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A rare sunny Sunday afternoon bathed the elegant streets of Mayfair in a soft golden light. A warm breeze lazily rustled the leaves on the trees, and it seemed as though even the austere facades of the houses were basking in the rare serenity. The air carried an almost tangible sense of peace, and the whole neighborhood seemed to hold its breath, savoring this fleeting summer calm.
Inside the Featherington household, however, an entirely different atmosphere reigned. The sunlit rooms rang with the plaintive yet perfectly modulated voice of Portia Featherington. Heroically casting herself as the long-suffering martyr, she paced the drawing room with the air of a woman bearing a burden worthy of the deepest sympathy.
"Ah, you simply cannot imagine how arduous it is to raise three daughters!" she exclaimed dramatically, breaking the quiet like an actress delivering her most heartfelt soliloquy. "What have I done to anger the heavens so, that I should not be blessed with even one son?"
She pressed a hand theatrically to her forehead, as though on the verge of swooning, her gaze sweeping the faces of the assembled company, clearly fishing for consolation. Yet not a single soul seemed inclined to rise to her aid.
Her husband, Archibald Featherington, comfortably ensconced in an armchair with his morning paper, didn't even glance her way. He appeared long inured to such emotional performances and would have preferred to ignore her entirely if circumstances hadn't occasionally obliged him to feign attention.
"One son! Is that so much to ask?" she continued, shaking her head woefully. "Look at the Bridgertons—they have four! And while that is surely excessive, I would content myself with just one..."
Archibald, without lifting his eyes from the paper, murmured lazily, "They've four daughters as well, who will also need presenting in society."
Portia cast him a glare full of indignation, as though his remark was not merely unwelcome but an outright affront.
"Yes, but they also have four sons to help with that," she countered, with the air of one who believed this argument to be irrefutable.
Interrupting this exchange of barbs, the Dowager Lady Featherington, Archibald's mother, sipped her tea with measured calm. She usually resided in Ireland but occasionally came to London to visit her son and granddaughters. Her unflappable demeanor was a sharp contrast to the tempestuous energy of her daughter-in-law.
"Why not let me take one of the girls to raise?" she said with startling equanimity, as if proposing nothing more consequential than rearranging the ornaments on the mantelpiece.
Portia froze, visibly stunned by her mother-in-law's words. For a moment, even the air in the room seemed to still. Archibald lowered his newspaper and stared at his mother, as though trying to determine whether she was serious.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" the Dowager asked, setting her teacup down with an air of mild irritation. Her tone was so casual that it only heightened the drama of her suggestion. "I understand how taxing it must be to raise three daughters."
She paused briefly, casting Portia a look of apparent empathy before continuing, "God blessed me with one wonderful son and a daughter. Sadly, my daughter is no longer with us."
"Mama—" Archibald began, only to be silenced by her imperious wave of the hand.
"But had it not been for my son," she continued, her gaze resting meaningfully on Archibald, "I do not know how I would have managed. So yes, Portia is right. A son is not just an heir but a mother's support, especially in times like these."
She paused again, as if allowing her words to sink in, before adding, "So why not let me take one of your daughters?"
Portia, who had been dramatically pacing the room, now stood as if rooted to the spot, thunderstruck mid-tirade.
"You... you want to take one of my girls?" she finally whispered, her voice trembling with a mixture of shock and indignation.
This time, Archibald, uncharacteristically siding with his wife, lowered his paper and frowned at his mother.
"Yes, Mama, how exactly would taking one of our daughters solve this problem?" he asked, irritation clear in his voice, though he generally avoided direct confrontations with her.
The Dowager regarded her son with an expression of mild exasperation, as though he had just asked the most foolish question imaginable.
"Firstly, Portia would no longer fret over the daunting task of debuting three girls in society," she said with deliberate precision, as if speaking to a child. "And secondly, the company of a young lady would do me a world of good."
"You already have Marina," Archibald interjected, hoping this argument might dissuade his mother.
Marina was the Dowager's granddaughter, the orphaned daughter of her late daughter, now under her guardianship.
"Nonsense!" the Dowager dismissed his words with a wave of her hand. "Marina is no trouble at all. But I do not wish for her to form attachments with anyone of unsuitable status. That could jeopardize her future. One of your girls would make an excellent companion for her."
With this declaration, she rose unhurriedly, leaning lightly on her cane. Her tone was so decisive that no one dared to argue further.
