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hold me in your lap (and melt my edges) by hawaiiansunsets
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
10 Nov 2024
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later, when yoongi’s drank himself heavy, mind floating away and senses pleasantly numbed, taehyung finds him alone and struggling to uncork the soju. taehyung slinks his hands around yoongi, propping him up and onto the counter with surprisingly strong arms. yoongi’s dazed, too drunk-brained to process it whilst taehyung’s uncorking the bottle with ease. he hovers close after, toeing the loose space between yoongi’s thighs.
then he just gazes at him, under the soft dark grey of the kitchen.
but whatever he finds in yoongi, he backs away in the end.
yoongi’s still too out of it, numb from a sleep-filled haze and remnants of alcohol clinging to his brain, to really feel the prick in his heart when he pictures it again: jimin perched on taehyung’s lap. there’s just that soft longing laying thick over the ache, a murmur in his heart. his eyes steadily slip, until a faint darkness starts to creep into the edges of his eyes and the last thing he sees is taehyung’s silhouette, the person curled on his lap vague and distorted enough for yoongi to imagine it’s him.
yoongi’s chest carries the longing even in its death, like the living carry the dead in urns. unable to let go.