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Closer Than Comprehension by moonwane
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
02 Dec 2024
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Summary
Yoshiki's heart hammers in his ribs. His body is tense, but his expression belies very little of his nerves. Sweat rolls down his cheek, towards the floor, some of his bangs stuck to his face.
"Ahh--really close," Hikaru observes quietly. Yoshiki shyly looks away, feeling...conflicted, again. Often.
He sometimes felt shadows of attraction to what he saw as Hikaru. Recently, he saw them as Hikaru's remains, piloted by whatever "unuki-sama" is. And now...
It feels...so deplorable, how he's starting to mix associations. Not the individuals, but the attraction. For a while, his desire had been dimmed quite a bit with the morbid knowledge of what stood before him... But as they've bonded, those feelings are resurfacing.
It makes Yoshiki feel sick.
Hikaru hovers closer, and Yoshiki closes his eyes, face flushed as he stays turned away...but he doesn't quite have the strength to fight Hikaru off.
"Yer bein' weird," Yoshiki says quietly.
"...Sorry for bein' weird," Hikaru responds, tilting his head, brushing his thumb across Yoshiki's cheek. His face subtly contorts with pain, and his thumb slips across Yoshiki's lips.
Yoshiki startles.
"...Are ya still scared'a me?"