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1. medicate, meditate (throw a punch, fall in love) by trevordrysdale

   Fandoms: SEAL Team (TV), 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   20 Feb 2025

   Tags

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   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Jason Hayes
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Jason Hayes/Brock Reynolds
   • Sonny Quinn (SEAL Team TV)
   • Jason Hayes
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Brock Reynolds
   • Ray Perry
   • Trent Sawyer
   • Clay Spenser
   • Emma Hayes (SEAL Team TV)
   • Michael Hayes (SEAL Team TV)
   • Eric Blackburn
   • Mandy Ellis
   • Lisa Davis
   • Drug Addiction
   • Addiction
   • Talks of overdosing
   • Detox
   • Recovery
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley's Lawsuit Against the City of LA
   • Drug Withdrawal
   • jason/evan is slow burn so like...eventual
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Slow Burn
   • Eventual Romance
   • Post-Tsunami (9-1-1)
   • Mentioned Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV)
   • Mentioned Maddie Buckley
   • Past Drug Addiction
   • Overdosing
   • U.S. Navy SEAL Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Post-Settlement
   • Polyamory Negotiations
   • eventual polyamorous relationship

   Summary

   He can’t call Jason.

   The phone is heavy in his hand. His vision blurs as he scrolls through his contacts, the names swimming. He stops on one. Brock.

   Evan doesn’t have a choice. If he doesn’t call now, he knows he won’t make it through the night.

   Or, Evan Buckley has always been a contradiction—a man with an unstoppable drive and a devastating capacity for self-destruction. His life is a tangle of addiction, recovery, love, and survival. In the end, Evan’s story isn’t about perfection or easy answers. It’s about finding the courage to face the past, the strength to keep moving forward, and the beauty of being loved for exactly who you are—flaws and all.

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   English

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