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HEARTS AND THOUGHTS THEY FADE

Summary:

Johnny grins, all sharp teeth and unrepentant mischief, like a cat who just knocked over a priceless vase and is thrilled about it.

"Road trip," he announces, with the kind of enthusiasm that should be illegal this early in the morning. He says it like it’s the most obvious, most natural thing in the world, like waking Peter up at six a.m. with absolutely no warning is a totally acceptable thing to do.

Peter blinks at him, his brain still buffering.  

Notes:

This is for day eight of fluffbruary:

Train | Zenith | Road

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It starts the way most things with Johnny Storm do--loud, sudden, and completely impossible to ignore.  

One second, Peter is tangled in his sheets, blissfully asleep, drooling into his pillow, the kind of deep, coma-like sleep that only comes after a week of too many late nights and not nearly enough coffee. The next, there’s a bang at his window so sharp and insistent that his spider-sense jolts him awake before his brain can catch up. His body reacts on instinct--years of being constantly in danger have made sure of that--so he flails, sheets tangling around his legs as he nearly catapults himself out of bed. His elbow slams into the nightstand, his phone clatters to the floor, and for one glorious second, he’s caught in a half-conscious panic, convinced he’s under attack.  

And then--  

"Yo, Parker!"  

Peter groans, already regretting every single life choice that led him to this moment. He blinks against the early-morning light, squinting at his window like maybe if he looks hard enough, he’ll realize he’s still dreaming.  

No such luck.  

Perched on the fire escape with entirely too much enthusiasm for this ungodly hour is Johnny Storm.  

His hair is wild, golden strands mussed like he just rolled out of bed himself, except--no, scratch that, Johnny doesn’t roll out of bed, he poses out of bed. And right now, he looks like he belongs on the cover of some ridiculous summer album, sunglasses perched lazily on his nose, arms crossed over the windowsill like he’s already bored of waiting. The first rays of morning light catch in his hair, making him glow in a way that is completely unfair for someone who just woke Peter up at--  

Peter squints at his clock.  

6:04 a.m.  

He groans, dragging a hand over his face. "Johnny, it’s--what--why--"  

Johnny grins, all sharp teeth and unrepentant mischief, like a cat who just knocked over a priceless vase and is thrilled about it.

"Road trip," he announces, with the kind of enthusiasm that should be illegal this early in the morning. He says it like it’s the most obvious, most natural thing in the world, like waking Peter up at six a.m. with absolutely no warning is a totally acceptable thing to do.

Peter blinks at him, his brain still buffering.  

It’s not a request. Not a suggestion. A full-blown declaration. He says it like it’s the greatest idea in the world, like Peter should already be leaping to his feet with excitement instead of blinking at him like a very unimpressed, very sleep-deprived raccoon.  

Peter stares, his brain struggling to catch up. "What?"  

"Road trip," Johnny repeats, like the words themselves are magic, like saying them twice will somehow overwrite Peter’s common sense and make this a normal, acceptable thing to do at six in the morning.  

It’s almost working.  

Because Johnny is practically vibrating where he crouches on the fire escape, energy crackling off him like an exposed wire, barely contained excitement thrumming through his every move. The kind of excitement that always--always--ends with Peter muttering why do I let you talk me into things while they flee the scene of something spectacularly stupid.  

It’s infectious, the way he lights up the dim morning air like he’s physically incapable of existing in anything less than full, blazing color. His knee bounces, fingers tapping impatient rhythms against the windowsill, like if Peter doesn’t answer fast enough, he’ll combust from sheer anticipation alone.  

"No plans," Johnny continues, leaning in like he’s revealing the greatest secret of all time, like he’s offering Peter something rare and precious and meant just for them. "No rules. Just the open road, unlimited playlists, and every greasy roadside diner from here to wherever."  

Peter groans, rubbing a slow, tired hand over his face, trying so hard to be a responsible adult about this. He should shut this down. He should absolutely not be entertaining it. "So… chaos," he mutters.  

"Exactly," Johnny beams, like Peter just perfectly summed up the entire appeal. His eyes are practically glowing, all golden-blue wildfire, and Peter can already feel himself losing this battle.  

"C'mon, Parker," Johnny urges, voice dipping into something lower, softer--entirely too convincing. "You’re always stuck here, being all responsible and broody. Let’s get out there--just you and me. No masks, no city, no expectations. Just fun."  

