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Buck isn’t cutting to stop the noise this time, he’s doing it because he deserves to feel the pain, deserves a physical reminder of his failures. Evan Buckley has known, ever since his first breath, that he was destined to fail everyone he loves. He failed Daniel before he could even walk, failed his parents and Maddie by not saving his brother, failed Eddie and Christopher more times than he can count. That’s why he keeps going, keeps cutting his arms and thighs until he can’t see past the blood and tears, keeps cutting until his pain feels more like redemption than suffering.
(this is my first fic so lets hope its not complete rubbish. Also I'm Irish so lets hope I've done a decent job making them sound at least a little American.)
PS. pretend Eddie still has his moustache because I am an Eddie Diaz moustache truther <3