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Cross my heart and hope to fly, falling into a never-ending nightmare within my life.

Summary:

"Don't run away from your past." They said.

"You will be fine." They said.

Does it though? How many nights i chose to fight or when i chose to punish myself for the things i caused?

I'm Tobey Agrento, my life is fine. But it really isn't, i don't know my preference, i don't know how to live my life and i didn't chose my life the way i pick it.
I'm just a wolf hybrid at this point in time.

Chapter 1: Holding on for dear life.

Chapter Text

"So. Tobey, how are you feeling today?"

Tobey lay down on the side of the bedroom, he clearly doesn't do with anything of his past. His sister, Clara was sitting on the other side of the bed. She was holding a book called  'How to calm down your brother.'

The teen had enough of everything in his life, his love life, his mental health. Everything. He grabbed his pen as he stared into the void, thinking about his life choices. Not everything can be good. Not everyone can be kind.

His thoughts raced in his head as he slowly think about the past friendship with dusk. He thinks about dusk, how he look cool and stuff. But- Anything after that went dark. His trust has faded away, he seems careful of people in his life.

After all, Who cares about him anyways?

"Hm, Good?" Tobey lied, taking an notebook and opening it to reveal papers in it. It was written lot of times by Tobey, however he wasn't in the mood to write today. Tobey sighed, tired of writing in the notebook.

"Tobey, I can see that-" Clara said, trying to reason with her little brother. "I know, Clara." Tobey suddenly spoke up, picking himself off from the bedroom as he walked out. "Tobey! How many times are you going to say 'i know'!" Clara shouted.

Tobey knows that his sister is trying to keep him safe but he want that without her babying him. "I-I don't know.." His voice falters, Tobey's head turns as his sister was behind him, looking at him. The room went silent as the cold started to come in.

It continued before Clara breaks the silence. "I think-" Tobey cuts her off. "You think what? I don't want anything of this!" His voice breaks as he shouted. "I just want to live an normal life as a human! But all i see is 'Do this. Do that!'." Tobey's eyes started to watered. "I don't want anything to do with him. All i see is disappointment." Tobey sobbed.

He knows that Clara wants to help him but his obsession of get rid of the past is blinding his vision. Clara curved her lips into a frown, she wants best for her brother. Clara readied Tobey's face, he was getting stressed out again. Tobey wiped his tears from his face as he breathed heavily.

"I'm sorry for acting like that, I really didn't mean to push you-" Before finishing his sentence, Clara pulls him and wrapped her arms around him. Tobey who was shocked, hugs back and cry on her chest as she hugged him tightly.

"Its okay brother, Its alright." Clara says, holding her brother tightly as Tobey lets out all of his pain and hurt from his mind.


"Okay." Tobey checked his surroundings.

Tobey breaths in and out, trying hard not to let the emotions get to him.

He puts his hand on his collar on his neck, flipping it as the blue flames engulfed him. Fur entangled him as a suit, giving him an blue bandana around the neck, replacing the collar. 

His gloves are up to his arms while two pointed tips was on his boots. The mask was putted on his face, wolf ears and an tail. His midnight black hair turned into blue as the hair grew longer.

He's no longer Tobey but Il Lupo. He still calls it El Lobo as he nicknamed himself that.

He leaps onto the roof of the building as he sees houses below him. It's so beautiful, He thought.  The winds was blowing, as the dark blue sky was radiant as the curls of clouds painted over it. The stars was shining bright tonight. 

He doesn't mind to become an hero or an villain. In fact, he wants to be free and be connected though his wolf roots. Tobey looks up in the night sky as the wind blows a second times as the masked kid stared at it with wonder in his eyes.

"Beautiful..." He said, full with wonder and amazement.

This would calm him down, for now.