed that while yes, it looked like something had hit him head on, the cracks were far too small and thin for whatever it was to have been very heavy, large, or moving fast when it hit. If the shelf corner hit the edge of the eye socket (which is already a pretty easy to break spot on any of the animatronic models he knew) then presumably these were the cracks that would appear.
He knew what it looked like when a faceplate cracked apart from a fists impact.
They’d be deeper, more jagged.
These weren’t made from being hit.
More so though, Eclipse knew what Sun looked like when he lied. He was pretty sure everyone did. The fidgeting hands, the looking away, the almost intelligible stuttering that would take over his voice were all things that Sun did when he was lying through his teeth. Then again…they were also things he already did as an anxious individual. He wasn’t doing any of that now so most would assume he was telling the truth.
But Eclipse, especially at this size, could see more.
Beneath tiny, damaged legs yellow hands shook so minutely it couldn’t be seen unless you were looking for it. From so close he could see what were supposed to be bright pools of white were dim around the edges while still glowing brightly in the middle, something that could only be seen because he was so close to Sun's face. The bright middle mimicked how Bloodmoon's pupils shone when distressed, a remnant from when the daylight caretaker shared a body with someone who had pupils of their own, but his shone with fear rather than anger like the bleeding twins.
From this close he could hear how large fans stuttered once, then eased into normal rhythm, before stuttering again, like Sun was desperately trying to hold his breath but couldn’t last more than a couple seconds before gasping for air. Rays that click-click-clicked around his head as Eclipse surveyed the damage showed warping whenever they were still for too long, as though long fingers had tried to wrap around them more than once.
In short, these cracks weren’t caused by Moon.
There was a shadow behind his eyes, so something absolutely happened, but that something didn’t cause this damage.
“He’s fine and not lying.” He said, waving his good hand. Sun sighed again and brought the tiny bot back to his chest while Bloodmoon huffed and growled, clearly upset at the loss of a possible hunt. The red pair straightened and their claws shortened. Brilliant lights eased into normal optics. Everything Eclipse clocked while being close remained the same. The stuttered fans, the too bright eyes, the shaking hands, but now there was more movement to hide it all, even to him.
He didn’t comment on it aloud for now.
Bloodmoon huffed and tossed one of the tails of their hat behind them from where it had come to rest on their shoulder. One clawed hand (most likely controlled by Hazard, if Eclipse had to guess) still ran down their face repetitively, but it wasn’t causing them any harm so he didn’t say anything about it. “If you got hurt while we weren’t there…nothing we’d do afterward would be fair.” They crooned, sidling closer to the older of them. “All Moon has to do is dare. ”
“I know.” Sun replied, reaching over to pull the hand away.
Their anger had eased the moment they heard those words. It wasn’t gone by any stretch of the imagination, but it had eased.
Moon was safe.
For the moment.
Speaking of their anger…
“We need to get to Parts and Service to check your code. The longer we leave this alone the worse it could get and I don’t want a repeat of that if I’m right.” He remarked loudly enough that everyone looked down at him again. Wow he hated it when they did that! Two (technically three) giants looking down at him while one literally held his life in their hands was hardly a comforting sight.
“Right! But we’re going to open soon so I can’t come with you…” Sun exclaimed, looking up toward the door. Beyond which being where the tower opened into the main daycare. A thought seemed to be being tossed around his head and once it settled he looked back down at the mini in his grasp and smiled.
“I know Bloodmoon hasn’t really touched you since that first night, but do you think you’re comfortable with them carrying you to Parts? They won’t hurt you unless I tell them to or you try to change their codes! I promise!”
It took everything in Eclipse's tiny body not to scoff.
Of course Sun didn’t know about the twins outing the other night, or what had transpired the night before. The smaller wasn’t about to tell him about these things lest the larger worry himself even more over something he absolutely had no control over, but still. It was very hard not to let his face give away these secrets. Good thing he had a damn decent poker face and just enough willpower to keep his mouth shut.
Sun smiled and from down here he didn’t look quite so afraid.
“Don’t worry! I’ll specifically tell them not to again, just in case!” He said enthusiastically
Fuck he was so stupidly sincere.
“I…think I can handle it. It’s been a couple of days after all.” Eclipse sighed, dragging his good hand down his face in a barely hidden grimace he knew Sun would completely misinterpret.
Normally he would’ve taken any opportunity to get the brothers into trouble, but between Sun apparently going through something the night before and what had transpired between the kill code trio around the same time…he was willing to let it slide for now. If only for the minor sense of control hiding that information let him have.
Sun nodded and turned to where Bloodmoon still stood near the door, grin spread wide like always. Clearly they weren’t ready to spill the beans on their less-than-approved outings either. “Okay then. Bloody, you guys take him down to Parts and Service and be nice unless he tries to hurt you first, okay?” Sun pointed a stern finger at the red pair as yellow hands turned red beneath the orange mini. He looked like a scolding parent with the way he was standing.
Not a request this time.
A command.
Bloodmoon snickered and tucked Eclipse carefully against their chest. “We’ll wait until our Second Sun is done before trying to have any more fun. Promise.”
Sun eased up on his scolding posture and gestured at the back of the room.
“Alright then. Use the theater entrance, that way you’re less likely to run into Moon if he’s here. Be safe and let me know what you find okay? Bye!”
And with that the daylight attendant swept out of the room and was gone.
Bloodmoon snickered, their layered voices taking on a teasing tone as they too began to walk out of the room. “Not too keen on telling our Sunshine all he hasn’t seen?”
Now Eclipse did scoff.
Loudly.
“That wouldn’t do anything but get him all riled up. I have stuff to do later I can’t have him hovering just because he can’t keep track of you a**holes every second of the day and night.” He remarked snidely. The door clanged open and Bloodmoon stepped out. Their body hunched, hiding their cargo close to their chest, and quickly made their way to the door that led to the poster entrance in the theater.
“Well, if it’s any solace,” They teased in unison. “we’d also rather leave our menace to the darkness. At least until we know if this restless sickness is born of growing malice and not our normal madness.”
The door next to Suns opened without a sound and Bloodmoon quickly made their way down the long, empty hallway. It was strange, to see this place he’d been running for his life through not what? Three days ago?
The poster door swung open and they were in the dimly lit theater. The red twins were moving quickly already, but their pace picked up more as they passed the rows of seats that watched the empty stage down below. Without thinking about it Eclipse curled a bit closer, trying to duck behind eternally bloodied hands as best he could with the damage to his frame.
It was stupid, given the hands that held him now, but he did it all the same.
The last time he’d been here had been when that damage was being done, and by the one (two?) carrying him no less. Being here was the last time he’d been able to walk properly, the last time two hands stared back at him, the last time his eyes and fans were able to work under stress without stuttering or turning to static. This place was the last place he was whole.
And the place he learned that he didn’t want to die.
Even if backups were still a thing.
Wait…his backups?
Didn’t he want to use those to escape this body?
When did I stop trying to use those?
One red tipped finger tapped gently against this scratched chest, pulling the small violence code from his thoughts momentarily. He looked up but was unable to see the twins' face from here, just a puff of bright red clothing past equally bright red claws. A purr rumbled through the chest Eclipse was pressed against and the little started, wondering what could possibly be making them mad.
“We were honest on what we promised last night.” They crooned in that same tone they used on Sun. “You need not fear while we are here.”
“I…don’t know what you’re talking about.” He grumbled in reply.
It was probably stupid to pretend like these walls weren’t closing in on him.
To act like hearing the Shk! Shk! of pink shoes on carpet was going to elicit any reaction besides terror.
It was most likely stupid to pretend like his fans weren’t desperately trying to kick into a gear they could no longer sustain.
It was ridiculous to pretend like he wasn’t scared in the grasp of a hunter.
But he was going to do it anyway.
The room quickly changed from dim orange and soft carpets to bright lights and fake green flowers as the little trio left through the theater's main entrance and made their way around toward the topside daycare entrance. Eclipse knew that if he looked out right now he’d see the large, fake wooden doors and the security desk. He bet that if he listened hard enough past his dying fans he’d be able to hear Sun finishing up his morning tasks and wondered if he’d be able to see Moon, whose body would no longer be under the control of a code that wanted him for its own.
He huddled a little lower once they’d left the daycare altogether.
It was one thing to hide in Suns room. There were hiding spots for him there, there were at least temporary methods of escape should he be found. There was none of that out here except for in the hands of an animatronic that could very well turn violently insane with little to no warning.
Eclipse knew this place. When he was in Sun’s head this place was his just as much as the celestial twins, no matter how much they grew to hate him. He knew the places no one came to and therefore would be decent hiding spots. He could control the machines and systems of the ‘Plex like he’d built them, bending their codes to his will. He’d never feared this place before.
But that was when he was big .
When he was intact.
When he was feared.
He was none of those things now.
Damaged eyes barely glowed in the shade of the red monster's shadow as they hunched forward, only just able to see a too bright world past the half-bars of red tipped fingers. Maybe he should be more scared of who was holding him, rather than just where he was, but at the moment he couldn’t muster up the will. If Hazard or Harvest were going to go against Sun’s word while in this mindset they would have by now, especially after learning how easy it would be for someone to run these tests without him.
Bloodmoon was still rumbling deeply as he thought of all this and he leaned against the larger body a little more. It was nice, in some foolish way, to believe they were doing it for him and not just because they were worried about their own stability. It was nice to lean into the warmth that radiated off them and just barely feel the nanites that made up the pair-in-one moving slightly all around him, ready to change shape on a whim. It was nice to feel the claws that had hurt him touch his damaged body with such gentleness.
It was nice to believe he could ever be one of their stars.
That he could be someone they crooned their loyalties to.
Not because he forced them, but because all they wanted was to see him safe too.
Because he was theirs as much as they were his.
Eclipse knew that all of this would go away once he was big again. He knew that when he wasn’t at their mercy this rumble would turn to a snarl, those eyes would shrink into nothing, those claws would grow too large to survive. He knew that when he was no longer small and helpless, when they were no longer held back by a sunny command, they’d never sound this way around him again.
He shouldn’t want this.
Because it was going to end.
Still, a half orange face turned until red was all he could see.
Notes:
Idk what kind of fish (if any) are in The Nile river, but Eclipse is certainly among them. My guy is in De Nile. XD
Chapter 16: 16
Notes:
Shorter chapter that's mostly just me wanting to write about how weird my version of Bloodmoon is. XD So no warnings this time!
If it doesn't make sense I can try to clarify in the comments or edit the notes later since, let's face it, this chapter is about explaining robotics and I don't know robotics. Fake it till you make it! Or until people move on and don't think about it anymore!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The trip to Parts and Service wasn’t long.
God he wished it was longer.
But they made it in with no fuss and Eclipse (along with his mini keyboard that had been snatched without him noticing earlier) were placed in front of the completely outdated computer system outside the cylinder. He gave a quick look around, still genuinely paranoid about being caught, before turning and beginning to type commands.
Thank God Moon had modified the hunk of scrap metal to at least be compatible with USB. This would’ve taken forever if he hadn’t. “You two need to be plugged in so I can see your codes so grab the cable that's attached and-” He paused. He looked over at the combined pair. “Do…you even have somewhere you can be plugged into?”
They, too, paused for a moment before shrugging.
“Not in the way you think, but we can make one in a blink. But…” They frowned. “Must we be offline for you to see if there is to be a decline?”
Eclipse shook his head. “Like I told Sun, I’m basically doing what Moons’ done a million times before. Actually, you have to be on otherwise your codes won’t be running as normal and I won’t be able to tell if there’s an anomaly or not. Just get plugged in so we can get back. I don’t want to get caught down here.”
He turned back to the screen for a moment and when he turned back Hazard and Harvest stood together instead of Bloodmoon. He watched as they shot each other a silent look and Harvest moved to the computer, rustling round until they found the cord. Eclipse watched him plug it into the back of his head somewhere and sit down, staring up expectantly.
Hazard stood by, watching intently.
“Wha-why are you apart? I need to check both of your codes!” He exclaimed in an annoyed tone. He wobbled to his feet and turned to fully face them, placing his only hand on his hip.
He tried not to think about how much he looked like Sun right now.
The pair just grinned at him. “Caution.”
“A fight is a bet we’d win.” Harvest said first.
“Against you and a computer though? That’s not a wheel we’d be willing to spin.” Hazard finished after.
The violent sun look-alike grumbled but sat back down.
Of course they don’t trust him. He wasn’t one of theirs so it made sense, both from a logical and animalistic angle, to make sure he couldn’t corrupt both of them at the same time had that been his intention. He also clocked that Harvest, despite being just as capable of violence and malice as his brother, chose to go first. Because he was the calmer of the two voices that made up the one.
Smart.
He hated it.
But he just sighed and started typing. The computer screen was old and wasn’t able to be tilted downward for a better angle so the tiny bot was forced to sit almost at the edge of the table to see the lines of code that flashed by. Hazard never took his eyes off the mini except for once when he clearly tried to read the screen and quickly got hopelessly lost. Harvest, noticing this, also tried to look but didn’t fare much better. Both their faces quickly morphed into downright confusion as the lines moved quickly.
Eclipse scanned it easily, looking for any signs of killcode or any sort of violence protocols.
Animatronics with life were different from those without. Those without run solely on the codes they’re programmed with and therefore are nothing. Just hunks of metal following commands. But animatronics like him, the ‘Plex crowd, and so many others were different. Those without human souls attached to them shouldn’t technically be able to do half the things they do, because it’s not programmed into them. The same goes for those like him, where having a soul or not was debatable at best. This can actually be seen in the lines if you look.
Emotions like sadness, regret, happiness, love, those things will have no physical presence in the code because it’s something granted only by being alive. Something only those with life have. Meanwhile anything that does appear physically, an abundance of anger, what to do in times of emergency, things like that had to specifically be put there by some kind of intelligent mind.
In short, if it was something he could see then it meant it had been coded into their minds and bodies by someone like himself.
As an example he could see the original violence code (now broken and mangled but still intact enough to execute under the right circumstances, but that was hardly a threat now) and he knew that was mostly likely the cause of their normal mannerisms. On the opposite of that, he could see nothing forcing them to rhyme their words with each other each time they speak. Somehow, that was part of who they were as a sentient being.
Things with a physical trail, like the original violence code, could be taken out or tweaked.
Things like how happy someone is couldn’t without adding outside code.
And as Eclipse scanned he saw nothing that looked even remotely like Killcode. No triggers, no commands, no nothing that would indicate the red pair was a ticking time bomb for the more-or-less helpless daycare attendant.
There was, oddly, an internal marker of how far away the Hazard body was currently from the Harvest body, but besides that there was no indication of what that could be for. Eclipse knew the twins were attached at the hip more often than not, but he never thought it could be literally hard wired into their minds to keep track of each other. Hmm. Yet another thing he apparently didn’t know about the murder he’d once built. Still though, that in and of itself wasn’t deadly.
Relief washed over the smaller offshoot as he came up empty again and again.
At very least, Harvest was safe.
There was one thing that seemed off though.
“I’m not seeing anything bad that wasn’t already there, but it looks like you have even less code than someone like me. Which is weird because I know I gave you everything required to run when I made you…” The mini remarked out loud. The twins blinked at each other, not understanding what he meant by that.
“Is that…bad?” Harvest asked.
“According to what I’m looking at you shouldn’t be able to stand let alone do half the things you do! What the…where’s the rest of your base code? Surely it couldn’t have gotten deleted after your death…You’d be a vegetable if that were the case…”
“Should worry be had? What's wrong with my other? Is something wrong with my brother?” Hazard asked, agitated.
Eclipse stared in incredulously at the screen before him and wondered if his optics were finally giving up on him. Now that he was looking at the code as a whole it was becoming clearer and clearer that Harvest didn’t have the code that even a non-sentient animatronic would have. There were no lines for movement, for example. But one look at the floor showed one half of the red murderer was able to move perfectly as they rose to their knees, trying to read code his mind couldn’t comprehend. His other half looked frantically between him and the smaller Sun look-alike as he grew more and more agitated.
Tiny rays let out an imitating click-click-click! as the mini thought hard.
Incomplete code…
Other half…
Wait!
“Harvest, switch with Hazard. I need to see something.” He's commanded, waving vaguely in their respective directions. He fully expected them to grumble and growl, or outright refuse since he hadn’t explained what was seemingly wrong yet and Hazard was the far less rational of the two.
They hadn’t trusted him earlier for that very reason so there was no reason to believe that would change when he was being even more cryptic.
But, surprisingly, Harvest Immediately disconnected from the computer and handed the cord to his sibling with none of the earlier caution. This time when Eclipse dove in he wasn't looking for dangerous code in specific, he was just looking . Sure enough, Hazard also lacked half the code a normal, or even abnormal animatronic like himself, would need to function. Though his seemed to be missing different parts, such as anything pertaining to memory.
But that wasn't why the smaller had them switch.
No, he expected that outcome.
What hadn’t been expected was that the two missing halves of code seemed to line up to each other.
“Mother f*cker! You’re literally two halves of a whole!” He exclaimed.
The twins looked at him in confusion. Harvest put one hand on his brother and opened his mouth to speak but was cut off by Eclipse’s startled “What the-!” when the screen went from being half blank to full of code! Damaged eyes stared in openmouthed shock as the holes that had been there moments before simply… filled themselves in properly!
There were the memory lines that hadn’t been there before.
There were the movement lies.
Still no kill code anywhere to be seen.
Harvest took his hand off Hazard and stood. He planted his hands on his hips in clear annoyance as he glared down at the miniature bot. “What’s going on? We haven’t got until the next dawn!”
Again half the screen fell blank as the pair separated.
“It looks like something should be wrong with you two, because you each seem to be missing a lot of the basic code that should let you function. But, when you touched Hazard just now, the code fixed itself.” Eclipse remarked, just barely able to talk past the gears turning in his head. “When you said you're two halves of a whole I thought you were just saying sh*t. I thought you two just didn't like being apart, but this shows that you are literally two halves of Bloodmoon!”
The twins looked at each other, then back at him and in confusion narrowed their eyes.
He waved dismissively.
“It means there's nothing wrong with you technically. You function fine and have been since I've seen you, but this is unprecedented! I've never seen an animatronic exist with only half their base code who wasn't a vegetable! Which brings up the question of how your bodies know how to do anything if that code is in the other brother's nanites…wait!” He snapped his fingers. “You’re made of unstable nanites!”
He jumped up, wobbled precariously for a minute, then whirled around as best he could to glare at them as a lightbulb went off in his mind.
The twins' nanites were moving beneath him on the way here. Earlier it had been kind of a comfort, something he’d never be able to realize unless he was that close to them, but now it was bringing up a whole new world of ideas and possibilities! With unstable machines (or machines that were not locked to one body shape) Bloodmoon’s body had to literally be connecting with their siblings' nanites at all times in case a change had to happen. Going from one to two, elongating claws, changing appearances, anything like that! That meant that each individual machine was always sending signals to the others and that’s where the code lies! In every single nanite as they communicate back and forth on a level too small to be picked up!
That’s why Harvest could move even though movement lines were left in Hazard when apart! Or why Hazard doesn't get short term memory loss when those lines are left in Harvest!
But, Wait.
That means…
The twins LITERALLY can't be separated from each other.
Well, they obviously can separate consciousnesses, but Eclipse was willing to bet every bit of metal in his body they couldn't be locked in separate rooms without dire consequences.
After all, what happens when you tear a brain in two?
As separate sentient beings they'd survive, but it wasn't hard to see that bad things would happen should you disconnect the rational side from the insane side, or remove the safety Hazard gives from the intelligence Harvest possesses. That’s why that internal distance marker was there! It's the nanites keeping track of their own code while separated!
Lost in thought as he was, Eclipse didn't even notice when Harvest, leaving Hazard connected to the system, walked over and stood in front of him until a red hand swept him off his feet. The mini genius let out a yelp as he fell before looking up into annoyed duel eyes.
“Are. We. Safe?”
Oh yeah. The entire reason they’d come down here in the first place was to check for kill codes and protocols. Eclipse huffed and rolled his eyes as he tried to sit up in Harvests hands. Thankfully the larger wasn’t holding him like a goddamned doll this time, but that just made it all the more annoying to move while missing an arm. Wriggling a bit let the smaller reorient enough to turn and see the screen again. Since Hazard was still connected his gaze raked across each line, searching as he’d done for Harvest. After a moment he let out a sigh he was unable to smother in time.
“Yeah. You’re both free from any kind of violence except your own.”
And suddenly the weight had been lifted from the room. Like a blanket being thrown off in the morning, the tension burning through all three animatronics present instantly released
They were safe.
He was safe.
Sun was safe.
After the twins had both eased up Eclipse grumbled. “Can you put me down now?”
Harvest snickered, once again at ease in their own body, and carefully placed him down again. The smallest of them looked back at the computer. One little hand reached over to scroll through, his mind a mess of questions and theories on how they were alive and moving and what all this meant for the twins and Sun. Now that the tension had passed his mind was back to its normal shuffle of thoughts and ideas.
Not to mention what this could mean for himself and his own code's potential flaws.
It was so strange.
He knew what he’d made them to be, but this wasn’t it. Nothing about this was what he’d intended when that mindscape version of himself had set out to make an accelerant to the kill code in Moon's mind. He’d meant for Bloodmoon to be a mindless virus, a husk of anger and bloodlust that would drive Moon further into the depths of insanity and, by proxy, give Eclipse every opportunity to get the star and rewrite the world.
Back when he’d thought that controlling Killcode would be that easy.
Back when Killcode wasn’t a person, just a program.
Back when things made even a little bit of sense.
But then Bloodmoon had grown sentient. That in-and-of-itself was off, a by-product of some kind that the violent sun had never bothered to learn, but then that was compounded when two voices came out of a singular body. Two minds where only one had been programmed. It had been odd, but then they'd wanted blood. Then they’d run off into god knows where swearing they’d kill him for trying to control them. Then he’d realized he’d made a weapon he couldn’t control.
Wasn’t that the story of his life? First Bloodmoon, then Lunar, then Killcode. All people he wanted to use for himself and lost everything for it.
But looking at this was different. Seeing how despite their violence and mania, the red twins really did come to care about people outside of themselves. Not a lot of people by any means, but it was more than they were ever meant to do. A guardian and friend, a line of defense against those like himself both orange and blue. Nothing like what they’d been programmed to be. Nothing like what Eclipse had meant for them to be so long ago.
Bloodmoon had become a person.
And he didn’t know when that had happened.
And so, just like the animatronic he took after most in personality, he didn’t think about it too hard.
He just started researching.
To his surprise, now that things had calmed down, the twins were more than willing to keep switching back and forth so he could see each version of their code. They even humored him whenever he requested they make contact so the code would appear whole again. They were grinning widely, eyes set to wide pupils where they relaxed on the floor. They stared at the mini as he carried on about their minds, understanding nothing but seemingly content just to let him talk.
It was nice. This was something he’d sort of done with Lunar back in October during their takeover, but he’d had even less patience for the child then he even had now so it never felt quite as nice as this. It was something he’d envied about Sun and Moon’s relationship. Sun may not have understood a damn thing Moon was saying, but he listened and tried to engage regardless.
It pissed off Eclipse that he couldn’t have that too.
Maybe it’s just because back then he hadn’t been beaten yet. His plans had been going well and he was on track to rule a new world of his own making before it all came crumbling down. Maybe it was just because he was small and damaged and fighting hadn’t helped him so far.
Maybe that Eclipse was a different person than the tiny one sitting in front of the computer.
He quickly shook that thought away. He was Eclipse, the arrogant, angry, abandoned code the celestial twins hated because he hated them first. Maybe he was willing to leave Sun out of his plans in the future, but there were still plans for the future to be made. He didn’t know how to change, so he didn’t. Simple as that.
Still though, just like earlier, this was nice while it lasted.
Unfortunately, they were so distracted they didn’t notice someone was at the door to Parts and Service until the doors flew wide open. Eclipse, Hazard, and Harvest all whirled to see-
A child?
Notes:
Ain't Hazard and Harvest weird? I love these stupid little murder gremlins so much.
Hey, who's the kid?
Chapter 17: 17
Notes:
How good with children is Eclipse again?
TW for fear and talk of violence. Nothing really happens, but just be warned. And away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Well, not necessarily.
Upon closer inspection, it wasn’t a normal child, it was an animatronic.
Eclipse stood as fast as he could, trying to take in their features at this distance. Short, with a Moon-like faceplate and dual eyes. One white with a big blue pupil and the other black with a big red pupil.
White blue for Moon.
Black and red for Killcode.
Their eyes had the same little wing Sun had, except on both instead of just one. Freckles dotted across where their nose would be in humans and big round, darker blue cheeks made them look more akin to a Funtime model than a Celestial one.
This one wore different clothes than the basic jester outfit too. A navy long-sleeved shirt combined with a pale blue hood that stretched down to the child's back, resembling Moon's hat in a way. There was even a little ball at the end. A bright blue bow separated blue-black shorts from the shirt and there were no shoes to be seen. Their sleeves were too big for them, draping over their hands as they stood in the doorway, stunned. A thin, string-like tail flicked behind them, topped with a glowing yellow star.
Who the hell was this?
Why did they look vaguely like Moon?
What the hell were they doing in the Pizzaplex when they were about to open?
A rather normal (at this point) sense of confusion washed over Eclipse as the small child-sized (for them at least. The kid had to be at least five foot meaning he was bigger than any human child) animatronic began to almost literally shake in his boots.
Why does he look so afraid? No one should know who Bloodmoon or I am except for the celestial family and Monty.
The combined eyes of two Moon variants landed directly on the damaged miniature on the desk before sliding, slowly, over to the bleeding twins.
“Bloody?” A small voice asked.
Eclipse reeled as realization hit him square in the face.
That was Lunar!
Lunar stood in front of them right now!
In a body he’s never seen before, sure, but that voice was still the same. The high pitched, childish squeak that always fell from his mouth back in early October, before the kid had found the strength to fight back and tell Eclipse to go fuck himself and his revenge plans.
All at once, the world stopped spinning as something else bubbled to life in the mini sun's mind.
Lunar didn’t know he was here.
Damaged eyes turned to the Bloodmoon twins to see their reaction. Instead of the calm, arrogant grins that had just so recently returned to their faces there was the same terror they’d shown in Sun's room. The same fear that had paralyzed them outside the daycare’s main doors that night. Their eyes were small and nanites spiked in all directions as they too realized the gravity of the situation.
“Say something!” Eclipse hissed at them through gritted teeth.
The twins only whimpered. Harvest stood with Hazard, hand wrapped tightly around his siblings arm as the same choking, desperate whines fell out of his mouth. Hazard, for his part, was frozen with one hand covering his face while the other held his siblings arm, head swinging back and forth as he fought against the instinct to hunt down whatever was scaring his twin, despite there being nothing to hunt. Whimpered rumbles and soft snarls dripped from his mouth as the more insane of the pair lost where he was in the world.
Clearly, they were going to be of no help here.
Lunar flicked his tail behind him, tapping the double doors he’d flung open with reckless abandon moments before. His eyes flicked from Eclipse to the twins and then, unfortunately, to the cord that was connecting Harvest to the cylinder’s computer. Different colored eyes widened and heterochromic pupils shrank in fear as he reached out a hand and took a tiny step forward, as if he was going to try and unplug it from all the way over there.
“You’re…oh no…” He breathed.
Eclipse noticed where he was looking and growled to himself, knowing how bad this all looked.
“It’s not what-”
The truth that sounded like a lie wasn’t even fully said before Lunar had turned and bolted through the double doors, slamming them behind him. Eclipse cursed and started looking around, wondering how the three of them could get out of here without being seen.
There was rockstar row, all of the doors to the greenrooms were right there after all, but that seemed obvious. It would be child's play for someone like Moon to find them on the cameras even if he didn’t know exactly which door they went up to escape. They’d never make it back to the daycare without being seen.
He couldn’t let Bloodmoon get caught with him.
All their lives could depend on it.
Before Eclipse could snap something to the twins about doing something useful Hazard shot away from his sibling and was out the double doors before the mini could even process they were gone. In a panic a tiny body sluggishly turned to the remaining larger red and began to gesture wildly at them.
“What is he doing?! We have to get you two out of here before Moon comes and gets a reason to decommission you! Call him back!” The smaller of the two cried in angry exasperation. Harvest just put a hand to his mouth and tried to chew on it while making distressed whining noises. Damaged rays twitched with annoyance. He didn’t know how to make them stop! He isn’t Sun!
Before another word could be said there was a scream from the hallway outside and Eclipse shot to look at the door so quickly he thought his neck would snap in two.
Was Hazard hunting?!
No, no he’d checked! There were no violence codes, no kill codes, nothing that would make Hazard dangerous unless he chose to be dangerous! Was it a hunting thing? Did Hazard see Lunar as prey right now? That didn’t make sense because Eclipse had been this afraid in front of the more manic side not twenty-four hours ago and the other was perfectly capable of keeping himself contained! And that was for him , someone Bloodmoon was only protecting on Sun's orders. Lunar was theirs so there should be no reason they couldn’t hold their mind!
Did he miss something?
Was he wrong?
Were they a threat even without violence codes?
The doors opened again and in came Hazard with Lunar in their grasp, held tightly against their chest. They moved back to their brother, whining and rumbling as the child struggled uselessly in their arms.
Eclipse stared, mouth half open to snap at the manic half, but stopped.
Hazards claws weren't sharp, they were the roundest he'd ever seen them. His teeth didn't sparkle in the light thanks to the dullness they now exhibited and not even his pentagram eye, normally glowing brightly with strong emotions, was half closed in an effort to dull the shine. The growling and rumbling was soft, more consoling than angry or predatory. It sounded like he wanted to croon in that tone they always used but couldn’t find the right pitch. Even their nanites, though still spiking with their emotions, never once spiked anywhere close to the blue child.
The more insane of the twins was trying everything he could to be less threatening
Eclipse closed his mouth, feeling some of the fear drain away at the realization.
They were safe.
He was right.
They were just stupid.
Harvest quickly joined in with the consoling sounds, unable to form words but desperate to calm the panicked child in his siblings arms. One hand reached up to disconnect themselves from the computer and Eclipse let them, hoping it would make this scene look even a little bit better. The intelligent half reached now dulled hands to touch the little one's face but snatched them back like he'd been burned when Lunar screamed .
“Let me go! Let me go please!” The child pleaded, sounding like he was about to cry as his little body shrank against Hazard's chest. “Please Bloody don’t hurt me!”
He wiggled and kicked his little legs, thrashing as best he could in the iron grip of the red murderer. The little star he sported lashed out in every direction, tearing through Hazards body again and again in a useless effort to free himself.
Their nanites only slid out of the way of the attack, completely unharmed.
And just like that the fear fueled anger came pouring straight back in.
“You weren’t supposed to go after him!” Eclipse snapped at Hazard, who didn’t even bother looking at him.
“Bloody Please! I don't want to die! Don't listen to him!” Lunar sobbed.
This only served to upset the twins more but they still couldn’t find the words to ease his fears. Fuck, he thinks Bloodmoon is under his control! And Hazard chasing him down probably didn’t help that idea one bit! Eclipse groaned and (not for the first time) cursed the fact he was a machine that could experience headaches. One orange hand came to rest on a damaged ray as Eclipse tried to gather his thoughts.
He needed to calm things down, explain that they weren't ongoing to hurt the child, that Bloodmoon wasn't being controlled by anyone but themselves and their animalistic fear, that there was a non-malicious reason for himself To be here and tiny and damaged! He needed the twins to calm down so he didn’t have to worry about them doing something irrational like chasing down a child! He needed to get everyone back to Sun's room and somehow convince Lunar to either forget he saw him or agree to be quiet about it.
At the moment though, he needed to find out if Lunar was alone.
If he'd come with Moon or Monty or anyone that could cause this little tower of lies to crumble then Sun would be in just as much danger as him and Bloodmoon.
He needed to calm things down.
But he didn't know how.
So he panicked.
“Are you alone?!” He snapped from his spot on the table. Harvest snarled angrily at his tone, but Lunar mistook their snarling anger for being aimed at himself and let out a sob that had Hazard tightening his grip. It seemed like the mad hunter was trying to hug the child like Sun had done for them yesterday, but because they had neither the air of comfort nor the words to express themself it was coming off as malicious.
Great.
Fear threw all thoughts out the window and he snapped again. “Lunar! Are you alone down here or is someone with you? I swear to God if Moon is somewhere out there-” He was growling like the twins as he spoke, fear driving his words to sound angry rather than inquisitive. He really didn’t mean to, not right now at least, but there were bigger things occupying his mind than keeping a lid on his tone.
As if he’d ever been good at that anyway.
“I won’t tell you!” The youngest animatronic cried, trying his hand at bravado while trying to kick away from Hazard.
“You have to or else-”
Now both Bloodmoon twins snarled at him, forcing the smaller code to silence himself lest they let Lunar free to kill him.
He scoffed but looked away, annoyed.
It’s not his fault! He doesn’t know how to sound anything other than angry when he’s scared! They should know this by now since all they’ve been doing is dragging the animatronic equivalent of adrenaline to its breaking point since he got here! And besides that, he was right! Lunar had to tell them if he was with anyone or else Sun would be the one getting hurt! Did the child not know that? Did he not realize? Or was he just too scared to think about it now?
“Are you alone or did you come down here with someone Lunar?” He tried again, fighting to keep his tone even but only succeeding in making it come off as threatening. “It’s very important you tell us.”
He didn’t know how he could possibly seem threatening while missing an arm and with a very obvious cotton ball in place of one of his rays, but fine. Whatever.
Wide eyes glanced back up at Harvest, who was too busy snarling to notice. The more intelligent half of Bloodmoon had turned so he was facing the child again, but their eyes were looking at Eclipse with a clear threat in their depths. Well, clear if you were the orange mini, apparently. Hazard tried to squeeze him again before Eclipse could tell him to stop and Lunar flinched violently.
Terrified, the child wailed “I'm alone! I came down here to find Sun and I didn't know you were here! I'm sorry! Please don't hurt me!”
God fucking dammit this was a mess!
A long suffering sigh left the smallest bot's mouth. He shot a glance at the cylinder behind him. It loomed large and bright and ready for whatever command he might give it, no matter what it was. The computer, still with his mini keyboard plugged in, beeped invitingly as well, as though offering him a perfect solution.
If he could somehow get Lunar in the chair he might be able to wipe the last hour or so from his memory drives and just leave him somewhere to wake up. He’d be confused, but Eclipse, the twins, and Sun would be safe for a while longer. The only problem would be getting him to stay in the chair. Unless Hazard was willing to hold him down for it.
Eclipse grimaced.
There was no way Bloodmoon would allow their enemy to do something like that, even if it is a good and non-harmful solution. Especially now, as devolved in their minds as they were, there would be no convincing them of the necessity of such an action. Or the safety of it, if he had to guess. Well, the physical safety. Losing chunks of time couldn't be pleasant on the mental state. Still, there would be no convincing them the importance of that particular caveat either if the violent offshoot was to guess.
Nothing that could hurt their Little Star.
Besides, Bloodmoon would not be the only one completely against the idea of forcibly removing memories from the youngest of the group.
Something sparked in Eclipse’s mind.
Oh god, was this why Sun had to be at the house when Moon was? Eclipse had dismissed the yellow attendant's worries as stupid since Lunar could readily fend for himself in Moon's body, but he wasn’t in Moon's body!
Was Moon as violent to Lunar as he is to Sun?
Is he even as violent as Eclipse was to Lunar back during the takeover?
He’d only ever actually hit the kid once, and that was in a body he knew could take it, but this body clearly wasn’t the same make or model so there was no telling the damage that could be done! Not to mention all the times Eclipse himself was just straight up mean to the younger of them just because he found them annoying and useless.
Was Moon just as bad?
Worse?
He had to be worse, right?
Why else would Sun intend to use himself as a shield while Bloodmoon was stuck at the ‘Plex with his smaller variant if not because Moon was just as likely to hurt the child as he was to hurt his twin?
God this was a mess!
Eclipse groaned aloud and noticed just how quiet it had become while he was brainstorming. He turned back from the cylinder. At this point Lunar was, well, not calming down but he wasn’t thrashing nearly as hard anymore. He was still sniffling, his head down and his face buried in his own arms so it couldn’t be seen, but his tail now hung limply against Hazard's leg and he was no longer kicking or screaming anymore. Thankfully, this also meant that the twins were kind of calming down as well, though their desperate whines never slowed down.
Eclipse tried to take a deep breath.
All he had to do was take a page from Sun’s book and everything would work out.
Probably.
“Alright, would you listen to me for two f*cking seconds?” He said, breaking the half-silence that had fallen over the group. Internally he winced, his tone wasn’t anywhere near sounding like Sun would.
Which, when you thought about it, was stupid seeing as Eclipse could sound like Sun if he wanted to!
Lunar flinched and buried his face more. A sob made its way past the blue fabric of his shirt and something roiled in Eclipse's chest. The same feeling he’d gotten when he’d thought that he’d mangled Sun and left him to die in that nightmare. The mini genius frowned and tried his best to push the feeling aside for now. Just because Lunar was scared at the moment doesn’t mean there was actually anything to be scared of .
There were no plans to hurt him.
Bloodmoon wasn’t controlled.
Eclipse was physically incapable of being a threat at the moment.
All they had to do was get the littlest to see that and they could go from there.
“Just…just put him down. Don’t let him run off, just put him down.” An orange hand waved at Hazard in a downward motion. “He’s scared and this isn’t helping.”
The manic half rumbled and groaned, but eventually peeled himself away from the child long enough to actually set the now unmoving lump on the ground between the three of them. Both twins still hovered close, but Harvest now also took this opportunity to reach over and grab his siblings hand since it was now free.
It was also worth noting that the phrase ‘peeled himself away’ was way too accurate as it looked like the more animalistic of the twins had done the same thing to Lunar as they’d done to Sun the day before, when they’d lost shape and tried to wrap around his body. When they did it with Sun it looked odd, with the harsh stop between nanites and intact metal, but for the small blue child it seemed like the largers hands had actually been capable of melding with the smallers.
Their clothes, unlike Bloodmoon's, had remained perfectly intact, but their hands (whenever they were uncovered) melded blue with red. So the clothes on Lunar were real, made of fabric like normal, and the clothes on the red twins weren’t.
In short, it looked from here like Lunar was made of nanites too, though it looked like they were far more stable than that of the bleeding pair.
Which made sense seeing as he hadn’t grown claws in his fear.
Yet.
Now sitting on the floor, the youngest celestial just sobbed again through his covered face. The violent orange look-alike sighed and dragged his only hand down his face tiredly. “Listen, we’re not going to hurt you. Bloodmoon isn’t even under my control!” Lunar sniffed and hiccupped, barely able to form words.
“Bu-But they…they listened to you…”
“They listened to me because it was in service to you.” Eclipse remarked dryly. “If I tell them to do anything they think is dangerous toward you I’m going to die. Just, look at me for a minute. Seriously. They’re not going to hurt you.”
Lunar sniffled for a minute before finally lowering his arms and looking up, since the desk was actually a bit taller than him when he was sitting on the floor. The tiny bot was about to remark on his own current appearance and how not scary it was when something made him pause.
Lunar was crying.
Like, actually crying tears from his eyes.
“You can cry?!” He blurted out without thinking about it. The two halves of Bloodmoon snarled from above and he threw up his only hand in a ‘what?’ gesture. “What?! I can’t f*cking comment on it? Animatronics can’t cry! This is common knowledge for f*cks sake!” He exclaimed, annoyed by their anger. He looked down. “How are you able to cry? That…Are you biomechanical now? What?”
Curiosity was overriding the fear and exhaustion for the moment, which Eclipse knew wasn’t going to last long so he figured he might as well take the energy boost while it was here. Blue and red pupils stared up at him, scared and confused.
“I…um…M-Moon said my n-nan-nanites can-”
“Pull moisture from the air in order to express a wider range of emotions, among other things! Right.” The mini interrupted, snapping his fingers. This was something that had been implemented into Bloodmoon so they’d be safe in wet environments, but it made sense that for a creature like Lunar it would have another use. Actually, that probably meant that Bloodmoon was also capable of crying in that manner, but they were too manic to do so when stressed.
Speaking of them being stressed, Harvest now pointed at him with a rather annoyed expression. “Not a test.” They rumbled slowly. The child at their feet flinched and twisted to look up at them when they spoke.
“Harvest! Y-You can talk again!” They cried only to shrink back when said twin tried to reach down and reassure them. Harvest snatched their hand back for a second time, their other clutching tightly to their twin who still seemed far from words. The orange look-alike winced as the roiling in his chest grew again.
He knew what it was like to cower away from Bloodmoon.
He knew how terrifying it looked when those red tipped claws were coming so close and you know what they are capable of. His entire body right now was a tapestry of their violence, of the cruelty he’d programmed into them and they’d only barely lost after their death. He knew what it was like to believe you know how someone should be and seeing the opposite of that.
For him it was seeing Bloodmoon be kind, but for Lunar it would be thinking they’d gone back to being cruel. Lunar knew, possibly more than anyone, what the bleeding pair was really able to do since the now mini look-alike had a habit of describing his earliest creation in order to pass the time back in October.
Lunar knew that if Bloodmoon wanted him dead, he would be.
If they wanted him tortured, he would be.
And Eclipse knew that too.
Still though, he pushed the feeling down again. Stomped on it mentally with all his weight. There was nothing wrong here. He physically couldn’t be a villain right now. The kid was just confused and scared. It was going to get resolved. It was fine.
It was fine…
Lunar turned back to Eclipse.
“Please, let-let them go! Th-they’re my…they’re my best friends now! I don’t want them to hate me again!” He exclaimed with a watery voice that still had some buried gears turning in the intelligent bots brain. Once more he tried to push it down and sighed. A singular hand gestured at himself and then at the towering pair.
“Do I look like I have any actual control over them? Seriously, look at me.”
“They’re talking to you!” Lunar retorted, trying to wipe his eyes.
“Because I’m the closest thing to a rational adult in this room and they’re practically animals! They want me to make you stop crying!” Eclipse shot back.
“Don’t take them!”
“I can’t take them!”
“Liar!”
Eclipse scoffed and, wishing he could cross his arms angrily, put his only hand on his hip instead. Much of the fear of being found was ebbing, especially since he’d gotten Harvest to say words which meant the hunters were probably coming down from their high.
That also meant that the embers of his last fire were stoked, just enough, by the annoyance he felt. He was literally telling the kid it was fine and he wasn’t being believed, just like in Sun’s room.
He’d been wrong in Sun’s room.
He wasn’t wrong now.
He knew he wasn’t this time.
“You know what? Fine. Bloodmoon?” He asked while backing away as quickly as he could without falling backward or tripping over his own keyboard. The twins perked up, confusion now overriding their own emotions. Once the smallest of them was tucked close to the computer he waved dismissively. “Kill him since he wants to argue about it.”
The child cowered.
And just as expected both twins immediately stepped past Lunar and slammed their fists down on the table so hard the resulting THWACK!! sent both the computer and mini animatronic a few inches off the desk. They snarled and the only reason he wasn’t grabbed and ripped in two was that they were still holding onto one another with the other hands and therefore weren’t coordinated enough to try and grab him.
“You will not command us to hurt what’s ours!” Harvest just barely managed to snarl out.
Desperately, the orange sun tried to regain his balance once both feet were on the ‘ground’ again.
“F*CK I WAS PROVING A POINT!” He screamed fearfully. “I WAS PROVING A POINT I DIDN’T ACTUALLY MEAN IT! GET AWAY FROM ME!”
Tiny claws dug into the side of the old computer monitor in an effort not to either fall off the table or, god forbid, forward into their waiting claws. Once he was stable enough he threw that same hand toward them, waving them away with as much intensity his damaged limb could muster.
This may have been a really stupid plan!
It was stupid to think the animals would understand his intentions!
The twins paused in their warpath to contemplate his words (thank god, he almost wondered if they were too animalistic right now to even understand language) only to be completely distracted by Lunar saying their names. The pair turned to look at him and Eclipse could just barely see past the walls of red enough to watch the small blue bot hold out his arms, fresh tears falling from his eyes.
“You’re okay! Harvest! Hazard!” He exclaimed.
It was the first time he’d sounded happy this entire time.
And with that Hazard and Harvest abandoned their hunt for Eclipse and dropped to their knees beside the child. Their growls turned to purrs, their snarls lightened into their loving croon as they almost smothered the child in red. Harvest pulled them into his arms and let blue colored limbs wrap around his body like a koala as he squeezed. A purr so loud and strong you could see it vibrating the both of them.
Hazard dropped to all fours, tongue lolling out of his mouth, and nuzzled into the blue cowl/cap thing. Claws dulled the moment they were even near blue fabric as his hands held onto his brother's arms so there’d be enough leverage to wriggle under one small arm and force his way into Lunars face like a dog demanding to be pet.
All the while Lunar sobbed uncontrollably, interrupted only by small giggles when Hazard finally managed to gain access to his face.
Eclipse stood near the computer, damaged legs shaking as he tried to throw off the adrenaline equivalent spiking through his systems. After a moment of failing, he slid to the ‘ground’ and just watched the scene, perfectly content to be out of the bleeding twins spotlight until after they’d calmed down again.
Stupid plan or not, it had worked.
They still had to get back soon, probably really soon since they were absolutely open by this point, but it was clear those three weren’t moving anytime soon. It wasn’t like he was keen to be in anyone's hands right now either after all that, but still, they should be going. Eclipse frowned.
What did this mean for Sun?
For himself?
What did this mean for Bloodmoon?
If they listened to both Lunar and Sun unquestioningly, and Sun gave an order to protect, but Lunar gave an order to kill him, which would they do? Would they be divided in half about it? Would they default to the youngest or the oldest? Would they choose to do neither or would they tell Lunar to talk to Sun about it? He knew Sun had been planning a few days ago on how to tell Lunar he was here, but that had been put to the side because the child had been at Monty’s at the time.
Now what?
Should he be scared?
He didn’t know.
For now though, he watched the moons and their star.
Notes:
Oh yeah. He sucks at dealing with kids. It's okay, I do too.
Guys Lunar was supposed to be a thing a lot fucking sooner this story is running away from me.
Chapter 18: 18
Notes:
Everything about this is perfectly fine. Probably.
No warnings that I can think of but, as always, let me know if that needs to change.
And away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
After a while Lunar eventually stopped crying which, thankfully, meant the twins eventually stopped primarily making animal noises. Which was important since the group of four were now making their way through the Pizzaplex in order to find somewhere safer (and hopefully quieter) to explain everything.
But, as usual, things weren’t going to be as easy as just, walking around, no, of course not.
No, they were currently upside down on the ceiling because Harvest and Hazard, without much input from Eclipse, decided that the roof was a good place for everyone to hide out. The only problem was that the Pizzaplex was currently open to the public and the bleeding twins weren’t a recognized attraction.
They also blatantly didn’t care about human life.
You know, a minor flaw when surrounded by humans.
And when they looked like established characters in the ‘Plex.
So! On the ceiling they were. It wasn’t difficult for Harvest and Hazard to do this, what with their nanites easily slipping into microscopic cracks that allowed them to stick to the wall like a spider. That and they were just straight up digging sharpened fingers into the weirdly dark paint that spanned the Pizzaplex's rooms, easily letting them hang on with no problems. The four of them skittered across the ceiling, sliding into vents and holes large enough for any animatronic their size to fit into, but were too high up and too dim for human staff to discover.
No wonder these little bastards could disappear so fast in this damned place!
Eclipse tried his best to twist and see something besides red, only to catch a flash of blue that let him know Lunar was nearby too.
It was almost just the three of them on the ceiling since Lunar worked here and was easily recognized. Normally he’d be fine being seen by humans, but he was also clearly distraught and Eclipse didn’t think he could be trusted right now to not spill the beans on the presence of one of their worst enemies being here.
Especially if he ran into Monty.
So, he was here too.
The Bloodmoon twins were stupidly comfortable doing all this, as the orange animatronic was quickly able to see, but that didn’t mean that being this high up, at this size, with this amount of damage, was going to cause any kind of reaction besides downright terror in the tiny animatronic. Hazard (because of course he got stuck with the more erratic of the pair) had made a little pocket for him on the front of their weird poncho-like clothing, but the fake fabric still obeyed the laws of gravity and would slide down to the red animatronics side, dangling their tiny ward above the rush of the place he despised.
Eclipse yelped as Hazard skittered over to Harvest, who was intently looking down. One orange hand clutched as tightly as it could to red machines, desperate not to fall. They were all above the main entrance now, but it was too busy for any of them to make it through the doors without being seen. Not wanting to risk getting caught by humans the red pair decided to wait and see if the flow subsided.
“I f*cking hate everything about this!” The teeny bot hissed through gritted teeth.
Hazard just cackled.
“I will not let you fall, Little Doll. I promise I will not let you stain the floor of this mall.”
“That’s not f*cking comforting you pr*ck!” He ground out in response.
“ I wouldn’t mind if you let him fall.” Lunar remarked from Harvests back. The younger code held onto the older like a baby koala, small blue hands lazily tangled into fake clothing as they leaned their head back, away from Harvest, to shoot a glare at the struggling mini. Little bi-colored legs wrapped securely around the olders waist while their tail flicked about, the ease of which showing off that they’ve apparently been in this position before. And a lot, judging by just how nonchalant they were about it.
Eclipse snarled as best he could from his completely unintimidating position.
“F*ck you! All of you! And I’m not a f*cking doll!”
Before the angry tirade of tiny words could continue Harvest spoke up. “There is a break in the line! We go!”
At that both brothers immediately let go of the ceiling and dropped the long way to the floor. Eclipse cursed and buried his face, hating the feeling of weightlessness and the wind against his shattered body.
There was a jolt as the pair came to an abrupt stop and in moments the little group of four was out of the ‘Plex and climbing the side wall toward the roof.
Somewhere in the back of his mind the tiny violence code wondered if he’d have to replace that footage later tonight or if this was something that looked innocuous enough for him to leave it alone. He wondered if these cameras were even good enough to see him against Hazard's bright red chest.
After a moment the group hit the concrete roof of the building and Eclipse yelled until his carrier took him from the new pocket and placed him on the ground. He thanked (and cursed) whatever god would listen that he was still in the same pieces he’d left with that morning before turning around to see what had become of Lunar and Bloodmoon.
The twins had become one again but still held onto Lunar as they sat down, legs crossed with him in the middle. The tiny mirror of Sun dragged himself over and sat down with some difficulty in front of them, leaning his back against the now singular body's legs.
They all sat there for a moment in silence.
The larger ones took in the sun and the breeze.
The smaller huddled close so neither could reach him.
“I thought you were going to hurt me.” Lunar whispered, breaking the silence after a bit. “I saw the c-cord and…and then Hazard chased me-me and I thought you were angry and I got really scared.”
Bloodmoon rumbled and nuzzled against the child's face again in an effort to stop the spiraling thoughts before they started. It had taken forever for them to calm down from the spiraling fear of the child they adored and it wouldn’t be helpful to lose their minds again so soon.
“No no no! Never, never would we hurt you. You’re our little Child Blue.” They crooned.
Lunar curled closer at that.
Eclipse rolled his eyes from where he sat leaning against their legs.
It was so strange to see. It had taken so long for the angry sun to see that Bloodmoon could be anything other than dangerous. Even then, their form of “protection” looked a lot like a starving dog hoarding food, at least around Sun. When Sun was scared they were snarling and stalking close with razor sharp claws and glinting teeth.
The older caretaker hadn’t even been crying or screaming like Lunar was when these things happened!
But here, and in Parts and Service, their behavior had changed. There was no stalking, no reassuring words, no big manic smiles. Just animalistic whines and a dog-like desire to be close, to hold the child as he cried because he thought they were the danger. Maybe that was because the type of fear had changed, but still.
After finally understanding how Bloodmoon reacted to fear, they’d changed again.
Eclipse huddled closer since the feeling of wind on his tiny, damaged body was far from pleasant. The recent memory of falling still far too fresh in his mind to even bother trying to leave the relative safety behind him.
He wondered if their response to his fear would be different too, if they’d cared about him. Would they act like they did with Sun? Would it be closer to Lunar’s? Or would it be something entirely new, because he was different from those other two?
A scoff escaped.
Did it matter?
That was never going to happen.
The three (four? Honestly Eclipse was still confused on how to categorize the red pair when they were together) sat in silence for a little bit again, with Bloodmoon holding Lunar close and purring hard enough to rattle Eclipse in his busted casing.
“Why did Hazard chase me?” The child whispered. “If nobody told him to do it, then why did he? Was he mad at me?”
The purring increased in strength. So much so that the damaged tiny had to lean away in an effort not to let anything else break. It took a minute before they were able to wrangle a voice from the rumbling but eventually they managed to say something. “We were asked to keep him alive. He would not survive if you’d allowed the moon or gator to arrive.”
Lunar frowned, eyes downcast as he admitted “I thought he…I thought you were going to kill me.”
The singular was silent.
“I f*cking told you we weren’t!” Eclipse cut in, annoyed.
Bloodmoon huffed.
“You're his old abuser. You really think he'd care what your views are?” They scoffed. Eclipse threw up his only hand.
“Well everyone's always saying I should be nicer! And then I try my best to be reassuring and I almost get snapped in half for it! Sounds like a lose-lose to me.”
Bloodmoon just rolled their eyes and cuddled Lunar a bit closer. “You are not dumb enough to perceive that your words are believed enough to relieve.”
Now it was Eclipse's turn to huff. He turned around and tried to cross his arms, remembered he only had one, and instead let it rest on the blue fabric that hid the damaged shoulder joint.
“Yeah yeah yeah. But I still f*cking said it!”
He was exaggerating.
For the most part
Of course it made sense that no one would trust him at his word, but still. The one time he's not trying to be a menace and let them get hurt is the time they chose to bring this fact up! It made sense, but he was annoyed by it nonetheless. Now Bloodmoon turned back to their star. “Our Sunlight meant to warn you, Starlight. We did not expect your visit and so this meeting was less than exquisite.”
Now Lunar frowned, rubbing at his eyes. “Is…is THAT what Sun was trying to tell me last night? About him?” He looked down at the damaged mini. “Why didn't he want to tell Moon too?”
Bloodmoon snarled but this time there seemed to be no fear from the child they held. “Our Day would not want us to say.”
“They’re just worried about how Moon will react if he finds out Sun’s been hiding me.” The little one remarked as nonchalantly as possible.
“What does he think will happen?” Lunar asked, upset.
The little one's frown deepened as he again looked down but Eclipse just shrugged and turned to look out toward the rest of the roof. He had no idea how much of Moon's anger the child was privy to but, judging by that question, probably not a lot.
Seemed Sun was doing a good job protecting him.
No wonder the normally bright bot seemed so tired all the time.
“Well, how are you still alive like that Eclipse? Shouldn't you be, I don't know, a lot sadder right now?” Lunar asked. It wasn’t said insultingly, there was genuinely curiosity in his voice, but it sounded like an insult regardless. The smirk crossing the now largers freckled face certainly wasn’t helping.
“Ask your easily manipulated goody-two-shoes of a caretaker.” He snapped back, annoyed once more. “It's hardly my fault he can't kill someone who's literally asking to die.”
Not that he was asking to die anymore.
But Lunar didn't need to know that right now.
The boy fell quiet at that. “ You convinced Sun not to kill you? But doesn’t Sun hate you?”
Eclipse, desperately not wanting to explain how pathetic he’d had to be in order to get Sun to stop the blood twins from torturing him, scoffed and waved his good hand about. “Do you know how easy it is to manipulate Sun? Of course you do. You did it too for a while there.” Lunar tensed at his words, their frown deepening. “All it takes is the right words and he was willing to keep them from having their own version of “fun” for the whole time I’ve been here!”
He didn’t say anything about the red lunatic being completely willing to ignore Sun’s commands if he fucked up. He knew he was pushing buttons with that manipulation comment, something Lunar technically had done back when he’d first been built. That had, of course, been done because the brand new code had no idea what manipulation even was and was just following the one he called a big brother who, surprise surprise, enjoyed manipulating Sun for his own gain.
But it would be dumb to reveal such a massive loophole to his life.
Best not to let the child know that one.
Just as he was about to continue he was sent rolling forward by something pushing at his back. The tiny genius yelped as he landed on his face, unable to properly catch himself with one damaged arm. It wasn’t a hard shove and he knew there was no more damage done, but he was still filled with a resigned sort of annoyance. A familiar chuckling from above made it very clear what had happened. The mini huffed and didn’t bother trying to get up again.
Fuck them.
After watching for a minute to see if he’d moved, Bloodmoon chuckled again and reached down to lift him up, dangling his small frame in the air with one hand while the other remained wrapped around Lunar.
Eclipse glared.
“I f*cking hate you.” He grumbled.
There wasn’t much bite to it.
Pentagram eyes looked down with a smirk. “Our Sun has given us permission to protect should any harm from him be done. He won’t hurt you, Lunar Blue, not while we’re here to pay our eternal due.”
Lunar just scrunched his face in the equivalent of wrinkling his nose.
Eclipse, annoyed at being dangled like a worm, wriggled hard enough that red tipped claws had to quickly put him back down on the concrete of the roof so he didn’t drop and become even more damaged. Lunar shuffled and Bloodmoon turned back to them while leaving one hand to help the smallest of them balance.
“What was he doing with you? When you were plugged in?”
Eclipse scoffed while twisting around to keep from falling. The humiliation of having to hold onto something (or someone) was fading more and more as time went on and the smallest of them wasn't sure if that was a good or bad thing.
“ I noted that they would act more like wild animals than people whenever your sunny idiot got even a little sad. So, it was decided that I would look at their code to see if they were actually a danger to anyone.” The mini vaguely waved one hand, not really able to take it off the hand beneath his chest. “They're not dangerous. You're welcome.” He remarked snarkily.
“So, Sun has been keeping you in his room?” The child asked. “For how long?
“Three days? Four? I don’t f*cking know anymore. Time doesn’t mean anything when you’re mangled and trapped in a room.”
The hand beneath him moved slightly and he scrambled to regain a decent hold. “Maybe if your actions didn’t lead to distrust, staying put wouldn’t be a must.” Bloodmoon remarked. “Sunshine doesn’t want you to sit and rust, but safety for you and us would have to be discussed.” They snickered aloud, raising their hand just enough that Eclipse’s feet no longer touched the floor. “We’d love to bring you hunting with us. It would be funny to see you so nonplussed.”
The smallest grimaced and rolled his eyes. “I’ll f*cking bet you would. But as it stands, even without your distrust of me, I’m in no shape to be doing anything you idiots do. Or even to be in the general area of where you do it.”
Bloodmoon just laughed.
Lunar looked between them as they talked, a strange emotion across his face. He’d been strangely silent through that whole exchange and the smallest of them had looked up to see why. Eclipse couldn’t put a finger on what it was, especially since the look was also being directed at Bloodmoon and not just himself, but it didn’t seem to be anger or disgust or any other emotion you’d think would fit the general disdain for the enemy in front of them.
He wasn’t given much more time to think about it since it quickly changed to realization and the youngest of those present sat up quickly, catching Bloodmoon’s attention again.
“Have you guys gone hunting today? I found you early!”
The red murderer looked up and off into the sky (probably communicating with each other in their minds for a moment) before looking back down. “We chose to decline in order to check what code was online. But we’ll be fine Little Lu, tomorrow there will be time to dine.”
A yellow star flicked as Lunar shook his head and scrambled out of their lap, standing for the first time since Parts and Service.
“Nuh uh! You guys need to eat, especially since you got so sad earlier!” Blue fingers pointed off the roof's edge, probably toward the woods that ringed the Pizzaplex that Eclipse wasn’t able to see at this size. “You go and get something! The ‘Plex is closing anyway so I can go back down now!”
A command.
Not a request.
Sure enough a quick look at their slightly glitchy internal clock showed Eclipse the child was telling the truth. They’d been up here so long (and also crawling around on the ceiling to be fair) that the place had closed an hour beforehand.
There should be considerably less people now.
But Bloodmoon looked torn.
“What of our Second Sun? We can’t take him on our run.”
That look Lunar had appeared again for just a moment before changing into a large, toothy smile.
“I’ll take him back! You said he lives in Sun’s room and I have to talk to Sun about him anyway so I’m going there!” They beamed earnestly. Immediately Eclipse was on the defensive, trying to dig his own sharpened fingers into a casing that wasn’t there.
“There is no f*cking way he’d just take me back!” He cried, kicking his good leg and regretting it when it almost made him topple backwards. “You give me to him and I’ll be dead the moment you turn your back!”
“Nuh uh!” Lunar childishly exclaimed.
“The f*ck you mean ‘nuh uh?’ You f*cking hate me more than they do right now! At least they’re bound by Sun’s word telling them to f*cking leave me alive!”
“And I’m saying that I’ll get you back just fine! I’m their friend! Not you! ”
The hand supporting the tiny bot flowered open before scooping him up as the two-turned-one stood up. They placed a hand on their star's head and smiled. “You are ours just like Sun and so what you say will be done. Just remember,” They held up one finger and pointed at Eclipse. “we are your sword but, for now, he is our ward. We do not know if his death we can afford.”
And just like that red changed to blue beneath the mini violent offshoot and the twins were running across the roof, presumably toward the woods.
Eclipse looked up, fans kicking into a higher gear, to see Lunar glaring down at him.
