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May 15th, Manhattan, New York, 10 Months After Tartarus
Percy watches his mother settle Estelle into her wooden high chair across the kitchen table before taking her own seat between her one year old and Paul. She takes his hand in acknowledgement before smiling from the other side of the table at Percy.
His chest aches something horrible, because this picture is still wrong.
“I’m so proud of you, Percy,” Sally says in a strong, unwavering voice, staring him down with conviction.
Percy tries to offer a smile back because hey, he’s proud of him, too. He can finally add a GED to his list of accomplishments. He really hopes to continue filling it with normal things like graduating and not saving the world for a third time, or surviving against all odds again.
But the corners of his mouth are weighed down by anchors, and the pathetic attempt refuses to crinkle his eyes.
“Thanks, Mom,” He says instead, giving up on the gesture and moving onto verbal acceptance. “Me too.”
His mother and Paul, they watch him with sad eyes filled with remorse and sympathy. Not pity, thank the Gods; he’d probably figure out how to shadow travel like Nico to escape them. But the fact that they know- they see the metric ton of misery that’s locked his heart in a cage and buried it inside of his intestines, they see his searching eyes, his wanting hands- is bad enough. Percy looks down at the table and wishes someone would reach out under it and tangle her fingers with his, wishes he could turn his head and meet a harsh gray gaze gone soft because she’s so sweet on him, even now, especially now.
He turns his head and stares uncomprehendingly at the empty chair beside him. He can’t help it. He can’t help it.
“Oh, Honey,” Sally whispers, and there’s a catch in her voice telling Percy to pay attention , because it means she’s gonna cry, but out of the corner of his eye he can see Paul’s already got her, and Percy-
Reaches out a hand, and tangles his fingers in nothing. He touches nothing, because Annabeth is still gone.
June 13th, Manhattan, New York, 11 Months After
He dreams about her sometimes. Past the nightmares and awful memories, sometimes he imagines lying next to her on a big blue comforter on Long Island’s beach, a couple miles down from camp borders, he imagines. The sky is always a neutral pink-blue-gray, and there are never stars or a sun or a moon. Percy never can tell what time it is. The weather changes in them a lot, and it always depends on Annabeth. Mostly, like now, it’s slightly overcast, and a sourceless light reflects pleasantly off of the clouds, which drift aimlessly overhead.
Annabeth is always wearing his hoodie, an old one from camp before the second war, the printed lettering so chipped that all it really says is C MP L OOD. The pegasus looks more like an actual bird than a horse. It’s a light gray and it pulls the graphite right out of her eyes, making them look even more dangerous, even more beautiful. She’s always got his pajama pants on, too- green plaid, the ones with pockets that she’d always steal from his room at Mom’s apartment.
The way her hair is done changes, though. And the look in her eye. And she always has something new to say.
It feels, in these dreams, like he’s really there. Like maybe he died back in the pit right next to her, and he managed to sneak into Elysium to be by her side. It’s peaceful. She listens to his anecdotes about his real life and he listens to her tell him things about people that don’t really exist anymore to anyone but him and some kids that he hasn’t spoken to in a very long time.
It’s a gentle reprieve from most of his other nights and the fog that clings to him during the day. He wakes up to those crying, but in a good way. Those days are a little clearer. He wears his gray camp hoodie and goes to work at his part-time construction gig in the city, and he seems to attract less hostile attention those days.
He mentions this to Grover over Iris message when he calls to check on him.
“ I’m glad you’re feeling a little better today, Perce ,” He says softly, instead of something funny like Gee, maybe the monsters are just matching your freak . Percy should’ve called Nico.
“Yeah,” Percy replies, because what else is he supposed to say? Grover pulls the tab off the can in his hand and pops it in his mouth. Percy can’t really tell where he is based on the background- it’s got a lot of green, as usual. Probably a national park somewhere. “Where’d you get the soda?”
“ Um, right. I’m back at camp right now, with Juniper. They’re setting up for capture the flag right now, so- ”
“Ah.” His stomach plunges to his toes, and he goes hot and then immediately cold. Capture the flag. Grover looks up at his tone and frowns deeper. Percy knows he looks awful already, and he can’t imagine what his face just did.
He can hear her voice.
Where the heck did you learn to fight like that?
You set me up. He’d been so mad, he remembers. He didn’t know then what he knew now, that Annabeth could and should always be trusted, because she’s always right.
Was. Was always right. Percy feels himself pale.
“ Percy ?”
“Hey, yeah, sorry. Grover, I’ll- call you back.” And he sweeps a hand through the mirage before him, dispelling the mist and destroying the image of Grover’s worried face.
His Mom finds him later, sitting on the edge of his bed with his head in his hands, still as The Poker Player .
“Percy?” She whispers. It’s dark outside the window. It hadn’t been when Percy got home and called Grover. Hours must have passed from when he assumed this position. Despite his window being open, there is a sort of warm breeze filtering in. Summer. Percy feels sick. His Mom sits next to him and puts a warm hand on his shoulder, squeezing a little, before wrapping it all the way around him and pulling him into her. Despite being almost a foot taller than her- he’d hit another growth spurt, after the second war, bringing him to a whopping 6’2- he sinks into her willingly, crumpling like aluminum and folding himself small to fit in her embrace.
“Mom.” It tears out of his throat in barely a whisper, more of a breath. It’s imploring, it’s ragged. “I can’t.” His chest tightens, his throat constricting.
“Can’t what, Baby?” She asks softly, brushing his bangs out of his eyes.
“I can’t . I can’t, I, I can’t-!” His chest is heaving now. He presses the crown of his head into his Mom’s chest as she holds him, rocking him back and forth. “She’s gone, she’s gone, and-!” He claws at his shirt, like he can pull the dark evil creature crouching on his chest off of him. Like he can be free of loss.
“I know,” Sally whispers, one hand cradling his head, the other holding him tight as he sobs. “I know.”
June 15th, Long Island, New York, 11 Months A.T.
Percy doesn’t go back to either camp, very much. He went to New Rome to finish his GED, and he knows there’s a college there. He knows that Camp Half Blood got some funding and they’re building more permanent residency and expanding and he knows he could be helping. He knows he could take the offered sword fighting instructor position and he knows he could… Help. Hypothetically.
He also knows that if he gets to the Camp and they ask him to help he’ll just get in the way, useless in the way a limpet is, his strings cut. Riptide burns a hole in his pocket when he doesn’t have it in his hands but he doesn’t think he could swing it at another human(ish) being without feeling like he’s back in the thick of it. He’ll disappoint kids that think he’s some kind of hero. No matter what he does, he’s letting his friends down.
But it hurts. Seeing that orange, the hill with the pine tree on its crest, Golden Fleece glittering above a sleeping Drakon. Seeing the Big House and talking to Chiron when there’s someone who should be there with him, dragging him into her cabin, following him into his, chasing him around the wrap-around porch when he accidentally tears the corner of her sketchbook.
It hurts.
Nonetheless, he stands in front of the taxi that dropped him off, looking up at the towering hill. He ignores it as the cab peels off and begins climbing.
Halfway there, there’s a deep gouge in the earth, a scar left over from the war. He keeps walking.
At the top of the hill, he looks over the valley of cabins, steeling himself.
Be brave, Seaweed Brain.
His Mom convinced him that he needs to get out of New York and away from it all for a while. He’s at Camp for two things: the demigod-safe communication device Leo’s been working on, and a possible destination from Chiron. Out of anyone, he would know the best place for a demigod to go off grid, Percy assumes. The safest place.
He proceeds down the hill. He goes unnoticed for approximately two minutes. Then,
“Holy shit, is that-”
“No way, that’s-”
“Hey-”
“Percy!” Someone approaches him rapidly from the left through the gathering masses just behind him, and he reacts before he can think, redirecting their momentum and throwing them over his shoulder.
Leo springs back up, dusting himself off.
“Should’ve expected that, my bad,” He says, breezing past what could’ve been a very, very awkward apology. He loops his arm around Percy’s and begins to drag him in the direction he was already walking, towards the Big House. “What’re you doing here, man? It’s so good to see you!”
Percy, despite himself, grins a little. Leo and him didn’t get along well at first. At all. Between blowing up Camp Jupiter, and then the whole thing with Calypso- it was rough. He’s glad they’re cool now. He knows Leo looked up to Annabeth a lot. They have that in common.
“Gotta get away from home,” Percy says, tucking his free hand into his pocket to fiddle with Riptide. “Also, need a favor from you.”
“O-ho-ho, the great Percy Jackson is asking for help!” In contrast to his words, Leo’s face seems to pinch up a little in concern. “Are you okay?”
“Ha ha,” Percy deadpans, tugging his arm away. “I need a demigod-safe communication device.”
“Percy, you’re young enough to call it a phone.” Leo whips out what looks like a smartphone but way clunkier. “Check it out, brother! Been working on this for a couple months. I mean, I haven’t decided what to call it yet, but I have a couple prototypes lying around, if you’re interested.” He tosses it to Percy, who turns it over in his hand before pressing the home button. The phone lights up to a complicated interface, all in Ancient Greek. Percy whistles as he taps at it, swiping around before giving it back.
“I don’t know how to use that,” He admits, staring at the phone in Leo’s hand. “Do you have anything less… uh, smart-phony?”
Leo tsks . “Ugh. Maybe you are old. I’ll see what I can find while you’re catching up with Big C.” He salutes with two fingers and splits away from Percy, jogging off towards the Hephaestus cabin.
“Big C,” Percy mutters, climbing the stairs and walking through the screen door.
Chiron is in his chair in the living room of the big house, poking at the fire, miffed. When Percy intentionally steps on one of the creakier floorboards, he looks up sharply. Then he smiles.
“Percy, my boy!” Chiron wheels his chair closer, clapping a hand on Percy’s bicep before folding it in his lap. “I was under the impression we would not be seeing you for a while.” Chiron turns back around, intent on returning to his task.
“...Right. That’s kind of why I’m here,” He admits, following Chiron deeper into the living room and sitting down on one of the fat old couches. “I wanted to get away, for a while, still in the States, maybe close by. Any suggestions?”
Chiron hums, messing with the fire a little more before sighing contentedly, turning back to Percy.
“Well, there’s Pennsylvania-” He begins, and Percy’s face sours so fast that he laughs. “Or not.”
“Any cities?”
“Ah.” Chiron nods. “Gotham.”
Percy’s jaw drops. “ Gotham!? Gotham, New Jersey? You want to move me to New Jersey? ”
Chiron offers him a smile. “I know that as a New Yorker, it sounds rather… unfortunate, but due to the- how should I put this…” His eyes go unfocused before finding Percy’s again. “Due to, ah, unfortunate crime statistics and general mortal activity, it seems to have a much lower monster attack rate.” He frowns. “Although that could be because the regular mortals get to each other first.” He waves his hand in the air. “At any rate, I think that it’d be perfect for you.”
Percy sighs. “You think some fucked up crime city in New Jersey is the perfect place for me to lay low and stay out of trouble?”
“Divine trouble? Greek trouble?” Chiron nods, stroking his chin gravely. Percy’s pretty sure he’s only doing it for dramatic affect. “Oh yes, Percy. Mortal trouble? You are unfortunately on your own for that, I’m afraid. As long as you avoid the Batman, you should be fine.”
Percy stares at him.
“The Batman is real?” He asks finally, afraid of the answer. Chiron just turns back to the fire again, though Percy definitely saw a twinkle in his eye. Stupid old horse.
Leo chooses then to burst in, nearly slamming into Percy (again) in his haste.
“Hello, my liege,” He starts, ignoring Percy groaning and putting his head in his hands. “I have brought to you an old people sliding flip phone, made by yours truly. You’re welcome, please hold your applause.” Percy catches it as Leo sends it flying towards him. “Oh! I added a way to contact us, as in us-with-phones, and I’ll send you everyone else’s number when I give ‘em theirs.” Percy flips the phone up and scrolls through the contacts. Camp Half Blood and Camp Jupiter (Under C.HB and C.J), Leo, his Mom ’s number somehow, Piper, Reyna, Frank. It’s missing a lot of people- a couple very specific ones- but he’s happy with it.
“Mr. Valdez, would you wait outside for a moment?” Chiron asks Leo suddenly, to which he bows and flourishes his hands and generally jingles like a fool exiting stage right. When he’s gone, Percy looks over at Chiron.
“You look tired, Percy.” He adjusts the blanket on his lap. “I feel tired. I feel more old than I ever have. And I’ve lived for a long time.” He runs a hand over his face, and meets Percy’s eyes. “In the past decade, we've lost many. And they were heroes, yes,” Chiron looks at Percy calmy, his eyes catching the firelight. “But they were also children.” He looks down and away, exhaling. “I tell myself what I always have. That they’re all at peace. That they died for a cause.”
Percy swallows, looking down at his hands. He doesn’t want to talk about this. He doesn’t want to hear this. But who better understands Chiron’s grief and loss as a leader, a teacher, and a friend, than him?
He says nothing.
“I miss her everyday,” Chiron admits wearily, his voice haggard in the way it was on funeral pyre days. Percy’s lungs freeze up. “I know it’s been… hard, for you in particular. I’m sorry, Percy.”
Percy stands up.
“Bye, Mr. Brunner,” He chokes out, and then walks out, down the steps and over the hill and he walks and walks and walks until he remembers to whistle.
There’s a bark from the growing shadows lining the underbrush along the road, and Mrs. O’Leary comes bounding out, covering him with black fur and soon after, a lot of saliva.
“Hey, girl,” He says roughly. “Let’s go to Gotham.”
Notes:
hope u like heehee. regrettably the work is a mess, all over the place and likely unintelligable. my fault guys. i don't know how long this is gonna be so bear with me. there will eventually be a plot past percy overcoming grief, i'm just cooking rn. let me cook.
sum notes:
percy: i miss my dead gf. can i go somewhere that will make me happier
chiron, about to do possibly the funniest thing ever: so there's this city,
Chapter 2: in with the new
Summary:
Percy is noticed, goes to work, and makes friends, not necessarily in that order.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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July 1st, Gotham City, New Jersey, 1 Year A.T.
It’d taken Percy a couple weeks to get fully settled in with a job. He’s in a rougher neighborhood, low income but patrolled by some gang guy that everyone seems to trust, so he figures it could be worse. With the certifications Percy had gotten while in New Rome (he’s not sure how they figured out the documentation), Percy’s able to get a job as a security guard for a really shady company that distributes its employees to literally whoever pays them. Which is awesome, because Percy doesn’t ever really do anything other than stand around and glare, occasionally through tacky black shades as per employer request, but also not so much. Some of these guys are creeps, Percy can tell.
Unfortunately, he needs the job to pay the rent for his new apartment.
It’s really nice, against all odds. His Mom helped him find furniture, so he has one big green couch in the center of his apartment, adorned with a million blankets. Dividing the space between the couch and the kitchen is a narrow dining table. It’s small, about the size of a chess table. The kitchen is aso pretty small, and one of his numerous first aid kits barely fits under the sink. His bedroom has enough room for a full bed, one nightstand, and a dresser squeezed into the closet. His comforter looks nearly identical to the one in his dreams with Annabeth. Across from the bed in the corner by the door, Percy keeps a tiny working salt water fountain made of celestial bronze and limestone by Tyson. It had two hippocampi and it was very pretty. Percy watches it to fall asleep, and sometimes he can close his eyes and listen to it and pretend he just won a war against Kronos and his girlfriend is lying next to him, just out of reach.
When Percy gets home tonight from work, he sits on the couch and stares at the wall, stretching his legs out before him. There’s no TV or coffee table, just a half-empty bookshelf with a couple of pictures on it. He sees them out of the corner of his eye and they haunt him with their smiling faces and sunlight.
A year ago today, the worst day in Percy’s life happened.
A year ago today, he and Annabeth plummeted into Tartarus.
At some point, a year ago, Annabeth looked Percy in the eyes as Tartarus’ fist came through her stomach from through her back.
He almost doesn’t make it to the toilet in time to vomit up his guts.
The other nice thing about his new apartment is that it’s on the top floor- of which there are seven- and his window is only a foot from the fire escape, which has rooftop access.
Tonight, he takes advantage of it, climbing up to the top of the building and then sitting on the edge, looking out at the rest of the city. Gotham is dreary at best, filthy at worst, and Percy kind of likes it, actually. And in the two weeks he’s been there, he hasn’t been attacked by a single monster. One mortal, but he got out of that real quick. He was able to take his knife, too- simple steel, about half as long as his forearm. A weapon much more suited for the world he’s in now, although Riptide always waits patiently in his pocket. Annabeth’s bone sword is downstairs in his closet, hidden behind his skateboard.
He reaches into his pocket and withdraws his favorite pen, tossing it from hand to hand and tapping his heels on the side of the brick, watching sediment rain down into the dark alley below.
Gotham, even from this height, looks like a hopeless maze. It smells bad similar to the Labyrinth, Percy thinks, and it’s always a little damp like underground spaces usually are. He absentmindedly runs his fingers over the scars on his right arm, twirling Riptide in his free hand. Annabeth used to like tracing his scars. She used to try and guess (usually successfully) from where they’re from, since she was there for most of them. Sometimes she points out one she doesn’t recognize, and sometimes he doesn’t know. Sometimes she knows more about the stories on his body than he does.
She knew . It was a year ago, sometime this week, that she knows became she knew . She’ll never ask about another scar again. She’ll never be there when he gets another ever again.
“What the hell am I doing, Wise Girl?” He asks the pavement far below him. It offers nothing. The balmy summer air sits on his shoulders like a cloak and he sighs shakily, suddenly angry.
He stands, and clenching his hand around Riptide, winds his arm back. He chucks Riptide as far as he can, watching it disappear into the dark horizon. He looks around for something to destroy, and finds nothing. He climbs to the ledge of the roof and considers the roof opposite to him, some 15 feet away. He can make that.
Boots land on the roof behind his building, the crunch of gravel bouncing off the sides of taller structures around them.
Percy reacts quickly, dropping to a crouch and then swiveling. He reaches for his pocket only to realize that Riptide isn't back yet. He sinks deeper into the corner of the roof where the shadow is darkest, hoping he's not seen. Retreating now without being caught will be difficult, so he's stuck. Although he can be sneaky, typically stealth isn't his MO. Percy tends to be the distraction.
Fortunately, on the other roof, something's got him covered.
To put it simply, it's a giant crocodile.
Well, not quite. Percy's fought a giant croc or two in his day, once with Carter Kane, so he knows several mythological reptiles in the family.
This guy is just. A guy. Who is also a crocodile. What?
And mortals can clearly see him, because Percy's not catching any vibes from the primary colored jumping bean harassing the scaly beast.
The jumping bean has a sword . Gotham, what the hell are you even?
Somehow, the tiny tricolored fiend manages to find a huge, hulking shadow, reminding Percy a little of a Hellhound, inhuman in the way his mass seems to flit between streetlights and dark corners like a specter. A specter with a mean right hook, which he uses to lay Giant Crocodile Man down. It's an insane fight, and Percy is able to sneak away and into his apartment. Shutting the window, he thinks again of Annabeth, but this time with nothing but bewilderment and a growing sense of manic glee.
“What the hell is going on,” He murmurs to her, smiling despite himself and combing fingers through his hair. “The Batman is real and he has a munchkin. What do you think, Wise Girl? Should I engage?” He sighs, dispelling the sense that he's crazy and instead lying flat against the comforter underneath him.
“The wars ended, and now you're gone,” He whispers to the ceiling. “So what am I supposed to do now?”
Percy drifts off to nothing but the fountain's soft gurgling.
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July 5th, Gotham City, New Jersey, 01 A.T.
Annabeth's birthday is in a week.
It's a thought that's been keeping him going the past couple of days, since the first of July hit. He's been plagued nonstop by nightmares of that stupid pit, and they stick to his skin like spider silk when he wakes up, the phantom sensation of poison and scratches and heat and burning and-
He sucks in a deep breath and rubs his face, his steps not faltering against cement. Annabeth's birthday is in a week and he made sure to request it off, his employers were chill about it, so now he's just got to figure out what to do with it. Go to a park, probably, then the library. If she was here, Percy would take her to get ice cream, and then maybe to a festival that always seems to be happening nearby on her birthday. Stuff they missed out on when they were questing. She's always- she was always good at aiming games. Percy can throw pretty well, but darts are way beyond him, just like archery.
But she isn't here so probably no carnival for him. He doesn't need to be in a medium stress, loud and crowded environment in a city he's not familiar with, alone. Or at all, really. The library's a good idea, though. And ice cream. Probably in that order.
In the quiet solitude of the streets at 4AM, Percy allows himself an exasperated groan, stopping right where he's standing. He looks around and sees a coffee shop, with little leaves scattered sporadically across the front display that are reminiscent of the leaves on Grover's coffee cup way back in New Mexico, before that damn Boar practically sent Percy and Thalia over a cliff. Percy walks in as if in a trance, pen already in hand.
The inside is quiet, unpopulated. There are two strangely dressed individuals by the back exit and the bathrooms, facing the front door and honestly at Percy's ideal table. Alas. He ignores them because they don't feel dangerous and stands in front of the register, glaring up at the board hopelessly.
“Can I offer you any recommendations?” The cashier asks, smiling kindly. Percy blinks at them.
“Uh. If you've got something with lots of caffeine, but really sweet?” Percy's got a long day ahead of him: his first ever Daytime Gig. He also, unfortunately, doesn't like coffee. Caffeine keeps him awake, but it interacts weirdly with his brain given his hyperactivity.
The barista ends up giving him a frothy light brown sugar nightmare that Annabeth would grimace at. It's perfect, even if it is 7 dollars. Percy collapses into the chair furthest from the door opposite of the strangely dressed girls.
They keep looking at him. He studies them from the corner of his eye.
One is blonde. She's got some sort of purple cloak enveloping with the hood pulled down, and a mask that presumably covers her entire face pulled up to her nose.
The other one is wearing an all black, scarcely armored suit. The mask is also full faced, but like her companion, she's pulled it up.
Percy doesn't care. He puts his head down on the table in front of him.
He doesn't mean to doze off, but he snaps to attention when someone enters his 2 foot bubble. It's the barista, informing him that they technically aren't allowed to let anyone sleep and it's almost time for their morning rush, which Percy assumes means it's close to 6 o'clock. He thanks them and gets to his feet, noticing the strangely dressed girls are long gone. His coffee's also cold. He sighs.
“It's gonna be a long day,” He mutters to Annabeth under his breath as he walks out the door. It's dawn, and he'll soon have somewhere to be. He starts walking.
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9AM events, Percy decides, tugging at the stupid suit that was handed to him as soon as he showed his badge- who puts security guards in a suit?- should be banned permanently. There's no need for security this early in the morning, especially for what looks like a couple amateur archeologists with a bunch of clearly smuggled artifacts. No one is going to steal anything or bomb them before Percy's off the clock, so he's pretty irritated about being here.
People come and go in really fancy clothing, passing Percy at the door. He pulls down his hat (it has big letters that say SECURITY) and watches boredly. In an hour, he'll at least be able to rotate and walk around inside. For now he's stuck playing doorman.
“They have the Drake boy with them today,” Someone says breezily to their partner as they walk past. “He might remember us, so it's best to get ahead while we can.” Percy frowned at their backs. Why are rich people so suspicious?
Right before he rotates, there's enough commotion near the doors for him to feel properly alert for the first time since the gig started. Crowds are swarming and a lot of cameras are flashing- and then Percy identifies why.
It must be some kind of celebrity family. There are two young men, a kid, and one young woman. They expertly dodge the flashes and slink past some of the oiler dickheads waiting for them.
They pass him, and Percy's eyes unintentionally meet one of the men's.
He looks about his age, with dark hair neatly slicked into place and striking ice blue-gray eyes that remind him so much of Annabeth that he sucks in a breath. You can practically smell the IQ he's packing, as he scrutinizes Percy even through his gossamer of I'm-rich-and-therefore-dumb. He's got a model's bone structure, with high cheekbones and a narrow face and a long straight nose that suits him perfectly. He's also got an aura- not strong like a demigod's, but maybe he's a mortal with a blessing, or a legacy. Percy's eyes unconsciously follow him all the way inside.
An hour later, he's mostly forgotten the hot rich family and prowls around the displays, spinning his pen in his fingers absentmindedly as he stops in front of what is clearly a Greek artifact. He frowns at it.
it's the hilt of a knife, that much is obvious, and it's Celestial Bronze. Percy can tell it's not nearly as ancient as the sellers dated it to be, and he wonders if it's from one of the recent wars.
“Big fan of Ancient Greece?”
Percy spins around, ready to uncap Riptide, when he again meets blue-gray eyes. He relaxes, slipping his pen away and straightening.
“Something like that,” Percy agrees. “You?”
“Not particularly,” The guy admits, strangely shy. “I've never seen you around one of these before. Are you new?” He looks up through his eyelashes at Percy.
The look makes him feel some type of way but he pushes it to the sidelines because this guy is playing a game, now. He can see Annabeth all over it, fishing for information. Luckily Percy has nothing to hide from eyes that-he has a feeling -don't miss much. Percy tilts his head down and taps the brim of his hat, indicating his position.
“I don't know what kind of fancy history museum needs private security from the company I work for, but they call and I answer.” The man looks politely at his hat before locking his gaze back on Percy's.
“And who do you work for?” The man asks, tilting his head. Percy leans down to be eye level with him- he's got over half a foot on the man- and offers him a smile that he knows drives Athena kids crazy because it says I know things and I'm not telling you any of them.
“Wouldn't you like to know,” Percy says quietly, still through a smile. The guy quirks a brow, but Percy can see his veiled frustration. Then he straightens and offers a salute. “Well, back to work. See you later, pal.”
And then he slips into the crowd, parting them easily with his shoulders and general vibes. He spends the rest of the workday like that, flitting in and out of the crowd and around the perimeter, watching for something that isn't gonna happen.
Shockingly, he's right, and the exhibit ends at 2PM, so Percy turns in his suit when it's over and goes back into the coffee shop, which is conveniently nearby. It's a different barista who gives him a different sugary nightmare but he likes it anyway (though again- 7 dollars) and he sits down at his morning table, watching people walk by outside.
The celebrity family walks in.
Percy scowls down at his coffee. They don't seem to have brought any attention with them but Percy doesn't want the smoke with Icy Eye's agenda or with paparazzi. If a camera picks him up in the background, he could have more trouble on his hands.
What would Annabeth do? Probably keep an eye on them. Watch for strengths, weaknesses, motives. Except these people aren't enemies; Percy killed most of his enemies. He's not sure how to treat regular mortals nowadays after… everything, so he watches them out of the corner of his eye until his drink is gone. He gets up and throws the cup out, but when he turns to leave, the taller celebrity is right there, about to run into him, and Percy dodges before he even knows what he's doing, sidestepping the collision neatly and not sparing a glance back before leaving through the front door.
“What the Hades,” He mutters, combing a hand through his hair. Rich people are so weird.
Behind him, 4 pairs of eyes watch him disappear around a corner.
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July 8th, Gotham City, New Jersey, 01 A.T.
Percy should’ve known that he’d never really be able to completely disentangle himself from who he is, but what really tips him off today is the flock of children he’s pretending not to notice following him. It’s been two days now they’ve scuttled after him for a large portion of his way to and from the Alley.
He can tell they aren’t monsters, or their little tailing act would’ve ended two days and three blocks ago. As it is, he can’t really get a read on them. They’re young enough to be considered actual children even to another child soldier, the kind that Percy tried to push far enough behind the lines in the first war that they never had to really use what they’d been learning. He slips into the next dark alley, which isn’t hard to find despite the sun still beaming from it only being 4 o’clock in the afternoon.
They follow him too closely, and when they round the corner, they stop dead in front of him. The leader of their little three person brigade stares up at him with wide brown eyes. The other two, maintaining points of contact with each other and their leader, mirror his expression. One of them mutters ‘uh oh.’
“Yeah, hi,” Percy says, crossing his arms. The kids are tiny . Not just in a kid way, but also in a malnourishment way. “Uh oh is right. Why are you following me?” The leader swallows so hard that Percy almost feels bad. He towers over them and he knows that when he’s expressionless, his RBF is out of this world, bold dark brows naturally furrowed over glowering bright green eyes. He tries to soften a little, uncrossing his arms and jamming his hands into his pockets, raising an eyebrow. It seems to give the little leader the vote of confidence he needs to open his mouth.
“You- you’re like us,” The kid says, peering baby blues up through a shock of blond hair, although it’s phrased as a question. It still sends a chill down Percy’s spine, and he studies them.
After closer inspection, he can feel the vibe radiating off of them. It’s small for the most part, save the little girl on the right. Not enough to attract monsters unless they were in a worse place, but enough so that he can recognize their Godly signature, which puts a damper on his whole day.
“‘Like us?’” He repeats anyways. Maybe these kids sense his presence but don’t have a grasp on what it means. It’d be ideal- he could walk away mostly guilt-free, if that were the case. He doesn’t have any responsibilities past himself in this city, and he selfishly wishes it would stay that way.
“I know you,” The kid to the left of their leader says. She’s got keen hazel eyes and long brown hair, curled and unruly.
“Oh?”
“You’re- Percy Jackson ,” She whispers. A rock drops in his stomach.
“What?” He can’t play dumb. These are- they’re other demigods, they’re just kids, and they know him, somehow. “How do you-”
“My Dad told me about you,” She says in a hushed voice. “He said you’re the Hero of Olympus!”
The other kids let out awed noises and Percy wants to cry.
“Not here,” He says in his most serious camp counselor voice. They all look properly chastised and it’s just too cute. The fear is curdling inside of him, collapsing into resolve, and he ruffles the leader’s hair. “Alright, pipsqueaks, yeah, I’m Percy. Who are you? ”
Leader kid giggles. “I’m Alex. That’s Sandy and Margot.” He motions to the quiet kid over his shoulder, who has yet to meet Percy’s eyes. “We live in Park Row! We saw you earlier-” Whether he met earlier today or earlier this week is lost on Percy- “And Margot said you were like us and Sandy recognized you!”
“Where are your parents?” Percy asks, slipping back out of the alley and letting the kids follow him, leading them deeper into the place he now knows they all call home.
“Sandy’s Dad is at work right now, and my Mom is at home but she’s busy.”
“Margot?” Percy asks over his shoulder, scanning his surroundings before honing in on a diner.
“Um…” Alex trails off, and Percy glances back. He looks sad and shifty, but Margot’s face is blank. “We don’t, um, know, exactly.”
Percy sighs, opening the diner door and ushering them through. They follow him back to a booth in the corner, his usual tactical spot, and they all sit down around him. Margot is so small that she has to climb to get into the booth. It breaks his heart a little.
“Explain,” He suggests, pointing at Margot.
“She’s gone,” The littlest girl says. She’s got dark hair hanging around her face, more greasy than the others. He can’t tell if it's brown and really dirty or black and still really dirty. Her eyes are slim and sharp and dark, and she’s probably the most unreadable 7 year old that he’s ever encountered. She reminds him a little of Nico, and not in a warm and fuzzy way. The fact that her divine parent seems to be Dad and not Mom is just as worrying.
Percy starts to ask what she means by gone, but a waitress comes by with 4 glasses and a pitcher of water, and she hands him four menus.
“Will you need some time?” She asks politely, but her eyes dart around at his flock, and he feels a pang of nerves. It probably looks a little weird to an outsider, an almost-adult hanging out with a crowd of 12 and under.
“Please,” He replies, offering a smile he just knows comes out more as a grimace. She nods and floats away, and he watches her go before returning his attention on Margot. She shrugs.
“Came home last week and she wasn’t there,” She says quietly, hands in her lap. Percy looks down at her, this little 7-year old, and all he can think about is Luke and Thalia finding Annabeth in a dirty alley with a hammer.
All alone, no adult supervision, in one of the most dangerous mortal cities in America, with no visible weapons or way to defend herself.
At least, he thinks, suddenly faint, the monster population is low.
“Are you staying with Alex or Sandy?” He asks, looking across the table at the other two kids, who are pouring over the menu eagerly. She shakes her head, shrinking even smaller, somehow.
“Alex’s mom is sick.” She leans closer to Percy. “She’s gonna die soon.”
“Oh?” He feels ill. Margot is ticking a lot of terrible boxes. “And Sandy’s Dad?”
“He says I’m too dangerous,” She whispers, and finally emotion flashes across her face. It’s a cruel sort of misery, angry and understanding and way too complicated to be on a seven year-old’s face. “I live in Crime Alley. Red Hood checks on me.”
“Red Hood?” Percy echoes as the waitress returns.
“All ready?” She asks. Percy motions to the kids across the table, who scramble over themselves to order two plates of pancakes- “with whipped cream! Can we get whipped cream, Percy?” “Sure.”- and then orders some for Margot, too. He asks for a cup of coffee for himself and the waitress sweeps away.
“He’s the protector of Crime Alley.” Alex pipes up after they’re alone again. “You actually look, um, like him! I thought you were him when we first saw you but then Sandy said you saved the world sometimes.”
“Oh, the gang lord guy?” Percy asks, nodding and leaning back, looking over the table. “It’s good that he watches for you, Margot, but it’s not safe.” Especially for you , he doesn’t say.
“I don’t have anywhere else to go,” She tells him quietly. He closes his eyes and puts his face in his hands. The kids eventually kick up their own conversation and he listens to it faintly, trying to think. Maybe he can contact Nico. Tell him he has another sister. Maybe he can contact camp, and have them send a satyr. He doesn’t know what to do. He wishes Annabeth was here. She would know.
It takes about 20 minutes for the pancakes and coffee to arrive, and the chatting is tabled for more important things, like inhaling their pancakes. Margot’s plate is empty before he’s halfway done with his coffee.
“Do you want more?” He asks. She just shakes her head and plays with her fingers. He looks across the table at Alex, who’s plowing through his pancakes, and then at Sandy, who looks down at her plate and then Margot’s. Then she slides half of her last pancake onto the little girl’s plate, and Margot beams and disappears it quickly.
They hang around the diner until it's dark, and Percy still doesn’t have a plan.
He walks up to the register to pay, instructing the kids to wait by the door. His waitress takes the cash and stares him down suddenly.
“Who are those kids to you?” She asks suddenly, not letting go of the receipt she hands him.
“My cousins,” He says easily, looking back at them. Alex waves enthusiastically and Sandy offers him a wide smile, bouncing up and down. Margot just fidgets nervously. “They’re good kids.”
“Right,” She says, releasing the receipt and looking at him suspiciously. He shrugs it off and holds the door for the kids, letting them swarm him outside.
“Now what!” Alex says, tugging on his hoodie sleeve.
“Now you go home to your Momma, and Sandy goes home to her Dad, and…” He looks at Margot for a long time. “And I’ll walk Margot home after that,” He says finally.
He learns, through making sure the kids get home, where their homes are , which is good because he’s a little attached now. Especially with Alex’s Mom’s situation, according to Margot.
Sometime between dropping Alex off and dropping Sandy off, he picks up another tail. This one, though, is much better at remaining unseen; if Percy weren’t who he is, he wouldn’t have noticed it at all. As it is, he does, and he keeps part of his brain focused on the shadows surrounding them as he waves goodbye to Sandy.
Then there is one.
He looks down at Margot, who stares at Sandy’s door sadly, longingly. Percy wonders if he has enough sway to convince Sandy’s Dad to take Margot in. Margot, all of the sudden, reaches up and wraps her tiny- tiny - fingers around Percy’s thumb, and he sighs, defeated.
You can’t just take a child home off the street, Seaweed Brain , Annabeth chides in his head.
“What am I gonna do with you, kid,” Percy sighs again, as he leads her away from Sandy’s house. He doesn’t trust any sort of foster system with demigods, and certainly not the ones in Gotham. He considers the Drachmas in his pocket and then Nico.
“I was wondering the same thing,” A voice says from the shadow to his right, and he tugs Margot behind him, his hand plunging into his pocket for Riptide.
The stalker finally reveals himself. He’s tall, a couple inches taller than Percy, and built like a shit brick house, bigger than Percy’s more lithely muscular sleeper build. He’s got body armor on, and a leather jacket, and he’s got a sleek red helmet on. Its white lenses stare him down silently, all three of them still in the dark. Percy doesn’t miss his hand resting on his holstered weapon.
“Um, Mr. Red Hood, sir,” Margot says suddenly from behind Percy. So this is the Red Hood.
“Margot-” Percy starts.
“Percy bought us food and now he’s walking me home,” She says, peeking out from behind his leg. The Red Helmet Man had tilted his head down (and down, and down even further) to look at her, and now he fixes those lenses right back on Percy.
“Is that so.” The Red Helmet Man’s voice is mechanized and flat. He seems to be waiting for Percy to explain himself. He shrugs.
“Yeah,” He says, and then stops, looking back down at Margot. She looks up at him and tugs on his hand with her tiny little fingers, her eyes wide and pleading. He crouches down next to her, and Hood shifts slightly, his body language screaming I-will-gut-you. Percy ignores him. “Honey, why don’t you go with Mr. Helmet? You said he knows where you stay?”
“But I want to come with you ,” She says stubbornly.
“ Di Immortales ,” Percy hisses under his breath, his free hand rubbing over his face tiredly. “Margot-”
“You have a sword,” She points out. Red Helmet Man goes even stiller, if it’s possible, and Percy knows he’s looking for a weapon on Percy’s person that he isn’t going to find. “You can stop the monsters.”
“Monsters?” He repeats, focusing suddenly. He can tell his concentration is a little too intense based on the way Margot shies away for a moment, and he tones it down until she looks at him again. “In Gotham?”
“Well, someone got my Mommy,” She mutters quietly. She tugs his hand again. “Sandy said you were more powerful than the Gods! You can protect me!”
“Shhh, sh, Margot, stop.” He glances at the sky, waiting for an angry thundering, or perhaps for someone to simply strike him down and put him out of his misery. Nothing happens. Perks of being the favorite errand boy, he guesses. “Sandy doesn’t- you can’t say that, okay? Don’t talk about that.” He looks over at Red Helmet Man, who is watching them with a gaze so heavy he can feel it through the helmet. He has little doubt the guy is hanging onto every word. “Please go with Mr. Helmet.”
Margot looks at him desperately. “But you’re like me.”
“I know, Margot, I know.” His heart is in his throat. “That might be even more dangerous. Go with Mr. Helmet, okay?” He nudges her towards Red Helmet, who places a protective hand on her shoulder as soon as she’s in range. Percy stands up, and Helmet is staring at him. He ignores him in favor of Margot, who’s watching him quietly.
“You’ll check on me?” She asks weakly.
“Every day,” He promises, and he means it. She nods, and he nods back, and then offers a goodbye to Helmet, too. “You know, your name’s misleading. You should rebrand to Red Helmet.” And then he turns and leaves the alley, with the knowledge that Helmet would be too tied up getting Margot ‘home’ to follow Percy back to his apartment.
He doesn’t notice the cameras following his path in Helmet's wake.
Notes:
hello i love jason todd and would like to kiss him on the mouth. percy thinks jason looks stupid with his little helmet.
do u guys like the kids? i recently read a fic with a 4 yr old kid tim and that sent me into baby fever, ergo, percy interacts with children.maybe i make tim and percy a thing. what say you!
let me cook!!!!
sum more notes:
percy, upon meeting margot and friends: am i a mother?
margot: that's what i've been trying to tell you this whole timetim, seeing percy the guard at the door to some bum ass smuggling exhibit: not only are you hot, but you're also suspicious. can i get your number
percy, immediately clocking tim's genius vibes: i am terrified of your mental capabilities, and also turned on. can i get your numberjason, who was just informed of a random guy potentially kidnapping children: u know who i am.
percy jackson, new yorker, new to gotham and completely oblivious to vigilantes: yeah you must be the idiot patrol. nice helmet dumbass
jason, realizing he's looking at a younger, meaner dick grayson: what the hell
Chapter Text
Percy wakes up with a familiar comforter under his fingertips and the smell of the sea in the air. When he opens his eyes, he’s looking up at a clear, pink-blue-gray sky, and when he shifts, sand shifts with him.
“You still drool when you sleep.”
“Annabethl!” Percy says, sitting up quickly and reaching for her. Annabeth laughs and tangles her fingers with his, which is the only form of contact they have in these dreams. “Hey Wise Girl. I haven’t seen you in a while.”
“And whose fault is that, Seaweed Brain?” Annabeth says fondly, raising both eyebrows at him and tapping under her eye with her pointer finger. “Nice eyebags.”
“Yeah.” He scrubs his free hand over his face. He’s been doing that a lot recently. “Don’t really feel like sleeping.” The reason goes unsaid- every demigod knows nightmares intimately. He wonders if she gets them in Elysium, and contemplates asking, but he knows this probably isn’t the real Annabeth and discussing her death with this version of her, alive, is too much for Percy to handle.
“Anything specific?” She asks, studying him, squeezing his hand. He closes his eyes and breathes out. Seems like he’ll have to talk about it anyway.
“It’s been a year, since. You know.” Her grip tightens and when he opens his eyes again, her eyes are stormy and her eyebrows are nearly touching each other. “Since.”
“Percy,” She says softly.
“I miss you.” It forces its way out of his mouth, unbidden and without permission. “Your birthday’s soon.” Her thumb rubs up and down over the back of his hand, and he sighs shakily.
“I miss you too, Percy.” She looks out over the sea wistfully, her mouth tilting up at the corners. “Time moves differently here. But not that differently.” She glances over at him for a second before redirecting her gaze again. “You look like you’ve aged a couple decades.”
Percy barks out an unexpected laugh, turning to look at her sharply. “Hey!”
She laughs back at him, and her smile makes him melt in his spot.
“I met some kids.”
“Kids?” She raised her eyebrows again. “At Camp?”
“Oh, I forgot to tell you.” He sits up straighter and fiddles with the ring on his Camp necklace. She watches him curiously. “I moved. Out of New York. I’m in Jersey now. Gotham.”
Her face sours. “ New Jersey? Why?”
He huffs. “Chiron said so. Did you know that the Batman is real?”
Annabeth stares at him. The look in her eyes says, are you an idiot? He misses that look so much. No one can do it quite like her.
“Percy, are you serious?”
“I know, right? I saw him though. Like, in real life, a building away.”
“No, I mean-” She turns to face him fully, looking incredulous. “Of course he’s real. C’mon, Percy. The World’s Greatest Detective? The Justice League?” He just looks at her blankly.
“You mean the team of superheroes who have no correlation to the Gods whatsoever that routinely save Earth from mortal peril, some of which are fucking aliens ?” Percy returns her look right back at her. “That’s not real!”
“Yes it is! Seaweed Brain.” She looks like she’d punch him in the arm really hard if she could. The small benefits of this strange dream space. “And one of them is a demigod. But regardless, yes , Batman is real. Just Batman , not the Batman.”
He shakes his head and waves his hand around in the air. “Whatever! Whatever. Off topic. Anyways, I live in Crime Alley and I found 3 baby half-bloods. Well. They found me. And then… followed me into a dark alley. And then I bought them pancakes. Uh.”
Annabeth is staring at him again. Between the words “Crime Alley” and the mention of children, the space between her eyebrows and hairline has continued to shrink. “Percy.”
“Listen, they wouldn’t leave me alone,” He insists. “One of them already knew who I was. Her Dad- well, she’s a legacy or something, I’m pretty sure. And Margot, she’s gotta be, like, 7 years old, and I’m 99.9% sure she’s Nico’s sister! Which...” He takes a deep breath. “Is not good. And I don’t know what to do about it.” For a long moment, only silence follows his words, and he really hopes that she’s using it to provide him with a plan, rather than polishing up a verbal reaming.
Annabeth leans back on her hand and regards him fondly, smiling.
Percy, despite himself, is smiling back. “What, Wise Girl?”
“You’re exactly the same magnet for trouble that you were at 12 years old, Seaweed Brain,” She tells him through laughter. She shakes her head and sobers up. “Are you gonna call Camp?” Percy opens his mouth and then closes it.
“I… don’t know,” He says, frowning. “Alex and Sandy have a parent that can make that choice for them. Well, maybe not Alex soon. Margot… it’s Hades , Annabeth, and I’m gonna tell Nico but I think it should be a secret. I don’t know. I know it’s a little different now but-”
“Yeah, still. What with the oath.” She cuts in, nodding, and a quiet settles over them. Then, “You’re taking her in.”
Percy sputters. “I can’t!”
She just looks at him and then nods again. “You were going to do it anyway,” She says, matter-of-factly.
“No!” Yes. It seems inevitable. “I thought you’d discourage this!”
“Look me in my eyes,” She says firmly, meeting his gaze, “and tell me if that’s ever stopped you before.” He snaps his mouth closed and looks away, scowling faintly.
“Whatever,” He grumbles. “There’s a problem with that, though I feel really creepy just saying this. There’s this guy, uh, Red Helmet Man-”
“The Red Hood?”
“Yeah, how’d you know?” He keeps talking when she opens her mouth to respond. “He thinks I’m evil or something. And rightfully won’t let Margot follow a strange man home. So I’m just gonna drop by her alley on the daily. Probably multiple times a day.” He groans. “ Am I a creep?”
Annabeth laughs and squeezes his hand again. “You’re not a creep. You're just good, Percy. I believe in you.” Around her, the colors become pale. The sound of the sea begins to fade, each rush of the tide fainter, until the only clear thing he can focus on is Annabeth. Her hair is already fading to shades of gray.
“I’m not ready to say goodbye,” He says sadly. She smiles back at him, equally sad. Her face begins to slowly fade.
“I love you, Seaweed Brain. Stay out of trouble.”
Her smile disappears, until all he can see are her eyes.
“I love you, Wise Girl,” He says, from a great distance. “And besides-”
He blinks awake in his apartment, the phantom sensation of Annabeth’s hand lingering. He thinks about their conversation, and about Camp, and then, finally, about Margot and the children.
“Trouble always seems to find me,” He says to the empty apartment.
July 12th, Park Row, New Jersey, 01 A.T.
It’s Annabeth’s birthday today.
Percy slept terribly the night before, so he’s in somewhat of a grumpy mood as he prowls down the Alley to Sandy’s house, and then to Alex’s apartment, before circling back and combing between buildings to find Margot. It’s become something of a new routine for him, and he’s starting to feel very protective over the damned kids.
The third morning he’d made his rounds, he’d been noticed, so the children had taken to waiting in their front window or right outside the house for him to come by. They don’t notice him at any other time of day or at night, when he wakes up from a nightmare and is guilty of glancing around and inside their house from time to time(through the window!).
He passes by Sandy’s house and avoids being accosted due to her Dad looming over her shoulder. The older man offers him a wave, and he raises his hand lazily in response before moving on. Alex’s house, he has no such luck. The 10 year-old (as he’d learned, four days ago. He also learned that Sandy’s also 10 and Margot is actually 7 and a half , thankyouverymuch) bursts out his front door and slams into his legs, hard enough to bowl a lesser man over. Percy, however, plays with a Hellhound on a regular basis; if Alex hadn’t wrapped his skinny little arms around Percy’s legs and grabbed tiny, tight handfuls of his jeans, he would’ve bounced off and hit the asphalt.
“Hey, kiddo,” He says. He ruffles Alex’s hair and picks him up off the ground, settling him on his hip like a toddler. “How’s your mom?”
Alex reaches out and ruffles his hair right back. He cracks a tiny smile, and Alex cups his face and beams at him.
“Hi Percy!” He screams right in Percy’s face. Percy blinks, cringing a little. “Mom is really tired today. She can’t get out of bed because her bones hurt. But she says hi!” The child of Hermes (Percy is relatively sure) wiggles in his arms, so he releases him to the ground obediently.
“Tell her I said hi back,” He says, vaguely amused by this game of telephone. “No school today?”
“No school on Fridays,” Alex sings. Percy nods.
“Nice, dude.” He offers his fist, and Alex bumps it with his own, pulling away with an explosion noise. “I’m off to find Margot. Stay out of trouble, but you have my number.” He’d remembered his phone the day after he met the little hellions, and gave them little pieces of paper with his name and number on it to give to their parents and to memorize. Sandy was very proud of the little song she’d made of it to remember. Honestly, so was Percy.
“Bye, Percy!” Alex shouts, tugging on his pants before bolting back to his apartment and slamming the door behind him. This time, Percy does scoff out a laugh.
“Jeez. Doesn’t even need the flying shoes,” He mutters, shoving his hands in his pockets and starting his search for Margot. Riptide fits into his grasp like an old friend.
It’s not long before he picks up a second shadow. Percy’s in a grouchy enough mood as it is, and it’s Annabeth’s birthday . Dealing with it is not his priority, so he refuses to acknowledge his unwanted companion and starts his search in Margot’s most common alleys. He’s glanced over three of them before whatever it is stalking him comes out.
“Oh.” He blinks. “Red Helmet Man. You’re not what I was expecting at all.”
Red Helmet Man steps out of the shadows in a way that would have been vaguely threatening if Percy hadn’t stood in front of- a lot of different people, now that he thinks about it…
“It’s Red Hood,” Red Helmet Man says irritatedly.
“Right,” Percy says, turning around absentmindedly and pursuing the next hiding spot.
He’s stood in the Pantheon of the Gods, so definitely some heavy hitters in an Olympic Throne Room.
“What are you looking for?” Red Helmet Man asks.
And there was Kronos and his brothers. The giants. The Fates.
“Hey,” Red Helmet Man says, buzzing like a fly. “Hello?” The next alley is empty. Percy sighs.
Gaea, obviously. Nyx. Tart-
“Hey!” Red Helmet reaches out, maybe to grab his arm, maybe just to tap it. Percy takes a smooth step out of his reach and looks straight at him.
“Maybe you can help me,” He says. Red Helmet Man throws his hands up in the air exasperatedly. “I’m looking for that little girl from last week. Margot? She said you check on her.” And she was right. Several times on Percy’s routes, he nearly stepped into Helmet’s line of sight.
“I set her up near Pine and 2nd,” Helmet says. “Got a couple people over there that are always around to keep an eye out for her.”
Percy turns in that direction. “You’ve had a change of heart,” He comments. He can’t help but stir the pot. Helmet walks next to him.
“I’ve kept an eye on you. I think you’re fine,” He says to Percy. Percy chooses to ignore the implication that he’s been, and possibly is still being, spied on.
“Helmet,” He says flatly, pressing a hand to his heart. “Your approval is everything to me. So what’s your deal, anyway? Gang lord-”
“ Crime lord-”
“With a love for children- wait, no. Who loves kids- hm. Who is very protective of the Alley’s younger population. How’s that going?” Helmet has been silent but he can feel his vicious side-eye. Percy can’t help but smile. “Helmet, you’re bringing me maximum joy right now. Thanks, I needed this.”
“Red. Hood. Hood ,” Helmet hisses through what sounds like grit teeth. “It was going better before an annoying teenager started crawling around my Alley.”
“Okay. Do you know what I’m saying when I say rizz?” Helmet recoils like Percy just spit in his face. “Yeah. No way you’re much older than me, pal.” Helmet stays silent again. Percy definitely won that.
When they cross the street on Pine, Percy takes a second to look around the area. It feels… bad. Not that it looks much worse than any other part of the Bowery, but he’s picking up some seriously awful vibes. But there’s no Monster Donut, no Titans walking down the sidewalk, no empousai watching from shop windows. Percy is in Gotham. Percy is safe.
Except this feeling has kept him alive. And he knows something isn’t right. He twists, scanning for anything out of the ordinary, hoping desperately for some obvious display of hostility.
Nothing. The only strange thing about the street is that it’s empty for a Friday morning.
“You got someone after you, kid?” Helmet asks warily, eyeing Percy with those bright lenses.
“Always,” Percy says thoughtlessly before scowling. “But I have a really bad feeling right now. It isn’t safe here, for Margot. Find her somewhere else.” He starts towards 2nd with a new purpose, hearing Helmet follow him swiftly.
“It’s the safest place in the Alley for her,” Helmet retorts.
“Not for her ,” Percy says, his voice coming out darker than he means it to. He clears his throat. Maybe you have a base you can take her to?”
“Hey, kid? Crime lord. Not babysitter. I’m not keeping a 6 year old anywhere near live ammunition.” Percy slows down at the mouth of the alley and Helmet motions to a door hidden in the shadows. He steps forward and does a complicated series of knocks. “And what d’you mean, ‘for her ’?”
“7 and a half,” Percy corrects. “And-”
The door swings open and Margot spills out and makes a beeline for Percy. He doesn’t even let her crash into his legs like Alex did; he intercepts her and swings her into his arms, and her tiny little fingers bury into the back of the collar of his shirt under his hoodie.
“Percy!” She cries, before anyone can get a word out. She sounds terrified. “There are monsters here .”
Percy’s head snaps up and he tries to peer inside through the gap between the door and its frame. Out of the corner of his eye, he sees Helmet doing the same.
“Inside?” He asks sharply, relocating her weight to one arm and digging out Riptide with his free hand.
“Everywhere,” She whimpers into his shoulder.
“I know, sweetheart, I know,” Percy murmurs, looking around again, and again finding nothing. “I feel them too.” He adds quietly, hoping that no one else heard that. Helmet’s lenses, which had been fixed to his face, move down to his pen.
“Don’t leave me,” She begs him, pulling back to look him in the eye. She still hadn’t been acquainted with a shower, although it appeared someone went to town on her face with a wet wipe. Her eyes are big and watery and scared. For a split second, she really does look just like Nico, despite their clearly different features.
“Gods,” Percy scoffs playfully, sticking Riptide in his mouth and speaking around it to push Margot’s bangs out of her eyes. “Are all of you equipped with puppy dog eyes? Huh?” He bounces her and she giggles tiredly, putting her head back down on his shoulder. He leaves the door behind them, stopping on the corner of Pine again, where the feeling of evil recedes a little. Even still, he puts a claw to his heart and then pushes outwards.
“Hey,” He says to Margot. “What do you say to going to the library?” She perks up in his arms. “Today’s my friend’s birthday, so I was gonna go to the park, and then the library, and then go get ice cream. What do you think?”
“Ice cream!” She chirps. Maybe she’s too big to be carried around, but he’s too tense to put her down. He still feels the crawling sensation, like he needs to be ready to run, and he likely won’t settle until they are back at his apartment.
“Wanna get clean first?” He suggests. She cheers quietly and he smiles.
From behind him, keeping to Percy’s right side and in just the bare edge of his peripheral, Helmet says, “What’s with the pen?”
Percy resigns himself to having a full day of two shadows and the 7 year old in his arms, even though it’s Annabeth’s birthday and he kind of wants to knock Helmet out and lose him. Riptide is still flipping lightly between his fingers.
“Safety,” Percy says, snickering to himself at Helmet’s aggravated silence. “Are you gonna follow me around all day?”
“I’m with the little lady,” Is all Helmet says, which is really annoying, because actually Percy is with the little lady. He doesn’t say that for Helmet’s sanity, much to his ungratefulness. He stalks along behind Percy, radiating irateness that Percy feels is undeserved. Hey, he doesn’t want Helmet here either.
It takes them a little less than half an hour to get to Percy’s apartment, where he sets Margot down in front of the bathroom door. Helmet stands in the mouth of the hallway.
“Oh shi- shoot. I don’t know if I have clothes for you,” Percy realizes. Helmet snorts. Percy turns and walks into his room, aware that his two nosy guests have elected to take it as an invitation to follow him in. He’s glad Annabeth’s sword is tucked away.
After digging through his dresser, he finds a shirt that used to be… Leo’s? Hazel’s? He had acquired it sometime after Gaea went down but before he went home to his Mom. It’s the smallest shirt he owns. He finds a pair of Annabeth's old shorts and swallows heavily before turning around and showing them to Margot, who is directly behind him. From the doorway, Helmet looks around the room passively.
“How about this,” Percy says gently. “How about you shower, and I throw your clothes in the washer, and you wear these until they’re all clean, and you can have them back?” That solves the underwear and socks problem.
“Okay!” Margot snatches the clothes out of his hand and squeezes between one of Helmet’s massive thighs and the doorframe.
“Towels in the bathroom closet!” Percy calls. He hears the bathroom door slam shut, open in roughly 15 seconds, and then slam shut again. Helmet looks over his shoulder towards the bathroom and laughs, disappearing and returning with a bundle of filthy clothing.
“Where’s your washer?” He drawls, and steps aside to let Percy lead him down the hall, through the living room, and into the kitchen, where another door opens to a stacked in-unit washer and dryer. Helmet whistles. “Y’know what, nice digs, kid.”
Percy smiles a little. “Thanks, man.” He drifts into the living room before abruptly thinking about Nico. “Uh, you can help yourself to the kitchen, couch, whatever. I’m gonna make a phone call in my room.” Helmet starts the load of clothes before regarding Percy briefly, saying nothing. Percy takes that as an agreement and closes his bedroom door behind him. Turning to Tyson’s fountain, he turns the two hippocampi away from each other, creating a fine mist.
“Iris, O Goddess of rainbows,” Percy whispers. “Accept my offering.” He throws a Drachma into the mist, and it shimmers promisingly. “Show me Nico di Angelo.”
Slowly, an image fills out. Nico’s sitting cross-legged in an orange-brown corduroy armchair that, frankly, is a crime against humanity. He has a knitted red throw blanket thrown over his shoulders, and he’s paging through a book, clearly not reading. His eyes keep darting toward something out of frame.
“Nico,” Percy says quietly. Nico jumps about two feet into the air, and he curses, dropping his book. Out of frame, Percy hears Will laugh.
“ Percy!? ” Nico sits up straight.
“Shhh!” Percy glances toward his closed door and wonders at the chance any of this conversation will be private. He points to his ear and then motions toward the door, and Nico nods. “Hey.”
“ I was gonna call later tonight, ” Nico says, his voice mellow like it always is nowadays (until it isn’t). “ How’s your July 12th going? ” He purposefully doesn’t define the date’s significance. Percy swallows hard.
“Oh, you know. Going to the library today. There’s a carnival, but.” He looks down at Nico’s knee, and then past the Iris message to the fountain. “I can’t.” He takes a deep breath and meets Nico’s eyes again. “But there’s, uh, something else, too!” Nico’s eyes, previously solemn, narrow in suspicion at his tone.
“ Why’d you say it like that? ” He asks, getting closer to the Iris message.
“Ha, haha, funny story,” Percy begins, looking around. “So you know that sister you have?” He winces. Bad way to start, considering they both know Nico has had more than one sister. Nico makes a ‘get on with it’ gesture with his hand. “I found another one.”
Silence for one long moment. Nico bluescreens. Then, he explodes.
“What!?” He jumps up. “ Will! ”
“ What!? ”
“ How old is she? ” Nico asks, leaning close and staring at Percy with wide eyes.
“ How old is who? ” Will asks from out of frame.
“ New sister. Percy?”
“She’s 7 and a half,” Percy says proudly. “And she’s got nowhere to stay, so I might be-”
“ Percy, tell me you aren’t taking a child into your care, ” Will says, looking aghast when he leans over Nico into frame.
“Well,” He begins, unsure where he’s going with this.
“ I think it’ll be good for him, ” Nico declares, clearly talking to Will and ignoring Percy.
“Hey,” Percy says.
“ Honey, ” Will says, his tone skeptical. “ Percy can’t even take care of himself. Look at those eye bags. ” They both turn in eerie sync to leer at his fucking eye bags. Which is so hypocritical of Nico.
“Hey!” Percy protests louder this time. He is, once again, ignored.
“ But a 7 and a half year old would totally tire him out. Plus, Percy’s great at taking care of kids. He’s a counselor! ”
“ Good enough to say no to puppy dog eyes? ” Will challenges.
“ Well, if it’s important - ” Nico hedges.
“Excuse me!” Percy nearly shouts. “Hi, hello, favorite cousin here, guy who’s funding this shit session, what the Hades. I can take care of myself! And say no to puppy dog eyes!” He lies, spreading his arms out and waving them around. They both give him dead stares. “Anyway. Margot!”
Nico’s face softens. “ Pretty name, ” He says quietly. Will presses a tan hand to his boyfriend’s pale face, cooing. Nico swats it away.
“I’m in Gotham right now-”
“ New Jersey? ” Nico crows incredulously.
“ Doesn't Batman live there? ” Will wonders at the exact same time.
Percy sighs. “I know, I shouldn’t be here, sacrilegious to my New York genes. The old horse said it was anti-our world. Hey, how’d you know the Batman’s real?”
“ What the hell is a bat man ,” Nico asks.
“ Batman is obviously real, Percy. Gods, I forgot you were too busy getting cooked in school to pay attention to history class. ”
“Hey, I listened great to Ch- Mr. Brunner’s lectures!” He defends. “Ancient Greek was my best subject.”
Nico and Will roll their eyes as their image starts to flicker.
“ We’ll swing by in a couple days, ” Nico calls out as the signal fades. Then he’s left facing a blank wall. Down the hall, he hears the bathroom door swing open.
“All done!” Margot calls. Percy emerges from his room and finds Margot staring up at Helmet, her hair in her eyes.
“How do you feel?” Percy asks, and she spins around and thunders up to him.
“Better,” She says. “No monsters here.”
“That is so true,” He agrees, tweaking her nose before picking her up and sweeping past Helmet. “We have to wait for your clothes, but then we can go start our day, okay?”
He plops her down on the couch. Helmet stands behind him as Percy opens his fridge and grimaces at the contents.
“What the hell,” Helmet says as Percy closes it and moves onto his cabinets. He finds a box of cheerios and gives them to Margot as Helmet snoops through the rest of the kitchen.
“What the hell,” He repeats, approaching Percy. “Your kitchen is empty!”
“To be fair,” Percy says tiredly, sitting down on a dining room chair. “I was not expecting guests.”
“Hey, smartass, you need to eat too,” Helmet snaps, crossing his arms and feeling weirdly intense. It’s a very Luke gesture. Percy looks away quickly.
“I eat,” Percy says defensively, a beat too late. Margot looks over and offers him the box of cheerios. “No, thank you, Margot.” She shrugs and returns to lining them up on her knee and then eating them one at a time. Very cute, but also very inefficient.
“That’s it,” Helmet says, uncrossing his arms. “I’m picking up breakfast. Any allergies?” He points at both of them, and when they both shrug, he turns and walks out the door without another word.
“Wow,” Percy says. “He’s serious about breakfast.”
“It’s the most important meal of the day,” Margot informs him.
“Traitor,” Percy mutters, and she giggles.
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Hood returns 10 minutes after Percy puts Margot's clothes in the dryer and finds both of them coloring on the floor. He stops in the doorway for a moment, studying both of them, before stepping through and locking the door behind him.
He tosses a plastic bag with three styrofoam boxes onto the table.
“Bone apple teeth,” Jason says, motioning towards the bag. Margot looks at him and puts her crayon down.
“No, it's bone app a t ee t!” She insists, standing up and stumbling over to the table, where Jason has gotten her pancakes. Well, great minds think alike.
Percy finishes coloring his fish and stands up to stretch. The coloring pages and crayons were a moving-in present from the Athena cabin. They're sea themed, of course. He can't really stay in the lines very well.
“Pancakes?” Percy asks, walking over and accepting his styrofoam box. Helmet nods and pulls out his own box, following Margot back to her spot on the floor and sitting next to her. Percy joins them, pushing the coloring pages to the side.
Percy starts to wonder how Helmet is actually going to eat when he removes his helmet with a faint hiss . He still has a mask on, but it doesn't hide most of his features. Percy eyes the white streak in his hair with curiosity and backhanded nostalgia.
He returns his gaze to his pancakes.
“Nice fish,” Helmet says, nodding at his coloring page. Percy, fingers already somehow sticky with syrup, grins.
“Thanks. His name's John.” Helmet tilts his head at him.
“Oh, mine is Kelly! Mine is Kelly,” Margot tells them seriously through a mouthful of pancake. Percy blanches.
“Why Kelly ?” He groans. Helmet chuckles. “Why not, like, Susan ?”
“Ex girlfriend?” He asks.
“Fuck no, she'd eat me.” Literally.
“You said a bad word,” Margot accuses. Percy throws his hands up, and Helmet laughs.
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They get to the park around 1PM when the sun has just past its highest peak. It’s unnaturally nice outside. Percy keeps his hoodie on and brings a backpack, and Margot insists on wearing his smallest jacket (a black zip up with some grunge band on the back that Thalia left in his cabin ages ago) to match him. Helmet, who leaves his leather jacket at Percy's apartment (which is an ominous promise) flits in and out of his line of vision around the park.
He lays out the blanket he brought on the grass (not his comforter- he couldn't handle that) and splits his time between watching Margot and staring at the tops of buildings cutting harsh lines across the sky and reminiscing about Annabeth’s birthday before the whole Luke fiasco. Percy ends up carrying the jacket for Margot when she gets too warm playing on the equipment. He considers the red bucket on Helmet's head and wonders how hot it gets out in the sun.
“Percy,” Margot calls from the swings. “Come push me!”
He groans when he stands up, gathering the blanket and Margot's jacket and stuffing it back in his backpack.
He pushes Margot on the swings for a while before they move onto the library. Percy's lost sight of Helmet but there's a big guy with his hood up- like, a real hood- in the library near the colorful children's section, so Percy can make his own assumptions. He leads Margot over to the bright shelves, narrowing his eyes and trying desperately to read the titles.
“Where's your friend?” She asks him as he's halfway through Harry Potter and the.
“What?”
“It's your friend's birthday,” She points out. “Am I going to meet your friend?”
Percy looks down at her eyes, unrelenting in their stare, and then away, towards the section in the back. He doesn't bother to read the label of the section, but he sees a picture of Julius Caesar.
“No. She, uh,” Percy pauses, unsure of how to continue. “Her name was Annabeth. She's not here anymore.”
“She died?” Margot asks solemnly in that serious way of hers. Percy nods.
“Yeah, sweetheart, she died,” He agrees in a thick voice, tucking her hair behind her ear. They go back to looking at book titles before he remembers that she probably can't read either, and they only stay for about 10 more minutes walking around solely for the atmosphere before leaving.
“What was Annabeth like?” Margot asks as they walk to the ice cream shop. “When did she die?”
“She was the smartest person I'd ever known,” He says roughly. “She'd read through a book in an hour and then sit there and tell me why it was awful. She'd design these crazy builds and somehow just know the math for it. And she was fearless. She always had my back. She was a brutal warrior. She can work a sword, but you should see her with Luke's dagger.” He shakes his head, thinking about the time he would spend between enemies in the midst of battle just glancing over at her to watch her fight. “She died a year ago this July.” Margot nods, and he opens the door to the ice cream shop for her.
“Who's Luke?” She asks as they go to the self-serve bar. He considers ignoring her question and grabs a small cup for her.
“pick out a flavor,” He instructs. “Luke is also gone.”
“Do you have any alive friends?” She asks, frowning at him. He frowns back.
“Yes,” He says pointedly. “Now pick a flavor.”
She points to vanilla. He fills up her cup and hands it to her to carry.
“Can I meet any of them?”
He grabs his own cup and fills it with blue raspberry sorbet.
“Well.” They set their ice cream on a scale and he hands a 20 to the cashier. Then they go sit down at a table. He gives Margot her jacket back since the A/C is really blasting. “My cousin Nico and his boyfriend Will really want to meet you. They’re coming in a few days.” Margot sits up straighter.
“That's a cousin, not a friend,” Margot says. Then she registers the second part. “They’re visiting?” She sounds elated and Percy laughs.
“I’m as excited as you,” Percy promises. “I haven’t seen Nico and Will since the wa- uh, since last September.” He leans close. “You and Nico are gonna get along really well. He’s spooky just like you.” Whether or not she understands what Percy is implying is moot, because Margot’s excitement is already palpable.
On the way home, Helmet makes an appearance again- well, Margot doesn’t seem to notice him, but Percy has a hard time missing the feeling of eyes on his back. When he enters the apartment with her, Helmet has already made it inside and is lounging languidly on the couch, sans red headpiece.
“Make yourself at home,” Percy says dryly. Margot giggles and scrambles to the bathroom. He watches after her, shaking his head. Kids and their endless need to get somewhere as fast as possible. Nico is the exact same way; Percy’s seen him shadow travel to and from different rooms before.
“So what are you gonna do with the kid?” Helmet asks. His tone, surprisingly, isn’t hostile. Instead it contains only mild curiosity. His hands are behind his head, far away from his weapons. Percy almost relaxes, hands conveniently in his pockets.
“Well, ideally, feed her,” Percy says, purposefully leaving Helmet’s inquiry into his long term plans (or his plans for later tonight, whatever) unanswered. “Any order-in recommendations? “
Helmet sighs, sitting up and stretching his (massive) arms over his head.
“How about I make you dinner for the special occasion?” Helmet suggests, something pointed in his tone. Percy stops moving.
“Special occasion?” He repeats. There’s no way he could’ve missed Helmet’s involvement with all things Greek, Godly, or mythical, right?
“Your friend’s birthday,” Helmet says. Right. He was at the library.
“You’re not very good at being inconspicuous or playing dumb, are you?” Percy says, his fingers uncurling around Riptide as he moves past Helmet deeper into the apartment towards his room.
“Well, when you’re made, what’s the point in stealth?” Helmet retorts. He gets up and heads towards the kitchen. So as long as he stays far from Percy, Percy is indifferent. He changes out of his jeans and into pajama bottoms and leaves Annabeth’s shorts from earlier outside of the closed bathroom door for Margot to change into.
Helmet is puttering around the kitchen like he lives with Percy, confidently heating… something up on the stove. Which is strange, because this morning Percy did not have a single scrap of food in his possession besides American cheese and a head of rotting lettuce. And mustard, obviously.
“Where’d you get food?” Percy asks, trying to see around Helmet into the pot. His body is just too broad, though, and eventually Percy gives up and slouches on the back of the couch.
“Went grocery shopping. You’re welcome,” Helmet grunts, stirring his concoction. Margot comes out in Annabeth’s shorts and climbs onto the couch, folding her hands in her lap. Percy considers her.
“So,” He asks her quietly. “What’s the plan? Wanna find somewhere else to stay, or do you want-”
“I want to stay with you,” Margot cuts him off, looking at him imploringly with big brown-black eyes. He raises an eyebrow at her.
“Gonna need stuff to keep you busy when you’re not at school then, huh?” He says, ruffling her hair and looking around his suddenly noticeably bare apartment. “And probably some clothes…” Percy cannot believe he’s just acquired a child. Just like that. A month into living in Gotham.
He can almost hear Annabeth laughing at his pain.
Seaweed Brain.
Helmet dishes out their plates and lo and behold, it’s pasta. Percy inhales his like a vacuum cleaner, and gets seconds (and then thirds). Margot eats hers pretty quickly, too. Percy is beginning to wonder about the cost of groceries for a growing teenage-ish boy and a growing baby child.
Helmet finishes his bowl too, and Percy provides Margot with another coloring book (shark themed) before gathering up the dishes and bringing them to the sink.
Helmet just stands there, observing Percy, leaning back against the wall with his head at that tilt he always keeps it.
“What?” Percy snaps. Margot jumps a little.
“What’s the next move?” Helmet asks, inclining his head slightly toward Margot.
“She’s sleeping over,” Percy says. “As per request. For the indefinite future.”
“Right.” Helmet stays still before sighing. “How are you gonna register her for school? Who’s gonna watch her while you’re at work? Do you make enough money to support a child? Is your lifestyle safe enough to include a child?”
Percy blinks.
“You had those at the ready,” He says, his brow furrowing.
“It’s an unfortunately useful checklist that I break out unfortunately often, I can assure you,” Helmet mutters. Whatever that means. Percy considers his checklist.
“Well, I think I can afford it,” Percy muses. “I’ll be recruiting my cousin to help me soon. I… don’t know about the school stuff. You’re telling me Gotham doesn’t have a system in place for homeless kids?” He ignores the safety question, for now. Not like Margot’s life would be any more safe without him in it, probably. Now she actually has a demigod to watch over her- and Percy’s no chump with a sword or in a fight- she’s safer than she was before.
Helmet regards him with those white lenses in his domino, his mouth a flat unreadable line. Percy assumes he does most of his emoting with his eyebrows and eyes, which are inconveniently hidden from his sight.
“There kind of is,” Helmet answers, sounding thoughtful. “I’ll find you some resources, I guess, if you’re really committed to this.” He pushes off the wall and scoops his Helmet up from the table, securing it over his head. As he’s walking out the door, he waves over his shoulder and disappears into the night. Percy locks the door behind him and Margot meets his eyes when he looks over at her.
“So dramatic,” He tells her seriously. She nods just as grimly.
He doesn’t give her long before leading her to his room and tucking her in. He can take the couch until further notice.
Percy misses the sound of the fountain as he stares up at the ceiling of his living room, and tries desperately to fall asleep.
Notes:
i wasn't going to post this yet but then i thought, what the hell, sure. i have 1 billion notes written so strap in and here we go:
>this is not new52 compliant if anyone is wondering abt where we are rn. takes place 01 yr post darkseid, so batman died and returned, dick wore the cowl, damian robin, red hood 2nd crazy arc, blah blah blah. timmy has his titans buddies back. idk if they'll ever even show up i just need you guys to know that bart allen is alive and okay.
>canon compliance as far as greater PJ universe… idk. is trials of apollo happening in this? no. am i still going to make piper a lesbian? it's my duty, my right, and my genuine pleasure. idk if she'll even be in this. i just want you to know that she's wlw here. i know percy's hair being white isn't technically canon compliant anymore but. i can have white strip hair percy who looks in the mirror and thinks of annabeth and the titan's curse events and also batfam thinking percy's been lazarus'ed as a treat
>some of the scenes in the following chapters were brought to me so violently that i wrote them down early, but i havent written dick's appearance yet and i Literally Cannot Wait for nightwing and percy to interact. they're the same person. idc.
>very excited to expand on nico and percy's dynamic too. i haven't read toA or tSatS but regarding the latter i've read parts to research for this fic and wow it's actually so fire
LOTS of jason, sorry. more bats will eventually pull up it's just that jason feels so natural to write and also makes the most sense.
hope everyone's chillin, ur comments made me jump up and down and clap and scream (in a good way) so thank u so much. tim/percy coming... eventually....
>also sorry abt the messy formatting. i just truthfully cannot be bothered
Chapter 4: no good, very bad day (part 1)
Summary:
Percy closes his eyes and really wishes his day was going differently.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
July 12th, the Bowery, Gotham City. 23:40
Jason wants to slam his head repeatedly into a wall. And then slam his fists repeatedly into some faces.
Perseus “Percy” Jackson. A random teenager who showed up a month ago and recently gained a flock of Alley kids. A teenager with bright green eyes and a distinguishable patch of gray buried in his curls. A teenager with a concerning history, based on a single Google search. A teenager with a friend who died last July, somehow , even though there’s no Earthly record of it, and one who always knows Jason’s there. At least he’s terrible with technology and misses every single one of the bugs Jason’s left floating around, though they don't work in his apartment, strangely. The kid’s got a damned flip phone.
In lieu of slamming any of his body parts into anything, he slams the door of his safehouse shut behind him. As soon as he walks in, he curses.
Tim has made a home on his couch, it seems. He’s got his laptop propped on his lap and a big fluffy blanket around his shoulders. Jason shoots him a scowl and stalks towards his room to strip out of his gear.
It took Tim and Jason a long time to work out their problems. Mainly Jason's problems with Tim, and the fact that he tried to murder him multiple times. He wasn't easily forgiven and he shouldn't have been, because it was a terrible thing he did to the kid. Terrible things .
For some reason, it doesn't stop Tim from being strangely clingy.
“How’d you know I’d be here?” Jason calls irritatedly, pulling on a stretched red long sleeve shirt with Star City’s logo faded across it. He shimmies into baggy sweatpants as Tim replies.
“This is your favorite safehouse,” His little brother lies to his face as he returns to the living room. Jason is pretty certain Tim has hidden a tracker somewhere on his person and recognized his route home. “What’s wrong with you?”
“Case,” Jason grumbles, a half-truth. He’s given up on calling Tim out for his stalking because it turns out he’s completely shameless.
“Me too,” Tim says commiseratingly, his fingers moving rapidly across his laptop’s keyboard. Jason doesn’t want to imply having interest in whatever Tim’s working on, even though, much to his chagrin, he is interested. Tim seems to not care either way, or maybe he’s just figured out how to read Jason, because he elects to share more.
“There’s some sort of weird smuggling operation going on,” Tim starts. “Remember the history thing Dick and I told you about last week that he, Cass, Damian and I went to? Full of really weird Ancient Greek stuff. I know they’re hiding going on: "there’s a gap in where their funding’s coming from and I just get a really weird vibe from the whole thing.” He stops, frowning, like he’s hesitating on whether or not to continue, before continuing. “And then there’s this security guard.” Jason points to the kitchen with raised eyebrows, a silent did you eat , to which Tim replies with a deadpan look that says, what the hell do you think . Jason sets to work on making a sandwich for the kid before he wastes away.
“He’s just… I don’t know. At first it was just his aura. Completely freaky. It felt like the air was heavy. You’re a nerd-”
“Hey!”
“You know when books say the air is ‘charged'? Like in a figurative sense? It felt like the air was quite literally carrying an electric current. And he had these eyes.” Tim frowns deeper. “Freaky eyes, Jason, like yours. And he seemed to know something about one of the exhibits. I did some research on the company he works for and they’re contract hires, so someone chose him on purpose.”
Jason hums, half listening as he hands the kid the sandwich and then settles down next to him, flicking on the TV.
“And then , I googled him, obviously, and it’s the weirdest history ever.” Jason grunts. He knows all about weird search results recently. “Like, when he was 12, he was part of this crazy nationwide manhunt or something.” Wait. “He blew up the St. Louis Arch!” Tim tosses his hands in the air as Jason looks over at him dumbly. “And his name is Greek, too. Perseus Jackson. Not to mention, he looks like he’s been in a Pit.” Tim side eyes him, but Jason is too busy thinking about his little brother also discovering the giant Percy shaped question mark walking around Crime Alley.
“That’s my case,” Jason blurts before he can think about it. Tim snaps his entire body toward Jason in a move that’s eerily similar to Dick when he gets cuddle fever. Luckily, Tim is much stranger, and so he sort of just vibrates in place.
“What do you know.” Tim is not asking. His eyes cut into Jason like cleavers, and Jason feels a small trickle of unease.
“Not much,” Jason admits reluctantly. “I know him as Hood. He seems okay, though. Definitely a New Yorker. Got a couple kids following him around, recently took one into his care.” He thinks. “She’s a little girl that keeps saying Percy’s like her , so maybe he’s meta? She thinks he has a sword but I’ve never seen him with a weapon. Nothing suspicious in his apartment either.” Well, as far as Jason had found, besides a lot of books in Ancient Greek, that really weird fountain in his bedroom, and pictures of people that gave Jason memorial vibes. He tells Tim as much. “Maybe he’s got a hobby.”
Tim grimaces, clearly not buying it.
“There’s something weird with him. Dick did his classic ‘oops i didn’t mean to bump into you’ conversation starter and Perseus broke his ankles, Jason. Dick Grayson got his ankles broken by a random civilian. ”
“Hmm,” Jason says, loath to admit any failures but feeling better about it after the information about Dick. “He always knows when I’m tailing him, too. Always . Keeps his hand in his pocket like he’s packing heat, but all he’s got is a ballpoint pen.” Which infuriates Jason to no end. Percy doesn’t carry around paper, gum, or any form of ID. He rarely has his phone on him, as far as Jason can tell. Just that stupid pen.
“Well, he’s a night owl. Steph and Cass saw him the night before the exhibition at a coffee shop, at like, 3AM. Cass thinks he’s not a civilian at all, and his history is so weird after the whole thing when he was 12.” Tim tugs at his hair. “I mean, the guy goes to school just like normal, and then he’s suddenly missing for 6 months, and then he shows up alone in California ? And then Alaska? ” Tim shakes his head. “He was last seen in Rome a year ago, with a group of kids his age.” And yours, Jason doesn’t say. “They left without him and some blonde girl they were with and he hasn’t been seen since. Now he’s here in Gotham. I don’t understand.”
“He said his friend died last July,” Jason starts, feeling a little wrong for sharing the conversations he overheard. “Today was her birthday.”
“Did he say a name?” Tim asks, still staring at him intensely. Jason almost asks him to tone it down.
“Annabeth?”
“Annabeth Chase.” Tim scowls. “She was with him during the manhunt incident. I’m pretty sure she’s also the girl who vanished with him in Rome.” He studies his laptop screen, finally tearing his scary eyes away from Jason. Then he looks up again. Jason stifles a groan. “Do you think he killed her? Do you think he’s involved in this weird smuggling thing?”
“No and I don’t know. He’s pretty messed up about her death still, I think.” Jason knows . He heard Percy answer the phone in his apartment, bits and pieces of the conversation filtering through his bedroom door. He heard the notes of pain in Percy’s voice as he described Annabeth to Margot. “I’m pretty sure he was in love with her,” Jason adds. Tim just hums, hyperfocused on his computer screen, and Jason resigns himself to hearing about Percy Jackson until the mystery is solved. He’s not sure why, but he’s invested.
“Eat your sandwich,” He reminds Tim. Nothing about Percy makes much sense.
He intends to change that.
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???? ?? Park Row, ?? ??
Percy’s standing on a sidewalk on the edge of a wide empty street. He doesn’t recognize the area and he’s not really sure when he left his apartment, but he’s pretty sure this is the Crime Alley, as in Park Row. Helmet is probably around nearby.
To his left, there is a road that stretches for miles and miles. He can’t determine what color the sky is. When he turns to his right, his stomach drops.
The street drops off. He doesn’t need to look to know how deep the drop is. He’s fallen down it before. The wind pulls insistently at his hair and clothes. A newspaper tumbles past and he picks it up. The date in the corner is in a language he doesn’t know. The headline says something about Brutal and Tragedy and there’s a picture.
A picture of Margot.
He drops the newspaper and it tumbles away, blowing down the street and bouncing into the hole where the jagged asphalt stops.
Standing where she wasn’t before, Margot looks up at him from three feet away. Her face is blank.
“Margot?”
There’s spider silk. Around her ankle. It yanks her back and she falls to the ground, reaching for him. He tries to move towards her but his feet won’t budge, and she screams Percy as she’s pulled into the pit, her face morphing into Annabeth’s as she disappears from sight.
The dream shifts. Percy’s looking down at the street from the top of a building. He turns and Helmet is next to him, looking down at the pit. When he takes his helmet off, Percy stops breathing.
It’s Luke. It’s Luke.
“How could you let her die?” He asks. It’s not Kronos’ cold, grating voice, and it’s not the manic, bitter Luke that sicced a pit scorpion on him or lashed out at him on a cruise ship. He sounds just like he did when he asked Percy for the knife. Desperate, afraid, resigned.
All around them, the air turns poisonous. The sky darkens into a deep, reddish black. Under their feet, the building shifted into the harsh, rocky edge of a cliff.
“At least I did the right thing,” Luke hisses at Percy, bleeding from his side under his arm. He pushes Percy off the cliff. Percy falls, reaching out for anything, anyone-
Percy lands on a solid surface with a loud thump . His heart is pounding and everything is blurry. He can’t see anything but the solid white sky. He clambers to his feet, Riptide in his hand, chest heaving. His foot slides on something on the floor and he looks down.
It’s a paper depicting a poorly colored whale shark. It's black with blue spots and white eyes. On the top of the page, Percy makes no sense of the scribbled handwriting. Is that an N?
Wait. Percy takes a deep breath, his pulse slowing. He glances at the oven clock. He’s in his living room. In his apartment. It’s 2 in the morning.
July 15th, Gotham City, New Jersey, 01 A.T.
Percy is at home. He takes another big breath and drops down onto the couch, running a hand through his hair.
“Fuck,” He whispers, rubbing his face.
At least I did the right thing .
It was just a dream. It’s nonsensical. It could be referring to any one of his mistakes leading up to this moment. It could mean anything. He shouldn’t think about it. He tries to think about Annabeth instead.
Annabeth holding tight to his hand. Annabeth dragging him onto a beach of glass. Annabeth swinging her bone sword next to him.
Annabeth pushing him down to the ground. Annabeth standing over him, her sword landing by his foot. Annabeth, her eyes wide and her mouth open around his name. There is a fist through her stomach. She does not look down at it. She just says Percy .
At least I did the right thing.
“I couldn’t have stopped it,” He says out loud, his voice wavering. He sounds like a liar even to himself. He wants Annabeth to say something, anything. He wants her to tell her that it wasn’t his fault. He wants her to coldly point out that it was. He wants her to yell at him, or swing her dagger, or judo flip him, or kiss him on the mouth, or hold him tight. He wants her to hold his face in her hands and look at him like he’s stupid and call him Seaweed Brain . He wants to pretend that it’s like when Hera wiped his memories, that it’s only distance that separates them, not mortality.
He’s unsuccessful. Percy puts his head in his hands and weeps.
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There's a creak of the wooden floorboard by the hallway, and Percy's next silent cry catches on his breath as he spins around.
It's Margot.
“Hi Percy,” She says quietly.
“Hi Margot. Did I wake you up?” She walks over to him slowly, like she's approaching a stray dog.
“No,” she says. “I had a nightmare.” Percy helps her up onto the couch next to him, and she leans into his side. He wraps an arm around her shoulder.
“Me too,” He tells her, looking down at where her little hands have found one of his.
Her fingernails are so small. She's so young. She's in so much danger and she's just a baby.
“Do you want to know what it was about?” Margot asks tentatively. When he looks up at her, she clarifies, “my nightmare.”
“What was it about?” Percy asks. Margot looks down, like she wasn't expecting him to say yes. Or like she's ashamed. “You don't have to tell me.”
“I lied to you about my mommy.” Margot looks at him guiltily. “I'm sorry.”
“It's okay,” Percy reassures immediately. “What about her?”
“She can't come back. Monsters took her. She's gone. ” Percy wants to ask about the monsters taking her but it's not what Margot's getting at. His chest feels heavy.
“Gone like- Annabeth?” He chokes halfway through the question, faltering over her name. Luke's face flashes across his vision, locked in a disappointed stare. Like he had expected the worst of Percy and Percy delivered.
Margot nods and wiggles closer to him, drawing his attention back.
“What was your nightmare about?” Margot asks.
Percy disentangles himself from her and leans back to put his head on the couch's armrest. She crawls on top of him and presses her head against his chest, right above his heart.
He sighs.
“Mine was about people who are gone, too.”
“Annabeth?”
“Yeah.”
“Luke?”
Percy squeezes his eyes shut. His next words come out strangled and hoarse.
“Yeah, Margot. I have this thing where I keep hurting people I care about.” He did not mean to say that. It's one of many speculations on what dream Luke meant. Margot stills on top of him.
Great job, Seaweed Brain. You've vented to a 7 year old. How do you feel?
Worse actually, thanks.
“You don't hurt me, Percy,” Margot says firmly, leaning over him to look him in the eyes.
“Kid, you've known me for a week.”
“Now I live in your house.” She puts her hands on either side of his face and squishes until he looks like a fish. “Now I'm wearing your clothes.” She sits up and proudly shows off the sweatshirt she must've pilfered from his closet. It makes him wonder about the sword hidden away and the odds of Margot finding it. Helmet's voice echoes annoyingly in his ear, something about live ammunition.
“You thief,” He accuses, gasping. “But that's not mine. It's my friend Frank's.”
“Alive?” Margot asks.
“Yes ma'am.”
“Good job Frank!” Margot cheers, and he laughs, some of the weight on his chest seeming lighter for a moment.
Percy has had Margot for three days this morning. He still hasn't gotten around to finding anything by way of entertainment past his coloring books for Margot; he's got to go to work eventually, because he's going to have to start using sick time soon. They'd gone thrifting for clothes the first day (and a dresser, which he put at the end of the hallway by virtue of it being impossible to fit in the bedroom). Then he took her to a department store to get underwear and socks, a backup toothbrush, her own choice in soap (she only picks out shampoo and conditioner. She insisted that they had to use the same body wash. Percy just threw the one he usually gets into the cart), and various other odds and ends.
Helmet stopped by yesterday, although it was unclear whether he meant for his presence to be known. He hadn't reacted either way to Percy's wave. He just stared with glowing lenses and then dipped.
