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Love Is Twain (It Is Not Single)

Summary:

Agatha didn’t join Rio in sleep. Not yet. Her body was tired, but her mind was lit up with awe, running fingers over every minute of this day. She stayed like that, keeping vigil-not because she needed to, but because she wanted to. To watch. To witness. To hold.

Holding the pieces, just like she had promised.

And outside the window, the sun shone bright. A brand new day for a brand new girl.

Their daughter. Their miracle.

Their flower, blooming in the soft light of morning. Joining their son in the garden of their love.

Their new beginning.

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OR: With their baby girl finally in their arms, Agatha, Rio and Nicky embark on a brand-new chapter in their lives.

Notes:

Hello there!

I’m back with Part IV-told you I wouldn’t stay away for long!

Thank you from the bottom of my heart to those who’ve been here since the beginning-it means the world to me. And to any new readers: welcome! I’m so glad you’re here. If things feel a little confusing at first, don’t worry-you can always dip into the first two parts for the full picture (they’re long, I know, so no pressure if you’d rather just dive in now).

The title of this part is taken from William Carlos Williams’ poem simply titled « Love ». If you know me, you know how much I adore poetry-so of course, I had to pick a title that reflects that.

Here’s a quick refresher of the first three parts:
Agatha and Rio met when she was Rio’s PhD supervisor. After a long, winding road (and lots of pining), they fell in love, got married, and built a family together with Nicky and are working together as literature teachers-and now, they just welcomes their newborn baby girl.
(This is, of course, the very short version… The full story is a beast. A long, emotional monster - or should I say dragon ?)

Enjoy! 💜💚

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: Violet - Part I

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In the quiet after the storm—in the soft hush that folowed hours of joy and pain, laughter and cries, tiny fists clenching bigger fingers and a miracle wrapped in hospital linens—the room had finally settled into stillness.

 

The hum of monitors tickled along steadily. The scent of lavender lotion lingered faintly in the air, mingled with something sterile, clean, and somehow sacred. Sunlight streamed lazily through the blinds, illuminating the hospital bed where Rio lay, half-asleep, half-enchanted.

 

Beside the bed, in the clear-walled bassinet, their daughter dozed—a perfect, curled-up whisper of a girl named Violet. Swaddled in a pale pink blanket with ta floral pattern stitched into its edges, her tiny chest rose and fell with the rhythm of new life. Her impossibly small hand had curled once around Agtha’s pinky finger earlier and hadn’t let go for nearly a full minute. Agatha could still feel the imprint.

 

Now, she stood at the foot of the bed, one handresting gently on the railing, her thumb brushing unconciously against the cool metal. Her gaze never left Rio—her wife, her warrior, her heart—who had finally let her head fall back against the pillow in an exhaustion that only came after both breaking and remaking the world inside herself.

 

Ri’s hair was a tousled halo around her flushed face, lips parted slightly, her breathing slow but shallow—sleep tugging her even as her body stayed tuned to the presence of their child. Her eyes were half-lidded but awake, always awake, tracing Violet’s tiny silhouette the way a cartographer might map a newly discovered land. There was awe in her expression still, like she couldn’t quite believe they’d done it, like she might wake up and find it was all a dream.

 

Just an hour ago, the room had been a symfony of love and noise.

 

Nicky had returned from a snack break like a bolt of lightning, all limbs and light, his little sneakers thumping against the tile floor, his arms overflowing. In one hand, a crumpled drawing of their family that he’d left in the waiting room during the chaos of Violet’s birth and insisted—urgently, stubbornly—that he had to go back for. In the other, a plastic bag of gummy bears he’d convinced Lilia to buy from the vending machine “just in case the baby likes them already.” He had stormed in with the full energy of his seven years and then, at the sight of Violet - despite having already met her earlier that day -- had gone so still it seemed like the whole world paused with him.

 

He had climbed onto the chair beside Rio’s bed like it was a cliff face he had to conquer, eyes wide, hands clutching the bassinet’s edge as he leaned forward and whispered,  “She’s still so small.”

 

And Agatha, standing off to the side then, had pressed her fingers to her lips, trying to keep from crying again.

 

Lilia had followed behind, slower but no less radiant, her arms now overflowing with soft flannel blankets and tupperware containers and one enormous tote bag that bore, in bold black permanent marker, the words: FOR RIO ONLY OR I WILL HAUNT YOU, that she must have gonee to retrieve in her car. She had leaned over Rio with the tenderness of a lifetime, brushing her daughter’s hair back from her forehead, and kissed her like she had when Rio was sixteen and come back from school with her first broken heart. Then she’d whispered something in Sicilian, low and lyrical and impossible for Agatha to understand—but it made Rio laugh and cry at once, and that was all that mattered.

 

Even now, the echoesof their voices still lingered in the corners of the room. Like the walls were cradling the memory of first introductions and gummy bear offerings and the word sister being whispered as if it were holy.

 

Now, at last, everything had gone still.

 

Rio sighed softly, her hand resting on her stomach where Violet had been only hours ago. Agtha moved closer, slipping her hand in Rio’s with ease, with familiarity, with a kind of reverence she didn’t know she was capable of until this woman gave her a daughter.

 

“What are you thinking about?” she asked gently, her thumb stroking over Rio’s knuckles.

 

Rio nodded, her eyes still focused on the bassinet. “I feel like… if I speak too loud, I’ll wake up and find she’s not real.”

 

Agatha smiled, chuckling slightly.

 

They stood like that for a moment, wrapped in golden silence and the fragile, glowing enormity of what they had just created.

 

They had only just left—Lilia and Nicky—stepping out for a quick lunch at the cafeteria, though it had taken a fair bit of gentle negotiation. Lila had to swear on her life that yes, she would bring Nicky back immediately afterward, no detours, no dawdling. Nicky had clutched her hand tightly, glancing back over his shoulder every few steps like he was being sent off to war.

 

“I don’t want Violet to forget me,” he’d said, deadly serious, his brow furrowed with worry as if his baby sister might forget his face in the time it took to eat a grilled cheese sandwich. Rio had smiled through tears, and Agatha had kissed the top of his head, promising her solemn seven-year-old that no one could ever forget him. Least of all Violet.

 

Now the room had stilled again.

 

The click of the door closing behind them left a hush in its waket, heavy with everything that had just happened and everything that was still sinking in. Outside, they could hear the distant rolling hum of carts being pushed down the hallway, the murmur of voices, the faint ding of the elevator—but inside their little room, there was only the steady beep of the monitor, the soft breath of a sleeping baby, and the quiet rhythm of two hearts slowing down together.

 

Agatha moved from where she’d been standing and walked to the side of the bed, her movements unhurried, as though any sudden shift might disturb the fragile stillness in the air. She reached over and adjusted the blanket draped across Rio’s legs, smoothing it down with the instinctive tenderness of someone who didn’t quite know how to stop touching the person they loved. Her hands lingered on Rio’s shin, then her knee, then finally her arm—like she was reassuring herself this was all real.

 

“You okay?” she asked softly, brushing a loose strand of hair from Rio’s temple and tukcing it behind her ear with gentleness.

 

Rio blinked up at her, slow and heavy-lidded. Her face was flushed, her hair a mess, her lips slightly chapped—but she was more beautiful than Agatha had ever seen her. Holy, somehow. Like the aftermath of something divine.

 

She gave a small nod. “Yeah,” she rasped. Her voice was rough and husky, worn thin from all the pushing and breathing and crying and laughing. She swallowed, then added, “Tired.”

 

“I bet.” Agatha’s smile was soft. “You did everything.”

 

Rio let out a breath, almost a laugh, almost a sob, her eyes flicking toward the bassinet again. “But… happy,” she said softly, like she was still surprised by it. “So happy I feel like I might shatter.”

 

Agatha’s heart twisted. She leaned forward, sitting carefully on the edge of the bed, close enough that their knees touched, their breaths mingled. She took Rio’s hand in both of hers and lifted it to her lips, kissing the back of it and her wedding band.

 

“Then we’ll shatter together,” she whispered, voice thick. “Piece by piece, if we have to.”

 

Rio’s fingers curled around hers tightly, and she nodded, her chin trembling. For a long moment, neither of them spoke. They just sat there, holding each other in the quiet. In the golden light. In the afterglow of creation and survival.

 

Outside the window, the world carried on—cars moving, clouds drifting—but inside this room, time slowed. Stopped. Softened.

 

Their baby stirred gently into the bassinet, letting out a tiny sigh, and both women looked over at once.

 

Rio let out a breath like a prayer. “She’s really here.”

 

Agtaha nodded. “She is.”

 

“And she’s ours.”

 

“She always was.”

 

Their hands stayed clasped, resting against Rio’s stomach. One heartbeat beside another. Still so full, still so close to breaking open from the sheer magnitude of it all.

 

Rio closed her eyes for a long moment, her breath steady but slow, like she was teaching herself how to breathe again. Her fingers tightened slightly in Agatha’s, as if to anchor herself—not to the bed or the moment, but to the reality of it all. The silence that stretched between them was not empty. It was full. Heavy with the stillness that follows something monumental. It was the silence that came only after life had been torn open and offered back, fragile and screaming and new. 

 

“I wasn’t sure…” Rio began, her brow furrowing just slightly. “I wasn’t sure I’d be okay. That I’d be able to do this. That I’d survive it. I know it sounds silly—”

 

Agatha didn’t let her finish. Not because she wanted to interrupt, but because some things shouldn’t be spoken like that. Some things deserved to be met with tenderness, not dismissal.

 

“It’s not silly,” she said, and there was not one hesitation in her voice. She leaned down slowly, kissed Rio’s hand again, then pressed her cheek against it. “None of it was silly. You brought her to the world with fire in your heart. I watched you do it. I’ve never seen anything more powerful in my life.”

 

Rio didn’t speak. Her eyes glistened, and for a moment, all she could do was breathe. Then she turned her head slightly, slowly, toward the bassinet—toward the sleeping baby swaddled in soft hospital blankets and bathed in golden light.

 

“She looks like you,” she murmured.

 

Agatha let out a quiet breath of laughter, shaking herhead. “No, love. She’s all you. The little nose? That’s yours. The pout? Yours. The dramatic entrance and the attitude already? That’s pure Rio Harkness-Vidal.”

 

Rio let out a surprised, breathless laugh and immediately winced, her hand instinctively wrapping around her middle. Agatha was on her feet before the sound had fully left her lips, already reaching for the water on the bedside table. She slid an arm behind Rio’s shoulders, helping her up with care.

 

“Easy,” Agtha murmured, holding the glass to her lips. “Sip. That’s it. No rush.”

 

Rio drank, her fingers resting against Agatha’s wrist, her eyes never leaving her wife’s face. When she leaned back against the pillows, she let out a long sigh, this one deeper, steadier, and filled with something like peace.

 

“We’ve got all the time in the world now,” Agatha said softly, setting the glass down and brushing a kiss against Rio’s temple.

 

Rio nodded, her voice barely more than a whisper. “I’m glad it’s with you.”

 

Agatha didn’t say anything to that—she just kissed her again. And then again. On her forehead. Her cheek. Her lips. Slow and quiet and full of the kind of love that doesn’t need to prove itself anymore.

 

The world went on. People bustled in the halls. Lunch trays wheeled past. A nurse laughed down the corridor. But inside this room, time stood still. A family had been born. A mother had survived. A baby girl had arrived with a scream and settled into the silence with a sigh.

 

And Agatha and Rio—tired, overwhelmed, stitched together with awe and exhaustion—held on to each other with the quiet certainty that somehow, against all odds, they’d made something whole.

 

Rio looked at her wife, her eyes suddenly glassy again, catching the light like they might spill over without warning. She blinked once, then again, but the tears stayed, balancing on the edge like her heart.

 

“I’m scared,” she whispered. Her voice was small—not feafrul, exactly, but fragile. Honest. “Not like… bad scared. Just—this is huge. She’s so little. And I’m supposed to be the one who knows what to do. What if I mess something up? What if I don’t know how to help her when she needs me?”

 

Agatha didn’t miss a beat. She leaned in close, cradling Rio’s cheek with her palm, and gently rested her forehead against hers, breathing with her, matching her pace like she’d done a thousand times before—through grief, through healing, through laughter, and now through this.

 

“You won’t mess it up,” she said softly, the words simple and true. “You’re not alone. And she doesn’t need you to be perfect. She just needs you to be you. To love her the way you already do.”

 

Rio closed her eyes, her breath catching at the edges of a sob she didn’t let out. Agatha’s other hand found hers, their fingers tangling effortlessly—like instinct, like memory, like home.

 

“You’ll know what to do in time,” Agatha whispered. “We both will. And when we don’t, we’ll figure it out together.”

 

They stayed like that for a long moment, head to head, hand in hand, just breathing. The soft, even rise and fall of their daughter’s tiny chest from the bassinet beside them was the only rhythm in the room, a steady drumbeat anchoring them to this quiet, wondrous new reality.

 

Agatha pulled back slightly, just enough to see io’s face. She brushed away a single tear that had slipped free. “You’ve already done the hardest part, love. You brought her here. You held her through every heartbeat, every kick, every wild dream. You already know how to love her better than anyone else ever could.”

 

Rio exhaled shakily, but there was a smile tugging at the corner of her lips now. Soft. Tired. Overwhelmed.

 

Agatha gathered her close again, wrapping an arm carefully around her shoulders, tucking her against her side. And Rio let herself lean into it, sinking into the warmth, into the comfort, into the familiarity of her wife’s body and the still-strange-but-beautiful weight of their new title: mothers of two.

 

Their daughter slept beside them, her little hands curled into fists near her face, unaware of the world she’d just entered—but already wrapped in more love than some people ever know.

 

The air had changed. The frantic energy of birth had settled into something quieter now. A hush that felt like stilness. 

 

Just the three of them for now—Rio, Agatha, and Violet. And Nicky, always in their heart, waiting for him to return to them.

 

Agatha moved to lift Violet gently in her arms and settled carefully onto the hospital bed beside Rio, every movement measured, gentle. Violet was tucked into the crook of her arm, a bundle of warmth and breath and soft, newborn skin. She was clad in the pale blue onesie with little clouds on it—the one Nicky had also worn on his first day on earth, the one they had chosen together on a rainy Saturday. Now she was here, wiggling softly in Agatha’s arms, her tiny fists bunching at her sides, her mouth searching the air, letting out a single, piercing cry that felt far too big for someone so small.

 

Agatha didnt flinch. She only smiled, brushing the pad of her thumb across the soft curve of Violet’s cheek, marveling again at how impossibly delicate and perfect she was. How she seemed both ancient and brand new at once.

 

She turned to Rio, her voice quietand low.

 

“Love,” she murmured. “She’s ready.”

 

Rio looked up at her slowly. Her eyes were rimmed in red, lashes still wet from earlier tears. Exhaustion was written in every line of her body, but it wasn’t just that—it was awe too, and something like fear. Her arms hovered awkwardly, unsure, as if there were a right and wrong way to hold her own daughter.

 

“I don’t know if I’ll do it right,” she whispered.

 

Agatha didn’t answer immediately. She didn’t rush it. Instead, she leaned in, one hand coming to rest lightly on Rio’s shoulder. Then, with infinite care, she helped her shift into a more upright position, fingers deft and steady as she eased down the top of Rio’s gown. There was no ugrency in her movements—only patience, and reverence, and a quiet sort of joy that made Rio’s chest ache.

 

Her heart beat too fast. Her hands trembled.

 

But Agatha was right there.

 

“You will,” Agatha said softly, kissing her temple. “I remember feeling that way too. With Nicky. I was terrified I’d break him. But it’s not something you have to force. It just… happens. It’s like breathing once you start. You and her—your bodies already know how to do this.”

 

Rio stared down at her hands. “But what if I don’t get it right?”

 

“Then we’ll try again,” Agatha said simply. “And if it’s not for you, that’s okay too. There are other ways. You don’t have to prove anything.”

 

“I know,” Rio murmured, her voice smaller now. “But… I want to.”

 

Agatha nodded once. That was all she needed. She gently transferred Violet from her arms to Rio’s, guiding her with tenderness, supporting the baby’s head, steadying Rio’s hands. Rio’s breath caught. Violet squirmed against her chest, searching. Rooting again.

 

And then—she latched.

 

Rio gasped.

 

The sensation was unexpected—soft and strange and overwhelming. Her whole body shivered, not from pain, but from something deeper. Something cellular. Ancient. Her arms instinctively tightened around the tiny body nestled against her, and her eyes filled, the tears spilling fast and silent down her cheeks. Her mouth parted, but she couldn’t speak. Could barely breathe. Violet was warm and impossibly small. So alive. So real. so hers.

 

Agatha brought a hand up to cradle the back of Rio’s head, guiding their foreheads together, skin to skin. She could feel the tremor in her wife’s breath, the tremble in her shoulders. And she understood—because she’d been there. Because there was nothing in the world like this moment.

 

“That’s how I felt the first time too,” Agatha whispered. “Like everything I’d ever been was undone, and rebuilt all at once.”

 

Rio let out a shaky laugh, half-sob, half-light. “It’s so much,” she said, voice breaking.

 

“I know.” Agatha pressed a kiss to her brow, brushing dark strands of hair back from her face. “I know, love. It’s everything all at once. You are incredible. Look at you—look what you’ve done.”

 

Rio glanced down again at the small miracle in her arms. Violet was suckling now, tiny fingers curling instinctively into the edge of Rio’s gown. She looked so peaceful. So trusting. As if she already knew she was safe.

 

The room had gone still againe. The lights were soft, the rest of the world forgotten behind hospital walls.

 

And in that stillness, Rio let herself feel. Agatha held her. Violet fed. And somewhere in the space between pain and joy, fear and awe, something settled.

 

A mother was born again.

 

They stayed like that for a long time, cocooned in a perfect stillness. Time seemed to suspend itself around them, as if the very air knew better than to intrude. Violet nursed quietly, her tiny mouth moving in soft, rhythmic pulls, the sound of it so gentle it barely stirred the quiet. Her little hands were curled near her cheek, one of them flexing slightly now and then, as though she were dreaming already, as though even in sleep she was learning the world through her mother’s warmth.

 

Agatha’s hand never left Rio’s shoulder. She kept her touch steady, gentle, the way one might hold a candle in a breeze—constant, careful, present. Every few minutes, her thumb would move in slow, soothing circles over Rio’s skin, grounding her. Staying with her in every breath, every tremble, every shift in emotion that passed through her wife’s exhausted body.

 

Rio sat in awe, eyes fixed on the small miracle cradled on her chest. Her breath had steadied, but her mind hadn’t—she was still reeling, still trying to catch up with what her body already knew. That she was a mother to a baby now, not just a little boy. That the weight in her arms was their daughter. That the tiny life she’d carried, feared for, dreamed about, was now real. Here. Alive. Breathing.

 

“She was just a flutter in my body,” Rio whispered eventually, her voice hoarse with emotion. “A bump. A heartbeat on a screen. And now she’s… she’s real. She’s a person.”

 

Agatha turned toward her, her own eyes shining. Her heart was full in a way she hadn’t known was possible—so full it ached sweetly in her chest. “A tiny person,” she said, smiling, “with your stubborn chin and our completely dramatic sense of timing.”

 

Rio let out a breath that might’ve been a laugh, or a sob, or both. “She better not inherit our flair for theatrics. She’ll be unstoppable.”

 

“And your fire,” Agatha added, her tone teasing. “Definitely your fire.”

 

“Your patience,” Rio said, a bit more softly. “God, I hope she gets that.”

 

“Maybe,” Agatha said, brushing a fingertip along Violet’s temple. “But she has your hair. And your eyes. That’s your nose, too, whether you want to admit it or not.”

 

They both leaned in without thinking, drawn by the same pull. Their lips brushed Violet’s forehead at the same time, a shared kiss that met in the middle. When they pulled back, their mouths met briefly, unintentionally, before they smiled against each other, the motion (gesture? --> decid later) feather-light and full of love.

 

Violet stirred slightly at the touch, letting out a sigh that was too small for words but somehow full of contentment. Rio adjusted her hold immediately, a gentle, automatic movement, as though her body had already begun the lifelong process of memorizing its child’s every need. She shifted, protecting Violet’s head with one hand, instinct guiding her where experience had yet to reach.

 

Agatha watched her, utterly still. Her gaze was tender as though watching a miracle unfold one breath at a time. For all the years they had loved each other, all the lifetimes it sometimes felt they had lived side by side—this moment eclipsed them all. Watching Rio cradle their daughter, offering her breast and body, her warmth, her strength—it was the most beautiful thing Agatha had ever seen.

 

Her voice dropped to a whisper, close to Roi’s ear. “Do you know how much I love you?”

 

Rio didn’t look up right away. Her eyes stayed on Violet, wide and wet. “I think I do,” she said, resting her head gently on Agatha’s shoulder. “Because I love you just as much. Maybe more.”

 

Agatha turned and kissed her temple again, closing her eyes. There were no more words, but none were needed.

 

In that hush, Violet nursed peacefully, her impossibly small body curled against the woman who had carried her through fire and fear and pain. The woman who had made space in her own body for her life to grow.

 

And wrapped around them was Agatha—the woman who had loved them both long before she held either of them in her arms. Who would guard them with every piece of herself until her last breath.

 

After a while, the adrenaline that had carried Rio—wild and relentless—was beginning to ebb, the way a storm gives way to still water. And with its retreat came exhaustion, vast and unrelenting. Agatha watched her closely, never once looking away. She saw how Rio’s blinks became slower, heavier, how her head started to dip just slightly with each passing minute. Her arms trembled from holding Violet so long, but she refused to let go. Her grip wasn’t tight, but it was desperate in its own quiet way—a silent plea to stay present just a little longer. To not miss even a second more.

 

Her skin was pale, almost translucent in the low light, and her lips were parted like she was trying to form a word she no longer had the strength to say.

 

Agatha felt it all—every unspoken thing—and her heart tugged painfully in her chest. This was the woman she had married. The woman she had watched learn how to live and love and forgive herself. The woman who had carried their child with every ounce of grace she could manage. And now, she was unraveling gently, bravely, right in front of her.

 

She leaned in, brushing a kiss to Rio’s temple before her arms moved with infinite care, easing Violet from her chest just as the baby finished nursing. The little one gave a soft, sleepy murmur, but didn’t protest. Agatha’s arms were familiar already, her scent known. She pressed Violet close against her shoulder and kissed her tiny head before lowering herself again to Rio’s side.

 

“She’s okay, love,” Agatha murmured, voice like warm silk. “Let me take her for a little while. You need to rest now.”

 

Rio’s head moved the smallest bit—barely a shake, but full of protest. Her voice was no louder than a whisper caught on air. “No… I can hold her. I want to… I don’t need to rest…”

 

Agatha silenced her gently, brushing her lips over Rio’s, tender and sure. “You already did the hardest thing in the world,” she whispered. “You brought her into it. That’s more than enough. Rest isn’t weakness, love. It’s strength. It’s knowing when to let someone else carry you for a bit. There’s nothing stronger than knowing when to stop.”

 

She turned slowly, placing Violet in the clear bassinet beside the hospital bed. The baby wriggled once, sighed—a little puff of sound—and melted into sleep again, completely trusting of the nearness of her mothers.

 

Agatha turned back, her gaze falling to Rio like a prayer. She leaned over her wife, brushing a curl from her forehead, fingers light as breath.

 

“Sleep, my love,” she murmured, folding both of her hands around Rio’s. “You’re safe. She’s safe. I’m right here. I won’t go anywhere.”

 

Rio’s lashes fluttered. “But what if she… what if she needs…”

 

“She will,” Agatha said softly, gently. “She’ll need you. Every day. Every hour. And you’ll be there for her—gods, she’s so lucky you’re her mother.” She smiled, voice melting into something even softer. “But right now? What she needs most is a strong mom. And that means you need to rest.”

 

There was a quiet beat, a moment where the air between them shimmered with something too fragile to name.

 

“You gave me our daughter,” Agatha whispered, her thumb brushing the back of Rio’s hand in slow, grounding circles. “Let me give you this. Let me take care of you now.”

 

Those words made the floodgates open.

 

Rio broke.

 

Not in a quiet, delicate way, but in a raw, breathtaking release—like a dam finally giving way under the weight of everything it had held back. Her body shook with sobs that rolled through her like thunder, all-consuming and unstoppable. This wasn’t just crying. It was grieving and marveling at the same time—grief for the pain, the fear, the aching stretch of pregnancy and labor, awe for the miracle that had come of it, the beauty, the terror, the victory. A storm of postpartum chaos and unfiltered love and hormonal overwhelm.

 

But she didn’t hide. She didn’t curl away in shame or try to suppress it.

 

She cried openly, fully, messily—because she knew.

 

She knew Agatha could hold it. Could hold her. Every shaking breath, every cracked sob, every tear that spilled down her face without apology.

 

And Agatha didn’t flinch. She didn’t fill the silence with platitudes or try to fix it. She just moved with quiet grace, careful not to jostle the bed too much as she climbed in beside her wife. She curled her body around Rio’s, fitting herself into every space that needed warmth, every curve that begged for comfort. Her hand came to rest at the back of Rio’s head, fingers weaving gently into tangled curls. Her other hand traveled with infinite tenderness down her arm until it found her waist, anchoring her.

 

Agatha bowed her head, lips brushing Rio’s hair as she whispered, just loud enough for her alone:

 

“It’s okay, my ove. You can fall apart. I’ll hold the pieces.”

 

That was all it took for Rio to hicup out another sound—a half-laugh, half-sob that trembled in her throat. There was something exhausted and alive in it, something broken open and holy. Her fingers clutched at Agatha’s shirt like she was holding onto shore after almost drowning, anchoring herself in the steady, solid warmth of the woman she loved.

 

“I love you,” she choked out, breath catching. “So much…”

 

Agatha closed her eyes, her own chest tight with emotion. She kissed her again—softly, slowly, reverently—before murmuring back, “I love you more.”

 

And finally, finally, Rio surrendered.

 

Her sobs slowed. Her chest, which had been rising and falling in sharp gasps, began to ease. Her spine, once locked in tension, softened against Agatha’s body. Her muscles loosened, every part of her sinking into the safety offered so willingly, so endlessly.

 

Agatha didn’t move. She stayed right there, arms cocooned around her wife, her cheek pressed gently to Rio’s temple. Her eyes drifted between the woman in her arms and the tiny miracle sleeping just an arm’s reach away. And as she watched them both—her family—Agatha whispered silent thank-yous into the soft quiet of the room. Thank you to whatever had brought them here, had kept them whole, had let her witness something so unimaginably profound. Thank-yous to the universe she never stopped believing in. Thank-yous for her son and daughter. Thank-yous for her wife.

 

The room went quiet except for the rhythmic beeping of monitors and the occasional sleepy sigh from the newborn nestled in her bassinet. A golden hush settled over the small hospital suite, as if the world outside had paused out of respect for everything that had just happened within those walls.

 

Agatha tightened her hold, brushing her fingertips along Rio’s waist in slow, grounding circles. Her other hand continued to comb gently through dark curls, soothing, worshipful.

 

She could feel it—how Rio’s breathing was shifting now, deepening with each inhale. The tremble in her limbs had lessened. Her fingers, once gripping Agatha’s shirt with desperate need, had relaxed, the fabric no longer twisted in her grip. Sleep was taking her gently, like a tide coming in.

 

The tears had dried on her cheeks, leaving faint salt trails on her skin. And in Agatha’s arms, with their newborn daughter sleeping just beside them, Rio slipped into the first true rest of this new chapter.

 

A mother of two. A woman who had done something nearly impossible and had done it with quiet, aching beauty, like so many women did before her. Like Agatha had done seven years ago. It had been Rio’s turn, and she had done it beautifully.

 

Agatha kissed her temple once more, murmuring against her skin, “That’s it, love. That’s it. You’re safe. You’ve done enough.”

 

But still, she didn’t move.

 

Not when Rio went completely still, heavy in her arms, breath deep and even. Not when Violet stirred with a soft, snuffling sigh and reached out blindly in her sleep, fingers curling in the air like she was already dreaming, already knowing she wasn’t alone.

 

Agatha held them all in her heart in the silence. Rio, Nicky, Violet. She had never believed more in anything in her life.

 

She just lay there, her face tucked into Rio’s hair, breathing in the scent of her and the faint lavender-vanilla from the baby lotion in the hospital welcome kit.

 

She thought of the path that had led them here.

 

She thought of the long months—of first kicks and sleepless nights, of cravings and nausea and every sudden fear Rio refused to name but carried anyway. She thought of how Rio had gripped her hand in the delivery room with a strength that felt like it could split stone, enough to anchor both of them. She thought of the way Rio had whispered, barely audible, “I can’t,” and still—still—had kept going, fierce and trembling and unimaginably brave.

 

And then—Violet. The moment their daughter had arrived like a thunderclap wrapped in quiet. That first cry, piercing and real. That moment when everything cracked open and remade itself around her. It had undone Agatha. It had rebuilt her.

 

And now—this. This aftermath of soft silence and raw emotion. Of Rio asleep in her arms, their baby dreaming within reach. Their son with his grandmother just a few flights of stairs away.

 

Agatha turned her head slightly to look at the bassinet. Violet’s tiny face was turned toward the sound of their breathing, her little lips moving in her sleep. There was already so much expression there. So much life.

 

“I love you the same way I love your brother,” Agatha whispered toward her. “Like it’s the easiest thing in the world.”

 

And it was. Love like this didn’t require effort or decision. It simply was—all-encompassing, bone-deep, unquestionable.

 

She let her eyes flutter closed for a moment, just to feel the weight of it all. Her fingers drifted gently over the soft cotton of the hospital blanket until they reached Rio’s hand, and there—there was the familiar press of her wedding band against her own. That small circle of gold, warm from her skin, was a promise that had never wavered. They had made it. They had made it.

 

Together.

 

Agatha didn’t sleep. Not yet. Her body was tired, but her mind was lit up with awe, running fingers over every minute of this day like turning over precious stones. She stayed like that, keeping vigil—not because she needed to, but because she wanted to. To watch. To witness. To hold.

 

Holding the pieces, just like she had promised.

 

And outside the window, the sun shone bright.

 

A brand new day for a brand new girl.

 

Violet Harkness-Vidal.

 

Their daughter. Their miracle. Their flower, blooming in the soft light of morning, joining their son in the garden of their love.

 

Their new beginning.

 

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Chapter 2: Violet - Part II

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Once Rio had finally drifted into sleep—her body gone limp, her breath soft and even in the hush that followed the storm—Agatha stood slowly but remained still beside the hospital bed, as if moving too quickly might shatter the fragile peace that had finally settled over the room.

 

She studied her wife’s sleeping face, now devoid of strain. There was something so beautiful in the stillness of it—like a painting of strength and love and sheer will. Her lashes lay dark against her cheeks, lips parted slightly, the lines of pain and effort smoothed away by rest. Agatha lingered in that moment, letting herself marvel. My love. My warrior. My heart.

 

But then her gaze was pulled toward the bassinet. As if magnetized. She couldn’t keep herself away for a moment longer.

 

Moving quietly, reverently, she stepped toward it. The newborn lay there, impossibly small, a universe folded into six pounds of perfection. Agatha reached in and gathered Violet up with slow, practiced hands, cradling the weightless bundle close. The baby stirred—eyelids fluttering but never fully opening—then let out a soft sigh as she nestled instinctively into her mother’s chest, her tiny fist curling against Agatha’s blouse like she already knew where she belonged.

 

Agatha held her close, breath catching in her throat. Her arms curved around Violet’s fragile body with the kind of precision that came from awe, not caution. This was no longer a theoretical child, no longer a bump in Rio's belly, no longer a hope or a plan or a list of baby names scribbled into the margins of Rio’s notebook. She was real. She was here.

 

And she was theirs.

 

Agatha moved to the armchair placed between the bed and the window, the early afternoon light just beginning to pour in golden streaks across the tiled floor. She sat down slowly, carefully, adjusting Violet against her chest as she reached with one hand to unbutton her blouse. Her skin met the baby’s, warm against warm, and something ancient and instinctive clicked into place.

 

Skin to skin.

Chest to chest.

Heartbeat to heartbeat.

 

She bowed her head and pressed a trembling kiss into Violet’s crown, already full of thick, dark hair so much like her Mom’s. It still smelled like new life—warm and soft and a little like Rio. She whispered nonsense into the dark fluff, her voice no louder than breath, telling Violet all about the world that waited for her, the stories she would be told, the family that already adored her.

 

She didn’t even realize she had started to sway, a gentle rhythm like a tide—rocking without thinking, the way mothers had rocked their children since the beginning of time. And as she rocked, she began to hum. Just under her breath. Just enough for Violet to hear.

 

It was the lullaby Rio had taught her in the hushed twilight of the nursery, weeks before the birth. Her wife had been shy about it at first, her voice wavering on the unfamiliar notes, but Agatha had watched her fall into the memory—stronger with every repetition, until it became second nature. Rio had told her it was the only song she remembered from her first foster mother—a melody wrapped in the fleeting softness of a childhood that hadn’t stayed soft for long.

 

It was simple, repetitive, full of tenderness.

 

Agatha had memorized every note.

 

It was a lullaby that had once meant safety. Agatha had promised herself it would mean that again.

 

She sang now, voice low and warm, threading the melody through the room like ribbon. The same notes Rio had sung, curled up on the nursery rug with her hand on her belly. The same notes that had carried love through every inch of their house, through every fear and dream and late-night worry.

 

And Violet—new, perfect Violet—breathed it in. Her face relaxed even further, her little mouth falling open in complete, blissful trust.

 

Agatha kept singing.

 

Now, in the still hospital room, she sang it to Violet, her voice just for her daughter, for Rio, for this moment that changed her life in the best possible way. She rocked gently as she sang, her thumb brushing slow circles on Violet’s back.

 

“I’ve always loved violets,” she whispered between verses, voice thick. “But I never knew they could mean this.”

 

Beside her, Rio lay motionless on the hospital bed, sleep finally claiming her after hours of fierce effort and pain. Even in rest, her presence pulsed like a heartbeat through the room. Her body, so recently gripped in the storm of labor, now lay quiet in the hush of what came after. And Agatha couldn’t stop looking at her—couldn’t stop tracing the silhouette of her wife’s profile in the low light, the rise and fall of her chest, the slight furrow in her brow that never quite left.

 

And with Rio asleep beside her, and Violet pressed to her heart, Agatha felt just like the young Mama she had been seven years ago, when Nicky was first placed in her arms. When she had first looked into her son’s eyes and realized the world was no longer just hers. And now it bloomed again, fuller. Wider. More certain.

 

She was a mother. Again.

 

She was Rio’s wife. Forever.

 

And her heart—so full it ached— was wrapped around two perfect children and one magnificent woman. And even if she lived a hundred lifetimes, she knew she’d never find the words vast enough to hold what they meant to her.

 

She was tired, yes. Her back throbbed from hours of standing, of holding Rio upright through wave after wave of pain, of pressing strong hands to her back and breathing with her through the worst of it. Her arms ached from supporting, guiding, catching.

 

But none of that mattered now.

 

Not next to what she held in her arms. Not next to what lay sleeping just beside her.

 

She couldn’t stop staring at them.

 

It had all happened so fast. The world had shifted in the space of a scream, a cry, a single gasp of breath. And yet here, in the stillness of the aftermath, it felt eternal. Like everything had slowed to let her catch up. Like time itself was letting her marvel.

 

Her thumb stroked Violet’s back again, feeling the delicate rise and fall of that small chest. So small, and already so strong. Already so full of life. And still, her other hand never strayed far from Rio. She would anchor herself to all of them if she could—to her wife, to her daughter, to her son who would be back with them soon, to this exact moment, carved out of everything they’d lived through to get here.

 

Agatha looked down at Violet, eyes burning.

 

“You have no idea how loved you are,” she whispered.

 

And Agatha let herself breathe. Let herself be. Just a woman, in love with her family. Just a mother and a wife, holding her whole world in her heart.

 

And for the first time since Violet had arrived, she let her head rest back against the chair. Not to sleep, not yet—but just to be.

 

To feel the weight of love in her arms.

To remember that this moment was real.

To hold her forever in the now.

 


 

The door creaked open, slow and cautious.

 

Agatha’s head snapped up from where she sat cradling Violet. Her spine straightened, her eyes sharpening instantly, all softness gone in a breath.

 

A young nurse poked her head into the room, her sneakers barely making a sound against the linoleum floor. She inched forward with practiced quiet, a clipboard clutched to her chest like a shield. “Hi—sorry,” she whispered, hesitant but polite. “I just need to ask Mom a quick post-birth question—”

 

Agtha rised to her feet in one fluid motion. She shifted Violet slightly in her arms, tucking the infant securely against her chest, then stepped forward—positioning herself fully between the hospital bed and the nurse. The change in her demeanor was subtle, but unmistakable. Her voice, when she spoke, was soft but immovable.

 

“She just delivered a child,” Agatha said, each word deliberate. “She’s sleeping. She needs to stay that way.”

 

The nurse froze mid-step, caught between professional duty and something much heavier—a presence she hadn’t expected. Her eyes flicked toward Rio, whose face was half-buried in the pillow, hair tousled, her body limp in the aftermath of labor. Then back to Agatha.

 

Agatha didn’t raise her voice. Her stillness, her steadiness, spoke louder than anything. But beneath the calm, there was no mistaking the warning: not now. Not her. Not on my watch.

 

The nurse hesitated. “It’s just a standard questionnaire—shouldn’t take more than—”

 

“She is not to be disturbed,” Agatha said again, a little quieter now, but firmer, her tone brooking no argument. “You can ask me instead. If it’s important, I’ll answer. If it can wait, it will wait. She is recovering. She’s done enough.”

 

The nurse blinked, clearly debating whether to push back. But something in Agatha’s gaze stopped her. Not unkind. Not cold. Just deeply, fiercely resolute. Like a tree rooted in centuries of stone.

 

“Of course,” the nurse said at last, shrinking back a step. She offered a nod, almost apologetic. “I’ll leave the paperwork with you.”

 

“Thank you,” Agatha said, her voice softening just a fraction now that the moment of tension had passed. She took the clipboard in one hand, balancing Violet in the other with practiced grace. As if she’d been doing this for a lifetime.

 

The nurse placed the pen on the bedside table and backed toward the door. “I hope you all get some rest,” she offered gently.

 

Agatha gave a small nod of thanks, already refocusing on her wife and daughter.

 

The door closed behind the nurse with a quiet click, sealing them back into the sanctuary of their dim, sacred silence.

 

Agatha stood there for a moment, breathing slowly, feeling the way Violet’s small body fit against hers like she had always belonged there. Then she turned back toward the bed, brushing Rio’s hair gently away from her temple with the backs of her fingers before turning away. The clipboard could wait.

 

This was what mattered.

 

She had her girls. She had her boy.

 

And she would guard this peace with everything she had.

 

Agatha sighed quietly and returned to her chair beside Rio’s bed, placing the clipboard on the side table, untouched. There would be time for questions, for checklists, for answers later. Violet stirred slightly in her arms, let out a tiny sigh, and pressed her face against the soft curve of Agatha’s collarbone.

 

Agatha bent over her again, whispering. “You’re safe, little flower. Mom’s right here. Mama’s right here. Always.”

 

And when she looked back at Rio—still sleeping, her chest rising and falling with steady rhythm, her brow no longer furrowed—Agatha felt the weight of everything settle in her heart like a veil.

 

Her hand found Rio’s beneath the blanket, fingers curling around her knuckles like a secret handshake. Like an anchor. She didn’t squeeze—just held. Just stayed.

 

It had happened again. The world had shifted beneath her feet, remade itself entirely in a blink.

 

She had fallen in love with Rio the moment she met her, all those years ago in a seminar room.

 

She had fallen in love with her again watching her become a mother to Nicky.

 

And here she was, falling again watching her give birth to their daughter.

 

And now—with Violet nestled against her chest and Rio sleeping peacefully beside her—Agatha felt it all widen inside her, boundless and bright and terrifying in the best possible way.

 

She had never been more ready to love.

 

And she would never, not in this life or any other, stop.

 


 

Time slipped by in gentle silence.

 

Rio was still asleep, her body slack with well-earned rest, the lines of pain smoothed from her brow, her breaths deep and steady now. She lay curled slightly on her side, one arm bent close to her body, like she was still instinctively holding onto something—perhaps the memory of Violet’s first cry, or the feel of Agatha’s hand in hers as she brought their daughter into the world.

 

Beside her, Agatha sat like a statue softened by love, not daring to move more than necessary. Violet remained tuckedagainst her chest, cradled under the open panels of Agatha’s blouse. The baby’s cheek was pressed directly to her mother’s skin, their heartbeats quietly syncing in the hush of the hospital room. Her tiny fists had uncurled slightly in sleep, now resting on Agatha’s chest like she was claiming her place in the world—here, safe, held.

 

Agatha couldn’t stop looking at her.

 

She studied each perfect detail: the miniature fingernails, soft and translucent; the faint line of lashes resting against round cheeks; the mess of dark, silken hair that already reminded her so achingly of Rio. Every breath from that tiny chest made Agatha’s own lungs feel fuller. She had forgotten how small a newborn could be—how small, and yet how powerful. This child had rearranged her entire world the moment she entered it.

 

Her phone buzzed gently on the side table, the vibration a soft interruption to the stillness. Carefully, with one arm still supporting Violet, Agatha reached for it and tapped the screen with a practiced swipe.

 

Lilia: Be there soon with Nicky.

 

A smile curled onto Agatha’s lips before she even realized it was forming.

 

Nicky. Her first light. Her son. Her wild, curious, fiercely loving little boy. The thought of his voice in the room, his energy filling the corners of this quiet space, brought a wave of warmth crashing through her. Her family was on its way. Soon, all of them would be here again.

 

She swallowed down a sudden swell of emotion and glanced toward Rio, who hadn’t stirred. Gently, Agatha pressed a long, lingering kiss to the soft crown of Violet’s head. Then, moving with a grace that came from deep familiarity, she began to button her blouse back up—slowly, carefully, one-handed. She kept one hand steady beneath Violet’s small frame, never once letting her feel unsupported.

 

When she finally rose to her feet, she cradled Violet against her for just a moment longer—just a heartbeat more—and whispered, “You’re going to love your brother’s antics. He’s already in love with you. You’ll see, he’ll never let you go.”

 

Then, with a sigh full of tenderness, she stepped to the bassinet.

 

She lowered Violet into it with infinite care, her hands adjusting the onesie with muscle memory born from sleepless nights and years of practice. She took her time, smoothing the fabric over Violet’s belly. She brushed a finger down the baby’s cheek, light as air. Violet didn’t stir.

 

Agtaha stepped back only once everything was perfect.

 

Then she returned to her chair, her eyes flicking between Rio in the bed and Violet in the bassinet. She folded her hands in her lap for a moment—then reached for her phone again, unable to resist.

 

She opened the camera and took a picture: the bassinet glowing in the afternoon light, Violet fast asleep in a perfect bundle of soft blues and whites, her features delicate, her brow relaxed.

 

She sent it to Lilia, with a single caption:

 

Agatha : She’s ready to see her big brother again.

 

And then Agatha sat back, one hand resting on her stomach, the other reaching out to touch Rio’s fingers where they peeked out from under the blanket. She didn’t speak, didn’t move, didn’t rush.

 

She just waited—for her family to arrive, for the next page to turn, for the world to grow a little brighter still.

 

A few minutes later, the door flew open.

 

Nicky burst into the room like a firework—his small sneakers squeaking wildly against the polished tile floor, cheeks pink from the spring air outside, arms flailing with excitement. Right behind him came Lilia, breathless and smiling, one hand still outstretched as if she’d been trying to slow him down in the hallway.

 

“Moms, guess what—”

 

“Shh!” Agatha stood halfway up, instinct already in motion, her finger raised gently to her lips. Her voice was soft but immediately commanding. “Mom is resting. She needs sleep. You can tell me quietly, sweetheart.”

 

Nicky skidded to a halt, frozen mid-step with his mouth still open, his eyes flicking toward the hospital bed.

 

There she was—Rio, lying on her side, the sheets tucked up beneath her arms, her face softer than he’d seen it in days. Her hair was a little messy, and there were dark shadows under her eyes, but she looked peaceful. The kind of peace that made something still in his little chest.

 

Nicky nodded solemnly and lowered his voice without another word. His usual bounce was gone, replaced by something reverent. Tender, even.

 

He padded over, silent as he could manage, and when he reached Agatha’s side, he didn’t say anything. He simply clambered up onto her lap with familiar ease, like it was the most natural place in the world to be, like he’d been doing it every day of his life—and in a way, he had. She adjusted automatically, curling her arm around his back, making space for him just as she always did.

 

He tucked himself under her chin, into the warm space where Violet had been only minutes ago, his small body settling in like a puzzle piece falling into place. Agatha’s heart cracked open all over again. To hold both her children in one morning—one newly here, the other newly promoted to big brother—it felt like the universe was offering her something impossibly precious.

 

She held him close, one hand smoothing his curls while the other slipped instinctively around his side, and she leaned down to kiss the top of his head. The familiar scent of sunshine and playground and vanilla shampoo filled her senses.

 

Agatha’s heart swelled. Holding her oldest baby while her youngest slept only a few feet away—it was almost too much to bear.

 

Nicky turned his face up to look at her, his voice dropping into a whisper, like a secret just for the two of them. “So Grandma took me to lunch,” he said seriously, his hands clinging softly to the collar of her shirt. “And she let me have two cookies. Because she said it was a very big day.”

 

Agatha smiled, and her laugh came out in a whisper of breath against his hair. “Did she now?”

 

“She said one was for me. And one was for Violet. But I ate both. ’Cause Violet’s too little for cookies.”

 

Agatha chuckled again, keeping it quiet, her voice almost a hum. “That was very thoughtful of you,” she said. “I’m sure she’d want you to enjoy it for her.”

 

“I saved a crumb,” he added with a mischievous glance, and she laughed again, fully now, the warmth of it spilling into her chest.

 

Lilia stood by the door, watching with soft eyes, a hand to her heart. She didn’t interrupt—just offered Agatha a knowing smile and mouthed, he couldn’t wait.

 

Agatha mouthed back, thank you, and turned her attention back to the boy curled up in her lap.

 

Lilia lingered by the bed, her presence a gentle stillness in the quiet room. Her gaze drawn to Rio’s face, softened by the hush of sleep and the fragile aftermath of birth. There was something in her expression—an ache, a fierce kind of tenderness that only a mother could carry after watching her child go through something so immense.

 

She leaned over and brushed her fingers gently through her daughter’s dark hair, her touch feather-light and full of unspoken love, like she was afraid to wake her, but also like she couldn’t not touch her—couldn’t resist the pull to comfort, to connect, even now. Her hand lingered at Rio’s temple for a moment, thumb tracing the edge of a curl, before sliding back into stillness.

 

She stayed like that for a moment longer, then straightened and looked toward Agatha.

 

“I’ll go back to the house,” she said softly, nodding toward the hallway as she met Agatha’s eyes. “Grab a few things you’ll need. Some of her pajamas. Toothbrush. Something comfortable for you.”

 

Agatha blinked, her throat thick with unspoken gratitude. Her arms were full of Nicky. Her heart was full of her children. And now, here was Lilia, holding everything else together with that gentle efficiency that made her feel like the world wasn’t such a frightening place after all.

 

Agatha mouthed another simple, Thank you, her voice too caught in her chest to speak aloud. But Lilia understood. Of course she did.

 

She reached for Nikcy’s head in passing, smoothing his curls with one last touch, then turned and slipped out the door.

 

At some point—still nestled comfortably in Agatha’s arms, his limbs draped lazily across her torso—Nicky’s gaze drifted to the bassinet. And then it stayed there. His breath slowed, eyes wide and full of a quiet awe that Agatha hadn’t seen in him before. He clutched his blue stuffed dragon absently, one small hand tracing the soft felt of its wings without really noticing.

 

“She’s so little,” he whispered eventually, the words barely carried on his breath, as though he were afraid to disturb the air around them. His eyes never left the bassinet. He leaned slightly to the side, trying to see better, still half curled in Agatha’s lap.

 

Then, a moment later—this time with a little more fire, a little more certainty—he added, “I’m gonna draw her.”

 

Agatha’s smile bloomed before she could stop it. She tucked a curl behind his ear and brushed a hand through his hair, her voice low and warm against the crown of his head. “That’s a wonderful idea, sweetheart,” she murmured.

 

With practiced ease, she shifted him gently in her arms and stood, lifting him with her until his feet touched the ground. He clung to her leg for a moment, still watching Violet like she was something made of starlight. Agatha reached for his little backpack—faded blue, one strap frayed from too many adventures, and a worn dinosaur patch barely hanging on. She unzipped the main compartment with one hand and smiled softly at its contents: a squashed granola bar in a napkin, two action figures, and a slightly wrinkled stack of paper held together with a rubber band. His crayons were loose in a side pocket, colors worn down to their stubs from use.

 

She moved through the quiet room with care, setting up a little station for him in the corner, just far enough from the bed to let Rio rest undisturbed, but close enough that he could still see Violet clearly. The light filtering through the window was gentle now, golden and soft, and it pooled over the little side table where Agatha laid out a few blank sheets of paper and lined the crayons up beside them like little soldiers ready for duty.

 

“There you go,” she said, kneeling beside him and pressing a kiss to his hair. “Draw everything you see. And let me know if you need help with the colors, okay?”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly, his little brow already furrowed in thought. He selected a peach crayon and began sketching a soft, rounded shape in the center of the page with deep concentration. His tongue peeked out between his lips as he worked, and he glanced up every few seconds to study Violet’s shape in the bassinet—so careful, so full of wonder.

 

Agatha sat back on her heels for a moment, just watching him. The way his small fingers gripped the crayon, the intensity in his face, the sheer tenderness in every line he drew. Her heart ached with love—vast and quiet and overwhelming.

 

Agatha stood slowly, her movements fluid, as she made her way back to the bedside. As her feet shuffled quietly across the room, she glanced down at Rio, whose body stirred faintly. Her eyes fluttered open just a little, too tired for full consciousness, but enough to register the world around her. 

 

Her fingers twitched against the blanket, her browfurrowed with the kind of weariness that came from the deepest kind of exhaustion—body and soul.

 

Agatha leaned over her, brushing a few strands of dark hair from her face. Her hand moved gently, rhythmically, stroking Rio’s hair in the way she knew calmed her best. She leaned in close and whispered softly against her temple,

 

“He’s drawing her. Your two babies are fine. Sleep, my love.”

 

A slow breath left Rio’s lips, and the tension in her brow faded. Her body settled again, sikning deeper into the mattress, the rhythm of her breath evening out as she drifted back to sleep.

 

Agatha stood there for a moment, watching her, her hand still in Rio’s hair. The room was quiet except for the soft sound of crayons moving across paper and the steady breath of the three lives she loved more than anything.

 

Once she was sure Rio had fallen fully back into sleep, Agatha stepped away quietly, casting a last glance at the bassinet where Violet still slumbered, and then to the corner where Nicky sat crossed-legged on the chair, hunched over his paper, tongue still peeking out slightly in concentration.

 

Agatha’s heart tugged. Two children, so different already—one full of color and movement, the other still just a whisper of a presence in the world—and yet, here they both were. Both hers. Both theirs.

 

She made her way back to the armchair by the window, the one she’d barely left since the birth. It had become her quiet post, her watchtower, her sanctuary in these early hours of motherhood once again. The cushion gave slightly beneath her as she sank down, and she exhaled slowly, letting the weight of the day catch up with her.

 

Her hand reached down for the soft leather bag tucked against the leg of the chair. With quiet fingers, she unzipped it and pulled free her notebook—worn and well-loved, the edges soft, the leather creased with time and use. The pen was still tucked neatly in the spine. She slid it free, opened to a blank page, and rested the tip just above the lines.

 

She sat still for a moment, her breath catching slightly in her throat.

 

Then she began to write.

 

She gave birth today.

 

The words settled heavily on the page. Her pen hovered as her heart took a beat to catch up, the fullness of it nearly too much to translate into language.

 

And now she is resting. A little broken open. And more beautiful than I’ve ever seen her.

 

Agatha paused, staring at the words, the truth of them like a quiet ache in her chest. She looked over at the bed, at the soft way Rio’s mouth parted in sleep, her face pale and peaceful now. The rawness of labor still clung to her, a quiet, sacred vulnerability that hadn’t faded with the cutting of the cord.

 

Her pen moved again.

 

She kept writing.

 

She was so brave. Even when she was afraid. Even when she cried. Especially then.

 

She made space in her body for another soul to come through, and I watched her—God, I watched her—and I don’t think I’ve ever believed in anything more.

 

She didn’t know how strong she was. She still doesn’t. But I did. I always did.

 

The page filled slowly, her handwriting neat but slightly slanted with emotion. It was more than journaling. It was a kind of remembering. A way to capture a moment so holy, so fleeting, it might otherwise slip away into the blur of days and feedings and exhaustion that she knew were coming.

 

She paused only when the sound of a crayon snapping drew her attention. Nicky was replacing the broken piece with a fresh color, utterly unbothered, then continuing his drawing with the same intensity. Agatha smiled softly, brushed a tear from the corner of her eye, and looked back at her page.

 

I love her more today than I ever have. I didn’t think that was possible.

 

She wrote about the way Rio had reached for her, gasping her name during the final push, and how she had whispered every encouragement she could summon even as her own voice trembled. She described the first cry of their daughter, that high, startling sound that had cracked the whole world open.

 

She wrote of how Rio had faded out for a moment because of the sheer exhaustion coursing through her body and her waking to her baby in her wife’s arms. The way Rio had cried when Violet was placed on her chest, the look on her face—shocked, awed, undone.

 

She wrote about Violet’s tiny fingers curling instinctively around her skin during those first moments of skin-to-skin, and how time had stilled into a pocket of eternity while she just held her.

 

And then, as the ink bled deeper onto the page, Agatha turned her thoughts to Nicky - her firstborn, the one who had already taught her more about love than she ever thought possible. She wrote about the way his eyes had widened when he first laid eyes on Violet, how the pure wonder in them was so untainted, so raw, that she had to hold back her own tears. How he had whispered, She’s so little, his voice full of wonder, as if she were the most fragile thing he had ever seen. She hadn’t expected that kind of emotion from a child, but in that moment, Nicky had shown her a wisdom that went beyond his years.

 

She described him now, sitting in the corner of the room, scribbling intently, pausing every so often to look up at the bassinet with a kind of gentle seriousness no one had teached him. She  marveled on paper at how effortlessly he had stepped into the role of older brother, how his love for Violet was already instinctive, pure, and unconditional.

 

And without even realizing it, the entry in her notebook had transformed. It stopped being just documentation—her attempt to capture the details of the day—and became something much deeper.

 

It became devotion.

 

A love letter.

 

A love letter, to the woman asleep in the bed, to the baby wrapped in blankets, to the boy humming softly as he worked.

 

And she wrote, I don’t know how to hold all this love. It doesn’t fit inside me. But here it is, spilling over. They’re all here. They’re safe. They’re mine. She’s mine.

 

The words spilled onto the page, one after another, a quiet confession that left her feeling both full and empty at the same time. She was a woman completely awash in love, a love so fierce it made everything else seem insignificant.

 

After a while, when the ink had dried, she simply signed the page the way she always did when it mattered most—when the weight of everything was too much to say aloud but too important not to record.

 

A. 

 

She closed the notebook gently, holding it for a moment in her lap as though it might warm her hands. Then she looked around again—at Nicky’s drawing, at the slow rise and fall of Rio’s chest, at Violet’s tiny form curled in the bassinet.

 

Agatha leaned back in the chair, folded her hands over the notebook, and let herself rest too—quiet, full, and surrounded by everything she had ever longed for.

 


 

By the time Rio began to stir again, it was late afternoon, the light in the room dim and golden, softened by the hospital curtains. Her lashes fluttered first, then her brows knit together ever so slightly as the haze of sleep lifted from her face.

 

Agatha noticed before Rio even opened her eyes. She always did. She rose from the armchair with Violet in her arms, moving to the bedside just as Rio let out a small, tired breath.

 

“Hey,” Agatha whispered, brushing her fingers over Rio’s temple. “Welcome back, my love.”

 

Rio blinked slowly, her eyes heavy but clearer now. She turned toward Agatha, instinctively seeking her presence even before registering what time it was or where she was.

 

As the soft murmur of voices filled the space, Nicky’s head popped up from his drawing station in the corner. His eyes widened with excitement, and before either of them could say a word, he was off—his little legs carrying him so fast he was almost a blur. His small body leapt onto the bed with a burst of energy, and Agatha’s heart skipped a beat as she saw him in motion.

 

“Mommy!” Nicky gasped, his voice full of joy and relief. He didn’t wait for an invitation, scrambling up the side of the bed with all the impatience and excitement only a child could possess.

 

“Careful!” Agatha warned quickly, but her tone was light, a gentle laugh escaping her lips as she reached out to steady him. She gripped him with one hand, making sure he didn’t jostle Rio too much. “Be gentle with Mom, okay?”

 

Nicky, oblivious to the careful caution, nodded solemnly. His little face was a picture of innocence, eyes wide with devotion. He clambered up beside Rio with all the certainty of a child who knew exactly where he belonged. Without hesitation, he tucked himself under her arm, his small frame curling in beside her, resting his head on her chest as though he’d been waiting for this moment all day. His body relaxed immediately, and he sighed deeply.

 

Rio smiled sleepily, her eyes glassy and soft, and brought one arm around him, holding him tightly even though she was still so tired she could barely lift her head.

 

For a long moment, the room was silent but for the soft sounds of Nicky’s breathing, the quiet rustle of the sheets, and the gentle murmur of Rio’s voice as she whispered into the space between them, “I missed you, little love.”

 

“I missed you too, Mommy. I drew something,” Nicky whispered. “Wanna see?”

 

Rio’s lips curved into a gentle smile, her body still heavy from the weight of labor, yet her eyes held a soft spark of joy. “Of course, baby,” she murmured, her voice rough with the exhaustion of childbirth, but it still managed to sound like home.

 

Nicky grinned, his eyes shining with the kind of innocent joy only children know, and carefully pulled a slightly crumpled piece of paper from his back pocket. He unfolded it with deliberate care, holding it up for Rio’s inspection. The drawing was simple, yet it captured something perfect in its simplicity—unmistakably Violet. The round head, tiny arms, wide eyes full of wonder, and a pale blue scribble that was meant to be the little onesie she wore. And above her floated a stick-figure family—one tall (Agatha), one shorter with a big smile (Rio), and one medium-sized with a mop of brown hair (Nicky himself)—all holding hands.

 

Rio let out a soft laugh that melted into a sob she didn’t quite let escape. She cupped Nicky’s cheek and kissed the top of his head. “It’s perfect. Just like you.”

 

Agatha sat down gently on the edge of the bed, Violet nestled in her arms, wraped snugly in her onesie, her tiny face squished peacefully against her mother’s chest. She leaned over and rested her forehead briefly against Rio’s shoulder, just needing that moment of closeness.

 

And for a while, they stayed like that.

 

Nicky curled against Rio, proudly clutching his drawing. Rio, exhausted and glowing, held him as if she never wanted to let go. And Agatha, with Violet sleeping safe and small against her, watched them all—her heart full in a way that felt almost too big for her body.

 

It was a quiet, perfect scene—fragile and sacred. Two mothers, a son, a daughter.

 

A family.

 

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Next: I think two godmothers really really want to meet their goddaughter...

Chapter 3: The Godmother(s) - Part I

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The next morning was a quiet, peaceful one in the hospital room. The soft light filtering through the blinds bathed the room in a golden glow, and the only sounds were the occasional shuffle of nurses in the hallway and the gentle murmur of Nicky’s voice as he talked quietly to Violet in Roi’s arms. 

 

Outside the room, the hospital moved at its usual pace—nurses’ shoes scuffed softly against the linoleum, distant murmurs of conversation came and went like passing waves—but inside, everything felt untouched, preserved in a kind of sacred calm.

 

Agatha sat curled in the corner chair, notebook resting closed on her lap, one hand wrapped around a cup of lukewarm coffee she hadn’t yet touched. She didn’t need it. Not this morning. Her eyes were fixed on the bed with a quiet intensity, a faint smile playing on her lips.

 

Rio sat propped up against a mountain of pillows, hair now brushed and neatly braided by Agatha, her face tired but glowing with something that went deeper than rest ever could. In her arms, Violet slept nestled beneath a pink blanket, her tiny fists balled up near her cheeks, her breaths slow and steady, impossibly small.

 

Nicky, perched carefully on the edge of the bed beside them, leaned in close to his baby sister. His curls flopped over his forehead as he whispered something only Violet could hear, his voice hushed and full of wonder. Every now and then he giggled, quiet and delighted, like he was telling her a secret no one else was allowed to know. He gently reached out and touched the edge of the blanket near her feet, as though afraid to disturb her, his small fingers reverent with a child’s instinctive tenderness.

 

Rio glanced down at him, watching the way he watched Violet, her heart aching in the best possible way. There was still exhaustion clinging to her limbs, but it was threaded now with something light and bright—a love so vast it made her feel almost outside herself. She brushed her hand gently through Nicky’s hair, her fingers lingering at his temple. He leaned into her touch without looking away from the baby, content just to be there.

 

“She’s listening, you know,” Rio murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. “She knows her big brother’s voice already.”

 

Nicky beamed, pride blooming across his his face like sunlight breaking through clouds. “She blinked when I said her name,” he whispered back. “I think she smiled too.”

 

Agatha let out a quiet laugh from her chair. “She’s probably wondering why her big brother’s been talking her ear off since seven this morning,” she teased gently, her voice warm and amused.

 

“I wasn’t loud,” Nicky defended, looking up at her with mock indignation.

 

“No,” Agatha said, crossing the room and brushing her fingers over the top of his head. “You were perfect.”

 

She leaned down and kissed Rio’s temple, then pressed a soft kiss to Violet’s tiny forehead, her heart tightening as she looked at the three of them—her wife, her son, her newborn daughter. A strange feeling rose in her chest again, that swelling, breathless awe she hadn’t been able to shake since yesterday. It wasn’t just love. It was something deeper. Something anchoring. Transforming. Like her whole world had been quietly rearranged to fit them better.

 

It was then that the door burst open with all the subtlety of a stage curtain being yanked back mid-performance.

 

“Where is she?!” Alice’s voice rang out like a trumpet blast, crackling with excitement and absolutely no regard for hospital protocol. The sheer force of her entrance made the door bang against the wall behind it. She didn’t wait for a reply—didn’t even glance around for permission—before barreling into the room like she’d been waiting at the gates for hours.

 

Trailing closely behind her was Jen, slightly more composed in gait but every bit as animated in expression. Her pink coat was askew, her makeup slightly smudged, and her eyes immediately locked onto the bed as though drawn there by instinct.

 

They came to a screeching halt just a few steps in.

 

Because there she was—Rio, pale and glowing all at once, propped up on a nest of pillows, with a baby curled warm and still against her chest. A tiny bundle of swaddle and dark hair, completely unaware she’d just become the center of the universe for two very emotional godmothers.

 

Neither Alice nor Jen could move. They just stood there, frozen, breath caught somewhere in their throats as the sight anchored them in place.

 

Jen’s hands flew to her cheeks. “Oh my god,” she breathed, the words catching on the edge of a gasp, like she’d just walked into a miracle.

 

Alice made a sound so loud and dramatic that Agatha, who’d been sitting peacefully in the corner chair near the window again, jumped slightly in surprise. The force of Alice’s gasp was so theatrical, it nearly set off the entire room. A tray of hospital supplies, balanced a little too close to the edge of a nearby counter, wobbled violently in the aftermath of her entrance.

 

In a flash, Agatha’s gaze snapped to her. She was already halfway out of her seat, one hand instinctively reaching out toward the baby even though Violet was perfectly safe in Rio’s arms.

 

“Alice,” she said sharply—firm, maternal, but with that undeniable thread of exasperated fondness. “If you knock over that tray and so much as startle my baby, I swear I will banish you to the hallway for the next three hours.”

 

Alice froze like a guilty child caught mid-mischief, both hands still suspended mid-air as if she could physically catch her own chaos.

 

“I didn’t mean to!” she squeaked, lunging forward and steadying the tray just before it could tip over. “Oh my God—sorry, sorry, I swear I didn’t mean to! I just—look at her!” She turned back to the bed, eyes wide, voice dropping to a hushed whisper-shout. “She’s so small. How is she that small?”

 

Rio smiled, her eyes flickering with that soft, half-dreamy joy that hadn’t left her face since Violet had been placed on her chest a day and a half ago. “She’s about the size of a loaf of bread,” she murmured, voice hoarse but light. “A really squishy, perfect little loaf.”

 

Jen had inched closer to the bed now, her hand instinctively rising to her heart like she had to physically contain the swell of emotion threatening to escape. “I thought she’d be bigger,” she said quietly, almost apologetically. “We saw all the ultrasound pictures and the belly and all that… but she’s so… tiny. Like, breakable.”

 

“Like a peanut,” Agatha added with a smile, easing herself off the chair and moving to stand beside Rio, one hand resting on her wife’s shoulder. “We call her that sometimes. Our little peanut.”

 

Alice crept forward like someone approaching a wild animal in a nature documentary. “Can I touch her? Or will I shatter her into a thousand emotional pieces if I try?”

 

“Touch her,” Rio said gently, lifting one hand from Violet’s back to offer Alice the tiniest nod of encouragement. “She’s sturdier than she looks.”

 

Alice moved slowly now, reverently, as though suddenly aware of how much noise and space she took up. She crouched at the bedside and reached out with trembling fingers to brush Violet’s tiny foot through the blanket. Her breath hitched.

 

“Oh my God,” she whispered. “Her foot is smaller than my thumb.”

 

Jen leaned in on the other side, careful not to crowd. Her voice was tender, almost reverent. “She looks just like Rio. Look at that little pout.”

 

“She does have my resting unimpressed face,” Rio muttered sleepily, drawing a laugh from both her friends.

 

“She’s got Agatha’s eyebrows, though,” Alice added. “That baby’s gonna be judging us all by the time she’s three weeks old.”

 

Agatha chuckled, brushing her fingers through Rio’s hair before bending to kiss the top of her head. “She’s already judging. She judged you the second you nearly took down the hospital tray.”

 

Alice held up her hands in surrender. “Okay, fair.”

 

Alice breath trembled as she reached out again, the tips of her fingers barely grazing Violet’s impossibly small hand. The baby’s fingers curled reflexively, catching the very edge of Alice’s touch like it meant something, like it recognized her. That was all it took. Alice’s eyes filled with tears she didn’t even try to blink away.

 

“She’s perfect,” she whispered, her voice cracking in the middle, raw and full of wonder. “She’s so perfect I want to scream, but I won’t because I’ve been threatened with exile.”

 

Her words made Rio laugh softly, and even that small sound seemed to calm the room. The kind of laugh that had no strength behind it but held so much love it didn’t need any.

 

Jen stepped up beside Alice then, slower, her face gentler, quieter. There was a stillness to her awe, like she was holding something holy in her chest and didn’t quite know how to breathe around it. Her gaze locked on Violet’s delicate features—the downy hair on her head, the rosebud lips, the tiny chest rising and falling in steady little sighs of sleep.

 

“I can’t believe she’s real,” Jen murmured, her voice low and slightly hoarse. “I mean, I knew she was coming. I counted the days. But nothing—nothing—prepared me for this.”

 

She leaned forward slightly, also brushing a single fingertip against the baby’s tiny foot where it peeked from under the bblanket, so small it didn’t look real. “I’m going to spoil you rotten, baby girl,” she whispered with the kind of gentle promise that meant forever. “You don’t even know it yet, but I’m already planning your first guitar. It’s gonna be blue. Maybe with sparkles. You’re going to be amazing.”

 

Rio smiled at that, her face drawn with fatigue but still radiant. Her voice was low and warm, filled with sleepy affection. “Perfectly spoiled. That’s the goal,” she said, glancing between her two best friends. “And yes—guitar is all yours. I’ll handle drums. We’re starting a band, clearly. Violet, Nicky and the Godmothers.”

 

“Are we the backup singers?” Alice asked, still staring down at the baby, tears still clinging to her lashes. “Because I’m fine with that. I’ll wear glitter. I’ll wear a cape.”

 

Jen gave a mock sigh. “You always want a cape.”

 

“You’re just mad you didn’t think of it first.”

 

As the teasing banter began to bubble between the two, Agatha—who had quietly shifted beside the bed—moved closer, gracefully taking her seat again next to Rio and Nicky, who had stayed quiet so far. She reached over and gently adjusted Violet in Rio’s arms, helping her settle deeper into the crook of her mother’s body. Then, with a tenderness only Rio ever got to see, she curled one arm around her wife’s shoulders and pressed a soft, lingering kiss to her temple.

 

“I think she’s already been spoiled,” Agatha said quietly, her voice threaded with affection, humor, and just the slightest hint of awe. “By all of us. And I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

 

She looked up at Alice and Jen, her eyes glinting with something deep and soft and steady. “You’re going to be the most ridiculous, chaotic, wonderful godmothers this world has ever seen.”

 

That earned her two matching grins—wide, mischievous, and proud.

 

“And it’s only going to get worse,” Alice added with a grin. “Wait until she’s old enough to ask for a drum kit and an electric guitar and a pet iguana.”

 

Rio groaned playfully, sinking back into her pillows. “If you get her a pet iguana, I’m moving out.”

 

“You can’t move out!” Alice said, faux-indignant. “You made her! You’re the frontwoman of the band!”

 

Laughter trickled through the room like sunlight after rain, warm and bright and full of something ancient—something that had nothing to do with the baby’s size or the clinical coldness of the hospital and everything to do with the people who filled the space. The love that pulsed between them. The sacredness of chosen family.

 

As Alice and Jen continued to fawn over Violet, Nicky – who slipped off the bed - was now practically bouncing off the walls, unable to contain his excitement any longer. He rushed over to them, his little legs moving so quickly that they nearly tripped him up as he darted between them, arms flailing.

 

“AUNT ALICE! AUNT JEN!” he shouted with glee, his voice echoing off the walls like a trumpet call to joy. “HUGS! I NEED HUGS! AND THE HANDSHAKE! THE SECRET HANDSHAKE!”

 

Before either woman could prepare, he flung himself into the space between them, arms spread wide like a superhero in mid-flight. Alice let out a startled yelp and caught him, staggering back a step, while Jen laughed and swooped in to sandwich him in a warm, slightly chaotic group hug.

 

“Woah there, tornado!” Alice gasped, hugging him tight and lifting him slightly off the floor with a grunt. “You trying to knock us over?”

 

“You nearly succeeded,” Jen added with a grin, ruffling his curls before pulling back to extend her hand. “Now, are we doing the full routine or just the express version?”

 

Full! Always full!” Nicky declared, wriggling free of their embrace and immediately launching into a flurry of motions: a dramatic salute, a spin, a fist bump, a double high-five, and the finale—a goofy finger wiggle followed by a chest bump (carefully modified for hospital-appropriate behavior, of course). They all burst out laughing as they landed the last move together, their little trio buzzing with shared joy.

 

But Nicky wasn’t done—not even close. This was a Big Day. A huge day. And he had information to share.

 

He stepped back with the self-importance of someone about to deliver breaking news to the United Nations. His chest puffed up, his expression growing solemn, and he dramatically held up one finger for silence.

 

“I have to tell you everything about her,” he said, eyes wide. “I’m her big brother now. I know stuff.

 

Alice knelt down to his level, matching his seriousness. “We’re listening,” she said, nodding gravely. “What do we need to know?”

 

“Everything,” Jen added, crouching beside Alice. “Give us the full briefing.”

 

Nicky leaned in close, eyes darting around as though someone might be spying. “Her name,” he whispered dramatically, “is Violet.” He paused for effect, clearly expecting gasps.

 

Alice put a hand to her heart. “Gorgeous.”

 

“She was born at night,” Nicky continued, straightening up like a soldier giving a report. “And she has teeny toes.” To prove his point, he kicked off one shoe and wiggled his socked foot in the air. “Way smaller than mine. Like this small.”

 

Jen inspected his foot with exaggerated awe. “That is pretty small.”

 

“But hers are, like, mouse-sized,” he clarified. “They’re like—like—acorn-sized.”

 

Alice giggled. “Acorn toes! That’s officially her nickname now.”

 

Nicky nodded, pleased. “Also, she eats from Mom’s boob,” he announced with the blunt confidence of a seven-year-oldr, then gave an exaggerated full-body shudder. “It’s kind of gross, but also kind of cool. I think it’s how babies get superpowers.”

 

That got a snort from Alice, who had to cover her mouth. Jen raised her eyebrows and said with complete solemnity, “That checks out.”

 

“She cries really loud,” Nicky added, now fully in his stride. “But not too much. Just like—‘waaah!’—then she’s done. And she doesn’t even hate me! She looked at me. With her eyes. Both of them.”

 

“Impressive,” Alice whispered.

 

“And—” Here, Nicky glanced over his shoulder and leaned in even closer, lowering his voice to a conspiratorial whisper. “She already met Yellow Dragon.”

 

Both women blinked in confusion for a moment before Alice whispered back, “You mean her Yellow Dragon?”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly. “Yup. I brought her. She watched over her while she was sleeping. She said she passed the test.”

 

Jen held back a laugh, managing a serious nod. “Wow. That’s big. Not everyone pass Yellow Dragon’s test.”

 

“I know,” Nicky said with a heavy sigh, like the weight of guardianship was already on his small shoulders. “But I think she’s gonna be okay. And Yellow Dragon is already best friend with Blue Dragon, just like Vivi and I.”

 

Alice and Jen exchanged a look filled with tenderness and barely contained laughter, their hearts already swelling with love not just for Violet, but for the devoted, dramatic little boy who’d just declared himself her lifelong protector.

 

“You’re doing a great job already, buddy,” Alice said, giving his shoulder a squeeze. “She’s lucky to have you.”

 

“Yeah,” Jen added, her voice soft. “Best big brother ever.”

 

For a moment, Nicky beamed, soaking it in. Then he glanced over toward the bed, where Rio was watching him with tired, sparkling eyes, a soft smile on her lips. Violet, still nestled in her arms, gave a tiny, sleepy yawn, her whole face scrunching like a flower folding back into its bud.

 

Agtha, who had been quietly watching from her spot beside Rio, couldn’t stop the small smile that tugged at her lips. There was a stillness in her now, a peaceful quiet that settled into her bones as she took in the scene unfolding before her—a scene so full of love and chaos and warmth that it made her chest ache in the best way. Nicky was still buzzing with energy, flitting between Alice and Jen like a firefly who refused to dim, his joy too big for his little body. Alice and Jen, equally captivated, were completely absorbed in the wonder of their best friend’s newborn daughter, their gazes soft, their movements reverent.

 

And Rio—her Rio—was radiant in a way Agatha could barely describe. There was a glow to her, not just the tired joy of someone who had just brought new life into the world, but something deeper. A quiet power. A kind of quiet pride and fierce love that made her seem untouchable. She looked down at Violet with the sort of tenderness that could rewrite the definition of motherhood, and yet, when her gaze lifted to track Nicky’s bouncing figure, that same love burned just as brightly. She had always been Nicky’s mom in every way that counted. But now, looking at her with Violet in her arms and Nicky orbiting her like a star to its sun, Agatha saw it more clearly than ever: Rio was theirs. Theirs, wholly. The heart of their little family.

 

“Don’t worry, Mom,” Nicky said suddenly, turning to Rio with a seriousness that caught all their attention. His voice dropped into the kind of solemn tone only a seven-year-old could muster when he thought he was being Very Grown Up. “I’ll take care of Violet.”

 

The room hushed, the air shifting slightly as he stepped forward, puffing out his chest with pride, his curls bouncing with each step. “I’m gonna teach her everything,” he declared. “Like how to talk to Yellow Dragon, and how to draw with crayons. I’ll show her the good markers, not the dry ones. And I’ll show her how to make peanut butter mountains with crackers. You have to smoosh them just right.” He demonstrated with his hands, miming an imaginary sandwich with great focus. “I’ll protect her from scary stuff. Like thunder. And spinach.”

 

Rio laughed softly, her voice a little cracked around the edges. “You’re going to be the best big brother,” she said, reaching out to gently ruffle his hair. “She’s already lucky to have you.”

 

Nicky beamed, practically vibrating with pride as he leaned in closer, peeking at Violet’s tiny, sleeping face.

 

Across the room, Jen and Alice had quieted, both of them watching Rio now with a kind of quiet reverence, as if they were seeing her for the very first time all over again.

 

“She looks so soft,” Alice whispered, nudging Jen gently with her shoulder, eyes still locked on their best friend, who sat surrocunded by the people she loved most in the world. “Look at her.”

 

Jen nodded, her smile softening. “She always was,” she murmured. “Even back then.”

 

“Back then” was college—dorm rooms and deadlines and 2 a.m. pizza runs, and Rio curled up in the corner of the seminar room, quietly listening to Agatha Harkness lecture about metaphor and mortality, all while doodling spirals in the margins of her notebook, secretly enamored with the stern woman that would become her wife. She had been a little wild, a little strange, sharp and bright and untamed—but never once had she lost that softness. That tenderness. That aching, stubborn heart.

 

“She’s always been good with them,” Jen continued, her voice quiet and sure. “With both of them. She’s just… more herself now.”

 

There was a brief pause—one of those fleeting, charged silences that spoke volumes—when Jen and Alice exchanged a glance. It was subtle, the kind of look that passed between people who knew each other’s hearts as well as their own. A tiny smile flickered across Alice’s lips, while Jen gave the softest tilt of her head, and in that instant, without words, a hundred memories seemed to echo between them—of late-night whispers, shared dreams, and long-held hopes. They had talked about this moment more times than they could count, picturing it in that hazy, half-serious way close friends do, imagining Rio with a baby in her arms, imagining themselves part of that baby’s life. And now, here they were, watching it all unfold—real, and better than either of them had dared to imagine.

 

But the quiet was quickly broken by Nicky, who had scampered to the other side of the bed, climbing up carefully like he was on a secret mission. With a determined little grunt, he knelt on the mattress beside his mom, leaning over Violet with the focus of a boy who had just decided his entire purpose in life was to make his baby sister smile.

 

He was already hard at work, making a series of wild, exaggerated faces—eyes wide, tongue out, nose wrinkled, complete with tiny snorts and wiggling ears. “Heyyy, Violet,” he cooed, his voice climbing into a silly, high-pitched register. “Look at meee! I’m a platypus!” He flapped his arms in a chaotic dance, then abruptly stopped to shove a familiar stuffed toy in her direction. “Do you think Violet likes Yellow Dragon?” he asked, turning toward the room at large, holding up the plush with both hands like it was an offering to a queen.

 

He brought the dragon down gently, tapping its soft snout to Violet’s tiny cheek. “Do you, Violet? Hmm? She’s really nice. She likes warm places and peanut butter crackers, just like me. She helped me sleep when I you were still in Mommy’s belly, and now she’s gonna help you, too. Okay?”

 

The baby stirred a little, shifting slightly in Rio’s arms, her delicate mouth curling in the beginnings of a yawn or maybe – but unlikely - a smile. Nicky gasped. “She blinked! That means yes!”

 

Rio let out a soft laugh—not loud enough to disturb the peace of the moment, but warm and full of the love that strethched through her chest and made her feel like her heart had doubled in size. She watched her son, all elbows and determination, offering Violet her most precious companion like it was the only thing that mattered. In his world, it probably was.

 

There was something quietly breathtaking in how seriously he took it all—how naturally he stepped into the role of big brother without being asked or guided. He didn’t just want to protect her—he wanted to teach her everything. Wanted to make sure she knew what was important: Yellow Dragon, and silly faces, and the sound of laughter, and soft things you could cuddle.

 

From where she sat, Rio could already see it: the way Nicky would grow into this role, the way Violet would one day chase after him down the hallway, barefoot and giggling, the way he’d stand in front of her when she was scared or sad, arms crossed and chin high, just like now. He had claimed that responsibility before she even asked.

 

Agatha leaned in slightly and brushed her thumb along Rio’s shoulder, her gaze following the shape of Nicky’s little body as he hovered protectively over Violet. She could feel Rio exhale, the kind of breath that released not just air but years of hope and fear and tenderness.

 

“He’s all in,” Agatha murmured near Rio’s ear, her voice soft with wonder.

 

Rio turned to look at her wife, her smile tired but radiant. “He always is.”

 

Once Nicky’s whirlwind of excitement had finally begun to taper off—his boundless energy redirected into a quiet, focused task of introducing every single stuffed animal he owned to his baby sister—Alice and Jen saw their chance. With stealthy determination and unmistakable delight, they inched closer to Rio’s bedside, clearly refusing to let her rest without first showering her in the kind of love only lifelong friends could give.

 

They leaned in, crowding the space in the most affectionate way, their eyes shimmering with admiration, joy, and maybe just the tiniest bit of disbelief. There was something reverent in the way they looked at Rio, like they were standing in front of a masterpiece that one of their own had painted while they’d only blinked.

 

Alice was the first to break the quiet reverie, her voice trembling on the edge of laughter and awe. “You legend. You absolute champion,” she whispered, almost breathless. Her gaze flicked down to the bundle in Rio’s arms, where Violet slept peacefully, her tiny hands curled into fists against the soft fabric of her onesie. “Look at this tiny human you made. You actually made her. She’s so little I think I might cry.”

 

She gestured dramatically, half-laughing, half-sniffling as if Violet’s very existence was more than she could reasonably be expected to handle.

 

Rio, exhausted beyond words but still humming with that strange, intoxicating new-mother high, let out a quiet laugh. Her lips curved into a soft smile, and even in her tiredness, her eyes shone. Alice’s enthusiasm was always over the top, but today, it felt like a warm blanket wrapped around her soul. She held Violet a little closer, letting her cheek rest briefly against the baby’s forehead as if to confirm—yes, this was real. This tiny person was hers.

 

“You’re going to make me cry,” Rio murmured, her voice hoarse but tender.

 

“Good,” Alice said instantly, grinning. “You deserve to. You’ve earned it.”

 

Then, with all the solemnity of someone bestowing a knighthood, Alice extended her hand toward Rio for their classic celebratory high five—a ritual they’d shared since undergrad days. Usually it followed things like passing brutal exams or submitting wild last-minute essays, but today it meant something far more monumental.

 

Before Rio could even think about returning the gesture, Agatha, who had been standing nearby with her arms crossed and an arched brow of amusement, stepped in smoothly. In one swift move, she intercepted Alice’s hand mid-air with a palm against Alice’s wrist, her expression that familiar blend of playful mockery and fierce protectiveness.

 

“If you make my wife lift her arms, I’m removing you from this room,” Agatha said flatly, her voice calm but utterly serious in a way that only made her smirk more terrifyingly effective.

 

Alice froze, hand still suspended in midair, then turned to Agatha with a mock gasp. “Ma’am. That’s a threat.”

 

“No,” Agatha said dryly. “That’s a promise.”

 

Jen snorted beside her, trying to muffle her laughter behind her knuckles. “You should’ve known better, babe.”

 

But Alice was already adjusting, eyes twinkling as she raised her elbow instead. “Okay, okay. Elbow bumps only. I can work with this. I’m adaptable.”

 

Rio chuckled, her smile soft despite the weariness pulling at her features. She leaned just slightly to bump her elbow against Alice’s in return, careful not to disturb Violet, who was still snoozing peacefully with a little sigh. “You two are ridiculous,” she said with a gentle shake of her head.

 

“Thank you,” Alice said proudly, as though it were a compliment.

 

Jen, the eternal voice of reason between them, gave Alice a light nudge on the arm. “Let’s not be the reason Agatha murders someone in a hospital,” she said teasingly. Then she turned her attention back to Rio, her voice softening. “You did it, Rio. You really did it. And now you get to just… rest. Be adored. Let us spoil you a little.”

 

She leaned in slightly, her gaze gentle. “And she’s perfect. Just like her mom.”

 

Rio’s eyes grew glossy for a moment, and she swallowed around the lump in her throat. Violet stirred faintly in her arms, as if echoing the swell of emotion in the room, and Rio instinctively adjusted her hold, already so at ease in this new role that none of it looked new at all.

 

Agatha, quiet as ever, shifted a little closer and let her hand rest on the curve of Rio’s shoulder. 

 

Alice, despite her dramatic shift in approach—and Agatha’s earlier threat of removal—was clearly not done stirring the pot. She perched on the edge of a nearby chair, eyes gleaming with barely-contained mischief as she gestured grandly toward Violet. “So. What’s the plan for Violet’s first week at home? Are we thinking some kind of baby parade? Float, maybe? Streamers? Nicky in a tux handing out cigars?”

 

She shot Agatha a cheeky grin, the corners of her mouth twitching in delight, as if daring her to object. She wasn’t so much asking a real question as she was poking the bear, and the bear—in this case, Agatha—was well aware of the game.

 

Agatha didn’t even flinch. She raised a single, unimpressed eyebrow at Alice, lips twitching slightly in what might’ve been a warning—or a challenge. But she didn’t take the bait. Instead, she simply turned her attention toward Rio, her eyes softening instantly, and gave a small nod in her direction.

 

“You should be asking her,” Agatha said smoothly, as she stepped closer to the bed. Her tone was light, affectionate. “She’s the one who’s been running the show. I’m just the assistant director who occasionally fetches juice boxes and threatens people.”

 

She reached down to gently adjust the hospital blanket that had slipped down around Rio’s hip, her fingers lingering for a moment in a quiet, grounding touch. It wasn’t for show—Agatha rarely did anything for show—but there was so much care in the gesture that even Alice fell briefly silent.

 

Rio gave a soft huff of laughter, her smile small but genuine. She shifted slightly on the bed, careful not to jostle Violet, who was still fast asleep against her chest like a sleepy little starfish. “No parades,” Rio said, her voice low but firm, tinged with fondness. “Absolutely no parades.”

 

She glanced at Alice, then at Jen, and finally at Agatha, her eyes glinting with wry humor. “Just a lot of snuggles. A lot of naps. Some survival. And—” she tilted her head toward Nicky, who was crouched next to her bed now, simultaneously attempting to get Violet to give him a high-five, his face scrunched in concentration and holding up a tiny plush dragon in front of Violet’s face and whispering an elaborate backstory about the dragon’s magical powers “—whatever that is.”

 

The room chuckled gently as Rio leaned back against her pillows, visibly relaxing, her expression peaceful in a way that was only possible in the company of people who knew you inside and out.

 

Alice and Jen exchanged a look over her bed—a quiet moment of lovers locking eyes with a thousand unspoken thoughts between them. They’d saw Rio through every stage of her life: chaotic, brilliant, fiery, stubborn, heartbroken, resilient—and now this. A mother of two. Stronger than ever. Still her.

 

And still, unmistakably, theirs.

 

Jen stepped forward, her smile soft and full of affection. She bent down to press a gentle kiss to Rio’s forehead, her voice barely above a whisper. “I’m so proud of you, Rio. You’re already amazing with them.” She let the words hang for a moment before adding, quietly but with deep certainty, “Both of them.”

 

Agatha, who had been standing nearby, her hands still protectively wrapped around her wife, looked at Rio with such obvious affection that it was impossible to miss. Rio met her gaze, and for a moment, there was nothing but a deep, shared understanding between them—two people who had built something beautiful, something lasting, even in the quiet moments.

 

With Violet nestled safe and warm against her, and Nicky chattering on like the world’s tiniest bard, Rio finally looked back at her friends, her voice thick with emotion. “Thank you. Both of you. For being here. For everything. You’ve been with me through so much… and I don’t think I could’ve done any of it without you.”

 

Alice grinned at that, but this time it was softer, stripped of all her usual theatrics. “You never had to,” she said simply.

 

Jen reached down and placed a steady hand on Nicky’s shoulder, who was now deeply committed to assigning Violet an honorary dragon name. “We’re not going anywhere,” she said, her voice low but sure. “You’ve got us. For everything that comes next.”

 

“And we’re not missing any more firsts,” Alice added quickly, her tone quieter now, more tender. “First smiles. First steps. First anything. We’re in this.”

 

It wasn’t just a reassurance—it was a vow, spoken with the kind of love that had never wavered, not even through the wildest chapters of their lives.

 

And Rio believed them. Because they always kept their promises.

 

As she lay there, her body aching but her heart impossibly full, Rio looked at her wife. Then at her kids. Then at the two women who had stood beside her every step of the way.

 

“Okay,” Alice said with a dramatic sigh, tossing her hands up like she was surrendering to the overwhelming tenderness of the moment. Her eyes, however, sparkled with affection as she leaned forward, fixing her gaze on Rio. “Now, Rio—can we at least take a million pictures? You know she’s going to grow up and ask where her baby book is, and if you don’t have a properly curated digital archive, she’ll hold it against you forever. Teenagers are petty like that.”

 

Rio chuckled, the sound low and warm. She shifted Violet gently on her chest and met Alice’s gaze with tired amusement. “We’ve got plenty already. Nicky’s been documenting everything like a tiny paparazzo.” She tilted her head toward her son, who was now sitting cross-legged on the couch with Agatha’s phone, reviewing pictures like it was a full-time job. “But yes, go ahead. Take all the pictures you want. Just don’t blind her with flash.”

 

Alice lit up like a stage light had hit her. “You’ll regret this,” she warned gleefully, pulling her phone from her pocket and immediately launching into full-blown photographer mode. “Alright, ladies and gents and babies—candid smiles only, please. No filters. We’re going for authentic chaos and postpartum glow.”

 

Jen rolled her eyes but was already pulling her own phone out, moving slowly around the bed as though afraid to disturb the gentle calm in the room. “You’re ridiculous,” she murmured to Alice, though there was no real bite in it—only the softness of someone who loved the chaos just as much as the peace.

 

As Jen and Alice busied themselves capturing every yawn, every fluttering eyelid, and every tiny fist clenching Rio’s shirt, Agatha remained where she was, rooted by Rio’s side. She hadn’t moved much since Violet had been born, and now, even as the room swelled with laughter and low voices, she stayed still, one hand resting gently against the bedframe, the other lightly brushing Rio’s arm in quiet intervals—an anchor, a presence, a quiet constant.

 

Her eyes, however, never left Violet.

 

She watched—carefully, intently—as Jen took and cradled the newborn, her scientist’s hands suddenly soft and reverent. As Alice reached out to smooth a wrinkle from the tiny hat atop Violet’s head. They moved slowly, almost ritualistically, each motion deliberate, like they were afraid to wake a spell.

 

Agatha didn’t interfere. But she hovered.

 

Always just close enough to step in if something felt off. Just close enough to breathe easier knowing she could take Violet back in an instant if she needed to. There was a quiet fierceness in her stillness, in the way her gaze never wavered. She’d been here before, in the early days of Nicky’s life, watching the world reach out for something she had made. And there it was again, this something uniquely raw about Violet’s newness. Something just as fragile. As though holding her required not just gentleness but reverence. As though the world hadn’t quite earned her yet.

 

It wasn’t distrust—not of Jen or Alice. It was instinct. That silent, primal edge that rose in her chest any time someone else held her children. That feeling that said watch, wait, be ready.

 

Rio noticed it too, of course. She knew Agatha better than anyone. Knew the way her wife’s hand tightened slightly whenever Violet was passed from one set of arms to another. Knew the way she leaned forward just a bit more when Jen’s grip shifted, or Alice paused to swipe away a tear of laughter. Knew that Agatha would never say a word about it unless asked—but that she was quietly tracking every breath.

 

And yet, beneath that vigilance, there was somthing softer.

 

Because even as Agatha kept her eyes on Violet, her hand had drifted again toward Rio’s. Their fingers brushed and then twined together without a word, a quiet lifeline between them.

 

Rio glanced at her, lips quirking into the faintest of smiles. “She’s okay,” she murmured, barely audible over Alice’s camera clicking and Nicky’s stage-whispered commentary about Violet’s “royal baby cheeks.”

 

Agatha didn’t respond right away. She just looked—at Rio, at Violet, at the family they’d somehow grown into—and nodded once, the kind of nod that meant yes, she is, and so are you, and I’ve got you. All of you.

 

Alice, cradling Violet with a tenderness she rarely let the world see, rocked slightly from side to side as though instinctively mimicking the rhythm of comfort. She looked down at the baby’s peaceful face, barely the size of her forearm, and couldn’t help the grin tugging at her lips. Her voice dropped to a whisper, warm and soft and filled with a love so immediate it nearly startled her.

 

“Hi, goddaughter,” she murmured, brushing a single finger against the blanket wrapped snugly around Violet’s tiny form. “We’re going to be such a problem for your moms. And I absolutely can’t wait.”

 

There was something gleefully conspiratorial in her tone, as though she were already plotting secret adventures and mischief. Violet, of course, remained entirely indifferent—her little brow relaxed in the deepest sleep imaginable, completely unaware of the chaos that would one day accompany her godmothers’ affections.

 

Jen stood beside her, arms folded and lips curled in a smirk that threatened to give way to full-blown laughter. She leaned down slowly, placing a steadying hand on Alice’s arm as she gazed at Violet with mock solemnity, her voice low and firm like she was delivering a sacred vow.

 

“Don’t worry, kid,” she said, her words laced with playful intensity. “If anyone ever messes with you, they’ll answer to me… and a beaker full of carefully measured regret. Some formulas aren’t for the faint of heart.”

 

She narrowed her eyes for dramatic effect, as if daring the universe to even try touching Violet the wrong way.

 

Alice let out a snort and shot Jen an exaggerated wink. “We vow to protect, inspire, and—when the time is right—corrupt you, in strictly age-appropriate, ethically flexible ways.”

 

Then, in an almost theatrical flourish, she bowed her head low and solemn, as if reciting an ancient godmotherly rite.

 

Agatha, who had been watching from just a few feet away with her arms crossed and a brow raised in that signature expression of “motherly apprehension cloaked in affection,” let out a quiet, unimpressed breath. She muttered just loud enough for them to hear, her tone dry and pointed.

 

“Let’s skip the ‘corrupt’ part, shall we?”

 

Her voice held the weariness of a mother who already anticipated the chaos her daughter’s future would hold—and knew exactly who would be behind it. And yet, there was a twinkle in her eyes, betraying her amusement and affection beneath all the faux disapproval.

 

Rio laughed lightly at the scene unfolding before her. Her fingers lazily brushed over the soft edge of her blanket, her eyes sparkling with tired joy.

 

“Let them have their fun,” she murmured, her voice threaded with warmth. “She’s a day old. She won’t remember any of this… yet.”

 

Agatha shot her a look, the kind that clearly said yes, but you will, and Rio just smiled wider, the room suddenly feeling too full of love to even hold it all.

 

Then, from the corner of the bed, a small but commanding voice broke in.

 

“Mama,” Nicky said, eyes big and serious as he looked between Alice and Violet. “What does ‘corrupt’ mean?”

 

A brief silence fell across the room like someone had hit pause. All four adults froze mid-motion, their eyes drifting to the small boy sitting upright with the eager solemnity of someone very proud to be part of the grown-up conversation.

 

Rio bit her lip to hold back a laugh. Agatha gave him a slightly panicked glance, clearly trying to decide if this was one of those parenting moments where honesty or evasion was best.

 

But Jen, always quick, always smooth, stepped in before the pause could become awkward.

 

“Well,” she said, crouching slightly to meet Nicky’s eyes, “it means sometimes your Aunt Alice and I teach you and your sister things your moms might not. Like, you know, sneaking cookies before dinner. Or staying up late to stargaze. Harmless fun stuff. But only if we think you’re ready.” She gave him a wink, then shot a look to Agatha that practically said see? Safe. Totally harmless.

 

Alice jumped in too, her grin wide. “It’s like when we bend the rules, just a little, to make life more fun. Like… building a pillow fort in the living room and pretending it’s a spaceship. Or dancing in the rain when you’re supposed to be napping.”

 

Nicky seemed to consider this carefully, eyes narrowed like a philosopher weighing the truth of the world. After a few seconds, he nodded slowly. “Okay,” he said, very seriously. “But only if Mama says yes.”

 

Agtha looked at him, startled and visibly moved, then slowly smiled as her tension visibly melted. “Good answer,” she said softly.

 

Rio, now laughing despite her exhaustion, nodded toward Nicky. “I think your aunts just want to make sure you know what’s really important in life,” she said, her voice affectionate. “But don’t worry, little man. You’ve got us to keep you in line.”

 

Nicky, always ready to jump back into his own version of the conversation, looked back at Violet. “I’ll keep her in line too,” he said, his tone suddenly serious, as if he was giving a grand proclamation. “And I’ll protect her from anyone who tries to take her cookies. Don’t worry, Violet. I got you.”

 

There was a beat of stunned silence—then a chorus of laughter broke out around the room. Alice clutched Violet a little tighter, nearly losing it in a fit of giggles. Jen wiped at her eyes, muttering, “Oh my God, he’s already a big brother. Like, really a big brother.”

 

Agatha smiled, that rare, soft smile that she only gave to the people she trusted with everything, and she stepped closer to press a kiss to Nicky’s curls. “You’re the best boy,” she whispered.

 

Jen and Alice both turned their attention back to the tiny baby in their arms, who had managed to drift off into a peaceful sleep despite the ruckus around her. They exchanged a glance, knowing this moment would be a story they’d laugh about for years to come. But for now, the room was full of warmth—of a new family beginning, of love flowing so freely it almost seemed to settle in the air.

 

With a sigh, Alice handed the little girl back to her Mom, who took her eagerly and turned to her wife with a mischievous smile.

 

“She’s mine again,” Rio murmured, with a smug little grin. “No returns, no exchanges.”

 

Agtaha arched an eyebrow but didn’t resist, only brushing a strand of hair from Rio’s cheek. “For now,” she said wryly. “Until it’s diaper time.”

 

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Notes:

Even more Jen and Alice chaos next chapter!
(like way more)

Chapter 4: The Godmother(s) - Part II

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Alice and Jen’s visit was going surprisingly well.

 

Right until they turned to the enormous basket they had lugged in earlier, which had sat mostly ignored in the corner amid the chaos of greetings and baby introductions. The extravagant bouquet of violets they had brought along with it—fresh, fragrant, and artfully arranged—rested on the table nearby, a forgotten symbol of their enthusiasm and complete lack of restraint.

 

Nicky, however, had not forgotten the basket.

 

His eyes grew comically wide the moment he spotted it, and he let out a delighted gasp. “Snacks!” he cried, voice echoing through the room like an alarm bell. In a blur of motion, he darted across the room toward it, his little feet pounding against the floor, arms already stretching out as if the basket might disappear if he didn’t get there fast enough.

 

“Whoa!” Jen laughed, stepping aside just in time to avoid getting bowled over. “Kid’s got priorities.”

 

Agatha barely had a second to react before Nicky dropped to his knees in front of the basket, tugging it toward himself with the fervor of someone uncovering buried treasure. He began to rummage through its contents with a kind of reverent glee, pulling out tissue paper and containers with dramatic gasps, like each snack was a precious artifact.

 

Alice knelt beside him, grinning. “You’re quick, little man,” she said, fishing out a flaky pastry wrapped in wax paper. “Here—this one has your name on it.”

 

Nicky’s entire face lit up as he accepted the offering. “Yay!” he shouted, taking a massive bite before anyone could warn him to slow down. Pastry crumbs exploded in all directions like celebratory confetti. “It’s SO good,” he mumbled around a mouthful, already eyeing the rest of the basket for his next target.

 

Rio, watching from her spot on the bed, shook her head in mock despair. “We’re never getting him to eat dinner now.”

 

Agatha crossed her arms, smiling despite herself. “We might never get us to eat dinner now.”

 

Jen had perched herself carefully on the edge of the hospital bed, her movements exaggeratedly delicate as she lifted the large basket onto her lap with mock ceremony. The woven lid creaked open like the top of a treasure chest, and she glanced over at Rio with a smirk that barely disguised the affection in her eyes.

 

“Alright, my turn,” she declared, reaching inside with dramatic flair. “Let’s see what our merry band of snack elves packed today. We’ve got goodies for everyone, even you, Rio.” Her tone dipped into the kind of mock-chiding usually reserved for someone notoriously bad at eating. “You look like you could use a treat. Something decadent and full of calories.”

 

Rio gave her a tired smile, leaning her cheek lightly against the crook of her hand as she watched Jen sift through the basket. Her eyes sparkled faintly with warmth, with gratitude she didn’t have the energy to voice. “Bring me the good stuff,” she murmured, voice soft but clear. “I’ve earned it.”

 

Alice had already crossed the room to join Jen, crouching beside the bed with the grace of someone determined not to knock anything over… yet. She leaned over and plucked a chocolate-filled pastry from the basket, holding it up like an offering to the gods. “You deserve some too, rockstar,” she said with a grin, the corners of her eyes crinkling with affection. “You birthed a whole human today. That calls for chocolate, minimum.”

 

But just as she was about to hand over the pastry, her elbow nudged the IV pole.

 

It wobbled sharply—too sharply—and the soft, rhythmic beeping of the monitor beside the bed suddenly spiked. The sound wasn’t alarming, not yet, but it was enough to change the temperature in the room.

 

Agatha’s head snapped up immediately. The protective spell she’d been casting over the room—not literal, but just as powerful—shimmered back to the forefront of her expression. Her eyes flicked to the IV pole, then to Alice, and her voice rang out with a precise kind of exasperation that only came from someone balancing exhaustion with fierce devotion.

 

“For the millionth time, careful,” she snapped, sharp but not cruel. Her voice was the verbal equivalent of slapping a hand away from a lit stove.

 

Alice froze, grimacing as she straightened up and tucked the pastry back into the paper it came in. “Whoops,” she muttered, suddenly looking a lot more like a scolded teenager than a grown woman. “Sorry, Ags.” She placed the pastry down on the side table, now handling it like it was made of glass. “Didn’t mean to shake the entire hospital.”

 

Jen snorted quietly but wisely kept her mouth shut.

 

Agatha inhaled through her nose, eyes scanning Rio and the monitors before allowing herself to exhale. Her shoulders relaxed fractionally. “Thank you,” she said, her tone gentler now—but still carrying the faint warning of someone who would absolutely follow through on a threat. “Now leave her alone or I’ll throw that basket at you. Aim for the head.”

 

Alice blinked at her, mouth falling open. “You wouldn’t.”

 

Agatha arched a brow, her mouth twitching at the corners. “Try me.”

 

“Okay, okay! Standing down!” Alice raised her hands in mock surrender, retreating a step but not before sticking her tongue out behind Agatha’s back.

 

From the bed, Rio let out a low chuckle, too tired to laugh properly but too amused not to respond. “I do want the chocolate, though,” she added with a smirk that could only come from someone who knew exactly how to defuse her wife’s worst moods. “Your threats are very hot and moving, darling, but I still want dessert.”

 

That earned her a proper smile from Agatha, soft and slow, like the sun peeking through a cloud. “Of course you do,” she murmured, brushing her thumb gently over Rio’s wrist before leaning in to kiss the crown of her head. “You’re going to put crumbs all over your bed, darling.”

 

Alice, seizing her moment of redemption, snatched the pastry off the table and offered it again—this time with exaggerated caution, as if approaching a sleeping tiger. “Here you go, you legend,” she said, holding it out like an Olympic medal. “Eat it while I distract Agatha with the baby so she’s not planning my doom.”

 

Rio reached out and took the pastry with absolute care, biting into it with a hum of satisfaction that made even Agatha’s narrowed gaze soften fully.

 

Agatha shook her head with a sigh, the corner of her mouth twitching upward despite herself. “You’re lucky she’s hungry,” she muttered, giving Alice a sidelong glance. “Or I swear I’d have launched that basket like a missile.”

 

Alice gave her a toothy grin, clearly feeling safe now that Rio had intervened. “Noted. Rio’s appetite is my only shield.”

 

“Exactly,” Jen chimed in, watching the scene with obvious amusement. “And let’s be real—she’d choose chocolate over all of us anyway.”

 

Rio, mouth full and unapologetic, raised an eyebrow and gave them a thumbs-up.

 

Jen, who had been quietly observing the chaos like a seasoned wildlife documentarian, finally leaned back with a soft chuckle that turned into a full laugh. “You two are absolutely like an old married couple,” she said, shaking her head in mock disbelief. “One minute you’re ready to brawl over pastry etiquette, the next you’re making heart eyes over chocolate and newborns.”

 

At that moment, Violet let out a shriek and Alice cast a meaningful glance at the overflowing basket of snacks beside her. “And I think we can put the snacks on hold for now. Violet might need her mom more than a croissant or two. Specifically…” She raised a knowing eyebrow and nodded pointedly at Rio’s chest, with the audacity of someone who knew she was about to be smacked.  “…she’s gonna want her snack soon. The house special.”

 

Rio groaned dramatically, flopping her head back on the pillow. “Great. I’ve become a 24-hour milk bar.”

 

“Five-star milk bar,” Alice added helpfully, flopping into a nearby chair and popping a grape into her mouth. “Excellent ambiance. Gorgeous staff. The barista’s hot. Slightly intense security. The bouncer looks like she’d murder someone with a glare though.”

 

Agatha —bouncer, wife, general chaos manager— narrowed her eyes in mock warning. “Okay, enough. Eyes and mind off my wife’s chest. That’s my job and the privilege is mine exclusively.” Then, with a theatrical sigh, she added, “Well, mine and the baby’s, I guess. Because for her, tragically, it’s a buffet. Tragic little love triangle we’ve got going.”

 

“I hate all of you,” Rio muttered into her pillow, but the laughter in her voice betrayed her. “Except the baby. And Nicky. The rest of you can go to Hell, for all I care.”

 

Jen raised both hands in surrender. “Hey, We’re not trying to start anything! Just pointing out the obvious. That kid’s got a look of hunger and vengeance. I know it when I see it.”

 

“She does look like she’s plotting her next snack attack,” Alice said with a grin, peeking into the bassinet. “There’s a spark in her eye. A hunger. A destiny.”

 

Agatha rolled her eyes but couldn’t hide the soft smile tugging at her lips. “Thank you both for the snacks,” she said, her voice losing its edge and dipping into something genuine. “Even if you’re both menaces. I’m sure Nicky will devour half of them by sundown.”

 

Right on cue, Nicky—still perched on the floor like a snack gremlin—lifted his head, cheeks full and face gloriously smeared with crumbs and frosting. “And Mom and Mama will too!” he said through a mouthful, spraying a few crumbs in the process. He looked absolutely delighted with life, like a small pirate who had just discovered a dessert island. “We can all share! Right, Mama?”

 

Agatha turned toward him, her expression melting instantly into that familiar, quiet warmth she reserved only for her son. “Right, sweetheart,” she said, brushing a lock of hair behind her ear as she looked at her little family—her beautiful chaos. There was Rio, tired and glowing, cradling a baby who would soon wail for milk again like a tiny, furious goddess. There was Nicky, covered in crumbs and love. And there were their friends, being insufferable and hilarious, exactly as they should be.

 

It was messy, loud, full of laughter and affection and crumbs on every available surface. And it was perfect.

 

Even if she did now have to guard Rio’s chest like a territorial dragon. Because Agatha knew—knew deep in her soul—that if one more person stared at her wife’s breasts, she would commit a felony.

 

But, for now… she’d settle for throwing a croissant at them.

 


 

After what was now known as the Great Snack Fiasco—during which Nicky had somehow gotten jam all over his shirt and hair, and Jen had narrowly avoided using a chocolate chip as a projectile weapon—Agatha had barely finished brushing the crumbs off the sheets when Alice clapped her hands like an overeager camp counselor.

 

“Okay!” she declared with the determination of someone who had just watched a ten-minute how-to video on YouTube and considered herself an expert. “I volunteer as tribute. Let me swaddle her.”

 

Agatha raised a single eyebrow. “Are you sure?”

 

Alice puffed up. “I’ve wrapped burritos before.”

 

“That’s… not comforting,” Rio mumbled from the bed, still redressing after feeding Violet and looking at Alice like she was about to perform open-heart surgery with salad tongs.

 

But Agatha just chuckled. She knew this game. Alice would try and make a mess. And, really, what was the harm? Violet was fed, sleepy, and too tiny to judge anyone’s technique. Besides, Agatha was right there.

 

“Alright,” she said, handing Violet over carefully. “Be gentle. And no flourishes.”

 

“Got it,” Alice nodded solemnly, like she was accepting a sacred mission. She sat down with Violet cradled in her arms, the blanket draped across her lap like a sacred relic.

 

And then… the chaos began.

 

Alice stared down at the baby and blanket with the focus of someone defusing a bomb. She folded one corner over with great ceremony, then the other, but somehow that made the third corner go rogue. As she tried to tuck it under, Violet’s tiny fist shot out like a victorious gladiator. Alice paused. Adjusted. Re-folded. Violet kicked. The blanket unraveled with quiet defiance.

 

“It’s like she’s fighting me,” Alice muttered. “She’s so small. Why is she so strong?”

 

“Because she’s Agatha’s daughter,” Jen said from the armchair, grinning like a cat watching a puppy try to climb stairs. “You really thought this would be simple? That’s your first mistake.”

 

“I folded it, Jen. I folded everything!” Alice hissed under her breath, trying to restrain one squirming baby arm while the other flailed victoriously out of the blanket like it had discovered freedom. “Why does this feel like origami designed by Satan?”

 

Jen leaned in, arms folded. “Because you’re trying to wrap a baby like a spring roll.”

 

“I was almost done! She looked fine!”

 

“She looked like a doll a two-year-old had tried to dress,” Jen replied. « Are you two? »

 

Agatha finally took pity on the increasingly panicked Alice, who now had Violet resembling something between a half-wrapped gift and a very annoyed jellybean. With the smooth efficiency of a woman who had done this in the dark, one-handed, with a very enthusiastic boy singing about dinosaurs beside her, Agatha reached over and said, “Here, let me.”

 

And in about six seconds—and maybe a single flick of her wrist that defied physics—Violet was transformed into a perfectly swaddled baby burrito. Tiny fists tucked in. Blanket edges secure. No baby limbs waging rebellion.

 

“Behold,” Agatha murmured dryly, “the ancient art of not panicking.”

 

Alice blinked at the finished product, completely awestruck. “That’s sorcery. That’s actual witchcraft. I did the same thing and she looked like a sentient napkin. Or a mummy. How did you do that?”

 

Agatha gave a casual shrug, smoothing the edges of the blanket one final time with the air of someone adding a signature to a masterpiece. “Experience. And talent. Mostly talent.”

 

Alice groaned and flopped backward on the couch, arms out dramatically. “Well, fine. Take your perfect wife and mother points. I hope you choke on your competence.”

 

Agatha smirked. “Not likely. I chew it slowly. With wine.”

 

Jen laughed so hard she nearly fell off the arm of the chair. “God, I love when you two start to bicker. This is so much better than Netflix.”

 

Meanwhile, Violet snuggled into the warmth of the expertly folded blanket, letting out a contented sigh like a baby who knew she was in the hands of a pro.

 

“Just wait till bath time,” Agatha said lightly, bouncing Violet once on her arm.

 

Alice groaned. “Don’t you dare. I will drown myself in the baby tub before I attempt that.”

 

From the bed, Rio raised a hand. “Please do it somewhere that doesn’t ruin the swaddle. Agatha finally made it look like our child isn’t being sacrificed to the god of laundry.”

 

And just like that, the room erupted into a new round of bickering and laughter, while Agatha, queen of the swaddle and extraordinary chaos tamer, stood in the middle of it all—calm, smug, and holding a perfectly wrapped newborn like a trophy.

 

Alice let out an exaggerated sigh, crossing her arms. “Well, I guess I’ll never be the swaddling expert.” She shot Agatha a mock-glare, though her smile betrayed any real frustration. “Next time, I’m sticking to the snacks.”

 

Jen leaned over to Alice, whispering conspiratorially, “You know, if you ever need swaddling lessons, I think Agatha’s giving private sessions.”

 

Alice raised an eyebrow at Jen, an amused smile tugging at the corners of her lips. “I’d rather die. I give up. I’ll never be the burrito specialist.”

 

Agatha’s eyes sparkled with amusement, but she was careful to keep her focus on the baby in her arms. “You could also try diaper duty if you want to test your skills,” she teased, her voice light but filled with affection for her friends. “I’m sure Violet will appreciate it when she’s a little older.”

 

Alice snorted at that, shaking her head. “Oh, I think I’ll stick with the cookies and pastries, thanks. I’m good at those.”

 

“Snack Lady is a solid title.”

 


 

After her failed attempt at swaddling Violet, Alice, who had just been defeated by a blanket, was stating to feal a bit too confident in her ability to make herself comfortable. Without thinking, she flopped down onto the side of Rio’s bed, landing with a soft thud that made the mattress shift. But as soon as the bed moved, Rio, who had been dozing in a haze of tired joy, winced, her body tensing at the unexpected jolt.

 

Immediately, Agatha whipped around, her sharp eyes locking onto Alice with a glare that could melt steel. Her voice was a controlled, lethal calm—one that only came when she was this close to losing her patience. “For god’s sake, be careful, you bulldozer!” she snapped, the sharpness in her words causing everyone in the room to freeze. “A baby just passed through her body!”

 

Alice’s eyes widened in shock, and before she could even process what had happened, she felt like she’d just been struck by a bolt of lightning. She scrambled to her feet, practically flying off the bed as if she’d touched lava. Her hands flew up in surrender. “I-I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to—” she stammered, her face a shade of red that could rival the ripest apple.

 

Agatha stood tall, still holding Violet in her arms, her gaze unrelenting. “You almost knocked her out of bed!” she continued, her voice still tight with controlled frustration. “She’s not a mattress, Alice. Careful.”

 

Alice, still standing at the edge of the room, looked like she was trying to blend into the walls. Her usual boldness was replaced by sheepishness as she took a few slow, careful steps backward. “Okay, okay. Lesson learned.” She raised her hands defensively. “I’ll stay far, far away from the bed, I swear. I didn’t mean to make the queen of the bed flinch.”

 

Rio, who had been holding her breath for a moment after the sudden movement, now gave a soft chuckle, her smile a little tired but still warm. “It’s fine, Alice,” she reassured, though she did look a little bit sore from the jostling. “It’s just… you know… I’m a little fragile right now.”

 

Alice, looking entirely too guilty, turned back to Rio with a soft expression, patting her on the head instead. “I’m really sorry, Rio. I swear, I don’t know what came over me.” She bit her lip. “It’s just… the baby. She’s so tiny. I’m excited, okay? I promise I’ll be more careful. I can’t help it—I want to squish her and cuddle her and never let her go.”

 

Agatha shot Alice one last, pointed look, before her expression softened, though the edge of her concern was still present. “Just… next time, take a minute to think before launching yourself at a woman who just gave birth, alright?”

 

Alice nodded enthusiastically, her sheepishness giving way to a smile. “Got it. I’ll be as careful as a sloth on a soft pillow from now on. Promise.”

 

Rio laughed again, the sound light but genuine, and shook her head with fond exasperation. “You’re going to be the death of me, Al,” she said, her voice laced with amusement, though the affection in her eyes left no doubt that she’d already forgiven her best friend. “But I do appreciate the enthusiasm. Just… maybe tone it down a little next time? My spine would be forever grateful.”

 

Alice clutched at her chest in dramatic fashion, as if Rio had wounded her. “Tone it down?” she gasped. “What is this, censorship?” But then she caught Agatha’s eye and thought better of pushing her luck. She dropped the act with a sheepish grin. “Okay, okay. Consider it toned down,” she added, her tone playfully solemn as she tiptoed—literally—back to her seat. She sat down with exaggerated care, like someone testing thin ice, one hand bracing the edge of the chair as though it might explode beneath her.

 

Jen, who had been quietly observing the chaos with the calm of someone used to it, finally leaned forward, an amused glint in her eyes. She crossed her arms and looked over at Agatha with a teasing smirk. “Alright, alright, Agatha,” she said, her voice light with mock seriousness. “You’ve thoroughly lectured Alice. When do I get another turn to hold Violet? Or are you going to stand there all day hoarding her like some sort of mother dragon?”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow but couldn’t help the soft smile that tugged at her lips as she glanced down at the sleeping baby in her arms. “Well, I am a bit territorial,” she said, smoothing a fingertip along Violet’s tiny hand. “But I suppose the dragon can be bribed with tea.”

 

“Tea?” Jen echoed, rising with purpose. “Done. I’ll brew the entire pot myself if that gets me thirty seconds of cuddle time.”

 

Alice, who had been nursing her bruised ego in the safety of her seat, immediately perked up at Jen’s words. Her expression lit up like someone who’d just been handed a second chance at life. “Wait, yes! Me too. But carefully this time. Very carefully. Handle her like she’s made of spun sugar, Jen. And also—heads up—the mother bites.”

 

Jen gave her a sideways glance. “I’m not the one who almost knocked someone out of bed.”

 

“Don’t remind me,” Alice muttered.

 

Agatha sighed deeply. “Sometimes, I think my one-day-old baby is more mature than both of you.”

 

Jen made her way toward the teapot on the other side of the room, tossing a grin over her shoulder. “That’s a low bar, Harkness.”

 

Alice placed a hand on her chest. “Wow. Wounded. Betrayed. Undervalued. And still not trusted with the baby.”

 

Rio let out a soft laugh from the bed, rubbing at her temples, clearly both amused and exhausted. “Can someone please give Jen my baby before Alice spirals into a full tragedy?”

 

“I was born for tragedy,” Alice muttered under her breath. “But yes. Please. Give Jen a turn so I can re-earn my privileges via emotional redemption arc.”

 

Agatha rolled her eyes but stepped forward, moving with the sort of measured grace typically reserved for heart surgeons and bomb defusal experts. With all the solemnity of a priest delivering a sacred relic, she carefully placed Violet into Jen’s waiting arms, who accepted her like she was accepting the Holy Grail.

 

All sarcasm drained from Jen’s face in an instant. She stared down at Violet like the baby had just whispered the meaning of life to her in Morse code.

 

Alice leaned sideways toward Rio and whispered behind her hand, “I give it five seconds before she starts crying.”

 

Rio cracked one eye open. “Jen or the baby?”

 

“Honestly? Either. But if Jen starts crying, I’m taking pictures.”

 

Jen didn’t look up. “I heard that.”

 

“And I meant every word,” Alice said sweetly, hands folded like a choirgirl. Then she narrowed her eyes. “But I still say it’s the mother you have to watch out for.”

 

Agatha—now settling into the armchair with the air of someone who had narrowly survived a natural disaster—rubbed at her temple like the headache was forming putting her head in a church bell. “I should’ve known I was inviting chaos the moment I let you three exist in the same room at the same time.” She tilted her head toward Rio with a sigh. “And yes, Rio, I’m including you. Your’e literally encouraging them.”

 

“But it’s chaos with love,” Rio said softly, her eyes fluttering shut for a moment. “Don’t send them away just yet.”

 

Agatha looked at her, her expression softening again. “I wasn’t going to,” she said gently. “But I might confiscate Alice’s limbs if she launches herself at the bed again.”

 

Alice nodded in solemn agreement. “That’s fair.”

 

Jen was still enraptured, cradling Violet like she’d just won her in a raffle and was terrified someone would take her back. “She’s perfect,” she whispered, one finger brushing a wisp of dark hair on the baby’s head. “And she didn’t even bite me.”

 

“Yet,” Alice muttered ominously, arms crossed like she was preparing for a courtroom trial. “I told you. That kid is pure power. She’s just playing nice now. Lulling you into a false sense of security.”

 

“She’s one and a half day old,” Jen said.

 

“Exactly. Prime manipulation age.”

 

« She doesn’t have teeth! »

 

Agatha shot Alice a look that could’ve sterilized a room. “Alice, if you say one more thing about my daughter’s alleged criminal tendencies, I will glue your shoes to the ceiling.”

 

Alice raised her hands in surrender. “Okay, okay. I’m done. I love the tiny overlord, I swear.” She paused, then added with a small voice, “Just maybe don’t let her near mirrors until she’s ten. You know. In case she’s already haunted.”

 

Agatha didn’t even respond. She just closed her eyes and inhaled deeply through her nose like she was grounding herself in another dimension.

 

“I think Agatha’s ascending,” Rio said faintly, watching her wife with a soft, amused smile. “Or dissociating. Hard to tell.”

 

“She’s disasscending,” Alice whispered. “That’s when your soul just politely leaves the room through the floorboards.”

 

Agatha reopened one eye, expression flat. “Alice.”

 

“Yes?”

 

“At the risk of repeating myself, if you ever dive-bomb the bed again like an excitable cocker spaniel, I will personally confiscate your limbs. Not violently. Just… efficiently.”

 

Alice pressed a hand to her heart and nodded solemnly. “That’s fair. Honestly, I was out of line. I got overwhelmed by the baby’s cheek-to-face ratio. It won’t happen again.”

 

“Good,” Agatha said, leaning her head back against the chair. “Because I really don’t want to explain to security why someone left this hospital in pieces.”

 

Alice snorted a quiet laugh, eyes already drifting closed again. “This is the most love I’ve ever felt while being threatened with dismemberment.”

 

“That’s the Agatha Harkness brand,” Jen said, smiling down at Violet. “Tough love. Heavy on the tough. And occasionally carrying a flamethrower.”

 

“Don’t tempt her,” Alice whispered.

 

But Jen, not one to pass up an opportunity for a dramatic performance, began telling Violet a story in her arms, her voice rising and falling with exaggerated tones, punctuated by wild one-armed gestures. Her hand flailed about like she was conducting an orchestra, and the story quickly grew louder and more animated with every passing second.

 

“And then,” Jen said, her voice dipping to a dramatic whisper, “the dragon swooped down from the sky, its scales glittering in the moonlight—” She threw her arm out wide, mimicking the dragon’s wings, nearly knocking over the stack of magazines on the bedside table.

 

Violet, understandably alarmed by the sudden audio-visual assault, let out a tiny, indignant squeak that bloomed into a full-bodied wail. Her tiny fists clenched, her eyes went wide, and her entire existence radiated one singular message: What the hell was that?

.

Rio winced, her face tightening at the sharp sound. “Jen, please,” she murmured, her voice still hoarse from the delivery. “Inside voice. She’s, like, tiny tiny. And I’m… very exhausted. Possibly dying.”

 

Jen froze mid-dragon, eyes flicking down to the squirming baby in her arms like she’d just realized she’d been yelling tales at a sleeping kitten. “Oh. Oh no. Sorry—sorry, little one. And sorry, slightly larger one,” she added quickly, glancing at Rio with an exaggerated grimace of shame. “I got carried away by the narrative arc.”

 

Agatha, who had been silently observing the entire performance from the armchair like a very tired goddess watching mortals bumble around with fire, finally spoke. “Jen,” she said calmly, though her tone carried the weight of centuries. “She wasn’t kidding. There is a very tiny human in this room. And a very exhausted one who literally pushed said human out of her body less than two days ago.”

 

Jen’s posture straightened like she was at military inspection. “Right. Yep. Quiet mode activated.” She gave a sheepish salute, then carefully readjusted Violet into a gentler, less bouncy cradle in her arms.

 

Across the room, Alice raised both hands like she was being held at wand-point. “Noted,” she declared with great seriousness. “From this moment on, we shall speak in reverent whispers and only move in slow, graceful swan-like motions.”

 

Her voice, of course, was still twice as loud as it needed to be.

 

Agatha turned toward the ceiling with a slow inhale, pinching the bridge of her nose like she was summoning the patience of saints past and present. “Why do I even try?” she murmured.

 

But the corner of her mouth twitched upward, betraying the smile she was pretending not to have.

 

Rio, now half-asleep again, mumbled from the bed, “Because you love us and you’re stuck with us.”

 

“Unfortunately,” Agatha said, but her voice had gone soft, affection blooming through her exasperation.

 

Jen leaned over slightly, peeking at Violet, who had miraculously returned to her peaceful, blinking state. “Okay, baby. Round two. Once upon a time—very quietly—there was a dragon who learned to whisper. And there was a princess…”

 

Violet blinked. Then hiccupped.

 

Alice gasped. “She likes it! She hiccupped in approval!”

 

“I think she’s threatening us,” Agatha muttered.

 

“And I respect that,” Jen whispered solemnly.

 

Agatha’s gaze softened as she watched Jen gradually shift into a gentler, more delicate version of herself—something rare and faintly magical, like spotting a unicorn at a rock concert. Violet’s tiny eyes, once startled wide, had relaxed into a slow blink, her little fists uncurling as the chaos of the room settled into a more manageable hum. The baby blinked again, this time less like someone fighting for their life and more like someone considering a nap.

 

Across the room, Rio stirred against the pillows, her eyelids fluttering open just enough to spot Agatha. Her lips curled into a lopsided smile, sleep clinging to her face like static. “Maybe we should just let them have their fun,” she murmured, her voice a whisper thick with exhaustion. “They’re not completely destroying the place.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, tightening her hold on Nicky, who had climbed unceremoniously onto her lap and was now happily and quietly playing with Blue and Yellow Dragon. “They’re fun,” she agreed, her voice low and dry, “but they’re fun like a marching band in a library.”

 

“Or a circus in a church,” Rio added, her smile widening as she adjusted her position and winced slightly. “But, let’s be real… we’re going to need a lifetime supply of that brand of chaos.”

 

Agatha’s lips twitched as she exhaled slowly, brushing a hand gently through Nicky’s curls. “God help me,” she muttered under her breath, though her eyes lingered on her wife.

 

Meanwhile, Jen was fully immersed in her theatrical comeback, crouched slightly like she was about to spring into action. She held Violet like a precious heirloom and spoke in a voice so high-pitched it could probably communicate with bats. “And then, the brave princess drew her magical sword—not for battle, but for justice and snacks!”

 

Violet blinked once. Then hiccupped. Then blinked again.

 

Agatha turned to Alice, who had doubled over with barely-contained laughter, her hand clamped over her mouth so tightly it looked like she was trying to prevent a demon from escaping.

 

“Alice,” Agatha said without turning her head fully, her voice no louder than a sigh, but packed with centuries’ worth of menace and maternal fury, “if you laugh and encourage her, I will personally throw you out that window.”

 

Alice nodded rapidly, tears in her eyes from the effort of staying quiet, despite the hundredth threat against her physical integrity that day. Then she broke into a series of muffled giggles that sounded like a duck being strangled. “I—I’m sorry,” she wheezed, her voice a pitch higher than normal. “It’s just… look at her! She’s baby whisperer. With a sword.”

 

“I’m right here,” Jen stage-whispered dramatically, “and I accept that title.”

 

Agatha let her head fall back against the headboard, her eyes closing as she pinched the bridge of her nose like she was praying to the gods of patience and caffeine. “You’re all impossible,” she muttered.

 

Nicky paused his own dragon reenactment long enough to chirp, “Jen’s funny,” which only fueled the chaos further.

 

“I rest my case,” Agatha sighed.

 

Rio, watching the whole scene with a tired but deeply content expression, reached out across the bed and slid her fingers over Agatha’s hand. She gave it a squeeze, her thumb brushing softly against her wife’s knuckles. “I love them,” she whispered.

 

Agatha opened her eyes again, her expression shifting as she looked at her wife—so pale, so exhausted, and still managing to glow somehow. She squeezed back, her voice barely audible and full of tenderness. “I know. So do I.”

 

There was a beat of peace then, a brief pause in the madness, like the moment between thunderclaps. Jen had gone still, Violet was almost asleep again, and even Alice had momentarily forgotten how to laugh.

 

Until Nicky let out a sudden, triumphant yell, raising Blue Dragon high above his head, almost knocking Agatha out: “SWORD!” and everyone in the room jumped.

 

Jen blinked at him, grinning. “You see? He gets it. It’s a metaphor.

 

Agatha looked down at Nicky, deadpan. “If you yell ‘sword’ again, you’re sleeping in Jen and Alice’s apartment.”

 

Alice raised both hands. “We don’t even have a bed frame. But we’ll take him.”

 

Rio laughed—weak but genuine—and let her eyes drift shut again. “You’re all insane,” she murmured. “But no, I’m keeping him right here, thank you very much.”

 

“And yet, here we are,” Agatha replied, brushing her thumb gently across Rio’s knuckles. “This is what home looks like now.”

 

But as the story wound down—somewhere between the magical sword and the princess adopting the dragon as her slightly problematic pet—the room gradually settled into a familiar state of comfortable chaos. Violet had dozed off in Jen’s arms, her little chest rising and falling in the rhythm of pure, milk-drunk peace. The atmosphere was warm and soft, despite the debris of makeshift toys and snack wrappers littering the nearby table like the aftermath of a birthday party planned by sleep-deprived gremlins.

 

Alice, however, was anything but settled.

 

She leaned in again—again—edging far too close to Rio’s side with all the grace and spatial awareness of an excited raccoon. Her eyes were locked on Violet with an expression of reverent obsession, her fingers twitching like she was about to steal a holy relic. She was practically hanging over the bed now, her knee pressing into the mattress, her entire torso arched above Rio like a very enthusiastic gargoyle.

 

Rio, flattened slightly under the sheer presence of Alice, blinked up with the resigned expression of someone being steamrolled by love and poor boundaries. “Alice,” she mumbled, “your elbow is in my kidney.”

 

“Shhh,” Alice whispered, eyes gleaming. “She’s smiling in her sleep, Rio. It’s illegal to look away.”

 

But Agatha had had enough.

 

In one fluid motion, she stood from her seat and walked up behind Alice, her presence looming in a way that made the air feel heavier. Without a word, she came to stand behind Alice, her height giving her a natural advantage in intimidation. Then, very calmly, very deliberately, she placed one hand on Alice’s shoulder—her fingers pressing down with the kind of weight that didn’t hurt, but definitely had the potential to. Her touch said: I am not mad yet. But I could be.

 

“Alice,” Agatha began, in a voice so smooth and composed it could’ve been mistaken for affectionate, if not for the lethal undercurrent humming just beneath the surface, “you’re a godmother now. That’s a big deal.”

 

Alice smiled slowly, cautiously, like a woman sensing she was walking into a trap.

 

Agatha leaned in, lowering her voice just enough to make every syllable more menacing. “If you injure my wife with your overexcited hovering, I will take that title back so fast your head will spin off your neck like a cursed carousel horse. Do you understand?”

 

Alice froze. Fully, completely froze. One could almost hear the Windows error sound playing inside her head.

 

She turned her neck with the same speed one might use to face an angry bear mid-hibernation. “…Yes, ma’am,” she squeaked, her voice cracking slightly as she took a sharp step backward, both hands raised in exaggerated surrender like a cartoon burglar. “Nobody touch the not-pregnant-anymore lady. Got it. Message received. Loud and clear.”

 

Jen raised an eyebrow, not even pretending to hide her amusement. “Damn,” she muttered to Alice under her breath, “she’s always been scary, but this is, like… upgraded scary. Deluxe package. Witch-Queen of Vengeance level.”

 

Alice nodded slowly, visibly recalculating all her life choices. “I breathed near Rio and she summoned God Mode. I’m never leaning again.”

 

“She’s got that new-mom energy again,” Jen whispered with a note of admiration. “You can’t mess with that. It’s basically a superpower.”

 

“She didn’t even blink,” Alice whispered back, wide-eyed. “I think her hand got heavier the longer I stood there.”

 

Rio, now mercifully free from Alice’s weight, snorted softly from the bed. “Honestly, I’d let her threaten you more often if it gets you off my ribs.”

 

Agatha shot her a look—dry, deadpan, vaguely fond. “Don’t encourage her. Or I’ll start charging per threat.”

 

“You wouldn’t,” Alice gasped.

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, her hand finally leaving Alice’s shoulder as she crossed her arms and leveled her with a look that could turn water to wine—or just vaporize the wine entirely.

 

Alice blinked. “You absolutely would.”

 

Jen chuckled as she gently shifted Violet, her voice low. “We’ve seen her bargain with overly-caffeinated sleep-deprived students, Alice. You’re lucky she didn’t invoice you for the elbow incident.”

 

Agatha said nothing. Just stood there with the kind of composure that screamed: Try me again. I dare you.

 

Alice backed away another full step for good measure.

 

“Right,” she muttered, “I’m gonna go sit over there. In that chair. Very far away. And look respectfully.”

 

“Excellent choice,” Agatha replied, not even smiling.

 

Rio, watching from the bed with a lazy grin, reached for Agatha’s hand and tugged her back down beside her. “Remind me to stay on your good side for the rest of my life.”

 

Agatha’s face finally softened as she looked at her wife. “You’re always on my good side, darling.”

 

“I’m pretty sure your good side could still hex a man into a tree,” Rio mumbled, half-asleep again.

 

“Only if he deserves it.”

 

“They always do.”

 

Then Agatha turned slowly, deliberately, back to a now thoroughly sheepish Alice. The weight of that stare alone could’ve turned a lesser mortal to stone. Alice, to her credit, only flinched a little.

 

“I’ll let it slide this time,” Agatha said, voice still sharp enough to slice bread, but now laced with just the faintest hint of fondness—like she was addressing a particularly irritating but beloved cat. “But next time?” She tilted her head slightly, eyes narrowing. “There won’t be a warning. I will simply… act. Swiftly. Efficiently. Maybe dramatically. Who’s to say?”

 

Alice nodded quickly, swallowing any protest that might have been brewing in her throat. “Got it. Total respect,” she said, hands raised in mock surrender again. “No one touches the queen. Queen has full sovereignty. Piss off the queen’s wife, perish.”

 

Jen snorted from the other side of the room, nearly choking on a sip of her coffee. “You were practically crawling into the bed, Alice.”

 

“I got excited! She’s tiny and soft and smells like heaven! I blacked out!” Alice whisper-yelled back.

 

“Yeah, and you almost used Rio as a human beach chair,” Jen muttered, rolling her eyes.

 

Agatha, amused now in that way only a woman with all the power and none of the patience could be, raised an eyebrow. “You know, I do admire your enthusiasm. If only it weren’t so… threatening to my wife’s internal organs.

 

Alice looked appropriately ashamed. “In my defense, her ribs are in prime leaning territory.

 

“Those ribs were occupied by a second human not forty-eight hours ago,” Agatha said flatly, her tone implying she’d win this argument and rewrite the laws of physics if necessary.

 

With her point made and the dramatics thoroughly delivered, Agatha turned gracefully back toward Rio. As she passed, Jen handed Violet back over, the baby making a soft, sleepy noise as she nestled into Agatha’s arms like she knew precisely whose aura radiated the highest level of maternal dominance in the room.

 

Agatha returned to Rio’s side like a queen to her throne—precisely, calmly, and with the satisfaction of someone who had just re-established order in her kingdom. She let one hand drift down to brush gently over Rio’s arm, her thumb sweeping in small, protective circles.

“Well, since I’ve got full compliance now,” Agatha said, her tone softening as she returned to her usual gentle side, “I’ll allow you both to hold her a little more. But only if you’re careful.”

 

Jen and Alice exchanged a glance, both looking more than eager to hold the tiny baby a few minutes more. It was clear they were both a little more mindful now, their excitement tempered by Agatha’s subtle but undeniable threat.

 

“We will cradle her like she is the Crown Jewels,” Jen vowed solemnly.

 

“Not good enough,” Agatha said. “The Crown Jewels don’t coo at me.”

 

« Baby Jesus, then. »

 

« Much better. »

 

Alice clutched her chest. “If this baby ever starts crying, I’m throwing myself out the window and apologizing on the way down.”

 

“Do it quietly,” Agatha replied, not missing a beat.

 

Jen and Alice exchanged a glance, clearly vibrating with excitement but now operating with the quiet coordination of nurses in a sacred ward. Violet remained nestled with Agatha for a moment longer before she gently passed the baby back to Jen, who received her like a holy relic.

 

Meanwhile, Rio had been watching the whole scene unfold from her cozy cocoon of pillows, a lazy but distinctly smug smile curling on her lips. She looked up at her wife, eyes twinkling despite the dark circles under them.

 

“You’re such a protective mama, love,” she murmured, voice hoarse but fond. “It’s hot.”

 

Agatha’s gaze snapped to hers immediately—like a predator catching movement in the woods. Her entire demeanor shifted from poised to predatory goddess in one heartbeat. The hand still resting on Rio’s arm moved upward to brush her cheek, her fingers pushing a few damp strands of hair behind her ear.

 

“Oh, is it?” Agatha murmured, her voice suddenly much lower. Dangerous. Delicious. “Are we flirting in front of the baby?”

 

“We have two babies in the room,” Jen said from across the room, bouncing Violet gently and pointing at Nicky, now absorbed in his book. « Actually three. Two literal and one metaphorical. And I refuse to be the metaphor.”

 

Alice gagged. “Please. Don’t make out while I’m holding your baby. Or worse, make a third baby while I’m in the room.”

 

“We are not making a third baby,” Rio muttered, eyes closed now, hand over her forehead. “God, I just finished making the second one. Give me a snack and a nap before you start plotting again.”

 

Agatha chuckled, a rare, quiet sound as she leaned down to press a kiss to Rio’s temple. “For the record,” she whispered just loud enough for Rio to hear, “I’d burn down a kingdom for you. Or even just, say, a mildly annoying English department and few people in it. I’ve got a list.”

 

“What’s on the list?” Rio asked sleepily.

 

“The dean. No actually, I like that man. The neighbor who mows his lawn at 6am on Sundays. Anyone who doesn’t use the Oxford comma. And—” Agatha glanced up, eyes gleaming— “whoever designed the university’s payroll website.”

 

Rio smiled sleepily. “You say the most romantic things.” She sighed deeply, sitting straighter. “I married you for your sexy spreadsheets, but I’m staying for the vengeance.”

 

Alice groaned again, louder this time. “This is scandalous. This is filth. This is romantic treason. And it’s turning me on, and I hate that for me.”

 

Jen sipped her coffee, unfazed. “Honestly, same. But I’d still die for this baby.”

 

“Same,” Alice said.

 

“Same,” Agatha added without missing a beat, though her hand was still tangled in Rio’s hair.

 

“Same,” Rio murmured from under her arm. “But also? Snack. Please. Like. Immediately.”

 

And then, from the corner of the room, a small but pointed voice piped up:

 

“And me too,” said Nicky, his eyes wide over the top of his picture book. He was, very clearly, absorbing everything.

 

All four women froze.

 

“Oh God,” Jen whispered. “He’s been downloading this like a sponge.”

 

“Agatha,” Rio hissed, sitting up half an inch. “You corrupted the baby.”

 

“I corrupted you, darling,” Agatha said smoothly, adjusting the blanket over her wife’s legs. “He just inherited your inability to mind his own business.”

 

“I love it here,” Alice said with a tear in her eye.

 

“I fear it,” Jen muttered.

 

“We thrive,” Rio said, reaching lazily for Agatha’s hand. “Now someone get me that grilled cheese before I do make a third baby out of spite.”

 

And Agatha stood up immediately.

 

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Chapter 5: Dragonlings

Notes:

One beast (literally) of a chapter for absolutely no reason but cuteness...

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The hospital room had never truly returned to peace after Jen and Alice stormed through the door—how could it? Quiet was no match for the twin tornadoes of chaotic affection and unfiltered enthusiasm that were Rio’s best friends. They entered like they owned the place, bringing coffee, laughter, and an entire extra layer of noise that the maternity ward had not consented to but was now fully immersed in.

 

Jen, tall and perpetually caffeinated, had immediately declared herself Violet’s fairy godmother and begun planning her university scholarship fund and her band debut, while Alice, glitter eyeliner still somehow intact from the night before, hovered between near-tears and shrieking joy every time the baby so much as twitched. Violet, naturally, slept through all of it with the disdainful serenity of a queen unbothered by the clamor of her subjects. She was curled in Agatha’s arms like a secret, a tiny bundle of perfect stillness amid the chaos.

 

Meanwhile, Nicky—who had clearly sensed the energy shift and taken it as an invitation for full theatrical performance—was bouncing between the two women like a sugar-powered pinball. He narrated Violet’s birth like it had been a Marvel origin story, complete with dramatic reenactments and sound effects, even if he had not been there.

 

“And then! She SHRIEKED! Like this—AAAHHHHHH—and Yellow Dragon ran away to tell me everything! I think she has powers,” he whispered conspiratorially to Alice, who gasped like she was being told state secrets. “Nighttime birth powers.”

 

“Of course she does,” Jen said solemnly, adjusting her grip on her coffee like it was a scepter. “She’s your Mama’s daughter. She probably has a built-in glare that melts metal.”

 

“And Mom’s!” Nicky added quickly, proud. “That means she’s super good at things and will definitely build a robot to protect me when I’m in middle school.”

 

From her cocoon of pillows, Rio let out a slow, fond laugh, eyes fluttering closed as she basked in the golden late afternoon light filtering through the curtains. The sun had shifted angles with the end of the afternoon, now bathing everything in that impossibly soft, honeyed glow that made the white hospital walls look almost inviting. Her face, pale and a little drawn from exhaustion, was still radiant in its own quiet way—serene, content, and deeply proud.

 

Agatha sat beside her, calm amidst the whirlwind. One hand cradled iolet; the other rested lightly on the bed, close enough for Rio to reach. Her normally polished exterior—designer blouse, swept-back hair, that don’t-mess-with-me posture—had softened around the edges. The elegance was still there, but now it shimmered with something warmer, gentler. A kind of awe.

 

She wasn’t looking at the others. Not right now. Her entire gaze was on the tiny baby pressed against her chest, like the world had shrunk down to just this one heartbeat beneath her hand.

 

“You okay?” she murmured quietly to Rio, low enough that only her wife could hear.

 

Rio nodded slowly, her eyelids half-lowered. “Happy. Tired. Kind of want a donut.”

 

Agatha smiled. “I’ll get you one. A dozen if you want. With the weird sprinkles you like.”

 

“Love of my life,” Rio whispered.

 

Jen and Alice were now building a “baby prophecy” board on the whiteboard by the sink using stolen pens and Nicky’s assistance. There was an elaborate timeline forming, complete with doodles of a tiny violin, a crown, and what suspiciously resembled a laser cannon.

 

“She’ll lead a band by age five,” Jen was saying.

 

“Rule the school by seven,” Alice added.

 

“She’ll probably overthrow a small principality by ten,” Jen finished.

 

“You guys are deranged,” Agatha said dryly, though she didn’t look away from Violet.

 

“And yet,” Rio mumbled from her pillows, “they’re not wrong.”

 

From his perch by the foot of the bed, Nicky beamed. “We’re gonna be so cool.”

 

Agatha finally looked up and met Rio’s eyes again. The smallest, softest smile touched her lips.

 

“We already are,” she said.

 

Then Alice suddenly gasped—a sound so exaggerated it could’ve been pulled straight from a soap opera death scene. The whole room froze. Even Nicky paused mid-sentence, one hand still in the air from describing Violet’s “cosmic fire cry.”

 

All eyes snapped to her as she clutched her chest with both hands like she had just been struck by divine inspiration—or a minor heart attack.

 

“Oh my god,” she said, voice quivering with urgency. “I almost forgot.

 

She spun dramatically on her heel, her oversized sweater swishing behind her like a cape, and dove for her bag—a monstrous red tote so covered in pins, patches, and dangling keychains it could’ve qualified as a traveling art installation.

 

“No, no, no,” she muttered, practically elbow-deep in tote chaos. “Where is it… Where are they? You two are not ready. Humanity is not ready.”

 

Jen, entirely unbothered, sipped her coffee with the air of someone who had seen this play before. “Brace yourself,” she said to Agatha with a knowing nudge. “This is about to get weird. Possibly illegal. Definitely cute.”

 

Agatha glanced down at Violet, still snoozing like royalty on her shoulder, and sighed. “Define weird,” she said warily. “On a scale from ‘tattooed bibs’ to ‘homemade electric rocking chair powered by rage and Red Bull,’ where are we landing?”

 

Alice made a triumphant noise that sounded vaguely like a war cry.

 

“BEHOLD!” she bellowed, spinning back around like a magician at the grand finale of her act.

 

From the depths of the red tote, she produced two small bundles of fabric—green and purple, soft and glittering faintly in the golden light from the window. With a flourish that would’ve made a Vegas showgirl weep with pride, she unfurled them mid-air like flags declaring war on minimalism.

 

The room went dead silent.

 

Jen blinked. Rio tilted her head slowly. Agatha squinted, as if trying to determine whether the items were garments or props in a children’s fantasy film.

 

Then—

 

“Are those—” Rio started.

 

“They’re dragon costumes,” Alice said proudly, practically vibrating. “One for Violet. One for Nicky. Matching. In your colors. Because obviously. You’re scary, Agatha. Rio is… whatever flavor of chaos she is. And your children deserve nothing less than to be mythical creatures with coordinating outfits. I am, frankly, shocked it took me this long.”

 

Agatha blinked once. Then again. “I—don’t know whether to thank you or ask if this violates child protection laws.”

 

“I love them,” Rio said at the same time, her voice warm with laughter. “Oh my god, they even have wings.

 

“And glitter horns!” Alice chimed in. “They light up if you press the button on the inside! Jen added that part because she’s a scientific genius and possibly a little bit cursed.”

 

“I am cursed,” Jen muttered into her coffee. “With style.”

 

“Oh my god,” Rio said, grinning ear to ear. “That’s so cute.”

 

Nicky let out a squeal so high-pitched the glass of water on the side table trembled. “DRAGONS?! Are we going to be dragons?! Violet’s gonna be a BABY DRAGON?!”

 

“You are dragons,” Alice confirmed solemnly, kneeling before him like she was knighting him into an elite club. “You and your sister are the ancient guardians of bedtime snacks and glitter. The prophecy is real.”

 

“THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE,” Nicky announced to the room.

 

Agatha gave Jen a sideways look. “Do you people ever bring a normal gift?”

 

Jen shrugged. “You married into this. No refunds.”

 

Rio leaned into Agatha’s side, grinning despite her exhaustion. “C’mon. Admit it. You’re going to cry when you see them in it.”

 

“I do not cry,” Agatha said with her nose in the air. “I merely experience localized emotional turbulence.”

 

Jen smirked. “Localized, huh?”

 

“Localized entirely to my tear ducts and only under extreme baby-dragon-related circumstances,” Agatha muttered, already pulling Violet a little closer like she was mentally sizing her up for the costume.

 

From his corner, Nicky had already begun spinning in a circle, arms outstretched like wings, chanting: “Dragon powers! Dragon powers!”

 

Jen stepped forward with a grin so smug it could’ve been framed, the unmistakable pride of someone about to show off a masterpiece. “We made sure they match,” she said, nudging Alice with her elbow like a proud co-conspirator. “Baby dragon and big dragon. Violet gets the teeny one, obviously. Look at the tail—it wiggles.

 

She said it like that was the punchline to a cosmic joke, but she wasn’t wrong.

 

Alice lifted the newborn-sized costume delicately, with reverence usually reserved for sacred relics or fresh pastries. It was impossibly tiny, all soft lavender and pastel purple scales stitched into fleece, with green felt wings that folded daintily over the back. A little hood flopped over like a sleepy lizard head, complete with closed dragon eyes stitched in thread and two shimmering golden horns poking out the top like a crown for the tiniest queen of chaos.

 

Jen held up the matching one made for Nicky—same design, same flair, but bolder. His version shimmered with deeper greens and rich purples, the colors inverted from Violet’s like a mirrored spell. The wings were sturdier, too, clearly designed with one extremely energetic child in mind. There was even a secret pocket, because of course there was.

 

Agatha, who had never been known to dish out praise for any eccentric gift (not even the time Alice gave them all mugs shaped like Shakespeare’s head), stared at the costumes in stunned silence. Her lips twitched once. Then, with no warning, she actually laughed—a soft, surprised sound that made Jen do a double take and Alice nearly trip over her own boots.

 

“Okay,” Agatha said slowly, reaching out to touch the fabric with one hand while keeping the other cradled protectively around Violet. “I have to admit. That’s… adorable.”

 

Nicky’s shriek of joy was so sudden and piercing it startled everyone, including the baby—who stirred briefly before settling again against Agatha’s chest. He had launched himself off the chair like a rocket, landing half on Jen’s feet in his enthusiasm.

 

“Is that really for me?!” he gasped, practically vibrating with excitement. “Is it mine? For real?!

 

“And for your baby sister,” Alice said grandly, holding up Violet’s costume like she was presenting a newborn heir to the throne. “So the two of you can match, conquer kingdoms, and demand snacks in unison. Preferably while roaring.”

 

“I LOVE IT!” Nicky shouted, his voice cracking from sheer volume. “We’re gonna be DRAGONS! Can I wear it now? Mama, please, can I wear it now? Violet can wear hers too, right? We can be dragons together! We can fly! Right now, right now? Pretty pleeeease?!”

 

He was already bouncing on his toes, flapping his arms like wings in a desperate attempt to take flight through sheer willpower. His curls bounced with him, and his socks squeaked slightly against the hospital floor as he spun in a fast, slightly wobbly circle. His cheeks were flushed, his grin was enormous, and the joy rolling off him was so pure it could’ve powered the whole city for a week.

 

Agatha tried to hold firm, to stay the composed adult in the room, but her resolve cracked with every second of Nicky’s flailing enthusiasm.

 

“Sweetheart, we can’t exactly dress the baby right now—” she started gently, but Nicky was already hugging the bigger costume to his chest like a priceless treasure.

 

From the hospital bed, Rio watched it all unfold with a slow, blissful smile that stretched across her tired face. Her body ached in places she hadn’t known existed, her hair was a soft mess now, and she was fairly certain she could fall asleep mid-breath—but none of that mattered. Nicky’s joy, his wide-open heart and the glittering light in his eyes, was everything. It was the best kind of medicine. It was him.

 

She let out a hoarse, sleepy laugh, warm and full of awe. “He’s gonna wear it until it falls apart.”

 

“Yup,” Jen said proudly. “And that’s why we reinforced the tail.”

 

“Just… no dragon battles near the IV stand,” Agatha said, already resigning herself to the chaos. “And if you fly out the window, I am not chasing you.”

 

Nicky beamed up at her, already halfway into the costume. “You don’t have to, Mama. I’ll circle back for you! But Vivi has to wears hers too !”

 

Rio reached out, her fingers curling gently around Nicky’s little hand as she tugged him closer to the bed. He clambered up with practiced ease, all knees and enthusiasm, but settled immediately when she brushed the hair back from his forehead with the tenderness only a mother could muster.

 

“Baby,” she murmured softly, her voice still husky from exhaustion but steady with love, “she’s asleep.”

 

Nicky’s face fell just slightly, disappointment flickering across his wide eyes.

 

“But,” Rio added quickly, giving his hand a squeeze, “yes. One day very, very soon, the two of you will be the scariest dragons this hospital has ever seen. The walls will shake. Nurses will run. Dragons will reign.”

 

Nicky’s eyes lit back up, his grin reappearing like the sun through clouds. “Really?” he whispered, glancing at his sister with awe. “We’ll be a dragon team?”

 

“The fiercest,” Rio said, nodding solemnly. “Your fire will be legendary.”

 

Still, Nicky’s gaze flicked back to Violet. His voice dropped again to a hopeful whisper. “Can we still put hers on just for a minute? Just real quick? She won’t even know! I promise I’ll be super gentle—like a feather. Like a sleepy feather.”

 

And then he turned to Agatha and deployed his most lethal weapon: the look. That signature Nicky expression with eyes big and glossy, chin slightly tucked out, lower lip pushed out just enough to tremble—equal parts angel and master manipulator.

 

Agatha faltered instantly.

 

She looked down at Violet, still sleeping soundly in her arms, the little one’s face relaxed, mouth slightly open, a single hand curled up near her cheek like she’d fallen asleep mid-thought. Agatha sighed.

 

“She just fell asleep,” she began, careful, already bracing for the incoming campaign.

 

“She’s got that newborn sleep, though,” Alice interjected, leaning forward with all the enthusiasm of a lawyer who knew she had the better case. “You know—deep, magical coma sleep. Practically unshakable. A marching band couldn’t wake her.”

 

“You are not a marching band,” Agatha said without even looking up.

 

“Nope,” Alice agreed. “But I am extremely gentle. Scout’s honor.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow. “You were never a scout.”

 

“Okay, then… guitar band honor.”

 

Jen snorted. “I think that’s the opposite of a scout, actually.”

 

“Hey, we’re deeply loyal and we carry snacks,” Alice defended. “We’re basically music elves.”

 

Agatha sighed again, the exasperation real, but the corners of her mouth were giving her away—curling upward in that reluctant, fond smile she always tried to hide when Alice was being ridiculous.

 

“Alright,” she relented, shifting Violet ever so slightly in her arms, “but only for a minute. And if anyone knocks over so much as a crinkle of tissue paper, or if I see one wrinkle on that baby’s forehead, you’re all banned from baby privileges for a month. A month, Alice.”

 

Alice immediately snapped into a salute, face solemn. “Yes, ma’am.”

 

Jen mimed crossing her heart. “Swear on our amplifiers.”

 

Nicky squealed softly and started bouncing in place, careful not to jiggle the bed but vibrating with excitement like he might take off any second.

 

“I’ll be quiet! I’ll be gentle! I’ll help! I’ll hold her tail if it needs adjusting!” he whispered in a rush, already half-dressed in enthusiasm alone.

 

Rio leaned her head back on the pillows, watching her son bounce like a happy spring, her wife trying to look stern and failing miserably, and her newborn baby somehow napping through all of it like a seasoned professional.

 

It was chaos. It was loud. It was deeply strange.

 

And it was hers.

 

“We gave birth to little dragons, my love,” Rio murmured, her voice threaded with fondness and soft amusement as she watched the flurry of activity around the room. “One each.”

 

Agatha let out a quiet snort of laughter and leaned down to press a kiss to Rio’s temple. “One chaos-born sunbeam,” she whispered, letting her lips drift across Rio’s cheek with the gentlest brush of affection, “and one sleepy little hatchling.”

 

Rio tilted her head just enough to meet Agatha’s mouth, and their kiss was slow and tender, a grounding press of love that said, We did this. Together. When they pulled apart, Agatha kept her forehead resting against Rio’s, lingering in the quiet moment.

 

Then, softly, Agatha rose and transferred Violet—still snoozing in her tight little blanket burrito—into Rio’s arms. Rio cradled her instinctively, adjusting her hold with care even though Violet hadn’t stirred at all. The baby’s cheek rested against her mother’s chest, mouth parted in a perfect sleepy pout, the tiniest dragon in the world.

 

Agatha crouched down beside Nicky next, the dragon costume bunched under her arm and reached for her son—who was now vibrating at a level only visible to bees and small rodents. He bounced on the balls of his feet like he was physically incapable of standing still, and his curls were fluffed into a storm cloud from all his wiggling. His shirt had ridden up during the commotion, revealing a sliver of soft belly that only added to his general chaos gremlin aesthetic.

 

“All right, little beast,” Agatha said with a mock-serious tone, her smile betraying her affection, “let’s suit you up.”

 

The child giggled like he’d just been given permission to breathe fire. He held out his arms dramatically, wiggling his fingers with anticipation as Agatha guided the soft green costume up his body. The fabric rustled as she slipped his arms through the sleeves and zipped the front up with gentle fingers. The moment the zipper clicked into place, he went stock-still—a miracle in itself—as if preparing for his grand transformation.

 

Agatha reached up and pulled the green hood over his curls, adjusting the floppy golden felt horns until they sat just right atop his bouncing mop of hair. She took a step back, placed her hands on his little shoulders, and looked at him.

 

“Oh, Nicky,” she whispered, not bothering to hide the way her heart clenched. “You look very fierce, big dragon.”

 

“RAWR!” he shouted triumphantly, puffing out his chest and flexing his arms like a lizard warrior posing for battle.

 

Jen applauded dramatically from the other side of the room. Alice pretended to faint in fear, collapsing onto a chair with a gasp. “Too powerful!” she cried. “We’re doomed!”

 

“Tail check?” Agatha asked with a grin.

 

Without hesitation, Nicky spun in a dizzying circle, nearly toppling over as the purple tail of his costume flailed behind him like a delighted puppy. He stumbled slightly, caught his balance, and threw both arms in the air. “CHECK!”

 

Laughter echoed through the room, soft and warm and full of light. Agatha scooped him into a tight hug, dragon hood and all, pressing a kiss to the top of his head.

 

“Big dragon approved,” she whispered.

 

“We really did make dragons,” Rio murmured again from the bed to no one in particular, her voice thick with wonder.

 

Nicky twirled dramatically in the middle of the hospital room, arms flared out wide, the tail of his dragon costume trailing behind him like a royal cape. The purple wings attached to his back flapped with every bounce, spinning and flopping in wild sync with his enthusiasm. He stomped one foot, then the other, clearly imagining he was on the stage of a grand, fire-breathing performance.

 

“I’m gonna match with my sister!” he roared, voice full of pride and glee. “RAWWWR! I’m a dragon! Violet, are you seeing this? Violet, look at me!

 

Violet, of course, remained utterly unfazed—fast asleep in Rio’s arms, the softest little bundle of pink skin and blankets, not remotely concerned with her brother’s antics.

 

“We’re gonna match forever,” Nicky declared, spinning one more time before striking a heroic pose.

 

Rio’s voice came from the bed, raspier than usual with fatigue but warm and full of heart. “You do match forever, baby,” she said, watching him with a smile that made her eyes go soft around the edges. “And that means you have to protect her forever, too. Big Dragon duty.”

 

“I will!” Nicky said instantly, stamping one small foot for emphasis and planting both fists on his hips like a tiny superhero. “I already told Yellow Dragon she’s mine to keep. And she said okay.”

 

“Oh good,” Rio said, trying not to laugh too hard and jostle Violet. Her ribs ached, her throat was dry, and she hadn’t slept in what felt like a year—but god, she could’ve burst with love. “Glad we’ve got the dragon council’s blessing.”

 

“Yellow Dragon is very wise,” Agatha added solemnly, kneeling behind Nicky to help adjust the floppy little wings sewn into the back of his costume. Her fingers were gentle, brushing his curls out of the way as she checked that the velcro was secure. 

 

Nicky jumped once in triumph, then scrambled back up onto the edge of Rio’s bed—this time slower, more careful, like he remembered the quiet bundle in her arms. He balanced on his knees and leaned in close, peering at her face.

 

“Mom,” he asked seriously, “do I look scary or adorable?”

 

Rio tilted her head and squinted at him in mock consideration. “Hmm,” she said, drawing the word out as she poked his belly gently. “Definitely both.”

 

Alice, crouched near the window with her phone in hand, didn’t look up as she muttered, “Okay, not to alarm anyone, but I have taken seventy-three pictures of this tiny lizard in motion. I swear, if this doesn’t win us some kind of godparent award, I’m suing.”

 

Agatha gave them both a look that was half amusement, half threat. “You can win awards after you refill the water pitcher and lower the blinds like you promised thirty minutes ago.”

 

Alice leapt up and saluted with dramatic flair. “Yes, General Dragon Mama!”

 

Jen whispered as she passed behind Agatha toward the window, “Still scary. Still so hot.”

 

Agatha didn’t respond, but the slight twitch at the corner of her mouth betrayed her amusement and looked back at her little ones as Nicky started to tug on her sleeve. « Now it Vivi’s turn. Put it on her too. So we match match.

 

Rio chuckled under her breath, giving up any last half-hearted effort to let Violet continue sleeping. “Alright, alright,” she murmured, already shifting to sit up straighter. She carefully nestled Violet in the curve of her lap, peeling back the edge of the swaddle with slow, practiced hands, like she was unwrapping a sacred treasure instead of a slightly milk-drunk baby.

 

“I think you and your brother are going to be the cutest little dragons, sweet girl,” Rio said softly, her voice honey-warm and almost lullaby-like as her fingers guided Violet’s tiny feet into the legs of the dragon onesie. The fabric, soft violet with mint-green accents and soft textured scales stitched into the back, was luxuriously plush—Alice had insisted on only the softest thing in the entire baby-wearable universe. It slid over Violet’s legs with ease, like the costume itself had been waiting to meet her.

 

Violet squirmed at the sudden chill of uncovered skin, kicking gently against the air in protest, her little fists curling and uncurling as she adjusted to the change. But her eyes stayed closed, and her brow remained smooth—a sleepy hatchling still halfway in a dream.

 

Rio’s heart ached with adoration.

 

“There we go, baby girl,” she whispered, as she eased the arms of the onesie up, then reached for the tiny hood with its barely-there felt horns. She lowered it carefully onto Violet’s head, adjusting it until it framed her soft face just so. Her movements were reverent—more a caress than a costume change—driven by a quiet awe that never seemed to fade, no matter how many times she looked at her daughter.

 

“She looks like a little puff of magic,” Jen whispered from across the room, one hand pressed to her chest. “I’m losing my mind.”

 

Violet made a small, indignant noise—a squeaky sigh that teetered dangerously close to complaint. Her face scrunched up, lips parting, and for a split second it looked like she was about to unleash a proper wail.

 

But instead, she yawned.

 

A big, jaw-stretching, open-mouthed yawn that seemed far too dramatic for a creature so tiny. Almost like a roar.

 

Everyone in the room let out some version of a gasp, a coo, or a completely undignified squeal.

 

“Oh, look at that,” Rio murmured, brushing the pad of her thumb gently along Violet’s impossibly soft cheek. “So fierce. So terrifying.”

 

“She’s ferocious,” Agatha said from across the bed, already scooping Nicky up with ease and settling him beside Rio. “Look at your baby sister. She’s a real dragon now, too.”

 

Nicky’s eyes grew wide with awe, his breath catching like someone had just shown him a real-life miracle. “She is!” he gasped. “She’s one of us! Can I roar at her?”

 

“No,” Rio and Agatha said in perfect sync—so automatic it barely registered as speech.

 

Nicky blinked, completely unfazed. Then grinned. “Okay. But later?”

 

Maybe,” Agatha said with a sigh that was more amused than stern, reaching behind him to straighten his wobbly costume tail. “If she’s awake. And if you promise to do it gently.

 

Nicky nodded solemnly, as if agreeing to an ancient pact.

 

Rio shifted just enough to turn and show Violet off to the room, holding her up with the kind of pride that made her chest ache. The newborn was now fully suited up in her baby dragon costume, arms stiffly out to her sides like she was still figuring out how to exist—both in this world and in this absurdly soft, slightly confusing outfit. Her tiny fingers curled and stretched, her legs wiggled in slow motion, and the fabric of her little green wings flapped gently with each movement like they had a mind of their own.

 

It was, objectively, the cutest thing any of them had ever seen.

 

“I cannot handle this,” Alice whispered from behind her phone, voice shaky with emotion as she furiously snapped pictures like she was covering a royal event. “Two dragons. Matching. I’m gonna cry. Someone hold me. I mean it.”

 

Jen, standing right behind her, wordlessly reached out and grabbed her shoulder, like catching a fainting Victorian lady and not her very dramatic girlfriend. “Focus,” she murmured. “We can break down emotionally after we document every second of this ridiculous perfection.”

 

“I think we’re gonna need professional photos,” Alice said dramatically, already zooming in like she was filming a nature documentary. “Halloween. Birthdays. Graduations. I want a dragon theme forever. Full branding. Personalized keychains. Maybe a coffee table book. The Age of Dragons: A Family Archive.

 

Agatha looked up slowly from her perch on the bed, deadpan and dangerous. “If you turn this into a thing,” she said, “I’ll ban you from the house. No warning. No appeals.”

 

“You say that,” Jen replied, unbothered, already plotting three Pinterest boards in her head. “But you’ve bought every single dragon-related item since Nicky was three and convinced he could breathe fire. And I’ve seen your secret hoard.”

 

Agatha narrowed her eyes. “What hoard?”

 

“The one where you keep every drawing Nicky’s ever made,” Jen said sweetly. “Including the one where he drew you with five legs, purple eyes, and breathing sparkles instead of fire.”

 

Agatha didn’t blink. “That one was surprisingly accurate.”

 

Rio snorted, laughing so hard she nearly dropped Violet—who, in perfect comedic timing, squeaked from within her onesie and waved a tiny fist like she wanted in on the conversation. Her expression remained vaguely confused, her hood slightly lopsided on her head, the horns flopping sideways, but she was awake now. Barely. And making herself known.

 

“She heard you,” Rio murmured, kissing the top of Violet’s fuzzy head as she adjusted the hood back into place. “She wants to join the debate.”

 

“She’s probably wondering what kind of family she got born into,” Alice muttered fondly. “Chaos, baby, chaos. Honestly, she’s lucky.”

 

Nicky, perched beside Rio with his costume wings slightly askew and his tail dragging over the blanket, leaned over slowly and very carefully pressed a kiss to the top of Violet’s hooded head.

 

“You’re my best baby sister ever,” he declared in a loud, whispery voice, like it was the highest honor he could bestow.

 

Agatha, ever the realist, added gently, “She’s your only baby sister, love.”

 

“Exactly!” Nicky beamed, rocking slightly with the force of his own excitement. “She wins!”

 

“She didn’t even have to compete,” Jen murmured.

 

“She was born a champion,” Rio said, her voice soft and marveling as she cradled Violet back against her chest.

 

Violet gave another of those vaguely threatening yawns, her face crumpling before stretching wide with the effort, then settled again, this time tucking her cheek into Rio’s collarbone like she’d finally figured out the assignment.

 

The chaos quieted a little. Just for a moment.

 

Nicky couldn’t wait another second. His voice burst out like it had been sitting in his throat for far too long. “Can I hold her now? I’m a dragon! I can protect her!”

 

Agatha looked down at him, her expression instantly softening. There was always something about the way Nicky’s excitement lit up his whole face—like he was powered by joy alone. Her hand reached out instinctively to smooth over the messy curls escaping from under his dragon hood, the plush fabric crumpled from all his bouncing and declarations of draconic greatness.

 

“Alright, big dragon,” she murmured, her voice like warm velvet. Then, quieter, more intimate, she turned to Rio and asked, “Ready, Mom?”

 

Rio nodded, a soft smile curving her lips despite the exhaustion in her eyes. There was something endlessly grounding about this moment. She gave Violet one last snug hug, as if pressing her heart into the baby’s tiny chest for safekeeping, then carefully shifted upright, adjusting the sleepy bundle in her arms.

 

“Let’s do it,” she said, voice a little breathy, a little emotional.

 

Agatha reached out and gently lifted Nicky by the waist, placing him onto the bed beside Rio with practiced ease. Her movements were second nature—strong and careful, like lifting something priceless. She arranged pillows around him like little guards, anchoring him without making it feel like she was fussing. Every motion was done with the ease of a mother who’d done this kind of thing a hundred times and the reverence of someone who never took it for granted.

 

“Okay, scoot back just a little—yes, that’s it,” Agatha guided gently, crouching beside him. “Arms here… gentle hands. Just like with the kittens at Grandma’s that one time, remember?”

 

“I remember,” Nicky whispered solemnly, like this was sacred knowledge.

 

“Perfect.”

 

Rio leaned in slowly, like a ceremony, and began to transfer Violet into Nicky’s waiting arms. Her movements were deliberate, hands steady but her breath catching ever so slightly. She lingered a moment too long—just a heartbeat—her fingers brushing the curve of Violet’s back even after her weight had left them, as if her body hadn’t quite agreed to let go yet. Agatha’s palm hovered just beneath the baby as the hand-off happened, her presence a quiet safety net that neither of them had to speak aloud.

 

And then, there they were.

 

Violet, impossibly small and bundled in soft purple fleece, was now resting against the padded belly of her older brother, whose own dragon onesie matched hers almost exactly—except his wings were a bit wrinkled from running down the hallway earlier, and his hood kept slipping back from the sheer determination in his movements.

 

Nicky went utterly still. The kind of still that children rarely achieve—completely frozen, eyes wide with reverence. He looked down at her like she was made of glass and stars, fragile and glowing. His arms, outstretched and cradling, were stiff with focus, as if he were holding a tiny, snoring miracle.

 

“She’s so little,” he whispered, awestruck. “She is not heavy at all. Like my school bag. Except softer. And warmer.”

 

Rio chuckled softly, brushing a finger along Nicky’s shoulder. “She’s all squish right now.”

 

“She smells like milk and clouds,” Nicky added, wrinkling his nose slightly, but with a deep sort of fondness that didn’t quite make sense—except it did, completely.

 

“She smells like you did when you were new,” Agatha said gently, brushing back the hood that had slipped sideways on Violet’s face. “Just smaller.”

 

“She’s perfect,” Nicky whispered, like it was a secret just for them.

 

Agatha smiled, and Rio leaned her head on her wife’s shoulder, exhaustion and peace melting together in her bones.

 

Nicky adjusted his arms just slightly, instinctively mimicking the way Agatha had shown him, cradling Violet’s head more securely. His dragon hood tilted forward a little with the movement, soft purple wings brushing the blankets as he leaned in to study her face.

 

Violet was already drifting off again, as if the warmth of her brother’s arms had lulled her right back into sleep. One tiny hand had curled near her cheek, her fingers twitching in miniature dreams, her lips slightly parted in that newborn pout that made everyone melt on sight.

 

Nicky turned his head just enough to look at Rio and Agatha, serious in that way only a seven-year-old could be.

 

“I’m gonna protect her forever,” he declared, his voice low but full of purpose. “Even when she’s annoying.”

 

“You’ll regret saying that in about three years,” Agatha said, smoothing a hand down his back. “But we’ll remember you said it. Every time she steals your toys and draws on your books.”

 

Rio leaned a little closer, resting her elbow on her knee, her tired eyes fixed on the two of them—her babies, both dressed in their mothers’ colors, little dragons on a bed full of pillows and warmth. Her heart ached in the sweetest way possible. “You’re doing amazing, dragon,” she whispered.

 

Nicky’s whole face lit up like a paper lantern catching flame. His grin was enormous, toothy and wild with pride. “She’s my baby too, right?” he asked, not for the first time—but this time, needing to hear it again, needing it written into the walls.

 

“Always,” Agatha said, before Rio could even open her mouth. The answer lived in her voice already, certain and anchored. “She’ll always be your baby sister.”

 

Nicky gave a triumphant little nod, proud and fierce and, admittedly, just a little smug—as if the universe had personally awarded him with this tiny sibling and he intended to take full credit.

 

“Does she know I’m her brother?” he asked, his gaze flicking back to Violet like she might wake up and confirm it for him. “Can she tell?”

 

“I think she does,” Rio answered, her voice dipped in wonder. Her gaze lingered on Violet’s small hand as it twitched again, this time brushing against Nicky’s sleeve. “She knows your voice already. You talked to her every single day, remember? When she was still in my belly.”

 

Nicky blinked at her. His mouth dropped open slightly in astonishment. “That worked?!”

 

Rio laughed, light and tired and full of love.

 

“Of course it worked,” Agatha added, brushing a loose curl from his forehead. “You’ve always had a strong voice. She heard you, loud and clear.”

 

Nicky looked back at Violet, wonder stretching across his face like sunrise. He stared at her as if she were suddenly glowing.

 

“She’s never gonna forget me,” he said solemnly, his brows furrowing with importance. He looked between both his moms like this was a pact, something they had to promise him, right here and now. “Even when she grows up.”

 

“She never will,” Rio said softly, leaning over to kiss the top of his head. “You’re in her story already.”

 

Nicky nodded again, deeply satisfied, and then leaned forward just a little, resting his cheek gently against the top of Violet’s hood. He closed his eyes for a second, breathing her in, as if trying to memorize the way she felt. When he pulled back, his eyes were shining.

 

“Good,” he whispered. “’Cause I’m gonna teach her stuff. Like how to be a dragon. And how to roar. Really loud. And how to scare away monsters and mean people. I’ll tell her which people are boring and which people are funny. And how to do the best jump off the couch without breaking anything. Probably.”

 

Rio let her head fall into her hand with a groan that wasn’t really a groan. “Oh boy.”

 

Agatha chuckled quietly beside her. “We’re in trouble now.”

 

“Big trouble,” Rio added.

 

Nicky beamed. “That’s okay. Dragons like trouble.”

 

And Violet, warm and safe and perfectly still in her brother’s arms, gave the tiniest sigh, as if agreeing completely.

 

From the foot of the bed, Alice brought both hands to her chest and whispered, her voice thick with awe, “Don’t move. I’m painting this in my head. Framing it. Gonna cry.”

 

Jen, arms crossed and blinking a little faster than usual, added dryly, “Honestly, same. But I’ll do it with quiet dignity, thank you.”

 

Agatha rolled her eyes, though the fond smile tugging at her mouth betrayed her. “You’re both being very dramatic,” she muttered—but her arm tightened instinctively around Rio’s shoulders, drawing her in just a bit closer. There was no hiding the softness in her eyes every time she glanced down at the scene before them: their children, curled up together like some impossibly perfect dream.

 

Nicky sat proud and perfectly still, careful not to jostle Violet as she slept against his chest, her tiny mouth twitching in some newborn dream. They looked like a portrait someone might find in an old fairytale book—two little dragons in matching onesies, curled in a nest of blankets and love between their mothers.

 

Jen, ever the self-declared historian of their chosen family, had already crouched low near the end of the bed, Agatha’s phone steady in her hands, fingers poised over the shutter. The soft click of the camera was barely louder than the hum of breath in the room, but it came again and again—each photo another small hymn to the moment.

 

Every angle, every glance, every accidental curl of a tail or wing between siblings—she caught it all.

 

Agatha leaned forward, reaching out to adjust the plush green hood on Nicky’s costume so that his felt horns stood up properly. She gave the hood a final pat and whispered near his ear, her voice low and full of mischief, “You both look adorable. Big dragon and baby dragon.”

 

Nicky grinned, chest puffing out in pride like he’d just been knighted by a queen. “The fiercest dragons in the land,” he said, in a deep, theatrical growl, holding very still so as not to disturb Violet but clearly delighted with himself.

 

Rio, nestled back against the pillows with a blanket wrapped around her shoulders, watched her little family with a gaze so tender it ached. One arm was looped securely around Nicky’s back, grounding him without holding him down. The other hand hovered protectively near Violet’s impossibly tiny form, like her touch alone might keep the whole world safe.

 

Her chest felt too full, her breath catching every few seconds like her heart was trying to stretch wider to make space for the moment. There were tears forming—soft ones, not heavy or sharp, just the kind that came when something was too beautiful.

 

She reached for Agatha’s hand, and Agatha immediately threaded their fingers together, her thumb stroking along Rio’s palm without a word.

 

“You’re all going to thank me in ten years,” Jen murmured from her crouch, eyes narrowed in concentration as she lined up another shot. “Or at their wedding slideshows. I’m not picky. I just need credit.”

 

“God, let’s not talk about wedding slideshows when one of them is a literal day old and the other isn’t even eight,” Agatha said with a mock grimace, though she couldn’t keep the laugh out of her voice. “I just got her out of her Mom, not ready to give her away yet.”

 

Alice sighed dramatically, leaning against the doorframe like she couldn’t physically hold all her feelings upright. “I know we joke,” she said, voice still hushed with reverence, “but I mean it. This right here? This is what joy looks like.”

 

For once, Jen didn’t make a snarky comment. She just nodded, eyes still fixed through the lens, and whispered, “Yeah. It really is.”

 

Nicky’s eyes suddenly lit up like a lightbulb had just switched on above his head. He gasped, twisting toward Agatha with an expression of intense, almost panicked inspiration. “Wait! Wait, wait, we forgot something super important!

 

Agatha, mildly alarmed but mostly amused, raised a brow. “Did we forget to feed someone? Did we forget to name the baby again? Did you leave a potion boiling in the kitchen?”

 

“No! It’s the dragons!” he declared, bouncing slightly in place. “All the dragons need to be in the picture! It’s a family picture and that means everyone has to be there—even the plush ones!”

 

He turned to Rio, who was blinking up at him in bemused wonder, and then swung his wide-eyed gaze toward Jen. “We need Blue Dragon! And Yellow Dragon! And—and Mom’s dragon too! All the dragons have to be in the family photo or it doesn’t count!”

 

Rio let out a soft, fond laugh, reaching for the nearby bassinet where Violet’s yellow stuffed dragon was tucked in. “You heard the boy,” she said as she passed it to Agatha. “It’s a family portrait. All dragons included.”

 

Alice, already on the move, darted to the couch where Nicky’s ever-faithful blue dragon lay and grabbed it, tossing it gently to Jen, who caught it mid-air and tossed it to Agatha, who nearly missed it, due to Jen’s poor throwing skills and passed it over to Nicky.

 

“I’ve got Mom’s,” Jen then said, turning toward the nearby duffle bag where Rio’s treasured purple and green dragon lived—one Agatha and Nicky had given her years ago when she was still an overworked PhD student and not doing so well. It had been her talisman through long nights and hard days. It had sat on her desk through every late-night writing frenzy, been clutched to her chest during every panicked breakdown, and occasionally acted as a makeshift pillow when she’d fallen asleep on the floor surrounded by books and half-eaten granola bars.

 

It had been her silent companion through the chaos. A guardian. A soft little symbol that she wasn’t alone.

 

The dragon’s velvet wings were a little frayed now, but she still kept it close like a relic of survival.

 

Jen pulled it out with a dramatic flourish and cradled it with exaggerated care, then held it aloft with a dramatic flourish and cradled it with exaggerated ceremony, like it was made of diamonds and gold. “Behold,” she proclaimed grandly. “The Matriarch Dragon.”

 

She turned and presented it to Agatha with the grace of someone offering a crown to a queen—knees bent, eyes lowered, chin bowed. Agatha rolled her eyes hard enough to see into her past lives.

 

“I don’t even have my own dragon,” she muttered as she took the plush creature, though her hands betrayed her fondness—her fingers brushing reverently over the worn fabric as if checking for battle scars. “It’s always her dragon.” But Rio’s dragon was hers too in all the ways that mattered.

 

“Because you gave it to me,” Rio said immediately, her voice soft but sure as she leaned into Agatha’s side with the kind of casual intimacy that still made Jen and Alice side-eye each other like conspirators. “That makes it special.”

 

She reached out and took the dragon from Agatha’s hands, nestling it onto her lap like something sacred. Then she tilted her head and pressed a kiss to Agatha’s shoulder—gentle, affectionate, totally unapologetic.

 

“I’ll get you one,” she whispered against her wife’s skin. “I swear. A big one. With wings. Glitter. Possibly armor. It’ll have a doctorate.”

 

Agatha snorted. “If it’s not bilingual and deeply sarcastic, I’m sending it back.”

 

“Oh, it’ll sass the baby,” Rio promised, eyes twinkling. “And it’ll flirt with you.”

 

“You know I like my dragons emotionally available,” Agatha deadpanned.

 

Jen groaned from behind the camera. “Can you two not flirt while I’m trying to document your children’s childhood?! This is archival material! Keep it PG!”

 

“Too late,” Alice stage-whispered. “The Matriarch Dragon has probably already seen things.

 

Rio laughed, the kind of laugh that made her eyes crinkle at the corners and her tiredness momentarily lift. She curled her fingers around the dragon in her lap, glanced at her family—her wild, chaotic, ridiculous, perfect family—and whispered, “Welcome to the portrait, old girl.”

 

And the dragon—slightly squished, a little lumpy, absolutely irreplaceable—was home.

 

Nicky, now on a mission, arranged the dragons with laser focus with one arm, the other holding his sister, not noticing Agatha had slipped an arm under the little girl to keep her from slipping while her brother worked. He positioned Blue Dragon next to his foot like a loyal knight, tucked Yellow Dragon beside Violet’s tiny arm like a protective shield, and very seriously adjusted the purple-and-green dragon on Rio’s lap—its head resting gently against her belly.

 

He stepped back, gave the whole scene a critical once-over, and then nodded with the satisfaction of a true artiste. “Okay,” he said solemnly. “Now it’s perfect.

 

Jen, blinking back the sudden and completely uninvited sting in her eyes, lifted the phone again and crouched. Her voice was a bit unsteady, though she did her best to disguise it with theatrical cheer. “Alright, everyone look this way. Say ‘Rawr!’ on three.”

 

“One, two—

 

“Rawr!” Nicky shouted gleefully, while Violet slept through it all.

 

The camera clicked again. This time, it captured more than a sweet moment. It captured a story. A new chapter. One of family, and softness, and silly traditions. Of dragons and lullabies. Of love stretched wide like wings to hold four hearts—and then some.

 

Rio leaned into Agatha’s side as the last photo was taken, her voice a soft hum against her wife’s shoulder. “This is what magic looks like, huh?”

 

Agatha wrapped an arm around her and kissed the top of her head. “Exactly this.”

 

Across the room, Jen leaned closer to Alice and whispered behind her camera, eyes still locked on the frame. “They really did hatch dragons.”

 

Alice nodded, mouth twitching. “And I’m stealing every single one of these photos.”

 

Without even lifting her head, Agatha spoke—calm, lethal. “You steal any, and they’ll vanish mysteriously from your phone. Along with every password you’ve ever loved.”

 

Alice blinked. “Still scary.”

 

“Still hot,” Jen confirmed, adjusting her lens. “This is gold. Pure, generational blackmail material. I’m making a full album and calling it Rise of the Dragons. Subtitle: The Tiny Roar Within.

 

“I’m getting that printed on a mug,” Alice added instantly. “And also a blanket. And a tote bag. And—wait—I’m making a film. Rise of the Dragons: Starring Nicky and Violet. Coming soon to a living room near you. Limited screening. No popcorn, just juice boxes.”

 

“I’ll write the soundtrack,” she added. “Lots of triumphant violins and maybe a kazoo solo for when Nicky gets distracted halfway through and starts trying to fight a lamp.”

 

Hearing his name, Nicky spun around like someone had called “action.” His face lit up, eyes huge. “And our dragon lair is right here!” He flung his arms wide to indicate the bed like it was the throne room of an enchanted castle. “On this bed! Mama, you’re the Queen of the Nest! And Mom, you’re the Fairy of Dragonland! You get wings and sparkles and a sword that talks.”

 

“Oh my God,” Rio wheezed, clutching her side. “I’m keeping this kid.”

 

“Careful,” Agatha warned, hand already reaching to steady her as she half-doubled over in laughter. “Your little dragon is going to make you laugh yourself into postpartum bleeding again.”

 

“I’m willing to risk it,” Rio said, still breathless and grinning like a maniac. “For the honor of being the Fairy of Dragonland, I’ll bleed with pride.

