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Tragedy & Love

Summary:

"Choi Subong?”

,,Thanos" paused and hesitantly turned around.

Notes:

ALL CHAPTERS IN THIS WORK ARE ONE-SHOTS DESIGNED FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY!!!!

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: Rock bottom

Notes:

listen to tracks that inspired me to create this work!!

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Chapter Text

Choi Subong stood on the bridge that would soon lead to his demise; his pupils blown as he surveyed the scene before him. The sun was bright—too bright for his eyes to bear—and the ground underneath the bridge seemed a long way down.

Choi Subong, formerly known as the famous rapper ,,Thanos," had invested in a cryptocoin scam after watching an extremely popular Korean YouTuber invest in the same thing. He'd spent every last penny on the scam he'd foolishly fallen for, causing him to go crashing down into debt that totalled up to ₩1.19 billion.

All the previous events had led Choi Subong to the location he was currently at. His pupils blown as self-deprecating thoughts ran through his head: "I'm a failure," "I hate the way I look and I hate my personality," and "I can't do anything right without taking drugs." The last statement was quite ironic as he stared out into the distance with eyes the size of the moon, obviously high on some type of drug (or multiple drugs at once).

He believed he had run his whole life into the ground, and now with nobody there to stop him, he could finally take matters into his own hands and put a halt to all of his past mistakes, no matter how big or small they were. With Choi Subong's mind racing with harsh thoughts and memories, he found himself unable to concentrate and less focused on the task at hand. His hands shook, and his eyes filled with unshed tears unbeknownst to him.

The detailed cross that hung from around his neck seemed like it was beckoning him to open it and pop yet another pill. Choi Subong was sure it wasn't his first pill, but it definitely wouldn't be his last pill if he had to build up the courage to actually jump off the bridge.

The detailed cross that hung from around his neck seemed like it was beckoning him to open it and pop yet another pill. Choi Subong was sure it wasn't his first pill, but definitely wouldn't be his last pill if he had to build up the courage to actually jump off the bridge.

Subong had built his whole career on his persona ,,Thanos," and now it had all been thrown away because of one stupid fault in his trust. He had come to realize he was too trusting of anything he would see on the internet and now deeply regretted his actions, though it was too late for that.

With a deep breath, he tried to build his courage and stood on the very edge of the bridge, letting the wind flow smoothly through his hair one last time before he would kill himself. Choi Subong closed his eyes tightly. Though he feared death, he knew this was the only way out of the debt he'd caused himself. He pursed his lips before softly opening them again, ready to say his last words to those who would never hear them.

"Choi Subong?”

,,Thanos" paused and hesitantly turned around.