Percy can do that too. He doesn't even need lenses, his eyes glow all on their own. He needs to remember to tell Helmet how stupid he looks next time he sees him.
“Hey! Hey!” Margot squishes his cheeks again to get his attention. She holds them there this time. “Are you listening? You distracted me!”
“What do you mean?” Percy tries to ask, but what comes out more like wah and Margot collapses into giggles, releasing his face.
“You're sharing your cousin with me!” She says all of a sudden, glaring at him determinedly. “You care about me!”
“Yes,” He agrees.
“You don't hurt me.” She lays back down on his chest and pulls the blanket up over them both. “You're good, Percy.”
You're just good, Percy .
Percy wraps his arms around Margot and breathes.
“Thank you, Margot.”
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The next time he wakes up, Percy is alone. The sun is peering through the living room window over his head and he can hear the shower running.
He sits up with a groan. The skin on his face feels hypersensitive when he rubs his calloused hands over it, and his eyes are impressively crusty. His skin feels sticky with sweat, probably from sleeping with a blanket and also a 7 year old child on top of him.
While he waits for his turn for the shower, he scrambles some eggs for Margot. The oven clock says it’s 7AM.
Percy’s stomach turns at the thought of eating. Every time he blinks, he sees Annabeth’s wide eyes, her mouth in the shape of his name. He sees Bob holding the button shut for him, Damasen charging Tartarus. He just knows, without a doubt, that they were killed- worse, likely absorbed like Hyperion and Krios, never to reform again. He sees Luke’s devastated face in the throne room. He sees Michael Yew go down with the bridge that Percy collapsed, Beckendorf’s hand coming down on his watch, his eyes squeezed shut. Percy takes the pan off the burner and turns it off, leaning over the oven with his eyes squeezed shut.
His blood bubbles restlessly, and he feels unusually on edge, adrenaline coursing through him like a river. He needs to fight, needs to hold the hilt of Riptide and not just its pen form. He needs to see some gold dust bursting around him. Monsters are easy, and he hasn’t had a real fight in a long time. He can handle monsters.
He thinks about Pine and 2nd Street.
Margot bursts out of the bathroom, running briefly to his room to deposit her dirty clothes in the hamper before joining him in the tiny kitchen. He smiles as he takes in the outfit she chose for herself. Her shirt is long-sleeved and brown, and she’s gotten mostly into a pair of light wash overalls, except for one of the straps, which hangs unbutton on her shoulder. She’s wearing striped blue socks and is wielding a hairbrush.
“Love your outfit,” Percy tells her honestly, helping her button the strap.
“Thank you!! Breakfast?” She asks hopefully. Percy gives her a plate of eggs with an unpeeled Cutie on it, and she carries it over to the table carefully with one hand. He follows behind and takes her hairbrush, gently detangling her hair as she eats.
“So,” Percy says. “How do you feel about a sleepover at Sandy’s house tonight?” He can feel the beginnings of a plan forming in his head, but he’s not leaving Margot all on her own with no way to contact him.
“Mr. Dennis won’t let me,” Margot says sullenly. Percy grimaces at the back of her head. He had finally met Dennis Bowlen, Sandy's father, the first day he’d had Margot and took her on his rounds with him. The middle-aged man had shaken Percy’s hand with fervor, thanking him for his service (needless to say, awkward. Percy couldn’t suppress his discomfort the whole time). He’d also reluctantly interacted with Margot, with Percy’s insistence. Percy is not against using whatever power he has for good, and especially for Margot.
“Nah, he’ll let you,” Percy says, his mind made up. “We can see if that’s something Sandy will be interested in when we swing by in a bit.” He sets the hairbrush down and exchanges it for Margot’s plate, which is already empty. She’s picking halfheartedly at the skin on the Cutie. “Did you brush your teeth?”
Margot stares at him.
“Yes,” She lies. Percy rolls his eyes.
“Go brush your teeth. I’ll be there in a sec.” She grumbles but trudges towards the bathroom. He huffs out a laugh under his breath, putting the dishes in the sink and resolving to wash them later. He joins Margot in front of the bathroom mirror and puts toothpaste on his toothbrush.
She spits out a mouthful of toothpaste.
“Are you still sad?” She asks, looking at his reflection imploringly. Percy briefly meets her eyes in the mirror before looking down at the sink. He takes his toothbrush out of his mouth.
“Nah,” He lies, and resumes brushing his teeth. Margot frowns at him and sticks her toothbrush back in her mouth. Percy spits. “Are you still sad?” Margot begins rinsing off her mouth and toothbrush.
“Sometimes,” She says solemnly. “But I’m okay right now.” He nods and copies her movements, depositing his toothbrush next to hers in the plastic cup by the faucet and following her to his bedroom, where she flops on the bed and he digs through his clothing for something to wear. He comes up with a ratty dark brown shirt to match Margot and his most worn pair of jeans. Then he pulls out his hoodie and Thalia’s zip up jacket and tosses the latter to Margot. It falls over her like a blanket where she lies face-down on the comforter.
“Leave in 15,” He calls over his shoulder, slipping into the bathroom. Margot makes a groaning noise into the mattress and he laughs to himself, closing the door behind him and turning on the shower. As he waits for the water to heat up, he studies his reflection with a degree of apathy, taking in his red rimmed eyes and dark circles and wild hair. His eyebrows have been nearly permanently furrowed this past year, his mouth set in a slight frown. He smiles. It looks extremely fake and vaguely threatening, then strips and climbs over the edge of the bathtub. The water running over his body soothes his aches from sleeping on the couch and then falling to the floor. It does nothing to soothe the ragged anxiety in his chest, or the cacophony of thoughts that bang disruptively around his head.
At least I did the right thing.
Percy, feeling sick again, finishes showering quickly. He finds Margot waiting on the living room floor, drawing her own picture on the back of a used coloring page. Probably the whale with blue spots from earlier.
“Alright, kiddo, get your shoes on.” He laces up his own Converse and waits patiently for Margot to tie hers, which she insisted he never help her with because “I can do it myself Percy, I’m a big girl.”
Their first destination is Sandy’s house. Mr. Dennis and Sandy are both waiting for him at the window. They both come out when he walks up the driveway.
Margot and Sandy immediately begin conspiring away from the adults, and Margot shoots him a big thumb’s up over his head as if to say she’s on board . He gives her a more subtle thumbs up back and greets Mr. Dennis.
“Hello, Percy,” Mr. Dennis says good naturedly. “You’re looking tired.”
“Ha, yeah. You know how it is,” Percy says, trying for a smile and knowing he doesn’t get any further than he had in the bathroom mirror based on Mr. Dennis’ growingly concerned look. “Hey, so, I have a favor to ask.”
“Oh?” The older man looks at him, then traces his gaze over to the kids.
“Can Margot spend the night?” Before Dennis can reply, Percy continues. “I am tired, Mr. Dennis. But there are monsters in the Alley, and I’m going after them. I just don’t want to leave Margot alone.”
Mr. Dennis scrutinizes him. Then he sighs, and Percy has to resist punching his fist in the air.
“I suppose,” The man says defeatedly. “If you two can live together and not be attacked, I’m sure we’ll be fine.”
Percy nods.
“I’ll send her over with some stuff from Hecate’s kids, too. Protection stuff.” He’s been meaning to distribute some protection sigils the campers had taught him last fall when he was still at camp, right after the (second) war.
Mr. Dennis looks pleasantly surprised.
“That’s mighty kind of you, Mr. Jackson.” He looks back towards the kids. “You just can’t help yourself, can you?”
“What?”
“Helping,” Mr. Dennis says, looking back at him. “It’s just your nature.”
“Uh, right. Thanks?” Percy tries for another smile and lands firmly on a grimace. “Margot and I should be going. Um. I’ll drop her off late afternoon sometime. Bye.” And then he retreats to the edge of the driveway again, waving Margot over and taking her hand as they leave.
“Success?” She asks, looking up at him. He smiles again, this time a real one.
“You bet,” He confirms. She shakes his hand in excitement.
It takes about 20 minutes to get to Alex’s apartment, who is waiting for them in the hall today. He slams into Percy, just like usual, and then bounces in a circle around Margot.
“Hi Percy! Hi Margot!” He yells excitedly. Percy waits for him to stop jumping and then ruffles his hair.
“Hi,” Margot says, quiet but happy.
“Hey Alex,” Percy says kindly. “How’re you and your Mom?”
Alex resumes jumping. “She’s good! She made me breakfast today! No cereal! And She’s taking me to school today instead of the bus!”
Percy and Margot cheer. Percy reminds him that he’s a phone call away and they take their leave.
“What say you to going to the store and picking out stuff for you to do at home?” Percy asks Margot, tugging her along in the direction of the bus stop. She shakes his hand again, more insistently. “Start thinking about it now, so you know kind of what you want when we get there,” He suggests. He knows, because he was Margot at some point, that it’s a fruitless endeavor. As soon as they get to the store, all of the possibilities will flood in. Everything at the thrift store is touchable, and he knows the urge intimately.
Maybe he’s still Margot…
Well, they’re cut from the same cloth, literally. Sort of. So it makes sense. The bus pulls up and comes to a stop with a hiss . They board and he takes her to the very back by the emergency exit, because he has a distinct hatred for being in buses and it manifests into a phobia. Not that he’d ever admit it.
Because of this not-phobia, he’s watching the entrance as the man boards the vehicle.
He’s huge and graceful, and Percy recognizes a threat when he sees one. His hood is up. Percy narrows his eyes, watching as the man comes down the aisle. He stops five rows in front of them. Percy’s already twirling Riptide in his fingers, and he clamps down on it in a firm grip as the man sits down in the outside seat.
He watches as the man pulls out a phone- cheap and likely disposable- and opens up a chat. He shoots off two messages and then pockets the device. The doors up front offer no other passengers and close with a quiet squeak.
“Percy, can we get a cat?” Margot asks, oblivious to his tension. She peers out the window as the bus begins to move, pulling out onto the road.
“I dunno, our apartment’s kind of small,” Percy says absently, still watching the big guy. He doesn’t give off monster vibes, and he’s the perfect amount of casual to remain normal, but Percy has a feeling about him.
“We should move then. So I can have a red blanket on my bed instead of blue. And a cat. Wait, can I have a racecar bed?” Margot turns to look at him and frowns, suddenly taking notice of his sharp expression, the stillness of his body, and Riptide’s cap catching the light and glinting faintly. She leans in close.
“What’s wrong? Is there a monster?” She whispers it loudly. Percy glances at her. It’s a quick flick of his pupils, but she immediately adopts his posture, gripping tightly to the elbow of his hoodie sleeve. He can’t- he wants to look at her and reassure her, and he wants to offer his hand, but he can’t look away from the big guy, waiting for him to move.
Big Guy shifts in his seat and Percy nudges Margot closer to the window and further behind the seat in front of them. He edges closer to the end of their seat, leaning forward slightly and watching unblinkingly as Big Guy clears his throat. The shape of his shoulders is familiar in its mass- this guy is probably as big as Helmet, and that guy’s a tank.
Wait.
Percy sees Big Guy’s fingers tap along his kneecap. Cargo pants, baggy hoodie loose around the waist but tight around the shoulders and chest, worn in combat boots that definitely have steel toes. Hood up. Percy narrows his eyes further.
“Why red, Margot?” He asks at a volume Big Guy’s sure to hear. “You like Helmet better than me?”
“No!” Margot insists, relaxing a little. “It’s for Lightning McQueen!”
Percy only half hears her as he watches Big Guy go still at his words.
This guy. Percy rolls his eyes and starts twirling Riptide again, leaning back into his seat and bumping Margot playfully. He’s pretty sure Helmet didn’t plan to see him here, so he feels a little more confident in giving her most of his attention.
“Good,” Percy says, ruffling her hair. She hisses at him, patting it down. Then, he pauses.
“You like Lightning McQueen more than me?” He asks indignantly, and Margot bursts into giggles, kicking her little legs back and forth. He resists a smile, trying not to look extremely fond and likely failing miserably.
“Nooooo,” She says, like a liar. Percy pokes her side and she dissolves into laughter again.
“I feed you, I water you, I give you clothes,” Percy lists.
“I’m not a plant! You can’t water me!” Margot cries, a little too loud for inside a bus, but Percy only grins.
“No, I’m pretty sure you’re a sprout of some kind. How else could you be so little?” Percy raises his eyebrows at her, as if another explanation isn’t feasible.
“I’m not little!” Margot insists. “You’re just a giant! You’re as tall as a building!”
“Better be careful I don’t squish you then,” He says, squishing her cheeks like she did to him earlier in the morning. “If you were in Cars, you’d be Doc, because you’re the boss.”
“You’d be the firetruck,” She tells him. He frowns down at her, and she giggles. “Just kidding.”
“Helmet would be Mater,” Percy says loudly, feeling smug because he knows the guy’s irritated by the tapping of his foot. Margot giggles again.
“Isn’t that the tow truck?” She asks, climbing into his lap. He looks down at her again.
“Have you seen the movie?” He asks incredulously, already knowing the answer. She sighs and looks up at him.
“How would I watch that movie, Percy?” She asks him with a tone strikingly similar to Annabeth’s when Percy said something really dumb.
“Good point,” He admits. “Well, we’ll watch it soon.” She nods and tells him everything she already knows about the movie, which is not much, but her delivery of such limited information is impressively spread over the entire half hour bus ride to the thrift store. Percy takes her hand as she follows him down the aisle to get off. As he passes Helmet, he glances down.
A white shock of hair peeks out from under the hood. Percy resists the urge to be a smartass. This fucking guy . As they exit the bus, he sees Helmet standing up, and he sighs. He allows Helmet space to follow them right up until they get to the entrance of the thrift store and then he stops, turning around.
“Dude,” Percy says to the empty sidewalk. Margot looks up at him confusedly, then looks around. “You’re not subtle.”
There’s a pause, and then Helmet materializes in front of Percy astoundingly abruptly, for such a big guy. He pulls his hood down and sighs. Margot gasps, looking up at Percy.
“How did you know he was there?” She demands, tugging his hand.
“That’s what I’d like to know,” Helmet agrees, also looking at Percy intensely.
“Hate to break it to you pal, but you’re fuc- freaking huge,” Percy says, unimpressed. Helmet frowns at him.
“Never made a difference before,” He says, still studying him.
“Look, man. We’re kind of busy, so I’ll catch you later or something.” He pulls on Margot’s hand and leads them into the thrift store, slightly peeved that Helmet follows them in. He exhales, trying to sound calm when he looks at him.
“Helmet,” Percy says, and is proud when it comes out only slightly bitchy. “What the hell do you want?” Helmet holds up his hands in surrender.
“Just shopping,” He claims, and then seems to think for a moment, visibly debating on his next words. Percy takes the time to really look at his face without the mask.
He’s young. Percy knew that, obviously, but his eyes are big and hurt and his eyebrows tattle on his thoughts. Huge and baby blue, though there’s a faint ring of vibrant green right around his pupil.
“My name’s Jason,” Helmet says finally, inclining his head towards the men’s clothing section. Percy lets Margot tug him by hand after Jason, fighting the very real impulse to completely ignore him and direct Margot to a different section.
“Cool,” Percy says flatly.
“I like your name,” Margot says, shooting Percy a reprimanding look. He scowls at her but she ignores him.
“Thanks, Margot. I like your name, too,” Jason says, grinning down at her. He looks up at Percy. “Your name’s interesting. Short for anything?”
Percy rolls his eyes again.
“No,” He says, just to watch Jason try not to call him out on the obvious lie, lest he reveal that he did his research. Percy decides to save him the trouble. “You already know my name. You probably know my Mom’s name too, and every other person I’ve appeared in a newspaper with. You’re a stalker, Jason. I have faith that you’re not as bad at it as you are at being sneaky.”
He says that last part just to get under his skin. He knows he’s abnormally aware of his surroundings, and most people probably don’t ever pick up on his presence, based on his reactions and what he’s told Percy. Regardless, it’s funny when Jason glares at him. It’s incredibly rewarding to see his face and the humorous dance his eyebrows do when Percy pokes at him with a proverbial stick.
“I’m not a stalker, god. If you think I’m bad, you should meet my little brother.” Jason turns towards the jeans, sparing him a glance as Percy stays quiet. “Alright, fine. You got me. I really am meeting someone here to shop, though.”
“Sure. Well, have fun being a normal guy shopping and hanging out with someone and not stalking two minors minding their business,” Percy says, pulling Margot away toward the back of the store for what they came for. He can’t repress the smile spreading over his face as he hears Jason sputter behind him. Thankfully, he makes no effort to follow them. Percy starts Margot by the toys, although he tries to keep her attention away from any of the stuffed animals. He knows all about bed bugs already, so he doesn’t need them to find a home in his apartment. He’s already got one big one, he thinks, looking at Margot as she picks through the toy car selection.
Margot finds a tiny little Lightning McQueen and shows hit to him excitedly. He takes it from her to old onto and then leads her to the miscellaneous section.
He glances over to where he last left Jason in time to see him get socked in the arm by a blonde woman Percy's age. She says something to him, and he shoves her, and then they both start looking through the rack. He turns back to Margot, who has in her arms an Etch a Sketch, a bag of various art supplies, a notebook, and a digital camera. He picks out the last item and examines it closely. Once he's satisfied (and he's seen that it's only 10 bucks, in case it doesn't work) he reunites it with her other items.
“I can go grab a cart if you want more,” Percy tells her. She shakes her head, grinning widely.
As they're leaving, he sees something and instantly reroutes them with a hand on Margot's shoulder.
Sitting at the very end of the shelf is a mostly intact DS. He finds the charger right next to it and his blood starts to sing as he drags Margot over to the charging station at the back of the store. When he sees the power button light up orange after plugging it in, he looks down at Margot and mirrors her grin.
“This is gonna be awesome,” He promises, ruffling her hair and unplugging the DS. “There's a GameStop right around the corner. There's this game I think you'll like called Scribblenauts…” His mouth is still moving; he hears his voice distantly, as though someone is speaking through a tunnel. His eyes move as if magnetically drawn to the men that just walked through the door. There's suddenly a palpable silence- his mouth is closed, his jaw is locking up, Riptide is firmly in one hand and Margot's shoulder is clamped in the other.
The group smells them. He knows they're monsters in the way that they move. A hair too fast for the Mist so that the edges of their forms are blurry every other second; although to hide as well as they are is indicative of someone being pretty good at manipulating it. Like, better than Percy. Not that he's great, but regular monsters don't measure up.
All of this to say that though he wants this fight desperately, Margot is here, and that means his priority is getting her out of the mix without starting anything. It looks like the task will be difficult though- one of them lingers near the front of the store while the other two snake around towards him.
“Margot,” Percy says lowly, tracking the pair's progress as they wind closer. Margot doesn't reply, but she drops all of her items onto the charging table and grabs hard onto the back of his hoodie. He circles back the way they came, further into the store and moving between shelves. He keeps his body faced towards them and always in between their line of vision and Margot. He takes a deep breath and finds the emergency exit on the opposite side of the store.
As he makes his way, his shoulder knocks into someone. They're fairly sturdy but Percy's in mission mode, which is to say he plows right through them, knocking them into a clothing rack. He doesn't stop moving.
“Sorry,” He says gruffly, still backing up.
He looks over at the main entrance and sees that the guard is gone, which means they saw his plan, which means he's playing the most depressing game of real life Pac Man ever. The worst part is, there aren't any power-ups to make Percy giant.
He swivels slightly, pausing in his path to quickly chart a new path, and also to get eyes on the missing guy. Percy would really like to uncap Riptide, but in Gotham the mist might make his sword look like an automatic weapon, and he really doesn't want to make the news. Again.
“You're good,” The person- the blonde woman who was with Jason- says, apparently the one he nearly bowled over. Percy ignores her and starts forward, only to immediately backpedal when the third guy appears at the end of the two racks. Percy turns around, Margot in front of him now, but the other end of the aisle is blocked by the other two. He scans the store and locates Jason two racks away. The blonde woman is in close proximity to Percy now, looking back and forth between the ends of the aisle.
“Margot, blonde lady, when I say go we're gonna duck under this rack and get to Jason,” Percy says, going completely still in anticipation. The blonde lady gapes at him.
“Who-”
“Go!” Percy barks, and all three of them dive under the clothing rack, scrambling across two aisles and nearly running face first into Jason's kneecaps.
“Jesus, what the hell?” Jason exclaims, jumping back. The blonde lady just drags him along by the arm as she chases after Percy, who has picked Margot up and is working up to a dead sprint as he flees the store. The monsters have started chasing after them, and he curses in his head.
“Change of plans, Margot!” Percy tells her, his voice rising to be heard over the slap of his shoes on the sidewalk as he bolts down the street. “Jason's gonna hang onto you, alright, Sweetheart?”
“But Percy-” Whatever she was going to say is drowned out by Jason appearing by Percy's shoulder, and the blonde lady materializing on Jason's other side.
“What's going on?” He asks Percy, keeping up effortlessly.
“You're gonna drop Margot off at Sandy's house! I know you know where that is, stalker!” He turns sharply down an alley on his left, and pulls to a stop, handing Margot to Jason before he can protest.
“Who are you? Who are those guys?” The blonde asks, looking back and forth between Jason, whose eyes are brighter than he remembers, and Percy.
“They're monsters!” Margot cries. Percy tugs on his hair frustratedly.
“They're after me,” Percy says, looking at Jason and then the blonde, because he has a feeling she's going to try and get involved. “It's- I don't have time to explain this. Just get Margot safe. I'll deal with this.” He peeks around the wall to the Alley and sees the three men at the very end of the street, noses to the air. “Jason, can you give Margot your jacket? Maybe smoke a cigarette? They can smell her.” Jason, baffled, shrugs his jacket off and wraps it over Margot, whose bangs poke out of the neck hole. Percy almost smiles, endeared, before stepping out of the alleyway and crossing the street. He takes a deep breath.
“Hey!” He shouts. Several people around him glance over, but most mind their business. His yell serves its purpose though, because moments later all three of the monsters are heading straight toward him. One pulls out a walkie talkie and hisses something into it. They pick up their pace and Percy turns around, jogging toward the Harbor.
He keeps a steady pace, listening to them pursuing him.
Quicker than he can blink, something lunges out and drags him into the next alley he passes. He loses his footing and tries to dig in his heels, wrenching himself out of a clawed hand and ignoring the deep gouges in his shoulder. He snarls, and finally uncaps Riptide.
Before he gets a chance to use it, something hits his thigh and buries itself into flesh. He looks down and curses.
It's a dart- and its little vial is empty. He yanks it out of his leg and feels vindicated when one swing of Riptide slices through the clawed monster in front of him like butter, showering him with gold dust. Then he falls to his knees, Riptide clattering out of his hand. There's a hissing laugh nearby.
“I thought this was supposed to be a challenge,” The thing tells its comrade as they slink out of the dark. Percy's vision swims as he follows them with his eyes.
One kicks his foot and he snarls. It jumps back.
Percy closes his eyes and really wishes his day was going differently.
Notes:
i wrote this nine million years ago (probably last week) so i already forgot about the whole thrifting thing. but hooray everybody!!!! the idea of a plot!!! and little steph cameo for the one time!!!
> jason and tim put their heads together for the percy case right as percy gets a whole lot weirder
>good job frank! (i want him in this so bad but idk if i can fit him anywhere)
>margot: u sad, sad man
percy: i'm literally not sad
margot: tell the one about the dead gf next lol
>jason: i know i put bugs all over u
jason: but this time was GENUINELY an accident
percy: you're a freak and i'm GENUINELY surprised you have a friend that's a girl
hope u don't mind that i left it on a very slight cliff hanger. i get into this writing flow where the scene just transitions so there's never any good place to cut the chapter off. ergo, 7.5k chapter that kind of abruptly stumbles to an end.
thank u again for the comments, the uncles dynamic between percy and jason is exactly what i'm going for stay tuned for that and timmy (and nico and will, who will be here soon...), i <3 u all sm, i hope you are all ready for a better fight next chapter, which will be shorter. i'll probs post it sooner bc of that, depending on my brain and where i'm at w it in like 3 days hehe.
Chapter 5: no good, very bad day (part 2)
Summary:
“That's for making me look like a terrorist,” He snaps, and then pales. “Oh, shit.”
Notes:
>official playlist containing songs relating to scenes, relationship dynamics, or specific characters (jigsaw falling into place is a tim/perc song btw) (also, i have 1 billion other playlists including a percy, jason, and mid ass dick one if ur ever in the corner for some new vibes): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3uiQ28s6Me6tGiwsQOJd85?si=cbc5efd3c3d04b00
>OH also, as soon as i actually get to the scenes i've drawn out (the original origin for this fic was a mini comic i frantically drew after reading that one fic tagged in ch 1) i will be offering those to you as well (do not be prepared for viria, dexter soy art fyi, pls prepare urself for something drawn by someone under 23 that looks like it was drawn by someone under 13)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Percy closes his eyes and really wishes his day was going differently.
“How long does the sedative usually take?” The second one asks with uncertainty.
“Don't worry about it,” The first one waves his question away. “He's just more powerful than the other ones, so it'll take longer.”
“You should… Be…” Percy manages through a numbing mouth, feeling stupid. He glares up at the blurry forms of the two, wondering at how easily he was caught off guard. They both lean closer.
“What?” The first one asks.
“You should… be worried,” Percy tells him through heaving breaths, climbing unsteadily to his feet. They both back up quickly, stumbling over their feet before stopping abruptly. He fights the sedative hard, nearly blacking out as he bends to pick up Riptide before steadying himself and facing the two monsters. He manages to spin the blade in his hand.
“This can't be possible,” The second one wails. The other three monsters from the store swing into the alley right as Percy lunges forward, bringing Riptide down in a wide arc that takes both monsters in front of him out. He turns clumsily on his feet, leaning into the wall next to him as the world sways from side to side.
There's one gunshot, then two, but the bullets go right through their targets and hit the gravel instead. There's a crunch behind him, the sound of boots hitting the ground.
“What the hell?” Jason- though he's wearing his helmet again- stalks forward, placing a hand on Percy's uninjured shoulder to steady him.
“Only my sword… will work,” Percy mutters, and then shoves off the wall. His momentum leads his attack as he swings Riptide up hard, cleaving one in half. He ducks under a swing and overbalances, so he sticks Riptide in front of his body like a lance and falls into the second monster. Riptide plunges into his stomach and he pops into gold confetti. Percy hits the ground and rolls, narrowly avoiding a harsh stomp, and then the monster's form shudders.
The mist thins around its humanoid body as it grows slightly taller and its limbs elongate. Its red eyes glimmer as it leers at Percy, set deeply in gray skin stretched tightly over a bulbous skull.
“Wow, you're fugly,” Percy tells it, and then musters up his strength to slice the monster's neck, carving a deep gash with minimal effort. Gold dust spills out of it slowly until it finally sinks to the ground. Only then does Percy allow his knees to buckle, and he groans frustratedly.
“Percy? Hey!” Jason's helmet floats in his vision and his hands support Percy's shoulders, careful of the claw marks. “What happened?”
“Sedative,” Percy mumbles. “Fighting it. Sleep, then attack.”
Jason helps him to his feet and hands him his sword. Percy caps Riptide and squeezes it tightly as Jason wraps his good side's arm over his shoulder to take his weight.
Together, they limp in the direction of Percy's apartment. To Percy, it takes both an eternity and a second to get there. One moment he's surrounded by vague people shaped blobs with a generic street background and the air is full of noise; the next, he's lying flat on a blue comforter and there's the sound of a trickling fountain. He sighs, grateful his shoes are hanging off the bed.
Jason appears at the doorway, his helmet gone. He holds in his hands a first aid kit. Percy waves him off and painstakingly sits up.
“I'll take care of it.” He doesn't want to explain the whole ‘water heals me and so does this strange magical square of food in my first aid kid. No, you can't have any, it'll kill you’ thing. He's way too tired. He takes the kit from Jason and walks to the bathroom.
After sitting under the shower spray for half an hour and actively feeling his liver working double time to remove the sedative. The gouges on his shoulder become angry red scratches, like Percy was attacked by a giant house cat. At least he won’t need any ambrosia.
He only remembers after he wills his skin dry and half heartedly towels off his hair that he didn’t grab clothes, and grimaces at the thought of having to explain anything to Jason.
However, when he slips into his room with the towel tied around his waist, Jason isn’t there. Percy hears a bang in the kitchen and rolls his eyes. Who knew crime lords were such house husbands?
Percy gets into loose, comfortable clothing- a thin white muscle shirt, a pair of baggy jeans he often skates in, and one of Clarisse’s sweatshirts that’s dark red and says CREED on the front. Miraculously, despite its visual wear, the printed on image is intact.
When he comes into the kitchen, it seems as though Jason has anxiously washed all of his dishes and is now whisking something in a bowl Percy wasn’t aware he owned.
“What’re you making?” He asks curiously, leaning over the kitchen table to watch.
“Cookies,” Jason grunts. He sounds angry and wound up. Percy feels similarly, but the sedative is pulling his body down like he’s holding up the sky, so he sits down on the couch and closes his eyes.
“Blue food coloring over the oven,” Percy tells him. “Wake me up at dusk, or else.”
Jason says something else, but Percy’s too busy sleeping to hear him.
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Upon Percy’s request, Jason shakes him awake right as the last rays of sunlight crest over the horizon between the gaps of buildings. Percy snatches a blue chocolate chip cookie off the counter- shockingly good, although not as good as his Mom’s- and then stalks out the door, his mind racing. He ignores whatever it is that Jason says as the door swings shut between them.
He knows the monsters were leading him towards the corner of Pine, just like he suspected. What he doesn’t understand is the tranquilizer. Why capture him instead of kill him?
They were also weak, slow minded, and clearly low tier monsters. Percy is good, but it’s not usually that easy to wrestle out of a 6V1. It’s concerning to him that he recognizes the likelihood of a more formidable enemy, sending grunts after him to bring him back alive. It makes his heart beat just a little bit faster. It reminds him of the way Gaea’s forces always chose two of the 7- one boy, one girl- to keep alive. He doesn’t want to cause the end of the world again, so he’s feeling pretty interested in preventative measures, like slaughtering the remaining monsters and demanding a meeting with the boss.
Percy refuses to be used as a pawn against his will again.
“Percy, hey ,” Jason is saying, still behind him. Percy doesn’t acknowledge Jason, even as he catches up. “Where are you going?”
“Finishing this now,” Percy says flatly. “Not in the mood to play hero anymore.” Not since he had his memory wiped, was planted like a spy, and abandoned in Tartarus like a broken toy.
Riptide spins across his knuckles as he waits for the crosswalk symbol to light up with the little walking man. Jason stands next to him, shifting restlessly.
“Do you have a plan?” He asks. Percy can’t see his face, but he can clearly imagine Jason’s eyebrows being furrowed.
“Yeah,” Percy says. “Find the boss. Kill him.” Jason’s helmet swings to face him in a clearly incredulous gesture. He’s probably sputtering. The light finally changes, and Percy crosses the street, walking with purpose. Two more blocks, he notes absently. Then, a fight. If he were thinking any clearer, or was in a less hazy, bloodthirsty, cornered animal headspace, he’d want to know the why’s , the who else and all the questions Annabeth would undoubtedly be asking.
Presently, Percy doesn’t need answers.
“That’s not very comprehensive,” Jason says, the voice modulator in his helmet ironing out his tone. “What’s going through your head?”
“Someone wants me alive. That’s not the usual M.O. I’m not being taken again.” He shakes his head, bizarrely thinking of the panda pillow pet he toted everywhere. “I find the goons, the goons point me to the boss, and I cut a big hole in his gut.”
“Alright. Are you going for stealth? Do you know where their base is? Are you just walking through the front door? Percy, what’s the plan ?”
Percy draws up short, turning to face Helmet, who stands very close.
He blinks. There’s a bronze knife in Luke’s hand, and Percy knows under the helmet, his mouth is twisted in a snarl. Percy’s breath catches as he stares at him.
“Percy,” Luke says. He reaches out to put a hand on Percy’s shoulder and Percy takes a hard step back. “What’s going on?”
Percy squeezes his eyes shut briefly, shaking his head. He turns and keeps walking. Luke makes a frustrated noise.
“You’re smarter than this,” Luke tells him, a little imploringly. “Think about it for a second and-”
“Do the right thing?” Percy guesses quietly, his tone dark with misery and anger. “You chose wrong from the moment Kronos came to you and it took you until the last second to do the right thing . You almost killed me- almost killed her - so many times .” Even if it was Percy’s mistake that got her killed in the end. And Percy's not even deigning to mention the other deaths Luke is responsible for. “You’re a hypocrite, Luke.”
Luke makes a strange noise from behind him and grabs his shoulder, stopping him mid step and leading him out of the path before turning him around. He reaches to pull off the helmet and Percy almost can’t look. He can’t bear to look Luke in the eyes and be reminded of how miserable he is.
The helmet is off.
“Percy,” Jason says, frighteningly gentle. “I’m not Luke.”
Percy sucks in a deep breath, bringing a hand up to his brow. He feels the anger wash out of him, replaced by a distant sort of horror that will haunt him in the morning.
“Yeah,” He says, exhaling. “Right. Sorry, I- I had a bad dream last night.”
“It’s fine,” Jason’s still using that soft tone he’s adopted. “Are you sure you want to do this tonight?”
“I just- Gotham is supposed to be-” Safe isn't the right word. But.
“I have to make sure it's safe,” Percy says finally. “I'm not the only one here. They're not gonna catch me, so who's next on their list?” Possibly Margot. If they know Nico's in town, it's probably him. The other vulnerable demigods probably roaming the alley.
“You don't have to do it alone,” Jason says. Percy has half a mind to strangle him.
“Did you or did you not shoot bullets at them and hit the ground?” Percy's gut twinges and he looks around, the uneasy feeling from the thrift store crawling across his skin. They're being watched.
“Then tell me how to take them out.” Jason crosses his arms, but he's noticed Percy's attention shifting. “What?”
“A feeling,” Percy says quietly. He wants to pull his hair and stomp and throw a huge temper tantrum that causes the sewer to flood the streets. He wants to let his frustration and exhaustion boil over and rattle the pipes all around him, letting the pressure overwhelm any containing forces.
He has to get rid of Jason. The mortal has no means to fight the enemy, and likely can't even see the enemy.
“See if you can find anything suspicious down on Pine where you left Margot. It’ll be something your eyes might pass over at first, maybe it gives you a headache to look at dead on. Blurry or out of place normalness.” Percy looks around again. He knows they’re right on top of them.
Jason gives him what Percy can tell is another harsh look through the helmet.
“You’re not doing something stupid, are you?” He asks as Percy starts jogging away from him down the dark street.
“Me? Never,” Percy calls over his shoulder, glancing back to ensure Jason actually left before taking a sharp left into an Alleyway. He looks around, glancing into the dumpster and under stray trash bags, but the alley is a dead end, and there’s nothing here. Percy knows that the feeling ended right here, so why-
He turns toward the side door right as it flies open, cursing himself a little and uncapping Riptide. Right- buildings don’t just create alleyways but also have space inside them.
Seaweed Brain , He chides irritatedly to himself as he dodges an errant sword slash. These monsters are intermingled with armed men- armed men who have the right kind of weapons- and there are five of them in total. There are sure to be more within the building. He slips into battle mode.
Percy catalogues his enemies, slipping back out of reach for a broader view. Three of them are mortals- two with swords, one with a gun. He has a really bad feeling about the gun’s existence. The other two are those weird gray alien-like monsters he saw earlier. Literally . They’re the same guys he cut in half. He must’ve been really out of it if he didn’t notice the fact that their bodies didn’t disappear. He first thinks of when Thanatos was chained and monsters kept reforming, but these guys still have the wounds Percy gave them- like zombies. They’re unarmed except for those wicked claws.
“What’s with the mortals?” Percy asks casually, ducking under a swipe of said claws.
“Lady A said you’d have difficulty fighting them,” One of the zombies hisses.
Lady A?
Percy stabs it through the throat, yanks out Riptide, and slashes hard enough to behead it, just to be safe. He debates stomping its corpse flat, but he can see where the edges of the body are already dusting away.
Percy backs up in time to cause the next sword slice to miss him, and he makes quick work of the other monster and one of the sword-wielding men. Lady A- whoever that is, because he’s pretty sure he would’ve noticed if Artemis went evil- was right. Switching between eviscerating the monsters and nonlethally subduing mortals with a weapon he couldn’t use on them past deflecting their swords if he tried is difficult. Then again, he’s pretty good at what he does.
“You guys know a ‘Lady A’?” Percy asks, immediately proving himself right and knocking the last sword guy out, only leaving the mortal with the gun, who slowly backs towards the door they all came from.
“S-stay back!” The man shakily raises the gun. Percy shifts Riptide into his left hand and pulls his steel knife from under his waistband, throwing it and knocking the gun out of his hands right as it goes off. Thankfully, the shot goes wide, and Percy surges forward and slams the flat of his blade against the crown of the mortal’s skull.
“Night night,” He mutters, retrieving his knife.
Unfortunately, his entrance into the small building isn’t exactly subtle, and three things happen at once.
First, time slows down. Percy watches as several empousai jolt into action at his appearance, scrambling in his direction.
Then, on Percy’s next step forward, the leg of his jeans catches on a freaking tripwire . He doesn’t even have time to be highly offended at both the simplicity of the stupid trap and also at the fact that he actually triggered it, because a gun goes off nearby.
As soon as the bullet passes high through Percy’s left thigh, he knows it’s celestial bronze. He can feel the path the metal made through his muscle slowly eroding away and he curses.
The trap springs. From above Percy’s head, a net drops down glittering the same color as Riptide. Percy rolls and kicks an empousai under it right as it hits the ground. When the heavy net lands on her, it cuts into her skin like a waffle iron and she turns to dust underneath it. The other two vampires lunge at him, but he trips one into falling on Riptide and evades the other’s gnashing fangs, using her as a living shield against the bullets that are still being shot in his direction.
The good news is, she’s a very effective shield, for about half a second. The bad news is, she gets hit by one bullet and it proves to be instantly fatal, leaving Percy completely unprotected against their firearms.
There’s the sound of a gun cocking behind Percy and he drops, but no one shoots at his back. Instead, the two mortals at the other end of the room go down, and the building falls completely silent. Percy takes that moment to lie there, feeling annoyed about the new weapons and also just the way his life always goes in general.
“So about you not doing something stupid,” Jason says from behind him. Percy groans as he climbs to his feet, trying not to obviously shift his weight off his left leg. The fight isn’t over yet- there’s an open stairwell leading down by where the prone mortals are. He’s unsuccessful, if the way the helmet’s eyeline drops to his legs is any indication. Luckily, Percy’s wearing dark jeans and the building is horribly lit, so the actual injury is hard to determine.
“I don’t usually have to dodge bullets,” Percy whines, wishing he had packed ambrosia. He allows Jason to help him limp the first few steps to the stairwell before adjusting to the pain and walking on his own. He’s pretty sure this isn’t going to be nearly as simple as his original plan made it out to be, and that he’s going to have to fight more tonight and likely further on. He just hopes he can clean up house quickly and find some water for his leg, which is becoming more and more agonizing by the second. He knows he’s losing a decent amount of blood, too.
“What do you usually have to do, then?” Helmet glances back at the room as they embark down an underground tunnel before rummaging through one of the pockets on his fancy belt. Percy’s skin crawls. He knows it’s not connected whatsoever to the Labyrinth, but it doesn’t stop him from keeping Riptide uncapped. The glow of the sword helps him keep calm.
“ Usually I only have to deal with short-range attacks or melee fights. Any projectiles are too slow to hit me,” Percy says, staring down the tunnel and moving cautiously, one hand always on the wall to his right. Jason pulls a flashlight and his heart rate slows slightly more at the perfectly operational electricity. “Don’t let anyone unarmed land a hit on you. Their weapons will go right through you, but those claws are probably an insta-kill for a mortal.”
“A mortal?” Jason echoes. “And yeah, I noticed how those guys’ bullets hit that chick that was in front of you, unlike mine. Which brings me to my next question.” He taps Percy’s bicep with the outside of his hand, signaling to him that they’re slowing down. “Why are there only half the bodies lying around than there should be? What is it that makes these-” He takes the extended clip out of the gun he must’ve pilfered from the mortals, because the bullets gleam bronze in the light- “effective when they’re .22 caliber non-deforming rounds, and my 9mm's did jack shit?” He reattaches it to the weapon and lets it drop down to his side. “And also, I think it’s time we talk about monsters. ”
“You can see them?” Percy asks, ignoring all of his questions.
“Uh, the aforementioned claws are kind of hard to ignore, buddy,” Jason says, satisfyingly irritated at Percy dodging his questions. Percy holds back a rude comment about Jason using words like ‘aforementioned’ out loud and blames his wildly fluctuating temper on blood loss.
“Right.” Percy reevaluates Jason’s potential usefulness in the grand scheme of monster fighting. If he has the sight for whatever reason, Percy’s not going to look a gift horse in the mouth. “Monsters dissolve into gold dust with this metal,” He holds up Riptide, “Which is why those bullets work. Most mortals don’t see their true forms because of the Mist, which is a magical force that shields mortals from the mythical world, blah blah blah. Kill on sight with prejudice. There’s no moral issue with destroying monsters.”
“Okay,” Jason says slowly. Percy continues down the tunnel and Jason stays a step behind him. “Again, define ‘mortal’ in the way that you’re using it.”
“You see, I would,” Percy says, failing to prevent one corner of his mouth from ticking up, “But you’re on a need-to-know basis. And you don’t need to know.” They come upon an industrial door at the end of an ascending staircase. The tunnel’s air, cool and humid and stale, gives way to a sharper cold air of A/C, and the steps of the stairs change from cracked asphalt to intact cement right before the door. Jason is forced to seethe in silence as Percy presses his ear up against it.
There's vague murmuring, an occasional frighteningly loud and horribly familiar growl, and a feeling in his gut that they're about to have a bad time. He turns to look at Jason.
“I'm going to run in and distract the big one. You focus on the little ones.”
“Big one?”
Percy crashes through the door, beelining straight into the center of what appears to be a large, half empty warehouse. Off to one side, there's a bunch of folding tables pushed together covered in papers and surrounded by towers of boxes. Both (many) mortals and (fewer) monsters have pushed out of their chairs at his arrival.
On the other side of the room, in a cage Percy is painfully aware won't hold for long, the Chimera paces back and forth at the sight of him, snarling. Jason comes in after him and picks off two enemies near Percy, and the sound of his gun seems to set everyone in the room off. The goons go for Jason first, their fire following him as he dives for cover behind a precariously stacked tower.
Meanwhile, the Chimera rips through its bars like they're made of paper and takes off in a dead sprint for Percy, who honestly did not think this far ahead.
It's bigger than it was the last time he saw it; probably the size of a school bus. Its teeth are longer than his forearms, and when it roars, Percy’s eyeballs rattle in his skull.
“Rematch time, baby!” He shouts, and then dives out of the way of its vicious maw as it snaps at him. He knows to roll twice based on their last fight, so that its snake tail doesn't take a bite and poison him again.
He jumps back to avoid a paw swipe and then slashes the Chimera's muzzle, leaving a long, jagged line dripping blood.
“That's for making me look like a terrorist,” He snaps, and then pales. “Oh, shit.” The Chimera breathes fire right where he was standing less than a second ago and he’s fairly certain his arm hairs just got burned off along with his hoodie sleeve.
Meanwhile, Jason made quick work of the men with firearms and all of the monsters, and now he’s using a long knife, the one usually strapped to his thigh, to swordfight. He’s not half bad, Percy notices, before dodging another swing of the Chimera’s tail. Unfortunately, Percy shifts onto his left leg, forgetting about the bullet wound until it makes him stumble. The Chimera doesn’t miss his mistake, and the next claw swipe catches him across the rib cage and throws him halfway across the building. He rolls twice and groans, struggling to his knees. The sidewalk beneath him is slowly becoming saturated with red.
“Percy!” Jason shouts, down to two enemies. Percy scrambles to his feet and jumps out of the way as the Chimera pounces.
“All good!” Percy calls back. He’s lying, of course; it’s not all good. His ribs are torn open on his right side, and every movement of his sword arm pulls painfully at his chest. Blood covers his skin, hot and sticky, and his hoodie is currently more like a bib with one sleeve. Everything takes on a sort of reddish tinge, like he’s back in the pit.
Instinct takes over. Percy stops keeping track of blows. The sound of fighting behind him diminishes and Percy knows he has to finish this fast, so he feints right. When the Chimera falls for it, he ducks under its stomach, a technique that’s never failed him before, and slices it open from neck to rear. It gives one last terrible roar and collapses into dust on top of Percy.
Percy lets Riptide lie on the ground beside him, staring up at the ceiling on his back. He’s breathing heavily and his whole body hurts badly, but he can’t stay down for long. Who knows how far behind Polybotes is, or if there are any more arai around. He sits up painstakingly slowly.
Jason appears in front of him, sans helmet. His mouth is twisted in horror.
“Dude, you look like shit,” He says. Percy laughs. Relief floods him like a river as he remembers where he is and who he’s with.
“Revenge is sweet,” Percy sighs as Jason does temporary field medicine on his injuries. “God, and here I was thinking this isn’t personal.” Because someone just happened to have the Chimera while just happening to try and take Percy alive, and it’s way too coincidental for him to ignore. He’d really like to take a look at all the paperwork on the other side of the room, but he’s not sure he wants to waste valuable energy retrieving it.
Jason tightens one of the bandages around his left arm painfully, which reminds Percy of his existence and also makes him aware of the wound on his left arm.
“Can you get the papers?” Percy says. It comes out quieter than he means it to, a little slurred. Maybe he hit his head at some point; the second half of the fight is lost to him.
“Did I miss any injuries?” Jason asks, displaying his ability to give Percy a taste of his own medicine. Percy rolls his eyes and catalogues his body. "Wait, your-"
“Left thigh,” Percy sighs, irate that he has to share this in order to not bleed out. “Through and through gunshot wounds.” The lenses of Jason’s domino mask, which were focused on his thigh, crawl slowly up to his face. He stares at Percy silently.
“You’re an idiot,” Jason tells him. He wraps a tight band over Percy’s jeans.
“Hey,” Percy says. This conversation feels familiar.
“No, seriously. We could’ve taken care of this one before you fought the fucking Chimera,” Jason reprimands, crossing the room and shuffling through the papers.
“Hey, look at you, knowing your monsters,” Percy says approvingly, pushing to his feet and holding his breath at the resulting vertigo. When he next blinks his eyes open, Jason’s got a stack of papers under one arm and his other wrapped around Percy’s back from his left side, taking some of his weight easily. Percy slings his arm over Jason’s shoulders.
“-ly understand you with that damn accent,” Jason mutters. Percy blinks and takes a step, and then all of the lights overhead sharpen and blink off, and Percy falls into darkness.
Notes:
HEYYYYYY sorry.... i know i said a couple days... and then i got distracted.
lemme do the infamous ao3 author life update rq. my best friend of 7 yrs gf of 3 months and i broke up a little before writing this, i've been away recovering from top surgery (yay!) at my mom's place. this means i am now returning to my job (LFG), moving into a new place (rent 1200+ (FOR A STUDIO !??!?!?!?) and im now the sole father of my 2 cats), writing this, recovering, etc etc. i'm a huge stoner and have been high for the majority of writing this, but i'm kind of buffering with my substances porque money y neuron destruction, pero i think it has been keeping me on track for the most part. untreated adhd moment. speaking of that, i've been playing sims 4 for 4 days straight so i slowed down significantly writing this (before my grind i'd been writing everyday for two weeks straight).
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Chapter 6: something fishy this way comes
Summary:
“Sorry, but no.” Percy finishes his own food and takes the dishes to the sink. He dumps them in and limps back to the couch, easing down. “You guys don’t have an excuse to be there.”
He gives a wry half smile, unable to help himself.
“Also,” He says, “I’m Percy fucking Jackson.”
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Percy wakes up on his back, lying on a blue comforter, listening to the familiar trickle of water from the fountain in the corner.
This is getting embarrassing , Percy thinks, figuring Jason probably toted him home.
From the other room, Percy can hear the vitriolic dulcet of Jason and the eerily calm voice of one Nico di Angelo. He struggles to push himself up out of bed.
“-Died before,” He hears Nico say.
“I'll ask one more time.” There's the sound of Jason unholstering his gun. “Who are you? How'd you get in here?”
“I think Percy's mentioned you,” He hears Nico say as he makes it to the door frame. He peers down the hall, noting the closed bathroom door. From here, he's able to see half of Nico's face, which is as expressionless and freaky as usual, and his hand, which is resting on the hilt of his sword. “Don't start a fight you can't win, Hood.”
“If you're one of Percy's, then your weapon can't hurt me,” Jason says. Percy winces.
Nico unsheathes his sword and the temperature in the apartment drops ten degrees. The silver catches the light hauntingly. It’s kind of funny for a second the image of little 5’6 Nico staring down the Ares-sized crime lord, but Percy abruptly realizes that Nico is exhausted and his temper is short, which means Jason could actually be in real danger of maiming.
“I'm not ‘one of Percy’s.’ I kill mortals,” Nico says in that creepy flat tone of his. Despite his unchanging expression, it sounds like he's speaking through clenched teeth. “And I don't need a weapon to kill you. For the record, neither does he.” And Nico nods to Percy, who has made it to the mouth of the hallway, leaning heavily against the wall. Nico frowns at him.
“What happened to you?” He asks.
“Bad guys. Chimera.” He waves a hand at Jason, who must be feeling pretty vulnerable since Nico caught him without any sort of mask or his helmet and then declared that he knows Jason’s died before (which is news to Percy. Maybe that explains his Sight, or something) . “Where are your manners, di Angelo?”
From behind him, the bathroom door swings open.
“Right here,” Will says, and then balks at Percy’s battered state. When he shoots Nico a disapproving look, he reluctantly sheaths his sword. “Percy, what in Hades is wrong with you?”
“Hades?” Jason repeats, holstering his pistol reluctantly and crossing his arms. He's visibly uncomfortable and keeps his back against the wall. His helmet is on the kitchen table and he glances over at it every couple of seconds.
“Ugh. Mortals are always mortals,” Nico says, disappointed. He yawns and rubs his eye, looking just like Margot for a moment.
“What does that mean ?”
Will helps Percy to the couch and pushes Nico down next to him. Then he turns to Jason and stares him down. He’s got a winning smile on his face.
“Who are you?” Will asks.
“...Jason,” Jason says cautiously.
“Are you hurt?”
“No.” Jason stares back at Will.
“Are you lying?” Will asks, a little more intently. His smile flashes with a bit more teeth.
“Help Percy first,” Nico cuts in, poking one of Percy's bandages to make him groan. “He's in a lot of pain.”
“You motherfucker,” Percy mutters darkly, glaring at Nico who rolls his eyes back. “Jason's mortal- and I've already been treated.”
“ Jason has been dipped in the Styx,” Nico says, matter-of-factly. Will shakes his head and goes into the kitchen, likely seeking a first aid kit. “He has a bunch of crazy fucked up undead energy around him. His vibes are horrific.”
“Was there a point you were trying to make?” Percy asks, raising an eyebrow. Jason’s mouth is hanging open, unable to defend himself.
“His healing is accelerated. He can handle it for a few minutes.”
“Who the hell are you people?” Jason says, his voice tiny and horrified. Will sighs and smacks Nico gently on the back of the head.
“I’m Will,” Will says kindly, handing Percy and Nico a square of ambrosia each before approaching Jason. “The grouchy one is Nico. We’re friends of Percy.”
“Nico’s my cousin!” Percy pipes up from the couch, splaying his legs over Nico, who is looking sleepier by the second. Nico grimaces at him but doesn’t refute the claim.
“How’d you know I was- that I’d-”
“That you’ve died before?” Will finishes for him, offering another smile when Jason nods. “I’ll tell you, but first you have to take your top off so I can wrap those ribs.”
Jason obligingly removes his body armor and shirt. Percy winces when he sees the bruising around them, and resolutely ignores the autopsy scar splitting Jason's chest in half. He has tons of other ones, just like Percy, but the T scar is tinged slightly red and raised like it never healed correctly.
Maybe, Percy thinks, considering the new information Nico and Will have revealed, it didn't .
“Nico and I have a very unique ability to sense life force,” Will explains as he wraps Jason up expertly.
“Like magic stuff?” Jason asks.
“Uh, sure,” Will says. “But yeah. That's how we knew.” He finishes and turns to Percy. “You.”
Percy offers him a weak grin.
“I want you to know that I was completely unaware of the Chimera,” He says as Will rounds the couch, crossing his arms as Percy sits up. He carefully unwraps what must've been Jason's thorough bandages.
“This is good work,” Will tells Jason with approval, who frowns at him. He's probably miffed that someone younger is offering him feedback on his methods, and it makes Percy smile tiredly. Then Will turns back to Percy and his smile drops.
“Don't think I didn't notice the poison,” Will tells him sternly. Percy scowls.
“There was no poison,” Percy denies. “I didn't get hit with a blade, the bullet was celestial bronze-” Oops. Should he have said that with Jason the stalker in the room? Although at this point maybe it’d be easier to not bring light to the many, many clues Percy has been forced to give about what’s actually going on and who he actually is. “-and the Chimera's tail didn't get a bite in this time.”
“Percy,” Will starts in his I'm a doctor and you're not tone, which Percy would like to point out is false, because he’s pretty sure Will’s never been to college at, what, 17? “There are only trace amounts doing minor harm to you at this point, but this-” He taps the scratches on his shoulder from yesterday's fight- “Was poisoned. Probably gonna look like it does now forever, because somebody doesn't have nectar. ” He picks up the first aid kit and shakes it when he says the last part, then sighs. “Sometimes I wonder how you're still alive.”
Percy shakes his head. His vision flickers a little at the movement.
“Well, I can't believe you're so beat up,” Nico butts in. “You walked away from Ares without a scratch at 12 years old- I can only imagine how that fight would go now- and you're telling me the Chimera almost got you twice?”
“It's not fair,” Percy whines dramatically, leaning back as Will moves onto his bullet wounds. There goes yet another clue, although he’s not sure if he can still call it that if it’s basically the blatant answer. “They've never had guns before!” Nico just rolls his eyes again, kindly not mentioning the several times mortals have shot at Percy in particular. Percy flips him off.
Their relationship over the past decade has been a fluctuating, conflicting nightmare. From meeting, to losing Bianca, to little Ghost King Nico in the Labyrinth and all his anger and hatred, to the boy who ate blue birthday cake with him on his birthday. Percy thinks back on most of his animosity with fondness- including Nico's awkward gaslighting when he lost his memory and showed up at Camp Jupiter- even though at the time he'd been angry and confused. Later, after the second war, they really talked.
“Any allergies?” Percy hears Jason ask Will and Nico. He assumes they reply, because Jason shuffles into the kitchen.
Percy's return from Tartarus was a relief as much as a new terrifying reality to face. He left with Annabeth and returned alone to a ship full of people of whom over half he had just met. He hovered around Hazel and Frank a lot those days, but with everyone taking Annabeth's loss and the change in Percy hard, he felt completely isolated despite his friend's support.
They finally reconvened after the business with Gaea was said and done with, and Nico confessed his old longtime crush on Percy, his almost as long streak of resentment for him and for Annabeth, and finally, his regret about what happened to them.
Percy and Nico talked for a long time that day. About Annabeth, and Tartarus, and Nico, and how insecure he felt in their friendship due to Percy never seeming to remember anyone outside of his immediate bubble on grounds of being the Gods’ Favorite.
Now, even after a year of little to no contact, Percy feels like they're really family.
“So when do we meet Margot?” Nico murmurs, his voice soft. Will coos at him again. When Percy blinks, catching up to the world around him, realizes the blond had wedged himself between Nico and the arm of the couch and wall.
“Well, I work tomorrow,” Percy says, thinking uncomfortably about his thigh and ribs. “But after that we should be all set.”
Jason set on the table a huge bowl of fried rice and four forks. Percy glances over interestedly and he points his finger at him.
“Not yet,” He tells Percy in a scolding tone. “I'm finishing the meat.”
“I didn't do anything!” Percy cries indignantly. Jason just ignores him.
“Question,” Will says. Nico twitches up at the noise, but Will runs his thumb down Nico's nose bridge and he slumps back against his chest. “Actually, several.”
“Okay.” Percy prepares himself mentally. “Alright, I'm locked in. Shoot.”
“Why was there a Chimera in Gotham? Because didn't you say you moved here-”
“-For the anti-our world vibes? Yeah, I did.” He lowers his voice. “Someone is trying to take me alive. Traps, sedatives, everything. Then the Chimera.” He shakes his head, and immediately regrets it when a headache pounds at his skull. He lies back against the arm rest, closing his eyes. “Something fishy is going on.”
Will groans at the joke, and Percy cracks a smile. He glances over at Jason's back.
“Tell me more about that later. Onto the second question, then.” Will gives Percy his most intimidating stare while Nico is snuffling on his chest. “What makes you think you're going to work tomorrow?”
It's Percy's turn to groan as Jason deposits a plate of what looks like breaded chicken next to the rice on the table.
“Something I'd also like to know,” Jason says, putting the food on a plate and handing it to Percy, whose body perks up at the smell. He gestures to Nico and raises an eyebrow at Will.
“This is probably something Nico needs to hear,” Percy says, grimacing.
“He needs to eat anyway,” Will sighs, shifting upright and forcing Nico to sit up next to him. The dark haired boy frog blinks awake and frowns.
“Why,” He says in an evil tone. Percy and Jason shiver. Will just tucks his hair behind his ear.
“Food and information. Mission debrief,” Will tells him lovingly, ignoring Nico's grumbling as he takes a plate from Jason. Will also gets a plate for himself, and then Jason grabs his own and settles onto the floor in front of the couch with his legs crossed.
All three of them turn to Percy, who's half in a fugue state and mechanically shoving forkfuls of rice in his mouth. He blinks at the attention.
“Huh?” He says through a mouthful of food.
“Dude, ew.” Jason scowls at him.
“We were talking about how you're not going to work tomorrow,” Will reminds him. Percy finishes chewing and clears his throat.
“On the contrary,” He says, and nothing else.
“New vocab?” Will asks condescendingly after pausing to wait for Percy to offer more information.
“Screw you.” Percy kicks out at him and gasps as he uses his left leg. Will sticks his tongue out at him and Jason clears his throat before Percy can retaliate. He huffs, shooting him a devious side eye, before explaining.
“I think the people that keep hiring me at work are in cahoots with this bad guy. No proof but I have a feeling.” He takes another bite and finishes chewing before continuing. “By the way, one of them is called Lady A .” Will and Nico exchange confused looks, which Jason watches with a different source of puzzlement.
“But she wouldn’t-”
“I know,” Percy cuts Will off. “That’s why I’m feeling especially interested in figuring it out.”
Will frowns at him, setting his jaw. Before he says whatever is putting that expression on his face, Nico breaks his silence.
“You need backup then,” He says, and then leans back against Will. Will looks pleasantly surprised at Nico’s words.
“Exactly what I was gonna say,” He says, pleased. He starts petting Nico’s hair like a cat. Percy watches with some fascination as the child of Hades melts and visibly checks out of the conversation. Will casually stacks his empty plate under his own and does the same with Jason’s.
“Sorry, but no.” Percy finishes his own food and takes the dishes to the sink. He dumps them in and limps back to the couch, easing down. “You guys don’t have an excuse to be there.”
He gives a wry half smile, unable to help himself.
“Also,” He says, “I’m Percy fucking Jackson.”
Jason barks out a laugh, but Will just scoffs, leaning back.
“I hate that you can say that and it makes sense,” He grumbles, trying to cross his arms over Nico’s body. He either doesn’t notice or ignores Jason’s shocked eyebrows. “If Nico was awake, he’d give us several examples why you of all people need backup. I want you to think very hard about those moments that I know exist.”
“Two words,” Percy says smugly. “Ares. Twelve.”
“ Three words,” Will counters. “Mount St. Helens.”
Percy crosses his arms and glowers at him, staying silent. Will offers him a grin and Jason just watches them with a lot of confusion.
“I don’t know what any of that means,” He says. “But I agree that you need backup. And I happen to have someone who will already be at the exhibit- assuming that’s what you’re talking about- tomorrow. I’ll just have him listen in.”
“I don’t know,” Will says, unsure. “As much as I love another body, I’m not positive a mortal getting in the way would help anyone.”
“I don’t need backup,” Percy insists. Will and Jason ignore him.
“First of all, most of the people there, including the security, will be ‘mortals’. My guy has… let’s just say social power, over stuff like that.” Percy narrows his eyes. Social power is Minotaur shit and he already doesn’t like Jason’s guy. “Second of all, you probably won’t even see him. As long as nothing goes wrong, it’ll be fine. He’s pretty open-minded too, so the whole monster thing will go over fine if it comes up.” Jason taps his forehead and then leans back on his hands. Will seems to be honestly considering his proposition.
“Guys. It’s literally just me looking for papers and stuff. I’m not fighting , so I don’t need backup .”
“I can live with that,” Will says to Jason. Jason nods, and they shake on it. Percy continues to glower. “This guy has a bad habit of destroying landmarks. There are none of those anywhere in Gotham, right?” He pauses, then snorts. “What a joke. This is New Jersey .”
Jason glares at him as he gets to his feet, gathering his helmet and shrugging on his jacket.
“No Jersey slander,” He commands-in his comically thick Jersey accent-from the door. Before he vanishes, he calls over, “I’ll see you tomorrow. Don’t leave the apartment.”
Will stares at the door for a moment after it closes before turning to Percy.
“He seems nice,” He observes, still petting Nico absentmindedly. “I feel like I just met the Loch Ness Monster or something. When did you become friends with a crime lord?”
“Call it what you will,” Percy mutters. “Friendship, victim and stalker… A little while ago, I guess. He’s cool. He has the Sight.”
“So then why are we being hush-hush about all the-” Will points up and moves his finger in a circle.
Percy waves him away.
“Jason’s the kind of guy who can’t help but jump into the frying pan,” Percy says. Even if he didn’t have today’s events to back him up, the moment he’d met Jason he’d known the guy was all about action. There’s no such thing as an idle threat, Percy muses, when you’re the size of a Laistrygonian and have matching anger issues to boot.
“Seems like you could use some people in your corner,” Will ventures, nudging Percy. “Especially with the kid.”
“Yeah,” Percy admits. “He has been pretty helpful with Margot. He’s looking into getting her into school for me.”
Will nods and the conversation tapers off into silence. Percy lets it sit for a moment as he thinks.
All of the action swallowing the day gave him a needed reprieve from his nightmare, but back in the familiarity of the room he had it, it comes washing back slowly. It’s a routine, pouring over every memory he’s ever had to prove to Luke that there wasn’t much difference he could’ve made to change what his life has become and the unchangeability of what happened to Annabeth in the end.
At least I did the right thing.
Percy couldn’t’ve killed Tartarus, and there was no way to truly anticipate and prepare for his attack, he tells himself. Percy didn’t choose to be born and he saved Nico from being the kid in the Great Prophecy. Him killing Titans was something he had to do. Him killing Polybotes and other giants and contributing to Gaea’s downfall was something he had to do. He doesn’t feel regret for not being the one to plunge the knife into Luke’s weak spot.
He chose to infiltrate the Princess Andromeda and got Beckendorf killed. He chose to collapse the Williamsburg bridge, ending Michael Yew’s life. He chose to give the knife to Luke. He chose to fall into Tartarus with Annabeth.
He chose not to choke out Akhlys with her own rivers of poison. And he chose to leave Bob and Damasen behind along with Annabeth’s corpse.
Percy feels, up until the choices he made in the Pit, that he didn’t go too wrong in the grand scheme of things. He wonders if not falling in with her would’ve made a difference, if she’d still be alive. Percy wonders what would’ve happened if he wasn’t paralyzed with shock watching the life leave her eyes. He wonders if he could’ve tried to take on Tartarus.
Percy has tried not to think about it, since that summer, but for his whole half blood career everyone has been telling him how powerful he is. The fear embedded in his enemies that he didn’t carve in with his own sword. The initial hesitancy everyone seems to have in a fight against him before they plunge in. Percy doesn’t really do losses . He wonders what would’ve happened if he tried to take Gaea on herself, if he told Leo to drag her into the ocean instead of up into the sky. Percy wonders if he could’ve drowned Gaea once and for all and ended her reign permanently.
He wonders if he could’ve done the same thing to Tartarus. His heart was right in the ground under Percy’s feet. Gods don’t need oxygen but their body still keeps them alive, and if Percy managed to stop his heart-
These are the kind of thoughts that haunt him after bad nightmares or too long spent awake. Thoughts about his own strength, his own power, his own ability to end others. He thinks about the amount of water in a human body and then abruptly stops thinking.
Annabeth, he cries desperately in his head. What’s wrong with me ? Because these thoughts are what led him to nearly killing Akhlys. He remembers how scared Annabeth looked as the shattered glass in his chest gouged permanent scars into his ribs, a reminder of what he could’ve done. The choice he could've made- would’ve , if Annabeth hadn’t been there. Because dissolving monsters and killing things is all fine and well until they’re mortals, or gods, or non-evil sentient beings, and Percy hates the ease that the act of killing has become for him.
It makes him ill.
He gets to his feet and searches through the apartment until he finds another blanket to join the one thrown over the couch.
“You guys should take the bed,” Percy says quietly to Will, who was dozing off before he spoke. Will gives him a dirty look.
“You’ve been torn to ribbons, Percy,” He says. “And Nico won’t want to move anyway. We’ll figure it out tomorrow.” So Percy brings out two of his many pillows and gives them to Will, then returns to his bedroom and slips under the comforter.
“Counting on you tonight, Hypnos,” Percy tells the dark. Then he closes his eyes.
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July 16th, the Bowery, Gotham City. 02:30
Tim takes a deep breath, casting his laptop aside and getting to his feet for a full body stretch. Frustration eats away at his psyche, prompting him to take a lap around the room. Jason isn’t back from wherever he’s been since dusk; he had said something about a case, the case, the Jackson case, and then vanished. Without telling Tim what the hell is happening with the case . He won't even give Tim access to his bugs.
To say he’s irritated at being shorted information is putting it lightly. As soon as Jason shows up, he’s going to make him regret not killing Tim both times he almost did. He flops back onto the couch with a huff.
He’s still at Jason’s favorite safehouse, for multiple reasons. A, Jason has been favoring this particular apartment for about a month, which Tim suspects has something to do with its close proximity to where Percy Jackson lives (and yes, Tim knows where that is. He’s not an amateur). B, because Jason bought out the whole building and so Tim doesn’t have to deal with noisy neighbors or bothersome siblings (past Jason, but he’s excluding Jason just this once due to his involvement and necessity with this particular case). Not that the Nest or the Manor have any neighbors close by, but it's the principle of the thing.
And, in all honesty, C, because Tim likes feeling cared for. Jason provides a type of love he can’t get without driving all the way to Blüdhaven. Not that he’d ever admit that one.
The window against the far wall behind the couch clicks with the familiar sound of disabled security measures, and Jason shoves it up with an exhaustion both too telling and not nearly telling enough for the case.
“So?” Tim demands as Jason resets security before rounding the couch and sinking onto it much slower than usual. Upon further examination, Tim can see the way he’s favoring his ribs. He shoots a sour expression at Jason to ensure the older man knows Tim’s onto him.
“So,” Jason echoes tiredly, throwing his helmet behind the couch and tilting his head back, closing his eyes. The domino mask usually under his helmet is missing.
“The case,” Tim urges impatiently.
“Jesus, Timbo, I just got home,” Jason mutters, rubbing his eyes. “Gimme, like, 15.”
“What happened to your ribs?” Tim asks instead, hoping that through Jason explaining his injury, he’ll divulge at least something about what happened earlier.
“Got caught in the middle of two sword guys,” Jason says. He raises his head and looks right at Tim. “You gonna die of information starvation if I take a nap?” His voice is full of resolve, like he’s already made peace with Tim’s answer.
“Yes,” Tim chirps, pulling his laptop back onto his lap and looking at Jason expectedly. He can't help but need to know something more concrete about this weird, admittedly attractive, likely teenage criminal. The lack of real information that he has on this case is driving him crazy.
Jason sighs.
“Well,” He says. He pulls out his phone and opens up the Notes app. Tim can see a bullet point list with lots of random question marks and words written in all caps. “First of all, we already know this, but again, there’s Greek mythology motifs written all over this case.”
“Like the weapons,” Tim says.
“Exactly. Percy’s wrapped up in it. Some… people… tried to take him today. He’s famous in whatever circles he’s in.” Jason seems to deliberate on expanding on it before visibly deciding, fuck it . “Some of his enemies aren’t human- he just calls them monsters. They made him fight the fucking Chimera . And he won .” Tim glances over at Jason’s slightly awed expression and assumes the Chimera is probably just as big and scary as the myths say.
“All of his enemies use swords or weapons made of something called Celestial Bronze?” He’s pounding away at his keyboard as Jason unholsters his stolen gun and removes the clip, showing him the bronze bullets. “Normal weapons don’t have any effect on the monsters… Uh, he has a weird tattoo on his arm… Oh, I’m almost sure he’s meta- his reaction speed is crazy and he can sense when monsters are around. Although he calls everyone mortals like he’s not.” Tim sees Jason look down at his lap from the corner of his eye. “He has a cousin who could sense that I’d died before.”
Tim stops and gives Jason his full attention. His death is always a touchy subject, for obvious reasons. Brought up within the family is bad enough- Tim can’t imagine how he reacted to a stranger poking at his soft spot.
“Like in a magic way?” Tim asks cautiously.
“I don’t think so.” Jason grimaces, rubbing one hand with the other absentmindedly after depositing his phone on the coffee table. Tim scoops it up to read himself as Jason continues. “That’s what I’d thought too, but they were kind of sketchy about it when I asked.”
Tim scrolls through Jason’s messy bulleted list. More useless things like ‘lots of dead friends?’ and ‘shit at taking care of himself’ are intermixed with actually important case notes like ‘ always has pen (SWORD???) ’ and ‘SPQR tattoo/brand??' - isn't that Roman? Tim would know, he had a huge phase over the Roman Empire when he was a kid. And- ‘ skilled -’ underlined three times- ‘at sword fighting. possibly hand to hand??????? ’ and ‘Kronos?’ Tim looks up at Jason, unimpressed.
“You’re terrible at taking notes,” He tells him.
“Whatever.” Jason rolls his eyes and snatches his phone back. He shoots off a text, probably to Dick, probably about Percy Jackson. “Tomorrow is your lucky day. You’re going to that exhibit, right?”
“Yes,” Tim says suspiciously.
“Percy is too. He thinks whoever tried to capture him tonight is involved with whoever’s smuggling weapons. I told him you’d be back up if he needs it.”
“Well,” Tim says, the beginnings of a theory brewing in his head. He ignores the back up part. “They’re not just smuggling weapons.”
Jason sits up and turns to Tim slowly. It’s disconcertingly threatening, even though Tim knows Jason’s far past stabbing him anymore. Maybe he should’ve asked about backing Jackson up instead.
“What else are they smuggling?” Jason growls, tenser than he’s been all night. Tim puts his hands up in surrender.
“I haven’t figured it out yet, mostly,” He says quickly. “I’m wondering if Crane’s involved, though. There’s evidence of transporting a volatile substance in their logs, the same way Fear Gas is usually tagged.” Jason nods, relaxing back against the couch again. Tim decides not to mention that they’ve had weird gaps in shipments, places where funds aren’t adding up and supply isn’t written neatly down like everything else is. It points towards trafficking something more sinister; of course, Fear Gas in any capacity is sinister too, but not in the way that distributing living beings is.
Tim thinks about Percy Jackson and then the smuggling case, and he thinks about how all of Jackson’s enemies know him by name, and he thinks about the shifty way the security guard acted about that knife at the exhibit almost two weeks ago. He thinks about Jackson calling everyone ‘mortals’ and he thinks about how the ‘enemies’ also weren’t human.
Jason said Jackson’s enemies were trying to ‘take him’. He implied that the Chimera- and again, Tim is having a hard time conceptualizing that - was meant for Jackson specifically.
Percy Jackson is undoubtedly involved in the smuggling operation, Tim’s sure. He just hasn’t figured out how yet.
But come tomorrow, Tim will .
Notes:
THEY"RE FINALLY HERE LFG!!!! PLUS TIM POV????? idk if u guys can tell but i am a huuuuuge fan of writing dialogue. nico and will meeting jason for the first time was actually the first pre-written scene i'd done for this work, and i have been excitedly anticipating it. u may notice that this chapter is two days early (or not, but it is). and u may be asking, jingles, i thought you were fixating on the sims 4! what ahppened? well dear readers, i've been in the process of moving my shit and looking homeless so yesterday i went to walmart after an all nighter for more boxes and they 100% thought i was a shop lifter. i am a paranoid anxious freak so i was unable to leave my apartment for the rest of the day ( i went... at 7 am....). TDLR: freaking out, need positive indirect human interaction LOLOL
chapter notes:
>>ik i already metnioned how excited i was to expand on percy and nico's dynamic but lemme elaborate now that i've elaborated in the text HAHA. i love batfam dynamics and everything but nico got percy trapped at hades’ palace the same day he took him to swim in the river styx. percy showed up at camp jupiter and recognized nico and nico just looked him in the eye and gaslit him. nico was in love with percy and also likely hated him for it for years. to percy, he's seen this kid as the ghost king in the labyrinth (and saved him from midas’ manipulation) and also as a little gay nerd following his sister around (and was one of the last people to see bianca).
>percy still thinks nico is a little freak/fond
>nico still thinks percy is kind of stupid/fond
>percy: i refuse to be less funny because i'm scared.
>percy, metaphorically slapping the top of his baggage: this bad boy can fit so much survivor's guilt in it
>every nerd has a mythology phase in their childhood and possibly onward. Jason loved greek mythology, mainly bc of the literature and art, and tim really liked egyptian mythology, although he’s well versed in a lot of various international religious beliefs and theologies bc of his parents and his insatiable need to have their approval as well as his voracious hunger for knowledge in general (ancient civilizations, world history, politics, etc etc) so he knows way more about romans than greeks bc empire, whereas jason’s a huge greek nerd bc their impact on human civilization (sci, phi, music, lit, etc ect) if that makes sense
>me, changing canon: heeheehee.
>sorry if timmy is ooc. i've only read the red robin run (2009-2011) with him in it, rather than his older robin runs. also i'm trying to imply that his character has grown since then (it's been a yr) bc i LOVE tim and i loved that run but he is terrible in relationships and also in getting out of his own head to think about other people more subjectively; he's a lot like bruce in that way in canon imo
>percy eats how i eat. do u guys do that? like ur brain turns off and then 5 minutes later u look down and there's no food left on ur plate? no i don't have a weird relationship with food haha die
>i missed out on all of the traumatic repercussions on percy from the first war in HOO so now we see them here. that's why luke and the first war is floating around a lot. also, it was only two yrs ago HAHAH which i have to keep reminding myself like 'woud he really still be thinking about this?' yes jingles you fucking opp, yes he wouldread all ur comments as always, ily, i'm glad ur fuckin w the vision. next chapter is freaking epic so stay tuned :)
Chapter 7: a spark for conflagration
Summary:
“Man, I hate being a celebrity,” Percy complains, the hair on the back of his neck standing on edge. “Half of that's not even true. Why don't you just save us all some time and tell me who you are.”
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
July 16th, Gotham City, New Jersey, 01 A.T.
Percy stares up at the ceiling. The sun hasn’t risen quite yet, but the sky outside his window is steadily lightening. He’s been awake for who knows how long, waiting to hear movement from the living room.
Last night’s dreams weren’t as bad as usual- just a lot of unrealistic catastrophizing (his Mom mentioned his new skill right before he left for Gotham, when she said he had picked up Annabeth’s bad habits) about what’s going to happen at work today. They were bad enough to completely ruin the idea of going back to sleep though, so Percy’s pretty sure he only got a couple hours. Not that it’s uncommon for him to go into the thick of it sleep deprived- he’s practically got a corner in the market for that alone. He just maybe would’ve liked for it to be different this time. And every other time. He sighs.
There’s a knock on his door.
“Percy?” Nico cracks it open before seeing he’s awake and creeping in. He sits at the edge of the bed and looks around, his eyes landing on the fountain in the corner.
“Hey, Nico,” Percy says. His voice is rough, like he swallowed glass. “Will up?”
“No, he’s still asleep,” Nico says quietly. “I like your room.”
“Thanks.” Percy studies him. He almost asks what’s up with Nico, what brought him in, but the pre-dawn silence sits like a blanket of snow over the room, creating a calm and safe atmosphere he’s loath to disturb. Nico, like a cat in a new environment, slowly relaxes further, lying back on the comforter.
“Is it worth it?” Nico asks suddenly, no louder than a whisper.
“What?”
“Living here. Retiring,” Nico clarifies, lying on his side to face Percy. “Besides the stuff going on right now.” Percy sighs again, looking back up at the white plaster above his head.
“Maybe,” Percy says finally. “I’m not sure. Sometimes it feels like the right thing to do.” Luke whispers angrily in the back of his mind. He ignores it. “Sometimes it feels like I abandoned everyone because I was too weak to handle it.” It’s something he’s been trying fervently to ignore, the feeling that he’s betraying the people who trust him to keep them safe, to lead them to victory. Like he couldn’t handle the impact of Annabeth’s death and ran away like a coward.
Although, he thinks, that’s sort of exactly what he did.
“No one else feels that way but you,” Nico tells him firmly, not in an assuring tone but in a way that means Nico thinks it’s a fact. Maybe Nico doesn’t think that, or Will, and Percy decides that’s enough for him.
“Hopefully,” Percy says, his own form of acquiescence. Somewhere in the back of his consciousness, he hears waves rhythmically lapping at sand. The fountain trickles from the corner, its gurgling a familiar steady song.
The door swings open wildly as Will stumbles in. He lands flat on top of Nico, who lets out a noise like a deflating balloon.
“Hmmph,” Nico groans into the comforter. Will rolls off him, settling in between Nico and Percy.
“Why are you guys up so early?” Will asks groggily. As the morning person out of the three of them, it’s probably surreal to make eye contact with the cousins.
“Bad dreams,” Nico and Percy say at the same time. Will hums, splaying his arms out across the bed and subsequently over top of them.
“Damn,” Will says. “That’s tough. Couldn’t be me though, I slept like a baby.” Percy’s eyes are closed when he hears Will grunt, which likely means Nico punched him in the stomach. He feels no sympathy.
“I’m not even up yet,” Percy says, rolling to bury his face against his pillow into a vast expanse of green-blue fading into the sky, far out on the horizon. “You guys just came in here.”
“You made us sleep on the couch,” Will points out, lying through his teeth. Percy kicks out at him and is rewarded by another grunt. “ Hey! ”
Percy snickers.
“Will, make us breakfast,” Nico pleads, wiggling closer to him.
“First of all, this is not my house. Second of all, I'm not a house husband.”
“You have my permission,” Percy mumbles into his pillow-sleep-sand-ocean. “Now get out. I want quiet.”
“Only after Will makes breakfast,” Nico says, patting Will on the shoulder and settling more comfortably into the bed. Will sighs, sitting up.
“I hate you,” He informs Nico as he leaves the room.
“Thank you, house husband,” Nico says at a normal volume, but he knows Will heard him because a second later he appears, shoots a hair tie at Nico, and then vanishes again, presumably to the kitchen.
For an insurmountable amount of time, Nico and Percy sit in the quiet of the bedroom. Percy drifts far, far away from his body. He leaves his aching ribs and throbbing leg behind. For a while, he's on the beach, in the sand. It's overcast, but not cold at all.
Nico's there, maybe. It's hard to tell- all Percy has to do is turn his head to see, but the effort seems monumental. Barring that, he's so comfortable so far away, and his body looks peaceful buried under the dark blue comforter. He can barely see the white strands of hair poking out from the dark mop in view over the edge of the blanket.
“Percy?”
Percy hums. He was wrong- he isn't on the sand. He's in the sea, gently buffeted by the current underwater. He's weightless, thoughtless, painless.
He's been here before. Mostly with Annabeth, when he'd be overwhelmed and exhausted and something crazy had just happened, like when he walked away from Zues's wrath after returning the bolt, his first time on Olympus. After the battle with Atlas, and holding up the sky. When he came home after being offered immortality . Always after the battle, after seeing something horrifying and usually being in pain.
The ocean had occupied a lot of his mind when Hera had robbed him of his memories. Just the empty space, just when he went looking for it, because he was all instinct no-time-for-thought in those days, but he, Hazel, and Frank had strangely consistent pockets of downtime on their quest. After that, on Leo's ship, Percy had a near-constant high of anxiety that only spiked higher and higher until, upon falling into the Pit with Annabeth, it had reached an orchestral buzz of terror permanently blaring in the back of his mind. The ocean had dried up in the decrepit heat of Hell.
Then, Annabeth.
After she died, there was something like a tsunami. He kind of lost consciousness, so deep in the ocean-Pit he could hardly see the world around him at the surface. It began to force itself upon him. On the elevator ride up from Tartarus. The first 6 months of his senior year. Now it comes and goes.
It's not a good place, this strange ocean in his mind. Not when he needs to focus, to watch for danger, to pass his classes. It means bad things.
But here, where the blue comforter is just 2 or so miles up on the beach waiting for him and far away, the Big House looms, he's safe. With Nico, he's safe.
Something ice cold against the back of his arm thrown over his pillow jolts him back and in a second he's blinking at Nico, his head craned awkwardly.
“-Okay?” He asks, his voice sounding like it's a great distance away. Percy hums again, lying back down. The water is warm.
He hears Will come in with food, and Percy can tell by the smell that it's bacon. Percy genuinely had not checked the freezer yet, but the revelation that it exists is something interesting to look into at a later time.
He blinks, sitting up on the bed and cringing as Will turns on the hallway light to help them see their food.
Nico is watching him as he chews on his piece of toast. Will hands Percy his own plate of toast, bacon, and a Cutie, then sits down and begins eating.
“You excited to go investigate today?” Will prompts through a half chewed mouthful of orange. Nico makes a face at him as Percy grunts around a mouthful of crust.
“Oh boy am I,” Percy mutters darkly into his piece of toast.
“So excited your brain turned off for a minute or ten?” Nico asks innocently. Will glances over at him before turning to Percy, who shoots Nico a vicious glare over the strip of charred bacon he’s moved on to. He bites loudly into it with prejudice.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Percy says with his mouth full. “Guy can't be sleepy?”
“Be serious, Percy.” Nico is frowning at him now, and Percy puts his bacon down with a scowl.
“Fine,” He says. “Yeah, okay. It happens after I’m…” Terrified? Hurt? Traumatized? “Really stressed out and I’m out of it. Especially after, uh, last year. Now it’s really only when I’m, like, way overwhelmed. I can usually control it.” Sort of. With the way Will is looking at him, he’s pretty sure his unspoken words were as good as heard.
“What stressed you out this time?” Will asks curiously. When Percy turns to face him, he adds, “I’ve seen you after monster battles. It doesn’t usually go like this.”
He’s right. Mostly, the ocean only calls when he’s thinking like crazy or unable to think at all, in moments of genuine crisis, when he’s small in the face of the terrors in front of him. Like Annabeth almost dying after saving his life on the bridge, Luke’s… everything, Annabeth actually dying, the existence of the Pit that haunts his every moment, conscious or not, and being effectively temporarily removed from his life and placed in a terrifying episode of Survivor: Amnesiac Demigod Edition.
The other times, like this morning, are a little more embarrassing for Percy to admit for some reason. He can feel the tips of ears turn pink as he examines the Cutie on his plate, unsure if he can even say it out loud.
“Uh,” He starts, slowly digging his thumb under the Cutie’s skin and feeling not unlike an orange getting peeled himself. “Well… I guess I’ve been lowkey pretty stressed out for a while, and so now that I’m…”
“Unable to take action?” Will suggests. Percy rips the piece of skin he’s working off the fruit and drops it on his plate, his brow furrowed.
“Safe?” Nico guesses, and Percy stops peeling the orange, his posture defeated. He turns his face up but his eyes can’t quite meet the others’.
“We make you feel safe?” Will asks softly, a tiny, fond smile on his face. Percy grimaces at his Cutie, which he’s returned to peeling with a vengeance.
“Whatever,” He grumbles, feeling a little humiliated.
“Awe, Percy,” Nico teases, the ghost of a smile flitting across his face. Then it drops away, and he puts an ice cold hand on Percy’s arm. “Me too. Don’t be embarrassed to feel safe. It can be hard to find. I’m glad that I can contribute to that.” Then he casually returns to his breakfast, like emotions and Nico were normal companions.
Percy gives him a half smile and breaks apart his freed orange. He considers what Nico said to him as he pushes the ocean as far as he can in his mind. He’s being hunted down by who knows what- he can’t afford to go away for a while, even when he does feel safe, because feeling safe and being safe are two different things. And anyway, he can, in reality, only sort of control it; the ocean comes and goes as it pleases. What if he’s out in the real world and he drowns in his head and then that’s it, he gets killed in real life, or Margot gets in trouble, or something equally as bad happens?
No, Percy’s not buying into this ‘embrace the safe’ flesh-eating horse shit Nico’s pushing onto him. He’s been really good about keeping the ocean away since moving to Gotham- mainly because he’s been too busy thinking about normal stressful stuff like work, and the Red Hood, and how to legally adopt a child without involving any form of government. Well, relatively normal stuff, in the grand scheme of his dumpster fire life. And, of course, being constantly stressed about survival is a key part of being a demigod, and really the demigod stress only spiked recently.
Percy knows, hating even the bare thought of acknowledging it, that it was the godsdamned nightmare that started the real trouble. It was the not sleeping, then the reliving twisted versions of his worst memories, then the sudden acquisition of a 7 and a half year old child, then the demigod stress. And now Nico’s here, and so is Will, and they’ll be more eyes on Margot and right now they’re eyes on him and his back, which, even lacking the Curse of Achilles, has always been vulnerable to attacks. His old weak spot and his unguarded shoulders have people who have covered them before, and his brain is trying to latch onto that and take him on vacation so he can escape the pain in his body for a while.
His life is a joke.
“I hate everything,” He mutters. Will laughs and Nico just replies, “Same.”
Eventually, as the sun starts to rise and the 10AM shift (so early again! Why??) approaches, so Percy gets ready for work. His phone pings with something, but he elects to ignore it until he tosses his apartment key to Will and tells them to stay safe.
After boarding the bus, he reads the text. It’s some kind of schedule for the exhibit- and some of it doesn’t match the one his employers gave him. His eyes narrow as he manages to decipher some of the labels on the extra events in the itinerary and he scowls down at it, desperately wishing he could fucking read . He can only make out something Jason circled with red that says BOSS MEETING (CLEAR)- 12:45PM.
He climbs out of the bus when it reaches his destination and even the sidewalk under his feet is a different color.
Percy looks up at the obnoxiously large building. It’s the kind of fancy, rentable spaces in downtown cities with a lot of windows and a weird, winding layout. The floors feel like linoleum but they look like oak wood, and there’s a bunch of display cases scattered across the room in various sizes.
All of them, he notices as he passes, have very familiar looking Greek memorabilia.
After he clocks in and figures out where he’s supposed to be stationed, he just crowd watches for a while. He’s positioned near the doorway leading further into the administrative areas and the bathrooms, and he’s bored enough to start wandering around about an hour into his shift. He doesn’t want to go straight back to look through the Big Boss’s stuff right away, because he knows the guy might be hanging around until the big meeting later on. At least, that’s what Percy understood from the itinerary Jason sent to him. He hadn’t even known Jason had his phone number until the small device lit up with a message from him.
He swiftly changed the contact name from Jason to Helmet. Just on the off chance Jason ever looks through his phone. He thinks it’d be funny.
He stops at a particular display case, the breakfast Will had made for him abruptly threatening to come back up.
It’d been two years, but Silena Beauregard’s death is burned into his psyche. He’d recognize that helmet, formerly Clarisse’s, anywhere.