 

Alice threw a pillow at her. “Gross.”

 

“Poetic,” Jen corrected.

 

“Powerful,” Agatha added, brushing Rio’s hair back with one hand, because apparently even in chaos and dragon-themed bedlam, she was still the most composed person in the room.

 

After a flurry of camera clicks and more rearranging of dragon tails and tiny plush wings than anyone thought possible, Jen finally lowered Agatha’s phone, handed back to its owner and declared, “Okay. Moment officially captured. Someone print this for the Museum of Family Glory.”

 

But before Agatha could tuck the phone away, Nicky, glowing and breathless from all the excitement, tugged insistently at his mama’s sleeve. “Can I see? I wanna see all the pictures!”

 

Agatha chuckled softly and leaned over him, unlocking her phone. “Of course, big dragon. Prepare to be amazed.”

 

As soon as the screen lit up, Nicky’s face was overtaken by a full-body grin. He leaned in so close his nose nearly bumped the glass. “Look at us!” he gasped. “We’re dragons! Real dragons!”

 

Alice, not one to miss out, practically dove across the room and slid in next to him. “Show me, show me, show me!”

 

Jen followed a moment later, cramming in from the other side, all six of them now a single tangle of hair, limbs, and joyful commentary.

 

“Best. Costumes. Ever,” Alice declared, eyes shining as the photos flicked by. “We are geniuses. We are the smartest people alive. We really should win an award.”

 

“I’m framing this one,” Jen added, pointing to a photo where Nicky’s little arms were wrapped protectively around Violet, both of them snug in their dragon onesies, Nicky giggling at Violet’s yawning, Rio and Agatha beaming behind them.

 

Agatha scrolled to the one Jen had chosen and turned the phone so Rio could see. The sunlight from the hospital window had caught just right in that photo—Rio’s eyes soft and tired but glowing, Agatha’s hand resting gently on her shoulder, Nicky mid-giggle, Violet asleep in his lap. A dragon family, captured in a split-second of perfection.

 

Rio reached out slowly, brushing her fingers over the image like it was fragile, holy. “We all will. Frame it, I mean,” she murmured, her voice thick with emotion and still a little breathless from laughing too hard minutes ago. “That’s… that’s the one that goes on the wall. First thing you see when you walk in.”

 

She swallowed. “Send that one to Lilia. She’ll cry. But the good kind.”

 

Agatha nodded, already tapping the screen to send the image to her mother-in-law. “Done,” she said softly. “With a heart and everything. She’s probably screaming in her kitchen right now.”

 

Jen peeked over her camera and smirked. “I’m getting it printed on canvas. Maybe a puzzle. Maybe a billboard. Honestly, why limit ourselves?”

 

Alice raised her hand. “I’d like a copy for my wallet. For when I need to cry in traffic.”

 

“I want it laser-etched onto my laptop,” said Jen. “And also my soul.”

 

Nicky, still sitting proudly with Violet curled against him, puffed up his chest. “It’s ‘cause I’m holding her. That’s why it’s the best one.”

 

“You are holding her like a pro,” Agatha said, reaching out to tousle his curls. “Very protective. I almost cried and I don’t cry.”

 

“Yes you do,” Rio said instantly, leaning into her. “You cried last week when Nicky gave you a dandelion and called you ‘my brave lady.’”

 

“That doesn’t count,” Agatha huffed. “That was manipulative.”

 

Jen raised her eyebrows. “By a seven-year-old?”

 

“He knew exactly what he was doing.”

 

Nicky beamed. “I always know what I’m doing.”

 

Violet stirred slightly in his lap, her little hand twitching like a dragon trying to dream its wings into existence.

 

Jen snapped another photo, almost without thinking. “That one too. God, I’m gonna need a second hard drive.”

 

“And a therapist,” Alice mumbled fondly.

 

“We all do,” Rio echoed, her eyes still locked on the photo glowing on Agatha’s screen. “But this… this helps.”

 

Alice sniffled—loudly, and with dramatic flair—then immediately jabbed a finger in Jen’s direction. “It’s her. She’s crying. Not me. I’m emotionally stable and completely dry-eyed.”

 

Jen scoffed, swiping at the corners of her eyes with the sleeve of her hoodie, trying to look casual and failing spectacularly. “I’m not crying,” she insisted, even as her voice wobbled. “I just got something emotional lodged in both of my eyeballs. Simultaneously. Very rare condition.”

 

“Extremely rare,” Rio said, grinning at them from the hospital bed. “Highly contagious too, apparently.”

 

Alice made a noise halfway between a laugh and another sniffle. “Ugh. Don’t make me feel feelings. I came here for baby snuggles, not a full-blown existential heartache about the meaning of love and family.”

 

Rio tilted her head into Agatha’s shoulder and looked at their friends with mock solemnity. “Don’t worry, though. Dragons cry too. They just breathe fire while they’re doing it.”

 

That got a delighted gasp from Nicky, who had been very busy arranging a blanket fortress around Violet and her stuffed companions with one arm. He immediately perked up, fist in the air. “I wanna breathe fire!”

 

Agatha turned to him with a look of mock alarm. “Let’s not add arson to today’s list of milestones, sweetheart.”

 

“But Mom said dragons do it!”

 

“Mom says a lot of things,” Agatha muttered, then ruffled his curls and pulled him gently back down beside her. “Let’s start with you brushing your teeth without setting the bathroom on fire, deal?”

 

Jen ambled over with a sly grin and threw an arm around Agatha’s shoulders. “I don’t know, I think you’d still love him even if he burned down a village.”

 

Agatha didn’t hesitate. “I absolutely would. But only if it was a very annoying village. With bad zoning laws and noisy leaf blowers.”

 

“Or one of those neighborhoods with HOA rules against keeping Halloween decorations all year long,” Rio added helpfully, earning a fist bump from Jen.

 

Alice, sitting on the foot of the bed now, shook her head and laughed, wiping her eyes again. “The tradition lives on,” she said. “Raising a chaos gremlin with emotional depth. I’m honestly proud. You two are doing amazing.”

 

“Thank you,” Rio said, placing a dramatic hand on her chest. “We strive for balance. Equal parts brain and feelings.”

 

Agatha smirked. “And a mild touch of world domination.”

 

“Mild?” Alice asked, eyebrows raised.

 

“Very mild,” Jen chimed in. “Just enough to keep the planet interesting.”

 

“Can I be King of the Dragons?” Nicky asked, climbing into Agatha’s lap and tugging at the end of her sleeve. “Just for today?”

 

Agatha looked down at him, her expression melting like candlewax left too close to a flame. “You’re already King of the Dragons, darling,” she said, brushing a curl from his forehead. “You were born into the royal fire.”

 

“And Violet’s the Princess,” he added, glancing toward his little sister. “And Mom’s the Fairy. And Mama’s the Queen. » He paused, tuning to his aunts. « And you…”

 

He paused, thinking very hard.

 

Agatha waited patiently, amused.

 

“You’re the Clowns.”

 

Rio snorted so loud, Agatha had to wrap an arm around her to keep her from tumbling down the bed.

 

Jen gasped, clutching her chest. She turned to Rio, deadpan. “Did you put him up to this?”

 

Rio was wheezing into a pillow. “I wish. I wish I had this level of comedic timing.”

 

“Flawless casting,” Alice said, saluting him.

 

And Jen, swallowing her pride, tilted her chin proudly. “You know what? I accept.”

 

Then Nicky looked down at Violet in his lap again, his little hands patting her dragon-hooded head with the seriousness of a seasoned big brother. “Okay, Mom,” he said at last, turning toward Rio. “You can take her back now. My arms are tired.”

 

Rio laughed, a soft, bubbling sound full of affection as she leaned forward to take Violet from him. “Oh, my poor brave dragon,” she murmured as she gently settled the baby against her chest. Violet gave a sleepy sigh and curled in instinctively. “Look at her,” Rio whispered, tracing her daughter’s soft cheek. “Our tiny little dragon.”

 

Agatha leaned in, adjusting the hood with the precision of someone who had made a thousand gentle touches count. “We are so lucky,” she said quietly, her voice almost reverent, as if afraid to disturb the fragile spell in the room.

 

Nicky, now free of sister-duty, resumed his very important task: wrapping his beloved blue stuffed dragon in a spare baby swaddle. He furrowed his brow with concentration, then stood, carefully placing the swaddled dragon on a pillow like it was royalty being put to bed. Then, arms spread wide, his little dragon wings flapping behind him, he threw himself dramatically off the bed and onto the linoleum floor.

 

“We’re a clan!” he declared, spinning around with his arms still stretched, nearly toppling a lamp. “Aunty Alice! Aunty Jen! Thank you so, SO much! These are the best gifts ever in the history of gifts!

 

Alice pretended to bow. “The Dragon King has spoken!”

 

Jen wiped her eyes with the corner of her sleeve, caught somewhere between a laugh and a sniffle. “Okay, fine,” she muttered, voice cracking slightly. “I might be crying a little. Shut up.”

 

“You’re such a mess,” Alice teased gently, nudging her. “A beautiful, emotionally wrecked mess.”

 

Jen sniffed louder. “I just didn’t know dragon babies could be this cute, okay?”

 

Agatha sat back down on the edge of the bed, one hand absentmindedly stroking Rio’s hair while the other rested protectively over Violet’s tiny form. “I don’t know how we got here,” she said softly, looking at her wife, her son, the little miracle cradled in her arms. “But I’m so glad we did.”

 

Today, they were dragons.

 

Tiny ones. Loud ones. Sleepy ones.

 

The clan was complete.

 

Their lair was warm.

 

The dragons were safe.

 

And their wild, wonderful story was only just beginning.

 

And it was perfect.

 

 


 

 

Once Alice and Jen had left, promising to come visit once they were back home, Nicky, freshly reenergized after his grand declaration of dragonhood, had quieted down, which in itself was newsworthy. He propped his elbows carefully on the bed next to Rio, planting his chin in his hands like a little scholar examining something sacred. For a full thirty seconds—thirty entire, uninterrupted seconds—he didn’t move. Not even a bounce. Not even a wiggle. A genuine miracle.

 

His gaze was fixed on Violet.

 

His little sister lay nestled against Rio’s chest, her tiny breaths puffing in and out beneath the soft folds of her dragon onesie, eyelids closed like she was dreaming of distant skies and gentle firelight.

 

Nicky reached out, his fingers moving slowly, reverently, like he was afraid the slightest breeze would make her vanish. He traced the edge of her plush dragon wing, then touched the tip of her little hand, featherlight.

 

“I love her, Mom,” he whispered.

 

His voice cracked slightly—gentle, almost shy—and Rio’s heart clenched in her chest.

 

She turned her head and kissed his curls, her lips lingering there as she closed her eyes. “We all do,” she murmured, her voice warm and thick with emotion. “And we love you.”

 

Her family, this improbable, patchwork tapestry of people she adored—loud and brilliant and chaotic and silly and soft—was real. This wasn’t something she had to fight her way into or earn with perfectly timed gestures and careful words. This wasn’t something that might vanish in the morning.

 

It was real.

 

Right here. Right now.

 

Agatha sighed, taking it all in. Her wife, radiant and rumpled in the soft afternoon light, humming something under her breath to soothe the newborn against her. Her son, wide-eyed and wonderstruck, brushing his sister’s wing like it was spun from magic. Her daughter, tiny and peaceful in the center of it all, wrapped in warmth and love before she even knew what those things meant.

 

And Agatha? Agatha had never been more sure of anything in her life.

 

She would guard this life with everything she had. With fire. With wit. With fierce, unapologetic love. With dragon wings and sarcasm and sharp looks over the rims of teacups.

 

She would burn the world down to keep them safe.

 

No questions. No hesitation.

 

They were hers. And she was theirs.

 

Forever.

 

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Chapter 6: Welcome Home - Part I

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The ride home from the hospital was quiet, the kind of quiet that hummed with wonder and softness rather than silence. Outside, the sun was just beginning its descent, creating a warm amber glow over the familiar streets they had driven down so many times before. But today felt like the very first time. Everything had changed. The world looked different.

 

In the backseat, Nicky sat upright and impossibly still—an accomplishment worthy of a medal all on its own. His seatbelt was snug across his chest, and both hands clutched the sides of Violet’s car seat like he was holding on to the universe. Every few seconds, his wide eyes flicked from her tiny sleeping face to the window and back, like he was checking to make sure both were still there. Like he was guarding her with his gaze alone.

 

He leaned forward again, whispering into the snugly padded silence where Violet lay bundled in her softest blanket, her tiny dragon onesie still on, one paw-shaped foot peeking out. “Are you okay, baby dragon? We’re almost home.” His voice was hushed, like they were carrying a living treasure—and to him, they were.

 

Agatha drove with both hands gripped firmly on the steering wheel, her jaw tight, eyes locked on the road like it might suddenly throw a curveball just because it could. She wasn’t so much driving as she was gliding—at a pace that might frustrate snails, a pace that felt… slow. Extremely slow. Her posture was bolt-straight, every turn signal flicked on half a block in advance, her internal monologue one long chant of no sudden movements. She looked like she was transporting priceless art. Or radioactive material. Or a dragon egg.

 

Because she was.

 

In the passenger seat, Rio was curled into herself, bundled in Agatha’s too-big cardigan that still smelled faintly of sage and lavender shampoo. The fabric pooled around her like a blanket, hiding how sore and exhausted she was beneath the glow of new-mother awe. Her cheek rested against the cool glass of the window, the late afternoon light painting her face in gold and rose and shadows. Her eyes fluttered open and shut in slow waves, half-dreaming, half-memorizing the moment in silence.

 

She cracked one eye open as they rolled past a green light with the urgency of a drifting leaf. “You’re going twenty under the speed limit, Professor,” she murmured, voice husky with sleep and mischief.

 

Agatha didn’t even glance away from the road. “We have precious cargo in this car,” she said, her tone matter-of-fact, as if it were the most logical thing in the world.

 

Rio turned her face toward her wife, lips twitching. “You didn’t drive this slow when I was in labor.”

 

“You weren’t in a rear-facing car seat with no neck strength and a 90% chance of spontaneous sneezing, and I was so fast then,” Agatha said evenly. “Completely different scenario. Not comparable. Ineligible analogy.”

 

“She’s not a grenade, my love.”

 

“She’s my grenade.”

 

Rio’s chuckle was breathy and warm. “You’re ridiculous.”

 

“And she’s barely seven pounds of baby,” Agatha muttered, flicking her turn signal on a full two streets before their own. “Have you seen how small she is?”

 

In the backseat, Nicky was still whispering to Violet. “We’re gonna show you everything, okay? Mom and Mama made you your own little bed. I put my best animals there to protect it. And there’s a night light. And snacks. Well. Not for you. But they’re in the room.”

 

Rio turned back toward the window, her smile going soft again. Her eyes blurred a little at the corners.

 

In the backseat, Nicky piped up again—his voice low but enthusiastic. “She yawned, Mom. That means she likes the car, right?”

 

“Definitely,” Rio murmured from the passenger seat, smiling with her eyes still closed. Her voice was lazy with affection, the kind that melted at the edges. “She loves it already.”

 

Agatha glanced into the rearview mirror. What she saw nearly undid her.

 

Her son, sitting so seriously, like a little knight guarding his queen, hands braced like a sentry around Violet’s car seat—watched his baby sister like he’d been born for this moment. Like he’d waited his whole life to become a big brother. His gaze didn’t wander. He looked at Violet like she was a spark of stardust in the middle of an ordinary afternoon.

 

 And her newborn daughter, safe and small in a sea of softness , one little paw-shaped foot from her dragon onesie still stubbornly sticking out. Her chest rose and fell in slow, perfect rhythm. She was so small. Too small, it felt, for a world this big.

 

Agatha’s heart squeezed. Then swelled. Then squeezed again.

 

Nicky tilted his head, peering at his sister like he was deciphering ancient runes. “What if she cries?” he asked, voice suddenly unsure. “What if she doesn’t like home?”

 

Agatha’s gaze softened, her hands steady on the wheel. “She will,” she said gently. “Because we’ll be there. And because you’ll be there.”

 

A pause settled over them, and the soft hum of the engine filled the space again. They passed familiar places: the little corner store Agatha always forgot to stop at, the weathered bus stop where Rio once waved at Nicky in the rain, the library where they had hidden from a thunderstorm and read picture books until the clouds passed.

 

None of it had changed. And yet, all of it had.

 

Rio opened one eye, catching a glimpse of the street outside bathed in golden light. She watched a child ride a scooter past someone’s flowerbed and thought, This is the same place we’ve always lived—but now we get to live here as four.

 

She blinked slowly, smile fading into something more peaceful. “I’m trying to stay awake,” she admitted, her voice quiet. “But I feel like my bones are made of pudding.”

 

Agatha reached across the console and found her hand without looking, their fingers locking together instinctively. Her thumb brushed over the back of Rio’s hand, grounding her there.

 

“Sleep if you need to,” she said, voice low and steady. “You did all the hard work. I’ll get us home.”

 

But Rio shook her head gently, her grip tightening just a little. “No,” she whispered. “I want to see us drive up. All of us.”

 

Agatha nodded, even if Rio couldn’t see it. She understood. The kind of moment you couldn’t bear to miss, even in exhaustion.

 

In the backseat, Nicky leaned forward again and peered into Violet’s seat, eyes shining. “I think she’s asleep,” he whispered, the words carried on a breath like he might wake her if he said them too loudly.

 

“She’s had a big day,” Agatha replied. “So have we all.”

 

Their street appeared just up ahead, and as they turned the corner, the whole world seemed to pause with them. Trees arched gently over the road like a canopy, sunlight slipping through the branches in dappled patterns. Houses stood like familiar sentinels, porches lined with windchimes and welcome mats. Little garden gnomes watched them pass like quiet witnesses. A neighbor waved from their lawn chair, and Agatha managed a nod in return.

 

The world felt both impossibly large and beautifully small.

 

Rio let her eyes fall closed again—not in sleep, but in reverence. She let herself feel the hum of the car beneath her, the warmth of Agatha’s hand in hers, the sound of Nicky’s breath next to Violet’s. All of them, packed into this little metal capsule, hurtling slowly toward home like it was the most important place in the universe.

 

When the car finally came to a gentle stop in their driveway, Agatha exhaled—a long, quiet breath she hadn’t even known she was holding. She shifted into park and sat back for a moment, just to feel it.

 

They were here.

 

Home.

 

She turned toward Rio, then glanced into the mirror at the backseat, where her children—her children—sat bathed in golden light.

 

“We’re home,” she said, soft and steady, a lullaby in the form of words.

 

And Nicky, vibrating with restrained joy, looked down at his sister and whispered, “Welcome home, baby dragon.”

 


 

The moment Agatha turned the key in the lock and gently pushed open the front door, Nicky exploded through the threshold like a tiny hurricane made entirely of joy and unspent energy.

 

Violet is home!” he shouted, arms flung wide as he dashed into the house at top speed. “The baby dragon has arrived!

 

His voice echoed wildly through the hallway and bounced off the walls like it was just as thrilled to be home as he was. Without pausing for breath, Nicky launched himself into the living room with the full theatrical flair of a performer on opening night. Arms outstretched like wings, he zoomed past the couch, past the coffee table, past the rug he always tripped on, spinning once with the full conviction of a child completely certain he could fly. The long, slightly crooked tail of his dragon costume—yes, he had begged to put it back on for this moment—trailed behind him with every bouncing step. He had insisted Violet wear hers too. Because, as he’d solemnly explained in the car, dragons should arrive at their lairs together.

 

His little lightning bolt sneakers thudded against the hardwood in joyful, clumsy rhythm, and somewhere in his wake, a stack of unopened mail slid off the side table with a soft flutter. He didn’t notice. He was too busy announcing his sister’s triumphant arrival to her kingdom.

 

Behind him, Agatha stood in the doorway, steady and focused as always, holding Violet’s car seat in one hand while the other hovered protectively around Rio’s waist. Rio moved slowly, careful with each step, her body still sore from the labor and the long days in the hospital, but her eyes were bright—tired and glowing all at once with a quiet light. A light that said I made it. That we all did. Agatha never let go of her, supporting her just enough to be helpful without smothering her. They moved as one, in silent rhythm, practiced and natural.

 

Like dancers in a duet they’d been learning their whole lives.

 

As they crossed the threshold into the house, something shifted. The air changed. Familiar scents greeted them—lavender from the laundry detergent, vanilla from a candle long extinguished but still faintly clinging to the curtains, and something like home cooked meals and new beginnings. The quiet was soft and waiting, like the house had been holding its breath.

 

Agatha paused just a beat to look around, eyes scanning the entryway, the light streaming in through the windows, the toys Nicky hadn’t put away in his pre-baby excitement. She tilted her head slightly, as if offering a silent acknowledgment to the space itself—We’re back. We’re more.

 

Rio glanced around too, slower, her gaze catching on everything. The shoes lined up by the door, the crooked photo frame in the hallway, the couch blanket still bunched from the last movie night they hadn’t finished. It wasn’t perfect. But it was theirs.

 

Rio blinked as she stepped into the hall, her arm looped around Agatha’s.

 

“Oh,” she breathed, pausing just a few steps into the entryway. Her body stilled, but her eyes moved—slowly, carefully—as if afraid to disturb what she was seeing.

 

“Wow.”

 

The house had changed in their absence. Not drastically, not in a loud or obvious way, but in the gentlest, most loving touches imaginable—each one so full of intention that Rio could practically hear the echoes of the laughter and whispered coordination behind them.

 

Across the archway between the hall and the living room hung a handmade banner, strung up with soft ribbon and painter’s tape. It read in big, colorful, slightly uneven letters: « WELCOME HOME, BABY VIOLET ». Some of the letters were rimmed with gold glitter, others dotted with hand-drawn hearts and little stars. A few had delicate pink and blue flowers painted into their corners with a shaky but determined hand. It was so clearly handmade that Rio could immediately picture Jen trying to measure each letter with scientific precision while Alice added glitter behind her back.

 

It was perfectly imperfect—exactly the kind of banner made by people who loved with all their might and zero concern for symmetry.

 

Rio’s breath caught, and her gaze drifted further into the house.

 

There were flowers. Everywhere. Right at home among Rio’s plants.

 

Clusters of wildflowers tucked into old glass jars and teacups sat on nearly every flat surface. They were clearly handpicked—sun-kissed and a little uneven in length, some still carrying flecks of soil on their stems. And the violets—so many violets. Tucked into tiny ceramic cups along the kitchen counter, spilling from a tall vase on the living room table, peeking out from the corners of the bookshelf like little purple whispers.

 

Above the window, someone had crafted a delicate wreath of woven greenery and violets, bound together with twine and careful fingers. It swayed slightly in the spring breeze coming in through the cracked window, and Rio could swear it smelled like hope.

 

She blinked again. Her eyes stung in that aching, unfamiliar way that meant she was about to cry, but she didn’t feel sad. She felt overwhelmed—by love, by beauty, by the realization that someone had thought of them, had made space for them to come home not just to something, but into something. A celebration. A welcome. A family.

 

She swallowed hard, voice catching slightly. “They did this… while we were gone?”

 

Agatha, who had been quietly watching her take it all in, smiled and nodded. “They must’ve snuck in. Alice asked me for the spare key ‘just in case of emergencies.’ I think she counted this as one.”

 

Rio let out a choked laugh, watery and small. “That tracks. Jen probably planned the logistics. Alice painted the banner and sabotaged it with glitter. Lilia picked the flowers. I bet even Nicky was in on it somehow.”

 

“Almost certainly,” Agatha murmured, her hand brushing gently over the small of Rio’s back, steady and grounding. “They wanted it to feel like home when we walked in.”

 

Rio’s hand tightened around hers. “It does,” she said quietly, voice trembling just a little. “It really, really does.”

 

For a moment, they just stood there—Agatha’s arm around her, Violet sleeping peacefully in her carrier beside them, the house blooming quietly with love and light around them. It didn’t feel like returning to something old.

 

It felt like stepping into the beginning of something brand new.

 

“Come on, let’s get you sitting down,” Agatha murmured, her voice low and warm, every syllable laced with the kind of patience that had soothed Rio through long nights and longer contractions. She guided her gently toward the couch, her arm wrapped securely around her waist, while her other hand expertly maneuvered Violet’s car seat. Agatha had long since mastered the art of doing three things at once—motherhood had a way of demanding it, and she’d risen to the challenge with quiet grace and a stubborn kind of devotion.

 

Rio didn’t resist. Her legs were heavier than they’d felt in days, and her body, though aching in ways she couldn’t quite name, trusted Agatha’s lead. The couch waited like an old friend—soft, familiar, a little worn around the edges, but safe. Safe in that wordless way only home could be.

 

Just as Agatha eased her down, a whirlwind of sneakers and boundless energy came charging back from the living room.

 

“Did you see the flowers?!” Nicky’s voice echoed through the hallway before his little body did, all limbs and excitement. “There’s sooo many! They even put some in the bathroom! Mom, Mama—come look! You gotta see!”

 

Agatha chuckled softly, still crouched near the couch, settling Violet’s carrier beside it as if it were made of glass. “We will in a minute, sweetheart,” she promised, glancing over her shoulder. “Let Mom rest a little first, okay?”

 

Rio let out a long, slow breath as she sank into the cushions. Her shoulders loosened, her spine melted into the familiar embrace of the couch, and for a second, she just existed. The living room looked the same. The soft throw blanket was still folded over the back of the armrest. The books were still slightly crooked on the shelf. But somehow, everything felt different.

 

Maybe it was the way the sunlight filtered through the curtains now—warmer, more golden than before—or maybe it was the violets, their sweet perfume hanging in the air like a lullaby. Or maybe it was the simple, unshakable fact that for the first time, they were home as four. That Violet was here, safely tucked into the rhythm of their life like she’d always been meant to be.

 

Agatha knelt beside the carrier, every motion slow and reverent, and began to gently unbuckle the baby, careful not to jostle her too much. “Welcome home, little one,” she whispered as she lifted her into her arms, voice almost inaudible but full of something ancient and tender. Violet stirred faintly, made a sleepy noise, then nestled deeper against Agatha’s chest, utterly content.

 

Nicky, not to be left out, clambered up onto the couch beside Rio with the enthusiasm of a boy twice his size. He moved more gently than usual, mindful of her, mindful of his new role. His small hand found her forearm, rested there, warm and sure.

 

“She’s gonna like it here, right?” he asked, quieter now, like maybe the weight of it all was starting to settle into him too.

 

Rio turned to look at him—her bright, curious, slightly rumpled boy. She brushed a few curls back from his forehead with trembling fingers. How was he this big already? How had he grown into a big brother overnight?

 

“She already does,” she whispered. The words caught a little in her throat, but they rang true.

 

Agatha stood then, slow and fluid, Violet pressed gently against her chest. She looked down at them—her wife on the couch, her son leaning in close, and their daughter sleeping softly against her heart—and something in her face shifted. A quiet awe. The kind of joy that doesn’t come all at once but builds, layer by layer, until it hums in your bones.

 

“It’s her home,” she said softly. “Just like it’s yours. Just like it’s mine and Mom’s.”

 

And then, as if the house had heard and agreed, it fell into a hush again—the kind of silence that wasn’t empty, but full. Full of breathing and warmth and the flutter of something impossibly sacred.

 

With wildflowers on the shelves, violets on the counter, a banner that still shimmered faintly where the sun kissed it just right. And beneath it all, the quiet rhythm of four hearts beating under the same roof for the very first time.

 

Here, at last, they were home.

 

Agatha stepped forward with slow, careful steps, her arms full with the smallest life she’d held since Nicky. Violet was still curled up against her chest, so light and warm and new that every second of holding her still felt like a quiet miracle. She was just starting to stir now, stretching one impossibly small hand against her mother’s collarbone as if reaching out into the world around her. She was barely more than a whisper in her mother’s arms—soft, sleepy, and impossibly new.

 

With a breath caught somewhere between awe and reverence, Agatha turned and gently, gently, placed Violet into Rio’s waiting arms, as if lowering a star into the sea.

 

Rio instinctively cradled her close, wrapping her body protectively around the bundle of softness and sleep. She looked down at Violet—at her daughter—with a quiet smile that said more than words could ever reach. Her thumb brushed over Violet’s tiny hand as she settled her, and Rio leaned back into the couch as if her whole world had finally clicked into place.

 

Nicky tucked himself against Rio’s side, not jostling too much, his wide eyes focused on his baby sister.

 

“Can I sit next to her?” he whispered, so quietly it was almost a breath, as though even his voice could rouse her from the warm spell of sleep.

 

Rio turned her head toward him, her eyes soft. “You already are,” she murmured, brushing a kiss into his curls.

 

Nicky grinned, bright and earnest, his eyes never leaving Violet. Her tiny form was swaddled in her violet-colored onesie, the soft cotton shaped like a dragon—complete with tiny green wings stitched at the back and little golden horns poking from the hood, which had slipped just slightly askew. She looked like something out of a fairytale—like a newborn dragon curled up in her nest, guarded by the people who loved her most in the world.

 

He reached out, slow and careful, pausing a fingertip’s width away from her cheek. He hesitated, like touching her might break some kind of spell.

 

“She’s so soft,” he whispered, finally brushing his finger gently along the peach-fuzz skin of her cheek. His eyes went impossibly round. “Like… like clouds.”

 

Rio chuckled quietly, her laughter thick with love and something else—something deeper, like the roots of a tree stretching down into her chest.

 

“She really is,” she agreed.

 

Agatha stayed standing for a moment longer, as if rooted to the spot by something sacred. Her breath caught in her throat as her gaze swept over the scene before her—one that she knew would etch itself into her bones for the rest of her life.

 

Rio sat curled around their daughter, her body still weary but holding that quiet, unshakable strength that seemed to radiate from deep within her. There was something in the way she held Violet—careful, reverent, like she was guarding a flame she’d carried across oceans. And Nicky, nestled close beside them, his hand hovering just inches above Violet’s impossibly small form, fingers trembling slightly with awe. He looked like he was staring at magic made real.

 

Violet, for her part, remained blissfully unaware of the enormity of the moment. She made a soft sound in her sleep, the tiniest flutter of her lips, as if even her dreams were still learning how to form. She didn’t yet know that her arrival had cracked the universe open and poured light into all the quiet, aching corners of their lives. She didn’t know how long she had been hoped for, wished for, dreamt into being.

 

But Agatha knew. She remembered every hour, every fear, every heartbeat of waiting.

 

And now, she was here.

 

Tears pricked at the corners of her eyes before she could stop them.

 

She walked around the couch quietly and lowered herself onto the edge, brushing her fingers lightly along the back of Rio’s shoulder. She leaned in close, kissed her wife’s temple with the gentlest of pressure, and whispered, “We did it, my love. She’s home.”

 

Rio turned to look at her, her eyes bright with emotion, lips parting like she wanted to say something but couldn’t quite find the words. So she just nodded and leaned into Agatha’s touch, pressing their foreheads together for a moment, breathing in the same space.

 

Nicky looked up at them both and whispered, “Mama’s crying,” with wide eyes.

 

Agatha laughed softly, wiping her cheek with the back of her hand. “Just a little. Happy tears.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly, like he understood the importance of that.

 

“Is Violet crying too?”

 

“No,” Rio whispered, glancing down. “She’s still dreaming.”

 

“Maybe she’s dreaming about us,” Nicky said with a proud little puff of his chest. “I would, if I was her.”

 

Agatha reached for them then, her arm curling around both her wife and her son, gathering them closer, tucking them all into the crook of her body like she could hold the entire world in her arms. Her fingers settled gently against the back of Nicky’s head, her palm flat against Rio’s spine, and Violet—so tiny, so warm—between them all.

 

“She doesn’t have to dream about us,” she murmured, her voice barely more than a breath. “She’s got us right here.”

 

And for a long time, they stayed like that—no rush, no chaos, no outside world intruding. Just the quiet breath of a newborn sleeping, the slow rise and fall of Rio’s chest, the weight of Nicky’s small hand against her arm, and Agatha’s heart beating in time with them all.

 

Home. Finally.

 

They ended up all together on the couch for a long time, tangled in blankets and the soft hush of a house that had finally become a home for four. Rio leaned back against the cushions, Violet tucked snug in her arms, her tiny features still scrunched from sleep. Nicky had claimed Agatha’s lap, curling in with a tired kind of satisfaction, his head resting against her shoulder and his little socks peeking out from under a blanket he insisted on sharing with everyone.

 

The light outside was beginning to fade. Agatha, ever the quiet orchestrator, gently eased herself off the couch—careful not to disturb Nicky too much—and padded into the kitchen. Soon, the kettle hummed to life, filling the quiet with the promise of warmth.

 

She returned with a tray: one mug of tea, one cup of cocoa, and a warm glass of milk for Nicky, who lit up immediately at the sight of it.

 

“Thank you, Mama,” he said sleepily, his voice already beginning to slur with the onset of sleep. Agatha pressed a kiss to the crown of his head.

 

“You’re welcome, dragon.”

 

But then, just as they were all settling into the gentle stillness of their living room, Violet’s soft, uncertain fuss broke the quiet. It started as a small sound—barely a protest—but it grew steadily, her tiny arms squirming against Rio, her face crumpling into something that looked close to distress.

 

Rio reacted on instinct, rocking her gently, adjusting her grip with quiet expertise born from sheer instinct. She bounced Violet ever so slightly, whispering low reassurances in a voice meant only for her daughter. “Shh, it’s alright, little one… you’re okay, Mommy’s got you…”

 

But the fussing didn’t stop. It only grew more insistent, more urgent—her cries not yet loud, but filled with a kind of pleading that tugged directly at the chest.

 

Agatha was already moving before Rio had to say a word. She crouched at the edge of the couch with a quiet kind of grace, one hand resting briefly on Rio’s knee before she turned her full attention to Violet.

 

“Here,” she murmured, voice warm and steady as a candle flame. “She just wants her mom.”

 

She gently adjusted the dragon onesie, easing out one of Violet’s tucked arms with careful fingers, making sure there was no bunching or tightness. Her touch was tender but precise, each motion full of deliberate love.

 

“There we go, sweetheart,” she whispered, brushing her thumb ever so lightly over Violet’s temple.

 

Violet’s cries softened, but didn’t fade entirely.

 

Then came a tiny voice, soft but certain. “I think she’s hungry.”

 

Rio turned, blinking. Nicky was watching them from where he sat curled under the blanket, his warm milk still cupped in his hands but completely forgotten. His blue eyes were wide and earnest, full of a kind of gentle seriousness that made him seem suddenly older than his seven years.

 

“You think so?” Rio asked, surprised and quietly impressed.

 

He nodded slowly, as though weighing the gravity of his diagnosis. “That’s what babies do when they’re hungry. They yell.”

 

Agatha smiled and reached over to tousle his curls affectionately. “You might be right, big dragon,” she said, her voice proud and playful.

 

Rio looked back down at Violet, who had now begun that unmistakable rooting motion—her mouth turning from side to side, little jaw working in soft, searching movements. Her whimpers grew more pointed, more focused, as though she too understood that the answer had already been spoken aloud.

 

Rio tilted her head, studying her daughter with a mixture of wonder and recognition. “You know what, baby love,” she said softly, glancing at Nicky again, “I think your brother is absolutely right.”

 

She shifted slightly, preparing to feed her, and as she did, Agatha stood, brushing a kiss to the top of Nicky’s head again before moving to give them a bit of space. But Nicky stayed right where he was, leaning his head against Rio’s arm, his eyes fixed on Violet with a kind of reverence.

 

Rio shifted gently, careful not to jostle Violet too much as she opened her blouse, her movements slow and practiced. With one arm, she supported the tiny body against her chest, and with the other, she cradled her daughter close, guiding her with the soft kind of certainty that only love could teach.

 

“Come on, sweetheart,” she whispered, her voice barely a breath, coaxing gently.

 

Violet didn’t need more than that. Her tiny mouth found what it had been searching for, latching on with instinctive urgency—and almost instantly, the storm inside her calmed.

 

The difference was immediate. The tension that had wound her limbs tight seemed to drain away in a single long sigh. Her small fists unclenched, curling loosely against Rio’s breast, and her little legs relaxed, no longer kicking in protest. She made a soft noise—something like a satisfied hum—and then another, rhythmic and peaceful, as if to say, This. This is what I was waiting for.

 

Nicky, perched beside them with his own milk in hand and a furrow of concern still lingering between his brows, watched carefully. When he saw Violet settle, his shoulders dropped in visible relief.

 

“Told you,” he said matter-of-factly, shooting Rio a look of quiet pride.

 

“You did, little love,” Rio said warmly. “You’re going to be a really good big brother.”

 

“I already am,” he whispered proudly, sipping from his own milk.

 

Agatha settled in beside them again, wrapping one arm around Rio’s shoulders, her hand finding the space between Rio’s neck and collarbone and resting there, gentle and sure, and the other around Nicky’s little frame, pulling them all close.

 

They stayed like that for a while—just the quiet of the room, the warmth of shared space, and the sound of their baby daughter suckling softly in the dim golden light. And even though Rio was exhausted, even though Agatha’s entire body ached from tension she hadn’t yet allowed to release, and even though Nicky was clearly two minutes from passing out, it was perfect.

 

Their little family, all together.

 

No noise. No outside world. Just this.

 

Just home.

 

As Violet nursed peacefully in Rio’s arms, Nicky remained curled up beside Agatha, sipping his warm milk and sleepily watching with a furrowed brow. His little face was scrunched in that way it always did when he was thinking very hard—deep, serious thoughts for a very little boy. He kept glancing between Violet and Rio, then up at Agatha, then back again.

 

Finally, he whispered, “Mama?”

 

Agatha looked down at him. “Mm?”

 

He pointed, small finger lifting in that way only a child could manage—blunt, direct, utterly without malice. “Why is she drinking like that again?”

 

Rio, far from bothered, let out a soft, amused breath. “Curious little dragon, huh?”

 

Nicky wriggled a little but didn’t pull away, cheeks beginning to tint with pink. “I mean… it’s kind of weird. Is that normal?”

 

Agatha smiled, smoothing her hand over his back. “Very normal, sweetheart.”

 

He didn’t look convinced. “But like…” He paused, clearly struggling to find the right words. He squinted toward Violet again, as if expecting to understand more if he looked longer. “She’s drinking from Mom. Like…” He made a small face, trying to articulate the mystery of what he was seeing. “Like a juice box?” he offered finally, blinking in honest confusion. “That’s so strange.”

 

Rio immediately had to bring a hand to her mouth to stifle the laugh bubbling up in her chest. Agatha let out a low, surprised chuckle of her own, pulling Nicky in a little closer.

 

“Well,” Agatha said, recovering her composure, “not quite like a juice box.”

 

“But it looks like it,” Nicky insisted, baffled but fascinated. “She’s just… drinking. From Mom.”

 

Rio shook her head, smiling down at the peacefully nursing baby in her arms. “It’s how babies eat when they’re still very little,” she explained softly, her voice tender. “My body makes milk just for her. That’s why she snuggles up like this—because it makes her feel safe and full and close to me.”

 

Nicky blinked. “Wait, your body makes milk? Like a cow?”

 

Agatha couldn’t help it—she laughed out loud this time.

 

Rio gave Nicky a playful, mock-offended look. “Are you calling me a cow?”

 

He looked mildly horrified. “No! I didn’t mean—! I just—!”

 

Rio leaned over and kissed his forehead. “I’m teasing you, baby.”

 

“Oh,” he said, relieved, but still suspicious. “I guess it’s okay if Violet thinks you’re a juice box.”

 

Rio snorted. “Thanks for the permission.”

 

Agatha, doing her best not to laugh too hard, smoothed her fingers through Nicky’s dark curls, brushing them away from his forehead as he gawked at the scene before him.

 

“It’s called breastfeeding, baby,” she explained gently, her voice low and warm. “That’s how a lot of babies eat when they’re this little. That’s how you used to eat.”

 

Nicky’s eyes widened so dramatically that it seemed almost theatrical. “Me?!

 

“You,” Agatha confirmed with a slow, solemn nod, like she was delivering ancient knowledge of great importance. “All the time. You were just like Violet. You’d wiggle, and squirm, and yell at the top of your lungs when you were hungry. And I’d sit down with you, just like Mom’s doing now, and—well, you’d drink from me.”

 

His mouth dropped open. He looked completely scandalized. “From you?!”

 

Agatha nodded again, utterly unfazed. “Mm-hmm. You were very serious about it too. No distractions. Not even music. If I tried to hum, you’d glare at me.”

 

He gaped at her, then turned slowly to Rio. “But I didn’t do it with you?”

 

“Nope,” Rio said with a little smile. “You were already a big boy when I met you. So you were drinking your milk out of a cup by then—usually a red one, because the blue was clearly inferior. You remember that, don’t you?”

 

“Oh yeah,” Nicky said, momentarily distracted by the memory. “That cup was awesome.” Then his brows furrowed again. “But… I really did that with Mama?”

 

“You did,” Agatha said with a fond little sigh. “You’d curl up in my arms just like Violet’s doing now, and you’d fall asleep with your mouth still latched, your little hand resting right here—” she touched the place over her heart, “—and sometimes you’d let out these tiny, happy sighs, like you’d just had the best meal in the world.”

 

Nicky stared at her like she’d just told him he used to breathe fire.

 

“I did not!

 

Agatha tilted her head, feigning seriousness. “Oh, absolutely you did. And don’t even get me started on the milk drunk smiles. Little milk drunk dragon. You were so happy.”

 

“I was not!” he gasped, completely scandalized. “I don’t remember that!”

 

“You wouldn’t. You were a baby,” Agatha said, amused. “But I do. Very very well.”

 

Nicky groaned and hid his face in her arm. “This is so embarrassing.

 

“Sweetheart,” Rio said, laughing now, still gently nursing Violet, who was dozing off, full and content. “I promise, there is nothing embarrassing about how babies eat. It’s the most natural thing in the world.”

 

Nicky peeked out from behind Agatha’s sleeve, his expression still half-scandalized, half-intrigued. “Even if it’s weird?”

 

Agatha pressed a kiss to his temple. “Even then. ‘Weird’ is just a grown-up word for something we didn’t understand yet.”

 

Nicky wriggled, absorbing that slowly.

 

“I just didn’t think people did that,” he mumbled.

 

Rio smiled, shifting Violet to her shoulder to burp her. “Most people don’t talk about it. But babies need to eat somehow, and this is one way. Some babies drink from bottles. Some drink from their moms. It’s all okay. And none of it is something to be ashamed of.”

 

“But you said I was all serious and stuff,” Nicky said, lifting his head again with an accusatory look. “You said I glared when you hummed!”

 

“You did!” Agatha said, laughing now. “You were very intense about your meals.”

 

“Like a dragon guarding a milk treasure,” Rio added with a playful wink, imagining the scene in her head, wishing she had been there.

 

Nicky looked like he wanted to argue—but then he smiled despite himself, sheepish and a little proud. “Well. I guess if I was a dragon…”

 

Agatha and Rio both exchanged a glance over his head, love thick in the air between them.

 

“You still are,” Agatha said, holding him close. 

 

Nicky sat up a little straighter from where he’d been slumped against Agatha, his small brow furrowing in concern as he eyed Rio and Violet. “Does it hurt?” he asked quietly, his voice serious in that rare, careful way only he could manage when he was truly worried.

 

Rio shifted Violet slightly, adjusting her in the crook of her arm as the baby snuffled in her sleep, full and satisfied. “Not usually,” she answered, her tone soft and honest. “Sometimes it’s a little uncomfortable, but I don’t mind. She needs it. And I’m okay.”

 

He considered this. “And that’s all she eats?”

 

“For now,” Agatha said. “In a few months, she’ll start trying other things—like mashed sweet potatoes, mushed-up bananas, maybe oatmeal.”

 

Nicky made a face. “That sounds yucky.”

 

Rio laughed softly. “I said the same thing when Mama first tried to make me eat oatmeal.”

 

Agatha gave her a playfully reproachful look. “You still say that.”

 

“I’m right.”

 

Agatha turned back to Nicky, her eyes twinkling. “You thought so too at first. But then you changed your mind. You decided bananas were your favorite food in the world for a while. I couldn’t get them into the shopping cart fast enough.”

 

Nicky stared at her, eyebrows raised. “I did?”

 

“You did,” she said, tucking a strand of his hair behind his ear. “You’d eat three a day if I let you. You called them ‘na-nas’ for months.”

 

Nicky wrinkled his nose. “I don’t remember any of this.”

 

“That’s okay,” Agatha said softly, tucking a strand of hair behind his ear. “I do.

 

He sighed, snuggling further into her lap like the conversation had worn him out, resting one hand gently on her arm. “Babies are a lot,” he muttered.

 

Rio and Agatha shared a glance across the room—one of those silent, familiar exchanges only two very tired but very in-love parents could pull off. Agatha gave an exaggerated whisper: “Tell me about it.”

 

Nicky smiled sleepily and leaned his head on Agatha’s chest, watching Violet with new, slightly less baffled eyes.

 

“She’s still weird,” he murmured.

 

“Yeah,” Rio agreed softly, brushing her fingers over Violet’s soft hair. “But she’s our little weird.”

 

Agatha kissed the top of Nicky’s head. “All the best people are.”

 

And for a little while, everything was quiet again, just the four of them curled up under the soft light of home. A family, completely tangled in each other, completely perfect.

 

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Chapter 7: Welcome Home - Part II

Notes:

Hello hello!
Not sure if you remember, but I had some huge exams back in February—and I just got the results yesterday… I PASSED THE FIRST ROUND!!! 🎉
Next up is the oral part (ugh, my worst nightmare), but I’m so relieved to be done with the written portion!
I went out to celebrate with my friends last night, which is why there was no update—I came home late, very happy… and very drunk hahaha.

BUT ENJOY!

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Later that afternoon, after mugs of cocoa and warm milk had been drained, after Nicky had launched a full investigation into the mechanics of breastfeeding complete with diagrams on a napkin, the house settled into a gentler rhythm. The sun, low in the sky, cast golden light through the windows, soft and drowsy. Violet had fallen asleep again, full and content in Rio’s arms, her tiny lips parted and her breath slow, one hand curled loosely in the fabric of Rio’s dress.

 

Agatha, moving with quiet reverence, knelt beside them on the couch. “Let me take her for a bit,” she murmured, brushing her knuckles over Violet’s rosy cheek. “She’s out like a little lantern.”

 

Rio nodded and, with a soft sigh, surrendered their daughter into Agatha’s waiting arms. Violet barely stirred, her body molding easily to Agatha’s chest, where she nestled with a sleepy sigh, her face squished gently against her mama’s sweater.

 

Agatha smiled. “Let’s show her the nursery.”

 

Rio stood with a small wince and a soft sound of protest, and Agatha was immediately there with her free hand, steadying her, thumb brushing comfortingly over her wrist. Her muscles ached, her body still tender from birth, but her heart—oh, her heart was full to the brim, spilling over.

 

Across the room, Nicky popped up from where he’d been lying half-buried in a fort of pillows, his dragon tail dragging behind him. “Wait for me!” he cried, already halfway to the hallway, his feet slapping against the hardwood. “I’ll open the door!”

 

By the time they reached the nursery, he was already waiting at the door, hands planted firmly on either side of the frame. “You ready?” he asked over his shoulder, grinning from ear to ear.

 

Agatha gave a theatrical nod. “Lead the way, Sir Nicholas.”

 

Agatha came to a stop, cradling Violet against her, and Rio beside her, every step aching, but made lighter by the sight of Nicky—wild and eager, flinging open the nursery door with both hands like a grand unveiling.

 

“Welcome to your room, Vivi!” he announced proudly, throwing his arms out like a magician.

 

Agatha chuckled, the sound quiet and warm, and stepped into the room.

 

Agatha laughed softly as she followed him inside, cradling Violet. Rio stepped in after them, and her breath caught the way it always did when she saw the space they’d poured so much love into. The nursery still smelled faintly of wood and lavender. Everything was just as they’d left it, but with Violet in Agatha’s arms now, it felt alive for the first time.

 

One blue wall was covered in the sprawling tree mural Agatha had painted by hand, each branch winding and reaching as if stretching protectively over the crib. Tucked into its green leaves were tiny purple blossoms, and hidden stars, all done in careful strokes, details added late at night when Agatha would hum softly and say, “She’ll see this before she sees the sky.”

 

Stuffed animals were tucked into corners, and above the crib, the dragon mobile they’d picked out together spun gently in the low light.

 

Nicky ran straight to the corner and flipped on the star-shaped nightlight. It glowed softly, casting golden stars across the ceiling. “So she knows where home is,” he explained seriously.

 

Rio smiled, hand going to her chest.

 

“Good thinking, love,” Agatha said.

 

Nicky beamed, then took Violet’s introduction very seriously. He walked slowly across the nursery, pointing to each object with the authority of a seasoned tour guide. “This is your dragon mobile,” he said in a soft voice. “It spins when the wind blows. And this—this is the tree Mama painted. She said it’ll grow with you.”

 

Agatha turned slightly, just enough to catch Rio’s eyes. They shared a quiet, knowing look.

 

A plush armchair sat in the corner, the handmade quilt from Lilia draped across its back—the one Rio had cried over when Lilia had dropped it off. A stack of picture books was already leaning at a crooked angle on the low shelf by the wall.

 

Nicky darted ahead of them, circling the room. “And this one’s the giraffe I picked! I named him Toffee! And that one’s Mr. Wobbles—he’s weird-looking but he’s nice, I had him when I was little like you. And this blanket,” he said, tugging at the edge of the quilt, “is so soft, Vivi, like a cloud. You’re gonna love it.”

 

“This basket,” Nicky continued proudly, kneeling beside a woven bin lined with pale blue muslin, “has ribbons. Mom and Mama picked them all for you. Some are purple, some are green, some are gold. One has sparkles. Real sparkles.”

 

He held up the sparkly one like it was treasure, eyes wide with excitement. “They’re for your hair later when you have more. Or your tail. If you grow one.”

 

Rio laughed softly, sinking into the rocking chair with a grateful sigh.

 

Agatha stood nearby, Violet still pressed to her chest, the baby’s head nestled beneath her collarbone. Nicky had risen again, hovering close, his small hands clasped in front of him like he was about to witness something important.

 

“Want to help me tuck her in for the first time?” Agatha asked softly, turning toward him.

 

She dropped her voice to a hush, reverent. “She won’t sleep here right away. She’ll stay in our room for a while, with Mom and me. But we can have a practice run. Just to show her it’s hers.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly, his chest puffing slightly like he’d just been entrusted with a secret task of great importance.

 

Together, they leaned over the crib, and Agatha laid Violet down with the kind of care reserved for only the most beloved. She adjusted the light blanket over Violet’s legs and brushed a finger across her forehead. Nicky reached through the crib rails and gently tucked one of Violet’s dragon paws under the blanket.

 

“Welcome home, little one,” Agatha whispered, her voice a thread of love in the hush.

 

Rio, watching from the rocking chair, blinked back the sting of tears. Her hands had curled up near her chest, one gently resting over her heart, the other across the place where Violet used to be. Her chest rose slowly with each breath, rocked by something too vast to name.

 

“She’s going to love it here,” Agatha murmured, though she was looking at Rio when she said it, not the baby.

 

Nicky looked between his moms, then up at the ceiling where soft, faint stars began to flicker across the paint like constellations in slow motion.

 

“Can she sleep with the stars on?” he asked quietly, like it mattered very much.

 

“Yes,” Rio said, her voice low, almost caught in her throat. Her palm swept over her belly in slow motion, muscle memory and emotion intertwined. “Leave them on while we’re in here.”

 

So they did.

 

Agatha dimmed the overhead lights with a slow turn of the dimmer switch, and the star projector came to life in full, bathing the ceiling in a slow swirl of soft silver and pale lavender. Stars drifted over the branches of the tree mural, flickering through the leaves, casting soft, dappled light across the crib and the room.

 

Nicky clambered up into the rocking chair beside Rio, careful not to jostle her, his small body pressing close into her side. She pulled him in instinctively, her arm wrapping around him as he rested his head against her shoulder.

 

Agatha stayed near the crib, resting one hand gently on Violet’s side, her thumb tracing slow circles over the blanket.

 

The house was quiet again, wrapped in a stillness that came only with love—quiet not because nothing was happening, but because everything that mattered was. In this small room under starlight, a boy watched over his sister, two women held the shape of their life between them, and a newborn baby slept, safe and deeply loved, all together in a room where stars lit the ceiling and dragons stood guard.

 

After a long moment of peaceful silence in the softly lit nursery, where the star-laced ceiling glowed and the branches of the painted tree reached like open arms above the crib, Agatha rose from where she stood beside Violet. Her movements were slow, unhurried, as though afraid to disturb the stillness they’d all settled into. She crossed the room with that quiet grace that Rio had always loved, her bare feet barely whispering across the rug.

 

She reached for the shelf above the changing table, fingertips brushing past rows of folded cloths and stacked diapers until she found what she was looking for: a small wooden box, the one they had prepared weeks ago in hushed, hopeful anticipation. Its surface was hand-painted in soft detail, delicate violets blooming along the lid, green vines curling around the edges like a frame. The box was light in her hands, but full of promise, the kind of promise made not with words, but with careful hands and time set aside.

 

The inside was lined with soft, ivory fabric—barely creased, still waiting—for the first treasures of Violet’s arrival. The kind you couldn’t buy, only collect. Moments, really. Fragments of a story only just beginning.

 

Rio looked up from the rocking chair, where she still held Nicky loosely in her lap. Her fingers had been drifting through his curls, absent and loving. She blinked slowly, her eyes falling to the box in Agatha’s hands.

 

“Are we doing it now?” she asked softly, her voice a breath of wonder, not resistance.

 

Agatha nodded, her eyes warm, then turned toward their son. “Want to help us, big dragon?”

 

Nicky’s face lit up with the importance of the moment. He scrambled gently from Rio’s lap, whispering, “Yes!” like it was a secret mission. “I’ll be really careful. I promise.”

 

They all sat on the rug together, forming a quiet circle—Agatha cross-legged with the box in front of her, Nicky kneeling beside her, and Rio in the rocking chair still, watching them with a smile that wobbled at the edges.

 

With tender hands, they opened the box, the tiny click of the latch sounding louder than it should in the stillness. Inside, the soft lining waited like a page awaiting the first words.

 

Agatha reached first. She unfolded the small hospital blanket—the one Violet had been swaddled in her very first night. Its pastel stripes still held the shape of her somehow, the way memory lingers in fabric. Agatha smoothed it out across her lap with deliberate care, then folded it again, each crease placed like a blessing. She laid it neatly at the bottom of the box.

 

“This is where it begins,” she murmured.

 

Rio exhaled, leaning forward slightly. In her hand, she held Violet’s first tiny hat—soft cotton, pale lavender. “They put it on her just after we held her,” she told Nicky, the words quiet, like she was talking to herself more than anyone else. “It almost swallowed her whole.”

 

Agatha smiled gently and took the hat from her, brushing her thumb along the little edge. She held it for a moment—feeling its weightless weight—before nestling it above the folded blanket.

 

Then, from the pocket of her dress, Rio produced two narrow plastic bracelets. The hospital kind, flimsy and practical, yet somehow profound. One read her name. The other, Violet’s. They were still looped loosely together, as if refusing to be separated.

 

“I kept them close the whole time,” she said. Her fingers brushed over the text as she spoke, her voice thick with the memory of those first hours—tender, terrifying, holy.

 

Agatha reached over and kissed the crown of Rio’s head, right above her temple. She took the bracelets and laid them in the box beside the hat, gently resting her palm over them for a moment. No words. Just presence.

 

Nicky, who had been watching with wide eyes, reached into his pocket and pulled out something of his own: a small, smooth stone. Purple, a little sparkly, like amethyst. He held it out, eyes solemn.

 

“It’s my lucky rock,” he said. “I want my sister to have it too. For double luck.”

 

Agatha’s breath caught softly. She opened a corner of the blanket inside the box and tucked the stone underneath, like it was being cradled too.

 

“Perfect,” she said. “Thank you, sweetheart.”

 

They all sat still for a long moment after that, gazing at the little box—now heavier, filled with the gentle weight of beginnings.

 

Nicky, who had been rocking gently on his knees beside the memory box, suddenly perked up. His eyes went wide.

 

“Wait! My drawing! It has to go in the box too!”

 

Before either Agatha or Rio could respond, he was already up and bolting out of the nursery, his little dragon tail bouncing dramatically behind him with every determined step. The sound of his feet pattering down the hall faded briefly, followed by the rustle of paper and a clatter that neither mother seemed too concerned about. He returned seconds later, breathless, triumphant, and holding a carefully folded sheet of paper in both hands like it was ancient treasure.

 

“I made this at the hospital,” he declared seriously, lowering his voice like he was revealing something sacred. “It’s Violet as a fairy princess. She’s breathing sparkles. And she has three crowns.”

 

Agatha smiled, amused and touched all at once, as she took the paper from his outstretched hands. “That’s a very pretty fairy princess.”

 

“She is,” Nicky agreed proudly. “She was born very strong. Like Mom said.”

 

He held the drawing out. Agatha took it with care, unfolding the bright lines of crayon where Violet—depicted in yellow and purple with fairy wings too big for her body—floated across the paper, surrounded by stars and wearing three glittering crowns, a trail of magic that lit up the page like fireworks.

 

Rio laughed softly behind them. “Three crowns, huh?”

 

“She’s royalty,” Nicky said confidently, glancing back at her. “One for each of us who love her.”

 

Agatha stilled for just a beat, her heart catching. Then Rio let out a whisper of breath, full of tenderness. “Oh, my heart.”

 

Agatha touched the drawing gently, as though it might fly away. “It’s perfect,” she murmured. “We couldn’t leave this out.”

 

She folded it back with care, the paper now softened slightly from being held so tightly by small hands. With a deliberate, reverent motion, she placed it atop the other keepsakes—the hospital blanket, the little hat, the rock, the twin bracelets. Somehow, it was the final piece the box had been waiting for.

 

The lid remained open just a moment longer, as though honoring the collection inside. Then Nicky stood up straighter and tiptoed forward to peek inside again, his head tilting thoughtfully.

 

“Do we close it now?” he asked softly, like he wasn’t quite ready to let go.

 

“Yes, love,” Agatha said gently, her voice wrapping around the room like a lullaby. “Let’s keep everything safe.”

 

Together, they guided the lid down. Nicky’s small hand rested atop Agatha’s as the wooden box clicked softly shut, the hand-painted violets and curling vines locking it closed like a whispered spell. The box was no longer just a box—it was a beginning. A keepsake of firsts, of magic, of love stitched into the fabric of their family.

 

Agatha rose and returned it to its place on the high shelf, her fingers lingering for a moment on the wood before stepping back.

 

“That’s her story box now,” she said, looking at them both—her voice gentle, full of warmth. “And we’ll keep adding to it. All the firsts, all the things that matter.”

 

“All the magic stuff,” Nicky whispered, gazing up at the shelf with quiet awe.

 

“Yes,” Rio said, her voice low and full of feeling as she pulled him close again, brushing his curls back from his forehead. “All the magic stuff.”

 

Agatha crossed the room back to her side. She knelt beside the rocking chair and pressed a kiss to Rio’s temple, her hand resting briefly on her wife’s belly – honoring their daughter’s first home - before curling over Rio’s.

 

“We’re all part of her story now,” she whispered. “Every one of us.”

 

“And she’s part of ours,” Rio added, her palm splayed gently over her chest. “Forever.”

 


 

After dinner, the house settled into a hush, the kind that came only after a day full of emotions and soft chaos. Nicky padded quietly down the hallway, his bare feet making the faintest pats against the floor. He wore his favorite dinosaur pajamas—after finally agreeing to take off the dragon costume after a lot of wrangling with Mama—and carried a well-loved picture book clutched beneath one arm. Under the other was Blue Dragon, his ever-faithful companion, a little more worn around the snout than he’d been last week.

 

He entered his moms’ bedroom without a word, his movements instinctively soft. The bedside lamp was already on and the sheets had freshly been changed. Beside the bed, Violet slept in her bassinet, impossibly small and serene, swaddled in a pale blanket with her tiny fists curled near her chin.

 

Nicky climbed onto the bed with the kind of abandon only sons in their mothers’ bed seemed to understand. He nestled into the green quilt—one Lilia had sewn years ago for Rio, full of soft textures and quiet history—and curled up near the pillows, settling in like it was the most natural place in the world for him to be.

 

He didn’t ask or say anything. He opened his book and began reading to himself in a hushed, murmuring tone, the rhythm of his voice blending with Violet’s steady, sleeping breaths. Together, they made a harmony: not a song exactly, but a hum of life. Of beginnings.

 

Across the room, Agatha and Rio stood side by side near the dresser, dim silhouettes in the golden light. Agatha’s arms wrapped gently around Rio from behind, her hands resting over the soft curve of her wife’s waist. Her chin tucked naturally into the crook of Rio’s shoulder, the way it always did when she wanted to keep her close without saying a word.

 

They watched the bed—the boy reading to himself, the newborn dreaming beside him—and neither of them dared to speak at first. The sight was too sacred, too whole.

 

Eventually, Rio tilted her head just slightly, her voice low and roughened with the gentle fatigue that came with giving everything she had to something she loved.

 

“She really likes him already,” she murmured, eyes soft as they followed the tiny rise and fall of their daughter’s chest.

 

“She knows he’s hers,” Agatha replied, brushing her lips to Rio’s neck, her voice like velvet against the hush. “Just like we’re all hers.”

 

Rio exhaled, a quiet, sleepy laugh stirring from deep within her chest. She leaned further back into Agatha, letting herself be held, soothed, protected. Every movement was slow, her body still tender and healing, still trying to remember what it meant to be hers again after birth had asked so much of it. But here, in this quiet moment, wrapped in the scent of her wife’s skin and the sounds of her children, rest didn’t seem like a distant promise anymore. It was here. It had found her.

 

“Can we stay like this forever?” she whispered, eyes fluttering shut for just a second.

 

Agatha smiled, her fingers stroking small circles against her waist. “I’ll make time stop for you if I have to.”

 

“You already do,” Rio said, a smile tugging faintly at her lips.

 

For a little while, they stayed like that. Nicky’s voice continued its soft rise and fall from the bed. Violet sighed in her sleep. The night wrapped its arms around the house, and in that room, under that light, nothing else in the world needed to exist.

 

Agatha turned Rio in her arms with a tenderness that spoke of everything unsaid between them—the years they’d spent building this life together, the quiet bond that only deepened with each passing moment. She placed a soft kiss on Rio’s forehead, feeling the weight of her love settle between them like a comforting blanket.

 

“Come on, my love,” Agatha murmured, her voice low and soothing. “Let’s get you cleaned up and comfy. You deserve it.”

 

Rio gave a small sigh of relief, leaning into Agatha for a moment longer, savoring the safety of her touch. The warmth of her body against hers was a balm for the fatigue that had settled deep into her bones. She wasn’t sure how long she could go without more rest, but she knew that Agatha would make sure she didn’t have to go without anything.

 

Before they made their way to the bathroom, Agatha crouched down by the side of the bed, her gaze softening as she looked at Nicky. The little boy, still curled up in his pajamas, was gazing up at his moms with wide, solemn eyes, as if carrying the weight of his new role as big brother with the utmost seriousness.

 

“Sweetheart,” Agatha said, her voice full of care, “we’re going to take a quick shower. If Violet wakes up or needs anything, can you come get us right away?”

 

Nicky’s eyes flickered with understanding, his brows furrowing slightly as if taking this responsibility to heart. “I promise, Mama,” he said seriously, the weight of his promise adding a new level of maturity to his small voice. “I’ll protect her.”

 

Agatha smiled, the warmth of her love for him blooming across her face. She placed a gentle hand on his shoulder, her touch both reassuring and proud. “I know you will, sweetheart. Thank you.”

 

Rio leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to the top of Nicky’s head, inhaling the familiar scent of his hair—a mixture of sweetness and innocence. “You’re so good,” she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. “Thank you, little love.”

 

With the baby monitor securely attached to Agatha’s hand and Nicky stationed like a vigilant little dragon sentry beside the bed, the two of them slowly made their way to the bathroom. The quiet hum of the monitor was a constant comfort, a reminder that they were never too far from their baby girl.

 

Agatha moved with practiced care, her hands brushing over Rio’s skin in a way that was both tender and deliberate, each movement a promise of affection and respect. She could feel the faint tremor in Rio’s body, the remnants of fatigue and soreness that lingered after the intensity of childbirth. Agatha was attuned to every shift in Rio’s energy, her touch gentle, almost reverent, as if she was savoring the privilege of caring for her after everything they had just been through together.

 

As she slid the soft cotton shirt from Rio’s shoulders, Agatha’s fingers lingered, caressing the bare skin beneath. She leaned in, pressing a kiss to the delicate curve of Rio’s collarbone, her lips warm and slow. The kiss wasn’t rushed, wasn’t just a simple gesture—it was a promise, a reminder of the quiet intimacy they shared. Her lips hovered there a moment longer than necessary, savoring the soft pulse beneath the skin, the warmth of Rio’s body against hers.

 

Rio closed her eyes, savoring the touch. Her body still ached from the birth, each movement reminding her of the strength it took to bring their daughter into the world. But here, in Agatha’s embrace, she felt herself begin to soften, to let go of the tension that had taken root. It was as if time itself had paused—nothing mattered but Agatha’s touch, the love that flowed between them, deep and unspoken. She was safe. She was loved.

 

“Agatha…” Rio whispered, her voice thick with affection, a thread of longing lacing through the simple sound of her name. “You make me feel… so safe. »

 

Agatha’s smile was slow, deliberate, her lips curling with a mix of tenderness and something more, something deeper. She didn’t answer right away, instead trailing a finger down the length of Rio’s arm, sending a shiver through her as the touch burned soft and slow.

 

“You are safe, » Agatha murmured, her voice low, almost a purr as her fingers danced along the curve of Rio’s spine, feeling the warmth of her skin against her own. “And I’m here. Always here.”

 

With that, Agatha guided Rio toward the shower, her movements still slow, each action imbued with care and attention. She watched as Rio stepped into the stream of warm water, the droplets glistening on her skin. Agatha’s gaze softened with appreciation, her heart thumping in her chest as she undressed in turn. Each piece of clothing she shed felt like a step closer, not just physically – not yet, not with Rio still healing - but emotionally, to the connection they shared in this moment.

 

Rio’s eyes never left her as she undressed, and Agatha could feel the weight of her gaze, the way it roamed over her with a mixture of admiration. Agatha met her eyes, a teasing glint flashing in her own.

 

“You’re beautiful,” Rio breathed, her voice rough with emotion.

 

Agatha stepped into the shower after her, the warm water cascading over her body as she moved closer to Rio, their skin now slick with heat. She cupped Rio’s face gently, her thumb grazing the line of her jaw, before leaning in to kiss her. It was slow at first, their lips brushing in a soft, tender meeting, but then the kiss deepened—just slightly—until the world outside the shower faded completely.

 

Rio pressed into her, a quiet hum of need escaping her as she wrapped her arms around Agatha’s neck, pulling her closer. Their bodies fit together with an ease that came from years of knowing one another, from the quiet and the loud, the highs and the lows. In this moment, there was nothing else—only them, only the heat between them, only the gentle rhythm of their breathing.

 

Agatha broke the kiss, her lips trailing a path down Rio’s neck, her hands sliding down the wet skin of her back, pulling her closer still. “You’re perfect,” she whispered against the delicate curve of Rio’s throat.

 

Rio let out a soft sigh, her hands moving to Agatha’s waist, the touch intimate. She wanted more of this—more of Agatha, more of the warmth that only she could give - but she couldn’t have it yet, not when everything still hurt and was still so sore. Her body ached with the memory of their connection, and she felt herself leaning into Agatha even more, as if she couldn’t get close enough.

 

With a slow, purposeful movement, Agatha guided Rio gently against the wall of the shower, the water swirling around them. She kissed Rio again, this time deeper, more urgent, the world outside this moment forgotten as they lost themselves in each other’s presence.

 

The warmth of the water, the softness of Agatha’s touch, and the shared rhythm between them created something magical, something entirely their own.

 

And as they just stood there, wrapped in each other’s embrace, there was a silent promise in the air—this was only the beginning.

 

Agatha’s hands moved with gentle precision as she reached for their soap, her fingers lathering the rich, soft suds before she turned to Rio. She brought her hands to Rio’s hair, massaging her scalp with the practiced care that spoke of years spent understanding exactly how to soothe her. Her fingers moved in slow, deliberate circles, working through the strands with a tenderness that made Rio’s whole body relax under her touch.

 

Rio closed her eyes, feeling the tension melt away from her shoulders, from her mind, as she surrendered to the sensation of Agatha’s hands in her hair. Each movement felt like a quiet song, a symphony of care and connection. Safe, grounded, loved. The world outside this small moment didn’t exist; all that mattered was the rhythm of Agatha’s touch, the sound of water cascading over them, and the feeling of her presence.

 

Agatha’s voice was a soft whisper as she helped Rio rinse, pulling her closer, holding her steady with an ease that came from knowing each other in ways words couldn’t fully express. She helped Rio clean herself, the quiet intimacy of the moment grounding them both, and Rio returned the gesture, her hands gentle, wanting to feel connected, to stay near Agatha, and the sensation of her touch against Agatha’s skin felt like something sacred, something precious.

 

Then Agatha guided her wife out with a warm towel waiting. She dried Rio’s skin carefully, her fingers brushing over her body with the same reverence she used when tending to her most cherished things. Soft reassurances left her lips as she worked—words of comfort, of love, and the quiet promise that she was here, always.

 

Agatha helped Rio into one of her favorite pairs of pajamas—the soft cotton ones that felt like a second skin. The green fabric, cloud-like and gentle, was a comfort she often sought on cool evenings, and Agatha made sure each movement was slow and thoughtful, taking care with every detail. When Rio’s body was settled into the soft material, Agatha pulled on her own matching set and pulled Rio close, breathing in the warmth of her skin.

 

Once they were warm, dry, and cocooned in comfort, Agatha led Rio to the vanity stool. She sat her gently, her hands brushing through Rio’s damp hair with a sense of ritual—one that had been shared between them countless times over the years. Agatha’s fingers were steady, threading through the wet strands with a precision that never faltered. She braided the two sections of Rio’s hair with practiced hands, fingers gliding with the kind of reverence that came from knowing not just the texture of Rio’s hair, but her very moods, her every cue, the way her body responded to touch.

 

There was a quietness in the room, a peacefulness that came from this small, shared moment of care. Agatha’s movements were slow and deliberate, the sound of the comb and the quiet rhythm of her breathing the only noise that filled the space. She wasn’t just braiding Rio’s hair—she was weaving moments of connection, silently reinforcing the bond they had forged over the years.

 

When the braids were done, Agatha tied them off with two soft purple hair ties, the final touch to her quiet masterpiece. She stepped back, her gaze soft, taking in the sight of Rio in the mirror—her wife, both beautifully familiar and always new in the way Agatha saw her.

 

“There,” Agatha murmured, her voice low and tender, “Perfect.”

 

Rio met her gaze in the mirror, her eyes half-lidded from the comfort and warmth that surrounded her, a smile tugging at her lips. “You always make me feel brand new,” she said softly, her voice thick with emotion.

 

Agatha leaned forward, her lips brushing against Rio’s cheek, a soft kiss that felt like it carried all the affection she had for her. “That’s because you are,” she whispered against her skin, “Every single day.”

 


 

 

When Agatha and Rio returned to their bedroom, Nicky’s little voice floated toward them before they even reached the door, his words carrying a sense of wonder.

 

“…and then the dragon flew all the way over the mountain to find the golden star,” he was saying, his tone low and serious, as though each word mattered. His small hands carefully turned the page of his picture book, his eyes wide with concentration. He was propped up on his side in the bed, his moms’ soft sheets tucked around him like a cocoon, his attention focused entirely on Violet, who was sound asleep in her bassinet beside the bed. He held the book open, angled just so, so that Violet—tiny, serene and completely unseeing—could see the pictures.

 

“This one’s the best part,” he whispered excitedly, his finger tracing the illustration on the page. “That’s when the baby dragon finds her magic.”

 

Agatha’s heart swelled at the sight. She paused in the doorway, her hand pressing lightly against her chest as she watched her son, his face alight with joy and purpose. Rio leaned into her side, her head resting against Agatha’s shoulder, a soft sigh escaping her lips. There they stood for a moment, just taking in the sight of Nicky—this little boy with the biggest heart—narrating his story with such dedication, as if every word he spoke was sacred, as if he knew that in this small moment, he was playing an essential part in his sister’s life, even if she didn’t yet understand.

 

The room felt alive with love, the soft cadence of Nicky’s voice a perfect harmony to the quiet peace that had settled over the house. The tender rhythm of their new life as a family was starting to feel like a song that they had been singing for years, even if they had only just begun.

 

“Hey, little love,” Rio said softly, her voice a quiet murmur that cut through the silence like a lullaby. She took a step forward, her voice wrapping around Nicky with the same warmth she always gave him. “Still reading?”

 

Nicky’s head snapped around at the sound of his mom’s voice, his face lighting up like a sunrise, all smiles and dimples. He quickly straightened, clearly proud of himself, but the excitement never left his eyes. “She likes it,” he said confidently, his voice a little louder now, as if Violet could hear him. “I can tell.”

 

Agatha couldn’t help the soft chuckle that escaped her lips, her heart full. She crossed the room to sit on the edge of the bed, the mattress shifting slightly under her weight. With a gentle hand, she reached over to smooth Nicky’s hair, the tenderness in the motion something that came naturally. She looked at her son, eyes filled with affection and pride. “You’re a wonderful storyteller, sweetheart,” she said softly, the words full of warmth.

 

Nicky beamed at her, his chest puffing out just a little with pride, his eyes flicking back to Violet, who was still peacefully asleep, unaware of her brother’s bedtime performance. He gently turned the page, making sure Violet could follow along, his voice dropping to a whisper once again as he continued the tale.

 

Then, with a pause in his reading, Nicky’s eyes flickered toward his sister, a silent question passing through his gaze as he watched her sleep peacefully. He looked back at his moms, his big eyes wide with that unmistakable look of hope—genuine and unspoken. “Can I sleep with you tonight?” he asked, his voice small but filled with earnestness. “Just for one night? So I can make sure she’s okay?”

 

The question hung in the air, innocent and pure, and Rio, already crawling into the bed with deliberate slowness, couldn’t help but smile at the tenderness in his voice. She shifted carefully, mindful of her still-healing body, and as she settled against the pillows, she glanced over at Agatha, her smile warm and understanding.

 

“How are we supposed to say no to that?” she murmured, the words coming with a mixture of love, amusement, and a touch of sweetness that only a mother could truly understand. Then, with a soft chuckle, she added, “Just so you know, she will cry during the night, and it will wake you up too.”

 

Nicky’s eyes brightened, his small, eager face full of determination. “That’s okay,” he said, his voice full of sincerity, as if the possibility of being woken up in the middle of the night didn’t bother him in the slightest.

 

Agatha’s lips curled into a soft laugh, the sound rich with affection. “You won’t say that at 3 a.m.,” she teased, her voice light, but there was a deep tenderness in the way she said it, a promise of the loving chaos they’d face together as a family.

 

Rio’s smile widened, and she reached out to cup Agatha’s cheek, her touch gentle, and Agatha couldn’t help pressing a kiss to her wife’s palm. “We’ll survive,” she whispered, her voice low and soft, laced with both amusement and the unspoken understanding that no matter how much their lives had changed, this—this was exactly where they belonged.

 

Agatha reached over to help Nicky close his book, her fingers brushing lightly against his as she did. Then, with a gentle motion, she lifted the blankets and guided him into the space between them. He slipped in with practiced ease, curling up almost instinctively, his small body finding comfort and warmth in the space between his moms. He nestled in, his arms winding around Rio’s like a small, protective vine, and his little head tucked itself into the crook of her shoulder as if claiming his place in their embrace.

 

Agatha leaned over, dimming the lights to a soft glow. She moved with quiet care to check on Violet one last time, her gaze softening as she looked at her daughter, tucked peacefully in her bassinet, a serene expression on her tiny face. Agatha brushed a finger lightly over Violet’s cheek, the motion delicate and full of love. The baby didn’t stir, lost in her own world of dreams, and Agatha smiled gently before turning back to the bed.

 

She climbed in on the other side of Nicky, and once she was settled, she wrapped her arms around both of them—her wife and her son—drawing them close, close enough that she could feel their warmth against her skin, their presence like a protective shield around her. She rested her head near Nicky’s, inhaling the familiar scent of his hair, feeling the steady rise and fall of his chest as he relaxed into sleep.

 

The three of them—Nicky nestled securely between the two women who loved him more than anything—lay there in a warm, sleepy tangle, a cocoon of love and safety. The soft glow of the nightlight cast its gentle hue across the room, making the shadows look like soft blankets themselves, while the quiet of the house wrapped around them like an invisible lullaby. The rhythmic sound of Violet’s soft breaths filled the room, a reminder of the family they had created, the life they were building together, and the bond that tied them all in a perfect, unspoken unity.

 

Rio, her voice barely above a whisper, murmured into the quiet night, “This is everything.”

 

Agatha’s heart swelled with the weight of the words, and she pressed a soft kiss into Rio’s hair, the kiss slow and lingering, as though she was trying to imprint this moment into her very soul. “It really is,” she whispered back, her voice low and tender, the words carrying all the truth of her love.

 

As the room fell silent, the deep calm of the night settling over them, Nicky murmured something too soft to catch, his words slipping into the stillness like a secret only he and his dreams shared. He was already halfway into sleep, his breath evening out, safe and secure in the arms of his moms, with his little sister just a breath away, sleeping soundly in her bassinet.

 

The house settled into a deep, quiet hush, the only sound the soft, rhythmic breathing of the family wrapped together in their own little world of warmth and love.

 

They were whole.

 

They were home.

 

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Chapter 8: Morning Lights

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Violet had kept them up all night.

 

With cries first—there were a lot, soft and sudden like raindrops—but also with the quiet restlessness of someone still learning how to be alive. She was new, fresh to this world, her every breath an unfamiliar rhythm, her every need still forming itself in the dark. She didn’t know how to sleep through the night, not yet. She didn’t know that the rustle of her swaddling blanket, the little snuffling noises she made when she rooted blindly, or the twitch of her tiny fingers would summon both her mothers from even the deepest edge of sleep.

 

It had been a night of shifting turns and soft footsteps. Of hushed lullabies and shared glances over her little head. Rio had walked the floorboards slow and barefoot, swaying gently with Violet pressed to her chest like something sacred. She’d hummed old folk songs under her breath, her voice thin and quiet from exhaustion, but still sweet. Her arms ached from the weight—not from Violet herself, who was feather-light, but from the holding, the repetition, the deep and aching tenderness of it all.

 

Agatha had taken the hours just before dawn, slipping Violet into her arms like it was instinct, cradling her in the crook of her elbow while her other hand ran slow, hypnotic circles across her daughter’s back. She’d murmured nonsense stories—tales of moonlight puddles and sky-whales, the kind that didn’t need to make sense—just sound, just presence, just the warmth of a voice grounding Violet to the world. Occasionally she’d press a kiss to the baby’s crown, where the fine, dark curls were still damp with sleep-sweat and dreams.

 

Even Nicky, cocooned in the nest of their shared bed, had stirred once or twice. He’d lifted his head blearily, mumbled something indistinct, and blindly reached for whichever mom wasn’t on duty at the moment. Agatha had let him curl into her side, one arm instinctively wrapping around him while the other continued to rock Violet. Rio, when it was her turn, had kissed his forehead and whispered, “Go back to sleep, little love,” and he had, each time, as if her voice was a spell that pulled him gently under again.

 

Now, the first hints of morning slipped through the bedroom window in thin lines of gold. The air was still, as if the world outside knew better than to disturb the quiet peace that came after a long, sleepless night. The bassinet was finally still, its tiny occupant tucked in and breathing deep, her impossibly small chest rising and falling with the soft rhythm of new life.

 

Agatha woke first.

 

Her body was heavy with fatigue, her limbs aching with the kind of tiredness that settles into the bones. Her back ached, her neck was stiff, and her hands tingled faintly from holding too long, too tenderly. But her mind—though dulled at the edges—was awake, held in that liminal clarity born of maternal instinct, the kind she hadn’t needed in seven years but remembered instantly.

 

She turned her head and saw Rio, curled on her side, fast asleep. Her face was relaxed in the way it only was when she was deeply, truly resting. Nestled close against her was Nicky, tucked into the curve of his mom’s body like he’d been born to fit there. His small hand had claimed the hem of Rio’s shirt, still clutching it even in sleep, as though he needed just that one tether to stay grounded. His cheek rested against her ribs, his breaths warm and even, his long lashes creating soft shadows on his skin. They were tangled in the blankets, both of them soft and safe and utterly unaware of the world outside their little cocoon.

 

Agatha felt something pull in her chest at the sight. There was always something impossibly tender about the way they clung to each other in sleep—like a small echo of the bond they’d had since Rio had entered his world, unspoken but unbreakable.

 

She almost stayed.

 

But then a small sound caught her attention—a soft, warbling cry, more like a question than a demand, floating up from the bassinet near the bed. It was a hesitant little thing, as if Violet was still deciding whether she was really awake, or just momentarily misplaced in her own tiny universe.

 

Agatha blinked and stirred, the weight of exhaustion shifting beneath her skin. She moved slowly, careful not to jostle the mattress. Her legs protested as she sat up, her spine crackling faintly as she stretched. Bare feet touched the floor—cold, of course, like always—and she winced, but didn’t pause. She rose, steady and quiet, her movements practiced, almost automatic, like muscle memory resurfacing after all these years.

 

She crossed the room with the silence of someone who had long since mastered the art of not waking anyone else. The light through the window was still soft and pale, barely enough to cast shadows. Morning was near, but not quite here.

 

She moved to the bassinet and looked down at Violet, who was beginning to stir. Her little fists were waving gently, her mouth working in quiet motions, her brow furrowed in the smallest, most serious expression Agatha had ever seen.

 

“Shhh, sweetheart,” Agatha whispered, her voice hoarse but warm as she leaned down and scooped Violet into her arms. The baby curled instinctively against her chest, nose burrowing into the crook of her mother’s neck.

 

Agatha swayed on her feet, rocking gently as she padded out of the room on quiet steps, letting Rio and Nicky sleep just a little longer. They deserved it. Rio especially—her body was still healing, and she hadn’t slept more than a handful of hours at a time since they’d come home from the hospital.

 

She made her way to the kitchen, the baby tucked securely to her chest, her arms forming a cradle of warmth around her. The house was still wrapped in sleep, the early morning silence like a blanket in itself.

 

Agatha didn’t turn on the main lights. The sudden brightness would’ve felt wrong, too harsh for the hush that wrapped itself around her and the baby like another blanket. Instead, she reached for the small lamp on the windowsill, its shade old and familiar. The light pooled gently across the floor, brushing over the counter and the chairs, making everything feel softer, smaller, like the world itself had shrunk down to this single room.

 

Outside, the sky had begun to pale, the deep navy of night lightening into a watery blue-gray. There were no birds yet, no traffic. Just the slow unfurling of the world in silence.

 

She moved to the living room and sank onto the couch with a quiet sigh, careful to shift her weight in a way that wouldn’t jostle Violet. She adjusted the baby gently, resting her against her shoulder, one cheek pressed to Agatha’s skin. Violet stirred only slightly, letting out a faint breathy noise, then settled again.

 

“There we go, little one,” Agatha whispered, brushing her lips against Violet’s forehead. Her fingers traced along her daughter’s soft cheek, marveling again at how impossibly small she was—how every inch of her seemed made of something lighter than flesh, like cotton and starlight and all the softness in the world. Just you and me for a moment.

 

And for a while, they sat in silence. Agatha’s hand moved in slow, soothing strokes across Violet’s back. She breathed in the scent of her baby’s skin, that sweet, delicate newness that had already started to feel like home.

 

“I’m going to forget all of this someday,” she murmured to the quiet. Her voice barely rose above a whisper, but it felt important to say it out loud. “The exhaustion, the way your cry makes my chest hurt, how your fingers curl when you sleep, how your hair smells like warm milk and the beginning of everything. How you fit right here—” she shifted Violet a little, pressing her even closer “—like you were always meant to.”

 

She paused, brushing her thumb along the baby’s impossibly soft jaw. “I’ll forget. Life gets loud again. Fast. You’ll grow. And this part—this sleepy, aching, holy part—will start to fade from the edges of my memory. I won’t mean to let it go. But I will.”

 

The lamp flickered slightly as the wind passed outside, brushing against the windows like a whisper.

 

“But not now,” she whispered. “Right now, I remember everything. Every beat of it.”

 

And she did.

 

The way Violet sighed in her sleep. The way her weight shifted slightly when she was content. The way the early morning light touched her dark curls, catching on her tiny ear. The way her heartbeat felt, pressed so close to Agatha’s own, steady and sure.

 

Agatha tightened her arms around her daughter just slightly, kissed her once more, and held the moment close—knowing it would pass, yes, but choosing to live it fully anyway.

 

Agatha stood slowly and started moving slowly through the house, her steps quiet on the wooden floors as she cradled Violet close. The baby had settled down again, small breaths puffing against her collarbone, her fingers curled into the fabric of Agatha’s shirt like tiny anchors. The house was so still in the early morning hush, the kind of stillness that only arrived in those slivers of time before the day fully began. Since bringing Violet home, it was as if the whole house had adjusted to her presence—slowed its rhythm, softened its edges, listened in the silence.

 

Agatha’s legs were tired, her arms aching in a way that wasn’t unpleasant—just a reminder of the weight of love and responsibility she carried. The weight of her daughter, pressed close to her heart.

 

The living room was dimly lit by the golden-gray light leaking in from the windows. The wildflowers and violets Lilia and the others had left before they came home were still fresh in their vases, their petals gently bowing each time Agatha passed, as if nodding in approval or offering a blessing.

 

Agatha moved slowly, not with urgency, but with purpose—the rhythmic, swaying steps of a mother trying to soothe. Not just the baby in her arms, but something in herself, too. There was no destination. Just motion. Just the quiet bond that formed in the hush before the day began.

 

“You see this?” she murmured to Violet, her voice rough-edged from sleep but gentle, like worn silk. Her hand gestured toward a familiar photo on the side table: Nicky, age three, covered in red and blue finger paint, mid-laugh, his cheeks dimpled, his hair wild and stuck to his forehead. A masterpiece in chaos. “That’s your big brother. Back when he was convinced painting himself red made him a superhero. He was so sure of it. Still is, if I’m being honest.”

 

Violet stirred slightly, a soft, breathy sound escaping her, the turn of her tiny head pressing even closer to Agatha’s collarbone. The warmth of her settled deeper into Agatha’s skin, a weight that grounded her in the best way.

 

Agatha smiled, brushing a slow hand down Violet’s back, her fingers moving in small, soothing arcs. “He’s going to drive you absolutely mad one day,” she whispered. “But he already adores you. Yesterday he told me he’s going to teach you how to roar like a dragon before you can even talk. I think he believes that’s part of being a good big brother.”

 

They reached the kitchen, and Agatha leaned against the doorway for a moment, taking in the scene. Mugs from last night’s tea still sat by the sink. A half-finished drawing—Nicky’s interpretation of “Mama, Mom, and Violet as dragons”—was taped to the fridge. There was a kind of beautiful chaos in it all, even in the mess. It was the chaos of a house becoming something more than just a home. A nest. A sanctuary.

 

“This,” Agatha whispered, letting her gaze linger on the drawing, “is where life happens. Where cocoa gets made after long days. Where your brother insists on stirring it himself, even though he always spills half the milk on the stove and somehow gets marshmallows in places marshmallows shouldn’t be.”

 

She kissed the top of Violet’s soft, downy head, and the baby let out a tiny sigh, one of those new-soul sounds that made Agatha’s heart ache in ways she didn’t have words for.

 

“And that little table by the window,” she added, pointing softly, “is where he made your first welcome home card. Covered in glitter, of course. I’m pretty sure we’ll still be finding it in your hair and the floor when you’re five.”

 

She stepped fully into the kitchen, letting the silence wrap around them again. It was a quiet kind of joy—the kind that didn’t announce itself, didn’t need fanfare or applause. Just a mother and her child in the early hush of morning, in a house that bore all the marks of love and laughter and life in motion.

 

Agatha swayed slightly, her hips rocking in time with Violet’s breath. She closed her eyes for a moment and breathed it all in: the sweet scent of her baby, the lingering tea, the dusty sparkle of Nicky’s glitter masterpiece catching the morning light. The sound of the world holding still.

 

And in that moment, she wasn’t thinking about the laundry or the dishes or the thousand things that would clamor for her attention later. All that existed was this room, this warmth, and the tiny heartbeat curled against her chest.

 

She moved slowly through the rest of the house, her bare feet whispering against the wooden floorboards, as if trying not to wake the memories tucked into every corner. Violet lay nestled against her chest, warm and soft, a weight so small and yet impossibly vast in meaning. Agatha held her securely, arms instinctively curled in a cradle that had learned this shape only recently, and already couldn’t remember being anything else.

 

“This way, my love,” she murmured, her voice a low thread of sound in the hush of the morning. “A tour of your very quiet, very magical kingdom.”

 

She passed through the hallway, pausing briefly outside the music room—really just a corner of the house that held a beloved upright piano, a collection of mismatched sheet music, and a sense of calm that always seemed to follow whoever sat there.

 

“Here’s where your Mom and I play the piano sometimes,” Agatha said softly, tilting Violet so she could see the instrument’s silhouette in the dawn light. “Mom loves it here—claims the acoustics are perfect. But really, it’s because I won’t let her have a drum set in the house. She’s already way too loud on her own.”

 

A smile ghosted across her lips.

 

“She hums while she plays, not that she realizes it. You’ll hear it soon enough—soft and low, full of things she doesn’t say out loud. Little bits of herself she wraps in the melody.” Agatha’s voice softened as she thought of Rio—of the quiet moments when music slipped through the air like a secret. “And Nicky… well, he dances like he’s got too many feet and not enough floor. He’s always spinning, always tumbling about, all arms and legs, trying to catch the music in his hands. It’s chaos, darling. Beautiful, unstoppable chaos.”

 

She paused, her fingers gently stroking Violet’s back as she continued the journey down memory lane.

 

“You know,” Agatha said with a warm sigh, “it’s actually me who taught your Mom how to play the piano, way back when we first got together. She was younger, sharper around the edges, but always wanting to learn something new. I was already playing when I was little, but I didn’t have the best memories of it. It wasn’t a happy time, and that piano became something different for me. But when your Mom came into my life… well, she changed that. She made it into something beautiful again. I taught her the basics, but it was really her that made it hers, you know? She made it feel like home.”

 

A thoughtful silence passed between them, Agatha’s hands moving instinctively to soothe Violet, her voice dropping to a softer tone. “I promise I’ll teach you, and I’ll teach your brother too, when you’re both old enough. Music, like everything else in this house, is something meant to be shared. Mom agrees, of course. She says everyone should know how to make music—it doesn’t matter if it’s perfect or not. It’s about the joy of it, the way it makes the heart feel.”

 

Agatha lingered for a moment, her gaze resting on the piano. She could already picture Rio sitting there, fingers grazing over the keys in the quiet hours, humming those low, intimate tunes that felt like pieces of the world that only they knew, with a child on her lap, mismatched notes in the air, mingling with songs and laughter.

 

Agatha continued on, her steps slow but sure. The soft creak of floorboards felt familiar, like a lullaby only the house could hum. When she reached the nursery, she nudged the door open with her elbow, careful not to jostle the bundle in her arms.

 

“And here,” she said with a little breath of wonder, “this is your space.”

 

The nursery smelled faintly of lavender and clean cotton, with a whisper of the woodsy balm she’d used to polish the old rocking chair. The mobile of stars ad dragons spun gently overhead, catching a glimmer of the morning light that filtered through the curtains. The tree mural stretched up one wall, its branches full of leaves and flowers in shades of green and purple. Nestled on the shelf was the basket of ribbons they had picked out together, each one tied with a wish whispered just under their breath.

 

“Your stars,” Agatha murmured. “Your tree. And your ribbons—Nicky says they’ll give you sweet dreams, but only if you promise to tell him what they are when you wake up.”

 

She didn’t linger in the nursery. There would be time for that later—for rocking chairs and storybooks and lullabies at midnight. For now, she turned quietly, moving back down the hall. Each step back toward the living room felt heavier, as though her body was slowly remembering just how much it needed rest. Her shoulders ached. Her legs moved slower. But still, she didn’t rush. Not when time was such a fragile thing, already slipping through her fingers like mist.

 

The days ahead would blur into each other, she knew. A rhythm of feeding, soothing, changing, swaying, singing. Time would be measured in the rise and fall of tiny breaths, in the weight of Violet’s head on her shoulder, in the way her tiny fingers curled around Agatha’s thumb like they were made to fit.

 

She reached the living room again—the heart of their little world. The couch was still soft from where she had left it, a blanket draped over the side, a forgotten toy nestled in one corner. The room still held the echo of laughter from the nights past, of shared cocoa and sleepy giggles, of Rio’s voice reading Goodnight Moon in a terrible British accent just to make Nicky squeal with laughter.

 

Agatha sat down slowly, careful not to wake the baby. She leaned back, letting her body sink into the cushions with a quiet exhale, and pressed her cheek gently to Violet’s head. The baby sighed, a small sound full of trust.

 

“You are so loved, baby dragon,” she whispered, voice barely more than breath. “More than you’ll ever know. More than the stars on your ceiling or the ribbons in your basket. More than I knew I could hold in a heart that already felt full.”

 

Outside, the morning grew brighter. But inside, everything was still, safe, and held.

 

Violet began to fuss again, her little whimpers rising in pitch, her tiny fists bunching near her chin as she squirmed restlessly in Agatha’s arms. Agatha rocked her gently on the couch, murmuring soft, soothing words that had worked not long ago. But this time, she recognized the signs—this wasn’t a need to be walked or held. It was hunger.

 

She rose carefully, cradling Violet close, and padded softly down the hallway, the early morning light now seeping gently into the house. The door to their bedroom was half-open, and the air inside was still and heavy with sleep.

 

Nicky had rolled over and was now curled like a little cat on the far side of the bed, his small body tangled in the covers, breathing deep and steady. Agatha’s eyes went to Rio, lying on her back, one hand resting protectively against her belly even in sleep, as if her body had not fully registered the sudden emptiness of not having a baby in there anymore. A few strands had slipped free from her braids and were sticking to her cheek, soft and tangled with the weight of the night.

 

Agatha stood there for a moment, watching them—their little family, peaceful in their shared rest. Her heart swelled in that quiet, overwhelming way it always did when she took a step back and realized how deeply she loved them all.

 

But the moment passed, and with Violet still fussing softly in her arms, Agatha crossed to Rio’s side of the bed. She sank slowly to her knees beside the mattress, keeping Violet close against her chest, her free hand reaching out to gently brush the loose strands of hair from Rio’s face. Her fingers moved tenderly, almost reverently, as she touched the soft skin of her wife’s face.

 

“Rio,” she whispered. “Love… she’s hungry.”

 

Rio stirred slowly, her eyes fluttering open with that soft, sleepy disorientation that always seemed to accompany too little rest and too much everything else. For a moment, she blinked, her gaze unfocused, as if she couldn’t quite pull herself from the threads of sleep. Then, her eyes landed on Agatha, and the confusion faded, replaced by a gentle warmth. Her gaze dropped to Violet, who was still fussing in Agatha’s arms, and instantly softened, her entire demeanor shifting to one of quiet love and maternal instinct.

 

“Oh,” Rio breathed, her voice thick with sleep, and she started to sit up, her body moving slowly, unsure.

 

“No, no—easy.” Agatha placed a steadying hand on her shoulder, guiding her back down, her voice soothing and calm. “Let me help.”

 

With careful hands, she supported Rio, helping her prop herself up against the pillows, adjusting them until her back was well-supported. She made sure Rio’s body wasn’t straining in any way—she was still healing, and Agatha knew exactly how fiercely Rio tried to pretend she was fine when she wasn’t.

 

Once Rio was settled, Agatha placed Violet gently into her arms. Rio gave her a sleepy, grateful smile, and without a word, she unbuttoned her pajama shirt, the soft fabric falling open easily. She guided Violet to her breast, and the baby latched on quickly, her little body instinctively moving toward the comfort and safety that only Rio’s touch could offer. The tiny cries quieted, replaced by the soft, rhythmic sound of sucking, and Violet relaxed instantly, her body calming as she fed.

 

Agatha sat beside them on the edge of the bed, one hand resting lightly on Rio’s knee. Her eyes were fixed on the two of them, as if she were trying to memorize every detail: the way Violet’s tiny hand rested against Rio’s breast, the way Rio instinctively cupped the back of her daughter’s head, the way her body relaxed despite the exhaustion.

 

It was a quiet moment, but sacred. Agatha felt it in her bones.

 

“You’re incredible,” she murmured. “You know that?”

 

Rio didn’t answer—her eyes had closed again, her body already sinking back into sleep. She cradled Violet with a kind of gentle instinct, even almost unconscious, her breathing evening out as her body took what it needed: rest.

 

Agatha waited until Violet had finished nursing and slipped her gently from Rio’s arms. The baby stirred but didn’t cry, just let out a tiny sigh that seemed to say she was content, for now. Agatha rose and placed her carefully in the bassinet beside the bed, covering her with the light blanket Lilia has stitched. The one with the little stars and flowers embroidered across it.

 

Then she climbed back into bed, curling beside Rio carefully, pulling the covers over them both. Nicky was still sound asleep beside them, turned onto his side now, his small hand resting against Rio’s hip.

 

Agatha laid her head close to Rio’s, their faces inches apart, and closed her eyes.

 

She didn’t even realize she was asleep until she dreamed.

 

But as she dreamed, it was of them—of Rio, of Violet, of Nicky. It was a dream that felt as real as the beat of her own heart.

 


 

The morning came slow and golden, spilling through the windows and softening everything it touched. The house was filled with that specific kind of quiet that only comes after a long, sleepless night—the kind of hush that wraps itself around a new family adjusting to new rhythms.

 

Rio sat curled on the couch dressed in Agatha’s softest purple sweater —oversized and worn in the sleeves, the kind that carried the scent of lavender and something distinctively Agatha. It pooled around her small frame, draping over her leggings-clad thighs like a blanket. She had a warm cup of tea between her hands and her braid a little messier than usual. She looked out the window absently, blinking slow and soft, the weight of exhaustion still heavy behind her eyes but something more steady beneath it—something like peace.

 

Violet was asleep on her lap, swaddled in a pale blanket with a print of tiny moons and stars, her face relaxed and pink. Agatha had just reappeared from the kitchen, a plate balanced expertly in one hand with two slices of toast stacked neatly on it, and Nicky’s favorite green dragon cup in the other. The steam wafting up from the mug suggested cocoa, and she carried it the way only a mother of two could—graceful, practiced, and a little sleep-deprived.

 

And then—

 

Thump. Thump. Thump.

 

A stampede of small, energetic feet came hurtling down the hallway, each step growing louder as it approached. In an instant, Nicky burst into the room like a whirlwind, now fully dressed in jeans, a hoodie, and his dinosaur socks that didn’t quite match.

 

“Can we go to the park today?” he asked brightly, his hair tousled and cheeks flushed with excitement. “Please, please? I want to show Violet the tree I climbed last week! She doesn’t have to climb it, she can just look!”

 

Agatha couldn’t help the laugh that spilled from her lips as she crossed the room to intercept him. “Whoa!” she said with theatrical effort, lifting him into her arms as he squealed with laughter. “Did you grow overnight? You feel heavier. You’re practically a grown man now!”

 

Nicky wrapped his arms around her neck, giggling into her shoulder, and clung to her like a little monkey before wriggling free with a determined squirm.

 

“Shoes, mister,” Agatha instructed, kissing the top of his head and smoothing his hair down. “And maybe grab the green scarf too—it’s still chilly out there.”

 

“Okay!” he called as he spun around, already halfway down the hall, his socks slipping a little on the hardwood floor. “I’ll get it! I’ll get it! I know where it is!”

 

Agatha turned, toast now forgotten, and knelt beside her wife where Violet had started to stir. Her tiny mouth puckered in her sleep, and one small fist stretched toward her mother as if seeking warmth.

 

“Time to get bundled up, little star,” Agatha murmured, her voice all hush and softness as she lifted Violet from her cozy nest in Rio’s lap.

 

She settled herself carefully into the armchair near the window, slipping on the baby wrap with practiced ease and tucking Violet close to her chest. The baby let out a soft sigh and curled instinctively against her mother, tiny hands fisting in the fabric of Agatha’s shirt.

 

Rio watched them with a sleepy smile from the couch as she finished her tea. She shifted forward, rising slowly with a hand braced on the cushion beside her. Her movements were careful, mindful of the soreness that lingered in her healing body, but there was purpose behind them. She crossed to the door and reached for her jacket hanging on the hook, fingers brushing against the fabric like she was reminding herself she could do this—one motion at a time.

 

Agatha turned her head to glance back at her, brows gently arched. “You sure you’re okay to come?” she asked in that low, grounding tone that always carried more care than question. “You can stay and nap if you need. We’ll be back before lunch.”

 

Rio met her gaze, steady despite the shadows beneath her eyes. That flicker of stubbornness danced across her face—the kind Agatha had fallen in love with long ago, the kind that never quite dimmed, even when the rest of her was bone-tired. “I want to come,” she said simply as she eased into her jacket. “I don’t want to miss anything.”

 

Agatha’s expression softened as she adjusted Violet slightly higher against her chest, tucking the baby’s head beneath her chin. “Alright then, my love.”

 

By the time they were both ready, Nicky was already bouncing in place near the door, practically vibrating with seven-year-old excitement. His scarf trailed behind him in one hand like a banner, and his sneakers—adorably—were on the wrong feet.

 

Agatha crouched down to fix them, chuckling under her breath as she untied the laces and gently swapped them. “You’re lucky your shoes still fit when they’re backwards,” she teased, pressing a kiss to his flushed cheek.

 

Nicky giggled, hopping from one foot to the other, clearly ready to sprint the second the door opened, while Rio grabbed the diaper bag and slipped on her scarf.

 

Violet let out a soft coo from her spot against Agatha’s chest, her face tucked into the hollow between her mother’s collarbone and shoulder. Agatha kissed the top of her soft, fine hair.

 

The door swung open to a crisp, clear morning, the promise of spring hanging in the air just barely, and the scent of earth and dew waiting to greet them. The sun lit up Nicky’s curls like gold as he ran ahead to the porch steps, arms outstretched like wings.

 

And just like that, all four of them stepped out into the day—together.

 

The walk to the park was slow and peaceful, the kind of walk where time didn’t quite matter. The sun hung low and warm in the spring sky, casting a gentle light over the quiet neighborhood streets. Agatha and Rio strolled side by side, their fingers laced together, the world hushed around them save for the occasional chirp of a bird or the far-off hum of a passing car. Violet was snuggled against Agatha’s chest, her tiny face barely visible above the wrap, one hand curled near her cheek in sleep.

 

Nicky ran a few paces ahead, arms out like wings, narrating his own imaginary adventure.

 

“I’m a dragon!” he declared, leaping over a crack in the sidewalk as though it were a canyon. “A super-fast, super-strong one! And I’m flying! Watch out, evil trees! I’m coming to rescue the baby princess!”

 

He spun in place dramatically, swinging an invisible tail, his voice growing louder with every twist of the fantasy. “Mom! Mama! Are you watching me?”

 

Agatha laughed under her breath, that low, warm sound Rio loved, and called out, “Always watching, sweet boy. We wouldn’t miss a second!”

 

“We’re your biggest fans!” Rio added, tugging her scarf up a little tighter around her neck as the breeze picked up. She gave Agatha’s hand a quick squeeze, grounding herself in the warmth of her wife’s palm.

 

Agatha turned slightly, her eyes catching Rio’s, and the smile that passed between them was the kind only built over time—one layered with memories, comfort, exhaustion, and love. The kind that didn’t need to be explained.

 

“This is nice,” Agatha said after a quiet moment, her voice low and content, as if she didn’t want to break the morning with anything too loud. “Being out in the world again. Just the four of us.”

 

“It is,” Rio agreed, the corners of her eyes crinkling with the kind of joy that didn’t need to be loud. “It really, really is.”

 

When they arrived at the park, Nicky took one look at the wide expanse of green, the cheerful clang of swings and the shriek of delighted children, and took off like a shot, making a beeline for the playground, his small legs pumping as he sprinted toward the jungle gym. He barely paused to wave over his shoulder—“Watch me!”—before launching himself onto the steps , as if the whole structure had been built just for him, and in his mind, maybe it had.

 

Agatha and Rio followed at a slower pace, drifting toward a shaded bench beneath a young tree in full spring bloom. Pale green buds dotted its branches like tiny lanterns, and a few petals—white with the faintest blush of pink—fluttered down to land in the grass. The breeze stirred around them, carrying the scent of damp earth and fresh leaves.

 

They settled onto the bench carefully, with the practiced grace of new parents who had learned how to sit without disturbing the baby. Shoulders brushing, knees angled slightly toward each other, they formed the kind of quiet, steady presence that only came with deep love and shared exhaustion.

 

Agatha adjusted the wrap around her shoulders, tightening it just a little, though Violet remained still as ever, her face tucked into the curve of Agatha’s chest. One tiny hand poked out near the collar, curled like a pale seashell.

 

“She’s still so light,” Agatha murmured, eyes soft as they flicked down to their daughter. “Sometimes I worry I’ll forget she’s in there. Like she’s part of me now. Like breathing.”

 

Rio smiled, her body folding in closer as she leaned her head against Agatha’s shoulder. “You won’t,” she said quietly. “You never forget what you love. Especially not when they snore like baby hedgehogs.”

 

Agatha huffed a soft laugh. “She does, doesn’t she? The tiniest snore I’ve ever heard.”

 

She kissed the top of Rio’s head, letting her lips linger in her wife’s hair, soaking in the moment. The quiet between them wasn’t empty—it was thick with contentment, with relief, with the fullness of a life rebuilt one small morning at a time.

 

Across the field, Nicky had already made friends. He raced another boy to the top of the slide, shrieking in victory, then zoomed down with both arms in the air. When he hit the sand, he rolled dramatically, leapt up, and dashed toward the swings.

 

He took a moment to push an empty one, narrating its journey like a mission control officer. “And lift off! This rocket is going to the moon!” He sprinted back to the bench a moment later, breathless and beaming.

 

“Mom! Mama! There was a ladybug on the slide!” he reported urgently. “A red one with seven spots. That means good luck, right?”

 

“Definitely good luck,” Rio said, lifting her head with a sleepy smile.

 

He leaned in close, standing on tiptoe to peek at Violet. “She’s still sleeping!” he whispered with wide-eyed awe, like it was the most miraculous thing in the world. He patted her little foot gently through the wrap, his hand lingering there for a second. “Do you think she likes the park?”

 

Agatha brushed her fingers across Violet’s cheek, feather-light. “I think she loves it,” she said, her voice full of quiet joy. “Especially because her big brother is making it so much fun.”

 

Nicky’s whole face lit up with pride. “I’m her favorite person,” he whispered conspiratorially, as if Violet might wake up just to confirm it.

 

“I think you might be right,” Rio said, reaching over to tousle his curls before he could dash off again.

 

And dash he did, hair bouncing with every step, already caught in another whirlwind adventure that only he could see.

 

As they sat beneath the soft canopy of spring leaves, the occasional burst of laughter from the playground rolled through the air like music. Time slowed in that sun-dappled corner of the park. Birds trilled overhead, their songs weaving in and out of the hum of distant conversations and squeaky swings. It was the kind of quiet that came not from silence, but from peace.

 

Other children wandered over now and then, drawn by that instinctive magnetism babies seem to have—especially new ones, swaddled in soft fabric, barely making a sound. Children noticed everything, asked everything, and did so with the kind of honesty adults rarely dared.

 

“Is that your baby?” a little girl asked, barely more than four, her eyes wide and full of wonder as she tugged gently on the hem of Rio’s coat.

 

“She’s really small.”

 

“She is,” Agatha replied warmly, shifting slightly so the girl could get a better look. “Her name is Violet.”

 

“She looks like a strawberry,” the girl added with solemn admiration, then skipped away without another word.

 

A moment later, a boy of about six came up, clutching a pine cone in one hand like a rare treasure. He didn’t say hello—just leaned forward a little, peering at Violet like she was a new species of butterfly.

 

“Does she cry a lot?” he asked.

 

Agatha chuckled, her voice low and fond. “Sometimes. She kept us up all night.”

 

“Why?”

 

“She’s still figuring out the world,” Rio answered, brushing a thumb gently over Violet’s foot through the wrap. “She’s only been here a few days.”

 

The boy considered this, eyes narrowing with great thought. “Oh,” he said solemnly. “I used to cry when I was a baby too. But I stopped.”

 

“Good for you,” Rio said, straight-faced.

 

He nodded, satisfied, and ran off again, pine cone raised like a sword.

 

Violet stirred just then, her nose scrunching, mouth twitching in sleep. A little mewl escaped her lips, the kind of soft sound that wasn’t quite a cry but close. Agatha instinctively shifted, rocking ever so slightly, her hands moving without thought—calm and practiced.

 

“She’s okay,” she murmured, pressing her cheek gently to the top of Violet’s head. “Probably dreaming about something enormous. Like milk.”

 

Rio smiled, eyes tracing the small bundle that barely made a dent against Agatha’s chest. “She really is tiny.”

 

Agatha nodded, her gaze fixed on her daughter. “She doesn’t feel real sometimes.”

 

Rio rested her head against Agatha’s shoulder, the weight of the moment grounding her. “Do you remember when Nicky was this small?”

 

Agatha exhaled, a sound caught between a laugh and a sigh. “Like it was yesterday,” she said. “And like it was a hundred years ago.”

 

Rio’s voice dropped to a whisper. “I wish I could have seen him like that.”

 

The ache in her words was quiet but deep, not regret, not longing—just the weight of time that couldn’t be rewound.

 

Agatha turned her head just slightly and kissed Rio’s temple, slow and sure. “You’re seeing him now, my love,” she said. “And you’ll get to witness his shenanigans for the rest of your life.”

 

They both looked toward the playground, where Nicky was halfway across the monkey bars, legs swinging, tongue stuck out in concentration. He dropped triumphantly onto the sand below and threw both hands in the air like a gymnast.

 

“I am the jungle gym champion!” he yelled to no one in particular.

 

Rio laughed softly, her smile crooked. “He’s got your confidence.”

 

“And your chaos,” Agatha replied.

 

They fell into a quiet again, but not the heavy kind. The kind that held them together. Violet shifted in her wrap, her face so still and new that it almost glowed. Agatha looked down at her, then back to Rio, and something inside her clenched with a love that was almost too big to hold.

 

“We really did this,” she said, voice hoarse and hushed.

 

Rio didn’t speak right away. She just leaned in, pressing a kiss to Agatha’s shoulder like a promise, her lips brushing the cotton there.

 

“We really did,” she whispered back.

 

And for a few long, sacred moments, there was nothing else but the four of them. A boy discovering the world one leap at a time. A baby just beginning to dream. Two women on a park bench, soaked in sunlight, wrapped in the soft, dizzying miracle of what they’d made together.

 

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Chapter 9: The Matriarch

Notes:

Oh, friends, I had the most glorious day. The weather in Paris was beautiful, and with the public holiday, I took full advantage—spent the entire afternoon writing in the sun at the Jardin du Luxembourg. I was squinting at my laptop the whole time because the screen was basically invisible (so forgive any typos I missed before trying to correct them all at home 😅). No Wi-Fi, no emails, no messages… just peace. It was exactly what I needed to recharge.

Also, fun fact: I read so much about labor and pregnancy for Part III that now my Instagram algorithm thinks I’m expecting. My feed is flooded with reels about giving birth and pregnancy tips 😂 Gonna have to retrain it soon, because I am definitely not the target audience right now!

I hope you enjoy this one!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Just before lunch, once they were back from the park, as soft baby sounds, the distant thump of Nicky’s footsteps upstairs, the rustle of Rio leafing through the mail echoes in the house, like a somestic lullaby—the doorbell rang.

 

Agatha, who had just settled Violet down into her little padded lounger in the living room, glanced toward the door. “I’ve got it,” she said gently, pressing a quick kiss to Rio’s temple as she passed.

 

She padded to the door barefoot, still in her soft gray house sweater, and opened it.

 

The smell arrived before anything else. Warm spices —cumin, rosemary, thyme—followed by the richer undercurrent of roasted garlic and something sugary and comforting, like cinnamon folded into butter.

 

And there stood Lilia, slightly windblown, cheeks pink from the breeze, arms full of life and love disguised as groceries. Two heavy canvas bags dangled from her hands, brimming with neatly packed containers, foil-wrapped surprises, and the unmistakable corner of a wine bottle poking out like it had something to say.

 

“Hi, darling,” Lilia said with a grin that went straight to the heart. “Step aside before I drop the dessert.”

 

Agatha let out a breath of laughter, already reaching to help. “Come in, come in. You didn’t have to do all this—”

 

“Oh, please,” Lilia cut in, brushing past her with an expert hip-bump and a kiss to the cheek in one seamless motion. “You haven’t been sleeping. Don’t pretend. None of you have. New baby, wild boy, two exhausted mothers? You’d be lucky to remember to eat toast, let alone cook anything worth tasting.”

 

Agatha gave her a tired-but-glowing smile. “Still. This is too much.”

 

“It’s exactly enough.” Lilia dropped the bags onto the kitchen counter with a satisfying thud and began unpacking like she owned the place.“I made all of your favorites. Lemon rosemary chikcen for you. That ridiculous peanut noodle thing Rio pretends isn’t her favorite. And dinosaur-shaped butter cookies for Nicky. And yes, I know about Violet, but I’m not cooking for a creature who can’t chew yet, I’ll leave that to Rio.”

 

Agatha snorted, following her in. “You know Rio can’t drink, so is that wine for us or a threat?”

 

“For me,” Lilia said sweetly. “But if you manage a glass without falling asleep on the floor, I’ll be proud of you.”

 

Agtaha chuckled. “You’re amazing.”

 

Lilia just gave her a look like of course I am, and marched straight into the living room.

 

By now, Rio had drifted into the kitchen, mail forgotten, her face lighting up the second she saw who it was.

 

“Mom!” she called, voice so bright it could have lit a fire. “Did you bring the noodle thing?”

 

“Of course I did, sweetheart. And yes, I made it extra creamy like you like it. Don’t burn your throat.”

 

“You’re an angel.”

 

“No, I’m your mother,” Lilia shot back, already bustling toward the kitchen with her bags like a one-woman army. “It’s worse. Angels don’t show up unannounced and reorganize your kitchen.”

 

She set the last of the containers down with a determined thud, then rolled up her sleeves with the precision of someone about to conquer an entire afternoon of chaos and cuddles. Her earrings jingled faintly as she moved. “Now—where are my grandbabies?”

 

“One’s in here, the other is being a dragon upstairs!” Rio called from the living room, where she’d flopped back onto the couch with a sleepy smile. “He declared war on gravity about ten minutes ago. It’s a whole thing.”

 

From the foyer, Agatha raised an amused brow and followed the sound of voices into the living room, just in time to see Lilia zero in on Violet like a hawk made entirely of affection and muscle memory.

 

“Ohhh, there she is,” Lilia breathed, her voice as she knelt beside the padded lounger. Violet was just beginning to stir, tiny fists stretching above her head, her nose wrinkling as she made a small grumbling sound like the beginning of a complaint that hadn’t quite found its teeth yet.

 

“My little moonflower,” Lilia whispered, brushing the back of her finger along the baby’s warm cheek. “Even smaller than I remembered. Look at you… those cheeks, that perfect nose. Have you been eating well, darling? Of course you have, your mom’s a star. Probably milk drunk half the time.”

 

She bent forward and pressed her nose to Violet’s forehead, inhaling the baby scent like it was a holy thing. Her voice turned into a hum, a low, soothing melody that didn’t quite became words but wrapped around Violet like a lullaby only grandmothers knew how to sing.

 

With ease, Lilia scooped the baby into her arms and stood, boncing her gently on her shoulder. Violet blinked once, twice, then melted against her as though some part of her recognized this comfort immediately.

 

“She likes you,” Agatha murmured with a small smile.

 

“She better like me,” Lilia replied without turning, still swaying gently. “I’ve been dreaming about holding her since the minute I left the hospital. It’s been agony.”

 

From upstairs came the unmistakable thunder of Nicky on the move—charging footsteps, a brief silence, and then an impressive crash.

 

“I’M OKAY!” he shouted heroically.

 

Lilia’s eyes sparkled. “Ah. The dragon cometh.”

 

“I told you,” Rio called, already laughing as she pushed herself up from the couch. She crossed the room in a few long strides and wrapped her arms gently around her mother from behind, careful not to jostle Violet in her arms.

 

Lilia tilted her head back slightly, resting it against Rio’s for a second as they stood together.

 

“Thanks for coming, Mom,” Rio murmured against her shoulder, her voice low and thick with the kind of tired that came from being pulled in a hundred directions at once. “I missed you.”

 

“I wasn’t going to miss today,” Lilia said simply, reaching back to squeeze Rio’s hand. “I’ve been counting the hours. I didn’t come here to just drop off food—I came to see my girls and my boy.”

 

Agtha stood nearby, watching them with her arms folded across her chest, heart full to the brim and then some. There were moments in life, she thought, that didn’t need to be explained—they just arrived, soft and luminous, and wrapped themselves around you before you even noticed you were being held.

 

There, in front of her, were the three women who had changed her life entirely.

 

Rio, all sharp humor and fragile edges, softened now by the kind of love that couldn’t be undone. Her fire dimmed but never gone, replaced for now by something quieter: a sacred, unspoken pride that clung to her like a second skin.

 

Lilia, radiant as ever, half storm and half sanctuary, the kind of woman who walked into a room and made it feel like home had arrived with her. The mother she never had.

 

And Violet, nestled between them like the tiny sun their worlds now orbited around, her eyelids fluttering and her mouth working in sleepy, contented movements.

 

Agatha stepped closer and wrapped one arm around Rio’s waist, leaning in to kiss the top of her head as she glanced at Lilia.

 

“You know we love you, right?”

 

Lilia didn’t look up, but her mouth twitched at the corners. “Good. I expect bribes and handwrittten letters from all of you when I’m old and dramatic.”

 

“You’re already dramatic,” Rio said.

 

“And I’m barely old,” Lilia shot back.

 

From upstairs came another loud thud.

 

“Oh, Nicky—” Agatha started, but Lilia waved her free hand in the air with the confidence of a woman who’d raised Rio.

 

“He’s fine,” she said. “You can always tell by the tone of the crash. That one was pure joy. Just meanshe’s invented a new trick.”

 

Rio chuckled and leaned more fully into Agatha’s side.

 

Nicky thundered down the stairs at precisely then—because of course he’d heard his grandmother’s voice, and of course he wasn’t about to miss a reunion. His footsteps were a storm, his energy a tidal wave, and his joy utterly uncontainable.

 

Grandma!” he shouted, bursting into the room like a small but determined rocket.

 

“Careful, careful!” Agatha called out with instinctive alarm, already reaching to steady a side table that trembled under the seismic force of her son’s enthusiasm.

 

But Lilia, ever the seasoned matriarch, had already braced herself with an almost preternatural calm. She turned just enough to free one arm and caught Nicky mid-charge, absorbing the impact with the grace of someone who had caught generations of exuberant children in her arms before.

 

“Hey, my favorite dinosaur!” she beamed, squish him into a hug that was more fortress than embrace. “You’ve grown an entire inch since I saw you last.”

 

“Maybe two!” Nicky replied proudly, lifting his chin with all the dignity of a knight in mismatched socks. “And guess what—I made Violet a comic book! It’s all about her being a space witch with a jetpack and laser eyes!”

 

“Oh, that sounds epic. I have to read it,” Lilia said with mock seriousness, brushing a kiss to the top of his curls. “But first… cookies. They’re in the green box on the counter. Mission: snack share. Think you can handle it?”

 

“Totally. I’m the best sharer.” Nicky darted off toward the kitchen without hesitation, already narrating his upcoming cookie performance under his breath like a sports commentator. “And now the dragon finds the treasure—chocolate chip! The best. He’s a genius.”

 

Agatha watched him disappear into the kitchen, her smile soft and full of something deeper than amusement. She turned just as Rio, now sunk comfortably back into the couch, gave the cushion beside her a gentle pat in invitation.

 

Agatha took her seat without a word, schooching in until her hip pressed lightly against Rio’s. Rio leaned her head against Agatha’s shoulder, and Agatha tilted her own just enough to rest against her wife’s hair.

 

Together, they watched.

 

Lilia paced slowly across the living room with Violet tucked snugly in her arms, rocking her with the gentle rhythm of someone who knew how to hold without crowding, to soothe without smothering.

 

And Violet seemed to melt into her grandmother’s warmth like she already knew this was a place she could rest. Her eyelids fluttered, her fingers curled and uncurled against Lilia’s shoulder, and her tiny lips pursed and relaxed, completely lost in dreams.

 

Agatha exhaled slowly. “She looks like she’s done this a thousand times.”

 

“She has,” Rio murmured, her voice more breath than sound. “She did it with me, even if I was much bigger and I came to her, like a whole sixteen years old, but being held by her in the beginning felt just like that. And with every kid she ever fostered before me. And now she’s doing it with our baby like she’s been waiting her whole life for her.”

 

Agatha’s throat tightened, and she blinked hard. “I didn’t realize… how much I needed to see this. Her with Violet. All of us in the same room. I didn’t know how much it would matter.”

 

Rio shifted, just enough to press a kiss against Agatha’s shoulder. “It matters. She belongs here. We belong here.”

 

Agatha reached down and found Rio’s hand, threading their fingers together in the quiet warmth of their lap.

 

From the kitchen, Nicky’s voice rang out with unmistakable glee. “Grandma! Wanna see my impression of a cookie-eating dragon? It’s very relaistic!”

 

Lilia didn’t hesitate. “Oh, absolutely. I want a full performance. With sound effects!”

 

Agatha let out a low laughand closed her eyes.

 

This. This was the dream she never dared to put into words. A home full of noise and quiet. Of chaos and care. Of dragon impressions and lullabies. Of Rio, and Nicky, and Violet. Of Lilia.

 

Of love—messy, living, enduring love.

 


 

Lilia moved around the kitchen like it had always been hers, and it kinda was. Not by deed or lease, but by something deeper: the natural claim of someone who had poured herself into the space not just with hands but with heart. She didn’t hesitate when opening drawers or reaching for spices. She knew where the potholders lived and which cabinet held the mismatched mugs Rio insisted on keeping. This was the kind of knowledge you only earned through presence—and Lilia had been. present.

 

Through long weekends during Rio’s pregnancy, she’d come and gone like a gentle storm—quietly sweeping through the house, cooking meals, folding laundry that no one had asked her to fold, rearranging the spice rack (it was always the spice rack) with a muttered “honestly, chaos,” and then sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of tea, telling stories from her own girlhood in Sicily. Sometimes she’d just sit in silence, offering nothing but her steady company while Rio cried or napped or paced restlessly.

 

And now—now that her granddaughter was here—there was a brightness to her that hadn’t been there before. She moved like someone who had just remembered her favorite song.

 

“Alright,” she announced, rolling up her sleeves with the authority of someone about to solve every problem that had ever existed. “This is not all going to fit in the fridge, so guess what? We’re eating now.”

 

The room quickly bloomed with scent and comfort, the air thick with herbs, and warmth. She unpacked with practiced hands: a lemon rosemary roast chicken with glistening, golden skin; a dish of grilled vegetables still warm and fragrant with citrusy sweetness; buttery, herb-laced pasta curled neatly in a serving bowl; crusty bread that cracked as she sliced it, revealing a steam-soft center. And then—centerpiece, crown jewel, offering and order all in one—she pulled out a container and set it directly in front of Rio’s place setting.

 

The peanut noodle bowl. Still warm, the sauce silky and fragrant with ginger and sesame, perfectly portioned for someone who hadn’t been remembering to feed herself.

 

“That’s yours,” Lilia said firmly, giving her daughter the kind of look that brooked no argument. “I mean it. All of it. You finish it. You’ve got someone to feed, sweet girl, and you can’t do that on half a sandwich and three cups of cold tea.”

 

Rio blinked at the generous heap of noodles and swallowed hard. She wasn’t sure if it was the food or the way her mother’s voice softened on sweet girl, but her chest ached a little. The kind of ache that comes (came ?-> check conjug later) from being seen. She opened her mouth to make a joke, maybe about how she had in fact eaten half a sandwich (yesterday), but it didn’t come out. Instead, she nodded, her voice a little hoarse when she said, “Thanks, Mom.”

 

The truth was she was starving. Something about breastfeeding had made her hunger come in fierce waves, and she hadn’t yet learned to get ahead of it. She smiled at her mother, grateful beyond words.

 

Agatha had already started setting the table, placing glasses and cutlery while Violet snored soflty from her little lounger near the window. The baby monitor gave off its low, constant hum, a rhythm of breathy sighs and rustles that anchored the room like a heartbeat.

 

Nicky was already perched in his usual chair, his legs swinging in quick, excited kicks under the table. At some point during the food parade, he’d stealthily acquired a slice of bread, which he was attempting to nibble on without being noticed.

 

He wasn’t nearly as subtle as he thought he was.

 

“Hey!” Agatha called out, catching him mid-bite. “That’s not for dragons who haven’t washed their claws.”

 

“I did!” Nicky said, affronted. “I’m a very clean dragon! I used sanitizer. It burned, but I didn’t scream.”

 

Agatha narrowed her eyes, half amused, half mock-stern. “Did it now?”

 

“It sizzled! Like magic.”

 

“Well. I suppose any dragon brave enough to face the fire of citrus hand sanitizer deserves a slice of bread.”

 

He grinned, victorious. “Told you.”

 

Lilia chuckled from the stove, where she was spooning pasta into a serving bowl. “You two are ridiculous.”

 

Rio looked around the kitchen—at the table filling with food, at her wife teasing their son, at her mother stirring noodles with the same care she used to comb Rio’s hair when she was a teenager—and felt something she felt more and more these past few years: safe.

 

Once everyone had found their places—Rio easing into her chair with the carefulness of someone still remembering how to sit without a baby in her arms or in her belly, Lilia fussed over her water glass and fluffing the napkin in her lap as if hydration alone could solve every problem, and Agatha settled beside her, her linen napkin folded neatly and her hand resting on Rio’s knee. And dinner truly began.

 

Nicky, of course, had no such sense of ceremony. He was already bouncing with anticipation, gleefully dragging his bread through every sauce he could reach like he was at a five-star buffet. There was pesto on his fingers, a smear of peanut sauce near his mouth, and he hadn’t even touched his actual plate yet.

 

Then, for a little while, there was just the music of dinner: the clink of silverware against ceramic, the soft swirls of steam rising from bowls, quiet chewing, quiet sighs. No talking—just that comfortable silence that fills a house when bellies are being filled too.

 

“This chicken is unreal,” Agatha said at last, voice low with contentment and mouth half-full in a way that betrayed just how good it was.

 

Lilia hummed her satisfaction inside her water glass. “The secret is the lemon. And patience. And magic. But mostly lemon.”

 

Nicky let out a tiny gasp. “Do you actually use magic?”

 

“Not the kind you’re thinking of, sweet boy,” Lilia replied with a wink, nudging a napkin toward him as he reached for more bread. “But a little love in the pan does wonders. Love and butter, mostly. And not burning the garlic.” She added tunring to Rio who had the decency to lower her gaze as she returned to her plate.

 

Rio gave a soft laugh around a mouthful of noodles, and Agatha glanced sideways at her. She was eating—really eating. Not nibbling or picking, not trying to convince someone else she was fine. Just forkful after forkful, slow and steady, like her body was finally catching up to its own hunger. Her eyes were tired, yes, and the faint purple shadows still clung beneath them, but they weren’t the kind that worried Agatha. They were earned shadows. The kind carved by midnight feedings and early dawn lullabies. She looked softer, a little dreamy, like she was wrapped in a haze of good food and gentle company.

 

She was radiant.

 

Agatha reached under the table and found her hand, squeezed it again. No words, just a reminder: I love you.

 

Rio glanced at her and smiled, a little bashful but full of love. Then she looked at Lilia and said, “Thank you, Mom. Really. It’s all so good.”

 

Lilia’s gaze softened, her entire posture shifting from matriarchal authority to pure maternal tenderness. “Of course, baby. You’re doing the hardest thing there is—keeping a tiny human alive and remembering your own name in the process. Your body made someone. That’s not small. That deserves noodles, and seconds, and anything else you want.”

 

“And cookies,” Nicky added, his voice muffled by rice and importance. “You forgot cookies.”

 

Lilia turned to him with theatrical offense. “I would never forget cookies. There’s a new batch cooling on the counter. But cookies only visit the stomachs of children who finish their vegetables.”

 

Nicky groaned, slumping in his chair like he’d just been asked to move mountains. “Broccoli hurts my feelings,” he muttered.

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow. “Broccoli doesn’t have feelings.”

 

“It gives feelings,” Nicky insisted, fork poised with reluctant determination. “Sad ones.”

 

Rio laughed again, her voice a little clearer this time. A little brighter. She reached across to steal a piece of grilled zucchini off Nicky’s plate and popped it into her mouth with a mischievous smile. “I happen to love broccoli. You should give it another chance.”

 

Nicky pushed his plate towards her. “Good, you can have it all then if you like so much.”

 


 

After dessert—Lilia’s homemade cookies still warm from the oven, their chocolate chips and hearts perfectly gooey and the sugar on top just barely crisp—everyone eased back in their chairs with the collective sigh of the well-fed.

 

Nicky had devoured two, possibly three cookies, and washed them down with a glass of milk that left a mustache across his upper lip. The front of his shirt bore the evidence of his conquest: a generous dusting of crumbs, a suspicious smear of chocolate on his sleeve, and the undeniable glint of triumph in his eyes. He was currently attempting to gaslight Rio into believing he definitely hadn’t dropped one of his cookies under the table, even though Señor Scratchy—the ever-vigilant family bunny—was licking something suspiciously sticky near the leg of the chair with the determination of a forensic investigator.

 

Lilia dabbed at her mouth with a napkin and then turned to Rio and Agatha, her tone gentle but firm

 

“You both look like you’ve been hit by a very small, very adorable truck,” she said, as her eyes swept over them. “Go take a nap. I’ve got my grandchildren.”

 

Rio blinked at her, her posture still alert but her body betraying her. The tiredness had crept in behind her eyes again, dragging her shoulders down just a little. She tried to smile, but it faltered halfway, landing somewhere between gratitude and surrender. Beside her, Agatha gave a soft laugh—low, tired, the kind that made it obvious just how thin her energy had been stretched.

 

“We’re fine,” Agatha started, though there was no conviction behind it.

 

“No, you’re exhausted,” Lilia said firmly. “Don’t argue with me. You’ve both been up all night, and you’re surviving on adrenaline and residual cookie magic. Go. I’ve held babies before, you know.”

 

Rio hesitated, her gaze flickering toward the purple bundle in Lilia’s arms. Then her eyes moved to the living room, where Nicky had gone horizontal on the rug, legs kicking the air, humming to himself while spinning a toy car between his palms like it was a Formula 1 track. “What about Nicky?”

 

At the sound of his name, Nicky shot up like someone had hit a button. “I’m not sleepy!” he declared with the wild-eyed insistence of a child who absolutely was.

 

“Of course you’re not,” Agatha muttered under her breath, just loud enough for Rio to hear.

 

“I want to stay with Grandma and Violet!” he continued, already bouncing in place. “I need to show her my drawings, and the dance I made up, and tell her about the duck at the park that tried to eat my snack.”

 

“That was your fault, by the way,” Rio mumbled, already slumping sideways into Agatha’s shoulder.

 

Nicky gave her an offended look. “It was a very aggressive ducky, Mommy.”

 

Lilia let out a warm laugh, her eyes dancing with affection. She held out one hand toward him, and he darted over to grab it. “He can stay with me. We’ll be quiet. Right, baby?”

 

Nicky nodded enthusiastically, bouncing on the balls of his feet. “I’ll be so quiet. Like a cat. Like Violet.”

 

Rio blinked at Agatha, who shrugged, already standing up and helping her wife to her feet. “He’s made up his mind.”

 

“I wonder where he gets that from,” Rio muttered with a pointed glance that Agatha chose to ignore entirely.

 

With one last kiss on Nicky’s curls, and another soft brush of fingers across Violet’s fine baby hair, Agatha guided Rio toward the stairs and back to their bedroom. The moment the door clicked shut, Lilia moved to the living room with her granddaughter in her arms and Nicky right on her heels.

 

They settled into the couch, Lilia leaning back with Violet cradled against her chest. Her tiny fingers curled against Lilia’s shirt, impossibly small, impossibly soft.

 

Nicky climbed up beside them, his legs tucked under him like a frog, and leaned in close. “She’s really small, you know?.”

 

“She is,” Lilia said softly, brushing a thumb across Violet’s cheek. “You were this small once, too. I’m sure.”

 

“I was?” He looked deeply skeptical.

 

Lilia chuckled softly, careful not to jostle the baby. “Oh yes. Your mama showed me pictures. You used to fall asleep on people just like this. A little lump of cuddles and cheeks. Had I known you back then,” she added with a wink, “you would’ve curled right up on me, too.”

 

Nicky looked pleased by the idea, like he’d been told he was part of a noble tradition. “She didn’t even cry,” he said after a moment, with a mix of wonder and pride. “She likes you.”

 

“Of course she does. I’m her grandma,” Lilia said, smiling. “Grandmas are very likable.”

 

Nicky nodded gravely, as though confirming this for future reference. “Do you think she liked the star nightlight I picked for her? The yellow one that glows like the moon?”

 

“I know she did,” Lilia whispered. “It’s the perfect light for dreaming.”

 

Nicky beamed, his chest puffing out just a little. He scooted closer until his shoulder brushed hers, his gaze fixed on Violet’s peaceful face, watching every tiny twitch and sigh as if he were memorizing the choreography of her sleep.

 

“I already told her about the dragon mobile,” he said softly. “And the tree Mama painted on the wall. And the basket with the ribbons. I told her about the music box, too. And how sometimes we let Señor Scratchy hop in the room, but only if he promises not to nibble on the toys.”

 

Lilia tilted her head toward him, her expression full of love. “You told her all that?”

 

He nodded. “And I told her she’s gonna have the best big brother in the world.” He turned to Lilia, his voice gentle but certain. “That’s me.”

 

Lilia leaned in and kissed the crown of his head, her lips lingering in his curls. “She’s very lucky,” she said, her voice thick with emotion.

 

He was quiet for a while, watching the baby breathe. Lilia could see the wheels turning behind his eyes, his little mind processing something so big, so new, in the only way it knew how: by collecting moments and holding them close.

 

And then he started talking. And talking. And talking.

 

About the walk to the park earlier that day, how the wind had made the trees shake like they were laughing. About the cookies they’d eaten—“still warm, like they just came out of the sun,” he explained, about how Mom cried when she saw Violet in her crib for the first time and how Mama whispered “Welcome home” like it was a secret spell, and how he had known that it had worked and that Mama was secretely a witch.

 

“Vivi likes to curl her fingers when she stretches,” he said, almost like he was giving Lilia a very important piece of information. “And she scrunches her nose a little when she yawns. She cries louder at night, but that’s okay. I don’t mind. We’re gonna help take care of her. All of us. Me the most.”

 

Lilia didn’t interrupt. She just rubbed soft, slow circles on his back with one hand. She didn’t need to say a wordas he kept talking—about the dragon mobile, about the name he wanted to give the stuffed bunny in Violet’s bassinet (“Princess Marshmallow,” which he said was “extremely royal”), about the duck at the park that had chased him for his snack.

 

And then, slowly, his words began to taper off, as if he were running out of steam. His sentences got shorter, quieter, until eventually, there was nothing left but the soft, even sound of his breathing—slow and steady against her arm.

 

He’d talked himself straight into sleep.

 

Lilia looked down and found his head resting against her shoulder, one hand still loosely curled near Violet’s blanket. His mouth hung slightly open in the way of true, dreamless sleep, and his chest rose and fell in sync with hers.

 

So there she sat.

 

Violet nestled to her chest, warm and small. Nicky asleep against her side, full of wonder and crumbs and love. Outside, a bird chirped once.

 

She didn’t dare move.

 

She was the last one awake, the only soul keeping vigil. The quiet sentinel. The grandmother. The matriarch of this messy, beautiful, unfiltered show she would give her life to, without hesitation, again and again and again.

 

And in that stillness, with two hearts pressed close to hers, she let herself breathe deeply and smiled.

 

This was everything.

 

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Notes:

Quick note: this is the last long chapter I’ve written in advance. Since I passed the written part of my exam (yay!), I’ll be back in full-time classes to prepare for the oral round—so I won’t have quite as much time to write.

That said, I have a question for you: would you prefer shorter chapters every day (since writing helps me unwind at night), or longer ones every two or three days, depending on how things go?

Love you all!

Chapter 10: When Duty Calls

Notes:

Remember when I said I’d start writing shorter chapters? Yeah… apparently that was a lie, because this one is NOT short.
Also, confession time: today’s class was on Sir Gawain and the Green Knight and I was so bored I just sat in the back, angled my laptop away and wrote the entire time instead and then finished at home. I’m not a medieval lit girly—sorry, not sorry!

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Two weeks passed in the strange, suspended rhythm of newborn days—days that felt too long and somehow too short at the same time. Time bent itself around the needs of a tiny being with no sense of clocks, turning hours into blurs of feedings, lullabies, and blinking moments of half-sleep. Nights melted into mornings without warning, and the space between dusk and dawn stretched thin like gauze, wrapped tightly around the household.

 

But time, in all its relentless stubbornness, did what it always did: it moved forward.

 

And now, with the spring sun still hidden behind the blooming branches of the trees, light just beginning to press faintly at the edges of the curtains, it was Agtaha’s first day back at the university.

 

The alarm hadn’t even gone off yet.

 

Not that she needed it.

 

She wasn’t sure if she had actually slept at all, or if she’d just dozed upright for stretches of time with Violet tucked in her arms and her head bowed, like a priestess keeping watch at a sacred altar. Her neck ached. Her back throbbed. But her body had long since learned to ignore those things.

 

Violet had been restless all night again, hungry and fussy and demanding a rotation of swaying, rocking, humming and bouncing—none of which had lasted longer than twenty minutes before she’d scrunched her tiny face and let out another wail. Agatha had taken the early shift, trying to let Rio rest, for once, as she had been awake till 3am. And now, before sunrise, the baby had finally quieted, and Agatha found herself standing in the soft morning gloom of their bedroom, cradling her daughter in her arms, barefoot and wrapped in one of Rio’s oversized cardigans—sage green, warm, smelling faintly of baby shampoo and peppermint tea.

 

She didn’t need to rock her anymore. Violet was out, nestled against her chest, breathing in those soft little sighs that made something swell in Agatha’s chest.

 

She didn’t want tomove. She wasn’t ready. Not for real clothes, not for structured sentences, not for the world of syllabi and lectures and brisk academic nods. 

 

The truth was she was ready—she had lectures prepared, books already stacked on her office desk, her students to rejoin. She’d even laid out her sharpest black blazer the night before, the one with the clean, strong shoulders and narrow waist that made her feel like she could walk into battle. But standing there now, barefoot in her pajamas, Violet curled into her neck, the idea of putting on a blazer at all felt vaguely absurd.

 

Still, the clock on the dresser ticked on, and Agatha knew if she didn’t move soon, she’d end up crying into Violet’s onesie. So she did the impossible: she pried herself away from her babygirl, kissed her head one last time, and gently, gently tucked her back into the bassinet beside the bed. The baby stirred but didn’t wake. Agatha hovered there for a second, her hand resting briefly on Violet’s chest, waiting for the familiar rise and fall.

 

Then she straightened and turned to the bed.

 

Rio was still curled beneath the covers, tangled in them like she had lost a fight. Her braid had come loose in the night, a cascade of dark hair fanned across her pillow and trailing down her shoulder, soft waves brushing her cheek like ivy. One hand still reached out, fingers gently curled toward where Violet had been sleeping against her not long ago.

 

Agtha didn’t wake her.

 

She stood there for a moment longer, watching and daydreaming. Then she turned, quietly slipped out of the room, and went to get dressed.

 

By the time she stood in front of the hallway mirror—blazer buttoned, collar sharp, her hair braided and pinned up with a precision that had once come naturally but now felt like a memory—she could have cried. But the mirror offered her a different reflection: clean lines, strong posture. The dark fabric of the blazer squared her shoulders, carved a silhouette that said: I am here. I am in control. Her lipstick, a deep wine-red, was applied with the kind of care that felt ceremonial more than cosmetic. A war paint of sorts. She looked like Dr. Harnkess again—professor, scholar, institution.

 

But her eyes… Her eyes betrayed her.

 

Not just tired. Not even exhausted.

 

Mother-tired.

 

The one no amount of caffeine or concealer could hide away. It lived in her bones now, in the tight muscles of her neck, in the awareness that something fragile slept just down the hall. A tiredness that came from giving parts of herself away one heartbeat at a time—through lullabies, through midnight pacing, through the simple act of being needed so completely.

 

She stared at herself for a moment longer. Then exhaled through her nose, smoothed her lapels, and turned toward the kitchen with the deliberate pace of someone walking back into a version of their life that no longer quite fitted.

 

She flicked the kettle on and reached for the cupboard without thinking, pulling down Rio’s favorite mug—the green ceramic one with the golden stars. She chose the same herbal tea Rio always brewed in the mornings, even though Agatha herself had never particularly liked the taste. Too floral. Too mild. But she’d grown used to it over the years, sipping from Rio’s mug out of laziness or affection, passing it back and forth during those groggy, pre-dawn hours when words were few but comfort came easily.

 

Now, in the stillness of the kitchen, she took a sip and immediately winced.

 

Too sweet. Too quiet. Too wrong.

 

Not half-stolen by her sleepy wife.

 

She set the mug down and leaned against the counter, pressing her palm to the cool marble like it might steady her. The silence was too loud. No soft footsteps from Rio shuffling in half-asleep. No baby cries from the hallway. No Nicky making a dramatic case for cookies before breakfast.

 

It was just her, dressed for battle and nowhere near ready.

 

This wasn’t the first time she’d returned to work after a seismic shift in her life. She’d done it after learning she was pregnant. After her mother died. After the first time Nicky had been sick. Each time, she had pulled herself together, stepped back into her role, and gotten on with it. It was what she did. What she was known for.

 

But this time, she was leaving behind more than just a quiet house.

 

She was leaving them behind.

 

A wife curled protectively around their daughter, both of them tangled in blankets too soft for the outside. A baby still so new she didn’t yet fully belong to the world, only to the people who loved her. And Nicky—who still needed a goodbye hug and someone to zip his jacket sometimes and double-check his lunch.

 

That at least she could do. She could take Nicky to school. That part wouldn’t change. She’d fasten his shoes, remind him he was the best big brother in the universe, and send him off with one more thread connecting her to the life she wasn’t quite ready to leave behind, even temporarily. And for Nikcy, it wouldn’t change anything, both his moms would be there before and after school.

 

But the truth was, part of her would stay here. No matter how many steps she took toward her lecture hall, no matter how confidently she walked across campus with her coffee and her notes and her armor of intellect—part of her would still be in this kitchen, wrapped in the scent of lavender tea, listening for the soft cries that only a mother could hear.

 

And that part?

 

That part would ache until she was home again.

 

Right at that moment, Rio appeared like a dream—soft-footed and rumpled, emerging from the hallway like some fragile morning ghost, her steps silent against the hardwood floor. Her unraveled braid leaving long waves of dark hair cascading past her shoulders.

 

“She’ll want me to cut it soon,” Agatha thought absently, a flicker of wistful amusement tugging at the corners of her mind.

 

Her pajamas were slipping slightly off one shoulder, the neckline loose and open down the middle where sleepy fingers had failed to open it properly. In her arms, Violet was bundled tight against her chest, tiny mouth already latched at her breast like instinct had guided her straight from sleep to feeding. Neither mother nor daughter looked fully awake. They were still wrapped in the cocoon of the night—slow-blinking, heavy-limbed, bonded in a rhythm too old to be interrupted.

 

“Well, there they are,” Agatha murmured/. She smiled, not just with her lips but with her whole face. “You look like you floated here.”

 

Rio blinked again and rubbed her eye with the back of one hand. “I’m sleepwalking,” she croaked, voice hoarse from too little rest and not enough water. “Don’t wake me. I’ll vanish.”

 

Agatha moved toward her without thinking. She took the hand that wasn’t curled around their baby and pressed a kiss to the back of it, right on her wedding band “You’re amazing,” she whispered against her skin, wrapping an arm carefully around her waist. Violet made a soft sound, barely a sigh, but Agatha hushed her automatically, hand coming up to cradle both her girls. “Come sit. I’ll make you toast.”

 

“Bless you,” Rio mumbled, forehead dropping to Agatha’s shoulder for just a moment before letting herself be guided to one of the stools at the counter.

 

Agatha settled her gently and then handed over the still-warm mug of tea—now with oat milk, the way Rio liked it. She hadn’t even realized she’d made it with Rio in mind until she was placing it in her wife’s hand. Rio sipped it sleepily with one hand, the other curled protectively around Violet, whose tiny fingers gripped her pajama shirt like it was a lifeline. Her free hand pawed clumsily at her breast, tiny and blind and determined, like a kitten.

 

Agatha turned back to the kitchen and began working with quiet efficiency. She sliced fruit, dropped bread into the toaster, cracked eggs into the pan (skillet?). The sizzle was the loudest sound in the room. But her eyes kept drifting to the two of them at the counter—her wife sitting barefoot and bleary-eyed, nursing their newborn like it was the most ordinary thing in the world.

 

And yet… it wasn’t. Not to Agatha.

 

To her, it was holy. Like a painting she didn’t deserve to look at too long.

 

The kind of moment that made you understand why people believed in miracles.

 

She wanted to bottle it. Just this: Rio in her pajama top slipping off her shoulder, hair wild and eyes soft, their baby clutched against her like a secret. She wanted to remember this even when the days blurred again, when the sleep deprivation turned brutal, when they fought about stupid things like laundry or fridge magnets or drumsticks being taken away because stop being so loud or you’re sleeping on the couch.

 

She wanted this frozen in wood or amber.

 

“Your tea,” Rio said eventually, her voice a little steadier now, “tastes better now that I’m here, doesn’t it?”

 

Agatha smirked without looking up. “Infinitely.” She flipped an egg with practiced grace, then glanced over her shoulder. “You’re the secret ingredient.”

 

Rio gave a breath of a laugh. “Of course I am.”

 

Agatha paused, watching the way her wife cradled their daughter with easy, absolute love that couldn’t be taught. “I’m going to miss this.”

 

Rio blinked up at her, sleep still clinging to her lashes. “It’ll be waiting when you get home.”

 

Agatha smiled softly, and this time, it was morer eal. “I know.”

 

They ate breakfast like that: Agatha leaning against the counter with her plate, Rio still holding Violet and working slowly through her toast with one hand.

 

A few minutes later, the quiet of the kitchen was broken by the unmistakable thunder of little feet pounding across the upstairs hallway, followed by the clumsy thuds of someone taking the stairs two at a time. Agatha turned toward the noise, already smiling.

 

Nicky came barreling into view in his favorite space-themed pajamas, his hair shooting in every possible direction like he’d slept in a wind tunnel. He had the wild-eyed, unfiltered energy of a boy who had slept well and dreamed even better.

 

“Mama! Mommy! I’m awake!”

 

Agatha bent down just in time to catch him as he launched himself into her arms like a cannonball. She scooped him up with a dramatic “Oof!” and spun him once in the air, his giggles bubbling over into the quiet kitchen like sunlight through the blinds.

 

“There you are, my love,” she said, settling him on her hip with practiced ease. “Did you dream of the moon again? Or were you racing comets this time?”

 

Nicky leaned back and looked at her very seriously. “Nope. The circus. And Violet was there. But she was a baby acrobat. And also a dinosaur.”

 

Rio let out a sleep-rough laugh from her stool, her head still resting on one hand. “Well, that explains the shrieking.”

 

“Hey!” Nicky pointed at her like she’d uncovered a secret. “She does do dinosaur noises! You heard her too!”

 

Agatha gasped in mock horror. “A baby acrobat dinosaur? What kind of circus is this?”

 

“The best kind,” Nicky said solemnly. “There were lasers. And popcorn. And Mommy was the ringmaster. You had a big sparkly hat.”

 

Rio made a sound that was somewhere between a chuckle and a groan. “Sounds exhausting.”

 

Agatha set him down gently and nudged him toward the stool next to Rio, ruffling his wild curls on the way. “All right, my little velociraptor. Sit and eat. School starts in an hour and I don’t think the teachers are ready for circus energy this early.”

 

Nicky clambered onto the stool and pulled the cereal box toward him with great urgency. But before pouring, he looked over at Rio, who was now sitting with Violet curled against her chest, still sleepily finishing the last of her toast.

 

“Mommy,” he asked, wide-eyed, “can I show Violet my Lego circus later? I made a trapeze and everything. She’ll love it.”

 

Rio reached over and smoothed his hair back with a gentle hand. “Of course, baby. She’ll love it. But after school, okay? Or you’ll be the one flying through the air trying to catch up with Mama.”

 

Nicky giggled and returned to his cereal, feet swinging under the stool.

 

By then, Violet had finished nursing and fallen back into a peaceful doze, her tiny fist curled under her chin like she was dreaming important baby dreams. Agatha leaned down and kissed the crown of her daughter’s head before carefully gathering her into her arms, letting Rio rebutton her pajamas and finish her food. She held Violet against her chest for a moment, tucking the baby’s head just under her chin. Her blazer stretched awkwardly around the bundle of warm softness, but she didn’t adjust it. She didn’t care.

 

Some mornings were too sacred to worry about tailoring.

 

Rio watched them both with half-lidded eyes and the faintest smile. “You gonna survive today?” she asked, her voice rough and quiet, the words barely above the steam rising from her tea.

 

“I’ll do more than survive,” Agatha said, brushing a hand over Rio’s back as she passed behind her. “I’ll be home by four. On the dot.”

 

“You better be,” Rio murmured, resting her head against Agatha’s shoulder again, just for a moment. Her voice was still full of sleep, but something in her eyes was clear and steady now. “We’ll miss you.”

 

Agatha swallowed the sudden knot in her throat and kissed her wife’s forehead, soft and lingering. Then she leaned down and kissed Nicky’s curls, then Violet’s downy hair, and stood still for a heartbeat, just holding her family in the morning light.

 

“I already do,” she whispered.

 


 

Just before leaving and after making sure Nicky was all dressed and packed for school, Agatha moved through the house one last time like her feet weighed more than they should. She was all polished now—black blazer sharp against the pale blue button-down she wore underneath, her long hair swept into a low, controlled twist. She looked every inch the professor she’d always been, but there was something fragile in her eyes this morning. Something reluctant.

 

She walked with Violet a little, still tucked in the sling around her chest for just a few more moments.

 

Then, slowly, she turned to Rio. Her wife was now on the couch, empty tea mug between her palms, hair now swept back too, violet circles still beneath her eyes. And yet she looked luminous—lovely in the smudged, backlit way only very early mornings could make someone look, like a painting with chiaroscuro.

 

Agatha leaned down, kissed her temple and didn’t move. She stayed right there, her forehead pressed to Rio’s hairline, breathing in the familiar scent of sleep and raspberry conditioner and the skin she knew better than her own. Her hand drifted up and touched the back of Rio’s neck, thumb brushing the hair at her nape.

 

“You’ve got this,” she murmured into her hair. “Text me if anything feels off. Or even if it doesn’t and you just want to say hi.”

 

Rio gave a small smile, sleep-soft and crooked, and reached for Yellow Dragon—the plush toy that had become Violet’s honorary sibling and their co-parent through the last few weeks—and waved it like a flag of domestic triumph.

 

“We’ll be fine, Dr. Harkness. You go teach things. Enlighten the youth. Terrify them with that face you make when they try to sneak in late.”

 

Agatha huffed a laugh, though it caught slightly in her throat. They were both trying to keep it light. But it felt like trying to walk on a tightrope with a stone in your chest.

 

Neither of them was quite pulling it off.

 

This was the first time they’d be apart since Violet had been born. The first time Agatha wouldn’t be just a room away if Rio’s body started to give out or if Violet wouldn’t settle or if the loneliness crept in quietly around lunchtime, the way it sometimes did. The first time Rio would have to do the whole dance solo, and Agatha wouldn’t be there to pass the baby, refill the mug, kiss the tension out of her shoulders.

 

Agatha hovered at the edge of the kitchen, near the door, one hand still cradling Violet protectively as she tried to convince herself to leave.

 

“You’re really sure?” she asked, softer now. “You’ll be okay for a few hours?”

 

Rio tilted her head and reached lazily for Agatha’s sunglasses, abandoned on the counter after their last park trip. She slid them on with theatrical flair and lifted her chin like she was channeling an old-Hollywood starlet.

 

“Don’t worry. I’ll teach Violet how to recite Macbeth in iambic pentameters by noon. Maybe sprinkle in some T.S. Eliot for nap time. Nothing like existential despair to lull a baby to sleep.”

 

Agatha smiled, despite herself.

 

From across the room, Nicky looked up from his cereal, spoon in hand. “Is Violet gonna be a poet too?” he asked between mouthfuls. “Like you and Mama?”

 

Rio grinned and reached out to ruffle his curls. “She’s already got the dramatic crying part down. We’ll work on metaphors next.”

 

Agatha exhaled—part laugh, part release—and finally, slowly, let Violet shift into Rio’s arms, placing her gently on her wife’s chest, whose arms opened instinctlty. Her hands lingered longer than necessary.

 

She didn’t want to leave.

 

Everything in her—mind, heart, body—resisted the movement, the transition from here to there, from warmth and softness to lecture halls and fluorescent lights. But time marched forward, relentless and indifferent, and duty always knew how to tug her forward even when her soul lagged behind.

 

Rio, sensing it, sat up a little straighter, shifting Violet gently in her arms. The baby stirred against her chest, sighing in her sleep, one tiny hand curled into the fabric of Rio’s shirt. With practiced tenderness, Rio reached out and adjusted the lapel of Agatha’s blazer and then her necklace—her quiet ritual every time Agatha had to leave. She smoothed the collar, tugged it into place, and then, with infinite gentleness, pressed a kiss to the tip of Agatha’s nose.

 

She smiled, sleep still clinging to the corners of her eyes, but her voice was clear and steady. “We’ve got this, love,” she whispered. “Go make the university kids cry over Yeats.”

 

Agatha huffed a quiet laugh, her chest tightening in that place where love and worry always met. “They only cry because I’m too smart for them.”

 

From across the room, Nicky leapt up. “That’s what Mommy said the other day!”

 

Agatha turned, raising an amused brow. “Did she now?”

 

Rio grinned, unabashed. “I only speak facts.”

 

Agatha kissed them both one more time—Violet’s forehead, Rio’s lips—and straightened, watching as Rio laid down more comfortably on the couch, with Violet laying on her chest in her purple onesie. In return, Rio’s eyes were already tracking her every movement.Nicky had his backpack on, bouncing slightly on the balls of his feet, ready and waiting. Agatha dropped one last kiss onto Violet’s head.

 

“Bye, my moonbeam,” she whispered into the baby’s hair. Then to Rio, with barely a breath between them, “Take it easy today, okay?”

 

“Only if you do too,” Rio murmured, her hand briefly catching Agatha’s wrist and holding it, just for a heartbeat longer.

 

“I’ll be home by four,” Agatha said again, softer this time.

 

Rio nodded. “We’ll be waiting.”

 

She bent slightly and called out, “Nicky, you ready?”

 

“Yeah!” he chirped, running to grab his lunchbox and nearly dropping it before catching it with a triumphant flourish.

 

“Let’s go then, baby. Don’t want you to be late for school.”

 

Agatha opened the door, the morning air cool and crisp against her skin. Nicky darted ahead, full of energy, a blur of lightning sneakers and excitement. And as she finally walked out the door, the quiet behind her didn’t feel like absence—it felt like home holding its breath until she returned.

 


 

The hum of the engine filled the car with a low, steady rhythm as Agatha drove through the soft shimmer of early morning. The trees outside lined the road in tall silhouettes, their leaves catching the sun as it rose higher, dappling the world in glimmers of green and gold. The sky still clung to the pale pinks and sleepy lavenders of dawn, not quite ready to let go of night.

 

In the back seat, Nicky was a small, chattering whirlwind of energy. He swung his legs, sneakers tapping the edge of the seat in a syncopated rhythm as he launched into a running monologue—his cereal had been “too soggy but still good,” his favorite class that day was art “because I’m drawing a dragon baby with a dinosaur for a big brother,” and he was absolutely certain Ms. Owens would let him use glitter glue because “it’s a special drawing, Mama, for Vivi.”

 

Agatha nodded along as he spoke, murmuring the occasional, “Mm-hmm,” and, “That sounds amazing, sweetheart,” but her mind was drifting. Not far. Just a few streets back. Just through time, not space.

 

Drifting back to the quiet house, to Rio cradling Violet with one hand and half-eaten toast in the other. To Violet’s soft weight on her chest earlier, how small she felt even though she’d been growing stronger every day. To the faint scent of Rio’s raspberyy shampoo still clinging to Agatha’s blazer. The house had felt too still when she’d left. Her body was moving forward into the day, but her heart was still in the kitchen, wrapped in flannel and baby skin and sleepy domesticity.

 

“Mama?”

 

The word pulled her gently back. She blinked, focused, and met Nicky’s eyes in the rearview mirror.

 

“Yes, darling?”

 

He was clutching something in both hands, holding it like a treasure. His face lit up with that particular sparkle she loved so much—the one that meant he was proud of something, the one that always reminded her of Rio, that same glint of mischief and gentleness combined.

 

“I’m gonna miss Vivi,” he said seriously, lips forming the words with care. “But Mom gave me a picture. For my backpack. In case I miss her too much.”

 

He held it up for her to see, beaming.

 

It was a photo, small and square and clearly cut out by a pair of very enthusiastic, not-so-steady kid scissors. The edges were slightly jagged. But the picture itself—oh, the picture. Violet in her green and purple dragon costume, the hood flopped slightly sideways over one brow, her tiny mouth mid-yawn, felt claws on her little mittens making her look more sleepy than scary. Pure joy in cotton and fleece and softness.

 

Agatha felt her chest tighten in that delicate, breathtaking way that only love could manage. She took a slow breath in through her nose, steadying herself, willing her heart not to spill out all over the dashboard.

 

“Oh, Nicky,” she whispered. Her voice was rough with it. She gripped the steering wheel a little tighter, anchoring herself with the touch. “That was very sweet of Mom.”

 

Nicky nodded with pride. “I helped pick the picture. It’s the one where she looks most like Mom’s Dragon.”

 

Agatha smiled, her eyes stinging despite the warmth blooming in her chest. “She really does, doesn’t she?”

 

He leaned forward a little, voice dropping into that secretive, confident tone only small children possessed. “She’s gonna roar soon,” he said, utterly convinced. “I can tell. She’s almost ready.”

 

Agatha let out a soft laugh, part delight and part heartbreak. “I believe you,” she said quietly, her voice like a promise. “I think she’s going to be loud and fierce and full of fire.”

 

“Like Mommy?”

 

Agatha smiled again, this time with her whole face. “Exactly like Mommy.”

 

They pulled into the school parking lot just as the last of the golden light broke over the flagpole. Agatha parked with practiced ease, the car gliding to a smooth stop in their usual spot near the second row—the one close enough to the door that Nicky didn’t have to sprint on rainy days, but far enough that he could still feel grown-up walking himself in.

 

She shifted into park and turned in her seat, watching her son as he gathered his backpack and lunchbox from the floor. His feet dangled as he twisted to reach them, and Agatha noticed—not for the first time—how long his legs had gotten, how the sleeves of his sweater were just starting to look a little short.

 

Nicky leaned forward without being asked, eyes bright, ready for his morning goodbye. It was their ritual. Agatha pressed a kiss to his forehead, then one to his cheek, and finally rested her palm gently against the side of his face. Her fingers curved around his soft skin like they were made to fit there.

 

“Have a good day, okay?” she murmured. “Be kind. Be curious.”

 

“I will,” he promised. But he lingered, his little brows tugging together for a moment. “Are you gonna show your students the dragon picture too? They’re my friends, you know!”

 

Agatha let out a quiet laugh, eyes crinkling. “I know you like them. But maybe not today. I don’t want them to get too jealous of your excellent taste in baby sisters.”

 

“But you’ll tell them about me and Vivi, right?” he asked, eyes wide with hopeful urgency.

 

She smiled, brushing a stray curl away from his forehead. “I’ll tell them about a very brave big brother I know who sings lullabies to dragons and keeps his backpack full of courage.”

 

That seemed to satisfy him. He puffed up with pride, like someone had just pinned a medal to his chest. Slinging his backpack over one shoulder, he reached for the door handle, but paused just before opening it.

 

“Tell Mom I said I’m gonna give her a new dragon song when I come home!” he said over his shoulder, voice full of bubbling excitement.

 

Agatha nodded, her throat tightening. “She’ll love that.”

 

He gave her one more grin—gap-toothed and sunny—and then he was off, jogging toward the building. His curls bounced with every step, his lunchbox swinging wildly in one hand. She watched until he reached the front steps and turned to wave with both arms, the photo of Violet safely tucked into the side pocket of his bag, guarding him like a talisman.

 

She lifted a hand in return but stayed in her seat long after the doors had closed behind him.

 

The car was quiet now. Too quiet.

 

Her hand still rested on the steering wheel. The other sat in her lap—open, unused, empty in the strangest way.

 

She missed them.

 

Rio, probably still barefoot in the kitchen, humming something tuneless as she tried to remember what she meant to do next. Violet, maybe stirring again, making those soft baby snuffles like she was dreaming in color. Nicky, now inside the school, talking someone’s ear off and likely pulling the dragon photo out the very moment a teacher looked distracted.

 

Agatha’s whole world was scattered across the morning, and yet sitting inside her chest all at once, so full it hurt.

 

She let a single tear fall down her cheek and didn’t wipe it away.

 

Instead, she closed her eyes, let herself feel the ache of love and the ache of leaving, the kind of ache that made you stronger even as it softened you.

 

Then she pulled in a long, slow breath. Rolled her shoulders. Smoothed her blazer collar, tugged the cuffs of her sleeves like armor.

 

“Okay, Harkness,” she said to the empty car, voice barely above a whisper. “Go teach things. Break a few hearts over Modernism.”

 

And with that, she shifted into drive and pulled out of the parking lot, the road to campus unfolding before her.

 

She already missed them so much.

 

But she was already counting the hours until she’d be home.

 


 

The familiar creak of the faculty lounge door greeted Agatha like an old inside joke, followed immediately by the sharp, almost confrontational scent of overbrewed coffee and the faint tang of printer toner. The room looked exactly as it always had—same cluttered bulletin boards layered with years of forgotten flyers and passive-aggressive announcements, same mismatched chairs surrounding the wobbly table, same graveyard of dented mugs crowding the sink, many with names scrawled in Sharpie and at least one with peeling glitter letters that read “WORLD’S OKAYEST PROFESSOR.”

 

It should have felt like home. It used to.

 

But stepping into it now—back from the slow, soft orbit of maternity leave—Agatha felt a jolt of alienation, like walking into a play mid-act. The coffee pot was still half-full. Someone’s lunch hummed in the microwave. The department’s conversations hadn’t paused in her absence. Life had gone on. And for a second, absurdly, she found herself resenting it.

 

That second didn’t last.

 

Because before she could even step fully inside—

 

“AGATHA!”

 

The shriek cracked across the room like a starting gun, followed by the staccato rhythm of heels on tile. Juliet came barreling toward her, arms half-raised like she couldn’t decide between a hug or a touchdown dance.

 

“YOU’RE BACK!!” she cried, beaming, breathless, eyes sparkling behind oversized red frames.

 

“OH MY GOD SHE’S BACK!” Kristen yelped, mid-chew, flinging a half-eaten granola bar onto the counter like it had personally offended her. “How’s Violet?! DO YOU HAVE PICTURES?! WHERE IS SHE?!”

 

Agatha barely had time to set her travel mug down before she was swept into a cyclone of limbs and perfume and overlapping squeals, like a rock star ambushed by overly affectionate groupies. Juliet’s hug was exuberant and just a bit too tight, while Kristen circled around, bouncing on the balls of her feet like she might physically combust from excitement.

 

“She’s got to have pictures,” Juliet said to no one in particular. “If she doesn’t, I swear to God—”

 

Agatha, exhausted and slightly disheveled beneath her always-impeccable blazer, raised a hand like a traffic cop and gave them her driest, most withering look—one she had perfected in her years of grading freshman essays at 2 a.m.

 

It lasted approximately three seconds before her expression cracked, and the corner of her mouth curled up into something warmer.

 

With an air of quiet ceremony, she reached into her bag and pulled out her phone. One flick of her thumb and the lock screen lit up.

 

She angled the screen toward them, her voice steady and deceptively calm. “Here. Prepare yourselves.”

 

The photo was simple, unedited, and utterly perfect—Violet, maybe twelve days old, bundled up like a burrito in an outrageously oversized blue blanket, her wide eyes blinking up at the camera as she yawned with all the solemnity of a baby discovering oxygen. One hand was fisted near her face like she was mid-monologue. Her little feet were tucked in, one sock already halfway off.

 

Juliet audibly gasped.

 

Kristen made a noise that could only be described as a whimper and clasped both hands over her heart.

 

“Oh my God,” Kristen breathed, practically trembling. “Look at her hands. She’s so small. That’s illegal.”

 

“Wait, wait, wait—” Juliet leaned in closer like the baby might whisper secrets from the screen. “She has your nose, Agatha. Look at the bridge. Right there. Tell me I’m wrong.”

 

Agatha arched a brow. “She really doesn’t.”

 

“She does!” Juliet insisted. “The top half of your nose! Rio’s got the tip. It’s a collaboration.”

 

“She is all Rio,” Agatha replied, but her voice had softened, and there was a small smile in her eyes that hadn’t been there five minutes ago. “But thank you for the fiction. It’s touching, really.”

 

“Okay but can I see, like, ten more?” Kristen asked, already craning her neck for a better angle. “Just to be sure. For science.”

 

Agatha rolled her eyes—but unlocked her phone and began scrolling nonetheless. And just like that, the tension that had clung to her shoulders all morning began to loosen, tugged gently loose by the chaos of this silly, ridiculous, wonderful place. The faculty lounge hadn’t changed. But it had, in its own way, waited for her.

 

And she hadn’t realized how much she’d missed it until she’d walked back through the door.

 

They scrolled through a few more photos, cooing like pigeons with a group brain cell. One of Rio slumped on the couch, mouth slightly open, Violet starfished across her chest like an octopus. One of Nicky holding Violet for the first time, his face scrunched in concentration, cradling her with both hands like she might dissolve if exposed to air. Then one where Violet was screaming directly into the camera at 3:07 a.m., her tiny fists raised like she was casting a baby hex.

 

“Oh my God, this one—this one is her iconic era,” Kristen declared, holding the phone aloft like it was a Renaissance painting. “She looks done with everything. Just like me during staff meetings.”

 

“She’s all banshee chic,” Juliet added with a sage nod.

 

“I call this one ‘Portrait of the Artist as a Screaming Bean,’” Agatha muttered, sipping her now-heroically-lukewarm tea.

 

“How’s Rio?” Juliet asked as Kristen continued scrolling with the determination of a cryptid researcher. “Did Violet keep you both up last night?”

 

Agatha gave her a look—a long, soul-deep look—the kind only someone who’s negotiated with a furious baby at 2 a.m. can manage. Her voice, however, remained surprisingly even. “Oh, she did. Our darling daughter found the volume knob and turned it to eleven. Baby girl is finding her lung. She couldn’t stop crying.”

 

“Violet or Rio?” Juliet asked sweetly, batting her lashes.

 

Agatha chuckled, rubbing her temple. “Honestly? Both. Rio cries in sympathy now. Like, resonance crying. One wails, the other leaks. It’s a duet.”

 

“God help you when they harmonize,” Kristen murmured, eyes wide.

 

“She went strong from two to four a.m. Just… opera. No intermission.”

 

Kristen winced like someone had stepped on her soul. “Yikes. Violet, right?”

 

Agatha sipped again and said, deadpan, “No. Rio.”

 

A beat of silence.

 

Then Kristen choked on her granola bar.

 

Juliet dropped her head onto Agatha’s shoulder and wheezed.

 

“Stop. My heart can’t take this,” she whispered through laughter.

 

From the corner of the lounge, Luke finally stirred. He had been pretending to grade papers but was mostly just spinning a pen between his fingers and radiating unrepentant chaotic energy. God, he missed Rio.

 

“Well,” he said, without looking up, “I hope Rio cried. It’s healthy. Therapeutic. I cry every time I open the course registration spreadsheet. That’s self-care.”

 

Juliet turned her head slowly to him. “You also cried when we ran out of the good coffee beans last week.”

 

Luke shrugged. “Injustice comes in many forms.”

 

“You look good, Harkness,” he added, finally meeting her eyes. “Like someone who’s been hit by a very small but very determined truck. A pink one. With bows.”

 

“Actually her bows are purple, but that would be accurate,” Agatha replied, smoothing her hair back like that might disguise the fact that she hadn’t slept more than four hours in a row in two and a half weeks. “At one point, I hallucinated a Muppet in the kitchen. Rio told me it was the dish towel.”

 

Juliet snorted into her coffee.

 

“Did Violet cry when you left this morning?” Kristen asked more softly now, glancing up from the phone.

 

Agatha paused. Something in her chest flickered—an ache, delicate and deep.

 

“No,” she said finally. “She was asleep. On Rio’s chest. Nicky and I tiptoed out.”

 

Juliet reached out and squeezed her forearm gently. “That must’ve been hard.”

 

Agatha gave a soft, tired smile—the kind you give when you’re holding yourself together with tea and pure spite. “She’s in good hands.”

 

Luke leaned forward in his chair, unusually earnest. “So are you.”

 

That stopped her.

 

It wasn’t dramatic. It wasn’t even loud. But it landed somewhere real.

 

She looked around at them—Juliet still clinging to her sleeve, Kristen sniffling at another baby photo (“her ears, I can’t breathe”), and Luke, grinning like a gremlin who’d accidentally said something wise—and something in her chest untwisted.

 

Maybe this ridiculous lounge, with its bad coffee and worse lighting, was a kind of home too.

 

“Thanks,” she said quietly. “Really.”

 

She picked up her tea again, took another sip, and stared blankly into the middle distance.

 

Gods, she missed them. Her girls. Her Nicky. His dragon songs. The smell of their house in the morning.

 

Just a few more hours.

 

Then she’d be home again.

 

And maybe, if she remembered, Rio would have showered. But honestly? That was negotiable. And Agatha was more than happy to help.

 

 

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Chapter 11: Crime and Punishment

Notes:

The return of chaotic Rio (and her very responsive wife)

Chapter Text

 

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Agatha sat at her desk, mid-spring sunlight pouring through the narrow window and warming the edge of her papers as she slowly worked through the backlog of emails, syllabi edits, and a stack of ungraded essays that had somehow accumulated in her absence despite her best efforts to stay on top of things remotely, now this close to being baptized by her mug perched precariously near the corner on a pile of unopened books.

 

She moved through her tasks with discipline. Emails were answered with clipped, polite efficiency. Notes were scribbled in a careful hand. She adjusted reading deadlines, rearranged assignment dates, made sure her office hours didn’t conflict with school pickup.

 

The scratch of her fountain pen against paper was oddly comforting, but her focus wasn’t all there. Her eyes kept drifting to the small framed photo she’d placed beside her books—a candid of Rio and Nicky curled up on the couch, both asleep – Nicky sprawled on top of Rio like a cat. In between them, nestled like a kitten, was Violet. Barely a week old in that photo. Wide awake for once.

 

Agatha stared at the picture longer than she meant to, a small ache blooming beneath her sternum. She had thought, foolishly, that she’d be fine being away for a few hours. That the return to structure, to work, to something with edges and calendars and syllabi, would help her ease back into herself.

 

She hadn’t expected the quiet to feel so loud.

 

Her phone buzzed beside the mug, screen lighting up with a familiar name.

 

Rio: [photo]

 

Agatha tapped it open—and immediately grinned. The image was blurry, obviously taken one-handed and mid-motion, but it was perfect. Violet was yawning, her whole face stretched into a cartoonish O, eyes scrunched up, hands sprawled at her sides like she was embracing something, little legs in the air. Morning sunlight spilled over her, turning her downy dark hair into something golden and soft.

 

She looked like a baby lion caught mid-roar.

 

Another message arrived a second later.

 

Rio: Your daughter is the boss of me. She just yelled at me in bird noises. I think I’ve been overthrown.

 

Agatha let out a laugh, breathy and in love, her shoulders dropping just slightly as she leaned back in her chair. She could practically hear Rio’s exasperated voice, full of dramatic despair and secret glee.

 

 She typed back, fingers moving fast.

 

Agatha: Typical Harkness girl behavior. Loud. Demanding. Completely adorable.

 

A typing bubble appeared. Disappeared. Reappeared.

 

Rio: She spat all her milk up directly onto my shirt as a power move. I think she is marking her territory.

 

Agatha: A war crime.

 

Rio: A power play. She made direct eye contact. I am no longer her mother—I am her servant. 

 

Agatha pressed a hand over her mouth, trying not to laugh too loudly and startle the grad student loitering in the hallway.

 

Another message pinged across her screen.

 

Rio: Also, fun update: she kicked me in the boob while nursing on the other. I’m filing charges. My left breast has been declared a hostile zone.

 

Agatha snorted into her tea, nearly spilling it across the essay she was pretending to grade.

 

Agatha: Parenthood is beautiful.

 

Rio: Beautifully painful. You Harkness girls are OBSESSED with my boobs. First you, now her. They haven’t known peace since the second trimester. Even before, if you know what I mean.

 

Agatha did know what she meant. Unfortunately, she now also had an extremely vivid memory of exactly what Rio meant, and it chose that moment to replay in full color across her mind. She choked slightly on her tea and flicked a wary glance at the door, lowering her phone behind her laptop like it was smuggling national secrets. She should’ve known better than to read Rio’s messages in full view of students. Or the department chair whose office was next to hers. Or Jesus.

 

Or she should have closed the door.

 

The grad student pretending to reread the same flyer for the fourth time lifted his eyebrows meaningfully—possibly at her, possibly at the ancient seminar flyer he’d been pretending to study for the past ten minutes. It was hard to tell. But the eye contact lingered a beat too long for comfort.

 

She ignored him with the deadly grace of a woman who knew exactly how much of her sex life could be subpoenaed if Rio’s texts were ever leaked.

 

She really should’ve closed the door.

 

Another buzz.

 

Rio: She just latched onto my shoulder. Not even close to a nipple. She’s gum-chewing like she thinks I’m made of candy. I’m afraid to move.

 

Agatha: She’s a Harkness.

 

Rio: She’s a TERROR. She cooed directly into my mouth earlier. I think she’s trying to possess me. My soul is no longer mine. Neither are my boobs.

 

Agatha stilfed a laugh so forcefully she almost dislocated something. She glanced at the door again, then back at her phone, now holding it like contraband beneath the desk. Her cheeks were warm. So was the memory still sizzling at the edges of her mind.

 

Agatha: Darling, I warned you. Harkness girls take what they want. You should’ve known what you were signing up for the moment I made you mine on the university copy machine.

 

There was a dangerous pause. The typing bubble appeared. Disappeared. Appeared again.

 

Rio: Dr. Agatha Harkness, if you send me into a hormonal spiral right now while I’m covered in spit-up and one breast is still out, I will walk to campus and drag you into the janitor’s closet myself.

 

Agatha: You promise?

 

A long pause.

 

Then:

 

Rio: You’re evil. Violet just stared me dead in the eye like she’s in on it. You’ve created a demon. I’m surrounded.

 

Agatha dissolved into helpless laughter, clutching her stomach and pressing the phone to her chest like it might soothe the ache of missing them. Violet, their tiny chaos engine. Nicky, usually narrating her every movement like David Attenborough. Rio, texting her with one hand and holding hell together with the other.

 

God, she loved them.

 

God, she was screwed if anyone walked in right now.

 

She wiped her eyes, glanced again at the hallway, and finally—finally—got up to shut the door.

 

Too late. The grad student offered her a slow, knowing thumbs-up as he passed.

 

She would be filing her own charges.

 

She picked up her phone again, smirking, and typed back.

 

Agatha: Tell Violet I’m proud of her. The force is strong in that one.

 

A response arrived instantly.

 

Rio: Violet says “wah.” It probably means “I love you.” It might also mean “Offer your boob, peasant.” Jury’s out. She’s drooling and smacking her lips at me. I fear for my life. I don’t know if she’s hungry or asserting dominance.

 

Agatha: You’re a terrible influence. I love you.

 

Rio: I’m leaking. From both eyes AND boobs. Come home soon or I SWEAR I’m sending you a photo of my lactation disaster. This is not a drill.

 

Then another text.

 

Rio : Why am I talking about my boobs so much?? I used to have thoughts.

 

Agatha paused, blinking at the screen, weighing the chances of her laptop combusting from the sheer hormonal chaos bleeding through her texts.

 

She typed, slowly.

 

Agatha: Darling, you do realize that a picture of your tits is not a punishment to me, right?

 

There was a moment of silence—brief but loaded—followed by an aggressively fast reply.

 

Rio: Ma’am. I am soggy. I am soaked. I am 90% milk and 10% despair. There is nothing remotely sexy happening over here unless your kink is “milk-soaked human burp cloth.”

 

Agatha: You underestimate how deeply into you I am. You could be wrapped in a potato sack and I’d still want to bend you over the kitchen counter.

 

Rio: Do NOT test me, Harkness. If you don’t walk through that front door in the next three hours, I will pin YOU to the fridge. But not in the fun way you’re imagining. I mean in the “full rage, sobbing, covered in spit-up, wild-eyed hostage situation” kind of way. I’m crumbling. Violet is our tiny purple tyrant and she’s winning.

 

Agatha laughed. She turned her head to glance again at the framed photo beside her books—the peaceful one, the lying one—of Rio and the kids, peacefully asleep on the couch. Violet tucked between them, a perfect cherub. Nicky’s little arm flopped across his mother’s ribs. Rio’s face soft and still.

 

Liars, she thought. All of them. Smiling assassins in fleece pajamas. It was a scam. A wholesome trap.

 

God, she missed them.

 

But this? This kept her breathing.

 

Rio: This is Stockholm Syndrome with nipple pain. I need backup. I need tequila. I need YOU, wife.

 

Agatha blinked, glanced at her inbox, then at the clock, then back to the screen like it might auto-destruct. She rubbed her temples and typed back, grinning like a woman on the edge.

 

Agatha: On my way home in three hours and thirty-seven minutes. Tell our tiny warlord I kneel in her honor and I’m bringing reinforcements.

 

Rio: If the reinforcements aren’t a triple espresso, a heating pad, and your mouth on my neck, don’t bother. I am spiraling. You’re legally obligated to fix it. It’s in the vows. It was implied.

 

Agatha: Tell our tyrant to prepare her royal court. I’ll be home by four. With Nicky. And probably nipple balm.

 

Rio: Wife of the year. Bring chocolate or perish. And I don’t mean your tragic dark chocolate with 90% sadness. I mean the filthy kind. Caramel. Sea salt. Lust in a wrapper.

 

Agatha had to set her phone down and actually breathe for a second. Her cheeks were sore from grinning and her shoulders were doing that thing where they rose with every breath like she was trying not to laugh in a funeral procession. She shook her head, utterly doomed.

 

She missed them. Violet’s tiny gurgles. Nicky’s nonstop narration of the universe. Rio’s sleepy voice and warm shoulders. Rio’s boobs, yeah, she had to admit that. The smell of baby lotion and cereal and that particular scent of home that couldn’t be bottled.

 

She picked up the phone again.

 

Agatha: I miss you. All of you. Even your deranged lactation updates. Especially your deranged lactation updates.

 

Rio: Agatha, I’m going crazy over here, like death warmed over. I don’t think you will find anything when you come home. Maybe Violet dancing on my corpse. Call me Lady Death, because that’s how I’m feeling right now.

 

Agatha: You’re so hot when you’re losing your mind. I can practically hear your hair frizzing through the screen. I want to ruin you on the kitchen table and then make you soup.

 

Rio: You’re not helping. You’re making it worse. I’m horny, hormonal, leaking, and I just stepped on a rattle that played “Twinkle Twinkle Little Star” in demonic slow motion. I nearly cried. 

 

Agatha had to bite her knuckle to keep from howling. This woman. This absolute catastrophe of a wife. Her beautiful, foul-mouthed disaster.

 

She was in so deep it wasn’t even funny anymore.

 

Agatha: Just three hours and thirty-seven minutes. I will walk through that door with espresso, caramel chocolate, and lips ready to worship the ground you walk on. Prepare yourself.

 

Rio: I swear to God if you don’t kiss me the second you walk in I will start crying and never stop. 

 

Just three hours and thirty-seven minutes.

 

And she was so getting pinned to the fridge.

 

Three hours and thirty-seven minutes.

 

She could do this.

 

Probably.

 

Assuming she could deliver a coherent lecture with a deeply unholy photo of her wife incoming.

 

She sighed and reached down to grab her charger from her bag—her mind still half on the photo—the one Rio had threatened to send as a form of emotionally manipulative foreplay-slash-lactation documentation. Agatha had been bracing for it to arrive. She was already mentally composing a paryer and thank-you note to whatever divine force that would make sure Rio didn’t send it right in the middle of class. Because if she opened that picture in front of her students, her soul would permanently leave her body.

