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1. im so happy im so happy im by penguin_musings

   Fandoms: L'Arc~en~Ciel, Hyde (Musician) RPF, Jrock  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   26 Jan 2025

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   • Hyde/Tetsuya (L'Arc~en~Ciel)
   • Hyde/Sakura/Tetsuya (L'Arc~en~Ciel) (background)
   • Hyde/Sakura (L'Arc~en~Ciel) (background)
   • Sakura/Tetsuya (L'Arc~en~Ciel) (background)
   • Hyde (L'Arc~en~Ciel | VAMPS)
   • Tetsuya (L'Arc~en~Ciel)
   • Sakura (L'Arc~en~Ciel | Sons of All Pussys) (heavily mentioned)
   • Canon Universe
   • Set October 2024 after Sakura’s Like~an~Angel guest performance
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Past Cheating
   • Non-Explicit Sex
   • Dubious Morality
   • Minor Violence
   • When the relationship is so fucked up you can’t fix it (and a part of you likes it that way)
   • Hyde has a fucked up perception of love
   • Tetsuya provokes Hyde to keep him close
   • Sakura is the only one who has (can) moved on

   Summary

   After returning to Japan, Hyde confronts Tetsuya about Sakura and Like~an~Angel. Tetsuya’s composed smile, the song, Hyde’s inability to just let go — these things, infuriatingly, haven’t changed.

   This is still a love story, right? (Taped up, ripped apart, sewn back together, but still—)

   “Did he fuck you?” Hyde asks in lieu of a birthday greeting, in the same tone he uses for discussing the daily news.

   “Konbanwa,” Tetsuya says pleasantly, gesturing for him to sit down, and then, matching Hyde’s nonchalance, he adds. “Did you ask him that?”

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