Chapter 1: i'm not going, 'cause i've been waiting for a miracle
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Per·en·ni·al - (of a plant) lasting for an indefinitely long time; enduring / (of a person) apparently permanently engaged in a specified role or way of life.
Bloom - (of a plant) the state or period of flowering / (of a person) to come into or be in full beauty or health; flourish.
It’s after Kirby’s exploits in another world that Taranza first learns of it.
He’s telling the Star Allies all about his adventure, detailing the second half of it, more specifically, when it comes up. He describes having already defeated the villain— the evil ‘other half’ of his new friend, only for it to have continued to cause trouble from beyond the grave. He talks about following it into a world of its dreams and it attempting to attack him there, only for something strange to have happened… something he still can’t quite make sense of.
“A butterfly,” he explains. Bright orange, beautiful, and just a little eerie. It fluttered in through the window and landed on the nefarious ‘Fecto Forgo,’ absorbing it, seemingly, before taking on a new form.
It sprouted hands— spread its wings. An ethereal mask cloaked its face, and then it was something like Kirby… an ‘Astral,’ that is.
Kirby hadn’t known what was happening, but had had little time to react. Abruptly, the strange being attacked him.
It hadn’t uttered a word, but its intentions were clear nevertheless… it was issuing a challenge, and although Kirby couldn’t tell what the stakes were, he knew they were no doubt serious.
An intense battle— one of the more terrifying he’s ever encountered, he describes. He details hellfire and transcendental swordsmanship. Tornadoes, teleportation, and strange specters.
Fecto Forgo. It was as if the being had captured its spirit. It was able to bend it to its will… use its powers against Kirby. Even the otherworldly alien that had managed to brainwash an entire planet was but an ant in comparison to whatever this creature was.
Not that that had deterred Kirby. He’d bested the butterfly. With a swing of his Galaxia replica, he’d struck the all-powerful being down. It had exploded into brilliant light, yielding, then leaving Kirby be.
…All the same, he admits that he got the sense it wasn’t giving it its all. He insists that the being was never trying to hurt him— just test him, in some way.
And Magolor has an inkling as to how.
He doesn’t voice it, of course, until Kirby’s finished telling his story. But as soon as he’s done recounting his rescue of the Beast Pack leader Leon and his later encounter with ‘Chaos Elfilis,’ he speaks up.
“Sounds like Morpho Knight, to me.”
“...Morpho Knight,” Kirby’s new friend, Elfilin, repeats, nose anxiously twitching, “...What’s that?”
“Only one of the most powerful beings in the universe,” Magolor replies. “They say it’s existed since ancient times… that it’s the embodiment of death itself. Whenever a person’s time has come, it arrives— a fluttering fiend sent to take them to their final resting place.”
“Oh, be serious, mate!” Daroach pipes up. “Don’t go scaring the kids with your nutty tall tales.”
“It’s not a tall tale!” Magolor insists, ears pinned back. “It’s a legend that goes back to the times of Halcandra!”
A moment of silence. Doubt hangs in the air. But just as soon as Daroach has opened his mouth to respond, someone interjects.
“He’s telling the truth.”
It’s Zan Partizanne.
“Lord Hyness has mentioned it before,” she says, voice grave. “And not only that, but I met it myself, a very long time ago, when I teetered on the precipice between life and death. My sisters will tell you the same.”
A nod from Flamberge, then from Francisca.
“I saw it when swallowed by fire.”
“And I saw it when buried in snow.”
“Not only that,” Zan Partizanne adds on. “But we saw it when we were devoured by Void Termina, too. Flitting amongst the darkness, there to collect our souls. If you hadn’t intervened when you had, it no doubt would have succeeded.”
At that, Magolor gives pause. He cocks his head.
“Wait… seriously? And you’re sure of that!? I’m sorry. It’s just… if it had been there, then I feel like one of us would have noticed it.”
“Yes, I’m sure. You’re not the one who was on death’s door, were y-?”
“Gooey noticed!”
Zan Partizanne stops— turns to face the friendly Dark Matter.
“I’m sorry… you what?”
“Gooey noticed,” he reaffirms. “He saw the orange butterfly. It fluttered all around, and he remembers thinking it was strange. No-one else was paying attention, but at the very end of the battle, it landed on Void Termina’s head. Void Termina stopped moving after that. Everything was quiet. Gooey was relieved, because he got the sense it wasn’t suffering anymore.”
“I… suppose that makes sense,” Magolor finally admits, hand on his chin. “Although I must admit if that’s the case, I’m disappointed I didn’t see it myself. Oh, what a missed opportunity! It’s not every day someone encounters Death.”
“Death…” Elfilin murmurs, voice trembling. “I still don’t get it. Why would we have encountered something like Death?”
“Well, you said that you’d killed this ‘Fecto Forgo,’ correct?”
“Y…- yes, but that still doesn’t explain it attacking poor Kirby!”
At that, admittedly, the group gives pause. Although Magolor just as soon perks back up.
“Kirby,” he says. “You said you had a feeling that it wasn’t trying to hurt you, correct? Merely testing your mettle?”
“Mmhmmm!”
“What are you suggesting?” Meta Knight asks. “Why would a being like that be interested in assessing his strength?”
“Well… I’m inclined to believe this had something to do with that Leon fellow… the one who had his soul shattered into hundreds of pieces,” Magolor admits. “It’s less common, but there are also stories of Morpho Knight challenging people to win back the spirits of those on the brink of death, and so perhaps Kirby was fighting for the Beast Pack leader’s life as opposed to his own.”
They’re words that hang heavy in the air. Ominous. Foreboding. Is it really possible that Kirby encountered the angel of death? Possible that he nearly lost a new friend?
It’s something no-one wants to dwell on for long. They’re quick to change the topic.
Tail swishing, Elfilin says, “W- well, I’m glad Kirby was able to defeat it, then! I don’t know what we’d have done if we didn’t get a happy ending…”
Letting out a laugh, Dedede responds, “You kiddin’ me? Of course Kirby was able to defeat it. That kid could beat anything! It don’t surprise me one bit he showed the grim reaper what for. Only question is what the heck he trounces next. I’d say a god, but… wait! He’s already done that. Nothing can slow that little demon down.”
Kirby starts to protest, insisting he had everyone else’s help with Void Termina, but Elfilin just as soon lets out a surprised squeak.
“A god!?” he asks. “W- what do you mean by that? What on earth were you doing before I met you, Kirby!?”
Another laugh from Dedede as the group launches into regaling Elfilin with the story of their triumph against the Jamba Cult. Magolor plays up just how cool he was while Rick describes the team’s daring exploits. Bandee explains their journey across the galaxy and Marx gives every gruesome detail of just how bone-chilling Void Termina was, all the while sporting a wicked grin.
Elfilin is terrified but enthralled. Soon enough, he’s caught up in the tale, and it’s as if he’s forgotten about Morpho Knight entirely.
It’s as if the entire group has.
…Or at least, almost the entire group. Taranza still can’t quite shake the implications of all of that from his mind.
Death is… a being, not just a cold, unfeeling concept? Death can be battled? Defeated? Does that mean Death can be persuaded?
No. That’s not even a question. Kirby did persuade Death. This ‘Leon’ could have died, but Kirby fought to sway it. He made Death give him what he wanted. He overcame what was supposed to be a universal constant.
Taranza hadn’t realized something like that was possible.
…Death: that which he despises more than anything— who has caused him so much heartache. What would happen if he were to encounter it? Could he persuade Death, too? Could he right an unforgivable wrong?
His mouth feels dry. ‘No, certainly not,’ he thinks, but all the same, his heart skips a beat. There’s no way— it just couldn’t happen, but all the same…
What if?
It’s a strange, exhilarating thought. It feels unfathomable, but beguiling nevertheless. For all he’s come to terms with his tragedy, he never truly gave up hope on a miracle happening, and this could be it.
He could save that person. His best friend. The love of his life.
And so when the group starts to disperse, content with what they’ve heard of Kirby’s latest adventure, he pulls Magolor and The Mage Sisters aside.
“Can I ask you an important question?”
Zan Partizanne quirks a brow. Skeptical, she asks, “What is it?”
“This… Morpho Knight you mentioned. How exactly would one go about meeting it?”
At that, Magolor stops. As Taranza’s words sink in, he stiffens.
“Wait,” he says. “You can’t be serious.”
“I’m incredibly serious,” Taranza responds. “I need to encounter this being. I can hardly even believe you knew of its existence and didn’t tell me.”
“Well, first of all,” Magolor says. “I didn’t know anything! For all I cared, Morpho Knight was just a legend. And second of all: If you’re intending to do what I think you’re intending to do, then drop it. It’s not going to work.”
“And why ever not!? It gave Kirby what he wanted.”
“You’re not Kirby. Dedede wasn’t exaggerating when he said that kid is extraordinary. You are not going to be able to do what he did. You can’t beat the grim reaper.”
“You don’t know that!” Taranza insists. “I’m the most powerful mage in Floralia. I have a near-mastery of Soul magic. I’ve been a prodigy since I was a child, and I’m one of the people who helped out most during that adventure to defeat Void Termina. Don’t underestimate me.”
“I’m not underestimating you.”
“It certainly feels like it.”
“All I’m saying, from one Icarus to another, is that you’re not untouchable, and trust me when I say you don’t want to fly too close to the sun.”
Taranza’s eyes narrow.
“One Icarus to a…-” a pang of anger. “ This isn’t like that at all! This is-”
“Wait,” Zan Partizanne interjects. “I’m not sure I’m following. Why, exactly, would you be attempting to battle Morpho Knight?”
It only makes sense. The Mage Sisters are aware of his tragedy, but not to the same extent that Magolor is. They don’t know just how far he’d be willing to go to get what he wants.
“For Sectonia,” he says. “My queen. Perhaps, if I were to defeat it, I could win back her soul. Perhaps, I could return her to life.”
At that, Zan Partizanne’s expression shifts. She exchanges an uncomfortable glance with her sisters, confusion morphing to incredulity.
“If that’s the case, then I’m afraid I have to agree with the egg. People don’t come back from the dead.”
“You three came back from the dead.”
“No,” Zan Partizanne responds, gravely serious. “We didn’t. We almost died, but we didn’t. Lord Hyness rescued us while we were on the brink. The same goes for this ‘Leon.’ His fate wasn’t yet sealed.”
“W- what about that ‘Chaos Elfilis’ Kirby mentioned? Fecto Forgo was dead! How did it come back?”
“Did it come back?”
“It escaped Morpho Knight, if nothing else.”
“It created a temporary pocket dimension in the coliseum, then got absorbed. To me, it sounds like that was just an extension of its dreamscape.”
“Not to mention how Elfilin played into all of this,” Magolor tacks on. “I don’t fully understand the mechanics of two beings sharing one soul, but I can only imagine its other half being alive helped do something for Fecto Forgo.”
By now, Taranza is getting upset. Why can no-one else see just how groundbreaking this could be?
“Even if it is different, I won’t know until I try. We don’t know of anyone else who’s attempted this before! And so how are we sure it’s not possible?”
“Because people aren’t routinely coming back from the dead,” Zan Partizanne says.
“Most people don’t know about Morpho Knight! And even fewer people are strong enough to defeat it,” Taranza argues.
“And you believe you’re one of those people?” Magolor asks, ear twitching. “Listen, dude: I hate to rain on your parade, but as the Morpho Knight expert here, this seems like a bad idea. I just want you to be careful. You don’t know what you’re getting into."
Taranza glares, fists bunched.
“I could, if you were willing to help me ou-”
“Woah, woah, woah!” a voice interjects. “What’s goin’ on over here? You guys are the last folks I expected to see butting heads.”
It’s King Dedede. He and a few of the others must have overheard their conversation, because he, Kirby, Elfilin and Susie have approached. They look various degrees of concerned as they glance at Taranza and the group.
“No-one’s…” Taranza takes a deep breath— shakes his head. “No-one’s fighting. I was merely attempting to discuss something with these four.”
“‘No-one’s fighting,’” Magolor repeats, tone snide as he rolls his eyes. “Yeah, except you and the grim reaper if you get your way.”
“Pardon!?” Susie asks.
“Taranza wants to summon Morpho Knight! Deliberately! And agitate it!” Magolor says, throwing his hands up. “Even as the dude who wishes he could meet a being like that, just by virtue of how cool it would be, I know that’s a terrible idea. Will you tell him that’s a terrible idea, Susie!?”
“That’s a terrible idea!” A voice squeaks.
But it’s not Susie’s. It’s the voice of Elfilin, hovering above Kirby with his tail twitching nervously.
“T- that thing was so scary, Mister Taranza. Maybe even scarier than my other half, and that’s saying a lot!” His eyes are wide and frightened. “Why would you want to fight an awful thing like that?”
It’s fair of him to ask. As Kirby’s newest companion, he knows nothing about Taranza or his past.
Putting on the most child-friendly tone that he can, Taranza responds:
“A long time ago, a good friend of mine got sick and had to go away. And this friend was… very important to me, so I was hoping I could convince Morpho Knight to bring her back.”
“Oh…” Elfilin responds, and for the most part, he seems to be satisfied with that answer.
Not so much everyone else.
“Bug boy,” Dedede says. “Don’t you think that sounds dangerous?”
“Of course,” Taranza replies. “I’m not foolish. All the same, though, it’s a risk I’m willing to take. I mean… what if it’s possible? What if I can save her? If that were the case, and I didn’t at least try, I’d never be willing to forgive myself.”
“But you don’t even…-” Susie’s voice wavers. It’s as if she can’t begin to comprehend what Taranza is saying. “You don’t even know if she’d be herself, do you? What if you went to all of the effort of bringing her back, and she was still cursed? Don’t you think that’s a possibility you should keep in mind?”
A pit in Taranza’s stomach. He knows why Susie is proposing there’s a chance of that happening, but all the same, he doesn’t even want to think about it.
“She wouldn’t be,” he insists. “I’d ask Morpho Knight to fix her.”
“Is that even something it can do?”
“W- well… I’m not entirely certain, but all the same, I…- I don’t care! Even if she were to come back like that, surely I could find a way to fix her now that I know what’s wrong. I’d just have to… to…- maybe I could destroy the mirror. Or- or what if I defeated the being who cursed her?”
“You don’t sound very certain,” Susie says. “Maybe you could destroy the mirror? Maybe you could defeat the being who cursed her? You don’t know any of this for certain.”
“Even so, don’t I…-” Taranza’s voice trembles, but just as soon turns firm, “Don’t I have to try? You all know how much she meant to me. I got her murdered. I’ve been looking for a way to undo that for years. I might have finally found a lead. I can’t not follow it! She’s depending on me.”
But for all his conviction, none of them seem moved… at least not in the sense that they agree with him. At most, they’re staring at him with varying degrees of pity.
…They really don’t get it, do they?
Taranza starts to grow desperate.
“P- please!” he says. “Just try and place yourself in my shoes. K- Kirby! Wouldn’t you do this for any of your friends? Dedede— wouldn't you do this for Kirby, Meta Knight , the Waddle Dees? Magolor, you’d try to rescue the Dream Team or Marx, wouldn’t you? Francisca, Flamberge, Zan Partizanne— surely if it was one of your sisters you’d act in a heartbeat! Susie-”
His expression falls. He hesitates. Susie is staring at him blankly.
The words die in his throat.
No, he can’t wield that dagger against her, not even right now. All the same, though…
“She’s my most important person,” he whispers, hanging his head. “I’m begging you… please help me try to rescue her.”
A heaviness hangs in the air. The group shifts uncomfortably— unsure what to even say.
“Taranza,” Susie murmurs finally. “You can’t rescue someone who’s dead. You’re just going to get yourself hurt if you refuse to accept that.”
“We know she’s important to you,” Dedede agrees. “But you need to remember you’re important, too. We wouldn’t know what to do if something happened to you. And anyways, do you really think Sectonia would want you to put yourself in danger?”
Taranza’s lip quivers. His eyes water. He can’t stand the way they’re talking to him. It feels as if they think he’s foolish.
‘I’m not foolish,’ he thinks, blinking back tears. ‘I’m devoted.’
“And so you’re telling me you’d give up?” he asks, anger growing. He points a finger at Dedede, Magolor, then the Mage Sisters. “You’d abandon your people, your friends, your sisters in their time of need!?”
“Woah,” Dedede says. “Don’t put words in our mouths!”
“But that’s exactly what you’re saying! Unless your loved ones are somehow more important than mine? W- what? Did she do too much to be worth saving? Was she too mean for you? Even though none of that was her fault!? Even thou-"
“Taranza!” Magolor snaps. “Stop. This has nothing to do with any of that. You’re taking this far too personally. We aren’t doing this because we don’t care about you or don’t care about your queen. We’re doing this because we’re using our brains and can tell that you’re just going to get yourself hurt if you act rashly. None of us want that.”
Zan Partizanne nods.
“We will not be helping you ‘meet’ Morpho Knight, and that’s final. Get a hold of yourself.”
A lump in Taranza’s throat. He struggles not to cry. Feeling angry and despondent all at once, he looks over the group.
“And so none of you…-"
His heart sinks. He realizes not a single one of them is going to yield. Kirby and Elfilin stare at him, eyes wide and concerned. King Dedede and Susie won’t look him in the eye. Magolor and Zan Partizanne are glaring. Francisca and Flamberge exchange a guilty look, but don’t dare speak.
“...Fine, then. I’ll do it by myself!”
He grabs his cape and turns, struggling to breathe as he turns away and storms off.
“You’ll do… what!?” Magolor calls after. “Come on, Taranza! Stop it! You know you’re not thinking straight-”
“Give him his space,” Zan Partizanne mutters. “It’s not like there’s anything he can do on his own. He’ll cool down with time.”
And so no-one follows after, even as Taranza leaves, seething. Perhaps they want to, but even they can tell it wouldn’t do any good.
‘Good,’ Taranza thinks. He wants to be alone right now. He’ll show them. He’ll prove just how powerful he is. There’s plenty he can do on his own! And he’s not going to just run and hide if there’s something he can do to help the person he loves.
…There has to be something he can do to help the person he loves.
But as he makes his way back to Floralia, he becomes less and less sure. What if his friends are right? What if this is a hopeless endeavor?
No. He won’t even consider it. He feels bad for worrying them, but he doesn’t care what they think just this once. He knows they’re not trying to hurt him… that Magolor, Dedede, Susie and even the Mage Sisters just want what’s best for him, but in this instance they don’t know what’s best for him. They don’t know what he’s capable of!
Still, by the time he’s reached the castle, he’s sniveling, and he hardly even knows where to start.
He heads to the castle library, hoping he’ll find something there, but as he flips desperately through the pages of books detailing bygone Floralian history and legends from centuries past, he discerns nothing. They have much to say about the origins of the Sun Stones, about the creation of the Dreamstalk seed, and even the brief arrival of a mysterious, technologically advanced people… but they don’t so much as mention a ‘fluttering fiend.’
At most, there are allusions to butterfly imagery being associated with death or myths of people glimpsing one after near-fatalities, but that’s not enough. He doesn’t need imagery— he doesn’t need glimpses… he needs to speak with Morpho Knight!
Magolor mentioned Ancients, right? Not ancient history, but the Ancients? It would only make sense if they left the most detailed records on this thing— that’s what they did— but there’s very little about the Ancients to be found. The ‘mysterious, technologically advanced people,’ mentioned in Floralian tomes… they were dismissed about just as soon as they arrived.
They showed up on Planet Popstar, dazzling the people of both Floralia and Dreamland with esoteric marvels and all sorts of miracles, then invited them to join a vast web of intergalactic societies. They said that they were interested in transcending the limits of mortality… creating a truly utopian world, and that the people of Popstar could be a part of it. But when the Floralians and Dreamlandians— once connected by a marvelous sky bridge known as Nutty Noon— met to discuss it, they decided they wanted no part in the Ancients’ elysium.
All they wanted was to continue to live their peaceful lives, and so although some of the denizens of Popstar left with the Ancients, the majority remained… plagued by a strange feeling that the Ancients would inevitably bring nothing but trouble, even despite their otherworldly wonders.
And, truthfully, the people of Popstar were probably right. There’s a reason why both Dreamland and Floralia continue to exist today whereas all of the Ancient societies have fallen. All the same, though, just this once, Taranza wishes they’d heard them out— clamored for more of their knowledge. Perhaps, then, he’d have something to work with!
…Is he going to have to raid Magolor’s library? No. That’s not even possible, is it? Magolor’s ‘library’ is no hall of books, at least for the most part. Magolor’s library is a database, and that database belongs to a living, breathing spacecraft. Surely the Lor would tell on him!
Even if she wouldn’t, could he really go against Magolor like that? What if he found out? Would he be angry with Taranza? Yell at him again? H- he doesn’t want to destroy their friendship!
‘Hyness, then,’ he thinks, but his heart just as soon sinks. That won’t work, either. It doesn’t matter if he’s an Ancient. The Mage Sisters are his pupils— he’ll no doubt have the same opinion as them. He’ll tell him he’s being foolish… that he’s not thinking this through.
Teardrops stain the page of the book opened on his lap. He hiccups and buries his face in his hands.
Why can’t his friends see that he is thinking this through? He knows the risks, he just doesn’t care. He owes her! If only they could just see that. They know how much he’s suffered, don’t they? Just how much he cared? And so why? Why won’t they just help him out!? If they’re so scared of him getting hurt, they could help him prepare. Maybe he could do this if he weren’t alone!
Frustration and shame as a sob rises in his throat. He hugs his chest tight, burying his face in his scarf.
He can’t believe he got his hopes up. And for nothing. He’s not even going to be able to try, is he? He’s failed Sectonia yet again. She’s going to stay dead. Because of him. Because he’s incapable! Because of stupid, worthless, PITIFUL Taranz-
A thumping at the window.
His train of thought grinds to a halt.
He remains still for a moment, convinced that, perhaps, it was a mere figment of his imagination. But then, just as he starts to let out a low whimper, it happens again.
More thumping.
His gaze flickering towards the window, Taranza rises. He hates to be seen like this, but all the same, it’s vital he investigates.
And shockingly, sure enough…
He has visitors.
Flamberge and Francisca are peering through the glass, the former rapping the window with her fist.
“Spider-man!” she calls, “We’ve gotta talk.”
Bizarrely, Zan Partizanne isn’t there with them. She’s nowhere to be seen… a peculiar sight when he’s almost always encountered them together in the past.
“Where’s… where’s your sister?” he asks, approaching the window. “What are you doing here?” his eyes narrow slightly. “S- she didn’t send you to supervise me, did she?”
The thought alone leaves a bad taste in his mouth. Does Zan Partizanne really think he’s that helpless? Does she not trust him to make his own decisions? What? Is she intending to ‘stop him by force’ if he’s too rash?
In response to his words, however, Flamberge’s face twists with disgust.
“Void, no!” she responds. “What do you think we are? Just her little messenger girls? We’re here on our own business.”
“Your… own business,” Taranza repeats, voice tentative, “Which is?”
“We thought about what you said some,” Francisca admits. “And we want to help.”
“H- huh!?”
Taranza is… grateful, don’t get him wrong, but he hadn’t seen that coming at all! What does she mean they want to help? Everyone had seemed so opposed to his plan just a few hours before. Did something change?
“You told us to put ourselves in your shoes,” Flamberge says. “And we did. We thought about what it would be like if it were our most important person depending on us, and… you were right. We would do the same thing. I don’t care what everyone else thinks. If something happened to Francisca or, heck! Even stubborn Zan, I’d burn this whole world down just to make sure they were alright. Knowing that, I didn’t want to spit in your face.”
“‘Sides,” she continues, rubbing at her shoulder. “You said you were gonna do it anyways, yeah? That no-one was going to stop you? If that’s the case, then you might as well be supervised. It’s like Lord Hyness always said when we were little kids: ‘If you’re going to practice dark magic or get plastered, it’s best to do it in front of a responsible adult.’ Not that you’re not an adu…- I’m sure you get my point! It’s a metaphor. What I’m trying to say is we’ll aid you.”
Taranza’s lip quivers. He can hardly believe it. He’s… not alone in this? He might actually be able to meet Morpho Knight? There’s a chance he can save Sectonia?
He’s so overjoyed he doesn’t even bother to question the veracity of something like Hyness saying the word ‘plastered.’ None of that matters right now!
“T… thank you so much!” he shouts, scrambling to the window. Tears well in his eyes as he presses his hands to the glass. “I… I cannot possibly express just how much this means. If there’s anything you ever need from me, I’ll return the favor, I swear.” He glances over his shoulder, fidgeting restlessly. “Should I let you in? Oh, please let me make you some tea or something to show my gratitude! T- then we can- um… how are we going to do this actually? Is there a spell, or…?”
“Something like that,” Flamberge responds. “All you need to know is we think we have a plan as for how to go about this. No need to let us in or make us anything, though. As flattered as I am that you’re appreciative, the last thing I’d want is to be drenched in your snot.”
She thinks for a moment, letting out a ‘hmmm.’
“Listen,” she says. “How about you just come to Jambandra tomorrow morning? We’ll have everything ready then. Tonight, just try and prepare yourself, then get some rest.”
Francisca nods.
“Be ready to fight,” she warns. “If you intend to try and defeat Morpho Knight, then you’re going to need to do your utmost. Death will not go easy on you, and we cannot help. This is something you are going to have to do on your own, and it is something very dangerous. Please be well aware of that. If anything happens, let it be known that we did warn you. We are not assisting out of a blind faith you’ll succeed, but rather an understanding of your devotion. Is that clear?”
“Of… course,” Taranza replies, and while for a moment he’s anxious, his eyes just as soon narrow. He balls his fists and gives a determined nod. “I understand the risks. I know what I’m getting into, but I still want to give it my all.”
“Great,” Flamberge says. “Tomorrow, then. Meet us at Jambandra at the crack of dawn. Bring whatever weapons you have and anything you think you’ll need. We’ll take care of the rest, including making sure Zan doesn’t get in your way.”
“F- fantastic,” Taranza says, nodding yet again. “I’ll be ready, then. I won’t keep you waiting. T- thank you yet again for this opportunity! I promise I won’t waste it. I’m truly indebted to you. I know I already said this, but I meant it: if there’s ever anything you need…”
“Then we’ll cash in on your courtesy,” Flamberge replies. “But for now, there’s no need for that. We’ll see you tomorrow, yeah?”
“Yeah,” Taranza says. “See you then.”
And with that, Flamberge and Francisca leave. They remind him once more to be prepared for anything, then depart.
Taranza watches them go, heart pounding in his ears. Then, he falls to the ground and lets out a sound somewhere between a laugh and a happy sob.
He can’t believe it. He can’t believe it! It’s not hopeless after all! Someone believes in him.
He knows this might not amount to anything… that his two new allies may not be able to summon Morpho Knight, or that it might not yield even if he meets it, but all the same, he’s elated. It’s been so long since he had a lead to follow to undo his mistake. He’d almost given up. But right here, right now, he can finally place his faith in a miracle again. He’s found a definitive goal he can fight for.
And if he manages to prove himself…
Well he might just manage to bring his best friend— the love of his life home!
He basks in the thrill of that for a moment, before forcing himself to rise. He can’t cry or celebrate yet. He needs to get prepared. He told Francisca and Flamberge he’d be ready, and so ready he will be.
He picks out the weapons he’ll bring. He’ll be focusing on spellcasting primarily, of course, but he wants to be ready for anything. Kirby mentioned that this Morpho Knight was a sword wielder, yes? Then he’ll bring his own sword, that way he can parry its blows.
He’s nowhere near as good a swordsman as his late queen, but he’s no amateur, either! He spent quite a bit of time practicing with her back in the day. If he dusts off his skills, he’s sure they’ll be enough to leave an impression.
Kirby also described fire, so Taranza mulls over a way to take care of that. As a Bloom Magician primarily, he’s well aware his elemental magic won’t be able to assist him there, and he doesn’t think Soul magic will be much use either. He’ll have to think outside of the box.
What’s good against fire? Water, obviously, but he doesn’t think bringing a pail of it will help him much against the grim reaper. He’s also seen ice used to put it out, but…-
No! Wait, that’s it!
He can vividly recall Blizzard magic being used to douse flames during their adventure to collect the Jamba Hearts, and not just by magicians. There were instances wherein there was a spot only Meta Knight could reach, so Daroach enchanted his weapon— scenarios where there was something only Susie could do, but she had to rely on Adeleine painting an Ice Dragon first to upgrade her blaster. It’s not just wielders of a specific type of magic that can utilize it.
If willing, magicians can enhance another person’s weaponry. And so that’s what he’ll have to do!
Francisca said she and Flamberge wouldn’t be able to help Taranza out during the actual fight, but he doubts she’ll have any problem with temporarily imbuing his weapon with her magic. And if that’s the case, then he’ll have at least something he can use to stave off the flames.
Of course, he’s not entirely satisfied with that… he’d like to find a way to blow them out, too, if need be, but one thing at a time.
He wonders what he should wear. He’s not the type to don armor, obviously— it interferes with his ability to move too much, but if he really might see Sectonia again, should he put on something special? He doesn’t want to show up looking like some careless lout who he tossed on the first thing he saw. He wants to impress her— look like a hero! He should pick out formal wear or something.
Then again… maybe that’s not a good idea. That might interfere with his ability to move, too, and anyways, pretty much anything he picks out risks being destroyed during the fight. He’s probably going to look a little battered either way.
Ah, that’s okay, embarrassing as it is. He could be dressed in rags and have them torn to shreds by Morpho Knight for all he cares as long as he actually gets her back. That’s what’s most important. He can worry about looking dashing later.
‘...Dashing.’
Admittedly, he hesitates for a moment. Part of him is worried that she won’t be happy to see him no matter what he looks like. Their relationship was pretty bad by the time she died. There were a lot of hard feelings— not to mention the fact that he got her killed. What if they reunite and she scorns him?
He shakes his head.
No. She won’t do that. Not the Sectonia— Joronia that he knew. She wasn’t in her right mind during the last few years of her life. She was warped by forces beyond her control. It’s easy to worry, but he needs to remember that if he does this right, she’ll be herself again. He won’t have to worry about something like that.
And besides, does it even really matter? She could tell him off— decide that she never wants to see him again, and he’d still be happy as long as she was alive. It would hurt, sure, but what matters most is giving back what he stole from her. What matters is ensuring she has a future.
He decides he’ll just wear his usual outfit. It has the two things that are most important, after all: the cape she commissioned for him and the red scarf that was once part of a two-piece set commemorating their friendship. Surely seeing those things, she’ll know everything will be okay.
And everything will be okay. She’ll probably be confused at first— maybe a little scared about all that happened, but that’s alright. He’ll hug her tight and kiss away her tears and then he’ll take her home. They’ll return to the castle together and live the life that was taken from them. He’ll introduce her to all of his friends and they’ll get along great. She’ll be happy. Both of them will.
She might not be thrilled to be an Arachnid again… that is, if she is one. He’s not sure exactly what it is Morpho Knight can do. He’d prefer to see her returned to her original appearance, but if she can’t be, that’s okay. He’ll love her in any form she takes. He just hopes she won’t be too gutted if she does indeed end up going back. She was always a little insecure, even before the mirror, and so those feelings might resurface, especially after being someone else for so long.
But if they do, he’ll help her work through them. He swears it on his life. He’ll never let her feel the way she did when she decided she had to change ever again. He’ll ensure she sees what he sees— make it clear beyond a shadow of a doubt that she’s the most beautiful girl in the world. That’s something he well and truly believes.
He… regrets not making that known. He regrets not doing enough to convince her of that. There are so many things he’d do over if he could. And this just might be that opportunity. He might really get a second chance. He might be able to right his wrongs— do everything he’s spent years wishing he’d done back when he still had the chance. He might get to apologize to her. Tell her that she’s important and that she’s needed and that she’s loved.
He wants that more than anything. He wants his happy ending with her. He wants them to never have to worry about any of that ever again. For the both of them to finally be free.
‘Please, Morpho Knight,’ he thinks, slipping into bed after a long day of preparation. ‘I’m begging you, just give me what I want. We’ve suffered enough. She’s suffered enough. I have to save her, and so just this once, make an exception. Let me see her again. I promise I won’t mess things up a second time. If you give her a chance, I’ll make the most of it.’
But Morpho Knight doesn’t respond. Taranza won’t receive any answers until tomorrow. For now, all he can do is dream.
And dream he does, with hope he hasn’t felt in years.
Chapter 2: and i am coming home to you if it's the last thing that i do
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
True to his word, Taranza shows up at Jambandra first thing the next morning. He wakes up just before sunrise, grooms himself, then grabs his things and begins the journey. Thankfully, with magic, it’s easy to reach even the planet that’s so far away.
Francisca and Flamberge are waiting for him outside of the main base. They wave as he crosses the metallic courtyard and makes his way to them.
“‘Bout time you showed up,” Flamberge says. “I was starting to wonder if you were having second thoughts.”
“No, not at all,” Taranza says. “This is… the most sure I’ve ever been of anything. Thank you yet again for providing me this opportunity.”
“Of course,” Flamberge says. “I’m taking it you’re ready, then?”
“More or less,” Taranza says. “Although I was wondering if I could ask for a small favor.” He turns towards the other sister. “Francisca, would you be able to enchant my weapon?”
Francisca quirks a brow.
“Kirby mentioned Morpho Knight used fire,” Taranza explains. “And so I was thinking… um, perhaps some Blizzard energy would be able to assist me in my battle. I’m not asking you to help me fight, just to give me a charge.”
“I see,” Francisca says, tilting her head. “...I suppose I don’t see why not. Hand it over.”
Taranza does as instructed. He passes the sword off to Francisca.
A sharp crackle as icy energy consumes it. When she returns it to Taranza, it’s frigid to the touch.
“Thank you,” he says, attempting to get used to the bitter cold blade now clasped in one hand. He gets the sense that if he weren’t wearing gloves, it would be enough to give him frostbite… or at the very least, leave ice clinging to his fuzzy paws.
It’s good though, he thinks, that the temperature is so intense. He’d been a little worried that Morpho Knight’s fire would be able to melt the ice, but it seems nothing would be able to thaw a frost like this.
“If that’s all you needed, then we should head to the Divine Terminus,” Flamberge says. “I’d prefer not to spend too much time hanging around.”
“Let’s go,” Taranza agrees. “I’m ready.”
As they make the trek, Flamberge explains, “We’ve got almost everything ready. When we get there, there’ll only be a couple things we need to do. We won’t be able to stay with you throughout the entire ritual, though. We talked it over, and we think there’s less of a chance of Morpho Knight showing up if there are a whole lot of people, so you’ll have to do the last few things on your own. Is that alright?”
“Of course,” Taranza says. “Just give me instructions and I should be able to get it figured out.”
The Divine Terminus is more or less how he remembers it: an eerie glowing altar leading up to a platform. With the Jamba Heart no longer resting there, said platform seems startlingly empty, although upon closer inspection, Taranza notices sigils scratched onto the floor.
They’re drawn onto the floor of the main altar as well, almost blending in with, but distinct from the pattern that’s quite literally embedded in it. Said pattern glows an ominous indigo, contrasting the bright red flicker of strange, claw-like structures that stretch into the sky.
…Not exactly the most cheery place, is it? He supposes it’s a fitting stage for a battle with the grim reaper, but he feels a little bad that if he’s going to bring Sectonia back, it’ll be in such a frightening environment. Not that he can complain too much. Beggars can’t be choosers, after all. If this terrifying altar will grant him the power to return the person he loves to life, then he’s grateful for it, foreboding scenery and all.
“So… uh, how do we start?”
“Well,” Flamberge says, retrieving a piece of chalk from her pocket, then looking at Taranza. “First, we’re going to want to-”
She stops, expression morphing to an exasperated grimace as she peers over his shoulder.
“Ah, crap.”
“What?” Taranza asks, frowning. “What is it?”
That’s when a voice comes from behind him.
“You two were up to something. I knew it!”
Taranza’s heart sinks. And sure enough, as he turns around, he comes face-to-face with Zan Partizanne.
Not that she pays him any mind. She shoves past him and makes her way straight towards her sisters, electricity crackling as she says, “What were you thinking!? You’re smarter than this! Did you seriously intend to let him use our holy ground as an elaborate stage for his unnecessary attempt at suicide? And without even asking Lord Hyness? You should be ashamed of yourselves!”
Flamberge bristles.
“Yeah?” she asks. “And why? You know as well as I do that he’s going to try it either way. He may as well be somewhere he’s supervised!”
“Oh, supervised is what he should be, you’re right. But not like this. How he should be supervised is-”
“Girls! Girls!” a voice interjects. “Please don’t fight! There’s no need for this. Kindly take a deep breath and then explain what’s going on to me, if you will. Zan Partizanne filled me in on some of the details, but I’d like to hear the full story before I pass judgment. What exactly is this?”
…Hyness. He’s also here. Zan must have brought him. There’s a real look of concern in his eyes as he surveys the group.
Not that Flamberge answers his question. Instead, glaring at her sister, she shouts, “You can’t believe me? I can’t believe YOU! You brought him here!? Why!?”
“Because I knew you might listen to him! And besides, this is his business. This is his altar, after all, isn’t it!?”
“It’s all of ours! Void, you’re such an insufferable snitch! Do you know how to do anything without running and hiding behind the old man? Why does it even concern you what we decide to do!?”
“It concerns me because if you get that imbecile murdered, then the Star Allies are going to blame all of us for it!”
Taranza feels his heart sink as he listens to them bicker. Are… they going to be stopped before they can even really try?”
“Girls,” Hyness repeats, louder this time. “Quit it. Stop with your squabbling and tell me calmly what is going on!”
Flamberge and Zan Partizanne both continue to seethe, but Francisca turns towards him and, finally, provides an explanation.
“Yesterday, Kirby gathered the group to tell us about his adventures in an alternate dimension. While detailing them, he described an entity we believe to be Morpho Knight, and this was the first time most of his allies had heard of its existence. This amazed and captivated them. Him, especially,” she points at Taranza, “Who decided it was crucial he meet the being.”
“Long before he met us, he lost a person dear to him,” she explains. “He intends to battle Morpho Knight in an attempt to win back her soul. We’ve no idea if this will work, and initially Flamberge and I had no interest in assisting him, but, eventually, he managed to convince us.”
“...Convince you,” Zan Partizanne repeats. “How?”
“With what he said!” Flamberge replies. “When he asked whether or not we’d do that for each other. The answer was yes, and so I couldn’t turn him down. I wouldn’t CARE if it was ‘an unnecessary attempt at suicide—’ if it were you two depending on me, I’d risk my life in an instant! Who am I to tell him he can’t do the same for someone he loves!?”
“But he’s not going to…-” Zan Partizanne lets out a frustrated sigh. “Flamberge, he’s not going to get what he wants! If it were us, I wouldn’t want you to recklessly put your life on the line for me. I’m sure his queen would feel the same.”
“Maybe, but he still deserves to make his own decision. If he wants to, then I’m not going to stop him. Even if we don’t help, he’s still going to try and find a way.”
Zan Partizanne turns towards Taranza, eyes narrowing.
“You need to understand you are taking a monumental risk for what may as well be a shot in the dark. You could die.”
“I’m aware,” Taranza says. “And I don’t care. This is something I’m willing to fight for. I want my happy ending. Maybe you can’t understand, because you already got your miracle, but this is something I need to do.” His heart is pounding in his ears, but all the same, he won’t stand down. “You followed him until the end, didn’t you?” he asks, glancing at Hyness. “Even when it was dangerous? Even when you knew you’d get hurt? How is this any different?”
That gives Zan Partizanne pause. She sputters just a little— searching for words. It’s not that different, and she no doubt knows that, but it’s not as if she can call that behavior of hers foolish. Even now, it’s more than clear she doesn’t regret it.
“Hyness… was alive.”
“And if he weren’t, I’ve no doubt you’d be in my shoes,” Taranza argues. “A person can be your whole world. You know that. I know you do.”
“Yeah,” Flamberge says. “C’mon, Zan, even if you wouldn’t be willing to do it for us, you’d do it for him, wouldn’t you?”
Zan Partizanne startles.
“Hey! Don’t…” suddenly, her voice is smaller. She shoots Flamberge a wounded, guilty look. “I would do it for…- you’re not any less important than him! Don’t say that.” She then turns back towards Taranza, expression hardening. “All I am trying to express, as an outsider looking in, is that this is dangerous. Maybe she’s right. Maybe I would do the same thing for my sisters and Hyness. But as the person who is not in that situation, I have the ability to see that this is wasted labor, whether I’d be able to discern that ‘in your shoes’ or not. I… understand how truly painful this must be, Taranza, but-”
“No. Don’t ‘but’ me,” Taranza replies. “As the ‘person who is not in this situation,’ you don’t understand how painful it is, and you don’t have the right to tell me how to feel. Your sisters are right. If I can’t do this here, I can and I will find another way.”
Zan Partizanne meets his gaze. He thinks she expects him to buckle, but he’ll do no such thing. There’s a fire burning in his chest.
Her expression falls.
“...There really is no convincing you, is there?” she asks. “Fine, then, but don’t say I didn’t try. And heed my warning when I say you’re not going to get what you want. Francisca and Flamberge were young when they met Morpho Knight. I wasn’t. I know what it’s going to tell you.”
“No you don’t,” Taranza says. “I’ll prove you wrong, I swear. I won’t just come back alive, but I’ll come back alive with my queen.”
He’s not sure how likely that actually is. He knows full well that Zan Partizanne may be right and he may fail, but all the same, he won’t admit that to her. He needs to believe in this, for Sectonia’s sake and for his.
He turns towards Hyness.
“It’s okay if I do this, yes? You’ll allow it?”
Hyness thinks it over.
“...This girl, she’s very important to you, yes?”
“More than anything,” Taranza breathes.
“And you understand what you are getting into?”
“Of course.”
“So be it, then. I’ve no intent to stop you. I do not disagree with Zan Partizanne’s assessment that this will likely not work, but all the same, the heart wants what it wants, and sometimes one must do something foolish to try and reconcile with themselves after great suffering. I merely hope you do not walk away from this with regrets. Remember: do not do anything you cannot take back, and if you do not succeed, do not blame yourself. The world we live in is oftentimes unfair and ruthless.”
He says it as if Taranza doesn’t already know that. He’s well aware the world is unfair. He’s been burned by it himself. If he hadn’t been, he wouldn’t be standing here right now. He doesn’t believe in miracles because he’s a fool. He… knows more often than not things don’t work out. He believes in miracles because miracles are all he has left. Without hope, he’d have nothing.
“I understand,” he responds. “I understand, and I’ll follow your advice. Thank you for this opportunity. It means more than I could possibly put into words. I promise I won’t waste it.”
A pause. He turns towards the Mage Sisters.
“And I… apologize if I caused trouble between you three. I never meant to make you fight. I hope there are no hard feelings.”
Flamberge shakes her head.
“Nah,” she says. “This happens a lot. Zan and I don’t always see eye to eye. She thinks she’s always right because she’s so used to being the boss. Doesn’t mean I don’t love her.”
Zan Partizanne’s eye twitches.
“Flamberge… often makes foolish decisions, and I wish she’d just talk to me instead of going behind my back, but she’s right. I love her too. Trust me when I say we’ve had much higher stakes arguments than these.”
But Francisca must soon decide that’s enough sentimentality. She turns towards Taranza and asks, “Are you ready?”
Taranza nods.
“I’m ready.”
“Wonderful,” she says. “I’ll go get the Nruff, then.”
“The… what?” Taranza starts to ask, but just as soon shakes his head.
There’s no point in questioning what it is the Mage Sisters are doing. They understand this better than he does. All he can do is follow their lead.
And, so, without another word, Francisca wanders off.
As she takes care of that, Flamberge finishes drawing the symbols on the floor. They take on a faint purple glow as she connects the last line.
A foreboding energy permeates the air, leaving goosebumps on Taranza’s skin. He swears he can hear whispers echo in a tongue he doesn’t recognize.
Flamberge floats to the main platform and moves around a few things before turning to Zan Partizanne and Hyness.
“You two mind helping me open the portal? It might be sort of difficult to do solo.”
“We’ll assist,” Hyness says, stepping forward. He motions for Zan Partizanne to follow.
She hesitates at first, but eventually does as instructed. She won’t disobey her master, especially now, having accepted this is going to happen with or without her. She bows her head and makes her way up to the platform.
There, all three of them clasp their hands in prayer. They murmur, then begin to chant.
The whispers grow louder. Gradually, the sigil takes on a more luminous glow. It runs from the altar up to the platform, crackling with a dark energy as they recite primeval words.
Flickering particles permeate the air. Taranza swears he sees the claw-like structures curl towards the altar. The ground rises, then falls. It’s as if the landscape itself has started to breathe.
The glow is brightest near the very edge of the platform. From where he stands on the altar, it’s bearable, but up near where the cult members stand, it’s practically blinding. The brilliant light seems to swallow everything. Taranza feels himself shake.
But Flamberge, Zan Partizanne and Hyness don’t so much as flinch. They chant with more and more passion, their voices seeming to become one as they resound off the walls.
Then, a flash. A flash and an overwhelming, extraordinary noise. It’s a deafening ‘WOOSH!’ and a billow of energy that just about knocks Taranza to the ground.
But, barely, he catches himself, and when he peeks open his eyes, the radiant light has ceased. All that remains is the now once-again faint glow of the sigils on the floor. Even the whispers have receded.
Still, the three of them succeeded… for now they stand in front of a strange, swirling vortex. Each of them steps back, staring at it for a moment, before returning to the main altar and reconvening with Taranza.
Each of them is breathing heavily. Whatever ancient, no-doubt eldritch magic they used has taken a toll on their bodies.
Still, they seem satisfied. Flamberge wipes sweat from her brow.
“Been way too long since we’ve done something like that,” she pants. “Glad to see our dark magic still has some practical use.”
Taranza gazes into the portal, awed by its unearthly presence. The violet colors that make up its body swirl into a dark abyss— a gulf of pure nothingness that threatens to swallow anything that dares wander too close.
“What… is that?” Taranza asks. “Will we be going in?”
“Void, no,” Flamberge says. “First of all, we won’t be doing anything, but second of all, don’t you even think about venturing in. We definitely won’t be seeing you again if you do that.”
“That portal leads to a space between dimensions,” Hyness explains. “A domain closer to the Hades which Morpho Knight inhabits. If it wishes to enter our world, then it will be able to do so through that. Of course, it would be able to access our world either way, but this is a passage deliberately conjured for it.”
“Think of it a bit as a beacon,” Zan Partizanne explains. “A summoning. Now, Morpho Knight knows that it’s wanted. The only question that remains is if it will answer the call.”
Taranza nods. He… thinks all of that makes sense.
He’s more grateful than ever he came to the Mage Sisters for assistance. Or- well, that they came to him offering it. Something tells him that this is something that wouldn’t have been able to be done in any other location— by any other people.
He bows his head and recites a silent prayer of his own.
‘Please, Morpho Knight,’ he thinks. ‘They’ve helped me this much… so I’m begging you— answer my call. I’ll do anything.’
Shortly after, Francisca returns with the ‘Nruff’ she mentioned; which is to say a squealing, desperate animal. It thrashes in her arms, although she doesn’t dare yield, unblinking as she reconvenes with the group.
“I see you’ve already gone to the effort of opening the portal,” she says. “Wonderful. Then there’s only one last thing for us to do, I suppose.”
She makes her way towards the center of the altar, nodding her head at Zan Partizanne— a silent instruction.
Zan Partizanne nods back before retrieving something from her robes. It takes Taranza a moment to realize what it is, but as soon as he sees it glint in the purple light, it sinks in. It’s a dagger she’s retrieved.
“What exactly is this?” He asks, cautiously approaching the group. “I thought you said we’d already created a beacon.”
“Yes,” Zan Partizanne says. “But it’s best to leave an offering as well— an incentive for Morpho Knight to answer our prayer and join us in this world. Do remember: it’s Death we’re dealing with here. There’s one way more proven than any other to coax it.”
…Ah, and so it’s a sacrifice. He supposes that makes sense, too. A tad gruesome, but if that’s the price that must be paid, then so be it.
Zan Partizanne slits the Nruff’s throat and pins its head down. Briefly, it struggles, but just as soon falls still as blood loss takes its toll. Red seeps into the crevices of the altar and smears across the sigil.
Carefully, Francisca lays the Nruff down. Then, the entire group turns towards Taranza.
“It’s best we go now,” Flamberge explains. “We’re going to want to be out of here before this thing dies. The rest is up to you, bud.”
Taranza bites down on his lip. Admittedly, he’s a little bit nervous to be left alone in a menacing place like this. The ominous crackle of the portal and the weak gasps of the Nruff are enough to make his blood run cold.
But he’s known since the start that this last part would be something he had to do solo. He can’t back down now. The Mage Sisters and Hyness have already done so much for him. He won’t take that for granted… especially not when Sectonia is depending on him.
A nod.
“Very well then. Be on your way. Thank you once more for assisting me with all of this. It well and truly means the world to me. I promise I’ll make the most of it.”
“I’m sure you will,” Flamberge says. “...Good luck. I really do hope you get what you want.”
“Be careful,” Zan Partizanne warns, “Don’t get cocky. Remember what you’re dealing with. And if you do need to back down, there’s no shame in that. There are people waiting for you. Please come home to them.”
And then, before Taranza can respond, she turns and skulks off… no doubt in hopes it will allow the severity of her words to sink in.
Sink in they do. A knot sits in Taranza’s stomach as he watches her go. Still, he puts on a brave face and gestures to the others as they depart.
He’s alone.
The Divine Terminus is eerily quiet. Taranza’s heart thumps in his chest.
He looks towards the portal, but it doesn’t seem anything has shifted. It’s the same dark purple void it was minutes before, distorting the air around it, but yielding nothing as it swirls.
His gaze flickers towards the Nruff. It’s stopped moving now, but still hasn’t died. Weakly, its chest rises and falls as blood spurts from its throat.
He feels just a little bit guilty. It’s a sacrifice he’d make a thousand times over if it were necessary to resurrect Sectonia, but all the same, looking death in the eye like that is disquieting. Is the Nruff afraid?
…Was she? She had to be, didn’t she? Who wouldn’t be in those circumstances? Then again, maybe she didn’t even realize what was happening. It was all so fast. He hopes it didn’t hurt— that she died quickly— as opposed to having her death be a long, drawn out spectacle like this.
However… he knows there’s no chance of that. Even if her body perished quickly, Sectonia’s spirit died a slow, agonizing death. It’s not as if it happened all at once, her corruption. He witnessed it himself. She slipped through his fingers so gradually that he didn’t even realize until it was too late. She lost herself over the course of years, and she no doubt had no idea what was happening, either. She was paranoid and angry most days… probably scared out of her mind. She tried to mask it there near the end, but he saw the way she trembled with desperate adrenaline. Even her bravado couldn’t hide her suffering.
What a terrible fate. He can’t believe he subjected her to that. He didn’t mean to, of course, but all the same, he wishes he’d at least realized. Maybe if he’d destroyed the mirror, he could have intervened before things got so bad. Maybe she would have even gone back to the girl she used to be.
…He’s not sure. Either way, he feels responsible for her anguish. That’s why he’s here right now, trying to save her. It’s not just that he wants his friend back— although that certainly plays into it. It’s that he knows that he owes her. He put her through the most horrifying thing imaginable. That’s something he’s obligated to undo.
Eventually, the Nruff runs out of fight. As Taranza’s lost deep in thought, it gasps one final time, then goes limp. Its eyes glaze, and what was once alive is now nothing more than a corpse.
Once more, he looks towards the portal.
Is… nothing going to happen? It feels as if something should have changed by now. Where’s Morpho Knight? Surely it knows he’s calling out to it. Has it decided to turn its back on his plea?
A shiver runs down his spine. No. This can’t all have been for nothing. He’s desperate, and so please…-
Something comes through the portal.
At first, he fears it’s merely a trick of the light. The orange flicker is small enough to be mistaken for an ember. But as it flits closer, the sight is unmistakable. An unassuming, yet strangely brilliant, butterfly flutters through the air, passing Taranza by and landing on the now-deceased Nruff.
A white glow. Both it and its victim are swallowed by ethereal light. In front of Taranza’s eyes, the Nruff disappears. Whatever energy once sustained it is absorbed by Morpho Knight... and as Morpho Knight collects its debt, its body shifts. It grows to be more than a mere butterfly— sprouting hands and feet as it spreads glimmering wings.
When the light fades, there stands an Astral. Or at least… something that vaguely resembles one. Upon closer inspection, it’s clearly an imitation. The proportions are off. There’s an otherworldly sense to its piercing white eyes. This is a being unlike Meta Knight or even Kirby.
An unwitting shiver runs down Taranza’s spine. Suddenly, his whole body is trembling. The mere presence of the being is truly overwhelming. It’s as if his spirit itself is screaming for him to flee.
But he forces a breath, pushing down the air that feels trapped in his lungs. He ignores the thumping of his heart and the way his blood’s run cold. He cranes his neck, even despite fear, and looks Morpho Knight right in the eye.
“I have a plea for you.”
He doesn’t stammer. His voice doesn’t shake. He’s perhaps the most frightened he’s ever been, but exhilarated all the same. It’s as if the adrenaline transforms into sheer determination. Morpho Knight is really here. It’s standing in front of him. He wasn’t even sure he’d get that far, but he’s made it.
He’s one step closer to reuniting with the person who’s everything to him… quite literally his entire world.
“My queen-” he breathes.
Morpho Knight stops him right there.
“There is no need to elucidate,” it says in a voice that’s booming, yet a whisper. It’s as if a thousand spirits are speaking in harmony, a discordant chorus of souls. “I know why you’ve summoned me, Taranza.”
…It knows his name. There’s something so ominous about that. Simply hearing it said leaves his hairs standing on end. Still, he supposes it makes sense. Of course, it’s acquainted with him. It’s acquainted with everyone.
“If you know why I’ve called you, then do you intend to let me prove myself?” He asks, ears ringing. All at once, it’s as if he’s starving. Morpho Knight is right there. There’s an insatiable fire burning deep within his soul. “Do you intend to let me fight for my queen?”
Terror turns to anticipation turns to intoxication. He’s so close to what he craves, he can practically taste it. Eager tears well in his eyes.
‘Sectonia,’ he thinks. ‘Sectonia. I promise I’ll bring you home.’
But for all his fervor, Morpho Knight doesn’t so much as stir, and when it responds, its answer is the one thing Taranza was hoping he wouldn’t hear.
“No,” it says flatly. “I do not.”
Taranza’s heart plummets. His body tenses. His breath catches in his throat. He’s still trembling, but it’s not in a good way. He can hardly believe his ears.
“W- what do you mean!?” he asks, frantic. “No!? You- you can’t say no! Why did you come here if that’s your answer!? A- are you saying you don’t even intend to allow me to try and fight? Why not!?”
He blinks quickly. His eyes sting with tears. All at once, he’s hyperventilating. This can’t be happening. He was so excited to see Morpho Knight. Was it seriously all for nothing!?
“I cannot disrupt the cycle of life and death,” Morpho Knight says plainly. “Not for you, not for anyone. The sole reason I have ‘come here’ is to put an end to this absurdity. I knew you would not rest until I heeded your call, and so here it is— my response to your plea: what has happened has happened. There is no changing that. The sooner you accept that fundamental truth, the better. You must cease this fruitless endeavor.”
No. Nononononono. It can’t be saying that. If death can’t help him— isn’t willing to, then what possibly could? That insinuates there’s nothing he can do. That this fate is set in stone. He can’t possibly accept that!
“Please,” he begs, tears trailing down his face now. He clasps his hands, desperate. “Make an exception just this once! She… she wasn’t supposed to die! All of this only happened because of me. If I hadn’t… if I hadn’t messed up, then she’d still be alive. I condemned her to this! You must show mercy!”
“I ‘must’ do nothing,” Morpho Knight responds, eyes narrowing. “I am under no obligation to you or to anyone else. Your suffering is not unique. You are not the only person who feels you’ve been wronged. Everyone has regrets. I understand your sorrow, but I will not make an exception for you. You are the only person here who ‘must’ do anything, and what you must do is yield. You are wasting your breath.”
Taranza’s panicking now. He feels weak. His head spins. He searches desperately for some sort of argument as Morpho Knight stares at him with those cold, uncaring eyes.
“What- what about ‘Leon!?’ Kirby said you let him live! You allowed Kirby to fight for his soul! Why is he special!? There’s no reason I shouldn’t be able to do the same!”
“Leon,” Morpho Knight responds, “Was alive. He had not yet breathed his last. You are presenting a false equivalence.”
“What… what about Fecto Forgo, then!?” Taranza spits. “Kirby told us you allowed its spirit to escape you! That its essence lives on in its other half, Elfilin! That horrible thing died, didn’t it!? Its physical form was annihilated! Yet it lived on as a spectre!?”
“Fecto Forgo’s continued existence was an anomaly,” Morpho Knight says with a twitch of its wings. “That’s why I came to collect its soul. When it escaped me, however, I had no concerns. I knew that your ‘Kirby’ would take care of the problem. I did not need to hunt it because I knew he would. And as for Fecto Forgo’s ‘essence,’ there is none. Fecto Forgo as Kirby knew it has ceased to exist. It is no more than a piece of its other half’s spirit now. Its mind has been laid to rest.”
Taranza hates the way it talks to him. It’s looking down on him— he knows it is. It thinks he’s irrational, doesn’t it? It thinks he’s stubborn.
He can’t believe it’s saying the exact same things that the others were. He didn’t want to accept that they might be right. He really, really got his hopes up, only for them to be crushed.
…How stupid could he be?
“Please,” he repeats, now out of justification. He has no other argument— no intelligent thing he can say. All he can do is beg. “Please. Pleasepleasepleaseplease! You don’t understand! She’s everything to me!” A sob, then his voice is a wail. “I need her!”
He needs her and she needs him. She’s depending on this. H- he can’t fail. He’s already done so so many times before. He owes her her life— the life that was unfairly stolen from her! There’s so much she never got to do!
But Morpho Knight remains unmoved. Giving Taranza a pitying look, it murmurs, “You ‘need’ nothing,” before turning its back. It takes a step towards the portal. “You are nothing more than a naive fool with a selfish wish. A wish I will not grant. You’ve no choice but to move on. It’s that, or never truly live. I suppose ultimately it’s up to you,” Its wings twitch once more. “Either way, goodbye. I will not be telling you this again.”
With each clunk of its boots, Taranza feels more and more sick. Death creeps further and further away, and with it it takes Sectonia. It takes his hopes— what he thought might just be his miracle.
His lip trembles. His vision blurs with tears. Well and truly, Taranza feels inconsolable. It’s as if he’s about to faint.
Yet, as Morpho Knight spreads its wings and prepares to fly through the portal, he feels the tiniest hint of something. His grip on his blade tightens. His expression twists. Despair morphs into fury and defiance.
And before he knows what he’s doing, he rushes the being. He shoots webs to block off the portal, then with all the force he can muster, he slices his sword across Morpho Knight’s unarmored back.
Black ichor drips to the floor.
For a moment, the Divine Terminus is utterly silent. Taranza is acutely aware he’s done something he cannot undo.
Still, he forces a snarl.
“You’re not getting away from me that easily,” he says, eyes narrowed— hands trembling. “I want a fight, and I will get one. I don’t care if you never intended to indulge me. I’m giving you no choice. Sectonia is my queen, and I will not be giving up on her so easily! I’ll rip her spirit from your hands by force if I must!”
It’s hard to breathe. Even now, his whole body is screaming for him to run. But he doesn’t dare budge. Even with angry, terrified tears welling in his eyes, he stands his ground.
…He knows he might die here. He’s aware now that this thing is much more powerful than he’ll ever be. But all the same, he couldn’t just let it leave, and so if he must die, then so be it. At least if he does, he’ll perhaps see…-
No. He shouldn’t be thinking like that. Zan Partizanne’s words ring in his ears as he shakes his head. He doesn’t intend to die. Not to the grim reaper. Not to anyone.
He’s coming out of here alive, and he’s taking Sectonia with him.
Morpho Knight’s wings twitch once, then twice. As its wounds close, slowly, it turns to face him… and when it does, its expression is no longer pitying. There’s anger behind those eyes. It no longer sees him as just a clueless, desperate mortal. Finally, it regards him as an opponent— an equal.
A sword manifests in its hands as it rises into the air. Threateningly, it spreads its wings.
“...You really don’t know when to quit, do you?” it asks, voice low and outraged. “I was hoping it wouldn’t come to this, but I suppose you leave me no choice…”
All at once, a raging fire surrounds the Divine Terminus. The stench of death fills the air.
“Very well, then! Try and prove yourself to me! I’ll make you regret your folly!”
Notes:
...Fun fact: did you know? When I first conceptualized this fic, Taranza learning about Morpho Knight, confronting it, and bringing Sectonia back to life was supposed to be one chapter. I bring this up, because as you may have noticed: we're two chapters in, and he's only just now making a fool of himself in front of Morpho Knight. I think that's a pretty apt example of just how wordy I am as a person. Everything CAN and WILL balloon into being three times the originally expected length. Whoops!
Not as big a 'whoops' on my part as Taranza's most recent decision is a 'whoops' on his part, though. He really is gutsy, isn't he? Attacking Death itself and all? I think, a lot of the time, a lot of the fandom (myself included) can fall into the trap of perceiving him as just meek... but no, when Taranza REALLY cares about something, all of that anxiety flies right out the window.
...Sometimes to his detriment. This /really/ isn't going to end well for him, is it?
Taking a step back, though, it was fun getting to write his allies in this chapter: that being the Mage Sisters. Particularly, I enjoyed getting to portray some of their interpersonal drama and generally complicated relationship. It's one of those things where, like... it's almost a glimpse into another story. Taranza will never understand everything going on with them fully— this fic isn't about them, but all the same, they're going through their own nonsense, y'know? Living their own complicated little lives.
It's neat!
And Morpho Knight, of course, was interesting to characterize as ever. It's moreso this... force of nature given sapience, rather than a true person in its own right, and that always makes it fascinating to portray. It's otherworldly and oftentimes unfeeling. It was never going to be able to comprehend Taranza's plight.
Leading to his... um- reckless decision.
Like I said: that's probably not going to work out well for him.
But you all will just have to wait to see HOW exactly things pan out. The next update will be in two weeks! And in the middle of the wait for that, I'll be uploading another chapter of The Future Belongs to Someone Else next week, so maybe check that out, too! It really does serve as a fun little unintentional companion piece to this fic. They weren't written with the intent of going hand-in-hand, but certainly explore some similar themes. I think it's a cool parallel.
For now, though, I hope you enjoyed THIS chapter of THIS fic! Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll talk to you again soon O/
Chapter 3: and if i only could, i'd make a deal with god, and i'd get him to swap our places
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
As the battle begins, Morpho Knight doesn’t so much as give Taranza a chance to react. It dives towards him with blinding speed, slicing his side and rushing by before looping back around. It gets another hit in on his shoulder, ripping through his shirt and leaving deep gashes in his skin. Then, it attempts to strike him head on, lunging for his chest with a merciless precision.
Just barely, though, Taranza deflects. He leaps back, blocking its sword with his own. The force with which it attacks is enough to thrust his blade away near-instantly, but at the very least, he’s not hit again.
He trembles, but blinks the tears from his eyes. Now isn’t the time to be afraid. He has to focus!
He unleashes a blast of Soul energy, attempting to knock Morpho Knight back and put space between them. He has experience fighting those who use melee weapons, and as a magician, he’s well aware his best bet is to whittle it down from far away. He’ll still have to keep its mastery of hellfire in mind, but he isn’t nearly as afraid of that as he is of its otherworldly blade.
As soon as the Soul energy dissipates, he fires two orbs of pure magic at Morpho Knight— trying to disorient it. With wings beating, though, it’s only phased for a second. It fires two crescent-shaped shots from its sword, then vanishes as he puts up a mystical shield.
Taranza’s heart pounds. His gaze flickers. He fears for a moment that Morpho Knight’s left, but soon realizes he can still sense its presence. It’s hiding somewhere, waiting for him to let his guard down.
A sudden whoosh from behind him. Having teleported where he couldn’t see, Morpho Knight pounces, slashing at his back. It slices one, two, three times. Taranza attempts to whirl around, but only ends up getting struck from the front. He’s tossed to the floor by the force of the blow.
His vision swims. He grits his teeth. Already, his body is sore. But Taranza doesn’t slow down, putting up yet another shield as Morpho Knight swings its sword. His hands shake, but he refuses to buckle. He stands, darts to the side, and then swerves towards Morpho Knight.
He motions to slash at it, but as it raises its sword to parry, he fires a web. He wraps it in magical silk before grabbing a hold of the makeshift cocoon. Morpho Knight is far from fully constricted, but he’s at least able to fling it into the air, volleying balls of spectral energy at it as he does.
The web rips as Morpho Knight flares its wings. The air vibrates, and a horrible, disconcerting sound rings out, loud enough to feel as if it’s piercing Taranza’s skull.
His vision swims. He stumbles. Suddenly, he doesn’t know where he is. He’s acutely aware he’s in a fight, but for just a split-second he doesn’t remember why. He can’t piece his thoughts together. The smell of smoke is overwhelming. His body is weak and dizzy. Why does his mouth taste like rot?
A hard impact. The breath is knocked from his chest. He feels a sharp pain as something slices open his chest, then he’s sent flying. He tumbles through fire, body burning. He gasps with pain. It’s agonizing. He hasn’t felt something that seared like this since… since…-
That’s right! All at once, he comes to his senses. It’s as if lightning flows through his veins. He catches himself as he arcs towards the other side of the Divine Terminus, just barely able to avoid striking the floor.
Sectonia. That’s why he’s here— what he’s doing. He’s come to receive his miracle. To save her! Bring her back from being that person!
His vision clears. He shakes his head. He can’t believe Morpho Knight was able to disorient him that badly for a moment. No doubt it used powerful Soul magic to wrench control of his body and addle his mind, but lucky for him, sentiment was enough to snap him out of it… and two can play at that game.
Gripping his sword, he leaps towards the flames. He uses its frosty blade to slice a path through the blazing wall and back into the arena. He adjusts his scarf with one hand, patting down the spot where it’s singed at the edges, and uses his other hands to conjure ethereal puppet strings.
They snare Morpho Knight’s wrists and ankles. Then, while it’s momentarily shackled, Taranza fires yet another volley of magical orbs at it before rushing in and slicing its side. It lets out a startled grunt.
Still, it’s not restrained for long. Flaring its wings once more, it snaps the puppet strings as easily as it did his silk, a hot white glow in its eyes.
Barely, Taranza is able to leap back in time to avoid its sound wave attack. The horrible noise still echoes through the Divine Terminus, but it doesn’t drill through his skull or distort his mind. He heaves a sigh of relief.
Not that that means he can let his guard down for long. Morpho Knight disappears once more, and while he whips around, prepared to meet an attack from behind, it strikes him with a force he wasn’t ready for, sending him tumbling. He sputters for breath.
Morpho Knight takes ample advantage of the opportunity, launching into the air, firing three crescent shaped shots at him, then swooping, sword held out and prepared to slice open his vulnerable body. He only manages to save himself at the last second, rolling out of the way, desperately sitting up and wrenching a replica Dreamstalk from the ground, hitting Morpho head on and briefly disorienting it.
While it’s reeling, he launches another barrage of webs, attempting to restrain it as he darts away. He circles the edge of the arena and fires orbs of magic.
It shakes itself loose, chasing after before vanishing into air. This time, Taranza is prepared to meet it, a blast of pure energy exploding around him as it reappears.
Morpho Knight is knocked back, and Taranza once again takes the opportunity to run. His lungs burn, but he continues to fire magical shots.
Morpho Knight shakes its head, easily darting out of the way of his attacks, before teleporting to the other side of the arena.
Taranza’s unsure of what it’s doing at first, but its intentions just as soon become apparent. Its sword splits into two, then lengthens, becoming two unfathomably large blades. They easily stretch the entire length of the arena— looming over him. He’s able to dodge out of the way of the first as Morpho Knight slams it down, but he’s not so lucky as to avoid the second. It hits him head on, leaving a wound running from his cheek to his abdomen as he’s slammed to the ground. Then, without mercy, Morpho Knight brings down its swords twice more, this time to his sides.
Fire erupts from the ground where it leaves ragged gashes in the stone, creating a towering wall of flames that surrounds Taranza. It quickly closes in on him, threatening to immolate him outright if he doesn’t move.
His body screams as he forces himself to rise. Hemolymph drenches his clothes, leaving even his precious scarf sticky and wet. His vision blurs, this time with no outside force contorting his mind. His mouth tastes like death, and he can no longer tell if it’s merely a byproduct of Morpho Knight’s presence or a sign that something is very, very wrong.
Still, he leaps forward, just barely avoiding the inferno as it closes in on him, heart throbbing in his ears. He ignores the way the world briefly flashes black and casts a healing spell— hoping the impromptu effort will be enough to at least get him by.
Morpho Knight offers him no such respite, though, stabbing its sword into the ground as fiery tornadoes swirl across the battlefield. Taranza’s given no opportunity to stitch his wounds, once again forced to focus on dodging. At this point, he can barely even get in an attack.
Now, more than ever, his flight instinct kicks in. There’s a primal sort of fear as smoke chokes his lungs and hemolymph drips down his chin.
‘RUN!’ his brain screams. ‘RUN!’
It’s not too late— Morpho Knight would probably be willing to spare him if he surrendered. He’d have to beg, maybe, but surely he could escape with his life by yielding. He could get away from the agonizing pain and the horrible stench of death.
The mere thought only steels his resolve all the more, though. As terror propels him, he thinks ‘Is this what she felt?’ and is once again certain.
She experienced something awful, unfair and cruel. He has to make it up to her.
He manages to stop the bleeding some, teeth grit, but he’s growing exhausted as he evades the neverending onslaught. His mind races and he trembles with desperate adrenaline. He assesses the situation.
This clearly isn’t working. It’s as if he’s hardly even left a scratch on Morpho Knight. Each wound he’s opened has long since healed. It swoops effortlessly around the battlefield with the same ease it did at the start of their battle. He’s not going to win this as a war of attrition.
He’s got to change tactics.
If it can heal, then he has to ramp up the speed of his attacks. His best bet is to overwhelm it. For all of its otherworldly presence, it clearly isn’t completely invulnerable. Not only did Kirby defeat it, but Taranza’s managed to take it by surprise several times now. If he can catch it with its guard down, perhaps he can unleash an onslaught on it. He just has to find an opportunity.
He’s well aware that he risks taking a serious blow by focusing on offense, but all the same, his careful ‘slow-and-steady’ method has more than proven it isn’t going to work. If he keeps up what he’s currently doing, he’ll run out of either energy or hemolymph long before he can defeat Morpho Knight, and so, risky or not, it’s not as if he has much of a choice.
He searches for an opening. Morpho Knight is extremely agile, and so it’s not easy… but eventually he finds what he thinks might just be his chance. Morpho Knight fires a volley of crescent shots at him, then dives, sword extended as it lunges his way.
Taranza has no doubt Morpho Knight expects him to either dodge or block— it’s what he’s done this entire fight, after all. And for a moment, Taranza does feign shrinking back, but just as soon as Morpho Knight is upon him, he leaps forward full force.
His sword clashes with its and he unleashes a blast of powerful magical energy, launching it into the air. But instead of taking the opportunity to get away like he did in previous scenarios where he stunned Morpho Knight, he continues the assault. He launches webs into its eyes, blinding it, then rushes by and slices at it with his sword, aiming directly for its wings.
He plunges his weapon into his back before attempting to bind it. Firing even more webs, he catches Morpho Knight in his net, flinging it full force towards the floor. Then, he pounces just as soon as Morpho Knight frees itself, sword arcing towards its face.
Morpho Knight’s blade meets his, though, blocking his attack, and just as soon as Morpho Knight was in his grasp, it’s gone. It vanishes, leaving Taranza alone to anticipate where it’ll strike from next.
He prepares a burst of magical energy, but isn’t ready as Morpho Knight reappears right in front of him far faster than he expected, slashing at his face. Then, pulling its weapon back, it launches him into the air, sending him tumbling.
This time, it doesn’t wait for him to hit the floor. Instead, rushing by, it slices at him once— twice, before catapulting him even further up. Taranza gasps helplessly for breath.
From there, it’s a volley of blows. Morpho Knight strikes him a third time. A fourth. A fifth. It’s as if it’s assailing him from all sides. Faster than the eye can see, it slices him mercilessly, practically mincing him with a brutal precision.
Taranza screams. As he feels Morpho Knight rip open wound after wound after wound, he attempts to put up a shield, but he just can’t find the opportunity. Its attacks are too swift. His head spins as his body goes limp. His vision blurs.
Then, after what feels like an onslaught that will never end, Morpho Knight raises its sword far above its head, sending Taranza flying towards the floor. He impacts with it hard, a cloud of dust exploding around him as he hears something crack.
Was that the ground or his body? He can’t tell.
Taranza lies in a puddle of his own hemolymph. By now, his vision doesn’t just blur— it’s swimming. He fades in and out of consciousness, unable to breathe as his head throbs. Feebly, he gasps.
No. Nonono. This can’t be happening.
With what little strength he has left, he pushes himself from the ground. Trembling, he staggers towards Morpho Knight.
By now, it’s touched down on the ground. It doesn’t so much as blink as he lurches its way. With cold, unimpressed eyes, it’s clear it no longer sees him as a threat.
“...What are you doing?” it asks flatly. “Can’t you see you’ve lost?”
“N- no I haven’t,” Taranza chokes, coughing desperately for breath. “I still need to-”
“You
need
to do nothing!”
Morpho Knight rushes towards Taranza, once more slashing at him and sending him tumbling to the ground. Then, it grabs him by his collar, pulls him in close and presses its sword to his throat.
“I can’t help you,” it growls. “This was a wasted effort from the start. If you submitted, perhaps you could have escaped with your life, but you refused, and now you’re just going to join your friend. Are you satisfied with that? Did you get what you wanted?”
Taranza hears whispers. Spectral butterflies flit at the edges of his vision. He can hardly see. His body feels heavy and cold.
Morpho Knight’s breath is hot on his face. His wounds ache as they press against his ravaged clothes. By now, his heartbeat isn’t deafening. Instead, it’s a dull, unsteady thump.
Did he really fail? After all of the stake he put in this? He resolved he’d get his way, but what is he supposed to do now? He can barely even move. Is Morpho Knight right? Is he going to die for nothing? Perhaps that’s what he deserves after Sectonia died for the same, but even so, the mere thought makes his body tremble.
What…- what are his friends going to think? They’re going to be upset with him— angry, even— aren’t they? They told him this would happen… he just didn’t want to believe it. But they were right, weren’t they? He’s just. Not. Good enough.
He’s just weak, foolish Taranza.
Still, even with Morpho Knight’s blade pressed to his throat, it’s not just fear or even self-pity that Taranza feels. There’s still a sense of bitterness burning deep within him. This isn’t fair. He deserved better. He doesn’t want to die like this. Then, he’ll be no-one’s hero. Just another casualty.
He…- he can’t. He won’t accept that. Maybe he is foolish, but all the same, he wants his happy ending. He’s fought so, so hard for a miracle! He won’t let anyone— not even death take that away from him now!
Once more, puppet strings shackle Morpho Knight’s limbs, but this time with twice the intensity. Its eyes widen as it releases Taranza’s shirt, then staggers back, movements unsteady and awkward. Its wings flare with surprise.
It struggles to break free, but Taranza puts all of his waning focus into maintaining his grip on it. It takes all of his energy just to do so. His head throbs as his spirit and mind clashes with its. The whispers grow louder. He can tell he’s contesting with something truly otherworldly, but all the same, this is a battle he’s not willing to lose.
“Of course I’m not satisfied!” he gasps. “And of course I haven’t gotten what I wanted! But that’s exactly why I can’t surrender! I told you what I desired, and I’m getting it!”
Abruptly, Morpho Knight’s hand jerks. At Taranza’s command, it flings its sword to the side, a clatter echoing as it skids across the floor.
For a second time, Taranza forces himself to rise. He crouches and picks up Morpho Knight’s sword.
His vision’s still swimming. His body feels drained as he drags it along. Still, he staggers towards Morpho Knight, attempting to heal his wounds as much as he can with what little time he has.
Then, he lunges.
He swings its blade wildly. It’s an onslaught based on pure adrenaline and anger. There’s no ‘strategy’ to it— just him, the sword that feels unfathomably heavy, and the force which he hates more than anything: Death. He strikes it as hard as he can, taking his anger out on his opponent, and although the puppet strings soon break, something else fractures as well. A bloodthirsty swing, then a snap.
Two orange halves clatter to the ground.
Morpho Knight’s mask— he broke it.
Taranza freezes. He gets a glimpse of Morpho Knight’s face… or more aptly, its lack of one. With no visor concealing it, the illusion shatters. Those piercing white eyes were nothing more than a mirage. Its actual face…-
A dark vortex of agonized souls. Expressions warped with misery. Constantly shifting, yet invariably petrifying all the same. Taranza gazes into a horrifying, eldritch abyss. He looks that which is actually death in the eye— no mirage shields him. He wonders if within that abyss is the spirit of the person he loves.
His blood runs cold. Still, though, he moves. He’s all the more determined. He knows this is his one chance, and so he slashes at Morpho Knight’s ghastly face before tackling it to the floor. Briefly, they tumble, then he pins it. His body presses against its as puppet strings once more shackle its wrists.
Briefly, it struggles, but when it doesn’t manage to escape, Taranza lets out a snarl.
“What are you doing?” he asks, voice cold, “Can’t you see you’ve lost?”
Morpho Knight’s wings twitch. For a brief moment, the vortex stirs, but then it falls still. The faces disappear and all that’s left is a black void.
With a sigh, Morpho Knight lowers its head to the ground.
“Very well, then,” it says. “I yield.”
In a flash, it vanishes from under Taranza. It reappears to his side, mask once again concealing its face. It snaps its fingers and its sword disappears, fading from Taranza’s grip.
“You… yield?” Taranza repeats, hesitant. He can hardly even believe what he’s hearing.
“While I cannot truly be defeated, you bested me in this battle. You surprised me. That is not something that happens often. It’s rare a mortal gets the better of me. Your spirit must truly be something special. As such, I see no point in continuing this fruitless affair. We’ve reached a stalemate. You’re earned your survival.”
Once more, Morpho Knight is looking at Taranza the way it did at the start of the battle. There’s a begrudging respect to its gaze.
“My survival,” Taranza says, head spinning. He squints. His vision has begun to clear some now that the battle’s ended and he can heal himself, but all the same, he’s admittedly disoriented. “...And hers too, correct?”
Morpho Knight’s quiet for a long moment. Slowly, that reverential expression fades. With pitying eyes, it shakes its head.
“I’m afraid not.”
Taranza’s heart-rate spikes. He glares as he sits up.
“What do you mean ‘I’m afraid not!?’” He asks, clawing at the ground. “I defeated you fair and square! I did exactly what you demanded of me!”
“I demanded nothing of you,” Morpho Knight responds. “Last I checked, it was the other way around. I never once told you that if you defeated me I would grant your wish. That is an idea you came up with. Your victory was impressive, but all the same, I cannot help you.”
Taranza rises.
“T- then we’re not done here!” he spits. “This fight isn’t over! I’ll-”
“No,” Morpho Knight interjects. “I will not be humoring this. I am no longer interested in punishing you for your insolence. You may be strong, mortal, but you’d best remember you cannot force me to do anything. And besides, even if I wanted to assist you, don’t you understand the meaning of that word? When I say ‘I cannot,’ I mean ‘I cannot.’ It is not that I am choosing to spurn you. I’m incapable of doing what you ask of me.”
“I meant what I said when I told you there is a very careful balance between life and death,” it continues. “That balance cannot be disrupted. Not by me— not by anyone. What Death has taken, it cannot safely return. That is the unfortunate truth of our reality. I sympathize with your plight, and I respect your resolve, but there is nothing that can be done. The sooner you accept that, the sooner your own spirit will be allowed to heal.” It turns— shakes its head. “I am sorry.”
“Go home,” it says. “Recuperate, then leave this awful place. I hope, if nothing else, you have found closure. Now, you know you’ve done everything you could have. Rest easy, knowing that fact.”
‘…Rest easy,’ it says. What a joke! How is he supposed to rest easy knowing that!? He doesn’t want to hear he did everything he could! That means he’s out of options! If Death can’t help Sectonia, no-one can. There’s nothing else he can try. She’s just gone. Forever! And no matter where he looks, he won’t find his miracle!
Tears well in his eyes. He chokes back a sob. He fought the grim reaper and won, and it still wasn’t enough? He can’t believe it. All of his friends were right. They’re going to say ‘I told you so.’ They’re going to say ‘You did this for nothing.’ ‘We all knew you’d fail from the start, Taranza, and you should have, too.’
That’s not fair! It’s not Sectonia’s fault she died! This is all because of him! He’s the one who got her killed! It was his mistake that drove her mad— ruined her life. Why is she the one who has to suffer for that?
He’s a murderer and there’s nothing he can do to absolve himself.
Taranza trembles. He feels dizzy as Morpho Knight steps away. It tells him to accept this, but how can he? Maybe he doesn’t want his spirit to heal!
…His spirit.
His breath catches in his throat, and before he even knows what he’s doing, he reaches out a hand.
“WAIT! What if I made you a trade!?”
At that, Morpho Knight stops.
Inquisitive, it turns back towards Taranza.
“A trade?” it repeats.
Nodding, Taranza responds, “W- what if I offered up my own spirit!? You said that you can’t bring her back because it would disrupt the balance of the universe, correct? Then what about a soul for a soul? T- to even things out. You said that my spirit had to be something special, didn’t you!? Then surely it has to be strong enough to allow for her resurrection!”
His breaths quicken. He’s not even fully sure what he’s saying. The words just come out. In one last, desperate, ditch effort, he tries the very last thing he can think of.
And to his surprise, Morpho Knight doesn’t refuse him outright.
Instead, gaze flickering his way, it asks, “You’re aware of what would happen to you without a soul, correct?”
“I’d… die, I’m sure,” Taranza mutters. “But that’s okay. I…-”
He hesitates. Can he really say that with confidence? Is he content to give up his life? It’s only fair, he thinks, seeing as how he’s the one who got Sectonia killed, but all the same, the thought does scare him just a little. What would his friends think? Would they be angry? He’d hate to hurt them.
But it’s not like he’ll have done what they expected him to, is it? They were afraid he was going to throw his life away for nothing… that he was going to get killed for something meaningless. This would be the opposite of meaningless. He’d be trading his life for the most precious, irreplaceable thing possible. He’d be repaying his debt.
‘…How would they treat her?’ he has to wonder. Would they be unkind to Sectonia? Would they think this was her fault? He likes to think they wouldn’t, but it’s hard to know for sure. And what would she think? They were friends once upon a time, correct? How would she feel if he were to die? Would she blame herself? Be angry with him? She’d have to, right? If she were herself, then surely-
Herself. Stars, it’s selfish, but he really does want to see her again… the Sectonia that he remembers. He wants to see her smile. He wants to hear her laugh. He wants to bury his face in her shoulder and tell her she was gone for far too long. Then, he wants to wipe the tears from her eyes and say that it’s okay, though. That she’s going to be alright. He wants to tell her she’s home now and she has nothing else to worry about.
He wants their happy ending.
Is there really no way to achieve that? He’ll… make the sacrifice if that’s what it comes down to, but, surely, there has to be another way. What if…-
Wait. A memory. Something he hadn’t considered before crosses his mind. His mouth feels dry. His heart races. Maybe there is another way.
“W- what about half of my soul!?”
At that, Morpho Knight cocks its head.
Incredulous, it asks, “Half of your soul?”
“It’s… it’s possible, isn’t it!? For one spirit to sustain two beings? That thing Kirby fought! It split into two different people, and that didn’t disrupt the cycle of life and death! Surely you could do the same to me… split my soul in half and offer it up to her! That way we could both live. Like those things did!”
“‘Those things,’” Morpho Knight says prudently, “Were borne of a truly incredible magic being. Elfilis’s soul was remarkable.”
“Mine is, too, though, isn’t it!?” Taranza asks. “You said I did something special— that almost no mortal had bested you before, but I did! That has to count for something. I’ve always been a prodigy at magic. Surely that means my spirit shines bright!”
“...You heard what state Elfilis’s halves were left in, correct?” Morpho Knight asks. “The smaller one lost its memories. It couldn’t feel anything but shallow kindness. The larger was left in an even more pitiable condition. It, quite literally, could not survive without the aid of the prison its captors left it in. It was unable to feel anything except misery, fear and malice. Even if I were to perform a more even split— with luck keeping your mind and feelings in-tact— you’d no doubt be left an echo of what you once were.”
“You are offering up half of your very being,” it says. “Your lifeforce. Your strength. Your magic. You’d likely lose almost all spellcasting abilities you have. You’d be fatigued, easily injured and weak. No doubt, you’d die young, your vitality itself stolen from you by a person you could just as easily leave behind. Are you really okay with that?”
Taranza can’t believe what he’s hearing. Not just the fact that Morpho Knight genuinely seems to be considering his offer, but that it still somehow has the ignorance to ask him if that’s a sacrifice he’s willing to make. Has it not already seen the lengths he’d go to? The risks he’s taken, even knowing they might not pay off? Of course he’s okay with that. He’d be willing to sacrifice anything! At least as long as…-
“She would be herself, right?” he asks, voice slightly quieter. “You could return her to what she was? I’d still do it if you couldn’t, but…”
Admittedly, the thought is a little bit frightening. Sectonia was unhappy like that, wasn’t she? He doesn’t want to make her suffer. If he’s only going to have half of his power, would he really be able to help her? He wants to believe there’s a way to undo what was done to her, but he’s not sure, and that perturbs him.
“I can remove the rot,” Morpho Knight responds. “Which is to say, yes, I can purge her soul. What I cannot do, however, is undo what she’s done and become. Even without the decay, she’ll no doubt be affected by the things that happened to her… which is to say ‘irreversibly changed.’ She’ll forever carry the memory of what she’s done and the feelings she felt doing those things. She may not be the person you remember or are hoping to see. Is that something you’re alright with? Are you still willing to pay the monumental price?”
“Of… course,” Taranza says, and he hardly even has to think it through. What is Morpho Knight even saying? Of course things will be a little bit different, he’s aware of that, but she’ll still be his Sectonia— his Joronia— deep down! He’d accept her in any way, shape or form. That much he’s sure of. All that matters is that she won’t have something else twisting her feelings and manipulating her thoughts anymore.
“I see,” Morpho Knight says. “I must admit, that’s an answer that puzzles me, but I accept your offer nevertheless. Just this once, I will assist. Usually, this isn’t something I’d be willing to do, but I’m curious to see how this will play out… and you’re right when you say you have a truly shining spirit. I just hope that it will continue to shine after this, and that you won’t come away from it with regrets.”
‘Not in a million years,’ Taranza thinks. He could never, ever regret this. After failure, after failure, after failure, after failure, he’s finally going to be able to see his most important person again. He’s going to get to tell her that he’s sorry! That he loves her! And a thousand other things he never got to say! This is more than he ever could have possibly asked for. He doesn’t care what it does to him. He’s certain his spirit will only shine brighter, at least figuratively, with his best friend and queen by his side.
“Thank you,” he says. “Thank you.” And then, there are tears welling in his eyes. He wipes them away, though, and lets out a giddy laugh. “Thank you so much! I don’t know how I can ever make it up to you! But I won’t regret this, I promise!”
Morpho Knight hardly seems moved by his gratitude. Its wings twitch.
“You’re ready, then?” it asks. “...I can do what you ask whenever you’d like. Perhaps it would be best if you healed yourself first. This could be difficult on your body.”
Truthfully, though, Taranza can hardly even feel his injuries, and not just because he got the opportunity to patch them up some. He’s on cloud nine— the most impatient he’s ever been. At most, he’s just fatigued, and even that seems to be drowned out by anticipation.
It doesn’t matter that he’s injured. It doesn’t matter if this hurts. He can take care of all of that later. As of right now, though, he just wants to get Sectonia back as soon as possible. It’s been so long! He doesn’t want to have to wait a moment more!
Admittedly, he’d have preferred to look a little more dashing— his clothes are shredded, he’s covered in hemolymph, and his hair is no doubt a mess— but there’s nothing that can be done about that. He doesn’t want to leave to get changed… what if Morpho Knight were to change its mind!? That’s something he absolutely cannot risk. Just this once, he’ll have to forgo being well-groomed. He can only hope Sectonia will understand.
…Sectonia. Sectonia. Stars, he can hardly believe it! He’s really going to get to see her again. He feels nervous and giddy and proud all at once. He has no idea how this will go— what she’ll think of him— but that’s alright. Because at least she’ll be there. She’ll be alive and breathing and able to smile. He’ll have saved her— the person he killed.
“I’m ready,” Taranza says, giving a smile and a nod.
“Very well then,” Morpho Knight says. “Brace yourself. Like I said: I have a feeling this may hurt.”
Then, it plunges its hand into Taranza’s chest.
His eyes widen. Briefly, he questions how it’s so easily able to reach through his skin as if it’s not there at all, but he’s just as soon distracted by a sharp, overpowering sensation. His body locks as he feels Morpho Knight take a hold of something deep within him.
His jaw drops. Involuntarily, he spasms.
He’s not even sure how to describe it. It doesn’t hurt— that’s not the right word— but it paralyzes him. It feels as if Morpho Knight has seized all that he is, and as it starts to pull, he can’t help but choke.
Taranza’s body is electrified.
His spirit strains. Desperately, it tries to resist the tug, and as it does, it’s stretched thin. He feels dizzy— has to fight for breath. It takes all of his strength just not to fall to the floor. It’s like nothing he’s ever experienced.
Morpho Knight yanks, ripping its hand out of his chest. For a brief moment more, there’s a tautness, then something snaps. Taranza convulses as the most intense feeling yet wracks his body. His vision flashes white. A sharp sensation streaks through his temple. He lets out something between a gasp and a scream.
…But, then, the feeling stops, and once again, Taranza can move.
Even so, though, it’s as if he can’t catch his breath. His body feels heavy. Weakly, he shivers, now acutely aware of an emptiness inside of him. And no wonder, for when his eyes flit towards Morpho Knight, he can see it clearly…
It succeeded. Held in the palm of its hand is the other half of his soul.
It’s a small, glowing thing. Mostly yellow with a purple core. It burns and flickers, looking almost like a strange ember as it sways in Morpho Knight’s grasp. Part of Taranza is surprised that something like that was actually inside of him, but another part of him recognizes it innately… all-too-aware of the absence of its warmth.
A snap of Morpho Knight’s fingers, and something else appears. Another soul manifests in its opposite hand.
This one is dark. There’s almost no glow to it. If Taranza squints, he swears he can see glimpses of the same yellow-purple shades, but they’re almost too dull to make out. They’ve been swallowed by an inky blackness… an insatiable shadow that overwhelms and muddies everything around it.
He feels a shiver run down his spine.
But Morpho Knight closes its palm, and as it does, dark particles slip through its fingers. A soft glow as, slowly, it returns the corrupt soul to what it once was.
Or at least… a fragment of it. When Morpho Knight opens its palm, a tiny, pitiful thing rests within it. Even just half of Taranza’s soul dwarfs the paltry shred of Sectonia that remains.
It flickers dimly, colors dull and lackluster.
Taranza feels tears well in his eyes. Is that really all that’s left? That’s what he made her? A sick, guilty feeling as it struggles to burn. He can’t believe he did this. That he came so close to killing everything that she was.
If she hadn’t died when she did, would there have even been anything for him to save? Or would even this have been impossible? Just how close did she come to being devoured entirely? Asphyxiating out of existence?
‘Ohhhh, Sectonia,’ he thinks, biting down on his lip. ‘I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry.’
But she’s still there— his intrepid queen. Despite everything, the littlest part of her remains. She must have fought so hard. She must have suffered so much.
He promises that after this, he’ll never let her suffer again. He’ll protect her. He’ll ensure that she’s happy and safe. As much as seeing this hurts, it only strengthens his resolve all the more. Now he’s sure he made the right choice.
Morpho Knight brings the two souls together, and gingerly, the larger swathes the smaller one. It cradles it, once again giving it form, and then, finally, it’s able to burn. It burns bright— brighter and brighter— lifting up into the air, then starts to shift.
It takes the shape of a person… or, well, a hundred different people. Sectra, Papillon, Mantidae… it shifts between them and many others— each and every body Sectonia stole— before finally settling. Six hands emerge from the light. Long, curved horns come into view.
Tears well in Taranza’s eyes. Lip trembling, his heart swells. As the light fades, an Arachnid is revealed… an Arachnid he’d recognize anywhere. Who’s irreplaceable, unforgettable, breathtaking… and after all these years, she’s home.
He stares at her face— the face he never thought he’d see again— the face of his beautiful spider, and feels his heart race. It’s actually her, isn’t it? The woman he fell in love with, as opposed to the person she thought she had to become.
He can’t believe it. She’s here!
As she’s lowered to the ground, he rushes to catch her. It doesn’t matter how weak he is— it’s just second nature. He could be bleeding out and he’d still come to cushion her fall.
Her eyes haven’t opened yet, but as he touches her, she’s warm. Undeniably, her chest rises and falls. Whimpering, he buries his face in her shoulder and pulls her in close.
He takes it all in: the floral perfume scent of her soft, silky hair and the warm sensation of her familiar, fuzzy body. He basks in it, sniveling, before forcing himself to pull away. Then, he gives her a gentle shake.
“Sectonia,” he whispers. “Sectonia.”
Initially, it’s almost the words ‘Joronia’ that leave his lips, but he stops himself. ‘No. Not yet,’ he thinks. As happy as he is to see the person he remembers, Sectonia is the name she was going by when he last saw her. Even if she changed it while she wasn’t in her right mind, he’ll respect that, at least until told otherwise.
And besides, it’s not like something like that actually matters. He doesn’t care what she’s called! All that’s important is that she’s here.
A quiet, disoriented groan. Almost too low to hear at first, but then slightly louder. Sectonia stirs, face bunching, before, blearily, her eyes flutter.
“Ta… ranza?” she asks, confused.
He nods, giving her a teary smile. Even just hearing her voice feels unreal. It’s scratchy and soft— the intonation of a voice that hasn’t been used in years, but it’s hers.
Oh, what a miraculous sound.
“Yeah,” he says. “It’s me.”
“What’s…-?” Sectonia squints, tensing just slightly. “Where am I? Why are you…-?” she drifts off, then, suddenly, tears away. Her tone is shrill and panicked as she asks, “Where’s that thing!?”
“What thing?” Taranza asks, concerned but gentle.
“Th… the-” Sectonia trembles, eyes narrowing. “The pink thing. The hero. The insurgence. It…-” abruptly, her gaze flickers. “Wait. No. You… you helped it,” she murmurs, tense and suspicious. “W- why did you help it? What did I…-?” She stares at Taranza for a moment, as if trying to process something. Then, with a gasp, she pulls back further, asking, “D- did I do that!? Why would I…-!?”
She covers her mouth with her hands, blinking back tears. When she next speaks, her words are hushed but desperate.
“What’s going on!?”
It only makes sense she’s confused. The last thing she remembers is fighting Kirby, betraying Taranza, and getting betrayed in return. When all of that happened, she was in a different body. She had a different mind. She was running on mania, anger, and adrenaline, and not only that, but she died.
This all must be very disconcerting and scary.
Hovering closer, Taranza says, “Hey, hey. Everything’s okay. There’s no need to panic. I can explain everything. The hero isn’t here right now. You’re safe.”
But Sectonia doesn’t seem to relax. In fact, she looks cornered. As Taranza approaches, she edges away, eyes wide and mouth agape. Her hands quiver.
“D- don’t…-”
Her voice is quiet and weak.
Taranza stops, frowning… and as he does, he comes to a harrowing realization. The way she’s looking at him, the way she’s shaking…
Is Sectonia afraid of him?
“W- wait… I’m not going to hurt you,” he whispers. “I’m sorry about what I did, but please don’t…-” a lump in his throat. Ultimately, all he can bring himself to do is repeat it, “I’m not going to hurt you.”
But as he does, Sectonia looks startled. She stares with watery eyes.
“That’s not…- why would I…? I’m not-” she stumbles over her words, eyes narrowing, before shaking her head. Then, she says louder, “I’m not scared of you! That’s not what I…- you’re not answering my question!” Pointing a trembling finger, she asks, “Did I do that!? Tell me! O- oh stars… why did I do that?” She clutches her head. “What’s wrong with me!?”
It takes Taranza a moment to process what she’s even talking about, but as his gaze drifts down, it sinks in. His hemolymph soaked shirt, torn cape and wounded body… she’s assuming they’re the result of something she did. From her perspective, she just attacked him. If she was willing to launch him off a balcony, after all, what else would she be willing to do?
“H- hey! No. Nonononono,” he reassures, creeping forward. “You didn’t…- you have the wrong idea. I- I’m okay, and you’re not the one who did this to me.”
He searches for Morpho Knight, but it’s already gone. It slipped away while he was occupied, having done its job and more. Taranza supposes it makes sense, but all the same, he wishes it had stuck around for just a little bit longer. That would certainly make explaining all of this easier.
Because it’s clear Sectonia doesn’t believe him. She stares at him with suspicious, frantic eyes as she responds, “B- but I remember it! I-”
“You attacked me,” Taranza confirms.
“W- why!?” Sectonia asks. “I didn’t want to…- I wouldn’t have wanted to…- why did I want to do that!? I- I hated you so much. Why did I hate you so much? I-”
“Sectonia,” Taranza says. “It’s okay. Please, just let me explain. Yes, you attacked me, but you didn’t do this, and you had your reasons. You’re not going to hurt me. I know you’re not going to hurt me, and so I’m begging you… let me help.”
He hovers forward— takes one of her hands and strokes it with his thumb.
“You’re going to be alright.”
It’s only as he touches her that she actually seems to take a good look at her hands. Her eyes widen. She breathes a sharp breath.
“I’m…-” she trembles, and for a moment, she almost seems ready to tear away again. But then, with a nod and a whimper, she begs, “P- please do explain. I… I don’t know what’s going on. None of this makes any sense…”
Wiping at her eyes, she hangs her head.
Taranza wonders where the best place to begin is. Truthfully, he didn’t really think it through. He thinks some part of him assumed she’d come back with some understanding of the terrible thing that happened to her, but evidently not.
“I know,” he says softly. “I know. Sectonia… you were- you were sick for a very long time. You were sick and you couldn’t think right. That’s why you did those things. That’s why this is all so confusing.”
“I was sick?” Sectonia asks. “...What does that mean?”
“It means…-” Taranza searches for words. “Sectonia, do you remember that mirror I got you?”
“My mirror?”
“It was bad. There was something dark inside of it. B- bad people. Who wanted to hurt you. Hurt us. And those people were poisoning you. They were doing something cruel to your heart. Twisting it. Making it so you couldn’t think straight. They did that for years. That’s why you…-” a pause. “How much do you remember? From after I gave you the mirror?”
“How much do I remember?” Sectonia asks. “I remember everything. I…-” she stops. A look of horror crosses her face as it dawns on her just what she’s done. “I- I started stealing bodies. I had to fix myself. Then I got rid of everyone— the entire royal court. I killed or possessed them all, even my…-” She pauses, trembling, “No. Nononono. That doesn’t make any sense. Why would I…-? A- are you sure it’s because of something like that!? I was just…- I was scared. I knew they already didn’t like me and that I’d done something bad and I knew that if I didn’t get rid of them first, they’d get rid of me. I had to!”
She says that, but it’s clear she doesn’t believe it. She gasps for breath.
“...T- then, everything that happened with the people of Floralia. The subjugation of the Insectoids. The takeover of the People of the Sky. They deserved it, I know they did, but did I actually kill that many people!? T- the executions in town square… l- lopping the head of the leader of the People of the Sky off myself. Why did I…-? Oh, please tell me I’m making it up!”
Taranza, though, can do no such thing. Instead, simply continuing to stroke her hand, he repeats, “You weren’t in your right mind. You were sick.”
“Sick is an understatement!” Sectonia cries. “T- the whole time I was doing it, I kept…- how many bodies did I even steal!? W- why am I this again? I was something completely different. I- I was perfect. I thought I was perfect. Why did I think I was perfect? I was…- I was…-”
“They tried to overthrow me,” she continues before he can respond. “T- that’s how that thing got there. They summoned it. I told you to stop it, but you got the wrong person. That’s why I…-” she drifts off, lip quivering. She stares at Taranza for a moment before tearing her gaze away. Weakly, she hiccups. “I hated you. I hurt you. A- and it wasn’t the first time. I hated you for so…- why did I keep saying those things to you!? Did I seriously think you were…-?”
She doesn’t finish the sentence, but he can tell what she’s thinking. The word on the tip of her tongue is ‘ugly.’ That, or some variation of it. Those were Sectonia’s favorite words. She used them to refer to everyone— ‘hideous,’ ‘disgusting’ and the like, but Taranza especially. She saw him as a lot of things towards the end of her life: incompetent, foolish and bothersome… but ugly most of all.
And truthfully, he isn’t entirely sure she was wrong, but now’s not the time for that, so, gently, he squeezes her hand.
“Someone else was forcing you to think those things,” he insists. “It’s not your fault.”
“It…- it felt so real, though,” Sectonia insists. “So earnest. So…- I- I could have really hurt you! Some part of me was hoping I’d…-”
Her eyes widen with horror. She covers her mouth with a pair of hands.
Taranza has a feeling he knows what she’s thinking there, too, but even he can’t bear to put it into words. Instead, simply shaking his head, he says:
“It’s okay. You didn’t do that. I’m okay. I’m right here with you.”
Her eyes flicker downwards as he once again strokes her hand with his thumb.
When she next speaks, her words are disbelieving.
“H… how? How are we…- what is this place!? How did we get here? Why are you hurt!? Why am I…-?”
Her breath hitches. Her hand goes stiff.
Trembling, she whispers, “That thing…- it…- I assimilated the Dreamstalk, right? I was trying to swallow everything. I- I kept trying to kill it, but I couldn’t. I came close, but then the false hero…- then you…-”
She falls silent. The next part, she can’t bring herself to say aloud, but he can tell she remembers it. Her expression twists with fear.
But soon, that fear fades to despondency, then quiet sorrow.
“I remember… burning,” she says quietly. “I was so tired. It hurt. It hurt so, so much.”
Tears trickle down her face. Taranza reaches to wipe them away, but hesitates, unsure if he even has the right. His hand feels heavy in hers.
“I’m sorry,” he says. “I’m sorry. I didn’t want to, but I just couldn’t…- I couldn’t let you hurt anyone else. It was so bad by that point. You-”
“Don’t apologize,” Sectonia interjects, giving him a sharp, tired look. “Please, just answer me… what happened to me? Why am I here?”
Taranza supposes there’s no avoiding it any longer. Truthfully, he admits:
“You died. You’ve been gone for… a very long time, Sectonia. Too long. But I’ve spent that entire time looking for a way to bring you back. I never gave up on you. Especially after not learning what happened to you— after learning that everything that happened was my fault. I searched and I searched and I searched, and I finally found a way to save you. I did it. You’re here.”
“I summoned the grim reaper and I defeated it,” he explains. “I challenged it, and we fought, and I won. I…-”
A pause. There’s something else he did, but he can’t say it, can he? Sectonia’s already so distraught. If she were to learn he sacrificed half of his soul on top of everything else, she’d be devastated. She’d think that she stole something from him, even though he offered it up willingly.
“I demanded your life back,” he says simply. “I convinced it to give me what I wanted.”
It’s not a lie, is it? He… did do all of that. He’s just leaving some of the details out. And he feels bad about it— he really does— but it’s necessary, he thinks. The last thing Sectonia needs right now is even more of a guilty conscience.
Maybe… he can tell her the truth later, but not right now. Not until she understands that none of this was her fault.
“The… grim reaper,” Sectonia repeats, stunned. “You fought the grim reaper? W- what!? How!? Is that why you’re…-?” Her lip quivers. She stares at his hemolymph drenched clothes. “...Did it do all of this to you?”
A nod.
“It did,” Taranza says. “But it’s okay. I’m alright. It was… a difficult battle, but I pulled through. I had to. For you. To bring you home. So we could be together again. Be happy.”
He reaches out a hand to cup her face— strokes her cheek with his thumb. Desperately, he tries to provide some form of comfort. He can’t stand to see her cry. He doesn’t want her to look at him with such scared, sorry eyes. He wants her to know that, for all that happened, she’s safe now.
Still, she doesn’t seem to relax. Not really. Instead, quietly, she says, “...So you’re saying I turned into a monster? That some evil thing twisted me, and I became unrecognizable? You’re saying I hurt everyone around me… you, especially, and that I died? That you…- you had to get rid of me just to keep yourself safe? That even despite all that you never gave up on me? That you put your life at risk just to try and save me?”
Her voice shakes.
Taranza nods, though.
“I did.”
Sectonia’s mouth opens, then closes. She stares at him, dumbfounded. Tears well in her eyes as she whispers, “...Why?” and then, before Taranza can respond, again— louder, “Taranza… why…-?”
Her breath hitches. Suddenly, her eyes narrow.
She pulls away with a scream.
“Why would you do something like that!?”
“What do you mean!?” Taranza asks as she tears her hand from his. “Why wouldn’t I!? You-”
“Turned into a monster!” Sectonia shouts. “I’m a monster! I… I don’t deserve to be alive!”
Taranza’s heart rate spikes.
“H- hey!” he sputters. “Don’t say things like that!”
“It’s true!” she responds, hyperventilating. As he tries to approach she recoils, staring at him with wide, frantic eyes. “I shouldn’t be alive. I shouldn’t be alive. What were you thinking!? A- are you stupid!? Why would you do something like that for someone who doesn’t even care!?”
“Sectonia!” Taranza begs. “D- don’t say that. You care. You’re just…- you’re stressed right now, and I get it! But you need to calm down! Everything’s going to be okay-”
“No it’s not! How could it possibly be okay after that!? Y… you saw what I became, didn’t you!?”
“That wasn’t you!”
“Yes it was!”
“You weren’t in your right mind. None of that was your fault! I’m not mad at you, Sectonia!”
Once more, as Taranza reaches out a hand, Sectonia tears hers away. His mere approach seems to terrify her.
“You should be!” she insists.
“No I shouldn’t! Sectonia, calm down. You’re not thinking straight!” he says as he tries to grab her. “Everything’s going to be alright. You’re going to be alright! It’s over now. You’re you again! This is your happy ending!”
At that, Sectonia freezes. Taranza is able to grab hold of her hand. There’s a dark, eerie look in her eyes, though, as her gaze meets his.
And when she next speaks, it’s in a voice that isn’t hers.
“...What don’t you understand about ‘ MONSTERS DON’T DESERVE HAPPY ENDINGS!?’”
Wings flare. Fangs recede. Her hand grows in his ‘til it no longer fits. As her scream echoes, something strange happens to Sectonia’s body.
Taranza’s eyes widen, and before he knows what he’s doing, he tears away. He doesn’t even mean to— it’s just instinctive. He can’t not shrink back with horror hearing that euphonious, eerily smooth voice.
‘No. Nononono,’ he thinks. ‘This wasn’t supposed to happen! Why is she-!?’
It’s his turn to freeze. For as he gets a good look at her, it registers. Despite that voice— the voice that he’d recognize anywhere— and the way her hand twisted to dwarf his, it’s not a Sectra he’s staring at… at least not completely. Something else stands in front of him, unmistakable, yet unfamiliar all the same.
Purple eyes contrast fuzzy skin. Slender, graceful hands seem out of proportion in comparison to a tiny body. Her horns have shrunk. Antennae sprout from her forehead. Ethereal wings twitch fearfully as what just happened seems to sink in for her as well.
Sectonia stares at her hands, quivering. She sounds lost and afraid as she whispers “What…?”
As her breathing quickens, her body reacts. A wave of yellow travels across her fingertips, engulfing brown fur. Her body starts to grow.
“ What is this!?” she screams, recoiling. “What’s happening to me!?”
Taranza doesn’t know. It’s like nothing he’s ever seen. Rapidly, her body morphs, overcome with anguish and panic. Her horns shrivel entirely. By now, she towers over him.
Still, he races to her side. He disregards his shock. It doesn’t matter if he’s scared right now. It doesn’t matter if he doesn’t understand. Regardless of what she looks like— whatever’s happening to her— that’s still his Sectonia, and he has to help her.
“H- hey-” he says weakly. “Please don’t…- calm down! Everything’s going to be okay! You’ve just got to…- just got to…-”
He can’t find the words. What is he supposed to say in a moment like this!?
Hopelessly, he grabs at her hand, praying touch will at least ground her, but Sectonia’s body doesn’t relax. Her wings continue to thrash wildly, and as he touches her skin, he can feel muscle writhe beneath the surface. Her body’s unsteady— erratic.
Her antennae grow and shrink. The yellow reaches, but never quite swallows, the entirety of her face. She rips her hand away from Taranza, staring at him with fearful, desperate eyes.
“What did you do to me!?” she sobs.
What did…- what did he do? He didn’t do anything! Or at least… he doesn’t think! His heart catches in his throat. He feels sick as Sectonia stumbles away.
“I… I don’t know!” he admits. “I don’t know. I didn’t mean to! I’m sorry!”
But sorry means very little at a time like this. Sectonia trips over herself and collapses to the floor.
As she stares at her trembling hands, suddenly, they start to contort, then something rips through her skin.
She lets loose a horrified scream.
At first, Taranza can’t even tell what it is— that which now threatens to overrun her body on top of everything else— but as another sprouts from her neck, it clicks. He’s seen these before, hasn’t he?
Dreamstalk flowers. They litter her with every terror-stricken breath. Roots snake through her skin. Petals flourish, magnificent and grotesque all at once.
“T- Taranza! Make it stop!” she begs, gaze flickering his way. “Taranza do something! I’m scared!”
But what can he do? Taranza’s utterly petrified. What’s going on!? What did he do wrong!? This was supposed to be their happily ever after, and so why…?
Sectonia crawls towards him, reaching out a desperate hand. Tears streaming down her face, she cries “Taranza!” one final time…
Then, she collapses.
Taranza’s blood runs cold. That’s enough to shake him from his stupor. He races to her side, kneeling, then fumbling for a pulse.
‘No. Nonono. Please, no,’ he thinks, quivering. ‘Please don’t give her back to me only for it to end like that! I don’t think I could take it!’
Fortunately, he finds what he’s looking for. Sectonia isn’t dead, thank the stars. The rise and fall of her chest, however ragged, is enough to reveal that.
There’s no denying something is wrong, though… horrifically, fundamentally so. Even in unconsciousness, Sectonia’s body doesn’t return to a stable condition. She’s still some amalgamate, trapped in a state ‘in-between.’
She more resembles a Sectra than an Arachnid, with the slender body and delicate face of one, but silver hair falls past her cheek and patches of brown fur splotch her skin. She has antennae, but they’re too small, as are her wings. Six slim, graceful hands lay motionless by her sides.
She is, of course, covered by flowers. They bud from her palms, her chest— even her face. There are roots coiling just beneath her skin.
A pit in Taranza’s stomach. A sense of dread.
What went wrong? What did he do!? He didn’t realize things would turn out like this. He just wanted them to be together… and so why? What happened!? Is Sectonia going to be okay?
Even now that she’s fallen still, he can’t rid his mind of the sound of her screams. She’d been so scared. Did what was happening to her hurt? It had to, right? For her to react in that way? Beg him for help?
The worst part is he didn’t even know how to. He froze up completely— stood paralyzed while she shrieked his name. She must have been in agony, but all he could do was stare… idle uselessly like he always has.
Even now, he doesn’t know what to do. His head feels light. It’s difficult to breathe.
He…- he needs help.
Trembling, he picks Sectonia up. Her body’s heavy and his is weak, but that doesn’t matter. He lifts her, pulls her in close to his chest, then makes a run for it, dashing straight towards the main Jambandran base.
“Help!” he screams. “Help! Francisca! Flamberge! Zan Partizanne! Anybody! Please!”
If they can’t fix this, he doesn’t know what he’s going to do.
Notes:
...Well, if that doesn't set the tone of the fic, I don't know what does.
Good news? Sectonia is back. Bad news? It isn't quite the happy scenario Taranza was hoping for.
But let's take a step back a minute... because before we even talk about the giant wasp-spider hybrid in the room... oh my gosh, I'm really happy with the fight scenes in this chapter! I don't consider myself very adept at writing action sequences, but I think the standoff between Taranza and Morpho Knight turned out really cool, and there are a lot of little tidbits from it I love. My favorite parts are probably my depiction of the 'bug buzz' attack, and, of course, Taranza ultimately temporarily puppeteering Morpho Knight and striking it down.
Not only was that moment a deliberate parallel to the scene in Cicada Days where Joronia used her puppeteering powers to win the crown after an apparent defeat, but it's just a really cool showcase of how strong Taranza is. As reckless as his behavior throughout this fic has been, I will give him some credit and say he wasn't entirely wrong in insisting he was powerful. Taranza has the highest damaging attack in the entirety of Star Allies, and in his debut game we see him bring several inanimate objects to life. He's a truly adept magician!
...Or, at least, he was. Seems that might not be the case anymore, with him having given up half of his soul and all. That /really/ wasn't a smart decision on his part... but he was desperate, and he didn't know what else to do. And at the end of the day, he was willing to pay any price to bring Sectonia back to life.
So here she is.
But as I said, things... um, haven't really gone as he'd hoped. Who would have guessed that Sectonia would be confused, frightened, and traumatized by what happened to her? He certainly understood going into this that, to a certain extent, she'd be distressed, but I really think he underestimated JUST how upset she'd be. She's experiencing a complete identity crisis.
And her body is reflecting that. Seems she's been brought back— not as his beautiful spider or the Sectra she was at the end of her life— but as something in between... ever-shifting, based on her self-perception. That's going to have to be something both of them get used to, because let me tell you: that issue is NOT fixing itself any time soon.
I'm sure the girl who already had extreme body dysmorphia even before she was gifted a cursed mirror will cope well with that. (...I said, you know, like a LIAR.)
Yeeeeeahhhh. She's not going to be okay. Taranza really did not think this through. She was finally at peace— having been granted her 'eternal beauty sleep—' and he ripped that from her. Now, she's going to be forced to confront what became of her and the gravity of her crimes... and she is not going to take that well.
But as for the specifics? Well, you'll just have to wait until next chapter to see more of how she feels about once again being alive! We'll be getting her first POV scene, then, so look forward to that. It will be up in two weeks.
As always, I hope you enjoyed! Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll see you again soon.
Chapter 4: the day has come where i have died (only to find i’ve come alive)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Help! Help! Something went wrong!”
The Mage Sisters and Hyness are stunned, to say the least, when Taranza returns. They’re situated just outside of the main base, perhaps having been waiting for him, when he makes his way to them, frantic and screaming.
“Help!” he repeats. “Please! I don’t know what happened! I think she might be hurt!”
He’s, of course, still holding Sectonia. She lies motionless, yet remains deformed, cradled in his trembling hands.
“What’s…-?” Zan Partizanne’s eyes widen. Her body jolts. “Wait. You actually managed to resurrect her!? How!?”
“Does that matter right now!?” Taranza shrieks. “Just do something!”
Zan Partizanne seems almost too shocked to object. Simply giving a stiff nod, she looks Sectonia over, as do her sisters and Hyness.
A sense of disbelief and horror. Francisca covers the lower half of her face with her hands.
“...Holy Void.”
“What happened?” Hyness asks. “Did she return in this state?”
Taranza shakes his head, tears welling in his eyes.
“No!” he says. “E- everything was normal at first. She was just…- she was just a spider! But then she got upset with me and her body started to change and… and… and-”
He can’t even get the words out. His stomach churns when he remembers her scream. How is he supposed to say he saw flowers burst from her skin?
“Hey. Deep breaths,” Flamberge says, placing a firm hand on his shoulder. “Just explain calmly.”
“I- I don’t know how to explain, though!” Taranza replies. “I have no idea what happened! She just…- she just…- she started changing and I couldn’t even do anything. She was begging me to help her, and I didn’t know how!”
“Why is she unconscious?” Zan Partizanne asks. “Did she pass out?”
“I think so,” Taranza says. “S- she was so scared. She also didn’t know what was happening to her. She-”
“Don’t spiral,” Flamberge says. “Thinking about that isn’t going to do either of you any good right now. Focus.”
But Taranza isn’t sure how to. He can’t help but whimper as Hyness takes one of Sectonia’s hands, peering at it uncertainly.
“Her soul,” he says. “Did you manage to cleanse it? That was your goal, yes?”
“I- I think,” Taranza says, giving a shaky nod. “M- Morpho Knight said it fixed her… I saw it purge all of the darkness. She…- she got angry with me, sure, but…-” his breath hitches. “Why? Do you think she’s still-?”
“No,” Hyness says. “If that’s the case, then it sounds like the corruption should be expelled. Even so, though, I can’t help but wonder…-” he tilts his head. One of his ears twitches. “You Arachnids, you are parasites, correct? That’s how she ended up in the state she was in at the end of her life?”
Taranza tenses. Intentionally or not, those words have a sharp edge.
“Don’t call her a parasite!” he yelps, eyes narrowing as he pulls Sectonia in close. Although he just as soon realizes Hyness meant no harm and says, softer, “...W- we can steal bodies, though, yes.”
“That’s what I thought,” Hyness replies. “Then, perhaps, it’s connected to that. If her mind has been returned to what it once was, but her body still carries the imprint of other creatures, I could see that having adverse effects.”
“Nothing like this ever happened before, though!” Taranza insists. “I mean, she stole…- it had to be at least a hundred bodies! She never ended up in an in-between state!”
“Being rescued from the brink of death is something that can do strange things to the body,” Hyness says, gesturing towards the Mage Sisters. “...I can only imagine being rescued from actual death would do the same. Especially if she’s experiencing a severe cognitive dissonance.”
“Cognitive dissonance?” Taranza asks.
“Your friend was someone very different last time she was conscious. You’ve forced her to go back to who she was before that. No doubt, she’s having a difficult time grappling with her feelings and memories. Her sense of identity is most likely shattered. She almost certainly has no idea who or what she is. Perhaps her malleable body is personifying that turmoil.”
A knot in Taranza’s stomach. He stares down at Sectonia’s face.
Uneven patches of fur, mismatched features and flowers violently tearing through her skin. Is Hyness implying…-
Is he saying that this must be how Sectonia sees herself on the inside?
Taranza thinks he’s going to be sick. T- that can’t be true. She can’t be in that much distress— he won’t believe it! She doesn’t deserve to view herself like…- like…-
“Can it be fixed?” he asks. “I mean…- will it go away? S- surely as her identity reconciles with itself, she’ll…-”
He drifts off. The expression on Hyness’s face isn’t an encouraging one.
“Unknown,” he says. “It’s unclear if her identity will even be able to reconcile with itself in the first place. For now, all we can do is try to calm her and see if it has any effect.”
He turns towards the Mage Sisters.
“Francisca, prepare a bed. Flamberge, take her to it. Zan Partizanne, you keep an eye on the young man.”
Taranza tenses.
“Wait, what? ‘Keep an eye on…’ a- are you implying you’re going to separate me from her!? Why!? She needs me right now!”
“It will not be for long,” Hyness reassures. “It’s just for the best that she's given some time to get her bearings. Please remember that you are likely the person she holds the most complicated feelings towards. She will not be able to think straight in your presence. Allow her to orient herself, then try talking with her once more. Do not worry, we will help her calm down.”
Taranza frowns. He won’t deny he’s a tad hurt by the implication that seeing him would upset Sectonia. But then again… maybe Hyness has a point. It was remembering what she did to him that made her spiral, after all. Perhaps his presence would just make things worse.
“F- fine,” he says. “You can take her. But… be gentle, okay? And if anything happens, come get me right away! I don’t know what I’d do if something happened to her.”
“Don’t worry,” Flamberge says. “We wouldn’t let anything happen. All we’re gonna do is talk her down. We’ll come get you as soon as she’s placated. I’m sure she’ll wanna see you then.”
Taranza nods, passing Sectonia over to Flamberge. For all of her reassuring words, though, he’s still worried. He wishes this was something he could take care of.
It’s not, though. His initial reunion with Sectonia made that more than evident. He’s going to have to rely on others to get her the help she needs.
“T- take care of her, okay?” he instructs. “And if she asks for me…-”
“If she asks for you, we’ll get you. Don’t worry,” Flamberge reassures. She shifts slightly, trying to find a comfortable position with which to hold the much larger Sectonia. “But for now, just try and relax. We’ve got this.”
Taranza doesn’t think he’s capable of relaxing right now, but he forces a nod anyway.
“...Very well. I’m trusting you with this. T- thank you for assisting.”
“‘Course,” Flamberge says, then she turns back towards Francisca and Hyness. “C’mon. Let’s get inside already. Don’t want her to wake up before we’ve got her settled.”
They murmur in agreement. They shoot Taranza one last pitying look, then amble off, taking Sectonia with them.
Taranza feels lightheaded. Now that the panic has faded, it’s been replaced with a sense of uneasy exhaustion. The tension doesn’t fade. It’s hard to shake the persistent feeling that something is very, very wrong.
He’s dizzy. His body is weak and fatigued. Is it just the anxiety, or-? No. Surely not. He hadn’t realized it in the moment— he’d been fueled by adrenaline, but carrying Sectonia took a lot out of him. Even now, he pants for breath.
…The price of sacrificing half his spirit, no doubt. He’s not sure if it’s simply his imagination, but now that Sectonia’s been carried away from him, he swears he can feel the empty cavity carved out deep within his chest. It reminds him ‘something’s missing.’
Briefly, this unnerves him, but he just as soon shakes the trepidation. Even for all the ways this has gone wrong, he still doesn’t regret his decision. The sensation is simply something he’ll have to get used to. It’s not like it’s any worse than the emptiness he felt without Sectonia there.
And besides, it’s not as if he’s given long to think it over, anyways. After a moment, Zan Partizanne says, “We should probably go inside as well. You’re going to want to get those wounds of yours looked at.”
“O- oh,” Taranza says. “There’s no need for that. I’m fine, really.”
“You just fought Death,” Zan Partizanne replies, unconvinced. “You’re not getting out of this. Come on.”
And so she drags him inside, taking him somewhere where she can assess his injuries.
“See?” Taranza says, removing his shirt. “I’m alright. I was battered, certainly, but I’ve already taken care of it. I’m quite a competent Soul magician, you know. Well-versed in healing spells.”
Zan Partizanne squints. It’s hard to deny his claim, sure, but it’s more than clear she’s not satisfied with that answer. She looks over his body.
“...These are really all the wounds you got dueling Morpho Knight? It’s less than I expected.”
“Only because I saw to mending them,” Taranza replies, shrugging. “It was much worse in the heat of battle.”
He doesn’t dare tell her just how close he came to death. All that would do is cause her to chastise him, and he’s not particularly interested in a lecture. It’s not like it even matters, anyways. He won, and so there’s nothing to worry about.
Zan Partizanne tilts her head, still deep in thought.
“And you’re certain that what you fought was actually Morpho Knight?” she asks.
“What else would it be?” Taranza replies. “I got Sectonia back, didn’t I?”
“...That you did,” Zan Partizanne says flatly. “Which is what I’m still trying to make sense of.” An incredulous look. “I can’t help but get the sense you’re hiding something from us.”
“Pardon?”
“I don’t believe you when you say you simply fought Morpho Knight and it gave you what you wanted. That’s not how this sort of thing works.” She crosses her arms and stares. “What did you actually do?”
Taranza shifts uncomfortably.
He has no intention of telling her. Like he said: he’s not interested in hearing a lecture. What happened stays between him and Morpho Knight.
“I didn’t ‘do’ anything. I won Sectonia’s soul. That’s all.”
With a huff, he pulls his shirt over his head. He puts his scarf back on, then rises.
“If you’re just going to interrogate me, then I’m not interested. I’m going back outside.”
“I’m not interrogating you,” Zan Partizanne insists, eyes narrowed. “All that I’m saying is that something about this is strange. If there’s one thing I know, it’s that there’s no such thing as miracles.”
A twinge of irritation.
“...Bold, coming from you,” Taranza mutters under his breath.
“Excuse me?” Zan Partizanne asks.
“Nothing,” Taranza says with a frustrated sigh. “Just… drop it, okay? I’m not interested in having this discussion.”
He means it when he insinuates she doesn’t get to point fingers, though. What right does she of all people have to say there’s no such thing as miracles? Her very presence constitutes as one! Not only did she narrowly escape death as a child, but the Star Allies dragged her and her entire family out of Another Dimension, where they no doubt would have perished if left alone. He doesn’t want to hear her say ‘miracles don’t exist,’ because they do. She got hers, and now Taranza has gotten his.
…This is a miracle. He still well and truly believes that. Yes, he had to make a sacrifice, and admittedly things aren’t perfect, but Sectonia’s alive— that’s all that ultimately matters.
The two of them might just need some time to adjust.
Zan Partizanne sighs, but doesn’t argue further. She can no doubt discern he has no intention of humoring her. Arms falling to her sides, she relents.
“Very well then. I just hope you didn’t do anything foolish, Taranza. The last thing you need is even more regrets.”
Taranza glowers.
What a ridiculous notion. ‘Regrets?’ How can she say that with her whole chest!? There’s absolutely no reason for him to have regrets, even knowing what he knows! He’s well aware of what he did, and he doesn’t care. Maybe she would think it foolish if he were to share, but it’s not foolish… not to him. It’s the most earnest thing he’s ever done, and he’s proud of himself for it.
As long as Sectonia ends up being alright, things will end up okay.
And she will end up alright… she has to.
He’ll show Zan Partizanne that his conviction isn’t going to waver. Just wait and see.
“Hey, can you hear us?”
“Everything’s okay, you’re safe now.”
“You’ll be alright, but you’ve got to get up.”
“Nnnghh…”
Sectonia’s head is spinning. She flinches as she stirs.
Something warm and soft is the first thing that she notices. Draped over her shoulder, it shelters her. It takes her a moment to process what it is, but when it clicks, she frowns. She feels one antenna twitch.
…A blanket.
Why is she in a bed?
Blearily, she forces her eyes open. The light of the room is blinding, but she has to know what’s going on.
Three hazy figures are standing in front of her. It takes a moment for her vision to clear, and when it does, it doesn’t alleviate her confusion. There’re faces she doesn’t recognize peering at her.
“Good. You’re awake,” one stranger says. “Your friend was very worried about you.”
Her friend? What are they…-?
Her blood runs cold. She bolts upright.
“T- Taranza… where is he!?” she demands. “I didn’t harm him, did I? Where am I!? Who are you people!? What did you do with him!? What’s-?”
“Hey,” another stranger murmurs. “Deep breaths. Taranza’s just fine. He’s our friend, too. We’re not going to hurt him, or you, for that matter.”
She says that, but Sectonia has never seen these people in her life. W- what reason does she have to believe them!? She feels her heart race as she stares at their alien faces. Uneasily, her wings twitch.
Her… wings.
Wait. Why does she have…-? Or, no, why wouldn’t she have…-? Why is it that she’s so surprised all of a sudden over them!? Hasn’t she always had these?
No. That doesn’t feel right. A distant memory. Someone is pleading, begging for her to show mercy. They say that there’s nothing they’ve done to deserve this— that they’ve never been anything but nice to her.
Their wings are twitching— no, thrashing— in the same panicked way.
A name on the tip of Sectonia’s tongue.
Sec… tonia? I- is that even right? Now that she thinks it, something about it feels off. Is that actually her name? It isn’t, is it? Or… well, it is, but it wasn’t always. She used to be…-
All at once, it hits her. They were just talking about this, weren’t they!? She and Taranza! He said that…- that something had twisted her heart. That she’d become…-
A monster. That’s right.
Her breath hitches. The memory of something else… something that feels like a bad dream bubbles to the surface. Her gaze flickers downwards.
As she’s met with the sight of a hand she doesn’t recognize, she lets out a scream.
She’s worn a hundred different skins— had a hundred different hands, but none quite like this. With long, slender fingers it should be the hand of a beauty, but it’s not. It’s covered in dark, scraggly fur… fur that feels so out of place, yet familiar all at once. Off-putting, unsightly claws… claws that shouldn’t mar a hand like this do so anyways.
As her fingers twitch, it feels as if she’s watching someone else move.
Which part of this is most unfamiliar? Does it even matter!? Something is horribly wrong. Her wings thrash. Eight pairs of eyes widen. Her body feels too small and too large all at once.
…Something crawls beneath her skin.
‘No. Nononono. This can’t be happening! Not again!’
She turns over her hand, quaking. She wants to believe she won’t see what she fears she’ll see, but sure enough, there it is. Flowers poke through her flesh.
As her breathing quickens, they unfurl. She lets out another scream.
“W- woah!” one of the strangers says, jolting as she starts to hyperventilate. “Don’t flip out!”
Another nods, adding on, “Everything’s going to be alright. We can explain-”
But their words do very little to comfort Sectonia. In fact, as they draw nearer to her bedside, she only feels her heart beat faster. They seem to loom over her, staring at her with those unfamiliar eyes.
Staring. They’re staring. Their collective gaze drills into her as her body contorts, and in sinks mortified terror.
“DON’T LOOK AT ME!” Sectonia shrieks, pulling the blanket up over her head. She huddles under it, cowering. She doesn’t know who these people are, but what she does know is she doesn’t want them to see her… not like this! No-one can see her like this!
She’s hideous. Frightful, grotesque. Deformed! And why!? What’s happening to her!? Why can’t she control her body!? She gasps for breath as she feels her thorax contract. Her hair withers. Roots twist beneath her skin.
She claws at the bedsheet, tearing it with those mismatched, gruesome hands. They convulse with panic, hardly even feeling like hers. Tears streak her face.
“What did he do to me!?” she cries, shivering. “Make it stop! I’M SORRY!”
She clutches at her head, sobbing.
She’s not even sure who she’s apologizing to, just that this is a punishment, no doubt. Her ugly heart has finally caught up with her. They’ve come to make her pay. It’s as if there’s a hundred hands reaching up— trying to break away— tearing through her skin. They won’t recede until they’ve swallowed her entirely.
She feels faint. She’s sick to her stomach. She wonders if she’s going to die again… if her discordant, stolen body will just give out.
“I’m sorry!” she repeats. Again. Again. Again. “I’m sorry! Please leave me alone!”
The strangers murmur fearfully. It’s clear they’ve no idea what to say. And how could they!? There’s not a single thing in the world they could do to ease her pai-
“Miss Queen!” a voice interjects.
Sectonia freezes.
“You must stop! You are making it worse! No-one is doing this to you. You are doing it to yourself, and it will not cease until you’ve relaxed!”
…She’s doing this to herself, he says. Is that true?
Quaking hands. Pounding heart. Does it even really matter? Either way…
“I can’t relax!” she cries. “I- I can’t control it! I’m afraid! It’s turning me into a monst…- no! I already was! I am a monster! A- a bad, hideous, terrible…-”
The words die in her throat. Panic is replaced by guilt and shame as she buries her face in her hands. Weakly, she sobs.
“...I’m a monster,” she repeats. “I’m broken and I’m not supposed to be alive.”
Her wings shrivel. Horns burgeon from her head. She wipes pathetically at her eyes.
She feels ashamed to be crying in front of these strangers, but what else can she do? How couldn’t she cry at a time like this? She curls in on herself, trembling with each sniffle.
She’s scared. She doesn’t know what’s happening to her. Her memories don’t add up, and her body feels alien. Why is she even here?
More uncomfortable murmuring. She can tell the strangers are uncomfortable.
“...Hey, don’t say that,” one responds awkwardly. “That’s not true. Your friend… Taranza, he doesn’t think so.”
As if that would comfort her. Hearing that, Sectonia’s chest just aches more.
A mix of despair and indignance.
She responds, “Well, he’s wrong! He’s… he’s…-”
She drifts off. She just can’t bring herself to say it. The word on the tip of her tongue is ‘stupid,’ but what right does she have to call him that after everything she put him through!? She doesn’t get to insult him! She’s done that enough!
“He’s deluded himself,” she decides on, eyes watery and voice sharp. “He doesn’t know who I am. Not at all.”
A pit in her stomach. Even just stating it makes her feel lost and sick. ‘He doesn’t know who she is…’ it’s true, isn’t it? But all the same, it wasn’t always. Once upon a time, he was the only person who understood her— the only person who could see her for what she was.
What’s happened to her!? Has she really been made that unrecognizable?
Another sob as she hangs her head and buries her face in those out-of-place hands.
“Don’t…- don’t…-” the stranger searches for words. “Don’t cry. C’mon, just breathe. Lord Hyness is right. You’re only going to make it worse if you keep flipping out. Inhale, then exhale.”
Sectonia’s lip quivers.
“I don’t know how-”
“What!? Yeah you do. Just follow my lead. Breathe in…-” a moment passes. The sound of a deep breath. “Then out. Simple as that.”
Sectonia doesn’t want to follow along. What right do these people have to command her? But she doesn’t know what else to do. M- maybe they’re right… maybe it’ll fix her body, and so awkwardly, she follows the stranger’s lead.
She takes one shaky breath in, then out. Another. She forces herself to still.
“See?” the stranger says. “...Doesn’t that feel a bit better?”
She’s not sure. Her heart rate has calmed slightly, but all the same, the tears don’t dry. When she even begins to think about her situation she feels her body quake once more.
“I’m still scared,” she admits in a small voice. “I- I still don’t know what’s happening. Why I’m-”
“Don’t,” another one of the strangers interjects as her breaths start to quicken. “You’re just going to make yourself upset again. We can explain some.”
“...You can?” Sectonia asks.
“Yes. Isn’t that correct, Flamberge, Lord Hyness?”
“We can. That is, if you’re ready to listen.”
Is she ready? Admittedly, the prospect feels a bit overwhelming.
“O- only if I don’t have to come out. I still don’t want you to look at me.”
“That’s just fine. Stay under there as long as you need. We can explain.”
“How much do you know?” Another stranger asks. ‘Lord Hyness,’ she believes… the same one who insinuated she was the one doing all of this earlier. “Did your friend explain your situation to you?”
A small nod.
“Mmmm…” Sectonia says. “He told me I was cursed. T- that I did a lot of bad things… even hurt him. He told me that I died. I can remember it, too: dying. It was…-”
Her voice wavers. There’s this terrible lump in her throat.
“Don’t think about it,” the stranger who’d talked her through breathing instructs. Flamberge? “That doesn’t matter right now. You’re not dead anymore, are you?”
“No.”
But that’s the problem, isn’t it? She’s supposed to be. It would only be right. She should be dead, and the only reason she’s not is…
“He fought the…- he said he fought the grim reaper. He said that he demanded my soul back. He was covered in hemolymph. He seemed really hurt. W- where is he, anyways!?” her heart races. “Is he-”
“He’s fine,” Flamberge says. “We already told you that. Taranza is perfectly okay. Zan Partizanne is taking good care of him. He certainly didn’t seem to be on death’s door or anything when we saw him. More than anything, he was just worried about you.”
Worried about her? Why, though? She still doesn’t get it. Why would he go to such a length?
“I… I hurt him, though.”
“While you had, like, bees in your brain! He understands that that wasn’t actually you.”
Wasn’t actually her? Do these people seriously believe that, too? Taranza seemed to think the same thing, but that’s just not true, is it? That… was her. She can remember it so vividly. Those were her feelings. Those were her thoughts. Those were her actions, too. They just came from some dark, sick, twisted part of her.
“Taranza loves you very, very much, it seems,” the third stranger says. Sectonia’s still not sure she’s gotten her name. “He’s been looking for a way to bring you back for a very long time.”
‘…A very long time.’
“H- how long has it been?”
“Years,” Hyness says. “Much has happened since you died. All the same, your friend never gave up on you. Your passing must have hurt him deeply.”
“You can’t be serious,” Sectonia breathes. “Years!? Why didn’t he move on?”
“Did you even hear what Francisca said?” Flamberge asks. “He loves you. Of course he wasn’t willing to give up.”
They… they need to stop saying that. ‘Loves?’ What a weighty, unreasonable word. No one could love her! Not after what she became! What she still is!
“Why, though?” she asks. “I- I don’t get it. After everything I did, how could he still-?”
“Miss Queen,” Hyness interjects. “...What you must understand is that the heart is not always rational. If faith runs deep enough, then someone can and will love even a person who has hurt them. All you can do is try to accept that absolution with grace.”
“B- but what if he gets hurt!? What if-”
“Do you want to hurt him?”
“...Pardon?”
“Do you want to hurt him?” Hyness repeats.
Sectonia shakes her head.
“No, of course not.”
“Then don’t. Simply do better.”
But is it really that easy? Is it really within her control? S- she still doesn’t even know who she is. What if she drowns in herself again?
She wants to argue, but no words come out. ‘These strangers wouldn’t understand,’ she realizes. They didn’t see how she treated him. Of course they’re audacious enough to say such ignorant things.
She forces herself to keep silent, at least in that regard. She ignores the way the mere thought bears down upon her like a crushing weight.
Instead, she mutters, “...It sounds like he’s suffered a lot. Was he truly grieving me all that time?”
The thought alone makes her feel ashamed and a little bit indignant. What undeserved, ignorant tears.
Still, the strangers attest.
“Yeah. I mean…- don’t get the wrong idea,” Flamberge says. “It’s not like he was miserable all of the time. It just… seems like he really missed you. Your absence weighed heavy on his heart. But that’s not something you have to worry about now, is it? You’re here. For that alone, I’m sure he’s happy.”
“Perhaps the happiest he’s been in a very long time,” Francisca agrees.
Happy? How can he be happy? To see the person who hurt him so badly returned to life? And like this, no less. Not only is she misshapen, but she’s ungrateful. The first thing she did was yell at him for his kindness. It’s hard to imagine how she couldn’t have, seeing as how naive it was, but even so, her chest feels heavy with guilt. She must have… really upset him.
He expected something else, didn’t he? Something kinder. But he didn’t get what he was hoping for. The girl he truly cares about hasn’t returned, not in body or mind.
Still, she wouldn’t put it above him to be at least a little joyous, even in the face of such disappointment. He always has been willfully ignorant like that— her foolish, softhearted Taranza.
…After everything she’s put him through, she doesn’t want to let him down.
Maybe she can pretend. This will probably never be her happy ending— that much she knows, but all the same, perhaps it’s not too late for him to get his.
He deserves it after all, doesn’t he? It doesn’t matter if she’s scared. She… needs to try and get it together for his sake. So she can at least be some approximation of the person he loves.
A breath in, then out. Her limbs still feel heavy, but at least the tears have dried. Now all that remains is a sense of numb, contrite duty.
Her body has shifted some. It’s still not ‘normal—’ perhaps it never will be, but at the very least, it’s shrunk. The flowers have withered and disappeared. She bites down on her lip and feels one fang dig into it as she forces herself to lift the covers from her head.
She wants to hide… she wants to hide so bad, but she can’t, can she? That’s a selfish request.
“Can I… see him?” she asks, and to her surprise, the words come out in that awkward, scratchy voice. The insincere elegance has faded from her tone, replaced with a soft raspiness.
A knot in her stomach. She thinks she should be relieved— that’s the voice Taranza wants to hear, no doubt, but all the same…
(‘No. It’s alright,’ she thinks. ‘It’s a clumsy, ungraceful voice befitting a monster.’ And it’s not as if she enjoyed hearing the other voice any more. Its honeyed, dulcet sound couldn’t bring to mind anything besides cruelty.)
The strangers seem surprised to see her rise from her makeshift shelter. For a moment, they gawk, and she feels her heart sink, but just as soon they fulfill her request.
“Of course,” Flamberge says. “Let me get him.”
It’s strange getting a better look at her face. Initially, Sectonia’s almost inclined to think of a Person of the Sky upon seeing her, and for that, she feels disgusted, but upon closer inspection, it’s clearly not the case.
She’s larger. No flower petals adorn her head. Whatever she is, she’s clearly something else. Sectonia just isn’t sure what. She hasn’t seen anyone quite like her before.
The same goes for Francisca, who is practically her mirror image. She’s paler and her hair is a shade of bright blue as opposed to a fiery red, but other than that they may as well be identical. They have the same beady eyes and are dressed in matching clothes.
‘Lord Hyness,’ in contrast, may as well be their opposite. Sectonia hasn’t seen anything even loosely resembling him before. With blue, scaly skin, bulging eyes and a humongous nose, the best way she can think to describe him is as some sort of bizarre frog monster, and even that isn’t quite doing it justice.
What a strange bunch. Are these people really Taranza’s friends?
She isn’t given long to mull it over. Flamberge takes her leave, promising she’ll be back with Taranza shortly, and Sectonia’s then preoccupied with that.
Admittedly, she’s nervous. She’s the one who said that she wanted this, but there’s a lump in her throat. What is she going to say? Is she really ready to face him? Be seen? Like this?
She has to be, doesn’t she? They said that he was worrying about her. The least she can do is let him know she’s alright.
Or… well, awake. ‘Alright’ is another thing entirely, but he doesn’t need to know that.
“Hey, lovebug! Your friend is ready to see you.”
Taranza’s head perks as Flamberge peeks her head into the room.
“She is? You mean she’s awake? She’s calmed down? She’s better?”
Nervously, he smiles. It’s hard not to get just a little bit excited. That’s wonderful news!
Flamberge seems a bit taken aback, admittedly, by his enthusiasm. When she speaks, her words are careful.
“Sort of,” she says. “She’s not completely better, but…” she drifts off before motioning a hand. “Well, you can see for yourself. Come on.”
Taranza’s heart sinks. The way Flamberge says that doesn’t fill him with confidence. Is… something still wrong? Is she still hurting?
Ah, he supposes he shouldn’t have gotten his hopes up. He knew going into this that it wouldn’t be easy. It only makes sense that Sectonia is scared… that she still needs some time to adjust.
‘That’s okay, though,’ he tells himself, shaking off whatever apprehension he feels. He was prepared for that. Whatever it is she’s going through, he’s prepared to handle it. They can work through this together.
And so he does as instructed, taking a deep breath, then following after Flamberge.
Briefly, he turns back towards Zan Partizanne, asking her, “Are you coming?”
She shakes her head, though.
“She’s probably going to want to talk to you alone. I can introduce myself later.”
“Right,” Taranza says. “I suppose that makes sense.”
He wonders if that’s all. Zan Partizanne has made it more than clear she doesn’t believe in his happy ending. Is she hesitant to meet Sectonia for that reason? Perhaps she thinks this will end poorly— that it’s best she keep her distance.
A brief pang of indignation. How dare she? It’s one thing to doubt him, but to doubt Sectonia too? That’s not okay.
Still, he doesn’t argue with her. He simply nods, then leaves with Flamberge.
It doesn’t particularly matter to him if Zan Partizanne doesn’t have faith in his miracle. The only person whose opinion matters in that regard is Sectonia, and she’s going to be okay.
…She is, right?
Of course she is. What is he even thinking? Flamberge said she was better. Not completely better, sure, but that still counts for something.
He tells himself that again and again as he follows Flamberge down the dark, eerie halls.
Everything’s going to be alright. It has to be alright.
They come to a stop in front of a closed door.
Before opening it, Flamberge turns towards Taranza.
“She’s not hyperventilating anymore, but she’s still clearly grappling with a lot of dark thoughts. Additionally, she’s still…” a pause. “Well, y’know. I just wanted you to be made aware of that before we went in. Are you ready?”
“Of course I’m ready,” Taranza says. Her warning unnerves him, but he’s not going to back down. Sectonia asked for him, didn’t she? It’s his duty to answer her call. He doesn’t know what he’s going to see… what Sectonia is going to say, but whatever it is, he can’t run from it.
She needs him right now.
And so Flamberge opens the door, allowing Taranza to peer inside.
It’s a dark little room— gloomy like the rest of Jambandra. Still, even with just a few dim, crimson lights, he’s able to make things out. Francisca and Hyness stand by Sectonia’s bedside, and Sectonia herself…
Well, for a moment, with her head turned away from him, she almost appears to be well. Small once more with silvery hair and curved horns, she resembles the Sectonia he remembers. He can pretend her ‘shattered identity’ was no more than a bad dream.
Of course, the illusion just as soon dissipates. She looks towards Taranza and reality sets back in.
The left half of her face is bare, still covered in splotches of smooth yellow skin. Her hands are once again fuzzy, but remain misshapen. A single fang pokes out from the right side of her mouth and fuschia antennae bud from her forehead just above her upper set of eyes.
…Her eyes. That has to be what stands out the most. No soft glowing white or orange meets his gaze. Instead, they’re an unmistakable violet. Glossy and eerily alluring, they’re far too big for her head.
“...Oh, Taranza,” she says. “You’re here.”
She peers at him, and for just an instant, he’s unnerved. It feels… wrong to see the eyes he’s come to associate with hatred and malice plastered onto the face of the person he associates with anything but. Those can’t actually be hers, can they?
He just as soon feels bad, though. What is he thinking? It doesn’t matter what her eyes look like! All that matters is she’s here! How can he listen to that voice… that voice that sounds so small and uncertain and think that way? She’s no doubt already struggling enough. The last thing she needs is for him to go and make things worse.
And so he approaches, giving her a small nod of acknowledgement.
“How are you feeling?” he asks.
A halfhearted shrug.
“...Alright,” she responds.
“That’s good. I’m… really glad you’re okay,” he says, making his way over to her bedside. “I was worried about you.”
And he means that. He was worried sick. For a moment, he was afraid he was going to lose her again. With that in mind, he couldn’t even begin to express just how happy he is to even see her breathing.
She averts her eyes, shifting slightly.
“...I apologize for earlier. I must have seemed very ungrateful.”
“What? No,” Taranza says. “It’s alright. Don’t feel bad. You were just scared.”
“Even so, I’m alive because of you. What right did I have to be angry over that? I should be… happy. You went out of your way for me.” A pause. “I heard about how much you suffered while I was gone. It must have been very difficult.”
“Yeah,” Taranza admits, and for a moment, his heart is heavy, but he just as soon forces a smile. “It’s okay though. You’re here now. That’s all that matters.”
He reaches for a hand, squeezing it.
Then, he looks towards Francisca and Hyness.
“Could we have a moment? There are some things we should probably discuss alone.”
“Of course,” Hyness says.
He bows his head, taking a step backwards. He motions a hand. Francisca follows after as he exits into the hall, then shuts the door behind them.
Taranza turns back towards Sectonia.
“I figured you’d want some privacy,”
“...Mmmm,” she says, “I suppose so. They were kind, but there are certain things I’d prefer not to discuss in the company of strangers. Things they’d no doubt never understand.”
A pause. She sends a sideways glance towards the door.
“They said they were your friends, those people. Is that true?”
“Of course,” Taranza replies. “Francisca, Flamberge, even Hyness… they’re the ones who helped me bring you back to life. If it weren’t for their help, I might never have been able to encounter the grim reaper. I’m very appreciative of all that they’ve done.”
An illegible expression on Sectonia’s face.
“The grim reaper…- you keep saying that. What does that mean?”
“Death has a tangible form,” Taranza explains. “It’s this… this butterfly thing. Except it’s also not? It can shapeshift. It’s a tad hard to explain, but all you need to know is that I fought it and won.”
“...Right,” Sectonia says. “And that’s why you’re…-” her gaze drifts to his bloodied shirt, then the cut running down his cheek. “You’re hurt. It must have been a difficult battle.”
“Somewhat,” Taranza says. “It was certainly frightening, but knowing what was at stake gave me strength. There was no way I could forfeit when you were depending on me.”
Sectonia frowns.
“Mmmm. I suppose I’m just surprised, then, to hear that you were willing to go that far. That the grim reaper even saw it fit to bring back someone like me.”
“Someone like…-” Taranza falters. “What are you talking about!? Of course I was willing to go that far! You were the person I cared about more than anything! My precious queen! My best friend! My…-”
He hesitates. Is it really appropriate to say what he’s thinking? It feels imprudent, somehow, but if he really wants to emphasize just how important she is…
“You were the love of my life. I’d do it a hundred times over, if that’s what it took.”
He again squeezes her hand.
She freezes. She stares, mouth ever so slightly agape.
…But her body just as soon relaxes. She nods.
“I see. Thank you. That… means a lot. Especially after… well, after everything I did to you. It would have been fair to resent me.”
Once more, she averts her eyes. Yellow patches creep across her face.
Taranza’s lip quivers. He couldn’t possibly explain just how much it hurts to hear that. Resent her? He could never!
“No,” he says. “Not in a million years. That wasn’t even you! You couldn’t think straight. Someone was messing with your head.”
“...Still-” Sectonia says.
“No,” Taranza says firmly. “Hey! I want you to look at me.”
Sectonia’s gaze drifts to meet his.
“That wasn’t you,” he repeats. “None of that was your fault. Please don’t blame yourself for it. I’m not upset.”
He reaches out to cup her cheek— strokes it with his thumb.
“You’re you again. It’s all in the past.”
Sectonia’s frown deepens. For a moment, she looks ready to argue, but her body soon falls slack.
“...If you say so,” she mutters.
Taranza’s heart aches as he sees her gaze drift. He can tell she doesn’t believe him. He wishes there were more that he could do. It hurts him more than he could possibly put into words to see her hurting.
He supposes he’ll just have to say it again and again— as many times as it takes for her to believe him. Surely with enough time she’ll come to understand…
She didn’t ask for any of this. He means it when he says she’s not to blame.
“I know so,” he says, brushing a strand of hair from her face.
Her guilt doesn’t abate. Her hand shifts in his. He feels fuzz wither, replaced with soft skin. She doesn’t grow as she fidgets ever so slightly, yet the fang poking out of her mouth melts away as she tries to bite down on her lip.
Taranza doesn’t pull away. He keeps running his thumb over her fingers.
Still, he can tell she’s acutely aware of it… the fact that it’s happening and that he knows it too.
“I’m sorry,” she says. “I know this probably wasn’t what you were hoping for, either. You must be disappointed.”
“...Disappointed? No, of course not.”
“I’m disgusting, Taranza. It would have been bad enough to have had to be a hideous spider or that terrible, self-centered monster… but something in-between? It doesn’t get worse than that. A fitting punishment, I suppose… I’m sure I deserve it after everything I did, but all the same, I feel terrible that this is what you had to see become of the ‘love of your life.’ You shouldn’t have to witness that.”
‘Hideous spider?’ ‘Self-centered monster?’
Hearing her say those things about how she was before would be bad enough, but hearing her say what she has to say about how she is now? You may as well have punched Taranza in the stomach. She asserts it with such conviction, too… certainty and resignation.
What an awful thing to be so sure about!
He feels even worse, now, for the way he reacted earlier. No doubt, he solidified this opinion in her mind. Did he wince? Did he stare? Did he make her feel as if she weren’t good enough?
…And here he was hoping that removing the mirror from the equation would be enough to remove her self-doubt. But it’s not that simple, is it? Not after the way it forced her to see herself. Not with the insecurities she already held long before he let that terrible thing into her life.
“Don’t say that,” he whispers. “Please.”
“Taranza,” she responds flatly. “Please don’t lie to me. I know what you’re thinking, and it’s alright. I…- I’ll try my best to get it under control. Those people said I was the one doing this to myself, and so maybe I can fix it. In the meantime, I just wanted to apologize.”
“There’s nothing to apologize for-”
“Yes there is. I’m not beautiful anymore… not in any sense of the word. And I’m sorry you have to see someone you hate when you look at me.”
Taranza stares.
“I don’t hate you . Not any version of you. I didn’t hate you, even then! A- and I meant what I said. There’s nothing to apologize for. You are beautiful,” His voice wavers. He squeezes her hand, “...Don’t say you’re not.”
A morose expression is replaced by a slightly softer one. When Sectonia next speaks, she doesn’t sound emphatic, simply tired.
“I already told you not to lie to me, and so… don’t. It won’t do either of us any good.”
Taranza wants to argue, but he knows it’s no use. It’s not as if she’ll believe him, and besides… if she were to look him in the eye and ask him to justify himself, what could he actually say? If he were to say ‘you’re beautiful,’ and she were to respond, ‘how so?’ could anything even begin to console her aching heart?
…Would anything even sound earnest? He knows it’s the truth, but even so, he’s getting used to this, too. If his voice were to waver, could he ever forgive himself?
“Well, if you feel that way, then I suppose that’s okay,” he says finally. “...I won’t try and force you. But I want you to know that sort of thing doesn’t matter. I don’t care how you look. I already said what’s most important: that you’re yourself. You’re you. The you I knew. Your heart’s been returned to you,” he presses his forehead to hers. “...What could possibly be more beautiful than that?”
After a moment of silence, he pulls away. He doesn’t want to overwhelm her. Still, he strokes her hand as he looks into her eyes… doesn’t let go entirely.
Her lip quivers. Briefly, she looks ready to cry. It’s clear she doesn’t know what to make of his kind words. Even now, she doubts their sincerity… thinks they’re undeserved— irrational.
They’re not, though. For all his uncertainties, that much Taranza is sure of. He… doesn’t know if any of this can be fixed. It would be nice, certainly, if only for what it would indicate about her mental state, but if it can’t be then… so be it. He’s still overjoyed. She’s here with him, alive and breathing. Nothing else could make for a more exquisite sight.
“I know things are scary right now,” he continues. “But we’re going to get through it together, like we always have. For as long as we’ve known one another it’s been the two of us against the world, hasn’t it? Able to overcome any difficulty? This is no different, I’m sure of it. It’ll all be alright. I’ll… I’ll take you home. And I’ll tell you about everything you’ve missed. I’ll introduce you to so many amazing people. It’ll get easier. We’ll be happy. We’ll finally be able to live the life we deserve.”
After all this time and suffering, they’re owed that. They shouldn’t have to cry a moment more.
“...Go home,” Sectonia repeats. “Where? To Floralia? S- surely the people won’t accept me, though. Won’t they be upset?”
“They don’t have to know. No-one has to know. We’ll live at the castle together, where no-one will bother us. And if anyone tries to, I’ll show them what for. I won’t let anyone hurt you. I promise.”
Never, ever again. He’s going to make sure that she’s safe— that she’s the happiest girl in the world from here on out.
“...Amazing people,” she comments next. She points towards the door. “You mean people like them?”
A nod.