 

Still slightly flustered, her fingers brushed something crinkly and unexpected in the side pocket of her bag. She paused, frowned, and pulled out a folded piece of thick construction paper—creased in all the wrong places, smudged in fingerprints, one corner suspiciously sticky. She opened it carefully, heart already softening before she even saw what it was.

 

A drawing.

 

From Nicky.

 

God help her.

 

Stick figures. Bold colors. A rainbow sun. And crooked little letters that made her vision go blurry the second she looked at them too long.

 

There she was—Agatha—unmistakable in a triangle-with-arms-shaped purple blazer (iconic), standing at the front of a classroom. On her chest, a large pink blob with two black dots for eyes and one for a smiley mouth was strapped to her via what appeared to be a very ambitious baby sling. Clearly Violet. Clearly unimpressed.

 

Rio was off in the corner, waving dramatically with both arms and sporting bright red shoes for reasons only Nicky could explain. Honestly, Agatha hoped they were symbolic. A Dorothy thing, maybe. A cry for help. Either way, she was going to buy Rio red shoes immediately.

 

And there was what seemed to Lilia in the corner, floting around in what looked like to be a colorful shawl and a sword.

 

In the foreground were a bunch of lumpy, uneven stick-kids—some with wild hair, some with glasses, one with what looked like a wizard hat—sitting at desks and beaming up at her like she was the Sun herself. Across the top, in jagged, charmingly chaotic capital letters, it read:

 

MAMA TEACHES WHILE VIOLET HELPS!!!!

 

Agatha stared at the drawing like it was the Rosetta Stone of joy. Like it held all the proof of her life working—being loved, being seen, being mothered and mothering in return. All of it, captured in a single page that smelled faintly of glue stick and apple juice.

 

Tears pricked her eyes without permission. Her chest felt full to the point of ridiculous. The kind of full that made her dangerous if anyone dared interrupt her in this precise moment.

 

She swallowed, stared harder, and nearly burst into laughter at a new discovery: one of the students in the drawing had a speech bubble. It said, “Your baby is so LOUD!!!!” And Agatha, also with a speech bubble, was saying, “She has IDEAS.”

 

God, she loved that kid.

 

God, she loved all of them.

 

Agatha let out a long, helpless breath that turned into a giggle halfway through. She folded the drawing and tucked it into the inside pocket of her blazer like it was treasure. Like it was armor.

 

Because honestly?

 

It kind of was.

 

The armor you wore into battle against leaking breasts, screeching infants, and overwhelming devotion. The kind you needed to survive long days apart and photo threats from your absurdly beautiful wife.

 

She looked at the clock.

 

Three hours and twenty-nine minutes.

 

She was going to make it.

 

She had her charger, her drawing, and the slowly mounting threat of Rio’s unsent horny chaos hovering over her like a hormonal Sword of Damocles.

 

She was doomed.

 

And utterly, scandalously, blissfully happy.

 

Before she could fully recover from the emotional gut-punch of Nicky’s drawing—and the equally dangerous anticipation of That Photo—Agatha’s phone rang.

 

She didn’t even look at the caller ID. “Hi,” she breathed, already bracing herself as the sounds of baby crying and what might’ve been a panicked chaotic scholar on maternity leave.

 

“Oh thank God,” came Rio’s voice, somewhere between ragged desperation and delirious affection. “Forget everything I texted. Scratch the horny stuff. Redact the photo threat. This is DEFCON 1. She won’t nap. I’ve tried walking her, rocking her, swaddling her, nursing her twice. She’s arching her back like she’s in The Exorcist. I think she wants the dragon song, but I can’t remmber the damn words. What did Nicky sing again? Please, I’m begging.”

 

Agatha pinched the bridge of her nose, grinning. “I love it when you beg. But anyway, the Yellow Dragon anthem?”

 

“Yes!” Rio cried, and Agatha could just picture her—milk-stained, hair wild, holding their daughter like a live grenade. “The fabled lullaby of our tiny cult. If you don’t help me, your daughter is going to incinerate this house with her furious little stare. I saw smoke. I saw it, Agatha.”

 

Agatha leaned back in her office chair “Alright. Let’s summon the beast.”

 

She cleared her throat with theatrical gravitas.

 

“Okay, it goes like this—ready?”

 

And then, in her low, soothing, slightly sarcastic voice, she began:

 

Oh yellow dragon, soft and sweet,

You wrap around my tiny feet.

You guard my dreams and make me bold,

With dragon wings and heart of gold.

Sleepy puffs and gentle roar,

Keep me safe forevermore.

 

There was silence on the other end of the line—except for the unmistakable sound of Violet settling in with a long, almost suspicious sigh.

 

Rio spoke after a moment, breathless. “You witch. She’s blinking in slow motion. I think we’ve achieved… drowsy. Drowsy with a side of suspicious.”

 

“Drowsy,” Agatha said sagely, “is the gateway drug to unconsciousness.”

 

“I am tattooing that lullaby on my chest. On both boobs. Symmetrically. I never want to forget it.”

 

Agatha laughed. “You’d have to make room between the other things you promised to tattoo there.”

 

There was a very loaded pause. Then Rio replied, low and sutlry: “You mean like your name?

 

Agatha groaned softly and let her head fall back against her chair. “Stop. I’m at work. I am literally one second away from undergrads ambushing me for office hours, and they must think I’m grading midterms and not getting turned on by my wife whispering dirty tattoo ideas into my ear.”

 

“Tell them this is academic,” Rio purred. “This is the study of love and suffering. Pure scholarship.”

 

Agatha rolled her eyes so hard it almost counted as cardio. “Go lie down. Take the dragon and the baby and go lie down before you start reciting your vows again.”

 

“I would,” Rio said dramatically, “but I’m leaking. Again. And not just milk. I might be crying too? Or sweating? My body’s confused. My nipples have PTSD. I love our child, I do, but she’s a menace. A beautiful, gurgling tyrant who feeds on my life force and then bites me.”

 

“Darling,” Agatha said, trying and failing not to laugh, “she doesn’t have teeth. Go lie down. You’ve earned a medal. And tequila.”

 

“Bring me both,” Rio sighed. “A medal and a margarita. And your mouth. Not in that order.”

 

“I will kiss you so hard you won’t remember your name,” Agatha whispered.

 

“Good,” Rio said softly. “But I like my name. It has yours in it.”

 

Agatha blinked, struck still.

 

“Smooth,” she managed finally, voice uneven.

 

“I practice while she’s screaming,” Rio said, sniffling now. “It keeps me sane.”

 

Agatha closed her eyes again, overwhelmed. “I’ll be home by four.”

 

“Go teach your class, Dr. Harkness,” Rio murmured. “We’ll be here when you’re done. Possibly napping. Possibly forming a baby-led coup.”

 

“I love you.”

 

“I know. Don’t forget your promise.”

 

“I never do.”

 

And just like that, the weight of the day shifted. The distance felt smaller. The hours ahead didn’t seem quite so daunting.

 

She slipped the phone back into her pocket and lookedat the crooked little drawing again.

 

The world could wait.

 

She had a yellow dragon to sing for, a tiny tyrant to kiss, and a wife to pin to the fridge.

 

Scandalously. Repeatedly.

 

After four.

 

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Chapter 12: The Still Point of the Loving World

Notes:

Is it short? Yes.
Did I cry a little? Also yes.

It is a very special chapter to me.

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At home an hour later, the house was now quiet save for the soft creak of floorboards beneath Rio’s bare feet as she paced in slow, measured steps. Violet was tucked against her chest in a sling, her tiny head nestled just beneath Rio’s chin, the steady rise and fall of her breath grounding them both. The living room was a chaos Rio had been too exhausted to face—unwashed mugs, burp cloths draped lover the couch like badges of despair, and a half-eaten piece of toast abandoned on the coffee table. But thank God, Violet was now settled and not being a menace anymore.

 

Rio’s arms ached from holding her, her back ached from rocking her, but she couldn’t stop. Wouldn’t. It wasn’t just for Violet anymore—it was for her too. For the rhythm. For the ritual. For the grounding.

 

Motherhood, in still life.

 

Her voice, low and clear, floated through the house like a prayer, the cadence deliberate and sure, grounding them both in something older than the mess and bigger than the exhaustion. She didn’t have music. She didn’t need it. She had words.

 

“At the still point of the turning world. Neither flesh nor fleshless;

Neither from nor towards; at the still point, there the dance is,

But neither arrest nor movement. And do not call it fixity,

Where past and future are gathered…”

 

Violet stirred against her chest, a little murmur escaping her lips, like she was trying to make sense of the rhythm, or echo it in her own new language. Rio smiled softly, not stopping the sway of her steps, the gentle arc of her rocking. Her body was tired, her nipples were raw, her hair had long since escaped its braid—but in this moment, she felt impossibly strong. Rooted and anchored.

 

“Neither movement from nor towards,

Neither ascent nor decline. Except for the point, the still point,

There would be no dance, and there is only the dance.”

 

She paused by the window, her body instinctively continuing the soft sway. Outside, the world rolled on. A couple strolled past, pushing a stroller and laughing. A dog barked down the street. A breeze tugged at the trees like curious fingers. It all felt distant—like looking at the future through glass. A reflection of where she was, and where she might be, again and again.

 

Rio kissed the top of Violet’s head. “That’s T. S. Eliot, baby girl,” she whispered, her voice catching slightly. “You’ll meet him someday—probably sooner than you want to. Maybe you’ll love him. Maybe you’ll call him a pretentious bastard and throw your annotated copy across the room. That’s okay. You’ll argue about him, like your Mama and I do. Two in the morning. Chamomile tea gone cold. Footnotes like battle plans.”

 

She chuckled softly, the sound cracked but full of affection. “You’ll roll your eyes. And you’ll come back to him when you least expect it. Like this. Barefoot. Bone-tired. Holding something you love more than language itself.”

 

Violet didn’t respond except to breathe, long and steady, her small form melted against Rio’s chest like she had always belonged there. 

 

A tiny sigh escaped from her—half contentment, half surrender.

 

“I used to read this when everything felt like it was falling apart,” Rio said, her voice a hush now, meant for no one and everyone. “When I couldn’t breathe without counting the days until the next deadline. When I wasn’t sure if I’d ever finish my thesis, or survive the weight of wanting so much. When I felt like I didn’t belong anywhere—too loud for the quiet people, too intense for the calm ones, too much and never enough at the same time.”

 

Her steps slowed as Violet’s breathing began to soften into sleep, their rhythms synchronizing as if by instinct. Rio’s fingers, light as starlight, brushed over the curve of her daughter’s back, tucked safe in the sling. Her body ached from the day, but her heart… her heart was full of stories she hadn’t known how to carry until now.

 

“And then Mama came along,” she murmured, voice fraying at the edges, fragile with memory. “She didn’t quiet me down. She didn’t ask me to be less, or smaller, or easier to manage. She didn’t flinch when I spiraled. She just… held me steady. Like I was a storm she’d already mapped out. Like she’d seen it all before and loved it anyway.”

 

Her eyes closed as she kept swaying, her mind conjuring up the woman who had become her anchor and her wildfire both. Agatha—elegant and disheveled in equal measure, brilliant and weary, fierce in her convictions and devastatingly tender behind closed doors. She could command a room with a glance, dismantle an argument with a single well-placed word—and still curl her fingers around Rio’s wrist in the dark and ask, “Did you eat today, my love?”

 

“She didn’t tell me to sit still,” Rio went on, the words flowing like water. “She made me believe I could still dance. Even when I was breaking apart. Especially then. She didn’t tame me. She gave me back to myself.”

 

A breath. A pause. A shiver of something close to gratitude beneath her skin.

 

“I used to look at her across crowded rooms and think—there you are. Spotlights on her cheekbones, lecture notes in her bag, something clever always on the tip of her tongue. She was everything I wasn’t supposed to want, and all I ever did. My professor. My undoing. My map home.”

 

Her voice broke into a whisper, a secret passed between clouds. Words for herself, for Violet, for Agatha, for their family.

 

“She was my guide,” she said, “and then she became something else. My inspiration. My partner. My person. My home.”

 

Violet gave a final sigh, deep and fluttering, her little body melting into sleep like sugar in warm tea. Her fingers twitched against Rio’s chest before going still.

 

Rio kissed the top of her head, breathing in the soft scent of milk and dreams.

 

“Sleep, little one,” she whispered, the words more spell than sentence. “The world turns. The work waits. But right now, this—” she drew her arms more tightly around the tiny bundle curled against her, heart aching with a love too big for language, “—this is our still point. This is our everything.”

 

Outside, a wind stirred the trees. Somewhere, a clock ticked forward. But inside their home, in the golden hush of an early afternoon, time stood still.

 

And in Rio’s arms, the future slept.

 

“You see, my love,” she said softly, voice thick with warmth and memory, “I used to obsess over time. Eliot’s kind of time. The not-linear, overlapping kind—where everything echoes and folds in on itself. Past and future bleeding into each other until you can’t tell them apart. Spirals instead of straight lines. Fractals instead of calendars. How it isn’t straight. Not forward, not backward. Just… spiraling, looping, overlapping like echoes. Time as memory, time as possibility. I even wrote a whole thesis about it.”

 

Her hand moved instinctively to cradle Violet’s head as she walked, slow and steady, the creak of the floor beneath her feet the only rhythm she needed. Rio’s voice lowered into a lullaby, as if the words were as much for her daughter as for the girl she used to be—the girl who stayed up too late with footnotes and bibliogrpahies and philosophical dread.

 

“Eliot said that if all time is eternally present, then all time is unredeemable.” She paused, brushing her thumb across the delicate peach-fuzz curve of Violet’s cheek. “But your Mama and I—we never really believed that. Not all the way. Because then what’s the point of love? Of healing? Of second chances?”

 

Her eyes drifted toward the window, where afternoon sunlight poured in gold and forgiveness, painting halos across the hallway walls. “Sometimes… someone walks into your life and time doesn’t just stop. It softens. It gathers itself around them. It changes shape to hold them better. She did that for me. Your Mama.”

 

Rio rocked gently side to side, letting the words unfurl the way they always had—poetry first, clarity after. “We were both a little wrecked when we met. Mama wore her loneliness like perfume, and I… well, I was all fire and nerves and abandonment. I was trying so hard to matter, I forgot to exist. And then she looked at me like I already did.”

 

She glanced down, eyes wet but not crying. “With her, I wasn’t lost anymore. I wasn’t too much. I was just enough. We were two people who didn’t know how to stop spinning, and somehow, we found a still point together. She didn’t anchor me—she danced with me. That’s the difference. She didn’t ask me to change. She didn’t dim me. She didn’t tether me to the ground to keep me safe. She just held out her hand and said, ‘If you’re going to spin, at least let me spin with you.’ And so I did. And so we did.”

 

She closed her eyes, the memory of Agatha’s hands, her voice, her gaze washing over her like spring rain on scorched earth.

 

Violet twitched in her sleep, lips parting slightly as she let out a tiny sigh, like she understood everything Rio had said. Like it made perfect sense to her.

 

“I thought love was supposed to ground you. She taught me that love can be movement. Love can be the dance itself. That the still point isn’t really still. It’s just quieter. Deeper. Slower in all the right ways.”

 

Violet twitched slightly, her tiny fingers uncurling against Rio’s chest, splaying over her mother's heart. A sigh left her mouth, more breath than sound, but it broke Rio open by its holy simplicity.

 

“We call it the still point,” she whispered, “but you’ll learn—it pulses. It breathes. It hums like poetry. Mama and I… we’ve lived a hundred lives together already, we’ve seen so many versions of each other. She was my professor. I was her student. We became something magic in the in-between. Friends. Lovers. Wives. And now, mothers. And it’s all one story now. Not separate chapters, but stanzas in the same poem. It’s all one line to me now. One poem.”

 

She paused again, heart swelling with a wonder that hadn’t dulled since the moment Violet was placed in her arms.

 

“And then you came,” she murmured, pressing a kiss to the crown of her daughter’s head. “You and your brother. And suddenly… our little epic wasn’t just about the two of us anymore. It was about building something lasting. A place for you. A language for you two to grow up in. A world for you to belong to—where you’re never too loud, never too much, always just enough. A whole universe just for you. And maybe for more poems still to come.”

 

Her voice cracked, but the smile that followed steadied her.

 

“You and Nicky made us permanent, Violet,” she said. “You took the love story Mama and I wrote in the margins of seminar rooms and midnight conversations, and you turned it into a family. A messy, beautiful, impossible kind of family. One I never even dared to imagine.”

 

She rocked a little longer in the hush, light pouring over her and the small bundle in her arms like some old, golden promise fulfilled.

 

“Sleep now, little flower,” she whispered. “Time will spin and bend and lose its shape again tomorrow. But today, we’re here. We’re real. And we are so, so loved.”

 

She crossed the room slowly, each step deliberate, soft, like she was walking through the final note of a lullaby. She approached the bassinet, heart still echoing the rhythm of Violet’s breathing. Carefully, she loosened the sling and lowered her daughter into the soft nest of blankets, her hands sure even though her arms trembled with exhaustion.

 

Violet settled instantly, as if the universe itself had placed her there. Her limbs went loose, her tiny mouth relaxed into a perfect bow, and a sigh of pure trust slipped from her chest. Like she knew—somehow, in the way babies know without knowing—that she was safe.

 

Rio didn’t move right away. She stayed there, fingers curled over the edge of the bassinet, her body leaning forward like she could keep holding her without touching her. Her eyes, heavy with love, never left Violet’s face. There was so much still unsaid—so many stories folded inside her ribcage, waiting for the right time to unfold.

 

The first kiss in the alley behind that too-loud bar, all hesitant and electric. The quiet glances they’d stolen across lecture halls, pretending not to mean what they meant. The way Agatha had let a tear slip—delicately, reverently—the first time Nicky had called Rio Mom. And the way she’d wept harder when Violet, no more than a few hours old, had curled her impossibly small fingers around Agatha’s and held on like she’d always known her.

 

“We’re all connected, little one,” Rio whispered, her voice barely above the hush of the room. “Me, your Mama, your brother, you. The past. The future. Memory and hope. Desire and regrets. Every breath between.”

 

She lingered another moment, memorizing the curl of Violet’s lashes, the way her tiny hand twitched in sleep like she was already reaching for the world. Then Rio stepped back, quietly, as though not to disturb the magic that had settled like a mist over the room.

 

She drifted toward the kitchen, each motion dreamlike but purposeful, guided not by thought but by muscle memory—a kind of sacred ritual. Her body ached in ways that were both ancient and brand-new, the kind of ache that said: you are changed forever, and this is what it costs.

 

As she passed the bookshelf, her fingers brushed the spines like she was greeting old friends. Dickens, Plath, Woolf. Eliot. She paused, hand resting on the worn cover of Four Quartets. The corners were soft with age, the pages underlined in a dozen colors—highlighters from college, red pen from her thesis days, purple ink from the years when Agatha had borrowed it and left notes in the margins like love letters, to return a favor she herself had once received.

 

It felt like holding a map she no longer needed, but could never throw away.

 

She pulled the book gently from the shelf, cradled it in one arm as she set the kettle on the stove. The water began to hum and then sing, filling the quiet with something domestic, something grounding. The scent of chamomile rose around her like breath.

 

Her mind, however, was still back in that cradle—still in the hush of a sleeping child, still in the memory of Agatha’s steady hands, of candlelight and footnotes, of lives slowly folded together like origami into something sturdy and whole.

 

Today, she had whispered a single verse of their story to Violet. Just one stanza, one page of a story still unwinding. But there would be more. There would be first days of school, scraped knees, ballet recitals, heartbreaks, rebellions. There would be late-night talks and fights and forgiveness. There would be books passed down, poems recited over tea, and the safe, strange beauty of a home that held all of it.

 

When the kettle clicked off, she poured the hot water into her one of her favorite mugs—Agatha had given it to her their first Christmas together, painted with the phrase all shall be well in delicate script. It had a small chip in the rim now, but she loved it more for that.

 

Rio wrapped both hands around the mug and stood in the golden spill of light across the kitchen floor, sipping slowly.

 

This, she thought, not as a conclusion but as a revelation, this is what literature feels like.

 

Messy, unfinished, sacred. Full of ellipses. Full of wonder.

 

This was their still point in their loving world.

 

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Chapter 13: The Return of the Queen

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The second Agatha stepped into the lecture hall, the air shifted like someone had cracked open a window on a spring morning. Funny because it was a spring morning.

 

It wasn’t the usual pre-class murmur or the anticipatory hush of students bracing themselves for a rigorous hour of note-taking. No, this was something entirely different. It was pure, joyful chaos—the unfiltered energy that only this particular group of students could generate. And they were already halfway to a riot.

 

“DR. HARKNESS!” Emma practically shrieked before her brain could catch up with her mouth. She shot to her feet so fast her pencil case launched itself off the desk with a dramatic clatter, pens scattering like confetti across the floor.

 

“Emma, don’t yell at her,” Nina scolded immediately—and then turned around and yelled herself, “WELCOME BACK!” Her grin stretched from ear to ear as she shoved Emma back into her seat with a slap to the arm.

 

Josh let out a celebratory whoop so loud it echoed off the back wall like a stadium cheer. Max, for reasons unclear, began clapping with the intensity of someone applauding a presidential address. Liam stood, bowed deeply and dramatically like a tragedy performer, and declared, “We are not worthy!”

 

Sophia, who had arrived fifteen minutes early just to maybe catch Agatha walking in, didn’t rise or shout. But her smirk betrayed her delight. She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, and  crossedher arms like she hadn’t been checking the door every thirty seconds for the past quarter hour.

 

Agtaha froze at the threshold, momentarily stunned. Her leather bag hung from one shoulder, her coffee cup still warm in her hand. Her mouth parted slightly, and a slow blink followed as if she were genuinely unsure whether she’d just walked into a university seminar or a surprise party.

 

“Is this… applause?” she asked dryly, arching one elegant brow, though the corner of her mouth twitched—threatening to become a full smile.

 

“Yes!” Josh confirmed, hands still in the air like he was welcoming a rock star to the stage. “You brought life into the world! That deserves a standing ovation and, like, at least a muffin basket.”

 

“I made a sign,” Liam added, pulling a slightly crumpled piece of paper from his backpack that read in red Sharpie: “CONGRATS PROFESSOR MAMA.”

 

“Technically, Dr. Mama,” Nina corrected, snatching the sign and waving it in the air.

 

“I was going to bring balloons,” Emma added, “but then I remembered I have no money and also failed to plan anything.”

 

Agatha, caught somewhere between overwhelmed and vaguely horrified, stepped further into the room. The applause, if it cold even still be called that, had spiraled into some kind of rhythmic table-pounding led by Max, who had taken it upon himself to start a slow clap just to be a menace. Liam followed with an off-key whistle. Someone else had clearly opened a bag of chips mid-commotion.

 

She raised one graceful hand in the air—less a wave, more the regal motion of a queen silencing her court. Or perhaps Moses parting the Red Sea. Either worked.

 

“Alright, alright,” she said, her voice the same cool and commanding tone that had once shut down a flock of drunken first-years in a bar with a single eyebrow. “Let’s all take a collective breath before campus security thinks I’ve staged a coup d’état.”

 

Josh nodded solmnly. “We’d follow you into battle.”

 

“Of course you would,” Agatha said dryly, but her mouth twitched with the beginnings of a smile.

 

Emma bounced in her seat like a kid on a sugar high. “You have to tell us the name. We’ve been dying. I’ve had literal dreams about this.”

 

“Same,” Nina added. “It’s cruel, Dr. Harkness. We’ve respected your privacy—didn’t stalk either of your Instagrams, didn’t break into your office, didn’t even interrogate Dr. Vidal before she left—”

 

“She swore us to secrecy anyway,” Max muttered, looking bitter. “And threatened to set her drumsticks on fire and chase us across campus.”

 

“Honestly, I think she meant it,” Liam added, a little too seriously.

 

“She did,” Agatha grumbled.

 

“—but we’re reaching critical emotional threshold here,” Nina finished, throwing her hands in the air. “We deserve something. A syllable. A vowel. The first letter at the very least.”

 

Agatha let out a quiet breath as she walked to the desk at the front and set down her bag. For a moment, she simply looked at them—this utterly chaotic, overdramatic, ridiculously lovable group of students. It was hard not to feel something warm bloom in her chest.

 

“If I tell you the name,” she said slowly, “can we agree not to name the class group chat after her? I know you have one.”

 

Instant chaos.

 

“Define agree,” said Josh.

 

“Too late,” Liam chimed in. “We already renamed it last night. It’s currently ‘Harkness-Vidal Evil Offspring,’ but that’s a placeholder.”

 

“Dr. Vidal will murder us,” Emma said wistfully. “But like, in a cool gay way.”

 

Nina leaned forward. “We’re brainstorming alternatives. But we’re waiting for the name of the little devil to settle on a new one.’”

 

“She’s a baby,” Sophia muttered from her seat, but even she was grinning now. “She’s not the Antichrist.”

 

“I bet she already knows Latin,” Josh whispered conspirationally.

 

Agatha dropped her gaze for a moment. The classroom quieted just a touch, sensing the shift. Her voice, when she finally spoke again, was softer, gentler.

 

“Her name is Violet.”

 

There was a collective, synchronized gasp. It was honestly embarrassing how coordinated they were. Emma clutched her chest like she was having a fainting episode. Josh whispered, “I knew it would be something poetic,”. Liam pretended to wipe away a tear. Max let out a choked “That’s so on brand. That’s so sapphic.

 

“Violet Harkness-Vidal,” Agatha added, her gaze rising to meet theirs again, hers full of raw pride, quiet awe, something luminous. “She has a temper. A scream like a banshee. She already drives my wife absolutely insane. And her brother is convinced she has superpowers. He might be right.”

 

Several of them audibly melted. Max let out a sigh. Emma whispered, “Oh my god she’s a menace. I love her already.”

 

“I volunteer to babysit,” Liam declared. “I have zero qualifications and children usually hate me, but I’m ready. And Nicky liked me.”

 

“I’ll knit her something,” Nina said, already typing into her phone. “A tiny scarf. Or a cape. She deserves a cape.”

 

Agatha raised a warning brow. “She’s three weeks old. Please do not arm her with accessories of power.”

 

“Too late,” Josh whispered. “We’re already planning her legacy.”

 

Sophia rolled her eyes, but she was smiling, pink in the cheeks. “You people are insane.”

 

Agatha sighed deeply. « Please, for the love of all that is holy, do not draft a fanfic about her.”

 

There was a long silence. Then Emma raised her hand, dead serious.

 

“Too late.”

 

Agatha pinched the bridge of her nose. “God help me.”

 

she looked at them—all of them—and for a long moment, she said nothing.

 

They weren’t even trying to be quiet now. Nina was nudging Josh with her elbow, Emma was bouncing in place like a wind-up toy someone had forgotten to turn off, Max was trying (and failing) to balance a pen on his nose while Liam offered loud, unnecessary commentary. Even Sophia, who usually maintained some level of academic dignity, was biting back a grin as she typed something in the group chat.

 

And yet, despite the noise, the fidgeting, the inevitable minor chaos that came from teaching this specific pack of lovable disasters, something warm settled deep in Agatha’s chest. A stillness, almost. Like stepping into a familiar room after a long time away.

 

Like a Queen returning to her queendom.

 

Something like… home.

 

She let herself linger in the moment for one more breath, then flipped open her notebook with a flick. “Well,” she said, voice dry yet full of affection, “now that I’ve indulged your curiosity, surrendered my daughter’s anonymity, and handed over all leverage in our dynamic—shall we begin?”

 

Josh raised his hand. “Only if we can dedicate today’s lecture to Baby Violet.”

 

Agatha didn’t quite roll her eyes. But the look she gave him was the academic equivalent of “I swear on every bibliography I’ve ever written, do not test me right now.” Still, her fondness was unmistakable.

 

“Fine,” she said with a sigh. “But only because she is, among other things, a symbol of duality, rebirth, and the ineffable nature of time.”

 

Emma blinked, hand halfway to her mouth. “Wait. Is she… like… thematically relevant to today’s topic?”

 

Agatha smiled, that subtle, quietly devastating smile that always made her students feel like they were standing at the edge of a great discovery. “Isn’t everything, Miss Carter?”

 

The room practically exhaled all at once—some version of collective delight and awe and “oh we missed this so much” that none of them bothered to put into words. And with that, class began—papers rustling, laptops waking up, pens scratching into margins.

 

But no one was ready to let go of the baby conversation just yet.

 

“We’re sure she’s perfect,” Nina gushed, already digging into her tote bag. “I also brought you a little bib, by the way. Because unlike Emma, I have a job and my own money, thank you very much. It says ‘Future Chaos Gremlin.’ It felt appropriate.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, her mouth twitching dangerously close to a smirk. “Should I be worried that you’ve all coordinated in my absence?”

 

“Absolutely,” Max said without hesitation.

 

“Are you kidding?” Emma added. “We’ve been insufferable without you.”

 

“She means more insufferable,” Liam clarified, adjusting his hoodie like he would a suit

 

Agatha pressed her palms together like she was praying for strength—or divine intervention. “One of you is going to write an unauthorized biography of my children, and I fear there’s nothing I can do to stop it.”

 

“We already voted,” Max announced with far too much. “Nina’s writing. I’m doing the illustrations. Josh is handling marketing. Sophia’s on fact-checking. Ema’s composing a series of emotionally devastating poems tailored to each child’s personality and astrological sign.”

 

“We’re calling it Born of Chaos: The Harkness-Vidal Saga,” Josh added helpfully. “The cover is gonna be two dragons fighting six wolves under a blood moon.”

 

“Why a wolf again?” Sophia asked, genuinely curious.

 

“Because it’s symbolic,” Max said with great authority, “and also because I learned how to draw wolves last night.”

 

Agatha pinched the bridge of her nose, shoulders stiff with long-suffering dignity. “I hate that Rio’s going to love this. She’s going to frame the poems. She’s going todemand three copies.”

 

“Already planned for it,” Nina said, pulling a very real spreadsheet up on her iPad. “Hardcover, softcover, and deluxe annotated collector’s edition, obviously.”

 

“Also a calendar,” Emma piped in. “Every other month is a different quote from Dr. Vidal about how much she loves her kids and wife and/or how unhinged they are. The other months are some of your best comments on our essays.”

 

“We’re doing merch too,” Liam said with a straight face. “Tote bags, mugs, probably a sticker set that says things like ‘My sibling is a banshee’ and ‘Dr. Harkness looked at me once and I haven’t known peace since.’”

 

Agatha didn’t say anything. She was just staring at them now—expression blank, mouth parted slightly, like she was reassessing every life choice that had led her to this moment.

 

Josh leaned in, grinning. “We also considered doing dramatic audiobook readings. Emma’s working on her Nicky voice.”

 

“It’s just me yelling everything in lowercase,” Emma explained proudly.

 

Agatha closed her eyes. “I’m going to burn this classroom to the ground.”

 

“Please don’t,” Max said. “We haven’t recorded the trailer yet.”

 

And somewhere in the group chat, the name changed once again. Sophia’s doing.

From Harkness-Vidal Evil Offspring to Nicky and Violet’s Army of Doom.

 

Someone even added a little baby emoji. And a fire one. And two hearts, one purple, one green.

 

But Dr. Harkness didn’t need to know that.

 

Sophia crossed her arms but couldn’t quite hide the fond smile tugging at her lips as she looked up at Agatha. “We’re just glad you’re back. It wasn’t the same without you. The existential dread hit harder without your voice to narrate it.”

 

Agatha paused, blinking—surprised, maybe, by the sincerity underneath Sophia’s sarcasm. Her posture eased. “Thank you,” she said softly, with the kind of genuine warmth that rarely made it into her lectures. “It’s good to be back. And yes—before anyone asks, because I can feel the chaos brewing like a storm—I brought photos.”

 

She hadn’t even reached for her phone before a full-blown cheer erupted.

 

Emma slapped both hands on the desk like she was summoning ancient spirits. “YES.”

 

Max leapt out of his chair like it was a race. “Make way! My eyes need healing!”

 

Liam cupped his hands around his mouth. “Baby content! Move, move, move!”

 

Agatha held up a hand, the professor still present even amidst the chaos. “Five minutes. Five. You get five minutes of baby content, and then we return to Eliot and the terrifying vastness of the Modernist void.”

 

“Deal,” Max said, already halfway to the front of the room, with Emma hot on his wheels like a very excited duckling.

 

Agatha unlocked her phone and calmly navigated to the photo Rio had sent that morning: Violet, yawning hugely in a patch of golden sunlight, arms thrown over her head, swaddled in her frankly absurd lavender dragon onesie with soft felt wings. The photo was chaos and serenity in equal measure.

 

She turned the screen toward the students.

 

A reverent hush fell over the room.

 

“Oh my god,” Nina whispered, eyes wide. “She’s a bean.”

 

“She’s a Harkness-Vidal,” Agatha corrected, dryly, but with unmistakable pride as she passed the phone to the front row. “But yes. She is also a bean.”

 

“She has tiny wings,” Max breathed.

 

“She looks like she’s going to conquer the world,” Emma added. “While napping.”

 

“She looks like Dr. Vidal,” Sophia said quietly, smiling down at the photo. “Same mouth.”

 

“She yells like her too,” Agatha muttered. “Bird noises. No actual words. Just fury.”

 

Josh grinned from the back. “That’s the exact sound Dr. Vidal made when I turned in my final essay two days late. She really is her daughter. I respect it.”

 

Agatha’s expression softened again at that, her gaze flicking to Sophia, who was watching her closely.

 

“Dr. Vidal’s okay?” Sophia asked gently, her voice low, her foot tapping nervously against the floor. “You both doing all right?”

 

For a moment, the energy shifted—not solemn, but sincere. Agatha offered a smile that wasn’t guarded or composed, but quiet and deeply honest.

 

“We’re tired,” she said, brushing a lock of hair from her face. “Really tired. Violet doesn’t believe in sleeping. She believes in chaos. But we’re good. Rio sends her love, and also a warning: if any of you ever cross Violet, she will scream at you in animal noises and probably cast some kind of baby curse.”

 

“We deserve it,” Nina said immediately.

 

“Speak for yourself,” Liam whispered. “I’m terrified and also deeply in love.”

 

Emma held the phone like it was a sacred artifact. “Can we get this printed as a poster? I need something to live for.”

 

“You have your essays,” Agatha replied, a touch of sharpness returning to her tone.

 

Emma didn’t miss a beat. “I said what I said.”

 

And somewhere near the back, Josh began updating the group chat name again—this time adding a dragon emoji and, for reasons no one fully understood, a sword.

 

Agatha didn’t notice.

 

Or maybe she did.

 

And chose not to say a word.

 

After a few more coos, two utterly sincere gasps, and several very serious offers from the students to babysit again (“We’ve been training for this moment our whole lives,” Emma insisted, deadpan), Agatha gently reclaimed her phone and tapped the screen off.

 

“Now,” she said, smoothing the front of her navy blazer with a flick of her wrist that felt like a spell in itself, “back to Eliot.”

 

A wave of groans rippled through the room like a protest at a concert encore.

 

“Oh, hush,” Agatha said, her voice lighter than it had been in weeks. “You had your five minutes. Don’t make me assign bonus footnotes just to remind you what suffering feels like.”

 

A chorus of exaggerated whines followed. Josh threw his head back like she’d physically wounded him. Nina mimed collapsing onto her desk. Liam muttered something about academic cruelty being outlawed in civilized countries.

 

But they were all smiling.

 

Still buzzing with warmth and affection, they settled—fidgeting with pens, flipping open notebooks, shifting just enough to refocs. When Agatha turned to the whiteboard, something in her shoulders straightened, and it was like watching a door swing open to reveal the sea. Exhausted or not, blazer slightly rumpled, dark circles faint beneath her eyes—Dr. Harkness still had it. That quiet, commanding presence that filled the room, sharpened their focus, and made even the driest of literary concepts feel like holy scripture.

 

Violet may have kept her up all night, but here—Agatha Harkness-Vidal was still exactly herself. And her students? They wouldn’t trade her for the world.

 

She launched into her lecture. And just like that, they were in it again—Modernism and its ghosts, Eliot and the end of time, meaning scattered like fragments in the wind.

 

But she was tired.

 

And Sophia noticed first.

 

Of course she did.

 

Posture perfect, highlighters already uncapped and arranged like weapons of mass destruction, Sophia tilted her head like a hawk spotting prey. She squinted.

 

A slight hesitation before the word “polyvocal.” A tiny, nearly imperceptible wobble in Agatha’s wrist when she adjusted her blazer. And the blink. The lingering, slow blink that lasted just long enough to reveal the exhaustion beneath the lacquer of her usual elegance.

 

“Dr. Harkness looks really tired,” she whispered to Nina beside her, in the tone of someone reporting a crime.

 

Nina, glittery pink stars in her braids and not a single thought of shame in her body, barely glanced up. “Yeah. And? She literally just had a baby.”

 

Sophia frowned. “And it’s unlike her.”

 

“It’s hot,” Nina said, unbothered. “Soft MILF Agatha is kind of my Roman Empire.”

 

Sophia blinked. “Excuse me?”

 

“You know what I mean,” Nina said, twirling her pen like it was a dagger. “Like… the way she’s clearly running on three hours of sleep and vibes? The way her blouse is just barely unbuttoned at the collar and you can almost see—”

 

“She’s married,” Sophia hissed.

 

“To Dr. Vidal,” Emma added from two rows behind, leaning forward like this was suddenly a reality tv show. “Which, let’s be honest, only makes it hotter.”

 

“I’m literally right here,” Josh muttered. “And I thought you were supposed to objectify me in class.”

 

“Objectify you?” Nina snorted. “Honey, your greatest contribution to this course is that doodle of T.S. Eliot with a tiara and a scepter.”

 

Josh flipped his notebook around proudly. “He rules the Wasteland. Like, literally.”

 

Max and Liam were already shoulder-deep in sour gummies, observing like it was a nature documentary. “Ten bucks says someone says ‘MILF’ again before Harkness finishes the next paragraph,” Max said.

 

“Double if someone says ‘mommy,’” Liam whispered.

 

As if summoned by demons, Emma straightened in her seat. “Okay but—hear me out—Dr. Harkness is not just a MILF. She’s like… a MILF who could destroy your life and then correct your grammar while you begged for mercy.

 

Sophia buried her face in her hands. “This is a seminar.”

 

“I’d let her correct me,” Nina murmured dreamily.

 

Josh, choking on suppressed laughter, reached for his water. “Stop. Stop. You’re all going to get us exorcised.

 

Max was half-hunched over his desk. “Soft MILF Harkness,” he whispered reverently. “Powerful. Exhausted. Possibly armed. With a dagger she borrowed from her wife.”

 

Liam choked on a gummy worm so violently it sounded like a curse.

 

And from the front of the room—without turning, without breaking her sentence—Agatha raised one eyebrow and said, in a voice like velvet over steel, “Gentlemen, if you expire in my classroom due to oxygen deprivation, I assure you I will step over your corpses and continue my lecture without lifting a finger. There are fifteen people on the waitlist for this seminar. I can replace you within the hour.”

 

Dead silence.

 

Then Max whispered, almost tearfully, “I would die for her.”

 

“I would haunt her,” Emma whispered back.

 

“You’re all going to hell,” Sophia muttered.

 

But Agatha kept speaking, calm and measured, as though she hadn’t just threatened to academically replace their souls. And still—despite the chaos bubbling beneath the surface—she was the storm and the still point at the center of it. Tired, yes. Soft around the edges, maybe. But luminous. Commanding.

 

A legend. A mystery. A war crime in heels and waist-length hair.

 

And every one of them, without exception, was absolutely feral about it.

 

The class settled, the earlier chaos melting into a hush that felt almost forced. Not the rigid silence of fear or obligation, but something warmer. Familiar. Loving. They were hers, and she was theirs, and every one of them knew it now—knew how to read her moods, how to follow the rhythm of her tempo, how to rise to meet her standards not out of pressure, but out of devotion.

 

Agatha let the quiet linger. Just a beat. Long enough to feel it settle into the bones of the room. Then she turned back to the board, chalk poised between her fingers like a conductor with her baton. Her posture was still impeccable, her presence still commanding—but something in the tilt of her shoulders was softer than it had been before Violet. Not diminished. Just… human.

 

She ran a tight ship, and they adored her for it. Every sharp look, every biting witticism, every bone-dry joke folded between lines of poetry—it all meant something more now. Meant trust. Meant love.

 

“Now,” she said, with the kind of weary affection only sleep-deprived mothers and long-suffering professors could truly master, “back to The Waste Land. Please open your copies. And someone—for the love of everything sacred in literature—explain to me why there’s a dragon sticker in mine?”

 

She peeled it from the inside cover with two fingers, holding it aloft like evidence in a courtroom. The sticker was holographic, no less—iridescent, ridiculous, and beaming.

 

A few students tried (and failed) to suppress laughter.

 

“Ah,” Nina said brightly, as though this had been part of the plan all along. “Glad you asked. Dr. Vidal gave them to us before maternity leave. She said, and I quote, ‘Be feral, but academically responsible. Also, decorate the hell out of my wife.’ So. Surprise?”

 

Agatha stared at the sticker. Then at the class. Then back at the sticker.

 

She sighed. “Of course she did.” And she sticked the sticker back on her book.

 

she was fighting a smile. The kind that threatened to betray her carefully calibrated authority. Her eyes flicked skyward as she muttered, barely audible, “I married into this madness.”

 

Emma stage-whispered, “And we thank you for it daily.”

 

Josh made a small heart with his hands.

 

Agatha ignored them, mostly. She adjusted the papers on her lectern, tapped the chalk twice against the side, and resumed the lecture with the her steady precision that made note-takers scramble to keep up. But still—her cadence was a touch slower than before. Her transitions a little more generous. Her hand lingered on the sticker as if grounding herself with the thought of her wife speaking through their beloved students. A tether to the moment. To them.

 

There was something about the way she stood there now—like she’d returned from a storm with wind still tangled in her coat, but stars in her pockets.

 

And her students, wild and loyal, would have followed her into any wasteland she led them to.

 

Esmecially one with dragon stickers.

 

Emma raised her hand halfway through the lecture, not even pretending it was for a relevant question. She didn’t wait to be called on, either. “Dr. Harkness?” she said, voice full of theatrical urgency. “We want to know more about the baby.”

 

A ripple of laughter moved through the room—some snickers, some groans from way less invested students, and one exaggerated gasp from Liam in the back, who clutched his chest like the very thought of Violet had blessed him. But at the front of the room, Agatha only arched a brow, and then—almost against her will—smiled.

 

Not the polite academic kind. Not the tight-lipped “you’re on thin ice” smirk she gave when someone misquoted Yeats. This one was rare. Real. Soft in the corners, unguarded in the eyes.

 

“She’s well,” Agatha said, setting her chalk down like she’d known this was coming. And honestly, she had. There was no fighting it. “Exhausting. Loud. Beautiful. I left her napping on Dr. Vidal’s chest before I came here.”

 

A collective awwwww swept through the room like a wave. Nina collapsed dramatically over her desk, arms splayed as if struck by the weight of domestic perfection. “That’s so unfair,” she groaned into the sleeve of her sweater. “Why do your lives sound like a Nora Ephron film?”

 

“Because they are a Nora Ephron film,” Josh muttered. “But gayer, with better lighting and more eyeliner.”

 

Agatha gave him a flat look, but there was no real heat behind it.

 

Sophia, still composedthough her cheeks were slightly pink from secondhand embarrassment—tilted her head. “How’s Dr. Vidal really?” she asked gently. “Like… really?”

 

There was a beat of quiet, the air shifting slightly into something more genuine.

 

Agatha adjusted the edge of her sleeve. “Tired,” she said, and there was no pretending in it. “Heroic. Possibly forming a cult of personality around our daughter.”

 

“She’s the Yellow Dragon,” Max added from the back like it was common knowledge.

 

Agatha blinked. “How… do you even know about Yellow Dragon?”

 

“Josh,” the entire class said in perfect, weary unison.

 

Josh lifted his hands in mock innocence. “Okay, first of all, Nicky left his manifesto out in the open. If a child tapes a crayon-labeled document to a filing cabinet in his mother’s office at work, it’s public record. Second—have you read it? It’s got a flag. And bylaws.”

 

“There’s a theme song apparently,” Liam added helpfully. “Josh sang it to us in the library.”

 

Emma nodded solemnly. “It rocks.”

 

Agatha closed her eyes for a long moment like she was summoning the patience of every English professor who’d ever lived. When she opened them again, there was laughter lurking just behind her exhaustion.

 

“Of course he did,” she muttered. “I’m going to have to start locking that office,” Agatha said under her breath.

 

“You say that,” Sophia said sweetly, “but we all know you won’t.”

 

Agatha exhaled and rubbed the bridge of her nose with two fingers. “One day,” she murmured, more to herself than to them, “I’m going to come in here and assign a pop quiz so brutal it’ll make you beg for MLA formatting.”

 

The class dissolved into laughter, but it was loving—a chaos she’d missed more than she could admit. And behind it all, beneath the teasing and declarations of crayon kingdoms, Agatha could feel it: their care. Their joy for her joy. Their loyalty not just to her syllabus, but to her.

 

She picked up the chalk again. “Now,” she said, fighting a smile. “Back to The Waste Land, or I swear I’ll bring back the annotated bibliography assignment.”

 

The rest of the class passed in a way that was quietly golden—productive, yes, and intellectually charged, as always, but softer than usual. There was room to breathe in it. Laughter slipped in around the edges—Nina’s whispering commentary, Josh’s increasingly surreal doodles of Modernist poets as mythical creatures, Max’s half-whispered conspiracies about the Yellow Dragon’s rise to power. Yet beneath the jokes and scattered glitter from Nina’s hair clips, there was something steadier threading through the hour. Like a bond strenfgtened.

 

They were good kids. Chaotic. Relentless. A little absurd, frankly. But good.

 

They were hers, and today, perhaps more than most days, they made sure she knew it.

 

By the time the final discussion question was met with a mix of thoughtful nods and gummy-bear-fueled debate, the afternoon light was stretching long across the lecture hall’s windows. The students began to pack up slowly, reluctant in the way that students sometimes are when they know they’ve just had a real class—one they’ll remember, even if they don’t realize it yet.

 

Agatha closed her notebook with a quiet finality and slid her reading glasses off, her fingers pausing briefly on the temple. She was tired—more than she had let on. But the tiredness was not empty. It was full of something alive.

 

Sophia lingered.

 

She always did. First in, last out—devout in her academic rituals and fiercely loyal to her professors, even if she pretended otherwise.

 

“Dr. Harkness?” she asked gently, hovering a little closer now that the room had mostly cleared. “You sure you’re okay?”

 

Her voice was low. Not performative. Not worried in the way young people sometimes are when they want to be perceived as caring. Just… nice.

 

Agatha glanced over, the corner of her mouth curling. “You’re very kind, Miss Kennedy.”

 

Sophia didn’t drop her gaze. “It’s just… we’ve never seen you like this. You’re always so—” She hesitated, searching for the right word. “Sharp. Focused. Powerful. And today it’s like… you’re here, but also somewhere else.”

 

Agatha tilted her head slightly, considering that. Her fingers stilled on the clasp of her satchel. “I suppose that’s the nature of transformation,” she said, her voice quiet but steady. “Even the sharpest among us must soften sometimes. And new motherhood—” she paused, like the word still surprised her, “—is a different kind of power. One I’m still relearning.”

 

Sophia didn’t quite know what to say to that. But something in her eyes softened.

 

“I think you’re still powerful,” she said. “Just… in a cozier way today.”

 

That made Agatha laugh—a low, tired, genuine sound. “Cozier,” she echoed. “I’ll take that.”

 

Sophia hesitated again, then shifted her stack of color-coded notebooks under her arm. “Tell Dr. Vidal we miss her. And Nicky. And the baby, obviously. And that we expect more pictures. Like… weekly. Or daily.”

 

Agatha smiled—real, wide, and achingly fond. “I’ll let her know. Though if you start getting photo updates in your student inbox, don’t blame me when your data plan collapses under the weight of baby cheeks. Blame my wife. »

 

“I accept the consequences,” Sophia said solemnly, as if it were a vow.

 

Agatha picked up her satchel and made her way toward the door, heels clicking softly against the polished floor. She paused at the threshold, casting one last look back.

 

The room was nearly empty now, save for the faint echoes of laughter and the ghost of Eliot’s lines still floating in the air. The kind of day she’d remember later. The kind that made the fatigue worth it.

 

Outside the lecture hall, the halls were loud again—students spilling from rooms, catching up, shoving gently past one another in that particular chaos that only existed in the late afternoon of a university campus.

 

But inside, in that fleeting moment, it was still warm.

 

They were chaotic. They were exhausting. They were hers in a way they’d never fully understand.

 

And she loved them more than she’d ever let on.

 

 

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Chapter 14: Where She Belongs

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After gathering her lecture notes and the half-drunk cup of coffee she’d forgotten on her desk that morning, Agatha finally locked up her office and made her way to the car. She was careful not to let the tiredness sink too far into her bones—not yet, at least, not when she was about to drinve her son home. The drive to Nicky’s school felt longer than usual, her body aching for the quiet kind of joy that only came with stepping back into her house, into her family.

 

Traffic crawled. Her mind wandered. She replayed fragments of student laughter from her lecture, the way Sophia had lingered, the crayon manifesto Josh had mentioned. It warmed her, but it didn’t quite fill the ache. She wanted home.

 

By the time she pulled into the driveway, the sun had already started its descent. Agatha cut the engine and exhaled deeply, fingers tightening once around the steering wheel before she gathered herself. Nicky was already chattering behind her about something—his day, a snack he’d bartered with, possibly a class coup involving a fake fire drill—and she nodded along, smiling softly. It was the kind of nonsense that meant she was home.

 

But the real exhale didn’t come until she opened the front door.

 

The first thing that hit her was the warmth—not just physical, though the house was cozy against the evening spring chill, but something deeper. That impossible-to-define feeling of here, it’s all mine.

 

The second thing that hit her was the mess.

 

Not a catastrophic mess. Not a guest-panic mess. A lived-in, domestic whirlwind of affection and small hands. Stuffed animals were strewn across the living room floor like they had recently hosted a teddy bear summit. Picture books lay open mid-page on the armchair, as though interrupted by a dramatic reading. Blocks, rattles, and a suspicious amount of glitter marked the trail of Nicky’s earlier imagination. It was, Agatha thought, the exact opposite of her lecture hall’s pristine whiteboard. It was chaos in technicolor—and she loved it.

 

She dropped her bag gently by the door, the click of the lock a quiet ritual. She stepped forward, her gaze scanning for the source of the hush that had settled over the house. That’s when she saw them.

 

On the couch, Rio and Violet lay in a puddle of soft exhaustion. Rio was sprawled on her back, one arm tucked protectively around their daughter, the other trailing off the side of the couch, fingers curled loosely a few inches away from a dropped book, like she’d fallen asleep mid-read, and Señor Scratchy curled on her legs near her thighs. There was a smudge of something—probably milk—on her shirt. Her hair was wild and beautiful in the dim light, a few strands caught in her lashes. And yet, despite the obvious fatigue, her face was serene. Peaceful. Happy. A ghost of a smile hovered at her lips, like her dreams were still laughing at something Nicky had said.

 

Violet, still so small, still so perfect, was curled against her chest, her tiny fingers balled into fists near her mother’s collarbone. Her breath rose and fell in rhythm with Rio’s, so gentle it was almost imperceptible. A tuft of dark hair was pressed against Rio’s neck, and one sock had half-fallen off, hanging from her tiny foot in a way that made Agatha’s heart ache with tenderness.

 

She stood there, motionless for a moment.

 

Just looking.

 

Letting herself feel it.

 

This was the answer to the ache in her chest that even the best lecture couldn’t soothe. This was the reason she didn’t mind being bone-tired, or why the chaos didn’t irritate her the way it might have years ago. Because it was home. All of it. The glitter, the socks, the lounger with no baby inside it.

 

And gods, she had missed them.

 

She tiptoed in, careful not to disturb the stillness, and bent to press a kiss to the crown of Nicky’s head as he darted off to his room, already mid-monologue about dinosaurs and needing tape for a Very Important Project. Then, straightening again, she looked at the living room one more time.

 

She’d had plans. Emails to answer. Papers to grade. A lecture outline to finish. A stack of books she needed to reshelve. And of course—Rio’s latest artwork had been pinned to the fridge in the shape of a suspiciously dramatic To-Do list. Somewhere on there, in a splash of green glitter pen, was the phrase “Find more pacifiers before war breaks out.”

 

But Agatha didn’t move toward the kitchen.

 

Instead, she leaned on the doorframe, crossed her arms, and let herself smile—slow and deep, the kind that curled into her eyes and settled in her chest.

 

Yeah. Being pinned to the fridge could wait.

 

This… this was better than anything she’d taught all day.

 

Nicky’s voice broke the quiet like sunshine through a curtain. He came tumbling back down the stairs at full speed, socks half-on now, arms flailing, already mid-sentence about something only partially coherent. His words, his laughter, his bouncing off every couch cushion like a pinball—it all flooded the room with life. It was chaos, yes. Beautiful, unmistakably Nicky chaos. But Agatha couldn’t tear her eyes away from the quiet stillness on the couch.

 

Rio and Violet remained motionless in their little cocoon of sleep. Agatha stood in the doorway, caught in the pull of them—the rhythm of Violet’s tiny breaths, the warmth of Rio’s slack limbs and faint smile, the kind of peace that only existed here, in this home, with them.

 

Just one day away had felt like an eternity. She hadn’t realized how hollow the hours had been until she stepped back into this room and felt it fill her lungs again.

 

Her heart ached, full to the brim and spilling over.

 

The soft rise and fall of Rio’s chest, the near-silent puffs of air from Violet’s nose—it was grounding, anchoring her like a swimmer finding shore.

 

Then Rio stirred.

 

It was slow, gentle—just the twitch of her fingers, the subtle shift of her spine as awareness crept back into her limbs. Her eyes fluttered open, unfocused at first, until they landed on Agatha’s silhouette. And when they did, a smile bloomed across her face, sleep-soft and full of familiarity.

 

“How’d it go, Professor?” she mumbled, her voice husky and warm, like silk sheets and rainy mornings.

 

Agatha’s lips curved as she moved closer, the tension in her spine easing with every step until she was kneeling beside the couch, her hand brushing a lock of hair from Rio’s cheek.

 

“I survived,” she said quietly, and bent to kiss her wife’s forehead. Her breath lingered there for a moment, just resting in the curve of Rio’s skin. “But I hated being away from you two. I felt like I was walking around with only half a soul.”

 

Rio chuckled, her eyes heavy-lidded with sleep but twinkling with mischief. “Did you cry?” she asked, tilting her head just enough to raise an eyebrow.

 

Agatha didn’t miss a beat. Her face went utterly serious. “Only during office hours.”

 

Rio snorted, laughter bubbling up so fast it startled Violet, who stirred with a soft little sound and nestled deeper into her mother’s chest.

 

“You’re ridiculous,” Rio murmured fondly, her fingers brushing lightly against Agatha’s arm.

 

“You married me,” Agatha replied, deadpan, but her eyes sparkled as she reached out.

 

Carefully, she slipped her hands beneath Violett and lifted her from Rio’s chest, the baby curling instinctively into the new hold. She was warm, and heavier than she looked—all softness and trust and tiny murmuring breaths. Agatha held her like something precious, as if the very act of cradling her daughter reset the entire world into alignment.

 

She swayed a little on instinct, the way you do when holding a baby even if you’re not moving anywhere at all.

 

Violet sighed, utterly content, and tucked her face into the crook of Agatha’s neck.

 

She looked down at her daughter. There was no room for anything else—no student questions, no papers, no faculty meetings. Just this. Just her.

 

And then came Nicky.

 

He darted back over, buzzing with excitement, his energy so big it barely fit inside his small frame. “Mom! Guess what? I made a new friend at school!” he announced, hopping from foot to foot. “His name’s Leo, and he loves animals just like me! We’re gonna start a lion club. Can I show you the drawing? I already made our badge!”

 

Rio, still half-reclining, smiled at the sight of him like he’d just painted joy into the room. “Of course, buddy,” she said softly.

 

Agatha crouched, balancing Violet with easd. “I’m also very excited to see this lion badge. But you’ll need a meeting charter and bylaws, obviously.”

 

Nicky gasped. “Yes! I knew you’d say that! I’ll write them tonight!”

 

Agatha looked back at Rio and smiled, wide and warm, a softness in her eyes that she hadn’t worn all day. “It’s good to be home,” she said.

 

Rio looked up at her from the couch, her expression open and honest in that rare, vulnerable way she reserved only for Agatha. “Yeah,” she murmured. “It really is.”

 

And for a moment, the whole house stilled—not silent, not really. Just full.

 

The fridge list could wait. Dinner could wait. Even the lion club bylaws could wait.

 

Right now, this was the only thing that mattered.

 


 

Dinner was loud. Messy. Perfect.

 

Violet, after driving Rio crazy all day, slept through most of it, like the baby chaos she was, snuggled securely in the sling strapped across Agatha’s chest like a tiny queen being carried from room to room. Agatha moved between the table and the stove with the facility  of someone used to orchestrating three conversations and a simmering saucepan at once. Every so often, she hummed softly—snatches of lullabies, old jazz melodies, a fragment of something Rio had invented on the piano last week.

 

Nicky, perched on his usual chair, had enough energy to power a small nation. He spoke without breathing, hands flying, barely touching his food as he narrated a tale about Leo, his new best friend, their plans to found the “Lion Club” (which, apparently, already had a theme song, and a jungle-themed hideout under the slide) and how “Mrs. Owens said I might be an animal psychologist when I grow up, which is like a vet, but cooler, because you talk to animals about their feelings.”

 

Rio, still slightly rumpled from her nap and not even trying to hide her amusement, sat curled into one of the kitchen chairs. Her cheek rested against her hand, and she watched them all with a softness that made her look half-asleep and completely awake at the same time. She hadn’t touched the one half glass of wine she allowed herself once a week during breastfeeding. She didn’t need to. Just watching Agatha glide through the chaos with Violet on her chest and Nicky bouncing like a pinball was intoxicating enough.

 

After dinner, cleanup became something resembling a family effort. Nicky insisted on washing the dishes but mostly just played with the bubbles, declaring he was “training to be a soap witch, because witches can be boys too.” Agatha let him splash, patient as ever, though she silently rewashed most of what he handed her. Rio wiped down the counters with the relaxed rhythm of someone who wasn’t really cleaning so much as lingering in the moment.

 

Bedtime came. Violet yawned herself into sleep again with only the gentlest rocking from Agatha, her tiny fingers curling into the fabric of Agatha’s shirt like she never wanted to let go. Rio took her upstairs and settled her into the bassinet after nursing one last time for tonight.

 

Then came Nicky, whose bedtime routine included a dramatic reading of his notebook, two separate songs, a very complex fort made from three chairs and a blanket, and one failed attempt at negotiating for “just twenty more minutes” to finalize the Lion Club’s motto (“Something about bravery and snacks,” he mumbled, already yawning).

 

Agatha climbed onto the bed beside him, settling on her side as he began reading his scribbled pages aloud, every word brimming with conviction. Rio stood in the doorway, arms crossed loosely, watching them both with an indulgent smile that only deepened when Agatha leaned in to correct the spelling of “courageous” with barely concealed pride.

 

By the time Nicky drifted off—mid-sentence, mouth slightly open, clutching Blue Dargon so tight he would have choked if he was a real aniumal—Agatha tucked the blanket up to his chin, kissed his wild curls, placed the notebook on his bedside table and whispered something that only he and the night heard.

 

She paused at the door beside Rio. Neither of them spoke.

 

Agatha let out a slow breath, her eyes soft. Rio reached for her hand without looking and gave it a small squeeze as they made their way to their room.

 

The second the bedroom door clicked shut, the air between them shifted—quiet, but heavy with need. A subtle electricity passed between their gazes, a mutual awareness that the day’s final page had turned… and this next chapter was just for them.

 

Agatha didn’t say a word. She just walked past Rio with unhurried. Her spine straight, chin lifted, her lips still wine-red despite the whole day passing. She was still in her teaching blouse, sleeves rolled up, her scent a blend of chalk dust and perfume and baby. And yet there was something feral in her restraint. Controlled. Focused.

 

Rio, barefoot and still wearing one of Agatha’s old university sweatshirts that hung off her shoulder, watched her wife like she was watching a storm roll in—terrifying, thrilling, and inevitable.

 

“So…” she ventured, voice deliberately light, following Agatha around ike a puppy, “you were kind of a champ today. Classroom queen. Mother of dragons. You deserve to put your feet up, maybe take a long bath, let your very hot wife feed you grapes. Just an idea.”

 

Agatha didn’t answer right away. She placed Violet’s baby monitor on the nightstand, her face unreadable. Then, without breaking eye contact, she reached up and unfastened the twist that held her braid in place. The long thick rope of dark hair tumbled down over her shoulder in a single smooth motion.

 

Rio’s stomach dropped. The sight always did that to her. She wasn’t sure why—maybe it was the familiarity of it, the quiet unveiling. Agatha didn’t need to strip off clothes to make Rio lose her mind. Just letting down her hair did the job.

 

“Oh, I fully intend to relax,” Agatha said, finally turning.

 

Her voice was low. Not sultry. Dangerous.

 

Rio blinked. “Oh?”

 

Agatha stepped closer. Slowly. Like a predator in no hurry to pounce. Her hand grazed Rio’s hip with maddening softness, fingers dipping just under the hem of the oversized sweatshirt—skin meeting skin. Not enough. Nowhere near enough.

 

“I believe,” Agatha said, her lips just brushing Rio’s jaw, “that I made you a promise this morning.”

 

Rio’s knees nearly buckled.

 

“Something about what I was going to do to you,” Agatha continued, her mouth grazing Rio’s skin like a secret, “after I got through my first day back.”

 

Rio opened her mouth to speak. Nothing came out. Her brain was melting at the edges. “Agatha”

 

“Hush,” Agatha whispered, and her thumb pressed lightly just above Rio’s thigh, drawing an invisible circle. “We wouldn’t want Nicky to wake up, would we?”

 

Rio inhaled sharply. Her whole body had gone hot-cold-hot again. The contrast of Agatha’s voice—calm, velvet-rich, devastating—against the touch of her hands made her feel weightless and deeply tethered in the best way possible.

 

“I’ve been thinking about it all day,” Agatha went on, her lips now brushing against Rio’s ear. “Between lectures. During grading. In the car. What I’d do to you the moment this house went quiet.”

 

Rio’s breath caught in her throat.

 

“Quiet house. Sleeping children. You,” Agatha said, her fingers now slipping under the sweatshirt fully, skating along Rio’s lower back,”your body under mine again like it’s supposed to be.”

 

Rio made a soft, helpless sound—something between a whimper and a prayer.

 

“That’s—” she tried, voice cracking. “That’s a very compelling academic thesis.”

 

Agatha’s mouth curved against her skin. “My love,” she said, the words honey-thick and dangerous, “you are my field of study. And tonight, I’m publishing.”

 

She kissed the curve of Rio’s throat slowly, then pulled back just enough to meet her wife’s eyes. “I know your body’s still sore. And I don’t want to take. I want to give. I want to trace every stretch mark and scar and sigh and show you how holy you are. How desired.”

 

Rio’s eyes fluttered shut, lashes trembling. Her fingers curled in on themselves where they hung by Agatah’s neck. Her whole body felt hot, taut with anticipation, as though every nerve ending had woken up all at once.

 

“I’m not going to survive this,” she whispered, almost to herself, a laugh breaking faintly through her breathlessness.

 

“Oh, but you will,” Agatha murmured with a wolfish smile, pressing her palm to the center of Rio’s chest, right over her racing heart. “You’ll survive. You’ll tremble. You’ll fall apart and pull yourself back together with my name on your tongue. And then,” she added, coaxing her backwards with that quiet authority that could silence entire classrooms, “you’ll thank me.”

 

She stopped when the backs of Rio’s knees hit the bed, and leaned down, letting her lips brush just beneath Rio’s ear. Her breath was hot, laced with intent. “And tomorrow morning, when your legs are too wobbly to carry you to the kitchen and your smug wife insists on making you breakfast while still half-dressed, you’ll remember exactly how much I missed you. And exactly how much I plan to keep making up for lost time.”

 

Rio’s knees did buckle then, just slightly, but Agatha caught her with practiced ease, hands on her waist, thumbs stroking up under the hem of the sweatshirt she’d stolen earlier.

 

Rio’s blush bloomed from her neck to her hairline—full-body, heart-stuttering, useless kind of blushing. She was aching in a way that made her dizzy, that made her need. Not want—need.

 

Agatha’s fingers slid slowly up the backs of her thighs. “Say the word,” she whispered, her eyes gleaming like the sea on a dark day. “Tell me you want this. That you’ve been thinking about me—about this—all day. Because I’ve been holding back, love. Holding back since before lunch, since your deranged texts. And if you don’t stop me now…”

 

She let the rest hang there like a lit fuse, smiling darkly.

 

Rio inhaled like she was surfacing from underwater. She was shaking, smiling, almost angry with how turned on she was. “Agatha Harkness-Vidal,” she growled, breathless, “you’re a goddamn menace.”

 

Agatha chuckled, low and satisfied, brushing her nose along the line of Rio’s. “Only for you.”

 

And then—finally—she kissed her.

 

Not soft. Not tentative. This was a kiss that demanded. That promised. That ruined. One hand anchored at Rio’s lower back, the other tangling in her hair, tilting her head just enough to deepen it. Her tongue swept along Rio’s bottom lip like a question and a threat, and Rio answered with a desperate little sound that sent Agatha into full possession.

 

She kissed her until Rio was leaning back, legs trembling, the sweatshirt hitched up past her hips and breath coming in short, unsteady gasps. Until her hands were buried in Agatha’s shirt, clinging like the world might fall away otherwise.

 

And outside, the house stayed blessedly still. The baby slept in her crib. Nicky dreamed of lions and jungle hideouts and invisible maps.

 

Behind the closed door, there was laughter, and moans muffled by eager mouths, and the sound of sheets twisting beneath the kind of desire that only comes after weeks of waiting and whole days of longing.

 

And somewhere between kisses and worship and whispered confessions against flushed skin, Rio reminded herself—not for the first time—just how lucky she was to have married a woman who wielded intellect like a blade, sarcasm like a weapon, and desire like a sacrament.

 

And tonight, Agatha was planning to use all three to leave her absolutely wrecked.

 

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Notes:

Okay confession: Did I google "How long should you wait to have sex after giving birth?" Yes.
Is my algorithm ruined? Also yes
And then I remembered they're ✨ lesbians✨, and sex comes in many ways is not always damaging in that way...

Chapter 15: Not On My Watch

Notes:

National holiday = more time writing = longer chapter
Enjoy

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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It was one of those Saturday mornings that Agatha loved best—quiet, warm, unhurried. The sun was ascending, warm and Spring-like. A soft breeze carried the scent of blooming lilacs from the neighbor’s garden, and birds chirped rhythmically in the distance like a casual, sweet orchestra.

 

Agatha stood on the lawn in her weekend clothes—an airy linen shirt with the sleeves rolled up to her elbows, relaxed jeans, and light sandals brushing the grass witb every step. A steaming mug of coffee rested in her palm, perfectly warm between her fingers, rich with the scent of Rio’s favorite hazelnut roast. It had been a long week—her first back at work after Violet’s birth—and she could feel the tension melting from her shoulders like wax from a candle burning at night.

 

Across the lawn, Nicky shrieked with delight as he chased a foam ball Agatha had kicked and that bounced erratically across the grass, Blue Dragon strategically placed on the porch steps, watching his little friend bounce and play. His curls bounced with every step, his shirt flapping half-untucked like a flag of rebellion. His bare feet slapped the ground with unfiltered joy as he lunged heroically and missed the catch by a mile, crashing into the grass in a dramatic heap.

 

Agatha arched an eyebrow, raising her mug to her lips. “Nice catch, my little dragon.”

 

Nicky popped his head up, eyes bright. “I totally meant to fall!” he announced proudly, limbs sprawled like a chalk crime scene outline. “It’s my new ninja move.”

 

“Oh, of course it is,” she deadpanned, sipping her coffee with exaggerated gravity. “Flawless technique. Your enemies will be… confused, at the very least.”

 

He giggled so hard he snorted (something he had inherited from her), and she couldn’t help it—her laughter joined his, rich and unguarded. The kind of laugh that triggered the part of her that still remembered what it felt like to run barefoot on summer mornings and collapse into the grass like the world was made only for joy. A joy she had lacked as a child but had discovered later on, when the little bundle of sunchine playing across from her had entered her life seven years ago.

 

She breathed it in again—the warm mug in her hands, the grass underfoot, the laughter, the lilacs, the sun. From the open kitchen window came the faint sound of music, and beneath it, she could just barely make out the sound of Rio’s voice, lilting and familiar, singing softly to Violet. The image bloomed effortlessly in her mind: Rio barefoot on the tile floor in one of her soft cotton dresses, her dark curls falling into her face as she swayed gently with their daughter tucked against her chest, humming a melody that only mothers ever got quite right.

 

Agatha let her eyes flutter shut again for a moment.

 

This was it. The life she never dared to imagine in full color before Rio. The one built out of patience and chaos and choosing each other again and again—through lectures and long nights, through fear and newborn wails and whispered promises in the dark. This was the quiet epilogue to all the battles she’d fought with herself. And the preface to something greater still.

 

A shout pulled her back—Nicky had found the foam ball again and was preparing what he claimed would be a “double-backflip cartwheel jump thing.” She watched him run, legs everywhere, arms flapping, completely unbothered by physics.

 

She smiled into her coffee. From inside, Rio laughed—a clear, melodic sound that made Agatha melt and strenghten at the same time..

 

And then the moving truck arrived.

 

It rumbled down the street like a disturbance in the force, the groan of the tires on the curb slicing through the tranquility of the neighborhood. The truck stopped directly next door. Agatha glanced up over her mug, already dreading what felt like the beginning of a sitcom episode she didn’t audition for.

 

A moment later, the back of the truck flapped open, and a man stepped down from the passenger side. Early fifties, maybe, though his gelled hair was doing its best to blur the math. He wore wraparound sunglasses perched high on his forehead like a youth pastor who also moonlighted as a nightclub promoter. His button-down shirt—an aggressive blue with faint pinstripes—was tucked into a pair of overstarched jeans, and the belt he’d chosen looked like it had come with instructions. Everything about him suggested effort—deliberate, slightly off-key effort.

 

And then there was the cologne.

 

It hit them before he did, a heavy aquatic assault with citrus overtones and the unmistakable chemical optimism of a man who had once described himself as “a catch” in his dating profile. Agatha had smelled more subtle things in department store perfume aisles.

 

In one hand, he held a bouquet of purple flowers—store-bought, wrapped in crinkly cellophane, with a price tag still attached. In the other, he dragged a sleek rolling suitcase behind him with the air of someone arriving at a “conference” in Vegas, not relocating to quiet suburban Westview. The suitcase bounced loudly over the cracks in the sidewalk, completing the effect.

 

Agatha set her mug down on the porch railing with a soft clink, her expression unreadable except for the mild upward tilt of one brow.

 

Nicky scrambled up from the grass, grass stains already forming on his knees, and pressed close to her side, whispering with awe. “Is that our new neighbor?”

 

Agatha watched the man consult his phone, frown, then glance around like he expected an audience and was disappointed by the turnout. She sighed.

 

“Looks like it,” she murmured. Then, after a beat, dry as parchment, “God help us all.”

 

The man stopped at the edge of his new lawn, sniffed like he was checking for pollen, and called back to the truck with theatrical volume, “Y’all gonna unload that or what? I’ve got expensive things in there!”

 

Agatha didn’t move. She just stared, letting her silence be the punctuation mark the scene deserved. She could already feel the headache forming—a subtle pressure behind her eyes, the kind reserved for middle-aged men who used Bluetooth earpieces in grocery stores. Agatha smiled at the mental comparison, as she remembered Rio also did it sometimes when she didn’t want to talk to anyone, or when her head was already too loud on its own.

 

Nicky tugged at her sleeve. “Do you think he has kids?”

 

“If he does,” Agatha said, lifting her mug again with the resignation of a woman who’d already made peace with chaos, “they’re probably suing him.”

 

From the open kitchen window came the faint sound of Rio laughing, as if she could hear the whole thing from inside and was choosing not to intervene—yet.

 

Agatha took another long sip of her coffee. The new neighbor had finally noticed her on the porch and raised a hand in greeting.

 

She did not return it.

 

The man stopped in front of the white picket fence that framed their yard and offered Agatha what he clearly believed was a charming smile—the kind that had probably worked on real estate agents and waitresses who were paid to smile back. “Morning,” he said, his voice smooth in the way cheap leather tries to be suede. “Beautiful day, huh?”

 

Agatha nodded politely. “Welcome to the neighborhood,” she said, with the graceful calm of someone offering a diplomatic handshake while keeping a dagger behind her back—just in case. She was still sun-warmed, soft from play and coffee and the giggles of her son, but her spine straightened just slightly.

 

The man—Mark, as they were all about to learn—blinked, clearly caught off guard by the sound of her voice. His smile faltered for a fraction of a second, then returned with double the wattage. And then his eyes took her in—slowly. Too slowly. In a way that made Agatha’s mouth tighten almost imperceptibly at the corners.

 

“I’m Mark,” he said, stepping closer, hoisting the plastic-wrapped bouquet like it was a peace offering or a bribe. “Figured it’s always good to make a strong first impression. You must be…” His eyes flicked, not subtly, to the ring on her left hand—thick, golden, unmistakable. Agatha made no move to hide it. If anything, she let the sun catch it. His eyes returned to her face. “…Mrs.?”

 

“Harkness-Vidal,” Agatha said, each syllable crisp as glass. “Dr. Harkness.”

 

Mark’s eyebrows lifted, his face rearranging itself into something vaguely impressed. “Doctor? Wow. Good for you. That’s—impressive. I’ve just come through a rough patch myself, actually. Divorce. New job, new town. You know how it goes.” He chuckled like they were co-conspirators in some shared midlife cliché. “Thought I’d start fresh somewhere quieter. Picked this street because, well—it looked peaceful.”

 

“It was,” Agatha said pleasantly, with such ease it was hard to tell if she was making conversation or issuing a very mild threat. She didn’t glance at the bouquet, which still dangled awkwardly in Mark’s hand.

 

Beside her, Nicky pressed closer to her leg, wide-eyed, silent now. His fingers curled around the hem of her linen shirt, his stare trained on Mark with the full suspicion of a child who had not yet learned to hide what he felt. Agatha brushed her hand lightly across his back in silent reassurance, but didn’t look away from Mark.

 

He, of course, kept talking.

 

“I mean, it’s just me now,” he said, scanning the house behind her like he expected an invitation to step further. “Looking for a new rhythm, I guess. Simpler living. Maybe get to know the neighbors, you know?” He chuckled again.

 

Agatha offered him the thinnest curve of a smile. “I find peace is usually something one doesn’t chase through conversation.”

 

Mark didn’t quite know what to do with that.

 

“You must be the lady of the house,” he continued, stepping a little closer and lowering his voice. “I saw you last time I came to check out the neighborhood. Hard to forget a woman like you.”

 

Agatha took a long, unhurried sip from her coffee mug, watching him over the rim with faint, polite interest. Her fingers curled delicately around the handle, pinky extended just slightly, as if to emphasize the contrast between her calm and his misplaced bravado. “Is that so?” she said, the corner of her mouth twitching—not in a smile, but in the quiet irritation of someone humoring a magician during a trick she’d seen a dozen times.

 

“Are you single, by any chance?” he asked, lowering his sunglasses in what he clearly imagined was a smooth gesture. He followed it with a wink that might have scored him points in a Florida beach bar two decades ago—before the economy tanked, before the gray at his temples, before the strong cologne began to turn sour in the morning sun.

 

She didn’t answer at once. She let the silence linger in the air between them like incense, head tilted just enough to suggest curiosity but not enough to encourage. Another sip. Another pause. Apparently, wedding bands were not a universal sign anymore. “Not by any chance, no.”

 

Mark chuckled, as if she were flirting. “Lucky guy. Real lucky. My ex-wife? She never played ball with the kids. Always said it wasn’t her thing. But you—” he gestured broadly toward where Nicky was now crouched low in the grass, stalking a bee like it might befriend him—“you’re clearly one of the good ones.”

 

Agatha hummed, noncommittal. A low sound in her throat, polite but not enthusiastic. The sort of sound she made when asked to sample a casserole at a PTA potluck.

 

Mark, emboldened by her lack of overt rejection—and, more likely, oblivious to every social cue—took another step forward. He raised the flowers again, this time with a little flourish, like a magician revealing a dove from a sleeve. “I was thinking I might offer you these. It’s just a thank-you. For the warm welcome. Your husband’s a lucky man.” He flashed a grin so confident it bordered on parody—like the ghost of a toothpaste add from a time when gender roles were sold alongside lawnmowers, whiskey and kitchen appliances.

 

Agatha didn’t reach for the bouquet. She looked at it the way one might look at a half-flattened party balloon drifting across a street—bright, a bit sad, and best left untouched. “My spouse,” she said, cool and clear, “is very lucky indeed.”

 

Mark laughed, awkward but persistent “I can tell. You’ve got this elegance, you know? Real grace. But you’re out here tossing a ball with your kid. That’s rare. My ex couldn’t stand grass stains. And the coffee—God, it smells amazing. Bet you make it fresh every morning.”

 

“I do,” Agatha replied smoothly, her voice syrupy-slow. “Though my spouse usually makes it for me. Very attentive. Very thoughtful. Knows exactly how I like it.”

 

“Oh yeah?” He leaned in just slightly, as if that last part was an invitation. His eyes dropped again—not subtly—and Agatha briefly imagined a hex that would turn his belt two sizes smaller every time he blinked. “That’s sweet. Real sweet. You know, I always believed in romance. Still do. Just because someone screws you over doesn’t mean you give up on connection. On love. You feel me?”

 

Agatha sipped again, mostly to avoid laughing outright. Because she was, in fact, enjoying herself now. Not because of him, but because she could feel Rio.

 

The air was shifting.

 

There was a hum, just beneath the surface of her skin. A soft tension, like the pressure drop before a storm. Rio was coming. She didn’t know if it was the creak of a floorboard, the flutter of curtains, or simply the distinct electric shift in her chest that always preceded her wife entering the scene—but she felt it, the way animals sense earthquakes before they strike.

 

She kept her face neutral, but inside she was already bracing. Not out of fear. Out of gleeful anticipation.

 

Because Rio was sunshine and wildfire and violin strings in a windstorm. And when she would arrive—late, barefoot, with ink on her wrist and probably a baby on her hip—Mark would realize he hadn’t been speaking to the only lady of the house.

 

He’d been speaking to the tamer one.

 

Mark pushed on, entirely oblivious—plowing ahead with the confidence of a man who’d mistaken polite restraint for invitation.

 

“Your husband,” he said with an indulgent little chuckle, “he’s gotta be the luckiest guy in town. If it were me, I’d make sure you never lifted a finger. Hell, I’d be out here mowing the lawn, washing your car, baking muffins before breakfast—blueberry, if that’s your thing.”

 

Agatha’s mouth twitched, just barely. She didn’t smile. It was more of a flicker. A twitch of amusement, like someone watching a mouse try to flirt with a cat. “That’s quite an image,” she said, her voice light but precise.

 

“I’m a simple guy,” Mark continued, dropping his voice like he was about to confess a secret. “But I know how to treat a woman. I don’t mean to come on too strong, I just… I figure I’d kick myself if I didn’t ask.”

 

Agatha tilted her head, her fingers still loose around her mug, her posture languid. She leaned a touch more heavily on the porch railing, the morning sun sliding over her collarbone, the linen shirt catching a faint breeze. Her entire body spoke of ease. But her eyes were flint.

 

“I think,” she said mildly, “you’re about to kick yourself anyway.”

 

Mark grinned, unbothered, perhaps mishearing her tone or simply too enamored with the sound of his own voice to process anything else. “Yeah? Why’s that?”

 

Right on cue—because her wife always had a flair for timing worthy of theater—rio stepped out of the house and onto the front porch.

 

She was barefoot again, wearing a soft sundress in sun-faded coral that hugged her postpartum curves just enough to drive anyone mad, just enough to make hearts stop, especially those belonging to men who had no idea what kind of storm they were about to walk into. It cinched at her waist, fluttered at her knees, and swayed with her every step like it had been designed solely to haunt the memories of ex-husbands who never stood a chance.

 

Her hair was down and wild, still a little damp from the shower she must have squeezed in between diaper changes and nursing, curling softly at the ends. Violet was nestled in the crook of her arm, fast asleep against her chest in a wrap, and in her other hand, she carried a small cup of juice with a green bendy straw.

 

“Hey, Nicky!” she called out, balancing everything with a veteran mother’s grace. “Shoes, baby! I swear, if you step on a bee and traumatize Mama again, I’m gonna start making you wear bubble wrap in the yard!”

 

Agatha didn’t look away from Mark’s face.

 

Because his expression had shifted—into something like confusion, panic, and an attempt at rapid mental math.

 

Rio, glowing and visibly tired and achingly beautiful, stepped onto the grass, blissfully unaware that she had become the epicenter of a slow-brewing existential crisis for the man next door.

 

“Who’s this?” she asked, in that deceptively light tone she used when she was about to set someone on fire.

 

Agatha didn’t turn her head. “This is Mark,” she said, with the same serene crispness she might use to name a wine she wouldn’t drink. “He just moved in next door. He brought me flowers.”

 

Rio blinked once, very slowly, like the space between a match striking and the flame catching.

 

“Oh,” she said. “That’s nice.”

 

There was a beat of silence, long enough to notice the way the air shifted slightly around them—like even the breeze wanted to get out of the way.

 

Mark blinked at her, clearly trying to process what he was seeing—and failing.

 

Then he glanced at Agatha.

 

Then back at Rio.

 

And something behind his eyes clicked—but, tragically, in the entirely wrong direction. You could practically see the gears grinding together and producing nothing but static.

 

“Oh,” he said, voice dipped in confusion, as if he’d just spotted a unicorn mowing the lawn. “Is that your… daughter?”

 

Agatha’s mouth fell open. Actually fell open. It stayed like that for a solid second as her brain tried to reboot itself, but her operating system was clearly stuck on “WTF. »

 

Rio, mid-step, froze like someone had just pulled the emergency brake on her entire nervous system. Violet stirred against her chest but stayed asleep, mercifully.

 

And then—silence. Not the pleasant kind. Not even the suspenseful kind. The mortifying kind. The kind that crashes over a suburban front yard like a dropped piano, splintering all hopes of dignity and reason.

 

Because yes—Rio looked younger than Agatha. She always had. Because she was. But not that young. Not generational gap young. Not mistaken for the daughter of her wife young. This was an existential crisis for the ages. The man was clearly out for blood.

 

Agatha slowly turned her head toward him with the mechanical grace of a woman who had just been personally betrayed by the universe. “I beg your pardon?”

 

Mark, to his credit, looked immediately panicked. To his discredit, he kept speaking.

 

“Or, um—maybe your sister?” he offered quickly, like it was the obvious recovery. Like he was tossing a life preserver made of bricks.

 

Agatha’s expression shifted from affronted to something closer to existential horror. Her eyebrows rose so far they might’ve left her body entirely. One hand came up to her temple like she was trying to press back a migraine summoned by pure idiocy.

 

Rio, on the other hand, blinked—once, twice—then tilted her head slowly to the side, her expression going from confusion to full-on what-in-the-name-of-all-that-is-holy disbelief. She looked like a cat that had just seen a bird and a dog run off with its favorite toy—confused, angry, and not impressed.

 

“Sister?” she repeated.

 

Mark realized too late that he was now plummeting off a conversational cliff. “I mean—she looks younger, sure, but not like, that young—”

 

“Ah,” Agatha said, with a voice so dry it could’ve mummified him on the spot. “So now you’re calling me old.”

 

Mark’s face turned red—impressively, almost impressively, red. Like a tomato with heatstroke.

 

“No, no, I just meant—look, some people just have youthful energy, and she—”

 

“I’m literally thirty,” Rio muttered under her breath, though there was a venomous edge to the words. 

 

“If she were my daughter,” Agatha cut in smoothly, sipping her coffee with regal precision, “she would have much better manners. And I would be in prison.”

 

Rio coughed once—a single, sharp sound that might have been a laugh or a death knell. She adjusted Violet higher on her chest and looked at Mark with the calm detachment of someone observing a man dig his own grave with a salad spoon.

 

“Also,” Agatha added, leveling her gaze at him, “you’d be suggesting I had a child who is a fully-grown adult. Which is not the compliment you seem to think it is.”

 

“I didn’t mean—” Mark flailed. “I mean, you don’t look—I’m not saying—”

 

“Stop talking,” Rio advised gently, adjusting the green bendy straw in the juice cup and passing it off to Nicky, who had wisely retreated to the porch steps to watch the meltdown like it was a matinee performance.

 

Mark stood there, mouth open, trying to remember how to make sounds that didn’t ruin his life.

 

Mark laughed nervously. “Okay, okay—babysitter?”

 

Agatha turned fully toward him now, the morning light catching her profile like a sculpture someone put on a throne by mistake. Or not.

 

“Babysitter,” she repeated, her voice feather-light but soaked in disbelief, as though the word had personally offended her sense of cosmological order. “You think she’s the babysitter now?”

 

“I—I mean, I just wasn’t sure—”

 

“Oh, you weren’t sure,” Agatha echoed, still smiling with the cool poise of someone slowly unsheathing a blade. “I see. Tell me, Mr. Observant, do you think most babysitters breastfeed the baby in the middle of the night?”

 

Rio, deadpan, pointed to the sleeping bundle on her chest. “She literally came out of me.”

 

Mark’s jaw dropped slightly. “Then… who are you?”

 

Rio gave him the kind of smile that would’ve melted glaciers, sweet as honey and twice as fatal. “I’m the wife.”

 

Mark blinked again.

 

“And the only reason you’re still standing,” Rio added, her voice lowering into that velvety, syrup-smooth register Agatha loved so much when it was not directed at her—though right now it felt more like poison in a golden goblet—“is because I don’t want to wake the baby.”

 

She looked down at Violet, who was still blissfully asleep against her, then back up at Mark with a sort of maternal menace that was somehow more terrifying than anything Agatha could have summoned with supposed witchcraft. If this were a battlefield, Rio would be the one smiling gently while planting landmines.

 

“The baby,” she clarified, with exaggerated patience, “that we made. Together.”

 

“Ohhh…” Mark breathed, like he’d finally caught the plot twist three chapters too late. “I didn’t…”

 

“Didn’t what?” Rio tilted her head, taking another slow step forward, now angelically beaming, all teeth and menace, rocking her little angel. “Notice the wedding ring? Or the part where she said ‘my spouse’? Or maybe the part where she was clearly not into you? Not even a little?”

 

Mark opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again. A fish gasping for air and social grace. Nothing came out.

 

Agatha tilted her head and took a delicate sip of coffee. “This is getting uncomfortable, even for me.”

 

“I just—” Mark tried again, the gears in his brain grinding loudly. “I didn’t realize—”

 

“That you were out of your depth?” Agatha finished for him, arching one brow. “That became clear the moment you said muffins.”

 

Mark looked at the flowers in his hand as if he’d just realized they were cursed. His arm wilted slightly.

 

“Anyway,” Rio said, already bored of the interaction, “we should probably go inside before the baby gets fussy. And Nicky needs his shoes.”

 

“Nicky!” Agatha called lightly over her shoulder. “Shoes, darling. Unless you’d like to know what bee stings feel like.”

 

“Yes, Mama!” came the reply from the other side of the yard.

 

But Rio’s gaze had already dropped to the sad little bouquet still dangling pathetically from Mark’s hand like it had just realized it was part of a terrible mistake.

 

She squinted slightly. “Are those… violets?”

 

Mark nodded, eyes wide, mouth parted like someone waiting for divine intervention.

 

Rio tilted her head, cradling Violet a little closer as she leaned her cheek tenderly against the baby’s crown. Her smile bloomed slowly—syrupy and amused, a little dangerous around the edges.

 

“My wife and I love violets,” she said sweetly. “In fact…” She glanced down at the warm, sleeping baby on her chest, then back up, smile widening. “I just gave birth to one.”

 

Mark blinked, visibly short-circuiting.

 

Behind her, Agatha didn’t even bother to pretend anymore. The smirk that had been tugging at the corner of her mouth broke free at last. She took a triumphant sip of coffee, eyes gleaming. If victory had a flavor, it would taste like this exact moment.

 

“Good lord,” she murmured under her breath, “this is better than television.”

 

Mark finally, blessedly, took several steps backward, stammering a series of sounds that vaguely resembled a cry for help. He was already halfway through the lawn, when Nicky, who had just taken a triumphant sip from the neon green juice cup Rio had just handed him stood square in the middle of the yard and called after him with the brutal clarity of the feral seven-year-old he was.

 

“Stop flirting with Mama,” he announced to the entire neighborhood, like he was making a public service announcement. “She’s married to Mom. They kiss a lot.”

 

Agatha choked on her coffee.

 

Rio blinked, pushing her tongue in her cheek.

 

“And!” Nicky went on, finger in the air, utterly unfazed by decorum, “Mom just had a baby. And she yells when she’s tired. You’re gonna get yelled at.”

 

Mark paused, looking like he’d been shot through the chest.

 

Agatha’s face was buried in her hand now. Her shoulders shook with silent laughter. She peeked out from between her fingers and winked at Nicky, raising her mug in salute. “Thanks for the warning, love.”

 

“You’re welcome,” Nicky replied cheerfully, taking another slurp from his straw with the confident air of someone who had just saved the village.

 

But Rio… Rio narrowed her eyes.

 

Her posture shifted—barely perceptible, but Agatha caught it instantly. The way her spine straightened, jaw tightened. The way her arm around Violet curled a little tighter. Protective. Primal. A little dangerous. The laugh she’d been suppressing evaporated into something quieter and far more serious.

 

Agatha’s amusement evaporated. Not out of fear—but reverence. Because that shift in Rio was sacred. It was the same instinct that had once snarled at a raccoon trying to wander near Nicky’s little body. That same raw, ancestral chord vibrating through her body, whispering warning.

 

Mark, took a step back, hesitated—glancing back like he’d felt the air drop ten degrees. Like something unseen had just curled its fingers around the collar of his shirt.

 

And that’s when Rio took a single, deliberate step closer to Agatha.

 

Just one.

 

But everything about it screamed mine.

 

Her voice dropped an octave—not loud, but low and warning, like thunder rolling just under the surface.

 

“Touch her with your eyes again,” she muttered, “and I’ll hex your house with bees. A thousand of them. And spiders. And snakes. Every time you open a drawer, it’ll hiss.”

 

Mark froze. His eyes went wide. He looked like he was trying to figure out whether she was joking. (She wasn’t.)

 

Agatha, lips parted slightly in surprised awe, slowly turned to face her wife. Her brows arched high, eyes glittering.

 

“Oh,” she breathed, entirely too delighted. “Marry me again.”

 

Rio didn’t even blink. “Yes. Let’s do it.”

 

The smile she gave Agatha was saccharine, dripping with sweetness, but edged in steel. The kind of smile a queen gives just before declaring war. She turned her head deliberately toward Mark, her gaze still fixed like a laser.

 

“Right now. In front of him.”

 

Agatha was grinning like a lunatic. “Should we call the officiant? I still have her number. She loved us.”

 

Rio looked positively feral now. “No need. Nicky can do it.”

 

“I now pronounce you…” Nicky shouted immediately, juice sloshing dangerously in his cup as he raised it like a ceremonial goblet, “WIVES AGAIN!

 

You may kiss the wife!” he added gleefully, raising his dragon high above his head.

 

Agatha chuckled—low, warm, undone—and turned toward Rio, her hand rising instinctively to the back of her neck, fingers disappearing into the unruly waterfall of damp, dark curls.

 

“Hello again, wife,” she whispered, with a softness that made Rio’s breath catch.

 

Rio’s eyes sparkled. “Hi, professor.”

 

And they kissed—unhurried and sure and just a little smug. The kind of kiss that said: We’ve been through hell together, and we’d do it all again. Twice.

 

Nicky whooped, spinning in a circle and nearly spilling his juice. “I’m gonna be the flower kid and ring bearer again!”

 

Agatha pulled back just enough to rest her forehead against Rio’s, their breath mingling in the space between them. Her eyes were still laughing, lips kissed-slick and curved from being well and truly claimed in public. “You’re terrifying,” she murmured.

 

“I’m postpartum,” Rio replied. “Fear me.”

 

Agatha grinned. “I do. Every day. It’s exhilarating.”

 

Rio leaned in until their noses brushed. “Good.”

 

“I like it.”

 

“Of course you do.”

 

Somewhere next to them, Mark made a noise like he’d just been hit with a very large and unexpected sack of rice.

 

Nicky clapped. “They’re kissing again!”

 

Violet made a soft, content little sigh in her sleep, oblivious to the showdown happening right above her nose.

 

Agatha finally drew back with a dreamy sigh that suggested she could float for the rest of the day off that one kiss alone. Her hand lingered at the side of Rio’s neck, thumb brushing gently along her pulse.

 

Mark, who was visibly overheating now—his face tomato-red and glistening with the effort of pretending he hadn’t just tried to flirt with a married woman in front of her wife and their babies—fumbled awkwardly with the bouquet like it might grant him safe passage to a better timeline.

 

“I—I’m sorry,” he stammered, edging backwards up the path like a man walking away from a bear den. “Didn’t know the neighbors were… raging lesbians.”

 

He said it like he expected it to be endearing. Like a charming observation.

 

Agatha blinked.

 

Rio raised a single eyebrow so sharp it could’ve sliced the flowers straight from his hand.

 

Mark, apparently realizing he had not helped himself, turned hastily—thrusting the bouquet in Agatha’s hand—and made a beeline for his door.

 

Raging lesbians?” Rio repeated under her breath, but loud enough for Agatha to hear. “He’s about to be raging and concussed if he keeps running his mouth.”

 

Agatha burst out laughing.

 

Mark, as if cursed by Rio’s words, glanced back one final time—just in time to catch his foot on the garden hose lying in a lazy coil across the walkway. Just like the snake Rio had threatened to hex his house with.

 

It was an explosion of desperate masculinity—and Mark barely caught himself on the railing before disappearing inside, slamming the door a little too hard behind him.

 

Agatha looked up toward the front door of the neighbor’s house, where Mark had officially disappeared inside. She murmured, “Think he’s gonna move back out?”

 

Rio snorted. “I hope not. I’m just getting warmed up. I give him three weeks before he starts trimming his hedges in running shorts and telling us about his crypto portfolio.”

 

“Two,” Agatha murmured. “And he’ll call it a ‘startup’ and describe it as ‘decentralized real estate.’”

 

Rio stared at her. “That is so stupid it sounds real. Did he really offer to bake you muffins?”

 

Agatha hummed, observing the bouquet in her hand with a very critical eye. “Right before he tried to romance me with stories about his ex-wife not liking to play ball with the kids.”

 

Rio groaned into her hands, careful not to disturb Violet. “Gross. I hate that I know exactly what tone he used.”

 

“Very single dad in a dating app ad.

 

“The one where he leans on the minivan and says ‘I’m just looking for someone who gets it’?”

 

That’s the one. And you missed the part where he complimented my elegance while looking at my chest.”

 

Rio pulled back slightly and arched a brow. “I will punch that man so hard he sees God. And if I’m feeling generous, I might even introduce them.”

 

Agatha smiled. “I know. Thanks for scaring the muffin man away.”

 

Rio laughed—a bright, unapologetic sound that bounced off the porch and sent birds scattering from the trees. Agatha leaned in again, kissed her temple slowly, and slipped her fingers through hers like it was second nature.

 

“Come on,” Agatha murmured. “You need pancakes. And I need to watch you threaten more men before noon.”

 

Rio smirked. “You just like watching me get mad.”

 

Agatha grinned, unrepentant. “It’s like watching art set itself on fire.”

 

She slid an arm around Rio’s waist as they started toward the door, her hand splaying deliberately across her lower back, fingers just brushing beneath the belt of her dress.

 

Rio arched a brow. “Possessive much?”

 

Agatha leaned in, her mouth brushing the shell of her ear as she whispered, “I learned from the best.”

 

But Rio didn’t respond. She went back to staring at the porch as she walked, her eyes narrowed and jaw just a little too tight to be casual. Protective instinct still flickering under her skin like the last embers of a blaze.

 

“I was ready to throw hands,” she said finally, voice lower now. “With the baby in my arms and everything.”

 

“I know.” Agatha pressed a kiss to her hairline, slow and lingering. “You’re very scary when you’re jealous. It’s hot.”

 

“I’m not jealous,” Rio muttered, though she leaned into Agatha’s side like she might climb into her skin if she could. “I’m territorial.

 

Agatha huffed a soft laugh, drawing her closer as they stepped inside. “Oh, well then. That’s much better.”

 

“You’re mine,” Rio added, matter-of-fact, her voice laced with something more possessive and wicked. “And I don’t share well.”

 

Agatha’s breath caught just a little. “Say it again.”

 

Rio turned her head, just enough to catch her wife’s gaze, something dark and glittering behind her smile. “Mine.”

 

Behind them —just as the moment threatened to tip fully into scandalous— Nicky raised his cup like he was giving a toast. “Can we have pancakes now? I was promised pancakes. Also,” he added, turning his wide-eyed gaze up to Agatha, “Mom is being spicy again. Which usually means we eat late.” And he disappeared into the house under the bemused eye of his mothers.

 

Rio sighed, then looked at her wife sideways. “He’s too observant.”

 

“He’s your son,” Agatha said sweetly, slipping both arms around her waist this time. “He’s right though, Mom is being spicy,” she said under her breath, eyes warm, voice velvet-smooth. “Absolutely scorching, actually.”

 

Rio tilted her chin, clearly enjoying herself now. “What’re you gonna do about it, professor?

 

Agatha smiled with the quiet confidence of someone who had already written the syllabus. “Oh, I’ve got ideas. But first…”

 

She leaned down and kissed her—slow, thorough, with just enough heat to make Rio sigh against her lips and forget about Mark, and the porch, and even the pancakes.

 

Behind them, from inside the house, Nicky’s voice rang out like a trumpet: “Okay, I found the pan! Don’t kiss for too long or I’ll start cooking unsupervised!”

 

Agatha broke the kiss and rested her forehead against Rio’s again with a groan. “He’s too much your son.”

 

Rio grinned wickedly. “Like you’re not proud.”

 

Nicky, apparently tired of waiting,  came flying back out of the house like a shot, sneakers flapping wildly from his hands, his face contorted in dramatic exasperation. “MOMS! I called you three times. Are we gonna have pancakes now or not?!” he yelled, as if they’d been keeping him waiting for a lifetime instead of three minutes.

 

Rio didn’t even flinch. She adjusted Violet’s sling against her chest with the calm of a queen after battle. “Yes,” she said serenely. “As soon as I burn the memory of that man’s voice out of my brain with fire and prayer.”

 

Agatha reached out and slipped an arm around Rio’s waist, pressing a kiss to her temple, then one to Violet’s tiny head. “You were magnificent.”

 

Rio gave a soft snort. “I was hormonal. There’s a difference. I leave you alone for ten minutes and you’re already breaking hearts and receiving unsolicited muffins.”

 

Agatha smiled smugly. “Still magnificent,” she said smugly, brushing her lips against Rio’s jaw.

 

Rio exhaled heavily, but the corner of her mouth twitched. “Do I really look that young?” she asked, her voice quieter now, somewhere between curious and self-conscious.

 

Agatha pulled back just enough to meet her eyes, the answer ready in her bones. “No,” she said, slow and certain. “You really don’t, he was just trying to rile you up. You look like my chaos incarnate and the mother of my children. There’s no mistaking you for anyone else’s anything.”

 

Rio’s cheeks flushed, and she ducked her head slightly, rubbing her cheek against Violet’s soft wrap. “That’s hot,” she mumbled.

 

“Extremely,” Agatha said, entirely serious.

 

Nicky tugged at the hem of Agatha’s shirt, bouncing a little on the balls of his feet. “Can I please have syrup this time, or are we still doing the whole healthy berries-only thing because my tummy’s ’sensitive’ or whatever?”

 

Agatha arched a single brow at him. “Are you going to finish your food this time, or are we still leaving the table halfway through to ‘go check on the moon’?”

 

Nicky hesitated. “…maybe.”

 

“That’s a no,” Agatha said flatly. “Berries it is.”

 

“Ugh,” Nicky groaned, stomping back toward the kitchen like he’d been personally betrayed by nutrition.

 

Rio snorted, turned, and led the way back into the house, barefoot and dangerous. “I have earned those pancakes, and I will eat them with the full satisfaction of a woman who just annihilated a neighborhood flirt.”

 

Agatha followed her like a moth to flame, eyes fixed on her wife with helpless devotion. “Should I be worried about you scaring off all our new neighbors before they even learn our names?”

 

“No,” Rio said breezily, pushing open the front door with her hip. “Only the ones who don’t know how to shut up.”

 

“Fair.”

 

As they stepped inside, Nicky had alredy zoomed past them like a juice-fueled rocket, yelling how he wanted pancakes in the shape of dinosaurs this time, please and thank you.

 

Agatha closed the door behind them and leaned against it for a second. She looked at Rio—wild-haired, barefoot, coral dress, and deadly with sleep deprivation—and thought: I would marry her a thousand times over.

 

And Rio, as if she’d heard the thought itself, turned back with a glint in her eye and said, “I call the biggest pancake.”

 

“You earned it, Mrs. Harkness-Vidal,” Agatha said, heading to the kitchen. “You earned all the pancakes.”

 

“Mrs. Harkness-Vidal,” Rio repeated, amused, taking a sip of Agatha’s coffee. “You’re gonna call me that all day now, aren’t you?”

 

Agatha didn’t answer. Just smiled.

 

But before she could so much as reach for the pancake mix, Rio leaned against the counter, narrowed her eyes playfully, and said, “Okay but—did you let him flirt with you on purpose?”

 

Agatha paused mid-sip, that gleam back in her eyes. “I might have been curious,” she admitted. “To see how long it would take before you materialized like an avenging spirit.”

 

Rio groaned and pressed her head against Agatha’s shoulder, careful not to jostle Violet. “Ugh. Men.”

 

“Some of them are tolerable,” Agatha allowed, brushing her lips over Rio’s temple, “in controlled doses. Like wasabi. Or radiation.”

 

“He’s not one of them.”

 

“No,” Agatha agreed. “He’s not.”

 

Rio let the moment linger, her body warm against Agatha’s side. But then she pulled back, arching one of those weaponized eyebrows again.

 

“Can we circle back again for a second?” she asked, pointing to the bundle on her chest. “Your daughter, really? » She said pointing at herself and then at Violet. « This tiny wrinkly burrito is your daughter. Not me. We’re thirteen years apart, for God’s sake, Agatha. Thirteen.”

 

Agatha couldn’t help the grin that tugged at the corners of her lips. “What can I say? You have a youthful glow.”

 

Rio rolled her eyes, but the frustration was clearly laced with humor. “Next neighbor who hits on you gets a pancake to the face,” she said over her shoulder.

 

“Noted,” Agatha replied, eyes gleaming. “Make it a stegosaurus.”

 

She looked down at the sleeping baby, then up at Rio. “You know, you’re the scariest, most protective person I’ve ever met.”

 

Rio sighed. “Damn right.”

 

Agatha smiled, leaning towards her wife. “And yet the softest.”

 

Rio glanced at Violet and then back at Agatha, grumbling with a crooked little smile, “That’s just biology. My softness is hormonal.”

 

Agatha smirked. “Hormonal or not, I like you soft.”

 

Nicky suddenly called from his stool next to the cupboard, “I heard that! Mama said you were spicy earlier, now you’re soft? Make up your minds!”

 

Rio shouted back, “We’re complicated women, Nicky!”

 

Then she turned back to the flowers in her hand.

 

“You want me to go throw the flowers back over the fence?”

 

“Usually, I would say we take care of every and any violet we see,” Agatha said, chuckling softly. “But let’s make an exception for those ones. Let’s dry them and feed them to the compost. One by one.”

 

“Dark,” Rio said proudly. “That’s my wife.”

 

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Notes:

More Mark shenanigans to come. Rio is far from being done.

Chapter 16: War Paint

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The next morning, the doorbell rang at the precise moment Rio was readjusting her robe, having just finished breastfeeding. Timing, as it turned out, had a wicked sense of humor.

 

She had Violet propped against her shoulder like a soft, snoring sack of flour, patting the baby’s back with the dazed rhythm of a woman who had been awake since before sunrise—fueled solely by caffeine, adrenaline, maternal rage, and whatever divine force it was that kept her from yeeting a baby monitor across the room at 3 a.m.

 

Her dark curls were tied in a loose, messy bun that had clearly lost the will to live. A few stubborn strands hung in her eyes, clinging to her forehead. The robe—floral, slightly rumpled, unmistakably Agatha’s—was cinched tightly around her waist in a knot that screamed do not test me today.

 

From her post on the couch, Agatha looked up with the serene detachment of a woman who knew exactly how funny this was going to be and was very much ready to watch it unfold. She still had Violet’s tiny baby blanket folded neatly in her lap, untouched, and her coffee mug was halfway to her lips.

 

“Want me to get it?” she asked, her tone neutral, eyes gleaming with anticipation.

 

Rio exhaled through her nose, tightened the knot of her robe like she was preparing for battle, and squared her shoulders with a quiet but deeply menacing dignity. “No. I got it.”

 

She opened the door slowly.

 

And there he was.

 

Mark stood awkwardly on the front step, smiling in that distinctly nervous way men do when they suspect they’re about to get verbally annihilated. He held a tray of muffins—store-bought, unmistakably, insultingly store-bought—still in the plastic clamshell from the grocery store but transferred onto a ceramic plate in a desperate attempt at deception. It was the breakfast equivalent of putting a bowtie on a ferret and calling it a poodle.

 

He was dressed like a man who didn’t understand what “casual” meant: polo shirt tucked in too tight, belt cinched like it owed him money, khakis that had been aggressively ironed within an inch of their lives. And the cologne—God, the cologne again—hit Rio in the face like a chemical weapon. She half-expected Violet to sneeze in protest.

 

“Morning!” he chirped, voice artificially bright, like he thought maybe volume would cancel out awkwardness. “Thought I’d, uh, swing by with a little peace offering.”

 

He lifted the tray like it was a gesture of goodwill and not a plastic-boxed bribe soaked in secondhand embarrassment.

 

Rio stared at him. Blinked once.

 

She didn’t smile.

 

“Bringing pastries to a lesbian household,” she said dryly, “isn’t going to fix the patriarchy.”

 

Mark’s smile faltered. “Oh, well—I mean, sure, but—these are blueberry? »

 

Rio looked at the muffins. Then looked at him. Then looked at the muffins again like they’d personally offended her.

 

Behind her, Agatha coughed into her coffee mug, which was absolutely not a cough but a full-bodied attempt not to laugh.

 

Mark, bravely—or stupidly—plowed on. “I just thought, you know, after yesterday… it might be good to start over.”

 

“Start over?” Rio repeated, her voice deceptively calm, calm just like before a volcano erupts.

 

“Right! Just a clean slate. Neighborly welcome. No hard feelings.”

 

She nodded once, solemnly.

 

Then shifted Violet slightly and said, “Great. And tomorrow, I’ll swing by your house with a feminist reading list and a live tarentula.”

 

Mark blinked. “A… tarentula?”

 

Agatha’s voice drifted in helpfully from the couch. “It’s symbolic.”

 

From somewhere behind Rio, a low, unmistakable growl rumbled through the hallway like a tiny, furry engine of doom.

 

Mark blinked, startled. “What… was that?”

 

“That,” Rio said flatly, without turning, “was Señor Scratchy.”

 

The aforementioned menace—Agatha’s perpetually disgruntled bunny—lurched into view around the corner, ears back, whiskers twitching with disdain. He was roughly the size and temperament of a haunted teapot, and he narrowed his beady eyes at Mark like he knew exactly what kind of man used cologne before 9 a.m.

 

“He growled,” Mark said, voice pitching upward slightly. “Do rabbits… growl?”

 

“This one does,” Rio replied. “Usually at men. Sometimes at packages. But mostly men.”

 

Señor Scratchy let out another guttural grumble, like a warning from the underworld.

 

Mark took an instinctive step back.

 

Agatha, still on the couch, finally looked up from her mug, voice light and amused. “Be nice, darling.”

 

“I am being nice,” Rio muttered, jostling Violet gently on her shoulder. “This is peak nice for me. This is me with my fangs filed down and the sarcasm on low heat.”

 

Mark, clearly unsure whether to laugh or run for his life, cleared his throat and straightened his already over-straightened shirt. “Anyway—uh. Right. I’m throwing a little welcome BBQ this afternoon. You know, just a casual thing. Some people from the block, burgers, beer, good vibes… I thought I’d officially invite you. Maybe bring the kids, meet the neighbors. Friendly suburban stuff.”

 

Señor Scratchy let out a long, low hiss like he’d just been personally invited to hell, weird, considering Rio was sure that was where he came from.

 

Rio tilted her head. “What kind of ‘friendly suburban stuff’ are we talking about? The kind where everyone brings potato salad and someone gets passive-aggressively shamed for using margarine instead of butter? Or the kind where we all pretend we’re fine until someone has a midlife crisis into the pool?”

 

Mark looked completely lost.

 

Fortunately for him, Agatha had stood and crossed the room, effortlessly graceful even barefoot, her cup still in hand like a queen descending her throne to make peace. She gave him a polite but unreadable smile.

 

“That’s very thoughtful of you,” she said, tone smooth as silk. “Thank you for the invitation.”

 

Mark brightened instantly, like a puppy who’d just been told he might get a treat. “Oh—great! So you’ll come?”

 

Agatha took a sip from her coffee, her expression pleasant, poised, perfectly noncommittal. “We’ll see if we’re free.”

 

There was a beat of silence.

 

And then, from behind her, Rio said—clearly, calmly, and just loud enough to be unmistakably heard—“We’re not.”

 

From the stairs came the unmistakable sound of thumping feet followed by the dramatic appearance of Nicky, their own pint-sized chaos agent. He wore pajama pants that were unmistakably inside-out, a t-shirt bearing a half-faded dinosaur graphic, and the hair of a child who had been through at least three dreams involving firestorms and zero brushes.

 

In one hand, he brandished a green lightsaber—activated and humming ominously. In the other, a plastic stegosaurus that had clearly seen some battles. Possibly with the lightsaber.

 

“Wait—did somebody say BBQ?” he asked, eyes wide with feral morning energy. “Will there be juice boxes?”

 

Mark blinked like he wasn’t sure if the small boy was real or had been conjured by the house itself.

 

Mark chuckled, looking between the three of them, clearly still trying to figure out the ecosystem. “Plenty of juice boxes.”

 

Señor Scratchy, from his perch by the hall table, let out another menacing growl that made Mark flinch a little.

 

“Ignore him,” Rio said dryly, adjusting Violet against her shoulder. “He’s just upset there’s no rabbit-friendly charcuterie involved.”

 

Agatha glanced down at the tray of sad grocery-store muffins and gave her wife a conspiratorial look. “We’ll think about it.”

 

Mark nodded too quickly. “Sure, sure. No pressure. Totally optional. Just vibes.”

 

He hesitated, eyes flicking to the tray again. “Muffin?”

 

Rio accepted the plate with the grim resignation of a teacher being handed a failed group project by students who definitely knew they had failed. She did not thank him. She simply shut the door in his face with the slow, deliberate motion of a woman performing spiritual exfoliation.

 

She turned to Agatha with a grand sweep of the muffin tray like she was presenting a cursed offering to the queen of the underworld. “He’s lucky I didn’t answer the door with one boob out.”

 

“You were two seconds away from doing just that,” Agatha said, amused, stepping into the hallway and sipping from her now-lukewarm coffee.

 

Rio gave her a mock-glare, then looked down at Violet, who had nestled back into sleep with her tiny mouth slack and her little fingers clutching Rio’s robe. “I will breastfeed this baby and simultaneously plan a hypothetical legal defense for the moment I smack that man with this tray. He came into my house, Aggie. My house. With store-bought muffins and a tone.

 

Nicky slashed his lightsaber dramatically in the air, narrowly missing one of Rio’s plant babies. “We should duel him at dawn!”

 

“No dueling the neighbors. Not again.” Agatha said gently, though a smile tugged at her lips as she bent down to fix Nicky’s backward pajama waistband. “Especially not over baked goods.”

 

Rio sighed, looking down at the tray of muffins. “Fine. But if he calls me your daughter again, I’m either smacking him or showing up to the BBQ in pigtails and asking you for lunch money, making everyone real uncomfortable.”

 

Agatha stepped in, brushing a soft kiss over Rio’s temple, her voice low and fond. “Let’s not smack anyone today, my love.”

 

Rio gave a noncommittal grunt, eyeing the muffin tray like it still might need defending against. “We’ll see.”

 

Halfway back up the stairs, Nicky called out again, “Do I get a muffin or not?! Also, what’s patriarchy? Because I heard that.”

 

Agatha paused, mid-sip, and exchanged a slow look with Rio.

 

Rio turned to stare up the stairs, locking eyes with her son. “Ask me again when you’re nine.”

 

Nicky made a thoughtful noise, then shrugged like someone who had decided patriarchy could wait. “Okay, but I do want a juice box at this BBQ we’re not going to.”

 

Agatha chuckled and drifted into the kitchen, her robe sweeping behind her like she’d stepped out of a soft-focus European film. “Welcome to the neighborhood,” she muttered under her breath, already drafting a mental map of who she’d need to side-eye at this theoretical BBQ should they ever actually attend.

 

Rio followed her, balancing the tray of muffins with the care one might reserve for a live grenade. She eyed them with suspicion. “I bet he didn’t even get the gluten-free ones.”

 

Agatha reached for one and took a bite without ceremony. “He didn’t,” she confirmed through the crumb. “But at least the chaos is full of sugar.”

 

Rio sighed, reluctantly grabbed a muffin for herself, and leaned against the wall in the kitchen. “You want to go?” she asked, flat and incredulous. “As in, physically attend the backyard testosterone festival hosted by our new cologne-scented neighbor who literally tried to flirt with you while I was holding your actual baby?”

 

Agatha—calm, barefoot, serene in her cream-colored robe and unbothered—just took a casual sip of her coffee. “It’s polite.”

 

“Polite?” Rio sputtered, half-laughing. “Polite? You’ve officially lost touch with reality. You read Machiavelli. You quote Audre Lorde before breakfast. What part of ‘bringing pastries to a lesbian household isn’t going to fix the patriarchy’ did you not find persuasive?”

 

Agatha raised a serene hand. “I agree with all of it. In theory. But I also believe in… strategic diplomacy. We live next door to the man. He’s recently divorced, alone in a beige house that smells like Axe body spray and midlife crisis. He has no idea what he’s doing. And I say we go. Not for him. For optics and community. For the sheer power of domestic presentation.”

 

Rio blinked. “What does that even mean.”

 

Agatha smiled, slow and sly. “It means we show up, as ourselves. As the very picture of marital stability and postnatal grace. You, glowing and gorgeous, and me, clearly married to the hottest woman on the block. Let him see what he tried—and failed—to flirt with. Let him understand exactly what kind of household he’s moved in next to.”

 

Rio narrowed her eyes. “You want to weaponize our marriage.”

 

Agatha beamed. “Always.”

 

From upstairs came a distant shout, “MOMS? THE STEGOSAURUS IS IN THE BATH!”

 

Agatha sighed. Rio didn’t move.

 

Rio squinted at her, suspicious. “You’re enjoying this.”

 

“A little,” Agatha admitted, setting down her cup and bumping Rio’s hip. “But mostly, I just want him to know what it looks like when love isn’t performative. When it’s real. Messy, and exhausted, and caffeinated, and utterly bulletproof.”

 

Rio stared at her for a moment, Violet now peacefully drooling on her collarbone, her tiny fists curled against her mother’s chest. Then she sighed.

 

“Fine,” she said. “But I’m wearing the special dress.”

 

Agatha stilled. “The special one?”

 

Rio nodded with the solemnity of a general choosing armor. “The special one. The dress that makes straight men rethink their entire personality and women consider switching teams before the appetizer tray hits the table. And heels.”

 

Agatha arched a brow. “You’ll destroy the lawn.”

 

Rio didn’t miss a beat. “I want to destroy the lawn.”

 

That got a grin out of Agatha, slow and reverent. Her eyes gleamed with the soft awe of someone watching a beloved star go supernova. “God, I love you.”

 

“I know.” Rio smirked, shifting Violet to her other arm. “We’ll go. But if he tries anything—like even breathes suggestively in your direction—I’m flipping a lawn chair and leaving.”

 

“Understood,” Agatha said, giving her a mock bow. “My honor is safe with you.”

 

“And we’re bringing Nicky,” Rio added, heading toward the stairs now, voice trailing behind her like a decree from a queen on the march. “He’s our secret weapon.”

 

Agatha tilted her head. “Weaponized seven-year-old. Bold choice.”

 

“Exactly,” Rio called. “He’ll talk about obscure lizard species for two hours, ask ten questions about divorce, and then declare he’s starting a rock band with Scratchy as his drummer. No one survives that kind of chaos.”

 

Agatha was still laughing when Rio stopped halfway up the stairs and turned. “Oh, and speaking of,  Señor Scratchy comes too.”

 

Agatha froze. “The bunny?”

 

“Yes,” Rio said calmly. “Señor Scratchy comes with us.”

 

“You can’t bring a vengeful, misanthropic rabbit to a neighborhood BBQ.”

 

“Oh I can,” Rio nodded. “You want to show the power of domestic bliss? Let’s bring the whole circus. He hates men, he growls at polyester, and he once peed in the shoe of a guy who asked if I was here for private lessons. He stays.”

 

Agatha’s expression slowly morphed into delighted approval. “I married a madwoman. But no bunny.”

 

Rio gave her a dazzling smile. “Yes bunny. And you did. And you’re welcome.”

 

With that, she disappeared down the hall, Violet nestled against her shoulder, her voice already bouncing off the walls as she shouted for Nicky to “remove prehistoric reptiles from her perfectly clean bathtub, please and thank you”. Her presence left behind the distinct feeling of a storm rolling in—glorious, inevitable, and entirely underdressed. For now.

 

Agatha lingered by the kitchen island, sipping what remained of her coffee. It had gone lukewarm. She didn’t care.

 

She looked out the window toward the offending house next door, smile curving across her lips like a blade hidden in silk.

 

“Well, Mark,” she murmured, voice barely louder than a thought. “You really have no idea what you’ve just invited.”

 

She paused.

 

“And definitely no bunny.”

 


 

It had taken Rio two full hours to get ready. Not because she was unsure of what to wear—she’d had the dress picked out since the muffins hit the doorstep—but because presentation mattered when making a statement. And Rio had been, very consciously, preparing for battle.

 

The bathroom still smelled like rasperry and baby shampoo. A curl of steam lingered in the air as she stepped out in her chosen armor: a flowy deep purple sundress that hugged her in all the right places and fluttered dramatically around her legs. The slit up one side was just bold enough to say I’m hot and I know it, but not so bold as to draw judgmental side-eyes from Christian moms. Her hair was pinned up, with a few intentional wisps falling around her face. Her earrings—thick gold hoops—caught the light when she turned.

 

And on her lips: the red lipstick. The one that screamed: don’t look at my wife, don’t talk to my wife, and if you even think about flirting with my wife, I will destroy you in open daylight and make it look like performance art.

 

She gave herself one final glance in the mirror, adjusted the strap of the baby-sized dress she had put Violet in (all in coordinating lavender, naturally), and stepped into the bedroom to grab her sandals.

 

Agatha stood in the doorway, frozen mid-step, hand still on the knob, her train of thought completely derailed. Her eyes widened slightly, and her breath caught.

 

“You’re…” Agatha began, but the rest of the sentence fell apart somewhere between her awe and the sundress slit. After a moment, she tried again. “Stunning.”

 

Rio gave her reflection a quick nod, then turned to her wife with a small, victorious smile. “Thanks,” she said, clipping the second hoop into place. “I plan on smiling sweetly, holding our child like a battle flag, and gently reminding the neighborhood exactly who you married.”

 

Agatha stepped inside, as if pulled by gravity, her eyes never leaving her. “I don’t think I’m going to be able to form full sentences for the rest of the day,” she said softly.

 

Rio smirked and leaned down to fasten her sandal. “That’s fine. I’ll do the talking.”

 

From somewhere down the hallway, Nicky’s voice rang out, casual and slightly suspicious: “Mommy, are you putting on war paint again?”

 

Agatha snorted, biting back a laugh. “Yes, darling,” she called back. “Mommy’s getting ready for battle.”

 

There was a pause. Then Nicky again: “Do I need my armor?”

 

“No, baby,” Rio called back, picking up Violet’s sunhat. “You’re already a weapon.”

 

There was the sound of galloping feet as Nicky raced down the hall, presumably in search of his dinosaur shield and a pair of mismatched socks. Agatha moved closer, eyes still fixed on Rio like she hadn’t quite decided if she wanted to kiss her or worship her. Definitely both.

 

Rio grinned, placing Violet gently in the sling. The baby snuffled softly, still asleep, entirely unaware of her key role in this suburban showdown.

 

“Is it too much?” Rio asked, turning to Agatha and motioning to the ensemble—the dress, the lipstick, the whole don’t mess with me energy. “Be honest.”

 

Agatha stepped forward and cupped Rio’s jaw in one hand. “No. It’s perfect. You look like a woman who survived labor, pays her taxes, and is prepared to emotionally destroy any man who makes eye contact.”

 

“That’s the goal,” Rio murmured, brushing her fingers over Agatha’s wrist. “Are you wearing the sexy professor sunglasses?” she asked next.

 

Agatha reached into her back pocket and produced them like a magician drawing a rabbit from a hat. “Naturally.”

 

Rio exhaled dramatically, eyes wide. “God help him. And me. For totally different reasons.”

 

At that exact moment, Nicky came flying into the room like a rocket powered by sheer enthusiasm and sugar. His light-up sneakers blinked furiously as he skidded to a stop in the middle of the room, holding up a wrinkled piece of construction paper with a proud fkick of the wrist.

 

“I made Señor Scratchy an invitation,” he announced. “For the barbecue.”

 

Rio blinked. “You… what?”

 

Agatha closed her eyes and muttered something that sounded suspiciously like oh no.

 

Nicky shoved the paper toward them. On it was a crude crayon drawing of their family, the neighbor’s grill, and a smiling rabbit holding a hot dog. In one corner, in large letters: WELCOME TO THE BBQ. BRING LETTUCE.

 

Agatha crouched down, drawing on the last reserves of her teacher patience. “Sweetheart, the bunny isn’t—”

 

“He has to come,” Nicky interrupted, already rifling through a pile of baby gear for Violet’s backup sling. “It’s a diplomatic mission.”

 

Rio tilted her head. “Diplomatic for who?”

 

“For everyone,” Nicky said gravely, hoisting Señor Scratchy with both hands. The rabbit, long-suffering and slightly cross-eyed, hung like a weary veteran awaiting deployment. “He has diplomatic innumity.”

 

“Immunity,” Agatha corrected before narrowing her eyes. “From what?”

 

“From the consequences of his actions,” Nicky replied, completely serious, like this was something any adult should already know. “And also because he’s part of the family. And he never gets invited to things.”

 

Rio let out a breath that was half-laugh, half-sigh. “You know what? Let him come. If we’re showing up, we might as well arrive like the end of Mary Poppins meets Mad Max.”

 

Agatha gave her wife a look—wry, resigned, and ever so slightly impressed. “You’re enabling this.”

 

“I’m weaponizing it and you started it,” Rio repeated, tightening Violet’s sling with a deft motion. She gently adjusted the baby’s sunhat—lavender, with tiny white daisies—and straightened her own posture with theatrical elegance. “This is full theater. We’re putting on a show.”

 

Nicky cheered, already trying to fit Señor Scratchy into the baby carrier like a squirmy puzzle piece. Agatha sighed and gently intervened. “Nicky. Do not strap the bunny into your sister’s carrier. That is not a good use of infant ergonomics.”

 

“But he wants to be snug!” Nicky protested.

 

“He can be snug in your arms,” Agatha replied, picking up the invite and tucking it under her arm like a file of damning evidence.

 

Rio rose to her full height and struck a pose like a woman who knew she was a living threat to fragile masculinity everywhere. She adjusted Violet’s hat, smoothed her dress, and glanced at her reflection in the hallway mirror with satisfaction.

 

“Let’s go make heterosexuality uncomfortable.”

 

Agatha grabbed her sunglasses and slid them on, the lenses flashing in the late-afternoon sun. “After you, warrior queen.”

 

And so they marched—with Nicky bouncing ahead and Violet snoozing on Rio’s chest—toward the battlefield.

 

Otherwise known as Mark’s backyard.

 

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Chapter 17: The Battlefield

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They arrived like a unit, a force, a perfectly choreographed storm of confidence, coordination, and quiet chaos. A living tableau that deserved its own glossy magazine cover—Queer Domestic Powerhouses Monthly.

 

Agatha moved with the calm authority of a woman who knew exactly who she was and had no interest in apologizing for it. Dressed in sharp, immaculate white linen—tailored trousers, crisp shirt, sleeves rolled just enough to show the line of her wrist and the veins of her forearms—she looked devastatingly serene. Her long brown hair flowed like a curtain of silk down her back, catching the light in chestnut waves as it reached her waist. Her sunglasses sat perfectly on the bridge of her nose, projecting quiet menace with a hint of literary superiority. She could have been walking into a board meeting or a duel. No one could be sure.

 

Beside her, Rio owned the sidewalk. She didn’t walk so much as glide—every step deliberate, hips swaying, the hem of her flowy purple sundress lifting gently with the breeze like a flag of rebellion. Her lipstick was defiant. Her earrings sparkled. She glowed with a feral calm so potent it bordered on offensive, terrifyingly gorgeous in a way that was neither accidental nor humble. She made no effort to dull the shine.

 

And at her heart—literally pressed to her chest—was Violet, snoozing peacefully in her sling and matching little outfit. Her little fists curled against Rio’s sternum, one chubby leg dangling loose, daisy-riddled lavender sunhat tilted slightly sideways. She looked like a cherub hand-picked to accessorize this moment of theatrical entrance.

 

Just ahead of them, Nicky trotted with purpose, legs a little too short for his ambition but heart fully in the game. He clutched the diaper bag with both hands like it was a diplomatic briefcase containing state secrets. His face was comically solemn beneath his wild hair, jaw set with the kind of resolve only seven-year-olds and action heroes could pull off.

 

From the mesh side pocket, one floppy ear and the bug-eyed face of Señor Scratchy peeked out like a stowaway on a mission.

 

Agatha glanced at the bunny, then at her son, and sighed. “He smuggled the rabbit in.”

 

“I helped,” Rio said breezily, without a hint of remorse. “We’re a package deal. You said we were bringing the whole family.”

 

“I didn’t mean the family plus a mildly haunted rabbit.”

 

“Well,” Rio said, brushing a hand through her hair as though she were in a shampoo commercial, “you married into chaos. This is just the extended universe.”

 

Nicky turned back to them, walking backwards now. “He’s here for moral support,” he said. “And surveillance.”

 

Agatha gave her son a long, measured look over the top of her sunglasses. “If Señor Scratchy spies on anyone’s grill, we’re leaving.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly, as if that were a reasonable boundary in this delicate diplomatic mission.

 

They reached the edge of the alley, the scent of barbecue wafting from a few backyards away, mingling with the sound of laughter, plastic lawn chairs scraping pavement, and someone’s dad trying to be funny too loudly.

 

Rio slowed, inhaling once through her nose and lifting her chin, violet dress swirling around her legs. “Showtime.”

 

As they reached the gate to Mark’s backyard, conversation ebbed among the guests. People looked up from paper plates and folding chairs. Somewhere, music drifted from a Bluetooth speaker—classic rock, poorly balanced between bass and treble.

 

Mark, manning the grill with the exaggerated enthusiasm of a recently-divorced dad trying to reinvent himself, looked up mid-flip and promptly dropped his spatula. It hit the patio with a clatter. He lunged to retrieve it, bumped the edge of the grill, and sent a bottle of ketchup toppling in a slow, tragic arc. It hit the ground with a wet splat, spurting a red blotch across his cargo shorts like a war wound.

 

Rio smiled at him.

 

Not a friendly smile. Not even a smug one. The smile of a lioness watching the last wildebeest realize it’s made a fatal mistake.

 

Agatha nudged her lightly with one elbow, murmuring under her breath, “Steady, tiger.” But even she didn’t bother hiding the flicker of amusement on her face, the upward twitch at the corners of her mouth.

 

Rio approached the grill with poise, Violet completely unfazed in her sling. She reached into the diaper bag and pulled out a small, carefully wrapped gift. The paper was a deep scarlet with gold ribbon, tied immaculately. It stood out from the sea of grocery-store cookies and forgettable wine bottles gathering on a nearby table.

 

Mark, clearly nervous now, accepted it with both hands. “Oh! Uh… Thank you. You didn’t have to—”

 

“It’s hot sauce,” Rio said sweetly, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear as though she hadn’t come here to burn a man alive with a smile.

 

Mark blinked. “Hot sauce?”

 

“Homemade,” she said. “Pairs well with humiliation.”

 

Agatha coughed loudly, turning her head just enough to conceal a burst of laughter. Nicky, still standing near his mother, nodded gravely like this was the most normal social interaction in the world.

 

Mark fumbled with the ribbon. “Is it… uh… really spicy?”

 

Rio tilted her head. “It’s called Not for the Weak.

 

“Oh.”

 

Agatha finally stepped in, her tone the picture of poise. “Thank you for the invitation. Beautiful weather.”

 

Mark, still visibly sweating under the weight of Rio’s smile and gift and the social fallout of the ketchup incident, scrambled for footing. “Y-yes! Yes, uh—great day for it, right? Please, make yourselves at home, we’ve got, uh, drinks, burgers, some veggie stuff too… juice boxes for the kids on the table over there…” He gestured vaguely toward a collapsible card table stacked with solo cups, napkins, and a collection of fruit snacks.

 

That last part was clearly meant for Nicky, who didn’t bother to acknowledge it—he was already halfway across the yard, single-minded in his mission to distribute Señor Scratchy’s presence diplomatically. The rabbit now hung in one arm as the boy approached a confused neighbor child and began listing the bunny’s lettuce preferences like a very small, very serious UN delegate.

 

Rio leaned in toward Agatha, just enough that her lips grazed the edge of her wife’s ear, her voice a conspiratorial purr that didn’t match the innocent smile still painted perfectly across her face. “I give him thirty minutes before he pretends he needs to check the grill and vanishes into the garage with a beer.”

 

Agatha adjusted her sunglasses. “You’re terrifying.”

 

“Good,” Rio said, pressing a kiss to Violet’s head. “Let’s be terrifying together.”

 

They walked further into the yard like royalty at a garden party, Violet snoozing like a baby angel and Nicky already handing Señor Scratchy to a bewildered neighbor child with a list of dietary restrictions.

 

All around them, the neighborhood smiled too brightly and kept their judgments politely hidden behind disposable cups.

 

But Rio just kept smiling.

 

She’d made her point.

 

But Mark, to his (dis)credit—or perhaps his growing delusion—kept trying.

 

Every time Agatha ended up in a new conversation, somehow detached from Rio by the current of neighborly mingling, Mark appeared at her side like a magnet. He hovered with a drink in one hand, his other hand gesturing too much, his voice turning a bit too loud whenever Agatha nodded politely at something he said. She responded with calm grace, as she always did—warm and intelligent, measured in every word. Her linen shirt rippled faintly in the breeze, sunglasses perched on her head, smile soft but impenetrable.

 

And every single time, like the shifting tide, Rio drifted over from across the yard—quiet but unmistakable.

 

She moved like a gothic storm cloud in purple silk, dark curls gleaming under the sun, Violet in her arms, sleeping with the serenity only infants and royalty seemed to possess. Without saying a word, Rio would appear beside Agaha, fingers brushing her waist to gently adjust a fold in her shirt, or reaching to tug Violet’s little dress just a little better. Her eyes never left Mark’s. Occasionally, she’d murmur something low and afectionate into Agatha’s ear—just enough to make Mark glance away, suddenly very interested in the condition of the grass.

 

This happened four times in the first hour.

 

The fifth time, Mark offered a burger as a peace offering, holding it out with a forced smile. “Fresh off the grill,” he said, “no onions. Thought maybe you’d like one.”

 

Rio looked down at the burger, then back up at him like he’d handed her roadkill wrapped in a napkin.

 

“Thanks, but no,” she said coolly. “That looks carcinogenic.”

 

Mark blinked.

 

Rio smiled—sweetly, almost pityingly—then passed Violet to Agatha with infinite care. She stepped back and sank into the nearest lawn chair with the deliberate grace of a queen assuming her throne, legs crossed, one eyebrow raised just enough to finish the conversation without saying a word.

 

From her perch beneath a striped umbrella, Rio surveyed the yard like a general assessing a battlefield. She sat with her spine straight, one arm slung over the back of her plastic chair, and the other holding a juice box that Nicky had just handed her—as if it were a rare vintage wine she’d been invited to evaluate.

 

Nicky plopped into the chair beside hers with the weary air of a fellow officer returning from reconnaissance. A half-eaten hot dog was clutched in one hand, and in the other, a green felt-tip marker. He raised his arm, inspecting the back of his hand where he had begun tallying something in his uneven scrawl.

 

“Five,” he said gravely, chewing. “Six if you count the ketchup guy.”

 

Rio took another sip. “Ketchup guy counts.”

 

Nicky nodded, then lowered his voice, nudging her with his elbow. “Mom. The guy with the hat tried to talk to Mama again.”

 

Rio didn’t need to ask which guy. Her gaze had already landed on Mark, who was now aggressively tending to the already overcooked hot dogs with the energy of someone trying to salvage both meat and dignity. He flipped one onto the grass, muttered something under his breath, and then pretended it hadn’t happened.

 

“Seven,” Rio said softly, eyes still fixed on him. “And I glared at the woman who said Mama looks ‘too put-together to have just had a baby.’”

 

Nicky let out a muffled cheer, nearly choking on a bite of bun. “She does though,” he said proudly, once he swallowed. “She looks awesome.”

 

“She always looks awesome,” Rio agreed, a flicker of a smirk playing at the edge of her mouth.

 

Meanwhile, Agatha moved through the party with quiet command. She charmed effortlessly, nodding through too-long stories, asking thoughtful questions, accepting compliments with ease. She passed Violet to Rio occasionally, but only when the baby stirred or when Rio gave a subtle, possessive tap to Agatha’s arm that meant I need her back now. When Violet dozed deeper, Agatha would take her again, cradling her like a token and precious cargo.

 

“Eight,” Nicky said suddenly, tapping Rio’s leg. “Cargo Shorts Guy was looking again.”

 

Rio didn’t even need to find him in the crowd. “He was looking at the ring,” she said. “Not the woman. That’s a different category.”

 

“Oh,” Nicky said thoughtfully. “Do I still mark it?”

 

She glanced down at his tally, then back up at Agatha—now gently deflecting a neighbor who’d offered to “hold the baby for a minute” with the sheer power of a raised eyebrow and a cordial nod. She didn’t hand Violet over.

 

“Mark it,” Rio said, sipping again. “You never know when it’ll be relevant.”

 

“Copy that,” Nicky muttered, making another line on his hand.

 

A few guests, now emboldened by lukewarm drinks and the illusion of familiarity, began to thingk that circling the subject of Violet’s parentage was a good idea, and they did so with varying degrees of tact. Some tiptoed toward it, phrasing their curiosity in vague, roundabout ways—She looks so peaceful, just like… well, do you see yourself in her? Others had all the subtlety of a crowbar.

 

“So…” one woman murmured, lowering her voice as if they were standing in a cathedral rather than twenty feet from a bounce house. “Who’s the biological mother?”

 

Agatha, who had fielded variations of that question more times than she could count, didn’t so much as blink. Her expression remained perfectly composed, the image of quiet composure in espadrilles and linen. She adjusted Violet’s sunhat with a gentle touch, then looked up with the patience of a saint and the precision of a dagger.

 

“She came from Rio,” she said simply, pressing a soft kiss to the baby’s downy temple. “But she’s ours. We’re both her mothers.”

 

The woman gave a tight, embarrassed smile, murmured something about “how wonderful that is,” and quickly excused herself in search of another seltzer.

 

Across the yard, Rio was already watching. She had caught the conversation from afar—perhaps not the words, but certainly the posture, the practiced smile, the tilt of Agatha’s head that always came just before she deflected an invasive question.

 

Rio didn’t say anything. Her smile said it for her.

 

From across the yard, Agatha caught her wife’s gaze and gave a knowing, almost teasing smile.

 

Rio, sitting like judgment in a sundress, glared lovingly.

 

Their daughter had been born into something unshakable. She would never be asked to question her place. That was a promise carved between them, unspoken and immutable.

 

A few feet away, Mark lingered near the grill, pretending to rearrange a plate of slightly burnt corn on the cob. He’d caught the exchange—Agatha’s graceful deflection, the subtle territorial communication between the two women, the way Rio sat like she owned the yard and possibly the HOA. His smile had tightened into something brittle.

 

It was hard to say which unsettled him more: being thoroughly, wordlessly outmaneuvered by a woman who had given birth barely a month ago—or the growing realization that said woman, who hadn’t spoken to him directly in half an hour, was orchestrating the entire social tone of his party from a lawn chair with a marker-wielding child and a juice box.

 

Because Rio hadn’t just brought Violet into the world. She’d brought a storm with her—and it was beautiful, and calm, and lethal in its stillness.

 

And Agatha? She simply knew how to hold lightning.

 

Two hours into the barbecue, just as the sun began to dip behind the roofs and the mosquitos emerged with ill intent, a second wave of guests arrived—latecomers Mark had vaguely mentioned earlier as some friends from the club.

 

They spilled into the yard with practiced ease, all mirrored sunglasses and boisterous laughter, dressed in variations of polos, tennis whites, and casual superiority. The kind of people who called women “girls” and barbecues “networking opportunities.”

 

One of them, a man in a polo shirt and cargo shorts who hadn’t even properly looked at anyone yet, nodded vaguely toward Rio as she sat with Violet dozing peacefully on her chest, Nicky and several other kids playing around her.

 

“So,” he said to Agatha, beer in hand, “is she the nanny?”

 

The world froze for a split second.

 

Rio’s head snapped up.

 

Agatha blinked.

 

Nicky, mid-bite, froze with a hot dog halfway to his mouth, his eyes wide in a mix of horror and something very much like oh, he’s done for.

 

It was the second time in two days. And this time, Rio did not have the patience to even attempt graciousness.

 

She slowly stood up, her movements deliberate, regal and dangerous all at once, Violet still cradled in her arms. Her expression was calm, almost sweet—but her eyes were pure fury.

 

“Yes,” she said brightly. “I’m the nanny. I also sleep with my boss, birthed her child, and pay half the mortgage.”

 

The man choked on his beer.

 

Agatha, to her credit, laughed. A delighted, full-bodied laugh that broke from her so loud it startled Violet. She tried to mask it behind her hand but didn’t bother too hard. There was a sparkle in her eyes now, one that said I knew it was coming, and I let it happen anyway.

 

But Rio wasn’t done. Oh no—she had merely paused to reload.

 

She kept going. “You know, just your typical nanny things. Breastfeeding at 3 a.m., sobbing over cracked nipples, dragging myself out of bed after squeezing a baby out of my body to change the diapers of said baby I made with my wife.

 

Mark was backing away from his friend, muttering something unintelligible but that sounded like “been there, done that” and clearly trying to pretend he was’t there at all.

 

Agatha walked over to Rio, still chuckling, and gently slid an arm around her waist. Violet sighed in her sleep and curled closer to her mother’s chest. Rio’s breathing was tight. Her jaw still locked. But she leaned into Agatha’s touch just a little.

 

“You’re terrifying,” Agatha whispered for what must have been the third time today as she pressed a kiss to her temple. “I’m obsessed with you.”

 

Rio exhaled slowly, like the tension had just been exorcised from her spine. “Good,” she murmured. “I’ll calm down now. But only because you said that. And only a little.”

 

From the grass nearby, Nicky—who had apparently abandoned his lawn chair in favor of a juice-box-fueled meditation squat—grinned like a gremlin. “Nine!” he yelled. “That’s nine people Mom has murdered with her eyes today!”

 

Agatha glanced down at him. “No actual murders, baby.”

 

Nicky took a dignified sip of his juice box. “Still counting. We’re almost at ten. It’s a good day.”

 

Rio let out a huff that could’ve been a laugh or a growl—it was hard to say—but her mouth curled at the corner. She looked down at her son, then over at her wife, then back toward the rest of the party where the air had gone suspiciously quiet again.

 

Most of the new guests were now actively avoiding eye contact. A few shuffled around nervously, pretending to admire the potato salad or debate the merits of sweet relish.

 

Rio, still smoldering, looked like she could set a lawn on fire with a glance—and frankly, no one doubted she might. But she was also smiling now. That dangerous, pleased kind of smile. The smile of a woman who had defended her family, made her point, and still looked devastatingly good doing it.

 

She tipped her head against Agatha’s shoulder and murmured, “Remind me why we ever leave the house again?”

 

Agatha chuckled. “Because eventually, someone’s going to say something stupid, and you’re going to get to say that again.”

 

“Hmm,” Rio said, thoughtful. “Tempting.”

 

Violet stirred slightly, and Rio adjusted her, cradling her a little closer. And just like that, the storm passed. But everyone in that backyard—every last guest, neighbor, and unfortunate bystander—would remember exactly where they were the day the nanny question was asked.

 

As if summoned by divine timing—or perhaps just the honed instincts of someone who’d lived long enough to know when to step in—a sweet older neighbor made her way across the yard. She had the look of someone who brought casseroles to grieving homes and knew every child’s birthday on the block. She approached Rio without hesitation, hands clasped gently before her, a kind smile already forming as she looked down at the bundle sleeping peacefully in Rio’s arms.

 

“Oh, those dimples,” the woman cooed, leaning in just enough to get a better look at the baby’s face, her voice full of unfiltered adoration. “She’s the most precious little thing I’ve ever seen. Just look at those cheeks!”

 

Rio’s entire demeanor shifted, her tense body instantly relaxing, the sharp edge of her earlier ire melting into something softer. Her eyes lit up, and her smile bloomed across her face as she glanced down at Violet, her heart in her gaze.

 

“I know, right?” Rio said, her voice a mixture of pride and awe. “We made her. Can you believe that? We made her.”

 

She adjusted the sling slightly to show off Violet’s impossibly round cheeks, and smiled as if this moment—this exact exchange—was what all backyard barbecues should be for.

 

“I mean, just look at her,” Rio whispered, eyes shining. “She’s… perfect.”

 

The older woman made a soft sound of agrement, her hands now resting on her heart. “She truly is, dear. You can see the love right in her little face.”

 

Agatha stood a little to the side, watching the exchange with a fond smile, her heart flipping in her chest. Rio’s transformation from fierce protector to soft, glowing mom in the span of a heartbeat never failed to amaze her. It was devastatingly cute.

 

Agatha smiled to herself, folding her arms as she looked on. The sight was so achingly tender she almost wanted to tuck it away somewhere private, to be savored later in a quiet room when the world was too much.

 

Violet stirred in Rio’s arms, blinking up at the sunlight before letting out a big yawn. Nicky, who had been sitting nearby with yet another juice box – Agatha immediately though they would have to ban juice boxes for a while after the amount he had consumed that day -  immediately shuffled closer, clearly on a mission. He gently placed Yellow Dragon in Violet’s little hand, his own expression one of total seriousness.

 

“This is for you,” he whipsered, as though he were handing her the most precious thing in the world. “I packed her just for you. Blue Dragon is here too, just in case.”

 

Rio watched him, her lips curving into a smile as she looked between Nicky and Violet. The moment was so tender it could’ve been framed in time.“Thanks, little love,” she said softly, and Nicky gave her an exaggerated wink, proud of his contribution.

 

The older neighbor lady, still nearby, let out a warm little chuckle, her eyes shining behind her sunglasses. “I do believe she’s a little charmer already,” she said, nodding at Violet, who had resumed her gentle snoozing, the dragon now nestled against her cheek.

 

Rio nodded, still glowing, the protective love she felt for her daughter radiating outward. “She’s got us wrapped around her finger.”

 

Agatha stepped closer, her heart full as she watched Rio interact with the baby—and Nicky, who was now softly petting Violet’s tiny lavender daisy-riddled sunhat.

 

“You’re a great mom,” Agatha murmured, reaching out to gently squeeze Rio’s shoulder, letting her affection be clear.

 

Rio turned to look at her, eyes full of warmth and gratitude. “You’re not so bad yourself, my love,” she murmured. “Though I’ve got the stretch marks to prove it.”

 

Agatha chuckled, her fingers tightening just a little on Rio’s shoulder. “We both have the scars.”

 

The older neighbor lady chuckled softly. “What a beautiful family you have.”

 

The calm didn’t last long, though. As the neighborhood chatter continued, a voice broke through the soft buzz of conversation. Another of Mark’s friends, a middle-aged man with a sunburned neck and a beer in hand, had sidled up to the group, eyes landing on Rio and Agatha with a mildly perplexed look.

 

“I gotta say,” he began, his tone entirely too casual, “not that it’s any of my business, but—well, I couldn’t help but notice the lack of, uh… you know, male energy around here. Seems a little off.”

 

A silence fell over the group. Everyone around the grill seemed to stop talking for a beat. The comment had clearly thrown some people off, but no one seemed eager to confront it, almost waiting for Rio to take the bait.

 

Rio, however, didn’t flinch. She didn’t even blink. The look on her face was calm—too calm—and in that way, it was far more dangerous than any fiery retort.

 

“Oh?” she said, polite as sunshine. “And what kind of ‘male energy’ were you hoping to find, exactly?”

 

The man faltered for a second, chuckling nervously. “You know, just… a little balance. All this estrogen in one place—it’s a lot.”

 

Rio’s smile widened, razor-thin. “Oh, I get it now. You were expecting a man to… balance things out?” She tilted her head slightly, like she was genuinely curious.

 

“Not expecting, just—well, it’s a family thing, right? Kids need a male role model. That sort of thing. No offense.”

 

Agatha let out a soft breath through her nose. She stepped a little closer to Rio, arms ready to hold her back if she finally snapped and lunged at him, her eyes never leaving the man. “It’s impressive how often people say ‘no offense’ right after saying something wildly offensive,” she said smoothly.

 

Rio didn’t take her eyes off him either. Her voice was syrupy sweet. “You’re right. It is a family thing. And lucky for us, we’ve got the best family. Full of love and respect, loud laughter, and—” she glanced briefly at Agatha, who was now opnly smirking, “—occasional lesbians yelling.”

 

“That’s her,” Agatha added lightly. “She does most of the yelling.”

 

“And she does most of the glaring,” Rio said, raising her brows at the man.

 

Nicky, who had been happily chewing and half-listening, suddenly perked up. “Mom yelled at the postman last week,” he offered brightly.

 

“Because the postman threw the mail onto the porch, baby,” Rio said gently, ruffling his curls.

 

Nicky nodded sagely. “Mail is sacred. That’s what you said.”

 

“Exactly.” Rio turned back to the man, still holding her sleeping daughter like the goddess of maternal rage and justice. “Anyway, we’re good. Agatha’s a professor, I am too, Nicky here builds trebuchets out of sticks, and Violet already rules us all. What else do we need? And don’t tell me you’ve never heard of all those lesbian cliches. We’ve got it covered.”

 

“I also do ballet, and I’m gonna start karate soon,” Nicky added, unpropmted. “And I have a sword. A fake one, but it looks real.”

 

“See?” Agatha said, placing a hand on Rio’s back and turning slightly toward the man. “We’ve got more than enough energy. Male, female, chaotic neutral—it’s all accounted for.”

 

The man let out a tight chuckle. “Right, well. Just sayin’. Some kids do better with a, you know… father figure.”

 

Rio’s eyes went very still.

 

Nicky looked up at him and squinted. “My mom is my dad,” he said matter-of-factly, then took a huge bite of his hot dog.

 

Agatha blinked, then tried to hide her grin. “Honestly, that should be on a mug.”

 

Mark, hovering nearby, finally stepped forward, his voice a little too loud. “Hey, anyone want another round of drinks?” he said desperately. “I’ve got lemonade, iced tea, more beer—let’s keep it light, yeah?”

 

But Rio was already turning away, her focus back on her kids and her wife, dismissing the man with nothing more than the graceful lift of her chin.

 

Agatha leaned in close and murmured with a smirk, “Occasionally lesbians yelling?”

 

Rio didn’t look at her, just gave a sideways glance, amused and sharp. “You know how it is.”

 

Agatha tilted her head, brushing a kiss to Rio’s temple. “You’re perfect.”

 

“Terrifying and perfect,” Rio corrected softly, rocking Violet in her arms as Nicky tried to feed Yellow Dragon a piece of hot dog bun.

 

“Exactly how I like you,” Agatha murmured.

 

Agatha could feel the flicker of a smile pulling at her lips. She was proud of Rio, proud of how she handled things without breaking a sweat. There was something incredibly sexy about the way Rio could disarm people without even trying, and yet still make them feel small—like they didn’t deserve the space they were occupying.

 

But Mark’s friend wasn’t quite finished. He shifted uncomfortably, trying to salvage some dignity. “I didn’t mean it like that, it’s just—”

 

“Oh, I’m sure you didn’t,” Rio cut him off smoothly, her voice dripping with just the right amount of sweetness that it made the man visibly twitch.

 

Agatha couldn’t stop the quiet chuckle that escaped her. Her gaze softened, and her thoughts wandered back to when they first met. The first year of their relationship was a blur of stolen moments, late-night talks, and trying to make sense of their connection amidst all the chaos. There had been a night, early on, when Rio had broken down after a dinner with Agatha’s old classmates. They hadn’t meant to make Rio feel small, but they had, in their casual dismissals and subtle insults. Agatha had seen it in the way Rio’s confidence cracked that night, the vulnerability beneath the surface that she rarely let anyone see. Afterward, she’d stayed up all night with Rio, holding her as she cried, reminding her that she was enough—always enough.

 

And now, here they were. Rio was a mother, a partner, and a force to be reckoned with. She didn’t flinch at a poorly worded comment or a misguided assumption. Rio had come so far. Agatha couldn’t help but feel this swell of pride, more than words could express, as she watched Rio stand her ground with such poise.

 

“Anyway,” Rio continued, still calm, “I’m sure you’ll find plenty of ‘male energy’ around here somewhere. We don’t need it to be a happy home.”

 

She shot Mark’s friend one last look—cool, collected, and entirely uninterested—before turning to face Agatha. Her hand reached out to briefly rest on her wife’s, squeezing it gently as she grinned.

 

“I’m good, love,” Rio said, her voice light again, as if nothing had happened.

 

Agatha leaned in, brushing a kiss against her temple before whispering, “You’re a goddess, you know that?”

 

Rio’s smirk, that wicked, teasing smile that always made Agatha’s heart race, was answer enough.

 

“Flattery will get you everywhere,” Rio teased, her voice light but with that edge of mischievousness Agatha adored.

 

And Agatha, feeling the pull of that smile, felt herself falling even more in love with the woman who had become her whole world. “Good,” she said, her voice soft but full of conviction. “Because I plan on using it as much as I can.”

 

Mark, watching from the grill like a man who had just witnessed a lioness maul a deer in the distance, made the unfortunate decision to approach again. Clearly trying to salvage something from the flaming wreckage of social awkwardness he had helped ignite, he offered a tight smile, hands awkwardly shoved in his pockets.

 

“So, uh…” he started, eyes flicking between Rio—who was perched back in her lawn chair like a queen daring someone to challenge her—and Agatha, who stood effortlessly poised behinf her, hands on the back of her wife’s chair, her white linen ensemble catching the late afternoon sun. “You two seem really… solid.”

 

There was a pause. Violet let out a soft snore against Rio’s chest. Nicky, now bored of the grown-up conversations, had taken to scribbling something on his napkin with a ketchup packet.

 

Rio turned her head, very slowly, toward Mark.

 

“Oh, we’re rock solid,” she said smoothly, but there was venom underneath it. “And just so we’re clear—if you ever flirt with my wife again, I will make you deeply regret it.”

 

Mark blinked, visibly trying not to flinch.

 

“I will destroy you,” Rio continued, the sweetness of her tone belying the venom beneath. She smiled—just a touch too wide, just a bit too cold. “On the neighborhood Facebook group. I know Canva, Mark. And I’m sure my students would love to teach me how to use TikTok. They adore me.” Her grin grew, turning from unsettling to downright predatory. “I can make infographics. I can make slander videos. I can create an entire campaign, and believe me, it will go viral.”

 

Agatha, utterly unfazed, sipped her lemonade with quiet amusement. Then, eyes twinkling over the rim of the glass, she tilted her head down to her wife and said with the faintest sigh, “My love, do be nice.”

 

Rio shrugged, one hand stroking Violet’s back absently. “I am being nice. He still has both eyebrows.”

 

Mark mumbled something vaguely resembling a goodbye and backed away like someone who had just realized he was playing dodgeball with wolves.

 

Nicky looked up from his drawings and squinted at Mark’s retreating figure. “Mommy, you forgot to tell him about the HOA violations.”

 

Rio sighed. “Maybe next time, baby. We’ll keep the ammunition.”

 

Agatha laughed softly, reaching over to brush a stray curl from Rio’s cheek. “You know, I’m starting to think you enjoy this.”

 

Rio didn’t even hesitate. “Immensely.”

 

 


 

 

Back home, Rio padded softly through the nursery. She kissed Violet’s forehead, adjusted the blanket, and whispered something that sounded suspiciously like a promise to protect her from dumb men forever.

 

Once the baby was down, Rio slipped out and headed straight for the living room, where Agatha was curled up on the couch, a book in hand and a knowing smirk already playing on her lips.

 

Without a word, Rio moved toward her, her bare feet padding softly on the floor. She climbed onto the couch with a fluid grace, slipping into Agatha’s lap, her legs draping comfortably on either side of her wife’s body. Her dress was soft, the fabric warm against Agatha’s skin as Rio leaned into her, letting the tension of the afternoon dissolve. She rested her head on Agatha’s shoulder, the weight of her body sinking into the comfort of her wife’s arms. With a deep, dramatic sigh, Rio let her eyes flutter closed, savoring the closeness, the feeling of Agatha’s familiar presence.

 

“Next time,” Rio murmured, her voice barely above a whisper, “I want you to dress intimidating too. Like a Bond villain. You know what I mean.” She shifted slightly, pressing herself closer, her lips brushing against Agatha’s ear as she continued. “Sharp shoulders. Black gloves. Just, evil and stunning.”

 

Agatha’s chuckle vibrated through Rio’s body as she set her book aside. Her arms moved around Rio, pulling her in closer, encircling her in that warm embrace that never failed to calm her. The sensation of Agatha’s arms around her was grounding, like Rio had found her anchor in the storm.

 

 “I only dress like that for you.”

 

Rio’s smirk softened into a smile as she tilted her head, meeting Agatha’s gaze. “I’m glad,” she replied softly. “Because I’d be very disappointed if I didn’t have my very own femme fatale.”

 

Agatha leaned in then, pressing a kiss to the side of Rio’s hair, her lips lingering there for a moment, breathing in the scent of her wife’s hair. “You’re my favorite person in the world,” Agatha murmured, her voice full of love and quiet devotion. “You know that, right?”

 

Rio’s heart fluttered at the words, warmth flooding her chest. She closed her eyes for a moment, letting the intimacy of the moment sink in, the comfort of Agatha’s touch and presence wrapping around her like a warm blanket. “I know,” Rio whispered back, her voice thick with affection. “And you’re mine.”

 

Then Agatha tilted her head slightly with amusement. “You were better-behaved today than I thought you would be.”

 

Rio sat up, affronted. “Excuse me? I should get a medal. I was a model citizen. I let that man live. I made polite conversation. I didn’t flip a single table.”

 

Agatha kissed her cheek gently. “You’re my medal.”

 

The words, spoken so simply, melted Rio instantly. She collapsed back into Agatha’s arms with the weightless form of warm wax, her head resting on Agatha’s shoulder as she sighed in contentment. “Gross,” Rio murmured, but there was no denying the dreamy quality in her voice. “Say that again.”

 

Agatha smirked, her hand brushing through Rio’s hair as she whispered, her lips brushing just beneath Rio’s ear, “You’re my medal.”

 

And then, as if to seal it all, they kissed—slow, deep, and full of everything unspoken, familiar and electric that spoke of years together, of quiet evenings in, of battles fought side by side and victories shared. It was a kiss that said: We survived the BBQ. We are unstoppable.

 

From the kitchen, Nicky’s voice broke through the tender silence.

 

“Are we still mad at Mark,” he yelled, “or can I ask for more hot dogs next time?”

 

Rio groaned and buried her face in Agatha’s neck. “Our son is chaos.”

 

Agatha laughed and held her tighter. “He’s perfect. Just like his moms.”

 

Rio lifted her head, the slightest smirk playing on her lips despite the slight annoyance. “I don’t know if I should be proud or terrified of how much he’s gotten like me,” she admitted with a playful sigh.

 

Agatha shifted slightly, adjusting the way Rio rested against her so they could face each other more comfortably. Her gaze softened as she took in her wife’s expression—equal parts mock outrage and adoration. “Oh, I’m certain it’s both,” she said warmly, the corners of her mouth curling in gentle mischief. “Proud and terrified. That’s parenting, isn’t it?”

 

Rio rolled her eyes, but her smirk only deepened. “Seriously. One more chaotic outburst and I might have to install a padded room just for him,” she muttered, before adding, more fondly, “Though at least he has excellent taste. He’s wild, but he knows quality when he sees it.”

 

Agatha arched an eyebrow, amused. “Meaning…?”

 

Rio shot her a look that was half flirtation, half deadpan. “Meaning he worships the ground I walk on, obviously. And that he stole the last bite of my cookie because he knew I wouldn’t get mad.” She paused, then added dryly, “Which only proves he’s dangerously clever.”

 

Laughing, Agatha tucked a stray strand of hair behind Rio’s ear. “You’re just mad because you’re raising yourself in boy form.”

 

“Exactly! It’s horrifying,” Rio groaned. Then her voice softened a bit, fondness blooming behind her words. “But he was supposed to be your mini-me. Mine is upstairs, fast asleep like the angel she is.” She tilted her head slightly, eyes gleaming with affection. “It’s like they switched blueprints.”

 

Agatha let out a quiet, knowing laugh, her fingers now tracing slow, soothing circles against Rio’s back. “It’s true, isn’t it? Violet—dark hair, dark eyes, born with a poet’s soul—she’s all you. And yet she’s so quiet, so patient already. Like she’s just taking everything in, waiting to cry until she has something important to say.” Her voice dropped to a near-whisper. “Like me.”

 

Rio nodded slowly, smiling at the thought. “Meanwhile Nicky, with his chestnut curls and those absurdly blue eyes, running around like he’s on a mission from the gods of mischief… total me energy. And yet he looks like you. It’s like they skipped the genetics and just swapped vibes entirely.”

 

“Nature’s little inside joke,” Agatha mused, eyes twinkling.

 

“Cruel joke,” Rio muttered, though the way she nuzzled back into Agatha’s embrace made it clear she wasn’t too bothered. “I mean, you carried Nicky, I carried Violet, and yet here we are—raising each other’s temperaments like cosmic payback.”

 

Agatha pressed a kiss to the top of Rio’s head, her voice laced with affection. “And yet, somehow, they’re exactly who they’re meant to be.”

 

Rio let out a contented hum, the energy in her body slowly shifting from playful to peaceful. “Yeah. They really are. Tiny weirdos. Perfect, tiny weirdos.”

 

They sat in silence for a beat, the soft hum of the evening settling around them, broken only by the faint clatter of something in the kitchen and the muffled sound of Nicky’s voice attempting to negotiate with the fridge. Rio chuckled under her breath.

 

“He’s probably bartering with the mustard again,” she said.

 

Agatha snorted. “Last time he tried to convince it to become ketchup.”

 

Rio grinned. “See? Brilliant.”

 

“Terrifying,” Agatha added.

 

“Exactly what I said.”

 

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Chapter 18: Show and Tell - Part I

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One ordinary Tuesday, in the middle of a lecture on the seismic shifts The First World War had triggered in modern poetry—how language fractured, how form broke down, how even rhythm lost its confidence—something changed.

 

Dr. Harkness’s classroom, tucked away on the second floor of the English department, had its own rhythm. The students were used to her cadence: the sharp click of her heels on old linoleum, the graceful arch of her hand as she annotated a Yeats stanza in chalk, the way her voice wrapped itself around Eliot’s despair or Sassoon’s fury and held it aloft, as if examining it against the light. She was elegance and intellect incarnate. Rigorous, articulate, intimidating in the way that made students sit up straighter without quite realizing it. Her expectations were Everest-level high, and her tolerance for laziness—verbal or otherwise—was nonexistent. Phones were never acknowledged. Distractions were eradicated with a look. And when Dr. Harkness lectured, she did not pause. Ever.

 

Which is why the entire class jolted when her phone buzzed quietly against the edge of her desk, and she looked at it. Her hand hovered over her annotated notes on the war poets, her gaze lingering on the screen longer than it should have.

 

Then she smiled.

 

Not a smirk. Not the dry, amused curve of her mouth students knew so well—her signature when someone misinterpreted a stanza or stumbled into the trap of offering a surface reading. No, this was something else entirely.

 

It was soft and private.

 

Dr. Harkness recovered quickly, tucking her phone away, clearing her throat , but something had cracked open. A seam in the porcelain. A flicker of something human and unguarded had slipped through.

 

“Alright,” she said. “Change of plans.”

 

Emma raised an eyebrow from the front row. “Wait. What?”

 

Sophia, seated to her left, froze mid-sentence, her pen hovering above her notebook like a glitch in time. She didn’t freeze. Sophia never froze. Her notes were legendary.

 

Three rows back, Josh leaned over to whisper to Nina, eyes wide. “She’s either about to spring the hardest pop quiz in university history or reveal she has a secret twin who’s been impersonating her this whole time.”

 

Nina narrowed her eyes. “She’s smiling. Like really smiling. That’s not a normal, murder-your-thesis smile. That’s a… baby video smile. Or a TikTok of a kitten befriending a duckling. Should we be scared?”

 

From the far side of the room, Liam slouched further into his chair, throwing one arm over his face. “I knew it. This is how we die. She’s been body-snatched. This is classic possession behavior.”

 

Max, who was half-asleep when the phone buzzed and now fully awake, sat up with a thoughtful squint. “Ten bucks says it’s a guest lecturer. She’s got that look. You know. The ‘I have a surprise and it’s smarter than all of you’ look.”

 

There was a rustle of laughter and nervous murmuring, but it died down the moment Dr. Harkness stepped around her desk. She didn’t scold them. She didn’t even raise a brow at the whispers, which only deepened the class’s collective unease. Instead, she folded her hands behind her back and gave them that same faint, lingering smile—still soft, still entirely unfamiliar.

 

“Today, we’ll be looking at a different kind of war poem. One that’s not in the syllabus. One written… a little closer to home.”

 

Every head snapped up. Every pen hovered. Every spine straightened.

 

Because suddenly, no one was sure whether they were in the presence of their terrifyingly brilliant professor or someone else entirely—someone with a heart wide open and something worth smiling about. And frankly, neither possibility made anyone feel safer.

 

“I have a surprise for you,” she continued. “And the surprise has just arrived.”

 

Now they were fully invested.

 

“Surprise?” Josh perked up like a kid at a birthday party. “Like… snacks? Because I would kill for snacks.”

 

“Is it a fire drill?” Liam asked, already halfway out of his seat, hope glimmering in his eyes like a man desperate for freedom.

 

Emma gasped. “Oh my God. Are we going on a field trip? I knew I should’ve worn better shoes—wait, should I bring my notes?!”

 

“No, and no,” Agatha replied smoothly, a wry smile brushing her lips, though her tone gave nothing away. “You’re staying right here.”

 

A collective groan echoed around the room like thunder—thirty variations of disappointment in unison.

 

“I’ve invited three guest lecturers,” Agatha announced. “One is a scholar. The other two are future PhD students.”

 

The reaction was immediate. Louder groans, dramatic head-thuds against desks, hands thrown skyward in existential protest.

 

Oh no,” Max said. “Is this one of those ‘learn from someone closer to your age’ things? Is it going to be some guy who did a TED Talk in college and thinks he’s Gandhi?”

 

“Please tell me it’s not another motivational speaker,” Nina muttered darkly. “I swear, if anyone says the phrase ‘you are the author of your own story’ again, I’m walking out.”

 

Agatha raised a single brow, the universal symbol of you children try my patience. “You all wound me,” she said dryly.

 

“No offense, Dr. Harkness,” Josh said, already bracing for disappointment, “but when professors say ‘guest lecture,’ it’s always someone named Harold in a corduroy blazer with elbow patches who wants to talk about Latin root words and the healing power of being on time.”

 

“Hard pass,” Emma agreed. “We came for you. Your lectures are like academic theatre. Don’t replace your greatness with some dude who brought a PowerPoint and his midlife crisis.”

 

Agatha didn’t answer right away. She merely smiled again—that smile. The one that said she knew something none of them did. The kind of smile people in Gothic novels see right before being handed a mysterious key and a bad idea.

 

“You may want to adjust your expectations,” she said. “One of them has authored multiple peer-reviewed papers on poetic mortality. The other two… well, they’re about to become the smartest this university has ever seen.”

 

Liam, slouched as usual, sat up an inch straighter.

 

“Wait, what?” he asked, looking around. “Is that code for—what is that code for?”

 

Before Agatha could speak again, a new sound cut through the undercurrent of whispring students: the soft echo of footsteps approaching from down the hallway, accompanied by low, indistinct conversation. The classroom stilled as heads turned toward the source, like a school of fish sensing something shift in the current.

 

Agatha returned to her desk without a flicker of surprise. She straightened a stack of papers she didn’t need to straighten and glanced at the clock—not because she needed to check the time, but as though everything was proceeding precisely when and how she intended.

 

“They’re here.”

 

A ripple of energy passed through the room. Chairs creaked. Eyes darted. Nina sat forward, eyes sharp. Sophia finally set her pen down. Josh mouthed what is happening at no one in particular. Even Liam abandoned his usual slouch.

 

Then, a knock on the classroom door.

 

No one moved.

 

Agatha didn’t react immediately. She simply stood there for a heartbeat, letting the suspense linger before she turned towards the door. She walked to the door with measured steps, like whatever or whoever waited on the other side was no surprise to her at all, and opened it. 

 

And in walked Rio Harkness-Vidal.

 

But not the Dr. Vidal they were used to.

 

Not the hurricane in combat boots who stormed into class ten minutes early every Monday with a triple espresso and three tabs open in her brain. Not the chaotic genius who once climbed onto a chair to passionately recite Sylvia Plath, then immediately pivoted to threatening the projector with a tragic sonnet when it wouldn’t connect. Not the woman who hosted office hours like a stand-up show and somehow made structuralism feel like a rebellion.

 

This was not that Rio.

 

The Rio that stepped into the room wore a long gingham dress in soft blue and white, loose around her curves, cinched just enough to hint at her usual boldness but radiating something gentler. Her hair was tucked behind one ear in a lazy braid she probably forgot she did. She looked like she hadn’t slept, but also like she wouldn’t have it any other way.

 

In her arms—peacefully snoozing against her chest—was a baby.

 

The baby.

 

The very reason Agatha Harkness had just smiled like the sun was an inside joke.

 

Wrapped up like a tiny royal, little Violet Harkness-Vidal was dressed in the purple onesie that sent a wave of recognition through the classroom. Emma’s mouth fell open. Nina sat perfectly still. Max blinked three times in disbelief before jabbing Liam in the ribs. Sophia’s pen stopped moving mid-word and didn’t move again. Even Josh, who rarely went more than ten seconds without saying something, was completely silent.

 

Until Emma gasped. “Is that—?”

 

“It is!” Nina whispered, clutching her notebook. “That’s the onesie we gave her at the baby shower!”

 

Indeed, the onesie - lavender and a little oversized - was emblazoned with a bold, slightly chaotic design: “Made from Science and Chaos.”

 

It looked simultaneously ridiculous and perfect.

 

Rio beamed at them, sleep-deprived and gorgeous and glowing like the moon. She swayed gently without realizing it, rocking Violet in that unconscious way only mothers do. And for once, every student in the room was speechless. Agatha, still standing just to the side, looked at her wife like the answer to a question no one else could hear. Her features relaxed into something rare and open, something vulnerable that only Rio ever seemed to unlock.

 

“You can come in now, my love.”

 

And Rio did, like she belonged there. Because she did. Because this was her class too, in a way.

 

Because these students had walked with her through poems and panic attacks, through deadlines and Dante, through birth plans and metaphor breakdowns and unsolicited parenting advice from Josh.

 

Because they had all—every single one of them—waited for this moment. And it was perfect.

 

Josh made a sound somewhere between a squeal and a gasp. Sophia blinked like she had just seen a unicorn. Emma’s hand flew to her heart. Liam audibly whispered, “Holy crap,” and Max mouthed, I knew it, with the glee of a kid who had finally won a long-standing bet with himself.

 

Because now it all made sense. The smiles. The softness. The surprise.

 

The woman Agatha called my love was none other than Rio Harkness-Vidal.

 

The Rio Vidal. Dr. Vidal. The youngest faculty member on campus. The firecracker from the literature department. The woman half the school was a little obsessed with and the other half was slightly afraid of.

 

And in her arms now was the smallest human they had ever seen.

 

A baby. Their baby.

 

“Oh my God,” Emma whispered, nearly standing as though the moment required some kind of respect. “That’s Violet! She’s so small.”

 

Suddenly, Nicky popped in behind Rio like a tiny stormtrooper, holding a rainbow-colored tote bag over one shoulder like a messenger of the baby apocalypse, two little dragon heads peeking out of it, one blue, one yellow. The bag bounced against his side, absurdly oversized for his small frame and filled to the brim with what looked like everything and nothing all at once.

 

He stopped in the doorway, hands on his hips like he’d just entered a battlefield. “We brought backup diapers and emergency snacks,” he announced with great importance, puffing out his chest as if this made him commander of the family infantry. Then he marched straight to the teacher’s desk and saluted Agatha with a sharpness only learned through careful observation of superhero cartoons.

 

“Dr. Mama,” he declared solemnly, “we brought Vivi. The soldier said she had a special pass like me.”

 

A few students blinked.

 

“Soldier?” Josh whispered.

 

“He means the registrar,” Sophia hissed, equal parts amused and horrified.

 

Agatha laughed. She bent down and scooped Nicky into her arms for a brief second, pressing a kiss to his temple before setting him back down on the desk.

 

“You did good, general,” she murmured, ruffling his hair.

 

Rio smiled at him fondly and then looked around at the stunned faces. “Hi, class,” she said sweetly, rocking Violet. “I heard you all survived the war while I was on leave.”

 

“We tried,” Liam said, still mesmerized by the little thing waking up in his teacher’s arms.

 

“You’re doing amazing, sweeties,” Rio replied with a wink, shifting Violet to one side like she was cradling royalty. “Really. No blood on the floor. Minimal fire. I’m proud.”

 

Emma’s mouth was open. Max looked like he was calculating the timeline of every faculty rumor they’d ever heard. Liam leaned toward Josh and whispered, “Okay but… who are you and what have you done with our Dr. Vidal? The one who broke the vending machine with a hairpin?”

 

Josh nodded slowly. “And probably reassembled it. While grading papers.”

 

Agatha, still somehow the calmest person in the room despite her son commandeering the desk and her wife now co-teaching with a baby on her hip, folded her arms and arched a brow. “They’re here for a brief visit. And before anyone asks—yes, you can look at the baby, after you prove to me you know the difference between Modernism and Postmodernism.”

 

A collective groan echoed.

 

Rio grinned. “We don’t let just anyone near the princess.”

 

Nicky nodded from the desk, now opening a pack of gummy bears. “You gotta earn Violet.”

 

Violet yawned. Sophia let out a strangled squeak.

 

Agatha returned to the front of the room, her hand finding its natural place at the small of Rio’s back.

 

She turned to face the room. “Students,” she started, “please welcome your guest lecturers: Dr. Rio Vidal, and her assistants, Violet and Nicholas.”

 

“Assistants?” Rio repeated with a laugh, adjusting Violet in her arms. “That’s generous. She mostly throws up and cries during phone calls,” she said, nodding toward the baby, “and he interrupts every twenty minutes to demand snacks, ask what metaphors are again, or share unsolicited opinions about breakfast cereal rankings.”

 

“Those rankings are the truth, Mom,” Nicky mumbled, indignant.

 

Agatha didn’t waver. “And yet,” she said, eyes sweeping across the room, “they contribute more than some of you.”

 

The class laughed, and just like that, the spell was broken, but the magic lingered.

 

As if on cue, Violet blinked herself fully awake, peered out from Rio’s arms at the baffled audience, and made a noise that landed somewhere between a hiccup and a full-scale war cry, fierce, indignant, and unbothered by public speaking.

 

Max leaned toward Sophia. “Okay, yeah. That baby’s clearly the boss.”

 

Rio patted Violet’s back with a smirk. “She’s got a lot to say about Modernist disillusionment. Probably because none of you made eye contact with her mother for two years.”

 

“That’s not true,” Liam said quickly. “I made eye contact once. I regretted it immediately. Now trying to make eye-contact is my life goal.”

 

Agatha chuckled softly beside her. “I remember. You dropped your coffee and quoted Eliot backward.”

 

“I panicked!”

 

Rio leaned closer to Agatha, her voice low enough that only she could hear. “You know, this is wildly unprofessional. Bringing your hot wife and two kids into the classroom just because you wanted to show them off.”

 

Agatha’s eyes twinkled. “I don’t recall hearing any complaints.”

 

“Oh no,” Rio whispered, with a grin, “I’m the complaint department. People complain to me. I’m also head of snacks and nap enforcement.”

 

“Tenure does strange things to people,” Agatha murmured.

 

Behind them, Nicky raised a hand.

 

“Yes, darling?” Agatha said.

 

“Do I get to teach too?” he asked, bouncing slightly on the desk.

 

“Sure,” Rio said. “Pick a Modernist poet and explain why they’d be terrible at Minecraft.”

 

Nicky beamed. “Easy. Ezra Pound would get banned in five minutes, that’s what you said Mommy, remeber ?”

 

The students laughed and they started getting up to move closer. Rio barely had time to blink before they surrounded her in a semi-circle of awestruck noise.

 

“Oh my God—”

“She’s so tiny—”

“Her eyelashes! Look at her eyelashes! Are they legal?!”

 

“Back up, give her space, don’t scare the baby—Nina, you’re vibrating—”

 

Agatha, anticipating the impending storm, moved like lightning. She reached out and carefully lifted Violet from Rio’s arms with a infinite tenderness. Violet made a soft grumbly sound but quickly settled against her Mama’s chest, her little hand clutching a piece of Agatha’s dress.

 

“No one touches the baby without washing their hands first,” Agatha said in that authoritative-professor tone that shut up even Liam mid-sentence.

 

Sophia immediately raised her hands in surrender. “Totally fair. Completely reasonable. I respect that.”

 

“I’m clean!” Max blurted, sniffing his palms like that proved anything. Nina snorted.

 

Emma, who had recovered her notebook and her dignity, narrowed her eyes. “You were literally just chewing on your pen and have ink around your mouth. I watched you.”

 

Max’s jaw dropped. “Really, Emma?”

 

“Betrayal is my middle name,” she replied coolly.

 

Josh, meanwhile, was already digging through his backpack. “I have hand sanitizer! It smells like pinecones!”

 

Rio, bemused but visibly touched, leaned casually against the edge of the desk and watched the unfolding chaos like someone who had expected a storm and brought popcorn. Her eyes flicked to Agatha—who, with a baby on her chest and a room full of barely-contained undergrads at her feet, looked like a painting of maternal command.

 

“She has your grip,” Agatha murmured to Rio barely above the noise, unconsciouly stroking her daughter’s little hand, where it had clutched the collar of her dress.

 

“She has your attitude,” Rio replied, smiling.

 

And Violet, nestled safely between them, snuffled once, unimpressed by all the fuss, and went right back to sleep.

 

“My god, I missed you all,” Rio declared, planting her hands on her hips and looking at the class fondly. “You’ve somehow gotten louder. How is that even possible?”

 

Nina crossed her arms and tilted her head. “We’re thriving in your absence,” she said dryly. “But also emotionally devastated. You ruined us.”

 

“We cried a lot,” Emma piped in, brushing her hair back and nodding solemnly. “Like. A lot. Ugly crying.”

 

“She’s not wrong,” Liam added, a hand over his heart. “I mourned you like a war widow.”

 

Sophia was already scribbling in the margins of her notebook: Vidal returns: air brighter, morale higher, Harkness suspiciously soft-eyed.

 

Rio laughed again. “Well, you all look like real second-year material now,” she said. “Tired. Over-caffeinated. Emotionally unstable. I’m so proud.”

 

Josh raised his hand. “Question for the panel: Is the baby magic?”

 

“She’s chaos,” Rio answered solemnly. “So, yes.”

 

“I knew it,” Nina shouted, pointing an accusing finger toward Agatha. “She married a chaos witch and now they’re breeding.”

 

“Watch your tone,” Rio said, mock-stern. “That chaos witch is my wife.”

 

Agatha cleared her throat, adjusting the baby in her arms. “I would remind you that this is still my classroom,” she said, with a level of composure that fooled no one.

 

Rio grinned, all teeth and mischief again. “And yet somehow, I’m the one causing the disruption.”

 

“You always are,” Agatha murmured, not looking away.

 

The room had fallen quiet again, but it was a different kind of silence, filled with awe and amusement and the sense that they were witnessing something important.

 

Because Rio hadn’t just come back.

 

She’d come home.

 

Nicky, now perched cross-legged atop Agatha’s desk like a king holding court, looked positively delighted with the attention. His curls bounced as he swung his legs with purpose, basking in the undivided awe of a room full of college students. Agatha, for reasons known only to herself, made no move to stop him.

 

“Okay, rapid fire,” Nina said, halfway between amused and bewildered. “What’s her favorite color?”

 

“She’s a baby,” Nicky replied patiently, as though explaining basic logic to deeply uninformed adults. “She doesn’t know colors yet. But I think it’s purple. Like her name. And Mama.”

 

“That’s… weirdly poetic,” Sophia murmured, already scribbling it down in the margin of her notes.

 

Josh leaned forward. “What’s her favorite snack?”

 

“Mommy,” Nicky said without hesitation, lifting a small finger to point at Rio. “She snacks on Mommy’s boobies.”

 

There was a stunned pause. Liam and Josh turned a vivid shade of red, caught somewhere between horror and secondhand embarrassment. Emma dropped her pen and actually whispered, “Oh my God.”

 

Rio choked on her own laughter. “Jesus Christ, Nicky.”

 

Agatha did not flinch. She didn’t even blink. Her face remained a mask of perfect neutrality, which somehow made everything ten times worse. The students were all watching her now, waiting for a reaction, a correction, a raised brow—something.

 

Nothing.

 

“Agatha,” Rio wheezed, still laughing. “You’ve got to stop being this calm. It’s unnerving.”

 

Agatha simply sipped her tea, which had appeared in her hand at some point like magic. “It’s called maintaining authority,” she said mildly. “Something you’ve clearly abandoned.”

 

Nicky, unbothered by the commotion he’d caused, raised both arms grandly. “I am the big brother. I know everything.”

 

“God help us,” Sophia murmured.

 

“I knew he was your kid,” Max said to Rio, grinning. “No one else could birth that level of chaotic confidence.”

 

“Actuzlly, Agatha birthed him,” Rio said flatly.

 

Max blinked. “Oh. Then I stand corrected. That explains the poker face.”

 

Agatha didn’t deny it. She simply gave Max a serene, mildly threatening smile that said: And I could end you, too.

 

Nicky just grinned wider. “Anyway. She also likes giraffes.”

 

Sophia leaned toward Rio. “Can I just say… you look really happy?”

 

“I am really happy,” Rio said, voice quiet now. “Exhausted. I haven’t had a hot coffee in ten months, thanks to pregnancy and now this little one who thinks sleep is optional. Last week I cried—like, full meltdown, because someone put the forks in the wrong drawer. Turns out it was me.” She gave a small laugh, breathless and self-aware. “But I’m also the happiest I’ve ever been. It’s… ridiculous, how much love there is.”

 

Emma made a choked sound. “Oh god, I’m going to cry.”

 

Agatha, holding Violet with one hand, calmly offered Emma a tissue from her desk drawer with the other. “Please cry quietly. We just got her to sleep.”

 

Emma took the tissue with a grateful sniffle, while Josh reached over to pat her shoulder, pretending to be stoic despite the suspicious shine in his own eyes.

 

“So,” Max asked, practically bouncing now, “when are you coming back? Are we counting down yet?”

 

“Next semester,” Rio said, and before she could even finish the sentence, the room erupted. Cheers, clapping, someone whooped. Even Violet stirred at the noise, letting out a tiny squeak before resettling in Agatha’s arms.

 

Rio laughed, overwhelmed in the best way. “By then,” she said, pointing at them with mock sternness, “you’ll all be third-years. Practically ancient. I expect you to take my class. All of you.”

 

“With snacks!” added Josh.

 

“Yes,” Rio agreed, eyes twinkling. “Bring snacks. Good ones. I’ve missed grading essays with chocolate.”