“This is…” His throat closes off and he falls silent, placing a hand on the glass. It’s disgusting, horrible, and it makes his stomach churn. He can’t bring himself to look in any of the other cases as he decides he’s over waiting around.
Luckily, there’s commotion at the front door as someone important shows up, and Percy uses the distraction to slip down the hall and up some stairs before he finds what he's looking for.
The door, offensively, is not only unlocked but also wide open. He creeps inside.
The office is huge, larger than his kitchen and living room combined. On the left of the grand chestnut desk in the back center of the room is a huge set of doors leading elsewhere. Those doors are closed, and Percy tries to set aside his unease at that fact.
He rounds the desk and looks first over the shelves behind it, frowning as he reads over books about Demeter, and statistics, about finance and a whole bunch of business stuff his eyes skim over.
He realizes with a start that most of them are so easy to read because they're in Ancient Greek, which rings another alarm bell in his head.
Percy sifts through the papers on top of the desk, filling with dread that he can also read them perfectly clearly. He glances up at the door once before opening the desk drawer and rifling through it quickly, giving headings a cursory glance but mainly looking for any indication of who, exactly, is gathering all of his old friend's gear. And also, if his hunch is right and it's connected, who's trying to capture him.
There's a gasp at the doorway. Percy looks up.
He meets the eyes of the celebrity with the sharp eyes, who is comically spread out to fill the entire doorway. His mouth opens and closes, and then opens again. Finally, he straightens, as if gathering his composure.
To Percy, it looks like he went from a fighter's stance to a neutral one, like slipping into a costume. He's definitely right about the guy being smart and likely dangerous. Percy ignores the other part of his brain that logs the slant of his eyes, the slight shadow under his cheekbones, his dark lashes fanning out over skin, and the narrow cut of the suit tapering at his waist.
“You,” The man says, stepping into the room and closing the door behind him. Percy slowly rights himself, closing the drawer with his knee.
“Me,” Percy agrees, unthreatened but slightly peeved at being interrupted.
“Percy Jackson?” The man asks, but Percy knows he's not really asking.
“You have me at a disadvantage,” Percy says, quirking a brow. The man steps closer.
“I'm Tim,” Tim says.
“Tim…” Percy drawls. “You're not supposed to be here.”
“And you are ?” Tim fires back. “I was told you were investigating, but I'm not so sure that's true. You're involved in this, aren't you?”
“Involved in what?” Percy asks. This must be Jason's contact, he realizes. He's curious about what other mortals (or, in Tim's case, mortal adjacent) think is going on.
“This whole operation.” Tim crosses his arms and squares his shoulders, but Percy only gives him half his attention. His gaze finds the other door in the office, 15 paces away, and a restless feeling stirs in his gut. “You know where the weapons are from. And you know that they're not just smuggling weapons.”
Percy stills unnaturally quickly and turns to Tim, temporarily torn from the danger.
“What else are they smuggling?” He asks sharply. Tim looks at him, a little startled. He scrutinizes Percy before his eyes slowly start to widen.
“You're… not involved,” Tim says, sounding confused and a little irritated. Percy wants to say something along the lines of, “Great deduction, Detective Dumbass” but he's once again drawn to the door- rather, he feels the urge to grab Tim and run far away from the door, or otherwise tear it open and start hacking with Riptide. Given the state of his ribs, the former sounds much more realistic. He rounds the side of the desk opposite of the door and gestures to Tim to follow him. When the other gets close enough, Percy pulls him behind the podium on the other side of the room, and Percy tucks himself between Tim and the wood, Riptide clenched tight in his hand. They don't have time to try and crouch before the door is swinging open.
A man strides in, looking completely unsurprised to see them in his office. He wears a crisp blue suit that accentuates the broad line of his shoulders. His cufflinks seem to have jewels on them that catch the light often. His hair is dark and slicked back, and although his physique is young, the wrinkles on his face bely his possible age. He smiles sharply like a news reporter, all white teeth, and clasps his hands together.
“Percy Jackson,” He says, sounding impressed and highly pleased. Percy steps out from behind the podium, uncapping Riptide. The sword shnks out crisply and from behind him, he hears Tim's stifled gasp. “Twice Savior of Olympus. Titan Slayer, Giant Slayer. Little Pawn .” The man says the last title with condescension, looking at Percy with a momentary, vague expression of pity before it melts off his face.
“Man, I hate being a celebrity,” Percy complains, the hair on the back of his neck standing on edge. “Half of that's not even true. Why don't you just save us all some time and tell me who you are.”
The man's eyes sparkle with amusement as he stops at the far end of the desk, plucking a letter opener off the dark wood and drawing his fingers along it idly.
Percy knows, without a doubt, that the man in front of him is some sort of God.
“I've heard so much about you,” The man says, his tone warm. It makes goosebumps rise on Percy's skin. “It's a pleasure to meet you firsthand.”
“You're Albert Serrado,” Tim says suddenly, from Percy's shoulder. Percy's eyebrows draw inward as he mentally bonks Tim on the head with the butt of Riptide's hilt.
Shut up! He tries to tell Tim with his eyes. Tim does not get the message.
“You've been pulling artifacts into Gotham in an effort to draw in specific attention,” Tim states, shifting a little further out from behind Percy. Percy glares at him and then looks back at the god. “Why?”
The man regards Tim for a moment before turning back to Percy, looking almost chastising.
“You keep very different company these days, Mr. Jackson,” He says mildly.
“A lot has changed,” Percy says tightly. He takes another step forward and slides in front of Tim again, flipping Riptide once as a self soothing tic. The man hums, leaning more casually against the desk.
“Yes,” He agrees. “What with your vacation last year.” Percy's heart drops.
“Heard you dropped into the pit,” The man goads. “Mighty warm in the summer. How was it?”
“I can help you find out for yourself,” Percy snarls, his initial apprehension at feeling a godly aura after going so long without starting to wear off. He knows that this isn't the place or time to start a fight. He's missing substantial amounts of information. But it's so tempting to jump forward and show the man just what exactly had changed in Percy after his vacation.
He feels a hand cup just under his elbow and he glances to his side. Tim has taken a step closer to him, looking intently at his face. Percy doesn't really catch the message in his eyes but he takes a deep breath, the alarm across Tim's features reminding him that he needs to keep his head, and turns back to the man.
The man watches this play out, straightened from his lean. Whatever he sees on Percy's face is making him cautious. Good. Let him be nervous. Percy has half a mind to chop him into pieces and feed him to his Great Grandpa, á la Zeus Special. If looks could kill…
“I am not a monster, child,” The man says, his tone insistent. Percy can almost hear the slight shake in his voice.
“Neither was I.” Percy stares him down, willing him to get to the point.
“Hm,” The man says. “There are those who would disagree with you. Some of which you dispatched yesterday. But I suppose, as of now, your blood still runs red.”
“You're with Lady A,” Percy confirms, pointing at him. “What do you want me for?” Tim shoots him another look, growing more alarmed by the second.
“My associate will be very envious we spoke, Perseus,” The man muses, ignoring Percy and drawing towards the door he came from. As he steps through it, he looks directly at Percy with a twinkle in his eye and says, “She cannot wait for your reunion.” He slams the door shut. Tim pushes past Percy and rushes to it, and Percy doesn't bother to stop him. He knows even as Tim is opening the door that the man is long gone.
His fist clenches around Riptide as he waits for his body to relax, now that the threat is gone. Instead, his heart rate ticks up. He realizes, as he catalogues his body, that he isn't breathing. He moves on to focus on Tim, who abandons the idea of searching for the man and instead returns to Percy. He peers up at him, his eyes a little wide.
“Are you okay?” He asks. He's nervous, Percy notes. Nervous like Hazel when he told her what he'd done in Tartarus. Nervous like Annabeth when he nearly drowned Akhlys with her own poison. Nervous like he thinks Percy's coming for him next.
Percy takes an obvious, distinct step back and, drawing the cap from his pocket, caps Riptide. He can't bring himself to put the pen down, but he hopes the gesture is enough.
“Wow,” Percy says, his voice shockingly normal for how numb his mouth feels. “What an asshole.”
Tim takes another step closer, his nerves shifting into something like determination. His face flickers with concern. Percy wonders how he flipped from the confrontation entering the room to the careful way he lays a hand on Percy's arm, maintaining eye contact under furrowed brows and heavy lashes. His dark circles have dark circles, maybe even worse than Percy's. It only serves to make his eyes more piercing. Percy can almost clearly see the thousands of questions filtering across Tim's mind, the gears churning so quickly Percy's surprised smoke isn't puffing out of his ears.
He smiles distantly, his heart a thundering beast in his ear and his ribs and his bullet wound, which is loudly protesting his prolonged tense posture. He just can't break out of the instinct to fight, even as he slips out the door, trying to push the feeling of calm into his mind. He blinks and he's outside scanning over the street, his blood rushing loud enough to drown out everything around him. He has to get home, to make sure the man and Lady A don't get to Margot and Nico and Will. He has to get somewhere safe so he can plan his attack and maybe sit down for a second because his vision is tunneling. He loses his balance and when he opens his eyes from an extra long blink, he's in an alley, slumped against the grimy wall, one leg sprawled out in front of him and the other folded in half. His hands are crossed over his lap, one thumb fiddling with Riptide's cap because he so desperately wants to be holding his sword.
Percy gives up on going anywhere for a second. He's pretty sure Nico and Will can hold off any threats, and Jason can… try his best. Maybe Percy can get him some more of those celestial bronze bullets. They were pretty effective on him, after all.
He blinks again, and Tim is sitting next to him, uncaring of his fancy suit chafing against the grubby brick and filthy asphalt.
“Hey,” Tim says softly. He carefully links his pinkie finger with Percy's.
“Hey,” Percy replies, his voice too sharp. He sucks in a breath and lets it out slowly. “Sorry.”
“That's fine,” Tim assures him. “Is this alright? I figured that touch grounds you?”
Percy blinks the present sharply into focus, startled. He looks at Tim, who looks down at his shoes and turns a little pink. He really shouldn’t be zoning out with someone he only recently discovered isn’t bad news, which actually could be wrong. It’s just that Jason seems to have a handle on reading people, and this kid is his back up.
“Sorry, it's just that earlier…” Tim shakes his head. “Nevermind. How are you?”
Percy reevaluates himself. His heart has slowed down some and he's less inclined to start peeking corners like he's leading a charge in Manhattan or being hunted in the Pit.
He shivers and raises a hand in the air, tilting it back and forth in a so-so gesture.
“Wanna get home,” He admits to Tim. “See…” He thinks of a term that correctly describes the little girl probably dropped off and waiting for him at home, about Nico and Will, and hell, maybe even Jason, before simply settling on, “Everyone.”
Tim nods and gets to his feet. He gets a firmer grip on the hand linked with Percy's and helps him up. He's surprisingly strong.
“Do you want a ride?” Tim asks, brushing against his shoulder so faintly Percy almost thinks he imagines it. “I have to go talk to Jason about a case. Maybe you can loop me in on a few things?” He sounds almost desperate for information. The corner of his mouth twitches as he lets Tim lead him by the pinkie down the street to a parking garage.
“Case?” Percy asks, fighting to keep his voice steady, to stay firmly on his feet. They begin walking down the slope towards the underground section of the garage, and Percy's muscles tense further.
Tim, instead of answering that question, pulls him up to a really nice car , its paint a deep steel gray and the entire length of the sleek vehicle spotless. He ushers Percy to the passenger side door (that he opens for him- what a gentleman . Percy would roll his eyes if he weren't out at sea) and then climbs into the driver's seat. The car starts with a purr and Percy relaxes into the surprisingly comfortable luxury blood red seating as Tim pulls out into the street.
“I have a question. You don't have to answer,” he says a little ways into the drive at a red light. Percy turns to look at his profile. His nose isn't as perfectly straight as Percy had thought- there's a tiny dent visible from this angle, as if it’s been broken at some point and reset expertly.
“That guy freaked you out a lot,” Tim says quietly to the windshield, easing off the brake as the light changes. “Do you have any idea who he is?”
“No,” Percy says, a little bitter. “But I know he's dangerous.”
“He seemed to know you,” Tim says. It's not accusing, but Percy scowls at the dashboard anyway. “Savior of-”
“I heard him,” Percy says a touch too harshly. Then, “Sorry.”
“What did he mean by ‘titan’ and ‘giant’ slayer?” Tim asks, before blinking. “You don't have to answer that.”
“Good, because I don't know how to,” Percy says, his voice quiet like a breath, the sea breeze heavy in the air. He blinks hard. He needs to think about- the quest? The mission? Tim called it a case.
“You said,” Percy is fighting so hard to speak normally, but his sentence comes out strangely mangled. “They're smuggling- other stuff. Besides weapons.”
“Yes,” Tim says, and then rolls down his window and screams to the driver next to him after they nearly run them off the road, “KILL YOURSELF!”
Percy laughs, surprised, and the music on the radio fades into earshot. It's Radiohead.
“What else?”
“Mm. Possibly Fear Gas. Are you okay to wait and then you, Jason and I can discuss everything together? That way you and I don't have to do it twice.”
Percy growls. Work with me, Tim, he thinks desperately.
“Okay,” He says. There has to be something else. “Nice car.”
It seems to be the right thing to say. Tim's posture changes subtly but visibly- the weird, careful, stiff and ill-fitting outfit he was wearing slips off, and someone soft, and frightening, and very fond of his car takes its place.
“It's an Aston Martin Vulcan ,” Tim says like it means anything to Percy. “Only 24 ever made. V12 engine. It can go from 0 to 60 in 2.9 seconds and its top speed is 208 MPH on paper.” He pauses and shoots Percy a conspiratorial grin. “Well, if it was stock, anyway. There's only one of my Baby.”
Percy matches his grin and wonders distantly if Tim is a little crazy. Most of the smart people Percy has met have all been just slightly left of sane, except for Reyna. Reyna is scarily sane.
Tim takes in Percy's address as he chokes it out and then frowns at his steering wheel.
“Well,” Tim says, drumming his fingers deftly against the black cover. “I’ll drop you there and then swing by later with Jason in a different car.”
Percy nods. He reaches out and turns up the radio to substitute any more wrong-turning conversations. The song has changed, and on the- what looks like custom-built- radio in the dash, it’s a band called Car Seat Headrest. He’s not really sure if he likes it, but it doesn’t suck as bad as Thalia’s music, so it’s passable enough for him. Plus, It seems to soothe Tim. Percy watches as his tapping becomes more focused and rhythmic, matched up to the song, and he’s singing under his breath. Percy hates to admit to himself that it’s helping him stay grounded as much as Tim. A deeper and even worse thought floats around in his brain- that Tim is kind of cute. He scowls at the radio for the rest of the ride.
They get to his building and Tim parks in the alley under his bedroom window. He shoots a glance at it as they walk to the entrance.
It’s open.
Notes:
FINALLY. (in the voice of the chocolate fish guy from spongebob). i have been waiting for albert's appearance for FOREVER. you have literally no fucking idea how long this has been in the drafts. the dissociation part was added after and i'm sorry if that's ooc. if we don't like it tell me now and i'll edit it out of the rest of the work LMAO. it's called venting, sweaties. also, i haven't written more than 150 words in like, a week, but on the bright side i have completely moved into my new place. i've just smoked half a cig, now i'm bout to get lit af off the penjamin and some soju for love day (my mom also got me those gummy krabby patties??? but i'm pretty sure those are Evil in nature).
happy valentine's day!!!!! hope everyone is happier than me and percy!
chapt notes:
>percy, shaking violently and clearly having a moment, in a completely normal voice: gee. get a load of that guy amiright. im gonna go make sure my kid doesnt end up in a display case
tim: would you first perhaps like to sit down? maybe grab a glass of water?
>>percy: [fully battle ready, on edge, sword in hand, freaking out]
Tim [looking up at percy, assessing his threat level, pretty sure percy’s having a lazarus rage moment]: r u okay?
Percy: [immediately gets lost in his eyes] now that ur here
>literally everyone to percy, trying to get the jump on him: i know who u r percy jackson
percy: you and everybody else on the fucking planet
>tim Loves his Car.
>jay’s a car guy. He drives an 88 supra that fixed up and has worked on lovingly since he moved home and became the red hood. ik he's not even in this chapter but just so ur aware.
>i love writing breakfast scenes it is Very Important. Trust me. there are More to Come.
hooray for reading! hope u like it. strap in because the rising action is finally rising actioning. thank you thank you thank you for the comments, and the kudos, ily, stay warm :)
Chapter 8: treading water
Summary:
“What’s with the weird secrecy about oaths and prophecies? Are you in some kind of cult?” He asks, slightly irritated.
Percy sees Nico and Will exchange a glance out of the corner of his eye and inwardly sighs.
“Holy shit,” Jason says faintly. “You are.”
“We are not in a cult,” Percy says loudly, deciding that somebody has to do damage control. “It’s just a very exclusive, very dangerous… family… situation… Okay, so it does sound like a cult, but-”
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
His steps stutter as he stares at the open window, his brow furrowing. Tim stops a little way up the alley and then turns around, following Percy’s gaze.
“Hm,” Percy says, his voice calm. He uncaps Riptide and leaps , easily forgoing the ladder to pull himself up the fire escape. He jumps each level and levers himself up until he’s next to his window, and from there he eases into his room. His ribs cry and scream and he's pretty sure he just tore something open. Tim makes a startled noise from below him, but there’s the sound of movement, so Percy figures he’ll find a way up.
Which is good, because Percy’s about to flood the whole fucking city.
It feels ominous. Everything in his room is exactly how he left it except for the bed, which is made.
Except no one is here.
He walks through the apartment and finds the front door hanging open , and the kitchen sink explodes right as Tim appears at the end of the hallway.
“Nico?” Percy shouts, one hand gripping his hair and the other holding fast to Riptide.
No one answers. Of course no one answers, because no one is here . His friends are gone, his apartment’s been broken into, and they’ve likely been taken while Percy was dicking around at work, not learning anything . He didn’t even get the god’s name, he just- freaked out and let his fear get the best of him.
The bathroom sink explodes.
Like he’s doing now.
“Oh-kay, okay,” Percy says. Tim is standing at the table. “Is it a note?” His voice is mean and dangerous and he is so afraid . A ransom note, maybe? Some sort of secret message?
“It’s signed Jason. It just says ‘call me,’” Tim says, narrowing his eyes.
Percy scrambles for his phone and flips to his contact, using his phone for the very first time ever.
It rings three times. His heart plummets further with each ring. Tim has crossed the room and taken the phone to put it on speaker, and he hasn’t let go of it or Percy’s hand since. Maybe he noticed that Percy is spiraling wildly with all the possibilities of what happened.
“Breathe,” Tim tells him, and he takes a lungful of air right as the call connects.
“ Hello? Percy? ” It’s Jason. Percy’s knees wobble and he tries to steady himself, taking another heaving breath.
“Jason,” Percy breathes. “What happened? Where are you? Is everyone alive?” He wishes he could just send an Iris Message. The idea of seeing the aftermath of whatever occurred soothes him more than word of mouth. Anyone can say anything- Percy knows all about that.
“ What? Yeah, we’re good. There was a, ah, minor incident involving a monster and Margot- no biggie, just means your apartment is compromised. I’ve moved you guys temporarily to a new place, with a couple different units since I own the building. Nico did… something… and said it’s protected against whatever you guys have got going on. It’s completely mortal proof.” Jason’s voice sounds normal, calm. There’s no hint of strain or pain. Percy stares down at the phone. In the very back of his head, there’s the sound of screeching violins.
“But you’re okay? Everyone’s okay?” Percy asks again. At the pause on the other end of the phone, he feels panic grip its tight claws around Percy’s throat. Tim wrestles the phone away from him and rests his free hand right below his elbow on his forearm.
“It’s just that the apartment looks broken into,” Tim clarifies to Jason. “Hi, by the way. Did you really move them to-”
“Don’t say it, dickhead, yes, whatever. Easiest solution, okay? And they must’ve shown up after we left. ” Another pause. “ Are you guys good? ”
“Um, yeah,” Tim says unconvincingly. Percy reaches for the phone and Tim allows him to tug it close.
“Is Nico there?” He asks curtly, though his voice is quieter than he’d thought. The weird anxiousness is fighting with the information that everyone’s uninjured- or no less injured.
“ He’s asleep. ” If Nico’s asleep Will is probably behind it, which means he can’t talk either.
“Margot?”
“ Sleeping with Nico .” Maybe Will isn’t with Nico after all.
“Will?”
“ He went out. ”
“ He went out!?” Percy cries, standing ramrod straight and bringing both hands up to pull harshly at his hair. The kitchen sink, its faucet already gone from its earlier eruption, gurgles before a jet of water shoots up and pressure-washes the ceiling for about 10 seconds straight. “You let him? ”
“ Percy, he’s the one who killed the monster that was following Margot. And also, I can’t exactly stop him. ”
Percy’s lightheaded. Tim is watching him with his sharp eyes, and he takes a deep breath and tries to pull himself together.
C’mon, Seaweed Brain .
“We’ll be there as soon as possible,” He says, hard like barking orders to an army, to a friend, because Percy is- Percy is-
Percy needs to chill out. He keeps breathing slowly. Tim and Jason exchange more words. Tim nudges Percy into his room and tells him to pack a bag. Percy puts Riptide down on the bed, still a sword, and digs out his duffle bag. He throws in four black t-shirts, 3 pairs of baggy jeans and one pair of Carhartts that he’s ridiculously in love with, as long with all his essentials like underwear and socks and- he reaches behind his skateboard and pulls out Annabeth’s bone sword right at Tim walks in with his toothbrush in one ziplock and his assorted soap from his shower in another. They stare at each other.
“Another sword?” Tim asks lightly. “What’s it made out of?”
“Bone,” Percy says. Tim slowly approaches, tossing his spoils on top of Percy’s open bag.
To Percy’s pleasant surprise, he doesn’t seem very put off by his answer. He looks at the sword, then at Percy as he tosses in his hairbrush.
“Can you tell me more?” Tim asks. It’s something about the way he asks it- not digging for information, exactly, but eager. Percy’s pretty sure the guy wanted to strangle him for answers earlier, but now he’s… careful. Not coddling, but aware of Percy in a way people have a hard time being, sometimes. Maybe it’s because he thinks Percy’s crazy. That the way he’s freaking out is frightening.
But then Percy sees him eye the sword, and he thinks that maybe Tim’s a big fat nerd.
“Do you know all your grandparents?” Percy asks, meeting Tim’s eyes. He squints at Percy.
“Hell of a non-sequitur,” Tim says suspiciously.
“We’ll get there, maybe. Just humor me.”
“I know every single grandparent except for my Grandmother on my mother’s side, who was an estranged foreign professor in Taiwan. Even my mother didn’t know her,” Tim says quickly, and then looks surprised at himself, like he didn’t mean to say all of that.
“Right,” Percy says. “I’m kind of- freaking out right now so I’ll explain that to you later. Uh, bone sword. Made from drakon bone. Annabeth got it from a friend of ours when we were- after we- um, during my vacation. Ugh.” Percy sucks in a breath.
Calm down, Seaweed Brain. Jason said they’re fine. Tim believes it and he gives off Jason’s stalker vibes , Percy chides himself. But then, Tim doesn’t know what Percy does, does he? And Percy’s about to tell him, potentially ruining his life forever. But -Tim is clearly already a fighter. They’ll come for him eventually, if they’re already in town. Maybe they’re breeding like cockroaches in the sewer or underground.
Catastrophizing, His mother scolds him.
Percy needs to move. He picks up the sword and hands it to Tim.
“Damesan’s sword,” Percy says, his heart aching. “Annabeth’s sword. I.. guess, my sword.” Tim holds it carefully, and Percy nudges him. “Fix your grip. Do you know how to sword fight?”
“I can twirl a baton,” Tim offers, though he fixes his hand and holds the sword correctly. Percy hums.
“How does it feel in your hand?” Percy asks, stepping away from Tim and zipping up his duffle bag so he can swing it experimentally a few times. Tim’s smile begins to grow.
“I’m not going to lie,” Tim says. “This is sick.”
“Wait until you know how to use it,” Percy says, and then decides he means it. He’s already got to teach Margot. Might as well teach another kid like them. He nudges Tim out of the way and swings his weight from the window to the fire escape.
Before the added burden of the duffle bag, Percy was doing a great job at ignoring his leg, and his ribs, the cut on his arm he’d bumped earlier that he didn’t even know existed, and his fucking ribs, Hades. He definitely aggravated the cuts or something. He grits his teeth and chooses to use the ladder to get down this time, hissing as he eases slowly down to the ground. Once there, he looks up at Tim, who has been frowning at him the whole time from his bedroom window.
“I closed and locked your front door,” He calls down to Percy. Percy, so anxious to get going at this point that he’s willing to break into Tim’s precious car and go to Jason’s new place himself, just shoots him a thumbs up.
Tim seems to catch his drift. He slinks out of the window with shocking fluidity even with the sword in one hand, leaning precariously off of the fire escape to close and lock his window behind him. Percy will thank him later. He’s also probably going to bring up the insane steeze Tim’s slide down the fire escape ladder has.
Right now, he’s got a one track mind (Although the slide was seriously cool). As soon as Tim unlocks the car doors, Percy’s buckled in. Tim’s not far behind him, instructing him to tuck the sword under Percy’s seat. They’re probably already halfway there when Tim breaks the silence.
“Jason said you fought the Chimera last night,” He says. Percy has a feeling he’s not done, so he just glances over at him. His pen rolls across his knuckles. It almost feels like, in times like these, a caress, like reassurance. “You’re injured?”
Percy glances over at him again. He’s still looking straight ahead, but Percy knows the asshole is watching him from his peripheral vision.
“A little,” Percy admits.
“How much is a little?” Tim asks.
“Nunya,” Percy mutters, crossing his arms and ignoring the tacky feeling of blood sticking his shirt and part of his hoodie to his skin. “I’ll see the kids and then I can go swimming. Everything will be fine and no one will die.”
“So… true,” Tim agrees uncertainly. He takes an unprotected left and glares at the car that nearly turns right into the lane in front of them, hissing as he passes them while holding up his middle finger. Percy almost cracks a smile- his road rage is horrible.
Due to its proximity to the border of New Gotham- Jason's building seems to sit right on the edge of the Bowery- it seems to be of decent quality. There's even a parking garage, which Tim takes advantage of.
As soon as the car stops moving, Percy's out of it with his duffle, shoving Damesan's sword at Tim. He's moving fast and he can hear Tim behind him, but he stops at the front doors of the building, which has a buzzer system. Tim presses the one for the top floor.
“Animal control,” Tim says nonsensically to the mic.
“ Go fuck yourself ,” Jason's tinny voice replies before the buzzer shuts off and the door swings open. Percy follows Tim inside and stops outside of the elevator.
“You coming?” Tim asks, holding the doors open.
If you like Piña Coladas, and getting caught in the rain-
“I'm bad with elevators,” Percy says, shifting back and forth on his feet. Understatement. Try, last year I rode an elevator out of Hell and the whole time demons were trying to open it so I would die eternally.
“They're on the 21st floor,” Tim says. “It'll suck taking the stairs. Especially with your leg and… ribs? Are you bleeding?”
If you're not into yoga, if you have half a brain-
“Um, a little,” Percy says, staring at the small moving metal box Tim wants him to climb inside.
Holding the doors shut, because they want to slide open and there’s screaming on the other side, the metal rattling as something pounds its fists into the doors-
“You can’t take the stairs, Percy,” Tim tells him, frowning. Percy takes one deep breath, jumps across the gap into the elevator, and spams the close door button so that he can’t change his mind.
His entire body, he realizes absently, is trembling. Tim’s pinky finds his as Percy leans against one of the doors, like he’s holding it shut. Again, Tim doesn’t ask. Percy’s stomach swoops as the elevator stops and he leaps out, waiting for Tim to lead him to the right door.
Their pinkies stay linked as Tim knocks and Percy fidgets behind him, his brain a crescendo of noise and fear and-
The door swings open, Jason stepping aside to let them in. Before they can take a step forward, Margot tears out and crashes into Percy’s legs. He groans but reaches down to hold her next to him anyway. The relief at seeing her okay and running around drowns out the angry protesting from his bullet wounds.
“Percy!” Margot shouts. “Pick me up?”
“Not right now, Margot,” Jason says behind her. “Percy, what the hell did you do?” Percy looks down at himself and sees a lot more blood than he originally thought. Whoops.
“Nico and Will?” He asks, waddling in around Margot, who stands on his right shoe. The restriction of movement starts to get to him and his heartbeat quickens.
Tim seems to notice. “Hey Margot,” Tim says, sticking out a hand. Margot slowly detaches from Percy and shakes it. “I’m Tim, Jason’s brother.”
Percy will revisit that revelation later. Right now, he stalks through the apartment, pain inconsequential in the face of-
Nico and Will sit on the living room couch. When he comes in, both stand up, Will with a particularly fierce expression when he sees Percy’s condition. Before he can say anything, Percy surges forward and wraps his arms around them, dropping his duffle to the ground.
“You’re okay,” Percy breathes. The weight of his panic abruptly melts into exhaustion, leaving him dizzy and heavy. “ Fuck .” Nico and Will make to pull him to the couch, but he’s rooted to the spot.
Margot comes teetering in, followed by Tim and Jason. Percy surveys the room, the deep seated feeling of sudden satisfaction at seeing all of his people safe in one place crashing over him like a violent wave.
“Percy, you should really sit down so I can treat that,” Will says, reaching out to him.
“I thought it was a paperwork mission,” Nico says from very far away.
“The boss, Serrado, knew Percy,” Tim says. There’s movement. Percy is floating in the middle of the room. His ribs become fuzzy. “He called him a bunch of titles. Including ‘Little Pawn.’ It was pretty weird, freaked us out.”
“Oh Gods,” Will mutters.
“Percy?” Nico is standing right in front of him. When did that happen? The 15 year old peers up at him, frowning. Percy hums.
“What’s happening?” Jason (?) asks.
Nico puts a hand on Percy’s arm.
“You’re bleeding, Seaweed Brain,” Nico says quietly. “Talk to us.”
“Ocean’d be good,” Percy suggests a little nonsensically listing forward slightly. Nico pats his back.
“Well, there’s the harbor,” Nico says. “But it looks pretty filthy.”
“What, to swim in?” Jason asks. Percy can kind of see the shape of him now. It feels like now that the coil of tension has unbound him, he’s a loose ship bobbing along in shallow water. “ Hell no. I have a pool on the roof. Not that you should swim at all right now. What’s happening? ”
Percy walks past him and through the front door, towards the opposite end of the hallway from the elevator where the stairs are.
Nico and Will follow him out, the former scooping up Margot when she runs to catch up with them. Percy isn’t sure about Tim and Jason, but he hears a conversation happening behind him.
Will comes up on his left side and helps him up the stairs. Soon, they’re pushing through the access door to the roof, and sitting embedded in the center of the cement in all its 8-foot-deep glory is a huge dark blue swimming pool.
He falls into it and sinks like a stone to the very bottom.
He feels as his ribs quickly stop seeping blood, the pain in his leg fading into memory.
Time slips by and Percy closes his eyes, his mind and body synchronized for the first time in what feels like months.
Healing and safe, Percy drifts.
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Percy opens his eyes to a purple-gray haze settling over the surface of the pool and a hand splashing in the water far above his head, likely to get his attention. His slacks- he never took off his suit, he realizes- brush roughly against the bottom of the pool as he slowly unfolds, stretching to his full height and floating lazily to the surface.
His head crests the surface completely dry, his hair a fluffy halo against his eyes peering above water level.
Nico is crouched next to the edge of the pool, regarding Percy with dark, unreadable eyes.
“Hi,” He says. Percy uses the water to help push out of the pool and climbs to his feet. Nico stands as well.
“Hey,” Percy says. Abruptly, it feels like all the events of the day catch up to his memory, and he grimaces. “Sorry. Embarrassing.”
“Shut up,” Nico says, not unkindly. He nudges Percy with his shoulder and Percy nudges back, lingering for a second before pulling back.
“What’s up?” Percy asks as Nico leads him over to the access door and pries it open. “Or is it bedtime?”
“Close. Dinner time.” Nico ushers him in. “How are the ribs?”
Percy sucks on his teeth as he shifts back and forth tiredly, the skin and muscle on his ribs tight but not painful. He notices Nico didn’t mention his leg, and then realizes he’s walking without a limp.
Good, because that double sided bullet wound fucking sucked . He gives Nico a thumbs up.
They’re quiet as they descend the stairway and pass into the hallway of the top floor. Nico stops him right outside the front door to the apartment.
“Hey. Are you in a good headspace right now?” He asks seriously, and Percy feels a rush of… something unpleasant. He can’t tell whether it’s mild resentment for being coddled after Nico told him that it’s normal, or embarrassment because his younger cousin is asking him about it, or pissed because Percy isn’t a child and he knows his own limits.
Well, sometimes. The anger fizzles out and he releases the tangle of upset with a heavy sigh.
“Yeah,” He says finally. Nico hesitates for a moment before pushing the door open. “And I’m starving. Let me in, Ghost King.” He pushes past Nico and runs right into Margot, catching her before she falls over. Nico follows, closing the door behind him and scowling the whole time. Will’s head pops up from the couch as Percy enters the living room. It smells like food.
“Did you just call him the Ghost King?” Will asks amusedly. “He hates that.”
“I know,” Percy says, grinning. Nico shoulder checks him, careful so as not to disturb Margot in his arms, and sits beside Will on the couch. Percy can hear Jason in the kitchen- why is he always in the kitchen?
“Why are you always in the kitchen- oh. Hey, Tim.” Percy deposits Margot on the ground next to him and leans against the kitchen island as Jason putters around at the stove. Next to his brother and sitting on the counter (much to said brother's ire) is Tim, who looks up from his phone at Percy's entrance.
“Hey, Percy,” Tim says.
“Because none of you shit-eating kids are gonna eat otherwise,” Jason grumbles, poking at a pot of green beans. Percy looks over the kitchen for the source of the good aroma and spots a crockpot on the counter farthest from Tim.
“I can cook,” Percy defends, slinking over to the crock pot, trying to be sneaky. Tim grins down at his phone, and Percy knows he's tracking his movement across the tile. He's pretty quiet about it, and up until he's two steps away from the counter, he's pretty sure he's gonna get away with it.
Then Jason turns around with crossed arms.
“Can I help you, Jackson?” He asks, raising an eyebrow. Percy leans over the crock pot and peers inside. Jason swats him away and he scutters over to stand by Tim. “It's chili, you gluttonous beast! Get out of my kitchen. And maybe you can cook, but you don't . That would require having food in your possession.”
“I had food,” Percy retorts.
“You had a single bag of stale Fritos in your cabinets , Percy. You don't cook with chips.”
“ You don't cook with chips,” Percy mutters mutinously. Jason ignores him and goes back to his green beans. Tim hops off the counter and gestures for Percy to follow him.
“So,” Tim says as he slips into the living room with the others, sitting next to and avoiding the wild movements from Margot, who has made a home split between Nico and Will’s laps and is kicking her feet around. It’s adorable, and he’s glad they seem to be getting along, if a little surprised. The siblings are similar in that they're wary of new things and people, so to see them so close is a little baffling. Will, on the other hand, makes sense- he's good with people, good with kids, and good with grouchy underworldlings.
A thought that he hadn’t realized had been lingering since Nico and Will’s arrival the night before finally pulls itself forward. How long are they going to stay? And how long can I keep them here?
Embarrassing, and Percy would never ever voice these thoughts aloud. Nonetheless, they exist, and he’s thinking them. He has to work, and Margot needs as much help as she can get- or rather, Percy can. He’s not kidding himself- the only thing that little lapse in mental awareness was just the cherry on top of a sundae of reasons Percy is not equipped to take care of anyone or have any friends.
Well, all right. The last one is an overstep.
Percy’s all about hopping on the Percy-hate train, to a certain degree. But more than he clashes with himself, he loves his friends- so maybe Percy shouldn’t have them; doesn’t mean he’s letting them go, now. His friends are lucky he didn’t choose to accept immortality and will instead likely die young. Otherwise, he would've stuck to them like a burr for the rest of their mortal lives and likely beyond, because Percy’s automatically going to Elysium on account of the whole Savior of Olympus 𝐱2 thing, and his friends are the best people on Earth and probably the universe. Percy has a lot of good people around him. People that keep him good. If any of them choose to be reborn, he might strangle them when they return to him the second time around.
What dark thoughts Percy is having tonight. He clears his throat and blinks into the present moment as a disembodied hand places a plate with a bowl on it in front of him. He grunts out a thanks and starts plowing through his chili. Listening to the chatter between everyone, he feels that same wave of satisfaction and relief crashing over him, less intense and more warm, like contentment. He sinks against whatever surface he’s found himself on (the floor leaning back against the couch with his legs under the coffee table, he discovers upon untensing his shoulders). He tunes into Tim and Nico’s conversation.
“-thomagic, but nothing too super crazy,” Nico is saying.
“Cool,” Tim says. “I liked photography.”
“Of the night variety,” Jason clarifies. For some reason, it makes Tim flush pink, and so Jason continues. “And stalking. And Batman.”
“Dude, you stalked Batman?” Will asked, sounding impressed. “That’s sick.”
“No, but actually,” Nico says, sounding like a put-upon old person. “What is Batman!?”
Jason bursts out laughing, and Tim raises his eyebrows.
“You don’t know about Batman and you’re in Gotham?” Tim asks.
“Percy literally lives here now and he didn’t know what Batman was!” Nico cries frustratedly.
“To be fair,” Will says, a little reproachfully, “Percy doesn’t believe the Justice League is real.”
Percy bristles.
“How’d you know that?” Percy asks, and then scowls. “Wait, don’t rope me into this conversation. I’m minding my business.”
The entire room except for Margot looks at him with an Annabeth adjacent look. The collective message, though perhaps in different words, is Seaweed Brain .
“Even I knew of and believed in Superman,” Nico says.
“You’re telling me the Justice League doesn’t sound just a little bit fake to you?” Percy despairs, trying to defend himself, likely in vain.
And then Margot and Jason save him.
“I used to think it was a bedtime story,” Margot says, reaching down and patting Percy’s head. Jason, across from Percy on the floor, hums.
“I guess at some point in my childhood I was pretty sure Batman was the Boogeyman. Like, get caught and you’re fu-freaked ‘cause Batman is gonna break your femurs.” He tilts his head and smirks a little. “How the tables have turned.”
“At least you’re a boogeyman on purpose ,” Nico mutters. Will snickers at his expense and Percy sighs in solidarity.
“What d’you mean?” Tim has tilted his head. He’s asking Nico but for some reason- maybe Percy is crazy, because he's turned to face next to him, not Percy below them all- it feels like he’s watching Percy.
“If you think Jason gives off horrible vibes…” Nico says darkly.
“Your vibes aren’t that bad,” Will protests, lying. Percy snorts and Nico shoots him a look.
“At least people think I’m the boogeyman because I’m predisposed for it. Someone around here-”
“Nico-” Percy groans.
“Is a hurricane in battle.” Will chuckles and daps him up. Percy rolls his eyes, secretly wondering at how they know how to do that because Will is from Texas suburbs and… well, blond, and Nico is from the 40s. He decides that it actually doesn’t matter and that they do, in fact, hang around other people their age nowadays, Hazel notwithstanding-
“I guess it’s good though, for all of us. In some way,” Nico points out, leaning back further and dragging Margot into his chest.
“That’s true,” Jason says. “Reputation can do a lot of good. But what do you mean in battle? ”
“Sure can,” Will drawls, sidestepping the question. “Right, Ghost King?” Nico shoves him and Percy snorts into his empty bowl, moving onto his green beans. He’s pretty hungry now that he’s all healed up again, but the state of his stomach gives him the feeling that he needs to take it slow, so he’s been eating at a normal pace instead of a Percy-pace.
“Whatever. At least I’m not the Child of the Prophecy,” Nico says pettily, and then shoves a spoonful of chili in his mouth so that Percy can’t hurt him without risking Jason’s couch. It’s a nice couch. Which is a shame, because Percy would really like to kick Nico where it hurts.
“Shut the hell up,” Percy grumbles. “Whatever. Wasn’t even about me in the end.” He too fills his mouth to avoid saying anything else. Unfortunately, Will exists possibly solely to break down any dignity Percy could possibly have in front of new friends.
“Against all odds, Percy,” Will says, mock seriously. “Ooooooooh.” He wiggles his fingers. Percy doesn’t hesitate to kick him , which is extremely satisfying.
“Half the shit you guys say is so freaky,” Jason says, frowning at them. “What’re we talking about?”
“Prophecy’s over so we can tell them, right?” Nico asks through a mouthful of food.
“We are not telling them about the Great Prophecy,” Percy snaps, attempting to put his foot down like Annabeth.
“Well my Dad is the prophecy guy and he says it’s fine,” Will says, crossing his arms.
“Says who!? ”
“Says me, who he’s the dad of,” Will tells Percy, grinning. Percy thought he himself could be annoying as Hades, but it looks like he has competition. He huffs and gets up, taking dishes and bringing them to the sink.
“Don't wash those!” Jason shouts. Percy rolls his eyes and leaves them in the kitchen, returning to his spot just in time for Nico to open his fucking mouth. Tim is leaning forward with his hands folded in his lap, and Percy’s pretty sure that up until he freaked out all over Tim back at the exhibit, he was a piece of the case they’re all working on together. It must be nice to finally get information on something you’ve been unable to work out for weeks on end, poor guy.
“The Great Prophecy was given probably 80-ish years ago now about a hero meant to save or destroy the world,” Nico says, allowing Margot to slip out of his arms and onto the floor. Percy notices for the first time that sitting on the coffee table are four doll-like figurines. There’s a Spiderman, a Wonder Woman, a G. I. Joe, and a regular looking Barbie. Off to the side there’s also one of those mini cars with the opening doors, and Percy considers reaching across the table to steal it from her. He resolves himself to paying attention for as long as he can to the conversation and only to observe Margot as she makes the G. I. Joe and Spiderman fight.
“To save or destroy is a pretty big difference,” Tim says skeptically.
“Margot, can you pass me that car?” Percy whispers to Margot, giving up immediately. She nods seriously and rolls it over to him. He starts fiddling with the turning steering wheel through the driver’s door as he rolls it back and forth in front of him, wishing they were talking about something else.
“Yeah,” Will says to Tim. “It was a pretty big deal because of that. There was this oath…”
“Nope,” Percy vetoes, still playing with his car.
“Not that one,” Nico says at the same time. Will sighs but wisely acquiesces.
Tim does not.
“What’s with the weird secrecy about oaths and prophecies? Are you in some kind of cult?” He asks, slightly irritated.
Percy sees Nico and Will exchange a glance out of the corner of his eye and inwardly sighs.
“Holy shit,” Jason says faintly. “You are .”
“We are not in a cult,” Percy says loudly, deciding that somebody has to do damage control. “It’s just a very exclusive, very dangerous… family… situation… Okay, so it does sound like a cult, but-”
“I’m realizing now that the Great Prophecy is a huge spoiler for major parts of our cult,” Will says with a musing tone, immediately destroying any progress Percy was making on the not-a-cult front (which wasn’t very much to begin with). “But I kind of don’t care.”
“I mean, Jason’s the only mortal here,” Nico points out.
“What about Tim?” Jason asks, at the same time Percy hisses, “Nico!”
“Oops,” Nico says, sounding unbothered. “And he can see through the Mist.” He points at Jason. Tim’s brow is furrowed and he’s looking back and forth between Nico and Percy.
“The way I see it,” Will continues for him, because they’re the worst sort of couple. “Is that they’re already wrapped up in it, even if you cut them loose now, so you might as well rope them in and let us have a little fun with it.”
This is their way of asking to tell his friends (well, Jason and his brother, but Tim is probably gonna end up either a close friend or a mortal enemy anyway). It’s really considerate of them to defer to him for this.
It seems like both Jason and Tim have figured that out, because they both turn to look at him like freaky animatronics, stiff and in sync.
“Eugh,” Percy blurts.
“We’ll figure- rude,” Jason frowns at him. “We’ll figure it out anyway, so your friends are right.”
“Right, because you’re both stalkers,” Percy puts his head briefly in his hands, but relents fairly quickly. They return to the car as he sighs. “Whatever, eat your heart out.” He waves his hand over his shoulder.
Will cheers. Nico is quiet but when Percy turns to look at him, he’s smirking victoriously. Percy rolls his eyes and decides not to look at his newer friends, instead releasing the car and scooping up Barbie, making her walk on the table towards Margot’s G. I. Joe with bouncing motions and then poses her, challenging the soldier like a Jojo character. The little girl lights up and soon, Barbie and G. I. Joe are fighting viciously.
“Basically, the prophecy goes, uh, what is it? Uh, A-” Will starts uncertainly.
“‘Half-blood of the eldest Gods shall reach 16 against all odds,’” Nico cuts in. “‘And see the world in endless sleep-’”
“‘A hero’s soul, cursed blade shall reap,’” Will recites. Nico cringes. On the coffee table, Percy flinches and Barbie goes still. G. I. Joe uses the distraction to draw on her, successfully eliminating her. Percy lies her down flat on her face, unable to focus on the game anymore.
“‘A single choice shall end his days,’ right? And then something about… I remember Connor making a joke about raise versus raze…”
Percy clears his throat, feeling a little sick again. He’s glad someone was able to purge at least part of that stupid fucking prophecy from their mind.
“Olympus to preserve or raze,” He says, accepting the Spiderman figurine when Margot shoves it into his hand. “Thanks, Margot.”
“Defend her honor,” Margot says gravely, pointing G. I. Joe’s gun at Spiderman. Percy chooses to be pulled into the game again, not wanting to talk.
“Alright,” Says Tim slowly, frowning. Jason has procured a notepad and is scribbling the Great Prophecy down, which is very invested and nerdy of him. Why do nerds like Percy so much, anyway? “Can you break that down for us?”
“No, but I can summarize,” Nico says, a little bitchy. Spiderman flips over G.I. Joe’s head and sweeps a leg out, tripping him. “Basically, some kid is prophesied to turn 16 and make a choice that could possibly end the world or save it.”
“Right, but the endless sleep-” Tim points out. G.I. Joe gets a lucky shot in Spiderman’s bicep; he stumbles across the table before rolling away from a high kick.
“Everyone in a certain radius of the main battle sight was put to sleep for the duration of the battle and, had we not won, indefinitely,” Will says. Spiderman webs Joe up and delivers a swift uppercut to his jaw. Joe goes flying.
“What about the cursed blade?” Jason asks. “And what was the world ending choice?” Spiderman stops moving and G.I. Joe struggles to his feet. Margot is glancing between him and the dolls, prolonging G.I. Joe’s recovery time at his sudden pause.
“Well, the blade was the knife that-” Will stops. Nico and Will look at each other, then the back of Percy’s head as Spiderman hides under the table to avoid another cheap shot from G.I. Joe while he’s distracted. “It was a knife.”
“It was a knife our friend gave our other friend,” Percy says quietly, staring at the top of the table. “And it ended up being the one that killed him. The choice was whether or not to give him the knife and give him the opportunity to kill me and destroy everything.”
He remembers Annabeth’s pleading expression as he held her knife in his hand, standing across from Luke. He remembers Luke’s outstretched hand and Grover’s incredulous, horrified expression when he handed the knife to him hilt-first.
He remembers Luke’s scream of agony as he stabbed himself and burned brilliantly, ending Kronos’ nearly complete resurrection.
“Luke was the hero in the end.” Percy puts his head down on the table. “Can we talk about the case now?”
“Good idea,” Tim says. Margot worms her way into Percy’s lap, leaving her doll behind on the coffee table. “Well, first of all, Percy was right. Serrado- the boss from the exhibit- is in kahoots with Percy’s would-be abductors. He had mentioned people Percy ‘dispatched’ yesterday. And he called Percy a million names. Percy?”
Another instance of someone handing him the ball. He turns his head to give Tim a half smile.
“I believe it was something about saving Olympus, slaying titans and giants, being a pawn.” Percy heaved a sigh, squeezing Margot gently, like a fragile stress ball. “He mentioned the Pit.”
“A Lazarus Pit?” Jason asks sharply, staring Percy down. Before Percy can tell him he doesn’t know what that is, Nico clears his throat.
“No,” He says. When Will and Percy look over to him, he explains, “A Lazarus Pit is the Styx water I told you about. Its nature is… different. It can heal mortal wounds, but it changes a mortal’s mind. It can drive them insane. Think of when you were in the Styx, Percy.”
Percy grimaces. It did suck, a lot, and he’s a demigod. Plus, he was vying for the whole Curse of Achilles thing, and went into the river fully healthy. He came out perfectly unscathed, and a different level of scary that he’s glad to have left behind at the River Tiber.
“So you have been in one, then?” Jason tries to clarify, looking a little manic, a little angry. His eyes are a bit brighter.
“He has, though not the way you have,” Nico says, once again saving Percy. “But that’s not the kind of pit Serrado was talking about.” Or not. Why would he say that? Percy glares up at him and he offers a sympathetic grimace.
“The Pit is Hell,” Percy says simply.
“Hm,” Will says.
“Not… quite.” Nico grimaces harder. Percy wants to tell him his face will get stuck like that, but he bites his lip. A second later, he wishes he’d said it.
“So there’s the Underworld,” Will says, holding his hands out horizontally. “And then there’s, like, the place for evil people, the place for aimless, nameless people,” He moves his hands around at the same general height as the baseline he’d established. “And then the place for good people and really good people, like heaven.” He puts that far to the left, still at the same level.
“Not that far South from Asphodel,” Percy says, leaning back against the couch again.
“Gotta leave some space for the Palace,” Nico agrees.
“Well, sue me for not having been there!” Will says exasperatedly, throwing his hands up. “That doesn’t even matter, anyway. The point is, that place is the afterlife, so Hell is like, the good and the bad place.”
“But… there’s another place,” Tim guesses.
“Tartarus,” Jason says. The temperature in the room seems to drop. The slacks Percy’s wearing seem especially constricting at this point, but the upside is being able to feel Riptide against his thigh. Nico’s eyes go a little far away and Will puts a hand at the back of his neck, sighing.
“Yes. It’s down here,” Will confirms, dropping his hand down below the couch cushions, a comical distance from his original height. “And no one goes there and lives. Except for these two.” Will tilts his head at Nico, then Percy. “That place sucks. People from our world don’t just talk about it. Whoever Serrado really is, he’s bad news.”
“He was honored to meet me,” Percy says bitterly. “And then he was scared of me.”
“Percy, it doesn’t matter who it is,” Will says, suddenly a bit grim. “Your enemies are usually pretty nervous.”
“That’s not true,” Percy protests, thinking of Ares and then Polybotes. “And besides the point. Which is, we still don’t know who the guy is, and we need to talk about what he’s smuggling, and we need to figure out why he’s working with Lady A. We don’t know who she is either, by the way, and I didn’t mention it before but there are these freaky alien zombie guys that I had to kill twice.” Percy takes a deep breath.
“You’re saying Albert Serrado is a fabricated identity,” Tim states, trying to redirect the conversation. Will gives him a slightly pitying look.
“It’s not necessarily that Albert Serrado doesn’t- okay, yeah, fine. The guy was technically born thousands of years ago, probably,” He says. Margot wiggles around in Percy’s lap so he frees her.
“So you're saying he's… what, immortal?” Jason asks. “And he's got nothing better to do?”
“Exactly,” Will says. “Immortals these days will do anything to stay entertained or maintain their power, which comes from belief in them most of the time.”
In tangent, Nico, Will, and Percy sigh.
“Most of the time,” Nico and Percy repeat in unison. They're all, of course, thinking about a certain primordial. Margot returns to his lap with a pack of crayons and a coloring book. The coloring book is an old Halloween themed one, and Percy wonders who picked it out and if the irony was on purpose or not.
“This guy had Selena's helmet,” Percy says suddenly. Nico and Will turn to look at him, Will particularly devastated. He's been a camper for longer than Percy, and likely was pretty close with her for a long time. Percy frowns up at them. “I know. And the last time I went he had more stuff from the first war. Whoever he is, he's not a nice one.”
“Aside from smuggling weapons,” Tim starts, straightening and adopting a voice that Percy was unable to pull away from- sharp, authoritative, compelling.
Percy is reminded that he doesn't know these people very well yet, because he hadn't pegged Tim as a leader. But now, even with this passive presentation of information, Percy can see the conviction and responsibility in his lean shoulders.
“-think it's Fear Gas. I'm not getting too deeply into how I figured it out because I don't want to bore you with the numbers. Just know that certain payments were really weird. Think extra zeroes, or not enough. I've been scouting their shipments, and a lot of times it's really sus. Yeah, they get boxes of padded- what'd you say it is, war relics? From what war?- But also, there's vials and weird ingredients, like flowers, and some gaps where shipments should've shown up that have me thinking they did , but they're held somewhere different because, well-”
“They're alive,” Jason says darkly. He's sitting stiffly, which has to be uncomfortable on the wood floor. “Which you chose not to tell me earlier. Why?”
Tim looks unrepentant, but nervous. Percy glances back at Jason, who indeed does seem to have a line of violence in his body, though probably not for Tim, right? Then again, when he looks back at Tim, he can see the slight shifts in his body, the unconscious way he's preparing for an attack. Maybe it's not a rational thing. Percy knows all about that. He shifts himself and Margot so they're more in front of him.
“You had a plan,” Percy says, searching for something else to get his hands on now that the doll game is over. Jason's glowing (why) angry eyes target him instead, and slowly begin to dim as they flick back up to Tim.
“Yes,” Tim agrees, his voice completely normal. It's kind of freaky that outwardly, if Percy weren't so close and paying so much attention, he might not have even noticed Tim's panic.
“Between whatever you and Percy have been doing and my own operations,” Tim steeples his fingers together like an evil villain. Percy focuses on clapping Margot's little hands together- much to her annoyance- to banish the weird pang of endearment that just shot through him. “Adding more heat by bringing the pain had to wait until I had more information, especially since you mentioned he could be working with another person. Which doesn't matter now anyway because Serrado knows we're looking into him.”
“They want me to,” Percy says. “Lady A and Serrado are both gunning for me. Serrado has that worship vibe that ends up with me in an arena, but I don't know anything about the Lady.” He tilts his head. “No. Wait. She knows I don't want to kill mortals and we've met before. Serrado said she's looking forward to our reunion.”
“You think they have different motives?” Jason says, his posture more relaxed again, though still alert.
“Maybe.” Percy shrugs.
“Teamwork to beat Percy, and then they go their separate ways?” Will guesses.
“If that's the case, then it's likely we're not just dealing with Serrado, Lady A, and Scarecrow. This whole thing is so weird. Scarecrow usually isn't a team player.”
Percy thinks uncomfortably about gods and poison and his last experience when the two crossed over. Lady A , he thinks, A, and shivers. He knows it isn’t her , that he’s just been thinking so much about the Pit lately that she’s a suspect by proxy, but she’s in Tartarus. He hates the fact that he’s more relieved by knowing who it isn’t than worried about not knowing who it is .
“The sooner this is over,” He says, suddenly exhausted. “The better. I'm gonna change.” If he misses anything, he doesn’t care.
He wiggles out from under Margot and feels her follow him to the hallway where his duffle bag is. He digs out flannel Ariel pajama bottoms and a huge faded camp shirt that used to advertise the sword fighting class but now just says something about S O R GH ASS, which Percy thinks is pretty funny. He slips into the first bedroom and changes quickly, then scoops up Margot.
She seems to be worn out for the day. Whatever had occupied her time while Percy was in the pool really drained her, and she lies her head against his shoulder.
“How was your day?” He asks quietly, taking a moment to sit on the corner of the bed and set her down on one knee.
“It was fun,” Margot says at a matching volume, yawning. “I like Nico and Will.”
Percy smiles at her and he can't help it, feeling his affection boil over. He kisses her forehead, right above her eyebrow. She just giggles, rubbing her head against his cheek like a cat.
“What'd you guys do?” He nudges, putting his chin on top of her head.
“Jason put a Wii in our apartment,” She tells him seriously.
“Wait, seriously?” He asks, straightening up. “ Our apartment? Wii?” He's pretty confused about a number of things, one of which being having a video game console within easy reach of a 7 year old.
“He said until he talks to you about the couch,” She says, completely incomprehensible. Then she leans down again, shutting the confusing conversation down. “I'm tired.”
“Me too,” Percy says, allowing the subject to change. Even though Percy sat in a pool mentally checked out for a couple hours and feels a bit more refreshed, his entire being aches with fatigue, emotional and physical. He can't wait to get horizontal.
Jason appears like an omen at the doorway.
Speak of the devil…
“Hey, so I wanted to show you to your new place for now,” Jason says. “I’m assuming you’re probably looking forward to sleeping.”
“It does sound pretty good,” Percy agrees, standing up with Margot in his arms again. He zips up his duffle bag and throws it over his shoulder. “Lead the way.” Jason retreats down the hallway and out the front door, Percy diligently following behind. Surprisingly, they stay on the top floor, just two doors down on the opposite side of the hallway. He gestures to the door across from Percy’s.
“I offered that one to Nico and Will,” Jason explains. “Both of them are two bedrooms.”
“You have a 21 floor apartment building and you’re keeping us all on the same floor with you,” Percy says, letting Margot down so he can lean against the wall and tilt his head at Jason. “Is this a stalking thing, or a care thing?”
Jason shrinks a little into himself.
“Both?” He says, sounding a little unsure. Percy rolls his eyes good naturedly. “Margot’s stuff is already in there.”
“Thanks, Jason,” Percy says, offering him a lopsided smile. The door to Jason’s safehouse cracks open and Will and Nico move toward them with their bags. Tim peeks out from behind them through the open door and offers a wave. Percy and Margot wave back as the door closes, and then Will stops before they enter their own new apartment.
“If you need anything,” Will tells Percy seriously. He taps the door with his knuckle. Nico pushes past him and kicks the door open, glancing over his shoulder at Margot.
“That goes for you, too, trouble,” He tells her, before disappearing into the dark living room. Will blows them a kiss and then it’s just Jason, Margot, and Percy in the hallway. Percy opens the door to their new place and Jason holds out a key.
“See you tomorrow?” Jason offers.
Percy nods, taking the key and tucking it away with Riptide.
“Until then,” He says, ushering Margot into the apartment and closing the door behind him. She gallops to the kitchen and bounces off the wall, just barely reaching the light switch to turn the light on.
It’s a nice place. The front door opens right into the living room, similar to Jason’s, but there’s a narrow entryway that precedes it like his own compromised apartment closer to Crime Alley. It’s nice, he likes it. Jason took the liberty of getting them furniture Percy didn’t have in his old apartment as well as some replacement stuff, presumably because this place will be temporary and Jason’s assuming that once they solve this case, he can return to his apartment because no one will be after him anymore. Percy really admires his hopefulness and curses his own pessimism.
It doesn’t change the fact that he’s probably right in that he’ll likely never be completely safe in his old place ever again, regardless of how many wards and protection spells he puts up.
He approaches Margot, who is lying on the coffee table of all places. He sees the aforementioned Wii looming ominously out of the TV stand and he looks away, refusing to acknowledge it in fear that Margot will want to play something.
“You already pick a room?” He asks, choosing to remain standing. He wants to go to bed as soon as possible, which means he’s even bypassing the kitchen and very tempting, likely stocked cabinet where cereal will be. Margot springs back up again and jogs (she must be pretty tired if she’s not sprinting at mach speed) to the first bedroom, leaving him the one at the end of the hall. It’s likely an intentional move, one that Percy’s grateful for as he tucks her into the full sized bed.
“Good night, Percy,” Margot says softly as he stands in her doorway, the hallway light casting the broad shoulder of his shadows over her.
“Good night, Margot,” He says softly, and then goes to his own room.
The bed, like Margot’s, is a full with black sheets and white walls and a nondescript Ikea dresser. He realizes he left the bone sword with Tim, but since the guy’s brother is just down the hall and is currently Percy’s Sugar Daddy, he’s not too worried about it.
No, he’s worried instead of more violent, bloody things like Stymphalian Birds and anything that can climb flying right through Margot’s window. Or, conversely, through the front door. He does prefer his bedroom to be last but it means Margot is his first line of defense. No hate to her, but he’s not sure she can hold a line like him.
That, paired with his swirling thoughts of the case, the fact that Nico and Will are across the hall and might not be able to hear anything, and that stupid nightmare hanging over his head, he’s lost his faith in whether or not he’ll be able to sleep after all.
Then Margot pushes his bedroom door open about 20 minutes after they go to bed.
“Percy?” Margot whispers loudly into the room. Percy, despite everything, musters a smile. “Are you still awake?”
“Yeah, I’m still awake,” He whispers back, turning on the bedside lamp so he can see her face clearly. She looks about as tired as him, and her eyes are glossy like she wants to cry. “C’mere.”
She launches over the side of the mattress and scrambles under the covers until her head is wedged into his armpit. He laughs.
“Is that really where you wanna be?” He asks, raising an eyebrow down at her. She just fake yawns widely and keeps her eyes closed, unable to repress a giggle at his fake annoyed muttering as he turns off the lights.
This time, Percy’s miraculously able to relax. The presence of a warm body is an immediate reminder of who he’s with and where he is, and from there all of the rest of the pieces fall mostly into place. He’s in a light doze 45 minutes later when there’s a commotion in the hall. He sits up carefully so as not to wake Margot up, unsure it’ll matter anyway with Riptide in one of his hands.
Nico and Will peer in at him through his bedroom door. He sighs and slumps back down onto the bed, putting Riptide haphazardly on the table.
“Other bedroom’s open,” Percy grunts sleepily, rolling over to bury himself under the covers. The noise recedes, and as soon as his eyes close he’s out.
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Notes:
me, this morning: wow i haven't written waterworks in a while! i wonder how close the chapters are to catching up to my progress!
the dreaded google doc upon opening it this evening: page 109 of 122
me: fuck
hello everyone hi! how are you! love the comments! love seeing your thoughts about the villains and the boys and margot and i am super super pumped just in general. i'm finally leveling out the rest of my life so hopefully that means i can return to focusing on making percy suffer. playing god has been a big thing for me recently, i'm still grinding sims 4 too. lately i can't stop thinking about the bat family in the zombie apocalypse but i'm refusing to write it so as not to drop this work HAHAHA.
n e ways, long chptr because there's literally no way to cut off an hr long convo unless there's a big reveal, and the prophecy was a whole lot of exposition that barely explained anything to j and tim. if i were them, the more i thought abt what i know the more pissed i'd be. they know mostly a bunch of useless nothing LMAO. btw did u guys watch the superbowl? cooper dejean, jalen hurts, my superhuman king saquon barkley, hmu
ch notes:
>percy may seem calm and articulate his words at the apt but he's good at compartmentalizing porque battle brain.
>regarding nico calling perc swd brain: i'd like to think that after annabeth's death, everyone took up to calling percy that, mostly bc thalia did it once in front of the others and it seemed to make percy a little livelier (post gaea pre- graduation/ growth spurt)
>left a note on the doc around this part of the story: it is at this point that i'm begging and screaming for the dialogue to stop. pls god make it stop. i wanna write INSIDE THOUGHTS NOW PLEASE
>an interaction that may not be written in but i want you to know Happened:
nico, after tim is over: percy, do you like boys
percy: erm idk why
nico: that boy sure likes you
>because jason’s building is right on the edge of the bowery its a little fancier like the upper east end. That is how i’m explaining him having a pool on the roof. Fuk u
>one of my interests is marine life. that being said: percy is orca coded
>i wish respawn (damian's clone) and the all blades (jason's magic swords (rlly cool character development in this btw) weren't New 52
waterworks coded vids that i wanted to share w u:
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2BWtTwR/
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2Paq3WF/
there were more but guess what! i lost them LMFAO
alr tysm for the kudos and the COMMENTS thanku, ily, stay hydrated and go outside! ttyl ;)
Chapter 9: night falls
Summary:
“That is pretty crazy,” Percy says. “I know a couple people who’ve been revived, seems like it sucks. Sorry about the evil assassins.”
“See, you say things like that,” Jason says, “And then never elaborate.”
“Maybe I’ll tell you more about my world when the Batman’s friends aren’t around,” Percy says, grimacing at Nightwing. “No offense.”
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
When Percy wakes up, he’s warm, almost uncomfortably so. His arm is wrapped around and swallowing the form pressed against his side and left shoulder, who can only be Margot. There's a weight across his legs and another pressing on the outside of his bicep. He opens his eyes through the crust of the night before.
Nico, for some reason, is lying diagonally across the mattress. His head is pillowed on Will’s stomach, who is sleeping like a normal person next to Margot, and his legs overlap Percy’s. Both boys are over the covers with the comforter from Margot’s bed thrown over them like an awry parachute.
Percy sighs. So much for the other bedroom.
He can’t actually be too upset. This is the ideal solution to their issue, after all. Maybe if the Seven had done this on the Argo 11 there would’ve been some impaling action, but now, after so long without something kind, something normal, something done with love for the purpose of comfort, he’s weirdly perfectly fine with it. He even starts falling asleep again until his phone buzzes from in his duffle bag. He ignores it and holds Margot closer, feeling completely content as her little hand tugs briefly at his hoodie under the blankets. He ignores as the phone buzzes several more times, and nobody else stirs either. Percy melts into the bed.
He also ignores it 15 minutes later when someone walks through his new front door by way of a key, so he’s pretty sure it’s Jason. Indeed, not even 30 seconds later, he’s standing in the bedroom doorway, looking at them all piled onto the bed impassively. He snaps a photo with his phone before he puts it away, then meets Percy’s eyes and crosses his arms, nodding at his cluster of children.
Percy shrugs and maneuvers out from under Margot, getting to his feet and stretching, before following Jason out to the living room.
“Early today,” Percy comments, still stretching. “Ever hear of knocking?”
“It’s 9am,” Jason says. “And no.”
“Whatever. What brings you to my humble abode so bright eyed and bushy tailed?” Jason gives him a dirty look as Percy sweeps into the kitchen, picking through the fridge. There’s a dozen eggs and many assorted vegetables as well as a bag of shredded Mexican cheese, so Percy pulls out all of the necessary ingredients to make omelets.
“I wanted to touch base with you before I go out for the day, ‘cause Timmy and I are getting a head start on this damn case.” He leans back against the counter. Leaning is a big indicator for Jason, Percy’s beginning to realize. He leans for normalcy, to stay casual, to stay calm. Percy kind of likes it; maybe it’s meant to put the occupants in the room with Jason at ease as much as it seems to relax the man himself, due to all his hulking mass.
“Surprised you guys fit so comfortably onto one bed after I got you 4 of ‘em.” Casual, normal, calm. He’s not offended, just curious.
“They came in last night and I thought they’d take Margot’s,” Percy says, flipping the first omelet and tossing the veggies and cheese on top. “But when I woke up we were having a sleepover.”
“Is that normal?” Jason asks, hoisting himself onto the floating island.
“I mean, yes and no,” Percy says. “Usually we’re in completely separate buildings, because of-” having different Dads wouldn't make much sense to Jason at this point, hopefully- “being in different cabins, or different cities. Uh, but after que- uh, missi- uh, cases, you know, dangerous stuff, especially if we’re in a new place, it’s pretty normal. Usually we’re in, like, a two bed hotel room-” or the ground, or a tunnel, or a tree, or an abandoned building- “for this sort of thing, so it’s more common than actually having enough space for this many people.”
“Huh.” Jason takes the omelet offered to him. “Thanks.”
“Case?” Percy nudges, moving onto the next omelet. Jason hums around a bite.
“Yeah, so, Timmy’s actually working at his company today, so I’m going to be doing some more recon and stuff. We’ll get back to you on what we find in a couple of days, probably, assuming there’s nothing too time sensitive. What’s your work schedule?”
“I’m back on nights for the rest of time,” Percy says to his pan. “Gonna see if Nico and Will can hang out with Margot for those.”
Which is something he hadn’t initially considered upon taking in Margot, somehow. Like, who’s going to watch her at night ? It slipped his brain and he’s fortunate for his friend’s timely arrival.
“How long are they staying?”
“Don’t know.”
“At least until after the case is solved and Percy’s safer again,” Will says, yawning from the hallway. He trudges in and collapses on the couch. “Maybe after that.”
Percy tries not to get his hopes up too high at the implication that Nico and Will are considering staying in Gotham. He mostly succeeds.
“Kids still asleep?” Percy asks rather than drawing attention to that interesting mention. Will grins.
“Margot is using Nico as a teddy bear,” He informs Percy. “Wish I had a camera.”
“Are you weird about tech, too?” Jason asks after finishing his mouthful of omelet. Will hums, closing his eyes and pressing his head further into the cushions.
“Tech isn’t really super great for people like us,” Will says. “Most of us don’t even have phones.”
Percy finishes the second omelet and deposits the plate on Will’s lap.
“You should see Leo about that,” He advises. “He made me a working phone.” Will make a face at him.
“That ugly flip phone, Percy?” Will says, raising a despairing eyebrow. “No thank you.”
“He offered me a smartphone first, dick. Nico would like my phone,” Percy mutters, shuffling back to the safety of the kitchen as Will laughs behind him.
“Nico’s an old man,” He tells Percy. “That’s a joke.”
“Screw you,” Nico grumbles, collapsing flat on top of Will on the couch. On his back, Margot is clinging like a Gargoyle. Jason takes another picture.
After everyone has eaten (including Margot, who grumbled herself awake at the offer of a sliced banana on the side), Percy, Will, and Nico hash out a plan for working with the mortals (and Tim) and watching Margot. Since the other two don’t have jobs and generally aren’t occupied at night, they’re fine keeping her at their place while Percy works. He’s pretty relieved that he can leave her with demigods- not that he doesn’t trust Jason. If he didn’t, none of them would be here. No, it’s a matter of monsters, Sight or otherwise. Nico with his sword and Will with his gift of healing- they check every one of Percy’s ‘babysitter’ boxes, although he suspects Nico and Will will end up both being more than that to her.
Percy wonders what he is to Margot. Older brother? Uncle? Certainly not a father. Not for lack of trying, of course, but Percy’s turning 18 in a month, and he’s not exactly Dad material.
Jason might not be either, he thinks as he considers Helmet, although he’s certainly got the right instincts for it. Percy teased him about it earlier on in their goings, but he really does respect Jason’s rules about children, and the measures he takes to enforce them. Some twisted part of him admires the brutality in which he enacts his punishment, his justice. His retribution.
Jason is not a god, but he moves like one sometimes. He does what he wants and he hurts how he pleases and Percy can’t do that, not with the very real divinity in him, but as a shady security guard, he has heard his coworkers gossip about the Red Hood , the Bat that’s not a Bat. Of course, he’d met Jason as Helmet and wasn’t super impressed, but that’s because Percy is… well-versed in larger enemies.
Percy also has this thing called a Fatal Flaw, and it really likes Jason. They’re friends, and when Percy’s friends with someone, he forgets how dangerous they are. It probably helps that Percy can likely incapacitate Jason easily with his powers, not that he’d ever use them against the guy. But Percy trusts him, and so if Jason is a brutal murderer and, Percy’s heard, has allegedly decapitated a bunch of mortals and left their heads in a duffle bag for the cops, oh well. Maybe it's shady, but they probably deserved it.
Hardcore. Clarisse would approve, Percy’s sure.
So Percy’s routine for the next few days, despite the displacement and newfound knowledge of being hunted (again), is shockingly normal- for Percy, but also in general. He goes out and around town with Nico, Will, and Margot; Jason says his brother will be in town soon with more information on how to cope with the responsibility of a child, and the aforementioned crime lord is still hot on the trail of Percy’s pursuers. At night, he goes to work and sleeps off the majority of the morning. Nico and Will come and go from his apartment; they use the top floor of Jason’s apartment complex as a sort of communal space, save for Jason’s specific apartment. Percy’s pretty sure Tim spends most of his time there, and Nico and Will have mentioned that they go over for dinner with Margot. It’s really cute, pretty domestic, and makes him hate that he’s missing out on that to go do security for creepy deals in random assorted dark corners and warehouses.
Margot continues to amass more clothes, more hobbies, and more sass. Every time their paths cross (which has suddenly been painfully reduced to before and after work), she allows him to scoop her up and beguile her for information about what she did with Nico and Will. He’s beginning to really hate the fact that he chose working more hours over time with his friends and family.
Truthfully, he’s using it to deflect. Standing around bored out of his mind and yet high strung with the new knowledge of the target on his back, it would normally give him time to think, but he kind of… applies himself. He figures he’ll get more sleep if he’s exhausted.
So, yeah. There’s the fact that he’s exhausted. His quality of living- his life in general- has fluctuated so wildly since leaving New York that he’s kind of lost the plot.
He can try all he wants, but sometimes it’s inevitable to have downtime- after a nightmare, a particularly slow night, over a pan of pancakes at 8AM when sleep won’t come. Like right now.
He had an earlier shift today, so he’s home at a cheerful 3AM. He feels restless, on edge, anxious, and tired. He stares down the dark hallway towards both bedrooms, and he knows without a doubt nobody is here. He shrugs off his backpack and trudges down the hallway, shredding his clothing as he goes. He wrestles on a pair of checkered red pajama pants (his, actually) over his socks and forgoes a shirt, pulling out his phone and staring down at the text thread with his Mom, which is notably short due to both of their unfamiliarity with Percy having a phone. His finger hovers over the call button before he reminds himself that his Mom is definitely asleep, probably worked all day, and also has been dealing with a one year old. Percy didn’t need to take on his own older variant of child to sympathize with her. He ends up sending her a text, hoping to his Dad that she keeps her notifications off at night.
Momma
Percy (3;18AM): hi mom lots of updates le t me kmow when fr ee to call
Then he tosses his phone on the kitchen table (large enough for 6 whole chairs. How crazy is that?) and leaves his apartment, his steps falling softly against the carpet in the top floor’s hallway.
When he gets to the roof, he takes a moment to inhale and enjoy the strangely refreshing summer breeze dance over buildings. Maybe it’s because they’re 20 stories up. Percy inhales and in two strides reaches the pool’s edge, where he falls face first with a splash, disrupting the moon’s rare reflection on the surface. He exhales in a flurry of bubbles and sinks to the center of the deep end, floating listlessly as he thinks about what he’s even doing, what he should be doing. Like finding this Lady A person, or investigating with Tim into the weird trafficking thing that is just honestly so strange. The involvement of mortals makes this stink to high heaven, and Percy kind of wants to be sick just thinking about it. Because honestly, what are the odds that Percy moves to a place notorious for low monster activity- at least, according to Chiron, who is a pretty dang reliable source- and suddenly it just jacks up? No, they already know they want Percy specifically, like this little business packed up and moved to Gotham just for him- like he provided them a foothold to terrorize him, his friends, and random Gotham demigods- children , no less.
But how did they find him? What do they want? Those are the questions , he muses to himself, frustrated and tired still. He feels helpless, because all of his thinking is leading him in circles, and the more time he spends running laps in his head the less time he’s figuring out important stuff like the Suit Guy and Percy’s pursuers.
A rock bounces into the pool, sending a minute ripple across the surface. The tiny pebble slowly drifts down to Percy’s eye level, then lower, and he watches it hit the bottom with furrowed brows before redirecting his gaze to the surface. He can vaguely make out a shadow standing at the edge of the pool, a dark silhouette in the moonlight with glowing eyes. The rock must’ve been intentional, and the shadow doesn’t have hair, so he’s really hoping he’s about to surface to Helmet’s charming glare and not Evil Steve Harvey or something.
As he gets closer, he can make out the red glowing under bright moon beams, so he pokes his eyes over the surface, raising an eyebrow. There’s movement behind Helmet, and he feels pressure build in the water against his body as he tenses and takes in their companion.
He’s about the same height Percy was right after the fight with Gaea, and he’s got a lot of lithe muscle coiled up in his body. Percy can see the restrained energy in the tentative, dead silent step forward he takes, his masked face strangely open and his head tilted.
“I guess you were right,” The mortal says to Helmet. He turns to Percy. “How long have you been down there?”
Percy regards him for a long moment. He’s wearing a black suit, sort of like Jason’s body armor, just with less armor and more visible body . It has a blue bird-like symbol stretching over his chest and down his arms.
“I like the finger stripes,” Percy says, chin bobbing above the water. He glances at Helmet for an explanation. Of course he doesn’t oblige, because he sucks.
“Thank you!” The man says, grinning and sounding genuinely pleased. “I’m Nightwing, Red Hood’s brother.” He sticks out a hand to shake.
Percy eyes it warily before drifting up and forwards in the water to take it, shaking his hand firmly and then sinking back down.
“Percy Jackson,” Percy says. He looks at Nightwing for a long moment. And then, “You're with the Batman, right?” Helmet snorts in an ugly way, the sound grating through his helmet.
Nightwing tilts his head again, similar to the way Jason does but a little more uncanny. Percy wonders if Jason got it from him . Nightwing’s mouth twitches with amusement, and his smile turns into a smirk like he can't help it.
“Sometimes,” He says. “ The Batman?”
“He’s here to talk about school and Margot,” Jason says, and then takes his helmet off.
“Does vigilantism run in the family or something?” Percy asks, getting up onto the pool’s edge so that only his legs are in the water. “Is Tim a vigilante?”
“Tim?” Nightwing echoes, looking over at Jason, whose face is annoyingly blank with the mask on. It’s so strange to see the freeness of his brother’s emotions flitting across his features while Jason’s mouth is always either a hard line or a tiny quirk of the lips.
“What, you and Jason are brothers but not you and Tim? Is that why you look nothing alike?” Percy also frowns at Jason.
“ Jason ?” Nightwing repeats incredulously.
“Is that not his- did you give me a fake name, asshole?” Percy asks, equally irritated, unsurprised, and a little amused.
“ No, I didn’t- my name really is Jason. Nightwing didn’t know you knew my real name.” Percy narrows his eyes in a suspicious gesture before glancing at Nightwing, who looks remarkably peeved.
“Right, the whole secret identity thing. Except that’s really funny, because I’m pretty sure you don’t have a life outside of your helmet and your strange thing with feeding me,” Percy says, just to get on his nerves. He watches as Jason shifts his weight and a muscle his jaw jumps, and he snuffs a grin.
“That is not true,” Jason begins, scowling harder than he has all night and jabbing a finger at him before shoving both hands into his jacket pockets. Nightwing suddenly looks much more pleased.
“He’s feeding you?” He asks, sitting down next to Percy opposite of where Jason’s standing. It’s then that the moonlight catches the weapons on his back over his shoulder, just briefly. They look like batons of some sort, but high tech and a little shiny. Nonlethal for Percy, at least. Probably.
“I’m not complaining.” Percy actually does grin as Jason begrudgingly sinks down to their level with a heavy sigh. “Please do keep stocking my fridge.”
“Not that you eat anything besides breakfast food,” Jason accuses. “And I’m hardly feeding you more than I am your little entourage downstairs.”
“Which I am very appreciative for,” Percy says solemnly, and then becomes more genuinely serious. “Really, though. Thanks. I should probably cut down my hours since I’m not worrying as much about food or rent for however long this goes on for. The extra place for my friends was a lot. I owe you.”
“You can make it up to me by actually explaining the important parts of the Greek cult you’re in,” Jason says, nudging his shoulder. “Or any of it.”
“To be fair,” Percy says, deciding again to be antagonizing on a dime, “I don’t know much about you, either. Just that you’ve been in the St- er, a Lazarus Pit, and you’re a gang lord. Also, your whole thing is kind of… fetish-y? No offense, it’s just, the helmet, the gun kink, the leather-”
“Stop talking,” Jason growls. On Percy’s other side, Nightwing is bubbling over with laughter, tilting back but somehow not losing his balance.
“Just saying.”
“Honestly, you know more about him than I ever would’ve expected,” Nightwing tells Percy.
“Here, my life story: I was brutally murdered by the Joker when I was 15 and then an evil group of assassins stole my randomly revived braindead body and attempted to rehabilitate me and install me back into Gotham to terrorize B. Uh, Batman.” Jason says all of this in a completely flat tone except for the last part, where he sounds a little surprised that he called the Batman a nickname. Percy whistles, deciding not to point out Jason starting his 'life story' at the age of 15, effectively cutting out most of his childhood.
“That is pretty crazy,” Percy says. “I know a couple people who’ve been revived, seems like it sucks. Sorry about the evil assassins.”
“See, you say things like that,” Jason says, “And then never elaborate.”
“Maybe I’ll tell you more about my world when the Batman’s friends aren’t around,” Percy says, grimacing at Nightwing. “No offense.”
“I get it,” Nightwing says. Jason pushes himself to his feet in a surprisingly graceful maneuver for his size and groaning, sliding his helmet back onto his head.
“Then I don’t need to be here. See ya.” He does his little trademark over-the-shoulder wave and jumps off the edge of the building with the whir of his rope gun.
“Y’know it’s just Batman , not The Batman,” Nightwing says after a second, sounding amused.
“If you choose a name like the Batman and you’re supposed to be a symbol, that’s on you,” Percy says, arching his back and stretching his arms out wide. Nightwing watches him for a moment before turning back to the water in front of them.
“Fair,” He tells the pool. A moment of quiet passes, and Percy takes the opportunity to study the vigilante’s face closer.
He’s handsome, shockingly so, and strangely familiar in a way Percy can’t place. He would have assumed in their sort of business, everyone’s nose has a signature break, like Jason’s, and this guy’s nose isn’t straight like Tim’s, but it’s perfect somehow, in a really irritating sort of way. He might even be more handsome than Jason Grace, and that guy has always been annoyingly attractive. Nightwing’s jawline is square and sharp and even under his mask, his cheekbones compliment his features well. His lips are full, though pursed in thought.
“So you know something about kids,” Percy says finally. Nightwing leans back on the palms of his hands, looking up at the moon. Percy idly creates waves in the pool, half from his legs and half from his powers.
“Right,” Nightwing says. “Sorry. Lost in thought. Yeah.”
Percy looks back over at him again in a silent question.
“You haven’t been around for long, but my brothers seem to really like you. It’s rare for them, especially Jason,” Nightwing explains. “It hasn’t always been good between us, so I’m… just a little surprised to be voluntarily introduced to you, to be honest.” He laughs. It’s not self-deprecating so much as tired, almost sardonic. It’s a familiar sound.
“He does seem a little prickly,” Percy agrees. Nightwing laughs again, lighter this time. “Voluntarily?”
“Well, guy getting hunted by a group of people and who’s hanging around my little brothers? I’m gonna look into it either way.” Nightwing gives Percy an easy grin. “And prickly… That’s a word I’d use to describe Tim. Jason? I’d say spinous.”
“I have never heard someone use that word in my life,” Percy says. “But I get not getting along with family right off the bat. My cousins and I had a pretty rough start.” Understatement. Thalia tried to blow him up and Percy got Nico’s older sister killed. “My brother and I, too.” Nightwing nods.
“When Jason first joined the family, I wasn’t… the best older brother. I had a lot going on with our dad at the time, and I had my own team to lead, and by the time I started to fix it, he was- gone.” He leans over the pool and sticks a gloved hand in, stirring the water. “I was off-world on a mission. I didn’t even know until I got back. I didn’t even- get to go to his funeral.” Nightwing sighs heavily, his voice thick. “We have him back now and it’s great, but getting to where we are wasn’t easy.”
Percy watches as the vigilante’s face stays positively stony despite the clear emotion he’s feeling, and re-evaluates his initial assessment of his expressions. It’s another familiar gesture- something he’s seen often in the mirror on and off for seven years. Percy never asked to be what he is and he definitely didn’t want to be a general at 15. He sort of has the feeling he’s talking to another child soldier.
“I can understand that,” Percy says, wondering about the words ‘off-world.’
“Yeah,” Nightwing says. “I’m kind of getting that feeling.” He tilts his head again. “You seem pretty protective of your family, too.”
“Oh, sure,” Percy agrees easily. “My family, my friends. S’all I got.”
Nightwing takes a long pause just to study Percy right back.
“Well,” He says after a moment, his tone lighter. “When our Dad was, uh, gone, for a year, I took in my little brother. He came from…. a differently structured way of life, and so he and I spent a lot of time unlearning a lot of awful stuff. He could be pretty awful, and sometimes it was hard to remember that he’s just a kid. It was even harder for him to remember that.”
All Percy can think about is Nico storming into the forest at camp after opening up a fissure in the ground for the first time, swallowing Atlas’ skeletons whole. Then he thinks of the kid downstairs, hopefully fast asleep with Will and probably Margot.
“But I learned to remember that whatever I’m struggling with, it’s so much more complicated for them- or maybe it’s worse. Maybe it’s simple and overwhelming. It’s about balance. Paying attention. Staying flexible, staying whelmed. Oh, and Jason figured out the school thing for you. I’m sure he’ll tell you later, since he decided to bail, but there’s a couple different laws and stuff for getting 'homeless' children an education.” Nightwing doesn’t actually sound too upset about Jason’s hasty retreat. “Is there anything you’re particularly concerned about?”
Percy doesn’t even have to think about this question.
“How do I- I’m not-” Percy searches for the words, his eyes scanning the water below. He lets out a frustrated grunt. “I can’t be… a father . I’m about to turn 18! I love that kid, I do, but…”
Shame and guilt and inadequacy curl in his gut, and the pool laps aggressively at his shins.
“You think you’re not right for it?” Nightwing guesses.
“I know I’m not,” Percy confirms. “I’m too young, too inexperienced. And look, I’d totally send her to Camp, no big deal, but she’s-” in danger. Dangerous. Both are equally true.
“It’s not safe,” He finally despairs. Because in all reality, it’s not. Sure, she doesn’t have a Luke Castellan lurking in the shadows waiting to betray her- well, the chance is low but never zero, he supposes- and no one’s summoning creatures within Camp to hurt her, probably. The borders are reinforced with the Athena Parthenos there, but that is precisely a part of the problem. Because if Margot was just any demigod, Percy would usher her straight to Camp. He’s likely going to have to do the same for Alex soon, and depending on the monster business in Gotham, Sandy.
But Margot was born of a broken oath, just like Percy. She’s incredibly strong and it’s obvious to anyone who comes near her, and putting her into the eye of their world outside of Gotham is asking to burn her funeral pyre.
“You feel responsible for her because she’s meta?” Nightwing asks. “Because you’re meta too?”
Percy eyes him with trepidation. “Who told you that? Jason?”
“Yes, but I would’ve figured it out with the whole pool thing and the glowing eyes, too. Assuming you haven’t been in a Lazarus Pit,” Nightwing says, gesturing to the pool in front of them. In the center, a small whirlpool has formed, going so fast it froths up the chlorine. Percy takes a deep breath and the water calms back into its lazy waves.
“Well, I mean, technically?” Percy scratches his jaw, waving away Nightwing's incredulous look. “But that’s not why I look like this. These are just my eyes.”
“And the hair?”
“Uh… Let’s say magical incident.”
“Right.” Nightwing shakes his head. “Well, from my understanding, you’ve got a couple of kids like you following you around. What makes Margot different, just that she’s homeless? Jason said he found somewhere for her but you said it wasn’t safe. What makes a place safe for her specifically?”
Percy has half a mind to drown him.
“You ask a lot of questions,” He says instead, pushing off the ground and sliding neatly into the pool.
“Just answer one.” Nightwing stands up and pulls out a little gun, which Percy assumes is how they’re swinging around everywhere. He steps back until he’s at the roof’s ledge. “Where is safe?”
Percy closes his eyes. “For who?”
“You. Margot.”
“Margot? With me.” Percy opens his eyes and offers Nightwing half a smile. “With Riptide in my hand, for me.”
”Those aren’t necessarily where ,” Nightwing says. “Is Riptide your sword?”
“I don’t like how much Jason’s told you about me,” Percy mutters, sinking a little deeper into the water, up to his chin.
”Actually, that wasn’t just Jason. You don’t show up well on camera, you know. I could barely even tell what your weapon was.” But he could still see it somehow?
