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1. all my love and terror by hollowedhymns for astrolupins

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Jan 2025

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   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • POV Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Character Study
   • Introspection
   • Alternate Universe - Magic
   • i gave buck powers and asked "whatever could go wrong?"
   • turns out: a lot
   • cw for major character injuries and some good old mental agony
   • putting my pookies through the horrors because I CAN
   • 7.5 seasons of suffering until I said: uno reverse
   • still:
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • (bc of course it is)
   • Mutual Pining
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Getting Together
   • First Kiss
   • soft boys in love
   • (so so soft)
   • Domesticity
   • Evan Buckley's default to destroy himself for others vs Eddie Diaz' refusal to watch him shatter
   • a love letter to two idiots
   • they make me sickkk
   • also:
   • Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure
   • And that's a fact

   Summary

   It’s important to note that it was never supposed to become a thing.

   Which, you know, it’s always a rather grueling matter to try and stop something from happening; Buck would know by now. Plans like that are pretty much always doomed right from the start—so really, in the grand scheme of things, he isn’t to be blamed for anything.

   For the most part, at least.

   Or, Buck, blessed and cursed by the goddess of fortune herself, is not supposed to meddle with fate, even though he can. For Eddie, of course, he does so anyway.

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