“And so many others. I’ve made some truly wonderful friends while you were gone. They helped me through so much. I can’t wait for you to meet them. They’ll love you, I know they will. Magolor, Susie… even Kirby and King Dedede! They’ll be so happy to get to know the real you.”
He can’t wait to see the look on their faces. He’ll be able to say ‘I told you so.’ Finally, Sectonia will be more than a memory. She won’t be someone only he had the pleasure of getting to cherish.
“Are you sure?” Sectonia asks. “They’ve… also heard about all I’ve done, correct?”
“Well, yes,” Taranza replies. “...But they also know it wasn’t your fault. And besides, they all have pasts they’re grappling with, too. They’ll understand. They won’t judge you. No-one is going to judge you. I wouldn’t ever forgive them if they did.”
But that’s not something he’s worried about. All of the people who have been there for him, they’ll be there for her, too. They’ll see just how wonderful she is.
“And… this is really what you want?” Sectonia asks. “To return— live a life with someone like me?”
What sort of question is that?
“There’s not a single other person I’d rather have by my side.”
Gently, he tugs on her hand.
“Come on, let’s go back where we belong. As… long as you’re ready, of course. Do you feel okay? You don’t think you’re going to pass out again, do you?”
Sectonia shakes her head.
“No, I feel alright. Perhaps a bit fatigued, but… I’ll be fine. You’re right, we should leave this place. I’ve kept you waiting long enough.”
Cautiously, she rises. She pulls back the blanket, hesitates, briefly, then slips out of bed.
Taranza is prepared to steady her. He places a hand on her back.
“Thank you,” she says.
“Of course.”
Truthfully, she probably doesn’t need his help, but all the same, the touch is grounding. He wants her to know that he’s right here for her. That he’s never going to let go of her again.
“Well then, let’s go. I’m ready whenever you are, Sec…-”
He stops.
“Actually, I was meaning to ask you about that.”
“About what?”
“Your name. What is it you’d like to be called? Because I know you changed it, but… you also weren’t in your right mind. Do you want to go back, or…?”
Sectonia’s brow furrows. She looks troubled.
Taranza is quick to backpedal.
“I- it’s completely fine if you don’t want to!” he reassures. “I don’t care one bit. I just wanted to check and see what you were most comfortable with.”
“I know. It’s just…” Sectonia shifts uneasily. “I suppose I don’t really have a preference. Call me whatever you’d like.”
“...You don’t have a preference?” Taranza asks,
“Neither name feels particularly fitting. Sectonia is the name of a monster, which is to say perhaps one I deserve to be branded with, but all the same, I can’t say I love it. And as for ‘Joronia…’”
She pauses.
“Well, I’m not sure I deserve a name like that. It was a gift, after all. It seems rather rude to try and reclaim it after I so coldly threw it away.”
Taranza stares.
Is she… insinuating she doesn’t deserve it? That he’d think the same? He’s the one who suggested the name when she first came out, and so to call it a gift she discarded…-
“Hey. Don’t…- you shouldn’t think like that. As the person who bestowed you that name, I still think you more than deserve it. You weren’t in your right mind when you changed it, and even if you had been, I wouldn’t care! It’s not some right I get to revoke! Please don’t see it as something you’ve no longer earned. It doesn’t have to be earned at all. A- and besides, I still think it’s plenty fitting…”
Sectonia’s eyes narrow just slightly.
“...Do you now?” she asks.
He can feel her muscles pulsate as she says it. Just beneath the surface of her skin, something fluctuates, uneasily changing shape.
It’s a pointed question.
Joronia was a name with a very specific meaning. Based on the root meanings of a few Insectoid words, it translates to, effectively, ‘beautiful spider.’ ‘Joro,’ spider. ‘Nia,’ beautiful.
And so staring at him with those incredulous purple eyes…-
She’s daring him to say that he thinks either of those things still apply.
“O- of course I do,” Taranza says. “Why wouldn’t I?”
Her lip twitches just slightly. Still, she doesn’t argue.
“...I see. Very well then. You may call me that.”
But Taranza isn’t satisfied with that answer.
“Are you sure?”
“It’s what you want my answer to be, isn’t it?”
“Not necessarily. I- I want whatever makes you most comfortable.”
“I already told you. I find both disquieting. Address me however you wish.”
An uneasy feeling. There’s this knot in Taranza’s stomach.
He doesn’t want to force her to do or to be anything. He just wants her to be happy. How does he show her that?
“How about… something else?”
“Something else?” she repeats.
“If you’re not comfortable with either of those names, we could come up with a new one.”
It’s a bit of an improvisational idea— he’s not even really sure it’s a good one. He just couldn’t stand seeing her stare at him with that restless look in her eyes.
She cocks her head slightly.
“Like…?”
W- wait! She’s asking him for suggestions? He supposes he did say they could come up with it together, but he feels just a little bit put on the spot.
“How about, um…-” His mind races. He blurts out the first thing he can think of. “Nia!?”
At that, she blinks.
“Nia?”
She seems surprised.
“Well, I was just thinking…- that’s the part of your name you kept, yes? So it’s like… an in-between. A- and it’s still sort of fitting, too, don’t you think?”
He doesn’t dare say it expressly… what exactly that’s supposed to mean. He fears it would come across as disingenuous. They both know what he’s thinking, though.
If she no longer wants to go by ‘Joronia:’ ‘beautiful spider,’ and she’s also no longer ‘Sectonia:’ ‘beautiful wasp,’ then…
She can be a beautiful something else.
Whatever she is now, she remains a sight for sore eyes.
She considers his proposal, brow furrowed. Briefly, she seems troubled, but she just as soon relaxes.
“That… works, I suppose. At least for now.”
She still doesn’t sound particularly enthusiastic, but at the very least she’s no longer tense. She gives a small nod.
“Wonderful,” Taranza says. “Nia it is, then. At least… for now, yeah.”
A small smile, then, he nudges her.
They resume their egress.
Outside of the bedroom, the cult is waiting for them. It seems Zan Partizanne has joined the group. She sends a sideways glance as Taranza cracks open the door.
“Oh!” Hyness says. “I see you are up and about. That is good. We were starting to worry.”
“Apologies,” Taranza says. “We had a lot to discuss.”
“No need to apologize. It only makes sense,” Hyness replies. Then, turning towards Nia, “I take it that means you’re feeling somewhat better?”
A stupefied sort of look. It’s a moment before she responds, almost as if she hadn’t expected to be addressed.
Still, she just as soon clears her throat, giving a nod.
“...Yes,” she says. “I’m feeling better. Thank you for assisting in talking me down earlier. I know I must have caused quite a bit of trouble for you all.”
“Nonsense,” Hyness replies. “It was nothing, truly. We are just glad to see you are doing okay.”
Flamberge nods.
“You had us spooked for a minute there. Shoulda’ seen the look on our faces when Taranza came running back to the base screaming. We weren’t sure he’d succeed in this at all, so to be hit with that all of a sudden…”
“We feared perhaps something had gone wrong,” Francisca admits. “But it seems everything is fine now.”
“Yeah,” Flamberge says. “That crazy son of a gun actually did it! He raised the dead. Guess he’s way cooler than we all gave him credit for. And to think we were all trying to stop him…” she shakes her head— laughs. “Glad we changed our minds. Turns out he was right the whole time. You’re one lucky girl, you know. Most people wouldn’t be willing to do something like that.”
Nia’s quiet for a moment. When she finally speaks, it’s in a soft voice.
“...Yeah,” she says, shifting slightly. “I know.”
Flamberge looks ready to say something else, but before she can get the chance, Zan Partizanne intervenes.
Holding up a hand, she comments, “This is all very exciting, but I believe it’s best we give the two of them their space. They’ve had a very long day, and they’re no doubt tired.” She turns her head. “I’m taking it you'd like to go home?”
Ostensibly, it’s a question directed at both of them. It’s Nia she’s looking at as she says it, though.
“Yes,” Nia responds. “...That would be ideal.”
At that, the others back off. Hyness, in particular, gives a nod.
“Very well, then. As long as you believe you are prepared, then you are more than free to depart. Before you do, though, please allow us to at least provide a change of clothes. It seems you could certainly use it."
Taranza looks towards his bloodied shirt, then towards Nia.
“Ah… I suppose you have a point. We’d- uh, be grateful for that.”
Not only is he in a pretty sorry state, but they’re planning to return to Floralia, and the last thing he wants is to make a scene by allowing its denizens to get a look at his resurrected queen. They’d never understand the weight of this miracle— would simply see the return of a tyrant, and that’s something he can’t allow to happen.
While admittedly unstylish, the robes belonging to the cult might be just what they need in this sort of situation. They should be able to keep them hidden at least long enough to get back to the castle.
“Zan Partizanne,” Hyness instructs. “Could you take care of that?”
“Of course, Lord Hyness.”
She hovers past Taranza and Nia before gesturing a hand.
“Follow me.”
Taranza does as instructed, although he isn’t thrilled to be stuck with Zan Partizanne. There’s this shrewd expression on her face, and she never once takes her eyes off of Nia. She peers as they make their way down the hall.
‘What?’ Taranza thinks with a twinge of indignance. ‘Why are you staring at her!? Stop that!’
He knows what she’s doing. She’s trying to infer what went wrong. What? Does she think if she looks hard enough she’ll find some evidence of his crime? The reason why things ended up this way?
Nothing even went wrong! Things are fine. Both of them are going to be fine… and so he wishes she’d just drop it already. Can’t she tell she’s making Nia uncomfortable? It’s one thing to try and interrogate him, but another entirely to gawk at her like she’s some kind of ‘proof.’ She doesn’t deserve that.
Nevertheless, Taranza doesn’t make a scene. That would only make things worse for Nia. He already told himself he doesn’t care about what Zan Partizanne thinks, and so he takes a deep breath.
‘I don’t care if you went into this expecting failure. No matter how hard you look, you’re not going to find it.’
Zan Partizanne leads the two of them into what appears to be some sort of small, dark, arcane-looking laundry room. A place it only makes sense to keep clothes in, of course, but all the same, Taranza is consistently surprised by the ornamentation of this place.
…So dedicated to the ritualistic, Stygian vibe that even an ordinary room looks otherworldly? He supposes he has to admire the dedication, although once more he feels bad for resurrecting Nia somewhere so gloomy. He can’t wait to get home. She deserves more pleasant sights; sunshine and flowers.
Zan Partizanne spends a little bit looking for cloaks that will fit. She’s able to find one for Taranza relatively quickly, passing it off to him with a nod, but needs to give it a little more thought concerning Nia.
“We should probably get you something a little larger,” she admits. “It’ll be far too big on you as you are now, but if your body could change again, it’s best to play it safe. Better to drown in your garments than have none at all.”
As such, she gives Nia something sized for a Sectra.
Nia looks uncomfortable, admittedly, as it’s handed to her. Her antennae lengthen. Her body grows just slightly.
Taranza frowns. For once, he can’t fault Zan Partizanne— it’s a good precaution to take, especially seeing as how they’ll be returning to a country that loathes them, but it still makes him sad to see Nia reminded of her circumstances. It no doubt hurts to not only have them pointed out to her but to be acutely aware others have noticed as well. Does she feel singled out?
He squeezes her shoulder, then nudges her gently with another hand.
“...Bit nostalgic, huh?” he asks, trying his best to distract her. “Remember how we used to sneak around Floralia all disguised because you didn’t want to get caught spending time with a commoner? Never thought we’d be doing something like that again.”
He forces a laugh, but it doesn’t seem to earn much of a reaction from her. She simply gives an “Mmmm…” before pulling the cloak over her head.
Sure enough, it dwarfs her. The hem hangs far past her body and the hood shields most of her face. Loose and baggy, it’s far from a perfect fit.
Nia thanks Zan Partizanne, though, saying she appreciates it.
“Of course,” Zan Partizanne replies.
Taranza puts his on next, covering, but not removing his bloodied clothes. He’ll get fully changed once they’ve arrived back at the castle. Ideally they can find something better-fitting for Nia as well there. But for now, this will do.
“Thank you,” he says as well. For all his frustrations with Zan Partizanne at the moment, it’s only the courteous thing to do.
Francisca, Flamberge and Hyness are waiting outside of the base to see them off.
“Are you sure you will be okay making the trip back?” Hyness asks.
“I think so,” Taranza responds. “It’s not a long journey.”
At least… thanks to the wonders of magic and technology. Admittedly, Taranza’s not really sure how it works, but a while back, Magolor set up teleporters between the locations Kirby and friends frequent. It’s a good thing, too! Jambandra and Planet Popstar are lightyears away from one another. Without a ship of his own, it would take ages to get back.
Before they depart, however, there are acknowledgements to be given.
“Thank you again,” he says, looking over the group, Francisca and Flamberge especially. “I know I already said it once, but if there’s anything I can ever do to help you out in the future, please let me know. I could never properly express just how much I appreciate what you did for me here today. You helped me rescue the person who means the world to me. I’ll forever be in your debt.”
“Awwww, there’s no need to repay us,” Flamberge responds. “Really, this was us repaying you. You’re one of the people who helped save us when we were at our lowest in Another Dimension… and ‘sides, we’re just happy to see you happy. Ain’t that right?”
Francisca nods.
“If you really want to do us a favor, then don’t be a stranger, okay? Now that your friend’s returned to life, we’d love to get to know her. Visit sometime!”
“We definitely will,” Taranza says. “Isn’t that right, Nia?”
Nia glances up. It seems as if she’d been spacing out through most of the conversation.
“Uh… yeah,” she murmurs. “Of course.”
With that in mind, Taranza’s more than ready to leave. As grateful as he is to the Mage Sisters, it’s clear Nia is tired, and truthfully, Taranza can’t blame her. It’s been a long day. She has a lot to process. They can worry about social interaction once she’s feeling better. For now, it’s best to just head home.
And so after one final farewell to the Mage Sisters and Hyness, he leads her to the teleporter. He floats on, then motions for her to follow after.
She squints.
No doubt, the blue and yellow platform is like nothing she’s ever seen before… not to mention a sight that sticks out like a sore thumb in Jambandra. The vibrant colors and gear shaped insignia are a stark contrast to the dark, gloomy landscape. It must seem utterly alien, even on this already-alien planet.
“What… is that, exactly?” she asks.
“Teleporter,” Taranza explains. “It’ll help us travel a long distance.”
Nia is no stranger, of course, to teleportation magic— in fact, it was used prominently in maintaining domination over the lower islands, but the technological coat of paint it’s dressed up in has to be totally new.
Taranza will probably have to introduce her to a lot, actually, won’t he? So many new inventions have sprung up since Floralia was connected to Dreamland. He still remembers how baffled he was the first time Susie showed him a ‘cell phone.’
Nia’s in for a lot of surprises.
…They’re not bad surprises, though, he thinks. He’s actually looking forward to showing her some of the ways things have changed.
He holds out a hand.
“Come on,” he says. “It’ll be alright. I’ve got you.”
She nods, taking it, before floating up onto the platform.
From there, Taranza can activate the device, and just like that, they’re off. A bright flash of blue as a portal opens, and then as quickly as it began, it’s over. The dark skies of Jambandra are replaced by a pleasant light.
The feel of warm sunshine and a familiar, flowery scent. After all this time, they’ve actually done it.
They’ve made it home to Floralia. Together.
Now, their happy ending can finally begin.
Notes:
...So. Uh. Dang. Poor Nia's really going through it, isn't she? We all, of course, saw this coming, but that doesn't make it any less depressing to read.
At least she has something to go by, though. 'Nia' is likely the name she'll be using for the rest of the fic. First crafting this AU, I ran into the same problem she and Taranza did... "What the heck do I call her? Sectonia or Joronia?" and eventually, I reached the same conclusion. "She wouldn't be particularly comfortable with either, so it's probably best to use something else." I didn't want to go with anything overly complicated, though, so I ultimately chose... well, the one part of her name that's remained a constant. I felt as if it had a fitting vibe.
It's also nice in that it very quickly distinguishes her from canon Sectonia/Joronia. "PB AU Sectonia" is a mouthful. But "Nia?" I can say that, and you'll know in an instant I'm talking about the mentally unwell, undead queen.
And when I say mentally unwell, I mean MENTALLY UNWELL. It was nice finally getting to write a scene from her perspective. She's really struggling with her sudden return to life, and already developing complexes about her body and her dynamic with Taranza. He's trying to help her, of course, but maybe doesn't entirely understand what she's going through... and not only that, but he feels the need to be optimistic in a way that's perhaps suffocating for her. They both have a /lot/ to work out.
Zan is the only one who seems truly willing to see the cracks in this relationship, and Taranza has no interest in hearing her out. In fact, her skepticism kind of infuriates him. This is his and Nia's happy ending. It /has to be./ But Zan isn't being pessimistic just for the sake of being pessimistic. She may even understand more about Nia's situation than one would initially expect.
Taranza's made the foolish decision to bring Nia home, which I'm sure we can all anticipate WILL NOT END WELL. But as for how that inevitably ends up going wrong... you'll just have to wait and see.
The next chapter will be up early next month. I'm going on a short hiatus, as my family is taking a trip and I won't have my laptop with me. I'll be returning on the 24th, and publishing the first chapter of a new short fic on the 26th. Then, the next chapter of this will go up on either the 1st or the 2nd, and we'll return to the rotating, biweekly schedule.
Hope you're looking forward to it! Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll see you all again soon o/
Chapter 5: home just as you left it, but still you’re shaken
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
As mentioned, it’s not a long trip back to the castle. Seeing as how no-one else in Floralia really uses the teleporter aside from an occasional visit to the Lower World to chat with its heroes, it’s practically in Taranza’s backyard— a five minute excursion at most.
He helps Nia down from the platform, one hand placed on her back.
She still seems to be a bit dazed. He can’t imagine it actually has all that much to do with the teleportation itself, though. Instead, it’s likely being in Floralia itself that has her feeling a little out of sorts.
She looks around slowly, an indiscernible expression on her face.
It must be strange. From her perspective, it hasn’t been all that long since she was last here, but at the same time, it must feel like something from a lifetime ago. Not only have so many little things changed, but it was a different set of eyes she was observing the world through then.
…Metaphorically, that is. In actuality, they’re still the same.
A pang of sadness. This all must be bringing back some painful memories. Taranza gets that, he thinks— he has a lot of memories associated with this place that make him sad, too, but everything will be alright. Now, they can make new memories.
“I’ll lead the way,” he says.
She probably doesn’t need to be ‘led;’ he’s sure she knows her way back to the castle, but seeing her standing there with that glazed look in her eyes, he’d prefer to get her moving as quickly as possible. Inside, she’ll feel better.
At least… he hopes.
He tries his best to lay low as they make the trek. He doesn’t think they’ll be spotted by anyone, much less recognized… but all the same, he’s admittedly a little nervous about what will happen if the people of Floralia find out that he’s resurrected Nia. Both Insectoids and People of the Sky remember her with a lot of animosity. Would they really believe him if he were to say that she wasn't in her right mind when she did all of that? That now the two of them just want to be left alone?
He’s not sure. He doesn’t think so. Perhaps if King Dedede and Kirby were to explain, but even then, he’s not placing bets on that. He and Nia… uh, hurt a lot of innocent people.
He wishes those people would just be angry at him… that they’d leave her out of it. Not only was it his gift that instigated all of this, but Nia was delirious during their reign of terror. He wasn’t. He chose to do all of that, and so why won’t they…?
No. He’s getting ahead of himself. He shouldn’t worry about that. The denizens of Floralia haven’t found out yet, and when they do, he doesn’t know for certain how they’ll react.
Maybe… it’ll be alright as long as Nia doesn’t try to reinstate herself as queen.
He feels a little bit bad about her losing that title. She worked really hard for it when she was younger, and not only that, but it was a point of pride. He just can’t see how she could continue to be ruler, though— at least without taking the position back by force, and anyways, he’s not sure it’s a role she’d want.
Part of him can’t help but think if he were to bring it up she’d give a sad laugh and say that she doesn’t deserve to be queen… that she never did.
It hurts his heart. He doesn’t like her feeling that way about herself.
…Regardless, she’ll always be his queen, at least.
He sticks close to her as they travel— tries to make small talk, even, but her mind seems to be somewhere else.
In particular, her gaze keeps wandering back towards the Dreamstalk.
That, too, is different from when she last saw it. Now, it’s in full bloom. She never did get to witness that. It was her presence and her expulsion that made it ultimately flourish.
He wonders if she remembers what it was like being a part of it. She has to, doesn’t she? Hyness said that her shifting body is likely tied to her identity, and so for her to have sprouted flowers earlier…
Ah, it only makes sense. She carries a part of it, just like it carries a part of her.
He wants to call it a beautiful sight— direct the compliment towards her, by extension, but he thinks better of it. While it’s true he’s always seen the Dreamstalk as something to remember her by, she probably associates it with the most painful moments of her life.
…Being forsaken by her people, falling into complete madness, then dying.
(After all, no feeling other than agony could incite what he saw earlier— flowers ripping through her skin. Desperate, panicked screams.
Stars. He still can’t banish the memory from his mind.)
He squeezes her shoulder.
“You alright?” he asks.
She startles just a bit. Slowly, her gaze drifts towards him.
“Of course,” she says stiltedly. “My apologies. I suppose I was just surprised. You said it’d been a very long time. I’m shocked that thing is even still alive.”
“Ah… yeah,” he says, scratching the back of his neck. “It’s pretty resilient. It’s become something of a landmark.”
He hopes she won’t be too troubled having it right outside her window. He’d hate if it brought back bad memories.
Not that that’s something he has to worry about for too long. Sooner rather than later, they reach the castle. He’s able to lead her inside, out of the shadow of the Dreamstalk and into another well of memories, this time, hopefully, a kinder one.
She still seems a little bit surprised, admittedly, as she looks around its grand halls. In some ways, it must seem as if it hasn’t changed at all in the time she’s been gone.
“...Wow,” she says. “You’ve taken good care of it.”
There are a few minuscule differences— a flowerpot sitting on one windowsill, new pictures hung on the wall, gifts from friends scattered about and one or two wholly new things, but mostly, it’s the same.
“Well, of course I did,” Taranza says. “It was our home, after all, wasn’t it?”
Which isn’t to say he never made it his own. He did, at least a little. He just also never quite disregarded the memories… couldn’t and wouldn’t ignore the ghosts he swore wandered the castle halls.
“I suppose so.”
As yet another melancholy look crosses Nia’s face, Taranza is quick to distract her, asking:
“Do you- um, want to sit down? I can only imagine you’re tired after such a busy day. Here, let me take you to your room, that way you can relax. I’ll get you a change of clothes… you can sleep some, if you’d like. A- although I may have to do some tidying up in there. I’ve been staying there while you were gone, since it was, uh…-”
Their room, for a time. Not at the end of ‘Sectonia’s’ life, of course… by then, she hated him, but for just a little while— after she’d thrown caution to the wind, but before she slipped away entirely— they stayed there together.
She’d hold him at nights when her fits of paranoia were at their worst. He’d press his temple to hers and tell her everything was going to be alright… that he wouldn’t let anyone hurt her.
He didn’t realize just how serious things were. Not until it was too late. And eventually, there was nothing he could do to comfort her. She ousted him, saying she’d rather sleep alone.
Any romance they'd had died.
But following her death… when Taranza was at his very lowest, he slunk into the room and he stayed there. He knew he probably wouldn’t have been welcome, but all the same, he needed anything he could cling to, so he’d lay in the bed that was once theirs, nestled in the imprint left by her body. He’d wrap himself in a blanket and pretend, just for a moment, that she was still there— that she still loved him.
Because he really wanted to be held, and old memories were all he had left.
A lump in his throat as he remembers it. His lip quivers. He blinks slowly, though, and reminds himself that everything is going to be alright.
…Nia is here now. She’s not going anywhere. He doesn’t need some dumb room to remember her by.
“A- anyways,” he stammers, “What I’m trying to say is I’ll get rid of all of it. I’ll give you your space back. I apologize for taking it.”
“No,” she says, frowning. “It’s okay. I…-” a pause. “It’s not like I was there to use it. You don’t have to move anything if you don’t want. You’re welcome to stay.”
“I’d hate to intrude,” Taranza insists.
“It wouldn’t be intruding. Like you said, it was…- we were…” her voice wavers just a little bit. When she next speaks, it’s quieter. “Well, you know.”
She doesn’t dare say it aloud. Neither of them do. It feels too awkward— forbidden, somehow. Perhaps it’s just too soon to bring it up— to ask ‘what are we, exactly?’
Would either of them even have an answer?
Their relationship is complicated. It’s been a lot of different things. As children, they were best friends. As teenagers, they fell in love, but it was a love they couldn’t pursue. For a time, in the eye of the storm, they were partners, but by then, Nia was already beginning to lose herself, and it’s not as if it lasted. As her heart withered in her chest, she pulled away from him, and by the end there, they weren’t even master and servant.
…Just a miserable madwoman and someone she wanted gone.
Where do you go from that? What do you do? If it were up to him, he thinks, he’d wrap her in his embrace and plant kisses on her cheeks. He’d tell her he missed her and that he’s so happy they’re together again. He’d go back to holding her at night, and this time when he told her ‘it’s going to be okay’ she would actually be able to believe him.
But it’s not just up to him. It’s up to her, too. What does she want?
“Well, if you’re okay with it. I just…- I don’t want to force anything. How about you take some time to think it over? S- sit on it for a bit, and you can… uh, tell me what you want this evening. If you want me to leave, I won’t be offended.”
“...Right,” Nia says. “I can do that, I suppose.”
Her hand shifts slightly in his as he guides her down the hall. Fingers shorten, becoming something closer to, but not quite, paws. Nails dig into his skin.
He has to wonder what she’s thinking about. Is she also reminiscing? How do those memories make her feel? Are they comforting or are they disheartening?
Once more, he squeezes her shoulder. He pulls her in ever so slightly closer.
Whatever they are, he’ll help her through any sorrow. Even if he can’t do most of what he’d like to, he can still tell her ‘it’s going to be okay,’ because it will be… he’ll make sure of it.
He doesn’t need a word for them to know that.
They’re about halfway to her room when, abruptly, she stops. She stares at something affixed to the wall.
‘A picture frame,’ Taranza realizes— more specifically one containing a photograph of him and some of the people he’s grown close to while she was gone. It’s one of several he’s hung around the castle.
There’s this peculiar, blank look on her face as she takes note of it. Slowly, her lips curl into a frown.
“A- ah,” Taranza says, quick to feel the need to justify himself. “That’s- um- please don’t worry. I didn’t take down any of the portraits you had hung up. I know I shouldn’t have redecorated, but…-”
He drifts off.
As he does, Nia’s frown deepens.
“What?” She asks. “Don’t apologize. You haven’t done anything wrong. It’s just… are these your friends?” She leans ever-so-slightly closer to the picture frame. She’s quiet for another moment before adding on, “...You look happy.”
And indeed he does. In fact, Taranza is laughing in the photograph. He has a big, goofy grin on his face and his horns wiggle excitedly.
“Ah, yes,” he says. “I believe that was taken during a party. It was… rather fun, I suppose.”
The words come out stilted. For some reason, he feels as if he’s been caught doing something he wasn’t supposed to do. He doesn’t get the sense that Nia is angry, but all the same, she looks…-
Well, she looks a little sad.
“They’re… uh- they’re all wonderful people,” he stammers, hoping perhaps an explanation will help. “Like I said, I can’t wait for you to meet them. They’ll love you.”
He points a finger.
“That’s Magolor,” he continues, gesturing towards the cloaked wizard. He has one hand on Taranza’s shoulder and reaches out to rustle his hair with another. “As you can see, he… um- he doesn’t really have a sense of personal space… he’s kind of a lot in general, but he’s nice. He always knows how to cheer someone up. He has this big, larger-than-life demeanor. He can seem a bit detached, but he cares… he really does, and he’s smarter than you’d expect, too. He’s captain of this boat he calls the Lor Starcutter? Oh, you should see it, Nia! It’s incredible.”
“Then there’s Susie,” he says, referring to the girl who stands just as close, albeit not intruding on Taranza’s space like Magolor is. It’s one of the rare moments she actually seems to be jovial. More often than not, she keeps a rather serious demeanor. “She is also the…- she is the best. She’s one of the people who helped me out most with…- well, with everything! It can be a little hard to get her to open up, but she is so fiercely loyal, not to mention intelligent, too. She runs this company called the Haltmann Works Company— builds all these cool machines. So much of what she does… it’s amazing. Y- you’ll love her, I know you will.”
“And finally- well, King Dedede is taking the picture, but other than that…-”
He gives pause, a sense of guilt once more washing over him as points out the final person in the photo.
“...Well, there’s Kirby.”
His voice is low— hesitant and uncertain as he says it. In any other scenario, it’s a declaration he’d make with pride, but remembering just how terrified Nia sounded earlier when she demanded to know where ‘that pink thing’ was, he can’t help but feel ashamed.
He doesn’t hate Kirby. He could never hate Kirby. All the same, though, Kirby was the person who…
Who took her from him. Who did what had to be done. Who ended her suffering when no-one else was brave enough to.
How can he admit someone like that is his friend without wavering? Could Nia ever forgive him? She told him she recalls burning to death. Tears trickled down her face as she said just how much it hurt. Kirby has to seem like a monster to her… but it’s not like Taranza can pretend he doesn’t care about him. Not when Kirby’s front and center in the photo. Not when he’s the one making Taranza laugh.
“H- he’s a good person,” he stutters. “He is, I promise. He’s one of the people who helped me out most when…- it was him and King Dedede who did everything in their power to make sure I was alright when I was at my worst. If it weren’t for them, I…-”
He hesitates. He can’t say that to her, can he? He can’t tell her just how bad he did after she died. She’d blame herself. Telling her Kirby and King Dedede saved his life… that he almost gave up— that wouldn’t redeem them in her eyes. All it would do is exacerbate her guilt.
She… doesn’t need to know about days on end spent in bed unmoving. She doesn’t need to know about how long he went without food or drink. It doesn’t matter anymore that he almost wasted away. He’s here. They both are.
“I know he didn’t mean to hurt you,” he says, deciding that’s a better way to go about this. “Not like that. He was… really upset when he learned about who you used to be— that you weren’t coming back. A friend of his- Magolor, actually… Kirby had…- he vanquished him, too, when Magolor did something bad, but then Magolor came back, and so Kirby thought…” his voice wavers. “Well, he thought it would be the same for you.”
He still recalls Kirby showing up at the castle one afternoon completely alone. He’d only ever come with Dedede up until that point, and so it was strange. This was still when Taranza wasn’t doing so great, and Kirby…
He broke down. Through tears, he asked Taranza if he hated him— if it was his fault he was sad. He said that he didn’t mean to hurt anyone and promised he was sorry. It was the first time Taranza had seen him as anything except cheery.
It was strange. Part of Taranza wanted to hate Kirby, he thinks, but he couldn’t. Not when Kirby had just been protecting everyone. Not when Taranza also helped put Sectonia down. Not when King Dedede told him he’d done the merciful thing.
“Your friend…” he’d mused. “It seems to me like she was suffering. Now she ain’t gotta anymore.”
So Taranza had told Kirby he didn’t do anything wrong. Perhaps miraculously, they found understanding.
And now, Nia really has been freed of suffering. Ultimately, everything worked out. Despite what happened— all of the tragedy— she’s here. She’s alive.
“He’s going to be so happy to hear you’re back. That you’re yourself. That he can get to know you.” A pause. “Y- you don’t have to, of course! Talk to him, I mean. And I apologize if I’ve done something wrong by being friends with him and King Dedede. If you want me to stop…-”
He falters. Is that actually something he can offer? After everything they’ve done for him? All of the good memories they’ve made?
“...Taranza,” Nia says, and for a moment, she sounds horrified, but she just as soon sounds adamant. “What right do I have to tell you to do that!? I don’t care! Those two, they…” she falters, then averts her eyes. “They did the right thing. I deserved to die. I would have killed myself, too.”
But that’s not what Taranza wants to hear. It breaks his heart to hear her mutter that with such conviction.
“H- hey,” he says, squeezing her hand. He leans on her side. “Don’t say that. That’s not true. You didn’t deserve any of that. Kirby feels the same way. We all do. Everyone is going to be so glad to hear you’re alright. Please don’t insinuate that any of what happened to you was warranted.”
“I… apologize,” Nia says, shaking her head. “I suppose you’re right. And I’m sorry for making a scene. I’m relieved— I really am, to hear that you’ve had people looking out for you. They all seem very kind.”
“They are,” Taranza agrees. “And they’re going to love you.”
Nia gives a stiff nod, then, tugging Taranza’s hand, continues on.
He can tell that she doesn’t believe him yet, but he knows he shouldn’t try to argue. She’ll come to see that it’s the truth with time. Kirby, King Dedede, Magolor, Susie… everyone else, too— once they get to know her, they’ll think she’s amazing. They’ll be friends to her, too.
It’s not long until they reach the bedroom. The two of them make their way inside.
As they do, Nia looks around. She takes in her surroundings the same way she did for the rest of the castle. And like that, it’s easy to tell not much has changed here either. A book sits on the bedside table, as does a picture frame, and there’s a new vase here or there, sure… but for the most part, things are just how she left them. The same curtains frame the windows. The same blanket drapes over the bed. The same portraits decorate the walls.
They’re almost all, of course, of ‘Queen Sectonia.’ With the vanity she had by the end of her life, her own face is just about all she ever wanted to see. The emotionless gaze of the Sectra bears down on them, and when Nia meets her eyes, it’s as if she’s looking at a stranger.
Her grip on Taranza’s hand tightens. Once more, her fingers elongate. This time, the fuzz recedes almost entirely, save for a few patches.
The portraits of ‘Sectonia’ aren’t what give her the most pause, though. It’s something else that makes her stop entirely. While Taranza didn’t dare remove anything she hung up, one completely new painting adorns the wall.
…It’s of them. A them from a very long time ago. Taranza and ‘Joronia,’ both smiling without a care in the world.
If she looked at Sectonia like she was a stranger, there are no words to describe how Nia looks at Joronia. Her lip trembles as she peers into those glowing eyes that are so completely unlike her own.
Her body grows more. Her cloak bulges as the tiniest wings sprout from her back. All at once, her hands look awkward— gangly and out of proportion.
A lump forms in Taranza’s throat.
“That’s… uh- I had that made when I was starting to do a little bit better,” he explains. “I wanted something to remember that version of you by. I- I’m sorry if you wouldn’t have wanted me to do that… if you wouldn’t have wanted me to depict you that way. I can take it down, if you’d like.” He glances around the room, looking at the other portraits, too. “I can take them all down. Whatever will make you most comfortable.”
Nia shifts uneasily.
“...No,” she says. “There’s no need for that. I’m… glad that you wanted to remember me.”
Drifting towards the bed, though, she blinks quickly. She forces a deep breath.
By now, she’s almost completely a Sectra. There are still a few disparities— small patches of fur, thinning silver hair and a small abdomen, but as she sits, he watches her stray further and further from the girl in the portrait. Her face reshapes and becomes sharper— more angled, less wide.
She turns her head away from him.
Taranza can’t imagine what that feels like… to be a stranger in your own body. To look at the person you used to be and not see yourself in her at all.
He wishes there was something he could say to comfort her, but where would he even begin? How does he make her realize that she’s still the same person deep down and that that’s all that matters? That he’s never cared what she looks like?
He doesn’t know. It’s not something he thinks he could ever put into words.
He decides it’s probably best to drop the subject. Floating closer, he asks, “Do you want a change of clothes? I figure now that we’re home we can probably find you something nicer…”
Nia shrugs.
“I don’t know. I doubt anything will even fit,” she mutters. “This is… fine, honestly.”
It’s not like her. She’s always cared about dressing well. The cloak, while not all that oversized anymore, still isn’t the sort of thing she’d usually like. Her tastes are far fancier.
“Are you sure?” he asks, frowning.
“I’m sure,” she says, voice completely flat.
He decides not to force it. If this is what’s most comfortable for her right now, then there’s not much he can do about that. He’ll have to spend some time convincing her it’s alright to come out of her shell.
There is one thing he realizes he can give her, though, even if it’s not an actual change of clothes.
He hops off the bed, making his way over to the nightstand and rummaging through a drawer. He retrieves something he left carefully folded.
“Here,” he says. “At least take this. If… you want it, that is.”
At first, Nia doesn’t even seem to process what he’s holding, but as she does, her eyes widen. She stares.
“You kept that?” She asks.
‘That’ being a worn out red scarf— her half of a two piece set. They bought a matching pair when they were teenagers, declaring it a symbol of their friendship.
“...I thought I told you to get rid of it.”
And she did. As she started to slip, ‘Sectonia’ didn’t particularly care about being Taranza’s friend anymore. She tossed it to the wayside and told him to dispose of it like all other reminders of her past life.
“Yeah,” Taranza admits. “But I couldn’t bring myself to. I put it away someplace safe, hoping one day you’d change your mind and that you’d…-” his voice wavers just a little. “Well, that you’d want to be a team again.”
He knows it’s kind of silly. By that point, he shouldn’t have had any hope for that sort of thing. But he still wasn’t willing to give it up. He continued to wear his half of the set long after she discarded hers. Long after she died, too. And he kept her half stowed away just in case… on the mere off chance he’d eventually get the queen he remembered back.
Which he did. Somehow, some way, she’s here.
She looks uncertain as she stares at its faded ruby fabric. When she speaks, her voice is small.
“Are you… really certain I deserve something like that?” she asks. “I got rid of it. It’s not fair to ask for a gift to be returned after doing something like that. After doing everything I did. I broke our promise, Taranza.”
“You were sick,” he insists. “You were sick and you weren’t yourself. But you are now. Of course you deserve it.” He makes his way back over to her side— sits down beside her as he carefully handles the scarf. “I said forever, didn’t I? That’s what these were supposed to represent. You and me against the world, no matter what. The queen and her knight; an unstoppable team.”
Even just reminiscing on it, he has to smile a little. It’s a memory that’s since become bittersweet, of course, but all the same, he remembers just how resolute he was. That was a pledge he made with his whole heart, and he still feels the same way about it he did back then.
“As long as you want it, it’s yours,” he says, holding it out in offering. “...I understand if you don’t, though. I haven’t always been the best friend, either, and if you’d prefer not to be associated with me…-”
“No!” Nia interjects. “G- give that to me! Of course I want it.”
She swipes it from his hands. She trembles, briefly, as she stares down at it, and for a moment, she even looks ready to cry, but she just as soon puts it on. Gingerly, she pulls her hood down before wrapping the scarf around her neck.
She pulls the hood back up immediately afterwards, of course, but Taranza’s relieved. For a moment there, he’d been afraid she wasn’t going to accept his offering… that she’d insist she doesn’t deserve it.
She keeps saying that. ‘I don’t deserve this name.’ ‘I don’t deserve that gift.’ ‘I’m not worthy of your kindness.’ When she first came back, she even argued she didn’t deserve to be alive. That had been hard to hear. Taranza wishes there was more he could do to convince her he means what he says— that he’s telling the truth when he says she deserves all of this and more. He’d give her the stars in the sky, if he could.
But he supposes that’ll take some time. For now, just getting her to take the scarf is enough.
“...Thank you,” she whispers.
“Of course,” he responds. “I’m glad to see it back where it belongs.” There’s a warmth to his voice, even despite the melancholy. “It looks great on you.”
That, of course, she believes least of all. She hangs her head slightly. He means it, though. It’s something that’ll always suit her. It’s a reminder that she is the same girl, whether she thinks so or not.
He reaches out for her hand— rubs his thumb over her knuckles.
“I’m so glad you’re here,” he says. “I missed you so, so much. I know you’re going through a lot, but we’re going to get through it. I will always be here by your side. Let this be a reminder of that, okay?” he gestures towards the scarf. “It’s still you and me, and together, we can overcome anything. The worst is over. You’re going to be alright.”
“...Right,” she says.
And hesitantly, she leans on his side.
He’s not sure how long they sit like that… her weight against his shoulder and his hand stroking hers. The glazed look in her eyes never quite fades, but any budding tears dry, at least. She takes a slow breath in, then out.
Her body doesn’t return to how it was, but at the very least, it doesn’t morph further. For now, she’s reached an impasse.
He hopes that means her thoughts are ever-so-slightly less heavy.
Part of him wishes he could stay there forever. He’d be perfectly happy like that, he thinks. The warmth of her body is comforting— something some part of him is still trying to process. He can hardly even believe she’s alive.
It’ll feel like a miracle forever, he thinks. He’ll never not be grateful for it. Despite everything, they’re together, and that’s all that matters.
But he knows he can’t stay there all day, and so eventually, he shifts slightly. Looking at her, he says:
“...You’re probably tired, huh? Listen, why don’t you try and get some rest, and I’ll make you something to celebrate your return? Then, we can have dinner together, and we can discuss what we want to do going forward. Of course, if you’d prefer I stay, I can, but-”
“No,” she interjects. “That… sounds nice. I’d like that.”
“Oh,” Taranza says. “Well, that’s good. I’ll do that, then.” And with that, he rises, careful not to let her fall. “I’ll make you something wonderful… a meal fit for a queen, and when that’s done, I’ll come get you. For now, just try and relax.” A pause. “Of course, if you need anything, please don’t hesitate to call. I’ll be there in an instant.”
One last squeeze, then his hand slips from hers. Despite himself, he pulls away.
Some part of him is a little scared to do so. He’s worried that if he looks away, the dream will come to an end and she’ll disappear again. But he knows that he has to take care of her. She’s depending on him now more than ever— he can’t let silly anxieties get in the way.
She’ll be okay. He’s going to make sure of that. There’s nothing for the two of them to worry about.
And so he stops in the doorway, gives her an awkward nod, then departs— at least for now.
He makes his way down the hall, ignoring the nagging urge to turn back and check on her. He takes a deep breath and repeats it over and over again in his mind.
‘She’s going to be okay. She’s going to be okay. But she also needs your help right now. Let her get some rest and make her feel welcomed back.’
Before he goes into the kitchen to do anything, he ducks into a spare bedroom, though. He should have some extra clothes stowed away there, and it’s probably best he gets cleaned up before he gets to work.
Not only is it the sanitary thing to do, but he’s hoping Nia’s nerves will ease at least a little once he’s not looking so battered. Maybe then she’ll stop feeling like he endangered himself for her sake… or at least stop feeling like that’s something to be concerned about. Perhaps he did, after all, but he ended up alright, and so there’s nothing for her to feel guilty about.
He grabs a clean set of clothes, then makes his way to a bathroom. He removes the cloak the Jamba Cult provided, then his scarf, his cape, his bloodied shirt and his gloves.
He looks his body over in the mirror.
…He really does look like a mess. Seeing himself now, he can understand why she was so frightened. Hemolymph is crusted to his face. Burns and tears litter his clothes. His hair is tousled and his eyes are exhausted.
A long scar runs down his side.
It’s from that hit Morpho Knight got in with the enlarged sword, he thinks. He was able to patch up most of his wounds properly, but must not have been paying much attention there. Clearly he didn’t heal it very well.
A sigh as he shakes his head. It doesn’t matter. It’s not the first scar he’s gotten. He has countless injuries from assisting Sectonia with her tyranny. He was always the first person to throw himself in the way of danger for her, after all. There are two distinct stab wounds from an assassination attempt that took place shortly after her death and, of course, lichtenberg scars all over his body just beneath a thin layer of fuzz.
He probably shouldn’t let Nia see any of this, should he? She’d think it’s her fault. That, or she’d…-
‘No,’ he thinks, silently scolding himself. ‘She wouldn’t think that. She wouldn’t say that to you. When she told you things like that, she wasn’t in her right mind.’
…Still, part of him has to wonder. She wouldn’t be entirely wrong in saying it, would she?
‘‘You’re ugly,’ that is. ‘And not just because of the scars.’
Another deep breath, this time just a little shakier. Even if it’s true, he shouldn’t put words in her mouth. She deserves better than that.
He splashes water on his face, then grabs a rag and begins to work the hemolymph from his fur. Carefully, he removes all evidence of the fight that took place. He never wants anyone to learn just how perilous it got.
It’s not just Nia who would be mad at him. It’s everyone. Magolor, Susie, Kirby, King Dedede… they’d all say ‘You almost gave up your life? For her!? How could you be so reckless?’
His lip curls. He hates the way he can envision them saying it: ‘her’ spat as if it’s some kind of absurdity. As if she isn’t worthy of what he did for her. He can hardly stand it.
She’s not any less important than he is! Her life is equally as meaningful! He doesn’t want to hear anyone say that it isn’t.
And so they won’t ever know about just how close he came to death or the sacrifice he made.
…The sacrifice.
Now that he’s not preoccupied with Nia, he can feel it again: the cavity in his chest. It’s a hollowness that radiates out through his entire being, weighing down his body, leaving him weak, and making his movements disoriented and sluggish.
Just another thing he’ll have to get used to, he supposes. His only hope is that she’s not experiencing the same thing.
What are souls made up of, anyways? If he has all of his personality and memories, then does she have all of his vitality and strength?
Ugh. It’s not worth dwelling on. At least not right now. There are more important things to be worried about.
Once he’s washed the hemolymph from his body, he works on his scarf. Most of his clothes he’s alright leaving soiled for now, but that, at least, he’d prefer to keep in good condition. He handles it carefully as he runs it under water.
The hemolymph washes out, but the scorch marks don’t. Try as he might to rinse the traces of the scarf’s time on the fiery battlefield, it’s just no use. Not only is it charred in areas, but there are spots where it’s eroded completely, fabric swallowed and frayed by the flames that licked at it mercilessly.
He wonders if he maybe shouldn’t have taken it to the battle. It was an important reminder of what he was fighting for and something that gave him strength, but he also feels bad having been so careless with it.
…Ah, well, he supposes it doesn’t matter that much. It’s survived, at least, and with him having been struck by lightning in the past, these aren’t the first singe marks it’s received.
Once he’s finished washing and drying it, he pulls a shirt over his head, then wraps the scarf around his neck. Damaged or not, it’s back where it belongs.
After that, all he has left to do for now is take care of his hair. He spends a few minutes running his fingers through it and patting it down, hoping to get it in some sort of acceptable state.
He’s not able to style it just how he wants it— it’s still a little messy for his tastes, but it’s good enough for now. If he wants to spend more time fooling around with something so inconsequential, then he can do that later. At the moment all that matters is making Nia feel at home.
He looks himself over in the mirror one last time and gives an awkward smile. He likes to think he’s looking a little better, but is also not sure it matters all that much. He should get to work.
He spends the next few hours cooking, putting together the most grand meal he can come up with. It’s a little bit excessive, really, but he’d rather be over the top than not do enough.
He has to take a break once or twice, ducking away while this or that simmers to check up on Nia. He knows he’s being overly cautious, but some part of him is still afraid to let her out of his sight. He’s not sure what he thinks will happen if he leaves her alone too long, but he’s anxious regardless.
Thankfully, though, she seems to be doing alright. She’s actually already asleep by the first time he peeks his head in.
He hovers in the doorway, watching her chest rise and fall. He feels some sense of relief.
‘See?’ he thinks. ‘She’s still there.’
He tries his best to ignore the ever-so-slightly troubled look on her face… the fact that her body is still in the same state as it was when he left.
‘She’s… fine. She’s going to be fine,’ he reassures himself. ‘She just needs some rest.’
He turns around and makes his way back to the kitchen. He saw what he needed to. Now, it’s time to stop fretting before he lets something burn.
By the time he finishes making her feast, it’s early evening. The sun is just starting to set as he applies the finishing touches, then brings everything to the dining hall. Perfect timing, really.
When he returns to her room she’s still asleep, and truthfully, he feels a little bad waking her. Part of him is tempted to leave her be. But he figures it’s probably important she gets something on her stomach, and so hesitantly, he gives her a careful shake.
“Nia,” he says softly. “I’m all done.”
She lets out a groan. When her eyes flutter open, her gaze is disoriented and lethargic.
“...Taranza?”
For a moment it’s clear she hasn’t processed where she is. She stares at him as if she can’t make sense of why he’s here.
But then it sinks in. Slowly, recognition dawns in her eyes.
She brings a hand in front of her face, turning it over to confirm things are how she remembers them.
Her expression falls.
“Ah,” she says. “And so it wasn’t a dream.”
Sluggishly, she sits up. She looks around the room.
“Yeah,” Taranza says. “No dream.” A pause. “...How are you? Did you sleep well?”
The look on her face troubles him. He was hoping perhaps she’d be feeling a little better after getting some rest, but it doesn’t seem to be the case. Her demeanor is every bit as listless and hesitant as it was before.
“I think so,” she says
“That’s good,” Taranza replies. “I’m finished with dinner if you’d like some. Are you feeling hungry?”
“...Ah, right,” she says. “That’s what you were doing. That would be nice, I suppose.” She slips out of bed. “I’m hungry.”
“Wonderful,” Taranza says, careful to steady her as she rises. Her body is an awkward size: far too big to be an Arachnid but just a little too small to be a Sectra. He’s worried if she’s not prepared she’ll stumble.
She’s able to stand just fine, though. Hand on her back, he ushers her out into the hall.
He’s thankful he’s able to do so before her eyes can wander to the portrait. For a moment there he’d been nervous she was going to see it and feel insignificant once more.
He reminds himself to take it down tonight sometime before she sleeps. She’d said it was alright for him to keep it up, but he’ll be doing no such thing. He saw the wounded look in her eyes as she stared at it.
He never wants to see her feel that way again.
He doesn’t need keepsakes like that anymore, anyways. It was nice to have a reminder of ‘Joronia’ when she’d changed so much, then disappeared, but now she’s back by his side. What use, then, does a ‘reminder of better times’ serve?
Everything’s okay now, and so there’s no need to look back at the past.
They’re going to make new, even-better memories.
“I… see you got cleaned up,” she says as they make their way towards the dining hall. “That’s good.”
“Mmmm!” Taranza says, nodding. He points at his shirt. “See? Not nearly as bad as it looked. Heck, most of that hemolymph you saw earlier? Morpho Knight’s. I’M fit as a fiddle. Did come out on top in the end, after all.”
It’s a teensy-weensy little tiny bit of an exaggeration. While he did technically beat Morpho Knight, most of the hemolymph drenching his clothes was not, in fact, ‘its.’ Conversely, the grim reaper practically sliced him into pieces. But it was easy to discern Nia was worrying earlier, and if a bit of a tall-tale will help ease her nerves, then he’s more than willing to spin one.
Besides, a small part of him almost has to hope she’ll think it’s cool. That he was able to… uh, overcome something so powerful. No harm in playing up a few details, is there?
“I apologize, though,” he says. “For making you fret. It must have been quite a shock to see me in that state upon first coming back. I was hoping to be looking dapper for your return, but, well…” a nervous chuckle, “Things got a little bit out of hand.”
“Oh, there’s no need to apologize,” Nia responds. “I’m just glad you’re…” she hesitates, “Doing okay.”
And then, after an even longer pause.
“You look good. All dressed up, I mean.”
Taranza perks up just a little.
“Y- you think so?” he asks, pulling at his collar. “I didn’t pick out anything special. At least not mostly. I kept the scarf, of course, but everything else was just…-”
He drifts off— thinks for a moment.
“Ah,” he says. “W- well, I guess there’s no point in denying a compliment. Thank you. Seriously. That- um… means a lot. I’m glad I could make a better impression now than I did letting you see me in such a bad state before.”
“Of course,” Nia says, nodding.
And then, just barely, she gives the slightest smile. It’s hard to make out with her face hidden in her cloak, but scant as it is, it’s there.
Taranza smiles back.
Soon enough, they arrive in the dining hall. There, he already has everything laid out for her. He motions a hand as they make their way over to the table, saying, “And here it is! The meal made just for the one and only.”
It really is an impressive assortment. At least… he likes to think. With a floral centerpiece, it’s an extravagant buffet— all sorts of dishes laid out upon a gorgeous fuchsia tablecloth. There’s honey roast Gigant Quail, mixed berry cornmeal biscuit shortcakes, Winged Egger and potato gratin with brown butter cream, plus escargot and mushroom risotto. A huge variety of fruit has been prepared as well: figs, blackberries, peaches, strawberries, pomegranates and grapes. He’s even thrown in some nuts and cheese too, just for good measure.
Which isn’t even getting started on dessert, because, of course, he had to whip up some of that as well. He baked a lemon and blueberry pie, several different flavors of macaron, and a chocolate apple tart, too, just for good measure.
All of it is placed on only the finest tableware, and her utensils have already been laid out for her, carefully polished and silver. Her seat’s even been pulled out, that way she doesn’t have to do it herself when she goes to sit down.
Taranza isn’t good at a lot of things, but if there’s a single one he’s at least sufficient at, it would have to be presentation. He’s pretty happy with how all of this turned out.
…Not that it’s his opinion on any of this that even really matters. Ultimately, all that’s important is hers.
“What do you think?” He asks. “P- pretty cool, right?”
Nia’s slack-jawed. Blinking, dumbstruck, she asks, “...You made all of this in just a few hours?”
“Mhmmmm!” Taranza says, giving a nod. “It took a lot of work, but I’m really happy with it. I wanted you to have lots of different things to choose from. There’s dinner, dessert… oh, and I was sure to prepare drinks as well!”
Hurrying over to the table, he gestures to a kettle, several cups, and a set of ornate chalices.
“I brewed vanilla rose tea,” he explains, “Just like you like. And then, just in case you were in the mood for something more fancy, I poured wine as well— red and white. Although, of course, if you’d prefer something else to drink, I can see to that as well. T- that goes for the food, too, actually! If any part of this isn’t to your liking, then…-”
He peters off.
“Well, I can redo just about anything, really.”
Nia stares, antennae twitching just slightly. She looks from the table, to Taranza, then back to the table.
“If this isn’t to my…- pardon? W- what are you even talking about!? This is…-” her voice wavers just a little. She’s stunned. “This is truly above and beyond.”
She hovers towards the table, running one hand over it.
“I mean, even the ornamentation… the tablecloth’s my favorite color, and the carnations, dahlias, red roses, crocuses… you remembered all of my favorite flowers, as well! W- where did you get all of those?”
“From the castle garden, of course,” Taranza replies. “Did you forget? I told you I’d always take care of it, didn’t I? As the place we first met? I kept all of this growing there… you know, just in case. And I’m glad I did.”
He drifts closer to her, placing a hand on her back.
“...You like it?”
“Like it?” she repeats. “Taranza, I…-”
For just a brief moment, she looks ready to cry. Beguiling violet eyes well with tears.
“I love it. It’s everything I could have asked for,” she says. “I can’t believe you did something like this for me. After I…-”
“Shhhh,” Taranza says, reaching out for one hand. He squeezes it tight. “You didn’t do anything. You were gone, and now you’re here.” A smile. “...Welcome home, my queen.”
He wishes he could press a kiss to her forehead as he says it. He wishes he could pull her in close, brush the hair from her face, then wipe the tears from her eyes. He wishes there was something he could do to demonstrate just how much he means it— how overwhelmingly happy he is.
But there isn’t, and so he simply leads her over to her seat. She follows after him, dazed… as if she can’t quite move on her own. As if she wouldn’t know where to begin.
Once more, her hand shifts in his. Fingers shorten and meld into paws. Brown fuzz streaks her cheek as one antennae shrivels, then disappears.
Her body doesn’t shrink. The other antenna remains, looking uneven and odd without its parallel. Her face is still sharp and picturesque.
Still, Taranza smiles. He presses his shoulder to her side.
‘See?’ he thinks. ‘You’re still you. You don’t have anything to feel conflicted about.’
He helps her sit down. She murmurs a quiet ‘thanks.’ That, too, makes his heart swell just a little. There’s nothing to thank him for, of course— it’s only natural he put in this much effort, but all the same, the ‘Sectonia’ he knew for a long time never would have thanked him. It’s reassuring and new.
He hovers by her side as she looks out over the table, hardly even knowing where to begin. And he supposes it makes sense. It is a lot of food for one person.
Or… well-
“You can sit down,” she says, turning towards him. “You should have some, too.”
“Are you sure?” Taranza asks. “I made it for you.”
She gives a deep frown.
“Yes, I’m sure,” she insists. “It’s more food than I could ever finish, and you need to eat, too.”
“Well… if you’re certain,” he says with a nod, pulling out a chair beside her. Briefly, he hesitates— wondering if it’s perhaps intrusive to seat himself in such close proximity, but it would be even worse to sit far away, he thinks. If he were to do that, perhaps she’d assume he didn’t want to be near her… that she disgusted or frightened him in some way.
Never. Not in a million years.
The two of them eat in relative silence. Taranza tries to make conversation, of course, but it’s clear Nia is lost in thought. Her gaze is distant and introspective as she picks at her food.
Still, even the small talk— the ‘do you like it?’s and mundane stories of what happened while she was gone are comforting. He knows she’s not feeling like herself right now… that she’s still a little restless and withdrawn, but that doesn’t make the sight of her any less miraculous. He savors her mere presence.
It’s surreal. It really is. He’s still trying to wrap his head around it. He did it. She’s here. They’re together again eating dinner like they used to. He never thought they’d get to do that.
For a long time, supper was eerie back before she died. It was hard to ignore the tension in the air… the way she’d glare at him, perturbed and belligerent. The vacant seats at a table once reserved for an entire royal court left a strange taste in the mouth. The castle felt off-putting and hollow.
There was this sense of… isolation, he thinks, even though they were there together. No sense of connection. Only ghosts of distant memories left.
Eventually, of course, she stopped allowing him to dine with her at all, and then they really were alone. She’d sit at the head of an empty table, a vainglorious, yet dissatisfied look on her face as she dined in silence.
This doesn’t feel like that. This is much better. It’s not perfect— not quite comfortable, yet, but it’s not empty. The air isn’t restless and stale. There’s no sense of lonely, soul-crushing resentment. Nia averts her eyes guiltily when he speaks, but at least she doesn’t glare.
The castle doesn’t feel empty anymore, even knowing it’s just the two of them.
They don’t eat all of the food, but they do pretty well, all things considered. Nia’s appetite is good despite her reluctant demeanor.
She apologizes for not being able to finish all of it, but Taranza tells her it’s alright. He’s just glad she got something on her stomach.
After that, he gets to cleaning up. He can’t take care of everything tonight, of course— some of it will have to wait ‘til morning when he has more free time, but he at least wants to get started. He clears the table and washes the dishes.
Nia watches while he does, looking a little unsure of what to do with herself. He says she can sit down again, if she’d like, but she insists she’s fine.
They talk about what they want to do for the rest of the evening.
“It’s getting late, but I can’t imagine you’re tired,” he admits. “You spent so long sleeping. How is it you’d like to spend the rest of the night? We could go on a walk in the garden, if you’d like. Oh! Or perhaps I could show you the ‘television!’”
Nia cocks her head.
“The what?”
“The television,” Taranza repeats. “Remember the friend I mentioned? Susie? She brought all sorts of… things to Floralia when she came here. To the Lower World, too! And one of these things was this… this-”
He squints, trying to think of the best way to explain it.
“This box,” he decides on. “A magic box. Except it’s not magic? But, like- it may as well be magic! It can display all sorts of pictures and play all sorts of sounds. And it has a bunch of different stories in it? Like… plays, except in the past. They’re not happening when you see them. S- sometimes there’s other stuff, too, like news, but the stories are my favorite.”
Nia’s looking at him a little like he’s grown a second head, and truthfully, he can’t blame her. He still recalls how bewildered he was when Susie first showed him the mystifying device. He asked, dumbstruck, how it worked, and when she started going on about ‘cathode rays’ and ‘broadcast signals’ he was beyond lost. Even now, most of it doesn’t make sense to him.
Hm… on second thought, that might actually be a little bit overwhelming. Perhaps they should stick to something simpler.
“I can show you that later, though, I suppose,” he admits, scratching at the back of his neck. “For now, why don’t we just take that walk? That is… if that’s something you’d be alright with. If there’s something else you’d like to do-”
“No, that’s fine,” Nia interjects. “A walk sounds… nice. You said you’d been taking care of the garden, didn’t you?” a pause. “Why don’t you show me what you’ve done?”
“G- gladly,” Taranza says, giving a nod. “Follow me.”
He’s taken good enough care of the dishes enough to be satisfied, at least for the moment, so he leads her down another hall and out towards the garden. The two of them step out under a moonlit sky.
It’s a beautiful night; chilly, but in a brisk, refreshing sort of way. The stars twinkle overhead, obscured just slightly by clouds, but not enough to be blocked out.
The last time they were under a sky like this, they fell victim to tragedy. It feels like a lifetime ago now— that battle beneath a brilliant moon. He still remembers just how harrowing it was… the pain of the decision he had to make. He remembers being betrayed. He remembers betraying. He remembers hoping it was the kind thing to do, and he remembers the sinking feeling in his gut as he realized there was nothing left to save.
A bright beam of light. A whirlwind of petals. For just a brief moment, part of him had hoped there’d be a miracle, but as the dust cleared, the truth became evident. The moon set. The sun rose. A new day had arrived, but…
His queen wasn’t there to see it.
Even now, all these years later, it hurts. Even though she’s by his side. Even though, finally, everything’s going to be alright.
He can hardly imagine what’s going through her mind. What does it feel like to recall madness? Recall death? Does it hurt? It has to, right?
She looks out towards the Dreamstalk, wings twitching just slightly. Her expression is blank as she regards petals bathed in pale moonlight.
Her hand shifts in Taranza’s, but this time, her fingers don’t stretch. Instead, something buds beneath her skin, threatening to break through, then blossom.
As roots creep down her palm, Taranza reminds himself he needs to stay strong. This hurts for him, but it has to hurt for her even more. He can’t dwell on melancholy memories… not when it will give her the room to do the same.
He squeezes her hand, trying his best to distract her. He gestures towards a nearby flowerbed.
“As I told you, I’ve been trying my very best to take care of everything. This garden was a big help, actually, while I was at my lowest. It was nice to have something to preoccupy myself with.” He hums a little. “Everything is still here— the fountain, the fruit trees, and of course, all of your favorite flowers. What do you think? Pretty, isn’t it? I like to believe I’ve done a pretty alright job of keeping things in order.”
Nia’s gaze drifts from the flower in the distance. She looks out over the garden, giving a small nod.
“It looks good,” she agrees. “You’ve… put a lot of work into this, haven’t you?”
“Of course!” Taranza says. “It’s a very important place.”
Not only is the garden where they first met— the place they encountered one another while she was trying to sneak out of the castle and while he was trying to sneak in, but it’s the site of many other treasured memories as well. He fondly recalls long days spent working on it while she’d sit nearby and keep him company. She’d complain about this or that— the heat or some argument she got into with the rest of the royal court— and he’d pick flowers to cheer her up. He’d present them to her, and every single time, without fail, her mood would brighten. She’d brag and say it was only natural to bestow gifts to such a fair maiden with this wide, flattered smile on her face as she regarded him.
For all of her big talk, it really did seem to mean a lot to her. And it makes sense. It’s not like anyone else was actually presenting her with gifts. To the rest of the royal court, she was no fair maiden. ‘Joronia’ was a nuisance at best… a troublemaker, an uncontrollable little ball of fire.
It made him angry at the time, and it still makes him angry now. She deserved all of the offerings in the world!
He leans down and plucks a zinnia from the flowerbed, holding it out to her with a bow.
“For you, my lady,” he says, grinning.
But whereas before she would have said the gift was only fitting or punched him on the shoulder, saying being a gentleman wasn’t his style, now, there’s no pretense of playfulness. Nia blinks, sincerely taken aback.
“...Oh,” she says, carefully taking it from him. “Thank you.”
She holds the flower as if she’s not quite sure what to do with it… as if it’s awkward and heavy in her hands.
But she’s no longer looking towards the Dreamstalk, and for that alone, Taranza is relieved. Gingerly, he leads her through the garden.
He wonders if she remembers that this is where they first saw the moon together. They’d known each other for years at that point, but always had to part before nightfall. When they first saw it standing side-by-side, it had felt monumental.
She’d declared they had to do something to celebrate, then demanded he dance with her. He’d been taken aback by that, but accepted her offer nevertheless. And although it had been a bit disorienting at first— she’d pulled him in far too quickly, he eventually had fun swaying with her through the flowerbeds.
It had been nice having a moment like that with just the two of them. It had really felt like no-one else mattered at the time.
Part of him wishes he could dance with her now… that if he were to pull her in, finally he’d hear her laugh. But he knows it’s not that easy, and even if it were, he’s not sure she could dance with a body like this.
Clunky and uneven. It seems like the moment she starts to get used to it, something shifts yet again. Even now, with her attention diverted from the Dreamstalk, he can see the littlest things change.
Her hair fills out somewhat. A fang returns. She shrinks, albeit barely. Her face is still wasplike and wings twitch uneasily, but she looks ever-so-slightly like the girl she was back then— the one who danced in the garden with him, even with those out-of-place eyes.
He wonders if that means she’s lost in memories as well.
And that’s not the only thing he wonders about. Admittedly, there’s something else on the mind. It’s something he’s been wondering about all day, but been a little too afraid to bring up. He hasn’t wanted to call attention to it— what her body is doing.
All the same, though, perhaps it’s better he learns sooner rather than later.
“Nia, can I ask you something?”
She seems a bit surprised by his query, but nods.
“Mmm?”
“That… doesn’t hurt, does it?”
“What doesn’t-?” she starts to ask, although just as soon gives pause. Slowly, it sinks in. “Oh, you mean…-” she frowns, then shakes her head. “No, it doesn’t hurt. It feels strange, but it doesn’t hurt tangibly.”
“Well, that’s good,” Taranza says awkwardly. “...I was worried.”
As anticipated, even broaching the topic seems to have unnerved her a little. Restlessly, she pulls at the edge of her hood, turning her head as the fang that just reappeared just as soon vanishes. Her hair starts to thin again. The antenna that had disappeared once again springs up.
A pit in Taranza’s stomach. He wishes she wouldn’t think he’s bringing it up because he minds. He doesn’t… mind. He just hadn’t been able to stop thinking about it earlier— the way she writhed when she first lost control of her body.
Flowers ripping through skin as muscles contorted and warped. She pleaded for help, asking him ‘what he did to her.’ She said she was scared. How couldn’t he dwell on that?
But now that he knows, he knows. He doesn’t have to worry. He’ll never bring it up again, if he can— the strange things her body keeps doing. There’s no point to it. It just makes her feel bad, and it’s not like he cares.
He… doesn’t care what she looks like. It just matters she’s here.
He prattles mindlessly about flowers as they amble through the garden— tries his best to change the topic, even if he can tell it never truly leaves her mind. Has it left it once since she came back?
She stares down at her hands, at least until Taranza takes one and passes her another flower.
“Another,” he says with a smile. “A magnolia, for nobility.”
A pause. He thinks some.
“Ah… perhaps I should have prepared you a bouquet or something for your return. That would have been a nice surprise. But hindsight is 20/20.”
He crouches and plucks yet another flower— an amaryllis this time, placing it in her hair.
“I suppose I’ll just have to present you one now.”
At that she smiles just a little, murmuring a languid “Ah, there’s no need for anything like that,” but Taranza insists.
“I want to show how happy I am that you've returned. There’s so much to celebrate.”
And so as they continue on, he stops occasionally, picking a flower and pressing it to her hand or tucking it in her bangs. Each and every time he explains their meanings.
Rue flowers are for grace. Lilies of the valley are for sweetness. Hyacinths are for loveliness and pink tulips are for well wishes.
There are only two topics he avoids: love, for obvious reasons, and beauty, because…
Well, as much as he’d love to present her with flowers with such a meaning, he gets the sense she wouldn’t accept them right now. She’d think he was being insincere.
That always was a complicated word for her… one she wasn’t quite able to take at face value. He understands why, but it makes him sad.
‘One day,’ he decides. ‘One day I’ll get her to accept flowers like that. That’s exactly the sort of thing this second chance is for.’
But for now, grace, sweetness, loveliness and well wishes will do.
By the time they’ve circled the garden and begun to make their way back towards the castle maybe forty-five minutes have passed. It’s getting late out now.
Taranza wonders if Nia will be ready to sleep when they get in. If that’s the case, he’ll have to find an opportunity to take the portraits down while she readies herself for bed. And of course, they’ll have to discuss what to do with him.
She said it’s fine if he stays there, but… is it? He doesn’t want to rob her of privacy. If she wants to be alone, he understands.
Then again, perhaps she’s afraid. She’s been through so much. Being alone might be the last thing she wants. And if that’s the case, then he’s happy to provide. He just…
He doesn’t want to force it. He gets it if that’s not something she’s comfortable with.
He’s still thinking about it when he hears something that gives him pause. As they near the castle, he swears he hears voices.
Does he… smell smoke?
Nia must notice it too, because she leans forward. Antennae twitching just slightly, she asks:
“…What’s going on? Is there someone in the castle?”
There shouldn’t be, but the more he listens in, the more he’s sure of it. He hears voices— angry clamor.
Someone…- no, multiple someones are in their home.
His blood runs cold. He just can’t shake the unease he feels. No, seriously… why does he smell smoke!?
He glances over the hill, and what he sees makes his heart sink. There’s a crowd of people marching toward the castle.
And they have weapons. Swords, crossbows, torches— that’s where the smell is coming from.
“And you’re sure you saw them?” He can hear a voice ask from inside.
“Yes, I’m sure! He was trying to hide her, but it was unmistakable. Who else would he even be with!?”
The people of Floralia, did they…- did someone notice them returning to the castle? But that would mean they’re here to…-
His breath catches in his throat. Suddenly, his heart is pounding. He can’t just let these people take or burn their home! But if they’ve come to hurt him or Nia…
He fumbles for her hand, clutching it tight.
“We should go-“ he whispers.
“Go where!?” She asks, alarmed.
“I- I don’t know. But this place, it isn’t…-“
The words die in his throat. As his gaze flickers, torchlight illuminates the garden.
A group of Floralians— People of the Sky and Insectoids alike stare at them. It’s as if they can’t believe what they’re seeing.
“It… wasn’t a rumor,” one Insectoid says, horrified. Their hands shake just slightly. “You actually…-“ their grip on their blade tightens. Suddenly, their voice grows loud with anger. “Stars! I knew we should have just killed you when we had the chance!”
“Come quick, come quick!” A Person of the Sky shouts, glancing behind them as they clutch their weapon tight. Their hands tremble. “It’s actually true! The evil queen… she’s back! They’re going to subjugate us again!”
No. Nononono.
“Y- you’ve misunderstood!” Taranza sputters. “We don’t intend to…- the queen was sick when she did those things! Please just listen to me!”
But as he hovers forward, the Person of the Sky pulls back with a scream, and suddenly an arrow flies over Taranza’s shoulder.
People are approaching from the back, too.
…They’re surrounded.
“We don’t want to hear it!” An Insectoid spits— the same one responsible for firing the arrow. “We’ve had enough of your excuses! But we’re not falling for your tricks any more! Floralia is a free land, and we won’t let you put things back to the way they were before!”
Angry cries of agreement. The Floralians ready their weapons.
“Stand down and surrender nobly,” a Person of the Sky warns. “Accept your deaths with dignity.”
Their deaths. These people have come to behead them. Not only do they want to hurt Taranza, but Nia too, so soon after she…-
“No!” He snarls. “We’ll be doing no such thing!”
He says that with conviction, but there’s no way he can even place himself between Nia and all of their attackers. How is he supposed to protect her!?
“…I had a feeling that would be your answer. You people just don’t have honor, do you? Very well then!” They raise their sword with a shout. “The people of Floralia will put you down by force!”
Rushing forward, they slash at Taranza. He manages to pull back, but just barely, and when they take a second swing, they slice open his palm as he reaches to block. He hisses in through his teeth.
A volley of arrows, striking not only him, but a shell-shocked Nia. He feels his heart stop as she cries out in pain.
They…- they need to get out of here! Quick!
So badly, he wants to argue. So badly, he wants to tell the people of Floralia they’re wrong, but how could he? They’d never believe him! Not after what he and Nia did! They won’t be satisfied until the two of them are dead!
In any other world, he’d stand his ground. In any other world, he’d fight. If it were just him, he wouldn’t turn tail. But he can’t risk her life, too.
His grip on her hand tightens. He tugs at it desperately.
“Come on!” he cries. “We’ve got to run!”
Easier said than done, though. As he makes a mad dash, pulling her with him, insurrectionists block their path. Torches are shoved in their faces— arrows launched their way. He tries to push past people, only for blades to break his skin.
Another cry from Nia, louder and more ragged this time. An Insectoid rakes their sword down her side.
Taranza sees red. He rushes at them, even without a weapon of his own, magical energy radiating from his hands.
“Leave her alone!” he barks.
But as he tries to fire off a blast, it materializes pitiful and weak. A brief flash of purple that just as soon fizzles out, leaving him defenseless.
That’s right. His magic. It-
A scream as he’s knocked to the ground. An elbow hits his back hard before a blade slices it open. Hemolymph arcs as Taranza goes tumbling.
His breath hitches. He tries to rise quickly, but a boot is just as soon stamped on his chest. A sword rips his cheek. He can’t even manage to push himself upright.
He should be able to overpower these people— he knows he should. He just fought the grim reaper, for stars’ sake! But that’s the problem here, isn’t it? Fatigue attenuates his strength. His body feels frail and heavy as he thrashes feebly.
Another slash. He gasps. Then, the sword is raised high over his attacker’s head, pointed straight towards his throat.
Deadly intent. No. Nononono. They’re going to kill him! This can’t be happening— not now of all times. They’re going to kill him and they’re going to kill Nia. After everything he fought for. Even though things were supposed to be alright now. This was supposed to be their happy ending, and so why…-?
Terror wracks his body. He feels his limbs tense.
“HELP!” he shrieks.
A bright flash of light. At first, he doesn’t even process what it is, but as it arcs towards him, a scream catches in his throat. His heart pounds. He braces for impact. He’s been here before— there’s a visceral recognition. That blinding purple— he knows what it means.
“NO!” cried even louder. He covers his face with his hands, begging, on instinct, so desperately his voice cracks, “DON’T HURT ME! PLEASE!”
But as he flinches, no burning overtakes him. On the contrary, the body of the person that has him pinned begins to convulse. A pained gurgle. Taranza peeks an eye open. His attacker starts to tip, only to be grabbed by the throat.
Forcibly, they’re lifted into the air. A violent roar rings out through the night.
“DON’T TOUCH HIM!”
Nia tosses the insurrectionist to the ground full-force. Taranza hears something snap. Terrified cries echo as she swipes at yet another person, then fires off a second strike of lightning.
The violet flash cuts through the dark, illuminating her face. Most of the attackers pull back, but she doesn’t let up. A third strike. A fourth. A fifth. The crackle of thunder drowns out all else.
She looks nothing like Joronia now. In fact, he doesn’t think there’s a single thing separating her from Sectonia. Golden wings flail wildly, having ripped through her cloak. She looms over her opponents, and her eyes glint with hatred as she attacks again and again and again.
It’s a terrifying sight. Briefly, he’s petrified. As the garden’s bathed in electrifying purple, he cowers. It’s as if his body just doesn’t know what else to do.
But the bravest of the group assail Nia. While most of the insurgents are feeling the same terror he is, a few just don’t let up. Even so, though, as they slash at her— leave arrows in her shoulder, she doesn’t so much as flinch. She’s running on pure adrenaline, gasping for breath yet refusing to relent.
The moment someone takes a step towards him, they’re swept to the side.
She’s protecting him. Of course she is. D- did he doubt that she would!? When he saw that lighting, did he sincerely assume…-?
STARS! What is wrong with him!? He feels tears well in his eyes as he pushes himself from the ground.
Awful. That’s awful. He’s awful. He can’t believe he let himself think that way!
He gropes for her hand, clutching it tight. Briefly, she pulls back, and when she turns towards him there’s the same fierce look on her face, but he forces himself to suppress a shudder and says:
“We need to go! Come on!”
Now’s their chance. Their attackers are scared and shocked. If they don’t leave now, before they recollect themselves, they might never get away.
Briefly, she looks ready to argue— there’s still fury in her eyes, but her expression softens when she sees the state Taranza is in. Nodding, she squeezes his hand, then makes a break for it.
They’re able to dart past their terror-stricken opponents. One or two lash out or try to give chase, but they’re just as soon struck down by a brilliant flash of purple lightning.
So wounded but alive, Taranza and Nia flee into the night.
Notes:
I'm baaaackkkk! Did you miss me?
For the record, my trip was fun. It feels good to be home and regularly updating again, though. I especially missed this fic. I need my biweekly dose of mentally unwell spiders.
Pretty eventful chapter. Not only did I get to establish more about how Nia is processing all of this, but I also got to feature the spiders... well, getting evicted, effectively. Yeaaaaahhh... as many of you guessed, Floralia was never going to take Nia's return well. The only way Taranza managed to convince himself they would was through blind optimism and willful ignorance.
Where will they go now that they're out of a home? You'll just have to wait and find out! Taranza WILL be able to think something up, however.
Another thing I had a really good time depicting during this chapter was Taranza and Nia's Situationship. Their relationship is in a very odd place where they don't really know what they are to each other and are a little afraid to outright discuss it. With all of their history, it's just so... complicated.
As that scene near the very end of the chapter showed. You know- the scene where Taranza, on instinct, assumed Nia was going to attack him? Seems he still has some baggage. Good luck getting him to address it, though. He'd sooner jump in an active volcano than make Nia feel bad when she already doesn't like herself.
However, perhaps what he isn't realizing is that actually communicating is the only way to solve any of this. Not that he's the only person not being entirely honest. Nia is hiding a lot of her inner turmoil, too. They really are similar...
The next update will be up in two weeks! It's another fun one, and I'm VERY excited to show it off. Until then, though, make sure to let me know what you thought of this chapter. I hope you enjoyed, and I'll see you again soon!
Chapter 6: maybe someday i'll be worth more than all the silence left in my way
Notes:
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It’s difficult to breathe, even as Taranza and Nia escape their pursuers. Taranza’s chest heaves. His vision is blurred.
He doesn’t think he’s seriously hurt, thankfully, but his clothes are once again soaked in hemolymph, and his body aches. His hands won’t stop quivering.
He can’t believe it. He knew the people of Floralia might react poorly to his decision, but to attempt to assassinate them outright!? He can hardly believe the audacity!
The crisp night that was once refreshing and peaceful feels suffocating and cold now. It’s near-impossible to see in the dark.
Taranza shudders, clinging desperately to Nia’s hand.
She’s in an even worse state than he is. He doesn’t think she’s gravely wounded, either, but all the same, it's a disturbing sight to see her cloak tattered and a long gash running across her forehead.
She keeps looking back over her shoulder, a wild, frenzied look in her eyes. She’s muttering deliriously about being followed.
“They’re not going to follow us,” Taranza assures, “I won’t let them.”
He says that, but he knows the words are empty. What right does he have to make that promise? He has no control over this! He hadn’t even been able to fight back during the attack! He was useless without his magic.
A knot in his stomach as he recalls Nia screaming in pain and not being able to help. In fact, all he did was make things worse. She had to come rescue him.
What sort of knight is he? He vowed he’d protect her, and so why…-?
No. He can’t worry about that. Now’s not the time to feel self-pity. They need to get out of here as soon as they can.
“I- it’s okay,” he sputters. “Everything is going to be okay.”
“How?” Nia asks, voice strained. As adrenaline and anger start to fade and terrified exhaustion sets in, her body begins to shrink. She shudders weakly. “...Where are we going to go!?”
Taranza’s head spins. He hardly has an answer to that, but he can’t meet her query with silence. He squeezes her hand and says:
“We’ll find someplace. For now, it’s probably best we…- p- perhaps we should make our way to the Lower World. We won’t be followed there.”
The more he thinks about it, the more he’s sure it’s the best option. He gives a nod and continues:
“I know several people who would be willing to provide us shelter, at least for the time being. We’ll be safe if we can make it to them. They’ll take good care of us.”
He tries his best to sound reassuring, but there’s only so much hollow consolation can do. Nia’s voice is hesitant and small when she responds.
“...We’re leaving Floralia?”
Once more, a lump in Taranza’s throat. He hates the uncertain, fearful way she says it. It makes sense— the floating islands are the only home she’s ever known, but even so, there’s nothing they can do.
Frustrated tears well in his eyes.
He wishes he could turn around and show those people what for. He wishes he could shout that the castle is theirs and they won’t be made to leave. But it’s already been more than made evident he can’t fight, and even worse than that, that he can’t ensure Nia’s safety. Who knows what would happen if he were to try and resist?
He can’t risk her being hurt. He won’t hear her scream like that again. The memory alone is enough to make his blood run cold.
And so he pulls her in close, letting out a sigh.
“What other choice do we have?”
To that, she has no argument. She quivers as she presses against his side.
A quiet “Mmmmm…”
Her voice is different now— rougher, less silky. It’s a voice that would come as a relief in any other situation, but not now. The only thing worse than hearing the voice of Sectonia uncharacteristically sad and afraid is hearing the voice of his old friend sound the same.
‘Joronia’ speaking soft and nervously in a way that’s, unfortunately, not entirely unfamiliar.
As they stumble through the dark, she begins to look more and more like her. Her face rounds out. A fuzzy paw clasps his. Horns blossom from her head and she once again drowns in her cloak as she cowers. Two orange fangs poke from her lip. Her wings shrivel, then disappear.
It’s the most she’s resembled ‘herself’ since he first brought her back. Just a few blotches of yellow mark her lower chin. She’s still not entirely Arachnid, of course… antenna poke through her bangs and her eyes remain that glossy, out-of-place purple, but it’s closer.
He wishes that could feel like a good thing— that he could take it as a sign she was feeling less unsure of who she is, but he just can’t interpret it that way. This is nothing to celebrate. In fact, he can hardly stand seeing that face staring at him so close to tears.
Does she… associate being an Arachnid with helplessness? Rejection? Fear? The way the people of Floralia treated her just now, is it even all that different from the way they treated her before she went mad?
Heartbroken indignance as he runs his thumb over the back of her hand. He tells her time and time again that things are going to be okay.
…Maybe it’s better they leave this place behind, anyways.
Her wounds don’t close, even as her body shifts. The same injuries that marred her Sectra form still mar her Arachnid one. Taranza wishes there was something he could do— that he could use healing magic, but he doesn’t dare try after his pathetic performance during the fight. If performed incorrectly, healing magic can just make things worse. He doesn’t want to risk exacerbating her injuries or leaving her with scars.
He wipes hemolymph from her forehead, telling her, once more, that everything will be alright.
It's not long before they reach the Dreamstalk, thankfully. Following the path of its winding trunk, they begin their descent towards the Lower World.
Nia seems unnerved to be so close to the plant that was once a part of her body. She blinks fast, and Taranza once again feels the roots creep beneath her skin.
He knows it’s probably best he tries to distract her again, but he’s hardly sure where to begin. What could he possibly say right now that wouldn’t either just sound hollow or make her all the more upset?
His gaze drifts up towards the moonlit sky.
“Thank you,” he says. “For rescuing me during the fight earlier. I was scared, but you were very heroic.” A pause. “I don’t know what would have happened if you weren’t there.”
Nia’s frown deepens. Still, she nods, scratching at the back of her neck.
“Oh, um… it was nothing,” she reassures. “Of course I came to your aid. I’m just glad you’re alright.”
Saying that, though, the tension doesn’t seem to ease. In fact, she refuses to look at him outright.
Is it just him, or do her antennae lengthen just a little? Does the yellow creep ever-so-slightly across her face, so subtly it could be chalked up to mere imagination?
He pulls her in close, wishing, desperately, there was more he could do.
But the flowers blossom anyways, paying no mind to his woeful attempt to soothe her nerves. They push through the skin of her hand and cheek, bright pink and yellow petals unfurling unyieldingly.
Taranza swallows, then forces a deep, shaky breath. He reminds himself that she said this doesn’t hurt.
…Physically, at least. Perhaps it hurts in some other, deeper, way.
He clings tight to her hand, blossoms and all, and hopes that’s at least enough to provide some sort of comfort.
By the time they reach the Lower World, it’s the dead of night. The shadows that stretch every which way are eerie and Taranza’s body feels just about ready to give out. By now, both his injuries and fatigue are catching up with him. His vision swims as he leads Nia through Dreamland.
He grits his teeth and reminds himself he needs to stay strong. It’s just a little bit further. She needs him right now, and so he can’t cave in. Her body, pressed against his, is heavy and overwhelming, but that doesn’t matter.
Enfeebled or not, he wants to give her his support.
Just barely, he’s able to hold out. He preserves long enough to lead them to their destination— a location, mercifully, not far from the base of the Dreamstalk.
Castle Dedede.
Briefly, he hadn’t been sure where to take them— he has quite a few allies in the Lower World, but ultimately this had seemed like the best bet. The only other option within reasonable distance was Kirby’s home, and Taranza wasn’t going to show up there battered and bruised long past midnight. Not only would Kirby hardly know how to help them, but he’s reasonably certain he’d give the poor kid a heart attack.
Which he supposes applies to King Dedede too, actually. He’s in for quite a shock. Still, he’ll know what to do. He’ll have someone able to look over their injuries. He’ll be able to give them someplace to stay.
At least… Taranza hopes.
There’s a Waddle Dee stationed outside of the castle. It appears they were supposed to be on guard duty, but have long since drifted off. They snore softly as they lean against the wall.
It only makes sense. It’s not as if there are many threats to be concerned about in a place like Dreamland. Why, the castle hardly needs a guard at all.
It takes a moment for the Waddle Dee to stir, even as he calls out to them. When they finally peek an eye open, though, they awake with a startle.
“W- who is it!?” they peep. “I wasn’t asleep, I promise! Just resting my eyes!”
In any other situation Taranza would tease them, but now’s far from the time.
“I’m here to see King Dedede,” he explains. “I’m aware it’s late, but it’s very, very important. Could you please retrieve him for me?”
The Waddle Dee gives him a dubious look. At first, they seem uncertain what someone could even need at an hour like this, but upon closer inspection both who he is and what state he’s in become apparent.
“You’re… that person from Floralia,” the Waddle Dee says, taken aback. “The king’s friend. What happened to you!? And who’s she!?”
A nubby paw is, of course, pointed at Nia. The Waddle Dee can’t seem to make sense of what they’re looking at.
“None of that’s important,” Taranza responds. “Just get the king for me, please. We…-” his voice wavers just a little. “We need his help.”
The Waddle Dee nods. They’re still clearly unsure what to make of this, but they aren’t going to leave two wounded people outside their door. They stand, then give a salute.
“O- of course,” they sputter. “Just one moment.”
And with that, they scurry off.
Taranza and Nia are left waiting. An uncomfortable quiet as they linger in the dark. Hesitantly, Nia’s eyes drift up towards the castle.
“This place,” she murmurs. “It’s…-”
“Castle Dedede,” Taranza confirms. “The home of the hero of the Lower World.” A pause. “Or… well, the false hero, but that hardly matters. Its occupant, King Dedede— he’s a good person. He’ll help us out.”
“And you’re sure about that?” Nia asks, hands fidgeting. “Even though…-?”
“I’m sure,” Taranza says quickly. “He knows that you weren’t in your right mind when all of that happened. He won’t hold it against you.”
“...Right,” Nia responds, readjusting her hood.
Taranza tries his best to ignore the uneasy way her hand shifts in his.
It’s not long before their benefactor arrives, thankfully. Within just a few minutes, a groggy voice rings out from inside the castle. Approaching fast, King Dedede says:
“Bug boy? That actually you? What are you doing here at a time like this? Can’t ya’ see I’m trying to catch some Z’s?”
As he peeks his head out of the castle door, though, Dedede stops. He pauses, mid-yawn, eyes widening just slightly.
“What the…?”
With a sleep cap still atop his head, he clearly wasn’t prepared for what he’s now stumbled upon. He stares at a hemolymph-soaked Taranza, then at the figure standing off to his side. There’s a bewildered double take as he glances between them. His mouth falls agape.
“I… I ain’t still dreaming, am I?” he asks, rubbing at his eyes. “What is this!? W- what happened to you!? And why am I seein’ double!?”
As he looks Nia over, it starts to sink in. Her head may be turned, but even he can still make out those distinct purple eyes. He sputters slightly as he notes her antennae.
“Wait,” he says. “I ain’t seein’ double, am I? Bug boy, you didn’t…”
But for all Dedede’s horror, there’s only one thing Taranza can respond with.
“I did,” he says flatly. “I brought her home.”
Even hearing it said aloud, Dedede can hardly seem to believe it. He gapes at Nia, pointing a finger.
“And so that’s…-”
It must come as quite a surprise to him. Last time he saw her, her demeanor and appearance were both so different, after all. This person he’s looking at now is someone he’s only heard about in stories.
For all his shock over her, however, he’s just as soon preoccupied with Taranza. He looks back towards his tattered shirt.
“T- that’s your girl,” he sputters. “And that means you…” his voice wavers just slightly. “You fought that thing!? Even after we all told you not to!? I- is it what roughed you up like that!? And what did it do to her!?” he tilts his head towards Nia. “She’s all beat to smithereens too!”
Ah… that would be his first impression, wouldn’t it?
Taranza should probably clarify.
“No,” he says, holding up a hand. “Morpho Knight didn’t do any of this. I- um, actually defeated it quite effortlessly. The injuries are courtesy of Floralia. They… weren’t particularly happy to hear about what I did.”
He gives an uncomfortable grimace.
Dedede just as soon returns the expression.
“Well I imagine not!” he exclaims. “This is…-” another glance between Taranza and Nia. “They tried to hurt you? What are you gonna do, then!? I mean… is it safe for you to go back to your castle?”
“Likely not,” Taranza admits. “As for what we’re going to do, that’s what we’re trying to get figured out. We… came to you hoping you could assist.”
“O- of course!” Dedede says, stepping back. He motions a hand. “Come in. I’ll have the Waddle Dees look you over. Get you a change of clothes. If you need a place to stay for the night… well, we have plenty of room! Get yourselves out of the cold.”
Another gesture of his hand. Restlessly, he urges them to follow.
Careful not to brush against any of her wounds, Taranza places a hand on Nia’s back. He gives Dedede a nod, then ushers her inside.
A welcome reprieve from the dark of night, it’s bright and warm inside of Castle Dedede. Taranza hadn’t even realized just how freezing he was until Dedede pointed it out.
“I’ll take you to Med Dee, ‘kay? He should be able to get you patched up. A- although I do have to wonder… uh, before I let you see any of the Dees.” A quick glance back at the two of them. “She’s… good now, yeah? Not still all out-of-whack in the head?”
Taranza bites down on his lip. To a certain extent, he understands why Dedede’s asking— the things Nia did when she was sick were something that scared him very, very badly— but he wishes he didn’t have to say it aloud.
He opens his mouth to explain, but doesn’t quite get the chance.
“...I can hear you, you know.”
It’s Nia… voice smooth and dulcet once more. For it being ‘Sectonia’s’ voice, however, it doesn’t sound particularly self-assured. On the contrary, it’s soft and chagrined.
Dedede startles, a guilty look crossing his face.
“A- ah, sorry...” he says. “It’s just… ya hadn’t said anything. You- uh… all better now, then?”
Nia fidgets with her scarf.
“Yeah,” she mutters. “Something like that. You don’t have to worry about me hurting your subjects.”
An uncomfortable silence.
After a moment, Dedede forces a smile.
“Well, that’s good to hear,” he says, chuckling. “You were, uh, pretty…-” he falls quiet, realizing he probably shouldn’t finish that sentence. “Oh, it doesn’t matter. What I’m trying to say is I’m glad to hear you’re alright.”
“Mmmmmm,” Nia says. “...Thank you.”
But she refuses to meet Dedede’s eye.
Her body grows just slightly. Her horns start to shrink.
It breaks Taranza’s heart. He’ll have to explain later that it’s not personal. That… Dedede was really frightened by what happened on that moonlit night, but that it wasn’t her fault. He’ll have to explain that Dedede just needs some time to get to know the real her, but that he’ll love her once he does.
…Everyone will. They’re all going to love her.
For now, though, he simply squeezes her hand. He reminds her, silently, that he’s there for her, and that whatever she’s thinking, it’s not true.
‘You’re not a monster. You’re not evil. You don’t deserve to be treated like you are.’
Eventually, the three of them reach a room. Dedede pokes his head in and calls out:
“Hey! Med Dee! Hate to wake you, but we’ve got a bit of a situation here. Think you can help us out?”
It takes a moment, but soon enough, a Waddle Dee comes scurrying out. Walking so fast he just about trips over his own feet, the tiny creature grinds to a halt in front of Dedede before giving a diligent salute
“Of course, your majesty! What’s the situation?”
He’s dressed appropriately for the occasion, outfitted in a Waddle Dee sized lab coat and with a head mirror affixed to his brow. It’s a peculiar sight, really.
It always surprises Taranza just a little when Waddle Dees have actual jobs. It’s not unheard of, of course— Bandana Waddle Dee is plenty talented, and there are people such as Channel PPP and Weapons-Shop Waddle Dee, but all the same, it seems for the most part the only actual ‘job’ a majority of them have is to stand around looking cute. They’re… uh, generally pretty lax. Such is the nature of just about anyone who lives in Dreamland.
Which is to say this ‘Med Dee’ fellow is strange to see. Not a bad sight, though. If Dedede trusts him to take care of them, then he has Taranza’s trust as well.
“The situation’s this:” Dedede explains, “These two just got jumped. Can you look ‘em over and see if they’re okay? Get ‘em patched up? If the situation’s real bad I can have one of them fancy-schmancy magic healers come by tomorrow morning, but for now I just want to make sure they ain’t bleeding out.” A pause. “Although…”
He looks towards Taranza.
“Now that I mention it, ain’t you one of those guys? With healing magic? Why didn’t you take care of that?”
Taranza tenses, feeling a little bit like a moth in the lamplight.
W- what is he supposed to say!?
If Nia weren’t here, he’d tell Dedede he has the wrong idea… that Taranza isn’t nearl y as good a healer as he’s insinuating he is. But if he were to make that claim, she’d be able to see right through it. She’d know he was lying to him.
“I’m a bit fatigued, unfortunately,” he says, perhaps a little too quickly. “A… after the fight with Morpho Knight and being attacked by the Floralians, I’m drained. I’d try, but…-” he hesitates. “My focus really isn’t the best right now, and that’s not something I want to risk messing up.”
He… thinks it’s a good enough cover story. It’s true that too much magic usage is enough to exhaust a person. It even sort of explains his mishap from earlier. He’s not sure how much Nia saw of him failing to cast a spell during the scuffle with the Floralians, but if he were to have ‘overexerted himself during the fight with Morpho Knight,’ it wouldn’t appear all that odd. And it’s not like they can dispute him— no one else saw how the aforementioned fight went.
That said, he’ll have to come up with a better excuse for the long term. Eventually, that won’t add up and people will start to wonder… something that he can’t allow to happen.
He feels bad deceiving everyone, but he can’t let a single one of his friends know about what he did. They’d chastise him for it— say that the sacrifice wasn’t worth it, and worst of all, he would risk Nia finding out.
She’s already dealing with so much as is. If she were to learn that he gave up half of his soul for her…-
No. She can’t learn. Not ever.
He’s going to have to go out of his way to avoid all situations where it would make sense for him to use magic in the future.
Dedede frowns, but nods soon after.
“Ah,” he says. “I guess that makes sense. But enough of my yappin’. You got this, Med Dee?”
“Of course!” Med Dee replies. “Follow me.”
Taranza and Nia do as instructed, tailing after Med Dee while Dedede waits outside.
It’s the second time today Taranza has gone to get his injuries assessed. Med Dee’s office is much nicer than the back room Zan Partizanne took him to, though, and the Waddle Dee doesn’t interrogate him on the source of his injuries… so, overall, it's a much more pleasant experience.
“It seems you’ll be alright,” Med Dee informs after a brief inspection. “You’re bruised, and you’ve certainly been cut up, but your attackers don’t appear to have hit anything vital. As long as your injuries are disinfected and bandaged, things should be fine, especially if the king indeed decides to have healers come by tomorrow.”
“Ah,” Taranza says. “Well… that’s good.”
He’d been a bit worried thanks to his levels of fatigue, but it seems that has very little to do with the fight against the Floralians. On the surface, at least he’s okay.
That comes as a relief.
He hisses in through his teeth as Med Dee cleans and dresses his wounds, admittedly, but overall it’s not too bad. He’s just what most people would describe as ‘a weenie.’
When it comes to looking Nia over, though, things aren’t quite so smooth. In fact, she refuses to let him examine her at all.
“This really isn’t necessary,” she insists, pulling back the moment he begins to approach. “I’m aware your sovereign is worried, but I’m just fine. There’s no need to scrutinize what barely constitutes as scrapes. I’ve been through far worse.”
“All the same,” Med Dee argues, “It’s best to check, just in case. If you’re anxious, there’s no need to be. I’m a professional. I’ve done this a thousand times.”
That hardly seems to ease Nia’s nerves.
Once more, she repeats, “I’m fine,” voice strained.
Taranza frowns. He understands why she’s uneasy— she probably doesn’t want Med Dee to see any more of her discordant body than necessary, but this is rather serious. She says she isn’t hurt, but he’s not sure. Hemolymph soaks her cloak and he still recalls the way she screamed when a dissident raked their sword down her abdomen.
“Nia… it’ll be okay,” he insists. “I get you’re nervous, but this is important. You could be hurt.”
“I- I don’t care,” she says firmly. “I’d rather be hurt than be…-” she drifts off, lip quivering. She sends a sharp glance towards Med Dee. “Listen. Why don’t you just allow me to dress my own wounds? I can more than take care of them. I’d much prefer that over allowing a stranger to appraise me.”
Med Dee seems apprehensive.
“You may not be able to assess the severity of your injuries on your own. If you’re uncomfortable with a stranger looking you over, then perhaps you could allow your friend to do the job, at least? He’ll be able to see things you can’t.”
At that, Nia only appears to look all the more uncomfortable. She shakes her head quickly.
“No. I’d really rather he doesn’t.”
She looks towards Taranza, sounding surprisingly desperate.
“P- please. Just… allow me to take care of this. You do trust me, don’t you? I’ll be fine.”
Taranza can’t help but worry. Why is she so hung up on this? Is she seriously hurt? Is that something she feels she has to hide from him? Or…-
Is she afraid? Of even letting him see her? It’s one thing to not want a stranger to look, but he’s her friend. Does she really feel so disgusting as to be that perturbed by the mere thought of him glimpsing her body?
He wants to argue… to insist it’s okay and that there’s nothing to be ashamed of, but he doesn’t dare— not in front of Med Dee. Now’s not the time. She’s begging him to back her up on this. He’s not going to force her to do something she doesn’t want.
He’ll… trust her with this, if she’s really so afraid of him.
He supposes they have to take baby steps. She has a lot to unpack. He doesn’t blame her for feeling insecure, of course. He just wishes there were something he could do to prove himself to her… to show that he’d never, ever judge her. He wants her to be able to believe what he said earlier: that he still thinks she’s beautiful. That he always will.
But it’ll take time to convince her of that. So for now…
“Of course,” he says, pulling back. “If that’s what you’re most comfortable with. Just… take good care of yourself, okay? And if anything looks serious, don’t hesitate to change your mind. He and I can always help.”
He’s well aware he’s putting words in Med Dee’s mouth— in fact, he gets the sense that the doctor still kind of wants to argue against Nia taking care of this on her own, but Taranza doesn’t care. He’ll do whatever he can to ensure this is a situation she’s at ease with.
“...Right,” Med Dee says, brow furrowed.
Reluctantly, he passes the bandages and disinfectant off to Nia.
“What he said. Get me, at least, if anything looks alarming.”
“Of course,” Nia says, nodding. Taranza gets the sense she’s just saying it to satiate them— and to that extent, he’s a little worried, but he tells himself everything will be okay. If she’s telling the truth, then he doesn’t want to make her stressed when he doesn’t have to.
He and Med Dee duck out of the office.
In the hall, Dedede is waiting for them. He seems a little surprised when he realizes she hasn’t come with him.
“Where’s bug girl?” he asks.
“Nia decided she’d feel better taking care of her injuries by herself. She wasn’t comfortable letting someone else look her over.”
“Oh,” Dedede says, frowning. He squints at Taranza. “I see. Well, I guess that’s fair enough.” A pause. He crosses his arms, thinking. “...Nia. Is that what she’s goin’ by now? It’s different than before.”
“Yeah,” Taranza says. “She couldn’t really tell if she was more at ease with Joronia or Sectonia so we combined them. Or- uh- lopped the difference off. That is okay, isn’t it? You’ll call her that?”
“Who do you think I am? ‘Course I’ll call her that. If that’s what she wants, I ain’t got no problem with it. I was just surprised.”
Shortly after, a Waddle Dee scurries up to him. Panting, they say “I retrieved the clothes you wanted!”
“Oh! Swell,” Dedede says, taking them. “Though you didn’t have’ta do it in such a rush. Take a deep breath, will you? You look half ready to pass out.”
“Ah! My apologies. I suppose I could have gone about that in a less hurried manner. I just figured it was for something important since it was so late at night. I wanted to be of help.”
“And you were,” Dedede says, reaching down to pat them on the head. “No need to apologize. You did good. Just get some rest, alright? Seems like you could use it.”
“O- of course, your majesty!” the Waddle Dee says, giving a nod. “I’ll talk to you tomorrow!”
And then, just like that, they’re off. As suddenly as the little courier had appeared, they’re gone.
Dedede lets out a chuckle, playfully rolling his eyes.
“Ohhhh, the Dees,” he says, “Too dependable for their own good sometimes. Don’t get me wrong, I appreciate it, but I still can’t help but laugh. It’s like every order is life or death for ‘em.”
Taranza half expects Med Dee to be offended, but instead, surprisingly, he looks rather proud.
“Well, it is rather important work we do. It’s only fair that we try our best to do it right.”
It’s funny. Taranza was just reflecting on how relaxed the Waddle Dees seem all of the time, but he supposes that was a bit of an oversimplification. While it comes to most things, that’s true, but with King Dedede, it’s different.
…They really want to make him proud, huh? It’s sweet.
After a moment’s inspection, Dedede seems content to hand Taranza the clothes. Passing them over, he says, “These might be a little big for you, but it’s all we’ve got. It was either some of my stuff or some of the Dees’, and you were not gonna fit in something sized for them.”
Taranza can’t complain. In fact, he’s actually amazed Dedede was willing to let him borrow something of his. The spare set of robes is very lush.
That said, there is still one issue.
“These… uh, might not fit Nia, actually. They’re probably too small.”
At that, Dedede stares.
“‘Scuse me? Bug boy, these are my clothes. I’m like twice her size. What do you mean they won’t fit?”
“Well, Nia… she- uh…-”
Before he can finish, a voice interjects.
“It’s alright. I don’t need new clothes.”
…Nia. It seems she’s all done looking herself over. She hovers out into the hall, making her way to Taranza’s side.
She appears different than she did just a few minutes before. The flowers have withered by now, and her horns have dissipated entirely. Once more, the yellow has crept to cover at least half of her face. Four of her hands are paw-like, but another two are slender. She’s significantly larger.
Dedede must not have noticed her body shifting before, because he gapes.
“What…-?”
Taranza is quick to step in.
“Are you sure?” he asks, looking at Nia. “I’m confident if he looked around he could find you something. There’s no need for you to stay in tattered clothes.”
He feels bad speaking over King Dedede, but he’s afraid he had very little choice. He couldn’t allow him to draw attention to Nia’s condition— not when it would no doubt hurt her feelings. It’s best they don’t address that elephant beetle in the room, at least for the time being.
Later, he can explain to King Dedede when they’re alone. But he does not want to discuss it in front of her.
…Not that his diversion seems to have done much. For all of his having been cut off, Nia is still staring straight at King Dedede. She barely even looks Taranza’s way as he speaks.
Taranza shoots Dedede a sharp look— and he, at least, is willing to meet Taranza’s eye. He shakes his head and tears his gaze from Nia as he seconds:
“Ah… yeah, you’re probably not gonna wanna stay in those. They’re all bloody. I can at least try and search for something else.”
But Nia hardly seems convinced. Shaking her head, she insists, “It’s fine. There’s no need to waste your time. I’d like to get to sleep as soon as possible, anyhow, rather than concern myself with something so inconsequential.”
Inconsequential? For the second time today Taranza notes just how unlike her it is to not care about that sort of thing. The reason why is the same as it was before, though. Even now, with it ripped and stained, she’d rather wear the cloak as opposed to something more fashionable since, at least within it, she can hide.
Its oversized fabric shrouds her body. As she looks away from King Dedede, she pulls the hood down over her face.
A knot in Taranza’s stomach. Still, he forces himself to nod.
“Well, if you’re certain,” he says, reaching out for her hand. “I suppose you have a point in that it’s probably best if we just get some rest.”
He’ll have to ask the Mage Sisters if they can get some spare cloaks. It’s… okay if she wants to keep wearing them, at least for now, but he really would rather get her out of the torn-up one. He can’t imagine she feels very good in it.
(…Then again, he can’t imagine her feeling very good in anything at all.)
Regardless, it’s not the time to push. He looks towards King Dedede.
“If she says it’s alright, it’s alright,” he insists. “Thank you for your generosity, though.”
“Of… course,” King Dedede responds, admittedly still taken aback. Still, he doesn’t argue— simply nods. “You two want to get to bed, then?”
“I believe so,” Taranza says. “We can… discuss everything else in the morning. I apologize if that means we’re leaving you with any unanswered questions, but-”
“Naw,” Dedede interjects. “You’re good. Don’t get me wrong— there are still a good few things I’m flummoxed about… and I’d like to get it figured out what we’re going to do regarding you and Floralia, but I’m the one who was snoozin’ before either of you two loons showed up. I’d quite like to get back to it. Why don’t all three of us get our beauty sleep, then you give me the run-through when it ain’t pitch black outside? I figure we’ll probably have our heads screwed on better then, anyways.”
Taranza nods.
“Sounds like a plan.”
“Great. In that case, I suppose all I’ve gotta do is find you someplace to sleep, and that shouldn't be hard. We’ve got lots of spare rooms. Although I do have to ask: you- uh, planning to bunk together or separately? I can make whatever work. I just don’t know what your… situationship is.”
Neither does Taranza, truthfully. It’s the same thing he’d been debating back at their castle. He’d like to stay with Nia if he can, but is she alright with that? There’s so much she’s clearly not comfortable with. Maybe she’d prefer her space.
He brings his hand to his chin.
But someone else answers the question before he can.
“Together, please.”
It’s Nia.
Taranza’s surprised. For some reason, he hadn’t expected her to speak up on the matter, much less to say she wanted to stay with him.
“A- are you sure?” he asks. “You don’t have to if you don’t want.”
“Yes, I’m sure,” she says, although her voice just as soon peters off a bit, “That is… at least as long as you are. If you’d prefer not to stay with me-”
“No! No! I’d love to stay with you!” Taranza interjects. “I’d love it more than anything! I just… wanted to make sure. But if that’s what you want, then I want it, too. I missed being with you.”
He presses against her side, giving an awkward smile. It’s earnest, but a little nervous, too.
It’s… been a very long time since they shared a bed. The thought puts butterflies in his stomach. In a good way, though, he thinks. Overwhelming, but only because of how much it means. Because he thought that was an experience he’d never get to have again.
He’s yearned for her touch. For the warmth of his body nestled against her chest. It was something so comforting, to know she was there, and it’ll only be all the more comforting now. Because now he knows what it was like to lose her. Now he knows what a miracle it is to have her back.
The her he knows. That person never got to hold him before. By the time she wanted to, she was already sick. And so to hear that she still wants to embrace him, even made whole… even after all the ways he failed her…-
It means a lot. More than he could possibly ever put into words.
“Well, I guess that’s that, then,” Dedede says. “You two lovebugs can share a room.” He gestures a hand. “Follow me.”
He leads the two of them to a separate wing of the castle. Then, after a bit of hemming and hawing, he decides on a room.
“This should do,” he says, stopping in front of the door. “Pretty nice place… and it’s for guests, so don’t worry: I ain’t gonna try and squeeze you in a bed sized for Dees. You should have plenty of elbow room.”
He turns the knob and steps inside.
“What do you think?”
True to his word, it’s a pretty pleasant chamber. Smaller than their master bedroom, certainly, but still far from modest. A royal red blanket is draped over the king sized bed and the silk pillows are fluffed. The windows offer a stunning view of Dreamland’s landscape. Various portraits adorn the walls and the dressers and drawers are tidy.
“Oh, Dedede!” Taranza says. “It’s wonderful. Thank you. I seriously cannot express my gratitude enough. I know we showed up on such short notice.”
“Awwww. No need to thank me,” Dedede says with a grin. “Just helpin’ a friend out. Comes with the territory of being such an awesome and gracious king. I suppose if you want to continue to heap praises on me I don’t mind all that much, but why don’t you save it for morning? I’m about ready to re-hit the hay.”
“Ah. I suppose the same goes for us,” Taranza admits. Now that the adrenaline has started to die down, exhaustion washes over his body. It’s been a very long day. “We’ll get out of your hair and get some rest then. I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”
“Sounds good,” Dedede says. “Try not to worry too much, ‘kay? We’ll get something figured out regarding Floralia. And until then, you’re welcome to hunker down here as long as you need.”
Taranza isn’t nearly as certain they’ll be able to ‘get something figured out,’ but he appreciates Dedede’s optimism nevertheless. He gives a curt nod.
“Thank you,” he says once more. “It truly does mean so much to us. Good night, King Dedede. I hope you rest well.”
“Night, bug boy.”
A warm smile— although it wavers as he remembers there’s someone else he should probably be addressing.
Dedede turns towards Nia.
“...Sweet dreams to you, too, yeah? Glad to- uh- see you up and kicking. I dunno what’s really goin’ on with you, but a friend of Taranza’s is a friend of mine. Here’s to hoping all of that stuff can become water under the bridge.”
It comes out a little stilted. Still, he holds out a hand.
Nia doesn’t take it— simply nods.
“Here’s to hoping,” she says softly.
Eventually, Dedede lowers his hand. It must sink in for him that she’s not going to accept his offer.
“Well,” he says, coughing just slightly. “I’ll- uh, skedaddle then. Sleep well, you two. I’ll talk to ya in the morning.”
And with that, he ducks out. He gives Taranza one final nod, then absconds, leaving the two of them alone.
Briefly, Taranza is hardly even sure what to do. The energy in the room feels just a little bit weird. But tugging at his scarf, he turns towards Nia.
“I suppose we should take his advice and ‘hit the hay.’ You ready to sleep?”
“Mmmmm,” Nia says. “More or less.”
Squeezing her hand, Taranza leads her over to the bed. However, he hesitates just a little bit as he stares at its intricate sheets. Is she… really okay with this? Sharing it with him?
She has to be, right? She said as much. He supposes it’s just hard to deduce her reasons. Does she want to be by his side because she’d feel safer with him around? Or is it…-?
His lip quivers just slightly. A lump in his throat— but not a bad one. He’s not… upset. Just nervous, he thinks. He doesn’t want to mess this up.
Awkwardly, he clambers into bed. He pulls the unfamiliar sheets up over his body and tries his best to get comfortable.
Nia does the same.
For a moment, they lie apart. But eventually, Nia reaches out a cautious hand. She slides ever-so-slightly closer to Taranza, hand hovering just above his chest.
It’s as if she’s asking permission.
Taranza gives it to her. Still cautious himself, admittedly, he presses his body to hers. He leans into her embrace and snuggles up against her breast.
The tension doesn’t release from her body entirely, but she lets out a deep breath as she finally wraps an arm around him. Her touch is clumsy, yet gentle. Hesitant, she pulls him in close.
Taranza buries the back of his head in the crook of her neck. He basks in her warmth— feels her chest rise and fall— and despite it all, smiles.
He’s not sure what this means. But whatever it is, it’s comfortable, and he missed it. He missed it more than he could possibly put into words.
There’s so much he wants to say to her. About how he’s sure everything will be okay and that they’ll work through this together. But it’s late, and he’s tired, and he isn’t sure those sorts of words would mean much, anyways, so simply places his hand over hers and says:
“Goodnight, Nia. I love you. I’m glad you’re here.”
Her fingers shift just slightly. Still, she nods, laying her chin on his head.
Then, finally, she responds.
“...Love you, too. I’m glad to be here.”
And with that, Taranza’s able to drift off. For even if they have a lot to figure out, they’re together, and that’s all that matters. Regardless of where they are or what’s happened, the most important person in the world is back by his side.
That alone is more than enough.
Nia is beginning to understand what Taranza’s idea of a happy ending looks like.
‘…Nia.’
Stars. What an unfitting name. He’d tried to be coy about its meaning, but she’s no fool. She knows what he was insinuating with a denomination like that. When traced back to its root meaning, it’s Insectoid for ‘beautiful.’
What a sick joke.
Still, it’s better than Sectonia or Joronia. She’ll take anything over those. The former makes her feel sick to her stomach and the latter is even worse. It’s irritating and unfamiliar and hollow. Did she seriously go by that once upon a time? She feels so disconnected from that person now.
‘Nia’ is nice in that, for all its ill-suitedness, at least there are no memories attached. ‘Nia’ has never been whispered softly or screamed in fear. It’s a blank slate— a fresh start, at least in theory.
She knows in actuality she’s not going to get a ‘do-over.’
She could pretend, maybe, but she’s never going to be able to forget all that happened. And besides, even if she could, that’s not what he wants, is it? Taranza didn’t bring her back hoping for a new beginning.
He brought her back hoping for Joronia— a person who’s dead.
That’s who he thinks is holding him right now. That’s why he leans into her embrace.
But she’s not Joronia. She’s…-
She’s not sure what she is.
She watches her hands, curled around his body, shift in the dim light and feels sick to her stomach. Fingers stretch, then retract… this unsteady, pulsating cycle.
What a grotesque, horrifying sight.
And he’s disgusted by it. She knows he is. He’s pretending he isn’t, but it’s impossible to hide. She noticed the way his face fell, dismayed, when he first saw her after her initial freak out. She watched him grimace as he realized she hadn’t gone back to being ‘normal.’ She’s aware of the way he holds her hand just a little bit too tight— like it’s something he’s forcing himself to do. She keeps catching him staring… shifting nervously, biting down on his lip as he watches her body contort.
It leaves him confused— makes him scared. He keeps saying he’s alright with it, but when he tells her things like “I think you’re still stunning,” the insincerity is clear as day.
…He’s trying to convince himself of that every bit as much as he’s trying to convince her.
Her mind keeps wandering back to the way he screamed earlier during the fight with the Floralians. He cowered, pulled back and begged “Please don’t hurt me!” in a terrified voice. That, too, he’s trying to pretend is unrelated to her, but she’s no fool.
They’re words that only came out of his mouth upon hearing the roar of thunder. That wasn’t a plea directed towards the Floralians. It was directed towards her.
He wasn’t just disgusted, then. He was afraid. She could see it in his eyes: wild, desperate panic. As her body warped and she lunged towards their enemies, he was overcome with fear. He looked at her as if she were a monster.
And she is. He’s not doing anything wrong in feeling that way. The only mistake he’s making is trying to convince himself that’s not true.
Why? She doesn’t get it. Why is he letting her hold him right now? She knows he wants Joronia, but is he really so blind as to not see she’s gone? Nia isn’t his friend. Nia isn’t his ‘beautiful spider.’ She’s the person he’s scared of. The person he hates.
He keeps saying that person is the one who’s dead. That Sectonia wasn’t her. ‘You were sick,’ he repeats time and time again. ‘You were sick, but you’re better now.’
…Is she? Nia doesn’t feel better.
Her lip quivers as Taranza’s chest rises and falls. His warmth is offputting and unfamiliar. He feels too small in her arms— fragile, even. She’s scared that if she’s not careful he’ll break.
Unwelcome memories swirl through her mind.
Striking him off the balcony. Yelling at him and telling him she hates him. Even laying in bed just like this.
She was uncomfortable then, too, holding him as Sectonia. She remembers staring at him while he slept and feeling a sense of revulsion… an indescribable contempt as he let out a soft snore. She remembers staring at his fuzzy skin and multiple eyes and feeling her lip curl.
‘Hideous,’ she’d think. ‘Absolutely hideous. What happened? Did I seriously love this person once upon a time?’
Now, it’s the opposite. She’s asking herself if she seriously didn’t. It feels so foreign and so familiar all at once. Part of her can barely even fathom the idea of despising him, but another part of her understands innately. She recalls the way she felt, and she hated him more than anyone.
That had to come from the heart, didn’t it? He can say that was someone else all he wants, but she knows the truth.
…Maybe she had been right to ask herself that back then.
Did she ever love him? It’s hard to believe things could have ended so badly if that were the case.
Not that it matters. Her feelings aren’t of particular importance here. Whether she loved him then or not, she has to love him now, she thinks. It’s the least she can do to repay him after years of abuse. He keeps saying he’s okay with their relationship whether or not she’s his, but she knows he’s lying about that, too. She can see the hunger behind his eyes. There’s a reason he resurrected her, and he made it more than known:
‘You were the love of my life.’
‘Were’ sounds about right. He says he still loves her, but that can only last so long. Eventually, he’ll realize that she’s not going to get better. That she’s still empty and bitter and broken inside. Then, he’ll regret it. He’ll wish he never brought her back. Disgust and hatred and fear will win out. It’ll click even for him that no-one could love this.
…Until then, though, if he wants to pretend, then Nia will too. She owes him that much. She’ll wrap him in her arms and hold him tight, even though it makes her feel sick. She’ll pull him in close and act as if she isn’t terrified.
Even if she can’t be, she wants him to be happy for a little while, at least.
She just wishes that it were easier. That her body wouldn’t betray her. She knows she deserves this… that she’s simply as ugly on the outside as she is on the inside now, but it’s not fair he has to see it. He doesn’t deserve to see the ‘person he loves’ made into a twisted mockery of herself. She knows it’s tearing him apart.
It’s not just courtesy that has him saying things like ‘Are you sure you want to sleep next to me? I’d hate to force it.’ It’s apprehension, too. Like she said: she already knows he thinks she’s disgusting. Those chances to back down… are they out of kindness, or because he can’t bear to look at her? Because a small part of him is hoping she’ll take the out?
The answer is pretty obvious, she thinks.
It makes her feel angry. Not at him, of course, but at herself. Isn’t it bad enough for her to already not be the girl he wants on the inside!? Why can’t her body, at least, be what he craves?
…It’s funny. She never thought she’d be jealous of ‘Joronia.’ It’s not as if she was happy back then. She didn’t like how she looked. She didn’t like how she acted. Even now, she thinks she was disgusting. How far has she fallen that even that seems like beauty in comparison to this?
Every time she thinks about it, she gets sick to her stomach. She’s not just ugly now. She’s been disfigured. A mismatched, uneven body— constantly contorting— revolting in some way no matter what. She’s the worst of two horrendous people haphazardly stitched together. Even just seeing herself earlier while attending to her wounds made her feel lightheaded. Made her wish the Floralians had succeeded in their goal. She would have let them, if not for Taranza.
She’s been made into something truly awful.
He, meanwhile, hasn’t changed a bit. For all of her unrecognizability, he looks just like he did the day she died. Perhaps his hair is a little longer or his eyes a little tireder, but there’s no mistaking him. Not in the same way there is her. That’s the Taranza she remembers. That’s the Taranza she grew up with. That’s the Taranza she thought she loved once upon a time.
(Sweet. Subservient. Fearful. Foolish.)
Even the way he dresses is the same. He’s bundled in one of ‘King Dedede’s’ robes now, of course, but his style hasn’t changed much overall. That scarf, in particular, he hasn’t removed once.
…Nia doesn’t understand why. Why he wears it with pride. Why he kept it all these years. It’s a memento to their friendship, sure, but what part of that is worth commemorating? Why isn’t that something he’d rather forget? Surely he’d be better off. But no. Here he is, instead, driven out of his home with a dead woman in his bed.
She can’t comprehend it. If it weren’t for what he did… the fact that she’s breathing right now, she’d think it was feigned. ‘I care about you’ would seem every bit as insincere as ‘you’re still beautiful.’ But people don’t fight the grim reaper for someone they don’t care about. He does love her, in some way.
And truthfully, that’s almost worse. Her own scarf feels like a noose around her neck.
She doesn’t deserve love. She doesn’t deserve kindness. It’s not like she showed it to him. He should run! He should spit in her face! It’s naive for him not to!
But he doesn’t. Instead, he snuggles up against her chest, delusional, and tells her now that she’s here, he can finally be happy.
There’s a smile on his face as he sleeps.
It makes her just a little bit angry. She wants to take him by the shoulders and shout that there’s nothing to be celebrating. Clearly he found better friends! Clearly he was getting by without her. And so why would he sabotage himself like this!? Can’t he see he’s just going to get himself hurt!?
…Another part of her, though, can’t help but want to protect that smile, as unwarranted and infuriating and clueless as it is. Maybe it’s out of duty or maybe it’s just pity, but she doesn’t want him to regret this. She doesn’t want to hurt him.
She’s just… scared it’s inevitable.
What has she ever done but hurt him?
That’s why she needs to try and get this under control. For his sake. She knows she’ll never go back. She knows she can’t actually be what he wants, but she can pretend, can’t she? She can put on a smile and say ‘I love you too.’ She can promise ‘I’m the person you remember.’ She can clutch his hand and ignore the overwhelming dread.
She can be ‘happy.’ For his sake.
She just… has to fix her body, too. As soon as possible. Not only can she not stand to see it, but ‘happy’ will never truly mean anything to Taranza while she’s still a monster. He doesn’t want to see an abomination smiling. He wants to see the warm, innocent smile of the girl he loves. The girl he was trying to bring back.
What is it those people said? Taranza’s friends? They… insinuated that she was doing this to herself. That she’s in control of it, somehow. And so surely if she’s calm enough… surely if she sees herself the right way, then her body will cooperate.
She just has to… to-
To convince herself she’s still that person. Maybe then, she can look like her.
As she lies there in bed staring at her hand, though, it’s impossible to believe something like that. Weakly she tries to tell herself ‘you’re still Joronia; you haven’t changed,’ but she already knows that’s not true. She doesn’t get to be Joronia anymore after what she did.
Her hand stops shifting, but it doesn’t morph into a paw. Instead it settles on long, slender yellow fingers. On the hands Taranza is afraid of.
It looks so wrong holding him. Her lip quivers.
Her waist shrinks. Her abdomen swells. She blinks back tears as wings sprout from her back. She grows larger and larger— too big to hold him comfortably. He feels awkward and tiny in her arms.
‘You’re Joronia,’ she thinks. ‘Just. Look like. Joronia.’
But the more she tells herself that, the less and less she believes it.
Still, she pulls Taranza in close, cradling him against her chest. She stares at that naive smile of his, ignores her heart pounding in her ears, and tells herself that everything will be okay. It has to. For his sake.
It doesn’t matter that she’s ugly. It doesn’t matter that she can’t forgive herself. It doesn’t matter that she’s scared and that she never asked to be brought back to life. She’ll get this figured out. She’ll get this figured out. He’s all that matters now, and he needs her to.
The night seems to stretch on forever.
It’s a very, very long time before ‘Nia’ falls asleep.
Notes:
Hello, everyone!
Sorry this chapter ended up coming out pretty late. Still technically a Sunday, though, at least in my timezone, so just barely, I'm on time! And what a relief! This is a chapter I've been looking forward to sharing.
Happy late Valentine's Day! Time to celebrate with the world's most dysfunctional situationship.
As some of you may have guessed, they ended up fleeing to Dreamland... and, more specifically, taking shelter in Castle Dedede. Felt appropriate with Triple Deluxe being the Dedede game and all! And let me tell you... they are going to have some VERY interesting interactions with him eventually. Especially Nia.
In general, Nia's going to be... doing a lot of interesting things. We've finally got another glance into her mind, and she is NOT doing well. While on the surface she just appears numb, gloomy and out of it, internally there's a lot of active self-loathing, guilt, and confusion about who she is... which isn't even getting started on her complicated feelings towards Taranza. The way she's viewing their relationship right now is exceptionally unhealthy, and it truly does break my heart.
...It makes sense, though, that she's struggling with so much. And Taranza is struggling, too. He has a lot of the same complicated feelings, but he's burying them all under a veil of optimism and willful ignorance. Willful ignorance that will DEFINITELY catch up to him eventually. Shoutout to him committing to the lie regarding what happened to his soul. He does NOT want to tell anyone about that, and will be deliberately avoiding the topic at all costs.
We'll see how that goes for him.
Overall, a fun chapter! Although before I close off, there's one small thing I want to note.
I recently realized this fic is marked as "No Archive Warnings Apply," and after giving it some thought, I decided that no longer applies. As I'm sure you've realized by now, this fic will be covering some pretty dark topics, and as such, I've switched it to "Author Chose Not to Use Archive Warnings." In my opinion, nothing in it will be darker than anything that actually happens (or is implied) in the official Kirby games, but also note that those can touch on some pretty grizzly topics. The modern games ALONE feature things such as body horror, character death, declining mental health, toxic relationships, abuse, literal torture, and suicidal thoughts. Which isn't to say all of those will be touched on in this fic— I doubt it, it's not going to get much darker than it already is— but keep in mind the fact the fic is focused on some characters who already have some pretty troubling stuff going on in the actual games. Tread carefully.
That's all! I just wanted to make note of that. That aside, though, I hope you enjoyed the chapter! Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll see you guys again in two weeks! o/
Chapter 7: so what are you gonna do when nobody wants to fool with you?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
When Taranza first awakes the next morning, he has no idea where he is.
His body is sore and the bed feels unfamiliar. Peeking open an eye, he’s met with the sight of a room that’s not his.
‘Huh? What? Am I in… Castle Dedede? How did I-?’
Before he can finish the thought, it all comes rushing back to him. The fight with Morpho Knight. Being driven out of Floralia. Fleeing to the Lower World for shelter.
…Nia.
Wait. Where is she? His body jolts as he realizes he’s no longer in her embrace. He shoots awake, frantically glancing around the room.
For a moment, he’s scared he’s not going to find her— that her resurrection will be revealed to have all been a dream or that she’ll have disappeared overnight— but to his relief, he spots her rather quickly. It seems she’s already gotten out of bed.
She’s near the front of the room, stock still. At first, Taranza can’t tell what it is that she’s doing, but as he cranes his neck, it clicks.
There’s a vanity set pressed against the wall. She’s staring into the mirror.
An… unnerving sight. Taranza knows it isn’t cursed, but all the same, it puts him just a little bit on edge. He slips out of bed and approaches from the side.
As he gets nearer, he can make out her expression. There’s this dark, blank sort of look in her eyes. She looks from the mirror, to her hand held out in front of her, then back to the mirror, posture rigid.
Just slightly, her fingers contort. He watches them shrink just a little, then lengthen. Claws grow, only to retract.
As they do, Nia’s eyes narrow.
It’s… a familiar sight, albeit not in the way that Taranza expected. As opposed to reminding him of what Sectonia was like at the end of her life, it actually reminds him of the way Joronia behaved when he first gifted her the mirror. Before she’d been consumed by vanity, she’d spend hours just sitting there, a malignant, yet empty expression on her face as she glared, unsatisfied, at the person peering back at her.
A shudder.
He hurries to Nia’s side.
“Morning,” he says, figuring it’s probably best to distract her from all of that. “How are you? Did you sleep well?”
She startles. It seems she hadn’t even noticed his approach. Tearing her gaze from the mirror, she turns towards him, giving a stiff nod.
“Mmhmmm.”
She looks more like a Sectra than she does an Arachnid this morning. She towers over Taranza, and her face is angled. It’s a bit hard to tell with her hood pulled up, but it seems she doesn’t have hair or fangs, and her second set of eyes has disappeared. Most of her face is yellow, minus one patch of brown fur running up past her cheek and halfway to her brow. She has one antenna and one horn on opposite sides of her head, the weight of the latter making it loll just slightly to the right.
Her eyes are mismatched, which is to say one is still a vibrant purple, while the other is a glowing white.
That makes Taranza feel just a little more at ease.
He’d been worried, for a bit, that he was never going to get to see those glowing eyes again. It’s a familiar gaze, even coming from an incongruent face. He missed it.
He makes his way over to her, reaching out for her hand and giving it a squeeze.
“That’s good,” he says softly. “Are you feeling okay after last night?”
Another nod.
“Yes. I already told you: I wasn’t hurt. What about you?”
“I’m alright, too,” Taranza says. “A little tender, but it could be far worse. Those Floralians really had it out for me.” A pause. “...I’m lucky you came to my rescue. You were very heroic.”
He flashes an awkward smile, hoping the words will be enough to cheer her up some.
But they don’t seem to do much. While it’s true Nia smiles back, it’s not difficult to tell it’s forced.
“But- ah, enough of my fawning,” he says, scratching at the back of his neck. “I suppose we should duck out of here and say hello to King Dedede. There’s quite a bit we still have to explain to him. Ideally, he can have the Waddle Dees make us breakfast, then we can all sit down and talk. Doesn’t that sound nice?”
It’s a moment before Nia responds, but when she does, she agrees.
“...That sounds nice,” she admits.
“Wonderful,” Taranza says. “Let’s go, then.”
A hand on her back as he guides her away from the mirror and out of the room. He’s glad to have been able to get her mind off of that, at least for now. Part of him wonders if he should ask Dedede to take the mirror down, but another part of him is worried that would just make things worse.
Would Nia feel as if he were being overprotective? Or like he’d caught her doing something she shouldn’t have? He’d hate for her to feel exposed or like he agrees she shouldn’t be seen.
She should be seen. He simply doesn't want to see her looking at herself the way she was just now. The enmity in her expression, it…
Well, it disturbed him.
He needs to do everything he can to build her self-esteem back up as quickly as possible. That way, she can hold her head high. So she can stare at her reflection without loathing or egomania, but rather well-deserved, earnest, pride.
He presses against her side.
“You look beautiful this morning,” he says as they make their way down the hall.
Nia pauses. Her gaze flickers towards his hand in hers.
Briefly, she looks ready to argue, and Taranza feels his heart catch in his throat, but then her shoulders slump.
“Thanks,” she says softly.
And that’s all.
He wonders if it’s crossing a line for him to say something like that. He’s not making her uncomfortable, is he? He hopes it doesn’t feel like courting. He’s not trying to flirt with her, necessarily. It’s just… the truth. He wants her to know.
Part of him wonders if he should elaborate— compliment her eyes, perhaps. Maybe clarification could make his words seem more sincere. But something tells him that now’s not the time, and so he simply leaves it at that, giving her hand another squeeze.
It’ll… take some time before she believes him about that. But that’s okay. He’ll get through to her eventually, even if it means he had to say it a thousand times.
The two of them find King Dedede rather quickly. He’s exactly where Taranza had a hunch he might be: the throne room. His back is turned to them as they enter. It seems he’s talking with some Waddle Dees.
“Yeah, I’m okay now. You guys don’t have to keep worrying about stuff like that,” he insists. “I already told you that Kirby beat the dang thing out of my head, didn’t I? ‘Sides, it ain’t even the worst thing like that I’ve dealt with. It’s you all I should be asking ‘are you alright?’ You were gettin’ locked up in cages, not me! I hope I didn’t spook ya’ too bad.”
…Ah, it seems they’re discussing the events that took place in ‘The New World.’ And it makes sense. It’s only been about two weeks since all of that happened—at least in Popstar time.
Taranza can’t blame the Waddle Dees for being worried. When Kirby recounted his adventure it sounded to him like poor Dedede had a pretty rough go at it. Yet another thing infiltrated his mind, making him go on a rampage and even help capture his subjects.
Dedede can never catch a break, can he? Briefly, Taranza feels bad for putting yet another thing on his plate, but he just as soon shakes it off. He didn’t have much of a choice— it’s not like there was anywhere else for him to go, and he’s sure Dedede doesn’t mind temporarily providing them shelter that much. He’s a reliable friend.
Taranza makes his way over, ushering Nia with him.
It’s a Waddle Dee who notices them first. She’s halfway through bragging about how she ‘wasn’t scared at all when that nasty Beast Pack kidnapped her’ when she stops, eyes wide.
“What?” Dedede says, cocking a brow, “Is there something behind me, or…-“
As he glances over his shoulder, he freezes too. Then, he pulls back with a shout.
“A-ACK! What the-!?”
He stumbles away with one arm held out in front of him. And for a moment, he seems genuinely petrified. But as he gets a better look at them and realizes it’s just his new guests, slowly, his body relaxes. He lets out a ragged sigh of relief.
“O- oh,” he says, taking a deep breath. “…It’s just you two. Sorry ‘bout that. You just scared the daylights out of me. Didn’t anybody ever tell you not to go sneakin’ up on people?”
“Apologies,” Taranza says. “We didn’t intend to. We just wanted to let you know we were awake.”
It’s a moment before Dedede even responds. His gaze is fixed on Nia. Eventually, he manages to tear his eyes from her, though, giving Taranza a stiff nod.
“…Right,” he says. “T- that makes sense. All’s good. Just don’t do that again. Give me a shout next time you’re coming at me from behind.”
It’s easy to tell though this has nothing to do with that. It’s a white lie.
It’s Nia who scared him.
And it makes sense. What happened under that moonlit sky upset Dedede. He’s always been nervous around Sectra thanks to it. Just because it makes sense, though, doesn’t mean Taranza has to like it.
He frowns as Nia shrinks back just a little, the brown streak of fuzz disappearing from her face.
He should have realized Dedede would react like this. Maybe he made the wrong choice by bringing her here. Is… this just going to make both her and Dedede upset?
No. He eschews the thought. He meant it when he said Dedede will love Nia— that everyone will. They just need to take some time to get to know her. He’ll relax with enough time.
“Yeah,” Taranza says. “Can do. But you… uh- wanted us to explain what happened last night, correct? I believe we can do that now that we’ve gotten some rest. Why don’t we all sit down with a cup of tea— maybe breakfast as well— and go over the details?”
“Ah… yeah,” Dedede says, fidgeting just a bit. “Sounds good. The sooner I actually start to understand any of this stuff, the better.” He gestures a hand. “Follow me. I’ll show ya’ to the kitchen. The Waddle Dees should be finishing up making the food just about now. Let’s grab a bite, then find a good place to talk this over.”
He excuses himself from the conversation with the Waddle Dees and leads Taranza and Nia down the hall. They get their breakfast, then make their way out to a terrace. Dedede says no-one should bother them there. Plus, they can get some fresh air.
He has a few tables set up. He makes his way over to one, pulling out a seat and motioning a hand.
“Alrighty, then,” he says. “Give me the rundown.”
And so Taranza tells him the story. Or… well, most of it. He doesn’t mention his deal with Morpho Knight, obviously, and he plays down just how intense the fight was. Plus, he skims over the details regarding Nia’s initial freakout, not wanting to expose her. Instead, he just says she was ‘surprised and a little scared to have been brought back.’ He also tries not to go into too much detail regarding her appearance, simply repeating what it is that Hyness told him: that it’s ‘likely a result of everything that happened,’ but ‘nothing to worry about, obviously!’ before quickly moving on.
Everything else, he explains in depth. He talks about Francisca and Flamberge first offering to help him out, how helpful the Mage Sisters were overall, and his and Nia’s initial return to Floralia. He says that everything was perfect at first, but that as soon as the denizens found out, things quickly turned chaotic.
“They fully intended to kill us,” he admits. “We’re lucky we escaped with our lives. I don’t know what we’re going to do now. We came here because it was the first place we could think of, but…-” a heavy sigh. “It really is an unfortunate situation. I hate that they were able to drive us from our home. Nia hardly even got to spend any time there.”
“Mmmmmm…” Dedede says, one hand on his chin. “Yeah, that’s rough. I mean, I get why they freaked out, but…” he drifts off, crossing his arms and giving it some thought. “Maybe I can try and talk to ‘em. Explain things. They weren’t willing to listen to you, but they might be willing to listen to one of the heroes. I could even bring Kirby along and see if that helps.”
“Doubtful,” Taranza says. “I appreciate it, King Dedede, I really do, but I have a sneaking suspicion there may be no convincing them. Even if you manage to sway the opinion of some Floralians, others may refuse to change their minds, and all it takes is one dissident for Nia or I to end up seriously hurt. That’s… a risk I can’t take. I fear we may never be able to return.”
“Which isn’t to say…-” he falters. “I am not making a request to stay at your castle indefinitely. I would never. We’ll get something figured out soon, I’m sure. So don’t-”
“Hey!” Dedede says. “You ain’t gotta worry about that. Stay as long as you need. I’m serious. We’ve got more than enough room for it. It ain’t a bother. I’m not raring to kick you out!”
“I- I know that,” Taranza responds. “But I’d hate to be a bother. I don’t want you to get caught up in all this if that’s not strictly necessary. The Floralians could come looking for us. They might harm you.”
“Pah!” Dedede says. “Fat chance! You think I’m scared of them!? I ain’t just some defenseless royal! I’m a fighter! One of the only people who can go toe to toe with the guy they call ‘the pink demon!’ I’m scrappy! Stubborn! Tough!”
He raps his chest with one fist, grinning. Then, he says, calmer:
“‘Sides, I don’t think it’ll come to that. Kirb, the Floralians and I… we’ve got history.They wouldn’t just turn on us like that. We helped them out when they needed it most.”
He says that, but Taranza’s not sure. The two people Kirby and King Dedede helped ‘liberate’ the Floralians from are here eating breakfast with him. That may be enough to constitute as a betrayal.
Something tells him he’s not going to be able to convince Dedede of that, though.
“And you’re really sure it’s not an inconvenience?” He asks.
“Course it’s not an inconvenience! I already told you we’ve got more space than we know what to do with. And, anyways, it’s nice having a friend around.”
“Oh. Well… thank you,” Taranza says with a smile. “We appreciate it.”
He sends a sideways glance towards Nia as if trying to say ‘See? King Dedede isn’t all bad,’ but she isn’t even looking at him. As she stares at her breakfast there’s a weary glaze to her eyes that indicates she made out maybe half of that conversation.
Her posture is awkward and hunched over. She barely even fits in her seat.
“...Right, Nia?” he says, trying to draw her attention. He scoots his seat ever-so-slightly closer to hers.
Her head finally shoots up. It seems as if she hadn’t expected to be addressed.
“Right,” she says stiffly. “It’s… a charitable gesture.”
Taranza’s smile wavers, but he forces it back as he shifts in his seat.
“I hope this means we can all finally become friends. Dedede is so, so, so kind hearted, and Dedede: I promise you’re going to love Nia now that you can get to know the real her. Shes…- she’s wonderful. She’s strong and she’s clever and she’s brave. You’ll adore her.”
He says that, but there’s a moment of silence as Dedede peers at the Sectra sitting across from him at the table. He tilts his head.
Still, he eventually says, “I’m sure I will. Any friend of yours is good in my book.” Then, addressing Nia, he adds on, “I don’t remember if I said it last night, but it’s good to finally meet you on more decent terms. Your pal over there has talked about you a whole lot, you know.”
“Yeah,” Nia responds. “I know. It’s…” a moment’s hesitation. “Good to meet you, too. I’ve heard you’ve been there for Taranza. Thank you for that.”
“Aw shucks,” Dedede says with a chuckle. “There’s no need to thank me for that. ‘Course I have. He’s a pretty cool dude.”
For all of the niceties, though, the atmosphere remains tense. There’s courtesy on the surface, but it’s clear both Nia and Dedede are uncomfortable at best.
Dedede doesn’t meet her eye. He fidgets with his silverware.
Nia tugs at her scarf. She hasn’t even touched her food.
“Hey,” Taranza says, giving her a gentle nudge. “...You should eat. It’s best you get something on your stomach.”
“I’m aware,” she says. “I’m just not certain what this even is. Is this actually what people eat here?”
‘Oh.’ Taranza thinks. ‘Oh. That makes sense.’
He hadn’t even thought about it, but the cuisine in Dreamland is rather different than it is in Floralia, isn’t it?
For in stark contrast to the luxurious buffet Nia was treated to the night before, this morning she’s greeted with a stack of pancakes doused in whipped cream.
“Ah, yeah,” Taranza explains. “In Dreamland they have a slightly sweeter palate. I was surprised at first, too. It’s good, though. Just try it.”
Nia still seems uncertain. She shoots Dedede a suspicious look.
“Go on,” he says, nodding his head. “What are you worried about? It don’t bite.”
“Well, I know that,” Nia says, giving an embarrassed huff. “I just can’t help but feel like it’s a little bit uncouth. You’re royalty and this is what you’re served for breakfast? Don’t you think it’s a little bit underwhelming?”
“N- Nia!” Taranza sputters. “Don’t. If you don’t like it, I can make you something else, but please don’t start a fight.”
That seems to get through to her. She gives pause, brows furrowing.
“There’s no need for that,” she says quickly. “Don’t go out of your way. I can eat it. I was merely surprised. That’s all.”
And before Taranza can argue, she gets to work cutting her breakfast apart with a knife and fork.
…Don’t go out of his way? What? He wouldn’t have minded. Is she really so afraid of inconveniencing him? He wants to help make her comfortable. She’s in a strange place, probably homesick, and going through a lot. It wouldn’t have been too hard for him to throw something together.
Oh well. No point in pushing now. He’s just glad he managed to diffuse some of the tension.
And Nia does admit that the pancake is “decent” after finally taking a bite. It’s still clearly not to her usual standards, but she does eat.
There’s not much conversation throughout the rest of the meal. Taranza attempts to make small talk, but it only goes so far. Nia isn’t particularly chatty, and although Dedede tries his best to be responsive, there’s only so much that can do to diffuse the awkward atmosphere.
“Thank you for treating us to breakfast,” Taranza says as they start to finish up. “We really do appreciate it.”
“It’s nothin’,” Dedede says. “Really, it’s the Waddle Dees you should be thankin’... not me! They’re the ones who made it, yeah?”
He pushes out his chair and stands, stretching his arms.
“As for my helpin’ you out, there’s still some stuff I’ve got to do. I know you think it won’t work, but I’m gonna try talkin’ to the Floralians, just in case. Even if I can’t sway ‘em, they’re gonna find out I’m housin’ you sooner or later. It’s best I make that much clear now and let ‘em know I’m not going to budge. I’ll tell ‘em that I’m not gonna kick you out and that I’m not letting them lay a finger on you, either.”
“Don’t really want to have to justify myself to them,” he admits. “But it seems I probably don’t have much of a choice. Turns out bein’ king comes with ‘duties’ and ‘diplomatic obligations.’ Who would have guessed?” He lets out a bark of a laugh, shaking his head. “Man, if I’d known all of that goin’ into this, I would’ve never chose to become the big boss of Dreamland.”
He says that, but there’s a big, humorous grin on his face. He straightens out his robe.
Nia makes a face. She glances at Dedede, then at Taranza.
“Chose?” she whispers. “What does that mean?”
Ah… right. She wouldn’t know about that. But that’s also probably something best not discussed in front of Dedede. Things are strained enough between him and Nia as is. The last thing they need is for her to question the veracity of his rule.
“I’ll explain in a bit,” Taranza whispers back. “Just go with it.”
If he notices their murmuring, Dedede certainly doesn’t comment on it. Instead, shaking his head, he simply says, “Oh well. What can ya’ do? ‘With great power comes great responsibility’ or whatever, and I’m for sure powerful. I suppose I don’t mind takin’ care of all that stuff that much.”
Taranza’s relieved that, for all of his jesting, Dedede doesn’t seem to actually be too upset about the prospect of having to untangle this political nightmare. He can’t help but get the sense, admittedly, that he’s underestimating just how difficult this will be… but also, ultimately, he trusts him.
Dedede can seem foolhardy on the surface, and to a certain extent, he is. He doesn’t always think things through. He can be overconfident, and sometimes he rushes into things. But even so, he has his own peculiar sense of wisdom and charisma. He knows how to make a good argument when it comes down to it, even if he might not always word it in the most eloquent manner. And when he’s not able to convince others, he’s more than willing to stand up for his beliefs.
All of this is… very anxiety inducing, but Taranza well and truly believes they aren’t in bad hands. If anyone will be able to ensure this won’t break out into full-on war, it’s King Dedede.
“And so you’re going now?” Taranza asks. “To talk to them, I mean?”
“Naw. Not quite yet,” Dedede replies. “There’s some stuff I should really get ready first. Among other things, I do want to take Kirb with me. Even if he can’t help me convince them, it’s good to have backup, just in case this makes ‘em mad. Not that I need protection from him, of all folks, of course! But two heads are better than one, yeah? I’ll probably set out with him sometime this evening, or maybe tomorrow morning. But, first, I’ve got to call him to the castle. Figure I’ll send Bandee to go grab him.”
‘…Bandee.’ Taranza had almost forgotten about him. He wonders if the Waddle Dee in question has caught wind of their situation yet or if this is the first he’ll be hearing of it. Either way, he has a feeling he won’t be particularly happy. Bandana Waddle Dee… er- isn’t the biggest fan of Taranza. He never has been.
While Dedede himself was able to forgive Taranza for everything that happened, Bandee has always held a grudge. And Taranza gets it, to a certain extent. He could never forgive someone who laid a finger on his own ruler, but all the same, it is admittedly a little difficult dealing with just how hostile Dedede’s second-in-command is towards him.
He hopes Bandee won’t also be upset with Nia for her involvement in Dedede’s kidnapping. She wasn’t in her right mind, after all— Taranza was. Any blame should be placed on him. And besides, does it even really matter? Dedede is fine now.
Still, despite all Bandee’s animosity, he does trust him to take care of getting Kirby. The only thing that outweighs his dislike for Taranza is his loyalty to King Dedede. He’ll do anything he says, even if he might gripe a bit.
“Right,” Taranza says, nodding. “That sounds reasonable. Good luck dealing with everything. And I- ah… apologize for placing this burden on you.”
“Bug boy,” Dedede says, a hand on his hip. “Didn’t I already tell you it’s not a big deal? You don’t gotta keep apologizing. I’m the great King Dedede! Arguing with some angry citizens is far from the hardest thing I’ve had to do. Everything will be fine.”
A pause. He looks around.
“I really should go, though. To start gettin’ prepared for all of that. Sorry I can’t pal around with you longer, but it was nice. Thanks for givin’ me the rundown. While I’m busy with all of that, why don’t you show your friend around the castle? We’ve got some pretty cool stuff here. Go give a tour.”
Taranza thinks for a moment.
“I suppose that sounds reasonable, seeing as how we’re going to stay here for a while,” he says. “What do you think, Nia? Would you like that?”
“That would be… fine,” she responds. “It doesn’t seem there’s anything better to do.”
“Great!” Dedede says. “Seems you two are all set, then. That means I’ll be ducking out. It was good chattin’ with you, though! I’ll see you around, bug boy!” A pause. He shifts slightly. “And- uh, you too, Nia. Hope you don’t have too much trouble gettin’ used to this place.”
Then, before she can respond, he’s off. He leaves in a bit of a hurry.
…Seems he has a lot to take care of.
Taranza turns towards Nia, reaching out for her hand.
“Well, you ready for the grand tour?” he asks, giving a slight smile.
And as she gives a nod, he leads her back into the castle.
He points out everything they pass by… explaining that the royal garden is in one direction, and that the royal lounge is another. He talks about how the castle is several floors, and that the Waddle Dees have their own lodgings.
Nia listens attentively… although it’s only after a while that she actually comments.
“Wow…” she says. “It seems you’re quite familiar with this place. You’ve been here before?”
“Rather regularly,” Taranza responds. “As I mentioned, King Dedede is a good friend of mine. It’s not rare that I pay him a visit.”
“I see.”
Nia frowns.
What? Is she troubled by that? Why? Is it that she’s upset that Taranza’s made a friend other than her, or…?
No. It’s not about just that, is it?
“He’s really, really nice,” he insists. “I mean, you saw how much he wants to help us. I know things are a little awkward right now, but I promise you’ll get along in no-time.
“...Right,” she responds. “If you say so.”
The insincerity is palpable. She doesn’t believe that for a second.
Taranza wonders what he should do. There has to be some way for him to convince her of Dedede’s good nature— of the fact that he knows he won’t hold a grudge… but he can’t find the words. How is he supposed to prove that when Dedede jumped upon seeing her earlier? When he spent most of breakfast staring at her from across the table? When, even if he’s not angry, there is a discomfort that he clearly can’t hide?
Taranza knows it’ll go away with time— once Dedede gets to know Nia. But how does he get her to believe that? His words have to sound completely disingenuous.
Before he can respond, Nia continues.
“But… uh, you were going to explain to me, yes? What he said earlier? About choosing to take up his duty?”
At that, her tone lightens just slightly. A halfhearted attempt at curiosity.
“Ah, right,” Taranza says, “I was. Although… if I do explain, you have to promise to not bring it up to him. Or at least not to ridicule him over it. Dedede’s situation is admittedly sort of bizarre.”
“Bizarre?” Nia repeats. “In what way?”
“You’ll see,” Taranza says. “Just promise me.”
Nia frowns.
“Very well, then. I promise. Just tell me.”
“Okay. So…” Taranza pauses— contemplates the best way to say this. “King Dedede… er- isn’t full-fledged royalty.”
“Pardon?”
“He doesn’t have noble blood. He wasn’t born a king.”
At that, Nia stops. She looks around the halls.
“What do you mean?” she asks. “He has this whole castle. Countless devoted subjects. Where would he get all of that if not through birth?”
“As for the castle, he built it himself,” Taranza explains. “Or, well, the Waddle Dees did. And as for how he acquired them as his subjects…?” he bites down on his lip. “It’s a tad strange? The first time he told me the story I couldn’t believe it myself.”
“You see, Dedede isn’t even from Dreamland,” he continues. “He’s from a kingdom far, far away from here. And he certainly wasn’t a part of its royal family. In fact… I’m not even sure it has one? You’d have to ask him about that. But, either way, for all of his lack of royal blood, Dedede was certainly treated like a king growing up. He was supposedly quite spoiled. His parents doted and doted and doted on him, and because of this, he developed a bit of a selfish streak.”
“Cute when he was young, not so much when he was older. Dedede was entitled at best and a menace at worst. He was bossy, mean-spirited, and he didn’t know how to take no for an answer. Originally, this self-absorption was just directed towards his peers, but eventually it was a way he started to treat everyone. Even his family were nothing but lackeys to him in his eyes. His parents realized they’d made a grave mistake.”
“They tried to reverse what they’d done, but it was a little too late. Even when they told Dedede this behavior needed to stop, he just laughed at them. He was too used to his life of luxury. They warned him if something didn’t change they’d need to take drastic measures, but he didn’t listen. And so when he was a young adult, they did- er… something I’m not all that sure I can agree with. They kicked him out.”
When Dedede initially shared all of this with Taranza, he was horrified. It sounded like Dedede was out of control, certainly, but wasn’t that going a little far? Perhaps he was just projecting, seeing as how he was ousted from his home himself when he decided to serve as Joronia’s retainer, but all the same, he couldn’t help but feel it was a tad harsh. It was because of Dedede’s parents that he turned out that way in the first place.
“Needless to say, Dedede was stunned. He thought they were just bluffing when they warned him there would be consequences. He demanded they change their minds— threw a temper tantrum, really, but it did very little to sway them. In fact… I think it just sort of reaffirmed their decision? After a life of luxury, Dedede was without a home.”
“He tried to find somewhere else to stay, but no-one was willing to support him. All they knew Dedede as was a spoiled brat. He had almost no choice but to leave. Hurt and angry, Dedede fled the kingdom he’d grown up in, certain he’d be able to find a place where ‘people actually respected him’ somewhere else.”
“That’s what brought him to Dreamland. After months of traveling, he stumbled upon the sleepy kingdom. He very quickly realized just how easygoing its people were and decided it was perfect. There was no way they’d have the guts to spurn him. He declared himself king, and shockingly, most of Dreamland— the Waddle Dees, especially— just sort of… played along?”
“I suppose he was right about their mellow nature. ‘Why not let him be king?’ they thought. ‘It’s not as if there’s anything interesting going on around here.’ Some Dreamlanders grumbled, of course, but no-one stood up to him, at least not at that point, and he had a grand castle constructed in his name.”
“Things soon escalated, though. Dedede wasn’t satisfied with just a castle. He needed more power— needed everyone to fear and respect him. And so he did something that was… equal parts heinous and absurd?”
Nia, who’d already looked bewildered throughout most of this story, squints.
“Like what?”
“He… um- sort of stole all of the food in Dreamland?”
“Excuse me?”
“Yeah. Every little bit of it. In part because he wanted all of it for himself, but also just as a show of power.”
“And these cowards just allowed that!? That’s pathetic.”
“Well, I don’t know if…-” Taranza hesitates. “I suppose one could argue they simply took it lying down, but something did change eventually, either way. Kirby, out of nowhere, seemingly, blew in on a spring breeze, and as soon as he realized that the people of Dreamland were suffering, he knew he had to put an end to it.”
Nia stops yet again. She cocks a brow.
“...You’re telling me he made an attempt on ‘King Dedede’s life?” she asks, disbelieving.
“Well, not on his life,” Taranza is quick to clarify. “But he- well, he certainly ‘put him in his place.’ He defeated Dedede and returned the food to the rest of Dreamland, solidifying his role as a local hero.”
“That doesn’t make any sense, though,” Nia insists. “If that’s the case, then why in the world is Dedede consorting with that THING now?”
“Well, things changed between Kirby and Dedede. Things changed for Dedede in general,” Taranza says. “Some… stuff happened and it made him realize he wanted to do better. He turned over a new leaf.”
“‘Some stuff?’” Nia repeats. “...Like what?”
“I’m not sure it’s my place to share.”
The rest of this story he feels more than comfortable telling. Dedede talks about his unscrupulous past and even his getting kicked out relatively often and with a lot of laughter. He’s proud of how far he’s come. But the things that made him want to change in the first place… the Dark Matter invasion, Meta Knight’s coup, realizing that the Dreamlanders blamed him for pretty much every bad thing that happened to them?
…Well, those are topics he discusses with a darker, more contrite look in his eyes.
“But- uh, yeah,” Taranza says, fidgeting slightly. “He decided he wanted to do better, and so he did. He started treating his people fairly. He tried his best to be heroic. It’s a role that took a little bit of time for him to get used to, but eventually it all worked out. That’s the reason why he has this castle— why the Waddle Dees respect him as ruler. Because he acts like one, now. They call him a ‘self-made king.’”
“‘A self-made king?’” Nia repeats, antenna twitching. “That’s ridiculous.”
“Is it?” Taranza asks.
