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1. I never was ready, so I watch you go by SpiltScribbles

   Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

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   18 Apr 2025

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   • Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
   • Remus Lupin
   • Sirius Black
   • a bit of marauders era and a bit of the first war
   • so yeah we getting angsty in this bish
   • I think i posted this years ago
   • which feels like a life time now
   • Remus will always be my angel though

   Summary

   Remus promised himself a long time ago that he’d never be the one to scuff out the light that shone in Sirius’s very soul. He’d never watch himself turn Sirius into a burnt shell of anything bright and fluttering and lively that ever existed in the spaces of his ribs and the valleys of his chest. Not like what he did to his Mam— eventually killing her. Not like how he drove his father away because the dread was too heavy of a burden to carry.

   Remus would rather Sirius hate him then watch him suffer through that.

   Anything but that.

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