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but i know you'll be fine, yeah you've got to stay alive

Summary:

a reunion fic where things go right..somewhat
and hopefully is happy...im not so sure that'll happen-
also the title has been 'borrowed' (stolen) from 'empty bed' by cavetown. i thought it fit at like 3am, not so sure anymore, but we deal with it.
inspo for this fic comes from spring's everyone lives/gets redeemed au, its awesome
and also run boy, run

Notes:

EDIT: so im looking back at this like....9 months after it ended but this absolutely SUCKS. i mighttttt rewrite it because i still watch all the powcreations stuff (was rereading some outsiders fic before thinking of this) but we'll see. i'll probably procrastinate this. like i did with a certain fic...but we'll see! learning experiences and all that! :D

also the link to my friend who beta'd sometimes no longer works cause of username change (just found that out) so here is the new one!!!

Chapter 1: you were here, now your not

Notes:

so this whole idea was made during maths tutoring on thursday and i spent thursday night writing this and friday editing it. so thats fun. yeah im still unsure on why i've done this but its really too late to back out now, i have commited..which is nice i think
also this is my first ever fic, SO PLEASE HELP ME I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT I'M DOING OVER HERE

 

THANK YOU TO MY DEAR FRIEND TOMMY (who is trying to marry me) (yeah i’m a bee) FOR EDITING THIS CHAPTER AND FOR DEALING WITH MY GOD AWFUL SPELING

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

One moment he stood right in front of Owen. Right after, he was running right to his death, in the maze.

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It had been around 2 days since then, and Owen hadn’t been doing well, not that he’d ever admit that. It was hard to sleep these days, since something in the back of his head kept whispering ‘your best friend is dead. He won't ever come back. It's your fault,’

“Why….why would he just…run off like that?” he said, not entirely realizing the only soul he was addressing was well, a pig. Everyone else was sleeping. After all it was 3AM, most likely. Time seemed to be getting warped, but that might be a result of never leaving his house. Time seemed to be going too fast, yet too slow at the same time. There really was no pleasing him.

“You reckon he would have stayed if I had visited him, just once? If I didn't yell at him, if I had just forgiven him, would he be alive? If I had just protected him?” Talking to a pig wasn’t very productive, Owen soon realized. It's not like Puddy, who was amazing and he loved very much, was going to help him in any way, not while being stuck in the middle of his house.

“Maybe I should go out. Maybe someone misses me? Do you think they even noticed? That's probably quite likely too.” Owen really despised the idea of going out though. Everything reminded him of the friend he lost, how easy his death could have been avoided.

“Suns almost up Puddy. Think it's about time I go check on everything. I think I heard vitamin D, or whatever vitamin you get from the sun, is good for grief, and its symptoms…or something like that. My memory‘s been coming back but it's been hazy."

Owen stood but from his bed, the very one that he had been sitting on since he left. “See ya Puddy” Owen said, right before walking off into the early morning.

Notes:

im not sure IF puddy is still alive at this point into it, but i dont really wanna go and rewatch it, that would hurt too much so we are all gonna pretend he is, alright?
i would also like to clarify, while vitamin D can help with making your mood better, when your dealing with grief its best to go to a professional. talking a walk (sadly) wont do much for you
this is from google, but google has like all the answers, and they are usually right. but either way, go to a professional if your ever dealing with that kind of grief. dont be owen mate.