 

“We’ll bring the entire vending machine if that’s what it takes,” Liam said solemnly. “Also—front row. I call it.”

 

Sophia grinned and tilted her head, eyes on the sleeping bundle in Agatha’s arms. “Do we get to see Violet again?”

 

Rio’s mouth curled into a proud, tired smile. “If you bring excellent snacks and behave like halfway decent humans, I’ll think about it.”

 

“Deal,” said Sophia.

 

“Done,” echoed the rest.

 

Agatha glanced around at the now-sniffling, chaotic circle of students, then down at Violet, who yawned in her sleep. “Well,” she said dryly, “at least I know she’s inheriting a village.”

 

Violet let out a soft, breathy coo from the crook of Agatha’s arm, her tiny fingers flexing in the direction of the laughter. Still half-asleep, she stretched one fist toward the sound like she was trying to touch the warmth in the room. Agatha glanced down and, without hesitation, pressed a kiss to the crown of Violet’s downy head.

 

And the students… just stared. For once, words failed them.

 

They stared at Dr. Vidal, their firecracker professor, laughing so freely her whole body leaned into it, her head tossed back, curls bouncing. They stared at Dr. Harkness, who once silenced a room with a single look, now swaying gently with a sleeping infant in her arms like she’d done it a thousand times. Like this version of her—so still, so soft—had always been just beneath the surface, waiting for the right moment to emerge.

 

And then there was Nicky, perched on the edge of the desk like a small, overqualified consultant, explaining Violet’s feeding and napping schedule with furrowed brows and tiny hand gestures, as if he were giving a keynote speech at an international summit. “She doesn’t like the blue pacifier,” he was saying gravely, “but the green one is okay if you sing a little.”

 

A tiny, chaotic, beautiful family. One made up of long nights and unwashed coffee mugs. Of dry academic sarcasm and sleepy morning cuddles. Built on science and poetry, stubbornness and trust, sleepless chaos and the kind of fierce, unyielding love that didn’t need to be explained—it just was.

 

And somehow, they—the students—got to witness it. Up close. In real time. As it bloomed right in front of them. Some things changed you just by being seen. This was one of them.

 

With the chaos somewhat wrangled and the baby safely back in Mom’s arms, Agatha checked the time. “We still have half an hour of class.”

 

“But—” Max started, already halfway into his protest.

 

“Nope.” Agatha shut it down with the surgical precision of a woman who had absolutely no time for nonsense. “Dr. Vidal, Violet, and our guest lecturer Nicky are staying. I, however, am continuing the lecture.”

 

The grumbling continued half-heartedly until Rio, already retreating to the back of the classroom with Violet snuggled against her shoulder, turned and raised a single finger. “You heard the professor. Eyes front. I’m just background noise now.”

 

“You are never background noise,” Emma said under her breath, but still turned obediently back around.

 

Meanwhile, Liam, sensing an opportunity to win some lifelong points, scooted to the side and patted the seat next to him. “Wanna sit with me, buddy?”

 

Nicky’s face lit up. “Yes! You make the best dragon noises!”

 

Liam beamed. “You have excellent taste.”

 

“Wow,” Nina said dryly, watching Nicky clamber into the chair beside Liam. “That was the most casual public praise I’ve ever seen weaponized.”

 

“Shh,” Josh said. “Let the kid have his moment. He’s already cooler than all of us.”

 

“Accurate,” Sophia murmured.

 

Agatha took her place at the front, chalk in hand, back in her element as she began, “Now. Post-war poetry. We’ll begin with a focus on the disillusionment of language after trauma—”

 

But none of the students lasted more than three minutes before their eyes betrayed them, drifting inevitably to the back of the room.

 

How could they not?

 

There, in the far corner, sat Rio—not Dr. Vidal today, not the sharp, brilliant whirlwind who usually stormed into lectures with too many books and too much caffeine in her veins. No, this Rio was something else entirely. She’d curled into the chair, legs tucked underneath, her gingham dress rumpled where Violet’s small fists had found the buttons and refused to let go.

 

This Rio was a mom.

 

Violet lay curled against her chest, utterly content, making the occasional soft noise that broke the classroom’s fragile concentration. Rio, unfazed, whispered gently to her, sometimes pointing at the chalkboard like she was giving a very quiet lecture of her own, other times just murmuring whatever nonsense would keep the baby soothed. This Rio was still herself. But softer now. Slower. She smiled down at Violet every time the baby shifted or stretched or squeaked, her face lit up like nothing else in the room existed. She rocked with unconscious rhythm, as if her body had already learned the tempo of motherhood in silence and shadows while the rest of them were still catching up.

 

Every time a student twisted in their chair for a peek, unable to resist the pull of the moment, Rio met their gaze with raised brows and a very pointed gesture—two fingers from her eyes to the front of the room. “Focus,” she mouthed everytime.

 

The students turned back around, chastened but grinning.…Until the next coo.

 

Then it happened again.

 

And again.

 

And still, Agatha never broke stride. She paced the front with Violet’s blanket slung over one shoulder and chalk dust clinging faintly to her sleeve, delivering a brilliant, razor-sharp analysis of fragmented syntax and post-traumatic metaphor as though nothing in the room were different. She didn’t comment on the repeated distractions or the quiet giggles, the turned heads, the stolen glances.

 

Because truthfully… she was distracted too.

 

Between lines of verse and moments of silence, her own gaze slipped to the back of the room more often than she cared to admit. Every time it did, Rio was already looking back.

 

Their eyes met, again and again, across the rows of students and years of memory—like a well-worn path that only they could walk, invisible to everyone else but unmistakable to them. There was no need for words. There never had been, really. Their rhythm was older than the class, older than the wedding rings they both wore, older than Violet’s tiny fingers curled into Rio’s dress.

 

And that gaze held whole lifetimes

 

For just a breath, Agatha wasn’t this version of the unflappable professor in her dark blue linen dress, chalk dust on her fingers and a stack of Post-war poetry books on the desk beside her.

 

She was the one who used to glance up from this very desk and find a student staring back. A girl who fidgeted with her pen, her scarf, her earrings—God, always the earrings—and who asked questions like they were battle cries.

 

And Rio—Rio wasn’t the seosoned scholar, or the dazzling guest lecturer, or even the radiant mother cradling their daughter in her arms.

 

She was the girl who’d once barreled through the seminar door early, cheeks flushed from the cold, talking before she even sat down. Who had scribbled poetry in the margins of her syllabus and argued fiercely with every poet Agatha assigned, sometimes just to make her laugh and who never left Agatha’s thoughts again, not for a single day.

 

Now here they were. Married. Parents. Professors. Still orbiting around each other like gravity had chosen them from the beginning.

 

They smiled then. Soft, secret smiles.

 

A smile that said, We made it.

 

A smile that said, I still see you.

 

A smile that belonged to this room just as much as the blackboard and the rows of chairs and the poems scrawled in chalk. Where it all started.

 

And no one else noticed.

 

Except maybe Sophia, who glanced between them with a tiny, knowing look and promptly buried her face in her notebook with suspicious haste.

 

But that was fine. Some things were meant to be quiet. Some love stories didn’t need grand gestures or sweeping declarations. Sometimes, all it took was a look. And a classroom.

 

And the lives they’d built from that first glance forward.

 

Emma turned around again and Rio raised one hand, flicking her fingers in a silent shoo like she was chasing away a particularly stubborn pigeon. Emma stuck out her tongue before obediently turning back around.

 

At the front of the room, Agatha didn’t even pause her lecture. She kept writing, her chalk scratching across the blackboard in steady rhythm. But her voice cut through the low hum of the room with surgical precision.

 

“Miss Carter,” she said, still facing the board, “if you turn around one more time, I will be assigning additional reading. Seventy pages. Minimum.”

 

Emma yelped like she’d been burned. “Not Bunting again,” she groaned under her breath, whipping her head forward so fast her ponytail smacked Max in the face.

 

Max leaned toward her, eyes wide. “How does she know?”

 

Rio, rocking Violet gently in her lap, just grinned. “She always knows,” she mouthed back, and the baby kicked her tiny feet in agreement.

 

Something else settled in the air. Something warmer than poetry. Something deeper than footnotes and threats of more assigned readings.

 

Love, in its quiet, enduring form.

 

The sort that once sparked in this very classroom between stolen glances and spirited debates and late afternoons where neither of them could quite walk away. The sort that had gone out into the world, changed shape, grown fuller—had become rings and cribs and coffee gone cold—but had never, ever left.

 

And now it had come back home.

 

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Notes:

To all my regular commenters—and those who drop by from time to time—thank you. You make me feel so supported and safe. I love you all!

Also, I was totally wearing a blue gingham dress today, so yeah, Rio's dress comes from my own wardrobe, that's all the inspiration I had.

Chapter 19: Show and Tell - Part II

Notes:

Nicky is not done traumatizing his student friends (and his moms, let's be real). Let's call it payback.

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Agatha was mid-sentence—something about fragmented syntax in the wake of war—when a sudden, piercing wail cut through the classroom. Everyone in the classroom flinched like a single body. Heads swiveled. Pens dropped. A few students visibly jumped in their seats.

 

Violet.

 

The tiny baby’s cry rang out with all the righteous indignation of someone who had very strong opinions about the state of post-war poetic structures and zero patience left to pretend otherwise. Her little fists clenched, her face scrunched up in a perfect picture of scholarly rebellion.

 

For one stunned heartbeat, the room froze.

 

“Oh my god,” Emma whispered, hand clutching her chest. “She even cries cute.”

 

“She’s like… an angry marshmallow,” Nina added, breathless.

 

Liam leaned across the table toward Josh, barely containing his grin. “She sounds exactly like Dr. Vidal when she’s grading finals. Like—same tone. Same soul-crushing menace.”

 

“I do not sound like that,” Rio said immediately from the back, not even looking up from where she was gently adjusting Violet in her arms. Her voice was calm, clearly this was not the baby’s first dramatic moment of the day.

 

And then Nicky—bless his seven-year-old soul, seated regally next to Liam with a juice box in one hand he had fished from Rio’s bag and Blue Dragon on the seat next to him—looked up. “Yes, Mom. You do.”

 

Rio shot him a betrayed look. “You too, my son?”

 

But the little traitor was already sipping contentedly, unbothered by the scandal he’d just unleashed. “You always make that sound when Mama hides your drumsticks because you’re too loud and make the walls shake,” he added brightly. “Or when she says there won’t be any secret door opening tonight. Whatever that means.”

 

Dead. Silence.

 

Just like that, God left the room.

 

Someone let out a strangled “Oh my God—” before devolving into a full-body coughing fit. Josh slid halfway down his chair, his face beet red. Liam looked like he’d been physically puched by the amount of glee he couldn’t quite contain.

 

Rio froze. Her soul left her body and her entire face went crimson as she dropped her gaze straight to the top of Violet’s fuzzy head, refusing—refusing—to meet Agatha’s eyes.

 

“I’m going to die,” she whispered. “This is how I die. Not from old age. Not from an academic scandal. But because my child decided to become a metaphorical nuke.”

 

Her arms tightened reflexively around Violet, as though the baby could absorb her into the Earth by sheer maternal proximity. “Nope,” she said, eyes locked on her daughter’s fuzzy head. “Nope. No eye contact. I’m not here. I am a tree in the forest. I do not exist. Or a fern in the corner. I photosynthesize and do not exist.”

 

From the front of the classroom, Agatha paused mid-word. She didn’t even look at Rio, but one brow lifted by the most imperceptible degree, enough that anyone paying attention might suspect she was deeply amused and mentally filing this for later, and the slightest bit embarrassed. But it wasn’t just amusement or embarrassment. It was the carefully banked delight of a woman who absolutely heard that, and was currently weighing whether her wife would spontaneously combust if she said a single word.

 

“We really, really need to be more discreet in front of him,” Rio hissed in a voice she hoped only Violet could hear, high-pitched and desperate. “Like, start-using-Latin-again level discreet.”

 

“Too late,” Sophia whispered gleefully. “The door is open, and the kids are running through it. They’re already in Narnia”

 

“Is that what you call it?” Josh gasped, scandalized.

 

Liam was still wheezing. “Oh my God, they have a code! Our teachers have naughty metaphors.

 

Emma looked seconds away from needing a cold compress. “Please, please, please, tell me it doens’t mean what I think it means!”

 

Rio let out a pained noise that could only be described as a strangled prayer. Violet hiccupped.

 

Finally, Agatha turned around. She calmly dusted chalk from her fingers, her expression was unreadable except for the slight, satisfied tilt to her mouth and lightest blush on her cheekbones. “If we’re quite done violating your professors’ privacy,” she said smoothly, as though she hadn’t just been outed by her seven-year-old son as the dungeon master of some erotic domestic fantasy life, “we’ll return to trauma, fragmentation, and the collapse of structural coherence.”

 

I feel structurally collapsed,” Sophia muttered.

 

Nina nodded. “I feel like we just lived all of that.”

 

“Lived it? I need therapy,” Emma muttered, fanning herself with her notebook. « Or a priest. »

 

“And I need brain bleach,” Josh said faintly.

 

Rio, trying valiantly to collect herself, bounced Violet gently in her arms to try to calm down the still crying infant and cleared her throat, as dignified as the situation allowed her to be. “Focus, please. Ignore my child. He is… creatively literal. And also grounded until college.”

 

“But Mom! It’s magic!” Nicky insisted, clearly confused by the extreme reaction his very innocent words had caused.

 

“Oh, it’s magic, all right,” Josh whispered darkly. “Forbidden, ancient, spellbook-under-the-bed magic.”

 

From Nicky’s seat, the sound of a juice box straw slurping loudly echoed across the room. “I like magic. Magic made Violet!" he said cheerfully.

 

Agatha closed her eyes.

 

Rio screamed internally.

 

And that was it. Emma hissed. Nina banged her head on her desk. Liam didn’t know if he should fist bump Nicky or cover his ears. And Josh, choking on his own laughter, wheezed, “This is why I don’t trust kids. They see everything. They hear everything. They remember everything.”

 

Agatha finally looked straight at her wife then. Rio raised her eyebrows in warning.

 

But Agatha only smirked, one eyebrow arched in a way that somehow said I’m amused and This is all still under control at the same time. She didn’t say anythingmore—just gave Violet a small nod, like one commander acknowledging another.

 

Rio shot her one last look of betrayal—I hope you know you’re not getting any tonight.

 

Agatha didn’t say anything. Didn’t laugh. But her smirk deepened. Challenge accepted.

 

Rio adjusted Violet in her lap, bouncing her gently as the baby’s cry did not wound down, completely unbothered by her mother’s metaphorical funeral. Her cries got louder and louder.

 

Sophia, unable to help herself, leaned over to whisper, “Tiny feminist in distress!”

 

That got a real laugh out of Rio. “She’s protesting structural inequality in literary academia and the unfair treatment of Mom in her professional environment, aren’t you baby girl?” she cooed. “Or maybe she’s just hungry. Who’s to say?”

 

Josh raised a hand, trying to shake the previous image from his brain. “Is it too soon to nominate her for the cutest guest lecturer award?”

 

“I second that,” Liam said, still trying to calm his laughter down.

 

Agatha sighed quietly as she glanced toward the back row. “If you’re all quite finished worshipping my daughter’s ability to shriek in E-flat—”

 

“She is musically gifted!” Emma gasped.

 

“—can we go back to what I was saying before I was rudely interrupted by both of my heirs?” 

 

Rio, already rising to her feet, gently bounced Violet in her arms and sighed like a woman shouldering great, adorable burdens. “Alright, alright. Let’s try this again, little flower.”

 

She began to pace at the back of the classroom, her steps fluid, almost balletic, the soft blue gingham of her dress fluttering around her legs with each movement. She walked slowly, rhythmically, bouncing Violet gently and murmuring to her in soft tones that didn’t carry over the students’ awestruck whispering. Maybe she was explaining iambic pentameter to Violet. Maybe she was just murmuring nonsense syllables in a rhythm designed to calm them both. Either way, the sound had the uncanny effect of quieting not just the baby, but the entire classroom.

 

Even Agatha paused to watch for a moment. The stern academic edges had eased, a smile lingering at the corners of her mouth that hadn’t been there before. Not even the chalk in her hand—her scepter, her weapon—could distract her from the way Rio moved.

 

“She looks like a goddess,” Max whispered to Nina, who nodded back.

 

“Like a war godess on maternity leave,” Nina added.

 

Josh leaned closer, squinting like Rio might catch fire if he stared too long. “Do you think if we keep watching, she’ll assign us a surprise exam just out of spite?”

 

“She definitely will,” Sophia muttered, still clutching her notes.

 

Agatha cleared her throat with a pointed look, and the students quickly turned back to the board—though not without a few more glances over their shoulders.

 

Back to the woman in the gingham dress.

Back to the baby.

Back to the hush of something they didn’t have words for yet.

 

But maybe someday, they’d write about it.

 

But soothing Violet didn’t work—because the poor baby wasn’t tired. She was hungry.

 

Rio sighed quietly as she paced, realizing it a moment too late when Violet began rooting against her shoulder and making increasingly distressed sounds. She looked down at her daughter, her brow creasing with that familiar mix of concern and calculation: how do I fix this, fast, with dignity, in front of thirty undergrads and my devastatingly composed wife?

 

Agatha saw it instantly.

 

She didn’t stop lecturing—not for a second. In the same breath with which she analyzed Yeats’s cyclical conception of time and the unraveling nature of modern subjectivity, she glanced once toward the front desk, noted the familiar diaper bag sitting neatly beneath it, bent down, and retrieved a soft nursing cloth. She continued speaking as she stepped off the podium, strolling to the back of the classroom like she had all the time in the world. The cloth rested neatly over one arm like an offering. Her voice remained steady and articulate—something about the Second Coming and “a gaze blank and pitiless as the sun”—and yet somehow it only made the gesture more tender.

 

She reached Rio and handed her the cloth.

 

No words. No fuss. Just calm precision. Like choreography. Like love. Rio looked up at her wife and caught her gaze. Agatha gave her a small, imperceptible nod.

 

“Thank you,” Rio whispered, but she didn’t need to say it—her eyes said everything.

 

The students had fallen into stunned silence watching the whole thing. Nina clutched her notebook to her chest, her breath catching in something that was almost awe. She blinked, her voice a whisper full of quiet reverence, barely audible. “Okay,” she murmured, her eyes wide with wonder. “I wanna be married like that someday.”

 

She turned to Josh, her elbow poking him sharply in the ribs, her gaze now intense. “Josh. Take notes.”

 

Josh, who had been leaning forward, snapped out of his daze and looked at her, blinking. “Huh?”

 

Nina leaned in, a look passing between them. “You need to be that kind of husband. You see how she takes care of her? How Harkness looks at her? I want that.”

 

Rio, completely unbothered by the attention now, gently shifted Violet in her arms and sat down again. With deft movements, she tucked the soft cloth over her shoulder and chest, unbuttoned her dress and adjusted Violet to nurse. There was absolutely no shame in breastfeeding, not in their house or their world—but that didn’t mean she was about to flash her breasts to her entire sophomore seminar.

 

The cloth draped just right. Violet latched quickly, her fussing fading into soft, rhythmic breaths.

 

Agatha had resumed her place at the front of the classroom and, without skipping a beat, returned to parsing the last stanza of the poem. Her voice floated gently over the room.

 

Rio leaned back in her seat. Violet suckled quietly, drifting to sleep beneath the cloth and the warm shelter of her mother’s arms.

 

The students sat very still. None of them dared speak, in awe. And a few of them—especially Nina—were definitely thinking about wedding Pinterest boards.

 

Once the lecture resumed and the rhythm of Agatha’s voice lulled the classroom back into focus, most of the students managed to pretend they were no longer absolutely shattered by the intimacy they had just witnessed.

 

Most of them.

 

Emma raised her hand slowly, like someone recovering from emotional whiplash.

 

Agatha glanced at her with a familiar arch of her brow. “Yes again, Miss Carter?”

 

Emma gestured vaguely between Agtaha and Rio at the back of the room—where Rio was now gently patting Violet’s back in post-nursing contentment, the baby fast asleep, the room practically glowing with maternal peace.

 

“I’m sorry, Dr. Harkness,” Emma said, her voice sincere and a little wobbly. “I’m really trying to focus on Yeats and the spiritual disillusionment of the post-war generation, but I think we all just saw the purest moment of human tenderness and it kind of broke me a little.”

 

There was a pause. A small silence where Agatha's expression remained unreadable, then her mouth twitched into the faintest hint of a smirk. “That’s appropriate,” she said dryly. “I agree and will allow it.”

 

A ripple of laughter swept through the class.

 

Josh whispered, “Honestly, same. I think I’m going to start crying again.”

 

“I already am,” Nina whispered back, dabbing at her eyes.

 

“I want a baby,” said Max a little too loudly.

 

Liam stared at him. “You’re twenty. You can’t even keep a basil plant alive.”

 

“Babies aren’t plants,” Max defended. “Babies come with accessories. Look at that cloth. That’s not a burp cloth, that’s a declaration of domestic excellence.”

 

Sophia leaned forward across her desk, eyes laser-focused on Agatha. “Dr. Harkness, serious question—how did you keep letcuring during that? I would’ve been like, ‘Sorry class, my hot wife is struggling and I must go and rescue her immediately.’”

 

Agatha looked at her. “Years of practice,” she said smoothly, her voice dripping with sarcasm, “and an excellent memory of what’s underneath that cloth.”

 

At the back of the room, Rio couldn’t hold back the laugh that bubbled up at her wife’s response. Nicky, still seated beside Liam and absolutely living his best life, raised his hand very seriously.

 

“Yes, Mr. Harkness-Vidal?” Agatha said, amused at her son raising his hand like he was a full-time student like the others and not a seven-year-old undercover, turning toward him.

 

“I can keep a plant alive,” he announced proudly, holding up a small finger. “I have my very own in the kitchen and I water it every Thursday.”

 

Rio beamed at him from the back. “That’s right, baby You’re the responsible one in this family.”

 

The class collectively melted again.

 

Josh muttered, “Why is their whole family cuter than every Netflix original romcom?”

 

“Because they’re real,” Nina said, clutching her chest. “Like… they’re not manufactured by a writer’s room full of men or some overpaid director. This is real love, real chaos, real family.”

 

“Also, they’re lesbians,” Emma added. “That helps.”

 

Agatha clapped her hands once. “Back to Yeats, please, before you all start writing sonnets about us.”

 

“But I already did,” Emma said under her breath, flipping a notebook page.

 

The class laughed again. Rio laughed softly and kissed Violet’s sleeping head.

 

It was chaos. But it was beautiful.

 


 

Class ended, but no one made a move to leave. Violet stirred against Rio’s chest, letting out a sleepy sigh as her tiny fists flexed. Then, with a soft, decisive sound, her eyes blinked open.

 

“She’s awake,” Nicky announced solemnly from his seat beside Liam. “The princess has risen.”

 

That was all it took for the usual six suspects to gather again like moths to a flame.

 

They hovered politely at first, the reverence unmistakable. Violet, in her purple “Made from Science and Chaos” onesie, blinked up at them with sleepy curiosity, unfazed by the attention. Agatha had scooped her up from Rio’s arms e and was gently rocking her as she fielded a new wave of awestruck glances from her students. Sophia lingered just a little closer than the others, her fingers twitching subtly at her sides like she didn’t quite know what to do with them. She wasn’t like Nina, who radiated emotion like a heat lamp, or Emma, who babbled through feelings at the speed of sound. Sophie’s awe lived quieter—in the way her breath caught, in the almost imperceptible tremble in her jaw, in how she looked at Violet like people looked at something behind glass in a museum: reverent, hushed, like one wrong move might fracture the whole moment into a thousand irretrievable pieces.

 

She shifted her weight, swallowed once, then finally—timidly—cleared her throat. “Um… Dr. Harkness? Dr. Vidal?” Her voice cracked slightly. “Would it be okay if… I mean—just for a second, maybe—could I… hold her?”

 

Agatha turned, brow lifted. But before she could say anything, she looked to Rio, who had already caught the question with a small, warm smile. The two women shared a wordless glance—an entire married-couple silent conversation passed in a flicker.

 

Rio smiled softly and gave a single, clear nod. “You can hold her,” she said, her voice gentle. “Just sit down first, love. She’s a squirmy one.”

 

Sophia blushed, whispering a quiet “she called me 'love',” and nodded so quickly she looked like her neck might snap, then practically scrambled to the nearest chair. She sat like someone who had never sat in a chair before: too straight, too careful, as though her body didn’t quite know how to make room for what was coming, “like Bella in the last Twilight movie,” Nina noticed, already snickering.

 

Rio stepped forward with Violet, supporting her tiny head. Violet stirred a little, letting out a tiny sigh, her round face calm and luminous in the classroom’s afternoon light.

 

“Okay, Vivi Girl, you ready to meet Sophia?”

 

And then, Rio transferred her daughter into Sophia’s waiting arms. The moment Violet touched Sophia’s chest, the girl froze. Like her molecules had stopped moving altogether.

 

“Oh my god,” she whispered, her voice so soft it barely escaped her lips. Her eyes welled instantly. “She’s so small. »

 

“She’s exactly nine and a half pounds and twenty inches of chaos,” Rio said, beaming. “Wrapped in a deceptively cute blanket.”

 

Agatha added dryly, “Chaos with lungs like a banshee and timing like her mother on her worst days.”

 

Sophia let out the faintest laugh, but she didn’t look away from Violet. “She’s perfect.”

 

“She threw up on my favorite scarf yesterday,” Agatha replied.

 

“She’s still perfect,” Sophia said, undeterred.

 

Around her, the rest of the group leaned in—not too close, not disruptive, but like a constellation forming around something celestial. Even Nina kept still, as if unwilling to disturb the hush of wonder that had descended. For a moment, they were all very young, and very old, and something else entirely—as if time had folded a little and made space for the kind of magic people wrote poems about.

 

“She smells like baby shampoo and heaven,” Sophia said, her voice cracking again. “I think my uterus just sent me a text.”

 

Emma leaned in just enough to whisper, “Mine just screamed in six different languages.”

 

“She’s better than therapy,” Liam said under his breath. “I feel like she just healed my unresolved childhood trauma.”

 

“Same,” Josh murmured, wrapping his arms around Nina. “My depression is gone. My skin is clear. I’ll never be sad again..”

 

Agatha arched an eyebrow. “Careful, or she’ll start charging.”

 

Violet, naturally, let out a little sigh and wiggled one hand free of her blanket, as if offering a dainty wave to her adoring fan club.

 

Sophia looked up at Agatha and Rio, her eyes wide with wonder. “Thank you,” she whispered. “This means more than I can explain.”

 

Rio reached over and brushed a stray strand off Sophia’s forehead like it was the most natural thing in the world. “You’re welcome, darling,” she said softly. “Just watch your earrings. She has opinions about shiny things.”

 

Sophia didn’t move a muscle. “She can have them.”

 

Violet squirmed once in Sophia’s arms, her soft baby sighs warming the front of Sophia’s blouse. For a second, she looked like she might fuss, but instead, she settled with a tiny huff, one cheek smushed adorably against Sophia’s collarbone. Her impossibly small fingers reached up on instinct, fumbling midair until they found a long strand of Sophia’s hair… and latched on with sudden, terrifying strength.

 

“Ow—!” Sophia yelped in surprise, her whole body jerking just slightly. “She’s got a grip like a tiny dragon!”

 

“She’s trying to assert dominance,” Rio said. “It’s how she establishes who owns the room.”

 

“She really does do that to my earrings sometimes,” Agatha added, tone dry and faintly ominous.  “You’re getting the mild version.”

 

“Congratulations,” Josh said. “You’ve been chosen.”

 

“She likes you,” Nicky announced from his perch on Liam’s back who had been giving him a piggy-back ride. “That means you’re cool.”

 

Sophia turned her wide eyes toward him. “I’ve been blessed by the baby and her brother,” she said, voice hushed like she was receiving a holy title. “This is the best day of my life.”

 

Nicky gave a solemn nod, as if he were personally responsible for bestowing sainthood. “You may now sit at the table of cool people.”

 

“Can I be next?” Nina whispered, practically bouncing in place. Her hands were clasped like she was trying not to snatch the baby from Sophia’s arms.

 

“Get in line,” Josh grumbled. “I want to see if she has opinions about guys. You know. For scientific purposes.”

 

“Ha,” Rio muttered. “She does. But she keeps them to herself for now.”

 

“Babies can sense things,” Nina added, nodding wisely. “She probably smelled emotional instability.”

 

Violet, meanwhile, was completely unfazed by the chaos. She had adjusted her grip, now using Sophia’s hair like a rattle, tiny fingers knotted in it with the grip of a professional knitter.

 

“She’s nesting in you,” Emma whispered, peering over Sophia’s shoulder. “That means she thinks you’re soft and safe. You’re basically a human plushie now.”

 

Sophia made a soft noise in her throat, halfway between a laugh and a whimper. “Oh my god,” she whispered. “Please don’t take her away. I’m fine. I’ll just—raise her now. It’s fine. I’ll stay here all my life and major in Violet.”

 

Agatha arched a brow, a fond smirk tugging at her lips. “Nice try. You can hold her but not claim her. She’s ours. You’re welcome to enroll in Violet Studies, but she’s not available for long-term internships.”

 

“Ugh,” Sophia groaned, still beaming. “Fine. But this is still the best moment of my entire academic career.”

 

“You say that like you didn’t just win a national essay competition, travel to Paris on a full scholarship, and get quoted in the universirty newspaper,” Rio said, grinning from across the room.

 

Sophia didn’t hesitate. “I would trade all of that for your baby’s approval. Every single bit. I have never felt so validated in my entire life.”

 

“She hasn’t even said anything,” Liam pointed out.

 

“She doesn’t need to,” Sophia said, lowering her voice like she was explaining a very simple thing to a very dumb person. “She chose me.

 

“She’s chewing your hair,” Josh muttered.

 

“That’s a baby’s highest honor,” Emma whispered. “She’s literally marking Sophia as hers.”

 

“She drooled on my hand once,” Nicky said proudly, now leaning against his mother’s legs. “It means she loves you.”

 

“See?” Sophia said, gesturing dramatically with the one arm not supporting Violet. “This is love.”

 

Violet gave a little squeaky grunt, like a sleepy agreement, and then stretched one tiny hand toward Sophia’s necklace, which she promptly tried to eat.

 

“She’s accessorizing,” Nina said. “She’s fashionable and wise.”

 

“I can’t take it,” Emma whispered. “I’m going to cry again.”

 

“You’ve cried three times already,” Max said.

 

Emma didn’t reply and leaned over Max’s shoulder, practically vibrating. “Sophia, describe what it’s like holding her. What’s the sensation? I need a metaphor. A good one. Go.”

 

Sophia blinked, her mouth opening and closing a few times before she managed to find breath and words. “Um… like holding sunlight,” she whispered, reverent. “But sleepy sunlight. Like… a nap at golden hour. With claws.”

 

Josh melted into the nearest wall. “I need a minute.”

 

“She’s not wrong,” Nina said quietly. “That’s exactly what she looks like. A sleepy sunbeam with vengeance in her hands.”

 

“We call her ‘Moonbeam’ sometimes, or ‘Moonflower’,” Rio said, her voice tender and low, as if speaking too loudly might startle the softness of the moment. She leaned back into Agatha’s chest, her wife’s arms wrapping securely around her waist from behind. “Nicky is ‘Sunshine.’ He’s bright and boundless and fills every room he walks into. And Violet… Violet is our Moonbeam. She’s quieter, but she glows. She watches everything. Like a secret waiting to be told.”

 

Agatha bent slightly, pressing a kiss into Rio’s shoulder, then rested her chin there like she’d done a thousand times. “She’s all silver light and sleepy wisdom,” she murmured. “She looks at you like she’s already solved the puzzle you haven’t figured out yet.”

 

A soft, collective awww rippled through the room like a wave.

 

“That’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen and heard,” Emma whispered, clutching her chest with both hands like the sentiment had physically hit her.

 

“It’s not even fair,” Nina added, eyes misty. “Like, how is this real? This is the kind of family I thought only existed in picture books. Or like, in Studio Ghibli movies.”

 

Violet let out a tiny gurgle—as if in agreement—and wriggled deeper into Sophia’s arms. She turned her head with an almost imperceptible sigh, her cheek smushed against Sophia’s collarbone, one miniature hand curled trustingly against her chest.

 

“She’s… she’s completely out,” Sophia said softly, blinking rapidly. “She just—settled right in.”

 

“She knows when she’s safe,” Rio said, smiling warmly. “She doesn’t fall asleep on just anyone. You’re doing great.”

 

Sophia’s face crumpled into a smile that looked dangerously close to tears. “I feel like I just got knighted.”

 

Agatha chuckled. “Careful, next she’ll start drooling. That’s how she seals her royal appointments.”

 

“I don’t even care,” Sophia whispered, beaming down at the tiny, perfect weight in her arms. “She can baptize me with spit-up. I would still die for her.”

 

Violet, nestled against her, let out a tiny hiccup in response—then fell fully asleep, completely and utterly unfazed by the chorus of hearts breaking around her.

 

“I think she’s imprinted on you,” Nicky added from where he was skipping in a circle around his mothers, nodding solemnly like a young professor in charge of magical biology. “Like a duckling. You’re her person now.”

 

“She has not,” Agatha called from the inside of the circle traced by her son, her tone flat and perfectly unimpressed—but her arms remained wrapped tightly around Rio’s waist, and the subtle twitch at the corner of her mouth gave her away. She added, deadpan, “Wait until she’s hungry again. I’m quite certain you’re missing some… essential equipment. Only my wife qualifies.”

 

Liam leaned forward, undeterred. “You say that, but look at her grip. Still got a fistful of Sophia’s hair. That’s not affection. That’s a power move. She’s claiming her. That’s textbook territorial behavior. If this were a nature documentary, David Attenborough would be narrating right now.”

 

“I’m okay with that,” Sophia said in a blissed-out whisper. She hadn’t moved a muscle since Violet settled on her. “I’ll be her territory. Just tell me where to sign. I will abandon all my worldly possessions and devote my life to this tiny goddess.”

 

Agatha narrowed her eyes just enough to be theatrical. “Careful,” she said, her voice sweet and razor-edged. “That goddess bites even if she doesn’t have teeth yet. And so do I, and I do have teeth.”

 

Rio, laughing, leaned back a little into Agatha’s embrace, her wife’s chin still resting on her shoulder. “Yeah, stop trying to steal our daughter. You can have her when she’s screeching like a pterodactyl at 3 a.m. because we dared to put socks on her. But while she’s looking like an angel sent from the heavens, she stays ours.”

 

Sophia nodded reverently. “Fair. I just want joint custody of her good moods.”

 

“Denied,” Agatha said instantly.

 

“She’s all ours,” Rio added, eyes glittering as she looked over at Violet, still nestled in Sophia’s arms. “You’re all just lucky we’re generous and letting you bask in her glorious presence.”

 

“She’s like the sun,” Josh muttered.

 

“She’s the moon,” Nicky corrected, pointing towards himself and then his sister. “I’m ‘Sunshine’. She’s ‘Moonbeam’. Mom just told you.”

 

« Sorry Mister, I’ll remember now. »

 

Violet let out a small, sleepy sigh and wriggled a little deeper into Sophia’s arms, still clutching her hair like a prized artifact. The room melted again.

 

“Honestly,” Rio said, voice softening, “if she didn’t like you, she’d have spit up already. That’s her tell.”

 

“She nailed the neighbor last week,” Agatha said proudly.

 

“And his friends,” Rio added. “We’re keeping a list.”

 

« They deserved it. »

 

“And she likes me?” Sophia whispered, visibly moved.

 

“For now,” Agatha said. “Don’t get cocky.”

 

“Wait, hang on—” Sophia cut in suddenly, voice tight with awe. “Is she… purring?”

 

Everyone went still. Violet let out a soft, contented hum. Not a purr technically, but something between a sigh and a baby dragon’s pleased rumble.

 

“She’s cooing,” Agatha clarified. “That’s her ‘I approve’ setting.”

 

“I want to be someone she coos for,” Nina whispered.

 

“We all do,” Josh sighed.

 

The entire group leaned in like a panel of scientists in a lab, studying Violet’s every movement like she was golden blood. It was ridiculous. And heart-melting. Agatha watched them with bemusement, her arms still around her wife. Violet had turned her lecture into a social event. She didn’t mind. Not when her wife looked this radiant. Not when her daughter was safe and adored. Not when her son was right at home with their students, his honorary big siblings he was so proud of and who spoiled him rotten.

 

Nina , for once in her chaotic, over-caffeinated life, stood perfectly still, her hands clasped together beneath her chin, eyes bright with emotion as she watched Sophia cradle Violet like the crown jewel of the semester. “Oh my god,” she whispered, heart-eyed and all. “You guys. You guys. This is the most wholesome thing I’ve ever seen in my life. We’re holding our professors’ baby. We’re literally witnessing love made into a person.”

 

She blinked rapidly, as though trying to capture the image in her mind. Then, after a heartbeat of hesitation, she added with surprising gentleness, “Okay… would it be okay if I took a picture?”

 

The room fell quiet. All eyes immediately turned toward Agatha and Rio—no one needed to say it. This wasn’t their decision to make, and only theirs.

 

“I swear,” Nina added quickly, palms raised. “I won’t post it. I won’t even send it. I won’t even think about the internet. I just… this moment? I want to keep it. I want to remember how it felt.”

 

Josh, for once matching his grilfriend’s tone without sarcasm, nodded solemnly. “Same. This feels bigger than a selfie.”

 

Emma added, “Like, I think if we posted about it, it’d shrink the magic of it.”

 

Agatha and Rio exchanged another one of their silent glances. 

 

Rio smiled first. Soft and small. “Okay,” she said, her voice light but sincere. “You can take a picture. One. But only if you all seriously, genuinely promise—no internet. No forwarding. No accidental uploads. This is just for you. For right now. For the memory.”

 

The students didn’t hesitate.

 

All six nodded with absolute respect, raising their hands like they were pledging loyalty to a sacred order.

 

“On my thesis,” Sophia swore, voice hushed.

 

“On my lab reports,” Max added, crossing his heart dramatically.

 

“On my mom’s life,” muttered Liam.

 

“Don’t bring moms into it,” Rio said, feigning offense as she nudged her wife’s arms around her waist. “That’s not fair play.”

 

Laughter bubbled softly through the room, breaking the intensity just enough.

 

“We need you to understand,” Agatha said gently, her voice lower and quieter than usual, but no less firm. “Some things are ours to keep and not meant to be shared with the world. They’re meant to be kept. Close. Safe. This… this is one of them. You may take a picture, but it has to stay yours. We trust you.”

 

So the phones came out, slowly and respectfully, like they were photographing something important.  Nina’s phone got propped up on a pile of books.

 

They arranged themselves in front of the chalkboard, moving chairs, laughing a little too much as they tried to make space. Rio and Agatha stood in the center, Violet tucked in Rio’s arms again, sleepy but awake now, her eyes blinking in the soft classroom light. Nicky stood proudly in front of them, holding up Violet’s yellow plush dragon in one hand and Blue Dragon in the other. His face was bright, proud, glowing with the fierce pride of a big brother who knew this was his baby sister and the coolest moment of his life so far.

 

Sophia stood beside Rio, still caught in that quiet spell, her expression soft and awestruck like she couldn’t quite believe the honor of being included. Nina leaned against Josh with one hand on Nicky’s shoulder in a gesture that said you’re ours too. Emma and Max flanked Agatha, both visibly trying to look normal and failing—Emma’s grin was about to split her face in half, while Max kept blinking like he wasn’t sure if this was real or a dream. Liam crouched in front, his hands braced on his knees, grinning so wide his cheeks hurt.

 

“Say academic nepotism!” Nina called, trying not to cry as she set the timer.

 

Snap. Click. The shutter went off.

 

Then another. From a slightly different angle. Then a third when Josh made a face and Nicky stuck out his tongue. Then a fourth—when Violet let out the tiniest yawn and everyone lost it, melting quietly in unison like the baby had just won an Oscar.

 

After the last shot, Nina took her phone back and said, “Okay but hear me out—what if we made her the official class mascot?”

 

Everyone froze, then slowly turned to Rio.

 

“She’d have to approve of your vibes first,” Rio teased, bouncing Violet gently.

 

“I think she already has,” said Josh. “She blinked at me twice. That’s morse code for ‘you’re okay’.”

 

“She blinked at everyone,” Liam countered, squinting. “But I don’t think she likes me. She stared directly into my soul earlier.”

 

“She was probably reading your grades,” Max said, swinging his legs as he perched on the edge of a desk. “That would explain the deep disappointment.”

 

“Hey!” Liam said, holding a hand to his chest.

 

“She liked my hair,” Sophia offered shyly, brushing her fingers over the spot where Violet had latched on earlier. “That counts for something, right?”

 

“She didn’t just like it,” Nina laughed. “She grabbed it. You’ve been chosen. That’s a sacred bond now.”

 

“She’s claimed you,” Josh added. “You belong to her now. »

 

“Okay, new yearbook plan,” Emma announced. “Dr. Harkness, hear me out: Violet gets a full page in the yearbook. She’s our class baby. Our mascot. We’ll do a profile: favorite nap time, favorite color, favorite lullaby—”

 

“Favorite parent,” Liam whispered.

 

Rio immediately slapped his arm with her free hand.

 

“Sorry Dr. Vidal.”

 

Agatha raised a single brow. “You want me to allow a yearbook entry for a six-week-old infant.”

 

“Technically, she’d just be a feature,” Nina amended. “An honorary student.”

 

“We’ll give her a flower crown,” Max added unhelpfully.

 

Rio tried not to laugh. “We are not putting our baby in the yearbook.”

 

“We’ll disguise her name,” Josh said. “We’ll just call her Tiny Chaos Professor.”

 

“Absolutely not,” Agatha replied.

 

“She’s literally done nothing wrong in her life,” Nina whispered, still holding her phone to her chest.

 

Nicky puffed out his chest, a little offended now, his brows furrowing. “She can’t be your mascot. I’m the mascot.”

 

“You can both be mascots, little love,” Rio said, kissing the top of his head. “You can be her manager.”

 

Nicky blinked up at her, clearly considering the power shift. “Like… be in charge of her?”

 

“In a very loving and supportive big-brother way, yes,” Agatha added from beside Rio. “Help her understand the duties. Help her with the legacy.”

 

Nicky narrowed his eyes. “Do I get a clipboard?”

 

“I’ll make you a clipboard,” Nina declared, crossing her heart.

 

“I get final say on mascot outfits,” he said, looking around at the students like he was laying down the law.

 

“Of course,” Rio nodded, trying not to laugh. “Only you can approve mascot fashion.”

 

Nicky gave a solemn little nod. “Deal.”

 

And with that, balance was restored to the universe.

 

And in the middle of all the chaos was Violet—sleepy, squishy, entirely unimpressed by her own sudden celebrity—resting safely in the arms of a group who would go on to remember this moment for the rest of their lives.

 

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Chapter 20: Something Lost - Part I

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The house was too quiet.

 

Not the usual, golden kind of quiet that settled in the afternoons—when Violet finally gave in to sleep, her tiny fingers curled around the edge of her blanket, and the last crumbs of snack time had been wiped from the table. Not the kind of calm that arrived like a gentle exhale, plastic cups in the dishwasher and lullabies humming faintly from the monitor.

 

No. This was different.

 

This quiet had corners. Edges. It pressed against the walls like a fog that didn’t want to lift. It wasn’t peaceful, it was waiting. Watching. It made the house feel too still, like someone had pressed pause on something that should have been in motion.

 

It began just after school.

 

Usually, Nicky’s return shattered the calm like clockwork—Wanda’s car barely pulling away from the curb before the front door swung open with the energy of a hurricane. His voice would come barreling in first, louder than necessary, declaring, “I’m hooooome!” Then the backpack would hit the floor with a heavy thunk, shoes flung in opposite directions, and his inevitable cry of, “Where’s my sister?!” as he made a beeline for Violet like a heat-seeking missile of sibling affection.

 

But today, none of that.

 

The door clicked open so softly it barely registered.

 

There was the muted rustle of shoes being slipped off, the gentle drag of a zipper, and then… nothing.

 

No shout. No stomping. No backpack clatter. Just an eerie, creeping silence.

 

Agatha was in the kitchen, sleeves rolled to her elbows, hands sunk wrist-deep in a sink of warm, soapy water. She was humming faintly to herself—some half-remembered melody from Rio’s playlist, something quiet and sweet—until the silence reached her.

 

She stilled.

 

“Nicky?” she called, drying her hands on the towel slung over her shoulder as she stepped around the counter. Her voice echoed a little too sharply in the still air.

 

No answer. Only the faint creak of the stairs as someone moved up them slowly, like they were trying not to be noticed.

 

At the same time, Rio poked her head out of the hallway, Violet nestled against her shoulder in a soft doze. Her eyes were a little tired, her curls tied back messily. “Did he come in?”

 

Agatha nodded, brow furrowing. “Went straight upstairs. Didn’t say a word.”

 

Rio’s expression shifted—small, but significant. “He didn’t stop to see her?”

 

Agatha shook her head slowly.

 

That had never happened before.

 

For a moment, neither woman said anything. The quiet stretched again, full of all the things Nicky hadn’t said. Violet shifted in her sleep, a soft sigh escaping her lips, and Rio instinctively bounced her a little, gaze still locked on Agatha’s.

 

They shared the same thought, without needing to say it out loud:

 

Something’s wrong.

 

For the rest of the afternoon, Nicky stayed in his room.

 

There were no calls from down the hall asking for snacks. No running footsteps echoing through the house. No enthusiastic demands for Rio or Agatha to come see this drawing right now, or to admire his latest, slightly lopsided Lego tower. The familiar soundtrack of his chatter—so constant it was often background noise—had vanished completely.

 

The silence felt heavier with every passing hour.

 

Rio had knocked once, just after changing Violet’s diaper, her voice light but hopeful. “Hey, little love. Want to help me pick her pajamas? I think she wants the ones with the little suns, but I might be wrong.”

 

There was a rustle behind the door. A pause.

 

Then something that might’ve been “no thank you, you can put on the sunny ones,” came in reply, so quiet, so small, it could’ve just been the house settling.

 

She didn’t knock again.

 

By the time dinner rolled around, the worry had settled in like a cold draft beneath the front door, slow and creeping, until it seeped into everything. It clung to the corners of the kitchen, coiled in the space between every breath.

 

They sat at the table. All three of them.

 

Violet had already fallen asleep in her bassinet by the window, wrapped snugly in her blanket patterned with tiny stars, one hand fisted near her mouth in a dream-drowsy twitch. Her gentle breathing was the only peaceful thing in the room.

 

The casserole sat untouched, steam curling faintly into the air, growing thinner by the minute. The scent of melted cheese and herbs filled the space, but no one seemed to notice. Even the clink of cutlery felt too loud, too sharp.

 

Nicky picked at his dinner with the edge of his fork, nudging peas from one side of the plate to the other like he was trying to keep them busy rather than eat them. His curls fell limp over his forehead, no sparkle in his eyes. His shoulders sagged las if trying to shrink into himself.

 

Agatha watched him for a moment, heart tightening. Then she set her knife and fork down with deliberate quiet and cleared her throat, her voice low and soft. “Nicky, sweetheart… is everything okay?”

 

He nodded. It was automatic. Almost reflexive. His eyes stayed down.

 

Rio tried next, tilting her head a little, offering the smallest, gentlest smile—the kind she reserved for fragile things. “Was school tough today? Did something happen with your friends?”

 

Another shake of his head. But smaller. Maybe even uncertain.

 

Agatha’s voice came again, softer than before. “Do you want to tell us what it is?”

 

Nicky didn’t move.

 

Didn’t nod. Didn’t shake his head.

 

Just stayed completely still.

 

The silence that followed was louder than any tantrum he’d ever thrown. It stretched across the table and wrapped around them thick as a fog. And still, Nicky sat there, seven years old and suddenly very far away—like a little ship drifting beyond their reach.

 

Rio looked at Agatha.

 

Agatha looked back.

 

Neither said it aloud, but both were thinking the same thing:

 

Whatever it is, it’s not small.

And he doesn’t know how to say it yet.

 

He didn’t even perk up when Rio offered dessert. That’s when they knew it was worse than they’d thought.

 

Because Nicky always perked up at dessert. It didn’t matter if it was just a store-bought cookie or leftover birthday cake, or even if Rio dramatically announced “surprise, it’s sliced apples and air!” in her usual theatrical way. He’d always light up, roll his eyes, or at least crack a tiny grin. It was part of the script. Part of what made their house feel like theirs.

 

But tonight? Nothing.

 

No sparkle. No protest. No smile. He didn’t even look up.

 

Something had definitely happened.

 

But what?

 

Agatha’s mind flicked through every possibility like pages flipping in a book too fast to read: a fight on the playground? Another cruel comment from another kid? A scraped knee he didn’t want to talk about? A bad dream that had lingered all day?  Something from class—a bad grade, a mistake in front of others?

 

She hated how many things could happen in a single school day.

 

But most of all, she hated that he wasn’t telling them.

 

Because Nicky talked. That was the beautiful, maddening, deeply sacred truth of raising a child in a house full of safety. A child who had never once been told that his feelings were too big or too loud or too inconvenient. He didn’t hide. He didn’t shrink. He narrated his life with the messy, glorious honesty of a boy who knew—absolutely knew—that his words mattered.

 

He talked when he was mad. When he was scared. When he had a weird dream about sharks who could sing. When he’d heard a new word and wanted to try it out seventeen times. He talked so much they sometimes jokingly begged him for five minutes of silence.

 

But now…

 

Now, the absence of his voice filled the room like smoke.

 

Thick. Heavy. Slowly curling into every corner. Not loud. Not alarming yet. Just wrong.

 

Rio stared across the table at him, her hands curled in her lap, her spine held a little too straight. There was a helpless kind of fear in her eyes, wide and wet around the edges. She glanced at Agatha over the tiny candle flickering in the center of the table—the one they’d lit out of habit, not romance—and mouthed across the flame: I don’t know what to do.

 

Agatha gave the smallest shake of her head. Not a no. Just: Neither do I.

 

So she tried the only thing that ever worked with him. Honesty. Presence. A softness that asked nothing in return.

 

She reached across the table and laid her hand gently over his, her thumb brushing the curve of his knuckles. He didn’t pull away, but he didn’t respond either. His fingers were cold.

 

“It’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it now,” she said quietly. Her voice was low, calm, but unwavering. “You don’t have to. But we’re here. When you’re ready. We’re always here.”

 

That’s when he looked up.

 

Really looked.

 

Just for a second. But it landed like a weight on her chest.

 

His eyes were glassy—not with tears, not yet—but with that tight, held-back kind of sadness that belonged to people much older than his little age. His lower lip trembled, just a flicker, just once, and then he blinked quickly and looked down again, curling in on himself a little.

 

He didn’t speak.

 

And he didn’t eat.

 

The rest of dinner passed in silence. No more questions. No more gentle nudges. Just the occasional clink of fork against plate, and the soft sound of Violet sighing in her sleep.

 

Afterwards, Agatha cleared the plates, her movements slow and deliberate, the clinking of porcelain and silverware sounding too loud in the hush of the kitchen. The warmth from the oven still lingered, but it couldn’t chase away the chill that had settled into the walls.

 

Rio sat quietly at the kitchen table, Violet cradled against her chest, latched and nursing in small, rhythmic gulps. She wasn’t humming tonight, wasn’t stroking Violet’s tiny fingers or whispering her usual nonsense lullabies. Nothing of her usual restlesness or chatter, so much like Nicky. Just sitting there, rigid and quiet, one hand gently supporting the baby, the other clenched in her lap.

 

Nicky had excused himself after dinner without protest, without kisses, without his usual string of bedtime questions—Can I sleep in socks? Can I have an extra story? What do fish do when they’re sad? Nothing. Just a tired murmur and soft footsteps up the stairs.

 

The silence left in his wake was sharp and strange.

 

Agatha dried her hands on a dish towel and turned toward Rio, who had shifted to lean against the fridge now, her arms wrapped tightly around her baby, chewing the inside of her cheek like it might stop her from saying something too raw.

 

“He’s never been like this,” Rio finally whispered, her voice fraying at the edges. “Agatha, what if something happened? What if it’s something big and he thinks he has to deal with it alone?”

 

Her eyes flicked upward, wide and frightened in a way Agatha rarely saw.

 

Agatha exhaled slowly, rubbing her forehead with the back of her hand, the weight of uncertainty pressing like a migraine behind her eyes. “I don’t know. He’s not shutting down because of us. But he’s… closed.”

 

Rio let out a quiet, shuddering breath and sank back down into a kitchen chair, cradling Violet closer as if the baby’s heartbeat might steady her own. Her eyes shimmered with unshed tears, catching the light in that way that made Agatha’s chest ache.

 

“I hate not knowing,” Rio said. Her voice cracked, barely audible. “I hate that he’s up there, hurting, and we’re down here guessing.”

 

Agatha came to stand behind her, gently running her fingers through Rio’s dark curls—soft and repetitive. Calming. “Me too,” she murmured.

 

They stood like that for a while, the quiet wrapping around them again—but now it was heavy with worry, not mystery. 

 

From upstairs, there wasn’t a single sound. No bedtime singing. No shuffling feet. Not even the creak of his mattress. Just silence.

 

And for the first time since becoming mothers—first to Nicky, then to Violet—Agatha and Rio felt the unfamiliar, gut-deep ache of helplessness. They had faced tantrums and night terrors, fevers and scraped knees, confusion and endless questions. But this? This was different.

 

This was grief. Or fear. Or something else nameless.

 

This was the moment they’d always known would come and hoped never would—the moment when their love and comfort, fierce and vast as they were, might not be enough on their own. The moment when their child pulled away, and they didn’t know why.

 

Something had changed. Something had shifted in the bright, beautiful world Nicky usually carried around with him.

 

They didn’t know what it was.

 

Not yet.

 

But they would find out.

 

They always did.

 

Because that’s what love does. It waits. It listens. And it does not leave.

 


 

The night had only deepened their worry.

 

Usually, bedtime with two children was a gentle kind of chaos. Violet would squeak and flail dramatically during her diaper change, demanding to be taken seriously in her indignation. Nicky, meanwhile, would chatter nonstop as he climbed into his pajamas, balancing on one foot, asking impossible questions, begging for “just one more chapter” of whatever book had currently seized his heart—and then, once the story was done, bargaining for “two more minutes of cuddling, three if I say please.”

 

But tonight, everything was off. Unsettled.

 

When Agatha and Rio stepped into Nicky’s room to tuck him in, it was as if they had entered a space abandoned by color. The starry nightlight in the corner glowed faintly, its soft constellations casting blurred specks across the walls, but the room felt dimmer somehow. Quieter.

 

Nicky was already in bed, covers pulled up to his chin, his back slightly curled like a comma. His arms were hidden beneath the blankets. He didn’t even glance at them when they entered. That alone was enough to make Rio pause.

 

Agatha knelt beside his bed, her knees clicking softly on the wooden floor. “Lovebug,” she said softly, brushing a lock of hair from his face, “do you want your story tonight?”

 

“No, thank you,” came the muffled reply.

 

Rio sat down on the edge of the bed, careful not to jostle him. She tried to keep her voice light, coaxing. “Not even a short one? We could do the pirate book. You love that one.”

 

“No.”

 

Just one word. Flat. No weight behind it, but no room for argument either.

 

Agatha and Rio locked eyes over the rise of his small form, worry thick between them. What do we do? Neither said it aloud, but the question echoed just the same.

 

Rio reached out, laying her hand gently on his shoulder, feeling the blanket rise and fall with his breath. “Do you want a cuddle, baby?” she asked, her voice softening around the endearment, the way it always did.

 

“No,” he said again.

 

It wasn’t petulant. It wasn’t even sad. It was just… empty. Like the spark that lived in him had gone dim, like even the idea of being held was too much tonight.

 

Agatha leaned in and pressed a kiss to the back of his head, lingering for a moment. She closed her eyes, wishing she could pass comfort to him that way—through contact, through skin, through love. “Okay,” she whispered. “We’ll be in our room if you need us. You can come find us, even if it’s the middle of the night. Even if you just want to sit with us and say nothing.”

 

“‘Night, sweet boy,” Rio murmured, tucking the edge of the blanket around his shoulder, trying to offer warmth where her arms were no longer welcome.

 

“‘Night,” came the faint reply.

 

They stayed a moment longer, neither wanting to move, both hoping for something more—a shift, a reach, a word, anything—but it didn’t come.

 

Finally, with slow steps and heavier hearts, they turned toward the door. They didn’t turn their backs until the last moment. Agatha’s hand lingered on the doorknob before she closed it behind them with a soft click.

 

They lingered in the hallway for a moment, neither of them saying anything. Rio finally breathed, “I don’t like this. I really don’t like this.”

 

Agatha reached for her hand and gave it a quiet squeeze. “Let’s put Violet down.”

 

They slipped into the nursery, where their baby girl was blinking drowsily up at the ceiling, her tiny fists raised like she was thinking of revolution. Her face scrunched, then relaxed, then scrunched again, as though dreaming before she’d even fallen asleep.

 

It didn’t take long—Rio sang softly under her breath, Agatha swayed gently with her, and Violet melted into sleep with a sigh and a hiccup.

 

But when they stepped out again into the hallway, it was waiting for them.

 

A sound.

 

Small. Muffled. Broken.

 

Crying.

 

They froze.

 

It came again, from Nicky’s room. Not loud. Not screaming. Just soft, aching sobs muffled by a pillow. The sound of a child trying very hard not to be heard.

 

Rio moved first, heart in her throat, bare feet barely making a sound on the wooden floor as she opened Nicky’s door. Agatha followed her quickly.

 

The room was dim, bathed in the faint blue glow of the nightlight. Nicky’s form was curled tightly under the covers, facing the wall, small shoulders shaking. He didn’t move when he heard the door.

 

“Baby?” Rio said, her voice a whisper, her eyes already shining. “Oh, my sweet love…”

 

Agatha moved quietly to the other side of the bed and sank to her knees. “Nicky,” she murmured. “Sweetheart. We’re here.”

 

No answer. Just the sound of him trying not to sniffle, trying to be small, trying—somehow—not to be a burden.

 

Rio knelt too, her hand gently resting on the curve of the blanket. “It’s okay to cry,” she said softly. “Whatever it is, it’s okay.”

 

Still, he didn’t move. He stayed turned away, facing the wall, as if the space between them could protect them from something he couldn’t name.

 

Agatha leaned closer, her voice just a breath. “Can you look at us, baby?”

 

Nicky’s breathing hitched again. He didn’t turn. But he didn’t pull away, either.

 

So they waited—kneeling in the quiet, holding space for their son’s silence, ready to stay there as long as he needed. They stayed, steady and open, like a harbor waiting for a ship that might or might not come in.

 

They sat in that quiet stillness for a long time, the soft sounds of Nicky’s sniffling fading to small, hiccupping breaths.

 

Agatha was the one to break the silence again, brushing her hand gently over the lump under the covers that was Nicky’s back.

 

“Is it something that happened at school, sweetheart?” she asked softly.

 

There was a pause—just long enough to feel like maybe.

 

Then a tiny shake of the head. Barely a movement. But there.

 

Rio’s hand slid across the bed to rest near his shoulder. She didn’t touch him yet, just offered her closeness. “Did someone say something that made you feel sad?” she asked, her voice as calm and warm as candlelight.

 

Another small shake. Not harsh. Not scared. Just sure.

 

Agatha looked at Rio across the bed. Her eyes were tired but steady. They weren’t frustrated. They weren’t afraid of the quiet. They just wanted to understand.

 

“Did something happen with a friend?” Agatha asked again gently, giving the question shape like she might hand him something to hold.

 

Still no.

 

But then, a pause.

 

Then, a faint whisper: “I lost him.”

 

Both mothers leaned in a little closer.

 

Agatha’s voice didn’t change. “You lost something, baby?”

 

There was a small nod under the blanket. Then a tear-choked confession.

 

“I lost Blue Dragon.” And he started crying harder, full sobs now, as if saying the words made it real. He cried like a child who’d tried so hard to be brave, and finally couldn’t anymore.

 

The sound of the words and the sobs hit them like a silent punch to the chest.

 

Agatha and Rio exchanged a glance of instant, unspoken understanding. Their hearts cracked a little, but with the distinct kind of relief that it wasn’t something deeper, darker. No bully, no trauma.

 

But still, real pain. Because Blue Dragon wasn’t just a stuffed toy.

 

Blue Dragon had been with Nicky since he was two. His first real lovey. A squishy, soft blue plush dragon with one ear always slightly bent and white wings, who’d been there through every bedtime and through doctor appointments and night terrors, new preschools and big transitions. He had ridden in backpacks and clutched hands and even snuck into Mama or Mom’s purses on days when Nicky needed extra courage.

 

Blue Dragon had been hugged tight through fevers, whispered to in the dark when the world felt too big. He had been the brave one when Nicky couldn’t be.

 

He’d been patched twice—once by Mama, once by Mom later on—his seams lovingly sewn up with tiny, invisible stitches after too much love had worn him thin.

 

Blue Dragon was family.

 

And now he was gone.

 

“Oh, my sweet boy…” Rio whispered, her voice cracking just enough to give her away. Her hand moved gently over his back in small, soothing circles, though it trembled the whole time. “Why didn’t you tell us sooner?”

 

There was a pause. Then the covers shifted slightly, and Nicky’s voice came out small, squeezed into a whisper so thin it almost didn’t reach them lost among loud and broken sobs.

 

“Because… I wasn’t supposed to take him to school.”

 

Agatha blinked, startled for only a second before her expression softened into something aching and tender. “You mean… you snuck him into your backpack?”

 

The tiniest nod answered her, barely visible under the blanket.

 

Rio’s chest clenched. “Oh, baby…”

 

“And you were afraid we’d be mad?” she asked gently.

 

Another nod. Hesitant. Ashamed.

 

Then, barely audible, Nicky’s voice broke again. “And now Violet’s here… and you have so much to do all the time… and I didn’t wanna be bad.”

 

That was it.

 

That was the crack in the dam.

 

Rio’s breath caught like she’d been punched. Agatha closed her eyes, heart fracturing clean in two.

 

“Oh, baby no…” Agatha breathed, her voice catching around the edges. She reached under the covers, warm hands coaxing gently, not pulling—just inviting. “Come here, sweetheart. Please look at me.”

 

He did—red-eyed, puffy-cheeked, and looking so small that both women immediately folded around him like wings.

 

Rio pressed her cheek to the top of his head, arms wrapped carefully around his middle. “You’re not bad,” she whispered fiercely. “You’re never bad. Not ever.”

 

Agatha kissed his forehead, her voice hoarse with emotion. “And just because Violet is here doesn’t mean you get less of us. You hear me? You don’t get less.”

 

“You don’t have to shrink to make room for her,” Rio added, her voice steadying. “You don’t have to be smaller. Or quieter. Or braver than you feel. You’re our baby too. And nothing changes that.”

 

Nicky sniffled hard, his lip wobbling again. “But you’re so tired sometimes.”

 

Agatha exhaled shakily and tucked a curl behind his ear. “Of course we’re tired,” she said. “That’s just part of being parents. But we’re never too tired for you. You are not a burden. You are not extra work. You are our heart.”

 

“Our whole heart,” Rio echoed, brushing her nose gently against his temple. “No matter what. Even when you sneak dragons into your backpack.”

 

Nicky started crying again, but this time it was from sheer release and relief. He turned toward them with a sudden, desperate urgency and threw his arms around both their necks at once, pulling them close like he was afraid they’d disappear if he let go.

 

He buried his face in the warm space between Agatha’s shoulder and Rio’s collarbone, clinging tightly as he sobbed.

 

“I just miss him so much,” he sobbed into Agatha’s collar. “I can’t sleep without him…”

 

Agatha rocked him gently. “We’ll find him, baby. First thing tomorrow. We’ll go to school early and search everywhere.”

 

“Every corner,” Rio added, brushing his curls back from his forehead. “Top to bottom. I’ll even crawl under tables.”

 

Agatha gave her a soft smile, then looked down at Nicky with a playful twinkle trying to peek through the seriousness. “And if we can’t find him—if—we’ll send a royal dispatch to the kingdom of stuffed dragons. We’ll request a full search party.”

 

Nicky gave a hicupping laugh through his tears, his breath catching as he tried to speak. “They’ll send… Sir Hopsalot and… and Fluffy Tail…”

 

Rio nodded gravely, playing along without missing a beat. “The finest knights in the kingdom. Stuffed royalty. They don’t mess around.”

 

Nicky gave another soft giggle, his arms still tight around them but the sharpness in his crying beginning to ease, the storm starting to pass. He let out a long, shuddering breath and nestled even closer between them, tucked into the safest place he knew.

 

They stayed like that for a long time.

 

Wrapped in each other. Surrounded by quiet and quilt and the faint blue glow of the nightlight, their breathing beginning to sync, the air warm with love and lavender and cotton and childhood.

 

Every so often, one of them would whisper something—Rio humming under her breath, Agatha murmuring gentle nothings, and Nicky occasionally whispering the names of his plush companions like a litany of comfort: “Sir Hopsalot. Fluffy Tail. Brave Toes. Captain Wiggles.”

 

Eventually, Agatha leaned back a little, brushing a kiss across the top of his curls. “You wanna sleep with us tonight, sweetheart?”

 

Nicky nodded instantly, no hesitation, just need.

 

“Okay,” Rio whispered, standing up with Nicky wrapped around her like a koala, her voice smiling. “Let’s bring your pillow. And maybe your blankets too. We’re gonna make the coziest little fort on our bed.”

 

“And Sir Hopsalot,” Agatha added seriously, bending down to reach for the stuffed rabbit. “Can’t risk him going missing too. The kingdom would never recover.”

 

Nicky giggled again, this time freer, lighter, his arms and legs locking tighter around his Mom's neck and waist. “Okay…”

 

 

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Chapter 21: Something Lost - Part II

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The main bedroom was dim and warm, with the soft yellow glow of the two bedside lamps illuminating gently the dark walls. Their bed - large and familiar - beckoned with its rumpled comforter and the faint, lingering scent of lavender and moms’ respective perfumes mingling together.

 

Agatha sat back against the headboard with Nicky curled into her lap like he had when he was much younger, his small body fitting neatly between her arms and chest, his cheek pressed over her heart. He fit there so naturally, like her body still remembered the shape of him at two, and three, and four. Now at seven, longer and leaner, he still sought the same haven in her arms. She smoothed his curls rhythmically, her fingers threading through the strands as his breathing began to even out again.

 

Rio hovered near the door for a second, watching the pair of them. Then she moved across the room, crouched beside the bed, and touched Nicky’s back.

 

“I have an idea, little love,” she said gently. “How about you borrow my dragon for the night?”

 

Nicky stirred faintly. His head lifted a little from Agatha’s chest, just enough to peek out from the nest of blankets. His eyes were still pink and swollen from crying, lashes clumped together, but they blinked up at her with interest.

 

“Your dragon?” he repeated, voice rough and small.

 

Rio smiled, brushing a stray curl from his cheek. “Mhm. My dragon. She’s old, soft, and extremely brave. She’s been through all kinds of things too–hospital rooms, Vivi’s birth, first days of work, sleepless nights, even a thunderstorm or two. I think she’d be perfect for a mission like this. Remember when you and Mama gave her to me when I was not doing well?”

 

Nicky’s brows knit together as he thought. “You mean… When you were tired-sick and didn’t want to eat and Mama said you needed love and magic?”

 

Rio nodded slowly, her throat catching a little. “Exactly,” she said, her voice gentle and soft. “You and Mama gave her to me when I was having a very hard time. She stayed right next to me every night until I felt strong again.”

 

Nicky blinked, considering this with grave seriousness. “Is she stronger than Blue Dragon?”

 

Rio’s heart pulled. She cupped his cheek and smiled softly. “Not more. Nothing is stronger than Blue Dragon. But she’s a good helper. A temporary stand-in. I trust her, and I think she’d be honored to help you tonight.”

 

He hesitated for a beat, then gave a small, solemn nod. “I think she can help too.”

 

“Yeah?” Rio kissed his temple, her lips lingering there just a second longer than usual. “Okay then. You stay cuddled here with Mama. I’ll be right back with her.”

 

“Okay,” he murmured, the words already thickened with the first signs of sleep.

 

He didn’t move from Agatha’s lap–just curled himself a little tighter against her, tucking his head under her chin like a kitten burrowing into its den. Agatha looked down at him with something too tender to name, her arms encircling him like a halo.

 

She kept stroking his back, her hand moving in slow, soothing circles, humming something soft and half-remembered–an old lullaby that had lived in her bones since Nicky’s earliest nights. 

 

Across the room, Rio moved with purpose. She padded over to the tall bookshelf that lined the far wall–the one filled with old paperbacks, photo albums, childhood drawings, and tucked treasures. She reached up onto the top shelf, rising on her tiptoes, fingers stretching until they found what they were looking for.

 

Her hand closed around soft plush.

 

She pulled down the stuffed dragon with the same care someone might use to lift a fragile glass sculpture, holding it in both palms like it was the most precious thing ever. Turning back to the bed, she gave a triumphant little nod. “Found her.”

 

In the lamplight, the dragon looked both noble and a little worn, less than Blue Dragon but clearly well-loved. Deep violet stitching traced its green back like protective runes, and one lavender wing hung just a little lower than the other, giving it a slightly rakish charm. There was a tiny mended stitch near the tail, where Rio had sewn it up one late night after a seam had burst. The dragon’s glossy button eyes still shone, kind and unblinking, full of quiet loyalty.

 

Rio climbed onto the bed beside them and knelt, presenting the dragon with both hands, her voice soft and warm. “Here she is. My battle-tested, dream-guarding companion.”

 

Nicky shifted in Agatha’s lap, blinking slowly as he took her in.

 

“She’s beautiful like you two, mommies,” he whispered, making his mothers’ hearts flutter.

 

“She’s brave,” Rio said. “And very good at watching over people when they sleep. I think she’s been waiting for a new mission.”

 

He reached for the dragon with small, careful hands, as if afraid he might somehow hurt her. Rio passed her over gently, placing the plush into his arms like a trusted gift being handed down through generations.

 

“There,” she murmured. “She knows how to guard dreams. Especially the delicate kind.”

 

Nicky clutched the in his hands, holding her tightly, and looked up at Rio with wide, grateful eyes. “Thank you, Mommy.”

 

Rio leaned in and pressed a kiss to the crown of his head. “She’s a warrior,” she said solemnly, “but very soft when it comes to the people she loves.”

 

Agatha smiled, her eyes lingering on her wife with soft, enduring affection that lived in the quietest corners of a shared life. It was the same look she’d worn countless times over the years–during long nights, short mornings, firsts and falls and everything in between. That same quiet fondness that filled her chest now, as Rio knelt beside their son like he was the sun itself.

 

Nicky, still tucked securely into Agatha’s lap, stroked the soft green velvet head of the stuffed dragon, his fingers slow and sleepy. Then he hugged it tightly to his chest, like it might anchor him through the night. His breathing hitched once, then settled. And finally, he let out a long, deep sigh that seemed to come from somewhere farther down–his toes, his bones, the center of his small, overwhelmed heart.

 

He pressed himself closer into the curve of Agatha’s body, safe between the steady beat of her heart and the warmth of Rio’s arm curling in around them both.

 

Agatha adjusted the blankets around them all as Rio curled in beside them, her hand finding Nicky’s back and rubbing gently in slow, familiar circles. The room was silent except for their breathing and the soft hum of the baby monitor on the nightstand.

 

“Tomorrow,” Rio whispered, voice full of warmth, “we’ll find Blue Dragon. I promise.”

 

There was a pause, then a sleepy little murmur from the bundle between them. “Okay… Mama works, and you come with me and Violet.”

 

Agatha smiled against his hair, kissing the crown of his head. “That’s right. First thing in the morning.”

 

“And we check everywhere,” Rio added softly.

 

Nicky nodded, already halfway gone. “Even the… book corner…”

 

“We’ll check the moon if we have to,” Rio whispered, and that earned a faint, drowsy giggle.

 

Cradled in the warmth of Agatha’s embrace, snuggled tight with Mother Dragon in his arms and Rio’s hand soothing him into dreams, Nicky finally let go. His small frame relaxed completely, his breath deepened, and his grip on the dragon loosened just enough to show he’d found safety in the letting go, and Agtaha lowered him down gently, until his head was resting on his pillow Rio had placed in between theirs.

 

The two women lay still, one on either side of him, their arms brushing gently over his back, their bodies curved around his like parentheses around a word too important to lose. They didn’t speak–not at first. They just looked at one another over their son’s sleeping form. A glance, long and quiet, thick with everything that didn’t need to be said.

 

They had known, since the day he came into their arms–Agatha first, then Rio– that there would be nights like this. Nights when dragons went missing. When hearts cracked open. When being a parent meant being the whole world for someone so small. ­

 

And they would always show up. Always listen. Always search for what was lost.

 

Because that’s what you do when you’re someone’s home.

 

Agatha’s fingers brushed over Nicky’s hair one last time, her eyes still on Rio.

 

They would always come when he cried. They would always search for the dragons.

 

They stayed like that for a long while, saying nothing, just listening to their son breathe.

 

Eventually, Agatha broke the silence in a whisper. “He’s getting so big.”

 

Rio’s eyes were on Nicky’s face. “I know. He’s practically a person now.”

 

Agatha chuckled, very softly. “He is a person, love.”

 

Rio turned her head just enough to shoot her a look, nose wrinkled. “You know what I mean. He talks in full paragraphs now. Uses metaphors. He has strong opinions about breakfast cereal. He told me last week that the oat clusters in the granola ‘betray the delicate balance of crunch and chew.’ Betray, Agatha.”

 

Agatha stifled a laugh, pressing the back of her hand to her lips.

 

“And yesterday?” Rio went on, eyes wide with affectionate exasperation. “He asked if he could finish his podcast before getting out of the car. His podcast. As in, a serialized audio program. He’s seven.”

 

Agatha was fully grinning now, her face soft with delight. “He’s very advanced.”

 

Rio flopped her head gently back onto the pillow, just beside Nicky’s. “He’s seven,” she repeated, as if that fact alone should cancel out everything else. “I didn’t even understand what a metaphor was until I was, like, twelve. And even now, I still can’t say ‘chew’ and ‘crunch’ in the same sentence without my brain spiraling off into a thirty-minute internal monologue about cereal marketing and the structural sound design of snack commercials. And I have a PhD.”

 

She turned her head slightly toward the ceiling, blinking at it in disbelief. “A PhD, Agatha. I defended a whole thesis on time and death in Modernist poetry, but if I hear the word ‘crunch,’ I forget what day it is.”

 

Agatha tilted her head, smiling in that particular way she reserved only for her–equal parts fond and mildly exasperated, like Rio was a beautiful storm that had blown into her life and rearranged all the furniture. “Yes, love,” she murmured, voice low and warm, “you do have a PhD. And possibly… something else that rhymes with PhD,” she added with that unmistakable velvet purr, “but that’s a conversation for another time.”

 

Rio let out a soft, scandalized sound and covered her mouth with one hand to muffle the laugh that threatened to escape. Her eyes darted to Nicky, who hadn’t stirred, still nestled between them with his tiny fingers curled around the dragon’s tail.

 

“You did not just say that,” she whispered, a grin tugging at her mouth despite her best efforts.

 

Agatha feigned innocence, her brows lifting in mock surprise. “What? I’m just saying rhymes are powerful. Don’t go assigning diagnosis where I simply offered phonetics.”

 

Rio reached across their son’s sleeping form and gave Agatha’s arm a light swat, her eyes narrowed in playful warning. “Inappropriate in this context,” she said, though her voice was already breaking with barely contained laughter.

 

Agatha caught her wrist gently and laced their fingers together under the covers. Her thumb brushed over Rio’s knuckles in a slow, grounding rhythm.

 

“I mean,” Agatha said softly, her tone shifting into something more thoughtful, “you did once spend forty-five minutes explaining to Nicky why crunchy textures are morally superior to chewy ones. And the way you feel so restless and overwhelmed sometimes. And also, you’ve re-categorized our pantry by texture three times.”

 

Rio rolled her eyes, cheeks flushed. “Okay, that was one time–”

 

“It was three, my love,” Agatha said with great patience. “I have documentation. And also–last week-end, when we were supposed to leave for Lilia’s? You spent fifteen minutes explaining the emotional arc of a pigeon you saw on the balcony.”

 

“He was fighting for his life, Agatha,” Rio whispered dramatically.

 

“I’m just saying,” Agatha replied, gently, eyes soft now as they drifted back down to their sleeping son. “Your brain doesn’t always play by the rules. And I love it for that. All that beautiful noise.”

 

Rio’s smile faded into something quieter, more tender. Her thumb brushed gently over Nicky’s cheek. “It’s loud in there, sometimes,” she admitted. “My head, I mean. Like it won’t settle. Except here.”

 

Agatha didn’t say anything right away. She leaned over, pressed a kiss to Rio’s temple, and rested her forehead there for a moment, breathing her in.

 

“I’m glad it settles here,” she whispered. “You’re home. With me, with your angel of a daughter and your whirlwind of a son, who is so big now he will soon have to graduate to a bigger bed.”

 

Agatha’s eyes sparkled as they dropped back to their son. “And yet,” she said, her hand resuming its slow, soothing path along Nicky’s spine, “this little big man–who critiques breakfast cereal like a food critic and has weekly podcast lineups–still can’t fall asleep without a stuffed dragon tucked under his chin.”

 

They both looked down at him.

 

“I hope he never grows out of that,” Rio murmured, her voice suddenly quieter. “The dragons. The part of him that still believes in magic.”

 

“He won’t,” Agatha said, certainty in her tone. “Not with you as his mother.”

 

Rio turned her head toward her, expression melting into something vulnerable and touched.

 

“He’s lucky,” Agatha added, reaching across to briefly squeeze her hand between them.

 

Rio looked back at Nicky, brushing a strand of his dark hair from his forehead. “We’re the lucky ones.”

 

There he was, sandwiched between them, cocooned in the safety of layered blankets and the bodies of his mothers, his tiny fists still holding tight to Rio’s dragon like it was the most precious object in the world. His knees were tucked up close to his belly, like when he was a baby, his face calm, mouth open just the slightest bit.

 

It hit them both at the same time–how small he still was. Not just in body, but in spirit. How despite the podcasts and metaphors, despite the independence he chased every day with growing speed, he was still their baby.

 

And always would be.

 

Rio blinked slowly, her voice a whisper thick with emotion. “God, I love him.”

 

Agatha’s gaze was still on Nicky, but her hand found Rio’s beneath the blankets and laced their fingers together. Her voice was low, steady, reverent. “Me too. So much it aches.”

 

She paused, the next words coming softer, shaped by years of tenderness. “Like I’ve grown a second heart just for him. And a third one for Violet. And all three of them live in my chest at the same time. It’s… loud in here too,” she added with a faint smile, pressing a hand over her heart. “And it hurts in the best way.”

 

Rio let out a fragile sound, something between a laugh and a sob, and turned to look at her.

 

Agatha looked back–and her voice dropped to something even quieter, something that belonged only to them. “But you and I,” she said, squeezing Rio’s fingers gently, “we share one heart. Always have.”

 

Rio’s eyes shimmered. “You’re not allowed to say stuff like that when I’m this tired. That’s cheating.”

 

“I’m your wife,” Agatha replied, brushing her thumb against the inside of Rio’s wrist, “saying things like that is in the job description. Besides, I also have a PhD and am a master of metaphors, just like our son.”

 

Rio let out a soft, shaky breath and scooted closer across the bed, until her forehead was nearly brushing Agatha’s shoulder. Her arm draped gently over both of them–her wife and their son–as if her body could somehow shelter them both. “How is he so big and so little at the same time?” she asked, and her voice cracked on the last word.

 

Agatha kissed the crown of Nicky’s head, her lips lingering for a moment as if to memorize the feel of his hair beneath them. “I don’t know,” she murmured. “I keep thinking if I just breathe slow enough, if I stay right here, maybe I can stretch this moment out forever. I want to bottle it. Freeze it in amber.”

 

Rio’s laugh was watery, and she brushed her hand across her cheek. “I know,” she said. “Me too. Because one day…” She swallowed, trying to steady herself. “One day he won’t crawl into our bed like this anymore. One day he’ll have long legs that don’t fit between us, and he’ll be taller than us. One day we won’t be the center of his world, not like this. One day we won’t be his safe place the same way.”

 

Her voice faltered, and Agatha reached for her hand, threading their fingers together beneath the covers. Her grip was steady and warm and sure. “Then we hold on,” she said softly. “To every second like this one. We memorize the weight of him. The way he curls into us like we’re made of safety. The way his breath sounds when he’s finally stopped crying.”

 

Rio looked at their son’s sleeping face, cheeks still a little flushed from earlier tears, lashes damp and dark against his skin. His small hands were wrapped tightly around the dragon, knuckles pale with sleep-heavy determination. His mouth had fallen open slightly, the way it always did when he was truly out–deep, dreamless, completely surrendered to the comfort around him.

 

“I just want him to know,” Rio whispered, leaning her forehead against Agatha’s, “no matter how big he gets, he can always come home to this. To us.”

 

Agatha closed her eyes, their foreheads touching, their hands still intertwined across the rise and fall of Nicky’s back. “He will,” she promised. “Because we’ll never stop remainding him.”

 

They fell into silence again, not because there was nothing left to say, but because nothing needed to be said. 

 

Finally, Rio whispered with a teasing smile, “We have to find Blue Dragon tomorrow, though.”

 

“Oh, absolutely,” Agatha agreed gravely. “Losing him again could trigger another emotional crisis.”

 

“And I don’t think we can find another dragon that perfect,” Rio added, making a face and stroking a finger along her dragon’s soft purple wing. “We’re already lucky my green understudy was willing to come out of retirement. This old girl is doing her best, but she’s a stand-in, not the star. She’s got her slippers on and everything.”

 

Agatha reached over to touch the dragon’s wing with mock reverence. “She’s a veteran. A legend. She shouldn’t even be on the front lines anymore.”

 

“I know,” Rio sighed, running her fingers down the plush curve of the dragon’s spine. “We’re asking too much of her. But desperate times…”

 

Agatha’s voice dropped conspiratorially. “If Blue Dragon doesn’t turn up, we’ll have to commission a replica. A custom build.”

 

“A full design team,” Rio agreed, eyes half-closed with exhaustion but still glowing with affection. “No less than three textile specialists. A plushologist. Possibly a spellcaster.”

 

“Someone with at least ten years of field experience in endangered comfort objects.”

 

Rio stifled a giggle into her pillow. “And even then? He’d know. Nicky would look into that imposter’s eyes and say, ‘You’re not my dragon.’ You can’t fool a child in love with a dragon.”

 

Agatha chuckled and kissed the back of Rio’s hand, just where her wedding band gleamed faintly in the low light. “Well, then,” she murmured, “we better pray Blue Dragon is hiding somewhere in the school coatroom, tangled in a backpack strap or wedged behind a cubby.”

 

Rio yawned, settling in, her head resting on her pillow just beside Nicky’s curls. “Tomorrow, Mom and Violet go on a dragon rescue mission.”

 

Agatha smiled. “And Mama will be waiting, , anxiously awaiting text updates like a general at headquarters.”

 

Rio made a small contented sound, already halfway to sleep. “Copy that, Commander.”

 

They lay there, the three of them in a tight, quiet bundle, with only the soft nighttime sounds of the house around them. Nicky shifted once, mumbling something unintelligible, and both his mothers instinctively stilled to make sure he stayed asleep.

 

He did.

 

And for a while longer, neither of them moved–wrapped in blankets and the delicate, sacred tenderness of parenthood. Of this moment. Of their small son, big enough to worry about things like rules and shame, and small enough to fall apart when his favorite comfort toy was missing.

 

It was a fleeting moment, they both knew. This age. This particular kind of closeness. One day he’d sleep in his own room every night. One day he’d grumble when they kissed his cheek at school drop-off. One day he’d outgrow dragons altogether.

 

But not today.

 

Today, he still needed them. Still reached for them in the dark. Still cried for the blue dragon that lived at the intersection of comfort and memory.

 

And if it took turning the entire school and the world upside down to find that dragon, they would do it without hesitation.

 

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Chapter 22: Something Lost - Part III

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The morning was pale and a little chilly despite it being mid-Spring by now, a chill that made Rio wrap Violet in one extra layer and stuff a travel mug with hot tea for herself.

 

Agatha had already left for campus, her presence still lingering faintly in the room–in the folded blanket on the couch, in the scent of her perfume in the air, in the whisper of the door clicking shut after she’d leaned down to kiss Violet’s forehead, Nicky’s mop of curls, and Rio’s lips in quick succession. Her voice had been low and soothing, full of early morning calm. “Good luck, love,” she’d murmured, with a smile that had made Rio’s chest warm despite the hour. “Call me if the dragon is found.”

 

So that left Rio–undercaffeinated and wrapped in a hoodie–with sole command of Operation Dragon Rescue.

 

Getting the kids out the door was, as always, its own sort of soft, semi-chaotic ballet.

 

Nicky shuffled around the house like a grumpy little cloud, hair sticking out in all directions, pajamas half-on, half-off, dragging his blanket behind him like a cape of sorrow. His shoulders drooped when Rio gently reminded him that they’d check his cubby at school for Blue Dragon first thing, but even that promise only perked him up marginally.

 

“I don’t think he’s there,” Nicky mumbled through a yawn, clinging to his juice cup. “He would’ve come back by now.”

 

“He’s probably just on an adventure,” Rio said as she helped him into his socks, brushing a kiss to the top of his head. “Dragons are mysterious like that.”

 

Meanwhile, Violet was on her second spit-up incident of the morning, a tiny gurgling volcano of chaos and charm. Rio had gone through two onesies already, and when the third option suffered a leaky diaper betrayal, she finally surrendered to a slightly mismatched but wildly adorable outfit involving a peach cardigan, tiny whale-printed bloomers and socks shaped like strawberries.

 

“There,” Rio declared, buckling Violet into the car seat. “You look like a fruit basket dropped in the ocean and I am proud of you.”

 

Violet blinked up at her with the solemn wisdom of infants, then sneezed.

 

By the time Rio had packed the diaper bag, located Nicky’s missing shoe (under the couch, of course), fed Señor Scratchy, and finally wrestled everyone into the car, she was sweating slightly and already contemplating her fourth cup of tea, Violet bundled in her carrier seat, blinking sleepily at the ceiling of the car while Nicky buckled himself in silenc.

 

Rio adjusted the rearview mirror, angling it down just enough to catch a glimpse of Nicky in the back seat. “Okay, team,” she announced as she turned the keys in the ignition and the engine rumbled to life. “Mission: Dragon Rescue is officially a go. Seatbelts secure, tea in hand, diaper bag packed. We’re on our way.”

 

There was no response from the back seat.

 

She glanced at him again. Nicky sat curled up small in his booster seat, backpack hugged tightly against his chest like a shield. His eyes were fixed on his knees, brows knit so tightly they looked like they might never come undone. For a child who usually started the morning narrating dinosaur facts or planning snack-time strategy, the silence felt heavy and unfamiliar.

 

Rio’s chest tugged.

 

As she pulled out onto the main road, her right hand slipped instinctively behind her, fingers brushing his knee through the denim of his jeans. “Hey,” she said gently, keeping her voice light. “We’re gonna find Blue Dragon, alright? He’s probably waiting for you in a desk cubby or a cozy little spot under the class rug.”

 

Nicky didn’t look up. His voice, when it came, was so small it barely carried over the soft hum of the car. “What if he’s not?”

 

Rio’s hand paused, just for a second. “What do you mean, baby?”

 

His lower lip trembled. “What if he’s gone? What if someone took him or threw him away by accident? Or–or what if he’s cold and lonely and scared and thinks I forgot him? What if he flew away and he’s too far and I can’t find him again?”

 

Rio blinked hard against the sudden sting behind her eyes. Her fingers flexed slightly, then returned to the wheel as she shifted lanes.

 

“Oh, sweetheart,” she said softly. “I know it feels big right now. I know it feels like losing him means everything is upside down. But I promise you–Blue Dragon knows you love him. He knows you didn’t leave him on purpose. Dragons remember who their kids are. That’s dragon rule number one.”

 

Nicky let out a shuddery breath, not quite a cry, but not far from one either. He still didn’t lift his head.

 

“We’re going to check every part of that school,” Rio continued. “Top to bottom. If he’s under a bookshelf, we’ll find him. If he climbed into a cubby, we’ll coax him out. If he’s scared, we’ll remind him you’re looking. And if he’s being extra sneaky, well, we’ve got eyes and backup and determination on our side.”

 

“But what if we do all that,” Nicky said, his voice cracking at the edges, “and he’s still not there? What if he’s really, really gone?”

 

Rio glanced back again, this time holding his gaze through the mirror. His eyes were wide and damp, his little hands clenched white around the straps of his backpack.

 

“If we don’t find him,” she said carefully, “then we’ll figure it out together. I’ll call your teacher every day to have updates, and we’ll talk to the janitor, and maybe even get the principal involved. We’ll make signs if we need to. We’ll search every nook. And if he’s really truly not there…”

 

She exhaled slowly, then added, “Then we’ll make a plan. A good one. One that keeps your heart whole, even if it feels a little broken right now. Okay?”

 

Nicky gave a tiny nod, his shoulders still drooping, but the tears didn’t fall. That was something.

 

Rio smiled, just enough for him to see in the mirror. “You know,” she added lightly, “I’ve always had a theory. I think Blue Dragon’s a bit of an explorer himself. Just like you. He probably got curious and wandered off for a little solo adventure.”

 

Nicky sniffled once, turning to look out the window. “Maybe he’s making friends with the classroom hamster.”

 

Rio grinned. “See? Now that’s the spirit. I bet he’s giving out tips on how to blow smoke rings.”

 

“He doesn’t blow smoke,” Nicky muttered, a faint note of indignation creeping into his voice. “He glows.”

 

“Well, that’s even more impressive,” Rio said, her eyes on the familiar roads. “Now come on, sunny boy. Let’s go bring him home.”

 

From the backseat, Violet let out a single high-pitched coo–a soft, warbly sound full of baby earnestness, like she had her own tiny opinion about the situation and wanted to make it known.

 

Rio glanced at the mirror, grinning at the sound. “See?” she said brightly, flicking her gaze toward Nicky. “Your sister believes in the mission.”

 

There was a pause. Then, just for a fleeting moment, Nicky’s mouth twitched into a small, reluctant smile. “She’s a good baby,” he mumbled, still hugging his backpack tight.

 

“She is,” Rio agreed, her voice warm. “A very good baby. And you, mister, are a very good big brother. The kind of big brother dragons trust.”

 

He looked up at that, slightly pleased despite himself.

 

“Today,” she went on, glancing between the road and the rearview mirror, “you and me and Violet? We’re a rescue team. A very elite, highly qualified team. Operation Dragon Recovery Squad. And even though Mama’s already on campus, she’s part of it too. She’s the behind-the-scenes support staff.”

 

Nicky gave a thoughtful little nod, still serious, but not quite so droopy. For the first time since last night, there was a spark of something in his face–maybe hope, or maybe just the comfort of being part of a plan. “Okay,” he whispered.

 

Rio reached for her tea at the next red light, wrapping her fingers around the travel mug and taking a careful sip. The chamomile and ginger mix was still hot, fragrant with honey, and it steadied her, just a little. Her own stomach had been tight since Nicky had started crying last night, his whole little body shaking in her arms, asking through hiccupping sobs where Blue Dragon had gone and whether it meant something was wrong with him, too.

 

She hadn’t cried in front of him–but she’d come close. There was something about a child’s heartbreak over a stuffed toy that didn’t feel small at all. It felt pure. Immediate. A whole world crashing down in silence and polyester stuffing.

 

She wouldn’t let him see her worry, though. Not now. Not when he needed her be steady. They’d search. They’d talk to every teacher and aide and janitor and playground monitor if they had to. And if Blue Dragon was truly gone… well. That was tomorrow’s problem. Today, there was a boy who needed hope, and a baby who was beginning to hum in a way that always warned of escalating fussiness, and of needing Mom very soon.

 

One thing at a time.

 

Behind her, Violet kicked her legs lightly in her car seat, another tiny gurgle escaping her lips as she stared with fascination at the toy ring clipped to her handlebar.

 

“Maybe she’s the lookout,” Rio added playfully. “You know, like in spy movies.”

 

Nicky sniffed, but the smile returned, this time a little stronger. “She can’t talk yet.”

 

“She doesn’t have to talk,” Rio said, mock-serious. “She communicates through squeaks. She’s a baby genius.”

 

“She’s a drooly genius,” Nicky replied, managing a short giggle.

 

“That too,” Rio said with a wink.

 

The traffic eased as they rounded the last bend. Outside the window, the school finally came into view, brick walls aglow in the morning sun, banners fluttering gently by the entrance, too early for kids to be streaming in through the front doors in a familiar blur of backpacks and oversized jackets.

 

Rio took a breath.

 

They were almost there.

 

And Blue Dragon–if he had any sense at all–would be waiting.

 

They pulled into the school parking lot a few seconds later. Rio parked in the visitor spot nearest the entrance and shut off the engine with a sigh.

 

Without missing a beat, she shifted into mom-mode: unbuckling Violet with expertness and tucking the soft wrap around her torso before securing the baby snugly against her chest. Violet stirred only slightly, her cheek resting against Rio’s collarbone, her tiny body warm and pliant. Her breath was a soft puff, her fingers curled under her chin like a kitten in a nest.

 

Rio gently kissed the top of her head. “You’ve got the easiest job today, little flower,” she murmured. “You’re moral support.”

 

On the other side of the car, Nicky clambered out more slowly, his blue and red backpack weighing down his small shoulders, though he refused to take it off. His steps were hesitant, shoes scuffing lightly along the asphalt, his face drawn and serious.

 

He reached for her hand without looking up, and Rio clasped his fingers gently, giving him a little squeeze. He was quiet, his mouth set in a thin line, and it struck her again–how small he really still was. Not just in size, but in the way he sought her touch without thinking, the way he looked around the familiar world of his school like it had turned strange overnight.

 

The playground stretched out behind them, colorful and bright. The slide he loved. The tree he always pointed out. The flowerpots he helped water because he had seen Mom do the same every day at home. They passed them all, but today, he barely glanced.

 

Rio walked at his pace–unhurried, steady–matching each slow step with one of her own. They entered through the main doors, the cool air of the building greeting them in a quiet hush of echoing footsteps and early morning buzz. Teachers’ voices drifted from nearby classrooms, and the scent of fresh paint, floor polish, and just-brewed coffee hung in the air.

 

The hallway was a riot of kid-art: finger-painted rainbows, pipe-cleaner butterflies, self-portraits with uneven eyes and proud grins. Little name tags were taped to cubbies, some peeling, some freshly redone, all loved.

 

Nicky kept his gaze low as they walked past the projects, his grip still tight on her hand.

 

Rio didn’t say anything. She just let him lead.

 

Violet’s breathing was soft and rhythmic against her chest, her little hand nestled under her own chin like a curled leaf. She was still too young to understand any of this - to know what this was about, but somehow, she radiated calm like a charm Rio hadn’t known she’d needed.

 

Nicky reached the door of his classroom and paused for a long moment. The colorful paper sign with his teacher’s name fluttered faintly in the breeze from the open window down the corridor. He drew in a breath too big for his lungs and let it out in a long, weighted sigh, like a much older soul in a much smaller body.

 

Then, slowly, he pushed the door open.

 

Miss Owens was inside, tidying a stack of worksheets with the calm rhythm of someone who had mastered the morning pre-chaos ritual. She looked up at the sound of the door and smiled at them, her expression instantly softening at the sight of her student.

 

“Oh, hi Nicky! Hi, Mrs. Harkness-Vidal,” she greeted warmly, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “Everything okay?”

 

Rio returned the smile, though hers carried the weight of a mother trying to stay steady while navigating emotional minefields. “Good morning. We were just wondering if, by any chance, you happened to see a stuffed animal left behind yesterday. A blue dragon–very blue, very plush, and very missed. Nicky realized it might’ve been left here.”

 

Miss Owens blinked, her smile turning into a thoughtful frown. “Hmm. I don’t remember seeing anything like that, but I definitely would’ve put it in the Lost and Found bin if I had.” She glanced around the room instinctively, her eyes scanning the cubbies, reading corner, and the little nook behind her desk. “Let me take another quick look, just in case.”

 

But even before she’d finished speaking, Nicky’s face crumpled. His whole body seemed to contract inward, like the mere suggestion that Blue Dragon might not be here confirmed his worst fears.

 

He took a trembling step back, clutching the straps of his backpack, his eyes filling fast. “It’s my fault,” he whispered, barely audible. “I wasn’t supposed to bring him. My moms told me not to and I didn’t listen. I wasn’t good and now he’s gone…”

 

“Oh, honey, no.” Rio said, heart breaking at the sight of her son’s misery. She dropped to her knees right there on the colorful classroom carpet, the movement fluid despite the weight of Violet still pressed to her front.

 

“Sweetheart,” she said gently, brushing the hair back from Nicky’s forehead as the first few tears began to fall. “You are a very, very good boy. Okay? Even when you forget things or do something you weren’t supposed to–none of that takes away your goodness. Okay? That’s just part of growing up. It means you’re learning. And learning isn’t always neat.”

 

Nicky’s lower lip trembled as he looked up at her, searching her face for signs of anger or disappointment and finding none.

 

Rio cupped his cheek in her hand, her voice barely above a whisper. “We’re not mad. Not even close. We just want to help you find Blue Dragon. That’s all we care about. And everyone–everyone–makes mistakes sometimes. Even me. Even Mama.”

 

Nicky sniffled hard and looked at her, eyes wide and wet. He gave a small, shuddery nod, and Rio pulled him into her arms, careful not to squash Violet between them. He clung to her tightly, little fingers curling into the fabric of her coat, while she rubbed slow circles on his back , resting her chin lightly on his hair. He smelled faintly of cinnamon cereal and the apple shampoo he insisted on using because it “smelled like summer.” She held him like that for a long moment, breathing in his closeness, her own eyes stinging now.

 

Miss Owens gave them a moment before crouching down nearby and saying softly, “I’ll check the Lost and Found again. Sometimes things get shuffled around. And there are other places to look, too. The art room, the nurse’s office, the reading corner… And if he’s not in any of those, we’ll ask Mr. Day. He’s our secret weapon. He’s got a whole shelf in the supply closet for forgotten treasures. Sometimes he keeps the ones that look extra loved so they don’t get lost in the mix.”

 

At that, Nicky looked up. Not much–but enough. The smallest spark of hope flickered in his eyes. It was the first true light in them since he’d woken up.

 

Rio caught it and held onto it like gold.

 

“See?” she said quietly, smiling as she tucked a strand of his hair behind his ear. “We’re not giving up yet, Dragon Master.”

 

The nickname coaxed a faint, crooked smile from him–more a memory of a smile than the real thing, but Rio took it. Every inch forward mattered. She leaned in and pressed a kiss to his forehead, lingering there for a heartbeat longer than usual, before standing back up slowly. Violet stirred against her chest but didn’t wake.

 

Miss Owens stood as well and glanced between them. “And Nicky?” she added gently, her tone shifting just slightly, more personal now. “I’m really glad you came to tell me. That was a brave thing to do.”

 

Nicky blinked, startled by the praise. He shifted his weight from one foot to the other, uncertain how to hold it–but then he gave a small nod. His back straightened, barely noticeable, but to Rio it was everything. He wasn’t healed, but the shame had loosened its grip on him. Something was beginning to uncoil.

 

Rio smiled down at him. “Okay, soldier. Let’s go check every hallway, every closet, every cubby. Operation Dragon Rescue: Phase Two is officially underway.”

 

Without hesitation this time, Nicky reached for her hand again. His grip was firmer now, surer. Not just holding on but participating. They turned toward the door, and this time, he led the way with something like determination in his step.

 

The hallway outside was starting to fill with the usual morning bustle–kids trailing behind parents, teachers unlocking classroom doors, the faint squeak of sneakers on the waxed floor. It was loud, bright, and utterly ordinary.

 

But for Rio, everything had slowed. Her focus was entirely on the boy at her side and the rhythm of his little feet, on the baby dozing over her heart, on the way fear was slowly giving way to something else: belief. Not just in the possibility of finding the dragon–but in himself. That he could lose something and still be loved. That mistakes didn’t make him unworthy of comfort, or help, or hope.

 

The search stretched on from there. They checked the cubbies again, every one of them. They peeked under tables and behind reading rugs. Miss Owens brought them to the front office, where the secretary produced the official Lost and Found bin: a colorful mountain of gloves, water bottles, and lonely plush toys.

 

No dragon.

 

But they weren’t done. They kept going.

 

Because Nicky was leading now.

 

And Rio would follow him anywhere.

 

From the front office, Rio and Nicky–with baby Violet still strapped sleepily to Rio’s chest–made their way through the hallways of the school again, their little search party quieter now but no less determined. Nicky gripped her hand tightly, his small fingers curled around hers with desperate focus. His steps, though small, had gained speed, as if moving faster might call the dragon out from hiding. His red-rimmed eyes flicked anxiously to corners, shadows, behind doors half-cracked, like Blue Dragon might be peeking out from any one of them, waiting to be found.

 

First stop was the gym. The big echoey space felt cold and too wide. Rio waved down the P.E. teacher, who kindly let them in during their planning period. Nicky called out Blue Dragon’s name like the beloved stuffed creature might answer back, but there was nothing under the bleachers, no sign in the equipment bins, not even in the forgotten sweater pile near the climbing ropes.

 

Next was the cafeteria, with its glossy floor and faint smell of tomato soup. A few staff members gave them puzzled but sympathetic looks as they scanned the tables. Rio crouched to peek beneath the benches while Nicky got down on his hands and knees, crawling beneath the lunch tables despite her gentle protest.

 

“Nicky, sweetheart–you don’t have to get so dirty, baby.”

 

“It’s okay,” he whispered. “I don’t care.”

 

Rio let him. She understood. Violet stirred against her chest, the subtle shift of her weight signaling her wakefulness. The baby let out a soft grunt, then another, louder, more frustrated. Rio bounced on her heels slightly, adjusting her posture, murmuring quiet soothing words as Nicky scoured the floor.

 

All they found was a crushed juice box, a forgotten water bottle, and a suspiciously squashed dinner roll but no dragon.

 

They moved on.

 

Through the corridors they went again, winding back down the hallways they’d already searched, Nicky pulling her from spot to spot with increasing desperation. They checked behind recycling bins and peeked into open cubbies of the other classes.

Still nothing.

 

And then, like the world had reached its breaking point too–Violet let out a sudden, piercing wail.

 

It rang sharp and shrill through the tiled hallway, bouncing off the lockers and echoing into the space between Rio’s ribs. She winced, instinctively lifting a hand to her daughter’s back, patting in slow, steady motions.

 

“Oh, baby girl…” she murmured, shifting her weight as she began to rock side to side. “Shhh, it’s okay. I know. You’re tired, I know. I know.”

 

But the cries only grew louder–overtired sobs that clawed up from Violet’s chest and out into the hallway with furious protest. She was done. Done being carried, done being bounced, done being part of a mission she didn’t understand.

 

Rio’s arms ached. Her shoulder throbbed from hours of carrying and reaching and crouching. Her knees were stiff. Her throat was dry. And Nicky–-Nicky was unraveling.

 

He hadn’t said much in the last few rooms, just sniffled softly, but now he stopped walking altogether. His hand slipped from hers and he stood there in the hallway, breathing fast and shallow. Tears welled up again.

 

“I’m sorry,” he hiccupped, voice cracking with guilt and exhaustion. “I’m sorry I lost him. It’s all my fault–he’s gonna be alone forever in the school somewhere–he’s scared, and it’s my fault, and–and I shouldn’t have brought him–Mama told me not to–and I didn’t listen–”

 

“No, no,” Rio said quickly, kneeling down again and pulling him into a one-armed hug while the other hand tried to soothe Violet’s back. She felt like she was splitting in half–torn between her crying baby and her heartbroken boy–but somehow, she held them both. “He will be okay, my love. We’re not done yet.”

 

But even as she said it, she felt her own eyes sting. Between the screaming baby, her son’s trembling fingers, and the sinking fear that Blue Dragon really was gone–Rio’s chest squeezed tight, slightly overwhelmed. She took a deep breath, trying to keep herself from crying. If she cried, if she lost her footing now, Nicky would fall apart. And right now, she needed to be steady.

 

“Sweetheart, listen to me,” she said, her voice thick now, her own breath catching. “He’s not alone. Okay? We’re going to find him. We are. But more importantly–you are not bad. You hear me? Not even a little. You made a mistake, and that’s okay. Everyone makes mistakes. It doesn’t mean you’re not a good boy. It doesn’t mean you’re not kind, or brave, or strong.”

 

Nicky was shaking against her. “But I–”

 

Rio cupped his cheek gently. “You were trying to keep him safe. You wanted him close because you love him. That’s not wrong. That’s not bad. That’s love.”

 

He let out a long, rattling sob and buried his face against her coat.

 

Then, in a small voice, a break in his sobs, Nicky murmured, “Wait…”

 

Rio stilled immediately, brushing his curls out of his face. “What is it?”

 

“I… I remember now. I had Blue Dragon at recess yesterday. I was showing him how fast I can go on the slide.” He looked up, new hope flickering behind his tears. “Maybe… maybe he’s outside?”

 

Rio didn’t hesitate. “Then that’s where we’re going. Come on, my love–let’s go find your dragon.”

 

The moment they pushed the heavy door open, the crisp morning air hit their faces. The morning bell hadn’t rung yet, so the playground stretched out in peaceful stillness–empty monkey bars, motionless swings, a slide glinting in the pale sun like a beacon.

 

Nicky surged forward, tugging her hand, nearly dragging her along the paved path. His nose was still running, and his cheeks were blotchy, but that small spark of hope in him burned just bright enough to keep him moving.

 

They headed first to the swings. Rio squinted, scanning the patches of grass and mulch, eyes sweeping over every shadow and burst of color. A crumpled flyer, a few leaves stuck to the chain. No blue. Nothing dragon-shaped.

 

Behind the sandbox, they crouched to peek beneath the big rubber tires that marked the border of the play area. Nothing there either. The fresh air had calmed Violet down and she stirred again with a soft, bleary grunt, her small fists curling inside the sling. Rio bounced her instinctively, rubbing slow circles on her back while her eyes kept scanning the yard.

 

“Nicky, look over near the jungle gym, okay? I’ll check the benches.”

 

They split up for a moment, Nicky’s determined little form disappearing behind the low climbing wall. Rio exhaled slowly and turned toward the bench near the fence, brushing aside an old lunch napkin and something unidentifiably sticky.

 

Still nothing.

 

She turned around, about to call out to him–when something caught her eye. A flash of dull blue, barely visible under the curve of the plastic slide. She blinked. Took a step closer. Her heart gave a sudden thud.

 

“Nicky,” she said quietly, but firmly. “Come here.”

 

He turned from the climbing wall and ran over, breath catching in his throat as she pointed.

 

There, under the bright red arc of the slide, buried halfway in a clump of soggy wood chips and dirt, was a small, limp shape. Ragged. Muddied. But unmistakable.

 

A pair of floppy wings. A scuffed felt eye.

 

Blue Dragon.

 

Nicky gasped so sharply it almost sounded like a sob. “Is that–?”

 

Rio didn’t wait. She dropped to her knees beside the slide, careful not to jostle Violet too much. Her fingers moved quickly, brushing aside the mulch and mud, scooping gently until they found fabric. Damp. Cold. A little squished. But whole.

 

She pulled the stuffed dragon free, holding him aloft for just a moment in triumph.

 

Blue Dragon. A little worse for wear, but intact.

 

“Dragon!!” Nicky shrieked with joy, his voice cracking, and he launched himself at her, both arms wrapping around the toy before she could even clean it off. “You’re okay! You’re okay! I thought–I thought you were gone forever.”

 

Rio sat back on her heels, Violet beginning to settle now that the tension had finally broken. The baby shifted sleepily, and Rio leaned her head back for a second, closing her eyes.

 

Her whole body sagged with relief. She hadn’t realized how tight her chest had gotten, how close she’d been to unraveling.

 

“Oh, thank God,” she whispered, one hand resting over her heart. “There you are.”

 

Nicky was crying again now, but they were the good kind of tears–the gasping, breathless kind that came with laughter as he hugged Blue Dragon so tight the poor toy might never breathe again. Rio smiled, brushing a smear of mud from the dragon’s wings.

 

Violet quieted too, sensing the shift, her little body softening again into Rio’s chest.

 

“I missed you so much,” Nicky whispered to his dragon between hiccups. He pressed his nose into its damp fabric snout. “I’ll never leave you behind again. Never ever. I promise. I promise, I promise.”

 

Rio kissed the top of his head, pulling both her children close. “We’re so glad we found him, love.”

 

And then she let herself sink to the ground right there, not even bothering to look for a bench. The mulch was damp, the air still had that early morning bite, and she could already feel the cold seeping through the back of her jeans. She didn’t care. Not one bit. She shifted Violet gently in her sling so the baby nestled a little more comfortably against her chest, and then opened her arms to Nicky.

 

Without hesitation, Nicky clambered onto her lap, careful–so careful–not to bump Violet. He held Blue Dragon close to his chest, but leaned his body into Rio’s, his small form curling up tight against hers, like he hadn’t been able to breathe until now. His cheeks were damp and flushed, and his little chest still hitched with the leftover tremors of crying.

 

Rio wrapped both arms around both of her children and tucked them close, kissing the top of their heads, one after the other.

 

“There you are,” she whispered, her voice thick with love. “My sunny boy’s back. You did so good, baby. I’m so proud of you.”

 

Nicky didn’t say anything for a minute. He just clung to her and to Blue Dragon, arms wrapped around them both. Rio held him tighter, one hand gently stroking his back while the other cupped the back of his head, fingers threading through his curls.

 

“You were so brave,” she murmured, nuzzling into his hair. “And Blue Dragon was so brave too. Do you think he went on lots of adventures last night while we were asleep?”

 

Nicky sniffled and nodded slowly, his voice small. “Maybe he… he protected the slide from night monsters.”

 

“Oh, I’m sure he did,” Rio said with a soft smile. “You know how good he is at that. I bet he stood guard all night, even in the cold and dark. And now he’s back with you. He was just waiting to be found.”

 

She looked down at the poor dragon, still covered in sand and mud and a little smushed, but safe. Nicky looked too, and frowned.

 

“He’s dirty.”

 

“He is,” Rio agreed gently, her voice full of warmth. “But that’s okay. It just means he’s got stories to tell. And we’re going to take him home–Violet and me–and we’ll give him a good bath. A nice, warm one. We’ll make him clean and fluffy again, just how you like him.”

 

Nicky looked up at her with wide, searching eyes. “Will you use the apple soap?”

 

Rio’s smile deepened, and she brushed a thumb across his cheek, wiping away a tear-track. “Of course, baby. Apple soap and Violet’s softest towel. I’ll wrap him up like a little burrito and tuck him in with her until you get home. He’ll be warm and cozy, just waiting for you. And you can tell Mama all about his big adventure when she picks you up after school.”

 

That did it. Nicky’s whole face changed–his lips trembled, but this time with a smile. Not a forced one, not a brave one, but a real, radiant one. He reached up and threw his arms around Rio’s neck, hugging her as tight as his little muscles could manage, Blue Dragon squished between them.

 

“I love you, Mom,” he whispered into her shoulder.

 

Rio blinked hard, swallowing around the lump rising in her throat. She wrapped her arms around him again, one hand splayed protectively over his small back, the other cradling the baby still curled at her chest.

 

“I love you too, Nicky,” she whispered back, her voice trembling just a little. “So much. Always.”

 

They sat there a while longer, tangled together on the playground under the rising sun, Violet softly gurgling in her sling, Blue Dragon held safe between them like a tiny, brave knight returning from battle.

 

From that moment, everything was okay again.

 

Once Nicky had calmed down enough–and once Blue Dragon had been thoroughly hugged and kissed and reassured–Rio stood up, brushing sand from her jeans and adjusting Violet in her sling. Nicky took one last look at his newly recovered dragon before gently placing him in Rio’s hands.

 

“Take good care of him, okay?” he said solemnly, as if entrusting her with something sacred.

 

Rio accepted the toy with both hands, cradling it as gently as she might a bird with a broken wing. “Scout’s honor,” she said, tapping two fingers to her temple. “He’ll be safe with me. He and Vivi Moon will have a cozy day together, I promise.”

 

They walked back toward the building together. At the classroom door, Nicky paused. His eyes flicked up to his mom’s face, uncertain.

 

“You think… you think he was mad at me for losing him?”

 

Rio crouched a little, and gave her son a soft smile. “No, love. I think he knew you’d come back for him. Just like we always come back for you.”

 

Nicky blinked up at her, eyes shining in that wide, vulnerable way that always made Rio feel like her heart was walking around outside her body. His lip trembled for just a moment before he nodded, seeming to tuck that answer deep into some quiet corner of his heart.

 

He leaned in and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek, a little wet and very sweet. “Bye, Mom,” he whispered. Then, lowering his voice even more, he added with a sideways glance at the sling, “Bye, Vivi. Bye Dragon.”

 

Rio grinned. “Tell Miss Owens your dragon’s going to get a bubble spa day.”

 

Nicky giggled–really giggled this time–and gave a little wave before slipping into the classroom. A chorus of familiar voices greeted him at once, some calling his name, others pointing at their drawings or lunchboxes. Miss Owens gave Rio a warm, knowing smile from across the room as she welcomed Nicky in.

 

Rio stood at the door a moment longer, watching him shed his coat, hang it on the hook and take his seat, watching the way his little shoulders finally relaxed now that the dragon-shaped piece of his world had been returned. Then, she turned and walked back down the hallway, muddy dragon in hand.

 

Outside, the morning air was starting to warm up as she crossed the lot and unlocked the car. She buckled Violet into her car seat, the baby watching her with big, curious eyes, utterly content now that Nicky was okay and the morning chaos had passed.

 

“Hi, little flower,” Rio murmured, brushing a kiss to Violet’s forehead. “You were such a good helper today. Your brother’s okay. You helped him be okay.”

 

Violet made a contented, cooing sound in reply, and Rio couldn’t help but smile. She kissed her daughter’s forehead, then climbed into the driver’s seat, setting Blue Dragon in the passenger seat like a very important dignitary.

 

She sat for a moment, letting out a breath. Her hands rested on the wheel, her heart still coming down from the panic of the morning–the heartbreak of hearing her son cry, the fear they wouldn’t find the one thing that brought him comfort, the overwhelming pressure of doing it all right.

 

Violet cooed softly in the back.

 

Rio smiled to herself. She reached for her phone, thumbs moving slowl as she opened her messages and began to type to the one person who could understand the fullness of this morning without explanation.

 

Rio: Crisis averted.

Rio: Blue Dragon is safe and sound, just a little dirty.

Rio: Will give him a bath and return him fluffy.

Rio: Nicky was SO brave. He cried, though. We both almost did.

Rio: Love you.

 

She hit send one last time and looked over at the muddy dragon beside her.

 

“You really went through it, huh?” she said softly. “But you were brave. Just like Nicky.”

 

Her hand reached out instinctively, brushing some grit from the dragon’s nose with a mother’s tenderness–as though he too needed comfort, not just cleaning.

 

“Alright, brave boy,” she murmured, voice low and fond. “Let’s get you cleaned up. We’ve got apple soap waiting.”

 

With that, she turned the key in the ignition. The car rumbled to life and the soft hum of the radio filled the silence, Rio pulled away from the school parking lot with a baby dozing in the back and a dragon riding shotgun.

 

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Notes:

Better? Riot cancelled?

Chapter 23: Birthday Girl

Notes:

It’s a bit long today, sorry not sorry! I started writing that chapter yesterday and just kept getting carried away today with more and more ideas.

Also, the punctuation is a bit wacky, I'm sorry: my Word doc thingy usually converts two hyphens into an em dash, but it’s stopped doing that lately (unless I copy and paste them, and I am NOT doing that every time). I’ll have to update it soon because it’s getting pretty annoying.

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The first thing Rio that morning felt was a tiny hand on her shoulder–-soft but urgent, the kind of insistent pat-pat-pat that could only belong to a child on a very serious mission. It wasn’t harsh or frantic, just steady and determined, like a drumbeat meant to wake a sleeping mountain.

 

“Mom. Mom. Mom.”

 

Her eyes cracked open, the edges of the world still soft with sleep. The room was cloaked in early morning grey, that quiet hush of not-quite-dawn when everything felt wrapped in fog. And there, hovering two inches from her face, was a pair of very large, very awake blue eyes.

 

Nicky.

 

His little brow was furrowed with the weight of tremendous responsibility. He was whispering, but with the volume and intensity of a child who hadn’t quite mastered the art of whispering. His breath was warm on her cheek.

 

“Mom,” he repeated, as if she hadn’t already woken. “You gotta get up. We have to be very quiet, okay? Because it’s a secret. We have to make pancakes. It’s Mama’s birthday. But she can’t know. It’s a surprise.”

 

Rio blinked at him, groggy but immediately smiling. His hair was sticking up in all directions. He was wearing his dinosaur pajama top inside out and had clearly put socks on in the dark because one was blue and the other was covered in Halloween ghosts.

 

“Okay, okay,” she whispered, already shifting out from under the covers. Violet stirred in the bassinet beside their bed, and Rio gently scooped her up before she could start fussing.

 

Agatha lay perfectly still, her long, dark hair cascading across the pillow in silky waves, catching the faint golden blush of early morning light that filtered through the curtains. Her face, framed by that tousled veil, was a portrait of peace: elegant and serene, as if untouched by time or the chaos of the world outside their bedroom.

 

But Rio knew better.

 

She knew the quiet wasn’t sleep. Not truly. She knew the subtle tension in Agatha’s jaw, the way her breathing was a little too steady, too measured. It was the breathing of someone pretending. Someone listening. Someone waiting.

 

Still holding Violet gently against her shoulder, the baby’s cheek warm against her collarbone, Rio reached out her free hand and curled her fingers around Nicky’s. His small palm was still a little sweaty from the excitement of his secret mission, and he leaned into her side, vibrating with unspoken energy.

 

Rio stepped closer to the bed, slow and careful. She looked down at her wife–-the woman she loved with everything she had, the woman who held the entire family together with quiet strength and razor-sharp grace–-and her heart clenched with a kind of sweet ache.

 

She leaned down, lips brushing softly against Agatha’s forehead first, a kiss full of gentleness and gratitude. Agatha’s expression didn’t shift–she could have won an Oscar for her commitment to the role of “asleep.” Not a flicker. Not a twitch. Nothing that would ruin her son’s joy at surprising her.

 

Rio’s smile deepened, amused and impossibly fond. She lowered her lips to Agatha’s ear and whispered, barely louder than a breath, “I know you’re awake.”

 

Still, nothing, but the slightest little smile.

 

Rio huffed the quietest laugh. “Master of deception,” she murmured, and then pressed a kiss to her wife’s lips–-feather-light and lingering, soft as a secret. It was a birthday kiss, but also so much more: a thank you, a promise, a memory being made in the hush of morning. She poured every ounce of love into it–every sleepless night, every shared smile, every whispered conversation in the dark. All of it.

 

Violet stirred slightly, her tiny hand curling into the fabric of Rio’s robe, and Nicky gave a barely-contained bounce beside her. With one final glance at Agatha, who remained utterly still–-still too still– Rio straightened, adjusting Violet in the crook of her arm.

 

“Happy birthday,” she whispered, almost to herself this time. Then she slipped quietly from the room, Nicky tiptoeing beside her like a tiny secret agent on a classified mission.

 

The door clicked shut behind them with a soft snick of finality.

 

And in the silence that followed, Agatha’s lips finally curved, slow and full of something so tender it hurt. Her lashes fluttered once, and she reached out blindly to touch the place on the pillow where Rio’s warmth had just been.

 

Her heart ached in the best possible way. Full to the brim with love, and the weightless wonder of being so deeply known.

 

Down the hallway, the sounds of very quiet scheming had already begun–-Nicky whispering a list of ingredients like a tiny general, Rio’s amused chuckles, Violet’s soft cooing. Somewhere between the clinking of mixing bowls and the sound of a kitchen chair being dragged across the tile floor, Agatha let herself drift, surrounded by the muffled, loving chaos of her home.

 

She had a feeling this would be the best birthday yet.

 


 

Agatha came down the stairs barefoot, each step sinking gently into the softness of the worn wooden steps that knew her well. She was warm and rested, her limbs still loose with sleep, and her long hair had been loosely braided back from her face, a few strands escaping to frame her cheeks like ribbons of shadow in the golden morning light.

 

The house smelled unmistakably like pancakes: sweet and buttery with a slightly worrying undertone of something just on the edge of burning. The scent drifted up to meet her. As she reached the last step and padded across the floor, sunlight poured in through the tall kitchen windows, catching the dust motes in their gentle, swirling dance. Everything felt slow and suspended, like the morning itself was holding its breath.

 

When Agatha turned the corner into the kitchen, the spell broke.

 

What she walked into could only be described as a culinary war zone.

 

There was flour everywhere. On the counter. On the floor. On the cabinets. On the toaster. And very prominently, on Nicky’s nose, which was twitching with concentration as he stirred something with great ceremony in a large bowl.

 

Her son was standing precariously on a dining chair pulled up to the island, his tiny feet planted wide for balance. His dinosaur pajama sleeves were rolled up in haphazard bunches–-one elbow free, the other still stuck halfway up his arm–and his hands were coated in pancake batter up to the forearms. He wore, with the importance of a royal chef, a crown-like chef’s hat made from wrinkled construction paper, taped unevenly and drooping over one eyebrow. He was an absolute mess. He also looked indescribably proud.

 

And then there was Rio.

 

Rio, beautiful even in absolute disarray, was a chaotic marvel at the counter. Her wild curls had been pinned up with what looked suspiciously like a highlighter, and she had one breast out, Violet latched and sleepily nursing against her chest. Despite her obvious multitasking, she was directing the pancake operation with the calm focus of someone completely in her element, her free hand gesturing like a maestro orchestrating a very small, very messy symphony.

 

“Okay, baby,” Rio was saying, her voice laced with sleep and humor, “the plates are in the cabinet you can reach. Just three, remember? Three. Not all the–-nope, okay, go off, king,” she muttered as Nicky triumphantly pulled down an entire stack of six and carried them over like a waiter in a Michelin-star restaurant, nearly tripping on the way but catching himself with a dramatic spin.

 

Agatha leaned against the doorframe for a moment, letting the sight sink in. Her family. Her morning. Her chaos. And she was utterly, hopelessly in love.

 

She cleared her throat softly.

 

Nicky spun around at the sound, and gasped like he’d seen Santa Claus and Spider-Man at the same time. “MAMA!!” he shrieked with pure delight and launched himself off the chair without hesitation, a blur of sticky pajamas and excitement.

 

Agatha caught him with instinctual ease, laughing as she scooped him up. He settled on her hip as if he’d never outgrown it, though he was definitely heavier than he used to be. She kissed his flour-covered cheek, and he responded with unbridled affection, planting a dozen sticky kisses all over her face and neck, giggling as he did.

 

“You’re here! You’re awake! It’s your birthday!” he declared, vibrating with joy. “We made you pancakes! Kinda! They might be kinda crunchy on the edges but that’s okay because love is the main ingredient and we used a LOT of it.”

 

Agatha’s heart clenched with soft affection so powerful it nearly knocked the breath out of her.

 

Then, with great ceremony, Nicky wriggled around and reached into the back pocket of his pajama pants, which was slightly damp (and she chose not to question with what), and pulled out a bent, glitter-smudged, and visibly wrinkled paper crown. “I made this! It’s your queen crown! You have to wear it or the birthday magic won’t work!”

 

Agatha took the offering and knelt slightly to let him place it on her head, the paper already beginning to curl at the corners.

 

“It’s perfect,” she said solemnly, eyes shining. “I feel like a true monarch already.”

 

From behind them, Rio grinned over her shoulder, her voice warm with laughter. “All hail Queen Agatha, ruler of the sticky kingdom.”

 

Agatha looked between the three of them–-her beaming son, her sleepy daughter, her brilliant, batter-dusted wife–and felt something solid and shining settle in her chest. This. This was the life she’d built. It was imperfect. Messy. Loud. And it was everything.

 

“Breakfast is served,” Rio announced, from hwhere she had moved at the counter. “Please don’t ask how many pans we’ve ruined.”

 

Rio had just finished nursing and was expertly rebuttoning the oversized pajama top–-the unmistakably soft, well-worn navy one that belonged to Agatha. It hung off her like a makeshift robe, sleeves swallowing her wrists and hem skimming her thighs. The collar was askew, buttons uneven, and she looked absurdly beautiful in that sleep-rumpled, effortless way that always made Agatha’s chest sing.

 

She kissed the top of Violet’s head with a quiet hum, adjusted her daughter’s tiny body against her chest, and padded over, barefoot and radiant in the warm light. Her curls were still pinned haphazardly with the pen from earlier, and there was a streak of flour across her cheek.

 

Agatha didn’t care what the kitchen looked like anymore.

 

“Good morning, birthday girl,” Rio murmured, voice low and fond, slipping her free arm around Agatha’s waist. She leaned up, lips brushing her wife’s in greeting.

 

It wasn’t a quick kiss.

 

Agatha exhaled softly and melted into it, shifting Nicky to her other hip to wrap her free arm around Rio’s waist. The kiss deepened slowly–soft, warm, lingering. The kind of kiss that said everything: I love you, you’re my anchor, I still can’t believe I get to wake up to this life. It tasted faintly like sleep and pancakes and joy.

 

When they finally broke apart, Nicky–sandwiched between them–let out an exaggerated groan. “Ughhh. Gross. I’m gonna barf pancake batter.”

 

Agatha laughed, forehead resting lightly against Rio’s, her hand still curled at her waist. “You better be careful, then,” she said, eyes twinkling. “We haven’t even gotten to the whipped cream.”

 

Rio snorted and pulled back slightly, glancing around the wreckage of the kitchen with theatrical resignation. “We’re trying not to burn the house down in your honor, you know.”

 

“You’re doing a terrible job,” Agatha deadpanned, tilting her head toward the still-smoking skillet behind Rio and the powdered sugar explosion near the sink.

 

Rio just grinned unrepentantly. “Your daughter helped with the batter–-by drooling in it.”

 

“Violet!” Agatha gasped, looking down at the baby now blinking innocently at her, round-cheeked and utterly guiltless. “Is that true?”

 

“She added a secret ingredient,” Rio said seriously. “We’re calling it… maternal enzymes. You can’t get that at the store.”

 

Agatha burst out laughing and kissed the top of Violet’s head, then turned and planted a kiss on Nicky’s curls. Finally, she leaned in and kissed Rio’s forehead, right where a streak of flour clung to her skin like war paint. “This is already the best birthday I’ve ever had.”

 

“Oh, we haven’t even gotten to the grand performance,” Rio said wryly, nodding toward Nicky, who had been very suspiciously quiet.

 

“We haven’t even sung the song yet,” Nicky announced ominously, slipping out of Agatha’s arms and making a beeline for the bottom drawer with the kind of purpose that spelled trouble.

 

Agatha watched him go, her eyes narrowing. “Oh no,” she whispered, half-laughing.

 

There was a loud clatter of utensils, followed by triumphant rustling. Nicky emerged holding a sparkly tambourine, already shaking it with flair.

 

Rio raised her eyebrows. “He has a tambourine,” she said, turning to Agatha with mock horror in her voice. “Baby, how about we wait until after breakfast to shake the house down with your song, okay?”

 

Nicky sighed like a tragic opera singer but relented, carefully placing the tambourine on the counter next to the glitter glue and a half-finished birthday card that read QUEEN MAMA in rainbow letters.

 

“But we’re doing it right after,” he warned, wagging a flour-covered finger. “Like, right. After.”

 

“Understood,” Agatha said solemnly. “I’ll be emotionally prepared.”

 

Rio looked at her daughter in her arms, at the sleepy mischief in Nicky’s eyes, and at her wife–wearing a crown made of glitter paper and love–and smiled so softly it hurt.

 

“Hope you’re ready for the royal treatment,” she said.

 

Agatha kissed her again. “With you three? I always am.”

 

Agatha stepped further into the kitchen, barefoot and smiling, and just as she was reaching to help Rio flip the next pancake, something on the table caught her eye.

 

Nestled between the stack of slightly mismatched plates and a chaotic sprawl of toppings–-maple syrup dripping down its bottle, a half-used jar of strawberry jam with the lid askew, chocolate chips scattered like confetti, an empty Nutella jar standing suspiciously innocent, and a bowl of whipped cream already losing its shape–-sat a small glass jar.

 

It was of jar that had clearly lived another life, probably held tomato sauce once, but had been scrubbed clean and now proudly stood in its new role as a vase. And inside, bursting out in all directions, was a messy, vibrant, gloriously imperfect bouquet of wildflowers.

 

Bright yellow buttercups pressed up against a few thin, lopsided lavender stems, their pale purple buds curling delicately. There were daisies missing more than a few petals, a frilly white bloom that looked like it had come from a neighbor’s yard, and a couple of tall, green stalks that might’ve technically been weeds–-but they held their place like they belonged. One daisy had a long blade of grass wrapped and knotted like a bow around its stem, uneven and earnest.

 

It was chaos. It was color. It was utterly beautiful.

 

Before Agatha could comment, there came the familiar thud-thud-thud of small feet sprinting across the flour-dusted floor. Nicky zipped to her side, practically vibrating with excitement.

 

“I picked them!” he announced, voice full of pride, as if presenting a national treasure. “I picked them all by myself yesterday afternoon! I was very careful not to pick the ones Mom said were important. I only picked the crazy ones.”

 

“The crazy ones?” Agatha echoed, crouching beside him, one hand resting gently on his back. She reached out and touched a battered buttercup, its yellow petals slightly crumpled but still cheerful.

 

“Yeah!” Nicky nodded vigorously, curls bouncing. “The ones growing all sideways and weird. I liked those best. And I got help!”

 

Agatha tilted her head, amusement already rising. “You did?”

 

“Yup! Mom helped me cut the stems so they’d fit in the jar. And Violet helped too!”

 

Agatha’s brows lifted as she glanced toward Rio, who was now using her elbow to wipe pancake batter off the side of a cupboard, her hands full with the spatula and a slightly scorched pancake. Violet dozed peacefully in the sling across her chest, one tiny hand clutching the collar of Rio’s borrowed pajama top like she owned it.

 

“Oh?” Agatha said, grinning as she looked back down at Nicky. “And how did Violet help?”

 

“She ate a flower,” Rio said flatly from across the kitchen without even turning around.

 

“She what?

 

Rio looked over her shoulder and gave her a wry smile. “Just one. I caught her mid-chomp. Looked very pleased with herself. Honestly, I think she thought she was helping.”

 

“I think it was the yellow one,” Nicky added solemnly. “She was really proud. Like this.” He scrunched up his face in a ridiculous impression of Violet, eyes wide and lips pursed, mimicking baby satisfaction with near perfect comedic timing.

 

Agatha laughed, full-bodied and warm. She turned back to the bouquet, her eyes soft.

 

The flowers were already starting to wilt in places. One buttercup was missing half a petal. The lavender leaned a little too far to one side. The jar had a faint red tinge at the bottom that no amount of scrubbing could hide. But none of that mattered. Because this? This was perfect.

 

A handpicked gift from her son, arranged with the proud help of her wife and their flower-munching baby. Messy. Joyful. Real.

 

She cupped the jar gently between her hands, touched one petal with a fingertip.

 

“They’re beautiful,” she whispered.

 

“They’re wild!” Nicky said proudly, beaming up at her. “Just like you!”

 

Agatha blinked, touched—caught between amusement and asomething else. She looked over at Rio, who shrugged and mouthed, he said it, not me.

 

“I’ll take it,” Agatha said, voice thick with affection. “I think wild is exactly right.”

 

She sat down slowly at the table, still in her robe and her paper glitter crown, one hand idly tracing the rim of the makeshift vase, the other reaching for the warm little body of her son who leaned against her with pride all but radiating off him. Nicky scooted closer without hesitation, nestling into her like a kitten claiming his spot. He practically radiated joy, his chest puffed with pride, still slightly dusted in flour from the morning’s kitchen escapades.

 

“This is the best birthday bouquet I’ve ever had,” Agatha said softly, her voice catching just slightly in her throat. She cleared it quietly, pretending it didn’t tremble. “Really. The best.”

 

Nicky’s eyes widened with delight. “Even better than the one from last year?”

 

Agatha turned toward him and nodded solemnly. “So much better. That one didn’t have… drool.”

 

“Exactly!” he exclaimed, as if this was the detail that made all the difference. “This one’s got spit magic.

 

Agatha laughed despite herself, pulling him in tighter and kissing the top of his curls. “Well, how can anything compete with that?”

 

Across the kitchen, Rio finally surrendered her battle with the pancake batter smeared across the cupboard and tossed the damp cloth onto the counter. She turned and made her way over, carrying the last plate of golden-brown (slightly crispy) pancakes.

 

With one hand, she set the plate down among the glorious mess of toppings, and with the other, she expertly unfastened the baby sling from around her shoulders. Violet stirred against her, fists curled and cheeks flushed from sleep, her tiny face still scrunched in a dream.

 

“Okay, chaos crew,” Rio announced, using her foot to nudge a spatula off the floor as she spoke. “We’ve got pancakes. We’ve got toppings. We’ve got… an impending musical interlude,” she said, nodding toward the corner of the room where Nicky had indeed stashed the tambourine, two jingle bells, and what looked suspiciously like the metal lid from a pot he was planning to use as a cymbal. “And we have one birthday girl in a glittery crown. I think that’s all the essential ingredients.”

 

She eased Violet into the crook of one arm and dropped into the seat beside. Her shoulder brushed against Agatha’s, their knees bumped under the table, and then stayed touching.

 

Violet made a soft, contented noise in her sleep and shifted against Rio’s chest, one foot peeking out from under her onesie and pressing lazily against her mother’s stomach. Agatha reached out to stroke her daughter’s tiny ankle with the back of her finger, heart swelling again with something fierce and wordless.

 

She looked around at the chaos: the flour on the floor, the Nutella smears on the drawer handle, the crooked crown on her own head, the glitter now floating in her tea like stars.  

None of it was curated or polished. It wasn’t the kind of morning you saw in greeting cards or photo albums.

 

It was better.

 

And she wouldn’t have changed a single thing.

 

When she spoke, her voice came out soft and full of quiet joy. “It’s already the best birthday I’ve ever had.”

 

Rio leaned in and kissed her temple, lips lingering for just a second longer than necessary. Her free hand reached under the table to find Agatha’s and squeezed it gently, their fingers tangling without thinking.

 

“Good,” Rio murmured, her voice full of affection and mischief. “Because we’re just getting started. And also… you already said that.”

 

Agatha turned her head to give her a dry look, but her eyes were laughing.

 

“And I’ll keep saying it,” she said. “Just try and stop me.”

 

From across the table, Nicky was already rummaging in the drawer again.

 

“Oh no,” Rio whispered, catching sight of the tambourine’s reappearance.

 

Agatha just smiled and reached for the syrup. “Let the chaos begin.”

 


 

Once the breakfast dishes had been cleared–-mostly by Rio, who had to physically restrain Nicky from attempting to lick the Nutella directly off the table (“We are not raccoons, sweetheart,” she said, as he protested that raccoons were actually very clean)–-the moment had come.

 

Nicky stood at the head of the table, hands on his hips, chin lifted with regal authority.

 

“It is time,” he announced, his voice solemn and booming as though addressing a crowd of thousands. “For THE FIRST ROUND… of PRESENTS.”

 

He paused for effect, basking in the weight of the words.

 

Then he turned, grabbed Agatha’s hand, and began tugging her toward the living room with the singular, unwavering momentum of a child on a mission. Agatha followed, laughing as she was half-dragged across the kitchen floor, the sleeves of her robe trailing behind her like a gown.

 

Rio followed at a slower pace, Violet tucked neatly into her arms now that she was fully awake, alert, and sucking on her two fingers. She blinked at the light filtering through the windows as if trying to understand where pancakes ended and presents began.

 

The living room was still a bit of a mess-–blankets from the night before strewn over the back of the couch, Nicky’s train tracks halfway built across the rug, and someone’s sweater (Rio’s, probably) crumpled near the coffee table–-but it was warm, and sunlit, and brimming with that lived-in kind of joy.

 

Agatha eased down onto the couch with a soft sigh, taking Violet from her wife’s arms and settling her carefully against her lap. The baby squirmed, tiny legs kicking, but made no move to remove her fingers from her mouth. Her wide eyes tracked the motion of the crinkly gift bag with laser focus.

 

Rio dropped down beside Agatha on the right, the worn pajama top slipping off one shoulder as she leaned into the cushions with a satisfied grunt. She draped one arm casually along the back of the couch, brushing lightly against Agatha’s shoulders.

 

Nicky launched himself onto the other side of Agatha like a tiny rocket and immediately started bouncing.

 

“Can I give the first one?” he begged, already halfway off the couch again before anyone answered.

 

Rio reached behind the couch and hoisted up the bag so oversized it looked like it might contain a bicycle–or a small animal. It was covered in cartoon stars and pastel cats in party hats. She helf it up for a moment, then arched a brow and waved Nicky closer. “All right, Gift Master. Commence distribution protocol.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly. He marched over to the bag and rifled through it, little brows furrowed in concentration, before selecting a medium-sized bundle wrapped in shiny green paper and glitter tape (the glitter, Agatha would learn later, was everywhere).

 

“FOR THE QUEEN OF THE DAY,” he declared.

 

Agatha raised a regal brow and pressed a hand to her chest. “Why, thank you, kind sir.”

 

“Let’s keep it at birthday girl,” Rio muttered with a smirk.

 

“Birthday queen,” Nicky corrected firmly. “There’s a difference.”

 

Agatha exchanged a look with Rio. Then she reached forward and accepted the gift, laughing softly when Violet gave an excited little wiggle against her lap, clearly sensing the rising energy.

 

“Is it safe to open?” Agatha teased, peering inside.

 

“That depends on your definition of safe,” Rio said, settling in comfortably. “There’s glitter. There might be googly eyes. Possibly something glued with marshmallow cream. We take no responsibility.”

 

“And tape!” Nicky added brightly. “So much tape.”

 

Agatha glanced back into the present, then up at the expectant faces around her: her glowing son, her sleepy daughter, her beautiful wife wearing a shirt that used to be hers. The couch was crowded, her crown was slipping, and one of the presents had apparently been sealed with half a roll of duct tape.

 

Her heart was full to the brim.

 

“Well,” she said, gently brushing Violet’s growing curls back from her forehead. “Let’s see what the chaos crew has created.”

 

And with that, she began to unwrap the first gift–-carefully, slowly, because some moments were too good to rush.

 

“This one’s from me,” Nicky repeated with great importance, his chest puffed out and his eyes locked on the glittery, slightly lopsided package now sitting squarely in Agatha’s lap, just beneth Violet.

 

His pride was radiant–practically glowing off him like sunlight–and Agatha, already brimming with affection, felt her heart squeeze a little tighter in her chest.

 

She rested a hand gently on the gift, then looked up at her son with a soft, teasing smile. “Well, now I’m very curious.”

 

The package was heavy. Heavier than she expected. And something about the uneven weight distribution suggested it was not a book or anything remotely soft. She gave it a cautious little bounce on her knees and raised an eyebrow in intrigue.

 

Rio, lounging next to her and cradling a still-sleepy Violet in one arm, raised both hands in mock innocence. “That one took an entire afternoon, a ruined towel, and two outfit changes. Three if you count the one I had to change into.”

 

Agatha let out a low laugh, shifting slightly to accommodate Violet, who had begun kicking softly in her lap. “Now I’m nervous.”

 

With great care, she continued unwrapping the package, tugging at the edges of the wrapping paper–which was mostly held together with overlapping strips of glitter tape and a hopeful smudge of what looked suspiciously like peanut butter. The tape refused to yield, sticking to her fingers, and at one point she had to ask Rio for help prying it off.

 

“It’s aggressively taped because it’s fragile,” Nicky offered, bouncing on the balls of his feet. “Well, not fragile like glass. But emotionally fragile. You know.”

 

Agatha paused to look at him, mouth twitching. “That makes perfect sense.”

 

Finally, the last stubborn flap gave way, and the paper fell open with a crinkle to reveal…

 

A rock.

 

A large, smooth, oval garden rock, nestled in the folds like a precious treasure.

 

Agatha blinked, surprised for only a second before her eyes widened with soft delight. It wasn’t just a rock. It had been lovingly scrubbed, maybe even soaked and dried in the sun, and then painted in bold, uneven strokes. A butterfly covered nearly the entire surface, its wings exploding with wild color–shimmering purples, sunburst yellows, sky blues, vibrant greens. No two strokes matched, and some paint was thicker in places, as though layered with intention… or repeated attempts.

 

A little thumbprint marred one edge, clearly pressed into wet paint, and in the corner, in careful, slanted block letters, was written in sparkly marker:

 

“For Mama. Love, Nicky.”

 

Agatha didn’t say anything right away. She ran her fingertips over the dry paint, tracing the contours of the butterfly’s wing, and felt a lump rise in her throat. Her breath caught slightly, but she didn’t look away.

 

“It’s a magic rock,” Nicky said helpfully, breaking the silence with an air of wisdom far beyond his years. He climbed up onto the couch beside her again and rested a hand on her knee. “Mom said so.”

 

“She did, did she?” Agatha glanced sideways at Rio, who was already grinning in anticipation of the blame.

 

Nicky nodded solemnly. “If you put it in the garden, it helps the flowers grow. And butterflies come because they think it’s their cousin. That’s why the wings are so big. So they can spot it from the sky.”

 

Rio tilted her head, completely unrepentant. “What can I say? I’m just out here reporting the facts. Magic rocks. Cousin butterflies. Your son’s the real artist-–I was only the assistant.”

 

Agatha laughed under her breath, touched beyond words. She held the rock closer, like it was fragile in the truest, tenderest sense-–not because it could break, but because it had been made with so much care, so much messy, genuine love.

 

“It’s the best gift ever,” she whispered, brushing a thumb over the ridged paint where the colors bled slightly into each other. “Truly.”

 

Nicky leaned against her side, still beaming. “I knew you’d like it.”

 

“Like it?” Agatha pulled him into a gentle hug, careful not to squish Violet between them. “I love it. I’m going to plant it right next to the hydrangeas. The pink ones. That way the butterflies will see it right away.”

 

“Perfect,” Nicky said, satisfied.

 

Rio reached over and tugged the paper crown back into place on Agatha’s head, where it had begun to tilt sideways again. “A queen and her magic rock,” she murmured, her voice all fondness and affection. “You’re going to be unstoppable.”

 

Agatha smiled down at her family–-her rock, her butterfly, her storm and her stillness–-and whispered, “I already am.”

 

Nicky, utterly delighted with himself and glowing from head to toe, leaned over and pressed a kiss to Agatha’s shoulder–-a sticky, Nutella-scented kiss that made her heart flutter in that way it always did when he was proud of something he’d made.

 

“Do you think the butterflies will really come, Mama?” he asked in a hushed voice, like he was sharing a secret hope.

 

Agatha turned her head and looked at him–her sweet, starry-eyed boy with paint still faintly crusted beneath one fingernail and glitter in his eyelashes. She cupped his cheek with one hand and kissed him there, right on his cheekbone.

 

“Of course they’ll come,” she said, her voice warm and certain. “They’d be silly not to. It’s beautiful. Just like you.”

 

He beamed, cheeks going pink at the praise, and shifted a little closer into her side. At that moment, Violet let out a cheerful little coo, startling herself slightly with the sound. One pudgy hand wiggled in the air, vaguely flapping in the rock’s general direction.

 

Nicky gasped. “She loves it,” he whispered, wide-eyed with wonder, as if Violet’s approval had just made the entire universe right.

 

Agatha laughed softly, her arm curling around both her children and pulling them in close. The weight of them—one big and buzzing with energy, the other small and warm and still settling into the world—filled her chest with something too vast for words. Her eyes shimmered again, the tears still threatening but held back now by the sheer force of joy.

 

“Then we’re all in agreement,” she murmured, resting her cheek against the top of Nicky’s head.

 

“Good,” Nicky declared, pushing himself upright again with renewed purpose. “Because the next one is even more magic.”

 

He dove dramatically toward the big gift bag like a knight returning to his treasure chest, arms flailing a bit for effect. Wrapping paper crinkled beneath him, and the bells from his earlier musical interlude jingled faintly in protest on the coffee table he jostled.

 

Agatha glanced up just in time to catch Rio’s gaze over the top of Violet’s head. Her wife’s expression was all mischief and mischief-contained love, her lips quirking in the way they always did when she knew something Agatha didn’t.

 

“Brace yourself,” Rio mouthed silently, her eyes dancing.

 

Agatha arched a brow but smiled back. “Oh, I am,” she murmured aloud, her voice somewhere between amused and already emotional.

 

Because how could she not? Her lap was full of baby and butterfly magic. Her shoulder still held the press of her son’s kiss. Her heart–-bruised and healing and endlessly resilient–-was stretched wide open, flooded with the golden light of being loved and known so deeply.

 

So yes, she braced herself–for the next gift, for more chaos, for whatever brilliant nonsense Rio had conspired with Nicky to pull off. But mostly, she braced herself for more love.

 

Because if there was one thing this family did without restraint, it was love.

 

And Agatha had a feeling this birthday wasn’t finished spoiling her-–not even close.

 

Once the magic rock had been thoroughly admired–turned this way and that so its painted butterfly wings shimmered in the morning light–and Violet had made a determined but ultimately unsuccessful attempt to eat one of the glitter stickers now stuck proudly to Agatha’s pajama pants, Nicky fished out another present from the gift bag.

 

“Okay,” he announced, his tone shifting to something a little more official. His brow furrowed with the gravity of what was about to happen. “Now it’s Vivi’s turn.”

 

His small hands rummaged inside the bag with exaggerated focus, tongue poking out between his lips in concentration. Finally, he emerged triumphant, clutching a slim, flat package wrapped in soft lilac paper and decorated with shiny silver stars that caught the light like tiny constellations.

 

He held it with reverence, as though he were presenting a royal decree, and passed it into Agatha’s hands with great ceremony.

 

“This one’s from Vivi,” he repeated firmly, turning to his baby sister and gently patting her round little belly. “I helped. But mostly it was her.”

 

Agatha’s brows lifted as she adjusted Violet on her lap and held the package with delicate, theatrical care. “Oh,” she cooed, voice warm and affectionate, “I can’t wait to see what my baby girl made for me.”

 

Violet blinked up at her, utterly oblivious to the excitement she was apparently responsible for, one hand casually attempting to chew on her own sleeve.

 

Agatha peeled back the wrapping carefully and paused, momentarily speechless, as she took in what lay beneath the lilac paper.

 

It was a small square canvas, maybe the size of a sheet of paper, light and sturdy in her hands. Painted boldly in the center was a single, large flower–-a rich purple bloom radiating joy. The petals were unmistakable: five tiny footprints, arranged in a loose, imperfect circle with five little heels for the middle, each one slightly smudged in a different direction, toes pointing outward like little sunbeams, some smushed when tiny toes must have wriggled.

 

Below the petals, two small green handprints fanned out like clumsy leaves, smeared and uneven and full of life. Some of the edges bled into each other, and a streak of bright blue, likely from a rogue thumb or enthusiastic wiggle, arched across the top like a drifting cloud that had wandered into the frame uninvited.

 

But to Agatha, it looked like something sacred. A memory frozen in paint. Love pressed into canvas with ten tiny fingers and ten perfect toes.

 

“She did it all,” Nicky said solemnly, as Agatha’s eyes welled with something quiet and deep. “Well, okay–-Mom dipped her feet in paint, and she held her hands, and she cleaned her up after, but I picked the colors.”

 

He sat up straighter, clearly proud of his artistic direction. “And I made sure she didn’t eat the paint. And I said it should be a flower, because Vivi likes flowers. But it was still her idea. She told me with her eyes.”

 

Agatha turned toward him slowly, the corner of her mouth twitching upward despite the lump in her throat. “She told you with her eyes, did she?”

 

“She did,” Nicky insisted, dead serious. “She looked at me. Like this–”

 

He turned dramatically toward Violet and gave the most intense, squinty-eyed expression he could muster. It was part wise-old-owl, part confused puppy, and part little boy trying very hard not to sneeze.

 

“Just like that,” he said, proud of his interpretation. “And I knew.

 

Agatha let out a quiet, watery laugh, one hand pressed over her mouth as she stared down at the flower. “Well,” she said softly, “you were right. This is… beautiful. She’s already an artist.”

 

“She’s a baby genius,” Nicky added, nodding solemnly as if it were a documented fact.

 

Agatha laughed, a soft and delighted sound, and brought the canvas to her chest, hugging it carefully as if it were made of glass. She looked down at Violet, who was now babbling softly to herself, happily gnawing on the collar of her pastel onesie, utterly oblivious to her newfound reputation as a celebrated infant artist.

 

“Oh, thank you, my little moonflower,” Agatha whispered, bending low to press a cascade of soft, fluttering kisses to Violet’s cheeks, her nose, her smooth, warm forehead. “It’s beautiful. I’m going to put it on my nightstand and look at it every single day for the rest of my life.”

 

Violet responded by drooling generously onto the sleeve of Agatha’s pajama top and squealing with delight, as if her contribution to the moment was both crucial and complete.

 

“She’s very moved,” Rio said, deadpan, reaching over to gently brush a growing curl from Violet’s forehead.

 

“I can tell,” Agatha murmured, still smiling, her eyes fixed on the canvas. Her fingers drifted over the dried swirls of purple and green, tracing the edges of each tiny footprint as if memorizing them by touch alone. “I’ve never received anything so… small and so completely perfect. And I get to keep her prints like this. Forever. Even when she’s taller than me and rolling her eyes.”

 

“She’ll never be this little again,” Rio said softly, voice colored with emotion she didn’t try to hide. “That’s why I wanted you to have this. Just one piece of her babyness. Something to hold onto, even after it all goes too fast.”

 

Agatha looked over at her wife and saw it then–-how Rio was watching her with that tender expression, half-grin and all heart, the look that made Agatha feel like the safest place in the universe.

 

Nicky leaned his head against Agatha’s arm and whispered, “Do you like it, Mama?”

 

“I love it,” she whispered back, reaching for him and squeezing him close. “You and your sister gave me the best gifts I’ve ever received.”

 

“Wait ‘til you see mine,” Rio muttered under her breath with a wink.

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow but said nothing. She was still holding the flower print to her chest, still pressing her lips to Violet’s forehead every few seconds, still soaking in the warmth of her children and wife cuddled beside her on the couch.

 

And it wasn’t even lunchtime yet.

 

She didn’t need cake, or candles, or surprises. Not really. Because this? This was already everything.

 

Rio, sensing the shift in the air, leaned down and pulled a small, velvet jewelry box from the pocket of her pajama bottoms. It was perfectly unassuming in size, simple in shape, and had none of the extravagance that might have normally signified a big, shiny gift.

 

This wasn’t the kind of gift that sparkled under the weight of price tags or grand gestures. This one whispered. Intimate. Quiet. The kind of gift you only give once you truly know someone’s soul.

 

Agatha tilted her head slightly, a soft crease forming between her brows. Her eyes met Rio’s, questioning and gentle, and she could already feel the stirrings of emotion rising again in her chest.

 

“What’s this?” she asked softly, her voice steady, but low with the gravity of the moment–already suspicious of how deeply this small box might undo her.

 

Rio didn’t speak right away. She looked at Agatha for a beat too long, as if she were memorizing her. She swallowed, smiled a little–not her usual grin, but something tender and tremulous–and then knelt beside the couch, folding her body close, so she was level with her wife’s face.

 

“Open it and see,” she said finally, her voice thick with warmth, her hands not quite steady. She wasn’t nervous. Not really. But the weight of what she was giving–the meaning folded inside that little box–made her hands tremble all the same.

 

It wasn’t the first gift she’d given Agatha. Not by a long shot. But this one felt stitched into the fabric of their story. This one felt like it carried pieces of who they were, and who they would become.

 

And Agatha knew that, even before she unlatched the lid.

 

She shifted Violet gently in her lap, careful not to jostle her, and took the box with one hand. Her fingers brushed against Rio’s as she did, and for a moment, they just stayed like that–touching, holding, breathing together.

 

She opened the box slowly, with the kind of care one gives to something sacred. The small hinge creaked just faintly, and then the lid fell back to reveal what rested inside: a golden chain, delicate and fine, laid gently against a bed of soft black velvet.

 

The chain itself shimmered faintly, not flashy but warm, a shade gold that caught the light without needing to beg for it. It was subtle, timeless–graceful in its simplicity. But it wasn’t the chain that stole Agatha’s breath. It was what hung from it.

 

There were four pendants, each carefully chosen, each resting side by side like a constellation of meaning: a small sun, a crescent moon, a purple gem, and a green one. Four bright, shimmering fragments of her life.

 

Agatha’s breath hitched audibly.

 

“Rio…” she murmured, her voice already beginning to crack, as if her heart had recognized the gift before her mind could catch up. Tears welled instantly in her eyes, blurring the gold and the colors as she stared down at the little universe gathered in the palm of her hand.

 

The sun was radiant in a quiet way–-its rays smooth, etched with the gentlest ridges, catching the glow of the room as if it contained some tiny warmth of its own. It was Nicky, without question. Bright and relentless and full of life. Agatha could almost hear his laugh in the shape of the charm.

 

The moon beside it was delicate and glowing, a crescent shaped like a mother’s arms mid-embrace. Violet. Of course. Their soft little night-bloom. Her sweet, sleepy baby girl who fit so perfectly in her arms that it sometimes felt like she’d been sculpted just to live there.

 

Then the amethyst gem–a deep, stormy purple, like the sky at dusk. Agatha blinked, and something caught in her throat. That was hers. That was the shade of her own stillness, her weight, her strength. Mysterious. Ancient. A little sharp at the edges.

 

And finally, the last charm: a subtle, almost mossy green gem. Grounded and vibrant and impossibly warm. Rio. Her forest, her fire, her home.

 

She hadn’t even spoken yet, and already the tears were trailing down her cheeks.

 

Rio’s voice came softly into the silence, as though she knew the stillness couldn’t last much longer. She reached forward, not to touch the necklace, but to graze her fingers gently along Agatha’s necklace, the one she wore everyday.

 

“I know you always wear the cameo,” Rio said quietly. “From your mother. I know it’s important, that it’s… part of your story. But I also know how heavy it is. I know how much pain it carries.  This new one… you don’t need to wear it every day, but I wanted you to have something… else. Something lighter. Something new. Something that could carry all of us.”

 

Agatha said nothing. She couldn’t yet. She was still staring at the chain, as if afraid to blink and lose it. Her thumb brushed over the sun, then the moon, then each gem in turn. Like she was blessing them. Or maybe it was the other way around.

 

Rio continued, her voice growing even gentler. “This one… this one’s for us. For Nicky, for Violet. For our family. You don’t have to wear it instead of the cameo. You can wear both if you want. It’s long enough to layer, or you can shorten it if it feels too much. But I wanted you to have something that carried love instead of memory. Something that reminds you where you are, who you are. Not just where you came from. It’s yours, however you need it to be.”

 

That did it. Agatha brought a hand to her mouth, trying to contain the quiet sob that escaped her. Violet shifted faintly in her lap, as if stirred by the swell of emotion, but stayed asleep, her cheek warm against Agatha’s chest.

 

Agatha’s eyes filled with tears at the thoughtfulness of it, the understanding in Rio’s voice. She was right. The cameo had been passed down through generations, yes. But it had never truly felt like a gift. It was a weight she bore, an emblem of lineage etched with silence and shadows, and her mother’s cruelty buried deep in its ivory curves. For years, it had been a kind of armor. A reminder. A scar in metal and glass. The necklace had been an anchor, yes, but it was also heavy with the past, with memories that were neither warm nor comforting. It was a reminder of who she had been before, and the abuse she’d survived, all in the form of an object she had kept close.

 

But this… this was love cast in gold.

 

And now, Rio had created something new, something that belonged to their new family, their future.

 

She looked up at Rio then, eyes shining. And what she saw in her wife’s face made her heart break open in the softest, most beautiful way.

 

Rio wasn’t smiling with pride. She wasn’t waiting for praise. She was watching Agatha like she always did when she was being brave-–quietly, fully, her love resting at the surface of her skin, unguarded. Her hand stayed on Agatha’s arm, steady and patient. There was so much love in Rio’s gaze, a love that had known the dark places Agatha had come from and still chose to stay, to love her fully, without hesitation, and without judgment.

 

Agatha swallowed, her voice thick. “This is the most beautiful thing anyone’s ever given me.”

 

“It’s just a necklace,” Rio said quietly.

 

“No,” Agatha whispered. “You know it’s not.”

 

The quiet that followed was soft as snowfall. Neither of them rushed to fill it. A silence that didn’t ask for anything, only offered space for feeling to unfold.

 

“I love you,” Agatha said, the words breaking open with all the weight they carried. Her voice trembled under the force of them, thick with meaning, with memories, with everything she had lived and lost and survived to find this–her. “I love you.”

 

And truly, there was nothing more to say. That single sentence repeated twice carried lifetimes. All her scars, all her healing, all the pieces of her that Rio had seen–really seen–and still loved without question.

 

Rio reached up and cupped Agatha’s face with both hands, her thumbs brushing gently beneath her eyes. Her smile was quiet, full of awe. “I love you too. So much.”

 

Agatha let out a breath that was part laugh, part sob. Then she straightened, not much, just enough to steady herself, to honor the moment. Her fingers reached into the velvet box and carefully lifted the necklace, the gold chain gleaming faintly in the morning light. It was light in her hands, and yet it felt like it carried the full weight of her heart.

 

Her hands shook just slightly. “Will you…?” she asked, her voice low, uncertain. “Will you put it on me?” She looked up, and her eyes were full of something more than just love. Trust. Absolute, aching trust.

 

Rio nodded, wordless, and took the necklace from her with the care of someone handling something sacred. She moved behind Agatha, her fingers deft but gentle as she gathered the chain. Agatha lifted her hair without being asked, her neck curving forward slightly.

 

There was something profoundly intimate in the gesture–more intimate than touch, somehow. A vulnerability so quiet it barely had a name.

 

Rio fastened the clasp slowly, making sure it sat just right, the pendants settling perfectly at the center of Agatha’s chest. When she was done, she didn’t step away. She stayed there, close, leaning in to press a soft kiss to the back of Agatha’s neck. Her lips lingered there for a moment, warm against skin, breathing her in like a prayer. She kissed her again, just below the hairline, then once more, slower this time.

 

Agatha’s eyes fluttered shut. Her shoulders dropped the way they only did when she felt completely safe.

 

Rio’s hands moved to her shoulders, rubbing gentle circles with her thumbs. “There,” she murmured. “Perfect.”

 

Agatha reached up instinctively, her fingers brushing over the pendants, each one familiar already, like something she’d worn forever. They rested above her heart, light and warm and full of meaning. Her thumb grazed the tiny sun. Then the moon. Then the gems. One by one.

 

A tear slipped down her cheek–but her heart, her whole chest, felt lighter than it had in years. As though some old, invisible weight had finally lifted.

 

“I don’t know how you do that,” she whispered, half to herself. “Make everything feel new. Like it’s safe to breathe again.”

 

Rio leaned down and wrapped her arms around her from behind, holding her close, chin resting on her shoulder. “It is safe,” she whispered. “You’re safe. You’re home.”

 

Agatha turned her head slightly, brushing her cheek against Rio’s. “I am,” she said. “I really am.”

 

And in that small, golden-lit corner of the room, with Violet still warbling peacefully in Agatha’s lap, and Nicky looking at them with adoration, and the scent of breakfast lingering faintly in the air, they stayed like that. A wife in her wife’s arms. A family all around her. And for the first time in a long, long while, Agatha didn’t feel the tug of the past like a chain around her neck.

 

Instead, she wore something new.

 

Something light.

 

Something hers.

 

“Thank you,” Agatha whispered, voice thick with emotion. She looked at Rio then, as if seeing her in a way she hadn’t before, with an even deeper understanding of how much they had built together.

 

“You deserve it,” Rio said simply, brushing her thumb along the necklace, the soft gold chain now resting comfortably against Agatha’s skin. “You deserve to feel all of this.”

 

And somehow, Agatha believed her. She felt it. For years, she’d carried so much–responsibility, memory, fear. But now, nestled in this warm corner of their home with Rio’s hand resting over her heart, her baby in her lap, and her son within arm’s reach, Agatha could finally feel how much life she still had ahead of her. How much love. How much light.

 

It was all right here. With her. Because of her. Because of them.

 

Moved by something quiet and certain, Agatha leaned in to kiss Rio. It was slow, lingering, full of everything she didn’t have words for. Rio responded in kind, her hand slipping behind Agatha’s neck, fingers delicately stroking the new chain, and they kissed like the world outside didn’t exist.

 

That was, until–

 

GROSS.

 

The dramatic declaration came from the couch, where Nicky was sitting cross-legged with one arm flung over the back like a tiny king in his kingdom of stuffed animals and leftover birthday present wrappers, and the other holding a banana he has gotten from the kitchen while his moms were too engrossed in each other. He wore an expression of deep offense, as if the integrity of the mental image he had of his mothers had just been personally attacked.

 

“That’s too much kissing,” he announced, waving his hand in their direction as if trying to clear the air. “You already kissed before breakfast. You’re done. Cut off.

 

Rio turned her head slowly toward him, trying to keep a straight face. “Excuse me, Professor of Kissing Limits, who made you the authority?”

 

“I live here,” Nicky said, as if that settled the matter entirely. “And I have eyes. And I’m trying to eat my banana in peace.”

 

Agatha laughed, warm and full, her hand slipping from Rio’s shoulder to cover her mouth as she giggled into it. “Well, I suppose we’ve been warned.”

 

Rio put a hand dramatically over her heart. “You wound us, Nicholas. We’re just two wives, in love, minding our own business.”

 

“Do it on your anniversary or something,” Nicky muttered, hopping off the couch like a jaded old man who had seen too much. He grabbed his banana, muttering, “I liked it better when I was an only child and no one was kissing all the time.”

 

“You begged us for a sister,” Rio called after him, biting back a grin. “And you don’t even remember what you had for lunch yesterday.”

 

“I do,” Nicky shot back without turning. “It was mac and cheese and disappointment.”

 

Rio blinked. “Okay, who taught him sarcasm?”

 

Agatha snorted into her hand. “Gee, I wonder.”

 

Rio turned to look at her, narrowing her eyes. “Are you implying that I’m the bad influence?”

 

Agatha leaned in and kissed her again, softly this time, right at the corner of her mouth. “I’m implying that you’re perfect,” she murmured, smiling.

 

Rio grinned. “Even when I corrupt our child?”

 

“Especially then.”

 

And as the day began to unfold–-, Nicky loudly narrating his banana’s journey to the trash can like it was a Greek epic, and Violet beginning to stir softly in Agatha’s lap–-there was a sense of wholeness in the air. 

 

And though the necklace now resting against Agatha’s chest was small, quiet, unassuming–-it was everything. It was a symbol of the life they’d built and the love that would carry them through everything still to come.

 

Even the dramatic protests of their tiny, opinionated firstborn.

 

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Notes:

Agatha's birthday - part II is coming tomorrow!

Chapter 24: Witch Killers

Notes:

Agatha's birthday - Part II

This chapter and the next are (and will be) a little unhinged, I don't know what came over me...

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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For her birthday afternoon, Agatha sat cross-legged on the plush, slightly crooked carpet in the center of the room, her posture relaxed but attentive. Across from her, Nicky hovered over a chaotic mess of cards, tokens, and a makeshift scorepad that bore his name and “MAMA” in huge, uneven letters. The game, allegedly based on pirates, dragons, and a suspicious amount of ice cream, had rules so convoluted even Agatha—who had once navigated the intricacies of European witch trials in print in one of her publications—was struggling to keep up.

 

“Okay, so now I roll the sparkly dice three times, but only if I landed on the rainbow square, unless you have the glitter sword,” Nicky said, squinting at his hand-drawn rule chart, then looking up at her with complete confidence. “Which I do, so—your turn!”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, trying not to smile. “Wait, I have the glitter sword. You gave it to me because I made the best pirate voice during round two.”

 

Nicky frowned, thinking hard. “Oh. Right. But I have the glitter backup sword, and that means I go again. I wrote it in.” He pointed to a new line scrawled hastily in red marker across the edge of the board. “See?”

 

She laughed softly, utterly charmed, and leaned forward to draw a card, playing along with all the gravity the moment deserved. “Well then. Prepare yourself, Pirate Nicky. I’m about to summon the Rainbow Kraken.”

 

Nicky let out an exaggerated gasp, flopping dramatically onto the carpet like he’d been mortally wounded. “Noooo! Mama, you can’t summon the Rainbow Kraken before level eight! That’s illegal!”

 

“Should’ve read the fine print, Captain,” Agatha said with mock sternness, holding up the card and giving it a theatrical flourish. “I play by witch rules.”

 

From the couch, Rio chuckled quietly, the soft sound like music layered beneath the cozy chaos of the room. She sat with her legs curled beneath her, a blanket draped over her lap and Violet nestled securely in her arms, nursing in half-asleep contentment. Rio’s head rested lightly against the back cushion, and the slow rhythm of her breath matched the calm of the space around them.

 

She watched the scene in front of her—her wife, radiant in the golden light, playing a ridiculous game with their son, both of them completely immersed in their little fantasy world. And in her arms, their daughter, impossibly small and impossibly perfect, sighing softly as she drank.

 

Rio’s heart felt full to the brim. Not with grand, sweeping emotion, but with something quieter. Steady. Real. This was the kind of afternoon she had once only dreamed about during long, lonely years—this chaotic, beautiful ordinariness and exceptionalness that came with birthdays.

 

Nicky suddenly leapt to his feet, pointing a dramatic finger at Agatha. “I challenge you to a duel!” he cried, grabbing a nearby foam sword that had absolutely nothing to do with the board game.

 

Agatha, never one to back down from a duel, picked up a couch pillow and held it like a shield. “You’ll have to go through me first. It’s my birthday so I have to win.”

 

Rio shook her head fondly as she adjusted Violet in her arms. “Should I be concerned that you two turn literally everything into a duel?”

 

Without missing a beat, Nicky yelled, “Family bonding, Mom! This is educational! I’m learning combat skills!

 

Agatha snorted. “He’s learning to bend the rules of reality and declare war in the middle of game day. That’s my boy.”

 

Rio smiled, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. “We really are raising a tiny chaos demon.”

 

“And you love it,” Agatha called over her shoulder, her eyes bright with laughter.

 

Rio didn’t even hesitate. “Of course I do.”

 

But then, suddenly, the doorbell rang—sharp and unexpected, slicing through the cozy hum of laughter and late afternoon calm like a jolt of electricity. Everyone paused. The light clatter of game pieces stopped mid-movement. Even Violet let out a sleepy sigh from her spot latched at Rio’s breast as if sensing the shift in atmosphere.

 

Agatha looked up, her brows knitting slightly in suspicion. Her eyes flicked to Rio, who was suspiciously failing to hide a grin.

 

“I think it’s for you, birthday girl,” Rio said, her voice lilting with unmistakable mischief, her eyes sparkling.

 

Agatha tilted her head. “What did you do?”

 

“Nothing,” Rio said innocently—far too innocently.

 

Agatha narrowed her eyes but couldn’t help the smile tugging at her lips. “You’re a terrible liar,” she murmured.

 

“Thank you,” Rio replied sweetly.

 

Nicky perked up immediately, leaping to his feet. “I wanna see who it is! What if it’s someone weird? What if it’s pirates? Or a birthday dragon?!”

 

Agatha laughed, already rising to her feet, brushing stray game tokens from her lap. “Let’s hope it’s not pirates. I’m still recovering from our last duel.”

 

As Nicky scrambled to follow, bouncing in anticipation, Rio reached out and gently caught his sleeve, pressing a finger to her lips with a conspiratorial smile. “Let Mama go first,” she whispered, the gleam in her eyes giving away how much fun she was having with the whole surprise.

 

Agatha crossed the room slowly, her heart beating just a little faster, her bare feet quiet against the hardwood. She rested her hand on the doorknob for a beat longer than necessary—curious, a little amused, and oddly nervous.

 

And then, she opened the door.

 

A soft gust of spring air swept in, and standing there, framed by the golden glow of the porch light and the blooming wisteria that climbed up the columns, were three very familiar faces.

 

Lilia!” Agatha exclaimed, joy bursting through her voice like sunlight.

 

Lilia stood front and center, regal as ever, holding a stunning bouquet of violets and lavender, wrapped in brown paper and tied with a simple violet ribbon. The scent hit Agatha immediately—fresh and floral.

 

“Happy birthday, my dear girl,” Lilia said warmly, her voice low and rich and full of maternal affection.

 

Before Agatha could say another word, Lilia stepped forward and wrapped her into a hug—tight and enveloping, that wordlessly dissolved every lingering tension. Agatha closed her eyes as she leaned into the embrace, breathing in the familiar scent of Lilia’s perfume, equal parts garden roses and something soft and woody.

 

Though only Rio called Lilia “Mom,” the connection was undeniable. She had filled a space in Agatha’s life that no one else ever had or could—steadfast, protective, and unflinchingly kind. And on days like this, when everything felt a little too tender, Lilia’s presence was its own kind of gift.

 

Behind her, Alice beamed and raised the decadent cake she was carrying, as if she was (were?) offering up a prize. “Ta-da! Triple chocolate ganache with vanilla buttercream. Made it myself. Jen licked the bowl.”

 

“I earned that right,” Jen chimed in, sauntering up with a ridiculous party hat already on her head and a Bluetooth speaker slung around her wrist. She pressed a button, and suddenly, an upbeat, over-the-top birthday jingle blasted through the air, echoing into the hallway.

 

Agatha blinked, startled—then laughed, clapping a hand over her mouth as Jen began doing a very uncoordinated dance right there on the porch.

 

“You’re absolutely ridiculous,” Agatha said, grinning.

 

“Happy birthday to youuuu,” Jen sang, wildly off-key. “Happy birthday to the ancient professor lady we loooove!”

 

Agatha groaned. “You’re all disasters.”

 

“And yet,” Lilia said serenely, handing her the bouquet, “you let them in your house.”

 

“Every time,” Agatha said with a smile, stepping aside and gesturing them in. “Come in before Jen wakes the neighbors.”

 

From the living room, Nicky came skidding around the corner, arms flailing. “Who’s here?! Grandma Lilia!” He hurled himself at her legs in a delighted hug. “Did you bring me birthday cake too?”

 

“It’s not your birthday,” Agatha said dryly.

 

“I know,” Nicky said matter-of-factly. “But I’m still gonna eat cake.”

 

Agatha stood there a moment longer, watching them all step inside, arms full of laughter and noise and love, and she felt something shift softly in her chest. The quiet, grounding weight of the bouquet in her hands, the faint chocolate scent of Alice’s cake, the absurd hum of the birthday song still playing faintly from Jen’s speaker—it was all perfect.

 

This wasn’t just a surprise. It was a celebration of everything she’d been too cautious, too wounded once, to believe she could have. A house full of warmth, chaos, and connection. A family that chose her, again and again.

 

Then Lilia extended the bouquet with both hands. “For you,” she said softly. “A little something from the garden. Picked them myself this morning.”

 

Agatha took them gently, her fingers brushing Lilia’s for a moment. The fragrant mix of violets, lavender, and rosemary sent a wave of calm straight to her chest. Her throat tightened. “Thank you, Lilia,” she murmured, her voice lower, more tender than she intended. “I’ll put it next to Nicky’s bouquet.”

 

Her gaze flicked toward the small glass jar on the side table, overflowing with dandelions, lavender, and two slightly crumpled daisies—clearly plucked with the stealth and dedication of a seven-year-old on a mission.

 

Lilia smiled knowingly. “Now, that one had a lot of heart,” she said, nodding toward the chaotic masterpiece. “But this one has fewer roots.”

 

Before Agatha could reply, Nicky’s voice rang out from behind them, slicing through the sentimentality like a firecracker.

 

Mom! LOOK who’s here for Mama!

 

He was practically airborne, bouncing from foot to foot like a puppy who’d just spotted the leash. As soon as Agatha and Lilia stepped aside, he launched himself down the hallway and flung his arms around Jen’s waist, then did a dramatic spin and threw himself at Alice with the unfiltered joy of a child who had no chill whatsoever.

 

“I missed you guys so much! You brought a real cake!” he squealed, already craning his neck to inspect the frosting.

 

Alice laughed, ruffling his curls. “Of course we did, kiddo. Would I dare show up empty-handed? You’d never let me live it down.”

 

Jen stepped around them with the Bluetooth speaker on full blast, now pumping out a scandalously chaotic disco remix of “Happy Birthday.” She struck a pose, speaker raised above her head like a trophy. “Cake, music, and dramatic entrances,” she declared. “We bring the holy trinity.”

 

From the couch, Rio looked up with the serene detachment of a woman who had long since accepted that her life was a circus—and that she was both ringmaster and willing captive. Violet, curled against her chest like a warm, milk-drunk koala, had locked one tiny, ironclad fist around the neckline of Rio’s loose tank top, yanking it southward with all the relentless tenacity of a baby hell-bent on public indecency. The burp cloth slung over Rio’s shoulder had slipped down completely, now serving only as a vague accessory of good parenting intentions.

 

Her chest was practically on full display—-bathed in golden afternoon light, glistening with baby drool, half-covered by nothing but maternal fatigue and the flimsiest shred of dignity.

 

Rio didn’t move to adjust anything. She didn’t even blink. Instead, she arched a knowing brow, lips curling into a slow, dangerous smirk like a woman who’d been caught mid-affair and had no intention of apologizing, a slow smirk spreading across her lips. “Alice,” she said, voice low and languid, “you’re just in time to catch the matinee. And the evening show starts in about twenty minutes, give or take a diaper blowout.”

 

Alice let out a scandalized cackle, stepping fully into the room with all the dramatic flair of someone who had rehearsed this moment in her head.

 

“Jesus, Rio,” she said, eyes trailing pointedly down her friend’s very exposed chest. “At this point, I’ve seen more of your boobs in two months than I have of my own in two years. I swear to God, if Violet so much as glances in my direction, I’ll start lactating out of sheer peer pressure. I’ve seen more of your tits than I have my therapist. I’m two visits away from calling them my emotional support boobs.”

 

Rio grinned. “You’re welcome. Healing through exposure.”

 

Alice waved a hand dramatically. “Honestly, I feel like I owe Violet some kind of co-parenting arrangement. You show me one more nipple and I’m legally a guardian. Or I start paying child support.”

 

Jen stumbled in behind her, almost dropping the speaker as she choked on a laugh. “You mean we’re not splitting custody of the milk monsters? Because I already put them down as dependents on my taxes.”

 

Rio tilted her head. “You better not be claiming my boobs on your tax reports.”

 

“You say that like they’re not a full-time job,” Alice countered, dropping the cake box onto the coffee table. “God bless this house. It’s got tits, drama, and cake. I feel like I just walked into a French film.”

 

Agatha appeared in the doorway, bouquet of violets still in hand, her expression caught somewhere between long-suffering wife and aroused witness. She took in the scene—Rio’s half-bared chest, Violet gurgling like a drunk old sailor, Alice dramatically fanning herself, and Jen attempting a seductive tango with the Bluetooth speaker—and blinked once, slowly.

 

“Darling, we have guests,” Agatha said flatly.

 

“Yes,” Rio replied, utterly unbothered, gently adjusting Violet with the air of a woman used to being ogled. “And I’m giving them a show.

 

Alice turned to Agatha with an impish grin. “I told you this one was a public menace. But you married her anyway. Twice, according to Nicky.”

 

Agatha’s eyes narrowed just enough to be dangerous. “And you’re on thin ice.”

 

Alice gasped. “Is that a threat, Harkness?”

 

“It’s a promise,” Agatha replied sweetly. “Touch my wife and you’ll find yourself buried under the azaleas. Next to the last person who made that joke.”

 

Jen raised a hand. “That was me. I made that joke. I’m very familiar with the azaleas.”

 

“Exactly,” Agatha said with a sharp smile.

 

“I still have nightmares,” Jen whispered reverently. “Hot nightmares, but still.”

 

And from her throne of scandal and motherhood, Rio just laughed, clutching Violet to her chest like a statue of a Madonna with milk stains and no shame.

 

“God,” Alice sighed, flopping dramatically onto the armrest. “This is the only kind of family gathering I want to attend. Half nudity, low threats of violence, baked goods. It’s like church, if God had taste.”

 

“Shut up and cut the cake,” Rio said, grinning as she reached for the burp cloth with absolutely no intention of covering up.

 

“Make me,” Alice fired back.

 

“Oh, I will,” Rio purred.

 

Agatha muttered something about feral women and bad influences, but the corner of her mouth twitched.

 

It was a circus. A mess. 

 

Jen sighed dramatically, shifting her weight like she was preparing to settle in for a long cabaret. “Do we tip for this performance, or just toss singles directly into the bassinet?”

 

“Oh, please,” Rio shot back, without missing a beat. She adjusted Violet slightly on her hip, attempting to reclaim some dignity by tugging her neckline higher—-though the neckline in question was practically decorative at this point, it achieved nothing but further disarray. “You couldn’t afford these rates. I only strip for people who make dessert and know how to appreciate the female form and have PhDs.”

 

“Great,” Alice chimed, holding up the glossy cake box like it was an offering at the altar of hedonism. “Then I demand a private show. Full lights. No intermission.”

 

“Get in line,” came Agatha’s cool voice, slicing through the room like velvet-wrapped steel. She had appeared just behind them, silent and utterly lethal, still clutching the bouquet of violets with all the grace of a woman who could poison you and make it feel like a compliment. “Only I get shows like that. Go to hell, Gulliver.”

 

Her tone was bone-dry, but the dangerous gleam in her eyes suggested she was only half joking. Maybe less.

 

Alice turned, brows lifted, eyes wide with mock innocence. “Oh? Are we open to group viewings now? I didn’t realize you were expanding the business model.”

 

“Absolutely not,” Agatha deadpanned, expression carved in marble. “This is still a family home. And that is my wife you’re lusting over. My wife—-whose mother is literally right there.”

 

All heads turned toward Lilia, who didn’t even flinch. She merely made a vague, noncommittal hum from the kitchen, too busy cutting strawberries and lecturing Nicky on proper table manners to participate in the rising scandal. She’d raised Rio-—nothing shocked her anymore.

 

“Besides,” Agatha added with a thin smile, “if we’re talking about tips, I accept offerings in the form of strong coffee and unwavering respect.”

 

“Oh, honey,” Alice said sweetly, “I respect you so much. Especially now that I know you’ve managed to monopolize that,” she gestured broadly in Rio’s direction, “without having to install a pole in the living room.”

 

“We talked about the pole,” Rio said wistfully, patting Violet’s back. “It was a whole fight. I said it could double as a baby swing attachment. She didn’t buy it.”

 

“She threatened to install it next to the crib,” Agatha said grimly. “And label it ‘Mommy’s Vertical Studio.’”

 

Jen snorted. “Honestly? Hot.”

 

“You’re all banned,” Agatha muttered, brushing past them.

 

“I’ll leave on my own,” Jen replied, raising her head higher.

 

“You’re just jealous because no one’s offering you child support,” Rio teased Jen, not paying attention to her wife trying to salvage her dignity, finally wrestling her shirt back into place while Violet let out a squeaky, indignant sigh and then promptly spit up onto her mother’s chest in protest.

 

“Oh my God,” Alice cried. “She’s got taste. She knows a grand finale when she sees one.”

 

“I am the grand finale,” Rio said breezily, grabbing the burp cloth and dabbing at her collarbone with all the dignity of someone who had long given up on keeping anything clean.

 

Agatha rubbed her temples. “This was supposed to be a birthday, not a burlesque brunch.”

 

Jen raised her Bluetooth speaker over her head. “Too late! Birthday Burlesque Bash is our new band name.”

 

“Dibs on lead vocals!” Alice shouted, immediately striking a scandalous pose beside Rio.

 

Agatha, who had just come back into the room with the bouquet, gave them all a withering look—but the corner of her mouth twitched. “Can you please behave for five minutes? It’s not even dinner yet.”

 

“Define behave,” Alice said innocently.

 

“Define dinner,” Jen added, wandering toward the kitchen with zero shame. “And whether cake counts as it.”

 

Rio chuckled and adjusted Violet against her chest. “Let’s keep it classy,” she said, smoothing down her shirt in a completely futile gesture. “At least until dessert.”

 

“Too late,” Alice replied. “You married into chaos, babe.”

 

Agatha sighed dramatically and turned to Lilia. “This is what I live with.”

 

Lilia just smiled. “It suits you.”

 

And somehow, it did. The scandalous jokes, the shameless laughter, the way every person in the house belonged to each other in their own odd, ridiculous, deeply rooted way—it was perfect. Agatha couldn’t help but think that maybe this was what it meant to be surrounded by love: a little messy, a little loud, borderline inappropriate—and completely, unequivocally hers.

 

As laughter echoed through the room like sunlight through open windows, Violet made her slow rounds, passed from one loving set of arms to the next like a cherished relic of something holy and freshly made. Rio had finally slipped away to change, muttering about milk stains and her ever-diminishing dignity as she disappeared down the hall. In her absence, the center of gravity shifted gently to the baby herself—soft, warm, and blinking up at the world as though deciding whether or not it was worth her time.