“Of course it is! You’re telling me he just waltzed into this country, did absolutely nothing, and the people accepted him with open arms? How spineless do they have to be!? And what right does he have to be called ‘king’ if he didn’t even do a single thing to earn his title?”
“Well… I don’t know if-” Taranza glances around. He can’t help but feel a tad nervous. The castle is bustling. There’s no way someone isn’t hearing this. “I feel as if it’s a tad unfair to say he didn’t do a single thing. Initially, perhaps, but he’s done plenty to prove himself since.”
“The principle of the thing is still ridiculous!” Nia insists. “He treated them like detritus and they just stood around waiting for him to ‘become better?’ Why weren’t his people clamoring to behead him!?”
She’s raising her voice now. Taranza hisses in through his teeth.
“N- Nia!” he sputters. “Can you quiet down just a little!? I understand your indignation, but I’d really hate for someone to overhear this!”
At that, she freezes. It seems she hadn’t even realized she’d been starting to shout.
“...R- right,” she says, shoulders hunching. “I’m sorry. I’ll stop.”
Her body shrinks just a little. She averts her eyes.
Taranza frowns. It’s disconcerting just how quickly the anger is replaced by shame. He still gets the sense she’s bitter, of course, but it’s as if she doesn’t want him to see it. She holds her hands close to her chest.
Taranza can’t entirely blame her for being upset by the story. It only makes sense that it struck a sore spot. After all, he and Nia were just driven out of their home for their crimes. And not only that, but even before Nia’s people wanted her dead, they were never exactly the biggest fans. They… hated her, truthfully. Before she was cursed. Before she’d even done anything.
‘Joronia’s’ becoming queen had been controversial. You see, no-one had even wanted her to acquire the role. There had been five heirs from five separate royal families competing for the throne, and out of them, she was by far the least popular. Not only was she an Arachnid: a species known to ‘cause nothing but trouble,’ but she was a rebellious, flighty young girl as well. Her reputation preceded her, and not in a good way.
Still, she rose above the competition. When it came time for the duel to decide who’d wear the crown, she won fair and square. And she did it in front of everyone— the entire nation of Floralia. Finally, she’d proved herself.
Or at least… she thought.
Unfortunately, that still wasn’t enough for people. She’d done everything they asked of her, and they still weren’t satisfied. She was made queen, but that didn’t mean people had to like her. In fact, in some ways, they only disliked her more than before. They said she’d won unfairly. They condemned her for every little thing. They said that an Arachnid… an Arachnid like her, especially, on the throne, was something that would only lead the kingdom into bad times, and that surely Floralia was doomed.
She was rejected no matter how hard she tried to make herself perfect. Why wouldn’t the idea of someone who was accepted, even for all of his faults, sting?
Taranza just thought…- well, he supposed he thought she’d see herself in Dedede in other ways. It’s true they were received very differently, but they’re not entirely unalike. Both of them had bad families growing up. Both of them made some very big mistakes. He’d been hoping that understanding the gravity of Dedede’s wrongdoings would help her realize that he wasn’t going to judge her for hers. That they would give her hope she could turn over a new leaf as well.
He wishes she’d understand that the differences in the ways they were treated doesn’t mean Dedede deserved to be treated worse. She deserved to be treated better.
“It’s okay,” he says softly. “I’m not upset with you. Just… try your best to get along with Dedede, alright? Even if he’s not a ‘true’ king, he’s a good person. He wants to help both of us out.”
“Mmmmm…” Nia says. “Yeah, I know. I suppose it’s just easy to worry that…-” a pause. “Are you sure when you say that? That he wants to help both of us? That’s not the sense I got.”
“What do you mean?”
“It’s you he wants to help. He probably doesn’t want me here.”
“That’s not true,” Taranza insists.
“Isn’t it, though? You saw how he reacted to me earlier.”
“I did. And I’m not happy about it. But he’s clearly trying his hardest, and so like I’ve already said: please just give it some time. I know you think you’ve done bad things and that he’s going to be angry at you, but…” he reaches for her hand. “I did bad things, too, didn’t I? And he forgave me.”
“That’s different.”
“It’s not,” Taranza says. “I’m the one who attacked, kidnapped and possessed him. Truthfully, I did more to him than you did.”
“All of that you did on my orders, though.”
“And?” Taranza asks. “It was still my decision. I could have said no. I chose to follow you. And it’s not like I didn’t enjoy it. In some sick, twisted way I had fun playing villain before I realized the gravity of the situation. And I wasn’t even sick. Dedede knows that. He’s aware I did the things I did of my own free will. And he’s aware you didn’t. Everyone knows you weren’t in your right mind, Nia. No-one’s going to hold it against you. I won’t let them.”
“Is ‘not in your right mind’ really an excuse for-?”
Nia stops. As she starts to raise her voice again, she cuts herself off.
“Whatever,” she says. “I’ll take your word for it. I’m still not convinced he’ll be thrilled to have me around, though.”
“And why not?”
“...It’s not just my personality he’s bothered by.”
Taranza freezes. There’s a lump in his throat.
“Don’t say that,” he begs.
“It’s true, though, isn’t it? He isn’t merely scared of this,” she gestures to her heart. “He’s scared of all of it.” She sweeps a hand across her whole body. “He thinks I’m an abomination, Taranza. He’d think that even if I hadn’t hurt him before.”
“No he wouldn’t! You’re not an abomination! That has nothing to do with it. He is scared of Sectra, not what you are now, and he’ll get over it. He has to. Just-”
“Give him time. I know,” Nia grumbles. “But I can’t help but suspect that won’t actually change his feelings. They’ll just become easier to hide.”
“Nia…” Taranza says. His eyes narrow. “He won’t feel that way. I won’t let him. I won’t let anyone.”
“And why ever not? Isn’t it only natural? I’m repulsive, Taranza. Please stop pretending I’m not.”
“I’m not pretending!”
This time, it’s Taranza who’s raised his voice. He quakes a little.
“Don’t say that…” he pleads. He floats up to her eye-level. “It’s not true. I’m not pretending. You’re not repulsive. O- or scary. Or an abomination. Or any of those other awful things you’re calling yourself! You are gorgeous, Nia! M- my beautiful, stunning, irreplaceable queen. And everyone else is going to think the same thing! I’ll make sure of it. As for ‘why?’ Because you deserve it! You deserve to be treated kindly! I don’t want anyone to be cruel to you, not even yourself, a- and so never say anything like that again, okay?”
His voice wavers as he reaches out to cup her cheek. He blinks away tears.
“...I can’t bear to hear it.”
Nia stares into his eyes for a moment. Then, her shoulders fall slack.
“Okay,” she says quietly. “I’m sorry. I’ll stop.”
It’s as if the energy drains from her body.
“Good,” Taranza says. He lets out a shaky breath, then gives the slightest smile. “I don’t want to hear you say anything that’s not true. You’ve got to be kind with yourself. You deserve it.”
He presses his forehead to hers, then pulls away. He returns to his spot on the ground.
“Everything’s going to be alright. Dedede will come around soon. And you’ll feel better before you even know it. I’ll do everything I can in my power to ensure that.”
He leans against her side. He places his hand on her back once more.
“B- but enough of such serious talk. Now that I’ve shown you around, do you perhaps want to check out some of the castle’s amenities? The day is still young. There’s a lot we can do.”
It’s a long moment before Nia speaks.
“I’m… down for doing whatever it is you want to do.”
“You don’t have a preference?” Taranza asks.
“You know this place better than I, don’t you? It’s probably better that you choose.”
There’s an exhausted look in her eyes. Part of Taranza wonders if he should just take her back to their room. But he’d hate to see her sleep all day… and besides, he’s sure that all she actually needs is a little bit of cheering up. She’ll look more lively as soon as she’s feeling better.
“Well, if you’re certain,” he says. “Perhaps we can check out the library, then. It’s nowhere near as expansive as ours was— Dedede isn’t the biggest bookworm, but all the same, if we’re going to be here for a while, I’d prefer to acquire some reading material.”
As soon as he’s said it, he wonders if that was the right answer. He swears he catches Nia frown slightly. She never was much of a reader, was she? Perhaps having something quiet to do alone could be good for her, but it’s hard not to get the sense she’s disappointed.
Still, just as soon, the frown vanishes. She straightens her posture.
“The library works,” she says, nodding.
And with that, she resumes making her way down the hall.
It’s a moment before Taranza follows. Part of him can’t help but feel like he said something wrong.
But he doesn’t hesitate for long. The last thing he wants to do is make her worry, and it’s not like she’d know how to lead the way. He quickly catches up to her, ushering them both towards the library.
There, he tries to make small talk. He comments on just how small it is in comparison to the library they’re used to and asks her if she remembers how they’d occasionally visit the town library when they were kids.
“Isn’t that actually where I took you before I first taught you to use magic?” He asks, pulling a book from the shelf, “I grabbed some big, clunky, guide to spellcasting and you laughed at how archaic it was. It worked, though, somehow. I was the one who got to see you use magic for the very first time.”
He still remembers it like it was yesterday. It was raining and they were miserable and wet. Joronia had been frustrated because she’d been trying to cast magic all afternoon but nothing had worked. She’d yelled at Taranza, then broke down crying.
He’d been a little bit hurt at the time. They hadn’t known each other long and she’d said some harsh things about how it wasn’t fair for a ‘nobody like him’ to know how to use magic when she couldn’t. But all the same, hearing her cry like that, he’d… felt really bad for her?
So he sat by her side and told her everything was going to be okay. That it was alright to make mistakes and to not always get things right on the first try. At first, she’d been a little bit standoffish, but, eventually, she calmed down as he told her she didn’t need to hold herself to such a high standard. That he wasn’t going to judge her for struggling, at least.
And so, as the rain started to let up, she decided to try one more time. She stepped out under the dark clouds, closed her eyes and focused. And for a moment, nothing had happened.
But then… light.
The tiniest spark lit up the hillside. Miraculously, electricity flitted between her hands. As her eyes opened, her face lit up, too. She’d let out a shocked, then delighted laugh.
She’d done it! She’d really done it! And of course she had! As future queen of Floralia, was there a single thing she couldn’t do?
She’d grinned the biggest grin, then turned to face Taranza. She thanked him earnestly for helping her.
But he said it was nothing. He was just happy she was happy after seeing her sad so shortly before. That bright smile… it would have made him feel warm inside under any circumstance, but in contrast especially.
Her eyes were still just a little red-rimmed. Her hair was ever-so-slightly messy in a way that was subtle, yet unlike her. But there she was, laughing and throwing balls of electricity up into the sky. And listening to that laugh…-
Well, Taranza decided he wanted to hear it again and again, he thinks.
She’d just been so joyous. So carefree. She’d pumped a fist and wiggled excitedly. Her smile was contagious and her happiness was palpable. There was something special about seeing her look like that.
It was nothing like the look on her face now.
Now, none of that joy persists. As he turns over his shoulder to meet Nia’s gaze, there’s an exhausted, blank look to her stare. It’s not even akin to the way she looked when she was crying. It’s emptier— defeated, lifeless, almost. She doesn’t have the energy left to shed tears.
One of her eyes looks exactly the same as he remembers, but there’s no light in it.
“...Yeah,” she says after an awkward period of quiet. Perhaps she needed a moment to contemplate the past, too, before responding. “That is where you took me. You were the first person to see.”
Taranza wishes they could reminisce. It would be nice to look back on the memory. But now that he’s brought it up, Nia just seems sad. There’s no passion to her voice as she speaks.
It’s strange, how it felt like the end of the world to hear her crying back then, yet he could fix it with just a few comforting words. She bounced back so quickly… flashed him that brilliant grin.
Why can’t this be that easy? What exactly is he doing wrong?
They don’t end up staying in the library for long. Taranza picks out a few books and helps Nia do the same, then they leave before the atmosphere can get any more uncomfortable. They set off towards their room to drop their things off.
They don’t speak, really. Taranza, at least, isn’t sure what he’d say. This whole morning has been strange.
…Not in a bad way, though. Even if this is all a bit melancholy, he’s still happy— truly. He’s glad Nia’s here, even if he’s not sure what to make of that vacant look in her eyes. Even as a mere stack of books feels a little too heavy to comfortably carry and he wanders down the halls of a castle that’s not their home.
‘You’re together,’ he thinks. ‘That’s all that matters. She’ll be okay. Just give her some time. Soon, she’ll be better. Soon, you’ll hear that laugh again, and then it’ll be like it never went away.’
As they move, they stick close together. He presses his body up against hers— tries his best to find comfort in her warmth.
They drop their things off in their room, then deliberate on what they’d like to do next. It’s still far too early for lunch— even after giving her a tour, it’s only late morning. They’ll need to find some way to pass the time.
He throws out a few awkward suggestions, hoping at least one will appeal to her.
“We could check out the entertainment. The theater is still relatively new— I’ve only been once or twice, and so that might be novel. Alternatively, we could stop by the garden. Much like the library, it’s nowhere near as nice as ours, but Dedede has a fine little acreage out there. Or if there’s nothing you’d be interested in doing in the castle, I could always show you around Dreamland. It’s far too big to see all in one day, of course, but I could at least help you become acquainted with the immediate area. There are little shops… the most lovely fountain— and, of course, an abundance of nature.”
Despite his best efforts to make each option sound as pleasant as possible, though, Nia doesn’t seem to perk up at any particular one.
She shrugs.
“I’m still fine with anything.”
“Are you sure?” Taranza asks. “You really don’t have a preference? If none of that interests you we could do something else. Or…- or if you’re not feeling up for anything, I suppose we could stay here and rest. Are you tired?”
That, admittedly, is the thing he’s most hesitant to suggest. He doesn’t want Nia to stay holed up in their room sleeping all day. He can’t imagine that would do her much good.
All the same, though, he doesn’t want to push her. If she needs rest, she needs rest.
She opens her mouth to respond, but before she can speak, there’s actually a knock on the door. She turns her head, frowning.
Taranza frowns, too.
“Hello?” He calls. “Who is it?”
He half-expects a Waddle Dee to respond, but it’s actually King Dedede who pokes his head into the room.
“Oh, good! You’re here. I thought you might still be out explorin’ the castle.”
“Why?” Taranza asks. “Is something wrong? I thought you were making preparations to deal with Floralia.”
“I am,” Dedede says. “But some very worried folks showed up on my doorstep askin’ for you. You’ve got visitors, bug boy.”
“Visitors?” Taranza asks. “What do you mean? Who?”
“Mags and that weird robot girl.”
“Wait. Magolor and Susie?” Taranza asks. “What are they doing…? Ah-! I suppose I didn’t let them in on all that happened. You said they were worried? It’s… probably best that I talk to them, then. Although…-” he looks back at Nia. “Will you be alright if I leave you alone? I don’t want to step out if you need me.”
“...I’ll be fine,” Nia responds. “Go see your friends.”
Part of Taranza is inclined to ask if she’s sure— admittedly, he’s concerned, but at the same time, if Magolor and Susie are truly worried about him, then he’d at least like to explain his situation and let them know he’s alright. He’ll… take Nia’s word for this.
“Very well then. But I’ll just be gone for a moment, okay? Perhaps after I’m done, I could even…-” a pause, “Ah, no, that’s probably not the best idea.”
“What?” Nia asks.
“Well, I was thinking perhaps I could introduce them to you, but I wouldn’t want to force it. The last thing you need is to feel overwhelmed.”
“Oh,” Nia says.
She’s quiet for a moment— glancing down at the floor.
“I’d… be alright with that, actually. I can meet them, if you’d like.”
Taranza blinks. For some reason, he hadn’t expected to hear that.
“It wouldn’t be too much?” he asks. “You’ve already been through a lot in these past 48 hours. I mean… I’d love for you to meet them, of course, but-”
Nia interjects.
“These people are important to you, correct?”
“Of course,” Taranza says. “They’re some of my dearest friends.”
“Then it’s important I meet them. Better I just do that now while they’re already here.”
Taranza… supposes that makes sense. And perhaps it would be good for Nia to interact with some others, actually. Things have been awkward with Dedede, but Magolor and Susie have none of the same baggage associated with her.
She needs friends— a confirmation that people will, in fact, like her. This is the perfect opportunity.
“Very well then,” Taranza says, nodding. “As soon as I’ve explained our situation, I can bring them here, then. Unless you’d like to come with me to greet them?”
At that, Nia fidgets slightly.
“Ah… it’s probably best I don’t. I wouldn’t want to accost them with…-” she drifts off. “Just bring them here. I’ll be waiting.”
“Of course,” Taranza says, nodding. “I won’t be long, alright? And I promise you won’t regret this. Magolor and Susie are wonderful people. I’ve told them all about you. They’ll love you, now that they can get to know you themselves. They’re going to be so excited!”
He gives her hand a squeeze, smiling, then follows Dedede out the door.
“They’re at the front of the castle,” Dedede says. “Same entrance you came in through last night. Do I need to escort ya’, or are you good?”
“I should be fine,” Taranza says, brushing off his robe. “Thank you for letting me know they dropped by.”
“‘Course,” Dedede says. “Least I could do. Don’t keep ‘em waiting though, okay? When they showed up they were in a real panic.”
‘A panic,’ Taranza thinks. ‘Why?’ Were they seriously under the assumption Morpho Knight had managed to hurt him?
Dedede’s right. He should get things cleared up as soon as he can.
So he bows his head, then they go their separate ways. Dedede returns to taking care of diplomacy while Taranza makes his way to the front of the castle.
Here’s hoping he didn’t scare his friends too much.
Notes:
...This is a little late, isn't it?
Sorry! Although this time, it's not technically my fault. One of my beta readers (god bless his soul) is the most forgetful man on earth and I had to poke him a few times to get this proofread. Thankfully, though, it has been, now, and I can share Taranza continuing to be Totally Smart and Well Adjusted with the rest of you!
A fun chapter. Not too eventful, but good for hashing out the mental state the characters are in as they adjust to a new normal.
I really enjoy the scene near the start with Nia glaring into the mirror. I just think it's such fun imagery, and a super cool contrast to... well, how she looked into the mirror before. Girl has, over the course of her life, gone from loving herself, to hating herself, to loving herself, to, finally, hating herself again. No wonder she looks at herself with so much contempt, especially feeling like the lack of control she has over her current situation is somehow a failing on her part.
I just want to give her the world's longest hug. She's so angry and sad and out of fight. Can you believe she's only been back for, like, a day?
Writing Dedede was fun, as always. Not just his very unique dialogue, but his awkward interactions with Nia, as well as his parallels with her. I've been looking forward to her learning about his status as a 'self made king.' She is NOT a fan of the concept. Little bits of characterization like that and her reaction to the pancakes are things I enjoyed sprinkling in to show that, despite how depressed she is right now, she's still a little judgemental. Which makes sense, I guess, with the way she's inclined to believe others are always judging her.
Her interactions with Taranza still make me so sad <3 he's being unintentionally pushy because he doesn't like how negatively she feels about herself, but instead of actually making her feel better, he's just kind of getting her to shut up, which isn't his intention at all. She's just so... meek now. She doesn't want to cause any problems for him. BUT HE DOESN'T MIND HER 'CAUSING PROBLEMS.' Do you see the dilemma here?
They're so gosh dang dysfunctional.
Sorry again that this chapter was a little late! Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll see you all again in two weeks.
Hope you're looking forward to Susie and Magolor reacting to Taranza's foolishness!
Chapter Text
Sure enough, Magolor and Susie are waiting for Taranza in the entrance hall. Both of them have a pensive look on their face, although as soon as he approaches, their heads jerk.
“Taranza!” Magolor shouts. “Oh, thank the stars it’s actually you! Do you know how spooked you had us!?”
They hurry over to him, meeting him midway down the hall.
Magolor reaches for a hand, almost as if to determine that Taranza is really there.
Taranza can tell something’s wrong, because he’s actually addressing him by name instead of by ‘my guy’ or some other equally inane nonsense. Dedede was telling the truth, wasn’t he? These two were worried sick.
Why, though?
“Of course it’s me,” he says. “Why wouldn’t it be?”
Magolor stops.
“...Dude,” he says. “You know your castle was burned to the ground, right?”
“Burned to the-” Taranza just about chokes. “Pardon!?”
He knows they were driven from it, but all the same, hearing it described in such a state makes his head spin. The home he spent with Nia for so many years both before and after she went mad… the Floralians burned it!?
“‘To the ground’ is an exaggeration,” Susie says, “But yes, it was quite ravaged. When we stopped by it smelled like smoke. The windows were smashed and the place had clearly been ransacked. We…-” a slight waver to her voice, “thought something bad had happened to you, genuinely.”
A lump in Taranza’s throat. Suddenly, he feels awful. He didn’t mean to make anyone worry… he just didn’t think anyone would be coming by to visit so soon. Letting people know where he was didn’t even cross his mind. He was so occupied with Nia.
“I- I’m so sorry,” he sputters. “I didn’t intend to frighten you. I’m alright, though. There’s no need to fret. Everything’s fine… or, well, better than fine, actually! I did it, you two!”
“Wait,” Magolor says, “And so it’s true? The Mage Sisters told us what happened, but I almost thought they had to be playing a prank on us. I just couldn’t believe it.”
“Well, you’d better believe it,” Taranza says, perking up slightly as the conversation switches to a marginally more positive topic. “It’s true. She’s alive. I brought her back. She’s home!”
On second thought, perhaps ‘home’ isn’t the right word to use, considering they’ve been expelled from the castle, but it’s just what slips out of his mouth. It feels right, he thinks. Even if they’re somewhere unfamiliar, isn’t home anywhere they’re together?
Susie gawks.
“How, though?” she asks. “Are you insinuating…- you actually fought that thing!?”
Her worry is palpable. Magolor’s, too. Her eyes narrow and his ears pin back as they look over Taranza’s wounds.
“Well, yes,” Taranza says, “But there’s no need to fuss over me! None of the injuries you’re seeing right now are from Morpho Knight. This is all thanks to Floralia.”
He holds out a bandaged hand, as if inviting them to take a closer look. Even as they peer at it, though, they don’t seem entirely convinced.
“The fight with Morpho Knight was a cinch, if I’m being completely honest. I got the sense it was more aiming to test my resolve than my actual combat ability, and I had more than enough determination to show it how badly I wanted this. It didn’t take too much battle before it was willing to yield.”
Susie looks ready to say something, brow furrowed, but Magolor speaks first.
“Wow…” he says. “Guess the grim reaper’s way more chill than I thought! That is not the vibe I got from any of the research I’ve done, but it wouldn’t be the first time the Ancients have been wrong about something. I’ll have to update my records!”
Taranza chuckles, tugging at his scarf.
“Indeed you will,” he says. He’s eager to change the topic, though. He’d rather not dwell on lying to them for any longer than he has to. “But- um, enough about me! There’s no need to fret. We should be celebrating! Nia’s back from the dead. That’s what matters most.”
“...Nia?” Magolor repeats. He tilts his head.
“Ah, yes,” Taranza says. “That’s what she’s going by now. She decided she’d be much more comfortable with that than ‘Sectonia’ or ‘Joronia,’ and so that’s her name for the foreseeable future. Please don’t call her anything else.”
“Of course,” Magolor says. He pantomimes taking notes. “Got it. Nia it is.”
“And so if she’s not going by ‘Sectonia,’” Susie says. “Does that mean…-?”
“Yes, she’s herself again,” Taranza confirms. “The queen I remember. And, oh, thank the stars! You’ve no idea how much I missed her. After so much suffering, she’s finally been returned to her right mind.”
He means that, too. Things are… a little hard right now, but, for all of the difficulty, he’s still unfathomably grateful. Even if she’s melancholy, at least she’s his Nia. The person he loves so much— no ifs or buts.
“She… actually said she’d be alright with being introduced to you all,” she continues. “If you’d like to get to know the real her. Why don’t you come with me and say hello? She really is lovely. I just know you’ll adore her.”
“Oh!” Magolor says. “Well, I guess that would be pretty neat. I was actually surprised to see you arrive without her… I half-expected you to be attached at the hip! Given the opportunity, though, I’d be honored to have a chance to meet your oft-talked about queen, don’t you agree, ‘Suz?”
Susie’s quiet for a moment. Still, eventually, she nods.
“I’d like to see this for myself.”
Her tone is… different from Magolor’s. Whereas his is casual and open, hers is more cautious. It’s not entirely unusual for Susie, but something about it gives Taranza pause. He can’t help but get the sense something about this is bothering her. What? Does she not believe him about Morpho Knight? Or… is there another thing on her mind?
He can’t quite tell. As well as he knows Susie, she can be hard to read sometimes.
Regardless, he shakes off his unease for now. It’s not the time to be worrying about any of that. Ideally, Susie will forget any hangups she has once she’s gotten to meet Nia, and if not, then that’s something he can deal with later.
Taranza claps his hands.
“Great!” He says. “Although, if you’re going to be meeting her, we need to set a few ground rules first. This is rather imperative, actually.”
“Ground rules…” Magolor repeats, ear twitching. “Such as what?”
“Well, first of all, I need you both to be as polite as possible. Be kind to Nia, please. This has all been very hard on her. She’s going through a lot, and she’s still getting used to being alive. Use a soft voice. Don’t ask her any questions you think might upset her. Compliment her, if you can.”
For a brief moment, Magolor looks confused, but he soon nods.
“...Okay,” he says. “Can do.”
“Second of all— and this is even more important, please treat her normally. No matter what you do, don’t stare.”
“Don’t stare?” Susie asks, incredulous.
Magolor blinks.
“Why would we do that?”
Taranza tries to think of the best way to explain.
“She… might not look like what you’d expect her to look like,” he decides on.
“What? And so she’s still a Sectra?”
“Something like th- listen, it doesn’t really matter, alright? I… I don’t quite know how to explain it, and so just…- just be prepared for anything. Just promise me you won’t stare. I don’t want you to make her feel weird.”
Magolor and Susie are quiet for a moment. When they realize he’s waiting for a response, though, they nod.
“We won’t stare,” Susie says.
“Promise,” Magolor agrees. “Whatever it is that’s going on, I’m sure we’ve seen weirder.”
“Good,” Taranza says, turning. “I’ll take you to her, then. Follow me. Dedede has us situated in the west wing.”
There isn’t much conversation as the three of them make their way down the hall. Magolor and Susie are far too focused on what’s up ahead, and, admittedly, Taranza is nervous.
He hopes that he’s making the right decision in bringing them here. He hopes that they and Nia will get along. If something were to go wrong or they were to hurt her feelings or not like her, he doesn’t know what he’d do. He could never forgive himself, he thinks.
He just as soon reminds himself that he shouldn’t be worrying about things like that, though. He… trusts Magolor and Susie. He knows they wouldn’t harm Nia. They’re his friends. They’re going to be her friends, too. They’re going to adore her. He won’t believe anything else.
A deep breath as he reaches their room. He knocks on the door.
“Nia!” he calls. “I’ve brought Susie and Magolor! Is it okay if we come in?”
A moment passes, but then a soft, scratchy voice responds.
“...It’s okay.”
“Great!” Taranza says, reaching for the doorknob. His hand feels just a little bit stiff. Still, he twists it, forcing an awkward smile, then pulling open the door.
Inside, Nia’s standing just in front of the bed. Her hood shadows her face and her hands are pressed close to her body. She doesn’t look directly at them— head low and slightly turned.
A pang of sadness. It’s clear she’s trying to hide as much of herself as she can, and it breaks Taranza’s heart. She doesn’t need to stay out of sight! His friends aren’t going to judge her. They…-
…They’re staring.
Why are they staring? He told them not to.
It’s just for a split second— they tear their gaze away just as soon, but he sees it: the way their eyes widen just slightly. Magolor’s fur bristles. Susie’s shoulders tense.
And Nia catches it. He knows she does. She’s not stupid. She bites down on her lip as a streak of brown fur burgeons from her face.
That, too, earns some sort of silent reaction. They realize collectively she’s not stagnant. Fingers, curled against her side contort. The glowing white eye that Taranza was so glad to see starts to cloud with purple.
And then, just as soon as it began, it’s over.
The moment of restless silence comes to an end.
“Oh!” Magolor says, “And so you’re the Queen Nia I’ve heard so much about! It’s wonderful to finally meet Taranza’s beloved best friend! I’m not sure how much you’ve heard about me, but I’m Magolor: renowned interdimensional traveler and Taranza’s coolest bro. Pleased to make your acquaintance!”
As he saunters towards Nia, all of the tension fades from his body. He holds out a hand.
That really is like Magolor, isn’t it? To try and change the mood as swiftly as possible.
Nia clearly can’t tell what to make of his sudden friendliness— staring at his outstretched hand, taken aback… but Taranza, at least, is grateful. The sooner they move on from Magolor and Susie’s initial reactions, the better.
He makes his way over to Nia’s side.
“Nia, this is Magolor,” he explains. “Or… well, I suppose he already introduced himself, but he’s a very good friend of mine. You can trust him. He’s eccentric, but very, very kind. I’m sure the two of you will get along.”
Nia still seems apprehensive, but takes Magolor’s hand nevertheless.
“It’s… a privilege to meet you, Magolor,” she says, grip tight. “I’m glad to see Taranza has other friends.”
It’s a moment before Susie joins them, but as Taranza motions his hand, she makes her way over. He gestures to her, then to Nia.
“Nia, meet Susie. Susie, meet Nia,” he says. “Susie is another one of my very best friends. She is so, so smart and talented. Remember that ‘television’ I told you about? That was made by her! She’s always inventing amazing things like that.”
“Technically, I did not invent the television,” Susie is quick to clarify. “But I appreciate the admiration.” Then, she turns to Nia. “It’s good to meet you. Magolor is correct when he says Taranza has discussed you quite a bit.”
“And only had good things to say, of course!” Magolor adds on. “He’s really, really, really talked you up. It’s honestly been kind of excessive. Maybe it’s a little embarrassing, but you know what I think?” He leans in towards Nia, lowering his voice to a stage whisper, “I think he might actually have a crush on you.”
Nia makes a face. Taranza startles.
“M- Magolor!” he sputters. “ Cut it out! Don’t say things like that! You’re going to make her uncomfortable!”
“What?” Magolor asks, snickering. “I’m not being serious. I’m just trying to lighten the mood a little! And it’s not wrong to say you’ve talked her up.” He looks towards Nia, speaking in a more earnest tone. “Taranza likes you. A lot. I’m sure he’s over the moon now that you’re back.”
Well, Magolor is right about that much. Taranza reaches out for Nia’s hand.
“...Right,” she says, nodding.
“How has being alive been treating you? You getting used to things? Enjoying yourself?” Magolor asks. “Surreal, isn’t it? The perspective going through something like that gives you? Not that I’ve ever died, but I came close, once! Messed with some stuff I shouldn’t have, ticked off the wrong guy, got sent straight to the abyss, had to claw my way out… y’know, the usual. Not a good time, I’ll tell you that!”
Of course he’s somehow found a way to make the conversation about himself. And in any other situation, Taranza would shoot him a sharp look and ask “Is now really the time!?” But just this once, it may actually be for the best. Taranza sees the way Nia’s shoulders relax ever so slightly.
She probably doesn’t want to be the focus right now.
“I’ve been… getting by,” she says. “Taranza has been a very big help. That illegitimate royal friend of his, too.” A pause. “I’m surprised to hear you’ve been through something similar.”
“Yeeeeah, I learned the hard way not to mess with Kirby,” Magolor admits with a laugh. “Little guy’s a powerhouse.”
At that, Nia stops. An antenna twitches.
“That thing killed you, too?”
A moment passes. As Magolor squints, it seems to sink in she’d said something wrong.
“That…- that person,” she rectifies. “‘Kirby.’ You’re telling me he also eviscerated you?”
“‘Eviscerated’ may be a bit of an exaggeration,” Magolor says finally. “I already told you he didn’t kill me, but yes, we fought. I kind of swindled him… it’s a long story, really— way too complex to explain all in one sitting, But the long and short of it is he cleaved me in half.”
“Cleaved you in half?” Sectonia repeats.
Her breath hitches, and, just slightly, her grip on Taranza’s hand tightens. He feels roots creep beneath her skin.
It’s not difficult to tell where her mind wanders.
“Magolor,” Taranza says firmly. “Don’t. You’re giving her the wrong idea of who Kirby is. You’re going to scare her.”
“What? Seriously?” Magolor asks. It’s only then that he seems to realize what he’s doing. He shakes his head. “Oh, no, don’t worry about that,” he tells Nia. “Don’t let me get to your head. There’s no reason to be scared of Kirby. Dude’s a little marshmallow. Sweetest guy around. Even ripping me in half was basically for a good cause— saving me from myself or whatever. He’s good. The two of us are, like, besties now. Built him a theme park to atone for my sins and everything!”
Taranza can’t see him grin, but he just knows there's an insufferably proud smile hidden behind his collar. Magolor’s never exactly been a humble person, but he’s at his most boastful when it comes to bragging about his latest endeavor: the extravagant ‘Merry Magoland.’
Not that Nia seems particularly convinced. She frowns.
“‘...Besties?’” She asks. “There’s not bad blood?”
“Nah. Maybe I was tilted for a bit, but I got over myself. And even if I were still mad at him, it’s not like there’s anything I could do about it. Not going to make that mistake twice! Trust me when I say you don’t want t-”
“That’s not what I mean.”
Magolor pauses.
“...What do you mean, then?”
“Surely he despises you, yes?”
At that, Magolor deflates some.
“...I’m not sure what you’re getting at,” he says.
“If you ‘swindled him’ and this upset him enough for him to make an attempt on your life,” Nia says, “Then there must be animosity. Are you telling me you legitimately believe he’d consider you a friend after doing something like that? I’m not sure I buy it. Don’t you think that’s a tad naive?”
Magolor’s eyes narrow, and he looks half-ready to legitimately argue, but Taranza steps in before things can escalate.
“Nia,” he says. “Don’t say things like that. I understand your skepticism, but it’s true that Magolor and Kirby are friends. Kirby is a very forgiving person. You’ll see that for yourself once you get to know him. I already told you that Kirby and I were also friends, didn’t I? Don’t you think that wouldn’t be possible if he were the type to hold a grudge? King Dedede is someone he’s very close to, and I kidnapped him.”
“Not to mention even he and Dedede were enemies once upon a time,” he continues. “Like I explained earlier, he stole all of the food in Dreamland and Kirby stopped him by force. They wouldn’t be friends in the way they are if Kirby was vindictive. He’s just not the type to get hung up on that sort of thing.”
Magolor nods, letting out a huff.
“I mean, like half of Kirby’s friend group are redeemed baddies. You’ve got Dedede… Meta Knight— who started a whole coup, Daroach— who will steal just about anything that’s not nailed down, Marx— the delightful little menace… heck, even Suz’ messed with him once! I am not that bad in comparison.”
“Stating I ‘messed with him’ is putting it lightly,” Susie says dryly, “But, for once, the imbecile is correct. Half of the people Pinky spends his time with are certified degenerates. Like Taranza said: he simply doesn’t know how to hold a grudge. Trust me when I say it bewildered me at first, too… objectively, it doesn’t make any sense, but it is what it is. Foolish as it is, he’s quick to forgive.”
“I don’t see any point in psychoanalyzing it, personally,” Magolor responds. “After all, we’re lucky, aren’t we? That he’s so eager to let all of that stuff be water under the bridge? You know what they say: don’t check a gift Wheelie’s treads. He’s not walloping us. For that alone, I’m grateful.”
Nia still clearly doesn’t get it, though. Her brow furrows and she frowns. She thinks that Magolor, Susie, and even Taranza are being gullible about this, doesn’t she?
…Taranza supposes he can’t blame her. She’s only met Kirby before in a very, very unfortunate context. All she knows of him is his sheer, overwhelming power. She no doubt can’t shake the memory of being bested by him, then burned to death. Who in the world could?
Even Taranza was scared of Kirby for a brief period of time. When that thing started chasing him, trying to get King Dedede back, he was mystified… even moreso when he realized just how persistent his pursuer was. It was one thing for the Dreamlander to follow him to Fine Fields… but for him to make it past Flowery Woods? Paintra? Coily Rattler, too? By the time Taranza reached Royal Road, he was legitimately afraid.
Even moreso when Kirby defeated King Dedede without issue… when it sunk in that he was the true hero of the Lower World and that Taranza had grabbed the wrong person. There was a reason he’d cried out to his queen for help.
It hadn’t been until after what happened on that awful, moonlit night that he truly began to understand Kirby. Even after Kirby freed Floralia, Taranza was still unnerved by him for quite a while. How could he not be when he’d seen Kirby kill the person he loved so effortlessly? Even if it was their only option… even if she was just a shell of herself at that point, that didn’t make it any less disturbing. A small part of Taranza worried Kirby was going to come for him next.
(At the time, an even smaller part of him likely would have welcomed it.)
But Kirby never once threatened or attacked Taranza. Instead, it was Kirby who accompanied King Dedede to make sure he was alright during the darkest period of his life. He’d come check up on Taranza— bring gifts and offer condolences. And, slowly, it began to sink in for Taranza that he was legitimately just a child.
…A child who’d been forced to make an extremely difficult decision. A child who’d had to do something no child should have had to do. An earnest, kind-hearted, good kid who just wanted to see people happy and didn’t understand why that wasn’t always possible.
Needless to say, Taranza isn’t scared of Kirby anymore. He’s still well-aware of his strength, but he knows he’s no monster.
“Kirby is kind,” he agrees. “There’s no reason to doubt his friendship with anyone here or fear retribution from him. Before you even know it, he’ll be trying to win you over too.”
“And he will, by the way,” Magolor adds. “You might go ‘this is weird. What is this guy thinking?’ at first, but before you even know it, you’ll also be a member of his fan club. Dude’s got a certain je ne sais quoi to him.”
“...Right,” Nia says. Awkwardly, she clears her throat, “But enough about the child. How did you all meet Taranza? You seem… close.”
“Oh, yeah, we totes are,” Magolor says, slinging a hand across Taranza’s shoulder. “We’re also besties. Fellow wizards. Brothers in arms. We first got to know one another just a little bit after Taranza decided to turn over a new leaf. I heard there was a new ex-baddie on the scene and decided to check it out… y’know, invite him to my ex-baddies book club. He wasn’t exactly open to it at first, though.”
Taranza shifts his weight, awkwardly shaking Magolor off of him. He lets out a hesitant laugh.
“Mmmmm… yeah, I was feeling a tad antisocial at the time,” he admits.
He hopes that the implications as to why aren’t too obvious. He doesn’t want Nia worrying about his mental state in the immediate time after her death.
“Talking to you was like trying to nail jello to a tree,” Magolor says. “I never gave up, though… y’know, since I was so cool and charismatic, and eventually you started to come out of your shell. Especially once you were put on babysitting duty.”
“Babysitting duty?” Nia asks.
Susie’s cheeks flush pink.
“I believe that’s a derisive comment directed towards me,” she mutters. “Following my own… mild wrongdoing and confrontation with Pinky, there was a brief period wherein I was stranded. The vessel I used to arrive on this planet was destroyed, meaning I had no way to return to my company’s headquarters. I was forced to seek temporary asylum, and Pinky ended up placing me with Taranza.”
“It was the most sensible place for my house arrest,” she continues. “Not only did it mean I would be far from Dreamland, where I’d caused the most issues, but Pinky knew Taranza was responsible enough to prevent me from getting up to any trouble.” A pause. “Not that I intended to, of course. But I hadn’t exactly earned his trust yet, at the time. And I can’t ultimately complain too much. It all worked out.”
“Darn right it did!” Magolor says. “Somehow you— the most misanthropic person I know— were able to get Taranza to come out of his shell. I could hardly believe it. Still can’t, sometimes! It was like things just clicked.”
“Well,” Taranza says, tugging at his scarf. “Susie and I had a lot in common. It might not have seemed that way on the surface, but… it’s true. And it helped. Knowing I wasn’t alone. I’m very grateful to her. And to you, Magolor. It means a lot that you didn’t give up on trying to get through to me.”
“Of course not! Evildoers turned goodboys have got to stick together!”
Taranza gives a smile. For as ridiculously as Magolor is wording it, he’s telling the truth when he says he’s appreciative.
“I… see,” Nia responds. “It seems he’s very lucky to have you both. It sounds like he was suffering a lot before you came into his life.”
A pang of guilt. And so the implication did sink in. Taranza supposes it only makes sense. All the same, though, he’s hurried to try and alleviate her concern.
“W- well, I don’t know if- suffering probably isn’t the right word for-“
“It’s true,” Susie interjects. “Taranza was in a very bad state when I first met him. He’s doing much better now, though, and I hope that’s something that will continue. He’s important to us, you know. We never want to see him like that again.”
It’s unlike her to cut him off, and even more unlike her to expose him like that. Taranza’s surprised.
The way that she’s looking at Nia… there’s a slight intensity behind her eyes. Is that supposed to be a warning?
‘No,’ he decides just as soon. ‘Susie wouldn’t do something like that.’ He’s sure she believes him when he tells her Nia wouldn’t do anything to hurt him.
Still, there’s an uneasy moment of silence as Nia meets Susie’s gaze, and it’s only disrupted when Taranza speaks up in a stilted tone.
“You don’t have to worry about anything like that,” he promises. “Even if I… wasn’t at my best when we first met, it’s like you said— I’m doing much better now. And there are only reasons for that to remain true. The future looks bright. Nia’s alive again, plus, now I have you all. It’s true I’m a very lucky person. I mean… just look at what’s happening at this very moment. At long last, I’m finally introducing my most treasured friends to one another. Why wouldn’t I be over the moon?”
And that, barely, seems to diffuse the tension. Magolor nods.
“It’s as if each and every one of your dreams has come true. We’re happy for you. We really are.” A pointed look. “…Right, ‘Suz?”
“Of course,” Susie says, shoulders relaxing. And from there, things seem to go back to normal. The group returns to small talk, and in time Taranza is able to forget his worries.
‘See?’ He thinks, holding Nia’s hand the whole time. ‘They’re nice. You have nothing to worry about.’
Susie and Magolor can’t stay forever, though. Just a little while later, Susie’s phone goes off.
“Uh-oh,” she says, letting out an exasperated sigh. “Seems I may have to go. I forgot I delayed a meeting until 11AM. I really shouldn’t push it back further.”
Admittedly, Taranza is a little bit disappointed to see her leave so soon, but he understands. She’s a busy woman. It’s fortunate she was able to come by at all. He probably shouldn’t hold her up, especially considering the fact that the reason she had to push the meeting back in the first place was likely due to his poor communication.
And besides…
“That’s probably for the best. As nice as it’s been having the two of you here, I don’t want to overwhelm Nia. You can get back to your lives.”
“Boo! You’re kicking me out, too, just ‘cause the workaholic has to go?” Magolor asks.
“Well, not kicking you out. I just-”
“I know,” Magolor interjects, letting out a laugh. “I’m just messing with you. You don’t have to justify yourself to me. I get it. Really, it’s a good idea I duck out, too. I can clown on her for being on the grindset all I want, but I’ve got a business to maintain, too. Merry Magoland’s been closed all morning, and that’s a lot of happy customers I’m letting down. I should open the gates.”
Taranza nods.
“I’ll be seeing you around, then. I’ll keep in touch, though, okay? I’m sorry again for making you worry. I well and truly didn’t mean to.”
“...It’s fine,” Susie says. “We’re just glad you’re okay.”
“Maybe unsilence your phone for once, though,” Magolor suggests. “We were blowing it up. I can’t believe you didn’t hear anything.”
“Oh- uh. My phone,” Taranza says. “I’m… not actually sure if that’s charged? Or if I even have it on hand. I believe it may have been left in the castle when I was driven out.”
Call him careless, but oftentimes he struggles to even remember the perplexing device exists. It’s nice to be able to have a way to communicate with friends from a distance and all, but actually using the thing may as well be rocket science. There are so many strange menus and it’s weird how often he has to plug it in. He didn’t have anything like that growing up in Floralia.
“My guy,” Magolor says, disbelieving.
“No. It’s okay. I’ll get him a new one,” Susie says. “About time he upgraded to the latest model anyways. And I can get one for her, too, while I’m at it.”
Taranza isn’t necessarily looking forward to explaining how to use a cell phone to Nia considering he himself barely even knows how to do so, but he appreciates the thought. He gives a smile.
“Thank you,” he says sheepishly. “I really didn’t mean to lose it.”
“It’s not as if it’s your fault,” Susie says with a shrug. “You couldn’t have known you were going to be driven out. Besides, replacing one or two cell phones is hardly an expense the Haltmann Works Company can’t afford. My accountants won’t even notice.”
“Ah… well, I suppose that makes sense,” Taranza responds. “You are pretty wealthy.”
“Wealthy’s downplaying it. Girl’s a trust fund baby,” Magolor says before giving a wave. “But we’ll be seeing you around, ‘Ranz! And you, too, Queen Nia! Know that my offer to join the ex-baddies book club is always open to you as well. Taranza may have been too stuffy to say ‘yes,’ but I’ve no doubt you’re cooler, so give it some thought, dude!”
A pair of finger guns as he makes his way over to the door. Nia’s face bunches, though.
It takes Taranza a moment to even realize why.
“Oh. Uh. Nia’s not a ‘dude,’ for the record. Please don’t call her that. She’s a girl. Just a girl.”
For a brief moment, he’s terrified Magolor is going to insist it’s a gender neutral term and that he ‘calls Susie that all the time,’ but to his relief, he doesn’t. Instead, ears perking, he simply gives a nod and responds:
“Right. Got it. Sorry, dudette!”
Taranza pinches his brow.
You can get Magolor to correctly gender a person, but good luck getting him to stop talking like a lunatic in general.
Doesn’t he know that that’s no way to refer to royalty? How can he seriously use the word ‘queen’ and then that linguistic abomination in such short succession? Doesn’t he realize there’s a bit of a dissonance th-
…No. Taranza shouldn’t dwell on it too much. He’s learned better than to question what comes out of Magolor’s mouth 95% of the time at this point. Nia no longer looks uncomfortable— just bewildered, and that’s all that matters.
Magolor and Susie make their way towards the doorway. Although as they do, Susie turns back.
“Mind leading us out?” she asks.
“Oh!” Taranza says. “Not one bit.” Although he does turn over his shoulder to look at Nia. “Would you like to come with?”
She shakes her head.
“...I believe I’ve had enough. You can see your friends off.”
“Alright, then. I’ll be right back, though, okay? Don’t worry. I won’t be gone for long.”
He gives her hand a reassuring squeeze, then pulls away. He leads Magolor and Susie out into the hall.
There’s a bit of an awkward energy as they proceed through the castle, making their way out of Nia’s earshot. Taranza fidgets with his hands.
“So,” he says, forcing a smile, “What did you think? Amazing, yeah? That went well.”
“Sure did,” Magolor says. “It was good finally meeting her after all this time. Not exactly what I expected from the way you described her, but… she seems nice, if a little shy.”
“Ah, yeah, usually she’s a little more self-assured,” Taranza admits. “But she’s still getting used to interacting with people again… being herself and all. It’ll take a little bit for her to come out of her shell.”
“Right, right,” Magolor says, nodding, “Makes sense.”
Susie doesn’t speak right away, though, and so Taranza addresses her directly.
“What about you?” he asks. “You also liked her, yes?”
Slight nerves. The fact that she doesn’t respond immediately doesn’t fill him with confidence.
Still, eventually Susie nods, too.
“Of course,” she says. “Provided she’s actually gone back to being the person you say she was before her corruption, I believe we’ll get along just fine. I will admit I have a few questions, though. About how this seems just a little too good to be true, as well as her… state.”
That last word comes out just a little bit strained.
Taranza shifts uncomfortably.
“I suppose I should explain that to the best of my ability, shouldn’t I?” he admits.
He was going to have to address the Phan Phan in the room sooner or later.
“Yes,” Susie says, “You should. You understand why it’s a tad concerning that she's still a Sectra, yes? Or… something like one.” She tilts her head. “Her body was fluctuating as we conversed. Why?”
“Well, I don’t know for certain,” Taranza admits, tugging at his scarf, “The Mage Sisters’ Hyness seemed to believe that it could have to do with her ‘parasitic’ genetic makeup, but even he wasn’t one-hundred percent sure. He suggested that her form could be clashing with itself, reflecting both her body-stealing past and whatever… identity-issues she may currently be dealing with.”
“She’s not always a Sectra, though,” he goes on. “Sometimes she’s much closer to an Arachnid. It’s… um, varied, really, based on exactly how she ‘perceives herself.’”
His brow furrows. His mouth feels dry. Discussing it seems wrong, somehow. Like he’s judging her. Or at least making Magolor and Susie think that he is.
“H- hopefully it’s something that’ll resolve itself soon!” he says, as if to ease their concern. “As she comes to understand herself better and accept that what happened wasn’t her fault, ideally, she’ll stabilize. Although, of course, even if she doesn’t, that’s okay, too! However things end up, we’ll find a way to make it work. She’s beautiful no matter what she looks like, and besides, I’m just glad she’s here.”
“Thank you for being… kind to her,” he continues, bowing his head. “She’s been struggling with everything. When Dedede first saw her this morning he- um- screamed. Which…- I’m not mad at him for, of course! It’s just- this has all been…” He lets out a sigh. “This has all been a lot.”
“Sounds like it,” Magolor says. “There’s no need to thank us, though. I just wish you’d explained all that to us before we went in there. We probably would have been better prepared.”
“I know,” Taranza says. “I guess I just…” he bites down on his lip. “I don’t want to think of Nia as something people have to prepare themselves for.”
The thought alone makes him feel sick to his stomach. That would be admitting that she’s strange— scary even. That would be validating her fears. And she’s neither of those things. She’s not abnormal. She’s no monster. She’s his queen, and she shouldn’t have to come with a disclaimer. If people can’t handle her, then that’s their problem!
But… would a warning prevent people from staring at her the same way Magolor and Susie did earlier?
He doesn’t know what to think.
“Fair,” Magolor responds. “I can’t really blame you for that.”
But Susie, once more, seems to be deep in thought. There’s a troubled look in her eyes.
“Is something wrong?” Taranza asks.
“Not necessarily,” she answers. “I’m just thinking. If what’s happening to her is truly based on how she perceives herself, then that could have some bothersome implications.”
Taranza frowns.
“In what way?”
“Well, it’s simply…” Susie hesitates. “Looking the way she looked just now— so much like a Sectra… does that mean she still sees herself as Sectonia? Maybe I’m just overthinking this, but it’s hard not to worry that something is still wrong.”
“...Still wrong?”
“With her mind. Are you certain she’s been made herself again? That she doesn’t have ill intent and isn’t still fixated on self-serving things such as beauty?”
Taranza’s heart skips a beat.
“Yes, I’m certain!” he sputters, eyes wide. “I saw the corruption burned away myself. Morpho Knight made sure to remove the blight on her soul. I can’t even believe you’d ask me something like that!”
Despite himself, his eyes narrow. He’s hurt and offended for Nia’s sake. Is… is Susie sincerely doubting the sincerity of her character?
He gestures back towards the bedroom.
“Did that seem like a self-centered person to you?”
“Well… no,” Susie says, voice faltering slightly. “Listen, I don’t mean to upset you, but you get why I’m worried, right? Sectonia really, really hurt you.”
“Even so, Nia’s not Sectonia!” Taranza argues, glowering. “Sectonia is the person she was when she was very, very sick. When she was being warped by forces beyond her control. But she’s finally well again. I know she is! I’d recognize her anywhere, and I remember what Sectonia was like.”
With a pit in his stomach, he continues, “When I first brought Nia back, she broke down sobbing. She panicked when she remembered what she did to me. S- she didn’t even start to look like that until she processed everything. Until she felt more guilty than she could possibly put into words. She started saying all of this awful stuff about how she was a monster and she didn’t deserve to be alive, then her body changed. That’s not the self-perception of someone with ill intentions! That’s the self-perception of someone who feels awful!”
“And ‘Sectonia’ wouldn’t have felt that way. Sectonia never apologized. Sectonia never felt bad. Not by the end, there! I knew her better than anyone, and this isn’t her. This is my friend. The friend I had before she got sick. The friend who already feels horrified about everything that happened… so don’t you dare accuse her of that and make her feel even worse!”
He doesn’t even realize he’d raised his voice until he’s panting for breath. His body trembles.
Still, he doesn’t break eye contact. He stares at Susie, unwavering.
…And eventually she averts her gaze.
“Very well then. I see. Perhaps I crossed a line. My apologies I… didn’t mean to come off as disparaging. Like I said: I just don’t want you getting hurt. But I suppose you have a point when you say you’re the one who knows her best.”
“I am,” Taranza says. “And so please… just try and believe in her. She’s a good person. I know you’ll see that soon, too.”
He’s a little bit tempted to be angry at Susie, and maybe some part of him is. Hearing Nia talked about like that… it makes his blood boil. At the same time, though, he understands she’s just worried about him. She simply doesn’t know what she’s talking about— doesn’t get Nia yet.
“I’m… sure I will,” Susie says. “Don’t worry. I’ll give her a chance. I merely wanted to bring up my concerns, but if you’re sure it’s nothing to worry about, then it probably isn’t.”
“It’s not,” Taranza says, breaths finally slowing. “Thank you for standing down. Just, please… never say anything like that again. Especially not in front of her.”
“Of course,” Susie says, bowing her head. And then, once more, “...My apologies.”
The energy is uncomfortable, admittedly, as they reach the castle doors. Taranza doesn’t feel bad for standing up for Nia, but he hopes this won’t cause too much strife between him and Susie.
“I’ll- uh, be seeing you two, okay?” he says. “Feel free to come by at any time. Things have been hectic lately and your presence is always welcome. I know Nia wasn’t exactly the most sociable today, but I bet it would make her happy, too, if you were to keep dropping by. She could use some good friends.”
“Oh,” Magolor replies, “Don’t worry, we definitely will. Didn’t you hear what I said? I’ve got to cajole her into joining my book club! Maybe then you’ll also finally sign up. Bit amusing, though, for you to invite us to come by as much as we want. Last I checked this was still King Dedede’s home, wasn’t it?”
“Oh! Well, of course!” Taranza says, cheeks warm. “But I didn’t get the impression…- he’s not the type to mind that sort of thing! If I were to ask him, he’d probably just laugh and respond ‘the more visitors the merrier.’”
“You say that,” Magolor remarks, “But he might not feel the same way if I show up with the Lor’s engines blazing at 3AM in the morning.”
“Well, of course he wouldn’t…- d- don’t you dare!”
“Why not?” Magolor asks, snickering. “Didn’t you say we were free to come by at ‘any time?’”
“You are mincing my words and you know it! Stop this at once!”
Taranza glares. He’s so annoyed he doesn’t even bother to point out that ‘3AM in the morning’ is a redundant statement.
“Okay, okay. I’ll cut it out. You know I’m just messing with you, though. I wouldn’t dare try something like that. You’ve gotta remember it’s not just Kirby who whooped my butt and sent me halfway to death’s door way back when. It was his whole little posse, Dedede included, and I am not raring for another hammer to the face.” Glowering, he rubs at his ‘nose.’ “That thing hurt.”
“Oh, and so you’re not on my best behavior for my sake?” Taranza asks. “Just because you’re scared of Dedede? Gee, thanks.”
He says that snidely, but for all his exasperation, he can’t help but smile. Magolor really does know how to lighten the mood.
“What can I say? It’s not like I’m going to be scared of you. You’ve got to weigh approximately sixty pounds soaking wet and I’m still not convinced you could throw a punch if your life depended on it. You’re about as threatening as a Beanbon, dude.”
“Pardon?” Taranza asks. “You’re talking to the person who just bested Death in a fight!”
“Yeah, for a girl he liked. Even when you’re doing something cool it’s inevitably for some sort of adorable reason. Not doing much to change my mind.”
“Well, excuse you,” Taranza huffs. “If you ask me, there’s nothing cooler than doing something for the sake of someone you love!”
Magolor looks ready to retort, but before he can, Susie flicks his ear.
“Didn’t you say you had a theme park to return to?” she asks. “Are you going to get on that, or would you rather stand here tormenting Taranza all day? As funny as I’m sure you think you are, there’s probably an angry mob forming outside of your establishment. I’d get to placating them before they start tearing things apart.”
“Tearing things apart?” Magolor says with a scoff. “I’m not sure what kind of customers you have, but my patrons are CHILL. They wouldn’t do something like that.” A pause. “I probably should get back to them, though, you’re right. Sorry, Ranz’! Picking on you more will have to wait.”
“What a pity,” Taranza says, rolling his eyes.
Although, after a moment, he tacks on:
“Hey! Uh, actually, before you go, could I ask if one of you could get in contact with the Mage Sisters for me? I’d like to let them know I need more cloaks for Nia. The one they gave her is the only thing she’s comfortable wearing right now, and I’d really like to get her into something nicer. I feel bad leaving her in one that’s all torn up. I’d let them know myself, but…” he hisses in through his teeth. “Kind of lost my cell phone, and I don’t want to travel right now while Nia still needs me.”
“Oh! Of course,” Magolor says. “Can do, my guy. I was actually wondering why she was all bundled up in something like that.”
“...Yeah,” Taranza mutters. “Like I said: it’s got to do with her comfort zone. Thank you, though. It’s appreciated.”
“‘Course, dude,” Magolor says. “Any other requests? Or will I be seeing you on the flip side?”
“I think that’s all.”
“Great. I believe I’m outie, then. You coming with, ‘Suz?”
“In… one second,” Susie says. “I was actually wondering if I could have a moment alone with Taranza.”
“A moment alone?” Taranza asks.
“Yeah. There’s something I want to talk with you about, but I’m not sure I want to do it with the imbecile around.”
“Yeesh!” Magolor says. “That’s harsh. ‘The imbecile?’ Seriously?” he turns, wiping at his eyes, then starting to slink off. “Fine, then… I’ll go. I can tell when I’m not wanted. You two have your heart to heart. I’ll be outside bawling my eyes out like the poor, innocent, needlessly-persecuted angel that I am.”
For as much of a show as he’s making of it, it’s more than evident he doesn’t actually mind. His voice is dramatic and over the top. He feigns a sniffle and bats his eyes.
“Don’t have too much fun gossiping without me. Stars know my fragile heart couldn’t take it. When you’re ready to apologize, I’ll be waiting for you. Don’t take too long. I may just die of sadness.”
And then, with one last, “Boo-hoo!” he’s gone. He makes his way out the door and shuts it behind him.
Susie rubs at her temples.
“What is his problem?” she asks. “Can’t he see this is exactly why I asked him to go?”
“Well… you know Magolor,” Taranza says with a chuckle. “He’ll never turn down an opportunity to get attention. Sometimes I think he’d be great on the stage.” A pause. “But… um, what was it you wanted to talk about?”
A prickle of anxiety. He bites down on his lip.
“It’s not Nia, is it? Because if you’re intending to insult her again-”
“No, no,” Susie is quick to interject. “It’s not that at all. Please don’t worry about that. It’s not anything so serious. I suppose I just wanted to…” she hesitates. “Well, I wanted to apologize to you.”
“Apologize? For what?”
“For, well…” Susie hesitates, then says, voice softer, “For underestimating you. While everyone else was doubting you, I joined in. I also told you that you couldn’t defeat Morpho Knight, but you did. You went out and accomplished what no-one thought you could, not even your ‘best friend…’ and I’m sorry for that. We must have made you feel really alone.”
“W- what?” Taranza asks. “No! I mean, perhaps I was upset at the time, but everything worked out. A- and it’s not like you had any ill intent. You just didn’t want me getting hurt. I get it. If it were the other way around, I’d have been worried about you, too.”
“Mmmm,” Susie says, scratching at her arm. “I suppose, but all the same, it only felt right to give a proper apology. You did it. We were wrong about you.”
If it were anyone else, Taranza would be tempted to rub it in. He’d puff out his chest and say, ‘Yeah. You were. I told you so, didn’t I?’
But not with Susie. Instead, he simply responds, “...Indeed, I did it. Somehow I got what I wanted. Now that the adrenaline’s worn off, I kind of can’t believe it myself. It all sounds far fetched… that I accomplished something like that. I suppose I just… couldn’t not? With what was on the line, failing wasn’t ever an option. I had to succeed, and so I did. And, ultimately? I’m proud of it.”
“You should be,” Susie says. “You’re a good friend. Nia’s lucky to have you. To have someone who wasn’t willing to give up on her. Who would have paid any price for her sake.” A pause. She averts her gaze. “...You’re a good person in general, Taranza. You’re selfless. I’ve always respected that about you.”
Despite the kind words, there’s a strange intonation to her voice. Her robotic antennae pin back, betraying some level of unease.
Taranza wonders why. Is she onto him? When she calls him ‘selfless,’ does she even begin to understand just what that means?
That Taranza did pay a price heavier than the risk of losing his life? That he didn’t just fight Morpho Knight, but offer himself up to it? To Nia?
He’s not sure, but either way, he’s acutely aware of the empty cavity in his chest. Can Susie tell just how tired he is?
If she can, she doesn’t comment on it. Simply straightens her posture and says, “That’s all I wanted to discuss. Perhaps it was a little unnecessary, but it was eating at me, and so I wanted to say something.”
A deep breath, and all at once, the restlessness leaves her body. Whatever worries Susie had are banished to the back of her mind.
“I’m - uh, glad you’re okay, by the way. I know Magolor already told you we were worried about you, but I almost feel as if that wasn’t enough. We were terrified, Taranza. For a moment, I seriously thought…-”
She doesn’t dare say it, but Taranza knows the words resting on the tip of her tongue.
“No,” he says. “No, I’m just fine. You never needed to be concerned about something like that. While I was fighting Morpho Knight, you all… you also gave me drive, truthfully. I knew I had to win, that way I could come home to you. Even your doubt made it clear just how much you cared, and so I didn’t want to put you through something like losing me. That was also never even an option. I’m… sorry I didn’t get in contact sooner. Thank you, though, for letting me mean something to you. It means more than I could possibly put into words.”
“Of course,” Susie says. “You’re our friend. Why wouldn’t you mean something to us? You’re important. We don’t know what we’d do without you, and so thank you for coming back here in one piece.”
Then, she pulls Taranza into a hug. He’s surprised, because that’s unusual for her, but he supposes it makes sense. It’s just another sign of the anxiety he put her through… of the relief she’s feeling now.
He returns her hug, squeezing her reassuringly.
“I’m not going anywhere anytime soon,” he says. “And so don’t you worry.”
“You’d better mean that,” Susie says, pulling away just as quickly as she pulled in. “But- uh, I should probably be going now. I just wanted to make all of that known first. I’ll be seeing you around?”
“I’ll be seeing you around,” Taranza promises. “Thank you again for stopping by. As I said, you’re always welcome.”
But as Susie makes her way over to the door, turning back just briefly to look at Taranza, his smile falters ever so slightly. A pit forms in his stomach.
‘I’m not going anywhere.’
How can he say that with a straight face knowing what he’s done?
Morpho Knight told him, point-blank, what he was giving up with half of his soul. It warned him he was sacrificing his strength, his vitality— his lifeforce. It warned him he’d probably die young. But Taranza hadn’t cared, and he still doesn’t, mostly.
It had been necessary. He owed it to Nia. He stole her life away, and so sacrificing half of his was his only option. If it were a decision made in a vacuum, he wouldn’t feel an ounce of regret.
But it gives him pause, admittedly, to hear Susie and Magolor say things like ‘I care about you.’ What will they think when he’s gone? Will they resent him? Will they suffer because of him? Lie, curled up in bed, wracked by grief, the same way he did when he first lost his queen?
It’s a harrowing thought. One that almost makes him wish they didn’t care. Things would certainly be easier, then. But they do, and one day, they might hate him for his decision.
Susie’s already experienced loss before. How will she react if she’s forced to lose him, too? And what about Nia? Will Susie hate her? Blame her for it? Will Nia blame herself, too?
A pit in Taranza’s stomach. He forces himself to take a deep breath and tells himself that that’s not something he should be worrying about right now.
Even if he gave up half of his lifespan, he still has a very long existence ahead of him. It’s not like he’s going to disappear tomorrow. He should focus on the present, and right now, he’s here with all of the people he cares about.
He couldn’t possibly ask for a better sort of life.
He decides it’s best he makes his way back to Nia as quickly as possible. She’s probably worried about him, and the sooner he gets to her, the sooner he can banish the troubled thoughts from his head. Seeing her will make him feel better— he just knows it.
And as he makes his way towards her room, he feels it. Slowly, some ounce of strength returns to his body. His eyes still feel heavy and his body frail, but breathing comes easier. That void in his chest is filled.
It’s as if they’re complete when they’re together.
He stops in front of the door, giving a knock and saying, “I’ve returned. May I come in?”
Once more, it’s a moment before Nia responds, but eventually she answers, “Of course.”
Taranza pokes his head into the room, and thankfully, Nia is right where he left her. He makes his way over to her side.
“So,” he says. “What did you think? Did you like getting to meet Magolor and Susie?”
Nia shrugs.
“They were fine, I suppose.”
Admittedly, that’s not the answer Taranza was hoping to receive. There’s a lack of enthusiasm in Nia's voice.
“Just fine?” he asks. “Why? Was there something you didn’t like?”
“I’m not certain. I suppose it felt as if…” Nia hesitates. “Well, as if their courtesy was forced. It was clear they didn’t particularly want to be there communicating with me.”
“What?” Taranza asks. “Don’t say that! They thought you were great!”
Nia shoots him an unconvinced look.
“Doubtful,” she says. “That ‘Magolor’ individual was clearly putting on a show; his flattery couldn’t have possibly been more insincere, and as for ‘Susie…’” she glowers. “Truthfully, she barely even tried to hide it. She sees me as contemptible, doesn’t she?”
“No! Nononono,” Taranza insists. “Not at all! You’ve gotten the wrong impression, Nia. They want to be your friends. They really do.”
A pause. He sits down on the bed, patting the spot beside him. Perhaps she’ll feel better if she takes a seat.
She hesitates, but does eventually join him. The mattress creaks slightly with her weight.
“Taranza,” she says, “There’s no point in lying.”
“I’m not lying, though!” Taranza insists. “I mean that. I really do. I know they may have come across that way, but that doesn’t mean they don’t like you. They’re like that with everyone.”
“You’re right,” he continues, “Magolor is a showman. He’s dramatic and over the top, but he’s not a liar. Even when he’s exaggerating like that, there’s a shred of truth to it. He’s just the sort of person who…- he doesn’t like to be earnest. So he hides his feelings behind big words and a mellow demeanor. He still manages to get across what he actually means, though. It’s just obfuscated by an air of aloofness. And then as for Susie…”
That, admittedly, he has to give some more thought. Can he really tell Nia Susie doesn’t have any hard feelings with the conversation they just had? She was worried for a moment there. Afraid Nia was still corrupted. She couldn’t help but wonder if she was something Taranza had to be protected from.
But he doesn’t want to think of that as Susie disliking Nia? She doesn’t dislike her. She just…
“She can’t trust easily,” he decides on. “Susie is a very, very guarded person. She’s been… hurt a lot in the past, and she doesn’t really like to open up. Sometimes this can make her seem harsh, but she’s not ill intentioned— not really. She’s just fiercely protective of herself and the people she loves, and she’s inclined to see everyone around her as a potential threat. But that doesn’t mean you did anything wrong. She just… needs a little more time to warm up, that’s all.”
And that’s the truth. He believes that. He won’t be dishonest with Nia and say that Susie is enthusiastic about any of this, but he’s also not going to say that he thinks she hates her. Because she doesn’t . She just cares about Taranza, and because of that, she’s inclined to see threats where there aren’t any.
But eventually she’ll open up. Soon enough, she’ll see the real Nia, just like she came to see the real him. And then Nia will be someone she wants to protect, too.
“...Right,” Nia says. “If you say so.”
But it’s clear she doesn’t believe him. The words come out forced.
“Nia,” Taranza says. “I mean that. You need to trust me on this. These people are my friends. You don’t think I’d be friends with anyone who would hurt you, do you?”
“Well, no-”
“Then please. Just try and believe in Magolor and Susie. It would mean a whole lot to me.”
Nia’s quiet for a moment. But eventually, averting her eyes, she relents.
“Very well then,” she says. “I will try my best. I… apologize if it feels as if I’m insulting your friends. It’s not that I intend to be disparaging. I appreciate all that they’ve done for you. I just…” A pause. “I don’t know. Either way, I’ll stop.”
“Hey, it’s okay,” Taranza insists. “You don’t need to apologize. You haven’t done anything wrong. You’re just scared they won’t like you, yeah? But you and they both deserve more credit. They’re good people. And you’re someone more than worth loving. Just give them a little bit. Things will feel more natural with time.”
He reaches out for her hand, giving it a squeeze.
“It’ll get better,” he says. “I promise.”
Nia doesn’t respond right away as he runs his thumb over her knuckles. She stares down at her lap.
“...I’ll try to take your word for it,” she says finally.
“Good,” Taranza says, pressing up against her side. “That’s all I’m asking. You’ve got this. And I’m sorry if I stressed you out— If I introduced you too soon.”
“No, it’s okay,” Nia says. “It was only natural you wanted me to meet them. They seem important to you.”
“They are. But no-one’s as important as you,” Taranza says. “Your comfort will always come first. So let me know if I’m pushing you too hard.”
“...Yeah. I will.”
“Wonderful. Then now that that’s dealt with, why don’t we take a little bit of time to unwind? We don’t have to do anything special for the rest of the day. We can spend the rest of the morning in here… read some. Have a nice, quiet lunch. Maybe sit in the garden for a bit. Doesn’t that sound nice?”
“Mmmm,” Nia says. “That… sounds nice. I’d like that.”
And so that’s just what they do. They stay in the bedroom for the next hour or two, sitting side by side. Then, once it’s afternoon, they have lunch. Dedede doesn’t approach them telling them the food is ready— Taranza can only imagine he’s too busy for that, but when they start to get hungry he ducks out of the room and makes his way into the kitchen. There, the Waddle Dees are willing to provide him something, and once he’s acquired their meals, he takes them back to Nia.
They go to the same terrace where they ate breakfast, although, of course, Dedede isn’t there this time. It’s just the two of them overlooking Dreamland.
Taranza tells Nia all about what they can see. He points to a nearby village… to a lush forest and even to Kirby’s home. He talks about a beach a little ways off and about all of the beautiful fauna and flora nearby.
He’s sure to emphasize that Dreamland is a really, really nice place. He says he’s been here quite often and that he really likes it. He supposes more than anything he just wants to make sure Nia doesn’t feel homesick… that this feels like a vacation as opposed to an exile.
He’s not sure how well it works, though. There’s still a melancholy glint to her eye.
So, after they’ve eaten, he takes her out to the garden to try and raise her spirits. Like he said: it’s nowhere near as impressive as the garden they had in Royal Road, but it’s still nice. The air is fresh and the flowers are beautiful. They sit in the grass and Taranza talks and talks.
He’s not even really sure what to talk about. He just isn’t comfortable with the silence. So he rambles about plants— about other times he’s visited Castle Dedede, and he hopes it’s enough.
Once or twice, they bump into other people out there— Waddle Dees just trying to work. Each and every time they stare, wide-eyed, at the unexpected visitors. It’s clear they don’t know what to think.
Taranza is always quick to explain, though, saying that they’re temporary guests at the castle. He introduces himself, just in case the Waddle Dees aren’t familiar, then introduces Nia. He explains she’s a queen, that she’s a very special person, and that it’s imperative everyone treat her with respect.
And the Waddle Dees try their best. They’re inclined to be polite, serving as attendants and all. But it’s clear they feel out of their depth. The entire time they’re working, they send uncertain, sideways glances towards Nia. They whisper amongst themselves.
It reminds Taranza a bit of when he first started visiting the castle. By now most of its residents have grown used to him, but at first, he put them on edge. They’d murmur about how he was the “person who kidnapped King Dedede, wasn’t he?” and remark on how he was just “a little bit unnerving.”
At the time, he couldn’t really blame them. Waddle Dees are skittish by nature. But now that the unease is being directed towards Nia, he’s just a little more peeved
She’s not a threat! She’s not going to do anything. Why make her feel worse than she already does?
And she notices. Taranza tries his best to distract her, but Nia’s hyper aware of the way people gawk at her… how they react with something that’s a mix of fear, confusion and repugnance. They’re careful to avoid her side of the garden.
Her features shift, and as they do, they gawk at that, too.
It’s something that never really seems to cease as she goes throughout the day— the metamorphosis, that is. Sometimes there are reasons for it. The Waddle Dees watch her and wings poke from her back. Taranza presents her with a flower and her left horn burgeons from her head. Other times, though, he can’t quite tell why it’s happening. Her face rounds out, then eventually sharpens again as she sits deep in thought. One moment she has six pairs of hands, the next two.
Her one eye never goes back to the way it was that morning. It doesn’t fully change, though, either. Instead, it stays in that in-between state: vibrant white clouded by purple.
He wishes he could tell what was going on in her head.
Regardless, he tries his best to comfort her, both about her body and about the way people react to her. He doesn’t address it directly, of course— doesn't dare point out when a patch of fur creeps across her cheek or the Waddle Dees hurry out of the garden, but he tells her everything will be okay. That she’s a good person. That he cares about her. That she’s a sight to behold.
“...I’m sure I am,” she mutters.
It doesn’t seem to do much, but he still feels a little better than he did this morning. Even if Nia seems a little listless, he reminds himself she’s only been back for one day. Things will get better. He’s sure he’ll see her smile and hear her laugh again soon.
He just has to stay strong. Be there for her.
And so, even though it hurts when her gaze flits to the ground, he smiles. He presses his body against hers, tells her “I’m here,” and he talks and talks. He tells her stories, even if she’s not quite ready to talk back.
And she relaxes some. She seems slightly less antsy than she did after the conversation with Magolor and Susie. She still doesn’t come across as ecstatic, of course, but more than anything she just appears tired as opposed to anxious or agitated, and tired Taranza can deal with.
He figures they’ll probably start to wind down a little early.
It’s dusk, and the sun is just starting to set when he suggests they grab dinner. He asks her what she thinks.
“I’d be fine with that,” she says.
As he helps her from the ground, he asks if she’d like anything specific. He’s sure the Waddle Dees could make her something special if he asked.
But she responds she’s “Alright with whatever,” and Taranza figures he probably won’t get much from pushing.
“Very well, then,” he says. “We’ll see what they’ve made.”
The two of them begin to make their way inside, although they don’t actually get there. The moment Taranza cracks open a door, he hears something echo from within.
And as recognition hits him, he freezes.
Because he’d know that voice anywhere.
It’s Kirby’s.
Notes:
Hey, look at that! Me posting a chapter at a time OTHER than the dead of night! That's fun!
LOL... yeah, my schedule today allowed me to get this one up at a more reasonable time, and thank gosh, frankly! This is a chapter I've been looking forward to sharing, and it's nice to have it up as soon as possible.
Magolor and ESPECIALLY Susie both play a pretty large role in this fic, so it's great to finally be able to showcase them again, alongside finally have them meet Nia. The three have certainly... uh, given each other an interesting impression, alright. While the first meeting could have gone worse, it also certainly could have gone better.
Magolor, for the most part, didn't manage to cause too much tension, but there's already a sort of... uncomfortable, suspicious energy surrounding Susie and Nia. And it makes sense. Susie is a very guarded person, and... well, 'Sectonia' hurt Taranza a lot. She doesn't want the same thing to happen again, even if she knows that that cautiousness probably makes her seem like a jerk.
That said, she's not trying to be too outwardly standoffish, if only for Taranza's sake. At most, she's being a little passive aggressive.
Still... yeesh! That's not a great sign, is it? That Taranza's old best friend and new best friend instantly feel on edge around one another? Although... actually, that may just be another part of it. After all, why wouldn't the two of them see each other as a threat to their bond with Taranza?
I think these girls might be unwell, guys.
And that's not the end of it. The interesting interactions will soon be continuing! As the cliffhanger revealed, during the next chapter, Nia will finally meet Kirby properly... and so that will be interesting. The thoughts she expressed to Magolor earlier in the chapter might just reveal some of how that encounter is going to go. Which is to say... maybe not the best. She has a very incorrect idea of who Kirby is.
I hope that you're looking forward to the interaction! Although, for now, make sure to let me know what you thought of this chapter, and I'll talk to you again in two weeks!
Chapter 9: to the people i don't like: you're trying too hard
Notes:
Hello, everyone!
As a heads up, there's a headcanon some people consider 'controversial' (not because there's anything remotely problematic about it. Just because it's in some ways associated with misinfo) featured in this chapter. I kindly ask that everyone take it with a grain of salt and try not to get too up and arms upon seeing it. I'll further explain my reasoning for interpreting that thing the way I do in the end notes.
That aside, as always, I hope everyone enjoys!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Kirby’s voice is unmistakable.
“Out here!?” Taranza hears him babble. There are footsteps fast approaching.
“Yes, out there!” Another voice responds, exasperated. “But slow down, won’t you? I’m really not sure it’s the best idea to-”
“I wanna see! I wanna see!”
Taranza tries to warn Nia, but there’s just no time to react. Before he can so much as speak, the castle doors slam open… and he’s knocked to the ground as someone bursts into the garden.
“Haiiii!”
He yelps as he hits the dirt, and he hears Nia gasp. Immediately, she pounces between him and his ‘attacker,’ wings flared as she snarls.
“Don’t lay a finger on him!”
In any other situation, he’d be touched. Her desire to protect him is flattering, truly. But the last thing she needs to be doing currently is picking a fight with Kirby , and so he forces himself to sit up, even if his head spins.
“N- Nia!” he sputters. “Wait! T- there’s no need for that. I’m not in any danger!”
He looks past her, over at Kirby— who, sure enough, is staring at both of them, eyes wide. It’s clear he hadn’t expected to ram into Taranza.
“You didn’t intend to hurt me, correct? It was an accident?”
Kirby nods, a guilty look crossing his face as he processes what he’d done. Quickly, he scurries past Nia, making his way over to Taranza and holding out a hand.
“You okay?” he asks.
“Yes, I’m just fine,” Taranza answers as he takes it. Kirby helps him rise. “A little bit winded, perhaps, but no worse for the wear.”
“Sorry…” Kirby says. “I didn’t mean to.”
It’s only just now that Kirby’s companion manages to catch up to him. Panting, Bandana Waddle Dee bursts through the door.
“Kirby!” he says. “Didn’t I tell you to hold on!? You should have given it some thought before coming out here!”
“But I wanted to see!” Kirby whines, pointing. And, instantly, he seems to perk up. “Look! Look! It’s true! ‘Ranza did it!”
And then, without warning, he darts towards Nia. Leaping into the air, he tackles her, making his best effort to wrap his nubs around her thorax.
“You’re okay!”
Nia freezes, shoulders tensing. For a single moment, she stares at Kirby, petrified, before violently recoiling. Voice shrill, she cries, “A- ack! Get off of me!”
As she swats a hand, her body starts to shift. Her wings shrivel and her abdomen shifts. Nevertheless, she strikes Kirby with a surprising force, knocking him to the ground this time. Then, cowering, she reiterates:
“Don’t touch me! I don’t want to be touched!”
Taranza hurries to her side, stuttering, “H- hey! It’s okay! Please don’t panic! It’s okay. Kirby’s not going to hurt you. He’s just excited. There’s nothing to be afraid of.”
At the same time, Bandee dashes over to help Kirby. Sounding equal parts worried and outraged, he asks, “Are you alright!?”
“‘m alright,” Kirby says with a nod. And, rather quickly, he’s back on his feet.
Now that that’s been taken care of, though, Bandee turns his attention towards Nia.
“What the heck!?” he asks. “What makes you think it’s okay to do something like that!? You can’t just swat at Kirby!”
“H- he touched me,” Nia insists. “I didn’t give him permission to touch me. I… I hardly even know who that child is! I don’t want him near me!”
Bandee’s eyes narrow, but Taranza speaks before he can retort.
“Stop!” he says. “This is all just a big misunderstanding. There’s no need to shout at Nia. She clearly didn’t intend to seriously hurt Kirby.” He turns towards her. “Nia, Kirby isn’t a threat. He wasn’t trying to scare you. But…” he then looks towards Kirby. “Kirby, you need to be gentle with Nia. I understand you’re excited, but she was just brought back to life. She’s not ready for things like that yet.”
Kirby looks at him attentively, tilting his head as he thinks his words over.
Then, he nods.
“Sorry…” he says, frowning deeply.
“It’s okay,” Taranza reassures. “I know you didn’t mean to scare her. Why don’t we try that again? Kirby, this is Nia. Nia, this is Kirby.”
Nia’s breathing slows just slightly as Taranza places a hand on her back. She’s still clearly on edge, but no longer on the brink of panic, at least, as she regards her surprise visitor.
“...I believe we’re already acquainted.”
“All the same, last time you met, it wasn’t on the best of terms. I believe it’s best to reintroduce you.”
Kirby nods, before approaching once more… albeit more slowly this time. He holds out a tiny hand, looking up towards Nia.
“Hi!” he babbles, smiling wide. “It’s good to rein… reintro-” he makes a face. “Re-meet you! I‘m so glad you’re okay!”
Nia hesitates as he peers at her expectantly. She sends a brief glance towards Taranza before stiffly leaning down to take Kirby’s hand.
“...A pleasure to meet you as well.”
Kirby’s expression lights up. He clutches Nia’s hand.
“You’re not mad?” he asks.
“Mad?” Nia repeats. “...For?”
“Hurting you. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. I didn’t know you’d go away. Or that you were s’posed to be nice.”
He wilts slightly, pouting as his gaze drifts to the ground. He just as soon perks up, though.
“But you’re back! And nice again! The scary bug did it!”
It takes Taranza a second to process the fact that ‘the scary bug,’ in fact, refers to Morpho Knight and not him. Still, he nods, smiling as he pulls Nia in close.
“That it did,” he says. “Thank you so much for telling me about it, Kirby. I couldn’t possibly express just how much it means to me to have my queen back.”
Kirby beams, nodding.
“You can be happy again! She’s here! We can be friends!”
Finally, he lets go of Nia’s hand. He jumps up and down, pumping his tiny fists.
“And look! Look!” He says, pointing. “She looks like you! Just like you said!”
At that, Nia stops. She stares at Kirby.
“I… look like Taranza?”
“Mmmmmm!” Kirby replies. “You’ve got horns! And a scarf! And you’re fuzzy in some places, too! He said you used to look alike, and now you do!”
As he clarifies, some fur shrivels up and a second antenna sprouts from her forehead, but if Kirby notices, he certainly doesn’t comment on it.
Instead, he turns towards Bandee, excitedly gesturing for him to come closer.
Now that Taranza thinks about it, they’re the first two people who haven’t really reacted to Nia’s… current state. And while he supposes it’s possible Dedede simply explained things to them beforehand— that’s likely the case with Bandee— he gets the sense that’s not true of Kirby. He just really, sincerely, hasn’t noticed anything is off.
Taranza said they used to look similar. Now they sort of do. Not like they’re exactly the same thing, maybe, but that’s okay. She’s here!
Why isn’t he surprised? It always was Kirby who was able to see past the nonsense and view things as how they really should be viewed.
Right now, Nia has horns. She has patches of fur, and she’s donning her scarf. That alone is, indeed, something worth celebrating.
Nia herself, admittedly, doesn’t seem sure how to feel about Kirby’s words. She glances down at her hands uncertainly… stares at their long, slender fingers.
But she isn’t given long to dwell on it. Bandee, at Kirby’s behest, finally inches closer to the rest of the group. As Kirby babbles, he gives a nod.
“...Yep,” he says, just a little bit forcedly. “You’re right, Kirby. I can see it. She really does resemble him!”
Nia peers at him as he approaches, wings twitching slightly.
“And who exactly are you?”
At that, Bandee seems just a little bit offended. Before he can stand up for himself, however, Kirby replies.
“That’s Bandee! My very best friend!”
With that, he barrels into Bandee, wrapping him in a hug. Briefly, Bandee seems surprised, letting out a grunt, but his attitude just as soon lightens. He returns Kirby’s embrace, smiling with his eyes as he responds, “Indeed.”
He still doesn’t seem particularly thrilled to be interacting with either Taranza or Nia, but Kirby’s presence is enough to stop any true vitriol from dripping from his tone as he elaborates:
“I’m Bandana Waddle Dee, head of King Dedede’s guard and his trusted advisor, plus right-hand-man. I actually accompanied Kirby on his journey to vanquish the two of you, but…-”
“Bandee got scared,” Kirby finishes, giggling slightly.
“N- no! No I didn’t!” Bandee sputters, shoving Kirby away. “I wasn’t scared of anything! I simply knew you were the best fighter, so I hung back and gave support while you handled the major threats. Including… um-” his gaze flits towards Nia. “While he was facing off against you two. Which is all to say you may not be familiar with me, even if I’m familiar with you.”
Nia looks him over.
“...Indeed,” she says. “I’ve no idea who you are. You look just like any other member of your kind.”
Taranza grimaces. It’s far from a polite observation, and he’s a little afraid Bandee is going to explode on Nia, but, thankfully, Kirby continues to ramble before he can get the chance.
“You can get to know each other now! You can be friends, too! I bet you’ll get along so good! You’re both super cool fighters! Bandee is the best with a spear! All jab! Pow! And when we were facing off, you were amazing with your sword! Woosh! Shing! I bet you can trade tech…- techni-” He stammers a bit before shaking his head, “Tips!”
Taranza can’t help but smile a bit as he stumbles over the big word. He can tell just how excited he is from the amount he’s talking. Usually, Kirby is pretty quiet— preferring to let his actions speak for themselves—but today he’s a little chatterbox. It’s a bit difficult to even decipher what he’s saying with just how quickly the words come out.
Taranza wonders if Nia is even parsing half of this.
The look on her face certainly doesn’t give him much confidence. She regards Kirby with an incredulous bewilderment.
But Kirby doesn’t seem to pay that any mind. Hardly worried about Nia’s quietude, he continues to prattle on, gladly carrying the conversation by himself.
“And it’s not just Bandee! You’re gonna like all of my friends!” He babbles. “You’ve met King Dedede, right? Do you like him? You gotta, yeah? He’s the best! He’s so silly and strong! He can seem like a meanie sometimes… he doesn’t always have the nicest manners… but he’s got a good heart deep down! He loves all of his Waddle Dees soooooooo much!”
As if to demonstrate just how much he loves them, he holds his arms out as far as he can. Which isn’t very far, for the record— they’re tiny nubs— but it’s the thought that counts.
“Yes, Nia’s met King Dedede,” Taranza answers with a chuckle. “She’s met a few other people, too. I actually introduced her to Magolor and Susie earlier this morning.”
“...Oh, great,” Bandee starts to mutter, but before he can start to go on about ‘four maniacs in a room together’ or something, Kirby lets out a soft gasp.
“Really?” he asks. “Really? Really? Really!?” Once more, he starts to jump up and down. “Yayyyy! Did they get along? They got along, right? I bet her and Susie are already best friends! They sort of remind me of each other! And you can’t not get along with Magolor. He’s so funny and he knows all of the coolest magic tricks!”
Nia makes a face, both at the assertion that she’s ‘already best friends’ with Susie and that one ‘couldn’t not get along with Magolor,’ but, thankfully, she doesn’t refute Kirby outright.
“They’re… fine,” she says stiltedly. “I don’t mind them. I’m grateful they’ve been there for Taranza, if nothing else.”
Kirby nods.
“All three of them are super duper close! They hang out all the time! They’re always taking rides on Magolor’s big boat or watching movies and stuff at your castle! Although…” a pause. He tilts his head. “Dedede said it’s not your castle anymore? That you two don’t live there now? Why?”
“Ah, well…” Taranza thinks it over. What exactly is the best way to explain this to a child? “Some of the denizens of Floralia were very, very upset that I brought Nia back to life. They’re still angry about the things she did while she wasn’t in her right mind. Because of that, they tried to hurt us, and we had to run away from our home.”
“What!?” Kirby asks. “That’s not fair. She didn’t mean to do it. She was sick! Dedede and I aren’t mad at her, and she had you steal him away! If we can be friends with you, then why can’t they? Do you want me to go and talk with them? Maybe I can change their minds!”
“That was already the plan,” Bandee says, “For you and the king to make a diplomatic trip there to try to reason with them. You’d know that if you allowed me to bring you to him before running off to talk with these two.”
“I’m sorrrrryyyy…” Kirby whines. “I was just so excited!” He bounces on the heels of his feet. “She’s alive! Even though I hurt her! I thought I made her go away forever. But I didn’t! Maybe that means Susie’s papa will be able to come back, too! Can you imagine!?”
At that, Nia’s brow furrows. She shoots Taranza a look, but he shakes his head. Now’s not the time to discuss that.
“That sure would be… something,” Bandee replies.
Kirby giggles.
“I really, really hope he can!” he says, clapping his tiny hands together. Then, turning towards Nia, he continues, “But, Miss Queen… everything will be okay. We’ll make sure you can go home! It might take everyone a while to forgive you, but I’m sure they will eventually! After Magolor first tricked me and my friends, I thought Dedede and Meta Knight and Bandee would be mad at him forever! But they’re not nearly as mad anymore. They’re even willing to go to Merry Magoland! I bet it’ll be the same with you and those fairies.”
Nia doesn’t look very convinced. Still, even with her arms crossed, she responds, “...Right.”
“And, until then, you can have tons of fun in Dreamland!” Kirby insists. “You can see all of the super duper cool things like the Dream Fountain and Rainbow Resort and Cloudy Park! You can also come to my house and play! Although…” he looks Nia over, tilting his head. “I’m not actually sure you’ll fit in there. You’re a little big. But that’s okay! We can hang out outside! And ‘Ranza can come too! Since he’s your very best friend and all in love with you and stuff.”
At that, Taranza just about chokes.
“...Pardon?” Nia asks.
“K- Kirby,” Taranza says. “I’m really not sure we should talk about this.”
But Kirby either doesn’t hear him or is actively choosing to ignore him, because he continues to babble.
“He loves you!” he repeats to Nia, standing on his tiptoes to try and better make eye contact with her. “Before you came back, he talked about it alllll of the time! He was always saying you were super duper nice before you got messed up and that you did everything together. And he’d tell us you were really, really pretty! Even prettier than you were when you were all fancy and big! He’d also say there was a bunch of stuff he wished he told you before you got sick and went away. Stuff like how much he cared about you and how sorry he was and- MMPH!”
Kirby wiggles as Taranza scoops him up and covers his mouth with one hand.
“Kirby!” he hisses. “Don’t you think this is a little intrusive!?”
Kirby thinks for a moment, then relents. He stops squirming as he admits, “Mmmhmm…”
Face hot, Taranza places Kirby down. He gives him a stern look.
“Let’s try not to make Nia uncomfortable, alright?”
“But why would that make her uncomfortable?” Kirby asks, looking puzzled. “You were saying all these nice things about her! I bet she’s happy to hear about it!” He turns towards Nia. “Right?”
Nia doesn’t respond. She opens her mouth to try, but no words come out.
Her body grows slightly. Her eye color shifts. Any remaining white glow disappears as it’s overcome by a purple hue.
“...Right?” Kirby repeats, sounding a little less certain.
Taranza bites down on his lip.
“Relationships are something very, very personal, Kirby. People might not always want to discuss them in front of other people. They might not even be ready to discuss them at all. I believe it’s for the best if we drop the topic. In fact…” a sideways glance towards Nia. “Perhaps it’s time we give Nia a break in general. Why don’t you and Bandana Waddle Dee go talk with King Dedede? As I mentioned, Nia just came back, and she’s still getting used to things. It’s easy for her to get overwhelmed. It was wonderful being able to introduce you to her, but if you’d like to talk more, you can do so later. For now, I think she’s reached her limit.”
At that, Kirby wilts.
“I didn’t do something wrong, did I?” he asks. “I can go, but…-”
“No, you didn’t do something wrong,” Taranza replies. “Just try and think before you speak in the future, okay? I’m not angry at you.”
“And she’s not, either?” Kirby asks, pointing at Nia.
“No, Nia’s not mad at you,” Taranza reassures. “She just needs some space. You can still help her out, though. Go and discuss Floralia with King Dedede.”
“O… okay,” Kirby says, and his expression hardens. He gives a resolute nod. “I will! I’ll make sure they let you two go home!”
Then, just as soon as he entered the garden, he exits it. He hurries back into the castle, running as fast as his tiny feet can carry him.
Bandee follows soon after. He doesn’t say anything else to them. He simply gives them a troubled look, then goes to keep an eye on his friend.
A knot in Taranza’s stomach. Now that Kirby’s left, he finds he can breathe slightly easier, but that doesn’t make him feel any less ashamed. He saw the way Nia reacted to those words, and that wasn’t the reaction of someone who was happy.
“I… apologize for him,” he says after what feels like forever. “That was wholly inappropriate, both of him to share and for me to discuss in the first place. I hope you haven’t been made too uncomfortable.”
It takes Nia a moment to respond as well. For what feels like an eternity, she stares down at the ground. Eventually, though, she mutters:
“It’s just fine. You haven’t anything to apologize for. I suppose I was just… taken aback. You truly are fixated on me, aren’t you?”
Taranza fidgets with his hands. Part of him is tempted to say Kirby was just exaggerating— tell her ‘you know how kids are,’ but for some reason, that just doesn’t feel right. Maybe then, she’d start to think that he doesn’t care about her. And that’s the last thing he wants. She’s already in a difficult spot right now. He doesn’t want her to doubt the depths of his devotion.
“Well, I did say you were the love of my life, didn’t I?”
The words hang in the air. He doesn’t meet her eye.
“Not that- that doesn’t have to mean anything, of course!” he’s quick to clarify. “I’m aware you likely don’t feel the same way. I don’t want to put you in an uncomfortable position. While everything Kirby said is true, it’s also all not…- not going to change. No matter what happens, I’ll continue to feel that way.” A pause. His next words come out quieter. “Continue to be dedicated to you.”
Nia finally looks at him. Stares, in fact.
“Why, though?” she says. “...I just don’t get it. There’s no reason for you to feel that way about someone like me.”
“Someone like who?” Taranza asks. “My dearest friend? My one and only queen? The person I promised I’d stand by no matter what?”
He leans down, plucking a hyacinth from the garden. He knows it’s not his to take, but he’s sure no-one will notice if he borrows just one flower.
He holds it out towards Nia.
“Why wouldn’t I be dedicated to that person?”
Nia doesn’t take it, though— the flower in his hand. Instead, turning away, she says:
“No. Someone selfish. Someone who certainly didn’t stand by you. Someone conceited and cruel.” Her eyes narrow. She holds her hands close to her body. “I just can’t see a person like that as someone worth loving.”
Taranza frowns as her gaze drifts back to the ground… as she glares, angry at herself, and her abdomen reshapes.
“Well…” he hovers closer to her. “I don’t see anyone like that here right now. I see a good, kind person who was made to do something she didn’t want to.”
He reaches out a hand. She doesn’t have hair right now, so instead he carefully tucks the flower behind an antennae. He gives a warm smile.
“I see my partner. My miracle. My irreplaceable other half, and I’m glad she’s here with me.”
Nia’s lip quivers. She regards him, unsure what to say. Hesitantly, she reaches up to touch the flower, and for a moment, Taranza is afraid she’s going to remove it. She seems ready to argue.
But then her hands fall to her side. Her body slumps, exhausted, and she asks:
“...Taranza, what do you want from me?”
“What do I want?”
“For us. What do you want us to be?”
…Ah, and so she’s asking about that. That’s a difficult question to answer. Taranza knows what he wants, of course— he knows it so much his body just about aches, but that’s not something he can, in good faith, say aloud. It wouldn’t be fair to her.
“That doesn’t matter,” he says. “I want whatever you want. What do you want us to be? Whatever it is, I’ll follow your lead.”
“I want…” Nia falters. She’s quiet. Just barely, she leans forward, but she doesn’t dare touch him.
Her expression falls.
“I don’t know what I want,” she admits.
She says it as if it’s an indefensible confession. She stares at him with heavy, apologetic eyes.
“That’s alright,” Taranza says softly. “Take as much time as you need. Think it over. Whatever the answer is, I’ll be there by your side. That is…” it’s his turn to hesitate. “As long as you want me.”
“Of course I want you,” Nia is quick to respond. “I don’t know how I want you, but- I want you. I- I need you.” Her voice wavers. A second set of eyes pokes from her forehead as, just barely, her body shrinks. “...I need you,” she repeats. “Even if it’s selfish. Even if I don’t deserve it. I want you here with me.”
That, too, comes out as if she thinks it’s something she has to be sorry for.
Taranza reaches out to cup her cheek.
“I’m not going anywhere,” he promises. “Never again. We’re finally together, and so no matter what happens, I’m not letting anything make me leave your side. We’re a team. An unstoppable one. A queen and her knight. You can’t ever forget that.” He reaches out for her hand— squeezes it. “...I apologize if anything I or Kirby said made you feel like that wasn’t true.”
In particular, there’s one thing he just can’t stop thinking about.
‘He told us you used to be really pretty. Even prettier than when you were all fancy and big.’
How did Nia, who recoiled in shame at the sight of Joronia’s portrait, feel hearing that?
…He did it again, didn’t he? Made her feel like she wasn’t enough?
“For the record,” he says. “That comment, about how you used to look, it was… wrong of me to say that. To Kirby. To anyone. I didn’t actually think…- you weren’t better any one particular way. I guess I just… I felt guilty. I wanted to build you up. The you I used to know. It seemed as if you felt so bad about yourself back then. But I always thought you were perfect, and I regretted not telling you.”
“But that doesn’t mean…” a lump in his throat. “That doesn’t mean you weren’t perfect as a Sectra. You were. You were perfect as an Arachnid and as a Sectra and you’re perfect now. You’re perfect because you’re you.”
He looks up at her, hoping to see some hint of a smile. Please, anything. Why can’t her eyes light up just a little? It doesn’t have to be a lot. He just wants that dull, depressed, skepticism to go away. He just wants her to know he means that.
He… does mean that, right?
He wasn’t disappointed when she first made her decision. He didn’t spend nights awake after the first time she stole a body feeling like there was a stranger in his bed. That would have been selfish. That would have been heartless.
He doesn’t feel that way now. Staring at her so closely resembling a Sectra, he tells himself that she’s herself, and that that’s all that matters. It doesn’t matter if he misses Joronia’s bright smile and the sound of her laugh. He still loves golden wings. A body that towers over him. Violet eyes.
He runs his thumb over her elongated, barely fuzzy hand. He bites down on his lip and squeezes her palm tight.
“You’re you,” he repeats. “...Don’t forget that, either.”
“It’s fine,” Nia says, not looking at him. “You don’t have anything to apologize for. I understand why you feel…-” a pause. She awkwardly corrects herself, “Felt that way. I’m just sorry I left you with so many things you wished you could have said.”
“No,” Taranza insists. “...You don’t have anything to be sorry for, either. Even if it’s true there’s so much I wished I could have told you, we don’t need to worry about that anymore. We’re here. Together. Now wecan say the things we should have said then.”
Voice soft, he whispers:
“No more regrets. It’s our happy ending.”
Nia’s quiet for a long moment, but, eventually, nods.
“...Right,” she says. “It’s our happy ending. I’ll try not to forget that.”
After that’s dealt with, they get back to what they were doing and make their way inside. They go to the kitchen and collect dinner, then head out to the terrace for the third time today.
By now, the sun has set almost completely. The orange has started to fade from the sky, replaced by an inky, dark blue. The stars twinkle brightly as the moon hangs overhead… the same moon that still holds so much meaning to them.
The Dreamstalk sits off in the distance, illuminated by its light. It twists into the sky, its enormous trunk eventually swallowed by clouds. As Taranza cranes his head, he can’t even make out Fine Fields.
It’s been a full day now since he got Nia back. He brought her home last evening, and now it’s evening once more. Truthfully, he still can’t believe it. There’s this surreal, dreamlike quality to things. None of it has gone like Taranza expected, but, all the same, he’s happy. He doesn’t think he’ll ever not be. It feels as if he’s on a high he’ll never come down from. Each and every time he looks at her, he’s reminded of his miracle.
She’s a little downcast right now, but she’s here. His best friend. His queen. His Nia.
“So, how do you like the food?” he asks.
She shrugs.
“It’s adequate,” she says. “Certainly nothing extraordinary, but edible, and far less laughable than this morning’s meal, at least.”
Ah, yes. Taranza supposes roast Tookey would appeal to her more than the whipped cream downed pancake would. Overall, he thinks he agrees with her assessment. He’d have seasoned it a little differently, if he were in charge, but it’s palatable.
“Once we’ve settled in, I can start cooking for us,” he says. “I’m sure I can make something much more to your tastes.”
“...That’s really not necessary,” Nia insists. “You don’t need to go out of your way for me.”
“It’s not going out of my way,” Taranza responds. “I want you to be able to eat things you like. I want you to feel at home. And besides…” the slightest smile. “It would make me happy to outdo the chefs here. I’d feel prideful, knowing I could better appeal to your tastes.”
A small part of him hopes to hear a laugh. A long time ago, she’d have retorted, with a smirk, ‘Well, don’t feel too prideful. It can’t be that hard to outdo those ingrates.’
(He can hear it so clearly, said in that soft, scratchy voice.)
But Nia doesn’t smile.
“Well, if you insist. It’s up to you, I suppose,” she says, voice smooth and tone flat.
Taranza is quick to move onto the next topic. He has to, more or less. He can’t stand the silence, and she’s not eager to be the one to fill it.
“What did you…- uh, think of Kirby?” he asks. “I know things got a tad unprofessional near the end there, but… overall. He’s sweet, isn’t he?”
Nia thinks it over for a moment, cutting at her food.
“I still can’t help but feel you’ve gotten the wrong impression of him,” she admits. “The way he behaved just then… there’s no way someone that naive truly exists. His behavior doesn’t add up. That child was astute enough to determine it was necessary I died. I cannot believe he’d simply turn around afterwards and greet me with such enthusiasm upon my return. He’s not acting in earnesty. Either he has ulterior motives, or he’s acting courteously out of mere obligation.”
Taranza’s brow furrows. It’s a perspective he can barely even fathom. Sure, he also doubted the sincerity of Kirby’s kindness at first, but not to that degree. He was confused, more than anything, by the Astral’s behavior.
Nia, in contrast, is outright skeptical. There’s a certain guardedness to the way she speaks of him.
It makes sense, Taranza supposes. Growing up a member of the royal court, Nia became used to false kindness and backhanded compliments. People were only ever respectful to her because they had to be… and even then, they’d still show their disdain the moment she turned her back. Why wouldn’t she view Kirby the same way?
“Nia, Kirby wasn’t ‘astute enough to…-’ he didn’t fully understand the situation when he killed you. If he’d known, he wouldn’t have made the decision he did. He was heartbroken as soon as he learned about what you used to be like. That excitement just now was sincere. He’s always wanted to get to know you. And, now, he can. He doesn’t have ulterior motives. As someone who’s known him for years now, trust me when I say that’s simply not something he’s capable of.”
“If that’s the case,” Nia remarks, eyes narrowed, “Then he’s an imbecile. He has no reason to want to get to know me. I’ve never been anything but selfish and vindictive towards him. You can justify the things I’ve done because of our history, but he has no such excuse. There’s something he’s not telling us. No stranger— no enemy— would light up like that upon seeing someone he was aware had caused so much suffering. Not without being well and truly ignorant.”
…Taranza’s not going to be able to change her mind on this, is he? Regardless of what he says, she’s already convinced. He’ll have to drop it for now. Hopefully, she’ll come to understand with time.
And, so, as he gives an “Mmmm,” the uncomfortable silence returns.
Ultimately, it’s Nia who disrupts it this time, however, not him.
“Plus, there’s something else that doesn’t make sense to me about that child,” she admits. “Earlier, he alluded to knowing a ‘scary bug:’ the same being it appears brought me back to life. In fact, you even insinuated he’s the reason you learned of its existence in the first place. If that thing is well and truly ‘death,’ then why would he be familiar with it?”
Truthfully, that’s something Taranza is still trying to wrap his head around himself. Objectively, he knows why Kirby encountered it. It came to collect Fecto Forgo’s soul, and potentially Leon’s, too, only for Kirby to be at the right place at the right time. All the same, though, Taranza can’t help but get the sense there’s something more to it… that there was a reason Morpho Knight was willing to duel Kirby specifically. Taranza had to beg for an opportunity to prove himself. But Morpho Knight was willing to engage with Kirby from the get-go.
“He… battled it, recently,” he admits. “It’s a rather long story— not one that’s particularly relevant at the moment— but the long and short of it is that it was trying to reap a pair of souls when he ran into it. They ended up dueling and, thanks to that, Kirby was able to save one of the two souls. He prevented someone from dying.”
“That’s strange, though,” Nia insists. “That he came face to face with something like that. That he was able to defeat it.”
“‘Strange’ is kind of Kirby’s whole thing,” Taranza says. “He’s always facing off against beings of that caliber. Spine-chilling, merciless embodiments of death. Cataclysmic, all-consuming dark monsters. Beings so intelligent or powerful it’s hard to wrap your head around it. Ancient machines. Otherworldly extraterrestrials. Ruinous, incomprehensible beings that would make anyone else freeze with fear.”
“...Right,” Nia says flatly. “And so he’s regularly encountering… vanquishing beings like that, yet he still claims to be concerned, primarily, about doing things such as befriending a pitiful, obsolete, bloodthirsty ex-royal?”
She scoffs.
Taranza fidgets in his seat.
“Kirby’s priorities are…” he hesitates. “I’m not going to call those strange, because I don’t think they are. What they are is down-to-earth. It’s true that it’s a bit peculiar that he’s oftentimes put in such high-stakes situations… and he certainly is strong, but he’s never once allowed those situations to change what he cares about. Ultimately, Kirby isn’t actually concerned with things like that. He just wants to eat, sleep— and, yes— make new friends, then spend time with them.”
“How could someone that simple best death, though? Are you certain this being he encountered was truly the grim reaper?”
Yes, Taranza is certain. He… understands her skepticism to a certain extent, but even so, having met Morpho Knight himself, there’s no doubt in his mind. Its sheer presence… the overwhelming aura it radiated— it’s something he’s not even sure he could begin to put into words. Just being around it made his heart race. Made the blood rush to his ears. Every fiber of his being had told him to run, and there was something instinctual about that reaction.
It was a deep, primeval part of him that had frozen, terrified, at the taste of rot in his mouth.
Briefly, it had been able to make him forget who he was and what he was doing… and he gets the sense that was only a shred of its power. He can easily imagine it making him— making anyone blink into nothingness in an instant… dragging them into itself to join that vortex of agonized souls.
The only reason he was able to stop himself from fleeing was because he knew Nia was depending on him. In any other situation, there’s no way he would have been able to stand up to that thing. Honestly, he still kind of finds it hard to believe he actually did that. At the same time, though, he also can’t imagine not. Running was never an option. Not with what was on the line. He’d have faced off against anything to bring her home. And he’d do it again in an instant.
“I’m certain,” he says. “Having encountered it myself… there’s no other thing I believe that being could have possibly been. Besides, it brought you back to life, didn’t it? If it weren't the arbitrator of those things, how could it have done that?”
“It… couldn’t have, I suppose,” Nia admits.
She still sounds puzzled, though, as she cuts at her meal. Her wings twitch ever so slightly.
“How exactly did you go about meeting this being? I’m still not sure I understand that, actually. Did you simply run into it, or…-?”
“No,” Taranza says. “I summoned it. As soon as Kirby first mentioned it to us, I knew what I had to do. I informed the others of my intentions and asked for help. Initially, they were very upset by the idea… they feared I’d be hurt by Morpho Knight, but I refused to back down, and eventually a small group agreed to assist me. Particularly Flamberge and Francisca, who you met yesterday. Although they eventually managed to get Zan Partizanne and Hyness to cooperate as well.”
“They couldn’t help me during the battle,” he continues. “But they knew how to properly summon Morpho Knight. So they assisted me in doing so, then wished me luck. I’m… very grateful to them. If it weren’t for their guidance, I may never have been able to do what I did.”
“...I see,” Nia says. “And as for this battle with Morpho Knight?”
“As I told you, it actually went relatively smoothly,” Taranza replies. “The others were worrying too much when they feared I’d be hurt. I think… perhaps Morpho Knight could sense my conviction. The sheer determination I had to succeed is what helped me best it.”
It’s not a complete lie. While it’s true the battle didn’t go ‘relatively smoothly—’ he nearly died— it was his conviction that helped him pull through. He’d come so close to giving up… accepting his fate, but when he thought about never seeing Nia or the rest of his friends again, he simply couldn’t stand for that. It didn’t matter if his body was bent or broken. It was as if it moved on its own.
“This was… very important to you, then,” Nia muses.
“Of course it was,” Taranza replies. “I had to save you… and not just because I cared about you. I’m the one who got you killed. I gave you the mirror that drove you mad. I failed to notice just how much you were suffering until it was too late. It’s something I couldn’t possibly ever forgive myself for. I owed it to you to give you a better ending.”
Nia’s quiet for a long moment. She stares down at the table, expression blank.
Her hands shake slightly.
Taranza’s just about to go on when she finally speaks.
“I… see. Thank you. I feel as if I haven’t said that enough. You’ve well and truly done so much for my sake, and I’m grateful for it. You’re very kind.” A pause. She frowns. “Although, to be clear, I don’t blame you for what happened. It wasn’t your fault. You couldn’t have possibly known.”
“All the same, if it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t have gotten hurt,” Taranza insists. “I can’t help but feel bad. Not that…-” his voice wavers. “Not that it matters anymore. Neither of us should have to worry about anything like that. It’s over now. You’re you again. And so there’s no point in dwelling on it.”
Is that really true? Even having brought her back to life, he still can’t quite forgive himself for his mistake. Her resurrection doesn’t erase the way she suffered, and if he never gave her the mirror, perhaps she wouldn’t be looking at him the way she is right now. Perhaps she wouldn’t have those tired, guilt-stricken, purple eyes. Perhaps he’d hear her laugh.
Still, he doesn’t want her to worry about him. She doesn’t need to stress over the fact that he feels bad. He’s fine.
“I’ve done my best to make reparations, and I’ll continue to do so as long as I need to. I’m content with that.”
Nia nods, but doesn’t respond. She goes back to picking at her food.
Taranza wishes he could tell what was going through her mind right now. It used to be something that came to him so easily. But now she feels so unfamiliar, even in a body that portrays her sense of self.
Her antennae wither. A fang sprouts from her lip. Her hands shift to paws as she struggles to maneuver her fork.
Taranza has no idea what any of it means.
Still, he smiles at her. He’s glad she’s here despite, or perhaps because of his guilt, and he’ll do anything he can to serve as her rock. It’s… okay that he can’t read her right now. He’ll also get that figured out with time.
They’re together again. The uncertainty and sorrow will ebb.
“So,” Nia says after what feels like forever. “‘The others you mentioned— tell me about them. The rest of the people who learned about this ‘Morpho Knight…’ who were worried about you upon hearing of your plans. Surely, they’re your friends. I imagine I’ll be meeting them in the future.”
“The rest of the Star Allies?” Taranza asks. “Oh. Uh- I’m not really friends with all of them. They’re moreso Kirby’s friends than mine, but I suppose you probably will be meeting some of them in the future. They’re…-”
He hesitates. Thinks.
“Good people, predominantly. I don’t know all of them well, but overall, I do get along with the majority of them. I can give you an overview.”
As he steeples a set of hands, he continues, “You’ve already met Kirby, King Dedede and Bandana Waddle Dee. They’re part of this… quartet of sorts, with one other person. All of us spend time together, but when something big is happening it’s usually happening to that group. I’m not entirely sure why, but they just seem to attract trouble. For example, when a dimensional rift opened in the sky recently, it was only them who were pulled through.”
Nia cocks a brow.
“A dimensional rift?” She asks.
“Indeed. I’m… still not sure I understand the entirety of it myself, truthfully, but one of those powerful beings I mentioned— the sort that Kirby is always encountering— it ended up opening a rift between our world and its. It pulled them in, alongside most of Dedede’s royal court, stranding them in its dimension for a time.”
“I see,” Nia says. “...You must have been very worried.”
“No, actually,” Taranza says, frowning. “I don’t quite understand this part either, but there was some sort of dilation between the two worlds. Time passed much faster there than it did here. Kirby and the others returned before we even realized they’d been gone. When they first came back telling us about a new adventure they’d been on, I thought it was a prank of some sort. At least until they gave more details.”
Thankfully, now, whatever time dilation affected the two dimensions seems to have vanished. Things would be a lot more complicated if it hadn’t. Kirby, King Dedede, and even Bandana Waddle Dee and Meta Knight have spent a lot of time recently traveling between this world and ‘The Forgotten Land,’ and if there were such a stark difference, that could be trouble.
From their description, they spent months in that other world, but from the perspective of Taranza and the others, they’d only been gone minutes. If things were to have continued operating on a timeline like that, then… well, a night spent in Dreamland would be years in the Forgotten Land. They’d lose their new friends fast.
But it seems it was ‘Fecto Forgo’ and its portals causing the distortion, and thanks to that, they no longer have to worry about that grim prospect.
Not that…-
“A- ah! I’ve gotten off topic, haven’t I?” he asks. “I apologize. I really am scatterbrained. What was I talking about? Kirby’s main group? That’s right. Uh- what I’m trying to say is life is eventful for them… but I suppose that doesn’t tell you much about them as people. And I still haven’t mentioned Meta Knight by name.”
“Meta Knight?”
Taranza nods.
“The last member of their core group. He’s an… interesting person. Very strong, of course, but admittedly a tad quirky. He’s strange and overall dramatic… a- although I suppose I can’t judge him for that! I’m dramatic, too! He’s just…-” he places his hand on his chin. “Closed off. A little bit standoffish. Awkward— maybe even shy. He’s a good person, though. Very noble, and even though he can be stubborn, I get the sense he truly does just want to protect others.”
When he first met Meta Knight, he hadn’t been sure what to make of him. Taranza thinks he was perhaps a little bit… unnerved by him? Especially considering the context in which they met.
Meta Knight had come by shortly after Sectonia’s death to ask if she, by chance, had a gilded mirror, and when Taranza told him she did, he asked if he could take it. He insinuated it was something Taranza would be better off without.
Taranza had been… hesitant to let go of the thing that had been Sectonia’s most prized possession, but, at the same time, some part of him had almost been relieved? Even without understanding the curse at the time, it still often felt like that mirror was the root of all of their problems, and so, although he didn’t get why Meta Knight wanted it, he handed it over.
Now, he knows that Meta Knight took it away because it was dangerous. He was well aware that if it was left in the castle, Taranza could meet the same fate as Sectonia. He was protecting Taranza, and he would have protected Sectonia, too, if he’d only known what was happening before it was too late.
Not that Meta Knight had told any of that to Taranza at the time. Both he and Dedede had a suspicion as to why Sectonia spiraled in the way that she did, but they didn’t dare share.
It’s not a thought Taranza wants to dwell on for long. He’s quick to continue.
“Other than him, you’ve got… uh, well, you’ve got a lot of people who aren’t members of the main group! There’s Rick, Kine and Coo, plus Chuchu, Pitch and Nago. They’re Tevatians who raised Kirby when he first arrived on planet Popstar. Overall, they’re pretty peaceful, although I’ve heard they can get boisterous sometimes… not that I’ve seen it myself. For the most part, they simply spend their time sleeping or taking strolls through the woods. They lead easy lives.”
“Gooey is their…” Taranza pauses, trying to decide the best way to word this. “…Other adopted child, I suppose. A brother or cousin of sorts to Kirby. He’s a Dark Matter— a usually hostile species, but he’s nothing like the rest of his kind. He’s actually very sweet. Not exactly intelligent, but deeply empathetic. “
Much like Meta Knight, he hadn’t been entirely sure how to feel about Gooey at first. The cross-eyed, long-tongued blob had come across as bewildering when Taranza first met him. He’d warmed up very quickly, though. Gooey was a good listener, and even more than that, he was compassionate. He still recalls the time Gooey had approached him with a flower in hand.
(Er… well, technically it had been a dandelion— a weed, and technically he’d been holding it with his tongue, but all the same…)
He’d held it out to Taranza, offering it to him.
Taranza had been confused, asking him why. Had someone told him to give Taranza a gift?
Gooey’d shaken his head.
“Gooey thought you seemed sad, so he wanted to cheer you up. You like these, don’t you? He thought it might help make you smile.”
Taranza was surprised Gooey had been able to read his mood. It wasn’t as if he’d been expressing his pain to him. It had been a while since Taranza’s loss, and he’d learned how to mask by that point. He didn’t think someone he’d initially written off as simpleminded would notice his inner turmoil, but Gooey had, and he’d wanted to help.
Taranza was touched. He took the dandelion, then gave a grateful smile.
“Thank you, Gooey. I feel better already.”
Not all of the Star Allies are so charming, though. As he starts to describe the next member of Kirby’s friend group, he grimaces.
“Then there’s Marx. Ostensibly, he’s a Noddy, but I’d sooner describe him as some kind of demon spawn. He’s an unrefined, disrespectful, deliberately insufferable little man who has little to no regard for other living beings. Additionally, his idea of a ‘joke’ is the most immature, provocative rubbish imaginable. He does not know how to behave, bites, and worst of all: he thinks he’s the funniest person in the room at all times when in actuality he’s an uncreative, childish lout. He’s a person I try my best to avoid.”
He’s aware that, perhaps, that’s a harsh description, but even so, it’s true: he just doesn’t like Marx. He tried to get along with him for a little while for the sake of both Magolor and Kirby, but he just couldn’t do it. He couldn’t stand the self-proclaimed jester. Not only did his crass nature clash with Taranza’s more refined demeanor far too much, but, among other things, he’d taken to referring to Taranza as “the dead wife guy” exclusively, and that’s where Taranza drew the line.
What really perplexes him is that Marx doesn’t even seem to process just how repugnant he is. It’s not as if he’s trying to antagonize people… or, well, he is, but he seems to think that’s something they’ll like? His idea of friendship is a no-holds-barred verbal beatdown. He’s the sort of person who knowingly gets under someone’s skin, gets them worked up, then expects them to laugh. And when they try to set a boundary with him, he’ll roll his eyes, then say they don’t know how to take a joke. He prides himself on ‘saying it like it is.’ On aggravating people. On being disliked in and of itself.
Not Taranza’s idea of a wonderful friend.
“He’s an acquired taste,” Magolor had admitted when Taranza complained about him one day. “It definitely takes a thick skin to handle him, but he does care. He just… shows it in his own way.”
‘Shows it in his own way,’ was putting it lightly. Maybe Taranza was just too sensitive, but he could never get it… the way Magolor and Marx snickered as they disparaged one another. They’d make jokes about near-death-experiences and the Master Crown.
“Doesn’t that bother you?” he asked.
Magolor shrugged.
“Perhaps it would if it were anyone else, but not coming from Marx,” he said. “He helps me see it in a less serious light… ‘laugh it off’ or whatever.”
Taranza doesn’t get that, but, ultimately, it doesn’t matter. Like he said: he tries his best to avoid Marx, and so it’s not a huge deal. He simply makes a mental note to keep him away from Nia. He can already tell that the two of them interacting would end in catastrophe.
“I can tell you’re truly not a fan of this person,” Nia comments. “Good to know. I guess I shouldn’t be all that surprised to hear that Kirby has some dubious friends. You made it clear he’ll fraternize with just about anyone, regardless of their caliber.”
“Indeed. Kirby prevents even his most troublesome friends from getting into too much trouble, but he sure does spend his time with some very interesting people. People I, personally, can’t tolerate.”
Marx isn’t even the worst of the worst. That honor goes to Dark Meta Knight.
Much like the others, Taranza hadn’t known what to make of Dark Meta Knight at first. He hadn’t even fully understood what he was. When he first showed up to help the Star Allies during the Jamba Heart incident, he assumed he was perhaps a long lost twin of the Meta Knight he knew… but he quickly learned that wasn’t the case.
It turned out that Dark Meta Knight hailed from the Mirror World: an alternate dimension hidden within the ‘Dimensional Mirror.’ Apparently, Kirby and Meta Knight had explored that dimension a very long time ago, seemingly ousting a dark evil that ruled over it with an iron fist.
From that information alone, Taranza was suspicious of Dark Meta Knight, and his suspicion only grew when he learned Dark Meta Knight used to serve the sinister ‘Dark Mind’ that Meta Knight and Kirby defeated. It turned out that Meta Knight and Kirby hadn’t even seen him since then. He hadn’t apologized or redeemed himself like the other ex-villains. He simply showed up then, saying he’d turned over a new leaf and that, at now of all times, he wanted to assist.
It was suspicious, and Taranza wasn’t the only one to think so. Meta Knight, especially, was wary of his counterpart. They fought often.
There hadn’t been anything to prove Dark Meta Knight had bad intentions, though, and so Kirby allowed him to help out the team. And it’s not as if he’d been causing trouble all of the time. Rather quickly, the antisocial, intimidating knight had actually been befriended by some other members of the group. Daroach, the dashing thief, and Adeleine and Ribbon, two young girls, grew to like him, and took him in as a member of their ragtag group.
Taranza had even started to think perhaps he misjudged Dark Meta Knight. That is… at least until he heard what Bandee had to say.
It had been a dark, humid evening. The group had spent the day searching for Jamba hearts, and all of them were exhausted. Most of them had actually been asleep by that point, curled up by a flickering bonfire.
But Dark Meta Knight and Daroach had been awake, and Daroach had confronted Dark Meta Knight about something.
You see… there were these things called ‘Friend Hearts.’ They were strange, magical objects the team developed the power to summon after being exposed to the Jamba Hearts. Effectively, they were a beam of emotion. If you threw one at someone, you could make it clear what you were feeling at the moment, or even what you felt about them specifically.
That was how most of the villainous Dream Friends demonstrated their loyalty. Taranza, Magolor, Susie… they all proved to Kirby that they could be trusted by quite literally sharing their hearts with him. But Dark Meta Knight did no such thing.
He claimed he couldn’t. He tried, but it just didn’t work! It must have had something to do with his nature as a Mirror Worlder, he reasoned.
But that was a lie. An egregious, scornful one, and Daroach knew it. Earlier in the day, he’d seen Dark Meta Knight manage to use one, and he asked, then and there, when they thought they were alone, why he’d been dishonest about that.
“I ain’t gonna judge,” Daroach whispered. “And I ain’t gonna snitch, either. But we’re friends, ain’t we? If you need to get it off your chest, I’ll listen.”
Dark Meta Knight hesitated for a moment, but eventually stood, before motioning a gloved hand.
Whatever it is he wanted to say, he didn’t want to say it in front of the sleeping group.
But Dark Meta Knight and Daroach weren’t the only ones awake. There had been another. Bandee, eyes closed, had been eavesdropping on the two of them and, as distrustful as ever, he’d crept after to listen in.
Which is to say that Bandee heard everything.
He learned all about how Dark Mind wasn’t dead. It had been weakened following its defeat, but it had reformed… and Dark Meta Knight was still following it. That was why he was there helping the Star Allies. He’d been instructed to make an ally of Kirby and assess the usefulness of the Jamba Hearts.
He warned Daroach that he wasn’t to tell the others. It was clear they needed as much help as they could get. They couldn’t afford to lose him. And he said he didn’t intend to cause any true problems— this was merely a reconnaissance mission… although he got the sense some members of the group wouldn’t be able to stand him if they learned who he really was.
That’s when he admitted to it: the worst crime of all. This wasn’t the first time he and Dark Mind had attempted to fool around with the real world. Not all that long ago, they’d actually made a pawn of someone beloved by a member of the Star Allies.
They were the ones who corrupted Sectonia.
Dark Mind had wanted a way to influence the real world. You see, everything that happened in the Mirror World was reflective of the events and people it emulated, and so the best way to control the Mirror World was by controlling its counterpart. Mirror Worlders couldn’t be killed unless their counterpart had already died, so if you wanted to dispose of someone… well, you’d need to dispose of their doppelganger, first, and that was a lot easier said than done when living in another dimension.
But if a Mirror Worlder were to have an agent in the real world, that would take care of that little issue, wouldn’t it? They could quite literally alter the fabric of the world that they lived in, all from the shadows… without even having to lift a finger themselves.
And who knew? Perhaps, if things went particularly well, they could not only use this agent to reshape the Mirror World, but to gain control of the real world, too. A tantalizing thought, yes? Ruling over not just one, but two entire worlds?
That was power Dark Mind wanted, and so it hatched a plan to acquire that power. It knew there was no way a person from the real world would serve it willingly, but it also knew there were ways to bend and break people. Anyone could be turned into a pawn given enough time.
It just needed its prey. It would have to be someone who was in close enough proximity to the Dimensional Mirror that its magic could affect them. And to Dark Mind’s delight, everything ended up falling into place without it even really needing to search.
A foolish young man stole the Dimensional Mirror away from where it had been stowed previously. It was unclear what he intended to do with it at the time, but as soon as his actions were made known, they considered his viability as a target.
‘They’ being Dark Mind and Dark Meta Knight— its most loyal servant and unwavering soldier.
“Do you believe he’ll do?”
Dark Mind had thought it over deeply, before admitting, “It isn’t ideal.”
The young man had fallen right into their trap, but all the same… would he make a particularly effective pawn? He was no-one of note, a mere servant in his own right. A person like that wouldn’t have much control over the real world.
But that ended up working out for Dark Mind, too, because the young man, in fact, had no intentions of keeping the mirror.
Instead, he bestowed it to a dear friend of his. It was meant to serve as a reminder that he’d always be there for her, even if they’d grown a bit distant over the years. That, and as a reminder of her beauty.
And this friend— this ‘beautiful girl…’
Whereas the young man wasn’t ideal, she was perfect.
She was bitter and she was jealous and she was unsure of herself. She wasn’t quite certain what her place in the world was. And, most important of all: this girl was powerful. She was ruler of an entire nation. A whole country sat under her thumb.
Why settle for a pawn when Dark Mind could have a queen?
Taranza isn’t entirely sure how it did what it did to her. Bandee didn’t seem to fully understand it, and neither did Dark Meta Knight. But the long and short of it is… somehow, some way, Dark Mind began to corrupt the person who was everything to him. It caused her to rot from the inside out. Gradually, it twisted her heart, causing her to fall into a pit of self-hatred and paranoia, then reckless egomania.
And she never once knew what it was. She was never aware there was someone else pulling the strings. The entire time she thought she was in control, when, in actuality, there was a dark force whispering in her ear. Encouraging her delusions. Pushing her further and further. Turning her into the perfect obedient killing machine.
And while it was Dark Mind that cast the magic that warped her spirit, it was Dark Meta Knight who watched her. He observed her from a distance… made sure things were going as planned. Manipulated her subtly, then went back to report to his bloodthirsty lord.
Of course, things didn’t work out for him or for Dark Mind. Their pawn spiraled out of control entirely, and, in an act of reckless vainglory, she got herself killed. They lost the weapon they’d been attempting to craft for many years.
A shame, but they had other ways to vie for control of both the Mirror World and the real world. The scheme was written off as a failure, and Dark Mind and his army moved their focus to other things.
Paying no mind to the destruction left in their wake.
Needless to say, as soon as Bandee heard this, he sprinted back to the group. He didn’t like Taranza— he resented him, in fact— but that didn’t matter in the moment. It wasn’t important that Taranza had traumatized Bandee by attempting to steal away his ruler. He’d just learned the people who did steal away Taranza’s were in their midst, and even despite his grievances, he couldn’t keep quiet about that.
He shook Taranza awake, practically rocking him as he gripped his shoulders.
“Bandee!?” Taranza had sputtered. “What’s wrong!?”
“Dark Meta Knight. H… he…-” A moment’s hesitation, but then his eyes narrowed. “He’s the one who drove your queen mad.”
Taranza’s blood ran cold.
Bandee explained everything. On that warm, dusky night, he repeated all that he’d heard. He told Taranza about the fact that Dark Mind was still alive. About the fact that the plan had been to corrupt him at first. About the fact that they were the ones to take Sectonia from him.
And, in an instant, ice cold blood boiled.
Before that, Taranza hadn’t even known Sectonia’d been corrupted. He hadn’t understood why what happened to her happened. Part of him had assumed that everything she’d done had been of her own free will… that she actually felt that way about everything— about him. But no. She’d been warped— twisted. She’d been far from in her right mind. The monster she became… someone else turned her into that. And they did so deliberately.
He hadn’t even processed what he was doing. His body had moved on its own. He dashed in the direction Bandee had indicated Dark Meta Knight and Daroach went, heart pounding and hands quivering. And when he laid eyes on them, Taranza saw red.
He leapt, slinging webs at Dark Meta Knight. He enveloped him in a cocoon, then grabbed it, flinging it back over his head. He hurled it towards the ground, before pulling it the other way, sending it cascading into a tree next.
Daroach let out a panicked hiss as the cocoon ripped. Taranza paid him no mind, though. Instead, before Dark Meta Knight could even get his bearings, he rushed forward. Tackling him, he unleashed a burst of magical energy.
The sound of glass cracking rang out as it hit him head on. Dark Meta Knight gasped for breath.
He attempted to swing his sword, but Taranza would allow no such thing. Invisible strings bound his wrists. Dark Meta Knight’s body went taut as Taranza slammed his fist into his mask.
It was nothing like his usual style of combat. Taranza didn’t like to fight in the first place. He hated getting his hands dirty— exerting himself in general— but this was especially unlike him. There was no elegance to it. No poise. Just sheer, overwhelming emotion as a guttural scream rose from his throat.
“I’ll kill you!” he spat. “Do you hear that!? I’ll kill you!”
Again. Again and again and again he struck Dark Meta Knight, vision blurry with tears. Dark Meta Knight attempted to kick at him, but it only exacerbated Taranza’s fury. He grabbed him by the shoulders and bashed him against the tree. His breath felt hot as yet another crack echoed loudly.
Trembling body. Grit teeth. The roar of thunder as something dangerous— deadly loomed behind him.
Then a pair of hands around his waist. Abruptly, Taranza was pulled back.
“Get off him, mate! What’s your problem!?”
Daroach, attempting to wrestle Taranza from Dark Meta Knight. His claws dug into his shirt as, desperately, he tried to tear him away. His words were half-sharp, half stunned.
“What’s my problem!?” Taranza asked, thrashing. “What’s my problem!? Did you even hear what he just said!? He killed the love of my life! That’s my problem!”
Another burst of magical energy, but Daroach didn’t let go. Instead, his grip only tightened as he ripped Taranza from his position pinning Dark Meta Knight. He let out a frustrated hiss.
“You still ain’t got the right to go berserk on him like this! Have you gone mad!?”
A flash of anger. Had Taranza gone mad? No, Sectonia had gone mad, and it was Dark Meta Knight’s fault! He’d allowed his sick, selfish master to break her psyche, and all for what!? Its own personal gain!? Of course he had the right to go berserk!
Jaw clenched, he whipped around to face Daroach. He wound his fist back, prepared to strike him, too.
But then he froze.
For, as he turned, he realized they were no longer alone. A dozen sets of eyes were locked on them, flabbergasted— wide with horror. The commotion had woken the rest of the group, and they were terrified.
But not of Dark Meta Knight. They were scared of…-
“Taranza!” Coo cried. “What’s going on!?”
A pit in Taranza’s stomach. The group’s collective gaze bore into him, making him feel mortified and helpless. They were looking at him as if he was some kind of madman— as if he’d just, without warning, snapped.
Adeleine and Ribbon, especially, appeared horrified. They didn’t know the truth. They had no clue what sort of person Dark Meta Knight actually was. They just saw their friend, beaten halfway to unconsciousness, lying on the ground, and they couldn’t understand why.
As Daroach let go of him, Taranza searched for words.
“...He killed her.”
“What?” Magolor asked.
“He killed her!” Taranza repeated, louder this time.
The shame faded, once again replaced by anger. But it was a different sort of anger than before. Less hot. Not as coercing. His eyes narrowed, but he didn’t feel angry in a way that compelled his body to move. More than anything, he just felt defeated. Crushed and resentful.
“He killed her. He killed Sectonia!” he shouted, tears welling in his eyes. “He and his vile master were the ones who drove her insane! He said as much! Bandee told me!”
Bandee seemed a little taken aback to have all eyes on him as Taranza pointed a finger, but all the same, he nodded.
“That I did. He confessed it to Daroach.”
“You were eavesdropping!?” Daroach asked.
“And so he did say it!” Taranza snarled. “It’s true, isn’t it!? He told you that!”
“Does it matter!? That was supposed to be a private conversation!”
Daroach attempted to pass by, trying to make his way over to Dark Meta Knight, but Taranza blocked his path.
Panting, he shouted, “Of course it matters! He’s a murderer! He doesn’t deserve any of your sympathy! What he deserves is the same fate he subjected her to!”
Daroach’s eyes widened just slightly. But he didn’t back down. Instead, stepping forward, he said, “Let me pass, mate.”
“No. No! I’m not letting you help him! I’m not letting anyone pass! Leave me alone!”
To Taranza’s horror, though, the Animal Friends hurried to join Daroach.
Prepared to push past Taranza, Rick said, “He’s hurt.”
“I don’t care,” Taranza said. “Good! That’s what he gets! It’s good that he’s hurt! You can’t all be blind to that. He’s tricking you!”
Desperately, he looked around, searching for some kind of support. His eyes landed on King Dedede.
“Dedede,” he said. “He caused all of that. Y- you saw how bad things got! Queen Sectonia had me kidnap you! You watched her assimilate the Dreamstalk and attempt to engulf Planet Popstar. If it weren’t for him, none of that would have happened!”
When Dedede didn’t respond, his voice grew more shrill— desperate.
“You can’t be okay with that! You have to see what kind of monster he is! Please!”
“...Taranza,” Dedede said. Not ‘bug boy—’ but his actual name. “I get what you’re sayin’, but you can’t just do something like that. Not without even talkin’ it through with the rest of the team.”
It was like being punched in the stomach. A lump formed in Taranza’s throat.
“I… I couldn’t talk it through,” he insisted. “You’d stop me! I can’t…- I can’t let him get away with what he did! You don’t understand just how much she was suffering! S- she’d pace the halls muttering to herself— crying. She was…-” his gaze flitted towards the rest of the group. “Someone! Anyone! Please! Magolor! Susie! You understand, right!?”
But before they could respond, Kirby shot to the front of the group. He pushed past Daroach and the Animal Friends, eyes teary, but determined.
“Ranza…-” he said, voice strained.
The meaning was clear.
He was saying, ‘let us pass to help him, or I’ll make you.’
Taranza quivered. Kirby didn’t understand. Of course he didn’t! He was just a child! He couldn’t be expected to comprehend the horrors of what happened to Sectonia. Even so, though, didn’t he fight this ‘Dark Mind’ himself? Didn’t he realize how evil it was? Why didn’t he understand that if Dark Meta Knight was still working for it, then he was evil, too!?
Taranza didn’t get to think it through long. A rustle from behind him.
Then, the clash of swords.
It happened so fast he could barely even process it. Someone had just wooshed by. As he turned back, he saw Meta Knight in the air, Galaxia locked with the blade of its counterpart.
Dark Meta Knight was standing, and he’d attempted to strike Taranza down from behind.
“Stand down,” Meta Knight warned. “You’re not to lay a finger on anyone here, much less through dishonorable methods.”
The smallest bit of gratification. Taranza was glad at least one member of the group had sense. But as Dark Meta Knight pulled back his blade, Meta Knight didn’t strike him… simply planted himself firmly between him and Taranza.
Admonishingly, he held up his sword.
Dark Meta Knight’s eyes narrowed, but he didn’t dare move.
“I was merely defending myself,” he spat. “I see nothing dishonorable about that.”
With Taranza distracted, Adeleine and Ribbon were finally able to dart past. They made their way over to Dark Meta Knight, asking if he was alright.
“...I’m fine,” he said flatly. “It would take more than that to wound me.“
Taranza couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Even then, they were worried about him? It was like they just didn’t care! Like Sectonia— all of the suffering she went through— didn’t even matter. How could they be so cruel!?
Eyes burning, he stormed off. He didn’t even know where he was going, just that he didn’t want to be with the group. A few of them called his name, telling him to wait, but he paid them no mind. If they wouldn’t listen to him, then why would he listen to them!?
Once he was alone, he broke down. Sobbing into his hands, he collapsed to the ground. He held himself, curled up under the night sky and wondered what he’d done to deserve this.
(No, what Sectonia had done to deserve this. She was the real victim here. He also played a part in her tragedy.)
He wasn’t alone for long, though. Inevitably, he was followed. The clunk of armor and the crunch of heavy footsteps as two figures approached.
“Bug boy…” a voice said softly. “Hey, it’s okay. Everything’s gonna be alright.”
King Dedede and Meta Knight, staring at him. The former holding out a hand.
“Alright?” Taranza repeated, “How could everything be alright!? The love of my life is dead and he killed her. I killed her! I gave her that mirror! The same one he used to destroy her! If it weren’t for me, she’d still be alive!” He sobbed, chest tight. “I’m a monster!”
Still, even as they approached, he didn’t run. Perhaps he just couldn’t muster the strength. The two of them sat down beside him.
“You’re not a monster,” Dedede said.
“...You couldn’t have possibly known.”
“Does it matter!? Regardless of whether or not I ‘knew,’ the end result was the same. She died for me! My stupidity murdered her! I can never forgive myself!”
As he sniveled, Meta Knight and Dedede exchanged a quiet glance. Dedede fussed with his crown.
“Don’t say that. You think she’d want you to feel that way? I know it hurts, but you have to try and be strong for her. For both of your sakes.”
The words came out feeling stiff— insincere. And Meta Knight’s were no better.
“Those inside of the mirror took advantage of what was supposed to be an earnest gift. They’re the ones to be blamed, not you.”
Did he think Taranza wasn’t blaming them!? Of course he was! He hated them more than he could possibly put into words. All the same, though, he knew he was no better. That he had every bit as much a hand in this as those no good, selfish, evil-
…Wait.
”Did you know?”
His words were a sharp whisper. Suddenly, he couldn’t breathe.
Meta Knight and Dedede didn’t dare respond.
“You did, didn’t you?” Taranza asked, quivering. “You knew this whole time! That that was what killed her! That I killed her! That’s why you took the mirror away!”
Suddenly, it all made sense. He hadn’t understood Meta Knight’s motivation for wanting it at the time, but if he’d known it was cursed, then of course he’d have wanted to confiscate it. And why wouldn’t he have known? He had a history with it. He and Kirby had already defeated Dark Mind once. He already knew what sort of person Dark Meta Knight was!
And Taranza’s suspicions were confirmed as, uncomfortably, Meta Knight averted his eyes.
Dedede shifted uncomfortably.
”Why didn’t you tell me!?”
All this time, they’d known he was a murderer, and they left him in the dark? They let him believe that it wasn’t his fault!?
“We couldn’t,” Dedede said. “It’s true. We had a hunch the mirror might have had something to do with what happened to her, but we were scared of what would happen if we told you. You were already doing so bad at the time. We thought that if you learned what happened, then, well…-“
He could barely bring himself to say it.
“That you might do something bad.”
The implication was more than clear. But Taranza couldn’t bring himself to be touched by their worry. In fact, he was furious.
“Maybe it would have been good if I had!”
The words escaped his mouth, a sudden scream.
Dedede’s eyes went wide.
“Don’t say that!”
“Why not!? It’s true, isn’t it!?” Taranza snarled. “I killed my best friend! I’m scum! Everyone would have been better off if I just…- if I just…-“ his voice petered off. He whimpered. “...If I just went away.”
“No. Nononono,” Dedede insisted, shaking his head. “That’s not true at all! Don’t tell me you actually believe that, bug boy. Do you really think that Kirby would want you to go away? Magolor? That robot girl? I know I wouldn’t, at least. You’re my pal! So many people are so glad you’re here.”
“...Not Sectonia,” Taranza whimpered. “She’s gone and it’s my fault. She’d be better off if she never met me. I doomed her! Who’s to say I won’t doom you, too!?”
“You’re not going to doom anyone-”
“You don’t know that! And besides, if you were all really ‘so glad I’m here,’ then you wouldn’t be taking that monster’s side! Why did you stand up for him!? That’s not very ‘pal-like!’ Don’t you understand what he did to me!?”
“Of course I understand!” Dedede replied. “But I couldn’t let you do that in front of everyone! You were about to try and bump off a guy with the kids watching! And ‘sides, even with what he did to you, is that really something you want on your conscience? Killin’ someone? I didn’t want you doin’ anything you’d regret!”
“Why would I regret that!?” Taranza asked, voice a scream. “I’ve already killed one person! Why not two!? It’s not like I can get much worse!”
That was when Meta Knight stepped in. He placed a firm hand on Taranza’s shoulder.
“You have not killed anyone,” he said. “I would like to make that abundantly clear. You could not have predicted and are not responsible for the actions of others. You are not at fault for what happened to your queen, and I’m sure she would feel the same. Perhaps you will ‘doom us—’ I sincerely doubt it, mind you, but there’s no knowing. We could doom you, too, however. Risking hurt is the price of knowing others."
“As for my mirror counterpart,” he continued. “Trust me when I say I have no intention of defending him. I’ve disapproved of that man from the start. I never wanted him to be a member of this team. That said, however, killing him may not be entirely feasible. Due to the nature of the Mirror World, I’m afraid that would necessitate my death as well, and I’m afraid that’s something I cannot allow to happen.”
That gave Taranza some pause.
“That would necessitate… what?” He responded, sniffling. “...Why? That doesn’t make any sense!”
“The Mirror World operates on different rules than ours. As I’ve learned, its inhabitants can only be killed once their real world counterpart has also died. If this has not happened, they’ll merely shatter, only to reform. Trust me when I say I’d have already eliminated my doppelganger if this were not the case.”
Taranza’s heart sank. But that meant that…
“T- then there’s nothing I can do? I don’t want to have to hurt you! Is he going to get away with it unpunished? That’s not fair!”
A pensive look in Meta Knight’s eyes. He wrapped himself in his cape.
“...Indeed, it’s not. This world is often not fair. Justice does not always prevail. That said, if nothing else, I, at least, would also like to vouch for my counterpart’s removal from the group. Perhaps we cannot kill him, but we can try our best to prevent him from hurting anyone else, and I do not trust him for a minute around those dark hearts. He must be dismissed. Will you help me make my case?”
Taranza hesitated as Meta Knight held out a hand. His head still felt light, and his eyes still stung with tears.
Still, taking a shaky breath, he forced himself to take it. He allowed Meta Knight to help him rise.
“Of course,” he said, bowing his head. “Anything to make him pay.”
But things didn’t go as Taranza or Meta Knight hoped. Ultimately, after much debate, it was decided that Dark Meta Knight was to stay. Some people, of course, took Taranza’s side— Magolor and Susie, for one, but the group as a whole disagreed with his extremism. They said they understood Taranza’s anger, but that the Jamba Heart situation was serious, and that they needed as much help as they could get. Additionally, Dark Meta Knight was willing to prove his trustworthiness with a friend heart. He threw one at Kirby, demonstrating that while he had no real attachment to the group as a whole, he didn’t intend to cause any trouble. He was truly just there for reconnaissance.
Not that that satisfied Taranza. He demanded a friend heart of his own, snarling for Dark Meta Knight to “prove that he was sorry!” He wanted an apology— some kind of penance from the person who ruined his life. Kirby wasn’t the person Dark Meta Knight needed to prove himself to. He was!
Even so, Dark Meta Knight gave him no such thing. He turned his back on Taranza, wings twitching.
Why would he apologize for something he didn’t regret?
Needless to say, the group split after that. They continued to search for the Jamba Hearts under Kirby’s guidance, but they could no longer work as a collective unit. Taranza didn’t want to be around Dark Meta Knight, and Dark Meta Knight didn’t want to be around him.
Ultimately, the ‘day was saved’ despite this. Kirby and the rest of the Star Allies were able to put a stop to the Jamba Cult’s evil scheme and defeat Void Termina, destroyer of worlds. They even went on to rescue The Mage Sisters and Hyness.
Unfortunately, though, the end of that adventure didn’t mean the end of Dark Meta Knight’s presence in Taranza’s life. He remained a part of the Star Allies, arguing he’d earned his place as much as anyone else. Now, he’s a semi-regular member of Kirby’s extended friend group, albeit not one who shows his face all too often— he’s a tad antisocial. The principle is the same, though. If he ever wants to spend time with them, he’s more than welcome.
Taranza had tried to argue with Kirby, saying that they didn’t need Dark Meta Knight anymore now that the crisis was averted, but he’d refused to budge. He said that he thought the Star Allies were good for Dark Meta Knight, and that it wasn’t too late for him.
He’d sensed the teeniest, tiniest, little bit of care in that Friend Heart— even if it was almost too subtle to pick up on. He said that Dark Meta Knight wasn’t as above it all as he thought. He was capable of being a good person, too. He just needed a little bit of help getting there.
And he thought he was making progress. His friendship with Daroach, Adeleine, and Ribbon was proof of that. Why would he continue to seek them out, even after his mission, if not because he cared about them? They were helping him become a better person.
Kirby wasn’t going to rip that opportunity from him. He deserved that chance just as much as anyone else.
Taranza, of course, didn’t agree. Once you’d done something like Dark Meta Knight did, there was no redeeming yourself. But Kirby refused to listen, and really… Taranza wasn’t mad at him. How could he be angry with a child for being taken advantage of by a known manipulator? Kirby doesn’t know any better. His heart is too big for him.
He feels the same way about Ribbon and Adeleine. He doesn’t hate those girls… not really. More than anything, Taranza worries about them. It’s hard not to see them as lambs being led towards the slaughter. Dark Meta Knight has something awful planned for them— he just knows he does. One of these days, he’s going to do something unforgivable to them, just like he and his master did to Sectonia, and when that happens, all Taranza will be able to say is ‘I told you so. But none of you were willing to listen to me, were you?’
He regards Daroach with none of the same sympathy, however. Daroach is no mere child like Kirby, Adeleine or Ribbon. He’s a grown man— he should know better. He understands what sort of person Dark Meta Knight is— Taranza knows he does, and he just doesn’t care. He’s fine spending his time with such a monstrous individual. And really, that shouldn’t surprise anyone. He’s a cutthroat, underhanded thief. He makes a living taking from others. Why would he care that Dark Meta Knight took an irreplaceable, brilliant life?
Maybe… Nia’s not entirely wrong to say that Kirby is naive. Sometimes, in his grace, he ends up giving people who well and truly deserve it a second chance, but he’s willing to extend that hand to just about anyone.
Shouldn’t there be a point where someone is considered beyond saving?
N… not that Nia had been right with the actual context in mind.
“You’re not like those people, though,” he says. “That I can’t stand— that Kirby shouldn’t be kind to, and neither are the majority of the Star Allies. I mean, for the most part… just about everyone remaining; they’re good people. Magolor, Susie… the Mage Sisters, you’ve met them all. You know they’re kind. And Kirby has plenty of perfectly respectable friends outside of the Star Allies, too. Elfilin, Carol, Leon, Queen Ripple… they’re all wonderful people. It’s been a pleasure getting to know them.”
He decides not to tell Nia about Dark Meta Knight, Daroach, and the girls. He doesn’t intend to hide them from her, but she’s had a long enough day as is. The last thing he wants to do is make her think about her corruption. He’ll wait until she asks to tell her about the culprits. For now, he just wants to talk about his actual friends, and Dark Meta Knight is nothing of the sort.
In fact, now that Nia’s returned, he’d prefer to avoid discussing or interacting with Dark Meta Knight in general. Once upon a time, he wanted revenge on him, and while he still certainly doesn’t respect the Mirror Worlder, he wouldn’t dare take that risk now. He fought to get his happy ending, and now that the person he loves is here by his side, he won’t let her get hurt again. He’ll be giving the people who ruined her life as wide of a berth as he can.
He sees the way Nia’s lip twitches slightly as he speaks. She looks especially uncomfortable at the insinuation that she’s an exception— a ‘good person.’
He wishes he could convince her of that— that she’s nothing like Marx, Daroach or Dark Meta Knight… that her cruelty wasn’t done of her own free will, but he can’t quite find how to say it. He’s already tried, after all, but she’s just not willing to believe him. She’s convinced she’s unworthy of kindness.
Oh, how nice it would be if Friend Hearts were still a thing. He wishes he could make all of his love for— belief in Nia tangible and just hand it to her. Things would be much easier that way. But unfortunately, the ability to create them went away after Void Termina was dealt with and now all he has left are his words.
Uncomfortably, he clears his throat.
It’s Nia who speaks, though.
“So the ones you introduced me to today…” Nia says, finally. “‘Magolor and Susie…’ are those your closest friends of the group?”
“More or less,” Taranza says. “As I’ve said: they’re very dear to me. I’d also consider King Dedede and The Mage Sisters close friends, but…” a pause. “In general, they’re my go-to friends, yes. Why do you ask?”
“Simply curious,” Nia responds. “...Although now that I think about it, I actually did have a question about one of them.”
“Oh?” Taranza asks.
“That… Susie girl,” Nia says. “What was that child prattling on about earlier when he mentioned her? He said something about her ‘papa,’ if I recall correctly… and I can’t help but admit I’m curious as to what he meant.”
“Ah- well… um…-”
Taranza’s just a tad bit put on the spot. He knows exactly what Kirby meant by that, of course, but is it really his place to share that with Nia? Susie keeps that information to herself for a reason.
“That’s probably something you’ll have to ask her about,” he says. “Or… um- don’t, maybe, it’s actually a bit of a sore spot for her. Either way, it’s not my story to tell, and it’s not particularly relevant, either.” A frown. “As… nice as it would be, I can’t quite see the world Kirby envisioned there coming into fruition. Her father’s not going to…-” a pause. “Listen, let’s just drop it, okay?”
Nia cocks a brow, but doesn’t push further. She nods.
“Very well, then,” she says.
Taranza wishes he could see the same sort of happy ending for Susie as the one he’s earned, but it just doesn’t seem likely. Not only were the circumstances behind Nia’s revival very specific, but he remembered her much more fondly than Susie does her father. Which isn’t to say that Susie doesn’t love him— she does, but it’s… complicated. Taranza gets the sense she holds a lot of anger towards her dad. Even if he were to be brought back, would they really be happy? Likely not. And she probably wouldn’t risk her life for his in the first place.
At least… he hopes not. The thought of Susie going through what he went through puts a knot in his stomach. The fight against Morpho Knight was very, very scary. He was scorched by hellfire. He almost died. He doesn’t want Susie to have to experience any of that.
Not to mention the sacrifice he made. If she were to do the same, he’d…-
Well, he’d be very upset. Her life is worth too much to just throw away like that.
It’s a troubling thought, and so one he tries not to dwell on for much longer. He steers the conversation back towards small talk— towards happy memories he shares with his friends, and how he’s sure Nia will make happy memories with them, too. He tries to keep the atmosphere light.
He’s not sure just how successful he is. For the most part, Nia keeps that glazed look to her eyes. Still, he manages to coax a little bit out of her, and for that alone, he’s grateful. The sound of her voice… her presence, it wards the sense of dread away.
He doesn’t need to worry about things like Dark Meta Knight or Susie making a reckless decision. From now on, things are going to work out for him. He’ll ensure nothing goes wrong.
After they’ve finished eating, he and Nia return to their bedroom and begin to settle down for the night. Taranza slips into the PJs Dedede so kindly provided for him, then crawls into bed.
Nia follows soon after. The bed creaks slightly as she lies down. Still, though, she scoots towards Taranza. She wraps him in an awkward hug.
Taranza blinks, surprised. Some part of him hadn’t expected her to want to hold him once again. Last night felt like something of a fluke. Of course she wanted to spoon him then— she’d been scared and someplace unfamiliar, but why now? Things have settled. She knows she’s safe.
Is she… still looking for comfort, or does she actually want to nestle up against him specifically? Did she also miss the warmth of his head pressed against the crook of her neck?
It’s hard to tell, but he feels comfortable— happy, even, as he settles into her embrace. He reaches out for one of her paws, caressing it. He treasures the way it fits perfectly in his. It’s not fuzzy— it’s a bare yellow, but that’s okay. It’s warm and soft and she’s alive.
He holds it close to his body.
Her breathing is slow, but he savors the sensation of her chest rising up and down. He gives her hand a squeeze.
“Goodnight, Nia,” he says. “I know today was a lot, but it was also one of the best days I’ve had in a long, long time. I’m glad I could introduce you to my friends. I’m glad I could show you around Dedede’s castle. I’m glad I got to spend it with you at all. I’m already looking forward to tomorrow.” A pause. He leans his head back. “Rest well, okay? Things are only going to get easier from here. I promise.”
Nia nods. It’s a stiff and tiny thing, but it’s still a nod.
“...Right. Goodnight, Taranza. I hope you sleep well, too.”
And he does. He still has worries, of course, but they’re easier to face with her by his side. They’re a team, after all. Together, they’re unstoppable.
So he listens to the sound of her heart beating, and with a smile on his face, he drifts off.
Notes:
Well, after two weeks, ya'll finally got last chapter's cliffhanger resolved... and Nia encountering Kirby went about how people seemed to expect. Which is to say it could have gone worse— at least she only attacked him, like, once— but it wasn't a particularly friendly interaction either. While Kirby is very, VERY excited to see Nia alive again, Nia isn't buying it. She's convinced he's being deceptive, whether that's because he has some kind of ulterior motive or because he feels obligated to be polite.
...Obviously, WE know that's not true, but can you blame her for assuming?
I do hope I wrote Kirby okay! He's a weirdly intimidating character to depict. I tend to interpret him as being mostly nonverbal, so writing him in a scenario where he has to do the talking felt odd. I think ultimately it turned out okay, though. I wanted it to have the same vibe as when Kirby speaks in those Japanese Audio Drama CDs. Very "Excited little kid rambling."
Because OH MY did he ramble! It was fun getting to write him just speaking his mind. He's incredibly sweet, but also doesn't have a filter... so it was a blast getting to have him accidentally touch on some topics that Nia and Taranza maybe would have preferred weren't discussed. Such as the confusing status of their relationship.
But to touch on the elephant in the room... that is, the elephant OTHER than the confusing status of their relationship...
Dark Meta Knight.