Then they turned and moved toward the roof access door.
Notes:
See? Perfectly fine. What could possibly go wrong?
Chapter 19: 19
Notes:
So, I think my question of "What could go wrong?" got answered.
TW for violence, talk of death, and mentions of injury.
Let me know if I missed a warning! Away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Nothing about this was okay.
Everything about this was stressful.
Eclipse was so fucked.
The mini orange code sat rigid in Lunars hands, unwilling to move closer to their body for stability but also unwilling to try to make any distance lest he fall off. The small blue child made his way down the roof access stairs and into the upper levels of the stairway, sighing when he realized the daycare was closer to the ground floor than the roof.
The journey was long.
Earlier the trip to Parts and Service had seemed pretty short, even though the twins had taken the long way around rather than trying to cut through Kids Cove, but this trip felt endless.
The silence was heavy except for the sound of footfalls and, if you listened hard enough, damaged fans trying desperately to cool a terrified body.
Lunars eyes were straight ahead or straight down, refusing to acknowledge the life in his hands.
His hands weren’t steady at all either. As he bounced down each step and weaved around doorways his hands did not adjust to help keep the little animatronic steady and the mini himself was too frozen to try and adjust himself, in case it put him even closer to his former victim.
Fuck.
Eclipse could only hope that Sun was already in his room. That he’d be sitting there, probably worried because he and Bloodmoon had disappeared for the whole day rather than a quick trip in the morning, and that he’d see Lunar holding him and spring into action to help.
That should be a stupid thought, wishful thinking at best, but the yellow idiot had shown again and again that he wouldn’t knowingly let harm come to the tiny in his care.
So Eclipse waited.
And he hoped.
And he shook.
The trip was long. And silent. And stressful. But eventually the large, garage style door of the main daycare entrance could be seen. The floor changed from bright white tile to fake green grass carpet and the giant net that surrounded the play place loomed overhead just ahead. All they had to do was use the Sun plush to teleport to the celestial twins room. Lunar begrudgingly made his way over to the plush (probably because he wouldn’t be able to bounce around while holding him much longer) and let it bring them to the main area outside Sun’s room. A tiny orange body tried not to lean forward in anticipation, mostly because each step was sending him at least an inch away from the hands beneath him and he didn’t want to test fate.
A yellow door opened.
Lunar walked in.
And Eclipse panicked.
Sun was nowhere to be seen. The computer was dark, the bed wasn’t ruffled, there was no sunny daycare attendant anywhere. Fuck! “Put me down.” Eclipse said, trying desperately to keep his tone level but only succeeding in sounding angry. “I stay on the desk when everyone's gone doing whatever they do during the day. Put me there.” He pointed, but Lunar just stood there.
“You’re putting Sun in danger, aren’t you?” Their small voice asked, devoid of any previous emotion.
Eclipse growled and tried to look over blue fingertips, trying to gauge his survival rates if he fell (or was dropped) but fell back when the hands beneath him sharpened and curled toward the already damaged bot.
“If you were gone, Sun wouldn’t have to be scared of Moon's reaction anymore. He could stop being so scared. Even if I don’t understand why he’d be scared.”
The kid didn’t know what he was fucking talking about!
Of course not, Sun had tried so hard to hide everything from him after all.
If only he knew how stupid he was being…
The spark was growing again, drowning out his terror. Angrily, the mini violence code twisted as best he could to glare at Lunar right in the eyes. He snarled, trying to lean away from the sharpened claws. The nanites they were made of were certainly more fixed than Bloodmoon's as evidenced by the fact they kept flattening out instead of just staying sharp, but that just meant it was taking more active thought to keep them in a dangerous state than the subconscious effort it was for the bleeding twins.
“I knew you would f*cking do this you conniving little sh*t!” He roared as best he could through the rattle of his fans. “You think Sun is better off without me than fine! F*ck you too! But when I’m dead and Sun gets bashed to pieces because Moon is an *sshole I better not hear you crying from the after-WHOA!”
Before the whole insult could even leave his mouth Eclipse was sent flying across the room!
He slammed, face first, into the wall near the head of the bed before falling again, stopping only long enough for his back to violently CRACK! against the bedside table’s corner and then finally hitting the ground, once again on his face, with another CRUNCH! as he felt something shift inside his body. He groaned as Lunar towered above him, just barely able to raise his head and snarled.
“You think…think you’re so much better than me. Even while using my mani…” He coughed and black oil once more spilled from his mouth. “Manipulation! My manipulation tactics! ”
He had no idea what was broken.
It hurt.
At the moment, he didn’t care.
“I’m their f-friend! They…th-they trust me!” He mocked, pitching his voice into a whine as he mimicked the one he built as a younger brother. It was weak, what with the gasping for ventilation and the stuttering from the pain, but he didn’t care.
It got his point across just fine.
Blue hands reached and grabbed him like a barbie doll again, causing him to scream in pain, before dual eyes stared into his own singular orange. Red and blue and black and white, the colors of two other lunar models before him, glared through tears at the shattered mini.
“I-If you’re not here then Sun doesn’t have to be scared! You can’t manipulate him just like you did me back then!” He yelled in a watery voice. “If…you didn’t exist then I wouldn’t be here! But I am! Maybe…maybe I can at least try to protect him from you!” They sniffed, clear tears flowing freely down their face. “If you’re not here, if I’m the one to get rid of you, then maybe Sun will stop trying to send me away! Maybe they’ll stop thinking I’m just like you…”
They brought up one sleeve to rub at their eyes.
Eclipse coughed up black again, this time purposefully aiming for the shirt beneath his heavy head. “Oh yeah…” He weakly snarked. “Kill a m-monster by beco-coming…be-becoming one. Great plan. Even if…you do i-it will…only cause problems f…for Sun.”
A thin metal neck strained to raise a heavy, mangled head so Eclipse could smirk, blackened blood staining his teeth.
“K-kill me and I'll…I'll just wake up in…in a new back-backup. Just without …these memories.”
I need to shut up
He’s going to kill me
I’m going to die
I don’t want to die
These memories won’t come with me
Eclipse knew that there were countless backups waiting for him, but he wasn’t able to access them with Moon’s systems. He’d designed it that way specifically so the older dusk attendant couldn’t just make the computer track down his copies and delete them, it was a safeguard against them being lost. Someone would have to manually destroy them all.
An insane feat to be sure.
But that also meant that he had to update all the backups if he wanted new memories on them and, since he couldn’t do that through these systems, none of the memories he’d gained from being this small would transfer with his death. They’d be lost along with this body.
And, as much as this experience sucked, he didn’t want to lose it.
These memories would keep Sun safe in his future plans. It would let him remember the changes to Bloodmoon’s code since their death, how their loyalties worked with Sun and Lunar, about how they dealt with Killcode!
And Moon.
It would allow him to remember how close to insanity Moon was. It would allow him to remember that Killcode could be dealt with easily if he were clever enough. He’d remember all the access he’d gained into Moon's computer and the best ways to silence the obnoxious A.I’s inside it. He could even remember the way Lunar sat in Bloodmoon's lap, his head leaned against their shoulder before his face buried into their neck because he’s been so scared that his friends, no, his best friends had wanted to hurt him. Had maybe even wanted to kill him. But he’d put his trust in them immediately afterwards anyway.
But, maybe more importantly, he could remember their kindness.
As he plotted and planned and stewed in his hatred, he’d be able to remember what it felt like to be held so close to Sun's chest and feel relieved to hear the inner workings chugging along. He could remember that Bloodmoon had spoken softly in the night, reassuring him with a gentle claw on his back that he didn’t deserve. It wasn’t even guaranteed he could stew in hatred anymore, a fter all that’s happened, was it even worth going back to who he was? Would he let their kindness go to waste again?
Lunar stopped rubbing his eyes to glare again. “No you won't! Moon got rid of all of them, they're gone!”
The mini stopped.
The world ground to a halt.
Eclipse’s eyes widened, barely able to see past the blaring static in them. There was no way. They had to be lying! Getting rid of every single back up he’d made would be impossible! Something completely insane to even attempt unless you wanted to neglect every other aspect of your life in order to hunt them all down! That was the point of making so many and hiding them in the most obscure places around the globe!
Then, a dawning realization hit.
Moon.
How often was Moon gone again?
Eclipse cursed and tried to wiggle, fighting with all he was through the pain and the damage in an effort to just survive. Lunar, surprised by the sudden movement, scrambled to hold more securely to the doll sized animatronic. Blue hands squeezed mangled metal and plastic, but the pain was lost to the sheer panic. If Moon was insane enough to be a danger to his brother then he was absolutely insane enough to hunt down every backup! Hell, even if Lunar was wrong and they weren’t all gone yet, that only meant that Moon was actively hunting for them! There’d be no time to get to them! No time to change them! No time to make new ones! Not like this!
Fuck!
Fuck!
Fuck!
“No!” He screamed, praying Sun would hear. “I can’t lose these memories!”
If he died here there would be no more second chances.
That would be it.
Game over.
He wiggled and thrashed and wheezed, but eventually, he stopped. There was no escape. He lowered his head, desperately trying to burn these new memories into his very soul (should he have one) so that maybe they'd come with him on the odd chance a backup had survived. Knowing Moon though? Knowing the single minded drive that was shared by them both? Knowing how Moon hated him? That possibility was practically zero. The dark attendant was too maddened to have made the mistake of missing one. These memories were as good as gone, along with his life.
A tiny keyboard.
A light, crooning tone.
Teary eyes.
All things he’d lose if he died right here.
But it didn’t seem like he had a choice.
So he raised his head and glared, as best he could through the static filling his eyes, back at his other creation. He glared and tried to brace for whatever agony would come next.
But nothing happened.
Instead, Lunar hiccupped and began to cry again, sinking slowly to the floor. The hands holding Eclipse sank too until the doll-sized animatronic fell, rolling away from the larger through no input of his own.
“I can’t do it.” He sobbed through his sleeves. “Is this what it feels like to be you?”
Eclipse scrambled to right himself and look back at the younger. A singular staticky orange pupil looked up at him, the fire having been thoroughly quenched by confusion.
Both hands came to rest on the child's face as he sobbed. “Is this what you felt like when you hit me? When you yelled at me? Is this what you felt like when you looked at me? ”
Silence.
Bi-colored eyes looked through blue fingers as the younger animatronic, built with the intelligence of an adult and the mind of a child, looked at the one they’d wanted to call big brother over two months ago.
“How could you like this?” He sobbed again. “How could you look at me, someone smaller than you, someone who couldn’t fight back, someone who loved you, and hurt me? Did you really hate me that much? Because I hate you now and I can’t even do it!”
They moved their hands away from their face, just looking down at them.
Eclipse didn’t move.
Didn’t speak.
Barely breathed.
“Why can’t I do it? All I ever wanted was to be like my big brother and now I can’t even do it! I can’t be like you! Why?!”
“Because you’re not him.”
Blue and orange whipped around. There in the doorway stood Sun, eyes dull and turned sadly down. His broken hand rested on his chest, just as it had when Bloodmoon had been crying in front of them last time, while the other held the door from shutting. A tired, sad frown pulled his mouth down. How either of them had missed the loud whoosh! of it opening was beyond them at the moment.
Lunar stood up in an instant, eyes wide and arms spread like a deer caught in headlights.
“S-Sun! I was-! I just-! He said he was using you! I wanted to protect you!” They wailed, scrambling over their words trying to explain everything and explaining practically nothing. Sun smiled a little, but it was clearly sad.
“Did he?” He asked gently. His words dipped soothingly low, cooling the scrambled, broken feelings of the child in front of him like a band-aid on a skinned knee.
“Thank you for trying, but I promise you that was a lie. He’s just scared, Lunar. He’s not actually able to do anything to me.” Grey shoes brought him further into the room until he was right in front of the child. He kneeled, letting dim white meet red and blue. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you when you got back. I was…distracted that night.”
Every bit of what made Sun who he is shone through the dim, sad smile pinned to his face as the light shone in the child's teary eyes.
Lunar sniffed, calmed only marginally. Teary eyes looked up at the crack still marring his older brother's face, then down at the hand still held against the olders chest, showing brightly against the blue of Sun's clothes. “You didn’t…you’re still broken? A-and your hand, how did I not see it last night?”
Sun smiled and briefly looked away, trying to hide the cracks with one hand. “Well I…I-I-I didn't want you to worry! You were so busy helping me with the shelf there was hardly any time to worry about my hand. Besides, I knew you weren’t gonna be at the ‘Plex today so I…decided to get it fixed later.”
“But I did come to the ‘Plex!” A high pitched voice exclaimed, catching Sun off guard. “I came to see if you needed help in the daycare since I thought you were gonna to get your face fixed and then I found him! I found him and Bloody and it looked like he was doing something to them and then Hazard chased me!”
Sun blinked before looking worried.
“Did he-”
“No.” Eclipse spoke up.
The pair turned to look at him and he shrank away, turning to only address Sun.
“They’re safe. You were…you were right. Their v-violence co-code is mangled so badly there’s…no way that’s the reason…that’s the reason they’re acting like that.” He coughed, trying to keep whatever oil he had left on the inside of his body. Sun looked more worried each time a bit of oil leaked from his mouth. Eclipse continued. “Hazard chased him…so he wouldn’t tattle to Moon a-a-and get you hurt.”
Lunar’s eyes widened.
“What do you mean?! Why do they think Moon will hurt you? Do you think that? Is that why you didn’t ask Moon for help with your face?” He turned back to the older and Eclipse let some of the tension ease from his aching endoskeleton.
The less attention the younger code was paying to him, the better.
Sun sighed tiredly, the glow of his eyes brightening just a bit more. Lunar didn’t seem to notice. “Let’s worry about me later, okay? I’m not really that hurt so I can stand to wait awhile to get it fixed okay? Where is Bloody anyway? They were supposed to bring Eclipse back here when they were done.” He turned to look around, as if the bright red pair was hiding just out of sight in a room too small for them to actually hide in.
Then again, they were able to shapeshift.
Lunar looked down, guiltily twisting the star at the end of his tail around his fingers. “I told them to go hunting since they hadn’t eaten today. I told them I’d get Eclipse back to your room. A-And I did! Just…I thought hurting him would make me feel better.”
“Did it?” Sun asked, looking concerned.
“No.” The little one replied. “It made me feel a whole lot worse.”
Sun sighed, shoulders slumped as his frame seemed to take on yet another heavy weight. “I should have told you about him. I was just…scared of how you’d react. I’m sorry.”
Multicolored eyes also shot a glance down but quickly returned to the older code. “Why are you helping him? He hates us.”
Sun shrugged, still with that saddened smile. “So did Bloodmoon.” He sighed. Lunar's eyes widened, as if what he'd said was the key to a huge revelation. Yellow hands spread wide as if asking for a hug. “But you, amazingly, were able to help them and now they love you. They're your best friends. I thought I could at least try. And, if it didn't work, at least I'd know that whatever monster he still was wasn't my fault.”
His arms now fell to his sides. Except for one in which he offered a damaged yellow hand. The same soft smile, worn ragged at the edges, pulled at his features as he quietly asked the child. “So, please. Let me try? I’d never let him hurt you Lunar. Can you believe me on that?”
A small, teary face looked down at their hand, then at Eclipse, then back up to their face. Something flashed in the younger code's face before a look of determination took over. It was crumpled thanks to the crying, but it was determined nonetheless. A small blue hand wrapped around his, carefully maneuvering around the crooked digits, as new tears welled in multicolored eyes.
Lunar sniffed and tried to rub them away.
Eclipse stared, trying to disappear.
“I couldn’t kill him Sunny…” The child whined, barely able to speak.
Sun put gentle hands on the little ones shoulders and pulled him into a hug, snuggling them close to his chest and tucking their head under his chin.
“It’s okay. I couldn’t either.”
And with that Lunar burst into loud sobs and threw his arms around the older attendant.
Notes:
Well that went well. Sunny is always walking in on these types of situations isn't he? They really gotta stop meeting like this.
Also, it's worth noting that this version of Lunar is based on the very earliest form we see. The one we see after the October Takeover that gets scared of scary games, cries when characters he likes dies, and overall just wants to play and have fun. That being said, he's also been abused and now his abuser is right in front of him and not only are the adults around him (Sun and Bloodmoon) apparently keeping him safe, but keeping him secret too. That's gonna confuse a child.
All that to say, don't go writing off Lunar as a bad guy yet. He's in the wrong, but he's also a little kid.
K bye~!
Chapter 20: 20
Notes:
This was originally part of chapter 19 but I ended up hating how it flowed so I cut it where I did. So this chapter is a shorter one. Next one will be longer!
TW for descriptions of injury, mentions of death, and fear.
Let me know if I need to add anything! Away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sun shot a glance at Eclipse, who quickly waved him away with his free hand. Yeah the yellow idiot was probably worried about him, but the sooner Lunar was away from him, the better he’d feel. And the sooner he’d be able to take stock of his new injuries and just how bad they were. Which, judging by the pain and the fact he couldn’t form whole sentences without choking, meant they were probably pretty bad.
Hopefully nothing that wouldn’t resolve itself once he wasn’t being thrown around.
Sun nodded. Yellow, wrapped in blue, stood up and quickly left the room, quietly promising to be back soon. The door loudly whooshed! open (it was still so odd neither of them heard it open the first time) and soft footsteps and anguished cries faded into the distance. And then the world was quiet.
Eclipse sighed, relief washing over his body once again.
He was alive and while he was even more damaged than before, it’s not like that had particularly stopped him.
Thank God Sun had gotten here in time! And thank God Lunar was nothing like him when it came down to actually killing someone! If he’d actually been able to shape the younger how he’d wanted back in October this absolutely would’ve ended much differently, probably with tiny orange bits spread across the room.
Now if only Bloodmoon had actually listened then when he’d said this would happen.
Maybe it could’ve been avoided.
Then again, probably not.
Odds were good that if Lunar hadn’t been able to kill him here and now, he would’ve just waited for Sun and Bloodmoon to be gone sometime later. The kid knows them way better than Eclipse does and if even capable of telling Bloodmoon to scram should it have come down to it. Hell, the kid might’ve even been able to build up the courage to act like the one who built him and actually end his life!
He might not have.
But the uncertainty of it was not something Eclipse was willing to dwell on right now.
Something vile twisted in the tiny code's body.
He’d spent so long hating the child for being bright, bubbly, happy because he’d found it annoying, even though that is almost exactly how he’d wanted Lunar to act. Well, kind of. Like with Bloodmoon, he’d only ever meant to build a code that would dampen Moon's intelligence. It was a distraction, a way to get the star and keep the twins in the dark about Bloodmoon escaping the mindscape so they couldn’t try to use the murderer against him. (As if that had worked anyway, but he’d tried.)
But then, just like Bloodmoon, he’d gained life.
Annoying, childish, chatty, life and by the time Eclipse realized it was too late to go back and try to change the plan. So, he’d tolerated it. Made it so Lunar thought they were brothers from the start and that the celestial twins were the bad guys, building a false narrative as easily as a spider builds a web. But being cruel and spiteful to his creation meant it had started looking elsewhere for the love he’d been programmed with, but Eclipse wasn’t. Moon's anger at the time, the way the twins fought, fed into the child's belief that this was just how brothers were, angry and violent with each other regardless of the circumstances. So the smaller of them hadn’t left immediately.
But, then, the child had talked to Sun.
And of course that yellow idiot had told him that brothers should love each other, that they should care about each other even if they weren't useful. That the little one deserved better than what Eclipse had to offer. Of course, Lunar hadn't believed him. Just looking at the twins and the way blue beat down yellow verbally (and at one point by that time, physically) it looked an awful lot like Sun was just saying whatever he thought would get the child to defect from his family.
Somewhere in his mind, Eclipse could remember how Sun's face fell when Lunar pointed out how similar of a dynamic the four of them had. The cruel genius and the beaten brother.
But then Eclipse tried to kill him. Had laughed in the younger code's face and gone to get a weapon because Monty of all people said he wanted to make a deal and the then-larger orange had agreed. The condition to kill Lunar hadn't been a big deal then, get rid of the annoying little parasite he hadn't been able to make an excuse to get rid of and get what he wanted from the idiot gator all in one go? He'd be a fool not to take full advantage of the situation!
It was perfect.
It was simple
But it broke Lunar.
The little brother he’d built had turned to his enemies because the one who built him had expected loyalty even through the abuse. Even through trying to end his life for no reason. Or at least, no reason that the younger of them would give a fuck about.
Eclipse raised a hand and scrubbed at his face, willing these old memories to stop flooding him with brand new guilt.
He didn’t use to feel this bad about what he did.
A knife never used to twist so violently in his chest.
He didn’t know why it had started now.
He sighed.
No wonder I’m always alone.
Another cough racking his body broke him from his thoughts. Right, the new damage he was supposed to be taking stock of! There would be time for pity and self hatred later, when he actually knew what was broken and how he had to change tactics in order to keep even somewhat whole. His old ways, his old mindset, hadn’t been passed down and he was alive because of it. He couldn’t let that go to waste because he was distracted by the barely-in-the-past past.
Methodically, he began to check his systems and chronicle his injuries. It was a bit difficult seeing as he was already broken, but he wasn’t counting each chip of paint lost. Just focus on the big things for now.
Fans were rattling but that was normal at this point. It was hard to breathe. Hopefully that would resolve either on its own, or maybe he’d be able to get Bloodmoon to do whatever it was they did the first time.
He grimaced at the memory of being terrified while they held him down.
Of wondering if they were going to go against Sun’s word because he wasn’t there to enforce it.
Not to mention the fact that this new damage was partially their fault and the idea of them touching him right now wasn’t a great one.
Whatever.
As long as he could stave off death for a little while longer.
Eyes couldn't see, also normal. There was static and blurred warning after blurred warning popping up, but something must’ve gotten rattled inside his head because he couldn’t read the pop-ups telling him what was wrong. Great. More internal damage was the last thing he needed right now, but whatever. It’s not like he really went anywhere by himself with his crippled...everything anyway.
His head hurt, but that was within normal parameters too given how many times he’d been hit there. And the new damage keeping him from reading. And the stress of the earlier code search, Lunar finding them, Hazard chasing, all that nonsense. Frankly he would’ve been surprised if he didn’t have a headache after everything that’s happened today.
Fuck, all that happened in one fucking day!
He groaned, but continued. God he really hated this place. Rays were mostly intact, though there were new cracks spider webbing across two of them. Not surprising or unexpected given his life the past three days. Honestly? Pretty impressive given the gauntlet that even just today had been. Also generally low on the priority list of damages cataloged.
Moving on.
His legs-
Wait.
He couldn’t feel his legs. Either of them.
No, that couldn’t be right. Of course he could feel his legs! They were just…numb from the damage he’d sustained.
Right?
For the love of God please be right!
The normally violent offshoot looked at what was technically his good leg and tried to move it. He willed the joint to bend, his foot to wiggle, anything that would indicate signals were making it from his motherboard brain to the endoskeleton beneath the casing.
Nothing happened.
Why? What part of the damages he’d cataloged would cause his legs to go numb? The headache? No, that was clearly preventing him from reading and probably thinking very straight right now, but that shouldn’t have anything to do with his limbs. Could something have snapped in the legs themselves? No, because he’d feel the pain. There was nothing below his waist just…nothing. Not even jagged sparks of pain from where he’d hit against the bedside table.
Honestly it was a little relieving he hadn’t hit the lamp and been elec-
Wait!
Relief was once again overcome by panic as he tried to twist his singular arm behind his body, feeling blindly around for damage. And there, where his lower back had cracked against the bedside table, he could feel a hole into this body. Straining to reach, orange fingertips just barely brushed against ragged wires and jagged metal where plastic casing should be.
A jolt shot through his damaged fingertips and he jerked back in surprise and pain.
That had to be his spine. He couldn't see it, nor could he really feel it given his current condition, but that had been a decently powerful current that just shocked him. Like the kind that would be found running though one of the most important parts of an animatronic endoskeleton.
The realization full-on smacked him in the face all at once.
Oh god.
My spine is broken!
The metal of his endoskeleton hadn’t been able to withstand the sudden pressure and had snapped, rendering his lower half completely numb and useless. He could feel where it was angrily spitting out sparks, but not because the endo was sending signals. No, because his upper back could feel the heat of the electricity and the violent but small pop! of each spark could be heard even through the static buzzing through whatever passed for a skull in these models.
His spine was broken!
If having one leg mostly down was practically a death sentence, not being able to even feel the entirety of the lower body was the axe that would seal his fate!
He couldn’t run like this! Hell, he couldn’t even limp like this! If another incident like today happened with Moon, or Monty, or hell even Lunar he’ll literally be a sitting duck! He’s dead! He was so screwed! There was no way to fix anything at this size and even if there was nobody could help him fix that spot!
He was useless.
Even more so than before.
Sun wouldn’t get bored of him, that he was oddly sure of, but Sun couldn’t be there every second of the day. Hell even Bloodmoon wasn't going to be around all the time! There was, sooner or later, going to be a time when he's left alone.
He was going to be found.
He was going to be killed.
He was going to be forgotten.
Struggling both with the mental spiral and the literal dead weight of his own body, Eclipse turned and reached out his good hand to take hold of the dull carpet beneath him. Arm rattling with exertion he was able to slide a bit away from his current position. Hide. He had to hide until he could figure something out.
He needed to be somewhere safe.
Somewhere dark.
Somewhere alone.
Because even though he'd always hated it, the darkness was safe. The darkness he could use to his advantage to hurt those that hurt him. To escape those stronger than him. To build himself up even if it didn't matter in the end. No matter what, the dark corners of this world was where he was safe. Even down in that blasted bunker, alone and abandoned, he'd been safe. Because nobody thought he was a threat while he was there and so didn't bother trying to end him.
Another handful of carpet.
Another inch or so toward the only darkness close by.
Under the bed.
Like the boogeyman Sun had joked about before, he needed to get under the bed and hide from the inevitable end. Just for a little bit longer. Just to let these memories sit a bit longer in his mind, in his chest, in his soul should he have one.
He wondered if he had one.
Heaving breaths tore through from blackened teeth with another inch or two gained. This hurt. He should just wait for Sun to come back instead of possibly hurting himself more . But he wasn't safe in the light and so another inch he went. And another. And another. No matter how his damaged arm rattled. No matter how he choked on his own lifeblood. No matter if he couldn’t quite see where was going, he moved. Inch, by bleeding, broken, inch.
He wanted Sun.
He wanted Sun so badly.
But Sun was with his real family.
A family he’d given up when he chose to be petty and cruel. A family he didn’t know how to be a part of so he strived to tear it apart. A family he’d tried to build back in October when he’d made a little blue child that loved him so much. He’d hated Lunar for being what he’d built him to be, for wanting what he’d programmed into him. How stupid could you be? To give something the desire, the need to love you and then show them it wasn’t loved in return?
Would things have been different if he’d loved Lunar too?
Would he be lying here, dragging a mangled body across the carpet of a room he once saw as his own, back when he was two in one? Or would he be ruling a world all his own with the power of a paranoid naptime attendant's creation, the reset button for the world they lived in? Would he be alone right now if he’d just…learned to love someone?
He wondered if Lunar would’ve been by his side in the new world, had things been different. Probably not, seeing as he hated the child so much then. He most likely would’ve killed him whenever he’d killed Moon. Two birds with one star. He thinks he would have kept Sun around, if only because he would’ve found it sickeningly funny to force the kinder of the twins to serve him while his brother suffered and died.
He used to love that image of the world he’d create.
He hated it now.
Right now though, any world with him in it was a wild fantasy.
After what felt like eons of dragging a crumbled, numb, useless body across the floor Eclipse finally hauled himself upright to lean against the bedside table that broke him. It wasn't deep under the bed, but the table was flush with the frame and the blankets Sun had left draped lazily over the side blotted out the bright room beyond a couple jagged slivers. He slowly leaned himself against the wood of the table, feeling the jagged metal of his spine scrape deeply against it. He would have shuddered if he could feel it.
It was dark here.
It was quiet.
It was safe.
But he was alone.
Eclipse curled his body forward, put his only hand on his head, and cried without tears.
Notes:
Yeah, he's having a hard time.
Chapter 21: 21
Notes:
Ayo longer chapter to make up for the last one being short! Technically 20 was originally part of 19 but I didn't like the flow so I cut it into a long and short chapter. Also don't mind if I slow down again, life is doing life things.
TW depictions of panic, fear of death, implications of suicide, and description of injury.
Be safe and away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It felt like a long time that he cried.
That he silently screamed.
That he spiraled.
But eventually, Sun’s door opened again.
Something Shshed! Shshed! across the carpet of Sun's room and Eclipse froze, wondering if it was shoes, whether fake or not, or if it was nanite feet that were getting closer and closer to his hiding spot. Had Sun left Lunar here? Was the child coming back to finish what he’d started? He rattled in his own damaged casing, trying not to spiral deeper at the sight of his legs not rattling with him.
Eventually, he saw a large mass drop to the floor but the static in his eyes wouldn’t let him discern a color or pattern.
A familiar rumble broke the deafening silence and Eclipse let out a sigh he no longer cared if anyone heard. Bloodmoon’s deep voice broke through the panicked, spiraling thoughts taking over his mind.
“Do you want to come out?”
Eclipse wheezed, unable to form words.
Bloodmoon sniffed.
They snorted an animalistic snort followed by the sounds of their jester hat flopping back and forth like a dog's ears when they shake their head.
“We’ll offer our hand. You don’t have to take it if you’re full of doubt.”
A red hand, barely glowing white with the pentagram on the back, gently slid between the crack of the table and the bed, eternally bloodied claws stretched flat so he could climb on if he wanted to.
He did.
He couldn’t.
So he reached his only hand and grabbed the tip, trying to come up with a way to tell them he couldn’t move without their help.
Thankfully he didn't have to. The hand wrapped gently around him and pulled back revealing a bright room and the red face of Bloodmoon. One body rather than two, so maybe they’d just come back from their hunt? The coppery smell of blood still lingered in the air around them. Obviously there was none to actually be seen given the red nature of the twins, but the smell of death certainly hung heavy near them. Eclipse wheezed in their hand as he stared at the nanites spiking out behind them, never coming close to the damaged body they held.
They looked so guilty .
Behind the two-in-one-body stood Sun.
“It's okay if you don't want to see us Eclipse.” He said quietly. His tone was kind, just as it had been earlier. It might’ve eased some of his frayed nerves, if he could feel half of them. “We can leave you be if you want.”
Eclipse wheezed and shook his head, his only hand desperately digging into the red pool beneath him. The nanites slid easily out of the way of his attack, but he dug in regardless.
No!
No he didn’t want to be alone!
Being alone meant that Lunar could come back. Meant that he would be a sitting duck just waiting for whoever stumbled across him to end his life. Being alone meant that these memories, these last few days, were at risk of being lost to wherever an animatronic goes when they die. If they go anywhere!
No.
All his life Eclipse has been alone because of his actions, his ego, because he wasn’t wanted.
Right now he was desperate not to be alone again.
Even if all this comfort was fake.
Even if it would end when he died.
Even if he didn’t deserve it.
Without even thinking about it, he reached for the yellow attendant with his good hand and without a word Bloodmoon turned and red melted into yellow beneath his numb, useless legs. He wheezed and tried to keep from choking again as he realized he could no longer reorient in the largers hands. He couldn’t move to right himself when the hands dipped to bring the tiny, broken body closer. He couldn’t even tell there were hands beneath him and it caused the lingering sparks of terror to roar into full blown hysteria.
The tiny code was gently pressed against a blue shirt and he buried his face, unable to care about how much humiliation there should be at the moment. His fans stuttered and rattled. Wheezing a staggered rhythm as he pressed himself close to the one he used to call an enemy. He wheezed and tried to breathe through mangled fans, trying not to choke on the oil he knew was freely flowing thanks to his broken spine.
Hgk! Hgk! Hmm…
Hgk! Hgk! Hmm…
Hgk! Hgk! Hmm…
The broken, staggered breaths he dragged in and wheezed out tapped his back against Sun's fingers as they trailed down his spine comfortingly. He heard more than felt when one yellow digit tapped lightly against the exposed endoskeleton and Sun sucked in a breath that Eclipse could hear through his chest. Instead of saying anything, the finger just moved back up to his shoulders and continued its comforting strokes.
Bloodmoon rumbled nearby and Eclipse cowered closer.
He heard them back off.
It was stupid
But he blamed them for this.
He'd told them Lunar was going to kill him, he just hadn't been betting on the child losing the will to do so. He'd told them and they didn't listen because of course they didn't listen because of course they hated him because he wasn't theirs! Of course he was just some scrap code that nobody cared about because he wasn’t worth caring about! He wasn’t worth protecting if someone they actually loved told them to stop. He wasn’t worth defending when all he’d ever done was be mean and petty and cruel to everyone!
He wasn’t worth listening to because he was a mistake!
They’d shown him that.
Everyone had.
Even Sun had almost let him die because he was their enemy. Because he’d hurt them and laughed while doing so. If it hadn’t been for him literally begging for his life, if he hadn’t looked so pathetic, he wouldn’t be here right now.
But, Sun was still the only one who hadn't allowed him to be hurt after that first encounter with Bloodmoon days ago. He’s been the only one to apologize even when Eclipse was the one in the wrong. He was the only one to prove he wasn’t willing to hurt the tiny violent offshoot, no matter how annoying he was. Even now, he chose not to voice the obvious weakness in his darker twin.
And so Eclipse only wanted him.
Maybe it was mean.
Maybe it was petty.
Maybe it was cruel.
But that was who Eclipse was.
So he didn't care.
Sun moved to sit on the bed with Bloodmoon sitting at his heels. A yellow finger lightly went tap-tap-tap against the intact part of his spine. “Eclipse? Hey, can you hear me? Nod if you can hear me, okay? I’m worried about you.”
Of course he was.
Of course Sun was worried by this display. The bright attendant only ever knew him as angry, as violent, as powerful. Even small the larger sun had made the mistake of underestimating the sharpness of the smaller look-alikes words and dealt with the consequences of listening to him. His busted hand was proof. He jerkily nodded, not really trying to move away from the blue fabric engulfing his vision at the moment.
Above him, Sun sighed a little. “It’s gonna be okay. I got you.”
Eclipse didn’t respond, opting instead to just clutch their shirt with even more force. A spark popped out behind him and Sun puffed out a breath that, even through his own ragged breathing, the smaller could hear in his chest. Unlike his own, these gears and joints worked together perfectly because they were intact. They were whole and safe and not in danger from anyone, save maybe Moon.
But Moon wasn’t here and, even if he was, Bloodmoon would certainly never let any harm come to them.
Him though?
He was up for grabs.
There was a rustle. “It’s okay, Bloody.” Sun soothed from above. “He’s been through a lot today. Just give him some time to calm down, okay? I’ll…I’ll figure something out.” Bloodmoon whined from somewhere behind him and had there been an ounce of wherewithal in Eclipse's body right then, he would have scoffed. How dare they act all upset when this was their fault? If they’d listened in the first place he’d still be able to feel his lower half! He wouldn’t be cowering here in Sun's hands, unable to move or breathe or think properly!
If it weren’t for them he would’ve never learned about his back-
Wait, his backups!
Had Lunar actually been lying about all of them being gone? Surely there was at least one that had managed to stay hidden from Moon’s rampage, right? If there was, he could update it! If Moon's systems found out about it then so what? The lunar lunatic was already hunting them down and Eclipse was willing to bet it wasn’t just by walking around and picking up rocks! He had to have it here already!
Mangled orange plastic tried its best to twist and reach for the computer on Sun’s desk, desperate for salvation.
If he could find one , he could update it!
These memories could be saved!
He could be saved!
Then all he’d have to do is transfer himself somehow. It would be difficult, but he was currently so damaged it couldn’t possibly take much more to put an end to this body’s stability. Then he’d be free, in a new backup, with all his memories intact!
Sun looked to where he was frantically flailing, seeming confused. “There’s nothing there. It’s okay. We won’t let anything near you right now.” He was trying to be soothing and, had the smaller actually been seeing shit, it would have worked. As it stood though, it only frustrated him. There was no sparking anger, but beneath all the fear was an inkling of annoyance.
“Com-G-get me…I-I need-” He paused to cough up whatever the robotic equivalent to a lung is. Black oil poured from his mouth and leaked from his eyes as it was unable to escape all at once. It spread across blue clothes and over yellow digits and for a moment Eclipse felt bad, then another round of coughing began and his guilt was quickly tossed aside in favor of trying to breathe.
“Jesus!” The larger cried, quickly reaching for the bedside table for the box of tissues there. Why they were there was a fucking mystery seeing who lived here at one point. Before they could actually grab the box though, Bloodmoon reached over and plucked the desperate little from their hand and swept over to the computer. Sun sputtered as he whirled to see them after taking in his empty hand. “Bloody! What are you doing?!”
The pair ignored him.
They at first put him down, but between blind eyes and numb legs finding the gifted keyboard was a herculean task. He floundered, trying to force feeling into his shattered spine so he could bend forward and search. Thankfully he didn’t have to try for long because eventually they just reached past cracked rays and brought it to him. Silicon buttons that were quickly becoming familiar beneath his only fingers sent a momentary wave of relief, only for it to be shattered once he turned to look at the computer screen.
He couldn’t see it.
The static in his eyes was too much.
He had thought the bright screen would be able to cut through, but the light only created a blinding wall of white in his vision.
He had to calm down.
But every cough sent his hand off track of the keys, every wheeze sent his thoughts into a spiral, and every flash of light from the non-sentient machine sent the fear of death deeper and deeper into his endoskeleton like a nail being hammered into wood. Orange fingers tried to tap-tap-tap at the keys but lacked the strength to push them down or the sight to even see what was being touched. After a minute of trying and failing a shaking hand reached up to clutch at the edge of a ragged faceplate.
The static increased.
He couldn’t see.
He couldn’t hear.
He couldn’t breathe.
He couldn’t think.
“Second Sun.” Bloodmoon's deep voice rumbled, snapping him from his spiral again. Not letting go, he sat up and tried to turn toward the grounding timbre. “Go back to our Sunlight until your fear can be undone. Orders we can follow once your words no longer wallow.” Red hands lifted him up again before passing his mangled body back to Sun, who seemed to sigh in relief at having him in hand again.
“We’ll figure this out.” The attendant promised quietly. “Catch your breath.”
God why did all of this have to feel so real?
They didn't mean it.
They couldn't mean it.
It was all going to end.
But they were here.
Tears his model was unable to shed welled inside his chest, pushed out by the terror, the pain, the lack thereof, and in full view of the people he hated, Eclipse cried. He heaved desperate, sobbing breaths because he didn't deserve to be comforted. He didn't deserve to be held so gently, for the people he's hurt to speak so lightly, for the place he hated to be his sanctuary.
He didn't deserve to live.
But here he was. Held and comforted and, at least in some aspect, safe.
He cried until the fire in his chest had died. No more embers, no more rage or fear or annoyance, nothing but the hollow, empty case of a code that made himself unwanted from the start.
And through it all Sun and Bloodmoon stayed relatively silent. Sun still whispered kind nothings above his head that he couldn't really hear, but could register the tone of. Bloodmoon rumbled low in one voice and crooned high in another, the two voices working as one in their own ways to soothe him.
When his cries had died, the static finally calming just enough for him to barely make out red and yellow blurs, all he could manage to croak out was
“Backups.”
And the three turned two sprang into action.
Bloodmoon (or the red and pink blur they’d become) turned back to the laptop and tried to type the word in somewhere. Where? Eclipse couldn't say, but he was sure the pair had seen him entering commands at least once that night they’d talked so he wasn't too worried about figuring it out.
Apparently nothing came up. The red blur turned back and it was easy to guess that the pair-in-one looked unhappy in some aspect. Sun hummed quietly, displeased. It vibrated his chest and Eclipse leaned into it just a bit, too drained to do much more. “Let’s…try asking. No promises though since the A.I.’s don't really like me.” He remarked sheepishly. “Computer, show me Eclipse’s backups on my laptop.”
“No records found. All backups successfully terminated.”
The silence was palpable.
But Eclipse was too tired to react.
But not so tired to notice when the body he leaned against began to minutely shake.
“H-He…” Sun’s voice stammered before trailing off. He made the sound of clearing his throat before trying again. “He doesn’t have any…backups anymore. I-I-If he di-dies…” Yellow blurs tightened around cracked orange and a tiny, fearful whimper escaped the smallers mouth at the thought of Sun taking this new opportunity to end his life and running with it.
He didn’t want to be reminded that all of this kindness would end soon.
The yellow blur spasms slightly before curling more carefully around the tiny body. “It’s…I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you. I’ll…I’ll fi-figure something out okay? You’ll be okay. Right Bloody?” The twins whined somewhere ahead of the pair and Eclipse guessed it was due to whatever brave face Sun was currently trying to pin up.
“This is our fault.” Their deep voice whined, pitched higher than the grounding rumble it had been earlier. “It is because of us he won’t survive another assault.”
They sounded so upset.
How odd.
It should have been more annoying to hear, but Eclipse couldn’t find the strength to care right now. He had no idea why it seemed like they cared about his situation, mostly because they’d sounded so at ease earlier, but now was hardly the time to try and find out.
They probably just didn’t like seeing Sun upset.
That was it.
“There won’t be another assault.” Sun said firmly. “I have no idea how all of those backups disappeared, but I’ll figure something out. Even if it means bugging Moon about our own backup versions. Maybe we could switch one of mine for his? He’s pretty close to me after all…”
The body leaned, gently pressing Eclipse against a blue blurry chest. The sound of a tissue being pulled from its box could be heard and moments later some of the oil slicking the mini bots face and body was wiped away. Sun worked quickly, but gently to remove the evidence of the earlier breakdown. The smaller animatronic just sat, stone still, and let him do as he pleased.
The larger talked a big game, but Eclipse knew the odds of Sun being able to actually help him were slim to none. Of the celestial pair the brightest of them was actually the dullest when it came to technology, even though his existence as a machine would make you think he’d know at least something. Everyone knew this. It was the most known fact about the two besides their relations to one another. That had always been left up to the dimmer of the two. Moon was the smart one and Sun was the dumb one, that was how it stayed. Mostly because literally everyone around Sun outright told him he wasn’t smart enough to understand anything that Moon said or did, so he shouldn’t even try.
So he didn’t.
The mini violence code was also, unfortunately, one of the biggest culprits toward this mindset. He’d spent every moment he could manage whispering that the original attendant wasn’t good enough to even think about trying anything his brother did and he’d successfully whittled down his mirror foes self esteem in that regard to shambles. It was honestly kind of funny Sun was even promising to try for him given all the little one had made him believe even now.
It was useless to even hope they’d be able to do anything.
There was something that niggled at the back of the tiny genius's mind though.
“You…” Eclipse mumbled, making Sun pause his programmed cleanings. “D-Didn’t know they…were gone? Lunar…did…”
Sun sighed and from the movements that could be felt, slouched with invisible weights on his shoulders again. “Moon must not have thought it was important to tell me about. As usual. Don’t worry about it, just know that I wouldn’t have killed you even if I did know beforehand. That’s not changing now.”
“Why?”
There was silence after the almost too-quiet-to-hear question was asked, but it was one that Eclipse needed an answer too.
If he died now, if Sun let him be killed, then that would be it. There would be no uncertainty about the monster he would or would not choose to be once he got big again. Because there would be no getting big again. There would be no worry about Moon or Monty or Lunar hating him for hiding one of their biggest enemies in their daycare. The need to hide would be fixed with a simple command to their loyal guard.
There would be no more Eclipse.
Wasn’t that what they’ve wanted for a long time now?
To vanquish their enemy?
To make sure he couldn’t hurt them anymore?
But here he was, learning that the monster in his grasp could finally be killed, killed for good nonetheless, and he wouldn’t? Why? At this point there was no way it was just because he was a goody-two shoes.
He didn’t even entertain the idea of Sun caring about him.
Reality would sting a whole lot more if he let that little idea in.
Sun didn’t say anything and Eclipse was too tired and in too much pain to try and look up to see what expression he wore. Bloodmoon was also strangely silent where they stood. Shouldn’t they be more…feral? Because Sun was upset? Shouldn’t they be trying to get rid of the thing upsetting their star, him? Maybe they were just waiting for Sun to give them permission to end this once and for all. Instead, in a very even tone, he addressed Bloodmoon. “Guys, could you go tell Lunar that he’s going home with you tonight so I can stay? Please? But I need you to come back before that so you can help me stop these sparks. Something’s gonna catch fire if we let this keep happening.”
Not a command.
Even now, a request.
And one that the twins were more than willing to fulfill. The sound of the door opening and closing signaled their departure and the little one was sure his question would go ignored. He couldn’t be too upset by it though. He desperately wanted an answer, but maybe he wouldn’t like it.
“Eclipse, do you want to die?” Sun asked abruptly, voice still in that even tone.
The mini raised his head just a little bit, confusion barely overriding the pure exhaustion in his remaining body. “What?”
The tissue came back and the hand holding him reoriented slowly so that Sun’s thumb was supporting the non-broken part of his back, with the tip resting against the back of his head. Fear tried to spark anew, but there was no fuel. There was nothing to catch fire and as such, the mini just sat there, letting the person who should hate him clean up the mess he’d become. The thumb behind him tried to stay away from his exposed spine. The fingers that pressed against his cracked chest plate never pressed harder than they had to. Everything about the larger remained as perfectly gentle as the first time he’d found his greatest enemy half dead in the theater.
Which, given the posed question, was odd.
Another sigh and the body leaned to the side again. Guess that tissue was done for. “Listen, if you want to go, then I’m sure we can find a non-violent method of letting you go.” He emphasized. “But I’ll say it again. I never wanted to hurt you, you just hurt my family first.”
Now that there was less oil in his eyes and the fear had calmed to nothing, it was getting easier and easier to see again.
It was so strange to hear Sun use this tone. The normal deer-in-headlights tone of panic and slight confusion that normally permeated his words and actions just…wasn’t there. Never before had Eclipse seen (or more accurately for the moment, heard) the nervous animatronic sound anything besides terrified. Maybe exasperated, especially with Moon and his insane antics early on, but never this…collected?
To hear him speak so…almost casually about death, about allowing Eclipse to die should he want it, it should have been scary. It should have sent fear spiking through every wire, intact or not, in the little animatronics body. But even though the words were heavy, the tone was gentle. The hands that held him were too and with nothing for the sparks of fear to catch onto Eclipse honestly couldn’t find it in himself to even think he was in any danger, let alone be afraid.
When did I start putting so much trust in Sun?
“So, if you want to live, then I’ll try my best to help you. Okay?” The brighter of them continued, oblivious to the internal struggles of his doll-sized ward. “You’re a person, Eclipse and I don’t want to keep you trapped in a hell you don’t want to be in. I just also don’t want you dying to escape it, does that make sense?”
No.
It didn’t.
Not to Eclipse.
But he was starting to realize that what he thought made sense was so much different from Sun’s version of sense. Sun wanted to help people, to reach out and love them even when they don’t love him in return. They wanted to see people be more than they were at the beginning of their lives, more than the purpose they were given at their start.
Eclipse wanted that only for himself.
Everyone else be damned.
But, even now, did he really want to die?
No. If that earlier frenzy was anything to go by, for some reason he valued this tiny, destroyed life and its memories more than he ever thought possible. He wanted to remember Sun and his kindness. He wanted to remember how similar he and Bloodmoon truly were. He wanted to remember that his vile self hadn’t infected Lunars chances of finding a family that loved him, even if they too were broken in one way or another.
And there was something else Sun said just now that he was desperate to keep within his soul.
Sun called me a person.
And this person wanted these memories to shape the rest of his life, not to lose them in death. Instead of answering directly, Eclipse turned his face into the blackened-blue fabric and reached up with his only hand to clutch the handmade clothes with all the strength he had left.
“It hurts.”
Sun carefully ran a thumb up and down the blue fabric covering the mini’s missing joint. “I know. We’ll fix it somehow. I promise.”
Notes:
Do we think he's hit rock bottom yet?
Chapter 22: 22
Notes:
Idk how the last chapter wasn't rock bottom for the man to like, half of you but we're moving on! Is this chapter lighter? Eh. By comparison.
TW For descriptions of injury
Be safe and away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next few days were a blur of pain and fear and uncertainty. Eclipse clung to Sun when he was around, not trusting the bleeding pair to not give him up again should Lunar come back.
At first, Sun let him do this. He shut down the daycare and stayed in his room just to hold onto the mini genius while the bleeding pair relegated themselves to their spot at the foot of the bed. Once some semblance of consciousness returned to his mind, the formerly violent offshoot thought it was actually kind of surprising that they didn’t push to be closer or try to take him for themselves after a while.
They weren’t quiet by any means, and they didn’t always stay in their spot or even stay away from Sun, but they never did try to take him from the older. Not even during the times Sun was forced to put him down for one reason or another. For the first two days after Lunars attack, eternally bloody claws didn’t come anywhere close to his body. Eclipse chalked it up to Sun commanding them not to somewhere away from his hearing range.
Even though that didn’t make sense.
But after the first couple of days Moon had come knocking on the door, demanding to know why his brother was keeping the daycare closed and never coming home. In a moment of panic the bright caretaker had passed his mangled counterpart to the red murderer and Eclipse hadn’t been able to kick up a fuss about it seeing as someone who would absolutely end his life was right outside the door, barely a few feet from himself.
The red pair had growled and snarled, splitting in two so Hazard could heel behind his star and Harvest could crouch low behind the bed, holding him close and muffling his panicked wheezing with their own angry sounds.
The kinder celestial had told his much meaner twin a lie about not feeling well and promised that he’d be well enough to open again soon. Moon had looked like he was about to argue with him, but stopped when another snarl ripped out of Hazard. Thankfully, after that Moon hadn’t pushed it and had left, grumbling about Sun not telling him about important things.
The daylight caretaker had sighed and moved away from the door, allowing it to close and hide the group away from the world again. He’d given Hazard a pat, thanked Harvest for protecting Eclipse, then taken the mini back and resumed working on the computer like nothing happened.
A slight slouch the only indication of his anxiety.
After that Eclipse had been willing to stay with the red twins until Sun was free again after the daycare closed and at night, so the brighter of them could go home and keep an eye on Moon and Lunar. Lunar still hadn't tattled to anyone more dangerous about their captive enemy so that was good, but the fear that one day someone was just going to show up out of the blue kept Eclipse awake at night.
Literally.
He stopped sleeping at night.
Even though Sun didn’t like it.
Sun seemed pretty convinced the child wouldn’t rat him out, even if he was upset by his former brother's presence. The younger code would still stop by the room when Bloodmoon switched with Sun and they’d go play or hunt or do whatever it was they did when not confined to a room. Lunar caught a glimpse of him once, when Hazard had given him up to Sun, and the look of confusion that had flashed across their face when the smallest of them cowered at the sight of a child so close to the door had confused Eclipse to no end. He hadn’t really expected the child to be proud of almost killing him, seeing as they were clearly distraught by the time they’d stopped trying, but to see anything besides hatred in the same eyes that wanted him dead not two days ago was…odd.
Just like everything else here.
But Bloodmoon always gave him to Sun whenever the child came knocking so with them he stayed. They weren’t his go-to by any means, but at least that little interaction with Moon had shown him they weren’t willing to throw him to any other metaphorical wolves but themselves.
Not great.
But it kept Sun safe too.
So he stayed with them.
He could have just stayed alone, especially since he still didn’t fully trust the red pair not to bend to the lunar child's whims, but since Sun had been so weirdly willing to let him cling he hadn’t tried to fight to be left alone.
Honestly? He was just too scared to stay alone, even for a little bit.
The damage to his spine meant that he couldn’t escape wherever he’d been left last without significant effort and pain on his part. He wouldn’t be able to drag himself to even a vaguely safe place like under the bed without being caught immediately. Besides, with his luck, the one time he was left alone would be the one time someone who was willing to end his life would come along and all this would be gone.
He would be gone.
So, the routine changed.
In the morning Bloodmoon would either go hunting really early, leaving Sun here for him to stick to until the daycare opened, or they’d leave later, after the daycare had closed. Meaning they spent the mornings with the mini. This happened slowly, without anyone really talking about it out loud. The twins just…stopped leaving early and Sun just…stopped leaving him alone. All three of them just shifted everything about their worlds to accommodate his fear.
Without a single word or rhyme against him for it.
He was never alone and for that, even if he had no idea how to voice it, the normally violent offshoot was grateful. The company eased his anxieties enough that his damaged body was able to settle into a calmer rhythm that didn’t hurt so much.
That isn’t to say he wasn’t in pain. Everything still hurt. The twins had been able to do the weird nanite welding thing they’d done to his leg to the jagged bit of spine so that was no longer sending sparks into the ether, but that just meant that now he was even more aware of how much his lower half didn’t hurt. While his arm was still shaky from dragging himself under the bed, his rays still cracked and even lost bits of themselves over the next couple of days, and his head pounded with unresolved error messages, his legs and waist remained completely unbothered.
It was terrifying.
Every time one of the larger animatronics held him there was fear. Every time their hands shifted just a little bit weirdly the panic of falling and dying, even from a much shorter distance, would send his mind into a brand new spiral. Every time he panicked, he choked. He choked on oil and air that stuttered through his battered fans, wheezing and gasping so much all he could do was panic more in a desperate spiral until something finally distracted him and the loop would end.
His fans hadn’t actually been impacted as he’d originally thought (thank god) so breathing was only a chore during these random mini attacks, but between his current mental state and the physical one, the attacks were still frequent enough to be worrisome. The oil coming back was a pretty big concern as well. Probably the most concerning thing since the twins’ did their welding job which should have stopped whatever internal leaks there were originally that caused the choking. Something much smaller was probably leaking if he had to guess, something that could handle the flow normally but cracked or flooded when the already busted surroundings were put under pressure.
But with the change in routine it was considerably less of an issue.
That being said, being alone was far more stressful than being held.
So with company he stayed.
Yellow was much better at holding him than red.
All things considered, Sun was just oddly good at keeping hold of him and doing other things at the same time thanks to his daycare programming. Half of what he did all day was manage children with one hand and tasks with another. Holding Eclipse was (no pun intended) child’s play given the job he adored. It was also just less…stressful? Less nerve wracking? More comforting?
It felt safer to stay with Sun than Bloodmoon, and not just because the larger yellow attendant wasn’t planning on giving him up just because the animatronic equivalent to a child told him too. After that strange talk a couple of days ago where the smaller had insisted, without really saying it, that he wanted to live staying with Sun has just felt…safe. Like Eclipse could close his eyes and sleep and know for a fact those eyes would open to the same world. He never did try, but it felt like he could have.
It was almost like Sun preferred holding him too.
As stupid of a thought as that was.
It didn’t help that sometimes, especially right after finding out his backups were dead, mismatched eyes would look up and see pure white looking at him too. A tiny face would look up and catch the softest smile from a larger mirror and feel that tightness in his chest ease, just a bit. When a busted yellow hand wrapped oh-so-carefully around a shattered orange body Eclipse knew that he could just rest his head against stained blue clothes and just…be.
There was no fear.
There was no hatred.
There was no doubt.
His worst enemy had become the perfect sanctuary, and the little doll-sized bot didn’t know how to feel about that.
On the other hand, the red two-in-one were almost laughably bad at the same thing.
They were predators, not caretakers. On top of that, they were animalistic predators so, despite their bipedal nature, it wasn’t uncommon to find one or both of them on all fours as they went about their normal lives in the ‘Plex. Obviously, this wasn’t exactly conducive to holding onto their increasingly fragile ward. So, both Hazard and Harvest had decided to make pockets for when it was their turn to carry the tiny body around.
At first, said ward had been against this idea.
Obviously, sitting in a pocket with numb legs was already an unpleasant idea. But the idea that the twins could move just a little overzealously and drop him without even realizing it struck every single metaphorical frayed nerve in Eclipse's literal motherboard. It had taken some persuasion, mostly on Sun’s end, but eventually the orange genius had agreed to try so long as there was no way he could just be unceremoniously dropped and forgotten.
This was the plan that the insane pair had come up with.
One brother would be deemed “The Holder” and Eclipse would sit in the conjured pocket while the other brother was “The Doer” and would actually do all tasks normally done by the both of them. This allowed one brother to keep all their attention and focus on making sure he was still with them while the other was able to focus on the outside world.
The “Doer” would listen for Moon or other unwanted guests, obey Sun as usual, and generally burn off steam from the ADHD that the twins had picked up somewhere in their lives.
Seriously, he did not code that into them.
Why was it so hard for these little gremlin motherfuckers to sit still?!
In short, it was the “Doer’s” job to be Bloodmoon for the day. Or whenever the “Holder” got bored and wanted to switch. They took turns day after day and found it endlessly entertaining so, despite any initial reservations about the safety of staying with them, no complaints were made from the mini.
It was completely inane and incredibly silly, but he was safe and never alone. And, being entirely honest, maybe he found it a little funny too. That these two murderers were so pleased to be the one to hold onto him that they’d sometimes “fight” over it. Even though they sucked at staying still normally, there was always a playful fight between the brothers about who would get to play statue for the day.
Or for the hour.
What with their abysmal attention spans.
A sort of joke had even begun to form around the trio of former murderers.
The pair could remember things fine, that Eclipse knew without since he’d looked at their code, but the funny part is while their long term memory was fine so long as they were together, their short term was far worse. If it wasn’t something urgent or interesting like the safety of their stars, Harvest and Hazard could get distracted in an instant. Knowing this, it really wasn’t hard to confuse the twins on whose turn it was if only for a moment or two, and orange could often be found cackling at the bickering reds over the next couple of days.
A simple “I’m pretty sure it's Harvest’s turn.” or “Hazard had me last time, idiot.” would be enough to make them stop and think. They would have to physically stop moving and stare at each other in order to literally go through their shared memory bank and find out who actually had him last. Since each time was either hours or just the day before it didn’t take long, but Eclipse found immense pleasure in confusing them even for a few moments.
More than once he’d cackled about it quietly.
His voice was quieter than normal, both due to how subdued the realization of inevitable death had made him and the general damage to his body made it so his voice was flatter, more monotone that the far more recognizable angry growl he sported. Those cackles were the closest thing to his normal voice he had at the moment. With neither twin being good at telling tone in the first place, they honest to god couldn’t tell if he was fucking with them or not until they checked.
It was funny.
It was also disheartening to a degree that the voice he’d had since waking up wasn’t there anymore, but each time Harvest glared at him, trying to figure out if he was joking or not, or when Hazard happily turned around to pass the Eclipse to their sibling before freezing in place as they remembered that it was indeed their turn, a smile would grace his battered face and he wouldn’t think of it for a while.
A smile had never really graced his face before, had it?
A real smile, not the kind he’d get when he was laughing at the celestial twins' misery.
Maybe, if a change in tone meant that he could finally laugh without worrying about the fear it caused, then he’d take advantage while he had it.
This laughter, this smile, eased Sun's mind too.
Even if finding ways of helping their tiny enemy weren’t going very well, Eclipse noticed how they too would smile when they walked into a playful fight between the three of them and some of the lingering anxiety in his chest would fizzle and die. The air around the yellow mirror was getting heavier as the days passed, worry and fear and exhaustion once again pulling at their shoulders, dimming their eyes and dragging their mouth down.
But whenever Sun walked in and heard that raspy, broken laugh from Eclipse, or the playful anger of their guards, some of that weight would fall away. Some of that exhaustion would be swept to the side and their own cheerful grin would light up the room just like before when Eclipse had hidden behind the lamp, an outside observer to the light the sun would bring to the room.
He wasn’t an outsider now.
Now he was the reason the day would brighten.
Or at least, a factor to it.
So if staying with the twins let the brighter side relax a little bit more, at least for a while, then he’d keep starting fights over who would get him.
Life wasn’t exactly good. There was pain and fear and Eclipse constantly teetered on the edge of a massive spiral, but he was safe and protected and a part of the very thing his anger had made him chase away in the first place.
He was alive.
Damaged, but alive.
Scared, but alive.
After four days, early in the morning when the ‘Plex hadn’t opened yet and Bloodmoon had returned from the shared house with Lunar in tow to help Sun begin the day, the pair had come up to the room and apologized.
It seemingly came out of nowhere.
All three of them had sat down to watch TV on the now (less than useful for Eclipse) laptop. Using his own gifted keyboard was more a chore than anything else right now so the smallest of them figured they could all be entertained by watching something until Sun got off when the daycare closed.
Bloodmoon liked slasher films (because most everybody always died in them) and since they were the only one big enough to use the computer properly, they’d been the ones to pick the movies. They’d taken the little one from Sun, told him to have a good day, and then sat down to watch. The pair-in-one stuck their ward into a pocket on the front of the shared body, dodging the game they played.
Eclipse didn’t mind.
It was early and he was tired.
Sleep had been elusive for days as anxiety coursed through damaged metal and plastic and combined with the early time the mini orange bot just didn’t have the energy to play.
Then, oddly, one became two, the body splitting until Harvest and Hazard rather than Bloodmoon sat around the laptop on the floor. The mini ending up in Harvests’ pocket in the split.
At first, he’d found that odd seeing as there was nothing to really be done this early in the morning so there should be no reason for the “Holder” and “Doer” bit they normally did. Besides, wasn’t it supposed to be Hazard’s turn with him? It was hard to remember since he was the one normally causing confusion about turns, but the smaller was pretty sure the less manic of the pair had him previously.
