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2024-12-28
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2024-12-28
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2/?
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i'm proud of you for still being here.

Anonymous

Summary:

you deserve to be happy. i don't know your reasons for wanting it to end, and telling you that you should want to live in spite of your pain is pointless. you're not doing anything wrong.

if you feel like you're being selfish, good. you need to be selfish. it's your life, and it's hurting you. you can't live because someone else needs you to.

you need to rest.

it has to be worth it to you. you have to feel like you deserve it. you don't need to live because you have to, or because anyone else needs you.

you only need to live because your peace exists somewhere. and if it doesn't, yet, i wanna try to give it to you.

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Chapter 1: you

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i know i'm a fool for thinking i could. but i wanna try.

i know that you deserve to feel safe. i know that you deserve to be happy. i want you to know that, too, and want to give it to you.

i don't know if i can, but..

i wanna love you.

when you need me, call for me. i will talk to you, in the comments.

we don't only have to talk if you're struggling. you may ask for me at any time; i'll be here, if i can.
if i don't respond for a while, it's not because i gave up, or got tired with you. it's not your fault, but be patient with me. trust me to come back.

i'm not sure if i can be your home, but i will always try for you.

おやすみ。愛してこるよ。

Chapter 2: me

Summary:

a short introduction, if you want it.

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you may call me kaiju or nekagi :)

i prefer

lun/lunar,

subject/object/possessive determiner/possessive pronoun/reflexive
―
lun/lunar/luns/lunars/lunarself

or

pai/paint,

subject/object/possessive determiner/possessive pronoun/reflexive
―
pai/paint/pais/paints/paintself

since i'm genderfluid and those pronoun sets never make me feel dysphoric, but if you're not used to using neopronouns, he/him and it/its also works.

okay, bye now♡!