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Four years ago, if people had told me I would be in this position with Caleb, I would have laughed in their faces.
I did once Laugh when my roommate Susanne asked if something was going on between us. She just wanted me to date him so she could go on double dates with us.
I think once while playing a game of Seven Minutes in Heaven, I rejected Caleb just because I couldn't bear to think of doing anything with his face full of untamed hair. Somehow in my mind, I had created this image of him being a messy person.
He wasn't that bad to look at, to be honest. Just not my type.
Although at that time my expectations were too high. I was at that time looking for a guy in finance, 6"5 with blue eyes. maybe even someone like Gojo Satoru. Yeah I was delusional AF
But I have matured since. 4 years is a long time. I think we both grew up.
Maybe it's because of that I am in this situation right now. Hiding in the closet of the hotel room. Very high. I shouldn't have come on this fucking trip to nowhere hill. Not in the coldest month of the year. And I definitely shouldn't have drank shady local booze just to keep myself warm. I wouldn't be seeing heart emojis floating around the guy I was pretttttyyy sure I'll never ever ever have a crush on.
But as you can infer from the above, I am VERY stupid