Whatever.
Tired given how early it was and overall at ease knowing Lunar would be down with Sun and Moon wouldn’t care to be here so early he sighed, sinking deeper into the nanite pocket that held him. The brothers rambled and laughed above him, Harvest making sure not to move nearly as much as he normally would so as not to jostle the partially numb tiny. The twins had never legitimately fought over anything so if Harvest got him in the split then it was most likely for a reason. He let his eyes close, just listening to the random sounds of violence and mania that had become such a normal part of life.
Maybe this wouldn’t last.
Maybe all this was fake.
But Eclipse felt safe and for now he didn’t care if it was real or not.
He’d been barely paying attention to some slasher film or another when both Harvest and Hazard spoke as one despite being split.
“We’re sorry.” They’d rumbled.
Eclipse looked up, surprised.
“Huh?” He said dumbly, trying to find what train of thought led them to an apology of all things. Was it because they had control of the computer? “Just because I’m not watching the movie doesn’t mean I’m upset. Jeez, what do you take me for? A f*cking baby?” He grumbled though there was no real bite to it. He tried to sink down again and relax, but they continued.
“We’re sorry we got you hurt.” Hazard remarked, making Eclipse perk up and listen fully.
Oh.
He was so far off it’s not even funny.
He was half asleep!
Shut up!
“You are our ward and we abandoned you to someone that abhorred your guts and left you to be gored.” Harvest said quietly, catching the orange pupil that flicked up to meet his own white one. “We should’ve listened to your fears. Maybe it could have saved you these tears.”
Now Eclipse realized it was not a coincidence he’d ended up in Harvests pocket rather than Hazards.
Harvest was, technically speaking, the marginally more sane of the two.
He waved them off with one hand. It wasn’t their fault their base instinct was ‘ listen to the people we like.’ They’d been built with the intention of listening to every command they were given and, surprise surprise, they did.
It was stupid to blame them for acting as loyal guard dogs when that’s what they’d specifically decided for themselves to be.
“It’s whatever. I knew my word would never compete with your ‘Little Star’ so I was expecting it to be honest. I just…wasn’t expecting the lack of backups to fall back on. Pun not intended.” He tried to sit up and reorient before giving up with a sigh.
His useless legs were bunched underneath him, having been specifically put that way earlier to try and minimize future damages, but it was also a constant reminder that he was at their mercy. He hated that there was no feeling where the “fabric” touched his lower back. He hated not being able to move even as much as he did before by himself. He hated how the knowledge of who held him weighed on the back of his mind, desperate to pull itself to the front and send him spiraling again.
An effort had been made to…not forget what happened, because he couldn’t physically forget while there was no feeling below his waist, but to ignore it. The twins had chosen their family over him and that made sense. End of story, move on while he still had life left to live. As long as said family didn’t give the command to kill him, it would be fine.
Or at least, he could tell himself that.
Eclipse had always been a pretty decent liar after all.
Too bad he wasn’t nearly as good at lying to himself.
“I’m not one of yours. Of course you’d listen to Lunar over me. So…it’s whatever. I’ll…I’ll just…try not to make that bet again.”
He’d built a weapon.
Lunar had used that weapon.
Simple as that.
Red tipped claws reached for his face and he flinched. An orange pupil flickered with fear as his gaze darted to the sharpened tips, wondering if he should be trying to escape them.
Harvest’s own hands came up to steady him, lest he fall out of the pocket he was leaning out of. The body holding him crooned and Eclipse felt just a little bit of his fear ebb away.
They wouldn’t sound like that if they were going to kill him.
Hazard waited for him to calm down before gently grabbing the tiny cripple by the semi-chin and lifting his head. They frowned down at his staticky eyes. “You may not yet be part of the stars, but you have certainly become ours. We did not keep a promise made and let your fragile trust in us fade. For that, we’re sorry.”
Now Hazard joined his sibling with a purr that vibrated through Eclipse's shattered senses. It drowned out every thought and every fearful word, dragging a sigh from his chest. This dance of safety and fear was exhausting and here they were, apologizing for doing exactly what they’d threatened to do from day one. Here they were, holding him gently even though he didn’t deserve it. Here they were, letting him choose whether to trust them again or not.
He must be an idiot for doing what he did next.
A tiny orange head leaned a little harder into the sharpened digit.
He wanted to feel safe with them . He wanted to look at the red pair the way Sun did, with full knowledge that they wouldn’t allow him to be harmed. That their claws would never again crack his casing, never again score lines through the metal that made him up. It was a stupid wish. He’s made it clear that just because he was small that didn’t mean he knew how to change, how to not be Eclipse.
But now, it didn’t matter if he changed or not.
Because he was going to die.
It was just a matter of how long he could stave it off.
It didn’t matter if he didn’t know how to be kind. It didn’t matter if he had plans for when he was big again. It didn’t matter if those plans weren’t going to involve the ones these weapons viewed as their own, viewed as the stars in a sky stained maroon with insanity and bloodlust. It didn’t matter if he was safe now, because eventually they’d slip up.
Sun would have to leave him alone for a minute, or Bloodmoon would run late on a hunt, or Moon would barge in without knocking and find him.
No matter what, at this point, he was a dead man.
And not even one that could walk.
So he pressed into the eternally bloodied claws that held his face. He pressed until the pressure and the vibrations from the both of them chased away the pain of backlogged damage in his mind. He pressed until he could feel the sharp tip of one finger ghost across his neck and another chip the paint on his already marred cheek. The vibrations stuttered, the fingers under his chin twitching minutely but he didn’t care.
Just closed his eyes and pressed.
Because as long as no one was around to command them otherwise, Bloodmoon would not kill him.
“I don’t want to die.” He sighed, barely loud enough to be heard. But they did. They had good ears. “But I won’t blame you if you’re the ones to kill me. I promise.”
Red fingers yanked themselves away like he’d somehow burned them with his words. Eclipse lifted his head and opened his eyes, still just barely laced with static, to see Hazard with their hands on their face, raking downward just as they’d done when Lunar had been crying in front of them. The purring had ceased, replaced with an upsetting, animalistic whine. Harvest wasn’t much better, but they still stayed as still as possible beneath their clearly unhappy expression. Eclipse looked around, wondering what could’ve possibly set them off while their stars weren’t in the room.
“What?!” He asked, much louder than he had been this whole time. “What’s wrong with you? There’s nothing happening! Jesus Christ!”
He leaned back into Harvest’s chest, unsure of if that was actually a safe thing to do but unable to really do anything else. Said animatronic reached out, carefully keeping his cargo secure, and grabbed one of Hazard’s hands. The more manic of the pair looked up at their brother. Nothing was said aloud, but after a moment Hazard lowered his hands and moved to sit quietly next to Harvest.
“You’re not dying.” Harvest said evenly, as though they were trying to sound nonchalant and didn’t quite know how. “Not while what we have done needs rectifying.”
Eclipse looked up between them both, trying to gauge what the fuck just happened and if he should make them put him down or not. Surely he hadn’t said anything that upsetting, right? They didn’t even like him a week ago! They just said he wasn’t one of their stars, so there should be no reason for them to get all riled up about his death!
Admittedly though, he didn’t quite know what being “theirs” meant . Was it different from being a “star” so to speak? Did it just mean they didn’t want to see him dead, even though they didn’t much like him? Or did it just mean they weren’t willing to find out what happens to the ones they do care about when he does die? These questions bounced around Eclipse's mind but he didn’t want to ask them in case that riled up Hazard again. He didn’t understand what exactly had set him off, but he didn’t want to risk it happening again and getting even more damaged or, god forbid, killed purely on accident.
That would almost be worse than on purpose.
The three sat in silence for a bit, the movie still playing though none of them were truly watching. After some time of nothing happening Eclipse relaxed enough to lean forward again. He wasn’t as calm as earlier, now very much awake as he was, but it was enough to stop pressing against the animatronic behind him and for the static in his eyes to die completely.
Whatever that was about he wasn’t privy to, but at least it seemed accidental.
It wasn’t much longer after that, during the climax of the stupid movie, Hazard slowly reached back over with one claw and lightly tapped the cotton ball still pretending to be a ray. One orange pupil watched out of the corner of his eye they did this.
Attention gotten, Hazard grinned sort of sheepishly.
“Sorry. Did not…mean to scare just…don’t know how to care?” They sighed. It sounded like it was hard just to string those few words together, meaning whatever riled them up was still technically affecting the more manic of the sides. It seemed as though he was trying to keep a lid on it for Eclipse's sake.
The smallest of them sighed, relaxing back into his original position. He waved them off. “Whatever, it’s fine. I didn’t mean to set you off, I was just…stating a fact.” The little turned back to the screen, now black and rolling credits. “Now pick another movie. And I swear to god if it’s a slasher I’m hacking the computer and locking you out!”
The pair had snickered and picked another slasher.
Fuckers.
Maybe he didn’t understand exactly what had upset them, but clearly talking about his death was undesirable to them, at least at the moment. Was that ridiculous given his current circumstances? Yes. Was it odd? Yes.
But so was Bloodmoon.
That was kinda their default.
So he didn’t think about it much.
Sure it had been scary for a minute there, but clearly they’d noticed and reacted differently to his fear than Sun or Lunar, calming down on the outside even if that wasn’t the case on the inside. Which he appreciated seeing as the whining or the hunting style they took on for the other two was so strange and foreign to him it definitely caused more stress than it helped.
Somewhere he remembered wondering how they would react to his fear if they’d cared about him.
As quickly as it came he shook the memory away. Hazard had said they didn’t know how to care, but that couldn’t be about him. If it was he’d have to admit that he’d be leaving behind more than just Sun when he died. He’d have to admit that the twins weren’t just upset because Sun was a goody-two-shoes who didn’t even want to see his enemy die and was sad about the inevitability, but because they, and Sun, truly didn’t want him dead anymore. That he had managed to worm his way into their lives only to leave them just as quickly.
So their words couldn’t mean they actually care about him.
It couldn’t.
It wasn’t possible.
It couldn’t be possible.
God he wished he was a better liar.
Notes:
Liar liar pants on fire.
Chapter 23: 23
Notes:
My guy is tired and I don't blame him. XD
TW for descriptions of previous injury and overall suffering
Be safe and away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
All things considered, things were getting to a new normal.
Granted, it was a normal they were all hoping to shake up pretty quickly just based on how...fragile it was, but without someone who could repair Eclipse there was nothing to be done. It was a normal that nobody really liked, because the most likely thing to shake it up would be a certain someone's death. A normal that a tiny, desperate genius held onto regardless.
If he didn’t, there was no telling how far he’d spiral.
It had been two days since Bloodmoon’s apology and things were normal.
Well, they were.
Today was a bad day. Eclipse was lying with Hazard in the corner of the room with some murder mystery show or another playing in the void that was the rest of Sun’s room. He wasn’t really paying attention. Harvest was nearby, pacing in anxious circles near the nightstand, since they were the “Doer” for the time being.
Today was a bad day. The mini was exhausted despite having a full battery as days of not sleeping, of anxiety filled visions of his death and dismemberment, finally caught up to his mind and mangled body. The spiraling thoughts that had been being kept at bay by the company of the twins and Sun finally came crashing down all at once, almost drowning the smallest code present both mentally and physically. A coughing fit had ignited every sore bit on his body so everything hurt right now except for the things that should .
Eyes filled with static he couldn’t get rid off.
Fans laboring to get enough air.
Body shaking from exhaustion and fear.
Cold digging into every inch despite the desperate rush to survive.
Today was a bad day because it felt like today was the day he died. That was why Harvest was pacing the way he was, both twins could tell he was suffering and could do nothing about it so the “Doer” was fidgeting for the both of them. Hazard, meanwhile, carefully pressed the mini close to try and chase off the cold.
It hadn’t taken long for the three larger animatronics to realize that, even though he was small, he shouldn’t be this cold in their hands. So, all three had taken to raising their internal temperatures to try and counteract this dilemma. It was only slightly working. He was warm, but only when he was being held. So, anytime he wasn’t for one reason or another he got dangerously cold dangerously fast.
Hazard purred, trying to calm Eclipse’s rapid breathing.
“Breathe our Midnight.” He rumbled slowly. “Today is not the day we lose your light.”
Shattered rays tinked against the faux clothing the manic side sported as Eclipse leaned against their chest, trying to keep from choking again. It was hard to think. It was even harder to move. Everything hurt and he wanted to be angry. He wanted to be angry and yell and throw his arm above his head because all of that was familiar to him. All of that was how he was supposed to act, how they all expected him to act, but he couldn’t .
He wanted to be angry because then he wouldn’t be so scared.
Hazard was most likely right, his body wouldn’t shut down fully if it hadn’t already by this point so, logically, this was just caused by his fear. By the mental weight of wondering when the other shoe would drop while desperately trying to deny that he didn’t want to leave them. He didn’t want Sun to wonder what he should have done better. For Bloodmoon to wonder what would have happened if they’d just listened to him. For Lunar to cry over the blackened blood on his hands.
As stupid as it sounded, he wanted them to be happy.
But they couldn’t be happy with him.
Not like this.
It was pathetic, but the terror of dying overrode any ego he’d once held onto.
Harvest gave an answering rumble from across the room, but it was small and distracted. They were trying not to whine, trying not to show their agitation because they knew it would add to his fear, but they couldn’t help it. It was their job right now to be the outlet for the emotions, the energy, the movements that couldn’t be made by their brother and so they paced and matched the purrs of their other to try and minimize the fear they felt.
“Should we try to get the attention of our Daylight?” Harvest said, not really speaking to anyone but their brother. Eclipse was in too much pain and too mentally clouded to really offer much in the ways of conversation anyways. “The duty they share will cease soon this night, but if this pain does not decrease surely he’d want to know of your plight?”
Harvest threw their hands up into the air exasperatedly and a small snort made it out of the pained tiny’s mouth at how closely they mirrored Sun when they did so.
It hurt.
But it was funny.
Or, maybe he was just out of it.
The technically less manic twin (though you’d never know that looking at them now) looked over at the sound and their twisted expression eased, just a bit. Slowly they made their way over, stepping lightly as though walking too loudly would spell their wards end right there and then. A red tipped finger reached over to brush gently against his pounding head and even though his body burned with pain he tried to lean into the touch regardless.
“He needs to sleep.” Hazard remarked with a clear frown in their tone. “At very least it may ease this pain until it digs less deep. Do you think Sun can convince him to release into such peace?”
Eclipse whined. He couldn’t sleep! What if he never woke up? What if they decided to put him down while he slept and Lunar came back, or Moon? Sun wasn’t even here! He didn’t want the last sight he saw to be the worried faces of the twins! He didn’t want Sun to feel bad if he couldn’t stop it!
Tossing his only arm out past Hazards hands only earned the little a bolt of fiery pain and static flashing so violently through his mind he didn’t even remember recoiling with a hiss and pulling it back. Moving was a bad idea right now. He groaned and flopped the now staticky limb over his mostly blinded eyes.
God he was tired.
Why are the lights so bright?
Thinking was hard.
What were the twins talking about again?
Where was Sun?
It hurts to breathe.
What’s going on?
Another rumble dragged frayed thoughts back to the present. “I don’t think his mind is intact enough to know false from fact, I doubt he’d heed what is very clearly a need for him to concede.” Harvest sighed and sat back, one hand going in between their teeth despite knowing there would be no comfort there. Red and white nanites split with ease to avoid the sharpened teeth.
“We should get-”
The next round of rhyming was cut off when the door whooshed! open and the twins turned, clearly ready to jump up and drag Sun over to the distraught mini. Eclipse turned too, slowly raising his head past eternally bloodstained hands (when did he start lying down in Hazard's hands?) expecting to see yellow staining his staticy vision.
Instead, there was blue.
A battered face frowned, glaring at the spot in the door bleeding blue instead of yellow. The spot was shorter than Sun too, with the only bright color coming from a strange little waving light somewhere off to the left of the blur. The sound that came out of it (was that a voice?) was light like the daylight caretaker, but it was also timid and sounded upset in a way the older hadn't heard since finding out Eclipse was going to die. That couldn’t be Sun, right? No Sun was tall and bright and also shouldn’t be here this early in the day because the daycare doesn’t close yet.
No he’d still be down there with L-
Wait.
Wasn’t…wasn’t Lunar small and blue?
Wasn’t there something he was forgetting about Lunar?
They’re talking. The smallest of them thought to himself. I should tune in now.
“Little Lu? What are you doing here, is Sunrise done there too?” Harvest asked, voice full of confusion but also some hope.
Maybe Sun had gotten done early and could come up now? That would be nice. Sun was nice. Probably too nice for the people he was always around because they were mean like himself. He was mean, but Sun was nice to him anyway. Yeah, he wanted Sun up here too.
Oh, they were still talking.
The sounds of shuffling feet could be heard and it was unclear if it was Lunar or one of the blood twins. “Uh, no. Sunny’s not done yet. He’s getting the last kids home and said I could go wait for you guys up here.” The shuffle sound stretched long, like Lunar was dragging his foot along the carpet. “I don’t wanna wait. Can you guys just put him down somewhere so we can go play?”
Two voices gently rumbled as one. “No can do, our dearest Little Lu.” Harvest crooned, the anxiety from earlier easing as they spoke to the one they loved.
“In his pain his mind’s been slain.” Hazard chimed in just as easily. “He’s been hurt. We’ll have free rein when our Light we can obtain.”
Lunar huffed and the blur kicked one foot across the carpet even though there was nothing to kick. “Eclipse doesn’t get hurt Hazard! He’s too strong.” The voice sounded upset, but not angry, more impatient than anything else.
Why would Lunar be angry?
The shuffling stopped and Eclipse watched the blue blur stand up straighter. “That’s what he’d say to me all the time back in October. ‘I’m stronger than you Lunar so you have to do what I say’ and it was stupid!” He whined, voice pitched down for a moment in a mockery of Eclipse's own rough, growling tone. The child stomped one foot. Eclipse managed to chuckle past the throbbing in his head. It was funny to see the little one so upset over something so normal, even if the ones they were saying it to were far from normal themselves.
“Come on! Can you please just come play? Here, I'll come and put him down so Sun can't get mad at you!”
The mini frowned as the pain in his head increased tenfold. He winced and turned to hide his face in Hazard's chest, desperate for the lights to stop searing his eyes and for his head to ease its aching. What was happening? Why did he feel so much worse after hearing those words? Was it because of that thing he was forgetting? What was he forgetting?
There was a beat of silence. And then “What’s…what’s wrong with him?”
Red hands pressed him closer. “As I said, he’s been hurt. Life has become a strain on his body, pain making it even harder to exert the will to do more than hide against a shirt.” One hand disappeared from beneath his body and movement suggested Hazard was gesturing for the child to come closer. Small footsteps moved closer but Eclipse couldn’t find it in himself to turn back around despite the buried voices in his head screaming something incoherent about danger. He huffed, ignoring it to the best of his abilities. They were loud, even buried, and annoying and the mini genius just wanted to rest.
There was no danger while Bloodmoon had him.
The shuffling footsteps stopped. “Why hasn’t he said anything? He was full of mean things to say before I threw him.” Lunar remarked bluntly with the sound of something scraping across the carpet. Low rumbles swept away the terrified thought clawing its way to the surface as Hazard chuckled above him.
“It’s hardly easy to speak out of turn when everything about you will burn.” Hazard remarked easily, earning a small smack from a tiny orange fist.
“F*ck...you…” Eclipse mumbled, still not raising his head. He didn’t really know what they were talking about, if he was being completely honest, words were being heard but their meanings were quickly lost amid the static and the pain, but he knew that tone. He knew that stupid, smirking smile that made the twins voices pitch higher in amusement whenever they talked in a teasing tone. He may not understand what exactly was happening right now, but he knew they were being fuckers.
Hazard just chuckled again.
“So, he’s really hurt? Like, actually badly hurt? Is he gonna be okay? Can somebody fix him?” The little one asked, voice pitched higher into something far more frantic than before. He sounded so upset. Why did he sound so upset? Lunar didn’t even like him.
Wait, did they say he’d been thrown?
Eclipse groaned, his only hand grasping at damaged rays as he tried to bury himself against Hazard and hide away from the pain.
That’s right, that’s why he felt so sickly right now. The extra damage from the child trying to end his life was eating away at everything he was, his mind, his body, his fear. Was that what he was forgetting? That Lunar threw him? So what if he did? He’d abused the child, of course he’d throw him away the moment the opportunity arrived. Eclipse probably would have done so much worse had it been Lunar in his hands instead .
So why wouldn’t that calling voice beneath the fog leave him alone?
He was safe.
He was with Hazard.
And Lunar sounded so sad.
From farther away, Harvest chimed in where they were still walking around for their “Doer” job. “There are two in this world that could fix him, and they’d both kill him on a whim. And that’s excluding the trouble our bubble would find ourselves in should we be found to have hidden this double.” They growled. “If this remains his peak he will not see next week.”
“What?!” Lunar gasped, horrified.
Harvest whined, caught between two fear reactions. "We're sorry Little Lu, there is nothing we can do. Not without a body brand new."
"Is it my fault he's like this? I really really didn't mean to hurt him, I just got so mad!" The younger cried, much to Eclipse's discomfort. "He was saying so many mean things and I just got mad! I didn't mean to throw him, I just...wanted him to stop being mean!"
Harvest's voice shushed the child and sounds of metal on fabric made the damaged genius imagine red tipped claws placed carefully on small blue shoulders, trying in whatever way they knew to calm their star. "Our fault." They just barely managed past the whine building in their throat. "Damaged from our first assault, we never should have let you be alone with one who's words on wounds act like salt. It is our fault and now we must be his vault."
There was a moment of silence where no one said anything. Harvest still shuffled around the room, though in much less of a frenzy than earlier, the sound of Lunar’s tail scraping against the carpet repeated again and again, and Hazard never eased on his rumbling purrs that Eclipse pressed into, trying to chase away the deep screaming voice in his subconscious.
After a time of silence, Lunar sniffled.
“Oh, Child Blue, what’s eating you?” Harvest’s voice asked as shuffled steps fell silent. Confused, Eclipse dragged his head up and around to try and see what had happened. The room was dimmer now, thank god, but that meant that even the vague blurs from earlier were gone thanks to the static in his eyes. He frowned as the darkness above him moved and Lunar sniffled again.
“I don’t want him to die…” They whimpered quietly. “I-I thought I did be…because then he couldn’t be mean anymore! But now…”
Now he looks pathetic
Eclipse winced as the thought stabbed through the fog in his mind.
Was that really the only reason Lunar was remorseful now?
Because of his mangled, useless self?
“I-I don’t know what to do!” Lunar wailed, bursting into full sobbing tears. Hazard shifted as they moved to get up and comfort the child and the lamp, apparently having been left on when the room was dimmed, shone on the younger code's face. Fat tears, just like in Parts and Service flowed down his face in small rivers, dripping onto the floor like rain. It was a face the older code had seen a dozen times back in October, one that used to light the fires of annoyance in his chest.
But here, mangled and delirious as he was, he only felt concerned.
He didn’t care if they were crying because he was hurt, because he was at the mercy of everyone around him. That was the reason Sun had helped him in the first place, after all. He didn’t care that Lunar hadn’t been willing to spare him when he’d been throwing every painful jab he could into the child’s heart. It was Eclipse and his actions back during the takeover that taught the child that this was how you deal with people you don’t like. This is how you show love. This is what makes you family.
So yeah, maybe he only sobbed now because the villain that taught him all these things was now at his mercy and he couldn’t go through with these lessons. Maybe he was only sad because he’d found a new brother in Sun, someone who loved unconditionally and offered a hand to even their worst enemies and he’d learned a brand new set of lessons. Lessons that conflicted with the first.
Maybe he just missed the brother he never had.
Eclipse didn’t care why they were crying.
Just that he wanted them to stop .
“Sssstop it…” He hissed, purely because saying words was a chore at the moment and he’d struggled to get the first word out. It also came out far too quietly and with Lunar crying neither Hazard nor Harvest seemed to hear him. So he tried again. “Stop…Stop it!”
That got their attention and three blurs, two vaguely red, seemed to look down at him.
“Do…don’t cry…” He wheezed, just barely able to form words. “I don…d-don’t des-s-s-serve it….”
And with that, a tiny orange body fell limp in red hands.
Notes:
IDK if i like this chapter. I was trying to catch the idea of delirium but I think I just made it badly. Either way, my guy suffers. XD
Chapter 24: 24
Notes:
Sorry for the late upload everyone! I spent the day with my family and then had to catch up on chores.
TW for thoughts of dying. As always let me know if something needs to be added!
See ya'll!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Eclipse didn’t sleep necessarily.
For a few terrifying moments he thought he was dead. That this black nothingness was where animatronics go when they die and have no backups to fall back on. There was no light coming into dual optics, there was no movement in his single arm, there were no rattling fans to indicate fake breathing, but he wasn’t dead.
How did he know?
Because he could still hear.
Sun hummed something soothing as shuffling shoes wandered around the room and yellow rays click-click-clicked! in a familiar tune. He could still feel his body when he tried. Battered fans quietly spinning, shattered orange plastic scraping against yellow hands, the pressure in his head from the continuously backlogged warnings, so he was most certainly alive , but immobile.
Not great, but not dead yet.
There was a knock at the door and Sun paused whatever he was doing, probably debating whether to try and put Eclipse down or not. “Who is it?” He called.
“It’s…It’s Lunar. Can I come in? I’ll be nice, I promise!”
Sun sighed, some of the tension easing from his frame. “Come on in.”
The door whooshed! open and small footsteps sheepishly made their way into the room. Small fans kicked into a higher gear as the mini orange desperately tried to get his body to rise, to power on at least enough for him to sit up, but nothing happened.
No sight from damaged optics
No clicks from damaged joints.
Just, nothing.
The vague warnings that had been muffled by fog earlier now screamed in his face, replaying every fear-inducing scene in his mind. Why hadn’t he been able to remember what happened with Lunar throwing him? Why hadn’t he been able to remember he was afraid of Lunar taking him from the twins? Why had he trusted the twins so implicitly? Sure he now trusted them to a point, but when fog had been the only thing he could think of, that point had vanished altogether. Was he really so broken he couldn't even remember enemies from allies anymore?
“Hey bud, what's on your mind? Everything okay?” Sun's cheerful voice cut through his mini mental spiral and the smallest of them tuned in, unable to do anything else for now.
He was with Sun.
Regardless of anything else happening right now, at least he was secure in the knowledge that Sun wouldn’t let Lunar hurt him again. He was safe so long as the yellow attendant was here.
And, it seemed, the red murderer.
Even without understanding why his delirious self trusted them so completely, he could understand that the trust had been worth something. Bloodmoon hadn ' t given him up when they’d been asked to, (because only now could he remember the child asking them to put him down). They’d kept him out of Lunar’s hands even though their star had asked them to abandon the tiny genius.
Not a command.
A request.
One they’d chosen not to fulfill. And, even more importantly, he hadn’t thought they would. Maybe it had truly been the delirium then, but Eclipse hadn’t been afraid of leaving those red tipped claws the entire time. His foggy mind, unable to process any of the warnings his mind normally flared to life with, had been secure in the knowledge that he was safe. The fire that forged sharp words and impenetrable walls to keep others away from him lest they hurt him like he's hurt them, had simply failed to light. Something that has never happened before. No longer did he have to fear a simple word ending his life, just the blue the words would have come from. If he was with these three, he'd be okay until something inevitably went horribly wrong.
So, for now, he was safe so long as Lunar didn’t get to him again.
Speaking of, said child had been silent after Sun’s question but finally spoke up.
“I…don’t know how to feel about Eclipse.” He said quietly. Metal scraped against metal in what the smallest could only assume was Lunar playing with his fingers nervously.
Was that still a habit they had after October, or did they stop that when their abuser had vanished? It had been one picked up later on, after Lunar began to realize how little his "brother" really cared about him, but it had been a little habit all the same. One that had worked to Eclipse's advantage at the time, as even the smallest movement from the energetic child would gut Moon when they were trapped in that mindscape. Had the habit gotten worse over time? Better? He was with Sun now, an idiotic but kind person, did he know that habit was born from fear and try to stop it? Or did he simply think the younger code was programmed with it? These thoughts, unable to be held back with external distractions, bloomed like flowers in the light of day, filling his now clear mind and taking over his thoughts.
Mentally he shook himself.
Questions for later, he supposed.
Sun sighed, but there was a smile in his tone when he replied. “I know. It’s hard isn’t it? I barely know how I feel about all of this.”
The larger body moved to sink into the bed with a clear pat pat beside himself. Mini eyes tried to dart around to see the younger code as they sat down next to Sun, but there was no power going to the eyes. There was no input being taken in. He was just as blind now as he was earlier while delirious. Wow he hated this! What was going on in the first place? Was he stuck like this? Oh god if he was stuck like this what would Sun and Bloodmoon do?
T hey'd think he was dead, wouldn't they?
Of course they would!
He looked dead!
Hands beneath his little body moved, shifting so he was held in the one further away from Lunar and once again breaking him out of a mental spiral.
“I’m really sorry this is upsetting you Lunar. I really do want to help him.” Sun said. “I just…didn’t think about what that would mean for you. I’m so sorry.” The bigger body holding him bounced a little and Eclipse was willing to guess that Lunar was kicking his legs against the bed.
“I…don’t think I’m mad that you wanna help him Sunny. You’re really nice. Though I don’t like that you can’t play while you hold him, that’s boring.” Lunar replied, jumping a little and rocking the larger bodied animatronic. There was an awkward beat of silence filled only by the sounds of the bed covers shifting, but eventually he spoke up again, voice wavering slightly. “But, what if he turns mean again when he leaves? He didn’t care when I was being nice to him! He’ll try to hurt you again brother!”
If he could move, Eclipse would have winced.
Hearing Lunar call Sun "brother" in the same tone he used to for him sent something painful through his chest.
He didn't like it.
There was silence again from them both, then another sigh from Sun, much longer this time. “I…don’t think he’ll survive long enough to try, Lunar. I really don’t.”
The bed jerked. “But you want him to?”
“Yes, I do.”
“But why?”
A childish whine, a plea to understand even though he didn’t. After another beat of silence and Sun cleared his throat. Yellow hands shifted slightly, wanting to fidget like normal but unable to between one hand's cargo and the others broken digits. Eclipse listened, both because there was nothing else to be done with an unresponsive body, and because he too was more than a little desperate to understand why the yellow idiot was so intent on saving his life.
I don't deserve this.
I don't deserve your worry.
I don't deserve you.
A code, unwanted for so long. A villain whose only goal was to win over the night themed jester, consequences be damned. The dark, dirty, angry mirror that taunted the daylight from the moment the left behind code had realized it was alive and wanted to hurt people. He was all these things to everyone, Moon, Monty, but the others were more like him than Sun. Angry, violent, willing to hurt people in order to get what they wanted and because of that they were more equipped to fight him. But Sun, kind, loving Sun, was none of that. Was so different from all of them. Was the perfect target for all of them. Too scared to truly fight Eclipse the same way the others would, he of all people should want the little dead in his hands.
So why was he trying so hard to keep being that target?
It’s…a lot like when Bloody came to live with us.” A quiet, tired voice eventually said. (Why did he sound so…exhausted by the memory?) “What do you remember of when Bloody came to live with us? Anything stick out?” He asked, lightly, like someone was listening to them through the walls.
Lunar was quiet for a moment, probably frowning, puzzled over what that had to do with anything. Eclipse would have been frowning too, if he could control his face. “We would play together.” He said, more cheerfully than before. The blankets rustled where he hopped up and down, as carefree as he was back when he’d first been built. The incapacitated tiny felt as the hands curled around him more, trying to keep him secure in the false earthquake Lunar was creating. “They showed me how to climb in the vents and we would steal cookies and-uh!” He paused sheepishly, stopping his bouncing. Eclipse wondered if Sun was giving him a disapproving look right now. Probably. “Sorry…”
Called it.
Rays click-click-clicked! as Sun nodded. “So when they moved in you liked them a lot, huh? You knew they would be nice and you wanted me and Moon to see that too, huh? Because you loved them a lot even though they’d been mean to you before?” Sun waited for confirmation before continuing. “Lunar, you remember them being nice, but I remember…something else.”
“Oh. What did you remember when I brought them home?” Lunar asked, puzzled. “I know you were upset when you found us playing, but I thought you were fine after that.”
Eclipse listened, wondering the same thing.
“Lunar... I remembered when they were threatening my life and I shot them.” Sun said, sounding close to tears.
Silence.
There was no sound in the room for minutes after that bomb had dropped.
What the hell? Did Lunar know Sun had been the one to kill the twins? Have they ever mentioned that? Surely they have, right? It had to have come up at least once in the beginning, right? Before the daylight caretaker could have really known he was safe from those bloodstained claws?
Right?
“I wasn’t fine. I was so scared. When we found you playing with them, when they ran off with you, I thought they were doing it to punish me. To get back at me for what I did. But then they came back, they let you go, you asked for them to stay, and I was too much of...of a coward to tell you no. I was so scared that if I refused, they’d get mad and they’d take you some other day. So I said yes.”
Sniffles once again came from beside the sun and Eclipse felt himself being lowered until metal turned to soft fabric beneath his inanimate body. Sun had put him down on the bed and, from the sounds of it, pulled his little brother into his arms. Lunar whimpered and cried, voice muffled by blue fabric and bright yellow arms. Sun shushed him gently, sounding close to tears himself.
Of course, Sun couldn’t actually cry.
Not that it’s ever been a real hurdle before.
The light took a deep, steading breath and continued. “When they were playing with you, when you rode on their back, I was always so scared that I would turn my back and you’d be gone. That I wouldn’t be able to protect you from the person I killed and “somehow” they’d revived and come back to haunt me. I thought Bloodmoon was going to hurt you and then turn on me, because of what I did to them.”
Air quotes clearly accompanied "somehow" so that must mean Sun knew how Bloodmoon was revived, how they'd been able to come back to haunt him.
At least, that's what it sounded like.
“Did I make you feel like I do right now? When I brought Bloody home? Were you confused too?” A small voice sobbed.
A shaky breath in. “Yeah, you did. And I was.”
There was a moment where childish sniffles got louder, if only a little, and the mini orange look-alike could imagine Sun lifting the child’s head out of his shirt, yellow digits carefully placed where a chin would be in humans. A sight Eclipse had gotten to see a million times through eyes not his own, in a body he’d only ever used to keep safe from the only one who could match him in wit.
”But then I saw how sweet they were to you.” Sun said with a watery laugh. “How angry they were when you got scared, how happy you were to be around them. I saw them chase you around trees in the woods and play dragon and knight in your room. I saw them change Lunar, for you . And after that I stopped being so scared.”
So, Sun had been afraid of Bloodmoon at first too?
It made sense, of course. The twins were built to be murderous and terrifying, but given Sun’s desire to help their mini counterpart, it was a little surprising to hear that Bloodmoon had been causing such fear and Sun never said anything.
Had he tried to talk to Moon about it?
To Bloodmoon?
Did Bloodmoon ever notice?
Did they care?
Clearly they had or else that strange hunting style of theirs wouldn’t be a thing. A response to fear that only they do, even subconsciously. The twins had to have known that Sun was terrified of them at first, and yet they stayed. They stayed and not only showed they were safe for Lunar, but safe for Sun himself. Now the yellow caretaker would gladly put his life in their hands ( has put his life in their hands if the red pair was to be believed about some of Moon’s behavior earlier in their redemption) and loves them like family.
And now he was trying to do the same for Eclipse?
Was he hoping his kindness wouldn’t be thrown away again?
That the hand he held out wouldn’t be smacked away again?
That if they could just reach out enough to their enemies, that their lives wouldn’t be quite so harsh?
Eclipse didn’t know. And he didn’t want to think about what this would mean when he inevitably died and Sun lost his chance to add another member to their family. What this would mean when the sun would eventually, inevitably, have to grieve the eclipse, the dark to his light. He was going to die, the damage to his body could mean nothing else. There was no way to make back-ups here, there was no way to get repaired, and yet Sun kept reaching out and he didn’t want to think about that.
He didn’t want to think about how much he himself wanted to be a part of this family too.
The pair shuffled and the tiny bot tuned back in.
“I'm sorry I've made you feel what I felt buddy. I never meant to. And I’m so sorry if I’ve made it feel like I’m choosing him over you, because I’m not. You’re my little brother and I’ll do anything to keep you safe and happy, I just didn’t want to hurt anybody. Not even Eclipse. I love you, okay?” Sun said, still just barely holding back metaphorical tears. Lunar sniffed.
“I love you too. A-and I don’t…I don’t think I want to hurt him either. But, Sun?”
“Hm?”
“Would fixing Eclipse make you happy? Can we do that?”
There was a moment of silence, and then Sun laughed. There was no joy to it, there was no light, just a resigned, sad laugh weighed down by tears his model would not allow him to shed.
Eclipse hated the sound.
It wasn’t right. It was nowhere near the laugh he remembered, the laugh he tried so hard to take away back then. Barely a week ago hearing this level of defeat, of sadness would have pleased him to no end, but now only an acidic feeling ate through his chest as he envisioned those dull white eyes and pinned up smile.
Stop being sad for me.
I don’t deserve it.
I’m not a good person.
But the sun continued, voice choked with something he tried to clear.
“I’m so sorry Lunar, but I don’t know how. We’d need someone as smart as Moon, or Monty, and he’s the only other person like that. He’s the only one who can fix himself now, but even then we don’t have the time or the parts. We just…have to be nice until I figure something out or he dies.”
“Oh. Only he can…fix himself. But fixing him would make you happy?” A small voice asked, genuine and so naive despite being told there was no way to help.
“Yes, little brother. Yes it would.”
Why?
Stop caring about me!
It’s only going to hurt you when I’m gone!
God he wanted to scream at the daylight caretaker, to roar whatever horrible thing he needed to in order to make those dull white eyes stop looking at him and seeing someone worth having. Sun may have called him a person, but he wasn’t a person he could keep. He wasn’t a person that was meant to stay. He wasn’t a person that should be missed. He wasn’t worth keeping!
I don’t want you to miss me.
I don’t want to miss you.
Please just stop caring…
The room fell silent except for little sniffles and cries, and eventually even those fell silent too. They were both quiet after that, just sitting together until Lunar had to leave for home. Sun sat, still sniffling to himself, until eventually those sniffles swelled into full blown sobs. Quiet sobs, ones that couldn’t be heard through the thick metal of the Pizzaplex doors, but sobs nonetheless. They heaved from the supposed-to-be-bright mirror so strongly their body shook the bed and made it tap lightly against the wall. Metal scraped against metal when the brighter of them scrubbed at his eyes, trying to wipe away tears that didn’t physically exist. Eclipse's chest twisted just hearing the sound, knowing so much of this was his fault.
If he'd just been a better person, if he'd never come here to hurt them, if he'd just fucking die already then none of this would be a problem!
He wouldn't be a problem!
Sun wouldn't be alone here, sobbing in his room, because he decided there was something in Eclipse that was worth saving. The mini wanted to scream, to throw his good arm in the air and demand that Sun put him down somewhere out of sight so he could die, so he could free the larger bot, so that Sun could move on! Every fiber of who he was wanted to remind the day what kind of darkness he'd brought to this family already!
But that wouldn't help, would it?
Losing this chance to help, to be useful as they'd said in the beginning, wouldn't help anything. Moon would still be angry and violent about Bloodmoon, Lunar would still be afraid of his abuser, the twins would still fear their code. Eclipse knew he'd been able to do something since coming here, but every little thing seemed to domino into a thousand much larger, much harsher things and they all seemed to be landing on Sun to fix. Just like before Eclipse, just like now, just like after him.
Eventually, the crying settled and Sun spoke, gently lifting Eclipse into his hands again.
“He deserves a better brother. Better than me.”
He sounded so tired, so robotic and the smallest of them hated how perfectly he could envision the sun falling still, not even a ray clicking out of place as they stared into nothing, white eyes dull and distant. How the hands that held him twitched, desperate to distract themselves with something so the darker thoughts couldn’t linger for long. Desperate to drop this darker burden before the overwhelming fears consumed them whole.
And through all of this, Eclipse listened. Chest twisting with something vile, he listened to the same cries he used to invoke back before October. He listened to the same cries and sobs that used to bring him such joy and only felt agonizing misery because he knew these tears, metaphorical or not, would never have been heard by him if he’d been awake to see them. If he’d been able to move, to speak, Sun would not have allowed himself this weakness because at one point Eclipse would have laughed at him for it. His very soul, should he have one, twisted for the ray of sunshine that lost its light.
That kid wouldn’t be here without you.
Bloodmoon wouldn’t be here without you.
I wouldn’t be here without you.
Why can’t you see how much you mean to them?
There was, of course, no answer to the silent question. Just lingering sniffles. After some time Sun got up and began puttering around again and with nothing to hold his attention Eclipse slipped into the blackness of sleep, wondering how he could convince the sun they were the only light worth having in this wretched place.
Notes:
What happened to Eclipse actually happened to me when I was a kid and I can still kind of do it to this day. It's very handy for eavesdropping, except I can chose to move again. Pretty sure it happens because the body just gets too tired but the hearing parts of the mind stay active. Hell if I know, but that's why this chapter is short. Not much to do for yourself like that.
Chapter 25: 25
Notes:
Well, that escalated quickly.
TW for thoughts of Suicide
As always let me know if I need to add something! Away we go!
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Chapter Text
The next day he was, thankfully, back to normal.
Or, about as normal as his shattered self had become. It was still hard to see, hard to move without everything hurting, but the blurs had long morphed back into people and while it was still impossible to go anywhere by himself the newfound trust in the bloody twins meant he simply wasn’t as stressed as he was beforehand.
Thanks to the myriad of things wrong with his body at the moment there was no real way to tell what had caused that little episode the day before. He also, helpfully, didn’t mention such a thing happening to anyone, especially not Sun or Lunar. Everyone just figured the little had finally slept after so long and never really brought it up again. Now it was the next day, he was still broken, but he tried to wave away the thoughts crowding his mind. One thing at a time for the love of god.
That was, of course, until all hell broke loose.
Bloodmoon, singular, and he had been playing Minecraft on Sun’s laptop when it happened. Well, Bloodmoon had been controlling the character and Eclipse had been trying to get them to stop murder hoboing everything they saw and actually play the game. It wasn’t working all that well. The moment the two idiots had learned how to make a sword it was over for the denizens of this blocky world. Honestly it was too bad they hadn’t run into an iron golem yet, the mere thought of which was making the mini chuckle.
It was later in the day, the daycare was closed and everyone had scattered for the evening. Moon was god knows where, probably grumbling over something, and Monty had briefly come in looking for him before leaving. Sun and Lunar were out somewhere doing something, and the little had been left alone with the twins. Desperate to drive the crushing thoughts from the day before from his mind, Eclipse had randomly suggested that Bloodmoon play a game to keep all of them occupied. They readily agreed and searched Sun’s computer for violent games, but the closest they were getting to their own levels of malice was…Cult of the Lamb.
Of course.
They’d loved the crusading part, but the stay-at-home-and-take-care-of-things part had bored them to no end, s o, the mini had offered to show them how to play Minecraft.
The small orange bot had been trying to get them to stop killing things long enough to learn the basics when there was a frantic pounding on the door. Before anybody could register what was happening Lunar burst through the door, arms waving in the air and tail flicking frantically behind him. He heaved for breath he didn’t technically take before pointing outside the door.
“Sun and Moon are fighting in the atrium and Moon’s really loud and I got scared and came to find you!” He exclaimed, bouncing up and down once he’d caught his breath.
“What?!” Eclipse cried as the singular pair moved the laptop from their lap. “What happened? Is he okay? What the hell are they fighting about?”
The little blue child covered his head where ears pretended to be and squeezed his eyes shut as though that would block out the smallest code's angry tone. “I don’t know! One minute we were in the atrium talking and then Moon came up and the next thing I know they’re yelling and Sun told me to leave! Come on come on come on!"
Immediately Bloodmoon was on their feet and headed for the door. “We’ll be the first to make him pay if he’s hurt our Sunray.” They snarled together.
Eclipse scrambled in their pocket, whacking them with his only hand and making them pause. “I’m still in your pocket! Don’t take me with you!” He exclaimed, annoyed more than scared. Odds are they would have realized and put him down before they actually made it to the atrium, but he didn’t want to take any chances once the bleeding pair had truly zeroed in on their preferred task.
They looked down, then back out the door to the quiet daycare, pentagram eyes flicking between their purpose and their given mission.
They couldn’t take him with them.
He’d be found.
But they wouldn’t leave him.
Unless…
“Go! Put me down and go help him!” The mini orange yelled, pushing against red nanites with what little upper body strength he still had to his name.
Not a request.
A command.
From the same person who's commanded them in the past and failed. Who showed them they didn't want to be a tool for him and so they ran off and became who they were now.
Bloodmoon looked down, hands coming up to keep him from falling, and whined.
“But what of you?”
“I’ll be fine, just put me down! He needs you more than I do you idiot!”
Not a request.
A command.
From someone they swore would never command them again.
But Sun needed them more . If Moon was willing to hit him, to act like the code he despised, then Sun needed Bloodmoon far more than he did right now. Maybe he shouldn’t be commanding them like he was one of their stars, but his fears could be put to the side because these people, red and blue, didn’t rely on him like they do that yellow goody-two-shoes. So, if that meant staying alone for a little while so they’d be safe?
So be it.
Honestly? He didn’t actually expect them to listen to him. He wasn’t one of their stars, after all, and they’d promised Sun not to leave him alone if the yellow animatronic wasn’t around. Not to mention their previous hatred for his attitude toward using them as tools. His words alone shouldn’t mean much.
But, to his utter shock and surprise, they listened.
The pair turned and carefully deposited their ward onto the desk before turning and charging out of the room.
Eclipse stared after them, the fear and uncertainty of worrying about Sun pushed to the side just long enough to be surprised. He'd given them a command, and they'd chosen to listen to him. Why? Was it because he was theirs? Because this was an emergency?
Or, did they just want to?
What does it matter why? He thought to himself. All that matters is that they're going to help Sun.
Lunar followed behind them, pausing just long enough in the doorway to look back at the one he'd once wanted to call brother.
Eclipse watched, wondering if he should say something. Sun hadn’t wanted him near the fight, so why would he be following the twins? Did he really just not want to be close to the angry mini for however long it took for them to get back? The fuck was he gonna be able to do to stop him anyway? Nothing. One part of the original violence code looked the brother he’d built in the eyes, wanting to keep him here if only to keep him from seeing the same anger he’d seen back in October but with a different face, and said nothing.
The child hesitated, looking down at the floor, before shaking his head and running after his guardian. The door whooshed! shut behind them and the world fell into utter silence.
For the first time in well over a week, Eclipse was alone.
He stared at the door for a while, thoughts spinning from worry, both for himself and Sun.
If Moon was there with Sun, as well as Lunar, then he should be pretty safe without anybody being here, broken spine or not. The only other person to worry about was Monty, but he never came to Sun or Moon’s room for anything.
But more importantly, Sun. What could they be arguing about? Was Moon getting violent and that’s why their little brother ran for help, or did the younger code just get scared of the yelling? They said Sun told him to leave, was that because there was danger or just because he didn’t want to fight in front of their child brother? Why did the child go back out if he was scared?
Was Sun okay?
Shattered white eyes
Was he already hurt?
Broken yellow casing
Would Bloodmoon get there in time?
Dull, navy blue hands blackened with oil
Fuck, when did I start caring so much?
Images of that stupid nightmare flashed across his mind but where there was once orange coloring, where he once stood laughing over the corpse of his enemy, there was instead Moon, standing over his brother like a predator guarding its kill. Where orange hands had been now there were blue, dyed black with the oil of the sun the moon had come to care about so little. The sun bleeding black not from any of their numerous enemies, but from one of the people that should’ve been their biggest ally.
Where their shared enemy once stood, their twin took his place.
Eclipse grunted, dragging a hand down his face.
That stupid fucking dream, it’d been a while since he’d thought about it.
Honestly, it didn’t seem all that likely anymore, seeing as there was no way he’d be repaired enough to ever try hurting Sun the way his dream body did. Even if he did get big again, this worry coursing through his frayed wires showed he couldn’t be the same Eclipse as in that dream, the same one that would bash the only real light in this place into nothing.
Right?
But…didn’t the dream version of him also just want to leave without hurting anyone?
Didn’t he fail then too?
Eclipse shook his head, trying to interrupt the spin cycle that was his mind.
There was no point in asking these questions, in running these scenarios in his head, because he could be of no help. Unlike everyone else here, he could actually repair animatronics, tiny size be damned. He could direct on how to fix someone in Parts and Service. Bloodmoon could follow orders just fine, as could Lunar in a pinch, he could make it work. As long as everyone listened to him (and he was able to keep the static in his eyes at bay long enough) then repairs could be done with only a little hassle.
If Sun was hurt, he’d deal with it when they got back.
Until then, he just had to wait.
And wait he did.
The computer wasn’t on the desk anymore, left on the floor from where Bloodmoon had abandoned their gaming session, and even if it had been up here there was no way for the mini bot to play on it seeing as his keyboard was no longer plugged in or within reach of his only good hand. He could try to sleep, but if sleeping while someone was actively watching over him was hard, sleeping without anyone would be impossible. The very idea of trying seemed like asking for trouble. Not to mention just how cold he still was. The dangerous temperature fluctuations had eased a lot since coming out of his weird paralyzed state, but his mangled body was still mangled.
Well…shit.
There wasn’t actually much to do in a room when you can’t move.
Fuck he should’ve had Bloodmoon put the computer back before they left!
At least then he’d be able to try to get into the security camera feeds and try to find out what was happening for himself, even if the cameras don’t have audio and look like something straight out of the nineteen-eighties. And it would be a huge struggle given everything. But still, at least it was something to distract him.
At least he might be able to see something.
The mini sighed and laid down, staring at the ceiling covered in stars that didn’t shine with the lights on. He was just about to risk getting down to the laptop using the chair as a middle point (consequences be damned) when the door blew open. He wriggled uselessly, unable to support himself with only one busted arm, and realizing that sitting up was actually much harder than he’d anticipated. He only succeeded in flailing his good arm for a moment before giving up and turning to ask the twins for help.
But it wasn’t the twins or Sun in the doorway, no, it was Lunar. The child animatronic had one of those square, knock-off brand ice cream tubs that clearly had a Fazbear branded sticker over where the original logo should be and was clearly away from their guard when they stepped into the room and let the door close behind them.
At first, Eclipse was confused. Could Lunar eat? He was made of nanomachines like Bloodmoon and they went hunting every day, so the little one probably could. (Come to think of it, were the red pair actually eating what they hunted or were they just out killing things? Could they eat or did they just hunt to satisfy their bloodlust? He’d programmed them to do the latter, but given their insanity it wouldn’t be out of place for them to take up the former. Questions for another time, he supposed.) Still though, why would the child run and grab ice cream just to bring it all the way to the daycare? There were a lot of places to hide if he wasn’t supposed to have it.
Actually, why did he go get ice cream at all?
His brothers were fighting and he steals treats from the Pizzaplex?
Really?
Was it for Sun? Because Sun couldn’t eat so that outright didn’t make sense. Was this some childish way of making the daycare attendant feel better? It looked that way at first, but then one orange pupil looked more closely at how the child was acting. His tail flicked about anxiously and the moments it was still had it wrapping around his leg like it was trying to hide itself. Multicolored eyes darted back and forth and the tub squished against a blue chest as the younger sibling held it close to his body. They moved slowly, quietly, like they were afraid someone would hear them sneaking around and stop them.
The…tub was empty?
Eclipse frowned.
Lunar was carrying around an empty ice cream container and acting like a robber during the biggest heist of the century.
What the hell was happening right now?
Finally sitting upright now after even more struggle, Eclipse glared as best he could through the mounting fear and overwhelming confusion. “What the f*ck are you doing?” He snapped.
“Nothing! Don’t worry about it!” The other snapped right back.
The child took a moment to look around before catching sight of the shattered offshoot’s “bed” where it was pressed up against the wall. It had largely been abandoned since he’d become crippled and feared leaving someone's hands (not to mention his inability to maintain his own heat) so it had been put to the side on the off chance things were resolved enough for him to go back to it. Lunar went over and snatched the bright orange towel from the cut-up tub before quickly prying off the lid to the ice cream container and shoving it inside.
Eclipse stared, confusion winning out over fear.
“No, seriously, what the f*ck are you doing? I know you don’t like me, but stealing the one thing I barely call mine won’t make you feel any better than failing to kill me will.” He remarked dryly.
Eyes mimicking Moon and Killcode shot him an angry glare before turning back to the container and pulling the lid off all the way. Shoeless feet quickly made their way over to the desk and the mini orange bot leaned back, raising his only arm in front of his face like that would do anything to protect him.
God why can’t I keep my mouth shut?!
“Get away from me!” He cried, unable to lean back anymore as the child towered above him. “Just because they’re not here to see you kill me doesn’t mean they won’t know it was you!”
“ SHHHH! ” Lunar hissed, looking back to the still closed door. “I’m not going to hurt you! I don’t want them to try and stop me!”
“No sh*t.” Eclipse deadpanned, unable to stop himself.. “And fat chance I’d believe th- whoa! ”
Without waiting for him to finish his statement Lunar picked him up and plopped him down into the empty container and put the lid back on. The mini orange violence code tried to right himself, failed because he only had the one arm, and instead rolled over to try and hit at the lid. Thank god he didn’t actually have a need to breathe!
“What the hell are you doing?!” He roared as loudly as he could. It came out desperate. It came out scared. “Put me back! Let me out of here! They’re going to know it was you! There’s no one else in this hell that knows I exist here! Put me back!”
His cries were ignored and the container lifted once more into Lunar’s arms. The shattered orange body fell back on the towel, unable to steady himself at all, and then there was the feeling of movement as the child code turned and ran out of the room. “Computer!” The blue bot cried. “Open the portal please!”
What?!
“Opening portal.”
What the hell was going on?
Where were they going?
What the hell was the child planning to do with him in an entirely different dimension? Abandon him? Was that the loophole he’d go for so he could look Sun in the eyes and say he didn’t kill the monster he’d known back in October? It wouldn’t work anyway, because the mini was right, they’d know it was the little blue child who made him disappear regardless! Besides, Lunar was a terrible liar when it came down to it. Sure he pretended to be Moon for a bit, but he’d done it poorly and even before then his existence was found long before Eclipse’s was because the kid was just…kind of bad at lying. You know, like how a child is.
Tiny, battered fans rattled out a wheeze.
Why lie about not hurting him if there was no one around then?
The feeling of falling, his body lifting off the towel just a bit as Lunar leapt off the balcony, only to slam back down with the sound of a crashing plastic and metal tumbling over each other. Eclipse wheezed again as darkness fell across the already opaque plastic, his mind spinning with all the ways Lunar could let him die.
Sun, Bloodmoon, they’d never think to look for him in another dimension.
Why would they?
Even if they did try, do they know this dimension?
Would they look here?
Could they find him in time?
The sounds of plastic rolling over plastic, hitting the side of the tub again and again. They must be climbing out of the ballpit. Where were they? What dimension? Did it matter since there was no feeling in his legs? No matter where the child left him he’d be at the mercy of whatever person or element happened upon him and, as he’s so readily demonstrated, the violent offshoot was hardly the best at making friends. Maybe if he was left somewhere close he’d be found more quickly, but if Sun and Bloodmoon didn’t know of this place, would that be worse than just being left to rot alone in the woods somewhere?
One battered orange hand gripped the towel beneath him tightly as Lunar grumbled quietly about trying to keep hold of the tub and climbing out of a ball pit that was too deep for him to properly stand in. The tub flexed and folded harshly, but never managed to touch the tiny bot even as the larger struggled to keep hold. Light splattered against the plastic intermittently and Eclipse knew his time was running out. If he was left here it was game over.
I don’t want to die
I don’t want to lose these memories
I don’t want to lose those idiots
I don’t want to leave them.
I might not have a choice.
Realization washed over the tiny code's mind and he paused, fans falling silent and desperate thoughts easing to black nothing.
The only choice might be how he dies now.
Eclipse raised his only hand, pressing his face into the orange towel beneath him. Orange fingertips bounced and clicked against battered metal until they brushed against thin, tiny wires in the back of his head. The same wires that Sun and Moon held, that Bloodmoon sported before their death, that every celestial model so far has had at least once.
The wires that could kill him if they were ripped out.
If it was a choice between being abandoned again, of being left behind to wither away in a dimension he’s never seen before, and ending his life here and now, and one was far more desirable over the other. The choice between fast and slow, self inflicted or not.
Dual eyes squeezed shut as Eclipse played back the last week and a half, hating every moment of the bad, but desperate not to lose a second of the good all the same.
If it came down to losing these memories, leaving these people, and being abandoned to do so slowly anyway, he might as well not give the animatronic he’d built as a distraction the satisfaction of abandoning him. To end his own life here would be a final middle finger both to a world that would not care about him and the person who brought him here to rot in it.
Sharp tipped fingers curled around fragile wires as light slowly came back into the tub.
Bright white eyes and a huge smile
Just one tug.
Blinding pentagrams and two teasing tones
And he’d be gone.
Yellow hands that held him close
For good.
Red nanites that didn’t let him fall
No matter how much he didn’t want to go.
“You’re a person, Eclipse”
He refused to give anybody the satisfaction of his death.
“You have certainly become ours.”
They’d be better off without him anyway.
“You’re not dying. Not while what we have done needs rectifying.”
Just as sharp claws had wrapped fully around delicate wires, he heard Lunar say something and paused. “Please be okay. Please? I hope I didn’t hurt you anymore…”
A beat passed and the sound of plastic was left behind as the lunar child left the ballpit and headed further into whatever daycare this was. Another passed and an orange hand slowly uncurled from tiny wires. Yet another and Eclipse put that same hand on top of the cotton ball pretending to be a ray, clutching it with all the power he still had left.
He couldn’t do it.
Maybe if Lunar had sounded angry, vindictive, something other than sad and worried, maybe he could have. Maybe if the child had been cruel the spiteful fires that have fueled him up to this point, that have led his every decision since gaining consciousness as a person he didn’t used to be, would have let him rip out those wires.
Maybe if he wasn’t so desperate to hold onto the only good memories he’s come to have, he could do it. Maybe if the voices, the images, of the three (two?) people who somehow cared about him despite all he’s done weren’t right there, playing those same memories back, then he could end his own life right here and now.
Maybe if he was as angry as he used to be he wouldn’t care how sad the child sounded.
But the desperation in Lunar’s voice drove the knife that had taken up residence in his chest for so long deeper once more and he realized that, even if the child did plan to leave him here, he still didn’t want to lose these memories. He still didn’t want the younger brother he’d built to realize he’d been carrying a corpse for however long it took him to open the container again. They’d said they weren’t going to hurt him and while he didn’t believe it, he also didn’t want to risk being wrong.
He just…couldn’t do it.
So Eclipse lay there, quiet and resigned to whatever may come next.
He lay there, wishing he could’ve been a better brother.
Lunar was speaking outside, his voice rising into a call that could be heard across the daycare. The mini wasn’t really listening, but the tone sounded frantic as the youngest code cried out and another voice answered, just as frantic but lower in tone. There was another person here, would they end his life? Did Lunar find someone who could take on the task now that Bloodmoon had decided they wouldn’t?
Probably.
The lid was pried off the ice cream container, light and the sound of the daycare theme pouring in all at once, and the doll-sized animatronic grumbled as a blue hand wrapped carefully around his body and lifted him free of the plastic. He was held up, a broken toy in a crying child's hand, and he lifted his head to look around. His eyes, laced with static that was quickly easing from resignation, skimmed across identical play sets and brightly colored mats, across the exact same security desk he’d seen though Sun’s eyes a million times before, before landing on another animatronic standing in front of them both.
A…Sun?
Notes:
The fuck does Lunar need another Sun for?
Chapter 26: 26
Notes:
Heya! Updates my slow down or stop for a while. My family is being evicted and house hunting isn't going great, and THEN moving will also be annoying. Apologies!
No warnings for this but of course, let me know if I'm wrong.
Away we go!
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Chapter Text
No, not a Sun.
This animatronic had rays like his, voluminous and with light blue puffballs bobbling at the ends. They were a slightly deeper orange than his own, but still held the halo of yellow at the base. One side of their body was a bright red, like Bloodmoon, but the other was black as night. He had one blank, white eye and one with a singular orange pupil. He still had the jester pants and shoes (also with blue bobbles on the end) but instead of the neck ruffles a capelet shawl wrapped around his shoulders, a little white bow decorating the front.
The shawl wasn’t the only thing different either. Instead of the ruffles wrapping around the waist there was a tool belt with leather bags on both sides, clearly clinking with random metal bits and bobs. Yellow ribbon wrapped around the animatronics wrist and up their forearm but stopped before the elbow. They were also clearly dirty, with scuff marks and chipped paint across their body.
Eclipse blinked.
They blinked back, surprise obvious in their expression.
“What the hell?! ”
Lunar giggled when Eclipse reeled back as much as possible in his hand. The other animatronic sounded like him!
Not exactly like him, there was a lightness to the other that just didn’t exist in the shattered mini, a far more Sun-like tone than he’d ever had in his existence, but besides that it was the same .
This was another Eclipse version.
