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    Vein becomes Bridon, Bridon becomes Vein, and all of their red haunts Xia Fei through the city behind his eyes.

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  2. 03 Mar 2026

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  3. 01 Aug 2025

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    the imagery is so . Hauntingly beautiful red is an awesome color

  4. 29 Jul 2025

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  5. 10 Jul 2025

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  6. 01 Jun 2025

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    Xia Fei almost forgot what he was going to ask the moment Vein stopped humming and turned around to face him because, in that moment, Vein was the softest thing to exist under the sun.

    but also

    “When I leave the room,” Vein continued, turning towards Xia Fei bathed in the same shade as a pulsating heart, “I want them all to remember this red. How lucky they were to have even seen it.”

    and and and

    Sometimes, Xia Fei sits in front of the cameras after his shoots, and waits. Other times, he goes back to his apartment and squeezes his eyes shut in front of his closet and waits for the coat to have a body.

    so u take the knife and then twist it like:

    (And, most times, more often than he remembers, when the traffic light outside bleeds an unlucky red past his thin curtains like an open wound, Xia Fei sits on the edge of his bed with Vein’s coat around his shoulders, and pretends that it’s the equivalent of being held.)

    title: vermillion
    author: yuudoufu

    i'll never be whole again

  7. 16 May 2025

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    And, really, actually, the truth is: it’s like Vein’s never left at all. He’s still here. He’s still here, Xia Fei believes, because it’s all he can ever do when things don’t make any sense in a world of hard logic. He believes Vein’s presence to be real: in the edge of his bathroom mirror, behind the third aisle in the convenience store, behind his eyelids when the morning sun wakes him

  8. 24 Mar 2025

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  9. 22 Feb 2025

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    It was late evening, and the dying sunlight sloped down Vein’s nose bridge to paint him in a rosy, mellow afterglow, blurring all the sharp edges of his teeth and outfit and fuzzing over at the edge of his jaw. Xia Fei almost forgot what he was going to ask the moment Vein stopped humming and turned around to face him because, in that moment, Vein was the softest thing to exist under the sun.

  10. 19 Feb 2025

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  11. 18 Feb 2025

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  12. 18 Feb 2025

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  13. 18 Feb 2025

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  15. 18 Feb 2025

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