And Peter wants to argue. He wants to be reasonable, to remind Johnny that he has school, and a job, and a whole city to look after. He has rent to pay and groceries to buy and--  

And then Johnny tilts his head, the golden light of sunrise catching in his hair, glinting off his sunglasses like some ridiculous teen heartthrob, and grins, all mischief and reckless promise.  

And then, because he’s the worst, Johnny smirks and says, "Unless you’re scared."  

And Peter is so doomed, he exhales sharply, already knowing he’s lost. "You suck so much."  

"That’s a yes!" Johnny crows, punching the air like he just won the lottery, the Super Bowl, and a lifetime supply of hair gel all at once.  

Peter groans, but the damage is done. His fate is sealed. Johnny is already shimmying through the window like a chaotic raccoon, practically vibrating with victory.  

Which is how Peter Parker--responsible, rule-following, totally sensible Peter Parker--finds himself stuffing clothes into a backpack, still half-asleep, muttering this is such a bad idea under his breath while Johnny helpfully throws in a pair of sunglasses and an entirely unnecessary Hawaiian shirt.  

"Essentials," Johnny says sagely, grinning as Peter swats him away.  

By the time Peter stumbles out the window and into the passenger seat of Johnny’s ridiculously, offensively expensive sports car, he’s still rubbing sleep from his eyes, barely functioning.  

The engine purrs to life beneath them, smooth and powerful, like it knows it’s cooler than Peter. Johnny, already one hand on the wheel, shoots him a sideways look--smug, impossibly pleased, radiating I knew you’d cave energy so hard Peter can feel it.  

Peter slouches dramatically into his seat, arms crossed, already regretting everything. "I hate you."  

Johnny, grinning like the absolute menace he is, throws the car into gear and peels onto the open road with the kind of reckless confidence that should not be legal. He tosses his sunglasses onto his face with flair, then, as if it’s the easiest, most obvious truth in the world, says, "Nah. You love me."  

And Peter--grumbling, dragging a hand through his hair as the city fades behind them--pointedly does not argue.

The road stretches ahead, endless and sun-drenched, like it was made for them, like it’s been waiting this whole time. The wind rushes past, ruffling through Peter’s hair as Johnny’s car eats up the miles, speeding past green fields, half-empty highways, and faded billboards promising the world’s best pie at some diner up ahead.  

Johnny’s got the radio blasting obnoxiously loud, a chaotic mix of top 40 hits, ‘80s rock anthems, and way too many sappy love ballads for someone who claims to have good taste. Peter rolls his eyes when the opening notes of something tragically romantic start playing, but he doesn’t change the station.  

Not that Johnny would let him.  

"Do you even know where we’re going?" Peter asks, watching the road flick past, pretending--really, truly trying--not to enjoy this. Not to enjoy the endless stretch of sky above them, the lazy hum of the engine beneath them, the golden warmth of the sun filtering through the windshield and curling in his chest like something soft, something weightless.  

Johnny grins, drumming his fingers against the steering wheel, looking so effortlessly golden in the midday light that it’s honestly unfair. He’s got one arm slung over the back of his seat, sunglasses perched at the end of his nose, the picture of someone who belongs on the road, like he was born for this kind of reckless freedom. "Not a clue."  

Peter exhales, tipping his head back against the seat, closing his eyes against the sunlight and the ridiculousness of it all. "Brilliant."  

And it is. Somehow, impossibly, it is.  

They stop at every single neon-lit, hole-in-the-wall diner they come across, the kind with hand-painted signs promising BREAKFAST SERVED ALL DAY and air so thick with nostalgia it feels like stepping into another time. The kind where the waitresses call you hon without thinking, where the booths are just sticky enough to make Peter raise an eyebrow, where the coffee is probably older than he is, but somehow, in a way he can’t explain, it just works.  

It’s absurd, and messy, and so unbelievably perfect that Peter has to bite the inside of his cheek to keep from smiling too hard.

Johnny insists on ordering the most unhinged things on the menu--burgers stacked so high they defy physics, every single milkshake flavor they offer (yes, even the weird ones, Pete, don’t be a coward), a plate of chili fries that looks like a structural hazard.  

