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1. The Wrinkles of my Brain are like Chasms Filled with Snow by Anatime_in_Anaheim

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Marvel Comics), Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   04 Mar 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Natasha Romanov
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Original Character(s)
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Steve Rogers
   • Original Characters
   • Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Alexei Shostakov | Alexi Shostakov
   • Sam Wilson (Marvel)
   • Period Typical Attitudes
   • this is not a happy story
   • hey this is brainwashing
   • it's not going to be pretty
   • but I'm enjoying writing it sooo
   • CW HYDRA
   • Assassination Plot(s)
   • Brainwashing
   • World War II
   • Bucky Barnes Trained Black Widows in the Red Room
   • Red Room (Marvel)
   • Historical Accuracy
   • well as much as possible lol
   • i tried that's what matters
   • Bucky Barnes killed Princess Diana
   • and framed John Mulaney for it
   • Biromantic Bucky Barnes
   • Asexual Bucky Barnes
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • comfort character that has never felt comfort in his entire life
   • Bucky Barnes Has a Brooklyn Accent
   • Steve Rogers Has a Brooklyn Accent
   • well they do in the past
   • maybe bucky will get his back

   Summary

   James Buchanan Barnes fell to his death on a secret mission with the Howling Commandos, Captain America’s elite squad to fight against Hydra. But he didn’t die, not yet anyways. He’s going to wish he had though, there is nothing more terrifying than losing oneself.

   This is a sort of exploration of Bucky's character, it's not going to be a pleasant read.
   More tags, characters and relationships to be added as I progress through writing this story.
   Ig it's on hiatus. I've kind of lost motivation/inspiration on this fic. I want to return to it at some point, but my attention has sort of been drawn to other media that I want to write about.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   81,385

   Chapters:

   51/?

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