 

Lilia held her next, sinking into the corner of the couch with an ease that spoke of years of mothering and knowing exactly how to hold the fragile weight of new life. “Such a beautiful little granddaughter,” she whispered, her voice velvet and reverent, as she brushed a kiss across Violet’s downy head. “Just like her mama.”

 

Agatha turned toward them at that, caught between a smile and something heavier—something unspoken in the way Lilia said mama, made her feel so incredibly loved.

 

Alice took her turn, marveling at Violet’s tiny features as she gazed down at the baby. “I’ll never get used to how tiny she is,” Alice said. “She’s so delicate.”

 

Jen came over and leaned in close to Violet, “You’re the cutest little thing, huh?” she whispered dramatically, making Violet gurgle in response, which sent everyone into a fit of giggles.

 

Standing off to the side, Agatha didn’t join in right away. She simply watched—watched as the women she loved filled her living room with noise and warmth and familiarity. She watched Nicky try to show Jen how to make his toy robot spin and crash into furniture. She watched Lilia laugh without restraint, Alice and Jen bicker like they’d never been apart, and Violet, her daughter, settle into this world as though it had always been waiting just for her.

 

Her chest ached from the tenderness of it.

 

This was hers. This unlikely, patched-together tribe. Her family. Celebrating her.

 

“This really is the best birthday,” she said softly, her voice nearly swallowed up by the bustle around her. There was wonder in it. There was disbelief. And, finally, the quiet, overwhelming recognition of having arrived at a place she never thought she’d get to.

 

Rio chose that exact moment to reappear, padding barefoot into the room with a clean shirt, a higher neckline, and a mischievous sparkle in her eye. She slipped an arm around Agatha’s waist with the easy intimacy of a woman who knew her every breath. “It’s not over yet, birthday girl,” she teased, her voice a purr. Then she pressed a kiss to Agatha’s cheek, slow and deliberate—soft as a promise, warm as candlelight.

 

Agatha leaned into it, closing her eyes for just a second. “Thank you,” she said when she opened them again, this time to the whole room. “All of you. I mean it.”

 

“No tears, Professor,” Jen called out as she flopped dramatically onto the couch beside Nicky, who was now explaining the plot of a movie that probably didn’t exist. “Or I swear I’ll put on Céline Dion and we’ll all spiral.”

 

Lilia chuckled, already deep in conversation with Alice about baby bathtubs and teething gels, while Jen changed the music to something suspiciously sentimental.

 

Violet had finally fallen asleep again, curled up in Lilia’s arms as though she’d simply decided there was nowhere else she’d rather be.

 

Cake was sliced. Forks clinked. Candles burned down into waxy puddles. Nicky insisted Agatha wear her glittery birthday crown again, and she—-despite herself— did.

 

And as she looked around at this mismatched, magnificent constellation of people, Agatha felt something settle deep in her chest. Not just happiness. Not even just love.

 

Belonging.

 

She had survived so much. Outlived so many lonely nights. And now, here she was—surrounded, celebrated, and undeniably herself in the mess and wonder of it all.

 

This wasn’t just the best birthday.

 

This was the life she never thought she’d be allowed to have.

 

And for once, Agatha Harkness didn’t feel haunted.

 

She felt home.

 

As Agatha sank into the couch, the soft thrum of music playing in the background and the lingering sweetness of cake still on her tongue, she felt completely and utterly saturated with joy. The laughter, the affection, the tiny weight of Violet now curled against Lilia’s chest across the room—it was all still sinking in. Her heart was full, overflowing.

 

That was when she noticed Alice and Jen.

 

Perched together on the arm of the loveseat like gremlins in love plotting mischief, they were whispering furiously, heads tilted toward each other in theatrical secrecy. Jen’s eyes gleamed with barely restrained amusement, and Alice looked like she was about to combust with excitement. Agatha arched an eyebrow, instantly suspicious.

 

She didn’t have to wait long.

 

Alice straightened with a flourish, her body practically vibrating with glee, and reached under her arm to produce a tall glass bottle wrapped in twine and dark tissue paper. Jen stood beside her, smug as sin, with a bottle opener already in hand.

 

“Ladies,” Alice began, doing a little bow as if announcing royalty. “You thought the surprises were over? Pfft. Amateur mistake. We’ve saved the best for last.”

 

“Of course you did,” Rio muttered from beside Agatha, eyeing the bottle with a mixture of interest and suspicion.

 

Jen beamed. “You’ll thank us. Or curse us. Honestly, it could go either way.”

 

“Please don’t curse us,” Alice added, winking at Agatha. “This one took weeks to plan.”

 

Lilia looked over from the couch with Violet now snoozing in her arms and raised a brow. “I’m not sure I want to be in the room for whatever this is,” she said with a dry smile. “I’ve seen that look in Alice’s eyes before.”

 

“And survived,” Alice called back sweetly. “You should be proud.”

 

Then, with a dramatic pause that would’ve made a Broadway actor weep, Alice popped the lid on one of the bottles. It hissed faintly, and a swirl of purple mist—-yes, actual mist—-slipped up from the neck, catching the light in ethereal glints of silver and violet. The liquid inside sparkled faintly, almost… dangerously. As if it might singe your tongue or grant you visions of your past lives. Possibly both.

 

“Behold,” Alice announced in a low, reverent tone, holding the bottle aloft like a sacred artifact, “The Witch Killer.”

 

Agatha blinked. “I beg your pardon?”

 

“It’s a cocktail,” Jen supplied helpfully, unscrewing the second bottle and holding it up to her nose before recoiling. “Well, more of an experience.”

 

Alice grinned. “A very exclusive one. We invented it just for you.”

 

Agatha looked between the two of them, thoroughly amused. “I’m touched. And also slightly alarmed.”

 

“Oh, you should be,” Jen said with a nod of mock gravity. “It’s got black currant vodka, violet liqueur, lemonade, edible glitter, and just a hint of ghost pepper.”

 

“What?!” Rio choked out, laughing. “That’s not a cocktail, that’s an exorcism.”

 

“Exactly,” Alice said triumphantly. “It’s designed to vanquish unworthy souls. If they can’t handle the Witch Killer, they’re clearly not meant to be in the same orbit as Dr. Agatha freaking Harkness.”

 

Agatha burst out laughing at the absurdity of the statement. “I don’t think anyone in this room is in danger,” she teased, her eyes flicking between Alice and Jen.

 

“Oh, you’d be surprised,” Alice replied, still grinning. “We might just be saving you from some very dangerous people.”

 

Agatha’s laughter doubled, half-aghast, half-impressed. “You are both so deeply unwell,” she managed through the giggles.

 

Alice held out the bottle with the liquid shimmering like some illicit potion brewed under a blood moon. “We take that as a compliment.”

 

Lilia, the voice of reason once more, cleared her throat. “Just remember there’s a baby in the room, and you have work on Monday.”

 

“She’s asleep,” Alice whispered, then stage-whispered even louder, “and it’s Saturday. So unless you’re about to confiscate this like a high school principal, we’re doing shots.”

 

Agatha leaned over to Rio and murmured, “Should I be concerned that they created a volatile magical beverage in my honor?”

 

Rio shrugged, eyes sparkling. “I mean, if that’s not love, I don’t know what is.”

 

As if perfectly timed, Alice and Jen exchanged a knowing look and reached into their mysterious bag of surprises once more. This time, they pulled out a second bottle—smaller than the first but just as striking. It was a round little thing, filled with a shimmery pink-orange liquid that sparkled gently under the ceiling lights.

 

“And now,” Jen declared, holding the bottle high like a prized artifact, “for the little guy… and the badass breastfeeding mom, if she wants it.” She gave Rio a wink and nudged Nicky with her elbow. “We whipped up a non-alcoholic version so you two can party with us in style.”

 

Nicky’s eyes widened. “Really?!” he gasped, bouncing on the edge of the couch like he might lift off. “I get my own drink?! Like a real one?!”

 

Alice grinned, unscrewing the top with a dramatic flourish. “Absolutely, my dude. It’s called the Witch Killer Jr.—-totally epic, totally safe, and made just for you.”

 

Nicky lit up like the night sky on the Fourth of July. “I love that name!” he shouted, arms flailing slightly in a burst of excitement. “And we have to use the fancy glasses! The really, really fancy ones, right Mama?” He tugged urgently on Agatha’s sleeve, eyes wide with sincerity. “It’s your birthday. We can use the good glasses today, yeah?”

 

Across the couch, Rio chuckled, nestled against Lilia’s side, cooing at her daughter over her Mom’s shoulder. “He’s not wrong,” she said, nudging Agatha gently. “It’s a special day. Might as well let the man have his moment.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, pretending to consider it. “Hmm. Crystal glasses and glittery mocktails? That’s a very fancy birthday party indeed.” She turned toward Nicky, her face softening at the sight of his glowing expression. “Alright, sweetheart. Let’s get the good ones.”

 

With a triumphant squeal, Nicky leapt from the couch like he was launching into space. “I’ll get them! I know exactly where they are!” He bolted toward the cabinet with all the determination of a knight retrieving a sacred chalice. His little feet padded across the floor, and soon enough, he was back with six delicate glasses, each clutched carefully in his arms like priceless treasure. It took him three journeys but he managed all six of them without breaking any.

 

He placed them on the coffee table with exaggerated precision, adjusting each one until they were perfectly spaced. “Ta-da!” he announced proudly, hands on his hips. “Fancy enough?”

 

Agatha leaned over and kissed the top of his head. “Perfectly fancy, my love.”

 

Alice stepped up with a flourish and began pouring the shimmering Witch Killer Jr. into the glasses, narrating the process like a bartender at an enchanted tavern. “Crafted from sparkling peach juice, rose water, a pinch of cinnamon, and a dash of star magic,” she intoned solemnly. “And of course… edible glitter.”

 

Jen took the liberty of giving each glass a gentle swirl, watching the tiny sparkles dance. “It tastes like joy and rebellion,” she added helpfully.

 

With the orange drinks finally ready, Alice and Jen began to pour the “Witch Killer” into the crystal glasses with theatrical flair. The thick, purple liquid shimmered hypnotically as it flowed, catching the light in gleaming threads of silver and lavender. Swirls of edible glitter spiraled like enchanted smoke through each glass, making the entire table look like a potion station straight out of a fairy tale.

 

Agatha leaned back into the cushions of the couch, her gaze following the slow pour with quiet amusement. Her eyes sparkled not just from the drink, but from the warmth that filled the room—warmth brought on by laughter, by old friends, and by the easy comfort of love.

 

She turned slightly to Rio, who had just nestled beside her once again, now in a pretty blouse, in much better shape than her previous shirt. Her expression was calm, touched by the fading golden hue of afternoon light spilling in through the window. A soft smile lingered on her lips, but there was a flicker of hesitation in her eyes.

 

Agatha knew that look. She didn’t need to say a word. She’d seen Rio quietly weighing things like this before—-small, invisible decisions that mattered more than they seemed. Rio was always cautious, always attuned to Violet’s needs above her own. She had been abstaining from alcohol for months now without complaint, gently waving off drinks at every gathering, even when others assured her one sip wouldn’t hurt.

 

And now, that quiet debate was happening behind those thoughtful brown eyes.

 

Rio glanced sideways and caught Agatha watching her. For a beat, neither of them said anything. There was only the soft clink of glasses being set down, the low hum of music in the background, and Nicky whispering excitedly to himself as he tried to decide which “toast words” he’d use.

 

Then Rio smiled, small and certain. “Just one sip,” she said, almost in a whisper, like she was sharing a secret. “For you. Then I’ll switch to the Junior version.”

 

Agatha’s heart skipped a beat, and she smiled warmly at her wife. “You sure?” she asked softly.

 

Rio nodded. “Of course. Just for today. For your birthday.” Her voice was calm, steady, and laced with a kind of peace that made Agatha’s chest ache.

 

Across the room, Alice and Jen exchanged delighted looks as they topped off the final glass with a dramatic swirl. “Look at this lineup!” Alice beamed, gesturing to the sparkling drinks on the table. “Like a cauldron witch party at a five-star spa.”

 

Jen snorted. “You’ve never been to a spa in your life.”

 

“Not the point,” Alice said, undeterred. “We’re vibing. Let me have this. And you should take me to one.”

 

Nicky, meanwhile, was practically vibrating out of his skin. He bounced on the balls of his feet, eyes wide, hands clutched together like he was witnessing a sacred ritual. “Can we please toast like grown-ups now?” he asked, barely able to contain himself. “I have something really cool to say!”

 

“Oh, you do?,” Agatha said, her voice warm and full of love as she leaned down to kiss Nicky’s cheek. “A birthday toast. To family.”

 

With that, everyone raised their glasses. Nicky and Rio had their orange, non-alcoholic version, and the other adults held the glimmering purple  “Witch Killer” in their hands, eyes sparkling with laughter and love.

 

Nicky stood a little taller, clearing his throat dramatically—-just like he’d seen Agatha do when starting a lecture at school. His eyes sparkled as much as the drink in his glass.

 

“To Mama!” he declared, his voice clear and full of pride. “Happy birthday, Mama. We love you! You’re the best Dragon Queen ever!”

 

A chorus of “aww”s rippled around the room. Agatha laughed gently, blinking back a sudden sting behind her eyes. She knew Nicky came up with that title all on his own months ago-—half fairytale, half superhero—-, just like how Rio was “Dragon Fairy” and he’d never once dropped it.

 

Rio turned slightly toward her wife, her eyes soft and full of something deeper than words. “To Agatha,” she said quietly, the emotion in her voice wrapping around the room like a warm blanket. “The love of my life. The center of our world. The reason our son knows dragons are real and queens rule with books and kindness.”

 

Agatha’s fingers found hers on the couch cushion and squeezed gently.

 

Lilia reached out next, lifting her glass with one hand while keeping the other wrapped protectively around Violet’s tiny sleeping form. Her voice was thick with affection and quiet pride. “To my daughter-in-law, who I couldn’t love more or be prouder of if I had raised her myself. You are grace, strength, and fire, Agatha-—and this family shines brighter with you in it.”

 

Agatha’s breath caught, and she reached across to give Lilia’s hand a heartfelt squeeze. “Thank you,” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.

 

Alice raised her glass with theatrical flair, her eyes dancing with mischief but her voice carrying a sincerity that softened the edges. “Cheers to Agatha,” she declared. “For being the most badass professor witch around—smart, fierce, and absolutely terrifying when someone messes with the people she loves. Honestly? Icon behavior.”

 

Jen chuckled but lifted her own glass with a gentle, steadier grace. “And cheers to family,” she said softly, her voice a contrast to Alice’s playful tone. “To the people who hold you up, who know your worst days and still show up for more. The people who matter. The people who stay.”

 

Agatha’s heart felt full as she raised her glass, her eyes flicking between everyone gathered there—her family. They all held a piece of her heart, in ways that no one had ever before. It was a moment she would treasure forever.

 

And with that, they all clinked glasses, the sound echoing lightly around the room, sealing their shared love for one another.

 

Nicky, trying to imitate the adults, took a tiny sip of his drink and immediately looked up, his face bright with joy. “It’s good!” he gasped, eyes wide, cheeks round with delight. “It’s so good!” His voice rang out with such genuine joy that it sent a wave of laughter through the room.

 

Agatha couldn’t help but laugh too, her heart blooming with affection. She reached over and ruffled his curls before pulling him close to press a kiss to the top of his head. “I’m glad you like it, sweetheart,” she said softly. “You’ve got excellent taste.”

 

“Just like his mama,” Rio murmured fondly, her eyes never leaving Agatha.

 

Then she raised Agatha’s glass to her own mouth and took her one promised sip, letting the flavors roll over her tongue. Her eyebrows lifted in surprise, and a slow smile curved her lips. “Okay,” she said, glancing toward Alice and Jen with playful suspicion as she wiped the corner of her mouth with a fingertip. “I was prepared for something chaotic and vaguely terrifying, but this is… weirdly delicious.” Then she gave a pointed look at the glass, and her tone softened as she gave the glass back to her wife gently and reached for the bright orange version made just for her and Nicky. “But that’s all I’m having,” she added, more seriously. “Just the one sip. Vivi’s still nursing.”

 

No one questioned it. No one needed to. It was q quiet, confident choice that Rio made so often—-not out of fear or obligation, but out of the quiet, fierce love she carried in her bones.

 

Alice smiled, raising her glass in mock salute. “Your restraint is legendary.”

 

That got another laugh out of Rio, who was already sipping her sparkling orange mocktail with more appreciation than she had expected. “This version’s pretty amazing too,” she said after a pause. “You didn’t just toss some juice in a cup and call it a day.”

 

“Well, we couldn’t leave you and Nicky out of the fun,” Alice said, watching Nicky, who was still holding his glass proudly with both hands like it was a goblet of royal nectar.

 

« It’s really, really good. » Rio insisted, taking another sip. “You both could be mixologists.”

 

Alice gave an exaggerated bow, nearly spilling her drink. “Why, thank you,” she said, grinning. “We take our ridiculous concoctions very seriously.”

 

Jen chuckled beside her. “You’d be surprised how much science went into this. Glitter ratios, citrus balance, which thermos wouldn’t leak sparkles all over the fridge…”

 

“Oh, that was an actual problem,” Alice said, nodding solemnly. “We’re still finding glitter in our kitchen drawer.”

 

“I regret nothing,” Jen added, raising her glass again.

 

Lilia chuckled from her seat, gently rocking Violet in her arms. “Well, I’m impressed,” she said. “Even the little one seems to approve.” She glanced down at Violet, who let out a tiny, contented sigh in her sleep.

 

Her own cocktail was much better in her little opinion. Maternal milk and Mom glitter.

 

Much tastier.

 

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Notes:

I'm really tired tonight, so I'm sorry, i'll reply to all your comment tomorrow, I swear... Right now I really need to go to sleep
Love you all

Chapter 25: Presents and Innuendos

Notes:

Did someone say "more chaos"?
Because here it is.

Nicky just loves traumatizing his moms, to his aunts and grandma's greatest pleasure.

I am deeply unwell, thank you very much.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The room slowed into a cofmortable lull after the toast, and they all took a few minutes to finish their drinks and chat. The warmth of the celebration enveloped them all. But soon, Nicky’s boundless energy couldn’t be contained, and he bounced up, excited to kick off the next round of birthday festivities.

 

“It’s present time again!” Nicky announced loudly, practically hopping from foot to foot, his excitement palpable. His little face was filled with such pride, like if he had been planning this moment for weeks, and Agatha couldn’t help but smile at his enthusiasm.

 

“Alright, buddy,” Agtha said, patting her lap to get his attention, and he scrambled up onto it. He looked up to her, brimming with joy, and for a moment Agatha just held him close, breathing in the scent of sunshine and orange mocktail in his hair.

 

“Where should we start?” she asked gently.

 

Before Nicky could answer, Lilia, who had been seated beside them with her grandaughter still cuddled in her arms, reached over with a small, carefully wrapped box. “This one’s from me,” she said softly. “I hope you like it, dear.”

 

Agatha took the gift from her mother-in-law, her heart already swelling. Lilia had always been a source of warmth and support, especially over the years as Agatha had opened her heart to both Lilia and Rio. She carefully unwrapped the box, revealing a beautiful silver fountain pen, glistening in the sunlight streaming through the windows.

 

“Oh, Lilia,” Agatha murmured, her eyes softening as she admired the intricate design of the pen. It was sleek and elegant, with a delicate curve and a weight that hinted at its high quality and history. Engraved on the side was “A. H-V,” her initials, and she immediately understood the significance. Her old pen had only ever been engraved with “A. H.” — a gift from her mother, Evanora, a reminder of her painful past. This new one, however, felt like a new chapter in her life. This was hers, a symbol of the life she had chosen and built—-Agatha Harkness-Vidal. A name she had never dared to imagine carrying so freely. A name that told the truth of who she was now.

 

Her thumb traced over the engraving as if memorizing it. She blinked back the sudden sting in her eyes and looked up, locking gazes with the woman who had, without ever demanding it, become the mother she had never known she needed.

 

“Thank you,” Agatha said, her voice thick with emotion as she met Lilia’s eyes. “It’s perfect. I’ll treasure it always.”

 

Lilia reached out and took her free hand, squeezing it with quiet strength. “You’re welcome, my dear,” she said, her voice barely louder than a whisper. “You’ve written so many chapters already. I thought it was time to mark this one with something new. Something that’s fully yours.”

 

There was a pause, full of unsaid things and heavy with love.

 

“I’m so proud of you,” she added, brushing her thumb along Agatha’s knuckles. “Of everything you’ve become, and everything you still will.”

 

Agatha leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to Lilia’s cheek, her eyes wet, her heart overflowing. “Thank you,” she said again, because no other words would do. There weren’t many people she let see her heart this bare. But with Lilia, she never had to protect herself.

 

Rio, watching from across the couch with Violet, stroking her daughter's little hand from where it peaked from Lilia's hsoulder, felt a familiar heat bloom in her chest. Her mother’s quiet, steadfast love had always been a guiding force in her life, but seeing it extended so openly to Agatha—it meant more than she could say. She knew how much that gift meant. How much Agatha’s name meant. It wasn’t just a pen. It was a promise. It was healing.

 

“Now that’s a beautiful gift,” Rio said, her voice warm with admiration but laced with mischief. “You can make your students cry in style.”

 

That broke the spell just enough for a wave of laughter to ripple through the room.

 

“Oh, I will,” Agatha said, holding up the pen. “Every purple-inked margin note from here on out is going to be so dramatically annotated.”

 

Alice laughed. “We’ll never hear the end of it.”

 

“And yet,” Jen added with a smirk, “we’ll all ask her to read our drafts anyway.”

 

With a grateful sigh, Agatha set the pen aside, delicately placing it back in its box. She exhaled softly, touched to the bone, but already bracing herself for what came next. The room’s gentle mood hung in the air—but it wouldn’t last. Not with Alice and Jen practically vibrating with chaos energy in the corner.

 

“Alright,” Agatha said, smoothing down her jeans and lifting an eyebrow with feigned composure. “Who’s next? Show me what fresh hell you’ve prepared.”

 

Alice didn’t even wait for a cue. She dove into the oversized canvas tote she’d brought, grinning like the cat who’d not only eaten the canary but had plans to blackmail it posthumously. With a dramatic flik of the wrist, she pulled out a large, obnoxiously colorful ceramic mug, one you couldn’t ignore if you tried.

 

Voilà!” Alice declared, holding it aloft above her head. “For the queen of our hearts. Or should I say—” she turned the mug around so the letters faced the room—“the World’s Sexiest Professor!”

 

Bif laufgter erupted. 

 

Agatha blinked, then burst into laughter so loud and unexpected it startled Violet briefly in Lilia's arms. She took the mug, turning it over to confirm what she already knew. Big, bold, ridiculous red letters: World’s Sexiest Professor. With glitter. Actual glitter.

 

“Are you kidding me?” Agatha managed between wheezing laughs. “This is what you brought to my birthday? Really?”

 

Alice looked smug. “Absolutely. What else do you give to the woman who turns every lecture into a religious experience and every student into a puddle of confused admiration and unrequited longing? You definitely drove one of them crazy,” she added, turning a pointed eye towards Rio.

 

“Alice,” Jen cut in, cracking open a can of soda with a loud hiss and pointing her thumb at Agatha like she was revealing a state secret, “there are actual undergrads who talk about her voice like it’s a goddamn siren song. One girl in my lab group, back in the days, once said she’d major in ‘Whatever That Woman Teaches’ just to hear her say the word ‘syllabus’ again.”

 

“I’m still on the blogs from my postgrad days,” she added. “Some of the forums have dedicated threads for ‘Harkness Watch.’ You’d be amazed how many people have strong feelings about her glasses.”

 

“I am literally standing right here,” Agatha said, half-laughing and half-mortified as she covered her face with one elegant hand. “You cannot talk about me like this while my children are in the room.”

 

“Oh, please,” Alice said, lounging back like the queen of chaos she was. “One of those children was born from a scandal. This conversation is practically wholesome.

 

Rio snorted so hard she nearly snorted her drink. “Hey!” she managed, coughing through a laugh. “That’s my wife you’re talking about. I am the scandal.”

 

“Correction,” Alice said, pointing between them like she was arranging evidence on a conspiracy board. “You’re both the scandal. The illicit office hours. The slow-burn academic pining. The mysterious ring appearances. The fact that for a full year you two pretended not to be sleeping together while making feral eye contact across classrooms—”

 

“I am begging you to stop,” Agatha said weakly, hiding behind Rio now. “Please. My dignity.”

 

“—half the campus thought you were having an affair even after you were married,” Alice continued, unfazed, “and the other half was writing fanfiction about it. There’s a whole subreddit. I checked. For research.”

 

Jen nodded solemnly. “I read one. It was surprisingly well-written. You got kidnapped, Rio. Agatha had to rescue you.”

 

Agatha nearly fell off the couch laughing. “That’s it. We’re changing our names. We’re moving to the French Alps. We’re faking our deaths and starting a goat farm.”

 

Rio grinned and leaned in, voice low and warm. “You didn’t deny the ‘World’s Sexiest Professor’ part, though.”

 

Agatha gave her a look—half adoring, half scandalized. “Don’t encourage them. We share that title. You’re hotter than the sun, my love.”

 

“Too late, darling,” Rio murmured, letting her fingers trail lightly up Agatha’s arm in full view of everyone. “You are the hottest woman alive. Deal with it. And I married you. So, by default, I’m hotter. It’s science.”

 

Agatha gave a theatrical groan and collapsed into Rio’s side like she’d been struck down by love and humiliation in equal measure. “Kill me now.”

 

Later,” Rio whispered into her ear with a dangerous grin, and Agatha choked on air.

 

“Okay!” Jen said loudly, covering Nicky’s ears. “CHILDREN PRESENT.”

 

And right on cue, Lilia cleared her throat delicately from the other end of the couch, where she was still cradling baby Violet with all the serenity of a saint watching sinners spiral.

 

“Well,” she said with the dry calm of someone absolutely unshakable, “I’m definitely not the target audience for this particular thread of conversation. But you two do make a very… spirited couple.”

 

Agatha lifted her head just enough to look vaguely apologetic. “Sorry, Lilia. We got a little carried away.”

 

“Oh, don’t apologize,” Lilia said, her mouth twitching into a knowing smile. “I may not need to hear about my daughter’s sex appeal in any context, ever, but I’m not blind. I’ve long since accepted that my daughter married a woman who could ignite a small war just by crossing her legs in a faculty meeting.”

 

Jen wheezed. “You’re not wrong. It’s the ankles. They’re lethal.”

 

Lilia nodded gravely. “But that doesn’t mean I want front-row seats to the combustion, darlings. Save some mystery for the next generation, won’t you?”

 

Rio was beaming like a gremlin, eyes sparkling. “Sorry, Mom. It’s just… so hard not to flirt when she’s looking at me like that.”

 

“I’m literally just breathing, Rio,” Agatha muttered.

 

“And somehow it’s still obscene,” Alice chimed in brightly, taking a long, theatrical sip from Jen's soda. “I’ve seen less sexual tension in entire seasons of Bridgerton. The last time you two passed a pen to each other in a joined class, a sophomore burst into tears.”

 

“That is not true,” Agatha protested, lifting her head just long enough to glare. « And how would you even know that? »

 

“Oh, but it is,” Jen said, sliding in like she’d been waiting all night to drop this anecdote. “I was meeting Rio for lunch that day and saw a girl—-tiny thing, red backpack, lip gloss trembling—-sitting on the front steps of the building like she’d just lived through D-Day. I asked if she was okay, and she said, I quote, ‘I just can’t take it anymore. The eye contact. The pen. The way Dr. Harkness said “semiotics.” And how Dr. Vidal just giggled.’ Then she begged me to walk her to her car because she didn’t trust her knees.”

 

“She called it a ‘hormonal tsunami,’” she added, eyes wide. “Her name was Nina, in case you ever want to send her a fruit basket or a formal apology.”

 

Agatha was staring at her hands like she was contemplating the many choices that had led to this moment. “A tsunami? That girl, I swear, do I talk about her and Josh like that ?”

 

“She wasn’t wrong,” Alice said, leaning back smugly. “I’ve watched the two of you in public. It’s like academic edging. You ask her about Foucault and she answers in that voice and suddenly everyone’s breathing through their mouths. You think you’re being subtle, but some of us have suffered.”

 

Rio shrugged, thoroughly pleased with herself. “I can’t help it if I married a walking temptation.”

 

“I wore a turtleneck that day,” Agatha mumbled into her hands.

 

“And somehow made it worse,” Jen replied. “We all agreed: that navy one is a war crime.”

 

From the far end of the couch, Lilia let out a slow, deeply measured sigh as she sipped her tea like a woman watching the gates of hell swing open—-and choosing serenity.

 

“Well,” she said, voice calm and dry as bone, “at least your marriage isn’t boring. But let me be clear: if I ever hear the phrase ‘academic foreplay’ or ‘edging’ again when talking about my daughter and daughter-in law, I will start drinking before noon. Possibly straight from the bottle.”

 

Agatha groaned into Rio’s shoulder. “This is my punishment. I married a chaos demon, and now I have to live with it and her crazy family.”

 

“You’re welcome,” Rio said brightly, pressing a kiss to Agatha’s hair. “I make your life interesting. You said you wanted spark. I’m practically a wildfire.”

 

“I said I wanted spontaneity, not to live in a rom-com directed by Satan,” Agatha mumbled.

 

Lilia raised one elegantly unimpressed eyebrow but said nothing. Her expression, however, screamed choices were made.

 

“You two are disgustingly in love,” she added after a pause, tone affectionate but faintly exasperated. “We get it. Everyone in this room has gotten the message. Loudly. In multiple formats. And clearly, you’re on a mission to psychologically scar your entire social circle in the process.”

 

“Correction,” Alice said smoothly, raising her soda like a toast. “We’ve already been traumatized. Now we’re just here for the trainwreck. Honestly? It’s kind of fun.”

 

Jen nodded, solemn. “We’ve entered the acceptance phase. I’ve started journaling about it.”

 

Rio flashed a wicked grin. “Stay tuned for the season finale—we’re planning another baby.”

 

Agatha gasped, her hand flying to her heart. “Rio Harkness-Vidal. We are definitely not planning another baby. We just got one.

 

“What?” Rio asked innocently, blinking. “You started it. You married the scandal. I’m just delivering the content.”

 

Agatha let out a long, theatrical sigh and buried her face in her wife’s shoulder again. “We need a PR team. Or a chaperone. and no baby.”

 

“I am the chaperone,” Lilia said, sipping her tea with saintly patience. “And I regret everything.”

 

Agatha’s voice rose from Rio’s shoulder. “I am divorcing you in the summer.”

 

“Perfect,” Rio replied sweetly. “We can get remarried in the fall. Big scandalous wedding. Lace, drama, sapphic yearning, a string quartet. I won’t wear white this time.”

 

Lilia chuckled and leaned over to Nicky, who had been munching on a cookie with studied nonchalance.

 

“Your moms are very cute together,” she whispered, as if sharing a great secret.

 

Nicky gave a long-suffering sigh, as though this were a topic that came up far too often in his short life. “Yeah,” he said around a mouthful of crumbs, “they’re kinda gross. But they’re the best.”

 

Rio reached over and ruffled his curls fondly. “You’ll understand one day, kiddo. When you fall head over heels and get a little gross yourself.”

 

“I hope not,” Nicky said flatly, brushing crumbs from his lap. “I don’t want to be in love with a blanket stealer.

 

Agatha gasped, clutching her pearls that did not exist. “Excuse me?

 

“You totally do!” Nicky insisted, his eyes wide with the unshakable confidence of a child who had heard just enough to misinterpret everything. “You and Mom fight over it every night. That’s why I hear all those weird noises from your room!”

 

The world stopped.

 

The air grew heavy. Even the baby went still.

 

Violet blinked like a small witness who had seen too much, too soon.

 

Alice dropped her cookie. Jen froze mid-sip. Rio’s soul left her body.

 

“Jesus Christ,” Rio whispered, staring into the void as if it owed her an explanation.

 

Lilia blinked slowly. “Oh no.”

 

Alice whispered, “Oh my GOD.

 

Agatha opened her mouth, closed it, opened it again, then turned her gaze slowly toward her son like she was about to file a very formal complaint to the universe. “Sweetheart,” she said with terrifying calm. “What kind of noises exactly?”

 

“You know!” Nicky said, shrugging like it was obvious. “You guys whisper-fight. Like, ‘give me the blanket, you menace’ and then ‘it’s mine, I’m cold, you furnace.’ And then there’s weird thumps and groans. And sometimes you knock stuff over. One time I heard a lamp fall. Or maybe a person. It was hard to tell.”

 

Rio, red to the roots of her hair, slapped both hands over her face and made a noise that could only be described as mourning.

 

“Blankets,” she said, from somewhere inside her shame. “Definitely just very passionate blanket negotiations.”

 

“Extremely competitive blanket wrestling,” Agatha added, nodding so fast she looked unhinged. “It’s a full-contact sport in this house. Intense. High stakes.”

 

“I need to die,” Rio muttered.

 

“You need to lock your door,” Alice countered gleefully. “Or at least soundproof the walls.”

 

“Don’t tempt me,” Agatha whispered.

 

Jen howled. “Oh, this is going in the group chat. Blanket negotiations, she says—-oh my God, I can’t breathe!”

 

Alice was already typing something furiously into her phone. “I need this engraved on a plaque. ‘Weird thumps and groans: A Marriage.’”

 

“You’re all monsters,” Agatha hissed, face crimson.

 

Lilia, entirely unbothered, adjusted Violet in her arms and grinned. “I mean, nothing surprises me anymore. If you told me there were acrobatics involved, I’d just ask if you stretched first.”

 

Rio made a noise like a kettle boiling over.

 

“Besides,” Lilia continued breezily, “you’ve been married less than ten years. The real scandal would be if there weren’t any noises. Just… maybe keep it post-bedtime? Before your son starts drafting trauma poems.”

 

“I’m not writing poems,” Nicky mumbled, chewing again. “But if I did, I’d call it ‘My Moms, the Blanket Beasts.’

 

Agatha buried her face in Rio’s shoulder and groaned. “This is the end of my career. I can never return to a classroom again. Not as a professor. Not as a human being.”

 

Rio, trying not to cry-laugh, rubbed her back. “You were tenured years ago. You’re bulletproof.

 

“Not against blanket accusations.”

 

Jen snorted. “Honestly, I think this makes you more relatable. You’re like… sexy and tragic and now just a little bit feral. It’s the holy trinity of hot professors.”

 

Alice raised her cookie like a toast. “To blanket theft. To chaotic marriage. To weird thumps in the night!”

 

“Oh my girls,” Lilia aid, a little grin tugging at her lips, “I’m very happy your life is full in all the right places.”

 

“Thank you, Lilia,” Agatha said, flustered but grateful. “That’s horrifying and oddly validating.”

 

Lilia sipped her tea with all the composure of a woman who had expected exactly this from the moment Rio brought Agatha home. “Well,” she said calmly, “next time I visit, I’m bringing earplugs. For Nicky.”

 

“Again, Lilia,” Agatha mumbled into her hands. “That’s upsetting. And disturbingly supportive.”

 

“Welcome to parenthood,” Lilia said with a wink. “Now finish your cookie, and maybe explain the concept of metaphor again to your son before he gets curious about groaning.”

 

Jen, who had been watching the escalating chaos with the expression of someone witnessing both a beautiful love story and a slowly unfolding PR disaster, finally cleared her throat—half amused, half pleading.

 

“Okay, okay,” she said, lifting her hands in mock surrender, “I think we can all agree that Agatha definitely wins the ‘Sexiest Professor Alive’ award in all areas of her life. And Rio, by virtue of being married to her, gets to collect the trophy and the prize package.” She tossed Rio a wink, who responded with an exaggerated bow and a grin that could have lit the room.

 

“Not that it was ever a competition,” Jen added, reaching behind her and rummaging through a small canvas tote she’d brought with her, “but since we’re all gathered, full of sugar and hormones, I figured it was the perfect time to give you this.”

 

She pulled out a small cream-colored envelope sealed with a violet wax stamp and handed it to Agatha with a flourish.

 

“This one’s from me. And yes,” she added dramatically, “it’s something special. So don’t go all ‘dignified professor’ on me. Open it.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, amused but intrigued, and took the envelope delicately between her fingers. She broke the wax seal with surprising reverence, unfolding the handmade card inside. The front was watercolor and pressed gold leaf, clearly made with care.

 

Inside, written in looping ink:

 

“To Agatha—For your birthday, I thought you could use a little reminder of something soft. May you always remember the power of laughter, and may you never lose your sense of humor. Even when your wife is being extra.”

 

There was a pause, and then a soft jingle as something fell gently from inside the card and into Agatha’s lap—a delicate silver bracelet, minimal and elegant, with a small, preserved violet charm encased in resin dangling from the chain.

 

Agatha blinked. Her hand instinctively came up to cover her mouth as she stared at the charm, emotion blooming behind her eyes. It wasn’t flashy or dramatic—nothing like Rio’s chaotic love letters or Lilia’s dry commentary—but it was thoughtful. Personal.

 

“Jen,” she said softly, fingers brushing over the cool metal as if it were something far more precious. “This is… beautiful.”

 

Jen gave her a crooked smile, playful but earnest. “You know. Since violets are kind of your thing now.”

 

At that, Rio let out a pleased hum, leaning against Agatha’s shoulder as if to remind her she was very much her thing too.

 

“Violets and violence,” Rio murmured with a grin. “Two of her best qualities.”

 

“Don’t ruin the moment,” Agatha warned, voice trembling with laughter and something tenderer beneath.

 

But Rio only beamed at her and kissed her cheek. “I’d never.”

 

Agatha turned back to Jen and smiled—genuine, softened, vulnerable in the way she so rarely allowed herself to be in front of anyone but Rio.

 

“Thank you,” she said simply, letting the bracelet rest in her hand before slowly sliding it onto her wrist. It fit perfectly. “It’s perfect.”

 

“Glad you like it,” Jen said with a shrug, but her eyes were bright. “I just thought… sometimes you need something small and lovely to keep you grounded. Especially when your life is, you know, a hormonal circus.”

 

Alice raised her soda in agreement. “Amen to that.”

 

“I feel very seen,” Agatha muttered, inspecting the bracelet as though it might whisper something profound.

 

Lilia, watching all of this from her seat with a barely concealed smile, leaned over and stage-whispered to Nicky, “You see? The trick to a good life is having people around you who give good gifts and tolerate your drama.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly, still nibbling his cookie. “And glittery bracelets.”

 

“Exactly,” Lilia said. “And someone who brings snacks.”

 

“Me,” Rio chimed in proudly. “I made the pancakes.”

 

“You also brought the trauma,” Alice said dryly.

 

“And the scandal,” Jen added helpfully.

 

“Okay, fine,” Rio grinned. “I’m a whole experience.”

 

Agatha looked down at her wrist again, gently brushing her thumb over the violet.

 

“Yes,” she murmured, almost to herself. “And somehow… worth it.”

 

The chatter and teasing settled into a gentle hush, as if the room itself had taken a breath and held it. Afternoon light filtered in through the windows, casting a golden warmth over the space, and in that pause, Rio stood—slowly, purposefully—her expression soft with affection and mischief.

 

Agatha’s eyes followed her with quiet curiosity, the corners of her mouth lifting as Rio crossed the room with something clutched delicately in her hands: a large glass jar, about the size of a cookie container, clear and shimmering like crystal beneath the sun. The lid had been lovingly decorated with swirling, hand-drawn patterns and tiny violet stickers, and around the rim was a thin ribbon, slightly crooked, like someone had tied it in a hurry and then redone it three times because it had to be just right.

 

Agatha straightened slightly on the couch, a fond smile forming. “What’s this?” she asked, amused, intrigued.

 

Rio’s eyes sparkled. She cradled the jar preciously.

 

“This,” she said, her voice dipping into something warm and reverent, “is a little something from all of us. One note for every year you’ve graced this world with your broody, intimidating brilliance.”

 

There was a ripple of laughter in the room. Agatha rolled her eyes good-naturedly.

 

“Should I be worried?” she murmured.

 

“Yes,” Alice chimed in without looking up from her drink. “Terrified, actually. Some of us got emotional. Others got creative.

 

Jen raised her hand. “Guilty. Mine rhyme.”

 

Rio grinned and continued, ignoring the chaos. “It’s a jar of reasons why you’re the most amazing person on this planet,” she said, offering the jar to Agatha with both hands. “It’s color-coded, obviously. I’m me.”

 

Agatha took it carefully, like it might break if she breathed too hard. The glass was cool in her palms, the weight of it oddly grounding.

 

“Color-coded?” she echoed.

 

Rio nodded. “Green’s from me. Blue’s from Nicky—he made me spell most of his, but the drawings are very interpretive. Yellow’s from Violet. She wrote them all herself, just so you know. Orange is from Lilia, red’s from Alice, pink’s from Jen. No duplicates, no cheating. Everyone had to come up with their own reasons.”

 

Agatha turned the jar slowly on her lap, her fingers brushing over the etched surface. She could see them now—the folded slips of colored paper nestled together, packed nearly to the top. The greens definitely dominated.

 

Suspiciously so.

 

“I’m guessing the majority aren’t from Violet?” she asked, giving Rio a mock-stern look.

 

“I had a lot to say,” Rio said innocently. “And you’re especially amazing when you’re annoyed.”

 

Agatha exhaled a laugh and loosened the lid. As it popped open, a faint scent of paper, ink, and something floral—maybe the dried petals someone had tucked in—rose up. She peered inside and was met with an explosion of color, each folded note clearly labeled in careful handwriting or childish scrawl.

 

The room was still again, but this time the silence was full. Full of warmth. Full of love.

 

Agatha reached in and pulled out the first green note. She unfolded it carefully.

 

“Because you argue with parking signs like they personally wronged you.”

 

She huffed out a laugh. “That was one time.”

 

“Three times,” Rio corrected, positively glowing. “It was majestic.”

 

Agatha shook her head, but her fingers lingered over the folded edges of the note before reaching for another. This time, it was a tiny blue slip with a wobbly drawing of what might’ve been a dinosaur hugging a stick figure labeled ‘MOM.’

 

Her breath caught.

 

“Oh,” she whispered.

 

Nicky beamed proudly from the floor, where he was still sitting with a half-eaten cookie. “That one’s me! That’s you fighting a dragon because I had a bad dream, remember? You were very big and scary.”

 

“That’s…” Agatha paused, heart aching in the most tender way. “I love it, Nicky.”

 

“You didn’t see the one where you’re a witch with laser eyes,” Rio added. “You’re in for a ride.”

 

Lilia leaned forward, a gentle smile on her face. “There are some serious ones too,” she said softly. “Things you should hear. Things we meant.”

 

Agatha’s throat felt tight. She looked down into the jar again, as if it might explain the strange sensation blooming in her chest—a kind of quiet, stunned awe. Love, in all its absurd and sacred forms, packed into a jar.

 

A jar of reasons. A jar of reminders. A jar of proof that she mattered so deeply, to so many.

 

“You all did this for me?” she asked, her voice lower now, almost hushed.

 

Rio leaned in and kissed the side of her head, her voice brushing against her ear. “Always.”

 

Agatha looked up at her wife then, and her smile wasn’t the polite one she gave to students or the amused one she gave to friends. It was raw, quiet, and real.

 

“I’ll read every single one,” she said. “Even the rhyming ones.”

 

Jen gave a little fist pump. “Vindication.”

 

“And I’m keeping the jar,” Agatha added. “Forever.”

 

Alice snorted. “What, like we’d ask for it back? That thing has emotional radiation. You’ll be untouchable.”

 

“This is beautiful,” Agatha murmured, her voice thick with emotion, barely bigger than a whisper. Her fingers brushed gently over the slips of colored paper in the jar, as if the texture could emulate the love inside. Her eyes shimered, glassy and reverent, not from the gift itself, but from what it meant—the thought behind it, the time taken, the love folded into each word.

 

“Thank you, my love,” she said, turning her gaze to Rio, her expression soft, unguarded. Then, she looked around at each of them—at the familiar faces gathered in their cozy home, every one of them a thread in the tapestry of her life. “Thank you, all of you. Truly.”

 

She exhaled softly and pressed the jar gently against her chest. “I’ll read them all later,” she promised, giving the jar a delicate shake. She could already feel it—the warmth, the truth, the overwhelming flood of affection contained in those tiny, colored notes. Each one a fragment of memory, a moment of grace, a reason she mattered.

 

Nicky, who had been bouncing in his seat with excitement the entire time, immediately piped up, his voice loud and full of pride. “I picked all the blue ones for you, Mama!” He leaned over and wrapped his small arms around Agatha’s shoulders, giving her a tight squeeze. “You’re the best, and I love you!”

 

Agatha closed her eyes and smiled through the lump in her throat. She hugged him back, her fingers curling gently into his hair, then kissed his forehead with infinite tenderness. “I know you do, my little love,” she whispered. “And I carry that love with me everywhere.”

 

Nicky grinned and nestled against her, satisfied, one hand still on the jar as though guarding it with his tiny, determined body.

 

At the same time, Violet—who had finally settled from her earlier restlessness—was now tucked cozily into Agatha’s lap, having been passed from Lilia’s arms to her mother’s. She clung sleepily to the fabric of Agatha’s blouse, her small fingers curling and uncurling, eyes fluttering as she fought off a nap. 

 

Agatha looked down at her, eyes softening even further. She lowered her voice into a tender murmur only Violet could hear. “And I’ll read your reasons later, too, my moonflower,” she said. “Every single one. You’re part of every good thing in my life now.”

 

Violet blinked up at her with wide, drowsy eyes and made a small humming sound, as if in agreement, her thumb slipping into her mouth. Agatha brushed a loose tuff of hair from the baby’s face and kissed the crown of her head.

 

From the side of the room, Lilia leaned forward slightly, her gaze resting fondly on the scene before her. Her arm curled around Rio’s shoulders as though she couldn’t quite help it, her fingers absently playing with a lock of her daughter’s hair.

 

“These are such thoughtful gifts, sweet girl,” she said softly, voice full of warmth and prid. “Agatha deserves all of this and more. But I think,” she added with a knowing smile, “you’ve really outdone yourself this time.”

 

Rio leaned into her mother’s embrace and let out a quiet laught. “I just… I wanted to give her something that wasn’t just a present,” she said. “Something she could hold on the days she forgets how loved she is. Something that reminds her, in case we’re not right there to say it.”

 

She turned then, resting a hand on Agatha’s knee and pressing a soft kiss to her cheek—one that lingered just long enough to make Agatha close her eyes. “It’s all for you, my love. Every color, every note, every bit of it.”

 

Agatha looked at her wife, her partner, her anchor, and found she had no words left. Not ones big enough, anyway. Her heart was a crowded room—full to the rafters with emotion. There was a strange ache in it, the kind that came not from pain, but from being so loved it almost hurt.

 

She blinked slowly, trying not to cry in front of everyone. “I… I don’t even know what to say.”

 

“You don’t have to say anything,” Rio said, her voice low and steady. “You just have to let yourself be loved.”

 

For a long, still moment, Agatha did exactly that. She leaned back into the couch, jar in her lap, daughter in her arms, son curled against her side, and Rio brushing her thumb along her knuckles. Across from her, friends—family—looked on with the kind of ease that only came when everyone in the room knew they belonged.

 

And for once, Agatha didn’t feel like she had to hold everything together. She just had to be.

 

As the chatter continued and laughter filled the room, Nicky suddenly sat up straighter, his eyes shining with excitement. He looked around at everyone, a little nervous but eager to share his surprise. “I have two more gifts for Mama!” he declared, his voice full of pride.

 

All eyes turned to him, and the room quieted with fond amusement. Agatha’s head tilted gently toward him, her smile blossoming as she caught his earnest expression. She reached out a hand toward him, the gesture instinctive and affectionate. “Oh? More gifts?” she echoed warmly, her voice laced with curiosity and love. “You’ve been full of surprises today, my darling.”

 

Nicky gave a triumphant nod, puffing out his chest like a very small, very proud knight. “Yup! I saved the best ones for last.”

 

He hopped off the couch with his usual bounce and rushed toward the pile of wrapping paper and gift bags at the corner of the room, digging through with dramatic flair. A few moments later, he returned with something held carefully between his hands: a small, handmade booklet bound together with string, its cover decorated with marker scribbles, glitter, and what appeared to be an enthusiastic attempt at a drawing of their family.

 

“This one’s from me,” he said, almost reverently, as he handed the booklet to Agatha. “It’s a coupon book! Just for you, Mama.”

 

Agatha took it gently, her brow arching with interest and amusement. “A coupon book?” she repeated, flipping it open with care. “I’m intrigued, Nicky.”

 

He nodded eagerly and practically climbed onto her lap to watch her read, unable to contain his excitement. “You can use the coupons anytime, and I have to do it! Even the tricky ones. I promised.

 

She chuckled softly, already touched beyond words, and opened to the first page. Written in chunky, determined handwriting—each letter carefully shaped—was the first coupon:

 

1 Very Long Cuddle

 

Agatha’s heart melted instantly. “Oh, well I’ll be cashing that in right now,” she murmured, pulling him close for a warm hug that made Nicky giggle and squirm.

 

She turned the page.

 

1 Hour of Total Peace

 

Her smile deepened, eyes sparkling with mirth. “Now this sounds like a rare treasure,” she said, glancing playfully at Rio, who smirked from the couch. “I’m not sure we even remember what peace sounds like in this household.”

 

“Only if I’m asleep,” Nicky admitted, with the same candor he always applied to life, causing a ripple of laughter to go around the room.

 

The next coupon made Agatha laugh so hard she had to put the booklet down for a moment.

 

1 Night of Brushing Teeth Without Fussing

 

Rio choked on her juice, laughing, while Lilia covered her smile behind her hand. “Now that’s the rarest gift of them all,” Agatha said, wiping a tear of laughter from the corner of her eye. “You really pulled out all the stops.”

 

“There’s more!” Nicky said quickly, nudging her hand until she picked it back up.

 

Each page that followed was just as delightful:

 

1 Morning of Silence at Breakfast (with a careful note below: unless there’s pancakes)

 

1 Hour of Playing Your Favorite Game (No Complaints!)

 

1 Full Afternoon of Mama Time (Just Us)

 

1 Free Compliment Anytime You Need It

 

Some pages even had drawings—stick figures of the two of them playing cards, a poorly spelled but earnest “You Ar the Best Mama,” and a page that simply had a heart with a smiley face inside it.

 

Agatha’s throat tightened as she turned the last page, blinking rapidly to keep her vision from blurring. Her fingers traced the final coupon, a large crayon heart with the words:

 

1 Forever Hug

 

She closed the booklet slowly, holding it against her chest. For a moment, she couldn’t speak.

 

Nicky watched her carefully. “Do you like it?” he asked, a little quieter now, as if worried it wasn’t enough.

 

Agatha looked at him, her face glowing with a kind of love that defied language. “Oh, Nicky,” she breathed, scooping him up into her arms and squeezing him tight. “This… this is the best gift I could ever ask for. Better than anything in the world.”

 

He leaned into her embrace, proud and radiant. “I made it all by myself. Just for you.”

 

“I can tell,” Agatha whispered, pressing a long kiss to the top of his head. “And I love it. I love you. You’re my best boy. You always will be.”

 

Nicky grinned, clearly thrilled by her reaction, but he wasn’t done yet. “I also have one more surprise!” he announced, holding his hands out dramatically.

 

“Oh?” Agatha asked, raising an eyebrow in curiosity. “What is it?”

 

With that, Nicky stood up tall and cleared his throat, as though preparing for a big performance. “I’ve been practicing something special with Mom,” he said, looking at Rio, who gave him an encouraging nod.

 

“Are you ready, Mama?” he asked, bouncing on his toes.

 

Agatha nodded, a smile tugging at her lips. “I’m ready. Show me your surprise, my love.”

 

Nicky took a deep breath, then in a flurry of energy, he began a miniature ballet recital that he had clearly put a lot of thought into. He started with a dramatic pirouette, spinning on his toes with all the grace a seven-year-old could muster. His small arms were held out to the sides, and he looked up at Agatha with such determination that it was impossible not to be impressed.

 

Rio, sitting beside Agatha on the couch, gave Nicky an encouraging clap as he continued, his little feet moving in carefully practiced steps, sometimes looking at Rio who guided him discreetly with her hands. It was clear that they had worked on this together, and it made the moment even more precious.  He was a bit wobbly, but there was so much joy in his performance, so much heart, that it didn’t matter. The look on his face was priceless—he was completely lost in his dance, as though the world around him had disappeared and only the performance mattered.

 

He performed a small jump, landing lightly, and then executed a series of clumsy but adorable pirouettes, making sure to face Agatha each time, as though he were trying to perform just for her. The whole time, his face was alight with excitement, and his eyes shone with pride as he stole glances toward his Mama to see if she was watching.

 

Agatha was completely captivated, her heart full of warmth as she watched her son pour his heart into his dance. “You’re amazing, Nicky,” she said softly, her voice full of love. “Look at you go, sweetheart.”

 

Nicky, hearing her words, beamed even brighter, if that was possible, and launched into a final flourish, spinning around in a dizzying circle before collapsing onto the floor dramatically, as though he had just completed the most difficult routine of his life.

 

There was a brief silence, and then Agatha stood up, her hands coming together in applause. “Bravo, Nicky! That was beautiful little ballerino,” she praised him, her voice full of adoration, followed by everyone else in the room.

 

Nicky grinned, rolling over and jumping to his feet. “Did you like it, Mama? Did I do it right?” he asked eagerly, his little face full of hope.

 

“Sweetheart, you were absolutely perfect,” Agatha said, wrapping her arms around him in a tight hug. “You’ve got so much talent, and I’m so proud of you. That was amazing.”

 

Nicky pulled back just enough to look up at her, his eyes shining with happiness, his small chest puffed out with pride. “I’m glad you liked it!” he exclaimed, his little hands reaching up to gently squeeze her neck. After a moment, he grinned widely and jumped back to his feet. “Wait! I need to take a bow!” he announced with a dramatic flair. Without waiting for any further encouragement, he dropped into a perfect little bow, his arms sweeping out gracefully before him, as though he were performing in front of an audience of hundreds. His smile was so wide it almost seemed to take up his whole face, and when he stood back up, he beamed even brighter.

 

“I couldn’t be more proud,” Rio said, her voice thick with emotion. “You were wonderful, Nicky.”

 

Nicky beamed at the praise and glanced at Rio, his eyes full of excitement. “Mom taught it all to me,” he said, bouncing on his heels. “And then when she goes back to teaching my class, she’ll teach me more!”

 

Rio smiled, a look of fondness in her eyes. She had taken a break from teaching Nicky’s ballet class before Violet’s birth, but she couldn’t wait to return to the classroom. The thought of working with the little ones again filled her with a special kind of joy. It was a part of her life that always brought her so much happiness, and she looked forward to sharing even more moments like this with Nicky.

 

As Agatha knelt down to give Nicky a big kiss on the cheek, she felt her heart swell even more. There was something about this moment—her son’s pure joy, the love surrounding her, the feeling that her family had all come together in such a beautiful, thoughtful way—that made her feel more connected than ever before. This was everything she had ever wanted in life, right here, in this room, in this moment.

 

“Thank you, my sweet boy,” Agatha said, holding him close. “You’ve made this the best birthday ever. I love you so much.”

 

“I love you too, Mama!” Nicky exclaimed, his face shining with happiness.

 

And as she pulled him into another tight hug, Agatha felt incredibly lucky. This was her life. This was her family. And there was no place she’d rather be.

 

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Notes:

Next chapter: last part of Agatha's birthday, Rio has more things to say.

Chapter 26: Birthday Woman

Notes:

More birthday feelings and fluff.

Fair warning: the end is spicier than usual. You have been warned. You can skip, it won't change anything to the story.

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The day faded gently into night, and the house had finally quieted down. After the laughter, dancing, hugs, and presents, a sleepy calm had settled in. Nicky had fallen asleep in record time, exhausted from his performance and the excitement of the day, still clutching the edge of Agatha’s new necklace between two fingers like it was a lifeline. Violet had nursed to sleep and had been laid gently in her crib with her little fingers curled over the corner of her blanket.

 

Now the only lights left on in the house were the ones in Agatha and Rio’s room. The house felt like it belonged solely to them again, a sanctuary of calm after the day’s beautiful chaos.

 

Agatha was sitting on the edge of the bed, her fingers brushing absently over the delicate new necklace that Rio had given her. The weight of it on her neck felt like a symbol of all the love she had received today, a love that left her overwhelmed in the most beautiful way. She was content, yes—utterly, deeply content—but there was an undercurrent of something else too: an emotional fullness that felt almost too big to contain. How had she gotten so lucky? This life, this family, it felt like more than she had ever imagined, and it was all here with her. Still, her heart swelled with gratitude that it was sometimes difficult to hold.

 

Rio, who had been standing near the dresser, organizing a few things and letting the quiet of the room settle around them, turned toward Agathae. Her eyes held a depth of affection that had only grown since their first meeting. “Sit back, my love, I’ve got one last thing for you.”

 

Agatha shook her head, protesting softly. “Rio, no, you’ve already done too much today. This was… perfect. You don’t need to—”

 

Rio lifted one eyebrow, gently silencing her. “I know I don’t need to. But I want to. So you’re going to take this last gift, and you’re going to smile about it, and you’re going to kiss me when you’re done. That’s the deal.”

 

“That’s quite the deal,” Agatha said, her voice a little breathless with affection. She leaned back against the pillows, ready to indulge in whatever this last surprise might be, knowing that with Rio, it would always be something meaningful. After everything they had shared, after all the love that had poured over them today, there was no question that whatever came next, it would be perfect.

 

Rio grinned, then turned toward the wardrobe, her back to Agatha as she reached into the top shelf. Agatha’s gaze, however, never left her. She watched the slow curve of Rio’s shoulders, the way her shirt pulled slightly across her back, the gentle grace in her every movement. Her wife was beautiful. Thoughtful. Fierce. And constantly surprising.

 

When Rio turned back around, she held a box wrapped in deep violet paper, tied with a soft green ribbon. The colors were delicate, and Agatha couldn’t help but notice how they seemed to mirror the way Rio had wrapped herself into Agatha’s life, gently but unmistakably, adding layers of depth and richness to everything they shared.

 

She came back to the bed and handed it over. “Here,” she said. “This one’s from me. Just me. But I’m sure Nicky will like it too.”

 

Agatha accepted the box carefully, fingertips lingering on the smooth paper for a moment before she untied the ribbon. She looked up at Rio again, hesitant. “You sure?”

 

Rio nodded. “Open it.”

 

Agatha untied the ribbon slowly, savoring the moment. And then, as the lid opened and her fingers touched what lay inside, she stilled.

 

Inside, nestled in tissue paper, was a stuffed dragon.

 

Agatha’s mouth opened in surprise, the breath catching in her chest. It was the same size and shape as Rio’s—the dragon that had long become part of their bed—but this one was different.  This one had a velvety purple body, its color deep and almost regal. One of its wings was a deep, moody blue, the shade of twilight just before the stars appeared, while the other wing shone a warm, sunny yellow, the kind of yellow that made you think of laughter and sunlight.

 

Agatha looked up from the dragon, her gaze meeting Rio’s, who was sitting beside her, watching intently.

 

“You… you got me a dragon?” Agatha’s voice was thick with emotion, her fingers running over the plush fabric, almost as though she was still processing what she was holding.

 

Rio nodded, her smile small but full of tenderness. “I did. But not just any dragon.”

 

Agatha’s eyes flicked back to the dragon, and she could hardly find the words. The dragon was perfect, yet there was something even more perfect about it—the thought behind it. Rio knew her so well, knew exactly what it meant. But there was more to it, Agatha was sure.

 

 “I had it custom made,” Rio said softly. “You never had one. We all have one—Nicky, Violet, me—but you didn’t. And that didn’t feel right anymore.”

 

She leaned in, brushing a knuckle gently against Agatha’s knee.

 

“It’s purple,” Rio continued, her gaze never leaving Agatha’s face. “Because it’s you. And the wings… blue like Nicky’s. Yellow like Vivi’s.” And Rio’s voice softened even further. “And… what do you get when you mix blue and yellow?”

 

Agatha felt as though her world had slowed down. She looked at Rio, then back at the dragon, suddenly understanding. “…Green,” she whispered, her voice barely audible. “It makes green.”

 

Rio’s smile deepened. “Exactly,” she said quietly. “Green like me. This dragon is all of us. Just like you.”

 

The words wrapped around Agatha’s heart like a second heartbeat. She didn’t speak. Her eyes, impossibly wet again, said everything: how stunned she was, how known she felt, how deeply she loved this wild, vibrant, luminous woman beside her.

 

Agatha set the dragon carefully down beside her on the bed and reached for Rio, pulling her into her arms.

 

After a long moment, Agatha murmured into Rio’s neck, “You make me feel like I’m part of something soft.”

 

Rio smiled, brushing her hand up Agatha’s spine. “You are. You’re the softest thing I’ve ever known. You just forget sometimes.”

 

Agatha laughed. “It’s hard to forget now. I have a dragon to remind me.”

 

“You do,” Rio whispered, placing a kiss just behind Agatha’s ear. “And you have me. Always.”

 

Agatha leaned back just enough to meet her wife’s eyes. “Forever?”

 

“Forever,” Rio echoed. I will love you, no matter what.

 

Agtha lay back on the bed, holding the dragon to her chest, and pulled Rio close.

 

It was the happiest birthday she’d ever had.

 

Agatha hadn't meant to cry. She really hadn’t.

 

She’d spent the entire day wrapped in a quiet, soaring fullness that felt too vast for her skin to contain. Gratitude had taken up residence in her chest and she had felt it swelling there all day. But she’d held it together.

 

Until now.

 

Now, curled in the golden hush of their bedroom, with the soft weight of Rio’s dragon-gift clutched to her chest and Rio herself folded around her, she couldn't anymore. 

 

The first sob came unexpectedly. It was small, barely a sound at all, but Rio felt it. She felt it in the way Agatha’s chest hitched, in the way her shoulders sagged like something invisible had been set down. And then the second sob came lower, fuller, from somewhere deep in her chest, and Rio immediately pulled back just enough to see her wife’s face.

 

“Oh, love…” she whispered as she cupped Agatha’s cheeks with both hands. Her thumbs brushed beneath her eyes, catching tears that hadn’t even finished falling.

 

Agatha tried to laugh, but it came out more like a gasp from the bottom of her lungs. Her face was blotchy already, lashes clumped with tears, her nose a little red, but she looked radiant. There was something dazzling about how unguarded she was, how thoroughly undone.

 

“I’m sorry,” she managed to say. “I don’t know why— It’s just—”

 

But Rio didn’t let her finish. She climbed fully into her lap without hesitation, her knees bracketing Agatha’s hips. Her arms looped tightly around her neck. “Don’t,” she said fiercely, forehead pressed to her wife's. “Don’t apologize. Not for this. Not for feeling.” Her voice softened as she cradled Agatha’s head in her hands. 

 

Agatha’s hands moved on instinct, gripping Rio’s waist like she was afraid to let go. She buried her face in the crook of Rio’s neck and let out another sob, this one louder and rawer. Her tears soaked into the collar of Rio’s shirt, but neither of them cared.

 

For a long time, they stayed there like that, tangled together with the plush dragon laid between them, like a silent witness.

 

Eventually, Agatha lifted her head, her cheeks wet and flushed, eyes still glassy but calmer now. She let out a shaky breath, smiling through the remnants of tears. “I don’t know what you’ve done to me,” she whispered. “I used to be composed. Controlled.”

 

Rio tilted her head, brushing the tip of her nose against Agatha’s. “You still are. But you don’t have to armor yourself with me.”

 

Agatha let out a wet laugh. “You’re very bad for my reputation, you know.”

 

“Oh, terribly,” Rio agreed, smiling. “And I intend to keep ruining it, every single day.”

 

Agatha wrapped her arms fully around her wife, pulling her tight again. “Don’t you dare stop.”

 

“I won’t,” Rio whispered, kissing her temple. “Not ever.”

 

And in that moment, Agatha understood: she didn’t have to be unshakable. She didn’t have to be untouched. She only had to be hers.

 

Rio kissed the tip of her nose, then her cheeks, then her eyelids—one, then the other. She pressed a kiss to her brow, her temple, the corners of her mouth, moving with reverence and rhythm. “I love you,” she whispered between every kiss. “I love you. I love you. I love you.”

 

Agatha let out a sound that was half-laugh, half-sob, gripping the back of Rio’s shirt like she might drift away otherwise. “You said that already."

 

Rio smiled, “I’m going to say it a million times more. I’ll say it until you finally believe me on the worst days, too.”

 

She pressed another kiss to her jaw. “I love you.”

 

One to her chin. “Happy birthday.”

 

One to her cheekbone. “Happy birthday.”

 

One to the tip of her nose again. “Happy birthday.”

 

She peppered her face with kisses. Agatha laughed, even as her tears kept falling. “You’re such a menace,” she whispered.

 

“And you,” Rio replied, pulling back just enough to cradle her face fully, thumbs brushing along the damp trails on her cheeks, “are the best thing that ever happened to me.”

 

Agatha closed her eyes for a long moment, like she needed time to absorb it all, to let the truth settle in her bones where it could live. When she opened them again, the world was blurry with tears, but Rio was crystal clear.

 

Her wife. Her girl. Her green dragon.

 

“Thank you,” Agatha whispered. “For this. For today. For knowing me even when I try to hide. For being so—” She cut herself off, laughed under her breath, and shook her head slightly, almost in disbelief. “For being my very own little green dragon,” she finished.

 

They sat there like that, hearts pressed close, breath mingling, the silence between them thick with love and the echoes of a thousand unspoken things. Wrapped up in each other, warmth and heartbeat and shared breath, it didn’t matter what time it was. It didn’t matter how many candles had been blown out or how many gifts had been opened.

 

She had her wife in her arms.

 

That was the gift.

 

That was everything.

 

And as Rio nuzzled into her neck and whispered, “You’re mine forever,” Agatha closed her eyes and smiled, letting herself believe it completely for once.

 

“And speaking of dragons…” Rio said. “How do you feel about telling Nicky tomorrow morning that your dragon flew in last night? Like—whoosh—straight through the window. Moonlight in her wings. Glitter trailing behind her.”

 

“Glitter?”

 

Rio grinned. “Obviously. She’s a birthday dragon. Comes with sparkles, joy, and impeccable timing.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow. “That’s a very dramatic entrance.”

 

“Well, come on,” Rio said, settling back slightly so she could gesture grandly, still sitting on Agatha’s lap like she was the most natural place in the world. “She’s part of this family. Drama is in her stuffing. It’s practically a genetic trait at this point.”

 

Agatha couldn’t help but smile. “You’re ridiculous.”

 

“And you love it,” Rio whispered, brushing a kiss against the corner of her mouth. “Now, if you’ll allow it, I’m going to stay perched here on your lap and tell you how much I love you until you pass out from sheer emotional exhaustion.”

 

“Tempting,” Agatha murmured, curling her fingers loosely around the back of Rio’s shirt. “We both know I don’t stand a chance.”

 

Rio smirked. “You’re going down, Harkness. Pillow in one hand, dragon in the other. This is a coordinated assault of love and softness.”

 

Agatha’s laugh was quieter this time. “You’re lucky I’m too tired to fight back.”

 

“I strike while you’re weak,” Rio teased, before kissing her again. When she pulled away just enough to see Agatha’s face, she added, “Also, we are absolutely giving the dragon a name in the morning.”

 

Agatha tilted her head, amused. “We are?”

 

“Oh yeah,” Rio nodded. “Nicky’s gonna have opinions. Very strong ones. Violet might weigh in too, if she’s in babble-mode. But let’s be real, Nicky will just want to name her ‘Purple Dragon’ and call it a day.”

 

Agatha chuckled, the sound muffled as she rested her forehead against Rio’s collarbone. Her body finally relaxed beneath the familiar weight of her wife. The dragon was still nestled between them, squished gently at her side.

 

“Can we name her after you?” she whispered.

 

Rio blinked, surprised. “Me?”

 

Agatha nodded. “She’s you. All chaos and color. And she makes me feel safe. And loved. And… home.”

 

Rio stilled, her breath catching in her throat. For a second, she didn’t know what to say. Then her expression melted into something unbearably tender. “Only if I get visitation rights when you’re mad at me and she gets exiled to the armchair.”

 

Agatha laughed against her skin. “Deal.”

 

Rio wrapped her arms tighter around her, tucking Agatha’s head under her chin. “Then I guess she’s mine too. Our dragon. Our chaos. Our little reminder.”

 

“Of what?” Agatha asked, voice already sleepy, her eyes fluttering shut as she breathed in the familiar scent of home—Rio’s skin, the candle wax, the faint lavender from their sheets.

 

“Of how far we’ve come,” Rio whispered. “Of who we are. Of how no one ever gets left out in this family. Not even you.”

 

Agatha made a soft sound in response. Rio could feel her beginning to drift, her breath deepening, fingers still curled loosely in the fabric of Rio’s shirt. “Then we’ll tell Nicky she came for me. That the dragon came because I needed her.”

 

Rio kissed the crown of her head, “She came because you deserve magic too.”

 

Outside their door, the world moved forward—cars passing, clocks ticking, children dreaming—but inside the room, time folded inward.

 

“Come on,” Rio whispered at last. “Birthday bath?”

 

Agatha stirred, lifting her head from the curve of Rio’s shoulder. Her eyes were still glassy from the tears, but softer now, calmer, like the storm inside had passed and left her washed clean.  “You’re really not done spoiling me yet?” she asked, her voice still husky from emotion.

 

Rio gave her a look. “Never,” she said simply, pulling Agatha gently by the hand. “You’re not getting out of today without shriveled fingers, bubbles in your hair, and me fussing over you like you’re the last book I’ll ever read.”

 

Agatha huffed a quiet laugh, letting herself be led.

 

They padded into the bathroom together and undressed in silence, but there was nothing quiet about it. The room may have been still, steeped in the golden hush of candlelight and steam, but the air between them crackled, heavy with intimacy and safety.

 

Agatha’s fingers found the hem of Rio’s shirt and lingered there, her knuckles grazing soft skin. They didn’t rush. There was no need. Agatha’s fingers brushed Rio’s collarbone, and Rio shivered—not from cold, but from the weight of being seen like that. Rio’s hands were no less reverent. She undid the buttons of Agatha’s blouse slowly, pausing at each one. When she reached the last, she didn’t tug. She simply looked up and waited. And when Agatha slid the fabric off her own shoulders, Rio made a soft sound in the back of her throat.

 

Agatha reached for the last button of Rio’s shirt, and Rio leaned into her touch like a woman starved. Like her skin had been waiting all day for this exact sensation. Her eyes fluttered shut as Agatha’s knuckles grazed down her spine, the back of her hand tracing the soft indent of her waist, her stomach. There was something deeply holy about it, ike unwrapping something sacred. But there was hunger there too, humming low beneath the reverence. The kind that made Rio’s breath hitch when Agatha pressed her lips just below her ear and whispered, “You are so beautiful when you let me take my time.”

 

Rio swallowed hard, eyes darting to the tub. “Then we should get in. Before I do something unsaintly against this sink.”

 

Agatha chuckled. “Scandalous,” she murmured, dragging her fingers down Rio’s side. “How tragic.”

 

Rio turned away before she could say something even less appropriate and reached for the faucet, her pulse racing beneath her skin. She turned on the water, checking the temperature with the inside of her wrist the way she did when she bathed Violet or helped Nicky wash paint from his elbows.

 

Agatha watched her. Watched the shift of Rio’s spine, the slope of her waist, the lazy sway of her hips as she moved around the tub. There was something dangerous about Rio when she wasn’t even trying—when her curls were wild and her skin flushed and she didn’t know how much Agatha wanted her in that moment. Or maybe she did. Maybe she knew exactly what she was doing.

 

When the water was full and steaming, Rio stepped in, sighing as the heat enveloped her. The curve of her back, the way her neck tipped and curls clung damply to her skin, it was enough to make Agatha pause, to press a hand to the doorframe and breathe.

 

Rio reached out a hand. “Come here, birthday girl.”

 

Agatha joined her, easing into the water, letting it envelop her inch by inch until her legs slotted alongside Rio’s and her chest pressed gently against her wife’s back. Her arms wrapped around Rio’s middle as she settled in, hands finding their familiar place beneath Rio’s ribs. Little bubbles clung to Rio’s collarbone and shoulders, and Agatha, feeling weightless and wrapped in peace, leaned forward to kiss the droplets away. One at the curve of her shoulder. One behind her ear. One where her neck met her jaw.

 

Rio exhaled a shaky breath, leaning back fully into her. “Perfect,” she whispered as the warmth of the water and the warmth of Agatha blurred into one.

 

They lay like that for a while—no words, just the sound of soft water, quiet breaths, the occasional drip from the faucet. Every now and then, Agatha would shift to press another kiss into Rio’s damp skin, and Rio would hum in response, her hands resting over Agatha’s where they held her.

 

Somewhere in the silence, Agatha whispered, “This is the best birthday I’ve ever had.”

 

Rio didn’t answer right away. She just turned her head, caught Agatha’s fingers in hers beneath the water, and pressed them to her lips.

 

“Next year,” she murmured, “I’m renting you a castle.”

 

Agatha laughed against her shoulder. “No need. I already live in one. You're the dragon guarding it.'

 

“Then I must be the luckiest dragon alive.”

 

Agatha’s hands ran lazily over Rio’s stomach, her hips, tracing little circles with her thumbs. Rio let her head rest against Agatha’s shoulder, one hand drifting to cover Agatha’s at her waist. “This is my favorite place,” she said eventually, voice dreamy and low.

 

“The bathtub?” Agatha teased softly against her temple.

 

“No,” Rio chuckled. “No. Not the tub.” She shifted slightly, bringing Agatha’s hand tighter against her ribs. “Right here. With you. Like this. After a day that felt like…everything. After giving you all the things I know you deserve, and still wishing I could give more. But also…kind of hoping I got it exactly right.”

 

Agatha wrapped both arms more tightly around her, as if shielding Rio from even the idea that it hadn’t been enough. “It’s exactly right,” she whispered into Rio’s hair. “You’re exactly right.”

 

“I try,” Rio murmured. “I always want to be.”

 

“You are,” Agatha said again, fiercely this time. “God, you are.”

 

The bathwater lapped lazily at their skin, cooling inch by inch as the last of the steam curled up into the darkened air. Somewhere down the hall, a child shifted in sleep, safe in his dream-world, unaware that his mothers were floating somewhere between heaven and earth.

 

Their fingers had long since wrinkled into soft, pruning ridges. The water had gone lukewarm. The floral oil clung to their skin in silken ribbons. And still, they didn’t move. To disturb it felt sacrilegious, like waking from a dream where everything made perfect sense.

 

Agatha turned her face into Rio’s curls and kissed the top of her head. “Let’s stay like this forever.”

 

Rio’s smile curved against her neck. “Okay,” she breathed. “But you might need to drain the tub eventually. I’m pretty sure I’m fusing with the water. Like—mermaid rights and all.”

 

“That’s fine. I’ll just keep you here. You’ll be my personal water spirit. My soggy little sea witch. I’ll worship you in this tub like a temple.”

 

“Mm.” Rio’s eyes fluttered shut. “I think I could live with that. Lavender and devotion. Better than a birthday cake.”

 

Agatha’s hand slid slowly over Rio’s waist. “I don’t know,” she murmured. “You in my lap, glowing like something divine, damp and warm and ridiculous… I might be high on bath oil.”

 

Rio laughed. “You’re drunk on me,” she teased, tilting her head slightly to brush her mouth along the underside of Agatha’s jaw. “Careful. You’ll never recover.”

 

“Don’t want to.”

 

Agatha could feel the flutter of Rio’s heartbeat beneath her palm, low and steady and completely hers.

 

“You know,” Rio whispered, “if you wanted to warm the water again… there are ways.”

 

“Is that so?”

 

“Mmm,” Rio said, turning in her arms just enough to look up at her. “Birthday baths can be sacred and scandalous. I’m fairly certain that’s allowed in the doctrine of wives.”

 

“Convenient doctrine,” Agatha murmured, leaning down to brush her nose along Rio’s. “I might have to start observing it more religiously.”

 

“I’d be devastated if you didn’t.”

 

Their mouths met softly—at first. Then not so softly. Then not at all like people concerned about cooling water or flickering candles or pruned fingertips.

 

The room held them in its flickering warmth, quiet and unhurried, a sanctuary of skin and breath and tiny ripples breaking across the surface. When they paused again, much later, breathless and tangled in each other, the water had long forgotten its heat, but they hadn’t.

 

Agatha pressed her lips to Rio’s forehead, to her cheek, to the hollow beneath her jaw. “I love you”.

 

And Rio, still half-drunk on warmth and love and the ruin of restraint, answered without hesitation. “Good,” she said, curling back into her. “I planned the whole day around that.”

 

And Agatha, holding her in the lavender water as their whole world dreamed down the hall felt it all and held on.

 

The bath was quiet now. The hush between them had grown tender and still. Agatha’s arms remained around Rio, but her voice, when it came, was small. Hesitant. “Sometimes,” she murmured, “I get scared.”

 

Rio didn’t move. Just waited, her ear pressed to Agatha’s heartbeat.

 

Agatha swallowed. “Scared that I’m… that you’ll wake up one day and realize you deserve someone younger. Someone less… weathered. Someone like you.” Her voice cracked slightly. “That I’ll keep getting older, and you’ll still want more. More life. More years. More everything than I’ll be able to give.”

 

That made Rio still. She turned, slowly, carefully, making sure not to send waves spilling over the edge of the tub. She shifted to her knees, facing Agatha now, close enough that their knees brushed beneath the water. She reached out, her palms cradling Agatha’s beloved face. Her thumbs brushed beneath her eyes. “I didn’t marry time,” Rio started. “I married you.

 

Agatha’s eyes opened, wide and vulnerable, and searched Rio's like they were trying to find something she wasn’t sure was allowed to exist. Rio held her there and didn’t look away.

 

“And I want you. Not just the you from the wedding, or the you from ten years ago when I didn’t even know you, or some idea of a perfect moment frozen in time. I want this. All of this. All of you. I want the you who worries and hopes and aches and breathes. The you who holds our daughter like she’s made of stars and our son like he is the sun incarnate. The you who laughs like she doesn’t know it makes my knees weak. I want every version of you. Every breath.”

 

She leaned forward and kissed her brow. Then she pulled back, not to leave, but to look. She began tracing her fingertips along the contours of Agatha’s face. Her thumb ghosted across the slight lines at the corner of her wife’s eyes. The edge of a smile line. She brushed across the faint crease between her brows, the ones that came from thinking too hard, worrying too much, caring too deeply.

 

“These,” she whispered, almost to herself, “these are not lines of age, Agatha. These are lines of life. Of time. Of loving. Of us. They’re proof that you’ve lived. That we’ve lived. Together. All of this is mine.” She leaned in, her nose brushing Agatha’s. “And I want all of them. Every single one. I want to memorize them as they change. I want to earn my own beside them.”

 

Agatha didn’t speak. Her mouth parted, then closed again, like words didn’t stand a chance. Her eyes filled, just slightly, just enough for Rio to see it.Rio pressed their foreheads together, breathing her in.

 

“I will choose you,” she said again, like a battle cry wrapped in tenderness. “Not just today. Not just when we’re young and flushed and golden. I will choose you on the days when your back hurts and your hands shake and your hair turns silver. I will choose you when the world feels too fast and we feel too slow. I will choose you when we are old and wrinkled and talking nonsense into our mugs. I will choose you when you can’t remember what you were afraid of. I will choose you until the very last breath.

 

Agatha exhaled like she’d been holding it for years. Her hands rose, curling around Rio’s wrists, holding them like something precious. “You’re going to destroy me,” she whispered.

 

Rio smiled. “Good,” she said. “Then I’ll rebuild you every day after.”

 

Agatha closed her eyes at that—not to hide the tears threatening to fall, but to let Rio’s words seep deeper, to anchor herself in the warmth and solidity of them. “And in ten years?”

 

The question lingered. Not afraid or desperate but…bare. Honest in the way only love, real love, allows.

 

“In ten years,” Rio answered, “I’ll be even more in love with you than I am now.” She leaned in and brushed a kiss against Agatha’s closed eyelids—first one, then the other. “I’ll still be slipping notes into your pockets. Little ones. Some ridiculous. Some filthy. Some just a scribbled ‘thinking of you.’ I’ll still be hiding them in your books and under your pillow and pretending I don’t know what you’re talking about when you find them.”

 

Agatha exhaled a laugh through her nose, but her eyes stayed closed, letting Rio go on.

 

“I’ll still be thanking you,” Rio whispered, “every single day for loving me the way you do. For choosing me when you could’ve had an easier life, or a quieter one, or someone who doesn’t wake you up at 2am just to ask if ghosts can get jet lag.”

 

Agatha’s lips quirked upward. “They can’t,” she mumbled.

 

Rio grinned. “We’ll see.”

 

“I promise you,” she continued, quieter now, but no less sure, “with everything I have… it won’t change a thing. Time will come, but it won’t touch this. Not where it matters.”

 

There was silence after that. And then Agatha, who had spent a lifetime second-guessing, finally allowed herself to fall forward into belief. She didn’t brace for impact. She didn’t hold back. In that warm, flickering light, with her wife wrapped around her like a prayer answered again and again, she let go of the fear.

 

She reached up, cupped Rio’s cheek with damp fingers. “Then I’ll choose you too. Every day. Even in ten years. Even after that. When our hands are shaky and our steps are slow. When you forget where you put your glasses and I pretend I didn’t hear you talk to the plants again. I’ll still be right here.”

 

Rio let out a breath that was almost a laugh, almost a sob. And Agatha pulled her closer, until they were tangled and folded into each other, water sloshing gently around them.

 

They stayed like that, as if the world had given them a night off from growing older.

 

And then Rio spoke with a softness she was not known for but Agtaha knew meant Rio’s heart was full and her guard was down. “I also think about the future sometimes. Not with fear. Not anymore. Just… with joy.” She smiled faintly, eyes on some not-so-distant horizon in her mind. “I imagine us… older. Maybe still in this house. You know, with the creaky kitchen floor that sings every time I try to sneak a midnight snack.” She chuckled softly. “And that magnificent tree outside Nicky’s window, still trying to claw its way inside like it wants to be family.”

 

Agatha gave a low laugh, her breath rippling against Rio’s skin, and she tightened her arms just slightly.

 

“I picture Violet,” Rio murmured, her tone dreamy now, like she was narrating a favorite bedtime story, “growing up into this firecracker of a girl, climbing everything with zero respect for gravity, in denim overalls and butterfly wings, asking questions about everything, like why the moon is different every night or why Señor Scratchy looks like he’s lived seventeen lives already.”

 

Agatha let out a helpless, delighted sound at that, eyes still closed, drinking it in like wine.

 

“And Nicky,” Rio went on. “Coming home from college with a suitcase full of laundry and this pretend too-cool-for-you attitude that says ‘I’m independent now,’ even though the first thing he does is look for you. And you let him pretend, but you hug him like he’s sunlight you haven’t felt in months.”

 

Agatha pressed a kiss to Rio’s bare shoulder.

 

“I imagine late dinners,” Rio whispered. “Just you and me. Maybe a little music playing. Maybe I burn the pasta again, and you pretend it’s fine because you still think I’m the best thing that ever happened to your kitchen.”

 

“You are the best thing that ever happened to my kitchen,” Agatha murmured.

 

Rio laughed gently, then took Agatha’s hand and played with her fingers under the water, weaving them together, palm to palm, like a spell cast with touch alone. “Maybe we dance a little in the kitchen,” she continued, “if our knees are up for it.”

 

“I’ll make sure they are,” Agatha whispered.

 

“Sometimes I imagine us on the porch,” Rio added. “It’s early evening. The sky’s a mess of gold and blue, and the trees are swaying like they’re dancing slow just for us. You’ve got your tea, I’ve got my book. Maybe you’re reading one of my essays again for the hundredth time, pretending you haven’t memorized it.”

 

Agatha gave a soft, indulgent snort. “They never stop being brilliant.”

 

Rio turned and kissed the corner of her mouth. “I don’t want a future without you in it, you are my future, Agatha,” she said, voice lower now. “You’re not just the now. You’re all of it. Every boring Tuesday. Every messy morning. Every fight, every laugh, every silence. You’re the place I want to grow old in. The place I want to end up and die in.”

 

Agatha could have cried again but she didn’t. “Then let’s go there together,” she whispered. “Wherever it leads. However long it takes.”

 

And in the water, wrapped in each other, they watched the future shimmer like starlight behind closed eyes.

 

Eventually, the water cooled too much. Agatha stirred first, brushing a kiss to Rio’s temple before reaching for the edge of the tub. Rio followed without a word, her limbs echoing Agatha’s unhurried grace. When they stood, bare and glistening in the quiet aftermath, Rio reached for the largest towel they owned—the absurdly oversized one, the one they had long ago dubbed the cloud. It was soft and white and fluffy to the point of ridiculousness, and it had become tradition, a shared joke, a comfort worn in like a second skin, the one Nicky requested when he wanted to be a ghost.

 

She opened it wide and wrapped it around them both in one sweeping motion, tugging Agatha against her chest until they were chest to chest, skin to skin, breath to breath. “No one touches you like I do,” she whispered against Agatha’s temple, her lips barely moving. “No one ever could. Just like no one touches me like you do.”

 

Agatha’s breath faltered, and she just let herself feel it—Rio’s truth wrapping around her more completely than the towel ever could. “You’re my everything and my forever,” Rio continued, voice very low. “I’m your river… and you’re my sea.”

 

Agatha opened her eyes. Her voice, when it came, was a breath against Rio’s lips. “Say that again.”

 

“I’m your river. And you’re my sea.”

 

And then—God help her—Rio stepped back just enough to make Agatha ache.

 

There was a glint in Rio’s eyes that could have ruined nations. Wicked and loving all at once—possessive, even. It curled at the corners of Rio’s mouth in a slow, dangerous smirk, the kind that only ever meant trouble… and reverence. Her fingers, slick with bathwater and heat, reached up to tilt Agatha’s chin just so—gentle as a kiss, firm as a command. You’re mine. Don’t forget it.

 

“Come to bed,” she said, voice velvet. “Let me show you—again—just how much I love you. Just how much I desire you.”

 

And Agatha followed. Of course she did.

 

She would have followed her into fire. Into war. Into any reckless, trembling edge. She had, in some ways. Followed her into chaos and grace, into every reckless, trembling moment they’d ever shared. But this? This was better. This was Rio, barefoot, naked and glowing, still damp from the bath, hair tousled and eyes full of sin and sanctuary. This was their bedroom, dim and golden, a space that smelled like home and candle smoke and something like two people who had long since stopped pretending they were anything less than devastated by each other.

 

Agatha’s back hit the bed in a gasp that turned into a laugh that was swallowed into a kiss that became a moan. Rio climbed over her like a storm or a wave, unrelenting and starving. Her mouth was heat and teeth and reverence, her hands mapping every inch like Agatha was holy scripture and sin both. Fingers tangled in dark hair. Lips found the place behind Agatha’s ear that made her arch like a bowstring. Gasps turned to pleas, words barely formed, lost in the velvet between sighs and skin.

 

The night didn’t crash into them, it poured.

 

It unfolded like silk slipping from skin, like lace torn slowly at the seam, like desire unfolding petal by petal, slow and deliberate and hungry. Reverent, yes, but only just. There was worship in it, but it was messy. It was gasps swallowed into mouths and knees hitting mattress and one of them moaning, “Right there, don’t you dare stop,” and the other biting her shoulder to keep from crying out too loud.

 

It was scandalous, obscene in how sacred it felt. As if their love was some holy, feral thing—one that only they could understand. There was no rhythm but them. No clock but their bodies. They moved together like a secret—they sounded like one too. A language of breath and want, of scandalous noise and whispered names said like prayers and curses both.

 

Agatha’s new necklace--the one her wife had fastened so carefully just hours ago—caught the low light as she arched beneath Rio, who kissed it more than once, her breath ragged, her fingers curled tight in the sheets. And Rio—God, Rio moved like poetry and ruin, like something ancient and endless. Her hands knew Agatha like scripture. Her mouth knew how to unravel her with a single word. Her hips wrote symphonies against Agatha’s skin, each movement a declaration: I love you. I want you. I own you.

 

And Agatha gave in.

 

She shattered around Rio’s name like it was the only one she’d ever known. Over and over again, until her voice was hoarse and her body wrecked with pleasure. Until nothing existed but Rio and this bed and the wild, sacred ruin of it all.

 

And afterward—when the air was thick and the world soft and Rio’s name had been whispered too many times to count—they lay tangled in the aftermath, their bodies warm and slick and still humming with the heat of it all, wrapped in ruined sheets, muscles spent and limp.

 

Agatha lay tangled into Rio’s side, her body still humming, still trembling faintly with the aftershocks of everything they had done—and everything they had been to each other in the hours since the world outside ceased to exist.

 

One leg was slung across Rio’s hips, possessive and lazy, but also strategic—because every slight shift brought her thigh over bare skin that still throbbed from too much pleasure, too much need, too much her. The chain Rio had given her gleamed faintly in the amber lamplight, resting against collarbones still marked by Rio’s mouth. The little dragon sat at the head of the bed like a quiet sentry—watching, unblinking, regal in its place just above their tousled pillows. A witness to ruin. And to worship.

 

Agatha was wrecked—beautifully so. Her hair a glorious mess, her cheeks flushed pink, her body draped across her wife like she couldn’t bear to be even a millimeter away. “This really was the best birthday I’ve ever had.”

 

Rio didn’t answer at first—her eyes were already fluttering shut, lashes low over cheeks still flushed from effort and triumph. But even half-asleep, her arms pulled Agatha closer, tighter, curling around her like something protective and primal. “Good,” she murmured. “That was the plan.”

 

And oh, what a plan it had been.

 

They had made a mess of everything—the bed, the air, each other. There were scratches on Rio’s back from when Agatha had gripped too hard. There were teeth marks on Agatha’s thigh from when Rio had gotten greedy. The sheets were halfway off the mattress, tangled and damp, still warm with the ghosts of their moaning.

 

And neither of them gave a damn. The window had been cracked open at some point—who knew when, who cared now—and the night drifted in like a voyeur. The moon, high and decadent in the sky, hung over their house like a knowing smile. Scandalously bright. Unapologetically bare.

 

Agatha curled deeper into Rio’s body, her fingers slipping under the hem of the blanket to find bare skin. She liked the way Rio felt right now—warm, loose, ruined and golden. She liked knowing she’d done that. That every inch of Rio’s glow belonged to her. “You were insatiable tonight.”

 

Rio’s lips twitched, not bothering to open her eyes. “You’re lucky I’m exhausted, or I’d still be making you scream.”

 

“Don’t threaten me with a good time.”

 

A lazy chuckle rumbled low in Rio’s chest. “It’s not a threat, my love. It’s a promise.”

 

And beneath it all, those two women lay tangled in each other’s arms, drunk on love and sin and sweat and the holy, unholy truth of it all: They were each other’s ruin. Each other’s resurrection. Each other’s home.

 

But then, Rio shifted. And Agatha, half-asleep, half-sated, let out a soft sound as Rio’s hand brushed low across her stomach. Her fingers were casual at first, absent-minded, tracing lazy shapes into sweat-slicked skin. But then they dipped lower, and suddenly the air between them crackled with something electric and impossible to ignore.

 

“You’re unstoppable,” Agatha murmured, voice rough and wrecked.

 

Rio only smiled, sweet as sin. “I told you,” she whispered, her lips ghosting along Agatha’s throat, “it wasn’t a threat. And you just woke up the beast.”

 

And then her mouth was everywhere. There was no patience this time. No pretense of restraint. She kissed like she had hours to make up for, like she could crawl inside Agatha and live there, like the taste of her wife’s skin was the only thing anchoring her to earth. Her fingers dragged down Agatha’s thighs, parted them with ease, and the sound Agatha made when Rio settled between them would’ve made a priest blush.

 

The second round was filthier than the first. Slower, yes—but only in that deliberate way that made Agatha tremble. It was expert. Every touch was calculated, a slow burn, a study in contrast: teeth grazing right after a kiss so soft it made her eyes sting. A thigh pushed between hers as a hand slid up, up, up

 

“You drive me insane,” Agatha gasped, her fingers fisting in Rio’s hair, yanking just hard enough to earn a dark laugh against her ribs.

 

Rio looked up, lips swollen, eyes molten. “Good.”

 

She didn’t stop. Not when Agatha moaned. Not when she begged. Not even when she cursed—and Agatha never cursed unless she was very, very close.

 

And Rio? God, she was everywhere—her hands on Agatha’s hips, her mouth devouring every soft, sensitive place, her voice low and reverent between groans. “You’re mine,” she breathed into the space between kisses, between thrusts, between the pulse of Agatha’s body writhing beneath hers. “Say it.”

 

Agatha did—screamed it. Clawed it into Rio’s shoulders. Gasped it through a fourth or maybe fifth, sharper climax that left her shaking like glass.

 

And when it was over—when they were tangled again, skin against skin, both of them sweat-slick and flushed and wrecked anew—Agatha was boneless and delirious in her wife’s arms. “I think you killed me."

 

Rio grinned into her hair. “You’re welcome.”

 

They lay there for a moment, breath evening out, hearts still thudding with aftershocks. Then Agatha laughed and whispered, “We're not getting out of bed tomorrow.”

 

“Who said I planned to?”

 

Outside, the sky began to lighten, the moon retreating just in time to keep their secrets. And inside, two wives lay tangled in the aftermath of love and lust and everything in between, with no shame, no apologies.

 

Only hunger.

Only devotion.

Only the sweet, wicked promise that they weren’t done yet.

 

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Chapter 27: Tiny Tutus and Little Swans - Part I

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Saturday mornings in the Harkness-Vidal house had always carried a specific rhythm: slow, soft light fittering through gauzy curtains, the smell of coffee brewing in the kitchen, and inevitably the thump-thump-thump of small, determined feet charging down the hallway like a herd of very caffeinated elephants.

 

But this Saturday carried a different kind of magic made real by the rustle of tulle across bedsheets.

 

The bedroom looked like it had lost a glamorous battle with a sugarplum ballerina. Half-packed dance bags exploded across the floor like pastel landmines, glitter floated in the air as if someone had shaken a snow globe, and an army of tiny socks had staged a coup against the laundry basket.

 

Rio sat cross-legged on the bed in an oversized tee-shirt that had once belonged to Agtha and now belonged to her entirely, brushing out Violet’s soft dark curls while Agatha stood nearby with the poise of a fashion editor and the armload of a circus clown. Draped over one arm were six—no, seven—tiny tutus in varying shades of sugary chaos: pink with satin bows, yellow with ruffles, mint with lace trim, one that appeared to be made entirely of sequins and glitter, and two different greens that Agatha swore were the same color, but Rio insisted had “very different emotional intentions.”

 

“I don’t even know which tutu to pick,” Rio said, holding Violet up like a living doll in one arm. “How do we have this many already? She’s not even crawling. She just yells at things.”

 

“Between Lilia, Alice, and Jen, I think we’ve established that restraint is not a family trait,” Agatha deadpanned, holding up the mint one like she was appraising art. “Also, you have a tutu problem.”

 

“I do not, and I’m offended,” Rio said, clearly lying. “ We are the picture of sef-control and and I have a healthy appreciation for aesthetics and a daughter who looks like a tiny goddess in tulle.”

 

Agatha held up a lavender tutu dusted in subtle glitter. She raised one borw like it meant business.

 

Rio tilted her head. “Okay. That one’s adorable.”

 

“That’s what I thought.” And Agtaha passed her the sparkly tutu.

 

Violet gurgled in approval, possibly because she liked the color, or possibly because she had just successfully gotten her whole hand into her mouth.

 

“And anyway,” Rio added, easing Violet’s arm through the strap of her leotard, “she has to match her big brother. Purple is officially the Harkness-Vidal Ballet House color. Unless we’re feeling moody, then it’s emerald green. But today is a purple day.”

 

“You’re aware this is our son’s ballet class, not a Broadway opening?” Agatha teased, folding the rejected tutus and setting them aside.

 

“Excuse me, this is Violet’s grand debut,” Rio said, kissing the top of her daughter’s soft curls. “She deserves couture.”

 

“Mm-hm,” Agatha murmured, amused, stepping closer. She reached out and gently adjusted Violet’s shoulder strap with a mother’s precision and a wife’s affection. “You’re just lucky she let you dress her. Last time she screamed like you were betraying her to the enemy.”

 

“She likes this one,” Rio said confidently. “She can tell it sparkles.”

 

“She also tried to eat it.”

 

“That means she really likes it.”

 

Violet, barely two months old and only half aware of the chaos she inspired in her small, enchanted corner of the world, gurgled in delight as Agatha carefully fastened the last of the tutu’s tiny snaps. Her legs kicked rhythmically, a blur of pudgy motion beneath layers of lavender tulle, as if she already understoood the sacred ritual of being dressed up. The tutu puffed around her belly like a sugar-spun cloud, and she squealed with glee at her own movement, entirely pleased with herself.

 

On the bed, Nicky knelt beside them, his hands planted on the comforter, eyes wide with awe. He looked as though he’d stumbled upon some rare magical creature in the wild.

 

“She looks like a fairy,” he whispered, the way he might speak of stars or dragons or the moon.

 

“She is a fairy,” Rio replied, leaning down to kiss the tip of Violet’s tiny nose, which immediately scrunched in protest. “A dangerous, powerful fairy who knows exactly when I’ve sat down with hot coffee and chooses that moment to unleash a mighty wail.”

 

Agatha gave a low chuckle, “Sounds familiar.”

 

“I was talking about Violet,” Rio said, narrowing her eyes and swatting playfully at Agatha’s hip, though the fondness in her expression gave her away.

 

“Mmhmm,” Agatha murmured, entirely unconvinced.

 

Nicky leaned in even closer, lowering himself until his chin touched the mattress. “Can I touch her skirt?” he asked softly, almost shyly, as though afraid the spell might break if he was too loud.

 

Rio’s heart tugged as she nodded. “Of course, baby. Be gentle.”

 

With the delicate care of someone handling a butterfly’s wing, Nicky reached out and pinched a corner of the tutu between two fingers. He rubbed it gently, feeling the soft mesh, then glanced back at Rio, wonder still blooming across his face.

 

“It’s so soft,” he whispered. “Can you dance again now, Mom?”

 

Across the room, Agatha paused near the dresser, a folded onesie in her hands, but her eyes were on Rio.

 

Rio blinked, caught off guard for only a heartbeat, then smiled, brushing a hand through Nicky’s curls. His hair was getting longer, soft and wild like hers, the color closer to Agatha's, always curling at the ends no matter how much she tried to tame it.

 

“Yeah, sweetheart,” she said gently. “Today’s my first class back.”

 

Nicky lit up, sitting up straighter. “Are you gonna do the big leaps again? And the spins? Like when you danced in the studio and your feet were so fast they looked like they disappeared?”

 

Rio laughed, a sound full of both joy and nerves. “Maybe not the really big leaps right away, baby. I might be a little wobbly at first. It’s been a while. I have to take it slow.”

 

“You’re never wobbly,” Nicky said fiercely, with the complete conviction of a child who had never once doubted his mother’s magic. “You’re like… like a swan.”

 

“A swan, huh?”

 

“A ballet swan,” he clarified seriously. “But with muscles. Like a superhero swan.”

 

Agatha smiled as she finally moved to the bed and sat beside him, wrapping an arm around his middle. “She is like a swan,” she agreed, pressing a kiss to the top of his head. “Even if this swan needed a little time to rest her wings.”

 

“And to grow a new baby swan,” Nicky added matter-of-factly, reaching out to boop Violet’s nose, making her squeak.

 

“Exactly,” Rio said. “And maybe now that the baby swan is big enough to wear her first tutu, it’s time for Mommy Swan to start dancing again.”

 

“You’re gonna be the best again,” Niky said confidently. “Everyone’s gonna clap so loud.”

 

Agatha's hand found Rio's across the soft duvet. Rio squeezed it back, steadying herself—not just for the class ahead, but for the beautiful, chaotic balance of motherhood and movement that had always been her rhythm.

 

“Well,” she said, taking a deep breath, “I better make sure my ballet shoes still fit.”

 

“They do,” Nicky assured her immediately. “I checked. I used one as a boat yesterday. They’re fine.”

 

Agatha groaned and covered her eyes. Rio laughed, head thrown back, joy shining in her face.

 

She turned back to Violet, now fully dressed in her purple tutu, all ruffles and shimmer, her dark curls growing soft around her face like a halo, the exact same shade as her mother’s. Rio reached for the baby ballet slippers—tiny white ones stitched from satin and lined with pale fleece. These were the slippers. The ones Agatha had given her months ago, before Violet’s birth, tucked inside a velvet-lined box, along with a folded note in Agatha’s careful handwriting: So that one day your baby girl can dance beside you, even if she’s only watching from your arms.

 

Rio had cried when she read that note. She felt that same prickle behind her eyes now as she slid each of Violet’s wriggling feet into the satin, fastening the crossed elastic ribbons. A beginning.

 

“She’s ready,” Rio whispered, lifting Violet to her chest. “Look at this tiny ballerina.”

 

Violet cooed in response, her little hands grabbing at Rio’s necklace before promptly trying to stuff her own fingers into her mouth.

 

From the bed, Nicky gasped again. “She’s the cutest baby in the whole world!” he declared, falling backward into a pile of blankets as though the sheer adorableness had knocked him over.

 

Agatha gave a solemn nod. “We may be biased,” she said gravely, “but yes. I believe that is a medically accurate statement.”

 

Violet, utterly unimpressed with the discussion, began gnawing with great determination on Rio’s collar.

 

Rio laughed. “I think she agrees.”

 

“And you, big guy,” Agatha said, reaching out to ruffle Nicky’s hair into an even greater state of chaos, “are the best big brother in the entire galaxy.”

 

“I know,” Nicky replied, glowing with pride. He sat up, legs crossed, and peered at his baby sister with all the seriousness of a future mentor. “I’m gonna show Vivi how to do a plié when she gets older. And a jeté. And the jumpy thingy you do where it looks like flying.”

 

“A grand jeté,” Rio supplied.

 

“Yeah, that! I’ll teach her all the tricks.”

 

Rio adjusted Violet on her hip and leaned over to press a kiss to Nicky’s cheek. “She’s so lucky to have you.”

 

Nicky beamed. “I’m lucky to have her. And you. And Mama.”

 

Agatha pulled them in close with a gentle squeeze, arms encircling them all. “And I’m lucky to have all of you,” she murmured. “Even if we’re about to be twenty minutes late to class, and even if this bedroom looks like the costume department of Swan Lake exploded in here.”

 

Rio giggled, looking around at the scattered tutus, dance bags, socks, hair ties, and half-eaten cereal on the dresser. “We’ll clean it up later,” she said. “Right now, we’ve got dancing to do.”

 

And so, with hearts buoyed by love and laughter, tutus swishing and ballet slippers tapping faintly on the wood floor, the Harkness-Vidals stepped out of their messy, enchanted bedroom and into the morning—toward the barre, toward the music, toward joy.

 

Just as Rio swung the heavy dance bag over her shoulder full of ballet shoes, burp cloths, and God only knew what else crammed inside, Agatha reached out and gently caught her wrist. “Wait,” she said softly, her fingers closing around Rio’s like they were the most fragile thing she’d ever touched. 

 

Rio stilled. Her coat slipped from her hand and dangled off her arm. Violet gave a tiny squeak in protest, then snuggled back into her mother’s collarbone. And Rio, already halfway out the door in spirit, turned to meet Agatha’s eyes. The words were coming. She could feel them before they arrived.

 

“I know you’re excited to go back,” Agatha said, her thumb brushing rhythmically against the inside of Rio’s wrist. “I know how much it means to feel that studio floor again. To hear the music under your skin. But you have to promise me something.”

 

Rio arched a brow, defense ready on her tongue.

 

Agatha saw it and held her gaze anyway. “Promise me you’ll take it slow today. Gentle.

 

“It’s been two months, Agatha.”

 

“And nine before that,” Agatha said. “You grew a person with your body, love. A tiny, squeaky, tutu-wearing miracle. You’re still nursing, still healing, still running on less sleep than any human being should. Just because you want to fly doesn’t mean your wings are ready. Not yet. Your body’s not done yet, even if your brain is ready to leap back onto pointe shoes.”

 

Rio glanced down at Violet and sighed. “I know. I do.”

 

Agatha’s grip softened, but she didn’t let go. “Then say it. Out loud. That you’ll take it easy. That you’ll listen to your body—not just your ambition. Because if I see you overdoing it…”

 

“…You’ll drag me off the floor like a misbehaving freshman,” Rio finished, teasing, her smile lopsided.

 

“Exactly. And then I’ll swaddle you in a blanket, sit you on a bench like an angry burrito, and lecture you until you cry or admit I’m right.”

 

Rio laughed and looked at Agatha again—really looked—and saw the worry behind her dry wit, the fierce tenderness that always lived just beneath the surface. The part of Agatha that would carry all of Rio’s pain if she could. That had, more than once. Her smile softened. “Okay,” she said quietly. “Okay. I promise.”

 

Agatha narrowed her eyes. “Say the whole thing.”

 

Rio rolled hers but nodded. “I promise I’ll take it easy.” And then, with more breath behind the words: “I promise I’ll be gentle with myself. Even when I want to leap and twirl and pretend I’ve already come back whole. Even when I want to prove that motherhood hasn’t slowed me down.”

 

Agatha moved in close, pressed a kiss to Rio’s forehead and then another to Violet’s curls. “You don’t need to prove anything. You already danced through birth. You danced through sleepless nights. You’ve never stopped being the dancer you are—your body is just taking a long, well-deserved bow.”

 

Rio exhaled a slow breath. “God, you’re poetic when you’re worried.”

 

“I’m always poetic,” Agtaha muttered. “You’re just more likely to listen when I’m fussing.”

 

“That’s not true,” Rio said, amused. “Sometimes I listen when you’re being smug.”

 

“Don’t you mean wise?”

 

Rio rolled her eyes affectionately and pressed a kiss to Agatha’s lips. “No, smug. But I’ll behave. Mostly.”

 

“I’ll take it,” Agatha said. “Come on. Let’s go show the world how cute our tutu brigade is.”

 

Just then, Nicky reappeared in the hallway, fully dressed in his own purple and a too-small sweatshirt with dancing frogs across the front, the sleeves now hilariously cropped halfway down his forearms.

 

He planted his hands on his hips. “Are you coming now?” he demanded, exasperated in the way only seven-year-olds can be when their sense of timing is impeccable and everyone else’s is, apparently, unacceptable. “I need to be early so I can stretch and talk to Sophie about the sparkly tutu, and I have, like, five things to say.”

 

Rio bit back a laugh, shifting Violet to her other arm and swinging the bag over her shoulder. “We’re coming, Commander Stretch.”

 

Agatha raised a brow and gave an approving nod at Nicky’s ensemble. “Looking sharp, maestro.” She turned to the others with a hand on the doorknob. “Harkness-Vidal Ballet Company, assemble!”

 

Rio chuckled under her breath and exchanged a glance with Agatha, who rolled her eyes affectionately at their son’s flair for dramatics but let the smile linger. They walked in step, shoulders brushing, the morning sun bright as they stepped towards the car. There was something different about it. Rio could feel it in her bones, the rhythm of a life rebuilt, beat by beat. The floor beneath her wouldn’t be the polished stage of her past or the pristine studio of her younger years. It was steadier now. Lived-in. Worn with joy and milk stains and bedtime stories.

 

She wasn’t returning to reclaim the dancer she once was. That woman had already left her mark. This was Rio stepping into the dancer she was becoming. The one who held her daughter in one arm, her son’s dreams in the other, and her wife’s quiet vow of care tucked deep in her chest like a second heartbeat.

 

She glanced at Agatha again and smiled. “I missed this,” she murmured.

 

Agatha squeezed her hand. “It missed you too.”

 


 

The car ride to the studio was only fifteen minutes but Nicky made sure it became the single most educational fifteen minutes of Violet’s life to date. No sooner had they buckled in than Nicky twisted in his booster seat with the urgency of a man on a mission. One socked foot was haphazardly propped on the door handle, the other wedged against the center console, while his entire torso leaned precariously over Violet’s rear-facing car seat like he was about to deliver a confidential briefing to a tiny, undercover ballerina.

 

Violet, unbothered by the closeness, blinked slowly at her brother, deeply focused on the bow of her leotard—her latest fascination in a long line of riveting textile discoveries. But Nicky took her trance-like silence as total engagement. “Okay, Vivi,” he began solemnly, “here’s how it’s gonna go.”

 

From the front seat, Rio cast a sideways glance at Agatha and smothered a smile behind her hand.

 

Nicky pressed on, unaware of his audience. “First, we get inside and take off our shoes but we do not run. Even if the floor is super shiny and totally perfect for sliding like a penguin in socks. It’s a trap. Mom says we have to walk like dancers.”

 

He paused, lifting a single finger. “That means tall like a giraffe… but soft like a cat.”

 

In the driver’s seat, Agatha’s lips quirked. Without taking her eyes off the road, she lifted a warning finger and pointed it at Rio. “Don’t laugh,” she whispered.

 

Rio leaned closer, grinning as she mouthed, Tall like a giraffe but soft like a cat? and shook her head fondly. "I do say that."

 

Nicky continued. “Then, Mom—that’s Mom, the one with the bun and the baby spit-up on her shirt,” he clarified, gesturing dramatically at Rio, “does the warm-up. She leads it. She’s like… the boss of the stretching.”

 

He settled back for a second, eyes narrowed like he was replaying the choreography in his head. “We do big arms, and deep squats, and we point our toes like rocket ships. And then we stretch our backs and make our necks go all long like noodles. But also, sometimes she makes us do funny faces to warm up our mouths too, like blehh!” He stuck out his tongue and pulled his cheeks wide, then caught Violet’s curious gaze and grinned. “But that’s secret warm-up. It’s not real ballet warm-up. It’s, like, mouth magic. I’ll show you when you’re older.”

 

Violet let out a delighted squeal that may or may not have had anything to do with her brother’s lesson, but Nicky took it as a clear endorsement. “I knew she’d be good at this,” he said proudly, sitting up straight. “She’s already a better listener than Jasmin.”

 

“She’s also two months old,” Agatha pointed out.

 

“Exactly,” Nicky replied, as if that proved his point.

 

Rio laughed then, unable to hold it back any longer. She twisted in her seat to look at her son. “Are you giving your baby sister the full studio orientation?”

 

“She has to be ready,” Nicky said seriously. “You can’t just wing ballet. It’s an art form. With rules.”

 

“She’s not even walking yet,” Rio said, smiling.

 

“But she’s watching.” He looked at Violet with the utmost reverence. “And watching is step one. You watched me do a plié yesterday, didn’t you, Vivi?”

 

Violet sneezed.

 

“That means yes,” Nicky translated. “In baby.”

 

Agatha chuckled softly. “Our daughter’s first language is going to be interpretive dance if you keep this up.”

 

“Good,” Nicky said proudly, already turning back to Violet with more instructions. “Now, when we do across-the-floor, you can sit in the corner and clap. Clapping is very important. It helps with morale.”

 

Then, he reached a hand over the edge of Violet’s car seat and gently took her foot in his surprisingly delicate grip. With infinite care, he nudged her soft baby foot forward and pointed her toes into a point. His brow furrowed with the same laser-focus he usually reserved for complex Lego builds or pouring milk without spilling. “See, Vivi, that’s how you point your foot.”

 

He glanced up at her face, searching for understanding in her little dark eyes. Violet gurgled and blinked, but her brother remained undeterred.

 

“You’re gonna be the best in class,” he said, nodding solemnly. “But not better than me.”

 

Violet let out a delighted squeak and kicked her foot, which made Nicky gasp. “She gets it! She’s doing it already!”

 

Agatha had one hand on the wheel and the other pressed firmly over her heart. “I cannot handle them,” she said.

 

Rio, still watching her children, smiled so wide it hurt. “He’s so proud. And look at her. She’s just absorbing all of it.”

 

“You mean the praise or the curriculum?” Agatha asked, grinning.

 

“Both.”

 

In the backseat, Nicky had already moved on to the next topic, clearly working from a mental syllabus. “Okay, after warm-up,” he continued, “we go to the barre.” He pronounced it carefully, then paused to cast a suspicious look toward the front seats. “Not like the drinks kind where moms go sometimes with Aunty Jen and Aunty Alice,” he added, eyes narrowing like a tiny detective who knew far too much for a seven-year-old.

 

Agatha choked on a laugh, quickly covering it with a well-timed cough. Rio pressed her knuckles to her mouth to keep from howling.

 

Nicky continued, oblivious to the chaos he had caused. “It’s a special kind of barre you hold onto,” he explained, gesturing with both hands like he was demonstrating the very object. “For balance and stuff. We do pliés and tendus and sometimes dégagés—but only when Sophie doesn’t talk too much and we’re actually on time.”

 

“That’s very specific,” Rio managed, trying to breathe.

 

“It’s important,” Nicky said gravely. “We missed grand battements last week with Miss Geraldine because Sophie was telling us all about her fish funeral.”

 

Agatha cleared her throat. “A tragic event,” she said, playing along.

 

“Yeah. Finn the Second,” Nicky added solemnly. “He died of stress. Like you, Mom, during the time your students have exams at your real work.”

 

Rio snorted so loudly she startled Violet, who blinked in surprise and then cooed—because if everyone else was laughing, why not join in?

 

“After that,” Nicky continued, “we go to the middle. That’s when it gets really fun.”

 

He had twisted halfway around in his booster seat again, and Violet kicked her feet in rhythm with his voice, entranced by both his storytelling and the sparkle of her own tutu.

 

“We do twirls—pirouettes—that’s the ballet word,” he explained solemnly. “It means twirl but, like, fancy. Like flowers with a ribbon around so it becomes a bouquet.”

 

Agatha, behind the wheel, tilted her head with appreciation. “That’s actually… not a bad metaphor,” she murmured. "our son is a genius."

 

“And then,” Nicky went on, “we leap. Across the floor. Big jumps! Like frogs or stars, depending on the music. If it’s fast music, you do frog jumps. If it’s pretty music, you do star jumps.”

 

“I don’t make it sound that technical,” Rio said under her breath.

 

“You’ll be really good at that too,” Nicky told Violet, utterly convinced. “I can tell. You have the right energy. But remember—” He leaned close again. “I go first.

 

Violet responded with a delighted squeaky coo. Nicky nodded seriously. “Yes. Exactly.”

 

Just then, the car turned gently into the familiar gravel lot of the studio, and they pulled into their usual spot under the big oak tree.

 

“And then,” Nicky concluded with flair, like a grand finale, “we all bow. And Mom claps. And if you didn’t steal anybody’s water bottle or snacks during class, you get a sticker!”

 

He paused, then added, “But you can still get a sticker if you cry. Because Mom is really good at making us not cry anymore.”

 

“Important disclaimer,” Rio whispered to Agatha.

 

Agatha turned the engine off and looked over her shoulder at the baby with her arms in the air and her big brother still giving instructions like a tiny motivational speaker. “I think Violet’s ready,” she said with a smirk. “I mean… she’s basically a prodigy now.”

 

“She has the foot point,” Nicky confirmed proudly as he unbuckled himself. “That’s, like, half of ballet.”

 

“All thanks to your stellar instruction,” Agatha said, reaching back to gently tap his nose.

 

“I’m a great teacher,” he said without a trace of doubt. “Just like Mom.”

 


 

The studio door creaked open with its familiar groan—the sound that always made tiny heads turn mid-giggle, mid-arabesque, mid-chaotic somersault. Normally, it earned a few distracted glances, a pause in the piano music, a whisper or two.

 

But this time, it was different. This time, the door wasn’t just opening, it was delivering something wonderful.

 

Gasps burst from half a dozen small mouths like bubbles in soda. “Miss Rio!” someone breathed. “MISS RIO!” someone else screamed, and then the words multiplied like sparks in a firework.

 

“She’s back!”

“She’s really BACK!”

“Miss Rio’s BACK!”

“SHE BROUGHT HER BABY!!”

 

It was chaos after that. The room exploded in a chorus of squeals and scampering feet, ballet slippers skidding lightly over polished floors. Children jumped in place. Leotards twisted around tiny torsos as kids spun to face the door. A small boy in a Spider-Man shirt fell over mid-pirouette and scrambled upright without blinking, his eyes wide.

 

Rio stepped in slowly, her cardigan swaying gently over soft ballet layers in hues of dusty rose and cream. Her curls were up in a loose bun, strands falling out in joyful rebellion, and nestled in one arm was baby Violet, her youngest dancer and newest audience member. She blinked up at the noisy studio like she was about to take attendance.

 

In her other hand, Rio held Nicky’s fingers tight, and his whole body vibrated with the excitement of finally introducing his baby sister to the world. Just behind them walked Agatha, proud and calm and quiet, Nicky’s backpack slung casually over one shoulder an the dance bag in her free hand.

 

The entire class of six and seven-year-olds rushed forward in a chattering wave.

 

“Miss Riooooooo!” one of them squealed. “Your baby’s not in your belly anymore!”

 

“She came OUT!” someone else reported, as if breaking news for a national broadcast.

 

“She’s a real baby now!” said a third, tiptoeing for a better look.

 

Rio crouched slightly, adjusting Violet in her arms and flashing the class a warm smile. “She is indeed out,” she confirmed. “We checked this morning: still a baby, not a bump.”

 

A wave of giggles erupted.

 

Nicky took a commanding step forward, still clutching Rio’s hand. “This is my baby sister,” he declared to the room with the full pride of an older sibling who had waited literal months for this exact moment. “Her name is Violet, but I call her Vivi! And I told her everything about ballet.”

 

A few gasps sounded. One child looked frankly amazed.

 

“In the car,” Nicky added, just to clarify. “On the way here. She knows all the steps now.”

 

“Very advanced curriculum,” Rio added solemnly, trying to keep a straight face. “We covered pirouettes, pliés, and appropriate sticker etiquette.”

 

“She’s ready to dance,” Nicky declared with certainty, looking back at Violet like she might spring from Rio’s arms at any moment and perform a flawless grand jeté.

 

Violet blinked slowly. Then sneezed.

 

The entire class squealed again.

 

The children gathered around like moths to a glowing lamp, their chatter softening into awe. There was something about a real baby—especially a baby in a tutu—that seemed to cast an unspoken spell over the studio.

 

One little girl, eyes wide and sparkling, gasped as if she’d just witnessed the birth of a unicorn. “Her tutu is so tiny!”

 

Another child crouched low for a better look, his forehead wrinkled in concentration. “Her feet,” he whispered. “Look at her little shoes!”

 

A boy with a defiant cowlick and a permanent expression of wonder squintedt. “She looks like a jellybean ballerina.”

 

The others nodded solemnly, as though he had said something profoundly true. Violet blinked at her growing fan club then—without breaking eye contact—blew a perfectly timed spit bubble.

 

Agatha, still leaning by the door with one hand resting on her hip, let out a low laugh. “Clearly unimpressed by the reception.”

 

“She’s holding out for the sticker at the end of class,” Rio said, glancing down at her daughter. “She has standards.”

 

That earned a wave of giggles from the group, but Nicky turned, hands on his hips in full big-brother mode. “She did point her toes! Tell them, Mama!”

 

Agatha smiled as she made her way over to the cluster of children and pressed a soft kiss to Violet’s head. “She’s a prodigy already,” she said, brushing her fingers along one tiny ballet slipper.

 

A chorus of “Ooooooh!” and “Wowwwww!” swept through the room like wind through leaves.

 

“Can she come every week?” one hopeful voice asked.

 

“Does she get to have stickers too?” another chimed in.

 

Rio raised her hands gently, her voice warm but commanding. “Alright, loves, she’s here to watch today, not to dance. No pliés or pirouettes for Vivi just yet.”

 

Nicky beamed. “But I showed her pictures and I did the poses in the backseat so she knows.”

 

“You kicked the back of my seat,” Agatha muttered under her breath.

 

“For art,” Nicky defended.

 

Then Sophie, a bold seven-year-old in a sparkly pink leotard and one sock higher than the other, cupped her hands over her mouth and whispered (which, for her, meant shouting), “She’s so small, Miss Rio! Like a baby hedgehog in a costume!”

 

Noah, in his dinosaur-ballet-shirt combo, added. “She looks like a doll! Like… like a real one! Not the creepy kind! The kind you wanna hug!”

 

Somewhere toward the back, a quieter voice drifted through the hum of noise. “Is Violet gonna learn ballet too?”

 

Rio smiled, her heart already turning to warm syrup. She slowly knelt to the floor, and adjusted Violet gently in her arms and looked up at the group with a playful, knowing look. “I don’t know,” she said softly. “Do you think she’d make a good ballerina?”

 

The question sparked a murmur of excited yeses.

 

“She already is one!” Jasmin blurted, her cheeks flushed with enthusiasm. “She’s gonna be the best ballerina ever! She’s got the tutu already!”

 

Rio chuckled and shifted into a gentle cradle, angling Violet so the group could get a better look. “Okay, okay,” she whispered. “Come look gently. Quiet feet, soft voices—ballerina rules apply.”

 

Tiny feet padded forward with exaggerated caution. Arms were tucked behind backs. The gaggle of children approached in a slow, awe-filled wave, their eyes huge, their voices reduced to whispers and breathy gasps. They leaned in one by one to take in every detail—her tiny nose, her peaceful face, the way one foot had slipped free of its slipper and how Rio replaced it gently.

 

“She has eyelashes,” someone whispered.

 

“Like butterfly wings,” someone else replied.

 

Violet was fast asleep, her arms curled up in that floppy, perfect newborn pose—elbows bent, hands near her face, as though mid-rehearsal for her fist fifth position. Her miniature tutu puffed around her, her little slippers poking out like petals. A couple of them gasped when she scrunched her nose in her sleep and made a small, squeaky noise.

 

“She’s doing ballet already,” one girl whispered. “Look at her arms!”

 

“She’s totally trying to do fifth position,” another said, full of certainty. “That’s exactly how I sleep when I’m practicing a lot.”

 

Agatha, watching from the side, let out the smallest of laughs and shook her head fondly. She hadn’t known it was possible to feel this full and this quiet at the same time.

 

Meanwhile, Nicky was bouncing on the balls of his feet beside Rio, his entire body practically vibrating with pent-up excitement. His eyes kept darting between iolet and his friends and back again like he was waiting for a drumroll.

 

Finally, he burst. “She already has a dragon costume,” he announced, puffing his chest out. “And tutus in every color! So she’s super brave already.”

 

A ripple of delighted chaos followed.

 

“She has a dragon costume?!”

“Does it have wings??”

“Can she breathe fire?!”

“What color are her tutus?!”

“How does she even have ballet shoes that small? Were they made by, like, fairies?”

“Can I boop her nose?”

“Is she squishy?”

“Is she allowed to eat marshmallows?”

 

Rio lifted one hand and laughed gently. “Okay, okay, let’s go one question at a time.”

 

She looked down at Violet, then back up at her audience. “Yes, she’s very squishy. Especially her cheeks. But,” she added with a smile, “no nose-booping today—she’s sleeping, and ballerinas need their rest.”

 

A chorus of “Awwwwwwwww” swept through the room like a sad little wave.

 

“She doesn’t breathe fire—yet,” Rio added, lowering her voice into a stage whisper, “but Nicky says she might when she’s a bit older.”

 

“She will,” Nicky said. “We’re practicing. I roar at her every morning so she knows how.”

 

Agatha coughed discreetly, pressing her knuckles to her mouth to hide a smirk.

 

“As for the tutus,” Rio went on, “oh, she ahs a whole wardrobe. She has purple, pink, green, gold, and even one with little stars on it. Because every ballerina needs options.”

 

A dreamy sigh rippled through the room.

 

“That’s the one she wears when we read bedtime stories about astronauts,” Nicky added helpfully. “It’s her moon tutu.”

 

A boy in the back with freckles and untied laces put a hand to his chest. “She’s like… a ballerina princess… and a dragon… and a space explorer.”

 

Rio’s eyes met Agatha’s over the top of Violet’s head. “I think,” she said gently, “she’s going to be exactly who she wants to be. And we get to help her figure that out.”

 

The shyest of the new kids, a boy with glasses too big for his nose, asked quietly, “Is she going to be in our class one day?”

 

Rio’s face softened impossibly more. “Maybe. If she wants to be.”

 

There was a beat of silence, and then, “Can we help teach her?” the boy asked, louder this time, glasses slipping again as he leaned forward.

 

“Yes!” someone else cried, hand shooting into the air as if they needed permission to speak, despite no one asking for it. “We can show her how to leap!”

 

“I’ll teach her first position!” said another, already shaping their arms like a tiny port de bras demonstration.

 

“I’ll teach her how to spin!” came the next, twirling once in place and nearly colliding with their neighbor.

 

“And I’ll show her how to put on ballet shoes the right way,” a small voice added seriously. “With the ribbons tucked under and not in a knot. That’s important.”

 

Rio let out a soft laugh and nodded, her tone going solemn to match their intensity. “Well,” she said, “sounds like Violet’s going to have the best teachers in the world, then.”

 

The kids beamed, pride practically glowing off them in waves. Agatha couldn’t help but marvel at the scene: her wife kneeling in the center of this little ring of students, baby Violet at the heart of it all, and Nicky glowing with a confidence so wide it could carry the whole room.

 

It was a circus and a ballet and a family gathering all in one, and somehow, it felt like church too.

 

And in the altar of it all: Violet, still dreaming.

 

A ballerina, maybe.

A dragon, maybe.

A comet, a moonbeam, a girl with the whole world waiting at her feet.

 

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Chapter 28: Tiny Tutus and Little Swans - Part II

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After the flurry of little gasps and excitement, Rio raised her head higher, catching her little students’ attention. “All right, my loves,” she said softly, adjusting Violet a little in her arms, tucking her little tutu a little closer. “Let’s let Vivi sleep now, okay?  We’ve got some serious dancing to do and if you all dance your very best today, she might wake up just in time to see the final bows.”

 

That was all it took. The kids scattered across the floor like little comets breaking into orbit. A flurry of ponytails and soft slippers, whispered excitement and fluttering hands. The energy shifted in an instant from awe to barely-contained joy, like someone had wound the music box back up.

 

“She’s sleeping,” Rio added, more playfully this time, raising her voice just enough to be heard over the growing chatter as she rose to her feet, “but if you want her to be proud of your dancing—” she paused for dramatic effect, “—then you’d better give her your very best pliés.”

 

A round of determined nods and dramatic plié demonstrations followed, a few of them sinking so low they nearly toppled over. 

 

From the doorway, Agatha stepped forward. She leaned in to press a kiss to the top of Violet’s dark head, letting her lips linger for a moment in her baby’s fine curls. Then she touched Rio’s arm and passed her the dance bag without a word.

 

“I’ll get her settled,” Agatha murmured, extending her arms.

 

Rio nodded, and with infinite care, passed Violet into Agatha’s waiting arms.

 

“She’s got a fan club now,” she whispered with a grin, brushing a thumb across Violet’s cheek before she let go. “A full house. Better get used to it, little one.”

 

Agatha took her, one arm curled securely beneath the baby’s body, the other smoothing gently along her back, rocking without thinking and smiled bright at Rio. “You’ve got this, River Girl,” she whispered, squeezing her hand as their fingers brushed.

 

Rio’s lips quirked into a quick, private smile. She blew her wife a kiss, then turned back to the class.

 

“Okay, little stars,” she called out as she clapped twice, “how about we warm up like we practiced? Tall like giraffes and soft like…?”

 

“Cats!” the kids chorused.

 

Instantly, half the class stood up straighter, arms stretched to the ceiling like tree branches in the sun. A few tiptoed dramatically, trying to move with the elegance of tiny dancers who had only ever seen a giraffe in picture books. One particularly enthusiastic boy dropped to all fours and hissed like a Halloween feline decoration.

 

Rio paused mid-demonstration, eyebrows raised. “Well,” she said slowly, struggling not to laugh, “close enough.”

 

Giggles rippled through the group, light and fizzy like bubbles.

 

“Now,” Rio went on, hands on her hips, “who remembers what we do at the very beginning of class… when we’re feeling very, very excited?”

 

Hands flew up with enough urgency to launch some of them of the ground.

 

“Breathing!” a girl declared.

 

“Big smiles!” another chimed in.

 

“And wiggles!” a boy guessed, his whole body shaking like jelly to demonstrate.

 

Rio nodded solemnly. “All correct. Breathing, smiling, wiggling: it’s the holy trinity of ballet class.”

 

A round of delighted squeals.

 

“So let’s take one big breath,” Rio instructed, inhaling dramatically with both arms raised like sails, “show me your best ballet smiles…” She grinned at them, teeth and all, and a sea of wiggly, gap-toothed smiles grinned back. “And now—wiggle your way to your spots on the floor!”

 

The room transformed in seconds: shuffling feet, bouncing knees, accidental twirls, and a few overzealous leaps as the kids scrampled to their usual places. Rio’s laughter trailed behind them, hands raised like she was conducting a symphony of giggles.

 

But warm-ups, as ever, were… a process. She had barely made it through the words “and arms up to fifth—” when a hand shot into the air, vibrating with urgency.

 

“Miss Rio?” a little voice asked, “Can Violet hear the music?”

 

Rio blinked, caught mid-demonstration. “Maybe a little, sweet pea. Babies don’t hear exactly the same way we do, but the music might make her feel cozy.”

 

The student nodded, satisfied.

 

But another hand was already waving. “Did it hurt when she came out?”

 

Rio let out such a surprised laugh and one of her hand went to her belly, almost instinctively. “Yes,” she said with honesty. “It hurt a lot. Like a very long cramp mixed with running a marathon and doing ten backflips all at once.”

 

The kids stared at her, stunned into silence.

 

“But,” she added quickly, pressing a hand to her chest, “it was worth it. Because now I get to have Violet.”

 

Then she leaned in, lowering her voice. “And I got a huge cupcake afterward.”

 

Gasps of awe erupted from all corners. “A cupcake?!” someone repeated in disbelief.

 

“Chocolate cupcake,” Rio confirmed. “With extra whipped cream. It was a very dramatic day.”

 

A few of them clutched their chests. One girl whispered, “That’s the bravest thing I’ve ever heard.”

 

Rio bit the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing again. “I know. Truly heroic.”

 

Somewhere on the bench, Agatha turned a page in her book and smiled quietly to herself, probably picturing Violet’s birth in her mind. Rio glanced over for half a second, caught her wife’s soft gaze just before she looked away, and tucked that look away like a charm in her pocket.

 

“All right, brave ones,” she said, clapping again. “Let’s try those arms to fifth one more time, this time with a little less giraffe and a little more cloud.”

 

But another hand went up, more hesitant this time. “Can she wear pointe shoes? Like, baby ones?”

 

“She’s not quite ready for those,” Rio said, giggling. “Her feet are only about the size of strawberries right now. But don’t worry—she already has her very own strawberry-sized slippers.”

 

On the bench, Agatha shook her head fondly, brushing a lock of hair back from her face. Violet slept on, unfazed by the excitement she had caused, one tiny fist curled against her cheek. Agatha tucked her closer into the crook of her arm and adjusted the soft blanket Rio had packed that morning. Her eyes never left her wife.

 

Just as Rio inhaled to begin another round of warm-up instructions, movement at the back of the room caught her eye.

 

Sophie. One of her most animated students, bright as a sparkler, always the first to volunteer, the first to laugh, the first to burst into song unprompted. But now, Sophie walked with uncharacteristic gravity, her steps measured and slow, her face unusually solemn. Her bun today was a little lopsided, and the pink glittery scrunchie she usually wore in her hair now sat wrapped around her wrist like a bracelet. Without saying a word, she stopped in front of Rio and looked down at the scrunchie for a beat before peeling it off and holding it out with both hands.

 

“This is for Violet,” she said carefully. “For when she has more hair.”

 

Rio blinked. For a moment, she forgot what to say.

 

“Sophie…” she murmured, already lowering herself into a kneel to be eye-level. "Are you sure, darling?"

 

The little girl glanced at her scrunchie, then back up at Rio and nodded fiercely. “It’s my favorite one,” she explained. “But I think she needs it more. You can keep it safe until she’s big enough.”

 

Rio’s throat tightened instantly. She held out her hands, and Sophie placed the scrunchie in her palms like it was something precious.

 

“Thank you,” Rio said, voice trembling slightly. “That’s the kindest thing anyone’s given her so far. Truly. I promise I’ll keep it so safe until she can wear it herself. Cross my heart. And if you ever want it back, you can just ask. Violet will be happy to have it even for a little while and then give it back to you.”

 

Sophie nodded once, then ran back to her spot like she hadn’t just made her teacher want to cry in front of twenty tiny humans. Rio turned around toward Agatha and lifted the scrunchie for her to see. Agatha pressed a hand to her heart and mouthed, Keep it forever.

 

Rio slipped it gently around her wrist, turning it three times around for good luck. “Okay, now,” she called, hands on her hips, “we are really starting, I mean it. Everyone to your spot. Toes out, backs tall. Let’s show Violet how it’s done.”

 

There was still a storm of soft whispers and fidgety giggles as the kids shuffled into place, and Rio smiled to herself. She lifted her arms, breath flowing through her like water, and counted gently. “One… two… three… plié… and stretch.”

 


 

After warm-up, Rio led the class to the barre. “All right, little stars, let’s find our places. Remember: soft fingers, proud posture, kind feet.”

 

Children scattered to their spots and Rio followed after them. She reached her own place near the front and laid one hand softly on the wood. And she inhaled. Her body, still recovering from the months of carrying Violet, still marked by tenderness in places she didn’t name aloud, responded slowly but faithfully. She could feel the deep hum in her joints, like an instrument being tuned. Her hips ached faintly. Her core held its breath. There was a tightness along her ribs where she’d once braced for each contraction. She had grown and stretched and broken open—and now, here she was again, standing in fifth position, ready to reclaim her body as hers and hers only.

 

It wasn’t easy. But it was familiar. Her body remembered.

 

Rio began slowly, easing into the plié as if she were sliding into known waters. She counted aloud in a gentle rhythm, her voice anchoring the class like a lighthouse. “Five, six… and up… shoulders down, neck long… beautiful, Lily… Timmy, remember your pinky toes are part of the family.”

 

There were giggles, but they stayed with her, mirroring her movements as best they could.

 

And then came the tendu. Her leg extended, sliding across the floor. It wasn’t perfect—her hips protested, her balance wavered for a beat. Then came a rond de jambe, a familiar sweep of the foot.

 

Her breath caught. It still worked.

 

Her muscles hadn’t forgotten. Her balance, her posture, the way her hands moved without thinking, none of it had vanished in those long, sleepless months. The months of swelling belly and midnight feedings and soft lullabies in the blue hour. The months of watching her body become somethng else, something nurturing instead of expressive.

 

But the dancer was still there. She always had been.

 

Rio shifted into second position and let her arms rise in a slow port de bras. As she rolled to demi-pointe, she felt the pull of gravity and memory, strength and surrender. Her breath trembled in her chest. And she knew, with startling clarity, that she could do this again. That she was doing it again.

 

Not in spite of becoming a mother—but through it. Because of it.

 

The tears came fast behind her eyes, uninvited but welcomed. She blinked, fast and sharp, pressing her tongue to the roof of her mouth.

 

Not now. Not yet. The kids didn’t need to see her cry—not today.

 

But oh, how grateful she was. Grateful in a way that reached bone-deep, marrow-deep. Grateful enough to ache with it.

 

Then a voice chimed in softly behind her. “You’re still really good, Miss Rio.”

 

She turned. Lily stood by the barre, her tiny hand resting just a little too far back on the wood, but her eyes were wide and full of wonder. Rio blinked at her. The whole room seemed to blur for a second.

 

“Oh,” she whispered. “Thank you, sweetheart,” she said, voice wobbling. “That means more than you know.”

 

Lily beamed and gave a little bounce before wiggling her toes back into first position. And Rio stood at the barre, heart wide open, eyes full, spirit steadier than it had been in months.

 

Agatha, watching quietly from her corner near the window, pressed her fingers gently to her lips. She could hardly breathe for how fiercely she loved the woman standing at the barre—graceful, luminous, burning bright even in the quietest of gestures. In her arms, Violet stirred with a soft, sleepy grunt. “That’s your mommy, Vivi Girl,” Agtaha whispered. “That’s the bravest girl in the world.”

 

Rio inhaled slowly, then turned back toward the mirror, her spine lengthening with intention. She adjusted her stance with the kind of instinct that came from decades of training, then lifted her arm with a subtle elegance that made Agatha’s throat tighten.

 

She began the next sequence, leading her students through each motion not only with words but with presence. The children mirrored her with uneven, eager precision, but they followed because they trusted her. Because she moved like something worth following.

 

And as she danced, Agatha saw something shift. A slow opening in Rio’s chest, a lifting in her posture that went beyond alignment. She wasn’t just teaching ballet.

 

She was claiming something back.

She was coming home.

 

Agatha’s hand curled around Violet’s back a little tighter and she turned Nicky, who was practicing behind Rio, his little face fixed on his mom, tongue poking out of his mouth, trying to copy everythign she did. He was watching too, with the same softness in his eyes that she imagined was in her own. Then her eyes returned to Rio, and didn’t leave again.

 

Rio moved across the floor with a softness Agatha had only seen once before—on the night Violet was born. That same vulnerability and strength, etched into her shoulders, her fingertips, her careful footfalls. A woman who had been broken open and had chosen to rise with gentleness instead of armor.

 

It took Agatha’s breath away. This wasn’t just Rio returning to dance. This was Rio reclaiming herself—in the most honest, elemental way Agatha had ever seen. She pressed another kiss to Violet’s head and whispered again, “That’s your Mommy, my love." she repeated. "Look how she shines.”

 

And across the room, Rio turned her head ever so slightly—as if she had heard her. Agatha’s smile trembled, and she let it. She’d never stop being stunned by her. Not in this lifetime. Not in the next.

 

In her arms, Violet stirred. Then made a small, grumpy sound, a little snuffling cry that only meant one thing: she was no longer asleep and absolutely no longer satisfied with staying still. Agatha chuckled under her breath and rose with grace “I know, I know, baby girl,” Agatha murmured. “The world’s much too interesting to sleep through, isn’t it? Let’s go for a walk then.”

 

She stepped quietly to the back of the room, behind the line of barres and little dancers, and began pacing slowly, gently rocking Violet in time with the soft piano playing through the studio speakers. The baby nestled against her shoulder with a contented sigh, fingers curling instinctively around a lock of Agatha’s hair.

 

Rio caught the motion in the mirror. She didn’t mean to. She was mid-plié, guiding her students with soft corrections, but the sight of her wife and daughter in that quiet, domestic dance at the back of the room made her heart trip over itself.

 

“My whole family dances now,” Rio said aloud, almost without meaning to. It came out a whisper—half to herself, half to the mirror.

 

Some of the children giggled without really understanding. Others turned to glance toward the back, curious but not quite grasping the weight of what Rio had just said.

 

And that was fine.

 

The only one who really needed to understand was already holding the rhythm in her arms, swaying with their baby daughter in the golden light.

 

“Yes, Mom!” Nicky piped up suddenly from his place at the barre, grinning over Rio’s shoulder. “We’re all dancing together now!”

 

Agatha chuckled softly, eyes never leaving Rio’s in the mirror. She tilted her head the tiniest bit. Of course we are. We’ve always been dancing, my love.

 


 

The warm-up and barre exercises now behind them, the class shuffled eagerly into the center of the studio.

 

“Okay,” Rio said, clapping her hands once. “Let’s move to the middle! It’s pirouette time—who remembers how to spot?”

 

Hands flew into the air like popcorn popping in a skillet.

 

“Me!”

“I do!”

“Miss Rio, I remember!”

“I spotted so hard last week I made my brother dizzy just watching me!”

 

Rio laughed, delighted. “That’s impressive. Poor brother.”

 

She gave them a moment to settle, then gestured them into their places. “All right, my stars. Remember: chin high, strong arms, tight tummy, and eyes on your spot. Don’t worry about how many turns you do. One beautiful pirouette is better than ten wobbly ones, okay?”

 

The kids nodded like they were preparing for the ballet Olympics. One girl whispered “ballerina mode activated” under her breath, and Rio had to hide a smile. She stepped aside, arms crossed loosely as she watched them one by one give it a go. There were spins, some surprisingly graceful, others more like spinning tops with minds of their own.

 

The first girl did one clean turn and immediately raised her arms in triumph. “Nailed it!” she whispered.

 

A boy followed, arms flung a little too wide, and spun so fast he blurred for a second, wobbling on the landing like a very small, very determined tornado. Rio caught his elbow gently before he could tip over. “Well done, Noah. Just a little less speed, maybe. You’re not trying to launch into space yet.

 

Each child brought their own unique flair: exaggerated arm flourishes, dramatic finishes with jazz hands, leaps into their spins that made Rio flinch in parental fear. 

 

Then came Rosie, brows drawn, tongue poking out the corner of her mouth in utter concentration. She spun once, only a half turn, then halfway again. Rio raised her eyebrows, holding back a laugh.

 

“Rosie,” she said, kneeling slightly so they were eye-level, “I adore that focus, but I promise you don’t need your tongue to balance.”

 

Rosie blinked. “I think it helps.”

 

“Fair enough,” Rio replied, standing again. “Just don’t bite it off, okay?”

 

And then it was Nicky’s turn. He stepped into place, serious as ever, chest puffed out a little too dramatically for someone about to spin. He pointed his toes, squared his little shoulders like he was in a Broadway production, and launched into his turn.

 

For a heartbeat, it was glorious. There was commitment. There was momentum. There was… too much momentum.

 

He made it halfway through a very enthusiastic pirouette before his foot slid just enough that he lost balance and crumpled to the floor in a heap of limbs and effort. But Nicky didn’t simply fall. No. he performed the fall. he flopped back dramatically, one arm over his eyes. “I danced too hard,” he whispered like a soldier delivering his final words.

 

There was half a second of stunned silence—then all the kids collapsed too like dominoes. Little bodies sprawled out on the wooden floor, moaning and flopping like tiny tragic ballerinas in a melodrama. Sophie even added a little spin before she fell, whispering, “Me too.”

 

Rio smiled widened and she chuckled. “Okay, okay!” she said between giggles. “That’s enough dying swans for today, my dramatic darlings.”

 

Even Agatha, still swaying gently in the back with Violet now dozing again on her shoulder, let out a quiet laugh and whispered, “Your brother is a menace. A talented, dangerous menace.”

 

Nicky’s head popped up from the sea of fake corpses, grinning proudly. “That was acting,” he declared. “I acted like I died, but I didn’t. That’s real ballet.”

 

Rio raised an eyebrow. “Is it now?”

 

“Yes,” Nicky said without hesitation, absolutely certain of his artistic integrity. “You said ballet is full of drama. Remember? When you forced Mama and me to watch Sleeping Beauty, but the ballet version, and the princess dies after pricking her finger on the flower? It wasn’t like the movie at all because in the movie it’s a needle.”

 

Rio snorted. “It’s a spindle, sweetheart.”

 

“Well, it looks like a scary needle.”

 

“And I believe the technical term is encouraged,” Rio continued. “I encouraged you and Mama to watch a classic. And yes, the movie changed the story a bit.”

 

“And there was so much dying,” Nicky insisted, gesturing broadly to include all his fellow dancers in his vision of carnage. “So. We did that. Just like the ballet and the movie. That’s real ballet.”

 

“Well, in that case,” Rio chuckled, sweeping her arm toward the mirror, “shall we rise again from the ashes, Phoenixes of the Dance Floor?”

 

The room burst into giggles, and one by one, the kids got to their feet.

 

As they lined up again, Rio caught Agatha’s eye in the mirror. Her wife looked calm, and proud, and impossibly in love. Violet was asleep again, curled under Agatha’s chin.

 

Rio’s heart was full.

 


 

As the final stretches of class wound down and the energy in the studio softened, little chests rose and fell like tiny engines gently cooling. Legs stretched out, arms reached overhead, and toes pointed in sleepy synchrony.

 

Rio clapped her hands. “You were amazing today,” she said, beaming at her dancers. “I’m so proud of how hard you worked, and how beautifully you danced. Even the very dramatic swan deaths.”

 

Laughter bubbled through the room. Most kids were gathering water bottles and pulling sweaters over their leotards—but then Nicky jumped up like he’d just had the most important idea of his life. “MOM!” he shouted, eyes wide, whirling to face the others. “We should do a show for Violet!”

 

Gasps of excitement rippled through the room.

 

“Yes!” Sophie cried, clapping her hands. “A real ballet show! Right now!”

 

“Oh! I could be a snowflake fairy princess!” Mia said, twirling with arms overhead like a sugar plum in fast forward.

 

“I’ll be the music!” Jasmin declared, already humming a tune and stomping her foot like a timpani.

 

“We need a story!” Timmy added. “Like… like a baby princess who learns to twirl so good she saves the kingdom!”

 

“I’ll be the prince,” said Noah, puffing out his chest.

 

“I want to be the castle,” said Lily, planting her hands on the floor for reasons unknown.

 

Violet, still asleep against Agatha’s shoulder, had no idea she was about to be the center of the most chaotic ballet production in history.

 

Rio looked around at the flurry of creativity exploding like confetti. Kids were already pairing up, deciding roles, arguing (kindly, for now) over who would be the villain, who would fly, and who would die heroically in the third act. Sweaters were forgotten. Water bottles abandoned. The studio had become a whirlwind of inspiration.

 

She couldn’t help but laugh. “Okay, okay,” she said, lifting her hands in mock surrender. “This escalated quickly.”

 

“You always say ballet is storytelling with your body,” Sophie pointed out. “So… we’re just… telling a really good story.”

 

“A legendary story,” Nicky added. “For Violet. She’s the baby princess.”

 

“And she’s asleep,” Rio noted, smiling over at Agatha, who gently bounced on her feet, swaying with the rhythm of the chaos. “A very peaceful princess.”

 

“We’ll be quiet!” Nicky promised—just before loudly announcing, “I’LL BE THE DRAGON!”

 

Rio laughed again. “Alright, mini dramatists. Five minutes. That’s all we have before your parents start showing up. You want to put on a show? You’ve got three minutes to rehearse and two minutes to perform.”

 

The studio exploded. A dozen more ideas came flooding in. Chaos? A little. Magic? Absolutely.

 

And then Lily marched across the studio floor like she was heading into a boardroom. She stopped in front of Agatha, who still stood at the back of the room, still gently swaying with Violet. Without hesitation, Lily placed her hands on her hips and declared, with all the commanding presence of someone far older than six, “Mrs. Agatha, can you come sit next to Miss Rio at the front, please? Violet needs to watch the show. It’s for her.”

 

There was a beat of silence as Agatha blinked down at the tiny commander before her. Her lips twitched into the beginnings of a smile. She glanced down at the sleeping bundle in her arms and then looked up at Rio at the front of the studio.

 

Rio shrugged. Agtaha smiled. “Far be it from us to deny a royal premiere,” she said, her voice soft but playful. “Lead the way, young lady.”

 

Lily didn’t waste a moment. She reached up and took Agatha’s free hand and led Agatha across the studio floor. The other kids parted for them like court attendants escorting the queen to her throne. Or the Red Sea.

 

At the front, Rio waited, already seated cross-legged on the floor against the mirror. Agatha carefully lowered herself down beside her, shifting Violet gently in her arms so as not to wake her too soon. The moment she settled, the children beamed with delight, like everything had now been properly set in motion.

 

Violet stirred. Rio reached over and gently lifted Violet from her wife’s arms and into her own. “Come on, little flower,” she whispered. “There’s a whole show just for you.” As if she understood, Violet blinked herself awake, her little face still squished from her nap, hands flailing softly in the air. She squinted toward the bright lights and let out a quiet coo, then against Rio’s chest, just awake enough to be an audience.

 

The room hushed.

 

Nicky cleared his throat and bowed. “Ladies and gentlemen,” he intoned, “and babies…” He turned and gave a second, even deeper bow in Violet’s direction. “Welcome to the world premiere of Violet’s First Ballet: a story of twirls, bravery, and the magical power of naps.”

 

Applause broke out, led by Rio and Agatha.

 

And then, with all the clumsy passion of childhood, the kids launched into an improvised ballet story filled with enthusiasm. Jasmin made sound effects with her mouth with increasingly impressive range of sound effects—trumpeting swan calls, whooshing gusts of fairy magic, and what might have been a dragon snore. Noah hummed Swan Lake with the off-key commitment of someone deeply moved by his own performance. Lily choreographed a duet with Timmy that involved spinning and holding hands that only sort of worked—but worked enough.

 

They leapt like swans learning to fly midair. They crept like suspicious mice in invisible kitchens and twirled like fairy queens mid-transformation. There were collisions. There were accidental pratfalls that turned into very intentional death scenes. There were whispered stage directions and slightly aggressive jazz hands. One child forgot her role halfway through and declared herself a butterfly instead. Everyone accepted this without question.

 

Rio sat mesmerized, holding Violet close, her heart stretched wide with love for these chaotic little dancers. She glanced sideways at Agatha, who sat watching with quiet pride, her long fingers wrapped around her thermos.

 

And just as the final twirl ended, as Nicky blew a kiss in Violet’s direction and collapsed again in his favorite spot on the floor, Violet let out the loudest, happiest coo she had made all day, arms flapping like tiny wings. Her chubby arms flapped with enthusiasm—tiny fists pounding the air in joyful chaos. She blinked at the dancers, gurgled again, and made a sound that was unmistakably delighted.

 

The room exploded in celebration.

 

“She loved it!”

“She really watched!”

“She said she liked it!!”

“Miss Rio, did you hear her?!”

 

Rio laughed. She pressed a kiss to Violet’s cheek and nodded. “That, my little artists, was the sound of a standing ovation. Violet adored it. You’ve just earned your first fan. Well, second because I’ll always be the first.”

 

"Third, because I loved it too. » Agatha added, still clapping slightly.

 

The kids absolutely lost it.

 

Nicky ran over and kissed Violet’s head. “Told you she’d love it.”

 

Agatha leaned into Rio’s shoulder. “Well,” she murmured, as Violet let out another soft coo of approval, “it’s official. We live with the world’s tiniest ballet critic.”

 

“And the most honest one, too.”

 

Violet blinked sleepily, yawned, and then, with regal calm, closed her eyes again—having clearly said all she needed to say.

 


 

Back home that night, the house was quiet and soft. Nicky was sound asleep, curled up in his bed, Blue Dragon tucked loyally beneath one arm, his tail dangling off the edge of the pillow. His curls were damp from bath time, and one foot stuck out from beneath his covers, as if he’d fallen asleep mid-movement. Violet was in the nursery, wrapped tight in a soft blue blanket, her tiny body rising and falling with each peaceful breath. Her monitor glowed quietly beside the bed in on her mothers’ bedside table.

 

And Rio was sitting at the edge of their bed, one leg folded under her, the other foot flat on the floor, arms loose in her lap. Her ballet gear had been swapped for a soft t-shirt and cotton shorts. She let out a soft breath and winced slightly as she adjusted her hips.

 

Agatha came in quietly behind her, holding two steaming mugs—chamomile for herself, peppermint tea for Rio—and placed them gently on the nightstand. Then she slipped her arms around her and kissed her shoulder through the fabric of the shirt. “You did too much,” she murmured gently into her wife’s skin.

 

Rio let out a soft huff of a laugh. “I didn’t. I took it slow. I promise. But… God, Agatha. My body still remembers.

 

“I saw,” Agatha whispered, “You danced back into yourself today.”

 

Rio turned slightly, just enough to look back at her wife. “Yeah,” she whispered. “I think I did.”

 

Agatha reached for her hands. “Come on. Bath time.”

 

There was no argument. Only the unspoken agreement of two people who knew each other’s limits and silences. Agatha ran the water warm, added a few drops of the bubble bath Rio liked best, and dimmed the lights. 

 

“Everything hurts,” Rio admitted as she slid in. “But in a good way. Like I remembered muscles I forgot I had. I think even my eyelashes are sore.”

 

Agatha smiled as she knelt at the head of the tub and began massaging her shoulders. “You made it look easy.”

 

“I was laughing half the time,” Rio said, leaning forward with a groan of relief as the knots in her back began to loosen under Agatha’s hands. “They wouldn’t stop asking questions. Sophie gave Violet a scrunchie.”

 

“I know, I saw. And she told me,” Agatha murmured. “She was very serious about it. She said it had glitter magic.”

 

Rio laughed. “I love them so much. That class is chaos and joy and they just… give everything.”

 

“They take after their teacher,” Agatha said, her hands now sliding gently down the curve of Rio’s back, still massaging but slower now, more intimate than therapeutic.

 

Rio tilted her head back, eyes fluttering open, and looked up at her upside down. “And you,” she murmured. “You were there. With Vivi. You swayed with her like it was part of the music.”

 

Agatha knelt a little higher, leaned forward and kissed her upside down before smiling. “She liked it. She made this little squeaky sigh like she was conducting the whole thing.”

 

“She did.” Rio’s voice caught a little. “You always make me feel like I can do anything. Even when I’m held together with willpower and tiger balm.”

 

“You can do anything,” Agatha said simply. “But I’ll remind you every time you forget. That’s the deal.”

 

They stayed there a long time: Agatha on the outside of the tub, arms resting on the rim now, her chin on her folded hands; Rio in the water, legs floating, the weight of the day slowly dissolving into the heat and the quiet. Eventually, her eyes slipped closed.

 

“Come to bed,” Agatha said softly. “Before you fall asleep and drown, darling.”

 

Rio hummed lazily. “Carry me.”

 

Agatha arched a brow. “You’re sore, not dying. Remember?”

 

“Exactly,” Rio grinned without opening her eyes. “You’re strong and married. I believe in you.”

 

“You’re lucky I love you,” Agatha muttered, rolling her eyes, but her hands were already reaching for a towel.

 

She helped Rio stand, steadying her as the warmth of the water gave way to the cool air. Rio wobbled slightly, letting out a soft curse as her knees popped. Agatha wrapped her in the towel and dried her with gentle hands, pressing a kiss to her shoulder in passing. Then came soft shorts and an old shirt of Agatha’s with a faded university logo and worn-in sleeves—and the contented groan of a woman who was finally warm, dry, and clean.

 

And then, with a sigh, Agatha bent down and scooped Rio into her arms bridal style, eliciting a surprised squeal. “Agatha Harkness-Vidal!” Rio laughed, her voice half-scandalized, half-adoring as she clung to her wife’s neck. “I was kidding!

 

“Too late,” Agatha said coolly. “You invoked the faith clause. Now I have to deliver.”

 

“You’re ridiculous.”

 

“And you’re insufferable. We match.”

 

When they reached the bed, Agatha set her down and Rio flopped backward with a groan, arms outstretched. “These sheets are made of clouds,” she sighed.

 

“They’re the same sheets we’ve had all week,” Agatha said, already slipping in beside her.

 

“They’ve reached their final form.”

 

Agatha clicked off the lamp, plunging the room into darkness save for the faint glow of the baby monitor. They lay together for a while, side by side beneath the blankets. And then, in a voice barely louder than a thought, Rio whispered into the hush between them, “Thank you for helping me come back to myself.”

 

Agatha didn’t speak right away. Instead, she reached under the covers and found Rio’s hand, threading their fingers together and squeezing once. Her answer was in the gesture. I’m here. I saw it. You never left.

 

And somewhere down the hall and reverberated by the monitor, Violet sighed softly in her sleep, the tiniest flutter of breath.

 

A ballerina was born and another was reborn.

 

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Chapter 29: Echoes - Part I

Notes:

This chapter took me longer to write.
TW: child abuse. Nothing too graphic.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The rain that morning wasn’t heavy enough to warrant an umbrella—just a fine mist that drifted down on campus and gathered in soft beads on the edges of leaves and traced delicate rivulets across Agatha’s office window. She liked this kind of weather. Rain like this didn’t demand, it invited. And Agatha, with her thermos of strong black tea steaming gently on her desk, accepted the invitation gladly.

 

She had a stack of essays waiting—some thoughtful, others barely legible in a last-minute scrawl—and a smattering of marginal notes she’d begun making on a new manuscript draft, the pages spread out in controlled chaos across the desk. A book lay open, spine-cracked and underlined in several colors. The scent of petrichor drifted in, earthy and green.

 

Her office hours had been uneventful. One student, a quiet sophomore with anxious eyes and a strong sense of punctuation, had stopped by to fret about the placement of a single footnote in a paper on Romanticism. Agatha had reassured them gently, praised their attention to detail, and sent them off with a page of recommended reading they would likely devour.

 

Since then, the hall outside had gone still, as if the whole university had pressed pause. Agatha didn’t mind the quiet. In fact, she relished it. Mornings like these were rare and precious—space for thoughts to unfurl, for her mind to breathe, for the weight of responsibility to settle just slightly instead of pressing down all at once. She turned back to her notes, absently tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear.

 

There was still so much to do, but today, there was also time.

 

Agatha was halfway through a particularly dense paragraph on Modernity and fractured temporalities in Eliot, her pen hovering just above a marginal note, when a knock came at her office door. She didn’t look up right away—her mind still tangled in intertextuality and T. S. Eliot’s disjointed timelines.

 

“Come in,” she called as the pen touched paper again.

 

The door creaked open with a slow hesitance that made her glance up. Whoever it was hadn’t entered yet, just cracked the door as if unsure they had the right room. Or the right to be there at all. Agatha looked up, expecting a lost undergrad or perhaps a visiting academic.

 

But the man who stepped into the doorway was neither.

 

He looked to be in his mid-thirties, maybe a few years younger than her. Tall, thin in a way that didn’t seem intentional, his features both angular and tired. His clothes were clean but worn: dark jeans, a plain navy jacket zipped up to the collar, and boots still damp from the walk across campus. His hair was unbrushed and curling slightly at the edges from the mist outside. There were faint shadows under his eyes. Not the sleepless exhaustion of students, but the hollow one that spoke of long roads and too much silence.

 

He took a single step into the office, glanced around like he was searching for something familiar, and then met her gaze. “I’m looking for Rio Vidal.”

 

Agatha stilled. Her back straightened reflexively, spine lengthening with a quiet alertness. She set her pen down slowly, rose from her chair, and stepped around the desk with measured calm. “Dr. Vidal is on leave,” she said, tone carefully neutral. “May I ask who’s looking for her?”

 

The man frowned faintly. “On leave? Is she alright? Sick?”

 

Agatha crossed her arms, not willing to disclosing any information about Rio’s maternity leave to a stranger. “She’s not sick,” she said evenly. “But she’s not here. And I’d still like to know who you are.”

 

There was a moment’s hesitation. Just long enough for a small, cold warning to move through her chest like a pressure drop before a storm. Then he sighed, ran a hand through his hair like it hurt to explain, and said, “I’m Ethan Raynes. I’m—” He paused. “I’m her brother.”

 

Agatha's gaze narrowed slightly, trained on him like a blade waiting for confirmation it should be drawn. “She doesn’t have a brother,” she said, her voice calm and cold as glass.

 

The man—Ethan—winced, not from offense, but as if he’d expected that answer. As if it was the story he knew would greet him. “She wouldn’t say she does,” he admitted, voice softer now, almost embarrassed. “We’re not blood. It was foster care. We met at seven then were placed together at fifteen—same house, same room assignments, same hell for a little while.” He gave a shrug that didn’t sit well on his shoulders. “There were four of us. Me, her, and two younger kids. Not long. But long enough.”

 

Agatha’s arms remained folded, unmoving. Her eyes didn’t waver. Utterly protective. “She doesn’t talk about that time,” she said carefully.

 

He nodded. “Yeah. She wouldn’t.” A pause. “Neither do I.”

 

They stood in a charged stillness, the soft rhythm of rain tapping at the window behind her, punctuating the silence like a ticking clock.

 

Then Ethan spoke again, more tentative this time. “I’m not here to upset her. I swear. I just… I found out she was teaching here. I didn’t even know she was still using Vidal. I thought I’d—” He broke off, then added more simply, “I just wanted to see her.”

 

Agatha didn’t move, but something in her eyes changed. But she was listening now.

 

And for the first time, Ethan looked directly at her, not searching for Rio anymore, but studying her—the woman standing protectively between him and whatever version of Rio lived in this office, on this campus, in this life he hadn’t seen. “You’re important to her,” he said, not asking, just observing. “I can tell.”

 

Agatha met his gaze evenly. “I am. And she’s important to me.”

 

She was still unwilling to give out more information than necessary. Ethan’s expression shifted, surprise first, then something else that flickered too quickly to name. Gratitude, maybe. Sadness. Relief.

 

“Good,” he said, after a beat. “That’s… really good for her.”

 

Agatha’s eyes narrowed. Her tone stayed even, but every line of her posture had shifted subtly. Alert now. Watching. Calculating. Like a hawk that hadn’t decided whether what stood before it was prey or threat. “And now you’re here,” she said. “Why?”

 

Ethan hesitated, rubbing the back of his neck, his gaze dipping toward the floor as if the answer might be waiting in the grain of the hardwood. He rocked back slightly on his heels, caught somewhere between discomfort and resolve. “I don’t know,” he said at last, and to his credit, he didn’t dress it up. “I’ve been through some rough years. Got out of a bad situation, did a lot of digging around in old wounds in therapy. Trying to… untangle things, I guess.” He shrugged, but the motion was faint. Almost uncertain. “We lost touch a long time ago, and I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the people who… left marks. Good or bad. Rio was one of them.”

 

Agatha’s expression didn’t shift so Ethan went on, quieter now. “She was different. Always was. She used to stick up for the kids the system forgot. Wouldn’t let anyone push her around. Fierce as hell, even when she was hurting. And still kind. God, she was so kind. Even when she shouldn’t have had any kindness left to give.”

 

He laughed once under his breath, not really amused, and lifted his eyes to meet Agatha’s. “I guess I thought maybe… maybe she had her own stuff to work through, too. And if she did, and if she’s made it out the other side, I just wanted to know. Wanted to see if there was space for a conversation. Closure, maybe. I don’t know. Something that doesn’t haunt me every time I try to sleep.”

 

Agatha’s jaw tightened in restraint. Her arms were still folded across her chest, but her fingertips pressed more firmly into her sleeves now. “She doesn’t make a habit of revisiting that part of her life,” she said. “You’re not in touch with her for a reason.”

 

Ethan nodded slowly, as though he’d already imagined this conversation going that way. “I figured,” he said. “But people change. Sometimes they want different things with time.”

 

“She’s changed,” Agatha replied. Her voice didn’t rise, but it cut cleaner now, every syllable shaped by a quiet, immovable pride. “She has a home. A career. A family who adores her. She has joy. She has steadiness. She’s not the girl she had to be back then.”

 

Something broke gently across Ethan’s face, a flicker of something like peace, or maybe a kind of ache relieved. “I’m glad,” he murmured. “Really. That’s… that’s what I hoped to hear.”

 

But Agatha didn’t soften. Not until she was sure. “I won’t pretend to know what you carry,” she said carefully. “But I know her. And I know she’s spent years building something safe around herself. Something real. So I won’t risk shaking that just because someone from the past knocks on my door.”

 

He nodded again. “I understand. I’m not asking you to. If she doesn’t want to see me, that’s fine. I’ll respect it.”

 

Agatha let the silence stretch a little. Then, she tilted her head, still appraising him, still reading every shift in his face. “She might not want this at all,” she said. “But if there’s even a part of her that would, she gets to make that choice. Not you. And not me.”

 

“I wouldn’t want it any other way.”

 

Agatha stepped forward, closing the distance between them with a movement so subtle it might not have registered as a threat—but it was. The protective steel in her voice left no room for misunderstanding. “If she’s open to it,” she said, “she’ll call. But if she doesn’t—take that as your closure. Don’t come back here looking for more.”

 

Ethan held her gaze. “I understand,” he said. “Can I at least leave my number?”

 

Agatha didn’t move for a breath. Then, still watching him, she reached into the drawer beside her desk and drew out a sticky note and a pen and offered them up. He scribbled the number quickly, handwriting clean like someone used to filling out forms, leaving details behind. The kind of person who knew how to disappear without making noise. He passed it back to her and took a step toward the door. “I’m not here to stir anything up,” he said. “I’m not trying to hurt her. I just…” He stopped, his hands curling at his sides. “She was the closest thing I ever had to a sister. Back then. Before the rest of it broke us.”

 

Agatha studied him, her blue eyes unflinching. There was no immediate kindness in her expression, but the look of someone who had long ago decided to trust only what she could verify with time. She didn’t trust him. Not yet. Maybe not ever. But she wouldn’t steal Rio’s agency. Not after everything. If Rio wanted to open that door, she’d let her open it herself. But she would give her the choice. The power. She deserved that much.

 

Ethan hesitated as he reached the threshold, his hand on the doorframe. He glanced back, just once.

 

“Tell her…” he started, then paused like he hadn’t meant to say anything at all. “Tell her I remember the star charts.”

 

Agatha blinked. Her features didn’t shift, but inside her chest something pulled taut.

 

“She used to draw constellations in the dark,” Ethan continued, his voice distant now, almost like he was speaking to the hallway instead of her. “With her fingers. On the wall, on the sheets. Whenever she couldn’t sleep.”

 

Agatha didn’t answer. Her throat felt too tight, the image too raw. She pictured Rio now—sleeping beside her, restless when it stormed, sometimes still tracing shapes absently on the pillowcase in the dark. She had never said why.

 

“I’ll tell her,” Agatha said at last, quieter than before. “If she wants to know.”

 

Ethan nodded and slipped out. Agatha stood still for a long time. She looked down at the sticky note in her hand. Ten digits, neatly printed. Neutral. Innocent on their own. But in the way her hand curled around them, they held weight. History. Hurt.

 

Agatha sat slowly at her desk, the note between her fingers. She didn’t reach for her phone. She just turned the little square of paper over once, then again, like a coin waiting to be tossed.

 

Some doors, once opened, could never be closed the same way again.

 

She would give Rio the choice.

 

But she would also be there to catch her if old ghosts came through with the storm.

 


 

The house was quiet when Agatha stepped inside. It was still midafternoon, soft light filtering through the windows in golden streaks. Somewhere deeper in the house came the familiar sound of Lego bricks being shuffled and clicked together, the rhythm of Nicky building something elaborate and improbable. Wanda had already picked him up from school, then.

 

Agatha shut the door behind her gently, hanging her coat by the entryway. For a moment, she just stood there, her hand still on the hook, caught in the soft chaos of home: the scent of warm tea lingering in the air, faint lullaby music playing from somewhere in the house, and above it all, the rustle of Rio’s voice. It wasn’t meant to carry, but Agatha heard it anyway, wrapped around the name “little moonbeam,” spoken with a tenderness that turned her heart inside out. Her heart ached a little as she moved toward their bedroom.

 

Inside, the afternoon light poured in through sheer curtains, casting Rio in an almost unearthly glow where she sat cross-legged on the bed, cradling Violet against her chest. She was still in soft postpartum clothes and she looked up when Agatha entered, giving her a smile that illuminated her whole face. Agatha smiled back. Sat down on the edge of the bed.

 

Violet stirred and let out a soft newborn squeak, which Rio instinctively answered with a whispering hush and a kiss to the crown of her tiny head. Her hand moved in a slow, instinctive rhythm across Violet’s back, and the baby melted back into sleep against her mother’s heartbeat. Agatha watched them, her chest so full it hurt.

 

There was something so peaceful in Rio, so at ease that made her pause, unsure if she should disturb that peace. Agatha leaned forward and brushed her fingers lightly against Rio’s knee.

 

Rio glanced over again, her smile a little lazier now. “Hey,” she whispered.

 

Agatha swallowed. She wanted to say something. Wanted to tell her everything about the man who’d come by, about the past clawing at their doorstep with an unfamiliar face and a fragile thread of memory. She wanted to warn her, prepare her, shield her.

 

Now or later?

 

She didn’t want to put anything heavy on her, but she also couldn’t lie to her. Not about this. It wasn’t the time—not with Violet curled between them, not with the house bathed in honeyed light and peace still lingering like dust in the air. But peace built on silence had never been their kind. And Rio, above all, deserved truth.

 

Down the hall, Nicky’s door creaked faintly, then fell still again. The sound made Agatha’s heart ache in a different way. Everything here was so good. So fragile.

 

It was a good moment. A safe one.

 

Agatha folded her hands in her lap, searching for the right words. “Someone came to my office today,” she started softly.

 

Rio’s looked up, unaware of the words that would soon spill from her wife’s mouth. “A student?”

 

Agatha shook her head. “No. Not a student.”

 

Rio chuckled lightly, refocusing on Violet in her arms. “Are you going to make me guess?”

 

Agatha took a breath, as if trying to hold the moment together with her lungs. “He said his name was Ethan Raynes,” she continued. “He was looking for you.”

 

Rio stilled, the name hit her like an old echo. Agatha saw the color begin to drain from her face. Her own throat tightened. Rio just kept rocking Violet in the same slow rhythm, but her gaze had gone far away, unfocused, like she was staring through the bedroom wall into another year entirely.

 

Violet stirred, releasing a small, gurgling sigh, but Rio only adjusted her hold slightly, her hands moving gently—too gently. They had started to shake.

 

Agatha moved closer. Not too fast. Rio hated being rushed when something inside her was unraveling. She reached out and touched her arm, a soft, steady pressure. “Love?”

 

Rio blinked. Her lips parted, but no words came.

 

“I didn’t trust him at first,” Agatha continued. “I thought he might be lying. But then he said something.”

 

She waited a beat, watching for any sign that it was too much—but Rio hadn’t turned away. She wasn’t closing the door. Not yet.

 

Agatha went on. “He said there were four of you. That you were both fifteen. He remembered… your star charts. Said you’d draw constellations in the air when you couldn’t sleep.”

 

She swallowed, hard. Her jaw clenched as if she were holding something in her mouth she couldn’t bear to taste.

 

Then, in a voice so low it was barely audible, Rio said, “He remembers that?”

 

Agatha’s heart broke a little. She nodded. “Yes. He remembers.”

 

For a long time, Rio said nothing. She just held Violet a little closer, closed her eyes, and breathed like she was trying to hold her entire body together from the inside.

 

Agatha didn’t push her. She sat there beside her, hand still resting on her arm.

 

Rio spoke then. Her voice was paper-thin but every word was deliberate. Raw. Honest. She was trusting her wife something precious and dangerous: the truth. “He saw me lose it once,” she said, eyes still on Violet. “Violently.”

 

Agatha didn’t move. She knew better than to interrupt.

 

Rio’s thumb brushed gently along the curve of Violet’s cheek. The baby let out a tiny sigh in her sleep, and Rio’s hand lingered as if drawing warmth from her daughter’s skin. “That’s what he also remembers,” she said after a moment, her voice hoarse. “Not what happened. Not why. Just that.” She swallowed, jaw tense. “That’s what any of them remember. The aftermath. Not the reason. Not the lead-up. Just… me. Out of control.”

 

She pulled Violet a little closer, resting her cheek against the soft tufts of her newborn’s hair. Her hands kept moving—stroking, rocking, holding—because the moment she stopped, everything inside her would threaten to come apart. Agatha watched her carefully. Rio’s face had started to go still in that dangerous way she did when she was trying not to feel too much. The shutting down. The folding inward. Like someone closing all the windows in a house before a storm reached the coast.

 

“There was a man,” Rio said quietly. Her voice no longer shook, but it no longer sounded like hers, either. “Foster dad. We were in the house maybe two months. I was fifteen. Ally was five. Tiny. Gentle. She had this laugh like windchimes and would hide under the table when people raised their voices. She used to steal cookies when she thought no one was watching. She was so hungry all the time.”

 

Her eyes went somewhere far away—somewhere Agatha couldn’t follow, only witness.

 

“One afternoon, I came into the kitchen and saw him hit her. Slap her across the face. She flew into the cabinet. She—” Rio’s voice caught for a moment, but she pushed forward. “She was crying. She couldn’t get up. Just kept saying, ‘I didn’t mean to.’”

 

Agatha’s chest ached. But she didn’t speak because Rio wasn’t finished. “And I…” she drew in a breath through her nose, long and shaking. “I didn’t even think. I don’t remember making the choice. I just moved. I grabbed him. I was so scared—so angry—and I couldn’t let it happen again. I hit him. Over and over. With a vase, I think. Or maybe a lamp. I don’t even know anymore. Whatever was near. I just... I couldn’t stop.

 

She closed her eyes tightly, as if trying to block out the image that had burned into her memory. “I thought he was going to kill her. Like he’d tried with me. Or with one of the older boys. And I—I wasn’t going to let that happen. Not to her.”

 

A long silence passed. Only the distant hum of Nicky singing to himself and the occasional creak of the house shifting in the light afternoon breeze filled the space between them. And then—

 

“I didn’t stop until a neighbor came in,” Rio said finally. “He must’ve heard the noise. I remember the door bursting open and someone shouting. And then it was over. Just like that.”

 

She turned to Agatha then, as if forcing herself to meet her wife’s eyes. There was something haunted in her gaze—something fragile that didn’t belong to the strong, sharp woman most of the world saw. “Ethan saw,” she said. “I think he walked in somewhere in the middle. He didn’t say anything. He just… stood there. Watching me. Like he didn’t recognize me. Like I was something he’d never seen before.”

 

She paused, and when she spoke again, it was barely a whisper. “We were close. Before that. I trusted him. He trusted me. But after that… he never looked at me the same way again. He didn’t ask questions. Didn’t want to. I think he was afraid of the answers.” Her voice faltered. “I don’t think he ever wanted to know why I did it. It was easier to pretend I was just… angry. Dangerous. Easier to leave than to ask.”

 

Agatha’s heart ached as she listened, the ache of watching someone you love bleed without visible wounds. She shifted on the bed without a word. She reached for Rio gently, wrapping her arms around her with the reverence she reserved for things too breakable to hold tight. Her hands never pressed too hard, only settled softly over her wife’s shoulders and back, offering shelter.

 

She leaned in and pressed a kiss into Rio’s hair, breathing her in—rasperry shampoo and baby lotion and something warm that was just her. “You were protecting a child,” Agatha murmured into the crown of her head. “You were a child yourself, Rio. Fifteen years old. You had every reason to snap.”

 

Rio’s breath hitched. “I scared him,” she said quietly.

 

Agtha didn’t let go. “You saved someone.”

 

Rio didn’t move, but her voice dropped even softer. “I was dangerous.”

 

Agatha shook her head. “No.”

 

Just that. No. No justifications. No debates. No overwrought sympathy. Just a single word she meant with her whole body.

 

Rio didn’t speak again for a long while. Violet let out a soft exhale in her sleep, tiny lips parting against Rio’s collarbone. Agatha shifted slightly to press her cheek to the side of Rio’s head, her hand stroking slowly up and down her back, never stopping. Just motion. Just love. Just here.

 

Rio was quiet for a long time. Long enough that Agatha would have let her fall into silence entirely, if she needed it. But then, softly, came a threadbare whisper. “Do you think I should see him?”

 

Agatha didn’t answer right away. She never rushed her honesty, especially not with Rio. She tilted her head slightly, speaking near her wife’s ear. “I think… you don’t owe him anything, love. Not your story. Not your time. Not your pain.”

 

Rio’s fingers flexed slightly against the baby’s blanket, as if she were bracing for impact.

 

“But,” Agatha continued gently, “if you want to, if there’s something in you that wants to know him now, or see what he’s become, I’ll be there. Every second. I’ll go with you, or sit outside the whole time, or hold your hand the entire way through. And if you decide not to, I’ll protect that choice just as fiercely. You don’t have to do anything that reopens a wound you’re not ready to touch.”

 

Rio nodded, eyes fixed on the top of Violet’s head. “I don’t know what I want,” Rio whispered, as if confessing a weakness.

 

Agatha’s hand kept tracing soft circles against her spine. “That’s okay,” she said. “You don’t have to know yet. We can just… let it be. For tonight.”

 

For the first time since the story began, Rio leaned into her completely. Her body gave in—some tension melting, some weight shared. Her head found its place on Agatha’s shoulder, and her breath settled into the rhythm of the woman holding her. “Okay,” she murmured.

 

And for the rest of that time, they didn’t speak of it again. They just curled together, rocking their daughter, listening to Nicky giggle to himself in the next room.

 


 

That evening, the house had taken on the familiar rhythm of winding down with the soft thrum of the dishwasher, the distant lull of the radio playing old jazz from the living room speaker, the scent of roasted vegetables curling through the air  and a hint of something sweet like the last of Nicky’s apple slices browning on the counter.

 

Violet was asleep in her bassinet, bundled and still with a pacifier clutched between her lips. Agatha was in the kitchen, moving quietly between the stove and the counter, and Nicky was building something elaborate with magnetic tiles on the living room rug, sprawled out like a cat. He kept humming softly to himself, unaware of the glue stick open beside him or the tiny pile of glitter that had somehow made its way onto the couch cushion.

 

And Rio... Rio sat perfectly still on that couch. She hadn’t moved in a long while. One knee tucked up, the other leg dangling over the edge, her spine gently curved into the cushion. Her body looked soft, at ease, but only at a glance. Her shoulders held a tension just beneath the surface, like a bowstring drawn. Her hands were curled around a ceramic mug, cradling it more out of muscle memory than for warmth. The tea inside had long gone cold. The steam had faded, the scent dulled, but she kept holding it like it might somehow anchor her in the present.

 

Her eyes were open, fixed somewhere beyond the living room wall. Not focused on anything. Not seeing. She was still wearing the clothes she’d changed into after her shower, her hair was half-dry, strands clinging to her cheek, though she hadn’t brushed them away. She looked like someone who meant to move. Who meant to speak. Who meant to be, but couldn’t quite remember how to start.

 

From the kitchen, Agatha glanced over, noticing the way Rio hadn’t lifted her tea, hadn’t shifted in over fifteen minutes. She knew that stillness. Knew that silence. The one that looked calm to someone who didn’t know her, and terrifying to someone who did. She dried her hands slowly and reached for a clean dish towel. But she didn’t walk over just yet. She didn’t interrupt the hush, didn’t break the rhythm. Not until she had to.

 

Because sometimes, the pain came quietly. Sometimes, it looked like nothing at all. And sometimes, the bravest thing a person could do was just keep breathing.

 

Rio felt like something inside her was folding inward, the way paper curls under flame before it burns. Not fast enough to call it panic. Not sharp enough to scream. But constant. Suffocating. She didn’t feel present. Didn’t feel real. Didn’t feel like Rio.

 

It was as if Ethan’s name had found some forgotten lock in her chest and quietly, almost politely, opened it—and now the ghosts were pouring in. Not crashing, not violent. Just… arriving. Settling in like old tenants who’d never paid rent.

 

Familiar. Heavy. Unwelcome.

 

She hadn’t meant to go silent.

Hadn’t meant to withdraw behind her eyes.

Hadn’t meant to disappear inside herself.

 

But she did.

 

Nicky, bright as ever and full of motion, bounded across the living room, grinning, magnetic tile in hand. “Mommy! Look at this piece! it clicks into the base like this, and then the whole roof can stay up even if—”

 

He touched her thigh. Just his fingers. Light. Brief. A child’s eager touch.

 

And Rio flinched. Hard.

 

There was no thought. Just reaction. Just a sudden, sharp inhale that punched through the stillness. Her body jerked like she’d been struck by lightning. Her hand flew up, knocking her cup sideways, tea sloshing over the edge, warm liquid spilling into her lap.

 

"Don’t touch me."

 

The words were out before she even heard herself say them. Too loud. Too rough. Too late.

 

Nicky froze. His eyes went wide—his little fingers still hovering where her knee had been. His whole face collapsed in on itself like a house of cards. “I’m sorry,” he whispered, already backing away. “I didn’t mean to—I just wanted to show you—are you mad at me?”

 

And then he was running. Away from her. Away from the silence and the sharp edges she hadn’t meant to let out. “Mama!” he called, voice cracking as he crossed into the kitchen. “Is Mom mad at me?”

 

Agatha turned instantly, dish towel half-folded in her hands.

 

The sound shattered something inside Rio. She hadn’t meant to. God, she hadn’t meant to.

 

She blinked rapidly—once, twice—trying to shove the moment away like a bad dream. Her body felt clumsy and wrong, limbs heavy with shame. She stood too fast, knees cracking under the sudden weight shift, and pain flared up through her joints like static. “Nicky,” she called, hoarse, the sound raw in her throat. “Baby—no, come here, please. Come back to me.”

 

Her voice cracked on the last word.

 

Agatha, still in the kitchen, watched it all. She didn’t speak, didn’t rush in, but her eyes found Rio’s with steady, quiet concern. There was no judgment there. Just the kind of stillness that made it safe to unravel. She gave Nicky a small, reassuring nod, barely more than a tilt of her head. The boy hovered in the doorway, still hugging the magnetic tile to his chest. His little brow was furrowed in confusion, like he couldn’t quite understand what had just happened, only that it had made something good feel suddenly wrong.

 

He hesitated. Then, slowly, hesitantly, he took a few steps back toward the couch.

 

Rio didn’t sit there waiting for him. She lowered herself to the floor. Cross-legged. Level with him. She didn’t reach to pull him close. She just opened her arms in offering. “Can you sit with me for a minute?” she asked softly. “You don’t have to say anything. I just… want to be close.”

 

Nicky’s shoulders were tight, wary. He held his tile like a shield. But after a long pause, he nodded. His face still held the remnants of confusion, but there was trust in it too, blooming carefully like something fragile and brave. He stepped into her lap. Rio helped him settle there, his small frame curled inward, legs draped over hers. She didn’t hold him too tightly. Just her arms around him in a loose circle, her palms resting warm against his back.

 

Her voice trembled as she found the words. “I’m not mad at you, sweetheart,” she whispered. “I wasn’t even mad. I was just… somewhere else for a second. Not here. Not with you.”