Peter side-eyes him, plucking a fry off Johnny’s plate with the kind of slow, deliberate movement that says I dare you to stop me. "You’re gonna die before we even hit the next state line."  

Johnny doesn’t even hesitate. He just smirks, leans in way too close, and steals a bite of Peter’s sandwich without breaking eye contact. "Then at least I’ll die happy."  

Peter makes a noise of pure indignation and shoves at his face, but Johnny just leans back with a laugh, looking unbearably pleased with himself, like he’s already declared victory.  

They squabble over onion rings, flick sugar packets across the table like it’s some kind of Olympic sport, and trade sips of milkshakes that are definitely not an even split because Johnny keeps taking too much, the absolute menace. Peter calls him out on it, of course, but Johnny just shrugs, licks his lips, and says, "Guess you’ll just have to stop me then, Parker."  

Peter throws a fry at his face.  

Johnny, of course, catches it in his mouth like an actual golden retriever and has the audacity to look proud about it.  

It’s stupid. It’s ridiculous. It’s so them.  

Johnny snaps pictures of Peter mid-bite, grinning way too hard when Peter glares, half a mouthful of burger in his cheek, and swipes for his phone. Johnny, the little shit, holds it out of reach, cackling as Peter lunges across the table. The waitress definitely sees them and shakes her head in that boys will be boys way, but she’s smiling when she refills their drinks.  

And somewhere between the thrown fries and the stolen bites, somewhere between the laughter and the golden light streaming through the cracked blinds--Peter feels it.  

That thing. That quiet, warm, steady thing unfurling in his chest, filling all the spaces between his ribs.  

He doesn’t have a name for it yet.  

But he thinks--maybe--he wouldn’t mind staying like this forever.

It’s nice.  

Too nice.  

The kind of nice that makes Peter pause, that makes something in his brain stutter and catch up just enough to realize how stupidly good this is. How easy, how warm, how every breath feels lighter, every mile they put between themselves and the city feels like peeling off another layer of stress he didn’t even know he was carrying.  

How something inside him stretches out, unfurls, blooms every time Johnny so much as breathes in his direction.  

Which means, inevitably, something has to ruin it.  

And that something is Johnny Storm.  

"Hey," Johnny says, nudging Peter’s side, his voice brimming with something--mischief, trouble, pure, unfiltered chaos. Peter doesn’t know which one yet. Could be all three, could be something worse. All he does know is that that tone never leads to anything good.  

Peter sighs, already regretting this, and looks--and immediately regrets it even more.  

Because there, cutting across the countryside like something out of a goddamn oil painting, is a train. An actual train. Rusted, rickety, steam puffing lazily into the clear sky like it belongs in another era.  

And Johnny, because he is an agent of destruction and anarchy disguised as a pretty boy in expensive sunglasses, is already looking at it like it’s a challenge.  

"No," Peter says immediately, because he’s been here before. Not on a moving train, granted, but close enough.  

Johnny tilts his head, and his sunglasses slip down just enough for Peter to catch the way his eyes light up with excitement, practically glowing with the thrill of an idea so catastrophically stupid it could only have come from him.  

"Yes."  

"Johnny, absolutely not."  

Johnny exhales, long and dramatic, like Peter is the one being ridiculous here. "C’mon, Spidey," he drawls, leaning in, his voice dipping into that register--the one that gets him out of speeding tickets and into VIP rooms and, somehow, always gets Peter to do whatever dumb thing he’s planning. "Think of the adventure. The thrill. Just picture it--us, on top of a moving train, wind in our hair--"  

"Death," Peter deadpans.  

"Romance," Johnny counters, without missing a beat.  

Peter squints at him. "You have a very loose definition of romance."  

Johnny grins wider, impossibly pleased with himself, and leans in just a little too close--closer than necessary, closer than he needs to, like he’s testing something, like he knows what he’s doing. His breath is warm against Peter’s cheek, his lips quirking up like he’s already won.  

"Bet you can’t," he says.  

And--  

That’s all it takes.

With a long-suffering sigh--one that he knows is only feeding Johnny’s ego--Peter lets himself be dragged from their booth, the scent of coffee and fried food still clinging to his clothes.  