"It's settled, then," she said, making her way toward the door. But after a few steps, she stopped and turned back to Archibald, tapping his leg with her cane for emphasis.
"And Archibald, I've noticed you've been rather lax in expanding the family. Perhaps fewer daughters in the house might inspire you to produce another child. A man of your standing cannot simply rest on his laurels!"
Using her cane, the Dowager proceeded to wander through the house, eventually pausing before the door to the nursery. Pushing it open, she was greeted by the sound of cheerful giggles and whispered secrets. Inside, the two elder girls played together, while the youngest sat by the window, engrossed in a book.
The Dowager surveyed the scene carefully, her eyes coming to rest on the youngest. Little Penelope, her expression serious, seemed entirely absorbed in her reading, oblivious to the world around her.
"That one will do nicely," the Dowager declared firmly, pointing her cane at her.
At the sound of her grandmother's voice, Penelope looked up from her book, her gaze puzzled as it turned toward the commotion. Standing in the doorway were her parents: Portia, wringing her hands in evident distress, and Archibald, who silently regarded his daughter with an entirely inscrutable expression.
Between them stood her grandmother, a figure of undeniable authority, her presence as imposing as a monument carved in stone.
"Come now, Penelope," said Lady Featherington, her voice unexpectedly gentle as she lowered her cane. "You will live with me now, my dear. I'll introduce you to Marina. I'm certain you two will get along splendidly."
Little Penelope cast a surprised look at her mother, hoping for some form of objection, but all she saw was a helpless gesture. After a moment's hesitation, she set her book aside, slipped quietly off the windowsill, and slowly walked toward her grandmother, her heart uncertain of what lay ahead.
At first, Penelope didn't quite know how to feel about her grandmother's decision to take her to Ireland. She wasn't particularly upset, but a faint sense of unease stirred at the thought of living so far away from her parents.
She stood by her bedroom window, gazing into the garden she had come to think of as her own little world. A faint melancholy smoldered in her chest. She had only just begun to get to know the Bridgertons, their new neighbors. How delightful it had been to spend time with their daughters—Daphne, Eloise, and Francesca. Such different personalities, yet they had welcomed her warmly into their circle. And even greater joy had come from the company of their elder brothers—Anthony, Benedict, and Colin—who treated her like another little sister.
To Penelope, it felt like a special gift. With no brothers of her own, the chance to feel part of such a large, affectionate family filled her heart with warmth. She recalled Colin laughing at her attempts to swing higher than anyone else, Benedict teaching her how to draw, and Anthony defending her from the teasing of other children. Now, all of that felt so far out of reach.
And yet, she understood that something new awaited her. With these mixed emotions swirling within her, Penelope rested her forehead against the cool windowpane as, downstairs, her grandmother directed the servants to prepare for departure.
The day they left was overcast, as though London's weather shared her mood. A carriage, drawn by a sturdy pair of horses, stood waiting by the gates. Penelope took one last look at the house, her gaze lingering on the drawing room windows, where her mother, wringing her hands, was bidding an overwrought farewell to her grandmother. Her father stood nearby, outwardly composed, though Penelope knew his calm masked a reluctance to engage in argument.
As her belongings were loaded into the carriage, her grandmother motioned for Penelope to follow her. The girl obediently climbed into the vehicle, trying her best to hide the storm of emotions brewing inside her. She glanced at her parents, waving goodbye, and wondered how long it would be before she saw them again.
The interior of the carriage was quiet, the steady rhythm of its motion setting the pace for her thoughts. Penelope couldn't take her eyes off the passing landscapes. At first, there were the familiar streets of London, but soon they gave way to expansive fields and the occasional village.
She sighed softly, her thoughts drifting back to the Bridgertons. Warmth filled her heart at the memory of Colin. He always had a way of cheering her up—be it with a funny story or a spontaneous suggestion for an adventure, even if it was only to the next hill.
But as the carriage crossed into Ireland, her melancholy began to lift. The landscape grew increasingly mesmerizing: endless green hills bordered by low stone walls seemed to invite her to leave her worries behind.
The carriage finally halted in front of an old manor house surrounded by gardens that looked like living paintings. As Lady Featherington stepped down from the carriage, the house's door swung open, and a girl, about Penelope's age, darted out. Her chestnut hair flew in the wind, and her eyes sparkled with delight.
"Marina, how many times must I tell you that young ladies do not run?" her grandmother scolded sharply, though her voice was more fond than stern.