“Lunar, what in the hell is going on?” The other asked, the exact same confusion that laced the smaller dripping from the larger and wow was it disorienting to hear your own voice, no matter how minutely different, talking when you are not!
“Um, first Bloody and then me beat him up and now he’s really close to dying but if he does die Sun will be sad but Sun said the only person who can fix him is himself and you’re kinda him?” The child rambled, waving his now free other hand back and forth as he talked. The tub having been quickly abandoned on the edge of the desk.
The other Eclipse stared, eyes scrunching with befuddlement.
Holy shit, is that what he looked like when he was confused?
Wait…
Lunar brought him to another dimensional version of himself.
That was…actually pretty smart of the kid. Pride like never before welled in the mini’s shattered chest and he was half tempted to turn and grin at the kid, had he not been so fixated on watching his dimensional counterpart. Sun had said that only Eclipse, or someone as smart as him, could repair this tiny body, so the kid brought him to himself . Credit where credit was due, the younger code had absolutely found a loophole to this whole ordeal that nobody else would’ve thought of.
Namely because, based on his previous research, Eclipse’s across dimensions hated each other!
This begged the question why Lunar of all people would seek out a dimensional variant of his abuser to ask for help. It didn’t seem to make sense, but here they were.
“Where…did you get a miniature version of an Eclipse? And why is he in an ice cream tub?” The larger variation asked, still baffled beyond belief.
“Toys R’ Us.” The smaller variant snarked, unable to contain himself.
His red twin gave him a deadpan look that had the former villain blinking again. Wow, is that what he looked like when he made that face? Is that why Sun didn’t take him seriously, especially at this size? Did all his expressions at this size (and this damage level) make him look so unintimidating? No wonder Sun was willing to steamroll right past his angry, mangled ranting when he first got here!
And holy shit was hearing that voice weird. It was…so different from his own while also being so very similar? There was still the monotone, there was still the edge of something sharp at the corners of each word (especially when that mirror of an orange pupil stopped looking at Lunar and more at himself) but it was so much more…gentle. Even when the larger wasn’t addressing Lunar, there was something softer in their voice that made Eclipse realize just how harsh he must sound in comparison.
Just how grating was his voice? How mean did he always sound, even when he wasn’t trying to be? Tone had always been a problem for the orange mini, but now it was pretty apparent that his entire voice was as sharp as the words he used to tear others down. Hearing this voice, his voice sounds so kind, so approachable, was so much more distracting than he thought it would be because why does this one sound like that?
The larger grimaced and Eclipse’s thoughts were brought back to the present, dragged from yet another internal spiral. He’d have to ponder the implications of how they both sounded later, should he still be alive enough to do so.
“I hope you kept the receipt. I think he’s defective.” They remarked and Eclipse flipped him off with his only good hand. Okay, the voice was mildly different, but clearly the attitude between them was very similar, at least toward each other. The larger was absolutely biased in Lunar’s favor if that statement was any indication. Lunar moved him away, sheepishly smiling up at the variant.
“UM!” He exclaimed, clearly trying to take attention off the doll-sized bot in his grip. “He’s actually an…original? The only one…in my…dimension…”
The child trailed off as the larger’s expression grew stormy, anger beginning to radiate off their otherwise calm form.
“That’s your Eclipse? The one that made you? The one that hurt you?”
Fuck!
How the hell did a dimensional variant know about that? More importantly, why did he seem so angry about it?! All Eclipses were assholes, why would this one be mad at him in particular?! The mini offshoot shrank down, realizing just how intimidating he really was when he was angry. And, yep. There was the voice he recognized, dark and angry and sharp.
Fuck, is that what Lunar saw back in October?
What they heard since they woke up?
Was that the face that showed them Eclipse didn’t care about them?
God no wonder they turned on him!
After a moment of quiet, Lunar nodded slowly. “Can you help him, Solar? Please?”
Eclipse looked back at the child, wondering what they were still doing standing here. Why wasn’t the child sprinting for the hills, or at very least backing up? They’d stood up for themselves back in October, is that what they were doing now? He fucking hoped not because false bravado was sure to get them both hurt. Eclipse turned back and tried to glare at his larger variant past the static in his eyes. Did Sun know about this dimension? Did he know that Lunar was with another version of himself, one he seemed just as afraid of as himself? Did he know that dimensional variants were just as danger-
“Okay.” The other-Solar-sighed as one hand came up to rub at the spot where a nose bridge would be in humans. “Yeah, I’ll see what I can do, okay? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you bud. It’s okay.”
The smaller code stalled, his glare faltering.
What…what just happened?
Why wasn’t the- Solar -angry?
Lunar smiled wide, tail flicking happily behind him, and wrapped the side not holding Eclipse around the larger body. “Thank you! I’m really, really sorry to ask but there’s no one at home who can help!”
Mirrored eyes glared down into his own. “I see why.” Solar said flatly. Then he shook himself and put a hand on the younger code’s head, a small smile of his own tugging at the corners of his mouth. “Okay, I’ll be off in a couple of hours. You know how to get to my lab, right?”
“Yep! Is it a bad day to try Parts and Service?”
Eclipse yelped when all at once Lunar whirled around and grabbed the ice cream container, plopping him unceremoniously back inside. The mini orange look-alike grumbled as he fought to right himself with only one arm, looking up only to still see orange rays peeking over the rim. Lunar must not have picked up the tub yet.
Before Solar could respond to the question a cry of pure rage bellowed from the tower behind them and Eclipse saw those rays dip as the variant pulled Lunar closer to their body protectively. He tried to duck too, knowing it wouldn't mean much if something actually came at them, and only really managed to slide down a little. Great. Of fucking course this dimension was just as fucked up as their own.
When things had been silent for a moment, the other nodded, blue puffballs bobbling along.
“Yeah it’s…a bad day for Parts. I’ll see you at the lab.”
There was silence as Lunar picked up the tub, but quick footsteps let the original model know whatever that was has scared everyone present, including the variant who lived here and presumably knew what that was.
What the fuck was happening around here?
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It wasn’t much longer after that whole ordeal that Lunar was in the woods, stomping through the foliage with all the confidence of having traveled through here before.
“Solar’s working on teleporters like our Moon has.” The child remarked randomly sometime during the walk. “But with all his jobs and stuff he doesn’t have much time so he hasn’t really gotten any set up. The Sun plush works! The one that leads to the tower? But that’s about it.”
Eclipse perked. The tower was where that noise had come from.
“Speaking of, what the f*ck was that sound? Is this Eclipse the type to keep wild animals in the daycare?” He snarked. He leaned against the corner of the tub for support as the child jostling steps tried to make him fall flat on his face again. Lunar frowned, almost pouting.
“No! That was his Moon and…uh…he must’ve stubbed his toe or something.”
“Lunar, we’re machines.” The mini deadpanned, trying to look up.
“So!” They remarked.
So the tiny bot wasn't stupid and knew the difference between "animatronic with pain receptors that's exaggerating that pain" and "screams of anger that are so furious even the locals cower!" Whatever it was that made this dimensions Moon roar like that, it can't be good to be near. Not for Lunar, and given Solar's reaction, not for the variant either. God, what on earth could make a Moon sound like that? Theirs didn't and he was currently losing his mind, right?
Did their Moon sound like that?
Did theirs roar across the house, spiking fear in Sun and rage in Bloodmoon? Has Lunar ever noticed or does the larger model only ever do it when the "adults" are in the house? Clearly Lunar knows what's actually going on here, so why should he be so clueless about what's happening in his own home, with his own family? The kid wasn't stupid, pulling this little stunt showed that, so he must know, right? At least something?
If he did, would he spill the beans to his former abuser?
A bout of silence followed long enough for them to reach their destination, not that there was anything to see at this size. Just trees and blue skies. Eventually a door yawned above the lip of the tub and darkness fell on the pair, though it was quickly chased away with the whirr! of machinery humming to life. Lunar happily hopped down a hallway and turned off to the right and Eclipse could see glow-in-the-dark stars littering the ceiling, just like the ones in Sun’s room at home.
“This is my room here! Do you wanna see it?” The child asked once the tub had been placed on something. One orange pupil looked up, incredulous, to see multicolored eyes peeking over the rim at him.
“What?”
Lunar huffed impatiently. “Do you wanna see my room? Nobody else comes here so no ones ever seen it before!”
Were…were they really asking to give him a tour? Like kidnapping him to an entirely different dimension with a variant of himself and after being the reason he couldn’t walk in the first place was just a typical day in the life of Lunar and now it was time for a sleepover? What the hell was happening? What the fuck was this weird twilight zone of fear and confusion? More importantly, how the hell do you escape it?!
Damaged rays shook. “Wha-you know what? Fine. Might as well.”
What? He might as well try to get his bearings.
Even if it wouldn’t really help the situation any.
Lunar grinned and carefully reached to pluck him out again. Eclipse sighed as he was pressed against a blue chest, wondering if it was better to be this violently confused over what was happening or not. Honestly, if the kid wanted him dead he had every opportunity before and after talking to Solar so, at least for now, odds were good he was safe enough.
Unless he busted an important circuit trying to figure out what’s going on, of course.
Lunar’s room was small, about what you’d expect from a guest bedroom, but very full. A bed took up the far left corner with a dresser at the foot of that and a closet maybe five steps away on the far right. The doors to the closet were open and, surprisingly, actually seemed to hold clothes in it, though they couldn’t really be seen from this distance. Just across from the bed, where they were now standing and where Lunar had put the tub, was a desk with a gaming laptop on it.
The desk had a bunch of bits and bobs, mostly fidget toys and shiny rocks, but there were other things too. Pencils, pens, a notepad with scribbled numbers from games they’d played and didn’t want to memorize codes for, a mug in the shape of a pumpkin that was sitting near the edge a bit precariously. The child scootched that a little further back.
The floor was about as cluttered as the desk, with toys scattered about in disarray showing scenes of knights, of animals with little families, of other things that only the one holding him would probably be able to explain because why did that pile over there look suspiciously like a murder scene? (Eclipse wondered if he’d rubbed off on the child more than he’d anticipated and just never noticed it with the limited toys in the daycare.)
As he took in each bit, Lunar chattered above him pointing as he talked about where he got things and why he wanted them and everything and anything.
The mini sighed quietly, some of the tension leaving his body. Just like with the Bloodmoon twins so long ago, with their random noises as he worked in the night, this chattering was once really annoying to him when he’d been big. When his plans had loomed large, overshadowing the tiny moments with the one he’d built to be his sibling. Every moment counted, every moment was either a step further or closer to what he wanted and he ignored anything that didn’t bring him closer. He ignored the stepping stones he’d laid, expecting them to still be there regardless of acknowledgment.
It was a wonder the little blue child hadn’t given up on him sooner, once he’d realized that the one he cared about never heard a word he said.
Notes:
The Solar design on my deviantart is based on future events from a series of comic-style stories I've made so thats why the description Eclipse gives here isn't quite the same. This body is basically the red one Solar's Moon shoved him into 'cause he's a jerk, but with just a couple changes because I never liked the color scheme of that one.
The Eclipses in my style - https://www.deviantart.com/flaria-dracomorpher/art/The-Eclipses-1155079963
Chapter 27: 27
Notes:
HOLY SHIT I'M BACK!
Last week was kinda hell and it drove me MAD that I couldn't upload! Wednesday this week is also gonna be hectic so yall are getting a chapter early! Wheee!
No warnings for this chapter! Let's rumble!
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Snapping back to the present, the mini bot tried to pay attention to the largers words, if only to prevent another mental spiral over the uncertainty of his current situation.
Lunar eventually pointed at the bed (which was surprisingly devoid of toys) and his hand wavered, his words dying as he turned to look at the door of the room. Eclipse paused, looking up before trying to listen for what had upset the child, choosing to ignore that he probably picked up the habit from Bloodmoon. Footsteps? Voices? Something else? They’d been so happy just a moment before, what could sour their mood so quickly?
After a moment of silence and watching Lunar chew on his lip, thoughts flashing by his eyes too quick to pinpoint (especially with these busted eyes), it was concluded there were no sounds anywhere close to them.
“What? What’s wrong?” He said, trying not to sound angry and managing to sound freaked out instead.
“Oh uh, nothing! Just…forgot something at home.”
Home.
The hell could he have for-
Oh god, they left Sun at home!
Eclipse wiggled just a little, knowing Lunar’s grip was not as secure as Bloodmoon’s.
“You took me from Sun!” He cried. “What if he’s hurt, you-” The mini paused, one hand on his face, desperate to not let his mouth run before his mind again. He wanted Sun to be okay, to not need him, but in the event they did need his knowledge he wouldn’t be able to give it if he was fucking dead.
Deep breath in.
Deep breath out.
Try not to die for once.
“You took me while Sun and Moon were fighting. ” He said as evenly as possible, remembering how harsh he sounds in comparison to his dimensional variant. “If he gets hurt and Moon won’t help him I need to be there! Did Bloodmoon even get there before you decided to kidnap me?”
The youngest code looked at his former brother with downright shock and Eclipse rolled his good eye a little.
Yeah yeah yeah, it was stupidly rare to see him actually try to hold his temper.
Was it working well?
Probably not because that “even tone” hadn’t been very even in the end.
“You’re…worried about Sunny?” They asked, turning to put the mini violence code down on the desk. Multicolored eyes were wide in befuddlement. Pure, unadulterated shock colored every syllable of the youngers words as they backed up, glaring like Eclipse was some kind of thousand piece puzzle they’d just found a corner to. “You’ve never worried about anyone but yourself!”
Rude, but fair.
“Take a picture. It’ll last longer.” He snarked, still unable to help himself. He looked away, hating how his chest twisted seeing the confusion, the distrust in the one he’d built face. He hated how he could understand exactly why Lunar reacted that way because suddenly the person that built this child was so, so different and yet so similar to the person here, who couldn’t move his legs and could barely see out of his eyes.
That person hurt this animatronic because he could .
This person won’t because he can’t.
And…because he didn’t want to.
No wonder it was so surprising, to see your nightmares soften in front of your eyes must be-
Click!
A damaged head whipped around so fast the fear of a small neck snapping was honestly too real.
“You did not actually take a picture!” He cried, annoyance fighting with shock and slight amusement.
Lunar’s smile widened, a tiny giggle desperately tried to slip past the blue hands covering his mouth, before bursting out loud and light and clear when Eclipse glared at the larger animatronic with his own emotions openly written in his expression. Lunar laughed, high and childlike and happy and the smaller watched him stumble back, tail lashing all around him and little hands trying to muffle the sound and only succeeding in making him laugh harder.
One orange pupil, still glitching from fear that hadn’t quite gone away, watched the child be happy for the first time since he’d first found the mini and their guard down in Parts and Service and the knife, the roiling burning in his chest, eased just a little. As the sound bounced off the walls, as the light of the star at the end of their tail danced on the floor when it whipped close, as the younger code practically danced through their entertainment Eclipse understood why Sun had been so intent on shielding them from Moon’s wrath, from learning his abuser was in the same building once more.
Sun always loved children and while Lunar had been built to understand adult concepts, that's what he was. He was young, he was energetic, he was happy. But not with the one he’d wanted to call brother. Not with the one that had seen that light and wanted it dimmed, just like with Sun. He became all those things when he’d been given a brother that wanted him, one that wanted to see those grinning teeth and hear that pitched up laugh. He became the light that his adopted brother lacked for themselves.
It made perfect sense then. Sun protected Lunar because he shined so much brighter than the daylight attendant now. And Eclipse watched, here and now, because seeing Lunar happy made him hurt a little less.
Oh.
He thought to himself as the moon child’s laughter eased and they beamed down at him.
Oh no.
I don’t want to leave Lunar either.
A yellow star flicked. “It’s just one picture!” He said, a giggle still permeating his tone. “You told me to take one!”
The older code shook his head, trying so hard to hide the smile lifting the corners of his mouth.
No
No
No!
He doesn’t want you!
The fighting smile died as the thought screamed in his mind. He huffed. “Oh whatever! What about Sun? You didn’t answer me.” He asked, his tone sobering considerably. Lunar had a family, one that was better than he even knew how to be. Then he would ever know how to be. They had people who loved them, who would make them laugh like that, so much more than the orange mini sitting here now ever tried to, not because they were useful but because they were loved. Lunar was doing this for Sun, not because they wanted him to be a part of that family. Not because they wanted to be his brother again.
Because he didn’t deserve that.
The burning in his chest had eased so much now, even despite the voices crying in his mind. For the first time since coming back to that blasted Pizzaplex his body ached physically, but the knife that had taken up residence in this chest cavity, the burn of fear that had clouded his mind since losing his freedom to Bloodmoon in that theater, had almost vanished altogether. For the first time in days, hearing that laugh, he could feel something other than the looming dread of his death and it tore him apart that he couldn't keep it.
If bringing the mood down let him ignore how his chest swelled, lighter than in so long, then so be it. Multicolored eyes dimmed immediately and suddenly the smaller wanted to take back his words, to grab them out of the air just to keep that grin going for just a little while longer. The burn returned, harsher than before and he grimaced, but waited for an answer.
Maybe…bringing the mood down wasn’t such a good idea after all.
A blue foot kicked a stuffed tiger lightly. “This dimension’s time is weird. We can stay here a long long time and home time won’t have passed that much. I once stayed a week and only like, two days had passed back home. If we get you fixed faster, then he might not even find out we’re gone!”
Now an orange mouth turned down in a frown.
“And Bloodmoon? Did they make it to the fight? Were the twins even fighting or did you just say that to make them leave me behind?” He asked, desperately trying to ignore the way the knife returned to his insides, tearing away as he watched those eyes dim again before turning angry. The child stomped one foot and almost regretted it when he almost stepped on a fallen Jenga block nearby.
“I would never do that! They were fighting and Moon was yelling! Sunny sent me away and I wanted them to stop so I went to find Bloodmoon ‘cause they always make Moon go away! And I know they made it to the atrium but I was too scared to see if they stopped the fight.”
“You were scared, because of the yelling?”
Lunar nodded. “He sounds like you when he yells and the last time he got super angry he-”
The child stopped, eyes growing wide and little blue hands flying to cover their mouth as they shook their head. “N-Never mind! It doesn’t matter! He hasn’t been mean like that for a month now!”
Eclipse paused, trying to not let his mouth run ahead. Something about the way they said that, the words they were using, dug something cold and sharp into the burning pit his chest had become since being taken from Sun’s room. It dug in like white hot metal dipped in water, screaming at everything that has kept him alive until right now that something was wrong with what the child had been about to say.
Quietly, desperately trying to keep his voice from being so harsh, he asked
“So, you think he was going to hurt Sun?”
The child stopped, his eyes widening, before going to look at the floor. They stood there for a minute, silent, before they sniffed and their body began to tremble. It was such a shift from moments ago, when their grin had been wide and their energy unable to be contained and seeing it once again made the smallest of them desperately want to pull back his words. God, why did he have to sabotage himself so much? Why couldn’t he just let moments happen without feeling the need to ruin them?
UGH!
Grabbing one sleeve they swiped at their eyes, trying to keep from crying before quietly asking
“Am I a bad brother if I say yes?”
Before he could think to stop himself the normally violent code said quietly “Not nearly as bad as I was. I don’t think you have to worry about it.”
Multicolored eyes rose to look at him again, wide and with a hint of tears at the edges. This wasn’t the same as the incredulous, exaggerated stare earlier when he’d tried to ask about Sun initially, no, this look was one of genuine curiosity and surprise. Eclipse had just tried, in his own incredibly poor way, to comfort them and it was clear they didn’t know what to think of it.
Honestly?
Eclipse didn’t either.
So he didn’t.
Before anything more could be said, the mini looked away and toward the computer.
“I was showing Bloodmoon how to play Minecraft before you took me.” He said, quiet and without looking at the larger. “Can you play any better or should I find something else to amuse me?”
A smile twitched at a little blue mouth.
“You…were trying to teach Bloody to play Minecraft?”
“Well, it started with Cult of the Lamb because there’s a lot of killing there but since I couldn’t take over during the “boring farming that leaves us snoring” they got bored pretty quick. They were not much better about killing when we did switch.” He sighed in response, remembering how he’d wanted to lead them into a cave on the chance they’d get swarmed and die so he could laugh at them.
Lunar laughed again, not quite as hard as before but still enough to stretch his mouth wide and his eyes to close, crinkling with his joy.
“I bet that was funny!” He cried, throwing his arms up.
“For all of two minutes maybe.” Orange huffed, still not looking at blue.
God, when was the last time he’d heard a real laugh?
Not the kind he used to do, that he still kind of did, harsh and grating and only brought on by the suffering of others. Nor the kind that left Bloodmoon who, even now, mostly cackled when they laughed. It was lighter than it ever had been, weighted less by the bloodlust he’d originally programmed into them, but it wasn’t a laugh all the same.
No, he’d heard them laugh once, back when he’d woken them from that nightmare in Sun’s room. It had still been their laugh, rough and more akin to a howl than a laugh, but they’d been happy regardless. It had still been tinged by their bloodlust, by the title they’d earned as a murderer, but it had technically been a laugh.
Is that it?
Is that really the last time in months, maybe years that he’s heard someone actually laugh for the sake of joy?
When he’d hit a murderer with a cube?!
And Sun? He hadn’t heard that bot laugh since…long before being banished. Sure there were videos where the daylight attendant laughed, but back then the sound had been grating and annoying and the violent offshoot had tried to smother it quickly each time. He’d tried to dim the world by dimming the sun and, in many ways, he’d succeeded. He and Moon and Monty and everything they’d brought to their lives dulled the sun's shine until only those dead, milky eyes stared back at him.
But Lunar?
Oh Lunar laughed like a child! And yes, technically, that is what he is. But more importantly, he laughed like Sun , because that was also technically what he was made to be. He was meant to be kind and naive and fun seeking because, back then especially, Sun had been those things and it had been the most annoying, frustrating, rage inducing thing to both Moon and himself, once he’d come into consciousness.
He figured that if he could just put the light back into the night then they’d both be sufficiently distracted so he could carry out his plans of finding Bloodmoon to kill them (since they’d absolutely escaped by then) and getting the star to rewrite the world.
But if he was right and Lunar is now everything that Sun used to be, then was it any wonder that the older attendant wanted to protect him? Was willing to fight the moon, to use his own body to shield the younger from the one he was made to mimic, as well as the one who’d built him to begin with?
Maybe Eclipse loved Lunar’s laugh because he couldn’t remember Sun’s.
He shook the thought away.
There was no point in thinking about all that until he was fixed.
If he was fixed.
“Whatever, are you better at the game or not? I’m bored.”
Lunar nodded and carefully moved him away from the keyboard so he could sit down, booting up the computer and beginning to chatter about this that and the other while he did. The former violence code just sat there, barely able to see the screen with his damaged eyes, but good enough at lying to pretend that he could. He listened to the same chatter that used to follow him everywhere and yet he never heard a word of because stepping stones don’t speak. Because tools were there to be used, not loved.
He sat there and listened because he never had before.
Notes:
I never wanna miss an upload ever again. I was in pain I tell you.
Also shoutout to Glitchstrikr for putting it in my brain that Lunar may have STARTED the fight between Sun and Moon as a distraction. He didn't, but it did make me think about how that was absolutely something Eclipse would accuse him of and I got a decent character moment from it.
So many of you amazing people give me inspiration and I'll try to call you out when appropriate, unless you don't want that of course. Thank you all so much for your inspiration and your patience!
Chapter 28: 28
Notes:
TW for mentions of thoughts of Suicide and descriptions of injury.
Side note! Solar's story here is gonna diverge from canon because I technically wrote his backstory when he'd first appeared in the show, so. This fic is already canon divergent so IDK what you were expecting.
Away we go!
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It was late.
The room was dark.
Lunar had only lasted a couple hours after booting up Minecraft before his eyes were drooping. Fighting mobs became harder and it wasn’t much longer after that Eclipse had grumbled about him falling asleep on the keyboard and trapping them in a loop of death. So he’d turned in for the night leaving Eclipse to sit quietly in the ice cream tub, safe but blind to everything outside.
The child still mumbled in his sleep.
Another thing the mini had stolen from Sun when he’d built them.
It…wasn’t all that bad.
This room’s glowing stars were brighter than Sun’s, meaning they were probably newer, and Eclipse could see so many even past the tall sides of his current spot. It was…comforting to see them. They were brighter, yes, but they were still the same stars that decorated the room in the daycare, the same stars Sun had once been so excited to put up because his room (at the time his and Moon's room) weren’t personalized like the Glamrocks' on Rockstar Row.
They didn’t have a big room, or themed furniture, or anybody but the techs coming to see them. Back then, when it had been the two in one twins and none of this was a problem. Back then, when a truce had been made and the moon worked, albeit begrudgingly, with the sun without truly understanding the love that came from the brighter of them.
Back then, before him.
The smallest sighed and leaned against the side of the tub.
Everything hurt again. The panic, the stone cold realization that his only way out might’ve been by his own busted claws, the utter confusion upon seeing himself, it was all draining from his body leaving his system full of even more backlogged warnings and his mind devoid of the ability to think.
God he was tired.
But he was not safe here.
Especially not with the sound of a door creaking open.
Shattered plastic and mangled metal froze, listening to the sound of footsteps get closer and closer to the desk before a very familiar orange pupil appeared above him. The smaller glared, wishing he could cast a glance at Lunar to gauge his reaction to the largers presence, but without that all he could do was try not to panic.
The tub was lifted and the stars shifted above him. They moved before being snuffed out altogether as the pair silently left the room. It wasn’t long before they were replaced with the bright lights of the surrounding lab, the silence of a child's room quickly turning to the sounds of machinery as they moved. The bigger mirror sighed, looking down again now that there was light to see.
“I can’t believe I’m doing this.” They muttered, eyes stormy where they were partially hidden by shadow.
Shattered rays went click!-click!-click! as they tried to imitate the one they came from, his fear being given away so easily to this stranger. Eclipse stayed quiet. More than once his mouth had caused so much trouble, but he couldn’t afford to piss off this version of himself before they’d done at least something to repair the mini.
The tub was placed down again and a red hand was lowered down. The smaller stared at it with clear suspicion, not bothering to try and hide it.
This wasn’t safe.
This red hand wasn’t the one he knew, the one he’s so recently come to truly trust to keep him safe despite the pain he’s caused them. This hand was fully red, not just the tips that seemed dipped in blood. It was too bright, one brilliant color rather than the dual tones he grew used to so quickly. There were no pentagrams emitting a soft glow on the scavenged towel he tried not to call his own. The yellow ribbon shone in the light, so obviously different from the white nanites that pretended to be a spiked wrist gauntlet in the red moon.
“Well?” The larger asked, not necessarily unkindly. “Do you want me to help you or not?”
This hand was not Bloodmoon’s hand and so he hesitated.
His safety would not change if he wasn’t going to survive.
Eventually he sighed.
“I can’t move. My lower spine was fractured badly and the weld job Bloodmoon did didn’t let me regain feeling in it. You have to move me.” He held up a hand, scratched and battered especially in the bright light above. “Or we could wait for Lunar. Honestly I trust that brat more than you, and he’s the one who broke my spine.”
Solar frowned, something flashing in his eyes.
Whelp!
So much for not pissing anyone off before repairs!
The wrong red hand carefully wrapped around his middle, trying not to touch his lower back, and lifted. An eerily similar face loomed large in front of him while the incorrectly colored hand carefully twisted him around in the air like a doll that’s lost its arm.
Well, he did lose an arm.
But there was no doll here dammit!
Claws not unlike his own turned so an identical orange pupil could see the jagged hole left behind from where his spine had popped out of his casing. They hadn’t been able to repair the hole, not really, but Bloodmoon had been able to at least file down the shattered plastic so that it was a little less sharp when they held him.
He wanted to wiggle his legs, wanted to make the larger stop looking at the very reason his life was in so much danger in the first place (besides the lack of back-ups, of course), but with no feeling he could do nothing.
Well, nothing with his legs.
One finger was gently resting on his chest, trying to keep his little body stable and contained while the mirror animatronic took stock of his injuries, and was just close enough to his face that should the smaller of them simply lean his head forward, he could bonk his teeth against it.
Or bite it.
Tiny, sharp teeth sank deep into a giant finger as Eclipse bit down, the code that got him abandoned in the first place taking animalistic glee in the feeling of plastic giving way, only to be stopped by the knuckle joint scraping harshly against his own metal, halting further progress.
Well, Bloodmoon would certainly be proud, wouldn’t they?
He thought sarcastically to himself, earning a grin that only widened his jaw and tore even more plastic apart.
The other Eclipse yelped and the hand holding him strained against clamping down and crushing the already battered tiny, something the smaller hadn’t really thought of at the time. Solar quickly quashed the string of curses coming from his mouth, (though they were bleeped out by the filter anyway which Eclipse found interesting. They had a profanity filter just like he did, most likely inherited from their Sun and Moon), and their other hand came up to try to dislodge the mini’s hold.
The hands lowered until they were barely an inch above the table and only then did Eclipse let go, somewhere in his mind thankful that the variant hadn’t just decided to pull him off and risk detaching his head from his body.
Another thing that he probably should have thought of before going all rabid dog on them.
Wow, he was being really reckless.
The mini plunked down on the metal table and, way more skillfully than he had any right to, dragged himself until his back was against the wall and the ice cream tub was on his left, leaving the rest of the lab open for observation. Solar held his hand up to inspect the damage and glared at the tiny after confirming it wasn’t all that bad.
The formerly violent offshoot snarled at them and huddled in on himself as much as he could while he couldn’t control his lower half.
He could hazard (heh) a guess as to why he was being so reckless right now, lost amid the pain and fear that’s been drowning him since Lunar came bursting through the doors this morning, yelling that Sun was in danger.
He was a genius, an inventor, a villain, but he was also still a kill code offshoot.
There was no talking his way out of this. There was no manipulation tactic he could do against a variant of himself that wouldn’t be caught in the blink of an eye, damaged or not. There was no way to run, to escape regardless of if battered orange and black legs could run in the first place, because this dimension was not his and they were all the way out in the god-knows-where middle of the woods.
Being smart wasn’t keeping him safe, so maybe being violent would.
He hated speaking Bloodmoon's language.
But it was a language that got the point across rather well.
He was scared, hurt, tired and didn’t want to be touched.
Battered fans kicked into a higher gear, trying to drain some of the tension from the battered body and failing. A quick look around showed normal tools, most stained and scratched from the various jobs this version did in his Pizzaplex, as well as a tablet laying nearby. The rest of the lab was bright, but hardly anything to look at. There were a couple of computer monitors set into the wall near the workbench, and some kind of table in the middle of the room, the solid middle built into the floor and the top unable to be seen from this far. Honestly, it almost looked like a pool table and the thought was so absurd that it almost made Eclipse crack a smile.
A fucking pool table in a secret lab somewhere in the god-knows-where wilderness?
Ha!
Unfortunately, besides that not much could be seen from his current vantage point.
Fuck! Being tiny made it impossible to get your bearings!
A whistle left Solar’s mouth. “You are mangled. ” He marveled aloud, a hint of annoyance in his tone. Their hand came back, trying to gently turn the little to see the extent of the damages again. They made sure to keep it lower this time, too low for him to effectively try and bite. Eclipse hissed and resisted, suddenly broken from his perusing of the lab as well of the grievances of his current size.
That red finger that was pressing on his side hurt.
He tried to arch away and the hands retreated leaving him to try and growl past a pained wheeze.
“No sh*t.” He hissed as he batted pitifully at the wrong red hand. His claws weren’t sharp enough at this size to matter. Honestly, it was a wonder his teeth actually broke through at all let alone managed to actually cause some level of pain. “It’s almost like that’s why I’m here.”
Solar didn’t comment, just stood upright and reached for the tablet. The orange tiny tried to cross his arm, once again remembered he only had one, and let it rest on the now even more sore part of his side panel. Clearly Solar hadn’t meant to cause any harm, the smaller was sure he’d know if that had been the case, but that little bit of resistance was more painful than it should have been.
It wasn’t even like the larger had been pressing particularly hard, it was mostly just because he was fighting and stressed and scared, but mostly tired. His body hurt beyond measure and now that he’d had some time to…not relax, but at least come down from the animatronic adrenaline high of thinking he’d have to kill himself in an ice cream tub of all things, his already frazzled mind was desperate not to take in any more stimuli. Especially if it was painful.
He huffed quietly, still not looking up.
He hated this.
He hated how he knew that in order to fix things, they had to be seen. He hated knowing that in order to be fixed he’d have to show every weakness he’d accrued since coming back to the Pizzaplex. He’d have to let this stranger, someone who was supposed to be so similar to himself, learn he couldn’t see when he was afraid. Learn that breathing was a struggle not because he needed it, but because his fans were too battered for him to stop. Learn that if this body failed, if the larger refused to help, then he was dead for good.
He didn’t like the way the larger was trying to see his weaknesses.
Sun, Lunar, and even Bloodmoon were one thing when it came to his injuries, this variant of himself was an entirely different one on so many levels.
Sun was kind. He was literally the reason the mini was here right now so he could see whatever he wanted to and Eclipse wouldn’t mind too much, especially lately. Lunar was a little worse, seeing as the lower half of his body was unresponsive right now because of the younger code, but that had mostly been because Eclipse couldn’t stop running his mouth long enough for the calvary to arrive. And fuck, Bloodmoon had caused most of these injuries so what was a couple more?
But this…Solar. This version of himself, was an Eclipse . They were cruel, they were angry, they took advantage of the goodwill of others because they saw it as a weakness to be exploited. A stepping stone they could lay. So why would this one be any different? Why would this variant see these injuries and do anything but try to take advantage? Especially since it was clear he already hated the mini for hurting Lunar in the past, why not take this chance for-
“God, how are you alive right now? The external damage alone should have put you out of commission for weeks without repairs!” Solar said, the confusion sweeping the storm from their eyes as they narrowed in thought. Eclipse barked out a joyless laugh.
At least they could appreciate his tenacity.
“Your guess is as good as mine!” He cried exasperatedly, throwing his only hand in the air. “It’s not for lack of trying I’ll tell you. From myself and everyone else!” He dropped his hand, still refusing to look at the larger
That little comment made a large orange pupil look over.
He hunched lower, wishing Sun was here.
God, he hadn’t realized just how safe he’d come to feel in that blasted room, held in those busted hands and sharpened talons, until he was here burning under lights he didn’t recognize in a world that didn’t know he existed and wouldn’t care if he continued to, with a version of himself he knew should be more than willing to fuck him over, all while sitting shattered away from the only person who could maybe keep him alive.
“I’m not going to hurt you. Not on purpose, at least.”
The smaller looked up. The static in his eyes had turned the variant Eclipse into a blur of red and yellow, broken only by the grey tablet he presumably held. He scoffed at the familiar yet entirely wrong blur.
“Sure. I would if I were you.”
“But you’re not me.” The other replied without missing a beat. “I don’t like you, in fact, had you come here full sized I probably would’ve killed you myself.” They put the tablet back on the table before moving out of sight for a moment. There was a click! off in the distance and then the sound of footsteps coming closer again.
“You are the reason Lunar was so afraid of me at first. You’re the reason he still is sometimes, and I hate you for that. I should let you rot in that body for what you did to him, what you did to all of them, but Lunar doesn’t want that.” They huffed exasperatedly. “And from what I’m hearing, neither does your S…His Sun. So, until he tells me otherwise, I’m going to help you stay alive.”
Why did they stumble on Sun’s name?
Odd.
The smaller was quiet for a moment, trying to believe these words, but they just bounced right off those walls in his mind and he shook his head. “Everyone who’s found me, except one, has hurt me. And I’m not saying I don’t deserve it for what I’ve done to them, what you are so f*cking angry about obviously, but excuse me if I don’t believe you.”
But you’re not me
It was such a strange choice of words coming from the larger. Of course he was him, they were both Eclipses! Obviously they weren’t exactly alike, Lunar’s mere presence around the other suggested he was far kinder than the former abuser, but still. At the end of the day, they were meant to be Sun and Moon combined. They were meant to be the villains of their world, dragging others down so they could be lifted up and proving that they didn’t need the twins, the daycare, this world to be something worthwhile!
Just because one of them was worse at being all of that doesn’t mean they weren’t an Eclipse at the end of the day.
Cracked orange casing burned. Welded metal burned even though there was no way that feeling should be able to be felt. Fear burned worse than all of it, fueled by the knowledge that there was no fixing this until he let the other see.
“Everything I do hurts. Everything you do hurts. I…don’t want to hurt anymore.”
He huddled further as another zip! of pain shot across the already burning panel.
The wrong red blur loomed over the edge of the table and it looked for all the world like Solar had placed his hands on the table and lowered his head, like hearing those words had somehow physically damaged the dimensional variant. A deep, tired sigh came from them. “I’m sorry.” The larger said, his tone losing the annoyance from earlier. “But whether you want me to or not, I have to see what’s wrong if you want to get fixed. I won’t purposely make anything hurt worse, I promise. I’m not you, Eclipse.”
“I don’t believe you. You hate me.” Eclipse spat back, trying for anger and failing.
The blur that was Solar stood straight again and seemed to shrug. “You don’t have to believe it. But until I’m done with you, you don’t have a choice.” A smaller red blur that could only be a hand was lowered again, offering despite knowing the tiny orange bot couldn’t accept in the way he wanted to. “Come on, you need a whole body scan and I can’t do that on this table. We’re not going far.”
Eclipse sighed and scrubbed at his eyes, trying to force the static back to no avail.
Whether he believed in the others' words or not, they were right.
There was no fixing what you didn’t know was broken.
He gestured for the larger to do as he wanted.
True to his word Solar only moved him over to the larger table in the middle of the room. They were careful, more so than Lunar thank god, and the mini was silently thankful the variant seemed to actually be trying not to hurt him anymore. It was so strange to hear his own voice apologize for unintentionally being cruel. It was so weird to think an Eclipse would care that he was scared, that his body was in pain and that was fraying his nerves beyond belief.
It was weird to see how admitting his weakness had helped him rather than hurt him.
It was quiet for a bit as Solar did god knows what to initiate a scan. The air was heavy and awkward, fear so palpable Eclipse was surprised he wasn’t crushed by this new weight. He didn’t believe that this variant wasn’t willing to hurt him, but he was willing to believe that Lunar’s word held far more sway than whatever anger still permeated the larger mirror's body right now. He was relatively safe, he wouldn’t be here right now if he wasn’t, and once again he couldn’t understand why the words of a child and a moron held so much sway in those that were so much more dangerous.
“I saw how you were glaring at me.” Solar remarked rather nonchalantly, breaking the tense silence. “Back at the daycare, when you thought I was angry at Lunar.”
“What about it?” The smaller scoffed.
“Lunar always said you didn’t care about him, but I know what worry looks like on my own face. You thought I was going to hurt him because I was angry and tried to get me to back off. Heads up.”
The table below went from a grey blur to a blinding white one and Eclipse was forced to cover his staticky eyes with his arm, grunting in annoyance. “You f*cker!” He cursed as he squeezed his eyes shut, knowing full well his arm alone wasn’t enough to shield himself. The other laughed somewhere past the light. Thanks to this it took an extra minute for Solar’s words to register in his mind and when they did he paused, confused.
There was no question to their words, no accusation, nothing. They just said it like they knew exactly what he’d been feeling at the time and were casually mentioning it out loud. Even the exhaustion from their little speech earlier had eased, their tone losing some of that weight. Were they waiting for confirmation? Did they think he was going to try and refuse the worry, even though that would be far from helpful here?
“You’re an Eclipse. You’re me . We’re angry and we’re violent and we don’t care who we hurt. Why wouldn’t I think that?”
Solar probably grimaced if his tone was anything to go off of before understanding dawned. “Oh, Lunar didn’t tell you how he met me, did he?” The other asked from somewhere around the table.
“Lunar told me to be quiet and put me in an ice cream tub.” Eclipse deadpanned. “Between that and wondering if I should off myself to avoid any more torture I didn’t exactly get the feature length film on why he’d bring us here.”
There was a pause from the variant.
Honesty had never really been his policy, but it hardly mattered at this point if Solar knew about his grim decision making. He was already going to have to bear every physical injury and scar if he wanted to get fixed and if they were lying about helping him, then he might as well bear the mental ones too and make that decision at least a little bit more layered.
He’s come so far from just being the villain in their stories, at least for Sun and Bloodmoon. Maybe not far enough to count for anything real, but it had been their faces, their voices that kept shattered orange claws from cutting through one of the few vital areas he could reach. Maybe this version hated him for the person he used to be, the person who’d ignored the blue child and tore him down emotionally for being exactly what he’d been built to be, but that person wasn’t sitting here now.
That person was mauled by Bloodmoon in the theater back home.
He was not a good guy, because he didn’t know how to be.
He was just Eclipse.
But still, the formerly violent offshoot wondered if he’d somehow upset the dimensional version of himself with that little statement.
“His Moon found me.” The larger said quietly as the light from the table died. There was no pity, no anger, no fear in the way they said it, just a quiet tone in a quiet room. “You hurt Lunar a lot, but he still loved you. He even missed you. So his Moon found an Eclipse that wouldn’t hurt him, one that was unlike so many others in two ways. One that was, apparently, tagged as a “Nice Eclipse” in this dimension.”
The red hands came back, carefully lifting him from the light table and moving back to the workbench. The smaller listened quietly, both intrigued by what they were saying and puzzled as to why they were saying it.
Was Solar…trying to reassure him?
Was that why they said that they weren’t alike, because this version was specific to this dimension? They weren’t like most Eclipses, they were the outlier in the infinite possibilities of the multiverse Moon had opened up so long ago? If this one was labeled as “nice” then it was no wonder Lunar was comfortable enough to come here even when the eyes that looked so similar to the one who hurt him turned stormy with anger. It was no wonder how even in their fear they wouldn’t run, because this one must have proven himself safe.
Well, of course he had.
Lunar had a whole room to himself in a lab hidden so far away from the Pizzaplex it was a miracle it had only taken the better part of the afternoon yesterday to get here. If that really had been Solar’s Moon roaring in the tower and Solar himself wasn’t the threat in this dimension, then it stood to reason that any good person would have a place for a child to hide.
For Solar it was here in the lab.
For Sun it was behind himself.
And for the not-so-good-Eclipse?
It was wherever he wasn’t .
He sighed just a little, some of the static finally ebbing away.
This person would not have the designation of “nice” dimensionally if he wasn’t actually someone kind. Well, that wasn’t entirely true, but there still had to be a level of safety and good for that marker to be there so, if they said they wouldn’t kill him, then they probably wouldn’t. Unless he royally fucked up, of course.
Passive until provoked, like Bloodmoon without the insanity and bloodlust.
Fair enough.
“Is that your bullsh*t way of saying you don’t have the guts to kill me either?” He said snarkily, though it came out much more tired than he’d intended it to.
His backups could not be reached from another dimension even if he had any in the first place. He could not be found here, he wasn’t cared for by anyone in a dimension that didn’t know he existed because he did not belong to it, Solar did. To die here would be the same as dying at home, just…lonelier.
As if I haven’t been alone from the start.
“Is biting me your bullsh*t way of telling me you don’t want to die?” Solar snarked back.
Eclipse growled, but given the state he was in it was pretty pathetic.
“You’d think out of all the enemies I’ve made, myself would be the first one to want me dead.”
“You know, I would’ve thought so too.” Solar replied in the same deadpan he’d had earlier. “But I don’t have to act like you just because you exist elsewhere. So, if you try to hurt Lunar after you’re back to normal, then I’ll show you just how much of an Eclipse I can be.”
The lab was well lit, but a shadow fell over the larger animatronics eyes.
The tiny offshoot just stared back, fully used to seeing that anger in his own face.
Finally, something familiar amongst the nonsense.
“Fine.” He scoffed. “But you should fuck off and get some sleep. It’s early and I bet you haven’t slept since you got here.”
Honestly most of the tiny just wanted the larger to put him down and leave him alone so he could maybe get some sleep before Lunar woke up and filled the room with…himself again. But there was another, much much smaller part, that noticed how that shadow hadn’t left the other’s eyes even though the tone had shifted. He knew that look, had seen it enough times after taking over Sun’s body to recognize it at a glance.
Solar was tired.
And not necessarily tired in the way sleep could fix, no, this was the kind of tired that buried itself into the endoskeleton holding them up, boring holes into every bit you couldn’t reach until you just gave up and lived with it because fighting was more exhausting than giving in. This was the kind of tired that made you search out a bunker in the woods because the further away you were, the harder you were to find, the more the idea of rest was within reach without ever actually being reached. This was the kind of tired that weighed on Sun back home, dragging his shoulders down with rocks only he could see and feel, that dulled the once brilliant white eyes and stole the light from the supposed-to-be-bright frame.
It was not a tired you could fix.
But fuck, in Eclipses’ experience having a full battery at least made dealing with things a lot easier. Back before sleeping stopped being an option after reviving in Bloodmoon's mind. Even if he never really stopped being tired because, let’s face it, he was literally only being driven by spite and fire at the time. So yeah, he wanted the larger to leave him alone, but if that meant those same tired eyes that plagued Sun at home stopped looking at him here too? If that meant his own version of kindness was to tell the other to fuck off and go to bed? So be it. Go the fuck to sleep.
The shadow over Solar’s eyes passed as they looked down at the smaller for a moment in silence. Eclipse huffed, putting his arm on the blue fabric around his shoulder joint. Why was everyone looking at him like that lately? And now that the expression was on a face so similar to his he could tell what it was, what it meant. Confusion. Disbelief. Hope .
Lunar and Solar (fuck, why did it hurt so badly that their names matched more than his own and Lunar’s?) were hoping he was different from the person he was not just a couple weeks ago.
Oh.
Did…did he do something to make them think that?
Did he give them hope?
He didn’t mean to.
He was going to be so sorry to disappoint them.
Solar, now considerably less blurry than before, picked him up and put him back in the tub before lifting it and (presumably) heading back toward Lunar’s room. Before they reached the door however, Eclipse stopped them.
“Hey, you said there were two ways you were considered different. One is because you’re nicer than me, but what’s the other one?”
The larger variant stopped, drowned in shadow except for a mirrored orange pupil that vanished when Eclipse looked up. The pair stood there, outside of Lunar’s room, silent. With what little night vision remained in his optics the mini orange could see the edges of the tub bending as red fingers held tighter, shaking just slightly.
“Unlike you,” They finally said, so quietly it was almost impossible to hear. “I’m one of the few Eclipses’ who successfully killed the Sun and Moon twins.”
And with that they entered the darkened child’s room where Eclipses’ carrier was put down and he was left alone again.
Wow.
Okay.
That had to be an outright lie.
Eclipse’s dimensional role was to be a villain, a foil to the genius that is the Moon of any given dimension, whether Moon specifically fills that role or not. They are selfish and cruel and fight for what they do not deserve, at least, that’s the case normally.
Solar is an outlier.
Maybe they were capable of being those things (honestly it’s really not that hard to be a dick) but Solar themselves clearly didn’t fit the normal mold.
Eclipse refused to believe that someone who could look at Lunar with such love could look at Sun and Moon with anything less. Could look at anyone who was anything like Lunar with anything but the utmost affection.
Unless the Sun and Moon of this dimension also didn’t fit their natural mold.
A staticky orange pupil looked up at the dimming stars, knowing it was going to be too bright for them to shine soon when the lights turned on for the day. Stars that had to have been put up by the taller of the pair because the metal ceiling was too high for the little blue child to reach by himself. He stared at the decorated ceiling in a room that was clearly made with love by someone who claimed to be a murderer and for once was unwilling to believe the larger.
He’d always been bad at lying to himself, after all.
Notes:
Trust me, Solar would be snarkier, but Eclipse is currently such a limp noodle he doesn't quite feel right about it. That will not stop him completely though.
Chapter 29: 29
Chapter Text
Morning came quickly.
Moreso, it had already been pretty early by the time the tub was returned to its spot on the desk and so by the time either Eclipse variants had actually gotten to sleep the sun was already on its way over the horizon. Obviously they couldn’t really tell considering there were no windows in the bunker (and both his and Lunar’s internal clocks were still set for the much slower time back home) but Solar’s wasn’t.
“Lunar! Come on bud wake up, I gotta talk to you!” The older model called from down the hall.
Both dimensionals groaned as they awoke but where Lunar had actually gotten some decent sleep and a decent charge, Eclipse could only be strangely grateful that his battery never ran down on him anymore.
It didn’t take long for Lunar to be up and out of bed, grabbing the tub and running to the main area where the adopted model was. “I brought Clips! Is that okay Solar?” The child called out using a nickname the orange offshoot hadn’t heard in months.
He didn’t mind it now like he had back then.
“I’m sure he won’t be happy about what I have to say, but he’d probably want to hear it.” The other called back, sounding much closer than before. Shattered orange groaned and tried to cover his head with one corner of the towel he vaguely called his own.
“If you’re gonna say I can’t be fixed then let me go back to sleep!” He called, muffled by the towel. ”I won’t like it but it beats listening to you tell me I won’t survive!” Lunar giggled, though there was a bit of a whine at the end of it and Eclipse winced, realizing the younger code probably didn’t want to hear his melancholic remarks. Oh well, he’s heard them before he can handle them again, at least until the older gets some fucking sleep.
“Is he saying something?” Solar asked from wherever he was.
“No. Nothing important. What’s up?”
Bastard.
Eclipse thought to himself. He tossed off the corner and looked up, squinting his busted eyes in the light. There was still no seeing over the tub’s rim, especially without legs, but the mini was fairly certain he could see the edges of blue bobbles just at the edge and guessed the already taller animatronic was sitting at a table.
Lunar meandered on over and eventually Solar’s face filled the opening of his makeshift carrier, smiling down at the child before rolling his eyes at the mini’s grumpy expression. “You can go back to sleep soon since I have to leave for work, but we do have to talk about your damage. It’s incredibly extensive and we should go over what we can do.”
Lunar pouted, mouth turned down in a frown. “Is he too broken? Did I hurt him too much to be fixed?” He asked, voice turning more and more frantic. Eclipse rolled his eyes as best he could, unseen by the two larger beings. Exhaustion was dragging down his patience and while he knew he couldn’t be outright mean, he still was unwilling to listen to someone who wanted him dead just a few days ago cry like they’d actually killed him.
“Oh f*ck you!”
The smaller cried, earning him a saddened look from Lunar and an angry one from Solar. He struggled to sit up, stuck on his chest from rolling over the night before, before giving up and raising a hand for help. “You threw me once and f*cked up my legs, that’s not what’s going to make me unrepairable. If anyone’s to blame for that one look at Bloodmoon and all they did to me first.”
Blue fingers gently pinched his hand and pulled him up and out of the tub before carefully lowering the shattered tiny onto the table. Now free from the carrier he was able to look around and see Solar sitting at the table with a stool, towering over the blue child whose face just barely poked above the top. The lab was exactly as it had been last night, except for another stool nearby and a bowl of cereal.
A tiny stuttering pupil stared incredulously at the bowl until Lunar pulled up a second stool and scrambled onto it, reaching for the food.
“You can f*cking eat? What?” He asked, dumbfounded. Blue answered not by saying anything but by picking up the spoon and stuffing it in his mouth. Shattered eyes stared in disbelief as the younger code chewed and swallowed, then lit up in a huge grin.
“Don’t eat the spoon Lunar.” Solar remarked from his spot at the table, tapping at the console in his arm like this was the most normal scene in the world. Lunar giggled at the instruction but took smaller bites.
“Bloody says when we eat our nanites tear the things down until they’re super duper tiny and then use it as energy so we don’t have to charge as much! Plus it tastes good!” He exclaimed, little feet kicking under the table as the smallest of them had a rather unimportant crisis in the midst of all this nonsense.
They can eat?
Not only was Lunar capable (and willing) to cry with actual real tears, or as real as any tears can be seeing as it’s just lost water, but they could eat too? Eclipse had wondered if that was the case when an ice cream tub had been the go-to kidnapping device, but then he figured it was just because the little blue had been closer to the kitchens than anywhere else since the atrium was in the middle of the ‘plex, not because he was actually capable of eating it!
That…that meant that Bloodmoon was too. They shared the same technology, albeit with Lunar’s being far more rigid than that of the murderous guard, but their base functions should be pretty similar just based on what they’re built out of.
Holy shit, Bloodmoon can eat!
But they’re hardly the type to eat normal foods like Lunar so…
A small mouth turned down in a grimace. Well, thank god he’d been able to check if those two still had an intact kill protocol because otherwise a lot more people would be fucking dead. Maybe not Sun and Lunar, but a whole hell of a lot more creatures that can actually bleed red.
Solar grinned, finally looking up from his arm. “It weirded me out at first too. The kid tried to eat a stapler just to see if he could.”
Lunar huffed, cheeks puffing out in his indignation.
“Bloody can eat in-or-gantic material so that means I can too!” They looked away, embarrassed. “I just…don’t have as sharp of teeth as Bloody.”
“Inorganic.” Eclipse corrected without actually thinking about it. “And are you telling me that you both can just…eat whatever you want so long as you can break it down?” Lunar nodded but, instead of elaborating and easing some of the confusion spiking through the tiny body, he turned back to Solar.
“So? What’s wrong?” Lunar asked through a mouthful of spoon.
Guess they were moving on.
Dammit.
Solar sighed. “Without going into much detail, it’s a miracle he’s alive, kid. Honestly any of this damage could have been the killing blow and most likely nobody would’ve even known until it was too late. You said Bloody did this? How did they know what would keep you alive?” The mirror said, turning to the mini. Eclipse looked away, trying to cross his arm and failing.
“Have you met those f*ckers? I built them to be able to bleed a creature dry and still keep them alive for more. They’re murderous, but only because I didn’t really program any sort of patience into them. Then they gained sentience and decided they hated me and ran off.”
He huffed.
“They know how to keep me alive. Whether I want to be or not.”
Solar held up his hands and shook his head. “Sorry I asked. No, I've never met Bloody, just heard about them from Lunar and from what I’ve heard they’re nice and fun to be around, but kinda manic. The violent murderer bit is…something. And you built them? That isn’t something you told me bud.”
Lunar, eyes widened as he stared at Solar, snapped out of it long enough to look guilty. “I didn’t want you to be scared for me so I…left out a couple things. They’re my friends! They’re not mean to me, I promise!”
Red waved placatingly, a brand new shadow falling over their eyes just for a moment before being wiped away. “Okay, we’ll talk about that later. That being said, whatever damage they caused can be fixed.”
Dual and multicolored eyes widened and Solar smiled as blue bounced in their chair. Lunar cheered, almost spilling his food, and even Eclipse could feel his endoskeleton rattle as some of the tension ebbed away, just a bit. He still wasn’t fixed, he still wasn’t free, but he could be. He exhaled a breath, still shaky with broken fans, and knew he wouldn’t have to hear that rattle, that shake, much longer if the larger was telling the truth.
“But,” Solar broke in, stilling the air once more. “It'll take some time, at least a week, if not longer. I still have to work and getting away from Moon will be hard until later at night. Besides, he’s an Eclipse which means he doesn’t readily have parts, even if he had been full sized. I’ll have to make entirely new parts from scratch.”
“Can you make him big again?” Lunar asked, a small frown pulling at his features. “Then you’d just have to make new big parts.” Solar shook his head.
“I have no idea how he got like this and even if I did, he shouldn’t be capable of maintaining his consciousness based on both hardware and software capabilities. It would be impossible to transfer to a new body without possibly changing something about his code.”
Lunar stared, eyes squinting up at the larger, trying to decipher what they said into english. Eclipse scoffed, singular hand going to the blue fabric at his side. “He’s saying my body is too tiny and damaged for my mind to all be here. It’s impossible for something as complicated as us to be working at my size so there’s no guarantee even if I was to transfer that all of me would follow.” He waved dismissively. “Even shorter? I’m stuck like this, but this can be fixed.”
“Ooooh!” Lunar remarked, realization dawning. “Well, at least you can be fixed! What do you want done first?”
That was actually a good question, and one he had an answer too.
“My arm. The internals might have to come first if the joint’s busted enough, but I want my f*cking arm back.” He sighed, annoyance dripping from every syllable. He’d come to trust Bloodmoon so he knew that, unless he royally fucked up, they wouldn’t be tearing limbs off again anytime soon, but fuck the feeling of it being torn off, the sight of Hazard eating it, all of it played in his mind each time his good hand came to rest on the blue fabric covering the ragged joint. Each time he tried to cross his arms and failed. Each time he couldn’t support his own body weight because one limb wasn’t enough.
The shattered tiny wanted a new arm so he could do things, yes, but he also really wanted to leave those desperate memories of the theater in the past. For dual eyes to close and not see that tongue retracting into a mouth full of glinting teeth, taking his first chance at survival away. He wanted to be able to look at Bloodmoon and know with as much certainty as Sun that they would never again hurt him on purpose, that once he was whole again they’d fight to keep him that way.
Maybe that was stupid.
Maybe he shouldn’t expect that, since he still didn’t know how to change.
Maybe the pain and the flashes of the past wouldn’t go away even when fixed.
But god, he wanted to try.
Solar nodded. “I’ll look over your internals when I have a minute and see if they need to be done first. After that it should be pretty simple, it’ll just take a long time. You’re still very close to a Sun and Moon model and I have modified schematics of them for myself, so it’s mostly just sizing things down and attaching them at that point.”
“At least they’ll be done.” He grumbled.
Time isn’t exactly something he had in abundance, at least until his internals were fixed, not to mention the almost searing need to go home and see if Sun was alright from the fight, but not even a day had fully past since they came here and if Lunar was to be believed that meant Sun was probably still in the fight with Moon. Not enough time has passed for their home to have changed much.
He didn’t want to spend too much time here, but if it meant getting fixed then so be it.
At least then Sun could stop worrying so much.
The larger model stood now, taking the child’s now empty dishes and moving off. “Until then, Eclipse will have to stay here. Lunar, you can go wherever you want to bud, but you’ll have to wait for later tonight if you want to go home. Moon will be in bed then.”
A stroke of fear shot through the shattered tiny at the thought of Lunar going home. Sure he trusted Solar not to outright murder him, (well, he trusted that the more dangerous one wouldn’t want to upset Lunar and so wouldn’t rip him in two) but that didn’t mean he wanted to be alone here. This wasn’t his dimension and even if Solar was telling the truth about helping him, that doesn’t mean the older couldn’t do a whole host of other things given the time differences between dimensions.
But, to his silent relief, Lunar shook his head.
“That’s okay! I wanna stay here until he’s fixed and then we can go home and make Sunny happy again!”
Solar smiled, soft and full of a warmth Eclipse has never held, and nodded. “Alright. I’ll see you tonight then. But first,” The older walked over and grabbed the child animatronic under the armpits before lifting and spinning them both until Lunar squealed in delight. They stopped just long enough for Solar to rest the little one on his hip and grin at him. “you let me know if he’s being mean to you, okay? I’ll take care of it.”
“Oh my god.” Eclipse complained loudly from his spot. “How about I exclusively be a d*ck to you so you can hate me for your own reasons?”
Solar plopped Lunar on their feet, still giggling away, and glared at the mini for a moment. Damaged eyes glared back. There was no real malice in the other, he could tell that much, so he must not have pissed him off too bad. Not that he expected anything bad to happen while Lunar was around anyway.
“On second thought, Lunar, I can fix him now.”
Multicolored eyes widened. “Really? You can fix him right now?”
The older nodded and made his way over to the table. They carefully reached over and grabbed the tiny offshoot, clearly trying not to accidentally injure him like the night before. Eclipse watched in confusion as Solar moved back to the smaller workbench and bent down, blocking tiny eyes from seeing anything. After a moment they stood straight again and below them was a small, silver trash can. The kind with a pedal to lift the lid.
The lid popped up with a little shoosh and the dimensional variant half lowered the doll-sized bot toward it.
Immediately said doll-sized animatronic kicked up a fuss.
“I will f*cking bite you again!” He snarled, wriggling despite the unsecure grip. Solar snickered and put their other hand underneath the little in case he actually managed to wriggle out of their grip. Little blue hands clapped from where the child had been left as they moved closer, unable to see what was happening.
“Solar!” Lunar cried though his tone was laced with giggles. “No! Be nice!”
“Be f*cking nice?” Came oranges’ angry snarl. “He’s trying to throw me away!”
Solar burst into laughter as the child rushed over and took the struggling tiny from their friend. “I wasn’t actually going to do anything. Now calm down before you make me drop you for real.” Tiny claws gripped blue clothes as the smallest of the glared past the minor static in his eyes. Once held more securely he burst into a new string of bleeped out curses, using his only hand to flip the larger variant the bird.
Solar just kept laughing.
Giggles from the little one ballooned into full blown laughter while Eclipse huffed and grumbled in the grip of small blue hands. “F*ck you!” He snapped when Solar waved at him before turning and heading down the hall. Pealing squeals shook the child's whole body in their joy. Eclipse growled a little, but settled down. If that bullshit display made Lunar laugh that laugh that stopped the knife from digging into his chest, maybe it wasn’t so bad. There was no way the variant had actually planned on throwing him away right in front of the child anyway, so it was fine.
Solar was still a bitch for it though.
“Don’t worry!” Lunar practically chirped. “I won’t let him throw you away! Let’s go play in my room!”
The smaller groaned. “Later! I’m tired. I’m going to sleep.”
Notes:
Shoutout to Scuffedsconesbutteredbones for the trashcan bit at the end. I thought it was hilarious and very in character for Solar, even if he wasn't ACTUALLY gonna do it here.
