Work Text:
love me, help me, distract me, no.
occupy me.
occupy my hands,
occupy my lips,
occupy my thoughts.
hold my hands like they are a part of you.
let me kiss you, let me feel your skin, let it be the only thing i can think about.
turn off the lights and let me disappear. let me become a shadow; something that doesn't exist outside of your attention.
occupy my hands and lips, let them feel your face and visualise your expression, and let them understand the warmth of your cheeks.
let me rest, and occupy all of my senses.
occupy them until i feel nothing but your touch and the way your lips press against my flesh.
let the night become silent, i want to hear you and only you. say something, anything, it doesn't need to be an 'i love you', i just need to know you are really there. say it quietly like it's only for my ears to hear.
let your smell remain on my clothes for days, let it cling to my skin and remind me of you whenever i try to breathe.
you don't need to be gentle.
hold my hands and squeeze them, kiss me like it's a punch, hug me like you are trying to hug my very bones, prove to me that i exist.
occupy my time and make a month feel like a week.
i want everything to remind me of you, let a hug feel meaningless if it's not coming from you. if they try to hold my hands make it painfully obvious our bones don't match and they don't fit the way yours do.
make me forget others exist, make me forget there is a life waiting for me, for just a moment.
for just a moment i want to exist only for you.