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I love dirk. He’s been my boyfriend for a while…but I feel almost weird. Dirk’s amazing, I would do anything for him but it almost feels empty.
you know who I really miss? Aranea, I wish she would groom me. Just so I can feel something different, maybe it’ll help me with Dirk?
Is this a bad thing to say this?
I really hope not, I mean im supposed to get better
Huff, I wanna get rid of me. Not like in a suicidal way, or anything haha, just get rid of “Jake”
Like change my name, leave all my friends and just live a different life.
But. I won’t do that. Because im scared of change. I’ll just keep living life and how it is.