"Apologies, Grandmother," the girl said contritely, though her beaming smile betrayed her true feelings.
Penelope watched the exchange silently, feeling her initial fears crumble, replaced by curiosity.
"Come, Penelope," Lady Featherington said, placing a gentle hand on her granddaughter's shoulder. "I'll introduce you to Marina. I'm sure you two will get along splendidly."
Penelope stepped down from the carriage and hesitantly approached the girl, who, without waiting for permission, extended her hand.
"You must be Penelope," Marina said with such friendliness that Penelope couldn't help but smile.
"Yes," Penelope replied.
"Well, come on! Let's have tea, and then I'll show you the garden!" Marina exclaimed, already turning toward the house.
Though Penelope didn't yet know what lay ahead, she suddenly felt that this place might just become her new home.
Penelope quickly found herself at ease in her grandmother's estate. In those first days, she was captivated by the endless meadows, tranquil groves, and cozy rooms filled with echoes of the past. But more than anything, she delighted in Marina's company. The two girls became inseparable, spending their days playing, reading, and exploring the grounds.
Lady Featherington, initially appearing stern and unyielding, gradually revealed a softer side and a sharp sense of humor. She could be demanding, particularly when it came to education: lessons in French, music, and history became a staple of their daily routine. Yet, she made no distinction between "ladies'" and "gentlemen's" pursuits.
"A young lady must know how to stand her ground," she often said, instructing the girls in the basics of fencing.
Penelope especially cherished the riding lessons. The sense of freedom as she galloped across the hills on horseback was unparalleled. Marina, however, preferred quiet strolls through the gardens, where they would discuss everything—from books to their dreams for the future.
Lady Featherington also frequently took the girls on trips. Over the years, they toured much of England, ventured into Wales, and even spent a summer in Scotland. Gradually, Penelope's old life began to feel like a distant memory. She still saw her parents and sisters when they visited, but their world had grown foreign to her. Her sisters, preoccupied with thoughts of their own debuts, seemed distant, while Portia remained as dramatic and demanding as ever. So when her mother suggested that she join her sisters in London for the debut season, Penelope was relieved that her grandmother was quick to intervene:
"Penelope, if you'd like to join your sisters, I wouldn't object," Portia began, attempting to sound thoughtful.
Lady Featherington lifted her gaze from her embroidery, raised an eyebrow, and asked with a faint smirk, "I thought you said it would be too overwhelming to present three girls at once?"
"Yes, I know what I said," Portia hurried to explain, her tone defensive. "But I don't want Penelope to feel left out from her sisters. This is such an important event, her first season! While her sisters are trying on new gowns and attending balls, she's stuck here alone, surrounded by dusty old books."
"Does Penelope feel isolated?" Lady Featherington turned her head towards her granddaughter, who was sitting beside Marina, listening intently to the conversation.
"Not at all, Grandmother," Penelope replied promptly, catching Marina's cheerful nod of agreement.
"There you have it," Lady Featherington said calmly, returning her focus to her embroidery. "Besides, Penelope already has plenty of dresses. She doesn't need to parade around stuffy ballrooms filled with disapproving stares in the latest fashions."
"But—" Portia began, only to be cut off again.
"And may I remind you that Penelope and Marina read books aloud to me. Or do you, my dear, take issue with reading?"
"Of course not," Portia mumbled, a faint blush creeping over her cheeks. "I was merely offering the suggestion."
"Excellent," her mother-in-law said curtly. "But do think about this: if Penelope decides to enter society, then Marina must also make her debut. Are you certain you're prepared to manage four girls?"
Portia fell silent, her attempted rebuttal lost in the stillness of the room.
Lady Featherington turned her gaze to the girls and added, "However, the choice is yours. Penelope, Marina, do you wish to join the season?"
The girls exchanged glances. Lady Featherington continued, shrugging lightly as though it were a matter of little consequence, "I wouldn't mind, though it would be rather lonely for me on my trip to France."
"France?" both girls exclaimed in unison, their eyes instantly lighting up.
Their grandmother knew exactly how much they dreamed of France. Paris was their idea of a fairytale—its bustling boulevards, elegant ladies in exquisite attire, and the grandeur of palaces they had read about in books. It was their cherished fantasy, though Lady Featherington had always claimed it was too far and too taxing a journey for her.
