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Part 43 of K/S Advent ‘24 , Part 50 of 31 Days of Jimmas '24 , Part 79 of Poetry
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Kirk/Spock Advent Calendar 2024
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2024-12-25
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All My Flaws and All

Summary:

For I see no reason
That you would want me
With all my flaws and all

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Prompt:

 

Do you need to process some Big Winter Holiday Feelings through fanfic? Take this as your opportunity to do that. Family issues, relationship issues, travel issues… give all your problems to Spirk!


Lowkey I think this prompt may be one of my favorites in terms of getting to explore different aspects of Big Feelings (while not always necessarily Winter Holidays, but the fact that it transpired during the Winter Holidays) and thrusting them onto spirk like that mad person I am.

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I long for the moment
I can hold you in my arms
Where your logic falters
And bends in my favor  
For I see no reason 
That you would want me 
With all my flaws and all
The ghosts within my past. 
How could you love me? 
Would your discipline 
Prove it useless 
Likes paper boats upon the sea 

Yet here you stand before me
With eyes that pierce my doubt
Your steady gaze unwavering
As storms of fear roll out
Each tender word you whisper
Builds bridges through my walls

And though I try to push away
You catch me when I fall
The demons that I carry
Begin to lose their grip
As your love flows around me
Like stars that slowly drift
Perhaps I'll learn to trust this
The gift you freely give
And let my heart believe that
In your love, I can live

Your strength becomes my anchor
When shadows crowd my mind
Your patience never wavers
As piece by piece, you find
The beauty that I buried
Beneath years of regret
Until at last I see myself
Through eyes that won't forget