“Tough. See you later,” Percy says, and then completely submerges and sinks to the bottom. He’s pretty sure Nightwing will take the cue that he’s done talking and leave his roof in peace. Percy has a lot to think about.
Notes:
me beautiful, glorious blue eyed king who ISN't gojo is here. everyone say hiiiii nightwing!!!!
really lame, really short chapter. i would apologize, except i anticipate it getting better from here (see chapter notes lol) and also i've been working a LOT. also, my substance abuse may actually be starting to hinder my life again. life update: still agoraphobic and paranoid, still have at most 500 dollars to my name atm (agony. agony. agony. if you don't pay all your own bills, loans, and rent, you may not understand the true evils of this number so early in the month) but fuck it we ball! such is the life of a young college dropout whose medical bills cleaned him out.
chapt notes:
>trying to remember teenager emotional anguish that i felt at their age to better write percy, which was 5 years ago, during a pandemic, inconsistently medicated, only two years after the death of my father (yeeeeowch!). The problem is, percy doesn’t have what i have, and it’ll get darker, and i’ve already given him dissociation and obviously he has ptsd, so i can’t just be like BWAAAAHHHH HERE ARE ALL OF MY ISSUES FROM HIGH SCHOOL, WHICH I CAN ONLY PARTIALLY REMEMBER THROUGH A FISH EYE LENSE!!!!! SUFFER AND DIEEEEEEE yknow. unfortunately, although i’m sure it’d be very therapeutic lol.
>doing research to look up real WE execs to piss tim off and the history of the wayne family and more specifically WE in gotham is pretty cool. Apparently WE (specific subsidiary wayne shipping lol) is apart of ‘the world’s largest commercial shipping operation for precious metals’ ofc on account of kryptonite but think. What else are some extremely relevant and potentially harmful precious metals used for weapons related to percy’s cult?
>also, i know we don’t talk about the dc cin. universe, but can u believe bats is the one who developed the nanobombs placed in the suicide squad’s heads in that movie? Like nahhhh no way bro supplied waller, whatever man.
>things i wish to make percy and co destroy but will not because that would be Bad for gotham, probably: arkham asylum
>pulling from comics, dcau, maybe a little from battinson because i’m biased my bad, and fanon. My source at the end of the day: felt like it, idk. whenever u picture bruce in the later chapters, picture battinson a couple decades in.
>u may notice that overtime, perhaps the quality of this work has decreased, following the trend of decreasing interest in it. luckily, though i make no promises, it should start getting better again as some of my brain's attention has been restored. turns out all i needed was to imagine timmy disheleved and perce to freak out abt it LMFAO
>ugh.... morrrrreeeeeeee dialogue
>lame entrance for nightwing but he will be cooler eventually. i swear. i am completely aware of his worth and strength in the dcu. trust.
thank you for ur support, LOVE love love ur comments, see u soonish, ily, drink water, watch jerma985 while ur waiting for an update
Chapter 10: a brief history (a lack of reprieve)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Later, when Percy’s done sulking in his pool and the sun’s first rays are cresting the horizon over the glittering, filthy harbor, he makes his way back to his barren apartment. His phone buzzes on the kitchen counter before he has a chance to sink down onto the couch, and he picks it up.
Momma
Momma (6:13 AM): Awake?
Percy (6:13 AM): unfrtntl ey yes
His phone starts vibrating wildly in his hand as his Mom’s caller ID pops up, and he presses the answer button as swiftly as possible, nearly dropping the phone in his haste.
“Mom,” He says into the phone. “Hi. How are you?” Sally laughs.
“ Why are you up so early? ” is the first thing she asks, humor coloring her tone warm. Percy feels his body relax on instinct, a grin creeping across his face.
“Haven’t gone to bed yet,” He admits. “Have a lot to think about. Why are you?”
“ Percy ,” His mother admonishes him. He can hear her frown, eyebrows pulling down and over brown eyes. Then, she sighs. “ I’m awake because apparently, your sister is a morning person .”
Percy grimaces. Perhaps an upside of rarely seeing Margot and, for that matter, anyone else, is the potential for more sleep.
Downside: potential and reality are two completely different things.
Plus, he’s pretty sure he’d rather have them anyway.
“ Percy? ” Sally asks in the silence, and he starts.
“Sorry, I was thinking,” Percy says, clearing his throat. “Still here. I, uh… I have a lot to tell you.” Understatement, really, and he has no idea where to start in the whole mess.
“ The thinking is what I’m worried about,” His Mom says, only half joking. “ Well? What’s changed since we last spoke?”
Percy sighs through his nose.
“Well, I can start with the small stuff, or I can just lay it out.”
“Who do you think you’re talking to?” Percy grins at his Mom’s false offense.
“You asked for it.” He thinks back to when he last talked to her, and then leans back to half-sit on the back of the couch. “Alright, so… you know about the vigilantes in Gotham, right?”
“ Please tell me you didn’t fight Batman,” His mother despairs.
“Oh my Gods,” Percy mutters, rolling his eyes. “I didn’t freaking fight the Batman . I did, however, meet some of his friends. Children? Coworkers? Unsure.”
“And by meet, you mean…?”
“Well, it’s sort of complicated. I found some half-blood kids- or, they found me . One of them is Nico’s little sister, and she doesn’t have anyone, and so I kindoftookherin.” He pauses, waiting for her to say something, but she’s quiet, so he goes on. “Her name is Margot, she’s 7 and a half. Uh, some stuff is kind of going on, nothing crazy, and Nico and Will are visiting, and, uh, one of those coworkers I told you about is giving us a hand, so we’re in a bit of a nicer part of the city right now.”
After a long moment, his mother says, “How are the boys?”
Percy finds his own brows furrowing at her lack of acknowledgement of the baby demigod-sized elephant in the room, but he humors her anyway.
“Good. Nico still scares the shit out of everyone, and Will still annoys the crap out of me.” His Mom laughs again.
“Karmic retribution,” She says. “So. Margot? And who are these coworkers of Batman helping you out?”
Percy winces and decides to start with the slightly easier topic first.
“She’s great, I’ll bring her by as soon as I can. She’s a really brave kid. Sassy.”
“Sounds like someone I know.”
“Ha,” Percy says. “Um, I can’t take her to camp, so she’s kind of stuck with me. Thankfully I have the boys and Jason and his brothers-”
“Who’s Jason?”
Percy winces. Oops. At least he can be sure his Mom won’t be spilling that trade secret.
“Uh. Have you ever heard of the Red Hood?”
“Perseus Jackson.” Sally doesn’t even sound as angry as she does completely stressed out of her mind. “How do you possibly end up in these situations? Why are you involved with a violent crime lord!?”
“He’s just misunderstood!” Percy defends, then frowns to himself and thinks about saying that in front of Jason. He’d probably get a black eye out of it. “He helped me help Margot, and he also had my back during a fight last week.”
“I thought Gotham didn’t have a monster problem.”
“I’m kind of the problem, right now,” Percy admits. “I’m not actually sure what’s happening on that front, but I promise I’ll tell you when I know.” Which is a complete lie. Percy’s always withheld details to his Mom about quests and fights and the Pit, obviously. She knows it as well as he does, and she just sighs again.
“Don’t make promises you can’t keep. It’s why I’m not making you promise you’ll be safe.” He shrinks into himself a little as he hears muffled ruffling on the other line, wishing it was an Iris Message so he could see her face. “But promise me you’ll try to be okay, Percy. And bring your crew by when you can. I’ll decide for myself if your new friend is misunderstood or not, and I haven’t seen Nico since… Well, I think it might’ve been just after you left for senior year.”
“Wait, what?” Percy straightens from his slouched posture. He’d been in New Rome for that last year, so he’s a little surprised Hazel didn’t tell him.
“He didn’t tell you?” She asks. At Percy’s silence, she exhales heavily. “I can understand why. He, Thalia, and Hazel- lovely girl, by the way- stopped by about a week after you got to California. They were worried, baby. Those kids love you.”
“I love them too,” Percy says quietly, looking down at his feet. He clears his throat. “I’m doing better now. Jason’s really cool, he’s helping me out a ton… I’ll fix this, Mom.”
“Honey, you haven’t broken anything to begin with,” His Mom says gently, as a soft knock rings out in the dark and empty space. Percy creeps over to his door and peers through the peephole.
It’s Tim.
“Hang on one second.” Percy opens the door and the sunlight from his apartment’s window lights Tim’s silhouette in a pale gray hue.
He’s in a fancy suit, similar to the one he wore at the exhibit except more gunmetal. His shirt is also half unbuttoned, revealing smooth, pale collarbones and a thin white undershirt. He has two moles on his sternum along his left shoulder. He looks a little flushed in the face, like he’d ran here, and his hair is mussed.
He’s not out of breath though, Percy notes. He gestures for him to come inside and he obliges; Percy locks the door behind him. Tim, strangely, will not stop staring at him.
“Sorry, I’ve gotta go,” Percy says into his phone. His chest aches fiercely, an icy hot sensation crawling through his sternum. “Friend’s visiting.”
“One of the Bat brood?” His mother asks.
“Not sure,” Percy admits to himself for the first time, looking across the dimly lit room at Tim in his disheveled state. He absentmindedly thinks that even vaguely ghostly, Tim’s handsome, those piercing eyes so pretty in the dawn. “I’ll talk to you later. I love you.”
“I love you too, Percy. Be safe,” His mother says again, before the line clicks. For a moment after the call ends, he stares down at the blank screen of the phone in his hands. Then he looks back up at Tim, who is watching him from under long, dark lashes.
“Hey,” Percy says.
“Hey,” Tim says. They both stare at each other.
“What brought you here in a hurry?” Percy finally asks, his mouth feeling a little slow. Tim seems to start a little at his sudden break of the quiet, blinking rapidly.
“Oh. Terrible meeting and there’s a- I figured something out about the case. Like, something happening, tonight, at the docks.” Tim sweeps an errant strand of hair from in front of his eyes. “Mostly terrible meeting, though.”
“You came to me instead of Jason?” Percy asks without thinking, unable to regret it when Tim’s flush grows darker. There’s the faint taste of amusement on his tongue that soothes the sharpness in his chest like a cough drop.
“Didn’t know if he was gonna be home,” Tim mutters, looking down and away. “I was kind of surprised to see you up, though.”
“About that,” Percy says, “How did you know I was awake and home?”
“I have my ways,” Tim says quickly, evading the question. “Why are you awake?”
Percy sighs, passing Tim to sit down on the back of the couch. Tim follows his lead, mirroring his position and crossing his arms. Percy’s hands pull absentmindedly at the waistband of his pants, the hems of his pocket, and eventually come to hold Riptide.
“Lots of thinking,” Percy says, watching the glint of his otherwise innocuous pen’s clip in the dawning light. “Met Nightwing.”
Tim turns to look at Percy abruptly, his eyes sharp and searching.
“Oh?” He asks, his voice light. Percy can see right through him, and raises an eyebrow to tell him so.
“Jason brought him by,” Percy goes on. “Nice guy. Handsome.”
“Now imagine him without the mask,” Tim grumbles, casting his eyes aside again. If Percy didn’t know better, he’d almost think that Tim was jealous. A grin tugs at the corner of his mouth, amusement spreading.
“I’m sure he’s a good looking guy,” Percy acquiesces. “Bet you’d pull off a mask pretty well, yourself.”
He watches with fascination as Tim’s ears turn bright, stark red. The rest of him hardly changes, save for the quickness that his eyes bounce around the room.
“Me? Nah,” Tim says. “I don’t think I’m the right guy for that sort of thing.”
Percy knows, immediately and with a sudden suspicion, that Tim is lying. He allows it anyway, because he just remembered something else.
“Sure,” Percy says. “Do you still have the sword?”
“It’s in Jason’s apartment,” Tim says, combing his hair into a more respectable style. Privately, Percy thought it looked pretty good, all wild like that. “Why?”
“Gonna have Nico grab Margot a knife so we can get started on practice while we plan for whatever we’re doing tonight,” Percy explains, standing up and twisting until his back cracks. “You’ll be joining us. Right?”
“...Right,” Tim agrees after a second, looking over at Percy. “Hey, what was that thing about my grandma that you asked about?” He’s going for nonchalance, but Percy can see right through him.
Well, he thinks, never a time like the present.
“Your grandmother was a goddess,” Percy says bluntly. “You have godly heritage. That’s why you can see the monsters, why you can probably read Greek pretty well, and why Nico excluded you from other mortals, earlier.”
Tim stares and then barks a laugh.
“Demigods,” Tim says flatly. “I’m going to ignore for a moment how absurd that is. ‘Half blood of the eldest gods’ literally meant half god .”
“Yeah,” Percy says. “At your service. I’m not meta, for the record. And neither are you.”
“I have a friend who’s a demigod. Wondergirl- ever heard of her?”
Percy squints, deciding not to mention that he just pointed out Tim is also part god. “What, like Wonder Woman? What’s her real name?”
“Cassie.”
“Nope.” Percy shrugs. “I know a lot of my modern cousins, but I’m always finding out about more. Take Margot. And if she’s our age, I’d have a bone to pick with her anyway.” And Wonder Woman, come to think of it. Because if they’re really demigods- Zeus’ children, no less- where were they during the last two great wars?
“Who’s Margot’s parent?”
“The man down under.” Percy tips his head towards the ground. “Nico’s Dad. He doesn’t like me very much, so I try to avoid calling his name.”
“You’ve met him?” Tim asks. “I mean, Will said you and Nico had been to the underworld, but I didn’t think…”
“I’ve met a lot of gods,” Percy says, his eyes going distant. “And a lot of other immortals, too. Most of them kind of suck, to be honest with you.”
“What about your dad?” When Percy shoots a questioning look at him, Tim shrugs, a little sheepish. “Heard you say Mom on the phone earlier, figured gods don’t really call.”
“You’d be surprised, but mostly right,” Percy says, thinking about Hermes and Poseidon and their love for showing up uninvited. “My Dad’s really cool. Obviously, they’ve all had their moments, but… for what it’s worth, I’m glad he’s my father.”
“And he’s… Poseidon?” Tim guesses.
“Yes,” Percy says, a little impressed. “How’d you guess?”
Tim gives him a deadpan look.
“You exploded the sinks in your apartment and swimming in Jason’s musty roof pool miraculously healed your wounds,” He says. “Your name is Perseus. It was truly a mystery for the ages.”
Percy rolls his eyes. “Shut up. Have any ideas who your grandma could be?”
“I was going to ask you that question,” Tim says, frowning. “I’ve got no clue. With her being a professor-”
“Exactly what I was thinking,” Percy agrees, though as he studies Tim, he’s not sure if that actually fits him. “But I don’t know…”
“If not Athena, then who?”
Percy shrugs. “You may find out soon, or never. The gods operate on their own time, and you’re a legacy. Maybe ask your mom?”
“My mom is dead,” Tim says absentmindedly, clearly still lost in thought. Percy pauses, startled.
“Oh,” He says dumbly. “Sorry.”
“It’s okay, we weren’t very close,” Tim says, glancing over at Percy like he’s surprised at his reaction. Percy looks right back, searching Tim’s face for… he’s not sure. Part of him wants to find some inclination towards sorrow, or grief, and another part is begging for the opposite.
Both parts kind of get their wishes; the corner of Tim’s mouth twitches momentarily and his eyes lose focus, lost in the dark corners of Parcy’s apartment.
“Sorry,” Tim says after a moment. “Didn’t mean to kill the mood.”
“Nah,” Percy says, nudging him with his shoulder. “Jason dropped the backstory bomb earlier too. Everybody’s got something.”
“Oh, yeah?” Tim asks. “What do you got?”
Percy gives Tim a half smile, bitterness wreathing his thoughts like cloaks.
“A guilty conscience,” He says. Tim looks at him.
“Are you going to elaborate?”
“Probably not,” Percy admits, glancing at the oven clock before pushing off the back of the couch. He finds a hoodie shoved between the cushions and tugs it on. “Wanna go wake up the others?”
“I’m getting the impression you do,” Tim says, allowing the subject to change and following Percy out of the apartment and across the hall, where he unlocks Nico and Will’s front door and allows Tim in first. He swings it shut and looks around.
Shockingly, everyone is awake. Margot and Nico are at the kitchen table using coloring books while Will is organizing one of his jumbo first aid kits. The two Hades children offer him and Tim twin waves as the latter settles across from them and takes up his own pencil and paper. Percy watches as Margot reaches out for the pencil Nico offers her, snatching it politely and scribbling on top of her previous drawings. He wonders if she actually likes art or if she’s just bored and it’s all he has to entertain her.
“Sorry the thrift store didn’t work out,” He tells her, ruffling her hair as he passes on his way to the kitchen. He pulls out a bag of bread, milk, a couple eggs, cinnamon, and vanilla extract. Percy has never had great experiences with French people- Dr. Thorne really set the tone- but he sure as Hades loves french toast, like any other normal person on the planet. It’s easy and it’ll take him no time at all, so he prepares the batter and heats up a pan on the stovetop. He hears Nico chatting with Margot and Tim as Will enters the kitchen behind him, planting himself on the counter beside the tray of batter Percy dips pieces of bread in before laying them out one at a time in the pan.
“How was work?” Will asks. Percy hands him a plate and then begins stacking finished pieces of french toast on it.
“It was fine,” Percy says. “You know, all the guys I work for have such weird gimmicks.”
“Not, like, clown gimmicks, right?” Percy gives Will an odd look as he flips a slice of toast.
“No. Random,” Percy says, frowning at his eyebrow raise. “By the way, I met another vigilante last night.”
Will perks up, seemingly forgetting about clowns. “Who!? Where? How?” Percy laughs, leaning back against the kitchen island in the narrow space.
“Nightwing, Jason’s brother,” Percy says. “He seems cool. Gave me some advice. Not as helpful as Jason made him out to be, though.”
“Don’t diss Nightwing,” Will hisses, jumping off the counter and leaving the plate of french toast behind. “He’s the best of them, seriously.”
“...Right,” Percy says, side-eyeing the son of Apollo. He doesn’t refute it, but he privately harbors the opinion that Robin’s pretty cool because he has a sword, and he’s already admitted to himself that Jason’s policies are fairly agreeable. He finishes breakfast and, with Will’s help, sets the table in Nico and Will’s apartment. Just as the five of them start dishing out food, there’s a knock at the door. Percy peers through the peephole before opening it for Jason himself, who stands in the doorway for a moment just looking at Percy.
“I don’t recall you needing an invitation to come into my apartment,” Percy accuses, stepping aside in a deliberate movement. Jason rolls his unmasked eyes and still manages to shoulder-check him as he walks past.
“Just wasn’t expecting you awake, or here,” Jason explains as he looks appraisingly over the breakfast on the table in front of them. “You make this?”
“Sure did. What brought you here this fine morning?”
“Just visiting the neighbors. May I?” He gestures to the last empty seat as Percy takes his own and settles in with no prompting, sparing Tim an unimpressed glance like he’s unsurprised to see him there. Then he pulls a folded piece of paper out of his giant front pocket and hands it to Percy, who slides it across the table right back to him.
“I can’t read,” Percy says with a mouthful of french toast, ignoring Tim’s imploring look for another explanation. Nico scoffs a laugh and Will just sighs. Margot is clearly locked in on adding as much powdered sugar as possible to her plate, so she’s not really paying any attention, but he’s pretty sure she’d feel his pain.
“School stuff,” Jason tells him. “How to enroll her, what paperwork is required, who you have to go through- except I did all that already. This is just your backup info in case someone asks after her. She starts next Monday.”
“Where’s the school?” Percy asks, leaning back and putting one hand on top of Margot’s head, effectively palming the entirety of her skull like a basketball. Margot attempts batting him away to no avail and ends up just ignoring him for her food.
“Thank you, Jason, you’re so kind, Jason,” Jason says in a high pitched voice, and Margot giggles. Percy just raises an eyebrow at him. “It’s between the botanical gardens and the stadium. Shouldn’t be more than a 15 minute bus ride from here, and the school bus comes through this area, stops at the end of the street.” Percy nods.
He feels pretty hopeful about getting Margot into school, and he hopes it goes better for her than it ever did for him. His only concern is having her out of his sight, but considering Percy will be cutting back on hours and working exclusively nights for the most part, maybe he’ll just hang around the school. Maybe Jason has a car Percy can borrow to cut out the bus, too.
“I don’t like that we won’t have eyes on her,” Nico says suddenly into a mug of coffee he procured from nowhere.
“Exactly what I was thinking,” Percy agrees, shaking Margot’s head with his hand before leaving her in peace. “But I can probably get away with hanging around the area. Maybe give her my phone and see if Leo can hook me up, or something. Margot needs a weapon, too, but I don’t have anything small enough.”
“I can drop by camp,” Nico suggests, yawning. “Pick up a dagger or something.”
“Your camp just casually has daggers for children?” Jason interrupts, looking between the 3 of them.
“Well, yeah,” Will says. “How else are they supposed to kill monsters?” Jason just shakes his head and settles more comfortably into his chair, reaching out and snagging several pieces of french toast from the center of the table and shoving them unceremoniously into his mouth. Margot wrinkles her nose at him, and he wrinkles his right back over chipmunk cheeks stuffed grotesquely with half-chewed bread. Tim sighs like this is a common occurrence.
“Nice outfit, by the way,” Percy says to him. “Do you ever not wear suits?”
Jason huffs a laugh from his spot across the table, and Tim shoots him a dirty look.
“I was in a hurry to avoid that meeting with the shareholder I told you about,” He explains. “And also to tell you about the thing at the docks.”
“Walker?” Jason asks, raising one eyebrow. Tim sighs minutely, and his older brother’s mouth quirks up in a tiny smile. “Unfortunate.”
“Shareholder?” Will echoes. “Where do you work?”
“Wayne Enterprises,” Tim states, finally reaching for food. Percy’s brow furrows a little in recognition- he’s familiar with that company. It’s hard not to be when it’s the tallest building in Gotham, and there was one in New York, too. It’s a pretty large operation, as far as he can tell, because he’s even heard Rachel mention the name in passing.
“What do you do?” Will asks.
“Majority shareholder,” Tim mutters.
“I’m sorry,” Percy says, setting down his fork and turning to look at Tim directly. “But doesn’t that mean you’re like, in charge of everything?” Sometimes Percy would be on an Iris message with Rachel when she’d just start infodumping about her father’s shit company, and sometimes he would even comprehend what she was saying- so he’s pretty certain that Tim holds more power than a CEO, although that can’t be right. He’s only a teenager, and there’s no way he has that kind of money. Sure, Jason owns a building, but he’s a crime lord . He probably, like, sells drugs or something.
Meanwhile, Will inhaled powdered sugar and started to choke. Nico pats his back unnecessarily hard to clear his airways while Percy snickers into his french toast. Jason and Tim watch him concernedly. When he finally stops wheezing, he clears his throat. His watery eyes are wide with shock.
“Tim. As in Timothy Drake- Wayne ,” Will breathes.
“‘Wayne’ of ‘Wayne Enterprises’? Your name’s on t-” Percy starts. He’s cut off by Will abruptly turning to Jason and pointing.
“Jason Todd ? The dead child celebrity!?” Jason winces.
“You’re famous?” Margot asks excitedly, standing up from her chair.
“No!” Jason snaps. “How do you know this!? Aren’t you off the internet?”
“Yes!” Will refutes immediately. “And just because I don’t have a phone doesn’t mean I’m disconnected!”
“Whatever!” Jason rolls his eyes. “Emphasis on dead , by the way.”
“Kind of got that by the way you’re a crime lord,” Will retorts. Percy just sighs.
“We know plenty of famous people, Will,” Percy says tiredly. “Can we move onto more important things, like why Tim is here and not stuck in a meeting?”
“Bold of you to say we when you’re one of them,” Nico says under his breath. Percy narrows his eyes at him. Margot turns her glittering eyes on Percy.
“ You’re famous?” She asks.
“No.”
“Okay, Hero of Olympus,” Will says. Percy kicks him under the table.
“There are at least 6 other people with that title,” Percy grumbles, pointing at Will with his fork. “You’re dating one of them.”
“I don’t remember becoming Praetor in a week or, oh, being offered immor-” Nico starts. Percy holds up a hand and is mildly shocked when the other actually stops talking, although he gives Percy an evil grin, like it was his plan all along.
“Praetor, like, leader of the entire Roman Legion?” Tim clarifies. “And you’re taken aback by my leading a company?”
“Oh, so we’re breezing past the immortality, then?” Jason says politely.
“I’m not Praetor-” Percy starts, directing his fork tongs at Tim.
“Anymore,” Nico mutters.
“And I said no,” Percy continues, giving Jason a pointed look before returning to his food. “I’m not even Roman, and I’m definitely not a god. Jesus.”
“You’re not Jesus, either,” Will says smartly. Percy gives him one singular look that causes Will to retreat back to his french toast. It does little to deter Nico.
“Some would disagree,” He says sardonically.
“Jesus versus Percy, who would win?” Will asks, leaning back and crossing his arms. Nico frowns down at his plate, and for a second Percy’s sure he’ll end this line of thinking here.
Then Nico looks back up with a twinkle in his eye, and Percy pushes his plate aside to lay his head flat on the table, unsure why he ever had hope in the first place.
“Percy, obviously,” Nico says.
“But Jesus can turn water into wine.”
“Still has water in it though, right?” Nico’s brows furrow. “You know how Katara can blood bend in the Last Airbender?”
Percy’s stomach abruptly shrivels up and his french toast threatens to climb back up his throat. He carefully takes his hand out of his pocket and far away from Riptide, swallowing.
“Woah, I never thought about that,” Will says with realization. “The possibilities are kind of endless.” He thinks about rivers of poison climbing back upstream and his blood vessels- of which he is suddenly, frighteningly, impossibly aware of- tighten.
“Not all liquids have water,” Jason chimes in to say. He jerks his head at Percy. “That’s his thing, right?” Percy thinks of the feeling of holding bodily fluids in one place, of focusing on the liquid not a part of but partially inside of another living body. He thinks about the sound of choking, crying, drowning. He sits up slowly.
“That’s true…” Nico says consideringly. “Percy, have you ever tried to cont-” Nico starts, but when his eyes land on Percy, his voice falters.
Percy, who realizes his face has likely gone stone cold. His entire body is still in his seat, his spine ramrod straight and his shoulders set. He forces his eyes to meet Nico’s.
“Doesn’t need to be water,” He says, admitting it out loud and acknowledging it for the first time since he did it a year ago. With the acceptance comes an icy cold feeling starting like a seed in the center of his sternum and crawling slowly outwards.
“...How do you know?” Nico asks after a moment. Will nudges him, shaking his head harshly, but Percy’s already answering.
“Last July,” He hears himself say distantly. “We needed the Death Mist to go through Night’s mansion and get to the Doors. Akhlys tried to betray us.” He finds Nico’s eyes again, dragging his gaze from the table. “I didn’t let her.”
“You went through the Mansion of Night ??” Nico whispers, paler than he was a couple minutes ago. “You beat Akhlys? ”
“She was going to drown us in poison,” Percy says. He can see her now, bloody and ghoul-like and horrifying to take in. “There was just so much, streams of it, rivers… and I thought, I can control rivers. And she was- she’s just crying so much because of the fumes, and it was the closest thing to water I’d felt since falling into the fucking Cocytus with Annabeth when we first touched down after the Parthenos.” He laughs humorlessly. “Of course it was Misery. I wanted to see…” is voice tapers off. I wanted to see her suffer like we had suffered , he wants to say. His eyes drift over to Margot, who has gone back to her coloring book. “It doesn’t matter. There’s only one other time I did it, anyway, and it was also in the Pit. You know where all the rivers meet, in the center, next to where the doors were chained?”
“Percy…” Nico closes his eyes. He looks downright sickly now.
“For those of us who haven’t been there,” Jason starts, the barest hint of hesitation in his tone.
Percy swallows the saliva pooling in his mouth in the wake of his nausea.
“His veins. His heart. I- when Annabeth-” Percy’s mouth stumbles over itself. “The Phlegethon.”
Nico shakes his head, his eyes still closed. “That should be impossible.”
He shrugs, trying unsuccessfully to shake off the sudden, terrible weight that’s fallen atop his shoulders, not unlike the sky.
“Maybe I am better than Jesus,” Percy jokes weakly. It breaks a startled laugh out of Jason and a huff from Nico. Will’s eyes jump between Percy’s with great concern and Tim looks lost in thought again, like he’s trying to figure out what the rivers are, or why it should be impossible. “Anyways. Maybe it’s just Pit specific. I’m gonna go wash up and take a nap while you guys do your little research and strategy thing.” He waves his hand in Jason and Tim’s direction as he gets to his feet, trying not to look too hasty about it. “See ya.”
He hightails it out of there as fast as possible. The walk from Nico and Will’s front door to under the steady stream of near boiling water from his showerhead is a blur. He sinks down until he’s curled into a ball and lets the stream wash over him, closing his eyes and allowing his thoughts to dissolve into nothing.
Notes:
noooo don't abandon the work jingles..... you're so sexy haha. so this chapter is ass again because i'm back on my sims grind and also, more notably, one of my neighbors hates me because my cats are fucking crazy and i guess she can hear them running around in the evening. she does not respect coming to my door, she's just interested in yelling and banging back. so that's cool. uhhhh no other life updates. sorry
chapter notes:
>some comments have me nearly breaking my silence. I told myself i wouldnt reply to any of them bc if i reply to one i’ll reply to all LMFAO. My brain, unless i want the task finished, does not do halfway. But regular commenters i actively look for ur feedback because i love you, also someone pointed out i was drooling over richard but did not go so in on tim and… my bad guys. A guy has to project a little. I need nightwing (i need to be him) so bad. All the lady A speculation is really cool and some of you guys should definitely write stuff because you’ve got better ideas than i do HAHAAH.
>the problem with using pre52 as main source material: 1: i have not gone through and read these comics. I am aware of main arcs with specific characters, such as dick and jason, but i’m less versed in canon when it comes to timmy. I feel like a majority of my tim knowledge is new52 centric as i do more research, which is REALLY annoying because now i have to go in and rehash what i thought i knew about him
>y'all peep the new comic where they made “replacement” canon? aw hell nah ur ass tweakin jigsaw!!! me when i mischaracterize a character. i know i overly exaggerate jason's mother henning to a frankly sickening level, but i will not fold on this. he's not that guy. when i think of jason i think of a big, sad, angry guy my age who tries to be frank castle and lands a little to the right. idk i just don't like it. do i eat it up in fics? mind your business. but that's not canon and it's a place for pretend.
>i know more about dick and tim factually but i think i will always understand jason the most
>tdlr, and remember this: jason todd may be cringe on occasion, but corny? (uh… barring teen titans vol 3 #29 incident… but drama is different than corniness Alright)
anyways thanks, sorry, bye, ily!
Chapter 11: a friendly clash
Summary:
“Bring them in,” Nico says darkly. “Maybe Will’ll finally see me beat Percy.”
“Keep dreaming, Death Boy,” Percy provokes impertinently.
“I’ll show you death, Seaweed Brain,” Nico snarls, and lunges.
The ensuing clash of metal is so loud it drowns out the front door opening and distracts from any greetings or introductions. Their blades cross and sparks literally fly, knuckles nearly grazing each other near their hilts, locked together.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
July 18th, Gotham City, New Jersey, 01 A.T. (Several Hours Later)
Percy wakes up shivering.
The shower has long since gone cold, and if he could get pruny, he’s pretty sure his entire body would be shriveled up. He groggily reaches up and turns the faucet off, momentarily lying back against the wet porcelain in the ensuing silence.
Eventually he stands, groaning at the soreness of his joints from being folded up in a tiny bathtub for a prolonged amount of time. He rolls his neck with a sigh, pulling his shoulders back in a stretch. A restlessness buzzes insistently in his bones, his fingers itching to twine around the cool plastic of Riptide and feel her become metal in his hands. He wants a fight again.
He opens the door slowly, tilting his head when he doesn’t hear any other signs of life in the apartment, before slipping into his room for a shirt, which he never got around to putting on after the pool last night. When he swings the door open he falters, the corner of his mouth twitching up at the sight of Margot sprawled across the bed, passed out cold. He quietly extracts a shirt from the duffle in the corner before leaving and closing the door a crack behind him. From the mouth of the hallway he can make out the stove top clock, which reads 12:48. He’s wrestling on the wife beater right as there’s stirring from the couch, and he looks over.
Tim and Nico are curled up against opposite armrests. Tim is slowly unfurling, somehow awoken by the whisper of noise Percy’s made, while Nico predictably sleeps like a dead body that hasn’t hit rigor mortis yet. The former opens his eyes and, for some reason, is bright red by the time Percy gets the shirt over his head.
“Hey again,” Percy says. “You guys make a plan?” He hears Tim follow him into the kitchen and hoists himself onto the counter, finally reveling in the feeling of Riptide spinning comfortably between his fingers.
“Yeah, but first,” Tim sits on the counter next to him and looks over with a serious expression on his sharp face. “Are you okay?”
The ice that had unthawed a little from the shower starts frosting over his sternum again, but he nods anyway.
“Yeah, I’m good,” Percy says. “The Pit just sucks.” He gets to his feet again rather quickly, too restless to stay still for long.
Nico appears at the doorway like a specter. He always looks worse when he first wakes up, a lot more like his father.
The 15 year old glares at Percy for a long moment before rubbing a hand over his face.
“You look like shit,” He tells Percy.
“Man,” Percy sighs, unable to refute it.
“Wanna spar?”
And just like that, a grin overtakes Percy’s likely haggard face, and he straightens up.
“ Fuck yes,” He says quickly, forgetting momentarily about Tim as he follows Nico to the living room. Without prompting, he pushes the couch to one end of the room and the kitchen table to the other, opening it up to a wide enough space that hopefully there will be no collateral. Meanwhile, Nico wakes up Margot and deposits her on the couch, and when Percy shoots him a questioning look, Nico grins at him and pulls out a tiny celestial bronze dagger- probably barely meeting the qualifications to be called a dagger- that’s wicked sharp and glowing slightly.
“Spar, then train?” Nico suggests. “Don’t you miss teaching?” He pulls his own sword out of the shadows behind the couch. Percy uncaps Riptide, his blood singing in his ears. Fighting with real stakes is one thing, but all he feels is pure elation at the idea of a no-strings clash.
“Spar first,” Percy confirms, flipping Riptide once. Nico sets the dagger down beside Margot. “I’ll try not to embarrass you too badly in front of the kiddo.”
“Get him!” Margot cheers unspecifically. Percy chooses to believe she’s talking to him as he and Nico begin to revolve around the room, each waiting for the other to make the first move.
Finally, Nico stalks forward in that frightening way he does in a real battle, slashing upwards in an unpredictable pattern. Percy immediately counters, trying hard to stifle a smile as he parries and moves in with his own strike to the ribs, which Nico easily dodges. They’re both moving at half speed as their swords glance off each other, like a warmup, like an opportunity for their bystanders to easily follow each blow. They both bob and weave, almost lazily sparring, before Margot boos from the side.
“You’re not even trying,” Nico complains. Percy rolls his eyes.
“Says you, Ghost King,” He retorts, grinning when Nico groans and presses in. Suddenly they’re sparring for real, and Percy forgets where he is. He can feel the fresh Camp breeze as he knocks Nico’s sword bodily aside and narrowly avoids leaving a gash across the younger boy’s chest. There’s the smell of strawberries on the air as he bends his spine back to duck under what could’ve been a potentially fatal blow from Nico, allowing himself to follow the bend through and swing around, staying low and bringing his sword between Nico’s sword arm and his body, placing his foot on the outside of Nico’s and forcing him to freeze lest Percy free him of a limb.
“Yield?” He suggests, grinning. Nico drops his sword, catches it with his other hand, and swings it at Percy’s head in a wide arc as a response. Percy dodges, laughing. “You totally stole that move.”
“Shouldn’t have let me watch Star Wars,” Nico says, also smiling wildly, before darting forward again. Percy sidesteps and slashes downward, the flat of his sword catching Nico in his left shoulder and causing him to stumble. Seizing the advantage, Percy swipes a foot under and allows his sword to follow Nico down, resting gently at his throat.
“Yield,” Percy repeats firmly. Nico hisses and Percy offers him his hand, helping him to his feet. “Again?”
“Let me catch my breath,” Nico mutters, sinking down onto the couch next to Margot, who’s watching with wide eyes.
“You’re going to teach me how to do that?” She asks in awe. Percy chuckles.
“Maybe not all that, but definitely that little swipe move at the end,” Percy promises. “That’s a great move to know with a dagger. Annabeth-” He falters, his sword’s tip sinking like it suddenly gained ten pounds before he powers through. “Annabeth used to use it all the time, and her main weapon was a dagger.”
“Luke’s dagger,” Margot confirms. Percy smiles at her weakly.
“Exactly.”
Margot nods, a comically determined look on her tiny face. Percy's eyes find Tim next, and he stifles a laugh.
Tim appears to be a little blown away, looking at Percy with frighteningly sharp eyes. He licks his teeth as he stares Percy down, as if he's suddenly found the problem he's been looking for.
“Praetor,” He repeats, looking Percy up and down.
“Only for, like, two hours,” Percy says. “I don't lead that Camp.”
“No, just ours,” Nico interrupts. “Percy was only Praetor for a couple hours, but he was given that rank after a week of being there. And he's the general of our army, has been since 15.”
“I'm retired,” Percy tries.
“You will never retire.” Nico shuts him down as he gets to his feet. “You care about us.”
“I can fight and not lead.” Percy spins Riptide again before their swords meet with a clang over their voices.
“No one will fight and not follow you,” Nico says flatly.
“Then I'll train and not fight.”
“You can't not fight, Percy.”
“I'm tired .” Percy's frustration bubbles up and over and he easily disarms Nico, forgoing any decorum and losing the elation that comes with unserious sparring. He holds his sword level to Nico's chest absentmindedly before dropping his arm. “I don't want to anymore. Why are they here ?” His voice becomes tinged with bitterness. “If they know so much about Perseus Jackson , then they should know they’re making a mistake.” The words themselves sound egotistical, but his voice is so scathing that it comes out as plain fact, an objective truth that’s backed by hard evidence.
“Never stopped them before,” Nico says grimly, readying his weapon again despite being out of breath, likely out of practice going against another highly skilled swordsman. “We made a plan for the quest tonight. Wanna hear it?” Percy chops down at the hilt of Nico’s sword just to be petty, and Nico gives him a dirty look as he steps out of range. “Rude.”
“What’s the plan?” Percy asks as he plows forward, switching into instructor mode without being fully conscious of it. He herds Nico around subtly, tapping him lightning fast in places he’s leaving unguarded, watching closely for any consistent weak spots. Of course, Nico is very good with a sword, and so Percy does have to apply a conscious effort to defend himself as well as press the other. Nico’s brow is furrowed in concentration as he tries to divide his attention between the speed of their exchanged blows and the conversation.
“We’re going to one of Serrado’s more locked down storage warehouses- a real one, not like-” Nico cuts himself off as he stumbles from Percy’s aggressive parry. The fact that he doesn’t pursue Nico while his guard is dropped seems to frustrate the son of Hades to no end, and he re-attacks fiercely as he continues in a grunting tone, “not like the one with the Chimera. Jason and his vigilante co- will you stop that?!” Nico deflects another of Percy’s flat-bladed taps aimed at his ribcage and jabs abruptly at his stomach with his blade. Percy simply steps to the side, catching Nico’s wrist.
“No jabbing in a spar,” Percy reminds him, raising an eyebrow.
“Luke tell you that?” Nico challenges, and Percy knows he’s trying to get a rise out of him. He hates that it sort of works and tries to play it off.
“Hades, no,” He snorts. “Luke was a great teacher, but you had to learn from mistakes with him.” He thinks about the spars they used to have, where Luke would land a hard hit on Percy and then heave him to his feet with a stern look, putting his training sword- and soon after, a real sword- back in his hand. “Luckily, I’m much nicer.”
Nico jerks his hand away and slashes at Percy with fervor. Percy’s sword slides neatly along the edge of his blade with a clean shnnnnk, redirecting it upwards. He slaps the flat of his blade under Nico’s armpit.
“Dead,” Percy says. “Jason and his vigilante coworker…?”
Nico rights himself and plops down on the couch, huffing fiercely. “Cowork ers , plural. They’re gonna cover us while we go suss out the vibes.” Percy hums, idly spinning Riptide in his grip.
“Nightwing?”
“On standby. It’s some guy called the Red Robin.” Nico’s eyebrow twitches like he has something mean to say and is holding his tongue to the best of his ability. Percy feels his frustration lift a little in the face of his own amusement.
“Hm,” Percy says. “What interesting naming conventions. Is he Helmet’s sidekick or something? Like the Batman and his colorful jumping bean?” Tim makes a small noise, but Percy’s unable to investigate before Margot springs to her feet.
“You’ve seen Robin!?” Margot gasps, scuttling over to him. He swiftly lifts Riptide over her body as she dances around him, unconcerned at being so close to a live weapon. “He has a sword, too! Can I have a sword, Percy? Please?” She grabs onto the bottom of his shirt and pulls, stretching the thin fabric to its limit. He grins down at her.
“Dagger first, then we’ll talk,” He tells her.
“No fair.” She crosses her arms and trudges back over to the couch, pouting exaggeratedly. She climbs right up next to Tim and huffs, drawing a tiny grin out of the other spectator in the room, who up until moments ago had remained so silent and still he may as well have disappeared. “You’re only making me have a dagger because I’m a girl, like Annabeth.”
Percy and Nico both look at each other for a moment, clearly both picturing Annabeth’s face at the statement, and then immediately jumping to Thalia’s, before they both burst out into borderline giggles.
“I promise that’s not it,” Percy assures her, coming over and crouching in front of her to look her in the eye. “Nico’s sister Hazel uses a spatha- basically a spear, and our cousin Thalia is the leader of a group of immortal girls who use all sorts of scary and awesome things. It’s just a good sized weapon to get familiar with until we can upgrade, alright?” He waits for her tiny sigh of acquiescence before standing up and ruffling her hair. He shifts his attention to Tim.
“Wanna spar, Tim?” He asks, offering him a friendly smile. Tim’s eyes are dark and clear, crystalline and honed in like a missile on Percy.
“I really would,” He says, standing up. “I’ll go get the sword…?” Percy nods and Tim slips out the front door. Nico turns to him, suddenly scrutinizing.
“Percy,” Nico says slowly.
“Yeah?” Percy goes into the kitchen to retrieve several water bottles from the fridge, tossing one to Nico and putting two on the couch before cracking open his own and taking a long dring.
“Do you like boys?” Percy chokes on his water and spends the next 15 seconds coughing, Nico watching him dispassionately from across the room.
“Uh…” Percy scratches the back of his head with the butt of Riptide, suddenly extremely off-kilter. “I don’t- what makes you ask? Didn’t we-”
“Don’t go there,” Nico threatens, the room darkening briefly. “I’m asking because that boy likes you. Just saying.”
Percy stares at him.
“What?”
“I forget sometimes that he’s dumb,” Nico sighs to Margot, who gasps in offense on Percy’s behalf.
“Not dumb!” She tells Nico. “Just really silly.” Percy scowls at them both and tosses his water bottle on the couch as Tim walks back in.
“Who, Percy?” Tim asks, somehow immediately guessing the topic of conversation despite only having heard the last few words of it. Percy throws him a look too, Nico’s words pinballing around his head.
“Get your sword ready. I’ll show you silly,” Percy says, watching as Tim takes Nico’s place across from him and adjusts his grip on the bone sword. “Alright. Approach me like you’re going to attack.” Tim obliges, and Percy’s a little shocked to find his technique not to be terrible. It’s fast and precise, and if Percy isn’t mistaken, Tim’s used to wielding a weapon- just not this one. It’s evident in the way he treats the edges of the sword like they’re going to cut him , and not Percy- quick deflects but he misses the chance to parry in his caution. After a few minutes of Percy lightly defending from Tim’s swordplay, he catches Tim’s hilt, his fingers wrapping around Tim’s.
“So you fight, just not with a blade,” Percy observes. Tim looks up at him, his eyes dragging away from the sword hilt.
“I used to be in a couple of martial arts classes,” Tim says. Percy raises an eyebrow at the lie but says nothing about it, only releases the sword and steps back into position again.
“Well,” Percy says, this time fighting offensively. “You’ll have to fight me with whatever that weapon is later. I have a feeling you’re pretty good with it?” He vaguely remembers Tim mentioning a staff- a nonlethal weapon with much longer reach and plenty of different handholds. It explains Tim’s style of not getting in as close with his sword now, not necessarily slashing but swinging , like one would with a blunt object. Indeed, as Percy blocks a chop from him, he notes the force behind the swing and the angle of the sword, which is not flat or upright so that the blade would cut Percy perfectly but instead at an angle, like Tim is uncaring about the sharpness and more focused on making contact.
Even so, Percy already can tell Tim is valuable in a fight with the right weapon and even now, if he had to go in with Damesan’s sword, Percy would take him over nothing any day. He glances over at Nico and sees the same considering look on his face.
“I am pretty good with it,” Tim agrees, grinning and stepping back from the fight. He pushes an errant, sweaty wisp of hair off his forehead. Percy takes a second to study him in his suit, his pretty eyes sparkling and his pale skin glowing slightly from exertion. His nimble fingers tap along the edge of his borrowed sword and his teeth flash white from the open window.
Shit , Percy thinks, his stomach dropping momentarily in realization. Tim walks over and stands in front of him, scooping an unopened water bottle from the couch.
“So are you going to do the whole, ‘world's most annoying sword instructor’ thing you did with Nico, or am I not there yet?” He asks, taking a drink and then crossing his arms playfully. Percy looks down at him, at his straight, dark eyebrows and his long eyelashes.
Shit , he thinks more passionately.
“You probably want a change of clothes before we get too crazy,” Percy says, managing to sound mostly normal. “You can grab some from my apartment, if you want? Front door’s unlocked.” Although now that he thinks about it, Tim probably has his own clothes at Jason’s place. Regardless, the legacy nods, strangely bashful, and leaves. Nico looks straight at Percy and raises one judgemental eyebrow.
“Hit you yet?” He asks dispassionately. Percy narrows his eyes scathingly at him.
“Shut up,” He grumbles, ruffling Margot’s hair. She giggles and stands up, holding the dagger out in front of her.
“Teach me,” She demands. Percy obliges, and for the next twenty minutes they go over stances, holds, and balance. At some point, Tim rejoins the fold, and from the corner of his eye Percy can see Nico working with him on how he swings his sword. He feels a brief flare up of pride for the son of Hades- it used to be that he had no tolerance for things like teaching. Now he’s found the same error Percy was going to prioritize and is working with Tim himself, a sure sign of growth and a further display of his own skill with a blade. Eventually Margot gets frustrated and wanders off to color more pictures after making an ominous comment about the Wii in the other apartment.
Tim finally bows out from fighting Nico after the latter uses the same swipe move Percy used on him in their own fight, leaving him on his back on the ground. Damesan’s sword lies next to him on the floor, and Nico scoops it up and flips it in his hand.
“This is weighted nicely,” He observes. “Bone?”
“Yeah, from Damesan’s drakon,” Percy says, leaning back against the wall to watch the other give it a precursory swing. Nico glances over at him.
“But you’ve never used it,” He guesses. “You’ve got that loyalty to Riptide.”
“Is naming your swords common?” Tim asks from the floor. “Or is it just the magic ones?”
Nico hums, placing the bone sword against the couch before sitting on the floor cross-legged. “Depends, really. Percy’s is just a cursed blade, pretty old, so it gets a name by default.”
“ She gets a name by default,” Percy corrects, capping Riptide and putting it away in his pocket. “Respect the sword, Neeks.”
“ Don’t call me that, ” Nico hisses, much to Percy’s amusement. “And how do you know she’s a girl?”
“Magnus’ talking sword wants her bad,” Percy says, weirdly proud about it.
“Who the fuck is Magnus?” Nico asks.
“Bad word!” Margot gasps from the side. Nico pulls out his wallet and hands her a five dollar bill, and she says nothing more about it, taking her things to another room. Apparently she’s tired of them.
“There are talking swords?” Tim asks.
“No,” Nico says with a scowl.
“Yes,” Percy contradicts. “Magnus is Annabeth’s dead cousin. He’s kind of like a ghost? Hard to explain. Anyways, his sword can talk. He’s not Greek.” Nico’s eyes widen slightly.
“Like the Kanes, then?” He asks.
“Nah, think more Swedish,” Percy says, offering him a grin when Nico’s eyes widen further. “Yup.”
“I don’t understand anything about this conversation,” Tim admits, frustrated. Margot pats his hand sympathetically, but Percy just shakes his head.
“Topic for another day. Ready for round two?”
Tim gets to his feet the same way an old man does- with much fanfare and clearly aching knees. Nonetheless, he does a surprisingly well-executed version of Percy's sword flip once he has his borrowed blade back in hand. Percy raises an eyebrow at the gesture.
“Born ready,” Tim says, viciously determined. Percy smiles sharply at him and advances, deciding to really press him to see how he is under heat.
The answer: somehow better. As Percy applies more pressure, Tim steps up to meet him at his level. Percy is now certain, even as he disarms Tim and sends him stumbling back with a light shove, that with his weapon of choice Tim must be a fierce opponent. Not only that, but he's undeterred by defeat. He scoops his sword from the ground and attacks Percy first this time, who has no trouble deflecting the blows raining down but still marvels at the speed. He finds himself having fun, the same way he does sparring with Nico, and he doesn't realize he's started laughing until he blinks into awareness with Tim backed so far against the couch he's forced to sit down. Riptide rests gently at the hollow of this throat, both of them out of breath, although Tim moreso.
There's an impressed whistle from the edge of the room by the front door. When Percy glances over, he meets Jason's eyes, whose thick arms are crossed over his chest as he lounges against the wall.
“Wow,” Jason says. “I don't normally see Timmy get his ass kicked like that. Very cool stuff going on.”
“Wanna spar?” Percy asks, dropping Riptide and plopping down next to Tim on the couch.
“The answer is no,” Tim warns Jason. “No, you do not want to spar with him.”
Jason laughs lightly. “I don’t know, kid. I’m pretty good with a sword.”
Percy shrugs, rolling his shoulders back. His adrenaline is still rushing and he feels like he’s warmed up now. He was going to ask for another fight with Nico- but the prospect of fighting Jason, who claims himself to be good with a blade and, with his shocking speed despite his hulking mass, Percy knows he probably isn’t bluffing- is a highly pleasing offer. At the very least, it’d be an interesting fight- one he’s very keen to have, suddenly.
“I’m not too bad, either,” Percy says, trying to go for casual and just narrowly veering into interested.
“That’s not a fight we should have inside,” Jason says, waving him off. Percy scowls and then remembers he’s trying to play it cool and turns away, locking eyes with Nico and pointing at him with Riptide.
“You, now.” Nico makes a face at him but Percy stares persistently. “You were way too sloppy with your defense earlier. Let’s go.”
“Alright, Dad , chillax,” Nico mutters, standing up. He looks over at Jason as he stands across from Percy, swinging his sword reflexively like a batter would before stepping into the box. “Where’s Will?”
Jason gestures to the hallway. “Brought a friend, making sure she’s welcome.”
“‘She?’” Tim echoes.
“Grandpa knows the word chillax ?” Percy goads, ignoring the Gothamites for a second. Nico snaps his head over to him, a grim expression on his face, before looking back at Jason again.
“Bring them in,” Nico says darkly. “Maybe Will’ll finally see me beat Percy.”
“Keep dreaming, Death Boy,” Percy provokes impertinently.
“I’ll show you death, Seaweed Brain,” Nico snarls, and lunges.
The ensuing clash of metal is so loud it drowns out the front door opening and distracts from any greetings or introductions. Their blades cross and sparks literally fly, knuckles nearly grazing each other near their hilts, locked together.
“You always use that disarm,” Nico tells him. Percy smiles.
“Yeah,” He says, and then twists his blade until both of their swords point directly down, and puts all force into driving them toward the ground. Nico relinquishes his grip, presumably to knock Percy off balance, but instead he forces it back toward himself in order to grab the hilt of Nico’s sword, now duel-wielding. “Always works, is the thing.”
“Overkill,” Will calls from the side, striding over and plucking Nico’s blade from Percy’s hand and returning it to its rightful owner. “Not even training.”
“Wasn’t really supposed to be,” Nico tells him, looking over at Percy.
“Yeah,” Percy admits. “But in my defense, I thought you’d last longer.”
“That’s what she said,” Says the newcomer from Jason’s side, effectively sidelining swordplay for the moment, despite the downright Evil look Nico sends his way promising vengeance. She swings a backpack off her shoulders and drops it at her feet. Percy studies her, sure that she’s familiar.
“Steph,” Tim says, sounding a little strange. She walks over to him and sits down at his side, leaning against his shoulder.
“I know you,” Percy says, snapping his fingers. “The thrift store. Blonde lady. Sorry for running into you.”
She waves him away in a similar fashion to the way Jason had done.
“No biggie,” Steph says, smiling at him in a friendly way before turning on Tim. Her smile becomes a touch more malicious. “Nice clothes, buddy. Where’d those come from?”
Tim’s face stays completely blank. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“You will.” With that rather ominous statement, she springs to her feet. “Where’s the little lady? I want some one on one girl time. Can’t be great stuck with all this testosterone.”
“Margot,” Percy calls. “Someone’s here to see you!” For a second, there’s silence, and then the thundering of tiny footsteps as she races down the hall and careens into Percy’s legs. She looks out from behind his hip and sends a beaming smile to Jason.
“Hi Jason!” She says a little shyly, and everyone’s heart visibly melts. Her bir brown eyes drift over to Steph next. “Hello, blonde lady.”
Steph crouches down in front of Margot and sticks out her hand.
“Hey, you’re Margot, right? I’m Steph.” Margot takes it gingerly, tiny fingers dwarfed even by Steph’s smaller hands.
“Hi, Steph,” Margot says, her voice quiet as she steps carefully out from behind Percy’s leg. Percy places his hand gently on top of her head, and her shoulders drop from her ears. “I like your hair.”
Percy’s heart twists as he thinks of Annabeth’s hair, those natural princess curls falling around her face, and he knows Margot would have loved her. Her hair was always beautiful, so yellow and long. He wondered often why she never cut it because she complained all the time about it being annoying to take care of, but she didn’t ever divulge the reason why she kept it long. Maybe he’ll ask her the next time he dreams about her. If he dreams about her again. And that’s pretending that she’s the real Annabeth and not a made-up version of his dead girlfriend that literally lives in his dreams. His adrenaline seeps out of him not unlike it did upon falling into the Cocytus, and very faintly he can hear waves, like standing in the foyer of the Big House.
“-Like doing?” Steph is asking Margot.
“I like climbing and drawing and fighting,” Margot says in one breath. Percy wants to smile. He can see her little head under his hand, but he can’t quite feel the fine strands of her clean hair against his skin. Steph, however, beams at her.
“Fantastic,” She says, sounding triumphant. “We are gonna get along so well. I heard you had Just Dance somewhere? Or Wii Sports would be awesome, too.”
“I like tennis and boxing on that one,” Margot says, grinning at Steph.
“I like baseball,” Tim says from… somewhere else in the room. Percy’s fighting the wave of misery that surged up out of nowhere to drown him, ironically enough.
Steph and Margot’s faces sour in unison.
“That one sucks,” Steph says. “It’s so repetitive.”
“Almost as bad as golf,” Margot agrees.
“But you can never go wrong with bowling,” The blonde finishes, straightening up. “Well? Let’s go- just you and me, for now, if that’s alright. A break from the boys.” She directs the unspoken question at Percy, who blinks at the acknowledgement.
“Uh, if it’s cool with Margot,” Percy says, a beat too late. His eyes pass over the room and catalogue the sudden attention of every single occupant. “But if we could exchange phone numbers first, that’d be great.”
“Wow, Momma Bird, we’ll be in the next room over.” Despite her teasing remark, Steph holds a hand out for his phone and, although making a face at the model, obligingly inputs her number and texts herself. “There we go, squared away. Let’s go, Margot!” She waltzes past Jason and shoots a look Percy can’t determine at Tim before sparing a brief glance back to make sure Margot is following. Once she sees the little girl excitedly tailing her, she picks up her pace again, and they vanish down the hall and presumably through Percy’s front door.
“Okay, Percy?” Will asks casually, and Percy forces his eyes to find him across the room by Nico’s side, clearly worried and failing at hiding it.
“All good. Adrenaline wore off,” He says, a half truth. “So, where is this warehouse, besides by the harbor?” He lets his gaze slide right over Nico and land on Jason, who looks at him impassively. Percy’s stomach settles at his flat mouth and blank stare, and alright, he can admit it, Jason is a good friend at this point. Fighting together and getting a triage from a guy will do that to you, he guesses.
“I can show you,” Jason says. “If you want some fresh air.”
Percy opens his mouth to agree right as his phone starts buzzing in his back pocket. He frowns and pulls it out, the groove between his brows only deepening at the caller ID. He answers it and holds it up to his ear, shrugging at Jason.
“Hello?”
“ Jackson. You’ve got a personal quest in about an hour. It’s a full 12, time and a half, warehouse gig, your usual. In? ” His manager sounds riled up and irritated, like he doesn’t want to be talking to Percy if he can help it.
“I’m kind of preoccupied tonight, Bill,” Percy says flatly.
“ This the kind of request you don’t turn down, kid, trust me, ” Bill says into the phone, slower and dead serious. “ You’re gonna take the gig, and you’re gonna take the next week off, half time. Alright? ”
“Alright,” Percy agrees, confused.
“ Good deal. I’ll text you the address. ” The line clicks and Percy stares down at the phone, baffled.
“What the hell,” He mutters. Jason pushes off the wall and ambles over as the others exchange looks. Tim follows him shortly after, peering over Percy’s shoulder.
“What was that?” Jason asks, stopping in front of him.
“My boss,” Percy says, miffed. “He was made an offer I literally could not refuse. But the good news is, I get next week off. So that’s cool, I guess?” His phone vibrates again and the text is an address not terribly far from his old apartment, right up against the sea wall.
“Wait. Can I-” Tim reaches for the phone and Percy drops it in his hand. “Thanks. Yeah, that’s the warehouse that the deal’s happening in tonight.”
Percy looks over at him, frowning. If the plan is for Nico to investigate whatever ‘cargo’ is being transported, but there’s an active deal happening, one that specifically requested Percy, then Serrado is most definitely behind it and possibly even aware of outside meddling. Having a meetup to arrange terms or agree on stock doesn’t normally happen at warehouses- at least, that’s not how Kronos’ or Gaea’s armies played it. If they were smart, they would do business away from what they had, and only offer a sample of the product. Unless it’s a trap for the second party.
Or the uninvited third. All of a sudden, Percy has a very bad feeling about this.
Notes:
and what say you to a little light swordplay among friends?
hello!! hope everyone is super awesome. saw my therapist and now i feel pretty good. shaved my head (contradictory statement). i am sooooooooo so excited for these next few chapters as i've daydreamed about them since the beginning of this stupid damned fic that i'm not even a third of the way through yet, fuck sake.
>percy: wow that was a great warmup. let's go for real now.
every other person with a sword in the room: haha. i'm in danger
>i forgot to say this, and i'll probs go back and edit all previous chapter notes, but i finally got my head screwed on abt my own internal feelings about certain relaunches/reboots. for all my yapping abt hatred for n52 i think i can accept stuff from rebirth. i just hate the idea of flashpoint's completely erasing some cool character stuff for the sake of fixing problems we could've pretended didn't exist (lying i'm lying i just love tim and wally).
>me, at work, thinking about this: how do i add speedsters logically and normally. i want my wally/dick dynamic and my bart allen running around rampantly
>pls give me good red hood comic recs. idec what tl they're from as long as they're good writing. idec if the style is mid. i know where to start with nightwing but tim and jason comic recs would be GREATLY APPRECIATED (esp red hood)
>do you guys rock with trigun. be honest. i mean the og forms (not that stampede isn't dope, but the manga is SO FIRE)
>should i read/watch invincible
not much else to say for this chapter, truly just some fun filler plus some character dynamic building. hope everyone is having a great weekend so far, happy springtime,, thanks for the comments, party hard
Chapter 12: a violent demonstration
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
July 18th, Gotham City, New Jersey, 01 A.T.
“So what’s the plan now?” Percy asks, walking over to the couch and sinking down defeatedly. “Because I’m really confused as to what’s even happening.”
“This kind of changes it,” Tim says, grimacing. “You’ll have to stay completely out of it. Nico’ll still investigate whatever the goods in the warehouse are, and Jason and Red Robin will watch in on the deal.”
“Serrado’s going to be there,” Percy guesses. “Any ideas who the other person is? And does anyone else feel like this is a trap? Oh, and another thing.” He points at Tim. “Where are you in all of this?” He’ll eat his sword if Tim is staying out of it.
“I’m staying out of it,” Tim says, like a liar. Percy scowls at him.
“If you show up for this fight in a stupid suit again, I’ll throttle you,” He threatens. Jason snorts and Tim shoots a dirty look at him.
“Let’s focus on what will happen,” Tim suggests. “We don’t actually know that it’ll be Serrado. If he has some sort of representative, especially considering the possibility that it is a trap, given the slightly unstrategic location, then the other side might, too. Our best hope right now is listening in. I’d put a bug on you, but microphones don’t mesh very well with your whole anti-technology problems.”
“And you know this how?” Percy asks, already knowing the answer. Tim glances away, back at him, and away again, his whole expression shifty.
“That’s neither here nor there,” Tim says dodgily.
“I mean, it’s okay to admit you’re a stalker,” Will says, eating a cheese stick he must’ve procured from the kitchen at some point.
“He’s a security guard for a bunch of shady people!” Tim points out defensively. “Who knows what information I could’ve gathered if it only picked up more than Burger King headset COD rage audio from Percy?”
Percy snickers with vindictive glee, imagining how awful it must’ve been for Tim to attempt to listen in to anything he said.
“Well, Jason and his sidekick will be there, anyway,” Nico says, waving a hand. Tim’s face shrinks inward as Jason guffaws, slapping one knee obnoxiously.
“So true,” He agrees, smiling giddily like it’s his favorite day ever.
“I’m pretty sure he explicitly refused to be your sidekick,” Tim says, his teeth bared in a grimace that’s borderline a snarl. Percy inwardly wonders at the animosity as Jason waves a flippant hand.
“Semantics,” He says dismissively, still grinning. “Percy, you want a ride to work?”
“Should I roll up to the work site not in public transportation like every other time but instead with a known crime lord in a car?” Percy gives him a deadpan look. “Gee, I dunno.”
“Alright, smartass,” Jason says mildly. “Just offering. I’m going to go prep my shit. If they’re calling you in this early, something might happen.” Tim digs into his borrowed pockets and pulls out a small ear plug.
“Comm,” Tim says a little snappily. Jason ruffles his hair as he sticks it in his own pocket. Tim ignores him in favor of passing the little devices to Nico and Will as well.
“Do I get a comm?” Percy asks.
“Too conspicuous,” Tim says, shaking his head. Percy sighs forlornly and wanders off to get ready for work. Usually the dress code is jeans and a dark hoodie, so he doesn’t have to do much before he’s waving goodbye to the group, which has gathered around the kitchen table where Tim has magically acquired a laptop, and out the door.
The bus ride to the warehouse goes by quietly, or as quietly as it gets in Gotham. For the next couple hours, Percy floats around an industrial area right alongside the giant wall the river laps at. He can feel how dirty the water is, and how uncontrollable, almost like it's got its own River Hudson consciousness down there. He creeps a little closer.
He wonders if all major rivers can manifest corporeal forms and have consciousnesses, like Tiber in Rome with Annabeth, or during the first war with the sand dollar deal. He can’t help but wonder about the Styx and its counterparts deeper under the main river, then again about Gotham’s East River on the other side of the wall, singing to him like the sirens in the Sea of Monsters. He turns away, exhaling forcefully. If he can tell from here the water’s filthy, he can only imagine swimming in it, breathing it in, eugh. It’s an angry river for a reason, poisoned by the city’s malice. He wonders what a good sand dollar would do to it, considering it’s bordering the Atlantic.
Then he gets rotated to just outside the warehouse at sundown, which is equally as frustrating as being in a remote cement clearing because he’s just out of reach of information and also, possibly, Nico. It grates on his nerves to stand antsily shifting foot to foot with Riptide heavy in his pocket, waiting for something to happen in the silent evening. His mind wanders to the subject of Tim, and Annabeth.
Because he still sorely misses her- he’ll never be over her absence. And that in and of itself is enough to make him hesitate analyzing his strange attraction to Tim, let alone the fact that oh, hey, he’s a he. But he’s pretty, and smart, and really good at fighting, and he’s got secrets, and Percy loves a challenge. On the other hand, would that be using him? Being his only connection to his godly heritage, dangling the knowledge of camp and their history over his head with the condition of flirting indefinitely because he’s pretty sure he’ll never be over his dead girlfriend, and if he could he’d walk right into the underworld with a lute like Orpheus and rescue her, he would, except she died in Tartarus, and does that mean her soul is still in Tartarus? Or did Tartarus absorb her forever like he did to the Titans? The form of her in his dreams is a delusional apparition th-
“Jackson, pay attention,” His coworker snaps, breaking him out of his whirlwind of thoughts. Judging by the moon’s barely visible position overhead, it’s probably around midnight, which means he’s only got two hours left on shift, and also that the car whose headlights that just washed over them must be the second of three parties (four? Is Percy his own party, or does he rope in with the third? Oh gods, is he a part of the first party in this case?). He shakes his head and absentmindedly thinks about Adderall as several large men climb from the large, sleek black SUV. One of them, the shortest, has sunglasses on. Percy privately believes it’s overkill considering how dark Gotham already is, especially at night.
The doors between him and the other guard open abruptly and Serrado himself strides out with an entourage to accompany him. Percy scowls at his suited back as he rolls to a stop in front of Sunglasses.
“Carmine Falcone,” Serrado says haughtily, then pauses, leaning closer. “Is what I would say if he was here. Who are you?”
Sunglasses straightens Serrado’s collar in a bold move Percy wishes he could respect.
“Relax, Albert,” Says the man in a faint Italian accent. “We’re all friends here. Carmine sent me here to get a feel for your practices. I’m Mario Falcone, his son.” He holds out a big hand for Serrado to shake, which he does with little hesitation.
“As long as your Roman Empire throws in with me, it doesn’t matter,” Serrado seems to decide before turning around and looking right at Percy. “Let’s take this discussion away from the merchandise. I do believe I told you I had a demonstration.” He begins leading Mario and his lackeys closer to the clearing Percy was watching earlier before glancing over his shoulder at Percy.
“We’ll need guards,” Serrado says mildly, waving him and his coworker over. Percy scowls at him and only receives a wink in return. Weird.
Serrado has them both stop at the edge of the clearing as he draws Mario in near a large shipping crate. A piece of gravel hits Percy in the center of his cow lick and he turns around and up.
Helmet’s glowing eyes blink at him and in the next moment, the guard next to him gets pulled up and vanishes with the whisper of a scream. Moments later, the doors to the warehouse slam open again, and a swarm of men dressed slightly better than Percy pour out with many, many guns. Serrado and Mario glance over before laughing richly amongst themselves, like vigilante trouble is a normal Tuesday. Hey, Percy thinks, maybe there’s so many heroes in Gotham that it is a normal Tuesday, but in that case he wonders what motivates someone to do crime if the likelihood they’re getting fatally shot or a permanent injury is so great.
Nico stumbles out behind the crowd, looking shockingly exhausted. Behind him, there’s a roar, and he scrambles further away from the warehouse and shadow travels. Percy looks frantically around for him, but he’s distracted by the sound of four boots dropping onto the concrete near Serrado and Mario, right into the hoard of halfwits.
Red Robin is much shorter than Jason, Percy notes, standing there unsure of what to do as the two vigilantes engage, but he’s damn fast with that staff. He moves with a fluid grace Percy attributes to martial arts; not like Helmet’s brutal efficiency, but more of a dance.
Serrado’s laugh pulls his attention away, and he watches the god pat Mario on the shoulder as they watch the chaos.
“You know mortals and their interference,” Serrado says, waving a flippant hand. “This was all a part of the plan, so you know my operations are above little boys in costumes. I have a real demonstration of heroism for you, just as promised. I just have to, ah, what’s the expression? Poke the hornet’s nest.” Percy has a very bad feeling about that statement too.
He shifts, finally pulling out Riptide and giving up on staying out of the fight as instructed.
The side of his face lights up and he turns towards the source.
“Oh shit,” He says, realizing he’s the hornet’s nest right as a garbage truck rams head first into him. For a second, he’s too stunned to even react, pinned to the front of the massive vehicle as it careens into the sea wall and he’s momentarily squished between thousands of pounds of metal and… more metal. Then the truck breaks through the wall, and he sinks under the weight of it on top of him.
For a second, all the pain from the experience rushes in like the bubbles racing to the surface around him, and he just floats, helpless. He slowly crawls back into his mind, and it’s not a pretty scene.
Did he just hit me with a garbage truck ? Percy thinks, mad, and then, did he just hit me with a garbage truck into this filthy fucking river for the sole purpose of pissing me off ?
Because he’ll hand it to Serrado. Consider the hornet’s nest sufficiently poked. He’s not sure if it's his own anger or the rivers’, but Percy’s imbued with a homicidal rage he’s been bereft of for maybe too long. His eyes find the garbage truck under water, and with minimal effort he launches it out of the river and straight back through the giant hole in the wall he came from. As soon as he can move his limbs again, he drags himself out of the water, Riptide first.
Soaked because he didn’t have time to consider staying dry, smelly because the water is disgusting, and pissed and possibly injured because he got hit by a fucking truck, Percy looks hungrily for a fight.
There, just past where the truck landed, Serrado and Mario stand behind several of Mario’s big men. Percy takes one step towards them before hell breaks loose for the second time.
And by hell, he means the Nemean Lion bounding out of the warehouse, slashed up (likely by Nico’s sword) and pissed off, just like Percy.
He can’t help it. He laughs.
“Really?” He yells at Serrado. “Get original! I beat this when I was 14!”
“Though not with an appreciative audience, I’d wager!” Serrado calls back, pulling out a gun and unloading harmless rounds into the Lion’s side, who doesn’t flinch or even look in his direction. To Mario, he continues speaking, likely explaining the nature of the Lion’s pelt.
“Audience, yes,” Percy says, dodging two massive paw swipes a little sloppily. “Appreciative? You’ll have to ask Atlas. I hear you can find him holding up the- woah !” He narrowly dodges a projectile that didn’t come from the Lion and looks around. A second later, a tiny silhouette appears on top of a nearby shipping crate. He wants to call out, but unfortunately he’s a little preoccupied. He rolls under another side swipe. At his side, Red Robin appears.
“Percy!” He says, his tone weirdly robotic like he’s got some sort of modulator on. “Are you okay?!”
“Not really the-” He slashes, catching the Lion harmlessly on its maw. “Time! I do have a question for you, though!” He stabs uselessly at the Lion, stalling for time.
“What?” Red Robin asks, also swinging at the Lion.
“Are you Red Helmet’s sidekick or is it an affiliation to the restaurant chain?” Percy asks completely seriously, pausing his fighting for purely comedic purposes. Red Robin stops too, turning to look over at him.
“I hate you,” Red Robin mutters, which for some reason sounds and feels like a hard won victory. Unfortunately Percy and his new comically named friend are too busy getting tossed by a giant invulnerable Lion for him to appreciate it.
“Red Robin!” A shrill voice cries angrily across the battlefield. Percy ignores it, still pissed off for all his joking. He flips Riptide once and walks slowly back to the fight.
The Lion doesn’t even bother going after Red Robin or the little sword wielding child he’s been joined by. Instead, it mirrors Percy, languidly returning to a fighting stance as they square off against each other.
“You remember me?” Percy taunts. “Bet you remember the taste of freeze-dried ice cream.”
The Lion roars and charges, claws leaving much deeper gouges in the cement than the Chimera. Which reminds him. “You're way more lame than the last lion I fought. You can't even breathe fire!”
He almost doesn’t avoid the next snap of its jaws, Riptide grazing a single thin gash along its gums. Blood dribbles onto the sidewalk and the Lion looks down at it like it's shocked.
Nico appears at Percy's side, and he holds himself back from visibly jumping. He's holding himself a bit funny, leaned a little to the side with an arm gingerly pressed against his stomach.
“What's wrong with you and why aren't you home?” Percy asks, his voice coming out casual but his meaning anything but.
“Caught a bullet to the ribs,” Nico admits. “Regular one and a graze, so don't even try to send me home. I heard about the last fight you had with this guy. Same strategy?”
“Yeah, but I'm not seeing many choking hazards around here,” Percy says, and then Nico and him are jumping in opposite directions as the Lion's massive paws land hard enough to crack concrete right where they were two seconds ago. He watches as Nico struggles to get up, and so does the Lion.
“Hey!” He shouts to no avail as the creature advances on Nico, who finally gets to his feet unsteadily with his sword in one hand. Percy feels an overwhelming, sickening sense of fear and fury.
Inside of him, that little tug of pressure becomes one great pull before it abruptly snaps .
With sound not unlike the Lion's roar, the river climbs over the massive sea wall, hundreds of feet in the air, and crashes angrily down on top of the Lion. The water is moving so quickly it pummels the cement, like a pressure washer with several tons more pressure. When the water clears the Lion is gone, its pelt left in a big,white-gray spot surrounded by filth from the river.
Percy forgets about his spoils of war and his allies as his vision tunnels on Serrado, who has been abandoned by his mortal friends. Percy doesn't care. He advances, the hole in the sea wall causing the river to fill up the clearing, already up to his ankles. Percy strides soundlessly on top of the surface, unimpeded by the water under his shoes. Serrado holds up both hands.
“What doesn't kill you-” He starts placatingly, a small tremble in his voice.
“Will kill you instead,” Percy snarls. He pushes off the water leaps , landing a foot in front of the god.
Percy rests Riptide at one side of his neck, a promise of decapitation. “Who. Are you .”
“Out of time, it seems,” Serrado manages, staggering back and getting his pants all wet. “Thankfully, my luck has always been rather prosperous . HA!” He drops to the ground, and before Percy can even consider using the water to strangle him or hold him still, the shipping container at his back bursts open- literally. A bomb must go off because Percy is flung yards away, slamming against the sea wall again. He bounces off and lands on his hands and knees, groaning. When he looks up through blurry vision, Serrado is gone, and he slams a fist into the concrete under him.
Around him, Red Robin has Nico's arm over his shoulder and is supporting most of his weight while Helmet jogs over to Percy. Far above, on top of the warehouse, he can faintly see two silhouettes- one lithe, vaguely familiar figure and the other much, much smaller and hardly even visible shadow. On the ground, near the Nemean Lion's pelt, the little jumping bean stands with his sword at his side. Percy pushes to his feet, staving off the vertigo through pure spite.
“Holy shit,” Jason says, stopping in front of him and bracing a hand on his shoulder. “Dude. You just ate a fucking grabage truck to the face. And then fought a giant lion. And then ate an explosion. You tryin’ to one up me or somethin’?”
Percy grins tiredly at him.
“You should've seen me in Alaska,” He says. “Destroyed half the Hubbard and helped save Death. Pretty cool stuff.”
“Slaughtering an animal is not cool !” Jumping bean hisses, suddenly standing right beside Jason and clearly scaring the crap out of both of them. “Ready your blade, cretin! I will show you the error of your ways.” He holds his katana out in front of him. Percy looks at Jason and then back at the kid.
“I'm totally down to spar,” Percy says. “But I kind of just got blown up and squished and stuff. Y'know how it is. Can we reschedule?”
The little guy hisses at him and charges, slipping around Jason at his body's barest suggestion of stepping between the two of them. Percy deflects several hard blows, backing up against the sea wall again.
“Kid,” he tries. “I'm not your enemy.” He can feel that pressure building up in him again, thinking about Serrado getting away, about him having the audacity to hit him with a fucking truck into his own damn domain, only to run away - and now a child who should be his ally is trying to fight him.
“You imbecile,” The small traffic light hisses. “You have slain a magnificent creature, and for that you shall pay. You are my enemy.”
“Can you hang on for a sec?” Percy says, deflecting what would’ve been a critically wounding injury. He’s pretty sure the Batman has a thing about hurting people severely and, y’know, killing them. Normally, Percy would say rock on and all that to rebelling.
Normally, Percy doesn’t feel like killing an immortal.
He uses his (Luke’s) signature disarm and pulls the katana right out of the kid’s furious little paws, but it does little to deter him as he lunges for Percy’s neck , what the hell. Percy throws him bodily off of him and holds up a hand.
“I don’t have time for this,” He says flatly. “You wanna blame the Lion’s death on someone, blame it on the guy who brought it here to kill me in the first place, alright? Jesus -!” The kid, Robin, Percy finally remembers, throws a fucking ninja star at his head! It sails past his ear, but he can feel the nick it leaves behind. He scowls. “Play nice or I make you.”
Thankfully, Jason takes this moment as an opportunity to step in and pick the kid up by the back of his suit like scruffing a kitten.
“Sorry about him,” Jason says. “But I don’t think you’re in a position to go after Serrado.” Next to him, Nightwing lands without a sound. Percy scans the ledge where he must’ve lept from, looking for that second shadow and certain he can feel the extra pair of eyes. He gives up for the moment, but he keeps a mental tab on the thought.
“Hood’s right,” Nightwing says, sounding a little apologetic and a little alarmed. “You were hit by a garbage truck and then blown up.”
“Nothing compared to what I’ll do to you-” Robin hisses, thrashing in the air. Jason sets him down and Nightwing lays a pacifying hand on his shoulder that somehow keeps his feet rooted to the spot.
“Robin,” Nightwing says, then continues to Percy. “We’ve already got eyes out all over the city for your guy. Him going for partners like the Falcones says a lot about how much weight he can throw around.”
“Or how stupid he is,” Red Robin says bitterly, still holding up Nico. “The Romans double-cross everyone, especially people without other allies.”
“Could mean he has other allies,” Jason points out.
“Not likely.” Red’s deceptively strong; for as long as he’s been holding up Nico, Percy had been ready to offer help, but the vigilante hasn’t faltered once. That, and he’s really, really familiar. Percy’s getting sort of tired of almost recognizing people. “Serrado set this meeting up very quickly. It was conditional on Percy.”
“Has this not made you wary of your new friend? ” Robin hisses at Red. “A poacher and a snake?”
“I’m not with that bag of dicks,” Percy snaps. “Ideally I’d like to chop him up into tiny pieces and remind him of my stupid fucking heritage.” He looks sharply over at the hole in the sea wall, thinking longingly of Long Island and Montauk. “Sorry, Dad,” He adds under his breath. “As for that Lion, it’s already almost killed me once. That’s the second time it’s come for me. Don’t worry kid, I’m sure somebody somewhere will release it on me again, or, hey, maybe someone worse!” Like that one big guy that went after Thalia and her hunters, Orion. Or king Minos. He throws his hands up in the air and looks up at the sky, at the thick, rolling dark clouds.
“Percy, I don’t know if they hear us here,” Nico says hoarsely, sounding for all intents and purposes like the shit got kicked out of him. “If ever you wanted to talk about it…”
Percy scoffs.
“They’re always listening,” He mutters. “They’re- what’s that word that starts with an ‘o’, means super strong and everywhere?” Annabeth used to say it all the time.
“Omnipotent,” All four of the bats say at the same time.
“That.”
“Not omniscient though,” Nico says, grinning wryly. “Take the last w- big fight.” Percy snorts, sheathing Riptide after one assessing look at Robin to make sure he doesn’t become feral again.
“Don’t need ‘em, anyway,” the son of Poseidon says, looking over to the sea wall and freezing the current. Every droplet stops like someone hit pause on the tv remote, and Percy walks over slowly, reaching out and poking errant droplets. “Not the problem this time. Except for him.” Percy’s fist clenches and the river abruptly starts rushing again, the harsh speed of the water parting around Percy’s legs seamlessly. “He hit me with a truck. He stole my dead friend’s stuff. He attacked me…” Percy turns and walks over to the Lion pelt on the ground, scooping it up and holding it out in Nightwing and Robin’s direction with a sideways glance before his eyes search the perimeter again for that shadow once they take it. “With the Chimera and the Nemean Lion. By the way, Hercules only fought that guy once. Me? I’m built different.”
“Heracles,” Nico corrects tiredly. Percy turns and levels an unimpressed look at him.
“Whatever. Piper and Jason said he was a dick anyway. They literally beat him with the cornucopia. Imagine what I could’ve done on an island surrounded by the ocean.”
“They didn’t go there to-” Nico breaks off into a small cough and Percy frowns, walking closer as Red Robin props him up higher. “To fight him. It was supposed to be a civil conversation. It’s almost like Annabeth didn’t send you because she knew you’d have other motives.”
“Yeah, she knows- knew me pretty well,” Percy admits, barely paying attention as he tilts Nico’s face to and from and then puts a hand on his chest, wondering if he’d have the ability to feel internal bleeding. Then again, maybe that would require knowledge of what the body is supposed to look- feel?- like without being beaten to hell. “Totally could’ve beat him though.” He sends a mental scan through his body and then through Nico’s and doesn’t really notice anything not flowing the way it should, so he steps back again. “We should go home, get you to Will.”
“Get you to Will, idiot,” Nico says, struggling to stand on his own and ultimately failing. “You got hit by a truck.”
“Transport on route, but hang on,” Nightwing says suddenly. “You wanted to test your strength by fighting the greatest hero of all time? You have friends that met the real life Hercules?” He presses something on his wrist, which lights up blinking, and then crouches comfortably, the whites of his mask strangely glued to Percy. Percy gets the feeling this guy probably won’t leave them hanging and means transport for all of them. Although if he does, Percy hopes he takes the angry kid with him.
“Well, he’s a god now, and trapped on an island, so he’s pretty easy to find,” Percy says, creating a dry bubble around the group of them and sitting down harder than he means to on the pavement. “And I wasn’t fighting him for the sake of dick-measuring.”
“Zoe?” Nico asks, although he sounds knowing.
“Yeah.” Percy pulls out Riptide and looks to the stars, where the clouds hang over the Huntress overhead.
“He’s a god and you think you can beat him?” Nightwing says skeptically. “What about those 12 labors of his?” He tilts his head, considering. “Although I guess the Nemean Lion was one of them.”
Nico waves a clumsy pale hand at him, also sitting down and leaning lightly against Percy’s shoulder. “Percy’s done, like, half of those. And he’s not even 18 yet.”
“What are the labors?” Percy asks, watching as Jason paces around various shipping containers, occasionally whistling and typing something on his phone. Both his and Percy’s attention get briefly stolen by sirens in the distance.
“Well, the ones you’ve done, or sort of done… He had to deal with the Minotaur’s dad, but the Minotaur was arguably worse, and that was your first big win as a demigod.”
“You weren’t even there yet.” Percy tugs at his shoe laces, a little embarrassed and already regretting asking. He’s pretty sure this conversation is only going so long because Nico’s trying to distract him. The sirens are heading this direction, likely to pick up the criminals laid out on the ground behind them. Percy hopes none of them get too severely sick from the river water they’re floating in. At least someone turned them all on their backs so they don’t drown.
“Percy, you’re everyone’s favorite Hero,” Nico says. “They tell more stories about you around the campfire than even the olds.”
“Hopefully not the embarrassing ones.” Percy peers around at the vigilantes and finds not only Nightwing’s attention but also Red Robin’s, and if he’s not mistaken, Robin’s too- although the kid is trying valiantly to remain occupied with the ginormous coat in his hands. Percy frowns at it- when had the pelt shifted? Was it before or after he handed it off to them? Maybe he did hit his head.
Oh, right. With a garbage truck. Then a big metal wall. Then a bomb . The thought of a bed and some ambrosia is so appealing he can almost taste the false flavor of his Mom’s cookies.
“Well, mostly not the embarrassing ones,” Nico allows. “But like that time you helped kill a Hydra. Like Hercules.”
“He did that himself,” Percy points out. “Clarisse did most of the legwork in that fight.”
“Whatever. You rode the big Boar by driving it into a snowbank like Hercules.”
“Had Thalia’s help,” Percy grunts, and then narrows his eyes at Nico. “Why do you know so much about Hercules?” Nico turns pink and Percy smirks. “Ah. What’s his attack power?”
“Shut up,” Nico grumbles. “3500 if you play it right. Anyways , you killed Geryon, so I’m counting that as stealing his cattle. Point. You’ve killed Stymph birds. Point-”
“ Everyone’s done that-”
“You’re friends with Hylla, but I think if it was the older queen you could’ve taken the Amazonian Belt-”
“Queen of Amazon’s name isn’t Hylla,” Nightwing cuts in suddenly, frowning. “And it’s been the same queen for forever.”
“That’s Wonder Woman’s Amazons,” Nico argues. “Different group. Our Amazons were led by an old resurrected bag lady who was evil and hideous during the beginnings of the last w- big fight.”
“You never saw her,” Percy says. “And also, I don’t know if I would say Hylla and I are friends. Also also, no way, Jose. I would not have gone up against Grandma Amazon, trust me.” Something warm runs down his cheek and he swipes at it, pulling his hand away. It’s blood. He’s bleeding? “I’m bleeding?”
“Small cut,” Jason says reassuringly, suddenly standing next to Red Robin. “You know how head wounds bleed.”
Percy hums. He does know. But he also knows that he didn’t feel any pain five seconds ago, and now that his adrenaline is slowly filtering out there’s a sinister ache setting into his bones.
“How long was I in the river?” He asks suddenly. He thought that being in there for a minute or two had mended the worst of it, but breathing is starting to become difficult- or, no. It’s not that it’s just started, but that Percy’s just started noticing the haggard sound of his own breathing, the rasp in his voice, and the ache shifting into a throb in the center of his chest. Nico’s arm winds around his tightly.
“20 minutes, give or take,” Red Robin says, a little stilted.
“You should get back in the water,” The son of Hades advises quietly, pulling away. “I’m serious, Percy.”
Percy allows the edge of the dry bubble around them to break, immediately submerging himself up to his ribs with the river. The sharp pain in his chest hardly soothes and his nose starts running freely. He wipes at it but it just keeps coming. There’s a crescendoing wave of pain crawling over his scalp and skull.
“Sometimes I miss being invulnerable,” Percy says numbly, lightheaded.
“Sometimes I think you still are,” Nico says, grim. “Will’s on his way with ambrosia, alright?”
Percy hums, closing his eyes.
“Ambulance should be here any second,” He hears Nightwing say, and frowns.
“Mortal hospitals aren’t good,” He mumbles. Nico’s hand, or he thinks it’s his considering how cold and bony it is, lands on his bicep.
“I can shadow travel,” Nico suggests uncertainly. “You need help, Percy.”
“Dramatic,” Percy says. “You shouldn’t. But…” It takes him three tries to achieve the correct taxi whistle, but when he does it bounces off every surface around them, nearly deafening. Moments later, a bark rings out an an equal decibel. From the shadows, Mrs. O’Leary bounds out, splashing violently over to Percy but stopping just before him with a whine, nudging his chest gently with her massive nose.
“Hey girl,” He mumbles, tangling his fingers into her scruff. “Big fight, you just missed it. Can you take us to Will, Sweetheart?” She barks and waits as Nico wraps bony fingers around her collar. He reaches out a hand to Jason.
“With us or no?” He asks, barely audible over the encroaching emergency vehicles.
“We’ll meet you at home,” Jason says firmly. Nico nods, and Percy pats Mrs.O’Leary’s side twice. With a great bark, they’re swallowed by darkness, and moments later he’s in a much narrower space- some sort of fast food bathroom, judging by the lighting and the smell. He groans at the fluorescents, squeezing his eyes shut and burying his face into Mrs.O’Leary’s fur, who is monumentally squished between the stalls and the sinks. Underneath the sinks, Nico’s curled up into a tiny ball, reminiscent of his time spent in the bronze jar. Will stares at them with wide eyes.