Like I said in the beginning notes, I'm well aware that the interpretation of him being somehow involved with Sectonia's corruption is rather unpopular in this fandom, namely because a lot of people run around claiming it's canon when ultimately canon has nothing to say on the matter... but, personally, I enjoy it. Not because I want to demonize DMK by any means, but because I think it makes him a /more interesting character./ Giving him some actual connection to the story of the modern day games gives me far more to work with when it comes to my interpretation of him... and so, yes, he was involved. Because the other option is DMK staying in the background and not being relevant to this fic at all, and that's /booooring./
Make no mistake, though, DMK isn't nearly as one-dimensional as our biased narrator is making him out to be. In fact... the way I write DMK is a deliberate parallel to how I write said narrator. They're both people who have committed atrocities in the name of a ruler they'd do anything for.
Not that Taranza would ever be willing to admit that. He knows he's bad, but nowhere near as bad as DMK, surely.
So... yeah! Give the scenario a chance. I promise it's more interesting than it might seem at first glance. DMK will be showing up more in this fic, as much as Taranza might wish he wouldn't, so it will get further fleshed out. Just give it some time.
Sorry if this A/N was a bit disjointed. I was hurrying to get it finished before a TTRPG session, as well as dealing with the usual brainfog, so if anything seems off, that's why. As always, I hope you enjoyed, though! Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll see you all again in two weeks!
Chapter 10: i shine only with the light you give me
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The second day wasn’t any easier than the first.
Nia didn’t expect it to be, of course, but things went even worse than she expected. She thought she could at least manage to make a good impression on the people Taranza cares about… yet apparently even that was too much to ask. Each and every person she met today she failed to get along with. How could she, though? When they’re so insincere? When they look at her with those pitying, judgemental, uncertain eyes?
‘King Dedede,’ evidently, is scared of her. He puts on a smile, but she knows it’s forced. She can’t blame him, though, for cowering. She would too, in his position. She kidnapped him! She turned into a monster before his very eyes. And now, she’s infiltrated his home. She just knows he’s wondering what she’s up to… when, inevitably, she’ll snap.
She wishes he wouldn’t pretend. They both know the truth, and so why bother with formalities? He. Doesn’t. Respect her.
Not that she respects him much, either. She wants to— she’d like to respect everyone Taranza cares about— but he’s so informal… so crass. He’s not even a real king! He’s just playing pretend!
Everything in life has come easy to him. The denizens of Dreamland accepted him without any fight. He never had to learn fortitude. He doesn’t know what it’s like to have a thousand eyes on you… each and every one waiting for you to make a mistake.
And the others are no better. ‘Magolor’ is every bit as insincere as he is. His smile is just a little too wide… his words are just a little too practiced. Taranza said that’s how he is around everyone, but how is that supposed to reassure Nia? That just means that he’s lying to them, too.
He won’t fool her. He can act as charismatic as he’d like, but she saw the way he looked at her when he first peeked into the room. How his eyes widened. The fear and disgust.
Then, there’s Susie. Her judgement is palpable. It’s refreshing, almost, how she doesn’t concern herself with niceties… but it’s violating, too. She knows exactly what Nia is, and she doesn’t like it. She can see past the ugly face and peer straight into the ugly heart. Nia recalls vividly what she said to her.
“Taranza was in a very bad state when I first met him. He’s doing much better now, though, and I hope that’s something that will continue. He’s important to us, you know. We never want to see him like that again.”
A neutral statement on paper, but not in practice. It was a warning— a threat, even, said with narrowed eyes. Susie knows all about the ways that Nia hurt Taranza… and she knows now that she’s back, he’s going to get hurt again.
The worst part is, she’s right. Nia knows she shouldn’t be trusted around Taranza. That she caused him incredible pain… but that doesn’t matter. Taranza can’t see it. He’s convinced Nia is something she’s not… something warm and worth loving. How long is it before he realizes? When he does, will it feel like catharsis? Or will she be crushed?
She doesn’t know. She doesn’t want to be without him, but knows that she doesn’t deserve to be with him. A miserable paradox… a ticking time bomb afraid to let go.
Then, there’s Kirby. Perhaps, her interaction with him disturbed her the most. She can’t tell what to make of the strange little thing… if he, too, is insincere, or if he’s just stupid. He murdered her, yet had the audacity to hug her when he found out she was ‘okay?’ Like hell he was actually excited to see her! If that were the case, he’d need to be willfully ignorant. Blind to her true nature despite seeing it for himself.
How long before he realizes? That she’s the same woman he fought on that moonlit night? That she’s not ‘nice’ now? That she’s still bitter and broken inside? How long until he can no longer deny that she’s dangerous? How long before they all do? How long before they put her down again, returning her to a grave she deserves?
She’s uncertain… but the prospect terrifies her. Not because she wants to be here, but because Taranza wants her to. She doesn’t want the grief to eat him alive. He smiles so brightly when he says he’s glad she’s back. That’s why she needs to do better. Why she needs to pretend.
These people are important to Taranza. She has to get along with them. It doesn’t matter if she doesn’t like them. It doesn’t matter if she’s uncomfortable. She doesn’t matter, and so she’ll swallow her malaise. She’ll bite her tongue and say nothing, even as they all stare at her… attempting to make sense of what exactly she is.
This is Taranza’s happy ending, after all… not hers. She won’t make this even harder on him than it’s already been.
Oh, Taranza. He still feels so fragile and awkward in her embrace. He sleeps peacefully, yet she knows that her failure to get along with his friends isn’t the only way she’s letting him down. She heard what Kirby had to say.
“He loves you.”
She loves him, too, and so why? Why does his presence feel so suffocating!? Why can’t she make herself act? That’s the reason she’s been brought back, yet here she is, petrified!
Is it simply that she knows he deserves better? Or something more? Is it her ugliness, too? The fact that, surely, eventually even he will realize that she’s never going to go back to being the girl he tried to resurrect? Is she afraid of what he’ll say when that clicks? Of his inevitable rejection? Is she afraid of having her heart broken, even though she’s already broken his a thousand times over?
That, too, is unclear, but either way, she knows she’s being selfish. Who cares if, one day, he’ll tire of her? For now, this is what he desires, and so it’s her purpose. She could make out the hunger in his eyes… the desperation as he told her that all he wants for their relationship is whatever she wants.
But that’s not true, is it? He wants her to want this.
And she wants to want it, too. Because he deserves that, and because she does love him. Or at least… she thinks. On second thought, she’s not entirely sure she’s capable of love, but if she does love anyone, it’s Taranza. She was telling him the truth when she said that she needed him.
If he were to leave her… when he leaves her, she’ll be even more lost than she already is.
He’s the only thing here that’s familiar. She’s in a strange place surrounded by strange people. Although, of course, in some ways, he’s strange, too. She used to be able to understand him. Now, he makes her feel so confused. She doesn’t understand what he sees in her… why he keeps saying such kind things.
Earlier, he just about wept when she called herself repulsive… and that made her want to weep, too. She hates how he cares. So fiercely, she’s terrified of his rejection, yet when he pretends to embrace her, she wants to take him by the shoulders and shout. He’s not blind. Why can’t he see her for what she is!? How can he be so foolish!? To not recoil with disgust!?
…She doesn’t know. She doesn’t know why he feels the way he does about her or how she’s supposed to feel about it. She doesn’t know who he is anymore, let alone who she is. All she knows is what she’s supposed to be. That she must conform to that expectation, even if the sight of her grotesque hands upon his skin makes her shudder. She doesn’t need to understand why he desires what he does… she just needs to grant his wish.
And so she will. Or at least… she hopes. Tomorrow, she’ll try harder. To not be so mean. To get along with his friends. To press up against him and pretend to be something worth loving.
She wonders if she can make it easier for him to pretend, too.
She’d like something to cover her face with, she thinks. She’s been mulling that over ever since the encounter with Magolor and Susie. The cloak… her meager attempt to hide her body— it’s not enough. She needs to mask as much of herself as she can. Then, people won’t stare at her. Then, Taranza won’t have to see her for what she is. He can envision her as wearing the face he wants her to wear… and perhaps she won’t feel so violated each and every time someone turns towards her.
She’ll still know the truth, of course… just how disgusting she really is, but that can’t be helped.
Part of her has to wonder if this is a punishment… what’s become of her and her body. Is that why Morpho Knight allowed her to be brought back? Because it knew she would suffer? She certainly wouldn’t blame it if that were the case.
Or is it someone else’s doing? It’s terrifying to look in the mirror, only to see another person’s face. Or… well, the faces of a hundred people, really. She couldn’t list the names of each and every person she assimilated if she tried, but sometimes she swears she can see them glaring at her… whispering in her ear. Sometimes, when her body shifts, it feels as if they’re crawling beneath her skin.
She knows that’s a silly thought… that the only person doing this to her is herself, and that if she wants to be beautiful again, she needs to get a grip, but her mind wanders, anyways. Maybe it’s just easier to point fingers… to believe that someone else, somehow, has afflicted her with this. She never did like taking blame.
Selfish, selfish, selfish.
That’s the word that comes to mind time and time again. When she thinks about the way she interacts with others, her relationship with Taranza, and her thoughts on what’s become of her, it’s burned into her brain. Selfish defines every aspect of her being, and so desperately she wants to stop, but she doesn’t know how.
…She’s a lost cause, most likely. Even so, though, she’d have to be even more selfish not to try… and so she’ll make her best attempt to hide her hideous nature. For Taranza’s sake.
As she watches him sleep, she feels many things… most of them bad. She feels uncomfortable, sad and angry. She’s scared of him— what he thinks of her, deep down, and scared of all of the ways she can harm him. But there’s some solace to be found in his smile, too.
Naive or not, it’s sincere. It doesn’t matter that she’s failed him… not yet, at least. He is happy. She just has to make sure he stays that way as long as possible. That she doesn’t destroy any more of him than she already has.
She listens to him breathing, and finds some sort of comfort in that. Not much, but it’s better than nothing. And in due time, eventually, she’s able to drift off into a restless slumber.
When Taranza awakes the next morning, Nia is still in bed beside him. She clutches him tightly, murmuring softly in her sleep.
He lets out a deep, content sigh, reclining his head against her chest. He’s glad she’s there. Waking up without her the day before had been scary. But she’s here. They’re together. Nothing is going to separate them ever again.
It’s still a bit strange being held, albeit not in a bad way. He supposes even now he just has to wonder… why? Does she actually want to be that close to him?
The thought makes him feel warm inside and a little bit inadequate all at once. Does he deserve that sort of attention?
He’s not sure. Either way, he’s getting it, though, and so he bathes in her warmth. He squeezes her hand.
It’s still interlocked with his. It’s a little different than it was the night before, though. Whereas when they went to sleep her paws were a smooth yellow, now they’re covered in soft, brown fur yet again. If it weren’t for the lack of claws, he’d almost be able to convince himself they were Joronia’s hands.
Or… well- no. They are Joronia’s hands. Nia’s hands. They’re just a little different. That’s alright, though. He runs his thumb over the back of her knuckles, smiling.
She continues to murmur, groaning, slightly, as she slumbers. Her grip on Taranza’s hand tightens.
He wonders if she’s having bad dreams. He couldn’t blame her, after what she’s been through. It’s okay, though. He’s here to protect her.
Rolling over, he reaches to brush a strand of hair from her face. He stops, however, as he realizes she doesn’t have any, before instead reaching out for her face. He strokes her cheek.
“Hey,” he whispers. “It’s alright. No-one is going to hurt you ever again. You’re safe now.”
He gazes at her, watching her lips, part, slightly, as she breathes. In general, she looks quite a bit different than she did the night before. Her face has softened and her body has shrunk— overall, she’s much more Arachnid shaped, although there are other ways she’s still unfamiliar.
While her hands are covered in a soft, brown fuzz, her face is not. It’s almost entirely yellow and indigo, save for the smallest patch of fur near her cheek. She’s missing both her horns, instead sporting two fuschia antennae, and while it’s hard to tell with them closed, it appears she only has one extra eye. The other is missing, leaving her with just three on her face.
‘She has her fangs, at least,’ he notes, giving her hand a squeeze. He always did love them. She thought they were scary, but he disagreed. He was always of the opinion they were cute.
And they’re still cute, now. He admires them as she snores softly… takes it all in. It’s not what he’s used to, but at least there are things like that— reminding him that he really did get the love of his life back. That she’s here with him, sleeping… still a sight to behold.
It’s not long before she stirs. With yet another groan, her eyes flutter open. She blinks sluggishly.
“…Taranza?” She asks
He startles— feeling more than a little embarrassed to have been caught staring. He tears his hand from her cheek.
“N- Nia!” He sputters. “You’re up! How are you feeling? Did you sleep well?”
Blearily, she replies “…Well enough. And you?”
“I slept wonderfully,” he reassures. “How couldn’t I, being next to you?”
He’s grateful she didn’t comment on the fact that he was watching her while she slept. He really didn’t mean anything by it. It’s just so… so incredible! That she’s here!
He gives a smile. Awkwardly, she smiles back.
Then, he sits up, stretching, briefly, before slipping out of bed. He helps her out of bed, too, still clinging tight to her hand.
“So,” he says. “What do you want to do today? Would you just like to relax at the castle? Or should I start to show you around town?”
He’s in a hurry to get her out of the room. He still recalls the way he caught her staring at the mirror yesterday when he first woke up. He doesn’t want something like that to happen again… for her to get caught up in her own head.
Despite his best efforts, though, she sees the way her gaze flickers towards it just briefly. She catches a glimpse of herself before pulling her hood up over her head.
Her hand shifts slightly in his.
‘Ohhhh, Nia…’ he thinks, heart aching. ‘Please don’t hide.”
He presses against her side— some feeble attempt to reassure her. He’s not sure it works, but she finally seems to be shaken from her thoughts, as she responds either way.
“I’m… uh, fine with anything,” she says stiltedly. “Whatever you think is best.”
A frown. She’s still behaving so submissively. That, too, is a far cry from the girl he remembers. She used to be so bold… bossy, almost. She made all of their plans. He could hardly even get in a word about what he wanted to do.
He wishes there was something he could do to bring that confidence back. He doesn’t really know how to make these sorts of decisions on his own. But he knows Nia is depending on him right now, and so he resolves to do his best. He’ll take the lead until she’s feeling like herself again.
“Well, in that case, why don’t we go and look at the things in the immediate area around the castle? We don’t have to go far. We don’t even have to go into town. Maybe we could explore the nearby woods. That, or-“
He’s interrupted by a firm knock on the door. A voice rings out.
“Bug boy! Bug girl! You in there?”
It’s the voice of King Dedede.
Taranza is a tad surprised to hear him. He thought he’d have been off to Floralia by now. Unless… he’s already finished? Has he come to tell them how it went?
Taranza sends a sideways glance towards Nia. Her gilded wings twitch anxiously.
Taranza squeezes her hand.
“Don’t worry,” he says. “I’ll take care of it. You don’t have to talk to him right now if you don’t want to.”
He’d like them to warm up to each other eventually, of course. But this, at least, he can handle on his own.
“Yes, we’re in here!” He calls. “I’ll be right over to the door!”
Promising Nia this shouldn’t take long, he makes his way to the door and opens it, giving Dedede a wave.
“Good morning,” he says. “Are you back from Floralia?”
Dedede shakes his head. “Naw. Haven’t left yet. Kirb got here pretty late, and I figured it’d be better to make the trip after a good night’s snooze. Nova knew I needed it after you nuts interrupted my beauty sleep the night before.”
A grin at his own lighthearted jab. He lets out a chuckle.
“We were actually just ‘bout to head out. Before we skedaddle, though, I’ve got a delivery for you.”
“…A delivery?” Taranza repeats.
“Yup! Those scary girls dropped by just a bit ago. Said you’d asked them for something?”
It takes Taranza a second to parse what he’s even talking about. He knows more than a few people who could be described as ‘scary girls.’ Dedede could have been a tad more specific.
Still, it clicks sooner rather than later. He doesn’t even have to ask for clarification. The moment he looks at what’s in Dedede’s arms, it all makes sense.
“Oh! The Mage Sisters were here?”
“Yepperoni!” Dedede says. “Even wanted to check in on you two. I told ‘em you were probably still zonked out… my bad! They probably coulda’ dropped this all off themselves. Not that I’m complainin’ too much. It’s good to get to see ya’ again before we’ve gotta bounce.”
He hands over the cloaks that the Mage Sisters delivered to Taranza.
“There’s gotta be at least a dozen of these things. You should be all set. They said to just let them know, though, if you needed more.”
“Of course,” Taranza says. “I’ll have to thank them. It really is appreciated.”
He’s glad Nia won’t have to wear ripped up clothes anymore. He felt awful seeing her insisting on staying in something like that. He knows she wants to shroud as much of herself as she possibly can at the moment, but he can’t imagine wearing something like that was helping with her self esteem.
He runs a hand over the newly delivered cloaks.
These are much nicer. He still wishes she didn’t feel the need to hide herself at all, of course, but one thing at a time.
“I’ll also get you set up with some more duds, too, of course,” Dedede reassures. “In fact, before I leave, I’ll tell Bandee to deliver a buncha’ royal garments to your room. Not that you’ll be stuck wearing my fits forever. I’ve already told Tailor Dee to get to work making you some new, custom outfits. It’ll just take a bit. But at least then you won’t be stuck wearing something that’s gotta be thrice your size!”
Another laugh.
Taranza decides not to tell him he’s actually been quite enjoying wearing Dedede’s robes. They’re a little big, sure, but if nothing else, they do make him feel like a king. And he can use whatever luxury he can get at a time like this.
“Thank you very much,” he says. “I know I’ve already told you this a thousand times, but you’ve been so, extremely courteous. We appreciate you going to this extent.”
“Well, I’ve kinda gotta, don’t I?” Dedede asks. “What sorta’ king would I be if I didn’t pamper my guests? This is Castle Dedede! The home of hedonism! The comfier you are, the better.”
“Haha… right,” Taranza says, nodding. “I suppose you’ve got a point.”
“Darn skippy I do! Although…” Dedede pauses. “If that’s all, I guess I should probably start headin’ out. Kirb’s probably wondering where I am right about now. I don’t wanna keep him waiting. Anything else you two need, or am I all good to go?”
“I… think that’s all,” Taranza responds. “That’s our clothing situation sorted out, at least, and as for food, the Waddle Dees in the kitchen already seemed to expect us yesterday. Our lodgings have been wonderful, too. With all that in mind… I couldn’t possibly come up with much else to ask for.”
“Terrific!” Dedede says. “In that case, I’ll finally get out of your hair. I’ll see you when I get back from Floralia, bug b-”
“Actually, there’s something I’d like to request, if possible.”
Dedede stops at the sound of a voice from behind Taranza. He peers over his shoulder.
“...Yeah?” he asks. “What is it, bug girl?”
Taranza is startled to hear Nia speak up. He’d gotten the impression she didn’t particularly want to interact with Dedede. And not only that… but what does she mean when she says she has something she’d like to request? He can’t think of anything else she’d need.
Still, he turns to face her, nodding, as if to say ‘go on.’
To his surprise, she averts her gaze.
“Well… I was just wondering: do you think it would be possible to acquire something for me to cover my face with?”
“Something to cover your face with?” Dedede repeats.
“Yes. Like a mask or a veil or… anything, really. Whatever’s easiest to come by.”
Taranza can’t believe what he’s hearing. It’s one thing for Nia to want to hide her body, but her face, too? That can’t possibly be a good idea!
“Nia…” he says. “You don’t need something like that! You have a wonderful face.”
“Taranza,” she responds. “I’m not clueless. I saw the way the Waddle Dees reacted to me yesterday. Even your friends stared. And so please don’t argue. I’m just doing everyone a favor. It’s better if they don’t have to look at me.”
“Don’t have to…- don’t say that! If… if people can’t see how gorgeous you are, then that’s their issue, not yours! You shouldn’t have to hide!”
“I want to.”
“But it’s not a good idea! Don’t you think by doing something like that you’re-”
“Oh my stars! Do you really think this is your decision to make, Taranza!?”
Taranza freezes, stunned by her sudden shout.
Nia seems stunned as well. She shies back slightly as her expression shifts from frustrated to ashamed.
“...I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to yell. It’s just…-” she hesitates. “It would make me feel better. Please.”
A lump in Taranza’s throat. He really doesn’t want to endorse something like that, but what other choice does he have? If that’s really what Nia wants, then it’s not his place to object.
He has to stand down.
“Very well then,” he says. “...If you’re certain. Let it be known that I truly don’t think it’s necessary, but if you’d be more comfortable having something like that, then… so be it. You can wear a mask until you feel more comfortable.”
“...Thank you,” Nia says, voice hushed.
Then, she turns towards Dedede. She takes a deep breath.
“Do you think that’s something you can do for me?” she asks.
“Of… course,” he responds, clearly a tad taken aback by what he just witnessed. Even so, though, he nods. “I’ve got a pal who wears that sort of thing all day every day… and not only that, but he’s getting into fights and bustin’ his… like, constantly. He’s gotta have a spare or two. I’ll stop by his ship before scaling the Dreamstalk. I’m sure he’ll be able to give you a hand.”
“Wonderful,” Nia says. “I’m much obliged.”
“...Glad to hear it,” Dedede says, shifting slightly. “But- uh, is that all? For real this time?”
“I believe so,” Nia says. “You may go.”
“Right. I’ll be seeing you two around, then, alright? Shouldn’t be gone too long. I’d be shocked if I’m not back by suppertime. As soon as I’ve had a chat with your rowdy neighbors I’ll be back to let ya’ know how it went. I’ve got my fingers crossed it goes well.”
“...Here’s to hoping,” Taranza says, but he doesn’t have much faith. As charismatic as Dedede is, the Floralians are stubborn. They really, really hate Nia, and by extension, him. They aren’t going to let them return home.
“Stay safe, okay?” he tacks on. “Don’t take any unnecessary risks.”
He trusts Dedede and Kirby to defend themselves, of course— neither of them would lose if a fight were to break out… but even so, Taranza would prefer it if they didn’t come back sporting a brand new stab wound. The last thing he needs is them getting hurt for his sake.
“I won’t,” Dedede says. “Don’t you worry. I’ll be back before ya’ even know it! There’s no need to get your panties in a twist. Kirb and I are the heroes of Floralia, ain’t we? We already faced off against the scariest thing possible there! This is gonna be a breeze in comparison.”
He grins, reaching out to ruffle Taranza’s hair.
Taranza pulls back, grimacing. He pats down his hair.
“…Right,” he says. “I’ll take your word for it.”
“You’d better! I’m the great king of Dreamland, after all! Not the kind of guy you want to underestimate!”
One final hearty laugh, then he takes a step back.
“Talk to you again soon, bug boy! Try not to have too much fun without me while I’m gone.”
And with that, he turns. He flashes a peace sign, then makes his way down the hall— a confident swagger to his step as he walks.
“…He knows we have names, right?” Nia asks as soon as he’s out of earshot.
“What?”
“‘Bug boy?’ ‘Bug girl?’ It’s disrespectful! Like he can’t even be bothered to remember our actual names.” Her voice drops to a murmur. “…Then again, I suppose I should have expected that coming from a faux royal.”
“Really? I don’t get that impression at all,” Taranza responds. “Perhaps it is a tad uncouth, but he doesn’t mean any harm by it. That’s simply the way King Dedede shows affection. He has names like that for everyone… ‘Kirb,’ ‘Mags,’ ‘Ya little menace.’ I’m sure if you just asked him to stop, he would.”
A pause.
“Or- I could even talk to him if you want! If it makes you uncomfortable, I’d be happy to-“
“It’s really not that big a deal,” Nia interjects. “I don’t mind that much. It’s just peculiar.”
“Ah… well, I suppose that’s fair. Dedede is a peculiar fellow,” Taranza admits “…A nice one, though!”
“...Right,” Nia says.
Then, silence. It hangs over the room, awkward and suffocating. Now that Dedede’s left, it’s almost as if they don’t know what to say.
Finally, Nia speaks.
“You’re not upset with me, are you?” She asks.
“Upset with you? Why would I be upset with you? For not quite meshing with King Dedede? That’s perfectly natu-“
“That’s not what I’m talking about and we both know it, Taranza.”
Seems there’s no ignoring the elephant beetle in the room.
“No, of course I’m not upset with you,” Taranza says. “Upset, yes, but it’s not your fault. You haven’t done anything wrong. I just…”
He pauses— bites down on his lip.
“I hate that you feel that way. That you need something like that to feel comfortable. I’d never be angry at you for trying to make yourself feel more at ease. I just wish you weren’t apprehensive in the first place.”
“I meant what I said,” he says, hovering closer to her. “That you’re gorgeous and you don’t need to hide. I’ll support you in your decision, but I want you to know that. You’re breathtaking, alright?”
Nia hesitates as he reaches out for her hand. Yellow trails across her fingers as they shift further and further from the ones he’s familiar with.
Still, he takes her hand, and she allows it. Not quite looking him in the eye, she responds:
“…If you say so.”
“I know so,” Taranza says. “Now why don’t you change into something nicer while we wait for our other two deliveries? I’m sure you’ll feel better as soon as you do. There’s a bathroom just down the hall. Go and switch out of those rags. A queen like you deserves something far nicer.”
With a smile, he hands over one of the newly-delivered robes. He gives Nia’s hand a reassuring squeeze.
“I… suppose that’s a good idea,” she admits. She sends a glance towards the door. “I’ll be back momentarily, then.”
And with that, she breaks away from Taranza. She makes her way out into the hall and disappears from sight.
She’s not far at all, but as usual, Taranza worries. Not only can he feel her absence, but he has to wonder what she’s doing there alone. Is she staring into the bathroom mirror as she gets changed, doubting the validity of his claims?
‘Ohhhh, Nia,’ he thinks.
Bandee actually arrives before she returns. He pokes his head into the room, flatly asking, “Is this where the kingnappers are staying?”
‘…Kingnappers.’
How funny. Seems the gloves are off now that Kirby or his king aren’t here to supervise him.
Still, Taranza doesn’t let it get under his skin. Perhaps he’d feel differently if Nia had heard the passive aggressive comment, but when it’s directed at just him?
He gives an over the top bow and winks.
“The very ones!” He says. “Why? Are you here to collect our signatures?”
“Yeah, right,” Bandee retorts. “Perhaps the day Halcandra freezes over. As for now, however, I’d rather jump from the floating island you two call home. I’m here on king’s orders: that’s all.”
Taranza is tempted to goad him further, but he ultimately decides against it. As much as he and Bandee don’t get along… and as much fun as it is to rile him up, he understands why the Waddle Dee doesn’t like him. And besides, seeing as how he’s staying in King Dedede’s home, it’s probably for the best that he doesn't get into any petty squabbles with his favorite servant.
“Right. You have my things, then?” He asks, holding out a hand. “Buffoonery aside, it is sincerely appreciated you came all this way.”
“All this way? All I did was walk to another wing of the castle. But, yes, I have the things my king has ever-so-graciously decided to loan you.”
Holding out a pile of clothes, he continues:
“You’d best be grateful to him. If I were in his shoes, I certainly wouldn’t have been so generous.”
Taranza forces himself not to laugh at the sight of the pile of clothes nearly as tall as the person carrying it. Instead, taking them from Bandee, he gives a nod.
“I’m deeply grateful,” he says.“King Dedede has gone above and beyond for us. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to repay him.”
And that much, he means. For as much as they disagree, there’s one thing he and Bandee have in common, and that’s a deep respect for Dedede.
“Mmmmm," Bandee responds. “Although when I say ‘you,’ I don’t mean just you. I mean ‘the two of you.’ I hope your friend understands the favor the king is doing for her as well.”
He shoots Taranza an incredulous look. It’s clear he doesn’t believe it for a second.
“Of course she understands the favor he’s doing for her!” Taranza responds. “And she’s grateful, too. She just…-” a pause. “She’s a tad shier expressing that sort of thing.”
“Right. I apologize for my cynicism. It’s just hard to see her amicable type,” Bandee responds, voice snide, “...She wasn’t exactly cordial towards Kirby yesterday.”
“She’s still getting used to being alive,” Taranza argues. “It has nothing to do with amiability. She’s being exposed to a lot of things— a lot of people unexpectedly. She needs time to find her footing. She wasn’t trying to be rude to Kirby. She just… didn’t know how to handle him yet, particularly considering the context of their last encounter.”
“Right. The one where she had you kidnap his friend, then attacked him?"
“No! The one where he killed h-”
Taranza stops— forces himself to take a deep breath.
“No. I’m not arguing with you about this. You know exactly what I mean. Regardless of how you choose to describe it, it was a tense meeting… for her and Kirby both. And while I’m glad Kirby was able to get over it so easily, that doesn’t come as quickly to others. You, of all people, should know that.”
“And so what? You’re insinuating she’s still angry at him?”
“The opposite,” Taranza says. “Don’t you think I’d be rather easy for her to worry he might still be upset? That he might want to hurt her?”
That gives Bandee pause.
“...Kirby wouldn’t do something like that,” he says.
“Of course not,” Taranza agrees. “But she doesn’t know that. She’s hardly interacted with Kirby! You need to understand the situation she’s in— be patient with her. She’ll become more open with time.”
Bandee, surprisingly, doesn’t argue right away. He looks down at his nubs, thinking.
Then, he looks back up at Taranza.
“...And you’re sure of that?” he asks, still skeptical.
“Of course I’m sure,” Taranza says. “I know her best. Give her time. She’ll open up. And as soon as she does, she’ll thank Dedede and Kirby both.”
It’s still clear Bandee doesn’t believe that, but all the same, he sighs.
“If you say so,” he relents
Taranza’s… not quite sure how to take it. On one hand, he can’t stand the leeriness, but on the other hand, it’s not like Bandee to back down at all. Maybe he really is thinking of giving Nia a chance.
“In the meantime,” he instructs. “Please, try your best to be kind to her. I… understand why you’re guarded, but Nia is a good person— I swear it on my life. You need to remember that when she did all of those things, she was very, very sick. She’s not sick anymore. And if you still need someone to take your anger out on…” Taranza pauses. “Well, I wasn’t sick, and I’m right here, so make of that what you will.”
Bandee stares, before rolling his eyes.
“I’m not searching for anyone to ‘take my anger out on’,” he retorts. “If you really intend to cause no trouble, then I’ve no issue with either of you. But let it be known: if either one of you lays a hand on the king or a single one of his Dees, I can and will skewer you. Don’t test me.”
Taranza wants to scoff. He feels like he’s being threatened by a marshmallow. He just as soon remembers, though, that he’s been robbed of his stamina and almost all magical ability. Bandee probably could skewer him if he wanted. It wouldn’t even be a challenge!
“Duly noted,” he remarks. “But I can assure without a shred of doubt that neither of us have any ill intent… so here's hoping it won’t come to that.”
“...Here’s hoping, indeed,” Bandee replies.
Uncomfortable silence. It seems there’s nothing else to say.
“Well,” Taranza murmurs, “Thank you for stopping by and dropping off my things. It really is appreciated. I’d tell you to give my regards to Dedede as well, but I’ve already expressed my gratitude to him. He’s been a huge help.”
“I’m sure he has,” Bandee says. Then, ever so aloof, “...I’m taking it this is my cue to go?”
“Unless there was something else you wished to discuss. But I got the impression you were hoping to get out of here as quickly as possible, in which case, you’re excused.”
“Gladly,” Bandee says, and without a moment’s hesitation, he turns. “I’ll be making my leave, then.”
And just like that, he’s off.
Taranza’s horns twitch slightly as he watches him go. Admittedly, he can’t help but be a little annoyed. He hopes he’d gotten through to him regarding Nia’s character. Why does it seem like everyone is out to doubt her?
First King Dedede— so on edge, then Susie, insinuating she might still be corrupted. And now Bandee, too? What has she done to be worthy of such scrutiny? Is she really any worse than any of the other villainous Star Allies?
…No. He shouldn’t think about it that way. Dedede is trying his best to be kind— he can’t help his apprehension, and Susie didn’t mean anything by her suspicion— she’s just a pessimist. Then, as for Bandee, he’s like this with everyone.
He’s the same way towards Magolor. Towards Susie. Towards the contemptible Marx, the even worse Dark Meta Knight, and someone who’s just a petty criminal like Daroach. He’s even like this towards Taranza.
He’d distrust just about anything if given the chance. Taranza gets the sense you could hand him a baby-faced cherubim and he’d still find some way to regard it as nefarious.
Ironic, considering his king.
Not that Taranza would ever judge Dedede, of course! But he has a colorful past, too, doesn’t he? Why is he the only exception?
Whatever. It doesn’t matter. He’s not particularly hung up on the opinion of a single, obnoxiously brazen Waddle Dee. Just like Dedede is a good person, Nia is a good person, and it’s of little concern to him whether or not Bandee understands that as long as he isn’t rude to Nia’s face.
Shortly after Bandee departs, she returns. It seems she passed by him in the hall, actually, because as she pokes her head into the room, she asks, “Were the two of you discussing something?”
“Nothing important,” Taranza says. “He simply came by to drop off my clothes. Speaking of which…”
He looks Nia over, assessing her new outfit. Much like the one that came before, it’s drab in comparison to her usual fashion, and awkwardly oversized for her current form, but at the very least it isn’t ripped.
Her hood is pulled up over her face, of course, which, admittedly, gives him a little pause. It’s… eerie when considering the request she just made to King Dedede. Wearing a mask and a cloak like that…
Will there even be any part of her left to see?
He’s well aware that’s her intention, of course, but that doesn’t make it any easier to swallow… that she’s so desperate to hide everything she is he won’t even be able to glimpse the love of his life.
Not that he makes his dismay known— or at least, he hopes not. He puts on a smile and gestures towards her.
“You look great,” he says. “I told you those were clothes much more befitting of a queen.”
She nods, although it’s easy to discern there’s little sincerity behind it. She’s just going through the motions.
“…Well,” he says, clearing his throat. “I suppose I should get changed as well. I’ve been in these robes for over a day now! That’s just not acceptable. Allow me to excuse myself for a moment.”
As he passes by her, of course, he pauses and promises he’ll be right back. He’d never want to leave her alone for long.
He gets changed quickly as he can, making his way to the bathroom and slipping out of his old robes. He dons the new ones and fusses with his hair. It’s surprisingly difficult to get it just how he likes it.
He supposes that can be chalked up to the lack of resources available in Castle Dedede. Not only is there no hair product to speak of, but he hasn’t even been provided a brush!
…It makes sense, admittedly, though. Why would they have hair brushes, let alone hair products in Castle Dedede? Waddle Dees have no hair to speak of, and Dedede himself only has feathers.
Taranza will have to go out and acquire a brush later. He certainly isn’t going to ask Dedede for one. He’s already home above and beyond. Taranza would hate to demand more.
Eventually, he gets his hair something close to satisfactory. Then, he picks up his scarf, which he’d carefully paced on the sink, and wraps it back around his neck.
He’s presentable. That will have to do for now.
He makes his way back to his room, where Nia is waiting for him. She nods in acknowledgement as he re enters.
Then, it’s as if she realizes something. Her wings twitch slightly.
“You look nice,” she says, giving him an awkward smile. “Very fancy.”
Taranza smiles back, brandishing his robes.
“I’d hope so!” he quips. “I am a rather high-maintenance fellow. It’s imperative I look my best.”
Nia doesn’t quip back, though— simply keeps up that uncertain smile.
Taranza stifles a sigh and reminds himself to take what he can get. At least she thinks he looks nice.
He sits beside her on the bed, briefly, but it’s not long before there’s another knock on the door.
A voice calls out.
“Are you in there?”
It is, of course, the voice of Meta Knight— a voice that makes his stomach lurch. In any other scenario, that voice would be a welcome sound, but in this particular instance? Not so much.
Still, he forces himself to answer.
“Yes! We’re here. Come right in.”
A moment passes, then Meta Knight responds.
“I’ll do no such thing.”
That throws Taranza for a loop.
“…Pardon?"
But Meta Knight must not discern how strange that answer was, because he doesn’t so much as give pause.
“I am delivering a mask, correct?” He asks.
“Well… yes,” Taranza says, still not sure what he’s getting at.
“That means there is someone in there who does not wish to be seen. I will respect that wish. If you would like to talk, we can do that after they’ve put on their mask. In the meantime, I will leave it by the door and take a step back. Just let me know when they’re concealed.”
…Ah. That makes sense. As someone who hides his own face, of course Meta Knight wouldn’t want to intrude on someone else’s privacy. He’s honorable like that.
Taranza just hopes Nia won’t take his courtesy the wrong way. It’s not that he’s afraid to look at her. It’s that he’s aware she’s afraid of being looked at.
“…Understood,” Taranza says, rising from the bed. “I’ll come and retrieve it for her.”
Sure enough, a mask is waiting for him as he cracks open the door. Meta Knight, however, is nowhere to be seen.
Taranza reasons he must have turned a corner. That, or outright vanished into thin air. He wouldn’t put it beyond the strange, antisocial knight.
He crouches and picks up the mask, then hesitates for a moment. Gazing at it in his hands, the last thing he wants to do is give it to Nia, but it’s not as if he has a choice. She was right when she said this wasn’t his decision to make.
And so with a lump in his throat, he turns around. He returns to their room, shutting the door behind him, then passing her the mask. He averts his eyes.
Giving him a brief thanks, Nia takes it. Then, she puts it on.
It’s a little while before Taranza can even bring himself to look. He stares at the floor, biting down on his lip.
But he knows he can’t avoid it forever. He’s going to have to confront just how much she wants to be hidden eventually.
So after what feels like forever, he tears his eyes from the carpet. He turns his head towards Nia, evaluating her new look.
Sure enough, the mask conceals most of her face. It’s just a little too small for her— her face is wider than Meta Knight’s, but for the most part he can’t discern her features. All he can make are her uncovered cheek and her eyes peering through the slits.
For once, those eyes don’t appear uncertain. There’s a real sense of conviction to them as she adjusts the mask. She well and truly thinks this is a necessity.
All the same, she does stop to ask him, “...What do you think? Is it any better?”
Taranza isn’t sure how to answer. He doesn’t think this is better by any definition of the word, but an argument is likely the last thing she wants at the moment. She wants him to validate her— tell her that she’s made the right decision, but that’s not the case at all. Taranza doesn’t think this is the right decision. It’s a decision that rips his heart into pieces.
Ultimately, he settles on, “...The mask looks lovely. Although it’s still not as lovely as the person wearing it, in my opinion.”
Nia’s head lowers.
Fidgeting with her scarf, she responds, “...Right.”
There’s a tension Taranza can’t stand, and so he turns back towards the doorway. Calling out, he says, “She’s masked now! You can come in, if you’d like.”
Thankfully, Meta Knight does indeed crack the door open, disrupting the uncomfortable silence. He looks over at Nia before drawing slightly closer, giving her a nod.
“And so you’re the one who asked for a mask… I see. I am Meta Knight, protector of these lands and head of the Halberd. It is good to meet you.”
He holds out a hand. It’s a second before Nia responds, but eventually she takes it, giving it an awkward shake.
“...You as well,” she says. “I’m Nia.”
“Queen of Floralia, excellent swordswoman, and my absolute favorite person in the world,” Taranza elaborates, placing a hand on her back.
“Oh, yes, I’m familiar,” Meta Knight says, “No clarification is necessary. She is the girl you just brought back from the dead— the victim of the curse.” A pause. He then looks back towards Nia. “I am sorry to hear you went through that. Those in the Mirror World know no mercy. I hope you are faring better now that you are once again yourself."
Nia stares. She must not have expected anyone else to know the specific details of what happened to her without being told. Her wings twitch slightly as her body starts to grow.
Still, eventually, she’s able to respond.
In a worn voice, she answers, “I’ve been… getting by.”
Awkward silence. Meta Knight gives another nod.
“Well… that is good. If there is ever anything else I can do to assist, please let me know… whether that be assisting with the aftereffects of what was done to you, or simply providing another mask. I have plenty extra in case that one breaks. Ideally, it shouldn’t, of course— I try to ensure they’re quite sturdy, but life has its ways.”
The slightest of chuckles. No doubt he’s thinking about all of the times Kirby’s broken his supposedly sturdy masks.
“But… if that is all, I should probably go. There are things I must see to, and I would hate to intrude. I will talk to you again in the future, Miss Nia.”
And then, without even waiting for a response, he turns. Of course. He always was the sort to try to duck out of conversations as quickly as possible.
“Wait!” Nia calls just before he can make his way out the door.
Meta Knight stops.
“...What is it?” he asks.
“I simply wanted to thank you,” Nia responds, fidgeting. “...For providing the mask. And for- um, waiting until I was ready to enter. I appreciate it.”
“Oh,” Meta Knight says. “...Of course. It was the least I could do. Enjoy your mask, Miss Nia.”
Then, he resumes his exit. He makes his way through the door, carefully shuts it behind him, and just like that, he’s gone.
It’s harder to read Nia now that her face is obscured, but judging by the look in her eyes and the way she’s quiet for just a little bit, Taranza gets the sense she’s thinking over everything that just happened. It was a short conversation, but a weighty one all the same.
“He… seemed nice,” she says finally. “Very well mannered. Although I must admit I was a tad surprised by some of the things he said. He’s familiar with the exact circumstances behind my…-” a pause, “...Corruption? How? Why? Is everyone?”
A tinge of anxiety to her voice… and Taranza can’t fault her. It must feel like she’s been cut open for all of the world to see. Why is it that even after being freed from the judgemental eyes of Floralia she’s still being watched? Will everyone always know everything about her— even the darkest parts?
“Well… to a certain extent,” he admits. “It all- um- initially came out in front of Kirby’s group. Even I didn’t quite understand what happened to you before that. We all sort of learned collectively.”
Nia gives that some thought, too. She fidgets with her hands.
“You didn’t understand?” She asks. “I… suppose that makes sense— I didn’t, either, but does that mean you…-?” she averts her eyes. “Did you just think that was me? That I really felt that way about you?”
Taranza hesitates. The answer is yes, truthfully— he sincerely thought she hated him of her own accord… that he’d done something wrong, but he can’t tell her that, can he?
“No,” he says. “Of course not. I knew that wasn’t the real you. I was always aware you were sick. I just didn’t quite comprehend how you got that way.”
“...Mmmmmm,” Nia says, still refusing to look directly at him. “Well, I’m glad to know everyone already knows what happened. That’ll be good to keep in mind.”
It’s clear she feels violated, and Taranza feels bad. If he’d known he’d be getting her back, he wouldn’t have made everything so public. But when the information came out, he’d just been so angry. He hadn’t even thought it through. All he wanted was for the rest of the group to be as angry with Dark Mind— Dark Meta Knight as he was.
“They… don’t know that much,” he says— a feeble attempt to reassure her. “Most of the group, I mean. They don’t know the precise details of how you behaved when you weren’t in your right mind, nor do they fully comprehend the Mirror World and what it did to you. Meta Knight’s an exception. He understands that sort of thing far more than the average person. He was actually trapped in there for a time.”
At that, Nia cocks her head.
“...Inside the mirror?”
“Mmmmmm,” Taranza says. “I don’t know all the details, but his counterpart imprisoned him. Kirby had to come to his rescue. It was actually the first time they worked together.”
“His counterpart? Imprisoned? I’m… still not sure any of this makes any sense to me. What exactly is this ‘Mirror World?’ You alluded to dark forces within it being responsible for my state of mind, but how could something live within a mirror? Surely there’s not an actual world in such a thing.”
“Well, I don’t think it’s within the mirror,” Taranza says. “Truthfully, I don’t fully understand it either, but from what I’ve gathered, the mirror is more of a portal. It’s a gateway to a dark, twisted dimension… a plane that’s a reflection of our own. And within that world, there are, in fact, people. Those denizens, too, are reflections— reflections of the people who live here. Except distorted, cruel caricatures— their worst traits embodied.”
“King Dedede’s counterpart is a mindless puppet— a once selfish ruler eventually swallowed by his sin. Magolor’s counterpart is a manipulative man with no love in his heart, and Susie’s an angry, vindictive maniac. Meta Knight’s counterpart is a monster in every sense of the world— a merciless, cutthroat individual who would stop at nothing to manipulate and take from others, all in the name of a repulsive, shallow fealty. It’s horrifying.”
“Of course… not all Mirror Worlders stoop so low,” he admits. “Some are… tolerable, albeit far from saints. Kirby’s counterpart, for example, is not malicious. At worst, he’s just a selfish, inept coward. But that is the exception, not the rule, seeing as how the actual Kirby possesses such a pure heart.”
‘Shadow Kirby’ is actually who he learned most of this information from. Out of the people he just described, Dark Meta Knight is the only one he’s personally encountered. Shadow Dedede, Dark Magolor, Shadow Susie… he’s only heard of them in stories. Shadow Kirby simply painted quite an ugly picture of his fellow reflections.
Taranza’s glad that one Mirror Worlder, at least, is able to see how disgusting and aberrant their world is… that there’s at least one who’s nauseated by the cruelty, although that comes as a double edged sword. With very little care for or faith in his own world and the people in it, Shadow Kirby spends most of his time running… avoiding responsibility and hiding in their dimension instead of defending his own.
Perhaps, if he’d actually done his job, like the real Kirby would have, then none of this would have happened. Nia’s tormentors would have been stopped before they got their hooks in her.
“And this whole world, too, was watching, unbeknownst to me?” Nia asks. “I never sensed anything off.”
“The particular people who took advantage of you were crafty and shrewd. I’m sure they took careful measures to ensure you didn’t catch on. It’s sickening, really.”
Nia is quiet, briefly. As she mulls that over, she looks uncomfortable, then angry.
“...These people,” Nia asks. “Who are they? Was it the whole of this world that saw it fit to turn me into a monster, or merely a specific faction? For their audacity, we should have them pay.”
Taranza blinks.
“I… don’t disagree with the sentiment,” he admits, “But it’s not so simple. Mirror Worlders can’t be killed. Unless their counterpart has also passed, they’ll just reform.”
“And?” Nia asks. “How is that stopping us? In a way, that’s a good thing. If they can’t die, then we can punish them without limits. We can kill them over and over again— break their bodies and their minds. Make them wish they could, in fact, depart.”
Taranza’s stunned by the sheer intensity in her voice. How is she able to describe something as horrific as that without so much as faltering? It’s not that Taranza entirely disagrees that some of the Mirror Worlders deserve that, but it’s brutal all the same. And more pressingly…
“It’s too dangerous.”
“Pardon?” Nia asks.
“It’s too dangerous,” he repeats. “Who knows what those Mirror Worlders could do to us? They already ruined our lives once. Who’s to say they couldn’t do it again? It’s far too much of a risk. We should stay as far away from them as we possibly can. As much as they deserve to pay, nothing could justify allowing you to be hurt again. We’re alright now, and so why worry about them?”
“Besides,” he continues, glowering. “You’re not a monster. You never were one. Don’t say things like that. That’s what they wanted to make you, but they didn’t succeed. You’re a good person, and so don’t you dare throw your life away again. It’s not worth it. We got our happy ending— they can’t hurt us anymore, and so why don’t we just try to enjoy that? We’re together again. That’s what matters most.”
Nia opens her mouth. For the briefest moment, she looks ready to argue, but then she hangs her head.
“Mmmmmm…” she says. “I suppose you have a point.”
She’s dropped the idea, at least for now. That eases Taranza’s anxiety some. He’d been scared she was going to insist, and if she became dead set on doing such a thing, there’s nothing much he could do to stop her. He’d risk seeing her hurt. Again.
He can’t allow something like that.
“Of course I do,” he says, nodding. “Now, enough of that. Why don’t we go and get breakfast? There’s no point in discussing something so bleak.”
Nia doesn’t respond, but she does follow after. Head down, she allows Taranza to usher her out of the room,
They make their way down the hall. And, eventually, she speaks up.
“I have one more question,” she admits. “About this ‘Mirror World.’ May I ask it?”
“Of course,” Taranza says. “What is it?”
“Well… I was just wondering,” Nia says. “These Mirror Worlders. Are there also counterparts like that of us?”
Taranza has to give it some thought. He knows for certain there’s a Dark Taranza— Shadow Kirby has mentioned him, too, calling him an stupid twat, but now that he mulls it over, he doesn’t think he’s actually heard about a Mirror Nia. And he’s not familiar with a Mirror Joronia or Sectonia, either.
Odd. Perhaps Shadow Kirby didn’t mention her because he knew Taranza might ask to meet her? If she’s anything like the rest of the Mirror World’s denizens, that wouldn’t have been a good idea.
Either way, based on how the Mirror World works…
“Yes. There are reflections of everyone. Although as far as I understand, neither of them were involved with what happened to you.”
In fact, he’s been told Dark Taranza actually opposes Dark Mind… not that that’s because he’s a good person, mind you. Supposedly, he wants to overthrow the tyrant of the Mirror World so he can instate himself as its new dictator.
‘Stupid twat’ indeed
“Sounds like a nightmare,” Nia responds. “I can hardly fathom what an even worse version of me would be like.”
Taranza doesn’t like the way she says it. ‘Even worse’ insinuates she’s already bad as is. But he doesn’t know how to acknowledge the undertone, and so instead he simply shakes his head.
“It’s not worth mulling over,” he says. “Mirror Worlders aren’t true reflections of us. They’re distortions. And it’s not like we’ll ever have to interact with them, anyways.” A pause. “Whatever our counterparts are like, that’s not our problem. They don’t say anything about who we really are.”
Nia’s quiet for a moment, but eventually nods.
“Right,” she says. “I suppose that makes sense."
However, even with that matter settled, there’s still one thing bothering Taranza.
“...You didn’t have to ask me for permission, y’know.”
“Excuse me?”
“To speak. You asked me if it was okay for you to make a query. Of course it was okay. I’d never be bothered by your questions.”
“Yeah,” Nia says. “...I know. I just wanted to make sure.”
Soon enough, they reach the kitchen. As they do, though, a few Waddle Dees stare. And at first, Taranza doesn’t quite parse why. What? Are they still not used to Nia? The thought makes him scowl. It’s as he overhears a whisper though that it clicks it’s not just that.
“Is that one of Sir Meta Knight’s masks?” one Waddle Dee asks, leaning over to speak to a friend. “Why is she wearing something like that?”
“I’m not sure,” the other Waddle Dee responds. “Maybe she took it.”
“Took it? No way. That would require overpowering Meta Knight, and no-one ‘cept Kirby or the king could do that.”
Nia’s antennae twitch. She turns towards the duo.
“I am wearing one of ‘Sir Meta Knight’s’ masks so you don’t have to look at my face,” she snaps. “You all had quite an unpleasant time witnessing it yesterday, didn’t you? Your stares made that more than obvious. Consider this me doing you a favor.”
“Eep!” the first Waddle Dee sputters, “I didn’t realize you would overhear that! I’m sorry, Miss Queen!”
“W- we weren’t staring!” the other tacks on. “Promise! Not yesterday or now!”
They practically stumble over one another as they try to take cover. It’s more than clear they’re afraid of Nia.
…Those things they’re saying. They may as well translate to ‘Please don’t hurt me.’
That angers Taranza, but Nia doesn’t humor the two of them further. Instead, wordlessly, she just makes her way further into the kitchen.
Her mask hides the no-doubt wounded look on her face.
Taranza hurries after her.
“Don’t pay them any mind,” he says. “They have no idea what they’re talking about. They just don’t know you yet. They’ll come to their senses in time.”
After all, at the very least, he knows the Waddle Dees aren’t malicious. They’re not judgemental like the people of Floralia were— searching for some sort of flaw in Joronia. They’re just scared and confused.
(...Scared.)
It’s just that ignorance can sting every bit as much as ill will.
A few more Waddle Dees gawk at them as they collect their breakfast, but there are no more confrontations, thankfully. They obtain their food, then make their way up to the terrace, where they settle in the same spot as before.
It’s another warm, sunny day. Then again, almost every day is warm and sunny in Dreamland. When they aren’t dealing with apocalyptic scenarios, the place really is something close to paradise.
Nia has to take her mask off to eat, and that comes as a small relief. Taranza watches as she hesitates, then sets it aside, allowing him to once again see her face. He stares at it.
More than anything, he just wants to take it in. He wants to appreciate it while he can… during this small, mundane moment where she’s let down her walls. It’s not the face he remembers, but it’s still hers. He wants to become familiar with it again. He wants her to not shy away. He wants her to say ‘It’s okay. You, at least, can look at me.’
But she does no such thing. She turns her head and pulls her hood up the moment it’s exposed. She avoids eye contact.
…And so Taranza looks away as well. He doesn’t take it in. He wants to more than anything, but she’s made it more than clear: she’s not willing to trust anyone with that sight— not even him.
What is he doing wrong? He’s tried his best to be supportive. Is that not enough? There has to be something else he can say— some way he can convince her he’d never judge her, but he just can’t find the words.
He’s already tried complimenting her. Consoling her, too. Did it not sound sincere enough? Did she not believe he meant it when he said she was still beautiful?
H- he did mean it, though, even if his voice wavered just a bit. This isn’t what he expected, but he’ll adjust. Of course she’s beautiful! No matter what she looks like! She’s beautiful because she’s her.
He doesn't say any of that, though, as he picks at his breakfast. He knows it would only make her upset. T… that’s okay, though. She’ll adjust, too, given time. One day she’ll believe him— she has to! And then she won’t hide her face from him. She won’t hide it from anyone. She’ll feel good about herself.
“So… uh, how are you liking breakfast?” he asks, trying to make some sort of conversation. “Is it any better than yesterday?”
The Waddle Dees haven’t made pancakes again this morning. Instead, their offering is a large fried Owgulf egg alongside donuts and very greasy bacon. Still not exactly the most lavish meal— Taranza will probably be avoiding the bacon, himself— but acceptable, and certainly a little less overwhelmingly sweet.
“It’s fine,” Nia says, shrugging.
And that’s all the response she gives.
Taranza frowns, looking down at his own food. He takes a bite of his egg.
“King Dedede and Kirby should be making their way to Royal Road by now,” he says, “They’ll likely get there by noon. It’s a big responsibility they’ve taken upon themselves. How do you think it’s going to go?”
“Poorly, probably,” Nia says flatly. “The Floralians aren’t going to welcome us back. They hardly even wanted us there in the first place. They’re likely celebrating now that we’re gone. Not that I can blame them.” Her voice turns to a mutter. “...I was an atrocious ruler.”
“Nia, don’t-”
“It’s true. Even you can’t deny that,” she insists. “They expected me to be an awful queen, and that’s exactly what I became. I terrorized the citizens. I made the streets run blue with their blood. I slaughtered the royal court… or at least those of them who were lucky, and did something even worse to those who weren’t.”
She’s, of course, talking about those she assimilated. While not everyone she stole a body from was a royal, most of those she went after as she truly began to slip into madness were. In particular, all of the other heirs to various royal lineages were her victims. She attacked the four of them in one night, coming for Dutchess Perconta, head of the Sectra family, last.
She’d always been jealous of the other girl, and reveled in the opportunity to take what was hers. She used her form as the basis for her new body— constructing an ‘even better’ version of the person she once stood in the shadow of. For years, the Floralians had wished Perconta had become queen instead of her, and finally, she could no longer outshine Sectonia… for Sectonia was everything she was and more.
For a time, she bragged about it. She’d boast, saying the wings she stole from another Insectoid were much prettier than Pectona’s ever were. She’d go on about how her eyes were more striking— her figure was more slender. She’d laugh and say Perconta would be the jealous one now.
But in time, she forgot about her. She forgot about all of the heirs. All of her victims. Sectonia fell so far into delusion that she genuinely began to believe she’d always had her body, and whenever Taranza alluded to her true origins, she’d become so angry and confused, then lash out.
One thing never changed, though, and that was the self-admiration. Long after who she forgot her carefully designed body parts belonged to, she’d gaze into the mirror, savoring her reflection. She’d boast about how stunning she was… how stunning she’d always been, and despite the foggy, manic look in her eyes, that much she meant.
She doesn’t look like that now. Not only has her ego been shattered, but she once more remembers just whose body parts these really are. As she stares down at slender hands… feels her wings twitch, does she recall their names?
There’s a pit in Taranza’s stomach.
“That wasn’t you,” he says for what feels like the hundredth time. “You weren’t in control. You didn’t want to do any of that. Y- you’re right that it was awful, but it wasn’t your fault, and it’s not like you can undo it now. I wish that the rest of Floralia would understand that. That you didn’t mean for any of this to happen. That you never hoped to hurt people.”
Nia stares down at the table, not speaking right away.
“...Well, they’re not going to,” she says finally. “That’s the only me they know, and we’re never going to change that. You’d have to be delusional to believe we could.”
“Mmmmm,” Taranza relents. “I’m not going to argue with that. Still, I wasn’t going to stop the two of them. They weren’t going to be satisfied until they at least tried, and who knows? They’ve pulled off miracles before. They were actually the reason I was allowed to stay in the castle after everything happened.”
Nia’s brow furrows.
“Oh?”
Taranza realizes pretty much immediately that that probably wasn’t the best topic to bring up. He’ll have to sugarcoat just how little the Floralians wanted him to be alive, let alone living in luxury after Sectonia’s death.
“Well. Uh- following your…-” he hesitates. “Temporary departure, the Floralians were quite unhappy with me. They despised me for sticking by your side up until the very end… blamed me for countless atrocities, and because of that, they wanted me to go. They fully intended to drive me out of the castle— something I couldn’t bear the thought of. It was all I had left of you, and so I resolved to fight for it.”
“But it didn’t come to that,” he continues. “Even though they hardly knew me, King Dedede and Kirby stepped in. They said that they could tell I wasn’t a bad person, and that I’d already been through enough. They argued I deserved to keep my home, and that as the heroes of the lower world, that was their decision to make. After all, they saved Floralia, and if I were to cause any trouble, they could simply come and stop me.”
“The Floralians weren’t thrilled by this prospect, admittedly,” he says. “But, all the same, they relented. Reluctantly, they allowed me to stay, albeit under a watchful eye. They were never quite fond of my presence.”
“...I see,” Nia says. “So they despised you over the things I forced you to do, and once I returned, that was the straw that broke the cockroach’s back? I’m the reason you were expelled from your home?”
“My home?” Taranza repeats. “Nia, that wasn’t my home! That was your home. The only reason I even cared to stay was because of the time we spent there together. Now that you’re back, that place doesn’t matter. Home for me is you. As long as we’re together, I’m satisfied.”
“Besides,” He continues. “You didn’t force me to do anything. I chose to do all of that. I chose to support you. And I don’t regret it! Or- well, the only reason I do is because enabling you made things so much worse. I couldn’t see you were suffering. You needed my help, and I was too subservient to do a thing. Of course, I’m not saying I’m glad we hurt people, but it was a decision we made together. We both made a mistake. And me more than you! I was the one in my right mind. I was the one who should have been responsible. But I wasn’t.”
Nia frowns.
“How could you have been?” she asks. “If you’d tried to resist me, surely I’d have smited you. You can’t deny fear played a factor in your actions. You saw how many I’d killed.”
As she says it, her body continues to grow. She becomes just a little too large for her seat. Her fangs recede as her posture shifts.
With each moment of restless, accusatory self-loathing, she resembles the girl he grew up with less and less. She morphs into someone who looks more and more like the girl who would yell at him. Who would tell him he was stupid and worthless. Who he was afraid of sometimes, even despite himself.
But even so…
“That isn’t why I made my decision,” he insists. “You didn’t go off the deep end so quickly. You were still kind to me when you first ordered me to take a person’s life. When I first poisoned an adversary’s drink. When I said that I supported you in stealing a body as long as it would make you happy. Happy! That’s all I wanted you to be. That’s why I endorsed all of that. Not because I was frightened of you. Because I loved you. Whatever you wanted, I wanted, too.”
And… he means that. Even as Sectonia became more and more violent— began to talk down to and threaten him, he doesn’t think that’s ever truly why he cooperated. He was scared sometimes, sure, but everything he did, he did out of devotion. When Sectonia told him to steal the hero of the lower world… he didn’t do that because he was afraid of what she’d do to him if he didn’t. He did that because he thought that if he did, maybe she would care about him again.
No-one forced his hand. Until the very end, he assented to wickedness. He stained his hands with blood in hopes of holding hers. In hopes of getting her to smile at him again like she used to.
Nia picks at her food.
“Why?” she asks. “The moment I first asked something like that of you, couldn’t you see how rotten I was? That I wasn’t worth loving? That I wasn’t worth selling your soul for?”
Taranza pauses. For the briefest moment, he thinks it’s an accusation— that Nia is somehow aware of what it is he actually did to bring her back.
But as he stares into her narrowed eyes, he realizes that’s not the case. It’s a figure of speech. She has no idea how close she’s come to the truth.
“Of course not,” he says softly. “...How could I see that? It’s not true. You were worth loving then, and you’re worth loving now. I’ve always stood by your side. That was never not going to be the case.”
Of course, he’s not sure how easily she can believe that. After all, he did betray her in the end. When Sectonia turned on him, he teamed up with Kirby and King Dedede and helped get her killed. But he didn’t do that out of spite. He didn’t do that because he ever stopped loving her. He did it because King Dedede finally opened his eyes… because he made Taranza realize Sectonia had been suffering all of that time.
He made him realize that he had to stop her, or she was just going to suffer more.
If he were to say that aloud, though, would it come across as sincere? Or would his words ring hollow? Would Nia believe there’s a point where his loyalty wavered?
Judging by her glower— the way she glares at him just slightly, he believes he has an answer.
“Is something wrong?” he asks. “I mean that.”
“You’re just… so foolish sometimes,” she responds. “I don’t understand you.”
“Ah…” he says, not quite sure how to argue with that. If that’s how she sees him supporting her, then…
“Guilty as charged, I suppose,” he admits, flashing a halfhearted smile. “The most foolish in the galaxy, but all the same, I’m content. If being foolish is what it takes to love you, then so be it.”
And Nia doesn’t refute that. Instead, as her indignant expression dissolves, she merely averts her gaze once more.
“Mmmm,” she says. “I see.”
There isn’t much other conversation over breakfast. They eat in the uncomfortable silence that seems to have become their new norm. Taranza pipes up, occasionally, but to only marginally enthusiastic response.
Soon enough, they’ve finished. They’re done with their food, and so it’s time to get back to their day. As Taranza stands, Nia reaches out for her mask.
She has some trouble putting it back on. Her face shape has shifted slightly since she first acquired it. More angular, it’s hard for her to find a way to cover the entire thing. She lets out a frustrated whine as she realizes that if she wants to mask her face itself she’s going to have to leave her chin exposed.
Taranza fidgets uncomfortably. He hates to see her look so vulnerable. He wishes there was something he could say to comfort her.
But there’s not. He doesn’t even want her wearing this mask in the first place, and so he forces himself to stay silent as she once again hides her face from him, just like everything else.
Notes:
...Oooooh, these two. Their miscommunication knows no bounds, does it? They love each other so much, yet they continue to misinterpret what the other person wants and how that person feels about them. I can't blame them, of course, but it's certainly interesting to write and read.
I hope you guys enjoyed another little Nia POV! It's fun getting to go into her head. For the record, not all of her scenes will be nighttime reflections. Eventually you'll get to see her thoughts during the daytime. For now, though, I think this is a fun way to have her look back on the day's happenings... and makes sense with how caught up in her own head she is.
Because /dear god/ is she caught up in her head.
Taranza's POV, meanwhile, provides a stark contrast to that. He does NOT quite understand the depths of what she's going through beyond a vague "Nia is struggling and I don't know how to help." He's trying his best... but with what she's been through, that's not quite enough. They haven't made much progress.
Not that anyone could expect them to. Nia's been alive again for all of three days, after all.
Getting to write Nia asking for the mask is a scene I've been looking forward to. It's heart wrenching that she feels the need to hide herself like that. Although it's also sort of nice she was at least willing to stand her ground. I suppose that's proof of just how strongly she feels about this. In most situations, she'll just go along with whatever Taranza wants, but this was something she was desperate enough to argue with him about, even if she's terrified he's going to be upset with or even angry at her over it. She just really, REALLY does not want to be seen, especially by him.
Shoutout to Meta Knight, by the way. Not just for lending Nia a mask, but for being so understanding about her situation and not intruding on her privacy. For as blunt as he can be sometimes, this, at least, he can understand... and in that, perhaps he's the first of Taranza's friends who has actually earned Nia's respect in some way. Because he's the first to actually understand her boundaries. Looking forward to having those two interact more, because they have a really neat dynamic.
Bandee was also fun to write, even if he was a lot more... argumentative than Meta Knight. I had a blast when it came to making him and Taranza banter. An important thing that one must never forget about Taranza is that he's kind of insufferable and smug... which I think shone through a little bit in their back-and-forth. He just hasn't been able to show off that side of himself much... what, in between all of the being sad and trying to take care of his extremely depressed not-girlfriend.
Believe it or not, though, Bandee also has some interesting stuff going on in his head beyond just being a little hater. I won't say /what,/ but there's a reason he actually backed down so easily when it came to whether or not to trust Nia... and it has nothing to do with Nia herself.
...What exactly does that little guy have going on?
Unclear! You'll just have to see, I suppose ;3
Another thing that was neat to get to delve into in this chapter, though, was Nia learning more about the Mirror World. Not about DMK and Dark Mind specifically, yet... but some more of the details of her corruption. It was especially fun getting to write her being a little brutal and wanting revenge. Because, as sad as she is, she's ultimately angry about what happened to her, too... that she was warped into something so evil and pathetic. She just spends most of her time directing that anger at herself instead of others.
But not all of her time! She's still got a little resentment left in her. And who could blame her, frankly?
There will be a short delay before the next chapter. As I finish up another fic I'm working on and create a backlog for this one, I'll be taking a one month hiatus from posting. So expect to see the next chapter of this fic four weeks from now! After that, I'll return to the usual biweekly schedule.
Hope you're looking forward to the next chapter! It's a big one... although I won't spoil why.
For now, however, I hope you enjoyed /this/ chapter! Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll talk to you all again soon o/
Chapter 11: but tonight i'm the only one left and i'm bettin' it's a fact that you will never learn
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Taranza does end up taking Nia out of the castle, having decided to spend the day showing her around Dreamland. They don’t go into town, however, as he concludes that would probably be too much for her. Instead, they survey some of the region’s more natural scenery, venturing out into a nearby forest for some fresh air.
He tells her all about what he knows. He talks about how the flora and fauna of the Lower World are similar, but distinct, too, and points out whatever he can recognize. He comments on how nice the shade the trees cast feels on such a warm day. He says he believes the crowing they can hear in the distance belongs to fledgling Birdons. And he holds her hand the whole time, of course. As they make their way through the underbrush, he gives a warm smile and rubs circles in her palm.
The most interesting thing they end up encountering is probably Whispy Woods. They don’t approach the shockingly volatile tree directly, of course, but they spot it from a distance. Taranza takes the chance to brag about the time he made something similar.
“It was while Kirby was right on my tail,” he explains, trying to make the story sound as dramatic as possible. “I still didn’t know who he was, but I knew I had to lose him if I was going to successfully kidnap the hero of the Lower World, and so I thought fast. I singled out a nearby flower and flooded it with magical energy, bringing it to life… that way, it could defeat Kirby for me. And it was every bit as big as Whispy was. Even bigger, perhaps!”
It’s a strange story for her not to know, admittedly. After all, it’s something that occurred during a mission he was doing for her. But by the time he returned with his bounty, Sectonia hadn’t exactly been interested in listening to his stories. She’d been too far gone at that point to want to interact with him at all, and shortly after his homecoming, she’d…
A lump in his throat. No. He shouldn’t think about things like that.This is a lighthearted recount. He should try his best to look on the bright side. Just think how many stories he has to tell her now that she’s back!
“That said, the resemblance waaaasn’t exactly coincidental,” he admits, letting out an embarrassed laugh. “I’d actually seen Whispy Woods while making my way to King Dedede’s castle, and thought I’d take some inspiration. After all, no harm in a little bit of well-meaning plagiarization. In hindsight, though, that probably wasn’t the best idea. I only learned later that Kirby had already fought Whispy upwards of a dozen times. I was just giving him an opponent he was already perfectly equipped to beat. Poor Flowery Woods didn’t stand a chance.”
“...Upwards of a dozen times?” Nia asks. “Why was he fighting some unremarkable tree once, let alone that much?”
“Ah… well, Whispy Woods and Kirby have history,” Taranza admits. “I’m not really sure how it first started. I suppose he must have ticked Whispy off by accident, somehow? Either way, now the tree gets rather cross when he sees Kirby, and he’s made a habit of attacking preemptively… y’know, ‘before Kirby can attack him.’ It’s rather silly, seeing as how if he just left Kirby alone, Kirby would probably leave him be, too, but good luck convincing him of that.”
Whispy is, from what he’s heard, rather stubborn. Not the worst of Kirby’s recurring enemies, of course— that honor would have to go to Kracko— but he’s up there!
Nia nods before thinking for a moment. Then, she points at Whispy.
“So, if you made something like this once,” she asks. “Does that mean you could do it again? I’m not sure what use you’d have for that, of course, but I must admit I’m curious.”
“Oh. Um-” Taranza tugs at his scarf. “Well, yes, I suppose, but now’s probably not the best time to demonstrate. As you said, it’s not as if I’d have a particularly good reason to bring a plant to life currently, and something tells me Whispy over there wouldn’t appreciate it if I were to do something like that. He’s rather territorial. He’d probably get upset if I were to intrude on his space.”
All true, of course, but that’s not the only reason. Taranza knows for a fact he wouldn’t be able to do something like that now— not without his magic, and he can’t have Nia finding that out.
“Besides,” he says. “There’s no need for something like that. The nature here is already good enough, if you ask me. Just look at the flowers.”
He points a finger at a flower patch before making his way over to it. He crouches, plucks a flower, and returns to Nia’s side, tucking it in her scarf.
“No need for embellishment,” he says, smiling.
And that seems to be enough to distract her. She doesn’t push the idea of him bringing a plant to life. For that, he’s grateful. He’s realizing that sooner rather than later he’s going to have to come up with a better reason as to why he can’t use magic. That, and take a minute alone to test out his abilities. Who knows? Maybe he can still do some things. And if that’s the case, it’ll be much easier to keep up the act.
He’s not sure when he’ll find that opportunity, though. For now, he really doesn’t want to leave her alone. Investigating the extent of his debilitation will have to wait.
At least… when it comes to the way his magic’s been affected. Even without deliberate investigation, he’s quickly starting to piece together the way other parts of his life have become more difficult. He recalls the way carrying just a few too many library books made it feel like his limbs were going to give out, not to mention how easily the Floralian insurgents were able to overpower him. He was never a particularly ‘tough’ person, but now he’s outright frail.
Even just hiking through the woods, he finds himself becoming a bit fatigued. He has to take a moment to catch his breath occasionally, stopping and talking about something just to find an excuse to take a break. It seems he won’t be able to live as active a life as he once did.
…That’s okay, though. He’ll get used to it. He doesn’t regret his decision. He could be so weak he was bedbound and he’d still feel the same. The experience is unpleasant, of course, but it’s more than worth going through. A small price to pay, really, in exchange for his most important person.
He just hopes she won’t catch on. He can’t imagine how she’d react… how anyone would if they were to find out. They’d chastise him, surely— say he was a fool.
But that’s alright, too. It’s like he said earlier: if being a fool is what’s necessary to stand by her side, then so be it. He’s guilty as charged.
The two of them have a relatively nice rest of their day. Nia is still quiet, of course, but he’s able to show her some pleasant sights. They even have a small picnic in the woods, eating a lunch that Taranza packed before they set out.
Like she did during breakfast, she seems uncomfortable removing her mask, but otherwise, things go well. Her face even flattens again… and while that means that, yes, she’s able to put the accursed thing back on easier, it also probably means she’s feeling a little more like herself again, and so Taranza will count that as a win.
By the time they get back to Castle Dedede, it’s a little past sunset. It’s dusk, and stars have begun to twinkle in the sky. A few Waddle Dees watch them as they make their way inside, but none approach right away. It’s only after a little while— exchanging an uncertain glance, that one of them dares to call out.
“Ah! You’ve returned!” They say. “...That’s great! The king got back just a little while ago. I think that he wanted to talk to you. You should be able to find him in his throne room. He’s there with Bandana Waddle Dee and Kirby.”
“Oh!” Taranza says. For some reason, he hadn’t expected Dedede to get back before them. Then again… he and Nia had gotten back a little later than he’d anticipated, too. He’d been meaning to return before sunset. “Really? That’s wonderful. We’ll go see what it is he has to say.”
A glance back as he continues, “Right, Nia? I bet he has an update about the situation in Floralia. Let’s go.”
Nia nods, sticking close to him as he leads the way to the throne room. Taranza knocks on the door, then pokes his head inside.
Sure enough, King Dedede, Kirby, and Bandana Waddle Dee are there. They appear to have been in the middle of discussing something, although stop just as soon as they’re interrupted. They turn to look towards Taranza and Nia.
“Oh! There you are,” Dedede says. “I was startin’ to get worried. Where were you?”
“Nowhere particularly noteworthy,” Taranza replies. “I simply took Nia out to survey the local woods. But- um! That’s besides the point. You’ve returned. Does that mean you made your way to Floralia?”
Dedede’s face bunches slightly. Still, he nods.
“Uh… yeah,” he says. “We checked it out, alright. Come over here. I’ll give you the scoop of how things went.”
The tone of his voice doesn’t exactly inspire confidence. Taranza feels a lump in his throat as he hovers over to join the group.
“I’m taking it things didn’t go well?” He asks.
Dedede takes a moment, as if searching for some way to sugar-coat it, but, ultimately, lets out a sigh.
Shaking his head, he says “‘fraid not. I really thought we could get through to ‘em, but the minute I brought up the idea of letting you go back, they flipped. They seemed pretty miffed I was givin’ you a place to stay at all. They said the two of you were bad news.”
“I tried explainin’,” he continues. “Talkin’ all about how bug girl was off her rocker when she did that stuff and that she wasn’t anymore, but they weren’t willing to hear me out. They weren’t even willing to listen to Kirb.”
“They called him clueless. Can you believe that!?” Bandee asks, planted by Kirby’s side. “Kirby! Who saved them! Too forgiving, maybe, but not clueless! He wouldn’t make a decision that would put anyone in danger! He knows for a fact that if you two tried to cause trouble again he could stop you. He’d barely even need to try!”
Kirby sidles uncomfortably from foot to foot. Averting his gaze, he mutters, “...’m sorry, ‘Ranza.”
A pang of guilt. Taranza shakes his head.
“It’s not your fault, Kirby. You tried your best. I… knew going into this that they probably weren’t going to be willing to change their minds. I knew it wasn’t likely we’d be able to go home.”
He says that, but despite himself, his heart sinks. He supposes he got his hopes up— supposes he let himself think Kirby and King Dedede could accomplish the impossible. But that wasn’t the case, and now, he’s never going to be able to go back. It stings hearing it said aloud: that he’ll really never see Floralia again.
He’ll never get to go back to the castle. Never get to visit the hill that he and Nia would play at when they were younger. He’ll never get to see Fine Fields or Old Odyssey or even Endless Explosions again. He won’t even be able to see the garden where he first met Nia— that he maintained painstakingly for so many years… the place where he first realized he was in love with her.
And what about her? This has to be even harder on her, doesn’t it? Floralia is all she’s ever known. He’s at least visited Dreamland, but to her, this is an unfamiliar world. She’s already being forced to adjust to being back alive, and now she has to acclimate to a new environment, too?
Curse those ignorant Floralians! The Insectoids and People of the Sky both! They wanted to see Nia fail from the start. They despised her from the moment she first became queen… no! Since the moment she was born! And they have the audacity to treat her like a monster over something she had no control over? It’s disgusting! Maybe they deserved the horrors they were put through!
…No. That’s not true. Taranza doesn’t actually believe that. He’s just upset. Why is it that for the entire time he’s known Nia— Sectonia, Joronia— no-one else has been able to see what he sees?
“It’s… fine,” he says, voice just a little bit strained. “We’ll be fine. Thank you for trying.”
It’s clear Dedede doesn’t believe that, however. Giving him a pitying look, he responds, “‘Course. Was the least we could do. Sorry we couldn’t give ya’ better news. But you’ve got a place here as long as you need it, ‘kay? So at least you don’t gotta worry about that… and we won’t let anyone come after you, either. You don’t gotta worry about your safety or nuthin’. If anyone comes here to try and threaten you, I’ll chase ‘em off my dang self! You got that?”
“...Yeah,” Taranza says, “We’ve got that.”
“Good,” Dedede says. “This sucks, but everything is gonna work out. I’ll make sure of it. Is there anything else I can do for you? Anything the two of you need? Because if you want something, I’ve got you.”
“I… don’t think so,” Taranza responds, feeling dizzy. It’s as if he’s far away. “Not that I can come up with right now, at least. Can we… simply have dinner, perhaps? I think I might just want to get something on my stomach, then wind down early for the night.”
He’s not entirely sure that he can eat, actually, now that the words have left his mouth, but he forces himself to take a deep breath… ignores the knot in his stomach.
It’s fine. He’s fine. Sad, sure, but that’s alright. At least he still has what’s most important.
“‘Course,” Dedede says. “The Dees should already be cookin’ up something now. Want me to grab it for you, or…-?”
“No, we can get it ourselves,” Taranza says. “Thank you, though. I’ll… uh…” a pause. “Can I talk to you in the morning? I apologize. My thoughts are just a little frazzled right now. I’ll be better equipped to discuss our plans going forward then.”
“Right,” Dedede says, nodding. “Sounds good. You two go and have a moment. Try an’ get some rest… and I’m sorry again that things didn’t work out.”
“It’s fine,” Taranza says. “It’s like I told Kirby: you did your best.”
He then excuses himself, exiting the throne room alongside Nia and making his way towards the kitchen. There, the two of them pick up a very sweet smelling dinner, before making their way out to the terrace.
It’s a quiet night. Stars twinkle overhead, bright white against a black, blue and purple backdrop. Shadows stretch as the two of them approach the table.
They place their things down, but neither of them eat right away. In fact, Nia doesn’t even reach to remove her mask. She stares at Taranza, expression blank.
Then, finally, she says in a soft voice, “...I’m sorry.”
As she sits there, her body shrinks slightly. She seems to draw back, horns burgeoning from her head. When she speaks, though, it’s not with the voice she used as an Arachnid. It’s Sectonia’s voice that comes out, tiny and uncharacteristically ashamed. Violet eyes water.
“Nia…” Taranza says. “You don’t have anything to apologize for. This isn’t your fault.”
“Yes it is! I- if I weren’t such an awful person, then you wouldn’t have been driven out. If you weren’t associated with me, no-one would blame you for the things I chose to do. Y- you wouldn't be stranded so far away from home! You wouldn’t be scared!”
“You don’t know that,” Taranza insists. “And you’re not an awful person! I’m not upset with you. I already told you: I decided to support you in everything you did. No-one made me. You’re not the only one to blame for what happened. I’m just as culpable. A- and I don’t care we’re so far away from home. Didn’t I already say it earlier? That home is wherever I’m with you? S- sure I’m a little frightened… and I’ll miss Floralia, but I won’t miss it nearly as much as I missed you.”
He rises from his seat, hovering over to her. He holds out a handkerchief, saying, “...Please don’t cry. Everything is going to be alright. You don’t have anything to feel bad for. I’m not sad because of you. I’m overjoyed you’re here. I’ve been…- I’ve been on cloud nine ever since you came back! And in light of that, forget Floralia! We don’t need it! All we need is each other, and even if this is scary, we’re going to get it figured out.”
And he means that. He’s… probably putting on a little bit of a brave face for her, but he also feels slightly better just saying it. It’s an important reminder of what’s most dear to him. He’ll miss Floralia: the place where they made so many memories, but they’ve been blessed with the opportunity to make new memories.
Nia reaches out for his handkerchief, but hesitates to use it. She’s still reluctant to remove her mask. As she sniffles, though, her face shifts. It narrows into a point, causing the mask to slide from her face. It clatters against the table as she lets out a panicked whine.
“Crap!”
She tries to grab at it, but in her disoriented state, she just swats it. Articulate fingers morph into clumsy paws, and as they do, she knocks the mask from the table. She flinches as it hits the floor.
She leans down to look for it, but Taranza finds it first. He picks the mask up, passing it back to her.
“Here you are,” he says softly. He reaches out to wipe the tears from her face.
But she doesn’t appear relieved as she looks down at the mask. Her lip quivers.
“This is pathetic,” she says. “I can’t believe it. You’re the one who’s being punished, and I’m having you comfort me? W- what happened to me!? I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I know you must hate to see this.”
“Hey, no,” Taranza says. “I don’t hate this. I wish there was more I could do for you, but you haven’t done anything wrong. You don’t need to apologize for needing comfort. You’re scared, too. You’ve also lost your home. But it’s okay. Everything is going to be okay. Remember what I said: as long as I’m with you, I’m content. You’re my home.”
“...Some home that is,” Nia mutters. “You’ve abandoned your place in the heavens for some no-good, ugly, selfish wreck. How long before you regret it? Before you hate me? I know you’re upset, and so why don’t you just say it? Yell at me!”
As she pulls back, it’s her who raises her voice… and for a moment, it makes Taranza freeze. But as she curls in on herself… quivers, he shakes his head and reaches out a hand.
“I’m not going to yell at you,” he says firmly. “I’m not upset. I’m not angry. And I’m not going to hate you! Don’t say things like that.”
Taking ahold of her hand, he squeezes it tight. Then, he pulls it in close to his chest.
“...I know you don’t believe me, but I’ll say it a thousand times if I must: I am never, ever going to hate you. You are my favorite person in the whole entire world. You’re not no-good. You’re not ugly. You’re not selfish. You’re afraid, but that’s okay. Anyone would be in your situation. That doesn’t make you any less wonderful… and so I’m begging you, please… just breathe.”
He grabs yet another hand, running his thumb over her fingers. He speaks in his best attempt at a comforting tone.
“Inhale, then exhale. Remind yourself that everything is going to be alright. That this isn’t your fault. That no matter what happens, I’m not going to leave your side. Say it as many times as you need to to feel better. I’m here for you. We’re going to work through this.”
Nia doesn’t yield right away. She continues to sniffle, shivering. But eventually, as Taranza continues to speak softly, she takes a deep, shaky breath. She tries her best to collect herself.
He’s not sure how long it is before her body relaxes, just that it’s even longer before her tears finally dry. It’s a gradual, painstaking process. Eventually, though, she falls silent. As she blinks slowly, her whimpering ceases.
Her body grows ever so slightly. She no longer shrinks in on herself. Her face is still wasplike, but as he wipes the tears from her eyes, one of them takes on a white glow.
“See?” he says. “It’s not so bad. We’ll be alright, and so please don’t cry. I’m not angry with you.”
Even once her crying’s stopped, he stays with her for just a little while. He presses close to her, hoping his presence will bring her some sort of comfort.
But eventually, she speaks.
“...You should probably get back to your food.”
“Are you sure?” Taranza asks. “I don’t want to leave if you still need me.”
“I’m sure,” she says. “You must be hungry. I’m… sorry for that. I shouldn’t have made a scene.”
“You’ve done no such thing,” Taranza assures, but at her insistence, he pulls away. “Try and get something on your stomach, too, okay? You’ve had a long day. Enjoy dinner. Then we can go back to our room and you can get some well deserved rest. Tomorrow will be better, I swear.”
With that, he returns to his seat.
Nia sets aside her mask, placing it on the table. Then, she looks down at her food.
As Taranza takes a bite, she admits, “...It must be cold by now.”
And she’s not wrong. The dinner has long since lost its warmth.
Taranza frowns.
“Do you want me to get you something new?”
“Ah…- no, that’s not necessary,” Nia insists. “I suppose I just feel bad.”
“What? Don’t,” Taranza says. “I don’t mind a cold meal. And it’s not even that cold! I’m not bothered, and so please don’t apologize. I don’t regret taking a moment to comfort you.” A pause. “...I’m just glad to be having a meal with you at all. I missed this, you know.”
Nia’s quiet. She takes a bite of her meal.
Finally, she responds, “I… missed this, too.”
Then, more silence. They eat without exchanging a word. Nia looks deep in thought.
It’s only several minutes later that she speaks.
“You… really do love me, don’t you, Taranza?”
He’s taken aback. Does she even really need to ask? He thought his answer would have been made more than clear.
“Of course,” he says. “More than anything. Why? Are you worried you don’t deserve it? Because you do. You are the most incredible person I know. My everything.”
“No. It’s not that,” Nia reassures. “It’s just…” she hesitates. Her next words come out soft. “...I think I want to try.”
“Try?”
“Yesterday we talked about the status of our… relationship. You asked me what I wanted, and I said I wasn’t sure, but I think I’ve made up my mind. I want to be with you.”
Taranza stares. He can’t believe what he’s hearing. It’s what he’d been hoping to hear, of course, but all the same, he hadn’t expected her to say it, let alone so soon. Does she… really mean that? That she wants to be in a relationship with him?
“You… do?” he asks. “A- are you sure!?”
“It’s what you want, isn’t it?”
“Well, of course! But do you mean that? When you say that’s what you want too?”
“I believe so. I want to be your partner… if you’ll have me.”
“If I’ll have you?” Taranza asks. “Nia, I…-”
His lip quivers. He rises from his seat. Once more, he rushes to her side. But this time, he’s not consumed by worry. Instead, it’s a rush of joy that flows through him as he responds, voice loud and certain.
“Of course I’ll have you! Are you kidding me!? This is a dream come true— the best day of my life! Or, well, no! The best day of my life was the day you returned, but all the same, I can hardly believe it! I’m dating the most beautiful woman in the entire world!”
Joyous laughter as he wraps her in an embrace. He doesn’t even think about it; he just can’t contain himself. He presses his head to her neck.
For a moment, Nia is tense, but her shoulders just as soon relax. She gives a stiff nod.
“You… are.”
She sounds uncertain, of course, repeating it, but for once, it doesn’t matter. Taranza will convince her— he’s sure of that now more than ever. He’s her’s, after all, and that means he can shower her in all of the affection he’s wanted to this whole time.
He squeezes her tight. He just about starts pressing kisses to her face, but stops himself at the last second. Where are his manners!?
“M- may I?” he asks, just a little bit flustered.
Nia stares, taken aback. After a moment passes, though, she gives another nod.
“If you’d like.”
And he’d like that more than anything, so he does. He kisses her forehead, her chin, her cheek— just about any spot on her face he can find. He appreciates the warm, fuzzy sensation of a patch of fur on her temple— leans in as close to her as he can. It’s an ecstatic, lovestruck frenzy. He’s consumed by pure joy. He fears for a moment that he’s going to wake— that this is too good to be true and will have just been a dream… but as he feels Nia’s chest rise and fall, he knows it’s no fantasy.
…He really did get his miracle.
‘Take that, you stupid Floralians!’ he thinks, smiling so wide it aches. ‘You can take away our home, but you can’t take away our love! For years, you tried so, so hard to keep us apart, but no longer! Maybe in that way, your mutiny was a blessing!’
Now, there are no more prying eyes. Now, there are no more judgemental whispers. Now, it’s just the two of them… him and the love of his life— the person he thought he’d never get to have this moment with, even long before she was cursed.
Laughter turns to hiccups, and before he knows what he’s doing, tears trickle down his cheeks.
“Are you… crying?” Nia asks.
“I can’t contain myself,” he responds. “I’m just so happy! You’re alive! We’re together! No-one can take that from us! It’s everything I could have ever asked for!”
As he sobs, her body tenses. Slowly, though, she reaches out a hand to place on his head. She runs her fingers through his hair. And finally, she returns his embrace.
“...I’m glad.”
The next little while is a blur. Taranza is on cloud nine. If his dinner got cold while he was comforting Nia, then it may as well be frozen by the time he pries himself from her. He doesn’t mind, though— not one bit. As he embraces her, he no longer feels hungry. In fact, for the first time in years, he’s satiated. A craving within him much more overwhelming than any physical sensation is, at last, assuaged.
He’s content.
It really does feel as if nothing else matters. Perhaps he’ll feel differently tomorrow, but not right here. Not right now. Now, more than ever, he believes what he’s been saying to Nia all this time.
“We’re going to get through this. Together.”
When they’ve finished eating, they prepare to head back to their room.
Taranza’s almost too excited to sleep, but he reminds himself that they’ve had a long day and could use some rest. Besides, as much as it feels like there are butterflies in his stomach, he’s looking forward to sleeping side-by-side with Nia.
He knows it’s something they’ve already done— he’s slept nestled against her every day since she’s returned… and not only that, but she held him for a time as ‘Sectonia.’ This is different, though. This is special. For the first time in his life, he’ll get to cuddle her both as his partner and as herself. There won’t be awkwardness. There won’t be distance. There won’t be resentment or dark thoughts running through her warped mind. It’ll just be him and the woman he loves— who he’s loved nearly his entire life.
His heart does sink, a little, he must admit, as he watches her retrieve her mask, but he tells himself it’ll be alright, even as she puts it on. As much as it hurts to see, he knows she won’t wear it forever. Eventually, he’ll help her feel good about herself, and then she won’t need things like that.
He clasps her hand tight as they make their way down the castle halls. It’s a little later, and so not too many Waddle Dees are awake, but those they do pass by send them a quizzical glance. Taranza wonders if it’s just because they’re getting used to their presence in general, or if they, too, can tell something’s different.
He asks Nia what she wants to tell everyone. Is she okay with having this out in the open? He understands if she’d prefer to keep this between them, but…-
“That’s up to you,” Nia says. “...I don’t have a preference. It’s your friends you’ll be telling, after all, not mine, yes?”
“Well… I suppose. But I wanted to make sure you were comfortable with it, and besides, I’ve already told you: any friend of mine is a friend of yours. Now, especially!”
Eventually, he decides he will tell everyone. He’ll say it loud and clear. Not just because he wants Nia to know he’s proud to have her as a partner, but also because, if he’s being truthful, he just doesn’t think he can contain himself. He doesn’t want to restrict his affection to something only shown during quiet, private moments. He wants to dote on Nia everywhere. In front of everyone! He wants them to know he’s the luckiest person in the world.
Ohhhhh, he can’t wait to see how they all react!
Magolor will tease him for sure. He’ll say he’s corny. But, for once, Taranza won’t let him get under his skin. He’ll be branded as the corniest person in the world, if that’s what it takes. If that’s the price of loving Nia, then so be it!
Kirby will definitely be happy for them. He’ll clap his little hands and say he knew they loved one another! He’ll say that he’s glad Nia isn’t sick anymore and that everything worked out. He knew Taranza could achieve his fairytale ending!
Francisca and Flamberge will also probably be excited. They might tease Taranza a little bit, too, but they know how much this means to him. He still needs to find a way to thank them for everything they did. He knows they said that wasn’t necessary, but he doesn’t care. They reunited him with the love of his life! He couldn’t possibly be more in their debt.
…That said, thinking about them, he can’t help but remember Zan Partizanne.
What is she going to say? Is she going to tell him that there’s no way this will work out? A shudder runs down his spine as he recalls her asking him what he did— warning him that there were no such thing as miracles. And she hasn’t been the only one to show skepticism.
What about Susie? Dedede, too? While the latter is certainly less overt about it, both of them seem to have some concerns about Nia. How will they react? Will they tell Taranza that he’s making a bad decision? That Nia doesn’t deserve him? That he’s just going to get himself hurt?
The briefest twinge of anger, but he just as soon forces it to subside. No, he’s overthinking this. He shouldn’t worry about things like that. While it’s true both Susie and Dedede have expressed worry, it’s not because they don’t like Nia. Dedede is trying his very best to get used to her, and Susie will warm up, too, given some time. They won’t say anything hurtful.
They’ll be happy for Taranza. He knows they will.
As he and Nia enter their room and flick on the lights, the warm glow feels welcoming. Taranza smiles, squeezing Nia’s hand, then leads her over to their bed. He crawls in and waits for her to do the same.
She does, of course— placing her mask on the bedside table before settling beside him. Just like the night before, she wraps him in her embrace, but now, it’s all the more special. As Taranza nestles against her chest, he lets out a satisfied purr. He breathes in her familiar scent.
He can hardly believe how lucky he is… not just to have her back in his life, but to finally be able to love her in the way he’s always wanted to. And to think, just a few days ago, he thought she was gone forever. He thought he’d never see her again.
He can still remember just how empty he felt… how he’d been beginning to run out of hope. But he hadn’t given up, and now that loneliness feels distant and strange. It’s as if he’s finally woken from a nightmare. He experienced something horrifying beyond words, but no more.
He has his Nia. It’s all he could have ever possibly wanted.
“I love you,” he breathes, snuggling against her. “I’m so glad you’re here. We’re going to be happy together, I’ll ensure it. You’ll feel like the blessing you are.”
Nia’s quiet, admittedly, as she lays there unmoving for the briefest of moments. Her hand shifts in his— becoming larger, less familiar, less soft. But as he pulls it in close to his body all the same, she presses her forehead to his neck and responds.
“...Thank you, Taranza. That’s very kind. I love you too.”
And with that, he’s content. She sounds tired, but he believes her. She loves him, and for that alone, he’s grateful.
“Goodnight, Nia,” he says. “I hope you sleep well.”
She lets out a soft “Mmmm…” and then her body relaxes. She’s ready to rest.
As is Taranza. For once, he’s exhausted, but in a good way. He lets out a yawn, cherishing Nia’s embrace, and he drifts off to sleep, he feels more at home than ever, even being miles away.
She wanted this so badly for so long. Why does it feel so miserable now?
She knows why, of course— she’s acutely aware now she doesn’t deserve this warmth, but all the same, that doesn’t make it any less depressing. Once upon a time, she dreamed of holding Taranza tight, but now that he’s in her arms, Nia feels…
Uncomfortable. Uncertain. Listless.
Numb.
And the worst part is. he’s overjoyed. Even sleeping, there’s a wide smile on his face. He snores softly, looking so, so at peace. She can’t shake the memory of his laughter… his happy, relieved tears from her mind.
Why? Why did he react that way? Why does he love her so much— so sincerely— even now? It doesn’t make any sense. It makes her feel frustrated. Confused. Pitying. She has to wonder just how long his delusions will last… if she wants them to.
Surely, eventually he’ll realize, won’t he? That she’s beyond saving? That she’s a bad person? That she’s not his beautiful spider anymore? It’ll finally click for him that he doesn’t love her, and then he’ll leave her behind. It’s what she wants him to do, in some ways, but in other ways, it scares her to her core. She doesn’t want to be left behind. Even if it’ll mean he’s free… even if that’s the fairytale ending he deserves.
Perhaps that’s another reason it feels so bad. It’s not just that she knows she doesn’t deserve it. She knows that it won’t last. Eventually, the novelty will wear off, and Taranza will understand he made a mistake. Why savor it knowing that? That this warmth is temporary, and that one day she’ll be abandoned, like she should?
Not that that means she won’t try. There’s a reason she told Taranza she wanted to be in a relationship, even though the thought made her feel sick and she knew that it couldn’t be for forever. Plain and simple: it was clearly what he wanted. He still thinks she’s someone worth loving, and he craves her affections more than anything. That’s why he brought her back— in hopes of being happy with her.
She wants him to be happy. She wants that more than anything. And so even if she knows she can’t make him happy forever, she’ll pretend. She’ll do her best until he eventually opens his eyes. It’s the least she can do to repay him.
After all, not only did she break his heart, but now he’s lost his home because of her. How couldn’t she give him what he wants knowing that? She owes Taranza. Seeing him longing… it made her heart ache. And similarly, hearing him laugh… seeing him smile…-
Well, it didn’t make her happy. She’s not sure she can feel happy. But she knows it’s what she wants.
She just… hopes it won’t hurt him more in the end.
When Taranza awakes the next day, it feels as if he’s still dreaming. With sunlight spilling in through the curtains, the morning is pleasant and peaceful… and even in an unfamiliar bed, he finds himself smiling— for embracing him is the person he cares about most.
He can hardly believe it… that she said what she did to him yesterday. He’d thought that, perhaps, they’d never hold each other again… and that was something he was ready to accept. After all, what matters most is that Nia is alive. The status of their relationship may as well have been a footnote… and yet, somehow, he’d had that miracle granted, too.
She wants to try. She loves him.
…And just when he thought he couldn’t get any luckier. He’s so happy he could hardly put it into words! He knows that they’ll have to take things slow— and that their relationship most likely won’t be easy with everything that Nia is going through— but that’s okay. He’s prepared to weather any difficulty for her… and he’ll hold her hand to help her through the trials and tribulations. He’ll support her, just like he was always going to… except, like he never could have dreamed, as her partner. As the person who can press kisses to her skin— call her beautiful.
He’s going to do everything in his power to help her believe that. To let her know that this is a dream come true, and that his love is sincere. He swears that he’s going to make this relationship easy on her. That he’ll use it to build her up. That he’ll never once let her doubt just how happy he is for it.
…Because he is. He’s the happiest spider— no, the happiest person in the entire world. Just a few days before, he thought that he’d never get to see the love of his life and dearest friend ever again, but now he’s back where he belongs… right by her side. He’s lucky enough to have earned her affections, and now that she’s here, he promises he’s never going to let her go.
Needless to say, he’s in no hurry to wake her. Instead, he simply continues to lie there, listening to her breathe in and out. He cups her hand with his and lets out a satisfied purr. He savors her comforting warmth.
As expected, she looks different than she did the night before. In fact, what he sees as he glances back at her, admittedly, gives him pause. For, as he lays eyes on her, it sinks in that she’s the most Sectra-like she’s been since he first resurrected her. At a glance, he’d even be able to mistake her for Sectonia pre-death if he didn’t know any better.
The only indication she’s not are just a few subtle details. Her antennae are orange and yellow, as opposed to a vibrant pink. A single fang pokes from her lip. A small patch of fur covers her chin.
Other than that, though? Her skin is a smooth yellow. Her face is pointed, and her body slender. As opposed to eight eyes, she has just two… and he can see golden wings twitch as she sleeps.
It’s a… slightly offputting sight. Not because he minds, of course— he doesn’t— but just what does that mean about how she sees herself? Her ever-shifting body represents her self image, correct? Then what do such features indicate? Does she still see herself as the woman she was when she was at her worst? Does she feel dangerous? Mean-spirited?
‘Oh, Nia…’ Taranza thinks, frowning. ‘That’s not you anymore. ‘Whatever you think you are, it’s not true. You’re yourself again. No-one can tell you what you need to be.’
And so, although the sight of her hurts his heart just a little, he nestles against her chest just like he would if she were an Arachnid. Even if she doesn’t feel like the Nia he originally fell in love with, he knows she is. And he’ll be there to tell her that until she, too, can believe it.
He places a hand on her back, careful not to brush against her wings. He squeezes her gently.
‘The love of my life is back, and I’m so fortunate to be here with her.’
He’s not sure how long they lay like that— intertwined, but eventually Nia starts to stir. Blinking her eyes open, she murmurs, “...Taranza?”
Taranza jolts, pulling away just a little. He stammers.
“A- ah… good morning. I do hope I didn’t wake you. A- and I apologize if I crossed a line. I probably should have asked before holding you. But seeing you lie there, I…-” he drifts off.
When he doesn’t finish, Nia shakes her head.
“It’s just fine. What are you apologizing for? You’re more than allowed to hold me. We’re partners, after all.” A pause. “...Unless you’ve changed your mind?”
“Heavens, no!” Taranza says. “I suppose I’m just still getting used to this. I can hardly believe it… that I’m allowed to hold the most beautiful girl in the entire galaxy. That you’re really here, and you’re willing to have me as yours.”
Saying that, he reaches back out for her. He gives a wobbly smile.
“...I’m so happy.”
Nia’s expression is, admittedly, inscrutable. As she looks at Taranza with those violet eyes of hers, it’s hard to tell what she’s thinking. There’s a certain blankness to her expression... and as Taranza takes it in, he gives pause.
“You… haven’t changed your mind, either, have you? Because if you don’t want to do this-”
“I want to do this,” Nia interjects. “P…- please don’t let yourself think otherwise. I meant what I said last night. That your love means a lot to me. I’m just… still getting used to all of this. But I want to be with you. That much I’m sure of.”
“Ah…” Taranza says. “Well, for that, I’m relieved. I very much want to be with you, too. More than anything.”
Gently, he presses a kiss to her forehead. Then, he sits up.
“But I suppose it’s time we get a start to our day. Unless you’d like to rest a little longer?”
“No, I’m ready to get up,” Nia replies, sitting up as well. “We… have a lot to get figured out, don’t we? Now that we know we won’t be returning to Floralia?”
“Indeed,” Taranza admits, feeling some melancholy, but quickly brushing it off. “We should talk with King Dedede. We need to discuss whether or not we’re going to be allowed to stay here, and what we’re going to do if we’re not.”
So, they slip out of bed. Nia reaches for her mask, then excuses herself to get changed into a new cloak.
She really doesn’t need to go elsewhere, but Taranza gives her her privacy. He takes the chance to get changed into new clothes himself— still oversized, but plenty comfortable— then waits for her return.
Thankfully, she’s not gone too long. Although, less thankfully, when she returns, it’s with her mask on. Just like the day before, it, alongside her hood, obscure nearly her whole face. Taranza can only make out her chin and her eyes.
…He really shouldn't be surprised. It’s not as if she gave any indication she was planning to stop wearing it. And so, although it makes his heart sink, he tries his best to respect her decision… forcing a smile and making his way over to her side.
“Looking wonderful,” he says, reaching out for her hand. “Are you all ready, then?”
“I believe so,” she responds. “Let’s go talk with your friend.”
A nod. And with that, Taranza leads the way out into the hall. Much like he did two days before, he heads straight towards the throne room, hoping he’ll be able to find King Dedede there.
Unfortunately, though, when he arrives. he finds it decidedly kingless. He pulls a Waddle Dee aside and asks if they know where he is.
“The king?” they respond. “I believe he’s having breakfast. You should be able to find him in the dining hall. Unless he’s already finished? But…- um- I doubt that. His Greatness quite enjoys a good meal.”
Ah… that makes sense.
Taranza thanks the Waddle Dee before making his way back out of the room and starting towards the dining hall.
Needless to say, it’s much, much more crowded than the terrace where he and Nia have been eating. Connected directly to the kitchen, Waddle Dees flood in and out, carrying plates or what-have-you. They chatter amongst themselves, hard at work.
A few look troubled as Taranza and Nia enter the room, but, at the very least, they don’t bother them. Instead, they simply give a sideways glance as the duo makes their way towards the head of the table.
There, Dedede is seated, with a buffet laid out before him. Eating with his hands, he doesn’t seem to have even noticed they’ve arrived. Instead, his attention is focused fully on the food… that, and his Waddle Dees.
“Dee-licious! Great work as always, you guys! Compliments to the chef! Who was in charge this morning? Gourmet Dee? ‘Cause if so, tell him I’m definitely having seconds! This is way too scrumptious for just one portion.”
Seems that during his meal with them, King Dedede had held himself back. That, or more likely simply snuck away for a second serving afterwards.
Either way, Taranza is grateful. Something like this definitely would have been overwhelming for Nia’s first day here. Both the all-you-can-eat junk food buffet and the amount of Waddle Dees necessary to maintain it. The private, small breakfast on the terrace was much more appropriate.
As he draws closer, a figure beside Dedede clears his throat.
“My king,” he says. “I believe you have company.”
It’s, of course, Bandana Waddle Dee. Spear in hand as always (...and as if King Dedede will seriously need to be protected from something in the middle of breakfast), he stands tall.
Taranza is surprised, honestly, that he hasn’t seen him around King Dedede more often. Usually, he tails the royal like a dog. But he supposes they’ve likely been too busy lately for that to be feasible… what, with both the New World incident and Taranza and Nia showing up on their doorstep, King Dedede and Bandee both have had their hands full.
Still, King Dedede looks Taranza’s way, and after a moment’s surprise, he gives a friendly nod. Setting aside his breakfast for a moment, he says, “Oh! Bug boy! Bug girl! Uh… how ya doing? Are you holding up okay after last night?”
It’s clear his failure to allow them to return home is still on his mind.
“We’re alright,” Taranza says. “I mean… there’s still a lot for us to get figured out, but things could be worse. At the very least, we still have each other. With that in mind, I’m more than okay. What matters most is that Nia is here with me.”
Saying that, he squeezes her hand.
“But… ah- the fact that we need to get some things figured out is why I’ve come to speak with you. I know I excused myself in a bit of a hurry last night, and I apologize. But we should probably figure out what we’re going to do, shouldn’t we? Where we’re going to be staying from now on?”
“That’s probably a good idea, yeah,” King Dedede replies. “Like I already told ya: you’re more than welcome to stay here as long as you’d like. But is that actually what you’re planning to do? Or do ya have something else in mind?”
…Truthfully, no. Taranza can think of few other places for them to stay. He supposes he could ask Susie or Magolor for assistance, but that hardly seems ideal. While he loves them both dearly, their living situations are… interesting.
Magolor lives aboard the Lor Starcutter… always traveling, and never once settling down in one location. And as for Susie? She resides at her company’s headquarters… which is to say a bleak, sterile place.
He can’t imagine either of those being a good place for Nia to live. Dreamland is already unfamiliar enough… but at least it’s consistent, and at least it’s not entirely alien in comparison to Floralia. Plus, Castle Dedede, in particular, has the closest thing to the amenities that Nia is used to, seeing as how she’s never lived outside of a palace before.
“Not particularly,” he admits. “But are you certain it’s truly feasible for us to stay here? I’d hate to intrude, especially now that it seems our situation may be an indefinite one.”
“You’re fine!” Dedede insists. “How many times do I have to say it? I don’t care if ya have to stay for just a few days or for a flippin’ year. Either way, we’ve got room… so stop askin’ me if I’m cool with it. ‘Cause I am! It just depends on what you want. Would you like to stay?”
“Well, of course,” Taranza says.
“Great! Then you can! There ain’t no need to overthink it.”
He says that, but… overthinking is kind of what Taranza does.
“What about the Floralians?” he asks. “It’s possible they’ll give you trouble now that they know I’m staying here.”
“Pssssh! I ain’t scared of them!” Dedede says, dismissively waving a hand. “They won’t do nothin’. Even if they’ve got beef with you, Kirb and I are still the heroes of the Lower World! The guys who saved them when they were in a pickle. They ain’t mad at us… not really. More than anything, they just seemed to think we were doin’ something foolish. They went on and on about how we were going to regret this… how you were inevitably going to burn the castle to the ground. But that’s not something we have to worry about, is it, bug boy?”
“Heavens, no!”
“I didn’t think so,” said with a laugh. “But I had to make sure… y’know, for prosperity’s sake and all.”
Taranza is fairly certain the word he’s looking for is ‘posterity,’ but he doesn’t dare correct King Dedede… not when he’s gone so out of his way for them.
“Right,” he says instead, giving his own awkward chuckle. “Although, actually… speaking of, where is Kirby? Is he still here at the castle?”
“Naw. He went back to his own place last night… and thank Nova he did! I love the kid, but have you seen the way he eats? Ain’t no way I was going to be willing to serve him breakfast! The Waddle Dees are working hard enough as is! The last thing they need is to be cooking for that little glutton on top of their great king!”
“...Fair enough, I suppose.”
Truthfully, Taranza is relieved. He also loves Kirby, but he has his own reasons for not wanting him around. The interaction he had with Nia two days before was awkward at best, and he’d prefer to avoid another incident like that… at least for now. She needs more time to get settled in before she’s ready to talk to him again.
“But- erm… I believe that was all we had to discuss. I’ll get out of your hair and allow you to get back to breakfast.”
“Not so fast!” King Dedede says. “Ain’t you forgettin’ something?”
“Ah, right!” Taranza replies. “Thank you. I truly do appreciate your-”
“Generosity? Yeah, yeah! But that’s not what I’m talkin’ about. There’s somethin’ far more important you should be asking.”
Taranza’s brow furrows.
“...Which is?”
“‘Can we get a bite?’ I’ve got a whole breakfast buffet here! You’d have to be crazy to not ask for some! Unless you already ate when I wasn’t looking?”
Oh!
“No, we haven’t eaten,” Taranza says. “...I suppose that’s a good point. Could we have something to eat?”
“Duh!” Dedede says. “Treat yourselves! Although I’m takin’ it you ain’t gonna wanna stay here in the dining hall with me?”
“No…” Taranza admits. “As fancy as this all is, I believe it’s a little much for us. We’ll probably make our way back out to the terrace.”
“Fair enough! Well, then, just take whatever you’d like, then skedaddle. No point in delaying breakfast any longer than necessary. You know what they say! It’s the most important meal of the day, and by now, your stomach’s gotta be growling. So eat up!”
“Will do,” Taranza says. “Thank you again, King Dedede.”
Then, he turns towards Nia.
“Does that sound good to you?”
It’s a moment before she responds. Initially, it doesn’t even seem to click for her that she’s being addressed.
“A- ah! Yes… that’s fine with me.”
“Wonderful,” Taranza says, nodding. “Then King Dedede is right. We shouldn’t waste any time.”
And with that, he kisses her hand. He beams.
King Dedede looks surprised.
“Oh!” he exclaims. “Wait, are the two of ya…-?”
“Dating?” Taranza responds, giggling. “Yes, we are, actually! Initially, we weren’t sure what direction we wanted to take our relationship in, but we discussed it last night and decided we wanted to give it a try. What do you think? I’m pretty lucky, aren’t I?”
Dedede hesitates, but eventually nods. He gives an awkward smile.
“Sure- uh- seems like it! Congrats, you two. I’m happy for ya. Here’s hoping things go well!”
It’s clearly forced, though. Despite the smile, his words are strained. Even a double thumbs up can’t mask his apprehension.
Taranza feels his heart sink. Does he seriously have that little enthusiasm? Why? Does he think things will end poorly?
He supposes he couldn’t blame King Dedede for making that assumption, knowing what he witnessed during his first encounter with Nia, but she’s a different person than she was then. She was sick when she ignored Taranza’s pleas for help… when she stared down at him with fury and struck him with her magic. She’s not going to do anything like that again. Taranza is sure of that.
But everyone else… they don’t seem to have as much faith, do they? Even before he and Nia decided to make things official, Susie expressed her concerns. What will she say when she learns? Will she look at him with the same wary eyes as Dedede? Tell him that he’s making a mistake?
…He hopes not. While, usually, he’d appreciate everyone’s concern, it’s simply not warranted in this specific situation. In fact, it’s hurtful. Not only is it cruel towards Nia, but it’s not trusting Taranza to make his own decisions. He knows what he’s doing. He saw ‘Queen Sectonia’ at her absolute worst. He witnessed things that were truly awful— experienced horrors that his friends couldn’t possibly imagine! It’s not as if he isn’t aware of what he’s ‘getting into.’
He’s more aware than anyone, and that’s why he knows he can trust Nia. Because even if right now, she’s wearing her face, she’s nothing like the girl she was back then.
She’s his best friend. She’s someone worth loving. And there’s no doubt in his mind she’ll do her very best to love him back.
But he doesn’t say any of that aloud. In fact, he doesn’t even indicate he’s picked up on King Dedede’s hesitance. It’s not the time or the place. Not only would he never want to do that in front of Nia, but he’d much rather prove himself through example. There’s no need to debate Dedede verbally… not when he knows just how good this relationship will be for him will become apparent over time.
Dedede will come around. All of his friends will. They’ll see how happy Nia makes him… how sorry she feels about everything that happened, and then, they’re the ones who will be sorry. They’ll realize they unfairly judged a good, one of a kind person… and in doing so, they’ll come to trust Nia, too.
Taranza is sure of it.
So, he presses up close to Nia as the two of them gather their food. He tells Dedede that he’ll be seeing him around, and then, hand-in-hand with the girlfriend he couldn’t possibly be more happy to have, he makes his way up to the terrace.
From there, things settle into a bit of a routine. Slowly but surely, Taranza and Nia get used to living in Castle Dedede. He wakes up every morning in Nia’s embrace, reflects on how grateful he is, then gets a start to his day, trying his best to help her acclimate herself to Dreamland and its denizens.
She’s still quiet, of course, but Taranza likes to think she’s doing at least a little bit better as she adjusts to being alive again. He compliments her as much as he can, trying his best to build her up… and it’s only very rarely he leaves her side.
Her body continues to behave rather unpredictably. Taranza doesn’t see any signs of its inconsistent nature letting up. She awakes each day with a new set of features, and throughout the day, they shift. Some mornings, she almost even resembles the way she used to look… although it never lasts long.
Taranza tells himself that that’s fine, though. They’ll get used to it. Perhaps, with time, her identity will stabilize, and with it, her physical form… but if not, he’s not going to hold that against her. He’s said it a thousand times, and he’ll say it a thousand more: no matter what, she’s beautiful.
…Not that she seems to believe him when he says that. She continues to be uncomfortable in her body, covering up as much of it as possible. Even around Taranza, she wears the mask as much as possible. It breaks his heart, and he wishes there was something more he could do— it’s all far too familiar— but he can’t find the right words.
So, eventually, he accepts the mask— at least for now. Ideally, it’s something they can wean their way off of later… but for the time being, it brings her comfort, and that’s something she deserves… even if he dislikes the reasons why.
He also does some experimenting. While for the most part he remains glued to Nia’s side, when he finds the opportunity, he’ll occasionally peel away from her to try and assess the situation with his magic.
What he finds isn’t exactly encouraging, but it could also be worse.
True to Morpho Knight’s word, he’s been stripped of practically all magic ability. He can no longer fire off blasts of Soul magic or puppeteer things with ease.
If he well and truly focuses, he can still grow plants, but only tiny ones… and it takes almost all of his energy. It reminds him a little bit of what casting magic was like when he was still a juvenile. Back then, even the simplest spell was utterly taxing.
But, of course, that had simply been a sign of inexperience. Despite his limited skillset, endless possibilities stretched out in front of him, and all he had to reach his potential was practice. Now…? Not so much. Something tells him that no matter how much practice he puts in, not much is going to change in that regard. He’s stuck at the level he’s at.
…That’s okay, though. Like he’s already said a thousand times, he’ll come to terms with it. As proud as he was of his magical ability, at the end of the day, something like that doesn’t really matter. Not in comparison to what he received in exchange.
His real biggest concern is simply finding a way to explain his sudden debuff. Before, Taranza used magic routinely, and, eventually, his friends are going to notice the change. What is he going to tell them?
Right now, the best excuse he can come up with is that Morpho Knight sealed away his magic during their fight in an attempt to weaken him, but that’s far from a perfect explanation. Even if it manages to avoid disclosing the true nature of his sacrifice, it’s still something Nia could feel guilty about. After all, she, more than anyone, knows how much he loved to spellcast, and it’s for her sake that he challenged Morpho Knight.
If he really can’t think of something better, that’s the excuse he’ll give, but he’d much prefer to come up with something else. That’s simply… easier said than done.
But thankfully… for now, at least, no-one notices. There’s far too much for others to be focusing on instead of whether or not Taranza is using magic. Perhaps, eventually, it will become a point of interest, but that’s a bridge Taranza can worry about crossing when they get there.
There’s also the problem of his physical health deteriorating, but funnily enough, he actually thinks that’s something he can hide easier. While he certainly was never unfit, he was far from the paragon of strength— even before his deal with Morpho Knight. If he needs more rest, has trouble carrying things, or starts to get winded— he can probably play that off as classic, weakling Taranza.
His more intuitive friends may still find it a bit odd, but not enough to actually cause suspicion. Especially not when it seems like things aren’t quite as bad as long as he sticks close to Nia, which he’s been doing.
Things still aren’t perfect when he’s in her vicinity, of course, but being around her makes him feel just a little less fatigued… and for that, he’s relieved. She’s the person he least wants to worry, after all, and that means she’ll never see him at his worst.
She’ll never have to know what he did. No-one will.
On a lighter note, though, he continues to have her get to know his friends. He’s careful not to introduce her to too many people, so as not to overwhelm her, but Magolor and Susie continue to stop by.
They never again react the same way they did upon first encountering Nia… and for that, Taranza is grateful. Yes, they seem a bit surprised initially seeing her wear her mask… but they never gawk at her outfit, let alone her body… which comes as a huge relief.
He… thinks things are going alright between the three of them.
At one point, Taranza and Nia even visit the Lor Starcutter.
Now that really seems to make an impression. As she stares up at the massive vessel, Nia blinks.
”He owns this?”
Taranza can understand the surprise. It towers over anything even loosely comparable from Floralia. The most impressive vessels they had were tanks, and you could fit a hundred of those in the Lor’s cargo hold.
“Indeed,” Taranza says, grinning. “Pretty cool, don’t you think?”
But Nia doesn’t seem entirely sold.
“How did he come to acquire something like this? Did he build it? If so, with what crew!? Don’t tell me he also has an army of loyal subjects!”
Taranza places a hand on his chin, trying to come up with a more generous explanation than ‘Actually, Magolor stole the Lor.’
Thankfully, though, he doesn’t need to. Just as he opens his mouth to speak, Magolor pokes his head out the hatch.
“Ahhhh! There my visitors are! And it seems they have some questions about my awesome ship? Great, because they’re in luck! I know more about the Lor Starcutter than anyone. Come in. I’ll regale you with my knowledge!”
Nia hesitates, but Taranza leads the way. He squeezes her hand, then ushers her in through the doorway.
The inside is even stranger than the outside, of course. With its sleek, silvery, pale blue walls and screens everywhere, it’s completely alien in comparison to anything found in Floralia.
“The Lor Starcutter,” Magolor explains proudly, “Is an Ancient vessel I found and refurbished. When I stumbled upon it, it was broken down and inoperable… so, using my gigantic brain, I fixed it up! And now, it’s good as new! Which is all to say that while no, I did not originally construct the vessel, I am responsible for it being able to take to the skies in modern day— something that was no easy feat! It took weeks to get it fit to leave Halcandra. Not to mention an abundance of resources.”
“I… see,” Nia responds. “And so you did all of this on your own, then? You have no crew?”
“Correct! I’m a one-man-wonder… at least when it comes to inter-dimensional travel. I do have a crew, technically, but their world is unrelated to maintenance of the Lor Starcutter.”
“…Oh?”
“You’ve heard me mention ‘Merry Magoland’ before, correct? That’s what my crew helps me out with! Waddle Dees and other volunteers help me keep the park up and running… and thank the stars! As talented as I am, there’s no way I’d be able to handle an undertaking like that all on my own.”
At that, Nia’s brow furrows. While she’s certainly heard him mention Merry Magoland at this point, he hasn’t exactly explained what it is.
As such, Taranza elaborates.
“Merry Magoland is Magolor’s theme park. You know the carnival in Lollipop Land? It’s a little bit like that. He has rides, games and attractions. You can get sweet treats… win prizes or participate in competitions. It’s fun! Perhaps we can visit at some point. Although, of course…” he gives pause. “Only if you want.”
“…I’m not opposed,” she says. “If it belongs to someone important to you, then I probably should go and see it.”
“A decision you won’t regret, dudette!” Magolor says, giving a pair of finger guns. “Merry Magoland is, hands down, the happiest place in the universe. We’ve got a five star rating on Yelp and everything! I originally built it to apologize to Kirby for everything that happened, so you know I put a lot of heart into it.”
Taranza isn’t sure he’d hype it up as much as Magolor is, admittedly… he’s pretty sure he just wants more attendees to his relatively new business venture… but he is telling the truth when he says he thinks he and Nia could have a nice time there. However, he’ll only consider actually taking her once she’s become a bit more acclimated to large groups. At the moment, he thinks the crowded atmosphere might just be overwhelming.
“Yeah, don’t worry,” he says, smiling. “…We’ll visit eventually, Magolor. You don’t have to worry about trying to sell us on it.”
“Oh? But that’s what I do! I’m a businessman at heart.”
“That you are. But how about, for now, you just tell us more about the Lor Starcutter? Don’t tell me you’re finished bragging already.”
“Of course not! Who do you think I am, Taranza? I haven’t even shown her the deck! What sort of tour of the Lor would it be without the deck!? We’re just getting started!”
Saying that, he motions a hand.
“Come on, Nia. There’s much left to awe you with.”
And awed she is… at least to an extent. While she still doesn’t seem to warm up to Magolor much, she does seem impressed by the Lor… and no wonder! Regardless of what one thinks of its driver, it is well and truly a marvel, both technologically and magically. Who couldn’t help but admire its scope?
Although Taranza can’t help but wonder, as he watches a wide-eyed Nia look out over the Lor’s deck, how she’ll react to the Haltmann Works Company’s headquarters if she thinks this is impressive. He still remembers how taken aback he’d been first seeing it, and that was after knowing Susie— and just how good she was with technology— for months.
Not that they’ll be visiting the Haltmann Works Company headquarters anytime soon. Much like with Merry Magoland, Taranza doesn’t want Nia to go somewhere so overflowing with people… not when she’s still adjusting to interacting with them again. She’s already had enough difficulty just getting along with King Dedede and his Waddle Dees.
Even if they don’t visit the Haltmann Works Company headquarters, however, Taranza and Nia do continue to interact with Susie… albeit awkwardly. In comparison to Magolor, Susie still seems a little tense around Nia, and it’s a situation Taranza struggles to navigate.
The two of them are never openly rude to each other, of course, but they’re far from warm. Susie continues to eye Nia up suspiciously— cautious when engaging in conversation with her, and Nia picks up on it. She tells Taranza repeatedly that she can tell Susie doesn’t like her… and no matter how often he tries to tell them both that the other person is kind, it doesn’t seem to rectify the situation any.
It’s stressful. Taranza loves Susie— she’s an irreplaceable friend, but he doesn’t want Nia’s feelings being hurt. When he talks to her, though, she says she’s not trying to come across as hostile. It’s just…
“I don’t want anything happening to you. It’s hard not to worry. I need you, you know.”
She seems especially cautious when she first learns about the status of Taranza and Nia’s relationship. Whereas Magolor is at least able to pretend to be enthused, Susie’s brow furrows… and although she says “Congratulations,” her apprehension is evident.
He doesn’t know what to do. Part of him wonders if he should stop trying to have them interact, but another part of him hates the thought. They’re both precious to him, and he really wants them to get along.
“Just try,” he tells Susie. “I’m begging you.”
“...Yeah,” she says, sighing. “I will.”
At the very least, Susie does give Nia a phone, alongside the replacement phone she offered Taranza. She even gives the former a brief tutorial on how to use it… although she admits there’s no way she could possibly explain all of its features. She says it’s best just to learn by using it.
Nia seems perplexed by the strange little device… and Taranza can hardly blame her! He’s owned a phone for years now, and even he still occasionally finds himself confused regarding its features. It’s such a versatile little thing. If he didn’t know any better, he’d think it was magic.
Eventually, Nia gets the hang of ‘texting…’ although it can be a bit hard to type when her hands are prone to changing shape. In general, holding the phone seems to be difficult. It’s too small for her when she’s closer to being a Sectra, and when her fingers morph into paws, occasionally, she drops it.
Still, Taranza is glad to have a way to communicate over long distances. Not that he believes they’ll be separated all that often… but still!
Alongside adding his ‘number’ to Nia’s phone, he downloads a few games and helps her set her lock screen. Although, admittedly, what she requests it be made takes him by surprise.
“How about you?”
He stares, mouth agape. His face feels warm.
“M- me!? You want me as your lock screen?”
“Only if you’re okay with it. But I’d rather it not be a portrait of me, and I don’t know what else I’d make it.”
A pause. She shies back.
“I- if you’re not comfortable with that, though, I understand. Please don’t feel pressured. I just thought-”
“Nia,” Taranza says, placing his hand on hers. “I’m not uncomfortable with it. You just surprised me. But I don’t mind at all. In fact, that makes me really happy!
Nia blinks.
“...It does?”
“Of course! I’m glad I’m that special to you. If that’s really what you want, then I can imagine no higher honor.”
At that, Nia gives a tiny smile… or at least Taranza thinks she does. It’s a bit difficult to tell with the mask on, but he believes he sees her eyes squint.
“Of course you’re that special,” she says. “...The most special person there is. I’m happy you’re happy.”
It’s a far cry from the Sectonia who could hardly stand to look at him— who would call him hideous and demand he get out of her sight. It makes him feel warm and fuzzy… that he’s actually capable of bringing her some sort of joy again. Once upon a time, he thought that would never be possible.
He ends up making her his lock screen, too… although she’s admittedly a bit hesitant. She tells him that she’s sure he doesn’t want to have to look at someone like her, and there are no doubt better things he could use, but he insists. He tells her that she’s every bit as special to him as he is to her, and that there’s not a single sight he can possibly imagine wanting to see more.
Ultimately, she agrees, although she refuses to take the mask off for even that picture. That disappoints Taranza a little, but he doesn’t push. At the end of the day, Nia is Nia. It doesn’t matter what she’s wearing. He knows what’s beneath.
It’s shortly after Taranza and Nia receive their phones, and perhaps a week and a half into staying at Castle Dedede, when there’s a knock on their bedroom door.
King Dedede pokes his head in.
“Hey, bug boy,” he says. “You in here?”
It’s morning, and shortly after Taranza and Nia woke up. They’re just getting ready to head out to breakfast.
“I am,” Taranza answers. “Why? Did you need something?”
“Well… I just had a question for ya’. It’s Saturday, yeah? I was wondering… you planning to come with me and Ripple on this week’s outing? We was thinkin’ of visiting the New World. Letting me show you two around. I was even saying maybe I could introduce y'all to the Beast Pack. I think you’d get along! They seem wild on the surface, but honestly? They’re really nice folks. Leon and Carol, especially. They said it sounds like we have somethin’ nice goin’ on… that they might be interested in joining us at some point.”
“But I know that… ah- you’ve had your hands a bit full as of late, so I dunno if you’ve got time to hang out and get brunch. If you can’t make it, I understand, but I figured I may as well at least ask. You got time in your schedule? Or should I tell Ripple ya weren’t able to make it?”
…Stars! With everything going on, Taranza had nearly forgotten about that.
“Oh- um… I’m not sure,” he admits, hand on his chin. “I’d love to, but I probably shouldn’t leave Nia alone.”
At that, Nia tilts her head.
“What’s this about?”
“...It’s just this silly little thing we do,” Taranza explains. “We have similar sensibilities, so every other weekend, King Dedede, Queen Ripple and I go out for brunch and coffee. Sometimes we window shop afterwards… perhaps play some golf. It really is a pleasant time.”
“Queen Ripple?” Nia repeats. Her gaze drifts towards Dedede. “Wait, he’s…-?”
“Ah, no! It’s not like that!” Taranza is quick to clarify. “There’s no queen here. Queen Ripple is the ruler of another planet— Ripple Star, and she and Dedede are merely friends. They’ve known each other for a very long time… far longer than either of them have known me, at least. At some point King Dedede introduced me to her, and the two of us hit it off.”
“But that’s- um… all besides the point, I suppose,” he continues. “I’m not intending to go anywhere. That is… unless, perhaps, you’d want to come with? That would be alright, yes, King Dedede? Nia could accompany us if she so desires?”
“Oh! Well…-”
Dedede’s quiet for a moment. But after the briefest look of concern, he grins.
“I- I don’t see why not. I wouldn’t tell your lady friend she’s not welcome. It might get a little crowded… that would be- what? Six of us? But that’s just fine. It’d probably actually do her a little good to get out of the house.”
At that, Taranza feels a sense of relief. While it’s clear there’s still an awkwardness to how Dedede interacts with Nia, he’s glad he didn’t reject her outright. Heck, allowing her to participate in this might even be a good way to get the two of them more comfortable with each other.
“Great! In that case, what do you think, Nia? Would you like to join us? I promise it won’t be anything too intense.”
At that, it’s Nia’s turn to be quiet. Silently, she thinks.
“...I’m not so certain,” she admits. “While I would love to, I don’t think I’m feeling up for that right now. Perhaps at some point in the future.” Ashamed, she averts her eyes. “...I apologize.”
“What? No! There’s nothing to apologize for!” Taranza says. “That’s just fine. In that case, I’ll stay here. I wouldn’t want to push you. We can-”
“No,” Nia says. “You should still go.”
“...What?”
“You should go,” she repeats. “If this is part of your routine, I’d hate to interfere with that. And besides, your life shouldn’t revolve around me. I don’t want you to stop doing things you enjoy, let alone stop spending time with your friends, just because I’m not feeling up to it. Go. Have fun. I’ll be waiting right here.”
Hearing that, Taranza feels a lump in his throat.
“Nia…” he says. “You wouldn’t be interfering. I don’t want to leave you if I don’t have to. You come first and foremost.”
“I don’t want to isolate you,” Nia insists. “Please, Taranza. I want you to go. If you’re telling the truth that it won’t be long, then I’ll be just fine. You shouldn’t have to spend all of your time attending to me.”
“It’s not that I have to attend to you. I want to. You’re precious to me, Nia.”
“...Even so, you deserve to spend time with the other people you care about. If I’m really so important to you, then do this for my sake. I’m asking you to. It would make me happy if you were to go out and have a good time.”
Admittedly, Taranza is still unsure. He really doesn’t feel comfortable leaving Nia alone… but if she’s asking him to, he doesn’t have much of a choice, does he? He doesn’t want her to feel upset with herself over the fact that she feels like she’s depriving him of something.
Plus, he would quite like to see Queen Ripple, as well as meet Carol and Leon. The latter is the person who nearly died, correct? Whose own soul was split into a hundred pieces? Perhaps if Taranza were to talk with him, he could get a better grasp on his current situation.
…But will that situation even allow for something like that? He gets so fatigued when he’s away from Nia. What if King Dedede or Queen Ripple notice? He doesn’t want them picking up on the fact that something is wrong… not to mention he’d be worried about Nia.
She hasn’t expressed feeling the same fatigue when she’s apart from him, but what if? He’d hate to hurt her just because, selfishly, he felt the need to go out… yet he knows she won’t take ‘no’ for an answer.
There’s really no winning here, is there?
“Very well then,” he says, letting out a sigh. “...I’ll go. But I won’t be long, and if you need anything, text me, okay? I’ll be back here in an instant.”
“...I will,” Nia says. Then, softer, she adds, “...Thank you.”
“Of course. I’ll be seeing you soon, alright? And when I return, I’ll tell you everything. But for now, I’ll try my best to have a good time.”
Admittedly, there’s another reason he agrees… a worry in the back of his mind. Part of him can’t help but fear that Nia wants to be apart from him… that this is just an excuse to get him to leave, and that she’s already getting sick of his presence.
The prospect terrifies him.
She deserves space, of course, if that’s what she wants… but he well and truly hopes that’s not the case. He doesn’t know what he’d do without her.
He tries his best to quash those anxieties. He knows that he’s just overthinking it, and it’s not as if he’s entitled to her attention, anyways. He’ll give her time without him. He’ll try his best to enjoy the outing. Then, he’ll return to her, and, hopefully, that’s something that won’t make her heart sink.
“Love you,” he says, floating up to press a kiss to her forehead (or, well, the cold metal of her mask). “Take care, okay? I’ll be back before you even know it. Try your best to have a good time, too, while I’m gone.”
“I will. Please don’t worry about me. As you said, we’ll be seeing each other again soon. So enjoy yourself.” A pause. She looks down at her scarf. “...I love you, too.”
Hearing that, Taranza smiles. He gives Nia’s hand one last squeeze, takes a deep breath, then slips away. He tells himself that there’s nothing to worry about, and that he’ll try his best to enjoy this… for her sake.
Notes:
...I told you guys this would be a big chapter, didn't I?
Not only is it decently lengthy, but... OH BOY: let's address the elephant in the room, why don't we?
Taranza and Nia have made their relationship official, and that's probably a terrible idea.
It's funny, because you think that'd be a good thing... but in these specific circumstances? Nooooo, not at ALL. This is a situation that Nia is heavily uncomfortable with, but forcing herself into anyways because she feels as if there's a 'role' she's obligated to play... and caught up in his willful ignorance, Taranza is unable to see that.
It's sad, because he'd never, ever actually want to pressure her. If he knew that THAT was what was going on inside of her head, he'd feel awful. But Nia has no intentions of revealing just how messed up her mindset is with him, and because of that, there's no way he can know. It's very, very difficult for him to pick up on her discomfort, because she's uncomfortable with pretty much /everything./ The awkward tension and quiet compliance is in line with how she's engaged with every sort of situation since she came back :(
Let's see how long these two can keep the facade of a 'happy ending' up before something inevitably crashes and burns.
I considered making the scene with Nia's thoughts on the matter longer, but ultimately decided against it. For the most part, I felt as if it would have just been reiterating things we've already established or things that can be discerned by her actions. Rest assured, though, there's still a complex and painful web of thoughts tangled inside of her mind.
In the next chapter, Taranza and Nia will finally be spending some time apart... a first since their reunion. It's something Taranza /really/ didn't want to do, but yielded because she practically begged him to do so. I wanted to establish that even if Taranza is very codependent, Nia doesn't /want/ him to be codependent on her. She wants him to keep living his life!
So... yeah, Taranza will get to go out for a day on the town, and I'll get to introduce Queen Ripple, Leon and Carol for the first time in this fic. It'll be fun! I've had the idea of that little group interacting in my mind for a while now. They all just seem like they'd enjoy pretty mundane, relaxing stuff. They're the "normies" of the Kirby universe... or at least the closest thing to it.
Nia will also be getting a scene in the next chapter, where she once again interacts with a certain someone while left on her own. As for who, though... you'll just have to see! Although any guesses are welcome ;)
The next chapter will be another month wait. Brainfog has been bad recently and writing has been slow. Thankfully, though, it /should/ be the last delayed update. After that, things will ideally get back to the two chapters a month schedule. Looking forward to getting more of this fic out!
As always, I hope you enjoyed! Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll see you again soon!
(P.S: Sorry about how slow I've been at replying to comments recently! Depression and motivation has been kicking my ass to the point where even something as simple as that can be a struggle. I promise I appreciate each and every one of the comments I get, though. Whenever AO3 sends a message I, like, kick my feet and giggle because I'm excited to read through them. Your engagement with this story means the world to me, well and truly <3)
Chapter 12: you and i are friends of empty graves
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‘Try your best to have a good time, too, while I’m gone.’
‘I will.’
What a joke. Even if Nia asked for this, that doesn’t make it any easier to bear.
She’s only occasionally been apart from Taranza since her resurrection, and even then, never for long. He’s been practically glued to her side, and while, in some ways, it’s been suffocating… in other ways, it’s company she hardly knows how to go without.
He’s the one person she feels even slightly comfortable around… and the silence now that he’s not there trying to make conversation is eerie. It makes Nia feel so incredibly alone.
She had to insist he go all the same, though. He’s already sacrificed so much for her… spent so much time catering to her needs. She didn’t want him to start neglecting the other people he cares about on top of that. His life shouldn’t revolve around her. He deserves to spend time with his friends… friends who no doubt know how to treat him better than Nia does.
She still recalls the strange feeling she got when she saw the picture hung up in Castle Floralia’s hallway… the one that depicted different friends, but friends all the same. Taranza was laughing as he stood alongside Magolor, Susie and Kirby. He seemed so at ease. It’s a face she doesn’t think she’s seen him make once since her return. He keeps saying he’s happy… and he smiles, yes, but there’s a tiredness to it. An uncertain anxiety as it sinks in that she’s broken and she’s not going to get better.
She wonders if he’s smiling and laughing with King Dedede and Queen Ripple right now, or if she’s stolen the ability from him entirely. Is he too busy worrying to have fun? Is his mind occupied with thoughts of her? Is she still holding him hostage, even when she’s going out of her way to try and avoid suffocating him?
…Probably. She knows Taranza well enough to know that that’s likely the case. He’s insufferably dedicated, and she’s something he’s decided to prioritize above all else. That’s been made clear by the fact that she’s alive in the first place. It’s been years since her death, and anyone else would have moved on, but not Taranza.
She kept her claws in him, even from beyond the grave.
Are they talking about her right now? Is he willing to admit he’s anxious, or is he forcing himself to keep it in? If he has mentioned her, what are they saying in response? Are they telling him she’s not worth his energy? That he deserves better than her, and she’s just going to hurt him? Surely they are, right!? After all, they’d be correct in their assessment. She could hardly even fault them for it.
Still, the thought terrifies her. The idea of Taranza returning, only to tell her to get out. To realize he was behaving recklessly, and that she’s not deserving of his affections. It makes her chest feel tight.
But she tells herself that that’s silly. She just noted that she knows Taranza, correct? Is aware just how loyal he is? Regardless of what King Dedede or Queen Ripple tell him, he’ll return to her later, wearing the same halfhearted smile as always. He’s too foolish to turn against her. If even her abuse couldn’t make him give up on her entirely, nothing will.
She’s not sure if that comes as a relief or makes her feel worse. Some part of her is terrified of being abandoned, but another part of her wants to grab him by the shoulders and tell him to run. What is he doing? Is he stupid!? Why would he suffocate himself for a monster like her? He needs to go!
She can never decide what she thinks or how she feels. One moment, it’s that Taranza will never turn his back on her, but she wishes he would… and the next moment, she’s certain he’ll eventually grow tired of this, but that’s her worst fear. She wants to be here with him, but she also wants what’s best for him, and she knows that that makes for an inherent contradiction.
…She doesn’t know what she’s going to do.
She can feel her body shift as the thoughts race through her mind. An extra pair of eyes shrivel, narrowing her field of view. Her abdomen bloats. Too-small, out-of-proportion wings twitch. Even as the self loathing overtakes her, though, her features don’t become entirely those of a Sectra. Slender fingers meld into clumsy paws. Itchy streaks of fur mar smooth skin.
What does all of it mean? What fears, thoughts, hopes and feelings does each feature represent? Is it ‘Joronia’ who wishes for Taranza to run, or is it the selfish ‘Sectonia?’ Which exactly does she feel like?
That, too, she doesn’t know.
As she peers in the mirror, she feels sick. She knows that she should look away, but it’s as if she’s held captive. It’s simply so terrible it’s transfixing. Even with her face covered and her body cloaked, she can make it out— just how unnatural she is. A lopsided horn. Patchy hair. The hunched posture of a body somewhere between two different forms.
Even if this mirror may not be cursed, the mirror’s curse follows her. Supposedly, its corruption has been purged, yet here she is, still bearing the scars. It warped her into something awful— something every mirror can so easily reveal. It did something to her that can never be undone.
She tries, of course, to regain control. She fantasizes about how, perhaps, Taranza would give a real, sincere smile if he were to return to the castle, only to find she was ‘beautiful’ again. Her skin would still probably crawl— she’d never feel at home wearing the face of that innocent spider, but it would at least bring him joy.
…It’s no use, though. Like every instance before, she just can’t control it. The more she wills her wings to go away, the more they grow. The more she wills her hair and fur to grow out, the more it shrivels.
She can’t trick herself. She knows what she really is, and the mere attempt to deny it only makes that all the more apparent.
She wonders what she should do. If she sits here staring the entire time Taranza is gone, she’ll no doubt lose it, or break down crying, distraught… and that’s the last thing he needs to walk in on. He’s stressed enough as is. She has to keep it together. If she doesn’t tear her gaze away, she’ll hurt him.
But how can she distract herself? She contemplates going back to sleep, but isn’t sure she’d be able. She’s not particularly tired… at least not in that sense, and without Taranza there to hold, she’s even more afraid of her racing thoughts. Lying there wouldn’t help her drown them out… it would just leave her to drown in them. She’d be doing the same thing she’s doing now, but with her eyes closed.
She’s slightly hungry, and so she also considers getting breakfast, but she soon dismisses that option, too. She doesn’t want to have to approach the Waddle Dees on her own… let alone actually speak to them. She’s seen the way that they stare. That’s not something she thinks she can deal with.
Briefly, she tries to entertain herself with her ‘phone…’ but that’s not much use, either. She’s still not entirely sure how to use the thing, and looking at her lock screen— a picture of a smiling Taranza— she feels her stomach twist.
Soon enough, the device slips from her hands… and although she picks it up, tucking it in her pocket, she makes no attempt to look at it again. Even if she did find out how to open up a ‘game’ or something, she has a feeling it wouldn’t do much good. She needs a more engaging distraction.
And, eventually, she does come up with one.
There’s this thing she used to do— back when she was scared, sad, or especially frustrated. It helped her blow off some steam… fall into a trance, almost. When she was doing it, there was nothing but her and the battlefield.
…Swordfighting. Oh, how she loved it, and oh, how she threw herself into it from a young age. Effortlessly, she’d summon her rapiers… then, she’d slice through the air. A rush of adrenaline. A release. With a weapon in hand, she felt free.
She doesn’t think she can feel free now, of course… the reality of her situation, she thinks, will always be there in the back of her mind. But if she needs a way to occupy herself until Taranza’s returned, she still thinks it’s a good option. A way to let loose the frustration that roils inside of her without exploding outright.
Before she knows what she’s doing, she’s moving. She makes her way out of the room and down the hall. She seems to recall Taranza mentioning there being a training ground somewhere around here. She just needs to find it.
Easier said than done, though. The castle is big, and she refuses to ask for directions. If she does, the Waddle Dees will wonder what someone like her could possibly need the training grounds for, and she wouldn’t be able to provide them a satisfactory answer. She’s going there because she wants to slice something open… and coming from a monster like her, that would be terrifying.
Not that her silence eases their suspicion entirely. As she passes them by, she can sense their concern and skepticism. They’re wondering what she’s doing… why she’s out and about without Taranza. Is she planning to do something evil? Going to try and take King Dedede away from them again?
She wants to tell them that they’re right— that she doesn’t know what she’s going to do, but they’re right to be concerned with her existing in their space. She’s dangerous. Both she and they know that. The only complaint she has is just that they won’t say it to her face.
‘Tell me I’m not wanted here,’ she thinks. ‘Tell me I disgust you, and that when you see me, you don’t feel safe. I know that you want to. What’s stopping you? Are you scared of what I’ll do if you’re honest with me?’
Truthfully, that’s probably warranted. They know what she’s capable of… and as much as she judges them for not speaking up, she doesn’t speak, either. She simply bears each and every uncertain gaze… and, eventually, she finds the training grounds.
Surprisingly, they’re underground. Castle Dedede is built atop a mountain, and the training grounds— or arena, more aptly, is carved out of that mountain, alongside the rest of the ‘basement.’
It’s a surprisingly unnoteworthy area… with its only truly distinct element being its size. It’s shockingly large for a mere training ground— cavernous in size, even in comparison to Floralia’s own practice court.
She supposes it makes sense, though… with how many Waddle Dees live here. There have to be hundreds, if not thousands of them. Any space must be built to accommodate that population.
At least… in theory. Part of her wonders why Dedede would care about making space for the Waddle Dees at all. He simply declared himself their ruler, correct? Then why does he care? Shouldn’t someone like that be concerned with only himself?
…Perhaps she’s projecting.
Other than the size, however, the arena is indeed plain. With tan stone walls and a similarly colored dirt floor, there’s nothing regal about it. A few ‘battlefields’ seem to be drawn on the ground in chalk, and there are training dummies, as well as weapons, scattered about, but there’s not much more than that.
She isn’t sure what she expected, but it wasn’t this.
Still, she doesn’t complain. She has very little room to nitpick.
She takes a deep breath and attempts to summon her rapiers.
For the briefest moment, she’s afraid it won’t work— that they’d been left in Floralia, or even destroyed when she died… but, quickly, that fear is assuaged. As if it’s the most natural thing in the world, the duo of swords appear in her hands.
They feel odd in her grasp. She’s used to wielding them with both paws and hands, but not at all to wielding them with something in between. Sword fighting requires both dexterity and finesse. She wonders if that’s something she still has, or if that, too, has been taken from her.
…She supposes there’s only one way to find out.
She rushes towards the nearest training dummy… and, thankfully, as she swings, the rapiers aren’t flung from her grasp. Instead, they find their mark, ripping through the training dummy’s flimsy material.
The sheer force sends it flying. It tumbles through the air before landing a good fifteen feet away.
Had she really struck it that hard? She hadn’t even been putting her all into it. Then again, though, she supposes it makes sense. Not only is she so very large right now, but the form she currently most closely resembles was far more than the body of a mere Sectra.
It may have seemed that way, on the surface. At least until one looked closer. Even when she was at her most ‘beautiful,’ it was apparent to the trained eye that Queen Sectonia was a chimera. Her odd, heart-shaped wings were unnatural for a Sectra… that was a trait more commonly associated with Papillon. Her vivid indigo coloring was much the same… having been taken from another stunning bug, and as for her strength?
Well, that was the strength of a Hercules. Several of them, actually. The terrifyingly powerful beetle people hadn’t been exempt from her conquest. All that it took was taking one of them by surprise… then, she could easily overwhelm any others. After all, she then matched their strength.
She well and truly thought she was the perfect being. She had the beauty of a Sectra, with the grace of a Papillon. She had the sheer force of a Hercules, and could teleport like a Mantidae. She was everything she’d always wanted to be… which is to say everything but an Arachnid. With a form like that, no-one could tell how ugly she was deep down.
…At least that’s what she’d believed. Now, the mere thought makes Nia gag. She was disgusting then, too. She’s always been disgusting. No-one was awed by her power or her beauty. They were scared of her.
They’re still scared of her now.
She wonders what they’d think as she rushes towards the training dummy a second time. King Dedede… Susie… Taranza. Would they flinch, seeing just what she’s still capable of? She wants to believe that this strength doesn’t have to be a bad thing— that it can be used to protect the person she loves— but she’s not so sure. As she sees it, it’s more likely she hurts Taranza with it than keeps him safe.
She still recalls vividly the way he cowered. Both when she loomed over him as his queen, scepter flashing, and on the night not-so-long-ago when they were driven out of their home. In both instances, he’d looked at her the same way— with terror in his eyes. And how could she possibly blame him?
The training dummy flies. He flies, too, in her mind’s eye. He disappears from sight, and she’s not even worried.
One thing’s for certain: she will not be using her Zap magic again. That much she’s decided. While her sword fighting might scare Taranza, she knows that’s what scared him most… what caused him to cry out and beg she didn’t hurt him. It’s the magic of a monster… something she used so cruelly. She’s long since lost the right to use it.
She hopes he won’t give her the same pitying look when she tells him that. She can envision it… the deep frown and furrowed brow. It’s likely he’ll behave the same way he did when she first asked for her mask. He’ll tell her that that’s really not necessary, but it will be nothing more than a white lie. It is.
Perhaps she won’t say anything. She can retire the magic unceremoniously… without breathing a word of it. If he doesn’t know, he won’t feel the need to try and persuade her. But, at the same time, unless she tells him outright, will he continue to fear her using that magic again? Will he dread it? The day when she inevitably snaps and harms him once more?
She doesn’t know. And either way, she’s not given long to dwell on it. For, as she cleaves the training dummy in two, she suddenly feels a presence.
All at once, there’s a pair of eyes on the back of her neck.
She whirls around, rapiers still in hand. She glances around the arena, frantic, and says, “I- is someone there!? I’m not up to anything, I swear! So come out!”
While the first two sentences are panicked, and she’s quick to defend herself… the last sentence comes out as something close to a demand. If there’s someone here, she wants to know. She won’t allow herself to be stared at like some kind of circus attraction.
A brief moment, then the flap of wings. Someone approaches.
“Rather vigilant, aren’t you? I’d only just entered the room, and you noticed near immediately. Impressive. However, you do not need to clarify to me that you are not ‘up to anything…’ and I am not, either. My intent was never to startle you. In fact, I did not know you were down here at all. You are not why I came.”
To her surprise, it’s a person she recognizes. She may not know him well, but as she stares down at him, she can make out the reflection of her mask in his own.
“...It’s you. Meta Knight, correct?” Her wings twitch. She frowns. “Why are you here?”
He says that he hasn’t come for her, but she’s not going to take that at face value. Even if he was kind to her the other day, she’s hesitant to let her guard down. He knows of her corruption, and that means he knows of her crimes. He no doubt thinks she’s bad news, just like everyone else.
If he notices her caution, however, he certainly doesn’t comment on it. Instead, unbothered, he answers:
“Not for any particularly interesting reason. I was just intending to give some combat training to some of King Dedede’s army. While he’s a fighter in his own right, he’s built very differently than the Waddle Dees. Because of this, I occasionally assist with helping teach them.”
“...The Waddle Dees?” Nia repeats. Her gaze flickers. “Where? I don’t see any Waddle Dees.”
Is this person lying to her?
“They haven’t yet arrived. It should be another thirty minutes before they do, I believe. I’m a somewhat punctual person. I like to show up at these sessions early… both to avoid tardiness and to get some training of my own in before I do any demonstrations. I apologize if this means I’ve interrupted your own training. As I said, I hadn’t expected you… although in hindsight, perhaps I should have. Your friend did mention you were a swordswoman, correct?”
Nia tugs at her scarf.
“Correct,” she says. “I’ve wielded the rapier ever since I was young.”
“It shows. You have a rather advanced technique. You strike hard, however. You must have a lot of anger in you.”
Nia’s face quirks. Her eyes narrow. She glares.
“I-”
Meta Knight cuts her off before she can give a response.
“What? There is no need to look at me like that. I never said it was a bad thing. While anger risks making one reckless in combat, it can also be put to good use. Just look at the way you tore through that dummy. A real opponent would hardly stand a chance.”
“I… suppose,” Nia says, not at all sure what to make of this. Is… Meta Knight trying to flatter her, or is this a criticism? If it’s a compliment, it feels at least a little backhanded.
She does as instructed, and turns her head towards the dummy. What she sees doesn’t make her feel proud, though. In fact, it just makes her feel kind of sick.
‘A real opponent would hardly stand a chance?’ Why speak in hypotheticals? She did tear through real opponents with little effort. There was a reason why the Insectoids and the People of the Sky both feared her. Her temper and her ego drove her, turning her into a force to be reckoned with.
“Even so, however, I’d prefer not to be an angry person, let alone give off that impression. And, for the record, if I’m angry with anyone, it’s myself. This isn’t something you have to worry about.”
A lie, in part. There are others she’s angry with. At the very least, though, it’s true that it’s herself she’s angriest at. While she may feel some frustration towards the Waddle Dees, Taranza’s friends, and even Taranza, it hardly compares to the loathing she feels for ‘Nia.’
“I didn’t think it was,” Meta Knight replies. “For the last time: I have no quarrel with you. I am here on my own accord. I was merely making a comment. If you’d rather I don’t, then I suppose I understand. I don’t like being disturbed while I’m fighting, either. I’ll leave you to it.”
Saying that, he twirls his cape, and in an instant, he disappears. He doesn’t vanish from the room entirely, though. Instead, he reappears thirty-something feet away, summoning his blade and aiming at his own dummy.
He doesn’t look towards Nia.
Nia’s bewildered. Is he really not here for her? Perhaps not… it’s not as if everything is about her, after all, but at the same time, it’s hard not to believe he’s suspicious. Why would he come here for training!? He has to have his own training area, right!? Last she checked, she didn’t think he lived here. But as the moments pass, he continues to pay her no mind.
Uncomfortably, she swallows. She turns towards her own training dummy and tries her best to do the same. However, that’s easier said than done. With the sounds of combat coming from the other side of the room, she’s unnerved.
Should…- should she leave? She doesn’t want this person monitoring her. But he doesn’t seem to be. And even if he was, wouldn’t he have the right? Why is this bothering her so much!?
She’s hesitant to go, though. If she does, won’t that just seem suspicious? Maybe then, he’ll really start to believe she’s up to something. She doesn’t want that.
Jaw clenched, she swipes at her training dummy once more— struggling not to drop her sword as her hand shifts mid-swing. Her fingers elongate, leaving that weird, in-between state behind. They no longer resemble paws at all— just hands.
Despite her best efforts, the rapier clatters to the ground.
Meta Knight turns towards her, although he doesn’t speak. He simply looks on, expression indiscernible.
Is he pitying her? Or has this, too, just caused suspicion?
She doesn’t like either option.
“I- I’m fine!” she’s quick to stammer. “Just a…- I’m getting used to…- please don’t pay me any mind! You can get back to what you were doing.”
A moment passes. Then, he nods.
“Very well, then.”
And just like that, he does as instructed.
Nia leans down to pick up her rapier, turning back towards the dummy. She bites down on her lip, then strikes.
Still no catharsis, though. No matter how many times she hits it, she doesn’t find herself slipping into ‘the zone.’ Is it simply Meta Knight’s presence that has her too on edge to do so? Or does she no longer wish to be able to fight like that? After all, what right does she have to derive pleasure from violence? Having ended so many lives with these blades?
She doesn’t know, but either way, her unenthusiastic, clunky movements are in stark contrast to Meta Knight’s. There appears to be nothing in his mind but the thrill of the fight, even going up against an imaginary opponent. He slashes once, then twice, with grace and poise. Then, as soon as he’s finished a combo, he begins another… not so much as even stopping to catch his breath.
…He really isn’t concerned with her, is he? She doesn’t know whether to feel relieved or offended. Is she simply worth so little attention, or is he unburdened in a way she isn’t? Can he still find joy in yet another thing that’s been taken from her?
She tries her best to ignore him, but eventually, she can take it no longer. The words slip from her mouth without so much as conscious thought.
“So you’re rather skilled at this, aren’t you?”
At that, Meta Knight stops. He looks towards her.
Nia feels her chest tighten. His bright yellow eyes are piercing.
“That’s…- ah- not being said in jest, to be clear! I simply couldn’t help but notice. Your technique is aggressive, yet precise. You must be very well trained.”
“...I do like to think so, yes.” A moment passes, then, he glances at his sword. “As Galaxia’s wielder, I am obligated to brandish her with the mastery she deserves. If I were to allow my skills to deteriorate, I would no longer deserve my title of protector of this land.”
Protector of this land? Nia seems to recall him as describing himself that way before… but what does that even mean? Is Kirby not the hero of the Lower World? And is that supposed to be some kind of reminder? A threat?
No, surely not! But either way, she can’t comment on that. What would she even say?
Instead, she settles on, “...Galaxia?”
Now that she thinks about it, she believes she’s heard the name somewhere before. In one of Taranza’s rambles, many years ago. He’d seen it depicted in a book, and was thinking aloud— wondering if something like that could possibly be real. He said that, supposedly, the sword was alive, and that he wondered if one day she could wield a hero’s blade like that.
…Ha. What a joke. No doubt, ‘Galaxia’ would have scorned her, just like everyone else.
Still, Meta Knight looks at his sword. Then, he brandishes it.
“Galaxia,” he confirms, giving a nod. “I’ve been her swordsman for many years now. She truly is an incredible blade. I’m proud to call myself her wielder.”
“I can imagine,” Nia says. Then, “...How exactly did you even come into possession of something like that?”
