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    Putting out my Killer!Oikawa x Yandere!Iwaizumi brairot.

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    Iwaizumi saw that person—not in a dream, not in some abstract, haunting ache. He saw him.

    Behind every window he looked out of. In the dark corners of night streets with broken streetlights. His soul lingered there—pure and clear as starlight. Hard to see, but warm. Soothing. A breath he’d almost forgotten how to take.

    He knew he shouldn’t hold on so tightly to what was already dead. That love, like the prepackaged food trays in the convenience store, came with an expiration date. That someday, you had to throw it out. But after all these years, he thought he’d forget. Forget what he had done. But he couldn’t.

    The grief chewed at the edges of his thoughts. It made it hard to breathe. Hard to look in the mirror. It made him tremble when he touched himself, groping for hard bones or soft skin—as if maybe, just maybe, he’d find him there.

    He is alive, and he knows.

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