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1. Worthwhile by LameAssNerd

   Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga), ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Anime)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Koito Otonoshin/Tsukishima Hajime
   • Koito Otonoshin & Tsukishima Hajime
   • Tsukishima Hajime/Koito Otonoshin
   • Tsukishima Hajime
   • Koito Otonoshin
   • Ogata Hyakunosuke
   • Maeyama (Golden Kamuy)
   • Tsurumi Olga
   • Tsurumi Tokushirou
   • Koito Heiji
   • Sugimoto Saichi
   • Asirpa (Golden Kamuy)
   • Vasily Pavlichenko
   • Shiraishi Yoshitake
   • Angst
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Fluff
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Inspired by You've Got Mail (1998)
   • alternative universe
   • AU
   • Modern AU
   • 2000's AU
   • Romantic Comedy
   • Multiple Pov
   • Slow Build
   • pinning
   • you've got mail - Freeform
   • Online Relationship
   • Online Friendship
   • Online Romance
   • no prior you've got mail knowledge required
   • Hajime is Meg Ryan
   • Sort Of
   • Koito is Tom Hanks
   • Everyone is around
   • Background Character Death
   • took some creative liberties to make this work
   • Smut
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Fluff and Smut
   • Fluff and Humor
   • Graphic Description
   • Masturbation
   • Eventual Sex
   • Explicit Language
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Strong Language
   • koitsuki
   • tsukikoi

   Summary

   Hajime felt too old and too tired to be dealing with that sort of thing. He was supposed to be married, to have his life sorted out by then. He had no business worrying about kisses and online romances at his age. The whole thing was ridiculous, he was being ridiculous.

   Otonoshin said it was okay, he seemed genuinely fine with it. He even promised not to speak about it again. Then why did he feel the need to talk to someone about it?

   For the first time in his life, Hajime wanted to leave camp and go back home. He wanted to turn on his computer and talk to *him*. He had a feeling *he* would understand.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   49,292

   Chapters:

   5/5

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   82

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