 

Nicky tilted his head back to look at her. “You looked scared,” he said. “And mad.”

 

“I know,” Rio said, tears blurring her eyes. “I felt that way. But not because of you. Never, ever because of you.”

 

He was quiet for a second. Then, “Did I scare you?”

 

“Oh, baby. No.” She leaned her cheek gently against his hair. “You didn’t scare me. I scared myself. My brain… it remembered something bad, something old. And sometimes when that happens, my body thinks it’s still in the bad place, even when it’s not. It’s not fair to you. And I’m so, so sorry.”

 

Nicky was still for a while, just breathing against her. “But now you’re here.”

 

Rio nodded into his curls. “Now I’m here.”

 

“And I didn’t do anything wrong?”

 

“No,” she said fiercely, pulling back just enough to look him in the eye. “You didn’t do anything wrong. You were showing me something amazing. And I want to see it. I really, really do.”

 

He studied her face, then slowly uncoupled his fingers and held out the tile to her. “It’s the roof piece,” he explained, quieter now. “It clicks into the rest so everything holds together.”

 

Rio blinked against fresh tears, managed a smile, and took the piece from him with gentle hands. “Just like you and me,” she whispered. “Clicking together.”

 

Nicky grinned—big and wide—then suddenly sobered. His small hands fiddled with the hem of her shirt as he looked up at her again, this time with the gentle seriousness only a child could carry without it feeling heavy. “Why are you sad, Mommy?”

 

Rio reached up and smoothed back the curls from his forehead, her fingers trembling more than she liked. She tried to keep her hands steady, to stay grounded in the warmth of his body, the weight of his tiny weight pressed to hers. She wasn’t doing a great job.

 

“I heard something today,” she began, each word careful, as if she were testing her own voice for cracks. “Something about someone I used to know. From before I came to live with Grandma Lilia.”

 

Nicky’s brow furrowed in quiet thought. “From before you were happy?”

 

Rio let out a sound—part laugh, part breath, part ache. “Yeah, baby,” she said, tucking a curl behind his ear. “From before I was happy.”

 

Without a word, Nicky leaned forward and rested his head on her shoulder. Rio closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around him, tighter this time, soaking in the way he fit against her. How small he still was, and how endlessly big his love could feel. She pressed her cheek to his temple, whispering into his hair, “When people only remember the worst version of you… sometimes you start to believe that’s all you ever were.”

 

It was a quiet confession, not meant to be understood fully. But Nicky sat with it like it mattered.

 

There was a long pause. Just the sound of his soft breathing, the hum of the house settling into night, and Rio’s heart beating somewhere too high in her throat.

 

Then, as simply and seriously as if he were naming the color of the sky, Nicky said, “I only know the best version of you.”

 

Rio’s arms tightened. Her throat closed up. Her eyes burned. Tears slipped down her face before she could stop them. “Oh, baby,” she said, laughing through a sob, her voice breaking and rebuilding all at once. “You have no idea what that means to me.”

 

She pulled back to look at him, eyes shining. “And I am my best version for you, little love,” she whispered. “For you, and Mama, and your sister.”

 

Nicky looked thoughtful, like he was turning the words over in his mind, measuring them the way he might a particularly tricky Lego piece. Then he smiled shyly. “And also yourself,” he added, in that careful way children sometimes echo wisdom beyond their years. “I think you should be your best version for you too. That’s what Mama says.”

 

Rio laughed. “Well, Mama is so smart. And you are too, my smart, wonderful little boy.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly. “I know.”

 

She kissed his forehead, lingering there for a beat longer than usual, imprinting the moment into her skin. Then she drew him close again, rocking them both gently.

 

From the kitchen doorway, Agatha stood still, one hand resting lightly against the doorframe, the other clutching the edge of a dish towel she no longer remembered holding. Her eyes softened as they landed on the image before her: Rio cradling Nicky in her lap on the rug, tear-streaked and smiling, with their son’s small arms wrapped securely around her waist like he was trying to hold the whole world together with the strength of his love.

 

A lump rose in Agatha’s throat, unbidden, and she didn’t fight it.

 

Her girl was healing.

 

Not all at once, and not cleanly. It was slow, but it was happening. Right there on the living room floor. In whispered truths and small hands and the comfort of a child’s complete, unconditional love. Her heart twisted — in that aching, exquisite way only love and motherhood and the long shadow of grief could create. She saw all of it. Felt all of it. The years Rio never talked about, the ghosts she still carried, the weight that never truly left her shoulders even when she smiled. And now, the soft beginning of something new. The fragile, flickering possibility of peace.

 

Dinner could wait. The vegetables in the oven could burn. The jazz from the radio could loop back around again. The night could stretch on without another chore being finished. None of it mattered.

 

Because right now, Rio—her Rio—was finding her way back to herself, piece by trembling piece. And their son, bright as the sun and so full of certainty, was right at the center of it. Reminding her, just by being who he was, that the past did not get to decide the ending.

 

Agatha pressed a kiss to the tips of her fingers and then gently touched them to the frame beside her, as if sealing the moment in place. “I’ve got you,” she whispered, so softly only the walls could hear it.

 

And then she waited. Just to be there. Watching over the people she loved most in the world.

 


 

Dinner was quiet but not somber. Agatha had pulled something together in her usual way: simple roasted sweet potatoes, soft lentils with warm spices. On the side, a cool salad of cucumbers and yogurt brightened with mint and lemon, which Nicky had insisted on stirring himself.

 

The lights were dim, and Violet slept curled on Agatha’s chest in her wrap, her tiny mouth slack and her hands tucked like curled leaves against the flower of her face.

 

Nicky had dragged his chair away from its usual spot and parked it right next to Rio’s, forsaking his usual seat altogether. One of his hands was curled around the hem of her sweater, like he wasn’t quite ready to let go of her yet. And she didn’t mind. Not tonight.

 

“I added extra lemon like you like,” he whispered to her, pointing proudly at the salad.

 

Rio smiled and leaned down to kiss the top of his head. “That’s perfect, baby.”

 

She tried, for his sake. She really did. She picked at her plate, moved food around, took small bites here and there, but her appetite wasn’t with her. She wasn’t hungry. Not in the way that counted. Her body was tired, still sore from earlier, still humming with emotions she hadn’t finished sorting through. And something inside her was still bracing for impact, even though the room was peaceful.

 

Agatha didn’t say anything about the plate. She saw everything, of course. Every untouched bite, every time Rio’s gaze drifted somewhere far away. But she didn’t push. Not when Rio was trying. Not when Rio was holding herself together for the kids, for the gentle rhythm of this soft, vulnerable evening. So instead, she adjusted Violet gently with one arm, keeping the baby close and swaying her just slightly with the natural rhythm of her breath. Then she reached across the table, wordless, and offered her hand.

 

Rio looked at it for a second then took it. She threaded their fingers together and held on. Agatha’s thumb brushed across her knuckles once. They finished the meal like that, not speaking much, but present.

 

After dinner, as the plates sat mostly cleared and the room basked in the slow quiet that follows a long day, Nicky yawned, his mouth stretched wide like a little lion cub. “Is it bedtime yet?” he asked, flopping against the back of his chair as though gravity had suddenly doubled in force.

 

Agatha smiled behind her glass, her eyes glinting with amusement. “I don’t know,” she said, teasing. “You seem very awake to me.”

 

“I yawned, Mama,” he pointed out, arms outstretched for emphasis. “That means I’m sleepy.”

 

Agatha raised an arched brow, lips twitching. “Mm. That sounded suspiciously rehearsed.”

 

He giggled, ducking his head with a grin, then twisted toward Rio, who had gone quiet again but hadn’t let go of his hand. He leaned into her without hesitation, arms winding up around her neck. “Can Mom put me to bed?” he asked in a softer voice, still playful, but more vulnerable now. Like he needed the answer to be yes.

 

Rio was already moving, standing with care as though her bones still ached from the strain of the day. Which they did. In more ways than one. “Yeah, sweetheart,” she murmured. “Come on.”

 

Nicky didn’t hesitate for a second. He took her hand immediately, their fingers lacing like it was something they’d done a thousand times before and never once gotten tired of. They walked the hallway together at a slow pace, feet muffled by the rug underfoot. Nicky swung their joined hands once, then again. Not too much. Just enough to say, I’m still here. You’re still mine.

 

In his room, he clambered up into bed and tugged her down beside him without ceremony, like it was the most natural thing in the world. Like he was four again—not seven-and-a-half and stubborn about brushing his teeth and spelling tests. He curled into her side, head tucked under her chin, limbs folded awkwardly between the covers, Blue Dragon and her body.

 

And Rio let him. She let herself melt into the small weight of him, let herself breathe in the smell of his shampoo and felt something in her ribs unclench a little more.

 

Meanwhile, Agatha had taken Violet with her into the nursery. Rio had nursed her before dinner, and she was already starting to drift again, her small fists lax and her lashes fluttering as she blinked in the golden lamplight. She hummed a little under her breath, a half-forgotten lullaby her own mother never sang but she remembered from somewhere anyway. One of the ones she might have made up the melody for. Agatha crossed the nursery eased into the rocking chair without startling her. 

 

And in the soft stillness of that house—one child curled against Rio’s heartbeat, one drifting to sleep on Agatha’s chest—the day finally began to exhale.

 


 

By the time Agatha came back out, Rio was just emerging from Nicky’s room. She met Agatha’s eyes in the hallway. They didn’t speak. They had been doing this for too long, too deeply, to need words for this. The evening continued as if their bodies already knew the choreography: the brushing of teeth in quiet sync, the folding of laundry from the foot of the bed, shirts and tiny socks sorted into their proper drawers, a dropped pacifier retrieved from under the bed. Lights were dimmed. Doors nudged mostly closed.

 

It was only when they were under the covers, lying face to face in the dark, that Agatha reached out and gently tucked a strand of Rio’s hair behind her ear.

 

“Hey,” she said softly.

 

Rio looked at her, eyes rimmed faintly red.

 

“I love you,” Agatha murmured.

 

Rio’s lower lip trembled just the tiniest bit. She scooted closer, tucked her head into the crook of Agatha’s shoulder, and wrapped one arm loosely around her waist. “I love you too.”

 

Agatha kissed the top of her head. “We’re okay.”

 

Rio nodded against her chest. “I know,” she whispered. “I’m just… not done being shaken.”

 

“You don’t have to be done tonight,” Agatha said. “You don’t even have to try.”

 

For now, they didn’t need to do anything but be. Tomorrow would come. Tonight, they had made it through.

 


 

The room was still. The whole house was quiet, like it usually was in the deep middle of the night. On the baby monitor, Violet’s soft, even breathing came through in gentle static, the smallest sound anchoring the room in the present.

 

But Agatha stirred. Somewhere beneath the stillness, something had shifted. Her senses—always finely tuned where Rio was concerned—fluttered to alertness even before her eyes opened. She wasn’t sure, at first, what had woken her. Her body knew before her mind did. The air felt… wrong. Uneasy. Like something forgotten and half-buried was rising again.

 

Then she heard it. Murmuring. Low. Agitated. Not quite words.

 

She turned over, already reaching out.

 

Rio was curled inward, facing away, her body twisted into the sheets like she’d been trying to outrun something even in her dreams. Her brow was furrowed, mouth moving quickly—slurred and soft, like she was trying to speak through water. Her legs shifted under the covers, agitated. Then came a sound—sharp, raw, too close to a sob—and her body jerked.

 

Once. Then again.

 

Agatha sat up. “Rio,” she said, voice low but urgent, a tremor of concern tightening her throat. She reached out and rested a careful hand on her wife’s back. “Love, it’s okay. It’s just a dream. Come back to me.”

 

But at the touch, Rio flinched hard. Her whole body recoiled, spine going rigid, and she gasped—a sharp, terrified inhale like she’d just broken the surface of deep water. Then she shot upright, eyes wild and unseeing, the panic still thick on her face as if she hadn’t quite made it all the way back. She clutched her arms around her stomach like she was trying to keep herself from falling apart. Her breath came in quick, shallow bursts. She started to rock forward, rhythm quick and desperate, like her body was searching for a way to self-soothe, to unspool the nightmare still clinging to her skin.

 

Agatha moved instantly, instinctively. She kept her voice low, her hands visible, gentle—nothing sudden. Nothing that might feel like a trap. “Hey, hey… it’s me,” she said softly, shifting closer but not yet touching. “You’re safe. You’re home. You’re with me.”

 

Rio didn’t respond. Her eyes were open now, but distant, not quite here. Her lips parted as if to say something, but only a shaky exhale came out.

 

Agatha’s chest ached at the sight of her like this, shaken loose from the present, wrapped up in something too old and cruel for sleep to keep down. She hated it. Hated how helpless it made her feel. But she’d been here before. She knew what to do. “I’m going to touch you now, love,” she whispered. She gave it space—let the silence settle just a second longer—before slowly, carefully, beginning to reach for Rio’s arm.

 

But she froze halfway there when she saw what Rio was doing. Her hands had started to move with growing urgency. Not outward. Not toward her. Inward. Her fingers scratched at her own skin, digging under the sleeves of her shirt, raking across her upper arms, her shoulders, her ribs. It wasn’t calculated. It was desperate. Automatic. As if she were trying to claw something out of herself. As if something inside her didn’t belong.

 

Agatha’s stomach turned cold. Her instincts snapped into motion. She moved quickly, with all the tenderness she had learned over years of watching Rio come undone like this. She slid in behind her, wrapping herself carefully around her wife’s trembling frame like a second skin. No sudden movements. No jarring sounds. Just warmth. Contact. Steadiness. She caught Rio’s wrists mid-scratch, gently but firmly, and drew them down into her own hands.

 

“No,” she said, the word wrapped in softness but anchored in iron. She threaded their fingers together, holding them tightly between her own. “No, love. I’ve got you. I’ve got you.”

 

Rio was shaking harder now. Not resisting, but not fully settling either. Her body was still curled inward, defensive, her shoulders knotted tight with some invisible weight. “Maybe I am dangerous,” she choked out. “Maybe I don’t deserve this life.”

 

The words hit Agatha like a blow. She drew her closer, pressing her forehead to the back of Rio’s shoulder, breathing in the scent of her—soap, salt, skin, fear—and letting it steady her. “You are not a bad person for surviving,” Agatha whispered. “You are not a danger. You are not wrong for being here. You belong here.”

 

But Rio wasn’t hearing her. Not fully. She was spiraling. “I remember their faces,” she said, the words tumbling out too fast, like they’d been locked behind her teeth for too long. “The way they all looked at me. Like I was—like I was wrong. Like I wasn’t real. Like I wasn’t right. Ethan just stood there. He didn’t say anything. Didn’t try to stop them. Just stared like I was—”

 

She broke off, voice strangled by memory. Agatha tightened her hold, curling herself tighter around Rio’s back, locking their joined hands against her chest. “Shhh,” she murmured. “Don’t go back there. You don’t have to. You’re here. With me. With the kids. You’re safe.”

 

Rio shook her head. Her whole body still felt like a live wire. “I can’t stop seeing it,” she whispered. “Even when I think I’m okay… it comes back. In my dreams. In my body. Like it never left.”

 

Agatha exhaled, as if trying to breathe Rio back into the present. “You were a child,” she said softly but clearly, every word firm enough to hold weight. “A child trying not to drown. You did what you had to do. You protected yourself the only way you knew how. That doesn’t make you monstrous. That makes you brave.

 

Rio was still murmuring, her voice raw and distant, like it was traveling from somewhere underwater. The words came in fits and starts, collapsing into each other, fragments falling out of order and looping back again. Sentences trailed off unfinished. Names twisted into sounds. Agatha caught only pieces, echoes: “I didn’t mean to,” “too late,” “she was just a kid,” “I should’ve done more.”

 

She couldn’t always tell what belonged to memory and what belonged to the dream. Couldn’t separate what had actually happened from what had been reshaped by years of silence, by fear, by shame. And she didn’t try to press her way in. She didn’t ask questions. She didn’t interrupt. She didn’t need to understand every word. She understood enough.

 

Enough to know that Rio had once stood in the path of something terrible—not for herself, but for someone else. And she had paid the price in guilt.

Enough to know that she had tried to protect a little girl who hadn’t been hers to save.

Enough to know no one had ever protected her the way she had tried to protect that little girl.

Enough to know it wasn’t her fault.

 

So she stayed.

 

She pressed closer, folding herself around her wife’s shaking form, holding her like she could hold back the years. Like she could offer now what Rio should have had then.

 

She became warmth. She became shelter. She became stillness.

 

“You are loved,” she whispered into Rio’s hair, her lips brushing against the curls soaked with sweat. “So, so loved.”

 

Rio’s body shook once more and then started to still. Her breathing slowed, catching only slightly on the inhale.

 

Agatha kissed the back of her shoulder. “I know you,” she murmured, rocking her slightly. “Not just the you from tonight. Not just the version you let the world see. I know you. And so does Nicky. And Violet will too, when she’s older. She’ll know the truth. She’ll know the strength and the softness and the love. That’s what matters, love. That’s what stays.”

 

Rio didn’t speak but her head shifted, tucking deeper under Agatha’s chin. Her fingers, still caught between Agatha’s hands, gave a weak squeeze. A sign that she heard. That she was still here.

 

Agatha didn’t expect Rio to fall asleep easily. Not after the way she’d come undone—heart racing, breath catching, body locked in that old posture of defense and dread. Healing didn’t arrive on command, and Agatha knew better than to wish for quick peace when the wounds were still open, still aching. But eventually, exhaustion began to do what kindness and safety alone could not. Rio’s breathing, once ragged, began to even out. Her limbs, tight with tension, grew heavier with each minute. The tremors slowed and softened like aftershocks that finally knew they’d passed the worst of it. Her fingers, still caught in Agatha’s, stopped twitching and settled into something loose and barely held.

 

It wasn’t peace. Not yet. Peace would come later—after rest, after conversation, after time. But this? This was safety.

 

Agatha shifted slowly, laying them both back against the pillows. She moved as though Rio might break, like the wrong sound, the wrong breath, could send her tumbling back into the dark. But Rio stayed grounded, eyes closed now, brow still furrowed faintly but no longer twisted in pain.

 

Agatha didn’t close her eyes. She stayed awake beside her, her hand stroking slow, rhythmic lines along the curve of Rio’s arm. Over soft skin and old scars, across the places that had once been wounds and now were just part of the map of her. She traced them not to fix them, but to say I see you. I’m here.

 

Her own body curled protectively around her wife, heart beating steady behind Rio’s back like a lighthouse on the shore. Just keeping vigil.

 

Watching. Listening. Holding. Keeping.

 

Keeping the shadows at bay. Keeping Rio warm against the chill of memory. Keeping her steady, even in sleep.

 

Keeping the vow she had made long ago—spoken in sunlight, sealed in rain—that no one would ever have to face the dark alone again.

 

Not in this house.

Not in this bed.

Not in her arms.

 

And when her eyes finally began to close, she did so with her forehead pressed gently to the back of Rio’s neck, whispering one last truth into the silence before sleep took her too.

 

We’re safe now. You’re safe. I’ve got you.

 

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My neighbors are throwing a party. The music is loud, I'm going crazy. At least invite me. Would kill for a drink right now.

Chapter 30: Echoes - Part II

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The morning was still gray when Agatha woke still wrapped around her wife. For a moment, she stayed there in bed, listening.

 

Rio was finally sleeping soundly in her arms, turned onto her side, her breath deep and even. Her face had relaxed in sleep, but there was still something fragile around the eyes, like the bad dream had settled somewhere in her bones even now. The night had been long—Agatha had held her through the worst of it, through the shaking and muttering and self-doubt—and though Rio had eventually fallen asleep, Agatha wasn’t convinced rest had truly came.

 

Agatha held her a moment longer, brushing a thumb gently along the curve of her arm. Her wife. Her brilliant, beautiful, broken wife. So brave. So tired. So loved.

 

Carefully, so as not to wake her, Agatha began to shift. She eased herself out from beneath the covers quietly. Years of motherhood had taught her how to move without waking what needed rest. She pressed one last kiss to Rio’s temple and then rose towards the nursery.

 

Violet was stirring lightly in her crib, arms twitching in a sleepy stretch. Agatha bent down, lifted her daughter into her arms. Violet blinked up at her with a scrunched little frown and then promptly nuzzled into her chest with a tired squeak.

 

“There you are,” she murmured. “Good morning, little star.”

 

Cradling her daughter close, Agatha padded out of the nursery and into the living room. It was still early. The soft hum of the fridge filled the silence, along with the faint tick of the clock in the hallway and the occasional baby snuffle against her collarbone.

 

Agatha leaned her cheek gently against Violet’s head. “Let her sleep,” she whispered into the quiet, as much to herself as to the room. “Let her sleep as long as she can.”

 

Agatha sat on the couch with Violet tucked against her shoulder and pulled her phone into her free hand. She wasn’t sure what made her hesitate. Her thumb hovered over her calendar app, then her emails, then her contacts. Her mind played out the schedule for the day. Lecture at ten. Office hour after. Two meetings in the afternoon. All of it manageable.

 

But something in her chest said: Don’t leave her today.

 

She glanced down the hallway toward their bedroom. Rio needed her. She might not ask, but last night had peeled something open, and Agatha knew how long it took to stitch those wounds closed again. Leaving her alone today, even for a few hours, didn’t sit right. And more than anything, Agatha trusted that feeling in her gut.

 

She scrolled through her contacts and found Dean Montgomery’s number. His name sat halfway down the screen, neat and official. She tapped it before she could second-guess herself. The call connected quickly.

 

“Dr. Harkness,” came his voice, smooth and affable, that strange blend of old-school charm and relentless energy that Agatha found both reassuring and vaguely exhausting. “Good morning.”

 

“Good morning, Dean.” She adjusted Violet as the baby stirred. “I’m sorry to call so early.”

 

“No trouble at all. Everything alright?”

 

She hesitated again, but only for a second. “I won’t be able to come in today. Something’s come up at home. A family matter.”

 

There was a pause on the line, long enough for Agatha to brace herself for the inevitable questions. But they didn’t come.

 

“Understood,” the dean said simply. “I hope everything’s okay.”

 

Agatha’s shoulders softened just slightly. “It will be. Thank you.”

 

“Take whatever time you need. I’ll have someone post a note on your door and Dr. Price cover your office hours. Just let me know when you’re ready to reschedule your lectures.”

 

“Will do. Thank you again.”

 

They ended the call with quiet professionalism, and Agatha placed the phone face-down on the coffee table. Done. Just like that. The day belonged to them now. Violet was asleep again against her shoulder.

 

This wasn’t the life she’d expected to live. Once, the idea of rearranging her day for someone else’s pain would’ve felt like weakness. An indulgence. But that was before Rio. Before she understood what it meant to love someone not despite their shadows, but through them. She thought of Rio’s face in the early hours of the morning, how raw it had looked in the dark. How her hands had trembled even as she tried to make herself smaller. How her voice had broken over words she didn’t want to say. And how Agatha had held her through it all, the way she always would.

 

This was what family meant. Not the blood ties that haunted Rio, but the one they’d built, the one they protected fiercely. She would be here when Rio woke up. Not because she couldn’t handle the day alone. But because she shouldn’t have to.

 

Agatha moved to the kitchen quietly, shifting Violet from one arm to the other as she cracked eggs into a bowl, her movements practiced and sure. Every now and then, she hummed softly under her breath, just enough to keep Violet soothed, just enough to keep her own nerves in check.

 

Letting Rio sleep was the right call. She was still trying to process the night herself—how Rio had curled into herself like a girl lost in a nightmare, how she’d muttered things that didn’t quite make sense but were filled with such raw pain. Maybe I don’t deserve this life.

 

The memory made Agatha’s grip on the spatula tighten slightly. It wasn’t just what Rio had said. It was the way she’d said it. Not like a question. Like a truth she’d been told once and had never stopped believing. She flipped the eggs gently, just as she heard the small, sleepy footsteps coming down the stairs. Nicky appeared at the threshold in his dinosaur pajamas, hair sticking up in six directions, rubbing at his eyes, Blue Dragon trailing behind in his free hand. He blinked at her.

 

“You’re still here,” he mumbled with a yawn.

 

Agatha smiled softly and crouched a little to meet him. “I am.”

 

Violet stirred in her arms and let out a soft whimper. Nicky tiptoed over and peered at his sister with the gentle awe he always had around her. “She’s awake.”

 

“Only barely,” Agatha said. “She’s being very good this morning.”

 

Nicky nodded, like this was a very important observation. “She always likes the kitchen.”

 

Agatha chuckled and kissed the top of his head. “So do you. Must run in the family.  Come on. Let’s get you fed.”

 

He climbed onto the stool, and she set a plate of eggs and toast in front of him.

 

“I won’t be going to work today,” Agatha said softly, careful with the words.

 

Nicky looked up immediately. “Why not?” he asked, brows knitting slightly.

 

Agatha hesitated only a beat. “Because Mom’s not feeling very well this morning,” she said, keeping her tone calm and even. “So I’m going to stay home with her and Violet. But I’ll still take you to school like always, alright?”

 

Nicky looked thoughtful for a second. Then he said, “Okay,” as if it were the simplest thing in the world.

 

Agatha exhaled softly. Children really were amazing.

 

“She’s gonna be okay though, right?” Nicky asked, glancing up again. His voice was softer this time, unsure.

 

Agatha leaned over and brushed a hand through his hair. “She’s going to be just fine. Mom just needs a little extra rest today because she had a little hard night. And sometimes when people we love have hard nights, we stay close the next day. Just to be sure.”

 

Nicky nodded and resumed eating without another word. When his plate was clean and his cup nearly empty, Agatha nudged him gently with her hip and a warm smile. “Alright, go get dressed, little love. I’ll be ready in a few minutes.”

 

He hopped down from his stool and trotted off upstairs. Agatha walked back toward their bedroom, shifting Violet against her shoulder. She was still calm, her tiny hand fisting against Agatha’s collarbone in that endearingly stubborn way of babyness. A remainder of what they’d made and the life they’d built. Of how far Rio had come, not just from the night before, but from the fractured girl she used to be. From all the years when no one noticed she was breaking. Or worse—noticed and didn’t care.

 

And how much she still needed care.

 

Agatha pushed the bedroom door open gently with her shoulder. The room was still dim, the curtains closed to the morning light. Rio lay curled in the middle of their bed, nearly lost in the heap of blankets. Her face was half-buried in the covers, one hand tucked beneath her cheek. She hadn’t moved since Agatha had slipped out earlier with the baby in her arms. She looked small like this—too small. Like someone who’d folded herself tight for protection.

 

Agatha’s heart clenched. She looked too young. Too fragile. Like a girl who had wandered too far from safety and found her way back only to collapse just inside the threshold.

 

She remembered the way Rio had shaken in her arms last night. The way she had mumbled in half-sentences, caught between dreaming and remembering.

 

Maybe I don’t deserve this life.

 

She walked to the side of the bed and sat down carefully, Violet tucked close to her chest. She reached out and brushed her fingers lightly across Rio’s shoulder. “Love,” she said softly.

 

Rio stirred, just a flicker of movement beneath the blankets. Her brow furrowed faintly, and then her eyes blinked open, sluggish and heavy with sleep. It took her a moment to register where she was. Her gaze landed first on Agatha, then darted to the baby pressed against her chest.

 

There it was—that flash of silent panic, gone as quickly as it came. Her shoulders relaxed minutely when she saw Violet was safe and breathing softly between them. Her hand emerged from the blankets and reached, brushing the baby’s foot through the swaddle. “I didn’t hear her cry,” she whispered. Her voice was hoarse, raw from sleep and something deeper—guilt, perhaps. Residue from the storm that had passed through her the night before and left her wrecked.

 

“She didn’t cry,” Agatha said gently, brushing her thumb across Rio’s arm. “She just woke up and wanted a snuggle. That’s all.”

 

Rio blinked, disoriented, her thoughts clearly still trying to catch up. “What time is it?”

 

“Not too late. Just after seven. I let you sleep in. I made breakfast with Nicky. He’s getting dressed now. I’ll take him to school and then i’m staying with you.”

 

Rio nodded slowly, like her body had only just started returning to her. Then her eyes snapped more alert as her brain caught up with the rest. “But—wait—you have class today,” she said, alarm beginning to creep into her voice as she sat up slightly. “Agatha, you said you had that seminar this morning—”

 

“I canceled it,” Agatha said, leaving no room for debate. “Dean Montgomery understands. This is more important.”

 

“No, you don’t have to—Agatha, I’m okay. Really. I’m okay now.”

 

Agatha exhaled softly and shifted Violet in her arms so she could reach up and cup Rio’s cheek.  “I love you. And I know you think you’re okay. I know you want to be okay. But last night, you weren’t. And you don’t have to pretend this morning. You were triggered. That’s not a flaw—it’s just a fact. And it’s okay to name it. And it’s okay to not be okay afterward.”

 

Rio dropped her gaze. Her hands clutched the edge of the blanket again, twisting it between her fingers. Her cheeks were pink now, shame creeping in at the edges, the instinct to minimize settling in like muscle memory. “I just…” she began, barely audible. “I don’t want to pull you away from your life.”

 

Agatha’s smile was soft, almost sad. She leaned forward and pressed a kiss to Rio’s temple, “You are my life.”

 

Rio let out a small, shaky breath. Agatha could feel her trembling slightly, the push and pull inside her—wanting to lean in, wanting to disappear.

 

“You are not a disruption, Rio,” Agatha continued gently. “You are not a burden. You are not ‘too much.’ Not for me. Not ever. Everything else can wait. You can’t.”

 

She saw the protest forming again in Rio’s eyes, the instinct to deflect, to take up as little space as possible. She silenced it gently by leaning forward and kissing her wife slowly on the lips. Rio melted into it, just a little. Her hands came up to settle on Agatha’s hips like she needed to be sure she was real.

 

“I don’t want to ruin your schedule,” she whispered.

 

“You’re not ruining anything,” Agatha said firmly. “You’re my wife. That means when you need me, I stay. When you fall, I catch you. That’s not an inconvenience. That’s the promise. End of discussion.”

 

There was silence for a moment. Violet shifted softly in her sleep, one tiny sigh escaping her lips. Agatha tucked the blanket more securely around her and looked down at Rio again, who was still watching her with that fragile, exhausted kind of awe that asked, Why are you still here?

 

And Agatha would stay until that question never crossed her mind again.

 

Rio’s throat worked around a sound that might have been a sob or a laugh or both. She reached out, brushing a finger down Violet’s soft head. “Hi, Vivi Girl.”

 

Violet stirred slightly, one hand flopping against Rio’s wrist. Agatha placed Violet gently in Rio’s arms. “Here. Hold our girl while I take our boy to school.”

 

Rio swallowed hard as she looked down at Violet, who made a small, contented squeak as she nestled into her mother’s chest.

 

Agatha stood. “I’ll be back soon. Then we can figure out the rest of the day together. Okay?”

 

Rio didn’t answer right away, just stared down at Violet like she was searching for a compass on her baby’s face—something to remind her where she was, who she was now. “Okay.”

 

“I’ll be back in twenty minutes,” Agatha said. “Then I’ll make you tea. Chamomile or peppermint—your pick. You don’t have to get up. Just stay here. Just breathe.”

 

Rio nodded, still quiet, still not fully herself. Agatha kissed her forehead once more, then turned and headed out of the room, pulling her coat on as she walked toward the stairs from where she could see Nicky clumsily tying his sneakers in the entryway. As she glanced back, she saw Rio through the crack in the bedroom door, curled on her side, Violet in the crook of her body next to her.

 

Holding on.

 

Waiting.

 

And this time, Agatha thought, she wouldn’t be waiting alone.

 


 

When Agatha returned from the school drop-off, the house was quiet in a way that didn’t feel entirely peaceful. She stepped out of her shoes by the door, slid her coat off, and walked down the hall without announcing herself. She knew where Rio would be.

 

The door to their bedroom was still half-open, and the soft creak it made when she nudged it wider was the only sound that joined the steady rhythm of Violet’s nursing. Rio was propped against the pillows, the covers pooled around her waist, her shirt tugged slightly aside to make space for their daughter. In the morning light, her skin looked washed out, as though sleep had only deepened the exhaustion instead of lifting it. Her gaze was fixed on some invisible point across the room, far enough away that Agatha knew she hadn’t been fully present in a while. Not in body, not in spirit.

 

She looked like a painting someone had abandoned mid-brushstroke. Beautiful, but unfinished. Fragile in its incompletion.

 

Agatha didn’t say anything. She simply walked to the bed and sat down slowly on the edge, careful not to disturb anything. The mattress dipped softly beneath her weight, and Violet gave a tiny, territorial noise—half grunt, half sigh—as if acknowledging one mother’s arrival while keeping her claim staked on the other.

 

Agatha reached out and brushed a finger along her daughter’s head. Then her gaze lifted to Rio, still half-elsewhere.

 

Rio didn’t look at her. She registered the presence the way someone might register the sun warming their back through a window. Only when Violet finally finished nursing and released her latch with a soft pop did Rio shift. Without meeting Agatha’s eyes, she gently adjusted her shirt, swaddled Violet loosely, and offered her up. “Here,” she murmured. “Take her.”

 

Agatha took Violet carefully into her arms, letting her settle against her shoulder. Rio got up like nothing was wrong. Like nothing had ever been wrong. She swung her legs over the side of the bed, her movements looking rehearsed. She let out a soft exhale as she stretched, arms overhead. Then she stood and reached for the hoodie slung across the nearby chair, slipping it on over her sleep shirt in one smooth motion. 

 

Her voice came next, too bright around the edges. Too careful. Too forced. “I think I’ll make some coffee. Want some?”

 

Agatha didn’t answer immediately. She let the silence grow, not as a rebuke but as a an invitation. 

 

Rio moved toward the door.

 

Her steps were light. Too light. Like she was trying not to leave footprints behind. Like she was afraid of cracking something beneath her if she stepped too hard. Agatha could see it in the way her shoulders stayed too straight, her arms held too close to her sides. She was performing normalcy, walking through the script of a morning like it meant nothing. Playing a part. Like it cost nothing.

 

But Agatha knew better. And she couldn’t let her disappear into that performance.

 

“You don’t have to pretend,” Agatha said softly.

 

Rio stopped in the doorway. Her back stayed turned. She didn’t look over her shoulder. “I’m not pretending.”

 

Agatha’s voice remained steady. “You are,” she said, with no judgment. “And I get it. I do. I understand why. Sometimes pretending is the only thing that makes it feel like you’re still standing. But I’m not asking you to stand right now. I’m asking you to let yourself sit down. You don’t have to be okay. Not with me.”

 

Rio was still for a moment. Then she tilted her head slightly toward the ceiling. Agatha waited. When Rio turned back around, her expression was a study in contradiction. There was a smile on her face—carefully assembled, almost convincing—but it was too bright around the edges, like a string under too much pressure before it snaps.

 

“What else am I supposed to do?” she said, and her voice was light, almost flippant. “Sit here crying all day?”

 

“No,” Agatha said gently. Her voice carried none of the distance Rio might have braced for. “Just… don’t run from it. Don’t run from you.”

 

Rio’s smile trembled at the corners. “I’m not running.”

 

Agatha stood now too, still cradling Violet, and crossed the room toward her. “Then let me be with you while you stay.”

 

Rio’s mouth opened like she was going to respond—but she didn’t. Her breath stuttered out instead, and she looked down at her hands. They were shaking again.

 

She hadn’t noticed. Agatha had.

 

And now she was close—so close that Rio could see the faint lines at the corners of her wife’s eyes, the unwavering steadiness in her gaze, even as one hand gently lifted to cup Rio’s face, thumb brushing Rio’s cheekbone. “You don’t have to be okay today,” Agatha whispered. “You just have to be here. With us.”

 

Rio leaned forward and pressed her forehead to Agatha’s shoulder, just above where Violet’s head rested. She stayed like that, barely moving, the only sound the soft, watery inhale she drew.

 

Agatha didn’t press. Just held her, one arm around her wife, one cradling their daughter, as if she could keep them both in her heart by sheer will and love alone.

 

And at the momnt, it was enough. Enough for Rio to stay. Enough for her not to run.

 


 

The actual day started with a quiet that felt too fragile to be real. Violet dozed on and off throughout the morning, content in either mother’s arms, babbling now and then, her tiny fingers exploring the world one curl of fabric at a time.

 

But Rio… Rio was fading.

 

Not dramatically. Not loudly. Not in any way someone unfamiliar might notice. It was subtle. Almost polite.

 

Agatha had learned how to read it long ago, in the early days of learning how to love someone who carried storms behind her eyes. It was in the way Rio’s movements slowed just enough to be off-rhythm. The way her gaze lingered too long on things she wasn’t really seeing. The way she nodded when spoken to but didn’t quite absorb the words.

 

The first red flag came quietly. She noticed it first when she offered her breakfast. Agatha had laid out simple things on the kitchen counter—toast, scrambled eggs, cut fruit, coffee brewed strong and warm. She called softly, “Love, there’s food if you’re hungry.”

 

Rio’s answer was delayed, coming from the living room. “I’m okay.”

 

And she didn’t come. The food sat untouched. The coffee cooled. Agatha didn’t call again. She just stood for a moment, staring at the pale ceramic mug she’d chosen for Rio—the green one with the golden stars they used to trace together with their fingers on sleepy Sunday mornings.  She knew that “I’m okay.” Knew it by heart.

 

It meant: Don’t look too closely. I don’t know what you’ll see.

It meant: I’m floating too far out to answer honestly.

 

It sounded like strength, but was really fear in disguise.

 

Agatha left the coffee there anyway. Left the plate of fruit and eggs exactly as they were. She wouldn’t push. But she was listening. Watching. Waiting for the moment Rio would start to disappear more quickly.

 

Because she would. And Agatha would be there when she did.

 

An hour later, Agatha found the untouched plate still sitting where she’d left it, and Rio curled up on the couch, one knee drawn to her chest, absentmindedly rocking slightdly back and forth as Violet slept in the bassinet nearby. She was staring at nothing. Her fingers twitched like she wanted to chew at her nails.

 

“Did you eat anything?” Agatha asked gently.

 

Rio blinked. Not startled—more like she’d been underwater and Agatha had tugged her to the surface.

 

“Oh. No. I forgot.” A pause. Then, reflexively, “sorry.”

 

Agatha crossed the room and sank slowly onto the couch beside her, careful not to crowd. “It’s okay. Do you want me to warm it up for you?”

 

Rio shook her head, a little too fast. “No. I’m not hungry.” Then again, “Sorry.”

 

The second apology came on the tail of the first, like she couldn’t help herself. Like she owed the world for taking up space.

 

Not even a minute later, she fumbled a throw pillow while adjusting her position. It slipped from her grip and thudded to the floor.

 

“Sorry,” she muttered again, half under her breath, already stooping to pick it up.

 

“You don’t have to apologize for everything,” Agatha said, watching her with a gaze that held more ache than admonishment.

 

But Rio didn’t look up. Her movements were too quick, too neat—like if she fixed the small things fast enough, maybe the bigger ones wouldn’t break. Her shoulders were drawn in, chin tucked tight to her chest, mouth pressed in a thin line that refused to tremble.

 

Later, as the afternoon rose, Rio caught her shin against the edge of the coffee table with a sharp thump. The sound echoed to loud in the quiet house.

 

She gasped, more in alarm than pain, and then—before Agatha could even react—she snapped, “I’m so stupid.”

 

Agatha had just stepped into the room again, fresh from settling Violet down for a nap. Rio’s hand flew to her shin, rubbing at the spot that would no doubt bruise. But she didn’t make a sound. Her back stayed hunched, her head bowed—not in pain, but in shame. She stared at the floor like she wanted to disappear into it.

 

She didn’t see Agatha watching. She didn’t see the way her wife’s face softened into something that bordered on grief. She didn’t see how Agatha’s hand curled into the fabric of her sweater. How her mouth opened like she might say something, and then closed again, too full of emotion to get the words right. She didn’t see her heart break.

 

But Agatha felt it. And she knew, with a fierce, painful clarity that something inside Rio was slipping again. That some part of her was turning inward, punishing itself in silence. And Agatha would not let her go after it alone.

 

She stepped forward carefully. The old floorboard by the rug gave a soft creak beneath her foot. Rio flinched. It was subtle, almost nothing: a twitch in her shoulders, a shallow inhale, the smallest retreat into herself. But Agatha saw it. And then, just as quickly, Rio masked it. She straightened her spine too fast, too deliberately, as if posture could undo instinct. Her eyes lifted, not with curiosity or warmth, but with the tight alertness of someone preparing for impact. She was already bracing. Already defensive. Already far, far away from here.

 

Agatha’s stomach twisted. She hated it. She hated seeing that old instinct come crawling back, that frightened little girl who once lived in a house where the smallest sound could mean danger, where accidents were punishable, where survival meant becoming smaller than her shadow. She hated the way Rio’s body still remembered, how it flinched before her mind had time to catch up, how the past had hardwired itself into her bones. She hated how easily this haunted version of her wife could resurface, fragile and coiled tight like a wire about to snap.

 

Because this wasn’t Rio. Not really. Not the Rio who could light up a room with a single wry smile. Not the Rio who argued theories with her over wine and gestured wildly with her hands when she was excited, the one who quoted poetry from memory and twirled barefoot through the kitchen with Violet in her arms. Not the Rio who drummed out rhythms on countertops and always, always laughed too loud when she thought something was genuinely funny.

 

No—this wasn’t the woman Agatha loved and admired and trusted with the softest parts of herself. This was someone else. This was the girl Rio had been forced to become a long time ago, the one who lived in the shadow of fear. The one who learned that silence was safer, that stillness could mean survival. The one who knew too well that even a creaking floorboard could carry consequences.

 

This was Rio cornered by a ghost.

 

Agatha wished she could go back in time, find every person who ever made Rio afraid of being wrong, being clumsy, being loud, being human—and burn them out of her life with fire and teeth and fury. But all she could do was stand here now. Be steady. Be safe. Be the opposite of what Rio once knew.

 

She took another step forward. Deliberately this time. Let the board creak again.

 

Rio didn’t flinch this time, but Agatha saw how tightly her hands clenched. She softened her voice. “It’s just me, love.”

 

Rio blinked. Once. Twice. Her lips parted like she was going to say something, but the words got lost somewhere on the way out.

 


 

And even Violet wasn’t safe from it, from the way Rio was retreating from everything—including the parts of herself she loved most.

 

Agatha came in from the laundry room later that day, a small basket tucked against her hip, Violet cradled in one arm. The baby stirred, making a soft sound, her fingers curled against Agatha’s collarbone.

 

“Do you want to hold her while I finish folding these?”

 

Rio looked up from where she sat on the couch. Her eyes darted from Violet to Agatha, then down again. Her arms stayed at her sides. “I… I think she’s asleep,” she murmured, not quite meeting Agatha’s gaze.

 

“She’s not,” Agatha said, keeping her voice light, patient. “She was just looking at you.”

 

Rio hesitated. “You’re already holding her,” she tried, fumbling for an excuse, her tone offhand in a way that didn’t suit her. “I don’t want to wake her up.”

 

“You won’t,” Agatha replied, stepping a little closer. “She’s not asleep. She wants her Mom.”

 

Rio’s forced smile cracked a little, the corners trembling. “She has her Mama,” she said quietly, her gaze fixed on Violet. “She has you.”

 

“She has both of us,” Agatha said, more gently now. “And right now, she’s been looking at you for the past five minutes like you’re made of stars.”

 

“She doesn’t know what she’s looking at.”

 

“She knows more than you think,” Agatha said. “She knows who makes her feel safe. Who sings to her in the bath. Who dances with her in the kitchen at midnight. She knows your heartbeat.”

 

Rio’s arms folded over her chest. She ducked her head, letting her hair fall forward like a curtain. “I don’t want to drop her,” she whispered. “I feel… off. I’m scared I’ll do something wrong.”

 

Agatha’s heart clenched. “You won’t,” she said simply. “And if your arms get tired, I’ll be right here. But she misses you. And I think you miss her too.”

 

Rio’s lips parted, then closed again. Her eyes were glassy now, but she blinked quickly, trying to keep it down. She leaned back into the corner of the couch, clutching the throw pillow, hiding behind it as if her baby wouldn’t want her this way. As if she couldn’t be loved in pieces.

 

Agatha took a step back, feeling the line she was walking. She didn’t want to corner her. Didn’t want to force her. “It’s okay if you’re not ready.”

 

She started to turn, gently shifting Violet to her other shoulder.

 

But then—

 

“Wait,” Rio said, barely above a whisper.

 

Agatha paused mid-step.

 

“I want to,” Rio said, eyes still on the floor. “I just… I don’t feel like me. And I don’t know if she’ll—if you’ll—”

 

Agatha crossed back slowly and knelt in front of her, shifting Violet so she could hold her securely but still let Rio see her daughter’s face. “I love all the versions of you,” she said. “Even the one who’s hurting. Especially her.”

 

Rio finally looked at Violet. The baby was watching her too, eyebrows knit in that way she did when she was trying to understand something. “She always looks like she knows more than me,” Rio whispered, a tear slipping down her cheek.

 

“She probably does,” Agatha smiled softly. “She’s your daughter, after all.”

 

Rio gave a small, breathy laugh. Then, slowly, like she was reaching for something fragile and holy, she held out her arms. Agatha placed Violet into them with infinite care. And Rio cradled her like she was made of light. The baby let out a soft coo and tucked her face into Rio’s chest, immediately content. Rio closed her eyes.

 

Agatha didn’t say anything else. Just sat beside her on the edge of the couch, laundry in front of her, folding the distance back into closeness.

 

Agatha knew this pattern. She had memorized its every contour—the withdrawal, the sudden stillness in Rio’s body, the eyes that no longer reached the light, the forced smiles that cracked too easily at the edges. The hunger strike, quiet and unannounced. The way Rio began apologizing for her very breath. And worst of all, the silence that followed, suffocating and familiar.

 

It was the sound of Rio trying not to feel. It was regression. It was fear wearing its oldest face.

 

And Agatha hated it.

 

She folded a onesie slowly on the couch beside her, watching out of the corner of her eye as Rio sat curled up, Violet tucked gently into the crook of her arm. The baby had gone quiet again, nestling into her mother’s chest with all the trust in the world. Rio held her delicately, like she was afraid even her own embrace might somehow bruise. Her gaze was fixed somewhere far away, her eyes glassy and unblinking. Maybe blinking back the urge to cry. Or worse, she had passed the point of crying and was now simply vanishing.

 

It was the same haunted vacancy she carried when she still believed love had to be earned, or even endured.

 

A lump formed in Agatha’s throat. She hated seeing her like this. Hated that a single name had been enough to shake the fragile scaffolding Rio had so carefully built around her healing. And the worst was it wasn’t even Ethan’s fault. He was a child too when it all happened. Another casualty of the same poisoned roots. Not equipped with the tools he and Rio had needed to cope.

 

She didn’t blame Rio for spiraling. But God, it hurt to watch.

 

She should feel safe in her skin by now. In this home. In this life they’d built. She had carved it out of the wreckage with her own two hands—filled it with laughter, and books, and baby giggles, and music at two in the morning. It was hers. All of it. Hers.

 

And still, one ghost could unravel it all.

 

Agatha carried the last folded towel into the kitchen. She set the basket down and gripped the edge of the sink, hard, her knuckles white against the steel. Her reflection in the window over the sink stared back at her, drawn and tired and furious.

 

Furious that she couldn’t do more. Furious that she had to tread so gently now, when every cell in her body wanted to pull Rio into her arms and tell her she was home. That she was safe. That she wasn’t broken, or wrong, or dangerous, no matter what her trauma kept whispering in the quiet.

 

But she couldn’t. Not like that. Not yet.

 

Couldn’t crack Rio open just to make herself feel useful.

 

Instead, she had to wait on the threshold—ready but still. Present but patient.

 

How do I pull you back, she thought, without making you run further?

 


 

It was sometime in the afternoon when Rio finally came to her.

 

Agtaha was sitting at her desk, reviewing notes for a new lecture, the cursor blinking on an open document she hadn’t typed in for the last five minutes. She didn’t hear Rio approach at first—just the quiet padding of bare feet, then the long pause that made her look up.

 

Rio stood there, arms folded tightly across her chest, the sleeves of her hoodie pulled over her hands. Her posture was small, protective. But her chin was lifted slightly, a flicker of determination fighting its way through the fear.

 

“I want to call him,” she said, her voice steadier than Agatha expected. “Ethan. I need to.”

 

Agatha sat up straighter, closing her laptop. “Are you sure?”

 

“No. But… I think I need to do it anyway. I won’t be able to let it go if I don’t.”

 

Agatha let her eyes linger on her wife’s face for a moment. Rio looked tired. She had regressed a little, yes. Pulled inward. But there was something else too, beneath all that: the part of her that had always survived.

 

Agatha sighed softly. “Okay. But I want to be with you when you do.”

 

Rio nodded again, immediately this time. “Yeah. I was going to ask you to.”

 

Agatha reached out and gently wrapped her hand around Rio’s. It was cold. Still a little clammy.

 

“I just… I don’t want to be alone when I hear his voice,” Rio whispered, almost ashamed of the admission.

 

“You won’t be.”

 

Agatha’s thumb traced small, grounding circles against Rio’s knuckles, right over the warm band of her wedding ring. She pressed a kiss there, slow and lingering. “Let’s wait until Violet's fully down,” she murmured, not looking away. “Then we’ll do it. No rush.”

 

And Rio, as if moving on auto-pilot, nodded again. She didn’t need to speak for Agatha to know how loud it was inside her head.

 

By the time Violet was nestled in her crib, her tiny chest rising and falling in steady rhythm, deeply asleep, they moved quietly back to the couch. Agatha adjusted the monitor’s volume down slightly, just enough to keep it present but not intrusive. She knew Rio would need that weight—some small sign that life was still happening.

 

The phone was already on the coffee table, face down. Rio sat with her knees drawn up, reached for it with one hand with one hand, not tunring it over—like it might bite— Agatha’s hand in the other. She took a deep breath.

 

“Whenever you’re ready,” Agatha said, just above a whisper.

 

Rio gave a tiny nod. Her eyes flicked down to the phone, then away again. Her fingers trembled slightly, just enough for Agatha to feel it through their linked hands.

 

“I don’t even know what I’m going to say,” she admitted.

 

“You don’t have to know yet,” Agatha said gently. “You just have to start.”

 

Rio nodded again, slower this time. Her thumb grazed the edge of the phone like she was testing a blade.

 

They sat like that for another long minute, maybe more—shoulder to shoulder, hand in hand.

 

And then, finally, Rio flipped the phone over. The screen lit up.

 

And they sat in silence, bracing for the call.

 

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Notes:

Might keep on updating every few days because I didn't have time to write a lot lately so I'm a bit behind.

I swear fluff will come back.

Chapter 31: Echoes - Part III

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Rio sat cross-legged on the couch, her back pressed against the cushions like she neeeded the support just to stay upright. Her fingers fidgeted ceaselessly with the frayed hem of her sleeve, tugging and twisting the fabric until the threads threatened to come loose. She was quiet—but not in a peaceful way. Her stillness buzzed with tension, like a wire pulled too tight.

 

Agatha sat beside her. One steady hand rested on Rio’s knee, thumb stroking slow circles meant to remind her she wasn’t alone. Her presence was calm and grounded in a stillness that asked for nothing but offered everything. She reached for her own phone without a word. She unlocked the screen and scrolled to the note she’d saved the day before—the number Ethan had given her, still unnamed, still just digits. A landmine waiting to be stepped on.

 

She turned the screen toward Rio, then offered it to her gently, palm open. Rio took it. Her hands were cold. Agatha could feel the chill even after they let go.

 

She stared at the screen for a long moment, jaw locked. Then, she tapped the number in her own phone. Her finger hesitated just a beat over the “speaker” icon, then tapped that too. The sound of the call connecting filled the space between them. She placed the phone on the couch cushion like it was something dangerous. Her eyes didn’t leave the phone. Her breathing was uneven, but she was breathing.

 

Agatha didn’t look away from her. She didn’t need to look at the phone. Her hand never left Rio’s knee.

 

“Whatever happens,” Agatha murmured, her voice a low thread of certainty, “I’m right here.”

 

Rio nodded. The phone kept ringing.

 

It rang once more.

 

Then—“Hello?”

 

Ethan’s voice came through almost too quickly. Like he’d been carrying his phone in his hand all day, afraid to miss the call he didn’t expect would actually come. Rio’s breath hitched in her throat. When she spoke, her voice was steady but subdued. Guarded.

 

“Ethan. It’s Rio.”

 

There was a pause. Then a long, soft exhale on the other end of the line. “Wow,” he said quietly, his relief almost tangible. “I didn’t think you’d actually call.”

 

Rio didn’t respond at first. Her eyes stayed fixed on the floor. Beside her, Agatha slipped her fingers around Rio’s hand. Her thumb brushed slow arcs over Rio’s knuckles, the only movement in the room apart from the rhythmic crackle of the baby monitor.

 

Ethan’s voice came again, gentler now, more uncertain. “How… how are you?”

 

Rio’s reply was short, automatic. “Fine.”

 

“I mean, you sound good—I didn’t see you, obviously, but… you sound like you’re okay. You seem like you’re doing okay.”

 

“I am.”

 

It wasn’t a lie. But it wasn’t the whole truth, either. Agatha knew it.

 

Ethan hesitated. “That’s really good to hear. Honestly. I’ve wondered… for a long time. I didn’t know if I should reach out—”

 

Rio cut in gently, “You didn’t.”

 

“I know,” he said quickly. “I know. I didn’t know how. And I wasn’t sure if I even had the right. But when I heard where you were… I don’t know. I just—”

 

Rio’s mouth twisted slightly, not quite a frown, not quite a smile. “A lot’s changed.”

 

The words landed with quiet weight. Not an accusation, but not forgiving either. Her tone didn’t invite nostalgia. It pressed a boundary between now and then—a line Ethan clearly heard, because he went still for a beat on the other end. “Yeah,” he said finally, more subdued. “Yeah, I guess it would’ve. It’s been… what, fourteen years?”

 

“Fifteen.”

 

“Right.” A soft, self-conscious chuckle. “God. Time. I still can’t believe it. You’re a professor now?”

 

“I am.” Her voice stayed neutral. Factual.

 

“That’s… that’s kind of incredible, Rio. You always were the smart one. I just never imagined you standing in front of a classroom.”

 

Rio’s jaw tightenedjust a little. “I don’t think anyone imagined I’d make it this far.”

 

Ethan’s breath caught. “That’s not what I meant—”

 

“I know.” She cut him off, gently. Not cruel, but distant. “It’s just the truth.”

 

A silence settled over the line. Agatha’s thumb kept moving over Rio’s hand.

 

Ethan spoke again. “Can I ask why you called me back?”

 

Rio’s lips parted, then closed again. Her gaze drifted to the window, where the afternoon light was beginning to fade. “I’m not sure,” she admitted. “Closure, maybe, like you. Or… maybe I just wanted to see if I could hear your voice and not fall apart.”

 

Agatha looked at her then, but didn’t say anything.

 

Ethan was silent for a beat. “And… did you?”

 

“I didn’t fall apart,” Rio said. “Not yet, anyway.”

 

Another pause. 

 

“Okay,” Ethan finally said. “Then I’m glad I answered.”

 

Rio didn’t say she was glad she called. She wasn’t ready to give him that. But she didn’t hung up either. She didn’t fill the silence that followed. She let it sit—heavy and unresolved, like something they both deserved to feel for a while. Agatha’s fingers gave hers a subtle squeeze. But Rio didn’t look at her. Her gaze stayed fixed on the phone like it might vanish if she blinked. Her thumb brushed the edge of her sleeve, slow and absent.

 

Ethan cleared his throat, trying again, his voice laced with something that might’ve once been charm but had long since curdled into habit, a touch of awkward nostalgia in his tone. “You were… kind of a storm back then. You remember?”

 

The corners of Rio’s mouth didn’t move. Her face didn’t flinch. “I remember.”

 

Rio let the silence grow roots. She wasn’t going to rescue him from it. Not this time. Not when he’d spent years never once stepping into the silence she’d lived in.

 

Eventually, he spoke again, softer now. The old performative lilt in his voice was gone. “I’ve been in therapy.”

 

There was a faint rustle as Rio’s hand twitched in her lap.

 

“For a while now. A couple years, actually,” Ethan continued. “I started… trying to understand that time. What it did to us. What I did, too.”

 

Agatha didn’t speak, but Rio felt her stillness—how intentional it was. Holding space. Holding her.

 

“I’ve realized,” Ethan said, and his voice broke slightly, like the words had teeth, “I projected so much onto you. I made you into this—this storm, this wild, angry, out-of-control person in my head. And I think I was just scared. Of you, of myself. Of what was happening. And instead of saying that, instead of owning it… I made it about you. I told myself you were the problem. That you were dangerous. And I think—I think I needed to believe that. Because otherwise…”

 

He trailed off. Rio’s eyes were sharp now, though her face remained unreadable. Something in her chest twisted—not because she hadn’t known all of this, but because it had taken fifteen years  to remind him of her to say it out loud.

 

Ethan exhaled shakily. “I thought you hated me.”

 

Rio shook her head. “I didn’t,” she said. “I never hated you.”

 

The silence that followed was different. It wasn’t full of pain this time. It was just quiet. Agatha’s hand tightened around hers, the contact gentle but steady. Her thumb traced a circle again, the rhythm matching Rio’s breathing.

 

Ethan let out another breath, softer. “That means more than I thought it would.”

 

Rio didn’t answer. She wasn’t offering comfort.

 

Not now. Not yet.

 

Ethan let out a breath. “I think now… looking back, you were just angry all the time. About everything. And I didn’t get it. I didn’t try to get it. I just… listened to what people said. That you were dangerous. And I believed them because it was easier than asking why you were so angry in the first place.”

 

There was no malice in his tone—just the slow, painful realization of someone watching a younger version of themselves from a distance and wincing.

 

Rio’s voice came low and even, but there was a rawness threading through it. Breakable if pressed too hard. “I wasn’t angry,” she said. “I was scared. Like you were.”

 

Agatha turned her head, watching her wife with quiet, careful blue eyes. Her gaze was soft. Like she knew how much it cost to say that out loud.

 

Rio swallowed hard, her fingers tightening around the edge of her sleeve. “But I couldn’t afford to look scared. Not there. Not in that house. Not with people waiting for me to snap.”

 

There was silence on the other end of the line. A silence where someone realizes, a little too late, just how deeply they misunderstood something important. How easily children are misread when the adults around them are monsters or simply don't care.

 

“I’m sorry,” Ethan said eventually. “For being afraid of you. For not asking. For not seeing it.”

 

His words landed with a quiet finality, like they’d been waiting somewhere in him for years, buried under guilt and misunderstanding. Rio didn’t say anything right away. She didn’t soften. She just sat with it. Agatha’s shoulder brushed gently against hers, warm and steady. She leaned into Rio without pressing, the weight of her presence saying everything she didn’t need to speak aloud. You don’t owe him anything you’re not ready to give.

 

Rio’s eyes slipped shut for a breath, her voice barely audible. “I never wanted to hurt you,” she whispered, and it came not as a plea for absolution—but a quiet, exhausted fact.

 

There was a pause, then Ethan’s reply came, more certain this time. “I know. And you never did. I really do know that now.”

 

His voice didn’t shake. It wasn’t a line rehearsed to ease his own conscience—it was something real. Something he’d earned the right to say by not turning away when the truth got heavy. Rio's grip loosened slightly, just enough for Agatha to thread their fingers together.

 

And for the first time in that conversation, she breathed in a little deeper. Not healed. Not done. But not bracing for impact anymore.

 

There was a shift in Ethan’s tone when he spoke again—a telltale wobble beneath the surface, then the false brightness people reach for when the silence starts to feel like punishment. He reached for levity like a shield, unaware it would cut sharper than silence ever could.

 

“Remember when you broke that dad’s nose?” he said, with a weak chuckle. “Man, I was terrified of you after that. It was like you had grown ten sizes in ten seconds.”

 

It was a joke, or meant to be. Very clumsy. But it wasn’t funny. Not even close.

 

Rio flinched. Not visibly, not to anyone else. But Agatha noticed. She’d been watching her wife the entire time—hadn’t looked away once. She saw the way Rio’s shoulders went rigid, the way her jaw clenched a second before her hands curled into fists in her lap, fingers digging into the fabric of her own sleeves like she was trying to tether herself to the present.

 

Agatha inched closer, so subtly it didn’t feel like movement. Just presence. A silent vow to stand between Rio and any pain that might still find her, even through a phone line.

 

Rio didn’t respond immediately. When she did, her voice was low and sharp. Cold in a way that didn’t come from indifference, but restraint.

 

“He was hurting Ally,” she said. Each word was clipped. Precise. “I didn’t do it for fun.”

 

The silence that followed on Ethan’s end was heavier than any before it. Gone was the nervous chuckle, the attempt to break the tension. What remained was only shame. “I know,” he said at last, and his voice had changed again—quieter now, stripped of pretense. 

 

Rio stared at her lap, unblinking. Her breathing had gone shallow. Her knuckles were white. Her shoulders locked. It was like watching someone bleed without a wound. “All anyone ever saw,” she said, the words escaping before she could decide to keep them in, “was the girl who snapped. Nobody ever asked why. Not once.”

 

Her voice broke slightly on the last word. Not enough to draw attention. Just enough that Agatha felt it like a fracture in her own chest. She moved in gently, tenderly, as if approaching an open wound. Her hand slipped around Rio’s again, fingers weaving through hers with care. Then she leaned in, lips brushing against Rio’s temple, her voice a breath against her skin.

 

“You can stop,” she whispered. “You don’t owe him anything.”

 

Rio didn’t respond with words. She didn’t look at her, but she nodded. A small, reluctant nod—like a child admitting something too heavy to carry but not yet ready to set it down.

 

“I know,” she whispered.

 

But she didn’t hang up. The silence stretched again.

 

Then Ethan’s voice came through.  “I’m sorry,” he repeated. “I’m sorry I didn’t see it then,” he continued. “I was scared of you when I should’ve stood with you. I let other people tell me who you were, and I believed them because it meant I didn’t have to look closer. You didn’t deserve to carry all that alone. I’m… God, Rio, I’m so sorry.”

 

The words hit harder than she expected. Like a dam cracking. A lump rose in her throat before she could stop it. “You should’ve said that then.”

 

“I know,” Ethan replied. And this time, he sounded like someone carrying the weight of his own cowardice. “I didn’t know how. I didn’t understand what you were carrying. But I’m trying to now. I am.” There was a pause. “We were a good team, Rio, even before we were placed together. You protected us when I couldn’t. I didn’t realize that’s what you were doing, but I do now. I want to thank you… for that. For being stronger than I was.”

 

Rio closed her eyes. Her chest rose and fell, unsteady. Tears didn’t come, but her grip on Agatha’s hand tightened. She didn’t speak. But in the silence, something old and rotted shifted in her chest. Not gone. Not forgiven. But seen. Finally.

 

She had really cared for Ethan once. That much was true. There had been a time, long before the breaking and the blame, when he’d felt almost like a brother—someone who understood the language of survival in that house, who laughed at the same things and flinched at the same footsteps. It hadn’t all been fear. Not every memory was sharp. Some were soft. Some were warm. Some—rare as they were—had even felt like safety. Or at least, the closest approximation they could find in a place like that.

 

“I missed you,” she said at last, her voice barely a whisper. It cracked, but she didn’t take it back.

 

There was a pause. Then, softly—gently— “I missed you too,” Ethan said. “Still do. I still think about you, sometimes. Like—do you remember the time you climbed onto the roof to steal the neighbor’s WiFi?”

 

Rio blinked, surprised. And then, despite herself, a quiet laugh escaped her. “Oh my god,” she muttered, shaking her head. “We were desperate. We just wanted to stream that dumb horror movie, and the house WiFi was locked down with some parental filter nightmare.”

 

“Right? And you were like, ‘We’re not living like this,’ and next thing I know, you’re halfway up the drainpipe in your socks. I was so scare you’d fall off… ”

 

“I did fall off,” Rio said, grinning now, her eyes shining just a little. “I landed in the bushes. Had this massive bruise on my hip for weeks.”

 

“You were limping for days and still insisted it was worth it,” Ethan said, laughing. “You said, and I quote, ‘Art requires sacrifice.’”

 

Rio laughed again, louder this time, and covered her mouth. “God. I was so dramatic.”

 

That made Agatha chuckle softly next to her, doubting the past tense of the statement.

 

“You were chaos in human form,” he shot back, fondness threading through the words. "I loved that about you."

 

She smirked. “Controlled chaos,” she corrected. “With emphasis on ‘controlled.’”

 

They chuckled together, and for a fleeting moment, time folded on itself. The years of distance, the pain, the unspoken truths—all of it receded. For just a heartbeat, they were fifteen again: two kids in a too-small room, curled up on threadbare blankets, sharing off-brand candy and talking too loud after lights out. Whispering about dreams bigger than their bruised bodies. Pretending they weren’t scared. Pretending they could get out.

 

Rio’s laughter faded slowly, gently, into something quieter. She stared down at her lap, at the way her fingers still rested inside Agatha’s. Her wife hadn’t said a word during the entire exchange—hadn’t needed to. Her touch alone had spoken volumes. A soft pressure of support. A silent promise of safety.

 

Agatha hadn’t let go. Not once. And Rio was grateful—for this moment, for the good memories, for Ethan’s words. And for Agatha, who stayed even when it got hard.

 

“I’m glad we can talk now,” she said quietly.

 

“Me too,” Ethan replied, his voice still thick with something tender. “You sound… different. Not in a bad way. Just… steadier. Like you found a place to land.”

 

Rio looked at Agatha, and a small smile tugged at her lips. “I did.”

 

Ethan’s voice softened again, cautious, like he didn’t want to break the fragile stillness between them. “You were placed with Miss Calderu after you left, right? The one who kept asking for you?”

 

Rio’s eyebrows rose, surprised. “You remember her?”

 

“Yeah,” he said, without hesitation. “Of course I do. She came by the house a few times, before they moved you. She’d talk to the social worker in the driveway. I didn’t know who she was at first—just this woman in a long coat who always looked like she was about to fight and throw hands but trying not to. Then one day I heard her ask if you were okay.” He paused. “I always hoped you got out. That she found you. That you found someone who… saw you. Really saw you.”

 

Rio hadn’t expected that. Not the memory. Not the warmth behind his voice. “She did,” she said after a second. “Lilia. That was her name. Still is. She… she’s my mom now. She adopted me a year later.”

 

Ethan was quiet for a second, like the words were hitting somewhere deep. When he finally spoke, his voice had gone thick. “God, Rio. That makes me so happy. You have no idea. You deserved that. You always did.”

 

Rio glanced down, her thumb brushing the edge of her thigh. “She was the first person who ever looked at me and didn’t flinch. Everyone else always… scanned for damage. Or avoided my eyes. But she didn’t. She saw all of it. And she didn’t run.” She blinked hard. “She kept calling the agency. Even when I didn’t talk, even when I was suspended from school, even when I wouldn’t unpack my bags for three weeks. She kept asking for updates. She waited for me. She chose me.”

 

“I remember,” Ethan murmured. “I think some part of me held onto that. Even after you left. That maybe you ended up somewhere good. That someone finally picked you because they wanted to.”

 

Rio smiled faintly. Her chest tightened, but it wasn’t the kind of tight that broke things. It was the kind that reminded her she was still here. “She did,” she whispered. “She wanted me. Not any child. Me.

 

Ethan let out a breath. “You have no idea how glad I am to hear that,” he said again, quieter now. “You were always so good, Rio. Even when the world made you hard.”

 

“Thanks,” Rio said finally, her voice low but sure.

 

And she meant it. Not just for Ethan’s words, but for the fact that they could be here, talking like this at all. There had been so much pain—more than she could put words to. Years of it. But something was shifting now, small and quiet, like a splinter working its way free. Something that hadn’t healed but had started to. Like a bruise losing its deepest purple. Still tender, still sore—but no longer consuming.

 

Ethan had been part of that old life. And for better or worse, he had mattered. He had been a witness to who she was, once. Who she tried to be. And maybe he always would matter, in some quiet, formative way.

 

Rio rested her head gently on Agatha’s shoulder, eyes glassy but calm. “I’m okay now,” she said aloud, almost to herself.

 

There was a short lull in the conversation, and then Ethan spoke up, his voice gentle. “Do you think… we could keep in touch?”

 

Rio stilled. The question caught her off guard. Not because she hadn’t thought about it, but because hearing it aloud made it real. Tangible. Like a door cracked open to a room she wasn’t sure she was ready to walk back into. Without thinking, her eyes flicked toward Agatha—an instinct more than a decision or permission. There was something quietly searching in the glance, like a question suspended in air: Is it okay? Is it safe? Can I do this?

 

Agatha met her gaze with the softest smile. No words, just warmth. There was no pressure in it, no expectation. Just love. Just trust. Whatever you need, my love. The cards are in your hands now. I‘ll be here.

 

Rio breathed in slowly and nodded. Then she turned her attention back to the phone. “I’d like that,” she said. “I think… I’d like you to meet my family. My wife.”

 

There was a pause on the other end. When Ethan spoke again, his voice was caught somewhere between disbelief and wonder. “You’re married?”

 

Rio’s lips curved upward. She brushed the tear from her cheek with the back of her hand. “Yeah,” she murmured. “I am. You met her yesterday.”

 

Another pause. Then a breathy, almost disbelieving laugh. “Wait—the woman in the office? That’s your wife?”

 

Rio chuckled softly. “That’s her.”

 

Ethan let out a slow, audible exhale, like something inside him was finally letting go. When he spoke again, his voice was rough with feeling. “God, Rio. That’s… that makes so much sense. That’s why she looked so—” he stopped, searching, then continued, “—so fiercely protective. She didn’t say much, but… I could feel it. She’d burn the world down for you.”

 

Rio turned toward Agatha, her heart swelling, eyes still a little wet. Agatha, always poised, always composed, gave her a soft smile—no smugness, no pride. Just quiet, grounding love. She leaned over and kissed the band of gold on Rio’s ring finger like it was something sacred.

 

“She’s perfect,” Rio said simply, brightly, like the sun breaking through overcast skies. “For me.”

 

Agatha squeezed her hand, and Rio held onto her like a tether to the present.

 

“I’m so glad you’re happy,” Ethan said, his voice softer now, fragile in a way that sounded like awe.

 

Rio blinked fast. Her throat closed around the words for a moment before she forced them out, voice trembling but clear. “I am. I didn’t think I’d ever be. Not really. But… I am.”

 

Ethan continued. “I’m really happy for you. You built something. After everything… you built something.”

 

Rio swallowed, then hesitated. A glimmer of vulnerability passed through her. “We have two kids,” she added, the words slipping out like a confession, fragile and precious.

 

Ethan was quiet, clearly moved. “Two?” He laughed lightly, the sound shaky with emotion. “You’re a mom?”

 

Rio laughed too, the sound airy and disbelieving, like she still didn’t quite believe it herself sometimes. “Yeah,” she said, voice catching. “I’m a mom.”

 

And then the tears came like a quiet overflow. One slipped down her cheek, then another. Agatha’s hand found hers again without a word, squeezing gently.

 

“Our son’s seven,” Rio went on, voice soft and full. “His name’s Nicky. And our daughter, Violet, she’s still a baby. They’re… they’re everything.”

 

Agatha reached out to brush a tear away, smiling gently.

 

“I still don’t know how it happened,” Rio whispered, her voice breaking on the edge of wonder. “Somehow, I went from stealing internet with you on the roof to singing lullabies and packing school lunches.”

 

Ethan gave a soft, choked laugh. “it doesn't surprise me one bit.”

 

Rio smiled through her tears. “They’re everything to me. My whole world.”

 

Ethan didn’t speak for a long moment. And then, “You did it, Rio. You really did it. You made it out. You didn’t just get away.”

 

Rio looked at Agatha again, who leaned over just enough to brush her lips against Rio’s hair. And in that moment, with her hand in Agatha’s and Ethan’s voice in her ear, Rio felt something settle inside her. Not closure, maybe—but a kind of peace. “I’m trying,” she said. “Every day.”

 

And this time, she didn’t have to whisper it to believe it. And it felt good. It felt right. Sitting here on the couch with her wife next to her, their baby sleeping in the next room and their son likely laughing with friends at school.

 

And on the other end of the line, Ethan. A voice from a life she had clawed her way out of. The only person from that chapter—those bruised and brittle pages—who might ever fully understand what it meant to have made it out. To have crossed the unspoken threshold between “what was done to us” and “what we chose next.”

 

It didn’t fix everything. It didn’t erase the pain. But it filled something inside her. Something hollowed out long ago by years of silence and waiting and being unseen. For the first time, it felt like someone had reached into that quiet space and said: I remember, too.

 

She thought about Ethan—the boy he’d been, the boy she remembered. He hadn’t been perfect. He’d been hesitant when she was loud, nervous when she was furious. He had flinched when she stood up, and stayed quiet when she screamed.

 

But they’d been children.

 

They’d been children in a world that didn’t make room for them. That punished noise and rewarded obedience. That told them it was safer to disappear than to be real.

 

And now, with years between them, Rio could see the truth more clearly than she ever could back then: it hadn’t been his fault. He had been scared. Just like she had. They had both been trying to survive, each in their own way. And somehow, against every odd, they had.

 

That mattered.

 

They made soft plans to meet up—nothing carved in stone, nothing too heavy. Just the idea of it. A maybe. A someday. A promise that didn’t need to be spoken too loudly, in case it broke.

 

When the call ended, Rio lowered the phone carefully onto the couch beside her, as if even that small action deserved tenderness. And then… she just sat there.

 

The hum of the house moved around her—Violet’s faint breathing through the baby monitor, the soft ticking of the clock on the wall, Agatha’s quiet, knowing presence beside her. No questions. No interruptions. Just presence. Rio folded her hands in her lap and stared out at the soft light spilling across the living room floor. And inside her chest, that once-hollow space—the one that had echoed with the ache of being forgotten, being small, being afraid—felt just a little more full.

 

She turned her head, and Agatha was already looking at her. Not asking anything. Just seeing her, the way she always did. “I’m okay,” Rio said quietly. “Actually… I think I’m more than okay.”

 

Agatha smiled softly, brushing a thumb across her knuckles. “I know.”

 

Then, wordlessly, Rio shifted. She crawled over and settled on Agatha’s lap, curling into her like she used to when the world got too loud. Agatha welcomed her immediately, arms wrapping around her with protective ease, folding Rio into her chest and tucking her under her chin. She pressed her lips to Rio’s hair.

 

“You were so brave, my love,” she murmured.

 

Rio didn’t say anything for a few seconds. Her fingers gripped the fabric of Agatha’s shirt lightly, as if afraid to tear it with the weight of the memories she was holding onto. When she finally found her voice, it was thin and hesitant. Like she wasn’t quite sure if the question was allowed. “Would you be okay with meeting him?” she asked, her voice almost childlike.

 

Agatha didn’t even hesitate. “Of course,” she said, brushing her hand down Rio’s back. “Whatever you want. On your terms.”

 

Rio pulled back slightly, just enough to look at her wife’s face. “He used to be everything I had,” she admitted softly. “We were best friends. We met when we were seven in a group home, but only got placed together at fifteen. We got moved around together more times than I can count. Sometimes I think the only reason I survived was because I knew he was there.”

 

Agatha held her gaze, listening.

 

“Then after I punched that guy,” Rio continued, her voice thinning around the memory, “they separated us. I got sent to that awful place and then to Lilia and… I never saw him again.”

 

The weight of it hung in the air. Years of silence, of not knowing, of trying not to remember too much because remembering hurt. She blinked rapidly, trying to hold herself steady, but her voice wavered. “I used to dream about finding him. About going back. I think part of me stopped hoping after a while. And now—he’s here. Like some strange thread never got cut after all.”

 

Agatha touched her cheek, gently. “And now he’s here again,” she said. “You’re allowed to let that mean something. To miss him. To let him back in, if you want.”

 

Rio nodded, pressing her forehead against Agatha’s collarbone. “He was family.”

 

Agatha wrapped her arms tighter around her. “You can have more than one,” she whispered. “Family isn’t a single door you close behind you. It’s a house you keep building, room by room. And the family you chose—me, Nicky, Violet—we’re part of it. Not instead of. Alongside.You don’t have to choose between past and present.”

 

Rio clung to her wife then, fiercely, wordlessly. And Agatha held her tighter, sheltering her like a harbor in the storm she’d carried for far too long.

 


 

Later that afternoon, Agatha helped Rio into her jacket before slipping on her own. Violet was snoozing peacefully against her chest, tucked snug in the sling, her tiny fist peeking out near Agatha’s heart, rising and falling with each of her mother’s breaths.

 

They stepped outside together, and the air greeted them with that stubborn spring chill—sharp enough to raise goosebumps, not cold enough for real protest. A warm cold that crept in under sleeves and made Rio instinctively curl her fingers into her cuffs, shoulders drawn up tight like the armor she didn’t realize she was still wearing.

 

She didn’t talk much on the drive to the schoool. She sat in the passengerseat with her head tilted toward the window, eyes distant. That faraway look had returned, the one Agatha had grown to recognize in a single glance. The one that said I’m here, but I’m not all the way here.

 

Agatha didn’t interrupt. She just reached over and rested her hand lightly over Rio’s, thumb brushing back and forth. Here. Now. With me.

 

By the time they pulled up in front of the school, the sun was hanging lower over the rooftops. Kids burst out the double doors in noisy waves—some shouting, some dragging art projects, some already halfway to the playground.

 

And then there their son was. Hair wild as ever, curls bouncing with every step, his little body charging forward like a comet with legs. His backpack swung crookedly over one arm, one of his shoelaces already untied, face searching the sea of cars lining up.

 

“There he is,” Agatha said quietly, gently nudging Rio with her shoulder. Her voice held that blend of humor and softness she always used when she spoke about their son—like he was a miracle wrapped in mischief.

 

Rio leaned forward slightly, her eyes fixed on him, and for the first time that afternoon, something flickered across her face—something alive. A soft, raw tenderness. Still tired, still frayed at the edges, but more anchored now. More present.

 

She took a breath, steadying herself. In. Out.

 

“Okay,” she murmured, mostly to herself. Then again, a little stronger. “Okay.”

 

She was still healing. Still carrying the weight of old ghosts. But in that moment, watching her son’s face full of the joy of a good day at school, she didn’t feel hollow. She felt like a mother. A wife. A woman coming back to herself, piece by piece.

 

Nicky spotted them instantly, his face lighting up like a burst of sunshine. With a delighted shout of, “Mama! Mom!” he broke into a full sprint, laughter bubbling from his lips as he collided happily into Agatha’s free side. Her arms opened wide to catch him with ease, pulling him close in a hug. Nicky glanced up, his curious eyes catching sight of Violet nestled snug against Agatha’s chest.

 

“Vivi came too?”

 

“She did,” Agatha said softly, a smile playing at her lips. “She wouldn’t miss it for the world.”

 

Nicky giggled, delighted. Then, turning, his eyes found Rio’s. His smile grew a little softer, more searching, as if he was trying to read the undercurrents in her stillness. “Hi, Mommy.”

 

Rio knelt down to meet him eye-to-eye, forcing a wide, warm smile that she didn’t quite feel steady inside but needed him to see anyway. “Hey, bud,” she whispered, voice gentle.

 

Without hesitation, Nicky leaned in, wrapping his small arms around her neck. Rio returned the hug with all the love and need she carried inside, burying her face into his shoulder. She breathed in deeply—his warmth, the familiar scent of childhood and innocence—a tether to the earth she feared slipping from beneath her.

 

When they pulled apart, Nicky’s hand found hers without thinking, fingers curling naturally around her trembling grip. He didn’t say a word about it, but he held on just a little tighter, steadying both of them in silent understanding.

 

“Did you have fun at school today?” Rio asked, her voice soft, trying to infuse it with genuine interest.

 

“Yeah!” Nicky’s eyes sparkled with enthusiasm. “Leo fell off the monkey bars, but he was okay! And I helped Billy build a spaceship out of Legos during free time.”

 

“That’s great,” Rio said, voice just a shade too flat, her effort to match his energy evident but not quite masking the fatigue beneath.

 

Nicky didn’t mention it, but Agatha caught the quick glance he shot toward Rio’s face, the way his eyes lingered just a moment longer—like he was searching for something, checking for a sign, trying to understand a feeling he couldn’t name yet. Still, Nicky chattered away on their walk to the car, his words tumbling out in a bright stream: the details of snack time, how Jasmin whispered a bad word under her breath, the great escape of the class guinea pig again that day. 

 

But when they got into the car, Nicky leaned over from his booster seat and reached for her again. Rio blinked, surprised.

 

“I just want to hold your hand a little longer,” he said simply.

 

She turned in her seat, heart swelling and aching all at once. “Okay,” she whispered, threading her fingers through his again.

 

Agatha started the car. The baby slept. Nicky talked. And Rio sat there in silence, holding her son’s hand like it was the only thing keeping her upright.

 

And maybe, in some way, it was.

 

By the time they got home, Agatha had seen enough. The phone call with Ethan had gone better than she could have hoped—Rio had reconnected with someone important, someone from her past who had once felt like family. But it had also cracked something open in her. Agatha saw it in the way Rio went quiet, how her smile was more of a practiced shape than a real feeling. She was folding in on herself again, floating just a little outside her own body.

 

Agatha watched her move through the kitchen, tidying things that didn’t need tidying, hands slightly shaking. She gently took Violet from her arms and quietly told her to sit down. Rio blinked, as if she hadn’t realized she was not holding the baby anymore.

 

Then, without another word, Agatha stepped into the hallway and pulled out her phone.

 

It rang once. Twice. Then—

 

“Agatha?” Lilia’s warm voice came through. “Everything alright?”

 

Agatha exhaled, lowering her voice. “Hi Lilia. Sorry to call like that. It’s Rio. She’s… she’s not doing great. She reconnected with someone from before today. Ethan, i think you know about him. »

 

Lilia paused on the other side. "Yeah, Rio told me about him once. They liked each other."

 

Agatha nodded, though Lilia couldn’t see it. “The call went well—better than I expected, I think it was really good for her. But it also opened up something old. She's trying so hard to stay strong right now, especially for the kids. But I can see it in her. She’s slipping, Lilia. Quietly sinking.”

 

No hesitation followed her confession.

 

“I’ll be there in twenty minutes.”

 

And she was. Lilia arrived like a quiet storm, her arms full. She had a thermos of soup—Rio’s favorite—and a little paper bag of warm bread, and something wrapped in foil that smelled like honey and cinnamon. She didn’t say much at the door—Lilia never wasted words when her daughter needed her. She looked into Agatha’s eyes, and there was something fierce and gentle in her gaze. I know what this is. You did right to call me. 

 

Agatha met her gaze one last time before gathering both children and guiding them upstairs. “Grandma’s here for Mom this time,” she whispered to Nicky. “Let’s give Mommy a little space, okay?”

 

“Okay,” Nicky nodded solemnly. “Grandma always helps.”

 

Downstairs, Lilia found Rio sitting at the kitchen table, staring blankly at her untouched tea. She looked up slowly at the sound of footsteps, and for a second her composure cracked, just for a second. Her shoulders dropped, her breath hitched.

 

It was all Lila needed to see. The matriarch didn’t say anything at first. She just placed the food down, then pulled up a chair and took Rio’s hands in hers. She didn’t flinch when she saw how cold they were. “I brought you something warm,” she said gently, opening the thermos and pouring the soup into a bowl. “I had a feeling you hadn’t eaten.”

 

Rio shook her head, ashamed. “I wasn’t hungry.”

 

“I know,” Lilia said, stirring the soup slowly. “But we can fix that.”

 

She placed the bowl in front of her and gently ran her hand through Rio’s hair, untangling a few strands from behind her ear. Then she moved behind Rio, took a brush from her bag—of course she’d brought one—and began brushing it carefuly, like she had so many times before, when Rio was barely more than a kid and shaking with panic in her room.

 

“You don’t have to fight right now,” Lilia whispered. “Let me hold you. Like I did when you first came to me.”

 

Rio’s jaw trembled. “It was just a call. It was good. He was kind. But…”

 

“I know, sweet girl. Sometimes the good things still hurt. Sometimes remembering love is as heavy as remembering pain.”

 

Rio nodded, and let her tears fall. Silent, hot streaks down her cheeks. She didn’t wipe them away. She let Lilia brush her hair, feed her soup, hold her.

 

She was a woman now. A mother. A wife. But right now—just for this moment—she needed to be someone’s daughter again.

 

Upstairs, Agatha rocked Violet gently near the window in Nicky’s room, the boy curled up beside her with a book. She glanced through the window, into their garden, watching the toys still scattered on their lawn.

 

“She’s safe,” she whispered, more to herself than anyone.

 

And downstairs, in the quiet, Rio let someone else carry her for a little while.

 


 

Downstairs, Rio lay curled in Lilia’s lap like a child, her body small again, folded into the woman who had once fought to bring her home. Her face was pressed against Lilia’s shoulder, and she cried in soft, broken sobs—sobs that didn’t just carry pain, but release, too. Hope, even. Sobs that could only come where there was someone who knew how to hold your hurt was there to gather the pieces with both hands.

 

Up the stairs, unnoticed at first, a small figure sat on the second step from the top, knees pulled up to his chest, Blue Dragon tucked tight in his arms. Nicky watched in silence, his big blue eyes wide and solemn as they followed the scene unfolding in the living room below.

 

Agatha had been tidying the kids’ toys nearby when she spotted him, perched there like a little guardian. She walked quietly over and sat down beside him on the same step. For a few moments, neither of them spoke. Then Nicky leaned into her side, and Agatha wrapped an arm around his small frame.

 

“Grandma made Mom’s heart stop hurting,” he said eventually. He didn’t look up at Agatha—his eyes were still fixed on the couch below, where his mother remained cradled in his grandmother’s arms, gently rocking back and forth.

 

Agatha pressed a kiss to his hair. “She did, baby. She’s good at that. Just like your mom is good at making your heart feel better when it’s hurting.”

 

“Is Mom okay now?” he asked, turning just slightly toward her, eyes wide with childish worry.

 

“She will be. Mom is very strong, my love. Sometimes she cries because she feels a lot—more than most people. But that’s not a bad thing. It just means she loves deeply, and remembers deeply, too. And when it gets too heavy, we help her carry it. That’s what family does.”

 

Nicky was quiet for a moment, chewing on her words like they were pieces of a puzzle he wanted to get just right. “But Mom always smiles for me,” he said, almost confused now. “Even today. When she came to get me from school, she smiled. But it didn’t feel like all-the-way smiling.”

 

Agatha gave him a small, sad smile. “That’s because grown-ups sometimes wear their brave faces even when they’re hurting. Not to lie—but to keep things light for the people they love. She smiled because she loves you so, so much. But when she’s with Grandma, she knows she doesn’t have to be brave.”

 

Nicky took that in. His grip on Blue Dragon tightened. He was quiet again. “Can I help her feel better?” he asked at last.

 

“You already do,” Agatha whispered, pulling him just a little closer. “More than you know.”

 

Nicky was quiet, thoughtful, his brows furrowed in that particular way that made him look so much like Rio. He held Blue Dragon even tighter against his chest, the frayed fabric of its tail wrapped around his fingers to confort gim. After a long quiet, he tilted his head slightly and whispered, “But what happened to make her cry?” His voice got stronger, filled with a fierce seven-year-old’s protectiveness. “Can I fight them?”

 

Agatha let out a soft, surprised laugh, touched with affection. “No, baby,” she said, brushing a hand gently through his curls. “There’s no one to fight this time. No bad guys. Mom heard from someone she used to know, someone from when she was very young. It made her heart feel a lot of things all at once.”

 

Nicky frowned, confused but listening intently. “A someone from when she was little like me?”

 

“A little older maybe, but yes,” Agtha replied. “Before she came here, before me, before Grandma Lilia, even. Back then, there weren’t many people who made her feel happy. But this boy… he tried. He was her friend.”

 

Nicky’s frown softened a little. He adjusted Blue Dragon in his arms and looked down toward the living room again, where Rio’s outline was barely visible. She was still nestled in Lilia’s lap, her body curled in tightly like she’d folded in on herself, but her sobs had quieted into slow, shaky breaths. Lilia rocked her gently, whispering words only a mother could say.

 

“Is he a nice person?” Nicky asked after a beat, his voice quieter now, less warrior, more wonder. “The one who made her cry?”

 

Agatha considered that for a moment. “Yes,” she said finally. "I think he’s a good person. He used to be your mom’s best friend a long, long time ago. They were in the same place together for a while—moving around, trying to stay safe. They were like their own tiny family before she found us.”

 

Nicky’s eyes grew. “Before Auntie Alice and Auntie Jen?”

 

Agatha smiled, nodding. “Yes, sweetheart. Way before them.”

 

Nicky digested this in silence, lips pursed, Blue Dragon resting on his lap. “Can I meet him, then? If he was her best friend, maybe he can be my friend too.”

 

Agatha followed his gaze to the couch below, where Rio was still cradled in Lilia’s arms, the worst of her sobs now softened into quiet trembles. She was out of earshot. Agatha reached over and smoothed Nicky’s curls with her hand.

 

“Yes, darling,” she said softly, “I think you will meet him someday.” And then, “When Mom is ready, we’ll all meet him together.”

 

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Chapter 32: Parks and Recreation - Part I

Notes:

No more angst for now. Back to fluff.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The sun was high in the park where the grass was very green and the air getting warmer and warmer. It was a Saturday that felt slightly unreal—too idyllic, too perfect—as if some god somewhere had paused the chaos of the world just long enough to let a group of university students exhale.

 

They were a tangle of limbs and half-empty iced coffees on the slope of the hill overlooking the duck pond, six lives folded loosely into a blanket of laughter and shared exhaustion. The grass beneath their backs was cool and damp in places, but no one minded. Their sweaters made makeshift pillows; someone had brought a tote bag full of oranges and left it half-forgotten by the blanket’s edge. The week had been brutal. Endless readings, last-minute essays, a pop quiz in Dr. Harkness’ seminar that Emma still insisted had been targeted, cruel and illegal. Their brains were soup. But now, with no lectures until Monday, their minds felt light and feral again, like dogs let off the leash.

 

Nina was sprawled across Josh’s lap, lazily flicking bits of grass at him, while he grinned like a man who had accidentally won the universe’s affection and was still too stunned to say anything about it. Every so often, she’d lean up and kiss him, just a quick brush of lips like punctuation to the joke he’d just made, or a reward for existing in her orbit.

 

“I swear to God,” Sophia muttered, fanning herself with her copy of The Prince, which was more dog-eared than dignified, “if you two start undressing each other in front of me, I’m calling campus security.”

 

She wore her usual armor of sarcasm and caffeine, sunglasses perched haphazardly in her long hair like she’d fought the sun and lost. There was a half-eaten croissant on a napkin beside her, forgotten since she started leafing through Machiavelli like she was building a legal case against him personally.

 

“Oh please,” Nina smirked, not looking up from Josh’s curls as she threaded her fingers through them. “You love love. You’re just mad no one wants to be the Damon to your Elena.”

 

Sophia groaned. “Jesus Christ, can you please pick one vampire franchise and stick to it? I beg you.”

 

“You’re mixing up your vampire metaphors again,” Emma mumbled from where she lay on her stomach, half-doodling, half-note-taking in the margin of her battered notebook. She was chewing absently on the end of a pen cap, already stained with blue ink from some earlier mishap. “Also, Elena is not even a good character.”

 

“The actress has my name!” Nina shot back.

 

“Exactly,” Emma replied, flipping a page without looking up.

 

Josh wheezed a laugh, nearly choking on a sip of iced coffee. Nina kikced him lightly. “You’re on my side, remember?”

 

He held up both hands in surrender. “I’m on whatever side keeps me from being set on fire in public.”

 

Max, who had been lying on his back with his cap pulled over his eyes, raised one hand in the air. “If anyone’s gonna spontaneously combust, it’s gonna be Liam. You all saw him eat that gas station sushi last night.”

 

“I’m fine,” came Liam’s muffled voice from under the corner of the blanket. “I’m just choosing not to move so my organs stay in place.”

 

“See?” Max said, satisfied. “That’s not the voice of a healthy man.”

 

A beat of silence, then Liam burst out laughing from his place on the grass, cackling from where he lay stretched out on the grass. He clutched his stomach, not in pain now but in amusement, already reaching blindly for the bag of chips crinkling against his side, his earlier complaints about digestive doom apparently forgotten. “Only this group,” he gasped between wheezes, “could take a perfect sunny day and derail it into a Twilight versus Vampire Diaries debate.”

 

“No one said aynthing about Twilight,” Sophia shot back. “Not even Nina, and that’s saying something. Also, I’m weirdly impressed-slash-concerned that you know both of them.”

 

“I didn’t say I watched them. I absorbed it through osmosis. Internet culture. The price of existing.”

 

“You just said you were thinking about Twilight,” Emma pointed out without looking up from her notebook.

 

“I was,” Liam admitted proudly, completely unrepentant. “It’s a park day. Twilight is a park day movie. Sparkles. Sad white girls. Pine trees. Feels relevant.”

 

Josh groaned from where he sat propped on his elbows, then collapsed backward in agony, dragging Nina down with him. “I’m begging you all to stop talking about sparkly vampires while I’m trying to get to second base.”

 

“You’re not even at first base,” Nina lied into his shoulder, but she stayed where she landed, her head tucked against him, content.

 

Emma sighed. “I am writing poetry over here,” she announced, snapping her notebook shut with one hand and shielding it with the other like someone might steal her secrets. “Real, emotionally devastating, potentially award-winning poetry. And you heathens are ruining my process.”

 

“Poetry about us?” Liam asked, chip halfway to his mouth.

 

Emma gave him a withering look. “No.”

 

“Poetry about me?” he pressed, undeterred, his grin stretching wider. “It’s okay, you can say it. I inspire a lot of feelings. Mostly rage.”

 

Emma didn’t dignify him with an answer, but her ears betrayed her, turning pink at the tips, and Liam’s face lit up like Christmas had come early. He leaned back on his elbows, entirely smug, eyes closed like he could retire now, mission accomplished. “That’s a yes. Definitely a yes.”

 

Sophia groaned and tossed a blade of grass at him. “You are so annoying.”

 

“And yet, here I am. Invited. Beloved. Possibly immortal.”

 

“Delusional,” Max muttered from where he was trying to take a nap beside him, using his hoodie as a pillow.

 

“Semantics,” Liam replied.

 

They were sprawled like overgrown housecats across the hill, too content, too full of iced drinks and shared jokes to care. Insects buzzed lazily overhead, drunk on pollen and sunshine. Somewhere nearby, the scent of barbecue curled through the breeze, a toddler’s high-pitched laugh carried from the swings, while a golden retriever tore across the open field after a tennis ball, barking like it had just discovered the meaning of life.

 

It was stupid how happy they felt. They were twenty. Stressed out. Chronically sleep-deprived. Flat broke. Running on caffeine, sarcasm, and a diet that would make any nutritionist weep. Their laundry was never done, their deadlines never met, and most of them hadn’t eaten a real vegetable in days. But right now, none of that mattered.

 

Josh eventually sat up and reached for Nina’s half-melted iced matcha, took a sip without asking, and grimaced like he had swallowed pond water. “Why does this taste like earthworms and soap?” he demanded, wiping his mouth on the sleeve of his hoodie.

 

“Because you’re uncultured,” Nina said sweetly, snatching it back with a prim little smile.

 

“Because it’s literally matcha,” Sophia chimed in, not looking up from her book. “It tastes like plants. That’s the point.”

 

“You people need to learn joy,” Josh muttered, flopping back down in defeat.

 

Liam, unbothered, was currently balancing a chip on the bridge of his nose and crossing his eyes to stare at it. “Emma, write a poem about this,” he said solemnly. “A tragic clown in his prime. The world needs to know.”

 

“I’d rather die,” Emma replied flatly, pen never pausing on the page.

 

“Whoa,” Josh said, lifting his head just enough to look at her. “Emma, you okay? That was almost… mean. Like, savagely mean.”

 

“She’s been hanging out with Vidal too long,” Sophia said dryly, finally looking up over her sunglasses. “It’s rubbing off. She’s catching the sharp.”

 

Emma didn’t answer, but the corners of her mouth twitched. Nina grinned. “You’re getting funnier, Em. I like this arc for you. It’s giving ‘chaotic girl turned assassin after a semester abroad.’”

 

“It’s giving ‘nobody is safe,’” Liam added, the chip sliding off his face and into his hoodie.

 

Max, who had been mostly silent, eyes half-closed behind his own sunglasses, murmured, “It’s giving delusional theater kid energy.”

 

“Thank you,” Emma said calmly, scribbling something down in her notebook.

 

“Was that a compliment?” Josh asked.

 

“I think it was an assassination,” Liam replied. “I’m honored.”

 

“Speaking of Vidal,” Max said, suddenly alert. “Did I tell you guys hear that Dr Vidal teaches my baby sister’s ballet class?”

 

All of them turned toward him at once with a speed and intensity normally reserved for fire alarms or exam leaks.

 

“What?” Nina blinked, incredulous. “You mean seven-year-old Sophie gets to see Vidal every Saturday?”

 

“Every Saturday,” Max confirmed, smug now. “Pointe shoes, pink tutus, and 'Miss Rio' leading a circle of tiny dancers like some chaotic forest spirit.”

 

“Oh my God,” Sophia breathed. "That child is blessed. It's in the name. Us, Sophs are blessed."

 

“I know.”

 

“Do you understand what you have?” Nina demanded. “This is classified information. You’re sitting on state secrets.”

 

“I keep telling Soso to tell me everything,” Max answered. “She’s shockingly easy to bribe. Goldfish crackers, a new headband, and boom, full report. Apparently, her best friend in the class is Nicky.”

 

“As in Nicholas Harkness-Vidal?”

 

“The one and only. She calls him her ‘dance partner-slash-co-giggler.’ And I think Nicky is trying to get her to prank his mom for him because he doesn't want to get in trouble.”

 

“That is the most Harknessian-slash-Vidalian child sentence I’ve ever heard,” Sophia muttered.

 

They all laughed but beneath the joking, there was something bigger. Because if there was one thing they all loved more than gossip, it was Drs.Vidal and Harkness. Their professors, yes, but somehow more than that. They were more like legends, part myth, part reality, all magnetism. Dr. Harkness, with her sharp eyes and slow smile, who could make poetry feel like a prophecy. And Dr. Vidal, firecracker in Converse shoes, who taught literature like it was a weapon and loved her students like it was war. They weren’t just admired. They were beloved: a shared obsession stitched into the fabric of every group chat and study break. The kind of figures you whispered about with reverence. Who made you believe that life could be strange and beautiful and meaningful, if you were just brave enough to live it out loud.

 

Emma looked down at her notebook and, without thinking, scribbled a new line beneath her half-finished verse: two women/quietly rewriting the end of their story/with dragons and afternoon light

 

Josh flopped onto his back, one arm over his eyes. “Okay, seriously. Someone text Vidal and ask if we can join her ballet class. Like now. I need to know if she wears leg warmers.”

 

Nina grinned. “And say what? ‘Hey, quick Q, would you mind if a bunch of emotionally unstable 20-year-olds joined your seven-year-old ballet class? We’ll bring juice boxes.’”

 

“I’d say yes if someone asked me that,” Liam grumbled. “Sounds peaceful.”

 

“That’s because you’re a gremlin who thrives on chaos,” Sophia muttered, adjusting her sunglasses.

 

“Correct.”

 

But then, Emma saw the one thing that would derail their whole afternoon. She had looked up from her notebook just in time to see a flash of long silver-lavender fabric: a skirt, elegant and slightly wind-blown covering tall figure lowering herself gracefully onto a picnic blanket, her waist long dark hair gleaming in the sun.

 

“Wait,” Emma said, sitting up straighter. “Guys. Guys.”

 

Nina groaned without opening her eyes. “If this is another bee, Emma, I swear—”

 

“No. Look.”

 

Something in her voice made them all turn. One by one, the group of six swiveled their heads in the direction Emma was pointing, toward the gentle dip of the hill, where the slope leveled out into the flatter stretch near the playground.

 

And there, in the filtered light beneath a tall oak tree, lay a scene so peaceful, so shockingly out of context, it didn’t register at first.

 

A blanket. Two children. A couple. A moment.

 

And not just any couple. There, nestled into the corner of the park as if they were characters in a painting rather than people they’d seen lecture in dim auditoriums, sat Dr. Agatha Harkness and Dr. Rio Vidal.

 

It was like spotting celebrities in the wild. Except worse, because these were their celebrities. Their professors. Their terrifying, dazzling, brilliant professors. And they weren’t in heels or lecture-hall blazers or scribbling cryptic notes on whiteboards. They were barefoot, in summer clothes, looking soft and normal in a way that felt almost too intimate to witness.

 

Rio was lying on her stomach on the blanket, propped up on her elbows. Her bare legs kicked up behind her, denim shorts riding just slightly higher than was probably allowed on campus. Her sleeveless crop top was flower-patterned, revealing freckled shoulders and the tan line of a sports bra. Her curls were unbrushed, wild, a daisy tucked behind one ear like she didn’t even know it was there, almost certainly placed by small, sticky fingers, laughing at something Agatha had probably just said. Not the charming, distracted chuckle she gave in seminars. This was belly-deep, free laughter. The one that made you want to lean closer just to feel what she was feeling.

 

Agatha sat beside her, legs elegantly folded, looking somehow regal even on a picnic blanket. She wore a flowing long linen skirt and a tucked-in blouse that should’ve looked overdressed for a park day, but on her, it looked effortless. Her sunglasses were perched low on her nose as she smirked at whatever Rio had answered, and in her lap, curled gently against her thigh, was a sleeping baby.

 

Tiny. Peaceful. Definitely Violet.

 

Agatha’s hand rested absently on the child’s back, protective and tender and so soft that the students all froze, struck dumb by the strangeness of it. It was, objectively, not a dramatic scene. And yet, it felt like one.

 

Mothers. Wives. Laughing. Resting. Loving.

 

Sophia was the first to speak, her voice barely above a whisper. “Are we dead? Did we die and get reincarnated into a Netflix original?”

 

Josh blinked slowly. “I feel like I should call someone. A journalist, maybe. Or God to tell him his angels have wandered on earth again.”

 

“Don’t be weird,” Nina said, but she, too, had gone very still.

 

Liam shielded his eyes, squinting like he was trying to make sure they were real. “Why is this so emotional? I feel like I’m watching the epilogue to a book I didn’t know I was reading.”

 

“I feel like I’m intruding,” Emma whispered.

 

Max didn’t speak. He just sat there, quiet for once, eyes locked onthe scene with something strange in his expression. It wasn’t just seeing them. It was seeing this version of them. The quiet betweeen the chaos. The love behind the brilliance.

 

Agatha leaned down and pressed a kiss to Rio’s temple. Rio reached back without looking and brushed her fingers over Agatha’s ankle. Violet stirred in her sleep but didn’t wake.

 

“I—” Sophia started, then stopped.

 

There were no words for it. Not really. But then again, maybe Emma would find some. Quietly, she picked up her notebook again and began to write. not saints, not stars / just women / soft with love and sure of each other / like a secret the world didn’t earn

 

But before any of them could even think about getting up to say hello, let alone compose themselves enough to act like functioning adults in the presence of their favorite professors, a delighted shout cut across the grass like a firecracker.

 

“EMMA! NINA! JOSH!! YOU’RE HERE!!”

 

They turned just in time to see a blur of pure joy barreling toward them across the field, all limbs and volume and sunshine.

 

It was Nicky.

 

Dressed in a bright t-shirt patterned with neon dinosaurs and a pair of well-loved shorts, the seven-year-old sprinted across the grass like a comet, curls flying behind him and a half-eaten cookie clutched tightly in one sticky hand. His shoes were untied. His knees were already grass-stained. His entire body radiated the kind of unfiltered energy only small children and caffeinated graduate students could achieve.

 

“Oh my God,” Nina said, lighting up like a solar panel. She crouched down just in time to catch him as he launched into her arms with reckless abandon. “Hi, baby bear!”

 

Nicky tackled her around the middle, clinging with the force of a very small, very affectionate hurricane. “YOU CAME TO MY PARK!”

 

Nina laughed, wobbling slightly on her toes under the weight of him. “Your park, huh?”

 

“YES,” Nicky declared, stepping back and gesturing broadly like a monarch showing off his kingdom. “Mama says I rule this park. Did you see the zip line? I went on it five whole times and I almost flew.

 

“You flew?” Liam said, crouching beside him and giving his hair a good tousle, which made Nicky squeal in protest and then immediately lean in for more. “That’s pretty epic, little dude.”

 

“I’m not a dude,” Nicky corrected with great seriousness. “I’m a boy and a scientist and a superhero.”

 

“Right, sorry, my mistake,” Liam bowed. “A thousand pardons, your highness.”

 

Nicky beamed at him, unbothered by the sarcasm. He looked around at the group like he was the one hosting them in the park. “I’m glad you’re here,” he announced. “Mommy says you’re kind of unhinged, but very nice.”

 

Josh choked on air. “She what?”

 

Emma had already pulled out her notebook, flipping to a fresh page like a reporter in the field. “Please go on,” she said, deadpan. “This is crucial information.”

 

Sophia, who had up until now been the only one not melting into a puddle of goo, finally cracked a smile. “Honestly? Accurate.”

 

Who’s unhinged?” Max asked, feigning offense as he walked over. “I’m deeply insulted.”

 

“You were the one who tried to crowd-surf at the Philosophy Department mixer,” Emma reminded him.

 

“Details,” Max muttered. “Anyway, look at this kid. He’s got better comedic timing than all of us.”

 

“Duh,” Nicky said, beaming. “I’m hilarious like Mom.”

 

“Right,” Josh muttered. "Of course."

 

Nicky turned and shouted over his shoulder without warning. “MAMA! MOM! LOOK WHO'S HERE!!”

 

All six students froze again, their heads snapping back toward the picnic blanket like guilty schoolkids caught passing notes. Rio looked up from where she was now braiding tiny daisy chains into Violet’s baby hair. Agatha had already lifted her sunglasses slightly, expression unreadable.

 

Then Rio smiled and waved. Agatha didn’t wave. She simply nodded once, like she’d seen this exact scene play out in her head and was not remotely surprised that her son had upended the entire situation.

 

“She saw me,” Josh whispered. “We made eye contact. I think I just won something.”

 

“She waved at me,” Emma said, stunned. “I think I might cry.”

 

“Quick,” Sophia said, half-laughing. “Somebody take a picture of Liam. He looks like he just saw God.”

 

“I did!” Liam whispered. “She waved, Emma. Write that in your notebook. Immortalize it.”

 

“Already done.”

 

Nicky tugged on Nina’s hand. “Wanna come say hi? Mama has fruit. And cookies. But not the kind you like, Emma. They’re the healthy ones.”

 

“I like healthy cookies,” Emma said automatically, though she absolutely did not.

 

“No you don’t,” Nicky said cheerfully. “Remember when you came to my house to babysit me ? You made the face Mommy makes when she has to drink green juice.”

 

Josh snorted. “This kid’s a menace.”

 

“He’s perfect,” Nina said, standing up and lifting Nicky into her arms. “Lead the way, king of the park.”

 

And just like that, with Nicky as their self-appointed tour guide and buffer against the godlike presence of their professors, the group began to wander down the hill, suddenly part of the quiet domestic universe they had only moments ago been observing from afar.

 

The afternoon had officially taken a turn. And none of them would ever forget it.

 

Meanwhile, the professors had already begun preparing for the approach of their very animated, very unmistakable pack of students.

 

Rio was the first to stand, brushing cookie crumbs and bits of grass from her denim shorts, blinking like she wasn’t quite sure she was seeing correctly. Her eyes tracked the group as they approached, their laughter echoing across the park. She looked surprised, yes, but not in a way that implied intrusion. More like someone who’d unexpectedly stumbled into joy.

 

Agatha rose more slowly behind her, her movements still elegant even while holding their baby close. Violet was curled against her shoulder in a cotton onesie dotted with daisies, one tiny hand grasping the edge of Agatha’s summer blouse. The professor’s gaze swept over the students with that quiet, incisive watchfulness they all knew so well, but here, outside the bounds of lecture halls and deadlines, that sharpness was tempered. Softer. Not quite inviting, but not pushing them away either.

 

“You made it out of your cave,” Rio called out with a teasing grin, shading her eyes with one hand as they stepped into the sunlight. “I thought Saturdays were reserved for collective suffering and existential dread.”

 

Josh spread his arms. “We’re trying a new thing called touching grass.

 

“Growth!” Rio declared, hands on her hips. “I’m proud.”

 

Nina stepped forward like she was being drawn by some magnetic force and clasped her hands over her chest, dreamy. “You look like a summer painting high on iced tea,” she said, entirely sincere.

 

Rio blinked, looked down at herself, at her rumpled crop top and grass-stained knees, curls in total disarray, then laughed. “Weirdest compliment I’ve ever received. I love it.”

 

Agatha arrived just behind her, offering them that rare and deliberate smile, the one that meant she wasn’t just tolerating their company, but choosing to share space with them. Violet stirred slightly, her soft, sleepy weight tucked into Agatha’s side. “I assume this is a social coordinated ambush,” she said. “Are we being tackled by students in the wild?”

 

“Guilty,” Sophia replied with the straightest face imaginable. “You’ve been on our hit list for weeks.”

 

“How terrifying.”

 

Violet stirred in her arms, and Emma, still dazed with awe, whispered, “She’s still so small.”

 

“She’s growing faster than we want,” Agatha said, voice almost too quiet for them to hear. “It’s strange. Time doesn’t behave the same when you’re holding something this fragile. You start measuring days in ounces and sighs.”

 

Rio looked at her wife with a tenderness so raw it made Nina’s breath catch.

 

“Do you wanna join us?” Rio asked suddenly, brightening. “We brought enough food to feed a small village. I let Nicky do the grocery list, so we have… very specific nutrition today.”

 

“It was ALL cookies and juice boxes!” Nicky added proudly.

 

“Say no more,” Sophia whispered, visibly moved.

 

And so they came. Not just invited but welcomed. Six twenty-somethings collapsing onto the blanket like overgrown kids at a family reunion, helping themselves to juice boxes, fruit skewers, and way too many chocolate-chip cookies. Whatever awe had been paralyzing them melted away into something more honest and simple.

 

Josh ended up playing tag with Nicky until they both fell over giggling. Emma let Violet wrap tiny fingers around one of hers. Nina helped Agatha reassemble a tupperware tower that had collapsed under the weight of kid snacks. Liam tried (and failed) to juggle apples. On the far edge of the blanket, Rio and Sophia lay on their backs in the grass, arms folded behind their heads, eyes half-closed against the sun as they talked softly about Rilke and grief and the illusion of permanence.

 

The students didn’t just admire their professors anymore. They saw them as people. Not just people. Their people.

 

People who welcomed them without performance. Who carried babies and made jokes and worried about the passage of time. People who, despite brilliance and mystery and the awe they inspired, had made room on their picnic blanket for six too-loud, too-curious, too-messy students who didn’t know how badly they needed to be seen.

 

That Saturday didn’t become legendary because anything wild or dramatic happened.

 

It became legend because nothing did.

 


 

Nicky’s imagination had no brakes, and no rearview mirror either. One minute, it was just a sunny afternoon in the park. The next, the playground had shapeshifted entirely into the Kingdom of Magical Sand, a vast and dangerous realm filled with enchanted structures, invisible beasts, and rules that changed by the second. The swings were time portals to distant lands. The monkey bars became a perilous, swaying bridge over boiling lava. The sandbox? A sacred dragon nest that must never be disturbed unless you were willing to be very dramatically devoured.

 

Naturally, Nicky was the reigning monarch. Crownless, but mighty. He stood atop a slide, cape made from someone’s spare hoodie tied around his shoulders, and proclaimed, “I am KING NICHOLAS THE FIRST, GUARDIAN OF THE PLAYGROUND. WE MUST PROTECT THE REALM!”

 

And somehow, possibly because no one could resist Nicky at full throttle, every single one of the students, all technically adults, fell completely and catastrophically into the game. Max declared himself Sir Maximus the Valiant, galloping in awkward wide-legged lunges across the grass with a long stick he’d found, pretending it was a sword. Liam, naturally, took the opposing route. With a sinister chuckle and a swirl of his hoodie like a villain’s cloak, he climbed atop the jungle gym and announced in a deep voice, “I am Lord Liam the Lost! Banished from the royal court for crimes against bedtime! Once a prince… now a DARK SORCERER.”

 

Sophia, scaling the same structure to retrieve Nicky’s runaway lightning sneaker, didn’t even look at him. “You cursed yourself,” she muttered. “With bad decisions and student loans.”

 

Josh and Nina, who were still slightly flushed and disheveled from their earlier, ill-advised make-out session behind a tree, were immediately crowned the Prince and Princess of Playgroundia, per Nicky’s decree. They accepted their titles with utmost gravity. “I hereby accept the crown,” Nina said, her voice regal, “on the condition that I get to ride the zip line again.”

 

“You may!” Nicky allowed. “But beware, there are monsters and the floor is lava.”

 

Josh immediately jumped onto the nearest bench. “The lava’s getting higher!! I NEED A ROPE. OR A LADDER. OR A SNACK.”

 

In the corner of the chaos, Emma had transformed into the Royal Chronicler, armed with a pencil and her ever-present notebook. She ran after them, notebook flapping, scribbling as fast as she could while simultaneously yelling, “We need more plot! We can’t just keep inventing monsters and then running away!”

 

“That’s exactly what a monster would say,” Max hissed, eyes narrowed in suspicion.

 

Emma hurled a handful of grass at him with excellent aim.

 

Even Sophia, calm and intellectual, had been drawn fully into the kingdom’s strange gravitational field. She had appointed herself The Keeper of Secrets, a title she took seriously, possibly too seriously, and was now guarding a single crumpled leaf that Nicky had gifted her. It was a treasure, obviously, infused with powerful forest magic. She tucked it into her jacket and glared at anyone who came within five feet.

 

Liam tried once. She smacked his hand away without blinking. “Touch the leaf and perish.”

 

It was utter, beautiful madness. Adults running full-tilt like children, shrieking about trolls and talking trees. Josh sacrificed a juice box to the lava gods. Nina climbed the monkey bars to rescue a “hostage diplomat” that was actually just Nicky’s Blue Dragon. Max swore he saw a real dragon, and no one dared question it. Somewhere in the mayhem, Nicky started calling Emma “Lady Story-Hands” and she nearly wept with joy.

 

For a while, there were no midterms. No thesis deadlines. No “real world” at all. Just grass underfoot, sun-dappled magic in the air, and one very imaginative little boy leading his army of grown-up misfits through a world he made out of nothing but joy. And for those few, perfect hours, they all believed it.They were knights. They were villains. They were royalty, and scribes, and brave warriors leaping from playground towers into the unknown.

 

Meanwhile, back at the blanket, Agatha and Rio watched it all like proud, exhausted queens surveying their chaotic court. Violet was nestled contentedly between them on a sun-warmed patch of fabric, her head cushioned by a her folded blanket patterned with stars. Her legs kicked aimlessly in the air as she gnawed with intense concentration on the frayed wing of Yellow Dragon. Her small coos and gummy murmurs blended into the warm hum of afternoon.

 

Agatha had a book open in her lap—The Waves by Virginia Woolf—but her eyes were rarely on the page. Instead, she was half-smiling, half-listening to the pure nonsense happening ten feet away, her fingers gently brushing Violet’s chubby arm in quiet affection.

 

Rio sat beside her, leaning back on her hands, sunglasses sliding down her nose, her curls still crowned with the fading flower from earlier. She was glowing, visibly delighted at the sight of Nicky being adored by these students who had, without question, become family. Every few minutes, she would call out commentary like a benevolent goddess overseeing mortal affairs.

 

“Liam, if you’re going to be a villain, you need a proper tragic backstory!”

 

“I was born a Capricorn!” Liam shouted from the top of the jungle gym.

 

Rio nodded. “Fair enough.”

 

Agatha finally looked up when Max yelled, “DRAGON ATTACK!” and Nicky, now wearing his hoodie backward with the hood acting as a snout, launched himself from the slide with a ferocious roar.

 

“He takes after your dramatic tendencies,” Agatha murmured to Rio.

 

Rio shrugged proudly. “Definitely.”

 

Agatha hummed. “It’s a… curse and a blessing.”

 

“It’s a gift,” Rio corrected, leaning over to steal a kiss from Agatha’s temple before settling back, her fingers now idly playing with Violet’s tiny toes.

 

Max, now bravely wielding a paper plate like a battle-worn shield, was mid-charge against the mighty dragon Nicky when he abruptly stopped in his tracks, scandalized. He pointed a dramatic finger at the blanket. “Is that Virginia Woolf?! You’re really just sitting there reading Woolf while we’re being devoured by MONSTERS?”

 

Agatha, perfectly unbothered, didn’t even look up. She turned a page of The Waves with deliberate serenity, like she hadn’t just been accused of literary negligence in the middle of a fictional warzone. “Someone has to maintain a shred of dignity,” she said dryly, “before this place turns into Lord of the Flies.”

 

Rio snorted. “That ship sailed the moment Josh declared himself the Duke of Juiceboxia and tried to knight a squirrel.”

 

“I maintain that the squirrel consented,” Josh called from somewhere behind a tree. Again.

 

Agatha finally lifted her eyes. “Besides,” she said, the corner of her mouth quirking, “my wife likes it when I read to her.”

 

The students all awwww at once, loudly and obnoxiously.

 

Emma fell backward into the grass like she’d been shot. “Okay, that’s it, I’m writing that into the canon. Plot twist: the Witch Queen is secretly in love with a Cosmic Goddess in mortal disguise.”

 

Secretly?” Rio said, sliding her sunglasses down to peer over them with a raised brow. “We’ve been married for years, and you’ve all known for at least eight months.”

 

“Yeah,” Emma said, still flat on her back. “But it’s way more dramatic if it’s forbidden love. Like, stolen glances! Hidden poetry! Velvet cloaks and—”

 

“Everything’s more fun if it’s a secret,” Sophia chimed in from the monkey bars, still cradling her precious leaf treasure.

 

“Except taxes,” Liam mumbled, draping himself across a swing like a particularly moody gargoyle. “Taxes should be public knowledge. I need someone to explain mine.”

 

Max smacked him behind the head. “Shut up, Lord Liam the Lost. You don’t even pay taxes. Your parents do.”

 

Rio leaned in slightly toward Agatha, whispering through her smile. “Are you really going to read out loud?”

 

Agatha’s mouth curved. “Maybe. If you promise to be very good.”

 

“I’m never good.”

 

“Then I suppose you’ll have to earn it.”

 

Rio hummed with fake scandal. “Save it for after bedtime, Dr. Harkness.”

 

Agatha’s composure slipped just a fraction, her ears going pink, her eyes narrowing in a way that promised retribution (later). She didn’t reply, but the little smirk pulling at her mouth spoke volumes.

 

Rio leaned back again, victorious, clearly delighted with herself. “God, I love flustering you.”

 

“You’re insufferable,” Agatha murmured.

 

“And yet, here you are. Still married to me.”

 

“Regrettably,” Agatha replied, though her hand drifted to Rio’s knee without thinking.

 


 

As the afternoon wore on, the sun climbed higher in the sky, blazing in full spring glory, making everything feel a little more magical and a little more sweaty. Hoodies, jackets, and extra layers started to peel off one by one.

 

Josh was the first to yank off his hoodie with a dramatic groan. “I feel like I’m being slow-roasted,” he said, tossing it aside like he was shedding his armor after a battle.

 

Nina flung hers on top of his a moment later. “Tell me again why we thought black on black was a good park outfit?”

 

“Because we’re hot and mysterious,” Josh said turning to his girlfriend. "And we match."

 

“Because you’re idiots,” Liam corrected, flinging his white hoodie into the growing pile. “You dressed like you were attending a funeral, not a dragon war.”

 

Emma peeled hers off and immediately folded it into a neat rectangle before dropping it beside the others, the contrast wasn’t lost on anyone. “Some of us respect our laundry.”

 

“Some of us,” Sophia added from her perch atop the monkey bars, “knew it would be hot and planned accordingly.” She gestured to the hoodie tied neatly around her waist like a belt of foresight. “This is what strategy looks like.”

 

Max, sweat-streaked and grass-stained from dragon duels, yanked his hoodie off last and flopped down near the pile with a groan. “My kingdom,” he gasped, “for an iced coffee. Or a cold shower. Or death. Honestly, whichever comes first.”

 

“You’d melt in the underworld,” Sophia muttered.

 

“I’d thrive,” Liam countered, sitting on the jungle gym throne he’d claimed earlier as Lord Liam the Lost. “The aesthetics alone would be immaculate. I'm sure Vidal is the queen down there.”

 

Nicky, watching all of this with great interest, suddenly lit up. “WAIT!”

 

Everyone froze. Nicky had That Face, the one that always meant either a brilliant idea or absolute chaos was incoming. “What if,” he said, eyes huge with wonder, “we made a hoodie fort for Violet?!”

 

There was a beat of silence. Then a chorus of enthusiastic agreement.

 

“YES,” said Max, already crawling toward the pile like a hoodie-gathering gremlin.

 

“Structural integrity is going to be key,” Emma muttered like a seasoned architect, snatching two long sticks from the edge of the playground and planting them as supporting columns.

 

“I want vaulted ceilings and natural light for my princess,” Rio deadpanned from the blanket.

 

“You’ll get half a sleeve and a dragon guard,” Liam replied, already tying hoodie arms together. Then he paused and turned towards Rio. "Respectfully, of course, Dr. Vidal."

 

Sophia, of course, took on project management duties, instructing Liam and Josh on structural support and proper draping techniques. “Okay. Josh, you’re on support beams. Nina, tie those sleeves tighter—yes, like that. Max, you’re interior design. Don’t just throw them—think texture.”

 

“I am thinking texture,” Max said, draping a grass-stained hoodie over the top like it was silk brocade. “See? Organic.”

 

And within minutes, they had constructed a tiny, haphazard, yet undeniably impressive hoodie fort—right next to the picnic blanket. They placed it gently over Violet like a miniature sunshade castle. The baby, lulled by heat and noise and the familiar hum of her family’s love, didn’t even stir.

 

When it was complete, Rio and Agatha both leaned over to peek inside. Violet was snuggled in the middle of it, her thumb resting near her mouth, her cheeks pink and warm, the sunlight filtered to gold and green through the hoodie fabric. Her dragon lay by her side, her chest rising and falling in the softest rhythm. Totally unbothered by the chaos.

 

Rio’s face softened. She reached a hand inside the little fort and adjusted Violet’s light onesie slightly. “She sleeps through everything,” she whispered with amused disbelief. “She’s nothing like her brother.”

 

From the top of the slide, Nicky’s head popped up, hair wild, shirt stained with grass and juice. “I HEARD THAT!” 

 

The students burst into laughter. “Your reputation as a Light Sleeper of Chaos remains intact, Nicky,” Nina called.

 

“I HAVE SUPER HEARING,” he shouted, making a dramatic leap from the slide like a superhero. Max caught him and spun him around once before setting him down.

 

Rio just grinned and shook her head. “You really do, kid.”

 

“AND super speed!” Nicky yelled, already running back toward the hoodie fort like a dragon preparing for battle.

 

Agatha sighed, still half-laughing, and sat back. “This was supposed to be a quiet day.”

 

Rio gave her a look. “With those children?”

 

Agatha raised a brow, relenting. “Fair point.”

 

Then she brushed a finger down Violet’s cheek and stood slowly. “She sleeps through dragons and empires rising and falling.”

 

“Must be nice,” Sophia muttered.

 

“I slept through a fire drill once,” Liam offered helpfully. “It was not ideal.”

 

Emma added it to her notes. “Plot idea: Baby queen of the Hoodie Kingdom sleeps while her people fend off chaos with snacks and sarcasm.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow. “Surprisingly accurate.”

 

Rio stretched her arms overhead, letting the sunlight warm her stomach where her shirt had ridden up a little, which should have been inappropriate for a teacher in front of her students, but she couldn’t bring herself to care. “Okay,” she said, twisting her spine with a little pop, “roll call. Who needs water? Sunscreen? Both? A new will to live?”

 

Nicky immediately zoomed over and yelled “WATER!” just as Rio predicted.

 

Josh and Nina took off to grab bottles from their own bags. Sophia and Emma sat side by side now, both tired and sun-drowsy, but watching Nicky with the faint, fond awe of people who hadn’t expected to fall this hard for someone else’s kid.

 

“He’s like a human exclamation point,” Sophia murmured.

 

“Or a feral comma,” Emma replied. “He only pauses to scream.”

 

Max was dramatically fanning himself with Agatha’s copy of The Waves, which he had somehow acquired. “I’d just like to point out that I was very brave in battle today. If anyone wants to get me iced tea, now’s the time.”

 

“You’re fanning yourself with Virginia,” Agatha noted dryly, because of course she was on first name basis with dead authors. “That’s a felony in at least three departments.”

 

“I thought she’d understand,” Max said solemnly, waving the book once more for effect. “She knew suffering.”

 

And amid it all, Violet slept, tucked in her hoodie castle, ruler of dreams.

 

Agatha turned her face slightly toward Rio, just enough for their eyes to meet over the heat shimmer. “Should we be worried?” she asked dryly. “This is probably how cults start.”

 

Rio shrugged. “A cult of adoring university students and our extremely chaotic offspring? Could be worse.”

 

Agatha considered this. “We’ve had worse.”

 

As the games wound down, the hoodie fort now standing as a sun-warmed monument to their creativity, and Violet still sound asleep inside it, the students flopped one by one into the grass around the blanket. Nicky was busy gathering sticks for what he called his “dragon staff,” while the rest of them caught their breath, laughing in between gulps of water and bites of apples Rio had passed around earlier.

 

Liam lay flat on his back in the grass, arms sprawled, squinting at the sun-dappled canopy of tree branches overhead. “Do you think we’ll ever have this kind of peace when we’re their age?”

 

It wasn’t meant to be profound. But it landed that way. There was a beat of silence. Even Nicky paused mid-stick-sorting.

 

Rio, sitting cross-legged on the blanket with a napping Violet’s head now resting gently on her thigh, the rest of her body still in the fort, snorted softly. “Hey,” she called out. “We’re not that old.”

 

That earned a few snorts and a groan from Nina. “You told us you have back pain, Dr. Vidal. You’re ancient.”

 

“I have a very active son, a newborn daughter to whom I just gave birth and I give ballet classes. The back pain is earned.

 

Sophia, sitting with her knees pulled to her chest and her hair falling over her shoulder, gave a thoughtful little shrug, answering Liam’s question. “If we’re lucky,” she said. “And if we survive finals.”

 

Emma groaned into the grass. “Don’t bring it up. You’ll jinx it.”

 

Agtha didn’t look up from her book that she had retrieved from Max with only a faintly withering glare. “Finals are not a dragon.”

 

“Debatable,” Nina whispered.

 

Agatha flipped a page. “You’ve fought worse.”

 

Josh raised an eyebrow, propping himself on one elbow. “Are you saying we’re knights?”

 

Agatha didn’t glance up. Just let a ghost of a smile tug at her lips. “I’m saying you’re not damsels in distress.”

 

There was a burst of delighted laughter from the group. “That’s the most supportive thing anyone’s ever said to me this week,” Liam muttered.

 

Max, grinning, bumped his shoulder. “High praise from a woman who probably has fought dragons.”

 

“She’s not wrong, though,” Nina said, flopping dramatically across Josh’s lap. “We do tend to rescue ourselves.”

 

“Speak for yourself,” Emma said, scribbling something in her notebook. “I want a dragon. Preferably one that breathes coffee.”

 

Rio gently stroked Violet’s fine hair. “You’ll all be okay. Even if it doesn’t feel like it sometimes.”

 

Sophia looked over at Rio, her expression gentler now, like the question had been sitting quietly with her for a while, waiting for the right pause. “Do you ever miss being our age?”

 

Rio’s fingers paused just a second. Then she smiled. “Not really. A little sometimes. But not like I thought I would.”

 

She tilted her head, her voice softening with a clarity that only comes years later. “I didn’t have the easiest childhood. Or teenage years. And back then… everything felt so huge. Like every decision or heartbreak or mistake would follow me forever. I thought the world was small and sharp and final.”

 

The students were still now, not out of discomfort but respect, like they knew this wasn’t the kind of moment you interrupted.

 

Rio continued, fingers resuming their gentle rhythm in Violet’s hair. “But I didn’t know how much could change. How much I could change. You think you’re going to be one version of yourself forever when you’re seventeen or even twenty. But there are a hundred versions of you waiting. A thousand.”

 

She glanced at Agatha then, not for reassurance, but to invite her in.

 

Agatha, who had quietly closed her book several lines ago, laid it on her lap and folded her hands over it, thoughtful. “And then you realize how much some things don’t matter at all in the end,” she said, something deeply personal in her voice too. “The things you think will break you usually don’t. The people who tell you who you are… usually don’t know.”

 

Josh let out a low whistle. “You two are way too wise for a picnic.”

 

“Seriously,” Liam said. “Stop before I have a full-on existential breakthrough next to a juice box.”

 

Emma rolled over onto her stomach and groaned. “You’re going to make me cry and reflect. I hate crying and reflecting.”

 

“And yet,” Sophia said, raising an eyebrow, “you do both constantly.”

 

Emma waved her off. “That’s different. That’s academic suffering. This is… picnic wisdom. It’s dangerous.”

 

Nicky popped back into view, triumphant, unaware of the emotional turn of the adult conversation, holding his dragon staff, a stick decorated with three dandelions, a juice box straw, and one of his mohers' hair ties. “Guys! There’s a new quest! The playground dragon has kidnapped the Princess of the Fort—Violet!”

 

“OH NO!” Nina gasped. “We just elected her queen!”

 

“I’LL GATHER THE COUNCIL!” Josh bellowed.

 

Liam leapt up. “I call the sword! I’m the sword guy this time!”

 

Sophia rolled her eyes but stood, brushing grass off her jeans. “Can we please have one peaceful regime—just one?”

 

“No peace under dragons,” Emma declared solemnly. “Also, I’m the wizard now.”

 

“Wizards can’t wear crop tops,” Liam grumbled.

 

“Sexist!” Emma shouted. “Wizards can wear whatever they want! This one wields magic and emotionally repressed poetry!”

 

And just like that, the moment of softness blew away like the dandelion fluff on Nicky’s hair. The students scrambled to their feet, ready to defend the nap of their tiny sovereign.

 

Agatha and Rio smiled gently from the blanket.

 

“You coming?” Max called to them. “Council’s meeting at the swings!”

 

Agatha raised a brow. “You seem to have it covered.”

 

Rio grinned. “She’s been rescued six times today already.”

 

Sophia extended a hand toward them anyway, laughing. “You’re honorary members of the council. Don’t make us impeach you.”

 

Agatha gave a long-suffering sigh. “You can’t impeach us. We’re your professors. Respect is mandatory. And I refuse to be anyone’s wizard. I am a witch.”

 

 

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Notes:

Next: Some more chaos and life lessons for and from our favorite little dragons

Chapter 33: Parks and Recreation - Part II

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The boys—Nicky, Josh, Max and Liam—were still at full throttle, running across the park like knights on a battlefield. At one point, Josh gave Nicky a piggyback ride so fast it looked like the poor kid might actually take flight. Max was refereeing an intensely complicated game of tag-meets-dodgeball using the soft rubber ball Rio and Agatha had brought, and Liam insisted on narrating it all like a dramatic sports commentator, pausing only to collapse in the grass and demand “water, water for the fallen villain.”

 

Meanwhile, the girls had retreated to the quiet eye of the storm: the picnic blanket. Emma declared it, quite officially, “Girls’ Talk. No Boys Allowed.” She even drew a little skull and crossbones sign on a napkin and staked it in the ground beside them.

 

“Enchanted territory,” she declared. “No toxic testosterone beyond this point.”

 

Rio chuckled as she adjust Violet’s sunhat and tucked Yellow Dragon under the baby’s chubby arm. Violet was once again asleep, wholly unbothered by her brother and his honorary brothers being utter menaces across the lawn. The child had clearly inherited Agatha’s impervious calm.

 

Nina sprawled out next to Emma, her arms folded under her head, sunglasses firmly on her nose. “Okay,” she said lazily, “serious question.”

 

Emma groaned. “Ugh, I’m emotionally full. Can’t we just be shallow for like five more minutes?”

 

Nina ignored her. “Did you guys always know you wanted… this?” She gestured vaguely around them. “The career, the partner, the babies, all of it?”

 

Agatha, sitting upright with her knees crossed and a thermos of tea balanced against them, took a moment before answering. She didn’t rush to fill the silence. Instead, she watched Nicky try and fail to climb Josh like a tree again, grinning when Josh just collapsed and let himself be conquered.

 

“I knew I wanted to teach,” she said finally. “I’ve always loved books. Ideas. I liked the clarity of it all. But the rest…” She glanced at Rio then, and the smallest, softest smile played across her lips. “The rest surprised me. In the best possible way.”

 

Rio, lying on her side with one hand resting on Violet’s belly, gave a hum of agreement. “I used to think people like me didn’t get to have this kind of life,” she said. “That I’d always be running or rebuilding or holding things together with duct tape and spite.”

 

“You’re still running on spite and that's why we like you,” Emma said.

 

“Sure,” Rio said, grinning. “But now I have a wife, a son, a daughter, a job I love, students I love," she said with a pointed glance towards the sprawled out students around her, "and actual health insurance. So you see, it’s a refined kind of chaos.”

 

They all smiled.

 

“But seriously,” Rio continued, voice softening. “I thought I had to choose. Between stability or freedom. Love or ambition. Joy or safety. I didn’t know I could have all of them. Not perfectly. Not without effort. But still. Turns out, I was wrong.” She looked around the blanket. “And that’s the best kind of wrong I’ve ever been.”

 

Emma, who had been pretending not to listen as she doodled stars and tiny swords in the corner of her notebook, looked up. “That gives me a weird amount of hope.”

 

“Good,” Rio said, like it was simple truth. “Hope’s underrated. Especially in your twenties. You’re allowed to want more. You’re allowed to think you’ll have it.”

 

“Even if you don’t know what ‘it’ is yet?” Nina asked, tilting her head toward the clouds.

 

“Especially then,” Agatha said. “The things that find you when you’re not looking… sometimes they’re the ones that stay.”

 

“Okay,” Emma mumbled, flipping a page to hide her face. “Stop it. You’re making me feel things.”

 

“Feelings are forbidden,” Nina said flatly. “This is a no-reflection zone.”

 

“We’re literally reflecting.”

 

“Shh.”

 

Sophia, who had been quiet as usual, adjusted her hair and asked, “But how do you know when you’ve got it right? Or that you’re not… wasting time?”

 

Agatha met her eyes. “You don’t always know. Not right away. Sometimes not for years. But time isn’t wasted if you’re learning something from it. Even pain teaches you things. So does uncertainty.”

 

Sophia’s brow furrowed, and she nodded a little, like she was tucking the answer somewhere safe. Rio shifted her weight onto one elbow and gave a small, wistful smile. “I spent years in families that never fit. Hopping from place to place, job to job, unsure what the hell I was doing. I felt like I was chasing something everyone else seemed to be handed. A home. A plan. A life. But every dead end, every almost--even the weird, stupid in-betweens—they led me here. To Agatha. To Nicky. To Violet. Even the detours mattered.” She let out a breath, her voice softening. “Especially the detours.”

 

Emma, lying on her back with one knee bent and a dandelion clutched between her fingers, sighed. “Detours are my entire personality. I’ve changed majors twice, dropped a minor, added it back again, and I still panic when I have to fill out those ‘career goals’ forms. Every time, I just write help in the margins. I just want to be someone.”

 

“You’re already someone,” Agatha said gently, turning her head toward Emma.

 

Emma blinked. “Why does that feel like therapy?”

 

“Because it is,” Nina muttered.

 

Agatha gave the faintest smile, then reached over to replace the blanket Violet was using as a pillow. “You don’t need a title to be whole. You don’t need a perfect plan. You just need to keep choosing the things that make you feel more like yourself. The rest unfolds.”

 

Nina propped herself up on her elbows, watching the baby’s tiny chest rise and fall. “You make it sound so simple.”

 

Rio let out a short laugh. “It’s not. It’s terrifying. And exhilarating. But mostly terrifying. Like walking a tightrope in the dark and hoping there’s a net somewhere.”

 

“That’s encouraging,” Emma said dryly.

 

“No, but serious follow-up question,” Nina said, suddenly more earnest. “You two—you’ve got this life. The careers, the house, the marriage, the kids. I mean, God, how? How do you balance all of it without imploding?”

 

“I don’t,” Rio said immediately. “I’m failing spectacularly at all times. Just flailing my way through like one of those inflatable guys outside a car dealership.”

 

Agatha turned her head slowly and gave her wife a look. “She’s lying. She’s just being dramatic.”

 

Rio raised both hands, grinning. “I’m both. Failing and dramatic. And lying. Also very tired. Please clap.”

 

They chuckled lightly.

 

Emma smiled and turned toward her teachers. “Okay, but like… you do know you’re the adults I want to be when I grow up, right?”

 

“Terrifying,” Agatha muttered.

 

“Don’t set the bar too low, kid,” Rio snorted. “I just pay taxes now, can eat ice cream after 9 p.m. without consequences, and have two kids to take care of, but the rest is the same.”

 

“So,” Nina cut in. “You’re telling me adulthood is just… winging it forever?”

 

“Absolutely. Winging it. Improvising. Making a lot of lists you never finish. And praying no one notices you’re just figuring it out as you go.”

 

“Honestly? That tracks,” Sophia murmured. Then, almost shyly, “I hope I land somewhere like this. Someday.”

 

“You will,” Agatha said with quiet certainty. “And if not exactly this, something that feels just as right. You don’t have to know now. You just have to keep growing.”

 

“But,” Emma added, more earnest now, like it was a conversation she really needed, “how do you not lose yourselves in all of it? Doesn’t it… swallow you, sometimes?”

 

Rio took a moment, adjusting Violet’s hat again. “I think it does,” she said finally. “Sometimes. But we don’t let it keep us. I try to remember who I was before all this. Not to cling to her, but to honor her. And I stay curious. About who I’m still becoming. About who Agatha is still becoming. About what the next version of us could look like. I don’t want to go still inside.”

 

Agatha turned her head, eyes soft as they landed on her wife. “And we hold each other accountable,” she added. “When one of us drifts too deep into work, or stress, or silence, the other is there to tell her, ‘Come back.’ That’s the promise. To call each other home.”

 

The girls were quiet for a beat. Sophia let out a breath, like something in her unclenched. “That sounds…really nice.”

 

“It is,” Agatha replied. “But it’s also work. Tender work. Intentional work. We mess up. We miscommunicate. But we keep coming back. That’s the part that matters.”

 

They sat in the warmth, cicadas buzzing somewhere nearby, the boys still shouting and running, the breeze stirring the corners of the blanket.

 

Emma leaned over to peer at Violet and whispered, probably trying to shift away from the emotions that threatened to make her uncomfortable “Okay just so you know… you have the cutest baby I’ve ever seen. How does that even happen? Did you do a summoning ritual?”

 

“She takes after me,” Rio said smugly.

 

Agatha raised one brow. “You sure about that?”

 

“She’s got my chaos and your cheeks,” Rio insisted. “Deadly combo. Absolute menace potential.”

 

“Powerful energy in such a tiny vessel,” Emma murmured reverently.

 

As if on cue, Violet stirred and one of her feet nudged her mother’s lap, her little fists twitching like tiny starfish waking from a sea-dream. A soft noise escaped her—half sigh, half kitten-squeak—and Rio was immediately alert, scooping her up with the ease of a mother who knew exactly which sounds meant hungry, sleepy, or just bored of dreams.

 

“She’s up,” Rio said gently, lifting her daughter into the crook of her arm. Violet blinked up, bleary and blinking like the sun was a new invention. Her cheeks were rosy from the heat of her nap, her hair slightly damp at the crown, her lips pursed in a serious little moue that made Emma immediately clutch at her heart. “She’s the tiniest human I’ve ever seen.”

 

“She’s not even that tiny anymore,” Rio said, amusement laced in her voice. “You should’ve seen her a few weeks ago. She was mostly forehead.”

 

“Still is,” Agatha said, sipping calmly from her thermos. “It’s a very expressive forehead. Really does half the work in any conversation.”

 

Rio shook her head fondly, then slowly lowered Violet on the center of the picnic blanket, placing her carefully on her tummy. “Okay, Baby Moon,” she cooed. “Show everyone your strength.”

 

Violet made a valiant attempt at lifting her head, her neck muscles trembled with the effort, before plopping it back down with a grunt of protest. Her arms flailed. Her feet kicked. Her face scrunched in mild, world-weary betrayal.

 

“Oh no, come on, Vivi Girl,” Rio whispered, leaning in close to encourage her. “You were doing so good earlier. Don’t give up now. Fight the good fight.”

 

Sophia, who had been watching quietly, offered softly, “Here, let me help,” and leaned over to gently roll Violet to the other side, the way Rio had shown her an hour before. The baby huffed, then blinked up at her with wide, unfocused eyes.

 

Sophia froze. “She looked at me. That was direct eye contact. I’m emotionally compromised.”

 

“She does that,” Agatha said dryly. “Draws people in. She’s very manipulative.”

 

“She’s three months old!” Nina exclaimed.

 

“Exactly,” Agatha replied. “The most dangerous kind. No morals, no taxes, no responsibilities. Just pure psychological warfare.”

 

Violet, having adjusted to her new position, made a small, pleased gurgling noise. Her legs kicked aimlessly. Emma flopped down beside her, peering close like she was witnessing the miracle of life itself. “Oh my god,” she whispered when the baby furrowed her little brow. “She looks exactly like Nicky.”

 

“No way,” Nina countered, leaning in to get a better look. “She has Dr. Vidal's whole face but Dr. Harkness’ judgy expression. You know, that ‘I’m not mad, I’m just disappointed and also mentally correcting your grammar’ kind of look.”

 

Rio burst out laughing. “That is so specific and so terrifyingly accurate. The funny thing is, Nicky and Violet don’t even share DNA, and somehow they still manage to look exactly like siblings.”

 

“Nature works in mysterious ways,” Emma said with a shrug, still completely hypnotized by Violet’s tiny bare feet.

 

Agatha sat up more upright, amused. “She’s not judging,” she said, leaning over to brush a hand through Violet’s growing dark hair. “She’s analyzing. There’s a difference. It runs in the family.”

 

“And what’s she analyzing right now?” Nina asked, grinning.

 

Agatha tilted her head, watching her daughter as if considering her seriously. “I’d say she’s evaluating everyone’s star charts. Deciding who’s emotionaly stable enough to hold her without crying. She’s very discerning.”

 

“She just drooled on her own fist,” Sophia pointed out.

 

“Exactly,” Agatha said. “She’s thinking deep thoughts.”

 

“She’s thinking about her first book,” Emma said with mock gravity. “She’s watching and taking notes. Someday she will tell our story.”

 

“Our downfall, probably,” Nina added with a grin, sprawled on her stomach and absently tapping Violet’s foot. “She’ll write a devastating exposé titled The Idiots on the Blanket Who Cooed Too Loud.”

 

“Volume One,” Emma said, nodding. “There will be sequels.”

 

“She’s going to be a genius,” Sophia murmured, matter-of-fact as ever, still gently rubbing slow circles into Violet’s back. “You can just tell. There’s something in her eyes. Like she knows she doesn’t need to speak, we’ll all come to her.”

 

“She already knows too much,” Agatha agreed dryly. “She stared me down the other day when I forgot the pacifier. Not just stared, glared. It was like she was silently filing a formal complaint with upper management.”

 

“She is upper management,” Rio said under her breath, brushing a blade of grass that had been blown on the baby’s onesie. “We just work here.”

 

“Was Nicky like this?” Nina asked, chin in her hands, watching Violet with soft fascination.

 

Agatha smiled, soft and faraway. “Nicky was louder. So much louder. But he was just as curious. He used to stare at books like he could read them at six weeks old and the only thing stopping him was that no one had taught him the alphabet. And everything had to be explored. Every cupboard. Every drawer. I had to childproof the whole kitchen and shelves.”

 

Emma tilted her head. “I bet he was adorable.”

 

“He still is,” Agatha said with extra warmth in her voice, something proud, rooted and maternal in a way that even her usual crispness couldn’t hide. “He just has more opinions now. But the volume stayed the same.”

 

“I love the way you're bringing them up. Honestly five stars parenting here.” Sophia said suddenly. "Everybody should take a page out of your book, because you're definitley doing something right.”

 

Rio looked at her and softened. “We’re not trying to impress anyone.”

 

“I know. That’s what’s impressive,” Sophia said.

 

As if to underscore the moment, Violet gave a determined grunt and lifted her head again. This time she managed to hold it, wobbling like a very determined turtle. Everyone cheered as if she’d just walked the moon.

 

“Yes!” Emma gasped. “Look at her! She’s doing it!”

 

“She’s going to take over the world,” Sophia said. “I can feel it.”

 

“Good,” Agatha murmured. “It’s in desperate need of better leadership.”

 

Rio smiled sideways at her wife, then looked down at Violet, who had now wedged her face sideways into the blanket, her little hand amlost blindly reaching for Yellow Dragon. Her little breath came out in warm, rhythmic sighs and Rio gave her the stuffed toy, watching as Violet almost immediately put one if its wing in her mouth.

 

The girls went quiet for a while, just watching her.

 

Nina finally whispered “I want this someday.”

 

Emma nodded. “Yeah. Me too.”

 

Sophia added, “Same.”

 

Rio smiled. “You can have it. In your own way. At your own time. There’s no one path.”

 

Agatha nodded. “You just have to be brave enough to want it. And flexible enough to be surprised by what it looks like.”

 

And for a moment, under the slanting sun, with the sounds of the boys laughing and shouting in the distance, with Violet’s munching and the hush that follows real connection, it felt like the girls on the blanket—professors, students, baby—were all part of something that didn’t need to be defined to be understood, just women and girls learning from each others’ experiences.

 

Sophia, now sitting cross-legged near the edge of the blanket with Violet kicked a little beside her, reached toward the book that had been resting near Agatha’s bag. The cover was bent slightly, soft at the edges from years of use, the original blue a little faded. She turned it over in her hands carefully. The title was written in calligraphy across the cover, over a swirl of bluish colors reminiscent of a sea during a storm.

 

“Is this your favorite one?” she asked.

 

Agatha looked over. “Yes.”

 

Sophia ran her thumb over the softened edges. “What do you think of it?” she asked after a moment, her voice quieter like she wasn’t sure whether this was a picnic sort of question, or something better suited for office hours and seminar rooms.

 

But Agatha didn’t hesitate. “It’s a difficult book,” she said. “But beautiful. Fragmented. Hypnotic.” She tilted her head, considering. “You’d like it. It’s one of those novels that only makes sense when you stop trying to make sense of it.”

 

Sophia smiled, eyes still on the cover. “I feel like that about life in general.”

 

Agatha’s gaze lingered on Sophia. “Woolf understood that. That life isn’t a straight line: it is pulses and ripples, interruptions and echoes. Voices overlapping, the present layered with memory. The things we carry. The silences between moments.” She gestured lightly toward the book. “The Waves captures that better than almost anything I’ve ever read. It’s like swimming inside thought.”

 

Sophia nodded slowly, still holding the book. “I’ve only read Mrs Dalloway and To the Lighthouse. They broke something open in me.”

 

Agatha smiled slightly. “That’s how you know it worked. I made Rio read it last year and we talked about it until three in the morning."

 

"I think I cried. Twice.” Rio chimed in.

 

“You did cry twice,” Agatha confirmed. “And you made me see things in it I hadn’t before.”

 

“I’m very persuasive at 2 a.m.”

 

“You’re very emotional at 2 a.m.,” Agatha corrected, sipping her tea with a smirk.

 

Emma, watching them with a look of mock exasperation, flopped back onto the blanket. “You two are like… weirdly functional. It’s kind of unfair. Philosophizing about Woolf and the meaning of life like you’re in some kind of PBS special. Meanwhile, I nearly cried trying to untangle my earphones this morning.”

 

Rio sat up a bit and raised a hand. “First of all—functional is a strong word.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow in agreement. “Very strong.”

 

Rio leaned into it. “Too strong. You should’ve seen us the day Violet wouldn’t nurse and Nicky had a slight fever. I was crying on the kitchen floor, swearing I had failed motherhood, and Agatha—bless her heart—was trying to quote Shakespeare at me like that was going to fix things. Shakespeare, Emma.”

 

Agatha, absolutely unbothered, said archly, “‘When sorrows come, they come not single spies, but in battalions.’”

 

Nina burst out laughing. “That’s your version of a pep talk?”

 

Rio threw up her hands. “Exactly! I’m falling apart, the baby’s wailing, I’ve got sore nipples—forget I said that—and the woman’s standing there, pale as a ghost, reciting tragedy like she’s Lady Macbeth in sweatpants.”

 

Agatha raised en eyebrow. "That was Hamlet, darling."

 

“She had a fever too,” Rio added, ignoring her. “Probably wasn’t thinking straight.”

 

“I have never thought straight, thank you very much,” Agatha muttered, more to her teacup than anyone else. “But I was trying to stay coherent.”

 

“You weren’t succeeding,” Rio said helpfully.

 

“I recall trying to quote Eliot first,” Agatha said defensively, “but I panicked.”

 

Emma snorted. “Panic-quoting Shakespeare is the most on-brand thing I’ve ever heard.”

 

“We’d had maybe one hour of sleep between us,” Agatha continued, unbothered by the laughter gathering around her. “I’d read the quote somewhere between two 3 a.m. feedings, and it just… resurfaced. Like trauma.”

 

“I think I responded by threatening to burn all her books if she didn’t stop talking in iambic pentameter right this second,” Rio added brightly.

 

“Which she has never dared to follow through on,” Agatha murmured with a faint smirk.

 

Emma rolled her eyes. “I take it back. You’re not functional. You’re just stylishly dysfunctional nerds.”

 

“Deeply,” Rio agreed, smirking. “We’re just well-dressed nerds now, so people don’t ask too many questions.”

 

“But good nerds,” Sophia added quietly, smiling at Agatha again. “The kind that give the rest of us hope.”

 

Agatha glanced at Rio—who gave her a small, knowing smile—and then looked back at Sophia. “Hope is a good place to start.”

 

There was a soft silence for a while, filled only by the gentle rustle of leaves and the occasional distant yell of Nicky exclaiming, “No, Max! You have to dodge the fireball!”

 

Emma eventually broke the silence, watching Violet stir slightly and sigh. “You know, she’s going to grow up around all this weirdness and think it’s normal.”

 

Rio looked at her daughter fondly. “God, I hope so.”

 

“She’ll grow up loved,” Nina said, stretching her arms behind her. “That’s more than a lot of people get.”

 

Agatha reached over to adjust Violet’s dragon next to her, her hand brushing Rio’s as she did. “And she’ll grow up seeing joy, too. And chaos. And a brother who make ridiculous hats out of snack bags.”

 

“And overly dramatic students,” Emma added proudly.

 

“Very dramatic,” Agatha agreed.

 

Nina laughed. “Okay, I think I really want to be like you guys when I grow up,” she echoead like she couldn’t help it.

 

“You are grown up,” Rio pointed out with a grin.

 

“I mean, grown grown,” Nina replied, gesturing vaguely toward Agatha and Rio. “Like… actual adult adults. Picnic-in-the-park, judgy-baby, casually-quoting-Woolf-while-being-in-love grown up.”

 

That earned her a laugh, even from Agatha, who arched an eyebrow and said, “I’ll have that embroidered on a pillow. I’ll ask Lilia next time.”

 

Sophia, still holding the book in her lap, looked down for a moment, brushing her thumb along its softened edge. “I want something like this too,” she said quietly, her voice threaded with something more delicate. “Someday. With someone who… sees me.”

 

Agatha’s eyes softened. “You’ll get there. Just keep seeing yourself first. That’s the part no one ever tells you—that it starts with you.”

 

Sophia glanced up at her, and something passed between them. Not sentimentality, not the easy comfort of platitudes, but a real, unhurried recognition. A truth that didn’t need to be explained. 

 

Then Emma, who had been unusually quiet for nearly a full minute, sniffled and immediately covered it with a loud, theatrical yawn. “Okay,” she said, flopping backward again with a hand pressed to her forehead, “we need to stop or I’m going to start monologuing about how you two are like our surrogate moms, and then I’ll never live it down.”

 

Rio laughed. “Go ahead. We’ll take it.”

 

“You’re allowed to feel safe here,” Agatha added gently. “Even if it means a little poetic overshare.”

 

Emma blinked quickly and smiled. “Well. Good. Because I already wrote a poem about all of you.”

 

“You what—” Nina started.

 

“Too late!” Emma said, gleeful. “It exists. You’re in it. It’s titled ‘Lessons in Poetry.’ Coming soon to every bookstore near you.”

 

Rio reached over and poked her leg. “I swear, if I’m a metaphor…”

 

“You’re absolutely a metaphor,” Emma confirmed. “Several. You’re like a recurring motif of chaotic tenderness. Dr. Harkness is more of an epigraph. And a thread braiding the whole thing together.”

 

“I’m honored,” Agatha said, not sounding entirely sarcastic.

 

Laughter erupted again, and somewhere behind them, Nicky yelled something about dragons and playground diplomacy. Max barked out a knightly war cry in response.

 

Suddenly, from somewhere beyond the trees and tennis courts, the tinny jingle of the ice cream truck drifted through the summer air. The sound cut through the quiet hum of cicadas and distant conversations like a spell cast over the entire park. It grew louder by the second, the cheery tune winding down the paved path between the playground and the picnic area, trailing a sense of childhood urgency in its wake.

 

At the top of the slide, Nicky—mid-dragon roar, arms outstretched in ferocious glory—freezed like he’d just been struck by divine revelation. His mouth fell open slightly. His eyes went wide. And then, in a blur of wild curls and momentum, he launched himself down the slide, hit the mulch at a barely-survivable speed, and sprinted full-speed across the grass toward the blanket, arms flailing like windmill blades in a hurricane.

 

“Mama! Mom! The truck! The music! It’s here! It’s happening!”

 

He skidded to a halt in front of them, nearly tripping over the corner of the blanket, panting like a puppy who’d just completed a marathon. He pointed wildly toward the entrance of the park where the pastel-painted truck now idled beneath a line of swaying trees, like some glorious mirage of summer promise.

 

Rio, half-buried in her tote bag while searching for hand wipes or sunblock, glanced up and laughed. “Use your words, little love. Whole sentences, remember?”

 

Nicky, who took this very seriously, drew himself up to his full almost four-foot (note to myself--> I think = 1m20 but check later) height, “Please may I get an ice cream? I have been so good. Like, soooo good. Possibly the best boy ever. In history.”

 

Agatha, who had already stopped pretending she wasn’t utterly charmed, leaned over and kissed the top of his curly head, murmuring, “A compelling case.” She carefully passed Violet to Rio’s waiting arms. “Come on then. Let’s investigate this situation.”

 

Nicky squealed with uncontained joy, grabbed her hand, and immediately began a hybrid sprint-skip across the grass, tugging her along with the frenetic energy of someone who believed time itself might run out if he didn’t move fast enough. His curls bounced with every uneven step, and he pointed eagerly at the side of the truck, already mid-ramble.

 

“There’s one that looks like a ninja turtle, and one that’s shaped like a star, and—and I think that one’s a rocket, and that one might be watermelon, or maybe it’s dinosaur—do they make dinosaur flavor?—and look, look, there’s one with gumball eyes, and—”

 

Agatha, who was being half-dragged and half-carried by his excitement, raised an eyebrow and said dryly, “Let’s try to make a choice before the sun explodes, shall we?”

 

Nicky stopped a few feet short of the window and placed his hands on his hips, staring up at the menu like a miniature philosopher considering the mysteries of the universe. His lips pursed. His brows furrowed. He squinted at the laminated board for a long moment before pointing. “That one. The rocket one. Red, white, and blue. Because it goes zoom. And it probably tastes like speed.”

 

Agatha gave a soft huff of laughter and crouched beside him. “A classic. Excellent choice. I admire your commitment to theme.”

 

Agatah repeated the order to the vendor who passed her the treat with an amused smile. She lowered it to Nicky who took it like it was the best thing he’d ever seen in his short life.

 

Agatha chuckled softly beside him, brushing a curl from his forehead as he took a cautious first lick, then immediately made a face of delighted horror. “It’s cold!”

 

“That’s usually how these things work,” she said mildly, but her eyes were warm as they turned to walk back toward the others.

 

They had only made it a few steps across the grass when Nicky tugged gently on the sleeve of her linen blouse, still holding his popsicle in one hand.

 

“Mama,” he said, lowering his voice like it was a secret. “Can we get something cool for the big kids too? Please?”

 

Agatha paused, tilting her head down toward him. “The big kids?”

 

He nodded earnestly, gesturing back toward the picnic blanket where Sophia was sketching something in the corner of Emma’s notebook, Nina and Josh were mid-argument about how to best cook pasta, and Emma was showing Violet her latest ridiculous face and narrating it in full.

 

Agatha raised a single brow, biting back a smile. “Do you think they deserve it?”

 

“Yes, Mama!” he said, scandalized. “They’ve been playing so much. Like sooo much. They are knights and villains and princesses and witches and also spies. And one of them, I think it was Emma, did this flippy thing—” he demonstrated something vaguely resembling a cartwheel, “—and they always say I’m funny. They are very good at being grown-ups and kids at the same time. That’s hard.”

 

“Well then,” Agatha murmured, lips twitching, “we must reward such rare and noble talents.”

 

She turned back to the vendor, who had been half-listening while restocking rainbow snow cones in a tiny freezer and now looked vaguely entertained. “Quick question,” she said amused, “what do college students usually get when they’re pretending they have no responsibilities?”

 

He gave a thoughtful shrug. “Uh… cookie sandwiches are popular. Weird popsicles with cartoons on them. The ones with gum in the middle. Strawberry shortcake bars disappear first, though. Every time.”

 

Agatha considered this like she was being briefed for a field operation. “All right. One of each, then. I’ll need six. And…” She scanned the options one last time before pointing. “A rainbow sherbet cup too. That one’s for my wife.”

 

The vendor began gathering the various frozen treasures into a pile. “She likes sherbet?”

 

Agatha’s face softened almost imperceptibly. “She loves it. It reminds her of summers when she was little. I think the taste gives her a moment of peace. That’s worth… quite a lot.”

 

Nicky piped up again, still hovering near the counter, rocket popsicle dripping steadily onto the grass. “Mama always gives Mommy the first bite of her snacks, even when she says she doesn’t want one.”

 

“Do I?” Agatha murmured. “I hadn’t noticed.”

 

“Yes,” Nicky said with all the certainty in the world. “Even the last piece of cookie. That’s what true love is.”

 

There was a pause. Agatha glanced down at him with a tilted smile. “You’re going to be a poet if you keep this up.”

 

He beamed, proudly slurping his popsicle.

 

The vendor, now stacking the final item into a neat tower of ice cream treats, handed it over against a few bills. Agatha accepted the pile with both arms, adjusting the melting bundle with the grace of a mother who’d carried everything from juice boxes to wooden swords.

 

“Thanks.”

 

“You gonna make it back to the blanket with all that?” the vendor asked, a little doubtful.

 

She raised a brow. “Watch me.”

 

They turned back toward the grass where the others were still sprawled on the blanket. Nicky skipped beside her, his rocket popsicle already half-melted, red and blue smudging his mouth like he’d been caught in the aftermath of a very patriotic paintball fight.

 

Rio, with Violet now cuddled in her lap, looked up just in time to see the sun backlighting her wife like something out of a slow-motion summer movie. She smiled wide as Nicky ran ahead and flopped dramatically onto the blanket with a sticky grin.

 

Agatha handed her the rainbow sherbet cup first. Then she leaned down and kissed the top of Rio’s head, her voice dry. “Nicky made me do it.”

 

Rio raised an eyebrow, laughing as she looked at the collection of treats still in Agatha’s hands. “Oh did he now?”

 

“He’s a very persuasive child,” Agatha replied dryly. “Impassioned. Eloquent. Full of sugar. We’ll never get him to sleep tonight.”

 

Rio bit back another laugh and tapped the sherbet against Agatha’s wrist in mock cheers. “You’re weak.”

 

“Completely defenseless,” Agatha agreed. “Look at him. He’d convince an empire.”

 

By now, the students had gathered into a loose semicircle around the blanket, staring at the stack of frozen treats in her arms as if she were about to perform a magic trick.

 

“I was informed,” Agatha began, “that you’ve been very brave today. Fighting dragons. Flipping. Arguing about pasta with admirable conviction.”

 

Emma gasped. “He told you about the flip?!”

 

“He demonstrated it,” Agatha said. “I was… impressed.”

 

Sophia stifled a giggle as Josh muttered something about being a villain with a heart of gold.

 

Agatha finally held out the bundle. “So. In light of your extraordinary valor and entertainment value—treats. There are rocket pops, cookie sandwiches, strawberry shortcakes, and one very questionable gum-centered monstrosity.”

 

Josh blinked. “Dr. Harkness bought snacks for us?”

 

Nina stared at the pile. “Did we slip into a parallel universe? Is this a test?”

 

Emma didn’t wait for answers. She lunged forward, snatching up a chocolate-covered ice cream bar with the single-minded determination of a raccoon in a vending machine. “If I eat this, do we get graded harder or…?”

 

Agatha didn’t even look her way. “Absolutely.”

 

Everyone laughed, and the boys quickly joined in the circle, Max announcing that “the battlefield smells like sugar and victory” while Liam inspected the strawberry shortcake bar like it might be booby-trapped.

 

Rio watched it all unfold with a mixture of fondness and light disbelief, resting her head back slightly to look up at her wife. “You love them,” she said softly, a knowing little smile on her lips.

 

Agatha didn’t answer right away. Her gaze moved slowly across the group—over Max fake-dueling Liam with popsicle sticks, over Nina trying to talk Emma into trading her bar for “whatever that blue monstrosity is,” over Josh cracking a joke about the ethical implications of snack-based favoritism. Then, after a breath, she let the corner of her mouth curve upward in the smallest, quietest smile. “They’re tolerable."

 

Rio scoffed, full of affection, and leaned her temple lightly against Agatha’s side as she took another bite of her sherbet. “You’re soft.”

 

That earned her a look znd her voice lowered—intimate and dry and meant only for her wife’s ears. “Only for you.”

 

Rio leaned into her side with a gentle sigh, her hand brushing against Agatha’s as the late spring warmth swelled around them, sticky fingers, laughter, and love melting all together under the sun.

 

Violet cooed from Rio’s lap and reached out toward the sherbet, pressing a sticky palm against Rio’s knee. Max and Liam were now attempting synchronized cartwheels, and Emma was filming them while shouting something about future blackmail.

 

Rio exhaled a soft, content sigh as she leaned further into Agatha’s side. “Promise me we’ll remember this,” she murmured. “Just… this exact moment.”

 

Agatha pressed a kiss to her hair. “We will.”

 

With ice cream wrappers now dotting the blanket like a multicolored confetti trail, Nicky sat contentedly with one leg stretched long across the grass and his popsicle firmly clutched in sticky fingers. His cheeks were flushed, mouth stained a wild swirl of red and blue, and radiating pure joy.

 

Between bites, he launched into a monologue with the confidence of someone delivering an urgent press conference. “So this morning in ballet class,” he announced, gesturing with his half-eaten popsicle like it was a microphone, “I was amazing. I did all the pliés. Mommy—she’s my teacher,” he added, in case anyone had forgotten the absolute truth of the universe, “said my arabesque is getting longer. That’s the one where your leg goes back.” He demonstrated, vaguely, from his seated position, the popsicle trailing dangerously close to Rio’s shorts.

 

Rio caught it before it could drip. “You were amazing,” she confirmed, with a soft laugh.

 

“And Violet watched the whole thing!” Nicky continued. “She didn’t even cry! She loves ballet.”

 

The students, sprawled out on the grass in various degrees of snack-induced relaxation, collectively nodded with the appropriate level of solemnity one reserves for updates of national significance.

 

“Wow,” Max said, eyes wide. “That’s big news.”

 

“Seriously,” added Nina, trying to wash a few drops of melted ice cream from her shirt. “She’s a real one. We stan supportive siblings.”

 

Emma tilted her head, chewing on the stick of her finished ice cream bar. “Wait, what’s an arabesque again? Is that the twirly one?”

 

Nicky froze. His face twisted into a look of deep, seven-year-old betrayal. “No,” he said, scandalized. “It’s very hard. You don’t twirl in an arabesque. You lift. It’s like flying, but on the ground. You don’t just do it. You have to practice.”

 

He stood up suddenly, the now half-melted popsicle distractedly passed over to Rio, who shrugged and finished it like it had been hers all along. “I can teach you if you want. But you have to listen. Ballet is serious business.”

 

The girls tried not to laugh. Emma gave a mock salute. “Yes, sir.”

 

Nina added, “Teach us your ways, oh tiny ballet master.”

 

“Okay,” Nicky said, already switching into instructor mode, pacing in front of like a tiny general. “Line up. Everybody stand.”

 

There was some rustling and giggling as the students scrambled into a loose line on the grass, shaking off crumbs and limbs gone numb from sitting too long. Josh immediately struck a pose that looked more Broadway meets flamingo than ballet. Sophia stood straight with calm, with the unmistakable poise of someone who had, at some point in her youth, been handed a pink tutu and told to “use her core.”

 

“Okay,” Nicky repeated, hands on his hips now as he surveyed the line with a squint that screamed authority. “Now say ‘plié.’”

 

“Plié,” they chorused, half sincere, half suppressing laughter.

 

“That means you bend your knees,” he instructed, demonstrating with a very proper, slightly wobbly plié of his own. His arms lifted vaguely to the sides like he’d seen Rio do during warm-ups, fingers splayed with delicate concentration. “Like this. But pretty. No stinky knees.

 

Josh, naturally overcommitted, dropped into a dramatic, deep squat that looked more like he was trying to burrow into the earth than perform a ballet movement.

 

Too much!” Nicky barked, pointing at him with the sternness of someone who’d just witnessed a grave insult to the arts. “That’s a dramatic plié. That’s only for when you’re sad and dancing in the rain.”

 

Laughter broke out across the line.

 

Max snickered. “Like in that tragic solo where your true love dies and also maybe your dog.”

 

“Yes!” Nicky nodded fiercely. “That one. But right now we’re happy. So happy pliés."

 

Sophia, unfazed by the chaos, executed a flawless demi-plié. Her back was straight, her arms rounded in front of her in a calm, open curve. Nicky’s eyes widened, lighting up like he’d just discovered the next Misty Copeland. “You’re the best one,” he announced. “You can be the swan.”

 

Sophia grinned and gave a little mock curtsy. “That’s a high honor.”

 

“You’re welcome, but Mommy’s better.” Nicky said, magnanimous, already turning back to inspect the rest of his wildly uneven company. “Next is tendu, which is when you slide your foot like this—”

 

“Did he just knight her?” Josh whispered to Nina.

 

“Shhh, he’s in the zone,” Nina whispered back, eyes dancing.

 

Back on the blanket, Rio watched it all unfold with serious pride. Violet lay curled against her side like a contented cat, her head heavy on Rio’s stomach, one small hand still curled around a forgotten plastic spoon.

 

Agatha leaned in close, her breath warm against Rio’s ear. “I think we’ve officially lost control of this picnic.”

 

Rio smiled without looking away from the scene, her eyes fixed on their son demonstrating a tendu like the fate of the universe depended on the correct angle of his foot. “We lost it the second Nicky spotted them,” she murmured.

 

Violet gave a small sigh in her sleep and stretched, tiny fingers curling against Rio’s stomach.

 

“She really is just… out,” Nina whispered in amazement, momentarily distracted from Nicky’s instructions.

 

“Like a rock,” Rio said. “Nothing wakes her.”

 

“Except Nicky,” Agatha muttered.

 

From the grass, Nicky raised both arms above his head in a proud, pointy oval. “And this,” he called, “is called fifth position. It’s very fancy. Only for swans and queens.”

 

“I am both of those things,” Emma declared. “I’ve never felt more seen.” She attempted the pose, her face a picture of exaggerated grace.

 

Nicky gave her a passing glance but didn’t break stride. He was already deep into the business of evaluating his “class.” Having previously declared Josh “too bouncy,” Emma “too giggly,” and then circled back to label Josh a second time—this time as a “chaos goblin”—he now turned to Max giving him a chance to redeem himself with a proper tendu.

 

Agatha raised a single brow in amusement. “We’re going to need to enroll him in management seminars.”

 

Rio laid back propped on her elbows and hoisted Violet up to lay on top her chest, nudged her wife’s ankle with her foot. “Or just make him an adjunct professor. Give him an office, a whiteboard, and let him grade participation.”

 

“He’d run the entire department within the week,” Agatha muttered.

 

With his tiny hands on his hips and an expression of utmost seriousness, Nicky stepped forward into center grass-stage and announced, “Now I will do my routine and you will follow me. Please pay attention. No talking, this is serious ballet.”

 

The college students, now entirely under his spell, obediently straightened up. A few clapped. Nina whispered, “Is it weird that I’m nervous?” and Emma elbowed her, grinning.

 

Nicky took a dramatic breath. “First,” he announced crisply, “we plié.”

 

He bent his knees carefully, arms in a perfect soft circle in front of him, just the way Rio had taught him during his class at the studio. There was silence except for a stifled giggle from Josh.

 

“Then we turn—but not too fast or you get dizzy and fall into someone. That is not ballet.”

 

He spun halfway around, his foot dragging slightly, arms a blur of earnest motion. “And then…”

 

He skipped twice to the left, twice to the right, waved his arms like sails on the side and eventually lifted one leg behind him in what could generously be called an arabesque, face screwed up in effort. He wobbled, teetered—but caught himself just in time. His arms windmilled briefly, then snapped back into position, and his face lit up like he’d landed a triple axel.

 

“And now the end.” His voice was breathy with exertion, eyes wide and serious. “You bow. Like a prince. Or a princess. Your choice. But be fancy.”

 

He swept into a bow, one arm across his chest, the other behind his back and the students followed suit—Emma sinking down like she was onstage at the Met, Josh flinging himself into a deep theatrical dip, Sophia performing a poised, graceful curtsy.

 

“Maestro Nicky,” Emma gasped between bows, “how did we do?”

 

Nicky tapped his chin with a thoughtful finger, striding slowly in front of them like a tiny judge on a reality show. “Hmm.” He paused dramatically. “You all did… acceptable.

 

“High praise,” Max whispered, straight-faced.

 

Back on the blanket, Agatha was now openly recording the performance. Her lips twitched with effort as she tried to keep from laughing. Violet had stirred, now fully awake and blinking sleepily. She gave a small, curious wail before stretching like a kitten, arms flailing and feet kicking rhythmically against Rio’s ribs.

 

“She’s awake,” Agatha murmured. She put down her phone and took the baby from Rio’s chest, cradling her gently as Violet let out a content gurgle, her legs still pumping with enthusiasm, tiny fists batting the air like she wanted in on the ballet.

 

“She’s trying to grand jeté,” Rio said softly, grinning as she reached over to stroke Violet’s hair.

 

Agatha glanced back out at the grass, where Nicky had now recruited Josh and Nina into a clumsy pas de deux, assigning Liam the role of “the wizard who makes the flowers dance” with a pinecone as his wand.

 

Agatha leaned in toward Rio, voice low. “If he makes them do the full Nutcracker, I’m paying his full Juilliard tuition out of pocket.”

 

Rio snorted into her arm. “We should start saving now. He’s two seconds away from casting Liam as the Sugar Plum Fairy and making Emma a mouse.”

 

“Honestly,” Agatha deadpanned, “I’d watch that version.”

 

Violet gave a pleased coo, seemingly approving of the mayhem.

 

Back on the lawn, Nicky clapped his hands sharply. “Okay! Class is over now. Time for awards!”

 

The students all perked up at once.

 

“Josh,” Nicky began, pointing a small finger, “gets Best Jump—because you jumped too much, but it was kind of good. And really high.”

 

Josh puffed out his chest and bowed deeply. “Thank you, thank you. I’d like to thank my quads and whatever snack I had before this.”

 

“Nina gets Best Hair Flip. Very elegant. Like Mama when she’s mad at Mom.”

 

Nina let out a delighted gasp and gave her curls a slow toss. “I’ve trained for this my whole life. Honestly, it’s genetic.”

 

“Emma wins Best Bow. So low, so dramatic.”

 

Emma sprang up and did a triumphant fist pump. “YES! I knew my years of musical theatre would pay off one day.”

 

“Sophia is the Best Dancer,” Nicky said, turning to her with a beam. “Because you knew the stuff. You can be my assistant.”

 

Sophia raised her eyebrows. “I’ve never felt more validated.”

 

“Max gets Best Fall,” Nicky continued with no irony. “Because it was cool. And funny. And you bounced.”

 

Max lay flat on the grass, arms spread. “I was having fun.”

 

Nicky paused, scanning the group, then landed on Liam. “And Liam wins Best Joke. Because you made me laugh during plié, even though I told you it was a serious moment.”

 

Liam shrugged. “It’s what I do. I bring joy to the people.”

 

“You bring distractions,” Nicky said a little too much like Agatha. “But funny ones. So okay.”

 

Then, with the same ceremonial gravity, he turned to face the blanket, where his mothers sat with Violet nestled between them. The mood shifted. Nicky’s voice softened, but stayed formal.

 

“And Mommy,” he said, stepping closer to Rio, “gets Best Teacher. Because she teaches me every day. And she shows me how to dance.”

 

Rio’s face crumpled into a teary, beaming smile. “Oh, sweetheart…”

 

Nicky reached up and gave her hand a quick squeeze before turning toward Agatha. “And Mama gets Best Baby Holder, because Violet didn’t cry even once, and she looks happy. And Mama smells nice.”

 

Agatha, touched despite herself, lifted one of Violet’s chubby hand, making her wave. “She’s just here for the ballet,” she murmured, kissing the baby’s soft head.

 

Josh collpased on the grass next to Nina and groaned dramatically. “Okay. I take it back. Ballet is hard.”

 

Emma flopped onto her side. “Do we get extra credit for this?”

 

Agatha, now standing and bouncing Violet gently against her shoulder, raised one unimpressed eyebrow over the baby’s head. “You got snacks. Don’t push your luck.”

 

“What if we write a paper about the emotional arc of Nicky’s choreography?”

 

“I’ll give you an A,” Rio said. “Just for effort.”

 

Violet made a small, approving noise and let out a tiny baby sneeze, causing half the group to aww in unison.

 

Nicky, meanwhile, was back to pirouetting in slow, careful circles, humming under his breath, completely absorbed once more, already choreographing his next masterpiece.

 


 

That night, the house was finally quiet. Violet had been nursed, changed, rocked to sleep, and placed gently in her crib. Nicky was out cold in his room after demanding three bedtime stories—one of them made up on the spot—and Rio and Agatha had finally settled onto the couch with mugs of tea. Rio was draped across the couch, her legs stretched lazily over Agatha’s lap, head resting on her wife’s shoulder. Her phone balanced loosely in her hand, forgotten. Agatha had a book open in one hand, the other resting idly on Rio’s knee, thumb rubbing absent circles there like a habit she didn’t know she had.

 

“I didn’t check my email all day,” Rio murmured, blinking slowly at the screen as it lit up with a quiet buzz.

 

“That’s a good thing,” Agatha said without looking up. “You were present.”

 

Rio nodded vaguely, thumb swiping to unlock the screen. A new message had come in.

 

From: Nina Green

Subject: today 🩵

 

There was almost no text in the body, just an image and a single sentence.

 

Rio clicked the attachment.

 

It was a photo Nina had taken that afternoon

 

In the foreground, Violet was lying on the picnic blanket on her tummy, her dark eyes wide, her little hands clutching the edge of a toy. The grass around her was sunlit and soft, the blanket's soft color matching the baby daisy-riddled onesie. Behind her, in soft focus, Rio could just make out herself holding a juice box and looking toward the group. Beside her, Agatha knelt in the grass, gently brushing Nicky’s curls from his forehead with an utterly unguarded expression on her face.

 

Rio stared at it for a long moment.

 

The sound of the book closing made her glance up. Agatha had shifted slightly under her legs, feeling her stillness. “What is it?” she asked, voice soft with fatigue.

 

Rio passed the phone wordlessly. Agatha took it, squinting at the screen, her thumb brushing over the glass as she zoomed slightly, taking it all in. She read the message aloud. “I really do think this is the kind of professor and mom I want to be. Thanks for showing me how.”

 

There was a long pause.

 

Rio watched her. “Pretty good, right?”

 

Agatha didn’t answer right away. She just kept looking at the photo, lips parted slightly. Then she handed the phone back and exhaled.

 

“She’s going to be incredible,” Agatha said, very softly. “They all are.”

 

Rio leaned forward just enough to press her lips to Agatha’s shoulder, then tucked her head against it, bringing the blanket up over both of them. “They already are,” she murmured, curling closer. “Just still figuring it out.”

 

“Aren’t we all,” Agatha said, brushing a hand beneath the blanket to cradle Rio’s ankle in her palm. She gave it a soft, grounding squeeze.

 

“We must be doing something right,” Rio murmured, eyes still on the photo as she let the screen dim and then lit it up again just to see it once more. “If they’re even thinking about us like that. If they see us that way.”

 

Agatha let out a soft huff. “Or they’re all just chronically underslept, riddled with impostor syndrome, and emotionally unstable from finals.”

 

Rio grabbed the throw pillow next to her and smacked her squarely in the arm. “Let me have my moment, you monster.”

 

Agatha caught the pillow mid-swing and plucked it out of her hands, tossing it gently to the floor. “You deserve the moment,” she said, quieter now. “You’re their favorite, you know.”

 

Rio raised an eyebrow. “You’re just saying that because I bring snacks to every class.”

 

“No,” Agatha said simply. “Well—yes, that helps. But not just that.”

 

Rio smiled faintly. “You’re their favorite, too.”

 

Agatha didn’t respond to that directly. Instead, her voice softened further. “They love you because you see them. You listen. You never talk down to them, not even the ones who are impossible. You make them feel like the world still has room in it for softness—for gentleness and weird joy and honest feelings. And… they need that.”

 

Rio swallowed around the sudden warmth in her chest. “So do I.”

 

Agatha leaned down, kissed her again, this time at the corner of her mouth. “Well,” she said. “Good thing we have plenty of it.”

 

Then, quietly, Rio unlocked her phone one last time. She saved the photo. Favorited the message. And tucked it away in a folder marked with a heart emoji—one she rarely used, except for things she never wanted to lose. “I might print it.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow. “You don’t even print your lecture notes.”

 

“I might frame it,” Rio went on. “Hang it in my office when i go back next semester. Next to that one of you pretending not to cry at Nicky’s school play.”

 

“That photo is propaganda.”

 

Rio grinned. “It’s proof that you cried when he said ‘I love you, Mama’ on stage.”

 

Agatha narrowed her eyes, then gave in with a smile. “Fine. But only if we print the one of you sobbing over a finger-painted dinosaur.”

 

“That dinosaur had personality,” Rio said indignantly. “And glitter.”

 

Agatha laughed and pulled her closer. “You’re ridiculous.”

 

“Your favorite kind,” Rio said smugly.

 

Agatha hummed in agreement, her thumb tracing idle patterns along Rio’s arm. “Yes,” she said. “Exactly my favorite kind.”

 

 

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Notes:

Honestly at this point, this fic is my free therapy.

Chapter 34: Brother and Sister - Part I

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On the next Saturday afternoon after dance class, the air in the Harkness-Vidal home held a particular kind of stilllness—not silence, exactly, but the hush that settles over a house when something significant is about to happen.

 

Outside, spring clung stubbornly to the trees—lush green leaves swaying with a breeze that still hinted at the sun that had begun to grow bolder everyday. Summer lingered just around the bend, watching and waiting. Everything was in transition. The season. The light. The hour. Rio.

 

Inside, Rio was moving with a nervous kind of precision, the sort that tried not to look like it was nervous. After all, it was just a visit. Just a meeting. Just a conversation between two people who hadn’t seen each other in over a decade and a half.

 

And yet.

 

She adjusted the throw pillows on the couch for the third time, smoothed the hem of her shirt, then circled back to the dining table to straigthen a stack of books that didn’t need straightening. The floor had already been swept, the tea had been brewed, and Violet and Nicky’s toys had been gathered in their little woven basket, yet she still moved as if the world might fall apart if she didn’t do something. As if tidying the room might somehow tidy her past, preparing her for the visit to come.

 

“Babe,” she muttered under her breath, “where did we put the good coasters? The cork ones, not the ones with the raccoons—”

 

“The drawer by the stove,” came Agatha’s voice from the armchair near the window, low andcalm and unhurried.

 

Rio paused. Nodded. Opened the drawer. There they were, of course. She retrieved them without a word and placed them gently on the coffee table as if soemthing horrible would happen if she didn't.

 

Agatha didn’t say anything else. She simply watched her wife move about the living room with that quiet love that never tried to stop her because she knew better than to interrupt Rio when she was spiraling into movement. Better to wait. Better to hold the center.

 

There were times to intervene, and this wasn’t one of them. 

 

She held Violet in her arms, the baby against her chest with one hand curled around Agatha’s necklace. Agatha ran her fingers gently along her daughter’s back, eyes never leaving Rio.

 

Nicky, meanwhile, was somewhere between excitement and confusion. He stood at the edge of the hallway, eyebrows scrunnched into an expression he clearly thought looked serious and grown-up.

 

“So…” he said slowly, for the fifth time in twenty minutes, “your old friend is coming?”