It’s late. Or early. Time has stopped making sense somewhere between their fourth milkshake and Johnny convincing the waitress to put a tiny paper umbrella in Peter’s root beer float. The neon lights hum quietly above them, casting everything in a soft, dreamlike glow, and the world outside is still--the roads empty, the diner nearly deserted, save for a few truckers and the distant clatter of dishes from the kitchen.  

Peter could say no.  

He should say no.  

But then Johnny grins--really grins, wide and wild, like he’s standing on the edge of the world just waiting for Peter to jump with him--and, well. Peter’s always been a little weak when it comes to reckless, stupid ideas wrapped in that particular brand of charm.  

So he rolls his eyes, mutters something about how this is the worst idea ever, and then--without warning--steps in close and grabs Johnny around the waist.  

Johnny yelps, a sound somewhere between holy shit and best day ever, his laughter bursting out in bright, breathless surprise. "Parker--"  

But Peter’s already moving.  

He fires a web toward the distant train, and in the next instant, they’re airborne.  

The world drops beneath them, the ground shrinking away as the wind roars past, cool and endless and electric. It rushes through Peter’s hair, tangling in Johnny’s, stealing their breath in the best way. The abandoned plates of half-eaten pie, the neon hum of the diner--they’re gone, lost to the past as they arc through the sky like they were meant to be here.  

For a heartbeat, they’re weightless. Suspended between earth and sky, just the two of them, untethered and free.  

And then--impact.  

The train rumbles beneath their feet, a living, breathing thing, its steel wheels clattering against the tracks in a steady, hypnotic rhythm. The force of it vibrates up through Peter’s bones, grounding him even as his pulse still races.  

Johnny, wide-eyed and grinning, throws his arms out like he’s king of the world, golden and reckless in the afternoon sun. "Hell yeah!"  

Peter exhales a laugh, shaking his head. "You’re insane," he mutters, but it’s ruined by the way he’s smiling, by the sheer rush of this, of them.  

The countryside streaks past, a blur of deep green fields and golden light, the sky stretching wide and open above them, impossibly blue.  

Johnny stumbles slightly when they land but recovers with a laugh, arms spreading wide like he’s meant to be here, like he’s thriving on the sheer audacity of it. His hair is a mess from the wind, his cheeks flushed with exhilaration, and when he turns to Peter, his eyes are alight.  

Peter’s heart is still hammering, adrenaline buzzing beneath his skin, but all he can do is huff out a breathless laugh, the sound carried away by the wind.  

Johnny smirks, cocky and effortless, and nudges Peter with his shoulder. "Admit it, Parker--this was a great idea.”

Peter huffs, exaggerating the motion just for show, like he’s still considering not giving Johnny the satisfaction. But his grin betrays him, wide and breathless and impossible to hide.  

"Okay," he concedes, voice softer than he means it to be, edged with something too fond, too warm, too real. "Maybe this was a good idea."  

Johnny’s smirk twitches--just a little, just enough for Peter to see it, the way something shifts behind his eyes. The teasing bravado doesn’t disappear entirely, but it melts at the edges, softening into something quieter, something steady.  

"Yeah," Johnny murmurs, stepping closer until their shoulders brush, his warmth radiating through the fabric of Peter’s hoodie, tangible even against the rush of wind. "I have those sometimes."  

Peter swallows, heart stuttering, something giddy and huge blooming in his chest. The sun is at its zenith now, painting the sky in gold, their shadows stretched long against the metal roof of the train. The world races past in a blur of color and movement, but right here, in this moment, everything feels still.   

Johnny is looking at him, really looking, and Peter feels seen in a way that makes his breath catch.  

He leans in--just a fraction, just enough for Johnny to notice.  

And Johnny--who’s always been reckless, who never hesitates when it comes to Peter--meets him there without a second thought.  

His hand finds Peter’s, fingers threading together like they were always meant to, like they fit. And suddenly, it feels like something slots into place--like they’ve been hurtling toward this moment all along, inevitable as the train beneath their feet.  

Peter exhales, the warmth of Johnny’s palm grounding him, anchoring him to something steady, something good.  

Maybe, he thinks, grinning like an idiot, this is exactly where they were always supposed to end up.

Notes:

Okay!! So this is my first time writing spideytorch but I've been obsessed with these idiots for YEARS like dude you have no idea how down bad I am 😔

ANYWAYS hope you like this!!

- Azzy

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