“Oh my gods,” He manages, crouching in front of Percy and laying a ginger hand on his chest before jerking back. “Oh my gods. Oh fuck, what even happened to you- Mrs. O’Leary, we need to go home. Nico’s little sister, a new one.” He rattles off the address and the world spins as Mrs. O’leary drags them through shadow. Percy ends up on his back in Jason’s living room, sprawled out painfully. The hellhound wags her massive tail as she bounds up to where Steph and Margot are sitting on the couch gaping at them. Nico tries to get to his feet but careens into the table, and Will has to stop him from slamming his head into the corner. “Steph. First aid kit in Percy’s apartment under the kitchen sink. Please hurry.” He drags Nico over to the couch and swiftly lies him down before bustling over to Percy, shifting from foot to foot anxiously.
“Fuck, I don’t know how to move you,” He says, sounding on the verge of tears with frustration. “Fuck, what’s the point of giant friends if they’re not-”
The door swings open wildly as Jason and Tim pour in, followed swiftly by Nightwing. Will doesn’t even bother asking them how they got here so fast- he just starts pointing at Nico before bodily pulling Jason to Percy’s side.
“I can move,” Percy says, trying to sit up. Will puts a firm hand on his shoulder, his eyes wide and his voice sharp as he stops Percy in his tracks.
“ Don’t be stupid,” He snaps. “We’ve got you, Seaweed Brain. I don’t even know how you’re awake right now.” Jason doesn’t make a sound as he helps Will lift Percy and haul him into the bathtub, turning on the bath instead of the showerhead. When the crime lord gives him a look, Will puts Percy’s head directly under the faucet, successfully waterboarding his headache into submission as the tub fills up around his ruined torso. A large piece of ambrosia is shoved into his mouth as a needle pokes into his arm. Faintly he can hear music.
“Is that Janet Jackson?” He asks groggily as the world around him fades into nothing. The last thing Percy processes is maybe we’ll meet at a bar… he’ll drive a funky car…
Mom loves this song , he thinks deliriously, and then stops thinking all together.
Notes:
alternate chapter title: percy gets fucking REKT
hello!!!! very early, i know. I was like noooo don't post it early, you'll lose momentum. you should store it up so you have chapters in reserve when you have another dry spell. and then i realized IDC and navigated to ao3. can u feel my enthusiasm in the writing? i loved this fucking chapter. i drew this chapter before i even knew who the bad guys were. neighbor still crazy but my friends came over yesterday and it was super awesome. LFG. also, on season 2 of invincible. SO FIRE. also also, remembered jjk is over and got sad again even if it did suck after culling games idc. also also also watched IP man for the first time and god, what a good movie. pls watch it.
ch notes:
>https://www.instagram.com/share/reel/BAIgH470NN this is just waterworks vibes idk
>percy: wow this is so chaotic. i'm glad i'm not involved
serrado, about to ruin his entire night: and now for our main star,
>jason and tim, talking to dick: yeah damian will probably think he's cool, he's really good at sword fighting
dick that same night watching percy pressure wash a lion out of existence: darn, and there was so much potential
>serrado: i am going to set the most epicest, most multilayered traps of all time, and i am going to be so successful and so rich,
percy, just hit by a garbage truck, crushed between several tons of metal (unstoppable force, immovable object), thrown by giant lion): if you thought crushing my bones into pieces would stop me, you've got another thing coming
serrado: oops. five big booms for the L i took tonight [detonates bomb]
>on the comms after percy goes down:
hood and rr: PERCY
nico, nightwing: what???
hood: percy got hit by a fucking garbage truck!!!!!!!!!!
rr: through the wall into the river!!!!!
20 min later: [garbage truck sailing through hole in wall with so much momentum it rolls across the pavement several times]
rr, hood: holy shit
nw, just got there: holy shit
>percy after the fight, about nw: why does this guy keep staring at me
nw in his head after watching percy endure injuries that would've killed a normal person 3 times in a row: pls dont die pls dont die pls dont die
thank you for the comments, you are so awesome, hope everyone had a great weekend!
Chapter 13: the immediate aftermath
Summary:
“Ace is bad enough,” Tim says, turning and letting Will push past him to check on Percy before making himself comfortable against the frame, just like Dick 10 minutes before. “Nico says her name is Mrs. O’Leary.”
“No way they’re dogging on Red Robin and Percy named his dog that,” Jason says, grinning.
“Percy didn’t name her,” Will says from the floor, poking at the new, shiny white scarring along Percy’s hairline. “He got her from Daedalus.”
“Like, the builder of the Labyrinth?” Dick asks. “Didn’t he die after the whole Icarus and Perdix thing?”
“Yes, eventually long after Perdix,” Will agrees. “But everyone was being resurrected back then, it was a whole thing.” He frowns, sitting back on his haunches. “Huh. That’s always been kind of the problem, actually. I’ll have to bring that one up to Captain Stupid here when he wakes up.”
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
July 19th, the Bowery, Gotham City. 04:15
Jason sighs heavily, running a hand over his face as he sinks down on the bathroom counter, the dampness from the sink seeping into the fabric of his sweats.
It’s been a long night, since arriving at the warehouse with Tim to see a Falcone of all people, and Serrado actually there in person. Not only was it a stupid plan, it was a stupid plan that could’ve worked, and almost did. They decided to engage when Nico reported the amount of people waiting in the warehouse, and oh yeah, the Nemean fucking Lion, a Herculean level threat that Percy apparently already beat at 14.
Percy, who nearly died tonight.
Jason looks over at the bathtub and its recently refilled water, still murky with the amount of filth on Percy from the river. Percy himself is less gray than he was when Jason first saw him under real lighting, after Dick drove the Batmobile at frankly insane speeds to get them there. He had watched disbelievingly as Will made various deep slashes into Percy’s purpling chest and poured viscous gold liquid into them. He could hardly believe watching the wounds immediately close up and turn yellow, the scary silver-white glint at his hairline and the horrifying burn tearing across his jaw and arms going down in severity rapidly, like something out of a weird time lapse.
“Fractured his skull. His sternum’s so fucked,” Will had said grimly. “If he hadn’t been hit into the river, the internal bleeding would’ve killed him right away. Instead just his bones are slightly imploded, and his rib count went from 12 to 24.” Jason hadn’t asked how he knew or how the gold substances- ambrosia? Godly food?- are fixing it. He didn’t even ask why Will went deathly pale after holding his hands over Percy’s chest while singing for 10 straight minutes and then shortly thereafter passed out in one of the bedrooms. He’s just glad that Percy’s going to live. Even now, the kid could wake up any second, which is precisely why Jason is hovering. It’s definitely not because he’s desperately avoiding finger stripes in the other room, with a fervor he’ll never admit to.
He himself got out of the fight without a scratch, same deal with Tim- but then, they weren’t the targets. No, instead Percy walked right into a death trap with no way to communicate with them and Jesus, did he pay for it. Nico, too, in the other room. Jason didn’t really understand at first why the kid was so beat up after hardly taking a single hit from the Lion until he’d seen his hand pass through his own rib cage while they were waiting for the cops. It freaked him out enough to keep him mostly quiet and tense, twitching with the knowledge that him standing there uselessly was another opportunity for someone to try driving a truck into someone again.
Useless like he was in that fight. Serrado proved the Lion’s bulletproof pelt and Nico demonstrated its invulnerability to swords- and then Percy laughed in the damn thing’s face and pressure-washed it into a fur coat. And maybe he could’ve done something about the garbage truck, if he was paying any attention. Somehow he missed the massive vehicle traveling mach speed at his friend with its headlights on .
His fist clenches and he brings it up to his forehead, pressing it hard against his skull. He exhales slowly, eyes shut tight. There’s blood in the bathroom and there’s a silent body floating submerged in the bathtub, and Jason could’ve- should have done something.
He looks up at a soft knock. Dick is leaning against the door frame, carefully not over the threshold. Jason wonders how long he’s been there.
“Hey,” Dick says, tilting his head. “How’s Percy?”
“Still breathing,” Jason says, crossing his arms across his chest but forcing the rest of his body to maintain its relaxed position. “How’s Nico?”
“Same. Not as spooky to look at anymore.” Dick gives Jason a questioning glance that he merely shrugs at, so he settles onto the closed toilet seat and stretches, crossing his legs at his ankles. “How are you?” His hands sit folded on his lap, fingertips tapping along his knuckles.
“Fine. Good.” Jason shrugs again, feeling awkward. “You saw the fight.”
“I saw the fight, so you know what I’m asking,” Dick says, unimpressed. His domino does nothing to hide the clear nonplussed furrow of his brow, his mouth a flat line. Jason rolls his eyes.
“I’m fine,” He repeats, exasperated. “Seriously.”
“See, you say that,” Dick starts, but decides wisely not to continue at the look that must be on Jason’s face. “Alright. I just… haven’t seen you in a while is all. Forgive a guy for being curious about his- about you.” He passes off his stutter seamlessly, but Jason regards him for a long moment.
Sure, they’ve known each other the longest between all of the Robin crew, but by no means have they been cool for all that long, or would Jason consider them to be all that close . Dick has his back now and likely forever more (or until the next time Jason comically screws the pooch), but that wasn’t always the case. Nor did Jason want him to, to his credit. When he first joined the family it was worse than tumultuous, what with Dick’s bitter, frightening fury and Jason’s jealousy. Then he went and died, and after that, obviously they were on opposite ends of Batman’s crusade. The whole debacle with his confrontation with Batman and the Joker- he shivers. Then of course, they fought for the cowl. He tries not to think about those times, about how insane he was back then.
Recently they reconciled on even ground over Tim, of all people, because the little idiot got himself into a lot of trouble- or rather, trouble seemed to coalesce at his feet, as usual. There was an undercover situation that ended up roping in a lot of players, and then it was a ‘my-meta-friends-are-in-Gotham-and-B- can’t -know’ situation, and who better equipped with intimate knowledge of hiding things from B?
Dick, apparently. Because while Jason snuck some things into the Manor and only ever got caught by Alfred, Dick had exploits for supers, speedsters, girlfriends, and pets. Jason had raised an eyebrow and contemplated commenting about how many of those were redheads before deciding not to start a conversation he may not win.
Now, he heaves a sigh. Dick is lost in thought, judging by his jiggling foot and the contortion of his jaw suggesting he’s chewing on his cheek. When he gets like this, Jason has to remind himself that he’s not nearly as much of a crashout as he used to be, and even back then, not being Bruce or an enemy (almost synonymous) was already half a victory. It’s why he instantly clicked easier with Tim- because he’s the Dick of the equation (ha): eldest, angriest, and cruelest. Not to say Dick ever tried to beat him to death, but he wasn’t welcoming Boy Wonder to Jason like he was to his precious team.
Tim admitted that when Jason first became Robin he hated him, but by the time he went to Ethiopia he was pretty attached. He says it’s not the reason he let Jason off the hook for nearly killing him multiple times- “I’m not ‘letting you off the hook,’ Jason, I’m just saying I’m not as messed up about it anymore”- But Jason doesn’t believe him. He thinks there can be no other possible way Tim could forgive him. Bruce couldn’t forgive him for much less. Not that he expects him to, or wants him to.
He swallows hard.
“I’ve been working a lot,” Jason says quietly, the words coming out in a breath. “When Percy showed up in the Alley, I was pretty sussed. You obviously know about Tim’s case. I was…” Before becoming fixated on Percy’s weirdness, he was living like a prisoner- waking up if he slept, working out, eating, reading, fighting, fighting, fighting, cleaning, rinse and repeat. “I had a pretty boring routine. B and I spoke shortly before it, so.” He shrugs for a third time, sniffing.
Dick nods, unfolding his hands to press them flat together between his knees.
“He’s been really annoying lately,” He says, sounding vaguely irritated and forcibly uninterested in pressing the issue, like he doesn’t want to get started for Jason’s sake. “So you picked up another Timmy.”
Jason scoffs a laugh and Dick smiles back at him, satisfied.
“Guess I did,” Jason says, looking down at his boots. He refrains from mentioning how his first thought had been to compare Percy to Dick . “How have you been?”
“Not terrible,” Dick says, shrugging back at Jason. “Also mostly just working.”
“Brat still live with you?” Jason asks.
“Never did,” Dick says, suddenly quiet. Jason looks over at him. “Well, in the Penthouse, yeah. And the Manor, when B, y’know, went for a swim in the T stream-”
Jason’s face sours. “Do not call it that.”
“But my apartment’s a one bedroom,” Dick continues, ignoring the interruption. “And kind of a shithole. Got a dog, though.”
“Ah,” Jason says. “You’re still refusing B’s money?”
Dick shrugs. “I hear you’ve got a fairly large trust fund yourself.” Both of them huff. B’s easiest and most tried solution to any problem has always been to throw money at it. In business and trade, even in Batman-ing, it’s wildly successful.
Not as successful when mending relationships with your kids. Funny how that works.
“Got pictures of the dog?” Jason asks after a moment. Dick pulls out his phone and starts showing him pictures of a blue, 3-legged pitbull as Tim appears with Will in the doorway.
“Her name is Haley,” Dick says fondly. “Or Bitewing. Not as big as Percy’s dog though, that’s for sure. Can you imagine B with that monster as Batdog and not Ace?”
“Ace is bad enough,” Tim says, turning and letting Will push past him to check on Percy before making himself comfortable against the frame, just like Dick 10 minutes before. “Nico says her name is Mrs. O’Leary.”
“No way they’re dogging on Red Robin and Percy named his dog that ,” Jason says, grinning.
“Percy didn’t name her,” Will says from the floor, poking at the new, shiny white scarring along Percy’s hairline. “He got her from Daedalus.”
“Like, the builder of the Labyrinth?” Dick asks. “Didn’t he die after the whole Icarus and Perdix thing?”
“Yes, eventually long after Perdix,” Will agrees. “But everyone was being resurrected back then, it was a whole thing.” He frowns, sitting back on his haunches. “Huh. That’s always been kind of the problem, actually. I’ll have to bring that one up to Captain Stupid here when he wakes up.”
“Why do you know so much about Greek mythology?” Jason asks Dick, who looks a little surprised at the question.
“I thought it’d be obvious,” Dick says. “I mean, Donna and I were practically attached to the hip. Wonder Woman’s our aunt. It’s enough to pique anyone’s interest.”
“Tim isn’t locked in like that,” Jason points out. Dick smirks.
“I think Tim’s been preoccupied by other members of the team,” He says, laughing out loud when Tim turns pink.
“I liked Rome better,” He says defensively. “Cassie doesn’t know much about their history either.”
“I mean, if they have different Amazons, who knows what else is different,” Dick says. “Maybe a blank slate going into this is more helpful?”
“Yeah, until they throw around stuff like Tartarus and Phlegethon and you have to figure out what those are.” Dick’s smile melts away.
“Tartarus?” He asks, looking back over at Percy and then down at his dimming phone screen.
“Both of them,” Will says quietly. “It’s definitely hard for them, Percy especially, to catch any kind of break.”
“Except for… bone breaks,” Percy groans from the tub, effectively startling every occupant of the overcrowded bathroom. “I catch those too easy.Who… hits a kidnapee… with a truck. Ow.”
“Yeah, about that,” Will says, sounding unimpressed. “I thought he wanted you alive, not smashed into a million pieces.”
Percy shrugs, and it looks painful. His eyes bounce around every face before settling on Will.
“That was the original idea,” Percy says, pushing himself up with Will’s help. “Ow. What was wrong with me?” Will places a finger on Percy’s chest before scowling.
“What’s still wrong with you is your torso is literally in pieces,” He says. “Almost every rib broken, sternum shattered, skull cracked, and if you hadn’t been in the river right after impact I’m assuming your lungs would be crushed and your heart pierced by a bone fragment.”
“...Okay,” Percy says slowly. “That’s pretty bad. That would have actually killed me.”
“ Yes .” Will sounds stressed and exasperated. “Obviously. How do these things happen to you?”
“At least it wasn’t a volcano this time,” Percy says. “Or a world-ending nosebleed. Just a regular one.”
“Small mercies, I guess.” Will gives him a look. “Still on bedrest for the next couple days.”
“What the hell-” Percy tries to sit straight up and very quickly sees the reason in Will’s orders. Jason watches as an expression of critical agony flits over his face like a shadow before vanishing into a blank slate, his mouth a relaxed line and his eyes remarkably untense around the corners. The only thing he can’t seem to stop is the furrowing of his dark brows. “In pieces, you say?”
Will hums, patting the top of Percy’s head. “Sorry, man. But I mean it this time.” He points an accusing finger at the son of Poseidon before getting to his feet, groaning with the apparent strain of his knees. “We’re not debriefing in this stupid bathroom. Give him a couple hours and we can move him to his own bed.”
“You underestimate my power,” Percy says weakly to Will’s retreating back.
“Don’t try it,” Will quotes back over his shoulder, although Jason can tell he’s serious. Percy seems to understand this as well, given the way he sinks back into the water.
“How do you feel?” Dick asks calmly. Strangely enough, he’s using his Teen Titans leader voice. Jason sees Tim clock it too, and both of them watch Percy’s face.
Percy shrugs. “Kind of like I was chopped up in a meat grinder. Kind of mad about it.”
Jason snorts. “Kind of, he says.” He mimes something flying through the air with a whistle and then rolling. “You got that garbage truck back pretty good.”
“I didn’t even know you could destroy something that quickly with high pressure water,” Dick adds lightheartedly.
“Definitely scared Serrado away,” Tim agrees, pushing off the frame. “Are you guys hungry?”
“Not if you’re cooking,” Jason says. Tim rolls his eyes.
“I’m ordering pizza. No wings for you,” He says, disappearing into the living room. Jason huffs, pushing off the counter and peering out the door.
“Better be hot!” He calls towards the end of the hall.
“Yeah, yeah,” He hears Tim mutter, and grins to himself.
“Wait a second,” Percy says, frowning. “Tim wasn’t even there. How-”
“He watched my Helmet’s live feed,” Jason says smoothly, tapping his temple. Percy stares at him, and Jason swears that somehow the guy can see right through him. Rather than calling it out, the demigod closes his eyes.
“I see,” Is all he says. Dick looks like he has something to say, probably some weird heart to heart, and Jason wants no part of it. He slips the rest of the way out of the bathroom.
“I’ll leave you to it,” He says, abandoning Percy to Dick’s striped clutches and walking into a more domestic and less potentially irritating scene. Nico is knocked out cold with his head cushioned in Will’s lap, who has both hands tangled in his hair and is slowly nodding off with his head thrown back against the couch.
Tim is at the table on his laptop, though nothing on the screen is moving beneath his stagnant stare, so Jason assumes he’s not that busy and sits down next to him.
“That was painfully awkward,” Tim says quietly, as soon as Jason’s weight has completely left his feet. He laughs.
“No kidding,” He mutters. “Did you hear him talking to Percy?”
Tim snorts. “Team voice?”
“Percy won’t go for it,” Jason says. “He’s got big enough problems without saving the world.”
“Actually.” Turns out Tim was doing something on his laptop before Jason came along as he pulls up a frankly ridiculous, headache-inducing web of information that causes the whirring of his computer’s fan to go from quiet to roughly the sound of a jet engine. “I figured more out, if you’re interested.”
“You know they’re in the same apartment with us,” Jason ventures lowly. “You can just ask. Not really a case anymore.” Tim gives him a look.
“When has asking Percy yielded anything helpful?” He retorts. Jason concedes, humming. “I think world saving is exactly a part of his big list of problems.”
“How do you figure?” Jason asks.
“War,” Tim says grimly, rolling the wheel of his mouse with a speed that speaks of many, many hours put into the system Jason is trying his best to understand. Finally Tim seems to find whatever neuron-sized file he was searching for and double clicks. He inputs a passcode- Jason’s pretty sure that was the simplest passcode Tim’s ever had, but he’s not sure about the significance of August 18th.
He turns his laptop so Jason can see it better, and Jason stares.
It’s a collection of pictures and near-unintelligible shorthand. One image is of a younger Percy standing in front of a kid a little younger than Jason, which doesn’t mean much given the giant scar stretching across his face. There’s a blonde girl next to him- Annabeth?- and someone that must be Nico- although he’s got a -frankly pretty cool- skull-shaped helmet on, and he looks much angrier from what Jason can see of his side profile. Next to them is another girl, with spiky black hair and electric blue eyes. She’s got a circlet on her head- some show of rank? In all of their hands are blurred weapons of some kind, but Jason can’t really make them out. He can assume that the one in Percy’s hand is Riptide, though.
In the picture, the tall scarred teenager is glaring down at Percy like he wants him dead. His eyes are bright gold and honed on the four children in front of him like he’s about to cut them down.
The next picture is Percy, around the same height but taken from behind. He’s silhouetted by the glow of the sunrise, creating a lens flare that does nothing to cover up the decimated bridge in front of him or the massive gathering on the other side of its collapse, led by the same scarred man from the first picture. Riptide is slightly clearer in the image as it hangs limply at Percy’s side. His posture is defeated.
The third image is something Jason would liken to a post- World War II picture of starving survivors in Poland who just got word the war was over. There's a ring of young teenagers gathered around the steps of what looks to be the Empire State Building, all bloody, dirty, and wounded, and they all have uninhibited joy and relief painted across their expressions. Every single one of them is wearing the same orange shirt in various states of wear, and almost all of them are armed and in random pieces of Greek armor. There are a couple people around the edges of the photo that are so blurry Jason can't make out their features, but he swears at least two of them are green.
In the middle of the crowd is Percy and Annabeth. It's another candid and honestly Jason could guess Percy and Annabeth are hardly even aware of the people around them. Percy’s still a couple years younger here, the clearest his face has been in the array of pictures. The front of his shirt is singed and his eyes are locked on something out of frame. Although the singular focus in his expression is intimidating even on the face of a child, there's a tiny grin at the corner of his mouth. The lines around his eyes scream hurt, but the rest of him looks relieved.
“What are these?” Jason asks, unable to look away.
“Percy Jackson, savior of Olympus,” Tim says quietly. “This is the ‘first big fight’ Nico mentioned earlier. That's kind of how I figured it out- they kept mentioning battles and then he almost said war a couple of times, and with the whole prophecy thing… And now I know. Sort of.”
“ First implies more than one.” Jason’s finally able to tear his eyes away to look at his younger brother. “How’d you put it together?”
“First implies more than one because there was more than one. Remember when Percy went to California and then Alaska?”
“Hang on-” Jason begins, about to fully turn to give Tim his entire attention, push a little harsher about the second question regarding the acquisition of this evidence and the information backing these theories, but then a new picture flashes across the computer like a bad bribe.
Jason can’t resist it. He studies the new image with a sense of awe at the realization that Percy is a real life Greek hero with hero friends, like the Argonauts, like Theseus.
To be fair, in this picture, Percy isn’t even there. It’s Annabeth and three other teenagers- and an old man with weird pants and a baseball bat- on a giant ship. The other three look around Nico’s age, and the shortest is particularly youthful, grinning impishly at the camera. The other blond, a tall guy that has a very Captain America disposition, has his arm slung over a girl who looks strikingly similar to one of Dick’s Top 5 Men of All Time list occupants. Annabeth’s arms are crossed with a scowl on her face, her freaky eyes locked onto something far beyond the camera.
Behind them, there is a massive warship. At its helm is the head of a giant bronze dragon that’s looking right at the camera.
“This one was taken when Percy was in California,” Tim says, and then presses a key on his laptop. The first picture is overlapped by another, and Jason’s awe melts into a sense of dread.
It’s Percy, and he’s scared. His face is set in a scowl and he’s got a pillow pet strapped to his back, but Jason can tell even from the blurry CCTV footage that his hands are clenched tight around his sword, the whites of his eyes catching fluorescents. He looks to be leaving a convenience store, and there’s a hunted look to him. Maybe it’s how thin he is. Maybe it’s the way he’s looking over his shoulder, his swordless hand strangling his backpack strap. Tim clicks away.
“That doesn't look good,” Dick says from behind them, startling them both. Tim whips around while Jason just sighs, rubbing his forehead.
“Dick,” Tim says. “Um. How was your talk with Percy?”
“Informative. As I’m sure this conversation will be,” Dick says cheerfully, dragging a chair and forcing his way between them. He scrolls back to the first pictures, taking a minute to look over them. “Walk me through what we’re looking at.”
“You first,” Jason challenges as Tim opens his mouth to oblige. He’s not sure why he’s been so uneasy around Dick lately, which is precisely why he’s constantly avoided his company. Now, in the forced peace of fight-worn kids sleeping a couple feet away, he’s confident enough to be an asshole for reasons he can’t explain.
Dick raises a single eyebrow at him.
“We’ll talk about it later,” Dick says casually before continuing like there wasn’t a quiet threat in that statement. What the hell does he think ‘it’ is? Jason doesn’t even fucking know, and now he’s inexplicably even more pissed. “Percy and I talked about Gotham, and Margot, and some other stuff.” He waves a hand. “Nothing important. So? Pictures? Who’s the creepy guy with the scar?”
Tim glances at Jason before looking resolutely at the pictures.
“Luke,” Jason guesses, thinking about Percy, half-crazed from sleep deprivation, lashing out at him before the whole Chimera thing.
“Sort of,” Tim says again, still avoiding his eyes. “I have a theory. Um. the first picture was taken when that huge storm front made the Hudson River in New York go fucking crazy. Do you remember that?”
“Oh, dude,” Dick groans, putting his face in his hands. “Of course. Diana talked to Bruce about it, I didn’t put that together until just now-”
“What?” Tim asks, looking two seconds away from strangling Dick.
“I didn’t hear much, so calm down, Bruce,” Dick starts, drawing a snort from Jason that surprises both of them. Tim just rolls his eyes. “Just that it was stuff from her world, and it was something even she couldn’t get involved with. Something about ancient beings.”
“Yeah, well,” Tim says as soon as Dick pauses. “I think Luke was Kronos. Or possessed by him. And Percy gave him the ‘cursed blade’ and he killed himself. Percy is leading an army against him in these pictures.” He clicks on the first picture, enlarging it.
“This one,” He says. “Was taken by a local who was later admitted for claiming the entire city fell asleep when he took this, and that there was a giant snake- it was a lot. But then the prophecy said the world would be ‘in endless sleep.’ The first war was in New York. The giant storms had something to do with it, and the Hudson definitely had something to do with Percy.”
There’s stirring from the couch. Nico, who has a little more color than the last time Jason saw him but is still shaking slightly, pushes himself into a sitting position, then attempts to stand. In a flash, Dick is by his side.
“Not Percy so much as his Dad,” Nico admits, then pauses. “Percy didn’t tell you anything.” He says this to Dick, looking at him closely. His eyes move to Tim and Jason, assessing. “I am going to assume that you’re gonna figure it out anyway, but I’ll make it easier because he needs friends.” He looks more directly at Tim.
“You’re not slick,” Is all he says. If Jason weren’t highly trained he might’ve missed Tim’s tiny twitch at the words, but he does see it, and deep down he wonders about how comfortable he himself has become about his identity around these people- these people that now know exactly who they are (dead and alive), and probably have Dick’s number down, too.
This revelation seems to fall over all of them, and for a moment, there’s a charged silence. Jason, for possibly the first time ever, clears his throat to divert the growing tension. He feels awkward in his own fucking safehouse.
“So Poseidon, the god, stopped a big storm,” Jason says, looking back at the picture again, at Luke’s- or Kronos’?- cruel gold eyes glaring down at Percy. He remembers Percy’s agonized expression every time Luke is brought up, the weird mix of anger and misery that flits over his face before dissolving into an impartial scowl.
“Not a storm. Typhon,” Nico corrects. Dick and Jason gape at him. Tim types rapidly into his phone and looks up in disbelief a moment later. “Percy accidentally released him when he erupted Mt. St. Helens and it took the god’s combined effort to stop him. Well, except for my Dad. He took some… convincing, but actually it’s just after this picture that he showed up and stalled Kronos and fought his army.” He shrugs like it's no big deal, but all three of the bats are reeling from the information.
“Hold on.” Jason lifts up a hand, bringing the other to cover his eyes. “What- where do I even start…”
Because… holy shit. Look, Jason has given these kids a lot of leeway, but to attribute the near-catastrophic eruption of a giant dormant volcano to Percy, and then link said event to the actually catastrophic nationwide freak storm a couple years back?
“What’s next,” Dick says, and Jason already knows they’re all going to regret the consequences of his next words. “You gonna tell me all of those insane earthquakes that nearly destroyed Long Island were you guys? And the weird stuff last year in-” He stops, paling. “In Rome…”
“What weird stuff,” Tim demands.
“Guys- just- rewind,” Jason begs.
“I’m only here for the pictures,” Nico says, giving them a tiny grin. Dick helps him over to his own chair, then pulls up another for himself. Nico points to the dark haired girl and then Annabeth. “Thalia and Annabeth. Thalia’s a child of Zues and Artemis’ Lieutenant,” He says, and Jason can detect a hint of pride in his voice. His eyes move to the second picture and he frowns at it.
“Where’d you find that one?” He asks Tim, all traces of humor gone. He looks a little sad, but not upset at Tim, which the other seems to recognize as well.
“Twitter,” Tim admits. “Some old account reposted it years ago.” Nico hums.
“I heard Percy picked up the Minotaur and tossed him off the bridge right before this,” He says fondly. “And then killed almost 200 monsters near-single handedly. And then Annabeth…” He shakes his head. “I wasn’t there. Annabeth took a poisoned knife for Percy that was somehow going for his weak spot. Kronos showed up and Percy had to collapse the bridge. We lost a couple people, and Annabeth almost died. It was pretty rough.”
“His weak spot?” Jason echoes, ignoring the other, frankly insane, fun facts that Nico just rattled off about Percy.
“Oh.” Nico looks a little surprised now, like having one single weak point is normal. “Right. He was bearing the curse of Achilles at the time, so he was invulnerable except for one spot he chose. It was the only way to beat Kronos.”
“Clearly he doesn’t have that now,” Dick points out unhelpfully.
“It was washed away when he went to the Roman camp,” Nico explains, like that means anything to them. “But anyways, it wasn’t a great day for us, him especially.”
“But you guys won?” Jason asks, tapping the last photo. Nico nods.
“Yeah,” He says, grinning tiredly. “We won. Percy, Annabeth, Thalia, and our friend Grover went to Olympus to stop Kronos. Thalia got pinned by a statue and… Luke died. Kronos was defeated. Percy made the gods make him promises instead of accepting immortality. I’m pretty sure his Mom is just out of frame.”
“What promises?” Tim asks curiously. Nico’s grin becomes vindictive.
“Basically? Pay child support.” Jason bursts out laughing, slapping a hand over his mouth so as not to wake Will, but it’s too late. The blond stirs, blinking and stretching before going stiff. His eyes snap open properly and find Nico in the time it takes for his pupils to adjust to the light.
“What’s happening?” He asks groggily, closing his eyes again. He seems calmed by the fact that Nico isn’t doing anything besides sitting here and messing with the others.
“Tim found pictures from the old war,” Nico says. Will looks up curiously and wanders over, leaning against the back of Nico’s chair. He grins at the screen.
“Look at you in your little death helmet,” he coos, grunting when Nico moves surprisingly quickly to elbow him in the stomach.
“I parted that crowd like Moses,” Nico mutters, crossing his arms gingerly.
“Don’t forget the truly awesome crevices you and Daddy Death left that took forever for the city t-”
“Do not ever call my father that again,” Nico says flatly, sounding horrified. “Seriously. If you ever do that again, I’m putting you in his airtight box. Ask Percy.” Will’s jaw drops offendedly, but he’s smiling. “Anyway. Gods. Do you have any more photos?”
Tim nods. “Actually, this is where I need your help. I can’t really figure much out about the second war. There were two, right?” He navigates to the second set of pictures, and Nico looks at the first picture with nostalgia.
“There were two,” Nico agrees, “But if we’re getting any further into this I would like to relocate this to the couch or floor. Anywhere that isn’t a dining chair. Please.”
Five minutes later, Tim’s hooked up his computer to Jason’s 32” TV like they’re being given a presentation. Nico and Will are sprawled on the couch, Jason is splayed comfortably in the one lounge chair, Dick is folded up on the floor, and Tim’s sitting cross legged on the coffee table that’s been pushed to the side for leg room.
“This is killing me a little bit,” Will confesses, and Nico snickers. “It’s just like the firepit at camp.”
“So is camp, like, an actual campsite?” Jason asks. “Or, wait, Percy said you had cabins?”
“Yeah, cabins per godly parent, or, the major ones,” Will says, wincing. “But we have lots of cool activities, lots of practical skills taught, and it’s safe, y’know, from monsters. Mostly.”
“Go back to the picture of the warship,” Tim says. “Who built that?”
“The short one, Leo,” Nico says, pointing at the elfish boy. “He actually fully built Festus, the dragon, then the Argo II when Festus was destroyed, then Festus again. He’s an incredible engineer. Don’t ever tell him I said that,” He says quickly to Will, who crosses his heart solemnly.
“Can I meet him?” Tim asks.
“Perhaps,” Nico says unspecifically. “But this is right before they went to the Roman camp and reunited with Percy. Hazel and Frank joined them for the main prophecy before Annabeth left for her own quest. I wasn’t, um, there for any of that.” Will’s arms tighten around his waist.
“Where were you guys?” Dick asks.
“I was at camp, preparing for war with the Romans because their religious sector was insane,” Will says quietly, sounding for the first time truly hateful. Jason, from the corner of his eye, sees a flash of anger paint itself across his face.
“I was busy being captured and put in a jar and dragged through Tartarus,” Nico says lightly. A long silence follows his words. “But the seven rescued me, so it’s chill. Percy’s actually the one who pulled me out. We weren’t really that cool back then, but we still would’ve died for each other. Percy’s got a thing about loyalty, and anyone who’s met him has a thing about Percy.”
Jason thinks to himself about the strange attachment he’s grown for Percy in the last- what, 10 days? And he and his friends live in Jason’s building, know Jason’s name- hell, they’re cuddling on his damn couch. All because he followed a weird teenager home and opened his stupid fridge and listened to his stupid sob story and got snarked so severely he was rendered speechless on several occasions.
“I’m starting to see what you mean,” Jason says.
“Are these the seven?” Tim asks, snatching the mouse and clicking rapidly over to the first high-quality image they’ve seen so far.
At the front of the picture with his arms extended to the camera is Leo, beaming mischievously. Over his left shoulder is the handsome blond guy and the pretty celebrity look alike, who are probably together based on their intertwined hands. To his right, a huge asian guy is looking lovingly down at a shorter girl with wild hair who’s regarding the camera with a mystified expression. Behind Leo, Percy and Annabeth are a little ways away. Their hands are linked in the back and Percy’s other arm is wrapped around her shoulders. Both of them seem aware of the camera. Percy’s looking over like his name was just called, a slightly irritated look in his eyes. Annabeth’s subtly flipping it off, not looking away from Percy with the first non-frightening look on her face Jason’s seen so far. She looks happy. They all do.
“Yeah,” Nico says. “Left to right is Piper, Jason, Leo, Frank and Hazel, and then in the back obviously Percy and Annabeth. Based on the vibes, this was taken before they got too far across the Mediterranean.”
“I see,” Tim says. He clicks to the picture of Percy with the pillow pet strapped to his back. “What can you tell me about this one?”
Both Nico and Will look at each other and then back at the screen.
“When was that taken?” Will asks.
“Same time as the one with the warship,” Tim says.
“Oh.” Will shakes his head. “Percy was kidnapped by Hera at that point. We don’t really know anything about that.”
“Yeah, you’d have to ask Percy,” Nico agrees, still studying the picture.
There’s a thump at the mouth of the hallway. Jason looks over, already knowing who he’s going to find.
Percy’s dry, somehow, and has one hand pressed to his chest while the other braces himself against the wall. It reminds Jason vaguely of the first time he met Nico. He wonders at Percy’s need to throw himself in front of the nearest dangerous object and then thinks with vague horror how much he must’ve gotten done when he was mostly invulnerable. He gets out of his chair and walks leisurely over to help the other to the couch, where his friends have already made a spot for him.
The son of Poseidon’s eyes are locked on the tv, his dark eyebrows drawn so close together they’ve become one big dark line. His eyes catch the light differently than they did in the picture- for a second, Jason regards Percy the way someone like Serrado might and, even in his injured state, sees the sinister power that wreathes the other like a halo. He wonders how much scarier Percy is to people who can feel what he is, people who he sees as enemies.
“I’m assuming you’re asking me about that picture,” He asks Jason in a volume only he can hear as he wraps a careful arm around his waist to help him to the couch.
“We’ve been having a photo night, courtesy of the stalker over there.” Jason nods at Tim, who shrugs sheepishly. “When I told him he could just ask…”
“No, I get it,” Percy says, laid back as ever as he sinks down onto the cushions. “Not like I’ve been super helpful. Just surprised at the history lesson. Anything I missed?”
“Pictures from the old war,” Nico says, stealing the mouse and clicking back to them.
Percy was moving slightly before, but Jason only realizes it because he notices when he goes completely still.
“Oh,” He says after a full two minutes of silence. “Yeah. Wow.” He stands up and shuffles over to the TV, placing a featherlight hand on the last picture. There’s something horrible to witness on Percy’s face- seeing his expression warm up only to fold into that same misery that comes with his past is like watching a car accident happen right in front of him. “She was so young. We were so young…”
Jason can see the moment Percy’s field of vision widens from the pinpoint of Annabeth as his face morphs into that signature scowl. Clearly, he’s looking at Luke, and Jason waits for him to say something. Instead his gaze flits back to Annabeth again.
“Do you have more?” He asks, just like Nico, and Jason’s starting to realize the value he’s been neglecting to place on having Tim and Bruce (and Dick and himself, in a more relaxed way) be such freaks about documentation, photographic and otherwise. These people don’t seem to have very much physical evidence of their pasts besides artifacts and scars. It’s upsetting.
Tim clicks back to the second set again, both pictures seeming to suck him in worse than the first set did. Percy is still motionless, his hands clenched into fists on either side of him.
“I’ve never seen Frank before his glow up,” Will says into the silence. Percy doesn’t react- doesn’t even twitch. Jason can see the way Dick is subtly preparing for… something, his body moving so quietly and unnoticeably that if Jason weren’t Jason, he wouldn’t have picked up on it.
“He was a teddy bear,” Nico says. “Hazel had a huge crush on him even back then, she just didn’t know it.”
“Remember that capture the flag game after you gaslit me about knowing you?” Percy asks suddenly, breaking his silence and blinking at last. From what Jason can see from his side profile, he’s assumed a neutral expression, although his fists are still tightly clenched.
“Yeah, where Gwen came back to life?” Nico replies, seeming unapologetic about gaslighting. He doesn’t deny it though, which is interesting.
“I was thinking about those two the whole game,” Percy admits, and Jason finally sees a miniscule grin bloom across his face. “She was taking us through those tunnels under the battlefield and at one point, and before that, after you left dinner- very unsubtle, by the way, and I still haven’t been able to fix the empathy link between Grover and I-”
“Talking to him would help,” Will says.
“-It was so obvious that they liked each other. Frank was so adorable back then. I miss them.” Percy smiles sadly at the pictures, ignoring Will’s interjection. “How’s Hazel?”
“Got her GED, thinking about college. Frank’s got his grandma’s house so they’re staying there on and off for now,” Nico says.
“Is that safe?” Percy turns to look at Nico fully, frowning. “The Canadians ambushed us there last time we went.”
“To be fair, Gaea was awake back then,” Nico points out. “Times have changed.”
“They know where the house is,” Percy insists. “It could be trouble.”
“Frank can shapeshift and Hazel has that big sword. I think they’re fine.”
Percy sighs, bringing a hand to his eyes briefly as he walks over and sits down next to his friends.
“Sorry.” Dick says slowly. “But when you say Canadians ambushed you-”
“He means Laistrygonian Giants,” Nico sighs. “Don’t worry about it. Percy, relax. Seriously. They know where to find us if they need us.”
“You’re right, sorry,” Percy says, holding up his hands in surrender. Jason knows he’s not convinced- his middle name is stubborn.
“Gaea as in Mother Earth? Just clarifying here,” Tim says, clearly unable to wait to ask anymore. He’s doing that active listening thing again; Jason’s not even sure he’s aware he does it, but when Tim gets really into something, he laces his fingers together in front of him, sits up ramrod straight, and locks completely into whatever holds his attention like a diligent student. Which is funny, because Tim is a terrible student, unlike Jason. “And the goddess Hera kidnapped you?”
“It was another prophecy,” Will explains.
“Hang on. How many fucking prophecies are there?” Jason asks, holding up a hand. “You keep mentioning those. I thought there was just the one about Olympus being destroyed.”
“We get a prophecy everytime we go on a quest,” Percy says. “Some of them are just more important, I guess? Like the first Great Prophecy, except there was another one too, and of fucking course it had to have something to do with us instead of waiting a couple thousand more years. Gods.” By the end of his sentence, Percy looks extremely irritated, his arms coming up to cross over his chest before his sternum must’ve reminded him of its current state.
“The Prophecy of Seven was about Gaea and led the Greeks and Romans to come together, but it took a couple other quests to get there,” Will says helpfully, clearly used to both Nico and Percy’s apparent allergy to sharing actually pertinent information.
“What’s the Prophecy of Seven,” Tim starts, then clicks back to the picture of Percy again. “And what’s it got to do with you getting kidnapped?”
“Uh,” Percy says, scratching his head. “Well, I actually don’t really know that prophecy super well? Like, sure, it was about me and my friends and permanently changed my life, but it wasn’t held over my head for five years like the other one. But I can tell you about being kidnapped.”
“This one I actually know,” Will admits, prompting both Nico and Percy to turn and look at him with surprise. “Yeah, well, when you’re hanging out with camp counselors and the damn Oracle preparing for war because of some stupid poem that sent your friends and heroes on crazy, life-threatening adventures, you have some time.”
“Share with the class then, Siken,” Nico says sardonically. Will glares at him.
“Shut up,” He mutters. “Uh, but, Seven half-bloods shall answer the call, to storm or fire the world must fall. An oath to keep with a final breath, and foes bear arms to the Doors of Death. ”
“Right,” Percy says. “Quick break-down before you ask: the seven part is obvious, to storm or fire is referring to Jason or Leo and the world is Gaea- Leo’s the one who actually finished her off, along with Piper- the oath was Leo’s to, um… this girl… anyway, he died and revived himself to get rid of Gaea, and the seven was a mix of Greeks and Romans, hence foes bearing arms.”
“Doors of Death are what Thanatos uses to keep the dead dead and to get around,” Nico adds. “But Gaea’s forces had control of both sides and were using it to funnel monsters out from Tartarus, which is how Percy and I got out.”
“Are all of your prophecies so convoluted?” Dick asks.
“Depends on who’s giving them,” Percy says, still scowling. “Once, Frank got one from Ares- uh, Mars- that was literally something along the lines of ‘go to Alaska and come back in time or die.’”
“That guy fucking hates you, no way he didn’t blow you up as a Roman,” Will gasps, sitting up.
“Dude, I know,” Percy says, smirking. “He was so mad and he didn’t know why. I mean, me too, but I’m like, better. So.” Nico snorts and Will just sighs and shakes his head. “Speaking of the worst gods ever, Hera.” Percy looks at the TV again, his smirk slowly fading.
“A couple months after the first war,” He starts, and Jason has a sinking feeling in his stomach at the flatness of his tone. “I got taken and my memory was wiped. I only remembered Annabeth.” He looks down. “Apparently I was asleep for like, five months? And then I was trained by the Roman teachers, this wolf and her pack, and then I was thrown into the real world again.” He shakes his head at the picture. “I’m pretty sure this was when I was being chased by the gorgons right before I found the camp.”
“Wait, the gorgons?” Nico asks. Percy looks over at him, shrugging.
“Yeah. Thankfully I was still cursed, so it was fine, but it was super confusing because they kept bringing up me killing Medusa, and I didn’t even remember doing it. And the worst part was, right before camp, Hera- Juno, whatever- showed up and made me carry her there and across the Tiber. I almost turned and walked into the sea instead. She said I’d live a long and happy life down there.”
“Why didn’t you?” Dick asks. The expression on his face is intense, and Jason stares down at him with curiosity. He hadn't really anticipated having Percy around Dick further than talking about the whole Margot situation, but maybe he should’ve brought him into the loop sooner. Percy, as well as Nico and Will, seem to have no problem with him. Actually, from what Jason can tell, Percy seems to like Dick. Which is crazy, because it took him several days to warm up to Jason, and he’s only been around Dick- well, Nightwing, but still- twice. He guesses whatever talk they had in the bathroom earlier must’ve went well.
“I…” Percy’s jaw flexes, and the corners of his mouth pull his whole face down. “I remembered Annabeth. I thought, this is it. I thought it was Camp Ha- I thought it was home, the Greek camp. Hera said I could get home, just go through that tunnel, but that I would face loss like I never had. That I would lose my invulnerability, I would sacrifice- feel more misery than- ” He stops. “Doesn’t matter. Got to camp, met Hazel and Frank, re-met Nico and Reyna, re-established the Fifth Cohort, got put into the co-leading government position, then immediately gave it up several hours later to the original guy who also went missing because, shocker, Hera took his fucking memory, too.”
“Don’t forget destroying the Hubbard Glacier,” Will jokes. Percy cracks a weak smile.
“Yeah, did that too,” He agrees. “Any more pictures?” He sounds a little distant, and Jason looks at him more closely. Indeed, it seems his gaze isn’t actually on the screen but somewhere far away. His breathing is growing slower and the roughness that Jason’s been subconsciously monitoring in his voice has started encroaching on his speech. There’s no way he doesn’t have an insane concussion, magic healing or not. His eyes have been squinty this whole time, and Jason realizes it’s probably because of the screen brightness. The guy probably has killer aches and pains… everywhere.
“Only a couple with you in them,” Tim says apologetically. “Sorry. I can find more, though.” If Jason knows anything, it’s that firstly, Tim is lying, and secondly, he will find more, whether Percy wants him to or not.
“You’ll have to show me later,” Percy says quietly, trying to get to his feet and stumbling. Jason springs up and catches him as the son of Poseidon careens into him. “I think that river water was evil.”
“I think you hit… everything… hard enough to kill any normal person,” Will corrects, also standing up and hovering behind the two others. “How’s your headache?”
“Krakatoa,” Percy mutters nonsensically, and then his eyes roll back and his knees buckle. Jason catches him around the shoulders and gives him a little shake, but he’s out cold.
“I’m surprised it took him this long. He's gonna be pissed about missing pizza,” Will says, sounding mostly unconcerned. “We should get him into bed, though. His bones are not done setting yet.”
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15 minutes after Percy abruptly succumbed to the events from the evening, Jason’s got him tucked into his own bed. Margot and Steph, who were hanging out in Percy’s apartment while everything was happening, were pretty freaked out initially when he walked in with Percy in his arms, Will trailing behind. After an explanation and promising Margot that although she can’t cuddle, she can sleep in the same bed, everything becomes less stressful. Will reapplies some of his golden God food and sings some more, then wanders off after mentioning Nico and sleep. Jason returns to his own apartment, where just his brothers (and now Steph) remain.
“You have some crazy friends,” She says to them as she collapses onto the couch. “God, that kid seems quiet, but she’s got crazy energy. I swear, we played the Ke$ha level a hundred times. Tim. happy birthday.” Tim shoots her a thumb's up, and Jason assumes Dick's already said it given his silence. He'll celebrate with the kid later.
“She is seven,” Jason points out.
“And a half,” Steph and Tim say at the same time, grinning over at each other before Tim refocuses on his laptop, which has been restored to his lap and unplugged from the TV. Dick’s taken his mask off and is laid out on the floor, spread out like a starfish.
“Can you leave now?” Jason asks the room at large. Steph just snorts, while Tim types away, not even bothering with a reply. Only Dick sits up to look over at him, refitting his domino over his eyes.
“Actually,” He says. “I think we’re due for a talk. Let’s go to the roof.”
Notes:
hello! hi!!!! hello!!!!!! i am brainrotting so hard again it's insane so this chapter is early again!!!!!!! how is everyone!!!! i am pretty chill personally. cats r still evil, neighbor still salty, and i cannot stop listening to karma police. srsly, one invincible scene with a good song over it and i'm fucking locked in. jesus. anyways should i watch the boys next? oh also when u read jason, read his voice like jensen ackles in the red hood. if you nasty.
ch notes:
>so i’m writing this chapter and im starting to see what ppl are talking about when they say percy and j have chemistry. My fault. Its just that percy is so tired and jason knows the feeling of waking up and wondering when it all ends after it should have already ended FUCK but then so does tim, all about sacrifice for the mission, about being the key to success and the failsafe too GOD somebody sedate me. Am i going to change the tag rn. Guys. guys. Guys please someone keep me on track. the plan was percy and tim not percy and jason. What’s happening to me
>isn’t that age gap a little weird though? i’m 22 and i personally wouldnt, though jason is only 20ish??? I think??? And ig there’s the whole different mental age due to the whole revival thing??? anyway lmk. This is just me listening to somewhere only we know (a percabeth song) and realizing that it does not fit tim/percy but it does fit jason/percy. not significant, it’s just that my brain… yk.
>sorry for the repeated sw references. My bad guys i love star wars. Please talk to me about star wars.
>made a ref to the outlaws and then remembered that here jason doesn't know bizarro OR ROY OR his ARTEMIS and he doesnt know KORI WELL EITHER. dang. Good thing abt n52 is that jason has friends LMFAO……… yk what I'M CHERRY PICKING IDC. FUCK IT
>do u guys remember wattpad. Bc a/n: i’m going fucking crazy
>um. Reread all of the HoO books/sparknotes’ed the first one (i dont like jason grace very much. SPOILERS for trials of apollo but when my friend told me he died and piper was a lesbian i couldn't help but cheer) bc i dont know them word for word like i do pjo books and damn. Gaea was lowkey weak sauce in the final fight. I might be tweaking how powerful she was. sorry not sorry
> look i knoowwww bitewing is n52. I KNOW. but dick deserves to be happy and frankly, baring the spyral arc (not MY bruce) and the ric arc (not MY GRAYSON) and the delving into stuff via flashpoint blah blah timeline discrepancies, i think n52 nightwing is ultimately happier and in a better place than prebirth. Also, wally is alive. thank you tom taylor i guess? Although i hear his run was mostly fluff. So idk, you guys tell me. I just want dick to be happpyyyyyyyyy
>my tumblr where i will be posting scrimblies maybe idk https://www.tumblr.com/heyyyitsjingles?source=share
>this was percy in his head when he heard janet jackson last chapter btw: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2TNwDqV/
have a great rest of your week, ilysm, thank you sooooo so much for comments and kudos, glad u liked the last chapter!! stay tuned
Chapter 14: bedridden blues
Summary:
Percy stares up at his ceiling, his stomach writhing against the fog in his head in a valiant effort to get angry at Hades on Margot’s behalf, the same way he was for Nico. Instead, all he can feel is that same sense of harrowing grief, trying its best to close the distance between Percy’s online brain and his current brain, which is definitely not.
“Can you tell me more about her?” He asks softly. “Your Mom, I mean. What was she like?”
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
July 19th, Gotham City, New Jersey 01 A.T.
“Gods, Percy, what happened?”
Percy groans, waking up torturously slowly . The sun beats down on his face and he can hear the sea down a ways.
“Ugh,” He manages. “Garbage truck. Disgusting river. It was gross, Wise Girl, seriously. Like being in the muskeg in Alaska ag-” He stops, sitting up straight and prying his eyes open. Shockingly, the ache in his sternum remains faint as he meets gorgeous, searching gray eyes. “Hi.”
“You got hit by a garbage truck?” Annabeth asks, half in disbelief and half in anger.
“Not on purpose. I was actually at work, but- it doesn't matter. How are you? I've missed you.” He reaches out and his stomach shrinks when his hand stops just centimeters from her jaw. He settles for dropping to her own hand and lacing their fingers together.
“Better than you,” She says, frowning at him. “Are you okay? Tell me everything.”
So he does- and it's a lot. He hasn't seen her since before her birthday, and in that timespan he's fought two old foes come back to life and is now aware of a plot against him, a conspiracy by a god and potentially Gotham's criminal underground. But he can also tell her that now he's bunking with vigilantes and a nepo baby that he can't quite look her in the eye to tell her about.
“Tell me you've figured it out,” Annabeth says after a second, staring straight through him. He feels a chill run up his arms.
“Figured what out?” He asks.
“Red Robin and Nightwing's identities.” Percy hums, rubbing his chest.
“I hadn't really thought about it,” He admits. “Kind of busy being hit by a truck and crushed and blown up and taking care of a seven and a half year old.”
“She's trained you well, I see,” Annabeth says fondly, smiling at him. Then her smile drops. “Look. I know you’re smarter than you act, so I know you can figure those two out by yourself. But this one thing needs to be said out loud: you're not invulnerable.”
“Right.”
“No. Listen.” She tightens her grip on his hand. “You can’t die . Okay? You live, and I better not see you here for a long time.”
“Annabeth.” His throat closes. Because- “You're gone.”
“You're not ,” She insists, looking like she wants to shake him, or maybe judo flip him again.
“You're gone,” Percy repeats, letting his excruciation bleed through. Yeah, Percy can flirt with the idea of finding someone attractive. But no one will ever, ever be Annabeth. He'll never see her again. “You're my imagination and I- I know I'll die young, it's just how it is, and I miss you, Wise Girl, I’m not doing this right without you. I can’t do it without you.”
Which Percy has known for a long time, but watching Annabeth die was also a visual representation of his future dissolving in front of him. She was it for him. College in New Rome, and then- and then whatever she wanted. She had big dreams. Percy has always been flexible, but only to a point; for her, he'd bend into any shape, change to fit any mold. Now he is unguided, a hook without its line.
“I'm real, Percy.” Annabeth is starting to look frustrated, the same face she gets when someone isn't listening to her plan (Leo) or isn't understanding a concept (Percy). Except there are tears in her eyes this time, tears that Percy rarely sees. “We're in Elysium right now.”
Percy looks at her in disbelief, and then at their surroundings.
“Elysium sure looks like camp,” He says quietly, almost inaudible over the waves washing over the sand. It looks like the tide's coming in as clouds gather forebodingly in the distance. “I thought heaven wouldn't have storms.”
“I happen to like the rain,” Annabeth says, sniffing. “My Elysium, not yours.”
“Wait.” Percy turns and is delighted to discover that he can put both hands on the one of hers and wonders why he never tried it sooner. The discovery is swiftly overwhelmed by the bubbling, molten shock and awe rising inside of him.
“I'm real,” Annabeth promises, and he- believes her. And promptly bursts into tears.
He presses his forehead to her knuckles. It stops centimeters away. He cries harder. This whole time, it's been her. She's always been here, and he can hardly touch her. But she's here. She's real.
“Seaweed Brain,” She whispers, and she’s crying too, he can hear it in her voice. “ Percy. You’re already doing it without me.”
“No,” He sobs. “ No .”
“Yes,” She says with conviction. “Hey.” He shakes his head against his own fingers, his shoulders trembling, and then she tugs on her hand. When he jolts and jerks his head up to look at her, she locks her determined eyes on him. Her face is strong even with tear tracks tracing over her skin, her eyelashes clumped together, her furrowed brows, her crumpled mouth. He loves her, he loves her, he loves her. “Percy. You’re already doing this without me . But I’m here, too.” She makes to poke him in the forehead before her hand drops. She repeats the movement over his heart. “And here.”
“I love you,” Percy sobs, inconsolable. His head is too heavy to hold up, and it drops back to his desperately clinging hands. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry-”
“Percy-”
“Don’t leave me again,” He begs. Her grip tightens on his fingers.
“I’ll never leave you,” Annabeth promises hoarsely. Percy chokes, pressing harder against the space forced between them with his skull, as if sheer willpower is enough to destroy the invisible barrier. “I’m always with you now. Always .”
“I love you,” He repeats almost silently, and the grief that washes over him feels just like Gotham’s East River, just like the garbage truck shattering his sternum, just like being pressed in between two much larger forces with nowhere to go.
“I love you too, Seaweed Brain,” Annabeth replies. He doesn’t register the strange silence until the warmth of her hand seeps out from under his, and he looks up quickly to see the world fading. Annabeth is looking out wistfully at the storm clouds, a similarly agonized look on her face he knows is on his own. Slowly she drains of color.
“I don’t want to go,” Percy whispers. She turns to look at him, her eyes the only feature left of her blurry face that’s clear, and he can see a tear slip out and disappear into the vague gray fuzz of the world around them.
“Bye, Percy.”
He blinks, and he’s looking up at a white ceiling. His chest hurts so bad his breath catches in his throat, and for a second he can only lie there and do nothing but drown in pain. He clenches his eyes shut at the light filtering through the curtains, his eyebrows pulled down overtop them, teeth clenched. His face is already wet, his eyes sticky and crusted- he was crying in his sleep.
It takes him a long minute to feel the warmth of another person against his arm, and he manages to crack his eyes open and see through thick tears a tiny mop of dark hair pressed against his bicep, peeking out from under the covers. He smiles despite himself, and it only makes the tears come faster.
His chest heaves suddenly in his growing desperation for air, and Margot jumps awake next to him, her head popping up like a daisy through the snow. Percy's too preoccupied swallowing down sobs that are rattling at the bones of his ribs like prisoners in their cells, except his bones are sort of broken still, so the resulting hurt is overwhelming. He closes his eyes again.
“Percy?” Margot asks quietly, sounding afraid.
“Hhhhh-” Percy's hand comes to his sternum, and for the first time since being hit by that stupid truck he feels a tiny niggling seed of fear take root in his lungs.
He can't breathe.
Margot scrambles out of bed and bolts, probably to go find a trusted almost-adult. Percy sits up as best he can, gasping unsuccessfully as his chest stutters.
A second later Margot is bursting back into the room with Will and Tim on her heels, the former with Percy's first aid kit and the latter with his phone in his hand.
“Percy, calm down,” Will barks, rounding the bed with record speed and putting a stethoscope he pulled out of thin air against Percy's back. “You're freaking out and it's making it worse.”
“A-” Percy tries, still gasping. “Annab-” eth, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry-
Tim sits next to him on his other side and snatches up his hand, linking their pinkies. The point of contact helps establish the room around him more clearly again, the terror of being breathless fading slightly as he recognizes that he's his own enemy.
But the grief from seeing Annabeth is wrapped like a noose around his throat, and it worsens the throbbing in his chest. Will shoves ambrosia into his mouth and he almost chokes.
“You need pain killers,” Will mutters. “Or a sedative. Both.”
“I can help with that,” Tim says nonsensically, weirdly calm for the potential medical emergency Percy is actively creating. He carefully releases Percy's pinkie again, disappearing swiftly from the apartment like a ghost.
“Annabeth,” Percy wheezes. “I- saw her. I saw her.”
“Alright, Percy,” Will soothes, looking between his eyes worriedly. “Jesus, I thought the sleep would help with the concussion.”
“She's real,” Percy chokes out. Margot takes Tim's spot and wraps herself around one of his arms, looking near tears herself. “This whole time, and I haven't-”
“Okay,” Will agrees, probably thinking Percy's crazy. Percy can't even decipher his tone over the pounding of his own heart in his ears, panic ebbing and flowing like a river (ha). “Alright, deep breaths.”
“I can't,” Percy chokes. “I can't. I can't.”
He really can't. There's a fist crushing his lungs now, the truck hitting him over and over again, his bones infinitely breaking, his brain being shaken inside of his skull like a snow globe, his eyes pulsing.
Tim returns, strangely enough, with an IV line, a bag full of clear liquid, and various other assorted medical supplies. Will doesn't even ask, just inserts the IV into the back of Percy's hand.
In less than 30 seconds, the tightness in Percy's chest and the dissonant noise in his head become distant and soft, and he inhales slow and deep. His eyes are still leaking tears but he feels like he's floating. The stabbing misery of his dream becomes a faint melancholic background noise.
“Woah,” He says. Will snorts.
“Don't do that again,” The healer warns him as he gives him a quick final checkup before whisking out of the room, Tim following close behind. Margot puts her head on his shoulder.
“Hey, kid,” Percy says. “How are you? Feels like I haven't seen you for forever.” His words are slurred but understandable- she smiles a little at the fact, though usually he'd expect it to elicit a laugh.
“That was scary,” Margot says solemnly. “I thought you were going to die last night.” Her face crumples and her own tears return. Percy awkwardly maneuvers so she's tucked under his arm, and she buries her nose into his broken ribs. Thanks to the painkiller, or sedative, or whatever the hell they've put into him, he hardly feels the responding discomfort.
“I'm sorry,” He whispers loudly. “I didn't mean to.”
“I know,” Margot says. “But I was still scared. You should be careful. Cuz I need you.” He can feel his shirt growing wet with her tears.
“Nah, you don't need me,” He says clumsily. “Y'got your brother ‘nd Jason and stuff.”
“I need you ,” She repeats stubbornly, pulling away to show him her serious face, which kind of backfires because she's so adorable he can't help but smile as he reaches up to wipe tears off her chin. “Can I tell you about my Mom?”
“Of course, Margot,” Percy assures. Margot nods, sitting up fully and crossing her legs. She takes Percy's face between her hands like she did after that nightmare about Luke all those nights ago, but with a much more delicate touch.
“Listen,” She instructs him. He nods carefully in her grasp. She lets go and curls up against his shoulder again, her tiny arms winding around his. One of her little hands slips into his own, and he gives a light squeeze.
“I'm listening,” He promises.
“When I was little,” Margot starts, and Percy barely stifles his laugh. She's clearly onto him though, because he feels a tiny pinch on his bicep before she continues. “Little- er ,” she corrects for his benefit. “My Mommy and I lived by Robin Park.” Percy nods, assuming she means Robinson Park.
“We used to go all the time. My Mommy really liked the outdoors. She was very pretty. She had black hair like you and green eyes like Jason.” She buries her nose in his shirt sleeve. “She told me once that my Dad was a king that had too much work to see us. Is that true?”
“Well…” Percy starts, and then trails off. “He is a pretty busy guy.” How do you explain to a child that their parent is not only forbidden to have too much interaction with them but also might not if there were no prior restrictions anyway? He decides that maybe he shouldn’t even try.
“I saw a vampire,” Margot says sadly. “We were in the park and my Mom made me run. I got really scared and angry and I opened a hole in the ground that killed the vampire.” She pauses. “And my Mom.”
Percy’s brow furrows, and his free hand crosses over his body to take Margot’s other hand as well.
“It was my fault,” Margot whispers, curling up against him. “I didn’t mean to. I kept asking for my Dad to come help me and to give her back, but I don’t think he heard me. Then in a couple of days, Red Hood found me.”
Percy stares up at his ceiling, his stomach writhing against the fog in his head in a valiant effort to get angry at Hades on Margot’s behalf, the same way he was for Nico after Bianca. Instead, all he can feel is that same sense of harrowing grief, trying its best to close the distance between Percy’s online brain and his current brain, which is definitely not.
“Can you tell me more about her?” He asks softly. “Your Mom, I mean. What was she like?”
“Nice,” Margot says. “Nice to everyone. She always smiled, even when she was very upset. Sometimes her blood sugar was really low and she would be really not there, but she still smiled. Even when people were mean.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah. She had a haircut like Tim’s,” Margot continues, lying back against the pillow to give Percy more wiggle room, and also to gesticulate with her hands. “And once she had Nick over and he said it looked ugly and she laughed. When he left she said he was an-” She drops her voice briefly to whisper, “asshole,” before continuing normally, “And that she was very pretty and he wasn’t and that’s why he hated her haircut.”
“She sounded like a smart woman,” Percy says slowly, the painkiller tugging on his words as they leave his mouth.
“She was smart like you,” Margot agrees. “Not like Tim or Jason.” Percy tries to reel back offendedly and only manages to move a couple inches. Still, his raised eyebrows get the message across and she giggles at him wetly.
“What’s that s’pposed to mean?” He demands weakly. Margot shrugs, squeezing his arm again.
“I think,” She says, a little quietly all of a sudden. “That she was made up of everyone we knew. And she was really herself when she was with the people that she really loved.” She turns her head and looks at Percy. “You remind me of my Mom.”
Percy’s throat tightens again, but unlike before, he isn’t suffocating. He untangles one hand to press it against her face, a little too clumsily, but she doesn’t so much as flinch.
“Thank you, Margot,” He says through the lump in his throat. “That’s really sweet. I would have loved to meet her.”
Margot nods, closing her eyes. A tear rolls over the bridge of her nose and down the other side of her face as her little hands fiddle with his own.
“She taught me how to carve wood,” Margot murmurs after a while, almost asleep.
“That’s really cool,” Percy says, a little choked up by relentless sorrow, an old and eternal friend of his. The familiarity that comes with talking through his teeth and the vague disconnect from reality thanks to the needle in his arm allows him to continue. “What’s your favorite thing to carve?”
”I c’ld only do a fish,” She whispers. Percy grins down at her head against his arm.
“Fish are pretty cool,” Percy says, but she only breathes deeply in response, asleep. Percy watches her for a while, then turns his gaze to the ceiling.
He tries to imagine the ocean pulling him into that comfortable silence, an unawareness that he can afford- the first time he’s had an opportunity (plus, he’s drugged to the teeth and he can’t really move, so it’s not like he can do much else at the moment)- but he’s frustratingly conscious, the images in his head to distorted to clearly conceptualize and his thoughts too slow to entertain him. He can’t even sulk, thoughts of Annabeth strangely absent except for the constant ache in his chest. He sighs, looking around for something to do, before a very light tap on the door captures his attention.
Tim waves at him, pointing to the other side of Percy where a chair has been placed against the wall. Percy nods almost desperately.
The other has his laptop in his hands and settles it in his lap when he sits, unopened. Percy blinks and it’s plugged in, somehow. Tim’s fingers are laced together over the top of it, his posture vaguely straight. He's also wearing clothes too large to fit him, a black T-Shirt with a Superman S on it and baggy plaid pajama bottoms with the waistband rolled up three times. Percy knows this because his giant Superman T-shirt is riding up over his right hip, where just faintly Percy can see a sliver of bright pale skin marred by a deep, alarming splash of purple disappearing under the top of his pants. He files it away to ask about later.
He looks up to find Tim watching Percy watch him, with tired but alert eyes that give Percy the sense he hasn't slept in a while. Despite it, he offers Percy a tiny smile, his eyebrows tilted up slightly in concern before he looks at Margot, who’s still pressed against Percy’s bicep.
Percy wonders if Tim heard any of their conversation, and what Percy would even do if he did. He’d like to think the other recognizes social cues well enough to deter him from spying, but he’s still a little tempted to ask. To be fair, he is dealing with Tim the Stalker Extraordinaire, who's rumored to be worse than Jason (by Jason, so who knows how true that actually is). Percy almost snickers out loud before remembering it’s at Tim’s expense.
Tim's looking at him again, the corner of his mouth twitching with the faint impression of a smile like he can read Percy's mind.
…Can he read Percy's mind?
“Of course,” Tim says, and Percy jumps, staring at him. Tim allows his mouth to finally pull up into that coveted smile Percy didn’t realize he was waiting for. “I forgot. Um, I found some more pictures, if…”
“Oh,” Percy says after a moment, looking back up at the ceiling again. “Not right now. I’m bored and too sad.”
“That’s fair,” Tim says, setting his laptop aside and scooting closer. “I can get a TV in here or something.”
“Talk to me,” Percy suggests. He’s not sure where this sudden mood is coming from- maybe it’s the fact that for the first time in weeks, his body isn’t involuntarily wound up for a strike. Maybe it’s because he can’t lean on self-deprecating thoughts of Annabeth or the wars (or Margot, or the most recent fight, or anything else) without exacerbating his injuries via hyperventilating. Maybe it’s because Margot told him about her Mom, and it made him realize that as much as he’s familiar and (perhaps overly) trusting with the people around him, he doesn’t really know too much about them.
Especially Tim, who just recently revealed his ties to a worldwide company, and also his proficiency in fighting, and who merely skimmed the surface of his familial background (not that it’s any of Percy’s business).
“About?” Tim’s asking, his legs crossing in his chair.
“Anything.” Percy finds his eyes again. “You. The Batman. Your brothers. Video games, business. Actually, not business. Anything but business. If you mention any sort of math to me right now-”
Tim laughs a little the way Annabeth might, like that was a very real possibility Percy just put a stop to. It makes that ache in his chest throb painfully for a second and he has to look away. New objective: stop comparing people to other people. Especially dead ones. Especially his dead girlfriend.
“Well,” Tim says, leaning back. “I can tell you about something that isn’t business that’s pretty cool, but it does require some math. I won’t get super into detail though, your Highness.”
“I’ll have you know I am technically a Prince,” Percy says, managing to point a weak finger at him. “What is it?”
“Space and time travel,” Tim says smugly, and he snickers when the look on Percy’s face goes from excited to resigned.
“Fine, super genius,” Percy yawns. “Tell me about space and time travel.”
“First of all, it’s nothing like Back to the Future,” Tim starts, and then he’s off. Percy nods off with words like ‘relativity’ and ‘gravity’ and ‘continuum’ bouncing off the walls of the empty cavern in his skull, and he takes his first deep breath in ages as he drops off into sleep.
—--
The next time Percy wakes up, Tim is slumped over in his chair, his mouth open but frustratingly no drool to be seen. Percy, on the other hand, has drool crusted around his mouth, and he hastily wipes it off as he catalogues the rest of the room.
Margot’s gone, although he can hear a telltale giggle from the living room as well as heavy movement and music, suggesting someone is helping her put the stupid Wii to good use. The comforter is strewn haphazardly at his hips, like someone had attempted to make the other side of the bed and Percy’s thrashing had thwarted them.
The painkiller has worn off, and with it his despondence concerning his dream and everything that happened before. Thankfully, after he had nodded off while Tim was going on about the complications of building a successful time travel machine that doesn’t threaten the greater space-time continuum (because apparently avoiding your past or future self isn’t enough), he hadn’t had any more visits from the dead or nightmares about things that had happened or will. He feels generally well-rested, the same way one does after a nap that’s too long- groggy, grumpy, but unable to go back to sleep because he’s officially topped off his tank.
Basically, he’s back to being bored and bedridden, and he’s already over both of those things. Luckily he can form complete thoughts this time, and his mind rebounds to the night prior, desperately set on ignoring the Annabeth revelation for the time being.
Mainly, his conversation with Nightwing.
Of course, Jason abandoned him to that particular can of worms, and Percy at first wasn’t sure why. He was stuck in a bathtub, well and truly down for the count at that moment, and Jason seemed to see something in Nightwing’s fidgeting, because he hightailed it out of there like Malcom did whenever Percy showed up at the Athena cabin to ‘discuss strategies’ with Annabeth before the second war.
Percy saw something in Nightwing’s strange restlessness, too- guilt, curiosity, and a sense of responsibility. Himself.
At first, it seemed like Nightwing was after Percy’s well-being. He’d asked how Percy felt (bad) and how long he estimated it would take to heal (Percy’s never been hit by a truck before, so he had no idea).
Then his body language shifted, going from that uncomfortable-yet-comfortable looking hunch to military grade rigidity in a matter of seconds. His hands still moved, just faintly, and he was likely unaware of them doing it. Percy didn’t say anything about it because it was the only thing in his brain keeping Nightwing firmly in the friendly column in his head. If it was some sort of confrontation about Percy’s use of force or his recklessness, some sort of coaching session, Percy’s not sure what he would’ve done.
But no.
“You’re a leader,” Nightwing had said into the sudden, not quite-tense silence of the bathroom. “Right? But you fight like you work alone.”
“Well,” Percy had said. “You can lead an army against a large force and still have a greater enemy leading the other side.” A greater enemy that only he had the power to destroy, as it usually went.
“Yeah,” Nightwing had said, like he was intimately familiar with the experience despite being completely mortal with no superpowers that Percy was aware of. “But you’re not. Alone, that is. We’ve got your back.”
“Kind of hard for mortals to stop garbage trucks and mythical lions,” Percy joked. But Nightwing didn’t even crack a smile.
“Look.” Nightwing had turned to him, his hands finally falling still and the whites of his domino frighteningly piercing. The stillness of his body went from calm to anticipatory in a second, like he had just registered Percy as a threat where he floated harmlessly in the bathtub. “This is important.”
“Alright.”
“I’ve worked with people who aren’t team players,” Nightwing said. “Hell, I was taught by one of those people.”
“The Batman?”
“B, yeah, but people our age, too. People who didn’t have solitude beat into them but were shown it was the only way to keep other people safe- loved ones, civilians, friends.” He shook his head. “That’s not true. I know you know it’s not true.”
“You’ve worked with those people or you’re one of them?”
Nightwing’s mouth finally twisted into a wry smile.
“Irrelevant,” The vigilante said, although that was an answer in and of itself. “I’m saying, Percy, that people care about you. I’m pretty sure Jason’s been going over his own adoption rules in his head.”
Percy had thought back to Jason's prepared list of questions when he first brought Margot home. “Those were for him?”
“We all have urges, it’s inherited.” Nightwing waved away his incredulous eyebrow raise, which had pulled at the healing burns on his face and irritated the healing wound at his hairline. “The point is, no one wants you to die. On the contrary, actually. And you’ve got some heavy hitters in your corner, not to brag. You’re not expendable. You’re not bound by some prophecy to do this by yourself. This is you, free to make your own decisions, and I want to ask you for a favor. Keep us with you. Whatever’s happening right now, it’s big. I know it’s bigger than it looks, and you know it too.” He pulled Percy’s slide phone from the gods know where and set it on the bathroom counter. “Your phone somehow lived through the excitement, so I put my number in. And our super secret emergency contact that can call anyone at any time.”
“Is it the Batman?” Percy had asked, just to be annoying. If anything though, this seemed to amuse Nightwing further.
“God, I wish. Ask Jason for that,” Nightwing said, smirking. “She’s under O. I will say that she’s already aware of you, like, really aware, so you may have backup without calling it sometimes. Sorry. Uh, but not really, though.”
“You’re not terrible backup,” Percy allowed, a little begrudgingly. It was always difficult for him to ask for help, but as far as nosy vigilantes go, Percy was pretty sure he could’ve gotten worse than Good Cop, Lethal Cop.
“Well, I’ll be around for a while,” Nightwing said. “Usually I wouldn’t be in Gotham, but I… was having some issues with Blud. Needed to be with my family for a while, lay low.”
“Sorry.”
“Nah. This is worth it. I was getting pretty bored, anyway. If it’s not world-ending, I usually enjoy fighting,” Nightwing said to him. Percy had snorted in agreement and resolved himself to let Nightwing in on the Greek world, which ended up being a couple hours later thanks to Tim’s unending nosiness.
That’s another thing to think about. Percy’s really starting to wonder about Tim.
A majority shareholder, possibly with more power than a CEO (although how the hell would Percy know? Rachel had gone on and on about the Waynes and nepotism and, to quote her, ‘the first time in history she liked hearing her dad lose his marbles about their competition,’ but Percy doesn’t actually process half of the shit she says when it’s so boring. Also, cut him some slack, his girlfriend had died a couple months prior to that conversation, so getting him to put any real stock into talking at that point was kind of moot), insanely creepy in very targeted ways, way too smart for his own good, and exceedingly stubborn. He can fight, he can read body language better than Percy can (and probably by leagues), and he’s got two vigilante brothers. Maybe three, if he counts Robin.
Hey, maybe all that weird skill in investigation and the fighting and the other weird, unusual traits for mortals can be attributed to his family. Could be that his older brothers were pretty protective of him, thought he could use some defense, and didn't want him out on the field fighting.
Or maybe Tim is their ‘guy in the chair,’ except the way Nightwing was talking about ‘O’ made it sound like their guy in the chair is actually a girl in the chair, unless they have two. Except Tim is so hands on . He’s always showing up where he shouldn’t be, and Percy’s surprised he didn’t see him at the fight the night before.
Another thing: Tim must know the Batman too, right? If Nightwing knows Jason under the mask, and they’re all adopted and brothers, and Nightwing and Jason both talk about ‘B’ like a guardian, like a mentor- not just like how Percy would talk about Chiron, but more like someone would talk about a parent they were on rough ground with- maybe that helps explain Tim’s… everything . Annabeth had called the Batman the World’s Greatest Detective, and Tim was nothing if not motivated to find facts and information.
So Tim might be hiding something. Nothing new. Except if Jason’s already revealed his identity and Nightwing’s casually hanging around them in his fancy skintight suit, then Tim would’ve probably done some sort of big reveal, right? Then again, maybe he’s more serious about the secret identity thing than Jason is. After all, Nightwing hadn’t taken his mask off by the time Percy was dropping to the ground in exhaustion, so maybe Jason was only chill about it because of how Percy figured it out- now that Percy’s thinking about it, he didn’t volunteer his face under the mask or helmet, and he only told Percy his real name after he had seen Jason’s glowing green eyes in the flesh.
So, whoops. Percy kind of ruined that for Jason. Which means maybe Tim is trying to hide whatever he’s got going on, too. Obviously if he were really trying, he wouldn’t have sparred with Percy or been so liberal with his sharing of his cases, right? Unless he thinks Percy’s stupid.
Cases. Which vigilantes and detectives have, though not so much businessmen (unless they’re briefcases. Ha).
Percy feels a little slow on the uptake, and he kind of wants to slap his forehead at how obvious it is that Tim isn’t some normal kid hanging around a bunch of high caliber fighters, but a high caliber something who stumbled into who he thought was a normal kid at that first archeology exhibit. Except for the fact that Tim had clearly seen through the ‘normal’ part of that right away, similar to the way Percy clocked how insanely, freaky smart the guy is.
As it is, moving is still unfortunately a pain. When he struggles into a sitting position, his sternum protests insistently , and he has to take a couple annoying minutes just to breathe. He probably can’t afford any more godly food, but his liver would probably be fine with some Ibuprofen, right?
When he turns and drops his feet to the ground, as quiet as he can, Tim startles awake, blinking dumbly for a few seconds like he has no idea where he is. When he catches sight of Percy, he raises one tired eyebrow.
“Should you be getting up?” He asks through a yawn. Percy shoots him an unserious scowl as he levers himself to his feet, managing to stay completely upright and feeling inordinately proud of himself.
“Shouldn’t you be minding your own business?” Percy challenges- but then he remembers he’s talking to the reigning champion of Other People’s Business Minder, which is honestly his bad. Tim raises the other eyebrow to match the first one, and Percy’s starting to feel like the mind reading theory has real merit to it.
In the end, Tim just snorts, hopefully at his verbal words and not his mental ones, standing as well and watching Percy for signs of being off balance. Which is absurd, because he’s not drugged to his ears anymore, and he tells Tim so before stumbling over to the door and nearly face planting into the frame.
He catches Percy by the shoulder.
“Your head was rung like the Liberty Bell,” Tim states as he helps Percy upright. “Scale of one to ten, where’s your pain?”
“Pain scale later. Food now,” Percy says, suddenly ravenously hungry when he hears the telltale clatter of a pan on a stove. He doesn't want to get into the hurt coming from everywhere. “What time is it?”
Tim checks his watch, which is on his left wrist, giving Percy the opportunity to slip out the door and drag heavy fingers against the wall. He stops to take in the living room as Tim comes up silently from behind him, sighing and withholding the time from him (rude).
Margot’s got a Wii remote clenched firmly in her hand, the wrist bracelet thankfully strapped tight. Her whole body’s moving chaotically, not even close to the two people dancing and singing on the TV. Next to her, Will is having even less success, if it’s possible. Nico and Jason are in the kitchen talking quietly, and Percy drifts in that direction. Definitely not because of the bacon smell, but because he wants to check on Nico. That’s the only reason.
Jason and Nico both look up at his approach. Jason’s face is unmasked and calm, and he even has a tiny uptick at the corner of his mouth, an unconscious smile that Percy is pretty sure he’s never seen. He looks relieved, somehow, or lighter. Nico is also grinning, and he looks way less pale than he did last night. Really, the fact that he’s opening and closing the drawer level with his socked foot is indicative of how well he’s feeling.
“I knew bacon would get him,” Jason says to Nico, and Nico laughs , which shocks Percy enough that he doesn’t have anything to say. When had they gotten so friendly? Because when he looks closer, it’s not just good moods and amiability. There’s a sense of camaraderie here that Percy’s intimately familiar with.
Nico looks relaxed in a way he never does outside of Camp or Sally Jackson’s house- or maybe the underworld, but Percy knows firsthand that hanging with Hades in Hades sucks after a while, probably even for his son. Jason, just days ago, was flinching away from the kid. Now?
Now Nico’s sitting on the counter next to the stove, where Jason’s frying bacon and has a carton of eggs set out on the other side. They’re within arm’s reach of each other, and the open expressions on both of their faces that are normally folded into scowls or smirks might as well be twin beams.
“Bacon?” Percy repeats, choosing not to comment on it lest he break the friendly atmosphere. The oven clock tells him it’s 11-ish, and he leans heavily against the counter. “Ibuprofen?”
Tim slips around him and grabs a plastic cup from the cupboard, filling it up with water and handing it to Percy before opening Percy’s medicine cabinet and passing him the bottle of pills. Percy decides again that mentioning the fact that Tim just knew where those were is kind of creepy is useless, so he takes three and drains the glass.
Nico and Jason’s good moods are contagious. Soon everyone’s at the breakfast table laughing at really bad jokes and really weird stories, and… it’s nice. It feels comforting and safe in the way that his old place did, the way the dining table at the Argo II did- which threatens to ruin his mood, but he perseveres until his chest aches more from laughing at Nico’s dancing now than the memories haunting his psyche. He refuses to join the game on account of his injuries until Jason shoves a remote in his hand and tells him to try it from the couch. Obviously he loses to everyone, but it’s the principle of the thing.
The rest of the day is like that: the Gothamites must’ve taken it off, and Percy’s pretty sure he’s unemployed now and also on forced 'Captain Dumbass watch' for at least another couple of days, in Will’s own words, and obviously the other demigods are kids out of school. Watching Jason rage quit and exit the room after losing to Margot on Tik Tok (Ke$ha) for the fourth time in a row is too funny.
It’s a good day. In the back of his mind, he’s afraid, because this sort of thing never lasts long for him. He tries not to think about it, grinning widely at Will and Nico bickering over the next song.
Everything will be fine. And if he says it enough times, maybe he'll even start to believe it.
Notes:
heyyyy... how yall doin? alr yes 2 days late, but in my defense....im just a little guy.
short chapter because i'm having some feelings about the plot i drew up in dec and i'm filled w new ideas... no real updates for me except that i am investigating taoism and taking a break from nietzsche hooray!
ch notes:
>either u ppl were gatekeeping task force z or i'm putting u onto allegedly good jason todd writing rn
>jason and nico finally getting along a little (not clickbait!)
>percy: tim is really suspicious
percy: he kind of has vigilante vibes
percy: hm. whatever. surely this means nothing
annabeth: [banging her head repeatedly against the invisible barrier between them]
>i've been in a strong jason mood obviously because i love him. thank u for ur responses in the comments, you really put my head on straight. i've figured out the romantic subplot maybe. u see that slow burn tag? remember that.
>do u guys like WFA? like the webtoon? bc i'm going to be so real with you. i kind of don't? it's just that the characters r so… yk
>on another note, finally reading the nw comics (starting with #133.) and i’m realizing now that although jason and timmy r very dear to me, dick grayson is always going to be my ult.
>one more time for the ppl in the back: I LOVE DICK GRAYSON!!!!!!!!!
>trying to figure out how to share a google doc without flashing my email at u HAHAHHA. maybe i'll get it. maybe not. sorry
thank you SO SO MUCH for the comments (and kudos ofc thank u!!!!!!!!!!) i am so psyched abt seeing your thoughts, i love u guys, soooo motivating, hope everyone's drinking LOTS of water and wearing sunscreen (it's supposed to snow on friday, wtf...) see u next time!!
Chapter 15: fool me once...
Summary:
He’s bounced between purposes for his entire demigod career. He clung onto them for as long as they were what kept him going. His family, his friends. His duty, his responsibility. The fate of the world.
Purpose. But what happens when there’s no next monster, no new god standing in front of him gloating? When it’s quiet?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
July 29th, Gotham City, New Jersey, 01 A.T.
It’s been a week and a half since what Percy’s friends have dubbed as ‘the Garbage Truck Incident,’ and Percy’s about ready to blow his brains out.
He’s been confined to the shackles of the apartment complex for the entire time on Will’s orders, and Jason must keep one eye on his cameras at all times, because everyone always seemed to know when Percy tried to leave. Apparently the day he woke up from the Annabeth Revelation, it had been Tim’s birthday, and they kept alluding to some sort of event happening at their Dad’s place tomorrow (who has parties on Sunday nights?), but Percy hadn’t really tuned in. He’s not huge on inviting himself along to places, though at this point he’s considering it just to get the hell out of the apartment building that had once seemed so large but now closes in on him.
It had taken him a couple days to realize that his injuries aren’t his normal, run of the mill stab wound or broken ribs that take a day or two to allow for free movement. They take forever to heal, and even a week and change later, the pain has mostly subsided but the strange sensitivity remains. As much sleeping as he does, the healing saps his brain of any potential nightmares he could be having, and he's blessedly dream-free. He hasn’t been hurt this bad since standing off against the arai , hasn’t felt this weak with Riptide in his hand since stumbling out of the Doors of Death to face his friends mid-battle, sans Annabeth.
Annabeth.
He’s had a lot of time to think about her, and about his dreams. Apparently, this entire time, Percy has somehow been willing his subconscious to meet up with Annabeth ( real life Annabeth! ) in Elysium. Or maybe Annabeth’s doing it; point is, he’s been talking to the real thing and completely neglecting the opportunity to apologize, not that it would make much of a difference. She’s still dead, but the fact that she’s also… not really dead? That death wasn’t the end for them? That’s big. Some part of him feels destroyed over it. He’ll keep growing old and she’ll have to watch, eternally young, and it’ll be like living from dream to dream, waiting to see her again, armed with the knowledge that it’s his real dead girlfriend and not his own imagination, always out of reach.
The first few days after the dream he was miserable, all gloom and doom. It kind of felt like he and Nico flip-flopped: while Percy’s been existing like a specter between the three, basically communal apartments on the top floor, Nico and Will have been investigating and enjoying the rare sunshine during monsoon season, which has been summoning ominous clouds threatening to dump rain at any time. The son of Hades has been spending a lot of time with Margot when she’s not at school or with Percy, talking her through their abilities and meeting Hazel and a bunch of other stuff Percy tries to keep in the back of his mind, like a good guardian would.
Speaking of, Margot’s started school. Jason revealed, when Percy came to him in a fit of anxiety over the other demigod children in the alley, that he’d been doing Percy’s rounds for him on and off. He adds dropping Margot at school to that list. Which, on one hand, is very awesome and cool of him. Percy’s already pretty indebted to the guy, but it’s starting to get a little excessive. On the other hand, he hasn’t had a chance to scope out the school himself, or the area, and although Nico and Will had both said it felt fine, Percy’s not so sure.
After all, it was thanks to Yancy Academy that his life went from normal shitty to divinely shitty.
Percy scowls at the bottom of the pool where he’s sat, idly willing the chlorine out of the water around his eyes. At least Margot’s got a future, and this is the last night Percy’s taking the backseat in his own life. He’s tired of healing- he can heal while he works.
Percy isn’t sure of his own future, immediate or long term. His boss, Bill, still hasn’t hit his line after his week of paid vacation time. Sue a guy, but Percy might start getting the wrong idea. Although maybe it’s for the better that he stops working jobs that are life threatening set-ups.
As for the long term- he’s not sure he wants one.
Percy’s not the kind of guy to give up. He’s gone on this long. He’s survived Kronos and his stupid brothers, the giants, gods, primordials like Gaea, Tartarus, Nyx and her mansion, and losing one of if not the most important person in his life. He saved Margot and now he’s giving her a chance, a community, an opening.
But when does it end? When he dies? And when is that? Because he got real close the other day, and yeah, it hurt, and he was pissed, and his friends were scared, but gods, he can remember those moments before coherent thought returned and purpose flooded his body. Suspended in that filthy river, the water lit up green from the dying headlights of the truck, pieces of the wall twisting violently in the currents around him, thoughtless, out of body, it had been… quiet.