In truth, she had always kept this card up her sleeve, knowing it would prove useful someday. Girls grow up, dreams shift, and nothing ties one closer than a promise. And what better trump card than a long-awaited trip to France?
The girls exchanged another look, and Penelope was the first to speak.
"Mama, you already have Philippa and Prudence to think about. If we join the season, it will make things twice as difficult for you."
Marina chimed in, looking at their grandmother, "And leaving Grandmother alone wouldn't be right either. We're staying."
"As you wish, girls," Lady Featherington said softly.
She leaned back in her chair, observing as Marina and Penelope exchanged a quick glance and almost simultaneously accepted her unspoken proposal. Her smile was faint, but there was a glimmer of satisfaction in her eyes. Everything was unfolding exactly as she had planned.
That year, the girls did not make their debut, nor did they the following year. France had enchanted them. They reveled in the refined culture, exquisite cuisine, and the elegance of Paris. When their grandmother suggested repeating the trip the next summer, they were so delighted that thoughts of a London debut were entirely forgotten.
But everything changed as the new season approached.
One quiet evening, Lady Featherington sat before the fire, basking in its warmth. Marina was seated opposite her, reading aloud from a recently acquired book from Paris.
"Grandmother, I wanted to speak with you," Penelope's voice broke the cozy silence.
Lady Featherington immediately noticed the hint of unease in her tone.
"About what, my dear?"
"I think... it's time for us to enter society," Penelope said cautiously, her eyes meeting her grandmother's.
The words took Lady Featherington by surprise. She lifted her gaze from her knitting, her astonishment mirrored by Marina, who lowered her book as well.
"I've thought about it for some time, and I'm certain. Marina agrees with me. Don't you, Marina?"
Marina hesitated. They had never discussed anything of the sort, and Penelope's words caught her completely off guard. But when she met her sister's pleading, intense gaze—filled with hidden pain—she realized she couldn't refuse her.
"Yes, it's true, Grandmother. We've talked about it, and we both want to participate in the season," Marina said, her voice slightly uncertain but resolute.
Lady Featherington was taken aback. She had never expected such a proposal, especially from Penelope, who always seemed so content with her life in Ireland.
"We'd love for you to come with us, of course," Penelope added with a soft smile, as though it were a foregone conclusion.
Lady Featherington squinted, her gaze moving between the two girls.
"To go to London at the height of the season?" she repeated, a note of disbelief in her voice as she leaned back in her chair. "I haven't lost my wits just yet. Unlike you, I know exactly what that entails."
The girls exchanged uncertain looks, fearing their idea was doomed, but their grandmother suddenly continued:
"I knew this day would come. I just didn't think it would be so soon. If this is truly what you want, I won't dissuade you."
"Don't be upset, Grandmother," Penelope said gently. "We'll find husbands who will move to Ireland with us, and we'll all be together again."
Lady Featherington laughed, shaking her head.
"How young and naïve you are. I only hope London society doesn't rob you of that optimism. And remember, if you find it doesn't suit you, I'll always be waiting here."
"We know, Grandmother," the girls said in unison.
Later that evening, when the house had settled into quiet, Penelope sat by her window. Moonlight poured across the floor, and her thoughts were as restless as the flickering light of her candle.
The door swung open abruptly, and Marina stormed in. Her face was flushed with anger, and her movements were quick and agitated.
"I don't understand why you had to do this, Penelope!" she burst out, pacing the room. "You forced me to agree, even though I don't want this!"
Penelope watched her sister silently, fully understanding her frustration. Marina continued to pace, wringing her hands as though searching for a way out of the chaos they both seemed to have created.
"We were happy here!" Marina exclaimed, her voice trembling with a mixture of anger and confusion. "And now you want to trade it all for noisy ballrooms filled with false smiles and deceit? I only agreed because of you, but I don't understand why you want this!"
Penelope rose from her seat but didn't interrupt. She knew Marina had every right to be angry and allowed her to vent. Finally, when Marina stopped, breathing heavily, Penelope stepped forward, looked her sister directly in the eyes, and said softly but firmly:
"I know you're angry, and you're right."
Marina froze, not expecting such an admission.
"I don't want to marry either," Penelope continued, her voice steady though her eyes betrayed inner turmoil. "But I don't see another way."
"Why?" Marina asked quietly, her anger ebbing and giving way to confusion.
Penelope lowered her gaze, as though gathering courage, then took a deep breath and said:
"Because I'm pregnant."