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1. look in my eyes (you're killing me) by twitcher

   Fandoms: The White Lotus (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   06 Apr 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Lochlan Ratliff/Saxon Ratliff
   • Saxon Ratliff
   • Lochlan Ratliff
   • Sibling Incest
   • Religious Guilt
   • guilt so bad it turns him catholic for a sec
   • Masturbation
   • Sexual Fantasy
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Self-Acceptance
   • idk he really goes thru it
   • Sexual Release as Emotional Release
   • Angst

   Summary

   "We both blacked out," he manages, tries very hard to make his voice steady. The words taste like acid as he says them.

   Chloe, sat in his lap. He'd blamed his dick being soft on booze, on drugs. She'd kissed him and touched him and squeezed him. Saxon couldn't get it up. Just couldn't. And—

   His voice, faint and feverish, that much he recognises. He didn't talk much.

   Chloe, he'd said. Right? Or—

   Lochy.

   or: Saxon remembers, spirals, and reaches his own personal nirvana

   Series

   • Part 2 of all i wanted was you

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,092

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

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