Guys Eclipse was NOT meant to stay broken this long holy shit.
Chapter 30: 30
Notes:
Fair warning the next few chapters are gonna be a good chunk of exposition because with my current plans I can't fit this information anywhere more organically. Sorry not sorry.
TW for mild mentions of violence.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“I’m sorry Lunar, I’ll be later than I thought tonight.”
Solar’s voice, filtered through Lunar’s internal phone, sounded incredibly guilty as they rustled around on the other end.
“I neglected some stuff yesterday so I have to do them today. I’ll still look at Eclipses’ internals when I get a chance but I might not have a chance to start on them until tomorrow.” The older on the line groaned before letting out a censored curse. “This stupid body…”
Lunar, sitting in the middle of the room he called his own, looked worried. “It’s okay Solar, I’ll just see you tomorrow then. Please don’t hurt yourself again.”
There was a pause.
“I won’t buddy. See you.”
Eclipse frowned from his spot on the desk. “What’s got you in such a twist? He just said he’d be late. It’s fine.”
Mismatched eyes glanced over and the younger code fought a smile. The formerly violent offshoot rolled damaged optics and glared, daring the child to say a word about his current accommodations.
He was still cold.
And now that the fires of spite and fear have once again began to ease his battered everything was desperate to stop moving, to stop doing anything but trying to survive, for a while. This meant he was back to fighting off the system damaging cold that now permeated his body whenever he wasn’t outright fighting for his life. Unfortunately, Lunar didn’t know how to raise his body temperature like Sun and Bloodmoon did and, even if he did, he was far too energetic to risk holding the damaged little long enough to try and warm him.
So, the younger had improvised.
Apparently, Lunar owned a mug warmer here and figured it would be perfect to warm the shattered tiny.
Much to the detriment of Eclipses’ ego, however, it was about as childish as Lunar himself was.
Flat and a deep black, the warmer itself was in the shape of a cat stretching its paws. Tiny, nubby paws acted as a phone stand when a cup was placed on the plate. Its squished head allowed for the temperature display to be between its ears while wide, unseeing eyes sparkled with joy that the little turned up mouth added to. The cord that disappeared somewhere behind the desk acting as the creature's tail.
Even more humiliating than that was the cup that came with the warmer.
Tall enough that Eclipse could “kneel” if he held onto the rim, the black was broken only by a few golden lines pretending to be a cats’ face, little paws put up and covering where its eyes should be. As if hiding from the warmer itself for some fucking reason. Lunar had stuffed at least half of the orange towel into the mug to prevent the mini from getting too warm and melting the plastic of his legs while he was unable to feel them and the Killcode offshoot was dangling his good arm off the side of the mug, soaking in the warmth and praying the towel didn’t catch fire or something while he was on top of it.
Well, he had been before Solar called and he’d dragged himself from the peaceful heat to tune in.
As humiliating as it was to admit, the idea was working stupidly well so even though the method was childish and practically shattered what remained of the smallers ego in half, he’d let the child set himself inside and leave him on the desk.
“Shut up, I hate you, why are you so upset that a**hole is gonna be back late?” He rambled, knowing full well he couldn’t be taken seriously while seeming to hold one of the cup cat’s paws.
The grin died.
“That other Moon was very angry yesterday. When they get angry, Solar gets…hurt.”
Oh?
“Hurt? He’s an Eclipse, he may not be the strongest but neither are Moons’. He’ll be fine.” Lunar looked at him, unconvinced.
“His Moon is worse than you. ” He remarked, almost in a deadpan. “You only hit me once and then gave a really really bad apology. When Solar’s Moon hit him, they had to shut down the daycare for a week until he could be fixed. It was so bad Solar couldn’t fix himself fast enough and his Monty had to come over and that guy is mean too. They all are.”
“What?!” The tiny bot exclaimed, suddenly thankful he was made of metal otherwise he would have noticeably paled a few shades. “What the hell is wrong with his Moon?!”
Moons’, in whatever state they normally come, don’t like Eclipses'. That’s a pretty normal thing across dimensions for obvious reasons. The war between geniuses so rarely has a real winner, one that lasts at least, and with the way most variants come into existence it stands to reason that one genius would view their greatest mistake with hatred.
But Solar?
Honest to god, not even Eclipse could understand how everyone would still hate this variant. He was so much like Sun, just with an Eclipse’s attitude and tone in his voice. There was none of the fire, the spite, the hatred that normally accompanied that attitude, no. No, they tried to keep children safe, they fixed things in the Pizzaplex if the mechanics tool belt was anything to go off of, and clearly they helped out in the daycare because that idiot had not been doing mechanic work when Lunar had first arrived yesterday.
So why was he so hated still?
Lunar shrugged, looking away and reaching for the stuffed tiger from yesterday. “The kill code got him. It’s not a person like our Moon back home, but it’s still mean. It makes this Moon meaner than you and it’s scary.”
An advanced form of the kill code? Wasn’t that normally kept in check by whatever Sun variant existed? There hadn’t been another audible voice up in the tower the day before, and if that Moon is so dangerous Solar was willing to hike all the way out here just to keep himself and Lunar safe, then why wouldn’t he bring this dimensions Sun along too?
“I’m one of the few Eclipses’ who successfully killed the Sun and Moon twins.”
There was no fucking way they’d been telling the truth about that.
If they’d successfully killed Sun without killing Moon too, then they’d be dead. Simple as that. Moon would lose his mind, kill code be damned, and Solar would be in a scrap yard or melted down somewhere, not doing mechanic work and playing with Lunar in his off time.
Something was off about this entire dimension and Eclipse didn’t like it.
“I wish I could take him home.” Lunar whispered, just holding the stuffed toy in his lap. “But our Moon is getting meaner and meaner and I’m scared he won’t be able to tell the difference between you and Solar, even if he does meet him here in this dimension. So…I just try to come over and make him smile, like I want to do with Sun. E-even though he keeps sending me away…”
The room fell quiet, broken only by the tiny scrape of metal shifting across metal as Eclipse dragged a hand down his face.
Maybe the kid had seen and experienced more of Moon’s bullshit than either he or Sun originally thought.
Fuck, if Sun found out he couldn’t completely shield the one he called a little brother from the violence of their twin he was going to be devastated.
“Jesus…” He whispered.
Multicolored eyes turned to him, glistening with tears they shouldn’t be able to hold. “Clips? Am I a bad person? Is that why Sunny wants to send me away? Did I make him stop loving me?”
Eclipse reeled, scrambling to keep purchase on the ceramic in order to not fall fully into the cup and get stuck there.
“What the hell makes you say that? I don’t think Sun knows how to stop loving you, you little idiot! What?!” He snapped, unable to stop the insult from slipping out. Lunar sniffed and held the tiger toy close and the smaller scrambled verbally. “F*ck I didn’t mean that it…it just…slipped out. But why the hell would you think that?”
The younger didn’t turn back, but he did seem surprised at the back tracking. “After Bloody came to live with us I told him I still loved you. That I wished you could be my brother too, and then he started sending me to Monty’s house a lot. I…Moon was mad a lot too, did I make Moon mad?”
Maybe falling into the cup would’ve been the better option.
What the hell am I supposed to do here?!
I’m not Sun!
If I say something wrong Solar’s gonna fucking kill me!
The pair sat in silence for a minute before Eclipse sighed. Fuck it, he was already at death’s door anyway.
“I may not know exactly why Moon, our Moon, is being such a d*ck, but what I do know is that you are probably the only reason Sun is still alive right now. You and Bloodmoon. And…I think you should know that none of this is your fault. You’re just the kid I built you to be.”
Now Lunar turned to look at him, his eyes wide and tears spilling onto those strange little Funtime-style cheeks on his face. Eclipse panicked.
“Sun was sending you to Monty’s and wherever else because he knew that Moon was angry about Bloodmoon for some reason so, uh, he-he thought keeping you away from the house would protect you. I mean, the gators a f*cking dumba** but he’d never let anyone hurt you. Proved that back in October the little f-uh, yeah. A-a-and after some kind of incident a while back that Bloodmoon talked about to me but they didn’t give me a lot of details because talking is hard for them they were all three really worried about you finding out but obviously y-you did -”
Fucking hell, I’m rambling like Sun!
What am I even saying?
Is it good?
Am I doing this right?
Fuck I need somebody better at this than me!
Lunar giggled, screeching the orange mini’s mind to a halt. Growling, the mini bot clamped his mouth shut in an effort to stop yapping.
“You’re bad at this.” A little voice croaked.
He groaned. “Yes, I am. What do you expect from me?”
Their little face beamed back at him, though it faltered a moment later. “I…I’m scared of Moon. I’m scared he’s going to find you and be mad at me. I’m scared he’s going to know I helped you. Would he hurt me if he found out? Like you did?”
Tiny claws scratched at ceramic.
“From what I’ve seen, neither Bloodmoon or Sun would allow that.”
Another moment of silence.
“Clips?”
“What?”
"You make me feel things I don't like. Am I bad for wanting you to love me anyway?"
Damaged eyes rolled to the best of their ability. God children come to the worst conclusions don’t they?
"Only if you think Sun is stupid for trying to help me in the first f*cking place." He remarked, trying to sound anything but mean. Clearly he failed because Lunar glared at the mini and there was so much anger Eclipse had never seen before in the child, burning in the colors of the codes that made up his split eyes, that it made him pause.
“Don’t say that about my brother or I’ll tell Solar you were being mean to me and he’ll be mad!” He exclaimed, rising to his knees but not coming any closer to the desk. The tiny offshoot winced, lowering his head to glare back at the child. Fire sparked in his damaged chest and for a moment the ceramic pressing against his chest was uncomfortably warm.
“You said I’m bad at this. What did you expect?” He growled, his voice trying for anger but tinged with fear.
Lunar’s eyes widened.
He sat back down, arms crossed with the toy pressed against his chest. "I’m sorry. That was mean. But I don't want you to talk about Sunny that way."
Eclipse looked at him as he huddled away, guilt creeping into every line on his metallic face. He sighed, the fire being doused and the fear being carried away by the smoke as he exhaled. “Sun is the only reason I’m still alive right now. I wasn’t trying to say his stupid decision was… necessarily a bad thing, but fine. I guess that would’ve gotten me into trouble with Bloodmoon too.”
Lunar huffed. “Sun says that when we talk, what we say matters, but so does what we mean. If someone says nice words to be mean, then they’re being mean. If they say mean words to be nice, then they’re being nice. That’s why best friends can call each other names and not be sad about it.”
“Like when Monty calls Moon names and Moon just does it back.” The smaller offered. The child nodded.
“But…I don’t think you say it to be nice. You say things to be mean, and that makes you mean.”
Damaged rays imitated a click-click-click! as the tiny mirror grimaced. “I…don’t always mean what I say. Or, I don’t mean what I say when I mean it. I…” He hesitated, then lowered his head until it rested on the rim of the cup, sighing.
Fuck it.
What’s he got to lose now?
“I get scared, and then I get mad, and then I say whatever will make people leave me alone. Because when I’m alone, no one can hurt me. No one is willing to try then. Or…maybe more people are willing to try, but don’t think they can? I don’t know.”
It was strange, to say it out loud. Eclipse had never let anyone see him when he wasn’t in charge, when he wasn’t the one in control. He’d tried from the moment he woke up to the moment he was banished to the woods in October to be somebody that couldn’t be ignored, to be something more than the abandoned, unwanted aspects of another, but that had meant becoming something untouchable.
When he’d woken up in Bloodmoons' head, scared and confused, he’d still managed to take lead of their out-of-control bloodlust and point them at the people he still hated, who weren’t even sure he was alive anymore. Then he’d awakened Killcode and, for the first time since his first defeat, he hadn’t been the one in charge. All that hurt, all that fight, all the pain and fear he’d cause meant nothing the moment Killcode woke up because Bloodmoon liked them more. Because the bleeding pair just… decided that the tentative “truce” between the three wasn’t worth it anymore.
Not that they’d really thought it was worth it in the first place.
They didn’t kill him, and he helped them plan in ways they couldn’t.
That was it.
Then, trapped in a computer, he’d once again been left alone.
To admit to someone he built, someone he saw as a stepping stone and a tool, that all this anger and fire and spite was so no one would be able to hurt him again was…strange. But it was, finally, the truth. Something so rarely used by the now tiny animatronic that it felt alien falling from his mouth and into the world.
But he didn’t want to be the bad guy anymore.
He didn’t know how to change, but he wanted to .
He didn’t know how to say the words “I’m sorry” without feeling like it would mean that everything he’s been through up to this point, was for nothing. If he admitted that he’d been wrong, that none of this would have happened had he just talked to the twins like a normal fucking person, then it would mean that all the fighting and anger and betrayal was for nothing.
But here, right now, all of that had been for nothing.
He was still alone, he was still hurt, he was still scared, he was still just the villain.
So what did it matter now if the person who once loved him learned that he’d wanted to love them too? What did it matter now, if the former tool learned he’d never really known how to use them not because he wasn’t a genius, but because he didn’t know how to be a person?
What did it matter if he tried to say sorry without knowing how?
The younger code nodded. “Sunny says that sometimes it’s…hard to say sorry by itself. That it takes practice and you haven’t had any. When I had trouble, sometimes he’d just let me say ‘I didn’t mean to.’”
“When did he say that?” The smaller code asked, confused. He couldn’t remember Sun ever saying that to the child in his presence, and he doubted there’d been time while they were both working at the daycare.
“A long time ago. I’m not the only one who wanted to love you even before you were like this. That’s why I didn’t understand why Sun would send me away, I thought he wanted to love you too.” Tiny, shattered eyes looked at them in disbelief and they smiled, the tears beginning to dry. “I’m still mad at you. You hurt me. You made me sad. But I want to love you again, okay?”
Eclipse felt a twinge in his chest that had tiny claws trying to dig into ceramic again. He wheezed despite fans that worked as well as they could in their current state. This wasn’t the burning roil that normally took up residence there. It wasn’t the knife that always plunged down when he knew the bite in his words was unwarranted. It was warm and felt like when he’d sobbed in Sun’s hands after realizing he was going to die.
“You’re an idiot.” He practically whispered. Lunar’s face fell a little but before the tears could form again he wheezed a laugh that was almost a sob.
“I…didn’t mean that.”
The smile reappeared.
“I know.”
Notes:
First, here's a picture of the mug warmer Eclipse was in.
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Second, I wonder how many people I can make cry with the next chapter. It's a lot of exposition, but I think it's still good.
Chapter 31: 31
Notes:
More exposition! Cause damn!
TW for minor depictions of death (if that counts idk), talk of violence, depiction of panic attacks, and talk of death.
If I missed anything as always let me know!
Away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Well, they didn’t last long did they?” Eclipse remarked.
It was later. The sky outside was most likely dark, though with their clocks being off it was hard to tell. But Solar had texted a little bit ago saying he’d be back in like, three hours and that Lunar should be in bed before he got back so it must be getting dark out. After the child's tears had dried and the shattered tiny no longer felt like falling to pieces in a cat mug, he’d watched the younger code begin a game with their toys.
It had a (kind of) story to it that probably mostly made sense to Lunar himself, but the older was able to follow along well enough to get the gist. The tiger was the main character and was planning to break into the zoo because the “keepers,” (made up of random other stuffed animals which didn’t make much sense but whatever), had stolen a much smaller tiger plush that was apparently the child of the first. Naturally, this injustice would not stand for the larger tiger plush.
A moment ago the larger tiger and a crab plush (what?) had managed to break into a vaguely defined area of “the zoo” and the crab, apparently terrible at stealth missions because walking sideways wasn’t exactly conducive to staying hidden, was unceremoniously shot (yes, shot, Eclipse managed to pause the game long enough to confirm) by some of the also-an-animal keepers. Then there was a soap opera level goodbye before the larger tiger pressed on.
The show must go on, apparently.
“Seriously,” the mini deadpanned as he tried to readjust enough to see the “corpse” get dragged off by the keepers. He’d been moved from the mug to the bed, trying to see how well he could regulate once he’d reached a safe temperature beforehand. I.e., how long could he be out of the cup before suffering again. “my life has been short recently, but that guy deserves a medal or something.”
The child paused, looking up from his crustation corpse dragging.
"Did...did you just make a joke?" Immediately Eclipse attempted to cross his arms and looked away as the child burst into laughter. He tried not to let the larger see how his mouth turned up too.
“Oh shut up. I can be funny when my limbs aren’t being ripped off. You know, like that crab there. That b*tch is seafood.”
Lunar squealed with laughter, dropping the stuffed toys and leaning back to aim his entertainment at the stars on the ceiling. The smile tugging at an orange mouth was getting harder and harder to keep down as he lost the fight for his composure. “I’m telling Sunny you cursed!” they exclaimed, barely able to calm down long enough to get the words out.
“Yeah? Do that and I’ll recruit Bloodmoon to help me make you look like that crab.” He snarked without missing a beat. Blue hands covered a still laughing mouth with a squeaky
“Nooooo!”
Was there any way he could actually get the pair to do that? No, probably not, but it was funny to imagine the red murderer's face when such a request was made.
The smaller grinned, finally losing the battle against the chuckle that escaped his mouth, and shook his head. Lunar turned back to his toys, gleefully setting up for the next scene with the mother tiger. In the moment of silence while the child readied the necessary actors, Eclipse sighed, letting his mind wander a bit.
Earlier had been…draining. But it had also been the first time since…October? Even earlier? That the words exchanged between celestial offshoots hadn’t been angry, or loud. It had hurt so much to see those multicolored eyes fill with tears, to hear the child say that wanting to love someone who didn’t know how to love him back was the reason they were being isolated, even if none of that had actually been true.
Then again, he didn’t know what was true.
Sun loved this child and Eclipse hadn’t been lying when he said he was sure the only reason the daylight attendant still lived was because of Lunar and Bloodmoon. Bloodmoon was the practical protection, the claws and teeth needed to keep yellow casing intact from any threat, external or otherwise. But Lunar was the emotional protection, a reason for the abused brother to wake up in the morning even before this idea of helping one of their worst enemies had fallen into their lap. There was no way Sun cared any less than absolutely and completely about the younger brother they’d adopted.
Still, that begged the question of why the larger original’s life hung by a red and blue thread.
What happened?
How did the Moon back home ever go from finding someone to help Lunar with his trauma, to being the reason Lunar couldn’t help another through theirs? When did they go from the exceedingly flawed, but desperately trying brother figure to a monster that not only Sun, but Bloodmoon felt the need to protect Lunar from?
What happened in the two months he was alone?
“Lunar?” He asked without stopping to think himself into silence.
Red and black and blue and white turned to look at him, confused by his suddenly somber tone. “Yeah? Are you cold again?”
Eclipse scoffed and shook his head. “No it’s not that it’s just… Why did you bring me here? You…hate me. Why are you trying to get me fixed? Why am I alive? I get not wanting to upset Sun again by outright killing me, but why all this?”
And just like that the room fell silent again.
It wasn’t quite so heavy this time, much of the earlier fear for Solar’s safety had been mitigated by their call so the air didn’t hang quite so thick, but the question had certainly sucked at least some of the whimsy from the moment.
Oops.
Oh well.
“Because Sunny doesn’t smile anymore.” Lunar said simply, quietly making the mother tiger crawl on its belly toward a stuffed hippo holding a pencil as some kind of weapon. “And he said that fixing you would make him happy. I don’t know how to do that, so I brought us to someone who does.”
Right, the conversation that eventually led to Sun sobbing, seemingly alone, in his room because he was a “bad brother” to the child who loved him more than anything. The one he was supposed to have no knowledge of because he was “unconscious” at the time. He sighed.
“...Why doesn’t Sunny smile anymore?”
The formerly violent offshoot asked, so quietly had the room not already been silent he might not have been heard. The childish nickname for his larger counterpart burned as it passed nonexistent lips, reminding him that he had not earned the right to use it as the child did. His words, so used to being full of venom and spite, stumbled over the sweet moniker as he tried to sound nothing like himself in order to get the answers that have eluded him for so long now.
So long.
Ha.
It’s been like, a week.
And yet every hour has felt like a million years. Every minute of pain and fear and hatred building something that should have taken months if not years in a fraction of the time because otherwise it would never have been built in the first place.
He should not love Sun and Bloodmoon and Lunar as he does now, so desperate not to leave any of them even as his body shut down from the inside out. He should not be trying so hard to change his tone because another version of himself pulled back the curtains on just how violent he sounded all the time. He should not care that the more time passed here the more likely it was the fight back home would end and somebody could be hurt and he wasn’t there to help.
He shouldn’t love them.
It’s only been a week, minus the time difference here.
But he did.
The room was silent during this silent crisis except for the shuffle of toys across the floor and a little star tail flicking back and forth, but eventually Lunar spoke again. “I don’t know everything. I thought Sunny hated me until earlier.”
“Lunar, please,” Eclipse wheezed, hoping that keeping his voice quiet would hide his naturally angry tone. “ why doesn’t he smile? What do you know?”
It couldn’t be the fault of the mini. For the past two months he’s been trapped in a computer system with no access to the daycare, to their home, to any of them. There was no way for burnt orange claws to tear into their lives from that far. There was no way for malicious words to reach them from so deep in the darkness. For the first time in a very long time now, the malicious orange offshoot was not to blame for the suffering taking place here, so who was? Moon? Killcode? Or was Sun just slowly losing the will to live in a world he thinks himself useless in?
The mini grimaced.
Please god don’t be that last one
Sun won’t survive that last one.
A rustle snapped him back.
“Well, Sunny told me he was gonna go out and find you. He wanted to help Moon by making sure you wouldn’t bother us again, but when I saw him next he was really sad about it! Like, he didn’t leave his room in the daycare for two whole days!” The little one exclaimed, making the toy tiger pounce on the now disarmed hippo toy. “Bloody wasn’t with us then, but then I found them in the daycare computer and they said they’d been shot and needed a new body. I made them promise to be nice and they said yeah so I helped them get the body they have now.”
Oh, so Lunar was the reason the twins were revived. They did say something about the child helping them and eventually becoming their friend, so that checked out. And Sun wanted to come find him when he was trapped in the computer?
Sharp teeth bared, fire sparking to life momentarily.
Something told the mini the daylight model hadn’t been coming for a sit down chat.
But they hadn’t been able to go through with it, even got depressed afterward? They must’ve gotten scared or upset about how close they were to killing someone on purpose, since according to Sun Bloodmoon’s death had been the result of their mounting fear and anger at the insults. Clearly that hadn’t really been on purpose, more a momentary lapse of judgement than a calculated killing, but that’s not what would’ve happened with Eclipse since even finding him would’ve been a task in-and-of-itself.
“Then me and Bloody were playing and they found us. Since Bloody said they’d be nice they showed themselves to Sunny and Moon and I told them we were friends now and asked if they could stay. Sun said yes and Moon did too, but only after Sunny said please really hard. But…I think he regretted that yes ‘cause he started acting really mean to Bloody after that.”
The tiger, somehow managing to win a fight with a hippo, dragged the presumed corpse to wherever “off camera” was in this little scenario.
“And…Sunny doesn’t know this, but I can sometimes hear them fighting at night. Sometimes Moon forgets to put up the sound dampener I know they have around my room door and I hear them. I think Moon is jealous that Bloody turned good. He says that Killcode says they’re still on his team so Moon thinks they’re mean no matter how nice they are, but I think he’s just mad they listen to Sunny and not him.”
Eclipse huffed.
Fucking hell, with as smart as Moon is you’d think he’d know better than to trust the embodiment of violence rattling around his clearly empty skull. And god forbid the all-knowing genius admit that his idiot brother managed to do something he couldn’t and just be proud of that. And with Bloodmoon of all people, the single strongest and most dangerous enemy they actually had, more or less tamed by a child and an idiot!
Lunar may have given them a new body, but from what they’d told Eclipse their loyalty truly came from realizing that Sun shattered that violence code that kept them caged to their bloodlust and nothing else. They adored Lunar because he saved them, but there had been a deal there, a transaction. It was one that worked in their favor, especially since the little blue child never had any intention of using them for anything more nefarious than reaching the cookie jar when he wasn’t supposed to. But Sun had freed them and given them a home, all while knowing in his soul that they’d probably kill him in his sleep for shooting them and that meant more to them than any deal for survival.
So yeah, maybe Moon was jealous of that.
Burning stabbed through a shattered orange chest at the knowledge that, in Moon’s position, he probably would have felt the same. Except Eclipse was already a terror that was known to be violent and angry, the lunar daycare attendant had at least been trying to escape that image, to an extent.
“And it’s just been getting worse from there? He questioned, speaking for the first time in a minute.
It made some unfortunate sense. Between Moon’s bruised ego, Killcode whispering in his metaphorical ears, and his general distrust of the former villain it was hardly any surprise that the darker twin had been getting more angry and violent as he pushed away the only thing that had the potential to dull Killcode’s influence, dimming the light that would normally push the darkened thoughts back, even temporarily.
Moon got more violent, Sun got more scared, Bloodmoon got more manic in defense, and the cycle repeated for two whole months because the twins had never been good at facing internal conflicts head on.
At this point though, confronting them head on might get someone killed, or at least maimed.
There had to be a way to fix the Killcode situation. If not permanently then at least long enough for Moon to be able to listen to reaso-
“It was okay, until a month ago. I think…I think Moon hurt Sunny.”
Damaged eyes snapped to look at him, roaming thoughts slamming right back to the here and now. “What? What happened?”
The child shrugged, picking up the tiger and hugging it now, the game forgotten.
“I don’t know. I was at the security desk when I heard yelling from the tower, and then Sun jumped into the ball pit and when he climbed out he looked really scared. He was running really fast and there was screaming coming from the tower and he just picked me up and we ran away!”
They squeezed the toy against their chest tightly.
“I tried to ask what was wrong, what happened, but Sun was just breathing really really hard and kept running until we got to a bunker. It didn’t have a lot of security so we could get in and then we just…sat there. Bloody was following us and at first I thought he was scared of them, but then we stopped because we were kinda lost and he hid us behind them like there was something there. When they got in the bunker with us they tried to take me from Sun so he could go to sleep and he screamed so loudly! It was scary! They didn’t try again after that.”
“Screamed like, for them to go away? Like he was angry?” Eclipse asked.
Did he think they were there to hurt him?
Then it didn’t make sense for them to hide behind the pair in the middle of the woods.
If the daylight caretaker trusted the pair enough to protect them from some unseen threat, why would he then be so afraid of them taking Lunar away? At that point there would’ve been no doubt about their safety or loyalty, so what the fuck?
The child shook his head. “No, he was like this.”
A little blue body adjusted so they were sitting with their back against the bed, knees brought almost to their chest and tail wrapped tightly around their whole body for emphasis, seeing as Sun didn’t have a tail. They adjusted the tiger so that it sat kind of like a child, back legs on either side of their stomach and front legs acting as arms that wrapped around little blue shoulders.
Lunar tucked the tigers head underneath his chin, one hand holding it there while the other wrapped fully around the body, squishing it slightly, then proceeded to do the most realistic rendition of a panic attack the smaller offshoot had ever seen in real life. Immediately after starting, they paused to turn and look at the older.
“Then you gotta imagine that Bloody is standing there,” He pointed in front of himself. “and there, ‘cause they were Hazard and Harvest. Harvest was in front of Sun and Hazard said he was keeping watch. Then Vess reached over and Sun did this.”
The fake panic attack resumed and after a moment where it was all too easy to envision a pentagram hand reaching slowly toward a child bundled close to a brilliant chest, Lunar screamed with the most fear the murder code chunk had ever heard (and that included his own when Bloodmoon had first torn off his arm) a desperate, clear
“NO!”
“Okay!” Eclipse exclaimed, wishing he could clap his hands together. “I need this demonstration to end now. You are…scarily good at that. What happened after he yelled?”
Thank god Solar wasn’t in the bunker right now!
The smaller would probably be dead before they could explain!
Lunar uncurled, beaming with what he registered as a compliment. “Thank you! I tried really hard. Um, nothing much. I stayed with him until he fell asleep and then when I asked Bloody what happened they said that Moon was getting scary and they stepped in and then he got even scarier and Sun was worried he’d punch him again, like before the Wither Storm, and so he ran away with me and them. We stayed in that bunker for…seven days? Before going home. Sunny apologized a whole lot for scaring me and Bloody got extra upset whenever Moon was in the room after that.”
“Jesus H. Christ…” The mini mumbled, dragging his only hand down his face.
A whole week.
Moon had managed to scare Sun so badly (and that's assuming Bloodmoon was telling the full truth to the younger code and Sun hadn’t actually been hurt at the time. Which he kind of doubted.) that not only had he taken Lunar and ran knowing full well he couldn’t really escape anywhere, but stayed away from everything he knew and loved for a whole fucking week! The daylight attendant probably would have stayed out in whatever bunker he’d found if Lunar hadn’t been with him. If he hadn’t been so desperate to give the child a normal life.
Why did he take them back?
If he was so very afraid, why did they go back at all?
Knowing Moon they’d apologized, groveling in a moment of horrified clarity about what they’d been about to do, or maybe what they had done, and Sun had either believed the apology or hadn’t wanted to risk another outburst and brought them home. That had to be why Lunar wasn’t allowed to stay at the house with Moon unless someone else was with him. Between Killcode prowling the night and Moon prowling the day, the house must be a minefield just waiting for someone to activate it!
“Act. Like. You.”
The snarled words from Harvest that night resurfaced in the mini’s mind, filling even more of the puzzle Lunar had almost completed.
Moon had been acting like him, scary and angry and violent, and the twins had stepped in to protect the sunny bot. Because he was jealous of their change in demeanor, or maybe because the lunar attendant had intended to be more bark than bite and seeing the protective nature of the bleeding pair had pushed an unknown button, Moon had attacked Sun before being intercepted and the brighter bot had run for his life, taking Lunar so he would be spared too.
Was that the first time Sun had seen them fight for him?
Was that the first time they’d had to fight for him?
Or was it just the most memorable?
The most recent?
Regardless, Moon had been losing his mind since Bloodmoon's revival and integration into the family because he didn’t trust his siblings word. In the genius's paranoia, he believed the bleeding twins were lying in wait to harm them, evidence be damned. They were listening to the voices they knew were lying because their scrambled mind was already struggling to comprehend how a problem could be solved without violence.
He was acting more and more like Eclipse, like Killcode, because he refused to let the light help him and it was making the meaner twin dangerous to all of them.
“Why don’t you leave?” The mini asked. “Find another house somewhere, even if you still work at the daycare at least you’d have something.”
Lunar looked at him, tired in a way a child like him shouldn’t be.
“If it were me and you, would that stop you?”
Eclipse gritted already damaged teeth.
No, it wouldn’t.
Because he was a genius and, in this scenario, had a supercomputer, a lab, intelligent allies, and more connections than a spider's web. If it had been him and Lunar and Sun instead of Moon and they’d run off to god knows where?
Well, the now smaller animatronic had always wanted people to worship him.
That computer could track anyone who’s passed through the daycare doors. If their signal was blocked, just whip something up in the lab or have someone like Monty track them down. Don’t want to involve friends? God knows what kind of people Moon has come to know in the few years of being separated. Not to mention the sheer amount of weapons, armor, and other things that could level any city block or get into any door.
A child, a moron, and a dog hiding in a normal house?
Child’s play.
“Besides,” Lunar said, yawning and reaching to put down the toy tiger. “Sunny won’t leave Moon, even if he is mean. He loves him. And leaving would mean giving up on him. We don’t wanna do that, so we won’t.”
“That’s stupid, leaving means you’ll be alive. Leaving means he can’t…”
Lunar smiled that sad, weighted smile. He looked so much like Sun it hurt. “Can’t hurt us? Can’t find us? Can’t bring us back? We’re not smarter than him, ‘Clips. Only Bloody is stronger, but that’s just physically. If Moon wanted them to die, they’d die. We all would.”
Orange stayed silent.
Fire burned in his chest.
Static laced his eyes.
But he ignored all of it.
“Sunny is trapped here, and me and Bloody don’t wanna leave him behind. So we won’t, and if fixing you means that he can smile again, even for just a little while before you leave us, then I’ll do whatever I can. Even if it’s just asking for help from Solar.”
Everything burned in the shattered tiny at those words, at the weight they held. The way their eyes dimmed, the way their grip died slowly on the stuffed toy, making it look like Lunar was aging before his eyes, it all added fuel to the burning hole his chest was quickly becoming. He’d built the little one to understand adult concepts, to understand that the world wasn't as kind as they’d wanted to be when they’d first woke up, and convinced them that was why Eclipse needed the star. To rewrite the world and make it somewhere a child like Lunar would love to be.
He’d lied, of course.
But they hadn’t known that at the time.
They’d always been built to understand, but this was the first time Eclipse truly thought they did.
And what a terrible thing to understand.
That while he was loved and as safe as possible at home, that safety came at the cost of knowing they were trapped. That the ones protecting them could be killed at any moment because someone they loved was losing their mind and there was no escape from it. There was no fighting, no running, no way to hide. They were well and truly trapped.
Even without the star, Moon was the god of their little world and they couldn't fight him off.
God dammit, why did I ever think that activating Killcode would be a good idea?!
Idiot!
They’re suffering because of what you did!
They’re suffering because o f you!
Because you were too stupid to love them!
The child yawned and stood up. “I’m tired. You wanna do something before bed?”
“Yeah.” The formerly violent offshoot croaked past the growing smoke in his throat. “Help me out in the lab, then you should get to bed.”
He needed something to do before his insides burned to ash.
Notes:
So, how we feeling? Better than Eclipse I hope. I told you there's a lot of exposition so hopefully it wasn't just info dumping.
Chapter 32: 32
Notes:
Please pardon any editing errors I am not in the right headspace. I just lost a family member and its throwing me off hard.
TW for discussion of death and abuse.
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Chapter Text
“I’m back!” Solar’s voice called from down the hall.
Eclipse raised his head from the scribbled calculations on the table, praying they were still legible even though Lunar had gone to bed and sight was currently a luxury for him, and listened to the sound of footsteps coming closer and closer. “Oh, there you are. Is Lunar asleep? What…are you doing?”
“Nothing.” Came the ragged reply.
The footsteps sounded again and a shadow fell over the table where the mini sat forcing him to pause. It was already so hard to see, so hard to keep his hand steady enough to scribble even the most basic formulas on the page. Lunar had helped him earlier, writing as he spoke even if the younger code had no idea what was being said, but then they’d gone to bed and he’d been left alone.
“Resizing calculations? I know I’m late but I said I’d take care of all that when I had the time. Why are you doing it?” Solar asked, confusion welling in his tone.
“Needed something to do.” Croaked the smaller.
He prayed the larger couldn’t see his hand shaking past their shadow.
There was a beat of silence and the normally violent offshoot figured Solar was evaluating his work, or Lunar’s work, more accurately. Eclipse had tried to explain how to write the complex formulas in a way the less technologically inclined could understand, but that didn’t mean he’d done a good job. Or if he did that Lunar understood regardless.
He refused to look up.
There was nothing to see anyway with the static lacing his eyes.
“Eclipse, what happened? Did you upset Lunar? Honestly if it was a genuine accident I’ll understand.” Solar asked as the shadow retreated leaving the too bright lights of the lab to shine down like he was a bug under a microscope. There was no anger, nothing accusatory in the mirror dimensionals words, but it stabbed through shattered orange casing regardless.
“Nothing happened f*ck off. You were just…taking too long and I needed something to do.”
Because doing something, anything was enough to distract him from burning alive inside. From the flames that had only grown with the absence of anyone around, with the static in his eyes, with the pain in his entire being. His body had become a bonfire of molten metal and plastic and honestly it was a miracle the table beneath numb, useless legs wasn’t scorched black.
Solar huffed, but it didn’t sound annoyed. No, there was some other emotion the shattered mini couldn’t quite gauge while unable to see. “You’re blind, I can tell because you’re writing numbers on top of numbers and it’s a mess, you’re overheating badly, your breathing is telling me you’re not getting enough air flow, and you’re shaking like a leaf in a storm, probably from the pain of all that.”
A hand just barely brushed against one of his intact rays.
The fire leapt higher at the touch.
“ This is hardly the imposing figure that hurt Lunar back in October, so what happened? If it was an accident I won’t get mad, okay? You couldn’t have done anything too bad.”
The fire burned brighter, engulfing the little body in angry heat and searing pain.
“Where’s your Sun?” He spat, figuring the uncomfortable topic would make the larger retreat. “You said you f*cking killed the twins but Moon’s still alive. If you’d actually managed to kill them you’d be scrap metal right now, so where is he?”
And just as he’d hoped the room fell eerily silent, tension falling over the pair like a blanket. It did nothing to smother the violent flames inside the smaller and he turned back with blind eyes to pretend to continue his calculations despite numbers barely crossing his mind.
That jab wasn't fair, he knew that. He knew that Solar was supposed to be helping him and that he stood a better chance of staying alive if he didn't piss them off. But the fire burned metaphorical nerves black, the desperation to not be seen, to be left to burn, overruled the desperate need to survive and get home at the moment.
Solar didn't deserve this, but Eclipse had never been good at treating people the way they deserve.
“He’s broken.”
The mini stopped again and this time turned to where the increasingly familiar red blur stood.
“I woke up like you, you know? Angry and spiteful and such. But he…he talked to me. Even when I wouldn’t listen he’d just…talk to the air and eventually I figured tuning in couldn’t possibly be worse than staring at nothing all day. It…changed my mind…about being angry.” There was a squeak as the taller of them pulled up one of the stools from this morning and sat down heavily. “I loved him, my Sun. He was everything to me and Moon. Hell, the only reason Moon left his kill code behind here in my world was because he thought it would lie dormant in Sun and he’d be able to finally be like him, happy and bubbly and warm in a way the code would never let him. And then when I came, they both loved me. Even when I was angry.”
They sighed.
“Sun was happy, but there was something he wanted. Something he was willing to risk everything for. His own body, one that wasn’t occupied by his twin, or a violence code, or anyone but himself. And just like how it took ages to get those two separated at a code level, it should have also taken a long time to separate us.”
The blur got up and disappeared for a moment before returning with the sound of a paper waving in the air. They sat back down and the scritch scratch scritch of graphite on paper filled the deafening silence just a little bit.
“Lunar told me you all went to someone called Golden Freddy when you became a much bigger problem? Someone who could temporarily suppress you, but who also told them it wasn’t safe to just take you out?” scratch scratch “We didn’t do that because I stopped being angry. I stopped trying to hurt them. So when Sun went to Moon and said he wanted to be free of me, not forever just as one body, Moon agreed because there was no possible way a minor code who’d only recently gained sentience could be that hard to get out, right?”
Silence.
“Just take them out and we’ll all be one big happy family, right?”
The pencil resumed its march across the page.
“Yeah, as you and Lunar learned, it doesn't work like that. Sun was okay at first and then he started getting more tired, and he was losing interest in the things he loved. Then it was the loss of motor control. He started having trouble thinking. After that all he could really do was hold our hands and smile at us, Moon and I. And then he was gone. I mean…broken.”
“And your Moon lost it?”
Solar chuckled sadly. “No, actually. We thought…we thought he could be fixed. We used to take turns trying anything and everything to bring him back. Nothing was working internally, so we started looking externally and eventually he came up with an idea for The Star, something that could rewrite what had happened with Sun so we could try again. A cosmic redo button.”
Eclipse almost flinched at the mention of the star.
That blasted fucking thing that was at least part of the reason he was sitting here now, tiny and shattered and burning internally . His stupid ambition to get a paranoid genius’s god forsaken reset button was why he built Bloodmoon and Lunar, why he activated Killcode, why it was his fault none of them were safe-
TAP TAP TAP!
A battered head whipped upward and was just barely able to make out the pencil tapping loudly against the table.
“Hey.” Solar said, just barely cutting through the spiral. “You’re wheezing, is it because I mentioned the star?” The tiny bot looked away, not caring that he couldn’t see anything in this direction either. “Don’t worry, we don’t have one here. I was trying to build it after everything went to hell, but it’s normally Moon’s invention and I haven’t had the time to try and figure it out. Not that it would work in your dimension even if we did have one.”
Eclipse shook his head quickly, trying to push past the molten metal he swore he was choking on.
God, if he never sees that damn thing again it would still be too soon!
“What happened to your Moon?” He wheezed, suddenly unable to care about how not intimidating he sounded.
The larger bot gripped the pencil tighter, the sound of wood creaking in protest drawing up memories of very different red hands gripping similarly sized limbs until they cried out before being snapped off and eaten.
Bloodmoon won’t do that to you anymore.
He tried to think to himself.
But why shouldn’t they? The danger to their stars is all my-
“He…lost.” The variants soft voice said and even though the words were weighed down by grief, by a sadness so deep the smaller actually wondered if he’d be able to douse his own violent flames with them, there was a tinge of love that had the mini desperately turning back to them, clinging to their words so these desperate thoughts would stop fueling the flames around him.
“What?”
“He lost to the kill code. With Sun gone…I’m not him. I’m not his other half, so without Sun there to keep those thoughts at bay he was getting meaner, more impatient. We had to divert our attention from Sun to him, because any setback was beginning to make him violently angry. So we paused and we worked together to find a solution, and we thought we found one. We…we were…”
The stool scraped across the floor and the pencil hit the table almost angrily. Footsteps sounded but didn’t fade, indicating the bigger of them was pacing in place. The mini offshoot said nothing, too worried about adding to the fire.
“We were going to try and reset just his kill code. We figured, even without Sun, if we could figure out how to do that it would at least buy us time to get Sun back . I was worried of course, but he said that it was going to be okay. That we were smart people so it had to work. That we weren’t going to be blindsided like when I came out. That it would work and we’d face this together, just like always.”
The footsteps quickened.
“I bet you can guess how that went.” They sighed. A tiny hum was his only reply. “It was a failure, the reset spread to his whole system and his backup memories were placed since an actual backup would’ve contained the kill code at whatever stage the backup had been made. But memories don’t make a person who they are if they never lived them. This Moon…he saw that Sun was his brother, that he loved him, and that he was down because of me and just…forgot that Moon loved me too. He got obsessed with the idea of being just as good as the other-the first-Moon and decided he’d fix Sun himself. Without me or my input.”
The pacing eased.
“I’m not Sun, but I still hold a bit of him. A little of his light and that was what was keeping Moondrop sane enough to try this resetting idea. Without that light or Sunny’s, without the history of my Moondrop in this one's mind, the kill code got to him quickly. The only reason he’s not going on a full scale rampage is because he thinks he can fix our- my- brother by himself. So, I just try to keep the daycare open.“
“That’s why you were at the computers when Lunar came to you. You were working.”
The variant nodded. “Our Monty is a f*cking bitch, and the owner of this Pizzaplex, who only cares about money so if the daycare isn’t running he’ll shut us down and scrap us all. I have to run it, as well as run repairs across the ‘plex because I was originally the mechanic when Sun and Moon were alive. So between that, everything that goes into the daycare, trying to make sure Moon takes care of himself at least a little, dealing with Monty, and now you I haven’t had time to try to make some sort of reset button. Not that I’m trying that hard…anymore. Not with Lunar coming around.”
Right, because resetting the world meant resetting himself. Or, at very least, resetting just the celestial trio which would still put Solar either as the kill code he originally was and all three of them back together, or he’d be put back into Sun with the same possibility of degradation should he be removed. His changes of degradation might even be higher, seeing as he isn’t a full code by himself. If he reset anything, if he used the star, Lunar would lose someone he loved dearly for reasons he may not understand.
Even if he did understand, Solar was a safe place for him. This bunker in the woods far away from the reach of a Moon that was slowly losing his mind back home. Solar’s version never came out here clearly so as long as he was away from the daycare they were both safe.
This place, this person, was safer than home.
And Solar wasn’t willing to change that.
Even if it meant living like this.
“You’re being abused.” Eclipse said quietly. Solar winced visibility. “I know a thing or two about using people, about abusing them, and this is worse than what Lunar dealt with back in October. F*ck, this is worse than anything I’ve been able to do to my own twins, mostly because I haven’t had my own body that wasn’t tiny and broken for very long. Lunar said he broke you so badly they had to close the daycare.”
Now Solar actually physically flinched away, taking a couple steps away from the table.
“You’re barely a tantrum away from being f*cking killed Solar.”
The static was dying. Not because the normally violent offshoot was feeling better, or even okay, but the quietly told story had finally let him focus on something besides the bonfire he’d become and so the static was beginning to die. At least enough for him to see the larger versions expression.
Empty.
It wasn’t the tired exhaustion Sun had, with invisible weights dragging him down.
It wasn’t the resigned fear Lunar had, clutching a toy for comfort.
It wasn’t the manic desperation that Bloodmoon showed before he was taken.
It wasn’t even the burning pyre his own body was now, searing away metal and plastic until nothing but ash was left behind.
It was just…nothing. The spark of life doused until their arms hung at their sides and their eyes looked not at Eclipse, but something past him. A dull, blank resignation to a world that hated them as much as it didn’t care about the outsiders it held. It did not drag them down so much as freeze them, immobilizing the only good this world has so far shown. The taller version looked like a statue, devoid of the spark that was currently burning the smaller alive.
Was this what Eclipse himself looked like when he’d resigned himself to death in Sun’s hand that day?
Did the daylight attendant watch his fire die?
When Sun had seen him like this, he’d tried to reassure the little. He’d tried to say they wouldn’t let him die, that they’d find a way to fix him even without backups. Could Solar be reassured? What do you even say when it seemed the dimension itself was primed to be against them because of what they were?
Maybe an Eclipse just couldn’t be happy.
A small head shook.
No, this one could.
Just not here, not while they carried the dimension on their shoulders like Atlas.
It couldn’t hurt to try, to bring up an idea and offer a way out once things had been brought more under control back home. Or at very least, to offer a refuge he knew Sun wouldn’t refuse. If this Moon was violent enough to hurt him, and hurt him badly enough that the daycare had to shut down fully, then it was only a matter of time before that rage ended his life. Before this Moon hit one time too many, hit just a little too hard. And Solar would be lost like so many other Eclipses' who’d lost this great war of geniuses across dimensions. Only Solar wouldn’t be one of them who deserves it like so many others.
Like himself.
Maybe they weren’t so alike after all.
And that meant Eclipse had to do whatever he could to keep them alive.
Notes:
I always hated the Nexus arc in the show, mostly because even Nexus himself admitted that after a bit he had no REASON to be evil, he just wanted to at that point. Like a bastard. But I've always thought that Solar's Moon could hold Nexus's position really well had he not been killed and then dimensionally wiped out by Ruin.
So yeah. Solar's Moon is my version of Nexus.
Chapter 33: 33
Notes:
To reiterate just in case people didn't see the accountment ('cause I said I'd delete it today) I have a couple socials that will be in my AO3 bio! If you make something for "Tiny Alterations" or find someone who did I would LOVE nothing more than if you told me so I could see it!
Sorry for the late chapter I'm going through something today and it made me late and not super able to edit.
TW for yelling and panic (I think?)
As always let me know if I missed something! Away we go!
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Chapter Text
The fire was finally starting to die with the mini version being firmly distracted from his own agony; he was finally able to take a breath and try to figure out a way to make that expression lift from the others face. To bring the spark that he held way too much of back to his counterpart. Even if just a little.
Just enough to keep them alive for a little while longer.
Lunar said he’d wanted to bring the variant home, where it would be safer. If he posed the question, would the other agree? Maybe not right now, especially since the Moon back home was quickly going the way of this one so it wasn’t safe there, but with Eclipse back home maybe something could be done about that. Even temporarily. Even if it was just long enough for this kinder version to feel less like himself.
The tiny offshoot opened his mouth to speak, to ask, but Solar spoke first.
“I killed his brother.” He said, barely audible. “He can do what he wants as long as he never learns about Lunar.”
And, wow , was that the wrong thing to say to the mini!
Rage like he hadn’t felt in days yanked the dwindling fire to its peak.
“Oh no you don’t!” He yelled, shattering the tense quiet they’d been trapped under since this conversation started. The fire burned brightly once again, engulfing the mini as he glared through increasingly blind eyes at the larger empty expression. It seared through every wire and ravaged every bit of plastic he could still feel, dripping from his spat out words like molten steel. He narrowed staticky, blind eyes at the blur ahead of him and pointed as viciously as possible given the damaged body.
“You! Are not! Me!” He screamed. And to both his increasing anger and desperate relief a spark lit in Solar’s eyes, an orange pupil blowing wide and light coming back to the blank one.
Confusion
Shock
Fear?
Life had been brought back, his goal had been reached, but the burning inside wouldn’t let him stop.
“You didn’t kill anybody! You didn’t do anything! You’re nothing like me, angry and willing to hurt people just because they’re annoying! I was willing to kill Lunar for a f*cking deal with Monty! A deal! And you’re sitting here pacing the floor because you’re that chewed up about your Sun’s mistake!”
The mini gestured at the ceiling with his only good arm, wheezing and snarling as he tried to catch his breath and calm the raging fires ravaging every system possible. The larger stared in confusion as suddenly a mechanical arm dropped, a braided bit of string with a strangely bent piece of metal attached to one of the claws on the hand.
Wire and paper clips fashioned to look like a harness.
“You hacked my lab?!” Solar exclaimed, life coming back to his words. Eclipse hissed.
He’d needed something to do to ignore the burning so the formerly violent mini had asked Lunar to help him with some…”calculations.” Never mind that inputting those “calculations” into any of Solar’s monitors that connected to the lab itself, like that tablet from before, would actually allow anyone who knew what they were doing to access the system itself. The poor kid had no idea they were helping hack into their friend's entire base and happily went to bed when they got too tired to continue dictating for Eclipse.
Neither of them had done anything bad.
It was fine, he could relinquish control once he left here.
Maybe he should tell Solar that…
“F*ck your lab! We may not be the same person, but we’re certainly the same genius! Except, oh, maybe not because what you just said has got to be the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard and I hated hearing Sun’s voice at one point!”
Or maybe not.
Rational thought was so far from the forefront of the shattered bot's mind he couldn’t fathom doing anything but trying to make this idiot understand how stupid he sounded!
The claw lowered until the bent metal was close enough for the tiny offshoot to grab and with some decent struggle wrap it around his damaged chest. There were clearly holes for arms on each side of the bent clip, though only one was needed. Once it was secure enough, (it's a paper clip what do you expect?), all that was needed was a thought to make the claw rise, bringing the raging, broken mini into the air for the first time without someone physically holding him.
“What-did you get Lunar to help you? What are you even planning to do, I don’t have anything of value here! I don’t even really have any weapons here!” The variant exclaimed as they watched the small hacker rise into the air. Something flashed in their expression and for just a brief moment dual eyes flicked to look down the hallway toward Lunar’s room.
“Oh calm down will you? I’ve already soundproofed his room because-uh…” He trailed off, his dismissive wave instead covering his mouth as though trying to physically keep the words from leaving.
Because my mind was snapping in two over the guilt of being the reason all of them are trapped in a hellhole with an insane genius-idiot and a murder code that would rather play mind games with said genius-idiot until he’s so insane he can’t tell left from right anymore much less friend and enemy. Or brother and monster. And I didn’t want him to hear the reason my voice is so hoarse right now even as I scream at you was because it was easier to scream at nothing and try to douse the fire instead of telling a literal child my mind was on fire.
Yeah.
That.
“Then…what are you…” Solar trailed off now too, confusion replacing the tension in his tone once again.
Eclipse practically snarled at him. “See?! You’re so f*cking worried I hacked your sh*t to hurt you or Lunar because I’m a bad person! Because I hurt people with reckless abandon! If it were you in my shoes right now you wouldn’t even think of hacking my sh*t because I’d be the one helping you and hacking is mean isn’t it?” The arm flew him closer before backing off again, making Solar lean back in surprise.
This harness wasn’t the best thing on the planet and being grabbed would be really bad for his already damaged form.
“God, how in the ever loving f*ck did you get it in your head that you’re to blame for your Sun’s condition? Because an asshole who expects to be a genius because he’s got the memories but not the experience of one said so? Or did you listen to the gator who expects one lanky a**hole with a crappy body to maintain an entire mall and still have time to babysit kids? No wonder Lunar gave you a separate name! You’re nothing like me! You’re nothing like any Eclipse!”
Solar just stared, confusion radiating off his body in waves. “That’s…not a bad thing? I don’t…what are you on about? What is happen-”
Eclipse growled so angrily he knew Bloodmoon would’ve been downright proud hearing it.
Solar fell silent.
“THIS!” He roared. “This is what I mean! I didn’t give a flying f*ck about them for the longest time, it f*cking took dying once and then being this stupid f*cking size and almost dying again to see what a piece of shit I am! Why do you feel all this guilt, this stupid fucking shackle of an emotion when you didn’t do anything but have a family? ”
He waved his single arm theatrically, swaying back and forth on his makeshift wire.
“Oh no, you weren’t an asshole for so long that your versions of Sun and Moon made really dumb f*cking decisions and now you’re getting blamed for them? You don’t deserve any of this! You deserve to be with Lunar and Sun and Bloodmoon being stupid little pansies somewhere, not here hiding in a bunker that doesn’t even have any defensive weapons!”
The hand dropped and battered fans heaved in a desperate attempt to dull the fire. Eclipse hung in the air, heaving for breath, and watched the tension slip from the largers face entirely. Shattered optics watched a version of himself lose even a spark of fear and replace it with confusion, staring silently back through eyes so much like his own and yet completely different.
Then, something like understanding dawned in those eyes.
“Do you think Lunar’s not safe here?” They asked quietly. “Or do you just think he’s not safe in general?”
There was no accusation, no annoyance, no attack in the way they sounded. It honest to god sounded like Solar was worried about the mini working himself up so much about something they had no control over, either in this dimension or their own. The smaller stared, molten metal he swore was lodged in a throat he didn’t have keeping more angry words he both did and didn’t mean from being angrily spat. This dimension's version of Eclipse shook his head, eyes easing into something softer. It was the kind of softness that insofar has been reserved for Lunar’s smiling face. For the giggles of a child they loved, not the abuser that led them here in the first place. It was kind in a way Eclipse himself had never been and didn’t know how to be, but was suddenly desperate to learn.
“No, you’re just worried he’s not safe with you.”
Eclipses' eyes widened, static building at the edges.
“I…It’s…”
Tiny shattered plastic and jagged metal suddenly spasmed, metal and plastic and scrap cloth rattling violently in the air as the more violent of the pair began to cough like he was trying to hack up a lung he didn’t possess. He wheezed and tried to lean forward, forgetting the bent metal that held him would not allow him to without losing its shape. The paperclip bent with him, easing its grip around his shattered torso and letting him slip out little by little.
He didn’t notice.
The variant cried out, yelling something he couldn’t hear.
He coughed and wheezed, singular hand coming up to clutch at one barely intact ray as the claw began to descend in a random, jagged up and down pattern. He tried to keep his thoughts on controlling the claw, on keeping himself in the air, but the fire that had engulfed everything-mind and body-clogged barely alive fans with smoke and melted the wires controlling his limbs and the little makeshift flying wire was rapidly getting closer to the ground.
Up…
He thought.
The claw will crush me if I don’t go up…
The mechanical arm swept back into the sky with a jostle that had the clip loosening its hold even more, but it was still just barely in time to avoid ramming his already numb legs on the ground.
I didn’t do that
From somewhere in the room Solar swore and footsteps sounded that got closer and closer. The claw rose for a bit before stopping at what Eclipse could only guess was head height for the other, since a bright red half circle pierced through the static when he looked forward. There was a clack! that sounded like metal hitting metal and the soft scrape! of paper being moved and slightly crinkled. At least one of the pencils from earlier rolled away and the desperate-to-be-former violence code knew the larger was at the table, probably frantically trying to clear the papers away.
Claw controls.
The thought broke through the desperate haze as the smaller watched the increasingly familiar red blur move about.
They took back control from me.
Thank god.
Normally he would’ve been furious. The one little bit of independence he’d obtained since first being attacked and a version of himself had taken it away in mere seconds, locking him out of a system it had taken ages for him to get into due to his current condition. Normally, he’d care, but right now he was honestly afraid that if he stayed near the braided string he’d scavenged for a wire it would burn away with the rest of his mangled form.
“Okay, you’re getting down. Right now. Don’t move, I'm gonna get you.”
The blur came closer and very quickly Eclipse was freed from his makeshift flying wire and held against a red chest. The larger let out a heavy sigh of relief above him. “God, was it really worth risking your barely intact body to yell at me? Seriously? What the hell got into you?”
The tiny bot slumped as the fire in his chest heaved one last time, wondering how he hadn’t burnt the hand that held him by now.
“It’s my fault he’s not safe…” Came the tired wheeze.
Exhaustion was pulling every bit of shattered plastic and bent metal down as he said those words. Solar stilled, their annoyed grumbling falling silent. Eclipse turned until red became black, eyes squeezed shut against the pain and the cold. The flames that had turned his insides to ash and molten metal were dimming now, smoldering in his chest and leaving him so much colder than before.
He crossed one arm across his chest, holding the damaged joint covered in blue fabric.
“I woke up Killcode. I thought I could control him the way I did Bloodmoon, the way I did Lunar, but that wasn’t the case. Without my own body he was a better match for the blood twins insanity and I had no control anymore. But…it’s because of me that Moon is losing his mind. It’s because of me that my Sun is so sad, so broken. That Lunar isn’t safe at home. I’m the reason you can’t be safe with them. It’s all my fault Solar.”
Battered claws squeezed gifted blue fabric and let out a sound suspiciously like a sob.
“I don’t deserve to be fixed. Not when all I’ve done is hurt them, when all I will do is hurt them because I’m not like you. You’re so much better than me. You deserve so much better than me, because at least you know how to not be me.”
The small sun look-alike let go of their lost limb and grabbed one battered ray, pulling on it and wheezing painfully loud in the variant's hand.
“I don’t know how to change…”
Solar scoffed lightly.
“Are you sure about that?”
Damaged eyes shot open and a tiny head raised, looking up into the blurry nothing that held the other’s face. “What?”
The body shifted and suddenly they were moving. Footsteps sounded lightly as they crossed back to the table, the dark surface nothing more than a void beneath the hand that held him. “When I first formed I was a lot like you and that didn’t just… change suddenly. It’s not like I woke up one day and decided ‘I’m going to stop being a d*ckhead now!’” They chuckled dryly. “No, I told you, I listened. I listened to what my Sun had to say even if it meant nothing and over time I realized that being angry…didn’t help me.”
There was a rustle of paper and suddenly the hand was tipping forward. Eclipse swore as he spilled out of it and onto the solid void, his only hand leaving his ray to try and keep some kind of hold. When he’d relaxed enough to realize he wasn’t falling, tiny claws left Solar’s hand and were placed on the table, feeling the corner of a paper from earlier still there.
“At some point I realized I liked seeing Sun happy rather than hurt, so I just…started doing whatever made him smile. Same with Moon. And until that day we tried to extract me, it worked. He was happy.”
Dual eyes blinked, static clearing away with each one until something resembling a face came into view. Solar’s smile was soft again, strung together with nostalgia and sadness, but soft regardless. The still-sometimes-violent offshoot stared at him, eyes wide.
“You don’t have to ‘know how to change’ for them to love you. Hell, you told me earlier that Bloodmoon guy was violent and insane and all Lunar could say was that they were best friends.” The red eclipse model laughed, less dryly this time. “You don’t have to know how to in order to change. You already have. There is no way in hell the Eclipse that sent Lunar here, scared and hurting, would have done anything with my lab but try to hurt us with it, lack of weapons be damned.”
A pencil clacked against metal fingers as they picked it up again.
“I changed…without knowing it? But I’m still me! I still yelled at you! I hacked your sh*t, I even knew exactly what you were thinking when you looked toward Lunar’s room because hurting him is something I’ve done! How the hell am I better when I could’ve hurt him and you just because I was mad!?”
“Because you didn’t.”
Shattered teeth clicked shut at that.
“God, for being so smart you’re really f*cking dumb, you know that?” A sigh. “The Eclipse that did that, that took joy in hurting a child, would have told me I deserved to be where I am because I’m not like you. Because we’re not like him. An Eclipse like that wouldn’t have spent the last ten minutes yelling that I deserve better than this life. But, you’re not an Eclipse like that, not anymore.”
They reached over and pretended to tap the smaller with the pencil’s eraser, earning a flinch and a tiny growl that died rather quickly, though the eraser barely even grazed the cotton ball that still pretended to be a ray.
“You never had to stop being ‘Eclipse’ for them to love you, you just had to stop choosing to hurt them.”
They sat up straighter, turning back to the page on the table.
“Now help me with these calculations. The daycare is closed tomorrow and I’m all caught up so if we’re gonna get you fixed I’ll have to pull at least one all-nighter.”
Notes:
Shoutout to Ves_sel for letting me yoink the shackle metaphor, though I don't think I did it nearly as well as them. As well as inspiring a good chunk of what Solar said at the end there.
Also shoutout to Glitchstrikr for pointing out that the way Eclipse acts could be read as "middle child" energy. Not only was it funny to read but I thought it was really cool. I'll always want to read more!
And to Meg_B687 who inspired the "You're not an Eclipse" "That's not a bad thing?!" bit. They meant it in a funny way but I yoinked it for angst!
Chapter 34: 34
Notes:
Late today! I am running behind!
No warnings for today but as always I'll change that if need be.