 

Rio paused mid-step, her hands full of clean dish towels. She turned to face him and gave him a small, distracted smile. “Yes, love. Ethan. He’s—well, we used to be really close. A long time ago.”

 

Nicky considered this.

 

“Before I was born?”

 

“Way before you were born.”

 

“Before you met Mama?”

 

Rio hesitated just long enough for Agatha to quietly answer, “Yes, even before that.”

 

Nicky’s eyes widened slightly, as if this placed Ethan somewhere in the realm of dinosaurs and fossils. “Did you know him when you were a kid?”

 

Rio laughed under her breath. “Kind of. We met when I was a little kid in a house with a lot of children, but we only lived together in a family when we were teenagers. He was… important. Back then.”

 

Nicky squinted at her. “Did you like him?”

 

This time, the question landed with a little more weight.

 

Rio looked at her son and crouched to his level. “Yes, I liked him. Not the way I like Mama or you obviously. He was my best friend, Nicky. The kind of friend who was there for me during a really hard time. Kind of like a brother.”

 

“Like Auntie Alice?” Nicky asked, eyes narrowing in thought.

 

“A little like Alice,” Rio said. “But we were kids. And then… life took us in different directions.”

 

He nodded, seeming to accept that. For now.

 

There was a moment of silence, and then he said, “Do I have to call him Uncle Ethan?”

 

“No, love,” Agatha said from the armchair, amusement soft in her voice. “He doesn’t get that title just yet. He has to earn it.”

 

“Good,” Nicky said, nodding gravely. “It’s not for just anyone.”

 

Then he continued with a little frown. “And if I don’t like him, do I have to be nice?”

 

“Yes,” both Agatha and Rio said in unison. “As long as he is nice to you.”

 

Nicky sighed heavily, as if this was the greatest burden he’d ever carried.

 

Then, more seriously, he turned toward his Mom, “Are you nervous?”

 

Rio opened her mouth, closed it, then nodded. “Yeah. I am.”

 

Nicky leaned against her with a sigh, like he had decided that if she was going to be nervous, he’d simply be near her until she wasn’t, and she wrapped her arms around him briefly, the way she always did when she needed to anchor herself. He smelled like grass and crayons and apple juice. His weight in her arms reminded her of the life she had now—the ordinary, miraculous life Ethan had never been a part of.

 

“Why?” he asked quietly, resting his chin on her shoulder.

 

Rio exhaled slowly, trying to put the complexity into words he could understand.

 

“Because…” she began, her voice quiet, “sometimes when you see someone from the past—someone who was there during a really confusing time—all the old feelings come back. And it’s hard to know what to do with them. It’s like opening a drawer you haven’t touched in years, and finding things you forgot were there. Things that still… hurt. Even if they shouldn’t.”

 

Nicky was silent for a long time, his little fingers tracing shapes on her arm.

 

“Oh,” he said at last, softly. Thoughtfully. Like it made perfect sense to him in some deep, instinctual way, even if he couldn’t name all the reasons why. “Like when I found my old astronaut puzzle and remembered I lost the last piece.”

 

Rio gave a quiet, surprised laugh. “Yeah. Kind of like that. Except the piece is still missing, and you’re not sure if you even want to finish the puzzle anymore.”

 

Nicky considered this very seriously. “But maybe the picture is still nice, even with a piece gone.”

 

She looked at him for a moment, and her throat ached. She kissed the side of his head.

 

“Maybe it is,” she whispered.

 

She held him a moment longer, then stood and smoothed his curls. ““Alright, dragon boy. Why don’t you go pick a boook for us to read later? Something with fire and wings and an unreasonable amount of treasure.”

 

“With battle dragons?” he asked hopefully.

 

“Of course,” she smiled. “Only the fiercest.”

 

He scampered off, and Rio let out a long, quiet breath under Agatha’s watchful eyes.

 

And then, there was a knock at the door.

 

Rio froze.

 

The knock came again. Not rushed. Just a second, gentle reminder that someone was waiting.

 

Rio swallowed hard.

 

Her legs didn’t want to move. Her whole body felt suddenly too full of air, of memory, of weight. She looked over her shoulder. Agatha stood beside the armchair now, Violet still against her, calm as ever, but her gaze steady. Present. Solid.

 

It grounded her.

 

Rio took a breath. Then another. Then walked to the door.

 

Her hand hesitated just a second on the knob. And then she opened it.

 

There he was.

 

Ethan.

 

Older. That was the first thing she registered. Older, like her. A little more filled out, a little less boyish. Not the boy who used to fall asleep with a stolen comic book on his chest or make her laugh until she cried at three in the morning. The soft edges of adolescence had given way to the firmer lines of adulthood. He was tall—taller than she remembered, maybe more than a full head above her now. His brown hair was shorter than it used to be, and at his temples, already a dusting of silver that startled her more than it should have.

 

But his eyes…

 

Those were the same.

 

Wide and kind and a little uncertain, like he didn’t quite know where to start. Like he didn’t know if she’d slam the door in his face or throw her arms around him—or both. 

 

He was holding a paper bag—a white one with the logo of the bakery Rio used to love, because  it gave day‑old pastries to foster kids with the right smiles, back in the city where they’d met. A little grease mark bloomed faintly on one side. It smelled like almond and sugar and warm flour. The scent knocked loose half a dozen memories at once: cold fingers, stolen sugar, the hiss of espresso machines, Ethan snorting powdered sugar when he laughed too hard.

 

“Hi,” he said.

 

His voice had deepened, too. It still had that familiar rasp at the edges, but now there was a softness to it, careful and deliberate, like he wasn’t sure how loud he was allowed to be here. For a heartbeat she could see him at fifteen, hoodie sleeves gnawed to ribbons at the cuffs, explaining Star Wars plot holes with operatic conviction.

 

“You look exactly the same,” he continued, eyes a little wider.

 

Rio blinked.

 

And then—because she wasn’t sure what else to say, because it felt both absurd and painfully real—she offered a small, crooked smile and said, “You look taller.”

 

That made him laugh, quiet and surprised. He shifted his weight, clutching the bag like a peace offering.

 

“You always said I was short.”

 

Rio shrugged, leaning lightly against the doorframe. “Because you were.”

 

“I grew up.”

 

Her gaze skimmed the laugh‑lines that hadn’t been there before, the steadier set of his jaw. She nodded, something almost fond tugging at her. “You did.”

 

He tipped his chin toward her hair, toward the faint freckles on her cheeks she never used to have. “You did, too.”

 

She nodded, eyes soft now. “We both did.”

 

They stood there for a moment longer, both unsure of the next move.

 

Just as Rio was about to step aside and invite him in, she felt a sudden tug at her jeans.

 

She looked down. Nicky had appeared behind her, wrapping himself tightly around her leg like a koala, his cheek to her waist and his hair still tousled from reading time upstairs. His eyes were wide and assessing, shifting between Ethan and Rio with the same supsicious energy of someone who had studied knights and magic border patrol rituals in great detail and was now deciding whether this visitor should be granted access to the realm.

 

Rio instinctively placed a hand on his head, fingers threading through his curls. She knew the boy disn’t always do well with surprises that didn’t come with glitter or balloons.

 

Nicky, never one to dance around what he really wanted to know, blinked up at Ethan and asked, very matter-of-fact, “Are you really Mommy’s brother? Why haven’t we met you before?”

 

Rio winced lightly, biting back a surprised laugh. Ethan blinked, then let out a short breath that might have been a laugh if it wern’t so tangled in nerves.

 

“That,” he said, crouching slowly so he was eye level with Nicky, “is a really good question.”

 

Nicky said nothing, but narrowed his eye like he was preparing for a long interrogation. Rio knelt beside him, brushing a curl back from his forehead. Her voice was warm and gentle, but she didn’t sugarcoat it.

 

“Remember what I told you earlier, baby? That Ethan and I knew each other when we were younger?” She cupped his cheek, feeling how warm he was from the couch and blankets. “He’s not my brother in the way that Auntie Alice is like family now. But a long time ago, when I was still growing up, Ethan was kind of like a brother to me. We spent a lot of time together back then.”

 

“Before I was born,” Nicky murmured, as if trying to place the timeline on a mental scroll.

 

“Way before,” Rio confirmed for the second time. “We lost touch. But now… he’s here. And we’re catching up.”

 

Nicky looked at her long and hard, then at Ethan again, still not quite satisfied. He studied him the way he studied new animals at the zoo—cautious, analytical, wondering what the rules were for this species.

 

Ethan, reading the mment right, lowered himself the rest of the way onto one knee. Not in a way that said “I’m trying too hard” or “Look at me, I’m the fun adult,” but with a quiet sincerity that said: I know I don’t belong here yet. I’d like to, if it’s okay with you.

 

“You must be Nicky,” Ethan said, smiling gently.

 

Nicky nodded solemnly, shifting his weight onto one foot. “I’m Nicholas,” he announced. “But everybody calls me Nicky. You can too, if you want. I’m seven, almoooost eight. And I can read chapter books.”

 

Ethan’s smile deepened, but he didn’t laugh. He matched the tone with equal gravity. “Seven, huh? That’s a great age. You know, I think I was seven when I met your mom.”

 

Nicky’s eyes lit up at that. “Really?”

 

“Mmhmm. She had the loudest laugh of anyone I’d ever met. And she always won at hide-and-seek.”

 

Rio snorted softly. “Because you were bad at hiding.”

 

“You told me the pantry was off-limits!” Ethan said, half-defensive, half-laughing.

 

Nicky’s mouth twitched at the corners. He turned his head slightly, giving his mom a pointed look. “Did you really win all the time?”

 

“Every time,” she said smugly.

 

Nicky turned back to Ethan. « Mom is really good at hiding. Sometimes, she hides even when we can see her. »

 

Rio’s heart clenched at that. Her boy really was too smart for his own good. 

 

There was a beat of silence. Something in Ethan’s face softened, visibly and deeply.

 

He looked at Nicky for a long moment, something unreadable flickering across his features—recognition, maybe, or awe. Then he glanced over at Rio, who was still crouched beside her son, one hand steady on his back.

 

Then Ethan turned back to the little boy, voice low but sure. “You look like her, you know.”

 

Nicky blinked. “Really?”

 

Ethan smiled. “Really.”

 

Nicky beamed with that sudden, radiant pride only children can embody. His cheeks flushed pink, and his fingers tightened around Rio’s arm. “Nobody ever says that,” he said with a shy sort of joy. “Everybody says I look like Mama.”

 

“Agatha,” Rio offered gently, glancing at Ethan, filling in the context. “Nicky was born before I came along. Agatha’s been his mama since the beginning.”

 

Ethan’s eyes flicked back to Nicky, then softened again, deeper. “Well, I don’t know all the family rules,” he said, his voice warm and tentative. “But I know what I see. And it’s in the eyes. The way they catch light. That scrunch your nose just did when you were thinking really hard? That’s pure Rio. And the way you just looked at me? Yeah… that’s her too.”

 

Nicky laughed—delighted, a little startled at the attention, but entirely at ease now and just shy enough to bury his face for a second in Rio’s side. Then he peeked back out, visibly glowing. “Mama says I’m the silly one,” he said proudly. “But I can be serious too. Violet’s the most serious though. She’s a baby. And my sister.”

 

Rio chuckled, standing slowly and ruffling his hair. “You’re all a little silly,” she said, “and that’s a good thing. You’re kids. You’re supposed to be.”

 

Nicky gave a thoughtful nod. “Not for long,” he said solemnly. “I’m almost eight.”

 

Rio snorted. “You sound like you’re forty.”

 

Ethan grinned. “You’ve got a philosopher here.”

 

“Don’t encourage him,” Rio said, rolling her eyes, though the fondness in her tone betrayed her. “He’s got enough material to work with. He’s been asking questions about parallel universes and the ethics of cloning.”

 

“Only because Mama said it’s theoretical, not impossible,” Nicky interjected, clearly having found his footing again, eyes alight now with curiosity instead of caution.

 

At the second mention of “Mama,” Ethan’s head lifted instictively. He straightened fully and rised to his full height again. There, standing like someone used to watching more than speaking, was the woman he had met a week and a half prior.

 

Agatha hadn’t moved from her place near the archway that opened to the the living room, Violet on her chest, a light smile on her face, watching it all without saying anything. She was still dressed in what Rio teasingly called her “academic armor”: black slacks, a soft navy linen blouse, sleeves pushed up to the elbows. Her expression was calm, measured, unreadable—until Rio glanced back at her.

 

That glance softened something.

 

Agatha stepped forward.

 

Ethan immediately straightened, shoulders unconsciously straightening like a student before a very stern teacher. They had met before—once, briefly—when he’d shown up in Agatha’s office, fumbling through words and half-explained reasons, desperate to know if the Rio Vidal in the English department was his Rio. She had looked at him then like she already knew everything and was merely waiting for him to catch up.

 

But now… now it was different.

 

Now they both knew who they were to her.

 

Agatha offered a hand—the one not holding the baby—with a small smile. There was elegance in the gesture, but not coldness. She wasn’t trying to intimidate him. If anything, she looked like someone trying to make room for him in a space that was alredy full of love.

 

“Ethan,” she said simply. “It’s good to meet you again. Properly.”

 

Ethan took her hand. His grip was tentative, cautious. As if unsure if he was trespassing.

 

“Dr Harkness—”

 

She cut him off gently. “Agatha, please. At home.”

 

He nodded, awkward again. “Agatha. Right.” He glanced down at Violet. “And this must be…”

 

Agatha adjusted the baby slightly in her arm. Violet, as if on cue, made a soft noise—not quite a coo, not quite a complaint. Her dark curls were sticking up in tufts, her cheeks impossibly round, one tiny fist curled into the collar of Agatha’s sweater.

 

“This,” Agatha said, her voice warmer now, “is Violet.”

 

Ethan looked at the baby, and for a second, all the nervous energy drained from his face. He blinked slowly, like it took him a moment to fully see her. Then he leaned again, this time with less stiffness, and tilted his head.

 

“She’s… tiny.”

 

Agatha smiled, just a little. “She’ll be three and a half months old soon,” she said. “Believe it or not, this is the most still she’s been all day.”

 

Ethan looked back at Violet, whose dark lashes fluttered as she regarded him like a strange new planet and batted her arms and legs. “She has her mother’s energy, then,” he said, a small grin tugging at the edge of his mouth.

 

Agatha’s gaze flicked toward Rio with something much deeper than amusement—something softer, steadier. A look layered with years of love and exasperation, pride and patience. “Yes,” she said, almost fondly exasperated. “Very much so.”

 

Rio, hovering near the edge of the counter, gave a huff of mock indignation but didn’t protest. She was watching them—Agatha and Ethan—with something caught between hope and tension. This moment, too, was a line walked carefully.

 

Ethan studied Violet a little more, then glanced up. “Can I…?”

 

Agatha didn’t hesitate. She adjusted Violet slightly, offering just enough space for Ethan to move in closer. “Of course,” she said. “She likes new faces. Especially if they smile.”

 

She setpped forward slightly, letting Ethan come closer. Violet blinked at him, wide-eyed, assessing. Then, in that mercurial baby way, she reached out—fingers extended like she’d made her decision.

 

Ethan chuckled and let her curl those tiny fingers around his index. “Wow,” he whispered. “She’s strong.”

 

“She’s a handful,” Agatha said, watching the exchange with quiet amusement. “But she gives the best baby hugs. When she likes you.”

 

“She’s already winning me over,” Ethan said, eyes still on Violet. “I didn’t know they came this small.”

 

“They don’t stay that small for long,” Agatha said. There was something wistful in her tone, like an undercurrent of knowing.

 

“She has your eyes, Rio,” Ethan said after a pause, turning slightly to glance at her. “Exactly the same. It’s uncanny.”

 

Rio stepped closer then. Her posture softened. She reached over to smooth Violet's hair, her fingers lingering for just a second on Agatha’s shoulder as she did. “She’s my mini-me,” she said, her voice low and light. “Agatha says I copied and pasted myself.”

 

“I do,” Agatha said dryly. “It’s almost suspicious.”

 

“Hey,” Rio protested, poking her in the arm. “You got the other one. Nicky’s all you.”

 

Agatha’s eyebrow arched. “He was explaining metaphysics to a bird this morning.”

 

Ethan’s laugh broke free—genuine, startled, warm. “Sounds like someone’s kid.”

 

“Exactly,” Rio said, pointing between them. “He got my choas, and she got her calm. It’s poetic, really. They switched mothers at birth.”

 

Agatha looked at her wife, the baby, then Ethan. “It’s something,” she said, the words gentle.

 

And Ethan—still holding Violet’s hand, still being watched by eyes that mirrored Rio’s so exactly it ached—nodded slowly.

 

“Yeah,” he said, more to himself than anyone. “It really is.”

 

Violet gurgled suddenly, startling him. She clapped her hands once against Agatha’s shoulder, clearly deciding that this new person was acceptable but not fascinating enough to warrant more attention. Then she dropped her head against Agatha’s collarbone, one tiny fist was already halfway in her mouth, the other clutching a tuft of Agatha’s blouse with proprietary insistence.

 

“She’s sleepy,” Agatha murmured, pressing a kiss to her temple. “Nicky’s going to be jealous you got the handshake and he didn’t.”

 

Ethan blinked. “That was a handshake?”

 

“By baby standards,” Agatha said with a shrug. “That was practically a full business introduction.”

 

“I didn’t even know babies could do handshakes,” Ethan said, awe slipping into his voice again. “I thought they just… cried. And pooped.”

 

“Oh, she does that too,” Rio laughed from the kitchen, one arm resting against the counter as she watched with open amusement. “But mostly, she likes gripping things. And chewing on them. Preferably at the same time.”

 

Ethan glanced down at his finger, still slightly damp. “Good to know. I guess I should be honored?”

 

“Extremely,” Rio said, grinning. “She doesn’t just drool on anyone.”

 

Agatha gave a slow, knowing smile. “Careful. If you stay still long enough, she’ll try for your nose next.”

 

“Wait—what?” Ethan’s eyes widened as he instinctively took a cautious half-step back, hands rising in a gesture of mock surrender. “No one told me babies were this strategic.”

 

“They are,” Rio confirmed. “Especially ours. She’s part war general, part gurgling gremlin.”

 

“Duly noted,” Ethan said, backing up another inch for good measure. “I’ll keep all vulnerable facial features out of range.”

 

“She respects confidence,” Agatha added dryly. “But she’s not above testing boundaries.”

 

“She sounds like someone else I know,” Ethan muttered, shooting a glance at Rio.

 

“Hey!” Rio raised a hand as if to throw something at him, but her smile betrayed her. “You’re lucky I’m holding a coffee mug.”

 

Ethan chuckled, more relaxed now, eyes still drifting back toward Violet. Her breathing had evened out, and she had gone almost entirely boneless against Agatha’s chest, her tiny hand rising and falling with each breath.

 

“She’s kind of… perfect,” he said after a moment, the words leaving him quietly, like a confession.

 

Agatha looked down at the sleeping baby, then over at Rio.

 

“We think so too,” she said.

 

She turned with the baby then, murmuring something about getting her pacifier, and left Rio and Ethan standing by the archway, just the two of them again, to go fetch it in the nursery. The space felt quieter without Nicky’s running commentary or Violet’s babbles.

 

Rio tilted her head slightly, watching him.

 

“You okay?” she asked, just above a whisper.

 

Ethan looked around, as if cataloguing all the quiet, steady things: the kettle on the stove, the stack of books on the end table, the faint smell of cinnamon from Lilia’s earlier pastries, the soft sounds of Nicky’s game.

 

Then he looked at her.

 

“I think so,” he said. “I think I needed to see this.”

 

Rio leaned back against the wall, hands curled around her own elbows. “This?”

 

He gestured—at the house, at the traces of life scattered everywhere, at the lingering warmth in the room. “You. Safe. Whole. Loved.”

 

She didn’t answer for a moment. Then, slowly, she nodded.

 

“Yeah,” she said. “Me too.”

 

Before the moment could settle too heavily, a sudden burst of footsteps echoed towards them, quick and decisive. Nicky reappeared next to them, eyes bright with curiosity and a hint of suspicion—as though he’d been upstairs strategizing his next questions and had decided he required more data.

 

He paused only briefly at the threshold, then walked over to Ethan with all the solemnity of a young boy on an important mission.

 

“Come on,” he said, reaching for Ethan’s hand. “You haven’t even seen the best part yet.”

 

Ethan blinked. “The best part?”

 

“Mommy’s drumsticks,” Nicky replied with a grin. “We dont have real drums because Mama says they’re too loud. And the bookshelf. And the dinosaur pillow. And I wanna show you my science kit if there’s time.”

 

Ethan cast a quick look to Rio, half asking for permission.

 

Rio smiled faintly, already reaching for the paper bag in his hands. “Go ahead. I’ll bring the pastries in.”

 

She took the bag gently, uncrinkling the edges with a care that was more about delaying herself than preserving the baked goods. Her fingers brushed the edge of a croissant through the wrapping—soft, still slightly warm. There was something both familiar and entirely surreal about receiving a gift like this from Ethan, like time had folded in on itself and brought back something fragile from the past. Something unfinished.

 

Ethan followed Nicky into the living room, crouching again as the boy began gesturing excitedly toward a small stand in the corner—Rio’s drumsticks rested there, neatly arranged beside a pair of worn practice silent pads and a stack of old band posters and Three of Swords fliers. One corner of the living room held a few framed photos, others clipped haphazardly to strings above Nicky’s art table. Everything in the space looked lived-in, soft around the edges with use and memory.

 

“Those are real drumsticks,” Nicky declared, glancing at Ethan like he might need clarification. “Mommy used them in a real band. On a stage. With lights and everything.”

 

Ethan squinted at the sticks, then looked back at the posters. “Yeah?” he said, grinning. “She didn’t tell me that.”

 

“She says I’m not allowed to bang on the pads without asking,” Nicky went on solemnly, “but sometimes I sneak one tap when she’s not looking. Just one. I’m very stealthy.”

 

“Sounds like you’ve got some musician instincts of your own,” Ethan said, eyes twinkling.

 

“I do,” Nicky replied, as if this was an unassailable fact. “But I like science better. Mama says I have a brain like an engineer. That means I can build things. Or invent.” He puffed out his chest slightly. “I’m making a robot next. It’s gonna have arms that fold like a transformer and maybe a cookie sensor.”

 

Ethan laughed. “A cookie sensor sounds pretty useful.”

 

“Yeah. It’ll beep when it finds the chocolate ones.”

 

Ethan followed his gaze to the bookshelf. “You read all of those?”

 

“Almost,” Nicky said proudly, moving toward the shelf and grazing his fingers along the spines. “Except the ones that are too grown-up. But Mom and Mama read me the poems sometimes. Even the weird ones. Especially the weird ones.”

 

Ethan’s eyes caught on a slim volume on the lowest shelf—Selected Poems of T.S. Eliot, worn at the edges. A quiet smile ghosted across his lips. “She always liked the weird ones.”

 

Just then, Rio entered with a ceramic plate balanced in one hand, still lined with parchment, steam rising gently from the fresh pastries. She set it on the coffee table with a clink and brushed her hands off on the hem of her jeans, pausing for a moment to take in the sight before her.

 

Nicky was now explaining the science behind his homemade volcano kit in energetic detail, complete with hand motions and impromptu sound effects.

 

Rio came to sit on the edge of the couch beside Ethan, not too close but not distant either—like someone remembering how to be near someone they hadn’t seen in years.

 

“Sorry,” she murmured, watching Nicky with a half-smile. “He gets a little hyper when he’s curious.”

 

Ethan leaned back, arms resting lightly on his thighs. “He’s incredible,” he said, still watching the boy with something close to awe. “I can’t believe you have a kid that big.”

 

“I know,” Rio said quietly. She tucked one leg beneath her and let out a soft breath. “Sometimes I still can’t believe he’s mine. He just… showed up one day and turned the whole world upside down.” Her eyes flicked to Ethan, and for a moment, she wasn’t guarding anything. “In the best way.”

 

They watched in silence as Nicky, deep in thought, selected a single pastry from the plate. He placed it carefully on a napkin and walked across the room to set it beside the soft, pastel-colored playmat they used for Violet’s tummy time, smoothing the napkin flat, waiting for his sister to come back. He didn’t say anything—just nodded to himself and walked back to his volcano kit.

 

Ethan chuckled softly. “He’s got your instincts.”

 

Rio turned to him, one brow raised. “To hoard pastries?”

 

“No,” Ethan said, smiling. “To take care of people. Even when no one asks him to.”

 

The compliment hovered between them—gentle, unforced, but heavier than it sounded.

 

Rio looked away first. Her hand drifted toward the plate, pulling a croissant free and tearing off a corner, not eating it yet, just holding it. “I try,” she said finally, her voice low. “With them. I try to be the version of myself I needed when I was little.”

 

Ethan didn’t reply right away. He just nodded, understanding deeper than words could offer. The room was quiet for a moment, but it wasn’t heavy anymore. It was full—in the way homes are full of overlapping lives, of broken things stitched up again and again until they hold.

 

Then Nicky’s voice piped up brightly from across the room. “Do you want to help me test my robot sensors? You can be the cookie.”

 

Ethan grinned. “An honor I’ve never had before.”

 

Rio snorted. “That means he’s officially decided he likes you.”

 

“High praise,” Ethan said, rising to his feet.

 

“Just be warned,” Rio added with a mock-serious tone, “once he adopts you, you’re stuck.”

 

Ethan glanced back at her before following Nicky toward the pile of gears and wires on the rug. “Yeah,” he said quietly. “I think I’m okay with that.”

 

A while later, Ethan returned to the couch, the energy of his time with Nicky still clinging to him like static. He lowered himself slowly into the cushions beside Rio, as if afraid to disturb the delicate peace that had settled over the room. Rio exhaled through her nose, broke off another piece of her croissant, and without looking, offered him the other half—an unconscious gesture, automatic and familiar, drawn from a muscle memory older than forgiveness and born from the habit of sharing food.

 

Ethan accepted it with a quiet nod, fingers brushing hers briefly. They ate in silence for a moment.

 

“So,” Rio said, brushing a few flakes of pastry from her lap, “how’ve you been?”

 

It was a huge question hidden behind casual words. A request for the story of a life. Ethan hesitated, chewing slowly.

 

“Complicated,” he said finally, with a breathy half-laugh. “After you left, I sort of… disappeared for a while. Kept my head down. Aged out of the system, got into a trade program, got my own place. Went to therapy. Still do, actually. That’s helped more than I expected.”

 

Rio tilted her head, watching him. He looked older, yes—but also more settled. Still guarded, still cautious, but grounded in a way he hadn’t been before.

 

“That’s good,” she said quietly.

 

“I teach too now,” he added, almost as an afterthought. “Art classes. Just part-time stuff at a youth center. Nothing fancy.”

 

Rio blinked, a soft crease forming between her brows. “I didn’t know you painted.”

 

“I didn’t, back then.” He smiled a little, sheepish. “I picked it up on a whim, something to do with my hands. Turns out, I’m not terrible. I mean, I’m not great either, but the kids don’t care. They just want space. Somewhere safe. Someone who doesn’t leave.”

 

That last line hit her in the chest with surprising force.

 

Her voice caught briefly before she answered, “That’s… really good, Ethan. Really.”

 

He shrugged, suddenly looking younger. “I figured if I couldn’t fix anything, the least I could do is try to become someone I wish we’d had.”

 

She nodded slowly, gaze dropping to her hands. There wasn’t much to say to that—no correction to be made, no neat conclusion to draw. Only the quiet understanding that came from walking through the same kind of fire.

 

After a pause, Ethan looked around again—his gaze lingering on the toys piled near the bookshelf, the soft piano in the corner, the sippy cup abandoned on the coffee table, the quilt Violet had kicked off earlier.

 

“What about you?” he asked gently. “What’s it been like… here?”

 

Rio followed his eyes around the room, seeing it suddenly through someone else’s lens. The scattered chaos of family life. The worn edges of peace.

 

“Safe,” she said after a moment. “At first it felt… impossible. Like I’d wake up and it would be gone. Like it couldn’t be mine. But it is. Somehow it is.”

 

Ethan’s eyes moved to the hallway Agatha had disappeared down. “And Agatha?”

 

Rio’s mouth curved into a small, private smile. “She saved me,” she said simply. “But not all at once. Not in a big, cinematic way. In the slow way. The real way. She never made me feel like I had to be grateful just to exist. Never treated me like I was broken or fragile. She just… stayed. Stood next to me. Even when I didn’t know how to let anyone in.”

 

Her voice softened further. “Just like Lilia did before her.”

 

Ethan followed her gaze, and then looked back at Rio, something unreadable flickering in his expression. He ran a hand through his hair, then nodded toward the hallway again.

 

“I wasn’t sure how she’d feel about me being here.”

 

“She’s protective,” Rio said, her smile shifting into something warm and steady. “Of me. Of the kids. But she trusts me. And she listens. That’s the thing about Agatha—you don’t really get away with much, but she doesn’t come in swinging. She waits. She gives you space to be honest, even when it’s messy.”

 

“She sounds like the opposite of everyone we used to know,” Ethan murmured.

 

“She is,” Rio said softly. “That’s why I stayed. Why I got better. Not all at once, but slowly. With her. With all of this.”

 

They sat there in the quiet again, the weight of time and change pressing gently around them—not heavy, but undeniable.

 

Ethan looked down at the half croissant in his hand, turning it over thoughtfully before meeting her eyes again.

 

“I’m glad you found this,” he said finally. “Even if it took everything else falling apart first.”

 

Rio nodded. “Me too.”

 

And for a little while, neither of them had to say anything more. They both turned then as Nicky crawled between them again, munching on a piece of danish.

 

“You’re really tall,” he informed Ethan between bites. “Like, super tall. Taller than Mama and Mommy and Grandma combined.”

 

Ethan blinked, grinned. “That’s a lot of ladies to stack.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly. “I know. That’s why I’m suspicious.”

 

“Suspicious?” Ethan echoed, raising an eyebrow.

 

Nicky scooted an inch closer and peered up at him with deep, investigative squinting. “Did you drink something? Like a potion? Or did you do one of those superhero stretches? Mama says height is mostly genes, but I still think there might be some kind of secret stretching technique. Or space magic juice.”

 

Rio snorted. “You’re definitely our kid.”

 

Ethan leaned forward and plucked a napkin from the coffee table, handing it over to the small, sugared menace beside him. “No magic, I’m afraid. Just lots of bananas.”

 

Nicky paused, clearly stunned by the simplicity of this answer. “Bananas?”

 

“Yup. Every day. For years.”

 

His eyes grew round with delight. “I love bananas! Mama makes banana pancakes. And banana muffins. And banana bread but with chocolate chips.”

 

“Well then,” Ethan said solemnly, holding out his hand for a fist bump, “you’re already halfway to becoming a skyscraper.”

 

Nicky grinned, dropped his danish on the plate with sticky fingers, and gave Ethan an enthusiastic fist bump. “I wanna be taller than the fridge,” he said, voice rising with excitement. “Then maybe taller than the ceiling. But not too tall, ‘cause I still wanna fit in the bath. And in my bed. And on the swings.”

 

Rio raised an amused eyebrow, brushing a few pastry flakes off his shirt. “Good to know you have limits. But Ethan, please don’t give my child instructions on how to grow too tall, I like him small and manageable like this.”

 

“I’m not small!” Nicky protested with great drama, throwing himself sideways into Rio’s lap and planting two slightly greasy hands across her thighs. “I’m really tall already. You said so last week when I almost reached the poetry shelf without jumping!”

 

Rio looked down at him, heart visibly melting, and leaned in to plant a kiss on the tip of his sugar-dusted nose. “You’re the tallest, my love. The absolute tallest person I know.”

 

Nicky beamed at her, and Ethan, for the first time since arriving, relaxed fully into the couch.

 

Rio watched the two of them—her son and her almost-brother—sitting side by side with crumbs on their laps and quiet curiosity between them, and something in her chest loosened. They weren’t there yet. There was still so much unsaid. But the house felt a little warmer than it had an hour ago.

 

The sound of soft footsteps signaled Agatha’s return before she fully appeared, stepping into the living room with Violet securely in her arms. The baby, freshly changed and wrapped in a clean, soft blanket with little stars on it, was already dozing again against her mother’s chest. Agatha moved with her usual calm, her long hair pulled into a loose braid that Nicky had insisted on helping with earlier.

 

She paused for a moment, taking in the tableau—Rio curled comfortably into the corner of the couch, Ethan sitting a respectful distance away but visibly more relaxed now, and Nicky halfway stretched across the coffee table in search of a second pastry.

 

Agatha took the open seat beside Rio, adjusting Violet gently in her arms. Her hand found the back of Rio’s shoulder, her thumb brushing soft circles along the curve of her wife’s spine in a way that looked like habit. Ethan sat up a little straighter at her arrival, as if remembering all at once that this wasn’t just any afternoon visit, but the first one. The real one. He offered a tentative smile, which Agatha returned—measured but kind.

 

Nicky finally seized his prize and flopped back onto the rug with a triumphant noise, pastry in hand. “Mama, Mommy says I can have two danishes ‘cause I cleaned up Violet’s toys this morning,” he announced, waving his prize like a trophy.

 

Agatha arched a brow. “Did she? Well, that sounds like a very generous reward system.”

 

Rio laughed softly, leaning into her wife’s touch. “It was a very selective cleanup. Mostly he just moved everything into a pile.”

 

“Piling is a method,” Nicky said with great dignity, chewing with one cheek puffed out like a chipmunk. “Like organizing. But cooler.”

 

Violet shifted slightly in Agatha’s arms with a sleepy sigh, and Ethan watched, silently absorbing the rhythm of this family that somehow seemed to work in perfect, beautiful chaos. Then he reached into the back pocket of his jeand and pulled something out—a small, creased square of glossy paper. He held it delicately between his fingers, the way someone might hold a relic, or a fragile note from the past.

 

“I thought you might want this,” he said, extending it to Rio.

 

Rio took it slowly, her brows drawing together as she unfolded it. It was an old polaroid, slightly faded, the corners curled from time. Two kids stared up from the frame—fifteen years old, but looking younger. The light in the background was washed out, but their shapes were clear. Ethan looked thinner then, all sharp lines and elbows, with too-long limbs that didn’t seem to know what to do with themselves. And beside him, unmistakable even through the blur of time, was Rio.

 

Agatha leaned closer to look. Her breath caught for just a second.

 

The younger version of Rio in the photo was still her—same eyes, same bone structure—but everything about her seemed a little… tighter. Guarded. She stood like she was bracing for something, squinting at the lens like she didn’t entirely trust it. Her dark hair was a tangled mess around her face, her shoulders hunched, her arms far too thin under a short-sleeved shirt. She looked like a spark that hadn’t caught fire yet. Like someone waiting for the wind to change.

 

Agatha’s hand stilled on Rio’s back.

 

Rio, for her part, stared at the photo in silence for a long moment. Her thumb brushed over the surface. Her mouth twitched up at the corner, something like a smile tugging its way through.

 

“I forgot we ever looked like that,” she murmured, almost to herself. Her voice was thick, quieter than usual. “God. I looked like I hadn’t eaten in a month.”

 

“You hadn’t,” Ethan said, not unkindly. Just… truthfully.

 

Rio let out a soft breath, almost a laugh. “Right.”

 

Agatha glanced sideways at her, eyes full of something tender and fierce all at once. She didn’t speak. She just moved her hand again, this time slower, grounding. Present.

 

Ethan cleared his throat, his gaze still lingering on the photo. “I found it in one of the old boxes when I moved. I almost threw it out. Then I saw it again last week and—I don’t know. I just thought… maybe you should have it.”

 

Rio nodded, folding the photo carefully along its original crease. “Thank you. For not throwing it out.”

 

Ethan tilted his head toward Rio, a grin slowly stretching across his face, fond and a little wicked. “Remember when we stole the school’s Polaroid camera because you wanted to take pictures of the flowers blooming by the railroad tracks?”

 

That did it—Rio let out a sudden snort of laughter, muffled but real. The tension in her shoulders cracked a little, like something had unspooled and let go.

 

Across the coffee table, Nicky—who had been doing his best impression of a disinterested child while very obviously eavesdropping—sat upright, eyes wide.

 

“Wait. Wait. Did Mommy really steal the class camera? Like, stole it stole it?”

 

Rio froze mid-laugh, mouth half open. Ethan stiffened beside her, looking for all the world like a kid who had just remembered there was a teacher in the room. They both turned slowly toward Nicky with nearly identical expressions of innocent guilt—mouths twitching, eyes caught somewhere between panic and mischief.

 

Agatha, perched beside them with Violet asleep in the crook of her arm, arched one brow. Her lips were twitching too now, though she managed to keep them mostly in check. “Oh dear,” she murmured, her tone dripping with exaggerated concern. “Is this the part where I find out I married a juvenile delinquent?”

 

Rio groaned, pinching the bridge of her nose with a sigh that could have been exasperation, amusement, or both. “I might have done that once,” she admitted, eyes flicking over to Nicky, who was practically vibrating with glee. “But no, kiddo, you absolutely cannot do that in your class.”

 

“Why not?” Nicky shot back immediately, all righteous curiosity and gleaming hero worship. “You were little and you did it, and you turned out awesome!”

 

“I mean…” Ethan chimed in, leaning back into the couch with a poorly disguised grin, “She also stole the gummy bears from the front office the same day. It was a whole thing. She had an agenda.

 

Nicky gasped, scandalized in the way only seven-year-olds can be when they’re deeply impressed. “That’s so cool! Mommy, you were a bandit!

 

Rio dropped her face into Agatha’s shoulder with a dramatic groan. “We are not telling your teacher that story, Nicky. I’m serious. I will deny everything.”

 

Agatha chuckled. “Oh, I don’t know,” she said thoughtfully. “I think it builds character.”

 

Rio turned her head just enough to glare at her from the safety of her sweater. “Whose character? Mine? Or the poor vice principal who had to file the missing camera report?”

 

“Both,” Agatha replied smoothly, brushing her fingers gently through Rio’s hair. “A lesson in rebellion and institutional failure. Very on-brand for you.”

 

“I can’t believe this is happening,” Rio muttered.

 

“I can,” Ethan said cheerfully.

 

“I like your old stories,” Nicky added proudly, plopping himself down next to Ethan like they were suddenly co-conspirators. “They make Mom seem like a secret superhero.”

 

Rio looked over at her son, at his sticky hands and wide eyes and the fierce loyalty in his little voice, and even though her face was half-buried, her smile was unmistakable.

 

“Careful,” she said, voice half-muffled. “Keep talking like that and I’ll start telling you all of Ethan’s stories.”

 

Nicky’s eyes widened with delighted alarm. “Even the really naughty ones?”

 

“Especially those,” Rio said, pulling her face out of Agatha’s shoulder and sitting up a little straighter. “Like the time Ethan—”

 

“Hey now,” Ethan interrupted quickly, hands raised in mock surrender. “We’re talking your criminal history today, not mine.”

 

Agatha glanced at both of them with a perfectly timed, mock-serious look. “I can’t believe I have to keep a straight face while sheltering a criminal in my house.”

 

“Technically,” Rio said brightly, “this is my house too.”

 

“And my future reputation on the line,” Agatha added, lips quirking again. « If this gets out. »

 

Nicky, now leaning against Ethan’s arm and munching on his pastry, nodded solemnly. “I won’t tell anyone. Not even the teacher. Or Grandma. Or—wait, especially Grandma. She’d totally ground Mommy.”

 

Ethan was laughing now too, easier than he had earlier, the years between them collapsing just a little more. His eyes crinkled at the edges as he watched Rio fumble through her embarrassment like she was fifteen again.

 

Nicky, still completely enthralled, wasn’t finished. He leaned forward, resting his chin on his hands and asked, “Did you get in trouble?”

 

Rio let out a breath and reached lazily for the end of Agatha’s braid, twining it between her fingers, the motion casual and thoughtless—comfort made muscle memory. “Oh yeah. I did. And I deserved it,” she admitted, though her tone held no shame, just faint amusement. “But I also took some really good pictures of those flowers, thank you very much.”

 

Ethan nodded with exaggerated solemnity. “She taped one of them inside her locker. A violet, I think. You were very proud of it.”

 

Rio blinked. Her fingers stilled in Agatha’s hair. “Oh my god,” she whispered, something sparking behind her eyes. “I did. I completely forgot about that.” She turned her head, wonder blooming across her features as she looked at Agatha, then at the baby in her arms. “It really was a violet.”

 

Agatha’s blue eyes met hers with an expression that always undid Rio a little—steady, adoring, impossibly soft. “You’ve always had a thing for violets, my love,” she murmured, pressing a kiss to Rio’s temple, then lowering her head slightly to press another to the downy hair atop the sleeping baby in her arms. “Looks like you kept that tradition going.”

 

Rio’s gaze dropped to their daughter—, fast asleep against Agatha’s chest, her tiny hands batting the air in her sleep. For a second, she couldn’t speak. Her throat tightened, and the corners of her mouth curved up in something too tender to call just a smile.

 

“It stayed there all year,” Ethan said softly, as though afraid to interrupt the stillness that had settled over them. “Even after you switched schools. The custodian never took it down. I saw it months later. It got sun-bleached and a little curled, but it was still there. I think he left it on purpose.”

 

There was a long pause. Violet stirred slightly in Agatha’s arms, and she rocked gently, murmuring something under her breath.

 

Rio leaned in a little closer, resting her shoulder more fully against Agatha’s. Her fingers found the braid again and resumed their soft exploration. “I can’t believe I forgot that,” she said after a moment, her voice quieter now. “That flower… look like it was all already waiting. I just didn’t know what.”

 

“You do now,” Agatha said simply, her voice a low thread in the stillness.

 

Rio looked at her for a long second, then at Ethan, then at the tiny girl sleeping between them all like the quiet center of the universe.

 

“Yeah,” she said softly. “I really do.”

 

Rio glanced over at Agatha again, who had gone back to look at the polaroid, her expression unreadable but soft around the edges.

 

“It’s the first time I’ve seen a picture of you that young,” Agatha said quietly, eyes still on the photo. “You still look like you. Just… more guarded. Like you were waiting for something.”

 

Rio’s breath caught. She looked down at the girl in the picture again. That younger version of herself stared back with that same half-suspicious squint. As if even the camera was asking too much. She followed the shape of her own arms, too thin. Her jaw, clenched tight. The way she stood slightly angled away from Ethan, even though he was grinning like they’d just gotten away with something.

 

Then at her son and daughter, and then at Agatha beside her.

 

“I was.”

 

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Chapter 35: Brother and Sister - Part II

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Encouraged by the polaroid story—and clearly picking up on the fact that the grown-ups had slipped into storytelling mode—Nicky wriggled with determination across the living room rug and plopped himself right between Ethan’s knees, where he sat on the edge of the couch. He looked up at him with bright, expectant eyes, hands resting on his knees like a very small journalist preparing for a scoop.

 

“So what else did Mommy do when she was little?” he asked, voice tinged with both curiosity and mischief.

 

Ethan blinked, caught off guard for half a second, then let out a laugh. “Oh boy. That’s a big question, kid.”

 

Nicky was already nodding like he had a notepad and a pencil ready. “Start with the funny stuff,” he said helpfully. “Not the sad parts.”

 

That made Rio glance up sharply, just for a second, her hand instinctively reaching to brush against Nicky’s back. But Ethan’s expression didn’t falter. He took the cue in stride, nodding solemnly.

 

“Funny stuff only. Got it.” He glanced at Rio, who was now leaning sideways against Agatha, a half-empty teacup in her hand. She gave him a quiet look—watchful, but not tense.

 

“Well,” Ethan said, settling back a little and crossing one ankle over the other, “when we were really little—like seven or eight—we met at the first group home. That was before we got placed together in a foster family a few years later. And even back then, your mom had very strong opinions about one thing in particular.”

 

Nicky tilted his head, eager.

 

“Dresses,” Ethan said with mock seriousness.

 

“I hated them,” Rio interjected immediately, without even looking up. “Despised them. Like, genuinely believed they were invented as punishment.”

 

Agatha let out a quiet laugh under her breath, and Nicky gasped dramatically.

 

“But you wear dresses now! You wore one on Grandma's birthday! It had flowers on it. And the one when you brought Vivi to meet my friends your students—you said it was your nice-teacher outfit!”

 

“I did, yes. That’s true.”

 

“She looked fancy,” Nicky added for emphasis.

 

Ethan grinned. “Yeah, I almost didn’t recognize her when I saw her picture on the university website when I checke dit out after our call. She was in a skirt. I honestly thought maybe she’d been replaced by a shapeshifter.”

 

Agatha sipped from her teacup, smiling into the rim. “She likes them now.”

 

“Sometimes,” Rio clarified quickly, lifting a finger. “Not the itchy ones. Not the frilly ones. And not if someone tells me I have to.”

 

“Did someone make you wear dresses, Mommy?” Nicky asked, putting the pieces together with surprising ease.

 

Rio drew in a slow breath and let it out before answering. “Yeah, baby,” she said gently. “The lady running the group home thought all the girls should dress a certain way. She had rules—strict ones—and it didn’t feel right to me. It didn’t feel like me.”

 

Nicky listened, wide-eyed.

 

“So,” Rio continued, the corner of her mouth quirking upward, “sometimes I’d sneak into the backyard before breakfast and change into Ethan’s jeans instead.”

 

“Only problem,” Ethan said with a nostalgic smile, “was that I was taller, depite averything your mom says. The jeans would drag behind her like a sad denim train, and the cuffs would get soaked in morning dew. But she looked so proud.”

 

“I was proud,” Rio said, mock-defensive. “I was making a statement.”

 

“You were also covered in grass stains.”

 

Agatha chuckled, adjusting Violet gently in her arms. “She still gets grass stains,” she murmured, pressing a kiss to Rio’s hair.

 

Rio rolled her eyes, half-blushing. “Some things never change.”

 

Nicky was quiet for a moment, then asked, “Did they get mad at you?”

 

“Sometimes,” Rio admitted. “They didn’t like it when I didn’t follow the rules. But… I don’t know. Back then, I didn’t have a lot. Being able to wear what I wanted, even just for an hour, made me feel like me. That mattered.”

 

Ethan nodded slowly. “She was always like that. Even when we were kids. Even when everything else felt wrong, she knew how to find some tiny way to say, ‘Nope. I’m still here.’”

 

Agatha reached across and laced her fingers through Rio’s. “That sounds very familiar,” she said softly.

 

Nicky looked from Ethan to his moms, his face a mix of wonder and seriousness. “Mommy,” he said, “you were really cool when you were little.”

 

Rio laughed, a real, unguarded sound. “I don’t know about that.”

 

“You were!” Nicky insisted. “You were like… a tiny jeans superhero.”

 

Ethan burst out laughing. “That’s it. That’s her origin story.”

 

“And I’d do it again,” Rio said dramatically, lifting her chin. “For freedom. And dry ankles.”

 

Agatha squeezed her hand. “My little rebel.”

 

Rio glanced over at her wife, her heart impossibly full, and let her head rest again on Agatha’s shoulder.

 

The past was still there—full of hard edges and unspoken aches—but right now, the room was full of light, and children, and stories retold with laughter. It felt like something had shifted.

 

Like that girl in the photo had finally made it home.

 

“And then you climbed the big tree,” Ethan added, a smirk tugging at his lips.

 

“She climbed the tree?” Nicky gasped, as if this was the most rebellious act he’d ever heard of.

 

Rio groaned. “It wasn’t that tall.”

 

Ethan laughed. “Tall enough that she got stuck halfway up and shouted at me—loudly—for five full minutes when I tried to help her down.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, utterly delighted. “You yelled at him from up in a tree?”

 

Rio sank a little deeper into the couch cushion, lifting her teacup like a shield. “I yelled at everyone back then,” she muttered into her drink.

 

“She still kind of does,” Nicky whispered loudly to Ethan, which made both women dissolve into quiet laughter.

 

Ethan grinned, clearly enjoying himself, but his tone softened after a pause. “She used to fold notes into these tiny little stars,” he said, glancing toward the window like the memory was floating just outside it. “She’d write poems, or weird facts she found in library books, or jokes so bad they actually made the social worker laugh. Sometimes just scribbles. And then she’d hide them. In the house, under the porch, inside her shoes—wherever.”

 

Agatha looked over with interest, her expression caught somewhere between affection and awe. “You did that?” she asked, like Rio had just confessed to being secretly made of magic.

 

Rio’s eyes softened. “I forgot about that,” she said quietly. “I really did.”

 

“Why stars?” Nicky asked, scooting a little closer, his curiosity wide open.

 

Rio considered the question for a beat, as though remembering the answer only now. “Because they were small. And pretty. And I could fold them while pretending I wasn’t crying. I could tuck them away where no one would throw them out or tell me to stop making a mess. Stars felt like… little pieces of me I could hide, but still leave behind.”

 

Agatha blinked slowly, her fingers tightening around her teacup. Ethan gave a soft nod, confirming the memory.

 

“I still have one,” he said, after a moment. “Tucked in an old shoebox, actually. You wrote: I am not loud—I am just the only one screaming honestly.

 

Rio stared at him, stunned into stillness. Her mouth opened a little, but no words came out at first.

 

“I wrote that?”

 

“You did.”

 

She gave a disbelieving huff, almost laughing. “God, that’s… weirdly on brand.”

 

“I thought it was pretty brave,” Ethan said.

 

Agatha reached over and gently touched Rio’s hand. “It is.”

 

For a moment, Rio just sat there, her eyes flicking between her son, her wife, and her oldest friend, something fragile flickering behind her expression.

 

“I think,” Rio said slowly, “that I was just trying to make the world feel less temporary. Like maybe if I left something small behind, it meant I didn’t disappear.”

 

Agatha rubbed her thumb across the back of her wife’s hand. “You didn’t.”

 

“Nope,” Ethan agreed, leaning forward so Nicky wouldn’t miss it. “She took up plenty of space. And thank God for that.”

 

Nicky looked like he was trying to hold all of this in his heart at once. “Can you show me how to fold a star?” he asked.

 

Rio blinked at him, then smiled—this time wide and real. “Yeah, baby. I can show you.”

 

“Can we write things in them, too?”

 

“We have to,” Rio said, nudging him gently with her foot. “That’s the whole point.”

 

And across the couch, Ethan leaned back again with a quiet, knowing look, watching the woman his friend—his sister, really—had grown into, the one still writing stars into the world around her and teaching her son how to take up space even when he had been given the whole world.

 

Then Nicky—forever the master of shifting gears—leaned forward again with renewed energy. “Okay but what about pets? Did Mommy have pets when she was little? Because we have a pet! He’s a bunny and his name is Señor Scratchy. I named him. But he doesn’t like strangers, so you might not see him today. He hides under the couch like a ninja.”

 

Ethan blinked, impressed. “Señor Scratchy, huh? That’s a top-tier name.”

 

“It’s a very serious name,” Nicky said gravely. “He has complex feelings.”

 

“I believe that. I’d love to meet the little guy someday, though I respect his privacy.”

 

“He bites toes,” Agatha added helpfully from her corner of the couch, eyes twinkling over her teacup. “So tread carefully.”

 

“Oh man,” Ethan chuckled, settling down onto the rug with a dramatic sigh. “Well, I wish I could meet the beast. But to answer your question, did your mom have any pets? Sort of.” He glanced up at Rio, who narrowed her eyes suspiciously. “There was this stray cat that used to hang around the fire escape of the group home. Scrawny little thing, all bones and attitude. Your mom used to sneak food from the kitchen to leave out for her.”

 

“She did?” Nicky looked up at Rio with something close to awe.

 

Rio groaned. “No, I didn’t. That’s not how it happened.”

 

Ethan gave him a solemn nod. “She even named her Lady Meow.”

 

“I did not!

 

Ethan grinned. “You did. And I have receipts. You made a little sign for her food dish out of a popsicle stick and a gum wrapper. It said, ‘Lady Meow’s Royal Banquet.’”

 

“Oh my God,” Rio muttered, pressing both palms to her face in horror.

 

Agatha was laughing now, her whole expression lit up with delight. “That is the most you thing I’ve ever heard. You still try to name wild raccoons like they’re your sidekicks.”

 

“I was seven and chronically unsupervised,” Rio mumbled through her hands.

 

“You also tried to sew her a tiny cape using Miss Gilles’s sewing kit,” Ethan added cheerfully. “Red felt. Two crooked stitches. Very heroic.”

 

“I—what?” Rio peeked through her fingers. “Why are you like this?”

 

“Because it’s adorable,” Agatha interjected, resting her cheek against the back of the couch as she looked at her wife with unabashed fondness. “And for the record, you still can’t sew, darling.”

 

Rio gave a wounded little noise and buried her face again and pointed blindly towards Ethan. “I regret ever letting you in this house.”

 

“Too late,” Ethan said lightly. “I have immunity now.”

 

“Did the kitty like you back?” Nicky asked Ethan, still entirely engrossed.

 

“Oh, she didn’t like me at all,” Ethan said with mock offense. “She only liked her. Used to wait on the fire escape like a creepy little gargoyle until Rio came back from school. The second she showed up? Boom. Cat radar activated.”

 

“She had terrible taste,” Rio grumbled, but the corners of her mouth were twitching upward.

 

“You were her favorite human,” Ethan said, his voice quieter now, sincere. “You’ve always had that thing. Like animals just… trust you. They know you’re safe.”

 

“She really does have that,” Agatha murmured, her gaze fixed on Rio with a kind of gentle awe, as if she were looking at something tender and familiar all at once. “Although… maybe not Señor Scratchy. That bunny tolerates you at best.”

 

“That bunny is a menace,” Rio declared. “He’s like a tiny, judgmental roommate who occasionally lunges at my ankle. He only likes Agatha. And Nicky. And Violet. He only liked me when I was pregnant, so it doesn’t count.”

 

“He chased her with a kitchen roll once,” Nicky supplied helpfully. “She screamed.”

 

“I did not scream. I yelped strategically.

 

Nicky was grinning so wide it looked like it might hurt. He practically vibrated with excitement, absorbing every story like it was sacred. “Mommy is so cool,” he announced to the room, with the full confidence of a child discovering his mom had once tamed a wild beast with leftover meatloaf and a sewing kit.

 

“She really is,” Ethan agreed, his smile warm and full of history.

 

Rio, clearly overwhelmed but glowing all the same, reached out and pulled Nicky close, her arm circling him and tugging him into her side. She pressed a quick kiss to the top of his head, burying her nose in his hair.

 

“You’re not so bad yourself, kiddo,” she murmured.

 

Nicky snuggled in proudly, already revving up for his next barrage of questions.

 

But before Nicky could fire off another question—he looked like he had at least fifteen more locked and loaded—there was a tiny murmur of protest from Agatha’s arms.

 

Violet stirred against her mother’s chest, her small body stretching in that jerky, newborn way, a soft toothless yawn breaking across her delicate features. Her fingers flexed open like little stars, and her mouth wobbled toward a cry, though it didn’t come.

 

“Ah,” Agatha murmured. “There she is.”

 

Rio was already rising from her spot on the couch, holding her arms out without thinking. Agatha handed Violet over, her eyes meeting Rio’s in a quiet exchange of warmth and trust.

 

And then, as Rio settled Violet against her shoulder with a gentle, rhythmic sway, she caught Ethan’s gaze.

 

He was staring.

 

Not in an unkind or awkward way—just quiet. Still. Like something in him had short-circuited and was trying to catch up.

 

“She’s mine,” Rio said softly, her voice barely above a whisper. « I made her. »

 

“I know,” Ethan murmured. His voice caught in his throat. “I just—”

 

He didn’t finish the sentence. His eyes were fixed on Violet’s impossibly small head, the gentle rise and fall of her chest, the tiny sounds she made as she shifted, sleepy and content.

 

Rio adjusted the baby slightly, then looked up at him. “You wanna hold her?”

 

Ethan blinked. “What?”

 

“Do you want to hold her?” she repeated, a little firmer this time.

 

His first instinct was to refuse. She saw it in the slight shake of his head, in the way his shoulders pulled back like the weight of that request was too much.

 

“I’ll mess it up,” he said, barely audible.

 

“You won’t,” Rio replied, and her voice had that unshakable, grounding tone that used to talk him down from every ledge when they were younger. “You just sit, and I’ll help.”

 

Agatha watched silently from her corner of the couch, Violet’s absence now weightless in her arms. The room had gone still.

 

Ethan sat forward slowly, both hands out like a man bracing for something sacred. Rio stepped closer, careful, and gently placed Violet into his waiting arms.

 

It was awkward, at first. His hands trembled a little as he adjusted her weight. But Violet, sleepy and trusting, simply settled into him without complaint, her tiny fist curling against the front of his shirt.

 

And Ethan stopped breathing for a moment.

 

Rio sat beside him again, close enough to intervene if needed but not hovering. She watched his face shift as he looked down at the baby in his arms.

 

“I didn’t know,” he said, his voice cracked open, “any of us could make something so soft.”

 

Rio blinked hard. Her throat ached suddenly with a pressure she hadn’t expected.

 

It wasn’t sadness—not really. Not for Ethan. Not for now. It was for her. For the girl she’d been, at fifteen, squinting into a stolen polaroid lens with scraped knees and too much defiance in her bones. For the one who had stolen gummy bears from the main office because it was the only rebellion she could get away with. For the one who had once truly, honestly believed she would not live to be twenty.

 

That version of her wouldn’t have known what to do with this living room. With a warm cup of tea on the table. With a son who called her Mommy like it was the safest word in the world. With a baby who curled perfectly against her collarbone. With a wife whose silence was never absence, only presence in a different shape.

 

She wiped at her face quickly, but Agtha had already noticed.

 

Agatha leaned in without a word and wrapped an arm around Rio’s shoulders. Her other hand reached across and gently tukcked a stray strand of hair behind Rio’s ear, lingering for a moment. No one said anything.

 

Violet shifted in Ethan’s arms, sighing like she’d been here before, like she’d been held by him in another life. Her small hand opened and closed against his shirt again.

 

“I’m not gonna drop her, right?” Ethan whispered, like he wasn’t sure if he was joking.

 

“You’re not,” Rio whispered back, from her place crouched beside him.

 

“I mean… she’s so small.”

 

“They all start small,” Agatha said, her voice soft but steady. « We all did. Some more than others. She’s pretty big in that area, » she said, meaning more thna the words like always.

 

Ethan nodded, never taking his eyes off the baby. “She smells like… like cookies and something I can’t remember.”

 

“Milk and magic,” Rio said.

 

He nodded again. “Yeah. That.”

 

Nicky had gone quiet, watching the scene from the floor with wide eyes, one hand curled around the base of the couch. For all his curiosity and questions, he knew something important was happening and didn’t interrupt it.

 

And in the space between the words—between the cracked-voiced awe and the gentle gestures—there was something else growing.

 

Not just reconnection. Not just memory.

 

But the possibility of something new.

 

Ethan finally glanced up at Rio, and for the first time since they’d opened the door, he looked younger. Less lost.

 

“She’s lucky, you know,” he said.

 

Rio blinked. “Who?”

 

“Violet. Nicky. They’re lucky to have you.”

 

Rio leaned closer into Agatha’s embrace, her voice quiet and sure.

 

“I’m lucky to have them.”

 

Agatha smiled and pressed a kiss into Rio’s hair.

 

Ethan looked down at Violet again.

 

The baby began to fuss again — a soft, uncertain sound at first, but growing louder, insistent, in that unmistakable way that only babies manage: not quite crying yet, but unmistakably declaring her needs. The soft squawk turned into an unmistakable, rising insistence: Hello. Something is wrong. Fix it immediately. Or else.

 

Rio, who could distinguish Violet’s “I’m hungry” fuss from her “my sock feels weird” fuss with terrifying precision, was already on her feet before the second peep left the baby’s mouth.

 

“She’s hungry,” she said, with the calm authority of a woman who had survived middle of the night feeding and lived to tell the tale. She held out her arms toward Ethan without ceremony. “And unfortunately for you, this is one thing you’re biologically disqualified from handling.”

 

Ethan chuckled awkwardly as he handed Violet back, handling her now with the same tentative care someone might use with a flame, delicate and nervous. “Oh, do you… breastfeed her ? »

 

« I do. »

 

« Yeah, well… that’s... yeah.”

 

Violet had already begun rooting against Rio’s shirt like a heat-seeking missile, her tiny face determined, her mouth working on autopilot. The fussing had quieted into grumbly little snorts, the baby version of “about time.”

 

Ethan watched her in amazement. “That’s kind of incredible. It’s like she’s got radar.”

 

“She does,” Rio said, settling onto the edge of the couch with practiced ease, already slipping into a quieter rhythm. “It’s called survival. You try growing fingers and a spleen in the same trimester and not coming out dramatic.”

 

Ethan opened his mouth to reply—something like okay, that’s fair again, probably—but before he could get the words out, Nicky’s voice rang out from the rug with perfect comic timing. “Mommy, I’m hungry too!”

 

Rio stifled a laugh, her head tipping toward the ceiling. “You just had a snack, Nicky. Two actually.”

 

“That was a pre-snack,” he declared with great conviction. “I need a real snack.”

 

“Of course you do,” Rio said fondly, already turning toward the hallway. “Come on, love. Let’s raid the kitchen while I feed your sister.”

 

She turned her head briefly toward Agatha, brushing her shoulders as she passed behind her. “Be back in a bit.”

 

And just like that, Rio exited with both children in tow, balancing Violet in one arm while gently guiding Nicky ahead with the other, her voice already softening into mother-mode, asking what kind of snack he wanted this time and reminding him not to climb on the countertops.

 

“No, you can’t climb the counters, even if it is for crackers. What if you slipped and I dropped your sister because I had to lunge to catch your flying body?”

 

“You wouldn’t drop her,” Nicky countered confidently. “You’re like… super strong. Like a mama bear!”

 

“Flattery will not get you extra cookies.”

 

“But I tried,” Nicky said cheerfully, his voice fading as they turned the corner into the kitchen.

 

The moment she disappeared into the kitchen, the living room felt quieter — not uncomfortable, but notably more still.

 

Agatha remained in her seat, one leg crossed over the other, her fingers lightly tracing the rim of her teacup. “She’s a force, isn’t she?”

 

Ethan nodded. “Yeah. Always was. But now… it’s like she’s more. I don’t even have the word for it.”

 

“You don’t need one,” Agatha said softly, her eyes glinting with affection. “You just witnessed it.”

 

Ethan adjusted slightly on the couch, glancing once toward the dooorway Rio had gone through, then letting his gaze fall toward his lap. His hands were still a little awkward, as though they remembered the feeling of holding Violet even after she was gone.

 

Agatha leaned back into the cushions beside him, adjusting the throw blanket that had fallen halfway to the floor. She crossed one leg over the other, composed, elegant even in stillness — a woman who could say everytfhing without raising her voice.

 

Ethan looked up and met her eyes, expecting perhaps silence, or maybe a pleasant remark to fill the space.

 

Agatha’s voice, when it broke the silence, was low. Measured. Intentional.

 

“If she starts unraveling again,” she said, “I’ll know.”

 

There was nothing vague in the way she said it. No room left for interpretation.

 

Ethan didn’t move. The words hit like aa stone in wéter.

 

Agatha’s eyes stayed steady on him. She didn’t blink. “And I’ll protect her,” she continued. “Whatever it takes. Just so we’re absolutely clear on that.”

 

It wasn’t a threat. It wasn’t even a warning. It was a promise.

 

And still, Ethan didn’t flinch.

 

He didn’t laugh it off. Didn’t try to argue or explain himself. Instead, he let the silence stretch a moment longer before finally giving a small, solemn nod.

 

“That’s all I ever wanted for her,” he said.

 

Agatha tilted her head, studying him, looking for the smallest signs of a lie — and finding none.

 

She gave a slight nod in return, something that might have been approval or simply acknowledgment. Either way, the tension between them didn’t thicken. It eased, just a fraction.

 

Ethan exhaled, almost inaudibly.

 

“She’s happy,” he said. Like he hadn’t let himself believe it until now. Like it hurt a little to admit it — but also healed something too.

 

Agatha let her gaze drift back to the fire. “She is,” she said softly. “But not because everything’s perfect.”

 

Ethan turned to look at her again. “No?”

 

“No.” Agatha’s lips curved, faint and wry. “Because she knows we’ll catch her if she falls.”

 

after that talk, they kept on talking quietly, Agtaha asking him little question about his life.

 

Somewhere in the kitchen, Nicky shrieked with delight over some discovery, and Rio’s warm voice answered with exaggerated scandal, “You did not just eat that off the floor, Nicholas.

 

Agatha and Ethan both smiled.

 

And neither of them said it aloud, but they both knew: she was happy.

 

And she wasn’t alone anymore.

 


 

Maybe fifteen minutes later, there came the unmistakable sound of little feet pounding enthusiastically down the hallway — light, fast, unfiltered by any sense of restraint.

 

“—and I told Mama the rectangle ones taste better because they’re longer, and Mama said fine but she ate one anyway, and I said hey that’s mine but she said I don’t own shapes, and—”

 

Nicky burst into the room with the energy of a cartoon meteor, all arms and declarations. Hot on his heels came Rio, somehow balancing a drowsy Violet against her chest with one arm and a large plate of assorted biscuits in the other. The plate wobbled a bit, but miraculously, nothing fell.

 

She’d thrown a cardigan over her nursing tank, a soft blue thing with sleeves too long that bunched at her wrists. Her hair had half-fallen from the bun she’d pinned up that morning, now loose in waves around her flushed face. There was a pink warmth to her cheeks — not makeup, just the glow of kitchen heat and motherhood and maybe the effort of keeping up with a child who ran on chaos and sugar.

 

Ethan looked up and then laughed, a quiet, stunned sort of laugh, like he hadn’t expected this version of her at all.

 

“You cook,” he said, almost in disbelief. “You laugh. You’re a mom. You… smile.”

 

Rio quirked an eyebrow as she set the plate down on the coffee table and handed Nicky his snack, who immediately settled on the rug with it. She adjusted Violet, who had dozed off again on her chest, then looked back at Ethan.

 

“Most days,” she said, evenly. “Not all. But yeah. I do.”

 

She reached for a biscuit, paused dramatically, then added with a lopsided smile, “As for cooking — no. Let’s not rewrite history. I’m tragically untalented. Just ask my wife and my son.”

 

“You are so bad,” Nicky called from the floor, mouth full of biscuit.

 

“The worst,” Agatha added dryly, but her eyes were sparkling.

 

Rio gasped in mock offense. “I’m literally right here!”

 

“You boiled rice once,” Agatha said, “and it was crunchy.”

 

“It was al dente!” Rio shot back.

 

“It cracked my tooth,” Agatha deadpanned.

 

That was it — Ethan burst into a genuine, belly-deep laugh. A laugh that knocked the years off his face.

 

“God,” he said. “You’re really happy.”

 

Rio didn’t answer right away. She looked down at Violet in her arms, watched the way Nicky was already sharing his snack with the teddy bear sitting beside him. Agatha’s hand, subtle and sure, found her back and rested there, thumb brushing lightly.

 

Then she met Ethan’s eyes again.

 

“I’m healing,” she said softly. “Which… sometimes feels like happiness. Sometimes like survival. But I’m doing it. And I’m really happy doing it.”

 

Ethan looked at her like she was a miracle. Not because she smiled — but because she could.

 

Then Nicky piped up from the floor. “Mommy, can Ethan come to the park with us sometime? He’s very tall. He can push me super high on the swing. Like, into the sky high.”

 

Rio laughed. Ethan looked startled — touched — and Agatha? She simply smiled behind her teacup, quietly watching her family grow.

 

“Oh,” Ethan said, slightly breathless. “I mean—sure. If that’s, uh. Allowed.”

 

Rio was still smiling, her fingers stroking absent-minded circles against Violet’s back. “Maybe, baby,” she said to Nicky, tone warm and noncommittal in that way parents master after about three hundred impossible-to-answer questions. “We’ll see.”

 

But Nicky wasn’t done. “Because if he pushes me really high, I can try to do the jump. You know, the one where I land like a ninja. Not like last time when I—” He flopped backward dramatically on the carpet. “—fell in the mulch and got a woodchip in my butt.”

 

Agatha choked slightly on her tea.

 

Rio blinked. “Nicky.”

 

“It hurt, Mommy,” he added, completely unfazed. “It was a butt splinter.”

 

“I’m going to need you to stop saying those two words together,” Rio said, trying very hard not to laugh.

 

Meanwhile, Ethan had gone pink from both the comment and the effort of containing his reaction. He covered his mouth with one hand, eyes wide with the restrained hilarity of someone thrown headfirst into a scene far livelier than anything he’d expected.

 

“‘Butt splinter,’” Rio muttered under her breath, shaking her head.

 

Agatha finally smiled .“Well,” she murmured, reaching for another biscuit, “if he can push you that high, we’d better bring a first-aid kit.”

 

Nicky gasped with joy. “And snacks! And juice! And the good Band-Aids!”

 

“Only the ones with dinosaurs,” Rio said firmly. “Or it doesn’t count.”

 

Ethan sat back in stunned amusement, still smiling — and a little speechless.

 

As the laughter softened into a quiet hum of warmth, Ethan shifted slightly where he sat, reaching down beside the couch for the worn backpack he’d set there when he arrived. The gesture caught Rio’s eye, and she straightened a little, curious.

 

“I, uh…” Ethan began, his voice a little uncertain as he unzipped the main pocket. “I remembered you told me their ages on the phone, so I brought something. Just a little thing. If that’s okay?”

 

He pulled out two small, neatly wrapped packages, one with star-covered paper and the other with a pattern of tiny cartoon animals driving spaceships — the kind of wrapping paper only people who’ve walked the aisles of a toy store for way too long not knowing what to choose would pick.

 

Rio glanced toward Agatha, who gave the faintest nod, the sort of private communication they’d perfected—an entire conversation in a single look.

 

Rio turned back to Ethan. “Thank you,” she said warmly. “That’s very kind of you.”

 

At the mention of gifts, Nicky was already on his feet, standing a little straighter, his eyes wide and locked on the bright paper in Ethan’s hand. “Is that for me?” he asked, barely containing himself.

 

Ethan chuckled, surprised and charmed. “This one is, yeah.”

 

He handed over the box, and Nicky took it with the carefulness of someone being handed a live dragon egg. And then promptly shredded the wrapping with the ruthless glee of a child on Christmas morning, bits of paper flying everywhere in festive, sanctioned destruction.

 

When the wrapping was gone, Nicky let out a triumphant gasp. “WHOA!

 

He held up the box like it was the Holy Grail. “Mama! Mommy! Look! It’s a DINOSAUR PUZZLE! There’s a T-Rex with sunglasses! And a volcano! And — oh my god — is that a PTERODACTYL on a SKATEBOARD?!”

 

Rio leaned in with a mock-serious expression. “I think that skateboard is on fire.”

 

“It IS! Look Vivi.” Nicky nearly shrieked with joy, spinning the box to show Violet, who remained completely unimpressed and gently snoring on Rio’s chest. “Can I do it now? Like right now? Please? I’m very advanced.”

 

“Later, love,” Agatha said with a calm hand in his hair. “Tea first. Then chaos. And say thank you.”

 

Nicky beamed. “Thank you, Ethan! This is awesome! It’s the coolest puzzle I’ve ever seen in my whole life. And I’ve seen a lot of puzzles.”

 

Ethan smiled, clearly touched, and maybe a little relieved. “I’m glad you like it, buddy.”

 

Then, before anyone could say more, Nicky glanced toward Violet again still nestled against Rio, with the solemnity only very small children can manage when they think they’re being extremely mature, and after a moment, his little brow furrowed in concern.

 

“She’s too little to open hers,” he declared seriously. “Can I open Violet’s for her?”

 

Rio tilted her head, amused. “You may, if you’re careful.”

 

Ethan held out the second gift and Nicky took it with the same enthusiasm, albeit a little gentler this time. He unwrapped it with care, peeling the paper back to reveal a small, soft stuffed animal,  a velvety little fox — soft orange-red fur, button eyes dark as ink, a white-tipped tail curling around its little paws.

 

Nicky let out a quiet “Oooh,” then turned it araound in his hands. “She’s going to love this.”

 

He brought it immediately to Rio, who was still cradling Violet in one arm. “Here you go, baby,” he whispered, placing the toy gently on his sister’s little belly.

 

Violet shifted a little in her sleep, one tiny hand curling loosely around the fox’s soft paw.

 

Rio looked up at Ethan, eyes glassy but smiling. “A fox?”

 

Ethan rubbed the back of his neck, that boyish gesture he’d never quite grown out of. “You always reminded me of one, even when we were kids. Fiery. Sneaky. Too clever for your own good and too smart for anyone’s pieace of mind.”

 

Agatha smirked over the rim of her mug. “Well, you’re not wrong.”

 

Rio let out a quiet laugh, her fingers brushing over Violet’s new toy. “That’s actually… really sweet.”

 

Nicky leaned against her side, one hand still resting protectively on Violet’s tiny blanket. “She’s gonna sleep with it every night. With Yellow Dragon.”

 

Ethan smiled at the sight — this version of Rio surrounded by love, chaos, and peace all at once.

 

“I hope she does,” he said quietly.

 

Agatha reached out without looking and rested her hand lightly on Rio’s knee. Rio caught it and gave it a little squeeze.

 

The little stuffed fox had barely settled in Violet’s tiny arms when Nicky suddenly gasped, like a lightbulb had switched on in his head.

 

“Wait here!” he blurted, already sprinting toward the hallway, his new unopened dinosaur puzzle forgotten on the couch. “I have to show you something! Don’t move.”

 

“Uh-oh,” Rio muttered with a soft grin. “There he goes.”

 

Ethan blinked. “Did I say something?”

 

“No,” Agatha said, amused, “you gave his sister a stuffed animal. That opened the floodgates.”

 

Sure enough, from upstairs, the sounds of activity began immediately: the thump-thump-thump of small feet charging up the steps, the clatter of drawers being pulled open, a distant crash that no one dared ask about, the unmistakable drag of a plastic toy bin across the floor, and finally a triumphant, muffled shout “Got it!!

 

Seconds later, Nicky came charging back into the room, cheeks flushed with effort, arms overflowing with plush toys that spilled in every direction. He stumbled once as a wing smacked him in the face, but he recovered, grunting with determination as he made it back to the center of the rug.

 

He dropped the plush mountain with theatrical flair, sending soft limbs and tails flopping dramatically to the floor, then flopped beside them with a flourish, legs crisscrossed and chest heaving like a storyteller about to command the firelight.

 

“These,” he announced, sweeping his arm across the pile with the authority of a museum curator, “are our dragons.

 

Ethan leaned forward, hands clasped, trying to look appropriately impressed. “All of them?”

 

“Yes,” Nicky said with gravity. “Every single one. They’re a family.

 

He pointed to the large blue dragon with floppy wings and a slightly worn tail. “This is Blue Dragon. He’s mine. He’s the leader. The boss. He’s brave and strong and also he likes spaghetti.”

 

“Obviously,” Ethan said, his expression grave. “The best leaders do.”

 

Nicky nodded approvingly and picked up a smaller, brighter plush — yellow, with sparkly stitched eyes and a slightly crooked horn.

 

“This is Yellow Dragon. She’s Violet’s. She’s the littlest. She’s still learning how to fly but she tries really, really hard.”

 

Ethan softened, watching the way Nicky cradled the toy with such tenderness. “She sounds brave, too.”

 

“She is,” Nicky said proudly. “She’s also good at hugging.”

 

“And these,” Nicky said with reverence, pulling two larger, more regal-looking dragons into the center, “are the Mother Dragons.”

 

He placed them side by side on the rug: one green with fierce gold eyes and purple wings, and the other a majestic shade of purple with a blue wing and the other yellow — mismatched but proud, unmistakably unique.

 

“This is Green Dragon — she’s Mom’s,” Nicky said, nodding toward Rio. “She breathes leaves and thunder and can roar so loud it shakes the windows. But she’s also really good at snuggles. Like… really good.”

 

Rio raised an eyebrow, touched. “That’s a very specific superpower.”

 

“And this,” Nicky said, lifting the final dragon with both hands and placing it next to the green one, “is Purple Dragon. She’s Mama’s.” He glanced at Agatha. “She breathes stars. And logic. And she’s never lost a chess game. Not ever.”

 

Agatha chuckled quietly. “Naturally.”

 

“She also does magic,” Nicky added with a shrug, as if it was an obvious, everyday fact. “Like, brain magic. You know, like how she always knows when I didn’t brush my teeth? That kind.”

 

Ethan pressed a hand to his mouth to hide a smile. “That does sound magical.”

 

Nicky beamed, clearly pleased that his presentation was being taken seriously. He reached out and nestled Yellow Dragon beside the new little fox in Violet’s arms, adjusting them carefully so the two toys looked like they were snuggling.

 

“I think they’ll be best friends,” he said with certainty.

 

Rio, still holding Violet, leaned down. “You’re the best big brother in the whole world, you know that?”

 

Nicky smiled up at her, eyes shining. “I try really hard.”

 

Rio kissed the top of Nicky’s head gently, her hand still cradling Violet’s sleeping form. The baby let out a tiny sigh in her sleep, her cheek pressed against the velvety fox plush. Yellow Dragon was now tucked neatly under her chin, its small wings resting against her soft onesie like a second blanket.

 

Rio turned toward Ethan, her smile crooked but full of affection. “We’re very serious about the dragons here.”

 

“We are,” Nicky said. “Sometimes they fight, but only when there’s a bad wizard or a storm. But mostly they take care of all the other dragons.”

 

Ethan looked at the soft pile of fabric and stuffing, the way Nicky handled each one with reverence and care, like they were living creatures with stories and legacies. He didn’t just play, he believed.

 

He turned to Rio, something soft in his voice. “You gave them a world.”

 

Rio blinked. “We did,” she corrected, nodding toward Agatha. “Both of us.”

 

Ethan smiled, watching as Nicky started arranging the dragons on the rug, making sure they were “comfortable” and “not touching wings unless they wanted to.”

 

“Do you want to pick a dragon, Ethan?” Nicky asked suddenly, looking up with shining eyes.

 

Ethan blinked. “Me?”

 

“Yeah!” Nicky nodded, animated now. “You can borrow one. Just for today. But you have to pick one that matches your vibes.”

 

Rio raised an eyebrow in Ethan’s direction, trying to suppress a smile. “Big decision.”

 

Ethan hesitated, then crouched down beside Nicky, studying the lineup like he was choosing a wand or a Pokémon. Finally, he tapped the green dragon with a single finger, its purple wings flopping slightly at the touch. “Green Dragon looks cool. I like her.”

 

Nicky’s expression grew serious. “That’s Mom’s dragon,” he said, glancing at Rio with the weight of a child enforcing sacred rules. “She’s very protective. She guards our house and fights tornadoes.”

 

“Sounds like someone I know,” Ethan said with a sideways glance at Rio.

 

Rio snorted, clearly trying not to be flattered.

 

Nicky considered for a long second, then gave a decisive nod. “Okay. You can borrow her. But only for a little bit. She always comes back to Mom.”

 

“Deal,” Ethan said seriously, pretending to cradle the green plush with care. “I’ll treat her with the respect she deserves.”

 

Nicky beamed, proud and satisfied. “Good. She likes being told she’s important.”

 

“I’ll keep that in mind.”

 

Agatha leaned back a little in her seat, her mug cradled in both hands, her eyes soft behind the faintest smirk. There was no teasing in her expression now, just quiet observation — watching her wife and son and an old friend crouched on the carpet, lost in the mythology they’d crafted together.

 

And Rio… she sat still, holding Violet close and watching the scene unfold. It was almost too much, this image: Ethan on the floor with dragons in his lap, nodding gravely as Nicky explained the difference between storm-breath and starfire, and how each dragon had to have at least two naps a day to keep their elemental powers in balance.

 

No, it didn’t undo anything. It didn’t erase the years between them, the loss, the pain, the longing for different versions of childhood and parenthood alike. But this moment — this living room glowing with low sunlight, with softness and toys and careful kindness — it did make the present feel not just survivable, but longed for.

 

Rio’s voice was quiet, almost reverent. “You fit in better than you think, Ethan.”

 

He glanced up, startled for a second. Then he looked around again — at the dragons, at the baby sleeping, at Nicky’s proud little face, at Agatha’s knowing smile.

 

And he smiled back. “Maybe dragons were the missing piece all along.”

 

Nicky, having arranged the dragons in their protective circle around the living room rug and finished explaining their cosmic powers, suddenly seemed to remember his earlier gift. He perked up as if it had been years, not minutes, since he received it, and leapt up toward the coffee table.

 

“My puzzle!” he declared, grabbing the dinosaur box and tugging it open with no regard for where the lid landed. “Ethan, we have to do it. Now. Please.”

 

Ethan glanced at Rio, who gave him a soft nod, and then at Agatha, who looked quietly entertained. “All right,” he said, setting the green dragon gently to the side like it was a living creature that needed to rest. “Let’s build a dinosaur.”

 

Nicky dumped the pieces onto the coffee table with no regard for order. “Mom says you start with the edges, but I like finding the coolest parts first. Like the eye. Or the claws.”

 

“Totally valid strategy,” Ethan replied, crouching beside him. “Let’s see if we can find the eye. Gotta have a good lookout.”

 

The two of them bent over the chaos, fingers sifting through a sea of tiny, jagged shapes. Nicky worked with quick, confident hands — not methodical, but passionate, talking the whole time. “This piece is lava, see? It goes with the volcano part. And this one’s the T-Rex foot. You can tell by the toes. They’re awesome.”

 

Rio watched from the couch, Violet snoozing in her arms now that the milk had worked its magic. Agatha leaned slightly into her side, her hand restinng gently on Rio’s knee, anchoring her as always. Together, they observed Ethan and Nicky, heads bent close over the puzzle, murmuring in low voices about claws and tails and which piece looked like a dinosaur’s nose.

 

At one point, Ethan picked up two puzzle pieces — one jagged and sky-blue, the other an odd, bumpy curve — and squinted at them. “These don’t look like they go together,” he muttered, half to himself. “They’re from opposite sides of the picture, I think.”

 

He hesitated, tried the fit anyway.

 

The pieces clicked.

 

Nicky looked up triumphantly. “Told you!”

 

Ethan blinked. “Didn’t think it would work.”

 

From the couch, Rio’s voice came gently, not as a correction but as something closer to a truth she’d long since accepted. “Some pieces don’t look like they belong,” she said. “Doesn’t mean they don’t fit somewhere.”

 

Ethan looked up.

 

Really looked.

 

His eyes found hers across the room, where she sat cradling her second child, tucked against the woman she’d built a life with — safe, fed, warm, and grounded.

 

And still, she’d offered him this moment. This seat at the table. This puzzle. This chance.

 

There was no mistaking what she meant, and no pretending it hadn’t landed squarely in his chest.

 

His throat worked once. He nodded slowly.

 

“Yeah,” he said softly. “Yeah, I guess not.”

 

Nicky didn’t notice the shift. He was too busy twisting pieces and announcing things like, “This is definitely the T-Rex’s foot. Look at those toes.”

 

But Ethan did.

 

And Rio did.

 

Agatha, who knew how to read a silence better than most, pressed her hand a little more firmly against Rio’s leg, the quiet kind of comfort that asked nothing and gave everything.

 

Rio gave a small smile back to Ethan, no longer guarded, not quite wide — but real.  In it, she tried to tell him what she didn’t know how to say aloud: Maybe you don’t fit in the way you once thought you would. Maybe not in the past. But here — now — there’s space. There’s something being made, and you can be part of it.

 

Ethan turned back to the puzzle, his fingers brushing Nicky’s as they found another matching edge.

 

“Let’s do the volcano next,” Nicky declared.

 

“Lead the way, buddy.”

 


 

Eventually, the light outside began to dim, soft and golden at first, then bruising into blue. The puzzle lay half-finished on the coffee table, the dragons now tucked respectfully on the shelf again at Nicky’s command. Violet had drifted back to sleep in Agatha’s arms now, her little fists curled against her chest. Even Nicky, once a whirlwind of motion and noise, had finally begun to slow. He now sat curled against Agatha’s side, his head resting on the curve of her hip, his fingers idly toying with the hem of her sweater. His eyelids were drooping, though he fought them valiantly. The afterglow of a full day sparkled in his gaze — not sleepy so much as content.

 

Ethan shifted in his seat, then looked toward Rio. “I should probably get going.”

 

The words settled between them, tugging gently on the edges of something tender and still-fragile.

 

“Yeah,” Rio said, already rising to her feet. “I’ll walk you to the door.”

 

Ethan gave a small nod, slinging his now-lighter backpack over his shoulder. The paper dragon Nicky had made for him was tucked inside, along with the tiny drawing Violet had “signed” with a scribbled crayon line and a sticker.

 

Rio padded barefoot across the floor, her hand brushing against Agatha’s arm in passing. Agatha caught it for a second, a silent touch of support, then let her go. She stayed in the living room, , her world gathered into her arms and lap — Violet tucked close, Nicky now stretched across her thighs like a heavy kitten, his hand still loosely clasping the hem of her sleeve. Her eyes followed Rio and Ethan as they walked away, the softest smile touching her lips, though her expression remained unreadable beneath it — thoughtful, maybe. Patient.

 

Nicky watched too, blinking slowly, but said nothing. Just curled closer.

 

At the door, Ethan paused. The light from the hallway spilled across them, painting Rio in a softer shade. It felt like they were suddenly teenagers again, caught in the awkwardness of a goodbye neither one was quite sure how to make.

 

“I’m really glad you let me come,” Ethan said, shifting his weight, his voice quieter now, more careful. “I wasn’t sure what I was walking into, or if I even had the right to knock.”

 

Rio stared at him for a moment, heart fluttering for reasons too layered to name—memory, grief, warmth, all of it tangled and raw. And then, before she could overthink it — before the moment passed and doubt caught up to her — she moved.

 

She stepped forward and wrapped her arms around him.

 

Ethan didn’t hesitate. His arms came around her fast and sure, like it was muscle memory. Like this, too, had been waiting in his chest all these years. He held her like someone who remembered — the good parts and the hard ones — and wasn’t afraid of either. She pressed her face to his chest and closed her eyes.

 

She barely reached his collarbone now. The hug swallowed her up, folding her into the space beneath his chin, and for a moment she let herself be small. Not fragile. Just… held.

 

“You’re really tall,” she mumbled again, the words muffled in his shirt.

 

“You’re still really loud,” he whispered back, grinning into her hair.

 

She pulled back just a little, her hands still resting lightly on his sides. Her eyes were glossy but dry, sharp but soft around the edges. “We’ll talk again soon, yeah? Just us next time. Not that I don’t want you around my kids, but—”

 

“But you want space,” he said, nodding, already understanding. “For the other stuff.”

 

“Yeah,” she whispered. “For the ghosts.”

 

He nodded once. “Next time, it’s just us. No dragons. No puzzles. Just whatever we’ve got left.”

 

She nodded. “I’d like that.”

 

They pulled apart at last, slower this time. As Ethan turned toward the door , he glanced back into the house — and his gaze caught, not on Rio, but on Agatha.

 

She hadn’t moved from the living room. Still holding Violet, still half-buried beneath Nicky, who had one arm looped lazily around her leg like he’d grown roots there. she looked at him, steady and unreadable. But when Ethan offered a faint, respectful nod, she returned it. A beat later, she offered something else too: the ghost of a smile.

 

It moved her, this moment — seeing her wife held so tightly by someone who knew the same ghosts, watching Rio lean into something old and unhealed and not be consumed by it. She felt Nicky shift at her side, rubbing his cheek against her, and she bent slightly to kiss the top of his head.

 

Rio closed the door softly once Ethan was gone.

 

She stood there, barefoot on the wood, her hand still resting on the doorknob like it might steady her. Then she leaned forward, just slightly, and let her forehead press against the cool grain of the door. Breathing. Recalibrating.

 

When she turned around, Agatha was already there, waiting. Rio didn’t say anything, just crossed the room and curled into her wife’s side, one arm around Nicky too. Violet stirred softly between them.

 

“Come back to us now,” Agatha murmured, kissing the top of her head. “There’s still tea left.”

 

Rio nodded, holding her family close.

 

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Chapter 36: Formal Attire - Part I

Notes:

Sorry for the lack of chapter this last few days, I was deep into my exams. I was supposed to post yesterday but I was deep into my post-exam hangover hahahha.

Enjoy this one!

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It was the night of the annual University Gala and Fundraiser—a meticulously curated affair where academia dressed itself up in borrowed splendor. Champagne towers, live music, and murmured conversations about budget lines and curriculum reforms disguised as polite small talk filling the air. It was an evening where tenured professors and deep-pocketed board members sipped sparkling wine beneath chandeliers, all while pretending the university’s crumbling pipes and underpaid adjuncts didn’t exist.

 

Every year, the university pulled out all the stops. Handwritten invitations. Live art performances. A silent auction featuring everything from rare books to a weekend at the dean’s summer house. Even the mathematics department—usually allergic to social functions and natural light—had promised to attend this year.

 

All faculty were invited. Attendance wasn’t technically mandatory, but it was encouraged in that particular academic way: with warm smiles, veiled reminders, and the quiet implication that your visibility was linked, somehow, to your future funding.

 

This year, for the first time in months, Dr. Rio Vidal would be making an appearance.

 

Even if she was still, officially, on maternity leave.

 

The upstairs bedroom of the Harkness-Vidal home was warm with lamplight, the murmur of classical music coming from the record player in the hall. Rio sat on the bed in a soft robe, her feet tucked beneath her, the steady hum of the breast pump accompanying her like a mechanical lullaby.

 

A bottle was half-full already on the nightstand. Violet’s midnight feast.

 

“She’s going to eat like a queen,” Rio muttered to herself, shifting the pump slightly. She craned her neck toward the open closet. “What was that one again?”

 

Agatha stood at the wardrobe in a black slip, bare-armed and unhurried, holding up a navy gown with a high, elaborate neckline that gleamed faintly in the warm light.

 

“The one with the collar,” she said, tone neutral but knowing.

 

Rio wrinkled her nose. “Too… naval officer. I’d like to not look like I might suddenly start barking commands on the deck of a warship. Next.”

 

Agatha raised one eyebrow, unbothered, and slipped the gown back onto its hanger with practiced grace. She had been at this for ten minutes—rotating through their collection of gala-appropriate evening wear like a calm curator of chaos. Gowns with capes. Jumpsuits with structured shoulders. Two dramatic black dresses that Rio had once dubbed “witch at the opera,” which had, apparently, been a compliment at the time.

 

“I still maintain the opera witch look is timeless,” Agatha said, holding up one such piece with a smirk. “Powerful. Mysterious. Slightly threatening.”

 

“Which, to be fair, is your whole vibe,” Rio said with a smile, stretching her legs out across the duvet. “But I don’t want to scare the donors. Just… enchant them a little.”

 

Agatha turned back to the closet with an affectionate sigh. “You already enchant them. You could show up in your bathrobe and that ridiculous bun, and they’d be throwing scholarship money at your feet.”

 

Rio looked down at herself—robe askew, one pump still humming away. “I mean, I do look kind of cute like this.”

 

“You look beautiful,” Agatha said without hesitation, not even turning around. “But if you wear that, I will have to fight off three old men and at least one faculty wife who wants to invite you to her vineyard.”

 

“I could still go in a robe, you know,” Rio offered, lifting the milk bottle like a toast. “I’ve got the maternal glow. Very chic. Very radiant. People would weep.”

 

Agatha, halfway into the closet again, didn’t miss a beat. “You’re glowing because your hormones are a chemical battlefield and you’ve slept a grand total of two hours. Let’s not rebrand exhaustion as fashion.”

 

Rio smirked. “Still counts as a glow.”

 

“That’s not a glow,” Agatha called over her shoulder, dry as dust. “That’s your soul trying to leave your body.”

 

Rio chuckled under her breath, inspecting the bottle in her hand with a satisfied nod. The pump let out one final sigh, clicking off like a sleepy machine curling up for the night. She unhooked it with deft hands and set it aside on the nightstand with the efficiency of a battle-hardened general setting down her sword.

 

“Enough for the night,” she murmured, voice gentling without quite meaning to.

 

Agatha crossed the room, barefoot and elegant, and pressed a kiss to the top of Rio’s head. “She’ll sleep like a queen, too.”

 

“She better,” Rio muttered. “Or I’m showing up to the gala with her strapped to my chest and a glitter pacifier clipped to my dress.”

 

Agatha tilted her head, genuinely considering it. “You might be onto something. I’d donate to that aesthetic.”

 

Rio grinned. “Smart of you to donate to me, it will just come back to you through our shared bank account. But yes, themed auctions: ‘Professor, Parent, Provocateur.’ One night only.”

 

“Careful,” Agatha said, her voice low, teasing, “you’re going to accidentally revolutionize higher education.”

 

Rio leaned back on her elbows, eyes glinting. “I’m just trying to survive it. And maybe terrify a few trustees along the way. Academia isn’t ready.”

 

“Academia is never ready for you,” Agatha murmured, cupping Rio’s cheek briefly before heading back to the closet.

 

She lay back fully now, the bottle beside her on the nightstand, arms stretched overhead. The record player clicked softly to the end of its side out in the hall, and the silence that followed was warm, heavy with peace.

 

“Hey,” Rio called lazily, eyes half-closed. “Let’s not stay too long at the gala, okay?”

 

Agatha glanced back, fingers already sliding another hanger aside. “Darling, I was planning our exit before I even RSVPed.”

 

Rio smiled, full and unguarded, and closed her eyes.

 

After a long, thoughtful pause, Agatha held up a new dress.

 

It was different from the others—less sleek, more dreamlike. Long and flowing, the color of pine needles and forest, it shimmered with movement even in the stillness of the room. Embroidered gold thread wound its way across the bodice and sleeves in delicate, vine-like patterns, catching the lamplight like something spun from fairy tales or old poems.

 

Rio blinked once, then again, and sat up straighter.

 

Agatha didn’t say a word. She saw the soft shift in Rio’s eyes, the quiet stillness that always came just before she surrendered.

 

“You hated that one,” Rio said eventually, voice barely above a whisper.

 

“I never said that,” Agatha replied.

 

“You said it made me look like I stepped out of a pre-Raphaelite painting.”

 

Agatha crossed the room and laid the dress down carefully at the foot of the bed, smoothing the fabric with careful hands. She leaned over and kissed Rio’s hairline, warm and unhurried, her lips brushing the soft curls that had come loose near her temple.

 

“Exactly,” Agatha murmured. “It’s my favorite.”

 

Rio’s cheeks flushed faintly.

 

By the time Rio had cleaned up and stood, Agatha was there behind her, gently helping her step into the dress. The fabric slid like water down her skin, and Agatha zipped it slowly up the back, her fingers brushing lightly along Rio’s spine. Then she reached for the combs on the vanity, swept Rio’s hair into an elegant updo with fingers so skilled they could have carved marble, and pinned it all in place like a crown.

 

Once she was done, for a moment, neither of them moved.

 

“You look…” Agatha started, then paused, her voice soft. “Ridiculously good.”

 

Rio looked at her over her shoulder, lips curving. “You sound surprised.”

 

“Not surprised,” Agatha murmured. “Just… lucky.”

 

Rio reached up and adjusted the straps of the dress. “You’re just saying that because I haven’t worn makeup in three months and you forgot what I look like.”

 

“Doubtful,” Agatha said, and kissed the bare tip of her shoulder before stepping back. “Now sit. It’s my turn.”

 

Rio obeyed without protest—rare, but telling—and flopped back down onto the bed with a dramatic sigh, arms thrown wide as if she were collapsing after a long battle. Which, in fairness, wasn’t far from the truth. The day had been long. The month longer. But she still madex room in her tiredness to watch Agatha with full focused attention.

 

There was a certain quiet magic to watching Agtha get dressed. She didn’t fuss. Didn’t deliberate. She simply moved—like clockwork— fluid and sure. With the same calm efficiency she applied to grading final papers or tending to a fussy newborn at 3 a.m.

 

Tonight, she stepped into a dark purple jumpsuit so deep it looked almost black in the low bedroom light. The fabric clung to her in that precise, architectural way Agatha’s clothes always seemed to do—as if the garment had been waiting its whole life just to be draped across her frame. It had a sharp, sculpted neckline that plunged just enough to be dangerous, lined with silver accents that caught the light like moonlit blades. She didn’t add jewelry except for her necklace. The look itself was a statement: bold, clean, elegant.

 

Agatha turned toward the vanity and, after a moment’s pause, applied a deep plum lipstick. Not crimson. Not cherry. Something darker. A color with consequences.

 

She hesitated then, looking at herself in the mirror with a critical eye, and glanced toward Rio.

 

Wordlessly, she reached up and tugged out the pins that had held her hair back, letting her long brown tresses tumble down in soft waves that fell past her shoulders, down her back, nearly to her waist. Her reflection shifted—softer now, yet no less commanding. She tilted her head, caught Rio’s eye through the mirror, and arched a brow in silent inquiry.

 

“Well?”

 

Rio didn’t answer right away.

 

She stared.

 

Then blinked once, as if to reset her brain, and stared again.

 

“You’re going to ruin people,” she said at last, voice faintly hoarse with awe. “Absolutely ruin them. And me.”

 

Agatha’s lips curled into a knowing smirk. “Define ruin.”

 

Rio sat up, eyes still tracking the lines of Agatha’s silhouette like she was memorizing something she never wanted to forget.

 

“Collapse the will of half the humanities department,” she said solemnly. “Possibly spark a bidding war at the silent auction. I’m talking scandalous gossip, institutional crises. I can’t take you anywhere.”

 

Agatha reached for a brush with exaggerated grace and ran it once through her hair before setting it down, satisfied. “And yet,” she said, her voice like poured velvet, “here we are.”

 

When they stood side by side at the mirror, Agatha adjusting one of Rio’s earrings while Rio tucked a stray curl behind Agatha’s ear, they looked like something out of another life. Some distant dream of elegance and power. Green and gold. Purple and silver. Strength and softness in equal measure.

 

A poet and her muse.

 

A mother and a mother.

 

They were many things.

 

But mostly, tonight, they were themselves again.

 

And they had a gala to conquer.

 

When they were finally ready—touched up, brushed off, and declared socially presentable—Agatha fastened the clasp of her delicate wristwatch with the precision of someone accustomed to being five minutes early, and Rio, teetering momentarily at the edge of balance, muttered something half-hearted about remembering how to walk in heels without invoking divine intervention.

 

“Left, right, repeat,” she whispered under her breath like a mantra. “Heel, toe, don’t fall. You’ve done this before. You’re a professional.”

 

“Mm,” Agatha murmured, glancing over her shoulder with a smirk. “Is that your pre-gala pep talk?”

 

“Better than yours, which is just sighing and intimidating the concept of time.”

 

Agatha didn’t argue.

 

They wandered out of the bedroom together, Rio’s heels clicking softly on the hardwood floor, and stepped into the soft golden light of the living room, where warmth always lived—regardless of the season or hour.

 

Lilia was already there—of course she was—seated cross-legged on the rug with Violett tucked contentedly in the crook of her arm and Nicky spinning in lazy circles nearby, one sock on and one sock somewhere else entirely.

 

Violet squealed happily at the sight of her mothers, her tiny hands waving in the air like she was trying to grab the sparkle of their outfits. Lilia looked up and broke into a wide smile.

 

“Well, don’t you two look like you walked out of a magazine,” she said, shifting Violet to her shoulder and rising fluidly to her feet. “Or maybe a crime thriller. A very elegant one.”

 

“Mamaaa!” he cried out in delighted awe, charging toward them in a blur of one-socked chaos. “You’re so pretty! Mommy too! You’re both like queens! Or princesses! Or fairies! Or—” he paused, searching for something bigger, something worthy—“boss witches!” He looked over his shoulder at Lilia for validation. “Right, Grandma?”

 

“Absolutely right,” Lilia confirmed. “Two very powerful boss witches.” She stepped forward and kissed Rio’s cheek, then Agatha’s. “Don’t they clean up nice, Violet?”

 

Violet responded with a high-pitched bubble of joy, flailing again toward her mothers. Her baby dress was rumpled from being held, her tiny socks mismatched, but her smile could have powered the sun.

 

Agatha leaned in and brushed her fingers across the top of her daughter’s head, then tucked a curl behind Nicky’s ear. “You’re looking pretty handsome yourself, mister. That dinosaur shirt is a killer. Very fashion-forward.”

 

“Thank you,” Nicky said solemnly, smoothing the cartoon T. rex across his chest like it was haute couture. “I picked it because Violet likes it. And also because Grandma says blue is my color.”

 

“Smart man,” Agatha said, crouching beside him to straighten his remaining sock. “Violet’s your stylist now, huh?”

 

“She has opinions,” Nicky said seriously. “She spit up on the robot shirt last week. That means no.”

 

Agatha kissed the top of his head. “Tough crowd.”

 

Nicky continued. “And I wanted to look good for Grandma, too.”

 

“Charmer,” Lilia teased.

 

But Rio wasn’t laughing. She stood just behind Agatha, fingers twisting her wedding ring absentmindedly, her gaze fixed on Violet’s little foot kicking lazily against Lilia’s hip. There was something fragile and vulnerable about her in that moment.

 

Agatha caught it immediately.

 

“You okay, love?”

 

Rio blinked, like she was just realizing she was being watched, and looked up. Her lips parted to say yes—but then hesitated. “Yeah. I mean. I will be. I just… it’s dumb.”

 

Her voice wavered.

 

“I don’t want to leave the kids.”

 

“It’s not dumb if it’s about the kids,” Lilia said gently. She was still swaying a little with Violet, instinctively calming the baby. “This is your first evening out without them since she was born. That’s a big deal, sweet girl.”

 

Rio looked at Agatha, then at Nicky, then at Violet again, who had settled into a quiet bubble of milk-happiness on Lilia’s shoulder.

 

“I just don’t like leaving them,” Rio admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. “What if she cries? What if she needs me and I’m not here? What if she doesn’t sleep? What if Nicky tries to climb the bookshelf again and falls and hits his head and—what if something goes wrong and I’m not here to fix it?”

 

Her voice cracked on the last word, and she pressed her knuckles briefly to her mouth as if to push the emotions back in.

 

“She’s going to cry,” Lilia said with a small, reassuring smile. “And she’ll be rocked and walked and fed and fine. You left me with a bottle, a backup bottle, three emergency pacifiers, a lullaby playlist, a printout of her feeding times, and enough diapers to supply a hospital ward. She’s covered, sweetheart.”

 

“And I’ll sing to her if she gets fussy,” Nicky added, very serious. “She likes when I do the frog voice.”

 

Rio laughed weakly, then covered her face with one hand. “God, I’m being ridiculous.”

 

“No,” Agatha said gently, stepping closer. “You’re being a mom.”

 

She wrapped her arms around Rio from behind, warm and grounding, her hands find their familiar place at her wife’s waist. She rested her chin on Rio’s shoulder and added, “A briliant one. The kind every kid deserves.”

 

Rio leaned back into her without thinking, grateful for the steadiness of her, for the quiet strength that never tried to force her to feel better—just gave her room to.

 

“I know,” Rio whispered. “I know she’s in the best hands. I do. I just… she’s still so small. She still fits in the crook of my arm. I don’t know how to go somewhere without hearing her breathing.”

 

“She’ll still be breathing,” Lilia said gently. “She’ll still be here. You just won’t be right next to her for a couple hours. That’s all.”

 

Rio nodded, but the ache lingered, sitting heavy and real just beneath her collarbone.

 

Then Lilia added, “You know… I wish I knew you when you were this small.”

 

Rio looked up, surprised.

 

“I know I would’ve been just like you,” Lilia continued, voice thick with something deeper. “Hovering. Worrying. Double-checking. You’re not ridiculous, sweet girl. You’re just loving your kids the way someone should’ve loved you. And I didn’t get to do that back then—but I get to watch you now. And let me tell you—whatever fear you’re feeling, whatever guilt? That’s proof you’re doing it right.”

 

The words landed like a soft punch, full of love and old pain and something unspoken that lived between them—something Rio couldn’t name, but always felt.

 

Tears pricked at her eyes, hot and sudden—but they didn’t fall. Instead, she nodded, stepped forward, and pressed a lingering kiss to Violet’s sotf forehead. The baby stirred but didn’t wake, her tiny fingers curling instinctively around nothing.

 

Then Rio crouched down and pulled Nicky into a tight hug, breathing in the scent of kid apple shampoo and dinosaur cereal.

 

“You be good for Grandma, okay?” she whispered.

 

“I’m always good,” Nicky said brightly. Then, after a beat, “Well. Mostly.”

 

Agatha chuckled under her breath. “That’s accurate.”

 

“Go,” Lilia said with a smile. “Go be dazzling. They’ll be here when you get back—and I’ll send a thousand pictures.”

 

Rio stood and looked at Agatha, eyes still glassy but a little lighter.

 

“Okay,” she breathed. “Let’s go.”

 

As Agatha reached for her heels and Rio was double-checking that her keys and lip balm were in her tiny clutch, Nicky gasped and darted toward the bookshelf near the window.

 

“Wait! Wait! I forgot!”

 

Agatha paused, one heel already halfway on, and Rio turned, eyebrows raised. “Forgot what, baby?”

 

“I made something,” Nicky called without turning, voice serious. “It’s important.”

 

He came running back with something held behind his back, then very carefully revealed it—a rolled-up paper tied with a shiny gold ribbon, the kind Rio used to wrap presents at Christmas. He presented it to Agatha with both hands, like he was afraid to drop it.

 

“It’s a good luck picture,” he explained gravely. “I made it for the Gala. So you don’t get nervous or trip or anything. Or get ketchup on your dress.”

 

Agatha took it with a softness she didn’t usually wear in public, undoing the ribbon with care and gently unrolling the paper. Rio stepped closer to see.

 

The drawing was earnest and endearing: four bears, all different sizes. Two big ones were holding hands—one with very sharp eyeliner and cool red shoes and the other with a book in its other hand. Beside them were two smaller bears: one grinning, wielding a crayon sword, and another even smaller chubby one with a bright purple bow on one fuzzy ear and a swirl of stars above its head.

 

Agatha blinked. “That’s our family?” she asked.

 

Nicky nodded. “That one’s you,” he said, pointing to the tall bear with the book. “Because you always carry books and say smart stuff. That one’s Mommy ‘cause she wears eyeliner like a superhero and has red shoes like Dorothy.”

 

Rio gave a helpless little laugh, dabbing at her eye with the edge of her finger. “Dorothy, huh?”

 

“The best kind,” Nicky assured her. Then he pointed to the crayon-wielding bear. “That’s me. Because I’m brave and I’m the biggest kid.”

 

“And Violet?” Agatha asked, already knowing but wanting to hear it anyway.

 

He grinned and nodded proudly. “She’s the tiny one with the bow. She’s fearless. Even when she’s little.”

 

Agatha looked back down at the drawing, lips parting slightly like she wanted to say more but couldn’t quite find the words.

 

“Why bears?” she asked instead, brushing her thumb lightly over the little sword-wielding cub.

 

Nicky shrugged, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. “I like bears. They’re strong. But they also hug. And sleep in piles.”

 

Rio laughed again, but this time it broke a little. “It’s perfect, sunshine,” she whispered. “I love it.”

 

Agatha gave the picture a long, quiet look. Then, without a word, she rerolled it carefully, retied the ribbon just as it had been, and tucked the scroll neatly into her clutch.

 

“You won’t fall down now,” he said with great confidence. “Bears don’t fall.”

 

Agatha gave a short, warm laugh and leaned down to kiss the top of his head. “No,” she agreed, her voice low and certain. “They don’t.” She straightened again, her hand resting protectively over the clutch. “I’ll keep it with me all night, just like this. And if Mommy gets nervous or needs a remainder of what’s real, I’ll show it to her.”

 

“Promise?” Nicky asked, tilting his head, his expression full of faith—but also expectation.

 

Agatha met his eyes and gave a solemn nod. “Cross my heart,” she said, drawing a careful X over her chest. “It’s our lucky charm now.”

 

He beamed.

 

Rio bent down next, wrapping her arms around him and pressing a lingering kiss to his forehead. “Thank you, my brave little bear,” she whispered. “You’re magic.”

 

Nicky leaned into the hug like a cat curling into a sunbeam. “Be good,” he said in a small, serious voice, as if the weight of responsibility had suddenly shifted to him. “Don’t do boring grown-up stuff too long.”

 

“Can’t promise that,” Rio teased, brushing his curls back from his face. “We’re going to a Gala, not a bouncy house.”

 

“But we’ll try to keep the boring to a minimum,” Agatha added, her tone perfectly straight. “Just for you.”

 

Lilia was watching it all from the couch, Violet now against her chest, eyes drooping with the beginning of sleep. The baby’s little fingers curled and uncurled lazily, and her lips moved in a tiny, unconscious suckling motion.

 

Rio moved to her next, brushing a feather-light kiss across Violet’s temple. “Sleep well, my moonbeam. Dream sweet things.”

 

Agatha crouched beside her and kissed her tiny foot. “We’ll be home before you even notice we’re gone,” she murmured. “You just sleep, little star.”

 

With one last look at their son—sunshine personified in a mismatched outfit and the wildness of a child who knows he is deeply loved—and their daughter, quiet and steady as the moon, the two women finally opened the door.

 

It was hard to leave. Even just for a few hours.

 

Agatha reached out and pointed at Nicky with mock sternness. “Be kind.”

 

Rio chimed in, tugging gently on one of his curls. “Be safe.”

 

Nicky stood tall, gave a very serious nod, and lifted both arms in a grand flourish. “We will! Now go! Go be fancy and kiss and stuff!”

 

They stepped out into the night, leaving the warm glow of home behind, the drawing tucked close like a little remainder of everything that mattered.

 


 

The university’s Grand Hall was nearly unrecognizable, transformed from its usual academic grandeur into something out of a dream. The polished wooden floors gleamed beneath the soft golden light spilling from antique chandeliers. Round tables were spaced evenly across the room, each one dressed in navy linens and crowned with low arrangements of white lilies and eucalyptus. String lights twined like ivy across the high vaulted beams above, glinting like stars caught in motion.

 

At the far end of the hall, a string quartet played a lilting, romantic piece—Schubert, maybe, or early Brahms. Their music floated across the space, weaving in and out of the low hum of conversation, the chime of silverware, and the occasional bright burst of laughter.

 

Agatha and Rio stepped through the arched doorway and into the golden warmth of the evening, drawing glances almost instantly—not from fanfare or spectacle, but from the quiet, undeniable gravity they brought with them. Together, they had the kind of presence that made people pause. Notice. Wonder.

 

Rio’s gown shimmered with every step, the deep green  shifting to gold at the edges when the light caught it right, the fabric fluid and airy as if the dress were made of breath itself. Her hair in a crown,  small golden clips tucked throughout like scattered stars in a twilight sky. A delicate gold chain at her throat caught the light every time she moved her head. She looked ethereal, a little unreal.

 

Beside her, Agatha was striking in her own way—sleek, poised, commanding. Her tailored dark plum jumpsuit hugged her frame with an effortless elegance, the color making her skin glow and her blue eyes smolder. She didn’t need shimmer or sparkles to stand out; she was sharpness and shadow and gravity in human form.

 

And yet there was something else too—something soft at the edges. A glance shared between them. The ghost of a smile tugging at Agatha’s lips when Rio leaned in to murmur something only she could hear. It was that quiet tenderness beneath all the polish that made people look twice. That made them stay looking.

 

“Oh, finally!” came the unmistakable voice of Dr. Juliet Price, slicing cheerfully throgh the music and chatter. She was standing at a tall cocktail table near the center of the room, surrounded by a cluster of other professors and a few slightly shell-shocked younger alumni. She waved one arm high above her head as she called, “The moms have arrived!”

 

Agatha sighed, though there was unmistakable fondness in the exhale. “Juliet.”

 

“Rio!” Juliet was already teetering over on stilettos that defied logic and physics, arms outstretched.

 

Rio grinned and stepped into the embrace, steadying her slightly. “God, these heels. You’re braver than I am.”

 

Juliet pulled back and looked her up and down dramatically. “You look—how do you look that good on maternity leave? This is offensive. You should apologize to the rest of us immediately.”

 

“I’m held together by caffeine and sheer vanity,” Rio replied breezily, striking a mock pageant pose as a few people nearby chuckled.

 

Juliet laughed, then turned to Agatha with a quick hug that was just formal enough to pass for professional but warm enough to suggest long friendship. “You’re both gorgeous. God, it’s disgusting.”

 

Agatha smirked. “You’re not exactly blending in yourself.”

 

“Well,” Juliet preened. “Some of us still remember how to throw a little glamour around.”

 

Behind them, Rio leaned over to whisper something in Agatha’s ear, and Agatha’s face flickered briefly with amusement before settling back into her practiced calm. Juliet noticed, of course. Juliet noticed everything.

 

“Look at you two,” she said, gesturing between them. “You could run the department and break hearts in the same breath.”

 

“Don’t tempt me,” Agatha said dryly.

 

Rio laughed again, more softly this time, and slipped her hand into Agatha’s—their rings briefly catching the light.

 

Behind Juliet, the rest of their usual circle filtered in with a synchronicity that only years of departmental meetings and shared wine nights could create.

 

Dr. Luke Spencer appeared first, predictably disheveled—his eternally half-untucked shirt peeking out beneath a navy blazer that was clearly expensive but worn like an afterthought. His hair had done its usual impossible thing where it managed to look both artfully windswept and vaguely like he’d walked through a hedge.

 

Close behind him came Dr. Kristen Lewis, always poised, always glowing with the quiet calm of someone who had figured out how to balance a tenured career, a meditation practice, and a slightly judgmental cat. She was sipping white wine and smiling like she knew more than she let on—which she usually did.

 

Then Dr. Patel offered a gracious nod, warm and unhurried as ever. He carried himself with the serene energy of someone who could defuse a grant funding meltdown with a single sentence, his silk scarf perfectly knotted, his multiple gold rings catching the light with each movement.

 

And, of course, Dean Montgomery brought up the rear. He was still in his standard-issue sensible suit with absolutely no flair—gray, pressed, efficient—looking like a man who had triple-checked every fire code, allergen advisory, and seating chart before even thinking about pouring himself a drink. He had the air of someone who found comfort in agendas and yet, in his own way, genuinely cared that everyone had a good time.

 

“You do look nice,” Luke said with a grin, reaching out to give Rio’s hand a friendly squeeze. “We’ve missed you around campus. Faculty lounge coffee break just isn’t as chaotic without you.”

 

Kristen stepped in next, her eyes twinkling. “You’ve been on baby time so long I forgot how dangerously good you two look in public. This feels illegal.”

 

“It’s good to be upright,” Rio replied. “I’m not entirely sure my brain remembers how to form full sentences, but we’re pretending.”

 

“You’re doing amazing, sweetie,” Juliet chimed in, bumping her glass lightly against Rio’s flute of sparkling water. “And Violet’s what now, three months?”

 

“Three and a half,” Rio said, adjusting the strap of her clutch. “Which means we’re sleeping in mysterious, unscheduled ninety-minute intervals and surviving mostly on hope and carbohydrates.”

 

“Sounds about right,” Dr. Patel said, smiling with the wisdom of someone who had once endured twins. “And Nicky? He must be absolutely over the moon.”

 

“Oh, he is,” Agatha replied, her expression softening. “Very serious about his new role. He considers Violet his full-time assistant and us—” her voice caught faintly with fondness “—his staff.”

 

“Actually,” Rio added, elbowing Agatha gently in the ribs, “you have to show them the drawing.”

 

Agatha raised one eyebrow in mock protest. “Are we really— ? Among adults?”

 

“Yes,” Rio said without hesitation. “It’s important.”

 

With a long-suffering sigh that couldn’t hide her amusement, Agatha slipped open her clutch. Inside, beneath a folded tissue and a lipstick, was the carefully rolled piece of paper tied with a golden ribbon. She unspooled it with reverence, smoothing it open against the nearest table with the care of a curator revealing a never seen before sketch.

 

“Oh my God,” Juliet whispered, hands flying to her mouth. “Is that… is that a baby bear with a sword?!”

 

“Nicky,” Rio said proudly, “has declared us a bear family. That’s me—Mommy Bear. That’s Agatha—Mama Bear. That’s Violet with the bow. And the sword-wielding bear, obviously, is him. The sword is… symbolic.”

 

“Symbolic of what?” Luke asked, barely containing his laughter.

 

“Strength,” Rio said. “And preparedness. And snacks. He made a separate drawing for the snack pouch, but it didn’t make the cut.”

 

Kristen leaned in, eyes sparkling. “This is honestly better than most of the art in the dean’s office.”

 

Dean Montgomery, who had been observing with his usual reserved composure, allowed a brief, genuine smile to flicker across his face. « First, of all, that’s rude, Dr. Lewis. But that’s also very sweet of him, he gave you a talisman. »

 

“He did,” Agatha said, rolling the drawing again with deliberate care, the gold ribbon catching the light. “He made us promise to bring it. I told him I’d show Mommy Bear the scroll if she got nervous.”

 

“You two are so embarrassing,” Juliet said, shaking her head—but her voice had softened, her eyes misted just slightly.

 

“Want a picture of it?” Rio offered withh a smirk.

 

“Obviously,” Juliet said. “Send it to me, I’m going to frame it in my office.”

 

“Honestly,” Luke added, lifting his drink, “I think your kid just got you both a donation bump. Show that to the alumni board and watch the endowment double overnight.”

 

“You joke,” Kristen said, “but that’s better branding than half our outreach materials. I’d donate to the Bear Sword Initiative.”

 

Patel laughed. “We could rename the early childhood program after him—Sir Nicholas’ School of Brave Beginnings.”

 

As the laughter bubbled and the conversation naturally tilted toward the latest grant proposals, the mystery of the theater renovation budget, and rumors of a visiting poet laureate, Rio leaned back just slightly, letting the conversation hum around her like music.

 

Across the table, Agatha caught her eye.

 

They were here. In the middle of polished floors and catered elegance, surrounded by colleagues and chandeliers, they looked like professors again—composed, competent, capable. But tucked in Agatha’s clutch was a wrinkled drawing of four bears—one with a bow, one with a sword—and a gold ribbon holding it all together.

 

And that was the most important thing in the world.

 


 

As Agatha and Rio made their way deeper into the glittering heart of the gala—past tall glass sculptures, gilded buffet tables, and the hushed negotiations of wealthy donors—they moved like twin constellations through the dark velvet sea of faculty and benefactors. The air was fragrant with candlewax and perfume, mingling with the distant strains of the string quartet. Everything gleamed. Everything shimmered.

 

And then—Rio’s hand tightened briefly on Agatha’s arm as she stopped mid-stride, a wicked grin already forming on her face.

 

“Oh my God,” she breathed, eyes locking on a scene across the room. “Agatha. Look.”

 

There, just beyond the central fountain display—where a ring of white hydrangeas bobbed in a shallow pool of lit water—was the unmistakable tornado of their beloved, ungovernable student gang. The so-called event volunteers. The chaos gremlins. Their adopted academic children. Staffing the event.

 

It was like someone had tried to staff the University Gala using only the cast of a very niche indie comedy: all black attire, sure, but not a single one of them had interpreted that instruction the same way. And not a single one of them had managed to look remotely normal.

 

Josh and Liam stood closest, balancing silver appetizer trays with the theatrical solemnity of actors in a school play. Both wore matching black suits with white pocket squares, though Josh’s included a dramatically oversized velvet bowtie that puffed out like a magician’s prop, and Liam—sweet, scruffy Liam—had clearly forgotten to comb his hair again. They were attempting to serve hors d’oeuvres but kept sneaking bites when they thought no one was watching. Josh had three mini quiches tucked discreetly behind a cocktail napkin.

 

Emma was nearby in a sharply cut black suit, her lapels covered in a constellation of tiny enamel pins—books, stars, a tiny dinosaur holding a cup of tea. She was gesturing animatedly to Sophia, who, in a minimalist black dress and high-top Converse, had her camera slung across her chest and was already snapping dramatic close-ups of floral arrangements and people’s shoes. Their assignment, as Rio would learn, was to “capture the spirit of the evening” for the university journal. So far, they looked like they were plotting a heist.

 

In the back, Max was hunched behind the DJ table with a look of exaggerated importance. He wore headphones too large for his head and was fiddling with the lighting console like a NASA engineer prepping for launch. The lights had flickered twice when they’d walked in, which now made sense. Max was in charge of somƒthing. That was never good.

 

And then—at the far edge of it all—there was Nina. Glorious, unbothered Nina.

 

She was leaning against a column, sipping a glass of sparkling juice with the bored elegance of a lounge singer on break. She wore a sleeveless black dress that stopped well above her knees and combat boots that looked like they had stories. She was supposed to be coordinating the speakers, keeping the night on schedule, and maintaining a calm professional demeanor. Instead, she waved lazily at them like they were her favorite people who’d just shown up at a backyard barbecue.

 

Agatha blinked. “Are they… the event staff?”

 

“I think they might be the entire crew,” Rio replied, somewhere between wheezing and crying with laughter.

 

“They told me Sophia was just on photo duty,” Agatha said slowly, narrowing her eyes.

 

“That was the cover story,” Rio said. “The reality appears to be a student-led takeover of the gala.”

 

Across the room, Josh attempted to serve a canapé to a tall man in a tuxedo and promptly dropped it. Liam picked it up with two fingers, looked around guiltily, and popped it into his mouth. Sophia had climbed onto a low riser to get a shot of the ceiling lights. Emma looked like she might be preparing to scale a table. Max flipped a switch and bathed the dessert table in deep purple lighting. Nina waved silently from her perch with a wink.

 

Agatha pinched the bridge of her nose.

 

“Oh, don’t,” Rio murmured, nudging her wife with a grin. “You’re trying to look disappointed, but I know you’re proud. I can feel it radiating off you.”

 

Agatha exhaled, eyes still fixed on the chaos squad. “I taught them subtlety.”

 

“You taught them Machiavelli,” Rio said. “And sarcasm. And how to write a policy complaint letter that sounds like a love poem. This is exactly your fault.”

 

“They’re supposed to be blending in.”

 

“They’re our kids,” Rio said. “They were never going to blend in.”

 

At that, Agatha finally smiled, quietly, with an unmistakable glint of mischief. She raised her hand in a small, dignified wave.

 

Across the room, the response was instant and dramatic—Josh blew them a kiss with a full-body flourish. Liam gave a thumbs-up. Emma gasped and waved both arms. Sophia lifted her camera and snapped a photo of them before they could duck. Max saluted. Nina, still lounging like a queen on break, raised her glass and mouthed something that was probably “hot moms.”

 

“We’re going to regret this, aren’t we?” Agatha muttered.

 

“We’re going to love every second of it,” Rio replied, lacing their fingers together as they walked on.

 

And truly, they would.

 

The students descended like a joyful swarm, only partially restrained by their “official” responsibilities, if one could call Nina leaning on a column and Max menacing the lighting rig responsibilities at all. It was less a professional approach and more an ambush, and neither Agatha nor Rio stood a chance.

 

“Dr. Vidal!” Josh greeted first, striding up like a drama student in a Shakespearean court, one hand theatrically extended with a canapé on a silver tray. “You clean up scarily well tonight. Like, terrifying levels of hot. I’m intimidated.”

 

Rio arched one brow as she accepted the hors d’oeuvre with deliberate grace. “And you still owe Dr. Harkness a paper on Milton. Or did you think the suit made you invisible to deadlines?”

 

Liam, walking a step behind, snorted so hard he almost dropped his tray of mini desserts. Josh winced and pressed a hand to his chest like he’d been mortally wounded.

 

Agatha, unfazed, offered him a cool, slow smile that promised nothing good.

 

“I haven’t forgotten,” she said smoothly. “But thank you for the compliment.”

 

Before Josh could recover, Emma materialized at Rio’s elbow with a determined gleam in her eyes and her camera half-raised. “Hi. Can I get a photo of you two for the article? You’re, like… the event royalty tonight. Absolute headline material. But say the word if you want me to blur your faces and call you ‘Mysterious Professors H and V’ or something.”

 

Rio was already angling toward the camera, a sly smile curving her lips. “Please. Just make sure you get my good side.”

 

“I don’t think you have a bad one,” Sophia muttered from beside Emma, already adjusting the camera lens. Her tone was clinical, but the compliment was genuine.

 

“Okay,” she said softly. “On one, two, three…”

 

Click.

 

At that exact moment, Max jogged up from the lighting booth, slightly out of breath and carrying the scent of stress and sheer enthusiasm.

 

“Wait—did I miss it?” he huffed. “Are you—oh thank God, you’re still here. Did you see the LED wash I did on the entrance archway? That purple-gold gradient fade? That was all me. I had to override the university settings. Twice.”

 

“You’re thriving,” Rio said with an admirably straight face.

 

Max beamed. “I am,” he said, then bolted back toward the tech table like a man with a mission.

 

Agatha turned slightly toward Nina, who still hadn’t moved from her lounging position against the column. Her drink had somehow been replaced with a fresh one, and her posture hadn’t changed at all.

 

“I hear you’re coordinating speakers tonight?” Agatha inquired, arching a brow.

 

“Yes,” Nina replied smoothly, lifting her glass to her mouth. “By ensuring nobody interrupts the catering flow. My role is… vibes-based.”

 

Agatha tilted her head, genuinely amused. “I suppose it works.”

 

“It is working,” Nina said, with no trace of irony. “Nobody’s gone hungry yet, and I redirected a would-be speech about tax reform to the dessert bar.”

 

Rio crossed her arms, amused, her gold bangles catching the light. “Okay but, real question—are any of you technically working?”

 

Josh shrugged. “Soft yes.”

 

“Working-adjacent,” Emma added. “Multitasking.”

 

“We’re capturing memories and potential blackmail material,” said Sophia without looking up from her camera.

 

“Plus,” Liam added, “this gets us out of writing the gala recap paper. That’s Sophia and Emma’s job.”

 

“Because they’re the only ones with proper grammar,” Josh stage-whispered. “I once used four commas in one sentence and not one of them was correct. It was abstract art.”

 

“Performance punctuation,” Rio said, laughing. “Incredible. You’re all hopeless.”

 

“We’re selectively competent,” Nina corrected, lifting a hand in a languid wave. “And we thrive on chaos. You knew this when you adopted us.”

 

“You love us,” Josh added, grinning with the confidence of someone who absolutely believed it.

 

Rio rolled her eyes, but fondly. “Unfortunately.”

 

Agatha gave them a long, patient look, then said dryly, “You’re hopeless menaces.”

 

“She always says that,” Rio stage-whispered, gesturing toward her wife with both hands. “But in this house, ‘menace’ is high praise. I get it at least three times a day.”

 

The students. Emma snapped another candid photo of the professors mid-laugh, then checked her camera like she’d just captured a Pulitzer-worthy shot. Max, still hovering near the lighting board, sent a cascade of blue and gold flashes across the dessert bar—for no reason other than sheer theatrical instinct and the belief that dessert deserved its own light show. Nina, utterly unbothered and still leaning against her column like the night owed her rent, raised her glass in a second silent toast. To what, no one knew. Possibly chaos. Possibly Rio’s dress.

 

All of them, in their black formalwear and half-serious roles were practically vibrating with pride. Not because they had nailed their assignments (they very much hadn’t except maybe Sophia), but because Dr. Harkness and Dr. Vidal had found them. Had walked through the polished chaos of the university’s biggest night and made a beeline for the ragtag group that most faculty would’ve overlooked as noisy volunteers. There was something in that gesture—something that meant you matter. That even though Agatha Harkness and Rio Vidal were legends in their own right—intimidating, whip-smart, occasionally terrifying in the classroom—they were also the kind of professors who remembered your name. Who asked how your internship was going. Who showed up when it counted. Who smiled back.

 

The string quartet launched into a lively, lilting new piece—one of those arrangements that tried to sound classical but had a mischievous beat buried in its bones. Around the room, the lights dimmed by a notch. A warm spotlight tilted toward the podium at the front of the hall, clearly signaling the start of the formal program. The transition had a quiet elegance to it, which meant it had not been Max’s doing.

 

Agatha’s hand found the small of Rio’s back in a light, familiar gesture.

 

“We should probably find our table, darling,” she murmured, her voice low and wry.

 

Rio nodded, but lingered just a moment longer, turning back toward their students with a conspiratorial grin. “Don’t let Josh near the champagne.”

 

“Too late,” Liam said, not even trying to hide the smile.

 

“Regret,” Josh admitted, now visibly sweating and holding an empty flute like it had betrayed him.

 

Agatha pinched the bridge of her nose, exhaled through it. “We’ll talk about this Monday.”

 

“Yes, Dr. Harkness,” they all chorused in unison, faces a picture of performative innocence. Liam even clasped his hands behind his back like a choirboy.

 

Agatha gave them a long look—one that would have turned lesser students to stone—before shaking her head with something that wasn’t quite exasperation, wasn’t quite affection, but lived in the strange space between. Her hand remained at Rio’s back as they turned, steady and guiding, an anchor disguised as a touch.

 

As the couple stepped back into the flow of the evening—toward their table, toward the donors and deans and headlining speakers—they carried with them the unmistakable echo of that chaotic joy. The air behind them shimmered faintly with mischief, string music, and Max’s strobing lights. And somewhere in the distant future, when their students looked back on nights like this, they would remember one thing above all else:

 

Their professors had seen them. And cared enough to stop and say hello.

 

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Chapter 37: Formal Attire - Part II

Notes:

I'm officially on Summer break! More time to write! Yaaaay!

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After the first speech concluded—a rousing, slightly too long monologue from the Dean about “institutional legacy” and “the sacred future of higher learning”—Agatha and Rio were gently swept back into the steady current of minlging bodies. The ballroom pulsed with conversation and the soft clinking of glasses, threaded through with the elegant hum of the string quartet. Laughter rose in glittering bursts from the benefactor tables, and the scent of lemon tartlets mingled with floral centerpieces and old cologne.

 

Agatha moved through the room with her usual poise, her posture impeccable, her smile the perfect blend of approachable and reserved. She had long ago mastered the art of presence without performance—each word carefully chosen, each nod slow and deliberate. Rio, meanwhile, stayed close at her side, clutching a fresh flute of sparkling water and offering small, gracious smiles to the names she half-remembered and the egos she vaguely dreaded. It was surreal, being back in the gala circuit after months of maternity leave—after months of soft lighting and lullabies and being the primary food source for small, tiny miracles named Violet.

 

She was grateful. And a little disoriented.

 

She hadn’t worn heels in months. She couldn’t remember the last time she’d slept eight hours. She still felt, at times, more like someone’s mother than someone’s professor.

 

But tonight she was both. And she was trying.

 

They had just settled into a pleasant conversation with two older faculty members—Agatha reminiscing about a shared seminar from ten years ago, Rio chiming in here and there—when a man in a pristine gray suit approached. His smile was wide, practiced, and a little too bright.

 

“Dr. Harkness,” he said, voice rich with performance as he extended a hand. “What a pleasure to see you again. Congratulations on the Sapientia Award—tremendously well-earned, as always. I’ve been keeping up with your work on institutional memory and the modern myth. Riveting stuff. Really, just splendid.”

 

Agatha took his hand with a polite firmness. “Thank you. That was a surprise, actually. But a lovely one.”

 

The man nodded effusively, already half-chuckling at his next thought. He didn’t glance at Rio.

 

She drew in a slow breath and offered a small smile anyway. “Hi, I’m—”

 

“Yes, yes,” he said quickly, cutting her off with a vague flick of his fingers, already pivoting back to Agatha. “So, what’s next for you? Another book? I heard whispers you might be venturing into cross-disciplinary work. Very trendy. Very now, you know.”

 

Agatha’s expression didn’t shift, but her eyes flicked sharply to Rio, a warning glint behind the veneer of grace. “Actually,” she said, voice measured, “we’ve been discussing a collaboration—”

 

“Oh, how modern,” he interrupted again, nodding as if they were all in agreement. “That’s the way the field is going, isn’t it? Collaboration, soft boundaries, interdisciplinary storytelling. Very much the rage right now. Risky, of course, but I suppose the times demand it.”

 

Rio straightened slightly. “We’ve been exploring a joint paper on narrative rupture and historical trauma—”

 

The man smiled in a way that somhow managed to pat her on the head without moving a single muscle. “Of course, of course. You’re the now professor, right ? I expect you’ve had your hands full lately.” He chuckled. “I understand you’ve been away for a bit?”

 

Agtaha’s jaw tightened almost imperceptibly.

 

Rio kept her voice pleasant, but there was an edge to it now. “Yes. I’ve been on maternity leave. I gave birth three months ago.”

 

“Oh. Well. Congratulations.” He sipped his wine, already looking around the room as though scouting his next conversational conquest. “Of course, you know how this world moves. Fast, unforgiving. Easy to fall behind, especially for someone still… early in her career.”

 

“She’s not early,” Agatha said, her tone cooling by several degrees. “She’s published, cited, and already more original than half the keynote speakers on that stage.”

 

The man chuckled, clearly missing—or ignoring--the warning. “Certainly unconventional, I’ll give you that. But I suppose we’re all pushing boundaries these days, aren’t we? Trying to liven up the old halls.”

 

He said it like an indulgence. Like they were his entertainment.

 

Agatha’s spine went taut, shoulders pulling back in a way that made her already regal presence feel somehow more immense. Nobody disrespected her wife like that. She stepped ever so slightly in front of Rio, a subtle but unmistakable shield, her hand resting protectively at the small of her wife’s back. Whether it was to ground Rio or herself, neither of them could say. But the heat of it was real.

 

There was a beat of silence.

 

Then Agatha smiled. It was a terrible, exquisite smile. The smilee a queen offers just before checkmate.

 

“I find,” she said evenly, “that unconventional minds tend to be the ones history remembers.”

 

The man blinked, unsure whether he’d been insulted. “Ah. Yes. Well. Quite.”

 

“And she wasn’t just ‘away,’” Agatha continued, her voice slicing clean through the cocktail chatter like a scalpel through skin. The polite murmur of the surrounding conversation dimmed in comparison to her tone—cool, sharp, and unmistakably lethal. “She was carrying and delivering our daughter. And in case anyone here needs reminding, Dr. Vidal is not only brilliant—she’s one of the most important young scholars this university has had in years.”

 

The man blinked, startled, suddenly unsure of where to place his drink or his gaze.

 

But Agatha wasn’t finished. Her voice didn’t rise. It was her special voice voice that made rooms fall quiet. Precise. Controlled. Dangerous.

 

“Her work on mortality in Modernist poetry? It’s already shifting critical paradigms. Being cited in publications that, until recently, wouldn’t have given a woman the courtesy of a footnote—never mind a byline. That’s how good she is.” She stepped forward slightly, her posture serene, but her words as exact as a drawn blade. “Her chapter on temporal dislocation in Spring and All? If you’d bothered to read it—really read it—you’d understand she’s reframing the entire conversation around time and grief in twentieth-century literature.”

 

Rio stood frozen at her side, eyes wide and glistening, lips parted just slightly. She looked like someone trying not to breathe too loudly, as if exhaling might shatter the moment.

 

Agatha cast a brief glance toward her, then back to the man.

 

“And just so we’re clear,” she added, calm now, almost amused, “you’d be lucky to read her footnotes. Because this ‘unconventional’ academic you so casually dismissed? She’s my wife.”

 

The word hit the air with satisfying finality. Around them, a few nearby conversations had slowed, then halted altogether—people pretending not to listen, though their glances betrayed them. The man stood there, blinking furiously like a malfunctioning machine, suddenly very small inside his tailored tuxedo, his face a cocktail of embarrassment and disbelief.

 

“I—I didn’t mean—of course, congratulations, I wasn’t aware—”

 

But Agatha had already turned away.

 

Rio’s eyes hadn’t left her.

 

The second the man slunk off into the safety of the crowd, Agatha’s entire demeanor shifted. Her shoulders softened. Her fingers brushed against Rio’s back, trailing in a quiet, anchoring motion, like checking if her wife was still breathing.

 

Rio’s lashes fluttered. Her mouth trembled with the beginning of a smile she hadn’t meant to show. Her hand came up reflexively, pressing gently to her lips, as if trying to hold something in.

 

“You didn’t have to say all that,” she whispered, looking up at her with shining eyes that no longer cared if anyone was watching. “You didn’t have to go that hard.”

 

Agatha’s hand curled lightly at the back of Rio’s waist, drawing her infinitsimally closer.

 

“You’re my wife,” she murmured. “Of course I did. You’re brilliant. And I will burn this room down if anyone forgets that again.”

 

Rio let out a soft, incredulous laugh—a little cracked around the edges. She swiped the corner of one eye with the back of her hand, still blinking like she was adjusting to a light too bright to be real.

 

“God,” she whispered, “you’re hot when you’re righteous.”

 

Agatha’s mouth twitched, the corner lifting in something that looked suspiciously like a smirk. She leaned in just slightly, brushing a loose strand of hair off Rio’s shoulder with maddening care. “Don’t make me drag you to the coatroom, Vidal. This jumpsuit wasn’t made for quick exits.”

 

Rio laughed for real then, and let her head fall lightly onto Agatha’s shoulder for a moment. The music swelled again around them, but inside the tiny world they made just for each other, there was only warmth and defiance and a fierce, unshakable love.

 


 

The table where Agatha and Rio sat with their colleagues buzzed with easy laughter and clinking glasses. Dr. Lewis was in the middle of recounting a thesis defense gone spectacularly wrong—something involving a student fainting, a dropped projector, and a visiting scholar from Sorbonne University in Paris who’d calmly walked out mid-sentence. Rio, just reaching for her flute of sparkling water, snorted mid-sip and nearly choked from laughter. Across the table, Agatha was smiling—not at the story, but at Rio.

 

And then the music changed.

 

The quartet shifted seamlessly from background ambiance to something richer, fuller: the unmistakable elegance of a Strauss waltz.  The lights dimmed by a fraction, and the dance floor, until now a polished expanse, began to fill. A few couples had already stepped onto it—chancellors and their spouses, visiting alumni in sharp tuxedos and vintage gowns, some graceful, some not—but none of that seemed to matter.

 

Agatha glanced toward the floor, then turned her gaze to Rio. The expression she wore was equal parts challenge and invitation, her mouth curving at one corner.

 

“Milady,” she said, rising from her chair with the effortless poise that turned heads nearby. She extended her hand, palm up. “May I have this dance?”

 

Rio blinked, caught off guard, and then laughed, her hand hovering over her glass. “Are you sure? There are people watching.”

 

Agatha’s brow arched in that devastating, familiar way. “Let them watch.”

 

A breath caught in Rio’s chest—too full of affection, or awe, or both. She set down her glass and slid her hand into Agatha’s waiting one.

 

They made their way to the floor, hand in hand, gliding past tables and curious glances. Rio’s gown moved like something enchanted—emerald and gold catching every bit of light, fluttering behind her like the tail of a comet. Agatha, sharp in her purple suit with subtle silver detailing at the cuffs, looked like she belonged in a portrait—timeless, assured, and already halfway in rhythm before they even found their place.

 

Agatha turned to her and pulled her close, one hand steady at the small of Rio’s back, the other holding her hand aloft. As the music swept upward, she led gently but without hesitation, their bodies falling into sync like twin stars locked in orbit. Rio followed instinctively, the pressure and pace familiar—less choreographed than remembered in her bones. They’d danced before—half-silly, barefoot spins in the kitchen, slow sways under the baby’s mobile during sleepless nights,, Nicky yelling “SPIN HER!” from the couch like a tiny coach—but this was different. This was public. Formal. Grand.

 

And still, it felt like coming home.

 

Rio’s dress flared with every turn, catching the candlelight and more than a few admiring glances. But Agatha didn’t so much as glance away. Her eyes remained fixed on Rio’s face—soft, proud, present, her palm warm against Rio’s back.

 

They moved through the waltz like the music had been written for them. And slowly, the chatter around the room dulled, the clinking of glasses softened, and the crowd’s attention shifted toward the floor—not just to the dancing, but to them. To the striking professor in purple and silver and the luminous one in green and gold. To the obvious, quiet tenderness between them. To the way Agatha held Rio like she was the most natural thing in the world, the order of all things. To the way Rio smiled like her heart was full and Agtaha hung the moon every night.

 

They didn’t notice the silence growing, or the heads turning, or the stolen photos. They were in their own world—spinning, laughing quietly at nothing, utterly unaware of just how breathtaking they looked.

 

And they were so clearly, radiantly in love that it shimmered off them like starlight.

 

But suddenly—

 

Zzzzzzt

 

The music cut off with a violent squawk of static, loud enough to make a few guests jump. A clatter followed—something metallic hitting the floor—and dancers froze mid-spin like characters in a paused ballet.

 

Every head in the ballroom turned toward the commotion.

 

There, caught in a sudden and unforgiving spotlight, was Josh—half-crouched, wide-eyed, and very much the picture of someone who had just made a terrible mistake. A tray of hors d’oeuvres wobbled in his outstretched hand like a waiter in a comedy sketch, and his foot was hopelessly tangled in a thick black cable. Nearby, a microphone lay toppled on its side like a casualty of war. Emma stood frozen about two feet away with both hands clamped over her mouth in horror—or possibly delight—and Nina was doubled over behind a drinks table, shoulders shaking so violently she looked in danger of collapsing.

 

Josh, bright crimson and fumbling frantically with wires, tried to reattach whatever he’d disconnected. His tray tipped once—nearly spilled—and miraculously righted itself. The entire ballroom held its collective breath.

 

On the dancefloor, Rio clutched Agatha’s shoulder, her face buried in the curve of her wife’s neck as she broke into a wheezing, uncontainable laugh.

 

“Oh my God,” she gasped. “He unplugged the entire sound system. Of course he did.”

 

Agatha’s shoulders quivered with restrained amusement, a hand raised delicately over her lips. “I told you that boy is a walking safety hazard.”

 

“Nina’s going to rupture a lung from laughing,” Rio added between breaths, tears threatening the corners of her eyes.

 

“I give it five minutes before they’re hiding under the refreshment table making out.”

 

“They’re already halfway there,” Rio whispered, eyes dancing. “Look at her. She’s wheezing like she just ran a mile.”

 

Agatha cast a deadpan glance across the room. “We really did good with them.”

 

“You threatened to give Nina a B minus if she didn’t admit she liked him.”

 

“And you—” Agatha lifted a single brow, regal and unimpressed “—pretended Josh was a ghost speaking from the beyond for two weeks just to make him squirm.”

 

Rio grinned, still breathless. “It was character building.”

 

Effective pedagogy,” Agatha agreed solemnly.

 

Rio was still giggling, her hand resting just above Agatha’s heart. “God, I missed this.”

 

There was a loud boom from the speakers—possibly Max’s attempt at fixing things from the booth—and then, miraculously, the string quartet’s feed returned. The waltz resumed with a slightly embarrassed flourish, like it had tripped on its own hem and was now trying to walk it offf.

 

But something had shifted in the room. The mishap, rather than being a disruption, had loosened the atmosphere. Guests chuckled and murmured, returning to their dance partners with a renewed sense of ease. The night felt warmer, more human. A sort of elegance that made space for laughter.

 

Agatha leaned down slightly, her lips brushing Rio’s ear. Her voice was low and warm, a private question asked just for her.

 

“Shall we continue, Dr. Vidal?”

 

Rio turned toward her with a grin that reached her eyes. “Try and stop me.”

 

And just like that, they returned to their dance. Rio slipped into Agatha’s arms as though the months apart from events like this had never happened. Her hand found the familiar shape of Agatha’s shoulder blade back, their steps fell back into rhythm. Around them, guests swayed back into the music, the light glinting off crystal and sequins and the occasional rogue cable.

 

They spun slowlier now, deliberately, not for show but for each other. Rio rested her forehead gently against Agatha’s temple for a beat, and in that quiet moment, with the world humming around them, she let herself breathe. Really breathe.

 

There were speeches yet to come. More hands to shake. Papers to grade come Monday for Agatha and babies crying at home. But for now—there was this. Their bodies in sync, their breath aligned, their laughter still echoing quietly in the space between their hearts.

 

And that, somehow, made everything feel exactly right.

 

As the final, lingering notes of the waltz faded into silence, Rio let out a soft, almost wistful sigh. The subtle rustle of gowns and the low murmur of post-dance applause swirled around them like smoke, but in that small pocket of stillness, she leaned her head against Agatha’s shoulder after giving a mock bow.

 

“That was… magical,” she murmured, her voice barely louder than the clinking of champagne flutes. 

 

Agatha turned slightly, pressing a kiss into her temple, a quiet anchor in the storm of elegance and excess. “Almost makes up for the donor who tried to erase your entire academic presence.”

 

Rio snorted softly, the sound laced with dry amusement. “Yeah. Almost.” Her lips curled in a faint smile, but her fingers curled tighter around Agatha’s. The moment stretched, comfortable and warm, suspended in the slow glittering aftermath of music and lights.

 

Then something shifted.

 

Rio straightened—not abruptly, but with a quiet flicker of restlessness, her gaze scanning the opulent room. The chandeliers, the gilded mirrors, the guests who moved like polite shadows through the space—they all seemed suddenly too far away, too grown-up, too removed from what really mattered.

 

“I need to check on them,” she said, already reaching for her phone in her clutch she had left on her chair at their table. Her voice was calm, but edged with that familiar undercurrent of need, of worry, of something deeper and always just out of reach.

 

Agatha didn’t ask who she meant. She knew. Her thumb brushed over the back of Rio’s hand before releasing it, a silent gesture of understanding. “Come on.”

 

Together, they slipped through the tall glass doors that led to the courtyard beyond the ballroom. The evening air greeted them gently—cool against their flushed skin, carrying the distant scent of roses and the hum of city lights just beyond the university gates. The garden was dilmy lit, pools of golden light scattered between stone benches and winding paths.

 

The noise of the gala dulled to a murmur behind the closed doors, and for a moment, everything stilled.

 

Rio stepped forward, away from the warmth of the building and into the shadow of the courtyard’s tallest tree. She pulled out her phone, already thumbing through to Lilia’s number.

 

Agtha watched her, folding her arms gently. “Rio,” she said, her voice the careful sort of soft she used when coaxing her wife back from the edge. “They’re okay.”

 

“I know,” Rio said quickly, but there was a flicker in her tone—worry and yearning mixed in equal parts. Her thumb hovered over the call button like it might unlock something. “Just one quick check.”

 

Agatha didn’t argue.

 

The phone began to ring. Once. Then twice.

 

And in that quiet mment of moonlight and ivy, with string music echoing faintly behind them and the stars blinking overhead like old friends, Rio stood perfectly still—gown hem brushing the gravel and grass, heart tethered to something far beyond the walls of the gala.

 

Waiting.

 

Lilia picked up with a distinctly amused tone. “Rio. You’re supposed to be drinking champagne and charming alumni, not calling your mother every hour like a nervous wreck with a PhD.”

 

Rio exhaled, a half-laugh tugging at her lips. “Technically, I’m drinking sparkling water and hiding behind a tree. I just wanted to check in.”

 

“Everything’s perfect,” Lilia assured, her voice warm on Rio’s too-tight nerves. “Violet had her bottle a few minutes ago—drained it like a seasoned pro—and she’s fast asleep now. Hasn’t moved a muscle. Like a tiny, milk-drunk angel. And Nicky’s right next to her, building a ‘no-girls-allowed’ fort with his knight figurines.”

 

Agatha, half-listening, arched an eyebrow from beside Rio. “No girls?”

 

“Except for Violet, Mom, Mama and me,” Lilia added dryly. “And apparently his toy horse, which he insists is female.”

 

Rio couldn’t help the soft, fond laughter that slipped out. “Tell him we taught him better than excluding girls.”

 

“Wait, wait,” Lilia said with the muffled sound of her shifting the phone. “He’s tugging at my sleeve—he wants to say hi.”

 

There was a rustling noise, then a sharp intake of breath—and Nicky’s unmistakable voice burst through the speaker, loud and thrilled.

 

“MOM! MAMA! I made Violet a fort and she didn’t even drool on it!”

 

Agatha laughed instantly, her face lighting up. “That’s incredible. A true architectural miracle.”

 

“I even put my knight-sword next to her, so if bad guys come, she can defend the fort. But don’t worry—I’m still guarding it. I’m staying close. Just in case.”

 

Rio’s heart twisted with love so sudden it caught her off guard. “You’re such a good big brother,” she murmured, blinking quickly. “We’re really proud of you.”

 

“I miss you,” he said, his voice suddenly softer. “Are you wearing my drawing? Did you show the Dean? Did you tell him I made it with five crayons and two glitter pens—”

 

“We’ve got it with us,” Agatha broke in gently, her tone soothing. “We showed everyone. It was the talk of the evening.”

 

“I knew it!” he crowed triumphantly. “Okay I love you, good luck, I have to tell Violet I’m keeping the bad guys away again—bye!”

 

Click.

 

Rio held the phone against her chest for a second before lowering it with a quiet laugh. “That kid.”

 

Agatha reached up to brush a loose strand of hair behind Rio’s ear, her touch feather-light. “You feel better?”

 

Rio nodded. “Yes. I just… I still can’t believe they’re ours. Mine.”

 

Agatha’s hand found hers, cool fingers intertwining with warmth. Her voice, when she spoke, was soft and unwaivering.

 

“They are,” she said. “Every wild, brilliant, chaotic, wonderful bit of them.”

 

Rio turned toward her slightly, eyes glassy but smiling. “I don’t know how I got this lucky.”

 

“You married a woman with impeccable taste,” Agatha teased, but her gaze betrayed her seriousness. “And you gave her the most extraordinary life.”

 

They stood there quietly for a moment, in the soft glow of string lights and champagne clinks, the weight of the evening still draped across their shoulders—but for once, it didn’t feel heavy.

 

It felt like something earned.

 

Finally, Rio took a breath and tucked her phone back into her clutch. “Alright. Let’s go back in before Juliet starts doing karaoke or Luke sets something on fire.”

 

“I’m more worried about Kristen trying to mediate between them with a spreadsheet,” Agatha said, deadpan.

 

Rio snorted. “God, I missed this job.”

 

As they stepped back into the hall, the shift from the quiet serenity of the garden to the glowing chaos of the gala was instant. Glasses clinked, laughter bubbled from every corner—and at the front of the room, something was happening.

 

Rio paused mid-step, eyes narrowing. “Is that—?”

 

“Oh no,” Agatha murmured, somewhere between horror and reluctant admiration.

 

Because there, somehow already mid-speech and illuminated by the full force of the spotlight, stood Max on the stage. He held a microphone with the earnest grip of a man who had not asked permission and was entirely unbothered by that fact, or maybe like a racoon with a cupcake.  His suit was slightly rumpled, his tie missing entirely, and he looked utterly in his element.

 

He had clearly found a break between planned speeches and pounced. A few heads in the crowd were turning slowly, some in confusion, some in mounting amusement.

 

“…and I’m not saying we should rename the English department building after some of our current professors,” Max was saying in his usual offbeat, slightly-too-loud delivery, “but if we did, I personally believe we should at least dedicate the second-floor bathroom to them. For services rendered. Also, because it has the best water pressure on campus, and I think that says something about their impact.”

 

There was a beat of stunned silence. Then Josh’s cheer cut through the crowd like a battle cry. Nina was doubled over in the wings, shaking with silent laughter, nearly sliding down the wall. Emma had her phone out, recording with the deadly focus of someone already planning the edits for Instagram. Sophia looked like she was actively weighing the pros and cons of disowning the entire group.

 

Rio gasped. It was high-pitched and ragged—half wheeze, half scream—and she immediately buried her face in her hands.

 

“Oh my God,” she groaned. “He’s naming plumbing fixtures after us.”

 

Agatha took a long, deliberate sip of the glass of wine she had swiped from a table, then sighed, eyes still fixed on the stage. “Professionalism is dead. Buried. Possibly cremated.”

 

Max was undeterred.

 

“Now, I know some of you may be wondering, ‘Is this appropriate? Should this be happening right now?’” he went on, gesturing grandly like a man who believed he was both professor and prophet. “And to that I say—ask not what academia can do for you, but what you can do with a microphone when no one is watching it properly.”

 

A few chuckles rolled through the crowd, hesitant at first, then building momentum.

 

Rio dropped her hands just enough to peek through her fingers. “He’s monologuing. Agatha. He’s monologuing.”

 

“He’ll burn out in another minute,” Agatha murmured. “Either from adrenaline or stage fright. Or—if the universe is merciful—someone cuts his mic.”

 

“Do you think we should intervene?” Rio asked, torn between horror and hysterical pride.

 

Agatha tilted her head. “Eventually.”

 

“And by eventually, you mean—?”

 

“Once he tries to name a hallway after you.”

 

Max, meanwhile, had become something of a one-man revolution.

 

“This university,” he declared, standing center stage like he’d just seized a podium at the UN, “is a lot of things. Cold in the winter. Absurdly expensive. The coffee tastes like it was filtered through a sock worn by Satan himself. But when I got here, I didn’t think I’d find a home.”

 

He paused for dramatic effect, hand on his chest like he was delivering a monologue from Les Mis. Then, softer. “But I did. Not just a department. Not just a degree plan or a thesis committee. A home. A place where weird kids—kids who think too much, talk too loud, spiral over death metaphors and queerness and the meaning of a comma—can find people who listen. Who get it. Who don’t just teach us, but make us want to be more.”

 

The room had gone still. Even the staff by the back wall had stopped clearing dishes.

 

“You don’t forget those kinds of teachers,” Max said, voice ringing now. “You follow them into war. Or at least into MLA formatting.”

 

That line broke the silence like a match to dry wood. The students roared—applause, laughter, delighted whoops echoing off the vaulted ceiling like a standing ovation in a cathedral. At one table, someone banged their fists rhythmically like a drumroll. A couple of senior faculty near the front exchanged long-suffering glances that danced somewhere between how sweet and dear god, don’t let him say anything else. The Dean, seated at a pristine white-linen table a few yards away, looked frozen in time—shoulders stiff, expression somewhere between indigestion and an existential crisis.

 

Rio, for her part, had dissolved into a heap of laughter, hands over her face again, shoulders shaking as she whispered something into her napkin that sounded suspiciously like, “Oh no.

 

Agatha leaned over with perfect calm, wine glass in hand, and murmured, “I believe the phrase is: your circus, your monkeys.

 

Rio peeked between her fingers to glare at her, mock-offended and laughing harder. “You love the monkeys.”

 

“I do,” Agatha said, raising her glass in Max’s direction with an imperceptible nod of approval. Max caught it and practically lit up like a solar flare. “Even the loudest ones.”

 

And onstage, Max seemed to realize his impromptu TED Talk had reached its natural conclusion. He straightened his lapels like he was accepting a medal of honor.

 

“So, in conclusion,” he said with theatrical gravity, “if you are rich—and I mean like endowed chair rich—and you want your name on something meaningful like a bench, please give us your money so I can continue to take classes from the best professors on this continent. Thank you. I yield my time.”

 

With a sweeping bow, Max exited the stage with the casual confidence of someone who had just solved world peace. Half the guests stood to applaud the brave student. Josh was holding a tray to him, offering him a little congratulation hors d’œuvre. Nina, breathless with laughter, wiped a tear from her cheek as she stole one too, mumbling something about immortalizing the speech in her highlight Instagram story. Emma was already scrolling through her photos, muttering, “God, he looks radiant.”

 

At the faculty table, the Dean finally turned toward Agatha and Rio, lips pinched in a very specific way that spelled institutional concern. His eyes flicked between them like a teacher about to confiscate a slingshot.

 

Agatha met the gaze with the unbothered grace of a woman who had tenure and a fan club. She gave a pleasant, almost serene smile, then shrugged—just slightly—as if to say: They’re theater kids. What do you want from me?

 

Rio leaned in, eyes twinkling. “He didn’t say our names, we're safe,” she whispered. “Technically.

 

Technically,” Agatha echoed, the corner of her mouth curling with unmistakable pride.

 

Rio exhaled a laugh sharp enough to make her ribs ache. She straightened, smoothed her dress, and scanned the room with mock composure. “We’re never living this down.”

 

“No,” Agatha said, finishing the last sip of her wine with the satisfaction of someone who had just watched her child win a public debate and set the stage on fire. “But I don’t think I want to.”

 


 

The party had settled into its twilight rhythm—music humming, glasses clinking, people floating from table to table with the aimlessness of polite society. Agatha and Rio stood near one of the tall cocktail tables, speaking in low voices, Rio still grinning about Max’s speech while Agatha calmly pretended not to have loved every second of it.

 

But then, Agatha’s spine stiffened almost imperceptibly, and Rio, sensitive to every flicker of her wife’s mood, noticed immediately.

 

An older man was approaching—tall, imposing in the way of people who had long mistaken their own self-importance for intellect. He had a pinched expression of academic superiority carved permanently into his face, his white hair carefully parted and his tailored suit a few decades behind the current decade.

 

Agatha set her glass down on the table with a slow, deliberate grace. Her hand brushed against Rio’s as she moved, grounding herself.

 

“Agatha,” the man drawled, voice thick with condescension. “Still impossible to avoid, I see.”

 

“Dr. Hardwick,” Agatha replied, her smile tight and civil at her own old PhD supervisor, back in the days. “Still breathing, I see.”

 

Rio choked on a laugh and turned it into a small cough, pretending to look away. Her grip on her water glass tightened just slightly.

 

“I didn’t expect to see you here,” Agatha added, her tone frostily polite.

 

“I was invited by the Dean. Still being carted out like a museum exhibit, I suppose,” he said with an air of performative modesty. “And look at you. Look at this. Award-winning now. Married now, I hear. Quite the legacy you’re building.”

 

Agatha’s jaw tensed, just a breath.

 

Rio’s eyes sharpened like a hawk’s.

 

Hardwick pressed on, grinning. “Imagine what people would’ve said if I’d married my advisee. Ah, well, Agatha. I suppose you’ve always liked them younger anyway.”

 

The breath left Rio in a single blink.

 

Agatha’s face didn’t move—but her voice turned crystalline. “You always did confuse mentorship with possession, Arthur.”

 

“Ouch,” he chuckled, as though delighted by the barb. “And I see you’ve not lost your gift for icy wit. That’s exactly why you were so hard to manage back in your days. Brilliant, but so very difficult to guide.”

 

“Difficult to control, you mean,” Agatha corrected, her voice like steel wrapped in silk. “You never tried to guide. You tried to own. And when I wouldn’t let you, you made damn sure everyone heard your version of me.”

 

Hardwick raised his glass in a mock salute. “Still dramatic. And sharp-tongued as ever, Agatha. But beautiful, too. Always were. Can’t ignore that.”

 

The words hung in the air like the stale aftershave he was probably still wearing.

 

Agatha’s expression didn’t flicker. “And I see you’ve not lost your talent for being deeply inappropriate in public. For the record, I was never interested. And even if I had been, I’d rather have married a damp ghost in a wet basement.”

 

Rio, half a step behind her, bit down on a laugh, her fingers curling around the edge of the nearby tablecloth like she might need to physically control herself.

 

Hardwick’s mouth twisted in something between a smile and a sneer. “And yet you went on to marry your student.”

 

Agatha’s eyes narrowed. “I married someone brilliant. Someone with more vision, more conviction, and more spine than you ever managed to smother out of me when I was under your supervision.”

 

There it was—years of ice finally cracking open in her voice. Controlled. Precise. Razor-sharp.

 

Rio stepped in before the silence could settle.

 

Her voice was warm honey laced with arsenic. “And, just for clarity, she didn’t marry me while I was her student.” She tilted her head and offered Hardwick a smile that would’ve made a smarter man back away. “But I can see how someone whose entire career is built on forgetting to cite his female co-authors might have trouble keeping timelines straight.”

 

Agatha’s wineglass paused midair. She turned just slightly toward Rio, the edge of her mouth curling upward. Her eyes flashed with something private—amusement, pride, love, all distilled into a single silent exchange.

 

“You’re lethal,” she said softly.

 

Rio didn’t miss a beat. “You defended me. Now it’s my turn.”

 

Hardwick’s face soured, like he’d bitten into something rotten and too polite to spit it out. He attempted a scoff, but it landed flat.

 

“Always so emotional, the younger ones,” he muttered into his glass.

 

Rio leaned in, just a fraction, her smile sharpened to a dagger’s edge. “And yet, somehow, my young, emotional brain still remembers how to use semicolons and em dashes properly. Funny how time works.”

 

Agatha hid her laugh in a sip of wine.

 

That did it.

 

The old professor made a noise halfway between a scoff and a sputter—more affronted than wounded, like someone who’d expected to win a duel and realized too late he’d brought a butter knife to a sword fight. With a final huff and a fumbling adjustment of his tie, he muttered something about “standards slipping” and “finding people who still appreciate the classics,” before vanishing into the crowd like a deflated balloon, pride trailing behind him in a slow leak.

 

Agatha didn’t watch him go. She exhaled insteade, as if she were setting the moment down on a shelf for later dissection. Then, slowly, she turned toward Rio with that signature arch of one perfect brow.

 

“I married the right one,” she said, voice cool and fond all at once.

 

Rio was already reaching for her hand beneath the linen tablecloth, fingers lacing through hers. “You’re damn right you did.”

 

“I adore you.”

 

Rio tilted her head, mock-thoughtful. “You’d better. I just publicly assassinated your ex-supervisor with grammar. On record. At a university gala.”

 

“You did.” Agatha’s mouth twitched into a grin, the beginnings of something dangerous and delighted. “And I’ll be thinking about it for years.”

 

“Good,” Rio said, brushing her thumb across Agatha’s knuckles. “Let it haunt you. Keeps you humble.”

 

“Humble?” Agatha repeated, amused. “Darling, I’m not sure I’ve ever been humble.”

 

“You’ve pretended well. That’s the same thing in academia.”

 

Agatha chuckled, low in her throat, then leaned in with the kind of timing that felt both effortless and inevitable. Her lips grazed Rio’s ear with the softest murmur. “I’ve never been more in love with you than I am in this exact moment.”

 

Rio blinked, pulse skipping. “Really?”

 

Agatha drew back just enough to meet her eyes. “You defended me, you defended yourself. You defended us. With elegance, precision, and deadly calm. It was…” Her voice trailed into a fond sigh. “Extraordinarily attractive.”

 

Rio flushed, but only slightly. “You say that like I don’t already have two children with you, a shared mortgage and a legally binding contract.”

 

Agatha brought their joined hands to her lips and kissed Rio’s wedding ring gently. “And I’d sign it again. Twice. In blood, if necessary.”

 

“God, you’re dramatic,” Rio murmured, visibly melting.

 

“As if that suprised you,” Agatha said, smug now.

 

“Careful, I’m still the dramatic one.”

 

Agatha pretended to consider that, then nodded solemnly. “True. You are chaos incarnate.”

 

“I contain multitudes.”

 

“You contain noise. And glitter.”

 

Rio gasped. “I resent the implication that glitter and noise are not a multiverse in themselves.”

 

Agatha laughed, soft and deep, then looked across the ballroom with a glint in her eye. “Let’s go find Max and give him a raise.”

 

Rio tilted her head. “He’s not technically on payroll.”

 

“Then we’ll invent a payroll just to give him one.”

 

“You’re going to cause a scandal.”

 

“I’m married to you,” Agatha replied smoothly. “That ship sailed when you walked into my classroom with a cleavage deeper than a diving pool and called Ezra Pound ‘a disaster bisexual’ just to get a rise out of me.”

 

Rio grinned. “You loved that.”

 

“I did,” Agatha admitted, and her hand tightened slightly around Rio’s. “I love you.”

 

They shared a grin, warm and conspiratorial, that could scare away gods and ghosts and every old relic of the past that ever dared to doubt them.

 

As they began to weave their way through the party toward Max—Agatha already scheming how to ceremoniously knight him with a cocktail sword in recognition of “outstanding services rendered to the English department”—their path was abruptly blocked by a sudden blur of black satin and frantic energy.

 

“Sophia?” Rio blinked, startled, as the girl all but collided with them. Her face was flushed scarlet, her chest rising and falling with panicked, shallow breaths. She was hiding her hands behind her back in a nervous tangle of motion, as though she couldn’t quite figure out what to do with them. Her eyes were huge—wild and glossy with the unmistakable sheen of an oncoming meltdown.

 

“I—uh—I’m so sorry,” Sophia stammered, barely above a whisper, voice cracking at the edges like splintered glass. “I know you’re not technically on duty right now, but I—I need help. Like… emergency help.”

 

Agatha immediately leaned in, her body language shifting in an instant from party guest to crisis response. “What happened?” she asked, low and focused, already scanning the room for threats.

 

Sophia glanced over her shoulder like she expected the floor itself to betray her. “My dress,” she hissed, voice trembling. “The zipper—it just gave out. Like, completely. I was walking and then… pop. I think the thread snapped or something. I’ve been holding it shut with both hands for ten minutes. If I so much as breathe wrong, it’s game over. It’s going to fall open and I will actually die.”

 

“Oh, sweetheart,” Rio murmured, already in full Mom Mode as she stepped forward and took the girl gently by the shoulders. Her voice was calm and soft, the tone you’d use with a frightened animal or a kid on the verge of tears. “Hey. Look at me. It’s okay. You are not dying. No one is dying tonight, especially not over a busted zipper. Come with us. We’ll fix it.”

 

Agatha was already in motion, turning on her heel. “There’s an anteroom just off the hallway to the left,” she said briskly, eyes scanning the crowd. “We’ll be there and back before anyone notices you’re gone.”

 

Sophia nodded quickly, her mouth still opening and closing like she had more to explain, more apologies to offer, but her panic made the words trip over themselves. Shoulders hunched and movements stiff, she shuffled along beside them with the cautious tension of someone trying desperately not to lose the last shred of their dignity. She kept whispering in rapid bursts: something about how this was the only black dress she owned, how it was a thing her mom had bought when she was fourteen, and yes, it was definitely too small now but she hadn’t realized how tight it had gotten until it exploded off her like a firecracker.

 

“I should’ve worn pants,” she moaned under her breath. “I was going to wear pants. I swear, I almost wore pants.”

 

“Well, pants or dress, you look beautiful,” Rio said gently, squeezing her shoulder. “But tonight, we’re going to save this dress’s dignity and yours. »

 

The room they found was a small service alcove tucked beside the ballroom, dimly lit and filled with a few forgotten coats. Once they were inside, Sophia turned her back to them and dropped her arms, revealing the disaster.

 

The zipper hadn’t just come undone—it had given up. The seam was split almost entirely from neckline to waist, the zipper teeth warped and bent outward in a sad little snarl. A clean, brutal gap gaped down her back like the dress itself had just walked off the job.

 

Rio winced. “Okay. That’s… significantly worse than I was prepared for.”

 

“I’m going to miss the whole thing,” Sophia whispered, her voice wobbling with the threat of tears. Her arms were still frozen awkwardly at her sides, like even now she didn’t trust the fabric not to betray her further. “I was supposed to get quotes for the article. I haven’t even interviewed the Dean yet, and the whole student council’s here, and—”

 

“Nope. None of that,” Agatha interrupted gently, rummaging through her purse and already unspooling the golden ribbon from Nicky’s drawing in her clutch. “You’re staying. You’ve worked too hard for this.”

 

“You’re not missing anything,” Rio added, slipping out a pin from her hair and shaking out the loose wave and handing it to Agatha. “You’ve got the two most dramatic mothers in the faculty on your side. Honestly, we’ve trained for this exact kind of chaos.”

 

Sophia gave a tiny, incredulous laugh and swiped at her eyes with the back of her hand. “Oh my god. Are you seriously about to fix my dress with—”

 

“A seven-year-old’s art ribbon and a hairpin?” Agatha said dryly, her hands already at work. “Yes. And I’d appreciate fewer questions and more trust in my tailoring credentials.”

 

Rio was already behind Sophia, holding the sides of the dress taut with both hands, brow furrowed in concentration. “We’ve dealt with worse wardrobe malfunctions before lectures, believe me. Agatha once sewed the underarm seam of her blouse shut while wearing it.

 

“I was delivering a keynote that day,” Agatha murmured as she worked, slipping the ribbon through the open seam like she was threading a needle. “ And somebody had chosen the wrong setting on the laundry machine at home. Shrunk everything I owned. My blouse barely cleared my elbows.”

 

Rio had the decency to look sheepish. “Okay, yeah. That was me. My bad.”

 

“Mm.” Agatha didn’t look up, but the corner of her mouth twitched in the barest smile.

 

With the calm, precise efficiency of someone who had dressed a wriggling child for picture day, taught for almost two decades, and once hemmed a dress in a moving car, Agatha laced the ribbon back and forth through the broken zipper like a makeshift corset, using the hairpin as a needle. Her hands were steady, her jaw set in focus. Within moments, a delicate crisscross of golden silk held the dress together, the bow at Sophia’s lower back neat and secure.

 

“Can you breathe?” Agatha asked, brushing her fingers lightly across the edges of the seam.

 

Sophia took an experimental breath, then nodded, still sniffling. “Yeah. It’s tight, but… it feels like it’s holding. Really holding.”

 

“Can you twirl?” Rio teased, tugging playfully on the bow to test the knot.

 

Sophia let out a hiccup of a giggle, the tension beginning to melt from her shoulders. “I—I think so?”

 

“Then we’ve done our job,” Agatha said, smoothing down the back of the dress with both palms. “Elegant. Secure. And fashionably avant-garde. You look like a designer threw this together for a runway show.”

 

Sophia turned to face them, her expression breaking open with adoration and awe. Her eyes were glassy, but she was smiling now, blinking fast. “Thank you. I was two seconds away from locking myself in a bathroom and sobbing into a hand towel.”

 

Rio cupped her cheek with a gentle hand. “You’re alright now. And you’re not alone, okay? Not here. Not ever.”

 

Agatha gave her a soft pat on the shoulder and added, “Now go document this ridiculous night. And if anyone asks, the ribbon was always part of the design.”

 

Sophia nodded furiously, laughing through her tears. “I love you both so much.”

 

“Tell the Dean that,” Rio winked. “Maybe then we’ll finally get a department printer that doesn’t scream when it jams.”

 

They watched her scurry off with a little bounce in her step, the golden bow fluttering like a badge of honor down her back.

 

Agatha turned to Rio, slipping the pin back into her wife’s now slightly messy hair. “That was a good call.”

 

“She was about to explode into tears,” Rio said softly. “She held it together just long enough to find us.”

 

« I know it broke my heart. »

 

They stood there for a beat longer in the quiet alcove, just them in their elegant clothes and faint laughter drifting through the hallway.

 

“Back to the chaos?” Rio asked.

 

Agatha held out her hand. “With you, always.”

 

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Chapter 38: Formal Attire - Part III

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As the night wore on, the event hit that comfortable lull between speeches and final toasts, the band playing soft jazz in the background, the clink of champagne glasses echoing gently through the grand hall. Agatha and Rio had settled into a corner table, slightly tucked away, though not nearly enough to discourage the steady trickle of their students, who clearly had made it a personal mission to see them regularly throughout the night.

 

Rio had kicked off her heels beneath the table and was sitting cross-legged on her chair, her legs hidden beneth her dress, looking blissfully unbothered. Agatha, meanwhile, leaned back with regal poise, a flute of something sparkling in hand, watching the room like a queen from her court—and yet even her austere aura didn’t ward off the determined enthusiasm of their students.

 

The first to breach the perimeter was Liam, approaching with a sheepish grin and a silver tray balanced precariously on one hand, his bowtie slightly crooked, his curls even more so.

 

“We bring offerings to the goddesses of literature,” he intoned in his most theatrical voice, dipping into an exaggerated bow. With great ceremony, he presented the tray to them: two vanilla cupcakes, swirled to perfection with golden-tipped frosting and crowned with delicate chocolate leaves.

 

Agataha arched a single eyebrow, unimpressed but faintly amused. “You stole this.”

 

Borrowed,” Liam corrected smoothly, straightening up with the grace of someone who had clearly rehearsed his defense. “For academic purposes. To secure favor in future thesis reviews. And also because Max dared me.”

 

Rio was already peeling the wrapper off hers with zero hesitation. “You’re doing the gods’ work,” she said, taking a bite. “Oh my god, this is amazing. Do you have more?”

 

Liam grinned, clearly pleased. “Operation Dessert Recovery is ongoing,” he whispered conspiratorially. “We’ve got eyes on the kitchen door and a decoy distracting the caterers. Emma’s wearing a fake second badge that says ‘taste-tester.’ She made it in Canva.”

 

Agatha stared at him for a long, contemplative beat. “Why does that actually impress me?”

 

“Because deep down,” Liam said solemnly, “you love the chaos. You just pretend not to.”

 

She narrowed her eyes, but her mouth betrayed her with a slight twitch of amusement. “Go before I report you to the Dean for dessert trafficking.”

 

He saluted them with two fingers and vanished into the crowd with the practiced stealth of someone who had once stolen a whiteboard for “visual emphasis” during a group project.

 

Rio licked frosting off her thumb and grinned. “I like this stage of the party. The feral stage. Everything’s a little blurry and the students start acting like goblins.”

 

“They are goblins,” Agatha said, sipping her champagne. “Charming, passionate, wildly competent goblins. But goblins nonetheless.”

 

Just then, a loud cheer erupted near the dessert table, followed by someone yelling “RUN!” and Emma’s unmistakable shriek of laughter. Agatha didn’t even flinch.

 

“They’ve breached the kitchen, haven’t they?” Rio asked, peering over the rim of her glass.

 

Agatha nodded slowly. “And the caterers just saw through the badge.”

 

Rio leaned back in her chair, utterly at peace. “I give them five minutes before Max gets tackled by security.”

 

“Three,” Agatha said. “Max is wearing those glitter loafers again. He’s a beacon.”

 

They clinked glasses as another student darted past, giggling, holding what looked suspiciously like a chocolate mousse in a paper napkin. The night was far from over—and neither of them minded one bit.

 

Not five minutes later, Josh appearred, striding toward them with the labored nonchalance of someone trying very hard to look like he wasn’t up to anything. His blazer was unbuttoned, tie slightly loosened, cheeks pink either from the heat or the thrill of sneaking snacks again. He had both hands clasped behind his back, the way a child might hide a frog, or—more accurately in this case—contraband cupcakes.

 

“I found these,” he said, placing them gently on the table as if presenting jewels. “Just lying there. Defenseless. Abandoned. Crying out for a home.”

 

Agatha raised a skeptical eyebrow, her fingers lacing loosely around her glass. “Josh.”

 

He pressed a hand dramatically to his chest. “I am but a humble courier. A vessel for the greater cause. I couldn’t just leave them to perish.”

 

Rio had already snatched one up and was licking frosting from her thumb with the speed of someone who hadn’t had sugar in weeks. “Tell no one,” she said through a mouthful, eyes closing in delight. “We’ll deny everything if it comes to trial.”

 

“Not even under oath,” Agatha added, deadpan. “We’ve practiced our statements.”

 

Josh leaned in slightly, his voice dropping to a whisper. “Nina says you’re our favorite guests. Between you and me, everyone else here is boring. Don’t tell the Dean.”

 

“I already told the Dean,” Agatha said, dryly. “I think I’m his least favorite guest now. He looked like he aged five years in three seconds.”

 

Josh winced. “Yikes. Worth it, though.”

 

Rio nodded solemnly. “Deeply.”

 

Josh grinned, his mischief barely contained. “Okay, I gotta run before Nina finds out I’m eating on the job. Again. She’s got this sixth sense now—like a frosting radar.”

 

“Go,” Agatha said with mock severity, “and may your crumbs be few and your escape clean.”

 

With a wink, he darted off into the crowd, nearly colliding with Emma, who was still somehow holding a custard tart and giving someone a very impassioned lecture on Victorian fashion opposed to the the Elizabethan one.

 

They barely had time to catch their breath before Max appeared—materializing from the shadows like some cupcake-bearing phantom, looking every bit like the academic spirit of mischief himself. His shirt was half-untucked, his tie no longer around his neck but wrapped heroically around his head like a laurel crown, as if he’d won some great intellectual war.

 

“I bring tribute,” he whispered, kneeling slightly beside the table like a knight at court. In his hands, yet another pair of cupcakes: one vanilla with sugared violets, the other a striking chocolate with purple frosting so glossy it shimmered like enamel. “I think this one has blackberry in it. Possibly stolen from the Philosophy table. Their guard was weak.”

 

Agatha arched a brow, eyeing the frosting. “Why are you whispering?”

 

“I don’t want the other departments to hear,” Max said gravely, glancing around like a spy exchanging secrets. “The historians have no honor. They’d raid the stash. And thank you, by the way. For the speech compliment. Josh dared me to open with a Tennyson quote.”

 

“You’re ridiculous,” Riio giggled, already reaching for the chocolate one. “What are you even doing right now?”

 

“Morale,” Max replied, utterly sincere. “I’m boosting morale.”

 

He saluted dramatically, the laurel-tie slipping down over one eye, and began backing away with the pace of someone in a silent film—only to promptly trip over the hem of the tablecloth. Agatha caught his elbow mid-fall with swift precision, steadying him before he could topple into the desserts.

 

“Careful,” she murmured, the corners of her mouth lifting just slightly.

 

Max gave her a crooked, sheepish grin. “I regret nothing,” he whispered, then melted back into the crowd, vanishing from sight.

 

And it didn’t stop there.

 

For the better part of an hour, it became a steady parade of chaos disguised as affection. Emma arrived next, wielding a full dessert plate and an open notebook.

 

“I need your input,” she declared, as if this were a formal panel. “Which dessert best reflects the ethos of post-war modernism? The éclair, the lemon tart, or the one with the gold leaf that feels like a capitalist critique of dessert itself?”

 

Rio blinked. “You know I love you, right?”

 

“Answer the question,” Emma said sternly, sliding a fork toward her. “This is for journalism.”

 

Agatha gave a dry hum, sipping her drink. “The lemon tart. Tart, bitter, hard to hold onto. Just like post-war Europe.”

 

Ema nodded solemnly. “Poetic.” She scribbled something in her notebook, then pilfered an extra napkin and sauntered off looking extremely pleased with herself.

 

Moments later came Sophia, blushing and breathless, this time armed with a full stack of napkins and the look of someone on a secret mission. She placed them on the table with great ceremony.

 

“I don’t know why I brought these,” she confessed immediately. “I panicked. I just—I needed a reason to come say hi again.”

 

“You never need a reason,” Rio said, her voice warm as she scooted over to make room. “But we do now have enough napkins to construct a small yurt.”

 

Sophia laughed, already starting to ramble about whether or not it was tacky to ask the Dean a follow-up question about his speech or if that made her “too ambitious.” Agatha gently steered her toward a nearby chair, listening with the serene patience that came from almost twenty years of teaching and learning how to read what wasn’t being said.

 

Even Nina stopped by, though she carried no food and made no excuses. She just leaned casually over the back of Rio’s chair, chin resting on her folded arms, and said, in a tone that bordered somewhere between fond and reverent, “Everyone loves you, you know.”

 

“We’re flattered,” Agatha said dryly, though a faint smile tugged at her lips.

 

“We’re bribed,” Rio said through a mouthful of cake. “But I’ll take it.”

 

And though none of the students said it outright, the message was there—written in every “accidental” visit, every sly offering, every whispered joke and excuse to linger. They missed them. They were glad they’d come. The chocolate-smudged tributes and lopsided bows were just their language for it.

 

By the time another round of music started up and the final speeches were looming on the horizon, the table in front of Agatha and Rio looked like a pastry shrine. Half-eaten cupcakes, napkins in four different colors, a single stolen tart that no one had claimed responsibility for.

 

Rio leaned back, full and glowing, her hand resting lightly on Agtha’s knee under the table. “I think we accidentally became legends.”

 

Agatha raised her glass again and murmured, “We didn’t accidentally do anything.”

 

And across the room, their students were still watching them—smiling, laughing, glowing with a glowing pride that said: those are ours.

 

Later, once the laughter had faded into the background hum of jazz and low conversation, Agatha leaned toward Rio, the candlelight catching in the deep red of her wine as she swirled it thoughtfully. Across the ballroom, their students continued to orbit in loose, chaotic patterns—ducking in and out of conversations, slipping each other stolen cupcakes, and making just enough noise to be noticed, but not enough to be removed.

 

Agatha watched them for a moment with a quiet kind of fascination, as if she were looking at a favorite painting that had suddenly come to life.

 

“They’re not subtle,” she murmured, amusement dancing just beneath the surface of her voice.

 

Rio, reclining slightly beside her with frosting on her fingertip and a contented look in her eyes, grinned. “Not even trying to be.” She licked the frosting off with deliberate slowness, then wiped her finger on a napkin with all the composure of someone utterly at peace. “They’re cute, though.”

 

Agatha turned her head, just slightly, enough to take in her wife’s face—the mischief in her smile, the cupcake crumbs at the corner of her mouth, the soft, unabashed warmth in her expression. She exhaled through her nose, a sound caught somewhere between a sigh and a chuckle, and let her gaze drift back to the group of students still conspiring near the dessert table.

 

Her lips curved into the kind of smile that was small but unmistakably proud. “Yes,” she said softly. “They are.”

 


 

As the night began to wind down and the weight of formalities slowly melted into memory, somthing in the atmosphere of the grand hall shifted. The air felt looser, freer, as if the chandeliers themselves had exhaled. The polished speeches were over, the final toasts already clinked. What remained was a lingring shimmer of celebration and a sense of collective relief.

 

The live jazz, so elegant and refined, gave way to a livelier playlist now pulsing faintly through the speakers with a growing beat. Somewhere between Ella Fitzgerald and a synth-heavy remix, the mood had transformed. The serious alumni and buttoned-up donors had trickled out with their polished shoes and empty flutes of champagne, leaving behind only those who still had energy to burn—the students, the younger faculty, the ones who knew each other’s laughter as well as their essays.

 

Gone were the careful handshakes and practiced compliments. In their place bloomed a different kind of joy: unstructured, spontaneous, and deeply earned. Laughter now echoed under the domed ceiling. Heels were abandoned under tables, ties loosened, jackets tossed onto chairs with careless abandon. The hard edges of academia were giving way to something warmer. Human.

