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If you had to ask lee know what his favourite colour was a year ago, he would of said he didn’t have one. But if you asked him now he would most definitely say blue.
To tell the truth, lee know had never had a favourite colour before he met Han.
He never saw the point in it, because why should one colour be better than the rest when they were all the same to him?
But when Han had insisted he should try and guess what it was he had agreed wholeheartedly.
When Han had yelled “blue!” With the brightest smile across his face, lee know had told him he was right immediately without another thought.
Since that moment, lee know hasn’t seen blue the same way.
It’s in everything.
He notices it in the crystal clear sky, the pretty flowers when walking to school and even the packaging on his favourite drink that he has every morning.
He’s decided that he could probably live in it now.
In fact, he wants his whole world to be consumed by it.
He’s never admitted that it’s because it reminds him of Han everywhere he goes.
And that every time he sees it, he longs to have a conversation with Han again, to sit and listen for hours to Han’s whining, and to watch him get exited over the littlest things that lee know probably had never heard of.
He craves to witness Han’s round cheeks whenever he eats, and how his child-like smile lights up every room.
And how even on the bad days, when lee know could tell deep down that Han was really struggling, he would never let it affect him.
Until it all became too much for him.
And now, lee know is left with only the memories that play in his mind whenever he sees the colour blue.
But he fears constantly that one day he will start liking another colour more.
That blue won’t have the same on him, and instead be left to rot in the depths of his mind.
He’s afraid that one day that he will forget Han jisung completely.
The one and only person, that gave him the gift to truly feel love.