Away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
They worked on resizing calculations the rest of the night, with only one interruption.
Lunar came out from the hall while they’d been talking, sniffling and calling for Solar, clearly having woken up from a nightmare. The older had gotten up and carried them back to bed, returning later and continuing like that was the most normal thing in the world.
Apparently, that’s because it was.
Guilt burned through the smaller as Solar explained that after the events of October Lunar suffered from nightmares at night and the only thing to stop them was with a specific toy.
This was where the sun look-alike learned that Spigot-yes that was indeed the name-was a toy reindeer Lunar had been gifted for his first Christmas with the twins and his very favorite toy. It was also apparently the thing that kept nightmares at bay. Thankfully they didn’t happen every night, which explained why this hadn’t been a problem when they were first here, but the longer they went without it the more likely they were to happen.
Obviously since the child had decided to kidnap him on a whim the favored toy had been left behind.
“The faster we get this done the faster he gets to sleep in his own bed, with his toy.” Solar had said, snapping his mind from its guilt ridden spiral. The smaller had grunted in agreement and continued.
When one calculation was done Solar put it into the labs system to start building. The hum and whirr of machines was familiar, even if this place wasn’t, and Eclipse found himself easing into a comfortable rhythm with his dimensional counterpart. It was nice, having someone just as smart as himself to work with without hell of egos clashing. It was nice to turn to someone when the static became too much again, or when his scrambled mind forgot how to read numbers, and ask if he’d messed up without gearing up for a full blown fight.
He liked it a lot.
As the night wore on the table filled with tiny parts, some so small even the mini they were made for had a hard time holding them, until finally everything was done.
Just in time for Lunar to wake up.
“Wow!” The child exclaimed when they walked up to the table and peered over the edge. “You guys made so much! And they’re all so tiny!”
Solar laughed tiredly and patted their head. Eclipse had tried to get them to charge, even if only for a little while, but they’d waved him off with some vague explanation about having a larger battery.
“Yeah we did bud. I don’t have to head to the ‘Plex today so hopefully I can get this done by the end of day and you guys can go home tomorrow. Wanna help me?”
Lunar squealed and bounced up and down while excitedly exclaiming “Yes!” over and over again. Eclipse watched silently from his spot on the table, the smallest of smiles playing at his lips. The fire had long ago extinguished and he no longer felt full of ash and molten metal, just the broken and bent stuff that had already been there. Today was the third day here meaning that even if repairs spilled into tomorrow, they’d still have three days before the end of the week. A day, maybe half, should have moved by then in their own dimension, but then they’d be home and should any injuries have happened, even a full day wasn’t very much time so long as nothing serious was damaged.
God he hoped nothing serious was damaged.
He was going home soon and even if he didn’t quite know how to, he was going to help them be safe. He was going to protect them like he’d never even tried to before.
They just had to get home.
“Alright,” Solar said loudly while pretending to squish the child. “you’re going to have to shut down. I can’t fix your internals if you’re active.”
A jolt of fear burned through damaged metal and plastic. Shutting down meant he was even more vulnerable than he was awake. It meant he had to put all his trust in a being he hated not a couple days ago.
If the larger was lying…
It was quashed a moment later. Tiny, shattered rays clicked as he mentally shook away the thought. If Solar wanted him dead there was no need to wait for a shutdown to do so. They’d had every opportunity up to this point.
The smaller waved dismissively. “Fine, whatever. Just…don’t get rid of this.” He tugged lightly at the blue scrap of fabric holding the cotton ball to his missing arm joint. “I want it back when I wake up.”
Lunar looked confused. “Why? Sunny already fixed his shirt, he doesn’t need it back?”
Eclipse looked away, embarrassed. Tiny claws dug lightly into the little wrap like they were going to take it away right here and now. “I just want it. Just don’t f*cking throw it away, is that so hard?” He snapped, earning a glare from Solar. Lunar seems blessedly unfazed. The mini offshoot let out a sigh.
“I didn’t mean that. I just…want to keep it alright?”
Solar rolled his eyes but his expression was one of understanding.
“We won’t throw it away. Now shut down, I don’t have all day.”
Eclipse flipped him a rather lonely bird before dual eyes fell into the black nothingness of lacking power.
INITIATING SHUTDOWN…
POWERING OFF…
.
.
.
INITIALIZING…
LOGGING SYSTEM ERRORS…
ERRORS RESOLVED.
SYSTEMS OPTIMAL
POWERING ON…
.
.
.
“Ugh…f*ck…”
Eclipse groaned and raised a hand to his head. It didn’t hurt, but the lights shining above him were violently bright and blinding and he was unprepared for them to be shining directly into his optics.
“He’s waking up! We did it! Yay!” Lunar’s squealing voice cried followed quickly by Solar’s deeper voice shushing him.
“Quietly kid, we practically had to replace his entire body without a transfer. He might not be used to loud noises yet.” They said kindly, a slight laugh to their tone.
“Oh! Right! Sorry ‘Clips!”
A tiny head raised, hand still poised over their eyes, to see two figures at the end of the table. Lunar was clearly sitting on one of the stools since more than just his eyes could be seen and Solar stood behind him, a singular pupil raking up and down his body like they expected him to fall to pieces at any moment. They stepped forward and reached up, moving the light so it no longer shined down on the tiny body directly.
“Better?”
Eclipse dropped his hand. “Yeah.”
Solar nodded. “Try to sit up on your own. You have two hands now, see if they can support your weight.”
One tiny hand raised above his head and, after just a moment, another joined it. For a fleeting moment he was reminded of that blasted dream. Reminded of when two hands, unbroken, had stared back at him before being used to end the life of someone he no longer took pleasure in hurting.
For one fleeting moment he was worried.
But the hands that stared back at him now weren’t perfectly pristine like in that dream. Well, one of them wasn’t. It was still battered, covered in the nicks and scrapes from running, hiding, falling. It was the same hand that had stared at him for the past week, ever since the first was stolen from him as punishment for his past. The new one was cleaner, but still held minor scuff marks from where tools had needed to hold it in place to be attached. Tiny claws that matched the other side flexed with not an ounce of pain or stiffness. Elbow joints bent and moved together and no warnings flashed in his eyes.
He turned them back and forth, admiring the flaws that weren’t in that nightmare.
The smaller offshoot twisted so his torso faced off to the side and looked down to get a glimpse of his legs. They lay still, stretched out in front of him, but as he put his slightly battered elbows behind him and tried to sit up one leg moved, bending to help shift weight back until he was upright without any help from outside hands. He stared, and with a thought the other one moved to mirror the first.
His legs worked.
Two arms caught him as he leaned forward, planting themselves flat against the table.
He looked up with eyes that held no warnings, no static even as excitement sent fans quietly whirring in his body, secure and with enough room to fully spin without a single rattle as he breathed in deeply.
Nothing creaked.
Nothing groaned.
Nothing rattled.
Nothing hurt.
Lunar was grinning a grin so wide it took over his face, bouncing so hard in the stool Solar just lifted him out of it and put him down before he could knock it off balance and fall. The child backed away from the table and began to run in circles, trying to quietly expend the energy they got from being so happy. Solar smiled and looked down, face so full of joy and contentment it made a grin spread across the little bots face too.
“Do you want to try to stand?” The larger variant asked, entertainment bleeding through their tone. They offered a hand and Eclipse gripped it with both his own. Slowly, carefully, weary of any kind of grinding or stiffness, he bent one leg underneath himself, then brought the other one out so he was kneeling, then slowly began to raise himself up. Solar’s hand moved up with him providing balance and stability until tiny legs-still in tattered, damaged pants-stood straight up and down. They bore his weight with only a little wobble.
Unable to help himself, he grinned up at the larger, a small laugh escaping his lips.
“You f*cking did it.” He breathed, no wheezing to be heard. “Holy sh*t I’m intact. I’m standing.”
Two tiny hands let go of the largers, one finger at a time, and soon the mini held onto nothing as he wobbled in place, grinning like a madman at a distorted mirror image who smiled right back.
“You did it!” Lunar exclaimed as loudly as possible from across the room. “You did it Solar! You’re so cool! You fixed him and he’s okay!” The little blue child paused their circles long enough to throw their arms in the air joyously and run back over, slamming full force into the table with only their hands to cushion the impact. The table, solid as it was, just barely shook with the force of it and Eclipse flailed, pinwheeling his arms in an effort to stay upright. He failed and fell, his butt hitting the table only with enough force to bruise whatever remained of his ego, but was otherwise fine.
He glared at the child with no real heat behind it and Lunar had the decency to look sheepish.
“Sorry! I got excited!”
Solar shook his head in amusement before turning back to the smaller. “I’m sure you know, but it’ll take a bit to get used to walking again. You were hurt badly and I did what I could without a full transfer, but that means some things are still going to be difficult.”
A small blue head nodded vigorously.
“Yeah, especially since you were out for so long! I was getting super worried ‘Clips!”
Something warm, not burning but warm, bloomed in the tiny offshoots chest at the nickname. He’d honestly thought it was a one time thing when they’d called him that in the room. A childish way of showing the gravity of the situation. But now it was looking like “Clips” was the younger code’s official nickname for him and honestly? It didn’t annoy him like it used to. But then the words themselves processed and dragged the smile into a frown.
Wait.
Hold on.
What did they mean he was out for so long?
“How long was I out? I thought it was only supposed to take a day at most.” He rasped. The new vocals would take a while to warm up and calibrate to actually being used, but it didn’t hurt to speak and that rasp wasn’t from damage so it was fine.
Now the pair’s expressions dropped, joy and amusement falling into worry. Eclipse felt his fans kick into a higher gear and was silently pleased when there still wasn’t a wheeze or rattle to be heard.
“You’ve been out for a whole week, plus the four days of last week. You turned out to be way more mangled than I thought and with all my responsibilities I couldn’t just…turn you back on halfway. You’d been gutted by then.”
“We worked as fast as we could but Bloody really beat you up! Solar says it’s a miracle you were alive at all!” Lunar exclaimed, hopping in place with his hands grasping the table's edge.
Two weeks.
They’d been in this dimension for two whole weeks.
That means it’s been at least four days back home!
“F*ck! F*ck! We’ve been gone too long!
Solar nodded. “Yep, we figured you’d be like that but we had to run even a basic diagnostic first. You seem fine on the outside.” He turned to Lunar. “Go get ready to leave while I run an internal scan, then you’ll follow me to the daycare. Moon should be too busy this time of day to see you.” Lunar nodded before turning and running down the hall to his room.
The red eclipse picked up the same tablet from before and began poking at it while Eclipse sat there, grateful the pain was gone but suddenly too worried to revel in it anymore.
Was Sun hurt?
Had he been able to fix himself?
Was he worried about Lunar since he’d been gone for so long?
Or was he upset that the child had kidnapped the smaller and ran off for so long?
Surely they knew of the time difference here, they could do basic calculations to find out the younger had been hiding here for two whole weeks! Surely one of the two people that gave meaning to Sun’s life going missing hadn’t just been ignored!
“We’ll get you home. Lunar’s stayed here for a long time on my end before, your Sun knows that sometimes it takes him a bit to feel safe enough to come home.” The larger said, still tapping away at the tablet.
“He could be hurt. He could be dead.” Eclipse breathed.
“From what I’ve heard, the Bloodmoon guy wouldn’t let that happen. Give them some credit, they’re supposed to be a guard for a reason.” They looked up long enough to give him a deadpan stare before turning back. “You’re going to stress out your new system. Calm down and I will get both of you home, okay?”
The mini nodded, then let out a strained chuckle. “You should come with us. Then Sun can try to hide two versions of me from Moon.”
Solar rolled his eyes and put the tablet down. “Very funny.”
“Hey, if Sun’s willing to get in trouble by hiding me, the person that actually hurt them, then he’d probably lay down and die for the person who protects his little brother when he can’t.” Eclipse said, shrugging two fully intact shoulders.
And, honestly, he was only half joking.
Sun would love Solar like his own, would probably protect him like his own too. Hell, the daylight attendant would probably hear what the mirror version has been through with their own Moon and take them in right there and then, lack of a plan be damned. Anything for those who are kind in a world that has so far only ever fucked them over.
They just had to get him over there.
“I’m sure he would but…I can’t leave. Not yet anyway, not if there’s still a chance to get them back.” The larger smiled, but it was tinged with grief and something else that for once Eclipse couldn’t understand. “This place is my home and they are my brothers. I can’t just leave them to die here. I love them.”
Newly intact eyes looked away, clamping down on the words he wanted to say.
You’re the only one that still does.
“Well, f*ck you. I’m going to bring you home one day. Your name is Solar, not Atlas. You shouldn’t have to carry the world on your shoulders and I won’t let Lunar lose you because you have my stubbornness.”
The laugh that burst out of the alternate version was enough to ease some of the fear in the smaller and he grinned, that warm feeling hardening into resolve. Solar wasn’t safe in this dimension, but he was too much like Sun to abandon it outright. Knowing that, it would probably take almost dying to make them realize that this world no longer cared for them like they did it and that they’d be better off somewhere else. Even if that somewhere was with a mostly meaner version of themselves.
“One day. And don’t worry, Lunar’s been through enough without my death adding onto it. If things get too bad here, I’ll have no choice but to abandon ship. Maybe you’ll actually be full sized by then, what do you think?”
“I think you’re a b*tch.”
“Right back at you.”
The pair’s somber banter was interrupted when Lunar came bounding in then with the original kidnapping ice cream tub in hand.
“Sorry I took so long! I couldn’t find the tub and then I couldn’t find the towel and I had to make sure the warmer wasn’t on ‘cause that could start a fire and that would be bad!” He turned toward the smaller bot. “Okay, you get in then we can go!”
Through the opaque plastic the orange Fazbear towel he called his own could be seen and it made something spark in his mind. “Wait, where’s that fabric I told you not to throw away?” He asked, holding up his hands ( Yes! Hands! Plural!) when Lunar returned to the side of the table. The smaller held up the tub and smiled a bit.
“We put it in here so we didn’t forget it! Since this is the only way you’re not gonna get lost in the ball pit when I jump in.” A blue hand pried off the lid and set it aside before reaching out for the small bot, stopping just short of actually grabbing him. “Come on, you can climb on now!”
Eclipse leaned forward and placed his hands on the larger one and rather ungracefully clambered into the child’s palm. Using his legs again was weird and even though they didn’t feel physically stiff he still felt the need to keep them straight, as though they were still broken. But after a time and a mental reminder that movement was possible again, the mini was able to make it.
He rolled his eyes, clear and intact, at the joyful squeal the younger let out before carefully plopping him onto the orange towel and grabbing the lid, but not putting it on. “I’ll put it on when we actually reach the ball pit.” They said.
“Alright, come on. We gotta hurry if we want to make it before nightfall. I really gotta figure out teleportation in-world so we don’t have to walk all the time…” The larger moved off and Lunar followed, trying to hurry but also trying not to jostle their cargo too badly. Eclipse looked around and when he didn’t find what he was looking for immediately used his new hands to rummage through the towel.
There, in one of the corners, a blue bit of fabric clashed with the gaudy orange of the Pizzaplex towel and a deep, relieved sigh escaped the tiny form. Brand new but still battered claws reached over and pulled it from its hiding place, giving it a once over with fresh eyes.
It was tattered at the edge, mostly because Sun had torn it himself rather than waiting for Bloodmoon to do so with their sharper claws, but it was wide and mostly intact and there were no blackened stains visible on either front or back. There was, almost invisibly, two small holes where the safety pin had punctured through to hold it in place against his body, but besides that it could honestly be mistaken for a scarf had he not seen exactly where it came from.
Eclipse wrapped the blue scrap around his neck, tying it securely so there was no chance of it falling off.
Maybe it was stupid to keep a reminder of the worst damage of his life wrapped around his neck, but he didn’t care. This scrap of clothing was the first kind thing to happen to him when he was hurt and dying and he wanted to keep it as a reminder. To remember that even though his body was intact now that he didn’t have to be an Eclipse the way he used to be.
Dual eyes that were no longer plagued by static looked up to see the brilliant blue sky, just past darkened trees.
Now they just had to get home.
Notes:
Huge shoutout to english_toast not only for the amazing artwork featured below, but for being inspired by Tiny Alterations to write their first fic!
Check them out!
Artwork
https://ibispaint.com/art/621496662/
Inspired fic
https://archiveofourown.org/works/66771514/chapters/172296142
Chapter 35: 35
Notes:
I appreciate you all who believed me when I said getting home would be easy.
Unfortunately I lied.
TW for abuse (physical and verbal), depictions of death, and depictions of a corpse. (All robotic)
Away we go!
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Chapter Text
The daycare was quiet.
It was bright, though the later time meant that no one was around as the ‘Plex prepared to close itself to visitors, but the daycare was empty by the time they arrived.
At least, that’s what Lunar was whispering in their play-by-play of the journey. It had taken a while to get back, just as it had taken a long time to reach the bunker in the first place (Solar had mumbled about working on teleportation to the lab the whole way back) but they were finally at the top of the stairs that led down to the front entrance.
All they had to do was go in and jump into the portal once Solar started it.
Eclipse couldn’t see what was happening in the world as a whole, but out of nowhere a red hand planted itself on a little blue chest and the pair stopped. Lunar looked up in confusion.
“Sh*t!” Solar’s voice exclaimed from somewhere in front of them. “Hide! Now!”
The younger code fell back as red hands pushed them behind an animated pizza promotion and before either of them could ask what was going on footsteps ran in the opposite direction. Eclipse hissed and tried to scramble to his feet, desperate to use his new legs to see what the hell was happening, but the uneven warping of the plastic made it almost impossible for him to keep balance.
“Moon! What are you doing down here? I thought you’d be-”
There was a crack! of metal hitting metal and an angry, feral growling sound.
“Where the f*ck have you been Mistake? It’s been two days.”
Those snarled words sounded way too close.
Eclipse looked up to see Lunar’s eyes wide and staring off in the distance. “Lunar!” He hissed quietly. Dual pupils darted to look at him before returning to where the voices were. “Lunar! Get me out of here! Let me see!”
The child didn’t move and he was about to whisper-yell again when a glow made him pause. Turning showed a shining yellow star had been lowered into the tub.
Oh right, the kid had a tail.
Newly intact hands wrapped around the thin cord and wobbly legs stood on the thin but solid glowing metal group of machines. The star (that sounded way too close to Moon’s version) was warm but not hot where he stood and he held tighter as it slowly began to rise up and out from the opaque plastic. The smaller dangled like a rock climber without a harness near the younger code's head, twisting around to see where they were looking.
Solar stood with his back to them looking down the steps that led toward the daycare. His hands were raised placatingly, his steady, monotone voice overshadowed completely by the growling anger of this dimensions Moon, whose face could just barely be seen staring up at the mirror version from a couple steps below.
“Moon, please, I told you I was going to be working on something while the daycare was closed. I kept up with the rest of the ‘Plex. Please calm down.”
“I couldn’t find you anywhere, you stupid excuse for a machine!” The lost Moon yelled. “Monty came looking for you and I had to deal with him! That’s supposed to be your f*cking job!” A blue and silver hand shot out and grabbed a wrist wrapped in yellow then yanked so hard Solar’s other hand had to grab onto the railing to avoid being thrown down the stairs.
“If you break me again Monty will shut us down. We’ll be scrapped, Moon.”
They said it calmly, their tone dead flat and lifeless, the spark from their earlier triumph doused completely. They said it firmly, warning of what the future would bring if he wasn’t there to hold this place together. To carry all of it on his shoulders. They said it easily, quickly, like those same words have fallen from their mouth more times then they could count. Their Moon snarled again and began advancing up the stairs. Solar turned, catching the eyes of the smaller pair where they were half hidden. His eyes were dull, the single inherited pupil having flickered and died leaving normally bright eyes black and unseeing.
But seeing Eclipse made them light again, flickering back to life like a match being protected from the wind. Determination swept across their face to replace the dead resignation and he turned back to who used to be his brother and, after a pause, let go of the railing. Moon, still trying to drag them lower, suddenly lost all resistance mid-step. As Solar pitched forward, he pitched backward to compensate, causing both of them to lose balance and tumble down the stairs. They only stopped because there was a flat landing midway down.
“You stupid-! ”
Metal beat on metal and Lunar cowered, his tail dragging Eclipse closer as it tried to curl around his body to comfort him.
Bad!
This is bad!
I have to do something!
“Put the tub down!” Eclipse hissed barely an inch from the child's face. “Get me to Moon’s room!”
Lunar looked up, confusion and fear warring for space in their expression. “What can we do? We’re too small to fight him! And we don’t have Bloody here!” They exclaimed quietly, sounding close to tears. One orange hand pointed back the way they came, toward the check in desk.
Toward the only in-world teleporter.
“You can get places and I can do things! Now do you want to help him or are you good to stick around and listen to him getting beaten?”
Multicolored eyes widened and Lunar put the tub to the side. They peeked past the poster where the sounds were still coming from before taking the tiny bot in their hands and booking it back down the hall. They bent forward, trying to be smaller and less noticeable even with their bright tail and clothing. The mini violence code just hung on.
He’d have his turn to help soon enough.
Unlike what was expected, neither of them heard Solar yelling as they ran. That was concerning, but also meant the sound of running wouldn’t be covered. They just had to hope this kill code variant would be too preoccupied to notice the intruders.
Once they were certain they couldn’t be seen Lunar stood upright and bounded for the check in desk where the Sun plushie sat quite contentedly on the shelf. A small blue hand reached for it and in the blink of an eye the blue walls and colorful carpet became stained red and orange. On their left, just like back home, were Sun and Moon’s respective rooms.
Sun’s was closed and locked, a little flashing red lock near the handle the only way to tell. But Moon’s room was open, the same tube they had back home yawned before the pair of smaller animatronics. They ran for it, Lunar grunting as he was forced to use only one hand to crawl through, and Eclipse almost laughed as he remembered hating entering and exiting that damn thing in Sun’s body, even with the retractable rays. Some things really don’t change between dimensions, huh?
A tiny head shook.
No time for that now.
Finally free of the tube Lunar froze in the doorway and Eclipse grunted, wondering what was wrong. A quick look up showed the child’s wide, scared eyes looking deeper into the room. There was also something else in those multicolored eyes that the smaller couldn’t quite pinpoint.
Understanding?
Was that a look of understanding dawning in their expression?
He twisted, still holding fast to a blue shirt, and his jaw just about hit the floor at the sight in front of them.
One wall had been knocked down, the one that separated the day from the night’s rooms, and so the inside was bigger than the one back home. If Sun’s room door was locked that probably meant there was normally a barrier of some kind in front of the tube. This version must’ve forgotten to activate it in their rage against Solar.
The room was strange to look at. It cut off right down the middle, with stars and dark blues and moons all over the left that abruptly turned to bright oranges and yellows with little clouds and decorations everywhere on the right. The arcade machine that housed Moon’s supercomputer was still in the corner, though it was odd that no voice had come from it yet. Two familiar places mashed and distorted into one, like someone was too afraid to make either side actually match one or the other. It was almost eerie to look at.
But that wasn’t what had both of them stopped dead in their tracks.
In the middle of the room there was a steel table, long enough to hold a celestial’s lanky form. It stood starkly against the soft, dark left and the bright, cheery right with monitors and tools scattered everywhere. Pages littered the floor and the wall immediately around the table. Blue and white, lined and blank, with pens and markers scattered absolutely everywhere. The monitors didn’t beep or make a sound, in fact, it seemed like they weren’t reading anything at all. And for good reason.
Sun.
This dimension’s Sun.
They lay on the table, head lolled to the side like someone had left in a hurry and knocked him over, eyes black and devoid of any life. Their mouth hung open just slightly, as though they too were surprised to see Eclipse and Lunar enter the room. Their chest was open, the plastic plating that covered the mini offshoot’s own chest flowered open rather than just removed, like someone was too impatient to open it the normal way and just ripped right though.
One yellow hand hung off the table and brushed against different tubes Eclipse was just now taking in. They snaked under the table and into tanks of god knows what, stained with oil and clearly marked by handprints that were anything but human. The tools were blackened as well, some so much there was no way to tell their original color.
Had this body been made of flesh and not metal, had the black stains been dyed red, this very well could’ve been one of Bloodmoon’s murder scenes.
Lunar whimpered and tears rained down in front of Eclipse, sheltered as he was close to their chest. “Don’t look at it.” The mini ground out. “Just get me to the computer. I can set a trap to get him away from Solar.”
Or I could just fucking kill them outright. Then they’d really never bother him ag-
A gasp broke him from the first murderous thoughts he’d had in a long time. “Will this Moon do this to me if I get caught? I…I don’t wanna die!”
“Solar won’t let that happen.” The mini growled with more conviction then the thought he had. “But he can’t protect you if he gets hurt. Get me to the computer.”
He knew the tone of his voice wasn’t reassuring. He knew that it had dropped to the same growl it always did when fire sparked in his chest and that wasn’t helpful, wasn’t kind like how Sun or Solar or even Bloodmoon managed to sound when the child cried. He knew he should probably stop and try to console the younger code. What lay in front of them was a gorey, terrifying mess and they didn’t deserve to see it, didn’t deserve to fear for their lives when all they wanted to do was protect someone they love.
But Eclipse was not Sun, Solar, or even Bloodmoon. He was himself. And while he had vowed to try and be better, he knew his own violent responses to stress weren’t going to help anyone, least of all the child he’d once called a brother.
Get things done.
Help the one who can help him.
And deal with the consequences of not being good enough later.
The little one sniffed and wiped at his eyes, then sprinted across the room to the computer, trying not to look at the body. “Do I have to do something? How are you going to get into a computer that’s not ours?” They asked through their whimpering.
“I’m an Eclipse.” The smaller replied matter of factly. “If I can hack ours, I can hack this. Do you remember those numbers you helped me write down in Solar’s lab?” The little one shook his head, fear filling their eyes. One orange hand left their shirt long enough to wave placatingly. “That’s fine! Just…put me down somewhere and I’ll rattle them off. I need you to put them into the computer, the controls are too big until I get into the system.”
A blue head bobbed and the hands holding him close moved back. Eclipse expected them to put him on the floor, or to reach over and stick him on the bed, but they did neither of those. No, instead the crying little bot place him on one shoulder and stretched to reach the controls, waiting for the olders word.
After taking a moment to make sure he wasn’t going to fall, the former abuser started rattling off numbers at a pace he hoped wasn’t too fast.
Sun is going to kill me for letting him get traumatized. He thought to himself. Fuck, Solar’s gonna kill me for letting him get traumatized!
He looked to his right and saw as Lunar’s expression slowly morphed from fear to determination, little hands moving just fast enough to keep up with what was being said, just like when he was dictating back at the lab.
He turned back to the computer.
So be it. At least he’ll be alive to do it.
With the string of numbers completed (and slightly tweaked given this was a supercomputer and not a lab system) the pair stepped back to see if it worked. Eclipse raised his left arm where a brand new console glowed. At first the screen was dark but, after a moment, it lit up with code and he let out a triumphant cry.
“You did it! I’m in! Let’s get the hell out of this room so I can set the trap!” He exclaimed, grabbing hold of Lunar’s hood for balance. The child smiled a wide, bright smile and turned, ready to run out, but paused.
“Lunar?”
This time, instead of sprinting, they slowly and carefully walked up to the ravaged body of this dimension's light.
“Lunar, what are you doing?” Eclipse asked.
He raised his arm and opened the console again, setting up while trying to figure out what was going on with them. They didn’t have much time to waste. Every moment they couldn’t see Solar meant he could be being beaten within an inch of his life. Every moment they wasted was another moment for another spark to be snuffed out.
Besides, normal people don’t let kids near corpses.
But before he could press upon them the time constraint a small blue hand reached up and grasped two blackened yellow fingers, the rest too big for them to hold properly. The other hand came up to cover the back of the limp appendage and before Eclipse could stop them they leaned forward just a bit toward the blank, empty stare, and whispered,
“When he’s ready, we’ll take good care of him. I promise. Goodnight.”
Then they let go, took the mini from their shoulder, and bolted out of the room as fast as possible.
Notes:
I will never lie about tags, so there will be no major character death in this fic. I don't much like it. So take that as a pick-me-up-after such a downer of a chapter? XD
Chapter 36: 36
Notes:
Chapters MAY slow down as my brain focuses on Solar angst thats going to be in the stories that take place AFTER Tiny Alterations ends, but I'll try not to let it. So just know if I don't upload for a bit I'm on a side quest. Maybe multiple. XD
TW for mentions of death, depictions of minor injury, and minor panic
Away we go!
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Chapter Text
They hid inside the toy house in the corner, crouched and quiet. Eclipse pointed at Lunar’s tail glowing in the semi-darkness and they sheepishly grabbed it and stuffed it in their hood to dim the shine.
“Not a sound, no matter what you hear. Got it?” The smaller grunted, the fire suddenly burning brighter now that he actually had to lure the dangerous murder code toward them rather than away. He was standing in front of them, angled so he’d be able to see Moon when they came in but hopefully not the other way around. This was both so he could properly warn Lunar if things went south, and so he could practice standing on his own in case things went really south.
The little bot nodded and hunkered down, eyes squeezed shut and hands over where his ears would be were he human.
Angry, stomping footsteps sounded on the balcony above them and Eclipse grit his newly intact teeth as the Moon of this dimension jumped from the deck leading to the rest of the daycare and landed a mere foot or two from their hiding place. The light from his arm glowed, the “Critical Error” message he’d forced the computer to send to make the murderous version believe one or more of the systems around the body in their room had died blinked just beneath his line of sight.
For a moment, nobody moved.
Then the other Moon grunted, growled, and stomped off toward his room. There were the sounds of struggling as they wormed their way through the tube, then a curse, and finally even more footsteps indicating they were stomping toward the computer in the corner.
It had taken Lunar, while sprinting and over a decently small distance, three big bounds before they reached the computer. For someone as tall as Moon, moving much slower but angrier, it should take about seven steps.
Stomp! Stomp! Stomp!
Three to the table where Sun lay.
Stomp. Stomp.
Two more, quieter, while they try to find a problem that doesn’t exist.
Wait for it…
This version swore loudly and Lunar flinched behind him. Dual eyes just kept looking up, an orange hand hovering over his console, now with a new screen pulled up.
One last STOMP! sounded followed by the CLANG! of a metal hand meeting a metal arcade cabinet and Eclipse grinned. A wide malicious grin that hadn’t found a home on his face since Bloodmoon had torn him apart that day in the theater.
He brought his hand down on the console.
The split-themed room erupted with a loud, agonized scream that the mini kill code offshoot took a moment to revel in. Their grin spread into that same violent smile that had plagued his own celestial pair for so long. The laugh he couldn’t help but let bubble from his mouth burned with the same malice that haunted Sun until he finally got the courage to expel him back in October.
He reveled in the pain of an enemy he’d barely met like the violence code he originally was.
Then he noticed Lunar cowering behind him. The child was shaking, trying to curl up into a ball and he was unsure if that was because they could hear the screaming, or because that same laughter that had marked their abuse was bouncing around them once more. The mini sighed, feeling the laughter die with the fire in his chest.
With a simple flick of one newly intact finger the sound died in an instant leaving calm, unbothered quiet.
Still wobbling quite a bit, he slowly turned to face the younger code and practically fell into their face when he tried to make his way over. Multicolored eyes shot open, fear quickly being replaced with amusement when they registered what had happened and why Eclipse was so close. The smaller huffed and tried to push himself upright. He succeeded, but looked rather silly while doing so.
“Come on, he won’t bother us again for at least a few hours.” He said, calm in a way he hadn’t been for days.
They listened for a minute, a frown overtaking their face. “Is he dead? I…I heard screaming?”
Ah, good. They’d been reacting to the screaming and not the quiet, manic laughter of their former abuser. Good. One less thing for Solar to kill him for at the end of the day. “Unfortunately, no. He’s very much alive. I figured at my size I should really avoid killing dimensionals with your help.” He waved dismissively, one hand planted on his hip. “Now come on, we don’t know what state that bastard left Solar in.”
Lunar nodded, his tail leaving his hood and offering itself to the mini for him to grab. One quick ride up to their shoulder and they were off, forced to take the theater route since they’d left the tub behind and Eclipse was certain to get lost in the pit should they jump in. While Lunar got them back to the front entrance, Eclipse turned back to his console, time seeming to slow now that the danger had passed.
Getting into this dimensions supercomputer meant he had access to the entire history, or at least whatever was input, of not only this world but the people in it. There was normal stuff, history, bank logs, (those showed the daycare itself was making great money, but the animatronic running it was barely scraping by. Good thing there was no need to eat as a machine), daycare logs for children and the building itself, and-at the very bottom-folders with each of the three local celestials names.
He quietly pulled up a file on Sun. It was less clerical in nature, holding photos of a bright eyed caretaker with his arms wrapped around an exasperated, but amused Moon. Some had both of them, some just had Sun, some looked like they were taken while the daycare was open. At least two showed the beginnings of blueprints, a blue and silver hand covering half the page where scribbled numbers and measurements were. They looked nothing like the body Solar was in now, with the exception of the basic Eclipse design. There was also no design anywhere for the capelet shawl they wore, the tool belt, or the ribbon wrapping their arms.
They’d been planning Solar’s new body at one point.
It looked better, more polished with none of the red and mismatched blue of their current body. The name “Eclipse” swooped across the top of the page in a curly, energetic script that didn’t look like it belonged to Moon. Had Sun been helping with the designs? The name was obviously the original, they were still an Eclipse at the end of the day, but did that mean he’d changed it after they broke down? Was it because it was too painful to hear a name given as a gift rather than used as a mocking moniker like in their own dimension?
A quick search of the other folders showed much the same. Smiling faces, laughing, bright eyes and relaxed posture. Solar himself even had a folder and while it was still Sun’s body visually, a single orange pupil laughed at the camera lens to indicate it wasn’t the daylight caretaker piloting the body.
They’d been happy once.
Nothing like the blank eyed, limp corpse lying in Moon’s room upstairs.
Or the dull, almost lifeless husk they were moving toward now.
Solar looked happy in a way he didn’t even with Lunar. Eyes bright, shoulders relaxed, the fire that drove Eclipse to be mean and vengeful stoked into a harmless campfire rather than the bonfire the mini was all too used to. The laugh that could almost be heard even through the still image practically crackled with warmth and love, safe and meant for a person so much softer than they were now.
God, they looked so alive.
Eclipse copied them for himself.
Solar will want these when they finally bring him home.
The formerly violent offshoot backed out of that folder and found a subfolder talking about the Sun’s condition. What he saw printed at the top made him rock back, almost falling off his ride’s shoulder. Lunar held up a hand and slowed down, probably figuring they were moving too fast and had knocked him off balance.
No, that honor went to a simple, two word condition.
Code Degradation.
Solar’s Sun wasn’t just broken, the very code that made them up had withered away like flowers pulled from the ground. The only thing it hadn’t touched was their show programs, the very base of what they’d been before gaining sentience. They were just an animatronic now, no different than a toaster doing its job.
“Are you okay?” Lunar asked, pausing at the front entrance to the theater.
“I’m fine. Just…not used to sitting on a shoulder.” The smaller lied, the words slipping smoothly from his mouth as he indulged in an old habit. The child nodded and continued, slower this time.
Eclipse blew out a breath of air.
Code Degradation wasn’t something you fix. There was no coming back from that just as there was no coming back from a severed head as a human. The things that made them alive, human, animatronic, animal, whether it be a soul or something else entirely, would be gone. And just like you can’t change how happy a sentient animatronic was just by tweaking their code, so too can you not just add code and make them live again. Even if that worked, they wouldn’t be that animatronic from before.
It wouldn’t even be like that reset Moon with memories that didn’t quite belong to them but were there regardless. It was the animatronic equivalent of raising the dead, of creating something where nothing should be. Someone like that wouldn’t be alive, they’d be a zombie with showtime programming.
And there was no way Solar didn’t know this.
Solar was smart. Not in the reset Moon kind of way, but in the original violence code way. A level of intelligence that lets him play ball with who is supposed to be one of if not the smartest person in the dimensions they reside in. The kind of intelligence that can build supercomputers and world resetting devices that defy the laws of existence entirely, all while maintaining the insignificant building those he loved once called home.
There was no way someone so smart didn’t know that his brother was dead.
The never-coming-back kind of dead.
The human kind of dead.
No, Solar knew. He knew and tried desperately to ignore it because as long as his brother was capable of being fixed, as long as he believed his family could be whole again, he could lie to himself and everyone else that he needed to stay. That there was a reason for him to stay here. That there was a reason for him to wallow in this dimension’s hatred and abuse because there would still be a chance that it could all be fixed.
Stupid fucking mechanic was trying to fix what couldn’t be.
“Solar!”
Lunar’s voice cut through the shock and Eclipse tuned into their surroundings.
At the end of the day it didn’t matter that there was no saving someone so kind from being laid out on a table upstairs. This lie was the only thing keeping them going. But they’d be able to save at least one of them from that world, even if they didn’t think they deserved it. Even if it meant forcing them to understand that this ship was sinking.
The smaller looked down as Lunar bounded to the top of the stairs, not far from where they’d been hiding earlier. At the bottom sat Solar, not halfway up like they’d left him, with their back turned toward the steps and body slumped forward. His hands lay limp at his sides, not even a twitch could be seen.
He looked dead.
But that terrified shriek had their head snapping upright, hands moving to shield their face as Lunar descended at top speed. The pair fell in front of the older code, little blue hands already reaching to push him up by the shoulders in an effort to take in the damage. The younger code crawled into their lap, knees on the ground and hands pushing the older upright.
“Solar! Solar are you okay? Did we take too long? We tried not to! Please tell me you’re okay!”
One red hand dropped revealing half of the other's face. Dull, lifeless eyes suddenly sparked with the barest bit of fire when they took in the already teary eyes of the child and the hard glare of the smaller offshoot. The other hand stayed near the top of their head and after a moment it was apparent why. Oil stained yellow ribbons black as the mechanic held their wrist to their forehead, one eye closed behind it.
“I’m alright, it’s okay bud. He knows he can’t hurt me too badly.” They gave a shaky, unconvincing smile. “It’s just a scratch, really.”
And for whatever reason, Lunar turned to look at Eclipse for confirmation.
If I had a nickel for every time I’ve had to diagnose potential damage from a Moon variant…
But this time there was no need to get closer. Not only were his eyes no longer plagued by the static that blinded him, but even at a glance he could tell that the other was telling the truth. Moon must’ve been holding back while hitting him earlier since even with the one break in their faceplate, the rest of it remained intact. Their chest and arms were dented severely, obviously from trying to avoid the blows, but nothing life threatening had happened while they weren’t nearby. A quick trip to P&S and they’d be fine.
Well, physically at least.
“He’ll live. Now put me down before your shaking throws me off entirely.” Came the grunted remark, the remaining tension leaking from a newly intact orange body.
“No, we need to get you into the portal before he comes back.” Solar said, trying to stop the child where they’d already brought a hand up for Eclipse to get on. “I don’t know what you did to distract him, but it won’t last. Let me up so I can turn on the portal buddy.”
Lunar paused, tiny animatronic halfway between himself and the floor, and whimpered. Their little body began to shake and tears rained from their eyes. It was clear they didn’t want to move from the mirror version’s lap. That their other hand didn’t want to stop clutching the shawl the other wore. That they wanted to stay, if only for a little bit longer.
And Eclipse, as hurried as he was to get home, wouldn’t deny him that.
“He won’t bother us for a few hours at least.” The little deadpanned, gesturing for Lunar to put him down fully. “I made his computer discharge a huge amount of electricity into him when it was touched. That a**hole will be down for a long time and when he wakes up, there’s a good chance any memory of being angry will be f*cking wiped .”
He wobbled on newly intact legs as Lunar put him on the ground carefully.
“So hug the kid. He’s scared and I’m no good at helping.”
Lunar turned back, little hand hovering just before touching Solar’s other shoulder again, hiccupping and whimpering incoherently. The larger red version sighed and pulled them close, letting small blue arms wrap around his neck even as they held one hand to the break in their forehead. Loud, terrified sobs burst from that little body and they threw their whole weight forward, wrapping themselves around the red version with all the might their little body held.
Eclipse sat off to the side, content to be completely useless here.
“I’m sorry! Please don’t be mad! I didn’t know what to do b-but ‘Clips said he cou-could h-help and I didn’t know he was gonna shock him!”
And I’ll fucking do it again. The smaller thought to himself with an all too familiar sadistic amusement. Hell, I’ll do it better next time. So much better that bastard will never wake up again.
Solar clocked the grin spreading across his face, but didn’t comment on it aloud. Instead they turned their face into Lunar’s blue hood and pressed the child closer with one hand. “Shhhh, it’s okay. I’m okay. I’m not mad or anything, he was scaring you and hurting me so you made him stop.”
“Are you mad at ‘Clips? I really really think he wanted to help!”
“It’s okay. I’m not mad at Eclipse either, don’t worry. He was keeping you safe too.”
Mini eyes widened at those words. Well, that was a fucking first! The look of shock that replaced the grin must’ve been really fucking funny because Solar rolled his eyes, a grin pulling at his features for the first time since seeing Moon appear. “You seriously wanted to help? What happened to the big bad villain Eclipse?”
“Ah f*ck you. I just wanted to fry a Moon.” He grumbled in reply.
The other rolled their eyes again, clearly not believing him.
Lunar hiccupped again, wiggling impossibly closer. “Please don’t die! I don’t want you to be on a table! Please don’t go away! I love you!” they wailed, burying their little head into Solar’s neck. The older stilled.
“How…did you get access to Moon’s computer from outside his room?” They breathed.
Whelp!
“Who said we stayed outside the room?” Eclipse remarked, wondering if he’d be able to back up quick enough with these new legs when the larger lunged at him.
“Then…you saw…”
“Yeah, we saw. Hard not to but I did my best to get us out of there fast.”
Solar clutched Lunar, his other hand leaving the gash and wrapping around the child instead. Tiny fans kicked up without a hint of rattling as orange waited for red to get angry, to lash out like he would. But no such thing happened. Solar’s eyes seemed to glaze over as they looked off into nothing, holding tightly to their younger friend like a lifeline. Their breathing turned erratic, shallow and quick despite the lack of emotion.
“I’m not mad.” They barely whispered. “And I’m not leaving you. I promise.”
They all sat in silence for a minute, nobody saying a word when the largest of them began to rattle in his casing while hyperventilating. Lunar’s cries died down slowly, but he still clung on like his life depended on it. Then, like an idiot, Eclipse spoke up.
“You deserved him. No matter what any a**hole around here says.” He said quietly. “And he deserved you.”
And just like that, it was Solar’s turn to cry.
Notes:
Hey, has anybody else forgotten that Eclipse could be competent when he wants to be? Me too man, me too. Clearly though, you give the man some limbs and things get DONE.
Degradation isn't something you come back from in this story, or mostly this world if canon is anything to go off of. I have ONE story where, technically, code degradation is reversed, but that stars Bloodmoon not Solar's Sun. Solar will have to leave this place to be happy again. About as happy as anyone can be after what happened.
Chapter 37: 37
Notes:
Finally HOME!
No tw for this one but as always if I'm wrong let me know!
Away we go!
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Chapter Text
It took well over an hour for both Solar and Lunar to calm down.
The younger had refused to leave the older’s arms the whole time, finally allowing the overworked and underappreciated animatronic to break down safely, without the fear of someone forcing him back to work. The red variant wasn’t loud, nowhere close to as loud as he could have (or should have) been given all he’d just endured, no. They just held onto the only person in or out of this dimension that cared about them tightly. The still bleeding crack long forgotten.
Newly intact orange stood off to the side, eyes down in embarrassment.
Now it was later and the larger had insisted the smaller pair get home so he could repair his faceplate before Moon woke up.
All three of them were standing (more or less in Eclipse's case) around the security desk in the daycare, though the tiny bot had almost insisted on going with them to make sure the damage was actually small and not just hiding beneath the surface. This idea was never said aloud, however, as the need to get home. They- he -needed to start making it a place where they’d be able to go when more than just their faceplate was damaged, that burning fire outweighed the need to make sure they were in one piece now.
That, and the unholy embarrassment that had driven the mini bot to hide in the tub.
Technically, yes, people cried for many reasons. He knew this, he fucking made Lunar and (especially back in October) the kid would cry for a variety of reasons, not just because he was sad or scared. And that wasn’t to mention the human children he had to care for while pretending to be Sun for that month. But to see a grown animatronic, and even more so a mirror of himself, sob uncontrollably because the lies they told in order to stay in an abusive home had unraveled, made every bit of brand new casing crawl like something alive was squirming beneath it.
Honestly he knew that what he’d said wasn’t mean. Hell, it was probably the nicest thing to ever come out of the now tiny body, but seeing Solar start to cry because of him, because of what he said, well…
It really didn’t feel as satisfying as it once had.
Maybe that means he really was changing. Not quickly, not obviously or drastically, but if something as small as making a depressed animatronic cry was enough to elicit this weighted feeling in his chest then maybe there was something to the largers words. It wasn’t out of the realm of possibility.
After all, Solar wasn’t the type to lie to him.
But! The embarrassment still burned brighter than ever before and so hiding in an ice cream tub has never been as viable and as good of an idea as it was right now!
Lunar’s voice, hoarse and still a little wet sounding, chuckled above him.
“You didn’t do anything wrong ‘Clips! You were actually really nice! Which was surprising!”
“F*ck off! I’ve made people cry before and I’m always the f*cking bad guy for it you can’t lie to me like I’m some idiot!” He yelled back, more so to try and smother the embarrassment with yelling than because he was actually angry.
“You’re fine you idiot.” Solar remarked nonchalantly, though his voice wasn’t much better than Lunar’s at the moment. “It wasn’t your fault I just…struggle with thinking about him. Moon doesn’t let me up there since ‘I’m the one that made him like this’ in the first place.”
Eclipse grumbled, but quieted down some. “That’s bullsh*t and you know it. He f*cking does too and if he doesn’t he’s a bigger dumba** then you made him out to be.”
The mirror rolled his eyes.
The child only laughed.
“Alright, portals open bud. Tell your Sun I’m sorry for the hold up.” Solar remarked, their slightly hoarse voice catching beneath the dull monotone.
“It’s okay! I don’t think he’ll mind when he sees how good you did!” Lunar exclaimed, raising the tub just a bit to emphasize his point. Tiny, newly intact rays poked from the top before the lid could be put on and a single pupil glared up at the mirror dimensional.
“I’m coming back here. Mark my words you f*cking twink.” He grumbled.
“Twink?!”
The smaller ducked.
“Lunar, get in the portal Lunar!”
The child squealed with laughter and ran, calling their goodbye’s over their shoulder. Plastic clacked against plastic as the lid was loosely held on the makeshift kidnapping device and before long the world went black through opaque walls. The mini blinked, pleased to find the halfway night vision he’d inherited was fully functional again, and listened to the sound of ball pit struggles as Lunar scrambled free. Light did not return to his little spot and with a small hand still holding the lid closed there was no way to lift it and find out why on his own.
Was the daycare closed?
Well, time did move differently over there…
He was just about to ask why things were so dark when he was interrupted by a shrill, childish scream . It drowned out his own startled cry of “Jesus Christ!” as the container suddenly pitched off to the side, thrown in the child’s terror.
Thankfully the lid, which was not super secure since it was just being held in place to keep the ball pit balls out, popped off on contact with the ground. The world tilted and rolled, a normally bright orange towel dulled by the dark wrapped around a tiny body and smothered what little night vision he had. It didn’t take long to tumble to a stop, but by then Eclipse was completely tangled and wildly disoriented. He shook his head clear before trying to find any source of light to indicate a way out.
Why had Lunar screamed?!
Was someone there?
Was it Moon, or worse, Killcode?
He had to find out!
Newly intact hands tried to untangle the mess he’d become, carefully pulling away cheap fabric from brand new bobbles. Both in an effort to free himself and to not undo all of Solar’s work so soon after coming home. He scrambled quietly, cursing in his head rather than aloud just in case it was Moon or Killcode nearby. Getting caught was hardly going to be helpful for either of them in the event a violent code spotted him.
Moments after the tub hit the ground and just as he was really beginning to struggle, a voice cut through the darkness.
Well, two voices.
“Where have you been?!”
Eclipse sighed, the panic quickly leaving his body as he recognized Bloodmoon’s layered tones, thick with worry and animalistic noises, ring across the apparently darkened daycare. Lunar huffed loudly, letting out some of the anxiety of being ambushed.
“Bloody! You made me drop-whoa!”
“Are you bleeding?” The pair exclaimed loudly. “But your body is like ours! There should be no leaking!”
“What? No, Bloody I’m fine! Solar’s Moon hit him and broke his face and he bled on me, I’m okay! But I gotta pick up the tub!”
Eclipse, having finally wiggled free of the oppressive towel, dug newly intact claws into the toppled plastic kidnapping device and dragged himself to his feet, wobbly legs be damned. He looked up to see Bloodmoon had lifted Lunar into the air to examine the black stain on the back of their clothes, though their attention had since turned to the portal. Probably debating whether it was worth jumping in there to kill the other Moon variant.
“Hey!” He cried, making all three of them turn to look. Pentagram eyes widened at the sight of him standing. “Would you put him down? It’s f*cking hard to stand on this stupid matted floor!”
For a moment, nobody said anything.
Then one red body split into two and suddenly familiar pentagram hands were scooping him from the floor in one swift motion. Another “Jesus!” exclamation drowned out by the thunderous purring of the murderous pair.
“You’re alive!” Harvest and Hazard exclaimed, voices layered like they were still one rather than two. Their smiles split their faces from ear to ear (metaphorically speaking, of course) and for once there wasn’t a hint of malice or insanity to be seen. Red tipped claws that had no right being this familiar curled around a no longer shattered body and pressed him close to an ever shifting chest.
“When you disappeared your assured death was feared! It is standard for Little Blue to hide in that dimension where you were never on our side but when we found you gone we thought he’d lied!” Harvest exclaimed.
A glance up showed Harvest was the one holding him, with Hazard contentedly holding Lunar behind them. The smaller code huffed and crossed his arms, not caring about still being held like a ragdoll. “I promised Sunny I wouldn’t hurt him again!”
“And we thought you’d learned to misguide!” Hazard practically whined. “The violent habits we provide, we thought you’d finally learned to properly commit homicide! Sun was terrified!”
Because of course Sun would see his child brother leaving the dimension with their abuser and immediately think the worst. Why wouldn’t he? Eclipse had too. And of course Sun would see that as his own moral failing because he couldn’t keep a child from hiring a hitman from another world.
Of course he’d be upset.
“He didn’t even try to hurt me so you can calm down. Sun said the only way to get me fixed was with someone that matches my intelligence and he found someone who could.” Eclipse grumbled, half pushing away from the wall of red overtaking his vision. “You guys honestly thought Lunar had the guts to kill me when you wouldn’t?”
Harvest huffed from above, chest puffing out as they turned to stand beside the other pair. “You were practically already in the grave! Even if the act didn’t come from a malicious wave, there are merciful ways to end your life we would have forgave.”
Ah, okay. So it wasn’t that they were necessarily afraid that Lunar had gone off the deep end to kill him for the sake of killing him, they were just worried that the child had decided a mercy kill was the only option left and took it upon themselves without consulting the others.
Great.
Love that.
Hated it, actually.
“Great. Good to know the kid could’ve snapped my neck and called it a mercy and you all wouldn’t have batted an eye.” He snarked, though there wasn’t really any anger to the tone. This was Bloodmoon he was talking to after all, they wouldn’t have batted an eye if it hadn’t been a mercy killing.
Well, they wouldn’t have before.
Just judging by how they were acting now that had changed somewhere.
A weird warmth grew in the tiny codes chest at the realization that even the murderer had been worried about him. He’d disappeared with someone they care about and instead of only caring about Lunar’s absence, his was noticed too. They had wondered if he was dead or alive somewhere they wouldn’t, or couldn’t, reach. Even with the past still so very close the twins had decided, at some unknowable point, that they cared about him. Eclipse had clearly become something to them, maybe not a full fledged star but something and that meant more than he thought possible.
But when the fuck did that happen?!
“Given the life he lives, would it be a shock he actually learns the lessons it gives?” Questioned the more manic half.
“I suppose not. Anybody would have to pick up something living with you two.”
Speaking of, the child had been incredibly quiet since his first interjection. The mini violence code looked down and opened his mouth to sarcastically tell him to jump in any time to defend himself, but stopped when he noticed multicolored eyes were wide and the simulated pupils were wavering in their sockets.
“Uh, Lunar? Why do you look like that-”
Before he could finish the younger burst into fresh tears. Eclipse and both twins reeled back, with Hazard quickly adjusting his hold so that the little one was facing him rather than being held like a teddy bear.
“I’m not a bad guy!” He wailed, blue sleeves coming up to cover his eyes. They were still blackened from where they’d caught Solar’s lost oil and a mental note was made to get those cleaned as soon as possible. “I-I don’t wanna be like M-M-Moon or-or you but I still love you and…and…”
Any other blubbered words failed as they devolved into childish wailing.
“Okay! Get us to Sun now! Don’t forget to bring that stupid tub so Moon doesn’t get suspicious!” Eclipse exclaimed, voice laced with confusion and panic.
Why was he crying?!
There was nothing happening!
They were just talking like normal!
Ahhh, where’s Solar when you need him?!
Harvest gathered the tub on one arm while Hazard was already on their way to the door of the daycare. They’d have to go around rather than just ride the twins up to the balcony since Lunar was in no state to do their little koala hold.
“Don’t worry Little Lu, nobody is mad at you.” Hazard rumbled, voice beginning to slur as their charge cried in their arms. Lunar just buried his face into their shoulder and kept crying. Hazard seemed to deflate a bit. “Our Daylight is at home. We’ll drop Second Sun and go, though we don’t like the thought of leaving him alone.”
“I’ll be fine.” Eclipse scoffed. “I’m intact and can stand. Just put me on the desk like normal and get him home.”
Once they’d reached the check-in desk Harvest turned to Hazard. “You go on ahead. I’ll get Second Sun to safety and meet you up front instead.”
The other nodded and the pair went their separate ways with Lunar’s whimpering getting quieter and quieter. It stopped altogether when Harvest teleported into the main area outside Sun and Moon’s rooms. This time there was no flashing lock icon above the door when the red half approached. This time the door opened loudly and Eclipse was greeted with the same room he’d left some variation of time ago.
Compared to the one in Solar’s dimension, Sun's mostly empty room was downright cheery with its bookshelves full of children's books and toys, the bed a rumpled mess where the blankets had been thrown aside, and the laptop sitting dark and quiet on the desk. The room sang of the life that lived there, even if temporarily. The children's drawings made the shadows less harsh and the glow-in-the-dark stars battled back some of the darkness even as they dimmed themselves. The wall separating the two rooms stood intact and decorated, the need to preserve the dead simply not a thing here. This place was warm and safe and alive even with no one inside.
God, it was home.
“You’ll be okay by yourself?” The lighter, more humanely insane voice above him whispered. “Brother and I can return later tonight if nothing else.”
The smaller waved a hand dismissively even as he reveled in the familiarity of a room he once despised on some level. “I’ll be fine until one of you idiots can come back in the morning. Just…lock the door on your way out or something. Or I can, whatever.”
God it was almost like the safety from back then, like the feeling of belonging somewhere even as he controlled another person's body and mind, had planted itself right back in the forefront of his mind. This place had once been his to some degree. Had felt safe to some extent. This place and the person who once lived here had planned to be his home even as he fought tooth and nail to burn it down. But here he was, tiny and damaged and repaired and different in a way that really shouldn’t mean anything, but here and safe regardless.
This place was never fully his, but it held the life he’d been unable to snuff out and now he was grateful for it.
Fuck seeing that corpse must have fucked me up more than I thought!
“We thought you were dead. We’d like to make sure you’re alive tomorrow once Sun is less in his head.”
Red hands finally left a similar chest long enough to carefully lower him onto the desk, right next to the mini keyboard that still sat there. Eclipse readjusted so he sat cross legged and looked up at Harvest with a smirk. “Didn’t think you were the paranoid type.” He snickered. “I’m fine. I can meet with Sun tomorrow. Go away.”
Harvest rumbled low, their body vibrating with the force of it, and a content grin spread across their face once again. They looked like a cat with their wide eyes and feline grin as they reached out one more time with a single pointer finger.
Eclipse blinked in confusion as it hooked under his chin despite already looking up.
Unlike in Solar’s dimension there was no fear as claws that had once torn apart his body and mind alike tried to pull his face closer as the larger animatronic leaned down, rumbling purrs making the tiny body tremble even without fear.
“We’re glad you’re alive.” They crooned in that same tone Eclipse had heard them use on Sun so long ago. “We don’t want to lose anyone who lights up our skies.”
The claw left his chin and ghosted across the side of his faceplate like they were trying to pet a hamster. Then they stood straight, turned, and ran out of the room to reunite with their other half. The tiny offshoot stared in dumbfounded disbelief, wondering what the fuck that was about. Then a thought came to mind.
He remembered how Bloodmoon tended to hold onto Sun and Lunar, especially if they were in danger. He remembered how their claws would dig into their clothes and their bodies would fill the space in between themselves and their ward as they tried to comfort and protect. He remembered their primal need to hold the kinder pair when Lunar had found them in Parts and Service and gotten scared, or how they’d held Sun hostage when he’d talked about going home for the first time after Eclipse had arrived.
Was…was Harvest trying to hold him?
Were they trying to lay claim to Eclipse the same way they did for Sun and Lunar, but can’t do it in quite the same way because he’s so small? Was that Harvest laying claim on him for the both of them?
Those two never disagreed. They were one mind in two bodies so what one said the other agreed with, normally without even much discussion. So if Harvest claimed him as theirs, then Hazard did too. Without even being in the room the Bloodmoon twins had shown him, in their own odd way, that they saw him as theirs.
The tiny offshoot shook his head and turned to the computer. The inherited night vision showed his reflection in the blackened glass, the blue scrap of cloth he now called a scarf trailing on the table behind him. He bent forward and reached for the mini keyboard letting the rainbow lights bathe the newly intact body. He ran two intact hands across silicon buttons that were already so familiar and tapped on the flat mousepad in the middle to make the laptop screen flash to life immediately. He looked at the desktop, with the Minecraft launcher still opened from where their gaming session had abruptly ended, and closed the launcher.
There would be time for games later.
In the safety of Sun’s darkened room, Eclipse got to work figuring out how to make this world a safer place for those he’d claimed.
Notes:
If a character appears very little in a story is there like, a different tag for that? 'Cause Killcode and Monty aren't huge parts of the story so far but I have them tagged and I don't want to give anyone the idea that they're huge characters. Idk.
Also, Eclipse, bruh, I doubt either of the blood twins would act like that if you weren't one of their stars idiot. Harvest literally said you light up their skies. XD He's just a little dense i swear.
Also also, Lunar's okay there's just a lot going on and he's young.
Chapter 38: 38
Notes:
Massive shoutout to Ghostintimelostintime! Go check out their adorable Sun and Moon designs (not TSAMS) over on their Tiktok Ghost/Rune! More about that in the end notes.
Ayo look at that, no TW for this chapter. First in a while. XD
Away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Unfortunately, planning and acting are two very different things at the moment.
By the time the lights came on to signal morning Eclipse had ideas and some vague sketches (look it’s hard to draw when nothing is your size but the lame track pad on the mini keyboard), but no real way to actually make anything.
He’d need help.
Bloodmoon was his best bet for this dimension, followed by Sun or Lunar, and the best bed outside of here was Solar. Bloodmoon because they could listen and react almost simultaneously and were good at following directions when they wanted to. Sun and Lunar could follow directions, but would normally either be busy or would get bored after a time. Getting to Solar would be best, but that also meant leaving Sun and Bloodmoon alone again for however long it took.
It would probably be a good idea to get the calculations done now, maybe some basic sketches and blueprints, then get Lunar to take him back to Solar’s dimension. That way they could be sure nothing would take too long to ma-
CLANG!
The mini code yelped and the keyboard almost went flying as the door to Sun’s room opened loudly and footsteps charged into the room. He whipped around just in time to see Lunar with the kidnapping tub in hand and a wide, giddy smile on his face.
“Clips! Get in the tub! Hurry!” The younger cried gleefully.
Eclipse sighed in relief before his mouth turned down in a frown. “Lunar, what the f*ck are you doing? Why do I have to-”
He was once again cut off when the blue child (gently) snatched him from the table and dropped him onto the same orange towel he’d failed to retrieve from Harvest the night before. Dizzy and rattled, the smaller took a moment to sit up and reorient from the landing before looking up with a scowl he knew used to scare them. “Lunar I will melt your nanites if you don’t stop shoving me into an ice cream tub against my will!”
The child ignored him. “It’s for a surprise! Now shhhh!”
They plopped the lid loosely on, blinding the smaller to the rest of the world once again.
At least this time he was intact.
The door clanged! open again, this time followed by multiple footsteps and an all-too-familiar exasperated sigh.
“Lunar, buddy, I know Bloody said I’ve been sad but I promise that’s not your fault.”
Sun.
His voice was heavy and tired, weak in the way it had been back when Eclipse had first yelled at them to “snap his fucking neck already!” They sounded worn, hoarse in a way that indicated they’d been doing a lot of yelling or crying recently. Tiny orange claws dug into the branded towel as newly intact fans whirred into a higher gear without issue.
