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1. I love you, I'm sorry by straverys

   Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)  

   • Not Rated
   • Major Character Death
   • Gen, M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Jan 2025

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • John/Arthur Lester
   • John & Arthur Lester
   • John (Malevolent)
   • Arthur Lester
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Arthur Lester Needs a Hug
   • John/Arthur could be read as planotic
   • no beta we die like the butcher
   • Inspired by Music
   • Character Study

   Summary

   Silence. Everything was so quiet, only the rustling of God knows what echoing through the chamber. John wanted to scream, just to fill that space with something, but not even that would work. No, he was stuck in Arthur's body, confined in a dying man's mind. A man not yet dead, the man who had brought him purpose and humanity, at the expense of his eyes and all the fragile routine Arthur Lester called a life.

   Guilt filled John at the same rate life drained out from Arthur. "I'm thankful for you, friend, truly." The investigator started out slowly, a smile that didn't reach his sightless eyes marking his chapped lips.

   or

   John's words were what brought Arthur back from the brink in episode 49, but what if he hadn't been as creative?

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   English

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