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She has every reason in the world to be scared, hell, even he is, but she decides she's not. She simply decides not to be scared, and then it works, and it gnaws at his guts, the fact that this is how the world works for her.
Fucking bitch.
Semi's eyes stare deep inside his soul, and for a moment, Namgyu hesitates. His fingers are intertwined with her hair, and their heavy breaths mix together like they're one fucked up organism, except for the part that she's the one who has him around her finger even though he's pinning her down to her bed in the middle of the night.
"I'm going to scream."
"Don't fucking do it." His fingers tug at her hair. "Don't do it or I'll choke you"
She looks at his hand, and then he looks too, and four eyes land on his rings. The ring that would leave a mark after he choked her, squeezed her neck with so much force that the stamp of the metal would never fade away from the corpse's skin, something that would bind them together even after death.
When he kisses her, he tastes blood, and the sharp pain comes a few moments later, along with the realization that it's his own blood. He pulls away with a groan, and he's pretty sure a slice of his lip stays there between her teeth.
"What the fuck?!" He spits.
"What are you doing?!"
She tries to push him away, with no avail. He's stronger than her.
"Listen, I- I don't know, okay?, just let me fucking do this. I'm not trying to hurt you!”
"Why are you in my bed?!"
Namgyu rubs his eyes. The fact is that he doesn't even know himself, he tried to push the thoughts of her away, but every night has been hell.
"Shut up!" He whispers. "You're going to wake everyone up."
"It's not of my interest that everyone stays asleep, asshole!"
"I know, I know!" His mind is beginning to spin from the pill he stole from Thanos' cross necklace. Namgyu closes his eyes for a second, trying to get it together. "Can you please, please, stay still, you stupid bitch?!"
She freezes, because she never heard him beg. His reaction time is slowed down by the hallucinogens, but not enough to stop him from kissing her again while she's hesitating.
Semi has her eyes widened, and the shock of the situation gets the best out of her, because she closes her eyes and accepts whatever he's doing.
The mere sight of her makes him burn inside.
A traitor. A traitor. The word plays endlessly in his mind. A traitor.
With some pills in his organism and a blood-stained fork on his hand, he tries to ignore the way his stomach churns when he realizes she needs to die by his hand.
That's the way things turned out, after all… no, that's how it was always meant to end.
She takes her last breath with her eyes on his, and he watches the light fade little by little.
If they had met anywhere else, in any other way…
No, there's no point on thinking about that anymore.