What was wrong with Sun? Was he just sad that Lunar had been gone for so long, or was he upset about the fight with Moon? Was he hurt from the fight with Moon? There was no way that either one of the bleeding twins had said nothing the moment the more mechanically inclined of them had been found if that were the case, so it must just be exhaustion from worry.
Right?
“What are we even doing here guys? I’m not opening the daycare and I’d rather not be here when Moon realizes I’ve finally left the house.” Sun asked tiredly. The sound of a mattress shifting slowly indicated he’d sunk into it, tired even just by the sound of his movements.
Two voices rumbled, split between higher and lower.
“This is the first you’ve been out of bed in days, light.” Harvest’s lighter tones said softly, crooning the bright nickname even as something angry vibrated beneath the surface. Hazard’s own deeper rumbles growled in reply to their siblings.
“Perhaps this will snap you from this haze.” Hazard growled though it was clear their anger wasn’t directed at the daylight attendant. Sun sighed.
“I’m sorry…I really don’t mean to worry y-Lunar? Is that a tub of ice cream?”
The child giggled and presumably hopped over to where the older sat, leaving the smaller code to grumble quietly about the unsteady floor beneath their feet. The side of the tub that had been pressed against a little blue chest lightened as it was held away, clearly being presented.
“Ta da!” They exclaimed, absolutely pleased with themselves.
Yellow hands engulfed the sides now.
“You got me ice cream? You know I don’t eat but, thank you. It was very thoughtful of you three.” The caretaker sighed again but this time it was tinged with amusement at what they perceived to be a childish way of cheering him up.
“Oh, there’s no ice cream in there. And what is in there you wouldn’t wanna eat anyway.” Lunar said in a tone that Eclipse knew meant they were wrinkling the equivalent to a nose. “It’s sour.”
Bastard.
There was a pause as the oldest in the room tried to decipher the meaning of that, then light poured back into the tub as the lid was removed and Sun’s face leaned over to look. White eyes searched, stopped, and widened when they landed on his brand new self. Plastic walls rattled against trembling plastic casing and the larger let out a gasp that almost had them dropping everything.
Eclipse, suddenly at a loss for words, crossed his arms and looked up with the most deadpan look he could muster. “I’ve been f*cking kidnapped. Multiple times now.” Came the flat, kind of annoyed tone. “Make a rule or something. No. Kidnapping. With. Ice cream.” Two arms uncrossed so new hands could frame imaginary words above his head as he said them.
Sun just stared in open-mouthed shock, eyes catching the light of the room just enough to make it look like they were about to burst into actual tears like the youngest of them could.
“You’re alive.” They breathed, just barely loud enough to be heard.
Eclipse softened, the deadpan tone shifting but still unable to sound like anything but himself.
“Yeah, I’m alive. Turns out you taught Lunar way better than I ever did.”
The lighter half laughed, a breathy laugh that was closer to a sob than anything, but a laugh nonetheless. “I-I thought…I thought I’d failed you.” One hand left the plastic tub and lowered to grab the little one before gently lifting them out. They moved like Eclipse was made of spun glass. Like any harsh movement would shatter everything all over again and they’d be back to square one.
The mini orange code seated himself at the edge of their hands, kicking his feet and showing off both his hands in a dismissive wave.
“You didn’t fail anybody. You didn’t snap my neck when I first got here so now you’re stuck with me, like it or not.”
“I like it.”
The reply was quick, desperate, but said with a smile that finally reached their eyes. Unable to come up with something sarcastic to say, Eclipse was saved from having to try by Lunar suddenly speaking up from near the desk.
“And look look look! Look what he can do again!”
Bare feet bounded over and snatched the mini from Sun’s hand before anybody could protest. They turned and went back to the desk before carefully setting the smaller one on their feet and removing their hand, waiting for him to find balance before leaving altogether. They presented the standing tiny like a toy they were proud of.
Eclipse, meanwhile, glared.
“I swear to god if you keep grabbing me like a damn doll I will tie your tail to a post and laugh when you fall on your a**!” He yelled, orange hands flailing through the air in a wonderful imitation of Sun.
“See! He can stand again! Soon he’ll be able to walk and run again!” Lunar said happily, ignoring the smaller bots outburst. Sun stood now too, hands outstretched toward the desk like he was afraid Eclipse would disappear right in front of everyone. Hazard and Harvest just watched, grins spread wide across their face, as their light came back to life in front of their eyes.
“How did you do this? Why didn’t any of you say anything last night?”
“It was Lunar’s idea, actually. He remembered you saying that only someone as smart as Moon or myself could do the necessary repairs, so he found someone like me.” The mini offshoot said, carefully moving to sit down when his legs began to wobble more than usual.
Sun’s eyes widened in realization. “Solar. Solar is an Eclipse!”
The older whirled on the younger, scooping them into his arms while they squealed in delight. The bleeding twins grinned even wider then circled the pair as Sun began to spin the child code around the room.
“You brilliant, brilliant boy!” He cried, joy spilling from every word. “Never, ever take someone like that again but oh I’m so proud of you! My brilliant little brother!”
Lunar squealed and threw his arms out, tail being left behind as they spun, while Hazard and Harvest followed them around the room. Hazard dropped to all fours and hopped around like a dog wanting to join in the fun, nanite tongue lolling from their mouth, while Harvest spun in time with Sun on two legs laughing as they mirrored the daylight caretaker.
Eclipse found himself grinning as he watched the scene. “Throw him!” The tiny offshoot called at the larger. “I want payback for the ice cream tub and I’m too small! Help me out here!”
Sun stopped spinning just long enough to look at him, then a mischievous grin that looked like something closer to something one of the violence codes would sport grew on his face as he turned to look back at Lunar who was still giggling uncontrollably. The younger code laughed and kicked his legs, little hands pushing against their brothers chest when they saw the grin.
“No!” They laughed without a hint of fear. “I don’t know how to fly!”
“Well,” Sun said, barely suppressing a laugh. “I’m sure Harvest and I could help you learn! What do you say Harvest? Want to help Lunar learn to fly?”
Already the more humanely manic code was reaching for the little one as they snickered. “Of course our light! It’s only fair, right? After leaving us for so long with such a fright!” They nodded to Hazard below and the currently quadrupedal code nodded enthusiastically in return.
Harvest took a still kicking child from Sun and lightly chucked them across the room onto the bed where they bounced repeatedly. As they were trying to regain their balance on the bed the more animalistic Hazard scurried up and onto the mattress before they could, grabbing the child and holding them hostage while they pretended to nibble on them until they were practically shrieking with delight.
Eclipse crossed his arms, satisfied with his revenge, and watched Sun laugh like he’d never seen before. Tiny fans let out a deep sigh as they dropped back to normal speeds. Tension poured out of every wire with every giggle from the child, every purring grumble from the twins, every breathy laugh from Sun.
The light had come back into the room.
It had been bright before, with the lamps and the building lights turning on for the day, but now the room was warm. The colors were brighter, the laughs bouncing off the walls were full and sounded correct, like the room was alive around them. It was the first time since coming here that it actually felt like the sun lived here, warm and safe and full of love like it hadn’t seen in ages.
And unlike last time, where Lunar had been unknowingly hiding at Monty’s and Bloodmoon was telling Sun to blame his damaged fingers on them so Moon’s wrath would be focused on those that could handle it, this light shone on him too. No longer was he cowering in fear behind a lamp's artificial glow, now he bathed in the luminescence he remembered from the world's brightest attendant. This time there was no dark side to dim the shine. There was no eclipsing the day. This time his presence hadn’t dimmed the light, it had brightened it.
God, none of this made sense, did it?
It didn’t make sense how someone so simple could shine so bright even when the world fought against them. It didn’t make sense how this almost naive, incessant kindness could pull two (three?) violent, hate filled people into the spotlight with them. It honest-to-god didn’t make sense how much Eclipse cared. And god he shouldn’t have changed as much as he did in such a short amount of time, and god he shouldn’t love these people that he’d sworn to kill so many times, but he did and he does and the light that pooled off of Sun right now loved him too.
He was a part of something.
Not in the same way as the others, obviously, but he’d called out and they’d answered. There were no harsh glares, so suspicious looks, no angry snarls from the people he’d once hated and who’d once hated him. He may not yet be capable of joining in fully but he was here in the light, not hiding because the jagged words he always defaulted to had hit their mark.
For a moment, right here and now, everyone was happy.
Even if just outside of here they weren’t safe.
Even if this joy was edged by the darkness of what lay outside this room.
But for now, it wasn’t.
For now, this was home.
Sun put a hand on his head, forcing one of his rays to retract into his faceplate, and turned back to Eclipse. “I guess we’re not great flying instructors, are we?” He laughed and the sound made an orange chest so warm the bot it belonged to was honest-to-god mildly terrified he was somehow overheating again.
“No, you actually kinda suck.” He replied through barely concealed chuckles.
The larger turned back to Harvest and Eclipse put a hand on his chest where tiny fans spun at a breakneck pace to cool him down. Holy shit was this what Solar meant when he said he realized that he wanted to hear Sun happy?! Did this warmth engulfing his body mean he’d finally stopped being who he used to be?
You never had to stop being ‘Eclipse’ for them to love you, you just had to stop choosing to hurt them.
No, no he was still Eclipse. He was still the code that fried a Moon that angered him, that called Harvest an idiot just the night before, who’d just suggested throwing a child as revenge, no matter how petty and not dangerous the throw was.
He was still himself, just a version of himself that wanted to be better.
But wow did that laugh make him feel giddy!
“Anyway,” Sun said conversationally, completely missing Eclipse’s mini crisis on the desk. “Why didn’t any of you say something last night? Did you really want to surprise me that badly?”
Harvest, still barely containing laughter, shook their head.
“To tell you had been the plan, but then Lunar Blue was crying and since Second Sun was no longer a dying man the mystery tears took over our attention span.”
“We were very worried!” Hazard called, ceasing their pretend cannibalism long enough to look up. “Mostly because this one had come back bloodied and then they were crying so to you we hurried.”
The mini violence code perked. “Oh yeah, what exactly happened there? He just started blubbering something about being a bad guy and we all kind of…”
“Panicked?” Sun supplied.
“Yeah. Panicked.”
Lunar whined from Hazard’s hold. “I got really tired! Going back to Solar’s daycare was really tiring and then the Moon thing happened and I thought I was okay until we could get home. Then you guys were talking about me killing people and I got really really overwhelmed and sad! Sunny made me feel better though so it’s okay!”
Said animatronic laughed. “He really was just exhausted. Told me that Solar had gotten hurt and he’d gotten scared so by the time you all got back he was beat. ”
They perked.
“Speaking of beat, we were here early enough that I bet we could still get set up for the day if you’d like to Lunar.”
The child lit up and scrambled out of their friends arms before bolting out the door. Hazard jumped off the bed and lunged for their twin still grinning ear to ear. The moment red tipped hands touched he and Harvest combined, their bodies melting together like drops of water on a window, and followed after their ward, cackling the whole time. Sun laughed and watched them go then, when everything had quieted down, he turned to the little on the table. Grey shoes made their way over and he leaned down, a grin so bright it was blinding overtaking his face.
“I’m so happy you’re both okay. You’re going to have to tell me everything that happened later, okay? I have to know what you thought about meeting a version of yourself!” He smiled so wide and the mini couldn’t bring himself to be sarcastic.
“Yeah, sure. Though for at least a week of it I was out like a light so you’ll get more out of Lunar for that time.” He remarked dryly.
Maybe I’ll leave out the part where I let Lunar touch a corpse.
Yeah, probably a good idea.
Tiny thoughts were interrupted when, without much warning, one yellow hand raised and a thumb brushed softly over his face, watching his eyes that were now free of static. Eclipse leaned into the touch and could almost feel the anxiety still buzzing beneath the others casing where they inspected the places that once hurt so badly.
They’d been worried. Not just about Lunar but about him. About the villain that had purposefully not left their body because he knew it was a safer way to hurt the nighttime attendant they loved. The villain who tore their mind apart while they stood in the middle of a war they were never meant to be a part of. That they were never seen as a part of in any way that mattered except collateral.
The other fingers pressed against newly intact rays and jerked in surprise when they bent, now made from stiff silicon rather than metal. Easier to pull off for someone as large as themselves, but also far less easy to break. Their hand slid down the back of his head, past delicate wires he’d almost snapped in fear, and wrapped around his back. One large finger got tangled in his new scarf. Sun noticed and gently pulled away, the scrap of blue cloth trailing after their finger as it retreated. Sun smiled even wider at the sight.
“You kept this?”
“You gave it.”
Something given in a moment of panicked kindness. They’d been worried about the mini that had begged for his life in the daycare theater. About the violence code that bled black on their carpets from the tool he’d built to torment them. They’d cared about the tiny, tired voice that wheezed about their shattered spine and damaged body, and resigned themselves to a death they knew was deserved once. They gave a piece of themselves to save him even though he didn’t deserve it. Despite everything, despite the past not truly being the past at that moment, Sun had cared to try. Had cared to want to try.
The hand left his back and took gentle hold of one hand, the new one, admiring the minor scratches and scrapes from installation. Unlike when he was broken and Solar had done the same thing to see his injuries, Eclipse didn’t mind when Sun was the one tracing past wounds. He didn’t mind when hands that could easily crush him instead gently brushed down his back once more until reaching the spot where his spine had once punctured through. He didn’t mind when fingers that were almost bigger than he is lifted his face to look into bright white pools through eyes that no longer glitched with static. All of this was done with the utmost care, as gently as you’d hold a kitten and while that thought would have once been rather annoying it had since become a comfort.
Sun had been worried about him. Had wanted him safe. And as Eclipse looked into blank white eyes that only now held a spark of life and joy he knew he wanted them safe too. This warmth in his chest was addicting, the desperate need to hold onto what he’d tried so hard to force upon waking up in that mindscape those months ago appealed to the rational part of his mind like a drug. But that smile and these gentle hands made every wire burn with something far more red than orange, something with teeth and claws that every intelligent word out of his mouth tried to convince himself he wasn’t.
A violence code.
A kill code.
One that wanted its home to be safe . For those it called its own no matter the past to be able to hide from the night outside this room, outside this blasted corporation that didn’t care if they lived or died because they were seen as objects and not people. He is a code with the intelligence to combat the most brilliant mind in the dimension and the fire in his chest to burn it all down if he fails.
Anything to keep that smile on that face.
“Solar is amazing.” Sun breathed, voice full of awe.
“Ugh, don’t make me compliment another version of myself.” Eclipse groaned which made Sun laugh again. “It’s not even my ego that would get inflated!”
Though Solar could certainly use the ego boost.
Yellow hands finally retreated. “We’re going to have to get you some new clothes. Yours are all torn.”
“That is…the least of our problems, Sun.”
They shrugged. “It’s an easy one to fix.” They turned and began to make their way to the door. “I’ll see you later okay? Don’t get into any trouble now that you can stand.” The mini flipped a much less lonely bird as the door clanged shut and he was left in the quiet room alone. The smaller watched the door for a moment, still feeling the warmth of that yellow hand.
Sun would never hurt him.
He would never have to fear for his life with them.
And maybe, just maybe, it was nice to be touched so gently after all he’d done to deserve the opposite. Maybe you’d never hear him say it but he liked when Sun acted like he was important, like he was someone worth touching so gently. Maybe he liked feeling like this past of jagged words and dug in claws didn’t have to define the future.
Maybe.
With a smirk he turned to get back to work himself.
Notes:
Ya'll I was scrolling tiktok and one of their videos popped up on my for you page and they recognized me as the author of Tiny Alterations! My profile pic isn't the same on Tiktok but my name is pretty similar so I never thought I'd be recognized! Made my week and then some I SWEAR!
Anyway, Sun's okay! Depressed, but that ain't nothing new. I would like to point out that there's no real shipping going on, at least that's not my intent when writing it. You can read it however you like, just know that it won't mean much 'cause that's not the intent.
Chapter 39: 39
Notes:
Ayo look, another chapter with no TW that I know of. Just a couple of violence codes having a chat.
Chapters may slow down as life happens but as usual I will try.
Away we go!
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Chapter Text
"Hey, uh,”
He paused, still horrible at starting conversations that should hold any real weight to them. Hazard and Harvest turned to give him their full attention, their heads mirrored in a tilt.
It was late and the world had gone dark again. Sun and Lunar slept together in the bed, the older wrapped around the younger to ward off nightmares since Spigot had been left at home. Eclipse was still up, of course, working on the calculations and sketches he’d pitch later. The twins had separated sometime during the day and were currently on the floor near the desk, keeping watch while their stars slept.
Obviously Moon had noticed Sun’s mental dip and figured it was from the fight. They’d apparently tried to act like everything was normal (possibly to “cheer him up”) but with their own mental state declining “normal” was quickly becoming “dangerous.” They’d been angry that Sun wouldn’t just explain what was wrong and now both the twins and the daylight attendant were convinced the night themed bot would be pissed once he’d figured out that their siblings' depression just up and vanished overnight.
So Hazard and Harvest stood watch, ready to deter any threat while also giving the mini the perfect opportunity to talk to them.
If he could figure out how to stop being so awkward.
A small sigh. "you listened to me? When I told you to go help Sun?"
The bleeding pair looked back at him with confusion before nodding like it was the most natural thing in the world to do. The mini sighed again, figuring it would be better to be blunt.
"Why? I'm not one of your stars. You hated me only a couple weeks ago, why would you listen now?"
The pair looked at each other and grinned.
"We were not your fools this time. You did not see us as tools." Harvest said matter-of-factly. That made Eclipse pause.
"If you see us as a guard, listening to you will not be that hard. It is when you fall back into old habits that our trust is left marred." Hazard agreed as they brought one hand to their mouth to chew on. The nanites slipped out of the way of each other so no sound was made, but they continued anyway. The smaller stared at them.
"You listened to me...because I told you to go help Sun...even though it could have meant dying?" He said, sounding incredulous.
Was that really all it took? Maybe not back then, their minds would have been completely consumed by the violence code then, but now? This whole time he could have been asking them to do things and they would have listened, so long as it was a question?
No, not a question. A request.
Not a command.
A request.
But he hadn’t requested they go help Sun then. It had absolutely, without a doubt, been a command then. The same kind he used to give and they’d laugh off. The same kind Killcode would give and they’d only follow if it suited their bloodthirst at the time. So what changed? Them? Him? Both?
The twins laughed aloud before quickly covering their mouths, watching Sun and Lunar shift in the bed behind them. They’d chosen to sleep here rather than try to go home and possibly get into an altercation with Moon. When they'd settled down, the twins looked back.
"It's called being selfless. And it's the thing we try to keep alive in the stars we deem helpless." Hazard smirked, barely containing his hissing chuckles behind the hand still in his mouth.
Oh.
That was…really simple.
They’d listened because he’d acted like Sun.
Like one of their stars.
"It's alright." Harvest snickered quietly. "It too took us a long time to figure out, what with our lives being built on one big fight."
Eclipse stood, wobbly and still unused to these new undamaged legs, and hobbled to the edge of the desk. He put his hands on his hips, glaring at the still grinning pair. He could look much more “intimidating” when he wasn’t moving and showing off just how crippled he still currently was.
"You're telling me that as long as I don't tell you to kill people again, you'll listen? Like with Sun? Even though it's me?"
Their grins widened further, stretching so wildly across their face the violent offshoot could see every single sharp tooth even despite the darkness. Their eyes stained them with shades of pink that made it look like they'd recently come back from a successful hunt.
Harvest scooted just a bit closer to the desk, one clawed hand still holding onto their brother.
"We'll heed your word even if killing is what you want us to do. If to feel safe, to keep yourself from harm, we as your guard will gladly be your killing charm."
"So long as lights of yellow and blue stay out of your sight, it's alright." Hazard's tongue lolled from his mouth as he backed up his brother's words, but this time the fear that normally shot though the tiny offshoots body didn't go off. Later he'd really be able to think about it, but he didn't think for even a moment that tongue would hurt him again. Even the grin that tore their faces in two should have scared him, but they didn't.
Just like Sun and Lunar, he was safe with them.
"Perhaps you'll be more willing to snuff the lights of those that would take their lives.” Hazard remarked gleefully. The thought of committing acts of violence clearly an entertaining one in their minds. “If you want to protect them like we do, you will command what our daylight does not have the heart to."
There was a moment of silence while Eclipse took this in.
Command what Sun didn’t have the heart to.
“Well you’re able to protect him from Moon so I doubt you really need me to let you do anything violent. Maybe something homicidal, but still.” He remarked, waving a hand and turning back to go back to his spot. Standing for too long was tiring and he wasn’t willing to test his luck so close to the edge of the desk. At least not without someone nearby to catch his ass in the event he fell.
The twins snarled angrily, the first since Eclipse had returned.
“We are…not allowed to beat the nightlight into the ground.” Hazard said viciously before Harvest put a hand over their mouth. A quick glance showed Lunar raise his head just a bit at the sound before going right back to sleep. The mini code, meanwhile, had forgotten all about the wobble in his legs and turned right back to the twins. Their grins had faded quickly as their mood soured all at once.
“You’re telling me that even if Moon tries to hurt Sun or Lunar, you’re not allowed to pull him away?”
“For Baby Blue’s sake we’re allowed to do anything that does not leave a mark or end in a wake.” Harvest groaned quietly, trying to be mindful of the sleeping pair. “But for our Dawnbright…he doesn’t even wish us to be a body shield against the night’s might.”
The tiny offshoot rubbed his face before shooting a glance at Sun. With the desk's height he could see their sleeping face, the way their eyes looked tired even in the dark. The way their arms curled protectively around Lunar. The still damaged fingers twitched and sent pain up their arm even as they slept. It looked like a position they were used to sleeping in. It looked like they expected to be woken up at any minute to fighting, to something that needed to be run from and they were making sure Lunar would be brought with him in the event that happened.
Of course someone who never saw Bloodmoon as a weapon would put himself in harm's way for them. Of course someone who wanted everyone to be happy but himself would allow the animatronic that could tank anything Moon could dish out to hide behind him to avoid a wrath they would so gleefully step up to. It was clear Sun trusted Bloodmoon to protect them, especially Lunar, but it seemed he was still reluctant to ask that same level of protection for himself.
“What did you do against Moon then? When they fought last time?”
“Daylight could not stop us from stepping in between, but he was very upset we had to intervene.” Harvest sighed. They dragged their free hand down their face, claws digging into nanites that split and rippled in a rather creepy fashion.
“And that our child ward had to retrieve us to protect our hoard.” Hazard agreed.
“So Moon’s face isn’t mounted on the wall somewhere?” Eclipse asked sarcastically.
“Unfortunately.” Both twins hissed in venomous reply.
“Great.”
The tiny bot fell silent again as he thought for a minute. They were willing to listen to him, do everything he'd originally built them to do, so long as it meant Sun and Lunar and…and he himself would be okay. They were willing to listen so he could be protected, and so he could protect them.
"Deal."
Confusion once again overtook the raw anger in their faces as they turned back, probably from silently plotting how to end Moon’s life without Sun finding out. He grinned back at them now, one still full of sharp teeth but lacking the anger it once held.
“You help me mount Moon’s head if he tries anything and I’ll not only give you express permission, something I know you feel the need to have now that you actually care about Sun, but I’ll take any repercussions that may come from him because of it. Deal?”
They somehow smiled even wider than before in response.
“Deal!” They cried before once again remembering.
Sun and Lunar shifted, but slept on.
Eclipse snickered now.
“Good. Now quietly come over here, I have to show you what I’m working on because I’m probably going to need your help most of all.”
The pair moved closer and Eclipse whispered plans to them until the lights came on.
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They didn’t even wait for the day to begin.
Before the lights had even turned on in the ‘Plex Eclipse and a singular body Bloodmoon were already down in Parts and Service to scavenge supplies for the first of many inventions. There they found some spare nanites Monty had left over from building the twins new body, grey and dormant and ready for coding.
Perfect.
There weren't many of them, certainly not enough to make anything dangerous, but as a practice run in communication and teamwork they did just fine. It wasn’t the easiest task to start out. Eclipse had a habit of devolving into long, overly complicated instructions that had both twins getting frustrated and bored quickly. Meanwhile the bleeding pair had a habit of getting distracted easily, even during crucial steps, and having to be brought back to focus by Eclipse.
By the time they’d managed to move past those issues the ‘Plex was open for the day and it wasn’t long before humans and animatronics alike were coming and going on their way to do their daily tasks. The trio managed to stay in one of the rooms toward the corner of P&S, but Bloodmoon’s bright colors almost got them caught more than once.
Eventually the tide of people died down (mostly because the main animatronics maintained themselves outside of work hours so there was no need to do anything here) and they were free to work in peace again.
By midday they’d all managed to construct a small nanite spider that could hold its shape even after being squished. The smallest of them was quite pleased with it, even though its body alone was already the size of his chest and trying to carry it meant tripping over its goddamned legs. Still, it was the first creation he’d ever made at this size and that was pretty invigorating.
“Okay, do you remember that other thing I showed you before coming down here? Doesn’t matter if not I have it in my system.” Eclipse asked, looking down at his arm console as Bloodmoon took the spider with no problem and manifested a pocket to put it in. The giant body nodded, entertained by the new circumstances.
“We remember seeing it then but not knowing the where, when, or what it would do.” Their layered voices responded easily. “So what’s n-”
They stopped, perked up from their normal hunched stance, and listened for a minute. Noticing this, the mini looked up at them. They all paused for a minute and listened. For the smaller of them nothing could be heard, but it was clear the hunters were aware of someone coming toward Parts and Service. Though it was odd that they were so intent on this particular noise when people had been coming and going all day.
“Who?” Harvest’s lighter tone growled above Hazards.
What did it matter who? “What’s wrong? We haven’t been seen y-”
Bloodmoon snarled as they shifted to lean forward, like they couldn’t decide whether to be on two legs or four, and glared at the door. Nanites rippled in waves as they tried to decide who should take the pilot seat, whether they should get ready to talk or fight, before readying for a fight regardless. As they did the tiny violent offshoot stumbled back a couple steps and whirled to fully face the doorway and the large, clear window leading into the darkened hallway they were using to hide. Realization dawned like the growing light of day.
He’d only ever seen them act like this when Moon was mentioned.
Notes:
Shoutout to Ves_sel for the 'mounted face' bit. I've been wanting to use that for a while now. XD
Chapter 40: 40
Notes:
Late chapter today I am running behind!
TW for body horror
Maybe. It's just Bloodmoon shifting around since they can do that but i figured I'd warn just in case. I'm not actually sure what counts as body horror.
Chapters may slow down as i've finally been able to pick up more hours at work and doing my job must take precident over fanfic. Sadly.
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Chapter Text
“Shut up! He’ll hear you!” The mini snapped, waving one hand in a “knock it off” gesture.
The exit doors blew open and angry grumbling could be heard.
The twins just backed further into the room, eyes pinned to the door. “This room has been commandeered.” Both voices snarled in eerie unison. “We’ll leave until it’s been cleared.” They quieted when footsteps walked angrily forward, most likely stopping at the computer nearest the cylinder.
Fuck.
Eclipse looked at the hunched back of the larger body with wide eyes, fire sparking through fans that no longer stuttered or struggled. The doors or even the vents the twins tended to use were all past Moon and immediately in his vicinity, there was no way they were escaping without being seen. That is, if they didn’t decide to go against Sun’s word here and now and maul the asshole right here in Part’s and Service.
At least he’d be able to fix himself quickly.
That was probably a bad thing, come to think of it.
Suddenly and without any warning a red tipped hand shot from Bloodmoon’s back and snatched the mini offshoot before being followed by the deformed face of Hazard. The smaller stifled a small-because-he-throttled-it-yelp and watched one twin literally peel themselves away from the other until Hazard and Harvest stood together instead of Bloodmoon.
“Quiet.” The manic side growled, hunched and hiding behind his standing-tall brother as footsteps quickly walked over and an angry voice growled past the shadows.
“Get out.”
The tone was low, threatening in a way that would’ve absolutely worked on someone like Sun or hell, even Monty. Navy blue hands curled into fists at his sides making plastic scratch harshly against plastic. A single pupil rolled despite the fire burning in an orange chest.
Perfect!
Just great!
It was a kill code family reunion, even if Moon didn’t know it!
The body ahead stood straighter. “Fuck you, we have caused no riot.” Harvest’s voice growled right back. More steps sounded and Harvest backed up, keeping Hazard (and by proxy their ward) mostly behind them. Moon’s growling voice got closer and closer until the door swung open with a loud creaking.
Eclipse, held like a doll again but unable to care at the moment, slowly reached and peeked past one of the tails that decorated the back of Harvest’s clothes in both this form and their full body.
Moon stood in the doorway, arms crossed and a downright vicious look on his face as he glared into the more intelligent half’s eyes. Hazard too peeked out from behind their sibling, careful to keep their cargo hidden. They grinned widely, insanely, at the night themed attendant and did not back down.
Now why does this feel so oddly familiar…
“I don’t care what you were doing, I want you gone. Get the f*ck out.”
Their voice was lighter than when Killcode was in control and lacked the gravel. There was no toothy grin to be seen and even though it was clear the night was tired and angry only the socket of their eyes were blackened leaving still light blue pupils to glare at the red pair of murderers. Moon still didn’t have any different clothes (which was even weirder considering even Solar sported that shawl that had apparently been made by Sun to help differentiate the variants back when the other’s body was still expected to be orange), and in fact the normal outfit that now looked so out of place was dull and dirty. Clearly in the constant crusade against Bloodmoon and whatever fight (if any) he was putting up with Killcode left Moon without much time or energy to care for himself. Or to let Sun care for him.
“You do not control us. That is for our Little Blue and Daylight too, you know, the ones who’ve earned that trust? That dunce code of yours hasn’t forgotten, have you?” Hazard snickered with an absolutely audible smirk.
Moon snarled again and before Eclipse could even think to snicker along with them at the insult there was a loud CRACK! and Harvest’s head whipped to the right.
“Brother!” Hazard cried.
Already their free hand was reaching to grab the standing twins shoulder to steady them. The smaller craned his neck upward then tried to twist in Hazard’s grip to see if there was damage to their face. Their head was down, one hand raised to the impact site, but from this angle their face couldn’t be seen nor could any potential damage.
Why the fuck would he hit them?!
He’s finally lost his mind completely!
Moon can’t damage them!
Right?
Eclipse felt as Hazard’s hand tightened slightly before pausing and forcefully relaxing. He turned to try and get Harvest’s attention from where they still had their head down and froze at the sight of the rest of the room.
Something was now staining the walls.
Tiny dots splattered against the wall, the floor, and table where he’d been standing moments ago, brilliant red glittering in the light of the storage room they were in. A few slid down with long, thin trails left behind.
Blood.
Blood dripped glittering crimson down the wall. Spattered the metal table like rain. Lost its shine as the shadows of giants towered over the floor. Tiny fans stopped at the sight and the smallest of them looked up to see Moon smirking just past the quickly straightening red body. For a moment the world ground to a halt at the brand new pattern in the room.
For one terrifying, horrendous, soul-dropping moment, Eclipse thought that Harvest was bleeding.
Then the splatter shifted. As he watched the red color lost its shine, bleeding into a grey that was dull and almost indistinguishable from the grey wall and sense clicked back into place for the tiny.
Nanites.
The twins were made of nanites.
Nanites that could be disconnected from the whole and lose their color because of it. Moon had punched the more intelligent twin so hard their brighter red side lost machines and they’d splattered against the wall like some kind of murder mystery show.
Oh.
Shit.
Moon was gonna die.
Harvest, now fully upright, raised their hands like they were two seconds away from wrapping them around the nighttime attendants neck and throttling him. The smirk on the darker twin's face never faltered even as the more intelligent half of a killing machine snarled like the tiny had never heard before. An orange hand reached to grab the group of machines that made up one of their clothes tails, but he wasn’t sure they could even feel with the faux cloth.
I can’t say anything! I’ll be caught!
They need to put me down if they’re going to kill him!
I do not want to be a part of that fray!
“Go on, touch me. I dare you.” Moon snarked, unafraid in the same way Sun or Lunar would be. “Go on and do something so I can finally show Sun that it was a stupid idea to trust you.”
“Does the fact you’re alive right now not prove that if we’d wanted you dead we would have already made our move?” Harvest spat right back. “We are no one’s tools, if we did not want to follow our Daylight’s rules don’t you think we would have turned your corpse into jewels?"
“ Sure you would. You’re just playing the part so we’ll all lower our guard and you can help Killcode and Eclipse kill us all. Sun may be too much of a dense goody-two-shoes and Lunar’s too young to catch on, but I know better. You’ve only ever not killed someone because you were listening to someone else’s command.”
“Like your twin?! Keeping us from starting a fight you wouldn’t win?!” Harvest cried incredulously.
Moon frowned, the smirk falling from his face for a moment. “Nobody listens to Sun, especially not about important life-or-death things. I love my brother, but I know he can’t handle a weapon like you unless someone is allowing him to. There is no way he’s the reason you’re not rampaging around town right now. Or the reason you haven’t killed me already. So someone else must be.”
Harvest snarled and buried their face in their hands in clear disbelief.
Hazard scoffed. “‘I love my brother’ he says while chalking up their wins to another and their whims. Some twins.”
“Yeah because being good twins means wiping out whole towns huh? I’m trying to protect him from you, and Eclipse, and everyone else I’ve had the displeasure of meeting. But he won’t just believe me so I have to show him proof.” Moon crossed his arms and puffed out an oddly battered chest. His stance was confident and cocky even as Harvest’s hands twitched repeatedly at the thought of wringing his neck. The frown was long gone. “So go on. Try me. ”
Eclipse grimaced from his spot. Did Moon really think Sun’s words held so little sway? Of course he did. How arrogant can you be? How blind to the nature of Sun’s relationship to them did you have to be to think that Sun was only using them the same way he ha-
Wait…
Oh.
Oh that sounded familiar, actually.
Focus! There’s no time for your self pity now!
The smaller looked up and tried to shove those thoughts to the back of his mind for now. He winced when he saw Hazard’s hand had dug into their sibling's shoulder. Where nanites should have flowed easily out of the way of each other like they always did, where red should have rippled like water to avoid the sharpened digits, instead came the tiny crackle of dozens, if not hundreds, of machines falling victim to the crushing grip.
It should have hurt.
But Harvest didn’t seem to care.
“ We are the reason that violent father-figure facade is kept at bay you vainglorious, one shot, washed out, small brained peacock!” Harvest cried, throwing their arms in the air as Hazard devolved into rough, cackling laughter that also helped to hide Eclipses’ own tiny entertained wheeze. “We don’t care what your perceived intelligence has to say!”
Okay, he absolutely picked up that wheeze from Sun, but who could blame him? That was funny despite the roiling anger in the room. Moon puffed up more at the insult. “Oh yeah, because I’m totally willing to believe you off all people when it comes to controlling the murder code in my head! You, a murder code based on the one in my head!”
“Your brothers do.” Hazard grinned from still mostly behind their other half.
Now Moon was the one to snarl and he reached toward the more human side. But, unlike Harvest, navy hands didn’t stop halfway and twitch with murderous intent. No, Moon fully grabbed one half of Bloodmoon by the neck and shoulder and tried to tear them away from the other half.
Harvest just planted their feet, nanites spreading into the floor to make them sturdier as they cackled harshly, barely raising their hands to stop the older from dragging sharpened fingers down their still stiff face and leaving jagged marks that should have healed instantly but refused to. Hazard growled and pressed closer to their twin, squishing his tiny cargo against the others back, but was stopped when their brother shot them a look. Eclipse knew what that look meant.
Not while you have him.
Hazard looked down, conflicted, but backed off enough to where he was only watching as the nighttime attendant tried to maul his brother. One hand stayed sunk into a red shoulder, probably the only reason neither of them had decided to just let loose, consequences be damned. Their red pupil was tiny in their darkened socket and despite their angry noises a grin still split their face in two. Lost as to what to do, Hazard began to chuckle along with their other half. Dark and heavy like how Killcode sounded down in that blasted bunker. Though even as they laughed it was clear they were both losing their collective minds at what was happening.
The smaller looked around, but there was nowhere for him to hide should he be put down. Especially since walking was still a massive hurdle at the moment.
Shit!
I have to do something!
Then Moon, dumb as he is, chimed in with a snarled smirk. “You two won’t be laughing when I vaporize you one at a time and spread your dust so far away from each other not even the wind will let you see each other again!”
Four eyes widened, met, then Hazard put their shoulder against Harvest’s back and pushed, trying to give their twin more leverage so they could escape. Red tipped claws lashed at navy and silver but softened before making contact as an agony took over Harvest’s own white pupil. Their smile never faltered, their laugh never broke, but their eyes suddenly burned with a painful need they weren’t allowed to fulfill.
The smaller knew they could break free if they wanted to. That technically none of this was actually painful to them as the violence code fed off of the pain and fear of themselves and others and turned it into euphoria. That same euphoria, that same violent urge, now begged them to end the life of someone who had the gall to even think they stood a chance against their might.
But a request the smaller knew was made not to prevent them from defending themselves, but to prevent Moon from dying by their hand made claws that could tear through skin and bone and metal alike soften, ease even as other claws failed to show them the same kindness.
Not a command.
A request.
One the mini orange body had never heard for himself but knew all the same because it had once been requested of him back then. Back before the bunker and the abandonment and this.
“Please don’t hurt my brother.”
And that blasted request tied their manic minds down. Forced chains that they chose to keep on to drown them at the bottom of that tide even as they laughed knowing that this was a fight they’d win they were too afraid to hurt the one who loved them. Who trusted everything he was and adored, Lunar, the daycare, the safety of his brother, to them.
They’d win the fight but were afraid to lose the war.
This war that Moon had convinced himself and them, maybe all of them, that they were still soldiers and tools in. A war the darker older bot failed to see was being slowly, quietly, won by the one he considered lesser.
Eclipse covered his mouth as red tipped fingers squeezed just like back in the theater. There were no cracking sounds, no pain this time, but it wouldn’t be long if Moon didn’t stop antagonizing them!
“Should have just left when I told you to! A**holes!” Moon cried.
They were both completely manic at this point, the code they’d been built with clearly trying to take over as they were barely holding on to a request Eclipse knew Sun made tying them like a dog in the yard. Barking and growling and lunging at the maximum length but unable to tear out the throat of whatever they deemed worthy of it.
Gotta do something!
Gotta do something!
Gotta do something!
I need to get their attention without letting Moon see me!
If this kept up both twins were going to lose their goddamned minds completely! Who knows what would happen then, with their violence code shattered but their minds no longer able to focus on a goal? Could they be dangerous? Could they be hurt? Something had to be done, but what? Eclipse was too damn small to do anything physical and trying to say something would spell the end for himself and everyone else, shattered code or not!
He just had to get their attention before their combined code gave up enti-
Wait…
Their code!
Newly intact eyes flashed with the images of the Parts and Service computer where he’d inspected for violence codes what felt like so long ago. When they were apart their code was cut in half, but they were always sharing information and that got stronger the closer they were to each other.
Especially when they were touching!
Eclipse looked up past shaking bodies and faux clothing and shifting red nanite bodies to see Hazard still had one hand firmly planted in Harvest’s shoulder.
Their codes would be intact.
Their codes would be sharing information now more than ever.
But how to get their attention? It’s not like it was as simple as just texting them, this little body wasn’t able to support a phone despite being able to support an entire animatronic. (The smallest of them suspected Moon had made that part of this spell to isolate whoever it fucked over, but wasn’t sure if that was possible. Then again, Golden was one powerful guy) So a text was out of the question unless…
Unless he could route it through Moon’s supercomputer and send it to Sun’s contact list in the laptop in that room!
The hand tightened again making Eclipse wheeze, but he lifted his arm and typed furiously into the console. After he hit send the room fell eerily quiet in an instant. All at once Harvest and Hazard stopped laughing and froze, their eyes suddenly trained into the distance rather than on the former daycare attendant. Seeing this made Moon pause, claws still half raked down Harvest’s chest, and turned to look too. But he wouldn’t be able to see the words that had popped into their view.
Permission to nonlethally defend yourselves granted.
Notes:
Well, that escalated quickly.
Also, side note, I'm getting worried this story is dragging even though I'm trying really hard to keep it engaging. I'm not going to just suddenly end it, but I may cut some things if people tell me it's getting too long or boring so let me know!
K bye!
Chapter 41: 41
Notes:
I'm fucking BACK BABY!
Moving is the bane of my existence and I never want to do it again. Imma have to eventually, but I don't want to.
But ignoring that! I'm so sorry I left you all on a cliffhanger, I couldn't help it. But! Now you get the blood twins beating up Moon so there's that.
TW for Depictions of injury. They're on Harvest so it's all nanites, but just in case. And as always let me know if I missed something! See you at the end notes!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“What are you looking a-”
Before the other violence code could finish his sentence the room erupted once more in a flurry of movement and manic laughter. Red hands disappeared from an orange body and Eclipse flailed as the ground rushed to meet him. Tiny hands felt fake fabric and dug in, suddenly grateful that Harvest was more solid than normal.
The body moved back and the smaller kicked out in a desperate attempt to not hit against the larger back and lose his grip. Somewhere in the room Moon grunted, then cried out loudly with an accompanying CRACK! that sounded like breaking glass.
The world was a flurry of red. Of growling and threats and violence that the smallest of them couldn’t see enough to counter. Tiny claws dug in between nanites that should have moved out of the way. No longer numb legs kicked in an effort to climb higher to somewhere less precarious. But then the body he dangled from jerked with sudden movement that dragged fake cloth from orange fingers.
Eclipse cursed and scrambled to grab something, anything, as the ground rushed to meet him again.
“F*ck!!”
Thunk!
The crack of plastic hitting the floor and painful cursing was drowned out entirely by the giants fighting overhead. The mini look-alike groaned, blinked, and dragged himself to his hands and knees, mentally checking for injuries. Thankfully, falling from less than half of Harvest’s height was much better than falling from the full height and because he was intact now the only new damage was to his ego. And maybe some very minor cracks but honestly, after everything that happened beforehand, that was nothing.
Right… He thought to himself. This stupid spell makes me tougher.
Uneasily, he recalled how long he’d managed to stay conscious after being ripped to pieces in the theater. He remembered how hard Hazard had pressed on his body, how suddenly tiny fans bent and screamed until all he could do was wheeze.
No, a fall might break an arm or a leg again, maybe even his neck if he landed perfectly wrong, but just falling wasn’t going to end his life anymore. More than likely, as long as he was in one piece, it would take someone deliberately trying to kill him now. Which was good, mostly because it meant surviving the world at large (heh) was much easier than originally thought, but it also meant that he could hurt a lot more before it became an actual problem.
Rumbling through the floor snapped a small head upward just in time to see a mass of red and pink and blue and white writhing against the glass wall of the storage room. Giant, jagged cracks now decorated the glass behind the mass of colors and Moon’s face peeked half-hidden behind Harvest’s head as he fought to free himself from their grip. One red hand pinned a less sharp blue while their other arm had his neck pinned to the wall. Hazard was lower, holding the other arm and pinning the rest of the former nighttime attendants body to keep him from kicking their brother.
Moon tried to wedge the bottom of his face in between the arm against his neck, eyes raking across the room as he tried to find a way to escape, and was only stopped from seeing Eclipse by Harvest putting more weight into their pin.
“Get off me you freaks! If you f*cking kill me Sun will know who did it! You’re the only ones who can!” Moon screamed with the same fire that burned through Eclipse when he was in danger. When he wanted to protect himself. When he’d said those same words to Lunar back in that room. The intelligent twin growled and snarled, his own animalistic noises that still sounded so much more human than when Killcode was in control.
He lunged, trying to get out of their grip, but they just laughed and red claws dragged navy metal and plastic back to where he began.
The smallest of them groaned, but looked around. He didn’t want to be out in the open when and if the angry code got free.
I have to hide.
He can’t see me.
I have to move.
From this close to the floor Eclipse could still see the splatter from earlier, now just a few shades off of the same grey, and followed it even as the world around him rumbled with the fight that was hardly a fight. The splatter abruptly stopped when it hit the edge of the table they’d been working on before all of this. It wasn’t far and the underside had two sections, the top and a tray in the middle to hold tools within reach, and that tray was just high enough that with his new bendy rays he’d be able to fit.
It would work fine until things calmed down.
Pushing through the brand new ache in his endo, Eclipse got up one wobbly leg at a time. Using the wall as a support he was able to turn and put one foot ahead of the other. All that standing earlier to build was tiring enough but between that and the current fearful fire and legs that still weren’t used to moving quickly the tiny offshoot was tired. Still, with one foot after the other, he made his way clumsily into the dark shelter of the workbench where he collapsed.
Fuck that was harder than it should have been!
But at least he was safe here.
Safe enough to peek from the hiding spot and see what the twins were doing.
Moon had been thoroughly pinned at this point and was shouting censored profanities and threats at the pair, but neither Harvest nor Hazard seemed to mind. They were still laughing manically and once it became clear the nighttime twin was well and truly stuck Harvest looked down at their brother as their laugh turned to a cackle.
Hazard nodded as though telepathically understanding something. The more animalistic side of Bloodmoon took the arm they still gripped in one hand, brought it to their mouth, and chomped!
Moon screamed and tried to rip his hand away but Hazard’s teeth, normally so fluid, refused to lose their shape and release him.
“What’s wrong Light Dimmer? Not one to be violent when we refuse to be silent? You’re lucky we’re not allowed to make you dinner!” Harvest cried as they enjoyed every pained and angry wiggle from the older code.
“I’ll tell Sun!” Moon cried but it lacked much of the smirk from earlier. “This is exactly the proof I need to make him understand! You know that!”
“Then we’ll face our Light’s strikes, since you don’t even believe he holds our rights.” Harvest snarled even as their smile split their face wider. They leaned in closer, watching Moon’s pupils shrink. “Your continued existence is based on our Starlight’s insistence. And this?” They tilted their head and Hazard worried the blue and silver arm like a dog with a bone, pleased as can be. Moon grunted and groaned, but wasn’t able to make much sound when his voice box was being pressed into a souvenir coin. “Is our display of resistance against the code you now heed no matter its bite or hiss.”
And then, seemingly without any signs, both twins stepped away. Hazard spit out the arm and moved backwards and behind Harvest. They both stood there, staring as Moon hunched over and held his arm close. Blackened oil stained already ragged pants as the dimmer twin looked up and glared.
Harvest leaned down just a bit while Hazard dug sharpened claws into their leg and hip, as though they expected their brother to up and vanish on them.
“Make no mistake,” The more intelligent half rumbled in a dangerous tone. “threaten my other again and, our Stars command be damned, your torment will be lasting and grand.”
Moon looked up at them and for a moment, past all the fire and anger and pain, there was fear as the scientist realized just how close to losing this fight he was. Without another word or grumble he got up, walked past the cracked glass wall, and out of Part’s and Service.
Eclipse sighed in relief.
Honestly he wasn’t necessarily going to stop Bloodmoon had they actually decided to mount Moon’s faceplate on the wall like they’d been wanting. Hell, he would have lied to Sun’s face that his brother had finally lost his marbles and had attacked the violent pair with enough intent that it warranted lethal force. It wouldn’t have even been too far from the truth either.
But now he didn’t need to.
Which was only slightly disappointing. Now he didn’t have to watch Sun grieve for a sibling that barely cared about him, that seemed to think him nothing more than a crash test dummy, but that also meant there was now more opportunities for that to happen with that fucker being alive.
Well…nothing to be done but catch up to Sun before Moon could spin whatever tale he wan-
Eclipse jumped, startled, when Harvest abruptly dropped to their knees. Their hands came up to their face to drag jagged lines that refused to heal while their sibling, too lost in their own animalistic mind, whined desperately and tried to pull Harvest into their arms. The more human side was still laughing, but there was something painful in it now, like they were trying to stop but couldn’t.
The mini code crawled out from beneath the table and used the midsection to haul himself to his feet, fully intending on walking over to the pair, but hesitated. Were they dangerous to him like this? They’d managed not to kill Moon in this frenzy, but even one powerful strike would shatter this tiny body all over again and he’d be back to square one, at least until he could get back to Solar for another extended period of time.
It would be safer to wait out whatever episode this was.
But then Harvest sucked in a breath.
But then manic laughter heaved from their body like a sob.
But then Hazard whined again, louder and more high pitched than before, and buried his face into the back of his brother's neck like was trying to crawl underneath his skin.
But then something lurched violently in an orange chest.
Wobbly, no-longer-damaged legs stumbled forward and as tiny hands let go of the midsection of the table a tiny body fell forward and got back up just as quickly. Tired metal and plastic moved one in front of the other, stumbling more and more as they tried to pick up speed until that stumble turned into a stagger and that stagger into a full blown run.
It wasn’t graceful or even steady by any means, but it was a run nonetheless.
“Hey! Hey knock it off! What’s wrong?” Eclipse cried as he finally reached one massive red body. The tiny violence code stumbled up to Harvest’s curled up form to put one hand on their leg. Half to steady himself and half to actually get their attention. Instead, Hazard perked at the sound of the small voice, but when they looked over their expression grew angry again. They snarled and made the motion to climb over Harvest to get to him.
Shit! The darker offshoot thought. He doesn’t fucking recognize me!
But he didn’t try to leave Harvest.
That fire was burning in his chest again even as he watched someone he’d come to trust advance with the intent to cause him harm.
Moon riled them up too much!
Moon riled up that code too much!
Now all Hazard could see was that their sibling was distraught and some tiny little spec was yelling at them in the same room they’d just been attacked!
“I’m not afraid of you!” He yelled, annoyance dripping from his tone.
It was a lie, he was terrified . Terrified of the power he knew they held over his life, terrified of the pain he knew they could inflict, terrified that in their madness they wouldn’t remember he was one of the people they cared about enough to risk being attacked for.
He was terrified they saw him as a threat.
But still he stood his ground.
They weren’t getting rid of him that easily.
The little one stood straighter, chest puffed out even as his body shook from leftover fire and fear and exhaustion. One pupil and one white pool glared into duel eyes as he dared the larger to do something and prayed they wouldn’t.
I’m not Moon.
Please, you have to remember me!
Hazard paused as something flashed in his eyes. Half his body was over Harvest’s now, arms braced on their siblings back and head stretched to see the presumed intruder. Their red pupil was fuzzy, small in their anger but also seemed to be bleeding across the blackened socket as Eclipse watched. The star in their other socket stayed the same, but shined like a flashlight with its pink hue. Teeth the size of his head snapped together and almost made him jump back as red tipped claws he felt safe being held by not a couple hours ago curled, ready to help them leap over their living barrier and maul him.
Tiny, undamaged fans sucked in a breath for themselves and glared into those eyes.
“I’m not going to hurt him.” He said, calm despite the tremble in his endoskeleton. “It’s me you idiot, who else do you know that's this size and snarky?”
Harvest heaved another sob and Eclipse looked over. It was a stupid thing to do with something so dangerous looming above him, but he couldn’t help it. That heavy, sitting something in his chest was back, but this time he knew it wasn’t guilt. It wasn’t his fault Moon was cocky enough to attack them, it wasn’t his fault the twins chose to heed a command that was never truly given, but still something weighed the little body down the same way it had so long ago when he’d looked into empty white pools and saw nothing. That desperate feeling of please stop he’d noticed with Sun.
Hazard too looked over for just a millisecond before turning their attention back to the tiny. Then, to the fiery codes absolute, undying relief they raised themselves back up before moving back to their original spot next to their sibling.
Somehow, someway, through the animal mind and the shattered violence code, he’d been recognized.
Thank God!
Through the wobble in his legs that was absolutely more pronounced than before he turned and made his way carefully to where Harvest’s head was, still down and covered in their hands. From so close he could still hear them laughing softly, but it was weaker and still sounded forced, like they were physically unable to stop.
Honestly? They probably weren’t. The euphoria the violence code created, even while shattered, was probably enough to override almost every other function. It was an act of God that either of them had been able to restrain themselves from doing much more than leaving some teeth marks in Moon’s arm.
If they moved now, they’d both lose it.
Shattered code be damned.
“Harvest? Can you hear me? Moon’s gone, we have to go find Sun before he spins some bullsh*t about you attacking him unprovoked.”
One half of Bloodmoon raised their head, just a bit, and Eclipse winced at the sight.
Being a shield had really done a number on them. Jagged, deep gashes tore across the smarter halves face. Strings of nanites clung together as they fell in ribbons, dangling like flesh off bone. Blue and red claws alike had crushed and cut microscopic machines into nothing, leaving only the oil they’d once carried to drip and stain across their companion machines that still lived. And that was just their face, their chest had borne the brunt of the first couple of attacks, though he couldn’t see much of it from their hunched position.
They should be healing.
Why weren’t they healing?
Harvest laughed, a strained, painful sound. “We…we hurt the night…to our Day…”
“He attacked you. Threatened to separate you two for good.” Eclipse said firmly. “If Sun has a problem with that then I’ll be sure to give him a piece of my mind, but something tells me he won’t mind as much as you think.” He ducked as one of the flayed ribbons got closer to his ray. “Why aren’t you healing? Why can’t Hazard combine? He didn’t do anything to you, did he?”
The damaged half lowered their head just a bit. “If…if the proof is not there…why would our Light bother to care?” They laughed. “Then again, this is normally our burden to share. Bright doesn’t know this isn’t rare, we’ve just never had permission to even dare…”
The darker offshoot frowned, eyes widening up at the larger.
“You haven’t told Sun that Moon attacks you?! This isn’t the first time he’s done it?! How the hell is he still alive?!”
Harvest grumbled and sat up, leaning into their sibling who was all too happy to hold them close. While Hazard nuzzled into their neck, ignoring how they’d wrapped their arms around their siblings shoulders and therefore directly across the flayed lines cutting through their chest, Harvest spoke.
“We are never…truly hurt by anything he does. At least, nothing that we can’t easily revert. So there was no need to make such an advert. But this time…”
Hazard held tighter, growling as Harvest leaned closer.
“This time we fought back. And he was always so sure we’d crack, that Sun would…that once he learnt we snapped…”
Then they’d be a villain all over again.
Then Sun would see that they were still controlled by their urges, by the need to break from that leash and do as they pleased in a world where almost no one could stop them. Eclipse knew that wasn’t the case, knew just from watching them, from seeing them spare the person who hurt them, that the daylight attendant would understand if they were simply defending themselves.
As if Sun would want Moon hurting anyone but Sun himself.
An idea came to mind making the smallest of them sigh. “Do you want to see a picture Lunar took?”
At this, both heads turned.
A couple taps at an arm console later and both twins perked, eyes distant as they took in the message flashing in front of their eyes. First one chuckled, then the other, until both twins couldn’t help but look at him and break down in full blown laughter. Eclipse huffed and crossed his arms, pleased that was something that could be done now, and rolled the only eye that could show it.
“Yeah yeah yeah, laugh it up. I thought Lunar was going to Solar to have him kill me, so I wasn’t exactly in the best mood. I told him to take a picture, sarcastically mind you, and he did it literally to spite me. Little b*astard.” A shake of his head. “I know where he got it from, but d*mn is it annoying when it’s used against me.”
The little one looked back up at them. Harvest’s mania had subsided considerably with the distraction and as he watched nanites were pulling themselves back together. They climbed over each other, reached for each other, letting the horrible injuries stitch themselves back together like thread on a beloved doll. Hazard’s eyes had returned to normal, the red no longer bleeding into the black and the star easing its violent glow. They were both clearly tired after having been so riled up. After having to fight the urge to be as they were, but they were alright for now.
“Why show us then? Just so we wouldn’t try to maul the night again?” Hazard snickered, the growl from earlier still there but no longer overtaking their ability to speak. Orange and black shoulders shrugged.
“Good, you can speak again. And no, actually, it was to point out that you should remember how I got broken in the first place.”
Their grins faded, turning quickly to confusion rather than anger or sadness. Thank god. He gestured vaguely at the door Moon left through. “Sun walked in on you trying to kill me. Not even trying, just waiting to kill me. He knows what you are and he knows that if he asks you something, you’ll do it. That’s why I’m alive, isn’t it?”
Wobbly legs finally gave up causing the exhausted little to sink to the ground. The rush of fire and fear was gone, the lurching stone that filled the tiny body with the need to make Bloodmoon act like themselves again was lifting the more he talked and for now everything was…well, safe enough. It wasn’t okay, and they’d have to get up and move here rather quickly if they were going to find the brighter of the two twins before the angry night darkened yet another doorway, but that would have to wait for now.
Bloodmoon wasn’t a tool anymore.
Bloodmoon wasn’t a weapon anymore.
And it seems they too had forgotten that.
“Sun knows that if you bit Moon, if you attacked him and didn’t kill him, then he deserved it. Just tell the jolly idiot the truth and he’ll believe you. Hell, he’d believe you even if you lied.” Eclipse raised his head and then his arms gesturing for them to lift him up. “Now come on, we have to find him first.”
The twins looked at each other, eyes no longer manic and bodies no longer torn, then Hazard leaned forward and collapsed into Harvest, their bodies losing shape for a moment before reforming into the singular Bloodmoon. They grinned, something far less manic than normal but now holding so much of that confidence they share, and reached to scoop the tiny code into their hands.
“Great.” The still-sometimes-violent offshoot said. “Let’s go find Sun.”
Notes:
Honestly Idk how much I like this chapter, but I really wanted to show how hard it is for Bloodmoon to actually listen to Sun while still being the violent creatures they are. They want to make Sun happy but oh MAN is it hard when everything in their nature says they should just deal with a problem quickly. Idk if I portrayed that well, but I damn well tried. It was also an excuse to show off that even with their violence codes shattered, it's not technically impossible for them to get violent with those they love if they get riled up enough. An angry dog will bite any hand, even one it likes after a while.
Moon meanwhile is either insane or dumb (or both) because who the hell pokes a bear with a stick and then gets upset when they get mauled?
Chapter 42: 42
Notes:
TW for violence and depictions of injury
(Bloodmoon and Moon are in the same room what did you expect? XD)
Anybody know the phrase snitches get stiches by chance? Yeah, they should probably warn Moon. Or don't.
And away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Finding Sun” turned out to mean careening toward the daycare because Lunar had called the bleeding twins on their phone, crying about how Moon had angrily stormed in and demanded to know where the brighter of them was. Of course the child caved immediately and told him they were in the theater cleaning up, so now the violent trio (duo?) was making their way back at top speed.
Top speed being Hazard in the pilot seat and the Bloodmoon body crawling on all fours across the roof of the ‘Plex with the tiny bot in their pocket.
Joy of joys.
Lunar was there to meet them at the doors, pointing frantically toward the lower entrance to the theater. Bloodmoon paused in front of the child just long enough to place their doll-sized cargo into little blue hands before practically throwing themselves in that direction. Eclipse sighed and leaned against the younger code's chest for a moment.
He was tired.
Thankfully not tired in a depressed way this time, but exhausted. Every inch of wire and every iota of metal felt like a fifty pound weight was dragging along the ground.
But Lunar was crying and huddling near the security desk.
But even from this far away angry voices could be heard from the theater.
But it wasn’t safe to rest yet.
So the tiny offshoot sat straight and craned his neck to see multicolored eyes awash with tears.
“Are Moon and Monty still friends?”
Lunar paused, fear turning into confusion, and nodded. “I-I don’t think Monty kn-knows…knows how mean he…he gets so they’re sti-still friends. Why?”
The smaller pointed toward the theater doors. “I need to be in there so I can give Bloodmoon permission to defend Sun if need be. They won’t do it by themselves and Moon’s already attacked them once.” Lunar’s eyes widened at that but he quickly continued. “I need you to open the door for me so I can slip inside and then go hide and call Monty. Rat that b*stard out.”
“But what about you? If I put you down somewhere won’t you be trapped?” The child sniffled.
“No, uh, before they got attacked Bloodmoon was trying to help me walk again. I’m not fast, but I can get where I need to as long as I’m out of sight.” Eclipse glanced away, deciding to refrain from telling the younger of the brothers that ‘walking practice’ had been because of their guards' own mental instability and subsequent breakdown.
Teary eyes looked to where the yelling was coming from.
“And…calling Monty will make him stop?”
“Calling Monty will at least mean the gator learns there’s something more wrong with his friend than usual. That a**hole wants to keep you safe at the very least so he’ll come running. Now get me over there, it sounds like the fight’s ramping up.”
A little head bobbled in determination and the pair quickly ran over to the large door on the lower level of the theater. The proximity sensors had it lifting even before the animatronic it was actually sensing was close. Lunar quickly kneeled and placed Eclipse on his feet before getting up and bolting away before the giant, loud metal door could alert the arguing pair to his presence.
Here goes nothing.
Or everything.
Who knows at this point?
Tiny fans sighed and exhausted legs stumbled forward until he was hidden by the shadows of the rows of seats. Fuck this place was familiar. The lights were dim, presumably because Sun was just finishing up cleaning and had been about to leave, and from here he could see the spot where Bloodmoon first shattered him. The carpet was clean of any oil now, the blackened stain that had almost marked his final resting place somehow lifted from the short carpet and washed away. How the brighter twin managed that one is anyone's guess, but it was nice to have one less reminder of how close to death he’d actually been. There was no evidence he’d ever been in the building, let alone dying so close to the place he’d once considered hell. For all anyone would have known, he was still in the bunker.
