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1. it's now or never (and if I wait, could I ever forgive myself?) by tenok

   Fandoms: Conclave (2024)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Apr 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Aldo Bellini/Giulio Sabbadin (Conclave)
   • Aldo Bellini/Thomas Lawrence (Conclave)
   • Pre-Canon
   • barely past seminary days
   • Thomas mentioned a lot but He's Not There. it's very much the point
   • Dirty Talk
   • Drunk Sex
   • (without sex)
   • D/s elements
   • Sexual Inexperience
   • and sexual experience
   • Catholic Repression
   • kind of dom drop
   • author sees Julio Sabbadin as aromantic there
   • but all the alpha readers insist he's madly in love with Aldo
   • anyway he's whipped so
   • Possibly Unrequited Love
   • mostly it's a stream of headcanons about Sabbadin's past and a little bit of Aldo's pining on the side
   • so mentions of drug use homophobia neglectful parents and stuff like that

   Summary

   — Если по любви, — говорит Джулио, слыша самого себя как будто бы со стороны, настолько это непривычные для него слова. — Если с человеком, которому ты важен. Тогда и не больно, и не стыдно…

   (У Альдо есть пара неловких вопросов про секс. Джулио рад объяснить.)

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