And it’s a genuine question. As impressive as this ‘Meta Knight’s’ technique is, not just anyone can stumble upon a sword of legend. There has to be some kind of story behind it.
At her question, though, Meta Knight chuckles.
“Would you believe me if I told you she found her way to me?”
Nia blinks. What exactly is he insinuating? Sure, the sword is supposedly alive, but it’s not as if it can sprout legs and move. Can it… teleport? Of its own accord? No, surely not. And even if it could, why would it choose Meta Knight specifically?
She comes out just a little snider than she intended when she answers, “...No. I don’t think I would.”
Still, Meta Knight doesn’t flinch.
“Fair enough. You would not be the first person who has told that to me. And, besides, it’s not a story I am particularly interested in sharing, anyways. All that matters is that I am Galaxia’s wielder, and as such, I will continue to carry myself with pride.”
Saying that, he turns back towards the dummy. He takes a few steps back, then swings his sword.
While the blade itself doesn’t connect with the dummy, it sends off shockwaves that do.
He lets out a satisfied huff.
Nia doesn’t return to her own dummy, though. Truthfully, she’s not in the mood. And Meta Knight must notice her staring, because he says:
“You can go on, if you’d like. I am more than capable of multitasking. Is there anything else you wish to discuss?”
Nia mulls that over. At first, she isn’t sure there is… but then it hits her. There is something she’s been wondering about, actually, and this person might just be able to help her.
“...You know about the ‘Mirror World,’ correct?”
Meta Knight swings his sword, answering, “Yes. I do. I’m taking it you have questions about what happened to you?”
“Of course. Taranza explained most of it to me, but…-” admittedly, she’d been zoning out a bit, and not only that, but, “I don’t believe I ever got an answer as to who specifically did this to me. Just a vague ‘dark forces.’ Do you know who’s responsible? And… um…-” her voice peters off. The next words come out strained. “...What they wanted?”
“To a certain extent, yes. Why? Do you wish to know?”
Nia can’t believe what she’s hearing.
“Yes, I want to know!”
“Very well then. I will tell you the story as I understand it. Be warned, though: I can’t imagine it will feel satisfactory.”
“I don’t care! I still want to know!”
“I never insinuated you didn’t. To start, though, did Taranza mention a ‘Dark Mind?’”
Nia frowns.
“I… don’t think so, no. Why?”
“Well, it is the key person responsible for what happened to you, as well as the corruption of the Mirror World as a whole. It is said that once upon a time, the dimension was nothing like it is now. In fact, it was meant to be paradise. But Dark Mind infested the mirror, twisting its inhabitants' hearts. It turned the reflections of what people wished they could be into what they were terrified of becoming. Then, it conscripted the very worst of these caricatures. It formed an army, and used that to subjugate the rest of the Mirror World.”
“Now… I don’t know what things are like there currently,” he continues, thrusting his sword forward and piercing the dummy, “But, at the very least, it is weaker than it used to be. There was a time when Dark Mind was near invincible. But Kirby saw it fit to put an end to all of that.”
Nia is flabbergasted.
“...Kirby?” she says. “Again!?”
At that, Meta Knight laughs once more.
“When something is happening in Dreamland, ‘the pink demon’ is no doubt somehow involved. It perplexed me too, at first, but by now, I’ve simply accepted it as fact. Although… he cannot receive all of the credit in this case. I also took part in the defeat of Dark Mind. I simply… accomplished less than he was able to.”
“I don’t understand,” Nia says. “Why would you even try to ‘defeat’ it? I was told that ‘Mirror Worlders’ couldn’t be killed.”
“Correct. However, we didn’t quite understand that at the time… although that doesn’t mean our efforts were for nothing. Dark Mind is not your average Mirror Worlder. It is an amalgamation.”
“An amalgamation?”
“Yes. Are you familiar with the concept of Dark Matter?”
Nia’s brow furrows. She swears she’s heard that term somewhere before, but where?
“It’s… one of the four components the spirit is made up of, correct? As well as a type of magic?”
“Sort of. While that is true, that is not the type of Dark Matter I am talking about. Dark Matter is also a type of being. These creatures, whose spirits consist solely of Dark Matter, are almost always beasts of destruction. Now… you have your exceptions— the defects, whose souls were tainted upon creation— but, for the most part, all Dark Matter are the same. They have no heart, nor any will. They are not intelligent. They act on instinct. They know two things and two things only: how to destroy, and to obey their master.”
“And so what? ‘Dark Mind’ is one of these ‘master’ Dark Matters?”
“Again: not quite. Dark Mind is a reflection of all Dark Matter: its hivemind in the most literal state. Each and every Dark Matter that exists in our world is a part of Dark Mind… and while this makes it powerful, it also gives it one fatal flaw.”
“...Oh?”
“While most Mirror Worlders can only die if their counterpart perishes as well, Dark Mind has far more than one counterpart. If, say, several strong Dark Matter were to be defeated, then Dark Mind were to be shattered, it would lose a considerable amount of power… and that is exactly what happened. Kirby only ‘vanquished’ Dark Mind after vanquishing countless other Dark Matter.”
“Now… do not interpret this as me saying Dark Mind is weak,” he continues. “It is not— and it is very unlikely it can ever be killed entirely… there are far too many Dark Matter in existence. But it is weaker than it used to be. And this is something that no doubt drove Dark Mind mad. Other forces within began to vy for control of the Mirror World, and that is where, I believe, you come in.”
“...I’m not sure I understand.”
“The corruption of your heart was a method with which to puppet you from behind the scenes. Dark Mind likely believed that if it could play on your ego and paranoia, it could use you to not only gain leverage over the real world, but the Mirror World as well. All that it needed to do is whisper in your ear as it made your mind slip.”
“How did it make my mind slip, though?” Nia asks. “What did it do to me?”
“That, I do not know,” Meta Knight admits. “I am not fully aware of the circumstances behind your corruption… simply that Dark Mind is responsible, and that my mirror counterpart is the one who monitored you to make sure things were going as planned.”
Nia freezes, eyes wide. Her grip on her sword tightens.
“Your mirror counterpart?” she hisses.
“Indeed. Although make no mistake: I am not associated with him, let alone Dark Mind. I loathe my reflection, and I played no part in your corruption. Do not lash out at me. Not only do I have nothing to do with your tragic fate, but I am confident I would beat you in a fight. If you explode on me, you will just embarrass yourself.”
Nia’s cheeks feel hot. She doesn’t know whether to feel angry, self-conscious or simply offended.
“I had no intention of ‘exploding on you!’” she snaps, huffing. “I’m not some unhinged, senseless lunatic! I can use my common sense just as well as anyone else!”
“...Of course,” Meta Knight says, nodding. He slashes at the dummy once more. “I never said that that was not the case. It’s simply that… well, anyone would be angry in your circumstances. No-one could fault you if you were to lash out. I am merely just not the correct person to lash out at. I hadn’t even known what was happening to you until it was too late.”
“I would have intervened,” he continues, “If I’d only known… but at the end of the day, I cannot keep an eye on Dreamland and the Mirror World both. I’ve no doubt that Dark Mind is planning something else as we speak, but whatever it is… there is very little I can do about it. I simply do not have the resources.”
Hearing that, Nia’s chest tightens.
“Do you… think it’s going to come for me again?” she asks.
Meta Knight shakes his head.
“I do not,” he answers. “In its eyes, you are likely a ‘failure.’ Do not take that to heart, though. I would argue that that is a blessing. I cannot imagine you want to suffer through the same thing a second time.”
Not even remotely. Even just thinking about it, Nia feels sick. And despite being assured she’s no longer a target, she remains ill at ease. Not only because she fears the same thing happening a second time, but because…
“Why me?”
“Hm?”
“Why me!? Why was I chosen as their target!? S- so many others were exposed to the mirror… servants— occasionally even the other royals! But I’m the one who became a target. Why? W- was there something wrong with me? To make me easier to corrupt? Some sort of selfishness in my heart? Was I already… a bit like the monster they wanted to create? Or was I just weak willed!? What did I do to deserve that!?”
As her breath quickens, Meta Knight stops. He turns towards her, his sword now still.
“I will stop you there,” he says. “...There is nothing you did to ‘deserve’ what happened to you. No-one deserves that. And no, you were not uniquely evil. The Dimension Mirror, from what I understand… it could have done that to anyone. You did not somehow bring your fate on yourself. You were merely unlucky. There is no reason you were chosen, except perhaps your position, and even on that, I’m not certain. Sometimes, life is just unfair.”
Nia isn’t sure if that should make her feel better or worse. Is there really no reason? Was she just in the wrong place at the wrong time? That’s…- that’s awful! And who’s to say it’s even true? Meta Knight just told her he wasn’t associated with this ‘Dark Mind’ person. Maybe he’s wrong. Maybe she was chosen because there was already something bad deep inside of her, and he’s none the wiser.
…Either way, she feels deflated. Does it matter why she was chosen? She was, and now she’s bad, regardless or whether or not she already was before. Dark Mind and his associates… they ruined her.
Blinking quickly, she looks towards the ground.
But to her surprise, Meta Knight doesn’t go back to his training… at least not right away. Instead, he points.
“You should get back to what you were doing. Practicing. It will make you feel better. Do not think of them. They have no leverage over you anymore. You are free… so show me what you are capable of.”
“...What interest do you have in seeing me demonstrate my skills?” she asks. “You just told me you could easil-”
“Irrelevant,” Meta Knight interjects. “Do it.”
Nia thinks she should be incensed by his audacity… but despite herself, she turns towards the training dummy. And then, before she even knows what she’s doing, she lunges towards it.
She doesn’t know why she’s following his orders. He has no right to boss her around. Perhaps she doesn’t want to be looked down on… or perhaps she simply doesn’t know what else to do. Either way, she obeys.
Her rapiers tear the fabric of the training dummy. There’s a loud rip.
As she slices again, then again, though… Dark Mind and Dark Meta Knight don’t leave her thoughts. She has no idea what they look like, yet tries to imagine them gored by her blade. She envisions entrails. She swears she can hear screams. And some, sick, strange part of her is delighted by it.
…But, then, she stops. The training dummy goes flying across the room.
Once more, she remembers Taranza… although this time not just how much her violence would frighten him. She recalls his fears— how he responded when she said she wished to get revenge on the people who have done this to her.
He told her that they should just let it lie… not because those people don’t deserve to pay, but because he doesn’t want to see her get hurt again.
“Can’t we just appreciate our happy ending?”
What happy ending!? Nia can’t have a happy ending because of Dark Meta Knight and Dark Mind. And even if Taranza is too blind to see that, why is he so concerned with her safety? He shouldn’t care if something will happen to her! She’s awful!
Meta Knight must notice she’s stopped, because he speaks… though he doesn’t comment on the fact that she’s clearly troubled.
Instead, paying no mind to her despondent demeanor, he says, “Your technique continues to be rather impressive. I must admit I’m curious as to what your history with sword fighting is. Were you professionally trained?”
…Nia doesn’t get what he’s doing. Is he trying to distract her? Why!? He shouldn’t care if she’s upset.
Still, she answers him, voice strained.
“In part. As a royal, I was trained in all areas. I was taught how to swordfight… how to cast magic… how to read and write. It’s debatable just how successful these efforts were, though. I never did take kindly to that sort of instruction. Most of what I learned, I learned by practice… and not under the watchful eye of some esteemed tutor. Instead, I’d venture out into Floralia, and throw myself into combat situations. I’d spar with Taranza as well. That’s where I developed my real skills.”
“...I see. It was much the same for me. I, too, was self taught. I go for a more swift approach than you, though. I must leverage my stature. Even when I am not always able to make the most powerful hits, that hardly matters in the face of a flurry of blows.”
That much, she’d noticed. He’s exceptionally quick. She is, too, to be clear, but there’s more force behind her swings. Even back when she was a true Arachnid that tended to be her technique.
“...I suppose.” A pause. “But what is this about? If you’re waiting for me to demonstrate more, you’re wasting your time. As fun as your little commentary is, I’m not some puppet on a string you can demand to sing and dance for your entertainment. And besides, it doesn’t seem as if there’s much of a training dummy left to demonstrate on. Just look at the shoddy thing.”
By now, it’s in tatters, with its stuffing strewn all along the floor. It no longer even vaguely resembles the living being it once did. All that’s left is unrecognizable scraps.
It’s kind of sad, really. Had she always been able to tear these apart with so little effort, or are Castle Dedede’s offerings simply of a lower quality than Floralia’s?
Meta Knight shrugs.
“I am not demanding anything of you,” he says, tone flat. “I simply believe it would serve you well— to exert some adrenaline— but you are free to ignore my advice. And as for the training dummy, I see no reason that should play a part in what you do. There have to be at least another dozen around here. Grab another one. It is not difficult. There are many things Castle Dedede’s training grounds are lacking, but supplies are not one of them. He has a gargantuan army to provide for.”
Nia can’t help but admit she’s a bit incensed by his claim he’s not demanding anything of her. Was he not barking orders just a few minutes ago!?
But she supposes he has a point about the training dummies… even if she’d debate the veracity of his reasoning as to why so many are here. Isn’t it a bit bold to call what King Dedede has an army? How many of those ‘Waddle Dees’ are even receiving combat training in the first place? She can hardly imagine those things posing a threat.
…Then again, she supposes Sectra Dees aren’t that much more imposing, and she certainly treated them as an army… even if it was as foot soldiers in the best of times and as fodder at worst.
Perhaps what she should be debating is not whether or not the Waddle Dees qualify as an army, but whether or not Dedede would see them as something worth pouring resources into. Stars know she certainly didn’t do the same for her weakest soldiers.
Either way, she does make her way over to grab another training dummy, if only to shut Meta Knight up. When she throws it into the air and slashes it, though, it’s not for his sake. She just wants to hit something.
(With all the thoughts racing through her mind, maybe he’s not wrong it’s for the best she vents her frustrations. Figures… of course someone like her needs to be tearing something apart at all times.)
Wanting to talk about anything else, she says:
“What even brings you to training grounds such as these? I mean… I know you said you’ve come to ‘train’ the Waddle Dees, but you also insinuated you arrived ‘early’ to get some practice in. Why? Do you not have your own space to do such a thing? I can only imagine that, if you’re in possession of a ship, you do… and that it’s no doubt more impressive than this sad place. I can hardly believe that this is where a king trains. It’s as if he has no self respect! But then again… he’s not actually a king, is he? So I probably shouldn’t be surprised.”
Meta Knight contemplates her words, slashing at his own training dummy.
“Firstly,” he says. “I don’t think these training grounds are that sad. A true warrior doesn’t complain about a lack of frivolities. Does it matter if they look fancy? Either way, it’s still far more convenient to simply warm myself up after I get here instead of before, then having to take a break to fly all the way here.”
“Secondly,” he continues. “King Dedede doesn’t even train here. He has his own personal arena situated within his chambers. These training grounds are just for the Waddle Dees… and for visitors like us, I suppose. He prefers no-one set foot in his arena unless he personally issues them a challenge. Which means if you’re looking for something extravagant, that’s why you haven’t found it. Waddle Dees don’t care about things like that. They live lazy, easygoing lives. All that mattered was there was enough space to accommodate all of them, and that’s what King Dedede delivered.”
“You say that,” Nia responds. “But I have trouble believing it. Why does he care about accommodating them? He just showed up here one day and declared himself their ruler. With arrogance like that, I doubt he sees them as any more than servants.”
“...I wouldn’t recommend you say anything like that around him,” Meta Knight warns. “Whether you believe it or not, King Dedede values each and every one of his Waddle Dees. Disrespecting them is a surefire way to earn his ire.”
“I’m not disrespecting them, to be clear!” Nia insists. “I’m just saying perhaps he doesn’t have respect for them. But… noted. Regardless of what I think of him, it’s probably best that I hold my tongue.”
After all, she’s already caused enough trouble for Taranza as is. The last thing she needs to do is go and offend his friend. What does it matter what she thinks of King Dedede? She’s already made the decision that her thoughts and feelings aren’t particularly important.
“You… aren’t going to tell him I said all this, are you?” she then asks. She feels the briefest prickle of anxiety.
“Of course not,” Meta Knight says. “Your opinion on King Dedede is none of my concern. I can’t say I agree with it, mind you, but I’m not going to go and spread senseless gossip. What good would that do?”
“...Not much, I suppose.”
Nia is still a little worried, admittedly, but she’ll take his word for now. At the very least, if King Dedede does end up bringing up what she said, at least she’ll know who’s responsible for informing him.
“What’s your history with him, anyway? The ‘king?’ You aren’t his knight, are you?”
At that, Meta Knight scoffs.
“Of course not. I am no-one’s knight. I take no orders and serve no master— only Dreamland itself. There was a brief time when I worked for King Dedede… but it did not last. Now, we only work together when our goals align… although I would still call him a friend and ally. He may not always make decisions I agree with, but I do believe he has the people’s best interests in mind. He is a perfectly satisfactory king.”
Another thing Nia has trouble believing… although, then again, she supposes she hasn’t seen much of his rule. Perhaps he’s not quite as terrible as she’s made him out to be… and even if he is, he’s still probably a better ruler than her.
What’s the point in throwing stones in glass houses? An entitled sham or not, there’s no question he’s clearly beloved.
A pang of jealousy. She wishes her citizens had treated her like that… back before she broke completely. But then again, maybe that’s a respect she didn’t deserve. Even if she hadn’t started subjugating by that point, clearly there was something wrong with her. Something rotten… that everyone except her could see.
With a swing of her sword, she cleaves yet another training dummy in half.
She’s just about to grab another one when she hears the sound of voices.
“Wait! So… if you weren’t in Waddle Dee Town, you didn’t see it? Oh, you really missed out, Brawler Dee! It was so cool! That big, scary monster came to try and take us away, and Meta Knight defeated it without even breaking a sweat! I hope one day I can protect other Waddle Dees like…-” the voice peters off. Then, there’s a loud, “EEP!”
Nia doesn’t even have to turn around to see what the Waddle Dee is reacting to, but all the same, she looks towards them… and sure enough, their gaze is locked on her. They scramble to hide behind ‘Brawler Dee,’ murmuring, “O- oh no! It’s her! What is she doing here!? She has a weapon!”
“Is everything alright, Sir Meta Knight!?” Brawler Dee calls. “W- we came here for training, but it seems…”
Their voice peters off. They point.
Nia grows larger. Her waist thins and her wings lengthen.
Before she can speak, though, Meta Knight replies.
“Yes,” he says. “Everything is just fine. Nia was simply here training alongside me while I waited for you to arrive. You’ve absolutely nothing to fear. Our plans are still on, and we can begin training as soon as the other Waddle Dees have arrived.”
“Oh…” the first Waddle Dee says. “Um… sorry, Miss Nia. I just sort of assumed. I’m sure you understand?”
Of course she understands. If it were anyone else being accused for carrying a weapon on the training grounds, she’d scoff… but herself? Who wouldn’t react that way? She’s a monster, after all. The terrifying tyrant who kidnapped their infallible king.
Feeling equal parts bitter and hurt, she unsummons her rapiers.
“It’s fine. I was just about to go, anyway. I’ll leave you to your training.”
Meta Knight glances towards her.
“You are under no obligation to leave. If you’d like-”
“I’d like to get out of here,” Nia snaps. “So I’ll be going. This isn’t a debate.”
Thankfully, Meta Knight doesn’t turn it into an argument. Instead, simply bowing his head, he says, “...Understood. Well, it was nice training with you, Nia. Perhaps I will see you around again, or perhaps not. Either way, please do try to take care.”
…What’s with the niceties!? She’s not deserving of his…- his weird chivalry! He and she both know what she is, and she’s not interested in pretending.
“Yeah, yeah…” she says flatly. “I will. Enjoy your little training exercise. Stars know your little proteges need the ability to kill big bad monsters.”
As she turns, the Waddle Dee squeaks, “A- ah! That wasn’t about you… I was talking about the gorilla…-” but Nia pays them no mind. She wasn’t so dumb as to assume that was about her in the first place.
Her wings twitch as she makes her way towards the exit.
The clank of armor as Meta Knight takes a step forward… and she fears he’ll console her with empty words, but, ultimately, he remains silent. As Nia glances back at him, he does no more than give a nod. And then, after that, there’s no attempt to stop her.
…That’s one good thing at least.
She passes by several other Waddle Dees as she exits the arena. Some avert their gaze while others stare at her with a morbid fascination. One gives a tiny wave, but Nia simply rolls her eyes.
She’s not interested in insincere kindness.
She goes straight to her and Taranza’s room, wasting no more time attempting to distract herself. What’s the point? No matter where she goes— what she does, she’ll still be herself. There’s no escaping that terrible reminder.
As she shuts the door behind her— perhaps a little too forcefully— she quivers. A horn burgeons from her head and a fang cuts her lip. She shrinks… the shame and humiliation sinking in.
As she glances towards the mirror, though, she’s not met with the sight of an Arachnid. Even beneath the cloak and the mask, it’s easy to tell she’s something far worse.
Her head lolls to one side, and her abdomen is massive compared to the rest of her body. Tiny wings appear shriveled and pathetic, and awkward paws contrast smooth yellow skin.
It’s an ugliness she couldn’t hide if she tried.
She feels awful that Taranza will have to return to such a sight, but some other, selfish part of her hopes he’ll be back soon. Even if she knows his words of kindness are empty, she still thinks she wants to hear them.
…Of course someone like her can’t bear to be alone.
Notes:
...Bit of a shorter chapter, at least by my standards, aye?
Funnily enough, the reason for that is that it and the next chapter were originally one chapter... but then I looked at the word count, realized they totaled 18k words, and went "UM! Maybe that's a little bit much... even for my readers."
So, this week, you just get Nia's POV. With the next chapter, you'll get to see how Taranza's little outing went... but for now, that will have to wait.
This is the first chapter entirely from her perspective... so that's cool! While I technically consider Taranza the POV protagonist in this fic in that I believe he'll probably get more scenes from his perspective, Nia is obviously very important as well, and it's always fun getting to showcase the way she thinks. While it's evident even from Taranza's point of view that she's not doing well, I think getting to see her thoughts directly really showcases the full extent of that unwellness, which is important.
But... um- things aren't ALL doom and gloom for her! Look! In this chapter she- well, I wouldn't say she made a /friend,/ but she had a semi-friendly interaction with someone! That's a start. Meta Knight didn't push her buttons too much just by virtue of being a generally non-intrusive person, which is nice. Something-something shoving two introverts in a room together to force them to get some social interaction.
...Unfortunately, though, the nice little moment couldn't last. Something inevitably had to hurt Nia's feelings. And... I can't really blame her, int this case. While the Waddle Dees technically didn't mean any harm, they definitely treated her accusatorily, and that's not fair.
Hopefully Taranza's day out on the town will go better. No knowing for certain though until two weeks from now, when that chapter will go up! I hope you're looking forward to it. Because, starting now, we're going back to our usual biweekly chapters. I think I'm getting back in the groove of writing!
As always, though... for now, I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll see you next week!
(P.S I'll be replying to comments on last chapter tomorrow. Sorry it's taken so long! Like I said... my executive dysfunction has been. Uh. Bad. But every comment well and truly makes my day! So please don't think they're unappreciated, because nothing brings me more joy.)
Chapter 13: as far as anyone can tell, i’m fine (i miss you all the time)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It’s so very hard not to worry.
Taranza will try his best to enjoy the outing, don’t get him wrong… that’s what Nia asked of him, after all, but that doesn’t make this any easier. It’s the first time he’ll be away from her for an extended period of time since her resurrection, and he isn’t sure how she’ll fare on her own.
What if she gets hurt? Gets sad and needs comfort? What if she needs him, but he’s not there for her? He hates the thought. It makes him feel terribly lightheaded, and not just because his body feels half-ready to give out.
…Which it does, for the record. Now that he’s apart from Nia, his condition is once again evident. He has to stop to catch his breath several times, even just following Dedede out of the castle and into town… and although he tries to play it off— framing it as if he just wants to comment on something or other— he fears it’s rather obvious.
Dedede frowns, turning back towards him with a furrowed brow.
“You feeling alright, bug boy? You seem a little pooped.”
“I- I’m fine!” Taranza stammers, tugging at his scarf. “No need to worry about me. I… think I’m just a bit nervous. I can’t help but fret over Nia. That, combined with never being the most physically fit…-” he lets out a laugh, although soon sighs, “...It has me feeling all out of sorts. But I’ll be fine. Please don’t be concerned about me.”
“...Right. Well, if you change your mind, and you want to turn around, just let me know. I get it if you don’t want to leave your lady friend.”
“No! No! She wants me to do this. I’m not going to come back and tell her I wimped out just because I’m a neurotic, overthinking worrywart. Plus, I’m looking forward to spending time with you and Queen Ripple. I can’t wait to tell her about how things have been! While I’m sure she already knows about recent events… I still want to share the good news myself. That the love of my life is back and all!”
Dedede is quiet for a moment, but eventually nods.
“Yeah, I guess that makes sense. Just don’t overexert yourself, ‘kay?
“Don’t worry,” Taranza says. “I won’t.”
At the center of town, they find Queen Ripple already waiting for them. Alongside her is Elfilin, happily chatting. The two of them are quick to notice Taranza and King Dedede, though, and each wave a hand, beckoning them over.
As they make their way towards them, Queen Ripple gives a warm smile.
“There you are!” she says. “I was starting to get worried. You took a while to get here. Is everything alright?”
“Yeah, everything is good,” Dedede reassures. “There was just some stuff we had to get figured out before we skedaddled. Bug boy wanted to make sure his lady friend would be alright on her own. She eventually gave him the go-ahead to come with, though.”
At that, Queen Ripple gasps. She covers her mouth with her hands.
“Oh my gosh!” she says. “I can’t believe it… I almost forgot! Is it really true? That your own queen has returned, Taranza? Ribbon and Adeleine had told me that they heard something of the sort, but I wasn’t sure whether or not they had misunderstood something. Have you actually performed resurrection?”
Taranza is a little bit uneasy hearing that Ribbon and Adeleine are aware of Nia’s revival. It makes sense… word spreads quickly between the Star Allies, and who else would Ripple have heard it from? But does that mean Dark Meta Knight knows as well? If so, that’s a troubling thought.
Still, he nods, letting out a nervous chuckle.
“Well, I don’t know if I’d say I did it… I had some help— but, yes, Sectonia has indeed been returned to life. She’s going by Nia, now, however. She decided that was something she’d be more comfortable with.”
“Nia?” Queen Ripple asks, “That’s a cute name! How has she been? Is she faring well? And- oh! What did she come back as? You said that she used to look like you, right? Did you revert her back to her original appearance, or is she still a wasp?”
Both questions with complicated answers.
“She’s been… faring alright,” Taranza says, tugging at his scarf, “Some things have been difficult… she isn’t coping well with learning about what she did while in a corrupted state, but, slowly, we’re finding a new normal. I believe she’ll be okay ultimately. But she’ll- um- need some time. I’m sure you know how it is.”
“Of course!” Queen Ripple says. “I myself certainly wasn’t in the best state after my possession. It took years for things to truly feel normal again.”
An intimidating prospect. Taranza knows she’s just trying to empathize, but he doesn’t like the idea of Nia feeling the same way she currently does for years. He wants her to be able to feel the happiness she deserves far sooner than that.
Then again, it’s not like her and Queen Ripple’s situations are even truly comparable. What happened to Nia wasn’t possession. Someone else didn’t merely take control of her body. Her psyche itself was torn asunder and warped. Although… perhaps that only means things will be even more difficult for her than they were for Queen Ripple.
Urk! Taranza doesn’t want to think about that right now. Instead, taking a deep breath, he continues:
“Then, as for the state of Nia’s appearance…” he hesitates. “Well, it’s complicated. What she experienced has left a mark on her mind and heart, and this is something her body reflects. She’s not quite Arachnid or Sectra. She’s something in between, with her appearance shifting.”
A pause.
“S- she’s still the most beautiful girl in the world, though!” he’s quick to tack on. “So make no mistake, she’s stunning as ever!”
“...Of course,” Queen Ripple replies. “I’m certain she is. Well… I’m glad to hear that you two seem to be getting by! I hope that I can meet her at some point! From what you’ve said about her, she seems like an incredible lady.”
“Undoubtedly. And… I’m sure you’ll meet eventually. She’s just- um- still feeling a little shy right now. But she’ll come out of her shell with time.”
He doesn’t feel entirely confident saying that, but he tells himself he has to be right. Even if things seem bleak right now, they’ll get better for Nia eventually. One day, he’ll be able to introduce her to all of his friends. They’ll be her friends, too… and she won’t doubt that they like her!
For now, though…-
“W- with that said… do the two of you want to- er- ‘head out?’ King Dedede sounded quite excited to show off ‘The New World,’ so I’d prefer not to delay us anymore than I already have.”
“Oh, you haven’t delayed us, Taranza…” Queen Ripple insists. “What you were doing was important. But, yes, I’m ready to go. Are you as well, King Dedede?”
“Yup! As long as our little friend is all good to transport us, it seems we’re all good to go!”
Oh! Right! Taranza had almost forgotten Elfilin was here.
As he looks towards Kirby’s new friend, however, what he sees takes him by surprise.
Elfilin is staring directly at him, a strange expression on his face. It’s a moment before he even processes King Dedede is addressing him… although when he does, he jolts, just as quickly tearing his gaze away from Taranza.
“A- ah! Yes, I’m all good!” he squeaks. “Just give me one second, and I’ll make a portal! Sorry! I probably should have gotten around to that sooner.”
“You’re just fine, kid,” King Dedede says. “No rush. Take as long as you need.”
Even as Elfilin gets to work, though, Taranza is troubled. He can’t shake the look Elfilin was giving him from his head. He’d looked so incredibly troubled. Why?
He… can’t also be worried about Nia being a bad person, right? He hasn’t even had a chance to hear stories about what Queen Sectonia was like while she was in her maddened state! Unless… Kirby told him? But Taranza really doesn’t think he’d do that.
Either way, he’s not given long to think about it. Soon enough, there’s a woosh, and the air in front of them splits open. A blue and purple vortex swirls, beckoning them in.
A sight that would be eerie to many others, but Taranza isn’t intimidated. He’s used portals to get places before— not only thanks to Magolor, but back during Sectonia’s reign, too. That was how they’d travel between and enforce their will on all of Floralia’s islands.
…Or, well, how he would. Sectonia didn’t really like getting out and doing the dirty work. She was the one who’d make portals, though! She was actually quite good at it.
So, without any hesitation, he enters the portal— and King Dedede and Queen Ripple, alongside Elfilin, follow soon after.
There’s a dizzying sensation for a moment. Then… light.
Waddle Dee Town is bright and cheery. That’s the first thing he notices about it. As he exits the portal and his vision clears, he’s met with the sight of a bustling and upbeat little village. Waddle Dees scurry to and fro, going about their daily routine.
A few stop and wave. Taranza waves back.
Looking around, though, Taranza notices something else… and as he does, his jaw drops.
Up the hill and just past the center of town stands the largest thing Taranza has ever seen. Towering above even ‘Queen Sectonia—’ a nine foot tall Sectra— the mass of fur and muscle dwarfs everything around it, including the buildings.
He thinks he has to be seeing things— that this is some sort of prank, or that it’s even just a statue, but then he sees it move.
He stares in utter disbelief.
Queen Ripple, too, seems at a loss for words… but in stark contrast, King Dedede and Elfilin don’t so much as flinch. The former waves a hand, calling out to the gargantuan creature.
“Hey, Leon! That you? I was hoping I’d see you here! I’ve got some friends I was wantin’ to introduce you and Carol to!”
This is the Leon Kirby and King Dedede spoke about? Kirby had described him as enormous, but Taranza had thought that could be chalked up to Kirby’s small size.
He should have known better than to doubt him! There’s no other way to describe this creature!
As King Dedede speaks, Leon turns, and Taranza gets a better look at him.
Needless to say, the rest of him is equally as intimidating as his size. He has massive claws— as large as Taranza’s head, and he’s built like a brick house. With razor sharp fangs and sleek fur, he gets the sense he could rip him to shreds in an instant.
In some ways, he resembles a Tevatian— an animal person, like Rick, Kine or Coo— but in other ways, not at all. His body is far more anthropoid, with a wholly bipedal stance… and not only that, but there’s something wild about him. Whereas a feline Tevatian like Nago has cute, stubby limbs and kind eyes, Leon remains animalistic. Taranza has no doubt he could easily survive on his own in the most dire of circumstances.
What is Kirby had said these people call themselves again? Beasts? Because that moniker sounds about right.
In contrast to his fierce appearance, though, Leon gives a friendly smile as he spots King Dedede. He waves a massive paw, motioning the group over.
Taranza is still a bit on edge, he must admit, but he knows better than anyone that appearances can be deceiving, so he steels his nerves and follows after King Dedede and Queen Ripple as Elfilin splits off from the group, saying he’ll be there to help them get home when they’re ready.
They head over to the stairs and make their way up the hill to join Leon.
It’s only as they draw closer that Taranza notices someone accompanying Leon. Another Beast— and one much smaller this time… although she still towers over him. Perhaps a head under Sectonia’s height, she only makes her way up to Leon’s chest.
She, too, has a feline appearance… albeit a different sort. Whereas Leon’s fur is a monochrome tan, barring his bright, orangey red mane, her fur features a pattern. Covered in darker spots, she’s half-yellow, half brown.
She, too, waves, as the group approaches, although she doesn’t speak. Instead, sticking close to Leon, she waits for him to take the initiative.
“And so you’re the friends King Dedede said we might meet!” he says, voice rumbling with a purr. “What a pleasure! I’m Leon, of the beasts— and you’re Queen Ripple and Taranza, I take it?”
“Indeed,” Queen Ripple says, giving a wobbly smile. It’s not hard to discern that she, too, is a bit intimidated by the massive figure.
But Leon continues to behave hospitably, holding out a paw towards her, then Taranza.
As he gives Taranza’s hand a firm shake, Taranza notes how he could fit his entire body in his palm.
Still, he smiles as well, craning his neck to meet Leon’s gaze. Then, hovering back slightly, he says, “A pleasure to make your acquaintance as well!”
Soon after, the other beast meows, and in response, Leon does the same. They converse in some strange language before Leon turns back to the group.
“This is my partner, Carol! She doesn’t speak your language, so I’ll be translating for her, but she wanted to say hello as well. She said that any friends of Kirby are friends of ours, and I couldn’t agree more!”
“Ah!” Taranza says, holding a hand out for her as well. “It’s nice to meet you, Carol! I’ve heard very good things.”
…Carol is the person who saved Leon, right? That’s what he seems to recall Kirby mentioning. Not only is she the one who asked him to travel into Fecto Forgo’s dreams to bring him home safely, but she’s the one who ultimately corralled the other beasts into helping her return the pieces of his soul. Without her, Leon very likely wouldn’t be standing here right now.
In any other situation, Taranza thinks he’d almost be jealous… but in light of recent events, he can’t help but see her as a kindred spirit of sorts. Not only does she clearly love Leon, just like he loves Nia, but if it weren’t for her request and Leon’s salvation, he may have never gotten the idea to resurrect Nia in the first place.
Gladly, she shakes his hand… and although she can’t understand his words, she returns his smile. For that, Taranza is happy.
“So the two of you are… ah- king and queen, correct?” he asks, looking towards Leon. “Ha… I almost feel a little bit out of place. What, quite literally surrounded by all you royalty!”
An awkward laugh… although he’s not actually intimidated. It’s merely a joke. He’s not surprised he’s become friends with so many royals. He always did have noble sensibilities.
In response to his question, however, Leon doesn’t respond how he expected. To his surprise, the beast shakes his head.
“I’m not a king, no. I used to be one, perhaps… but now that things are back to normal, I’d hate to position myself above the other animals. Yes, they come to me for advice or help sometimes, but I do the same to them. I’d much rather consider us a team than a hierarchy.”
It makes sense, but Taranza is still shocked. Leon is shockingly humble… nothing like how Kirby described him overall, but then again, that checks out. Leongar— the ‘King of Beasts’ that Kirby spoke of was who Leon was when he was under Fecto Forgo’s control. His behavior then wasn’t reflective of who he truly is.
…He’s like Nia, in that sense. A kind soul warped into something so different and so vicious against his will.
Taranza wonders if he’s dealing with some of the same thoughts she is— if he, too, calls himself a monster and says he doesn’t deserve love in private. He doesn’t dare ask, of course, but, quietly, he makes note of the possibility. Perhaps it could be good for Nia to talk to Leon at some point.
Maybe if she were able to see that he’s clearly not bad, she’d know she isn’t, either. That what happened to her wasn’t her fault.
But that’s something he should save worrying about for the future. For now, he doesn’t want to push Nia too much, and he has a feeling that meeting Leon would be overwhelming. There’s a reason she said she didn’t want to go on this outing, after all.
But, oh… only if she had. He thinks if she were here with him right now, she could be having a good time.
He knows he is, worries aside. He warms up to Leon and Carol quickly… soon no longer bothered by their massive size.
In fact, when Leon realizes he’s towering over them (and perhaps intimidating Queen Ripple a little), he actually makes an attempt to seem smaller. Letting out a sheepish, “Oh! Where are my manners?” he proceeds to sit criss-cross-applesauce, then says, “...Much better! My apologies… I’m still getting used to the fact that you all aren’t acclimated to interacting with folks as big as myself.”
“Oh, no! You’re just fine!” Queen Ripple insists. “Now I know how some of the smaller fairies must feel interacting with me!”
Saying that, she lets out a laugh.
“So… do the two of you live here?” Taranza inquires soon after. “In Waddle Dee Town, I mean! Not the New World… that much is obvious. It seems like a very pleasant place, but I can’t imagine it would, well…-”
He looks around.
“What?” Leon asks. “Fit us?”
Taranza’s cheeks feel warm. Still, he nods.
“I feel a bit rude admitting it, but… more or less.”
“It’s not rude,” Leon says. “If I were to try and live here, I’d bump my head on all of the ceilings. Or… no! I couldn’t even fit in through the doors. So, no, this isn’t where Carol and I stay. We and the other beasts have begun to populate the grasslands around the town. For a long time, we lived in a place called the Forbidden Lands, but as I’m sure you can imagine, it wasn’t particularly nice. We like it much better here! We’re even thinking about trying to revamp some of the abandoned buildings we’ve found… although most of them still wouldn’t be suited for a beast of my stature.”
A sound that’s half-laugh, half-purr.
Leon smiles.
“We’ve visited Waddle Dee Town quite a few times, however. Mostly to come say hi to King Dedede or Kirby. We’re very thankful for how kind they’ve been to us. We know that we caused quite a bit of trouble… and so we’re trying our best to make amends. Not just towards them, but towards the Waddle Dees, too. We were actually just about to give their little cafe some patronage! Would you like to come with?”
“Oh, you know we do!” King Dedede says, grinning. “I’ll never pass up an opportunity to have a good snack! And I know for a fact that my Dees are talented. They’ll whip up something amazing!”
So, the group makes their way over to the nearby cafe.
The Waddle Dee at the front counter waves as he sees them approach... although he only truly perks up once he spots King Dedede.
“Oh! Our great king! I thought I’d heard you’d be visiting today, but I wasn’t sure you’d be choosing to stop by our humble establishment. What a delight! What will you be ordering this fine afternoon? A Car Mouth Cake? Ooooh! Or perhaps the Kirby Burger?”
“You know me, Café Dee! I’ve got an appetite! I’ll take one of everything you’ve got. Although… actually, could I get two of those Car Mouth Cakes? I’m feelin’ like indulging my sweet tooth!”
“Of course, great king!” The Waddle Dee responds, nodding. Then, looking towards Leon and Carol. “And I’m taking it it will be the regular for you?”
Giving a toothy grin, Leon responds, “Yes! Thank you very much.”
Which leaves just Taranza and Queen Ripple.
“I’ll take- um! A Car Mouth Cake, please,” Queen Ripple says, holding up a hand. “Oh, and a Pep Brew as well! If that’s not too much to ask…”
“Not at all!” A glance towards Taranza. “And you?”
Truthfully, nothing on the menu looks particularly appetizing to him… his palate is a bit more high-brow than fast food and sugary sweets… but it would be just rude not to order. So, shrugging, he says, “A Maxim Tomato is fine. Thank you very much!”
“Thank you,” The Waddle Dee says. “And for the king and his friends, it’s on the house! You don’t need to worry about paying.”
Taranza is relieved… he’s not sure what sort of currency they use here, but they probably wouldn’t take Floralian gold. And he’d hate to have to borrow from Dedede, especially with how much he’s already gone out of his way for Taranza.
Leon, however, shakes his head.
“Allow me to pay for our meals, at least,” he says, motioning towards himself, then Carol. “I know that it takes quite a bit to sustain us! The last thing I’d want to do is take advantage of your generosity.”
He places a pile of Star Coins on the counter.
“Here! I do hope it’s enough.”
Looking grateful, the Waddle Dee reaches out for the Star Coins. He counts them, whispering under his breath.
“Yes, this should be more than enough!” he says afterwards. “Thank you very much, Leongar!”
“Ah… there’s no need for that,” Leon says. “Remember: it’s just Leon. But thank you. I’ll be looking forward to our meals!”
Then, he makes his way over to sit down a little ways away from the cafe. While there’s technically what appears to be a terrace up top, like most of the other things here, it isn’t properly sized for Carol, let alone Leon… so it appears the group will be having a picnic instead.
Taranza supposes he has no complaints about that! It’s cozy, really.
He floats over to join Leon.
Carol, King Dedede and Queen Ripple follow soon after.
“That was nice,” Taranza says, looking towards Leon as he sits down. “That was quite a few Star Coins! I’m sure the Waddle Dee must appreciate your generosity.”
“It’s really not that generous,” Leon says, looking flustered. “It was only right. We did order quite a bit, and not only that, but…-” a pause. “Well, like I said: I’ve been trying my best to be as kind as possible to the people living here. It’s the least I can do to make it up to them after everything that happened…”
“Ooooohh… right,” Queen Ripple says, “You were possessed, right? King Dedede said something about you kidnapping his Waddle Dees, but you don’t seem like the kind of person to do that on your own at all.”
“Dang right!” Dedede says. “If he was, I certainly wouldn’t be having brunch with him. No-one messes with my little guys! But the poor bub was in the same situation as me… he had that creepy alien rooting around in his head! And if that thing could make me hurt my Dees, it could make just about anyone.”
Taranza nods.
“...You shouldn’t blame yourself for something like that. It wasn’t within your control.”
Once more, his mind wanders to Nia.
“Perhaps not,” Leon says, letting out a sigh. “...But I still feel bad, and I’d like to be able to make the people living here feel more comfortable with us. I know, as is, they have to be a little bit intimidated.”
Taranza’s about to object— say that it seemed like Cafe Dee was perfectly comfortable around Leon— but soon realizes that’s probably not a good idea. Just because one Waddle Dee has forgiven him doesn’t mean they all have… and now that he thinks about it, he supposes he has seen a few of them giving the group uncomfortable sideways glances.
Even now, as a few Waddle Dees pass by, making their way further up the hill, they give Leon and Carol a wide berth. Taranza thinks he hears one whisper about ‘the king’s safety.’
…He really shouldn’t be surprised, should he? Some people will never be able to understand.
“Don’t take it personally,” King Dedede says. “They ain’t got anything against ya… and ya don’t got anything to prove. You just gotta give it some time. They’ll warm up to ya before you even know it.”
A nice thought, although Taranza isn’t sure if it’s the most feasible one. It’s one thing for King Dedede’s friends to come around on Leon… but each and every one of his subjects?
Maybe that’s asking too much.
Either way, he’s quick to say, “Well, I think you seem like a perfectly nice person, Leon. Carol, too! So don’t let people judge you for what happened. There was nothing you could do. You shouldn’t be held at fault.”
At that, Leon gives a momentary frown. He tilts his head— thinking… although his smile soon returns.
“Well, thank you, Taranza! We appreciate it. You seem rather nice yourself.”
It’s not long after that their food arrives… or at least, Taranza, Ripple and Dedede’s. Carrying each meal on a tray, Café Dee makes his way over to the group, handing Dedede, Ripple, then Taranza, their meals.
“Bon appetit!” he says. “I do hope you enjoy it! You, especially, my king. And then as for you two…” a glance towards Leon and Carol. “Your food will be ready momentarily. It will just take a little bit longer to put together… portion size and all.”
At that, Taranza raises a brow. Just how big is Leon and Carol’s order? He already thought King Dedede’s was excessive… but from the way they’re talking about it, it has to be nothing in comparison.
“Take as long as you need!” Leon says. “We’ll be right here looking forward to it.”
Beaming, Café Waddle Dee returns to his post… and without so much as a moment’s hesitation, King Dedede digs into his meal.
“Scrumptious!” he says, taking a bite of his Car Mouth cake, then downing it with a Pep Brew. “Café Waddle Dee sure knows how to whip up a good meal! If only we still had him at the castle! I’m glad he’s got a gig here, but I’d been lyin’ if I said I didn’t miss him! He’s one talented guy!”
In stark contrast, Taranza isn’t so eager to eat. He’s hungry, don’t get him wrong… but as he already noted, this isn’t exactly suited for his palate… and there’s one other thing he’s worried about regarding the Maxim Tomato.
Still, not wanting to be rude, he takes a bite… and as he does, his suspicions are confirmed.
You see, Maxim Tomatoes are no ordinary vegetable. They’re incredibly nutritious, and not only that, but they’re supposed to be rejuvenating… to the point where they even occasionally see medicinal use.
However, as he sinks his teeth into the Maxim Tomato, he feels nothing. No wave of relief, let alone rejuvenation. He’s exhausted as ever… shaky, and a little bit numb. It’s as if he’s taken a bite out of any other food.
He really shouldn’t be surprised. How exactly would a tomato be able to fix the issues that come with only having half a soul? Even so, though, he’s a little bit disappointed. Knowing that even that’s off the table stings.
Still, he continues to pick away at his meal… and as he does, he makes small talk with the group.
But, watching him eat, Carol looks concerned.
Eventually, she nudges Leon… meowing when he looks her way. They go back and forth like that for a little bit before Leon turns his gaze towards Taranza.
“Ah…” he says. “Carol was wondering if you were feeling alright. She couldn’t help but notice you seem a bit out of it. Is something on your mind? Or are you maybe sick? Now that she points it out, you do look a bit under the weather…”
Is it really so obvious!? It was bad enough for Dedede to notice… but for people he’s just met to pick up on it, too? He must be doing a terrible job of hiding it!
Even so, though, he doesn’t yield. He’s quick to come up with an excuse.
“P- perhaps? It’s possible I’m coming down with something, although I don’t feel particularly ill…” a pause. He continues, “It’s more likely, however, that I’m just a little worried about something. My- um… partner. We’re very close, and we just recently reunited. Because of that, it’s a little bit intimidating being apart.”
“W- which doesn’t mean I’m not enjoying this outing!” he adds on, holding a set of hands up. “I very much am! She told me she wanted me to go out and have some fun… which I’m trying my best to do. I’m just somewhat of a worrywart. I can’t help but wonder what she’s doing alone right now… if she misses me, or if she needs any help.”
“But… that doesn’t mean you have to worry about me,” he says, tugging at his scarf. “I’m fine. And she is, too. I simply have a tendency to overthink things.”
It’s not a lie. He is legitimately worried about Nia… and that probably does contribute to how out of it he looks. It’s just… not the full story. But that’s alright, isn’t it?
“Aww… bug boy,” King Dedede says. “Nothin’s gonna happen to her. I know she’s been a bit out of it herself, lately, but she’s clearly a strong person. A little bit of time apart ain’t gonna do her any harm. Give yourself a chance to breathe.”
Taranza doesn’t like the implication that he can’t breathe with Nia around… she’s not something he needs a break from— but he doesn’t argue. He doesn’t want to cause a scene… not in front of the rest of the group.
As Dedede speaks, Leon turns towards Carol. He explains to her… although her sympathetic expression still doesn’t fade.
She meows.
Leon translates.
“We understand,” he says, “...Carol’s certainly done some worrying herself for my sake. I’m sure that King Dedede is right, however… that your partner will be just fine. It sounds like she has someone very kind who’s there for her, and I can personally attest to just how much that type of support means.”
Another meow.
“What’s your partner’s name? Carol wants to know. Perhaps you could tell us a little bit about her!”
At that, Taranza perks up. He nods.
“O- oh! Of course! Gladly! Her name is Nia, and she’s not just the love of my life, but my best friend. We’ve known each other ever since we were kids. I’m very fortunate to have her. She used to be queen of the skies, but has technically lost that position… although she’s still queen in my eyes! I’d love to introduce you to her at some point… although, like King Dedede said, she’s not feeling her best right now. I only recently returned her to life.”
Leon blinks.
“...You what now?”
“Returned her to life!” Taranza says, feeling proud of himself. “You see… she died because someone awful did something truly terrible to her, but I decided I wouldn’t stand for that! I fought the grim reaper and won, demanding her resurrection.” A beat. He lets out a chuckle. “I- um… actually have you to thank for that, in a sense. You gave me the idea.”
“Me?” Leon repeats.
“You!” Taranza confirms. “And Carol, too. Kirby told me about everything that happened to you… that no good Fecto Forgo and how it nearly ended your life… as well as his encounter with Morpho Knight, and the rest of the Beast Pack returning the pieces of your soul. That got me thinking about how death could possibly be reasoned with, and… well… here we are!”
Saying that, he flashes an awkward grin.
Initially, Leon doesn’t seem to know what to think.
“Oh my…” he says. “And so when you said you reunited recently, you meant recently. It hasn’t even been a month since Kirby ventured into Fecto Forgo’s dreams to rescue me. I do hope you and your partner have been doing well! I can certainly attest to how disorienting that sort of thing is… and I haven’t even truly died.”
“We’re… getting by,” Taranza says with a shrug. “It’ll take a bit of time to figure out, but I think everything will be alright in the end.”
Or at least… here’s hoping. He won’t deny he has his worries.
As Leon explains to Carol, her eyes widen.
She covers her mouth with her paws, letting out a soft meow.
“Carol says that she’s very sorry for your loss. Even if it seems to have been undone… that couldn’t have possibly been easy on you. We’re glad we could help. If she ever feels up for it, we would love to meet Nia at some point. I’m sure that she’s lovely.”
“That she is! And I’m sure she’d love to meet you, too, once she’s feeling like herself again. When she is, we can give her a tour of this place! I just know she’ll think it’s beautiful.”
That makes him feel slightly better. It’s still easy to fret, of course, and his physical condition isn’t much better… but the idea of taking Nia out on an outing like this is a comforting one.
Shortly after, Café Waddle Dee returns… and as they do, Taranza’s eyes boggle. In their nubs is a tray stacked with Kirby Burgers. There have to be at least a dozen.
And even more shockingly, they don’t divvy up the meal. Instead, handing the tray to just Carol, they say, “Yours will be out in one second, Leon! It’s ready, but there was no way I was going to be able to carry all of that at once.”
As Carol takes the tray, meowing, then licking her lips, Café Waddle Dee turns around. They reenter the cafe, before peeking back out a few seconds later, with two trays now in their nubs.
These trays are even more stacked. In between them, there’s maybe thirty Kirby Burgers. They wobble and sway, needing to be carefully balanced as Cafe Waddle Dee makes their way back over to the group.
Taranza wonders if he’s being pranked… but if he is, Leon doesn’t give any indication of it. Instead, practically salivating, he takes both sets of trays. He eyes his meal up, expression intense, and gives a quick “thanks.”
Cafe Waddle Dee looks unnerved for the briefest moment, but nods.
He says, “Of course! Just let me know if you need anything else,” then makes his way back into the cafe… perhaps just a little too quickly.
Leon doesn’t seem to notice the microaggression, though. Instead, he sits one tray on his lap and the other to his side, then grabs a Kirby burger… and, without wasting any more time, he takes a huge bite. Razor sharp teeth gnash, and he lets out a content purr.
Carol does the same. Her bites are slightly smaller, but her enthusiasm is much the same. She tears through one burger before moving onto the next.
Once more, Taranza is reminded of just how ferocious the duo is. While they certainly seem friendly, there’s an animalistic hunger and strength to their demeanor. He can only imagine Kirby must have been terrified when facing off against these two for real.
Then again… perhaps not. Sometimes, he thinks Kirby isn’t frightened by anything. Even while confronting Void Termina— a god— he hadn’t so much as flinched.
Either way, Taranza tries his best not to gawk at Leon and Carol’s voracious appetite. The last thing he’d want to do is make them feel judged. While it was certainly shocking to see initially, it does make sense they need so much food. The meals at the Waddle Dee Cafe are designed to sustain people much smaller than they are.
Watching them eat, King Dedede can’t help but let out a boisterous laugh. Grinning, he says, “Dang! I thought I was a glutton… but it seems like you two might even be able to give me a run for my money! You like the food, then, I take it?”
“Oh, yes! It’s wonderful!” Leon says. “Your Waddle Dees well and truly know how to cook! Even before we befriended you all, the Awoofies would smell what you were making here and whine because they wanted some. As soon as we realized we could actually try it for ourselves, we jumped on the opportunity!”
“It is pretty good…” Queen Ripple says, taking a bite of her Car Mouth Cake. “Very sweet! Fitting… just like the Waddle Dees!”
That makes Taranza the odd one out here, but he’s not surprised. Dreamlandian cuisine has never been his style… and this is distinctly Dreamlandian, even coming from another world. Greasy burgers and sugary cakes are the kind of thing that just screams Lower World.
Still, he doesn't complain. The Maxim Tomato isn’t bad, and anything tastes better in the company of friends! He gives a bright smile.
The five of them remain like that for quite a while, in no rush to finish their meal. They even stay for a while afterwards, simply talking about life.
Queen Ripple gives an update on how Ribbon and Adeleine are doing… albeit only after explaining who they are to the beasts. She says they’ve been well, and that they’re actually quite interested in visiting the Forgotten Land for themselves, although Queen Ripple admits she’s a bit nervous.
“Adeleine wants to investigate her origins, and she believes this place might have something to do with them. I support her in that all the way, but it’s hard not to worry. What if she learns something that upsets her? Or she or Ribbon get hurt? They’re strong girls, but they’re still children. I don’t want them throwing themselves into any dangerous situations.”
Taranza nearly comments about their seedy friendship with a certain Mirror Worlder and how that may very well just get them hurt, but ultimately manages to bite his tongue. It’s not as if sassing Queen Ripple would do him any good. She already knows about his concerns, and to a certain extent, shares them. But she insists that she’s keeping a close eye on Dark Meta Knight, and that he hasn’t done anything to the girls yet.
…Ugh. Taranza hates that word. ‘Yet.’ Why only step in after it’s too late?
Regardless, the others don’t seem to notice his troubled thoughts… or if they do, they don’t comment on them. Instead, Dedede tries to give Queen Ripple some advice.
“If you’re really so worried about the kids, why don’t you just come with ‘em? Make sure they don’t get into any trouble yourself?”
“Oh, no!” Queen Ripple says. “They’re getting far too old for that. Ribbon, particularly, hates when I fret. She says she’s almost a teenager now. But how can’t I worry!? They’re my babies!”
It’s funny, because, technically, neither of the girls are Queen Ripple’s children. Ribbon was taken in after her mother, a close friend of Ripple’s, disappeared… and Adeleine entered her life even later— already a preteen by the time she met Ripple.
However, she’d needed a place to stay, and Ribbon and Ripple offered one readily. And in time, it became a home.
…Perhaps it would be unfair, actually, to say that those girls aren’t Ripple’s children. They are, in a way. Just under unusual circumstances.
“Ugh! This is why I could never do any of that parent stuff!” Dedede says. “Too much of a fuss. I’ll continue my worry free, child free life, thank you very much!”
He says that… but Taranza isn’t sure Dedede is as above fretting as he claims he is. Sure, he’s not a parent, but he’s a bit of a mama bird in his own right. Not a day goes by without him mentioning the Waddle Dees.
“Yeah… things have been rough,” he says just a while later, explaining how his servants are doing. “Most of ‘em are fine, don’t get me wrong, but others are still getting over everything that happened. Particularly the ones I kidnapped. I can’t believe I let them see me like that…”
“It’s not your fault,” Taranza insists. “You weren’t in control.”
“Taranza is right,” Leon says, nodding. “And if anyone is to blame other than Fecto Forgo, it’s me. I’m the one who gave you such callous orders.”
“If it helps any,” Taranza adds on, “The Waddle Dees I’ve encountered haven’t seemed too on edge. I think they’re getting by fine.”
It’s not completely honest— he does think they’ve been a little nervous around him and Nia in particular, but he doesn’t think it has anything to do with what happened in the New World. That can be chalked up to their biases.
…He hopes they get used to them soon. He hates seeing them stare at Nia. He knows she feels every gaze, and when they flinch, it burns itself into her mind.
Leon talks about his underlings as well… or- well- he doesn’t call them that, actually… simply his fellow beasts. Either way, though, it sounds like they’re doing well.
“Now that that foul monster is no longer in my mind, I’m allowing Sillydillo to take apart parts of Lab Discovera and use the materials for their own purposes. I’m not quite sure what they’re tinkering away at, but I have no doubt it will be impressive. They’re very talented!”
“Gorimondo has been doing well, too, although he’s still hesitant to visit town. Your ‘Meta Knight’ truly seems to scare him. I keep trying to tell him we’re all friends now… but he insists he doesn’t want to be prodded any more by that sword.”
“Ugh. That sounds like Meta for you!” Dedede says, groaning. “Guy’s got a real imposing demeanor. I’ll try to get him to write an apology letter or somethin’… but no promises. He ain’t my knight. Says he belongs to no-one.”
In contrast to his friends, Taranza doesn’t actually have much to talk about. He’s spent most of the past two weeks dealing with the aftermath of Nia’s resurrection, and most stories he could tell wouldn’t be particularly fun. She’s still recovering, after all.
That’s… okay, though. He’s content simply listening. And, thankfully, no one asks about his life.
Once they’re finally finished with brunch, they return their trays to Cafe Waddle Dee before discussing what they want to do next.
”I was thinking about checking out that ‘Alivel Mall’ place I’ve heard Kirby yap about,” Dedede says, “But is that something you all would be interested in? Supposedly, they’ve got all sorts of neat little trinkets and gizmos there… and a food court, too!”
Is he seriously already thinking about food again? He just ate!
Still, Queen Ripple nods. Clapping her hands, she says, “That sounds wonderful! I would love to pay it a visit alongside you.”
Leon and Carol, of course, are also down for that. Leon says that he’s never actually seen the mall for himself before, and that he’d quite like to.
But as for Taranza…?
He looks at his phone, checking the time. He feels a lump in his throat.
“Ah… I probably shouldn’t. It’s been quite a while, and I wouldn’t want to leave Nia alone for too long. She’s probably starting to get worried.”
Truthfully, it’s him who’s worried… it’s easy to fret over how she must be doing without him, but he doesn’t need to say that.
“This was fun, but I believe that’s enough entertainment for me. I’m getting tired, anyways…”
That part isn’t a lie. He’s exhausted. He thinks that as soon as he gets back to the castle, he’s going to pass out. Being away from Nia is taxing, even just doing something as simple as having brunch.
Dedede looks ready to protest for just a moment, but ultimately relents.
Sighing, he says, “…If that’s what you think is best, bug boy. We’re gonna miss ya, but if you want to head back, then there ain’t much that can be done about that.”
“Don’t look so sad!” Taranza responds, feeling just a little guilty. “I’ll visit the mall with you another time. Heck… maybe Nia can even come with us! For now, though, just try and have fun without me. And let me know how it goes.”
Queen Ripple nods.
“We will,” she says. “We’ll text you, alright? Tell Queen Nia I said hello!”
“Oh, yes!” Leon agrees. “Give her our well wishes! It was wonderful meeting you, Taranza. I do hope we’ll be seeing each other again.”
“We certainly will,” Taranza responds. “…And thank you. I’ll let her know. She’ll be happy people were thinking about her.”
With one last wave, he bids King Dedede, Queen Ripple, Leon and Carol adieu. Although he’s not able to go back to the castle right away. The portal has since closed, and that means before he goes anywhere, he’s going to need to seek out Elfilin.
Thankfully, it doesn’t take long to find him. He’s hovering near a handful of Waddle Dees, who seem to be in the middle of gardening,
“The town’s becoming prettier and prettier with each passing day!” He says, tail wagging. “I bet you have to be really proud! I’m glad that now that Fecto Forgo is gone, we don’t have to worry about anything happening to it again. When it got destroyed before, it was really, really scary! But I think you’ve built it back even better than before.”
A pause. He stiffens just a little.
“N- not that I’m glad it was destroyed!” He’s quick to clarify. “I’m sure you could have made it this pretty either way! I’m not condoning that…- that monster’s actions! When you all got taken away, it was awful.”
His ears droop.
“I hope nothing like that happens ever again…”
The Waddle Dees start to assure him that they’re sure nothing will happen when Taranza approaches.
As he clears his throat, he says, “…I hope I’m not interrupting anything too important?”
“O- oh! Mister Taranza!” Elfilin says, startling. “Is there something you need? Where are King Dedede and the others?”
“They’re headed to ‘Alivel Mall,’” Taranza explains. “But I decided to go home a little earlier. I do hope that’s alright?”
“Of course it’s alright!” Elfilin says, nodding. Although his expression soon grows troubled. “But… is it alright if I ask you a question, first? Maybe I’m just overthinking it, but…-“
“But what?”
“Are you… feeling okay? Something about you seems different than the last time we met. Morpho Knight didn’t do anything to you, did it? I- I’m not sure how to explain it, but it’s as if…” a pause. “I don’t know. As if something is wrong. This weird, bad gut feeling.”
Taranza does not like that question. While he appreciates Elfilin’s concern, truly, the last thing he wants is people picking up on something off about him.
He responds in a firm voice.
”Nothing’s wrong. I’ve been feeling a bit tired as of late, but it has nothing to do with my encounter with Morpho Knight. I’ve simply been busy taking care of Nia. What is it that Morpho Knight could have even done to me? It didn’t do anything to Kirby, after all, did it? There’s no reason I would be different.”
“I… suppose not,” Elfilin says, shying back a bit at his intense gaze. “Sorry.”
“No need to apologize,” Taranza responds. “Just don’t worry about things like that. I understand— I tend to fret as well, but I promise you there’s nothing going on here. Any anxiety would just be a waste of mental energy.”
He feels bad for being so forceful with his wording, but he can’t risk his secret coming out. He has to quash any suspicion here and now.
And, thankfully, Elfilin seems to accept that answer. Giving a tiny nod, he says, “…Right. Well, I’m glad you’re okay, Mister Taranza! I got really worried when you talked about what you were going to do… but I guess you’re stronger than I gave you credit for! I’m sorry to have doubted you.”
“But! Um… you wanted to go back to your world?” He asks. “I can do that, if you’d like! Just give me one moment.”
“Of course,” Taranza says. “Take as long as you need.”
He and the Waddle Dees back away a little as Elfilin focuses. The air in front of them starts to glow blue, and then, with a whoosh, a rift opens.
Elfilin smiles.
“I think I’m starting to get good at this!” He says. “Now, it doesn’t take long at all! And I don’t get nearly as tired anymore. The first time I opened an inter-dimensional portal, I thought I was going to die. But doing it this time, it didn’t feel so bad at all!”
Taranza has a feeling that has something to do with Elfilin having reunited with his other half, but he doesn’t dare rain on his parade. Not only would that potentially cause suspicion about why he’s now exhausted all of the time, but it would just be cruel. Who is he to deny Elfilin a sense of pride?
“That’s good!” He says. “Keep practicing, okay? Maybe one day, you’ll be able to do even more with your powers! Kirby said that ‘Elfilis’ could summon meteors and fire lasers, didn’t he?”
“Oh, but I wouldn’t want to do anything like that!” Elfilin responds. “…That’s far too scary for my tastes. I’d much rather use my abilities to help people. When I think about hurting them, I…-“ a pause. His ears droop. “Well, I don’t like it.”
“You could use those powers to protect people, too, couldn’t you? Just look at Kirby! Sure, he’s fought and even ‘hurt’ lots of people, but always to keep other people safe. Maybe you could do the same.”
“Mmmm… maybe. But for now, I’m content with just this.”
“Fair enough, I suppose. Either way, I’ll be heading out. Have fun gardening, you all! It’s a beautiful day out. I’m sure the flowers will appreciate the sun.”
With that, he enters the portal, making his way back into the world he knows. And as he does, he breathes a sigh of relief. As fun as visiting Waddle Dee Town was, he’s eager to return to Nia’s side… both because he misses her, and for the sake of his health.
He has to take his time on the way back to the castle. He’d like to get there as fast as possible, of course, but being away from her, he’s tired. He has to stop every so often and catch his breath.
Thankfully, at least, there’s no-one there to find it suspicious.
Some Waddle Dees and other Dreamlandian inhabitants are milling around, of course, but they hardly pay him any mind… and he’s not particularly concerned about them gossiping, even if they do see. The people living here tend not to spread rumors… plus what would they even say? ‘We saw Taranza looking unfit and generally a little uncomfortable?’
As if that would be news!
…It’s ironic. For the longest time, Taranza couldn’t stand the way people perceived him. He didn’t like being underestimated just because he was sort of small or a bookworm. Sure, he never had Herculean strength, but he could stand his ground, at least! He had powerful magic, and even when it came to more traditional strength, he wasn’t entirely lacking. He carried King Dedede all the way up the Dreamstalk, for stars’ sake!
Now when he thinks about trying to do something like that, though… he feels faint, and suddenly he’s grateful for his reputation. No-one will notice much about him has changed… at least not as easily.
He hadn’t even really been thinking about it at the time, but, in hindsight, his fatigue is another reason he’s glad he declined King Dedede’s offer to go scope out Alivel Mall. That sounds exhausting, and if he were to pass out because he overexerted himself, he doesn’t think he’d be able to explain away that.
He’ll have to hold out on any outings that will involve anything other than casual, low-key activities until Nia feels comfortable accompanying him,
Of course… he’d prefer to avoid leaving her side entirely in the meantime, but something tells him that’s not feasible. She’d seemed well and truly upset earlier when Taranza had tried to cancel his plans.
He… appreciates that she respects his hobbies and relationships, but it makes things more difficult. And if he’s being truthful, he doesn’t really want to be without her, even disregarding the fatigue element. He spent so many years without her. He missed her presence.
But he’ll heed her wishes. He’ll go out without her every so often, if only to give her time to breathe. He’ll simply do so carefully— play up his ‘weakling’ persona until she finally feels ready to accompany him.
…Yes, that works.
As he gets closer to the castle, he can feel her presence, he thinks. Slowly, some strength returns to his body as he pokes his head through the door, then makes his way down the hall.
He’s still tired, of course, by the time that he reaches their room, but at the very least, he feels like he can breathe.
So breathe he does. He takes a deep breath, then enters the room with a smile.
Nia is lying down. For the briefest moment, he thinks that she’s sleeping, but he then sees that… no, her eyes are open. She stares blankly at the wall, seemingly not even having noticed his presence.
As he clears his throat, she jolts, sitting up.
“Taranza!” She says, a fang sprouting from her lip as she shrinks just a little. “There you are! I- hadn’t realized you’d returned…”
“That’s natural,” he replies. “I only just now got back. How is it going? What did you do while I was gone? Is everything alright?”
“Everything’s alright,” she says, nodding. “Things were… uneventful, truthfully. Briefly, I went downstairs to train, but not much happened. I bumped into ‘Meta Knight,’ I suppose, but we didn’t converse much. Truthfully, I don’t think I understand him…”
“Yeah?” Taranza asks, sitting down next to her on the bed. “I get that. He kind of keeps his cards close to his chest. Is there anything in particular he did that confused you?”
Nia thinks for a moment, but then shakes her head.
“No,” she says. “I don’t think so. It’s just…-“ a pause. “No, it doesn’t really matter. Sorry, I’m rambling. But… yes, that’s all I did. After I finished there, I came here to lie down.”
She looks down at her hands. She frowns.
“…I do hope it’s alright?” She murmurs. “That I did that?”
“What? Talked to Meta Knight?” Taranza asks. “Of course that’s alright. You don’t need permissi-“
“That I went to sword fight, I mean. While I was down there, I kept thinking… ‘Haven’t I hurt people with these swords? Maybe it’s better I discard them entirely. That way, I don’t do something cruel.’”
Taranza can’t believe what he’s hearing.
“Of course that’s alright!” He says. “You don’t need permission from me for that, either. And you’re not going to hurt anyone. When you used those swords to spill innocent blood, you weren’t yourself. That’s not something you should be punishing yourself for.”
“I… suppose,” she admits. “But… it doesn’t scare you?”
“Of course it doesn’t scare me!” Taranza replies. “I always thought your sword fighting was beautiful. And besides, nothing you could do would scare me.”
Nia’s brow furrows. It’s more than clear she doesn’t believe him. Is she thinking about when they were driven out of Floralia? The way he cowered in response to her magic? Or is her mind wandering even further back? To a time when he’d cower as she raised her voice?
What is he supposed to say? He’s…- he’s not scared of her! She’s not something to fear! His reaction to her Zap magic… to her coming to rescue him… it was wrong. It doesn’t matter that it made his heart pound. It doesn’t matter that the sight of seeing her as a Sectra, holding her enemy up made his skin crawl. She’s Nia, and Nia isn’t something to be feared.
“…Hey, I mean that,” he says more firmly. “You don’t scare me.”
“Yeah…” she says, letting out a sigh. “I know. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t doubt you. If you really want me to, then, I’ll keep swordfighting.”
“It’s not about what I want… it’s about what you want! Do you want to keep sword fighting?”
“I… suppose.”
“Then you should! Don’t let anyone, let alone me stop you. You deserve to do things you enjoy.”
As Taranza scoots closer, placing a hand on her lap, Nia averts her eyes. Still, though, she nods, murmuring:
“…Right. But- um- enough about me. You’re the one who actually did something interesting. How did your outing go?”
“Well!” Taranza says, smiling. “Let me tell you all about it.”
Notes:
Sorry this chapter is late! I wasn't feeling my best yesterday, and my schedule is packed. It's here now, though! So no need to fret.
Definitely a more 'chill' chapter. Or at least... as 'chill' as Perennial Bloom can get. Definitely still some worries on Taranza's mind, but at least nothing awful happened. He just got to have fun with some friends. It was a blast getting to write him interacting with others! This was actually my first time really writing Leon, Carol, or, honestly, Ripple, so I got to experiment here. I liked getting to feel them out as characters! And I'm happy overall with how I portrayed them.
It was also the first time I got to write Elfilin in a while, which was nice. I missed the little guy! Although...- um, maybe Taranza manipulated him a little. Whoops! Maybe he shouldn't have admitted he thinks something is sus, because now Taranza is going to go out of his way to get him to doubt himself. Can't risk his secret coming out, after all!
...Ohhhh, Taranza.
The next chapter is another big one, with a very important reveal, so I hope you all are looking forward to it! It'll be up in two weeks.
As for now, though, I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll talk to you again soon!
Chapter 14: i wanna make my murder look like a suicide (but they’ll all know, they'll all know) they'll all know that the body’s mine
Notes:
Warning for discussion of suicide in this chapter. No-one attempts, but a past suicide attempt as well as the concept of suicide ideation are touched on.
As always, tread carefully!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next two weeks are uneventful. Slowly but surely, Nia gets used to playing her role.
She still hardly has any will to get out of bed in the morning, but she forces herself to sit up anyways, giving Taranza her best attempt at a smile. She places her hand on his back as he presses close to her… she pretends to feel some sort of warmth. He kisses her, and she tries to ignore the pit in her stomach.
He continues to be kind and patient, of course… in a manner she can hardly understand. He holds her hand tight. He calls her beautiful. When he wakes up every morning, he tells her he’s so glad he’s by her side.
It frustrates and confuses her. It’s so hard to tell what’s sincere and what’s an act. He’s pretending, too, after all, isn’t he? That this is the happy ending he wanted? That he hasn’t been forced to settle for a monster? She sees the way his expression shifts as her body morphs… how he smiles just a little too wide as if to say ‘I’m not bothered.’
He is bothered, though, even if he’s convinced himself he isn’t. There’s more warmth in his eyes when she appears more like an Arachnid… a sense of relief.
He compliments those features more. He brushes his thumb over her fur when her hands are fuzzy.
He tries to compliment her Sectra features, too, of course, but his voice wavers just a little. When he embraces her, his body feels stiff.
She notices it. She notices it all.
But she doesn’t point it out. Even if she resents his kind words, knowing she doesn’t deserve them, she doesn’t want to shatter the illusion. Taranza wants to pretend, and so pretend she will.
Each morning she puts on her mask… and although Taranza’s expression falls, she tells herself it’s for the best. With it on, he can pretend that the face of the girl he loves is hiding beneath. He’ll stare at her with guilt and pity, but at least not with disgust.
That helps her breathe just a little easier.
At some point, they start a garden. Dedede sets aside a plot in the larger garden, just for them. He says, “You like that kind of stuff, right? Well, here’s something to help ya feel a little bit at home.”
…Nia never did like gardening, actually. That was always Taranza’s thing. Even back before her sanity slipped through her fingers, she’d just watch him work… never lift a finger herself as he toiled, taking care of the flowers. She didn’t want to get her hands dirty. That was work for people beneath her. All work was, really.
Still, even if she never participated herself, she did like watching Taranza garden, at least. The flowers he grew were beautiful, and occasionally he’d pluck one, handing it to her with a goofy smile. Then, he’d bow… and although she giggled in response, calling him a dork, her heart fluttered.
No-one had ever given her flowers before Taranza. No-one had ever treated her like a fair maiden.
…She loved the attention he gave her.
He still presents her flowers now, of course, but there are no more butterflies in her stomach. Instead, just a sense of numb, quiet guilt.
When her hands are too big, she struggles not to crush them. She feels roots creep beneath her skin, and is reminded of the only type of flower she deserves.
They do things the old fashioned way, for the most part… which is to say Taranza doesn’t use his magic to speed up the growth of the plants. It doesn’t surprise her. He always was more traditional when it came to that sort of thing.
“It’s about the journey,” he’d say, planting seeds in the soil. “Not the destination.”
This time, Nia does help. Unlike her younger self, she doesn’t want Taranza to do all of the work. He asks if she’s sure— that he’s happy to take care of it all on his own if she’d prefer— but she insists. She wants to feel useful for once.
At that, he nods, smiling.
“Very well, then. I’ll teach you how to do it.”
She’s clumsy and awkward. It’s not just the fact that her hands shift or sometimes she’s taller… needing to hunch her back to see the flowers. She’s never done anything like this before. It feels strange sticking her hands in the dirt. Still, she tries her best to help, and at the very least, Taranza never makes fun of her.
At one point, something strange happens, though. It’s maybe a week into starting their garden when she feels a force as she works. She’s not sure how to describe it… it’s something invisible, yet almost familiar.
She reaches out to grab it, and to her surprise, a chrysanthemum springs up from the dirt.
Taranza stares. She does, too. Neither of them can believe what they’re seeing. As he reaches out for the flower, cupping it with his hands, she asks:
“Did I…?”
“Just use Bloom magic?” He responds. “Because I think the answer is yes! Look! You did amazing!”
Nia blinks.
“…How, though? I never have before.”
Taranza blinks, appearing a bit caught off-guard. He just as soon offers an explanation though.
“It must- um- have something to do with the Dreamstalk! You have some of its DNA now, correct? Perhaps that’s given you an innate connection to plants.” A pause. He smiles. “Pretty cool! Now we match!”
Recalling how it felt assimilating the Dreamstalk all too well, Nia is a bit uneasy. The horrid sensation… madness, mania, pain and creeping roots— it’s something she hardly wants to relive.
She already knew for a fact, of course, that the accursed plant lives on within her, but that doesn’t make it any easier to stomach. To think that it’s influenced even her magical abilities…-
No. It’s not all bad. She shouldn’t complain. She… hates her Zap magic, right? It frightens Taranza, and because of that, it frightens her, too. If she were to never use it again, she’d be happy. Which means this is an alternative. Finally, she can master something new… something that won’t remind her of her cruelty.
Perhaps she can create— nurture something for once.
…Just as soon as she’s thought it, she feels silly. No, she can’t nurture anything. It’s not in her nature. With its beautiful petals, the chrysanthemum may appear healthy, but it stems from a rotten, disgusting place.
Still, she smiles… because Taranza is smiling, and she doesn’t want that smile to disappear. She may think this is repulsive, just like everything related to her, but he doesn’t need to know that. If he seriously wants to ‘match’ with someone like her, then so be it.
Perhaps he also knows it’s better than the alternative.
After that, he gives her lessons on Bloom magic, walking her through the basics. It’s something she takes to surprisingly quickly— perhaps even quicker than she took to Zap magic in her youth.
He must be correct, then… that she developed an unnatural affinity thanks to the Dreamstalk. How very strange.
Still, she helps their garden bloom.
Another thing she does at Taranza’s silent behest is continue to sword fight. He told her that he wished for her to continue, and so she does. Several times a week, she makes her way down to the training grounds, sharpening her skills.
Occasionally, Taranza even watches. He sits, entranced, as she tries to ignore his lovestruck eyes glued to the back of her neck.
She only ever practices on training dummies. There’s no-one for her to actually spar with. Back in the day, she and Taranza would train together, but when she thinks about raising a sword against him now, she feels ill… and he must feel the same way, because he doesn’t dare suggest it. As much as he wants things to return to ‘normal’ he must cower at the thought of her blade.
Nia wonders if she’ll ever be forced to use her rapier for real once more. Even if they’ve fled from Floralia, are they truly safe? What if its denizens hunt them down? Come to destroy them for what they’ve done?
If that’s the case, Nia will be forced to subjugate them once more. If it were her they wanted to punish, she’d gladly relent, but she is not allowing anything to happen to Taranza.
The thought frightens her. Not just the fact that they may be put in harm’s way… but the fact that if they are, she may have to fight. Once upon a time, the thought of drawing blood was almost enticing. There was a certain adrenaline to it, even before she was cursed. Now, though?
She doesn’t want to draw blood. She doesn’t want to hurt anyone. She doesn’t want to be forced to protect Taranza once more, only for him to again cry out in fear and panic… and stare at her with those wide, desperate eyes.
‘Please don’t hurt me!’
…A plea she can’t fault him for, but one that stings all the same.
So, she prays her swordsmanship remains nothing more than an art form. That this is the furthest it will go. Now, it’s simply exercise— a release, and a performance for Taranza. Nothing more.
It makes her blood pump.
Every so often, she bumps into ‘Meta Knight’ again. They cross paths, having come to the training ground for the same reason, and exchange brief words. Thankfully, he never bothers her.
The first time she re-encounters him, that silence perturbs her. She asks why he isn’t bringing up last time— what happened with the Waddle Dees and shallowly making sure she’s okay. She expected him to interrogate her.
But he does no such thing, instead shrugging and admitting that he can’t stand when people do the same to him. He’d much prefer to keep his feelings and secrets for himself. He figured she’d feel the same way.
And she does. As strange as it is to not have someone pestering her— and as much as it bruises her ego just a little— it comes as a relief. Being the center of attention now is uncomfortable. She doesn’t want shallow niceties, or someone checking in to make sure she’s ‘okay.’ Because she’s not, but if she lets that slip, they’ll only bother her more. They’ll try to fix it, and they can’t.
It’s impossible.
But Meta Knight doesn’t waste his time on things like that. He seems to take very little interest in Nia’s troubles. And, similarly, she takes very little in his. They don’t make small talk, let alone discuss anything deep as they train. And in that, they find a mutual understanding of sorts.
…She still doesn’t understand him entirely, and she certainly wouldn’t consider them friends, but she comes to not mind his presence.
It’s a breath of fresh air, she thinks. To not be cared about. Being cared about just causes you to worry the people you love. That’s why Taranza always looks at her with such hurt and sadness. Why he looks half-ready to cry when she dares allude to the thoughts swirling through her head.
She learns to keep them inside. The occasional one still slips out— flashes of insecurity and anger at herself… but each and every time he tells her, voice senselessly soft, that what happened wasn’t her fault, and she’s more and more sure of her decision.
She’ll let him believe that. What good would arguing with him do?
She drifts through life— if you can even call it that— with a certain sort of numbness. She bottles it in. She plays her part. She tries not to upset Taranza.
She still does, occasionally, of course, but all that is is a reminder she needs to do better.
She doesn’t want to be the reason for any more of his pain.
Sometimes, she does cry. It hits her that this is what she is and always will be, and she feels overwhelmed. She becomes angry that this was done to her— that she did it to herself… that she’s this wretched, hideous person in a wretched, hideous body now, and she weeps. But she learns to do it at night. When Taranza isn’t listening. When he won’t weep alongside her. Because, then, her selfish tears mean nothing.
What right does she have to try and garner pity? Who cares if she feels helpless and miserable and if she loathes her own skin? This is what she deserves.
Apparently, though, Taranza isn’t the only one she’s failing to fool.
During his next outing, there’s a knock on the bedroom door.
Nia is confused, to say the least. He only left a little while ago. Has he already returned, or…-?
No. It hits her rather quickly that whoever’s waiting for a response from her isn’t Taranza. The rap on the door is far too firm to be his. There’s a stern, almost impatient energy to it.
Nia frowns.
Making her way over to the door, she asks, “…Who is it?”
To her surprise, it’s a feminine voice that replies.
“Zan Partizanne, the Lightning General. Bonjam.”
…Who?
Oh, no! That’s right! She has heard that name before! ‘Zan Partizanne’ is one of the girls from the strange planet where Nia was first resurrected.
That still doesn’t explain what she’s come here for, though. What exactly is going on?
Nia clears her throat.
“…Right. Well, if you’re looking for Taranza, he’s not here. You’ll have to try another t-“
“I’m not looking for Taranza,” the voice on the other side interjects.
“…Pardon?”
“I’m not looking for Taranza,” it repeats. “I haven’t come here to talk to him. I’ve come to talk to you.”
Nia is flabbergasted. This girl is Taranza’s friend, right? What could she possibly want from her?
Is she here to interrogate her? To threaten her and warn that if she harms Taranza again she’ll pay? Or is it something else? Perhaps she wants to hear all of the grizzly details of her corruption… or gawk, morbidly fascinated by her hideous face.
Nia reaches up for her mask— readjusts it.
…That isn’t happening.
Still, ignoring the way her antennae twitch, she asks, “…Me? Why in the world have you come here to do something like that?”
“I wanted to ask how you were doing,” Zan Partizanne says plainly. Then, slightly firmer, “Let me in.”
It’s not a request— it’s a command, and Nia almost wants to scoff at the audacity. Who does she think she is to demand an audience? Nia doesn’t owe her anything!
At least… on paper. Because this is Taranza’s friend, she doesn’t really have a choice. The last thing she wants to do is upset any of them.
So, she forces herself to take a deep breath. She tries her best to hide any sign of irritation, and she makes her way over to the door. Then, opening it, she says, “Very well, then. But you won’t receive a particularly interesting answer. I’ve been fine.”
On the other side of the door, Zan Partizanne hardly looks convinced.
Still, she hovers inside.
“…Right,” she says. “So you’ve been adjusting to being alive again, then?”
“I have.”
Nia doesn’t intend to budge. She’s not sure what Zan Partizanne is getting at, but she’s not interested in confessing anything. Why is it any of her business if Nia is struggling? Nia hardly knows her!
But Zan Partizanne doesn’t seem keen on backing down, either. She continues:
“Well, I’m glad to hear that. I can only imagine things have been difficult. It’s a whole different world you’ve returned to, after all.” A pause, “…And Taranza’s been coping, too?”
At that, Nia’s eyes narrow.
“I’m not sure what you mean,” she says. “What is there for him to cope with? I’m here.”
Another blatant lie. There are a hundred different things Taranza has to cope with. The fear he feels, but won’t admit to. Her insufferable, listless demeanor. Her body, and how it’s nothing like what he was hoping it would be.
But that, too, is something Zan Partizanne has no right to know. Why does it matter to her if Taranza’s happy ending has been sullied? Does she just want Nia to admit she’s making Taranza miserable? Because she knows she is, but that’s not something she’s just going to share!
Zan Partizanne crosses her arms.
“I apologize,” she says. “Perhaps ‘coping’ wasn’t the best way to put that. What I meant to say was… well, how has Taranza been acting? Towards you and in general?”
“…I’m still not sure what you mean.”
“Well, firstly, I was wondering if anything about him was off. Has he acted unusual? Does anything seem to be wrong? I have some suspicions about your resurrection.”
“But, secondly,” Zan Partizanne continues, “I was wondering about how easy or difficult he’s made said resurrection on you. He seemed… very ecstatic. He isn’t smothering you, is he? He’s giving you time to get your bearings?”
At that, Nia’s eyes narrow.
It’s weird enough to ask if Taranza is acting suspicious, whatever that means, but to ask if he’s smothering her? Nia can’t believe what she’s hearing!
“Taranza has been fine,” she snaps. “He hasn’t ‘smothered’ me, and, frankly, I’m incensed that, as a supposed friend of his, you’re making those accusations! It’s one thing to insinuate that I’m doing something wrong… but to say that he is!?”
Her wings spread. Her fingers split, and her body grows.
“I’m not interested in hearing it! He’s been nothing but kind to me! Far more kind than I deserve! I don’t know why you’ve come here, incessantly demanding to know how I ‘feel,’ but I’m not breathing a bad word about him! I’d sooner die!”
Nia’s voice is a snarl.
She’s disgusted by Zan Partizanne’s words.
Sure, she’s felt suffocated sometimes, but not because Taranza is at fault. The only person to blame here is her.
In response to her raised voice, though, Zan Partizanne doesn’t flinch. She simply responds, monotone:
“…Right. My apologies. My intention was never to make an accusation. To be clear, I wasn’t trying to insinuate he was being cruel. I just know that what you’re experiencing right now must be difficult, and that if not handled delicately, might make it more difficult on you instead of less.”
“Well, you clearly don’t know what you’re talking about, because Taranza is all I have right now,” Nia says “He’s the only reason I’m even here! So drop the compassionate act and quit acting like you understand me or are worried about my wellbeing. You clearly don’t understand, and whoever you think I am, you’re wrong.”
“…Am I?”
”Yes!”
“Well, my apologies for assuming, then. I’d figured that maybe I could understand you considering I know what it’s like to be resurrected from a self-inflicted death myself.”
Nia’s eyes widen.
“S- self inflicted!?” She hisses. “What are you talking about!? I didn’t kill myself, you imbecile! I was murdered! Don’t you dare put words in my mouth!”
Then, fist balled, she continues, “And what do you mean resurrected? I was, yes! But Taranza said that-“
“You were the only one? That’s correct,” Zan Partizanne says, cutting her off. “However, that’s just in the most literal sense. Just short of actually passing away, I’ve experienced everything you have. My life almost ended— was supposed to— but that’s not what happened.”
“I was… perhaps fourteen at the time,” she continues, shockingly phlegmatic considering the subject matter. “I’d reached a breaking point, and was convinced my life was over. With no family or friends to rely on, I decided to climb the highest tower in the land with one goal: being struck by lightning, in turn ending my existence.”
“And I succeeded. No-one tried to stop me. Truthfully, I doubt the people of my home planet even noticed. I was struck down— left on the brink of death… and in that moment, I was so at peace.”
She closes her eyes… breathes in, then out.
It’s an almost serene look on her face.
“I had suffered a lot, as I’m sure you can imagine. At that point, I had no resolve left. All that I wanted was rest… and, finally, I had achieved it. After that, I wouldn’t need to suffer. After that, no-one else could hurt me. I was free.”
“At least… in theory. As I said: you’re correct, I never died. Just before I could pass, a traveling priest stumbled upon me, and, alarmed, he healed my wounds. He returned me to a life I despised and asked me, panicked, what had happened.”
“When I told him,” she continues. “His concern only grew. He asked me why I had tried to end my own life, and I told him I had nothing. There was nowhere left for me to go. I had no purpose and no hope.”
A pause.
“…But he wouldn’t accept that answer. He told me I was to come with him, then. He’d give me a new life. I hardly wanted to accept, but what choice did I have? It’s not as if I could have attempted a second time… and it’s not as if there was anything left for me to do but comply. “
“…And would you believe me,” she murmurs, “If I told you I despised that priest at first? Not only was he like all adults— someone I could never trust, but he had ripped my chance to rest from me. He had forced me to once again confront a world I loathed.”
“So, yes…” she says, eyes snapping open. “I believe I do know, to some extent, what you’re going through.”
There’s an intensity in her tone that disturbs Nia.
Why is she telling her this?
“And so what?” she asks. “Are you implying I should feel the same way? That I should just kill myself, because that way I’d be better off!? No! I won’t do anything of the sort! I don’t care how ‘alike’ you think we are. I’m not some ungrateful, suicidal brat! Taranza did a lot to bring me back! I want to live!”
As she snarls, quivering, though, Zan Partizanne doesn’t flinch. Instead, unrelenting— with eyes narrowed— she says:
“That’s not what I’m getting at.”
“What are you getting at, then!?”
“That this isn’t easy!”
Nia freezes. She hadn’t expected Zan Partizanne to raise her voice.
“I’m not still some ‘suicidal brat!’ I’ve found my purpose! But it took me years to get where I am today! It took compassion and patience and effort from the people around me! You’re not going to just be ‘okay’ after being driven to insanity, then death, and I hope he’s not expecting that of you! But everything about the way you’ve interacted with me has indicated he is! You’re afraid to even admit to struggling!”
“You don’t know that!” Nia argues. “I don’t know you! Why am I obligated to tell you about my issues, and how does the fact that I won’t reflect on Taranza!? Keep his name out of your mouth! You don’t know a single thing about how he’s treated me since I returned! He has been compassionate! He has shown patience! And if I don’t want to concern him, that has nothing to do with his behavior! I just don’t want to cause even more trouble for him than I already have!”
“The fact that you feel like that would be ‘causing trouble’ is an issue in-and-of itself! Whether you like it or not, you’re afraid to be honest with him!”
“NO! I’M! NOT!”
As the ragged scream escapes her lips, she lunges. So desperately, she wants to make Zan Partizanne shut up… and so, thoughts racing, she winds her fist back. She brings it down upon her, enraged.
…However, as she does, she doesn’t find contact. Instead, there’s a shing, and Nia’s knuckles meet metal. All at once, her hand throbs.
Zan Partizanne stares, unintimidated, having blocked Nia’s attack with her spear.
“...Do you feel better now?” she says, voice flat.
It’s only then that it really sinks in for Nia what she just did. She tried to attack one of Taranza’s friends… and for what? Telling her something that she didn’t want to hear? Who cares if she’s wrong about Taranza!? That doesn’t give Nia the right to attack her!
She pulls back, eyes watering.
As shame washes over her, her body shrinks. Wings crumple. Fur covers her paws. Horns grow from her head, awkward and unsightly.
She falls to the ground, whimpering, and covers her face with her hands. Her mask presses against tear-stained cheeks.
“I’m sorry!” she hiccups. “I’m sorry! I don’t know what came over me! I didn’t mean to! You were just making me so upset… but please don’t tell Taranza! I’m already doing a bad enough job getting along with the people he cares about as is! I don’t want him to have to hear that I hurt one of them…”
Gasping for breath, she cowers.
Zan Partizanne stares down at her.
“...And so even now, that’s what you’re most worried about. You are scared of his judgement, aren’t you?”
She lets out a sigh— shakes her head.
“Fine, then,” she says, putting away her weapon. “I won’t tell. You didn’t even hurt me, and so it’s of no concern. I apologize for pushing you. Perhaps I went a bit too far. I’m still glad I came here, though. And I’m glad I came while you were alone. Thanks to that, I was able to see a glimpse of the real you, and contrary to what you might think, that’s not a failing on your part. You haven’t been ‘caught’ doing something you shouldn’t.”
“...More than anything,” she admits. “I just feel bad for you. It’s not a fair situation you’ve been put in, you know.”
Saying that, she floats past Nia. She makes her way over to the table just beside the bed.
Nia’s chest feels tight.
“I don’t want your pity,” she growls, voice pitifully soft. Maybe it is an unfair situation she’s been put in, but it’s not up to Zan Partianne to decide that! That should be her say! “...Just go.”
“I am,” Zan Partizanne says, floating back over to Nia. “But first… here.”
Saying that, she holds out a box of tissues.
Nia stares.
After a moment’s hesitation, she swipes them, but she doesn’t dare remove her mask. Instead, she simply clings tight to the tissues, letting out an indignant sniffle.
She doesn’t say thank you.
But Zan Partizanne must not be expecting her to, because she doesn’t continue to stare at her with those piercing, insufferable eyes.
Instead, she simply turns, making her way towards the door.
“...Don’t worry,” she says. “I don’t intend to bother you again, if that’s not what you want. But if you do change your mind at some point… become interested in talking with someone who understands and won’t judge, I’m here. I wanted to make that much known.” A pause. “And, for the record, I do hope you can feel the same way that I do someday. Your life has worth. All that I meant to say is that you shouldn’t feel guilty if you can’t see that yet… that, and that he’s not the reason why.”
And, with that, she’s gone. She makes her way through the door, closing it behind her before Nia can so much as argue.
Frustrated, Nia throws the box of tissues. It bounces harmlessly off the wall.
W- what does that stupid Zan Partizanne know? Why is she sticking her nose in something that’s none of her business!? Nia doesn’t care if she frames it as something she’s doing out of concern… she’s not interested!
Even if Zan Partizanne were to be right… if Nia were to… not want to live, what would it matter? Her feelings aren’t important… she decided that the day she was resurrected. Taranza fought the grim reaper for her, and she’s not going to act like some ungrateful wretch!
She’s here. Because he wants that. And that's what's important to her. Zan Partizanne can yap all she wants about how he’s not the person who gives Nia’s life meaning, but she doesn’t understand.
She may know what it’s like to live a life filled with misery, but that doesn’t mean she knows what it’s like to owe someone in the same way that Nia does. She’s never screamed profanities at the person she loves most… never grabbed them by the collar and called them incompetent. She’s never struck them off the balcony or with lightning… never come so close to ending their life.
And she’s never had someone love her despite that… even at her most cruel.
Nia forces herself to rise… shakily makes her way towards the door. She takes a sharp breath and tries her best to blink away tears.
She needs to go to the bathroom and splash her face with water. She can’t allow Taranza to return, only to find her so upset. Stars knows he has enough on his shoulders as is.
The irony of the situation doesn’t escape her, of course… but she pays that no mind. She moves anyways, like the girl she’s supposed to be would.
When Susie calls and says there’s something they have to talk about, Taranza isn’t sure what to think.
He’s willing, of course, to meet her at her company headquarters to do so, but he’s just a little nervous. Not only does she say that she wants to talk with him alone, and that it has to be in person— but there’s a sense of nervous urgency to her tone. It’s something he’s not used to coming from her.
Something big is on her mind.
But what? His mind races with possibilities.
His first thought, of course, that she wants to discuss Nia… but if so, what about her? There’s nothing to discuss! Taranza already made it very clear he won’t tolerate any slander towards her… and despite her discomfort, he got the sense Susie respected that. She wouldn’t try to call her untrustworthy again, would she?
…No! Certainly not. Nia hasn’t done anything! Accusing her would just be cruel, and while Susie is many things, that isn’t one of them.
This has to be about something else. Perhaps it hardly even involves him at all. For all he cares, it could just be something related to her company that’s troubling her… perhaps she’s looking for advice. He is the one she’s always come to for that sort of thing, right?
Yes, that has to be it.
He’s not entirely convinced, of course, as he approaches Nia and tells her that Susie requested he come by… but he tries his best not to let his nerves eat away at him.
Smiling, he asks, “Is that alright with you? Usually, I wouldn’t be so eager to go… but it sounded like a rather pressing manner, and if she needs me, I didn’t want to decline.”
Nia’s quiet for a moment, and he swears he sees the briefest flash of anxiety in her eyes.
Still, though, she nods.
“...That’s just fine. Do what you need to,” she responds in a flat tone.
Her mind wandered to the same place as his, didn’t it? She’s afraid that Susie is going to talk bad about her… and realizing that, Taranza’s heart aches. He wants to tell her that he’d never allow that— that no-one can talk bad about Nia, but if he were to do that, he’d be admitting to the possibility at all… and that’s not something he wants to do. Things are tense enough between Nia and Susie as is.
So, instead, he simply leans in to kiss Nia’s mask. He squeezes her hand and says he’ll be back soon.
“How about after I return, we do something nice together? Just the two of us? We can have a date night… relax and have fun. Doesn’t that sound like a good time?”
“Mmmmmm,” Nia says. “That sounds… nice. You don’t need to be in a hurry, though. If there’s something your friend needs you for, then I shouldn’t be your first concern.”
“Nia…” Taranza replies. “You will always be my first concern. But, yes, don’t worry, I’ll get whatever it is with Susie sorted out. Then, I’ll come right back here, and we can spend the rest of the day together. Take care while I’m gone, alright? And if you need anything, just text.”
“I will."
“Wonderful. Then I’ll be seeing you soon. I’ll message you when I’m on my way back.”
He gives Nia one last kiss, just for good measure, then he’s on his way. He makes his way out of the room and towards the castle courtyard.
One of the many teleporters Magolor set up is there. Using it, he should be able to make his way to the Haltmann Works Company headquarters with ease. For that, he’s grateful. If he had to make the trip the long way, he’s not sure he’d be able.
He really doesn’t like the idea of leaving Nia alone for too long, after all. Even the brief trips to Waddle Dee town have left him a little on edge.
He thinks that if anyone else had asked him to meet alone, he’d probably have declined. He hates to leave Nia for frivolous reasons. But with it being Susie who’d requested him, he knows it’s not frivolous. She’d never ask him to come unless there was something serious to discuss. She’s just not that sort of person.
And, if there’s something she needs him for, ultimately, he wants to be there for her. She’s important to him. She served as his dearest friend while Nia was away… and is still dear to him, really. They found connection in each other they weren’t able to find in anyone else. She understood his grief, and he understood hers. He was the only one who could.
Susie… has trouble opening up to people. Even around her friends, she tends to be guarded. But Taranza is the one person she seems to be okay with showing vulnerability to, and that’s why he wants to be there for her.
It’s also why he wishes she could get along with Nia. Not only because, that way, he could be there for them both, but because he thinks they’d actually get along if they gave each other a chance. They’ve both been through a lot… suffered in ways they didn’t deserve to. And if they were to realize that… well, maybe Susie would finally have another person she sees eye to eye with.
But Nia is simply far too intimidated by her, and Susie is… well, intimidated by Nia, too, in a sense. She’s afraid of her… what she did in the past, and is unable to move on from the ways she hurt Taranza. But that’s frustrating. Taranza wants her to move on. He knows Nia isn’t going to hurt him, and so why won’t Susie just believe him?
…Why can’t she look at Nia with kinder eyes?
He decides that, whenever they’re finished discussing what it is Susie has to discuss, he’ll bring that up to her. He knows it won’t be the first time… but he wants to stress just how important it is to him. That they’re his closest friends, and he really, really wants them to get along.
He doesn’t know what he’s going to do if they can’t.
Or, well, he does, but he doesn’t want to think about it.
Because if it came down to it— if Susie really isn’t willing to give Nia a chance— he’d be willing to let distance come between them. As much as he loves Susie, he can’t risk her damaging Nia’s already fragile self-esteem. He’d cut her off.
Which he doesn’t want to do. Susie needs him, and he needs her. If it were to come to that, it would break his heart.
…But he shouldn’t be thinking about things like that. He’s sure he won’t need to resort to anything so drastic. Sooner rather than later, Susie will come around. She has to.
Yes, he won’t let himself believe anything else, he decides. They will get this figured out.
Taking a deep breath and forcing a smile, he exits into the courtyard. He makes his way over to the teleporter and begins to set it up.
As per usual when he’s away from Nia, he’s starting to feel a little bit lightheaded, but he tries his best to ignore it. The last thing he needs is Susie picking up on just how fatigued he is. He’s sure she has enough on her mind already.
Unless… could that be the thing she wants to talk to him about?
He certainly hopes not! That’s the one thing that might just be worse than if she were to try and call Nia dangerous. After all, if she were to demand an explanation, what answer could he possibly give? ‘I’ve always been a wimp’ might work on acquaintances, but that’s not going to fool his closest friend.
He’ll have to go with the lie he came up with earlier— that Morpho drained him of his magic somehow. But he will not be mentioning that it was a deal he made willingly, or anything about his life force being affected. If Susie were to hear of that, she’d flip.
…Taranza couldn’t entirely blame her, of course. He knows that just means that she cares, but he doesn’t want her to worry. He’s fine, and he doesn’t want her or anyone else telling him he made a bad decision. Nia’s life was worth the sacrifice. He won’t hear otherwise.
But that’s something he shouldn’t be worrying about right now, either. He doubts that’s what Susie wants to talk about, and so there’s no use fretting over it. For now, he should just focus on getting to her and seeing what she actually wants to discuss.
As such, he finishes readying the teleporter, then hovers up onto the platform. He reaches out and presses a button… and with that, there’s a flash.
He feels dizzy for the briefest moment as his body warps, but then, the light fades… and, just as anticipated, he’s arrived at the Haltmann Works Company headquarters.
He floats off of the teleporter and looks around.
As usual, it’s rather bleak there. The outside of the massive building is silvery and corporate, just like the land it sits on… with even the ground itself being made of metal. The sky is a sad, smoggy gray.
If it were anyone else’s home, he’d find the Haltmann Works Company headquarters eerie. But they’re where Susie lives, and so he tries not to pay the dismal atmosphere any mind. It may be different from Floralia, yes, but it’s organized, just like Susie likes things, and that’s what’s most important.
He makes his way towards a massive, automatic glass door.
It slides open, welcoming him inside.
The interior of the Haltmann Works Company headquarters is slightly more welcoming, at least. While it’s still rather sterile, there’s a certain bit of life to it, too— bright screens and a striking blue floor.
The massive room spans in all directions. There’s a space for visitors to sit and a grand, holographic fountain. To his right is a receptionists’ desk, and to his left is a food court. Then, dotted all throughout are a wide array of stores. Not only do they litter this lower level, but several floors above, too. Accessible by escalator, catwalks stretch overhead.
Taranza pays no mind to the spectacle, though. It’s not the easily accessed area of the Haltmann Works Company Headquarters he’s come to visit.
He crosses the massive room and makes his way over to what, at first glance, appears to be a large open door. However, upon closer inspection, one would quickly find it’s blocked by a forcefield.
A machine scans him, before letting out a monotone beep. A light overhead flickers red.
But even as he’s denied entry, Taranza doesn’t fret. He’s well aware the only reason he’s not being let in immediately is that he doesn’t have the microchip that the workers for the Haltmann Works Company have implanted in their bodies.
He just has to wait for the second round of verification.
The machine scans him once more, letting out a different sound this time… and as it does, the light overhead flashes green.
A cheery, pre-recorded voice drones, “V.I.P DETECTED! PLEASE COME IN.”
The forcefield doesn’t dissipate, but it doesn’t need to. From there, Taranza is free to simply step through it. It’s been configured to let him pass.
In the past, it was an even longer process to get in. He had to wait for someone to come to the monitor and recognize him to grant him access. Now, though, the device is set to recognize his genetic makeup. As soon as it’s confirmed who he is, it lets him in.
When she’d first set that up, Susie said it was because he was ‘always welcome.’ That made him feel warm and fuzzy inside.
…Especially because Magolor wasn’t granted the same privilege.
When he caught wind of that, he’d started to gripe… asking if that meant that he wasn’t as important as Taranza, but Susie told him that that wasn’t the case. All that it meant was that she believed he was the type of person to needlessly come and pester her in the middle of work while Taranza wasn’t… and, well, she wasn’t exactly wrong.
Magolor doesn’t have the best sense of personal space.
Smiling at the memory, Taranza makes his way through the door. He crosses into the Haltmann Works Company’s restricted zone and heads straight towards Susie’s office.
He passes by indoor factories, workshops and server rooms… as well as, of course, offices and conference areas. The private section of the Haltmann Works Company headquarters is even bigger than the public section, and that’s saying a lot! If he hadn’t been here a hundred times before, he’d have no clue how to navigate its maze of twisting hallways and open doors.
But, thankfully, by now, he knows the way to Susie’s office like the back of his hand.
A few Haltworkers glance at him as he passes by… but none ask why he’s here. By now, they’ve come to recognize him. One even waves.
Taranza waves back.
Before long, though, he’s arrived at Susie’s office. The door is closed, and so he gives it a knock.
“Susie!” he says, “I’m here! You wanted to talk to me?”
A moment’s silence, and then the door slides open.
On the other side of it, Susie nods.
“That I did. Thank you for coming. Please come in… although don’t pay the mess any mind. I was doing some calculations, and didn’t have time to clean up. I wanted to speak to you as soon as possible.”
Taranza, admittedly, isn’t really sure what Susie’s idea of a mess is… she’s the neatest person he knows. But all the same, as she takes a step back, he follows her into the room, looking around.
‘Oh,’ he thinks. ‘And so that’s what she meant by mess…’
Digital screens are everywhere, each displaying different information. They clutter the room, floating at both eye level and above. Some have research papers or search results open, while others have schematics for weapons. If he didn’t know any better, he’d think she was preparing for war.
His brow furrows. What is this? That’s not what she’s actually doing, right!?
No. Surely not. Who would she even have to fight with!?
She must notice his agape jaw, because as he stares in concerned silence, she lets out a sigh.
“I suppose I should probably explain, shouldn’t I?”
“Um- yes! That would be nice.”
“Well…!” Susie says, hesitating for a moment, “I…-”
Another pause. She clears her throat.
“Ah… what’s the best way to explain this? I don’t want to…- it’s a bit embarrassing, really. But I’ve been thinking. About… er- some debts I owe. And some mistakes I’ve made in the past. In light of your recent activities, it would be difficult not to.”
Saying that, she steeples her fingers.
Taranza frowns.
His… recent activities?
“You mean me resurrecting Nia?”
A weird, uneasy feeling washes over him. He’d expected this to be about Nia in some way, of course… but he’s not quite sure what she’s getting at. What does she mean she’s been thinking about her mistakes? She’s not talking about her iciness towards Nia, is she?
…No.
“Yes,” Susie says, clapping her hands. Her posture is rigid. “Exactly! It… ah- obviously hasn’t gone perfectly for the two of you, but there’s no denying one thing: she’s alive. You… repaid the debt you felt you owed her. That has to be relieving, doesn’t it?”
There’s an uncomfortable pit in Taranza’s stomach. She can’t be getting at what he thinks she’s getting at, right?
But then, he sees it. On one of the screens…
“Susie,” he says, breath hitching. “You can’t be serious!”
A picture of a butterfly. Innocuous and damning all the same.
She refuses to meet his gaze. Instead, staring at the floor, she replies:
“I’m serious. You’ve… proven it’s possible, haven’t you!? I know that things weren’t always the best between us, but if I were given the chance to resurrect my father… wouldn’t I have to take it? I murdered him, Taranza. I’m practically obligated.”
This is his worst nightmare. He can hardly believe what he’s hearing. Susie is contemplating going to fight Morpho Knight… because of him!? B- but she can’t! She doesn’t know the sacrifice he made to bring Nia back to life!
“I- I would argue…-” his voice wavers, “Technically, no-one is obligated to do anything. He wasn’t all that kind to you, was he…?”
Susie’s expression shifts. For the briefest moment, a look of nervous determination is replaced with one of hurt. She shifts from foot to foot.
“He wasn’t,” she answers. “But that doesn’t matter. I… hate him sometimes— I really do, but at the end of the day, I’m still his child. I am obligated, and you know that. You felt the same way, after all, didn’t you?”
“D- don’t worry, though!” she continues, “I’ve thought this through. If I were to succeed in my mission, I would not be giving him control of the company, so there’s no need to fret about the damage he could cause. I fully intend to strip him of all power. And if you’re worried about the damage he could do to me… ” a pause. “Well, don’t! I’ll be fine. I don’t intend to take any nonsense from him. If he's as cruel as before, I’ll throw him out.”
“But, ideally, it won’t come to that!” she says, shaking her head. “‘Morpho Knight’ was able to purge the corruption from Nia, right? Then… perhaps it can undo whatever was done to my father’s mind!”
For the most part, her tone is one of defensiveness, but just beneath that need to justify herself is the tiniest glimmer of hope. The Susie that only comes out rarely peeks through… not a calm and collected businesswoman, but a scared little girl who misses her dad.
Taranza hates to let that girl down… she’s right, he knows what she’s feeling— but what other choice does he have? She’s serious about this! She thinks that she’s thought everything through… but she hasn’t! The ‘perfect plan’ she’s come up with… it’s built on a misunderstanding. It hinges on Taranza’s lie.
What does he do? He can’t let her do this! How does he stop her without breaking her heart or seeming like a hypocrite!?
“Why…- why are you telling me this? Do you want to know if I think it’s a good idea?”
“In part,” she replies. “But it’s not just that. I… have a favor to ask of you, Taranza, and I understand if you can’t assist me, but I’m asking from the bottom of my heart: please, help me. I’m not sure I can do this alone. But you’ve already defeated Morpho Knight once before, haven’t you? Surely if we were to team up, it would be a cinch!”
Even more hope to her words.
Taranza thinks he’s going to be sick.
There are several problems with that suggestion. Firstly, he’s not sure ‘help’ is allowed, considering the Mage Sisters were unable to help him… and secondly, even if this wasn’t a terrible idea, that’s not a risk he could take. He’s pretended as if the battle with Morpho Knight was easy on him, but that’s not true. He nearly died. If he were to encounter it again, he might not be so lucky as to make it out with his life! And he can’t risk leaving Nia alone!
But even more than that, it simply doesn’t matter. Even if he were to help Susie… even if they did defeat Morpho Knight, it wouldn’t mean anything. It wasn’t the fight that convinced Morpho Knight to help him… it was the offer he made. His irreversible sacrifice.
When he thinks about Susie doing something like that…-
“I- I can’t.”
Hearing that, Susie’s expression falls. Once again, she tries to mask her hurt. But she gives a stiff nod, saying, “...I understand. I presumed that might be the case, but I figured there was no harm in at least asking. I…-” her voice falters. “I can still do this alone.”
He can still recall it so vividly— hellfire, molten blade. A soundwave that sliced through his mind and his vision blurring as he teetered on the line between life and death. He came so close to slipping away. Part of the only reason he hadn’t was because of his friends.
…Because of Susie.
“No,” he says, wincing. “I don’t just mean that. I… can’t let you do this in general, Susie!”
At that, she freezes. She stares at him, expression equally as disbelieving as it is intense.
“What do you mean!? This is something I have to do! I understand that you’re worried… but so was I, and you made it out okay, didn’t you? I’m strong. I have technology on my side. Surely if I use my brains, I can outsmart this thing! You’re proof that that’s possible!”
No. Nonononono.
“Please, Susie,” he begs. “Don’t. You…- you can’t do this. You don’t understand. It’s not worth the sacrifice.”
“What sacrifice? I won’t let myself be hurt. I know that the fight will be difficult, but I’ll prepare! You can tell me what to expect!”
“T- that’s not what I mean!”
“What do you mean, then? Because you can’t seriously try to convince me otherwise. You know what this feels like. You made the same decision! Why are you attempting to dissuade me? Do you not think my father’s life is worth saving?”
An accusation. The slightest bit of anger in her tone.
“No! I do! It’s just…-”
“Just what!?”
What does he say!? He could tell her that she hates her father— that she’ll just be unhappy with him around, and that he’ll hurt her, but wouldn’t that be cruel? What right does he have as her friend to weaponize her complicated relationship with her dad against her? The same principle applies to if he were to tell her her dad might not remember… that he might hate her for what happened. If he were to say that, her expression would fall. She’d believe him.
But Taranza doesn’t think that! He doesn’t think that Susie’s dad would hate her, and he doesn’t want her to believe that, either! He just knows that her dad wouldn’t want her to make the decision she’s about to… and that neither does he.
But there are no other words that can stop her… not with the context she has. And so although he opens his mouth to speak ill of her father, those ultimately aren’t the words that come out.
Instead, what he shouts is, “I SACRIFICED HALF OF MY SOUL TO BRING NIA BACK, SUSIE!”
A gasp. He’s not sure whether it comes from him or Susie. He can’t believe he just said that aloud.
Seeing Susie stare at him, he wants to backpedal. He wants to insist that that was just a joke… but there’s no denying the sincerity of his confession. It came from the heart, in the middle of a heated argument… she’d never believe he made something up during a time like that.
Her breath hitches. Sounding confused and scared and a little angry, she asks, “Pardon!?”
“It…- it doesn’t matter!” Taranza says, knowing that even if he can’t take back his admission, he can’t risk telling her more. “All that you need to know is that resurrecting her wasn’t as easy as I’ve made it seem… it’s not something you’re going to be able to do for your dad, and I’m sorry!”
“But what does that even mean!? ‘Sacrificing half of your soul!?’”
“It’s complicated,” Taranza says, “But that’s not something you need to worry about. I’ll be fine. I- in fact… I should go. I’d really prefer not to discuss this any more than I have to.”
He tries to turn, but Susie doesn’t let him. Grabbing him by the hand, she says, “No! You need to explain! What happened to you!? And what were you thinking!?”
“You know what I was thinking!” he responds. “That I needed Nia back! That I’d do anything! I… I’m well aware it was reckless, but I don’t regret that decision! And I mean it… other than a little bit of fatigue, I’ve been perfectly alright. If there are any consequences for this, they shouldn’t be relevant for years!”
Susie’s eyes narrow.
“Don’t say that so lightly! It doesn’t matter when they’ll happen! Just that they are! How bad will it be!? That…- that thing Kirby and Elfilin described! With only half of a soul! Wasn’t it completely unstable!? Near catatonic!?”
“This is different! M- Morpho Knight performed a more even split. I don’t think anything like that would happen to me! The side effects are much less severe!”
“Then tell me what they are! For stars’ sake, you can’t just say something like that, then not let me know! Have you told anyone about this!?”
“No! And I didn’t even mean to tell you! So-”
“You were just going to leave me in the dark forever!? A- as you deteriorated— suffered— you weren’t even going to let me know why!? No! That’s not fair! And now that I know, you have to explain! Do you know how worried I’m going to be!?”
“You don’t need to worry!”
“I’m going to unless you tell me that’s going on! Please, Taranza! At least say what you know! I want to be prepared!”
“Prepared?” Taranza asks, heart pounding. “For what!? I’m sorry, I really need to leave. I ca-”
“PREPARED FOR SOMEONE ELSE I LOVE TO DIE!”
Taranza freezes. He hadn’t expected Susie to shout, and evidently, neither had she. Her antennae pin back.
Still, though, she doesn’t relent… instead, she simply continues to stare at him with those fierce eyes, trembling like a leaf.
She can’t technically cry, but he hears her let out a sound halfway between a sob and a whimper. Then, she covers her face with her hands, looking just about ready to drop to the floor.
A wave of guilt. This is a side of Susie he sees even less than when she’s just anxious. Has he ever heard her cry like this since the night she first told him about her father’s death out in the castle garden?
…No. He hasn’t, has he? He’s well and truly upset her… and no wonder. Isn’t the reason he had his outburst in the first place because he was scared she’d make the same decision he did? That it would make him weep like she is now?
Chest feeling tight, he hovers closer to her.
“Susie…” he says, voice soft. “I’m not going to…- I’m not going to die. Don’t say things like that.”
“How am I supposed to believe you?” she responds. She shakes her head, flinching. “You already made it clear you’re perfectly okay with lying to me to spare my feelings! Why shouldn’t I think that’s just another trick!?”
A grimace. He’s already regretting telling her about the fact that he’d been planning on keeping her in the dark… but it’s not like he can go back on that now. If he were to try and tell her he was planning to be truthful with her, actually, that would just be another lie.
He has to tell her, doesn’t he? Everything he knows? Even though he really, really doesn’t want to? Even though he knows she’ll be mad at him? That she’ll probably just cry more?
“Fine, then,” he says, sighing. “I’ll… tell you what’s going to happen to me. Or what has already happened to me. But you have to make me a promise.”
“...What?”
“You have to swear that you’re not going to tell anyone else about this. Not Kirby… not Magolor… not the Mage Sisters, and certainly not Nia. I want this to stay between us.”
“Y- you can’t expect that of me!” Susie stammers. “How am I supposed to not tell the others about this!? They also deserve to know!”
“I know,” Taranza says. Then, softer, “...I know. But can you imagine how Nia would feel if she were to find out about this? She already feels bad enough about herself as is. If she learned what I did, she’d…” a pause. He feels sick to his stomach. “She’d never forgive herself. And I don’t want that. I don’t want her to feel guilty… or for anyone to blame her. This was my decision, and like I said: I don’t regret it. So don’t let this get back to her. I haven’t shared any of your secrets, have I?”
“No,” Susie admits. “...F- fine, then. I won’t tell anyone… at least for now. But if I think you’re in danger-”
“No! I mean that! No-one can know! Under any circumstances! You have to promise! I’m begging you!”
Susie clearly isn’t happy about this arrangement, but she must realize this is the only way she’s going to get answers out of him, because her shoulders lower.
Letting out a sigh, she murmurs, “...Whatever. I promise.”
Taranza hopes that’s something he can take her word for. The only reason why he’s even risking telling her about this is that he cares about her. If she were to betray his trust…-
No. Susie wouldn’t. He has to believe that.
“Right. Well… in that case, I’ll tell you what I know. Yes, I only have half a soul, and yes, that was a choice I made willingly. The encounter with Morpho Knight didn’t go like I described it. I defeated it in battle, but that wasn’t enough to win back Nia’s life. It told me that it was incapable of resurrecting her… that it would upset the balance of the universe, and so I had to make a gambit. It was about to leave. I couldn’t risk losing my only chance.”
“For the briefest moment, I considered sacrificing my life for hers…” he admits. “But ultimately, I couldn’t do that… not to you all, and not to her, so I came up with the idea on a whim. I remembered what had happened with Elfilin and Fecto Forgo… how they were able to coexist despite sharing an origin, and I thought that perhaps the same could be done with my lifeforce.”
Susie’s eyes widen with horror, especially as he describes the way he contemplated giving up his own life. She shakes her head in disbelief.
“...I’d hardly call what those things were doing coexisting. ‘Fecto Forgo’ was hardly alive!”
“Well, I haven’t been left in such a state. While it’s true that life isn’t as easy as before, I have no fear of things reaching that point. These side effects are much easier to cope with.”
“And said side effects are?”
“Well… firstly, I’ve been very fatigued. Perhaps you’ve noticed it. I don’t have the physical strength I used to, nor the stamina. Although…- um! It’s not nearly as bad when I’m around Nia. So it’s really not a big deal! It’s not like I’m planning to be apart from her much, anyways.”
“What does that mean within the context of your health as a whole, though? Are you more prone to getting injured? Is your immune system compromised? You said this was your ‘life force’ you were talking about! I hesitate to believe it’s merely stamina that’s been taken from you.”
“I… don’t know, truthfully,” Taranza admits. “It’s certainly possible, but I haven't had the chance to test it. I can reassure you, though: it’s not as if I feel I’m on death’s door…”
“That’s not all, though, is it? What else has happened to you?”
“Another big thing that’s been affected is my capacity for magic,” Taranza admits, tugging at his scarf. “It appears that I’ve…- um- lost almost all spellcasting ability. If I really focus, I can grow a flower or two, but I sincerely doubt I’ll be bringing constructs to life or puppeteering people like I used to.”
“...And you’re seriously trying to insinuate that that’s not something that bothers you!? Your magic was always the skill you were most proud of! You loved to show it off!”
“No, it doesn’t bother me,” Taranza insists. “...At least not as much as not having Nia did. I’ve gotten my best friend back… the love of my life. If my magic is all I had to give up to make that happen, then I’m glad!”
“...But your magic isn’t all you’ve given up, is it? What else does this mean for you?”
“I- don’t know, really. I’m sure there are other side effects… but those are the big ones I’m aware of.”
“So you’ve put yourself into a state you don’t fully understand: one that may very well lead you to an early grave, and you’re okay with that?”
“It’s not going to lead me to an early grave!”
A lie, of course… Morpho Knight told him he’d likely die young, but he can’t say that to Susie’s face, can he? She’d be furious! And besides… even if he doesn’t say it aloud, she’s not stupid. It’s evident she already knows.
“You wouldn’t have been so worried about me making the same decision as you if you didn’t think you’ve done something harmful to yourself. This is more serious than you want me to believe.”
“...Even if it were to affect my lifespan, would it really matter? It’s not like I’m going to die tomorrow! I can still live a good, long-enough life with the person I adore by my side. I’d take that any day over a full life without her!”
“And so what? Your life before her resurrection didn’t mean anything, then!? What about me!? What about Magolor!? What about Kirby, King Dedede and your other friends! Were we not capable of giving it meaning!?”
“O- of course you were!” Taranza stammers. “But you need to understand… it’s not just that I couldn’t bear a life without Nia. It’s that I owed her a life. If I hadn’t given her that accursed mirror, she never would have passed away! As her murderer, it was only fair to return what I’d stolen from her.”
“But it would be wrong for me to do the same for my dad?”
“That’s different!”
“How!? I killed him far more directly than you killed Nia. If what you’re saying has literally any merit, I’d ‘owe’ him as well!”
“You…- you aren’t planning to do the same thing as me, are you?”
“No! I’m just trying to point out how hypocritical you’re being. I have no intention of making the same reckless decision. And maybe that makes me a bad daughter, but…”
Her voice peters off. Her eyes narrow.
“No. I’m not going to dwell on that right now. There are more important things to focus on. Come with me.”
Saying that, she grabs Taranza’s hand, gripping it tight. Then, she starts to walk towards the hall.
“Where are you taking me!?” Taranza asks.
“My lab. I’m going to see for myself how you’re doing. I want to monitor your vitals, check your reaction time, and get a sample of your DNA. Perhaps if I do that, I can not only assess just how dire this situation is, but find a way to fix it.”
“Fix it!?” Taranza asks as he’s dragged into the hall.
“Surely there has to be some way to. Supplements to help with your fatigue. Assistive devices to help you use magic again. I might even be able to construct an artificial soul… one that would be able to stabilize you. And if that doesn’t work, I’m more than willing to put you on life support. That, or reconstruct your body entirely.”
Taranza’s head spins. She can’t be serious! He appreciates that she’s worried… but she can’t legitimately be suggesting placing him on life support, let alone mechanizing him! He doesn’t want that! And as smart as she is, he sincerely doubts she can create a soul. That would be going against the natural order that even Morpho Knight insinuated it couldn’t defy!
“I- I’m sure you don’t need to do anything so drastic…” he insists, trying to pull away. “I really shouldn’t be gone too long… if I don’t return to the castle soon, Nia will start to get worrie-”
“I don’t care. Regardless of what you think, your health and safety is more important than her peace of mind. If you’re really so nervous about it, send her a text: tell her this is going to take longer than you thought it would. I’m not taking no for an answer. I’m not going to just sit here, helpless, while you rot away.”
Taranza’s grimaces. He really, really wants to argue, but he knows it’s not going to get him anywhere, and so he resigns himself to his fate.
…Perhaps he owes Susie this much. He was reckless with his life, and as much as he’d prefer to believe this isn’t as serious as she’s making it out to be, she’s clearly upset. He wouldn’t want her worrying, either… let alone blaming herself if something bad happens to her.
But what happens if she can’t fix this? When, one day, he meets his inevitable fate, will she blame herself? Or… perhaps even more frightening: will she blame Nia? He doesn’t want that. He doesn’t want that at all! They’re the two dearest people in his life. He doesn’t know what he’s going to do if this drives an even greater wedge between them.
It is, though… isn’t it? He doesn’t even have to die for that to be the case. Susie is already hesitant to trust Nia— unable to forgive her for the ways she hurt Taranza… and now that she feels as if she’s still hurting him, that resentment is only going to grow. Even though none of this is Nia’s fault! She’d probably feel the exact same way as Susie!
He wants to say something: ‘please don’t hate her,’ but he can’t quite formulate the words. He wants to be able to say something that will actually make her reconsider her opinion… not something that will come out as no more than a foolish plea.
Susie’s lab isn’t far. She enters a door, makes her way through her workshop, and then leads the two of them into a smaller side room.
There, there are several operating tables, as well as complex machinery, and lots of different tools. Not only those meant to interact with the body… but those meant to interact with technology as well. Wrenches sit beside syringes and forceps, as if there’s no difference between them.
He wonders what the scalpels and scissors, neatly organized on the table, are for. Rending flesh to repair it, or to strip it away entirely?
Despite himself, he shudders.
But Susie doesn’t falter. Instead, pointing to an examination table in the corner, she says, “Sit down. I’m going to measure your heart rate and get your blood pressure. Then, I’m taking a sample of your DNA, as well as having lab work done.”
Sheepishly, Taranza does as told. He sits down, trying not to be disoriented by the bright light of the room, and reaches for his phone as Susie begins to collect various tools.
He shoots Nia a quick text, trying to reassure her that everything’s alright.
[Taranza]: Might be away a bit longer than anticipated. It turns out that the situation Susie is dealing with is very serious.
[Taranza:] I’ll try my best to be back as quickly as I can, but I’ll probably be at least another hour or two.
[Taranza:] I hope that’s okay. I love you.
She’s quick to respond.
[Nia:] That’s fine. Please don’t rush.
[Nia:] I’ll be okay on my own.
[Nia:] I love you too.
Smiling just a little bit, Taranza reacts to her message with a heart emoji.
As stressful as this whole situation is, even texting her provides some solace. It’s an important reminder that, no matter what anyone tells him, he didn’t make a foolish decision. Nia is there, and she’s alive, and she’s herself. That’s something he couldn’t possibly regret.
He closes the messaging app and stares at his lock screen.
…There she is, beautiful as ever. He can’t wait to get back and see her. This has been exhausting, and he just wants to bury his face in her shoulder.
He won’t tell her what happened, of course— he wouldn’t want her to worry… but he doesn’t need to, he thinks. Even if he hides his anxiety behind a smile, she’ll still be willing to hold him, and for that, he’s grateful.
He imagines her warmth… pressing up against her body. Although as the scenario enters his mind, he’s not actually sure what to expect.
What will she look like when he gets back? When he left, she was rather Sectra-like. Will she be more like an Arachnid by the time he returns? Or will she resemble that form even less?
He doesn’t care, of course… either way, he’ll press against her, nuzzling up against her chest, but when he envisions that soft, fluffy face— fuzzy hands intertwined with his, his heart flutters. At least until he recalls he won’t be seeing her face.
She’s hidden it, just like everything else. Because she’s ashamed of how she looks. It doesn’t matter whether she looks more like a Sectra or an Arachnid… either way, she’s ultimately something in-between, and she can’t stand that. She thinks that makes her something disgusting to look at.
…He wonders if Susie could help her, too. Stabilizing her ‘parasitic’ DNA seems much simpler than creating a soul from scratch. But when he thinks about even bringing that up, he feels sick. Not only will Susie probably say she doesn’t think Nia deserves help, but that would be implying Nia is broken in some way… and she’s not. She doesn’t need to be fixed. There’s nothing wrong with her, even with her shifting, ‘mismatched’ form. She’s as beautiful as she was when he first fell in love with her, and as beautiful as she was the night he lost her.
He doesn’t want to suggest anything that would make her insecurities worse.
And so he shelves that idea. Better safe than sorry.
Soon enough, Susie is able to collect everything she needs to. Then, she begins her examination.
As she said she would, she checks his heart rate and blood pressure, then takes a sample of his hemolymph. She swabs his mouth for DNA and even looks him over physically… checking each and every part of him to determine if something is off.
She taps his horns firmly, just to make sure they’re not brittle. She looks at his teeth and his nails. Taranza gets the sense that if it weren’t already that color, she’d be checking his head for grey hairs.
It’s all a bit excessive, but he doesn’t complain. It’s the least he can do, he thinks, to ease Susie’s anxieties… even if this is all somewhat uncomfortable.
Once she’s collected all of the data she needs, entering it into a floating screen, she makes her way over to an odd device in the corner. She places the sample of his hemolymph inside, giving it a moment to analyze, before documenting those results as well.
Then, she returns to Taranza’s side, a troubled look on her face.
“So… what’s the prognosis, doc?” he says, giving a smile in a halfhearted attempt to lighten the mood… although it doesn’t last long. Feeling a twinge of anxiety, he says, “Does it look bad?”
Susie’s quiet for a moment, arms crossed.
“...Well, let’s start with the good news,” she says.
There’s good news? That comes as something of a relief. Taranza had been afraid it would be all bad.
“You’re not deficient in anything. Your iron, calcium, vitamin D and C levels… they’re all technically normal. However, your heart rate is concerningly low… and, seemingly, struggling to transfer the hemolymph within your body around at an efficient rate. Which would be concerning enough for a species with blood, but even more so for a species like yours. Whereas blood’s main purpose is simply to transport oxygen, after all, hemolymph’s job is to transport that alongside vital molecules and nutrients. You’re not getting the sustenance you need at a fast enough pace.”
Well… that sure veered into bad news fast. Is there any other good news? Or is the best he’s going to get ‘you have the proper amount of vitamins and minerals in theory?’
“Additionally, you have high levels of creatine kinase,” Susie continues, brow furrowed. “Indicative of injured muscle. Either the injuries you received while fleeing from Floralia haven’t healed properly, or just going about your daily routine is actively straining your body. Perhaps both. Either way, that’s not a good sign, and neither is the fact that your platelet and hemoglobin levels are both beneath average as well.”
“Your cholesterol and blood sugar, however, are normal… although your blood pressure is not— likely a result of your irregular heart rate. Similarly, your hemolymph isn’t clotting properly, and if you’re injured, you’re likely to bleed more than you should. Which, like most of this, is concerning.”
“Then, as for your body on a surface level, ” she says, “Your horns and fangs both appear fragile… and I recommend being extra cautious with them, lest they break. Additionally, the skin beneath your fur is pallor. There’s no denying it: while it’s true you are not technically on death’s door right now, you are not in a healthy state.”
She says that as if she’s telling him something he doesn’t already know. He could have come to that conclusion on his own… although he supposes he appreciates the warning about his horns. He’s quite fond of them. He’d hate to have one snap.
“...Right. And do you think there’s anything that can be done?”
He, personally, doesn’t believe so. This is a magical issue, not a scientific one. No amount of research or experimentation will be able to fix what happened. Half of his soul is quite literally inside of another person’s body.
But, on the off chance there is a solution, as well as for the sake of Susie’s spirit, he’ll hear her out. It’s nice to at least pretend there’s something she can do.
“I’m uncertain. I need to do more investigation, as well as mess around with a few things in my lab. I want to create a machine capable of X-raying souls, that way I can get a better idea of what this looks like. And I’m going to be keeping a sample of that DNA I gathered, too. Perhaps if any of your organs quit working, I’ll be able to grow new ones to replace them. There shouldn’t be any risk of rejection, seeing as how they’ll be identical to the ones you currently have.”
“That said,” she continues. “I believe this is all I can do for now. You’re to start coming here for weekly check-ups. I want to monitor how you’re doing… observe to see if anything changes. If you begin to deteriorate, I’ll be the first to know.”
…Weekly check-ups?
“D- don’t you think that’s a bit excessive?” Taranza stammers. “Perhaps I can just come by if you make any breakth-”
“No. I’m not budging on this, Taranza. You’re coming here to get looked at, and if you don’t, I’ll come down to that stupid castle to grab you myself. This is your health we’re talking about. It’s important.”
“I know!” Taranza replies. “But… Nia’s going to get worried. What am I supposed to tell her to explain why I’m visiting so often? It’s not like I can let her come by and see for herself.”
“Too bad. Say whatever you need to. Tell her that we have plans, and that, unfortunately, she’s not invited. I’m sure if she has any social awareness, she’ll understand. It’s not as if the world revolves around her.”
She says that, but…-
“S- she might get the wrong idea! What if she gets jealous? What if she starts to think…-?”
It takes Susie a moment to realize what Taranza is getting at, but when she does, her eyes widen, then narrow. She lets out a frustrated groan.
“Taranza, she’s not going to think that! Don’t be ridiculous! You went out of your way to resurrect her! There’s no way she could possibly believe there’s a single person you want to be with more than her! If she did, she’d be giving you way too little credit!”
“You have the right to spend time with your friends!” she continues. “Even if this wasn’t a matter of health there would be nothing wrong with you wanting to spend time with me a mere once a week! Has she been making those sort of accusations? Because if she has, that’s not okay! You’re entitled to a life outside of just her, and arguing anything else would be disgustingly possessive. You don’t deserve to be isolated! At all!”
The intensity in her voice shocks Taranza.
He’s quick to clarify.
“N- no! It’s not like that! I swear! She’s- um- actually said the same thing as you! Practically word for word! It was her who insisted I keep going on my outings with Queen Ripple and King Dedede… she hasn’t been trying to isolate me, I promise… and I’d rather you not make accusations like that, either.”
“Nia has been nothing but kind to me since her resurrection,” he says. “She’s not possessive or demanding. I know I have the right to spend time with my friends, and I know she believes that, too… it’s just still easy for me to worry. But it’s all in my head. She hasn’t attempted to make me feel that way at all. I just don’t want to hurt her feelings… scare her or give her the wrong idea. But I don’t think she’d be angry with me if I did.”
“This is my choice,” he says. “To leave her side as little as possible. It’s because I want to make sure she’s okay… nothing else. But if you’re really not willing to compromise on this, then fine… I suppose I can come by once a week. Just not any longer than absolutely necessary! And I hope nothing bad comes from this…”
Susie is quiet for a long moment. An uncertain, almost apologetic look on her face as she responds:
“...Yeah. Don’t worry. I’ll make it quick. I won’t waste any more of your time than I have to… and that goes for now, too. I’ll let you leave in just one moment. There’s just one final thing I’d like to do.”
Saying that, she makes her way towards the back of the room. She digs around for a few seconds before pulling something out of a drawer.
“Put this on, will you?” she asks, returning to his side. “It’s a heart monitor. I’d like to measure its activity over the next few weeks.”
Her voice is flat— almost clinical… and Taranza feels a pang of guilt. Was he too harsh with his admonishment in response to her accusation about Nia? He hadn’t meant to hurt her feelings… he’d just been so upset. He didn’t want to hear her talk about her that way— as if she’s still some sort of threat to Taranza.
Either way, he doesn’t argue… at least not about this one thing. He doesn’t want to give Susie any more trouble, especially seeing as how, by now, he’s realized there’s not a single part of this plan she’s willing to budge on. If he tried to resist, it would be just another argument.
Carefully, he removes his scarf, before pulling down his shirt just far enough for her to place the heart monitor.
He’s pretty sure she gets a glimpse at his new scar, which makes his heart skip a beat, but she doesn’t comment on it, at least. Instead, simply looking saddened, she focuses on the task at hand.
Then, satisfied with her work, she pulls away.
“You’re to keep this on for the next three weeks,” she says. “All data recorded by it will automatically be sent back to me to look over. There’s a button on it you can press if you notice any unusual activity and want me to take a closer look at it, but otherwise you won’t need to do anything. Although if you can, please avoid getting it wet… and don’t try to remove it on your own. The adhesive is sticky, and if you’re not careful, you’ll tear out your fur.”
“...Right,” Taranza says. “I believe I can manage that.”
He’s a little bit nervous, admittedly, about the prospect of Nia seeing the device, but he thinks if he’s careful he can avoid it. He just has to refrain from being shirtless around her for the next few weeks… and if she does end up finding out about it anyways, he still thinks he can come up with an explanation. They didn’t have anything like this in Floralia, after all. Nia won’t know what it’s for.
He can tell her it’s a product he’s testing for Susie… that she wants to monitor how magic flow works in different species or something.
…He does feel a bit guilty, of course, about the idea of lying to her again… but what choice does he have? He meant what he said to Susie. Nia would never forgive herself if she were to learn what he did to resurrect her. This is a secret he’ll take to his grave.
Or… well, he supposes it’s not so much a secret anymore. But he still doesn’t want anyone else finding out. Susie’s reaction was devastated enough… if all of his loved ones found out about his decision, they’d be furious.
At him and at Nia. That’s something he can’t allow.
He puts his scarf back on, then looks at Susie.
“Well, then… I guess you should get going,” she says. “...I’ve taken up enough of your time as is.”
“Don’t word it like that,” Taranza insists. “I… appreciate what you’re doing, really. I just don’t want to worry Nia anymore than I have to. I’m sure you understand.”
Saying that, he rises— although he doesn’t yet turn towards the door.
“Thank you, though… for- um… caring about me. And I’m sorry. To have done this to you. I know that this has to be stressful.”
“It’s not me you should be apologizing to,” Susie responds. “I’m not the one you’ve done anything to. The person who actually needs an apology is you… and you should be sorry. I still can’t believe you did something like that. Do you really value yourself so little?” a pause. She looks towards the ground. “...A lot of people care about you, you know.”
“I know,” Taranza says. “And it’s not that I don’t value myself. I just… value her, too.”
“...Even more than your own wellbeing.”
It’s not a question. It’s an observation…- no- a fact. There’s no doubt about it in Susie’s mind, and, truthfully, not in his, either.
Nia always was his world. What is he going to do? Deny that? He couldn’t possibly. Both he and Susie would be well aware that’s nothing more than just another lie.
So instead, all he murmurs is, “...Sorry.”
She lets out a sigh.
“Nothing that can be done about it now,” she says, flatly. “Just… don’t do it again, Taranza. Don’t make any other decisions like this. Please.”
For the briefest moment, a hint of emotion creeps back into her voice— a pained desperation.
Taranza doesn’t meet her gaze.
“I’ll try not to,” he says. “For your sake.”
And with that, there’s just about nothing left for them to say… it’s time he goes. Although before he does, he stops to hug Susie, giving her a reassuring squeeze.
“I’ll talk to you again soon, alright? Please try not to worry about me. I’m strong. We’ll…- we’ll get this figured out.”
He’s hardly sure of that, but as she returns his hug, clinging to him tight, he wants to at least attempt to reassure her. He wants her to know that this is nothing like the situation with her father. That he’s not going to just slip away.
…Not so soon, anyways.
Still, though, she doesn’t seem so convinced, either, as he finally pulls away.
But he doesn’t know what else to say… and so, simply forcing a smile, he gives a wave, then turns. He makes his way through the door, and with that, leaves Susie on her own. He hurries away… unable to face her for any longer than he already has.
As he floats down the hall, he can’t believe that things played out the way that they did. Going into the conversation with her he’d been worried, but he never could have guessed the truth would have come out. He can still hardly believe he told her… but in the moment, he’d been so desperate. He hadn’t known what else to say to prevent her from throwing her life away.
He wishes he’d thought things through more. He should have been able to guess he’d end up inspiring her… but he supposes he just thought she wouldn’t want her father back.
No. That was a foolish assumption. As strained as her relationship with him was, Susie loves her father… Taranza knows that. The only reason he didn’t reach the conclusion that she might want to resurrect him was that he didn’t want to believe it… it was a reality he preferred not to face.
But now, here he is… caught red handed. Susie knows what he did, and she’s worried sick. She thinks that he did something he needs to regret.
He doesn’t, though. Even now, he doesn’t regret what he did. He feels terrible for the way it’s upset Susie… but he had to bring Nia back— that much he’s sure of. And that’s a decision he’ll never regret. More than anything right now, he just wants to return to the castle and fall into her embrace.
…But he does wish there was another way. That he could have resurrected her without causing so much heartache. Was there? Is there something he missed?
He supposes that’s besides the point. Like Susie said… nothing can be done about it now. He made the decision he made… now all he can do is stick by it.
But as he exits the Haltmann Works Company headquarters, a bitter irony dawns on him:
He never did get to talk to Susie about being kinder to Nia. And now that she knows the truth about her resurrection…
Things aren’t going to get any better between them, are they?
Notes:
YEESH! What an eventful chapter.
First and foremost, let's address the elephant in the room: SOMEONE KNOWS TARANZA'S SECRET NOW, and understandably, she is not happy. It was almost inevitable it came out to Susie eventually, though. After all... what they bonded over was their grief. With Taranza making it seem like resurrecting Nia was /easy,/ of course Susie began to contemplate doing the same thing.
But in classic Hypocritical Taranza Fashion, Taranza couldn't bear the idea of her making the same sacrifice as him... and now the cat's out of the bag.
It's nice to finally get to touch on the dynamic between Taranza and Susie more in general. In my other fics they're established as being super close, but I haven't gotten to emphasize that much here except for at the very beginning. Taranza has just been... so busy. He's occupied with Nia. And that's something Susie is acutely aware of. She's not his first priority anymore.
At the end of the day, though, that doesn't matter. She's going to try and help him anyways.
Backpedaling a bit, though... let's talk about the other events of the chapter! Firstly: Nia using Bloom magic! Taranza told her it's thanks to the Dreamstalk, but /we/ all know the real reason she's suddenly developed a penchant for the type of magic Taranza was once an expert in. more of those good old soul shenanigans.
More importantly, though: Nia's own encounter with someone who was able to discern her secret, albeit in a much different way. Whereas Taranza admitted to Susie 'willingly' what he's going through, Nia did not and had no interest in being open with Zan. Zan was just able to see herself in her enough to get a read on the situation anyways.
Over the past few chapters I've written (not the last few I've published), I've continuously asked myself a single question: "...Is this going to make readers stop rooting for Nia?" And this chapter features the first instance that made me wonder about that. Namely, her calling Zan a 'suicidal brat.' As invasive as Zan was being... YEESH, Nia! 'Suicidal' is. Not a great word to throw around as an /insult./
Of course, I don't want people to stop rooting for Nia, obviously. I love her. But sometimes she just says the most out of pocket shit. It makes it all the more fun to write her, though. She's traumatized, and that trauma causes her to act out. But when does that stop serving as an excuse and merely become an explanation?
I don't know. All I can say is that... uh- it's not the last time she'll do something that made me ask that question, so look forward to seeing more of her Certifiably Unwell behavior. She's like a car crash you can't look away from.
The next chapter will be up in two weeks! I hope you enjoyed, and make sure to let me know what you thought!
(P.S: I'm on Artfight, and Nia is on my profile if anyone wants to draw her. There /is/ an out of context spoiler for the fic featured in one of the reference images, but I feel it's rather benign without context. And you won't even see it if you don't click on the sixth image to view it manually.
So... yeah! check her out! If you'd like, that is.
https://artfight.net/character/5223777.nia)
Chapter 15: another thunderstorm brewing above the house of anarchy we share
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
After that, Susie regards Nia differently… and not in a good way.
Whereas before there’d been a sort of caution to her demeanor, now there’s resentment. She never expresses it openly, of course… not to Taranza, let alone to Nia herself, but it’s plain to see. When Taranza falls behind the group or struggles to catch his breath, her gaze flickers towards Nia. Her expression hardens.
'You did this,’ she no doubt thinks. ‘You’re the one responsible for this happening to my best friend.’
At one point, Magolor badgers Nia, asking her to show off her magic. And, hesitant to utilize Zap magic, Nia ends up showcasing her newly developed Bloom magic instead… something that makes Susie’s eyes widen with horror.
She looks towards Taranza, an accusatory expression on her face.
Nia parrots his explanation about the fact that she likely developed the newfound affinity after what happened with her assimilating the Dreamstalk, but he and Susie both know the truth. This has nothing to do with the Dreamstalk, and everything to do with Taranza’s soul.
…Still, neither speaks.
For now, that is, at least. He knows Susie promised, but Taranza remains terrified she’ll eventually reveal the truth. The knowledge she wields could so easily destroy Nia… and if it were to come out in a moment of impulse, he doesn’t think he could ever forgive her.
He tells her as much, too.
“She can’t know. No-one can know. I’m serious about that,” he says in the midst of a check-up. “I know that you think this is her fault, but if you breathe a word of this to her, Susie, I’m never going to open up to you again. I’ll regret having confided in you. Please understand.”
“I understand,” she says, voice sharp. “...And that’s not something you need to worry about. I haven’t told her yet, have I? Do you really trust me so little?”
“A- ah! No! It’s not like that at all…” Taranza insists. “I trust you… and you’re right. I just wanted to make sure… y’know?”
“Yeah,” Susie says flatly. “I know.”
But that’s not the only ultimatum he has for her… although he doesn’t dare express what will happen if the conditions of the second aren’t met aloud.
He still means what he decided— that he’s more than willing to pull away from Susie if she continues to be unkind to Nia… but to say that outright? He could never… and so he merely attempts to persuade her, all the while dancing around the topic.
“Please,” he begs. “You have to be kind to her. None of this is her fault…”
But it doesn’t seem to get through to her. She just doesn’t understand. Rather than trying to sympathize with Nia, she attempts to avoid interacting with her entirely. She pulls away all on her own. She declines opportunities to hang out… says that she’s ‘busy.’ But Taranza knows that’s not it.
…Susie was always able to make time for him before.
But when he points it out, she says that she doesn’t know what else to do.
“You don’t want me to snap at her, right?”
Said as if those are the only two options. As if the only choices she has are to argue with Nia or pretend that she doesn’t exist.
He begs Susie just to try.
…And he does see her sometimes, thankfully. It’s not as if she begins avoiding him entirely. He just… sees her less. And when he does, it’s not like it was before. Now, things are tense. She’s upset with him, and she’s upset with Nia.
And Nia can tell.
Not only can she discern that Susie has some sort of problem with her, but that Susie is interacting with Taranza less in general.
“Your best friend,” she says. “...Even she’s not spending time with you because she doesn’t like me. Doesn’t that upset you? Can’t you tell that you’re driving people away?”
“It’s not about you!” Taranza lies. “Susie has a lot of work on her plate. And so, no, it doesn’t upset me. Not only is it not like that at all, but if someone were to be ‘driven away by you’ they wouldn’t be worth my time, anyways. You’re my best friend, too, after all, aren’t you?”
“...I suppose,” Nia mutters as he leans in to kiss her forehead.
But much like Susie, she doesn’t seem entirely convinced.
Taranza’s not sure what to do… and so he tries not to think about the situation too much for now. Perhaps, if he pushes a little harder, Susie will eventually come around. He just has to…
He just has to give her even more time.
And, unfortunately, she’s not the only one of Taranza’s friends Nia struggles to get along with. King Dedede continues to be as hospitable as ever, but Nia is unable to forget the way he looked at her when they first met one another… and although he’s calmed down some, there’s still a slight uneasiness to his gaze when he regards her. She insists, repeatedly, that he doesn’t want her here.
Magolor is the friendliest by far, but there’s no real connection there. While he talks Nia’s ear off, and she doesn’t seem to believe he despises her outright, she also isn’t particularly receptive to his attempts to reach out. She seems to respond to him more out of obligation than anything.
…It makes Taranza sad. It’s not just that he wants Nia to get along with his friends. He wants her to have her own friends. She said that he should have a life outside of her… right? Well, the same goes for Nia, too! He wants her to have people she can open up to… people she can laugh alongside and trust. Just interacting with him…?
Well, he has to imagine it’s pretty lonely.
She sometimes interacts with Meta Knight, but he doesn’t get the sense they’re quite friends, either. Instead, they occasionally bump into one another while visiting the castle’s training grounds, only to exchange a mere nod, then get back to their own business. Perhaps they’ll comment on the other person’s technique, but that’s about it.
There’s no vulnerability. No warmth.
He asks her if she’d like to spend time with other friends of his, but she’s still not keen on going out to meet Queen Ripple, and when Taranza suggests the two of them drop by Jambandra to say hello to the Mage Sisters, Nia’s eyes widen.
She shakes her head, stammering out an, “I-I’d rather not…”
That perturbs Taranza. He’s not sure what could have happened to make her so opposed to the idea of seeing them. It’s not like they’ve encountered one another since her resurrection…
Perhaps she’s just ashamed to have let them see her in such a vulnerable state. It would certainly be on brand for Nia. Despite her insistence that everyone sees her as pathetic and worthless, she’s still afraid of being humiliated further. She doesn’t want anyone to laugh at her… and Taranza wishes he could convince her that no-one he knows will.
But he understands where her fear stems from. Back in Floralia… before she succumbed to madness, everything she did was worth sneering at. In the eyes of the public, it was as if she could do nothing right. Having grown up in that environment, why wouldn’t she believe people will regard her the same way now?
…Yeah. It’s a whole new social climate she has to adjust to existing within.
And either way, an opportunity for Nia to interact with someone does come up eventually… even if Taranza is strictly opposed to it at first.
“I’m sorry, Kirby, but no. I don’t think that’s a good idea.”
It’s inevitable, of course, that the hero of the lower world wants to see Nia again… but that doesn’t make Taranza any more receptive to the proposition when he first gives him a phone call. The last meeting with Kirby already went incredibly poorly, and he doesn’t want a repeat of that.
But Kirby doesn’t take the news especially well.
“…Oh,” he says, voice quiet. “Is she still mad at me?”
“Mad? No, Kirby, she’s not mad. It’s just…-“
“Just what? I said something bad last time we talked, didn’t I? And I’m the one who got her hurt and made her go away! Does she not want to see me? If that’s the case, can you pretty please tell her I’m sorry? I didn’t mean to do it…”
Hearing the shame in his words, Taranza feels a pang of guilt. None of this is Kirby’s fault. He doesn’t want him thinking it is.
“…Listen,” he says. “I’ll talk with her and ask if she’s okay with it, but if she doesn’t want to, please don’t take it personally. It’s not that she’s angry with you. She’s just still adjusting to being alive.”
“How long will she be adjus…- adjusti-“ a pause. “Getting used to it? She’s been back for a little while now, hasn’t she? She’s not going to be sad forever, right…?”
“Of course not,” Taranza says. “…Do you remember how long I was sad for when we first met? And I’m better now, aren’t I?”
“…Oh! True! Well… tell Miss Nia I’m looking forward to her doing better, too. And that I’d love to play with her sometime if she’d be okay with that! Make sure she knows that I want to be friends. That I’m not at all mad at her ‘cuz we fought that one time. In fact… I thought she was really cool! So let her know!”
“…I will,” Taranza says, smiling. “I’m sure she’ll appreciate that, Kirby.”
Although as he hangs up the phone, that smile wavers.
Kirby’s words ring in his ears.
‘She’s not going to be sad forever, right…?’
He said she won’t… but sometimes, he’s not so sure.
Still, he passes Kirby’s request onto Nia… although he’s sure to emphasize that she is not obligated to take him up on his offer.
“He’d really, really like to see you again at some point, but if you aren’t ready for that, I understand. Even so, though, I at least wanted to bring it up to you. What do you think…? Is that something you’d be interested in, or would you rather not?”
Nia is quiet for a long moment. Her hands shift slightly as she thinks.
And, to Taranza’s surprise, she doesn’t decline right away. Instead, she asks, cautious:
“…And it would be just him? His little friend wouldn’t be there?”
“Bandana Waddle Dee, you mean?” Taranza asks. “…I don’t see why he would be. If you’d prefer, I could request Kirby not bring him.”
“I would like that,” Nia says.
And Taranza gets it. Not only was Bandana Waddle Dee rather prickly last time they met, but something tells him Nia would prefer as few people there as possible. She doesn’t really want to be the center of attention right now.
“Well then, I can make sure he knows,” Taranza says. “But if it’s just Kirby, would you really be willing to meet up?”
“I can… try,” Nia says, voice just a little strained, “B…- but if it becomes too much for me…-“
“If it becomes too much for you, you can leave,” Taranza promises, giving her hand a squeeze. “Thank you, Nia. I’ll pass the news onto Kirby. I’m sure that will make him very, very happy.”
And so he does just that! He lets Kirby know that Nia is willing to meet up, and they make plans to get together the next day.
Ultimately, they decide to have a picnic outside of Kirby’s house. It’s a quiet, remote area, and so no-one should bother them there. Plus, then Kirby can show Nia ‘his things,’ which he seems very excited about.
On the afternoon of their arranged meeting, Nia seems a bit nervous… and Taranza asks her if she’s sure she wants to do this. He tells her it’s not too late to back out. But she insists she’ll be just fine, and so Taranza gives a nod.
“You’ll do amazing,” he reassures. “And I’ll be there with you the whole time. If things ever start to become overwhelming, I’ll step in.”
With that, they make their way out of the castle, then towards Kirby’s home. It’s a bit of a trek, but thankfully not too bad. By the time they arrive, Taranza is only a little bit out of breath.
There’s just one tiny problem.
As Taranza spots Kirby, he realizes he’s not alone.
While it’s true Bandana Waddle Dee isn’t there, two others are accompanying the hero of the lower world: a small round, blue being, and a floating teal rodent.
…Gooey and Elfilin. What are they doing here!?
But neither they nor Kirby must recognize their presence was unexpected, because they scurry up to meet the duo as if nothing’s wrong.
Kirby waves an excited nub, exclaiming, “Miss Nia! You came! And ‘Ranza, too!”
Taranza’s head spins. What is he supposed to do? He can see Nia tense up as the unexpected strangers look her over, and he knows he has to deescalate the situation quick.
“W- we did! Although… um…- I can see you brought some friends. What’s with that, Kirby? I thought I asked you to come alone.”
Frowning, Kirby responds, “…When? All you told me was not to bring Bandee. But you didn’t say any stuff about Gooey or Elfilin… and we were already playing together, so I thought it would be okay if they also said hi.” A pause. “Is it not? Why? I promise it’ll be okay… you don’t have to be afraid, Miss Nia! They’re super duper nice!”
As if to demonstrate, Elfilin gives a polite nod. Gooey waves with his tongue.
Nia recoils, clearly disgusted by the latter. She shoots Taranza an uncomfortable look.
Taranza grimaces.
“It’s… not so much about whether or not they’re nice, Kirby,” he tries his best to explain delicately. “It’s like I told you: Nia is still getting used to being alive again. She isn’t prepared to deal with large groups of people. Maybe it would be best if we left. This might not have been a good idea…-“
“Oh no! You don’t have to do that!” Elfilin pipes up, hurriedly shaking his head. “If it’s a problem that Gooey and I are here, then I’m sure we can go… we’re sorry to have inconvenienced you, Mister Taranza!”
“Huh…!?” Gooey says, frowning. “…But Gooey doesn’t want to go. He was having fun with Kirby and Elfilin…”
“It’s fine,” Taranza insists. “We’ll go. You can get back to what you were doing.”
