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    Izzy doesn't remember deciding to drug both glasses of rum, one more heavily than the other. He watches himself do it with the same resigned detachment that he watched himself offer up his flesh for amputation. It just seems like the thing to do, given the circumstances.

    Between seasons 1&2, Izzy encounters the emotions and desires that he’s tried to deny in a moment of peace amid the horrors.

    The dove is dead. Things are going badly, and seem likely to get worse. I love both of these characters, but they cannot be mistaken for good people here. This is porn with a rather long prologue, the fucking starts about half way through.

    If you'd like to skip the nasty amputation and cauterization scene (and get to the porn more quickly), click XXX when it appears.

    Content warnings: suicidal ideation, alcohol dependence, non consensual drug use, implied/referenced past rape/non-con, mismanagement of a trauma flashback, canon-typical Ed/Izzy toxicity, and really awful consent bordering on non-con (details in the notes)

    There is a nude but non-sexual illustration :)

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