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Ever since I was a little girl, I felt like I was different. I watched other kids running around laughing and playing games, but I just sat back feeling...numb. I lived in a world different from them. My father, is a kind man, abit neive but he cares. Ive learned alot from my mother though, shes taught me things I didnt understand untill now. She saw how different I was and helped me change that, helped me appear normal.
I wasnt completely numb I did feel anger, sadness, and sometimes I felt happy, but happiness came at a price. The first time I felt happy was when I was out in the rain, I had found a shivering stray and as if on instict I had picked up a stone and threw it at the cat. The noise it made brought a smile to my face so I picked up a larger stone and it hissed at me just before I threw it, that noise made my mind snap in a way. I picked up the largest stone I could lift and slammed it on the cats head. It took three hits before it stopped moving and seeing its motionless corpse made me utter a laugh, I enjoyed what I did. That was the first time I took a life and I was nine at the time, around the same age the bullying had started. It didnt really affect me I found it annoying more than anything else.
Throughout the year I delt with insults, name calling, being pushed around, and rumors. So I started pretending, I didnt realize it at the time but the games I played with my mother had taught me this. I even made a friend, her name was Kokona Haruka. I found her useful so we continued to be friends to this day, though at somepoint in recent time she has been acting odd, I wonder what thats about. Anyway after I had gotten a friend and acted like a normal girl the bullying seemed to go away and life was less annoying for me. Tomorrow I start my year at akademi, it was the school my parents went to and they wished the same for me so here I am. Oh, and Kokona is already there so Ill know someone.
Ayano put down her pencil as she leaned back in her chair that was seating infront of her desk. The journal she had just written in lay on this desk only illuminated by the lamp that rested in its corner, and after a brief strech it was turned off. She then shut her journal and stood up and left her room to grab herself a cup of water and once she had gotten her water she went off to her room. She got herself under her covers she just lay there for what felt like an hour but was only really afew minutes and fell asleep. Ayano awoke to the repetative beeping of her alarm, she lay in bed just staring up at her ceiling before reaching to the side to shut the alarm off. She then slid out of bed and got herself dressed for the day at school, she walked out to the familiar hum from her mother.
"Morning mom" she spoke in a monotone voice as she sat at the dinning room table. Her mother responds in a sweet sounding voice "good morning sweetie, are you excited for your first day of being a 2nd?" Ayano felt annoyed at the question, nothing was ever a 'good day' it was bland or medioker at best but she just told her in a more lively tone "yeah can't wait" she then put a smile on her face. After another boring breakfast Ayano got her shoes and rode her bike to the school, she passed by neighboring houses then small shops aand restaurants until she finally made it to the taller building. "It really does look like a highschool" she commented and with that her first day at this school began.