“W- we wouldn’t have come by, though, if we knew it would be an issue!” Elfilin says. “We don’t want to force you to leave… Kirby was really looking forward to seeing you two! He was talking about it all day yesterday!”
Kirby looks back and forth between the two groups, dismayed. It’s clear he has no idea what to do.
Taranza is certain, though. As much as he hates to let Kirby down, Nia’s comfort comes first, and as long as she’s not alright with interacting with such a large group…-
“It’s fine. I can deal with it.”
“…Huh?”
“I can deal with it,” Nia repeats. “It’s… not that big a deal. No one needs to go.”
That takes Taranza by surprise.
“Are you sure?” He asks. “If you’re not comfortable with it…-“
”I’m sure,” Nia says firmly. “I’ll be okay.”
She says that… but she doesn’t look any less tense. It’s difficult to make out her actual expression beneath the mask, of course, but her posture is stiff, and her words come out strained and forceful.
Now, it’s Taranza’s turn to be unsure what to do. He really, really doesn’t want to push her, but at the same time… if she’s saying she’s fine with it, he can’t force her to go. That would just upset her more… or make her feel like he doesn’t believe in her— which he does.
He supposes all he can do is allow them to stay, and intervene if things get out of hand. Hopefully, Gooey and Elfilin don’t do anything to upset her.
(…But in the back of his mind, Taranza wonders if it was a good idea to pass Kirby’s offer onto Nia at all.)
Still, he doesn’t dare voice that aloud. Instead, he simply gives an uncomfortable smile, nodding as he says, “Very well, then. I’m glad we were able to work something out.”
Clapping his nubs, Kirby says, “You won’t regret it, Miss Queen Nia! Here! Let me get all of the stuff for our picnic! I’ll be right back!”
Saying that, he scurries towards his house, darting in through the door. There’s the sound of him rummaging around for a little bit before he darts back outside, supplies in hand.
First and foremost, he puts down a picnic blanket, whipping it in the air before placing it unevenly on the ground. Then, he lays a picnic basket on top of that, before waving the group over, babbling, “C’mon! C’mon! Help me unpack all of the snacks!”
Taranza chuckles, half-wondering if Kirby is even more excited to eat than he is to spend time with them as he leads Nia over towards the picnic blanket.
Gooey and Elfilin follow close behind.
There’s a surprisingly large amount of stuff in the picnic basket… more than enough to feed the five of them, even when accounting for Kirby’s monstrous appetite. There’s fresh fruit, sandwiches, and, of course, lots and lots of dessert. Kirby’s eyes shine as he pulls out a slice of strawberry shortcake in particular.
“Did you put all of this together yourself, Kirby?” Taranza asks. “Because if so, you did a good job! There’s lots of tasty stuff in here!”
Kirby nods. “I did! I made the sandwiches and I baked the desserts and I picked most of the fruit all by myself! And what I didn’t pick, I got from the local Waddle Dees!”
Hearing him speak, Nia doesn’t seem to know what to think. One thing in particular especially seems to take her by surprise.
“…You can bake? Aren’t you a little young for that?”
“Nu-uh!” Kirby says, beaming. “I’ve gotta know how to bake! That way I can make all of my favorite treats! I used to have to buy them, but that was lots of work, so I got people to teach me! King Dedede helped… and so did Rick, Kine and Coo! ‘Ranza even helped a little! Although I’m still trying to get Sir Meta Knight to teach me how to make his super yummy chocolate fondant. He keeps telling me he doesn’t eat such unknightly stuff, let alone bake it, but I know that’s a fib! I’ve caught him pulling it out of his cape twice before! And both times he said that it was just a surprise for me, but I know it wasn’t! He was stammering and acting all embarrassed! And when I ate the fondant he was looking at me like he wished it was him eating it the whole time!”
A giggle.
“I offered to share, of course, but he said he didn’t need any! That he didn’t even want a tiny little bite! Isn’t that silly? Why does he think if he eats good stuff he’ll seem less cool? I eat yummy food all of the time, and I’m ALWAYS beating him in sword fights!”
Elfilin gasps, covering his mouth with his paws.
“…I never thought someone as strong as Sir Meta Knight would care about something like that! Do you think maybe someone made fun of him for liking sweet treats in the past? Maybe we should bake him something as a gift! That way, we can show him we’d never judge!”
“Gooey doesn’t know. He thinks Sir Meta Knight will always just be embarrassed by some things. Once Gooey saw him reading a book, but apparently it was a bad book, because when he saw Gooey he startled and nearly threw it. Then, he started stammering about how it wasn’t what it looked like. He was only reading something ‘so trashy’ so he could tear it apart.”
A giggle. Gooey grins as he reaches out for a piece of fruit. He talks with his tongue still wrapped around it.
“Sir Meta Knight is silly sometimes. Not as stoic as he’d like you to think!”
Nia turns her head, antennae twitching just a little. For the briefest moment, Taranza thinks she’s simply repulsed by the sight of Gooey eating, but then she speaks.
“…He probably doesn’t appreciate you gossiping about him behind his back, you know.”
At that, Gooey gives pause. He tilts his head, giving Nia an inquisitive look.
“Oh?”
“‘Sir Meta Knight,’” Nia clarifies. “You’re pretending you respect him, but how do you think he’d feel if he heard you making fun of and laughing at him? Treating him like he’s some joke?”
“…Gooey isn’t treating him like a joke!”
“Yeah!” Kirby says. “Don’t worry. We’re not making fun of Sir Meta Knight. We’re allowed to laugh at him a little! He’s our friend.”
“…Not the most courteous way to treat your friends, if you ask me. He probably wouldn’t appreciate you sharing that information. Is that how you talk about everyone when they’re not listening?”
Kirby appears at a loss for words. Shifting uncomfortably, he stares at the ground.
Taranza realizes he should probably step in.
“I don’t think there’s any malice to it, Nia,” he reassures. “Kirby certainly isn’t trying to be hurtful. But Nia does have a point. Meta Knight probably wouldn’t like you sharing those sorts of stories. Maybe try not to be so open about the things he’s embarrassed about in the future.”
Kirby nods.
“…Okay. Sorry.”
“There’s no need to apologize. I’m sure Meta Knight wouldn’t be angry with you. Just don’t do it again.” A pause. “But that’s enough of dwelling on that. Don’t you want to get around to eating all of those sweet treats you made? We should dig in! And as for you two…” he looks towards Gooey and Elfilin. “I don’t believe you’ve introduced yourself to Nia properly yet. Why don’t you do that?”
“Oh!” Elfilin says, startling, “Right! How rude of me! I’m Elfilin, one of Kirby’s newest friends. I’m not from around here. I come from another world. It’s very different from Dreamland, so it’s been interesting getting to know everyone here. In a good way! I’ve been having lots of fun.”
“Ha… we kind of understand that,” Taranza says as he picks up a sandwich. “We may not come from another universe, but we’re actually rather new to Dreamland ourselves.”
“Oh, that’s right. You two were driven from your home, right? Kirby told me about that. I’m sorry… that must have been very scary.”
“Certainly,” Taranza says. “But we’re trying our best to get by.”
Next, Gooey holds out his tongue.
“This is Gooey! He’s been Kirby’s friend for a very long time. He also did not come from Dreamland at first, but he really likes it. It is very relaxing, especially in comparison to where Gooey came from before. He hopes you two will like it as well!”
If Nia hadn’t been reacting to Gooey’s prehensile tongue before, she certainly is now. One of her horns shrinks as she shoots Taranza an uncomfortable look.
Needless to say, she doesn’t return his ‘handshake.’ Instead, she reaches for a sandwich of her own, hoping that if it appears her hands are occupied, she won’t have to.
Taranza understands. While he’s grown used to it by now, he was also initially put off by Gooey’s… everything. It really is rather unsanitary. But it’s not like Gooey has another option. He doesn’t have hands. At the end of the day, his tongue is all he’s got.
Still, Taranza places his hand on Nia’s back, attempting to soothe her.
And she does respond to the duo’s introduction.
“It’s… ah…- lovely to meet you, Elfilin and Gooey,” she says. “I’m Taranza’s…-“ a pause. “Girlfriend and ex-queen. I hail from Floralia.”
“It’s wonderful to meet you, too!” Elfilin says. “Mister Taranza has talked about you a lot. I apologize if this is a weird question, but… you’re also his other half, right?”
At that, Taranza freezes.
“…I’m not sure what you mean,” Nia responds.
“O- oh! It’s nothing like that!” Taranza is quick to clarify. “You see, um…- Elfilin used to be one person, who then split into two people… but that’s completely different from our situation!”
Turning towards Elfilin, he gives a nervous laugh.
“Not all people who look alike are two halves of a whole. We just happen to be the same species. I understand the confusion, seeing as how you’re new to interacting with others, but I promise it’s nothing so silly. I doubt anyone comes from the exact same circumstances as you.”
Hearing that, Elfilin wilts just a little. He looks dreadfully embarrassed.
“I- it’s not that I think everyone who looks similar is the same as me and Fecto Forgo… I- I never said anything like that about any of the Waddle Dees. It’s just…-“ he falls quiet, shaking his head. “…No, you’re right. It’s silly. I shouldn’t have said anything. I guess I just thought it would be cool to meet someone else like me.”
Taranza feels a pang of guilt. His goal wasn’t to humiliate Elfilin… but what else was he supposed to do? He couldn’t risk his secret getting out.
That is… if Elfilin can even tell what his secret is. Taranza still isn’t entirely sure. While it’s possible he actually picked up on something innate about them, it’s also entirely possible this was a sincere misunderstanding on his part.
Either way, Taranza supposes it doesn’t really matter. Regardless, he couldn’t let Elfilin plant that sort of idea in anyone’s minds.
But he does want to comfort Elfilin, and so as soon as the panic has died down, he shakes his head, assuring:
“…It’s not stupid. Don’t say that. While it’s true Nia and I are nothing like you, we are still a team, in a way. I certainly couldn’t imagine existing without her, just like your other half couldn’t imagine existing without you.”
Saying that, he leans on Nia.
“Of course, I like to think I’m much less terrifying than a ginormous melting fetus who attempted to take you back by force,” he continues. “But the point still stands: even if you can’t find people like you, you can most certainly find people who will understand you… and I think that’s plenty meaningful.”
And those aren’t empty words. He’s speaking from experience. That was how he initially became close with Susie, after all. They weren’t grieving in the same way, but they were both grieving, and in that, they found connection… which can be the most comforting thing of all.
And it seems to resonate with Elfilin, too, because he perks up just a little, expression brightening.
“I guess that’s a good point!” He says, tail wagging. “Thank you, Mister Taranza. I’m glad you’re a part of a better ‘team’ than I was.”
“Ha… yeah,” Taranza says, giving a wobbly smile. “I like to think we’re much less dysfunctional.”
But Nia must have no idea what they’re going on about, because she asks:
“…What was that about a ginormous melting fetus?”
“Oh! Right! You wouldn’t know about that, would you, Miss Queen Nia?” Elfilin asks. “It’s a really confusing situation… I still have trouble wrapping my head around it sometimes myself, but like Mister Taranza said: I’m technically half of one person who split into two. Some… bad stuff happened to our original self, and they couldn’t cope with it, so we came to exist.”
“But things were much better for me than they were for my other half…” he continues, ears drooping. “Whereas I was freed to explore the rest of the world, they were left in the terrible place our original self had been trapped. There, they were poked and prodded, and their hatred grew. They knew they weren’t complete… and thought that maybe if they could get me back, they could not only become whole again, but get revenge.”
“But I didn’t want to become one with them again!” He says. “…I didn’t even remember being a part of our original self, and I didn’t know why their minions were chasing me. It was very, very scary. And when I eventually reunited with them, it only became moreso. Kirby tried to free me before they could assimilate me, but that angered them. They broke out of the test tube they were trapped in and began to chase us, consuming everything they could along the way.”
“It was so gross!” Kirby says, covering his face with his nubs. “Whenever they ate anything, it became a part of them! So they had a big scary beast face!”
“Poor Leon…” Elfilin murmurs, letting out a whine. “And the Sssnacker and the Rabiroo and the poor little Awoofies! They all became a part of its body! You could see their faces sticking out and thrashing… but they all had its awful eyes!”
Uncomfortably, Nia tears at her sandwich. She can’t eat it without removing her mask, so she’s taken to playing with it instead.
“I… see. That sounds awful indeed.”
“Yes. Let’s not focus on it any more than necessary,” Taranza says. “All that matters is that at the end of the day Fecto Forgo was stopped. Now, it’s a part of Elfilin again, and it won’t cause any more trouble.”
“It’s… a part of him again?” Nia repeats. “What does that mean?”
“Kirby defeated it,” Elfilin explains. “And after that, it was all out of fight. It didn’t want to struggle anymore… so it assimilated into me, making us one again.”
“And… it’s just gone now?
“I think so. Sometimes I still get sort of scared it’s inside my head influencing me, but… I try my best to tell myself that’s just my anxiety talking. I do feel different things now, but according to Kirby and co that’s just because I’m a ‘complete being?’ Anger and jealousy… apparently feeling those sorts of things is just part of being a person?”
“…Unfortunately,” Nia mutters. “If only they weren’t. Life would be so much easier.”
Elfilin’s nose twitches. He tucks his tail between his feet.
“Yeah…” he says. “I guess it would. But I’m trying to look on the bright side. Feeling those sorts of things… don’t you think that helps us appreciate the good things we feel even more? And, sometimes, it’s important to be angry. If I hadn’t been upset with Fecto Forgo, then I never would have been able to help Kirby defeat it… and if it hadn’t been stopped, my world and Popstar both would have been destroyed.”
Gooey nods.
“Gooey thinks you shouldn’t try to feel those sort of things too often, but you can’t never feel them. If you do, you’ll just become sad. Even he gets angry sometimes, and so does Kirby.”
“Trust me,” Nia says. “…I know.”
Hearing that, Kirby winces, but if he was planning to respond, he doesn’t get the chance.
Nia looks towards Elfilin once more.
“And what about the other beings ‘Fecto Forgo’ assimilated? Are they within you somehow, or…?”
“…No,” Elfilin says. “Unfortunately, I think they’re just… gone. I mean, we were able to save Leon, but the others…” he hangs his head. “I don’t think they could be helped. Now all we can do is hope that, wherever they are now, they’re at peace… that they’re not suffering anymore.”
“Mmmm…” Nia says. “I suppose that makes sense.”
But her voice shifts. Whereas before it had been the silky smooth tone belonging to Sectonia, now, it’s uncertain, and just a little bit deeper. With Nia’s discomfort, ‘Joronia’s’ voice returns.
But why is she uncomfortable? Where has her mind wandered? Is she simply contemplating how unfair the fate those beasts met is, or…?
No. That’s not it, is it?
She’s thinking of them.
Fecto Forgo wasn’t the only one who assimilated others, after all. As she succumbed to madness, Sectonia, too, consumed those around her… albeit to create a much less horrifying form. Why wouldn’t her victims come to mind?
It’s ironic, because she never got along with some of them… but of course she’d still worry about their ultimate fate. It’s not like she wanted any of them to suffer, after all… not as her true self. All that she wanted was for them to be kind to her, but they refused, and she hated that.
It made her hate herself. It made her feel like she had to change. And at that rate, all the mirror had to do was give her a push.
It breaks his heart, though… to think of her comparing herself to something like that. She’s no monster… she’s not like Fecto Forgo. She’s not some hateful, leftover carcass of a world-destroying monster. She was made to do something she never would have done in her right mind, and she’s every bit as much a victim as the people she subsumed.
He reaches out for her hand, squeezing it tight.
“I’m sure that they are. After everything that happened, they must be at peace… and so please don’t fret.”
Ostensibly said about the beasts… but he and Nia both know better. For them, it’s not about those poor animals at all.
It’s about something far more personal, and perhaps even worse.
The good news is that Kirby doesn’t allow the topic to remain so gloomy for long. Evidently, he must not like thinking about it either, because he says:
“Um…! How is everyone liking the food? Is it yummy? Does anyone want more?”
“It’s great, Kirby,” Taranza reassures… and he means that. The meal is legitimately excellent, especially considering Kirby’s age. He put everything together well… and it must have been no easy feat! Being well aware of the size of Kirby’s stomach, Taranza has no doubt he must have been tempted several times to eat it all himself… but he managed to hold out for his friends.
“Gooey also likes it!” Gooey says in agreement. “The fruit especially is good! He wishes there were fish… but he knows not every meal can have that, so he’s content. He thinks Kirby did a wonderful job!”
“Yes! It’s amazing,” Elfilin says, tail wagging. “But… you like fish, Gooey? I can’t say I’ve ever tried eating it, but did you know at Waddle Dee Town there’s a fishing pond? Maybe at some point we could all get together and fish! Then, we could grill whatever we catch, and have a big feast together!”
“Gooey would love that!”
With that, the mood seems to have lightened significantly… but there’s still one person who hasn’t responded to Kirby’s question, and as he peers at her, he comes to a sudden realization.
“Wait… have you not eaten anything, Miss Queen Nia?”
At that, Nia freezes. She appears like a deerfly in the lamplight.
“I…-“
“What? Do you not like it?” Kirby asks. “…Is it not fancy enough for you? I’m sorry… I know you’re a big, important person, but I also don’t really know what big, important people eat. I just made all of the things that I liked, because I thought that you might like them too.”
A pause. He startles.
“Although! Um! There is one other thing I picked out! I was going to surprise you with it later! But if there’s nothing else you want to eat, maybe you’ll like this! It’s the fanciest thing I have!”
Saying that, he dives towards the picnic basket, beginning to hastily dig around. And after a moment, he pulls something out.
Near instantly, both Gooey and Elfilin’s eyes light up. They let out an, “Ooooooh!”
And no wonder, for what Kirby is now holding is his very favorite food. Above even sweet desserts and filling entrees, there’s one thing he treasures above all else:
“A Maxim Tomato!” He says. “For you!”
Nia stares.
“…For me?”
“Mmmmmm! I picked it out just for you! I got it this morning, so it’s still fresh! It should be super good. Have you ever had one before? I really, really like them! And everyone I know also likes them, so I bet you will, too!”
Nia grows just a little, wings twitching. She stares.
“I don’t understand. Why would you do that… for me?”
“Huh?” Kirby asks, tilting his head. “Isn’t it obvious? I want to be your friend, silly! So dig in. Tell me what you think. Don’t let it get cold!”
Saying that, he presses the Maxim Tomato into Nia’s hands. He peers up at her expectantly.
It’s evident Nia has no idea how to respond, though. For the briefest moment it seems as if one of her spare hands starts to drift up towards her mask, but then her gaze flickers towards the rest of the group, and with that… she stops.
In a quiet voice, she responds:
“…I can’t.”
“What do you mean?” Kirby asks. “I promise it’s tasty! Just give it a try!”
“No. It’s not that,” Nia says. “It’s just…-“ her voice wavers. She shakes her head, gesturing to her mask. “I can’t.”
“‘Cause of your mask?” Kirby asks. “Well, that’s easy enough to fix! Take it off!”
Taranza decides it’s probably best he intervenes about now.
Holding a hand out to put some space between Kirby and Nia, he says, “…I don’t think that’s something she wants to do right now, Kirby. Nia’s mask is something she’s chosen to wear all of the time. She doesn’t like removing it, even in front of me.”
Hearing that, Kirby frowns.
“…What? But why? I thought Miss Queen Nia was proud of how she looked. Why would she hide her face?”
“Well, she’s…-“
Taranza grimaces. He has no clue how to respond. He can’t just tell Kirby everything. That’s Nia’s personal business! But he can’t say nothing, can he? What does he-?
“Not beautiful anymore,” a voice interjects. “…Maybe she never was. Either way, there’s nothing for her to be proud of. That’s why she’s hiding her face… as a service to the rest of the world.”
Realizing who’s speaking, Taranza lets out a panicked gasp.
“Nia!” He yelps. “Don’t say that!”
“…It’s true, isn’t it?”
“No, it’s not! Even slightly!”
His voice is sharp for just a quick moment. Then, feeling sick to his stomach, he turns back towards Kirby.
“Nia… isn’t feeling the best about her appearance right now,” he explains, letting out a sigh. “It’s something we’re working on. She needs some more time.”
“Oh…” Kirby says, wilting. “I thought she was pretty last time we met… but I guess that that’s okay.”
Giving a more reserved smile, he nudges the Maxim Tomato back into Nia’s hands.
“You can still keep it. Save it for next time you’re sad. Maybe, then, it can help cheer you up!”
Nia doesn’t exactly seem enthusiastic about the idea, but, regardless, she nods.
“…Right,” she says flatly. “Can do.”
“I think that’s a wonderful idea, Kirby,” Taranza adds on. “Very kind of you. Thank you for thinking of Nia.”
“Of course!” Kirby responds. “I don’t want her to feel bad, either…”
After that, there’s a moment of uncomfortable silence. Everyone eats their food except Nia.
…Finally, Elfilin speaks up.
“I- um- like your mask, Miss Queen Nia! It’s a lot like Sir Meta Knight’s. Are the two of you friends…?”
Nia shrugs.
“I’m not sure I’d say we’re friends. Friendly acquaintances, perhaps. Either way, he is the one who lent me the mask.”
“Oh! Well… that’s neat,” Elfilin replies. “I would love to borrow a mask from Sir Meta Knight! Although- um…” he lets out a giggle. “It’d probably be a little too big for me. I could fit my whole body in one of his masks!”
“How is Miss Queen Nia getting along with the rest of Kirby’s friends?” Gooey asks. “Has she met Rick, Kine and Coo? Or what about Marx? Gooey thinks all of them are very nice!”
‘…Nice’ is just about the last word Taranza would use to describe Marx, but he doesn’t bother arguing with Gooey. Instead, he merely shakes his head.
“Not yet, no. Nia is still feeling a bit shy, so I’ve been introducing her to people gradually. Thus far she’s had an opportunity to meet the Mage Sisters, Susie and Magolor, Dedede, Meta Knight and Bandana Waddle Dee, and… of course, you three.”
“Ooooh! Has she made friends with any of them yet?” Kirby asks, beaming.
“Well…-“
“I bet she has to be getting along with Susie! They’re both so cool! And they’re both your very bestest friends! Have they done anything together yet? Hung out? ‘Cuz Susie should definitely take Miss Queen Nia on a shopping spree at one of her business places! She makes so many pretty clothes! I bet Miss Queen Nia would like that!”
Taranza hates to rain on Kirby’s parade, but he’s not going to lie to him, let alone in front of Nia.
“Those two… haven’t quite bonded, yet. They can both be a little shy. Do you remember how long it took you to become friends with Susie?”
Kirby blinks.
“I… guess it did take a bit. But- um! That’s okay! Susie is super nice once you get to know her! And what about Magolor? He’s not shy at all. Is Miss Queen Nia friends with him?”
“They’re… getting along well enough,” Taranza says. “But maybe we should stop talking about-“
“What about Miss Fran, Miss Flam and Miss Zan Par…-“ Kirby pauses, having to sound the next word out. “Par-ti-zanne? They helped you bring her back to life, right? Then they definitely have to be friends!”
“Nia… actually hasn’t had an opportunity to interact with them much since then. I’d like to meet up with them at some point, of course, but we haven’t had the chance.”
“…Oh. Then, um…-“ Kirby seems to be running out of names now. “What about King Dedede? You two are living with him, yeah? So they’ve surely gotta get along!”
He turns towards Nia, excited.
“What do you think of him? He’s silly, isn’t he? He’s super nice, though! And he knows all the best jokes! Once, he and I-“
“He doesn’t like me.”
At that, Kirby gives pause.
“…Huh? I don’t understand. Why wouldn’t he like you?”
“What Nia means is-“
Nia doesn’t allow Taranza to interject. She speaks right over him.
“Let’s see… I ordered someone to kidnap him, attacked that person in front of him, then metamorphosed into a horrifying plant monster right before his eyes. After that, I tried to destroy his entire planet, and the only reason I didn’t succeed was that a child who I wantonly attacked murdered me. If it weren’t for that, literally everyone he knows and loves, including himself, would be dead.”
“But…- but you didn’t destroy the planet! And the only reason you did any of that is you were sick,” Kirby insists. “Surely King Dedede understands… he gets sick all of the time, t-“
“If he understood, he wouldn’t jump any time I entered the room. He wouldn’t always stare at me like he’s expecting me to do something. You might not like that fact, but it’s true. I haven’t made friends with him. I haven’t made friends with anyone.”
“N- Nia!” Taranza pleads. “Don’t say things like that. It’s not true. You-“
But before he can finish his sentence, there’s a clatter.
The mask falls to the ground. Once more, in response to her tumultuous emotions, her face has shifted, causing it to slip.
Nia is exposed.
She freezes, breathing in sharply. As the reality of the situation sets in, so does panic… and as she lunges for her mask, her features only warp more.
An eye that was formerly violet fades to white. Her antennae lengthen. Her body shrinks and her hands twist.
She fails to grab onto her mask as paws lengthen into fingers… as a trail of yellow streaks across her face. As her horns contort, then wither, she gasps.
Then, there’s a scream.
But it’s not Nia it comes from.
“M- Miss Queen Nia!” A voice calls, horrified. “What’s happening to you!? Your body… why is it…- no! Eek! Please don’t! Kirby, make it stop! What is she doing!? I’m scared!”
Saying that, Elfilin dives behind the hero of the lower world, cowering. Sounding close to tears, he covers his face with his paws.
Panicked, Taranza shouts, “N- no! There’s nothing to be afraid of! Please calm down! N- nothing bad is happening! Nia’s not going to hurt you! She just looks different sometimes. She-“
”Looks like a monster!” Nia snarls. “Don’t sugarcoat it, Taranza! That’s what I am to you, right!?” Saying that, she looks towards Elfilin, eyes narrowed. “A horror! Disgusting! Grotesque! All consuming! Just like your other half! Something that needs to go away!”
Her wings lengthen. Her face narrows more. Extra hands shrivel, and in contrast to her shrinking mere moments before, her body begins to grow.
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry!” Elfilin squeaks. “Please don’t hurt me! I didn’t mean to upset y-“
“Of course you think that’s what I’d do! I’m the evil queen, after all! Hurting people is all I’m good at! Why wouldn’t you assume I’d behead you, just like I beheaded my adversaries!? Why wouldn’t you assume I’d make you pay for the slightest bruise on my ego!? It’s what I did in the past! I’m sure you’ve heard all about it! The myriad of suffering I left in my wake!”
“N- Nia! I’m sure it’s not like that at all!” Taranza insists. “He wouldn’t have heard about any of that! He just-“
“Thinks I must be dangerous because I’m ugly!? As if that’s any better!”
“Nia!” Taranza cries. “You’re not!”
By now, Kirby is standing, and it’s clear he has no idea what to do. On one hand… he doesn’t want to upset Nia further, but on the other hand, he has a frightened friend to protect.
He wards Elfilin away, taking a few steps back.
Taranza’s head spins. He, too, has no idea how to handle this. It’s as if nothing he says is getting through to her! She’s just too upset!
He reaches for her mask, attempting to pass it back to her, but in her hysteria, she’s unable to put it back on. With shaking hands, she drops it again.
She lets out a frustrated scream, trying to swipe it up, but only knocking it further away. Tears stream down her face.
…And then, there they come. The flowers. They burst through her skin, covering her face. Roots creep up from her chest, curling around her neck.
All at once, there’s a flurry of pink petals.
Elfilin’s horror only grows. He lets out a whimper as he witnesses the sight.
Gooey, though, doesn’t flinch.
In fact, he’s hurriedly bounding back towards the picnic blanket. Taranza hadn’t even realized he’d left.
He clasps something in his tongue.
He looks up at a hyperventilating Nia, clearly concerned. Then, he holds his offering out to her.
…A bouquet. Or, well, a bundle of weeds, really… just like he offered to Taranza when they first met. The chickweed and dandelion are messily picked, but carefully assembled. There’s a certain sort of naive beauty to it.
“Please don’t cry…” Gooey says. “Gooey is sure everything will be alright. He doesn’t think you’re scary at all! So there’s no need to be upset, Miss Queen Nia! With time Gooey is sure Elfilin w-“
Suddenly, a smack.
With one sudden motion, Nia knocks the bouquet out of Gooey’s grasp.
A moment of horrified silence, then…
“Nothing will ever be alright! Don’t you dare try to console me with such hollow words! You understand nothing about what I’m going through! And some…- some…- some blob that can’t even speak right offering me spit-covered weeds isn’t going to make me feel better! In fact, I think I just feel worse!”
Dismayed, Gooey reels back. As he looks at the now-scattered clump of ‘flowers’ he tears up.
Taranza realizes that they need to get out of here. Now. The longer they stay, the more that this situation is going to escalate.
He reaches for Nia’s hand, tugging.
“Nia, I…- I really think we should go.”
But in response, Nia just sobs. Burying her face in her hands, she says, “…Of course I screwed it up! You just wanted me to get along with your friends, and I screwed it up! Now everyone is scared of me! Now they all think I’m awful!”
“No one thinks you’re awful, Nia! Th-“
“YES THEY DO! did you even HEAR what I just said!?”
…He needs to get Nia out of here. He needs to get her out of here, but she’s not listening to him. What is he going to do!? It’s not like he can just pick her up!
He… did when she was first resurrected, of course, but that was different. He’d been running on adrenaline… he was scared she was going to die. That panic fueled him.
But now she’s suffering. She’s distraught and she’s crying and she’s scared. She needs Taranza.
Maybe he doesn’t have a choice.
Before he even knows what he’s doing, he reaches for her abdomen. He attempts to scoop her into his embrace.
“O- okay, Nia… it’s time to go,” he says. “I’m sorry things didn’t go well, but-“
“W- what are you doing!? What is this!? Let go of me, Taranza!”
Panicked, she struggles… and as she does, she grows. Her waist lengthens. Her wings flare out. Taranza struggles to keep hold of her.
But, ultimately, he just can’t manage. He can barely lift her as a spider, let alone a Sectra. Limbs flailing, she smacks him, and with that, he’s sent toppling. Her body crushes him, and he hits the ground hard.
The moment she hears him let out a gasp, she freezes. She rolls off of him, quick to exclaim:
“O- oh my stars! Are you okay!? I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to do that! I just freaked out… but I didn’t want to hurt you! Can you breathe okay!? Did you break anything!? Nononono. I’m so, so sorry! W- what have I done!?” Her voice cracks. She struggles for breath. “Taranza!”
Taranza grimaces. His head is spinning, and his vision is still a little bit blurry from the fall, but he forces himself to sit up.
“H- hey!” He stammers. “It’s alright! I’m just fine!”
“Are you sure!?” Nia asks, voice frantic. “If… if I harmed you, I…”
She starts to reach out for him, but hesitates. She buries her face in her hands, weeping.
”I’m so sorry! I’m so sorry! I wasn’t trying to!”
“…I know, Nia,” Taranza says, trying his best to sound calm. “Come on. Let’s just get out of here. You don’t need to cry. I’ve got you.”
Saying that, he tries his best to help her up, ignoring just how dizzy he feels. And… thankfully, at the very least, she doesn’t resist. She allows him to support her, quivering as she leans against his side.
Part of him is tempted to just get her out of there as soon as possible, but he knows he can’t do that. He turns towards a distraught Kirby,
“…I believe it’s best we leave now. I’m sorry that things didn’t go how you were hoping, but I think it was too soon to put Nia through this. I messed up.”
“N… no- you’re not the one who messed up!” Elfilin stammers from behind Kirby. “I- I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to freak out. It’s just… I’ve never seen anyone who looks like that before… and with her-“
A pause. He shakes his head.
“No. It doesn’t matter. It was wrong. That was mean of me. I… I’m sorry, Miss Queen Nia.”
“Gooey is sorry, too,” Gooey says. “…He knows he shouldn’t have tried to help. He just wanted to make Miss Queen Nia feel better, but instead he made her feel worse.”
“No, Gooey, you…-“ Taranza searches for the words. “You haven’t done anything wrong. You’re right: you just wanted to help, and I’m sure Nia appreciates the gesture. She’s just a little…- she’s just a little sick right now. And I pushed her too far. But that’s not your fault.”
“Mmmmmm…” Gooey says, staring at the ground. “If Mister Taranza says so.”
Kirby, meanwhile, hardly speaks at all. Perhaps he’s just too overwhelmed. There’s only a single word he manages to mutter… voice hushed and shameful as he crouches to pick up Nia’s mask, then hands it back to Taranza.
“…Sorry.”
“It’s not your fault either, Kirby. The only person to blame here is me. Let’s just…- just talk later, okay? For now, Nia needs some time alone.”
Saying that, he starts to pass Nia’s mask back to her… although seeing her hands shake, he gives pause.
Voice hushed, he offers, “…Do you need some help?”
“I- I’d like that…-“ Nia responds, hiccuping.
“Alright,” Taranza says, trying his best to give a reassuring smile. “I’ve got you.”
He reaches out, placing the mask on her face. Carefully, he readjusts it so it fits just right… or at least as right as it can given her current face shape. He’s even sure not to let it pull against any of the flower petals breaking through her skin.
…Stars, he hates seeing her like that. So upset. He hates seeing her cry. He wishes there was something more he could do… that he hadn’t allowed any of this to happen in the first place. But it’s too late for that, and so instead he simply says:
“There you are. Just how you like it.”
He still doesn’t like the mask… not even a little bit, but he’d have to be cruel to deprive her of it right now. He hopes it can bring her some comfort.
Then, reaching out for one of her hands, he takes it… ignoring the way roots coil under her skin. He squeezes it tight.
“Let’s get out of here. Everything’s going to be alright. I promise. We can…- uh- talk to Kirby another day.”
Nia nods, leaning on him. She murmurs a quiet “…Sorry,” to the rest of the group, then allows him to lead her away. Although she doesn’t stop crying, even as they leave Kirby, Elfilin and Gooey behind.
“Hey… it’s okay,” Taranza murmurs. “Y…- you’re okay.”
She shakes her head, simply hiccuping in response.
Taranza tries not to falter. It’s difficult to support her weight, but he knows he can’t fall again— not when she’s already so distraught. So he ignores the way his body feels ready to buckle… how he, too, quivers just a little, and places a hand on her back.
And, in time— although her tears don’t dry, she shrinks. Her body morphs, setting itself aside from the form that demanded he let go. Her wings grow smaller… as do her hands. The weight lessens, and she no longer towers over him.
…Although her features themselves hardly shift.
Her fingers remain smooth and slender, just becoming small. Her wings don’t shrivel entirely… merely shrink. And although he can’t make her full face out, he can tell her features don’t soften. Her appearance remains that of something close to a Sectra… simply a small and ashamed one.
It’s because she thinks it’s those features that she has to be ashamed of, isn’t it? That make her feel so pitiful and out of place?
Taranza wishes he could console her— that he could say, “You have nothing to be ashamed of, period.” but the words don’t come out. Instead, he simply keeps repeating himself.
“It’s okay,” he whispers. “You’re going to be alright.”
Once more, she shakes her head,
“No I’m not!” She sobs. “I screwed everything up! I should have known better than to let myself interact with them… but I was scared! I didn’t want to let you down!”
“You didn’t want to let me down!? Nia! You never could have done that! I told you that you didn’t have to do this. Why did you feel pressured?”
“Because they’re your friends! They’re important to you! I didn’t want to make it seem like…- like I was antisocial. Or pathetic. Or that I wasn’t trying. I wanted to get along! B…- but they all already knew I was bad and now they know I’m even worse. They’re all going to hate me! W- what if they start to hate you too? What if I ruined everything!?”
“Nia! That’s not going to happen!”
“What if, though!? You don’t know for certain! I could keep doing things like this! I could keep making everything worse and worse. Y- you should just abandon me…- go be with your real friends! Before it’s too late! Before I destroy everything!”
Taranza freezes.
”I’m not doing that! Don’t even suggest something so ludicrous! You’re not going to destroy everything… and even if you were, I wouldn’t care! I’d rather abandon everything else than abandon you! I just got you back!”
But in response, Nia only cries more. She buries her face in her hands.
“…I don’t want to hear that! How do you think things got so bad last time!? Please… please don’t give up the things you love for me!”
A pang of guilt. Taranza’s chest feels tight.
“…It won’t come to that,” he says. “P… please don’t worry about such things. I’m not going to give up anything I love, and that includes you. I know things didn’t go well today, but they’ll go better next time, I swear. We’ll find a way for you to fit in.”
But that doesn’t stop Nia’s crying, either. In fact… she cries the whole way back to the castle.
She’s crying as they make their way inside and crying as they head towards their room. She’s crying as they bump into King Dedede in the hall.
“B- bug boy!” He stammers, eyes wide. “What’s goin’ on!? Kirb called me in some sort of panic!? He said ya met up with each other? That somethin’ went wrong? She’s…-“ his voice wavers. He points, eyes wide. “She’s growin’ flowers! What happened!?”
“Oh stars…-“ Nia gasps. “Oh stars! He knows! He knows! He’s going to kick us out!”
“H- huh!? What!?” Dedede asks. “What are you goin’ on about!? I ain’t gonna do that!”
“The…- the encounter with Kirby went…-“
Taranza isn’t given a chance to finish.
“I cussed out your little friend! That’s what I’m going on about! I made him and all of those other dumb kids cry! One of them saw my face, and he freaked out! He treated me like what I am— an abomination— and I couldn’t handle it! I yelled at him! I yelled at them all! One of them tried to cheer me up, and I slapped his ridiculous offering right out of his hands! I showed them all my true colors!”
Burying her face in her hands, she sobs.
Dedede stares, disbelieving. It’s a moment before he even speaks.
“Ah… maybe you should…- um- it would probably be best if the both of you got back to your room . Why don’t we talk about this later? For now, I think you could use some rest.”
“But- uh! Don’t worry!” He’s quick to tack on. “I ain’t gonna kick you out! So don’t go fretting about that. Just- um…” a pause. “Take a bit to try and get yourselves calmed down. You ain’t gonna be able to discuss anything like this.”
Taranza nods, squeezing Nia’s hand.
Softly, he says, “Let’s go to our room, alright? We’ll get everything figured out.”
And, although she doesn’t stop crying, Nia allows him to guide her.
As King Dedede steps to the side, allowing them to pass by, he gives them a pitying look.
Taranza bites down on his lip.
Needless to say, he wastes no time once they’ve reached their room. He leads Nia over to the bed, helping her sit down.
Cautiously, he takes a seat beside her.
“Hey…” he says. “Please don’t cry. Everything is going to be okay. I know things didn’t go well, but it’s not your fault. I… shouldn’t have pushed you. I’m sorry.”
“Sorry? Sorry!? Why are you sorry!?” Nia sobs. “I’m the one who screwed everything up! I told you I wanted to do this, then I couldn’t even handle it! Aren’t you upset!? Aren’t you angry!? I should have just sat and taken it! Like I used to! Stars know I deserve it now more than ever!”
”No you don’t!” Taranza says. “Listen to me, Nia: you didn’t deserve to be treated that way then, and you don’t deserve it now! Elfilin was wrong! And I should have known this was a bad idea! I should have left as soon as I saw he and Gooey were there!”
“You say that like you didn’t try! I’m the one who insisted we stay!”
“And that was brave! I’m not going to be upset with you over that!”
“What about what I said to Gooey!? Is that okay with you!? All the dumb thing wanted to do was help, and I made him cry! You can’t possibly excuse that! Unless you want me to start killing people again!?”
“H- huh!?”
“That’s how it starts, right!? ‘Queen Sectonia can do no wrong!’ ‘Why be upset with her for anything she does, no matter how awful!?’ ‘Surely there’s a reason for her yelling at this innocent kid, just like there was a reason for her massacring the rest of the royal court! Just like there was a reason for her stealing all those bodies! Just like there was a reason for her beheading people on the street!’ You can’t enable someone like me, Taranza! I’m not infallible! I’m cruel, and you know it!”
“No you aren’t! If you were, you wouldn’t be so worked up over this! And you can’t seriously compare this to that anyways! This is so, so, so, so much smaller scope! And it’s easy to fix, too! Just apologize! I’m sure Gooey will understand!”
“Understand, maybe, but he’s not going to forget! No-one’s ever going to forget, Taranza! This is all they’ll ever see me as! And you know what the worst part is!?”
Her shoulders sink. She sobs.
“…Maybe they’re not even wrong. Maybe this is all I am.”
Taranza’s chest aches. Leaning close to Nia, he says:
“That’s not true. You are so much more than your mistakes. You’re kind… you’re clever… you’re determined and brave. Do you remember when we first met? How you decided you wanted to become my friend because you intuited I didn’t have any? Wasn’t that insightful? Wasn’t that sweet? And that’s not all. You’re strong. You’re the person who fought to become queen of Floralia! Who won! Who’s been through so much and is still standing! You are so, so many amazing things, and there’s so much proof of that. You’re my beautiful, resilient queen.”
In response to his words, Nia’s features shift once more. Her horns grow. Fur blotches her hands.
But her tears don’t dry. She shakes her head.
“I’m not, Taranza! I’m nothing of the sort!”
“Yes you are.” Taranza insists, taking her hands. “I’m sure of it. I… know today went poorly, but please don’t take it out on yourself. This wasn’t your fault, and I’m not going to let anything like this happen ever again. From now on, I won’t push you as much. We can take things slow. You won’t have to interact with anyone you don’t want. Doesn’t that sound nice?”
He scoots closer to her. He presses against her side.
“Take a deep breath. Everything’s going to be okay. You’re going to be okay. Please don’t cry.”
And Nia tries to collect herself. But despite her best efforts, she just can’t manage. She continues to sob, shaking her head.
“I’m sorry!” She cries. “I’m sorry!”
“Don’t be…” Taranza says. “I’m here for you.”
But that only means so much… for his words seem to bring Nia little comfort. And listening to her cry… staring at the same flowers that sprouted on the day that she died, Taranza feels guilty and powerless.
…What exactly is he doing wrong? Why can’t she hear his words, even now?
Notes:
...Ohhhhh, Nia and Taranza... you just can't have one good day, can you?
It's a shame, because they both just wanted to /try,/ but things ended up going so wrong. They probably should have just declined Kirby's request... but Nia felt obligated to accept it, and that put Taranza in a tough spot. Even if he knew it was a bad idea, he couldn't force her to do anything.
That doesn't make it exploding in their face any more fun for them, though.
This is another chapter that had me worrying Nia would cross a line for some readers... far more than last chapter. While what she said to Zan was very callous, at least Zan was overstepping her boundaries. But Gooey? He didn't even do anything, and he STILL got dragged into this chapter's drama, courtesy of the way she lashes out at everyone when she's upset.
She has such big, overwhelming emotions, and ends up doing and saying things she knows she doesn't mean. But she also doesn't know how to /stop/ doing it.
...Poor thing.
I can't go into detail too much- this has to be a briefer author's note, because I'm posting this right before I have to go somewhere, and I don't have much time. But as always, I hope you all enjoyed! Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll see you all again in two weeks!
Chapter 16: let her crash and burn, she’ll learn (the attention just encourages her)
Notes:
HIIII! Sorry this is late. It was supposed to go up Sunday but because of some extenuating life circumstances I just didn't have time to post it. I'll get into it a bit more in the end notes. I don't wanna be a bummer before the chapter even starts :(
Also, much like I said at the start of the chapter going over Taranza's dynamic with Dark Meta Knight: in this chapter a character who people have conflicting takes on appears and acts like a bit of an asshole. I promise I'm not flanderizing/demonizing them or whatever though. Just... try to have good faith in my interpretation, okay? They're very complicated to me.
Thank you!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
At some point, Nia drifts off. But when she awakes, she doesn’t particularly feel any better.
Her eyes are crusty, having cried herself to sleep… and just opening them stings. As she quietly rubs at them, she notes that they’re sensitive and raw.
Taranza is lying beside her, of course— having long since drifted off himself. In contrast to their usual orientation, he’s spooning her instead of the other way around… or at least, trying his best to.
As per usual, her body has shifted in her sleep. Whereas before, she almost fit in his embrace, now, she’s too large. He struggles to fully reach around her thorax.
One thing that hasn’t changed is the acute awareness of just how small he is. When she holds him, he feels so tiny— fragile — and as he attempts to hold her, it’s much the same.
Was she really so small, too, once upon a time? Or, well, she supposes she occasionally still is, but that feels like such an irregularity.
Either way, in response to her noticing, her body only grows more. His hand slips from her chest.
He doesn’t stir or reposition it. Instead, he merely snores softly, snuggled right against her back.
It makes sense, of course… that he’d need to rest after everything that happened. No doubt that had to be exhausting. Even just thinking about how much stress she must have caused him, Nia feels her eyes water.
But she doesn’t dare start crying. Not again. If she does, she’ll wake him, and after everything else she’s put him through today, he at least deserves to sleep.
As such, she doesn’t weep. She doesn’t slip out of bed. She doesn’t even dare move. She lays still as she possibly can, watching the last rays of light peek in through the window.
It’s getting dark out now— just a little bit past sunset. Soon, night will fall.
It hits her that that means she not only abstained from lunch, but missed dinner, and she feels her stomach ache. Although even that is unable to get her to move. Who cares if it hurts? The least she can do is bear it. Her pain doesn’t matter. Especially not after what happened earlier today.
Part of her can’t help but feel like she doesn’t deserve to eat in general. Wouldn’t it only be fair? To be forced to waste away? She almost craves it. Then, maybe, eventually, the pain would fade. Then, maybe…-
No. She shouldn’t think about things like that. It’s selfish. It doesn’t matter how miserable she is. She doesn’t get to die. She already did that once, and just look at all of the suffering it caused.
So, she’ll eat, even if it feels like swallowing bile. She’ll get up when Taranza does and allow him to drag her to the kitchen. They’ll grab whatever it is the Waddle Dees made for them… that is, if they made anything, and they’ll dine in uncomfortable unity.
He’ll stare at her with pitying eyes, and he’ll mutter his kind, hollow words.
He’ll tell her that what happened earlier wasn’t her fault. That she’s innocent, and she doesn’t have to try. That he’s the one to blame for her tantrum somehow. But that he promises he won’t make the same mistake again.
…It’s frustrating, but it’s an attitude she can’t blame him for. After all, she drilled it into him. When she was ‘Sectonia,’ that was the case… or at least what she wanted him to believe. She was never at fault. He was always to blame. Everything that happened— everything that went wrong— it was because of him.
And he sat and he took it. He believed it. He had to. He was scared of how she’d react if he refuted her, and he still is.
The only difference is before he was afraid she’d hurt him in response. Now, he’s scared she’ll hurt herself.
Not so much has changed at all.
And yet…
The irony hadn’t escaped her, earlier, when Taranza was describing all of the ‘good things about her.’ Namely that not a single thing he said applied to the her that exists now. He’d just been describing Joronia— the Joronia he used to know— and Nia may as well be nothing more than her desecrated corpse.
A mockery of the girl she once was. Something that spits on the memories Taranza so desperately wishes to protect.
She’s not sweet. Or insightful. Or strong. And she’s certainly not beautiful.
Just look at how Elfilin reacted to her earlier. How she reacted to Elfilin. If Taranza still needs proof, there it is.
But that’s not going to change anything, is it? He’s going to remain willfully ignorant as ever. He’s already made his takeaway clear, and it’s not “the girl I love is gone.” It’s “she’s still here, and I’m not going to push her.”
…Perhaps she should be relieved. She doesn’t want to be seen, after all, does she? Not having to meet others… to someone so selfish, that should be like a dream. Then, no-one can judge her. No-one can cower at the mere sight of her visage. She won’t have to expose herself. She won’t have to try.
But she knows Taranza, and she knows ‘you won’t have to interact with anyone you don’t like’ means ‘we won’t be interacting with anyone you don’t like.’ This is just going to isolate him further. Anyone Nia feels threatened by, he’ll scorn, and that’s not fair to him or his friends.
Who cares if Nia doesn’t like Kirby? If he scares and confuses her? Who cares if she said something she can’t take back to Gooey or if Elfilin is afraid of her, like he should be? None of that should matter! That shouldn’t define Taranza’s opinion of them! And yet…
He’ll follow her, always, like a dog… blindly believing she’s still the person he once loved so much.
Has he really not realized?
No. Some part of him has to know, deep down. His ignorance is willful, after all, and Nia heard how he described her earlier, in a panic. He explained to Kirby and the others that she was ‘a little sick right now,’ and that word…
Stars, as disingenuous as it is, that’s what he’s used to describe her at her worst, isn’t it? He’s said it to her time and time again. “What you did wasn’t your fault. You were sick. You couldn’t help it.”
But he finally admitted it… that she’s still sick, in some way. Perhaps not in the same fashion, but she is different from the girl he once knew. She’s still cruel… still paranoid and quick-tempered. Still rotted from the inside out. As much as ‘sick’ is an excuse for her behavior, it’s also a confession.
A confession that she’s not how she’s supposed to be. That, maybe, she never will be again.
That’s the only part that Taranza needs to realize… that she’s not going to get better. This sickness isn’t going away. This isn’t something he can help her through, only to find Joronia on the other side.
She’ll always just be ‘Nia’ at best… and, well, that’s not very good at all.
As sick and as selfish as Nia is, though, she won’t let him believe in her blindly, and she won’t let him isolate himself. It doesn’t matter how much he wants to coddle her. She’ll continue to push him to spend time with the people who are actually kind to him. She just has to be careful… to do it gently. The last thing she wants is to lose her temper with him… to get him hurt.
Although, then again, it’s not just him she has to lose her temper with to harm him. After all, her outburst earlier is no doubt going to get both of them punished. What happens if Dedede decides she can’t live here anymore? If Kirby decides she doesn’t deserve to live? Taranza will resist, and if he does, he could lose his shelter, too. He could lose his life.
…All for someone ‘sick,’ in the naive hope that maybe, one day, she won’t be.
This can’t happen again. Next time someone hurts her feelings, she needs to keep it in. She knows she deserves it, and so why explode? But she also knows she’s too sensitive… too self-obsessed for that to ever be a reality. Inevitably, she’ll react. It’s in her nature. This selfishness is just who she is.
Just like this selflessness is who Taranza is, as much as she wishes it wasn’t.
But listening to him breathe in his sleep, Nia’s heart aches… and she prays that she won’t have to destroy everything he loves before he finally realizes the truth:
She’s not worthy of kindness. And to allow his world to burn down around him simply in an attempt to salvage her would be nothing more than foolishness.
After the incident with Elfilin, Nia retreats into herself.
And you know what the worst part is? Taranza hadn’t even realized she’d begun to make progress. He’d thought they were getting nowhere… at least until he watches her regress in real time. It’s only then that it truly clicks.
She’s quieter than she was before. She only speaks when Taranza encourages her, and even then, it’s curt. She spends a lot of her time sleeping, and when Magolor and Susie come over, she doesn’t want to interact. She tells Taranza that he can go have fun with them, but that she’d rather not. ‘It’s clear that they don’t like her, anyways.’
Taranza tries to tell her that if she doesn’t want to spend time with them, he doesn’t want to, either… but that just brings her to tears.
“You care about them, right?” she asks.
“Of course!”
“Then don’t abandon them because of me! Spend time with your friends, please! It’s not their fault that I’m a coward!”
He tells her, softly, that she’s not a coward, but he can’t argue with her plea. If he does, he’ll just upset her further… so he agrees, reluctantly, to hang out. But he promises he’ll be back soon, and he tells her that maybe next time she can come with.
“They’re probably going to be worried about you,” he says. “...They want to be your friends, too, you know.”
“Mmmmmm…” Nia mutters. “I know.”
But she doesn’t come with the next time… or the time after that. Time and time again, she sits alone while Taranza has ‘fun’ with his friends.
He doesn’t know what to do.
Elfilin apologizes, of course. He doesn’t dare come in person, but he writes Nia a heartfelt letter. He talks about how he’s sorry for how he reacted, and that he never meant to hurt Nia’s feelings. It was wrong to compare her to Fecto Forgo just for how she looks… and she doesn’t look like it much, anyways.
But in response to reading the letter, Nia tears it up. She calls it insincere rubbish.
…Then, quieter, she says, “Tell that stupid rat he did nothing wrong. That I forgive him. I don’t want him to think that he has to tiptoe around someone like me. How he reacted was justified, and he shouldn’t feel ashamed… so make that much clear! I’d much rather earn his disgust than hollow sympathy.”
Needless to say, Taranza doesn’t do that. How could he possibly repeat something like that with a straight face?
He does pass one message on for Nia, though… and that’s a message directed towards Kirby and Gooey. He lets them know that she’s sorry— because she is… she’s not just not brave enough to say it herself.
They say that it’s okay. That they just hope she feels better soon. Maybe then, they can try again. Maybe then, they can become friends for real.
Taranza says that that would be nice… that he hopes so, too, but he’s not all that optimistic. He doesn’t want to push Nia again… not when she’s already struggling so much, and so he has a feeling she won’t be interacting with those two for a long, long time.
He tells them not to take it personally. That she just needs some time.
But that’s what he keeps saying. Time keeps passing by, and his words don’t change.
‘Just a little longer.’
…Of course, not all moments are awful. She interacts with him, still, at least. When she’s not degrading herself, things are almost even close to nice.
They garden together. They read. She holds him at night. Taranza tries his best not to let pessimism take a hold of him. Even if things aren’t easy right now, aren’t they still at least better than before? After all, Nia is breathing, and he’ll never let himself forget that that’s something he’s grateful for.
He’s just… not so sure she’s grateful for it, too.
That’s part of the reason he doesn’t like leaving her alone. He’s scared that she might disappear again. He… doesn’t think she’d hurt herself, but the thought still scares him. The way she talks about herself is terrible. What if she…-?
No. She won’t. She can’t. She wouldn’t. He knows that she’s suffering, but she wouldn’t do that to him.
He’s sure to remind her how much he needs her. How happy he is that she’s here. He says that he doesn’t know what he’d do without her. That she’s his world.
Voice quiet… reluctant, almost, Nia responds “...I know.”
But if she does know, she doesn’t give herself much credit for how much she’s worth. She keeps her head held low—and you know what the worst part is?
…The incident with Elfilin isn’t even the worst thing that happens to her in such a short period. Just a little over a week later, there’s an incident that upsets her even more.
The two of them are returning to their room after watching a movie in Castle Dedede’s underground cinema. Taranza is trying his best to make small talk, but to no real avail. As per usual, Nia seems out of it.
He’s running out of things to do to try to entertain her, and it worries him. Is there really nothing he can do to make her smile?
He doesn’t know, and he’s not given long to think about it. For as he enters the room, he notices something strange:
A breeze. The window is ajar.
And realizing that, he freezes… because he’s certain the window was closed when they left. In fact, he doesn’t think he’s opened it once since they began staying at Castle Dedede. And while it’s possible that perhaps it simply came undone, he can’t shake the feeling that…-
No. He’s sure of it. They’re not alone.
He holds a hand out, warding Nia away… and no sooner than he’s done so, there it comes:
A voice, echoing through the room:
“Hey, hey, hey!”
Taranza’s heart drops to his stomach.
…Because he’d recognize that voice anywhere, and he was hoping it was a voice Nia would never have to hear… or at least not so soon. In fact, this is the worst possible time for her to encounter the person it belongs to! But that’s why he’s here, isn’t it? Smelling discord like a shark smells blood in the water, he’s been drawn right towards them:
Marx.
He’s leapt up onto their bed… with his shoes on, of course, and is looking at them with an eager sneer. As he bounces, he says:
“Took ya long enough to get back! I was starting to think you ditched King Possessedalot’s castle and found somewhere else to hunker down. What’s the deal!? Were you having an hour-long make out session somewhere? Or were you avoiding coming back to your room just to spite me?”
“What we were doing,” Taranza says, taking a deep breath, “is none of your business, I’m afraid. Now if you’ll kindly get out-”
“Ohhhh! Okay! I see, I see! And so it was an hour-long make out session, then! How spicy! Don’t worry, though… I know you’re modest, but you don’t need to be coy around me. Sure, you look like a guy who’s never touched a woman in your life, but I know how much you’ve been wanting to get the wicked witch back. It’s only natural you’d be all over each other!”
Taranza glares. He doesn’t even have to look at Nia to tell just how uncomfortable she is with this interaction… and why wouldn’t she be!? Their relationship isn’t some joke!
“Marx,” he says. “I’m not interested in having this discussion. I mean it: get. Out. You’re not welcome here.”
He knows Marx, and he knows that, inevitably, this is going to escalate. He hasn’t just come here to push their buttons a little. He’s going to do his whole dark comedy routine, and Taranza is not letting him subject Nia to that.
“Awwww… that’s no way to greet a friend of a friend!” Marx says, pouting. “Why’ve you gotta be so cold? I ain’t here to ‘cause no trouble! I just wanted to see it for myself… if you really, actually brought your honeybun back to life. When Magolor told me you of all people seriously beat a death god in a fight, I thought he had to be screwin’ with me! But it turns out that, no… he really wasn’t lying, was he? Life can be crazier than fiction! The dead wife guy’s wife is dead no more!”
Saying that, he jumps off the bed, floating over towards Nia.
Cackling, he grabs her hand.
“She’s aliiiveeeeee!” He exclaims, holding it up.
In response, Taranza smacks Marx away, hissing:
“Cut that out!”
But, while Marx hovers back a bit, he certainly doesn’t relent. Instead, huffing, he says, “Whaaaaat!? It’s a literature reference! I thought you liked that sort of thing, ya bookworm! Unless you’re pretending not to be a nerd in hopes your chew toy here won’t throw you out a window a second time? ‘Cause if that’s the case, I’m sorry, but I don’t think that’s going to work. You just radiate geek! Don’t gotta say a single thing about ‘reading books’ or ‘thinking’ for someone to clock ya.”
Then, he turns back towards Nia, grinning.
“Enough about Poindexter, though. This isn’t about him. This is about you.” He holds out a hand. “Queen Sectonia, right? Pleased to finally meet ya! I’m Marx: the Cosmic Jester… most infamous clown around town and a proud basket case~! I dunno if you’ve heard: but I’ve also come to blows with the little pink demon, and so I figured it was about time I came to check out what your deal was. Us final bosses have got to stick together, after all!”
Nia tenses, and Taranza places a hand on her back. He hopes she’s able to detect that he is not expecting her to interact with this person if she doesn’t want to.
But, hesitantly, Nia takes Marx’s clockwork hand. She gives it a firm shake.
“Right. I… believe I’ve heard some things about you.”
“And only good things, I’m sure!” Marx says with a snicker. “Taranza here is just my biiiiggestttt fan, after all!”
“Although, um… if I may say one thing,” Nia says, clearing her throat. “It’s just Nia now, actually. Not…-“
“Not Queen Sectonia?” Marx says, tilting his head. His cap lolls as he does. “Seriously? That’s a bit underwhelming. Even ‘Queen Nia’ would be better than just Nia! Why something that calls for so little respect?”
“I’m… not trying to make any sort of grand impression. ‘Underwhelming’ is just fine.”
“Really? You coulda’ fooled me! That ain’t like anything I’ve heard about you. Are you sure you’re the same lady who, like, tried to choke the life out of Popstar? Nearly popped Kirby like a blood-filled water balloon? What happened to being ‘queen of the heavens!?’ ‘Becoming a goddess!?’”
Taranza intervenes once more.
“Nia did all of those things when she was very unwell. It’s not fair to judge her, let alone make fun of her, for something she did when she wasn’t in her right mind.”
“You say that like I ain’t out of my right mind on any given Tuesday! I’m a proud lunatic! If anyone’s got a pass, it’s me. And ‘sides! I ain’t ‘making fun of her.’ I say that with respect! It takes real guts to stand up to someone like Kirby! I bet her crash out had to be a sight to behold! I would have paid real money to be there!”
A pause.
“…Granted, not my money,” he admits. “Probably money I scrounged out of Magolor’s couch cushions or something, but the point still stands! What I’m trying to say is your girlfriend sounds like a wicked good time! And I don’t think she’s been quite as defanged as you think. I heard about the trainwreck with the kids the other day.”
Nia freezes.
“With… Elfilin, you mean?”
“With the whole Scooby Squad! Kirby, Gooey and, yes, the little rat. Now… of course, I can’t say I approve of all of it: keep my boy Goobert’s name out of your mouth, will ya? But overall? The incident sounds like it was a riot! It’s what piqued my interest enough for me to finally come over here.”
“Is it true you really made little Lin-lin cry?” He continues, inching closer. “Ha! Not that I should be surprised if you did. The kid is a wimp. Don’t take his freak out too personally. I’m pretty sure he’s scared of his own shadow. You should have heard the way he screamed when I first split in half in front of him! He started crying so loud I thought that Kirby was going to kill me!”
Nia’s body grows as she fidgets with her scarf. It’s clear she doesn’t think this is nearly as funny as Marx does.
“I’m… glad that you wanted to drop by,” Taranza says. “But I really think you should leave now. Nia is very tired, and-“
“What!? No way! I haven’t even gotten to see for myself!”
“See!?” Taranza asks. “See what!?”
“See what gave the pipsqueak such a scare! I was hoping to see whether or not he was overreacting! I mean… is she really so scary, or is he just a little baby? There’s only one way to find out!”
Before either Nia or Taranza can even react, he lunges towards the former.
“Yoink!” He says as he snatches the mask from her face. “Let’s get a look-see!”
Instantly, Nia’s breath hitches. She recoils in horror.
“H- hey!” Taranza yelps. “Give that back!”
But Marx pays him no mind. He’s too busy looking Nia over.
“Hmmmm…” he says, nodding. “That is pretty grody. The Frankenstein comparison wasn’t too far off! Honestly, I think it’s sick, but loverboy must not be too thrilled. I mean, after all that time thirsting over you, he-“
“Marx!” Taranza shouts, louder this time. He tries to swipe the mask from his hands. “Give that back!”
Marx, however, darts out of the way.
“Jeez! That desperate to cover up her face?” He asks. “I know it’s pretty messed up, but that’s just cold! And no can do, anyways! I couldn’t possibly give it back, yet. After all, I’ve still gotta see if the kids were telling the truth. Does she really change shape?”
And sure enough, Nia’s form shifts. Her body shrinks, but her abdomen grows. A streak of brown races across her face, and her eyes morph to purple.
As she flinches, pulling up her hood and attempting to cover her face with misshapen hands, her wings shrivel.
Taranza isn’t focused on her, though. He’s focused on her tormentor. He lunges towards Marx, voice a growl.
”That’s none of your business! And don’t you dare insinuate I want Nia to have to hide! I would like nothing more than for her to feel comfortable showing her face! But she isn’t! And you know why? It’s because she’s scared of how people like you will react! Of you treating her like some sort of laughingstock!”
“Ooooooh! Okay! I think I get it!” Marx says, still managing to remain outside of Taranza’s grip. “You’re perfectly fine with looking at her, but you don’t want any of your friends to see her? Wow! Are you embarrassed? That’s not very romantic! I guess I get it, though. I mean… after all, you spent so much time building her up! If everyone were to learn this was the girl you’d been making such a fuss about… you’d probably never live it down! So you may as well hide her!”
“I’m not hiding her!” Taranza growls.
“Really?” Marx responds. “Then why are you making such a big stink over this?” He holds the mask up. “At that rate, I may as well chuck it out the window!”
”Don’t you dare!”
“Why not? To me, it seems like I’d be doing you a favor!”
“Because she wants it! That’s all that matters!”
“Mmmmm… yeah, I guess that makes sense. I’d also be pretty upset if I were her. Y’know, if my whole thing was wanting to look hot, only for my boy toy to bring me back to life and clearly mess it up.”
A pit in Taranza’s stomach. Guilt mixes with anger.
Is… Marx blaming him for what happened? Insinuating Nia should feel the same way? Why!? Taranza didn’t…- none of this was his intention! He didn’t have anything to do with it! Morpho Knight was the one who performed the actual resurrection!
…Nia isn’t upset with him, right?
(What she said when she first transformed echoes in his mind. Voice desperate and panicked, she’d yelled “What did you do to me!?”)
Maybe this is his fault.
But that’s… besides the point, right?
“I didn’t mess up! Nothing is wrong with Nia the way she is! Sh-“
“And so you intended for this to happen?”
“…What!?”
“And so you intended for this to happen, then, yeah? That’s what ‘I didn’t mess up’ implies. Is this what you were hoping for? What you had in mind? Ooooh! Maybe you thought ‘If she comes back all messed up, then no-one can steal her from me! She’ll be all mine!’ Is that what you were thinking? ‘Cause it’s pretty brutal if so, but I guess it kind of makes sense. Wouldn’t wanna lose your girl again. Not afte-“
”Shut! Up! Ugh! Of course this isn’t what I was hoping for! Of course I didn’t intend for this to happen! I didn’t want any of this! I’d never wish that on Nia! But this is what happened, and we just have to live with it, okay!?”
“Now leave her alone!” Taranza growls, throwing his hands in the air. “Stop acting like all of the scum from Floralia! It was those fools who made her feel like she needed to change, and I’m not letting anyone do that to her again! Nia is perfect, just the way she is! It doesn’t matter whether or not I messed up! She’s still beautiful! That’s something no-one will ever be able to take from her! So shut your mouth and stop blathering about things you don’t understand before I make you!”
His breathing is heavy. He trembles with anger. He’s half ready to lunge at Marx, and if he weren’t weakened, he thinks he’d kill him right here and now.
(How dare he speak about Nia in such a way!? How dare he make her cry!)
Taranza is weakened, though, and that makes his words an empty threat. Even if he w ere to jump Marx, he’d no doubt be crushed. This is the person who got his powers by wishing on a Clockwork Star he’s currently arguing with! Meanwhile, Taranza can hardly stand up without feeling lightheaded.
That doesn’t matter, however. It doesn’t matter if he doesn’t stand a chance! He can’t allow Marx to be so cruel, and so he stares him down, hoping he won’t notice the tears in his eyes.
He prays he’ll take his words at face value.
But Marx, of course, doesn’t. Even if Taranza didn’t look half ready to cry, he’d sneer at the threat. As he contemplates his words, he rolls his eyes, and he looks just about ready to start laughing… that is, until a voice interjects.
“No! Don’t argue with him! He’s right! There’s no use denying it!”
Nia, collapsed on the ground. She stares up at Taranza and Marx, sobbing.
“I am hideous! I did come back wrong, and I know you’re disappointed! You said it yourself: this isn’t what you were hoping for, and how could it be!? I’m not beautiful anymore, Taranza! Please stop pretending I am!”
As she speaks, roots coil from her skin. Once more, flowers blot out sections of her face.
Marx doesn’t jeer, though, as Taranza hurries over to her side. Instead, he simply says in a quiet voice:
“H…- huh? What are you doin’!?”
Taranza pays him no mind, reaching out to squeeze one of Nia’s hands. He fights back tears as he pleads:
“Don’t say that! Don’t listen to him, Nia! I’m not pretending!”
“Yes you are!” She hiccups, choking back a sob. “I know it for a fact! You wanted your beautiful spider back, and instead you got this! I’m so sorry!”
“You have nothing to be sorry for! E- except being unfair to yourself! My beautiful spider is right here. I’d recognize her anywhere! And I don’t think that she’s a mistake, or that she needs to hide! I adore her! Sh-“
“Are either of you listening to me!?” a voice interjects.
It’s Marx, staring at the two of them with an intense expression.
He hops down from the bed.
“I said it once, and I’ll say it again: what in the world is she doing!? Y- you ain’t supposed to agree with me! You’re supposed to argue! Not do whatever this is! This ain’t fun! This is depressing!”
“Did you miss the memo!?” Taranza snaps. “Our lives are depressing! This isn’t a new thing! I’ve been depressed the entire time you’ve known me!”
“Yeah? Well, you’re fun to tease! I make a joke about your dead wife and you throw a boot at my head! That’s an interesting reaction! This, meanwhile…- i-it’s just pathetic! I came over here thinkin’ maybe she’d try to skewer me! Not have a friggin’ breakdown!”
“You broke into where we were staying, insulted her appearance, and called her a mistake! How else was she supposed to react!? Anyone would have a breakdown, imbecile!”
“I- I didn’t…-“ Looking wildly uncomfortable, Marx glances between Taranza and Nia. “Okay, first of all, I didn’t insult her appearance! I said you might not be a fan of it, but I said she looks sick! I like grody things! She should take it as a compliment! And second of all, I did not say that she was a mistake! I said you clearly made a mistake bringing her back! There’s a huge difference!”
“There’s really not! And even if there were, none of what you said is okay, either! So will you just leave!? It clearly isn’t funny to you anymore, and you can rest easy tonight knowing you made someone who’s already been through so much cry! There’s nothing left for you here! Go!”
“Ugh!” Marx says, tossing the mask on the ground. “Maybe I will! This was a stupid bummer! Big waste of my time!”
With that, he floats towards the window. He hesitates for a moment, though, looking back at Nia.
“L- listen, lady! There’s nothing wrong with being a monster, so don’t take it so personally! If someone can’t handle you bein’ weird, then that’s on them!”
“Out!” Taranza shouts.
“Okay, okay! I’m goin’! Nova forbid I try to comfort your girl! Clearly you so have it covered!”
And with that, he’s gone. He slams the window behind him.
Nia, however, may as well not even notice. Not even flinching, she simply continues to sob, face buried in her hands.
Taranza hurries over to her, voice cracking as he speaks.
“I…- I’m so sorry, Nia. I didn’t…- I had no idea he’d be here. I should have…- I should have guessed, though. I should have known he would try to start trouble. I don’t know why I…- why I didn’t prepare. I should have locked the window. I should have made sure he never found out about you. I should h-“
“I’m not upset about Marx!” Nia wails. “About time someone told me the truth! I just can’t handle it! I hate this, Taranza! I don’t want to be ugly! I don’t want you to think I’m a monster!”
“I don’t!” Taranza cries. “You’re not a monster! You’re not ugly! You are the furthest thing from that! That wasn’t the truth!”
“Yes it was! I know he said what everyone is thinking! Why won’t you just say it, too!? Tell me this was a mistake! Tell me I’m disgusting! Tell me you hate me already! I’m tired of pretending!”
As she raises her voice, Taranza flinches, and he feels a horrible ache in his stomach. To not only hear Nia say such awful things about herself… but to hear her say them with such sincerity… it’s his worst nightmare.
He remembers when he first heard her talk about herself that way… so many years ago. She’d never liked her body, of course— as a spider, she felt she’d never be beautiful, but it was only after being gifted the mirror she began to use words like ‘disgusting’ with such vitriol.
She’d sob, begging Taranza to tell her she was beautiful, but refuting his every word. She’d point out every perceived flaw, and say that everyone could see. She said that she hated herself. That she couldn’t stand living like this.
…And, eventually, she stopped doing so. She found a new way to live, and as she destroyed the body he’d loved dearly, the crying stopped. At least… in front of him. Sometimes, he’d still catch her weeping in her chambers, lamenting that it ‘wasn’t enough.’ That there was ‘more she needed to fix.’
Initially, he tried to comfort her. Eventually, he learned all that would do is make her more upset.
She wanted to be confident, and he thinks, eventually, she fooled the both of them into believing it. Her tears dried as self-loathing was replaced by self-worship.
But now they’re back. And they hurt exactly as much as they did before.
Taranza has spent so, so long wishing he could redo things… but now that he has the opportunity, he still doesn’t know how to help.
Even now, without the mirror, she can’t hear his words.
He’s a liar. All she’ll ever be to herself is a monster.
Still, he hurries to grab her mask, hoping that that , at least, will bring her some comfort. As much as he resents its presence… he’ll do anything to ease the aching in her heart. Anything to do better than he did before.
“I’m not pretending. I would never, ever lie to you. I mean that with every fiber of my being. You being here is a miracle. You’re the light of my life. You’re the most beautiful girl in…”
He drifts off. His body goes rigid.
“…The world.”
And with that, the mask clatters to the floor… because Taranza sees something that makes his blood run cold.
Nia hasn’t uncovered her face, yet she’s staring straight at him.
The flowers that are covering her body… they…- they have…-
“What!?” Nia asks, raising her head. “Can you not even say that with confidence!? You do despise me, don’t you!? You…-!”
Then, her voice peters off. Her eyes widen.
…All of them, as it dawns on her what’s covering her body.
Eyeballs, in the center of each and every blossom.
She lets out a piercing scream… and then, cowering, she throws herself against the wall.
“What’s happening!? she cries. “No! No! What’s going on!? No. Nonononono! Stop! I’m sorry! Don’t do this to me!”
It’s not the first time Taranza has witnessed something like this, of course. Back during the night of Sectonia’s death, he saw it, too… flowers with something they should never have. They struck at and tried to strangle Kirby, pure hatred in each woeful gaze.
He… never thought he’d see something like that again, though. He’d prayed he wouldn’t. The sight horrified him. It was just another reminder of how far gone Sectonia had become.
And yet… here they are, the same eyes, so recognizable, yet so different. They’re smaller. There are more of them. And whereas before they were filled with hate…
Now, there’s just fear… fear, despair and heartbreak.
For the briefest moment, he’s not even sure what to do or how to react… but as Nia reaches out for her face, clawing at the eyes, his body moves. He rushes towards her, grabbing her hands.
”Don’t!” he begs. “You’ll…-“
But before he can so much as plead for her to not hurt herself, she lets out another ragged scream.
She tears away, cowering, and wails in agony.
“Don’t look at me! Stop it! I don’t want to be seen! Stop it, stop it! Please! I’m begging you!”
And the more upset she grows, the worse it becomes. More flowers break through her skin, each brimming with tears. Thorny vines constrict her body. Her features rapidly shift— practically writhing as her desperation threatens to consume her.
Taranza thinks he’s going to be sick. It takes all of his strength just to fight back the nausea. He’s scared and he doesn’t know what to do. It’s the most panicked he’s seen her since her initial resurrection!
“N- Nia! I can’t just-“
“STOP LOOKING! STOP LOOKING! I’ll do anything! Just look away!”
Taranza doesn’t want to obey, but he doesn’t know what else to do. Panicked, he turns, sputtering out a response.
“O- okay! I won’t look! But I’m not going anywhere! And don’t hurt yourself, please! It’s going to be okay!”
Nia can’t even muster the words to argue with him. Instead, she merely lets out a disagreeing whimper, her sobbing muffled by her hands.
Quietly, Taranza lowers himself to the floor. He sits down beside her, back still turned, and listens to her cry.
He makes sure to close his back-facing set of eyes.
“…I’m so tired,” Nia hiccups, voice breaking. “I hate this. I hate being me. I don’t know what I’m going to do, Taranza. It’s just going to keep getting worse!”
“Hey…- hey, no it’s not,” Taranza responds, trying his best to keep his voice gentle. “Things are going to be okay. You’re going to be okay.”
“Here,” he says, holding his hand out behind him. “Take my hand. I’ve got you. I’m not going anywhere.”
For a moment, nothing… and he’s worried she’s not going to comply, but then, reluctantly, she takes his hand.
…He feels tears trickle down her fingers. Her whole body is a show of her grief.
A wave of anger. Anger and helplessness. Taranza can’t believe he allowed Marx to make Nia feel so awful. Although… then again, maybe this would have happened eventually either way. Nia is always speaking so unkindly about herself.
Would… she have come to the same conclusion, even without Marx?
Taranza doesn’t know, but the thought frightens him. What is he going to do? How can he help her?
She doesn’t deserve this. She’s the most wonderful person he knows, and she’s hurting so much. How…? How can he do things differently this time? He knows that he needs to, but he feels like he’s at such a loss.
More than anything, he wants to turn to face her. He wants to wrap her in a hug and hold her tight until the pain fades away… but he knows if he meets her gaze, she’ll just hurt more.
She’s afraid. Of him. Of what he thinks. Isn’t that awful?
An old myth comes to mind. If he turns back to face her, she’ll…
A pit in his stomach. He doesn’t continue the thought.
Instead, he squeezes her hand. He strokes the back of her knuckles, careful not to brush against the eyeball.
He wipes away her tears in the only way he can think to.
“Don’t worry. I’m not going anywhere. I love you. I love you so, so much.”
“Why?” Nia asks. “I just don’t understand! Why do you keep showing me such kindness!? Why aren’t you angry!? You spent so long grieving, and you fought so hard to bring me back, and I’m this! A depressing, awful, hideous…-“
He hushes her, shaking his head.
“The most beautiful girl in the world. The love of my life and my best friend.”
“How!? How am I any of those things!? I dare you to name one beautiful thing about me!”
“…E- everything!”
“No! I want you to be specific! If I’m really so beautiful, then say it, Taranza! W- what about me isn’t disgusting? What do you like? I- is it my eyes? Because if you think they’re pretty one day, they might look completely different the next! Is it my hair? Because half the time, it’s not even here! Is it my skin? E- even though it’s blotchy? And fuzzy? A- and too smooth and bare? Because it turns out it can just start sprouting eyeballs at any moment! Is that beautiful to you!?”
“Yes!” Taranza says. “It is! B- because they’re yours! That’s all that matters to me! That you’re you! As long as that’s the case, I’ll adore you!”
“Stars… stars! You’re so stupid, you know that!? Why!? Why would you…- I’m not worth that sort of loyalty! Why won’t you just leave already!? Give up on me! Tell me you wish I was still dead!”
Taranza freezes. He bristles with horror.
“I- I’m not doing that!” he responds. ”That’s not true! I’d never think such a thing! I don’t care if you think I’m stupid! Maybe I am! But I’m glad you’re here, and that will always be the case! I ruined your life! I got you murdered! It’s my fault this is even happening to you! And so I am never, ever going to hold this against you! I’ll be here for you until the bitter end!”
“We’re… a team, remember?” He asks, growing quieter. “That’s what our scarves represent. We made a promise… that we’d always be here for one another, and so I’m not going anywhere. You can try to deter me all you want, but I’m remaining by your side. As long as you need me, I’ll be here. I’m not giving up on you.”
More tears in response. Once more, Nia can’t find the words. She cries and she cries and she cries, and Taranza sits there, holding her hand… trying his best to give her some sort of comfort.
He’s not sure how long they stay like that, but, eventually, she mutters:
“Is… this how you thought your ‘happy ending’ would turn out? Please, be honest with me. Is this what you were hoping for?”
Taranza is quiet. He lets out a sigh.
“…Of course not, Nia. You’re suffering, and I’d never want that. But I believe that…” a pause, “that we just need to give it some time. This is still going to be my happy ending. After all, I’m here with you, and that’s something I thought would never happen. Please don’t cry. Everything’s going to be alright.”
And he means that. Or at least… he thinks. He means it because he has to. Because he doesn’t want to contemplate the alternative. He believes it because he doesn’t know what he’ll do if things don’t end up okay.
“I’m here. You’re here. That’s all that matters.”
And, eventually, Nia’s tears do dry, even if it seems to be due to exhaustion more than anything. Her sobs die down, replaced with soft whimpers… and then, as her body goes still, nothing.
She lets out a deep, shuddery breath, and says, in a hushed voice…
“…I think they’re gone.”
“…Yeah?” Taranza asks, feeling a wave of relief. “That’s good. Do you- um… want your mask back, then?”
“…Yes please.”
Nodding, Taranza reaches out for the mask before passing it backwards. He’s still careful not to look Nia’s way, though, just in case.
A moment of silence as, presumably, she puts it on.
It’s not ‘thank you’ she says, though, when she finally speaks.
Instead, she murmurs, “I’m sorry… I caused a scene again, didn’t I? I shouldn’t have been so over the top. Even if I’m ugly, I-“
“You’re not ugly,” Taranza interjects. “Don’t say that.
“…Right. W- well, even if I’m like this, I know I don’t really have a right to complain. I… shouldn’t cause trouble for you or anyone else. I brought this on myself.”
“No you didn’t.” Taranza says. “You’re a victim. I wish you’d stop insinuating you weren’t. You don’t deserve this. Anyone would be stressed in your shoes.”
More silence. Nia doesn’t respond as he strokes her hand.
“Can I…- um- look at you now?” He asks after a moment. Or would you still prefer I-“
“…Do whatever you like,” Nia mutters. “It doesn’t matter.”
The despondency in Nia’s voice breaks his heart, but he turns all the same. Feeling strange relief once again, he looks at her.
True to her word, she is, in fact, doing just a little bit better. Her body is still mismatched… and flowers still dot her skin, but the eyeballs have receded. She looks like the Nia he’s begun to get used to.
The Nia that is, though, is a desolate one. Even with her face hidden by the mask, it’s easy to make out her exhausted expression. Her gaze is distant as she looks at the floor.
Absentmindedly, she picks at a flower.
“H- here,” he says. “Do you want me to try and…-?”
He knows that his powers aren’t what they used to be, but he hates seeing her like this. They’re just some little flowers, right? Maybe if he attempted it, he could get them to go away, or at least shrink.
“I can try to help with the flowers. Would you like that?”
Nodding, and with a voice still quiet, she responds:
“…I’d like that.”
“Great,” Taranza says. “I’ll see if I can do something. Stay… very still, okay? I’ll do my best to help.”
A prickle of anxiety— it’s hard not to fear he’ll mess this up, but he wants to be able to do something for Nia. He knows it’s harrowing for her… what’s happened to her body. If he could give her control over just one little thing, he knows that would mean the world.
And so, he takes a deep breath. He shuts his eyes and attempts to focus.
And, he does feel it… the Bloom energy that emanates from each blossom. He can hear it humming… practically visualize it as he reaches out in his mind’s eye.
He tries to focus on just one single flower… to take it slow and not allow himself to be overwhelmed. He takes hold of it with nonexistent hands, and gradually, he begins to push.
But the force resists. It refuses to give way as he tries to maneuver it. The roots don’t retract.
He pushes harder, brow furrowing as he focuses. It takes all of his concentration just to contest with something that should be so easy for him to overpower.
The force wavers, but still refuses to give way.
Taranza grimaces, and pushes even harder. He pours all of his energy into getting the flowers to bend to his will… and as he does-
Suddenly, there’s a shriek.
“A- ah! Ow! Stop! That hurts!”
Taranza’s body goes rigid.
Violently, Nia tears away.
As she does, Taranza’s eyes shoot open.
She’s once again pressed against the wall, clutching her hand and quivering. Taranza can see a bit of hemolymph drip down her fingers, trickling from the site of the flower.
A wave of horror and guilt. Did he seriously just…-?
“O- oh my stars! I’m so sorry! Are you okay!?” He stammers. “I didn’t mean to! I didn’t think…-“
“…I’m fine,” Nia says, voice strained. “I guess that just… w- won’t work. Of course not. Nothing will.”
She says that like there’s some innate reason for it, but Taranza isn’t so sure. A skilled magician probably could have taken care of the flowers with ease. That’s just… not what he is anymore.
He should have known better than to use magic on Nia considering the state of his spellcasting. But he just…- he wanted to help so desperately. Nia was so, so deeply unhappy. He wanted to be able to do at least one thing for her.
…What a joke. Of course he just made things worse. It’s what he’s always done before, after all, isn’t it?
“L- let me get some bandages,” he says. “I’ll wrap it up.”
“It’s really not that bad…-“ Nia insists.
“E- even so… I- I just think it would be for the best, okay? I think I saw some in the bathroom. I’ll be right back!”
He’s hesitant to leave Nia, but hurries out of the room before she can protest further. Ignoring the way his chest tightens as he dashes down the hall, he makes his way into the bathroom.
Hastily, he rifles through the cabinets. He grabs a set of bandages and darts back towards their room.
Nia, thankfully, hasn’t moved an inch. He crouches to her level and, very carefully, takes her hand.
“Just let me know if anything hurts, okay?” He asks. “I don’t want to make it worse.”
Silently, she nods.
And so, Taranza begins to bandage her hand, heedful not to pull against, strain, or tear the Dreamstalk flower.
He simply presses it down gently, making sure it and the surrounding area are covered.
Some hemolymph soaks into the bandage, but, to Taranza’s relief, the bleeding doesn’t seem profuse. He doesn’t know what he’d do if he seriously hurt Nia.
(Or… well, if he seriously hurt her again. It wouldn’t be the first time, would it?)
“There you are,” he says as he finishes wrapping the injury. “…Does that feel any better?”
A moment’s hesitation, but Nia ultimately responds:
“Mmmmmm…”
“That’s good,” Taranza says, forcing a smile. He presses a kiss to her mask, before pulling away. “…I was worried about you. I’m so, so sorry about that.”
“It’s fine…” Nia says. “I know you just wanted to help. I should be… grateful for that. I know not everyone would be so patient with me. Or…- or want to help me at all. Especially when I’m…”
She drifts off, looking away from Taranza.
“W- what I’m trying to say is thank you. You’re so very kind to me… even when I don’t deserve it. I know this can’t be easy on you.”
Her voice cracks. She sounds half ready to start crying again.
“…I don’t mind,” Taranza says, reaching out for her hand. “Not even slightly. You’re more than worth it. And you deserve every bit of this kindness. That much I’m sure of… and so I promise you: whenever you need me, I’ll be here. I swear on my life.”
With that, he leans in, wrapping Nia in a hug. He pulls her in close and squeezes her tight.
Initially, she doesn’t return the gesture, and he’s frightened she’s going to argue with him. But… eventually, her shoulders fall slack. She doesn’t insist that he’s wrong about her— simply wraps him in an embrace and murmurs in a quiet voice.
“…Love you.”
“I love you too,” Taranza says, “That’s something I never want you to doubt or forget.”
And, so, they simply sit there for a moment… and he tries to ignore the ache in his chest. He focuses on her touch— her warmth.
She shifts in his embrace. Her body grows just a little, and as a few flowers wilt, silver strands of hair fall down her shoulders.
Her fingers stretch, and her hand no longer fits perfectly in his. But that’s okay. He still doesn’t let it slip from his grasp.
“But enough about that,” he says. “We… shouldn’t focus on the terrible things Marx said to you. They’re not something you should take personally. He talks like that to everyone, and he doesn’t know you, anyways. It’s the people who care about you that will be able to see you for who you really are.”
“It’s getting a bit late,” he continues. “…Would you like to go get dinner? We can have a nice, quiet meal to get your mind off things.”
Nia hesitates.
“Would… you be able to get it?” She asks. “I don’t want to…” a pause. “I don’t want to be around anyone else right now.”
Taranza worries, of course… how couldn’t he? Nia had already been becoming more withdrawn before, and something tells him that’s only going to get worse. But after what she’s been through today… he couldn’t possibly deny her that.
“Of course,” he says. “I’ll go get dinner for us. And if you don’t feel comfortable walking out to the terrace, we can have our dinner in here. Does that sound good?”
“T… that sounds good, yes.”
“Wonderful,” Taranza says, giving her hand one last squeeze before pulling away. “I’ll be right back. You just stay here.”
A nod, and Nia rises. She takes a deep, shaky breath, and allows Taranza to lead her over to the bed.
He kisses her forehead, then makes his way towards the door. Although he turns back to face her just one last time before he goes: repeating himself.
“I love you, Nia. I… promise that everything is going to be okay.”
But when she doesn’t respond— simply hangs her head, his heart sinks. She looks so… defeated sitting there.
‘Oh, Nia…’ he thinks. ’What are we going to do?’
More than anything, he wants to believe he told her the truth… but the more he sees, the less he’s certain. Hearing Nia cry earlier, he couldn’t help but wonder:
Has he condemned her to her worst nightmare? Something she never would have wanted for herself?
…And if he’s not the one who can help her get through that, then who can?
Notes:
...Oof. What a difficult chapter. Not only did we get another look into Nia's troubled thought process, but at long last Marx has appeared! And he didn't exactly make a good first impression.
Marx is. A complicated character to me. As I said in the beginning notes, I hope his portrayal here didn't feel like I was flanderizing him. I do think he's mean, but I don't think he's completely malicious. He's too blunt for his own good, and he has a dark sense of humor he refuses to understand others aren't comfortable with. But when people react as strongly as Nia did here, it stops being fun for him. The whole thing just kind of becomes awkward.
Doesn't make his behavior here okay though. He seriously, SERIOUSLY upset Nia, regardless of his intentions. I think this may be the most difficult chapter for her aside from the one featuring her initial resurrection. He vocalized a lot of the insecurities she was already internalizing, and that sent her spiraling completely. To the point where her messed up body did something it hasn't ever done before!
...I've been waiting to show That off for a while now. I knew since pretty much the beginning that I wanted Nia's body to be able to sprout those horrifying flower-eyeballs, but I wanted to save it for a good moment. And I think this was just that! Here's hoping it was a proper and stomach-turning surprise <3
If it's any condolence, I'll say that at least one nice thing happens to Nia in the next chapter. Not enough to make up for all of /this/ probably, but...it's something to look forward to.
Sorry again that this chapter was late. On Sunday we had to put my childhood dog down after him struggling with health issues for a long, long time, so it's been a busy and heavy few days. I'm glad he's finally at peace, but I still feel sad and drained. After going through that I just didn't have the energy to post the chapter.
So here it is now.
I hope you enjoyed. The next chapter will be up in two weeks! As usual, make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll see you all again soon.
Chapter 17: but we are the ones who don't slow down at all
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Magolor approaches Nia much the same way Zan Partizanne did… which is to say he waits until she’s alone to reach out.
She’s still surprised, of course, when Dedede says she has a visitor… but just a little bit suspicious, too. After last time, she can’t help but fear the worst.
What accusations has he come to her with that he doesn’t want Taranza to hear? Is he going to tell her to stay away from his friend? He knows that Marx person, right? Perhaps Marx told him about everything he saw! How gruesome she is!
But she doesn’t dare rebuke Magolor. She’s upset enough of Taranza’s group as is. Even if he’s come to spit venom at her, that’s something they both know she deserves. Why bother rocking the boat in response?
Which is all to say that, yes, she gives Dedede the go-ahead to invite Magolor inside, even without Taranza there to protect her. Perhaps it’s better he’s off doing… something with that Susie girl. That means, after all, that his friend will be completely honest.
…Magolor seems nervous, truthfully, as he pokes his head into the room. Although he smiles with his eyes, his ears are pinned back, and his voice falters just a little as he says:
“Heeeyyyy, dudette! Or- uh… I mean…- Nia. How have you been?”
She’s sure that even with her mask, her unimpressed stare is apparent. Her wings twitch.
“I’ve been… fine, I suppose.” A pause. Then, “What brings you? You know Taranza isn’t here, right?”
She knows he knows, but she says it anyway. Just to make it apparent she’s aware she does, she supposes.
“Oh, yeah! I know!” He says. “I came to talk to you! Is that alright?”
“It’s… fine, yes,” Nia responds. “Come in.”
Saying that, she motions him inside.
He makes his way over to the bed and plops down.
“Long time no see, huh?” He asks, stretching. “It’s been a bit! What have… um- you been up to?”
“Not much,” Nia responds. “Sleeping. Reading a little. Sword fighting. And spending time with Taranza, of course.”
“Oh, that’s nice!” Magolor says. “He’s your biggest fan, you know.”
“…I know,” Nia says. “But let’s not beat around the bush. Why are you here? Surely you haven’t come just to see me. What were you hoping to discuss?”
“Well… nothing big! It’s just…”
Magolor drifts off, averting his eyes.
“Just what? Whatever it is, I can take it. It’s not as if I haven’t heard worse. Just the other day, I got called a mistake and a monster who may as well just stay hidden.”
“Oh, I know. That’s… what this is about, actually,” Magolor says. “I suppose the long and short of it is… uh…- I want to apologize. I’m sure that had to suck.”
A wave of confusion. Nia tilts her head.
“That it did, but last I checked, you didn’t have anything to do with it. Why, exactly, are you apologizing? I can’t imagine you set that up.”
“Stars, no!” Magolor says, raising his hands. “Not in a million years! I’d never encourage Marx to do that! At least not to a friend of a friend!”
A pause. He shifts in his seat.
“But I still feel- uh… at least a little responsible. I mean, I’m the one who originally told Marx you’d been brought back to life. And while I told him not to bother you, I really should have guessed he wouldn’t listen.”
“He’d have found out eventually either way,” Nia says flatly. “From the way it sounded to me, it wasn’t even whatever you told him that encouraged him to come here. It was what that child said.”
“…That child?"
“Yes. You know the one. And I’m sure you’ve heard about it… what I did to him?”
“I mean… not entirely. He was kind of vague, and while I usually love drama, I knew if I started grilling him, Taranza would inevitably have my head on a pike… so I didn’t get the whole story. There was some sort of incident with you and that Elfilin kid, yeah?”
“‘Incident’ is putting it lightly. I made the thing sob. Cussed out his little blue friend, too. They saw my face, reacted poorly, and of course I threw a fit. Attempted to make them regret looking down on me.”
A scoff.
“Just like me to lose my temper, after all, isn’t it?”
“…I don’t know,” Magolor says, giving an uncomfortable shrug. “I wasn’t there. I can’t really make a judgement, can I?”
As if he hasn’t already. Nia’s sure he has some thoughts on the matter.
But she doesn’t interrogate him. That’s not what he came for.
“Either way,” she says, “My point remains the same. You have nothing to do with Marx’s visit. It was Kirby’s story that piqued his interest, so don’t start crying yourself to sleep. I’m sure he’d have come by eventually no matter what. And besides, I’m not particularly upset that he came by.”
“What?” Magolor asks. “But he hurt your feelings, didn’t he?”
“Yes? And?”
“What do you mean ‘yes, and!?’ That’s kind of a big deal!”
“Perhaps, but not in the way you think. It’s a good thing Marx came by. It’s a good thing Marx hurt my feelings. After all, at least he was honest with me. Most people haven’t been. His words were something I needed to hear: the truth.”
“I don’t know if you should-“
“ Don’t argue with me about things you don’t understand. I’m not interested in more false niceties. Marx was correct, and I’m not going to budge on that. I am a mistake, I am a disappointment to Taranza, and I shouldn't be here. I only wish more people would be so honest.”
Magolor is quiet for a long moment— perhaps searching for something to say.
Ultimately, all that comes out though as he wrings his hands is:
“Wow. You… really don’t like yourself, do you?”
At that, Nia scoffs. She doesn’t mean to, mind you— the sound just comes out— a curt, sharp, unamused thing.
“I’m a selfish coward who betrayed every single person I ever loved, and who caused unfathomable suffering. I continue to be shown false kindness I do not deserve, and I’m a mockery of my former self. Would you like yourself in my shoes?”
Another moment of silence. Magolor shakes his head.
“No, I suppose I wouldn’t. Although I also can’t help but get the impression you haven’t been listening to a single thing Taranza has said about me.”
“Pardon?”
“You phrase that as if it’s a hypothetical, but we’re really not so different. I’m a coward and a traitor, too, you know. I’ve also been shown unwarranted grace.”
“What? Because you betrayed Kirby once?” Nia asks. “That’s not the same. Kirby isn’t the only friend you ever had! Kirby didn’t stick by your side through thick and thin!”
At that, Magolor’s eyes narrow.
“What is it you said to me earlier? ‘Don’t argue with me about things you don’t understand?’ You don’t know a thing about Kirby or I, so don’t make such sweeping judgements.”
“…Enlighten me, then,” Nia retorts. “What makes you half as bad as a woman who killed countless innocents, turned herself into a monster, and nearly destroyed the one person she ever loved?”
Magolor takes a deep breath. It’s clear that he’s frustrated.
Still, he doesn’t refuse. Instead, simply averting his eyes, he says, “Have you ever heard of the Master Crown?”
Nia mulls it over, but ultimately shakes her head.
“I don’t believe I have. What is it?”
“An artifact crafted by the Ancients, not so unlike your Dimensional Mirror. It was rumored to be able to give anyone who wore it unimaginable power… to turn them into a god among men.”
“I’ve always been a pretty egotistical guy,” he continues. “And so that was an enticing concept. Ever since I was young, I dreamed of getting my hands on it. I read about it in books, and it became my life’s dream. More than anything, I wanted to make my way to Halcandra, where I could steal it. Then, I could become unstoppable… important… I could be a king.”
“There was only one problem with that,” he says. “Its guardian: a being known as Landia. She defended the Master Crown with her life, and although I was a pretty powerful magician, there was nothing I could do to defeat a creature like that. I was able to take plenty of other things from the abandoned planet, but never what I wanted most of all… never what I’d already decided would be mine.”
“Which is where ‘the kid’ comes in,” he explains. “Now, I hadn’t met him myself, but you know who had? Marx. The two of them had history. It’s a long story. And I won’t bore you with all of the details, but the long and short of it is that Marx tricked Kirby into helping him make a wish on a Clockwork Star, and in response, Kirby whooped his butt. Destroyed the whole Clockwork Star alongside him! It’s a miracle, frankly, that the dude made it away with his life.”
Nia raises a brow. While she may not have known what the ‘Master Crown’ was, at least, she’s familiar with the concept of Clockwork Stars. They’re yet another thing she recalls Taranza rambling to her about once-upon-a-time.
She still remembers the way his eyes lit up as he said, “Supposedly, there’s one in our very own Gamble Galaxy! Isn’t that incredible? To think we’re so close to something that could make any wish come true? Oh, I’d love to visit it, one day! Perhaps we could seek it out together.”
She’d been too old by that point to have any hope of venturing beyond Floralia, but she’d still smiled in response.
“…That would be fun, wouldn’t it?”
“If you could wish for anything, what would you wish for, Joronia?”
“Isn’t it obvious?” She’d said. “To be the best queen Floralia has ever had!”
“I probably should have been able to guess,” he’d replied with a laugh. “But I really don’t think you’d need to wish on a Clockwork Star for that. You’ve already got this in the bag.”
“Yeah? Then what’s your big, grand wish, genius?”
Appearing surprised, Taranza had been put on the spot.
“Oh! Um! Well…-“ he scratched at the back of the neck, “Honestly? It’s saccharine, but I’d probably just wish for the two of us to stay together forever.”
“And you had the audacity to laugh at my wish!?” Joronia had retorted. “That’s even more of a given!”
“Ahahaha… yes, I suppose. Perhaps neither of us should be wishing on something as incredible as a Clockwork Star. I know I already have everything I could possibly want.”
…
To think that Kirby could defeat something like that— an automaton quite literally capable of rewriting reality… it’s equal parts surprising and… not. Why would that be off the table for the same being she’s already heard described as accomplishing so many incredible feats?
Instead of remarking on any of that, though, she simply says:
“He’s… really quite a bit gullible, isn’t he?”
“Who? Kirby?” Magolor asks. “Well, yeah, dudette! He’s like, four!”
Last Nia checked, four year olds weren’t supposed to be killing gods, but she doesn’t say that.
Instead, she allows Magolor to continue.
“Marx had been a friend of mine for a long time,” he says. “And so obviously I knew about his defeat… which got me thinking: if I couldn’t defeat Landia, perhaps Kirby could.”
“And so, after Landia destroyed my ship following an attempt to acquire the Master Crown, I made a split second decision. With the last of the Lor Starcutter’s power, I set my sights on Popstar, warping there and crashing in what may as well have been Kirby’s front yard.”
“Needless to say, he came to investigate,” he says. “And not just him! His friends, too. I came up with a lie to tell Kirby, King Dedede, Meta Knight and Bandana Waddle Dee, and each and every one of them believed me when I told them I’d been struck out of the sky by the vicious, evil Landia, even though I hadn’t done anything wrong.”
That, admittedly, takes Nia by surprise. She can see Kirby being fooled by that, as well as King Dedede… but the others? From what she’d seen of him, Meta Knight appears rather intelligent, and as for Bandana Waddle Dee…? She thought he was a proud skeptic! Would they really fall for something so obvious?
She doesn’t know. But she decides to, at least, take Magolor’s words with a grain of salt.
“Of course, I didn’t lead with telling them about how I needed them to defeat Landia,” he says, shaking his head. “Instead, I started with something far more innocent! I told them that I needed their help repairing my ship, and… well, hey! That part technically wasn’t a lie. The thing was legit in shambles. Plus, I figured it would be a good way to build trust.”
“And that it did!” He says. “As they ventured across Dreamland, searching for the scattered pieces of the Lor Starcutter, the five of us began to bond. They came to consider me a friend. By the time the ship was complete, they were happy to accompany me to Halcandra for a complimentary trip.”
“But… as soon as we arrived, Landia recognized the Lor Starcutter and shot it down. Which was all part of my plan!” He explains. “I used that to sell them on the fact that Landia was a terrifying beast who needed to be vanquished, and they set out to do exactly that! They defeated her and hardly even had to break a sweat.”
What sticks out to Nia most as he tells the story is just how proud he sounds. Even now, he seems to look back fondly on his scheme.
It leaves a sour taste in her mouth. What right does he have to tell her they’re anything alike when he doesn’t feel bad?
…Although, of course, it makes sense. Magolor went into his relationship with Kirby and the others planning to manipulate them. There was always a distance of sorts. Meanwhile, Nia likes to think she sincerely cared for Taranza, at least once upon a time.
“And so you acquired the Master Crown?” She says.
“Yes! And I put it on right in front of them. In hindsight… that was probably foolish, but I just couldn’t contain my excitement! I told them all about how I tricked them, and about how I was planning to rule over the universe with an iron fist… starting with getting rid of them.”
“At the time, I felt so cool,” he admits, scoffing. “But can you guess what happened?”
“The four year old ‘whooped your butt?’” Nia asks.
“Yes, in part!” Magolor responds. “But that’s not the whole story. For, you see, as I clashed with Kirby and the others, the Master Crown began to do something strange to my body and my mind.”
Suddenly, the pride fades from his voice. His words are far more solemn.
“My thoughts became hazy. I was consumed by anger and adrenaline. It was difficult to remember where I was and what I was doing. The Master Crown grew claws, which dug into my skin. Everything hurt. My body started to change. I forgot my own name. I was turning into a mindless beast, and there was very little I could do to stop it.”
“If it weren’t for Kirby…” he mutters, ears pinned back, “Well, I fear that would have been my ultimate fate! I’d have remained like that forever. But, in defeating me, and destroying the Master Crown, Kirby prevented that. He saved my life.”
Once more, Nia’s mind drifts. She recalls her own brush with oblivion. She remembers flower petals and animalistic rage. She recalls roots snaking beneath her skin. She recalls pain she could no longer comprehend and a silent wish to die.
She recalls Kirby, eyes narrowed, granting that wish.
He didn’t destroy the mirror. She doesn’t know if it would have fixed anything if he had. Instead, he destroyed the problem at its source.
…She was not afforded the same grace as Magolor.
“Why are you telling me this?” She asks. “To rub in that you experienced the same things that I did, only to make it away without consequence?”
“Of course not!” He responds. “But you think you’re a bad person, yeah? I wanted to show you that you’re not alone. At least what happened to you was beyond your control. I made the decision to seek out the Master Crown of my own accord. I chose to manipulate Kirby and the others. I was rotten before my mind had been messed with at all.”
“That doesn’t make me feel any better!” Nia argues. “Are you seriously trying to tell me you’re an awful person who made it out of the situation you put yourself in just fine as if that will actually console me? I’m not as fortunate as you, you know! Kirby may have been able to undo what the Master Crown did to you, but the same can’t be said for me and the mirror! I’m still what it warped me into! Just look at my face! At how I act! Do you seriously think I’d be anything but jealous of you? Of how you just get to go back? And of how you’ve been completely unpunished!?”
“Of course not! Trust me, I get it’s unfair!” Magolor insists. “But didn’t you just say earlier you feel you’ve been shown ‘unwarranted grace?’ Would you really feel any better if you made it away from this without scars? Because something tells me the answer is no. And besides, I do have scars of my own— just ones you can’t see. Not only was I sent to Another Dimension for my crimes, but…”
A pause. He reaches for his collar.
“Listen: if I show you something, can you make me a promise? That… you won’t tell anyone else about it? It’s something I don’t really like talking about. Right now, only Kirby and Marx know, and the only reason I’m telling you is because I want to try and help you . You’re important to Taranza, and he’s important to me, so I feel like I have to at least give it a shot, but this… this is something I wouldn’t show to most people.”
“What?” Nia asks, already feeling dismissive. “Did you get some little scratches when the crown dug into your head? That’s not at all the same thing!”
“Yes, I did, but that’s not what I’m about to show you. Now, are you willing to keep a secret or not?”
Nia lets out a sigh.
“I suppose I am. But whatever this is, I think it’s still disingenuous to put yourself in the same category as me.”
“It’s possible! But if I were you, I wouldn’t pass any judgements until I saw what I’m about to show you for myself. It’s pretty serious.”
“Yeah, yeah. If you say so,” Nia responds. “Just show it already. There’s no use in beating around the bush.”
“Right,” Magolor says, taking a deep breath. “Then, without further ado…”
One last moment of hesitation, then he pulls his collar down, exposing the lower half of his face. He gives an uncomfortable smile.
“Behold!”
And with that, Nia stops dead in her tracks… because she couldn’t in a million years have expected to see what she’s currently looking at.
There is an eyeball in Magolor’s mouth.
And not some tiny, barely-apparent thing, mind you. It’s humungous. Quite literally occupying a good ninety percent of the mouth, it dwarfs his actual eyes. It’s slimy and veiny and bright red.
It’s horrifying.
With a yell, Nia pulls away.
“W- what the hell!?” She exclaims, grimacing. “What is that!? Why…- why is…-? Ew, no! Put that away! That’s disgusting! You’re…- you’re deformed!”
A laugh. As Magolor’s smile widens, that thing stares straight at her.
“That bad?” He asks. “Ouch! But I guess I can take pleasure in saying ‘I told you so.’ Don’t worry, don’t worry. I’ll cover it back up.”
And with that, he does exactly as he says. He pulls the collar back up over his mouth, hiding the fact that the eyeball was ever there at all.
But Nia’s breathing doesn’t ease. She’s still in panicked disbelief. If she didn’t have her mask on, she’d cover her mouth with her hands. She feels half-ready to puke.
“I- I’m sorry,” she stammers, reminding herself this is someone Taranza cares about, “I know I shouldn’t…- I have very little room to throw stones in glass houses, and I don’t mean to react this way, but…-“ a wave of nausea. She flinches. “How could I not!? That’s what the crown did to you!? C- can you see out of it!? Can you still eat!? Or- no! I don’t want to know! Please don’t tell me!”
“Don’t worry, I’ll spare you the gruesome details,” Magolor says. “But, yes , this is what the crown did to me. Pretty screwed up, am I right?”
“I- I’ll say! And you said Taranza doesn’t know about this!?”
“Correct. Why? Do you intend to tell him?”
“No! I don’t think so!? I…-“
Some part of her is tempted to say he has the right to know. Shouldn’t he be aware he’s interacting with someone so…- so grotesque? But she wouldn’t dare suggest that to Magolor’s face! Stars know she wouldn’t want someone revealing the full extent of her condition to others… not that she’s done a very good job of hiding it.
Magolor, in contrast, she had no idea about! She thought that he was…- that he was normal! A little gaudily dressed, sure, but not an abomination!
“You better not. You gave me your word, after all,” Magolor says. “Of course… I ultimately can’t stop you if that’s what you plan to do, but I’d be pretty upset.”
“No wonder! I’d also want to…- okay, no. I won’t mention it. If I’m being truthful, I hardly even want to think about it! If I were to try and describe that, I think I’d…-“
Her stomach lurches. She shakes her head.
“Projectile vomit? Yeahhhh… no, I can’t blame you.”
Nia’s well aware she’s being harsh. Not only does she really have no room to judge, but this is one of Taranza’s friends! She really shouldn’t speak about him that way. She…- she doesn’t want to come across as shallow, does she? She doesn’t want to come across as cruel?
Shame mixes with her disgust. Wings sprout from her back and her waist contracts. A wave of yellow travels across her fingers.
“I… I apologize. I’ll collect myself. Just give me one moment.”
A deep breath. She tries her best to banish the sight from her mind.
She’s not able to calm herself entirely, of course, but given a few minutes she’s able to at least stop gagging.
As she steeples her fingers, Magolor asks, “Feeling any better?”
“About seeing that? Marginally. About myself?” a long pause. “No, not really.”
Honestly, all that was was another reminder of just how wretched she is. If she felt that sickened after seeing Magolor with one eyeball in a place it didn’t belong, how did Taranza have to feel seeing her after the encounter with Marx?
Malformed and mismatched. Sobbing weakly. With flowers marring her skin and eyeballs sprouting from those flowers.
It had to be equal parts repulsive and heartbreaking. Is that what the love of his life has turned into?
He’s tried, of course, to pretend like it doesn’t bother him, but she saw the way he stared at her in the split second he realized what was happening to her. Before he could collect himself… put on a facade of kindness, there was fear in his eyes. Of her and of what she’d become.
Even just thinking about it, she feels half ready to cry… and feeling roots creep beneath her skin, there’s a spike of panic.
But she takes a deep, raggedy breath, praying she won’t deteriorate like that in front of someone else.
She closes her eyes.
“I guess that makes sense,” Magolor admits, sighing. “But at least you know you aren’t alone now. Misery loves company, after all, am I right? And I get it, I really do. How much it sucks to have something about your body change against your will… something you can’t undo. It’s especially tough when you’re like us.”
“Like us?” Nia responds, peeking an eye open. “What’s that supposed to mean? Manipulative egomaniacs who spent years thinking they were immune to consequence?”
“No! It’s just… you weren’t always a queen, right? Or a princess? Or- um- a girl?”
A pit in Nia’s stomach. How does he know about that!? Taranza didn’t tell him, right? Did he read about it somewhere? Or-?
Wait.
“…Y- you too?” She stammers.
She doesn’t know why it takes her by surprise. It’s not like it’s unheard of. But at the same time… she hasn’t met many other people like herself.
Magolor perks up a little.
“Yeah!” He says. “Other way around, but… I’m a self-made man! How many guys do you seriously know with parents cool enough to name them ‘false paradise?’ None, that’s what I bet!”
“False paradise? That’s what your name means!?”
She’d known it was something foreign, of course, but never in a million years could she have guessed that that was the meaning. She’d just assumed it translated to ‘Michael’ or some nonsense!
“Why ever would you name yourself that!?” she asks. “Isn’t that degrading!?”
“It’s to represent my cool, rebellious…- don’t look at me like that! It’s awesome! What does your name mean, then, Miss Paragon of Virtue!?”
At that, Nia gives pause. If Magolor could see past the mask, he’d spot her grimace.
“…You’re going to laugh.”
“Laugh?! How ridiculous can it be!? Taranza came up with it, didn’t he? There’s no way he named you anything except something absolutely reverent!”
“Which is the problem. Do you think something he picked out could ever seriously suit someone like me?”
Nia fidgets with her scarf. As she looks back on the moment, her hands shift into paws.
“…Originally, I was named Joronia, meaning ‘beautiful spider…’ and now, I’m just Nia, meaning ‘beautiful.’ Neither are particularly fitting.”
“Ah… ah…” Magolor says, ears pinning back. “I… guess that makes sense, with the way that he talks about you.”
A moment of awkward silence. Halfheartedly, he smiles with his eyes.
“I’m sure- uh- he still thinks it suits you perfectly!” He assures.
“If only because he’s living in delusion. Eventually he’ll realize, and then he’ll take that away.”
“Hey… don’t say that,” Magolor responds. “Taranza wouldn’t do that to you.”
And Nia knows that, but it frustrates her. It just feels illogical! Why is Taranza being so stubborn?
Magolor is quick to change the topic.
“But- uh! Yeah! I’m like you! Pretty cool, huh? Or- uh- maybe not cool when you consider the full context, but I do get it. How much it blows to spend years trying to make a body— a you that you’re comfortable with, only for an ancient artifact to throw a spanner in the works the minute you think you have.”
Once more, Nia scoffs.
“You had a body you were comfortable with at one point?” She asks. “Even back then, I hated myself. As ‘Joronia,’ and as ‘Sectonia,’ too, even if I never would have wanted to admit it. My skin has never once felt like mine. Now, it’s just even worse than it was before.”
“How funny is that…?” She continues, voice cracking. “That if I could, I’d go back to a time when I hated myself so much? When I felt ugly and plain? Because at least then I felt like a person. Now, I just feel ugly, and that’s all.”
Magolor’s ears pin back.
“…I wish there was more I could say to comfort you. And not just because you’re Taranza’s friend. That sucks, sincerely. I guess all I can tell you is that… it gets easier with time. Or at least, it did for me. You’d never have caught me revealing this to anyone back in the day, let alone someone who was practically a stranger, but here we are.”
A tired laugh.
“…Marx actually sort of helped me get over that hurdle.”
”Really?” Nia asks. “I can’t imagine any of that helping you feel better. Unless he reacted completely differently to you?”
“Nah, he still treated me like a circus freak. But you’ve gotta get it: with Marx, that’s a good thing. He told me I was all sorts of screwed up and looked at me with this big, enthralled grin. He started going on and on about all of the ways I could totally use my ‘gross eyeball mouth’ to prank people.”
“Now! This isn’t me trying to- I’m not trying to downplay what he said to you! But… if you’re going to take his words so personally as something truthful, I do want you to understand him. Marx isn’t a nice dude, but he’s also not… conventional. I mean, he messed up his body on purpose.”
“…Pardon!?”
“At least! In a way,” Magolor says. “When he…- uh- wished on Galactic Nova… for the power to rule over Planet Popstar, it changed him. Slitted eyes. Razor sharp fangs. Out of place, eerie golden wings and abilities that felt otherworldly. But whereas for us that sounds like a nightmare, for him, it was something worth celebrating. He… didn’t like feeling ordinary. I guess, in a way, him being a ‘monster’ is a bit like being a boy and being a girl are like for us.”
Nia can hardly fathom that… the fact that someone would want to be a freak.
In a way, it makes her angry. She’s so, so miserable. What gives someone the right to go around pretending being like this is some sort of good thing!? It’s not! It never will be!
…Maybe that made Magolor feel better about how he looks, but she can’t imagine it helping her.
Shoulders sinking, she lets out a sigh.
“And so what you’re saying is that the contrarian clown hipster thinks I’m cool… meaning everyone else thinks I’m his absolute favorite thing: a horrifying crime against nature? Oh joy.”
One of Magolor’s ears twitches. He scratches at the back of his neck.
“I mean… clearly not everyone sees it that way. What about Taranza? He also thinks you’re pretty great.”
“Because he’s still hoping I’ll go back to the way I was before. What he doesn’t get is that that’s not happening. I wish it could, but no matter how hard I try, I just can’t fix it. I’m still just… this. The version of me he was hoping would be gone when I was brought back. Or… well, no. Something worse.”
“…Worse?” Magolor asks. “Dudette, in what way is this worse? I get that you’re not happy about how you look, but at least you’re not corrupted anymore. That’s what matters most to Taranza. You could look like anything , probably. He’d still just be happy you’re here. That he has the person he cares about— spent so long missing— back.”
“Does he?” Nia asks. “It doesn’t feel that way to me! I don’t feel normal. I can’t help but fear that…- that I’m still self-centered. That there’s still something wrong with my mind.”
“Yeah… I guess that’s a fair enough thing to worry about, but I also think… that worry might in and of itself be a good sign? I mean… if you really were still corrupted, you wouldn’t care, would you? About what sort of person you were, let alone how he felt about it. You didn’t care about how he felt back then. Now, you clearly do.”
Nia wants to believe that, but can she? Does she care about him the right way? Does she care about him enough?
“There’s no denying there are some similarities,” she argues. “Sure, I’m not… as cruel, but that hardly means I’m a good person. I’m still selfish. And prideful. And I still cause problems for Taranza. Just look at how I’m driving a wedge between him and King Dedede. Or at what happened with Elfilin. Or at how that Susie girl clearly can’t stand me.”
“And don’t pretend my appearance is completely negligible to him,” she continues. “It does matter. This… is the face of someone who hurt him. Who he’s scared of. I’m not stupid. I see the way he flinches when I move too fast or I raise my voice. And when I look and act like this… well, that’s only reasonable. Why wouldn’t he fear, deep down, that I’m going to hurt him again? Why wouldn’t I? Try as I might to get rid of Sectonia, I just can’t… and that’s a failure on my part.”
“…Is it?” Magolor asks. “Maybe I don’t know what I’m talking about, but I don’t think Taranza would want you to get rid of any part of yourself. Maybe… he just needs some time. And even if he does, this is still a dream come true for him. You… can’t possibly imagine how much he missed you while you were gone. The dude was inconsolable. When you first died, he didn’t get out of bed for a month. He just felt so awful. And that was before he even knew you were corrupted.”
Imagining Taranza lying there alone in their bed, Nia’s heart aches… and even more so realizing he was so stricken with grief for her at her absolute worst. What was there for him to miss? Without her, he was finally free.
“I- uh- get it, though. The guilt. Worrying that you’ll never be good enough. That you’ll always be shackled to yourself. I mean… I could barely even bring myself to face Kirby and co once I returned to Dreamland. I was so scared of being rejected.”
Magolor sighs.
“And… uh, I was. For a long time, Dedede was pissed at me, and honestly? Meta Knight and Bandee still are. But Kirby… he was like Taranza. He didn’t care what I’d done. He was just happy I was back safe and sound.”
“And… uh, I don’t know if I deserve that kindness, really,” he admits. “But I like the little dude. So I’m trying every day to at least try to be the kind of friend he deserves.”
“But what if you’re not capable of that?” Nia asks. “I mean… how do you know?”
“I don’t,” Magolor replies. “But he seems to believe in me, at least… so that’s something.”
And, for the briefest moment, Nia swears she catches a smile. No sign of the eyeball, of course… but the corners of Magolor’s lips, peeking just beyond his collar.
“It was actually him I built Magoland for,” he admits. “As… an apology. Or proof I was trying or something.”
“Magoland? You mean your weird theme park?”
“Excuse you!” Magolor says. “It’s not weird — it’s awesome — but yes. I put it together hoping to make him happy… designed rides and games I thought he’d like. And maybe, at the end of the day, that was still more for my sake than his, but I’m still pretty happy with how it turned out.”
“Maybe… you could come by sometime,” he offers. “When it’s not crowded. And this isn’t just me trying to advertise. I think it might be good for you. To see what a bad person can accomplish when they’re trying to make it up to the world. ‘Cause I think I made something that’s my greatest achievement.”
Nia never thought she’d actually consider going to his stupid theme park… exposing herself to so many people… but hearing him describe it like that…
“Maybe that would be nice. I’ll. Uh. Consider it.”
“Great!” Magolor says. “It’s a plan, then. And don’t worry… when we eventually do it, I’ll make sure no one like Kirby is there. It’ll be just the two of us!” A pause. He chuckles. “And Taranza, too, I suppose… unless you want to ditch the square?”
The silliness in his voice is evident, but Nia still shoots him a sharp look.
”Absolutely not!” she says. “He’s welcome anywhere I am! And he’s not a ‘square!’”
“I know, I know!” Magolor says. “I’m just pulling your leg. I’d never ditch Taranza! He’s my best bud, too! And besides, I have no right to tease him for being a dork. I’m a proud nerd myself! Although I’ve still gotta wonder why he doesn’t want to put our brains together and attend my ex-baddie book club. I mean… come on! He’s a nerd, I’m a nerd! It would be perfect!”
“He probably doesn’t want to hear your takes on his favorite books. He gets defensive over that sort of thing.” Nia smiles just a little. “Once I saw him nearly get into a fist fight with one of the other servants in the castle because they had an opinion about his favorite play he didn’t agree with.”
“Really!?” Magolor replies, snickering. “Jeez… I wish I’d been there! That had to be a sight to see! I mean… Taranza in a fist fight? Dude would have gotten flung around like a rag doll!”
“Not necessarily!” Nia replies. “I’ll have you know he’s actually quite formidable! He and I used to sword fight back in the day. He even beat me once or twice!”
Looking back on the memory, a horn burgeons from her head. As her smile widens, a fang sprouts from her lip.
”Really!? I guess I shouldn’t be that surprised,” Magolor admits. “Guy did beat the grim reaper, after all. Maybe I’ve gotta stop teasing him before he shoves me in a locker.”
“Oh, like he’d do that!” Nia retorts. “Taranza is strong, but he wouldn’t hurt a fly! At least… not of his own accord.”
A moment’s pause. Of course, her mind wanders back to all of the things she made him do. Under her command, he hurt countless people. She still recalls the way she’d have him behead entire families in the town center, just to prove a point about what would happen to dissidents.
…In hindsight, most of them probably weren’t even dissidents. And Taranza had to know that, surely. He was well aware there was no point in trying to reason with her by the end there. And he’d murmur about how they were dangerous— how he’d done the right thing and protected his queen… but she’d catch the way he sometimes looked down at his hands afterwards… stared.
At best, she didn’t pay it any mind— she was far too preoccupied with the only thing that seemed to matter at the time: herself. But at worst…? She’d scream. She’d accuse him of not caring about keeping her safe.
…Early on, she felt hurt by that delusion, but by the end there, all that was left was anger. She was always upset with him for some reason or another, but it didn’t matter to her anymore whether or not he cared about her… just that he obeyed.
Looking back on it, it makes her feel sick.
But she tries not to dwell on it for long… at least not in front of Magolor. If she wants to dwell on the atrocities she forced her very best friend to enact, she can do that in private.
And Magolor doesn’t seem to notice her slight change in demeanor, thankfully. There’s still an amused look on his face… although his gaze grows slightly more sincere as he moves on from the topic of Taranza.
“But enough about our favorite, ultra-powerful, dorky and beloved supersquare. How are you feeling? Any better? For a moment, I think I heard you laughing.”
Nia thinks it over for a second, before shrugging.
“I’m… not certain,” she admits. “Perhaps I feel a tad better than before… this was- um- a surprisingly pleasant chat, but I’m certainly not going to say you’ve fixed everything. I’m… still incredibly tired. Frightened of the future, and of myself.”
“…Eh, that’s okay, I think. A little better is better than nothing. Going into this, I’d been scared I’d just make things worse! But I’m glad to hear I’m still apparently as charismatic as I thought!”
A pause. He tilts his head.
“Try… taking it in baby steps, alright? I’m sure one day it will be easier for us. And I know Taranza’s going to be really happy to hear you’re down to visit Magoland sometime.”
Despite the reassuring words, Nia’s stomach churns just a little.
…Taranza.
“Are you going to tell him we had this conversation?”
“What? Do you not want me to?” Magolor asks. “I’m sure if you changed your mind about Magoland later he’d be willing to-“
“No,” Nia interjects. “It’s not about that. It’s just… everything I said about myself. I don’t want him to hear. He’s stressed enough as is. I don’t want him thinking about… how much I don’t like ‘me.’ I want to be someone who makes him feel happy.”
“You do make him feel happy,” Magolor insists. “If he gets upset, it’s not ‘cause he’s upset with you. He just-“
“Doesn’t like hearing me talk about myself that way, I know,” Nia says. “But… in the end, isn’t that the same thing? I don’t want to do something he doesn’t like. Period. I don’t need him worrying… trying to change my mind about myself when that’s not going to happen. That would be torture for him.”
“I… guess. Although I don’t think it’d be very good for you to…-“ a pause. Magolor shakes his head. “Ah… no, I don’t have any room to judge. Who am I to tell you you shouldn’t be able to keep some things to yourself? How about this: I just tell him we had a chat, but not what it was about? I bet he’d like to hear we see eye to eye now.”
Once more, Magolor tilts his head.
“We do see eye to eye now, right? At least a little?’
“I… suppose,” Nia responds. “I still don’t think you understand my situation completely, but… I do think you understand it more than I gave you credit for.”
“Let’s gooooooo!” Magolor says, giving finger guns. “I’ll take that! I’m a guy who kinda knows what I’m talking about!”
In any other scenario, Nia would roll her eyes… his feigned enthusiasm is ridiculous really, but for just this once, she nods.
“…Congratulations.”
Although, of course, Magolor can’t stay forever. Eventually, as welcome as his presence is, he receives a text.
And as he looks it over, he lets out a groan.
“Ughhhhh… I think I’m going to have to skedaddle. Sounds like one of the rides at the park broke down, and as much as I’d love to stay… unless I want another lawsuit, I’m going to have to go and fix things before those poor little Waddle Dees trapped on the merry-go-round wanya their little heads off. Sorry about that.”
“Although… I guess that kind of works out,” he admits. “Seems like Taranza should be back soon— apparently he’s finished with whatever he was doing with Susie… and I’d hate to cut into your one-on-one time. Stars know you couldn’t mash faces or whatever without me making fun of you.”
Nia knows for a fact they will not be ‘mashing faces,’ but decides against telling that to Magolor. The actual state of their relationship is far too depressing to discuss.
Briefly, she does consider asking him about Susie… what her deal is, what she and Taranza are even doing, and what she thinks of Nia, but ultimately, she decides against it. Even if Magolor were to be honest, she… thinks that’s an answer she probably doesn’t want to hear.
She knows Susie doesn’t like her. She doesn’t need him to tell her that.
“Be on your way, then. I won’t hold you up. I wouldn’t want you getting another… lawsuit?”
Wait, what does he mean people have taken legal action against him before!?
“Thanks!” Magolor says, rising from the bed. “It was nice chatting with you! Let’s talk again sometime, alright? I’ll see you at Magoland eventually… and before you’re ready for that, maybe you and Ranz’ can stop by the Lor again! I host the best movie nights. You got any favorite flicks? ‘Cause if you do, I can absolutely find them on the internet for you.”
“Oh! Um… I’m not sure,” Nia responds. “I’ve seen a few since we arrived here, but…-“
“Oh! Right! You didn’t have movies in Floralia back in your time, did you? Stars, that’s still crazy to me. Guess I’ll have to do the work of finding something you’ll like myself. I consider myself a guy with great taste, though… so it shouldn’t be too hard. Don’t worry. I’ve got this.”
And with that, he reaches out for the door. Although he turns back for just one moment to look at Nia.
“It was nice talking with you, dudette! Glad things went well.”
“…Seconded,” Nia says. “And- er- thank you for doing this. I didn’t expect you to care about the fact that I was feeling unwell.”
“I’m wounded! I already told you: you’re pals with Taranza, yeah? That makes you my pal, too, by extension! And I need all the friends I can get. Who knows…? Maybe if I charm you enough, I’ll finally have found someone willing to join my ex-baddies bookclub!”
A laugh— and with that, he’s gone, waving backwards.
…Nia doesn’t even get the chance to tell him that’s probably not happening. She’s not much of a voracious reader.
But, even if the silence that falls over the room is admittedly a bit lonely, she… does think she feels just a little better than before. What a surprise.
She knew that Taranza had nice friends, but she didn’t think they’d ever be willing to make time for her.
…And you know what? She hadn’t trusted Magolor, and with good reason. Taranza said he always wears a mask. But for just a little bit…?
Well, she thinks she got a glimpse of his true self, and maybe they really aren’t so different.
Taranza is with Susie when he gets the good news.
She’s going over the results of his most recent bloodwork, only for his phone to go off.
She gives pause.
“Is that something important?”
“Oh! Um… I’m not sure,” Taranza responds, reaching for his phone. “Let me check.”
In the past, he wouldn’t have bothered. He isn’t the biggest texter, and it probably wouldn’t have been anything important… but things are different now.
After all, he told Nia to text him if she ever needs him. He needs to make sure that isn’t the case.
It isn’t Nia who’s sent him a text, however…
“It’s Magolor.”
Realizing that, Taranza nearly decides the text can wait. He likes Magolor, but it’s probably not an emergency.
However, reading what Magolor actually has to say, his curiosity is piqued.
[Magolor]: You’ll never guess who made a new bestie!
It’s… weird. Taranza is happy for him, don’t get him wrong, but why is he messaging him specifically about it? Wouldn’t it be better for him to message the Star Allies group chat, or…-?
Wait.
[Taranza]: Do you mean who I think you mean?
Susie must notice his concerned expression, because she asks, “Is something wrong?”
“I… don’t know. Apparently Magolor went to see Nia. And it sounds like it went well, but… s- she’s shy. I can’t help but worry.”
“Ah…” Susie says. “I see.”
Another notification. Magolor responds to Taranza’s text.
[Magolor]: Dingdingding! Right on the money! I talked a bit with Nia, and while she was a bit guarded at first, I think I really won her over!
[Magolor]: I guess she just couldn’t resist the good ol’ Magolor charm. I am a very charismatic guy, after all.
Taranza is… cautiously optimistic. While he’s still a bit worried, he doesn’t think Magolor would lie to him about things going well.
And Nia’s been so stressed lately… if she’s really managed to make a friend, that would be wonderful!
[Taranza]: That’s great! I- um- hadn’t realized you were stopping by, but I’m glad it seems to have worked out!
[Magolor]: Hahaha… yeah. It was a bit of a spur of the moment thing. But also another one of my genius ideas! When you get back, ask her all about it. I bet she’ll tell you I’m the COOLEST.
Taranza isn’t sure about that… Nia’s standard for ‘cool’ is pretty darn high… but she still likes him, he supposes! And he’s not cool at all. So it probably doesn’t really matter.
[Taranza]: Hahaha… yeah, I’m sure.
[Taranza]: Um- thank you for reaching out to her! I'm sure she appreciated it.
Admittedly, he’s a little upset Magolor did this without consulting him first… but at the same time, he’s also… weirdly grateful? He hadn’t even had to suggest it to Magolor. He’d gone to see her of his own accord.
[Magolor]: Of course! Any friend of yours is a friend of mine… and I felt bad hearing about everything that happened with Marx. I wanted to see if I could help at least a little.
[Magolor]: And it seems I did! You’re welcome.
[Taranza]: ‘You’re welcome’ indeed. I believe for once you have the right to pat yourself on the back.
“Did… things go well, then?” Susie asks. “You’re smiling.”
“It sounds like it! I’m going to have to check in with Nia herself… but I can’t believe Magolor went to visit her. Isn’t that wonderful!? I mean… I didn’t prompt him to or anything.”
An uncertain expression on Susie’s face. She places a hand on her chin.
“Yeah…- uh, that’s great. But if that’s all, are you ready to get back to discussing your results?”
“Oh! Um… yeah!” Taranza says, sitting up in his seat. “What were they like?”
“Well… your vitamin levels are the same, as are your cholesterol and blood sugar. Your resting heart rate also remains the same… which is good, I suppose, but it’s still at a level where it’s going to seriously strain your heart over time. So, for now, you’re stable, but…-“
“I’m not dying?”
“…Ostensibly. Of course-“
“Well, that’s good news!”
“Taranza,” Susie says, irritated. “I wasn’t finished. You’re not currently dying, no… you’re not even currently deteriorating, but your body still isn’t in a functioning state. It’s going to sustain serious damage as is.”
“I’m… aware,” Taranza says. “But the main purpose of this is to ease our present worries, yes? You know that, for at least a little while, I’ll be fine.”
It’s something he really wishes Susie would stop stressing about. He understands why she’s worried… but it’s not like he’s going to keel over dead tomorrow!
“‘For a little while’ is not a satisfactory result for me,” Susie responds. “I intend to keep you as well as I possibly can. For a start, I have a list of supplements you’re to start taking daily.”
“Y- you’re medicating me!?” Taranza asks. “If Nia sees that, she’ll be worried!”
“She’ll be even more worried if you pass out from exhaustion. If you’re really so concerned about it, find a way to take them without her seeing. And besides… I’m not medicating you, at least not yet. These are just vitamins and such.”
“I’ve already told the Haltworkers to begin preparing them,” she continues. “But in the meantime… come with me. There’s one more thing I want to look at.”
Saying that, she takes Taranza’s hand. She leads him out into the hall and towards a closed door.
He wants to say that he should really be getting back soon… but he has a feeling if he says that he’ll just upset Susie more, so, for now, he bites his tongue.
He’ll… let her do whatever she needs to stop stressing.
Inside the closed-off room is a strange, silvery machine, which sits over another examination table. Taranza is pretty sure he’s seen something like it before, but he doesn’t remember the name offhand.
Luckily, Susie is quick to clarify.
“An X-ray machine,” she says, “…However, not of the typical variety. Whereas most are designed to get a look at the inside of a person’s body, this X-ray machine is designed to capture a photo of a person’s soul.”
H- huh!? Now that Taranza thinks about it, he thinks he does recall Susie mentioning wanting to make something like that to study him, but…-
“You were able to create such a thing so quickly!?”
“What? Like it’s hard?” Susie asks. “It was actually a rather simple device to construct. The only reason we didn’t create something like it sooner is we weren’t given any reason to.”
…As always, Taranza is amazed by Susie’s intelligence and work ethic. She truly is a talented person.
“And don’t worry!” She assures, motioning a hand as a floating screen appears by her side. “It’s been thoroughly tested! Not only did I get scans of dozens of my employees’ souls, but my own as well. See?”
Swiping a finger across the screen, she pulls up exactly that: a collage of photographs, each depicting a glowing yellow orb.
They look similar, overall, to the way he recalls his own soul looking… although there are some minor variations. Some of them appear to have colored cores, while others do not.
He wonders what that could possibly be indicative of… but isn’t given long to think about it.
Susie ushers him over to the examination table, before passing something into his hands.
“Remove everything else and put this on, then lie down,” she instructs. “And if you’d like for me to leave the room while you’re getting ready, I can. Just let me know.”
Glancing down at the hospital gown, Taranza frowns, then nods.
“That would… probably be ideal.”
“Understood,” Susie says. “In that case, just call for me when you’re ready. I’ll be right outside.”
And with that, she heads through the door, closing it behind her.
Taranza is sure not to waste any time. He removes his scarf, his cape, his shirt and his gloves. Then, once he’s completely undressed, he puts on the gown, before calling:
“I’m ready!”
Re-entering the room, Susie says. “Great. Now lie down.”
From there, it’s a pretty routine examination. She covers the lower half of his body with a lead apron, then gets the scans.
Taranza hears a few clicks, but doesn’t feel a thing.
Once Susie is satisfied with her work, she says, “You can get up now. The X-rays should be ready momentarily.”
And when she says momentarily… she means it. She swipes the screen yet again, and then…
Well, there it is. Taranza’s soul.
But it doesn’t look quite like the others Susie showcased. Whereas they’d been perfectly round, his is… distorted. It’s not quite a half-circle, but it’s lopsided… like it tried to reshape itself, to little actual success.
His soul, too, has a core… albeit a much smaller one. Looking at the vibrant purple color, he does think he recalls seeing something similar when Morpho Knight ripped it out.
“Oh!” He says. “Well… that’s not as bad as I expected! I mean… it’s not ideal, obviously, but it does seem to be…” A pause. “Satisfactory.”
Susie shoots him an unamused look.
“Taranza,” she says, “If King Dedede were to get one of his arms sawed off, would you seriously say ‘well, at least it wasn’t both?’”
“O- of course not!” Taranza stammers. “But this is a little differe-“
“It’s really not. People can mysticise it all they want, but at the end of the day, the soul is a body part… and it’s an important one. All of your exhaustion… your body beginning to deteriorate: this is why. Don’t you dare underplay the issue.”
A knot in Taranza’s stomach. He fidgets with his hospital gown.
“Well… what about the purple?” He asks, eager to change the topic. “Um… do you know what that means? Is that also a bad thing, or is it normal?”
“That, at least, is normal, I believe,” Susie responds. “From what I’ve observed, all those with a propensity for one of the four Matter magics tend to have something similar.”
“Ah…” Taranza responds. “And so because I was a powerful Soul magician…”
“Your soul is indicative of that, correct.”
“Is… that good news, at least?” Taranza asks, cautiously optimistic. “Maybe that means I can still use Soul magic!”
“Maybe,” Susie says. “That would certainly be nice, if nothing else. But I have my doubts. Look at how small the core is in comparison to the other examples I showed. What I think is more likely is that Nia is going to develop a sudden propensity for Soul magic… just like she did with Bloom magic.”
“That’s just a little bit different,” Taranza says. “Nia already had a propensity for Soul magic. All Arachnids do.”
“…Which simply means she’s going to be even stronger now. Great.”
Susie lets out a sigh.
“Don’t say that so pessimistically!” Taranza insists. “It’s not a bad thing for her to be strong! It’s not like she’s going to use her magic to hurt anyone again! That’s the last thing she’d want!”
“…I know. However, all the same, it’s only natural to be concerned about anyone, let alone someone who still clearly has some issues, having such strength.”
Taranza glowers.
“But that’s besides the point,” Susie continues. “Ultimately, I don’t care about how strong Nia is. What I care about is this.”
Saying that, she gestures to the screen.
“The state that your soul is currently in is unacceptable. We need to do something about this.”
Starting to pace, she continues, “My first idea was a transplant. After all, like I said: the soul could be considered an organ of sorts. And what you did for Nia more or less proves that it’s possible. She didn’t have enough… life force or whatever, so you served as a donor. So what if we could find a donor for you?”
Taranza… has his concerns.
“How, exactly? Something tells me most people wouldn’t be eager to offer up half of their soul for a stranger.”
“Unfortunately, no. And while we could take one by force, something tells me Pinky wouldn’t like that. And besides… I fear what using a soul from any random person would do. The soul is much like the brain: which is to say an organ, but also what makes us us. If altered recklessly, it could end in catastrophe, which is something I’m not willing to risk. If we were to attempt anything, we’d need to find you a perfect match… a soul that’s already exactly like yours.”
“I’ve tried creating artificial souls, just as a test, but to little avail,” she explains. “No matter what I try, I just can’t get the Matter to bind together.”
‘Of course!’ Taranza thinks. If Susie were to do that, she would be creating life from scratch! She’d become something like a god.
“But that doesn’t mean trying to construct a perfect match is entirely a lost cause. Perhaps, I just need to try harder. Next, I intend to experiment with growing one in an artificial body. That may be what’s necessary for the Matter to bind. Although even if I were successful, these would still remain tests— nothing more. I couldn’t even begin to try and reconstruct a replacement until I knew exactly what your original, complete soul looked like, and unfortunately I don’t have pictures.”
“As such,” Susie continues. “I’ll need you to bring Nia here to be X-rayed. Ideally, if I can see what her soul currently looks like, I’ll be able to work out what the composition of yours once was.”
…Needless to say, Taranza is not a fan of this plan.
“I can’t bring Nia here!” He responds. “She’d have too many questions! She’s not supposed to find out about what happened to my soul, remember?”
“Then give her a different explanation for her visit,” Susie says, unyielding.
“You’re suggesting I lie to her!?”
“Only in theory. It doesn’t have to be a complete fabrication. Tell her I’m interested in researching her, and that a scan of her soul may be the key to finding a way to fix her physical form. After all… its shattered soul is why Fecto Forgo was so unstable, correct? Perhaps it’s the same for her. With luck, I could fix both of you. Wouldn’t that be your dream?”
A pit in Taranza’s stomach. As nice as it sounds… for him to not have to worry about dying, and for Nia’s body to stabilize, it just doesn’t sit right with him. What if…?
“What if it doesn’t work?”
“Pardon?”
”What if it doesn’t work, Susie!? She’d never be able to cope! She wants to be ‘fixed’ so desperately… if this didn’t work out, it would break her heart! And I know what you’re going to say— that you’re sure you can find a way, but you don’t know that. I’m not going to dangle a prospect like that over her head, only to then rip it away! You compared her to Fecto Forgo, but I don’t know if those situations are as similar as you’re making it out to be! That thing was melting! Nia is just shifting! And Hyness said that he thinks her condition is a result of her steali-“
“Who cares what Hyness said!? He doesn’t know what he’s talking about! I’m not going to look at two situations where someone only has half a soul and assume there’s no correlation! And even on the off-chance I can’t do something… do you really think that means it’s not worth trying? If you asked her, I bet she’d want to see if she could be helped. Are you really willing to steal that opportunity from her?”
Taranza hates the way she words it.
“It’s not…- I wouldn’t…- I’m not stealing anything from her! I just don’t want to make any false promises! And I don’t want her to get the idea that she needs to be ‘fixed’ in her head! Maybe she will be like this forever… I don’t know! But if that’s the case, that’s fine! I still love her, just the way she is!”
“Does she love herself, though? If she’s miserable, there’s only so much you can do! I don’t think it’s ridiculous to at least try and give her some hope!”
“Oh, like you care!” Taranza growls. “Stop with the altruistic act! I know you don’t care about this…- about Nia’s feelings! You’ve made it more than clear you don’t even like her!”
A moment of uncomfortable silence… and an immediate lump in Taranza’s throat. He didn’t mean to come across so harsh— let alone shout.
But Taranza doesn’t back down. He’s right, isn’t he? Susie doesn’t particularly like Nia. That much is evident. She thinks that what’s happening to him is her fault… even though Nia never once asked for any of this.
And so, Taranza simply stares, lip quivering.
Susie appears ready to speak, for a moment, but ultimately doesn’t argue with him.
Instead, sighing, she says, “…Fine. I see how it is. You’re not interested in having this conversation right now. I get it. I’m really, really asking you to at least consider it, but if you refuse, that’s… fine. I’ll find a way to fix this with or without her involvement.”
“But… that’s all I really had to discuss. I’m taking it you’d like to leave now that we’ve gotten that out of the way? You need to get back to her, after all.”
“I do, actually,” he says. “I should really check in on her and make sure she’s doing okay after her conversation with Magolor.”
“…Right,” Susie says. “Well, in that case, I’ll see you next week. Take care.”
There’s no warmth to those words. They’re not cold, but they are clinical. Susie speaks to him as if she really is just his doctor.
She’s upset with him, clearly, but he doesn’t know what else to say. He’s not going to back down on this. It doesn’t matter how much more important Susie thinks his life is compared to Nia’s.
He doesn’t regret his decision, and he’s not risking her peace of mind.
“…See you next week,” he says.
And with that, there’s nothing else to discuss. Susie allows him to grab his clothes, then depart. He makes his way out into the eerie halls of the Haltmann Works Company headquarters.
His chest feels heavy, and as he dwells more and more on what just happened, he wonders what he’s going to do.
He knows that Susie feels like he’s destroying himself… but how does he convince her that that’s something she might not be able to fix… and how does he convince her that’s not Nia’s fault?
…He doesn’t know. And that makes him scared for Nia and Susie both.
Notes:
...Sorry this chapter is also going up late. I've had a crazy few weeks. The good news is this chapter isn't going up late because of /bad/ reasons like last chapter, at least, but I'm still busy and exhausted. Glad to finally have it up, though!
And... hey, like I promised: something good actually happened to Nia in this chapter! She made a friend! Perhaps her first /definitive/ new friend, even, considering her dynamic with MK is still pretty distant. So that's good!
I'm glad. I've been wanting to have her finally start with connecting with others more for a while... and for once, an attempt didn't explode in her face. She and Magolor were able to bond once she realized they're not quite as different as she thought. Although I definitely think there's something interesting and still a bit sad to note about how she's slowly becoming able to open up about her feelings to others, but not Taranza. She's still too afraid of troubling him.
It was cool getting to touch on the 'eye in Magolor's mouth' headcanon. It's one I've had for a while... but I believe this is the first time I've been able to showcase it in fic! Nia's reaction to it was also very fun to write. I always love showcasing that she's still a bit mean and shallow, even if she doesn't /want/ to be. She still doesn't like 'ugly' people... even now. That's one of the reasons she's so mean to herself, after all.
It was also nice to get to touch on Magolor and Nia both being trans. It's not my first time elaborating on either headcanon (trans Magolor is alluded to in my bigender Taranza fic, and (Joro)nia being trans is a major plot point in Cicada Days) but it is the first time I've gotten to elaborate on them more in /this/ fic, so that's fun! Especially because... well, I /do/ think her gender plays into the ways Nia is struggling with her body dysmorphia. How couldn't it?
But now she's met someone with similar struggles... and so maybe, just maybe, that can help her a bit.
Although, of course, something good happening to Nia doesn't mean this chapter went /all/ well. Things are evidently still tense between Taranza and Susie... and now that Magolor is also getting along with Nia... well, it remains to be seen just how Susie will react to that.
But that's stuff for next chapter, which will be up in two weeks! For now, I hope you enjoyed. Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll see you again soon!
Chapter 18: you both love me, and I love both of you
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The good news is that Magolor was telling the truth: Nia made a friend.
The bad news is that Taranza thinks he may be losing one.
Things are different between him and Susie after that… and not in a good way. She continues to check in regarding his health, but the detached demeanor remains. Warily, she keeps her distance.
She reminds him of the Susie he first met all of those years ago. Who was hurting. Who didn’t trust him. Who…
Well, who reminded him a lot of someone he hadn’t been able to help. Who he’d wanted to do better by.
And it hurts, but it’s a situation he’s not sure how to navigate. What is he supposed to say to her to ease her anger? It’s not like he can go back on his decision! Or like he would if he could! He’s glad Nia’s here! Why can’t Susie just be happy for him?
He doesn’t want to think about it too much, but it’s getting difficult at this point. For how long does he have to tell himself to just give her a little more time? That, surely, she’ll come around soon?
He doesn’t know, and that frightens him.
But he still tries to believe, because he doesn’t know what he’s going to do if he can’t. And that’s what leads to what happens next…
To Susie’s inevitable outburst.
Because here’s the thing: Taranza should know better than to say yes when Magolor calls him, asking him if he and Nia would like to hang with him and Susie. He should know they can’t be around one another… that it will just exacerbate their stress more.
But some little, selfish part of him can’t help but think…
”What if?”
Because, after all, it would be Susie’s first time encountering Nia since the latter befriended Magolor… and what if that changes things? She’s so concerned about— unable to trust— Nia because she fears Taranza sees her through rose-tinted glasses, correct? Well, the same can’t be said for him. If he can trust Nia— see her worth— then maybe Susie can begin to as well.
After all… Magolor isn’t stupid. As much as she and Taranza make jokes at his expense, Susie knows that. She’d never doubt that he cares about Taranza every bit as much as she does… and that he’d never be willing to befriend someone he saw as a threat to him.
Surely that can serve as some reassurance.
Of course, Taranza is sure to ask for Nia’s opinion, too, before agreeing to anything… but, ultimately, she says that she supposes she can try. She’s still a bit nervous, but admits that it would be nice to talk with Magolor again… and that, as long as it’s something lowkey, she’s sure she can handle it.
Taranza is relieved. This will be the first time he’s gotten her to leave the castle since the incident with Marx, and that’s a good sign.
He floats up, giving her forehead a kiss. Then, pulling away, he promises they’ll have a nice time.
It’s not anything overly grand Magolor has planned, after all. He just wants to ‘chill’ aboard the Lor Starcutter— toss on a movie, maybe play some games. It’s something that should be easy and low stakes.
Should be.
To Susie’s credit, however, things are innocuous enough… at least initially. Perhaps her antennae pin back just slightly when she sees Nia, but she greets her cordially, and she does the same for Taranza. To someone who didn’t know better, it would be unclear they even had an argument.
…Magolor raises a brow, slightly, at the almost obligatory politeness to her tone, but he doesn’t ask questions. He may love his gossip… but only when the situation isn’t serious… and, wisely, he decides this is a sleeping Grizzo he’d rather not poke.
Instead, bowing, he says, “Welcome back to my awesome home, dudes and dudettes! You ready for a night of fun? Great, ‘cause I’ve already got everything set up! Just follow me down to the lounge.”
The lounge— also occasionally referred to as Magolor’s ‘gamer pad’ is one of many rooms found in the Lor Starcutter’s lower level. Relatively small, but still cozy, it’s more dimly lit than the rest of the ship, and has both a worn couch and beanbags for visitors to sit on.
Much like the majority of the rooms in the Lor Starcutter, a large screen can be found, making up the front-facing wall. However, whereas other screens are typically used for things such as research or piloting the ship, this one is mostly just used to stream video.
A few scattered controllers can be found throughout— thoughtlessly tossed on the couch or lying on the floor. Other than that, though, it’s not particularly messy. More than anything, it just feels lived in.
Eager to impress, Magolor has set up a snack table. He tells the others that they can help themselves to anything they’d like, and that if they need a drink, soda, energy drinks, canned coffee and tea can be found in the mini-fridge.
Taranza can recall how, initially, he only stocked the former two drinks. However, once he realized he’d made friends with slightly better habits than his own, he started keeping their favorites on hand. Taranza is pretty sure he even has juice and Pep Brew stashed away somewhere for when Kirby visits.
“I wouldn’t mind an iced tea, actually,” he says.
“You’ve got it!” Magolor says, cracking open the fridge. “One iced tea: coming right up!”
And, in one swift motion, he tosses the drink towards Taranza… who just barely manages to catch it.
Nia stares, rather wide-eyed… and Taranza wonders if she’d expected Magolor to pull out more traditional tea— which is to say something that would make a complete mess if flung across the room. Taranza knows he certainly didn’t understand the concept of canning it when it first came up.
He pops it open, taking a sip, before asking, “Do you want anything? He has plenty to share.”
Absentmindedly, Nia’s fingers brush against her mask.
“No thank you,” she says.
Ahh… that makes sense.
Still, Magolor tries his best to make her feel welcome.
“Well, if you change your mind, just let me know! And feel free to help yourself to any snacks. If none of this is to your liking, I’ve got more stuff stashed away elsewhere. Would you like cookies? Ramen? Ice cream?”
Once more, Nia shakes her head.
“Not currently, no.”
“Fair enough, I suppose!” Magolor responds… before turning towards Susie. “Do you want me to grab ice cream? You know I keep strawberry flavor on hand just for occasions like t-”
“No thank you.”
At that, Magolor gives pause… and Taranza does, too.
It’s one thing for Nia to turn down the offer. Unfortunately, she just isn’t comfortable with removing her mask in front of people… that’s an established fact. But Susie? She never turns her nose up at that kind of thing! At least not when it’s just her and her friends.
Is… she seriously in that bad of a mood? Because of him?
No, surely not.
But Taranza’s stomach churns as he leads Nia over to the couch… and he doesn’t dare crack a joke like he might otherwise in this situation. If it weren’t for the uneasy feeling, he’d smile… look over at Magolor and sneer, “What? Not going to offer me any?”
But now’s clearly not the time.
And his concern for Susie only grows as the group takes their seats. Whereas Susie would usually sit beside him on the couch, today she chooses to lounge on a beanbag chair, despite the fact that there’s still plenty of room for her.
She shoots Taranza and Nia a quick glance, then looks away.
Taranza stares. He wants to say something, but he wouldn’t know where to begin. What does Susie want from him!? He’s not going to apologize for bringing Nia here! She deserves to be a member of the group just as much as anyone else!
Still, he bites down on his lip… hard.
Magolor, at least, doesn’t seem to be feeling uncomfortable. As he sits in a beanbag chair of his own, he flicks on the screen, before asking, “You guys in the mood to watch anything in particular?”
“Oh! Um… no, I don’t believe I have anything in mind. What about you, Nia?”
“I’m the last person you should be asking about this. I’m not familiar with any of this stuff.”
“Well, someone’s gotta pick!” Magolor says. “Unless you want me to put on another ‘cringefail anime?’”
Taranza groans, covering his face with his hands.
“...Please don’t.”
He respects the art of animation, of course, but Magolor is always choosing the weirdest things. Last time it was some kind of incomprehensible story about bizarrely dressed teenagers in a timeloop? At least… Taranza thinks? He kind of lost the plot about halfway through.
“How about this, then?” Magolor offers, looking at Nia. “I open Haltflix and hand you the remote, then you pick something out? That way, it doesn’t matter whether or not you’re familiar. It’ll have descriptions for everything… so just choose whatever sounds appealing.”
“Oh,” Nia says, “Should I really be the one to…-?”
“Of course!” Magolor interjects. “You’re the one who’s new here! And I said I wanted to help you find a favorite movie, so get to it!”
Magolor presses a few buttons before tossing the remote to Nia.
She seems shocked, but catches it nevertheless.
Taranza leans over, helping her figure out how to use it. And as she scrolls past movie after movie, Magolor comments. He lets her know what’s ‘good…’ what’s ‘bad…’ what he has seen and what he hasn’t.
Susie, meanwhile, stares at her phone.
Taranza tries not to let himself be too bothered by that.
Eventually, Nia picks something out. It’s a movie about a group of friends getting trapped on a derelict ocean liner, only to experience an odd sense of deja vu. Taranza hasn’t seen it before, but Magolor assures her she’s made a good choice. It’s a ‘cult classic,’ after all!
And things go well, mostly, as they watch it. While it takes Nia a little while to relax, once she has, she actually seems to be enjoying herself somewhat… and Taranza feels comfortable nestled against her chest. He could just about drift off.
At least… if it weren’t for Susie’s pointed gaze. He can feel her observing him, and her apprehension is disquieting, to say the least. It feels as if she’s waiting for something bad to happen… as if him merely experiencing fatigue is just another sign he’s slowly dying.
He’s not dying! And even if he were… he’s happy. Why can’t she see that? This is the most content he’s been in a long, long time. He’s with all of the people he cares about most!
…He just wishes those people would get along. That they could see past him and whatever drama he causes,
Magolor, at least, seems to be in good spirits. After all, not only does he not know about Taranza’s sacrifice, but he’s on good terms with Nia. As the movie plays, the two of them strike up a conversation. He cracks the occasional joke, commenting on what’s going on, and although she doesn’t laugh, she lets out an exhale.
It’s… nice. To see her actually kind of getting along with someone. Taranza had been hesitant— concerned that Magolor was just exaggerating when he said he’d managed to befriend her, but… no! She’d spoken fondly of their encounter afterwards, and now, it seems like she can almost let her guard down around him.
… Almost.
But she, Taranza and Magolor aren’t alone, and she’s aware of that, too.
She can tell Susie is staring… and although she seems to start to relax occasionally, it never lasts long. The discomfort and shame always returns. Her body shifts, and she fidgets with her hands.
Susie fidgets, too. Antennae twitching— a nervous tic— she glances from the screen, to Taranza and Nia, then towards her phone. She takes a deep breath.
Taranza does the same. He bites down on his lip, trying desperately to ignore the quiet tension. Perhaps if he pretends it isn’t there, it will go away. Perhaps Susie will stop looking so uncertain, and Nia will stop looking so self-conscious.
But, of course… that’s not what happens. Although he squeezes Nia’s hand, mouthing ‘ignore it’ when Susie looks his way… and although she tries her best to, eventually the boat tips.
Nia makes a remark about the movie. Magolor snickers in response. Taranza leans into Nia’s embrace. And as they do…-
Susie bolts to her feet, fists balled and posture rigid.
“I… think I need to go, actually.”
“Huh!?” Magolor asks. “What? Do you not like the movie? But we haven’t even gotten to the best part!”
But Susie doesn’t answer his question. Instead, simply marching towards the door, she murmurs, “…I’m sorry.”
“S- Susie!” Taranza insists, sitting up. “Please don’t go! I…- I’m sure whatever’s on your mind…- it’ll be okay. We can-“
“Don’t act so clueless! You know what’s on my mind, and it won’t be okay. I’m tired of pretending it is. Of acting as if literally any of this is acceptable!”