He’s bounced between purposes for his entire demigod career. He clung onto them for as long as they were what kept him going. His family, his friends. His duty, his responsibility. The fate of the world.
Purpose. But what happens when there’s no next monster, no new god standing in front of him gloating? When it’s quiet?
He snorts, sending up a volley of bubbles. That’ll never happen, of course. But Percy can die, he’s not immortal. Annabeth was insistent that he shouldn’t, but he’s never been great at following directions- and besides, he bets the rage she’ll channel at him won’t measure up to feeling her face in his hands, to hold her in his arms again, to find that quiet outside of life and death with her forehead pressed against the skin of his neck.
Nothing will measure up to having her. And he'd rather have her, no matter what the other option is. But Percy can't just kill himself . He’ll readily admit he’s not that kind of guy, not without reason.
Doesn't make him feel any less gray. He pushes off the bottom and allows himself to float in the center of the pool instead, breathing deeply and wishing for just a second he was in the ocean back home, with naiads watching him and schools of fish begging for his attention, salt water and a current that favors him more than Gotham's river had.
He sighs, exhaling not even a trace of air, and lets his eyes drift shut.
—
Percy’s drifting near the bottom of the deep end, still half asleep and zoned out, so he doesn’t notice the other person on the roof until one foot dips in near an edge in the shallower end of the pool, and then another. His body becomes wrought with tension for a moment, straining his ears for any sort of call for his attention. None comes.
He watches curiously as the feet just kick absently at the water, and for the first time since their appearance, he starts to feel as though maybe they don’t know he’s here.
He swims close through the dark water. Jason’s roof is absent of any sort of light except for the tiny one outside the access door. It certainly doesn’t reach the edge of the pool, let alone the bottom of it where Percy is emerging from. He surfaces with just his eyes and scares the crap out of Tim, who startles harder than Percy’s ever seen him.
“ Jesus !” Tim yelps, his voice sounding a little muffled through the water.
“Just me,” Percy raises above the pool to say before sinking low again. Its surface laps at his lower lashes as Tim stares at him, his eyes wide and glinting strangely in the dark.
“I forgot you could just… be down there forever,” Tim sighs, trying to tuck his hair behind his ear. The piece falls loose against the outer corner of his eye again, too short to stay put. “Must be peaceful.”
Percy doesn’t respond, just idly floats closer in a senseless pattern. He starts to sink again.
“Wait!” Tim calls, and Percy bobs back up.
“Do you want me to go?” He looks sincere, but the shadow doesn’t hide the insecurity in the tenseness of his jaw. Percy raises above water level again and offers Tim a smile.
“Not my pool,” He says, audibly shrugging, before sinking with finality and letting the water buffer him back to the deep end. Tim’s legs stay motionless in the pool for a while, and Percy closes his eyes again, reluctantly enjoying the peace and stillness that a pool has that the ocean doesn’t. Percy’s always had an inability to retain any of that stillness; he always needs to move, and he can’t stand the boundary of a river bank directing him one way. If Percy were a body of water, he’s pretty sure he’d be the Pacific Ocean.
A for Amphitrite? He wonders suddenly, frowning. But he thought he made nice with her the last time he was down in the palace. Although, to be fair, it was more so that she felt really bad for him, and he hardly noticed because he was so buried in guilt and horror. He’s reluctant to contact his Dad in any way, shape, or form around the Gothamites, however.
He trusts them, yeah, and they kind of know about all of the worst and best parts of his life, and they know Nico and Will. Hell, Percy handed Jason and Tim the keys to the Greek world on a silver platter, even before the Chimera thing. Not that he would’ve been able to hide it after that whole… situation… anyway, but still.
Knowing about the gods is one thing. Speaking to them is completely different.
And hey, Percy’s never been an advocate of giving them unreciprocated respect… or any respect, honestly, but still. They’re mortals. Poseidon’s one of the good ones, but he’s still a god, and people who are whole worlds to Percy are simply grains of sand to his father.
He’s jolted out of his thoughts when the still water ripples, and he opens his eyes to watch Tim fully submerge himself in the shallower end of the pool before breaching the surface again. Percy wonders how frightening the pool might seem to someone who can’t see underwater in the dark. He slowly drifts along the bottom until there’s only several feet between them, barely aware of himself doing it.
Tim plunges his head under again, and then opens his eyes underwater, which is fine when Percy does it because he can, y’know, control water, but that chlorine has got to burn. Percy stares at him and Tim stares back, tilting his head as he settles criss-cross applesauce at the bottom of the pool, casual as you please. Percy raises an eyebrow and taps his mouth, miming breathing. Tim mimes zipping his lips, grinning close-mouthed.
Percy waits him out. It’s nearing the 6 minute mark when Tim finally unfolds and starts swimming up. Percy simply wills a bubble around his head, and the other jolts, gasping in surprise.
“Wh-” He turns sharply, wide-eyed. “How are you-?”
“Skill,” Percy says, his voice coming out crystal clear despite the water in his lungs. He floats backwards slightly with laughter as Tim sputters.
“That’s insanely cool,” Tim admits. That seriousness he wears like a second skin seems looser tonight, a tiny smile pulling at his mouth.
“What brought you out here?” Percy wonders aloud, floating in idle circles around Tim, spinning languidly, sort of like a moon being tugged by a planet’s gravitational pull. He’s accepted at this point that it’s either silence or conversation, and Tim’s down here with him, watching him with pale blue eyes made brighter by redness from the chlorine, even with his wide pupils in the darkness.
“Could ask you the same question,” Tim pokes back. Percy tilts his head at him, mirroring Tim’s earlier gesture, before slowing to a sluggish drift.
“Thinking,” He tells Tim nonspecifically.
“Yeah, me too,” Tim agrees emphatically. “Case. And… family.”
“Me too, actually.”
“Yeah?” Tim asks. He maneuvers in the water until he’s floating stomach up. “Wanna share with the class?”
Percy watches Tim float, wondering at the ease of his deflection. Wonders about the outcome of Percy asking about his family, his dead Mom, his unmentioned father, and the Batman and his brothers.
“Might visit my Mom soon,” He says after a second. “Was thinking about dragging Jason along. Wanna come?”
Tim straightens out the best he can under water and gives him an assessing look.
“I’m not great with parents,” Tim says finally.
“You’re lying,” Percy says casually.
“What?”
“You do it a lot, too,” He continues. Because Tim does. A lot. Percy’s pretty sure it’s a part of his strategy when dealing with just about everything, and an intrinsic part of knowing Tim.
“Okay, well,” Tim starts, and then trails off. Percy floats closer.
He looks exhausted, now that Percy can see him closer. Exhausted physically, and also mentally wrung out, like he was a wet towel someone twisted to squeeze all the water from it. Likely he’s been throwing himself into the case, and likely he’s suffering for it. What Percy can’t figure out is why . Why is Tim so weirdly focused on Percy and his world, why, for all his standing out of the fights, is he so involved otherwise, and why is he so intertwined with criminal and vigilante activity?
Who or what is Tim even lying for?
“I don’t really get you,” Percy admits. “You do all these things that are, like, helpful, but at a cost to yourself. And none of this has anything to do with you. Curiosity is one thing, but you…” You’re solving a case that’s got nothing to do with you , he doesn’t say to avoid redundancy. “What are you even gaining from this? And why does it mean you can’t meet my Mom?”
For some reason, this line of questioning seems to be a dangerous one, which Percy hadn’t anticipated. Tim bristles like a sea urchin before pushing off the bottom and surfacing, swimming back over to where they had drifted away from the shallows. He sits on the edge of a pool stair, his shoulders up above water, and Percy stands opposite of him, coming out completely dry in contrast to Tim’s dripping, stringy hair and clinging clothes.
Even as prickly as he’s become in the last five seconds- and Nightwing was right, that word describes this version of Tim perfectly- Percy hates himself for thinking he looks so pretty, the faint and almost nonexistent light from the moon making his pale skin glow, the yellow door light glinting faintly off of water droplets running down his cheekbones, his mouth and eyes dark against his white face. His thin wet clothes leave very little of his lithe, strong shoulders to the imagination. His eyebrows are pulled down over his eyes and his lashes obscure his line of sight. Nonetheless, Percy can almost physically feel the burn of his focus.
“You seem well acquainted with self sacrifice,” Tim says, his tone completely flat.
“Yeah, but I’m-” A hero? A child soldier? A pawn? - “That’s different. I didn’t have a choice.”
“And I do,” Tim says like an accusation, like Percy’s holding his morality on trial. Suddenly Percy feels wrong-footed, like he and Tim are having two different conversations.
“I don’t know,” Percy says. “That’s the point, Tim. I’m not- saying anything bad about it. It’s- I’m grateful for your help. And you’re pretty cool.” He shrugs. “So don’t tell me, if you want. I just… want to understand you.”
Tim stares at him for a little longer with that same unreadable, unbreakable blankness, that same dark concentration that walks the line between making Percy’s blood heat up and his skin crawl uncomfortably. Finally the other sighs and ragdolls until just his chin is above the water.
“Sorry,” He says.
“Me too,” Percy says, although he’s not entirely sure what for. Maybe for prying. He doesn’t really know Tim, not in the way Tim knows Percy, and due to his familiarity with being clueless when everyone else is completely aware of him, he’s not super hung up on it. Just a little, if he's being honest with himself. Besides, Tim is kind of his friend, right? Percy wants to know more about him in a friend way, not in an enemy way.
“For what?” Tim asks. Percy snorts despite himself, and Tim smiles up at the sky. “This case… You…” Tim hesitates. Percy watches him unabashedly.
“I’ve never been able to take a step back from anything, ever,” Tim says. “But especially if I can do something about it. That’s how I- that’s why I’m here, sort of. With Jason, with- Nightwing, the Bats. Whatever. I saw something I could change, and I changed it.”
“You’re a fixer,” Percy guesses.
“Exactly. But I have methods of doing it that aren’t…” He frowns, frustrated. “I lie a lot, like you said. I’m invasive. I’m not who people think I am. I’m not who you think I am.”
“I mean, between you and Jason, one of you’s a killer, and I haven’t found much red in your ledger.”
Tim scoffs like Percy unintentionally said something really funny.
“Well, I’ve definitely got red , alright,” Tim mutters. “I’m just saying, Percy. I’m not… you were a case to me. You’re another suspect turned victim that I’m helping, I’m not- I don’t want to-”
“You’re trying to say we aren’t friends,” Percy realizes, for the first time feeling the chill of the pool in contrast to the warm, balmy air around them. “Right? It’s not personal. You’re a fixer for anyone . Which, right, vigilante family.” Percy laughs dryly, climbing out of the pool and standing over Tim now, who’s back to being completely still on the steps.
“Not necessarily,” Tim says, although he sounds apologetic. “I just don’t want to deceive you. You’ve got enough going on.”
“Yeah,” Percy agrees quietly, the churning in his gut becoming violent like the ocean in a storm. “Good to know who to trust. And who trusts me.”
“That’s not what I meant by this,” Tim says, his face creasing with frustration. “I’m just saying-”
“That it’s not personal, I got it,” Percy repeats. “I shouldn’t have pried. Your psyche is coveted, I’m sure. I’ll be sure not to ask any more questions.” He turns and tosses a wave over his shoulder before slipping through the door.
Obligation, Percy thinks as he descends the stairs. He passes their floor and keeps going, braving the 20 flights if only to burn the horrible conflict out of his body. That first time they met Serrado, Tim talking him down, taking him to his apartment, sparring with him, sitting next to his bedside talking about time travel- for Percy to be a victim. A victim .
Riptide burns against his thigh and he ignores the fact that even now, his lungs can’t quite reach full capacity yet. Gods, Percy thought all the alluding to his birthday party, all of the time spent fighting together- but clearly not.
Percy grew up in an environment where all you had was each other. Loyalty and fighting side by side meant you were friends, at least to him. Percy had been so weak in front of Tim, and Tim misunderstood his trust as neediness. Maybe he’s been too reliant on the vigilantes of the scene.
He wonders if Jason feels the same obligation . If his need to protect children outweighed his trust issues enough to harbor Percy and friends for all of their Gotham escapades. He saw Percy taking in Margot and thought to himself, here’s my good Karma. Instead of kicking out the evil meta children in his Alley, he fed them. Is there a time limit? Does their friendship end when Percy’s gotten rid of the bad guys?
He’d sort of only come to expect temporary alliances with people from his world. For some reason, he’d been so quick to believe Jason and, by extension, his family, were long term installments in his life. Not people to vanish or turn on him as soon as his usefulness as a victim, or a suspect, or a lead, has been used up.
He wonders if or when Nightwing will sell him out to the Batman. He wonders why he trusts so easily.
He makes it to the lobby of the building and has to pause to catch his breath. He can’t wait for too long though, because of those pesky cameras and monitoring systems that Jason has. Which must be for assurance, rather than Percy’s safety like he originally thought.
Way too trusting , Percy reprimands himself as he walks along the empty streets of the Bowery, slowly winding into the city.
He shoots off a text to Jason anyway, solely for Margot’s sake. At least he knows that even though they’re not really friends, Jason’s got his back. Tim and Nightwing, too. Because it’s their obligation, their self-appointed job, their crusade, whatever.
Percy walks for a long time. He walks until he’s in a part of the city he hasn’t yet been, a larger and more open area. There’s a zoo he can see a couple blocks down, but he chooses instead to slip over the gates of the botanical garden, wandering through the foliage and flowers, carefully not stepping on any of the displays. He sits down at a random bench to sulk.
He was going to take Tim and Jason to meet his Mom . Idiot, idiot, idiot. What would Annabeth say?
She’d probably tell him that they never made any sort of inclination towards actually liking him past his ability to decimate people in his way, first and foremost. He wishes she was here; she could’ve seen this coming a mile away. She would have pointed out to him that hey, maybe Tim is so weird and secretive because he’s keeping secrets and doesn’t trust you . Percy’s used to not being trusted- there was a period of time where everyone thought he was going to throw in with Kronos. He’s even used to this unique brand of betrayal, like Nico’s dislike of him following Bianca’s death and his brief stint in an airtight prison at Hade’s palace.
And, of course, Luke.
He hasn’t thought of the older boy in at least a week, which is a new record, but now all he can think about is making the right choice , which is really annoying because he thought he’d be over that nightmare at this point. But here he is, wondering at which point his choices went from mildly defendable to living with a crime lord and his freaky brothers who are entirely too invasive and probably have ulterior motives.
Percy’s a good judge of character. He knew upon meeting Jason that the other was a decently good person, if not necessarily an upstanding citizen. Same with Tim and especially Nightwing.
He thought the same thing about Luke. And months later, Luke almost killed him, and continued to attempt it for the next four years.
Percy’s pretty over being a pawn, or bait, or being used, or being lied to. He’s tired of being a powerful player. He doesn’t want to play. He wants to sit in the audience with a Coney Island hot dog and yell profanities as the bad guys and the good guys fight to the death. Nowadays there are no good or bad guys, and Percy doesn’t get to sit down and watch. Instead there’s bad guys and worse guys, and Percy’s standing between them with his sword and people to protect. Always people to protect.
And the crux of it is that Percy will never stop playing as long as there’s a prize to win, and as long as that prize is the safety of his loved ones.
He’s knocked out of his thoughts by a sudden sharpening of his awareness, the feeling of being watched crawling across his skin. He glances around subtly but finds no one, and his hand sinks to his pocket.
The bench creaks next to him. He looks up and jumps about three feet into the air, on his feet with Riptide uncapped within the second.
There’s a shadow on the bench, with stitched details across its skin, and no other discernible feature. Its figure is vaguely female, although he couldn’t be sure. All he knows is the feeling in his gut that this is a fight he might not win.
The shadow waves at him. He tentatively raises his unoccupied hand to mirror the gesture.
“Percy?” The shadow sounds like a girl, and upon closer examination, there’s sharp ears on her head and a bat across her chest.
“Yeah. You a Bat?” He asks.
“Black Bat,” She confirms. “A friend. Sit?”
“Friend, huh?” Percy studies his new companion for a minute, before warily sitting down. He sighs, looks down at Riptide and then back up at her. “Promise?”
She holds out a pinky finger. Inexplicably, he takes it, and they pinky-promise. He caps Riptide with another sigh.
“Alright,” He says. They sit in silence next to each other for a while, and for some reason, Percy feels… settled. Like whatever chill vibes Black Bat is projecting are sinking into Percy via osmosis, or something. He casts a sideways look at her. Did Jason send her?
“Question?” She asks him.
“Several, honestly,” Percy admits, and then pauses, thinking of the way Tim reacted when he started prodding. “Well, you don’t have to answer them, but I have to ask. Do all the Bats know about me?”
“No,” Black Bat says, her voice soft.
“Alright, cool. Did Jason send you?”
Black Bat scoffs.
“Well, I don’t know, I wander off, you show up…” Percy trails off.
“Jason and I…” Black Bat puts a hand out in front of her and makes a so-so gesture.
“Did Tim?”
“No one sent me,” Black Bat says patiently. “I saw you. You’re upset.”
“Nice of you to approach,” Percy comments, because as much as she’s trying to sell the harmless coincidence of running into him, he’s not buying it. He’s never met her. Even through her coworkers- siblings?- she must know him to be dangerous, maybe temperamental, not exactly friendly, and hey, did he mention dangerous ? Then again, she appeared more silently than Nico when he shadow travels, and her presence kind of felt like becoming aware of a nuclear bomb in the same room, so she might not be worried about that.
“You don’t trust me,” She says, breaking him out of his thoughts. He frowns at her.
“It’s not personal,” He tells her.
“We pinky promised,” She insists, waving her pinky around again. Percy grins slightly in spite of himself and shakes his head.
“Right,” He says. “Sure. Why are you… I don’t understand you people. What do you want from me?” The last question comes out shockingly desperate, and he looks away, scuffing his Converse against the ground.
This whole time, Percy’s been a case. Sure, okay. Fine. He gets it, no hard feelings. He waltzed into Gotham and brought a new, horror-filled world to prey on their children and vulnerable, then caused a lot of property damage, and he’s the fixation of their latest adversary who just happens to be some megalomaniac minor god. Jason’s providing him a home as a way to keep a close eye on him and his allies, who are meta-adjacent in a town that isn’t towards their inclination, and who also have huge targets on their backs. Again, courtesy of Percy. Tim just cold-bloodedly cut Percy off, in no short terms, roughly two hours ago. The only one that Percy can’t really tell with is Nightwing, ‘cause he was so damned earnest in that bathroom.
Now, though, there’s a new player in the game, one that’s nowhere near his family, though that could change easily given Percy’s proximity to her’s . And she’s just pinky-promised to be his friend. After meeting him for the first time. Purely through hearsay from the very people whose kindness Percy misunderstood the nature of. And she’s scarier than hell. Percy would know, he’s been there. He has no idea what to think, except that if he takes her at her word, he might be the most naive, stupid neanderthal to walk the planet.
He just wants it to be clear, to be easy, to make sense. Percy, soldier, or Percy, friend, or Percy, son, or Percy, Hero of Olympus.
Little Pawn , Serrado had mused so condescendingly. Percy sneers at the ground, the trees in front of him blurring out of focus as he disappears into his head.
“You are not alone,” Black Bat says suddenly, cutting through the noise in his head.
“Oh, I know,” Percy says quietly.
“No. What you’re feeling.” She seems to stare straight through him even with the featureless mask. “We want for you to be- to be safe. You are kind, and good. You’re Tim’s friend and my- my friend.”
“Tim?” Percy echoes. “Yeah, okay. Hey, I'll catch you later, alright?” He gets to his feet and salutes her with the wrong hand before turning around and trying not to walk too swiftly away from her. He briefly files away the fact that she looked confused at whatever she had seen on his face.
He can't hear her follow but that doesn't mean she isn't- but she doesn't stop him, which he's thankful for. Nonetheless, he feels watched all the way up to his old apartment deep in the Alley, where he carefully climbs up the fire escape and fights with the window lock until it gives.
The room is the same, down to the fountain, untouched since he last pillaged it himself in his hurry to reunite with the others after their sudden disappearance. He collapses onto the bed and stares at the ceiling, feeling the horrific, conflicting tangle in his chest loosen slightly at the familiar trickle of Tyson's fountain.
His blinks grow longer and longer until eventually he’s soothed to sleep.
Notes:
me, going through it sverely: this is a great opportunity to inflict my troubles on an imaginary character that i live vicariously through to avoid my own sense of aimless direction and lack of purpose and the general dread with having nowhere to go and being stuck in a situation. cheers. sorry it's late and short, i'm just evil and sad rn. can't promise consistent updates, especially since the last like 5 chpts ive pushed out and as a result they're less edited and genuinely pretty mid, my fault. also fun fact: in my original plans, percy wasn't viciously depressed or visited by annabeth so he and tim's relationship moved a lot faster, which is why i've kind of been stumbling a little and also why i had that brief lapse in judgement abt j and p lolol
ch notes:
>the red in tim's ledger: do you know how many assassins were probably in the LOS bases that tim blew up? probably hundreds. maybe thousands. he's not necessarily pulled the trigger face to face first degree style, but don't forget about the Future Evil Team, Batman with guns, and bruce's fear of tim becoming a supervillain. not that his sense of justice is skewed in the same way bruce or jason or even dick's is, but he's got his own brand of crazy, and definitely casualties that he's directly caused.
>quick cass sneak. there will be more, i love her so much, i am very excited for the upcoming chapters.
>now that i'm finally reading some timmy comics as well, specifically teen titans during infinite crisis, i'm noticing how serious he can be. and how much of a prick he is. just like bruce fr i love him
i feel like i yap wayyy too much abt my personal life but it's not like the notes are mandatory so sorry if that irritates u. hope everyone is having a great weekend, hope you all watched revenge of the sith in theaters last night (4/25), thank you SOOSOSOSOSOSSOOSOSO much for comments and kudos, stay tuned for action soon!
Chapter 16: a willing pawn (an unwilling player)
Summary:
He doesn’t need Jason. He doesn’t need Tim, or Nightwing, or Red Robin, or any of the other bats. He doesn’t need to endanger Nico or Will. He can do it himself.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
July 30th, The Bowery, Gotham City. 03:45
So. Tim may be stupid.
Tim is no stranger to fumbling with interpersonal relationships. Obviously his parental figures, excluding Dana before she was admitted to a mental hospital, were never fantastic examples of this. Jack and Janet Drake could have been called many things, but the word warm was not on the list. Even after Tim repaired his relationship with his Dad, Jack wasn’t communicative, and he’d probably have won awards at pushing people away.
Though Jack would win a silver in the mediocre father’s ceremony, Bruce Wayne could walk out of the building with a Nobel Prize for Best Distant Dad. Tim has spent his entire vigilante career looking after Batman, helping him emotionally regulate, and cleaning up after him- or attempting to, because things like breaking Jason out of Blackgate went less than successfully- and so he knows a thing or two about emotional immaturity, the inability to communicate, stonewalling, emotional manipulation, and of course the downward spiral that rises in the event of any catastrophe involving Bruce’s children, which results in a wave of pushing everyone away.
Tim has always been good at weathering things like that- things like being pushed away, cast aside, being looked down on, being a fill-in. And as Ra’s called it, he’s pretty much second to the big bad Bat in all things detective, objectively (although privately, Tim knows he’ll never be Dick Grayson, which is a complex every Robin and probably every other young hero has).
And despite this- or more likely, because of it- Tim is also kind of an idiot, when it counts. He messed up with his first girlfriend Ariana, he messed up with Jason (although that one he can’t take all the credit for), he and Steph had a mutually explosive fallout, and Jesus, Tim tries not to touch his history with Tam with a ten foot pole, even as closely as they work now. She’ll occasionally bring it up sometimes and he feels an uncomfortable pool of inadequacy in his stomach every time- she was a victim of circumstance, she had to rely on him, and he was- busy. With Ra’s, with Hush, with the discordance between him and Bruce and Dick and Damian and hell, Stephanie when she sort of died for a little while. That’s not to mention the weird not-feelings stuff with Kon before and after the whole revival situation, with Cassie, and his brief stint with Bernard before the other moved to study abroad.
Tim has never been good at things like being the victim, and he rarely ever is. There is never a time where he will willingly fill that role even when the opportunity presents itself, because he simply does not have time to be doted on. Besides, he can handle his own problems- physical, mental, or otherwise.
So he thought.
Of course, then he turned around and looked Percy Jackson in the eye and suggested that he was a victim, after acknowledging out loud the inescapable heroism the other seems to have wired into him, just like Tim, just like the rest of them.
And then he said they weren’t friends. Which, from a technical and practical standpoint, Tim would’ve liked to maintain. Realistically and if it were anyone else, maybe, or if Tim were Bruce, it wouldn’t have ever been a problem. Tim could’ve kept his distance from the get-go. He could’ve driven Percy to Jason’s apartment, and then stopped visiting him and his friends-slash-cousins and his little, 7 ½ year old shadow. He could’ve put the damn sword down and left it alone. He could’ve stopped leaving potentially compromising information about his secret identity in plain sight while being entirely conflicted about revealing it in the first place.
With Tamera, there was no choice in the matter. He was Red Robin, and he was Timothy Drake-Wayne, her boss, and she knew both of those things pretty quickly without him getting a word in edgewise.
The ball is in his court now regarding his secret identity, and for Bruce-related reasons, he’s desperately clinging onto Percy’s obliviousness. The point might even be null, given Nico’s comment that night a week and change ago after the Garbage Truck Incident, because if Tim thought a simple domino and voice modulator would fool that freaky kid, he'd have been mistaken. Clearly though, for reasons unknown to Tim, he hasn’t told Percy. Which is great, but also helped Tim very easily put his stupid foot in his stupid mouth.
And now he’s wrapped in one of Jason’s less blood-stained pool towels- blue with orange lizards all over it, except where it’s slightly, suspiciously brown in various spots- and staring blankly at his laptop screen, wondering what he’s even supposed to do. He couldn't bring himself to leave Jason's building, and so he's sitting on the Crime Lord's ratty couch.
He can’t let it go, for some reason. He’s been able to put every other instance of foot-in-mouthery aside with his friends and his brothers and Bruce and his situationships and partners. For the most part, anyway. On their end, he thinks he’s done okay at easing their resentment towards him, or any ill-will they might’ve been harboring. And Percy’s supposed to be a piece of the case, nothing more. Except that he’s not. And Tim thought that vocalizing his initial desire to have their temporary partnership be just that- short-lived and impersonal- would… sort it out. For him and Percy. He didn’t know Percy actually liked him, alright? Tim’s done nothing but invade his personal life and yes, he’s been co-operative with him, but Tim figured that’s because he didn’t have a choice. But he has to remind himself that Percy’s led armies, fought battles with beings Tim can only imagine, been places no one should ever be. He doesn’t need Tim’s help. Honestly, if he didn’t have Margot and the other kids in the Alley to keep an eye on- and trust him, Tim’s got several eyes on them at all times, because Jason isn’t the only reliable person around here- he wouldn’t even need Red Hood’s help. He's sticking with them by his own choice- a choice Tim might've just fumbled.
So that’s Tim’s bad, reflecting on the conversation. To imply that Percy’s helpless, or means nothing to him, or even that regular victims mean nothing to Tim. Percy’s not a regular victim. This isn’t a regular case. Tim’s been on a team full of super people- he’s led teams full of them- but then, he was pretty awful to them in the beginning, too. He didn’t even get to pull out Mr. Sarcastic or any other alias for Percy, because the disguise he was wearing when they first met was his own god damned civilian identity. He must be stupid to think he can treat Percy like he knows Red Robin, slightly mythical, calculating and distant vigilante, instead of Tim Drake, nerd and failboy creep extraordinaire (Steph's words, not his).
And he has a feeling that Percy’s just as stubborn as Dick, and Tim’s always struggled the most with his eldest brother where it counts. Yes, Dick exceeds in making nice nowadays, and being a team player is one of his defining factors. Dick Grayson is the best of Batman, Superman, and an amalgamation of what they all should be. But forgiveness- Dick may play happy and smile and say it's okay, but he never forgets, and sure, prying an apology out of him isn't like taking a lockpick to a lockless door like it is with Bruce; he knows when he's wrong and he can admit it. But he's self righteous and the worst part is, it's usually rightfully so. And all of that plays into his stupid stubbornness. It's easy with Jason- he wears his heart on his sleeve. Damian makes no secret of how he feels, and Cass and Steph never even tried to hide from Tim- or in Steph's case, very quickly realized it was impossible for her. Dick's a lot like Tim in this regard- a steel trap wrapped in some sort of fabric. Tim's just happens to be twill where Dick's is wool.
But Dick would apologize. And Tim will apologize. As soon as he figures out the right way to do it, and a way to do it sincerely enough that the visible decimation of Percy’s trust is not actually as irreparable as it had immediately felt on the roof.
Good to know who to trust. And who trusts me. It’s not personal .
Because watching him walk away felt- bad. Felt like a betrayal on his part, like shame, like Tim is stupider than he previously could have imagined.
I haven’t found much red in your ledger.
I just… want to understand.
And you’re pretty cool.
Tim is actually an idiot.
What really cements it is Cassandra crawling through the window in her creepy ass suit and scaring the shit out of him. Tim really needs to up his situational awareness, because that's the second time tonight he's been snuck up on.
He jumps, nearly displacing his laptop, before sliding it aside onto the couch.
“Percy's hurt. What did you do?” She asks, moving his laptop onto the coffee table and perching next to him. She pulls her mask up and stares him down with those all-seeing brown eyes, and he can't hold her gaze for long.
“I kind of… implied that we weren’t really friends by accident,” Tim says, grimacing. Cass just looks at him, waiting, and he breaks. “He wanted to take Jason and I to meet his Mom. I kind of- freaked out, I guess? He doesn’t know me, Cass! And I don’t know him! If Bruce wasn’t off-world, I wouldn’t even-” I wouldn’t have even risked hanging out with him. Because Tim is a good, loyal (Red) Robin. He’s just also the best Robin at lying to Batman. Old hat, in fact. He liked to make Dick feel like he had the monopoly on deceiving Bruce, but Tim’s way past sneaking people into the Manor. He stopped bothering when Kon and Bart were gone. No, Tim hides information on the Batcomputer, in the cave, and even in the Batmobile. Bruce is omniscient except when he’s under the impression that he knows everything, and Tim is an extension of his knowledge, so any information Tim chooses not to share becomes a blind spot. An incredibly easily exploitable blindspot.
Well, for Tim. Bruce is a little too aware of Jason and Damian, and nowadays Dick doesn’t bother arguing or explaining much to him, he just does his own thing. Tim’s been too preoccupied with the case (Percy) to invest much stock into the recent family dynamics, but something is definitely going on with Bruce and Dick, and if he thought Jason was steering clear of the first Robin before, it’s nothing on the glacial distance between them now. Tim wonders if Dick made a mistake with Jason like Tim did with Percy, or vice versa.
Anyway, the point is, Bruce doesn’t know about Percy, and Tim’s not really sure why he’s been trying so hard to cover the demigod’s tracks. He and Barbara and Jason have been working together on it, now that Serrado has been branching out to bigger and better partners, and now that Scarecrow’s been confirmed to be involved.
The case outside of Percy quickly grew in size, almost alarmingly so. Tim’s not sure what kind of god Serrado is, but he must be charismatic, because whatever he was going for with the Romans (and isn’t that ironic) ended up being successful, despite Falcone II fleeing the scene at the sight of Percy dissolving the Nemean Lion (and Tim wonders what Percy’s Mist made the monster look like to the goons and mortals that had lasted long enough to see that fight). Tim spent his past week arranging to go undercover at yet another exhibit, this time advertising something more sinister- Tim’s not sure exactly what, but he knows for a fact that the guest list and the security has grown in size and threat.
“You know Percy,” Cass says firmly, crossing her arms and leaning back to continue her staring.
“Not well,” Tim defends.
“Lying,” Cass snaps, and then exhales. Tim leans back in turn, out of shock instead of indignation. Cass is upset with him. She’s met Percy all of once, and it was tonight. The only other time she’s even seen him has been on Barbara’s shaky CCTV footage and during the Garbage Truck Incident.
“He’s kind of unpredictable,” Tim tries. Cass scowls at him.
Percy is not unpredictable. Percy’s Dick with less Bat training and more gall, if it’s even possible. If there’s a fight, he’s in front. If someone he knows is hurt, it seems impossible to stop him. He’s relentless, skeptical, laid back until provoked, and unmatchable with a sword. He’s got pride but it doesn’t guide his stupid, reckless decisions. Impulsive, brash, quietly intelligent. Kind.
Percy has no secrets or shadows around him. Percy is hurt. Percy is so hurt. Tim couldn’t bear to show him the other pictures he found in front of his brothers and Percy’s friends. The look on his face when he saw Annabeth, when he saw Luke, when he stared at his own half-starved self on that TV screen- Tim couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Tim knows now that Percy would rather impale himself than hurt those who he loves, those who he trusts. Those he considers friends. He’s known that for longer than it should’ve taken to figure out, because Percy is candidly a good person, if not a little murdery and overly New-Yorkerly.
And Tim is a liar who blows up his allies’ bases with hundreds upon hundreds of people in them. Granted, those people were with League of Shadows, and that ‘ally’ was one Ra’s al Ghul, but Tim doesn’t feel as bad about it as he’s pretty sure he should. Jason would buy him a drink, but Bruce would rip the wings off his back if he knew.
Tim thinks about Percy’s face when he said your psyche is coveted , when Tim took offense to Percy implying that he had no choice in his heroism and Tim did.
From one standpoint though, it’s even true. Percy’s blood is literally divine, and there are eons old prophecies written about him (Tim’s done his research. He’s built a timeline. He’s become unilaterally obsessed with one Percy Jackson, which was another reason he tried to dodge that bullet on the roof- because up until their sparring, Tim’s dumb brain was fixated on Percy like an object, like an interest, rather than a person. After their sparring, it went from an obsession to something worse, something Tim can’t even admit to himself in the privacy of his mind). The mythical world sought him out and was unavoidable.
In comparison, Tim sought out his own fate, wrote his own prophecies in the wake of Jason’s death and Batman’s sputtering crusade and dying spirit. Tim chose to step into the boots.
But he didn’t choose to be who he is. He didn’t choose to be a genius, or an idiot, or headstrong, or invasive, or unusually good at deception. He just is . He’s hard-wired to be something more . And he thinks that Percy might understand that, if he had just explained instead of stumbling into the wrong words.
Tim’s psyche is coveted, but usually by terrible people. Percy and his weird loyalty thing and his weird trusting thing and his weird general Percy-ness is- was- a breath of fresh air in comparison.
“I know him pretty well, I think,” Tim admits.
“He is honest,” Cass agrees. Her body language has shifted into something far less hostile, and he knows that she’s reading him like a book. “You are not.”
“Yeah.” Tim swallows, looking down at his hands. Knowing it and hearing it from Cass are two different things. He feels stupid for letting it hurt his feelings, because in any other conversation it would be an objective fact that Tim might even take pride in. “I’m not. And I told him that. And I told him that I didn’t want to deceive him. I didn’t mean that we weren’t friends, I meant that I’m a freak and know way more about him than he does about me, and that as soon as we’re done with this case he’ll figure out that I’m not worth his time. I thought- maybe, because of the heritage thing- but he doesn’t seem to care about that. He doesn’t get why I’m helping him and I don’t get why he’s so insistent on-”
“Trust,” Cass interrupts him, and he stops with his mouth still open. “He knows that you are a stalker.”
“Hey.”
“And he likes you anyway,” She continues, laying a gentle hand on his wrist. He watches her fingers dance across his much paler skin, stark against his bone-white arm. “Nothing to prove. Nothing to hide.”
“Not that I gave him much of a choice,” Tim mutters.
“Not Percy,” Cass says, squeezing him. He looks up again. “You.”
Tim scoffs before he can stop himself. Cass kicks his thigh, which he deserved.
“My identity,” Tim says. “For starters. And I’ve got enough baggage to last three lifetimes.” Which sounds dumb out loud, because Percy has got a lot of his own stuff going on. “You like him, huh?”
“He is…” She tilts his head. “Different. Clear, like water.” Her mouth twists up at the corners at her own joke, and he knows his expression mirrors it against his will. “Good for you. Good for each other. Red Robin is not- not the problem. Fear is the problem.” She stands up and pulls him into a constricting hug. “You are afraid of him.”
“I mean, he could kill me pretty easily,” Tim says, knowing that’s not what she meant. Cass squeezes him tighter.
“Your heart is afraid,” She says quietly. “He is hurt. He is missing an irrepl-irreplac-”
“Annabeth.” Tim says it without thought. And he realizes that it’s partially true, that yeah, Tim was dodging the friendship because Percy isn’t supposed to be in Gotham, and because Bruce wouldn’t become close with him, and because he had a weird mental dynamic with him the moment they ran into each other. But he’s also avoiding it all because deep down, Tim knows Percy will never let his dead girlfriend go- not that Tim thinks that he should be trying. Tim had such a hard time letting Kon go that he tried to clone him 99 times, and they weren’t even together. Kon didn’t even know Tim felt like that. “I don’t- Cass, I’m just his fr- I just want to be his friend. I don’t want to be…” I don’t want to be Annabeth .
“You don’t just want friends,” Cass says. “Think of Kon.”
Nail, meet hammer.
“This is different.”
“Because you are scared. Because he has lost a- a piece of him. But Tim, you are not a replacement.”
Tim feels something shrivel up inside him, recoiling at the word. Cass can’t even see him, but his body must tense, because she runs a gentle hand across his shoulder blades.
No, not a replacement, but a substitute. A stopgap measure to hold everything in place until the real thing comes back or the right thing takes over. Tim was a good Robin- no, Tim was a great Robin. But was is the key word. Now he’s a great Red Robin, unable to fully shed the identity that he put on only for one night to save Batman and Nightwing that sunk into his skin and painted his bones like in the Flying Graysons’ colors, inescapable.
Tim’s not the greatest friend. He’s reliable, he’s a good ally, a fantastic asset to have at one’s disposal. But he’s rude, and curt, and too serious or not serious enough, he’s bad at commitment and intimacy, he’s bad at being honest, and he’s bad at boundaries. Tim in a relationship setting is probably one of the worst forms of him, after the one who created Red Robin- another originally temporary identity- because on top of all of those other things, he’s not… normal. The real Tim, not Timothy Drake-Wayne or Red Robin or Detective or anything else, is strange, off putting, and unlikable.
So yeah, he’s avoiding any chance of slipping into yet another role he’s stealing from someone who had it ripped away, someone dead, someone who would look at him and find him wanting.
“I can’t,” Tim says hoarsely, pulling away. “I’m sorry. I can’t.”
Cass just looks at him sadly. Tim is so screwed. He needs to patrol, he needs to get out. Anything but thinking about his most recent fuck-up. He suits up and prepares for a long night.
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Percy feels pretty bad when he wakes up.
His body aches all over and he’s not really sure where he is. He’s lying flat against something solid and uncomfortable, but it isn’t concrete. It’s warm under his fingertips. He opens his eyes right as he registers the burning along his skin and in his lungs.
No. No.
He wants to deny it but he can’t- he can’t deny that under him is flesh, bare, sick flesh, and the balmy air around him does not belong to Gotham in late summer but instead Tartarus. He’s in Tartarus.
It feels too real to be a dream. He gets to his feet and has full control of his body. He clenches his shaking fists and pulls out Riptide, his heart a claxon in his head.
He doesn’t have time to dwell on how he got here- he just needs to go. Except Percy got rid of his only way out a year and change ago.
He looks around. Through the haze he can make out a faint red glow from the ground some 20 feet in front of him, and his stomach turns as he realizes it’s His heart. He can subconsciously feel the five rivers pumping through the massive valves hidden underneath disgusting skin, and he swallows the little saliva that pools in his mouth in preparation to throw up.
Selena is standing in front of him. There are tears streaming down her face as she steps forward and takes his hand.
“Percy,” She says quietly. “I did it for Beckendorf. You have to know what I was promised.”
“I know,” He tries to say, but no sound leaves his throat. She stares at him, her blue eyes catching in the faint light, and then her face starts to melt. Percy watches in horror, unable to tear his eyes away, as her face gives way to a skull. Somehow, she’s still standing.
“You have to know, Percy,” She begs. “You have to know that it isn’t personal.”
Percy recoils and slams into someone. He whips around and Luke steadies him by the shoulders.
“You know what they did,” He says evenly, his voice lacking any venom or contempt as he looks emptily at Percy. He tries to wrench himself out of the other boy’s grip to no avail. Instead, Luke turns him around to face where Selena was- except she’s gone, and where she stood, Tartarus’ heart thuds strongly, its beating reverberating through Percy’s entire being. “You know exactly what you are. And it isn’t a victim.”
Without effort, one of the chambers in Tartarus’ heart explodes , sending the river of fire cascading down around Percy. He shakes his head faintly.
“I didn’t…”
“You can’t be fixed,” Annabeth says quietly. He tries to turn to face her, but he’s rooted to the spot. Out of the gloom ahead looms a faceless figure, a swirling mass of void and nothingness. His footsteps shake the ground under Percy’s feet.
“Perseus Jackson, little destroyer,” Tartarus booms. One of his hands clutches his corporeal chest, as if he can feel the pain of his damaged heart. “I will desecrate your corpse, like I did hers.”
Annabeth slips out from behind him.
There’s a gaping hole in her chest, right between her ribcage. Her spine curves forward out of it, bits of her stomach and lungs peeking out around split bones, although she somehow manages to stand upright. Blood drips from her eyes and mouth like Achlys, and Percy can’t move.
“Don’t want to deceive you,” She says, but it’s Tim’s voice. “We know who and what you are. You’re not a victim, really. And you’re not alone .”
She bursts into red mist and covers his entire front, and the scene changes.
Percy registers new voices at the same time the world paints itself around him. He’s cold and numb with horror as looks around cautiously, waiting for something else to attack him, or hold him in place, Riptide still gripped tightly in his sweaty hand. Instead, through the door materializing right in front of him, he hears several arguing voices. He tries to take a step and his body is gone, as if he’s been reduced to something like Death Mist. His disembodied consciousness floats through the door.
Serrado is sitting at another grand desk, nearly identical to the one Percy had sifted through at the exhibit they first met. One hand is pinching the bridge of his nose between his eyes, and the other is clenched into a fist against the wood. Percy, directly over the other person, can’t tear his eyes away to get a better look at the other occupant of the room.
“You’re telling me,” He hisses. “That she won’t come to my party? My party? Because of my lack of wealth !?” As he speaks, his voice ratchets up higher and higher until it’s nearly a roar.
“Mr.- Lord Plutus,” The- the arai beneath Percy begins. He swallows and ignores the spike of adrenaline that shoots through him in the wake of Serrado’s real name. Percy’s never heard of a Plutus before. “She simply wants to guarantee accrual of as many wealthy allies that she can use for her own means as possible. Yes, she wants generous wealth at her disposal, but she’s more interest-”
“SHUT UP!” Plutus springs to his feet. In his hand materializes a solid gold staff, topped with a small cornucopia. “She should be highly pleased! I am bringing her the wealthiest prospects this decrepit city has to offer for our purposes, and I would know! Not to mention they also excel at her own favored activities!”
“She- she said that the true wealth lies i-in-”
He swings his scepter at the arai and completely destroys her, scattering dust around his office. From his nose, a single drop of golden ichor drips, and he wipes it away carelessly.
Percy’s perspective shifts until he can see the paperwork on Plutus’ desk. The other man sits down and takes a pen to what appears to be a calendar, scrawling something under the words ICEBERG PENGUIN PARTY on the 3rd of August, in 4 days .
“I hate those things,” Plutus mutters under his breath. “She can find her own beneficiaries. I will show her the error of not following my lead.”
The dream fades into white and Percy’s turning over and gagging, throwing up bile onto his old bedroom floor before he’s fully awake. He stays hanging partially off the bed for several minutes, heaving and gasping in intervals until he’s more exhausted than when he laid down in the first place. He finally rolls over onto his back and stares blearily up at the ceiling, a little uncertain that he’s not still dreaming.
Eventually he drags himself out of his slightly ransacked old place and makes his way towards Jason’s apartment. The sun’s rays tease the horizon, but due to the continually growing clouds and rapidly approaching storm, Percy doesn’t actually have any idea what time it is. He’s barely conscious anyway, trudging forward listlessly as the sea in his head washes out any other sound around him. He sees shapes pass in and out of his peripheral vision, but no one approaches him. He’s half surprised no one’s tried to mug him before he realizes Riptide’s fitted into his hand like an old friend.
His feet stop when the sidewalk does, and he blinks in surprise at the very real rush of water before him.
He’s made it to the open waterline along the edge of the Bowery, it seems. He must’ve completely bypassed Jason’s building at some point. He levers himself down until his legs hang over the side, his spine curved as he half curls up over himself, staring down at the water. He knows that what he learned about Serrado- no, Plutus- is important, that he should be sharing that information with his vigilante keepers or his real friends, but he can’t stop hearing Selena, or Luke, or An- or Tartarus in his head, their voices blending together and their messages clear.
Tim calling him a victim hurt his feelings because it implied he’s helpless, and more importantly drew a distinct line in the sand for the intimacy of their relationship- to say, there is none.
But really, the problem with calling Percy a victim is that it isn't true.
Percy has been the subject of strings tied tight around his wrists, but he’s always been armed with the tools to cut himself free. He has the willpower, he has the real power . He knows he’s as much a monster as the arai Plutus disintegrated in his office, a curse and a blight on those who know him. He only brings trouble and misery, skilled at wroughting sorrow on those around him, friend or foe. His grip tightens on Riptide.
He needs to do this himself. He needs to get rid of Plutus and then maybe skip town, maybe finally join his Dad in Atlantis. At least then he’d know if it’s actually Amphitrite plotting against him, in which case he can let her have him.
Percy’s not the type to give up. But he’s also not opposed to trying new things, and more than that, he’s tired. He’s done. He’s fought where he was needed, and where he wasn’t, and he nearly destroyed the world twice.
A pawn, but a willing one. He’ll make the sacrifice play again. He can end the game. He has that power. All this time, he’s been thinking that he has to stick around to protect, to ensure his family’s safety- when really maybe the solution all along was to let go. Nico can more than take care of himself, and they all watch out for Sally. She’s not alone anymore- she’s got Paul and Estelle. She’s got wards and connections that she didn’t before. Maybe Margot would be okay at camp. Eventually they adjusted to Nico, and she’s much younger and less prickly than he was when he showed up the first time. Maybe this whole time, he’s been selfish after all.
Feet scuff the concrete behind him. He doesn’t acknowledge the measured steps until someone eases down next to him, almost timid. He can’t bring himself to turn and look at them, but he sighs sharply through his nose, letting Riptide scrape audibly against the edge of the wall.
“Hi,” Says the stranger. Percy hums, still staring numbly into the horizon. “Hood was feeling a little edgy when his cameras lost you.”
He finally glances over at his unwanted companion. It’s Red Robin, which is just strange enough that it knocks Percy out of his intended hostility.
“Patience is a virtue,” Percy croaks, then winces slightly at his own voice. It’s hoarse and his throat burns, likely a combination of his violent retching and the very high possibility of him screaming in his sleep.
“Not really saints,” Red says, and Percy can’t bring himself to reply, his eyes relocating to the water roughly 12 feet below him. “Rough night?” Percy hums again. Red Robin doesn’t say anything else, and for a long time they just sit there in a shockingly comfortable silence.
Just as it seems Red is gearing up for something, Percy gets to his feet again.
“Wait,” Red says, scrambling to his feet in what’s probably ungraceful for him.
“Thanks for keeping me company,” Percy cuts him off gratingly, and is surprised to find he means it. “But like you said, Hood’s probably antsy. Plus, I’ve got a kid to get home to. So, I’ll… see you later. Or maybe not.”
“Percy,” Red Robin says, and there’s something in his voice that keeps Percy in place. “I just want you to know that we don’t trust lightly, okay?”
“If this is your way of saying keep your distance, I got the message,” Percy says, no inflection in his voice besides a ringing weariness. “If this is your way of saying that Helmet trusts me, I know. I live in his building.”
Trusts as far as he can throw Percy- or as far as he thinks he can throw Percy. He doesn’t trust the son of Poseidon; he trusts his own ability to stop him. Which is very misplaced. Percy could stop his heart with hardly a thought.
He gets so nauseous at the thought that he snaps his mouth shut and takes a deep breath in through his nose, which gives Red Robin the chance to keep speaking, unfortunately.
“I’m sorry,” Red despairs, which is weird because Percy’s met him once and mocked his moniker to his face mid-fight, resulting in both of them getting tossed like paper in a strong breeze. “Percy, I-”
“I don’t know why you’re sorry,” Percy says. “But it’s fine. I’m going to bed now.” Fat chance. Percy’s going to google Plutus, and then he’s going to google the ICEBERG PENGUIN PARTY or whatever that is, and then he’s going to go through sword forms and calisthenics until his body is too numb to conjure nightmares. Then he’s likely going to lie down with Margot next to him and watch the door until the sun rises again, and repeat the process. It’s not an unfamiliar one, save for the child-limpet he’s acquired. He can feel Red Robin’s eyes on his back even after he’s made it several blocks away.
He can feel eyes even as he climbs the stairs up to the top floor of Jason’s building, even when he walks silently down the hall, even when he opens his apartment door and meets the first visible pair of them since he left the vigilante at the water’s edge.
Jason’s helmet is wedged between one massive arm and his ribcage, and he was texting on his phone with a minor amount of difficulty before snapping his head up at Percy’s entrance. His gloves are between his teeth. He has his mask with the lenses on, but Percy knows exactly where his heavy gaze is.
He tugs his gloves out of his mouth.
“Where have you been?” Jason asks, and then, “You look like shit.”
“Tried to get some sleep,” Percy says. Jason sets his helmet and gloves down on the kitchen table and works his mask off, never taking his eyes away from Percy’s face.
“Where?”
“Old place,” Percy says snappishly. “I’m going to try again. Hey, do you know of any iceberg penguins around these parts?”
Jason’s stare gets heavier, if possible.
“Why?”
“Nevermind. Goodnight.” Percy brushes past him and Jason lets him go. Percy slips into his room and relaxes a little at Margot’s unmoving, slumbering form. He carefully sits down next to her and pulls out his phone.
He doesn’t need Jason. He doesn’t need Tim, or Nightwing, or Red Robin, or any of the other bats. He doesn’t need to endanger Nico or Will. He can do it himself.
He googles iceberg penguin gotham grimly.
He can do it himself.
Notes:
five days days sober and counting. if you can't tell by this chapter, i'm miserable. LOL
ch notes:
>i love unreliable narrators. and misunderstandings. and angst. sorry (but not really.)
>would you guys be interested in a bats/dc star wars au. asking for a friend.
>or perhaps a spn au. ASKING FOR A FRIEND
>tim: i'm the worst. i'm evil. i suck
cass: you are so much like bruce it physically pains me
tim: i am ignoring that to approach percy and reveal the truth of my identity in a dramatic fashion to make up for the ways i wronged him by speaking poorly
cass: jesus fucking christ
>percy: wow, that sucked. this night cant get much worse
nightmare: [everyone percy felt betrayed by or that he was personally responsible for overseeing/ failures on his subconscious] lol
percy: wow that sucked, cant get much worse
serrado: [revealing sinister connections, plots, and schemes]
percy: wow this cant get worse. right.
tim: [shows up]
percy: that's it. i'm killing myself
>i'm the second youngest child in my family and have several different 'gifted child' complexes (give me a fucking break) and complicated Dad feelings and a slightly painfully distant relationship with my older brother, who i wanted to be more than anything growing up and who i can't tell whether or not hates my guts. i love him. he doesn't call. tim and i... tim and i. god. i think these characters may be the easiest i've ever written fic for. percy and his complexes, tim and jason and dick with all of their own separate shit. i mean you're reading this trash fire so i'm sure you feel inappropriately connected to them too LOL. anyways
stay tuned for the next chapter!!! thank you for everything. i love you guys. i love your feedback and comments and feelings and i like that you like what i'm making because hey, i like it too hahah. see you eventually for next chapter!
Chapter 17: shadows at dawn
Summary:
Percy sets his shoulders. The night’s been long, but he has a feeling it’s just started.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
August 3rd, Gotham City, New Jersey. 01 AT
Percy's sweating like a dog by the time he's able to slip into the Iceberg Lounge, and he's already ready to be done with this recon mission.
Several days prior, he had found out that Iceberg is a place and Penguin is a person, and that Plutus is the god of wealth who apparently used to be blind and gave money and prosperity out indiscriminately. Someone should blind and cripple him again, because Percy's pretty sure the Penguin is not a good guy. In fact, he's pretty patently a bad one that the Batman beats up and imprisons on occasion.
So. Not great.
Now Percy's in an overcrowded club. Turns out the party part was straight forward, because while there are no semi-aquatic birds or glaciers around, the music is heavy with bass and everyone's dressed in some pretty crazy outfits, making Percy feel both under and over-dressed. He settles for leaving his jacket open and undoing a couple buttons on his shirt. Hopefully he looks inconspicuous.
He mills around for a while, unsure of what he's even looking for. That fact in the first place almost pushed him into asking Jason for some support on this, but in the end he just couldn't dislodge the stubborn part of him that refused to cooperate with others after being scorned and spiraling several days prior.
Obviously, the nightmare did not help.
Percy hasn't been sleeping well. Or at all. He's been spending most of his time training, training with Margot and Nico and Will, picking at his food, and avoiding Jason and his family with a single-minded focus. Suffice to say he's not in top shape and his mind is a little sluggish, but not enough to where he'll compromise a simple recon mission. Hopefully.
He's got Riptide, and he's got his cap pulled low, and he's got a drink in his hand he definitely shouldn't have been able to get. The benefits of sloppy Mist-bending. Everything's fine.
He slinks through the crowd, uncaring about jostling other party-goers. Most of them seem faded beyond belief, anyway- hardly anyone reacts to his nudges, and those who do usually turn back around after having to crane their necks to meet his dead eyes. He follows the trail of rich looking people until he spots Plutus at a table with the Roman guy from before- another bird name that Percy can't be bothered to remember, and a small, round man in a black and white suit with a sharply hooked nose and a gnarly scar across his cheek. He has a monocle on (seriously? What year is it?) and his fingers are laced casually on the table, his expression hardly interested. There's a noticeable glimmer of greed in his eye that Percy used to look upon in disgust when he saw it in Gabe at the poker table, right before he'd lay a royal flush down and drag all of the chips against his beer gut. Percy suppresses a sneer and drifts slightly closer.
“-Couldn't make it, this evening,” Plutus is saying to Monocle. “But she and I have magnificent things planned for our shows, Mr. Cobblepot.”
Percy's lucky he's far enough away that they can't hear his responding snort. Cobblepot, what a name.
“As much as I love your up front offer,” Cobblepot says, rapping a knuckle against the slim check on the table between them. “I'm not completely sure I'm sold, Serrado.”
“Well,” Plutus says smoothly. “I would never assume you to be an easy man, Oswald. May I call you Oswald?” He goes on without letting Cobblepot answer. “Mr. Falcone here recognized my recently discovered talent for entertainment and can vouch for me, of course, but I did prepare a demonstration, thanks to your generous offering of space for the occasion.”
Percy is immediately on edge, pressing back against the wall where he's positive no one can see him. He really doesn't want to be hit by a truck or mortally wounded again.
“Call me Penguin. So you weren't just setting up dusty bullcrap in my basement, then,” Cobblepot says, sounding a hair more interested now. “What sort of demonstration are we talkin’, here?”
“Have you ever experienced gladiators in the flesh, ah, Penguin?” Plutus smiles. It sends a chill down Percy's spine. His fingers twitch against the outside of his pocket. “Because I want to bring abundance back to this city, and a little bird is flying right into the ring to assist. I love a good old fashioned brawl.”
This seems like the wrong thing to say. Cobblepot straightens and he stops borderline caressing the check on the table.
“One of Bats’ birds?” Penguin says warily. “That's askin’ to be busted, Serrado. I want nothin’ to do with that.”
“He's already coming,” Plutus says, waving a careless hand in the air in a show of flippancy. “Might as well make a spectacle out of it, make it our game and not his. Plus, it's the red one.”
Cobblepot tenses further. “ Hood ?”
“Red Robin.”
The tension leaves Cobblepot's spine but remains in his hands and shoulders, telling Percy that he knows Red Robin's a threat, but something is making him seriously consider it anyway. Percy assumes part of that is Red Robin not carrying live ammunition or having a reputation for putting a stop to misdeeds in a more permanent way than incarceration, unlike Helmet.
How does he know the vigilante is coming? Is the vigilante coming? How would he know about this little gathering? Percy found out through a prophetic dream.
“That little shit crashed our last reunion, Penguin.” Falcone pipes up for the first time in the conversation. His speech is a little slurred, his eyes half-lidded, and Percy realizes he must've sampled some sort of product or otherwise had way too much to drink. “Let's rectify his mistake.”
“He wants to be a hero,” Plutus says smugly. “Now he can be a hero in the traditional sense.”
Hook, line, and sinker. Cobblepot slides the check across the table and into his pocket, smirking. It's not a good look for him.
“How'd you know he’s gonna be here?” Cobblepot asks as they all get up and shuffle off into a dark hallway. Finally, a good question. Percy's wondering the same thing. The vigilante seems to move in relative silence, and since that morning on the waterfront, Percy hasn't seen or heard anything about him.
“I have my ways,” Plutus says, which is highly concerning. “But he seems very personally attached to putting a stop to my operations. I think it's very cute that he fancies himself an equal to the likes of me.”
Percy slips from doorway to doorway, really wishing he had Annabeth’s invisibility cap. As it is, he's cursing how long this damn hallway is. He peers out from one and watches them turn a corner, but before he can pursue them, he feels something shift in the air.
He looks up and watches in disbelief as Red Robin drops silently to the ground into the empty hall, glancing both ways before typing something into his wrist gauntlet.
Well, Percy thinks. He's gonna owe me big time.
“You shouldn't follow them,” Percy says. Red Robin doesn't flinch, doesn't even tense, but the speed in which his singular focus is directed at Percy makes him feel like maybe the vigilante hadn't clocked him yet. “It's a trap.”
“What?” Red Robin stalks closer, standing in front of Percy with his arms crossed over his chest. His white lenses are blown wide, like he hadn't expected Percy to be there. “What are you doing here? How did you- what ?”
“They know you're coming,” Percy says, ignoring Red Robin's flat questions. “It's a trap. For you, specifically, this time.” He smirks a little despite himself. “I don't think you can take a truck like I did.”
“ You could barely take that truck,” Red Robin mutters crossly before his arms fall to his sides. “Okay. Fine. What's your plan then?”
Percy shrugs. Red Robin stares at him.
“Plutus wants to put on another show,” He explains. “I think stopping you alone is doing wonders for keeping that from happening; and that way Oswald won't throw in with him.” Red Robin is growing in size like a cat puffing up before it starts yowling, so he hastily continues. “What kind of name is Oswald Cobblepot, by the way? I thought Penguin was bad, but-” He pushes air through his teeth with a hiss . “Yikes, man.”
Red Robin does not seem to find him funny.
“Who's Plutus?” He demands, stepping closer. Percy just raises an eyebrow at him.
“Uh, right. Serrado. Did J- Helmet tell you about the whole…” Percy points up, then tilts his head and points down, then shrugs again and makes a circle motion with his pointer finger. “Stuff with me?”
“Yes, but-” There's a sudden noise from the end of the hallway Percy came from and he pushes the door open, stepping back into what turns out to be a tiny supply closet, and Red Robin reaches behind his back as the overhead lights snap on. Percy reaches out and grabs his arm, yanking him in and closing the door behind him.
“Hey, smartass, the trap’s for you, remember?” Percy hisses, listening to the voices in the hallway and ignoring the insane sudden proximity. Red Robin is frozen solid mere inches from his chest. Percy can feel his shallow breath on his bare skin. “How much money do I have to give you to take that mask off so we can get out of here unnoticed?”
Red, predictably, bristles.
“Are you crazy?” He whisper-snarls, raising goosebumps on Percy's chest. One of Red's hands reaches for the door while the other snakes behind his back again,probably going for whatever weapon he has snaked under his cape. “I'm wearing a whole suit, first of all, and second of all, haven't you heard of a secret ident-” He stops abruptly. Percy ignores him again, reaching out and snatching his reaching hand away from the door.
“I don't give a rat's ass who you are under the mask, pal,” Percy says, leaning back as much as he can to look the other in the eye (which is not at all). “Fine. But let's- I'm not in fighting shape, alright? And I really don't want to bail you out of whatever Plutus has got going on.” Though Red Robin has a faint aura, like Tim's, Percy's doubtful he'd be able to hold his own against something like the Nemean Lion or Chimera, especially with no ancient metal on him to fight with. His best bet would be dodging and weaving, stalling until the calvary came- except in this scenario, Percy is the calvary, and they already know it's a trap laid for Red Robin, so why he wants to spring it is unknown to Percy.
Red is frozen and silent still, and Percy realizes he's still got a hand wrapped tightly around his wrist. He gently lets go and looks down at the other before staring straight forward. Red Robin is a little shorter than Percy's chin, and the hand that had been reaching for his weapon joins the other in pressing hard against his face. He exhales harshly.
“Let's give it 5 minutes and then we can leave, alright? And then you can, I dunno, beat the shit out of the mortals to your heart's content. I call dibs on Plutus, though. Just not today.”
“How did Ser- Plutus know I was coming?” Red Robin whispers. His voice is no longer mechanized. Percy tilts his head down to look at him.
“Dunno,” Percy whispers back, feeling the shift in energy. “Said you were personally interested. Not sure why that is.” Jason, he can understand. Tim… he knows better. But Red Robin is so far from the domesticity he had been living in for the past couple weeks that it's inarguably strange.
Red chokes a little, and he sways in place. His fringe brushes Percy's sternum in his movements.
“Oh god,” Red breathes. “He- knows. He knows?” His tone is pitchy, like he's trying desperately to hang on to a semblance of calm and failing miserably.
“What?” Percy braces Red Robin's shoulders, a little nervous the guy's gonna pass out. “What are you talking about?”
“I'm- I am personally invested in this case,” Red says, strangled. Percy frowns down at him. His voice. His aura. His height. His ratcheting heart rate and his clenched shut eyes.
“He knows who you are,” Percy says. Red swallows.
“I- maybe.”
“He's a god. It happens,” Percy says, though he can't tear his eyes away. “...I know who you are.”
Red's jaw clenches. Then he reaches up and peels off his mask.
Tim's eyebrows are pulled low over his eyes, a team effort with his lashes to obscure them from sight. His hands are clenched in fists at his sides and his breathing is deliberate, which Percy is pretty sure means he's definitely freaking out.
“It's chill,” Percy tries, although he's kind of freaking out, too. All that avoiding, all to end up an inch away from being pressed together. Percy tries to go through everything he knows about Red Robin.
Wait.
“You came to me that day,” Percy realizes. “Were you going to-”
“I'm sorry,” Tim interrupts him. He jerks his head up to meet Percy's eyes. He looks resigned, like Percy has already spit in his face, like Percy's the one who pushed him away in the first place. Words start pouring out of his mouth unbidden. “I- I want to be your friend. You're pretty cool too. I didn't mean I don't trust you. I do . And you can trust me. You're not a victim, I just meant that I'm kind of a freak and you don't know a lot about me and-”
Percy puts a hand over Tim's mouth, effectively stopping him in his tracks. 5 seconds later, a group hustles by, gaits uneven. Percy grimaces. Monsters.
He leans in close and watches with a weird pang as Tim's eyes widen over his hand. “Listen. We'll talk about this more later. Okay?” Because although some part of him hates the idea of talking about it- it's the part that took the rejection and reformed his entire thought process regarding Tim's family, effectively recategorizing Jason and Tim specifically into the Allies slot, those of whom don't meet his Mom or have ice cream with him and a multitude of other things. Which sucked, because Jason and Percy and even Tim and Percy had done a lot of shit allies don't get to do, like talk about Percy's friends, and talk about his past, and meet his friends, et cetera blah blah. - That part of him is being harshly overruled by some form of relief. Tim is his friend. Tim likes him. Tim wants him around.
Tim trusts Percy like Percy trusts Tim. He took off his damn mask voluntarily. That seems like a pretty big deal for these types. So Percy's pretty sure he can find it within himself to forgive the guy eventually, even though his unwanted resentment still clings stubbornly onto the scorned sentiment that happily hangs around him like a cloud.
It's not unhelpful that they're in such close proximity and Percy has to suppress a shiver every time Tim exhales too hard. That he's been cold since that stupid nightmare despite Margot's hovering, despite frequent check-ins from Nico and Will, who have been bouncing between Gotham and Camp to coordinate a potential move-in for the city's demigod children and to amass as much possible information on Plutus and who Lady A could be, and that Tim's clarification seemed to thaw some of the ice inside him.
Jason's also been doting, of course, but he's clearly got something of his own going on based on the increasingly dark circles under his own eyes. He's hardly been in the apartment, and the few times he's spotted by the other members of the building, he's been surly, suited up, and covered in blood. He hasn't had much to say at any point, though he's been planting obvious trackers on Percy whenever he leaves the building. Percy would've asked, except he learned his lesson with Tim.
Or maybe not.
“If he knows my identity, my family could be in trouble,” Tim whispers, almost managing that false calm again. Percy squeezes his shoulder.
“He probably recognizes your aura, not your name,” Percy says assuringly. “They only throw mine around because… well, y'know.”
“Yeah,” Tim says, still so quiet, although a smile tugs at the corner of his mouth. “Percy fucking Jackson?”
“That's right,” Percy agrees, grinning back. He shucks off his suit jacket, which causes him to press Tim into the shelf behind him for a moment, then fits it over the other's shoulders. “Can you tuck in the cape?”
It's Tim's turn to stare, although he can't seem to hold Percy's eyes for long. His face is a little pink, and Percy frowns. The sooner they're out of the club, the sooner they can ensure Tim's identity isn't in jeopardy, and he can stop freaking out. They need to talk, anyway.
Tim finally flips his cape up into some sort of shawl, his figure just androgynous enough that it could appear he's a girl Percy's carting home. Percy grimaces at his boots as he strips off his gloves and hopes it's too dark in the main parts of the club for anyone to pay too much attention to him. Plus, if their gazes are directed down, it'll likely be Tim's legs they're looking at, because frankly his suit does nothing to cover up any of his figure.
“Do you think this will work, or should we be trying something else?” Percy asks, his hand dropping to the doorknob next to Tim's hip.
“Uh, I- no, this is the fastest way to get out of here,” Tim mumbles. Percy nods and opens the door a crack, glancing around before slipping out and seizing Tim's hand, pulling him along. The thudding tempo of the bass grows in tandem with Percy's heart as they slip into the main club once more, weaving between bodies. Tim's hand constricts on his own and suddenly he finds them switching roles, Tim giggling and swaying and bumping into him as he herds him towards the main entrance.
“Almost,” Percy murmurs.
Of course he had to open his stupid mouth.
From the front doors, a group of seven or eight visibly armed men slink into the club, hands to their ears as they seem to listen to their ear pieces. Tim's fingers press tightly into the back of Percy's palm, but remarkably nothing else about him indicates his awareness of the situation. He does change course for the edge of the wall, picking up speed with his ‘drunken’ stumbling as the men start to head their way.
“Plan?” Percy asks.
“Working on it,” Tim mutters, before releasing another high pitched giggle that's a little grating and nothing at all like his actual laugh. Percy exhales frustratedly through his nose and forgets to be subtle about tracking the men's movement. He manages to flick his eyes away as their gazes pass over them, but they split off and begin combing the club. Percy curses.
“Alright, don't hate me,” He starts. Tim turns to look at him and Percy uses the opportunity to back him up and crowd him against the wall, caging him in with his shoulders and height, one hand ghosting over his side and the other pressed against the wall near Tim's head. He leans in close until there's hardly an inch between their faces, holding his breath.
Tim's mouth is slightly parted and his eyes are so, so wide, and so blue . Percy couldn't tear his own away if he tried. It feels like for a second he's suspended in amber, unable to move, heavy-limbed and warm. Tim's eyes dart over his shoulder and Percy feels nimble fingers hesitantly clamp down on the collar of his dress shirt.
“They're still coming,” Tim says, his voice faint. Percy swallows.
“I'm open to another suggestion,” He says lowly, still staring.
“I'm sorry,” Tim sighs, and then yanks Percy down. Their mouths meet chastely but harsh, Percy unintentionally squeezing Tim's waist in surprise, and wow, he's so skinny , but there's a wiry strength to his core. Then it clicks that they're kissing , sort of, and Percy should probably be paying attention to that, because it's the point of the distraction.
Tim isn't moving. At all. Despite it being his idea, he seems unprepared for the point of contact, and this is definitely not convincing. No one is going to look at them and think yeah, those two are going at it and should be steer cleared of. That's the only reason Percy gently moves his mouth against Tim's, still chaste, still nervous.
Tim inhales sharply through his nose and tentatively follows his lead, which is all fine and good and Percy is feeling completely normal and fine about it, until someone bumps into him and Tim- makes a tiny sound through parted lips when Percy's grip is dislodged to his hip. It's hardly audible but Percy's brain hones sharply in on it, on his hot mouth, the rest of the club fading away along with his thoughts, and he kind of stops thinking. His hand against the wall slips to Tim's jaw and he tilts his head just so as he coaxes his mouth open, his other hand's thumb slipping into a random pocket on Tim's fancy belt. Tim isn't really breathing but neither is Percy when he licks into his mouth, and Tim's knuckles brush the bare skin of his chest, and it's almost too much. It’s almost too easy.
He hasn’t kissed someone in a long time. He can’t really bury himself in his head about it, though, not with other things to occupy his attention.
He pulls away with a gasp, staring down at Tim. Tim, whose eyes are half lidded and dark , barely any of his blue iris peaking out around his giant pupils that swallow Percy whole. Percy unintentionally squeezes his hip again and Tim jolts, his jaw clenching.
“Sorry,” Percy says hoarsely. Tim blinks rapidly.
“Um,” He squeaks, then clears his throat. Percy's mouth twists into a smirk before he can tell it not to. Tim's mouth is red and a little swollen. His entire face is pink and his hands are still holding on tightly to Percy's collar. He doesn't seem to even be aware of them. “Yeah, it's- it's fine. I- yeah. I think it worked.”
“Yeah?” Percy asks, still looming, still staring, his brain slow like molasses, looping the feeling of Tim's mouth on his, that little noise, Tim Tim Tim .
The music cuts abruptly and it snaps him out of his daze.
“Or not,” Tim says, his voice normal and slightly irritated again.
Percy straightens and reaches down to his pocket, his hand slipping from Tim's jaw to the junction of his neck and shoulder, absentmindedly keeping him in place and shielded as he assesses the room.
The guards have amassed in the center of the room, unsatisfied that their search was unsuccessful. Party-goers all around them are voicing complaints in volumes ranging from hushed to shouted, and Percy's really not sure how they're going to get out of this without being obvious and making a real run for it.
And then the room starts shaking, subtle until it isn't, and the club is rocked by what must be a massive explosion. The sound of it drowns out the ensuing screams and Percy's ears ring, but luckily Tim takes the opportunity to drag him through the fleeing crowd and out the door, then down several blocks. His mask has been refitted over his face, at some point, his cape snapping back and bumping Percy as they pick up speed before careening to a stop in an alleyway. Percy watches as Tim's hand jumps to his ear.
“Why would you do that?!” He snaps suddenly, and Percy raises his eyebrow. “No- no ! Why do you sound like you're- Hood !” He growls and starts pacing, finally snapping out the metal cylinder- expanding it into his bow staff, which is pretty cool- Percy had forced him to keep hidden and slamming it thrice into the brick wall next to them before tucking it away and resuming his pacing.
“So… that was intentional?” Percy asks cautiously after a moment. Tim doesn't get a chance to answer before heavy boots land on the concrete further down the hallway, and they both jerk towards the noise.
Jason is helmet-less and- much like most of the time, as of late- covered in blood. The difference this time is that some of it, potentially a lot of it , is clearly his. There's a thick stream of it pouring from somewhere hidden beneath pink-white-red strands of hair, probably blinding his right eye, and he staggers to brace himself against a wall. He has a gun clenched tightly in one hand, and his trigger discipline is all well and good, but there's a faint tremor running through his entire body that sends his hands jerking sporadically. His leather jacket has several singes peppered throughout it and his body armor is blackened, likely indicating his proximity to whatever bomb went off.
“You're welcome,” he grunts. His breaths are coming out in heaves, and his legs seem flimsy and weak, like the little straws you stir diner coffee with. “God, that- sucked . Fuck, I’m screwed, fuck .”
Percy has been in a couple different explosions, ranging from Plutus’ sudden attack recently to a literal volcano eruption, so he can empathize. Jason doesn’t seem all there, and his head keeps half-twitching like he’s scanning the area for someone specific and not finding them.
Tim quietly slips to Jason's side, attempting to support some of his weight. Percy snaps into action and takes his other side in place of the wall. He casually feels for Jason’s pulse under his gloved wrist, and his eyebrows shoot up at the rapid tempo.
“What the hell is wrong with you?” Tim snaps after a second, digging through a pouch on his hip and then pushing gauze hard against Jason's head, who winces away from his touch. “We had it covered.” Percy’s not sure it’s a great idea to provoke the bloody crime lord, who's still got a gun in his hand and seems very inclined to use it on a whim. Especially given how wide his white lenses are blown.
“Maybe if you two could communicate with everyone your plan, I wouldn't have had to blow up a room full of freaky ass monsters and-” Jason manages before cutting himself off. He doesn't sound so good. Percy wonders what else he was going to say.
“Pot, meet kettle,” Tim hisses. “I didn’t know this idiot would be here, either. And just for that, I'm calling Nightwing.” Percy scowls at him, which goes ignored. This idiot just saved your skin , Percy doesn’t say. I just rendered you speechless , He doesn’t say. You blushed like a virgin when I put hands on you , He doesn’t say, and that last thought almost makes him turn red himself.
“Not- not that dickhead,” Jason whines, and then his knees give out. Tim, for all his strength, cannot deadlift 200+ pounds. Percy, however, regularly rough houses with a Hellhound, so he keeps the flagging man up as Tim presses a button on his gauntlet. It's dusk, thankfully, so the shadows within the alley hide them from people passing by.
“Hey, N. Yeah, that was Hood. We need evac, medical. Percy's with us.” Tim pauses, listening to whatever Nightwing is saying on the other end of the call. His eyes fix on Percy still holding Jason up. “He knows me. Yes- yeah. Well. No, of course-” He stops and refocuses on Jason as Percy does the same.
The harsh breathing the crime lord was exhibiting earlier has nothing on the wheezing he’s doing now, and Percy eases him down against the wall, frowning and feeling his own heart rate spike in panic.
“Ribs?” Percy asks. Jason heaves.
“I thi-” He chokes and his voice is thin and reedy and not at all normal. “I think th-”
Percy has a sudden, terrible thought.
“Were there harpy creatures in that room?” He asks, trying to keep his voice steady. If Jason the Murderous killed a group of arai , there isn’t a power in the world that can save him. Jason shakes his head again and Percy nearly collapses himself in relief. “Okay. What’s wrong with you?”
“Fear gas?” Tim asks. Jason twitches once, but he doesn’t deny it. Tim curses and walks further away, relaying it to Nightwing.
“I keep hearing about this shit, but no one’s told me what it is,” Percy grumbles.
“It’s a chemical that makes you hallucinate or act out due to experiencing primal, unbearable levels of fear. It often makes you relive your worst memories.” Tim rattles this off quickly, still watching Jason but keeping a healthy distance.
“Can you contract it by touch?”
“Not unless you’re, like, sniffing a victim’s hair or clothes or something. Just don’t touch your face or nose.”
“Then why are you all the way over there?” Percy’s holding Jason’s hand and bracing his shoulder, but Tim looks a little nervous himself.
“I tried to kill him a couple times,” Jason wheezes. Percy’s eyebrows jump up. “I’m not- good with- substances. Pit stuff.”
“We’re revisiting that,” Percy says, trying to maintain his own calm demeanor. “How do we fix it?”
“Already administered the antidote.” Jason’s speech is going from stilted to almost incomprehensibly fast. “No, no, no, no…”
Percy watches as the bigger man shrinks into himself, jarring what actually must be several injuries on his person based on his wince. He reaches up and nudges the gauze back over the gash in his hair, ignoring Jason’s violent flinch away from him.
What he can’t ignore is the gun’s barrel suddenly swinging up and pointing at the dark end of the alleyway, the way Jason’s finger is shaking over the trigger, his arm rigid.
“You can’t be here, you can’t ,” He mumbles, and there are very real tears in his eyes.
“Jason,” Percy says quietly, slowly reaching out and clamping a hand over the gun, forcing it down. “Hey, it’s just us, alright? No one’s here.”
“He’s here, he’s- here, he’s here,” Jason’s chanting, a litany of hysteria that only seems to be rising.
“Why isn’t the antidote working?” Percy snaps, looking back at Tim. Yeah, maybe he’s been having trust issues lately. Doesn’t mean he wants Jason to be this afraid, afraid of nothing but the horrors of his own mind, which Percy can relate to intimately.
“I don’t- I don’t know,” Tim says, sounding viciously frustrated. “I think it is . Usually he’d be screaming by now.”
“Tim?” Jason’s voice is tiny, so tiny. Percy squeezes his hand tighter.
“I’m here,” Tim says tersely.
“You have to disable th-” Jason chokes, and his gun arm tries to raise under Percy’s grip again unsuccessfully. “The bomb, the Joker, he’s here, he’ll-”
“Can you just come here?” Percy talks over Jason’s nonsensical rambling and glares at Tim until the other reluctantly slinks closer, kneeling a foot away with Percy’s body slightly between them.
“There’s no bomb, Jay,” Tim says quietly. “You made it. It’s okay.”
“No, no, no, nononono.”
“Jason,” Percy says, mustering up his best General of the modern Greek Army voice. “I’ll kill him. If he comes near you or your family, or my family, I’ll stop his heart. It’ll be easy.” He ignores the cold glass in his chest as he says it, feeling unbearably fragile. Percy kills all the time. The fact that it’s a mortal doesn’t matter. Especially a mortal responsible for doing this to Jason, for haunting him enough that he’s trembling like a leaf, his eyes foggy and distant, tears running in twin trails down his scarred cheeks. Scars that may have come from the Joker.
The glass becomes near frigid as his decision solidifies. Percy doesn’t make promises unless he’s willing to die trying to carry them out. It would be easy to kill the Joker. Morally, physically, and maybe he would even draw it out, like he thought about doing with Achlys.
He tries not to think about Annabeth and her reaction to what he’s thinking, planning. He’s been trying not to think about her since she exploded into nothing in front of his eyes in the nightmare, since he planned this solo mission, and as of 10 minutes ago, since he shoved Tim against the wall and basically put his tongue down his throat.
Oh gods. He kissed Tim, and Annabeth is dead, but she’s not dead . She’s-
It’s not the time. It’s so not the time. One crisis at a time.
“Please, please, please, please,” Jason whispers. Percy carefully pulls the gun from his hand and switches the safety on. He hands it to Tim and snatches his wrist at the last moment, tugging him hard enough to pull him to Jason’s other side.
“We’ll protect you, Jason,” Percy promises. “You’re- you’re my friend. I won’t let him get you.” I promise .
This time there’s no noise as another presence joins them. It’s just that before there were three, and now there is a fourth.
Nightwing is a lethal wraith of a shadow as he suddenly appears at Percy’s side, his mouth a flat line.
“Antidote administered?” He asks grimly.
“Yes,” Tim says.
“We’re going to the cave.” He nudges Tim out of the way and Percy helps him hold Jason’s shivering form up again, walking them to the mouth of the alley.
“Is that- a good idea?” Tim asks stiltedly.
“B’s out,” Nightwing says. “Lab’s there. Hood needs safety, sleep, treatment, family. We’re going.”
“But-”
“Red Robin,” Nightwing snaps. There’s a very real, knife-sharp temper in his voice that Percy would not have expected from the cool-headed vigilante. “You can drive. Just- we’ll talk about it later. If B’s mad, I’ll take the heat.”
Tim hesitates before slipping in front of them. “...Alright.”
They stop in front of the most jacked up Hellcat Percy’s ever seen. It’s got what looks like a jet engine attached to the back of it, four door and sleek, the body of a muscle car that made sweet love with a tank. He helps Jason into the back seat and slips in after him, allowing the massive man to cling, and watches Nightwing climb into the passenger seat. The sound of the car revving as Tim steps on the gas is almost deafening before the doors are closed, which thankfully muffles the ridiculous sound of the overpowered engine.
Percy sets his head back and takes a deep breath. He’s not great with being underground. He hopes ‘cave’ is a nickname.
Jason shivers against him. Percy sets his shoulders. The night’s been long, but he has a feeling it’s just started.
Notes:
sobriety was (not) fun while it lasted. this is not me giving up by any means, it's just that i had a really bad therapy appointment and now i'm on a bender. hey kids, you can only talk about how the here and now is impacting your life for so long until you accidentally bring up your relationship with your older brother and ruin the calm you've so carefully worked towards maintaining for 7 years haha. hahaha. hahahahaahhaahahahahah
ch notes:
>percy/tim but at what cost....
>are you guys excited for the crushing weight of their actions from this ch to impact percy in teh upcoming chapters
>in light of my real life real life there will probably way more, potentially unnecessary in depth angst with dick and jason. sorry
>something that fic writers/fanon seem to forget abt tim is that he's messy as hell, and unlikeable for more than his peculiarities. he's canonically cheated. and that compared to mr. my fatal flaw is loyalty???? OOOOOH that boy's getting whipped into shape. tim may be less "man" (ykwim) than j or d or even damian (and let's face it, steph) but good god he's still a man
>not super content w/ this chapter but i love lvoe love this trope so it must be done unfortunately
thank you for reading. prepare for likely borderline unreadable angst over the next several updates because if i'm suffering, so are the scrimblies. their fault for also having shattered or disillusioned relationships with their siblings. anyways ily, ty SMSMSMMS as always for the comments and kudos, stay tuned for cute crossover fic laced with agony and despair
Chapter 18: the impermanence of day
Summary:
Dick came first, though. It’s his responsibility to fix this shit- and his brothers don’t really need fixing, not the way Bruce would see it, not the way Bruce inadvertently taught them to see it. They need something different, each of them, and Dick is- flexible, he’s an acrobat, he’s Batman’s greatest success, so surely he can do these few simple tasks, he can show the people he loves that they’re loved. That he loves them. That his love is not like Bruce’s- they don’t have to feel like they earned it, they don’t have to change, or fit a mold, or wear his family’s colors.
But it’s not enough, of course. And that’s Dick’s fault, of course.
Notes:
for the correct headspace for this one: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4XefPUEXpQINmIDoIvrP2Y?si=301fc18ec49f4bd8
or conversely, i know the end (pheobe bridgers), let down (radiohead), and forwards beckon unbound (adrienne lenker) on loop if you please
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It turns out the cave is an actual cave, one that has an entrance barred by giant blast doors hidden behind a waterfall. Which is admittedly pretty cool, except Percy really hates being underground on account of the whole Labyrinth and Tartarus and Underworld experiences, and he really hates giant caverns on account of the fight to the death against his half brother in said Labyrinth, and also, see: Tartarus and the Underworld.
So. He's not exactly enthused to be here.
It isn't helped by the fact that Jason seems seconds away from losing all lucidity, and he flinches back from everyone that isn't Percy, whose arm is clamped tight enough within his grasp that he's losing circulation to his hand. He trails behind Nightwing and Tim as they lead him through the massive cave to a well-lit area that seems to be a med bay, and Percy and Jason sit on the edge of a cot. Percy had barely gotten a glimpse around the rest of the cave, but he did see, spanning multiple levels: a massive computer, a metal staircase leading somewhere above, a bunch of display cases with dark silhouettes that were likely suits, and a giant T-rex . He's unsure of what to make of it- any of it, but especially the dinosaur- but Jason's shaking apart beside him, so he refrains from asking any questions for now.
Both Nightwing and Tim have a lot of trouble attempting to draw his blood. It's not until they're joined by an old British guy in a fancy suit that Jason settles enough for a needle to slide in the crook of his arm.
“Hello, young sir,” The British dude says very poshly. “I am Alfred Pennyworth.”
“Percy,” Percy says.
“Thank you for your assistance with Master Jason,” Alfred says.
“ Master ?” Percy repeats, and then, “It's no big deal. He's a friend.”
“I've served this family for several generations,” Alfred says calmly. “And I am pleased to hear Master Jason's capable of making friends.”
Tim snorts from his spot against the counter, waiting anxiously for the blood samples with his mask off. Jason's still shaking and muttering under his breath, his eyes squeezed tightly shut and visible to all now that his mask, too, has been peeled away.
“Solid burn,” Tim says.
Nightwing, who had been at the massive computer, slips silently back into the med bay, his body a line of exhausted tension.
“I need a- your mask.” Nightwing pauses, regarding Tim. “You were serious, then.”
Tim nods, swallowing.
“Figured I was already halfway there, anyway,” he mutters. “And Percy's cool.”
It's Percy's turn to snort. Tim's ears turn red.
“I need a rundown of what happened tonight,” Nightwing says tiredly. He's talking to the room at large, but his focus is clearly on Jason as Alfred moves away and hands several tubes of blood to Tim. Tim whisks the tubes to the opposite corner of the room and starts adding drops to clear slides while inserting another into a massive humming machine. Again, Percy's not gonna ask.
“I wanna know why you were at the Lounge, Percy,” Tim calls from where he's adding different colored mixtures to each slide.
“I had a dream about Plutus, saw his calendar and plans. Which is also how I found out he's Plutus. Who is the Greek god of wealth and prosperity and abundance and shit.”
Tim looks up from his work and Nightwing turns to look at him. Even British Alfred stops attempting to part Jason from his arsenal.
“I'm sorry,” Nightwing says slowly. “Are you meaning to tell me you had a prophetic dream where you spied on a god and it came true?”
“Happens more often than you'd expect,” Percy says casually, shrugging. “Why were you there, Tim? And how do you think they knew you were coming?”
Nightwing twitches.
“Recon, and I don't know,” Tim says, returning to his task with a false air of calm. “I was never seen when I saw the same thing you did, but in person. So I don't know.” He looks up at Nightwing. “He doesn't know my civilian identity, but he definitely knows my face under the mask. Or my aura, whatever.”
“Can you attempt a comprehensive report?” Nightwing asks. It sounds like he's going for a light tone, but he misses the mark on account of the pure tiredness laced through his voice.
“I came in, I spied on Plutus where he and Falcone Jr were chatting up Penguin, trying to get them to join some sort of club or deal or something. Plutus’ initiation was some sort of trap for Red Robin. Red and I were unable to go after them because he's an idiot who wanted to spring the trap.” Percy leans back on his hands, sighing. “We got out, then Jason blew up whatever the trap was, and got Fear Gassed somewhere in that time. The end.”
“Tim?” Nightwing asks.
“Going for recon, attempted to pursue from a safe distance, stopped by Percy.” Tim relays this information flatly. “Left the club during the explosion, and then Jason caught up with us and connected to my comm, already compromised at that point. Then I called you.”
“Thank you for calling me right away,” Nightwing says, exhaling. Tim bristles a little but says nothing else, still fiddling with his slides before humming triumphantly and moving to a laptop he has procured from thin air.
Percy is having an increasingly hard time ignoring the drip drop of water falling from the stalactites above, rushing water echoing off the cavernous stone walls, the massive ceiling far above, nearly too dark to see. It's cool, the air is clear, vented maybe- nothing like the Pit. There's fluorescents everywhere, no bones encrusted on anything. Small signs of wealth, such as that ginormous computer and, when Percy peers out of the doorway, what looks like an acrobatics course. No chains. No monsters. Mortals surround him, the atmosphere tense with worry, with stress, but not with fear. Except for Jason of course, who's shaking himself apart. Percy's pretty sure that's not the only reason he can feel minute tremors running though his own body.
