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On the grounds where we feel safe by weewookinard for jay (tofupofu)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 Nov 2024
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Summary
Eddie knew saying yes to Buck was a bad idea. Each moment spent with the couple was a torture, a reminding of his love for a man he couldn't have. A man that Buck had charmed before he could.
Because he loves Tommy, and the more he sees them together, the more he hates his best-friend. But tonight is different, right? Because they are just taking a few drinks together, the three of them. They are just spending some good time as friends.
Until they are not anymore.excerpt:
Bad idea after bad idea, stupid thought after stupid thought, crazy dream after crazy dream. This is what brought him there, drowned in his tears, his body lying prostrate on the cold floor of the bathroom he shares with his son. His mind tortured by the words that dared to come out when they had no right to.
How long had he been hurting himself like this? Waiting for Tommy's gaze to finally fall on him, hoping to be loved as his best friend is loved. Feelings that he knows are forbidden and that haunt him.