Nia tenses.
Voice strained, she asks, “Is this about… me?”
Susie’s gaze meets hers.
“Yes, it’s about you, but that’s not all. It’s about…- it’s about everything! But I wouldn’t expect you to understand, so stay out of it.”
“H- hey!” Taranza stammers. “Don’t talk to her like that! I know you’re upset, Susie, but-“
“No. I’m not having this conversation,” Susie says, continuing her march. The automatic doors open. “I’m not your first concern here, and don’t pretend I am.”
“I- if it’s really such a problem…-“ Nia says. “Maybe I can go. T- Taranza was supposed to be spending time with his friends. I…- I can go back to the castle… or I can sit in the other room until you’re done.”
“What!?” Magolor asks, shaking his head. “No!”
“Nia, I’m not letting you go back to the castle all alone, let alone letting you sit in the other room as if you’re not wanted,” Taranza says firmly. “Don’t even suggest such a thing.”
“Yeah. Listen to them,” Susie says. “Clearly you are wanted, and so don’t interfere with things you don’t understand.”
As an antennae sprouts from Nia’s forehead, she asks:
“W- what do you want from me, then!? I’m not just going to let you stomp out of here when that’s going to upset Taranza!
“What do I want?” Susie asks. “Since when did what I wanted even matter!? If it did, you wouldn’t even be here!”
Nia freezes. Taranza feels a spike of panic.
”Susie!” he reprimands.
“What!?” She replies. “It’s true, isn’t it!? I begged you not to do this! Everyone did! We told you, repeatedly, that it was a bad idea… that you shouldn’t go to confront a god for a woman who’s long dead. But you didn’t listen to us, did you!? She was too important!”
“What does it matter!?” Taranza sputters, “I- it’s not like I was hurt! Everything worked out! I’m fine! The best I’ve ever been!”
For a moment, he’s terrified Susie’s going to call his bluff… and as her eyes narrow, he’s pretty sure she genuinely considers it.
But, ultimately, simply glaring, she murmurs, “Are you now? Because I disagree! Even if nothing bad happened during that fight, that doesn’t mean anything’s okay. You’re still treating your life like it’s worthless!”
“W- what!? No I’m not!”
“Yes you are! You put yourself in danger for her! You’re stressing yourself out for her! You’re under pressure and you’re stretching yourself thin! When that’s the last thing you need right now! But that doesn’t matter to you! Nothing matters to you! Not your friends… not your hobbies… not even your own wellbeing! It’s all about her, her. her! She’s all I’ve heard you talk about since you came back!”
Taranza’s chest tightens. He stares.
“W…- well of course,” he says. “She’s…-“
His voice peters off. He can’t find the words.
And so someone else responds.
“Okay, no. Don’t you dare speak to him like that! Maybe you’re right… maybe it is a bad thing I’m here, and maybe I’m not worth all of the pain Taranza has put himself through… but you don’t get to tell him how to feel! If you want to yell at someone, yell at me! Do you really think treating him like a fool is going to make him feel any better!? Or are you just mad you’re not his first priority anymore!? Because guess what!? That’s selfish! And from someone who I thought was a good friend to him, I expected better! Is this really what he’s been dealing with while I was gone!? I thought he had people taking care of him! Not people who‘d berate him, just like I did!”
Nia’s voice cracks. Her body grows.
“I know you probably think I don’t deserve to be alive… and I know you probably wish someone deserving of it like your father had been resurrected instead… but I’m sorry, that’s not what happened! Everyone is stuck with me! And if you’re just interested in making everything worse for Taranza while he’s already dealing with that, then maybe you actually have the right idea. Get out!”
Voice a ragged scream, she points a finger. Wings burst from her back. She pants for breath.
Susie stands, petrified, for just the briefest moment… but then she turns, and letting out a strained laugh, she says:
“…I’ll do just that. Enjoy your happy ending, Taranza… and so much for not sharing each other’s secrets.”
And just like that, she’s gone.
Taranza’s head spins… and briefly, he wonders if that’s a threat. However, seeing as how she didn’t reveal his secret then and there… probably not.
She’s upset that Nia brought up her father, isn’t she? Assuming that Taranza told her about him? But that’s not the case at all… Kirby is the one who mentioned it!
Not that that matters. Not only does Susie not know that, but that’s far from the only thing she’s upset about. She exploded on Taranza over… well, just about everything, really. And now she’s…-
Where is she even going!?
“Susie!” He calls. “Wait!”
But it’s far too late for that. She’s already long gone.
“I’m sorry…” Nia hiccups, face buried in her hands. “I…- I didn’t mean to upset her that much! It just…- it made me so angry! Hearing her talk about you that way! I had to say something!”
“Hey… it’s okay,” Taranza says, placing a hand on her shoulder. “It’s not your fault. I don’t think you’re what she’s most upset about.”
“S- seriously!?. Nia asks, tensing. “She said she wishes I weren’t here! T- that you’re stressed out and that you don’t have time for your friends and-“
“Nia,” Taranza says, “She was wrong about all of that. You deserve to be here… if I’m stressed, it’s not your fault. And if my friends feel as if I haven’t been making time for them…-“
His heart sinks,
“Well, that’s on me.”
By now, Magolor has risen from his bean bag chair. He makes his way over towards the door.
“I- uh… should probably follow her,” he says. “I don’t think I’ve ever heard her shout like that before… I’m going to go make sure she’s alright. Will the two of you be okay alo-?”
“N- no. I should be the one to check on her.”
“…Huh?”
“I’m the one she’s upset with, right!?” Taranza asks. “I… it’s my job to talk with her. If I follow her, can you…-?”
His voice peters off. A pit in his stomach. He really, really doesn’t want to leave Nia’s side right now… especially not listening to her cry.
But what else can he do? Susie is hurting, too, and he can’t just turn his back on her. Not when he’s the reason for her pain.
“Can you… can you stay here with Nia? And… Nia, would you be alright staying here with Magolor?”
His voice cracks. A wave of guilt.
“I- I promise I’ll be right back,” he adds on. “And so please don’t be worried. I’ll-“
“I- it’s fine…” Nia says, sniffling. “Go talk to her. You don’t need to ask me for permission. Just… don’t let her talk to you that way again. Please..
“I… won’t,” Taranza says. “And I won’t let her say anything like that about you, either. After I’m back— and I will be back, alright?— We can talk about all this. We can talk about what we’re going to do. We can… talk about Susie.”
“Because I don’t want her saying things like that about you,” he continues. “Not ever. I don’t want anyone making you feel like you’re unwanted or a burden… you’re my soulmate, and my life is so much better with you in it. But I also don’t think she…-“ a pause. “I don’t think she really believes those things she said. I think she’s just… upset. And I at least want to try and talk with her.”
Nia nods.
“I…- I understand,” she hiccups. “You should go… before she gets far.”
“…I should,” Taranza admits, rising from his seat. Although he stops for just one brief moment more to give Nia a kiss on the forehead, reaching out for her hand and squeezing it tight.
“I love you so, so much,” he assures. “And I’ll talk to you soon. Everything will be alright, okay…? I’ll make sure of it.”
He isn’t sure if Nia believes him when he says that… but she nods nevertheless.
Taking a deep, shaky breath, he pulls away.
“You two stay here,” he instructs. “I’ll… take care of this. Or I’ll try, at least. Please don’t worry too much.”
And then, he’s gone. He makes his way out the door before he can dare have second thoughts.
He doesn’t know if he’s doing the right thing. Even if she gave him permission, he feels like he’s abandoning Nia, and he doesn’t want that. But he… doesn’t want to abandon Susie, either. She’s also his dear friend.
“Susie!” He calls, cupping his mouth with his hands. “W- where are you,? Can we please talk?”
But it yields no response. The corridors of the Lor Starcutter are silent, and he worries perhaps he’s too late.
His vision blurs. Is it with tears or from exhaustion? He doesn’t know… but it’s so very difficult to breathe. His head feels light. His hands are shaky. It’s as if he’s half-ready to collapse then and there.
But he doesn’t collapse. He won’t allow it. He continues to shout, even if that means pushing himself to his limit… and there on the deck of the ship…-
“Susie!”
He finds her.
She doesn’t stop, though, even as he calls her name. She continues her march… back turned on him and shoulders tense.
He dashes towards her, reaching for her hand. Desperately, he tugs at it.
“W- wait!” He pleads. “Please… can we talk!? I- I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to upset you! I just don’t…- if something’s bothering you, you need to tell me! I can’t-“
“Why are you here?”
“W… what? I just said-“
“That you want to talk? Why? Is that really your first concern right now? What about Nia? Didn’t cold, mean Susie hurt her feelings? Are you not worried, all of a sudden? What happened to needing to be there for her?”
“Y- yes, I’m worried about her!” He says. “And I really don’t think there’s anything so wrong with that! But I’m worried about you, too!”
“…That’s new,” Susie says, scoffing. “And here I thought you didn’t care about things like that anymore. You certainly didn’t seem all that concerned when I spent the last several weeks stressed out of my mind. You and Magolor… you were having fun just now! Like you didn’t even notice. You clearly didn’t need me, and so what was the point of staying!?”
“It’s not that I didn’t…- I noticed! I just didn’t know what to…- nothing I could say was going to help any! And either way, I wasn’t going to have that conversation in front of Nia! She doesn’t need to be involved in any of this. She can’t be.”
“I bet you’re pretty unhappy with me, then, huh? I just haddddd to explode on her.”
“Susie-“
“Let it be known, though, that I tried to leave peacefully. She’s the one who insisted on interfering. She wanted an explanation, and so I gave her one!”
”Susie!” Taranza repeats, more firmly this time. “I’m not upset with you! Or I am… but I’m not angry! I just wish you would stop regarding her that way! You know this wasn’t a one time instance. You’ve been cold to Nia ever since she was resurrected. That’s not fair!”
“And any of this is fair to me!?” Susie asks. “I’m the one who has to live with the knowledge of what you did. Who’s been worried sick about you, even before I was aware of all that. And don’t say I had no reason to be! I still remember when you were at your worst, Taranza! The awful things you’d say about yourself. She was so, so cruel to you… and even if she’s ‘different’ now, is that really something I’m just supposed to forget about!? Just…- just ignore, while the three of you act like none of that ever happened!?.
”Yes!” Taranza cries. “Because it’s not just…- it’s not just that she’s different now! That wasn’t her, period. Someone else made her behave that way! I wish you would understand that. She’s important to me. More important than anything. You can’t keep saying things like that! To her or to me!”
“Or what!?” Susie asks. “You’ll get rid of me!? I guess that is where your priorities would lie. She comes above everything else, doesn’t she? That’s why you told her all about my life!”
“No!. Taranza says. “I didn’t tell her anything… I swear! Do you really think I would do that!? Kirby is the one who mentioned your father to her, and he didn’t go into detail. She asked, afterwards, but I didn’t tell her! I said that was a conversation to have with you… your personal business. And I’m not okay with the fact that she used that as a comeback against you! But you need to understand that she’s sensitive… even if you haven’t been openly hostile until now, she’s picked up on the way that you think about her. Of course she lashed out! And I’ll talk to her about it later, but-“
“No. There’s no point.”
“Pardon?”
“I’m not having this conversation! It doesn’t matter. Nothing matters. Why talk to her about it? Why try to salvage this? My best friend… he’s already as good as gone!”
Saying that, she tears her hand away from Taranza. She starts to storm past him… although he follows after.
“What do you mean!?” He asks. “I already told you: I’m not going to die! At least not any time soon! Please stop stressing about that! I’m fine. I’m not going anywhere. My quality of life just might be a little-“
“That’s not what I mean.”
“…What?”
“You are going to die… and maybe sooner than you think, but that’s not all I mean when I say that my best friend is gone. What I mean is that he clearly has more important things to worry about now than me. That I’m not really much of a ‘best friend’ to him anymore.”
A lump in Taranza’s throat. He shakes his head.
“…Susie-“
“And who could blame him!? It’s not like he needs someone like me! He already has his real most important person back… who he’s known so much longer than me. I should just get out of the picture before I wound her delicate feelings. It’s not like you and I even have much in common anymore.”
“What do you mean!?”
“You remember it… right? How we bonded? You understood what it felt like! My grief! And I thought I understood yours! But now, none of that is relevant. You have the person you lost back. And I’m still here, more alone than ever.”
“…And so what!? You’re jealous!? You wish Nia was still dead!? It’s not like she returned without sacrifice!”
“I know. Oh, I know! That’s just another part of the problem! Not only did my best friend throw his life away like it was nothing, because apparently what he had before wasn’t good enough for him, but now I know that I’m nothing like him! That I’d never, in a million years, make the same sacrifice as him. Do you know how terrible that makes me feel!?”
Susie’s voice cracks. She lets out a frustrated whimper.
“I was the same as you. I also murdered someone I cared about. And as much as I hate you for making the decision you did, I hate myself too for not being willing to do the same. I don’t just feel worthless as a friend. I feel worthless as a daughter!”
“Susie!” Taranza says, horrified. “You’re not worthless… as a friend or a daughter! I still care about you, whether you believe it or not. I’d never want to get rid of you. And as for the situation with your father… that doesn’t make you terrible! He wouldn’t want you to make the same decision I did… and I wouldn’t want you to, either! That’s why I told you about all of this! I didn’t want you to put yourself in harm’s way!”
He can’t believe that that’s been weighing on her. He knew she had to be stressed over him, of course… but over her father, too?
He didn’t even notice.
A pang of guilt. He’s always been good at reading Susie. How did he miss something so harrowing?
…Is it because he’s been occupied with Nia? Did he not make any time for Susie and her pain?
He thinks, in part, that was deliberate. Not… ignoring Susie, but ignoring her suffering. Taranza didn’t want to think about it. He looked away.
But that didn’t actually help her any. It just made her feel worse.
…He never even once stopped to ask her if she was doing okay.
No wonder she’s upset.
“But it’s okay when you put yourself in harms way?” She asks, voice hushed and bitter. “No one would have wanted this for you, either! Not me. Not Magolor. Not even Nia, if what you’ve told me about her can be believed!”
“…I know-“ Taranza says.
“No! I don’t think you do know. If you did, you wouldn’t have thrown your life away like that! Other people need you! I need you, and it’s like you don’t even care! Why!? Were you not happy before! Were we not good enough!? What could we have done differently!?”
There’s an uncharacteristic franticness to her voice… a desperation and helplessness he’s not used to coming from Susie.
Even just hearing it, his heart sinks.
“Susie…- it’s not that…- this isn’t your fault! I was happy before! Please don’t doubt that! I was so, so happy with just you and Magolor, but…-“
He drifts off— looking towards the ground.
“This wasn’t just about my happiness. It was about Nia’s, too. I stole everything from her. Knowing I could give her a second chance… well, I practically owed it to her!”
“And that’s different from the situation with my father how!?”
“I…- I don’t know,” Taranza says, frowning, “…I don’t know how it’s different. I just know that I wouldn’t want you to make the same decision as me… and maybe that’s selfish, but… either way, I’m not going to regret what I did! I’m sorry, though. That it’s put so much stress on you. I never, ever meant to hurt you. And… and I need you too.”
“You’re the reason I’m even here right now,” he continues. “I think that… without you, I couldn’t have done it. I couldn’t have defeated Morpho Knight. The fight wasn’t nearly as easy as I made it out to be. At one point I… I really thought that I was going to die. But then I thought about you… about how that would make you feel, and that gave me the strength I needed to push through. I didn’t want you to lose me like that.”
“And… I know, in a way that’s what I ended up doing anyways,” he says, shaking his head, “But not because I wanted to hurt or abandon you. I’d never want that. You’re… precious to me, Susie. Why do you think I’ve tried so hard to make this work? Even though you and Nia don’t get along?”
He blinks back tears.
“It’s because I need you. I need you both. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t be making this effort… and so please don’t doubt that. I’m sorry if I made you feel unimportant. That was never my intention. And I’ll try harder… I promise. To make time for you. To not make you feel like you’re not a priority.”
“But I’m begging you,” he says. “Please… try too. To give Nia a sincere chance. It would mean so, so much to me. I know you’re upset about what I’ve done… but none of it is her fault. It’s like you said: she wouldn’t want this, either. And… I think you’d get along— I really do— if you just gave it a shot.”
Susie’s antennae pin back.
“…You remind me of each other, you know,” Taranza continues. “You’re both so…- so driven! You both set your mind to something, and you see it through. And some people might see that as stubbornness… but it’s not because you don’t care. It’s because you do care. You care so, so much. About things. And about people.”
“And… and that’s not all!” He says. “You’re both so talented! It amazes me! The things that you can do when you just try! And you don’t give yourself enough credit for that sometimes, but your accomplishments are mindblowing. I… I can still hardly believe two people like you are willing to make time for someone like me.”
“But that’s the thing!” He says. “You’re both so kind! Maybe not to everyone… but to the people who deserve it? You are. You’ve… spent the last few weeks so concerned about me. And ever since I returned her to life, Nia has done the same. You just want me to be okay… and I appreciate that more than I could put into words. You’re so much more loving than people give you credit for.”
“Which is… another thing,” he says. “Others… they don’t understand you. Maybe that’s why you can’t understand each other. So many people seem to think that you’re cold… or cruel, and so many people believe the same thing about Nia, but they’re wrong! Neither of you are! And you don’t deserve that doubt… or any of the grief people have given you. You don’t deserve the hurt you’ve been put through in general.”
“And you have been hurt. So, so much,” he whispers. “And it breaks my heart. You’ve both suffered immensely, and you’re both so strong. But you also feel like you have to carry those burdens alone, and I wish you wouldn’t. You don’t need to hide that you’re hurting because you’re afraid of being judged or burdening others. Or at least… you don’t have to around me, and I like to think that’s something you both know.”
“But… in a perfect world, I want you to feel that way about each other, too,” he says. “Nia needs a friend like you… someone who understands. And… I think you could if you just listened to her. You’ve… always reminded me of her. From the very beginning. So desperately I wanted to do right by you, because that’s what I couldn’t do for her. I wanted to alleviate your suffering. To not let someone who needed me fall through the cracks again.”
“But now… just maybe, I can do right by her as well,” he continues. “…Finally, after all this time. But I don’t think I can do it alone… and so please… give her a real, sincere chance. Not just because it’s what I want, but because…” a pause. He tugs at his scarf. “Don’t you remember what it’s like? To be alone and scared and for your wounds to be so fresh? It hurt, didn’t it? It took you so long to find a new normal. And at the time, you weren’t sure you could move on at all.”
He reaches out for one of Susie’s hands.
“Be an example for her, Susie. Show her things can get better. You’re right about one thing: I likely won’t be here forever… and when that day comes, I don’t want either of you to be alone. I want you to have someone who can share your grief. Who will help you. If I knew you could have that, well…-“
A bittersweet smile.
“I’d feel so much more at peace.”
Susie is quiet for a long moment. She takes Taranza’s words in, brow furrowed.
When she speaks, her voice is hushed.
“But I… I don’t want a world with just her, Taranza. I want a world with you. You’re not something that can be replaced!”
“I know. And I’m not saying I am. But… maybe in time, she could become something irreplaceable, too. Maybe you could make another true friend. You both care about me deeply, and so start there. That’s not something for you to fight over. It’s a reason to bond.”
“And please don’t worry about me too much,” he continues. “For now, I’m here. I’m not going anywhere yet, Susie… and so please don’t cry. Everything will be okay. You won’t have to worry about any of that for a long, long time.”
“But what if-?”
“No,” Taranza says, shaking his head. “I’m here. Nothing can change that. And I’ll prove it.”
Carefully, he pulls Susie into a hug, squeezing her.
“Can’t you feel it?” He asks. “My breathing? My heartbeat? My warmth? I’m here, at least in this moment, and I like to think I’ll still be here for quite a while. I… still have so much to take care of, after all. I’m not dying when it would leave either of you so alone.”
“…That’s not within your control, you know,” Susie whispers.
“Yeah… maybe not. But I’m here right now all the same.”
Taking a deep, shaky breath, Susie leans into his hug. She clings tight to his back.
“…You’re here,” she repeats.
“I am. And as long as that’s the case, I’m not getting rid of or abandoning you… and so please don’t worry about that. You’re irreplaceable, too. Just like Nia is. You’re both so, so important to me. I need you here.”
“And… you really mean that?”
“Of course I mean that. With all of my heart.”
He’s not sure how long they stay hugging. A minute passes, then two. No words are said, but when Susie finally pulls away, her breathing is slightly more even.
“…Right, then,” she says. “I… apologize for doubting you. I didn’t mean to lash out, but-“
“No, Susie. It’s okay,” Taranza assures. “I understand. I haven’t exactly been the most communicative lately, and I apologize.”
“…Mmmmmm. Still, I’d like to apologize as well, and I… will consider your request. Sincerely, I mean. Perhaps you’re right. Perhaps I haven’t been listening to what you’ve been saying about Nia. Although I believe I’ll need some time to think my words through before I encounter her again. Is that fine?”
“Of course,” Taranza says. “Take as long as you need. Does that mean that… you’re still going, then?”
Susie shifts uncomfortably.
“I believe so,” she says. “I’m just not ready to return to that environment. Give the others my apology. Tell them there’s no need to stress.”
“I will,” Taranza says. “Which… I suppose means it’s time to say goodbye for now, huh?”
A melancholy atmosphere. Susie’s antennae pin back.
“It seems so.”
”Not forever, though,” Taranza reiterates. “I’ll talk to you again soon. Please… take care, okay? And thank you. For considering my request.”
“…Of course,” Susie says. “Anything for you.”
“Not just for me. For you, too. I really do believe this will be for the best. Nia is… a wonderful person. You’ll love her, and I just know she’ll love you, too. Who wouldn’t , after all?”
Saying that, he pulls Susie in for one last quick hug. Then, he pulls away.
It seems there’s nothing else left to discuss.
They exchange one final set of farewells, and then Susie continues her departure. She exits the Lor Starcutter, leaving Taranza alone.
He does worry for her just a little bit. It would be hard not to after such a heavy conversation. But… he has a feeling she needs to take some time to cool down, and that’s just fine. He thinks that now that they’ve had a heart to heart, things won’t be nearly as bleak.
After all, he meant what he said… and he believes Susie did, too. This time, there was a sincerity to her voice… so unlike the reluctance that it’s carried up until now.
Of course, he still doesn’t know how Susie and Nia’s next encounter will go… if Nia will even be receptive to Susie’s attempt to reach out, but it feels like he’s at least a little bit closer to getting his two most precious people to get along… and so, for now, he’ll count that as a win.
…Speaking of Nia, though, he supposes it’s time he returns to her and Magolor. He does hope she’s been okay while he was away. She was pretty upset when he left.
As such, he wastes no time.
Making his way back into the room, he can hear Magolor making small talk. Nia doesn’t seem particularly receptive, though, as he attempts to distract her. Instead, she listlessly scrolls on her phone.
At least… until she’s realized Taranza’s returned. The moment it clicks, she sits up, saying, “You’re back!”
Taranza nods, floating towards her.
“How did it go?” She asks. “What did you discuss? Was she still upset?”
A twinge of anxiety to her tone… and one Taranza can’t fault her for. Not only is she no doubt worried about what Susie might have said about Taranza, but what she might have said about her.
“Things went… well,” Taranza assures. “She was upset initially, yes, but I… believe we were able to talk things through. I don’t think this will happen again.”
“Is she coming back, then?” Magolor asks.
“Not today. She… said that she’d talk to us soon, though, and was apologetic for her outburst. She didn’t mean to lash out.”
Then, he looks towards Nia.
“And as for everything between you and her… things should be better from now on. She won’t be saying something so cruel to you ever again. We had a long talk, and she said that she’s willing to give you a fair chance, so I… hope you’re willing to give her a chance, too. I know that that’s a lot to ask of you, and I understand if you’re hesitant, but I promise you: her issue has never truly been with you. So please don’t take what she said to heart.”
Nia is quiet for a moment. Her hands shift as she fidgets with them.
“If… that’s what you want, I suppose I can give it a try,” she says, voice quiet. “…The last thing I’d want to do is drive a friend of yours away, and it’s not exactly like I was kind to her either.” A pause. “…I crossed a line when I brought her father up, didn’t I?”
“It’s not that you weren’t kind,” Taranza says. “You were hurt. and because of that, you said something you didn’t mean. But… yes, you shouldn’t have mentioned her father. That situation isn’t anything like you made it seem. While it’s true she misses her father, she wasn’t upset because she believes he deserves to be alive more than you. In general, her relationship with him is… complicated. So please don’t say anything like that again.”
“…I won’t,” Nia says, gaze drifting to the floor. A horn sprouts from her head. “…I apologize.”
“You’re okay,” Taranza assures. “Like I said: you were upset… and it’s not exactly like I explained the full situation to you. I said that that was her story to tell… and while that remains true, I fear I may have given you the wrong idea. That was on me.”
He perks up.
“There’s no need to focus on our mistakes, though. Like I said: things should be better from now on. This was just… another bump in the road. We’ll get through this… you, me, and Susie.”
From the corner of the room comes an ‘a-hem!’
“Aren’t you forgetting someone?” Magolor asks.
“I guess you’re right,” Taranza says, scoffing, “All four of us will get through this. Although you haven’t exactly encountered the most trouble thus far, Magolor. For once, you’ve actually stayed out of drama.”
“Are you really so surprised? I can totally be the voice of reason and the guy who keeps his cool when the situation calls for it! Give me some credit!”
“Yeah, I will. And jokes aside… I appreciate it, sincerely. You feel like a big part of the reason why we’re going to able to make it through this.”
“Well, you know what they say about an extrovert in a friend group made up almost entirely of recluses! He’s like glue. Charismatic, funny, giga-sexy glue.”
“…No-one says that.”
“But my point still stands, doesn’t it?”
“Yeah, yeah! Whatever!”
“Enough about how charming and emotionally stable I am, though. What’s your plan now? For the rest of the day, I mean. I’m still down to hang out if you are, but I get it if that kind of killed the vibe.”
Taranza looks towards Nia.
“What do you want to do?”
“Me?” She asks. “Oh… um…-“ a pause, “…Perhaps I would like to leave. I apologize, but-“
“Hey, hey! No need to apologize, Dudette,” Magolor says. “I said I get it. That was a lot. You two can go back to your place and recoup. We’ll finish this another time! Thanks for dropping by. It was good seeing you!”
“It was… good seeing you, too,” Nia says, giving a stiff nod. “This was fun. At least until…-“ she hesitates— shaking her head, “Well, it was fun. That’s all that matters.”
“Yes!” Taranza says. “Thank you for having us, Magolor.”
“Of course! Thank you for coming by. Best of luck getting everything sorted out with Suz’. And I’ll see you around again soon, alright?”
Taranza nods.
“See you around soon,” he agrees.
Then, reaching for Nia’s hand:
“Come on, Nia. Let’s go get some rest.”
With that, they make their way out of the room, and towards the exit of the Lor Starcutter.
Nia remains quiet, however… gaze glued to the ground.
It seems there’s something still on her mind.
“Hey…” Taranza says. “Are you still worried about what happened with Susie? Don’t be.”
“How can’t I, though? She was well and truly upset. You said that you believe things are going to be better from now on… but do you actually believe that? Or were you just saying that to make Magolor and I feel better?”
Her doubt makes Taranza’s heart ache. He understands it, of course… but he can’t help but think that at this point, she’s hard-wired to assume the worst of every situation. She really can’t imagine things working out for her, can she?
“…I actually believe that,” he says. “I wouldn’t lie to you, Nia. Like I said: Susie and I had a long talk. We… discussed topics we probably should have discussed far earlier, and I well and truly believe that means things will be different from now on.”
“And so you actually think she’ll be willing to give someone like me a chance? Someone who’s hurt you so much?”
“You didn't hurt me, Nia,” Taranza says, “…Not of your own accord. And I’ll tell you that a thousand times if I have to. Yes, she’s willing to give ‘someone like you’ a chance… because you’re wonderful. But you’re going to need to give yourself a chance, too. So… please. Try it. For me, okay?”
“…Okay,” Nia says, sighing. “I just… hope you’re not putting too much faith in me. And that I’m not going to drive you away from anyone you care about.”
“You won’t.”
A sense of bittersweet irony. She and Susie really are similar, aren’t they? They both see themselves as something unimportant… something getting in the way of what really matters.
How terrible.
…Here’s hoping that if they’re honest with each other, they’ll realize just how ridiculous that mindset is.
Because Taranza meant what he said. Both of them are something he needs in his life.
Notes:
...Holy shit, what's this? Taranza actually... talked to Susie? And DIDN'T dismiss her feelings? About time, huh? Took him long enough to allow the two of them to have an earnest discussion. Sucks that it took Susie literally having a breakdown in front of him for that to happen, but oh well.
At the very least now he finally understands what she's going through a little better.
Which is a good thing. This was a long time coming. Although it's still unclear whether or not this will resolve /everything./ Although Susie promised to try and be more forgiving towards Nia, that's more easily said than done... so we'll have to see how things go in that department.
But that's all stuff for next chapter. For now, there are some other things to simmer on.
If you're curious about the movie they started to watch in this chapter, it's a film I've never actually seen. It was suggested by one of my editors LOL. It's called Triangle. Maybe I'll check it out at some point.
And more importantly: I played the new Forgotten Land DLC! Very fun. I won't spoil anything, obviously, but I'm rotating it in my head and trying to figure out how to work it into this fic in the future, if at all. It probably won't play a very prominent role, because Kirby and Elfilin aren't the main characters of the fic, but there might be a comment made about them "going on another adventure" at some point. Seems that much like our emotionally troubled protagonists, the pink puffball never gets to rest.
...Poor thing.
As usual, I hope you enjoyed this chapter! A very big character-focused one. Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll talk to you all again soon!
Chapter 19: i know you’re scared of the unknown (you don’t wanna be alone)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Several days later, Susie sends Taranza a message.
A short, simple thing. Only four words:
[Susie]: What does Nia like?
Even so, it gives Taranza pause.
[Taranza]: What does she… like?
[Susie]: You said that you wanted me to try and get along with her, correct?
[Susie]: As such, I’m making her something. To serve as a peace offering of sorts. But I must admit I don’t know her particularly well. As such, I’m coming to you.
[Susie]: What does she enjoy? In an aesthetic sense? Does she have a favorite color? Is assuming she likes royal, elegant things a safe bet?
Susie is… making her something? Like what!? He has no idea, and with her, it could be anything, really. Although he supposes that’s beside the point. He’s just glad she wants to do something nice for Nia at all.
As for what Nia likes though…
[Taranza]: Well- um… her favorite color is pink, I believe. But as for royal aesthetics…
[Taranza]: I’m not so sure, actually. She used to enjoy them, undoubtedly, but now they just remind her of…
[Taranza]: Everything.
Susie spends a while typing… although her eventual response is brief.
[Susie]: Oh.
[Susie]: I suppose that makes sense.
[Susie]: There have to be other things she enjoys, though, right?
[Taranza]: Of course! Just give me one moment! I can list some.
But as Taranza sits there, staring at his phone… very little comes to mind.
He starts to type something… then backspaces. He looks around the room.
Why is this… so hard?
He knows all of the things Nia likes! Except… well…
The more he thinks about it, the more he’s not sure she likes… any of them anymore?
Joronia liked swords and long flowing dresses. She liked her Zap magic, and anything that made her heart race. She liked crocuses, because they reminded her of Taranza. She liked loud music, and she liked praise. She didn’t receive enough of it, but when someone sincerely complimented her, her face would just light up.
Sectonia liked her golden wings and slender body. She liked extravagant jewelry and staring at her own reflection. She liked banners embroidered with her face… marble statues and expensive offerings. She liked power and she liked control. To be liked wasn’t enough anymore. She had to be worshipped.
But Nia… she’s not proud of her swordsmanship. Her hands quiver out of fear of what she’s capable of when grasping a hilt. She doesn’t wear elegant dresses. She shrouds her body with dark, drab robes. She doesn’t listen to music. She no longer seeks adventure… and she no longer smiles when she thinks about Taranza, for the guilt is just too strong.
…Her face doesn’t light up when she’s complimented. Instead, her expression twists with grief… as she doesn’t believe a word of it.
She still has golden wings and a slender body sometimes, but they’re no longer something to be proud of. Now, they’re just a reminder of the monster she became. And even if she weren’t… they’re out of place in comparison to the rest of her body. Just another mismatched thing to hide.
She’d never accept offerings. She doesn’t have the right to extravagant jewelry and other nice things in her eyes. She stares at her reflection with horror… not with pride, and if she were to be shown a depiction of herself, she’d recoil. She no longer wants adoration, let alone worship. She wants to hide away… to be forgotten.
But if she doesn’t like those things…
What does she like?
There has to be something! There has to! But as Taranza wracks his brain… very little comes to mind.
Nia doesn’t smile often, and when she does, it’s melancholy. She doesn’t engage with things of her own accord… Taranza has to coax her out of bed. Her phone’s lock screen is a picture of him… but he can’t be the only thing she likes, right? There’s so much more to her life!
He’d… ask her himself what she likes, but when he thinks about it, he feels an overwhelming shame. He’s… supposed to know Nia. She’s his other half. Does he really not know what brings her joy?
…He doesn’t, does he? If he did, he’d have used that to comfort her… to relieve her of the aching in her heart. But thus far, his efforts have been unsuccessful.
Is Nia doing better? He’d like to think so, yes. But as for whether or not she’s happy…
Not yet.
And something tells him if he were to ask her… she wouldn’t have an answer, either. She, even less than him, knows what would make her happy. She no longer understands herself… and the idea of ‘joy’ for her is in and of itself a contradiction. After all… she sees herself as unworthy of experiencing it, and so anything that once brought her catharsis is now tarnished with shame. Anything that could make her smile is regarded with sorrow for that very reason.
But he can’t admit that to Susie, can he? He can hardly even admit it to himself!
Part of him fears that that would make this decision all the more regrettable in her eyes. He traded half of his life away for someone who’s not even happy?
But just because she’s not happy now doesn’t mean she’ll never be happy. He just… has to give her a little more time. Time to breathe. To heal. To find new things she likes.
She’s hardly even been back for a month. There’s no point in catastrophizing so soon.
He takes a deep breath, looking down at his phone.
[Taranza]: It’s… complicated, admittedly.
[Taranza]: She still feels as if she’s been changed irrevocably somehow. And so much shame comes with that.
[Taranza]: But… yes. Pink. She should still like pink. That much I’m sure of, I believe. She wouldn’t associate that with who she became.
It wasn’t a color Sectonia chose to wear. She regarded it as childish… unbecoming of a goddess like her. In a way, that was a decision made thanks to shame as well, but a different sort than the kind she’s experiencing now.
[Taranza]: I… think pretty things are also still a safe bet. Just don’t go too ‘royal’ with it. No gold, probably, and definitely no gemstones. Keep it lowkey.
[Susie]: Right. And I’m taking it anything with flowers is definitely off the table?
[Taranza]: That would probably be for the best. We garden together, but first and foremost she likely associates flowers with the Dreamstalk. That’s not something I’d like to remind her of more than necessary.
Susie doesn’t even know the full extent of it. She knows that Nia had turned into a terrifying flower-hybrid at the end of her life, but she doesn’t know about the petals that sprout from her skin now.
And Taranza doesn’t want her to know. Because anyone knowing is Nia’s worst nightmare.
[Taranza]: Hearts should. Probably also be fine. At least… I hope. She adorned herself with a handful as Sectonia, but…
That was something she associated with herself long before then. One of the only remnants of ‘her’ that persisted even after her metamorphosis. Back when she was an Arachnid, a slightly lopsided, heart-shaped pattern adorned her back. She always said it was one of the only things about herself she found actually cute.
Although, of course, it changed. Reddish-pink hairs vanished, replaced by smooth skin as the marking migrated to her chest. Any lopsidedness disappeared.
[Taranza]: It should be okay, I think. It might… make her feel cute. Just don’t go too all-out with the motif.
[Susie]: Understood. And is there anything else that comes to mind?
[Taranza]: Not… that I can think of. I apologize that I can’t be of more help. Just… make something nice for her, okay?
[Susie]: I will try my best. I do hope it will be satisfactory.
[Taranza]: …I’m sure it will. Ultimately, she’ll probably just be glad you thought of her.
[Taranza]: And I’m glad, too, for the record. Thank you for trying, Susie. It means the world to me.
[Susie]: …Of course. I wouldn’t want to disappoint you, and… if she really does feel like I did once upon a time, then it’s only right to pay it forward.
[Susie]: I’m not sure how much this will actually help, mind you… but here’s hoping it’s a start.
[Taranza]: I’m sure it will be. Once she comes to understand that you’re not so different from her, really, and that you’re not a threat, she’ll start to warm up.
[Taranza]: And once she does? You’ll realize just how wonderful she is. You won’t regret it. Promise.
It’s a moment before Susie responds.
[Susie]: …I’ll take your word for it.
It’s clear she’s still not entirely sold… but she’s still far more willing to give this a try than before. For now, Taranza will count that as a win.
Although he has to wonder… what is Susie making Nia? And should he be worried that in a life so filled with unfortunate reminders, it may not even be able to bring her solace?
…He doesn’t know.
It’s not long after that Susie reaches out to Taranza again, telling him that her gift is ready, and that she believes she’s ready to meet with Nia.
He’s a little nervous, of course, with how their last conversation went… but he’s cautiously optimistic, too. If things go well… then his two favorite people will finally be able to get along! And that would come as a huge relief.
Not just because it means he wouldn’t have to deal with further tension. But because it also means that, ideally, the two of them could both make a good friend. That would be healthy for both of them.
Nia… still struggles to trust. She needs people she feels safe around. And while Susie isn’t quite as reclusive, she…
She keeps her cards close to her chest. Much like Nia, she wears a mask, but a metaphorical one. Around others, she puts on a professional facade. She seems unbothered. She never talks about her feelings.
She doesn’t like appearing vulnerable... and because of that, Taranza is the only person she’s ever been completely honest with. Even those she’s otherwise close to like Magolor and the Mage Sisters… she still doesn’t allow them to understand the full extent of her sorrow. Because, in her eyes, they could never understand. Not completely.
But Taranza? He understands. That’s why they bonded. And he meant what he said… that Nia will understand, too. Not just because they’ve both been dealt a bad hand in life, but…
Well, like he said! They both wear a mask. They both feel the need to be perfect, and when they can’t live up to that impossible expectation, they take it out on themselves.
But it’s not just that. The two of them have both tried to rectify that problem… to ‘fix’ themselves when they weren’t broken.
…Albeit not entirely of their own accord.
Nia always had self-esteem issues, but it was the mirror— Dark Mind— who pushed her to a breaking point. It’s the one who set off the chain of events that led to her stealing so many bodies.
And in a way? Susie is the same. It was at her father’s behest, after all, that she transcended her mortal flesh. She became part machine not because she wanted to at the time, but because the only other option was losing the only family she’d ever had.
Susie’s… had more time to process that, though, in comparison. Nowadays, she’s comfortable in her skin. She may not always respect her own feelings, but she carries no shame regarding her existence as a cyborg. That, at least, she understands she can’t change, and while the revelation she hadn’t been truly ‘perfected’ stung, she doesn’t go about life seeing herself as worse off.
Perhaps, she could serve as an example for Nia… proof that she’s not doomed. Susie can’t return herself to the way she was before, but that doesn’t mean her life has any less value.
Taranza likes her just the way she is.
And there are other similarities, too! Their drive and their passion. Their strained relationships with family who are no longer here. The fact that they both just want what’s best for Taranza.
He just hopes that… that last factor won’t come back to bite him.
He appreciates that they care about him, of course… but part of him still fears that, because of that fact, Susie will end up revealing the truth about his sacrifice to Nia. And the thought terrifies him.
But he supposes he just has to take her word for it… that his secret is safe with her. Susie hasn’t told Nia yet, after all, and there’s no reason that should change now.
Besides, if she tries to, he’ll simply intervene. After all, he’ll be mediating their conversation!
At least… that’s what he thinks. Until, to his shock, Susie tells him that, no, she’d like to talk to Nia alone.
“H- huh?” He stammers in response, phone held up to his ear. “But with all of the drama there’s been, don’t you think it would be best if I were there?”
“Perhaps,” Susie admits. “But I… want to have an honest conversation with her, and I don’t think I’ll be able to do that if it isn’t just the two of us. And I believe that the same goes for her. If we’re going to talk, I want her to tell me how she really feels. Not silence herself because she doesn’t want to risk hurting me in front of you.”
Taranza frowns.
Nia… wouldn’t silence herself in front of him, would she?
That’s what he wants to think, but the more he considers Susie’s words, the more he gets the uncomfortable sense that she’s right. Nia… is terrified of disappointing him. No matter how many times he’s tried to express that she could never let him down, it hasn’t gotten through to her. Every single time there’s been an unfortunate social interaction, she’s broken down… apologizing profusely to him for ‘messing things up.’
Perhaps she really would feel as if she were walking on eggshells around Susie as long as he were there.
It’s a likelihood that makes his heart ache. He hates the idea of Nia being afraid of him. But, just this once, he can’t deny it, can he?
It’s just… another thing they have to work on. That he has to keep in mind for the time being.
And so, although it makes him feel a little sick, he murmurs, “I suppose you have a point. But… are you really sure the two of you will be okay without my presence? What if things go poorly between you?”
“If they go poorly, they were going to go poorly eventually either way,” Susie responds. “And besides, I don’t intend to let that happen. I know I haven’t exactly given you much reason to believe in me in that regard, but I meant what I said when I told you I’d give this my best shot. I won’t lose my temper a second time.”
“…I know. I believe you. But… what about Nia?”
“What about her? Are you insinuating you believe she’ll explode on me even if I give her no reason to?”
“N- no! Of course not!” Taranza stammers. “It’s just… she’s sensitive. I’m simply afraid that…-“ a pause, “Well, that with the way she regards herself and others, she’ll be inclined to see reasons where there are none. She’s terrified of being attacked.”
Susie is quiet for a moment.
“…Well, I’ll keep that in mind. And I’ll try my best to account for that when it comes to our interaction. I won’t just stand and take it if she begins to insult me wantonly, of course, but…” a pause. “If that does happen, I’ll simply excuse myself. And, ideally, it won’t come for that. If it’s really as you say, and she’s just afraid… and we’re really as similar as you think, then… well, ideally, we can find an understanding.”
Taranza is still hesitant, of course… but maybe things really will be different this time. And perhaps his absence will actually allow some of the tension to dissipate.
That may just be him being overly optimistic, but…
“Very well then. I will… allow the two of you to have a one-on-one conversation. That is… as long as Nia is comfortable with it. If she’s opposed to the idea, then there’s obviously not much I can do.”
“…Of course,” Susie says. “Simply relay my offer. Then, once you’ve gotten her answer, let me know.”
“I will.”
As he hangs up the phone, Taranza takes a deep, shaky breath.
Here’s hoping this works.
Initially, Nia doesn’t seem to know what to make of Susie’s offer.
When Taranza lets her know that she wants to talk alone, she tenses.
“She… wants to talk to me?” she asks, cautious. “Why?” Then, slightly more pointed, “…Is she interested in yelling at me again, this time someplace where you won’t be able to intervene?”
“No!” Taranza says. “It’s not like that at all. She wants to make amends. I told you the two of us had a conversation about everything, didn’t I?”
Nia doesn’t seem entirely sold.
“…And so what? You’re coercing her to do this? If she doesn’t like me, that’s not exactly something you can force.”
“I’m not forcing it,” Taranza responds. “I let her know how important this was to me… but it’s still her decision. And I well and truly believe that she wants to make things right. She even made you a gift.”
“A… gift?”
“Yes. I don’t know what exactly it is, but I do know she put a lot of thought into it. She even messaged me asking for advice on what sort of things I thought you’d like.”
“…And you’re sure you didn’t instruct her to do that?”
“Yes! This was entirely of her accord. And so… please. Just give her a chance, Nia. I well and truly believe she’s trying her best to give you one. If this works out, then maybe all of us really can be friends. Don’t you think that would be nice?”
“I… suppose.”
Still, Nia doesn’t give Taranza a concrete answer right away. She stares at the floor.
“…Very well, then,” she says after a moment. “I… guess I can give it a try.”
Taranza perks up.
“Really, Nia? That’s wonderful! Thank you so much for-“
“I have one request, though.”
“…Oh? What is it?”
“Tell her that she’d best not say anything rude about you during our conversation. If she wants to be brutally honest with me, that’s just fine, but I won’t stand for her talking about you the same way she did the other day. Is that understood?”
Taranza frowns.
That’s not something he, personally, is concerned about. He knows Susie would never speak cruelly of him. It’s troubling, though, that Nia seems to think that’s a sincere possibility.
Still, he nods.
“Of course,” he says. “I’ll pass it on.”
Then, all that’s left to do is tell Susie. He calls her, informing her that Nia is willing to talk, and she says she can come by the castle later that day.
Taranza waits in anticipation.
He meets her at the castle’s entryway, waving a hand as he sees her approach.
“Susie!” He says. “Thank you for coming! Here, let me lead you to our room. Nia should be waiting for you there.”
Susie nods, making her way towards him. It’s only as she draws nearer though that he notices she has something in hand.
“Oh! Is that your gift?” He asks, smiling. “That’s…-“
His voice peters off and his expression falls. He realizes what it is she’s holding.
“…W- wait. Susie. You can’t give her something like that.”
Susie stops.
“What do you mean? Do you think she won’t like it?”
“No! It’s very thoughtful! She’d love it! It’s just…-“
A pit in his stomach.
“I don’t want to encourage…- I don’t think it’s a good idea to…-“
“To what? Don’t you think it would help her feel more comfortable? She already-“
“I know she already has one! But all the same, don’t you think…-? I- it might be insinuating it’s better off she stay hidden. I’m trying to help her work away from that sort of mindset…”
Susie looks down at her gift, contemplative.
“…I thought it would come across as something not just meaningful, but practical. Do you really think it’s such a bad idea?”
A lump in Taranza’s throat.
He’s not sure what to say.
On one hand… he really doesn’t want to advocate for something like this. But on the other hand… it is thoughtful, and he doesn’t want to discourage Susie after she put in so much work.
It just leaves such a bad taste in his mouth!
But he can’t seriously tell her to get rid of it, can he? And even if it’s not ideal, perhaps it is better than what Nia currently has…
“P- perhaps it’s okay… but please: reiterate this to her for me: she doesn’t need something like that. I- I’d prefer this remain a temporary solution.”
“…Right,” Susie says, gaze flitting towards the ground. “I understand. I’ll let her know.”
“Don’t…- take it personally,” Taranza says. “Like I told you, this was incredibly thoughtful. It’s just…- even if it might help, I fear it’s not getting to the root of the problem. I want her to be able to accept herself as she is.”
“But what if…-?”
A pause. Susie shakes her head.
“…Never mind. Like I said: I understand. Just take me to your room.”
Taranza wonders if, maybe, he shouldn’t have said anything. He didn’t mean to discourage Susie.
He’s just… anxious. He wants to be able to help Nia get better, and this will likely reinforce a coping mechanism he’d prefer not to encourage.
But it’s not as if it’s a coping mechanism she’s willing to let go of, regardless… and so perhaps this won’t make much of a difference. For now, she’s going to want to hide either way.
…At the very least, this is a little more her.
Still, though, his stomach churns as he approaches the room where Nia and him have been staying. And as he knocks on the door, his hands shake.
“N- Nia?” He asks. “Susie’s here. Am I okay to send her in?”
It’s a moment before Nia responds, but when she does, her voice is calm.
“…Yes. That’s just fine.”
“Great!” Taranza says, flashing a nervous grin. He cracks open the door. “In that case…- um- I’ll let you two get to it! Just… let me know if you need me, okay? B- best of luck. And thank you in advance for being kind to one another…”
He and Susie exchange one last glance, then she nods, before stepping through the door. She closes it carefully behind her.
Taranza takes a deep, shaky breath.
Then, all that’s left to do is wait.
“…Hey.”
“…Greetings.”
There’s awkward tension as Susie steps into the room.
It’s a tension that’s not unfamiliar to Nia, of course… she’s felt it just about every time she’s encountered Taranza’s brand new, even-better ‘best friend,’ but it’s especially palpable now. Without him there to guide her, she hardly knows what to say.
Still, she nods, as if giving Susie the go-ahead to approach… even if the mere sight of her piercing blue gaze unnerves her.
She told Taranza she’d do this, after all.
And Susie does approach, making her way to Nia’s side. She doesn’t sit down on the bed, however.
“…So there are some things we should probably discuss.”
As she clears her throat, one of her strange, mechanical antennae twitches.
“First and foremost,” she says, “I suppose I should probably apologize. I’m well aware I’ve been harsh with you, and that that wasn’t entirely fair.”
“…Wasn’t it, though?” Nia asks, tugging at her scarf. “You had your reasons. I’m not interested in an apology… at least one directed towards me. If I were you, I’d despise me too.”
“I don’t despise you.”
“Despise, distrust, whatever. Is the particular word really so important? What I’m trying to say is I’d show myself the same hostility… and so I’ve hardly any room to be angry with you. I apologize if he’s forcing you to do this.”
“He’s not forcing me,” Susie says. “…He encouraged me, maybe, but after thinking it through, I realized we hadn’t even talked. I wanted to at least try. That doesn’t mean I’m willing to forgive you for everything you did to him, of course, but…-“
She shakes her head.
“Stars. It’s not as if I’ve much room to judge, either. I’m far from a paragon of morality. So here. Take this. As an… olive branch, or whatever. I made it, hoping we could maybe start over.”
Saying that, she holds something out towards Nia.
And Nia can’t believe what she sees.
It’s a mask— pale silver with elegant pink accents. The eye slit is a stretched-out heart shape, and the surface carefully polished, glinting in the light.
“I noticed that your mask was a bit small, and that it kept falling off, so I made you a new one. It’s designed so that it can automatically reshape itself to fit your face using nanotechnology. Of course, that’s not because I think you need to hide it— Taranza wanted me to make that very clear— it’s because you’re evidently more comfortable when you’re able to. And I thought that, perhaps, you’d feel even more comfortable if you had a mask that actually suited you.”
“Not only should it conform to your features much better,” Susie continues, “But as far as I understand, this should be much more in line with your aesthetic preferences as well. I was sure to ask Taranza what you liked. Pink is your favorite color, correct? What do you think? Is it to your tastes?”
And it is. It’s an adorable mask, really. But all the same…
“I… I don’t understand.”
“Don’t understand what? How it works? Ah… I suppose you probably wouldn’t be acquainted with nanotechnology. It’s-“
“No!” I don’t understand why you’d do this! This is so…- so…-“ Nia’s voice trembles, “So thoughtful. What’s with the sudden change in demeanor!? I was so cruel to you! I brought up your deceased father! A- and like you said… I’ve hurt Taranza so, so much. Why would you go out of your way to make a gift for me…?”
Her eyes water. She stares.
“I already told you,” Susie responds. “I want a do-over. I wasn’t exactly kind to you before either. And besides… I do get it… just how hard this is. To have your whole life turned upside down and for no-one to trust you. It’s frightening. A… and you can start to wonder ‘why even bother trying?’ So I wanted to at least attempt to make things a little easier for you. Pay it forward or whatever.”
She shifts from foot to foot. She sighs.
“…It’s what Taranza did for me.”
Then, before Nia can respond, she presses the mask into her hands.
“Here,” she says. “Take it. Try it on. See how it fits.”
Nia is hesitant to remove her current mask in front of Susie, let alone try a new one… but she doesn’t know what else to do. Stunned, her hands simply drift to take it.
Shakily, she lifts her mask from her face. She stares at the new one for one long moment before, finally, putting it on. And, sure enough, it shifts to fit her features.
Whereas before it had been round, it extends to cover a pointed face. The cold metal feels snug against her skin.
Nia rises, making her way over to the corner of the room. She stares into the mirror.
It doesn’t look perfect, of course. Mismatched eyes remain visible through the mask’s visor, and there’s not much it can do to hide her malformed body or thin, patchy hair. But even so… it’s a drastic improvement. Finally, she can’t see that terrible face.
It’s growing even harder to fight back tears. She trembles as Susie makes her way over to her.
“What do you think?”
“I… I don’t understand,” Nia repeats. “This is too nice for someone like me! Did you really…- really…-“
A sob.
“Did you really want to help me this much!? I thought you hated me!”
“No. I didn’t hate you. Or… maybe I did? But I realized I still didn’t want you to feel the same way I felt back then. Not when you’re so important to Taranza. If it weren’t for him, I don’t think I’d have been able to crawl out of that same pit you’re in.”
“I meant that. That no-one trusted me at first,” she continues. “I guess Pinky did, technically, but in a way I didn’t understand. I thought that it had to be a trick… or that he was just clueless. There was no way his kindness could be both informed and sincere. Taranza’s kindness, though? It was different.”
“Of course… I didn’t understand him at first, either,” she admits. “If I’m being truthful, I looked down on him. But he kept trying… to get to know me. To make me feel welcome. When I didn’t have anywhere else to go, he allowed me into his home, and he gave me a place to recover. And eventually, I realized we weren’t so different after all. In part, because of you.”
“B… because of me?” Nia stammers. “But I was-“
“Dead? That’s it exactly. He was grieving you, and he wasn’t shy about it. He talked about you openly. He talked about the ways he felt he’d failed you and all of the things he wished he could have done differently. He talked about how much he missed you… about how he didn’t understand why you deteriorated in the way that you did. And for the first time, someone on this planet actually felt like a person. Like an equal. Like someone who could understand me.”
In a way, it upsets Nia… to hear that Susie ‘looked down on’ Taranza at first. Why couldn’t she see that right away? Just how wonderful he was? But she also supposes she can’t exactly throw stones in glass houses. She also more than took him for granted.
“…Because of your father?”
Susie lets out a sigh.
“Because of my father, yes. I’d… just lost him at the time. There were a lot of things I wished I could have done differently, too. I don’t even really like talking about it, but I suppose there’s no use in trying to hide it from you. It sounds like Pinky already revealed my secret.”
“Not… entirely,” Nia says. “He didn’t give any details. He simply said that…- that maybe since I was back, your ‘papa’ could come back too. Then, he moved onto a different topic.”
A lukewarm attempt to comfort Susie. It’s the least she can do in response to her gift.
“Although, um… I apologize, for the record,” she murmurs, sniffling. “…That the world he envisioned likely won’t come to be. I know I snapped at you for it… but someone like your father probably does deserve to be here more than me. I’m sorry he’s not.”
Susie’s brow furrows. She holds her arms close to her chest.
“…And so you really don’t know everything about him, do you? About our relationship? My father was… not a good man. I miss him despite myself, but I wouldn’t say he deserves this any more than you do. And at the end of the day, it’s my decision. If I’m not willing to…” a pause, “Fight Morpho Knight for him, then that doesn’t have anything to do with you.”
“Even so, though, I can’t imagine this is easy for you.”
It’s funny, in a sad sort of way. That Nia has to try and imagine how she feels. She should know, shouldn’t she? What it’s like to mourn a parent? Her parents are dead, too, and by her own hands. But when she thinks about it, she feels…-
She’s not sure what she feels. It’s not ‘nothing.’ There is guilt there, but not grief. She doesn’t miss them… she can only imagine the cruel remarks they’d make towards her now, but she knows she’s supposed to.
“Not even just… seeing me here while he’s gone. But seeing me here, period. Taranza is very dear to you, yes?”
“More than anything. He’s my very best friend. The only person I can fully trust.”
“Then I can’t imagine it’s pleasant to see his tormentor back by his side. You and I both know just how much damage I did to him.”
Susie is quiet for a moment. She lets out another sigh.
“Honestly, I don’t know if you do know that… the full extent of how you hurt him. He’s trying to be strong for you, but it was bad. It still is. The things I’ve heard him call himself… worthless, hideous, a murderer… they make me so upset. And they make me so, so angry with you. But…-“
A pause.
“…You don’t feel that way about him now, do you?”
“No,” Nia says. “No, not at all. The fact that I spoke about him that way… I- I despise myself for it.”
Tears trickle down her mask.
“When I think about the way I treated him, I feel ill. I know that more than anything— even what I did to the people of Floralia— that’s why I don’t deserve to be here. Why I don’t deserve his mercy or forgiveness. He was never anything but loyal to me, and I despised him. I wanted to make him feel that way. Why!? What’s wrong with me!?”
As she chokes back a sob, her body grows. Antennae sprout from her forehead, and her eyes shift to purple— no longer mismatched. She resembles a caricature of what she once considered beautiful. Of what she thought was so much better than the person she loves.
Susie watches her shift, but doesn’t comment on it. Instead, she simply says:
“I don’t know. But if you really don’t feel that way anymore, maybe that’s why you’re here. Have you told him that? Just how wrong you were? How important and wonderful he is? We’ve tried to tell him, of course, but…”
Her expression falls. She shakes her head.
“It hasn’t been enough. He needs to hear it from you.”
“I’ve tried as well…” Nia says. “But I’m not sure if it’s worked. He’s far too concerned with me and my feelings to reevaluate how he feels about himself. It frightens me. I’m terrified that, eventually, I’ll hurt him, and he won’t even care. That he’ll just tell me it’s okay, even though it’s not.”
Her voice cracks.
“And I don’t know what to do about that. I don’t want to hurt him. Sometimes I think I should just leave, but I don’t know where I’d go… and I’m scared I’ll hurt him then, too. What if me hurting him is inevitable? W- what if there’s nothing I can do? That’s what you think, isn’t it? Why you wish I weren’t here?”
Susie’s antennae pin back.
“I don’t…- it’s not that I wish you weren’t here. Your being here makes Taranza happy, and I want to be happy for him. But you’re right. I’m terrified. I’ve spent so much time worrying about what I’ll do if you lay a hand on him or make him cry. Although…”
A sigh. She shakes her head.
“I’m not sure if I think you’d actually do that. I’m not sure how much of this is about you at all. I think… more than anything— more than I’m afraid of you hurting him— I’m afraid of him hurting himself for your sake. Because… you’re ‘more important’ than him. Because his safety and wellbeing don’t matter.”
“…I’m afraid of that, too,” Nia whispers. “If something were to happen to him because of me, I’d never forgive myself. And I don’t understand it… why he keeps going so out of his way for me. I know I don’t deserve it… and so why doesn’t he? He’s seen firsthand just how cruel I can be. And he can tell himself that wasn’t me all he wants, but he knows the truth deep down. He’s seen me be cruel, even now. To Elfilin and Gooey. To King Dedede. To you. And yet… he regards that cruelty the same way he did back then. It’s okay, because it’s coming from me.”
Her waist shrinks. Paws split into slender fingers… and Nia looks away from the mirror.
As cowardly as it is, she can’t bear to look at herself when she so closely resembles the Sectonia of Taranza’s nightmares.
“Sometimes, I wish he’d just abandon me…” she continues. “It seems like he was happy before, and so why did he have to go and mess everything up? He should concern himself with people who are kind to him… with people like you and Magolor. With you by his side, he shouldn’t need me.”
“Although of course… I’m terrified of that, too,” she admits, letting out a defeated chuckle. “I don’t want to be alone, even though I know I deserve it. He’s… all I have. All that I understand. It’s terrible of me, isn’t it? To want him to remain by my side over something selfish like that, even though he’d be better off without me? Even though I may very well destroy him?”
A pained look crosses Susie’s face. She looks towards Nia, then towards the ground.
“I don’t know if…- it’s not selfish, I think, to not want to be alone. And I’m not sure I could say with confidence he doesn’t need you. I… thought he was happy with just Magolor and I, but clearly, we weren’t enough. There’s a reason he resurrected you, regardless of what that meant for him. He loves you. More than anything. Truthfully, for a while now I’ve…-“ her voice wavers. “Well, I’ve feared we’re the ones not needed.”
“He has his real best friend back, after all, doesn’t he?” She continues. “…How could we ever live up to that? That’s… just another reason I couldn’t stand you. I’m also selfish. I also don’t want to be alone. And I was terrified that because of you, I would be.”
Nia’s chest feels heavy.
“…I apologize. He really hasn’t made much time for you, has he? But that’s every bit as much my fault as it is his. If I weren’t so cowardly, he could do more. He wants to see his friends… but he’s just so worried about me. Perhaps if I were brave enough to just come with him, or I could actually appear satisfied, things would be different. But I’m not.”
“You have come with, haven’t you? He’s brought you to spend time with Magolor and I.”
“Occasionally. But it’s still not enough. He… hurries home from his weekend outings with King Dedede and his other friends because I can’t bear to spend a day with them, and he fears what I’ll do if I’m left alone too long. He can’t so much as have a picnic with Kirby without me somehow making a scene. How pathetic is that? After everything he’s done for me, I continue to fail him. I should just push myself… expose the world to my ugliness, even if I’m afraid…, but try as I might, I can’t. I don’t want to be seen.”
“He wouldn’t want you to push yourself at your own expense.”
“…Does that matter? Regardless, his wellbeing should come first. Surely that’s something we both agree on.”
“I… can’t say I entirely disagree, but when you say things like that… you sound just like him. You know that, right?”
“There’s a difference, though. Taranza is kind. Taranza is loved. Taranza is beautiful. His wellbeing isn’t worth sacrificing. It has value. But as for someone like me… well, we’re not the same. It's as simple as that.”
For the briefest moment, it seems as if Susie wants to debate her, but she must not be able to find the words, because eventually she hangs her head.
“Mmmmm… it’s possible that’s true. But either way, you’re here now, whether that’s a good thing or not, and he wants you to be, so what now? What are you going to do?”
“…I don’t know.”
“Do you think that the mask will at least help make things a little easier for you?”
Nia’s gaze drifts back towards the mirror.
Once more, she looks at herself… at the person she despises… and at the very least, she doesn’t have to see her face. For just a brief moment, she can pretend it’s someone other than the person who subjected Taranza to so much abuse looking back at her… and admittedly, it does bring her some solace.
Even if… she knows that she doesn’t deserve this. That it’s fake.
“I… believe so, yes. Thank you for making something so kind for me. And I apologize for not expressing my gratitude sooner. That should have come before any of my bemoaning.”
“It’s fine. I’m just glad to hear you think it will be useful.”
A pause. She shifts from foot to foot.
“Does this- um… mean we’re on better terms now? We don’t have to be best friends, of course, but it’s apparent you’re not what I thought you were… and in believing what I did, I was just hurting you and Taranza. I’m the one who should be apologizing, really.”
“No. Your suspicion was warranted. Don’t insinuate that you were in the wrong. Truthfully I’m… glad that Taranza has a friend like you. Someone who’s willing to protect him when he’s not willing to protect himself. If it’s not too much to ask… do you think you could keep doing that? I’ll try to protect him, too, of course… but if the day comes that I’m what he needs to be protected from, please… don’t concern yourself with my feelings. Give him a dose of reality.”
“I can certainly try. I’m not sure he’ll listen to me, but…” Susie’s shoulders sink. “Yeah, I’ll try. As long as you promise me you’ll do everything within your power to try to ensure that day never arrives. I know you fear it’s inevitable you hurt him, but don’t…- don’t let that serve as an excuse. Don’t hurt him because you think it won’t matter either way.”
“Of course. I’ll do everything I can do to avoid that. I… fully intend to dedicate the rest of my existence to trying to make him happy, even if I’m not sure I’ll succeed. It’s the least I can do after the harm I’ve caused.”
“…Right. Well, here’s hoping you succeed. And… maybe it’s not so impossible. I also believed, once upon a time, that all I was capable of was destroying things. But Taranza… he’s the one who proved me wrong. He’s the reason why I even wanted to try and do better.”
Nia’s not surprised. That sounds just like the Taranza she knows. So capable of believing in someone everyone else would simply write off.
“…He really is kind, isn’t he?”
“He is. Probably more kind than people like us deserve. But that’s all the more reason not to take him for granted, I think. To… try and believe in the version of us he believes in, even if that person maybe doesn’t really exist.”
A sigh. Susie runs her fingers through her hair.
“Although… I suppose we’ve gotten off topic. I believe that’s all that I wanted to discuss. Are you willing to start over? At least attempt to get along? For his sake?”
“I’d like that.”
“Great. I’d like that, too. Very, very much. I’ll… excuse myself now, though. I’ve taken up more than enough of your time.”
Saying that, Susie starts to walk towards the door. Although just as she’s about to turn the knob, she pauses.
‘Perhaps she’s going to apologize again,’ Nia thinks. That, or say something saccharine like ‘Here’s hoping I’ll get to know you.’
But she doesn’t say either of those things.
“Can I… ask you a question, actually? Just one last thing before I go? It… doesn’t have anything to do with you, really, but it’s something that’s been on my mind as of late. I was hoping you could give me some answers.”
Nia frowns.
“…What is it?”
“Well… it’s just…” a pause. “I was wondering… do you remember what it was like? Being dead? Were you… there?”
Nia wasn’t sure what she was expecting her to ask, but it hadn’t been that. She stares.
She wracks her brain, of course, trying to come up with some sort of answer… but ultimately, she’s not able to find one. As her body grows just a little bit smaller, she murmurs:
“I… don’t remember. My apologies. I wish I could offer you closure, but I can’t. Although… if your father made any mistakes of the same caliber as mine, then perhaps that’s for the best. If he really is gone, then… well, at least he won’t have to face what he’s done. Perhaps he can rest in peace.”
Susie is quiet for a long moment.
“Yeah… maybe,” she finally murmurs. “Although I’m not sure how much of a condolence that actually is. This might be selfish of me, but I think some part of me… wants him to have to face it? Because you’re right: what he did was terrible. So how unfair is that? That he just never has to process what he did? That he never has to feel bad? That he just gets to rest?”
“…Whatever,” she says after another moment. “I shouldn’t have expected anything else. Even if there is something after death, it’s not like you’d have a brain with which to remember it. Of course you wouldn’t recall anything, even now.” A pause. “…And either way, my family drama is none of your concern. Thank you for answering me, though. I appreciate it.”
“Of course,” Nia says. “I appreciate you coming here to talk to me. And- um… your gift. I hope you’re right and that things will be better between us from now on. For Taranza’s sake, but also for yours and mine.”
“I hope so as well. I’ll be seeing you around, Nia. But for now…? It was nice talking one on one.”
And with that, Susie makes her exit. She opens, then steps through the door, before leaving Nia alone.
Nia sits down on the bed.
This was a strange experience, and truthfully, she’s still kind of trying to process it. She’d well and truly expected Susie to yell at her… and so the fact that she not only hadn’t, but had been kind is surreal.
She… meant what she said, didn’t she? That she wants to give Nia a second chance.
Of course, some part of Nia had been tempted to refute that. She’d nearly said “You want to give me a second chance? Why!? What happened to all of your concern for Taranza? Your common sense? You could see it before, couldn’t you? That he’s better off without me? What changed?”
And perhaps, in any other circumstance, she wouldn’t have been able to stop herself from saying that… but after receiving such a kind gift, she hadn’t had the ability to be angry— with Susie or herself. She’d just been… overwhelmed, more than anything.
Shock. Shame. A sense of unworthiness. Confusion. A cocktail of varied emotions. But alongside the feelings that were more negative… she believes she felt something like gratitude. Happiness, even.
Perhaps that’s a bit silly, but it just feels… nice to receive something so thoughtful from someone who she thought hated her. She’d sort of assumed that… if someone felt that way about her, then that was something that would never change. Or, that, at the very least, they wouldn’t be the ones to make an effort to reach out.
But she was wrong, wasn’t she? Susie made the effort… and before that, Magolor did, too. It’s so very strange.
The people Taranza has made friends with… they’re different from the people living in Floralia.
It’s a grace she knows she probably shouldn’t be afforded… but she’s not going to resent Susie for trying to be nice to her. Especially not when… well, despite the kind gesture, Susie certainly doesn’t appear to be ignorant of her faults entirely. She’s extending an olive branch, but she hasn’t forgotten.
And Nia… wouldn’t want her to. She’s glad that Susie is still afraid she’ll hurt Taranza. She’s glad that if she does something terrible, then Susie won’t overlook that. She… needs someone to hold her accountable, she thinks. Someone who won’t look at her through rose colored glasses in the way that Taranza does.
Maybe… Susie can be that person.
Nia thinks she’d like that.
Of course… not everything feels good in the aftermath of such a conversation. Susie’s words regarding her father hang heavy in Nia’s mind.
She understands that if he were to continue to exist— to comprehend the weight of his mistakes— he’d suffer, but she wishes that for him anyways. Because it’s only fair. Because if Susie has to suffer, then why shouldn’t he? Realizing what he’d done… wouldn’t that only be right? A fitting punishment. A debt paid. He shouldn’t be able to choose ignorance.
Is that… another part of the reason that Nia is here? Because her misery is justified, in a sense? It would be so much easier to just be gone, but she’s not. Is it right to force her to face what she’s done?
She doesn’t know. But, admittedly, some part of her can’t help but feel some kind of misguided jealousy towards Susie’s father.
He sure lucked out. He’ll never have to know… and even if ignorance is cowardice, it’s bliss, too.
Notes:
YAYYYYY! Love wins! Look at that! Girl friendship ended up working out! I'm genuinely really proud of these two. Even if it took them, like, 200k words to finally stop hissing at each other. That just showcases how far they've come.
Of course I couldn't have them remain on hostile terms forever. I knew from the start of conceptualizing this AU that I wanted them to eventually become friends... I just also knew that might be a difficult process. These girls both have serious trust issues and walls built around themselves. But it seems like they're finally starting to realize just how alike they really are... and no doubt that will end up helping both of them.
Of course, things aren't all sunshine and rainbows... Nia's self-loathing hangs over the chapter as always. And the realization that Taranza doesn't really. Know Nia anymore was depressing too. But overall, I'd say this is a step in the right direction for this story's cast! So good for them!
As usual, the next chapter will be up two weeks from now. I hope you enjoyed. Make sure to let me know what you thought, and I'll talk to you all again next week!
(By the way, I've been meaning to plug my Discord again. It's still open if anyone wants to join and discuss this fic! I'm actually intending to share a rough design for Nia's new mask there before I share the finalized version in the A/N of next chapter. So if you wanna see that, come say hello!
https://discord.gg/pxpAyvYbsa)
Chapter 20: because of you, i am afraid
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Taranza isn’t nearly as enthusiastic about Susie’s gift as Nia is.
…Not that she expected him to be.
He keeps repeating the same nonsense as before, after all. About how he wants her to know that she doesn’t ‘need’ something like that… and about how ‘while it’s great she has it,’ he hopes that, one day, she can be comfortable without such a thing.
He tells her that he wants to see her real, beautiful face.
She doesn’t let it show, but it stings. For a brief moment, the mask had made her feel just a bit better about herself, and his words are a bitter reminder that it shouldn’t. That the mask is a bad thing. That it’s something to be ashamed of.
Not that that means she removes it. Despite the guilt, the mask remains on at all times… because no matter what Taranza says, Nia can’t give him what he wants either way. Her ‘real, beautiful’ face isn’t the face he’s hoping to see. He wants to see a girl who’s long gone… and her terrifying visage will only serve as a disappointment.
Although, of course, Nia still apologizes. For being too much of a coward to expose her true self. For not having the power to go back to having a face she could wear with pride.
He tells her, softly, that there’s nothing to apologize for. He’s not upset with her. He just wants her to feel better about herself. For her to know she’s not something that needs to be hidden.
Still, each and every time the topic is brought up, she hangs her head… and she remembers that it doesn’t matter if this mask is better than the one before. All that matters is she’ll never be what Taranza wants her to be.
She spends hours looking into the mirror or staring at her malformed hands, particularly when he’s not there to see. While he’s fast asleep or visiting friends she’ll slink over to peer at her reflection or sit up, glaring at her digits as she desperately attempts to regain some sort of control.
But much like it’s been every time she’s tried such a thing, it’s no use. She can’t force her features to shift… and the more she focuses on trying, the more upset she feels with herself for vivid purple eyes and smooth patches of blue and yellow skin.
Antennae sprout from her forehead. Horns shrink and wither. Her abdomen swells and gilded wings burst from her back.
…She feels all the more out of place, and all the less like ‘Joronia.’
This isn’t to say things are all bad, of course. Even if she continues to despise herself, there remain aspects of her life to be grateful for… such as her reconciliation with Susie.
Following their conversation, things are in fact ‘better’ between them. She’s still not sure she understands the strange girl entirely, but she no longer feels as suffocatingly unwelcome in her company. Perhaps they could even be described as something like friends.
They exchange ‘text messages.’ Primarily, they talk about Taranza— about how he’s doing and their respective worries— but occasionally they talk about themselves.
Nia learns more about what Susie does for a living.
She’s CEO of a company, but make no mistake— she’s far more than a figurehead. She’s a scientist— an inventor, a researcher and a bioengineer.
…She creates something known as ‘cybernetics.’
Nia was aware from the beginning that Susie was different from her and Taranza, but she hadn’t been sure what to make of her vibrant blue eyes and cold metal hands. Were they an irregularity? Or something normal for whatever species she is?
It was difficult to discern, and Nia didn’t dare ask.
But now it’s clear that she is, in fact, a freak… like Nia, with her disproportionate, ever-shifting features, and like Magolor, with his out-of-place, stomach-turning eyeball.
Susie wasn’t always a machine. Once upon a time, she, too, was soft flesh and blood. But at her employer’s request, she enhanced herself. She ascended beyond her mortal form. She became something sleek. Something smart. Something skilled and useful.
She mechanized limbs. She lost her ability to float. She destroyed the eyes she was born with and replaced them with more striking, less defective ones.
Nia’s mind wanders… and she wonders if Susie can really feel at home in a body like that, but she insists she does.
“Perhaps it’s just a delusion… but truthfully? I feel better about myself this way. And I really don’t think that’s entirely unwarranted. People come from all over to receive cybernetics from the Haltmann Works Company… whether that be because they wish to enhance themselves or because their organic bodies aren’t functioning properly. We’re famous for a reason~! Which is to say I feel perfectly at home in my body.”
“How, though?” Nia asks. “Even if you think it’s better… don’t others judge? Aren’t you worried you’ll appear abnormal?”
For the briefest moment, Susie appears troubled… but she quickly shakes her head.
“…I might have been concerned with that sort of thing once upon a time, but not anymore. I’m not particularly concerned with appeasing people who don’t understand.”
Nia wishes she could have that sort of confidence. Her life would be so much easier.
It makes sense she doesn’t, though. After all… while she and Susie may both appear unnatural at a glance, there’s a key difference between them. Susie has control over her abnormality. She appears exactly as she wants to, whether that’s strange or not. And in stark contrast, Nia’s strangeness goes against her every wish. She can’t control the way she presents herself.
It makes her jealous, and for just an instant, Nia contemplates asking Susie if she could receive enhancements, too… although she just as quickly dismisses the thought. As intoxicating as the idea of the freedom that would afford her is, she knows Taranza would never approve of such a thing. He wants to see a version of her that’s ‘real,’ or at least one he can delude himself into believing is such.
He’s already so unhappy with her just wearing a mask. He would never love her as a machine.
…And so the words die in her throat. She makes no request to Susie. She simply tugs at her scarf and responds:
“I see. Well… I suppose that’s a good mindset to have.”
Not for her, of course— she’ll always care about what others think of her. But for Susie…? She thinks that suits her just fine.
And Susie isn’t the only one she spends time with. She continues to see Magolor relatively often, and occasionally encounters Meta Knight at the training grounds.
Both of them are quick to compliment her on her new mask.
“Yoooooo! That’s awesome, dudette!” Magolor says, looking it over. “Susie made that for you, yeah? Awwww… I knew she’d come around eventually! But even better that she did it with such a sweet gift.”
“…I see you’ve acquired a mask of your own,” Meta Knight comments, far more reserved than Magolor. “How nice. It suits you quite well, I think.”
They, Susie and Taranza continue to be the only people she truly gets along with, however. Things are still tense between her and King Dedede, as well as the rest of the castle’s inhabitants… and she doesn’t encounter any of Taranza’s other friends. She gets the sense they’re trying to give her a wide berth after the incident with Elfilin and Gooey.
That’s… fine. She isn’t particularly interested in interacting with too many other people, anyways.
That’s only reiterated when she finds out about him.
And the worst part? It’s by complete accident. No-one tells her. She simply overhears a passing conversation one morning while Taranza and her are getting breakfast.
King Dedede and Bandana Waddle Dee are there, too, grabbing their food as well. They don’t even seem to notice Nia and Taranza’s presence.
“So, did Kirb let you know what he’ll be up to today? Realizing it’s been a bit since I’ve heard from the little guy.”
“Oh, yes! Last I checked, he had plans to hang out with Ribbon and Adeleine. Something about a drawing contest? He actually invited me, but I declined. I’m hardly an artist… and anyways, what’s the point in participating in a contest we all already know Adeleine is going to win? She’s way better at that sort of thing than any of us!”
Nia is only half paying attention to them. She reaches for a plate as King Dedede leans down to pat Bandana Waddle Dee on the head.
“Awww… give yourself some credit!” He says. “You’re a talented guy. I’m sure you could give her a run for her money if ya really tried! Although I can’t blame you for declining. Sounds like a lot of work.“
“Yeah…” Bandana Waddle Dee replies, sighing, “Plus, I was worried the girls might invite Daroach or Dark Meta Knight. Kirby might be able to stand them, but I have zero interest in hanging out with those creeps.”
Initially, Nia doesn’t even process what he said. But as she starts to turn to leave, it hits her and her blood runs cold. She freezes in place.
Taranza must not have overheard the conversation, because he glances back at Nia, concerned.
“Is… is something wrong?”
But she doesn’t answer him. Instead, her focus is on Bandana Waddle Dee. Her head snaps towards him, and her next words come out breathy and sharp.
”What did you just say?” She asks.
It’s Bandana Waddle Dee’s turn to freeze.
“A- ack!” He stammers. “How long have you been there?”
”That doesn’t matter,” Nia responds. “Just repeat what you said. Is it really true? That Kirby’s conspiring with him?”
Bandana Waddle Dee takes a step back. Nia’s fist balls.
She’s hardly even sure what it is she’s feeling. Is it anger? Is it fear? Either way, her heart is pounding. Golden wings twitch. A sharp fang presses against her lip.
“It’s not that…-“ Bandana Waddle Dee is evidently intimidated, but refuses to just cower. Eyes narrowed, he shakes his head. “Kirby isn’t conspiring with Dark Meta Knight… don’t get it twisted. But… yes, they interact occasionally. That much is true.”
A disbelieving laugh. Nia’s head spins.
“Dark Meta Knight. The same Dark Meta Knight who corrupted me. That’s his friend?”
It only makes sense in hindsight. Of course Kirby would be willing to tolerate someone like that. He’s willing to tolerate her after all, isn’t he? If he can excuse the actions of one monster, then excusing the actions of another is just a given!
…All the same, though, it becomes more and more difficult to breathe.
She hadn’t even thought about it… what the people who drove her mad must be up to now. She supposes some part of her assumed that they wouldn’t be a threat anymore… that it would be something she didn’t have to worry about. She always was foolish like that. That’s how they managed to do what they did to her in the first place.
“How much does he know?” She demands. “How much has the brat told him!? Is he aware I’m alive!? Does he know where I am!? No. Nononononono! Please, no! He can’t be coming for me!”
As Nia gasps for breath, Bandana Waddle Dee’s eyes widen. He takes another step back.
“I- I’m sure he knows you’re alive, but I don’t know if he’s coming for you. Kirby wouldn’t let something like that happen.”
”But he’s willing to accept that lunatic’s presence!? H- how do you know that? That he wouldn’t allow such a thing!? W- what if he’s fully willing to orchestrate it!? I upset him, after all. I made his friends cry! Maybe he’s plotting revenge. Maybe he wants to get rid of me! T-to ruin me a second time, that way it’s okay if I die!”
A wave of terror… not at the prospect of dying, but at the prospect of being distorted once more. She knows she’s already been ruined… changed beyond recognition, but when she thinks about the possibility of becoming drunk on egomania, her stomach lurches.
She doesn’t want to go back! She doesn’t want to hurt Taranza even more!
”Don’t let him do that to me! PLEASE!”
“Nia!” Taranza cries, hurrying to her side. “H- hey… it’s okay, please don’t panic! You’re going to be okay! I won’t let him hurt you!”
“H…- how can you prevent that!?! You couldn’t protect me before! You’re as good as powerless!”
She doesn’t mean for the words to come out as sharp as they do… and her chest tightens when she sees hurt flash in Taranza’s eyes… but she doesn’t know what else to say. It’s not an accusation. It’s truth. He can’t protect her. No-one can.
“Why…- why aren’t you panicking!?” She asks. “Surely it frightens you, too! He’s right there! He could turn me into a monster again! I could destroy you! And yet…-“ her voice peters off. Her eyes narrow. ”Wait. Did you know about this!?”
And there it is— fear. As she raises her voice, Taranza startles.
“W- well…! I knew about…- I was aware Kirby spent time with him occasionally, but…-“
”But what!? Why didn’t you tell me this sooner!? Were you planning to hide it forever!? Why!? In hopes I could get along with that brat!?”
“N- no! I was always going to tell you! I didn’t mean to hide anything! I just…- I didn’t know the best way to break it to you! I didn’t want for you to be frightened!”
”I should be, though! I know they have to be scheming right now! I… I need to…-“ a pause. Her eyes widen. ”I need to find them.”
“What!?”
Her head shoots towards Bandana Waddle Dee. She feels her hands morph as she speaks.
“Where are they!? Tell me right now! Where are Kirby and Dark Meta Knight!?”
“Kirby’s not…-“ Bandana Waddle Dee takes another step back. “He’s not with Dark Meta Knight right now! I…- I get why you’re freaking out, but you need to calm down. No-one is scheming. Kirby wouldn’t do something like that!”
“As far as you know! What if I’m an exception? What if he wants to get rid of me!?” A pause. “But fine… if Dark Meta Knight really isn’t with the brat, then where is he!? I need to find him. Now.”
“Nia…-“ Taranza says, “What are you talking about!? Why would you want to find him!?”
”Why do you think!?” Nia growls. “I need to strike before he does! Destroy him before he destroys me! It’s what he deserves! What he gets for helping turn me into a monster! If…- if it weren’t for him…-“ she drifts off, then snaps- “I’d still be someone with worth!”
“You have worth! And you’re not a monster! Please, please don’t say things like that. I don’t disagree that Dark Meta Knight deserves to be punished… b- but it’s not worth trying to do so at the expense of your safety! If you were to go after him, you could get hurt! That’s part of why I didn’t…- I- I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you about this sooner, but I need you to stay far, far away from the Mirror World! I can’t let anything like that happen ever again!”
“It…- it very well might, though! What if it’s already happening!?” A pit in her stomach. “What if that’s why I’m like this!?”
“Like what!?"
”This!” Nia repeats. “Hysterical. And shouting. And angry! Always causing some sort of problem!”
“First of all, you’re not ‘always causing some sort of problem,’ so don’t say that! But second of all… even if you are upset, that’s not because…- n- no-one is messing with your mind, Nia! You’re just struggling to deal with what happened to you… and that’s understandable! Anyone would be! But you need to-“
”Need to what!? Calm down!? Does it really matter why I’m this way!? Even if no-one is literally in my head, he’s still the reason I…- he’s the reason I’m like this, and he’s right there! If…- if I know where he is, then he needs to be dealt with!”
Taranza hovers to block Nia’s path.
“We don’t know where he is! Bandana Waddle Dee just told you: he’s not with Kirby! A- and anyways, even if you were to find him, what would you do? Mirror Worlders can’t-“
“They can’t be killed! I know that! I’m not stupid! I…- I don’t know what I’d do! But I need to find him! I need to! I can’t cope with knowing he’s just out there! So… so get out of the way, Taranza… NOW!”
At that, Taranza freezes.
However, he still doesn’t move.
“I… I can’t,” he responds, voice trembling. “…I can’t risk losing you again.”
It’s an infuriating sentimentality. He can’t risk losing her!? Why does he even care!? Can’t he see that he’d be better off without her… and that Dark Meta Knight is a part of the reason why!?
No. He can’t see. He refuses to see. There’s no use in reasoning with him. Nia just needs to… just needs to act! It doesn’t matter if she doesn’t know where she’s going! She’ll find a way to find the person who turned her into a monster!
However, as she motions to push past Taranza, something strange happens.
A body between them. A panicked shout.
“H- hey!” King Dedede exclaims, arms held out. “Hands off!”
He’s trembling, with eyes narrowed. For the briefest moment, she’s not even sure what he’s doing.
But then, it hits her. Her heart sinks.
He’s… protecting Taranza, isn’t he? From her? He thought she was going to strike him. And worst of all… looking at a wincing Taranza, Nia can’t help but realize that…-
He… he expected that, too.
Her body feels weak. As she reels backwards, her words come out a stammer.
“I wasn’t…- I wasn’t going to…-“
She’s hardly even sure what to say. Everyone is staring at her like she’s a lunatic.The Waddle Dees cower. Dedede grimaces. Taranza trembles, too.
“I wouldn’t,” she says. “…Did you really think-?”
No. Nonono!
Is it really so ridiculous, though? That they made that assumption?
Dedede saw her strike Taranza off the balcony. His subjects have no doubt heard stories. And as for Taranza… well, he knows better than anyone just how frightening she can be.
He experienced her abuse firsthand… and it was far more often than just that once incident. She’d yell at him. She’d grab him by the collar and call him useless. And yes, when he particularly got on her nerves, she’d even hit him.
She just… hated him. She hated him so much. It doesn’t even make any sense to her now, but she did.
Does he still feel hated, even now?
“Taranza…” she whispers, blinking back tears. “I- I wouldn’t! I didn’t mean to…-
Before she even knows what she’s doing, she’s collapsed to the floor. As her body grows, she covers her face with her hands.
“O- oh my stars! I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to frighten you. I was just so upset! But I wouldn’t hurt you! I wouldn’t! Do you seriously think that I would!?”
“W- what?” Taranza stammers. “N- no! Of course not, Nia! I was just scared that…-“ his voice peters off. His body goes stiff. “H- hey! Please don’t cry! Dedede… l-let me past! And please don’t do anything like that ever again! I know that you were just trying to help, but… N-Nia wouldn’t do anything like that. I’m sure of it!”
Dedede hesitates, but eventually steps to the side.
“…Right,” he says. “Sorry.”
Taranza, however, doesn’t pay him any mind. He hurries over to Nia, crouching down beside her.
“Don’t cry!” He repeats. “I’m just fine. I know you wouldn’t hurt me.”
“Wouldn’t I, though!?” Nia hiccups. “I have! So many times! Please don’t pretend that’s something that’s okay with you! I’d be frightened, too, if I were in your shoes!“
“I’m not pretending!” Taranza says. “And I’m not frightened! W- why would I be?”
”Why!? WHY!? Are you being serious!? Just look at how everyone is looking at me right now! They’re all staring at me like I’m some sort of unhinged monster! And they’re not wrong to think so! I am one! That’s what he turned me into! Someone willing to hurt people! Willing to hurt you! That’s why I… I need to…- I know it sounds awful, but that’s why I need to make him pay! Because I don’t want to be someone like that! I don’t!”
“You’re not, Nia! Please, please listen to me: you’re not that person anymore, and it’s not your fault you became her. That was out of your control. But you’re you again. No-one can take that from you. And no-one needs to be scared of you! It’s not awful to want to make him pay. I want to make him pay, too! I would if I could! But there’s something I want even more… and that’s to keep you safe. That comes above everything else!”
”Even your own wellbeing!?” Nia shouts, choking back a sob. “What if I hurt you!? I could, and I know that’s something you know! There’s a reason you flinched just now! Why you’re scared of my Zap magic!”
“I’m not scared!”
”Yes you are! Stop trying to spare my feelings! I’m sick of it!”
As tears trickle down her face, she feels flowers blossom from her skin. She gasps for breath.
“No…- no! It’s going to happen again, isn’t it? In front of everyone! T- they’re all going to see how disgusting I am! P- please, don’t let them look…! Make them go away!”
Her voice grows frantic.
As selfish as it is, and as much as she deserves to be seen for how repulsive she is, she just can’t bear the thought of anyone else witnessing the same thing that happened last time she was this upset. It’s bad enough for them to perceive her as disfigured… but as some eyeball-covered monstrosity? They’d really all fear her then!
Dedede already looks at her with such disgust. She doesn’t want to give him yet another reason to cower in her presence!
“Nia, I can’t…- l- let’s go to our room, okay?” Taranza stammers. “Here… I’ve got y-“
As he reaches out to touch her, Nia shrinks back. She shakes her head, hiccuping.
“N- no! Don’t touch me!” She cries. “I…- I don’t want to be touched! I- I’m sorry. I’ll get up. I didn’t mean to make a scene. I’ll get up. Just give me one moment. I can do it. I can…-“
Her voice peters off. She says that, but it’s so very hard to move. As she forces herself to rise, she quakes, and it feels like her body is ready to give out beneath her. She staggers against the wall.
Taranza’s expression falls. It’s clear that he wants to help her, but as he motions to reach out a hand once more, he hesitates. He doesn’t dare disregard her plea.
“…Okay,” he says. “You’ve got this. L- let’s go. I’m sorry this had to come out like this. But… you’re going to be okay. You have to be okay. So please don’t cry. I won’t let anyone hurt you.”
With that, he starts to lead the way out of the room, slowly and patiently… although he takes a moment to turn towards Dedede as he does.
“I meant what I said,” he reiterates. “Please never do anything like that ever again. If you do, I…-“
A pause.
“Well, I don’t know what I’ll do, but please don’t. It’s hurtful, and I don’t appreciate you regarding Nia that way. She hasn’t done a single thing to make you assume that of her.”
What a joke. She absolutely has. He witnessed the way she treated Taranza in the past. He saw her angry with— shouting at him. What else was he supposed to think!? Any person in their right mind would jump to the conclusion that she was going to lay a hand on him!
”No,” she snaps. “Don’t feel bad. You had your reasons… and you know what? I’m glad you were willing to stand up for Taranza. Don’t you dare ever stop trying to do that. If you ever think he’s in danger, then I want you to protect him. I need you to. Is that understood?”
Golden wings unfurl from her back, and Dedede flinches at her sharp gaze. But all the same… he nods.
“Y- you got it… although- um… let’s hope it doesn’t come to that, yeah? It seems like this time, at least, I got a lil bit ahead of myself. Sorry ‘bout that.”
Nia doesn’t humor his apology… merely lets out a ‘hmph’ in response. And then, with tears still trickling down her mask, she follows Taranza out into the hall, then back to their room.
The first thing she does upon arriving is collapse onto the bed. She cries into her pillow, gasping for breath.
Shakily, Taranza shuts the door behind him… then, he makes his way over to her side.
It’s more than evident he doesn’t know what to say, though… or even what to do for that matter. He doesn’t dare reach out a hand to touch her, let alone sit beside her on the bed. Instead, he simply floats awkwardly… lip quivering as he watches her sob.
“Nia…” he says. “Don’t…-“
”Don’t what!? Cry!? How can I not!? The person who turned me into a monster is still out and about! Just living a happy life! Fraternizing with your friends! And you didn’t even tell me! Why!? Because you were just foolishly hoping I’d never find out!? Or that consequences would never come of leaving him be!? Don’t be ridiculous! Inevitably, they will! He’ll hurt us! Someone always hurts us! He’ll find a way to make me hurt you, and I know that you REFUSE to care about your own wellbeing, but-!”
A pause. She hangs her head and buries her face in her hands.
“N- no… I’m sorry. I know I shouldn’t shout. I know it frightens you. I just don’t…- don’t know what else to do. Anger is all I know, I think. But that doesn’t make it right to take it out on you. I don’t want you to think I’m going to hurt you now…-“
“I don’t think that!” Taranza insists. “I’m being serious! I’m not afraid of you Nia. I know you wouldn’t hurt me.”
”Yes. You do. Whether or not you’re willing to admit that is a different question, but I know that deep down you’re aware, Taranza. There’s a reason you freeze when I move too suddenly. O- or raise my voice at you. Or look like this.”
‘…This’ being more like a Sectra, of course. She’s well aware of the way he regards her when that’s the case.
It’s subtle, of course… he tries his best to hide it, but once having realized it, it’s impossible to ignore. The way his smile is just a little less wide when he wakes up in the morning, only to realize she has violet eyes. The way he tenses, just barely, when her body grows or antennae sprout from her forehead. How he’s more likely to flinch when she speaks with that eerie, too-smooth, ‘beautiful’ voice.
And why wouldn’t he? It’s Sectonia who hurt him, after all… not his beautiful spider.
Still, hearing that, Taranza’s expression only falls more. He stares at Nia guiltily.
“Nia… if I have done anything like that, that was wrong of me. I don’t mean to…- I would never want to hurt you in that way. I know I should trust you. A- and I do! It’s just…”
He drifts off, letting out a sigh as he tugs at his scarf.
”...I don’t know. And I’m sorry. I’ll try my best to get it under control. To stop doing whatever it is I’m doing.”
“Y- you shouldn’t be obligated to do that!” Nia cries. “Your fear is warranted, Taranza! I hurt you. So much!”
“When you weren’t in your right mind! But you are now. My…- my gut instinct needs to realize that. You’re you. And you wouldn’t hurt me. The fact that you’re even so upset about this is proof of that.”
He says that, but Nia isn’t so sure. She used to get upset back then, too. You know… before she plunged fully into madness. She’d yell at Taranza— grab him by the collar or slam him against the wall, only to then later apologize, hysterical and weeping. She’d say that she didn’t mean to hurt him… that she didn’t know what came over her… that he’d just made her so angry. And then, with the same insufferable smile on his face as always, he’d comfort her. He’d say that he understood. That he’d probably have done the same in her shoes.
That guilt did fade with time. Eventually, Nia didn’t care about hurting Taranza. But the terror and remorse she felt when she first started to spiral into madness… she recalls it vividly. How she’d cling to Taranza, tears streaming down her face, and beg him to never leave her. How she’d tell him he was all she had.
…Is that really so different from the her of now? Who has the audacity to yell at him? Who won’t just submit to him, even when she knows she should?
Once again, her mind wanders to what she said earlier. About how Dark Meta Knight and his sick master could be doing what they did to her back then a second time. She’s certainly acting like it. But actually giving it some more thought? She knows that, deep down, that’s not the case. There are no whispers, just too quiet to make out. No mirror to peer into, succumbing to self-worship. All there is… her. This is what she is. Maybe it’s all she’s ever been.
They wouldn’t have been able to make someone else— someone better— act like she did in the first place. But a self-obsessed, selfish, temperamental brat?
…They hardly even had to give her a push. She bets all she wants now is an excuse. A reason to point fingers— to feel like she’s not culpable. But she is.
Still, she’s not sure how to vocalize even a bit of that. If she were to tell Taranza how cruel she feels— that her apologies mean nothing— then he’d just react the same way he did back then. He’d smile at her— at his tormentor—and he’d tell her he’s there for her. That she’s nothing to be afraid of.
(An unwelcome memory. His desperate shout and the way that he quivered as she loomed over him. She remembers looking at him and feeling nothing but hatred. Then, lightning.
He tumbled into the abyss.)
He’s quivering now, too. Is it because he’s afraid of her, or because he’s afraid for her? Is there a difference? Why can’t she stop frightening him? She just wants to appear stable! But how can she, knowing there are people like Dark Meta Knight out there?
How can she, knowing she’s still her?
And so, he’s the one who speaks next, ultimately. Voice soft, he says, “…I apologize for not telling you about all of this sooner, Nia. I meant what I said. I never, ever intended to hide this from you. I just… didn’t know the best way to break the news. You were already so stressed when you were first resurrected. You still are. I didn’t want to add to that. And…- um…- well, like the other thing I said: I was scared. I didn’t want you to go after him. Not because I don’t think he deserves it— he very much does— but because I didn’t want you putting yourself at risk! I couldn’t bear the thought of losing you again.”
…Which is all to say that this, too, isn’t all that different from before. He’d bitten his tongue, terrified of her reaction… afraid of her throwing a tantrum, and she’s only validated that fear. She did exactly what he didn’t want her to. Like always.
”I- I’m sorry…” she hiccups. “I- I don’t want to put you through that again either. I… I didn’t mean to cause a scene. I’m just scared. I’m scared and I’m angry and I’m scared that I’m angry. I don’t know what I’m going to do.”
“…I’m scared, too, Nia. That’s natural. And being angry is, too. I’m also angry with him.”
‘But what about being angry with you?’ Nia wants to say. ‘Didn’t you see my fury earlier? I screamed! Is that really something that’s okay with you?’
But there’s no point. She already knows what his answer would be.
“…I’m sorry,” he continues. “That I can’t do more to assuage your fears. I’m… sorry that I couldn’t protect you before. That I let him put you through that. I know that I failed… and I get why you feel like I’m just going to fail you again.”
“I- it’s not that I feel like you failed…” Nia responds. “I know I snapped at you, but I don’t think… anything could make me feel safe? It’s not your fault. What can you even do now? And what could you have done back then? If you’d tried to intervene, I would have killed you. You couldn’t protect me when it was myself I had to be afraid of.”
It’s the same way now, really. Even more than Dark Meta Knight, she’s afraid of Nia. Of what Dark Meta Knight could turn her into again, if he wanted, because it’s already inside of her. She’s scared of cruel words and unbearable anger. Of coming to despise Taranza in the same way she did before.
And nothing can assuage that fear. She can’t escape herself. Taranza can try to convince her she’s someone else— someone better— but she’ll know.
…She’ll always, always know.
“I don’t know,” Taranza mutters, fidgeting with his hands. “It feels like there has to have been something I could have done. At the very least I could have not given you that accursed mirror. But I just…- I didn’t think things through. I didn’t understand what it was. I just wanted to do something nice for you, and I hurt you instead. I hurt you so, so badly. I don’t want that to happen a second time.”
“L- listen… we’ll find a way to make sure that never happens again,” he continues. “I don’t know how, but we will. I can…- um…- ask Kirby to monitor Dark Meta Knight. To step in if he tries anything. M- maybe I can ask him to defeat Dark Mind again. It wouldn’t kill him, but it might weaken him, at least…”
“…As if he’d care,” Nia mutters. “He’s the reason I panicked in the first place. Why would he bother to do any of that? He’s already killed me once. Surely it’s no big deal to him if he has to again. ‘Oh well,’ he’ll say. ‘It couldn’t be helped. Such a shame that happened to her.’”
“Nia…” Taranza says. “Don’t…- Kirby isn’t- you’re getting the wrong idea. Kirby isn’t perfect, but his flaw isn’t that he doesn’t care. He cares so, so much. He felt awful about what happened to you. He showed up at the castle crying, begging me for forgiveness afterward. He couldn’t bear to hurt you a second time. So it’s not that…- it’s not that your safety doesn’t matter to him. It’s just that he doesn’t understand the danger you’re in. He’s naive. He wants to see the best in everyone. He doesn’t understand yet that some people, like Dark Meta Knight, don’t have any good inside of them. That they could hurt the other people he holds dear.”
A pause.
“But that doesn’t mean that…- that doesn’t mean that Kirby will stand by, either. If someone he cares about does a bad thing, then he will intervene. He won’t allow anyone to hurt others. Not on his watch. If he thinks something is amiss, then it won’t be for long. So… let’s just talk to him, okay? Emphasize how important this is. Maybe we can make him understand, or at the very least take this more seriously.”
Nia still isn’t convinced… but she doesn’t argue. What’s the point? All that would do is make Taranza feel bad… and it’s not like she has any better ideas to keep herself safe. Protection from a super-powered infant is better than nothing, even if that protection may just be supposed.
“Mmmmm…” she says. “I guess that works.”
“It’s certainly better than you going after him,” Taranza replies. “Which… please, promise me it won’t come to that, Nia. No matter how angry you get, swear you won’t risk your life like that. I couldn’t bear to lose you a second time… and there are so many things I know you don’t want to give up. This… hasn’t been easy, but being alive hasn’t been all bad, has it? You’ve made some good friends. And I know it’s taking some time, but you are starting to adjust.”
Yet another thing Nia isn’t so sure about. She doesn’t feel like she’s adjusting. She thinks about what it would be like to die every day… and she’s pretty certain the only reason she doesn’t is Taranza.
It’s… been nice getting to know Magolor and Susie, don’t get her wrong… and Meta Knight, too, but it isn’t worth this. It isn’t worth looking in the mirror and seeing a face she hates staring back at her. It isn’t worth being petrified— so scared she’ll hurt the person she loves most, or knowing that she’s the worst version of herself, and just what she’s capable of.
In a perfect world, she’d make Dark Meta Knight pay, then she would disappear. She’d get her revenge, and it wouldn’t matter what it costs.
But seeing Taranza staring at her, pleading… she knows that this isn’t that world. That she has to live… for him, no matter how miserable it makes her feel. She can’t get the revenge she deserves… not when it would put his happy ending at risk.
“…Fine,” she says, letting out a sigh. “I promise. I… don’t know if that means he won’t take everything away again anyways, but I won’t poke the sleeping Scarfy. For you.”
”Thank you, Nia,” Taranza says, reaching out for her hand. “…I know it’s hard, but I need you here. Everyone does. Your resurrection… it’s a miracle. And I never, ever want that to go to waste. I want you to live a long, happy life. The one that you’ve always deserved.”
He inches just a little bit closer to Nia.
“Can I… sit beside you? I understand if you still don’t want to be touched, but-“
“No…” Nia says. “It’s fine. You can sit down. I apologize for demanding you don’t touch me. I just didn’t…- I didn’t want to hurt you, somehow. After seeing King Dedede react like that, I was afraid. I already harmed you by accident once, didn’t I? When I freaked out over what Elfilin said to me?”
“Oh, Nia…” Taranza says, carefully sitting beside her. “That’s not something to feel guilty for. I’m just fine. And I know you wouldn’t hurt me. Although there’s no need to apologize for setting a boundary. I’d never want to do something that would make you uncomfortable.”
He leans on her— squeezing her hand.
“Your happiness and wellbeing… that’s what matters to me most.”
As if such a thing even exists. Nia can’t be well, let alone happy. The very idea is contradictory to who she is.
…Not that she says that to Taranza. She remains silent, as always.
“And… I really am glad you’re here,” he continues, voice soft. “I never, ever want you to doubt that. I’m… overjoyed. And that more than outweighs any fear or sadness I could possibly feel. I wake up each morning, only to realize you’re there next to me, and it’s as if my chest could burst with relief. I want to cry tears of joy, because I missed you so much, and now I don’t have to anymore… and that’s a euphoria that never seems to fade. I go through every day so incredibly grateful for what I have.”
“So… don’t worry about hurting me,” he continues. “Because you bring me so much more happiness than you could possibly ever realize. I know things haven’t been easy, but I’m happy, and I want you to be, too.”
His words drip with sincerity. As he slowly runs his thumb over the back of Nia’s hand, he shuts his eyes, smiling.
It’s a smile she doesn’t want to destroy… as misguided and infuriating as it is. She wants to let him have his fantasy for as long as possible… and so she forces a smile of her own, leaning back on him and trying her best to ignore the thoughts of how easy it’d be to snap his little body in two with her mismatched, bloodied hands.
“…I’m sure I will be, one day.”
It’s his happiness that actually matters most, after all. And so, as always, she plays her part.
Inevitably, Kirby reaches out.
He doesn’t come in person, of course… if he did, Nia has no doubt she’d lose it a second time— but later that day he sends her a text. She’s lying in bed, arms wrapped around a sleeping Taranza when her phone screen lights up.
For the briefest moment, she considers not even looking at it, lest she wake him, but when she sees who it’s from, there’s a pit in her stomach and she needs to know what it is Kirby has to say.
With one hand, she reaches out for her phone, picking it up off the table. She swipes past her lock screen— the picture of a smiling Taranza— and gives the message a read.
[Kirby]: I herd from dedede you were sad earlier. Is it true your scared cuz of sir dark metaknight?
[Kirby]: is it true your scared cuz of me?
A twinge of… something. Nia doesn’t know if it’s exhaustion or irritation. Of course King Dedede told Kirby about her little outburst. It was too much to think she might get some privacy. She’s sure before she even knows it, Taranza’s entire friend group will know about her breakdown.
…Dark Meta Knight included.
She wonders if King Dedede did what he did out of spite. Does he want to punish her for how she behaved? Did he tell Kirby so he can put her in her place?
She doesn’t know. And she hardly knows how to respond to Kirby, either. It takes all of her restraint to not call him an ignorant brat… to say that of course she’s upset— why wouldn’t she be when he’s fraternizing with her tormentor like her suffering means nothing?
But she knows she can’t say that… even if it’s true. Not only does she not want to upset Taranza’s friends, but she’s scared of Kirby, truthfully. If she speaks out of line, he may just send her to the grave once more.
She can’t allow that. Not when Taranza still needs her so much he broke down at the mere thought of her going to confront Dark Meta Knight.
…And so ultimately, she simply responds with a:
[Nia]: Yes.
She doesn’t elaborate. Why would she owe Kirby that? If he really wants to know more, she’s sure he can just find out by interrogating King Dedede and his little henchman. They’ve already made it more than clear they’re willing to share just about everything with him.
[Kirby] …Oh
[Kirby]: Im sorry
[Kirby] I didnt meen to scare you miss nia.
[Kirby] I didnt think there was something wrong with the too of us being frends. Im frends with lots of peple who have done bad things. I want to help them get better.
…Better? Better!? Ha! As if someone like that can get better! He can’t… and neither can she.
[Nia]: Whatever. It doesn’t matter. Keep doing whatever you’d like. My feelings clearly don’t matter. Just don’t breathe a word of me to him. And stay away. I won’t tell Taranza to stop interacting with you, but I don’t feel safe with you here.
Kirby spends a while typing.
[Kirby]: Oh……
[Kirby]: I can stay away if you want even though i relly want to be frends… but you shuldnt say your feelings dont matter. You dont deserv to feel not safe. No one does.
[Kirby]: …Would it help any if I told you what sir dark meta knight sayed when he learned you were alive?
[Kirby] I didnt tell him, but I was there. I herd it. It was mean and I didnt like it, but maybe it can help you feel less afraid?
He knows. Of course he knows. Nia had a feeling… but all the same, the mere confirmation makes her feel sick. It takes all of her effort to not start hyperventilating again then and there. He knows she’s alive, and that means he can do whatever he wants to her.
…She wonders who told him. Is the brat telling the truth? That it wasn’t him? Or is he lying? If it was someone else… was it Bandana Waddle Dee? King Dedede? One of those ‘Adeleine’ or ‘Ribbon’ girls she heard mentioned earlier? Who is it? Who should she be certain she can’t trust?
[Nia]: Tell me.
Even if he said something awful, she needs to know. She can’t not be aware of what his plan is.
[Kirby]: Ok
[Kirby]: Um…
[Kirby]: Sereously it was mean but
[Kirby]: When Bandee demanded to know if he was going to do anything to you again he said
[Kirby]: “Why would we be interested in that? She was a failure”
[Nia]: …A failure?
Nia can’t believe what she’s reading. Did Dark Meta Knight seriously say that!
…He had to, didn’t he? Kirby wouldn’t have been able to come up with something like that. But what does it mean?
On second thought, actually… she knows what it means, doesn’t she? It’s actually rather self explanatory. Dark Meta Knight and his master did what they did to her because they wished to turn her into a puppet. She was supposed to help them attain more power over this world, and she didn’t. She was volatile up until the end. Ultimately, she got herself killed in a senseless blaze of glory.
Of course even they would see her as a failure. She didn’t do a single thing for them.
In a strange way, it’s almost vindicating. At least she can know they didn’t get their way. But at the same time… it’s painful, too. To know that she went through all of that for nothing. That she spiraled and she suffered and she died, and that it didn’t even mean anything to the people who did that to her. She’s just a footnote… something to write off as a disappointment.
[Kirby]: Thats what he said yes :(
[Kirby]: I dont think your a failure though miss queen Nia
[Kirby]: I think your very very strong
[Kirby]: So please dont feel bad. I just wanted you to know you have nothing to worry about
[Kirby]: Even if he did try something id protect you
[Kirby]: Im sorry I couldnt protect you last time and that I hurt you and made you go away. I didnt know
[Kirby]: But im happy your here. Every one is. And i dont want you to be sad or afred
Nia doesn’t feel comforted. She just feels… numb. How can he say something so optimistic after passing on a message like that? Can’t he see that Dark Meta Knight was right about her? That she’s a failure and that she turned into a monster for nothing and that she’s never going to be happy again?
She wants to tell him that, and she even starts to type out a message about how she is sad and afraid whether he likes it or not, and that there’s nothing he can do about it… but sooner rather than later she deletes it. She knows she can’t send him something like that.
And so, instead, she simply sends him:
[Nia]: Okay. Thank you for letting me know.
Then, she places the phone on the table. If Kirby has something else to say, she’s not interested in hearing it.
As she lowers her head back onto her pillow, though, she doesn’t feel any more at ease… even having removed herself from that conversation. She just feels… tired. And not in the way sleep can fix.
She knows that’s ridiculous. She should be relieved. Dark Meta Knight isn’t going to come after her, right? But that doesn’t make her want to come after him any less. He still destroyed her life. He ruined her— desecrated everything that she was, and she’s not so much as even worth a glance.
Maybe it’s the part of her that’s insatiable— attention-seeking that feels bitter about that. She always did want everyone to constantly be thinking about her. ‘Bad attention is better than no attention’ or what-have-you. ‘Better than being forgotten. Than existing in the shadows, slowly disappearing.’
But she doesn’t want that kind of bad attention, and she knows it. She would never. She just wants to be acknowledged. To be seen as a person, or at least as collateral damage. Anything more than a footnote.
…What a joke. She’s not a person. Maybe she was once, but not anymore.
She’s just… Nia. And Dark Meta Knight is right. She’s not even worth the effort of ruining. Not when there’s nothing left of value to even destroy.
It makes her want to break him. To force him to look her in the eye. She wants to scream— say “look what you’ve done to me!” — for while she knows he won’t feel any guilt, maybe then, at least, there would be consequences. He’d pay for what he did. He’d realize that she was so much more of a failure than he thought. That she wasn’t just a disappointment. That she was a catastrophe, and that by doing what they did to her, Dark Meta Knight and his master had destroyed their own worlds as well.
But she knows that’s not happening. Not when Taranza is here, afraid. He has no interest in avenging the girl she used to be, because he still foolishly believes she’s still here. He believes there’s something worth protecting.
…Why can’t she just make him wake up and see?
She wants to tell him about what Kirby said. She wants to cry in his embrace. But she knows that would be selfish. She’s already made him stress more than enough today. All she would do is worry him more, and that’s not something she can allow.
It’s just another burden she has to carry alone.
She could attempt to tell Susie, Magolor, or even Meta Knight, of course… they’re something like friends to her at this point. But she wonders what good it would even do. Surely they wouldn’t understand. They’d tell her the same thing she’s telling herself. That it’s a good thing she’s a failure in the eyes of someone like that.
And aside from them… well, there’s no-one else for her to talk to. Zan Partizanne offered to be a listening ear if needed, but Nia has no interest in confiding in her of all people. And as for the others? They’re apathetic towards her at best and hostile towards her at worst. People like King Dedede and Bandana Waddle Dee… they have no interest in her feelings.
She bets they wish she was just gone.
Although then again… there’s something she still doesn’t understand. Why was Bandana Waddle Dee of all people interrogating Dark Meta Knight about his plans? It’s not as if he actually cares about her wellbeing, is it?
…No. Surely not. Giving it some more thought, Nia figures it’s just because he’s afraid of her becoming an even bigger threat. Of course he wouldn’t want her to go off the deep end again. If she did, his precious king could be hurt, and that’s what really matters to him.
It was damage control. Nothing more.
It’s… funny. Nia knows she has support— or at the very least people trying to give her that, but as she lies there, contemplating what she just learned, she feels terribly, terribly alone.
She buries her face in the back of Taranza’s neck and takes a deep, shaky breath.
…She wishes she could feel like something more than a broken toy.
Notes:
HIIII everyone. Sorry this is so late. Although for once it's not my fault... at least kind of. It was meant to go up yesterday evening but my beta reader- uh... conked out and didn't get back to me in time. So I didn't have access to the proofread version until this morning.
When he got it to me I was out of the house doing work, and although I meant to upload it as soon as I got home, honestly I was just... Not Feeling Good for reasons unrelated to the fic, so I conked out myself. I needed some rest. Chapter's here now though!
And what a doozy it is! Another big one. About time the Dark Meta Knight cat comes out of the bag. This was a devastating revelation for Nia. It was terrifying to learn that someone so frightening who's hurt her so much is so 'close,' in a way... and it also hurt to learn Taranza was hiding that from her.
(...Hahaha, girl, trust me when I say that's far from the only thing he's hiding)
At the very least Nia and Taranza talked things over some, but as usual there was a lot of misunderstanding between them. Very rarely are either of them able to get their actual point across.
Heck, just look at the detail from the very beginning of the chapter: that Taranza has already sort of 'ruined' the mask for Nia! HE just wants her to feel comfortable 'as she is,' but SHE feels like he's unhappy with her. The meaning is lost.
...Heavy chapter. Although if it's any condolence, next chapter is a SLIGHTLY more lighthearted one. That will be up in two weeks (two Sundays from now), so I hope you're looking forward to it!
As always, make sure to let me know what you thought and I'll talk to you all again soon!
Chapter 21: dancing on glass
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Needless to say, Nia struggles after learning about Dark Meta Knight.
Much like she did following the incidents with Elfilin and Marx, she becomes even more withdrawn, and it breaks Taranza’s heart. Not only is she evidently terrified of what Dark Meta Knight might do to her, but she’s terrified of herself. She hangs her head low, and when she catches herself moving too fast around Taranza, she freezes… almost as if afraid of making him flinch.
He tells her time and time again that she has nothing to worry about, but it’s as if his words fall on deaf ears. Her worst fears have already come to fruition.
Admittedly, he’s upset with King Dedede.
He knows he was just trying to protect him, but at the same time… he can’t believe he felt like Nia was something he had to be protected from! He should have known better, and Taranza tells him as much… not that it does much good.
Dedede is apologetic, of course, yes… but the damage is done. Even after giving another apology to Nia, it doesn’t seem to fix things. Her opinion of him only becomes all the more negative… as does her opinion of herself.
She sees more and more hostility where there is none. She talks about how she just knows he hates her. And as much as Taranza tries to reassure her that that’s not the case, it just doesn’t work. Her mind is already set.
And things only become all the more strained between them when she makes a certain request of King Dedede… one that takes even Taranza by surprise.
“I want you to get rid of all of the mirrors in the castle.”
“H- huh?” King Dedede responds, flabbergasted. “Whaddaya mean!?”
“They need to go. Not only could Dark Meta Knight find me through them if he wanted, but I’m sick of seeing them. I don’t want to have to look at myself anymore. It’s just too upsetting.”
“I get that, bug girl… but it’s a big castle. A- and anyways, I’m pretty sure the Mirror World don’t work like that. He can’t-“
”It doesn’t matter. Even if he can’t find me, the other fact still remains. Please… make them go! I’m begging you!”
“H… how about I get rid of all of the mirrors in your room? It seems a bit much to-“
”Are you really so obsessed with looking at yourself that this is such a big deal to you!? What does it matter!? You don’t need mirrors, do you!? It’s not as if you seem particularly concerned about your appearance!”
Which, of course, only causes things to escalate. The moment she raises her voice at King Dedede, Bandana Waddle Dee intervenes.
“And what’s that supposed to mean!?” He asks. “The Great King looks excellent! Don’t you dare insinuate otherwise. Need I remind you you’re a guest here!? You are not the one who should be making demands. And anyways… it seems as if you’re the one who’s obsessed. Are you really so much as unable to even look at yourself!?”
”Yes!” Nia cries.
Ultimately, Taranza has to step in… and while he’s able to find a solution, it’s not one either party is particularly happy with.
Reluctantly, Dedede agrees to remove all mirrors from Taranza and Nia’s wing of the castle.
…Even Taranza isn’t exactly thrilled. He hates that Nia feels so badly about herself that she doesn’t even want to catch a glimpse. But hearing her so upset… he couldn’t possibly tell her to just deal with it. If she’s unable to look, then he supposes there’s nothing much that can be done about that right now.
They just have to… keep working on it.
(He tries his best to ignore the sense that any progress they’re making is backwards.)
Nia, of course, just takes King Dedede’s reluctance as another sign that he hates her. She hangs her head and cries, saying that she knows she’s being unreasonable, but that she bets if it were someone else making the request, he’d care more about their comfort. He’s just hesitant because it’s her.
“King Dedede does care…” Taranza insists. “He wants you to be comfortable— I know he does. And… think about it this way: we’re really not so likely to leave our wing of the castle anyways, are we? We can just avoid anywhere that mirrors might be.”
…An arrangement she eventually accepts. However, that doesn’t make her any happier with King Dedede.
And she also continues to harbor a negative opinion of Kirby. Whereas before she didn’t want to interact with him primarily because she was afraid she’d mess it up somehow, now she seems to have an active distaste for him as an individual.
…Taranza can’t really blame her, all things considered. He’s able to get along with Kirby, but that’s because he’s known Kirby for years, and Kirby helped him through a hard time. Nia has had no such experience. To her, Kirby is the person who not only killed her, but has now sided with her tormentor… and out of a lack of regard for her wellbeing, at least in her eyes.
He does end up having a talk with Kirby— asking him to keep an eye on Dark Meta Knight, and suggesting they stop being on such friendly terms if Kirby wants to get along with Nia, but Kirby seems hesitant. He’s happy to supervise him, of course… but when it comes to pulling away?
“I dunno if that’s a good idea. I know you’re scared Dark Meta Knight might do something bad… but don’t you think that might end up happening ’cause he’s lonely if he doesn’t have any friends? I don’t wanna make him feel a… lee… an-“
A pause. Kirby struggles to enunciate the word.
Ultimately, he shakes his head, saying, “I don’t wanna make him feel all alone.”
Taranza wishes Kirby would get that Dark Meta Knight doesn’t actually care about him. Or about Daroach. Or about Adeleine and Ribbon. He doesn’t care about anyone. It wouldn’t mean anything to him to be all alone.
But he knows that’s something Kirby just can’t wrap his head around. He’s nothing like Dark Meta Knight, after all. Friendship is everything to him. He can’t even begin to fathom a world where that wouldn’t matter to someone.
So sighing, Taranza simply responds:
“That’s your choice. But know Nia might not feel all that safe around you.”
“Mmmmm… well, if it helps any, tell her it’s not like Dark Meta Knight and I hang out much, anyways. I try to be nice to him, but he’s pretty lonely…”
But Taranza knows to Nia it’s not actually about how much Kirby ‘hangs out’ with Dark Meta Knight. It’s about the fact that he’s willing to tolerate him at all. Because that makes it seem as if he’s okay with what happened to her, and that’s not okay.
…It’s complicated.
But whatever. It’s fine. Nia and Kirby don’t need to get along, anyways. It’s not as if she doesn’t have support. She’s made friends— ones who are even dearer to Taranza— and for that he’s grateful.
It’s actually one of those friends who suggests something to cheer Nia up.
[Magolor]: How about you take her to Merry Magoland?
He’d been texting Susie and Magolor about how Nia’s been doing when the idea is brought up. It comes just after he’d admitted he doesn’t know how to lift her spirits.
Of course, he’s hesitant at first… as is Susie. She’s quick to try and shoot down the idea.
[Susie]: I’m not sure now is the best time to try and plug your theme park, Magolor.
He’s equally as quick to defend himself, however, responding:
[Magolor]: I’m not ‘plugging’ anything, dude! I’m being serious. Just think about it: she’s been feeling down, so why not try to distract her? It would be a good opportunity for her to get her mind off of things! She wouldn’t have to worry about Dark Meta Knight or Dedede or any of that for just a few hours. She could play games and ride rides… have a good time with the three of us!
[Magolor]: Heck, I can even close the park for a day, that way no-one else bothers us. No patrons, no employees, no nothing. Just Magolor, Susie, Taranza and Nia. That way it doesn’t set off her agoraphobia.
[Susie]: …No employees? How exactly is the park going to function like that?
[Magolor]: How is it going to function? You wound me with your skepticism, Suz’! I can take care of anything the employees would do. Who do you think is the one who taught them how to do their jobs?
As the two of them debate just how much work a single person can do on their own, Taranza thinks.
Is this really a good idea?
On one hand… it sounds fun. Maybe it would be nice for Nia to have a relaxed, casual outing. But on the other hand… is that how it would actually end up? Or would it inevitably become stressful for he? Like so many other things have?
Ugh. Part of him is tempted to shoot the idea down outright. But he figures that wouldn’t be very fair to Nia. Maybe she’ll be receptive to the idea.
There’s only one way to find out.
[Taranza]: I’ll extend the offer to her… but if she doesn’t accept, please don’t take it personally. I’m sure she’ll appreciate that you thought of her either way. I’m just not sure she’ll be up for such a big outing.
[Magolor]: Of course, dude. I get it. If she’s not down for that, than it’s no biggie. Just tell her that it’s the most magical place in the galaxy, ‘kay? And that I’m more than willing to do anything to make her feel welcome.
[Taranza]: I will. Thank you, Magolor ::) It means a lot to me.
And it means a lot to Nia, too, apparently. When Taranza explains the proposition to her, she seems shocked.
“He told me he’d get everything set up for us, and that you wouldn’t have to worry about encountering anyone else. He said he’d make sure the park is vacant, and I know we can take his word for that far more than Kirby’s. There won’t be another incident like the one with Elfilin and Gooey. It’ll be just you, me, Magolor and Susie.”
“We’d be able to ride rides, play games and have some good food… relax together, and try to get our mind off of things,” Taranza continues. “Now, it’s an offer you’re under no obligation to accept, of course, but he at least wanted me to pass it on to you. So what do you think?”
Nia stares.
Voice small, she replies, “He’d really be willing to do all of that… for me? Won’t he get in trouble if he shuts the park down for a day? And making sure everything works all by himself sounds like a lot of work.”
“Of course he’d be willing to do all of that for you,” Taranza responds. “He’s your friend, Nia. He’s worried about you, too… and he wants to do anything he can to help.”
Nia’s quiet for a long moment. As she fidgets with her hands, her body shifts. A horn burgeons from her head. Brown fuzz streaks across her fingers.
Ultimately, she turns towards Taranza, voice soft but resolute.
“…I’d like to go,” she says.
“O- oh!” Taranza exclaims, “You would?”
That is not the answer he’d been expecting. Hoping for, maybe… but he hadn’t thought of it as likely. Is Nia really up for something like that?
“And you’re certain?” He asks. “I don’t want to pressure you, but-“
”I’m certain,” Nia answers. “If he’s really so willing to go out of his way for me then I’d… I’d at least like to give it a try. It’s the least I can do to show my appreciation.”
“That’s wonderful! I’m so glad to hear that, Nia… and I know Magolor and Susie will be, too. We’ll have a lovely time. I may tease Magolor for just how much he talks about his theme park sometimes, but it truly is a nice place. He’s put lots of love into it, and it shows.”
Of course, he’s sure to let Nia know that if she changes her mind she’s free to back out at any time, but she remains adamant.
“I want to at least try to have a nice time with the three of you. So please… tell him I’ll be coming.”
“I will,” Taranza assures. “He’ll be thrilled.”
And indeed Magolor is. In fact, he’s over the moon!
“Oh, I just knew she’d want to come!” He gushes. “Merry Magoland is just about the coolest place ever, after all! Tell her that she will NOT regret this. I’ll make sure to go ALL OUT! If she doesn’t have the best day of her life, it’s a refund… guaranteed!”
“Refund?” Taranza asks, scoffing. “Last I checked, you weren’t making us pay for our tickets?” A pause. “…Unless billing us when we’re technically homeless is your idea of treating us to a good time?”
“Stars, no! I would never! I’m a philanthropist… at least when it comes to my friends! Just because I’m not charging you doesn’t mean I can’t give you a refund, though.”
“…Are you insinuating you’ll pay us if we don’t have a good time?”
“Indeed! That’s how confident I am Nia will enjoy herself~”
Taranza smiles, but tells Magolor he’s sure he won’t have to pull out all the stops to do that. Truthfully, he thinks Nia would actually prefer something more lowkey.
“Yeah… yeah, I know,” Magolor says, chuckling. “Don’t worry… I’m not going to be throwing any parades in her honor. But I will be making her feel like a guest! That much is for sure!”
And so it’s a plan. Magolor takes some time to get everything set up and Susie finds a day she can take off, then the four of them meet up at the park.
The other two are already there when Taranza and Nia arrive… and seeing them approach, Magolor instantly perks up.
Waving a hand, he shouts, “There’s the man and woman of the hour! How have you been? Looking forward to this, I’m sure!”
Nia still seems to be a bit taken aback by his dramatics… but in a far friendlier way than before. Whereas just a month ago she would have shied back, uncomfortable, watching him bow, now she simply lets out a nervous laugh.
“Well… I certainly appreciate that you’ve done all this, but we’ll just have to see if the acclaimed ‘Merry Magoland’ is actually up to snuff. You’ve bragged about this place an awful lot, after all. You’ve certainly set high expectations.”
“With good reason!” Magolor retorts, puffing his chest out. “I’ve said it before: Merry Magoland is the most magical place in the universe!”
“Mmmmm… perhaps,” Susie adds on. “But what about the multiverse? A little birdie told me those ‘Beast Pack’ individuals are working on establishing a theme park of their own. So it seems like soon you might just have some competition very soon!”
”Oh, come on!” Magolor retorts. “Like they could ever measure up to my greatness! Not only have I been in the business of construction way longer, but I’ve got the biggest company in existence as a sponsor.” A pause. “…Unless their CEO intends to break contract?”
“Mmmmm… I just might,” Susie says, hand on her chin. “Depends on what sort of offer they make me.”
“You wouldn’t dare! I’d sue you into oblivion!”
“You and what army? The Haltmann Works Company has a team of very seasoned lawyers at their beck and call. Wouldn’t be the first time I’ve broken a contract with zero consequence~”
“TARANZAAAAA! NIAAAAAA! Tell Susie to stop threatening me!” Magolor whines, pointing a finger. “It’s hardly friend-like behavior!”
Taranza can’t make out Nia’s smile, of course… but he sees her eyes crinkle.
It’s nice to see her finally feeling like a member of the group. Stars knows she deserves it.
“Magolor,” Taranza says. “You know Susie would never betray you. Now stop worrying and get to showing us the theme park, why don’t you? Before Nia starts to think you were lying about its splendor?”
“…Me? Lie?” Magolor asks, batting his eyes. “I would never! But yes, don’t worry, I’ll quit dilly-dallying. Without further ado…”
He floats over towards the golden set of gates that block off the park.
“Ladies and gentleman… wellllllcome to Merry Magoland!”
And with that, they swing open, revealing the wonders inside.
Nia looks around, amazed… and Taranza can’t exactly fault her! As much as he likes to tease Magolor, there’s no denying that his magnum opus is impressive… what with its extravagant topiary, crazy rides, and the multitude of banners and balloons.
The real centerpiece, however, is the ‘castle’ that sits at the very center of the park. Brightly colored and shaped just like Magolor’s face, it may not at all resemble a real palace… but that doesn’t make it any less striking.
With all sorts of massive doors, each containing games beyond them, Taranza is sure it’ll be the first thing that catches Nia’s attention. However, as he looks at her, he realizes that her head is actually turned to the side.
“Is that… a statue of Taranza?” She asks.
And instantly, his cheeks feel warm.
“O- oh! That’s- um-! Not what it looks like! I mean… it is me, but I didn’t…-“
“Ah, yes!” Magolor exclaims, speaking over him. “The one and only ‘gilded statue of Taranza.’ Despite his modesty, I’ll have you know that Taranza actually begged me to make that. I can still recall the shrill desperation to his voice as he begged ‘Oh, Gracious Magolor! Please immortalize me as a statue in your AMAZING theme park!’”
“That’s- that’s not…-“ Taranza’s face quirks. ”That’s not what happened! Don’t lie to her, Magolor! Last I checked, it was actually you who begged for permission to use my likeness… not the other way around! L- look!”
Pointing a finger, he continues, “O- over there you can see a statue of Susie! And of the Mage Sisters! T- there’s even one of Elfilin!“
“Ah, yes…” Magolor responds, nodding. “Just some other patrons who visited and pleaded to become decoration because they were so awestruck. No need to be so defensive, Taranza! It’s only natural! Everyone wants to bask in my coolness.”
”Magolor!” Taranza yelps. “Stop trying to embarrass me! It’s not funny! A- and it’s very ineffective, I’ll have you know! Even if I did ask for a statue— which I didn’t— I’d still hardly seem as ridiculous as the guy who built a castle shaped like his head!”
Nia snorts.
“…As much as I’d like to believe you asked to have a golden statue shaped like yourself commissioned, something tells me I can take your word for this over his.” A pause. “Congratulations regardless, however. It’s nice.”
“C- congratulations?”
Nia nods.
“It’s nice to see you commemorated. Although I think I still prefer the real thing.”
Hearing that, Taranza’s face only feels all the more warm.
He lets out a flustered laugh.
“Ahahaha… well, I’m glad to hear that! I don’t know what I’d do if you ended up replacing me with a gilded version of myself! I suppose you’re right that it is nice, though. Perhaps at some point we can have one made of you, too!”
At that, Nia’s body tenses just a little.
“Ah… I don’t know about that,” she says. “That’s probably not the best idea.”
Taranza frowns.
He wants to argue with her, of course, insisting that she’d make for a beautiful statue… but he can’t find the words. And it’s not as if she’d believe him, anyways. That much has more than been made apparent.
As such, he bites his tongue, at least for now.
“Mmmmmm… I suppose not, if you’re not comfortable with it. But that’s okay.”
He forces a smile.
“A silly place like a theme park isn’t very fitting of a queen, anyways. It’s much better suited for a peon like me.”
Hearing that, Nia’s expression shifts.
“Taranza… you’re not…-“
The words die in her throat. Her fingers shift as she tugs at her scarf.
It’s a tension Magolor must be able to pick up on, because he’s quick to intervene.
Huffing, he says, “For the last time, dude! Theme parks aren’t silly! They’re serious, adult business. But that’s enough of looking at the decor, don’t you think? Why don’t we check out the games, and after that, we can ride some rides?”
And, thankfully, he’s successful in diffusing at least a bit of the pressure. Nia’s shoulders relax slightly as she gives a stiff nod.
“That would… be wonderful, I think,” she says. “Just lead the way.”
The briefest pang of… something. Guilt? Jealousy? Over the fact that Taranza is the one who upset her and that someone else had to resolve that, but it’s a feeling he quickly pushes down. Ultimately, all that matters is Nia is comfortable.
This is an outing to cheer her up, after all. They should focus on making sure she has a good time.
“Of course!” Magolor says, tipping his hat. “The Merry Magoland Castle of Fun and Wonders awaits!”
Taranza can’t help but chuckle to himself a bit as he follows.
…Ah, yes, a very serious and adult name.
As they make their way over, the four of them discuss what games they want to play, with Nia asking what each of them is like.
Magolor, of course, has an enthusiastic pitch for each.
“Well, the most famous attraction at the park is probably Samurai Kirby… although Bomb Rally and Checkerboard Chase also tend to draw in a crowd! The former is a fast-paced, action-packed, reflex-based and competitive game. Two players go up against each other, each armed with a prop sword… and upon hearing a certain prompt, race to see who can strike their opponent first! Although if they move before the buzzer, they’re swiftly eliminated… so you’ve also got to be patient.”
“Oh, I am so bad at that one… I never react in time.” Taranza admits. “I bet you would be great at it, though, Nia! I mean… you’re an expert swordswoman! I bet you could get a high score without even breaking a sweat!"
“Mmmmm… maybe,” Nia says. “What are- um… the other options?”
“Well, like I said, there’s Checkerboard Chase and Bomb Rally. The former consists of running around on floating platforms, dropping them and trying to get your opponents to fall, too. And as for the latter…”
A hand on his chin. An ear twitches.
“How do I even begin to describe Bomb Rally?”
“A gratuitous display of violence I’m shocked you were even able to popularize considering your attendees are primarily squishy little Waddle Dees originating from Planet Popstar?” Susie suggests.
”I’m not surprised, personally,” Magolor responds. “When you live such lazy lives, it’s only natural to want a little bit of excitement! And what’s more exciting than PvP hot potato tennis with a literal bomb?”
Nia gives pause.
“P-V-P hot potato… what?”
“Magolor!” Taranza groans. “Can you talk like a normal person for five seconds!? She’s not going to know what half those words mean!”
“Well, a bomb is a projectile, usually spherical, filled with a bursting charge and-“
”I’m well aware what a bomb is!” Nia says. “It’s everything else you need to elaborate on!”
Taranza lets out a sigh.
“Bomb Rally is… well… stars, I don’t really like this game, either, but Bomb Rally consists of two to four contestants throwing a bomb back and forth, hitting it at each other with frying pans, until it eventually strikes one of them and detonates, eliminating them from the game.”
“Wait… and so… it’s effectively just a children’s game with a bomb haphazardly introduced?”
“Yes!” Magolor huffs. “And it’s awesome! Don’t knock it until you try it!”
“…Part of me is inclined to say that sounds like an adrenaline rush, admittedly…” Nia says, “But another part of me is demanding I ask: is this how you got sued?”
“Nah. Like I said: folks eat it up! Bomb Rally participants are satisfied customers. Most of the lawsuits are related to Necrodeus’s Wild Ride.”
“Necrodeus’s…-? No, actually. I’m not going to ask.”
“My favorite game personally is Booming Blasters,” Susie says. “You get to run around an arena ducking, hiding, and shooting people with laser guns. I guess it’s a bit like hardcore laser tag. Although on second thought…”
A pause. Her brow furrows.
“…Maybe it’s for the best that we don’t play a game like that actually.”
“Oh?” Nia asks. “Any reason why? If you’re worried about me hurting anyone-“
“Oh, no! It’s not like that at all! It’s just…- um- in the grand scheme of things, you really haven’t been back that long, have you? With your body still adjusting to being alive, you might not have the stamina for the more physically exerting games.”
A lie, of course, and not a particularly good one at that. Evidently, it’s not Nia Susie is worried about in this case.
“Ah… I appreciate your concern, but I don’t think that will be an issue. I haven’t felt particularly fatigued since my resurrection.”
“Really? Well I…- I suppose that’s good. My apologies. Perhaps I’m just overthinking this.”
Nia clearly isn’t sure what to make of the interaction, but shrugs, saying, “You’re… um… fine.”
Taranza hopes she doesn’t start overthinking things. The last thing he wants is for her to start worrying that Susie dislikes her again… especially when, in actuality, Susie is just worried about him.
He figures it’s best he change the topic before things get out of hand.
And so, he says, ”My favorite game, personally, is Magolor’s Tome Trackers! It’s not the most popular attraction, but I think it’s fun.”
Nia raises a brow.
“Oh? What do you do in that one?”
“Well- um! It takes place in this lovely miniature library. Magolor— or whoever else is hosting— calls out the name of a book, and the first to find it and bring it to him earns a point! The one with the most points at the end wins.”
“That’s… a game?” Nia asks. “That just sort of sounds like he’s making you do his chores.”
“A- ah! Perhaps…” Taranza admits. “But I like doing chores… and it’s not often my encyclopedic knowledge of the Dewey Decimal system gives me an advantage in life!”
Feeling flustered, he tugs at his scarf. He hopes he isn’t making himself seem too uncool.
“…Right,” Nia says. “Well, I suppose that is very you. I doubt I’d be any good at it, but maybe you can show off a bit later?”
“Oh, I’d love that!” Taranza replies. “Susie, are you perhaps willing to face me?”
“I can’t say I’m usually a fan of doing Magolor’s chores either…” Susie admits. “But for you? Sure. Just this once, you’re on.”
“Ohoho! Wonderful! It probably shouldn’t be the first game we check out, but I’ll be holding you to that, you know!”
“Of course. I’d never go back on a deal.”
By now, they’ve reached the massive castle that contains the majority of the games. Nia cranes her neck to look each doorway over.
“Egg Catcher?” She asks. “What’s that one involve?”
“Well, it’s actually based on a game Kirby and King Dedede used to play!” Magolor explains. “Although in this version, a robotic Dedede takes the place of the actual one. It throws eggs at the player… and their goal is to catch them, which seems simple enough, yeah? But there’s a twist! Sometimes, it also throws bombs at them, and they’ve gotta be careful not to accidentally catch those.”
“Bombs? Why do so many of your games involve bombs!? Did you have a surplus you needed to get rid of or something!?”
“It’s not me you should be asking. King Dedede and Kirby are the ones who originally came up with the game… and now that I think about it, Bomb Rally is actually a game Kirby used to play with his friends, too! Guess he’s a real explosives aficionado!”
“Isn’t he four!? Who gave him unfettered access to bombs!?”
“Well, first of all, he’s some sort of young child, yes… but he’s clearly no ordinary four year old. After all, not only is he insanely durable, but it’s actually he who gave himself unfettered access to infinite bombs. All he’s gotta do is activate the Bomb copy ability, spawn in a few… and then bam! It’s fun for all ages!”
“It’s really not that weird, is it?” Taranza asks. “Remember how we used to sword-fight as kids? I figure it’s not all that different from that.”
“We were- we were at least pre-teens at the time! And there was a purpose to it!” Nia argues. “You were helping me train for the duel that would determine who won the throne!”
“In part,” Taranza says. “…But I don’t think it was just that. It was fun, wasn’t it? We made a lot of fond memories!”
“I… suppose.”
“And besides, who are you to say there’s no method to Kirby’s madness?” Magolor asks. “Maybe he’s training, too! Never know when some guy will show up and just start chucking bombs at him! That’s actually kind of what the very first version of Egg Catcher was.”
“P- pardon?”
“King Dedede wasn’t exactly Kirby’s biggest fan at first. So it was less a game and more an… attempt to show him what for? He’d walk up to Kirby, say ‘Hey! Want some treats?’ Then start throwing raw eggs into his mouth before suddenly adding in a bomb.”
”That sounds less like ‘an attempt to show him what for’ and more like ‘an attempt to end his life!’ Has every person this child likes tried to kill him before!?”
“Uhhh… pretty much!” Magolor says, counting on his fingers as he begins to list off names. “Let me see… we’ve got Marx… me… Taranza, Susie… Adeleine on a technicality, the Ma-“
“Approximately 60% of us,” Susie interjects.
“…Really? That low?”
“Correct. I ran the numbers.”
“Ha! And here I was thinking it would be higher! But I guess his animal buddies kind of skew the ratio a little.”
“Yeah…” Taranza says, letting out a chuckle. “Attempted assassination is just kind of par for the course with Kirby.”
“I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised,” Nia admits. “With the kind of company he keeps, it’s only natural he goes and nearly gets himself killed, isn’t it? More than anything, I’m just shocked no one has succeeded thus far.”
A brief sharpness to her tone— a specific person in mind— when she alludes to the company he keeps.
Taranza bites down on his lip. He would prefer Nia doesn’t have to think about that right now.
“You’re right, for the record,” he says, clearing his throat. “That Egg Catcher is a pretty ridiculous game, I mean. I’m not partial to that one myself. But there are still lots of fun attractions here… so why don’t we pick one out? A good one to start with could be, hmmm…”
He glances around, trying to decide. Nia didn’t seem particularly enthusiastic about Magolor’s Tome Trackers, and Susie indicated she didn’t think Booming Blasters was a good idea.
Samurai Kirby may be an option… but he’s not sure if Nia is relaxed enough to go straight into sword fighting. She still has some shame regarding the skill, and while Taranza knows their friends would never perceive her as violent for it, she might still be worried.
His gaze drifts to a nearby sign.
“How about… Smash Ride?”
It’s not his favorite of the attractions— it can give him quite a bit of whiplash— but it seems like a decent enough option in this specific case. Engaging enough to keep Nia’s attention, but not something that should be too strenuous on him considering it’s played using Warp Stars.
“Oh?” Nia asks. “How does that one work?”
Instantly, Magolor goes into advertising mode.
“If Bomb Rally is hot potato to the extreme, then Smash Ride is bumper cars to the extreme. It’s a fast-paced, crazy game where you maneuver a Warp Star, using it to crash into your opponents and try to knock them off the stage! Last one standing wins.”
“I… see. And this is one you enjoy, Taranza?”
“Well enough!” He says. “It can be a bit hectic, but it’s fun, too.”
“I see. Well… in that case, I suppose I can give it a try. Although I’ve never operated a ‘Warp Star’ before. You’ll have to show me how it works.”
“Of course!” Magolor says. “Don’t worry… it’s easy as pie. You also down to play this one, ‘Suz? Or do you think you’re gonna sit out?”
“I can play.”
“Great! That’s a full set of four, then. Follow me!”
Saying that, he tips his hat and leads the way into the arena.
It really is an impressive sight… although very much unlike the rest of Merry Magoland. Whereas the majority of the park is bright and colorful, the Smash Ride arena is lit up in a shade of deep blue. The floor glows in a strange pattern, giving it an almost futuristic look.
Magolor doesn’t have to do much for the Warp Stars to appear. He simply pulls a lever and they’re lifted into the arena, appearing beside each participant.
As promised, he gives Nia a small tutorial on how riding one works… although he promises that it’s rather intuitive.
“While you do sort of steer, it mostly moves based on your intentions. You’re commanding it with your mind as much as you are with your hands.”
Nia still seems a bit cautious, admittedly, as she boards the Warp Star.
“A- and you’re sure that my… body won’t cause any sort of issue? That if I change shape I won’t slip off?”
“Nah. It should be able to adjust. After all, a Warp Star is able to carry someone as teeny tiny as Kirby just as well as it’s able to carry a guy like King Dedede. Whether someone’s big or small— got nubs or grippers— they should be fine.”
“…Right,” Nia says, taking a deep breath.
“If you don’t want to do this you can still back out,” Taranza says. “You don’t have to play.”
“No. It’s okay. I want to.”
And as Nia learns how to maneuver the Warp Star, she does seem to relax a little. She realizes it’s every bit as easy as Magolor said.
“You good to go, then?” Magolor asks.
“I believe so.”
“Great! Everyone else… board your vehicles!”
Taranza decides not to nitpick and tell him that he’s not sure he’d describe a Warp Star as a vehicle. Instead, he simply does as instructed.
Looking at Nia from across the arena, he calls, “Best of luck!”
She nods.
“To you as well.”
“Are you forgetting that you’re opponents in this, lovebirds?” Magolor snickers. “Show some competitive spirit!”
“Mmmm… we could,” Taranza says. “Or we could team up to kick your rear.”
“Ha! I’d love to see you try! Everyone… ready, set… go!”
And in an instant, the Warp Stars activate. Taranza leans forward and barrels towards Magolor.
Or at least… he tries to. For some reason, it feels strangely unwieldy and difficult to steer. The Warp Star veers off at a slightly wrong angle, and by the time Taranza can attempt to correct it, it’s already too late. Magolor slams into him full force.
Taranza’s Warp Star spins out. His stomach lurches. His vision swims. He knows he can’t stay disoriented for long, though, and so he pushes forward, darting out of the way just before Magolor can strike him a second time.
Then, it’s Magolor’s turn to be struck. Before he can even fully process what’s happening, Nia rams into him full-force, sending him skidding.
“J- jeez!” he yelps, scrambling to regain control. “Not so hard!”
“The goal is to push you off, is it not?” She responds. “And besides, that’s what you get for messing with Taranza!”
As he watches her ram into Magolor once more, Taranza’s heart flutters.
…She really is cool.
Not that he can relax for long. After all, it’s not like it’s just the three of them in the arena.
As he struggles to turn the Warp Star towards Susie, however, he can see her hesitate. She sends a sideways glance towards the brawling Magolor and Nia.
Why? They’re close, but that’s never held her back during friendly competition before. Is she…
Is she seriously that worried about his condition? That she thinks she might hurt him during something like this? He knows he’s not in the best state… but it’s not as if he’s made of glass!
To prove that, he rushes towards her, ramming into her Warp Star.
“Come on… don’t tell me you’re just going to let me win! Magolor would never let you live it down!”
In response, Susie does at least start fighting back… but he can tell her heart isn’t in it. She still isn’t bumping into him full force… and in turn, he has trouble giving it his all.
He wishes he could plead with Susie, but he doesn’t dare in front of the others. Instead, he simply rams into her slightly and slightly harder, as if to try and persuade her.
However, before he’s able to succeed, he hears a yelp from the other side of the arena… and as he turns his head, he can see Nia teetering dangerously close to the edge.
Needless to say, like any good partner would, he races towards Magolor… attempting to ward him away before Nia can fall.
That’s easier said than done, however, and while he’s able to knock Magolor’s Warp Star aside, it doesn’t go careening off the edge… meaning Magolor retaliates full force.
Once more, Taranza’s head spins… and doubly as Magolor strikes him a second time.
Taranza can feel his own Warp Star start to teeter.
Nia races to try and defend him… but, unfortunately, Susie has the same idea. She and Nia crash into Magolor at the same time, and all three Warp Stars go spinning.
Susie and Magolor are sent flying in opposite directions, while Nia is sent flying towards Taranza.
And with one swift collision, they’re both sent tumbling off the edge.
Of course, they don’t fall for long. The point of the game isn’t to break each others’ bones. After just a few moments, the Warp Stars disappear, and with a flash the two of them are teleported to the spectators loft.
Nia’s wings are still mid-flap, and her eyes are wide and panicked… although her body quickly relaxes.
Letting out a sigh of relief, she says, “A… ah… we were teleported. Of course.”
Although, briefly afterwards, she stiffens yet again. She stares at Taranza.
“W- wait! Ohmystars! Did I seriously get you eliminated alongside me!? I’m so sorry!”
“Hey, no! It’s okay!” He says. “All part of the game. I probably wasn’t going to be winning that one anytime soon anyways. All that matters is if we had fun.” A pause. “I did. What about you?”
And he’s telling the truth. While it’s not his favorite game in the world, and he’s admittedly feeling a bit sore afterwards, it was nice competing. And it was nice seeing Nia do the same.
She thinks for a moment.
“I… suppose I had fun as well. It was invigorating, and I’m glad I didn’t fall off. But I wish I hadn’t had to compete against you.”
“Yeah… I feel that,” Taranza says, letting out a chuckle. “I kind of just wanted you to win. But for the record, I wouldn’t have taken it personally if you’d bumped into me. Like I said: I don’t really care about winning.”
“I know…” Nia says, fidgeting with her hands as her fingers grow slender. “But I still don’t enjoy…-“ she hesitates. “I still don’t enjoy hurting you, even if it’s just pretend.”
Taranza’s heart sinks.
“Oh, Nia…” he says. “It’s not hurting me… it’s no different than when we used to sword fight— less intense, really. Think of it as… hurting the Warp Star. Not me.”
“Mmmmm… I suppose.”
“But I appreciate you worrying about me,” Taranza adds, smiling. “Just know that I’m not made of glass. Now stop worrying. You want to see how the rest of this plays out?”
He holds out a hand.
“…I suppose I don’t see why not.”
With that, Nia takes it. And as they lean carefully on each other, they spectate the rest of the match.
Ultimately, Susie wins. Magolor is quick-witted, but she’s able to outsmart and outmaneuver him. She lures him to the edge of the arena… and although that risks nearly being knocked off herself, she’s able to turn things around on him. She finds the upper hand, and before long, Magolor goes tumbling.
Once more, Taranza and Nia are teleported… this time to the center of the arena.
Bright lights shine on Susie, and a bombastic recording of Magolor shouts, ”We have a winner!”
Susie beams… and Taranza’s smile widens. While it would have been nice for him or Nia to win, he’s certainly not going to complain about this.
He hovers over to her, saying, “Congratulations! That was a pretty good game!”
However, to his dismay, her expression falls just a bit upon seeing him. She scratches at the back of her neck.
“…Yeah, I guess,” she says. “You didn’t hurt yourself or anything when you fell, did you?”
“No!” Taranza insists. “Seriously, Susie… I’m fine. Nia said something similar, but I promise you… it’ll take a bit more than that to hurt me. No need to feel bad about winning.”
“Oh, I don’t feel bad… knocking Magolor off over the edge was totally satisfying. But I still wanted to make sure to check on you.”
“Well… I appreciate it. Just try not to worry too much. In the next game, I’ll totally win. Just watch me.”
“Oh, really? Those are bold words, my dude!” Magolor calls, approaching. “You raring to go for another round of Smash Star? Or have you got another game in mind to kick our butts in?”
“Oh! I don’t know if I’m up for more Smash Star…” Taranza admits, letting out a laugh. “The vertigo is a bit much.”
Of course, that’s not the real reason why. He just doesn’t want to put Nia and Susie through a game where they’ll be worrying about him again. Something less… aggressive would be for the best.
“Perhaps we could try- um- that game you said you liked?” Nia suggests. “…With the books?”
“Oh! Would you want to join us?” Taranza asks. “I thought you were just going to watch.”
“I still can, if you’d prefer… but I can also try, if you’d like. I just might not be very good at it…”
“That’s just fine,” Taranza says. “Remember? It’s not about winning.”
“Says the guy who swore he’d just mop the floor with us!” Magolor jeers.
”I will!” Taranza insists. “That’s just not what it’s about!”
That means it’s agreed upon, though. The next game they’ll play is Magolor’s Tome Trackers.
Magolor leads them back outside, then in through that game’s door. They find themselves inside a magnificent library.
“Oh my…” Nia says. “It’s even bigger in here than I thought it would be. This has to rival Castle Floralia’s library.”
“I told you, didn’t I, dudette? I’m a reader nearly as voracious as Taranza there! Just a little more into scientific manuals and magic tomes than I am cheesy romance novels.”
“For the last time, Magolor!” Taranza snaps, “Shakespeare and Jane Austen are not ‘cheesy romance writers!’ Their work is classic literature, and encapsulate themes such as tragedy and social commentary far more than they do anything else!”
“Yeah, yeah… whatever you say, loverboy. You ready to play the game or what?”
Taranza lets out a deep, exhausted sigh.
Nevertheless, he agrees he’s ready to begin, and Magolor gives another quick rundown of the game’s rules.
“I’ll call out a book’s name. Your job will be to find it and bring it to me before any other contestants. The game will last ten minutes. Whoever brings me the most books by the end wins. Simple enough, yeah?”
“…I believe so,” Nia says, looking around the library. She still seems a tad awed by its size.
“Great! In that case… ready, set, go! The first book I’m looking for is ‘A History of Ancient Ship Building’ by Amaris Karasu.”
Instantly, Susie is off. Although as Nia looks around, a bit uncertain, Taranza offers her some quick advice.
“Don’t worry. You don’t have to look at complete random. A book like that is bound to be found in the science section. So follow us! In general, if you ever don’t know what to do, that’s a good rule of thumb.”
As he hurries after Susie, motioning for Nia to follow, he continues, “Once you’re in the correct section, books are organized alphabetically by the author’s last name. So in this case you’re going to want to look for Karasu.”
By the time he’s reached the science section and begun to scan the books, though, it’s already too late. With an “A-ha!” Susie pulls the first book out of the shelf.
Taranza chases after her, saying, “Come on! It’s best to get back to the center before Magolor calls out the next book!”
Admittedly, he’s already a bit out of breath, but he tries not to let that get to him just yet. He continues to dash as fast as he can.
That, too, Susie notices. He catches her brow furrow as he struggles to breathe.
The game continues, however. Voice booming, Magolor calls out the next book.
“Now I need ‘Unconventional Uses for Dream Magic’ by Tirani Mortalis. Hurry up! Be the first to get your hands on it!”
As Susie and Taranza start to turn, though, Nia freezes.
“H- hey! Wait!” She stammers, staring at Magolor. ”What are you wearing all of a sudden!?”
Taranza hadn’t even noticed it— but he appears to have switched into his Magolor’s Tome Trackers outfit at some point when they weren’t looking. Now wearing a graduation cap and an obviously fake mustache, he lets out a giggle.
“What do you mean?” He asks, putting on a deep voice, “This is how I’ve always looked, young lady. Now get back to the game! You don’t want to let Professor Magolor down!”
“What? That’s? I don’t-“
Nia murmurs to herself for a moment, but just as soon shakes her head, growling, ”Whatever! You’re weird, you know that!?” Before dashing off.
As Taranza follows after, he hears Magolor let out yet another laugh.
“Ohoho! And proud~!”
To Taranza’s surprise, Susie isn’t as far ahead of them as he thought she’d be. Only halfway to the ‘magic’ section of the library, she seems to be running at a much slower pace than before.
A twinge of irritation. She can’t seriously be doing this! Taranza understands that she’s worried, but he doesn’t need her going easy on him! He’s still perfectly capable!
As if to try and prove his point, he races to the other side of the library as quickly as he can. He bolts past even Susie, and with his heart pounding, he quickly scans the shelves.
Mortalis… Mortalis… where’s the name Mortalis? He sees Marshall… Miller… Morgan…
Mortalis! There it is! With a grin he pulls the book from the shelf and rushes to hand it over to Magolor.
“Wonderful!” Magolor says, stroking his mustache. “Just what I was looking for! Next, can you find me a copy of ‘The Many Rulers of Halcandra’ by Mapobas Novavunora?”
From there, it’s a bit of a blur. Taranza scrambles to grab Magolor book after book after book. Susie still offers some competition… she’s as diligent as ever when scanning the shelves, but when it comes to running across the library, she’s decidedly slow. And, unfortunately, Taranza finds himself going at a similarly mediocre pace.
He still manages to get his hands on a not insignificant number of books— ‘Species Forgotten by Time’ by Phinumiti Qafotix… ‘Star Warrior Potential’ by Uther Pendragon and ‘The Fall of the Dragons’ by Dazor Ryongui-Rem, but it’s much less impressive than his usual performance. And despite the slower pace, Susie still manages to nab a few books right out from under his nose.
Not that he minds. He’d be utterly humiliated, he thinks, if she were to go easy on him in every regard.
Nia even manages to acquire a book. When Magolor calls out Fullmetal Alchemist by Hiromu Arakawa, she follows Taranza and Susie over to the manga section… and with a swift movement she pulls the book from the shelf.
When she realizes she’s actually grabbed the correct one, she startles— just about dropping it. She sputters “Is this it!?”
Nodding, Taranza says, “Seems so! Go on! Take it back to Magolor!”