He can tell himself, show himself, that he is safe, that there's not a threat nearby, that the people around him are equipped to help in a fight.
He can tell himself whatever he wants. But Riptide is still clenched tight in his fingers without him even being aware until it shnks out in the relatively silent cave. All eyes are on him but his jaw is wired shut. Jason shakes and shakes.
“You'll kill him?” Jason mumbles. “If he- for me?”
“Yeah, Jason,” Percy manages. His voice is like steel across gravel. “I'll kill him for you.”
“Kill who?” Nightwing is on edge again. The lines of his body are wrought with unnatural stillness. Tim slowly turns back to his humming machine when it chirps at him.
“The Joker,” He says quietly as he types away on his computer.
“Mister Percy,” British Alfred says evenly. “I assure you there is no threat here. You do not need your sword.”
“Yeah,” Percy agrees. He doesn't put Riptide away. He's paralyzed. He's cold.
Percy is afraid.
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04/03. Bat Cave. 21:23
Dick watches as the two on the cot share trembles like a closed connection. Jason had refused to release Percy, and Percy seems-
Well. If Dick didn't know better, he'd say Percy also got dosed.
His freaky eyes dart around the Cave like he's looking for a foe, or an escape. His fingers are white on the hilt of his sword, which is a little fuzzy for Dick to see, on account of what, in Tim's notes on their own private server, Percy calls ‘the Mist.’
Dick moves to Tim's side, watching him synthesize a more specific antidote. Based on the code on screen, it's not too far from their most recent formula, although there are a couple strange tweaks, stuff that Dick frowns at. He's not an expert in toxicology like Timmy, but he's not some chump, either, and he recognizes chemical flags for poison when he sees it.
“Weird,” He mutters. “Hey, maybe make double the dose. Did Percy get hit?”
“He's been in close proximity with Jason since he met with us,” Tim says quietly. “But before we got here, he seemed fine. I think it's- being underground. The Cave.”
Dick's jaw clenches as he nods, his gaze fixing to the wall across from him.
“Another question for you,” He says, trying to keep frustration out of his tone. Tim's shoulders tense and he knows he's already failed. “Alone, Tim? Really?”
“Nothing I haven't done before,” Tim says lightly, not tearing his eyes away from his unchanging screen.
“You've got us, man,” Dick says, a little defeated. “We can- I can help you. Or St- Spoiler, or Black Bat.”
“Right.” Tim pressed a button on Bruce's automated antidote synthesizer, pulling free two tiny vials with rubber caps and meeting Alfred where he stands on standby with two syringes.
This is an age-old argument that was irritated by Bruce’s stint in time and Tim’s gap year from Gotham. Dick’s not exactly sure what happened there, and he’d really like to know , but Tim’s been pretty distant with him since then.
The argument originally started when Dick took one look at the child on his doorstep resembling a young Bruce Wayne, a younger Dick Grayson, and a recently dead Jason Todd, and slammed the stupid door in his pleading face. It obviously came back to bite him in the end, when Tim saved their asses, but at the time it was too hard to listen to how much Bruce needed his help when he didn’t even tell Dick Jason died, when he didn’t wait for him to hold the funeral, maybe even because he fired Dick in the first place.
Then Damian showed up, and, well.
It’s no secret that Dick is made up of rage. Rage, and grief, and wanting- he is a patchwork quilt of cardinal sins. And Tim used to- not see that, or love him in spite of it. Tim used to look at Dick like Dick hung the fucking stars, like the Flying Graysons never died, like he was a real hero and not a fool playing good cop.
Now Tim looks at him the same way Jason does. Like Dick’s mistakes are all he is. Which, alright. Fair enough. Dick sees the permanent blood staining him from head to toe every time he looks in the damn mirror.
Last week, he and Jason talked on the roof. Last week, Jason lashed out viciously, called him Golden Boy, said he created a legacy that put kids in the ground, put unbearable weight on their shoulders, made expectations in Bruce that were impossible to reach. Last week Jason said he only started really caring about him after he came back and tore a bloody streak through Gotham’s underground, that Jason couldn’t ever be what he wanted in a younger brother, not like Tim or Damian, so maybe they just shouldn’t try. Maybe they should just stay far away from each other.
Dick did not take it well.
He was pretty proud of himself when instead of yelling, he stayed measured and patient. He told Jason that he loved him before he died, too. That he was sorry for his initial cruelty but he had tried, before the end. Their ski trip, their late night stints in the kitchen, the occasional team-up against Bruce when he was being particularly belligerent (which was a lot). He told Jason that it wasn’t meant to be a legacy, that he didn’t want anyone else in the boots.
“Yeah, you made that perfectly obvious,” Jason had snarled. “Doesn’t mean you didn’t do it, though. And now Tim’s a little robot down an organ and your Demon on a leash has a superiority complex. And look at me, I got blown up in a fucking warehouse. Where were you , Dick? ”
Tim was not manufactured by Dick, Dick wanted to say. Dick tried so hard to undo that callous conditioning, even when he wore the cowl, even when Tim hated him. And on the same note, he’s put so much work into Damian. As if Dick was the one that told him he was the rightful heir.
Dick came first, though. It’s his responsibility to fix this shit- and his brothers don’t really need fixing, not the way Bruce would see it, not the way Bruce inadvertently taught them to see it. They need something different, each of them, and Dick is- flexible, he’s an acrobat, he’s Batman’s greatest success, so surely he can do these few simple tasks, he can show the people he loves that they’re loved. That he loves them. That his love is not like Bruce’s- they don’t have to feel like they earned it, they don’t have to change, or fit a mold, or wear his family’s colors.
But it’s not enough, of course. And that’s Dick’s fault, of course.
Where were you , Dick?
Because he can try and try, but he’ll never be there when he’s truly needed most, not really. He’s pretty sure even Damian resents him a little.
Dick misses his Mom a lot. She’d know what to say to make the furious ball of everything in his chest unknot a little. But she died a long time ago, and Dick wasn’t allowed to get revenge, not really. Not the way he wanted to. Of course, now he knows better: murder doesn't solve anything. Revenge and justice are not synonymous.
Dick watches Alfred depress the plunger of the antidote, sending the chemical deep into Jason's bloodstream, before handing the other syringe to Percy, who just scowls down at it as Jason goes limp at his side.
“I don’t need this,” He says.
“Perhaps, young sir, it would be wise to take the precaution in the case that you have been contaminated.”
“Thanks, but no thanks.” Percy stands up and eases Jason down further. Dick glides over to stare down at his younger brother’s face, offering a hand out for the antidote, which Percy gives over gladly.
Jason looks messed up. Alfred has already started gathering suturing supplies for the gash behind his hairline, but he looks exhausted beyond that. The shadows under his eyes are deeper than usual. Dick looks down at him for a moment longer before shifting his gaze to Percy.
“Let’s get out of here?” He suggests. Percy nods quickly, still clutching at his sword with a tenacity Dick’s felt a million times himself. He leads Percy back to the blast doors, not quite willing to give up the Manor quite yet. They open loudly, and before he has the chance to smile apologetically at the cascading waterfall, the water parts before them.
He glances at Percy, who barely looks like he's putting in a conscious effort. He just moves swiftly past Dick, nearly brushing his shoulder as he passes, and steps into the open air beyond the doors. Dick follows behind and hears the massive doors careen shut again at their backs.
For a moment, he watches Percy. Watches as he takes a deep breath in, watches as his grip shifts on his sword like he’s ready to turn and swing it at Dick, who briefly reconsiders the antidote he tucked away in his suit. He watches the line of tension in his shoulders tighten before abruptly slumping. Percy releases his hold on the waterfall and the force of water rolls over his head fluidly. Miraculously, his hair stays dry as well as his clothes. Droplets coalesce on his knuckles though, saturating his skin. When Dick steps up to his side, he can see them dripping off his eyelashes. Percy exhales and the pounding of the water lessens to a muted trickle.
When Dick looks up, he sees the way the fall avoids him, a dry patch around him, which is a thoughtful gesture considering how stressed Percy seems to be.
“I hate this,” Percy says suddenly. His voice is rough as he sinks down, folding his knees to his chest. Dick joins him, inclining his head in question, but too afraid to break whatever tentative equilibrium Percy is reaching. The sword disappears into a pen, which he tucks away out of sight. “I hate- being here, and still being- there.”
Dick hums.
“Tim and I kissed,” Percy blurts, and then scowls. Dick looks over at him, shocked.
“Huh?” He manages. It’s not super surprising, on Tim’s side. They may not be talking at this point, but Dick knows Tim. He’s got a big heart and a habit of becoming obsessed. Balancing his work and home life is his biggest trouble, especially in relationships- that whole situation with Steph and Ariana, dating them simultaneously with two different facets of his identity, was not super unfamiliar to Dick. He can’t claim that he’s always been the most faithful, but he’s grown since that phase of his life, and he’s pretty sure Tim has too. So for Tim to go getting attached to Percy in such a way is not a shock to him; he met Percy as Tim Wayne, but the person he’s been around the demigod has been pure Timmy Drake, an amalgamation of Red Robin and his civilian persona.
But Percy- Dick can recognize the indifferent suit he’s wearing because it’s the same outfit he himself wrestles on every day. Percy’s so not over that blonde girl, Annabeth, and Dick’s not sure if he’ll ever be. Dick knows the feeling, sort of. He knows about grief and loss, and he knows about struggling to let go of love, romantic or otherwise. Kori and Babs are still alive, and he still talks to them, but he’ll never quite forget the feelings. Dick’s always had a hard time letting go. He tries not to think about it. Point is, Percy gives him the same impression.
“Yeah,” Percy says after a long silence. “Uh. It was a distraction. At first.”
“At first,” Dick repeats carefully, watching him from his peripheral, thankful for the whites of his mask.
“At first,” Percy agrees. “I don’t- I can’t- I love Annabeth.” He sounds helpless. Dick turns to look at him fully and looks over his melting scowl, giving way to misery. “I love her. I’ll never stop loving her. And I see her, in my dreams. The real her, from the afterlife, if you can believe it.”
“Hmm,” Dick says. Given everything he’s been learning about Percy’s world, maybe it’s not as far-fetched as it sounds, but Dick’s also no stranger to subconsciousness substituting loved ones to absolve guilt (or make it worse. Seeing Jason in his tattered Robin uniform back in Blud all the time after he died was not conducive to his healing process).
“Yeah, I know how it sounds,” Percy says. “I didn’t believe it at first either. But I don’t know how I can look her in the eyes and tell her. And I’m not ready to…”
“You don’t have to be,” Dick says gently. “It’s only been a year, right?”
“Yeah.” Percy looks down at his hands. “I miss my Mom, man. I miss my girlfriend. I miss when life was simple. Well, simpler.” He laughs humorlessly. “Y’know, I can’t believe I’m saying this, but war was easy. You know who the bad guys are, you know who your friends are, or your allies, whatever. Swing a sword, kill the enemies because they’re actual monsters , get the- get the girl.” He falters. “Even the last war. Even when I lost my memory. I remembered Annabeth and I killed some giants. Easy.”
“Easy,” Dick echoes.
“I think you know exactly what I mean,” Percy says mulishly, turning to meet his gaze head on.
Dick goes a little cold. He does know what Percy means.
“When I started as Robin, it did seem pretty easy,” He says quietly. Percy’s eyebrows shoot up, and he chuckles. “They didn’t tell you? Robin was what my mother called me. The uniform was my family and I’s acrobatics uniform in the circus. We’ve all been Robin, at some point.” He wraps his arms around his knee, uncaring of his secret identity in the face of Percy’s sincerity. He can see why even Paranoia-Second-Only-to-Bruce Tim Drake was able to take his mask off. He knows that Percy has the tools at his disposal to uncover him and the rest of the bats, but he can’t bring himself to take his domino off. Maybe it's because it would make him feel more vulnerable, but more likely it's because he actually kind of wants to.
He can’t just do what he wants anymore. Maybe he’s never been able to.
“I joined Batman’s crusade to kill the guy responsible for my parent’s deaths. B showed me that justice was the right way to go, over vengeance. His form of justice was just another word for violence, and it felt like righteousness.” He scoffs, a little bitter. “But it was easy. Robber goes to jail. I go to school. And then I started to see how…” He shakes his head. “Maybe I could be better. Maybe it was more complicated than that. And the world isn’t black and white, especially in this city.”
“Black and white would be easy,” Percy agrees. “But I’m not so sure I’d fit into the good guy category, then.”
“Me neither,” Dick says, staring down at his feet. Thinking about Blockbuster and Vigilante. Thinking about Jason. Thinking about Tim, about Damian.
Where were you, Dick?
“Hey,” Percy says. “Why is Jason afraid of you?”
Dick startles, turning to look at the other. “What?”
Percy shrugs. “Sorry, it’s none of my business. But- earlier, and obviously he was a little out of his mind, but- he seems scared. Of you and your family. And before, after the Garbage Truck Incident-” Dick might laugh, if it didn’t feel like the ground had disappeared out from under him- “He was… twitchy, around you.”
“He doesn’t like me,” Dick admits without thinking, his eyes still glued to the ground. He can’t find himself to take it back though. “He’s… he blames me for a lot. Tim, too. Which is fair. I haven't been the best older brother, or friend, or whatever. I’m not- I’ve never been there. When they needed it most. When Jason died, when he came back and tore into Tim, when Tim went off to save B and nearly died himself- I’ve never been there.” Not when it mattered.
“Well,” Percy says after a second, his voice low and hurt and god, they’re exactly the same, aren’t they? “I was always there, and it never changed anything. But for the record, it’s obvious that you care. And Jason and Tim both look up to you a lot. I’m sure you’re not as useless as you think.”
“Tell that to them,” Dick says, but offers Percy a small, wry grin, devoid of laughter. He gets to his feet as the telltale click of the doors at their backs opening just before the massive slabs of metal pull apart again, revealing the shadow of Tim’s frame. His face is cast in darkness due to the lights at his back, but Percy doesn’t stand to leave as the other slinks up next to them.
“Can I join you?” He asks hesitantly. Now that he’s approached, Dick can see the anxious twist to his mouth, the intentional stillness of his body. He’s maskless, out of his suit and instead wearing a massive dark hoodie that probably belonged to Steph once, and baggy sweats that are rolled up twice at the ankles. Those are undoubtedly Jason’s from his locker in the Cave, the ones that he never touches on account of never being here.
“You two go ahead,” Dick says, waving. “Seems like you need to talk. I’ll be in the Cave.” His words are ash in his mouth.
“Hey, Nightwing,” Percy calls without looking away from the stretched, hidden road in front of him. Dick glances down at him.
“Yeah?”
“You're worth more than the mask and titles,” Percy says casually. Tim turns to look at Dick, frowning, but Dick- can’t. Handle this, handle Tim’s scrutinizing.
Sure, Tim can lie to Batman.
Dick is intrinsically a performer. So it’s second nature to allow an easy grin to slide onto his face like it’s nothing.
“I’ll tell you my secret identity some other day, pal,” He says teasingly. Percy scoffs out a laugh. He sounds a lot like Dick does. “And Percy. So are you.” He leaves silently after that, not wanting to linger past offering Tim a consolidating grin.
He waltzes through the doors, the closing mechanisms already in motion, and only when he hears the doors shut does his easy disposition fade away as he peels his mask off without solvent. His feet stumble as if he's been bludgeoned, his shoulders drop and curl inward, and everything, for just a second, feels like a massive wave of wrong wrong wrong. Everything Jason said, Tim's distance, Bruce's everything all the time , Jesus!-
He loves his brothers with every single molecule, down past an atomic level, down to the carbon making up him and the rest of the universe. He feels like a star before it goes supernova when he thinks about Tim's tone earlier, Jason's yelling the other night, and Bruce.
Dick would be nothing without Bruce. Dick attributes his success to him. Bruce is his partner. Bruce is his… father, sometimes.
Dick loves Bruce.
Dick loathes Bruce.
He clenches his teeth as the world zones back in again, his moment of anguish over. He sucks in a deep breath of heavy, humid air, the grate of metal lattice digging into his knee and his knuckles.
Okay. Dick is kneeling on the bridge spanning the deep trench where the waterfall disappears into, his spine curled inward, his shoulders wildly protesting at how tense they are as his body attempts not to shamble completely apart.
He takes another breath. Exhales. Shoulders down, not quite straight, standing up, expression flat. He's never quite been able to pull off nonchalance, not even when he is calm. Not a resting bitch face, like Rachel, maybe, or Donna. Just something unsettling.
Dick sighs harshly through his nose. Whatever. The Bats as beings are unsettling. He tries not to feel too guilty in thinking that and, considering Jason was dunked in Ra's al Ghul's magic spa water and tried to fucking kill Tim, and Tim is a literal stalker, and Damian and Cass were raised in violence, is not as difficult as it should be. Which makes him feel more guilty-
Inhale. Exhale. He focuses in, taking in his surroundings on instinct-
and meets Jason's eyes, watching from the infirmary.
For a long second, Dick nearly screams his fucking head off. Not at Jason, and not any discernible words. It ripples through him, bubbles right beneath his skin, crawls across his skin like ants. He needs to- do something.
Inhale.
“You good, Dickface?”
Exhale .
Dick smiles tightly. “Feeling the aster. How are you?”
Jason's face comes into view sharply, like the synapses linking Dick's eyes to his brain connected to the Batcave's Wi-Fi.
His eyebrows are furrowed, mouth twisted, eyes downcast. His hands are twisting in his lap and his socked feet brush the floor, far enough back that even his massive frame can't quite reach the ground.
It makes Dick's smile easier to pull off. It's one of the few times Jason ever looks small that doesn't make Dick's insides become too big for his outsides.
“Whatever it was, it's already gone. So Tim's cure was a resounding success,” Jason grumbles, voice rough. He doesn't stand, though. There's still a minute shaking of his entire figure. Dick silently sighs through his nose. “Where are the kids?”
You are a kid , Dick wants to cry, wants to shake his shoulders and kiss his forehead and punch him in his stupid scowling face and strangle him, just a little.
“Just outside the blast doors,” Dick says, his mouth tasting ashy but his words completely casual. His suit is a comfort around him, a uniform, a leotard, and he is swinging from trapeze to trapeze for Jason in the audience. “They're talking .” He twists his mouth wryly.
Jason snorts.
“Timmy's got the biggest crush on that poor kid, and he is not subtle.” The large man shuffles back a little further into his cot, pressing his back to the sterile wall behind him. Percy had automatically led the two of them to that cot, just like the rest of them.
“I'm a little worried about him,” Dick admits, figuring this is a point of contention, and shifts to rest lightly against the door frame. A question.
Jason tilts his chin back and regards him with eyes that are so dark in spite of their color. Somehow, Jason's eyes always seem shadowed, and they've been especially stormy lately.
After a second, he releases his breath through his nose and looks idly at the nondescript opposite wall instead, as if there wasn't moments ago tension thick enough to cut with a knife from his gaze alone.
“Percy? Yeah, he's fucked up, for sure,” Jason says.
A reluctant acceptance.
Dick slips in and chooses the cot closest to the exit, and three away from Jason. Sits on the side facing him, but angles himself to lean against the perpendicular wall, one leg stretched out and the other folded and tucked underneath. He folds his hands in his lap. His foot jiggles, but it'd be stranger if it wasn't.
Jason used to raise an eyebrow at him all the time. He could always be still when sitting or thinking or reading, just like Bruce. Sometimes his hands would betray him, and he couldn't hold it for too long- unless he was reading, but even then, there were rants bursting from those moments of stillness, like ripples in a pond. He's always been a big cat, never quiet about his opinions, but content to sit back and study, to learn. For the most part, Jason is a thinker, sharply intelligent, and what actions come off as impulsive always has a likely probability that it's calculated, Lazarus mess aside.
For the most part. Jason's own sense of morality supersedes his higher thinking on occasion. Jason thinks, yes, but he often thinks with his heart.
He used to make fun of Dick for his inability to be unmoving, at first maliciously and then more fondly, or so he liked to think. It really did seem like Jason warmed up to him towards the end of his first life.
“Do you remember-” Dick says, his mouth a traitor to his performance, a snapping rope, a sabotage. He clenches his jaw. He can still salvage this if he plays it off well enough. “-What happened?”
Which is maybe something he should've been trying to ask in the first place, rather than bringing up the past he's so rooted in. His jaw wires even tighter, like someone's twisting the twist tie around his throat like sealing a bread bag.
Jason shrugs harshly, his eyes sliding back to Dick and pausing there.
“I remember. I'll write my report later,” He says, though it's not confrontational as much as it is distracted, like he threw in the last statement as a defensive afterthought rather than actually attempting an argument. “What's wrong with you?”
Dick quirks an eyebrow and unclamps his jaw.
“I didn't even get to fight tonight,” Dick says a little snarkily, standing up and gesturing to his nearly spotless suit. It's a relief to see blue across his chest where the Bat symbol used to rest. Somehow, he still feels like an imposter.
“You're full of shit,” Jason says hoarsely, and he's scowling but it's not… angry , exactly. Dick frowns back.
“I'm serious,” Dick says, crossing his arms and keenly aware of his expression changing, of the strange tension once again spilling into the room like gas, cloying his lungs. “I heard the explosion and O said-”
“Don't do that shit,” Jason snaps, cutting him off. He struggles to his feet and uses the edge of the cot in front of him to stalk uncoordinatedly closer. “Lie to my fuckin’ face like you do with Bruce and the others. He may ignore or be too blind to see the shit right in front of him,” Jason crosses his own arms gingerly over his wrapped ribs as his eyes dart pointedly to the barely visible bridge through the door of the med bay. “But I'm not. So cut the crap.”
Inhale.
“Jason,” Dick says in his exhale. “It's fine.”
“Stop with the fucking platitudes, Dick!” Jason snarls, surging forward and pushing his brandished pointer finger into Dick's chest. His eyes glow faintly green. “Least you could do is be honest!”
Inhale. Inhale. Inhale.
“I love you,” Dick's stupid numb mouth says. His hands miss the next bar and he feels like he's in free fall as Jason's eyes grow brighter, a visible violence entering his posture.
“You're full of shit ,” Jason snarls again. “You got a funny way of showing it.”
In- In- In-
Dick can't breathe because his lungs have iced over and shattered like glass at the heat surging through his blood. He stands up, measured.
Dick has a temper. He tries not to let it control him.
Whatever his face is doing seems to disarm Jason, or at least unsettle him a little, because he backs off as Dick slides past him to brace himself calmly against the counter on the opposite wall.
“Do you remember that time before the ski trip, when Bruce fell asleep on the rug and Alfred actually sat down on the armchair?” He can barely even tell it's him talking. This is a happy memory and yet Dick is anguished. His voice stays flat and calm, his hands maintaining their relaxed grip on the edge of the counter, but his insides are hot with anger and empty with grief and still too full, too much. “I was mad because you took my spot on the couch, and you said, Dickface, you can't sit still for more than 30 seconds anyways , and I said, that means I think more than you , and you laughed and said, I didn't even know you could read, let alone think .” Dick smiles faintly at his knuckles. “Man, I was so mad. Kid in my family's colors, using my Mom's name for me, and Bruce calls him son and not partner, taking my spot .” Dick shakes his head.
“Jason, I'm so sorry.” His fingers twitch tellingly. “Jason. I'm sorry.”
“Your… Mom's name for you?” Jason's voice is deadly quiet, and definitely unstable. On bad nights, this tone often precedes a fight. Dick's pretty sure it usually means Jason had a bad nightmare. Now, he's not sure what the hell it means, but he thinks turning around will be a match in oil.
“Came from somewhere ,” Dick jokes weakly, before his tone drops again. “But you were- you're right, on the roof. I'm not ever there. When you- when you need it. When you needed it. Not even just Ethiopia-” His words falter almost imperceptibly, but he's sure Jason catches it. “But before. Because I was blinded by my own resentment. And I should've- stopped Bruce, should've been there during the whole- before you left. I shouldn't have left Gotham in the first place.” He scoffs out a laugh, running a hand through his hair to yank at his fringe. “Then Tim wouldn't have- felt it necessary. And you would've known- felt like you still had a place. Sometimes it feels like the only thing I've done right is Damian.”
Damian, his youngest brother, and, if he's being horrifically honest to himself, someone he considers something of a son. Which is why it sucked so bad watching him attempt to murder Tim.
Tim, who may never have been a part of the family if Jason's death hadn't blown Bruce off the rails. Tim, little Timmy, his little brother. Tim, who is probably the smartest person Dick knows (sans Bruce, obviously, although it isn't unheard of for Tim to beat him out on occasion). Left next door with parents that made him feel unwanted, unloved, unnecessary. And Dick was able to help quell those feelings, he thought, until he allowed Damian to use Tim as a stomping ground.
“But of course, I let him get away with too much.” Because Dick really should've been paying more attention. He always should be. Even now.
Inhale. His body is coiled tight, and he finds that now that he's spoken, he's become a stone statue of grief, unable to move for fear of cracking the delicate, dried porcelain on his outside and letting the vile bare entrails that make him up spill out over the floor in reds and blues. His breath catches on the exhale.
“Dick, just… Look,” Jason says lowly. He's close. Dick straightens and lets the crumpled expression on his face fall away to impassivity. He cannot, he finds, release the edge of the counter. “What I said, on the roof…”
“You were right,” Dick says calmly. Inhale, exhale. “I cannot articulate the extent of how- sorry I am. But I'm trying. To be better.” C'mon, Nightwing, inhale.
“You weren't bad ,” Jason snaps. Dick feels his face shutter.
“I was implicit in the continuation of child soldiers that led to your death, and then almost everyone else's. Or did you forget my impossible standard?” Dick isn't angry at Jason. He's just angry. He's being torn apart but he breathes, carefully readjusting the porcelain calm plated over his skin.
“Don't remind me.” Jason seems to shake off his apprehension at approaching, an unwise move on his part that Dick doesn't even realize is the wrong one until his scalp starts prickling with real rage. “But that's exactly what I mean. You're practically perfect. And- I shouldn't have… said, what I did-”
This is the blow, strangely, that shatters him.
Dick's body trembles minutely as the prickles spread from the roots of his hair to his fingertips, his calves, into his heels like short circulation. He whips around.
Dick is a feral dog backed into a corner. Dick bites.
“I'm not perfect, you fucking idiot!” Dick blinks and he's standing in front of his brother, taller but still little, still dwarfed by Dick's shadow. “I let you die! I've let Bruce down countless times, Tim hates me, you resent me! My friends don't trust me, Jason, my brothers don't, and the worst part is that I can't show you adequately that you’re right, it's not your fault !” He turns sharply, baring his teeth at the bare wall.
“You, saying those things. Yeah, it fucking sucked, Jason. It hurt my little feelings . You know why? Because you were right!” He wants to curl up into a tiny ball and disappear. He wants to grow big to make all of these words and feelings fit inside of him. “You were right about everything, except that I'm no prodigal son , Little Wing.” The nickname is scathing where it usually soothes, and he chokes a little, sick with the cacophony of emotion. “Sorry. It's not your fault. I'm- I didn't mean to yell at you, I'm sorry.”
Jason is doing that thing where his entire body is completely, dangerously still, but his eyes are wide open, mouth closed but slack. It feels like Dick is standing over the taller man, looming like bad news.
“I love you, Jason,” Dick says, his voice weak now. He steps back, shrinks into himself. He can't quite look his little brother in the eye. “I'm sorry for not saving you, for making you feel unwanted, unworthy- for not securing a spot on the Team for you, for not realizing it was you right away, or that you were alive, for not- for not making sure the Joker stayed dead.” His voice cracks on the cursed name, fists clenching so tight the kevlar of his suit creaks.
“Dick,” Jason says softly. Inhale, exhale. Dick shakes his head and offers Jason a smile. “It’s not your fault that I died.” The smile drops.
“Sure,” Dick agrees. “But the rest of our lives have been choices I’ve made. Mostly wrong ones.” Dick shrugs like his shoulders don’t weigh a thousand pounds.
“Dick,” Jason says again, more frustrated.
“You should get some sleep,” Dick says quietly. He drifts out of the med bay. “I’ll talk to you tomorrow.” He makes it up the spiral staircase, through the clock- all the way up to his childhood bedroom, the first place he had a consistent bed that wasn’t rocked with the motion of movement, the first place he had so much space that was all his.
He finds the tightest, most crowded corner to curl up in, between the dresser and his nightstand, in the corner under a hanging shelf- a place he designed himself, as a child, when the world was too big and his Mom and Dad’s deaths were the only thing he could think about, that all the space around him had no room for their laughing faces- and he shambles apart.
Notes:
hey. sorry. suffering. it will get worse.
u thought u just fell out of a coconut tree? you exist in the context of all that came before u.
ch notes:
>was percy contaminated by fear gas? could be anyone's guess
>i have to remind myself that this fic is in fact about percy. but lowkey the next few chapters might bounce around. the bats are just too real
>dick: i love my family. i would do anything for them
jason, mean for the sake of it: remember how many times you've let me and the others down
dick: i would do anything including going upstairs and swallowing the barrel of alfred's shotgun
jason: wait hang on man
>percy [in the voice of john mulaney]: you want me to KILL THAT GUY FOR YOU? because i can absolutely KILL that guy for you.
dick: hm. maybe i should say something but honestly? word.
>tim [teenager]: ugh. my older brother thinks he controls me even though he totally abandoned me
dick [28, depressed]: if anything happened to you or jason (again) i would blow up gotham city and hang myself by my intestines
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Chapter 19: the dust settling
Summary:
Jason’s pretty sure there’s something inherently rotten inside him.
Notes:
jason POV music: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3G9ADzNNANbgsqFNP1Wry8?si=682e34f1975c4adf or conversely: half return by adrienne lenker, seasons in the sun cover by trouvaille, door by mitski, and i guess by mitski. consider this your warning.
percy POV: the tourist by radiohead, let down by radiohead, the scientist by coldplay
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
August 03, The Batcave. 22:04
Jason’s pretty sure there’s something inherently rotten inside him.
It’s no secret that he came back wrong. Changed. So vastly different from who he was that he’s unrecognizable.
It’s too much, maybe, to say that he was happy . But it’s a simple truth that he was better than he was before becoming a Wayne, however brief, and that he’s worse now.
There’s never been any sort of gradual shifts in his life. Instead, there’s always a Before and After.
Before Willis got imprisoned, and after.
Before Catherine Todd overdosed and her heart sputtered to a grim stop, and after.
Before Jason pried the Batmobile’s tires off, and after.
Before Garzonas, and after.
Before the warehouse, and after, after, after.
Jason is an expert in living in the after. He’s an expert in knowing tomorrow never comes, that today is tomorrow, and that every breathing moment has already happened, is already the Before.
Once upon a time, Jason had an older brother. It was for a little while, a couple of years. Tumultuous, for the most part, but good at the end. Really good.
Before, Jason had an older brother. He had a shadow to stand in and he had someone to look down at him and smile, to hold out his hand, to push him off of the pedestal they all put themselves on, or maybe to yank him unceremoniously higher. Dick was always good like that, even when he resented Jason the most for reasons Jason couldn’t understand.
Jason understands it now, and it makes it even more confusing.
Because now he’s in the After, and everything’s gone wrong. Jason’s a murderer and he doesn’t care. He’s wrong, all wrong. His upset, his hurt, his anger, his feelings, they were put together all crooked and sideways, and Dick can see that clear as day. Jason can look into his eyes, see deep grief that Jason, the real Jason, the Jason Dick loved dearly, is gone. He’s gone, and the poorly rebuilt porcelain lined with jagged cracks that is his skin is all wrong .
Which is why he can’t look into Dick’s eyes when he shouts at him for letting Jason die.
That’s not the problem, not really. It’s not that Jason doesn’t know that Dick loved him, would’ve saved him if he could. It’s that he doesn’t want Jason like he is now. It’s that deep down, Jason knows he’ll never be good enough ever again. Like all the good inside of him turned black and fell out, and now all that’s left is…
Well. Maybe he didn't come back wrong. Maybe this is who he's really been, all along. Maybe this is the steel core of him, melted down, all of Bruce's tempering reduced to molten, unshaped metal, unable to cool due to the roiling heat pulsing inside, fueling him, keeping his legs moving and his heart pumping.
This heat is life. He hasn't been cold on the inside since he climbed shaking and mindless from the Lazarus Pit. He hasn't been warm on the outside since Before.
Jason wasn't as close with Dick as he was with Bruce, Before.
And likewise, Jason is a monument to Bruce's greatest sins, his largest failures, his biggest disappointments. Jason knows he broke Bruce's heart several times over.
The thing about Dick, though, is that his love always seemed kind of unconditional. In the way that brothers are, historically. Jason shivers.
Dick is Jason's Michael, and hell, Jason is basically Tim’s Cain.
It's biblical in nature, their relationships. Jason looked upon his innocent successor and saw only an usurper. And he tried to kill him for it. He took a knife to Tim's throat more than once.
And Dick saw Jason go wrong. He watched him curdle like old milk, watch his hatred for mankind overtake the love, or responsibility, Bruce held for them and his wretched city. And he wields the sword that could do more damage than Bruce's rejections and lack of platitudes ever could anymore.
In this allegory, of course, it makes Bruce God, but he's willing to ignore how strangely accurate that is as a metaphor for his life in itself.
Jason prefers the unambiguousness of scathing words, the vague drifting of Dick and his relationship from working to hostile, to having closure in the form of rejection. He would rather live with the fear of disappointment than accept the loss.
All of this to say that when he comes to in the Batcave of all places, the fear lancing through him is not unfamiliar but it is new compared to the toxin fueled nightmare he was living in what feels like moments ago.
Realistically, it's likely been hours. It's not the worst he's ever been dosed, and he administered the first antidote within minutes of being exposed, but still.
Down in Penguin's basement, there had been a sea of inhuman beings- real monsters, Percy's brand of them. Jason hadn't realized they were waiting for someone to enter the ring until he showed up, and then thereafter realized it wasn't supposed to be him. That might've been the only thing to save him when the gas descended from nowhere, cloaking the entire arena.
He doesn’t remember much of it, despite what he told Dick. There was someone- a woman. She had League garb on. She had looked disappointed, he remembers, to see it was him. Someone said something about him being the wrong bird, and even after he’d administered the antidote to himself, the world fell into shades of black and green and red and gold, gold from the swathes of monsters his bullets tore through and disintegrated before he set his helmet to blow and left as quickly as possible.
The plan was to help Percy in whatever stupid thing he’d elected to do alone. The plan was not to bear witness to what must’ve been a trap set for- for Tim, as he knows now. He wonders what the woman had to do with it, why that would have been a spectacle worthy of an entire arena of onlookers. He thinks about the big gate she had come from, though, and assumes she was only the first act.
Everything had kind of shifted, after that. He couldn't really tell if the painted white face in the crowd, sitting high up and half shrouded, was real. He does know the one in the alley afterwards wasn’t.
He stares at the door to the med bay where Dick had disappeared through about an hour ago.
So maybe Jason had been mean for the sake of it. Maybe he had lashed out at Dick because that’s what Jason does , he aims for the sore spots and hits them with expert marksmanship. He’s not even sure why sometimes. Could be that he wants a tangible reason to be hated.
The truth is, he had- forgot, or maybe hadn’t really realized the depth of Dick’s sore spots. Or that the sore spots are actually gaping wounds, and Dick is actively bleeding out. He thinks about Dick standing on the roof across from him and just taking it , the vitriol that spewed out of his mouth. He had kept waiting for Dick to fight back the way he had with Bruce all those times when they were young, the way he knows Dick is infamous for.
But even after Jason, still trembling and exhausted after coming down abnormally fast from the toxins in his system, had poked him with the sharpest stick in his possession- labeled to normal people as concern- Dick hadn’t necessarily lashed out. He had just kind of cracked like an egg. Even his shouting was subdued.
Jason thinks about seeing Dick kneeling on the bridge, unaware of Jason the way he never was. He thinks about the other’s broad, quaking shoulders folding in, the ragged breathing that bounced around the cave, the way he had ripped off his mask. Jason had seen the tail end of his stumble before he assumed that kneel, and had feared Dick was throwing himself over the side of the banister into the stream of water far below.
And then Dick had stood up, his face impassive in an unnerving way. Had watched, for just a second, his expression falter when he met Jason’s eyes. And Jason had wanted, irrationally, to be mad about it; some voice in the back of his head had hissed at what he tried to take as a slight. See how disappointed he is that you’re here , the voice had muttered mutinously. See how much he doesn’t want you .
But that was easily overshadowed by the uncomfortable squirming feeling in Jason’s stomach as Dick came slipping into the infirmary to check on him. And Jason had poked and watched the other try desperately to hang onto something for nothing. He has a bad feeling about the whole thing.
Jason’s angry, but not like Dick. Jason’s fury is short and explosive, but Dick’s is simmering, constant, uncontrollable under the surface, like a wildfire. Mostly, Jason’s just- exhausted. Exhausted of being afraid.
Because that’s all it really is, inside. He’s terrified. The Big Bad Red Hood, and he’s afraid of the family that he left behind by dying, the one he can’t seem to convince to let him go on their own terms. He just can’t understand it, and he has a hard time really understanding Dick, too.
But he knows that this is on him. That his- older brother, yeah, alright- is in pieces because Jason had blamed him for a whole bunch of bullshit, adding to his martyr complex and his guilt complex and basically begging him to walk off the side of a building, based on the crack in the facade he’d seen tonight.
There was very real desperateness in Dick’s expression when he’d rounded on Jason. There was very real hopelessness , which is so antithetical to Dick that it had knocked Jason right out of the defense he was winding up to hurl back at him.
And this is all to distract him from the damning admission Dick had somehow never used in an argument to date about Robin. About replacements.
Maybe Tim was his usurper. But Jason was dead. Dick was still alive , when Jason pulled on his colors, when Jason started using his Mom’s name for him , oh God, when Bruce gave it to him in an attempt to reform him, or something. Dick’s piece of his family that he had put on to seek justice for the guy who killed his parents.
Jason had known, a little bit, what it had meant to Dick that Bruce did that. He wasn’t wrong in pointing out Dick’s clear resentment for a large portion of their time spent together, before Jason went and got himself blown up. But-
His Mom’s name for him. His family’s- his first family's- uniform. A kid he hadn’t met, someone Bruce called a son, when in Jason’s stay there, he’d never seen warmth given from Bruce to Dick the way Bruce gave it to him. Dick wasn’t ever even adopted, Jason realizes, something cold in his stomach. He’s never called Bruce Dad like Jason did in the Before. Dick thinks of them as his brothers, he knows, and used to hate. But there’s always something going on between Dick and Bruce, and Jason’s starting to realize the magnitude of how fucked they all are. Maybe Jason died and his killer is still breathing, but he doesn’t really have the monopoly on Bruce hate like he’d come to think after returning.
He drags himself out of the med bay and ascends the stairs with a limp. Turns out he did break a couple of ribs and sprained the shit out of his ankle, not to mention the stupid head wound. Maybe that’s what’s letting him do something so stupid like seeking Dick out again. Maybe that’s what's letting him do something so brave.
He hasn’t gone into the Manor since he’s been back. The Cave, sure, on occasion, but never upstairs. It makes him a little detached from his body. He wonders about his old room. He wonders where Tim stays here, before he remembers that Tim doesn’t , anymore.
He gets to Dick’s room and stands in front of it for a while, foreboding goosebumps rising on his arms at the lack of light underneath the door.
From behind him, another door creaks.
“What are you doing up here, Todd?” Damian doesn’t come closer, which is wise. Jason exhales through his nose and shakes his head before opening Dick’s door slowly, as much warning as the other is getting. He shuts it behind him, ignoring Damian’s affronted noises, and scans the room.
It’s got a lot of personality, and looks exactly the same as the last time Jason was in here as a 14-year old, pilfering sweatshirts and cool shoes that Dick had left behind.
The bed is empty, the bathroom door ajar. He frowns, certain that if Dick were to run anywhere-
“What are you doing here, Jay?”
Jason won’t admit to his jump as he turns sharply towards the sound. Dick is- Dick looks small , in a way he never does, curled up in the corner. Jason’s glad that he’s in soft cotton and bandages instead of his big boots and armor, though he loathes the vulnerability. It feels, as he creeps closer, a little like approaching a street kid, or a stray dog. He crouches a foot away.
“We’re not done talking,” Jason says, and then winces. His tone is anything but gentle, and the words leave something to be desired. Dick’s face doesn’t fall so much as collapse, his arms going loose around his folded legs.
“Okay,” Dick whispers, closing his eyes and tilting his head back against the wall.
It’s scary. Jason is- worried. He needs to do this right. He needs to be explicit, the way he’s learned to be with Tim. He takes a deep breath and then lets it out. Notes how slow Dick’s breathing is, like he’s not entirely here.
“Dickie,” Jason says quietly, and finally any harshness has seeped out of his voice. He thinks for a second. “Remember when Alf was out of town for the New Year, and Bruce wanted to try and make his scones for us-” for me , Jason realizes grimly, because Dick was a surprise visit, not invited and masking the hurt at that fact- “and he nearly burned the whole fucking kitchen down, and I was freaking out when we had to honest to God call the fire department because I thought they’d find the Cave, except you were just laughing and laughing , God, Bruce was so pissed , but-” He shakes his head, noting Dick’s half lidded gaze as it watches him, a little far away. “But I wasn’t as afraid as I was Before, when you were around. Even though you hated me for a little while. You made Bruce seem a little more fallible. Human. And I used to think, well, if Bruce hates this guy and still lets him come home, there's a better chance for me. And then we made the scones and you didn’t look at me wrong that whole time. You let me poke fun at you and you-” Jason laughs a little, and he’s shocked to find it thick with something he’s too scared to identify. “You couldn’t cook well either, but you listened to what I was telling you. And we saved it. Which was cool.”
He stops. Takes a breath. Dick is a fixture of the shadows around them, unmoving in a way he never is at home.
“You know, I’ve always been pretty sure I’m unlovable.” Dick inhales sharply, but Jason shakes his head at him. “Shut up. Listen. I’ve- I came back, you know, wrong. Not the same person. I killed people regularly. I beheaded a bunch of people, I mean, c’mon. That’s freak behavior. I tried to- kill Tim, a couple times. Tried to kill Bruce, or destroy him with- ultimatums. And I don’t know if I can- forgive him, really. But… Despite everything. Despite everything, Dick, it’s you, and you wanted to love me anyway. You love me anyway.” Jason’s horrified to find tears in his eyes. He keeps talking. “I wanted so badly for you to hate me so that everything could make sense. But you couldn’t let me have the satisfaction, you bastard. And I can’t pay you back for that. Not in any way that matters.
“Except I want you to know that it’s not- you said it wasn’t my fault, earlier. It’s not yours either, Dick, it’s not. You don’t- you’re not responsible for everything. Not for Bruce’s shit, for mine, Tim’s, Damian’s, not Gotham, not even fucking Bludhaven.”
“Jason, I’ve done a lot of bad,” Dick says, his voice nearly inaudible. Jason scoffs, feeling the weak embers in the empty, grief-carved cavern in his chest sputter to life.
“You’ve done good , Dickhead. You’re good , alright, you’re arguably the best of us. And okay, you’re not perfect. I’m sorry. For a lot of what I said, but mostly for implying that you’ve got nothing to worry about, that you didn’t work for this. Like you’re not still working for this. I know. I just wanted to- I just wanted to hurt you, I think. Or maybe I was hurt and needed a target. But you’re not the right one. You’re good, Dickie.”
Dick is- Dick is weeping in a way Jason has never seen. Not even at Bruce’s funeral. He feels iced over and horrified, and he wonders if Dick cried like this when he found out Jason died.
Carefully, slowly, he reaches out a hand and places it against the outside of Dick’s bicep. Dick flinches , but he doesn’t pull away, and Jason tightens his hold to tug him out of the corner and hold him close to his chest. It takes Dick a concerningly long beat to twine his arms weakly around Jason’s midsection, but then they tighten like Jason will disappear if he lets go. Jason puts a hand on the back of Dick’s head and feels his forehead press hard against his shoulder. He’s saying something, under his breath, as he trembles apart. It’s three syllables. Jason doesn’t know if it’s i’m sorry or if it’s i love you .
“I love you too, Dick,” Jason says quietly into the fragile darkness. He hopes it’s enough.
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Percy watches as Tim settles next to him with his legs folded and crossed, leaning back on his hands. Tim is playing casual.
Percy is very good at seeing through people. He's not going to call the guy out on it, though. He's too busy brooding about Nightwing and his conversation. That, and one other thing.
“So,” Tim says after a long minute of him subtly gathering courage.
“So,” Percy says, his voice lacking inflection as his gaze searches absently along where the road disappears into the dark.
Tim clears his throat. “We need. To talk?”
A laugh bursts out of Percy, broken out of his cloud of gloom abruptly in the face of Tim's weirdly sincere awkwardness.
“Yeah,” Percy agrees. “So are we talking about the whole friends thing, or the other thing?”
Tim grins tentatively back at him. “Both? I was- I said the wrong things, back on the roof. And I would like to, um, explain myself.”
Percy turns to study him more openly, and Tim stays valiantly still.
“I think I kind of understood, back in the closet,” Percy says, watching Tim shift and turn a little pinker in the moonlight. “So look. My main problem is that I have a hard time getting rejected by people I care about.”
Tim blinks rapidly, but Percy forges on. “I think what you meant to say on the roof is that you're a stalker, and that's the way you know me. As your- uh, stalk-ee? You're not turning me down, you're just afraid of being cared about back, I'm pretty sure.” He shrugs. “Or not being cared about back.”
Tim's jaw is hanging open. He takes a sharp breath in like he's going to say something, but then it sputters out of him in a weak exhale.
“Uh, and then we- kissed. Which,” Percy can't stop talking. He rubs the back of his neck, suddenly finding his shoes pretty interesting.
“Right,” Tim says, strangled, and Percy glances at him again. “You kind of- I mean-” He's blinking a lot. Percy's starting to get a little concerned.
“Sorry,” Percy says. “That was kind of deep, my bad. Didn't mean to psychoanalyze you.”
“I really like you, I think,” Tim says suddenly, and then his eyes widen in horror. It's Percy's turn to be rendered speechless, and he can only stare at Tim as he rapidly tries to recover. “I mean, I know you've- I'm not trying-” He pauses, taking a deep breath, before continuing. “Okay. So yeah, I- am not super comfortable with embracing trust. Or accepting someone cares about me in more than just a professional capacity. You are- really cool. And I've- killed a bunch of people. Bad people, but still. I'm not-”
“Tim,” Percy says incredulously. “What the Hades do you think I've been doing since I was 12 years old? I carry a fucking sword around. I hang out with Jason, 8-heads-in-a-duffle-bag crime lord! Why would you think-”
“You kill monsters, ” Tim argues. “I've seen you fight mortals, and you never go for killing blows-”
“Because my sword would pass right through them,” Percy says exasperatedly. “And I haven't faced anyone as evil as a monster in Gotham. Yet.”
“So when you promised Jason-”
“I don't make false promises,” Percy says, his voice darkening. “The Joker straight up killed him. I've worked with the guys I've fought. I know who they are- parolees or ex-convicts or dudes who have other people to feed, for the most part. But the Joker- nah. That's not some Joe. That's a bad guy . And I kill bad guys.”
More importantly, Percy does anything for his friends. But he's not going to admit that to Tim quite yet.
Based on the assessing look Tim gives him, he doesn't have to say it out loud for the other to hear it.
“Alright,” Tim says after a long pause. “Then are we- good?”
Percy grins a little. “I feel like you're forgetting something, pal.”
“Right,” Tim says again, looking anywhere but Percy. “It's just that, y'know, you- I mean, it seems like I might be overstepping if I tell you I didn't completely hate kissing you and also would not be opposed to, I dunno, doing it… again… sometime…”
Percy inhales slowly, watching Tim pluck at his shoe laces before abruptly turning to face him before he gets the chance to respond.
“Percy,” Tim says seriously. “I know that Annabeth was probably kind of your one and only. I'm not trying to impose or- or step in, or replace her or anything. I don't want you to feel obligated to want me, or to get over her. It was a kiss for the mission. My feelings on the subject are ultimately inconsequential in the face of how unserious it was meant to be in the first place.”
“Tim-”
“And I don't even know if, after all of the bullshit that you've had to deal with- not to mention us, by the way, and Batman isn't even in town, God- gods?- anyway, um, I don't know if you'll even want to stay in Gotham, but-”
“Tim.”
“I just kind of was hoping that we'd still be friends, because I meant it, I do want to be your friend, or- or, you know, I want you to know you can fall back on me if you need-”
Percy reaches out and wraps a hand over Tim's mouth. “Stop talking. My turn. Okay?” He waits for Tim to nod to slowly draw his hand away, watching as the skin across his cheeks turns pink.
“I- didn't hate kissing you either,” Percy starts, and then grimaces. “Okay. No. As I'm sure it was, uh, obvious to you in the moment, I was definitely not, uh, unhappy, or whatever.” He looks up to the shrouded moon, ignoring the way his ears burn even as his stomach sinks. “I- you're right. Annabeth is- she was everything to me. Uh, you know, like I said, she was the only thing I remembered when I had my memory wiped. When I first got the Achilles curse, she was my tie to mortality. And she's the main reason I stayed mortal after that. We've, um, we'd been through a lot together, and she died just last year, in a- in a way that I should've- could have prevented.” His jaw clenches and he tries not to close his eyes, knowing the haunting visions hiding in the dark of his eyelids.
“But I also- I'll be honest, I feel like shit about it, but I think you're pretty cool too. I- have to talk to her, and I have to- I don't know. But you're- you're good, Tim, we're at least friends, we just also happened to kiss. Uh, so.”
“Okay,” Tim says slowly. “So… when you say talk to her-”
“I see her in my dreams sometimes, it’s- a long story. Whatever.” Percy huffs, changing the subject. “Anyways. If we- are we good?”
Tim studies him for a second with the ghost of a smile on his face before ratcheting to his feet and offering a hand to Percy, who takes it. Then the vigilante- and it’s really starting to dawn on Percy that yes, Tim is actually a vigilante , and yes, there are stranger things (Percy has met them. And killed some of them), but he’s mostly mortal- grins at him.
“We’re good,” He says before turning his attention to patting his pockets.
“No offense,” Percy starts as Tim somehow remotely activates the massive doors behind the waterfall. He absently wills the water to stop as they make their way back into the cave, which already starts to raise goosebumps on his skin.
“You know, saying no offense doesn’t make your question or statement any less offensive,” Tim butts in.
“But aren’t you a little… I don’t know, scrawny to be a vigilante?” Percy goes on, as if Tim hadn’t spoken. The doors clamp shut behind them and he shivers. Tim eyes him for a second, appearing to consider something. Percy notes that both of the other men that had arrived with them are nowhere to be found, but given that Tim doesn't seem to react other than a raised eyebrow towards the med bay, he figures it's not that big of a deal.
“I’d kick your ass as soon as you dropped that sword,” Tim says, distracted. He focuses his gaze on Percy. “I can give you a ride home, if you want.”
“We’ll test that theory later, but that’d be great. Are we taking the Hellcat again?” He tries not to sound too relieved.
Tim laughs, before realizing Percy is serious. “Hellcat?” He repeats. “The- that’s the freaking Batmobile , dude, what the hell?”
“ The Batmobile? ” Percy says in awe, very quickly growing out of his apprehension to meet the Batman. “Wow, this guy sure can stick to a theme.”
“Nightwing named it,” Tim says, rolling his eyes. “And it’s not a Hellcat.” He stalks over to a dark section of the platform they’re on that lights up at his arrival, illuminating a plethora of insane looking vehicles, including the tank-like car they took to get here- the fucking Batmobile , seriously- as well at least half a dozen motorcycles of varying size, color, and legality. He walks over to possibly the most normal bike of the bunch, a sleek black Kawasaki sports bike of some sort with an engine that doesn’t look life-threatening, and checks the fuel valve before starting it up.
“Okay, nerd, sorry for disrespecting your jacked up pimpmobile.” Tim slugs him in the arm as Percy joins him next to the bike. “Speaking of, where did your brothers go?” Tim’s face goes through a series of complicated expressions in time with Percy’s words- blank, then disgusted and disproportionately outraged, then something twisted and unreadable before settling into vague irritation.
“Shut up,” He grumbles, passing Percy a helmet and fitting one on his own head before taking a seat on the bike. He looks up at Percy expectedly.
Percy puts his own helmet on and slips onto the bike behind the other boy, his arms wrapping loosely around his waist. He once again marvels at how tiny Tim is just under his narrow ribcage, his body like a steel cable against Percy’s front as he leans forward against him when the bike starts up. Tim’s fingers clench tightly around the clutch before he shifts it into first gear.
Percy lets out a whoop! As they speed up towards the direction of the inner city, and tries not to think about Annabeth.
Notes:
hey gang. sorry for short chapter. still... still suffering. moved into new place w homies so haven't had much time to write and also you read the chapter so i think you know where i'm at, mentally HAHA
ch notes:
>jason canonically hurts people he cares about on purpose sometimes (think of him and roy). i could get into [what i think is] why, but i'm sure you're already aware. i think, though, that with something like this, he'd own up. maybe not so explicitly, but i'm a sucker for happy childhood memories that were intermingled with awful ones (gee, i wonder why)
>dick :((((((
>percy: where did the other two go?
tim [just left jason's prickly ass proximity and clocked dick's rising tension]: they probably killed each other, idk
>sorry for the lack of dami but he will be coming i promise. i love him, i just need to know him better before i more confidently try and write him. also, i have Plans that i cannot Share with you right now, or the haters will Sabotage me.anyways hope you liked, hope you're drinking water and going outside to enjoy the sunshine, rain, and other non-hazardous weather. ilysm, thank you as always for your comments!!!!!! and kudos!!!! see u next time!
Chapter 20: nightmare on park row
Summary:
Then again, him not being here doesn’t really mean Plutus wouldn’t be, right? Did Plutus choose Gotham for its crime and wealth in turn, like he said? For its lack of competition?
Or did Plutus come to Gotham because Percy came to Gotham? Because Percy is the Gods’ favorite errand boy? Because Percy offers entertainment no one else can, because of his caliber, because of his experience, because of his loss, his anger, his grief, his anger, his anger, his-
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Perc-
Her mouth moving around the shape of his name, an exhale, the impression of a sound. Her eyes are so gray, so piercing, usually framed angularly by pretty blonde lashes, so heavy despite how light they are, so wide wide wide. When Annabeth looked at him, her eyes would just catch the light so sharply. He couldn't ever look away.
They don't look gunmetal now. They look dark, dark like the blood red air around them.
Perc-
Her eyes are openly shocked. The kind of shock that really means dread, he's learned when he sees it. But her mouth, it just keeps trying to speak.
Perc-
For an eternity it feels like this happens. When he thinks back to it, in the moment, it felt like she said it a thousand times, like time stopped, to the point where he wants to jump up now and shake her shoulders.
Per-
But he can't because-
His line of sight drifts down, his heart a violent drumming in his ears. Right , there's a-
He can't. He tries to pull his eyes back up to her face, to move, to lift Riptide. But his body is frozen solid, cold despite the heat in the air around him, and his sword is thousands of pounds, and all he can do is lie on his back and stare at her mouth and try so hard to hear what he can see her saying.
“ Percy, ” She breathes, quieter than a whisper, not truly spoken at all. But he can hear her , his name on her breath, her- last breath- because-
He can't breathe. He can't- she's holding her breath, too. She's still standing up but she's gone limp in mid-air, her-
her face going slack-
there's-
a warm spray of color on him burning, burning worse than he thought could be possible-
“perc-”
she-
she's suspended by something but he can't-
see past her shoulders but-
she's gone abruptly from his vision and he searches desperately for her bo-
for-
for her unconscious body but the only thing he sees is-
he tries to blink.
“annabeth,” he calls numbly. only his voice doesn't come out either. he finally can move but there's a looming shadow over him, massive, his fists bloody. no, fist, just one. because.
“ann-” a boot steps down on riptide. he lets go and when he blinks his eyes open again, he's made it to her side.
no, half of-
“Percy!”
Percy lurches up and turns over only with the power of muscle memory in time to dry-heave over the side of the bed. Someone's hand is holding tight to the meat of his shoulder, the only thing keeping him suspended.
Suspended. Her body- was just hanging there -
He retches again, his mind spinning. Distantly, like the buzz of appliances he could always faintly hear in his Mom’s old apartment, there are voices somewhere in the space around him. He can't make out what they're saying. The floor in front of him is replaced with a small trash can, catching the yellow bile spilling from him like blood from an artery, like there's no stopping it.
Eventually it does stop, his throat burning and his stomach muscles aching. His head throbs in time with his heart, his eyes pulsing. They're wide open but he can't really process anything he's seeing.
He allows the hand on his shoulder to pull him back onto the bed, and he collapses onto his back, arms at his sides. Riptide's clenched in his hand, in pen form. He stares at the ceiling. His chest is heaving, mouth slightly parted.
Nico is looming over him, he realizes. On his other side, he can make out Jason kneeling half on the edge of the mattress, his eyes locked on Percy. Percy returns his gaze to the empty white above him, knowing that if he closes his eyes, he'll see Annabeth's torso, bloody, legless, torn apart, alone-
He gags again through a clenched jaw, unable to move this time. Nothing comes up, anyway. Nico's hand moves from his shoulder to his cheek.
“Percy,” Nico says, in the way that makes it seem like it's not the first time. “Hey. You here?”
Percy exhales slowly through his nose. Drags his eyes to meet Nico's. The son of Hades looks shockingly relieved.
“Okay,” Nico says, his voice measured. “Alright. You had a pretty bad nightmare. Do you think you can- turn the sink and shower off?”
Percy blinks, finally registering past the crashing waves in his head the sound of the violent spray of broken plumbing, shooting against the ceiling. It cuts off abruptly.
“Thanks.” Nico pushes Percy's hair off his forehead and Percy's breath stutters in a sob locked deep in his chest. The gesture reminds him so much of his Mom.
It’s been two days since Jason blew up Plutus’ arena and the Iceberg lounge. Two days of endless nightmares and watching Annabeth die, over and over again. Percy feels another surge of nausea.
Maybe it’s divine retribution for telling Tim it was cool. Or for kissing him in the first place. Percy leans forward and lets his head fall against the edge of the trashcan, exhausted.
Margot, thankfully, is nowhere to be found. Percy has to assume that she’s with Will in the other apartment, but he has the bizarre urge to hunt her down and keep her in sight. Actually, he’d like all of his ducklings in a row at the moment, but the effort it takes to move alone is Herculean, and he’s not sure he can stand on his own two feet.
But Percy’s gotten through several real Herculean tasks, one pretty recently for the second time, so he thinks he might be able to manage. It’s just getting past the vertigo at this point.
He pushes his legs over the side of the mattress and almost knocks over his trash can, catching it and dragging it along the side of the bed.
“Where are you going?” Nico frowns. The hand on Percy’s shoulder is back.
“Find Margot,” Percy grunts, pushing himself up. For a moment he can only stand in place and sway.
Perc-
He shakes his head, hard, and nearly overbalances. Jason catches him with a scowl in his direction, but he doesn’t say anything. The crime lord is being strangely quiet in the face of Percy’s terror, and Percy doesn’t know how to feel about it. He shudders, leaning into Jason's hold for a moment.
“Margot?” He asks. His voice is a rasp, and Jason's scowl grows more intense as his green eyes find Nico's over Percy's shoulder.
“Are you sure, Percy?” Nico asks. “You look…”
“I need to- I need-” He shudders again and squeezes his eyes shut.
Perc-
Perc-
Perc-
There's a hand on his forehead, pressing gently like it's taking his temperature, except it stays there long enough that Percy opens his eyes again.
Jason is staring right back at him.
“Gotham,” Jason tells him nonsensically. “Your people are okay. My people are okay. You're alright.”
“She- when h-” Percy's stomach rolls and Jason just sidesteps as he folds over, leaving his hand on his forehead to support his weight, maybe.
“Alright,” Jason says quietly. “Nico, you should bring Margot in. We'll meet you in the living room in a few minutes.”
“Are you sure-” Nico starts.
“Trust me,” Jason says firmly. Percy looks over at the son of Hades and sees only a blurry figure through teary lashes. He nods once before listing forward a little into Jason. Because right now, he does trust Jason. Nico vanishes from sight as Jason hauls Percy to the bathroom, setting him on the toilet lid. He seems uncaring that his socked feet are padding through the flooded bathroom with little wet squelch noises, instead handing Percy a glass of tap water. “Nightmare or memory?”
“Memory,” Percy mumbles, shaking wildly enough that he spills a little bit of water down his shirt. He can't bring himself to care.
Jason hands him a toothbrush with toothpaste already on it, and Percy sluggishly brushes his teeth.
“Means it already happened,” Jason says, sitting down on the lip of the bathtub and looking down at his clasped hands. Percy exhales shakily. “Wanna talk about it?”
Percy stares uncomprehendingly at the white tiles of the bathroom and the clear water sitting idly on top of it, refusing contact with his skin.
“Annabeth… died ,” He says tightly, “and I- just. Watched.” He folds over himself again as every muscle in his body locks up in response to his words, pressing the heels of his palms into his eyes hard enough to see spots, but not hard enough to erase the image of her body. “She was- killed. It was- I was- he put a fist through her and she-” He can't really breathe, actually. Jason's hand is on his shoulder again. “And I was just lying there and my sword was- in my hand but I couldn't move and he- he- and she tried to say my name, she tried to-”
“Breathe, Percy,” Jason says. Percy shakes his head.
“She wasn't, she wasn't, she couldn't , he split her in half and all I did was watch !” His voice is rising, he realizes, which is a thing he doesn't like but can't do much about. He feels unsteady, sick, bad. He tries to suck in a breath when Jason forces him up and jostles him a little, but the block in his throat is stubborn and unrelenting.
“Percy-”
The sink explodes again as he exhales a silent scream against the back of his teeth, his body trying to fight Jason's inhuman strength and curl back up.
“She called for me and I didn't do anything ,” Percy heaves out.
“When I died, I died screaming for my- for B. Batman. It was- I was beaten nearly to death and I kept waiting for him to show up and he didn't , he never showed, and I watched the clock count down from zero before the bomb went off,” Jason says suddenly. Percy stares at him. “And you know what? I- I blamed him for it for a while but. But he- tried. It wasn't his fault someone else did that. To me. Maybe I'm- I can't get over a lot of things, but that. D- Nightwing, B, they didn't get me killed. They didn't kill me. Do you understand?”
“I-”
“It's not your fault, Percy,” Jason says quietly. There's something like defeat in his shoulders. “I promise you it's not your fault.”
“You weren't there.”
“No, I wasn't. But you said Tartarus killed her. A primordial being. Percy. You're more powerful than I'll ever be able to wrap my head around, but I don't think even you could've stopped him. It's not your fault. Okay?”
Percy squeezes his eyes shut and shakes his head. In the living room, he can hear soft voices, likely Nico and Will. He feels like he’s tied up tightly, his chest unable to fully expand with his breaths, and he swallows hard.
Jason’s massive unoccupied arm is pressed up against the porcelain walls of the shower. His eyes climb from the ground to Percy’s face, and he takes a deep breath in through his nose like he’s preparing to say something hard.
The door slams open. Margot is staring at him with wide, dark eyes, her mouth a thin line.
“Your dreams are getting worse,” She says quietly. Percy clenches his jaw. Nods. “Mine are too.”
She does look like she’s been sleeping less, which is a terrible thing to see on such a young face. Her eyes are underlined by dark shadows and she looks paler than normal. Her shoulders are at a slouch and her fingers twist around each other nervously. Percy had been outlawing her from his bedroom after the first night following the Iceberg Lounge, hoping that his bad dreams wouldn’t keep her up too, but it looks like the only thing he did was make it worse for both of them.
“I’m sorry,” He says, barely audible. Jason’s hand is still on his shoulder, and he feels fingers press firmly into his skin under his sweat-soaked shirt. Margot’s lip wobbles and he holds open his arms. Inhumanly fast, quicker than a blink, she’s pressed to his chest, her nose buried in the crook of his neck, and he twines his arms tightly around her.
“I’m sorry too,” She whispers, and he squeezes her tighter. Jason gets to his feet with a quiet groan and ambles out of the room, maybe to give them privacy.
“Do you wanna meet my Mom?” Percy asks after a long length of silence where she folds her legs up to be completely cradled by him, wet socks leaving prints on his basketball shorts.
“Why can’t I sleep in your room with you?” Margot asks instead of replying. Her arms lock near suffocatingly around his neck.
“I didn’t want to keep you awake,” Percy admits, running a hand over the back of her head gently. Her hair has been brushed, he notices, and there’s a couple of tiny braids dispersed throughout the dark curtain. She smells nice, kind of like Will. Of course he brought his own shampoo, Percy thinks wryly. Something about that makes him feel a little better.
“I can’t sleep anyway, but especially without you,” Margot mumbles, her voice wavering with something horrifyingly close to tears. “I thought you got tired of me already or found out that I’m bad luck.”
Percy frowns and tugs her away so he can look her in the eye. She studies his face in turn, and he knows he looks gods-awful. He’s very glad that Jason made him brush his teeth.
“You’re not,” He says, his voice finally gaining his normal conviction and surety it usually holds. “I promise you, you’re not.” She heaves a shaky sigh and avoids his eyes, so he gently tilts her face up. “Margot, I’m serious. You’ve made Gotham a lot easier for me to handle.”
Sure, adding a kid into his fold wasn’t necessarily easier, and having Jason on his tail for that period of time before they were acquainted was rough, but in general her presence has only been a gift. Her being here brought Nico and Will, brought Jason and his brothers, and brought his awareness to the other kids around the Alley like them. Percy would definitely rather have her in his life.
“You too,” She says solemnly. “You saved me.”
“I think,” Percy says, swallowing as he tucks a strand of her hair behind her ear, “You saved me, too.” She’s saving him now, he realizes. His heart rate has slowed considerably, and the haunting visage of Annabeth’s- of his dream flits through his mind inconsistently. He squeezes her. “Did you bring guests?”
“You should carry me so I don’t have to get my socks wet,” She says into his shoulder, and he smiles as her (already) wet feet press into his ribcage. “And then we can bring Nico and Will and Jason to see your Mom, right?”
“Is that so?” Percy says, pushing himself up and adjusting his hold so he can better carry her. He still feels pretty weak, so it’s a good thing she weighs about as much as two grapes. She pokes him in the back of the head and he laughs a little. “Alright, alright, fine. If Princess Margot decrees it, then I guess it must be so.”
“You and Jason are my knights,” Margot says seriously as they slip into the living room. Nico and Will are seated at the kitchen table, angled so that they have a clear eye of the mouth of the hallway. They both visibly relax when Percy comes in with his limpet. He can hear clattering in the kitchen and tries valiantly not to roll his eyes at Jason’s weird fascination with breakfast.
“What are Nico and Will, then?” Percy asks, sitting across from them and keeping her secured on his lap. She wiggles to turn around and face them, back to his chest, and wraps tiny fingers in an iron grip around his wrist to keep his arm over her like a seatbelt.
“Maids,” Margot says. Will sputters.
“Maids?” He says disbelievingly, his offence greatly exaggerated. “After all I’ve done…”
“You washed my hair and clothes, and you make the bed.”
“Percy does all of that!” Will pauses. “Except for the bed thing. That, I’m pretty sure he’s never done in his life.”
“Too busy enjoying the luxury of having a consistent bed to make it look all fancy,” Percy says, running a hand through Margot’s hair. She bats at it as it catches on a few of her braids.
“I’m almost as good at swordplay as Percy,” Nico says accusingly, crossing his arms over his chest. “Why am I not a knight?”
Margot stares at him for a second.
“Plus, he’s your brother,” Will adds. “So wouldn’t that make him a prince?”
“Okay, fine,” Margot says. “But that makes you his- um, lady. What are those ladies called?”
“Do you mean consort?” Jason asks as he comes in, a towel over his shoulder and his shirt covered in bits of what’s probably flour. His eyes flick around Percy’s face for a moment before settling back on Margot, and he goes for his casual lean against the kitchen island, hands sliding into his pockets.
“Yeah, that. Which means we need to hire maids.”
“I mean, Jason’s cooking right now,” Nico points out. “He doesn’t even have a sword.”
“Jason is definitely a knight,” Margot says firmly. “Look at him.”
There’s a moment of silence as everyone stares Jason down. His body stays lax, but his eyebrow twitches minutely.
“I’m definitely a knight,” He agrees, smirking a little.
“Percy’s royalty, too, though. Technically,” Will says.
“Not on dry land,” Percy retorts.
“No?” Nico challenges. “So if we went to the nearest stables-”
“Shut up.”
“Jason used to be the Prince of Gotham, if that means anything.” Every single occupant in the room jumps about five feet in the air as Tim slips out of the kitchen, including Jason, though his reaction is more of a twitch. Regardless, Tim notices, based on the slight uptick of the corner of his mouth.
“Jesus,” Will says, blinking. “How do you do that?”
“It runs in their family,” Percy says. “Prince of Gotham, huh?”
Jason scowls. “Whatever. I made food. It’s in the kitchen. Eat it, or don’t. I’ve got shit to do today.”
“Shit like looking into the Penguin and making sure he’s not gaining a new Godly friend?” Tim asks.
“Obviously.”
“Then consider your schedule clear.” From behind his back, Tim tosses a file onto the table before sliding into the seat at the head and opening it up. His eyes skirt over the faces around the room, lingering on Percy’s, before returning to Jason. “He backed out. As usual.”
Jason scowls and snatches up the packet at the top of the paper pile, flipping through it briefly before sighing heavily and sitting down as well. “Alright. So he saw me there and turned tail?”
“I think it’s more like he realized the timing Plutus has been on and wanted nothing to do with it,” Tim corrects. “But your presence definitely helped.”
“He wanted for you to get caught in that trap,” Percy says to Tim. “That’s the main reason he was on board. He definitely wanted nothing to do with Jason, though. Like, explicitly, he made that pretty clear.”
“Right, on account of the whole ‘Prince of Gotham’ thing,” Tim says again, smirking a little at Jason as he dodges a swipe from the crime lord. “But whatever the case, I don’t think we have to worry about him. Only issue is, we now know for sure that Plutus has the Falcones backing him, and he doesn’t think that’s enough, so he’ll probably be looking for other pots to dip his hand in.”
“Not to mention the Fear Gas,” Jason says, still scowling. “Which means Scarecrow.”
“Right, but not necessarily his involvement in his grand scheme of things,” Nico points out suddenly. Both Bats turn their freakishly intense gazes on him, but he only shrugs. Percy figures that dealing with the Dead and also Hades, the guy and the place, puts a damper on most intimidation tactics, intentional or otherwise. “He sells his product, right? Or mass produces it, either way. So he could be a major player, or he could be a benefactor, or he could have gotten robbed. We don’t know.”
“Well, it was a new formula, so I’m gonna veto the robbed theory,” Tim says, pulling out another packet from the folder. This one has a surplus of colored graphs that Percy cannot be bothered to interpret. “There was poison in these. Like, actual poison. I’m talking belladonna.”
Percy feels a flip-flopping sensation in his stomach.
“Percy,” Nico says quietly. Percy drags his eyes to the son of Hades, who looks pale, and grim, and like he’s reading Percy’s mind right about now.
“Lady A,” Percy says through a dry throat, feeling a little disconnected. “Poison.”
“I know,” Nico says, still in that quiet voice. “I know , but she’s in Tartarus. She has no way of getting out. And Gotham? Now? Why would a primordial goddess of misery-”
“Revenge, for starters.” Percy feels- bad. Nauseous, unstable, like he’s sea-sick the way Hazel got on the Argo II. Margot tightens her grip on his wrist.
“It can’t be her,” Nico says firmly. “Plutus knows you. He’s referenced your time in the pit before. It feels like a red herring.”
“We’re not seriously talking about Achlys right now,” Will says, and the temperature in the room drops several degrees. His eyes widen as both Percy and Nico say nothing. “Shit.”
“I think, for now, we should assume Nico’s right,” Jason says suddenly. Tim levels him a look of disbelief, and Jason’s eyes, for a fraction of a second, jump to Percy and then back to his younger brother. They seem to have a silent conversation before Tim finally clenches his jaw and looks away. Jason continues like nothing happened. “Right now, if we stop Plutus, we stop the machine. I say we put our energy into finding him, figuring out his plans, and stopping them.”
“Oh, is that all?” Will sighs, running a hand through his hair before standing up and wandering into the kitchen.
“I mean, that’s what we’ve been doing,” Nico says. “But thanks for the pep talk, Colonel.”
“Alright, smartasses,” Jason snaps without much heat. “We need to-”
“Lock in,” Nico interrupts, nodding sagely. “Yes, wise one. We will surely do that.”
“You know what,” Jason starts.
“No fighting,” Margot insists.
“Whatever the princess says,” Jason reroutes immediately, levelling an innocent smile at her.
“Suck-up.” Nico crosses his arms over his chest and leans back, smug as he watches Jason’s smile wilt.
Percy listens to their banter the same way one has a TV show on in the background. It feels like white noise, in a sense.
He keeps thinking about the solid ground under his feet. It’s a lot different than Tartarus’ fleshy surface. It’s cooler, too. He can hear the hum of electricity, a welcome replacement to the distant clash of metal on a battlefield or the howls and eerie atmosphere in the pit. The furniture here, clearly wood, is a strange texture compared to Damasen’s draken bones and leather.
He wonders about Achlys in the pit, if she is still in the pit. Which, like, obviously she is. Right? She has to be. Like Nico said, there’s no way for her to get out. Besides, Percy’s pretty sure he put the fear of something worse than a god into her- the fear of him. He can’t imagine her wanting a rematch so soon. Although, time passes a lot differently there. Maybe it’s felt like an eternity of buildup rage and hatred for him to her.
It’s got to be fear mongering on Plutus’ part, or maybe even just a new experiment by the psychopathic biochemist that the Bats seem to encounter every now and again. It probably has nothing to do with him, actually. He’s probably just worked up over his nightmare.
Because he still is. Worked up, that is. Maybe that’s why he’s having such a hard time feeling quite real in this space, right now. He feels like he’s dreamed this up. Nico across from him, Will returning with a plate of muffins, Margot a warm, grounding weight in his lap, Jason lightheartedly bantering with the three of them.
Tim, though, is watching Percy. He’s not even trying to be subtle about it, which makes Percy wonder how long he’s been watching him for. His brow is bent with the slightest hint of concern, his eyes dark, but the rest of his face, just like Jason’s, is stubbornly blank and unreadable. Assessing Percy, maybe, or just plain worried the way friends are. Because, right, they’re definitely friends.
Percy feels another twist in his stomach. He has to talk to Annabeth soon. He has to- confess? Absolve himself of guilt for his own selfish gain? Because really, truly, if Percy had never come to Gotham, this never would have happened. He never would have found Tim and- not fallen for him, it’s way too soon to say anything along those lines, but taken an interest. He never would’ve been taken an interest in , by any of the Bats. Or Plutus.
Then again, him not being here doesn’t really mean Plutus wouldn’t be, right? Did Plutus choose Gotham for its crime and wealth in turn, like he said? For its lack of competition?
Or did Plutus come to Gotham because Percy came to Gotham? Because Percy is the Gods’ favorite errand boy? Because Percy offers entertainment no one else can, because of his caliber, because of his experience, because of his loss, his anger, his grief, his anger, his anger , his-
Perc-
Perc-
Percy.
Percy registers the sound of the pipes groaning the same time everyone else does, because the room abruptly falls silent.
“I need to get some air,” Percy says into the silence, making no move to stand. Margot slides off his lap and pulls him along with her, not an ounce of hesitation in her steps as she drags him to the door. There’s the murmur of voices picking back up behind him, but he can’t bring himself to care.
“We can go see Sandy and Alex,” Margot says, pulling on little light-up Lightning McQueen sneakers that Percy can’t remember her ever getting. “And then we can take Nico and Will and Jason to your Mom and we can meet her! And I can meet your little sister and maybe your little brother! Nico said you had a brother and sister and that your sister is a baby and your brother is a cyclops …” Margot keeps talking as she tugs him out into the hall and to the stairwell, and she keeps talking all the way down, and she talks still as they leave the building. Percy can feel the shadow following them from a distance, unsure if it’s Tim or Jason or a third party all together, but he keeps most of his attention on Margot.
Margot’s never fought a monster. She’s been a victim of them, though. But she’s never been to Tartarus, and the mere thought of her in Hades’ palace alone, even with Nico at her side- even with Percy at her side- feels absurd in a way he can’t deign to fathom. Her tiny hand in his- that’s real, and that’s not going to change, so help him.
Margot is apart of the real world, even though she’s also apart of his. It’s kind of the same way Tim feels to him- a doorway, maybe, or a link, because Percy doesn’t really feel human anymore- but Tim is too hard to think about, right now. He just keeps his fingers intertwined with Margot’s and follows her all the way to Sandy’s, where her father receives them warmly. Sandy and Margot sequester off to a swing set Percy doesn't remember seeing before, and he starts to follow before Dennis snags his arm.
“They’ll be alright,” He says. Percy says nothing. “Do you like the new swing set? Was a gift from Hood. Red Hood, y’know, the Crime Lord? New friend of yours, I assume, given how often he drops by here and the Burrows’ place.” Percy finds it a little cute that Jason lets himself be seen by both Sandy and Alex and their parents, but he figures it has something to do with the joy on Sandy’s face as she plays with Margot on the swings. “You don’t look good, Percy.”
“Well,” Percy says, because what is he supposed to say to that?
“I’m glad you’ve got people watching out for you, but I have to ask what’s keeping you awake,” Dennis says. “As a father.”
Percy tries not to bristle. “You guys should move. There’s trouble in Gotham. Unfriendly faces moving in.”
“Oh, I know,” Dennis says a bit darkly. “Trust me. Sandy’s a legacy, you see. I’ve done my fair share of monster killing to keep us safe, and I know when things are heating up. Mist doesn’t fool me, boy.”
Percy scowls at his feet. “It’s not just monsters. I’m serious.”
“So am I.” Dennis jostles his shoulder a little bit, and Percy steps out of his grasp. “Whatever it is, Percy, Gotham is safer for her-” He nods over at Sandy- “than anywhere else. We’re staying, that’s it.”
Percy looks at him for a long moment and thinks about New Rome, about Camp Half Blood’s more permanent resident buildings being built for adult demigods and legacies, and he wants to chew off his own tongue and swallow it.
“Camp,” He starts. “Is working on something for families like you guys. Uh, I’m not… sure of its progress, given that it just started after the second war. But the Roman camp also has a place. Is there any chance of me convincing you to move there? At least for a while.”
“Sorry, Percy,” Dennis says, reaching out again to clap a hand against Percy’s shoulder, which he deftly dodges in such a way that it looks unintentional, hopefully. “This is home. We’re not gonna run from this fight.”
You’re an idiot! Percy wants to scream. He wants to throttle Dennis, to plunge Riptide right through him. He wonders how Dennis made it this far. Maybe it's because of that stubborn pride. But Percy looks at Sandy and he can imagine children her age in suits of too-big, celestial bronze armor, wielding heavy swords too big and too long that get easily knocked aside in a real fight. He sees Sandy, and Margot, and Alex, and he sees their grim future and his haunting past, and he wants to somehow present all of this to Dennis in a neat little folder that comes with a custom eulogy section and a child-sized funeral sheet to burn.
“You don’t feel confident on the outcome of this one,” Dennis says suddenly, studying Percy’s likely grim expression.
“Why should I?” Percy says darkly.
“You’re a Godkiller,” Dennis says simply. “What’s one more?”
The fire hydrant across the street explodes upwards with a vicious, unconscious jolt in Percy’s chest, and he watches Dennis jump back.
“What’s one more?” Percy snarls. “ One more? What’s one more all-powerful, unconquerable enemy in the face of your child, of these children, these defenseless, untrained children? Of all of the people in this doomed, godless city? What’s one more?”
Margot and Sandy have made their way over. Margot attaches herself to one of his clenched fists and Sandy has taken residence at Dennis’ side. Dennis, who watches Percy with something like a sad look on his face.
“Keep hope, kid,” Dennis says. “Remember who you are. Who we are.”
“Yeah? And who are we?” Percy snaps.
“Heroes,” Says Dennis.
Percy can’t help it. He laughs. He laughs until there are tears in his eyes, but nothing’s really funny. Not at all.
“We’re not heroes,” Percy says viciously. “We’re men. We’re just men, and we’ll be slaughtered just like everyone else. No one makes it far in this life except for maybe you, and gods know how.”
“You’re not just a man.”
“Sure, okay. You’re right.” Percy takes Margot’s hand and turns his back on Dennis. Before he can bring himself to walk away, the words force themselves out of him. “I’m a monster. And if I’m afraid, then you should be, too.”
Percy doesn't give up and he doesn't let go, and his fatal flaw plays up those faults in him like a guitar amp.
Right now, the only thing Percy can't shake is the bitter anger that falls over him like a blanket of snow. He and Margot are silent as they walk away.
Notes:
hey.... how y'all doin.....so... three weeks.... hahahah..... ha... and a mid ass, short chapter... trust me bro it'll be chill next chapter i swear
i'm moved in with my new roommates. very awesome. just got promoted in kung fu. that's awesome. my brain has been so far on autopilot that i let go of my goals and just threw myself into working and playing jedi:survivor. also, i bought tim on fortnite. i downloaded fortnite for the first time in my 22 yrs of life just to buy that stupid fucking battle pass. don't @ me, i know it's pathetic, but when you like something, yk.
anyways. chapter notes:
>alt title to this chapter: percy has a bad time part 124230590858648
>>saw some disappointment abt the speed of resolution between dick and jason. i think, especially for me and especially if it's a close friend/brother, and i'm in that emotional, vulnerable place where i feel like i'm useless, having validation that hey maybe i'm not the bad guy kind of absolves most of my hurt. ik dick is fundamentally angry, but it's like that clone wars quote: You hold onto friends by keeping your heart a little softer than your head. HOWEVER do not think dick is suddenly not mad. It’s just that he has priorities and he’s sensitive and jason is “secretly” (in his mind) even more sensitive.
>percy is crashing out SOOOO hard rn. i feel like he wouldnt normally be so aggressive in front of kids but, yk. nightmare. and dennis just set him off. what a nimrod
sorry for the mid chapter and the late chapter and uh, everything else pertaining to this chapter. hopefully i will have the next one out in a timely matter. bye goats, drink water, thank u for comments and kudos ily!!!!!!!!!
Chapter 21: time is inevitable
Summary:
“I guess you’re right, then. It’s not about your abilities. It’s about… it’s about what you do with them.”
“You help people,” Margot says, snapping at him for what might be the first time. “You help."
“Sometimes,” Percy concedes. He thinks about a collapsing bridge, about a flesh-made ground, about a cruise ship. He thinks about golden eyes draining to blue, he thinks about gray eyes turning dull. He thinks about say hello to the stars for me . He says nothing else on the matter.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Percy feels a tug on his hand as they cross the street, a block from Alex’s house. He does a pretty good job of ignoring it until it becomes insistent, abruptly a weight on his arm. When he finally stops and turns to face her, Margot has planted her feet.
He still feels an ominous simmer in the pit of his gut, so he simply looks at her expectantly.
“You’re angry,” Margot says, not meeting his eye.
He takes a deep breath through his nose and exhales in a sigh.
“Yeah, most days,” Percy admits, his voice still heavy.
“You said… you’re a monster,” Margot continues.
Percy keeps looking at her.
“Why?”
“Why what?”
“Why did you say that?”
Percy looks away now, pulls on her hand to resume their trek to Alex’s, at a slower pace now that he’s thinking instead of on autopilot.
“When you can do the things that I can do,” Percy says, and then hesitates.
“You control water,” Margot says, almost accusing. “Nico and I can talk to dead people. We can control ghosts and open the ground to eat people, like my Mom. Nico can walk through shadows. We are the children of Death’s boss. What does that make us?”
“Margot.” Percy stops again and kneels this time to force eye contact. He regards her defiant expression and feels the simmering abruptly sputter and die. He doesn’t really want to tell her about Achlys, about the human body, about rivers of something more than water. He doesn’t want to bring up the monolith of his sins that casts a shadow over him, a relentless darkness that blots out the sun. “I guess you’re right, then. It’s not about your abilities. It’s about… it’s about what you do with them.”
“You help people,” Margot says, snapping at him for what might be the first time. “You help.”
“Sometimes,” Percy concedes. He thinks about a collapsing bridge, about a flesh-made ground, about a cruise ship. He thinks about golden eyes draining to blue, he thinks about gray eyes turning dull. He thinks about say hello to the stars for me . He says nothing else on the matter.
“Just because you’re scary doesn’t make you a monster,” Margot says firmly. “You said I wasn’t a bad luck charm even though I can do bad things and bad things always happen around me. So you’re only a monster if I am. And Nico. And Jason.”
“What’s Jason got to do with this?” Percy says warily, giving up on the argument. Because at the end of the day, she knows him as the Hero of Olympus, as the kid who took her into his previously borderline impoverished life on a whim based solely on the fact that she wasn’t safe anywhere else. She doesn’t know him as a destroyer, as someone who’s raised his sword against immortals and won. It all boils down to intent, and she can’t read his mind.
So she doesn’t know that sometimes he does the right things for the wrong reasons. She doesn’t know that he goes after enemies because they hurt someone he liked, and his intentions are only to hurt them back. To make them pay. To teach them a final lesson in their decidedly worthless lives.
Margot folds into him, taking a step forward to press her little forehead into his collarbone. He lifts her up with no effort, swinging her deftly into his arms and toting her as he walks.
“Jason is sad and angry like you.” Her voice is muffled, but he hears her clearly. “His soul is dark and poisoned, but he does good things and only hurts bad people. Jason is a hero even though he has been hurt.”
“A hero, huh?” Percy asks quietly. Honestly, Percy had been sticking with ‘crime lord’ when he thought of Helmet, but he can acknowledge that Jason’s on the better end of the criminal spectrum. Or as better as murder can get, anyway.
After all, Percy’s in a safe space, and his loved ones are, and Jason’s never not had his back once he figured out Percy isn’t villainous.
It’s strange, how Percy can call Jason a hero but not himself, even though one of them is, in the most archaic of ways, titled that- and it isn’t the one in leather. Then again, Hercules is technically considered a hero too, and that guy’s a massive douchebag.
“He made us food this morning,” Margot says, matter-of-factly. Percy laughs despite himself.
“And that makes him a good guy?” Percy asks, amused. “What, you think bad guys don’t eat breakfast?”
“They probably don’t make other people breakfast,” Margot points out. “Or comfort them after a bad night.”
Percy’s stomach turns and his jaw locks up at the mention of his nightmare, and he says nothing else on the way to Alex’s.
Perseus Jackson, little destroyer. A boot pressing Riptide into the ground.
Twice Savior of Olympus. Titan Slayer, Giant Slayer. Little Pawn.
The thud of a body hitting the ground. No, half a body.
Say hello to the stars for me.
Perc- Perc- Percy.
When they arrive, there’s no movement at the window. There’s no light spilling in or out of the closed curtains. The door doesn’t swing wildly open and no child comes barreling into Percy. The pit in his stomach grows.
“Someone is dying,” Margot tells him quietly, and Riptide is in his hand between breaths, shnking out of pen form without his memory of uncapping it. He squeezes her before letting her down.
“You stay behind me,” He says firmly, a hand on her shoulder. “If I tell you to run, you run . Okay?” She nods, and they approach the door with silent steps. Percy tries to peer into the window through the tiny gap between the twin curtains, but he can’t see anything but a dark, empty living room. He tries the handle.
It’s unlocked.
It reassures him about as much as his agape window had at his old apartment, back when Nico, Will, and Margot had relocated to Jason’s. It feels so long ago, now. He reaches behind him to confirm Margot’s proximity, which is kind of pointless considering she’s gripping the back of his shirt nearly tight enough to rip it. Without further hesitation, he steps into the house, Riptide held out carefully in front of him.
