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    Summary

    Patrick's life, told through multiple scenes, from when he's a kid to when he ends up in New Rochelle, 2019.
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    [He misses them, all the time.
    He misses Art when he has to sleep alone in shitty motel rooms, trying to pretend like the silence isn’t bothering him. He misses Tashi whenever he’s on the court, which is all the fucking time. He misses Art when something funny happens and he automatically turns to look at him, only to find the space consistently empty. He misses Tashi whenever he jerks off in his room, coming all over his hand and thinking of her.
    He misses them both whenever he sees a couple kissing. He misses them both whenever he first steps in a hotel room that looks a bit too much like the hotel back in Flushing last summer.]

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