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    Chuuya struggles with a crushing desire to end his existence, plagued by derealization and the belief that his life is meaningless. Desperate to escape, he attempts suicide in increasingly horrific ways—overdosing, slitting his wrists, and leaping from rooftops—only to survive each time, his immortal body refusing to let him die.

    Amid his despair, Arahabaki, the god bound to him, manifests and questions his relentless pursuit of death. It scorns his attempts, calling him a coward for rejecting his divine nature and clinging to human weaknesses. Through their grim exchanges, Arahabaki offers a cruel but sobering truth: there is no escape, and he must confront the weight of his immortality.

    Forced to confront both his identity and the inescapable reality of his existence, Chuuya is left to navigate the torment of living when death is no longer an option.

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