Nia does just that. Although as she hurries to deliver the book to their ‘professor,’ she looks it over… and abruptly, her shoulders tense. Disbelieving, she lets out a shout.
“Hey!” She says. “This isn’t scientific literature or magic! This is just a stupid picture book! Is this what he actually wants!?”
Taranza, of course, knows that that is in fact what he actually wants… but she seems to think he’s playing some sort of prank on her. At least until Magolor responds, letting out a huff.
“Excuse you! Fullmetal Alchemist is not just ‘a stupid picture book!’ It is manga! And it’s high art! Not only is it a classic, but Hiromu Arakawa’s handling of themes such as war, systematic abuse, and religion is top notch! Plus, you can’t seriously expect a guy to read magic tomes and scientific journals all day! Sometimes, you just want to see a fifteen year old with a mechanical arm blow a giant monster up! Is that really so bad?”
“I’m not saying it’s…- ugh! Whatever! Just take your stupid book!”
Saying that, Nia chucks it at his head.
Magolor squeaks, scrambling to catch it.
“Hey! Be careful with the literature! Another move like that and I’m going to have to dock your points, missy!”
“Like I care!”
Ultimately, though, Taranza wins. He manages to beat Susie by two points, handing the last book off to Magolor mere seconds before the buzzer rings.
It’s not a victory that feels entirely earned… but he still tries his best to feel proud as Magolor announces he’s won. After all, regardless of whether or not Susie gave it her all, he still tried his best.
And the others can tell. As Magolor removes his costume and joins them he lets out a laugh, saying, “Dang! You really went all out, didn’t you? It’s like you can barely even catch your breath! I guess it makes sense though. You did brag to Nia about being pretty good at this game. I’d want to put on an impressive performance after that, too!”
Not all of them seem so enthusiastic about it, however. And it’s not just Susie who’s concerned.
“Are you okay?” Nia asks. “Magolor’s right that you’re really out of breath. You don’t need to worry about impressing me, you know.”
“I know!” Taranza says. “And I’m okay. Just… give me a minute.”
“…Perhaps we could grab a snack or something before the next game,” Susie suggests. “All take a moment to rest.”
“That’s a great idea, Suz’!” Magolor says. “I’ll even be extra nice and give you all something on the house. I know it’s not the smartest way of going about running a business… but what can I say? I’m just such a great friend! I’ve gotta treat my buddies to something.”
Motioning a hand, he begins his way out of the library.
“C’mon, you three! Let’s not waste any time.”
Taranza isn’t feeling particularly hungry, but he doesn’t object. He follows after Magolor nevertheless, just grateful for the chance to rest.
Not that…- not that he needs it, of course— he’s fine! But that doesn’t mean it’s not nice.
Magolor leads them over to a nearby food stand, where each of them end up picking out something to eat.
He takes a corndog, while Nia and Susie each end up choosing a bar of ice cream in the shape of Magolor’s head.
It takes a while longer for Taranza to settle on something, but ultimately he goes for a warm pretzel. That seems like it should be able to get him through the rest of the day.
Then, once they’ve finished, the four of them return to the castle, discussing which game they’d like to play next.
“That is… if you even want to play more games,” Magolor says. “There are other things to do here, too. If you’d like, you could check out one of Merry Magoland’s famous roller coasters! ‘The Starcutter’s Voyage’ is a personal favorite of mine.”
“That could be fun…” Nia says, looking towards Taranza and Susie. “What do you two want to do?”
“It’s up to you!” Taranza says. “This is your first time in Merry Magoland. We’ve been here before… so whatever you want to do, we will.“
“I’d recommend playing a few more games first, personally,” Susie says. “The roller coasters can be pretty intense, so you might not have the energy to play any games after that. Why not save it for last?”
”Second-to-last,” Magolor interjects. “Don’t forget that the final event of the day will be Merry Magoland’s Spectacular Firework Show! But… yes, now that you bring it up, I suppose it may be best to hold off on the rollercoaster, especially considering this will be her first time riding one.”
A pause.
“At least… I assume? They didn’t have anything like this in Floralia, did they?”
Nia thinks for a moment.
“Technically they had something similar in Lollipop Land, just on a smaller scale… although I can’t say I ever rode one, no. I was hardly interested in doing so alone, and I was never able to convince Taranza.”
Not for lack of trying. Taranza can so vividly remember a younger Nia begging him to go on thrill rides with her… but he was far too timid to oblige. He’d told her that he’d wait for her if she wanted to ride, but that he was doing no such thing.
She’d whined, of course, calling him no fun, but he hadn’t budged. He much preferred keeping his head, thank you very much!
Things are different now, however. He’s still a bit of a wimp, but now that he’s grown up he’s not quite as afraid.
“Well, I can certainly ride one with you now!” He offers. “I’ve been on a few here before. Mostly only- um- the ‘kiddie’ rides, but if you wanted to try something more intense out I’d certainly be down!”
He’s still not fond of roller coasters… the only reason he’d been willing to try any of Magoland’s is the fact that Magolor had bullied him relentlessly… but he’d still be willing to endure one for Nia. After all, he does sincerely think she would enjoy it, and that’s what matters most.
“Are you certain?” Nia asks. “I wouldn’t want to pressure you…”
“Of course I’m certain,” Taranza says. “I may be a bit of a wimp… but I figure it would be much less frightening with you by my side.”
Nia’s quiet for a moment, but eventually nods.
“…Well, if you’re certain, I suppose that would be nice.”
Susie, however, doesn’t seem particularly pleased by Taranza’s offer. She shoots him another concerned— almost sharp— look, as if asking ‘what are you thinking?’
He doesn’t see what the fuss is. A roller coaster wouldn’t be able to hurt him, right? He knows that she said his heart was fragile, but surely it’s not that weak. She’s just… worrying again.
He wishes she wouldn’t. And he’s upset that she is. He supposes he’d been hoping that now that she’s no longer so apprehensive of Nia she’d also stop being so anxious about other aspects of his situation… but evidently that’s not the case.
He gives her his best attempt at a reassuring smile. He’s sure he’ll be fine. He’s just doing what he needs to to cheer Nia up.
“But… you’re right, that can wait just a bit,” Nia says. “Why don’t we play some more games? Did you have any others in mind?”
Ultimately, they end up playing Kirby on the Draw next. It’s a simple enough game, and one that doesn’t require much moving. After all, it’s a shooter, and that means all they have to do is aim, fire and reload.
Of course… it’s pretty much inevitable Susie wins a game like that. She has no reason to go easy on Taranza there. But that’s okay. Like he said, it’s not about winning, and he’s pretty happy with his performance all the same!
Nia does well, too. It’s her first time wielding a firearm, but it’s easy enough to get the hang of… at least from this distance. Although Taranza notices her avoiding shooting at the cutouts of people she recognizes.
…That’s fair enough. He doesn’t really like the sight of blowing King Dedede’s head off with a revolver either. He wishes Magolor would make the targets more generic.
“Are you kidding me?” Magolor replies, though, when he voices that suggestion, “This is awesome! King Dedede and Meta Knight were ecstatic when I revealed they could blow themselves to bits!”
Taranza has trouble imagining Meta Knight being ecstatic about anything… but doesn’t argue— merely lets out a sigh before firing at a Magolor cutout.
After that game, they decide to try out Ninja Dojo. It’s another simple, relatively stationary game… although it requires fast reflexes and a good aim. The goal is to throw ninja stars into the center of several rapidly appearing targets.
“I won’t be able to play this one with you,” Magolor admits. “I’ll have to focus on putting up the targets. I assume that’s okay, though?”
“That’s just fine. Do what you need to,” Nia replies.
“Just stay out of the way of the shurikens this time, genius,” Susie warns. “I do not feel like giving you stitches again.”
“No promises~!” Magolor says before disappearing into a side door. “Have fun!”
“…What did he just say?” Nia asks. “He’s not actually going to throw himself in front of the targets, is he!?”
Unfortunately, Magolor does just that. He rolls targets in by hand and pops out in front of them every so often just to block hits.
Nia lets out a panicked, angry shout.
“S- stop that!” She demands. “You don’t want me to throw one of these at your head on purpose, do you!?”
Of course, she freezes soon afterwards, realizing what she’d actually said and starts to stammer out an apology. At least… until she realizes everyone else is laughing.
“Yeah! Don’t test your luck!” Taranza warns.
“Like you could hit me!” Magolor says, puffing out his chest. “I’m swift as the- eep!”
A squeak as Susie throws a shuriken at him.
“H- hey! Watch where you’re aiming those things! I don’t-“
Another shuriken, this time from Nia.
Magolor yelps, covering his face with his hands.
”Stop!”
Despite the tomfoolery, the game goes well, and Nia actually ultimately wins.
She seems surprised when Magolor announces she got the most points.
“M- me?” She asks. “…Really?”
“Yeah, dudette! Seems you’ve got a good aim! You weren’t quite able to butcher me and mount my head on the wall… but when it comes to hitting targets? Not half bad! Not half bad at all.”
That seems to put her in good spirits. She’s still humble, of course, but Taranza can tell she’s beaming, even beneath the mask as Magolor compliments her performance.
“Maybe you could show us your sword fighting skills next. That’s what you’re really best at, right? You down to go head-to-head in Samurai Kirby?”
Admittedly, she’s still hesitant, but she seems slightly more receptive to the idea than before.
“…Do you really want to see that? I wouldn’t want to accidentally hurt anyone…”
“You wouldn’t hurt anyone! It’s just a plastic sword,” Magolor assures. “So heck yeah, I want to see! Kirby said you were a crazy awesome swordswoman. I’ve gotta see if he was right or not about that.”
So, hesitantly, Nia is willing to participate. Although she makes it clear she’s not willing to compete against Taranza.
“I… I know it’s just a game, and that we used to sword fight all of the time, but… I just don’t feel comfortable striking you, even in that context. I’d never forgive myself if I managed to hurt you somehow,” she explains. “S- sorry…”
“There’s no need to apologize…” Taranza says. “I understand. I wouldn’t want to strike you, either. How about you just participate? I’ll sit off and cheer you on from the sidelines. Show Magolor just how impressive your sword fighting skills really are!”
“Do you want to participate, too, ‘Suz?” Magolor asks. Or will this be a 1v1 for the ages?”
Susie scoffs.
“No thank you. You two can have your fun. I am not a hand-to-hand combat sort of girl. I’ll keep shooting at my enemies from a distance, thank you very much.”
“Awwwww… is that what we are? Enemies?” Magolor asks, batting his eyes. “I’m wounded! But fine! I see how it is! Nia will have to entertain me all on her own.”
He cracks his knuckles.
“Let’s see if she’s as good at sword fighting as people say!”
Surprising no-one, she is. She may not be used to wielding a katana, let alone a plastic one, but she adapts quickly, and in no time at all she’s beating Magolor without breaking a sweat.
He tries, of course, to outwit her, but it’s no use. Even when he tries launching a miniature version of the Lor Starcutter at her to catch her off guard she effortlessly cuts it down.
“Was that your boat!?” she asks, flabbergasted. “Since when was that allowed in a duel!?”
“Since I was the one making the rules!” Magolor responds, giggling. “Sorry, not sorry! You oughta expect trickery by this point, dealing with a guy like me. It’s the only way I can possibly win against an expert like you.”
“Then accept your loss with grace! Don’t resort to such ridiculous tactics!”
“You’re gonna have to make me~!”
And ‘make him’ Nia does. By the time they’re finished dueling, Magolor is gasping for breath.
“Stars, your reaction time is crazy! The only other people who have done this good at the game before are Meta Knight and Kirby! I guess the rumors about you were true…”
Proudly, Nia brandishes her faux sword.
“I have been training since I was a young woman. It’s one of my most well-honed skills.”
A moment passes. She looks at Magolor.
“…You are okay, however, correct? I didn’t hurt you?”
“No, no! Not at all!” Magolor says, shaking his head. “Kirby sliced me in half with a real giant sword once. It’s gonna take more than a toy sword to take me down! I appreciate the concern though. You really do care about widdle old me~!”
“O- of course!” Nia stammers. “You may be a bizarre reprobate who resorts to underhanded tactics, but at the end of the day, you’re Taranza’s friend.”
A pause.
“…And mine too, I suppose.”
“Heck yeah I am!” Magolor says, pumping a fist. “I’m just so charismatic, no one could possibly resist my charms!”
“…Let’s not get ahead of ourselves,” Susie says. “I could list at least half a dozen people who I know can’t stand you.”
“Mere haters who have yet to come around. I’ll win them over eventually. Just wait and see! That’s what I did to Taranza, after all, isn’t it~?”
“…Since when did I hate you!?” Taranza asks. “I was certainly a bit crotchety when we first met, but I never despised you.”
“Yeah, yeah! Whatever you say. Either way, you don’t yell at me when I invite myself into your house now, so I’ll count that as me getting in your good graces.”
Taranza lets out a sigh.
“…Whatever you say, Magolor.”
By the time they’re finished playing Samurai Kirby, it’s nearly sundown, though. And that means if there’s anything else they want to do before the fireworks show, it’s probably time.
“You still interested in riding a rollercoaster, dudette?” Magolor asks. “I can get The Starcutter’s Voyage up and running for you if you’d like.”
“…That would be nice,” Nia says. “As long as it’s not too much hassle, of course.”
“Not at all! I’m looking forward to showing it off!”
As they make their way across the park, he rambles.
“As I’m sure you can see, Merry Magoland actually has several incredible rollercoasters. You’ve got the Merry Magocoaster… Journey to Another Dimension, and, of course, Green Greens: The Ride, but the Starcutter’s Voyage is my favorite. Not only do I love the theming, but it’s actually the first roller coaster I ever began to design! It felt so, so amazing finally seeing it come to life.”
“…I can imagine,” Nia says. “This must have been a dream of yours for a long time.”
“Believe it or not, no, actually! I only started really planning the theme park after the incident with the Master Crown. I’d always liked schematics and construction, of course, but I didn’t have any interest in anything like this until I started thinking about how I wanted to make it up to Kirby.”
“And it took even longer for the thing to actually come to fruition,” he continues. “I was only really able to get it up and running earlier this year. Merry Magoland is a park still in its infancy. I’m excited to see where I can take it, though! Having already had so much success and all.”
As Magolor lets out a satisfied hum, Nia looks towards the roller coasters winding in the sky.
“It’s certainly impressive thus far,” she says. “I can tell that even if this dream is new, you well and truly care about it. That’s… nice. That you were able to find something you were passionate about after dedicating so much of your life to a plan that didn’t work out.”
“Isn’t it? And I’m sure the same will happen for you. You’ve just gotta give it some time.”
Nia’s quiet for a moment. It’s not entirely clear if she believes that, but she nods.
“Here’s hoping.”
It’s… nice, seeing the way she and Magolor have connected. Taranza hadn’t expected it, really, but he’s grateful. Nia needs people that will give her faith in her future. Who make her feel just a little more comfortable and at peace.
Of course, he feels the slightest pang of… something yet again. Jealousy? No. That’s not it. That’s not what he’s feeling. It’s just… helplessness, he supposes. In response to seeing someone do what he was unable to.
He’s never been able to give Nia hope, after all. He’s tried, but it just hasn’t worked. No matter what he says, he’s unable to bring her solace… and it makes him wonder what exactly he’s doing wrong.
He wants to be able to help her, too.
But he doesn’t dwell on it for long. He wouldn’t dare. Ultimately, all that matters is that she’s comforted. Not who gives her that comfort.
And… besides, he’s sure he’ll get it figured out soon. He has to.
Finally, they reach the roller coaster’s loading dock. There, aboard shimmering blue rails, sit several trains, each with carts fashioned to look like the Lor Starcutter… although much smaller, of course.
“Oh!” Nia says, “It’s fashioned after your vessel? That explains the name, I suppose…”
“Yepperooni! I figured it’d be a good way to give the average Joe an approximation of what a ride upon it is like. After all, not everyone’s fortunate enough to be friends with me! And that means not everyone can go for a joy ride.”
He makes his way over to the operating station, calling out, “Enough talking, though! It’s time you ride! Feel free to get in while I set this thing up.”
Nia nods, shuffling to fit inside one of the carts. She looks at Taranza.
But as he moves to join her…
“I don’t think I’ll be riding, actually.”
“…Susie?”
Taranza turns around to face her.
“Why wouldn’t you ride?”
“I’m… not feeling well, all of a sudden,” she says. “I just don’t think…- it’s not a good idea. I’m going to stay here. Maybe one of you could- um- stay with me?” She gives pause. Her next words are hushed. “…Please?”
The request is framed as nonpartial, but Taranza knows who she’s really asking. She’s staring straight at him— expression pleading.
Why, though? He doesn’t understand. It’s not like her to back out of something like this. She’s not actually sick, is she? It seems as if… she just doesn’t want him to ride. As if she’s scared.
Is she really still so worried about his health?
He wants to tell her that he’s sure it’ll be fine— a roller coaster won’t kill him… but meeting her gaze, he feels a lump in his throat.
If he says something like that, will she see it as him dismissing her worries again? He doesn’t want that. What if she starts to resent Nia again? Or starts to resent herself? If that were to happen, he doesn’t know what he’d do.
But can he really back down? How would that make Nia feel? He promised her he’d come with.
The next words come out before he can really even think them through.
“I- I suppose I could sit with you. But if I were to refrain… Nia, would you even want to do this without me? I don’t want to…-“ his voice wavers. “I’d hate to ruin the experience.”
Nia’s gaze flickers towards him. It’s a confused, uncertain look. No doubt she, too, can tell there’s more to Susie’s request than she’s letting on, but she’s not sure what to make of it.
“I- it’s up to you, Taranza,” she says. “…If you don’t want to do this, you don’t have to. I’ll be fine. Don’t worry about me.”
“But I don’t want you to be alone. M- maybe we should just do something else. Save this for another d-“
”A-hem!” A voice cuts in, giving a sharp huff, “And what am I to you? Chopped liver? She wouldn’t have to ride all alone.”
It’s the voice, of course, of Magolor. He’s staring at Taranza from the operating room.
“H- huh? No! Of course you’re not ‘chopped liver!’ But I assumed you’d be operating the ride. You have to supervise it, don’t you?”
“Yeah, on paper,” Magolor says, shrugging as he floats out of the room. “But Suz’ helped me construct all this stuff. She should be able to operate it, too. That means if you two want to chicken out and leave the real fun stuff to the adrenaline junkies, we can still ride.”
A pause. He glances towards Nia.
“That is… if you’re still down for it. Or were you hoping to specifically ride with your boytoy? I get it if I’m just not ~dreamy~ enough… although I must emphasize that roller coasters are hardly romantic. He probably wouldn’t cradle you gently or anything. Instead he’d end up, like, vomiting in your lap.”
Nia thinks it over for a long moment.
“I… suppose I’d be okay riding with you. That is, as long as it’s okay with Taranza.”
“Of course it’s okay with me!” Taranza assures. “Magolor is right that this is probably more up his alley anyways. All that matters to me is you have fun! So go for it! I’ll be down here waiting for you once the ride is done.”
A wave of relief. He’s glad that worked out.
He’s still a little upset, admittedly, that Susie felt the need to stop him… but he understands her concern came from a good place. And if they’re going to be alone for a bit, that gives him a good chance to talk to her and try to assuage her worries. So that’s good.
Thankfully, Susie says she is capable of operating the ride. She motions for Taranza to follow as Nia and Magolor board the train.
He does as instructed, giving them one last wave. He shouts, “Have fun, you two!” before joining Susie in the operating room.
She tells them to double check their seatbelts, then she starts the ride… and they’re off!
Watching them go, Susie and Taranza don’t speak right away. They merely sit there in uncomfortable silence.
But, eventually, Taranza figures he needs to be the one to broach the subject… and so clearing his throat, he asks:
“…What exactly was that?”
“What exactly was that?” Susie responds. “…Taranza, don’t play dumb.”
“I- I’m not playing dumb! I mean… I understand you’re worried, of course, but I don’t grasp why!”
“Not only have you been pushing yourself all day, but you were just about to board a roller coaster— something you don’t even enjoy, mind you— at the risk of your own detriment. You know that you could seriously hurt yourself, right?”
“I- it’s just a ride! I wouldn’t…-“
Susie points a finger. She directs his attention towards a sticker on the wall.
”Can you read that aloud for me?”
Taranza leans forward, squinting.
“‘…Warning: Those with high blood pressure, heart conditions, or back or neck problems should not embark on this voyage. Those who do risk facing seriously injury or…-“
Taranza’s voice peters off.
“S- Susie!” He stammers. “I don’t have any of those things!”
“Yes. You do. All four, in fact. We have explicitly established that your blood pressure is abnormal, your heart is struggling, and that your body is fragile.”
“E- even so… to call those conditions would be disingenuous, wouldn’t it? It’s not as if my body itself is sick. It-“
”Is. The reason as to why may be unorthodox, but at the end of the day, you are still sick— disabled. And pretending that you’re not is not going to erase that fact. All that’s going to do is get you hurt.”
A lump in Taranza’s throat. He can’t help but feel that’s a little harsh. He… knows he’s struggled a bit, but he’s not disabled, is he? That makes it seem so much more serious than it is.
“It’s not as if I’m made of glass…” he mutters.
“I’m not saying you are. However, you do not have the same capabilities as before, and that’s something you need to accept. This is the decision you made. You cannot continue to ignore the ramifications of it. If you do, you’re going to damage your body even more than you already have… and, obviously, I cannot allow that. I’m sorry to say it, but you cannot have your cake and eat it too. This is the new normal for you, and the sooner you accept that, the better.”
He knows she has a point, of course… but that doesn’t mean he likes it.
“I- it’s not as if I’m pushing myself all of the time…” he says. “I usually wouldn’t try to do something like this! Really! But with everything that happened to Nia recently… t- the whole Dark Meta Knight incident, well…”
A pause. He lets out a sigh.
“I just wanted her to have the perfect day.”
Susie’s antennae pin back.
“I understand that, Taranza, but you going into cardiac arrest because you don’t understand your limits is not going to help her feel better. That is the one thing that I think would make her feel even worse than she already does. And besides… do you really think her happiness depends that much on such small things? On you alone, even? Do you think her day would have been ruined just because you weren’t able to play Smash Ride? Do you think she’s not having any fun right now? Look at that train!”
As she motions a hand, Taranza cranes his neck towards the roller coaster.
He can’t see Nia, of course… she’s too far away now, but seeing the cart race down the track, he can’t imagine her having a bad time. She’s… always liked that sort of thing. Experiences that make her blood pump. It’s the same reason she fell in love with sword fighting.
Why should that depend on him? At all. He’s not the only thing her life revolves around.
Maybe it’s not just about her and how she feels. Maybe… he also wants to be there with her. He wants to have fun and make memories. He doesn’t want to be left behind.
“I… it’s frustrating…” he admits. “It feels like a failing on my part. Like if I just pushed myself a little harder, I wouldn’t be struggling.”
“No. Thinking that is your only failure. Like I said: there are certain things you just can’t do anymore. That’s not a failing. It’s a fact. And I know that that has to be miserable, but it’s not like you can change it. You wouldn’t want to, would you? You told me you don’t regret your decision.”
“I- I don’t! At all! Nia is…- she’s my whole entire world. I am so, so happy she’s here. I’d have sacrificed anything to achieve that. I suppose it’s just… well, like you said. I wish I could have my cake and eat it too. I’m… still trying to wrap my head around the fact that I can’t. And afraid of how others will react. I don’t want people like you to underestimate or coddle me… and I don’t want others to worry. I mean… it would be suspicious, wouldn’t it? If I were to suddenly start refusing things I did before? What am I supposed to do? I do want to take care of myself… but I don’t want to risk them finding out.”
“You know what I think?” Susie asks. “I think you should tell them all you have developed a naturally occurring condition. Give me some time. I can find a diagnosis that would explain the symptoms. Then, you wouldn’t have to mask your limits.”
“…I don’t like the idea of lying to them.”
“I don’t, either. But you already are lying to them, and that’s a lie you’ve asked me to help you maintain. All I’m suggesting is something that would make that more manageable.”
“Won’t they worry even more, though? If they ‘know’ something is wrong instead of just suspect it? What if they blame themselves? If Nia starts to think she stressed me out to the point of this happening?”
“Then we tell them it’s something you developed beforehand.”
“That’s not much better! She and the others would be livid with me! They’d ask ‘What were you thinking, going and fighting Morpho Knight while knowing you’re sick!?’”
“It’s not perfect, I’ll admit that… but I do think offering them some kind of explanation is going to be easier on everyone in the long run than continuing to try and hide your condition entirely. I know you think of yourself as an actor, Taranza, but this isn’t a play. It’s real life, and people are going to catch on eventually. It’s best you take control of the narrative before that happens.”
“Besides, ideally, they won’t need to worry forever,” she says. “I still want to find a way to fix this. If I can stabilize you, then they won’t have any reason to be upset. It’ll be as if things just go back to normal.”
“But… is that really possible? I know you’re smart, Susie… but do you actually think you-?”
“It’s not about what’s possible. If it’s not, then I’ll find a way to make it. It wouldn’t be the first time the Haltmann Works Company’s defied the laws of nature. I just need to work harder.”
“…I don’t want you pushing yourself either, you know.”
“I’m aware, but you’ve sort of put me between a rock and a hard place. It’s you we’re talking about. Because of that, I need to find a way to fix this. Failure isn’t an option.”
Her words leave Taranza just a little bit uneasy. Don’t get him wrong… he’s grateful that she intends to do everything in her power to help him, but he’s worried about what that means will happen if she can’t. It’s a potentially impossible standard she’s holding herself to. If she fails, will she ever forgive herself?
This shouldn’t even be her problem to fix! It’s a situation he put himself in. Like he said: it’s just… something he has to live with now.
Maybe he should try to tone it down just a little. He’s still not particularly concerned about keeling over dead on a roller coaster… but if it’s only going to exacerbate her stress, he supposes he can refrain. For her.
“Well… thank you. And if it’s really so important to you, I can try to take it a little easier. Just… promise me you’ll try to do the same. Ideally, we can get this figured out eventually, but it doesn’t have to be tomorrow.”
Susie is quiet for a moment.
“…Taranza, I’m a Haltmann. Working ourselves hard is just what we do.” A pause. “But if that’s what it takes, then fine, I’ll try. Anything for you.”
“Thank you. I’m still not agreeing to deceiving everyone, for the record… I’m hoping it won’t come to that, but I will be careful. Nothing else super intense. That sort of thing was never my style, anyways…”
“I’m glad. Thank you for actually listening to me. For a moment there, I’d been worried you were going to dismiss my concerns.”
“No! Of course not. If I ever do that, you have full permission to smack me upside the head. I know that I haven’t been the best friend as of late, but I don’t want to put you through any more stress than I already have. So if it feels like I’m being obtuse, feel free to call me out.”
”Trust me, I will. But for now…?”
Susie leans on Taranza’s side.
“Well, I’m just relieved it didn’t come to that. I don’t want to fight with you if I don’t have to. I know I have to seem like a stick in the mud— ruining your fun or whatever— but if you’re not going to take care of yourself, someone has to. So that’s a role I’ll willingly accept.”
“I appreciate it. Sincerely.”
Don’t get him wrong… he still feels as if Susie is underestimating his capabilities just a little, but she has a point that he’s probably been overestimating them too. And at the end of the day, he’s just glad she cares.
Plus, she has a point. Some of this really has been unnecessary, hasn’t it? Nia’s… happiness doesn’t depend on him entirely.
What a relieving, yet terrifying realization.
The train returns to the station soon after, slowing to a halt. And, thankfully, both Nia and Magolor seem to be in good spirits.
“How was it?” Taranza asks, following Susie as she walks over to unbuckle the two of them. “Did you have fun?”
Nia is breathing heavily, but nods.
“Oh, yes! That was incredible! I wasn’t quite sure what to expect, but it was simply exhilarating! Moving so fast, so high up… it was as if I could forget about everything for a moment. I- I didn’t have to worry. I didn’t have to think. I was just…-“
Her voice peters off. She thinks.
“Well, I felt alive.”
Taranza smiles. He’s well and truly happy that she was able to have a good time.
“I’m delighted to hear that. And I apologize again that I wasn’t able to join you.”
“No… it’s fine. I don’t think that it’s something that you would have enjoyed anyways. Really, I should be apologizing. I’m sorry if I made you feel pressured.”
“No, not at all!” Taranza reassures. “If anything… well, it’s possible I was pressuring myself. But it seems everything worked out in the end.”
As he helps her out of the coaster, he notices her features have shifted slightly. It’s difficult to discern how specifically with her mask on, but her face is rounder and her body is smaller. A horn that wasn’t there before sticks out of her head.
Of course, she doesn’t look entirely Arachnid— he can still glimpse an antennae, and a pair of wings sprout from her back… but all the same, Taranza will consider that a good sign. Perhaps it means that she’s worrying just a little less. That she feels like ‘herself’ in some sense of the word.
He squeezes her hand, savoring the feeling of warm, fuzzy skin.
“Seems like you have a new fan, Magolor! Congrats!”
“There’s no need to congratulate me. I’m not surprised. I knew she’d have a blast! I’m glad that I was able to treat her to a good time, however. And I hope this means that I’ll be seeing her return again in the future!”
“I’ll… certainly consider it,” Nia says. “Although- um… if I do come back here… to ride more roller coasters or play more games, I’d probably prefer it remain like this. Just the four of us, I mean. So I understand if you don’t want to host me a second time. I’d hate to interfere with your business.”
“Awwww… there’s no need to worry about that,” Magolor assures, “Merry Magoland is plenty successful! It’s not going to go under if I close the park once in a blue moon. It’ll just mean losing one day of profit… and when you’re already wealthy like me, well, that’s pretty much negligible! Especially knowing that if I really end up in need of funds, I can just ask to borrow some money from my bestie Susie. After all, she’s even richer than I am!”
“Okay, you are getting way ahead of yourself,” Susie says, “I did not agree to that.”
“Awwww… you really wouldn’t be willing to lend me just a little bit of cash? Not even for Nia’s sake? How cruel! And here I thought we were all friends! A small loan of a million Haltdollars or so should be nothing to you! Unless…” softly, Magolor gasps. “Are you not actually as rich as you’ve let on? Is the Haltmann Works Company secretly in debt?”
“D- don’t be ridiculous!” Susie stammers. “I could still buy your measly theme park from you a thousand times over if I wanted to! We’re just not a charity organization! We don’t hand money out for free!”
“Yeah… that’s what you want us to think,” Magolor responds, snickering. “But I’m onto you, Susie Haltmann! Soon I’ll uncover the truth behind your small, struggling business.”
“One more word out of your mouth and the only thing that anyone will be uncovering is the mysterious circumstances behind your death. We do not take kindly to slander.”
“Ha! As if you could kill me.”
Before they can bicker too much, Taranza reminds them that there’s no need to start planning for next time quite yet. After all… isn’t there something Magolor still wanted to show them?
“Oh, right! Merry Magoland’s Magical Fireworks Show! How could I almost forget? The sun is starting to set, and so it’s definitely time to start getting it set up. Here… how about you allow me to escort you to the castle, then I’ll begin preparations? Get ready to have your minds blown, dude and dudettes! ‘Cause if you thought the rest of today was cool… that was nothing! You’re about to see something that will take your breath away!”
Taranza has seen the fireworks show before, of course… but he doesn’t say that. No point in dampening Magolor’s enthusiasm.
Instead, he simply smiles, and says, “I’m ready. Take us to the castle posthaste.”
However, before they can make it all the way there, they pass something that makes Nia stop in her tracks.
“What… is that?” She asks.
…And Taranza’s blood runs cold.
Notes:
SORRY NOT SORRY FOR THE CLIFFHANGER.
To my credit, this was a LONG chapter. I definitely couldn't have it go on any more than it already did... and so to find out what exactly Nia saw, you'll just have to wait until next chapter! It's. Uh. Definitely something interesting. Although, of course, I won't reveal what.
Right now it's time to focus on THIS chapter, after all! ;)
This was a fun one. A bit more lighthearted than usual. It was nice getting to write Nia and Taranza actually having a good time for once. Of course... there were still some serious topics looming over everyone, particularly with Susie's worries about Taranza's condition, but at least Nia didn't have a mental breakdown. Instead, she got to relax and play silly games!
The banter in this chapter was a blast to write. I especially liked Magolor describing all of the games and Nia reacting to all of them. She kind of has a point, by the way. There's a WEIRDLY LARGE amount of games involving explosives in this theme park. Doesn't seem like the best idea, but oh well... what do I know? I'm sure Magolor's a safety expert.
Fun fact: the authors mentioned during the Tome Trackers segment are the names of a bunch of friends' Kirby OCs! I figured it would be more fun to slip in a little reference to them than come up with names. Except for Hiromu Arakawa. Obviously she is not a friend's Kirby OC. She is a very real woman (or perhaps cow?) who wrote Fullmetal Alchemist.
The next chapter will be up in two weeks! I have a very busy schedule ahead of me (in between being swamped with work, playing the new Digimon game, and eagerly awaiting Pokemon Legends: Z-A), but it should still be on time! I hope you're looking forward to it... and in the meantime, make sure to let me know if you enjoyed this chapter!
I'll talk to you all again soon.
Chapter 22: you want someone who wants you for who you are
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“What… is that?” Nia asks.
And Taranza’s blood runs cold… for as his gaze flickers upwards, he catches sight of something he never wanted Nia to see.
“Oh, that? That’s the mask stand!” Magolor explains, the gravity of this situation seemingly not having dawned on him. “Pretty cool, isn’t it? There, I sell masks of all of Kirby’s friends and foes. As a tribute to his adventures!”
“Which means…”
Nia’s breath hitches. Suddenly, she tears away from Taranza.
“That’s what I think it is!? Isn’t it!?”
“N- Nia!” Taranza stammers. “Wait!”
But it’s too late. Nia has already dashed over to the mask stand, swiping something up into her hands.
“Is this supposed to be me!?”
As she turns back to face the group, eyes narrowed and holding up a mask of ‘Sectonia,’ things finally click for Magolor.
“W- well, yes!” He says. “But don’t take it the wrong way! The masks were meant to-“
“Masks!? Multiple!?”
Nia’s voice is shrill as she whips back towards the stand.
Panicked, she looks the masks up and down. Then, as she spots a certain one, her body goes rigid, and her voice escalates to a scream.
“What is the meaning of this!?”
She attempts to grab it, but it slips from her hands as fingers morph to paws.
The mask of ‘Joronia’ lies face-up on the ground.
Nia’s breathing grows ragged. She looks half-ready to collapse.
Taranza can’t believe this is happening. He knew that Magolor had these— he’d been upset by the Sectonia mask too at first— but he didn’t think…- what are they doing out!? Had Magolor seriously not thought to put them away!?
“H- hey! It’s okay, Nia…!” He reassures, scrambling to her side. “D- deep breaths. Don’t panic. Just give Magolor a moment to explain! He didn’t mean any harm by-“
“By what!? Putting my face on display for everyone to see!? D- did you know about this!? Why didn’t you stop him!? How long have these been here!? How many people have seen!?”
Her face narrows as panic mixes with anger. Distinct purple eyes well with tears.
Taranza freezes. He searches for something to say as Nia stares at him with legitimate vitriol.
…No words come out, however, so she turns towards Magolor. Her fists ball as she shouts:
“ANSWER ME! How long!? How many!? You said that this place is successful, right!? That you’ve invited all of that little brat’s friends!? Does that mean that all of them have seen, then!? That all of them know what I used to look like!?”
She looks at Magolor, then Susie.
“You know!? You know!? The king and the brat know!? What I looked like even as an Arachnid!? No. Nononono! That means that all this time… they’ve been comparing me!? Looking down on me!? Pitying me even more, knowing just how far I’ve fallen!?”
“Nia!” Taranza says. “No-one has-“
“And for what!? So you could display me alongside the rest of the bad guys Kirby’s murdered!? Things like that!? And that!? Hideous abominations!?”
She points towards a mask of a bloodshot eyeball, then towards a mask of a large-chinned man with a pointy nose.
Magolor holds his hands up, ears pinned back.
“W- woah! C- calm down, dudette! You are taking this the COMPLETE wrong way. I-“
“Calm down!? Calm down!? How in the world am I supposed to calm down!? You’ve humiliated me in front of everyone! And after I thought you were my friend! That you understood! This is like if I hung up tapestries of your disgusting mouth everywhere for everyone to see!”
Magolor freezes, and Taranza’s head spins. He’s not even really entirely sure what she’s saying, but he’s panicked nevertheless.
Things had finally been going well! She’d made friends! She can’t regress now! He doesn’t want her to be all alone again!
“Nia… Magolor is your friend. He just-“
“STAY OUT OF THIS, TARANZA! You don’t have any idea what this is like! You don’t have everyone staring at you! Judging you! Looking at how you used to be and thinking ‘he was so much better!’”
Taranza’s heart catches in his throat. So desperately he wants to refute her… but hearing the conviction in her voice, he has a feeling that would only make it worse.
Abruptly, Nia turns.
“I- I can’t handle this. I can’t be here right now. I need to be alone. D- don’t follow me, please!”
And with that, she darts off, disappearing further into the theme park.
“Nia!”
Taranza looks around, gasping for breath. He starts to follow, but someone grabs his hand.
“Taranza,” Susie says. “She just said that she wants to be alone. Don’t.”
Taranza tears his hand away, shaking his head.
“I know! I heard her! But I can’t just…- I can’t let her run away like that! She doesn’t know her way around here! What if she gets hurt!? What if…”
His voice wavers. His chest feels tight.
“What if she hurts herself?”
“She… she wouldn’t-“
Susie says that, but she hardly seems sure. Uncomfortably, she taps her foot.
“Let me go, then,” Magolor says.
“What!?” Taranza replies. “You’re the one she’s most upset with!”
“Exactly! She wants to tear me a new one, right!? But she’s not going to do that in front of you! She doesn’t want to seem like the bad guy! She doesn’t want to cause more trouble for you! But she has to let it out somehow!”
“She’s very, very upset, Magolor. I don’t know if that’s a good idea!”
“And why not? Do you think she’s so upset that she’d hurt me?”
Taranza freezes. Wildly, he shakes his head.
“N- no! Of course not!”
Is that the impression he was giving!? No… he doesn’t think Nia would hurt Magolor! Or at least… he’s pretty sure.
(Admittedly, as he remembers the sight of those enraged violet eyes, he feels his stomach churn.)
“N- not physically, at least!” He adds on. “She might just say something hurtful, though! Surely the situation will escalate!”
“Dude, do I look like I care!?” Magolor replies. “I’m not that easily bruised! I took what King Dededede, Bandana Waddle Dee and Meta Knight had to say to me after I betrayed them! A bit of rage over a mask? That’s nothing!”
“This is more than just a bit of rage! I don’t want her to end up any more upset than she already is!”
“Do you think you know how to fix this, then? Do you have something you’re prepared to say to her?”
Taranza winces.
“I… I don’t know,” he admits, voice cracking. “I don’t know! I have no idea what I’m going to do!”
A wave of guilt and helplessness. It’s not the first time Nia has broken down or exploded, but he still doesn’t feel at all equipped to handle it. He’s tried in the past to calm her down, but it seems like it never works!
Sure, eventually she stops crying… but does she actually ever feel any comfort? It hardly seems that way!
“Let me take care of it, then,” Magolor says. “That’s what the two of you did when you got into an argument, isn’t it?”
“Well, yes-“
“Then why should this be any different!? I’ve got this! Just trust me.”
And with that, he’s off. He darts after Nia before Taranza can so much as object.
Taranza’s stomach churns.
He motions to follow, but once again, Susie stops him.
“Don’t,” she warns. “If you follow, you’re just going to overwhelm her.”
“But what if he makes her more upset!? W- what if she hates him now!?”
“If she does, then that’s a bridge we’ll cross when we get there. For now, you need to breathe. He’s right that she probably won’t feel comfortable talking about this with you anyways.”
“What!? Why not!?”
“Because she cares about your opinion of her more than she cares about his! That’s a given! If she’s angry, then give her a chance to express that! Stars know making those was kind of a moronic decision on his part.”
Taranza grimaces.
…Why, though? Why doesn’t Nia feel comfortable expressing her feelings around him? If she’s angry, then he wants her to be able to feel that! He’d never ask her to silence herself!
He feels sick to his stomach as he looks into the distance. Even now, he’s still tempted to dart after Magolor, but as Susie’s grip on his hand tightens, he doesn’t dare move.
Maybe she’s right. Maybe he really would just make things worse for Nia.
But if that’s the case… what exactly can be done?
The worst part is that Nia was having a legitimately good time.
She liked the games. She liked the roller coaster. For a moment, Nia had genuinely started to believe she’d made friends!
…Joke’s on her, isn’t it?
Of course. Of course something had to go wrong. Of course she had to be reminded that she doesn’t get to have fun anymore. That she’s a freak— a laughingstock… and that everyone knows.
Everyone! And they hadn’t even told her.
She doesn’t even know where she is. She just ran, and now she’s in some unfamiliar corner of the theme park.
Not that it matters. Nothing matters. She’s a fool for starting to believe that it did.
As she collapses against the cold, hard ground, her chest aches. She presses her body up against a fence.
She quivers, gasping for breath. She buries her face in her hands and sobs.
She can feel the roots creeping beneath her skin. With each sob, flowers poke from her face, her neck, and her hands… and she feels her revulsion grow.
‘How much longer?’ She wonders. How long before eyes, too, mar the skin, and she looks even less like the smiling girl depicted in the mask? It happened once before, didn’t it? She just knows that means it will happen again!
Preemptively, she scratches at her skin. She braces for the worst and prays she won’t be followed.
She’d begged that no-one come with her, but she knows that doesn’t matter. Her feelings and wants are as good as worthless. Before she even knows it, Taranza will arrive, and witness her in all of her horrifying glory.
Then, he’ll look at her with that terrible saccharine smile. He’ll tell her that there’s nothing to cry about, and he’ll be wrong.
…Even he’ll know that, deep down. He just saw proof of it, after all. That she wasn’t always some mismatched, repulsive thing. That she used to be something he found beautiful— actually worthy of loving.
And his friends will follow after. Not her friends. His. They’ll gawk at her and pity her. They’ll regard her as the monster she is. They’ll laugh and they’ll laugh and they’ll laugh at her. They’ll tell her she’s right to be crying.
…And, sure enough, a voice cuts through the sounds of the theme park.
“Dudette!”
No. Nononono! This can’t be happening!
But as she looks up, there’s no mistaking it. She sees Magolor approaching.
“There you are! I had to look everywhere for you!” He calls. “Can we- um- talk? I know you’re mad right now, and I get it… but if I can, I want to clear the air.“
Clear the air!? Clear the air!? About what!? The fact that he plastered her face all over the place for everyone to see!? The fact that, now, no-one will ever be able to see her as anything except a shell of the better thing she used to be?
A wave of fury. She wants to grab him by the collar and scream that, no, she’s not interested in talking! That she can’t believe he’s ignorant enough to think she would.
She wants to slam him down against the ground. She wants to tell him that he ruined everything. She wants to zap him until he screams— until he regrets his cruel lack of forethought.
But, of course, she doesn’t do that. In fact, the thought just makes her feel worse. What is wrong with her!? That’s someone who’s Taranza’s friend! Someone who she thought was her friend, too! She can’t hurt him. She just… she just…-
She hates him so much! Why did he choose to hurt her like this!? That’s not fair!
Still, she doesn’t move to grab— let alone hurt— him. Instead, she merely curls into a ball, pressing further up against the fence as she squeaks:
“N- no! Go away! Don’t look at me! Please!”
Her voice is pathetic and small— the voice of a girl who was rejected time and time again… and her body matches. Although her face remains sharp, her abdomen is small and round. She covers her face with multiple hands.
Through the cracks of her fingers, however, she doesn’t see Magolor start to leave. Instead, his ears merely pin back.
“Listen… I’d love to, but I can’t really do that right now. Someone had to follow you. ‘Ranz was scared that if we didn’t you might hurt yourself.”
Nia’s chest tightens. A wave of horror and guilt.
“He… he was?”
It’s not even just that she’s scared him. She feels exposed. It’s not as if she hasn’t thought about things like that before. He just…
He was never supposed to know.
As a sob catches in her throat, however, she doesn’t have the gall to deny it. Instead, merely hanging her head, she mutters:
“…Maybe it’d be better if I did. Stars know everyone would be better off without me.”
She knows that it won’t make Magolor go away, but it’s the only thing she can bring herself to say. It just feels so right in the face of such hopeless circumstances.
Not that Magolor gets it. His eyes widen with panic.
“D- don’t say things like that, dudette!” He stammers. “It isn’t funny!”
But it isn’t a joke… and that much, at least, he knows.
She wonders if he’ll tell Taranza.
…Probably. And the thought makes her feel a bit sick. But at the same time, she can hardly bring herself to care. He already knows, after all, doesn’t he?
But if he’s going to do so, he doesn’t yet. Instead, he simply hovers closer.
“I- I’m being serious,” he says, “You shouldn’t say things like that. You’re cared about— like really cared about. Taranza adores you. And Susie and I think you’re cool, too! I really didn’t mean to upset you. This is all just a big misunderstanding.”
“In what way!? How did you think that could do anything but upset me!? You know I hate my body! I told you as much! But you still felt the need to… to…-“ her voice wavers, but just as soon turns to a shout, “…To remind me how awful it is! Why!?”
“That’s what I’m trying to explain! I get that this was a terrible idea now, but those masks are old! I made them way before you were resurrected! And the point wasn’t to mock you. It was to honor you! To serve as a way for you to be remembered!”
Magolor’s voice cracks. He sounds frantic.
But Nia isn’t swayed. Anger swells in her chest once more.
“And what gave you the impression I wanted to be remembered like that!? Quite literally everything you heard about me should have indicated the opposite! Why immortalize the face of a monster who hurt your dear friend, let alone a face I hated so much that I threw it away!?”
Screaming, it feels difficult to breathe. She knows that she’s being unfair— technically, there’s very little she did in life that would have led him to believe she wouldn’t want to be immortalized… she was self-obsessed. But if he believes even a single word of what Taranza said about how that ‘wasn’t really her,’ then he should have known the ‘real’ her would have hated that. Hated what she became! That anything Sectonia would have wanted is wrong!
And the ‘Joronia’ mask? That’s just inexcusable. Everything she did made it clear she hated that girl. She still hates her, even now! Even wishing she could be her!
Magolor flinches. He searches for something to say.
“I- I couldn’t tell what you would have wanted. It was so hard to guess how you would have felt. Everything I was told about you… it was impossible to discern what were actually your feelings, and what were things you were forced to think. Where the corruption ended or began, or if the lines started to blur.”
“And anyways,” he continues. “It wasn’t just about you. It was also about Taranza. I didn’t think I’d ever meet you. But I knew you were dear to him! So I wanted to surprise him! That’s the real reason I made the Sectonia mask. I wanted to honor you because I knew it would make him happy… or at least that’s what I thought.”
“He… also didn’t take it well at first,” he admits. “He thought it was a cruel joke. And that’s probably on me… I didn’t do the best job of explaining my intentions. I just sprung it on him. But once I explained my reasoning, he understood. It was actually him who suggested the other mask. The Arachnid.”
Nia’s heart stops, and her eyes sting with tears. A tight, dreadful feeling in her chest.
“…It was?” She asks.
“It was,” Magolor says. “He said that that’s how he thought you would have wanted to be remembered! Or at least how he wanted to remember you. The way you were before any of that happened. Back when you were still his precious friend.”
He says that as if it’s something that should bring her solace, but it doesn’t. It only makes Nia feel worse.
She recalls the picture he had hanging in his room in Castle Floralia. How Kirby told her that Taranza always thought she was prettier before, and how Taranza flinches away from her when she raises her voice or he catches a glimpse of eerie violet eyes.
“…Of course,” she mutters. “Of course that’s how he wanted to remember me! As someone I’ll never be! He didn’t even need to see the mask to know I was better before. He couldn’t forget if he tried!”
She hangs her head and sobs. Magolor startles.
“H- he didn’t think you were better…” he insists.
“Yes he did! Why else would he have suggested it!? He loved me back then more than he loved me as Sectonia… and who could blame him!? He loved me back then more than he loves me now!”
Magolor stares, wide eyed. It’s clear he doesn’t know what to do.
“He- he’s always loved you! Even when talking about ‘Sectonia,’ he never had a cruel thing to say! And of course he still loves you now! He is, like, always talking about you! He’s worried sick about you right now! He’d do anything for you.”
“Only because he’s still hoping I’ll go back! He doesn’t understand that I’m just this now— forever! He wants to convince himself that one day I’ll be pretty and nice again, but I won’t! I’ll always just be some hideous, cruel, burdensome freak! A mockery of the girl he really loves!”
As she weeps, Magolor fidgets with his collar.
“He…- he doesn’t think that,” he insists. “Don’t insinuate he does. That’s not fair! He still loves you— that much I’m sure of. And he still thinks you’re beautiful. He’s said it about a thousand times!”
“And you actually believe him!?” Nia demands. “He’s lying! To you, to me, and to himself! It doesn’t take a genius to figure that out! Just look at me! I’m disgusting! Can you imagine being attracted to this!?”
As she shouts, golden wings flare from her back. Her abdomen swells and grows sharp, disproportionate in comparison to an otherwise tiny body.
Magolor stares. He evidently doesn’t know how to respond.
“I- I don’t know!” He stammers. “I’m not the correct person to be asking this! I like men! I wouldn’t be attracted to you if you were the most beautiful woman in the galaxy!”
For the briefest moment, Nia snaps out of her anguish. For some reason, that was the last thing she expected to hear.
…Giving it some thought, though, she supposes that actually checks out. And, moreover, is completely irrelevant.
She throws her hands in the air, snapping, “Do you need to be so pedantic!? You know what I’m asking! Fine, you can’t be attracted to me! But you have eyes, don’t you!? Can you seriously stand to look at me!? You must feel it too: the disgust. A revulsion beyond mere disinterest! Don’t you feel sickened by my visage!?”
“Not really!” Magolor says. “I don’t care how you look! And truthfully, I don’t think most people do. We have more pressing matters to focus on. We’re not going around staring at people and rating them in our heads. The only person who’s doing that, seemingly, is you! But this isn’t as important to the rest of the world as you think it is. No-one is paying nearly as much attention to your appearance as you are.”
His eyes narrow. His voice is firm. He seems one hundred percent confident about that. That Nia is being irrational, somehow.
“Why not!?” She asks. “These sorts of things matter! P- people like me… we deserve to be treated as repulsive! We’re a blight upon the planet!”
“Well, guess what!? How people deserve to be treated and how they are treated are two different things… and anyways, I don’t think you seriously believe that! Do you think I’m attractive!?”
Nia startles, expression twisting.
“No, seriously! Answer me!” Magolor insists. “You don’t, right!?”
“N… no. Not particularly,” Nia admits, grimacing.
She feels bad saying it— she knows that Magolor is someone near and dear to Taranza… and someone who’s been kind to her, too, but she’s not going to lie.
“You’re far too round, and you dress in the most tacky manner imaginable. I don’t consider you attractive.”
“Then why aren’t you treating me like a blight upon the planet!? Where’s your revulsion!? Your cruelty!?”
“T- that’s different!” Nia stammers. “I may not consider you attractive, but that doesn’t mean you’re hideous! You’re not nearly as unsightly as me!”
“Really? Because that’s not what you seemed to think when I showed you my mouth-eyeball. What is it you did again? Recoiled and called me disfigured? You seemed to have a pretty strong opinion on my appearance then!”
And he’s right. At the time, Nia had felt legitimately sick to her stomach. Seeing just what the ‘Master Crown’ had done to him… it was equal parts revolting and scary.
Still, she doesn’t back down.
“Perhaps!” She admits. “But that’s different, too! At the very least, you can hide that! None of your friends even know what happened to you! I can’t do the same! No matter what, the whole world will see!”
“You know, though, don’t you? Who cares what they’re aware of! I’m asking about ‘Nia.’ Having seen that, why don’t you treat me the same way you treat yourself!?”
”I don’t know!”
“Do you think Taranza is right to treat himself the way he does? He’s said some things very similar to what you just said before now, you know.”
Nia’s stomach clenches. Wildly, she shakes her head.
“O- of course not! But Taranza isn’t like me! Or even you, for that matter! He’s…- he’s beautiful! I know I said that he wasn’t, but he is!”
“What if he stopped being beautiful, though? What if something happened to him? Something like what happened to you? Would you stop loving him?”
“Of course not!”
“Then what’s the difference!? Between you and him in that scenario!? Between you and me! You’re being a complete hypocrite!”
A wave of anger and shame. Nia feels cornered.
Still, though… she answers his question, and she answers it with a shout.
“THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT IT’S ME!”
Magolor freezes.
Gasping for breath, Nia continues.
“You’re good! Taranza is good! I’m not like you two! All I’ve ever done is made this world worse! I killed thousands of people! I destroyed Taranza’s self-esteem! I’m causing problems for you and him now! Even before I went crazy there was never anything worth liking about me! I was still selfish. I was still judgmental. I was still jealous, and I was still inadequate! I wasn’t smart. I didn’t have any skills that made me stand out. And I wasn’t pretty! Not even back then! So what does that say about me NOW!?”
“Someone like that… s- she needs to be beautiful,” she continues. “I need to be beautiful! To make up for it! To make up for being me! Otherwise, what’s the point? Why would anyone like me when I’m ugly inside and out!?”
Whimpering, Nia buries her face in her hands. Her shoulders heave with her sobs.
Magolor stares, taken aback. He listens to her cry.
“H- hey!” He says. “I don’t think…- you’re not ugly on the inside! At least no more than me. I already told you, didn’t I? That I also did tons of bad stuff? I’m really not as good as you’re insinuating… although I appreciate the kind words.”
“And I don’t think you’re as bad as you’re insinuating, either,” he continues. “Everyone causes trouble for other people sometimes! And what do you mean you don’t have any skills!? I saw just how good you were at using a sword earlier. It was awesome!”
“…Don’t patronize me,” Nia sniffles bitterly. “I’m not worth your praise. There’s nothing ‘awesome’ about that. All that was was just more proof of my ability to hurt people. And besides… I know you don’t care as much as you want me to think. You’re only my friend because of Taranza, right? If it weren’t for him, you’d be disgusted by me just like everyone else.”
“You don’t know that!” Magolor argues. “Will you stop putting words in my mouth? Because I don’t think that’s true at all. I’m a sociable guy! I’ve reached out to all of the ex-baddies. Taranza isn’t particularly close with the Mage Sisters, but I still invite them to hang out with me sometimes. I’m more than capable of forming my own opinions, and I think you’re cool!”
“I thought you knew that,” he says. “That we, like… connected. Before, I didn’t have anyone to talk to about having my mind and body messed with. Now I do. Why shouldn’t I consider that a win?”
He hovers a bit closer to Nia, continuing, “Plus, you know what I think? I think you’re not being fair to yourself about the sword-fighting thing either. Yes, swords can be used to hurt people… but they can be used to protect them, too! I know that as someone who’s been cleaved in half but also used a giant sword to vanquish a primordial evil. So why don’t you think about it that way? As a way to protect the people you care about?”
Nia tries to speak, but Magolor cuts her off.
“And, that’s another thing! You care! You care so much! I’ve only known you for a little while, but that much I’m sure of. Maybe you didn’t once upon a time… but now? It seems you’d do anything for the people you love! Anything to make sure they stay happy and safe. Is that what you see as selfishness? ‘Cause I have to disagree.”
With that, he goes quiet. He gives Nia a resolute look.
She’s… touched by his kind words— she really is. And she’s hoping he’s telling the truth about considering her a friend. But she can’t agree with everything he just said.
“You’re right,” she says. “I do want the people I love to be happy. I want that so, so much. But what if… they’re not? What if I’m the reason for their pain, and no matter what I do, I just keep making it worse? What I want doesn’t matter. What matters is what I do. And I just keep hurting the people around me.”
“You-“
“No. Let me finish. Because that even includes you. Maybe it’s true that I haven’t harmed anyone with a blade since my resurrection, but what about the sharp sting of my words? I’m cruel… spiteful… vindictive. I just get so- so angry that I can’t help myself! You heard what I said earlier, right? About your mouth? I said that in front of everyone. Now, Susie and Taranza know! They know something is wrong with you, and they know that because of me! Aren’t you angry? How can you say you like me when I did something like that, and you know I can’t take it back?”
“Well…”
Magolor’s ears pin back. He scratches at the back of his neck.
“You are right about that. That wasn’t cool… at all, but I get that you were upset. And- um- the good news, I guess, is that you didn’t say what was wrong with my mouth. Heck… they might even just assume you meant my mouth as in how I speak. I am always saying something uncalled for.”
“Plus… uh- I guess that just makes us even now,” he adds on. “I revealed your secret to the world, so you revealed mine. Fair is fair or whatever.”
“…But that‘s not the same at all,” Nia insists. “You… didn’t mean to hurt me, right? You were foolish, and you did something terrible, yes… but making me react this way… that was never your intention— you said so yourself. I meant to upset you. I said the most hurtful thing I could think of!”
“With the intention of hurting me? Or the intention of making me understand how you were hurting?”
“Is there a difference? I don’t want you to feel this way. It’s…- it’s awful. It’s no way to live.”
“Well, that’s good to hear, at least.” A pause. “Not that you’re miserable. But… uh, that you don’t want me to feel that way. Believe it or not, that matters. So how about instead of going on about how awful you are, you just apologize?”
“…Apologize?”
“Say sorry. Like I did to Kirby. I could have spent the rest of my life moping— and let me tell you, I considered it! But what good would that do!? I decided to try and make things right instead, and look what came out of it.”
He gestures to the rest of the theme park. Games, decorations and rides sit against the backdrop of a dusky sky.
“My proudest achievement. Something Kirby and others can enjoy. Now, I’m not asking you to build a whole amusement park for me, but… ‘I’m sorry, I won’t do it again’ isn’t too much to ask, is it?”
Nia is quiet.
It’s not as if the idea of an apology is a foreign concept to her. She’s muttered those words countless times. But knowing that, she has to wonder… do they actually mean anything?
She remembers apologizing when she was young… after getting into trouble. Her parents would scold her for acting out and she’d mutter “I’m sorry,” head hung low.
It wasn’t because she wanted to, though. She wasn’t sorry… not at all. She just didn’t want to be punished, and she was already planning to do it again.
She remembers apologizing after lashing out at Taranza, during the midst of her mind slipping through her fingers. She’d scream at, threaten, strike him, only to then feel guilt-ridden. She’d collapse and gasp, begging him to forgive her.
She was never at fault, though, even then. There was always some justification for her cruelty. She was just so angry. She couldn’t help it. He made her do it.
The behavior didn’t change… and eventually, the apologies stopped coming. Eventually, she stopped feeling bad.
Now, the guilt’s returned, but she doesn’t think her apologies sound much different. She had to explode on Taranza’s friends— they started it. She had to have a breakdown in public. She needs to shout. She needs to cry. She needs to make everything about her.
She can’t help it. It’s the only way she knows how to react.
But what does an apology even mean in a scenario like that? Does she actually feel bad? Or does she just feel bad for herself?
Staring at Magolor, she wonders.
And, eventually, the words leave her lips.
“…I- I’m sorry. I won’t do it again.”
She doesn’t know for certain if she means that. She doesn’t even know what ‘meaning that’ means. But she does regret what she said. It was unwarranted. It was cruel, and to someone who had only shown her kindness.
Sure, he did something that hurt her so deeply, but it had been by accident. Her words hadn’t. She’d intended to hurt him, and she hopes that that won’t happen again. That she can make her words mean something somehow.
She can’t bring herself to look him in the eye as she says it. Her gaze drifts towards the ground.
But the words he responds with are amiable ones.
“See! There you are. That wasn’t so bad, was it? And, for the record, I’m sorry too.”
“You are?”
“Yeah. I couldn’t have known how you would feel before you were resurrected, of course… but I should have had the sense to retire those masks once that happened. Don’t worry, though. I’ll take care of that now. As soon as I’m able, I’ll recall them.”
Nia tilts her head.
“…Meaning?”
“I’ll destroy all the copies I have. And as for copies other people got their hands on? Well, I’ll tell them it’s not a good idea to keep those in their possession. Say that we did some tests and we found lead in the paint. And cadmium. And cyanide. Very dangerous stuff!”
Nia isn’t entirely sure what that means, but considering she’s fairly sure cyanide is a deadly poison, something tells her that that will probably do the trick.
“I’m- um- starting to see why you’ve been sued before. Aren’t you worried about getting in trouble?”
“Me? Worried?” Magolor asks, dismissively waving a hand. “Psshh! As if! I already got away with nearly becoming an intergalactic mega-tyrant. A bit of corporate neglect is nothing.”
“…Right. If you say so.”
“And you know what I think? I think after that’s taken care of, we should make you a new mask! Let’s design one you’ll like… together. Based on the mask ‘Suz made you or something!”
Nia blinks.
“…You’d be willing to do that?”
“Of course!” Magolor says. “It’s not like I made a mask of Meta Knight’s chubby little baby face. I depicted him how he wanted to look! We can do the same for you.”
And she’s touched. She really is. It’s a kind offer. However…
“I don’t know if… that’s possible. To make a mask like that. That I’d be comfortable with. Even wearing this… it’s not as if I’m proud of this face. Taranza hates seeing it… and I still know the person hiding beneath. With that in mind, I… can’t imagine a version of myself I’d want to be seen.”
“I felt the same way, once upon a time,” Magolor admits. “But look at me now. I have my face plastered everywhere. I’m proud of me. So… why don’t we work on it together? Making a you you can be proud of, too? You might think it’s impossible, but you’ll never know until you try.”
Saying that, he holds out a hand. She can’t see his mouth, but it’s clear that he’s smiling.
Part of her wants to yell at him. To tell him that that’s not possible, and that he doesn’t understand. But seeing a smile like that…
Hesitantly, she takes his hand.
“I’d… I’d like that,” she says. “I’m not ready yet… and I’m sorry about that. But maybe you’re right. Maybe…-“ her voice cracks. She chokes back a sob. ”Maybe I’ll be ready someday.”
Tears stream down her mask. Still, though, Magolor helps her rise.
“Hey, don’t cry,” he says. “It’ll be alright. Take as long as you need. However long it takes, I’m sure that day will come eventually. And then, you’ll be almost as cool as me. Who knows? Maybe you’ll even want to build a Merry Nialand.”
“…I don’t know about that.”
“You’re right. What am I thinking? ‘Merry Nialand’ isn’t even alliterative. Nifty Nialand rolls off the tongue much better.”
It’s such a ridiculous thing to say. A million years could pass and she still wouldn’t be interested in making a theme park themed after herself. But it’s so outlandish, it almost rolls back around to being funny.
She can’t help but give an exhausted laugh.
“I… I guess you never know,” she says. “I don’t think that’s in the cards for me, but I’ve been wrong before.”
“That’s the spirit!” Magolor says. “Keep it up.”
He knows just as well as her that she’s never going to build an amusement park… but that’s not what this is actually about. Her tears start to dry as she gives a halfhearted sniffle.
“You feeling a bit better, then?” Magolor asks. “That’s good. Do you think you’re ready to go back and rejoin the others? Or would you rather stay here a bit longer?”
Truthfully, Nia wishes she could stay. It was… nice being alone for a moment. But she knows she can’t actually do that.
“We should go back,” she says. “Taranza has to be worried. We’ve been gone for a while.”
“Yeah, I guess you’ve got a point,” Magolor says. “Let’s make haste, then! If we return quick enough, there should still be plenty of time for the fireworks show.”
…Oh. Right. There was a fireworks show, wasn’t there? She’d completely forgotten.
“You do still wanna see it, right?” Magolor asks.
“Yes! Of course!” Nia says. “I’ve- um… never seen fireworks before. I’m quite looking forward to it. Although…” a pause, “If we are going back to rejoin the others, can I make a request?”
“Yeah? What is it?” Magolor asks. “I’m all ears.”
“Can you… not tell Taranza too much about this conversation? About the things I said when I was upset? He’s already stressed enough as is. I don’t want him to worry more…”
That, admittedly, gives Magolor pause.
“Well, I’d like to say your secret’s safe with me, but… I do have to ask. Did you mean what you said? When you insinuated you thought everyone would be better off without you? You… wouldn’t actually do anything, right?”
Clear apprehension in his voice.
Nia bites down on her lip.
“No… I wouldn’t do anything like that,” she answers. “Even if I think that I just make everything worse, I could never…- I wouldn’t put Taranza through that. He loves me, whether I think I deserve it or not. And after he put so much effort into bringing me back, I couldn’t dare make it so that was in vain. That would really be selfish.”
Magolor’s ears pin back. That’s not quite the answer he was looking for, was it?
Still, though, he awkwardly clears his throat.
“Right. Well- uh… that’s good to hear. I guess we can keep this between us. But promise me you mean that. That no matter how bad things get, you aren’t going to do something reckless.”
“…I promise.”
“Great. That’s all I needed to hear. And for the record… if you ever wanna talk about this stuff, I’m here. I won’t go and snitch.”
“Thank you. I appreciate it… truly.”
She still doesn’t think she’ll take him up on that offer— she doesn’t want him worrying, either… but it means a lot. She can’t believe she had the audacity to believe that this person was someone who wanted to hurt her earlier.
He’s… her friend. She has friends. It’s difficult to believe, but it’s true.
Soon enough, the two of them reunite with Taranza and Susie. They’re both seated by the mask stand… although Taranza bolts to stand the moment he spots them.
“Nia!” He calls, hurrying to her side. “There you are! Are you okay!?”
She can’t help but notice that the masks that set her off have since disappeared. He must have hidden them somewhere.
“I’m… fine. I’m sorry for worrying you.”
“Oh, no! You don’t need to apologize…” he says, voice soft. “I’m just glad that you’re feeling better. I’m sorry there wasn’t more I could do to help. That I didn’t intervene before any of this could even happen.”
“It’s not your fault,” Nia says. “It’s… no-one’s fault. It was a misunderstanding. I overreacted.”
“And, for the record, the issue is going to be rectified,” Magolor says. “She and I made an agreement. The masks will be recalled ASAP.”
“That’s good to hear…” Taranza says. “It would be awful for something like this to happen again. Thank you for understanding, Magolor.”
“‘Course! I get why she was upset. I just didn’t think it through much myself. But everything’s resolved now. Nia is feeling better. And you know what that means!”
“The fireworks show is still on?” Susie asks.
“Dingdingding! Correct!” Magolor replies, giving a pair of finger guns. “It’ll take a bit to get everything set up, though. You guys wanna go to the castle in the meantime?”
“I don’t see why not,” Susie says. “I can lead the way.”
“Great! I’ll see you three shortly, then. Try not to have too much fun without me!”
Then, with a wave over his shoulder, Magolor is gone.
As agreed upon, Susie leads them to the castle. Although as they step in through the doors, it very quickly becomes apparent that it’s nowhere near as lavish as an actual royal residence. The colors are every bit as gaudy there as they are on the outside, and most of the interior decoration appears to be made of plastic.
Not that Nia points that out. It would hardly be fair to critique the accuracy after such a heartfelt conversation with Magolor… and either way, Nia can’t really muster up the energy.
She simply follows after Susie and Taranza, hoping that this event, at least, will go well… and that they’ll still have fun even after all of the stress she caused them just now.
They make their way up a set of ostentatious, winding stairs, before exiting out onto the balcony.
From there, they can see the whole park… and far beyond it, for that matter.
It’s not a terrible view, actually. Merry Magoland may be colorful and crowded, but after spending a whole day there, Nia finds there’s a certain kind of charm to it, too. Although she tries not to stare at the mask stand too much, lest she upset herself again.
It’s getting dark out. As shadows blanket the park, stars twinkle in the sky.
Taranza reaches for Nia’s hand, squeezing it.
“…I hope you’ll still be able to enjoy this,” he whispers. “That this whole trip will end up being worth it ultimately. I know that… things got upsetting for a bit, but everything else was fun, wasn’t it? I really liked hearing about how much you enjoyed the roller coaster.”
…It’s funny. It wasn’t even an hour ago that she rode it, but the roller coaster feels like such a distant memory now. She’d almost completely forgotten.
It was nice, though. All of this was so nice until everything went wrong. That’s why she feels so bad for ruining it.
“I’m… glad. You’re right. Most of this has been fun. I’m sorry again that I overreacted. I-“
“Hey. Don’t say that. You didn’t overreact. There’s nothing to apologize for. So let’s just try to finish off the night by making a happy memory. I know that would be more than enough for me.”
Saying that, he leans on her side. She wonders just how possible that really is though… for her or for him.
Either way, she’s not given long to think about it. Soon enough, there’s a *whoosh* behind her, and a familiar voice is heard.
“Alright! Everything is officially set up! You guys and gals ready to have your minds blown?”
Nia startles just a little.
“M- Magolor!?” She asks. “How did you get here so quickly?”
“I told you I’d only be a bit, didn’t I? But as for the specifics… it’s actually pretty simple! I teleported here using my magic. Pretty cool right?”
In hindsight, that actually seems pretty obvious. Nia can’t help but feel a bit stupid.
“…Oh,” she says. “That makes sense.”
“Don’t worry,” Susie says, clearing her throat. “It scared me, too, at first. He really does not give much of a warning.”
“As if I’d need to! Isn’t my sudden presence always welcome?”
Nia scoffs. Something tells her Susie is exaggerating— she can’t imagine her actually being afraid, but it’s still nice listening to the two of them banter.
“So the fireworks are ready, then?” She asks.
“Yep! Are we good to begin?”
“I believe so.”
“Heck yeah! In that case… it’s showtime.”
Saying that, Magolor snaps his fingers. And after a moment… something shoots into the air far in the distance.
An explosion and a bright burst of color. One firework appears, then another. Gradually, they light up the sky, putting on a dazzling show.
It really is beautiful. Nia isn’t sure what she’d expected, but her breath catches in her throat. She stares.
Some of them are even shaped like things. The castle… the Lor Starcutter… and, of course, Magolor’s face.
The slightest bit of warmth in Nia’s chest.
“What do you think?” Magolor asks. “Pretty cool, isn’t it?”
“I’ll say…” she replies. “How do you even do something like this!?”
But as he goes into a technical explanation about black powder and burst charges, she’s only half-listening. Ultimately, most of her attention is focused on the display. She simply stands there and watches, taking it all in.
It’s reassuring, in a strange way. That *Magolor* of all people was able to create something like this. Can… she do the same in the future? Be responsible for something that doesn’t make her stomach churn?
She doesn’t know. But either way, she relaxes just a little. This is… nice. It’s a pleasant way to end the day. She hopes that that means Taranza is having a good time, too.
But as her gaze drifts towards him, she realizes he’s not watching the fireworks. Instead, he’s staring at her, a lovestruck expression on his face.
Her heart sinks. She remembers Magolor’s words, and wonders what he’s imagining right now… what face he envisions beneath the mask.
Surely it’s not the frown that crosses her face. He’s thinking of someone else again, isn’t he? The girl Nia killed and replaced.
She bites down on her lip. She turns her attention back towards the fireworks and attempts not to think about it right now. It’s not the time.
Despite herself though, she just can’t help but wonder as explosions ring out in the night.
…Can she ever really craft a version of herself they’ll both be happy with? Or even just one that he’ll be content with, knowing she can never return to the past?
She doesn’t know. And no beautiful show of lights can make that any less frightening.
Notes:
Hehehe... a lot of you called it last chapter! What Nia saw was, in fact, the masks of her past self. I was going to have to touch on them at least a LITTLE if she was visiting Magoland.
And, predictably, she didn't take it well. Who would, in her circumstances!? She felt exposed and made fun of. But maybe this chapter didn't end as poorly as it could have. Shockingly, she and Magolor were able to have another pretty nice heart to heart. I really love their little friendship. He gets some of what she's going through... he really does.
Not that that means things were ALL fun and rainbows in this chapter. As usual, Nia's doubts regarding Taranza's love for her remain and fester. The reveal that HE was the one who suggested the Old Friend mask in particular... uh, stung, even if obviously he never could have known he'd resurrect her, let alone that it would make her feel like she isn't good enough.
It's sad. Nia continues to, little by little, do just a bit better, but no matter what happens, she just can't trust him. Her self loathing is too deeply entwined with her relationship with him, their shared past, and everything she feels she can't be anymore... even though he'd never, EVER want her to feel that way.
The two of them make me so ill <3
As usual, the next chapter will be up in two weeks! It's the beginning of an... interesting arc, so I hope you're looking forward to it! For now, though, make sure to let me know what you thought of this chapter! I'll talk to you all again soon.
Chapter 23: one track mind, one track heart (if i fail i'll fall apart)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Eventually, Taranza is forced to accept Susie’s suggestion. Over the course of several check-ups, she expresses her concerns, and eventually, one thing becomes painfully obvious:
She is going to have to look Nia over, whether he likes it or not.
She’s right that if she wants any chance of helping him with his condition, she needs to see what Nia’s soul looks like. And, more importantly, she’s right that an examination will likely be good for Nia, too. With her unstable body, there’s no knowing what complications she could possibly be dealing with.
Finally, he actually believes her when she says that. In the past, when she framed this as being about Nia, he felt his fur bristle. He knew she resented her at the time, and that this was really about him.
Of course, he’s also aware that it probably still is, for the most part… but he can be confident at least some part of this is genuinely for Nia. After all, even if Susie’s not as close with Nia as she is with him, she’s still come to consider her a friend… and Susie’s friends are well taken care of.
That said, even as he gives in to Susie’s wishes, he makes it very clear that he wants this to be handled in a certain way. He doesn’t want to risk rocking the boat.
“Firstly,” he says, “You’re not allowed to allude to my condition. I’m sure that much is obvious, and you’ve done a wonderful job keeping my secret thus far, but I wish to reiterate: as far as she’s concerned, I’m happy and healthy. If something about her soul appears to be strange, come up with another explanation as to why. She can’t know of my troubles.”
“Secondly,” he continues, “I want you to make it abundantly clear that the goal here is not to ‘fix’ her. It’s possible you can stabilize her, but make no promises, and don’t allow her to believe she’d be ‘better’ somehow if you were able to. This is about her health and nothing else. Her appearance is irrelevant. She’s beautiful no matter what, and I don’t want her to doubt that.”
“Thirdly, don’t pressure her, or coerce her into doing anything she’s not comfortable with. She may be hesitant to allow you to examine some things. She may not even want to do this at all… and that’s fine. Ultimately, this is up to her. Frame this as an offering, not a demand, and if she does choose to trust you, please speak carefully. Do not react negatively to anything about her body. You can express concern about her health, but nothing more. Make sure she feels like a patient, not an oddity or lab rat. I don’t want her self-esteem being damaged any more than it already is.”
“Under those conditions, I’d feel comfortable letting you examine her,” he concludes. “What do you think?”
“What do I think?” Susie asks. “…What I think is that I’ve signed legal papers with less terms and conditions than that. Don’t you think this is a bit excessive?”
“M- maybe just slightly!” Taranza says, cheeks feeling hot. “But surely you understand why I feel this way.”
“Of course I do. But these… rules on how people are supposed to interact with her, I can’t help but think they might be a bit suffocating. She’s not a child. She’s more than capable of navigating social situations without someone hovering over her shoulder. Technically, I shouldn’t even need your permission to reach out to her about this. The only reason I’ve waited to get it is that I didn’t want to go behind your back.”
“Which isn’t to say that…- for the record, I WILL comply,” she continues. “At least to the best of my abilities. But that’s a lot to ask of me, and not very fair to her. You know that, right?”
Her gaze is pointed.
Taranza isn’t sure what to think.
On one hand, he doesn’t want to suffocate Nia… but on the other hand, she’s made it more than clear she’s prone to over-analyzing situations and detecting hostility where there is none. It’s just something that comes with her insecurities, and he really doesn’t think it’s that wrong to take precautions to try and prevent her from feeling that way.
“I know that. But you also know that she’s sensitive. Maybe- um… I should be there to supervise. That way, it’s easier to know what to do. And if something happens, I can try to calm her d-“
“Absolutely not. Did you even hear what I just said?”
“Of course! I just can’t help but be concerned!”
“You trust me, right?”
“…Yes.”
“Then take a deep breath. I’ll take care of this. Things will go much smoother if it’s just the two of us. Anything else would be blatantly disregarding doctor-patient confidentiality… and anyways, I don’t think a check-up is as big of a problem as you’re making it out to be… that is, unless you make it into one. Don’t make her fret.”
Taranza sighs. He’s still not sure how he feels about this, but he supposes Susie’s right that if he can trust anyone to deal with this, it’s her. She’s been a good doctor to him, and she clearly has good intentions.
“…Alright,” he says. “I’ll ask. No promises, though, that she’ll be willing. This is bound to be intimidating for her.”
“I understand, but remind her this is her health we’re talking about… it’s important.”
Taranza has a feeling Nia doesn’t particularly care about her health, but he doesn’t say that. Instead, he simply agrees.
“It is.”
And, true to his word, he does tell Nia. He lets her know that Susie is offering to do a check-up on her, to monitor her wellbeing and come to a better understanding about the state of her body.
As expected, though, Nia seems hesitant.
“Wouldn’t that require…- um- a physical evaluation? I don’t know if I want to do anything like that.”
“Not necessarily,” Taranza assures. “I made it clear to her that she’s not to disregard your boundaries. Anything you don’t want to do, you don’t have to. It could be as simple as answering a few questions about how you’re feeling if that’s all that you want to do.”
Nia shifts uncomfortably… although she doesn’t decline outright. Instead, she’s quiet for a long moment.
“Do you think that… if Susie were to ‘come to better understand my body,’ she could fix it? Make me normal again?”
It’s not an unexpected query, but it still makes Taranza’s heart ache.
“…Nia, you’re not broken. You don’t need to be fixed. Please don’t say things like that.”
“But what if? What if she could return me to the way I was before? Surely you’d want that too! Wouldn’t that be nice? Wouldn’t that make you happy?”
Desperation in her voice. Taranza doesn’t budge, though.
“I’m already happy, Nia.”
“Are you saying that if you could just snap your fingers and fix me, you wouldn’t? I know that you also-“
”Nia.”
Her words peter off as Taranza interjects.
“…There’s no use of thinking up imaginary scenarios. Maybe Susie can help you, maybe she can’t. Either way, I don’t want you putting all of your hopes on that. If you do, and it turns out there’s nothing she can do, you’ll be crushed.”
Nia’s shoulders sink. Glowing white eyes flit towards the ground.
Taranza wraps her in a hug… an attempt to comfort her even just a little.
“It’s okay. All that matters is that you’re here. Don’t worry about things like that.”
It’s as if the strength leaves Nia’s body. Defeatedly, she rests her head on his shoulder.
“Do… you even think it’s worth it if she can’t help with that? Is there even a point?”
“Of course there’s a point,” Taranza responds, speaking in a gentle voice as he runs his fingers through her hair. “It’ll be a good precaution… to make sure you aren’t at risk of any health issues. And besides, maybe she can help. I just don’t want to make any promises… or make you feel like that’s a necessity. You’re beautiful no matter what. That’s something that will always be true.”
Nia is quiet as he holds her. She breathes in, then out.
“…Fine. I… suppose I can give it a try. But only because you think it’s worthwhile. A- and tell her I don’t want my body being looked at!”
“Of course,” Taranza says. “I’ll make sure she knows. And thank you for being brave, Nia. I’m sure this will be for the best.”
Saying that, he pulls away slightly, then presses a kiss to her mask.
Her gaze, however, remains angled towards the floor.
Soon after, he calls Susie, and they find a time she’ll be available to look Nia over. She tells him to bring her to the Haltmann Works Company headquarters.
Nia seems nervous as they set out, but Taranza clutches her hand. He promises everything will be alright.
They take the teleporter and make their way into the building without any issues. They’re also able to make their way through the barrier that blocks access to the private half of the building.
From there, it’s only a short walk to Susie’s office.
She waves a hand as they step in.
In contrast to the time she called him in here to discuss her hopes of resurrecting her father, the room is neat and tidy. Everything is exactly where it should be… and although it’s a bit too pristine, Taranza still thinks it’s nice.
Convenient, considering that’s where he’s told to stay.
“Remain here while I take Nia to the examination room,” Susie instructs. “We’ll return here when we’re finished.”
Saying that, she stands. She makes her way towards the door.
Nia’s hand slips from Taranza’s. She looks towards Susie, a bit tense.
“I’ll be right here,” Taranza promises. “If it ends up becoming too much, you’re free to back out. I’m sure everything will be okay, though. Susie will take good care of you.”
He tries his best to mask his own anxiety. He isn’t quite as confident as he’s letting on.
But he tells himself that he needs to believe in both of them. That… this won’t end in disaster. That it’s something that can help them.
He’s not sure if Nia believes him, but she slips out the door soon after Susie. She whispers a quiet, “see you soon,” and then she’s gone.
It’s a long moment before Taranza sits down. He spends a while simply staring at the door, trying his best to steel his nerves.
But then, he makes his way over to a chair. And as he tugs at his scarf, he prays everything will be alright.
Nia is nervous, to say the least.
She really, really doesn’t like this idea. She doesn’t want to be poked and prodded… perceived, although she also knows she didn’t have much of a choice.
She had to do this. For Taranza.
Not just because he asked her, mind you… but because it might help. Although he hasn’t seemed confident in saying Susie might be able to do something to fix Nia’s state, there’s still a chance… and if that’s the case, then she owes it to him to try.
If she could finally, finally greet him with the face he wishes to see…-
Well, she wouldn’t be happy. She’d still be herself, at the end of the day, and she'd still remember everything she’s done. But at least she’d feel just slightly more at home in this wretched body… and not only that, but…
Maybe she could see him give her a smile… not one tinged with pity, but a real, actual expression of joy.
(Envisioning it in her mind’s eye— the way he used to smile at her, she feels her chest tighten. A wave of guilt and homesickness.)
To achieve that, she’d do anything.
And so, here she is, following Susie down some strange hall, even though it makes her heart pound.
She tries her best not to let her apprehension show— holding her head high and looking straight ahead— but she must not be doing a very good job of it, because Susie says:
“Hey, it’s okay. You can relax a little. It’s not like I’m going to dissect you. This will be a routine examination— nothing more.”
The words come out not-quite-warm. They’re not cold, either, mind you… but there’s a certain sort of practisedness to them. They provide very little actual comfort.
Especially when considering that even an examination is a nightmare for Nia. Being inspected means being seen, and the more someone looks at her, the more likely they are to realize her faults.
…That’s scary.
Still, she takes a deep breath and responds:
“I know. I don’t mean to be uneasy. I’m aware this is important. I’m just…”
What? Afraid of being judged? If she were to say that, it would sound like an accusation… even though it’s not. With her, judging is only natural.
“…Nervous anyways. My apologies.”
“No need,” Susie replies, unfazed. “I’m not exactly taking it personally. I just hope it will become apparent there’s nothing to stress over as we get into this.”
“Speaking of!” She continues, making her way through a door, “Follow me in here. This is where we should be able to get the initial tests taken care of.”
In the examination room is a small chair for Nia to sit on. She doesn’t quite fit, but she doesn’t complain… simply shuts her mouth and puts up with the discomfort.
As Susie begins digging around in a drawer, she asks “Do you mind if I start with getting a sample of your DNA? It’s a very simple, noninvasive test. All you have to do is allow me to swab your cheek.” A pause. A realization seems to hit her. “Or- um- if you’d prefer, I suppose I can use a strand of your hair instead. That would probably be much simpler.”
She doesn’t bother actually getting permission before leaning up and snipping some of Nia’s hair, but that’s okay. Nia’s just relieved she didn’t have to take off her mask.
Susie peeks into another room for a moment, before returning with a syringe.
“Okay. That’s being analyzed now. How about you also let me get a sample of your hemolymph, then I can ask you a few questions about how you’ve been feeling. How are you with needles?”
Nia is… unimpressed, to say the least, looking at the tiny thing. Is Susie insinuating she thinks she might be scared of that? As someone who’s been stabbed countless times, she’s not particularly intimidated.
“I’m fine,” she says. “Do what you have to. I’m sure it won’t be all that painful.”
And it isn’t. Susie is careful but quick. Nia barely even feels a thing.
That sample, too, is brought into another room, before Susie returns. This time, she has some sort of floating screen with her.
“Okay. Now, I’m just going to ask you a handful of questions about how your body’s been behaving and how you’ve been feeling in general as of late. The more details you can give me, the better, but if you don’t have an answer to something, just say that you don’t know. There’s no need to make anything up.”
“First, let’s start with a simple one,” she continues. “Would you say that you’ve been experiencing any pain or fatigue as of late? Do you need to sleep more than you did before? Do you find yourself running out of breath? Does it hurt when your body shifts?”
“…No,” Nia answers, “I don’t believe so. I wouldn’t describe myself as experiencing any of those things. At most, perhaps I sleep a little more, but I don’t believe that’s related to fatigue.”
Susie raises a brow— perhaps contemplating asking what Nia believes it is related to, but she ultimately doesn’t bother. Why would she? It’s obvious the reason is that Nia isn’t exactly eager to spend time in the waking world.
When she’s asleep, she can forget about all of this.
Susie does jot something down in response to her answer, tapping at the floating screen. But whatever it is, she doesn’t tell Nia, and she just as quickly moves on.
“Well, that’s good…” she says. “That you’re not tired or in pain. I’m surprised to hear it doesn’t hurt when your body shifts. With things like bones rearranging, I’d assume it would… but I suppose that’s magic for you.”
Taranza had been surprised, too. She still recalls him asking her, voice fraught with worry, if the hideous display hurt her. But she told him it didn’t, at least not physically. And that much was the truth.
“I certainly can’t fault you for assuming. It’s gruesome, isn’t it? Who wouldn’t think something like that is agony?”
Susie is quiet, for a moment… searching for the right thing to say.
“Would I be able to ask you a few other questions about the phenomenon?” She asks, finally. “I understand that it’s a touchy subject, but there are still some things I’m trying to wrap my head around.”
Nia would, truthfully, prefer not to speak on it anymore, but she reminds herself she doesn’t have much of a choice. If she wants even a chance of finding a way to stop this, somehow, then she needs to lay herself bare.
“Go ahead.”
Claws sprout from her fingers. A wave of fur disappears from the back of her hand.
“Great,” Susie says. “In that case… can I ask what it does feel like? And does anything in particular bring it on? This is something you have absolutely no control over, correct? You can’t will it to happen?”
Nia thinks.
“It feels… strange. That’s all I can think to describe it as. I always know that it’s happening— something will move or stretch, but I’m not in control of it, no. Stars, I wish I was. If I could just ‘will it,’ then none of this would be happening. I wouldn’t be something that has to…- to be studied. I’d just be me.”
…Whatever that even means. Even just saying it, she feels silly. Who is ‘she?’ This repulsive visage, despite how she loathes it, is the truest representation she can possibly think of for ‘Nia.’
She supposes what she actually means is that if she were in control, she’d be someone else. Someone better. But she doesn’t dare say that.
“As for what brings it on, though…” She continues. “It’s- um- how I feel, I suppose. It just… happens. Most often when I’m angry or afraid. It never really stops, though, even when I’m in a ‘good mood.’ Something is always changing. And the more I wish it wouldn’t, the more it does.”
“That makes sense to me,” Susie says, tapping away at her screen, “A self-perpetuating cycle. The more you think about it, the more you’re upset. The more you’re upset, the more it happens. And the more it happens, the more that you think about it… right?”
Nia’s stomach churns.
“…Right.”
As uneven, golden wings twitch, she fidgets with her hands.
“Would you say that any traits are associated with any specific feelings?” Susie asks, next. “If this is based on not just how you feel, but how you see yourself, do you view any emotions as distinctly ‘Sectonia’ or ‘Joronia?’”
Another loaded question. Nia bites down on her lip.
“M- maybe? I suppose- um- ‘Sectonia’ is definitely anger. When I feel that way, I…- I just want to be big. But when I’m upset or ashamed… w- would it be strange to say it’s both? I feel… small. And unlike myself. Like… that person I don’t want to be. But also like the girl who…- who was so helpless. Like two people I despise, I suppose.”
Susie shoots her a sympathetic look.
“Is there anything you would say slows the process down?” she asks next. “What about when you’re calm? Happy? Do you look any specific way then? Take on more traits of one than the other?”
“I… I don’t know.”
It’s not as if she’s never happy… she had fun at Merry Magoland a while back, but for the most part, a sense of melancholy permeates her life. She’s not sure she knows what being one hundred percent at peace feels like… let alone how she’d appear during a moment like that.
Even during moments like this— moments where she’s ostensibly calm— the thoughts race through the back of her mind. She’s never able to forget for long… who she is or what she’s done. She always remembers sooner or later, and when she does, her body reacts.
There’s no default. No baseline. She never wakes up with the same face as the night before, because no face ever feels like hers. Nia is irregularity.
And Susie must be able to discern just how much that reality disturbs her, because her antennae pin back.
“…Right. I suppose that makes sense.”
She’s quiet. Is she wondering just how further she should pry? Evidently, she’s curious… but Nia couldn’t blame her for being afraid of how she’d react.
Finally, she says, “If… I can ask you just one last question on the topic: you’d still describe your body as stable despite the changes, correct? It never melts or feels ready to fall apart? You never lose complete control of your limbs?”
Nia mulls that over.
It does feel like she loses control sometimes— the sprawling flower vines come to mind— but something tells her that’s not exactly the sort of thing Susie is thinking of.
“I… believe so?” She responds. “I certainly don’t melt. Why are you asking?”
“Well, it’s important to ensure that your body’s unstable composition doesn’t also lead to risk of complete genetic collapse. But it seems that the only noteworthy side effect is an irregular appearance.”
Nia wonders what brings that thought on. All of the concern over her health in general kind of confuses her. Although then again… she supposes even if she doesn’t feel sickly, she certainly looks the part.
Just listen to Susie… describing her as irregular. It’s the kindest way she could possibly say what she’s saying, and it still stings to hear. Nia hates thinking of herself as out of place… but there’s also no denying she is.
“That’s enough of that, however,” Susie continues. “I believe I’ve asked you enough about the state of your body… at least for now. Would you mind if I inquired about your magic next?”
“My… magic? What is there to discuss?”
“Well— and forgive me if I’m wrong about this— but I was under the impression it had changed since you resurrected. You’ve developed new abilities, correct?”
It doesn’t even click right away. But, eventually, it hits Nia.
“Oh!” She says. “The powers I developed thanks to the Dreamstalk?”
Susie stares for a moment. But then, nodding, she replies, “…Right. Those.”
A strange tension. Nia doesn’t like the way she says that.
“…Why?” She asks. “What do you want to know about them?”
As the slightest bit of guardedness creeps into her tone, Susie’s demeanor shifts. Her posture straightens and her next words come out sounding far less intense.
“Oh, nothing too important!” She says. “I suppose I’m just curious because… well, I’m not a magic user, but as far as I understand, magic is a reflection of a person’s soul… correct? Which leaves me wondering… has the composition of your soul itself changed? And if it has, does that have something to do with your body’s inconsistent nature?”
“Do you… think it could?” Nia asks. “For the record, elemental magic isn’t- it’s not entirely unheard of for someone to learn how to use magic they’re not naturally proficient at. Although you’re right that this was a sudden development, to say the least. At least from what I understand, that sort of thing typically takes months of practice.”
A twinge of unease.
“What do you… think it could mean? If something about my soul were to have changed? Do you think it could mean I’m still corrupted? That…- that that’s why my body is changing? Because I’m still not ‘me?’”
It’s not the first time she’s considered the possibility, but that doesn’t make it any less terrifying to think about. If… if Susie were to also think such a thing…-
“No. I don’t believe that’s the case. There’s no reason that would have anything to do with Bloom magic. The person who corrupted you is a Dark Matter being. There’s simply not a correlation.”
“That said, however… we can certainly double check,” she continues. “Would you be okay with me getting an x-ray of your soul? That way, we can see if it provides a more reasonable explanation for your Bloom magic, and put your fears to rest?”
Nia is uneasy, to say the least. What will her soul look like? Will it reflect her cruelty? Be every bit as ugly as her face?
If that’s the case… then she’s not sure she wants Susie to see. But on the other hand… if this can lead to Susie helping her somehow, then she’s pretty much obligated to endure it. And not only that, but she’s obligated to ensure that she’s not still corrupted as well.
After all, Susie doesn’t seem to think it’s a possibility… but what if? It’s best to double check, isn’t it? Knowing that if she is sick, she could go and hurt Taranza even more than she already has?
“I’d… be fine with that,” she says, voice strained. “It won’t hurt, will it? Not that- it’s- um! Perfectly fine if it does! I just want to double check.”
Watching her tense up, Susie gives Nia a pitying expression.
“No, it won’t hurt,” she assures. “I will warn you that you’ll have to undress and put on a hospital gown, but while you’re doing that, I’ll peek out of the room… and other than that, it should be a completely normal procedure. It will only take a few minutes.”
“G… reat,” Nia says, “I’m ready whenever, then.”
Nodding, Susie replies, “Follow me. I’ll take you to the x-ray room.”
As Nia stands, Susie leads the way back out into the hall. She walks for a bit before stopping at a closed door.
“In here,” she says, motioning a hand.
The ‘x-ray room’ is small and dark. Only a few things sit within it. There’s an examination table, as well as a strange-looking, silvery machine.
Susie makes her way over to a closet, rummaging through hospital gowns. She compares sizes for a moment before eventually turning to hand one to Nia.
“Do you think this should fit you?” She asks.
Nia looks the hospital gown over, frowning. As she is now, it should probably be fine… but worrying her body might grow, she’s not entirely sure.
“Maybe… just a little bit bigger,” she mumbles, uncomfortable and embarrassed. “…Sorry.”
“Don’t be,” Susie says, turning back towards the closet. “It’s important we find one that fits.”
The next hospital gown she finds is much more appropriately sized. It dwarfs Nia just a little, but she’ll certainly take that over the risk of it being too small.
“…Thank you. Just leave and I’ll put it on.”
Which Susie does, thankfully. Nia doesn’t know what she’d do if she weren’t given privacy.
Although as she removes her cloak, part of her has to worry. Are there hidden cameras here? Is Susie secretly watching her? Will she look her grotesque anatomy over later, disturbed by just how wrong it is?
The thought makes her feel sick to her stomach. But she tries to tell herself that that’s not the case. Susie is… her friend. Susie is trying to help her. She wouldn’t do something like that… at least she doesn’t think.
Either way, she’s quick to put the hospital gown on. Even if Susie isn’t watching, Nia isn’t particularly interested in looking at herself more than strictly necessary.
Once she’s finished, she wraps the too-big gown around herself. Then, she calls out to Susie.
“I- I’m ready, I believe.”
The door cracks open and Susie steps back in. She approaches the strange machine.
“Great,” she says. “Let’s get to it.”
True to her word, it’s quick and it doesn’t hurt. She simply positions the machine at a few different angles, taking pictures of Nia’s chest. And then, with a few clicks, it’s finished.
Nia blinks.
“…Was that all?”
“Believe it or not… yes! Give me just one moment and I’ll get the scans up.”
Saying that, she summons the floating screen once more. She swipes a finger and then…
Well, there it is. A picture of Nia’s soul.
Nia isn’t sure what she’d expected it to look like, but it’s not what she sees. It’s a pale glowing yellow, lopsided shape… almost like an uneven oval. A purple aura sits at its very center.
“What… is that?” She asks, heart skipping a beat. “T- that’s not corruption, is it? I’m not still sick?”
A sense of dread… but Susie doesn’t seem concerned.
“No,” she says, “Don’t worry. That’s not Dark Matter. It’s Soul matter, and it’s completely normal. It makes up a large part of every Insectoid’s soul. For comparison, let me show you a picture of a soul tainted by Dark Matter.“
She swipes the screen yet again. She cycles through several similar pictures before eventually landing on the one she’s searching for.
This soul is shaped very differently from Nia’s. Whereas hers is lopsided, it’s a near perfect circle. It’s also a pale yellow color, but instead of being purple, its core is blue… and an eerie, almost-pitch-black aura envelops it.
Dark streaks trail down its center. Sharp and jagged, they look like claw marks.
“See?” Susie says. “Completely different from your soul. You have nothing to worry about.”
And… giving it some more thought, that makes sense to Nia, actually. Of course her soul would have a surplus of Soul matter within it. Like Susie said, it’s a type of magic almost every Insectoid has a proficiency for. Puppeteering… healing… even bodysnatching, they’re all examples of Soul magic.
Which… for the most part is a relief. Don’t get Nia wrong, she’s glad to see real, tangible proof she’s not corrupted. But at the same time…
Well, unexpectedly, she almost feels a bit… dismayed? Which she knows doesn’t make any sense— why would she want to be mad? But she supposes it’s just…- if she were, then it could be fixed, couldn’t it? It would be an explanation for her behavior, and it could be taken care of. Taranza or Susie or someone could find a way to remove the rot, and then she’d go back to normal. She’d look like she used to. She’d be kind. She wouldn’t lash out or cause problems for anyone.
But she is doing that… even without Dark Matter’s influence. How pathetic is that? There’s really no trace of the corruption left, but she’s still acting the way she did back then. Why? Is she really just that terrible?
She tries not to let her dejection show. She knows Susie would judge her for it. It’s selfish to want an excuse for her behavior. She shouldn’t be upset learning that she’s still herself even if that means that she’s a terrible person.
“That’s… a relief,” she murmurs. Then, eager to change the topic, “And- um… what about the Bloom magic?”
“The Bloom magic?” Susie asks.
“Did you find an explanation for it?”
“Oh! Right!” Susie says, startling. She swipes back to the picture of Nia’s soul. “...Possibly? But certainly not to a noteworthy extent.”
Saying that, she zooms in. Eventually an area of small green energy comes into view… but it’s tiny in comparison to the rest of the soul. It bleeds into and almost blends with the Soul matter.
“What does that mean?”
“It means that your newfound Bloom magic skills aren’t anything significant. A curiosity, certainly, but not tied to anything happening to you.”
“...Oh,” Nia says. “Which means… there’s nothing useful to gleam from looking at my soul? No explanation for my condition? Or… have we not looked at everything? Is- um- the shape noteworthy? I noticed that my soul is lopsided in comparison to the other one you showed me. Does that mean anything significant?”
“No,” Susie answers, “I… don’t believe so. Souls come in all shapes and sizes. Something like that shouldn’t have anything to do with your body’s instability. I still have to look over the sample I got, of course, but I think it’s far more likely it’s related to your DNA. And, of course, your mental state. Like we discussed earlier. It happens based on what you feel.”
“Yes, obviously… but what I still don’t understand is why. Why does my appearance change due to that? It doesn’t make any sense.”
“Well, my hypothesis is that it’s a last resort of sorts. That, thanks to your DNA coming from many different species, your body doesn’t know what it’s supposed to look like. There’s too much conflicting information. And as such, it’s relying on your subconscious for instructions. It’s actually sort of like…-”
A pause. Susie tilts her head.
“Well, how much do you know about the Arachnid bodysnatching process, actually? On a scientific level, I mean. I did some research on it before this appointment, and made some interesting observations.”
Nia fidgets uncomfortably.
This is just about the last thing she wants to discuss. It makes sense for it to come up, of course, but that doesn’t make the topic any less sensitive.
Imagining Susie at her computer researching the horrifying process… it makes Nia feel sick to her stomach. No doubt she was judging her all throughout.
“I… know some, although I’m curious as to what you noticed.”
“Namely, I noticed that there’s some element of subconscious influence during the assimilation process as well. And it makes sense! It, too, is the combining of conflicting sets of DNA. It’s not as if ‘bodysnatching’ is simply becoming the victim. It’s stealing parts of them. But how does the body know how to appear once the process is finished?”
“From what I’ve gleaned, it has something to do with the assimilator’s desires. What exactly they wish to take from their victim,” she continues. “I’m sure it’s something you yourself noticed while you were in your mad state. If you assimilated someone specifically for the purpose of taking their eyes, then surely the end result would include them. It’s not a flawless process, of course… but I bet it happened enough for you to notice a pattern.”
And that much is true. Now that Nia thinks about it… she pretty much did always end up acquiring what she wanted from victims. It’s not as if it were a 50/50 split. After bodysnatching Perconta in particular, she always kept the same general body shape and face. She was able to make mere adjustments to it… slowly crafting the ‘perfect form.’
She never thought too much about how that worked beyond ‘I willed it to be that way.’ But why would her willpower have that influence?
“I… suppose it was like that, wasn’t it?”
“Yes. And I believe there’s something similar happening now. I think your body is constantly in that changing state, shifting based on your subconscious.”
“Why, though? What exactly would cause that? It’s never happened before, has it? And what’s the reason for the difference in the way it manifests? When I was assimilating people, I ended up taking on traits I wanted… but now, it’s the opposite. I look the exact way I don’t want to appear. Why?”
“I can’t say for certain. It’s definitely not a hypothesis without faults. It’s my best guess as of now, though.”
“...Right.”
Ultimately, Nia supposes it doesn’t matter. The details of why exactly she’s like this aren’t important. What’s important is whether or not she can be fixed.
“What do you think the solution is, then? If you’re near-certain the affliction is being caused by my conflicting DNA, then can it be separated somehow? Through magic or science?”
“I’m not optimistic,” Susie says with a sigh. “I’ll certainly look into it, but the truth of the matter is that it’s unlikely. If your DNA truly is a jumbled mess, then I’m not sure anything can be done.”
“...Oh,” Nia says.
Susie averts her eyes, murmuring, “Yeah…”
A moment of silence. Nia’s heart sinks. She should have known that that was going to be the case, but despite herself, she got her hopes up. Susie had just seemed so… so smart! She thought that maybe if she had a theory, she’d be able to come up with a cure, too.
But apparently not. Even someone who’s a genius doesn’t think this can be fixed. Meaning Nia went through this all for nothing.
“And you’re certain?” Nia asks. “What if… you got additional information? Do you think that could help? I- if there’s a chance you might be able to glean something important from it, I’d be willing to let you look over my body. I- I know that it might be disturbing to see, but-”
“I don’t believe that’s necessary. As is, I don’t think I’d learn anything new from that. All it would do is make you uncomfortable.”
Nia grimaces.
“I… I don’t mind a bit of discomfort. Not if it were for a reason like that. Please, there still has to be something you can do… something you haven’t looked over. I can’t stay like this forever. I’m begging you!”
She’s growing more and more desperate. But as her voice starts to waver, Susie’s antennae merely pin back.
“I know you are. And I’m sorry. But if there’s nothing I can do, there’s nothing I can do. Some things… can’t be fixed, no matter how much you want them to.”
And Nia knows that. She knows that better than anyone. There are so, so many things that she knows will never go back to the way they used to be. Her relationship with Taranza… the way she sees herself…
But if this one thing could be fixed, she’d feel so much better. She’d still hate herself, of course, but at least she wouldn’t want to claw off her own skin. At least Taranza could look at her and give a real, genuine smile.
But he can’t. He can’t smile at her with her hideous visage. He’ll always be reminded of the monster she became— just how much has been broken beyond repair.
Her lip quiveres. Her voice cracks.
“I… I really am going to be stuck like this forever, aren’t I? R- ruined…”
And before she even knows what she’s doing, tears stream down her mask. She finds herself crying once more… shoulders heaving as she buries her face in her hands.
She knows it’s pathetic. She knows she has no right to complain. As someone who used her magic to assimilate others, she brought this on herself. But it just hurts… it hurts so much! She’d do anything to go back!
Susie stares, and Nia wonders what she’s feeling. Is she judging her? Or does she feel bad? If so, Nia doesn’t mean to guilt her. It’s not her fault if anything can’t be done. Nia just despises the reminder.
“I’m sorry,” she hiccups. “I’m sorry! I know that I’m whining, but I hate this!”
“...You’re not whining,” Susie says, finally. “I’d… cry too. I’ve tried. I know how frightening it is… to have done something to yourself you can never take back. But if you can’t change something, you can’t. Unfortunately, all you can do is get used to it.”
Saying that, she rifles through a drawer. She passes a box of tissues Nia’s way.
“Here. Cry as much as you need.”
And cry Nia does. Sobbing, she says, “How am I supposed to get used to this? How is Taranza!? This isn’t what he wanted from his happy ending! He wanted the person he loved back! I know it’s breaking his heart! And I hate it. I hate it so much! I don’t want to hurt him even more than I already have! I just want to see him smile…”
“If it’s any consolation…” Susie says, “I don’t think this is as big a deal to him as it is to you… and I’m not saying that just to make you feel better. I really, truly believe that he doesn’t care about how you look. Going into this, he wanted me to emphasize that your health is what’s most important here… and he warned me over and over again that I needed to tell you that you didn’t need to be fixed. You could look like anything, I think, and he’d still be happy. What matters to him is that you’re here.”
“Am I?” Nia asks, voice cracking, “Is Joronia? I don’t feel like her! It’s not just how I look! I don’t…- I don’t act the same way I used to, either! Surely even you can tell. He talked about me so much, didn’t he? Is this what you expected his beloved queen to be? So… pathetic!?”
As she lets out another sob, Susie averts her gaze.
“I… don’t know,” she says. “I don’t know if you’re what I expected you to be like. I think you probably aren’t, but I also think that that… doesn’t have to be a bad thing? Honestly, I thought you’d be worse. I didn’t trust you. You know that. I’d heard good stories about you, but I’d also heard so many terrible ones… and because of that, I never really believed all of the things Taranza said about you. I knew, of course, that you’d been corrupted when you hurt him, but at the same time… I had trouble believing someone who was ‘once so kind’ was capable of all that. I couldn’t help but think he was viewing you through rose-tinted glasses.”
“Maybe you aren’t like the Joronia he remembers,” she continues. “But did that Joronia ever even really exist? Or is she just an idealized version of someone who was, in actuality, a normal, flawed person?"
Nia doesn’t have an answer for her. On one hand… she does feel like she always had this rottenness inside of her… but on the other hand, Joronia still feels like an impossible standard. Like someone who was better than her. Maybe all Nia is is Joronia’s rottenness. Maybe every other part of her— everything worth cherishing— shriveled up and died.
“I don’t know,” she cries. “Maybe she was bad all along… but either way, I feel worse. I don’t feel like the girl he loved. I can’t! How could I after going through something like that? A- and I know he doesn’t truly think of me as her, either. At least not when I’m like…- like this! You say that he doesn’t care what I look like, but I don’t think that’s true. He does. He looks at me differently when I resemble a Sectra. He holds my hand just a little less tight. He’s scared of me, and I can’t blame him… but I wish there was something I could do to stop it! Even if I can’t truly go back, I wish that my body could. At least then, he could pretend. At least then, he wouldn’t flinch when I move too fast. At least then, maybe I could feel worthy of being alive!”
Nia weeps into her hands.
“And you… don’t feel that way right now?” Susie asks.
“No! I wake up every day miserable! I just think and I think about all of the horrible things that I’ve done, and I think about how I’m sullying the memory of someone Taranza cherished! I think about how I’m ungrateful… how I should feel honored to be here, and be happy… but I’m not. I can’t imagine myself ever truly being happy! N- not like this… with my body changing and my heart aching and just being so afraid of everything. Afraid of upsetting him. Afraid of never being who he wants me to be. I know that one of these days he’s going to realize it wasn’t worth it bringing me back, and that terrifies me.”
Listening to Nia sob and gasp for breath, Susie’s antennae pin back.
“You… really are miserable, aren’t you?”
She’s quiet for a long moment. But then she murmurs:
“Maybe… maybe there is something I can do for you. I really shouldn’t be offering this… I know that Taranza’s not going to like it… but if you’re that unhappy, I think I have to.”
Nia looks up, staring.
“I… don’t understand. What do you mean? What could you do for me?”
“Your body. Maybe there is a way I can help you with it.”
“What!?” Nia asks. “How!?”
Her heart pounds. She leans forward.
“I… told you about mechanization, right?”
Saying that, Susie holds out a titanium hand.
“The process of stripping flesh and replacing it with metal. Transcending your physical form. It’s unorthodox— frowned upon, even, but it’s control in the truest sense… the ability to make yourself into whatever you’d like. And, if you’d really want, maybe I could do it to you.”
“I don’t say this lightly, of course,” she continues, gaze pointed. “I want to emphasize that mechanization is permanent… once it’s done, there’s no undoing it. But when I took over the company, I vowed to try and use our technology for good, and if you truly need help, it would be wrong to withhold that from you. So… what do you think?”
What does Nia think?
She… she hardly knows. She’s thought about it, of course— what it would be like being mechanized, but she never thought Susie would actually make the offer. She doesn’t know what to say.
It’s a tantalizing prospect. It really is. Imagining a body that she could design… it practically makes her tremble with temptation. But she can’t seriously agree to something like that, can she? Susie is right. Taranza would never approve.
She can already imagine the way he’d react if she were to even suggest such a thing. He’d tell her that that’s ridiculous— that there’s nothing about her that needs fixing… and no matter what she said, she wouldn’t be able to change his mind.
He’d give her that insufferable, firm look. He’d take her by the hand and stare until she relented. Then, he’d say that it was important to love herself… and give her a kiss on the cheek as he told her he loved her just the way she was.
…But he doesn’t. Not as much as he did before, at least. And even if the idea would upset him… would it really be so much worse than how things already are?
At least then he wouldn’t have to witness her horrifying, mismatched body. At least she wouldn’t want to claw off her own skin. She knows that any face she could pick would still just be a pathetic mockery of what once was… but maybe it would be better than this.
Susie… seems happy. She likes her body and the control it provides her… and not only that, but she’s pretty. Sure, her situation is unorthodox… but Nia would never regard her as a freak… not in the same way she regards herself. Susie is elegant. Susie is cute. If Nia could have a body like that…
No. She shouldn't seriously contemplate such a thing. As nice as it is to fantasize… there’s no getting past just how upset it would make Taranza. Nia couldn’t bear putting him through something like that, even if she thought it was for the best.
Her shoulders sink. She wipes at her eyes.
“What I think is that… Taranza would hate that. I wish I could take you up on your offer… but I just can’t. I know it would break his heart even more.”
Susie sighs, but she doesn’t exactly seem surprised.
“I had a feeling that that would be the case. And… fair enough. But do try to remember that that sort of thing should be up to you, ultimately. No-one, not even Taranza, should get to decide what you do with your body. If you really did think something would be best for you, then it’s not fair to rob yourself of that opportunity just because of his preferences. He can cope.”
Nia tugs at her scarf, frowning.
…Yeah, right.
“I still don’t want to put him through that,” she says. “You say that he shouldn’t get to make decisions for me… but I’m not sure I agree. He’s the only reason I’m even here. I’m not going to do anything that would upset him just because I foolishly think it would be for the better. What do I even know about what’s best for me? I feel as if I’ve more than demonstrated I can’t be trusted to make my own decisions.”
She already forced him to watch while she ravaged her own body once. She’s not going to put him through that a second time. It doesn’t matter whether or not she’d be more comfortable.
He’s half the reason she wants a less hideous body. If it wouldn’t make her more beautiful in his eyes, then there’s no point.
“I… do appreciate it, for the record,” she continues. “I’m grateful you want to help me. But I… just don’t think it would work. Not in my circumstances.”
She says that, but her heart aches. So desperately, she wishes she could take Susie up on her offer— seize the opportunity to be anything other than what she is— but she knows she can’t do that. She can’t be selfish again.
“Mmmmmm…” Susie says. “I understand. I just wanted to offer, at least. And, if you ever do change your mind, let it be known you’re always welcome to come to me. I can try to help.”
“Yeah. I’ll… keep it in mind. But for now, I think…-” she stands. She takes a deep, shaky breath. “We should probably get going. You’ve done everything you can for me, and we’ve kept Taranza waiting long enough.”
For the briefest moment, Susie looks ready to object… but ultimately, she doesn’t argue. Instead, merely taking a deep breath as well, she replies, “...Right. Let’s tell him about how things went. He’ll be happy to hear that you’re healthy.”
Saying that, she makes her way over to the door. She motions for Nia to follow.
As expected, Taranza is waiting for them in Susie’s office.
He perks up the moment he sees them. He hurries over.
“How did it go?” He asks. “Were the results good? You weren’t too stressed, were you?”
A forced, nervous smile crosses his face.
Nia is glad that her mask means he can’t see she was crying.
“It went… fine,” she replies. “I wasn’t too stressed, no. And it seems as if I don’t have any health issues. Although Susie was unable to find a way to help me with my condition, I’m afraid.”
“Oh, Nia…” Taranza says, giving her a sympathetic look. He reaches out for one of her hands. “I’m sorry. I know you were really hoping for something like that. But it’ll be okay. Remember what I told you: you’re perfect just the way you are… so don’t get too frustrated. What’s most important is that you’re healthy. I’m so relieved to hear that it doesn’t sound like anything is wrong.”
“Yes, all things considered, she’s remarkably healthy,” Susie says, “So you don’t have that to worry about, at least.”
Then, looking towards Nia, she adds on:
“Thank you for letting me look you over. And I’m sorry there wasn’t more I could do.”
“...It’s not your fault,” Nia sighs, “Thank you for trying. And- um… thank you for your offer, too.”
“Of course. Just let me know if you ever need anything, alright?”
Soon after, Nia and Taranza head out. There’s nothing left to discuss with Susie… at least for the time being.
Taranza does inquire about what Nia meant when she alluded to ‘an offer,’ but she tells him not to worry about it. It’s not anything important. She figures there’s no need to let him know when she doesn’t intend to take Susie up on it. All that would do is make him upset with the two of them.
He doesn’t seem entirely content with that answer. His face twists with concern. But he must realize there’s no use in pushing, because he doesn’t press further. He simply squeezes Nia’s hand and says that that’s alright, but that if she ever wants to talk with him about something, he’s always here.
Silently, Nia stares down at her hand in his. And as she imagines a titanium paw, she wonders if that’s really true.
Notes:
I'd say "sorry this chapter is late," but I'm pretty sure that at this point that is just the norm. I am not exactly an "organized" person. Sorry about that! Although at least I have a good excuse this time. I've been busy this entire weekend doing exactly what every other person reading this who happens to own a Switch 2 has been doing.
PLAYING AIR RIDERS, BABEY!
I've been hyped for that game and it's so, SO fun. I can even imagine what Nia would play like in it. But that's- uh, probably besides the point. Let's get to discussing this chapter, shall we?
Nia, unfortunately, is still fixated on being 'fixed...' and it seems it's led her to a desperate place. I know Susie is just trying to help, but this was NOT a good suggestion to make. Nia is going to be thinking about this for a WHILE...
I'm glad they're becoming better friends though? Lol...
Susie was interesting to write in general, as always. She's always so focused on like. Logic and facts and sciencey jargon, which contrasts a little with how I like to write by the seat of my pants. I don't tend to think about stuff like that TOO much, so I end up making the discoveries alongside her.
If you want a small fun fact: the soul she showed Nia that was an example of a soul tainted by Dark Matter was, in fact, an X-ray of Magolor's soul. Don't worry... his personality hasn't been affected much by his brief stint with the crown, but he DID develop some new, fascinating powers (...and body parts) because of it.
As usual, this chapter is named after a song lyric, and I'm actually particularly happy with this one. MARINA'S "Oh No!" is a song I've always associated strongly with both Sectonia and Susie, so it's nice to get to use a line from it in a chapter where their mental illnesses kind of intersect.
As always, I hope you enjoyed! The next chapter will be up in two weeks. Make sure to let me know what you thought. I'll talk to you all again soon!
Chapter 24: take my face and desecrate
Notes:
Hey! Another heavy chapter. Trigger warning for self-mutilation, nontraditional self-harm (so no cutting), and brief eye horror/eye injury.
Tread carefully. I hope you all enjoy!
(Sorry the ending note is insanely truncated by the way. AO3 cut it off and will not let me add the rest of what I said. Functional website)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Susie’s offer remains at the forefront of Nia’s mind.
She tries to banish the thought, of course. She’s aware it’s nothing more than a selfish fantasy, but that’s easier said than done. No matter how many times she tells herself that that’s not happening, her mind wanders and wishes that it could.
She thinks of it when she wakes up in the morning and when Taranza stares at her with an insincere smile. She thinks of it when she passes Dedede in the hallway and he jumps, commenting that she startled him. She thinks about it when she’s dragged out to the garden… when spending time with ‘friends,’ and while lying awake at night staring at Taranza’s sleeping form.
She wonders if things really would be different. If, as terrible as it is, it would be for the best. After all, can things get any worse than they already are?
But she bites her tongue, and she remembers Susie’s other words: that, even if it’s not conscious, some part of her is in control. There's a method to the madness. If she could just control how she perceives herself, then her body would obey.
She wouldn’t need to resort to such drastic measures. She could be something close to beautiful, and in a way that wouldn’t tear Taranza apart.
But… it’s not as if she hasn’t tried it before— to govern how she sees herself. She’s tried it a hundred times since she was resurrected, but it never does any good. The more she tells herself she’s ‘just Joronia,’ the less she feels like her. And the less she feels like her, the more foreign her body is.
But she doesn’t give up. She can’t. When her mind isn’t plagued by thoughts of Susie’s proposition, it’s occupied with that. In quiet moments— when Taranza isn’t looking— she takes a deep breath and attempts to focus. She shuts her eyes and tells herself what she should be.
It doesn’t work.
It’s inevitable, really, that she snaps. The pressure is simply too great, and one day, when Taranza is away, the dam breaks.
He’s on one of his weekend outings with King Dedede and the others. He’d invited Nia to come with, but as always, she’d declined. And, as such, he’d simply nodded, saying that that’s alright, and that he’d see her again soon. Then, he’d kissed her mask before heading out.
…Leaving her alone with her thoughts.
She doesn’t go to the training grounds to swordfight or to the garden to relax. Instead, she sits down on the bed, chest aching as it creaks, and tries to achieve the impossible yet again.
Foolishly, she thinks that maybe because Taranza will be away for a while, she’ll succeed. That with enough time, she can accomplish it. But as she closes her eyes and tries to remember what she felt like back then, her lip twitches.
She claws at the recollection.
Fuzzy face. Stubby paws. Big, clunky horns and a body that was too small. She attempts to envision it… that form that she never felt comfortable with, but at least knew was hers. She thinks back to a time when she didn’t feel like a stranger in her own skin.
But how can she? How can she recall it— make those memories and that body feel like hers when she knows she abandoned them? Foolishly, she’d shed that skin… and try as she might to fit back within it, it’s no use. She can’t go back.
Sharp fangs. Silver hair. Too many hands. Those features will never feel right... Even though they have to. That’s the only way she can fix things.
Her fingers stretch. Her body grows. The more she focuses on what she once was, the more she’s reminded she’ll never be that girl again… and the more her body reacts. She deviates further and further from the girl she wishes to be.
She thinks of Taranza, and her heart aches.
She hates that he’s going to come home to this… to a ‘her’ who looks even less like Joronia than she did when he left. So desperately she wants to surprise him… to make him smile, but she knows all she’ll ever do is break his heart.
She’s useless. She can’t even accomplish this one thing.
She tries not to give up, of course, but eventually frustration wins out. She buries her face in her hands with a sob.
She hates this. She hates her body. She hates it so, so, so much. Mismatched features… golden skin… striking antennae and elegant wings. All of it makes her feel miserable! She can’t believe she once thought this would make her happy! How was she so stupid? So ignorant!? Now, if she could, she’d-
…Her breath hitches. She goes still.
Well, she’d destroy it all.
Before she even knows what she’s doing, she stands. She makes her way across the room, staggering towards a door.
She needs a mirror. Now.
She’s well aware that she’s doing something reckless, but she just can’t stop herself. There’s something she needs to try. If it could just work, then maybe…- well, maybe she could take back some control!
There aren’t mirrors in her wing of the castle, though, and so she rushes down the hall. Wings twitching erratically, she passes Waddle Dees without giving them a second glance. Her thoughts are on one thing and one thing only.
She enters a bathroom. With shaky hands, she locks the door.
Then, she turns towards the mirror.
The person looking back at her frightens her. Her gaze is intense and hungry. But still, Nia reaches for her mask. She removes it, and slender fingers drift towards her face.
‘Please,’ she thinks. ‘Please tell me I can have some sort of control. That if you won’t listen…’
For just a moment, she hesitates. She stares at herself, trembling.
But then anger and despair win out. Her eyes narrow as rage overtakes her.
‘I CAN MAKE YOU!’
In one swift motion, she grips an antenna. She starts to pull, and then, frenzied, attempts to tear it away. She tries desperately to wrest the ugliness from her face.
A sharp, overwhelming pain. Her vision goes blurry. But Nia doesn’t let go. She pulls harder, harder! The more that it hurts, the better!
Skin starts to peel, and then at last, with one final tug, the antenna rips away. It comes free in her hands with a cascade of hemolymph.
She can feel it dripping down her face… see it staining the porcelain sink, but staring at the wretched, parasitic appendage, she doesn’t care. For what must be the first time in months, she actually feels some sort of euphoria.
A laugh escapes her lips. She reaches out for the other antenna. And then, without a moment's hesitation, she tears that away as well, even more forcefully.
Her head pounds. Her face is burning. But she doesn’t care. She doesn’t care at all. Finally, something is going her way! Finally, she can do something for Taranza! He’ll come home to a miracle! To a face that looks less like that monster’s! And this is just the beginning!
However, as she starts to reach for golden wings, Nia freezes. She catches sight of herself in the mirror and feels her heart stop.
No. Nonono! She can’t be seeing that right!
But undeniably, there they are. Two antennae once again mar her face, paying no mind to the pair that now lay discarded at the edge of the sink.
What is it she feels, seeing them? Disbelief? Panic? Anger? All three? She doesn’t know, but regardless, she reaches for them yet again.
No. She won’t accept this! She won’t!
“Go away!” she growls, ripping them each from her head.
There’s more pain… more hemolymph, but she doesn’t care. She needs to feel some sort of control!
As she slams the antennae down on the counter, she glares into the mirror. She locks eyes with the monster staring back at her, hoping that, maybe, if she doesn’t look away, her body won’t disobey her this time.
But of course… tiny pink antennae begin to unfurl from her forehead anyways.
She grabs them before they can even finish growing. Letting out a sob, she tears them from her skin.
They come back again and again. No matter how many times she rips them off… no matter how much force she uses, they just. Keep. Regrowing. She just can’t make the wretched things go away!
Why? Whywhywhy!? What is she doing wrong!? Surely there has to be some way to fix it! To banish just a bit of the ugliness!
She knows she can’t fix everything. She can’t reshape her face, let alone claw off smooth, golden skin. But if she could just get rid of those antennae… those glamorous wings… those unbearable, hate-filled eyes…
She’d do anything!
Tears and hemolymph streak down her face. She rips at the thin membrane of her wings, attempting to tear them from her back. The pain is so overwhelming she feels as if she could pass out, but she doesn’t dare stop. She wants to achieve something!
However, her body disregards her violent efforts. Anything she can possibly tear away, it replaces.
Pink flower petals blossom from her skin.
She can’t breathe. Watching them mar her, she’s repulsed beyond belief. She rips at them, too, letting out a frustrated scream.
There’s no rhyme or reason to it by this point. She doesn’t even pay attention to what she’s clawing at. She simply tears and tears, desperate to not be overwhelmed. Bloodied flower petals shower the room, a disgusting mix of magenta and blue.
But none of it does anything… and eventually, her body gives out. She collapses to the ground, trembling, panicked and in pain.
The eyeballs form soon after. Glistening and repulsive, they grow from the flowers, leaving streaks of tears all down her body. Weakly, she attempts to gouge at them… but at that point, she hardly has any fight left. What’s the point? It’s useless. She can’t make them go away.
She lies on the floor, trembling and hiccuping as she sobs. She wishes she could just disappear.
It’s only then that her body shrinks. After all that time, it listens to her only to express just how helpless she feels.
She wonders if it’s mocking her.
What is she going to do? She tried so, so hard to fix things, and it was all for nothing. She just made things even worse than before.
She wonders if she scarred herself. Seeing the room soaked in hemolymph, she wouldn’t be surprised. There’s a bitter irony to it, though. How awful would that be? If she were to have tried to ensure Taranza returned to something beautiful, only to have made herself even uglier than before? She can just imagine the way he’d weep.
“Nia!” he’d say. “What have you done!? What were you thinking!?”
She doesn’t know! She doesn’t have a clue what she was thinking! She just wanted to… to stop feeling so awful. To make him smile for once!
But, instead she ruined things… just like she always does.
As she looks over the back of her hand, it doesn’t appear to be injured, at least. She raises it, allowing herself to get a view of her hideous face with a stray eye.
It’s stained with hemolymph, but as she uses her other hand to smear it away, she can make out no real injury. For better or for worse, her body repaired itself.
That doesn’t make her feel much better, though. Her tear-streaked face remains unsightly, and that’s not even getting started on the mess she made. Looking around the bathroom, her heart sinks.
The counter, the wall and floor… all of it is soaked in hemolymph, and wilted flower petals stick to the tile. She doesn’t even know where to begin to clean up.
Can she clean it all before Taranza returns? Or will he return to this disaster? To a hemolymph-covered, self-pitying Nia weeping breathlessly and yet another mess of hers for him to fix?
No. No! He can’t return to this! If he does, he’ll never trust her alone again. He’ll be afraid to live his life… scared that if he turns away for just one second she might do something terrible to herself. That she’ll leave him again!
He already worries about her so, so much… she can’t let him worry about this, too.
And so, still sobbing, she forces herself to rise from the floor. She staggers towards the sink, splashing water in her face and attempting to wash the hemolymph from her skin.
A bitter irony strikes her as she watches the water turn blue and spiral down the drain. She notes that if she had fur right now, like she so desperately wants, it would be even more difficult to rinse.
Once she’s scrubbed the hemolymph from her skin, she looks down at her clothes… and her heart sinks. They, too, are stained indigo, and she knows that she needs to get changed… but how!? She can’t seriously go back to her room to get a clean pair. If she does, the Waddle Dees will see her… and she can just imagine what they’d say.
They’d whisper amongst themselves, “Look at her!” “What is that she’s covered in?” “Is that hemolymph? Do you think she killed someone?” and then they’d go running to their stupid king. They’d tell him that Nia did something bad… that she clearly made a mess, and with that insufferable face of his, he’d grimace.
He’d imagine the worst. He’s already scared of her, after all. This would just give him more reason to fear her.
As she reaches for her mask, she lets out a whine. She glares at herself in the mirror.
‘Stupid, unstable bitch!’
That, at least, can be washed, but as she watches the hemolymph trickle down its pristine silver surface and disappear into the sink, all she can think about is how much Taranza hates it. This kind gift that Susie made for her— that even brought her comfort for just a little bit— all it is is a cruel reminder for him.
…For her, too. That she isn’t and never will be enough.
Still, she’s gentle with it. She doesn’t know what she’d do if she broke it. She needs it right now, pathetic and selfish as it is.
With shaky hands, she puts it back on. Then, she turns her attention towards the antennae discarded by the edge of the sink.
Initially, she reaches to throw them in the trash… although she stops herself. She realizes that she can’t leave them there. That, too, would just give her away. She can’t imagine what would happen if a Waddle Dee were to enter later only to see body parts stuffed in the bin.
But she can’t think of somewhere better to put it… and so, sniffling, she reaches for a roll of toilet paper. She wraps the antennae up in a meager attempt to hide them before tossing them in the trash.
She can still see the hemolymph. She knows she won’t be fooling anyone.
There’s no way. There’s no way she can hide all of this. Not with the bathroom wrecked and her clothes bloodied and her body covered in eyes! Everyone is going to find out! The Waddle Dees! King Dedede! Taranza! They’re all going to learn what she did!
How long is it before they return? How long is it before she runs out of time? Looking around the room, she knows she’ll never be able to fix all of this before then… and realizing that, she just wants to curl up in a tiny ball.
Why is she so stupid?
Once again, she lowers herself to the floor. She sobs into her hands.
That’s when there’s a knock on the door.
Nia’s body goes rigid. Her head turns.
No. Nononono. What is she going to do!? She can’t let anyone in here. Who is it!? If she doesn’t respond, will they go away?
But, of course, they don’t. The doorknob jiggles, and an unmistakable voice calls out:
“Is everything okay in there? I was told someone’s been here for a while.”
It’s the voice of King Dedede… and hearing it, Nia’s heart only pounds all the more.
What is he doing here!? She thought that he was supposed to be out with Taranza! Does that mean that the both of them have returned? That she’s all out of time?
As she stares at the bloodied floor, she begins to quiver. She feels lightheaded and sick to her stomach.
She can’t let them see this! They’ll be furious!
“What happened?” King Dedede continues, voice firm. “No-one’s hurt, are they? Answer me. I ain’t gonna be mad at‘cha, but if somethin’s goin’ on, I’ve gotta know. Don’t make me bust down that door.”
‘Don’t make him… what!?’
Another wave of panic. Nia wants to think that that’s an empty threat… but then again, who knows!? King Dedede has already shown that he’s plenty improper. Maybe he really would smash open the door!
She can’t let him do that, but she can’t answer him, either. What is she supposed to do!? There has to be something she can say to make him go away… to prevent him and Taranza from realizing what she’s done!
Her lip quivers. She flinches. And in a panic, she blurts out the first thing she can think of.
“...W- wanya!”
It’s a pathetic attempt. Even if her voice weren’t trembling, she’d sound nothing like one of the Waddle Dees.
And King Dedede clearly isn’t fooled by it, either. Puzzled, he responds, “Bug girl, that you?”
She shakes her head, even knowing he won’t see. She wishes he’d just go away.
“Listen, there’s no use in pretendin’,” Dedede says. “I know it’s not a Dee in there. They saw you in the hall earlier. Said you looked all upset. Just tell me what’s goin’ on. Are you hurt? Do you need help?”
Her chest feels tight. Her eyes sting.
“I… I don’t know!” she answers.
“Huh?”
“I don’t know if I’m hurt! I don’t know if I need help! Does it even really matter!? What are you doing here!? I- I thought that you were supposed to be out with Taranza!” And then, voice growing more frantic, “Is he also back!?”
“N- no!? Why? Do ya want him? ‘Cause if you need me to get bug boy for you, I-”
“Don’t!” Nia shrieks. “Don’t you dare! Please. Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease don’t bring him here! If he sees this, I… I don’t know what I’ll do!”
Even without being able to see his expression, she can tell that Dedede is taken aback.
“A- alright!” he says. “You don’t gotta shout! I just thought that maybe he could help! But if you’re really so worried about him seein’ something or other: he ain’t here. As far as I know, he’s still hangin’ out with Ripple and the beasts. I didn’t join 'em this time. Had a bit of a royal tummy ache, and so last minute I decided to stay here.”
“And it seems like a good thing I did!” he continues. “What the heck is goin’ on!? What’re you so freaked out about? Why ain’t you in one of the bathrooms in your wing of the castle? And what don’t you want your lovebug to see!?”
“It… it doesn’t matter!” Nia says, wishing she could feel some relief over the fact that Taranza isn’t here right now. “I- I’m going to take care of it, and so you don’t need to ask. I… I’ll clean up the mess, I promise!”
“The mess?” Dedede asks. “What mess? What did’ja do!? I don’t mean to pry, but if you’re hurt or somethin’, I can’t just leave ya! The Waddle Dees said they heard ya sobbing. Ain’t there something I can do!?”
“No,” Nia says. “There’s nothing anyone can do… so just go.”
“I told ya: I can’t. So why don’t you just-”
“I SAID GO! GET OUT OF HERE! LEAVE ME ALONE AND JUST SHUT UP!”
Saying that, Nia slams her fist on the door. She strikes it once, then twice… a third time as her body stretches. Her breathing goes ragged.
…Although, of course, as she’s met with stunned silence, what she just did sinks in. She hangs her head and sobs.
“I- I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to shout. I just… I want to be left alone. Please! I don’t want to talk about this or for anyone to see! And I don’t even understand why you care about this so much! You don’t even like me, do you!? What does it matter to you if I’m upset!?”
Even then, Dedede doesn’t respond right away. It’s as if he’s at a loss for words.
Finally, he murmurs, “It matters to me ‘cause you’re a guest in my home. It’s my job to make sure everyone here is safe and content. And anyways, I don’t dislike ya! Where the heck didja get that idea from?”
“Where did I get that idea from?” Nia asks. “Where wouldn’t I have!? I kidnapped you! I attempted to murder someone you now consider a friend right before your eyes! You’re scared of me, and I’ve given you every reason to be! I look like a freak, and I’m constantly screaming about something! You’d have to be stupid to not be afraid of me, and even you aren’t that dumb! You flinch when I enter the room! When I approach! When I so much as speak. Did you seriously think I wouldn’t notice!?”
“I know that you don’t want me here,” she continues. “I know that the only reason you’re letting me stay is because you care about Taranza… and I’m terrified that one of these days, even that won’t be enough! That I’m going to go too far and that you won’t put up with it anymore. That you’ll kick him out and he won’t have a home because of me!”
“…Woah, woah! That is not happenin’! I want to make one thing very clear: I would never just go and kick ya out!”
“Not yet! But what about when I say something that inevitably crosses a line!? When I make a mess that’s too big to fix!? When I hurt one of your precious Waddle Dees or even you!? Are you just going to stand by!? Let me!?”
“C- course not!”
“Then don’t lie to me! Say what you mean! Tell me you’ll get rid of me!”
“But I ain’t…- I don’t think…-“
Dedede stumbles over his words.
When he next speaks, he sounds perturbed.
“…Do ya really think you’d do somethin’ like that? Hurt anyone?”
“I don’t know!” Nia cries. “I don’t want to, but what good is that!? I keep doing things that I don’t want to do! That I regret afterwards! I don’t know how to stop!”
As she lets out a whimper, Dedede is quiet.
Once more, he doesn’t seem to know how to respond.
“Well… if it comes to that, it comes to that, but it hasn’t,” he says finally. “The only person I’ve seen ya keep hurtin’ is yourself. And if you were to actually try somethin’, I’d stop ya. I ain’t…-“
A pause.
“Or, well, maybe I am scared of ya. Maybe you’re right. But I do things I’m scared of all of the time, so that don’t matter! If you do do somethin’, I’ll stand up to ya!”
Nia can’t believe what she’s hearing. She bristles.
“Why even put yourself through that, though!? Why let me stay, when you could just as easily avoid all of that risk!?”
“Ain’t it obvious!? It’s the right thing to do! If not for you, then for bug boy! I want you to be here! I want you to be happy! I want that ‘cause it’s what he wants, and he’s my friend!”
“Are you!? Because I think that any good friend would just get rid of me! You can’t seriously believe I’m good for him at this point! That I make him happy!”
“He-“
“I’m ugly! A deformed, disgusting freak and a constant reminder of the fact that everything is terrible! I stress him out constantly! He spends all of his time worrying about me, and why!? I used to spend hours yelling at him! Telling him that he was stupid, hideous and useless! I’d scream at him ‘til he cried! Do you think that’s what he needs!? Someone who will hurt him!? Who’s cruel!? Who’s the real useless one here!? Who can’t even…”
Her eyes narrow. She clutches her head and she shouts.
“Who can’t even do one simple thing and just look how he wants!?”
Her voice echoes. She sobs.
“You and I both know he deserves better than that! And I want to be what he wants, but I can’t! I keep trying and it just doesn’t work! Nothing works! I’m stuck like this! And now he’s going to have to come home to a mess! He’s going to learn about this and he’ll be distraught! I’m going to make him cry!”
“…I don’t want that,” she hiccups. “I don’t want him to cry.”
“H- hey…” Dedede reassures. “You don’t know that he will. It’ll…- it’ll still be a bit before bug boy is back. I dunno what happened in there, but you’ve got time to fix it.”
A pause.
“You… said that you’re cleanin’, right? Do you need anything? Maybe I can do that for ya.”
“What…?” Nia asks. “I don’t get what you mean.”
“If you’ve made such a mess, surely you ain’t got everything you need in there. Do ya want trash bags? Bleach? Paper towels? A broom? ‘Cause I could go and grab stuff for ya if you’d like.”
Looking around the room, Nia can’t help but think that she could use some of that. She can’t seriously accept his offer, though, can she?
“I… I don’t want you to come in here,” she insists. “I- I don’t want you to see what I did, not even through the door. H- how am I supposed to know that this isn’t a trick? That you aren’t trying to get me in trouble? For all I care, you may as well barge in here, then tell Taranza all about what I did…”
“Do I sound like I want to get’cha in trouble?” Dedede asks, inquisitively. “Or even seem like the kinda guy who plays tricks? If I wanted to get in there, I wouldn’t play mind games with ya. It’d be way easier for me to just hammer down that door. But that wouldn’t do any good, now, would it? So I’m gonna repeat myself: do you need anything? If you want it, I can get it for ya.”
Nia stares at the floor. She knows that he’s right, yet she’s still hesitant to speak. Why?
“I… guess paper towels would be nice. And- um… the other stuff you said. Honestly, I don’t know what I need. I’ve never done anything like this before. I’ve never had to clean up my own mess. I- in the past, I always just made the castle servants or Taranza do it.” Her voice cracks. “Isn’t that pathetic? A grown woman who doesn’t know how to do something as simple as that? It really goes to show just how selfish I am. That I always just stood by while I let everyone else do work that I thought was ‘beneath me…’”
“Well, you ain’t doin’ that now, are ya? This is your chance to learn.”
“W- what if I can’t do it? What if I’m not fast enough? What if I just make things worse and Taranza comes home and-?”
“Taranza ain’t comin’ back yet. I already told you that. You’ve got time. Give me a sec and I’ll get everything I can think of for ya. You just wait right here.”
“O… okay.”
At this point, Nia is too tired to do anything but comply. She simply remains where she’s seated, curled up and sniffling as Dedede walks away.
She makes some halfhearted attempts to clean while he’s gone… but like she said, she hardly knows where to start. By now, the hemolymph-soaked flower petals are crusted to the floor, and she still has no idea what to do with her clothes.
Or herself for that matter. Even if she is able to clean up the literal mess that she made, what about her body? If Taranza comes home, only to find her covered in eyeballs, he’ll know something is wrong. But it’s not as if she can just will it to stop. That’s how she got in this situation in the first place!
Nevertheless, Dedede returns soon. Once more, he knocks on the door, saying, “Alright. I think I got everything. You want me to just leave it here for you? Then I can skedaddle. I’m… still a bit hesitant to leave ya alone, I’ll admit, but if there’s nothin’ else I can do…-“
His voice peters off. He coughs.
“Well, I hope this was enough.”
“That… would be appreciated,” Nia says. “I just want to be alone right now. Thank you or whatever, though, I guess. You’ve been… um- helpful.”
“Yeah?” Dedede asks. “That’s good to hear. Just holler if you need anything else. My door’s always open, so…” a pause. “Don’t be a stranger, ‘kay? No-one wants ya feelin’ sad.”
“…If you say so.”
And with that, there’s nothing left to discuss. Dedede murmurs one last, “I’ll see ya around, I guess…” and then, as suddenly as he appeared, he’s gone.
Nia’s shoulders relax slightly, although she doesn’t feel completely calm yet… and she doesn’t dare open the door. Instead, she waits for the sound of his footsteps to grow distant, then, finally, disappear.
Shakily, she rises. Cautiously, she unlocks the door.
She opens it just a crack… peering out into the hall. And then, once she’s confirmed no-one is there, she hurriedly pulls the supplies Dedede left into the bathroom, shutting the door afterwards and once again locking it.
Her breathing is heavy. She doesn’t think anyone saw her, but that doesn’t make it any less frightening.
She tries her best to steady herself, then looks over the supplies.
Sure enough, there are paper towels, garbage bags, a mop and a broom. There’s also a carton of bleach, wet wipes, gloves, and several different sprays.
She reaches for the paper towels, tearing one off and crumpling it before running it under the water. Then, she begins to scrub the floor.
She's not sure if that’s what she’s supposed to do, but it seems effective enough. Some of the dried hemolymph comes up.
After that she reaches for another paper towel. And another, tossing them each in the garbage bag when she’s finished. She also reaches to retrieve her discarded antennae from the trash bin and properly dispose of that, too.
She wipes off the sink, then the floor. The walls, too. And, of course, she peels away the dried flower petals.
Foul smelling, they stick to her fingers. It’s only then that she realizes she should probably put on the gloves.
‘They feel strange,’ she notes as she puts on one, then the other. Not only are they much too big for her, but the latex keeps rubbing against the eye on the back of her hand. It’s uncomfortable.
Not much that can be done about that, though, she supposes. And what right does she have to complain? She brought this on herself.
Eventually, she’s able to get most of the hemolymph up, although she can’t quite scrub all of it from the cracks between the floor tiles. Those, despite her best efforts, remain just a little blue… and she hopes that no-one will notice.
Waddle Dees… they don’t have hemolymph, do they? She’s not sure what they’ll think it is, but hopefully they won’t realize it’s body fluid.
…Not that the same can be said for King Dedede. He’ll definitely be able to tell what it is, won’t he? He was there when she died. He probably saw some massive explosion of hemolymph and chlorophyll.
The thought makes her feel sick to her stomach. She does not want him finding out what she was doing in here. She knows he said he wouldn’t tell Taranza about what happened, but she doesn’t believe him. And if Taranza were to find out about this…
He’d panic. He’d misinterpret and think that she hurt herself… when she didn’t! At least not in that way. She wasn’t trying to do any damage. She just…- she just wanted him to be happy.
But she knows he wouldn’t understand that. That he’d feel guilty— as if he’d done something wrong. He’d cry and apologize and beg for her to never do something like this again. And she’d just have to nod and make an empty promise.
Things would be so, so different if she’d just been able to succeed. Imagining a world where she’d been able to get away with what she tried to do… it just seems so wonderful. She’d have been able to take back some control.
But here she is now, feeling even less in control than before.
She doesn’t know how long she sits there attempting to scrub between the cracks… but eventually she realizes she needs to give it up. Who knows when Taranza will be back? And she needs to get herself cleaned up before he is.
As such, she stands once more. She washes her hands, puts on her mask and grabs the trash bag and the wet wipes. Then, she makes her way out into the hall.
She hurries towards her room, hoping that no-one will be able to make out the dark blue stains against the dark fabric of her cloak.
The moment she’s inside, she shuts and locks that door. Then, carefully, she strips. She peels off her ruined clothes, tossing them into the trash bag.
After that, she does her best to rinse herself with the wipes. It feels archaic, and it’s difficult to avoid stinging the eyes, but it’s all that she can think of. She doesn’t dare to risk making a mess of her and Taranza’s mutual shower.
It’s difficult, though. Not only do they cover such a small surface area, but without a mirror in the room she can’t see— let alone properly reach— her back. She has no way of knowing if she’s wiped all of the hemolymph off.
A distant memory comes to mind. She’s twelve years old and she’s covered in soot after spending all day exploring Endless Explosions. She needs to get cleaned up before she returns to the castle, but she doesn’t even know where to begin.
Taranza convinces her to take a dip in the lake. He helps her rinse her ashy hair and reach what she can’t see. She does the same for him.
Even now, it’s vivid. She remembers just how at peace she’d felt at the time. It’s funny… she should have been scared of getting in trouble back then, too, but she’d trusted him to keep her safe. She knew he wouldn’t let her down.
It’s a memory that brings tears to her eyes and leaves a lump in her throat. Some selfish part of her wishes Taranza could do that for her now. That he’d wash the hemolymph from her patchy fur and tell her that everything will be okay. That he’s not angry with her. That it’s okay that she did this, and okay that she can’t fix her face.
She knows that’s nothing more than a fantasy, though. She can’t do that to Taranza. She can’t burden him more than she already has. Things are too different from when they were back then.
And so she tries her best to simply finish washing herself… then, she throws the wet wipes in the garbage bag, and she carefully slips into a new cloak.
She ties the trash bag, then pokes her head out into the hall. She looks around.
She knows she can’t leave the trash bag in their room. If she does, Taranza risks seeing it. It has to be properly disposed of.
That said, however, she has no idea where to actually take it. Why would she know where the castle’s trash goes!?
Eventually, she reluctantly hands it off to a random Waddle Dee. Voice wavering, she says, “C- can you make sure this is thrown away for me? I’d do it myself, but I don’t know where to go and I don’t feel good and I just want to lay down…”
They hardly seem to know what to make of the interaction, staring at her, concerned. She wonders if they can tell just how bad a state she’s in even with her mask and cloak on or if they’re simply uneasy to have encountered the evil queen.
As she tacks on a “Don’t look…”, she’s tempted to use that to her leverage. She’s tempted to threaten them, and say that if they do, she’ll make them pay. But she doesn’t dare. She doesn’t want to do that… and anyways, there’s no telling how King Dedede would react.
Instead, she simply whispers, “Please… I- I’m begging you.”
“…Right,” the Waddle Dee responds, taking the trash bag, finally. “I guess I can take care of it for you. But- um- if you’re not feeling good, do you want me to get the king? Or Med Dee? Maybe they can help…”
Nia shakes her head.
“Not with this, they can’t. Just make sure this is gotten rid of.”
Of course, the moment the Waddle Dee leaves, she regrets her decision. She’s terrified that they won’t stay true to her word. That they’ll think she’s asking them to get rid of a body or something and peek.
What will they think? Who will they tell? Should she go after them?
She wants to, but her body feels weak. Plain and simply, she doesn’t have the strength. And so she turns back towards her room and prays she won’t be betrayed.
Once she’s inside, she flops down on the bed. She stares up at the ceiling.
She thinks she should be relieved… to have somehow, miraculously, cleaned her mess up before Taranza returned. But she doesn’t. She just feels exhausted, ashamed, and alone. She feels scared and hopeless.
She can’t believe this happened. She doesn’t know what she was thinking. Or… well, she does, but she should have known from the start it was pointless. That she was never going to be able to fix herself, no matter how hard she fought.
She just felt like she owed it to Taranza. Like it was her duty.
But, once more, she’s failed him. No matter what happens next, that’s true. Even if her secret doesn’t come out, he’ll still come home to ‘Nia,’ and that’s the worst thing she can imagine.
Her head aches. Her eyes sting. She’s exhausted. And, worst of all, she’s a hideous wreck.
What is she going to do? She can’t keep going on like this. She can’t continue to subject Taranza to it. It’s no way for either of them to live. But if she can’t fix things herself, then…
Does that mean there’s no other option? Does she have to rely on Susie?
She feels terrible for even considering it. She knows how much it would upset Taranza. But what about this isn't upsetting for him!? Maybe… it’s the lesser of two evils.
In a perfect world, it wouldn’t have to come to that. In a perfect world, she could take care of this. She’d just… find a way to be herself again. And then, finally, both of them could smile.
Would… he still smile at her if she were to do something drastic? Or would he just be even more miserable than he is now?
Her mind drifts to the way his expression fell when he saw the first of her ‘new bodies’ all those years ago. How he’d tried to sound happy for her, but she could tell he was gutted… disgusted, even.
He never loved Sectonia. Not like he loved Joronia. He’d still hold her tight, but there was a sadness to his eyes. A dawning realization that the girl he really loved was gone.
Would that sadness grow if she were to change herself once more? Even in an attempt to run from this wretched fate? Would he eventually realize there’s nothing of Joronia left? And if he did, would he slip away?
…Would that be for better or worse?
She doesn’t know. She doesn’t know… and, thinking about it, she just feels overwhelmed. She rolls over with a huff and covers her head with her pillow.
She just wants to sleep. Maybe in her dreams, at least, she’ll still feel worthy of love.
When Nia awakes, it’s early evening. Orange light filters through the window.
Her head and her body both ache. Having had some time to rest, though, she thinks she feels at least a little bit…
Well, not better. But more calm, at least. Her despair has faded back into an aching, resigned hopelessness, as opposed to the desperate, frantic mania it was earlier. She can breathe.
She looks a hand over, noting that the flowers and eyeballs that marred her skin have, thankfully, receded. It only brings some comfort in the face of misshapen, slender fingers, admittedly, but at least she doesn’t have to worry about Taranza learning she was upset.
‘…Taranza.’
A twinge of concern. Groggily, she sits up.
Where is he, anyways? If it’s almost evening, shouldn’t he be back by now? He didn’t make it seem as if he’d be gone for long.
Did something happen? He wasn’t hurt, was he?
She slips out of bed, looking around the room.
Sure enough, though, he’s not there.
She makes her way out into the hall, ignoring the way her head spins just a little. She decides to head to King Dedede’s room.
She’s admittedly not eager to confront him after earlier, but if Taranza is back, he should know. And anyways, it’s probably for the best that she lets him know she’s okay now. She wouldn’t want him worrying and telling Taranza that something occurred while he was gone.
Before she can make it far, however, Nia hears a familiar sound echoing down the halls.
It's laughter.
“Oh, the look on his face when you told him about Void Termina! It was hilarious, wasn’t it!? I thought his eyes were going to pop out of his head! Then again… if I hadn’t seen it myself, I suppose I’d have reacted much the same! We truly have gone on some crazy adventures, haven’t we?”
“Dang right! Although don’t go gettin’ too ahead of yourself sayin’ ‘we!’ I’ll have you know you were makin’ the same exact face when Kirb was describin’ what it was like to fight that Fecto Elfilis fella! I half thought you were going to pass out!”
“Oh, quit exaggerating! I certainly thought the giant pile of writhing flesh and animals was disturbing, but I’m not that faint of heart!”
The laughter, of course, belongs to Taranza and King Dedede, who seem to be in good spirits as they make their way down the hall.
“Yeah? You so sure? ‘Cuz your initial reaction to Kirby’s new ‘Mouthful Mode’ ability would lead me to think otherwise! I swear I saw all the color drain from your face… and that’s pretty impressive, considering you’ve got fur!”
“Oh, as if my reaction to that means anything! You know just as well as I do that that was absolutely grotesque! Anyone would react the way I did!”
Nia wonders if she should even approach, or if she should leave them to their business.
Before she can decide, however, Taranza perks up.
“Oh, Nia!” He calls, spotting her from across the hall. “Wonderful to see you! King Dedede and I were just getting back from our day trip. I hope things have been well here with you?”
They haven’t been, but she doesn’t say that. The last thing she’d want is for him to worry about her… and anyways, there are more pressing matters.
What does he mean he and King Dedede just got back from their day trip?
“I thought you were at home with a ‘royal tummy ache?’” She asks, brow raised. “When did you join Taranza?”
“Bit after we talked,” King Dedede responds. “…What? It’s not too weird, is it? I ended up feeling better, and so I decided I’d go join in on the fun. Wouldn’t want to be left out, after all!”
A pause. He tilts his head.
“Why’re you asking? We weren’t gone too long or nothin’, no?”
“No,” Nia confirms. “Of course not. It’s just…”
Her words peter off. She squints.
King Dedede is looking at her weird, with this big, goofy smile on his face.
Did he-…?
No, surely he didn’t go out just to ensure Taranza was away for longer! Even if Nia was worried about not having enough time to clean up, he wouldn’t care about that.
…Right?
“Ah… no, it’s nothing,” she says. “I was simply surprised. It’s- um- nice to see you two had fun, though.”
“We did!” Taranza says, beaming. “You should really join us one of these days! The New World truly is beautiful.
“I’m sure,” Nia says. “I’ll… um, consider it.”
“But rnough about me. How are you?” Taranza asks. “Was everything alright while I was gone?”
“Of course,” Nia lies. “I- um. Mostly slept. Nothing too eventful.”
She avoids looking in King Dedede’s direction.
Thankfully, though, he doesn’t blow her cover. She’s still not really sure why, but he stays true to his word. He doesn’t tell Taranza the truth.
“That’s good,” Taranza says. “I missed you while we were gone! Have you eaten yet? I was thinking we could grab dinner.”
“I haven’t eaten, no. That would be nice.”
She’s a little bit worried that Taranza will overhear Waddle Dees gossiping about her breakdown in the dining hall, but it’s not as if much can be done about that. They’re going to be talking about her tomorrow, too… and the next day. And it’s not as if she can just refuse to eat. That in and of itself would be suspicious.
She just has to pray he won’t overhear. That, or come up with an excuse for him if he does.
Would he believe her if she told him that it was just baseless rumors? That the Waddle Dees just want a reason to laugh at her?
She doesn’t know, but here’s hoping.
“Wonderful!” Taranza says, before turning towards King Dedede. “I suppose in that case, Nia and I are going to split. It’s been lovely having your company, though… and we’ll be seeing you around! Have a wonderful rest of your evening.”
“Awwww… you ain’t interested in havin’ dinner with me?” King Dedede jests. “Just kiddin’, just kiddin’, of course! I get it. You want some one-on-one time with your lady friend. It’s been great spending time with ya! Take care, ‘kay? I’ll talk to you again soon.”
A sideways glance. He clears his throat.
“And that goes for you, too, bug girl! Don’t be a stranger. You need anything, you’ve got it. Just let me know.”
“…Right,” Nia says. “I’ll- um- keep that in mind.”
As the two of them part ways with King Dedede, though, Nia’s still not sure what to make of his words. Or his actions at all today, really.
There’s no doubt he went out of his way to do something kind for her… but she doesn’t grasp why. He had no reason to want to help her. To show her sympathy at all, really!
Was it just a fluke? Or… can she actually trust him in some way? If it weren’t for him, what would have happened? Surely she’d have been caught, right?
In that case, she figures she has to be at least a little bit grateful… even if she doesn’t understand his motive. She’s lucky to have gotten away with something like this. Although she knows she won’t ever be so fortunate a second time.
This can’t happen again. Next time, King Dedede might not be there to distract Taranza or grab her trash bags. She’ll be found out… and that’s something she can’t risk.
She can’t have another breakdown while Taranza is gone. Not while he’s here, either.
‘Is it really so simple, though?’ She thinks. It’s not as if the thoughts that drove her to that point have left her mind.
Even now, as she makes her way down the hall with Taranza, she contemplates just how nice it would have been… how he would have smiled at her if he came home to a girl with a face closer to the one he loved.
It would have been a real smile. Sincere— warm. It wouldn’t be a smile like the forced, worried one on his face right now as he tries his best to make small talk.
Will she ever see that smile again? The smile of the person she loves?
Once more, her thoughts wander to Susie. To the drastic offer that plagues her mind more and more as of late.
…And she wonders if taking it may just be the only way to prevent this from happening again.
Notes:
Oof... another heavy chapter. Potentially /the/ heaviest yet? I don't know. The Marx chapter was also pretty rough, but the self-mutilation in this one was brutal. Nia continues to have so many issues
