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It's wonderful,
How the colors seem brighter.
The wind seems warmer.
The smiles seem genuine.
Here I am again feeling things like I didn't know how it could end up.
Like I don't know how it goes in the end. Yet it seems so beautiful, so refreshing and nostalgic.
I couldn't stop it,
it's like vines of roots climbing up my heart and gripping around it like it is its soil. Like Banging of noises and the crippling of silence that would just come out of nowhere.
It's like opening the lights after being in the dark for ages
Or
It's like a hug of darkness after the flashing lights that somehow brought comfort to your eyes, to your soul.
And finally, I can rest.
Suddenly, it's a warm blanket after being exposed to the cold.
It's a safe place.
A quiet haven.
A glimpse of calmness.
A melody of peace.
A burning furnace to a cold tomb
yet when I reside a little bit longer than my limit,
I become a molten haywire that gets tangled with the ruins of my endless imagination.
I'm indecisive,
I figured but I try to hide it with illusions of my somewhat desire that always thought I was so hard to love
Till you made it seems so easy
For every veins and nerves of a petal,
a warm seep of the sun embraces enough once flawed ignorance.
Innocence that was lost along with a nightmare, abundance of attention and affection.
With words combined gently like puzzle pieces came flashing.
With time passing like a burst of flames, it burned every moment, taking its time. Time that I craved.