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Shen Qingqiu stared at Luo Binghe’s empty room in his leisure house, the silence so thick it almost felt tangible. A tired sigh escaped his lips. No matter how hard he tried to preserve the space, to keep everything exactly as the omega had left it, he could no longer smell his scent in the air—the faint trace of presence that had once comforted him.
It was as if time itself had decided to erase Binghe from every corner of that place. And it destroyed him a little more each day.
He hated the system. He hated his own cowardice and the fear of death he had felt. He hated the fact that he had done nothing when he had the chance and had lost his pure little lamb. And now, with the empty room before him, all that remained was regret.
Shen Qingqiu crossed the room slowly, his fingers brushing lightly against the few items Binghe had left behind.
A wooden bowl with a chip on the edge, a worn book with yellowed pages, and the blanket he used to pull up to his head on cold nights—still carefully folded on the bed as though the boy might return at any moment.
But he wouldn’t come back. Not now. Maybe never.
Shen Qingqiu sat at the edge of the futon, his gaze lost in the silence of the room, as if, somehow, the shadows could offer him an answer. The atmosphere was filled with an uncomfortable stillness, too heavy. Too wrong.
The absence of the omega was almost tangible, and it hurt. It hurt in a way he couldn’t name, as if he had lost something essential, as if a piece of him had been torn away with Luo Binghe’s departure.
He ran his hands through his long hair, tugging lightly in a gesture of suppressed frustration. Transmigrating to Proud Immortal Demon Way had been hell in itself, but being thrust into this world as an alpha made everything even more surreal.
In his former life, he was just an ordinary beta, living between the monotony of home and frequent hospital visits. He had never interacted much with alphas and omegas. The only one he knew who had a subgenre was his father, a very kind alpha who had always been saddened by his son’s fragile health.
So, when Shen Yuan found himself in the body of an alpha, he had no idea how to behave. Even more so when he was Shen Qingqiu — cold, pristine, and arrogant.
Three traits that Shen Yuan had never aspired to or even considered embodying. And suddenly, he had to grapple with pheromones, a foreign body, and instincts that didn’t belong to him. To his shock, he also discovered that Luo Binghe was an omega.
Not just any omega, but a sweet, obedient, and charming boy who would one day emerge from the Abyss with a harem and an uncontrollable thirst for blood. His blood.
“I should have stopped him,” he whispered into the emptiness, his fingers tightening around the fan. “I should have said something. Anything.”
But he didn’t say anything.
He stayed silent while the system pushed him into a role he never wanted to play. He stayed silent while Luo Binghe, only 17 and too confused for such cruelty, looked at him, silently asking for protection, silently begging him to say "stay."
And Shen Qingqiu… just let him go.
Their ages were close, if you considered the age Shen Yuan had been when he died—just 18, choking alone on food with no one around to help, having already lived far longer than doctors had ever expected. Luo Binghe was 14 when they “met,” a sweet, innocent boy who looked at him with wide eyes full of fear and sadness.
At that time, the young omega still kept his true nature hidden—it was only later, during the sect conference, that the truth came out. But perhaps his subgenre explained why he had always stayed so close to Qingqiu. That fearful, sorrowful gaze eventually disappeared, replaced by a shine in his eyes that Shen Qingqiu didn’t quite recognize—but had a haunting suspicion about. And it was that suspicion that unsettled him the most.
They had spent three years together on that peak. Two of those with Binghe living in his home, sharing meals, brewing tea, and sitting together in silence, as if the act of simply being in the same room was enough.
The weight of unresolved guilt pressed heavily on him with every memory.
Binghe’s constant fidgeting, the way his face would flush at times, and how Qingqiu had to suppress the strange, twisting feeling in his stomach, because no, he shouldn’t feel that. He was supposed to be the master. He had to act like one.
The system was never satisfied. It always demanded more, always punished with calculated cruelty. And even now, with Binghe gone, the paused system seemed to mock his inability to rebel.
The pain came in quiet waves, a rising tide Shen Qingqiu could not hold back.
He felt fractured.
Hollow.
As if Luo Binghe’s absence had carved something essential out of him — something he hadn’t even realized was his until it was gone.
Deep down, he knew. He had always known. There was something between them that defied the logic of the plot, of biology, of the system’s rigid expectations. Something that wasn’t meant to be, but formed anyway, quiet, inevitable, through small gestures and long, lingering glances.
Binghe had always been obedient, always gentle with him, even when Shen Qingqiu tried to keep him at arm’s length. It was hard. Unfair.
Especially because, at some point along the way, the warm, distant affection he should have felt for a disciple had turned into something warmer, denser, more dangerous.
And now… now the boy was gone.
Alone. To hell.
Literally.
He ran his fingers over the pillow, the rough fabric, with no trace of warmth. It had been years since Luo Binghe left, and still years remained before his return.
“I’m sorry,” he murmured, more to himself than to anyone who might hear.
A soft breeze entered through the door, stirring a page of the forgotten book on the shelf. Shen Qingqiu didn’t turn. He remained there, still, feeling the room slowly swallow the last spark of presence Binghe had left behind.
And all that was left was the silence.