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Maybe I deserved it; great, now I sound like a fucking pick-me. You see, the truth is I like my childhood friend turned victim from an egotistical middle school me turned rival turned best friend/crush, who I died for and saved up every penny for him to live out our childhood dream of being heroes together. You see, if this is already tragic enough, the worse part is he’s dating pink cheeks, and the cherry on top of that bullshit is that damn nerd declined to start a fucking hero agency because he wants to teach some no-good brats.But in the end turns out I’m just a another fool for him.
Oh Who am I kidding? I’m pathetic for drinking myself unconscious the night I found out…. I just really needed something to keep my heart from exploding.I regretted it the next morning, which serves me right. Shit, you know what I need to focus on instead of this hellhole? Getting my ranking up, because there is no way in hell I’m going to let that damn icy hot have a higher ranking than me. I now regret intentionally making it lower to catch up to something that wasn’t even real. I regret not making moves and being too much of a coward to do something. I'm trying to tell myself you never loved me one time in my life. What the hell am I doing with my life? I shouldn’t be down; I should be happy for him like a good friend, but am I a good friend? I don’t know any more.
I need to stop being lazy and get out of bed. I am a hero for All Might's sake. I have my shift in an hour, and later I need to meet with Shitty Hair to talk about next week's patrol and if we could team up. It sounds almost ironic that I’m even thinking about it, let alone acting on it, but fuck it, you only live once. What else was I going to do? Fuck, the nerd wants to meet up too. Maybe I should just say I’m too busy patrolling to visit him, or that I have a physical therapy appointment. I don’t know; I just need to get away until my feelings settle down. Ugh, what the fuck am I doing? Why should I care? Yeah, this is about the time for me to actually get up, okay Up and at them. I need something in my system and a shot of espresso to go with it too; today is going to be a long day.