No one comes at him. From another room, there’s music- Billy Joel, or something along those lines. And a child crying.
Percy slinks through the darkness quickly, reassured by Margot’s iron grip and the collar of his shirt choking him at this point. Carefully, in an attempt to not alert the occupants of the room the sound is coming from of his presence- which, of course, would be pointless if there were monsters present, considering Percy and Margot are both extremely powerful demigods and probably reek from a mile away- he pushes open the slightly agape door.
Alex is weeping with his back to the door, his body curled tight like a shrimp and his head pressed into his mother’s shoulder. His mother is lying prone on the bed. Even in the yellow light, she looks sickly and washed out. Margot’s breath audibly catches behind him.
“Soon,” Is all she says to Percy, and Percy nods grimly, putting Riptide away now that he can see the only enemy in the room is an inevitable, rapidly approaching death.
“Hey Alex,” Percy says quietly as he steps forward. Margot slips out from behind him and puts a hand on the little boy’s shoulder, who only cries harder. Behind the two of them, Alex’s mother- Chastity is her name, or Ms. Reynolds because it feels a little disrespectful to call her by her first name- meets Percy’s eyes under wet lashes.
“Percy,” Ms. Reynolds manages through what sounds a little like a death rattle. He winces as he steps forward, taking her hand that isn’t enveloped in Alex’s tiny fingers. She gives his a weak squeeze. “Take him to camp for me?”
“Okay,” Percy agrees quietly. He’d always known this would happen eventually. He’d just hoped it’d be because she’d be moved somewhere better for her health and not because she’s dying. As it is, he pulls Margot away and takes her place beside Alex, kneeling next to him and putting a hand on his back that spans half the length of his tiny spine. “Hey, buddy.”
“I don’t want her to go,” Alex sobs, and Percy feels old and new grief settle in the hollow of his throat and coat the inside of his sternum like oil.
“I know, sweetheart,” He whispers, cupping the back of Alex’s head for a moment. “I don’t want her to go either.”
“Momma,” Alex cries, his voice cracking and veering closer to a scream, and Percy pulls Margot into his side. She curls into his shoulder as he scoots in to drape his arm over Alex’s frame, pressing their ribs together.
“Do you want me to wait in the other room for a sec?” He asks, mostly to Ms. Reynolds, who hears the so you can say goodbye to each other and nods at him. He scoops up Margot, loathe to let her go now that he’s got her in his arms again, and with a final press of his palm to Alex’s neck under his ear, he leaves to the living room.
For a long, horrible period of time, there’s crying and hushed voices that Percy’s glad he can’t quite make out. He knows, though, what they're saying.
See, Percy's intimately close with last words and goodbyes.
He counts himself lucky, though. He hasn't lost his Mom. He wouldn't survive it, probably. Then again, he thought the same thing about Annabeth.
Perc-
Though the jury is still out on that. Dying slowly is still dying.
Alex comes into the living room what feels like several millennia later, completely distraught as expected- except he’s dead silent, which Percy wasn’t anticipating. He walks headlong into Percy’s chest and barely even seems to breathe.
“Is she-” Percy starts. Margot tugs on his hand for his attention and nods solemnly. Percy doesn’t know what to do from this point. All the deaths he’s been around haven’t exactly been the kind where you notify authorities, and definitely haven’t been as peaceful or expected as something like this. He keeps Alex in his arms as he stands, intertwines his fingers with Margot’s in an automatic gesture at this point, and takes them both outside into the shade of the tree in the front yard. There, he sinks down and allows Margot to crawl into his lap with Alex, and he reminds himself that this has nothing to do with him and he can’t actually freak out right now because he’s got two children borderline strapped to his chest.
The bubbling anger that’s been keeping him warm combats harshly with the ice cold anxiety in his chest. He hates not knowing what to do. Percy’s not the plan guy, he’s the sword that follows the mind’s path. Sure, he can move on muscle memory, but the bigger picture isn’t exactly his strong suit. So yeah, the idea is that he has to take Alex to camp now. The idea is that he has to- go to New York for something other than his Mom, which, in theory, shouldn’t be a problem. It’s like killing two birds with one stone.
How to get from point A to point B is another thing entirely. Luckily, he’s immediately reminded that he’s not alone by the purr of an engine as a motorcycle coasts to a stop at the curb. Jason, in all his hulking glory, climbs off and kills the engine before removing his helmet. He’s in civvies, for the most part, except for the boots that seem glued to his feet at this point.
“Hey, Percy,” He says in a quiet voice as he joins them in the shade.
“Hey Jason,” Margot says when Percy heaves a heavy sigh instead of replying.
“Rough one today, huh?” Asks the crime lord, settling into a squat with ease. His knees barely crack, Percy notices enviously.
“Understatement.” Percy thunks his head back against the tree. “Alex’s Mom, she…”
Silence follows his words, a series of minute, complicated expressions flitting across Jason’s face as he reaches out a large hand to cup the back of Alex’s head.
“I see,” He says quietly. Margot wiggles closer to Percy. Alex is as still and silent as a rock. “Alright, okay- can I- okay.” He rubs a hand over his mouth and down his chin, taking a deep breath, and his face drops for a fraction of a second before going blank again. “Perce, you with me?”
Percy nods. He’ll have time to lose his mind later. The rocky amalgamation of dread and anger and horror and grief in his chest is buffeted by waves of relief that Jason’s even here to begin with, even if he’s clearly struggling for a solution at the moment. Percy’s not alone.
“I’m gonna have Timmy pick you guys up, okay? And I can- take care of this. It’s gonna be alright.”
Against his collarbone, Alex chokes out a sob, and Percy tightens his arms around the two children, swallowing the rock in his throat. Jason shoots off a text and tucks his phone away, running his tongue over his teeth.
“How’d you-” Percy begins, his voice coming out near incomprehensible and gravel-rough. He clears his throat and tries again. “How’d you know to come?”
“O called me- Oracle, I mean. She’s- she watches the city.” Percy frowns at him.
“Oracle?”
“I can see how her name might be confusing,” Jason says, offering a tired grin. “She’s not actually prophetic, although honestly I wouldn’t be surprised. She’s our, ah, tech support.”
“Cameras?”
“Yeah.”
Percy vaguely recalls Nightwing mentioning someone named O , about backup showing without ever having been called, and figures that this is one of those times. He looks around for cameras and doesn’t see any. Jason hums when Percy frowns harder.
“You exploded a fire hydrant in the middle of the day in a fairly populated area. Not exactly subtle,” Jason explains. “And I figured you’d be somewhere around here. I just didn’t think…” He settles down into a more comfortable seated position and runs his hand over Alex’s head again, possibly a self-soothing gesture.
Time passes quickly after that. Percy’s kind of lost in the feeling of Alex crying silently against his collarbone, of Margot’s tiny little arms around his ribcage, of the warm press of Jason’s shoulder against his. Soon enough, a car far different from Tim’s normal rich boy ride pulls along the curb behind Jason’s bike. It’s a beat up Honda Civic, probably a decade older than the kids Percy’s got in his lap.
Tim steps out in a hoodie and baggy, ripped light wash jeans that Percy feels are vaguely familiar in the way that he’s put them on before- not that they’re his, but there’s a good possibility that they’re Jason’s, or at least communal safehouse clothes. It’s weird that out of everything going on, it’s what draws most of Percy’s attention- a pair of jeans. He barely even registers when Tim kneels in front of him in a mirror of Jason half an hour ago, frowning at the four of them.
It takes him a long second to see Tim’s mouth moving, and a second after that to hear what’s coming out of it.
“-To the apartment before we leave, talk to Nico,” he’s saying. “Is your camp anywhere near your original destination? You guys were going today, right?”
“What?” Percy blinks and shakes his head, clearing his throat when Jason jostles him slightly. “Sorry, uh, we should… definitely talk to Nico. Camp is- near my Mom, yeah.” A couple hours difference, actually, but when you’ve got shadow travel
Tim regards him for a long moment. “Jay, you should probably-”
“I’m dealing with this. I’ll meet up with you guys later,” Jason cuts him off, not unkindly. In fact, his voice has taken on an uncharacteristic softness, and Percy kind of wants to elbow him in the gut for it. He has a feeling it’s for him, but he’ll choose to believe it’s more for Alex’s sake instead. “Just wait for me, alright?”
Tim purses his lips, which is a pretty intentional gesture of irritation considering the entire family’s inclination towards stone faces. Instead of voicing whatever scathing retort that’s probably sitting behind his teeth, he holds out a hand.
“Hey, Margot, you wanna ride passenger?” He asks, smiling a little when she turns excitedly to let him pull her up.
“Absolutely not,” Jason says, overlapping Percy’s sharp, “No.” Tim pouts at them.
“What?” He asks defensively, playing it up as Margot mimics his expression and throws it at Percy. “I’m a good driver.”
“The fuck you are,” Percy mutters, pushing to his feet as smoothly as he can with Alex still attached to his front. “The only thing reassuring me right now is that you’re in a shitbox instead of your ‘Baby.’” Which, at this point, Percy can acknowledge that he’s mostly just giving Tim shit rather than genuine criticism, given the last time he was in a vehicle with him he was mostly out of his mind.
Not so far from now, he notes distantly. Except now he’s got other priorities, like the koala child wrapped around him and the other tugging his hand with both of hers.
“Then you have to sit in the back with us,” Margot tells him as Percy is led by a hand on his shoulder towards Tim’s car.
“Sure,” Percy agrees. They cram into the back seat and, contrary to Percy’s ribbing, or maybe in spite of it, the ride back to Jason’s place is smooth. It’s only standing back in front of the elevator that Percy becomes, once again, rooted to his spot. Alex finally untucks his little face from Percy’s sternum to see what the holdup is right around the same time Margot threads her fingers through his. Tim stands with no urgency to him this time, content to watch now that no one is bleeding out.
“C’mon, Seaweed Brain,” Percy mutters, cursing himself for the adrenaline sputtering through him as he forcefully presses the up button to summon the elevator.
“Seaweed Brain?” Margot echoes, squeezing his fingers. “Nico called you that, too.”
“Yeah, it’s a-” The doors slide open and Percy’s voice catches before he continues. “It’s a nickname. Or another way of calling me stupid, but in a way that’s not mean.” He takes two deliberate steps into the elevator, Tim slipping in behind Margot, and watches the door close. Tim hits the button for their floor as Percy clears his throat. “Annabeth used to call me that.”
“That’s funny,” Alex says softly into his collar. Percy takes a deep breath and presses his cheek against the other’s head.
“Can I call you that?” Margot asks, tugging on his hand.
Percy offers her a wry grin. “Only if I deserve it.”
“Why are you afraid of elevators?” Margot follows up with, which feels like a nonsequitur Percy is in no way prepared for. He looks up like Tim can answer for him, except of course he can’t, because he has no idea either.
“Uh,” Percy says, his eyes darting back to the closed doors of the elevator. The doors that aren’t rattling, the doors where no sound but hydraulics seep through, the silence of no elevator music almost stifling. It’s cold in the metal box, but more clinical than underground damp cold. “When I- once I had a really bad elevator ride. From a bad place underground, and there was- it was very unsafe.”
“From where underground?” Margot asks. “The underworld?”
Percy glances down at her, a little surprised, before reminding himself that she hangs around Nico and they’ve probably talked at least a little but about their shared heritage.
“Not… exactly,” Percy says, grimacing.
“You’re not saying there’s an elevator that goes all the way down,” Tim says, staring at him intensely, like he’s inclined to go find it.
“Well, not anymore ,” Percy replies, scowling. “Doors of Death are in the right hands again, rest assured.”
Tim, just as Percy suspected, looks briefly disappointed, before perking up again. “Wait, the- the prophecy Doors of Death you beared arms to?”
“Yup.” The elevator finally chimes and Percy tries not to look like his ass is on fire as he jumps out, dragging Margot along.
“Interesting. So why elevators?”
“Tim, I want you to use the critical thinking skills I’m mildly certain you have,” Percy calls tiredly behind him. “Why would the doors taking you from the overworld- on top- to the underworld- on bottom- be elevators?”
If eye-rolling were audible, Percy would’ve heard a bomb go off behind him.
“I just figured that’s kind of- I don’t know, modern. It’s not like, a staircase, or something?”
“Well, there are those, too,” Percy says, stopping at Jason’s door and jimmying the lock fruitlessly until Tim brushes by it to unlock it. “I used an entrance like that the first time I went.”
“And when was that?”
“Uhh, I was twelve, so, like, five years ago or something?” Percy waves away Tim’s incredulous look as he closes the apartment door behind them. “Anyways, Thanatos has a tablet, Hermes uses UPS, it’s an integrating sort of world.”
“Integrating? That’s a big word for Elmo,” Will calls from the living room. Percy looks around for something to throw and finds only children, so he locks eyes with Margot and jerks his chin and Will’s direction, and she’s off like a shot. Seconds later, he hears Will grunt and smirks a little with victory.
Nico rounds the corner from the hall, drying his hair. “You guys are back kind of early. How was-” he looks up and stops, eyes on Alex, before slowly dragging them up to meet Percy’s. “Percy.”
“He’s got- I have to take him to Camp,” Percy says, a little helpless. He runs a soothing hand up Alex’s back and walks over to the couch, sinking down beside the Will and Margot pile. Nico and Tim follow him over.
“I see,” Nico says solemnly. Will sits up and Margot shifts to Nico’s lap as the son of Apollo surveys the situation for a moment. He looks at Percy and mouths can I help?
You can try , Percy mouths back, combing Alex’s hair away from his face as he eases him off his shoulder a little.
“Hey…” Will starts, glancing at Percy before continuing. “Alex. It’s Alex, right? I’m Will Solace, head of the Apollo cabin.” Alex takes a long time to uncurl and turn, his little face the picture of grief, and it’s unsurprisingly heartbreaking to see red eyes and tear tracks painted on his skin. Percy runs a thumb under his eye as Alex leans back against his chest.
“Apollo?” Alex asks quietly, his tiny voice rough. Will gets started on an animated spiel about camp, cabins, and healing as Percy’s mind starts to drift. He turns his head slightly to see Nico and Margot locked in what seems like a philosophical conversation about the nature of death, and maybe the feeling of a soul leaving a body, which Percy wouldn’t know anything about nor how to approach that topic with a 7 (and a half) year old. He tilts to look at the ceiling and feels, sort of like a latch coming undone, the disconnecting of his active participation within his body. His blood feels cooled, somehow, or tempered like a blade, as if he’s been trudging through the scorching, sun-heated sand along Montauk barefooted and finally sunk into the cool, near-freezing ocean. His heart finally stops thudding so audibly in his head and he exhales. If he listens hard enough- and it’s becoming easier by the second- he can hear with perfect clarity the waves crashing against the nearby rocky outcrops.
There’s the echo of a warm hand on his shoulder but he’s impervious to the interruption- it merely dissolves into the ocean, soluble and unimportant. He exhales again and closes his eyes, the lull of the current pushing him gently back and forth, to and fro. It’s a gentle feeling, calming, soothing, and he feels only like an empty vessel, a host to the ocean’s apathy.
August 6th, Crime Alley, 13:27
Jason runs two gloved hands down the front of his thighs warily, watching the EMTs cart the body from the empty house with no urgency. He’s sitting on top of his bike, unable to convince himself to go back to the apartment yet, if only because he’s putting off looking three grieving children in the eyes.
Because that’s what they are. Children. And maybe it was Alex’s Mom that died, but Margot felt it, in a way Jason can’t possibly understand, despite Nico trying to explain it to him weeks ago after noticing Jason’s recycled ticket.
And Percy…
When Barbara first contacted him, he had already been putting on his riding gear to follow Percy from a distance. That nightmare wasn’t a joke, and regardless of the humor at the table, it was clear Percy was unable to shake the cobwebs of the memory from his mind. Then he got an alert from Oracle:
Your wayward son just destroyed a fire hydrant on the upper East end near Newtown.
And he couldn’t even bring himself to get irritated at the moniker for Percy. He only felt dread, thick like tar, settle in the bottom of his stomach. When he drove past said explosion, alley kids were frollicking under the spray, and Sandy’s father was sitting on the curb, watching his little girl along with the other adults lining the streets. Children’s laughter echoing louder than traffic on a slow day like this is not unheard of, but certainly not common, either. Bowlen watched Jason drive past with a look of quiet regret and a little resignation. Jason didn’t bother stopping.
Then: Percy’s other kid’s house, and a dead mother.
It was all too familiar, to see Alex’s shivering form tucked against Percy’s chest, to see Margot curled up against his shoulder. Percy’s eyes had lost that stormy quality they’d caught from his nightmare- instead they were blank and dull and flat, lost and empty. His skin was pale and his face was-
Familiar. Everything about it was awful and nothing about it was new.
Now Jason’s hands linger on his handlebars, unable to curl fingers over the clutch and shift out of neutral, even as the hum of his bike attempts to drown out his churning thoughts.
Jason doesn’t know what to do. Which is also not very new, and in fact a pretty recently recurring feeling of helplessness. He wishes he could help Percy in a way that mattered.
Maybe this is what Bruce felt like when he took in Jason and decided that he was doomed to fail. Except Jason can’t look at Percy and think about anything but helping him . Helping him not by giving him something to hold onto, but helping him by prying his fingers off of what he’s already got. Helping him by letting him let go. Because what Bruce never understood about Jason was that he didn’t need something new to hold onto. He had had a Mom. He had passions and ideals and a love for people and he wanted to help, always, anyone who needed it. He couldn't let go of that. Like Dick. Like Percy. Like Tim. Like Bruce .
They’re all the same, really. It’s sickening.
Finally, he forces himself into action, pulling off the curb and speeding home. The ride to the top floor is tense, like he’s being watched, like he’s suspended in an uncomfortable silence with someone else, except he’s alone.
When he walks into his apartment, he can feel that same tenseness permeating the air around him- making him feel like maybe he wasn’t just imagining things after all.
He can hear voices in the other room, young and younger, intermingling with some sort of show that must be on. Over the back edge of the couch, he can see two dark heads of hair. One of them turns and Nico’s dark eyes connect with his, serious in a way he often is, but he doesn’t say anything. He just nods his head for Jason to come closer, mouth set in a grim line.
When he rounds the couch, he sees the problem.
Percy’s eyes are half-lidded and unseeing, breathing deeply like he’s asleep, but his hand rhythmically clenches open and closed like he’s squeezing an invisible stress ball. Jason crouches on the ground in front of them, unable to look away.
“What’s the standard operating procedure?” Jason asks quietly, glancing at Nico.
“We can wait him out or we can bring him back gradually. I vote the latter. I think…” Nico shakes his head. He looks exhausted, more so than usual. Jason’s sure he’s no stranger to death- that would be strange, considering- but he probably isn’t used to talking to children about it. Jason remembers overhearing a conversation what feels like decades ago, back when he first followed Percy home, and wonders about Nico’s other sister. “I think going home will be good for him. And we need to get Alex to camp as soon as possible. I’m just worried.”
“About anything specific, or everything that’s going on?” Jason asks. Nico snorts without much humor.
“Well, yeah, right, but also, Margot. I want- I think- I don’t know. Percy was worried about bringing her to camp, because of, y’know, our Dad, but I think…”
“You think we should drop her there when we drop Alex?”
“Yes. No. I don’t know.” Nico puts his head in his hands for a second before dragging his fingers through his hair and turning to look at Percy again. He reaches out and hesitantly pushes a strand of curly black hair away from the other’s brow. “He’s not. Doing great. And I think that Margot helps, in a way, but I also think that he’s not… That maybe I was wrong about how messed up he is. I thought- I thought, maybe, since he was doing the whole living alone thing, that maybe he was doing better. After- everything. And he is, but I think with everything going on right now-”
“You think he’s not well to really care for a kid,” Jason guesses.
Nico sighs roughly. “It’s not like he’s doing it alone. And maybe we could just keep her there for a little while, while we sort all this out. I just think that he wants to give more than he actually has, right now. He’s always been like that. You know heroes.”
Jason fights a bitter laugh.
“I know heroes.”
Nico smiles wryly. “Exactly. So we should definitely get him and Margot and you to his Mom as soon as possible, and ask for her advice since she’s probably the smartest lady I’ve ever met, and then we’ll go from there. Percy won’t actually listen to me, not about this, but he’ll listen to her.” Jason refrains from asking why it’s so important that he also meets Percy’s Mom for the moment.
From his side, Percy shifts a little. He blinks slowly. His hand closes and stays closed. But he doesn’t do much else, so Jason carefully puts a hand on his knee.
“Perce?” He says gently. “Hey, man, you wanna come back?”
Percy hums. His eyes sluggishly find Jason’s.
“We’re talking about Sally,” Nico says, putting his own hand on Percy’s shoulder. “You ready to see your Mom?”
That seems to be a little more effective. As soon as Nico said her name, Percy’s brows furrowed, and now his eyes have started to clear.
“Hey,” Jason says again, and Percy frowns at him.
“When’d you get here?” He asks gruffly, moving slow. “What time ‘s it?” He stretches, his back cracking in a slightly alarming way, before his frown deepens into a scowl. “Talkin’ ‘bout Mom?”
“I’m gonna go get Margot,” Nico says, ratcheting to his feet and leaving Jason with Percy, for some unexplainable reason. Jason kind of wants to throttle him a little.
“So where’s your Mom? And, uh, your camp?” Jason asks, scratching the back of his neck. He shifts back to sit on the edge of the coffee table, trying his best to not look as awkward as he feels.
“New York.”
“City or state?” Obviously , Jason thinks. The accent is a dead giveaway. It’s insane to Jason that his camp happened to be at home base, too.
“State. It’s on Long Island.” Percy clears his throat. “Not sure with your whole undead thing if you’ll be able to come through the barrier, but typically mortals can’t enter unless it’s a special case.”
“Such as…?”
“The Oracle, for one.” Percy smiles a little wryly, a spark coming back into his eye. “Or the vessel for it. Rachel, my friend, is mortal, but she’s got the Gift or whatever, and she spouts prophecies a lot.”
“Interesting.” Jason leans back and crosses his arms. “Well, I’m coming anyway.”
“Of course,” Percy says. “Margot’s set on it. Also? I think meeting my Mom would be good for you.”
Jason frowns. “What’s that supposed to mean?” He asks, a little affronted.
“I know a Momma’s boy when I see one,” Percy says smugly. Jason’s glad to see he’s back to his irritating self.
“Takes one to know one,” Nico says as he slinks into the living room with a line of demigods behind him. Margot appears in front of Percy between one blink and the next, leaning against his knees, while Alex climbs up on the couch next to him and rubs his face against Percy’s bicep like a cat. Will, the caboose of the little train, drapes a casual arm around Nico’s hips.
“Exactly,” Percy says, unashamed. “Are we ready?”
“Are you?” Will asks, not challenging but prodding nonetheless. Jason can see the way Percy carefully resists bristling, possibly due to the children clinging to him, if nothing else.
“You kidding? Nothing I want more than to see Mom right now,” he says, like their delay wasn’t caused by him checking out for an undisclosed amount of time. “Also, hey, where did Tim go?”
Jason raises an eyebrow and tips his head towards the slightly ajar window. “Think he dipped out.”
“Of the window? In broad daylight?” Will asks skeptically.
“Are we forgetting that this is over 20 stories tall?” Nico adds, although he sounds more curious than doubting. “Also, I opened that window. He left through the front door about an hour ago wearing a fancy suit.”
“Today’s supposed to be his day off,” Jason says darkly. He pulls out his phone and scrolls to Steph’s contact, sending her a zombie and then high rise emoji. She just sends back a thumb’s down. Typical. Jason can’t even do anything about it because he’s about to be trapped in a van for several hours with three teenagers and two real, actual children. Well, assuming they’re not doing Nico’s weird teleporting thing.
“Are we doing your weird teleporting thing?” Jason asks, just to be sure. He’s pretty certain the last time he saw it in action was actually with Percy’s giant dog, but he really doesn’t want that monster- in the purely physical sense of the word- destroying his apartment again. She shattered his coffee table. He spent good money on that at Goodwill. Not cool.
“I assume you have a vehicle,” Nico says, crossing his arms to mirror Jason’s posture. Somehow, he looks a lot more bitchy about it. “Because there’s no way in Hades that I’m shadow-traveling all six of us to and from.”
“Just double checking,” Jason says, raising his hands in surrender before hoisting himself to his feet. “I’ll go pick up a van. No dying or fighting or… checking out or anything, while I’m gone,” He says accusingly, staring right at Percy unabashedly.
“Yeah, yeah, whatever,” Percy grumbles. Jason sighs and starts the journey to his gang’s sequestered underground parking garage.
A bunch of nuclear bombs packed into a van on a roadtrip. What could possibly go wrong?
Notes:
...hello.... a month you say? well i'll be....
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
obligatory life update: everything sucks and unfortunately i am still alive. roommates finally on the last couple eps of ssn 4 of spn, so we're abt to watch the most epicest of crashouts from sam. very excited. otherwise, yearning, evil, and despairing in intervals. i'm a white sash in kung fu though so let's freaking go
ch notes:
>so as someone who is actually learning sword forms and hand to hand now, i’m realizing how much you need to practice. I feel, however, that it’s an unspoken thing that the bats are pretty diligent about keeping up their skills, so we’ll just assume on percy’s downtime and when he hasn’t been in his head he’s been practicing and drilling. also, some ppl pick things up faster, and percy is canonically one of those ppl. okay thanks
>read some more source material, and also a lot of analysis. sorry for caring so much about jason, i know he lowkey sucks but i love him anyway. leave my shadow the hedgehog dupe alone
>um. kind of sucks but heyyyy we'll get better. i've been having a lot of trouble writing these past couple months because i have goals and right now i'm writing the bridges to get to those goals. unfortunately my brain is much more interested in other things, like tarot and being depressed and being evil and being insane and bei-
> finally, used my stupid brain to figure out fic recs: https://www.tumblr.com/heyyyitsjingles/789175484740222976/fic-recs-for-my-goats?source=share
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https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT6FjbkF2/anyways thank you thank you thank you for sticking with me!!!! i am going to see if i sit down and re-hash the tl of the fic, and then maybe spend a while rebuilding future chapters so that they come out in a more consistent manner, maybe i'll be better at getting shit out... in a timely manner.... so yeahhhh don't expect that atm.... might be a while before i post again but not forever. think of it like dark matter updates except less good writing because that fic is so fire oh my god. ilysm,
Chapter 22: on the road again
Summary:
“Oh my god,” Jason mutters, putting his head in his hands.
“Pretty one in blue?” Nico repeats, smirking.
“Shut the hell up, Mister I-Make-Googly-Eyes-at-Apollo,” She says mutinously, and his mouth closes with a snap.
“I seem to recall someone else thinking he was pretty hot, too,” Percy points out.
“Can we not talk about my Dad like that?” Will begs. “We’re calling because we need your help.”
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
August 6th, Redbank, New Jersey 01 A.T.
They make it a little over halfway through their car trip before Percy’s luck remembers who he is, and the van’s engine sputters and starts smoking in the middle of the highway. Jason curses and pulls them off one of the exits, which ends up being for the best, because moments later the van is clearly on fire under the hood. Jason wrestles a fire extinguisher from the back like it’s a common enough occurrence to just have it on hand.
“Reliable vehicle you’ve got there,” Nico says sarcastically. Clearly, he is extremely unhappy about being woken from his nap. To make matters worse, the sky is overcast and gloomy, and Percy has a feeling it’s going to rain within the hour. Jason curses again.
“It’s a three hour drive!” He growls, kicking one of the van’s tires. “Are you fucking kidding me? We’ve made longer drives with less fuss in this piece of shit!”
So clearly, he’s not feeling great about this situation, either.
One of the good things about this whole thing is that Alex and Margot were both clearly unaccustomed to being in a car for prolonged periods of time and are enjoying the break to stretch their legs. Margot’s trying to get Alex to play with her in the grass with little success.
Percy and Will are happy to be moving too, although based on Nico’s mood, Will’s not going to point out that bright side at the moment. Percy is used to coincidental misfortune like this, though, so he’s not feeling terrible so much as long-suffering.
“You know,” Will says after a moment. “Thalia was mentioning visiting Percy soon, since the Hunters are in the general area anyway. Think she’s anywhere nearby and possibly willing to commit grand theft auto?”
“Thalia’s always willing to commit grand theft auto,” Percy says, snorting, and then pauses. “Wait, she was gonna visit?”
Will grimaces, which is not reassuring to Percy at all. He doesn’t like not knowing where his friends are, but since they split up to do their own thing after the second war, and also Thalia’s running with the Anti-Men squad, and also Percy got their main connection point brutally murdered in Tartarus, he and Thalia haven’t spoken for a while. Actually, Percy hasn’t spoken to a lot of his friends in a while, save for that disastrous Iris Message with Grover and the force of hand to speak with Nico (and Will) with Margot’s dad being who he is, so maybe that’s why they dropped by his Mom’s last year.
“She’s been worried,” Will says, drawing him out of his thoughts. Percy scowls.
“She doesn’t know anything about how I’m doing.”
“I mean, she does,” Nico says from where he’s sitting cross-legged leaning against the van. He’s squinting at Jason’s minor meltdown under the hood, clearly feeling a little better to be watching someone other than him crash out. Percy turns his scowl on him, and Nico scowls right back. “We talk. She asks about you, especially since we live together now, for all intents and purposes.”
“Why do you talk?” Percy asks, narrowing his eyes. Last he checked, even though Nico met them both at the same time, Thalia and the son of Hades weren’t super tight. Then again, Nico seems to draw in all sorts of older siblings, like Reyna and Jason and, well, Percy. Still. “You guys didn’t seem close during the last war.”
Jason rounds the van to join them, glancing at Will, who’s digging through his pockets (presumably for a drachma) before settling into a pile of limbs next to Nico, somehow managing to be grateful despite his mass. Percy feels a little weird talking outwardly about the war in front of him, but he figures it doesn’t really matter in the grand scheme of things since Jason already knows things about it.
“Yeah, well,” Nico says, looking down at his lap and then away, his eyes further than the horizon. “I don’t hang around camp much, y’know, and before Will and I moved in together, I was very…”
“Lone wolf,” Will says in a dramatic voice, clearly making fun of him. Nico throws a stick at him, which bounces off his hip. The son of Apollo doesn’t even notice.
“Nomadic,” Nico corrects grumpily. “I was very nomadic, so I ended up running into her. Anyway, us Big Three kids gotta stick together. I was a pretty good midpoint between her and Jason. Helped them do a little bonding.”
“I’m assuming these weren’t through family dinners,” Percy says a little wryly. Nico snorts.
“Maybe after killing a bunch of dracne,” Nico agrees, grinning at the other.
Will finally finds his drachma, and after a short few seconds, produces a water bottle, which he throws at Percy’s head. Percy, luckily for him, catches it instead of letting it hit him.
“Make me some mist, magic man,” Will commands, readying the drachma.
“I’ll make you into mist,” Percy mutters, but uncaps the water bottle and uses it to create a suspended, ambient mist in front of them. He moves and sits on Nico’s other side, mirroring Jason much less gracefully.
“Oh, Iris, Goddess of Rainbows, show me Thalia Grace,” Will says, tossing the drachma into the mist. The white-trancluscent visage solidifies and fills out, and in a blink, a scene materializes.
Thalia is standing leaned over a map, scowling ferociously as she twists her bracelets over her wrist. At her side is a young girl with braided hair and a silver circlet crowning her head, who notices the Iris message immediately. All three of the demigods on the other side of the call bow their heads promptly.
“Lady Artemis,” Nico says warmly, raising his head. “It’s great to see you.”
“And you as well,” Artemis says, examining the four men in front of her, her eyes lingering briefly on Will before stopping on Percy. “Percy Jackson.”
“My Lady,” Percy says quietly, offering her a weak smile.
“It is good to see you again,” She says, inclining her own head. “My brother will be sorry to hear that I got to speak with you and his favorite son.” She turns her gaze to Will again, a twinkle in her eye. At her side, Thalia looks like she’s trying not to interrupt, squirming in place, her eyes locked on the son of Poseidon. She doesn’t look very pleased to see him, shockingly. Artemis notices the restless disquiet of her lieutenant, and her mouth quirks with amusement, a little foreign on her serious face. “Well, I shall leave you to it. Contact me later, Lieutenant, when you are done with this distraction.” She waves her hand at the Iris message before slipping out of the tent. Thalia waits until she’s gone to whip around and point an accusing finger at Percy.
“You,” Thalia snaps.
“Hey, Thalia-”
“No, shut up,” She snarls. “You haven’t spoken to me in, like, a year! And for what?”
“I thought-”
“Yeah, whatever, don’t care.” Thalia bares her teeth at him, planting her hands firmly enough on the table in front of her that it rattles slightly. “When have you ever had an intelligent thought in your life!? Where are you? What do you want? Who’s the bruiser?”
“That’s Jason,” Will says, sounding ecstatic to watch Percy be verbally berated. Percy shoots him a nasty side eye, and makes sure to include Nico in it because the other is also looking pretty smug. “He’s a vigilante.”
“Will,” Jason blurts, his eyebrows shooting up. “What the hell?”
“From Gotham?” Thalia asks. “Too young to be the Bat. Too scary to be the pretty one in blue. You the red helmet guy?”
“Told you Hood’s a stupid name,” Percy tells Jason.
“Oh my god,” Jason mutters, putting his head in his hands.
“Pretty one in blue?” Nico repeats, smirking.
“Shut the hell up, Mister I-Make-Googly-Eyes-at-Apollo,” She says mutinously, and his mouth closes with a snap.
“I seem to recall someone else thinking he was pretty hot, too,” Percy points out.
“Can we not talk about my Dad like that?” Will begs. “We’re calling because we need your help.”
Thalia abruptly sobers up, surveying them more closely. “No one’s bleeding out,” She says suspiciously, like she needs verbal confirmation.
“We’re stranded,” Percy says. “Bringing a kid to camp, and Jason’s van broke down. Any chance you can get us a ride?”
“Hm,” Thalia says. She looks at Nico. “Camp, huh?”
“Unfortunately, not for long. Just for Alex, the little boy.” He gestures to Alex, who Thalia can’t see, before sighing. “Going to Sally’s, though.”
“I get to come. Otherwise, no deal.”
“Oh my Gods,” Percy grumbles. “What is with you guys and my Mom?”
“Well, namely there’s the fact that we don’t have one,” Thalia says pointedly. “And Sally’s great. Also? Outside of my Hunters, I don’t talk to many other women.”
“Your band of Merry Women isn’t enough for you?” Will asks, raising his eyebrows.
“Well, for one, they’re all thousands of years old or twelve,” Thalia says, which, alright, Percy can see her point. “For another… Sally’s a good Mom.”
“Yeah,” Percy says, folding on principle. “She is. You can come.”
“Is your kid there, too?” Thalia asks, perking up.
“Yes ma’am,” Nico answers for him, smirking. Percy rolls his eyes. “So you better hurry down here.”
“Where is here?”
“Redbank,” Jason says gruffly. It seems he’s not happy with the identity reveal on his behalf.
“Cool. Be there in, like, an hour. Thalia out.” She waves her hand across her end of the message, and Percy allows the mist to dissipate as the image fades. Then he leans back, watching Margot and Alex find a place in the shade under a nearby tree.
He watches her solemn little face as she talks to the older boy, taking his hands in hers. He wonders about what they’re talking about- probably Alex’s Mom. Hopefully Nico didn’t make the possibility of Asphodel sound too depressing. Actually, hopefully he didn’t mention that to Margot at all. Percy feels pretty protective about her at this point, and he realizes that also extends to how much she knows about their frankly awful life.
“What’d you tell her about the underworld?” Percy asks Nico as Jason starts quizzing Will on Thalia.
Nico is also watching the kids. He turns slightly to show he’s listening, but his eyes stay fixed.
“Not enough to ruin her life,” Nico replies quietly. “Only the good stuff and a little bit about the stuff she overheard us explain to Tim and Jason. You tell her about Annabeth?”
“I told her about Annabeth,” Percy confirms, his voice barely faltering over her name. “Nothing crazy, but we met around her birthday, so we hung out for it. I don’t know if you remember.”
“Hard to forget,” Nico says, offering Percy a small smile. “Gods, that feels like so long ago, now.”
And he’s right. Percy spent roughly one week alone in Gotham before he very abruptly wasn’t, and soon after that he ran into Jason. He met Tim, Percy realizes, even before Margot. Well, technically speaking, anyway. It’s not like they were really friendly, at first.
In reality, it’s been less than a month. To Percy, it’s felt like another eternity. But he supposes that’s what happens when you lose your anchor to the world around you- you float, you drift.
Percy’s always been closer to the ocean than most. It’s just that he’s unable to drown.
“I’m gonna go see what the kids are doing,” Percy says abruptly, pushing out of his thoughts. On Nico’s other side, it seems Will is ragebaiting Jason very successfully, so he feels confident Nico will be able to jump right into that conversation.
It turns out that Alex is teaching Margot how to braid stems together to make crowns. Granted, they’re made from dandelions, but it’s admittedly pretty cute. Percy plops down on his back next to them, the grass cool against his bare arms and through the fabric of his shirt.
“Percy, did you know that cats can jump up to six times their height?” Margot asks him, immediately taking the opportunity to climb onto his stomach. Alex crawls closer as well, poking him gently in the cheek.
“Oh yeah?” Percy asks.
“Cats can also dream,” Alex adds matter-of-factly. He sounds congested and his eyes are still red, but he seems otherwise okay. The thing about kids, Percy thinks gratefully, is that they can compartmentalize. “Just like us.”
“I hope not,” Percy mutters. “For their sake.”
“And Alex said that there are two million feral ones in Jersey,” Margot says. “That means they have no home and they’re wild, like me.”
“Hey, you have a home,” Percy defends.
“We live in Jason’s house, silly,” Margot says. “But feral cats sometimes have big families-”
“They’re called colonies,” Alex chimes in, dropping his crown in excitement to lean over Percy so he can look him in the eye. “So I told Margot that you and Jason and Will and Nico and her are like a feral cat colony because you guys don’t stay with your parents and make your own family.”
Percy hums, staring up into Alex’s big blue eyes. He feels oddly choked up about that comparison, but when it comes down to it, Alex is right. He did make his own family. First with Annabeth and Grover, but then it expanded over time, even without his say. He has a huge family, now- he considers Camp his family, after all, and the Seven. To avoid getting overly emotional, Percy hums thoughtfully.
“I always thought I was more of an orca type,” he says. “Like a killer whale.”
Margot gasps while Alex sits back on his haunches.
“But that means we’re not in a colony,” She says, distraught.
“Orcas have pods, though,” Percy refutes. “Although I guess they’re usually related and follow the Mom. Well, anyway, you’d be in my pod. We’re family.”
“Am I family?” Alex asks tentatively, staring hard at his dandelion crown.
“Yeah, buddy,” Percy says, his voice gone soft. He reaches out and tugs on Alex’s hair. “You are.”
“Well, I still wanna be a cat,” Alex says after a second, and Percy huffs with amusement, letting his eyes close as a breeze drifts by. Margot and Alex start talking about the merits of a cat colony and how it works and other random facts about cats Alex spouts like clockwork.
It smells like rain, and he hopes that Thalia will be here soon. Oddly enough, it brings him back to the quest to find Annabeth- or, rather, to stop Atlas and save Artemis, but it was never about that for him, not really. Of course, Artemis is a cool goddess, and he’d save her if no one else could, but given that they’re not in the middle of a divine war anymore, he figures Apollo and the Hunters would be happy to go after her instead.
He thinks about that little town in the snow, where Grover was so desperate to find Pan that the hint of the spirit of nature made him faint. Percy gets it, though. When you want something bad your whole life and you find a trail to it, it’s pretty hard to let go once you believe.
Percy wishes he could sleep and dream on command. He’d whisk himself to Elysium and take Annabeth’s hand in both of his and they could just watch the tide, maybe, or he could tell her about everything that’s happened since they last spoke and he wasted time with his embarrassing breakdown after the whole Garbage Truck Incident. He wonders if anything new or exciting happens where she is, or if she’s bored all the time. Maybe they’re letting her redesign the cities there. As long as she doesn’t leave, Percy figures he’ll see her again one way or another.
He wants her now, though. He wants her alive and lying with her legs overlapping his, talking his ear off about Gotham’s architecture and all the gargoyles and her new project for Olympus’ throne room.
It’s starting to feel more like a dull, constant throb than an active stab wound, though. Her absence is becoming as familiar as her at his side, and he hates it so much that he can’t put into words how much he feels complacent in her being gone. He should’ve done something about it. He could have, maybe, and now it’s too late.
He’ll always carry that with him.
The breeze picks up again right as it thunders, and he starts to feel tiny droplets of cold rain pepper across his face and chest where the canopy of the tree doesn’t cover the three of them. He feels Margot climb off of him and pries his eyes open to watch both kids finally run around together in the rain, shrieking as it gets a little heavier. He smiles a little in spite of his mood- their laughter is contagious.
The air starts to feel heavier, more charged like lightning is about to strike, and he gets up and wanders over to the van to watch the road, knowing Thalia is nearby.
“They’re not dressed for the weather,” Jason grumbles as Percy joins him against the van, staying dry while Jason is starting to veer into shaggy wet dog territory. Both Nico and Will have relocated to the backseat of the van, where Nico’s back to napping half in his boyfriend’s lap. It’s admittedly pretty cute, as is Jason’s nagging.
“A colony, huh,” Percy says under his breath, watching as Margot slips in the wet grass and drags Alex down with her.
“What?”
“Nothing. Thalia will be here soon.”
No sooner does he say that than a shiny black Cadillac SUV comes tearing down the road, the front tires twitching minutely. At the speed it’s going, it causes the entire car to jerk every couple of seconds. It drags to a stop a little past their own rust bucket, nearly clipping the side of it. From the outside, Percy can hear screaming of the musical sort. It abruptly cuts off as the SUV’s engine goes silent and Thalia jumps out of the driver’s seat.
“Holy shit,” Jason mutters as Nico and Will climb out to join them. Thalia rounds the SUV, but she doesn’t stop, stalking towards Percy, who starts backpedaling immediately.
“Perseus Jackson,” She snarls, sounding shockingly like Zeus when Percy first brought him his lightning bolt.
“Haha, ha, yeah, remember when we agreed not to fight on the grounds of possibly destroying the world?” Percy says, grinning crookedly and regretting it when he sees the clouds darkening overhead.
“Remember when you ghosted me for a year!?” Thalia snaps, and then throws a lightning bolt at him. He lunges sideways, avoiding it narrowly.
“Holy shit!” Jason yelps as sparks ricochet off the ground and his van. Nico and Will simply side-step. “Should we-”
“Nah, we’ll only step in if it becomes a real fight,” Nico says, waving him off.
Which is nice, Percy thinks, but he could possibly use some backup right now. The next strike hits the ground in front of him, and he’s blasted back a couple feet, rolling up and into a sparring stance in time to block a mean right hook.
“Do you have any idea how worried I’ve been?” Thalia growls, throwing another fist that Percy bats away. “Can’t get an Iris message through, Grover’s unable to get to your mind link, Nico hadn’t seen you in months, and your Mom says you moved to fucking New Jersey? Seriously, of all the fuck-ass places you could’ve gone-”
“It’s near home!” Percy protests. “And Chiron said it had less Greek activity!”
“Obviously not, Seaweed Brain, if you’ve got a god on your back,” Thalia retorts. “A garbage truck? Man, I oughta-”
Percy catches her next fist in his hand, holding her effectively still. Fighting with Thalia, to this day, gets him riled up to a point of danger, if only because their blood repels like oil and water. Even just on the defensive, his blood has started pumping hotter, adrenaline surging up at the charge in the air. The water pooling at his feet from the rain has become almost sentient in its willingness to help his cause, subconsciously gathering it close and ready to fight back.
“Alright, we’re done,” Percy says, holding up his other hand in surrender.
“I don’t think we are,” She snaps, jerking her hand out of his and pulling out her mace canister.
“And I don’t think either of you should have this fight right now,” Will interrupts, trudging over to stand awkwardly beside them. He probably knows how much of a bad idea it would be to get in between. “Someone could actually get hurt if you go at it for real. We’ve got kids running around. There’s water everywhere. Someone’s gonna get electrocuted or something.”
“They could always wait in the car,” Nico calls, which is really unhelpful. Both Margot and Alex have come to stand beside him and Jason to watch the scrap, and it seems Jason agrees with Nico regardless of anyone else’s next moves- if only for the sake of getting them somewhere dry- because he ushers the kids into the backseat of the SUV.
“Not helping,” Will gripes at Nico, turning to frown at him. “Let’s, maybe, I dunno, not have major destruction on the side of the road. Let’s, like, wait until camp, maybe?”
“Yeah, Pinecone Face,” Percy taunts, immediately making the situation worse. Will facepalms and even from here, Percy hears Nico heave a sigh. “Let’s wait until camp.”
Thalia’s mace container lengthens into her spear without further hesitation. Before she can charge forwards, there’s an ominous rumble from the ground under their feet, and moments later, a tiny fissure opens up between them.
“I hate to say it, but Will’s right,” Nico says, abruptly appearing beside them. Percy, whose hand had been drifting to Riptide without even thinking about it, stops moving. Thalia reluctantly allows her spear to melt back into the mace, and she tucks it away. She does stalk over and shove Percy’s shoulder, hard. Now that he’s taller than her, he manages to hold his ground.
“I’ll get you later,” She threatens, and then turns without another word and slides into the passenger seat of the Cadillac.
“Thank the Gods,” Will mutters.
“Yeah, I was worried she’d get back in the driver’s seat,” Percy agrees. Nico slugs him on the shoulder. “Ow! What the hell?”
“You’re so annoying,” He says flatly, and then gets into the back. Percy and Will follow him over to where Jason’s been wide-eyed the entire time by the rear of the SUV.
“Man,” Percy mutters, watching Will climb into the very last row of seats behind the kids and settling next to Nico. “I don’t suppose I can convince you to drive.”
“I’m not too keen on getting electrocuted,” Jason says, offering Percy a grimace before occupying the last seat and shutting the door behind him. Percy heaves a sigh and climbs into the driver’s seat, turning the key in the ignition and fastening his seatbelt. He avoids looking at Thalia, who’s sitting rigidly in the seat beside him with her arms crossed.
As soon as the Cadillac rumbles to life, the music starts blaring again. Percy hastily jerks the volume down and reaches for the radio dial. He switches through a couple before landing on Justin Timberlake, then shifts into drive and pulls back onto the road.
Thalia turns the dial back to her emo station. Percy scowls at the steering wheel. After a second, he reaches over and changes it again. They repeat this dance three more times before Jason clears his throat, leaning forward.
“What if we just don't have music?” He suggests.
“No,” Thalia and Percy snap at the same time, then glare at each other. Jason sighs and leans back again, appearing to give up.
“I can’t concentrate when they’re screaming,” Percy says, hands tight on the wheel.
“Skill issue,” Thalia retorts. Percy scoffs and glances at her.
“What, you want me to crash the car?” He says, irritated. He switches the music back. “Because I just might. I’m driving, I pick the music.”
“You would crash a car with children in it?” Thalia says, exaggerated shock dripping from her words. “For shame, Percy! What would Grover think?” She switches the music back.
Percy jolts, not expecting to hear about him again. He can’t even reach out to change the station, too caught on the possibility of seeing Grover. Or how to avoid him without being too obvious.
“Has he been staying at Camp?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know,” Thalia mutters. Percy’s fingers tighten enough on the steering wheel for the leather cover to creak ominously.
“Yeah, I would, which is why I asked.”
“Maybe you’d know if you didn’t ghost us on and off for a year,” Thalia says, crossing her arms vindictively. She stares at the side of his face, but he keeps his eyes firmly on the road.
“I was… I had stuff going on.” It sounds weak even to his own ears, but it’s the truth. Percy lost touch. Percy lost his anchor. Percy lost. “I still talked to him sometimes.”
“Yeah, sometimes,” Thalia repeats. “Look, we all had stuff going on, man! Annabeth wasn’t just your friend, you know. I’d known her since she was seven years old. So did Grover. We lose people, Percy, that’s what we do. It’s a part of our life.”
Percy tries not to grind his teeth together too hard. He takes a deep breath in through his nose, but he has trouble getting his lungs to fill up all the way, and the exhale won’t come. He can see, if he allows his mind the handle on him it’s grabbing for, half a body lying limply on the road in front of the car. He can see a towering figure with a featureless, black hole face. He can hear him laughing. Thalia turns forward again, but it seems she’s not done talking.
“She was my sister,” Thalia says. “And she’s gone now. You don’t think that hurts me too? I lost my entire little family, Percy, and you were-”
And you were there for both, Percy can hear her not saying. She’s right. Percy had a direct hand in both Luke and Annabeth’s deaths. He could’ve- done something about both. And he didn’t. He didn’t.
“I wish she had become a hunter all those years ago,” Thalia says quietly. “I wish…”
Percy’s stomach drops out from under him.
“I tried,” Percy forces out hoarsely, unsure why he’s even attempting to defend himself, because he agrees with her. “I- Thalia, with both, I tried. You weren’t there when-”
“Yeah, because I was a fucking tree for the first part of it!” Thalia snarls. “And no, I wasn’t in the pit. Maybe if I was, Annabeth would still be alive!”
“Alright, stop!” Nico yells from the backseat. Percy knows he means the conversation, but they’re on a barren stretch of the road at this point, the long farm road that stretches languidly to camp, so he breaks and pulls the car over. It’s deafeningly silent for a minute as he shifts it into park with stiff fingers.
Percy loses time. Suddenly he’s out of the car on the side of the road, crouched by the grassy edge of the irrigation ditch lining the surrounding fields. His chest is unbearably tight. He feels nauseated, and when he braces a hand to the ground, it feels like feverishly warm flesh.
There’s a hand on his back, Nico at his shoulder. He’s saying something- counting, maybe. Percy shakes his head, then shakes it again when Nico breaks his rhythm to ask him something.
A water bottle is thrust into his hand. It nearly slips from his fingers, so he tightens his grip. The plastic crackles with strain, and he can feel the pressure in the bottle grow.
Abruptly, someone dumps another one over his head. He gasps, the world bleeding into focus all at once, like he just surfaced from the muskeg in Alaska. Someone- small, Margot, he thinks- worms under one of his arms, pressed against the line of his ribcage.
“-Wait in the car,” Someone is grumbling.
“She follows orders about as well as Percy,” Nico says, a little amusement coloring his tone.
Miles of the green and dusty brown of dirt and grass sharpen around him, the soft wet blades under his hands cutting through the strange balmy heat he imagined before. Thalia is standing over him with an empty water bottle in her hand, arms crossed.
“What was that?” She asks Nico, still staring at Percy hard, her face locked in a scowl. Her tone isn't aggressive anymore so much as sharp.
“Maybe it was you implying that any of that was his fault,” Nico snaps, jerking to his feet. He's mad, Percy clocks dimly. Then he registers what he said.
“Well,” Percy starts. Margot presses closer and he loops his arms around her tighter, trying to get up. Nico puts a hand back on his shoulder and pushes him straight back down.
“Shut up, Percy,” Nico and Thalia say in unison, not even sparing him a glance.
“I- that's not what I meant,” Thalia argues. “Usually he'd be trying to drown me right now. What's the big idea?”
“It's called Tartarus,” Nico says, close to a snarl. The cloud cover seems to stay the same but the air around them darkens anyway. The grass around Nico's feet and under Percy- his butt is soaked, at this point- turns yellow and shrivels up. “What is wrong with you? What did I tell you?!”
“What did you tell her?” Percy tries to interject.
“I figured it'd be better to clear the air!” Thalia defends, ignoring him. Her shoulders have started slowly creeping upward. Nico glares at her before turning and knocking on the SUV's window.
It rolls down slowly to reveal Jason and Will shamelessly watching while Alex, deeper in the car, plays with Jason's phone.
“You,” Nico says, pointing a finger in Jason's face. “Are driving. You-” Nico rounds the finger on Percy, “Are going to sit in the back with your kids and chill out. And you.” He sounds calm as he shifts to face Thalia, but his eyes glitter mutinously. “You and I are shadow traveling to camp. We have a lot to talk about.”
“I hate that shit,” Thalia grumbles, but doesn't protest further when Nico grabs her wrist. He drags her two steps into the darkening shadow of the SUV and they vanish.
“Okay then,” Jason says after a moment of silence, before he leaves the backseat and walks around the car to get behind the wheel. He rolls the passenger side down, staring at Percy and Margot. “You gonna tell me where we’re going?”
“I got it.” Will slides out from beside Alex and scoops Margot from Percy’s arms, ushering the son of Poseidon into the backseat and depositing Margot next to him. Then he closes the door and climbs into the front next to Jason.
Percy buckles himself and watches as Margot does her own seatbelt. Alex has set Jason’s phone down, and he’s doing a bad job at not looking at Percy, who internally sighs. Just like Thalia to air out everything Percy’s ever done wrong and then leave before he can get his brain right enough to attack her for it.
Right as the car starts moving, Alex opens his mouth to say something, hesitates, and then closes it again.
“What?” Percy asks, not unkindly. Alex jumps and looks up at him with those big eyes, same as he did that first time Percy confronted their little posse after they followed him around for days on end. It’s hard to believe that they’ve come so far, and yet it was always going to come down to this. Leaving Alex at a camp, far away from what he knows, because he is different and he’s doomed to die young.
“Just nervous about Camp,” Alex says quietly.
Not that Percy really wants to think about Alex, or Margot, or Sandy, or any other kid dying young. Obviously. That’s the whole point of Camp; he just wishes that the glory seeking aspect, the quests, weren’t so normalized. He understands the psyche of someone whose pride is their driving force- he was in love with Annabeth. She wanted to prove herself constantly- and not just to the gods, but to herself. So he gets it. Sort of. Percy doesn’t like backing down from a challenge either. But he can also see the senseless death in the name of glory for children. Kids, who aren’t even 18, some who can’t even legally drive, going out and risking their lives for nothing. For gods who are immortal, who will always be there, always losing things and always needing favors, long after their children are gone. And half of these children, they barely care about, if at all. Percy’s one of the lucky ones, in that sense.
And this train of thought leads him to his immediate friends, and even the bats. Tim is Percy’s age, constantly getting shot at, and it’s not even about glory for those people. Jason was beaten and then blown up at 15 years old. He doesn’t even want to know how young Robin is, or how young Nightwing was when he started.
And they’re doing it out of a misplaced sense of responsibility for a city that hates them, that wants to swallow them whole. Like Percy, they want to- no, they have to, for their own sanity- do the right thing, even if it means they won’t live to see the results.
Percy wonders a lot about the Batman. He wonders if he’s like their version of Poseidon. He wonders if the Bat is deserving of their loyalty, their reverence, their lives. Percy would really like to meet him.
Anyways, he has mixed feelings about sending Alex to Camp because, well, death sentence, but being a child alone in Gotham could yield a fate worse than death. Throw a demigod into that mix, and it’s not even a question. Training is invaluable.
Percy wonders if he should’ve just stayed at Camp as a counselor. Moving to Gotham was a selfish maneuver fueled by fear and despair, but there are people here that he should be protecting, he should be teaching.
Then again, he never would’ve met Margot or the others. Alex’s mother still would have died and Alex might've followed right behind her.
“Camp is safe,” Percy says finally, the only conclusion he can come to truthfully out loud. “Everyone is nervous at first.”
“Were you nervous?” Margot asks, leaning against his arm. Percy grins tiredly.
“A bit.”
“Percy’s introduction to Camp was, uh, pretty rough. And iconic.” Will turns around in his seat. Although he’s talking to the kids, his eyes hone on Percy first, likely assessing him, before continuing. “He killed the Minotaur with its own horn.”
“My Mom was also captured by your Dad,” Percy adds, poking Margot in the ribs. “So I was pretty distracted.”
“How old were you?” Jason asks from up front.
“Twelve,” Percy says.
“Cool. Yeah, that checks out.”
“It was big talk. Percy was claimed a little while after during a capture the flag game. At the time, he was the only known living child of the Big Three,” Will explains.
“Only ‘cause he needed me to clear his name,” Percy mutters, rolling his eyes. “But it’s not a big deal.”
“It was at the time. It still is for people who aren’t used to you or your immediate cousins. Nico still scares the crap out of most of Camp,” Will says.
“Will they be scared of me?” Margot asks. She’s trying to sound more unbothered than nervous herself, but Percy can see it in her shoulders and the way her eyes are glued to her knees.
“Nah,” He reassures her, tugging gently on a strand of her bangs. She looks up at him indignantly, batting his hand away. “Nico's just creepy. You're too cute for anyone to be afraid of.”
“I can be scary,” She protests. “Like you!”
“I'm not-” Percy laughs a little, ruffling her hair. “I'm not scary, kiddo. I'm just some guy.”
At Will's direction, Jason pulls the SUV to a stop along the side of a massive green hill. Percy feels his smile melt off as he stares up at the biggest tree cresting the top of it, standing out from all the others spotting the edges.
“You're scary when you make that face,” Alex pipes up, peering at him curiously.
“This is just my face,” Percy mutters, poking Alex's knee and receiving a giggle. They climb out of the car and pause at the bottom of the hill.
Camp, Percy thinks grimly, staring up at the Golden Fleece glimmering between branches and Peleus wrapped around the base of the trunk of Thalia's old resting place.
“Now we just gotta figure out if Jason has to wait with the car,” Will says cheerfully.
“Is- that a dragon?” Jason asks, too distracted to properly be annoyed by Will.
Yeah. This will be great.
Notes:
bello... bello... bello...
*looks at word count* hm *looks at my timeline* HMM.
hey gang what if i split this into two works. is that chill. is that cool. because otherwise let me paint a picture: we are at page like 290ish on my doc. i still have a 3rd to go. that's probably a hundred more pages. food for thought idk.
ANYWAYS-
i've been chill. everything's cool. ex is back in town and in my vicinity but i dont even care pssh whatever. getting a new tattoo soon and seeing a new therapist and i got my first stripe. your comments have singlehandedly been keeping me writing this btw. the despair is pushing for me to write something more evil but this story will!!!! prevail!!!!!
also new jjk season soon how r we feeling. DID YOU GUYS SEE SUPERMAN??? HOLY PEAK. also football season... yall better talk to me abt that and if u go for the lions... sorry... (go birds) (im technically going for the bears but at this point...)
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>thalia!!!! LFG LFG LFG LFG LFG LFG
>i think given the chance, thalia and jason would get along quite well. both died-ish for a time, both are surly and intelligent, both lead a group of outlaws (ik, whatever)
>percy has changed. that's the whole idea of this; that where before he would've joined in the pissing contest, now he's turning all of his animosity inwards.
>umm reread my work and hooooly mischaracterization, timmy! sorry for making him lowkey soyboy. i will be working on that for sure. no promises that i'll fix what's already published bc a) so much work and b) way too many notifications but just so that You know that I KNOW yk.
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Chapter 23: first steps towards home
Summary:
“You’re right, I wasn’t,” Grover agrees. “I’ve only ever been near the Pit once, and it was back when I put on the flying shoes when we went to save your Mom. Even back then, just being near it, I had nightmares. You were there. You watched- you experienced a whole new level of horror.”
“And I let Annabeth die.”
“No one let Annabeth do anything,” Grover retorts. “Not even the gods. It wasn’t your fault. And I miss my best friend, Percy. We both lost Annabeth, but you went through things no one else has lived through. And I- I want to help you carry that torch, or at least to be there for you in any way I can. Even if you don’t need it.”
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
August 6, Bristol. 18:45
Tim lies spread eagle flat on his back on his bed, the comforter's cool surface helping sap the heat from his body.
Today, Bruce comes back.
Dick's already cleared town for the moment. Tim had hoped maybe he'd stay a while after that… whatever between him and Jason, but it seems not to be the case. He was, Tim reflects, pretty upset.
Which is great and all, but Tim's kind of stuck at the Manor for the moment. Bruce will be expecting a full report for everything from while he was gone, and Damian might squander some details pertaining to a particular demigod.
It seems insane to say he kind of already misses Percy a little. Earlier today, Percy had seemed… distant, detached. Like the whole Penguin situation and the conversation thereafter didn't really happen. Granted, he's been bouncing from nightmare to nightmare, both literally and figuratively, reminding him of his dead girlfriend.
Maybe Tim needs to give up on this one. He's just been hard pressed to give up on anything, ever, in his entire life.
And god(s?), explaining everything to Bruce…
He almost does just leave it to Damian. Honestly, it'd be much easier. The thing about being a Bat, though, is that you don't choose the easy way, ever.
Which is unfortunate, because Tim's been feeling especially on edge. He's never not at least slightly hypervigilant, because hey, Bat trained vigilante.
Although, honestly, it didn’t used to be like that. Robin had been about hope before he took up the mantle, and only the nature of whose hope had changed, when he donned the suit. It didn’t used to be about paranoia, or hypervigilance. Tim’s always been wired like a Bat, but he wasn’t always so focused about it; the job hadn’t always seemed so dark. He handled Anarky pretty well (and honestly, he's hard pressed to think about Lonnie right now, so that's as far as that line of thinking goes). Then again, with Lynx and Lady Shiva, it was different. Tim's always been a sucker for a pretty face that hides things like most dangerous woman alive or slightly obvious villainous decoy turned gang leader. He learned his lesson when his grades started slipping and he started falling asleep in class. He learned his lesson when he got the shit kicked out of him by the Ghost Dragons. But what can he say? He likes that puzzle, the draw of an unassuming picture with a menacing air about it.
Tim is that puzzle, he thinks. At least, people always underestimate him.
Anyways. Tim, not letting things go and being drawn to mystery. Enter: the Plague, the Anti-Monitor (Kon. Bart. Kon.), the Anti-Life Equation (Bruce, not dead but missing). Then, if you please (and they did), the Council of Spiders and one Ra's al Ghul.
The point is, he's come a long way since being mistakenly called Jason, and he's come a hell of a long way from being Robin III. Not that he's as hung up over that nowadays. Yeah, it sucked, losing Robin- but Tim's a lot different as Red Robin. And Dick is still, at the end of the day, his big brother. More than any of the Bats, Dick has his back; ultimately, now that time stands between him and the whole ‘Robin III Incident’ as Duke so kindly phrased it- he can see past the small cruelty in the act to recognize the bigger picture- it happened, and Damian is better for it.
Damian needed Robin, just as much as Tim did. Maybe more, as much as both would be loath to admit it. And Tim's pretty sure Damian won't grow up to be Batman, the same way Tim won't, the same way Dick should've never had to. It's something about the way Damian's been focused recently, almost settled to a degree. It looks a little like healing, from where Tim's standing.
But then, he's standing pretty far away, so he can't be sure.
He looks up at his laptop, shaking his head to clear it while scowling- he's been spending too much time with Dick if he's picking up his mannerisms- and trying to lock into the screen.
Tim tries not to think about a jet pulling into the bay doors in approximately 10 minutes and 53 seconds.
At least Bruce will reliably not hug him unless Tim initiates it, as of recently. Tim might lash out if he's poked.
Yeah. “On edge” is a good way to put it. Dick would call him prickly.
Logically, Tim cannot be upset about it. He turned Percy down when he asked if Tim wanted to come with him to his Mom's place.
Realistically, Tim wants to be in a shady van packed to the brim on the way to a freaking summer camp on Long Island. He wants to be with a bunch of people like him. Jason's completely mortal, so him going instead of Tim is just not fair.
Again, Tim is fully aware it isn't logical. He just can't stop thinking about it.
He prays to god, then a bunch of assorted Greek gods for good measure, that Bruce won't immediately see right through him. He knows it's pointless, but at this point it's all he can do.
He blinks and the timer in the corner of his monitor reads 4 minutes and 19 seconds.
Tim sits up and shifts off the bed, sliding into his shoes (sorry, Alfred) and he closes the door behind him as he leaves his room. At the stairs, he runs into Damian.
“Eager to see Father, are we?” Damian says. There's not even any snideness in it. He just says shit like that, and it used to drive Tim crazy.
Now, Tim grins instead of bristling, and when he replies, he sounds wry instead of disdained or suspicious.
“What's that say about you?” He says, nudging Damian out of the way before going down the stairs first. He's been making an effort to show his back to Damian more, like when a cat is warming up to you and you can't look directly at it.
Tim's been doing more research, in the wake of the Percy and Margot thing. About people, and about kids.
And also? In the time between Alex coming home with Percy and Tim leaving to speak with Lucius about another problem with the new manager in Sales, Tim learned a lot about cats. That kid better be able to have pets at that summer camp. If Percy's terrifying dog is allowed, then surely they'll let the kid have a cat, right? Or maybe it has to be a mythical creature.
Are cats inherently linked to religion, divinity, myth and theology? Much to think about-
“Timothy, if you don't walk faster I'm telling Father about the backdoor on the Batcomputer,” Damian grumbles, slipping around him and trudging down the hall and into Bruce's study.
“Hang on,” Tim calls, jogging to catch up. They descend the staircase into the Cave together, although it starts to feel like a competition to see who can be there to receive Bruce first without being humiliated by how they got there about halfway to the landing pad.
They both watch the curtain of water part around the Batplane’s nose, and it lands near silently before the engines completely shut off. Damian walks regally down to where the door of the jet is already opening, but Tim stays back near the edge of the platform. His stomach is starting to tie up into knots.
The question is, how do they tell Bruce that a new kind of Metahuman, and also at least one god, have been hanging around Gotham in his absence? For one, he’ll never want to leave his city again. And for another, he’ll probably cotton onto Tim’s partialness to the whole situation. Because he is. Partial, he means. He cares about what’s going to happen, which he hopes Bruce attributes to general concern and not (correctly) to any interest in Percy.
Bruce descends the ramp down from the jet, looking over both of them calmly. According to the general media surrounding him, The eldest Wayne had been on a retreat in the Himalayas to relax. Bruce hadn’t given any real reasons explicitly why he was needed off-world, but Dick had clearly known about whatever it was, for all his reluctance to talk about it. Regardless, he hadn’t found cause for concern, and the deep lines around Bruce’s eyes were more smile than frown.
Clark was probably involved, Tim thinks. If all else fails, maybe he can use that as an argument for keeping Percy around. He usually just exploits it for Kon’s sake, but Kon doesn’t like to come to Gotham anyways, and besides, they haven’t spoken to each other in a while. Tim briefly wonders why that is before abruptly burying it deep into his mind, hoping in vain he forgets the thought ever occurred.
“Tim.”
Tim blinks and looks up at Bruce standing directly in front of him. One of his hands is splayed over Damian’s hair, little dark tufts sticking out in every which direction. Damian is scowling but not tugging away. Tim makes a note in his mind to scour the Batcave’s footage later.
Oh god. The Batcave footage.
“Hey, Bruce,” Tim says, cringing inwardly at his lack of foresight about cameras- especially considering that’s kind of what got him into this mess in the first place. “How was your trip?”
Bruce’s mouth twitches in what to some may look sly, but any of his kids would call amusement. “Very… informative.”
Tim blinks. “...Okay? How?”
“I think first we should talk about what you all have been up to here,” Bruce says, finally relinquishing his grip on Damian to slip past Tim towards the computer, briefly letting his hand fall to Tim’s shoulder in passing. He sits down and opens the log.
“Welcome back, Bruce,” Barbara’s voice reverberates from the overhead speakers, causing Tim and Damian both to startle visibly and the corners of Bruce’s eyes to microscopically tighten in surprise. “Your boys have been busy while you’ve been gone.”
“Patently untrue,” Damian refutes immediately. “I have done nothing of interest except berate a hooligan for killing an animal.”
“The animal in question was the Nemean Lion,” Barbara says after a pause, and Tim wishes she was right in front of him so he could strangle her. “So it was kind of necessary.”
“As in the lion that Heracles killed in Greek Mythology?” Bruce asks. “Do you have-”
“I’ve compiled all of the important footage from your absence into a folder.” Said folder opens automatically on the largest screen. Tim grits his teeth and settles lightly against the desk at Bruce’s side, resigning himself to a long night of explanation. “We have a couple new players in town- some hostile, some not. In my opinion, anyway.”
“You’re leaving something out,” Bruce says monotonously, clicking through sped up footage of Plutus with the Penguin, Plutus with Falcone, and then several different angles and instances of Percy and Jason getting in and out of trouble. Then, painted across the screen, in 2x speed, a garbage truck goes flying out of the harbor and rolling across pavement like it's a toy. Bruce pauses the video as Percy hoists himself through the massive hole in the sea wall, cascading water abruptly trickling to a stop at his back.
“Who is that?”
“Perseus Jackson,” Tim says, trying to get ahead of… something. “He’s a- he’s sort of meta.”
“Why is he still in Gotham?” Bruce asks, not even turning to face Tim as he gets to Jason’s massive explosion at the Iceberg Lounge.
“Because he’s a demigod, and one of our only chances against our newest Rogue,” Barabara intones.
“Dude,” Tim groans, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“It’s imperative to what’s going on right now,” Barbara says unsympathetically. “Sorry, Tim.”
“No you’re not.”
“You’re right, I’m not,” She agrees. “Percy seems like a great guy, but he’s got some serious power, and it looks like he’s a little… volatile.”
“Volatile?” Bruce repeats, now completely facing Tim. “I see. Thank you, Barbara, for your intel.”
Barbara clearly recognizes this as the dismissal it is, because she snorts. “Good to have you back, Bruce.” The line clicks.
“Where’s Jason? And why was Dick in town?” Bruce asks, looking over at Damian to ensure he knows he’s apart of the interrogation.
“Jason’s in New York,” Tim says, really hoping in vain that Bruce does not ask why. “And Dick wasn’t feeling well. He came to hang out in the Manor with Damian.”
“Not untrue,” Damian admits. “Richard’s health is not in question, but he seems to be having a hard time bouncing back, as it were.”
“Hn.” Bruce folds his hands in his lap, his gaze going slightly distant. “Is he home?”
“He is trying to find leads regarding our latest case at the moment. He’ll be back for dinner,” Damian says, which is news to Tim. He elects not to say anything about the whole Jason V. Dick thing.
“Alright. Why is Jason in New York?”
“Related to the case,” Tim says, which is both true and completely wrong. If he’s including Percy in the case, then at least he’s not being completely dishonest.
“The case involving Perseus Jackson. Who you know.”
Tim cringes and Bruce leans forward. “Tell me everything you know.”
Well, that’s not going to happen. Tim takes a deep breath and prepares his half-truths.
—--
Camp is just like it was when Percy last visited, except for all of the new construction going along the edges of the forest and strawberry fields. He’s assuming that they cleared out the giant ants, because otherwise the legacies are going to have their heritage tested very quickly.
Jason, as it turns out, cannot go through the barrier, but he and Peleus get along shockingly well. Percy leaves him there under Will’s supervision as he, Margot, and Alex make their way down the hill to the Big House.
Initially, it seems Chiron isn’t home. His wheel chair is sitting unassumingly on the porch, waiting for his return. Mr. D, however, is sitting in the parlor; Percy stares in his direction, unsure if he really wants to engage with that can of worms. Unfortunately, the decision is made for him.
“Mr. Johnson,” Mr. D calls, not looking up from… whatever he’s doing. Percy can’t tell if it’s a magazine or a poster, but it must be incredibly entertaining, because Dionysus snickers to himself a moment later.
Percy reluctantly herds Alex and Margot along with him as he assumes a balanced, though hardly relaxed, stance in front of the god at the table. Margot is gripping Percy’s shirt with a stubbornness that rivals his own, and Alex stays just behind him, peering around his arm.
“Mr. D,” Percy says, not even bothering to correct him at this point. “Hey. I’m back with some kids I found. Do you know where Chiron is?”
“He’s around,” Mr. D says, waving a hand. “But I would like to speak with you privately.”
“I’m not leaving them alone,” Percy says. Dionysus looks up.
The flames in his eyes are brighter today. Alex and Margot both gasp. Percy just meets his look straight on. He’s kind of over being impressed by gods in general, but especially this one. That wore off right around the first war when he saw the humanity in him, and in his grief around losing one of his sons. He has some respect for Mr. D, and when he saw what Tyrannus had done in his wake, he was actually happy to have the god back- but it’s far from him to look into those eyes, nowadays, and feel anything like fear.
He waits for Dionysus to spark madness inside of him for his insolence. He waits for himself to start flopping on the ground and morph into a dolphin. Instead, Dionysus sighs heavily and pushes up his shades, returning his gaze to his magazine.
“You are your father’s son, Perseus Jackson,” He mutters, and waves a hand. Percy tries not to bristle or say anything about his mother, but he belongs to her first and foremost, and he will always be her son before anyone else.
In the blink of an eye, Grover is standing right next to the god and staring at Percy with wide eyes, interrupting that train of thought.
“Percy!” He exclaims, and before Percy can do anything else, he surges forward to wrap him tight in his arms.
Percy’s much taller than Grover now, but it somehow feels like being twelve and then sixteen again, the way they lock together and sink into one another. It feels like it hasn’t been a year-ish since Percy’s seen Grover in front of him. Grover’s hair is longer than it was in their last Iris Message. His horns stay visible above it, evidently growing in turn. His shaggy goat fur makes a scratching sound against Percy’s jeans, likely because it’s caked in dry mud for some reason.
The empathy link gives a faint tug in the back of Percy’s mind, and he ignores it. He’d hate for Grover to get any kind of feedback from him, with what his mind’s been like as of late.
Grover feels the opposite way, if the continued pulling in the back of Percy’s head is any indication.
“Percy, it’s been a while, man, we should catch up!” Grover says, finally pulling away to take him in. Whatever he sees dims his expression slightly, and his gaze shifts down to the two kids still clinging to the son of Poseidon. “Hey! Takin’ over for me as a Search and Protector, huh?”
He kneels to be eye level with the children, holding a hand out in their general direction. Margot shrinks back, but Alex takes it and gives it a tiny shake.
“I’m Grover,” Grover says. “Percy’s best friend. And who might you be?”
“Alex,” Alex says, nodding to Margot. “And that’s Margot. You’re Percy’s best friend?”
“Yup.” Grover straightens up after offering a smile in Margot’s direction. “I’m glad he’s had you guys to look out for him while we’ve been apart.”
“Yes, yes, all very touching,” Mr. D drawls, effectively ruining the moment. “I did call you here for reasons more imperative than a reunion. Namely, to get these children acquainted with the Camp and their cabins. And I believe that one's parentage is apparent.” He waves dismissively at Margot. “But the other should be installed in the Hermes cabin until we know more.”
“Alright,” Grover agrees, although he sounds far less desperate for Dionysus’ approval than he once had. Percy knows that after everything with Pan and the Labyrinth, as well as all the work Grover did during and after both wars, the satyr had to adapt, and they all did some growing. He just hadn’t seen the extent of it, clearly, until it was right in front of him.
Grover seems more comfortable in his body and mind than he ever has. Percy tries not to feel awful about the implications of being absent for it all.
“Perce, you wanna help me get ‘em settled in? I was thinking we’d start with the climbing wall-”
“Regrettably, Grover, I need Mr. Johnson for the moment,” Mr. D interrupts smoothly, looking up from his magazine again. “But you three can be on your way.”
Grover looks at the god for a long moment before turning an assessing gaze on Percy. Finally, he exhales and nods.
“Alright,” He says again, smiling at the kids. “The climbing wall has lava, it’s pretty cool. And we can stop by the stable at some point too.”
“There are horses?” Margot asks, an uptilt to her question that makes Percy confident she’ll be okay without him for a while.
“You kidding? The camp director is half horse!” Grover says, ushering the kids down the Big House stairs. Percy watches after them, feeling a bit of separation anxiety even though they’re still in his eyesight.
“Take a seat, Mr. Johnson,” Dionysus prompts, still not looking up. Percy reluctantly sinks down into one of the chairs at the table that’s across from him, trying not to look too impatient. “It seems as though you’ve run into some… problems at your new home.”
“Yeah,” Percy agrees, his tone teetering on the edge of suspicion.
“You should know,” Dionysus says, glancing up for a moment. “That Plutus never plays alone.”
“Right.” Percy leans back a little further. “Some lady he’s working with. They call her Lady A.”
“My point,” Dionysus says, and then looks up at Percy, the godly fire visible behind his shades. His gaze is piercing even half-lidded. “Plutus is a small fry. He seeks out great whites to back him blindly. Proceed with caution.” His mouth twitches, clearly pleased with himself. “A little ocean metaphor for you. You’re welcome. But consider this your warning.”
Percy scowls and gives one slow nod. “Thanks.”
Dionysus shrugs and goes back to his magazine.
Percy tries not to feel frustrated at the lackluster warning. It’s not like it’s something he hasn’t already figured out- Plutus seems to have materialistic wealth, but his power is sourced from those who want something from him- which means he’s not very dangerous himself. Lady A has the shroud of mystery around her, but also the reverence that everyone seems to have when they speak about her, the way she doesn’t ever make appearances- it stinks of something foul. Percy’s figured everything Mr. D’s said out, which makes it all the more annoying that the god thought he was helping Percy in any way.
“It’s like a rot,” Mr. D muses suddenly, and Percy looks over at him.
“What?”
“Her presence on the coast. We can all feel it. Whoever she is, she’s powerful, and she’s not the fool Plutus wants to play her for.” Mr. D looks up at Percy once more, over the rim of his sunglasses this time. “You’re a chosen few’s favorite demigod, Perseus Jackson. Do not fall to someone who does so want you dead.” Then he shrugs. “Or do. I’m not terribly concerned about it either way.”
“You got any idea who she might be?” Percy asks warily, staring down Mr. D, who meets his gaze with a raised eyebrow.
“Oh, I have my suspicions,” He says casually, waving Percy off like they’re talking about first draft picks and not a potential deadly threat. “But you know we’re not allowed to meddle.”
“Would you tell me if you felt like you could?” Percy asks sardonically, just to be irritating. Dionysus doesn’t deign him with an answer or even a glance, which is to be expected. Percy levers to his feet and starts down towards the cabins, eager to reunite with Margot and Alex, less so with Grover, despite everything.
“Mr. Jackson,” Dionysus calls. Percy turns to look at him over his shoulder. “Remember where you are, and what you are.”
Percy nods, scowling, and continues on. He’s had a lot of reminders recently about what he is. Not to mention, even surrounded by children like him, half divine and fully determined to survive, he feels strikingly alone. The eyes that follow as he walks through camp playing oblivious are completely unsubtle in their staring. They must think he’s deaf, blind, or dumb. Maybe they don’t care either way. He’s grown used to it, being who he is, and the way he showed up at camp all those years ago, but it doesn’t really make him any more comfortable with it.
Finally finding Grover, Nico, Thalia and the kids is a relief. Margot gravitates towards him, and he scoops her up without a second thought. Alex hovers around Will, staring off at the other kids his age on the climbing wall.
“I’m hesitant to leave Jason with Peleus for too long,” Nico says when Percy finally turns to him. “Even with Will there.”
“First person after Argus that Peleus ever tolerated,” Percy points out. “But you’re probably right.”
“How are you feeling, Alex?” Nico asks, looking at the little blond.
“Excited,” The boy says, smiling slightly. There’s an air of calm around him that he was lacking before his mother’s death- Percy vividly remembers the excited greetings he exchanged with Alex and his little posse when they revealed they knew who he was. He remembers the enthusiasm that seemed to hover around him that has since dissipated like smoke. He reaches out and ruffles Alex’s hair, and his smile grows a little bigger, a little more genuine.
“I can visit all the time,” Percy tells him, grinning back. He bounces Margot a couple times, much to her chagrin. “Both of us. I’m still working on Sally and her Dad, but I’ll win ‘em over eventually.” He hopes. Privately, he thinks that if they don’t move soon, it’ll be Sally’s blood on his hands and Mr. Dennis’. He can only do what he can.
Remember what you are.
But is the real question in what he can do- or what he’s willing to do? It’s a troubling thought, and Percy physically shakes it loose from his head. Grover frowns at him like he can read Percy’s mind, which isn’t true based on how weak the empathy link is. Nonetheless, Grover’s always been like that with Percy- even back at Yancy, when he lied to keep Percy safe. Back then, it felt like a betrayal. Now, Percy knows that Grover’s saved his life countless times over, and he’ll never be able to repay the satyr for that. Not really.
“Perce and I should catch up,” Grover says abruptly. “Nico, can you and Thalia set up Alex’s spot in the Hermes cabin? We’re getting pretty close to dinner time. You could stay for the campfire stories, too." Percy's pretty sure Grover has ulterior motives, and they're likely about embarrassing Percy.
“Sure,” Nico says. “I can show Margot the Hades cabin-”
“I don’t know,” Percy says, his grip tightening unconsciously on Margot. She squirms in his arms and he reluctantly puts her down.
“I want to see,” Margot says, squeezing Percy’s hand. “But don’t be too long.”
“Be safe,” Percy says, which is pointless because she’s currently surrounded by three of the most powerful living demigods at the moment, but he still has to say it. She smiles at him before drifting over to Nico and taking his hand instead. Grover jerks his chin at the forest, and Percy sighs before following him. Thalia watches them go before her and Nico take their charges off in the other direction.
“So,” Grover says after a long period of silence, right as they reach the edge of the treeline. Percy can’t help but be reminded of following Luke out to the creek, right before he pulled a pit scorpion out and tried to kill him the first time.
“So,” Percy echoes, staring out in front of him and resolutely avoiding Grover’s searching gaze off to his side. They pull up eerily close to Zeus’ fist, or what used to be the giant pile of rocks serving as an entrance to the Labyrinth before it was destroyed by Kampi’s forces.
“You don’t want the empathy link to grow back,” The satyr says, uncharacteristically cutting right to the chase. Percy frowns at him.
“It’s not that,” He lies, grimacing. Well, it’s partially true- it’s not directly that Percy doesn’t want to be connected to Grover in that way anymore, and he says as much. Grover studies him for a moment.
“It’s you not wanting me to feel your emotions,” Grover guesses, raising an eyebrow at him. Percy looks away, exhaling harshly through his nose, and Grover sighs in response. “Perce, all the misery in the world wouldn’t stop me from missing you and I.”
“What?” Percy turns back to look at him, and Grover offers him a wry smile.
“Thalia said she gave you a hard time about… about Annabeth, and Luke.”
At least I did the right thing.
You know exactly what you are. And it isn’t a victim.
Perseus Jackson, little Destroyer.
Percy shakes his head hard, and Grover watches sadly. “I’m- not going to tell you that I didn’t resent you at first, a little. Just for being the last person to see her. It felt like losing Annabeth really meant losing both of you. Like you left me alone. You know? But then…” Grover studies Percy’s default scowl, his green eyes staring holes into the creek at their feet. “It wasn’t your fault. You know that, right?”
“You weren’t there,” Percy says quietly.
“You’re right, I wasn’t,” Grover agrees. “I’ve only ever been near the Pit once, and it was back when I put on the flying shoes when we went to save your Mom. Even back then, just being near it, I had nightmares. You were there. You watched- you experienced a whole new level of horror.”
“And I let Annabeth die.”
“No one let Annabeth do anything,” Grover retorts. “Not even the gods. It wasn’t your fault. And I miss my best friend, Percy. We both lost Annabeth, but you went through things no one else has lived through. And I- I want to help you carry that torch, or at least to be there for you in any way I can. Even if you don’t need it.”
Maybe a younger version of Percy would’ve appreciated that last part, about him not needing help or support; would have smarted at the opinion that he even wanted help, let alone needed it. Maybe even Percy from last week, or Percy hearing it from someone else. But now, standing with the rubber of his shoes glistening with the fine mist from the bubbling water nearby, with the cool breeze sifting through the branches around him in a way that’s so familiar, so painful; now, standing next to his best friend who he stepped into this life following, he wants it. He wants the brush of Grover’s mind soothing the torment after a nightmare, choking him out of the unreal dreamscape of the ocean in his head. He wants the security of knowing when Grover’s in trouble, knowing that he’s still alive. But he doesn’t feel like it’s a fair deal.
“Grover, I’ve kind of gone crazy,” Percy admits, sitting down on a damp rock and feeling the cold seep through his jeans. Grover lowers himself down into the dirt next to him, pulling a piece of aluminum out of his pocket and taking a bite. “Like, beyond Yancy’s ‘extra special students’ crazy. I probably shouldn’t be anywhere near civilization, not just kids.”
“Is this you trying to dissuade me?” Grover asks, giving him a look that says Seaweed Brain so clearly he might as well have spoken it aloud. “You’ve always been crazy, dude. I’m pretty sure the moment I saw you and Annabeth flying out of the Thrill Ride O’ Love, I realized just how crazy you were.”
“You’re not getting it,” Percy insists, smiling a little despite himself. “It’s- bad, man. I’m- I’ve started thinking it’s a good thing there’s shit in Gotham that I’m uniquely qualified to deal with.”
“Everyone likes feeling useful,” Grover offers. Percy rolls his eyes, but doesn’t fight it when Grover tugs at the link in the back of his mind again. “But you don’t need to be. You’re not defined by what you can offer.”
Remember who you are. What you are.
Percy feels like his entire life has been him trying to measure up, trying to provide more, to give enough, to be enough- for teachers, peers, and especially for his Mom, although that was in whole self-afflicted. And then he turned 12 years old and his entire life was thrown sideways- but it was still the same message. Do more. Be more. Prove yourself.
Percy has always had a hard time not putting his loved ones first. He wonders if it’s selfless or instead recklessly selfish. He wonders at the words ‘fatal flaw.’ But he feels as if he doesn’t have them, then he has nothing. If he can’t give them- something, then there’s no point to him.
He wonders what he’s inevitably taking in an attempt to give so much. He despairs that there’s nothing he could change- and maybe not even anything he would.
There’s that tug again at the back of his mind, like a bungee cord snapping back at the edge of its length, or like being pulled by the point on the small of his back by his tether- by Annabeth- out of the river Styx.
To fight the learned urge to push in response to the pull, Percy says, “I just… feel restless. I got nothing else to do. And I didn't go looking for trouble this time.” He can hear Annabeth’s voice echo the words in his head, and it feels for a fraction of a second like she’s sitting beside them. Hades, Percy could be 12 and sitting in a coveted train car with his two only friends, heading to what they all thought was probably death.
“You never do,” Grover says, snorting. There’s another tug, and suddenly the empathy link explodes into life, flowing like a river free from blockage. Percy and Grover both double over, Grover’s hand coming up to his forehead. “Jeez, Perce.”
“Sorry,” Percy mumbles. Grover’s sympathy and abject horror at whatever Percy’s projecting warms the walls of his skull, and he sighs, closing his eyes as Grover’s voice lights up in his head.
I’m sorry.
Me too, Percy thinks. I miss her.
Me too, Grover replies, reaching out a hand and planting it solidly on Percy’s shoulder. He jostles him once before springing to his feet and pulling Percy along with him.
“C’mon,” He says, nodding back the way they came. “You got a kid and your Mom waiting. I’m coming, right?”
Percy offers him a crooked grin. It feels a lot like relief. “Yeah. You’re coming.”
Notes:
hi! hey. hello. sorry. nothing new to note except that i am changing my personality based on my red dead online character. his name is cyprus and i love him and his horse rattlesnake.
ch notes:>tim: oh man i'm so excited for bruce to come home
tim, 30 seconds into seeing bruce: peter, the horse is here
babs (the horse): hey :)
>percy: grover probably wont be home
grover, within 5 minutes of percy's arrival: PERCY!!!! HEY!!!! HEY PERCY!!!!!
>i imagine that whatever magic jason's got lingering around him makes peleus cool w him. i like to think that he's probably pretty good with animals, idk. traumatized people generally speaking are creature friends. idk!!!!
>i promise sally is coming soon!!! sorry!!!! LOLrewatching the walking dead with my best friend and god GOD i love daryl dixon. still fighting the urge to write that apocalypse thing. whatever. what with the political state of the world and more specifically the big USA i'm uh. i'm thinking i need to lock in w survival stuff LOL
anyways thanks for reading, your comments are so seriously motivating. would've dropped this without you guys, so thank you so much for existing and liking this horror show. ily, stay hydrated, watch jerma. ttyl!

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