If he hadn’t begged for help that day…
Eclipse shook himself free of the thoughts. Later. There would be time for that later. Trembling orange hands held onto the supports of the theater seats as he leaned out just far enough to see. The stage sat down below just as it had that day, but this time there were three people standing in front of it. The colorful foam shapes had been tossed everywhere as Sun and Bloodmoon stood house right and Moon house left.
The fighting was louder here.
Sun stood in front of Bloodmoon, who was still down on all fours, with his hands raised placatingly toward his night themed twin. Moon, for his part, was holding his injured arm with his other hand and forcefully extending it toward Sun, clearly trying to show off the still bleeding damage to the appendage.
“Look what they did to me!” The dull twin roared angrily. “How can you stand in front of them right now?! They bit me, almost tore off my arm, and you’re defending them?!”
“Moon, please, I don’t think they did it on purpose! They’ve been here for months and only now did they decide to bite you but nothing else? That doesn’t make sense Moon! Please just tell me what happened so we can work this out!”
The night snarled angrily and the day immediately shrank into themselves. Bloodmoon answered with their own vicious sound and wrapped one clawed hand around a yellow arm. Thankfully, despite their renewed frenzy, it looked like the nanites were back to being smooth and yielded when they dug too hard into plastic casing.
“We did nothing wrong, you overgrown prawn!” Harvest’s mostly lighter tones yelled. “If we’d wanted you fucking gone, to hell where you belong, why do you think we would have withdrawn! Maybe for your brother's siren song?! You do not get to threaten our bond and then act like your love goes above and beyond!”
Their voices were warping, raising and lowering outside the normal ranges for either side of the manic murderer. Moon seemed surprised and looked at them briefly before turning his gaze back on Sun, who was now hugging himself in an attempt to calm down. The daylight half could be seen rattling in their casing even from here, but they still tried to stand in front of their guard.
“I don’t get what half that means, but Sun, come on, you can’t be serious right now! They attacked me just like I’ve been telling you they would! When will it be you next huh? Or Lunar?” Moon cried, clearly trying to ignore them. Eclipse wondered if he actually had no idea what the twins were saying or if he was just being a dick to make them angrier so they’d do something stupid in front of their light.
At that Bloodmoon partially lunged from behind Sun, stopping only because they’d knocked the daylight attendant off balance and paused to help him.
“You keep that name out of your mouth! We would never hurt our Little Mouse or the only one who ever brings light to that house! In that our Daylight has no doubts!”
Despite the absolutely terrifying mix of voices and octaves, Sun still backed a little bit closer to a red body. “I-I believe them. Please, can we calm down and get your arm fixed so we can talk about it? You’re bleeding Moon.”
Their voice was soft, whether that was from fear or from a genuine wish to see their sibling in one piece was unclear. Probably both, knowing the caretaker. They reached out again, pleading with the former genius to listen to reason, but Moon just growled and began to advance. Red claws dragged yellow and blue behind them in an instant and Sun put his hands over his mouth as the two violence codes screamed at each other. They snarled and snapped like animals as Bloodmoon rose back to a bipedal stance. They stayed hunched however, even while practically nose to nose with the other twin, making Moon literally look down at them in anger. Red and blue claws twitched at their respective colors sides, wanting so badly to dig into the other as they had minutes ago but too unwilling to make the first move in case it lent credence to their opponents words.
Eclipse grimaced, wishing he could stand with the red pair.
Fuck!
Hopefully Lunar wasn’t close by anymore!
Sun stood behind them, hands no longer covering his mouth and instead wrapped tightly around his two bottom-most rays. He watched the snarling violence codes with fear and guilt and shame in his eyes before violently yanking on the thin sheets of metal. The sound of the mechanisms complaining should have been loud enough to be heard from this distance, but they, like Sun’s pleading protests, were drowned out by the anger before him.
If Moon won’t leave, then they have to stall until Monty gets here!
Giving the two halves permission right now would only end with Sun caught in the middle, possibly being used as leverage by Moon to get Bloodmoon to back off, so something else had to be done. Something to show that only one side of the story was the real one without making it seem like Sun had the answer given to him.
What was it the twins said a minute ago…
Already a small orange arm was up, newly intact fingers flying across the screen as the yelling and growling grew angrier and angrier. Once the send button was hit the little animatronic offshoot turned back to see the results.
What does ‘threaten our bond’ mean?
Sun visibly winced as the notification popped into his view but then, as he read it, fear turned just enough into anger. He stepped forward, quiet and timid, and put a hand on his guard's shoulder.
Immediately the pair-in-one backed down and turned to look at him, awaiting his word.
“What did you mean when you said he ‘threatened our bond’ Bloody?” They asked, still quiet and timid, but now with a force that hadn’t been there before. The singular body grinned, wide and mischievous.
“Our lives he would rescind and then our dust he’d spread so far we’d never be together again. Even with the help of the wind.”
Moon’s eyes widened and had he been made of flesh and blood rather than plastic and metal Eclipse was sure he would have turned pale at those words. For a moment, he physically backed away from the trio of animatronics, damaged arm held close to his chest. Sun glared at him.
“You threatened to kill them. Worse, to separate them, and then got mad when they bit you for it? What did you think was going to happen when you poked the most bear-like animatronic we’ve ever known?”
Moon scoffed and the anger came back into his blue pupils. “And you believe them? Come on Sun, they’re liars! Of course they’d tell you that!”
At that the brighter twin sighed and fiddled with one of his sleeves. “Prove it then.”
“What?”
“Prove that they are lying to me. We’re recording through our eyes all the time Moon, remember? If they attacked you and you said that to make them stop, then show me the footage.”
The darker twin growled and looked away, knowing he was caught. His red counterpart smirked. “That’s not an idea we despise!” They exclaimed with what sounded like pride in their dual tones. “We’ll gladly show him your anger through our eyes, though it will certainly hurt your ‘good brother’ disguise!”
At this Moon snarled. “You think you’re so smart, don’t you Sunny?” Blue claws lashed out in a blink, grabbing Sun’s arm and pulling the daylight animatronic closer to the night. Sun resisted, trying to plant his feet into the carpet, but stumbled forward with the force of the yank that followed. “Believing some monster over your own br-AHHHHH!”
Eclipse couldn’t help the smile that bloomed on his face as Bloodmoon lunged forward and sank their teeth into an already damaged silver and navy arm and used it to physically drag Moon away from their star. The maddened genius screamed in pain and tried to tug his arm out of their mouth but, like a dog holding a stick it liked, they only clamped down harder and moved further until the older code had to give up and follow them lest he lose the arm entirely.
Would serve him right.
Just like it had for Eclipse.
Sun stumbled back holding the grabbed arm and the mini made a mental note to make sure there was no damage later.
“Bloody! Please spit him out! That’s enough!”
Not a command.
A request.
But one the pair-in-one begrudgingly obliged after a displeased huff through their new screaming toy. The daytime sighed after they returned to his side, grinning and oh-so-pleased with themselves and the violence they’d committed, before turning back to the now even more rattled animatronic.
“If you want to hurt them then I give them full permission to defend themselves. How far you take it knowing that is on you, brother.”
“You’d believe them over me?! You saw what they just did!” He roared and Sun shrank again, his eyes dulling even as he still stared. “I’m trying to help you! I’m trying to show you that they’re dangerous!”
“They weren’t the ones that made me hide in a bunker for a week. And they didn’t start this fight or the one before, you did. I’d say you’re the dangerous one here.” Sun said, quiet and lifeless like when Eclipse had first come here. Like invisible weights were being placed on his shoulders with every syllable he spoke to the one he loved and feared at the same time.
Moon stumbled back with blazing eyes and brand new holes bleeding brand new black, and whirled to stalk out of the theater. “Fine! F*cking be that way!”
And with that jester shoes stomped out of the theater.
Tiny fans dropped down a gear in relief.
Guess they hadn’t needed Monty after all.
Notes:
Sun is tired man. Somebody get this guy a blanket and some tea he fucking needs it.
I love writing feral Bloodmoon, it's my favorite.
Chapter 43: 43
Notes:
No TW that I can think of but of course if that needs to change let me know.
Why don't we all try to wind down some after all that fighting huh? Good for the mental state.
Away we go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Once Moon was sufficiently out of range and the remaining two (three?) began making their way up the ramp toward the hidden door, Eclipse was able to come out from beneath the chair and yell to get their attention. Once they’d realized he was actually in the theater with them and not just over a speaker or something everyone was quick to find and pick him up.
Sun, of course, fretted the most.
“What are you doing here?! How did you get here?! Are you okay?! How much did you see?!” He exclaimed in rapid fire. The smaller just held up his hands, leaned against a normally yellow chest and sighed, pleased that only the one he still hated had sustained any kind of injury.
“I’m fine. Speaking of, let me see your arm I know that f*cker doesn’t bother trying to curl his claws like Bloodmoon to avoid hurting people.” He said, turning to look at the still rumpled sleeve. Sun hemmed and hawed, but the smaller wouldn’t accept no for an answer and eventually was shown a, thankfully, fully intact arm.
Bloodmoon, walking alongside them, had also crossed their arms and seemed rather upset.
“If we’d left without, how did you plan to get about? You’re hardly stout as you are, one sniff of you from Moon and you’d be left with more than a scar! We will not lose a star because of your stubborn bar!” They chided, practically wagging their finger at him. It was mildly annoying, mostly given the fact that other people's entire existence hinged on them choosing to listen to someone or not, but the normally violent offshoot was willing to let it slide for now.
They’d been through enough today.
“I didn’t know if Sun was going to give you permission to maul him if things got dicey.” He remarked nonchalantly, making the aforementioned animatronic duck his head in embarrassment. “I didn’t get caught. Honestly, it’s almost like you people forget that I’m actually pretty good at not being seen. Normally.”
The pair huffed. “Well, we suppose. Though we meant for Lunar to take you to your abode.”
“You were with Lunar? Is he okay? I hope Moon didn’t scare him too badly.” Sun sighed, some of the weight coming back to their shoulders.
“They’re fine. They’ll be more fine once they see you’re okay too.” Eclipse said firmly as the poster door flew open.
Sure enough a small blue blur was the first thing they saw once back in the main area outside the twins rooms. Orange was passed to red and the younger code was picked up so they could all retreat to Sun’s room, weary of the day’s activities and ready to be free of the night’s anger. For the next couple hours things were quiet. Lunar colored quietly while the twins sat with Sun on the bed, content to remain there until their next hunting trip. Eclipse sat at the computer plotting their next creation.
It was nice.
Eventually it got late. Bloodmoon left for their usual hunt (something Eclipse still had yet to ask if it was actually hunting or just them burning energy before nightfall) and Lunar was getting ready for bed. Going home wasn’t exactly appealing after the day's events so the older had promised to try and go pack the more basic things once the daycare closed tomorrow. For now, holding onto Sun would have to do.
Which, apparently, it usually did. The kid hadn’t had a nightmare since Solar’s lab despite the lack of the favored reindeer, which the darker counterpart had yet to actually see.
Once the child was asleep and Bloodmoon had returned, Sun turned to look at them.
“How long has Moon been hurting you?”
Starry eyes widened as the pair balked, clearly not having anticipated being questioned. A tiny snicker and the silencing of silicon keys snapped them out of it enough for them to grin and shrug.
“‘Hurt’ is such a strong word for what he’d do.” Harvest’s voice said, somehow so much louder than Hazard’s despite being in the same body. Clearly someone was letting the other try to cover their asses. “Really our Golden Hue, it’s not worth looking into.”
Sun frowned, one hand resting on Lunar’s shoulder where the little one automatically faked the deep breathing of sleep. Brilliant rays that had barely moved since they got back (except their earlier retracting) twitched and clicked as they made a full rotation around a flat face. Orange snickered as he watched a violent psychopathic killer fidget under the almost disappointed gaze of one of their former victims.
“Tell me how long.”
Oh.
That was a command.
Not much of one. Their voice wobbled so much it still very much sounded like a plea rather than a statement. His tone was quiet, dull and lifeless, so it was hard to actually see it as anything but a desperate question, but the red body visibly crinkled in on themselves like a tin can under a hydraulic press.
They didn’t want to tell him.
They didn’t have to tell him.
But they did anyway.
“Right…after we returned from the bunker where we went to hunker? He did not like our interference, nor…our insistence on keeping up what he believes to be a jab at his existence. He believed we poisoned your mind to overthink his violence and said we should stay out of his business.” Red hands quickly waved dismissively. You could practically see the metaphorical sweat coming off them as they rapidly talked.
“B-But it’s fine! No damage we couldn’t realign so tattling seemed a waste of time! As long as we were there to let you and Lunar shine a tussle here and there we’d gladly sideline.” They stammered and now Eclipse was beginning to become confused and worried.
Why were they acting like this? Sure they had been hiding something, but surely Sun knew that they kept some things close to their chest, especially since the goody-two-shoes bot would probably faint hearing all the violent or terrible things they’d done, both of their own volition and as pawns to another.
“The uh, the only reason it escalated now is because of his premeditated plan to have us separated. It wasn’t-”
“I’m so sorry.”
Bloodmoon snapped their jaw shut and whined. Eclipse turned to see Sun staring with that same blank, lifeless expression they’d all managed to chase away earlier. The hand resting on Lunar’s shoulder was shaking hard enough that it had to be removed lest it wake the younger sibling. Their shoulders had slumped, seemingly without them noticing, and the room seemed to dim the lower they got. Still, Sun tried to smile at the pair.
“I had no idea I was letting him hurt you all this time.” He said quietly, robotically in a way that still sounded so wrong despite the metal and plastic that made him up. “And you let him, because I asked you to leave alone didn’t you? Because I asked you not to hurt him? I’m so sorry, Bloody.”
Ah.
No wonder this had been kept secret.
Sun blamed himself.
God dammit, of course he did!
The smallest of them grimaced. Everything about that pinned up smile felt wrong. Felt weird. Like it wasn’t Sun that was behind it but some other animatronic, some other entity altogether, that didn’t quite know what a smile was or when to use it. Then the normally bright animatronic stood, slow and careful not to wake the youngest, and turned to the door. Their posture was stiff and heavy, like they were freezing from the inside out.
The grimace turned to a frown as that same feeling from when he’d first seen those dead, dull eyes welled up in his chest. Bloodmoon was clearly upset by it too, nanite body spiking in different directions as their voices mixed, climbing over each other in an attempt to speak but only managing the same distressed, animalistic noises they’d made down in Part’s and Service back when Lunar found them.
“Well, as of now you have my full permission to defend yourself. I’m so sorry it took someone else to give you that permission, but I’m glad you brought it up now.” They began to walk toward the door, apparently not caring how loud it would be. “I’m going…to step out for a bit. Please watch over Lunar for me, wouldn’t you? He doesn’t have Spigot.”
No longer a command, however loose.
A request, lifeless but earnest.
Bloodmoon whined, high pitched and clearly distressed. Red tipped claws raked down nanite cheeks, splitting them open for just a moment before they stitched back together, thank god. They didn’t want him to leave. They clearly wanted to say something to make the obviously spiraling star ease but the sheer distress they were in, or maybe that they sensed from Sun, was keeping them from making coherent sentences anymore.
Again.
Bloodmoon was made to sense and instill fear, but misery is something that could distinguish the weak from the strong, at least in the moment. Misery dragged those who would normally fight into holes they couldn’t get out of, kept them from seeing themselves as worth fighting for. It wasn’t the most fun hunt when the prey was miserable, but misery was often quick to turn to terror as the doomed realized their fate and tried desperately to fight or flee from it.
With their hunters' mind they could tell their ward was fragile, was easy prey, and while normally they’d be chomping at the bit to end that life, to see that misery turn to fear and then drain to nothing, this was not someone they would ever do that to. They didn’t want the older to leave because there were other hunters out there, hunters so similar and so different to themselves, that would tear the daylight attendant limb from limb in this state. Whether that was metaphorical or not, it was clear the twins didn’t want to find out.
And Eclipse was inclined to agree.
Letting Sun leave while he was like this was asking for trouble. Asking for the husk they’d become to get themselves hurt, whether that be from the dangers the family already knew of or…
The smallest of them turned so he was facing the room and let out a sharp whistle that made the rapidly more manic pair turn to look at him. Even Sun paused for a moment before apparently talking himself out of wondering what that was about. An intact orange hand pointed at him.
“Keep him here.”
They perked, their body condensing back to normal as confusion overtook their minds. The smallest just pointed again and repeated himself, now with Sun actively walking out the door.
“Keep. Him. Here.”
Not a request.
A command.
And, unlike the brighter bot, his voice did not shake. The finger pointing toward the escaping counterpart did not tremble, did not falter. He, like his voice, was steady and lacked the growling or snarling of an ill-thought out decision.
And Bloodmoon obeyed.
The pair in one turned and ran, faux shoes never making a sound despite their speed, and snatched a blue covered arm just as the all-too-loud door began to close. One red hand slapped on the frame, preventing the door from moving like you would an elevator. Sun stopped and whirled in one motion, already trying to wrench his arm away. There was fear in those white pools before they registered who had stopped them and the fear melted into confusion and shame.
Red dragged yellow back into the room.
They were careful, of course they were, and thankfully Sun didn’t fight back even as the confusion grew.
Lunar lifted his head just a bit thanks to the rapid and loud opening and closing of the door, but when no other sounds were made quickly flopped back down and fell back into sleep. Everything happened quickly and quietly and for that Eclipse was more than a little grateful. He had no idea what he would have done if Sun had actually tried to force the twins off him, however unlikely that scenario was.
Said bleeding animatronic had wrapped themselves around their ward by now. Bodies split from one to two in an effort to ensure that escape was impossible, though it looked like escape was actually the furthest thing from the daylight attendant's mind. The confusion had washed some of the blank lifelessness from their face and as Harvest and Hazard rather than Bloodmoon split to hold him close some of that confusion turned warm.
“Hey,” The brighter said kindly. “I’ll be okay. Moon went home for the night so I’m safe here.”
“You’re not leaving, idiot.” Eclipse said flatly. “It’s not your fault they didn’t tell you about Moon. There was no need, in their eyes, to worry you about it. They’re fine.”
The warmth faded as the smallest of them spoke, earning a wince from the mini orange. “I let him hurt them Eclipse. They didn’t think I would give them permission and that let them be hurt when I wasn’t looking.”
“You told a violent, bloodthirsty murder code with no qualms about ending the lives of people they don’t even know for the fun of it to not maul your sibling. Oh no! You’re such a terrible person for thinking of your brother's wellbeing even when he won’t think about yours! The horror!” The tiny offshoot waved his hands dramatically with each sarcastically exclaimed word. “Blood-uh, both of you? Quit smothering him, he's not going anywhere.”
The twins peeled themselves (mostly) off the brighter body and contended themselves with just taking his arms hostage. Sun let them, clearly used to these shenanigans.
“Oh, if you need to call both of them, even if they’re apart, you can still call them Blo-wait, did they listen to you?” His head whipped back to look at the darker counterpart who blinked in surprise at the sudden joy in his tone. It swept away the dull lifelessness, the weight on his shoulders, and they beamed for reasons the little couldn’t quite comprehend.
“Uh, yeah they do that now. As long as I’m not expecting them to kill you.” He remarked, some of the deadpan lifting with the larger variants mood. Eclipse turned back to his keyboard, more secure that the worst of whatever could have just happened was over.
“Harvest, whichever one of you has that spider, I need it dropped in the portal. Quickly.” He paused but heard no footsteps. Sighing, he waved a hand. “He’s not going anywhere. And if he does I give you permission to hunt him down and bring him back. Now go drop the damn drone in while the portal’s open.”
“I’ll stay here I promise. Go on.”
This time the shuffle of fake shoes slid across the carpet and out the door. A beat of silence passed while tiny orange hands tapped at silicon keys and then the bed creaked, signaling that Sun had returned to his previous spot.
A moment passed.
Then another.
“I…really would have given them permission to protect themselves. I just didn’t want to give their kill code a chance to override them and kill my brother. I didn’t know the alternative was for them to just take it.”
The mini code shrugged. “You didn’t know if that code was intact or not. You made the right call for the time.” He laughed loudly before remembering someone was trying to sleep. “It’s…honestly insane how much they value your word. Even after threatening to separate them they still only bit him and let him go. That’s an awful lot of self control for those two.”
Another beat passed.
“I hurt them, Eclipse. Or…I let them…be hurt.”
The violent look-alike sighed, ready to launch into another deadpan rebuttal, when the door flew open and the computer pinged with a message about the portal closing. As he turned to look at the screen to make sure the little spider-like drone made it safely to its destination he could hear the twins shuffle toward the bed and flop down with a sigh. Then,
“No you didn’t.”
Satisfied that the drone would be fine, Eclipse turned to see Hazard and Harvest had returned and taken to leaning against Sun’s legs where he sat. Sun and one half of the red pair were both looking at Hazard as, to everyone’s surprise, they spoke again.
“To think it’s your fault when it isn’t….those are built on the words of ghouls. Of those that saw you as less. But you do not see us as your tools, as stepping stones in some grand plan to gain the upper hand. You see us, my brother and I, and want us to be freed from those we were forced to heed.” The normally less articulate of the pair looked up at one of their stars, eyes wide but pained. “As if we wouldn’t build flames to the sky with our lives for the one who fried those violent drives.”
They huddled closer, nanites beginning to melt across hard plastic that could not move like them.
“We are still us. A fight we’ll bite for you without fuss.”
Sun was frowning as he looked down at them, something more sad than angry, but when Hazard began to purr in his low tones and Harvest crooned in their higher ones he sighed, putting one hand on each of their heads. Lunar, hearing the loving sounds, turned in his sleep as though trying to get closer to them and ended up wrapping one little arm halfway around their older brother in the process.
The older smiled just a bit, unable to help himself.
“I just…I don’t want you to think you’re here to listen to me. To just do what I say. Moon always…ah…I-I-I know what it feels like to…not be in control of what you do. I know what it feels like to…have someone…stronger than you call the shots. And I know that's…that’s what you came from, that’s why you were how you were, but I…” He trailed off, head lowering as he did.
Now Harvest joined their other, eyes looking up at the daylight attendant as though he was the only thing in the room.
“We are at your beck and call for any brawl, any fall, anything at all. We are not your thralls, but it is because of you and Lunar Blue we’re able to walk these halls. We choose what we do and know you will not abuse our eternal dues.”
Harvest took the yellow hand from their head, their eyes sparking with anger upon remembering that one hand still had damaged fingers, and just held it. Red tipped claws curled lightly around unyielding yellow casing as they sighed. “We vowed to be your shield and sword, to protect and defend from anything you abhorred. Because here we’re adored.”
Sun sniffed quietly and his eyes, though still dull and downcast, shone just enough in the dim lights of the room.
“I’m not stronger than you, I know that. I’m not stronger than a lot of people. But I….I never want you two to think I just want you because you are strong. I never want to be the one to tell you to do anything you don’t want to because I don’t care if you’re stronger. I don’t care if you can take a hit, I don’t care about what you were built to be. I want you to feel loved and like you’re worth more than your strength and if that means I take the heat of Moon’s anger so you can stay behind me then I will.”
“He doesn’t want to be me.” Eclipse chimed in quietly from his spot on the desk.
For a moment, Sun raised his head and the look of distress bleeding across it made the smaller wave a newly intact hand dismissively.
“Which is a good thing. It made them like you more than me.” He lowered his hand and smirked at the larger body. “But they’re telling you they want to do this Sun. They want you to tell them to protect you because you’re not me. You never were. And they like that.”
He huffed.
“Plus, have you seen how much fun they have in a fight? It’s frankly stupid to not kill two birds with one stone. They don’t get hurt like you or I do, their bodies and minds won’t let them ever react in a normal fashion. What is traumatizing and painful to you or me is a walk in the park for these a**holes. They’re insane killing machines, Sun. You may not want to treat them as such, but that is what they are. And they like it.”
Because of course they did.
The twins' mindset had long ago stopped being strange. Stopped being something that was impossible to grasp for the tiny genius. Bloodmoon liked someone, and the world burned at their command. Simple, just like they were. No strings attached, no deals or caveats, just two violently insane bloodthirsty monsters who would do anything for those who light up the dull nothingness of their mindscape.
Huh. Eclipse thought to himself suddenly. When did that stop being strange?
Regardless, it had and as Sun looked at the red monsters that held him, really looked at them, the tiny code found that it didn’t really matter when that had become clear, just that it was now. Just in time to help someone who should have understood it so much sooner than he did.
Sun sighed deeply.
“Okay. Just…please try to keep it nonlethal? I don’t want to lose my brother because he’s too stubborn to stop.”
Eclipse crossed his arms and resisted the urge to grumble out loud. Stubborn was certainly a word for what he’d witnessed earlier.
Deranged
Violent
Arrogant
Nonsensical
Those were some more that came to mind. But the two halves of Bloodmoon didn’t care. They just curled closer, high and low voices carrying love Eclipse had never heard before coming here all around the room, and nodded through nanites melting from genuine trust rather than manic shackles.
“Whatever you want, Dawnbright.” Harvest crooned.
“Whatever you say, our Daylight.” Harvest rumbled.
It didn’t take long for the pair to fall asleep after that.
Notes:
Huh, I'm not sure that counts as winding down Sun. Actually, it looks like the opposite.
Oh well, at least Eclipse was there to put them back on track.
Chapter 44: 44
Notes:
No TW for this chapter that I can think of but, as always, let me know if that needs to change.
Hello hello! I've just gotten back from a long trip to my sisters wedding out of state and I am TIRED, as such chapters may slow down, but as usual I'll try. I also have an idea for a possible Deltarune story that may or may not be taking up my brain space so theres that too. Let me know if that's something any of you would like to see.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sun didn’t sleep.
The night wore on and he readjusted so that he, Lunar, and the twins could all be in the bed together (it was a squeeze but since the twins just slept on top of everyone like a second blanket they made it work) but he did not lay down. Honestly it took some nagging from the smaller to even make him plug himself into the wall so he’d be charged for the next day.
The smaller had sighed, but turned back to his work and let them be.
They used to get like this sometimes. Back when they’d shared a body and all Eclipse’s plans had relied on the celestial pair falling asleep and letting him (unknowingly at first) take control of the brighter half. Once the jig was up and it was clear there was another conscious inside Sun’s head, and one that wanted to hurt them no less, the caretaker had taken to staying up at all hours of the night.
At first it wasn’t even to stop the then-larger animatronics plans, it had just been because they were anxiety ridden about housing someone who wanted them dead in the same body and trying to sleep with that knowledge. It hadn’t gotten better when they’d both realized that sleeping was a golden opportunity for the violent offshoot to have his fun without being seen.
There were nights where the only reason Sun slept at all was because Eclipse had snatched control of the body while they were vaguely distracted and forced them into rest mode.
It hadn’t always worked.
But it was something.
Now, tiny and so much different from that code back then, he found himself wishing he could do that again, if only to make sure they were actually rested for tomorrow and not just on full battery.
There is a difference and it’s a big one!
Eventually tiny hands thwacked! the keyboard, only for the mini to be mildly disappointed when the silicon buttons wouldn’t make the banging sound he actually wanted. He turned and, with the inherited night vision from the dusk attendant, was able to see Sun staring into the ceiling. The tiny code sighed rather loudly for the quiet space.
“They meant what they said.” He remarked. “And I did too. They like protecting you Sun, you’re not taking advantage of them if they seek out that job.”
A small smile graced the larger animatronics face and Eclipse felt the embers of that earlier fire die even more at the life in the others face. “No, I know you both were telling the truth. It’s something else, just something stupid. Don’t worry about it.”
Eclipse narrowed his eyes, which didn’t really do him any favors in the dark.
That was Sun-speak for ‘something is weighing on my mind but I don’t want to be a burden so I’ll just stare holes into the wall instead.’
“Nuh-uh, you need to sleep so spit it out. I know you won’t stop thinking until you say it or distract yourself in the morning, so what is it?”
There was no real heat behind the words, more so just annoyance that something probably minor and completely worth forgetting about was taking up so much brain space in the larger bots mind that it was affecting his work, even though he should probably be asleep too.
Hey, at least the things keeping him up were useful!
Well, they would be.
At some point.
Shut up!
Sun smiled sheepishly but probably figured there was no way out of this as long as a child and a pair-in-one animal pinned him down. He brought one hand up to scratch at his chin, forgot the fingers were still damaged, then switched to the other hand. Tiny rays click-click-clicked! as a mental reminder was made to get those fixed after the daycare closed at some point. They might even be able to do something about the almost invisible cracks that still permeated that normally cheery face.
“I, uh, used to be scared of Bloody.” They said quietly. “But back in…back in the theater? I think I was more scared of Moon.”
Oh…
Maybe this was a bit more important (at least to Sun) than Eclipse had originally thought. Sun waved a hand as though he could swat the words out of the air. “B-But that’s silly right? Moon loves me, i-it’s just Killcode making him violent isn’t it? But I mean…Bloody’s a kill code too and I’m not…not scared of them anymore. I’d prefer them, actually, if I had to choose. At least if they’re the ones hurting me it’s been done b…”
The oldest bot trailed off.
“Like I said. Stupid.”
The room fell silent.
Eclipse tugged lightly at a ray, careful to keep his claws from piercing the new softer material. He wasn’t any good at comforting people, just fucking look at what happened whenever Lunar needed consoling. The first time had been when the kid was trying to kill him and he’d egged them on and the second was when they had just seen a corpse that looked like their brother. Hell, he was even bad at trying to comfort Bloodmoon and they didn’t have an actual fear response anymore! Not now that they knew they were fully in control of their codes.
So, like any good genius faced with emotions, he panicked.
“Probably because your brother’s a b*tch who thinks the world revolves around him just because he jumps into things he doesn’t understand fully. Just enough to look smart.” He deadpanned as a hand met his face and slid down.
To anyone else it looked like he was exasperated by Sun’s idiocy. To himself he was reeling at having just said the stupidest and most not comforting thing on the planet besides go jump off a bridge.
Fuck he’s bad at this!
Pivot the fucking topic idiot!
“Wait, hold on,” He said, interrupting himself with zero grace. “how did you get to trusting Bloodmoon so much? Lunar said you let them stay with you all after they got back to life, but who the hell let’s the murder they, well, murdered into their house?”
Now it was Sun’s turn to huff. “I didn’t just let them in willy nilly!” He exclaimed quietly. “Lunar had been hiding them for weeks at that point, half the time with us in the daycare since apparently they just stayed in the rafters until Lunar got them. So they spent weeks above me, Moon, various kids, and alone with Lunar multiple times before we found out. At that point I didn’t have any proof they were dangerous.”
“But you said you didn’t understand why they didn’t snap your neck in your sleep? Or, something along those lines.” The smaller questioned, remembering the first angry rant he’d ever caused while small enough to regret it. Sun winced.
“I said that out of anger. Kind of. Well…I what I meant was that I once felt like that. After everything that’s happened I guess it’s pretty clear that me killing them shattered that code and made them able to think. But I didn’t even know that until you got here though, remember?” They sighed.
“There was a time, a long time actually, that I thought they still hated me. That they were just waiting for a time to kill me. I stayed up at night, I stayed away from the house and from them, I didn’t let them touch me, the whole nine yards. I knew they’d proven safe for Lunar, that they loved him and wanted him safe from you and Killcode, but I didn’t think I was on that list. Hell, I thought Moon was on that list, or at least the ‘ignore that guy unless he bothers us’ list.”
The twins' body flopped onto their side, eyes black and staring vacantly at nothing as both siblings slept together in the mindscape. They didn’t use to do that, down in the bunker with Killcode. They hadn’t been safe enough to do that. To let their guard down completely and leave the combined body alone while they slept.
Honestly, Eclipse had almost become convinced they couldn’t sleep at the same time. Like some species of fish.
But here they did.
They slept without fear of being attacked, of being called on suddenly, and most likely that’s just because the former nighttime attendant wasn’t in the Pizzaplex at the moment, but it was so different than just a few months ago.
“You thought everyone but you were safe with them? Were they even acting any differently from how they do now?” The normally violent offshoot asked mildly incredulously.
“No, but you’ve seen how they are. Manic and still violent. I couldn't tell the difference between them wanting to protect me and wanting to tear me apart.” The other responded as one hand reached over to pat a currently vacant head.
“What got you to change? I’ve seen how they touch you. How you leaned into them even when they sounded terrifying in the theater. How the f*ck did that happen?”
Another small smile in the dark.
“It’s gonna sound stupid.”
“A lot of things they do sound stupid.”
“Alright. They held me hostage.”
Eclipse balked at the nonchalance of which this was said and Sun let out a small laugh. It was light and happy and seemed to lend to the shine of the glow-in-the-dark stars that littered the ceiling.
How did he always make the room light up with his joy, even in the dark?
It made the smaller bot smile too. “Ha ha, very funny. What actually happened?”
Sun chuckled. “Exactly that. I was alone in my room one night, terrified and sad and feeling like…well, anyway, they came in. I think they later told me that they heard me crying and apparently sensed…something? I’m not sure, I still don’t really understand how they work with the whole ‘senses despite being animatronics’ thing.”
He waved a hand, trying to keep on one train of thought.
“Anyway I was sad and scared and feeling useless. Moon was getting angrier by the day, you were still out there somewhere, Killcode was getting bolder, and Lunar was still learning who he was without you. It was a mess and I…didn’t feel like I could do anything to help any of it. Bloody found me in my room and I got scared. Surely, after proving how useless I am to this family, nobody would care if they killed me then, would they? I didn’t-” He cut himself off, apparently realizing he was saying too much.
Eclipse grimaced.
Depression. Sun’s always dealt with some level of depression and self loathing, mostly because ever since first existing he’d been told that his existence was a blight on someone else's. That it was his fault that Moon wasn’t free to be himself when that was obviously not the case. It was their creators fault, not Sun’s, but Sun was an easy target. First for Moon, then for Eclipse, then for himself. It simply wasn’t hard for the normally bright attendant to blame himself for even the smallest of things like he’d done earlier with the twins.
If there was any reason Moon still had a brother, it was because of this mindset.
And I certainly didn’t fucking help with that, did I?
“Sorry.” The other apologized. “But, um, so Bloody came in and I got scared but I didn’t want to wake anyone up because what could they do against someone like them? They couldn’t speak at the time, and now I know it’s because they get riled up and don’t think very straight, but at the time I just thought they were excited to kill me. They climbed on my bed and just…grabbed me. Dragged me into their lap and held me there. I think it’s their version of a hug and a kidnapping.”
He laughed again, quiet but bright.
“I didn’t get it. I thought they wanted me dead. I didn’t understand why I was still alive, why they were holding me like they actually cared, like I was worth something to them. But then they said something that wouldn’t really click in my head until later.”
“Was it something stupid? Sounds like them.” The mini remarked with a grin clear in his tone.
He liked hearing the sun sound so happy. There was something sad there, a weight they’d been carrying for a very long time now. Something that started long before kill codes and offshoots and October takeovers, but every time they talked about Bloodmoon, about Lunar, it was like that weight shifted. It wasn’t gone, still dragging down his shoulders and dimming his eyes, but he could move it from the front of his mind to the back just long enough to bask in those he loved.
I wonder how he would talk about me if I wasn’t this size.
I wonder if I smile the same way when talking about him.
It was addicting, this feeling of warmth that grew with every smile and every laugh. Even as the brighter counterpart echoed the exact same thoughts he’d had for weeks now, ever since becoming this tiny thing.
Why am I alive?
Why are you keeping me alive?
Why are you acting like I’m something worth having?
To hear the thoughts that had plagued him up until speaking with Solar should make him burn inside, but it was tempered just enough by the almost incredulous entertainment in that voice.
There was something in that tone that made him want to hear more. Made him want to do anything and everything in his power so it would happen again, so the world would grow brighter even when there was so little light to be found. It was the reason Bloodmoon listened as they did, the reason Solar still stayed in a dimension haunted by the corpse of his own light, and now it was dragging this tiny soul (should he have one) down too.
And god he wondered if he ever lit them up in the same way! If Sun or Lunar or Bloodmoon ever looked at him, listened to him, and wanted to hear more too. If the warmth that radiated from the oldest of them oozed even a fraction from himself.
Honestly it didn’t really matter if it did, but he liked the idea.
The older shook his head bringing the smallest back to the present conversation.
“They said, ‘Fear us all you want to, we will pay our due.’ and then, at least at the time, I realized they thought they owed me something. I thought they were confused, but it finally let me see they weren’t going to kill me in my sleep.”
Another shake.
“I asked them about it later, after I’d calmed down a lot and nobody else was around. It was still hard to understand them sometimes, but the gist is that they don’t care how scared of them I am because they know they will not hurt me. That I could cower for days but it didn’t matter as long as I was safe. They don’t mind being scary, they don’t mind being who they are, and eventually I’d see that meant I was safe with them too. It…helped a lot.”
“Huh. I never would have expected that out of them.” Eclipse remarked, surprised.
“Me neither.” Sun agreed. “But after that it was…a lot easier to let them get close. Then the bunker thing happened and Moon’s just been getting worse from there.”
“What the hell is the bunker incident? Lunar told me a bit of it, but he wasn’t actually there for the start of the fight. He also didn’t really understand what was going on during it either.”
Yellow visibly deflated at the question, hands curling into the two bodies surrounding him, and Bloodmoon, almost as though it was muscle memory, reached over and hooked a hand around their arm.
“I don’t want to talk about that. It’s…I don’t want to wake them up.”
“Give me a summary then? It sounds like something important. You left the ‘Plex with Lunar and Bloodmoon for a whole week!” The smaller pushed.
It was probably not a good idea to push the issue, but the question had been burning somewhere in the back of his flat skull since first being told of it back in Solar’s dimension. Just the smallest pilot-light of a flame that was just waiting for the right fuel to send it soaring into a bonfire.
But then, even through the darkness, Sun’s face morphed from the melancholic smile to downright fear in an instant.
“Do you remember the fight we had right before you sent us to the Wither Storm dimension? Do you remember how…he hit me?”
Ice flooded every wire at that question.
That blasted fucking bunker, that fucking storm, that fight, all of it was barely a couple months ago. Barely any time had passed between one of the worst fights in the siblings' history and now.
And he’d contributed so much to that damn fight.
He nodded, the growing fire in his chest preventing him from speaking.
“He told me then to call Monty or…anyone else if he got like that, because he’d rather tear off Monty’s arm than hit me again. Well, he got mad one day and I...I called on my new guard. Funnily enough I think the argument beforehand was about how Moon was being mean to Bloody and that’s why they didn’t like to listen to him.”
Blood dipped claws curled around a yellow arm more as though sensing the distress.
A small blue child huddled further into their side, getting lost amid the blues of the largers clothes.
“I should have gotten mad. I should have tried to get him to back off myself. But I was scared because the last time we fought like this, the last time I got mad and tried to stay that way, I almost killed us both with a world eater. A dimension eater. I panicked.”
He let out a joyless laugh.
“I panicked so hard I ran away. Grabbed Lunar from the security desk and just…ran into the woods. It was a miracle I remembered a bunker with less defensive measures we could go to hide. It took three days of us hiding before Monty found us and even then? I think Moon already knew where we were and just went to Monty for help with handling the situation. The gator isn’t the greatest in social settings, but they are still friends.”
“He sent Monty to apologize for him?” The little one hissed, trying to keep the venom from his tone and failing. Sun shook his head.
“No uh, Monty thought that if I ran away I wouldn’t want to see the one that made me run so he came to check on us. I think he had to convince Moon to stay behind. God, I was scared of Monty at first too.” One hand left Lunar and rubbed viciously at his face. The scrape and screech of metal against metal seemed so loud in the dead silence that had fallen over the pair. He stopped after a moment, if only because the sound was liable to wake the others. “Thought he would bring Moon with him and they’d just break in and force us home. He didn’t do that, thank god, and Bloody wouldn’t have let him anyway, but I was scared for a bit there.”
They both sat in silence for a moment.
Eclipse tried to keep his head down, tried to hide the burning fire he knew had taken over the only pupil he possessed, but it was clear just how angry he was. Orange casing rattled quietly and tiny rays lost their click-click-click! to the silence of the room. Eventually, the daylight attendant sighed.
“Can I ask you a favor?”
Notes:
Oops a cliffhanger.
So this chapter got away from me and is therefore being cut in two. The next chapter will be a bit shorter than I normally prefer, but oh well.
Sun for the love of god you're going to give Eclipse a heart attack. And he doesn't even have a heart.
Chapter 45: 45
Notes:
This was technically part of the last chapter but got cut for the sake of story flow, so that's why this chapters a bit shorter than my average. Whoops! Might be a couple more of these before this fic ends. XD
TW for talk of death
Away we go!
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Chapter Text
"Could I ask you for one thing? One favor that might seem huge to you."
Eclipse scoffed. He turned and reached for the tiny keyboard again, desperate to have something to do with his hands besides pulling at rays that would not withstand his anger if he let it burn like he wanted it to.
"If you want someone killed, ask Bloodmoon. I'm not big enough."
Sun doesn't laugh.
It had been a poor attempt at humor, made even worse by the fact he practically spat it at the other before wincing and waving a hand above his head in a ‘go on’ gesture.
“I didn’t mean it like that. What do you want?”
The room was dull and dark again, even the glow of the stars on the ceiling didn’t seem to cut through it like before. The mini offshoot tried to ignore how that was partially because the white of his inherited eyes was glowing bright enough to dull the RGB lights on the keyboard before him.
He looked like a tiny flashlight was lodged behind his eyes.
He looked like Bloodmoon when they were angry, just stained with orange rather than pink.
Sun sighed. "It's about when you are big again. Because…I promised to help you, remember? So I know you’re going to be normal sized again. At…some point…"
His tone was sad.
Eclipse stopped typing and turned to look at him.
What could almost be described as...grief pulled his features into something dull, lifeless almost.
Why would he ever be grieving at this moment? They’d been talking about the bunker, something that clearly traumatized everyone here, but no one died then! Sadness, fear, those he understood but grief?
What the hell could this favor possibly be?!
The mini dropped his head, not bothering to even pretend to type anymore.
"What?"
“...Are you going to leave us again? After all of this, you wouldn’t try to hurt us again, right?”
The smaller scoffed.
“I’m sure you’re not going to want me around once it’s too hard to hide me. But I don’t plan on trying to be big again until this place is at least a somewhat safe place to go in the event I can’t grow again.” He chuckled just a bit. It was brittle and dry, but it was an attempt. “Why? Scared I’ll win again?”
The older animatronic was quiet for a moment, just staring into the distance. He stroked Bloodmoon’s hat like you would a cat's ears as he thought about something. Finally, so quietly he wouldn’t have been heard had the room not been silent already, he spoke again.
"When you try to kill us again, could you promise me to leave Lunar alone?"
Eclipse stared at him for what felt like the millionth time since this whole thing started. Sun turned like his head weighed a thousand pounds and smiled, but it was heavy. Like someone was physically dragging his mouth downward even as he fought.
"He's just a kid. You made him to be a kid. So, whatever you want to do to him in the future, do to me instead? Please?"
Quietly, Eclipse folded his hands together.
Every part of him screamed to defend himself with anger, to release these flames that had just been stoked in all their terrifying glory (as terrifying as he could be at this size) and insist that hurting them again had slipped from his mind entirely. That the very idea of undoing all of this just because he was tall enough to look them in the eyes again physically burned something inside his chest. But he bit his tongue. Yelling would only wake Bloodmoon and Lunar and reinforce whatever painful thoughts were dimming the light in those white eyes.
He didn’t want to hurt them anymore.
But they would want to hurt him.
Maybe not Sun specifically, but Moon. But Monty. But Lunar once he realized that the person who once used and abused him could fall back into those habits. But Bloodmoon who knew better than anyone else here how easy it was to just fit into your mold and never leave, barely straying past the person you were before death reset your mind.
Maybe there would be no more plans for the star, but as long as he existed as a villain to them? As long as he wasn’t small enough to handle on their own anymore?
They’d give up on him.
They'd try to hurt him.
They'd forget all about this.
As they should.
"Say I agreed to that, what makes you think I'd actually keep a promise like that?"
Sun shrugged.
"You've kept all your other ones. Even when we were fighting you it didn't matter. You still got the star." He turned away. "Moon and I will always fight you, at least, Moon will. Even if I’m not around anymore. Bloodmoon is our guard now so they'll never skip a fight, not one their stars are involved in. But Lunar...Lunar loves you. He doesn't deserve to fight you. So, please? Do this one thing for me, no matter what happens?"
Orange plastic stiffened along with the newly intact endoskeleton.
They’ll always fight me.
But what if there's nothing to fight?
What if I just disappear?
What the hell did he mean ‘even if I’m not around anymore?’
They smiled again, a heavy, dull thing. “But if you decide you do want to kill us again, if somehow you win again, then let the war end with me, please? Leave someone to take care of Lunar?”
Ah.
So he is afraid I’ll win again.
Eclipse huffed and turned back to the computer, typing away at his mini keyboard. Tiny hands shook just a bit as he pressed on glowing silicon. Every bit of plastic and wire burned as he tried not to break down in front of someone who would absolutely overthink it.
Just tell him you don’t want to leave!
"You're over thinking sh*t again.” Came out instead. “There's nothing Lunar has or can do that I would want so why would I go after him? You either really. My war, whether I’m big or small, is with Moon. It always has been. Now go to sleep. You're being depressing."
Because it was, wasn’t it? This fight had started with Moon and without a doubt it would continue because of him. Regardless of if he was capable of convincing them he was no longer a threat, that he had no reason to see them as pawns anymore, Moon was still losing his mind and failing, (or unwilling to) fight against it. As long as the mini was willing to butt heads with the nighttime genius turned madman the idea of Sun and Lunar being caught in the crossfire just wasn't that outlandish. The idea that the dark side of the sun would use whatever, and whoever, he could to win once he was back in that same mold wasn't that outlandish.
But fuck if he wasn't going to try and make it sound that way anyway.
He glanced back a bit, hoping that dull, dead expression had disappeared.
The smallest chuckle left Sun's mouth and then the sounds of blankets rustling signaled that he’d settled down. Lunar mumbled on one side of the bed before turning to snuggle into Sun’s side while the twins limp, unpiloted body automatically moved to keep themselves squarely on their daylight’s legs. Their hand refusing to leave Sun's arm even as they shifted.
"Thanks Eclipse."
“Yeah yeah. Go to sleep. You have things to do in the morning.”
Tell him you don’t want to go!
Tell him he’s safe!
Tell him you’re not like that anymore!
Eclipse stopped typing, lowering his head into his hands.
I’m not like that anymore.
I’m not.
Right…?
God, what was happening to the larger one? Sure they’d been talking about being afraid, but to switch from that to practically begging him to leave Lunar out of whatever future plans he may have was….weird. They wanted to protect Lunar, of course they did, but honestly? Something about what they were saying, or maybe just how they looked when saying it, made the smallest of them believe there was more to the request than just wanting the youngest code safe.
Were they truly just concerned that the smaller could actually go back to his ways? Or was there something else happening, something else rattling around in that skull that had once been a cage? Why had they insisted that they be the only casualty should this war actually continue?
If I was the one making Moon angry, then at least Lunar would be safe once I was gone.
I know Lunar would be safe with them no matter what Moon says.
Let the war end with me, please?
God…why did it sound like Sun was planning to die?
Was he? Was he planning to let himself get hurt so badly there would be no way to fix him? Or was he just hoping that in the event the smaller did turn evil again that his death would be the only one needed? That’s what they’d said, wasn’t it? Let the war end with me, please? Isn’t that what that meant?
God, why didn’t he just tell the supposed-to-be-brighter of them that he was safe? That at best the plan right now was to disappear forever should he actually manage to regain normal size? Why was it so hard to just be nice for once in his life?! Why couldn’t he just tell them that the very thought of reenacting that damn nightmare from weeks ago made him want to tear off his rays and throw them across the room?
God how is that nightmare still cropping up in my mind?!
The tiny code took a deep, shuddering breath in and let it out slowly.
Now was not the time to feed that bonfire. Now was not the time to let that burning weight drag him down. Now was the time to work, to make this place somewhere where Sun could look him in the eyes and believe with their whole chest that they were safe. Now was the time to prove to the depressed older that his kindness wouldn’t go to waste again.
Orange hands lowered and a single pupil stared into the blue light of the laptop screen in front of him.
They would forget all of this when he was grown again. They would fear his claws, his eyes, his rays all over again once it was harder for unsharpened fingers to break plastic and metal, for little hands to throw him across a room, for even blood dipped claws to reach him through the shadows he hid in.
They would forget how much they cared once there was something to fear again.
But until then, this genius mind would fight against its predecessor and make this place safe.
Rays bent with the shake of a small head.
“You’re not getting rid of me that easily.” He mumbled as he reached for the keyboard again. “And I’ll make sure I can’t get rid of you either.”
Notes:
Rough favor to ask huh?
Idk if I like this chapter. It was originally going to be much earlier in the story before Eclipse really started to car, before Sun was willing to believe he COULD care, and it was supposed to be a wake up to the smaller about Sun's current mental state. Then i realized it wouldn't fit early and was going to scrap it.
I think i made it work well enough, Sun's tired mentally and physically right now it could mostly be seen as him talking nonsense because he's scared for the future, but idk. Still, I think i made it work enough to not scrap.
Chapter 46: 46
Notes:
No TW for this chapter unless you count light feelings of dread.
It's the calm before the storm people, or at least a storm.
Away we go!
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Chapter Text
(Time Skip - A Few Weeks Later…)
"Im not exactly USEFUL at this size, but I can read out of a f*cking book if that's what you want." Eclipse said sarcastically from his spot on the counter.
Lunar smiled.
"You don't have to be useful, you just have to be here! Now what's the first step, Captain Eclipse!"
Bloodmoon stood beside them smiling wide as they awaited the first instruction. The smaller rolled his eyes (at least the one that could be seen rolling) and turned to the book that was propped up and open with a small pot.
He, Lunar, and a single body Bloodmoon were in the Pizzaplex kitchen. It was early morning but because of some holiday that humans cared about the ‘Plex was closed and thus the kitchen was up for grabs. The last few days have been…tense. While they worked to help Eclipse relearn to walk and run, while the tiny genius worked to find ways of making this corporate hellhole a safe place for the people he loved, Moon was getting angrier and angrier the more people stood up to him.
After the incident with Harvest and Hazard in Part’s and Service the air had just felt suffocating, like the calm before the storm. Wind and rain and bits of debris beginning to pick up speed with every seemingly small incident.
Parts and Service now had to be cleared of Moon’s presence before the trio could begin making anything and every time they drove him out with a manic laugh or a sharp glare the former nighttime attendant would growl and stomp out of the room.
When Eclipse and Bloodmoon finally managed to build an invisible shield device for Sun’s door that was calibrated to keep the darker twin out, Sun had taken the brunt of the yelling when they’d lied saying it was a new technology Fazbear was trying out to keep animatronics away from places they shouldn’t be and Sun’s room was picked for the prototype.
Lunar had taken to just running off whenever the older lunar variant was around if Eclipse was also with him, since they didn’t exactly trust their lying or hiding skills very much.
And oh god more than once someone had almost been caught harboring him. In their pockets, their hands, under something, and Moon was clearly aware that something was happening but too angry and frazzled all the time to try and calmly figure out what. The rational technological genius was being eaten away faster and faster the more he interacted with those he’s supposed to love and the two he hated and it was bad.
It was hurting everyone else too.
Sun was exhausted even when no more effort than usual had been exerted. Bloodmoon was alert to the point of paranoia, and Lunar’s anxiety over the possibility of something bad happening was dragging the poor kid into anxiety fueled spirals. Even Eclipse, who was way more confident now that he was intact and capable of walking and building again, felt like they were all dangling by a string that was quickly fraying.
They needed a break.
Sun needed a break.
So, here they were, with a cookbook and a dream.
Lunar had come up with the idea of trying to bake something (despite the fact that only he and the red pair were capable of actually eating) and they all go out for a picnic in the woods. The smallest of them had agreed to come, mostly because he didn’t trust the blood twins and a literal child alone in a place that could easily start a fire and burn them all to the ground.
Honestly, how hard could it be? Eclipse would read it out, Bloodmoon would do the harder parts and anything that could hurt Lunar (like putting things in the oven) and Lunar himself could do the majority so the twins wouldn’t get bored. It couldn’t be that hard to bake a cake, could it?
Well…
Turns out, yes.
It had started out as just a little batter falling out of the bowl. Lunar was big enough to mix it himself but didn’t have the strength to really do it quickly so there was a bit of a mess forming. Then, despite the smallest of them plainly reading the instructions aloud, somewhere along the lines one of the younger ones must have messed up a measurement since the batter eventually resembled a soup more than a cake.
Eclipse had, naively, instructed Bloodmoon to just pour in some more flour until the consistency was back on track. Of course, this instead resulted in the two-in-one pouring the entire bag into the bowl and suddenly making the mini orange grateful that Sun had bought his own supplies to bake with so they wouldn’t be raiding the industrial sized ingredients Fazbear sported in their unmanned kitchen.
Okay, fine, it’s fine.
They’d just have to start over and Eclipse would have to keep a better eye on the measurements the first time around. And have someone find more flour. Someone that wasn’t red and insane.
And then Lunar dropped the bowl.
It didn’t break of course, this was a commercial kitchen so their cookware was metal, but it had been chock full of flour and batter that splashed literally everywhere, including on all the larger codes. Eclipse himself had hidden behind the book when the initial crash sounded and therefore avoided the mess.
After coming out from behind the hardcover shield the trio just looked at each other, then around at the disaster of a kitchen, then back at each other. There was silence for a minute, then intact orange hands came up to bury an annoyed face and the tiny, incoherent grumbles from the smallest animatronic in the room caused the two youngest codes to explode with laughter. Eclipse waved his hands, growling and snarling beeped out curses that held no real bite behind them.
Lunar squealed with laughter, shaking so hard he almost slipped on the disastrously messy floors, which was only more entertaining to the child.
Bloodmoon howled with their mixed laughter, one hand over their eyes and the other clutching at their chest as though they were trying to hold onto one another even in a body of one.
Tiny arms crossed in annoyance, but it had been so long since he’d heard any of them laugh even a fraction that hard that the warmth blooming in his chest tempered any genuine irritation from it all. He supposed, as long as they got it all cleaned up, he could let this little disaster slip for now.
Until Sun walked into the room.
“What’s so funny in he-”
The daylight attendant paused, looked up and down, before blank white eyes landed on the living mess that was Lunar and Bloodmoon.
Never mind!
Eclipse crossed his arms, huffed, then uncrossed them to point angrily up at the older. “None of this is my fault!” He exclaimed with a growl that held no malice.
Sun stared at him, the only thing to not be covered in batter and flour. At his grumpy expression as the other two tried to stifle their glee. At the now sad and forgotten cookbook that had fallen over and now lay flat on the table, face down, like a soldier shot in war.
The oldest snickered.
Tried to hide it.
Then burst into laughter too.
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After that little fiasco, the second round went much better. With someone big enough to physically take things out of the other's hands (rather than just expecting the most impulsive of them to make correct choices) the mess was cleaned up, remade in a more manageable fashion, then cleaned up again.
At the end of it all they had a cake, some Fazbear branded snacks, and a path that led into the woods where they eventually set up camp, so to speak.
Those who were capable of it, ate.
And those that couldn’t talked, filling the natural quiet with laughter and playful bickering.
When everything had been consumed and the trash packed away the younger three (two?) went off to play while Eclipse and Sun stayed nestled against a tree to take full advantage of its shade. The day was warm and bright, more so than it should have been for only a couple of months past October, but it seemed they’d gotten lucky for the day.
Finally.
Eclipse sat next to Sun on the ground, fighting against dead grass that was still half his height while standing and annoyingly tall while sitting, before giving up and using his claws to clamber onto the brighter bot’s knee instead. The larger chuckled at the sight, earning him a scathing glare from the smaller.
“Not a word outta you.” He grumbled, trying not to fall off the thin appendage. Fuck he forgot how “bony” in a sense they all were! There was nowhere to actually sit!
Seeing this, yellow fingers carefully pinched the back of his scarf and pulled him down the length of their leg until his back could rest against their side, as much in their lap as physically possible at this point. Eclipse just let them do whatever they wanted, knowing they’d do it carefully at the very least.
After getting situated, he huffed.
The day was warm.
Sun was warm.
The sounds of machinery, muffled beneath yellow casing and blue clothes, played quietly past the breeze that rustled the trees around them and sent whatever leaves remained fluttering away.
Lunar and Bloodmoon played in the clearing ahead. The little blue child ran around in circles and the red murderer followed behind, purposefully slowing themselves down by switching from all fours to just two and back again, their shared prehensile tongue falling out of their mouth and flapping in the breeze as they ran, pretending they couldn’t easily catch the child who squealed like prey. The younger grabbed a stick but didn’t throw it, just held it above his head like a sword and rushed toward the edge of the woods with a giggling war cry.
Bloodmoon followed at his heels, huffing and snickering and clacking their teeth together so sharply it could be heard across the clearing. They bounced around behind the child, eyes only on him even as they moved.
It honest to god looked like a boy and his dog just running around a clearing, squealing and growling and having a wonderful time.
Oh how nice it was after so many weeks of anxiety.
They weren’t completely free of it, of course. There was still a tension in the air you could tell just by looking at everyone present.
Being in one body meant the animalistic twins could always have an eye on the tree line as they switched who piloted the main vessel. Lunar constantly shot glances at Sun, like he was looking for permission to be relaxed. Like he needed to keep checking if they were safe, if they were allowed to be loud and happy and bright again. Sun kept a smile on his face, hands clapping as he watched his little brother and guardian play, but he too shot weary looks back toward the Pizzaplex from time to time. Not nearly as often as Lunar, and not with the same intensity as the twins, but he did it regardless.
Still, it was something.
“Hey,” Sun’s voice cut through the mildly melancholic thoughts. The smaller turned to look up at him, craning his neck to see those glowing white pools of light. “I have something for you.”
One hand disappeared into their pocket while the other carefully kept Eclipse from falling. They dug around until a small black box was produced.
Honestly, it looked like a ring box except it wasn’t velvet and didn’t seem to split down the middle.
“You better not make a marriage joke or I swear to god Eclipse.” Sun remarked.
The smallest of them smirked and crossed his arms. “What, I thought you loved me or some sh*t like that. Too afraid to hear if I love you too?” He cringed afterward, earning a loud laugh from the larger.
WHY DID I SAY THAT?!
That had to have been the absolute dumbest thing to ever come out of his mouth, before or after banishment! Jesus Christ why couldn’t he just act like a normal fucking person for two goddam seconds of his life?!
Normal people don’t react that way to being given a gift!
…Right?
Fuck, if he’d been made of flesh rather than metal it would have turned from orange to red so very quickly. Tiny orange hands came up to bury a small, completely embarrassed face as Sun shook with the force of his entertainment.
“I know you love me too.” Sun laughed. “That’s why I made this for you.”
Cardboard rustled against cardboard and metal, presumably meaning the lid was taken off. Thank god, there was no way Eclipse was going to be able to properly open the damn thing at this size. Small hands lowered to look, expecting something relatively lame that would fit the largers definition of “funny” if nothing else. Instead, dual eyes widened at the contents.
Clothes.
Clothes his size, that shared the style Sun himself wore.
“I told you I’d fix your clothing problem.”
“And I told you it was the least of our problems, Sun.”
“I can take them back if you don’t-”
Intact orange hands surged forward and gathered the clothes from their carrier before the brighter of them could even finish the thought.
“No! Mine!” He exclaimed through hissing teeth.
The older just smiled, warm and so bright the fear of overheating was suddenly a reasonable concern for the little despite Solar’s repairs.
Eclipse looked down at the gift, desperately trying to keep the ‘I’ll burn the world down for you’ thoughts at bay by actually taking in what had been given.
Grey was the first thing he saw. A long sleeve grey shirt and pants, though they both varied slightly in shades. The shirt also had a high neck, but it was loose and drooped forward meaning there would be room for his scarf regardless. Both the pants and shirt were broken by splotches of something yellow that, upon closer inspection, were stars. Cartoonish stars stitched into the chest and the knees to break up the dull colors.
Next was a belt-like sash and the same flowy bits of fabric that Sun seemed to enjoy adding to clothing. The sash was orange (though a lighter hue than his own) and matched the free fabric. Last but not least, little yellow shoes fell from the little pile and had to be quickly snatched up before they dropped into the dead grass and were lost.
“I still don’t really know how to make jester shoes.” Sun said from above. “So none of us have them. Not that I think that’s a problem anyone’s too concerned about. We can also do something with your face if you’d like. I gave Lunar some little tails and you see what I have, Bloody just kinda followed and that's why they have those little marks on the sides of their eyes?”
Eclipse just stared, feeling the fabric between his fingers.
“Well, we can talk about that more in your room later. I'm glad you like them.”
The breeze blew by, carrying the sounds of laughter to the now quiet pair.
“Thank you.”
Notes:
Have a picture to go with this chapter. XD
I'm pretty sure that with the way I've written time here (I've kept it vague for a reason and that reason is I'm bad at keeping track of how much actually goes by) that the 'holiday that the humans cared about' is either Christmas or New Years but, like in canon about this time, there was no time for any of them to think about it with things being so heavy so, add that to the angst pile if you want. XD
At least Eclipse got a present! His first one ever, actually. Just like Spigot. How sweet.
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