 

Max had seized control of the playlist the second the Dean’s car pulled out of the lot, and with a devilish grin, queued up a chaotic selection of nostalgic anthems and wildly inappropriate dance tracks. He spun around like a DJ possessed, bowing graciously as boos and cheers erupted in equal measure. A remix of a painfully early-2000s hit thumped through the hall, and Josh and Emma were already bouncing like toddlers on a sugar high, limbs flailing with zero regard for rhythm. Sophia was doubled over with laughter near the punch bowl, her mascara slightly smudged, waving off any attempt to steady her.

 

Nina bounded up to Agatha and Rio with the radiant energy of someone who had had just enough sugar, just enough champagne, and absolutely no shame left to lose. Her curls had frizzed into a halo from the night’s mischief, cheeks flushed and dress slightly askew from an enthusiastic twirl gone wrong.

 

“Please,” she said breathlessly, clasping her hands in mock prayer, “please come dance with us. It’s your duty as legends.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, her wine glass cradled in one elegant hand. “Legends? That seems excessive.” As if she hadn't so herseft not twenty minutes ago. 

 

“You are!” Nina insisted. “You’re—you’re like, the myth and the mystery of this place! People whisper about you in faculty lounges.”

 

Rio snorted into her drink. “That makes us sound ancient.”

 

“No, it makes you iconic,” Nina replied with the fervor of a student who meant every absurd word. She turned to Rio, clasping her hand dramatically. “Come on, Dr. Vidal. We fed you. At great personal risk. You owe us.”

 

Rio, still laughing, glanced back at her wife with wide, playful eyes, mouthing, Save me. But Agatha only sipped her wine and raised her glass in a mock-regal toast, clearly enjoying the spectacle far too much to intervene.

 

“I would, but someone has to document your inevitable downfall when you collapse from enthusiasm. For history’s sake.”

 

“You’re horrible,” Rio called out, even as Nina tugged her toward the dance floor with increasing force. “Absolutely no loyalty.”

 

“None at all,” Agatha agreed, smiling. “But I expect a full interpretive dance tribute by midnight.”

 

Agatha watched from the edge as Rio let herself be swept up by the students. The elegant green dress she wore flowed like liquid as she danced, her laughter mixing with theirs, spinning and moving with a freedom that was entirely her own. Agatha leaned one elbow on a table, eyes warm and deeply amused, the laughter and music wrapping around her like warmth, and thought—not for the first time—this was why she stayed. Not the lectures or the research or the recognition.

 

This.

 

The dancing. The loyalty. The cupcakes. The chaos.

 

And Rio.

 

Always, endlessly Rio.

 

“She’s good,” Liam said, appearing beside her with a piece of cake and no explanation.

 

“Remind me to show you a video of her at our last night out before she got pregnant after two glasses of wine. When you’re not a student anymore,” Agatha replied, smirking. “It involves a chair, an Aretha Franklin song, and a near-death experience.”

 

The students erupted in cheers as Max—the self-proclaimed DJ—queued up a new track. The beat was bold, pulsing with energy and unmistakably familiar. The room seemed to lean in closer as the opening chords of Fleetwood Mac’s Seven Wonders rang out.

 

So long ago, certain place, certain time…

 

Rio’s head whipped around.

 

She found Agatha’s eyes instantly, still across the room. Her face broke into a wide grin, glowing with that cheeky, irresistible spark. She extended her hand toward her wife—fingers fluttering, daring.

 

Please,” she mouthed.

 

Agatha stared at her for a beat. Then she rolled her eyes skyward like a martyr and stood, smoothing her jumpsuit with exaggerated grace.

 

The students howled in triumph as Agatha stepped onto the dance floor and reached for Rio’s hand.

 

“You’re lucky I love you,” she muttered as Rio pulled her close.

 

“I know,” Rio whispered back, beaming. « You’re my eighth wonder. »

 

They started slow—playfully awkward at first, with Agatha pretending she didn’t know how to move to this tempo, arms stiff like a comedy sketch. But Rio had her giggling almost instantly, bumping hips and twirling her under her arm. The two of them looked absolutely ridiculous. And beautiful.

 

Rio twirled her wife again with exaggerated flair, her laughter loud and wild. Josh threw his arms in the air and yelled, “YEAH DR. VIDAL, GET IT!” while Nina practically collapsed against Emma from laughing.

 

The floor filled around them with a few younger professors, but Agatha and Rio remained the center of gravity—moving together with ease and joy, a strange, perfect pairing of elegance and chaos that made everyone around them feel like something wonderful was happening.

 

“I’ll never live this down,” Agatha muttered between grins, cheeks flushed.

 

“Nope,” Rio said, bumping their hips together again, “but you’ll survive.”

 

“You twirled me.”

 

“And I will twirl you again,” Rio promised, pulling Agatha into another playful spin.

 

They spun and laughed, swirling to the cheers and laughter of their audience, carried away on a wave of music that was far too enthusiastic for a room full of academics.

 

Then the song shifted, and the unmistakable opening chords of Patti Smith’s Because the Night filled the hall, rippling through the crowd like a sudden spark.

 

Rio’s eyes lit up. “This one,” she said, grinning wide, “this one’s one of ours.”

 

Agatha smiled, a slow, knowing curve. “The wedding reception song,” she murmured, her voice soft enough that only Rio could hear.

 

Rio laughed, tugging Agatha’s hand. “Come on. No holding back.”

 

Agatha hesitated for just a heartbeat, then surrendered. “Alright, but only because it’s our night.”

 

The energy in the room surged, and Agatha and Rio couldn’t help but dance harder, moving with more abandon to the roar of their students’ encouragement. The song was a memory made flesh—echoing back to the night of their wedding reception, a soundtrack to the beginning of their forever.

 

“Look at you,” Rio teased breathlessly, “letting go.”

 

Agatha caught her gaze, eyes sparkling with mischief. “I’m not letting go, I’m just… strategically loosening the reins.”

 

Rio shook her head, still smiling. “You’re my wildest wonder.”

 

Agatha laughed, the sound lighter than it had been in ages. “And you’re my endless joy.”

 

For one perfect moment, Agatha—the always composed, serene, razor-sharp woman—let herself fall completely into the music and the night.

 

Because Rio was laughing. Because the night was theirs.

 


 

The night was now well under way, the air cooling with the promise of dawn just beyond the horizon. The grand hall stood quieter now, echoes of laufter and music still lingering in the high ceilings and the scent of candle wax and sugar still drifting in the air. Almost every guest had left, the staff now slowly sweeping through the remains of the night — empty champagne flutes, confetti from who knew where, and the occasional abandoned program.

 

Agatha and Rio stood by the cloakroom, wrapping shawls around their shoulders and exchanging sleepy goodbyes with the few colleagues who remained. Rio looked flushed and content, her makeup slightly smudged at the corners from laughter and warmth, her hair looser than it had been at the start of the evening, now curling softly around her neck. She had slipped off her heels long ago — sometime after “Angeleyes,” and before « Come on Eileen »— and hadn’t looked back since.

 

Agatha, softened by the night, watched her wife with a tender smile. “You’ve got that look,” she said softly. “The one you get when you’re ready to collapse but don’t want the night to end.”

 

Rio chuckled, a quiet, content sound. “I could stay forever, honestly. But I’m pretty sure my feet are staging a revolt.”

 

Agatha nodded knowingly. “Mine too. But that’s the price for making memories.”

 

As they finally stepped outside into the quiet of the university courtyard, the cool stone beneath Rio’s bare feet made her wince slightly, but she didn’t seem to mind. Agatha, in her usual way, was collected and unbothered, holding both their coats in one arm and Rio’s elegant heels dangling from the other.

 

They walked slowly, side by side, toward the car at the far end of the lot. The trees rustled faintly above them, and the path was lit only by the soft glow of antique lanterns overhead.

 

Rio was quiet for a moment, shoes swinging gently in Agatha’s grip. Then, softly, as if afraid to disturb the stillness, “I didn’t think I’d enjoy tonight.”

 

Agtha turned her head just slightly, enough to catch the way Rio’s expression flickered—unsure, wistful, and a little surprised by her own admission.

 

“You glowed,” Agatha said.

 

Rio huffed a quiet laugh, her lips quirking despite herself. “I was sweaty and barefoot by the end.”

 

“And you glowed,” Agatha repeated, not missing a beat. “You lit up the room. You always do.”

 

Rio glanced down at the ground as they walked, then looked back at Agatha, warmth behind her eyes. “That donor was awful.”

 

“I eviscerated him,” Agatha said simply, raising a brow. “And you were magnificent.”

 

Rio reached out, brushing her hand against the back of Agatha’s lightly. “That’s why I love you.”

 

Agatha gave her a knowing look. “Because I commit verbal murder for you?”

 

“Because you see me,” Rio said, voice quieter now. “Even when they don’t.”

 

Agatha didn’t answer immediately. She just shifted the shoes to her other hand and reached for Rio’s fingers, interlacing them gently.

 

“They will,” she said. “One way or another. Because you’re coming back in the fall, and you’re going to take the world by storm. And I’ll be right there when they all realize how lucky they are to work with you.”

 

Ri bit her lip, smile threatening to take over her whole face.

 

“I might cry,” she warned, laughing a little.

 

“You already did once tonight,” Agatha said with a tilt of her head, “when we fixed Sophia’s zipper with sheer maternal instinct and a ribbon from a crayon drawing.”

 

Rio nudged her. “That was moving, okay?”

 

They reached the car. Rio turned, leaning against the passenger side door, barefoot and radiant in the faint streetlight.

 

Agatha placed Rio’s shoes down carefully in the backseat before turning to face her. “You can be moved and teary,” she murmured. “They’re not mutually exclusive.”

 

Rio smiled lazily and tugged Agatha forward by the lapels of her coat. “Come here, Dr. Harkness.”

 

Agatha let herself be pulled, hands settling lightly at Rio’s waist. “Mrs. Harkness-Vidal, if you please. I’m off the clock.”

 

Rio kissed her, soft and slow, tasting like frosting and laughter and the kind of love that made the whole evening worth it.

 

“I’m glad we came,” she whispered.

 

“So am I,” Agatha murmured back, brushing her nose against her wife’s. “Even if I now owe Nina a dance-off rematch.”

 

Rio pulled back, eyes alight. “Oh, that’s happening.”

 

They stood there for one more second, the university behind them still glowing faintly, the night around them so soft it felt sacred.

 

Then they climbed into the car, hands still tangled together, and drove home.

 


 

The house was quiet when Agatha and Rio stepped inside The faint scent of baby lotion and crayons hung in the air, mixing with the familiar notes of chamomile from the tea they kept for when Lilia came over. A soft nightlight glowed down the hallway.

 

Lilia met them in the living room, already gathering her things — her light cardigan draped over one arm, her reading glasses perched on her head.

 

“Well, look at the stars,” she said with a smile as she kissed Rio’s temple, then Agatha’s cheek. “You’re home. And still standing. I’m impressed.”

 

“We survived,” Agatha deadpanned, setting Rio’s heels on the entryway bench.

 

Rio grinned and hugged her mom tightly. “Thank you for watching them, Mom.”

 

Lilia waved her off with affectionate exasperation. “They were angels. Violet woke up once, gave me the full death glare until I sang ‘Twinkle Twinkle’ three times in the right key, and then went back down like a doll with a string pulled.” She gestured vaguely toward the ceiling. “Didn’t even open her eyes for the last verse.”

 

Agatha chuckled and set her clutch aside on the hallway table. “Sounds about right.”

 

“And Nicky,” Lilia continued, slipping on her shoes, “gave me a detailed, heartfelt lecture on the Late Jurassic period that turned into a full-blown puppet show. There were sound effects. And drama. I’m still emotionally recovering.”

 

Rio snorted as she pulled her earrings off and dropped them into the dish by the door. “Was it the triceratops monologue again?”

 

“He said he wanted to practice public speaking,” Lilia said, rolling her eyes fondly. “But I’m ninety-nine percent sure he just wanted to show off the sock pupppets he made with Auntie Wanda. The stegosaurus had glitter.”

 

Agatha winced, but smiled. “Of course it did. How long was the performance?”

 

“Twenty minutes, not counting three costume changes and an intermission for apple juice. I’ve seen Broadway do less.”

 

Rio laughed, one hand rubbing her calf. “That’s my boy.”

 

“They’re both out cold now,” Lilia said with a proud little nod. “Nicky’s snoring like an old man and Violet’s holding her dragon like it owes her money. Not a peep since bedtime.”

 

Agatha stepped forward and reached gently for Lilia’s hand, squeezing it with quiet gratitude. “Get home safe, okay?”

 

“Always, sweetheart.” Lilia looked at her daughter, then at her daughter-in-law, the love in her gaze unmistakable. “And please—try to sleep. You both looked like you were on your feet for hours.”

 

“I was,” Rio muttered, massaging her calves. “I danced, I wrangled frosting-covered toddlers, played therapist and fixed dresses. And I was the unofficial cupcake disposal system.”

 

Lilia laughed, walking toward the door. She paused just before leaving, leaned over, and kissed Rio’s forehead. “My poor baby. You’re a marvel, even when covered in sprinkles.”

 

Agatha gave her a soft smile. “Thank you again, Lilia.”

 

“Anytime,” she said, slipping her bag over her shoulder. “Goodnight, you two.”

 

“Goodnight,” they echoed, standing side by side as the door closed gently behind her.

 

Agatha and Rio stood there for a moment in the dim light, just breathing in the calm. Then, as if moved by the same instinct, they padded softly down the hallway to peek into their children’s rooms.

 

First, the nursery. Violet was fast asleep in her crib, one tiny arm flung dramatically above her head, her little knitted blanket kicked halfway off. Rio tiptoed in and gently tucked the blanket back up to her chest while Agatha leaned on the crib, her face softening the way it always did when she looked at their daughter.

 

“She’s so little,” Rio whispered, brushing a knuckle against Violet’s cheek.

 

Agatha leaned in closer, her voice barely more than a breath. “She’s going to be taller than you in two weeks.”

 

Rio turned, slowly, narrowing her eyes at her wife over the edge of the crib.

 

“Take it back.”

 

Agatha’s mouth curled into a smirk, but her eyes never left their daughter. “Never.”

 

Rio tried to look stern, but it faltered almost immediately as she turned back toward Violet, her features softening. “She has your eyebrows,” she murmured. “Serious, judgmental baby brows.”

 

“She has your nose, though,” Agatha replied quietly. “And your ability to throw a tantrum in silence. It’s deeply unsettling.”

 

“She’s a genius,” Rio whispered.

 

They stood there for a little while longer, just watching Violet sleep—Rio’s head resting lightly against Agatha’s shoulder, their arms brushing, hands loosely linked across the crib railing.

 

Then Rio pulled back gently. “Let’s go check on the tyrannosaurus next.”

 

They padded down the hall with the same quiet, passing the faint glow of the stairs nightlight, the hum of the dishwasher cycling low in the distance. The door to Nicky’s room was ajar, and soft blue light spilled out onto the hallway carpet—his beloved starry lamp doing its job.

 

Inside, Nicky was sprawled diagonally across the bed, clutching Blue Dragon and surrounded by what looked like a pile of carefully curated picture books, flashlight still on in one hand.

 

Agatha carefully took the flashlight away, clicked it of and placed it on the shelf, while Rio leaned down to kiss Nicky’s cheek. He stirred slightly, murmuring something about “tiny velociraptors with tiny bagpacks,” and smiled in his sleep.

 

They stood together at the doorway a moment longer, bathed in the golden nightlight glow, watching the gentle rise and fall of their son’s chest.

 

“He really does think he’s a scientist,” Rio whispered, her voice full of love and awe.

 

“He is a scientist,” Agatha whispered back. “A chaotic one. But I’ve seen worse.”

 

Rio smiled, her fingers finding Agatha’s again. “Thank God he has your patience.”

 

Agatha arched a brow. “He also has your volume.”

 

“I’ll take it as a compliment.”

 

“You should.”

 

Then Rio reached for Agatha’s hand.

 

They walked back to their bedroom in silence, exhausted but content. The house felt full. Lived in. Loved.

 

Rio dropped her dress to the floor with a sigh of relief, changed into one of Agatha’s oversized t-shirts, and collapsed into bed face-first with a muffled groan.

 

Agatha, always elegant even in exhaustion, changed more methodically, placed Rio’s dress of ver the chair and slid under the sheets beside her, brushing her fingers through Rio’s hair.

 

“Home,” Rio mumbled into the pillow. “I like it here.”

 

Agatha leaned down and kissed her shoulder, lips barely brushing skin.

 

“Me too.”

 

The lights went out. The house sighed. The night went on.

 

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Notes:

I realized afterwards as I was proofreading the chapter that I didn't keep track of how many glasses I made Agatha drink and God she must be plastered.

Also, I'm going away for the week-end, so no chapter tomorrow!
Love you all

Chapter 39: Cutting and Growing

Notes:

I've been (re)listening to the song "Seen" by Laura Pausini (From the movie "The Life Ahead") and the entire song feels like something Agatha and Rio would say to each other. My heart can't take it. I'm crying.

Also, the last segment of that chapter about Agatha made me very emotional, ngl.

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It was a late Wednesday afternoon that dragged slightly at the edges, warmed by the light of a almost-summer sun beginning to dip behind the trees. The kitchen was filled with the quiet domestic hum of Agatha returning from the university.

 

Her blazer was already draped over the back of one of the kitchen chairs, heels abandoned neatly near the door. Her sleeves were rolled up past her elbows, revealing the fine tendons of her forearms as she moved fluidly through the space. The kettle was beginning to whistle softly behind her, steam curling into the air in lazy spirals.

 

She was half-listening to a podcast on literary futurism—Marinetti and the reawakening of "divine intuition", something soothing and familiar—while reaching for her favorite teacup. It was the chipped green one with tiny golden stars etched around the rim, the very one Rio had brought when she hadd moved in all those years ago. Agatha still remembered the moment clearly—how Rio had declared it her “best cup for witchy nights and melancholy tea.”

 

The quiet was broken by a sudden slam from upstairs.

 

Agatha flinched.

 

She straightened slightly, one hand still around the teacup, head tilted in that automatic, listening way that belonged to wives and mothers and people who knew the subtle scale of chaos in their household.

 

“Babe!”

 

The voice floated down first—half-command, half-collapse—and then came the sound of hurried, purposeful footsteps bounding down the stairs.

 

“Babe,” Rio called again, bursting into the kitchen like an emotional hurricane wrapped in mismatched socks and a trail of glitter she probably hadn’t noticed she was shedding. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes wide with an expression that seemed just this side of existential.

 

Agatha turned slowly, one brow raised in practiced patience.

 

Rio stopped in the doorway and pointed dramatically at her own head, like it had just delivered her the final straw.

 

“I hate my hair,” she declared, voice pitched with righteous frustration. “It’s way too long now. I can’t think. I can’t function. Fix it. Right now.”

 

Agatha blinked, taking her in.

 

Rio’s hair, thick and dark, was piled into a chaotic bun at the top of her head, several strands already slipping loose like they, too, had had enough. Her expression was that unique combination of spiraling and earnest—serious in the most unserious way.

 

“You mean like… cut it?” Agatha asked, setting the teacup gently on the counter.

 

“Yes.”

 

Rio stalked across the kitchen and yanked open the drawer by the sink, pulling out a pair of scissors like she was unsheathing a ceremonial sword. She slapped them into Agatha’s open palm like a weapon forged in the fires of Mount Gay Panic.

 

“I trust you,” Rio said, breathless. “Sort of. Also, you’re freakishly good with scissors.”

 

Agatha let out a long, steadying breath—something between a sigh and the laugh she was trying not to encourage too much. She twirled the scissors once in her fingers like a baton, then gave Rio a look so dry it could have turned tea leaves to dust.

 

“That a lesbian joke?”

 

Rio grinned wickedly. “It’s always a lesbian joke.”

 

With a quiet, amused sigh, Agatha set her teacup down and tilted her head toward the backyard. “Come on. You’re not getting hair all over my kitchen again.”

 

“I only did that once—”

 

“Twice.”

 

“Once and a half.

 

Agatha just smirked and pushed open the sliding glass door to the backyard, stepping out into the fading sun.

 

They moved as a practiced unit: Agatha grabbed a towel from the laundry pile by the door, Rio picked up Violet’s bouncer with her free hand, and they met on the wooden back porch with the ease of people who had lived inside each other’s rhythms for years. Agatha settled the baby into her little fabric seat with gentl movements.

 

Violet gurgled in delight at the shifting shadows from the trees and kicked her chubby legs, unconcerned about the hair crisis at hand.

 

Agatha turned just in time to see Rio already pulling the hair tie from her bun, brown waves tumbling messily down her back. The sunlight caught strands of honey and copper, and Agatha reached up, brushing them apart so she could drape the towel around her wife’s shoulders.

 

She smoothed the fabric at the base of Rio’s neck, then let her hand linger there for a second longer than necessary, thumb tracing a lazy arc over warm skin.

 

“You want to tell me what prompted the emergency haircut?” she asked softly, brushing a rogue glitter sticker off Rio’s sleeve with a sigh that said Nicky without needing to say it.

 

Rio let out a long, dramatic sigh. “The university gala. The donor.”

 

Agatha’s hands paused.

 

Rio paced a few slow steps across the porch like she was giving a TED talk. “I was talking to this guy while you were in the bathroom — very rich, very chatty, very full of opinions — and I gave him my name and shook his hand, and you know what he said?”

 

She pivoted to face Agatha, indignation brimming behind her wide eyes. “He said: ‘Oh, Dr. Vidal! How wonderful to see such young minds rising up. Good for you, young lady.’”

 

Agatha’s eyebrows lifted.

 

Young lady, Agatha. Like I’d just come in from parking his car. Like I was lucky to be there. I gave an online keynote on women in literature last week. I’ve published. I’ve taught for almost a year. And this man thought I was the coat check girl.”

 

Agatha’s eyes sparkled, lips twitching at the corners. “He should’ve been afraid. You probably smiled.”

 

“I did smile. I’m terrifying when I smile. But also—” Rio turned toward her again, suddenly softer, “—I don’t want to walk into rooms and be invisible because I look like someone’s intern. Or their student. Or their daughter. I want them to see me coming and shut the hell up.”

 

Agatha nodded slowly, reaching up to tug Rio’s hair lightly over her shoulder. “So. Statement hair.”

 

“Exactly.” Rio tilted her chin. “Not too short. I still need enough to tie it up when I cry in the staff bathroom between lectures.”

 

Agatha snorted, then leaned in to kiss her temple. “Honest academic branding. We love to see it. How short are we talking?”

 

“Shoulder-length. Sharp. Soft, but not sweet. Smart. Like me. Feminine, but in that I will eat your thesis for breakfast kind of way.”

 

Agatha took a long, deliberate look at her, combing her fingers through the dense waves. “Got it. Smart. Dangerous. Slightly unhinged.”

 

“And with a nice line,” Rio added. “I have cheekbones. I’d like to use them.”

 

Agatha chuckled low in her throat, then let the sound settle like a hum in the warm air. “You do have cheekbones,” she murmured. “Criminal, honestly.”

 

Rio grinned, twisting around to look up at her wife. “Also, I know you have an absurd amount of control with scissors. You once cut Nicky’s hair while reciting Sappho.”

 

“I have layers,” Agatha said solemnly, lifting the scissors.

 

“I want the ones that scream ‘professor with a knife collection.’”

 

You are the knife collection.”

 

Just then, Nicky came bounding out the back door, barefoot and wild-haired, his dino shirt slightly rumpled a nd decorated witb three spaghetti stains and a smudge of marker across the hem.

 

“Are we doing haircuts!?” he shouted, skidding to a halt on the wooden deck. “Is it my turn?

 

Rio reached out and ruffled his curls with a fond sigh, tucking a few unruly strands behind his ear. “Not today, baby. It’s Mom’s turn. Emergency style session.”

 

Nicky’s mouth dropped open in theatrical awe. “An emergency? Like a real emergency?”

 

“A level-seven hair crisis,” Agatha said solemnly, snipping the scissors once in the air like punctuation.

 

Nicky gasped, clutching his heart. “That’s almost as bad as when I couldn’t find my glow-in-the-dark socks! Can I watch? Will there be hair everywhere?”

 

“There will absolutely be hair everywhere,” Agatha confirmed.

 

He lit up with glee and spun in a circle before plopping down cross-legged next to Violet’s bouncer, bumping gently against it. Violet let out a delighted squeaky laugh at the sudden presence of her brother, legs kicking in approval. Nicky immediately began narrating the moment to her like a news anchor at a live broadcast.

 

“We are gathered here today, Vivi, to witness Mom become awesome and terrifying. Possibly even cooler than a dragon.”

 

Violet blew a bubble and drooled all over her chin in what Nicky clearly interpreted as agreement.

 

Meanwhile, Agatha stepped behind Rio, the scissors catching the evening light as the towel rustled slightly in the breeze. She leaned in close to her wife’s ear, voice low, warm, and full of secret promise.

 

“You ready?”

 

Rio tilted her chin up, that familiar little spark of mischief flickering in her gaze. “Always,” she whispered, lips curving into a grin so bold it almost dared the world to challenge her. “Make me hot. Or feral. Or hot and feral.”

 

Agatha huffed a quiet laugh, combing her fingers slowly through Rio’s hair with focused ease, gathering the thick, tangled waves into a smooth fall between her knuckles. “You already are,” she murmured, and said it with such unthinking certainty, like it was the most obvious truth in the world.

 

Rio’s breath caught, just for a second. She looked straight ahead, blinking toward the trees, as though trying not to dissolve completely from those three quiet words.

 

Agatha bent down and pressed a kiss to her lips. Rio melted into it for a moment, her eyes fluttering closed, exhaling slowly through her nose like her whole body had needed that touch.

 

Then Agatha pulled back, stood straight, and gave a tiny nod of command. “Okay. Hold still.”

 

Rio clasped her hands in her lap, staring out toward the fence like a woman about to face a firing squad. “I’m going to regret this,” she muttered.

 

“You always say that,” Agatha said dryly, combing through another section with the same steady grace. “And then you check yourself out in the mirror and say, ‘Why don’t I do this more often?’”

 

Rio sighed dramatically. “Yeah, well, maybe because my wife is a precision goddess and I get emotionally attached to my dead ends.”

 

“I’ve warned you,” Agatha replied, lips twitching into a smirk. “One day I’m going to keep your dead ends in a jar and label it ‘Wife’s Emotional Baggage.’

 

“You’d better not. That’s how Victorian ghost stories start. But also kinda love it, it’s so witchy.”

 

Aatha laughed under her breath, then took the first lock of hair between her fingers and tilted her head slightly to assess the angle. The scissors hovered in the air like an artist’s brush.

 

She pulled the towel tighter around Rio’s shoulders, fingers brushing lightly against the back of her neck, then carefully gathered a section of her thick hair between nimble fingers.

 

The scissors made a crisp, precise snip. And then another.

 

And just like that, it began.

 

The strands tumbled down like leaves set loose from a tree in golden hour, catching the low sunlight as they fell past Rio’s elbows and landed in soft spirals on the wooden deck. Some clung to the towel, others drifted toward Violet’s bouncer, and Nicky scooted backward with a delighted squeak as a curl nearly touched his knee.

 

Agatha was—of course—infuriatingly good at it.

 

She moved with the calm precision of someone shelling peas or doing surgery—clean, confident snips, fingers measuring evenness as she stepped around her wife in a gentle circle. It was almost like choreography. Every few moments, she tilted Rio’s chin, nudged her shoulder, twisted a section of hair just so. It was less a haircut and more a ritual.

 

Rio sat still with her eyes closed, listening to the rhythm of the blades and the breeze through the garden.

 

Violet babbled somewhere to their left, hicupping with delight as she chewed passionately on the floppy ear of Yellow Dragon, her tiny legs kicking the air as if keeping time with the motion of the blades.

 

Nicky, meanwhile, had taken up station beside the porch steps, cross-legged and spellbound, watching every snip like it was a live episode of his favorite show.

 

“Whoa,” he breathed, reverent. “Mommy… you look really pretty like that.”

 

Rio cracked one eye open and turned slightly toward him, lifting a brow with mock offense. “Like that? What, I wasn’t pretty before?”

 

Nicky immediately panicked. “No! You were! You are! You’re always pretty! I just mean… like… you look cool now. You look like a superhero. But also like someone who writes long words and flies. Like… a superhero flying professor.”

 

Agatha snorted softly and trimmed the last few bits around Rio’s chin, rounding out the shape. “High praise. Flying academic. Very rare species.”

 

“Endangered,” Rio added, eyes closed again. “Only found in west-facing kitchens and the occasional uni gala.”

 

“Known to cry when students don’t cite their sources,” Agatha murmured, combing through the last section and giving it a small, precise trim. “Territorial. Protective of tea and annotated novels.”

 

“Deadly when startled,” Rio finished with a smirk.

 

Nicky looked between them, awed. “You guys are weird.”

 

“Married,” they replied in unison.

 

Agatha leaned back and surveyed her work, eyes narrowed in that precise, painterly way she had. She smoothed her palms over Rio’s shoulders, adjusted a small uneven curl near the front, and gave a small nod of approval.

 

“There,” she said softly. “Perfect.”

 

Rio opened her eyes. Loose strands danced across the porch in the wind like confetti.

 

“Do I look like I’ll be taken seriously at the next faculty meeting?” she asked, standing slowly and brushing her hands down the towel.

 

“You look like you’re going to take hostages at the next faculty meeting,” Agatha replied. “You look powerful.”

 

Rio turned, raising an eyebrow. “Sexy powerful?”

 

“The most dangerous kind,” Agatha murmured.

 

“Let me see,” Rio said, craning her neck slightly, still seated on the low porch stool. Her fingers reached back instinctively toward the edges of her freshly shorn hair, but Agatha caught her hand gently before it got too far.

 

“Wait,” Agatha murmured, voice low and warm.

 

She bent slightly, brushing her fingers lightly over the newly exposed top of Rio’s back—skin that had been hidden under layers of thick, curling hair and was now bare to the golden light of early evening. The air was cooler there, where sun hadn’t touched in months. Agatha’s fingertips traced along her spine, reverent and slow, before she leaned down and pressed a kiss between her shoulder blades—soft, deliberate, full of affection.

 

Rio stilled, eyes fluttering shut for a moment. The kiss wasn’t for show, not even for her—it was one of those small, wordless things that said I see you, that knew the difference between loving someone and adoring them. It was the kind of gesture Agatha never made with hesitation.

 

Then, with a last brush of her hand, Agatha walked around to face her, tucking the scissors into her back pocket like a carpenter sheathing a beloved tool. She paused, taking in the sight of Rio beneath the fading sun—barefoot now, towel-wrapped, windswept, glowing with post-decision adrenaline and contentment.

 

And then, without ceremony, she leaned in and kissed her properly.

 

Right on the mouth. Deep and slow.

 

Rio smiled into it, her hand sliding up to Agatha’s waist, fingers curling into the cotton of her blouse like it was the only anchor she needed. The kiss was not dramatic or urgent—it didn’t need to be. It was the kiss of people who had touched a hundred mornings and survived a thousand nights, who had whispered and fought and laughed and grieved together, and still kept choosing each other.

 

The moment lasted just long enough for—

 

“Oh no. Oh gross,” Nicky moaned in the background, drawing out each syllable like a cartoon villain watching something unspeakable. “Why do you always kiss so much?”

 

Rio pulled back, laughing quietly as Agatha straightened up with an amused sigh.

 

“Because I love your mom,” Agatha said, not even looking away, her tone matter-of-fact as she gently unfastened the towel from around Rio’s shoulders and gave it a soft shake—sending little curls flying like confetti into the evening breeze.

 

“I love Mom too,” Nicky replied from behind his fingers. “But I don’t kiss her like that.

 

“One day you might kiss someone like that,” Rio teased, reaching out to ruffle his curls.

 

He yelped, but didn’t pull away, beaming despite himself. Violet squealed from her bouncer in solidarity, flinging Yellow Dragon onto the porch floor as if she too had reached her dramatic limit.

 

A soft breeze swept across the yard, lifting the newly-cut strands of Rio’s hair and scattering them like wishes across the sun-warmed deck and into the grass beyond. Some curled around the porch steps. One caught in the hem of Agatha’s pant leg.

 

Nicky sat up straight again, decisive. “I’ll sweep!”

 

“Look at you, little helper,” Rio said, stretching her arms out now that her shoulders were free of the towel and hair.

 

Agatha chuckled and handed Nicky the small porch broom that leaned against the side of the house. “It’s all yours, sweetheart. Take pride in your craft.”

 

The boy got to work with the solemnity, sweeping little piles of hair together like it was gold dust. “I am the Hair Collector,” he announced under his breath, clearly deep in character.

 

Meanwhile, Rio stepped down into the grass barefoot, wiggling her toes into the cool clover. She tilted her face up toward the sky where the late sun filtered through the canopy of green. Light splashed against her skin and caught in the edges of her freshly cut hair—now shoulder-length, bold, and alive with movement. She shook her head once with dramatic flair, sending the ends flying around her jawline in a satisfying arc, like a dog after a bath.

 

“Oh my god,” she murmured, eyes closed in delight. “It’s perfect. It feels like I cut off a whole semester’s worth of student emails even if the last four months were spent on maternity leave.”

 

Agatha followed her down the steps, trailing one hand along the railing, then coming up behind her to adjust a stubborn piece near Rio’s temple. Her fingers brushed gently across Rio’s cheek. “It is perfect. You look like a professor who’ll bite a man’s head off before lunch, then go win a Pulitzer for dessert.”

 

Rio snorted, eyes still closed. “God, that’s the dream. Can I write that in my bio?”

 

“Absolutely not,” Agatha said, but her tone was indulgent, amused. Her hand lingered a moment longer at Rio’s jaw.

 

From the porch, Nicky called, “Where do I put the hair? Can I use it to make a bird nest?”

 

Agatha glanced at Rio.

 

Rio shrugged with one shoulder, grinning. “I mean… I don’t not love that idea.”

 

Agatha shook her head, defeated by both of them. “Put it under the fig tree,” she said. “The birds like it there. Last spring, a bluejay nested in your last haircut.”

 

“Cool!” Nicky yelled, clearly delighted, and scooped up the hair with both hands like he’d just struck gold at an archaeological dig. Tufts of dark brown floated between his fingers as he marched toward the tree like a triumphant garden gnome on a mission.

 

Rio watched him go, then turned back toward her wife, her smile softening. “We’re raising a feral child.”

 

Agatha shrugged, stepping closer until their toes nearly touched in the grass. “We’re doing our best,” she murmured, voice low and full of warmth. She reached up to smooth a hand over Rio’s newly trimmed hair, fingers combing lightly through the ends. “You look good.”

 

Rio’s expression turned tender, serious beneath the playfulness. “Thanks,” she said, eyes searching Agatha’s face for something unspoken—some reassurance, some quiet confirmation that she had been right to want a change, to make something sharp and new for herself. She found it there, waiting, as always.

 

“So do you.”

 

They kissed again, just briefly this time, as the last of the hair drifted beneath the fig tree and the golden light turned the whole garden soft.

 


 

That night, when the house had gone soft with silence and the only light was the amber glow of a lamp in the living room, Rio stood there barefoot, swathed in one of Agatha’s worn button-downs—soft cotton, a little too big, the sleeves rolled halfway up her forearms. It smelled faintly of rose soap and cedar, like her wife’s skin and the inside of their closet. The house still carried the lingering scent of apple shampoo from Violet and Nicky’s bath earlier that evening, and the quiet hum of the baby monitor was the only sound, whispering from the coffee table.

 

She reached into the notebook where she’d tucked it days ago--the Polaroid Ethan had given her. It slipped out with a faint whisper, falling neatly into her palm.

 

There she was.

 

Herself. Fifteen. All bony limbs and storm-tossed nerves, trying to smile around a thousand things she hadn’t found words for yet. She was leaning into Ethan, both of them grinning too wide in that awkward, hopeful way teens do when they’ve just realized someone might actually want them in a photograph. A moment worth capturing. A self worth remembering.

 

Her hair, in the picture, was shoulder-length—same as it was now after Agatha’s careful, deliberate trimming that afternoon. It fell in slightly uneven waves in the photo, dyed just a little too dark. But her eyes…

 

Her eyes gave her away. Haunted. Wary. She was smiling, but it hadn’t quite reached her core yet. Not all the way.

 

Rio sat on the armrest of the couch, Polaroid balanced between her fingers like an old map to a place she no longer lived in. Her thumb brushed along the edge, then hovered over the corner, afraid to smudge it. She stared at her younger self for a long time, almost daring her to blink. Willing some kind of message across time.

 

Behind her, quiet steps.

 

Agatha joined her without speaking at first. She simply slipped her arms around Rio’s waist from behind and lowered her head to rest against her wife’s shoulder, her front warm and steady against Rio’s back.  She smelled like chamomile and fresh linen and the faintest trace of wine from dinner.

 

Rio didn’t look away from the picture. “I look like her again,” she murmured.

 

Agatha said nothing, but her arms tightened ever so slightly, her fingertips pressing in at Rio’s waist. A silent Yes. Go on.

 

“I look like her again,” Rio repeated, voice soft. “But I don’t… I don’t feel like her. Not anymore.”

 

Agatha pressed a kiss just beneath Rio’s jaw, a kiss that said I know. A kiss that said thank god.

 

“You’re not her,” she whispered. “You survived her. You carried her. You took care of her. You kept going.”

 

Rio closed her eyes, the photo held lightly in her lap now, as if her hands didn’t quite want to let go but her heart already had.

 

“She was so scared,” she whispered. “She was always scared. Every day. Even when she smiled.”

 

“I know,” Agatha said, rokcing them gently, her voice a low hum. “But look how far she made it.”

 

Rio let out a breath, slow and steady. “I think she’d like me now.”

 

Agatha smiled against her skin. “She’d be in awe of you.”

 

Rio turned the photo toward her again, eyes stinging just a little. “I want to meet her again. Maybe this time, she’ll let me love her.”

 

Agatha didn’t speak right away. She only drew her closer, arms staying wrapped around Rio with quiet certainty, her chest rising and falling in slow rhythm against her back. Her presence was the answer to things Rio hadn’t even voiced. 

 

“You did love her,” Agatha said at last, her voice low and even. “You loved her the only way you could back then. You protected her. You showed up for her. You didn’t let go. That’s what love looks like, even when it’s scared. Even when it’s a little messy, and angry, and quiet.”

 

Rio blinked, and the tears slipped free without warning—fast and hot, carving twin lines down her cheeks. “She hated herself so much,” she said, almost choking on the words. “She didn’t trust anyone. Not even Ethan, not really. She thought everyone would leave, so she pushed them first. She didn’t think she deserved anything good.”

 

“I know,” Agatha murmured, tightening her hold. “She didn’t know yet that love could be soft. That it didn’t have to hurt. That staying was possible. But you—you—kept her alive long enough to find that out.”

 

Rio’s shoulders trembled as another breath escaped her, cracked and uneven. “I was so angry with her, Agatha. For so long. For being scared. For hiding. For the things she let happen. But now I just—” She broke off, voice catching on the sharp edge of something that still hadn’t softened with time. “I just want to go back and tell her she was trying her best.”

 

Agataha gently turned Rio to face her, their eyes meeting in the hush of the room, and brought her hand up to cradle Rio’s cheek. “You don’t have to go back,” she said. “You’re already doing it. Right now. Every time you forgive her, even just a little. Every time you breathe and go on. That’s loving her.”

 

Rio’s bottom lip trembled. She leaned into the touch, letting herself be held.

 

“I’m here,” Agatha said again, firmer this time. “I’m staying. I would’ve stayed then too. Even if you couldn’t see it. Even if she pushed me away. I would’ve been there. I am here. I’ll love every version of you—every girl, every woman, every shadow in between. I’ll love the part of you that still hurts when you see that picture. I’ll love the parts that still flinch. I’ll love the parts you don’t know how to love yet.”

 

Rio let out a breath, a sound like something fragile and buried finally giving way. It wasn’t a sob, not quite—but it was close. A crack, a surrender.

 

Agatha pressed her forehead to Rio’s, still holding her face. “You’re beautiful. Always have been. Always willbe. Even when you didn’t know. Even when you couldn’t believe it. You’re still here. That’s beautiful, too.”

 

They stayed like that for a long moment—Agatha holding Rio, and Rio holding that younger version of herself in trembling hands, as if trying to whisper some kind of mercy across time. And in the silence between them, something inside Rio began to loosen—like a clenched fist finally letting go.

 

Then, as if on instinct, Riio gave a broken little laugh. “You’re not allowed to make me cry on weeknights,” she said, swiping at her cheek with the back of her hand.

 

Agatha smiled. “You started it.”

 

Rio leaned into her, pressing her face into Agatha’s collarbone. “She wouldn’t have believed you existed.”

 

“Well,” Agatha whispered, pressing her chin to kiss the top of her wife’s head, “good thing she was wrong about some things.”

 

Rio didn’t answer. She just let herself be held, as Agatha swaiyed them gently--two quiet bodies in the middle of the living room, wrapped in lamplight and old ghosts and something softer than sorrow. The Polaroid rested now on the table beside them, no longer clenched in Rio’s hand but still close, like a remainder that healing wasn’t about erasing the past—but folding it gently into the present. Letting it breathe. Lettingit rest.

 


 

Later that night, when the stars outside had long since settled into stillness and every corner of the house hummed with the hush of deep sleep, Agatha and Rio curled into bed—too exhausted to read, too full of love to drift apart. They didn’t speak for a long while. Their bodies found each other instinctively in the dark, the way they always did—legs tangled, hands finding familiar places, breath syncing like it had been doing this forever.

 

The sheets were cool, the room dim and safe, and Rio had her head nestled on Agatha’s shoulder, cheek pressed against the soft fabric of her sleep shirt. One arm curled across Agatha’s middle, and the other reached lazily up, fingers combing through the impossibly thick, silken waves of her wife’s hair.

 

Agatha’s hair had grown past her waist now. It spilled across the pillows and sheets like ink, like dark honey, like something half-sacred and wholly alive. Rio had adored it from the very first time she saw her—professor and poet, elegant and intimidating—but she worshipped it now, in the quiet of these nights when it was all hers to touch.

 

She toyed with a long, loose strand, wrapping it gently around her finger, unwrapping it again. There was something almost meditative about it—the weight, the scent, the sheer presence of it. She hummed under her breath, barely a sound.

 

“Your hair,” she murmured dreamily, “smells like home.”

 

Agatha didn’t reply right away. She simply lifted a lock of her own hair and, with mischief in her fingers, started brushing it gently across Rio’s face—teasing her cheek, the tip of her nose, her lips.

 

Rio scrunched her nose and let out a sleepy little laugh. “Hey—hey. Quit weaponizing your beauty.”

 

“I’d never,” Agatha whispered, her voice playful but heavy with meaning.

 

Rio lifted her head enough to look at her. “You know,” she said, voice thick with sleep aand affection, “you’re not allowed to cut it. Like… ever. I mean, unless you really, truly  want to. In which case, I will support you… but also pout dramatically for no less than twenty-four hours. Maybe forty-eight.”

 

Agatha chuckled, the sound a warm vibration in her chest beneath Rio’s cheek. “I didn’t realize my hair was under such strict legal protection.”

 

“It is,” Rio said, solemn and theatrical, running her fingers through the silken strands again with reverence. “You’re married to a deeply emotional gay woman who has extremely strong feelings about her wife’s hair. It’s in the fine print of the marriage license. Page three. Subsection B. Very legally binding.”

 

Agatha turned her head slightly, brushing her lips across Rio’s temple. “I must’ve missed that part. Small font.”

 

“You’re not allowed to cut it,” Rio whispered again, more serious now. Her fingers slowed, the way they did when she was getting tender. “It’s too beautiful. It’s your superpower. You look like some kind of mythical forest queen with it. Or a goddess who wandered out of a book and into my life. My goddess.”

 

Agatha smiled but said nothing. She reached out and let her fingers trail lightly along Rio’s spine, slow and grounding. In her head, though, the words stuck.

 

You’re not allowed to cut it.

 

It should’ve made her laugh. Rio said so many absurd, loving, over-the-top things—but this one landed differently. It struck somewhere tender, somewhere old. Not painful exactly, but deep.

 

Because she remembered.

 

She remembered the cold press of steel scissors. The pinch of fingers gripping her chin too tightly. The sound of her mother’s voice—clipped, authoritative, unyielding. Evanora had always cut her hair short, just above the shoulders. Anything longer was “unruly,” “impractical,” “self-indulgent.” Any hint of softness had to be excised. Any beauty not controlled, trimmed. Long hair was a rebellious statement, and rebellion wasn’t allowed in Evanora’s house. Statements were dangerous. Even more the rebellious ones.

 

“Proper girls don’t ask for attention,” her mother had said once. “And they certainly don’t go around flaunting it.”

 

So, for most of her youth, Agatha had kept it short. Clean. Precise. Manageable. Not by choice, but by force. By habit. By fear. Evanora never let it grow long enough to fall free.

 

And then—after everything, after breaking free, after learning to live for herself—she let it grow.

 

Not all at once. Not with any grand intention. But season by season, year by year, she stopped going to salons, stopped trimming it herself, stopped asking what anyone else thought of it. She let it be.

 

And now, here it was. Down to her waist. Tangled by children’s hands, sun-warmed from weekends outside, kissed by Rio’s fingers every night.  Sometimes it got caught in jacket zippers or accidentally ended up in Rio’s mouth during tickle fights or deep sleep

 

But it was hers.

 

Fully, finally, defiantly hers.

 

And Rio’s, too, in a way.

 

She thought about how Rio looked at her when she braided it in the mornings. How she braided it for her on slow mornings, humming to herself. She thought of the way Rio’s fingers threaded through it when they lay like this, soft and reverent. How she tucked strands behind her ears during long, sleepy kisses. How she sometimes clutched it when she needed comfort, or something to hold onto when words weren’t enough. How she kissed it like it was a prayer. How she whispered things into it when she thought Agatha was already asleep—silly things, tender things, sometimes just I love you over and over again like a spell.

 

Rio worshipped her hair. But more than that—Agatha had finally grown to love it too. Agatha had always known Rio adored her hair. But it had taken longer to realize she did too. Not just for the way it looked, but for what it meant. Not just as something beautiful, but as something free. A symbol of ownership. Of softness after control. Of love after damage. A quiet rebellion grown strand by strand.

 

A choice.

 

And now, that choice was sacred. Not because she couldn’t change it—but because she could, and hadn’t.

 

So no, she wouldn’t cut it. Not unless she wanted to. Not unless it felt right. But not now. Not soon. Maybe not ever. Because it meant too much. Because Rio loved it—and because so did she.

 

Not when Rio touched it like it was silk spun from stars. Not when her children buried their faces in it for comfort. Not when it reminded her, every day, that her body belonged to no one but herself.

 

She bent her head and kissed the crown of Rio’s curls gently.

 

“I won’t,” she whispered.

 

“Hm?”

 

“Cut it,” Agatha said softly. “I won’t.”

 

Rio smiled, eyes already slipping shut again. Her arm tightened around Agatha’s waist as she pulled herself closer. “Good,” she breathed. “You’re too sexy with it.”

 

Agatha grinned, too tired to laugh but too charmed not to smile. “You’re absurd.”

 

“No,” Rio said, half-asleep and utterly sincere, “I’m in love. It’s basically the same thing.”

 

Agatha cradled her more fully, pressing her cheek against Rio’s curls. “Sleep, my ridiculous wife.”

 

“I will,” Rio whispered, a yawn in her voice. “Right here. In your hair.”

 

And she did.

 

They drifted together into sleep, bodies wrapped around each other like roots, Agatha’s hair spilled between them like a living thing, a story still being written. And Rio’s words—You’re not allowed to cut it—stayed with Agatha long after the lamp was turned off.

 

A vow, half-joking. And a vow, half-sacred.

 

She wouldn’t. Not yet. Maybe not ever.

 

Because it wasn’t just hair anymore.

 

It was hers. It was Rio’s. It was love, grown long and wild and free.

 

You’re not allowed to cut it.

I won’t.

 

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Chapter 40: Keeping It In...

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That afternoon, the house looked peaceful.

 

It was not.

 

In the living room, Agatha sat in her armchair with a neat stack of final papers on her lap, a red pen poised between her fingerz. Her expression was all focus—brows furrowed in concentration, glasses sliding imperceptibly down the bridge of her nose. Her hair, usually left to cascade over her shoulders, was now twisted into a quick, elegant knot at the nape of her neck. A quiet piano sonata played from the speaker in the corner—Debussy, soft and precise—her attempt to cocoon herself in calm while she dissected the final thoughts of her students.

 

Occasionally, she underlined something. Wrote a small, looping comment in the margin. Sipped from the lukewarm tea beside her without looking away from the page.

 

It was, by all accounts, a perfectly productive afternoon.

 

Elsewhere, however, chaos reigned.

 

Rio was a whirlwind, moving from room to room with increasing speed and steadily diminishing hope. She had made a bold proclamation over breakfast—baby on her hip, coffee in one hand, resolve burning bright in her chest.

 

“You’re not lifting a finger today,” she’d told Agatha with theatrical finality. “I’ve got this. You go be a brilliant academic goddess. I’ll be domestic and heroic.”

 

To her credit, she had meant every word.

 

But domesticity, Rio was learning for the thousandth time, was less a peaceful calling and more a full-scale tactical operation.

 

Violet had pooped twice before 10 a.m.—once explosively. Nicky had attempted to “invent a potion” using glitter, strawberry jam, and an entire bottle of expensive conditioner. The laundry had gone in clean and come out somehow smellier. The dishwasher beeped in passive-aggressive defeat halfway through its cycle. The vacuum had sucked up a LEGO, screamed, and died a slow death in the hallway. And Rio—poor, valiant Rio—was now on her third ponytail, her T-shirt stained with banana and something mysterious that might have been marker, yogurt, or tears. Possibly all three.

 

She hustled past the living room for the fifth time, holding a laundry basket in one arm and a stack of picture books under the other, muttering to herself like a woman in the trenches. Her socks slid on the hardwood floor. Violet’s pacifier was clipped to her shirt like a brooch. Her expression was one of wild-eyed determination.

 

Agatha, without lifting her gaze from the paper she was marking, called gently, “Everything alright, love?”

 

Perfect!” Ria chirped as she tripped slightly over a stuffed animal and narrowly avoided face-planting into the wall. “This is all going great!

 

Agatha looked up for the first time, one brow arched over her glasses. “You sound… stable.”

 

Rio halted in the doorway, hair escaping from her ponytail in frantic wisps, and turned slowly with the brittle smile of a woman one sippy cup away from emotional collapse.

 

“I’m redefining the word ‘stable.’”

 

There was a beat of silence.

 

Then Agatha smiled faintly and went back to her papers.

 

Rio disappeared into the kitchen, where a boiling pot bubbled over in cheerful defiance of her efforts, and Nicky shouted from the backyard somthing about a worm named Gregory now being part of the family.

 

Through it all, the classical music played on, like a polite witness refusing to comment.

 

And despite the wreckage, the stains, and the low-level background screaming of a household on the brink—Rio would not give up. Not today. She’d promised Agatha peace, and by god, she would deliver it, even if the price was her own sanity.

 

But everything looked like the aftermath of a small domestic apocalypse.

 

The kitchen counter was a war zone: half-chopped zucchini sat beside a browning avocado, a cutting board dusted in onion skins, and a bowl of something she thought had been a sauce but had since taken on a suspiciously gelatinous sheen. A cracked egg sat forgotten in its shell like it was micking her. Flour had dusted the floor like snowfall and painted her shirt with white fingerprints from an abandoned baking experiment that had started with optimism and ended with cursing. A wooden spoon stuck out from a pan like a white flag.

 

Behind her, the laundry machine let out a long, petulant beep, a remainder that its cycle had finished over an hour ago and would continue protesting every five minutes until its mechanical soul was appeased. The dishwasher was now open, halfway emptied by little hands. A damp rag drooped off the sink’s edge in silent judgment. Somewhere in the corner of the counter, a utility bill peeked out from the growing pile of mail—URGENT printed in bright, red letters on the envelope. Rio had meant to pay the electric bill three separate times this week and had managed, each time, to forget.

 

Mom!” came a shriek from the hallway, pitched like a fire alarm. “I made a spaceship out of LEGOs but now it broke and it’s your fault!

 

Rio turned around, ladle in one hand, olive oil bottle in the other—why, she had no idea. Her hair was falling out even more now, and her socks had picked up flour and mystery crumbs from the floor. She blinked at the ceiling like it might offer divine intervention.

 

“I was in the kitchen, my love,” she called out, trying for calm as she set the oil down with more force than necessary. She crouched to meet Nicky, who had come storming in with righteous indignation puffing out his little chest.

 

“How is it my fault?” she asked, doing her best not to sound as frazzled as she felt.

 

“You didn’t look at it when I told you to.”

 

Rio blinked. “Ah. Of course. Yes. Neglect by omission. Not very valid.”

 

He crossed his arms. She sighed. “Okay. I see. Let’s rebuild it after lunch, yeah?”

 

He considered her offer, then gave a solemn nod. “Okay.” And with that, he turned and skipped down the hallway like nothing had ever happened. “I’m gonna find Blue Dragon!” he announced to no one in particular, his little feet thundering up the stairs like tiny drumbeats.

 

Rio leaned against the counter for half a second of stillness.

 

That’s when Violet’s soft grunts—previously innocuous and sleepy—suddenly pitched into full-blown cries of rage from the bouncer she had strategically placed on the other side of the kitchen. Those cries had no build-up, no grace period—just zero to devastation in half a second.

 

Rio winced and dropped the ladle into the sink. She wiped her hands on the nearest clean-enough towel, crossing the kitchen in two quick strides.

 

“Oh, baby love, I know,” she murmured, scooping Violet up from the bouncer. Her daughter’s cheeks were flushed and damp, her tiny fists curled tight in her onesie as she howled in frustrated waves.

 

Rio sank into a kitchen chair, rocking gently as she cradled her against her chest.

 

“I got you,” she whispered. “Let’s try again, okay?”

 

She unbuttoned her flour-smeared shirt with one hand and adjusted Violet to nurse, angling her with practiced care. She began to hum a little—a half-remembered lullaby, off-key but full of love—as she offered her breast. Violet latched for half a second, then turned her head away with an angry cry, then tried again, then gave up altogether with a whimpery grunt, her whole body a protest of squirming limbs and exhaustsed frustration.

 

Rio sighed softly, kissing her daughter’s temple. “It’s okay, Vivi. We’ll try again soon. I’m not going anywhere.”

 

She held her for a while, just breathing with her, letting the moment settle. Then, when it became clear Violet wasn’t hungry—just overtired and upset—she stood and gently placed Violet back into the bouncer in the kitchen, where the light was soft and the hum of the dishwasher could soothe her.

 

Agatha hadn’t moved.

 

She was still in the living room, exactly where Rio had left her, legs elegantly crossed, a red pen gliding across the top page. Her posture was effortless—back straight, head slightly tilted, glasses perched low on her nose as she read with the full weight of her scholarly judgment. Sunlight spilled through the windows, making her look every bit the formidable academic goddess Rio had fallen in love with.

 

She was beautiful like this. Unshaken. Serene. A lighthouse in a house currently being swallowed by a storm of LEGOs, pasta water, and unpaid bills.

 

Rio, on the other hand, looked more and more like she’d fought a raccoon in a flour sack and lost.

 

She pressed both hands to her face, dragging them down slowly like she might physically push the chaos away.

 

“Okay,” she muttered to herself, trying to channel her inner adult. “Okay. You’re a mom. And a professor. You are a functioning human. You can handle domestic mayhem. This is just like unraveling a text. Layers. Themes. Symbols. Hidden meaning. One thing at a time.”

 

From the bouncer, Violet gave a soft hiccup and kicked her foot in settlement. On the stove, the pot of pasta chose that exact moment to boil over with a steamy, dramatic hiss, sending white froth cascading down the side of the pot.

 

Before Rio could move, Nicky’s voice echoed from the upstairs hallway like a siren call from a distant battlefield. “Mooooom! Where’s Blue Dragon’s sword?! I need it for the next level!”

 

Rio very nearly screamed.

 

Instead of collapsing, she took action like a woman possessed: stomped over to the stove, turned it off, grabbed a rag to mop up the waterfall of starchy water, tossed the rogue baby rattle back into the toy bin, and shoved the URGENT bill into the junk drawer with the aggressive flair of someone who could no longer emotionally process capitalism.

 

Then she yelled up the stairs, “It’s probably in the basket under the LEGOs!”

 

“How do you know?!”

 

“Because I’m magic, Nicholas!”

 

There was a pause. Then a delighted giggle. Mission accomplished.

 

Rio slumped against the counter for a moment, catching her breath. Violet, back in her bouncer, had quieted down and was watching her with those calm, dark baby eyes—so curious, so still, like she was taking notes on how this wild creature she (not yet) called mom navigated life. Rio felt like her own eyes were looking back at her, judging her.

 

Rio crouched down beside her and ran a gentle hand across her belly. “You and me, kid,” she murmured, lips brushing her daughter’s downy forehead. “We’ll survive this house. Even if we have to live off cereal and pasta forever. And maybe toast, if the toaster behaves.”

 

Violet blinked once. It looked like approval.

 

In the living room, Agatha finally spoke, her voice drifting over the soft classical music and residual kitchen chaos like a calm breeze. “You’re doing great, my love.”

 

Rio’s head snapped up. “I didn’t say anything.”

 

“You didn’t have to,” Agatha replied, not even looking up from her grading.

 

Rio laughed once, dryly. “You know, one of these days I’m going to disappear into the laundry pile like a lost sock, and you’ll regret not having helped me fold the onesies.”

 

Agatha turned a page in her stack with a small, satisfied sigh. “I’ll build a shrine in your honor. Light a candle. Grade in mourning.”

 

Rio grabbed a balled-up dish towel and flung it in her direction. It sailed through the air, completely missed Agatha’s head, and landed limply against the back of the couch.

 

From her bouncer, Violet squeaked in what might have been a laugh. Upstairs, Nicky thundered back down with Blue Dragon’s sword in hand, glitter now inexplicably stuck to both elbows.

 

The house erupted again—into footsteps and babble and mismatched music from a toy left on and the telltale smell of pasta starting to glue itself to the bottom of a forgotten pan.

 

And Rio? She stood in the middle of it all—arms full, head full, heart fulll—and did what she always did.

 

She kept going.

 


 

Violet had been dozing contentedly in her bouncer for the better part of twenty minutes now, lulled by the gentle rhythm of the ceiling fan overhead and the soft domestic symphony of the house around her. The distant hum of the dishwasher that had been emptied and reloaded once again. The occasional creak of the old floorboards upstairs. And from the living room, the quiet scratching of Agatha’s red pen tapping in measured thought between notes.

 

Agatha had relocated to the rug by the coffee table, papers fanned out around her like the debris of some great scholarly conquest. Footnotes clashed with margin comments, quotation marks squared off with passive voice. Her laptop sat open but idle nearby, screen dimmed, while a mug of tea—cold and forgotten—stood sentry beside her knee. She sat cross-legged, her long hair falling over one shoulder in newly redone braid, glasses sliding halfway down her nose, brows furrowed into a familiar expression of sharp, silent critique.

 

Every so often, she made a noise of academic suffering, a barely-audible sigh, or the quietest of mutters—“'Nevertheless, history has taught us… ' again? For the love of—”

 

She was so deep in grading, in fact, that she almost didn’t notice when the background calm of the house shifted.

 

First came a gurgle from the kitchen.

 

Then a hiccupping whimper.

 

Then—full-force, red-faced, soul-deep baby wailing.

 

Violet’s tiny body arched in the bouncer, fists clenched, cheeks flushed with the sheer injustice of her needs being unmet for more than a single mortal second.

 

Agatha froze mid-comment.

 

Her pen hovered over the word colonialism.

 

She looked up slowly, brows tightening. “Darling?” she called, still halfway between footnotes. “I think Violet’s hungry again.”

 

Silence.

 

The cries grew louder, more indignant.

 

“Rio?”

 

Still nothing. The wailing continued—insistent, red-faced cries that echoed off the kitchen tiles.

 

Agatha rose to her feet with surprising grace for someone who’d just spent the last hour contorted on the floor. She padded barefoot to the edge of the living room, peering toward the staircase with growing concern. “Sweetheart? She’s crying pretty hard—”

 

“I know!” came Rio’s voice at last, distant and pitched with chaos. “I’m elbow-deep in Nicky’s sheets—they’re covered in mud somehow—and I don’t even know how he managed that without tracking any into the hallway and—never mind! I’m coming!”

 

The end of the sentence grew louder as Rio thundered halfway down the stairs, each step a minor seismic event.

 

She appeared around the corner in full dramatic disarray: one of Nicky’s broken crayons inexplicably tangled in her ponytail, a smear of something suspiciously chocolate-colored on her sleeve, and her now someway clean fresh t-shirt twisted sideways as though she’d put it on mid-chase. Her expression was one of frantic resolve that said I’m holding it together with duct tape and caffeine but I am HERE.

 

She looked like she’d both been caugtht in a storm and was the storm. Wild-eyed. Breathless. Glorious.

 

Agatha arched a brow, not unamused. “Is that a crayon in your hair?”

 

Rio huffed, reaching for Violet with immediate urgency. “Maybe, and I am choosing not to investigate that until I’ve fed this child and possibly myself. In that order. Maybe.”

 

Violet’s cries sharpened the second Rio entered her line of sight, small lungs rising to the occasion with all the betrayal and urgency of a baby who believed hunger to be the worst thing that had ever happened. Her face was flushed, tiny fingers curled into fists, legs kicking in angry rhythm as if trying to protest her own helplessness.

 

Rio didn’t hesitate. She crossed the room in three strides and scooped Violet into her arms with the urgency of someone who had done this a dozen times today already—but each time still managed to feel like a test she might fail. The baby squirmed and wailed against her chest, and Rio exhaled slowly, forcing calm into her bones as she sank down onto the couch, one hand smoothing back her curls, the other cradling her daughter with determined, aching gentleness.

 

“Okay, little flower,” she whispered, brushing Violet’s hairline. “Let’s try again, yeah? We’re gonna be fine. We’ve got this.”

 

She unlatched her bra with one hand and tried to guide Violet to her breast, but the baby turned her face away again with a howl, arching her back like a tiny bow pulled too tight. Rio shifted positions, gently encouraging her to the other side, adjusting her grip, her shirt, her breathing. Violet only screamed louder, frustrated and overstimulated.

 

Rio rocked slightly, rhythmically, humming the same lullaby again. The notes came out fractured, her voice rough and wobbly, cracking under the weight of too little sleep and too many expectations. She pressed her cheek to the top of Violet’s head, blinking fast against the rising sting behind her eyes.

 

And then—thunder.

 

The unmistakable sound of small feet pelting down the stairs like a herd of overexcited elephants.

 

Mom!” Nicky bellowed, bursting into the living room like a small whirlwind of limbs and storytelling. “I found the sword! But I lost the dragon’s tail and also the stairs are cursed and I think I saw an ant!”

 

He launched himself onto the couch beside her with all the grace of a flying squirrel, knees and elbows everywhere. Violet wailed harder.

 

Rio inhaled sharply, trying not to sound panicked. “Okay, buddy,” she said, fighting to keep her voice level as she juggled the baby, her sliding tank top, and a wave of rising helplessness. “Let’s deal with all of that in a minute. I just really need Violet to eat, okay?”

 

But Nicky, in typical seven-year-old fashion, wasn’t finished being affectionate and narratively dramatic. He clambered up behind her and wrapped his arms tightly around her neck, draping himself across her back like a human backpack.

 

His small, warm body pressed into her spine. “Mom,” he said breathlessly, his voice right in her ear, “do dragons have to have tails? Or can they choose?”

 

Rio closed her eyes for half a second, trying to summon the patience of saints. Violet was sobbing against her breast, her fists thumping weakly against Rio’s skin. Milk dripped down her side. Her shirt was twisted. Her son was hanging on her like a weighted vest. The walls felt like they were closing in, inch by inch.

 

“Nicky, baby, I need space right now,” Rio said, and the note of desperation in her voice cracked just a little. “You can sit next to me, okay? But don’t climb on me.”

 

“But I love climbing you.”

 

“I know you do,” she whispered, shifting Violet again as the baby sobbed harder, fists batting uselessly at Rio’s breast. “But I’m trying to help your sister eat and I need just—five seconds of stillness.”

 

Violet wouldn’t latch.

 

Rio’s shirt was twisted halfway up her ribs, the strap of her bra digging into her shoulder. One hand fumbled to hold the baby in the right position while the other tried to keep her shirt from falling into Violet’s face—again. Her eyes burned. Her back ached. Her chest was tight with frustration and something dangerously close to tears.

 

And then there was the soft, insistent tapping on her shoulder.

 

Tap. Tap. Tap.

 

“Mom. Mommy. Moooom—”

 

Rio’s teeth clenched. “Nicky,” she managed, without looking at him. “Honey, I need—”

 

“Mommy look. I put a laser cannon on the spaceship. Right here, see?” He pressed a jagged piece of LEGO into her shoulder for emphasis.

 

Violet let out a fresh howl, arching her back again, face red and shiny with baby fury.

 

And...

 

Agatha!” Rio snapped, her voice cracking across the house like a whip. Sharp, louder than she meant it to be.

 

From the rug, Agatha looked up, startled. Her pen hovered in midair above an essay that had just declared nevertheless, history has taught us for the fifth time. She blinked, finally registering the storm swelling just beyond the kitchen threshold.

 

Her eyes met Rio’s—really met them—and her heart dropped.

 

Violet was wailing in one arm, Nicky was now tugging insistently on the other, and Rio looked like she was about to come apart at the seams. Not dramatically. Not noisily. Just… unraveling. Silently. In the way that meant she was dangerously close to the edge.

 

“I just—I need—” Rio’s voice faltered. Her whole body stiffened, a breath caught in her chest. “I need one of them off of me. Just one. Please.”

 

Agatha was on her feet in an instant. The pile of papers slid off her lap and scattered across the rug, but she didn’t even look down. She crossed the room with the calm decisiveness of someone who could read urgency in Rio’s shoulders before she ever said a word.

 

She knelt beside them, her expression softening the way it only did when she was with her family. 

 

“Hey,” she whispered gently to Nicky, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead. “My fierce dragon knight. How about this—you come sit with me and help me grade the last terrible paper? We’ll make it a mission. Operation: Fix the Essay.”

 

Nicky hesitated, eyes flicking to Rio, then to his LEGOs, then back to Agatha’s steady, knowing smile.

 

“Can I bring my spaceship?” he asked.

 

“Of course,” she said. “We’ll let it guard the tea mug. Very important job.”

 

He climbed into her arms without another word, his body already relaxing against hers as she stood and carried him toward the rug on the other side of the coffee table.

 

“Mommy’s grumpy,” he mumbled into her shoulder, but without malice. Just the plain truth of a seven-year-old who didn’t understand the weight grown-ups carried.

 

Agatha chuckled under her breath, kissed the top of his head, and murmured, “Mommy’s doing her best, bud. Just like we all are.”

 

Rio slumped back onto the couch, every muscle sagging with exhausted gratitude. Violet was still sniffling, her cries fading into hiccup gasps, and Rio adjusted her again, her arms trembling slightly from the sheer effort of keeping it together.

 

She looked at Agatha’s retreating back, then down at her son, who was now perched next to his mama like a miniature guard dog, LEGO spaceship in hand.

 

Incredulous, she muttered, “Why do you listen to Mama and not me?”

 

Nicky shrugged without looking up. “She says stuff calm.”

 

Rio blinked, then huffed a laugh that wasn’t entirely bitter. “Unbelievable.”

 

She shifted Violet gently in her arms, bringing her close again. The baby’s tiny hands pawed at her chest, face still scrunched and tired, mouth quivering on the edge of another outburst.

 

She looked down at the baby, her tiny daughter whose mouth trembled even as she quieted a little. “Now eat, okay?” she whispered, forehead against Violet’s. “You can do it Vivi Girl, I know you’re hungry.”

 

Eventually—after what felt like hours, four position changes, and the intercession of several saints Rio didn’t believe in—Violet latched.

 

The moment her mouth found what she needed and settled in, the entire house seemed to exhale. A hush fell over the room, as if even the walls understood not to break the spell.

 

Rio didn’t move. She didn’t even blink for a second. She just sat there on the couch, her body locked in place from the sheer tension of holding it all together too long. Then, slowly—like a marionette released from its strings—her shoulders dropped. Her spine curled gently into the cushions. Her neck softened.

 

The ache behind her eyes dulled to something bearable. The rhythmic suckling from Violet’s tiny mouth filled the room like a quiet drumbeat, a heartbeat she could finally sync herself to. One of Violet’s fists curled loosely against Rio’s chest, the other fell beside her cheek, limp and trusting. Her lashes fluttered as her body relaxed into the long-delayed comfort of milk and skin and mother. Her eyebrows, drawn tight in frustration moments ago, finally smoothed.

 

Better.

 

On the rug, Agatha read aloud from a paper in a deadpan voice, clearly quoting a student: “’The Cold War was very cold because it happened in Russia and also emotionally. That’s why its literature is sad and distant.’ That is wrong on so many levels.”

 

Nicky cackled with delight.

 

Rio smiled faintly, eyes still half-closed. She didn’t say anything. She couldn’t. The moment was too delicate to interrupt.

 

Agatha closed the essay folder with a thud and stood up, stretching her arms above her head. Nicky scrambled to follow.

 

Three minutes later, she returned from the kitchen with a plate of apple slices arranged in a suspiciously perfect circle—Agatha’s passive-aggressive version of “I noticed you haven’t eaten”—and a single half-eaten cracker clutched in Nicky’s hand.

 

“This one’s for the ants outside,” he announced proudly, waving the cracker in Rio’s direction.

 

Rio gave her a weak, relieved smile.

 

“She latched?” Agatha asked, voice soft.

 

Rio nodded. “She latched.”

 

“Thank god,” Agatha said softly, walking over and crouching beside the couch. She placed the plate gently on the coffee table and kissed Violet’s hair, then Rio’s knee. “You did good, mommy.”

 

“I was about thirty seconds away from selling one of them for five minutes of silence.” Rio muttered under her breath.

 

Agatha chuckled. “Understandable. Which one?”

 

“Whichever cried first. Or was being the loudest. Honestly, it was a tie.”

 

Agatha didn’t push further. She didn’t ask if Rio was okay. She didn’t apologize for how long it had taken her to notice—how long Rio had been managing too many moving parts alone while she sat with a red pen and a lukewarm mug and phrases like nevertheless, history has taught us.

 

She didn’t say any of that.

 

Because she knew.

 

Sometimes an apology cracked something open that neither of them had the energy to clean up.

 

So instead, she looked at her wife, touched the top of Violet’s sleeping head, and said, “We should go do something extremely boring.”

 

Rio raised an eyebrow. “Like… fold laundry?”

 

“God, no. Something even more pointless. Something fully suburban and adult. Something our twenty-something selves would’ve mocked us for.”

 

Rio blinked. “You’re not serious.”

 

Agatha stood up with exaggerated drama and extended a hand.

 

“I’m deadly serious. Let’s drop the kids off at Lilia’s. And go…” she paused for emphasis, “…grocery shopping.”

 

Rio groaned, letting her head drop back against the couch. “You mean we’re about to use our first pocket of child-free time in days to go… compare brands of oat milk?”

 

“Absolutely,” Agatha said cheerfully. “We’ll debate the merits of quinoa versus couscous and buy an absurdly expensive candle for no reason. It’ll be divine.”

 

Rio snorted, exhausted but smiling now.

 

“You’re lucky I love you,” she muttered.

 

“I know,” Agatha said smugly, bending down to kiss her again—this time on the forehead. “Now finish feeding our small tyrant. I’ll pack the diaper bag. And maybe sneak a cookie from the emergency stash.”

 

Rio closed her eyes again. Her baby was quiet. Her son was content. Her wife was warm and steady and absurd.

 

Maybe the day hadn’t defeated her after all.

 

But God what wouldn’t she give to just face-plant on her bed right now.

 


 

Fifteen minutes later, Violet had been changed, burped, wrapped like a tiny burrito, and handed off to Lilia’s arms like a bomb about to go offl. The baby gave one soft grunt of protest, then settled immediately against her grandmother’s chest as if she’d never once screamed in her life.

 

Typical.

 

Infuriating.

 

Lilia, as always, radiated calm. She adjusted Violet, already swaying on instinct as she shifted her weight from foot to foot, her palm resting on the small of Violet’s back. The bottle Rio had packed was tucked into the crook of her elbow, just in case.

 

Nicky stood at her side on the porch, holding out his LEGO sword like a knight presenting his arms.

 

“This is for if there’s monsters,” he said gravely. “You have to swish it really fast and yell.”

 

“I’ll practice,” Lilia promised, accepting the sword with appropriate rrespect. “You’ll have to show me the battle stance next time.”

 

Rio leaned in to kiss her cheek. “Text me if anything, okay? But unless the house is actually on fire… give us twenty minutes to find the pasta aisle first.”

 

“I’ll give you thirty,” Lilia said warmly, bouncing Violet with one arm and adjusting Nicky’s backpack with the other. “She looks like she’ll be out again in five.”

 

Agatha followed, kissing Lilia’s other cheek. “We owe you. Again.”

 

“You always do,” Lilia said, smiling. “Just send me a photo of the fruit aisle. That’s all I ask.”

 

And then the door closed behind them, muffling the soft hum of life and Nicky’s excited commentary on LEGO dragons.

 

And just like that—

 

Quiet.

 

Real quiet.

 

The sort of quiet that Rio had almost forgotten existed. The sort that didn’t have background cries, tiny hiccups, or the constant thudding of child-feet up and down stairs. The sort of quiet that felt like someone had turned down the world’s volume knob just for them.

 

She exhaled, almost shakily, and reached across the center console of the car, her hand finding Agatha’s. They laced fingers without needing to speak, palms pressed together like they were teenagers sneaking off after curfew. Except now the rebellion wasn’t about kisses in parked cars—it was about leaving the house without diapers, without crackers smashed into their coat pockets, without someone climbing on their backs like a squirrel.

 

Agatha glanced at her sideways and smiled—small and knowing. That look she only gave Rio when the air finally shifted, when the storm had passed but the memory of lightning was still clinging to the air.

 

They didn’t talk about the day.

 

They didn’t mention Violet’s sobs, or Rio’s trembling voice, or the moment Agatha had looked up and realized too late that her wife had been drowning right in front of her or how Rio had snapped at her.

 

They didn’t apologize.

 

They just… drove.

 

One red light, then another. The streets slowly blurred past them, all glowing storefronts and cracked sidewalks and dog-walkers pulling reluctant leashes. And Rio sat back in her seat, her head against the window for a moment, breathing in the strange stillness of a world where no one needed her for the next forty-five minutes.

 

No crying. No breastfeeding battles. No small bodies clinging to her like vines.

 

Just Agatha’s steady hand in hers and the hum of the car beneath them.

 

“I know this sounds ridiculous,” Rio said quietly, eyes still on the road ahead, “but I feel like I could cry over how good this silence is.”

 

“I don’t think that’s ridiculous,” Agatha said. Her thumb rubbed lightly over the back of Rio’s hand. “I think it’s honest. And maybe a little bit tragic. But mostly honest.”

 

They stopped at a light.

 

Rio turned toward her, smiling wryly. “How sad is it that the grocery store is our date now?”

 

Agatha squeezed her hand. “We’ve had worse dates. Remember that one time in that one bar for European night—?”

 

“Don’t.” Rio groaned. “If you bring up the live accordion octet again—”

 

“—it was a cultural experience.”

 

“—it was a sonic attack on my sanity. Also, accordions are clichés.”

 

They laughed, and it was tired laughter, breathless laughter.

 

And as the light turned green and they rolled forward toward the supermarket, Rio leaned her head on Agatha’s shoulder for just a second, letting herself melt into the quiet, the closeness, the calm after the storm.

 

They would still have to get through bedtime. Still have to answer texts from Lilia. Still face the mess waiting for them at home.

 

But right now—right here—there was just this.

 

This quiet.

 

This hand in hers.

 

This strange, sweet interlude of almond milk, neon lights, and love that endured even in exhaustion.

 

The car hummed gently beneath them, the windows rolled halfway down with warm afternoon air. They drove mostly in silence, their hands clasped between them, music playing low from the speakers—something soft and vaguely romantic and just nostalgic enough to feel like it belonged to them.

 

And when Agtha eased the car into the grocery store parking lot, tires crunching over the gravel, Rio exhaled—long and slow—like her lungs had finally caught up to the moment.

 

“This is weirdly sexy,” she murmured, unbuckling her seatbelt with a quiet click.

 

Agatha turned her head, one brow arched, amused. “We’re about to buy dish soap, love.”

 

“I know,” Rio said, opening the door and stretching her arms toward the sky. “It’s hot.”

 

They stepped out. No car seats to wrestle with. No emergency snack pouches. No screaming, no sticky hands, no sudden panicked yells about forgotten stuffed animals. Just two women in clean, unspilled-on clothes. They looked like actual adults. Maybe even functional ones.

 

Agatha slung her bag over one shoulder with the dignity of someone about to conquer the produce aisle, and Rio grabbed the reusable bags from the trunk like they were passports to another life.

 

The automatic doors slid open with a pneumatic sigh that felt oddly freeing.

 

“You realize,” Agatha murmured as they crossed the threshold into the gentle hum of refrigeration units and overly enthusiastic floral displays, “that we are the leaest chaotic we’ve been in months. In a grocery store.”

 

Rio turned her head dramatically, her voice hushed as if afraid to jinx it. “No one’s crying.”

 

“Nothing is leaking.”

 

“No one has bit anyone.”

 

Agatha glanced down at their hands, still laced together as they moved toward the cart corral. “And yet, here I am, holding hands with my wife and about to buy—wait, what are we buying?”

 

Rio grabbed a cart. “Dish soap. Apples. Pasta. Vegetables. That weird cereal Nicky likes. And something random and expensive for no reason because we deserve it.”

 

“Agreed,” Agatha said solemnly. “Preferably something with too much sea salt and not enough nutritional value.”

 

They moved through the store at a stroll, not a march. No frantic pace, no list clutched in desperation, but an afterthought on Rio’s phone. Agatha steered the cart lazily while Rio leaned against it with her arms crossed along the handle, pointing at oddly shaped squash and whispering their Latin names just to make Agatha laugh.

 

It was mundane. Domestic. Unremarkable in every outward way.

 

 

“This is a date, right?” Rio asked as they reached the bread section.

 

Agatha leaned in, voice low and warm. “Darling, if I lean against you near the canned goods, it’s foreplay.”

 

Rio grinned, eyes sparkling. “God, I love you.”

 

“I know.”

 

They moved on, bickering half-heartedly over which almond milk to buy, each secretly adding things to the cart the other would pretend not to notice. And all around them, the world spun on—couples arguing over coupons, toddlers begging for cookies, someone making an announcement about lost keys over the intercom.

 

But inside their little bubble of quiet laughter and overdue peace, Rio and Agatha were simply two people in love, roaming the fluorescent-lit aisles of their very ordinary, deeply extraordinary life.

 

Grocery shopping never felt so much like a date.

 


 

But soon, the grocery store began to become too bright for Rio’s already frayed nerves.

 

At first, it had been a relief—the crisp hum of refrigeration units, the bright displays, the soothing routine of aisles and labels. But now, the overhead lighting felt clinical, too sterile, too sharp. It buzzed faintly in a way that scraped at the edges of her already-thin patience, like invisible static worming into her skull. She stood beside the oranges, trying to ground herself, eyes fixed on the fruit’s unnaturally glossy skin as it gleamed like lacquered wax under the fluorescents.

 

Just groceries, she reminded herself. She could do groceries. She was an adult. She had a PhD. She had children. She had Agatha. She had made it through a week of teething and tantrums and mystery stains. She could absolutely buy citrus without dissolving into atoms. Especially with how good the grocery trip had started.

 

Agatha reached past her for a bundle of parsley, brushing Rio’s sleeve with a gentle hand, and smiled as she dropped the herbs into their basket.

 

“Alright,” she said with mock-seriousness. “We’re officially starting with dinner ingredients and not marching straight to the ice cream aisle. Look at us. Responsible adults.”

 

Rio offered a crooked grin that didn’t quite reach her eyes, still leaning on Agtah’s warmth and comfort. “Who even are we?”

 

Agatha opened her mouth to reply, likely something witty and a little indulgent, but her phone buzzed sharply in her pocket. She sighed, checked the screen, and frowned.

 

“Ugh. Sorry. I’ve got to take this—it’s about those faculty evaluations I mentioned. I promise I’ll be quick.”

 

Before Rio could answer, Agatha was already stepping away, weaving through carts and canned tomatoes toward the quiet back corner of the store—the one reserved for obscure bulk spices and lonely, dusty plantains. Her voice faded into distance, polite and clipped, slipping into her efficient professor tone in a single breath.

 

And just like that, Rio was alone.

 

Alone, standing in front of a display of root vegetables she didn’t care about, one hand curled around the cold plastic handle of the cart, the other hanging limply by her side.

 

She looked down at the grocery list on her phone. Potatoes. Soap. Yogurt. Toothpaste. Nothing complicated. Nothing scary.

 

Then she looked up again.

 

And everything was too much.

 

The overhead music had shifted—some overly polished pop song that pulsed with auto-tuned vocals and synthetic drums. A child shrieked somewhere in the next aisle, the sharp note of it slicing through the air like a fire alarm. A trio of college students strolled past, bickering about oat milk brands with thejoy of people who’d never once loaded a dishwasher three times in one day. The scent of onion and disinfectant clung to the air.

 

Next to her, a woman in a business suit coughed hard, and didn’t cover her mouth.

 

Rio flinched.

 

Her fingers tightened on the cart.

 

Her shoulders began to ache. Her head throbbed in a dull, persistent way, like a warning bell too quiet to do anything about. She realized she was holding her breath again and forced herself to inhale through her nose, slow and measured. The oranges in front of her blurred at the edges as her vision shimmered slightly.

 

This was supposed to be the break. This was the escape.

 

The first fifteen minutes had been blissfully calm and heavenly with Agatha by her side.

 

But now, Rio was alone. She could do it. She had done it a thousand times before. She could dot it once more. It was easy.

 

And yet, her body didn’t feel like it had gotten the memo. Her brain was still running contingency plans for every noise. Her chest was still half-braced for a baby’s cry, a cup being dropped, a scream. Her ears strained instinctively for the absence of disaster rather than the presence of calm.

 

Agatha’s voice was still nowhere nearby.

 

Rio closed her eyes for a second. Just one second.

 

Then she exhaled and whispered under her breath, “It’s just carrots and canned beans, Rio. You’re not storming Normandy.”

 

A pause.

 

And then, quieter, almost a joke, almost a prayer: “Unless the beans explode. That’d be a fun twist.”

 

She cracked one eye open and caught the edge of her reflection in a corner overhead mirror—messy hair she hadn’t fixed properly since they left the house, faint smudges beneath her eyes, and a kind of wild tiredness behind her expression that made her look like someone playing house rather than living it.

 

She gave herself a dry look.

 

And then pushed the cart forward, toward the kale.

 

Eww worst vegetable, she thought, and even the usual joke between her and Agatha at Jen’s expense didn’t make her smile internally like it usually did.

 

The overstimulation crept in like a tide she hadn’t noticed rising—quiet at first, then suddenly everywhere, lapping at her ribs, pulling at her knees. She could feel it in the way her skin prickled and her breath sat too high in her chest. She could feel it in the faint buzz behind her eyes, in the pressure at the base of her skull, in the dull roar of everything at once.

 

But she wheeled the cart forward anyway.

 

Bell peppers. She could get bell peppers.

 

Red. Yellow. Not green—Nicky had recently declared green ones “too spicy,” a wrong claim Rio had neither the bandwidth nor will to dispute. If skipping green bell peppers bought her five seconds of peace at dinner, then so be it. She reached for the thin produce bags with fingers that trembled just slightly.

 

The first bag tore as soon as she pulled it off the display—thin plastic shredding at the seam with a soft, accusing snap.

 

Rio flinched, just barely. Her throat tightened. It wasn’t about the bag, and she knew that. It was everything else—the hours of crying, the milk she could feel staining her bra, the way she hadn’t eaten anything more substantial than half a granola bar since breakfast, the pressure behind her temples that hadn’t gone away in two days.

 

She grabbed another bag. Forced the peppers in, too rough, too fast. Shoved the torn one into her jacket pocket as if discarding it would undo the knot in her chest.

 

Her jaw hurt. When had she started clenching it?

 

Around her, the world refused to quiet. The lights above her hummed a little too loud, casting a sterile glare off the tile floor. The cart’s wheels wobbled unevenly. Someone’s basket brushed against her elbow—too close, too sudden—and they didn’t say anything. Just kept walking. No glance. No sorry.

 

Then came the bakery section. Rio wasn’t even near it yet, but the scent of fake vanilla and overly sweet frosting reached her anyway—cloying, thick, artificial. It stuck to her palate like plastic.

 

She moved faster.

 

Lettuce. Tomatoes. Bread. She grabbed at shelves without really registering what her hands chose. Every sound layered onto the next—voices, laughter, a child whining near the freezer aisle, a rhythmic beep at checkout. Somewhere, a jar shattered. Someone swore. A radio played ‘80s soft rock like it had been looping for eternity.

 

Rio didn’t notice she’d passed the same display twice. Her eyes flicked back to her phone screen and the grocery list it held, only half registering the unchecked items. Milk. Soap. Pasta.

 

Her fingers scrolled without reading. Her chest tightened.

 

Where was Agatha?

 

She wasn"t supposed to be gone long. The call was about faculty evaluations—ten minutes, maybe. But it had stretched. It always stretched. Rio could hear her now, faintly, somewhere on the far side of the store. Laughing.

 

It was a familiar laugh. Warm. Effortless. The one she used in meetings when she was being charming and smart and entirely composed. It curled around Rio like smoke, tightening the band in her chest.

 

It wasn’t anger. Not exactly.

 

It was the heavy, hollow feeling of holding too much while someone else looked weightless.

 

It was the sting of being alone in a crowded place, while the person you loved most in the world was ten aisles away and unreachable. She didn’t even want help, not really—just presence. Just someone to see her.

 

She stopped by the pasta aisle and rested her arms on the cart handle, the cool metal grounding under her elbows. Her shoulders curled inward as if to shield her from the fluorescents, from the world.

 

It was just a grocery store. Just shopping.

 

But her skin felt too tight, like she’d been zipped into herself wrong and couldn’t move without pinching something. Everything around her played in high definition—too loud, too sharp, too real. Her heart thudded not from fear but effort, like her whole body was still parenting, still listening for the next need, the next cry, the next crisis.

 

Still, she didn’t leave. Didn’t call for Agatha. Didn’t abandon the cart or hide in the bathroom or cry in the car, even though all of those sounded like relief.

 

She just stood there.

 

Staring at twenty different brands of penne, like maybe if she stared hard enough, she could disappear into the barcode of one.

 

She inhaled. Exhaled. Inhaled again.

 

Then, finally, she reached out and grabbed the closest box. It didn’t matter what kind.

 

It just mattered that she kept going.

 

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Notes:

TBC. It's gonna be messy.

Chapter 41: ...Letting It Out

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Agatha found her by the checkout lane.

 

Groceries neatly bagged. Cart full. Rio standing very still, arms crossed tightly against her chest like she was holding something in—something fragile and volatile and barely contained. Her gaze wasn’t on anything in particular, just fixed ahead at the checkkout screen where another customer’s total blinked in bright green digits. She looked like she hadn’t blinked in a while.

 

Agatha slowed as she approached, her usual confident stride softened by instinct. Her smile faltered when she saw Rio’s eyes: glassy, far-off, the kind of look Agatha had only seen once before—at the hospital, the night before Violet was born, when Rio had clutched her belly and said I don’t think I can do it.

 

“You got everything?” Agatha asked gently, voice pitched low, as if anything louder mightshake somthing loose.

 

Rio nodded once, clipped and automatic. “Yeah.”

 

That was all.

 

They moved through the motions in silence. Loading bags into the car like sleepwalkers, Rio moving too fast, Agatha hovering a breath behind, trying to offer something—her hand, a brush on the arm, the lighter bags for Rio to carry—but nothing landed. It was like trying to love someone through a window. A closed one.

 

Rio lifted the final bag, wedged it into the trunk, and slammed it shut with more force than necessary. The sound echoed off the lot, too loud for the soft gray of the afternoon, too final. Agatha flinched.

 

Inside the car, the silence thickened. Agatha started the engine (motor?). The air conditioning whirred softly, the dashboard flickered, and outside, the clouds sat heavy and low, with a few droplets alreadt falling.

 

Agatha tried for her usual rhythm, forcing it into the space between them like a peace offering. “So,” she began, lightly, fingers tapping the wheel, “I was thinking we could make that summer veggie pasta with the roasted tomatoes—since we actuallt remembered to buy tomatoes this time. And maybe that white wine we never opened from Lilia’s—”

 

“Agatha.” Rio’s voice cut through the words like glass through paper. Flat. Tired. Final. “I need silence.”

 

The words dropped like a stone in a still lake.

 

Agatha’s mouth remained open for a beat before she shut it again as she turned to get out of the parking lot. “Oh.”

 

Rio didn’t look at her. Just turned her face to the window, pressing her forehead gently to the glass. Her shoulders curled forward, and for a second, she looked smaller than usual—folded in on herself, barely holding together. A few raindrops tapped the windshield, soft and sparse, like the sky was slipping into grief.

 

Agatha gripped the steering wheel, then losened her fingers, then gripped again. “I just meant—”

 

“I know what you meant,” Rio interrupted, quieter now, but still not gentle. “I just… I can’t. I’ve been—everyone’s everything all day. Violet screamed for four hours and wouldn’t eat. Nicky climbed on the couch, the table, on me. I think the sound of the washing machine is going to make me cry. You were grading with your red pen and your silence and I didn’t want to ask for help because I knew you were working. And now we’re here, and I just—” Her voice caught. “I can’t have any more sound, not even yours. Not right now.”

 

Agatha blinked, the rain beginning in earnest now, slipping down the wind-shield in racing streaks. It blurred the view ahead, the world reduced to vague outlines and water.

 

“I didn’t realize,” she murmured, like she was embarrassed to have missed it.

 

Rio’s head turned slightly. “Well. You didn’t ask.”

 

The words landed too sharp, and they both felt it at once.

 

Rio’s lips parted as if to catch them, to reel them back in. “Sorry,” she said quickly, biting the inside of her cheek. “I didn’t mean it like that. I’m just—”

 

“No,” Agatha cut in tightly. “It’s fine. I should’ve noticed.”

 

The wipers swiped once. Neither of them said anything.

 

Agatha drummed her fingers on the steering wheel, lips pursed as she turned left, her own frustration simmering now, like something half-cooked. “You know, my week’s been long too. I am not exactly on a vacation while you aere on leave.”

 

Rio turned slowly. Her eyes weren’t glassy anymore. They were sharp. Exhausted. Threadbare in a way that made her dangerous.

 

“I never said it was easy for you,” she snapped.

 

Agatha’s jaw worked once, the hurt flickering behind her eyes. “No. But sometimes it’s like…” She exhaled, shook her head. “Like I walk into a storm I didn’t cause, and I’m not allowed to be anything but calm.”

 

That stung more than either of them expected.

 

Rio turned away again. And this time, Agatha didn’t fill the silence. She let it stretch.

 

They sat in silence. Not comfortable. Not resolved. Just two women in a moving car, hearts racing in opposite directions, listening to the rain tap its unhelpful rhythm on the wind-shield.

 

And behind them, in the back of the car, the groceries rustled in their bags as if waiting too for someone to break the quiet.

 

The rain picked up like someone had turned up the volume. Fat drops streaked the windows and softened the sharp lines of the world outside. Suddenly, Agatha flicked the turn signal on and pulled the car over, coasting gently onto the sidewalk of a quiet residential street, tires hissing against the wet asphalt.

 

The wipers dragged across the glass in slow, rhythmic sighs.

 

“I can’t drive like this,” Agatha said finally, her voice tight. “Not when we’re both fuming.”

 

Rio didn’t move. Arms crossed, her body curled inwards like she was bracing for impact, her stare fixed on some indeterminate point ahead.

 

Agatha exhaled then turned to look at her—really look at her. “Rio, I’m not asking for much. I just wanted to talk to you. You’ve barely said two words to me today unless something was on fire.”

 

“I know,” Rio snapped, still not meeting her gaze. “That’s because everything was on fire.”

 

“But I didn’t light it!” Agatha’s voice cracked, her restraint fraying at the edges.

 

“That’s not the point!

 

Agatha’s jaw tightened. “Then what is the point, Rio? I walk through the door and it’s like I’m already in trouble. You’re irritated, you’re shut down, and I’m just trying to—connect, to talk to my wife like a normal person.”

 

Rio turned to her then, eyes red-rimmed but dry. “You want to talk to your wife? Then maybe talk to the version of her that’s not drowning.”

 

Agatha’s face softened—only slightly.

 

“I’m trying to. But it feels like no matter what I say, it’s wrong. I get it, you’ve had a day. But so have I. And I just—I missed you. I wanted to tell you about the student who handed in a twenty-page essay on Beowulf that was actually about queer theory and jellyfish. I wanted to hear you laugh. I didn’t think I’d have to walk on eggshells to do that.”

 

Rio closed her eyes, pressed her forehead back against the cold window.

 

“I want to be able to laugh with you too,” she whispered. “But I’m so tired, Agatha. And not just sleepy tired. I’m tired in my bones. And not the kind a nap can fix. My body hurts from the inside. My brain won’t shut up. Violet’s cries are still playing in my head like some kind of horror lullaby, and Nicky—God, I adore him—but I haven’t had a minute of silence since 6 this morning. I miss thinking like a human. I miss being smart. I miss myself.”

 

Her voice broke, sharp at the edges.

 

“Every time someone says ‘Mom,’ or wants something, or even breathes too close, it’s like—I flinch. Like my skin doesn’t fit me anymore. Like I can’t breathe without someone needing a piece of me.”

 

The silence that followed wasn’t kind. It wasn’t warm or understanding. It was tense—thin and cracking, the silence that comes right before everything breaks.

 

“The only thing I said,” Rio said again, clearer now, colder, “was that I needed some quiet and you’re making a big thing out of it.”

 

Agatha’s jaw tightened. Her hands flexed on the steering wheel. “And I heard you,” she said, slower now, sharper. “But I’m not the barista asking how your day’s going, Rio. I’m not a stranger in the grocery store. I’m your wife. I deserve more than being treated like a noise you can turn off.”

 

Rio turned toward her, and this time, her eyes were steel. “So now I’m a bad partner because I asked for five goddamn minutes without having to perform for someone else’s needs?”

 

“That’s not what I said—”

 

“You didn’t have to,” Rio snapped. “You just made it really clear that your need to feel connected matters more than my need to not unravel in front of you.”

 

The rain hit harder, like the sky was reacting to them.

 

The heat between them was mounting, simmering past what either of them could contain anymore. A frustration that had been building all day—no, all week now, layered between sleepless nights, crying babies, stacks of papers, and the silent pressure of trying to hold it all together without admitting anything was falling apart.

 

“I’m not a mind-reader,” Agatha said, voice low and controlled, which somehow only made it worse. “You shut down and then expect me to guess which version of you I’m talking to. And when I get it wrong? I get this—”

 

Rio cut her off. “Oh, poor Agatha, getting the cold shoulder from her drowning wife. Must be so hard.”

 

“Jesus, Rio, come on—

 

“No, you come on!” Her voice cracked with frustration. “You wanted honesty? This is it. I feel like a shell of a person, like if I let go for one second, I’ll disappear. And you want to sit here and chat about jellyfish and Beowulf like I didn’t spend all day being a human Kleenex and a jungle gym.”

 

Agatha opened her mouth, ready to fight back—then hesitated. Too late.

 

Rio had already ripped off her seatbelt with a jagged, furious motion.

 

“Forget it,” she bit out, breath catching in her chest like it physically hurt to keep talking. “I can’t breathe in here.”

 

“Rio—wait—”

 

Before Agatha could stop her, Rio pushed open the car door and stormed out. Rain slapped hard against the leather interior as Rio stepped out onto the slick pavement, her sneakers hitting puddles without care, shoulders hunched, fists tight at her sides.

 

Agatha sat frozen for a second, hands still curled around the wheel, knuckles white. The sound of the door slamming shut jolted her like an aftershock.

 

Then the sky gave in completely.

 

The summer storm cracked open, not gently. Rain fell in hard, relentless sheets, thick enough to blur streetlights and make the houses across the road look like watercolor smears. The air turned sharp with the scent of ozone and pavement and soaked earth. Within seconds, Rio’s hair was plastered to her forehead, her shirt clinging to her like a second skin, her body tense as a bowstring pulled too tight.

 

“Rio!” Agatha finally moved, shoving open her own door, slamming it hard behind her. “You can’t just walk into a thunderstorm like this!”

 

“I just did!” Rio shouted, whirling around. Her face was lit by a kind of wild, electric grief. “Because maybe the rain is the only damn thing in my life right now that doesn’t want something from me!”

 

Lightning flashed, briefly painting them both in stark black-and-white.

 

Agatha stood frozen for a beat before stepping forward, rain soaking through her blouse, her long dark hair clinging to her shoulders and neck like ivy. Her heels sank slightly in the softening grass, but she didn’t stop. “You think I don’t see you?” she shouted over the roar of the rain. “You think I don’t know what it’s like to be pulled in a thousand directions until there’s nothing left but obligation and noise? You don’t have to scream at me to prove how overwhelmed you feel!”

 

“I’m not screaming because I want to!” Rio’s voice cracked, pitched high with everything she hadn’t said for weeks. “I’m screaming because it’s the only volume left in me! I’m so—tired, Agatha! Not like, ‘oh I didn’t sleep enough’ tired. I mean my soul is tired. My spine’s tired. My joy is tired. And every time you ask me what’s wrong like we can just talk our way through it, it feels like another thing I’m failing at!”

 

Agatha flinched at that, rain dripping off her lashes. Still, she stepped closer, her voice rough now. “I’m not trying to fix it, Rio. I’m trying to reach you. But you shut me out every time. You want space, I give you space. You want help, I offer it. You want silence, I bite my tongue raw to keep it. But if I guess wrong, even once—I’m the villain? I’m notyour ennemy. I’m your wife.”

 

“Then stop treating me like a puzzle with missing pieces!” Rio shouted back, hands outstretched, soaked sleeves sagging off her wrists. “Stop acting like love is a job you’re getting graded on! I don’t need you to figure me out. I need you to let me break down sometimes without it turning into a crisis debrief!”

 

Agatha opened her mouth, then closed it again, chest rising in uneven jerks like her lungs were deciding whether to scream or cry.

 

Rain streaked down her face, stinging her eyes, catching on her lashes. She wasn’t sure if the blur was the storm or her own tears anymore. Probably both. Everything was too much, too loud, too soaked through.

 

“I’m doing my best, Rio,” Agatha said finally, voice hoarse and tight, barely audible over the storm pounding around them.

 

“So am I!” Rio’s response broke like something brittle—cracked and splintered and full of grief. A sob caught on the last word, twisting it into something almost unrecognizable. “But my best doesn’t feel like enough anymore!”

 

She backed up a step, shoulders heaving, soaked to the skin and shaking. Her voice trembled, but the words came fast now, like they’d been dammed up too long and were finally bursting loose.

 

« I feel like I’m treading water with weights on my ankles, and every hour I sink a little more. And I look at you—Agatha, I look at you—and you’re so good at holding it all. You still have your work and your words and your calm, and I’m just—” Her voice cracked. “I’m unraveling in slow motion. And it’s like you don’t even see it.”

 

The words didn’t land like a slap. They landed like a fall—heavy and irreversible. Sth you feel in your gut.

 

Agatha didn’t answer right away. Her throat was tight, mouth open slightly like she wanted to speak but couldn’t find the shape of thewords. They stood there in the middle of the street, the downpour wrapping around them like a shroud, making their skin stick to their bones, making their anger run down their faces in rivulets.

 

The silence between them stretchedt. It wasn’t a pause. It was a ledge.

 

And Agatha was standing on the edge of it.

 

Then—finally—she stepped forward. Slow. Careful. Like Rio was both a wound and the weapon that caused it. She didn’t reach out. She didn’t dare. Her voice came low, unsteady, but sharp.

 

“That’s so not fair,” she said. “And you know it.”

 

Rio flinched—not visibly, but something in her spine pulled taut, like the words had touched a nerve she didn’t want touched.

 

“I don’t get to be composed,” Agatha went on, a crack threading through her voice. “I have to be. Because if I stop—if I so much as hesitate—this whole damn thing will fall apart. And maybe that’s the problem, Rio. Maybe you look at me and think I’ve got it under control, but I’m not holding it together. I’m faking it. I’m stitching myself shut with duct tape and espresso and sheer willpower. And prayers. Not even the comforting kind—just desperate ones whispered to gods I stopped believing in twenty years ago.”

 

Her voice trembled. Her hands were clenched at her sides like she was gripping her own unraveling.

 

“And you think I don’t see you?” she added, louder now. “I see everything. I see the way your hands shake when you’re slicing strawberries. I see how you flinch when both kids cry at the same time, like your nervous system shorts out. I see you go quiet mid-sentence because the thought just falls out of your head, and you don’t have the energy to go looking for it.”

 

Rio looked away, but Agatha kept going, relentless—not out of cruelty, but desperation.

 

“You think you’re carrying this house, and you are, but sometimes it feels like I’m carrying the people in it. Everyone’s emotions. Yours. Nicky’s. Violet’s. It’s like I get home and I’m handed a pile of frayed wires and expected to reconnect all of us with my bare hands.”

 

Rio’s eyes glistened, wide and raw. She didn’t blink.

 

Above them, thunder cracked—a deep, guttural snarl that rolled through the sky like something was tearing itself in half. The sidewalk vibrated. Their shoes squelched in rainwater, clothes stuck to their skin, the storm soaking them down to their souls. And still, neither of them moved.

 

A car crawled past, wipers screeching across the windshield, the driver staring. But this fight wasn’t for spectators.

 

Rain blurred the world around them, streaking down their faces and hair and jackets, bleeding everything into everything else. Love blurred into frustration. Resentment blurred into longing. There were no clean edges left.

 

Then it cracked again—louder this time. The tension. The storm. The dam holding it all in.

 

“So yes, I had a long day at work, Rio!” Agatha snapped, her voice louder than the thunder. “Yes! I dealt with three hours of committee meetings where the phrase 'going back to the basics of reading comprehension for college students’ was said without irony. I had five students no-show their presentations and then email me to ask if they can ‘reschedule their grade to the afternoon’, meaning I had to give up two of my office hours to listen to them, while I should have used those hours to grade and thus would have been free today to be with you. So forgive me if I don’t have the mental bandwidth to decode your silence! I’m not a goddamn mind reader!”

 

Rio’s face flushed, her hair soaked and wild, the rain sliding down her neck like it was trying to drown the heat rising under her skinn. “Oh, we’re comparing long days now?” she snapped, voice cracking. “Awesome. Great. Let me know when we start handing out gold stars for barely surviving. At least you get to get away for a few hours everyday. »

 

“And you think I go to work to relax?” Agatha shot back, eyes wild. “I’m teaching emotionally unstable undergrads who think ‘due Monday at midnight’ means ‘Wednesday morning after a mental breakdown’ and plagiarize Wikipedia and cry in my office! It’s not a damn spa day!

 

“Then stop acting like I’m lucky!

 

“I never said you were lucky!”

 

“You don’t have to say it!” Rio’s voice cracked again. “You get to leave! You get to put on actual clothes and drink hot coffee, do what you love and use your brain and talk to people who don’t scream at you or throw up on your shirt or claw at your boobs until they hurt or cry because the apples are red instead of green!”

 

Agatha’s mouth opened, a retort fully loaded—but the words caught.

 

She blinked.

 

There was something about the sentence—so absurd, so painfully true—that it broke loose whatever she’d been holding so tightly inside. She sputtered. Then a breath escaped her in a burst.

 

And then she laughed.

 

Not a chuckle. Not a polite exhale. A full, rain-drenched, aching kind of laugh—sharp and involuntary, like a reflex more than a choice.

 

Rio stared at her like she’d just grown a second head. “Are you laughing at me right now?”

 

Agatha tried to hold it in but was already halfway bent over, holding her knees, shoulders shaking from laughter. “No—well—yes—I am—oh god, Rio, I’m sorry—I just—you said ‘throw up on you and claw at your boobs’ like it was a normal part of the day and I—”

 

“It is a normal part of my day!” Rio shouted, flailing one soaked arm as the other held her wet shirt away from her chest. “I smell like milk all the time and my boobs hurt because your daughter is a demon, Agatha! This is not funny!”

 

But that only made Agatha laugh harder. A wheezing, winded sound that almost pitched her sideways. “Stop—stop—I can’t breathe—”

 

“You shouldn’t breathe!” Rio shouted dramatically, spinning on her heel. “You don’t deserve oxygen if you’re going to use it to mock me! I swear to god, I’m going to walk into this storm and become one with the thunder! Don’t even look for my body!”

 

Still giggling, Agatha stumbled after her. “You’d make such a dramatic cumulonimbus.”

 

Rio stomped further down the sidewalk, flailing her arms for emphasis. “I will haunt this neighborhood! I will knock over trash cans and set off car alarms and whisper in every PTA mom’s ear that she packed the wrong snack again!”

 

“You’d make the worst ghost,” Agatha called after her, barely able to speak through her grin. “Way too loud. And you glitter in the sunlight. Ghosts don’t glitter, Rio.”

 

“Glitter is a valid haunting aesthetic—” Rio started, but the absurdity of the sentence hit her mid-rant, and something cracked in her chest. She stopped walking, standing there in the rain while Agatha caught up.

 

Rio closed her eyes. “God. This is so stupid.”

 

And then—against her will, against the indignity of wet underwear and aching nipples and a heart that felt like it had been wrung out like a dish towel—she laughed.

 

It started small. Just one stupid breath of air through her nose.

 

Then another.

 

Agatha, still breathless from laughter, finally caught up to her, her boots squelching with every step. She slowed as she reached Rio’s side, falling into step without hesitation, shoulder to shoulder beneath the downpour. Their soaked clothes clung to their bodies, hair plastered to flushed cheeks, breaths still uneven.

 

“We’re standing in a thunderstorm,” Agatha said, a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth, “arguing about ghost glitter.”

 

Rio huffed out another reluctant laugh, her eyes still shining with the tail end of too many feelings. “We’re ridiculous.”

 

“Hopelessly,” Agatha agreed.

 

They both laughed again, this time together—wet, exhausted, overwhelmed. Laughing not because it was that funny, but because they were just so done.

 

“I’m sorry,” Agatha said finally, the laughter fading into something softer. “I didn’t mean to act like my job is harder. I just—sometimes I get jealous.”

 

Rio looked at her, surprised. “Jealous?”

 

Agatha nodded, brushing soaked strands of hair off her forehead. She looked up at the sky for a moment, watching the clouds move, then back at Rio. “You get to be with them. Every day. You get Violet’s firsts. You see Nicky’s mornings. I get snippets of their lives between faculty meetings and paper deadlines. I come home and the story’s already halfway written And sometimes it feels like I’m missing it.”

 

Rio’s mouth parted slightly. That wasn’t what she’d expected.

 

Agatha’s voice caught as she added, “I know I make it sound like work is everything, but it’s not. It’s just what I still have. And I guess I hold onto it so tightly because some days I feel like I’m failing at everything else.”

 

Rio’s eyes welled, her throat tightening.

 

“Well,” she whispered, barely louder than the soft drizzle now falling around them, “I’m jealous of you too.”

 

Agatha blinked.

 

“I miss working,” Rio said simply. Her voice wasn’t angry anymore. It was quiet. Grounded. “I miss the classroom. I miss having something that’s mine. I miss getting to be me outside of being a mother. I miss using my brain for something that makes me feel so good and stimulates me in a way nothing else could. And I love our kids, Agatha. God, I love them so much I don’t know how my heart hasn’t exploded yet. But I also love teaching. I miss books and lectures and students who don’t scream at me because I didn’t praise their lego spaceship enough. »

 

She took a breath and added, “Students who don’t ask for a snack every time I flash a boob at their infant sister.”

 

Agatha couldn’t help it—she snorted. Then tried to look serious. Failed miserably.

 

Rio smiled faintly at her own absurdity.

 

“And I know I’m lucky,” she added, softer. “I know how important it is, what I get to do. I know being their mom makes me the happiest and that I should be grateful to be able to do it full time. But I’m also lonely in it. It’s like I disappeared into this new role and forgot how to get back to the rest of me.”

 

Agatha reached for her hand.

 

Rio let her take it.

 

They stood like that, soaked and sincere, hearts still pounding but finally beating in time again. The rain was beginning to let up, the thunder moving away, leaving only the sound of water dripping from rooftops and their breathing.

 

“Maybe we’re both right,” Rio said softly.

 

“Maybe we’re both wrecks,” Agatha replied with a tired smile.

 

“Definitely,” Rio agreed, finally leaning into her wife, head resting on Agatha’s damp shoulder.

 

“I miss you,” Agatha said, almost choking on it. “I miss you and you’re right in front of me.”

 

Rio blinked, water and tears indistinguishable on her cheeks.

 

“I miss me too,” she whispered. “I don’t know where I went. I feel like a ghost sometimes. But not the glittery kind.”

 

Agatha moved closer, wrapping both arms around her now, pulling her into the full warmth of her body despite the rain, despite the chill. Her voice was ragged with love when she said, “You’re still in there. I know you are. Beneath the laundry and the spit-up and the long nights and the short tempers. Beneath the silence. I’m sorry I didn’t hear you sooner. I didn’t realize how loud it had gotten.”

 

Rio buried her face in her wife’s neck, breathing in the familiar scent of her, even under the storm.

 

“I don’t want to fight with you,” she said quietly.

 

“I don’t either,” Agatha replied, holding her tighter. “But maybe the fight isn’t the end. Maybe it’s just the storm. The shaking of the earth before we remember how to be still again.”

 

Rio let out a choked laugh. “Jesus. That was the cheesiest thing I’ve ever heard.”

 

Agatha smiled against her hair. “Blame the undergrads. I’ve read twelve essays about ‘finding yourself through hardship’ this week.”

 

Rio laughed, really laughed this time, body shaking gently in Agtaha’s arms. “We’re going to be okay, right?”

 

Agatha kissed her temple. “We already are. We’re soaked and starving and emotionally unstable, but we’re here. Together.”

 

They stood there a minute more, letting the storm calm between them—before Agatha gently nudged her toward the car.

 

“Come on,” she said. “Let’s go home.”

 

Rio let herself be led back, her hand still in Agatha’s.

 

By the time they got back to the car, their clothes were clinging to their skin and squelching with every step, hair soaked and dripping, shoes filled with rainwater. They were utterly drenched, cold, and out of breath—but lighter, somehow. Something had cracked open in the storm and let the tension bleed out with it.

 

Agatha opened the driver’s side door and looked over the roof of the car at Rio, her soaked button-down now translucent and plastered to her skin. “We’re both going to get sick.”

 

Rio tugged at the passenger door, teeth beginning to chatter even as her mouth curled into a smirk. “Good. Maybe then someone will finally let me rest for more than four consecutive minutes.”

 

Agatha let out a tired laugh, settling into the driver’s seat with a groan, her soaked clothes making a squelch against the leather. “Do I still get to complain if I catch your cold?”

 

“You’ll get zero sympathy from me,” Rio replied, pulling her seatbelt over her soaked chest. “You made me argue in a lightning storm.”

 

“You stormed out.”

 

“You followed me!”

 

“Because I love you,” Agatha said, grinning now, hands on the wheel but not moving, her face tilted toward her wife.

 

Rio turned toward her and, despite the wet discomfort and the damp strands of hair in her eyes, smiled back. “I love you too, you lunatic.”

 

Agatha reached over and squeezed her knee. “We’re really okay?”

 

Rio nodded. “Yeah. We’re okay.”

 

They sat in silence for a moment, the rain tapping gentler now on the windshield, their breath still warm in the cooling air.

 

The tension still lingered, faint but present, like the final rumble of thunder far off on the horizon. But it had changed. They’d met it head-on, shouted through it, laughed in its face, and now it sat with them—tamed, not erased. A familiar weight redistributed into something manageable.

 

Agatha cleared her throat and shifted in her seat, voice quiet but steady. “Alright. Truce. Let’s renegotiate this arrangement before we kill each other again and traumatize the neighbors.”

 

Rio glanced sideways at her, eyes still tired but less heavy now. “Go on. I’m listening.”

 

Agatha leaned her head against the backrest, letting her gaze wander through the streaked window for a moment. “How about this: tonight, I take over kid duty. All of it. Bath time, pajamas, two stories per child, three if they whine, monster-checks, nightlight negotiations, everything. You don’t lift a single finger. Except for the feeding part, obviously. Violet still considers you the one true food source.”

 

Rio raised an eyebrow, lips twitching. “Bold offer. And in return?”

 

Agatha glanced at her, one corner of her mouth quirking up. “In return, you finish grading the last stack of my students’ finals. Just the essays. You’ll tear through them in an hour. Hour and a half tops.”

 

Rio blinked at her. “You think that’s a reward?”

 

Agatha gave a half-shrug. “Don’t pretend you don’t miss it. The rush of red pen authority. The smug delight of snarking in the margins. Getting to write things like ‘fascinating idea, but where’s your actual thesis and why so many commas?’ and feel like you’re shaping the minds of tomorrow.”

 

Rio tried to look unimpressed, but the flicker in her eyes gave her away. “You know I live for that level of petty academic righteousness. Okay, yeah. I do miss wielding the mighty pen of justice.”

 

“You can even wear your glasses and make judgey faces.”

 

“I always wear my glasses to grade. It’s part of the persona. And, sadly, part of my declining eyesight.”

 

“Exactly. Full aesthetic.”

 

Rio groaned, but her smile was growing. “Fine. It’s a deal. But you better do the story voices. All of them. I want full commitment. Pirate voice, dinosaur voice, sad hedgehog voice—”

 

Agatha raised a hand in protest. “Darling, please. I invented the sad hedgehog voice.”

 

“I’m just saying, the last time you did it, Nicky said the hedgehog one sounded suspiciously like the pirate one.”

 

“That’s his interpretation. Art is subjective.”

 

Rio laughed quietly, it didn’t quite reach full volume but still felt good in her chest. “Okay. Tonight, I grade. You parent. I get to pretend I’m a powerful academic weapon again. And you get to be Mom of the Year with prune fingers and someone else’s spit on your sweater.”

 

“Deal,” Agatha said, extending herher hand across the console.

 

Rio took it with mock formality. “May the odds be ever in your bedtime routine’s favor.”

 

Agatha grinned. “And may your red pen never run dry.”

 

« I’ll use my green one just because. »

 

“That’s my girl.”

 

They drove off into the soft remnants of the storm, the windows fogging up slightly from their soaked clothes and warm laughter. Their fingers found each other again on the center console, and they held hands the whole drive home.

 


 

That night, the house was quieter than usual.

 

Agatha padded into the kitchen in a pair of soft cotton pajama pants and an old university sweatshirt, her towel-dried hair slightly frizzy and haloed in the glow from the overhead light. She carried a neat stack of final essays in both hands and approached the table with mock grandeur.

 

She set them down on Rio’s side with exaggerated reverence. “Your throne awaits, Dr. Vidal,” she declared with a theatrical bow. “May your judgment be swift and your marginalia scathing.”

 

Rio, now warm and dry in black leggings and an oversized maroon sweater that hung off one shoulder, slid into her chair like it was a long-lost lover. She cracked her knuckles with exaggerated flair and shot Agatha a grin.

 

“Finally,” she said. “Something I’m actually good at.”

 

Agatha leaned a hip against the table, arms crossed. “Your pancakes are pretty good too.”

 

Rio waved her off. “Lie to me harder.”

 

They kissed briefly over the table, a warm and grounding touch after the long, emotional day.

 

“Alright,” Agatha said, straightening up. “Go be a nerd. I’ve got the feral ones.”

 

“Amen,” Rio replied, already pulling her glasses out of their case and clicking open her green pen like a surgeon preparing for a delicate operation.

 

As soon as she opened the first paper, her entire body shifted—back straighter, expression sharper, a glimmer of focus tightening her brow. She was no longer just a tired mom in a kitchen chair. She was Dr Rio Vidal, academic enforcer, wielding pedagogical justice and sarcasm in equal measure.

 

Across the house, Agatha turned her attention to the kids with quiet joy. Violet was content in her bouncer again, eyes fluttering sleepily, but Nicky on the other hand, had decided sleep was a lie told to children by evil grown-ups.

 

He was bouncing on the couch facing the kiychen, talking a mile a minute. “So then at recess, Billy said that Tommy said that the neon dino shirt made me look like a rainbow ninja, which is good, Mama, because rainbow ninjas are invisible and colorful at the same time—”

 

Agatha, kneeling to unzip his hoodie and brush curls from his forehead, nodded along with perfect seriousness. “I agree. Very elite combination.”

 

“Right?! And then we played Castle Crashers and I was the dragon again and I made the sound like this—RAAAAAWWWRRRR!” he roared, full-bodied and triumphant.

 

The sound startled Violet, who let out a surprised squeak but didn’t cry. Agatha gave the bouncer a little rhythmic rock with her foot while prying open the fridge one-handed. “Okay, my fearsome dragon, you want your pasta in the shape of wheels or shells?”

 

“Wheels!” Nicky said immediately. “Because they go faster, and I need to power up before bedtime in case of dreams that require action moves.”

 

“Of course you do,” Agatha said, already pulling the Tupperware and microwaving his preferred dream-fuel. “Shells would slow you down.”

 

“They’re for beach and book days. Everyone knows that.”

 

“Obviously.”

 

Agatha moved about the kitchen with the ease of long practice, managing two pots, Violet’s stuffed dragon, and a running commentary from Nicky that somehow included a summary of his art project, a re-enactment of a recess debate, and a five-minute detour about what kind of dragon food he might need to pack for school tomorrow.

 

“…and then I said, ‘But dragons don’t wear soccer shoes, Billy,’ and he said, ‘Well, mine does,’ and then we had to settle it with a foot race—except I was pretending to fly—so it wasn’t really fair but I still won, and look—this part is the best—this is the sun I drew before I added the laser beams—”

 

Agatha nodded along, half-focused but wholly present. “Wow. That’s some seriously high-powered sunshine.”

 

“Right? It’s tactical solar energy. I’m thinking of packing dragon snacks tomorrow in case I get hungry after art.”

 

“What kind of snacks do dragons prefer?” she asked, moving to drain the pasta, bouncing Violet gently as she did.

 

Nicky considered this like it was a serious moral question. “Crunchy stuff. Also cheese.”

 

“Right,” Agatha said solemnly. “Cheddar is essential for magical beasts.”

 

And the wild thing was—she loved it. All of it. The domestic chaos, the pasta steam curling in the air, the baby spit-up on her shirt she hadn’t bothered to change yet. The soundtrack of small voices, clattering plates, and the hum of a house that was full in every way that mattered.

 

The earlier fight with Rio still tugged at the edges of her thoughts, but it had clarified something—cut through the static like lightning through heavy clouds. The truth was, the end of the academic year had been brutal. Meetings, deadlines, papers, demands. She’d been sprinting on a treadmill she couldn’t step off, and somewhere in the race, she’d started to miss this—really miss it.

 

This: the quiet, messy sanctity of home. Caring for their children like nothing else existed. Being someone’s safe place.

 

She was tired, yes. Her feet ached. Her shirt was damp with a bit of pasta sauce she had tried to rinse off. Her brain buzzed with the beginnings of a headache. But this was the good kind of tired—the kind that came not from stress, but from meaning. From purpose.

 

She handed Nicky his plate, kissed his curls when he wriggled in protest, and lifted Violet to rest against her chest. A clean burp cloth draped over her shouldr, she swayed a little on the spot, adjusting her stance to the weight of her daughter and the familiar pull of motherhood’s quiet rhythm.

 

Her gaze drifted toward the kitchen table.

 

Rio hadn’t moved in nearly twenty minutes. She was still in her grading trance, her whole body angled toward the essays like they were speaking directly to her. Her sweater was slipping further off one shoulder, glasses slightly askew, green pen dancing in sharp, purposeful jabs across the pages.

 

Every now and then, Agatha could hear her: a scoff, a snort, a low mutter. “This is actually excellent,” followed by a hum of pleased surprise. Or, more often: “This is not an argument, this is a tweet. A badly written tweet.” Followed by a despairing sigh and an aggressive flourish of her pen.

 

Agatha smiled, warmth spreading across her chest.

 

God, she loved seeing her like this—focused, unburdened, quietly formidable. There was a light in Rio when she graded, a fire she didn’t even notice kindling in herself. Her posture was straighter, her jaw unclenched, her breath coming easier. Like she’d slipped back into the space where her brain stretched out and settled down, where the chaos of parenting and the pressure of being everything to everyone momentarily fell away.

 

Rio was so many things—a mother, a wife, a soft place to land—but she was also a razor-sharp academic with no patience for lazy arguments and a passion for ideas that hadn’t dulled in the slightest. Watching her reclaim that version of herself made Agatha’s heart ache with a fierce kind of tenderness.

 

This was the woman she’d fallen in love with: brilliant, opinionated, half-feral from lack of sleep and still the smartest person in the room.

 

And maybe tomorrow there would be another mess, another fight, another storm. But tonight, they’d made space for each other again. Found their footing. Gave each other back a piece of themselves they hadn’t realized they were missing.

 

And for Agatha, standing barefoot in the kitchen with a dragon-obsessed son and a sleepy baby in her arms, it felt like that might actually be enough.

 

After dinner, Nicky insisted on helping with the dishes—which mostly meant piling forks into precarious stacks and singing his “Rainbow Ninja Song” at the top of his lungs, a performance that involved both interpretive dance and the occasional use of a colander as a helmet. Agatha, with Violet balanced expertly on her hip, kept one eye on him and one hand on the sponge, scrubbing plates while bouncing the baby against her shoulder.

 

“Rainbow ninjas never cry!

They just sparkle when they fly!

In the sky! Where the pie—uh—flies!

 

“That rhyme fell apart quickly,” Agatha noted, rinsing a plate.

 

“Like the pasta you forgot to stir!” Nicky replied triumphantly, clearly proud of his poetic retaliation.

 

She gasped in mock offense, flicking water at him. “Traitor!”

 

Meanwhile, Rio remained at the kitchen table, quietly cocooned in her work. She hadn’t looked up once, her green pen gliding confidently across paper, glasses slipping slightly down the bridge of her nose, her mouth moving in tiny shapes as she read and assessed, read and assessed. Her focus was absolute.

 

Only when she set down the final page with a little sigh and dramatic flourish did she speak. “Done.”

 

Agatha turned, baby in one arm and a slightly sudsy dish towel in the other. Nicky clung to her elbow like a determined barnacle, already mid-ramble about what kind of ninja training he’d need to do before breakfast.

 

“And?” she asked. « How di dit feel ? »

 

“Amazing.” Rio stretched her arms above her head. “A few unmitigated disasters. A handful of secret geniuses. And one paper so dense with metaphors about collapsing structural forms and anti-capitalist rebellion that I might actually plagiarize a line or two for later arguments. »

 

Agatha smirked. “I knew you’d get something out of this. Feeding the beast, you know.”

 

Rio looked at her then—not just with affection, but with gratitude. “Thank you. For tonight. For letting me just… be that part of myself again.”

 

Agatha walked over, brushing a kiss against her temple. “Always. We’re not just mothers, or wives, or professors. We’re everything at once, love. We’re allowed to need all our pieces.”

 

Rio blinked, a little breath caught in her throat.

 

Then a small squawk rose between them.

 

Violet stirred against Agatha’s shoulder, twisting and rooting, her tiny fists flailing in protest of the day’s end.

 

“I’ll nurse her,” Rio said, already reaching.

 

Agatha nodded, passing the baby over. “I’ll start bath time with the dragon.”

 

“RAAAWWRRR!” Nicky roared from the other side of the room, brandishing a spatula like a medieval sword. “I am Soapfire! Ruler of the Bathtub Volcanoes!”

 

“Good luck,” Rio muttered, already tugging off her sweatshirt with Violet fussing against her chest.

 

They split off again, one tending to fussy limbs and lullabies, the other to water fights and dinosaur-shaped bubble bath. The soundtrack of their evening was a beautiful, familiar chaos: baby gurgles, wild bath songs, Agatha’s exaggerated voices narrating an epic about shampoo pirates, and Rio’s soft hums fading into the hush of a darkened room.

 

The storm, both literal and emotional, had passed. There was still messiness in the seams—parenthood was never neat, and neither was marriage—but the balance had retuned. Not perfectly, never perfectly. But honestly. Deliberately. With love layered into every small act: pasta stirred, essays read, hair washed, lullabies sung.

 

Love, and intention, and effort.

 

And later,when the kids were asleep in their rooms, when the dishes were drying quietly in the rack, and when the neat stack of graded finals sat with academic pride on Agatha’s desk—they found each other again.

 

When the house had finally gone still, when every light turned off except the dim amber glow of their bedroom lamp—Rio eased open the door with the softest creak.

 

Agatha was already curled under the blankets, her long hair brushed out and fanned across the pillow like silk. She’d changed into one of her oldest sleep shirts—threadbare, soft, familiar—and her eyes tracked Rio with quiet tenderness that said, We’re okay. I’m okay and you’re okay. Even now. Especially now.

 

Neither of them said anything for a moment.

 

Rio laid on her side, facing her, her expression tentative. “I’m sorry,” she said finally, voice small and thick with leftover tension.  “I shouldn’t have snapped at you. I was just… overwhelmed. And I didn’t know how to say it without falling apart.”

 

Agatha reached across the space between them without hesitation. Her fingers found the curve of Rio’s arm, brushing up and down in slow, grounding strokes. “I know,” she murmured. “And I should’ve seen it. I was so deep in my grading I didn’t notice you were drowning.”

 

Rio let out a breath that hitched near the end. “I didn’t say anything either,” she admitted. “I just kept pushing through it like I always do, thinking if I just made it to the next hour, the next chore, it would get better. But I cracked. And then I took it out on you for not reading my mind, which is… really unfair.”

 

“I don’t need to read your mind,” Agatha whispered. “I just need you to tell me before it gets too loud in your head.”

 

“I know,” Rio said again. “I will. I promise. I’ll try to say something. Even if it’s just ‘I need a second’ or ‘please handle this part today.’ I’ll ask. But I’m really sorry for the way I treated you.”

 

Agatha shifted closer, their foreheads nearly touching now. “And I’ll listen better. I’ll check in more. I won’t assume you’ve got it just because you always do. You don’t have to carry everything just to prove you can.”

 

Rio blinked a few times, emotions flickering behind her eyes. “I guess we’re still learning how to do this part. The chaos part. The parenting-and-working-and-laundry part.”

 

“We’re learning it together,” Agatha murmured. “That’s all that matters.”

 

They were quiet again. But not tense or tired—just full of weight and love. The comfort of being heard and held.

 

You can fall apart in front of me. I’ll be here still.

 

Rio reached up and gently combed her fingers through Agatha’s hair, letting the long strands slip through her hands like silk. She paused to curl one around her finger, holding it there for a moment as if anchoring herself. Her voice, when it came, was soft—half-thought, half-confession.

 

“You know,” she murmured, “every time I get scared we’re slipping into something else—just roommates, co-managers of chaos, two exhausted people passing like ships—I remember this.” She tugged lightly on the strand, then let it go, her hand falling to Agatha’s shoulder. “That we come back. That we choose to come back. That we don’t just survive in it—we fight for us.

 

Agatha’s eyes softened. Her smile was barely there, but it lived more in the way her gaze lingered—warm, steady, unwavering. “I’ll never stop coming back to you,” she said quietly. “No matter how loud the world gets.”

 

Rio blinked at her, her expression full of something fragile and fierce all at once. “I love you,” she whispered, and the words felt small compared to the way they lived in her chest—but it was all she had in that moment.

 

“I love you more,” Agatha replied, brushing a thumb across Rio’s cheekbone.

 

“No way,” Rio said, with a sleepy smile that crumpled into affection as she nuzzled into the curve of Agatha’s neck. “Not even remotely possible.”

 

“Objectively true,” Agatha countered, her voice low and teasing as she tugged Rio in with both arms and rolled onto her back, pulling Rio with her until her wife was lying fully on top of her, cheek pressed to her shoulder. “You’re just emotionally compromised.”

 

Rio huffed a quiet laugh, already halfway to sleep as she burrowed into the familiar weight and warmth of Agatha’s body. “Still biased,” she mumbled. “And your logic’s shaky at best.”

 

“Shhh,” Agatha whispered, kissing her hair. “I win.”

 

They curled into each other like they always did—like the answer at the end of a long, disjointed day. Rio shifted so her back was flush against Agatah’s chest and agatha’s arms went around her waist. Their legs tangled beneath the sheets. Fingers laced lazily, without need or urgency. Their breathing slowed, syncing in soft exhales. Agatha’s lips brushed against Rio’s crown again—unspoken thanks and sorries. And Rio, eyes fluttering shut, traced gentle, wandering circles against Agatha’s forearm with her fingertips.

 

There was no more weight to carry. No sharpness left in the air. No lingering echoes of the fight that had nearly unraveld them earlier.

 

Only this.

 

Only warmth.

 

Only quiet.

 

Only them.

 

They fell asleep like that, limbs intertwined, held by each other and the quiet promise of trying again tomorrow—with more patience, more gentleness, more understanding.

 

They had fought. They had almost cried. They had laughed in the rain.

 

And now, they rested—wrapped in the safety of knowing that no matter how stormy the day, they always found their way home in each other.

 

Back to warmth.

Back to each other.

Back home.

 

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Notes:

Well, it's not often that I write fights...
I wanted them to be both right and wrong at the same time, and I can't even say which side I'm on this time. Like, I get them both.
But anyway, the storm has passed.

Chapter 42: The Hippopotamus

Notes:

This is the nerdiest thing I've ever written, sorry not sorry.
(I hope it won't be too boring)
Also the longest for absolutely no reason. I got too excited and kept going and going (also, I have wayyy too much free time at the moment).

(you can find the poem and my own notes at the end, all interpretations are mine.)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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It was a bright, ordinary end of the year morning. The breakfasr table was full of half-eaten bowls of cereal and the crumpled paper towel Nicky had used to clean the milk he’d spilled and then forgotten about.

 

Violet was curled in Rio’s arms, a content little furnace pressed to her chest, lazily nursing while making soft, delighted gurgles every few seconds.

 

Across from them, Nicky was in full early-morning monologue mode, words tumbling out between bites of cereal as if he’d been bottling them up all night. “And then at science today we’re doing this experiment—Mrs. Owens said we need baking soda and vinegar but I want to add food coloring too, like blue or green, because that makes it more volcano-y, and if you tilt the tray just right, it explodes sideways—”

 

Rio nodded along with the dazed patience of a woman who’d been listening to this kind of chatter since 6:04 a.m. and hadn’t yet had coffee.

 

At the other end of the table, Agatha sat ialready dressed, one hand cradling a mug of lukewarm tea she kept forgetting to sip, the other flipping through her annotated lecture notes like she was piecing together a conspiracy theory. Her hair was loosely twisted back, a pencil stuck haphazardly through the knot. She looked elegant, irritated, and slightly unhinged.

 

She squinted at the scribbled margins where she’d written dense references, cross-textual comparisons, and arguments about The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock. With a sigh, she tapped the back of her pen against her lower lip.

 

“Something’s missing,” she muttered to herself. “There’s a hinge here that won’t close. I’m circling the point, but it’s not cutting. It feels flat. Ugh. I hate when the lecture feels flat.”

 

Nicky, sitting beside her with zero awareness of the literary emergency unfolding, glanced over the rim of his cereal bowl. “Is it the boring poem? The one with the guy who talks to himself forever about… getting old or something?”

 

Agatha didn’t look up. “Technically, yes. It’s that one.”

 

“Then yeah. It’s boring.”

 

“It’s not boring,” Agatha countered, turning a page with more force than necesary. “It’s fragmented. That’s the entire point. He’s not rambling, he’s reflecting a fractured consciousness. Alienation. Modernist despair. It’s brilliant.”

 

Nicky blinked at her. “So… he’s talking to himself on purpose?”

 

“Yes.”

 

“Sounds like me when I can’t find my shoes.”

 

“You’re grounded.”

 

“What?! I’m not even doing anything!”

 

“You insulted Eliot.”

 

Nicky threw his hands in the air. “I don’t even know who Eliot is!”

 

Rio grinned into Violet’s soft hair, rocking her gently. “Eliot is the guy Mama gets mad at when she can’t write a sentence she likes. »

 

Rio then leaned over to peer over Agatha shoulder. “You always do a section on Prufrock, right?” she said. “You could add a close reading of another early poem. Use it to introduce a more focused example of Eliot’s early tension between longing and spiritual ambiguity. It would broaden the groundwork before his conversion to Anglicanism—give the students a better sense of his progression.”

 

Agatha paused mid-sip of her now-cold tea.

 

She blinked at the pages. Then at Rio. Then back again.

 

A slow beat passed. “That… actually works.”

 

Rio smirked, pleased. “Obviously. I was your student, remember?”

 

Agatha gave her a sideways glance, lips twitchinbg. “Regrettably.”

 

Excuse me,” Rio said with mock offense, lightly kicking her shin under the table. “I was brilliant and annoying, and you were impressed the entire time.”

 

“Debatable.”

 

“Liar,” Rio teased, sinking into the chair beside her and shifting Violet into a more upright position, the baby’s head now nestled under her chin. “You only say that because I was right again.

 

Agatha let out a soft, begrudging sound—somewhere between a laugh and a groan—and finally leaned back in her chair, pinching the bridge of her nose. “You’re very smug for someone covered in Cheerio dust.”

 

“It’s not smug if it’s earned,” Rio said, reaching for Agatha’s mug and stealing a sip before grimacing. “God, this is cold. You’re too stubborn to microwave things, now?”

 

“Microwaving ruins the structure of the tea.”

 

“Right,” Rio said dryly, setting the mug back down. “Because structure is the real crisis in this house right now.”

 

Agatha opened her mouth to retort but paused, her gaze lingering on Rio and the soft, sleepy bundle tucked against her chest. Her face softened, that fierce academic focus giving way to something quieter, more affectionate.

 

“You’re still brilliant,” she said finally, almost shyly.

 

Rio turned to her, surprised by the tenderness in her voice.

 

“And you’re still impressed,” she murmured, brushing her nose against Agatha’s cheek.

 

“Deeply,” Agatha admitted, smiling faintly. “Even when you’re full of crumbs and unsolicited feedback.”

 

“Especially then,” Rio added, nuzzling Violet gently before leaning in to press a kiss to Agatha’s temple. “Now go rework your intro, Professor. You’ve got a fragmented consciousness to map out and some symbolism to avenge and I have to offer my other side to the princess.”

 

Agatha snorted. “I married a menace.”

 

“You married up,” Rio replied, already grinning as she stood, heading toward the sink with Violet still cradled close. “You just didn’t know it yet.”

 

From the table, Agatha watched her go with a soft shake of her head, then looked back at her notes.

 

And for the first time that morning, the page didn’t feel flat anymore.

 

She ran a finger along the mardgin, pausing at a cramped sentence in her own handwriting. “Desire interrupted by dread—where to expand?” She tapped her pen against the word expand, then muttered, half to herself, half to the room, “I should make space for that. Maybe I’ll cut the Laforgue bit—too much overlap anyway. And they always tune out by the time I get to him.”

 

She sighed, leaning back in her chair. “God, I wish you could just do it with me.”

 

Across the room, Rio looked up from where she was now expertly nursing Violet again while also trying to finish the lukewarm coffee Agatha had abandoned. Her eyes were bright with mischief, . “Invite me in then, coward.”

 

Agatha stilled.

 

Rio’s voice hadn’t been sharp, but it had weight behind it. A little challenge, a little invitation, and a whole lot of sincerity.

 

And just like that, Agatha was back in the rain with her—soaked to the bone, voices hoarse from fighting but still holding each other together. She remembered how Rio had confessed she missed it—the lecture halls, the conversations that spilled out after class, the rush of finding the perfect line of poetry and cracking it open like a gift. She missed being in the middle of something that wasn’t laundry or nap schedules or soothing colicky cries at 3am. Missed being part of that world, even as she poured everything into their family.

 

Agtha set her pen down. “What would you say if I asked you to join on Zoom for my class?”

 

Rio’s entire face changed. Her eyes widened, then narrowed with delighted disbelief, like she’d just been dared to do something she was already planning on doing.

 

“You serious?” 

 

Before Agatha could even nod, Rio leapt up with an enthusiasm that made Violet squeak in protest and detach mid-nurse. “I thought you’d never ask!”

 

Agatha couldn’t help it—she burst out laughing, instinctively reaching to catch Violet as she squirmed from the abrupt motion. “I didn’t even really ask. You just bulldozed right in, you menace.”

 

Rio was practically bouncing on the balls of her feet now, resettling Violet and kissing the baby’s head as she did. “We’ll choose the best poem. I’ll do it. I’ll be brilliant. We’ll knock their socks off.”

 

“You’re not even wearing a bra.”

 

“I’ll put on a blazer,” Rio said, waving a hand. “It’s a Zoom guest lecture, not the Vatican.”

 

“You’re unbelievable,” Agatha muttered, but there was a smile creeping up her face. A big one. “Fine. You’re in. I’ll pull up the slides and make space for you.”

 

“I’ll bring my slides,” Rio countered dramatically. “Better ones. Cooler fonts. Animated transitions. It’s war.”

 

“Please don’t use animated transitions,” Agatha said dryly. “We’re not fourteen.”

 

“Too late,” Rio sing-songed.

 

Nicky, who had been absorbed in trying to feed Señor Scratchy a chunk of banana (with very little success), looked up with sudden interest. “Are you guys fighting?”

 

“No,” Rio said, crouching to kiss the top of his head while rocking Violet gently. “We’re collaborating.”

 

“Same thing,” Agatha said from behind her mug, grinning, heart lighter than it had been in days.

 

Rio now stood by the sink, barefoot, wild-haired, and vibrating with chaotic excitement, holding their baby against her chest like she was carrying the future itself, speaking softly to her about how “mommy’s going to be so brilliant.”

 

Agatha looked at her—her former student, her wife, her partner, her best argument and strongest thesis—and thought: How could I not want to share the classroom with her again?

 

The memory of Rio in a seminar room—leaning forward in her seat, challenging everything with a wicked grin and a library of knowledge stashed in her back pocket—flashed so clearly it hurt.

 

They hadn’t even chosen a poem yet, and already the lecture felt like it had grown wings. It felt alive.

 

After breakfast, they migrated to the living room. Violet was freshly burped, swaddled in a patterned wrap snug against Rio’s chest, fast asleep with her tiny hand fisted against the hollow of her mother’s collarbone. Nicky sat on the rug in a pile of mismatched toys, still in his pajamas, talking to himself in whispered urgency as he built an elaborate tower from big kids wooden blocks (--> look up if Kaplas are an international thing) and narrated an epic battle between dragons, dinosaurs, and at least one confused robot astronaut.

 

Agatha had her laptop open on the coffee table and the hefty volume of The Collected Poems of T.S. Eliot spread open beside her. Rio sat down with a fresh cup of tea, legs tucked under her on the couch, eyes gleaming with a very specific kind of chaotic academic glee.

 

“So,” Agatha began, flipping through the worn pages, “we’ll still open with Preludes. That sets the tone. Urban decay, spiritual drift, fragmented time. Classic Eliot. But if you’re joining for real, we should split the focus. Do we do Rhapsody on a Windy Night after? Or Portrait of a Lady?”

 

Rio made a face like she’d tasted something sour. “Ugh, not Portrait. It’s just a guy being passive-aggressive about tea and women’s voices echoing down empty stairwells. We’ll bore them to death.”

 

Agatha glanced at her over the rim of her glasses. “It’s modernist alienation and gender anxiety, actually. And you used to love that poem.”

 

“I was twenty-something and full of pretension,” Rio shot back. “I’ve matured.”

 

Agatha snorted. « It was two years ago. »

 

“Let’s do A Game of Chess instead,” Rio continued, eyes gleaming. “We can keep Preludes for context, but A Game of Chess—oh, come on. It’s strange and angular and completely unhinged in the best way. They won’t know what hit them. And it’s part of the Waste Land so it’s a classic.”

 

“That’s one of the most complicated poems in the entire collection,” Agatha said, raising an eyebrow. “And you want to do it with second years?”

 

Rio tilted her head, mock offended. “Yes and? I blieve in them.”

 

“And I don’t have time to rewrite my entire lecture just to cater to your stylistic chaos.”

 

“You’re so boring,” Rio said, lovingly dramatic as ever, shifting Violet gently and cradling her head. “You’re the kind of professor who says, Well, I just want them to get the basics first. Where’s the flair? Where’s the glitter?”

 

“Where’s the logic?”

 

“It’s overrated,” Rio muttered into her mug.

 

From the floor, Nicky looked up, holding two thin wooden slates together like they were about to detonate. “You guys sound like supervillains.”

 

“We are,” Rio said without missing a beat, reaching down to tousle his hair. “But only the sexy kind.”

 

Agatha nearly spit out her coffee.

 

She looked over at Rio again—rumpled, brilliant, unapologetically chaotic—and thought, Thank God she’s mine.

 

And thank God she’s coming to class.

 

They went back and forth, back and forth. Agatha suggested The Boston Evening Transcript, Rio countered with Morning at the Window. Agatha wanted to touch on Animula, Rio rolled her eyes and said no one needed a lecture that felt like a funeral. Violet stayed asleep, unaffected. Nicky’s tower fell over three times.

 

Then came the real battle: whether or not A Cooking Egg was absurdly delightful or just absurd, or good enough for a Zoom lecture. Agatha found its dry wit “charmingly grotesque.” Rio accused it of being “a fever dream with bad lighting.” They got louder. Wilder. At one point, Agatha actually stood up to demonstrate the rhythm she was arguing for. Rio cackled so hard she nearly woke the baby.

 

Eventually, they both groaned in unison and slumped dramatically into the couch cushions. Agatha tipped her head against Rio’s shoulder with a sigh.

 

“We are the worst co-teachers,” she muttered.

 

Rio’s voice was muffled behind her coffee mug. “No. We’re just brilliant people with deeply incompatible aesthetics.”

 

“That sounds worse.”

 

“Okay, fine. Maybe…” Rio sat up straighter, her eyes suddenly alight. “Maybe we delegate.”

 

Agatha blinked. “Delegate to whom?”

 

Nicky looked up, sensing his opportunity. “To me?”

 

Rio beamed. “To you.”

 

Agatha sat up, skeptical but smiling. “You want to let our seven-year-old choose which Eliot poem we teach to a room full of second-year literature students?”

 

“Yes.”

 

“Okay.”

 

There was a beat of silence.

 

Then Nicky gasped. “Can I really choose what you’re going to teach?”

 

Both women turned to him with exaggerated solemnity. Agatha nodded once. “You may. Use your power wisely, young padawan.”

 

Nicky scrambled to his feet and ran over to them, nearly tripping over his blanket cape. Rio handed him the massive Eliot collection. He took carefully, both hands wrapped around the cover, eyes wide.

 

“It’s a really big book,” he whispered.

 

“It is,” Rio said solemnly, barely hiding her amusement. “You’re choosing a very important poem. Think of it like casting a magic spell. You’ve got to pick the right one.”

 

Nicky dropped dramatically onto his stomach on the rug, flipping the pages with the uncoordinated care of a boy handling a spellbook he couldn’t fully read. He squinted at the titles, mouthing the words slowly and carefully, sometimes mumbling them under his breath like an incantation.

 

“Uh… The Love Song of J. Al… Alfred… P-p… Prune-frock?”

 

“Close enough,” Agatha said, biting the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing.

 

“Rrhh—Rhapsody on a… Windy… Night… Méladge… Mélange… adult… adult-er… wait, that doesn’t sound like a real word.”

 

Agatha leaned over his shoulder, squinting at the page. “That’s because it’s French, baby. Weird language, I know. Trust me, I had to read Théophile Gautier once. Nearly started bleeding from the eyes.”

 

Rio, who was half curled on the couch beside Agatha with aher mostly-empty coffee mug balanced on one knee and Violet dozing against her chest, let out a soundless laugh so intense her whole body shook. She was clearly dying. Her hand clamped over her mouth as she mouthed, bleeding from the eyes behind Nicky’s back. "Poor Théophile."

 

Unfazed, Nicky pressed on, flipping pages with solemn purpose. His eyes darted over titles—some he muttered, some he whispered, and some he simply gave up on halfway through. Then, suddenly, he froze.

 

And gasped.

 

He sat up like he’d discovered a treasure.

 

The Hippopotamus!” he cried, his finger jabbing at the page. “This one. That’s the one!”

 

Agatha blinked. “You want us to teach The Hippopotamus?”

 

“Yes!” Nicky nodded so hard it shook his curls. “It sounds awesome. Hippos are the best. They’re big and they stomp and they can crush a watermelon with their teeth. That’s a poem.”

 

Rio arched an eyebrow, smug. “Honestly? Not a bad choice. That poem is kind of brilliant. It’s got satire, religion, philosophy… and a hippo. What more do you want?”

 

Agatha blinked again, slower this time. “It’s also completely deranged.”

 

“That’s a compliment,” Rio said brightly, shifting Violet slightly to free a hand so she could flip open the book herself. “It’s full of clever stuff—layers of spiritual critique, subtle irony, a parody of transcendence. The kids will eat it up.”

 

“They’re undergrads, not zoo interns,” Agatha muttered.

 

“Same thing,” Rio quipped. “But with more caffeine and existential dread.”

 

Agatha sighed and turned to Nicky, who was now bouncing in place, visibly vibrating with pride. “At least it’ll be memorable,” she muttered, flipping to the poem.

 

Yes!!” Nicky threw both arms in the air like he’d just scored a goal in the World Cup. “My poem wins! I am the literature boss!

 

“I’m putting your name in the footnotes and the acknowledgments,” Rio said solemnly. “Nicholas Harkness-Vidal: Prince of Poetry, Lord of Hippos, Heir to the Great Book Kingdom.”

 

Nicky puffed out his chest like a small emperor, then bolted off to the kitchen to retrieve a juice box to commemorate his historic contribution to modernist scholarship.

 

Agatha looked at the page again and snorted. “Fine. We teach The Hippopotamus. I’ll do the serious frame— ritual parody, ecclesiastical imagery like the Blood of the Lamb stuff, the theological bite.”

 

“And I’ll take care of the hippo’s absurdity, the grotesque body, and the subtle descent into chaos and mocked ascension,” Rio said, grinning with delight. “You know. The fun part.”

 

Agatha shook her head affectionately. “Of course you will.”

 

 this lecture was going to be one for the books.

 


 

Once the lesson plan was settled and Nicky had galloped away to finish building his Lego “Hippo Castle,” Agatha glanced at the clock and sighed. Time to get moving. She gently closed the Eliot anthology and stood, stretching out her arms above her head before scooping up her leather satchel from the back of the couch.

 

Rio was already halfway up the stairswhen she called over her shoulder, “Babe! I have nothing to wear.”

 

Agatha, amused, followed her voice to the base of the stairs. “You’re literally Zooming into a college classroom from our bedroom. You could wear a ballgown or a potato sack and nobody would care. You’re the one who said it wasn’t the Vatican.”

 

“I would care! I would judge!” Rio called back dramatically. “Do you want your guest lecturer to look like she doesn’t know what decade she’s in?”

 

Agatha shook her head, the fondest smile tugging at her lips. She made her way upstairs to say goodbye properly, finding Rio in their bedroom already rifling through hangers with her free hand. She looked deadly serious about it, brow furrowed like this was a United Nations summit. Violet remained snoozing peacefully in her wrap, utterly unbothered by her mother’s existential fashion crisis.

 

“Just put on that green sweater you wore at the conference when you were defending yoyr PhD,” Agatha offered, leaning against the doorframe. “You looked dangerously competent in it. I think three grad students tried to propose to you.”

 

Rio scoffed, pulling out a blouse and holding it up to herself over Violet in the mirror before tossing it onto the bed. “That was when I was still technically enrolled. Now I need to look like a colleague, not like an enthusiastic stray you picked up from the quad.”

 

“I did pick you up from the quad,” Agatha reminded her, eyes glinting.

 

“Don’t remind me.” But Rio was already pulling out the sweater. « I was feral back then. »

 

Agatha stepped close and reached out to fix a bit of Violet’s wrap, fingers lingering at Rio’s waist. “You’re going to do amazing, Dr. Rio No-Middle-Name Vidal,” Agatha said, voice low and fond, teasing but full of pride.

 

Rio looked up at her, brows pulling together in a soft frown. “Hey,” she protested, lips quirking. “No middle-name jokes. It’s a sore subject. I was robbed.”

 

Agatha chuckled, brushing a strand of hair away from Rio’s face, her fingers tucking it gently behind her ear. “You were not robbed. You were spared.” Her touch lingered just a second longer than it had to. “And for the record,” she added, lowering her voice, “I’m the only one allowed to make fun of it. Privilege of being your wife.”

 

Rio’s frown melted almost immediately, her eyes going soft in that way that always made Agatha feel like the ground had tilted slightly beneath her. "Maybe I'll ask Lilia to give me one." Her breath caught—just a little—as Agatha leaned in and pressed a kiss to her forehead, right at the place where her thoughts lived.

 

“And,” Agatha murmured against her skin, “you’re about to be very professorial.”

 

“Oh, I’m going to be extremely professorial,” Rio said, the fire returning to her voice. “I’m going to radiate intellectual authority and maternal charisma. I’ll be irresistible.”

 

Agatha grinned. “You already are.”

 

Rio narrowed her eyes in mock warning. “Don’t flirt with me when I’m in my power pose, Harkness.”

 

Agatha kissed her again, quick and mischievous this time, and whispered, “Too late.”

 

Rio melted for a second. Just a second. “Okay. Okay, you’re right. We’ll do the green sweater. Blazer or no blazer?”

 

Agatha gave her a long look. “You’re sitting donwn. On a Zoom call. Likely with a baby strapped to your chest unless Violet decides to nap like a civilized person.”

 

“Yes,” Rio said, already turning back to the closet. “But I want the energy of a woman who could chair a department meeting at nine and still whip up a risotto by six. A vision. A legend.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow. “You don’t know how to make risotto.”

 

“I could learn. In a crisis.”

 

“You once boiled pasta for forty minutes and called it ‘texturally experimental.’”

 

“I stand by that.” Rio pulled the sweater off its hanger and held it. “Besides, I’m not going for culinary accuracy. I’m going for aesthetic.

 

Agatha shook her head, grinning. “You’re also wearing spit-up, by the way.”

 

Rio paused and looked down at her shoulder. “Cursed emblem of motherhood,” she muttered. “No one tells you how frequently you’ll be marked for life by yogurt-colored bodily fluids.”

 

From downstairs came the unmistakable crash of something plastic, followed by Nicky shouting, “IT WAS ON PURPOSE!”

 

Agatha and Rio both froze.

 

Agatha raised her eyebrows. “I think the hippo rebellion has begun.”

 

Rio grinned. “What if I mess it up and panic and tell your students that T.S. Eliot once fought a hippo in hand-to-hand combat?”

 

“Then I’ll grade them on how convincingly they refute your claim using peer-reviewed sources.”

 

Rio snorted, holding back a laugh so she wouldn’t wake Violet. Agatha kissed her cheek next, then her lips. “See you on the screen, my love.”

 

Rio sighed like a swooning heroine. “God, if we weren’t already married, I’d propose right here right now.”

 

Agatha grabbed her bag again and shook her head with a chuckle. “And I’d say yes again.”

 

On her way downstairs, Agatha found Nicky already sitting on the hallway bench, rainboots on and backpack upside down, but beaming with anticipation for the day. He spotted Agatha and practically jumped to his feet.

 

“Did Mom pick a gown?”

 

“Not a gown,” Agathaa said. “But you have three minutes to convince her to wear your frog hat before we leave.”

 

“Yesssss, that would be so funny,” he whispered and he ran upstairs already shouting for mom to wear the hat. “MOM, WEAR MY FROG HAT! IT’LL MAKE YOU LOOK PROFESSIONAL AND POWERFUL!”

 

Three minutes later, Nicky came back downstairs, a bounce in his step, followed by Rio with Nicky’s hat on her head.

 

Rio called from the third step, “Love you, kiddo! Be good today!”

 

“Love you too! Don’t let the hippos bite!” he shouted back over his shoulder as he turned to grab Agatha’s hand. “And wear the hat, Mom! It makes you look like a cool professor who knows how to do potions and also beatboxing!”

 

Agatha chuckled, holding the door open as he skipped outside. “You hear that?” she called back to Rio. “You’re now a beatboxing potions expert. Congratulations on your promotion.”

 

Rio bowed deeply. “I’ll try not to let the power go to my head.”

 

The door closed behind them, rain boots squelching gently on the damp porch. Nicky adjusted his backpack with pride—still upside down—and immediately launched into a monologue about whether hippos had their own version of heaven, and if so, were they allowed to bring snacks.

 

Agatha listened with patient amusement, gently tightening his raincoat hood and tucking in a rogue curl. Rain in the air, a baby asleep upstairs, her wife somewhere inside in a frog hat and a green sweater, and her son skipping ahead in squeaky boots, debating amphibious theology.

 

Upstairs, Rio stood still for a moment in front of the closet mirror. Violet’s tiny breaths warmed her collarbone, ticxkling and soft. The frog hat sat a little crooked on her head, too small for her head, and the sleeves of the green sweater still had a faint line from where they’d been folded since the last conference. She brushed her fingertips down one cuff, smiling at her reflection.

 

One hour. One lecture. And still—her pulse fluttered like it used to back in grad school. Not from nerves. From something better. Like recognition and anticipation.

 

With a breath, she adjusted the frog hat slightly, stood a little taller, and whispered to Violet, “Ready to go teach poetry, little moonflower?”

 

Violet made a tiny sigh in her sleep.

 

Rio smiled.

 

“Me too.”

 


 

In the tall, sun-drenched lecture hall of the English Department, Agatha stood at the front of the room. Her long brown hair was twisted into a precise low bun, a few wisps catching the light like bronze threads and a deep red blouse peeked out from beneath her tailored black blazer.

 

Beside her, an ever-present cup of lukewarm coffee sat like a resigned co-pilot on the desk, next to a carefully annotated stack of notes and a hardcover edition of Selected Eliot.

 

She adjusted her glasses and let her gaze sweep the room, taking in the familiar cast of characters that made up her most chaotic second-year seminar.

 

Sophia sat front and center, already scribbling notes with military precision, though class hadn’t technically started. Max was three seats back, sprawled across his chair like he’d been poured into it, eyes half-lidded, expression faintly haunted—probably from whatever all-nighter he’d pulled. Nina was whispering something to Josh, whose grin stretched so wide it immediately implicated him in whatever scheme was underway. Emma sat upright, as if bracing for somthing she might accidentally say. And Liam—perpetually horizontal—was lazily twirling a pen between his fingers like it was a cigarette in a noir film. The usual suspects, hidden in the sea of students. The beautiful mess of it all made Agatha’s chest ache with quiet affection.

 

She tapped her notes with one deliberate finger. Today,” she began, her voice cutting gently through the ambient noise, “we’re diving into a rather specific strain of irony in early Modernist poetry.”

 

A few pens stilled. Heads turned. The air sharpened by one degree.

 

“We’ve already wrestled with the melancholy wit of Prufrock, and last week you all survived the existential fog of Gerontion. So let’s take a step sideways now—let’s talk about what happens when irony grows teeth. When it gets… beastly.”

 

A few students exchanged curious glances. Sophia’s brow furrowed, her pen pausing mid-stroke.

 

Agatha’s mouth twitched, just slightly. “And before you all spiral into zoological despair—no, I’m not assigning a zoo-themed final.” Her eyes flicked to Max, who immediately looked like he was trying to calculate the academic consequences of turning in a sonnet about penguins. “Though, full disclosure, I am now tempted.”

 

Laughter bubbled through the room, light and genuine.

 

She reached for her laptop, fingers tapping the keyboard with ease. A few quick clicks, and the projector screen behind her flickered to life, illuminating the room with a slide that read: T.S. Eliot’s “The Hippopotamus” and the Body of Satire.

 

“But today’s not just about the poem,” Agatha said, folding her arms, eyes scanning the class with a conspiratorial gleam. “Today’s a little special and a treat for you and me. You see, for the past week, someone in my household has been delivering wildly impassioned mock lectures over spaghetti dinners every night.”

 

Agatha paced once across the front of the room, her heels soft against the worn wooden floor. “So, in the spirit of shared brilliance and because she wouldn’t stop until I let her do this—today, we’re welcoming a guest speaker.”

 

A ripple of whispers broke out instantly.

 

“Is it Vidal?” Emma whispered to Nina.

 

“Shh,” Sophia hissed, elbowing her like someone who respected both literature and drama.

 

Agatha didn’t answer right away. She just smirked, letting the suspense simmer for one more beat. Then, slowly, she gestured to the projector, where a Zoom window was already open in the corner—muted and dark for now.

 

“You may remember her,” Agatha said, casually leaning back against the desk. “She once singlehandedly derailed a discussion on Modernism’s early influences by comparing poetry to ballet and modern dance and then somehow made it work. She also folds laundry like she’s defending a dissertation and recently gave birth, which I’m told makes her even more powerful.”

 

She clicked once more, the familiar chime of a video call ringing out through the lecture hall—bright and unmistakable, like a doorbell to another world.

 

“I decided it was either this,” Agatha said dryly, glancing at her class, “or endure one more unsolicited monologue about enjambment while trying to eat a piece of cheesecake in peace.”

 

A beat. “So I’ve officially put her to work so I get my kitchen back. Fair trade.”

 

That got a round of laughter. Sophia cracked a tiny smile without pausing her note-taking, and Josh leaned forward like something fun was about to happen, which, in this class, was statistically likely whenever Agatha got that particular glint in her eye.

 

Then the screen blinked, and there she was.

 

Rio appeared on the projector in a bright, cheerful frame of their home office softly lit with the warm gold of late morning sun spilling across bookcases, a hanging plant trailing from a high shelf. She was framed in that slightly chaotic, unmistakably lived-in beauty that made studennts immediately sit up straighter--not because she was intimidating, but because she looked like she was about to be interesting.

 

Her dark hair was down and a little unruly, one loose curl bouncing near her cheek as she waved at the camera. A forest-green sweater hugged her shoulders, faintly stretched at the collar in a way that said it had seen both lectures and midnight feeds. And curled into her lap in a sleepy little bundle was baby Violet… wearing Nicky’s infamous frog hat.

 

“Hi nerds,” Rio beamed, grinning wildly. “Did you miss me?”

 

Agatha didn’t bother hiding her grin this time. She looked at the screen, then at the class, and said simply, “Class, meet Dr. Vidal. Back by unpopular demand in our household, but tremendous enthusiasm from all of you. She’s here for one day only. Brace yourselves.”

 

The class erupted into scattered greetings and delighted laughter. Max raised both arms in salute. Nina waved furiously at the screen and Emma clapped her hands like they were at a surprise party.

 

Violet gave a sleepy gurgle and Rio glanced down quickly, adjusting the wrap slightly to keep the baby snuggled. “Sorry,” she cooed. “Co-lecturer’s here too. She’s a little drowsy, but very opinionated.”

 

Agatha let out a quiet laugh, one she didn’t try to mask. “She better be on-topic.”

 

“Oh, she is. Very firm stance on religious symbolism in hippopotamuses.”

 

Another wave of laughter moved through the class. Liam whispered something to Josh, who nearly snorted into his hoodie sleeve.

 

Agatha looked toward the class, then back at her wife on the screen. “Whenever you’re ready, Dr. Vidal.”

 

Rio gave the class a gleaming smile, clearly thriving already. “Brace yourselves, folks. We’re going to talk about satire, spirituality, and why hippos are a better metaphor for institutional hypocrisy than you’ve ever dreamed.”

 

“God help us,” Emma muttered reverently.

 

“And God help the Church,” Rio quipped without missing a beat, cracking open the collected poems of T.S. Eliot with one hand while her other gently cradled Violet’s slumbering form. The baby gave a small sigh, frog hat slightly askew, utterly unbothered by the imminent literary takedown.

 

“Let’s go,” Rio added, voice low and theatrical, like she was about to deliver a monologue in a one-woman play about divine reckoning and colonial bureaucracy.

 

“Right,” Agatha said, surveying the class. “Let’s get into it. 1917. World War I has torn through Europe. The old moral order has collapsed under the weight of trench warfare, mechanized slaughter, and meaningless death. Faith—in leaders, in institutions, in God—is fractured. This is the context in which Eliot writes The Hippopotamus.

 

Josh leaned forward. Sophia’s pen was already underlining the date in her notes.

 

“By this point,” Agatha continued, “Eliot had already published Prufrock, where he plays with detachment, doubt, and the paralysis of modern man. But in The Hippopotamus, he moves from introspection to direct mockery—weaponizing irony to expose what he saw as the spiritual rot of the Christian Church.”

 

“And Eliot, being Eliot,” Rio added, cutting in with fluid ease, “didn’t come right out and scream it. He dressed it up in something absurd. This is a poem that mocks the institutional High Holy Church by setting it against this massive, fleshy animal, and basically says: ‘Hey, guess which one actually ascends to heaven?’”

 

A few students flipped pages back to the poem. Max gave a quiet “okay,” and Liam twirled his pen with more intent than before.

 

“It’s funny,” Agatha said, her brow lifting slightly, “but also brutal. Eliot’s satire here is scalpel-sharp. The hippo is ridiculous, yes, but honest in its ridiculousness. It lumbers through the world caked in mud, while the Church—elevated, pristine—is shown as hollow, performing sanctity while being just as messy underneath.”

 

“Exactly,” Rio agreed. “And don’t forget—this was written in a time when mocking the Church, even obliquely, was not a career-safe move but also quit trendy. Eliot wasn’t just being cheeky. He was angry and confused.”

 

A small pause followed. Then Rio smiled and said, “Also, full disclosure—our son picked this poem.”

 

Several heads turned, a few eyebrows raised.

 

“He flipped through the book like a little critic and landed on the word ‘hippopotamus.’ Said it sounded cool,” Rio said, with an exaggerated shrug. “Academic rigor, obviously.”

 

That got a round of laughter. Max muttered, “Honestly, same,” and Nina elbowed him. Emma scribbled something furiously in her notebook—possibly notes, possibly another poem, possibly fanart.

 

“Anyway,” Agatha said, smoothing the edge of her notes and glancing over the rims of her glasses, “before we pull this apart, let’s hear it out loud. Miss Carter?”

 

Emma’s head jerked up like someone had just called on her in a dream. “Me?”

 

“You’ve got the voice for it,” Agatha replied, arching one brow with playful authority. 

 

Emma rolled her shoulders back like she was about to walk on stage.

 

“Well,” she said grandly, picking up her copy of the poem. “If I must.”

 

She cleared her throat with theatrical flourish, arranged her posture and launched in.

 

The broad-backed hippopotamus / Rests on his belly in the mud…

 

But she didn’t just read—she performed. With a dramatically puffed-up voice and a wildly fake British accent that would’ve made the BBC blush, she delivered each line like she was a baroness reading scripture aloud to a council of lords. By the second stanza, the class was snickering behaind their hands.

 

« … While the True Church can never fail / For it is based upon a rock. »

 

On the projector screen, Rio was clearly losing it. Her camera jostled as she clutched her side, trying not to laugh too loudly with Violet still sleeping soundly on her chest. “Oh my God,” she whispered, eyes gleaming with joy. “This is the BBC meets Monty Python.”

 

Even Agatha, who had a talent for stern composure, brought a hand to her mouth to mask her grin.

 

“Keep going, Lady Emma,” Rio encouraged through giggles. “We’re all spiritually enriched.”

 

Emma gave a mock-curtsy. “As you wish, Reverend Doctor.”

 

She continued on, giving the rest of the poem the full treatment When she reached the final, crushing lines « He shall be washed as white as snow, / By all the martyr'd virgins kist, / While the True Church remains below / Wrapt in the old miasmal mist » she gave it her all, intoning “martyr’d virgins” with tearful devotion and clutching her heart as she described the True Church “wrapt in the old miasmal mist.” Then, just after the final line, she straightened her back, spread her arms like wings, and mimed a majestic, slow-motion takeoff into the heavens—complete with soft “whoosh” sound effects.

 

The class erupted in applause. Emma bowed low, flourishing her copy of the poem. “Thank you, thank you. I’ll be here all of next semester.”

 

“Ten out of ten,” Josh muttered. “No notes.”

 

Agatha was laughing softly now, even as she regained her composure. “Thank you, Miss Carter. I’m not sure Eliot would approve, but the rest of us certainly do.”

 

“Eliot can roll in his grave. I stand by it,” Emma said solemnly, taking her seat again like a martyr for the holy cause of comedy.

 

On the screen, Rio was still snikcering. “That was genuinely inspired. I feel like we’ve all ascended a little. Honestly, we could just end the lecture here.”

 

“Please don’t,” Sophia deadpanned, though her voice was amused. “I actually studied.”

 

“Fine, fine,” Agatha said, amused. “Back to the mud, all of you.”

 

The students settled back into their seats, still smiling, the last of the laughter trailing off. Violet, curled up peacefully against Rio’s sweater, gave a soft, sleepy snuffle like she approved too.

 

“Now,” Agatha said, walking around the front of the desk to lean back against it, “let’s break it apart. What do you notice about how Eliot frames the hippo versus the church? The language, the tone, the imagery?”

 

Hands shot up. The real discussion was beginning—sparked by satire, carried by rhythm, and warmed by the comfort of two professors perfectly in sync, even from miles apart.

 

Agatha crossed one leg over the other, her fingertips pressed together in thought. “Let’s look at the first stanza again. What does Eliot do right from the start?”

 

The broad-backed hippopotamus / Rests on his belly in the mud…” she repeated, eyes scanning the line as if she were laying it on an altar. “It’s earthy. Humble. Low to the ground. Alliterative. There’s a heavy, almost comic physicality to it. And yet, it’s not mocking. It’s oddly reverent. The hippo isn’t ridiculous—he’s still. Heavy. Present. There’s something oddly majestic about the hippo’s stillness, the way it absorbs the world.”

 

Rio nodded, still from on the screen, swaying slightly as she instinctively rocked Violet. “The rhythm and meter, too—it’s a regular iambic tetrameter, mostly. It hums like a hymn. It’s the kind of rhythm we associate with moral authority, scripture, ceremony. But here it’s attached to… a giant animal wallowing in mud. Eliot’s already twisting expectations.”

 

“Like satire disguised as Sunday school,” Emma offered, still glowing slightly from her earlier performance.

 

“Exactly,” Rio said, grinning. “It lures you in with rhyme and rhythm. Then it bites.”

 

Agatha smiled. “Let’s talk tone. Eliot starts with something that feels almost devotional. And yet, the deeper you go, the more you feel the tension rising beneath the surface. He’s not describing just any hippo—he’s crafting a foil. A creature that’s absurd and yet… spiritually superior.”

 

Emma raised her hand again, eyebrows drawn. “He says the hippo is ‘washed clean’ by ‘the Blood of the Lamb.’ That’s baptismal language, isn’t it? He’s using biblical imagery for this muddy animal.”

 

“Exactly, baptismal and apocalyptic” Agatha said, smiling. “It’s a parody of sanctification. The natural, muddy creature is blessed by divine forces. Meanwhile, as we go through the stanzas, the church—represented by stone and structure and elaborate rituals—starts to feel less divine and more artificial.”

 

Rio picked it up seamlessly. “And if you notice, Eliot’s language becomes more mockingly grand when he shifts focus to the church. First the Church is solid as "a rock”--a Bible reference, by the way--, then it is idle, then it revels in other earthly sins like gluttony but is still convinced they’re “one with God”. There’s something cold and sterile in how he describes the institution and the gap between the actions described the reaction expected.”

 

Josh raised his hand, bouncing in his seat a bit. “But the hippo just chills in mud and still gets into heaven?”

 

“Right,” Rio said with a grin. “Eliot’s saying: Maybe God doesn’t care about vestments or incense or marble halls. Maybe spiritual integrity looks like mud. Maybe salvation belongs to the real, the grotesque, the flesh, the humble and honest.”

 

Sophia scribbled something down in her notebook, murmuring to herself, and Agatha tilted her head toward her. “What do you think, Miss Kennedy?”

 

Sophia looked up. “He’s weaponizing irony. The structure of the poem builds trust—you think you’re in safe hands, reading something whimsical. But by the end, he’s exposing a lie. That the Church is the path to heaven. When really, it’s just floating in its own illusions.”

 

Rio smiled proudly from the screen. « Yes. Exactly. »

 

Agatha leaned against the desk again, scanning the room. “This poem is one of Eliot’s earliest critiques of organized religion. But underneath the satire, there’s a deeper pulse—one that’s theological, yes, but also deeply philosophical. He’s not just mocking the Church. He’s asking where holiness actually lives. He’s toying with the notion that the sacred might be found in the profane.”

 

Liam looked thoughtful. “So… Eliot’s saying the church is hollow?”

 

Agatha turned her gaze to him. “Not just hollow,” she said, her voice gentle but precise. “He’s saying it’s deluded. The hippo, for all its absurdity, knows what it is. It wallows. It rests. It doesn’t pretend. Mud knows it’s mud. But the Church? It’s covered in symbols, ritual, grandeur—it believes itself transcendent. And in Eliot’s eyes, that belief has become the very thing that damns it.”

 

She unfolded her arms, gesturing lightly with one hand. “He ends the poem with the most brutal irony of all—when heaven opens its gates, the great, heavy, ridiculous hippopotamus ascends… and the Church remains, mired in the same self-righteous fog it created.”

 

On the screen, Rio tapped the open book with her pen, her brow raised. “And there’s another layer, one that’s easy to miss if you don’t bring in the historical context. Eliot wrote this in the shadow of the British Empire, when Church and state were tangled together in power. He’s not just critiquing theology—he’s critiquing colonialism. The Church wasn’t just preaching; it was still expanding, converting, dominating. Look at the third and fourth stanza and the mention of how the Church ‘never need stir’ to reach the fruits form ‘over sea’. There’s an imperial laziness there—this idea of distant fruits delivered effortlessly, riches gathered without movement.”

 

She flipped a few pages back for emphasis. “Contrast that with the hippo—who must strain, strive to collect the fruits of its labor, exist entirely in the physical world. The hippo works for it. Lives in the muck, but labors. That, Eliot suggests, is closer to grace.”

 

Max blinked. “So you’re saying the hippo is, like, a symbol of resistance?”

 

Rio smiled. “Not in the modern political sense, maybe, but yes. It resists hierarchy. It resists the idea that something has to perform holiness in order to be sacred. It just is. And in that being, in that bodily truth, Eliot lets it rise.”

 

Agatha nodded, her expression thoughtful. “There’s something radical in that. Eliot could’ve chosen a lamb. A dove. Something traditionally spiritual. But no—he chooses the hippo. A heavy, awkward, ridiculous creature. And in doing so, he reframes what ascension means.”

 

Students were scribbling furiously now. Several were flipping between stanzas, eyes narrowed, highlighters flying. Sophia had underlined half the page, jaw set with concentration. Josh looked between his notes and the screen as if trying to align two puzzle pieces. Nina mouthed the lines under her breath, trying to internalize the rhythm.

 

Violet let out a tiny sigh on Rio’s lap, and Rio instinctively adjusted the wrap and kissed her forehead, her touch tender and automatic. That moment of softness contrasted sharply—and beautifully—with the sharp, intellectual heat in her voice.

 

They moved stanza by stanza, pulling apart metaphors and double meanings—the muddy grace that echoed baptism, the imperial entitlement implied in the Church’s ease, the tonal shift from warmth to scorn as the poem unfolded. Agatha framed the cultural and literary backdrop, her language sharp as glass. Rio filled the spaces with passion, turning dry lines into fire.

 

When one paused, the other picked it up. When one asked a question, the other made it glow.

 

They weren’t just teaching. They were dancing.

 

And they kept going.

 

“So,” Rio said, softly now, brushing a strand of hair from her face as if it helped her think, “what if Eliot is suggesting that what we consider sacred—these traditions, these cathedrals, these rituals—what if they’re just mist? Layers of meaning we’ve poured onto something that doesn’t ascend with us?”

 

Agatha’s eyes were on the class, but her voice was low and clear. “And maybe the thing that rises—the thing that’s real—is the body. The animal. The flawed, unpolished soul. Free from performance. Free from artifice.”

 

No one moved for a moment. Then Nina whispered, “This is so much better than last week’s seminar.”

 

Josh nodded. “I’m never looking at a hippo the same way again.”

 

The class burst out laughing—and Agatha and Rio grinned at each other across the screen, utterly in sync.

 

The students quickly caught onto the rhythm between them, the rhythm that came from years of talking about poetry over dinner, in the car, while folding laundry, or half-asleep on the couch or in bed with two babies nestled between them.

 

Rio would go big, always first—swinging her metaphors wide like cathedral doors, drawing the students into vast, imaginative spaces heavy with abstraction and tension. She spoke in arcs, in skies, in flame. Her mind danced through the poem like she was hearing it for the first time. And just when the ideas seemed on the verge of floating away entirely—too heady, too luminous—Agatha would step in, crisp and composed, folding them back into time and space. She offered historical grounding, structural clarity, and a surgical precision that snapped meaning into focus like a lens being dialed in.

 

It wasn’t just teaching. It was jazz. Rio riffed, Agatha resolved. And they did it so seamlessly, the class leaned forward like they were watching a live duet.

 

Rio had just reread the first stanza again, voice warm and lilting as she worked through the rhythm:

 

« The broad-backed hippopotamus / Rests on his belly in the mud, / Although he seems so firm to us / He is merely flesh and blood. »

 

Then she kept going on the first two lines of every stanza. « ‘Flesh-and-blood is weak and frail, / Susceptible to nervous shock;’ or ‘At mating time the hippo's voice / Betrays inflexions hoarse and odd,’ »

 

She paused, lifting one eyebrow. “See? Eliot doesn’t just describe the hippo — he protects it. The beast’s awkwardness is its grace and its vulnerability. He refuses to dress it up, but in that refusal, he grants it purity. The hippo’s not polished or moralized or suited for sermons. And maybe that’s exactly the point — it’s sacred because it doesn’t try to be.”

 

There was a beat of quiet in the room. Then Agatha tilted her head, her voice velvet-smooth, like she couldn’t even help it. “You make even a hippo sound divine.”

 

Rio smirked. “Thank you. I practiced on stuffed animals. Especially stuffed dragons.”

 

That earned a collective laugh from the class. Nicky (and Violet now) had a whole army of plush creatures, after all — many of them subjected to dramatic bedtime lectures on mythology and metaphor by Rio herself. At least once a week, Agatha found herself walking into Nicky’s room after lights-out only to overhear Rio deep in a one-woman symposium on Romanticism with either Blue, Yellow, Green or Purple Dragon tucked under one arm.

 

“Remind me to grade that dragon’s participation,” Agatha deadpanned.

 

Emma raised her hand, still giggling. “Wait — is that the same dragon that Nicky drags around everywhere?”

 

Rio nodded solemnly. “His name is Blue Dragon. He has tenure. And a minor in Comparative Literature.”

 

The class dissolved again, but the laughter didn’t shatter the moment. If anything, it deepened it. These weren’t just two brilliant minds volleying insights like tennis balls. They were a partnership—a dynamic, living thing. A conversation with years behind it, and no end in sight. A balance of wind and stone, spark and silence.

 

The students could feel it. They weren’t just learning poetry. They were being invited into something tender and fierce and alive. Something built in small domestic rituals and years of dialogue—one that still, somehow, made room for them too.

 

And in that room, surrounded by open books and the soft sounds of baby breaths and turning pages, something sacred stirred.

 

Not in the sermon-sense. But in the hippo-sense.

 

Real. Humble. And rising.

 

Josh leaned back in his seat and muttered, “Best. Class. Ever.”

 

Agatha arched an eyebrow. “We’re not done yet. The last stanza, please. And someone explain how the rhyming couplets disrupts the hymn-like rhythm we’ve had until now.”

 

And just like that, the class swept forward again — but now, with all of them rowing together.

 

But during the lecture, beneath the carefully composed faces and the scribbling pens, the students’ group chat was on fire, phones hidden on laps and barely concealed grins.

 

Max : [Image attached: a candid shot from the back row — Agatha at the lectern, poised as ever, eyes on the screen, while Rio’s face beamed from the projected Zoom window, Violet asleep in her lap in that now iconic frog hat.] Dr. Violet Harkness-Vidal, Chair of the Hippo Department.

 

The replies rolled in fast.

 

Emma: OH MY GOD I’M OBSESSED

 

Sophia: I feel like i’m watching history?? or maybe art?? Definitely poetry.

 

Josh: Is this what academic marriage looks like??? i feel like they’re about to co-author the next great theory of everything

 

Liam: I bet they argue about Hegel over dishwashing and then make out in front of a bookshelf. I’m sure they just tag-team soul metaphysics and grading rubrics over wine

 

Nina: JOSH, LISTEN TO ME RIGHT NOW. This is literally gonna be us in twenty years if you stop being afraid of my mom and commit to a shared google calendar. don’t mess this up

 

Josh, sitting beside Nina, blinked at the screen, then at her, his mouth slightly open. “Wait—really?”

 

Nina leaned in with a grin. “I mean, you’d have to wear better cardigans. But yeah. Obviously.”

 

Agatha’s voice pulled their attention back to the room. She’d just broken down the final stanza, something about the tension between Eliot’s irony and faith, her tone clipped but warm. She glanced at the projector, at the slightly blurry but still radiant image of Rio adjusting Violet’s little frog hat back into place.

 

“This,” Agatha said, gesturing vaguely toward the screen, “is what happens when you marry a poet with a superiority complex and a baby.”

 

Rio, from the Zoom window, didn’t miss a beat. “You say that like it’s a problem.”

 

The students laughed again. Violet let out a gurgled sigh in her sleep, like she was seconding her mom.

 

Agatha just shook her head, eyes softening. “It’s not. It’s just… not in the Norton anthology.”

 

“Yet,” Rio added.

 

Max leaned over to Emma and whispered, “I think I’d die for them.”

 

Emma nodded. “Get in line.”

 

But the best part, really, was how the lecture never stopped being smart. They weren’t just funny, or adorable, or enviably in love -- they were brilliant. It was obvious how much they respected each other’s minds. One would pick up a thread of analysis, and the other would weave it right into a new argument, back and forth like dancers who knew each other’s steps by heart, or like pianists playing a four-handed piece—always in harmony, even when taking turns.

 

Towards the end of the lecture, just as the class began settling into that comfortable rhythm of final notes and last bursts of brilliance, Violet woke up and began to fuss. Her tiny, sleepy whimpers crackled through the Zoom mic—barely louder than a bird, but unmistakably distressed.

 

On the projector screen, Rio stood up and backed down a few steps so she was still visible on the screen, gently shifting Violet in her arms. The frog hat slipped down over the baby’s eyes, and Rio peeled it back with one hand while still keeping the other on her notes.

 

Agatha glanced at the screen , her eyes soft witht the gleam she reserved for her wife and kids, and with that soft authority that always made her students pause their pens, said gently, “Take a minute.”

 

But Rio shook her head with a gentle bounce on her heel. “We’re good. We’re almost done, and she’s heard this argument before.”

 

A ripple of chuckles moved through the class. Josh was biting his knuckle to keep from laughing too loud. Nina looked like she might cry from sheer overload of domestic/academic brilliance.

 

Rio shifted Violet to the crook of her elbow and launched right back in, her voice rising a little over the tiny squeaks coming from her co-lecturer. “So, what we’re looking at here on line 12 with the word « dividends » is a classic Laforgian twist. The economic term suggests that the Church is not a spiritual body anymore, but a self-serving corporation concerned more about material profit than its divine mission. It’s not about salvation, it’s about returns. It underlines the Church’s capitalistic detachment from moral labor as something that will lead it to—"

 

Hic.

Hic.

Hic.

 

« —its downfall while the hippo rises. » Rio finished.

 

Violet’s hiccups now filled the entire lecture hall. Loud, ridiculous, baby-sized disruptions in the analysis of one of Modernism’s finest ironists.

 

Rio paused, deadpan. “That’s her take on that stanza.”

 

Laughter erupted. Even Agatha grinned, shaking her head like she was helpless against it all. “A surprisingly accurate critique of the poet’s contradictions.”

 

Rio made Violet’s little hand wave to her adoring fans. “She comes from a long line of critics.”

 

Emma whispered to Sophia, “This is how I die.”

 

Agatha turned toward the class, smoothing her skirt and straightening her shoulders, but there was a softness in her tone now—a warmth that hadn’t quite been there before. “And so, we end where we began. With irony. With elevation. With the strange notion that the sacred and the profane aren’t opposed at all—but live in tension. In proximity. Like Eliot with stuffed dragons, poetry  with frog hats and serious lectures on hippos.”

 

Violet gave one final hiccup, then sighed and settled again, the hat tilting gently over her forehead again.

 

The students were absolutely still, their notebooks open, pens stilled, eyes wide.

 

Agatha looked back at the screen. “Anything to add, co-lecturers?”

 

Rio smiled—something tired and dazzling all at once. “Only this: never underestimate the poetry of the body. Even if it has hiccups.”

 

Josh whispered, “Oh my god.

 

Sophia nudged him. “Shut up. I’m writing that down.”

 

Agatha looked up from her lectern, smoothing her notes with a quiet satisfaction that didn’t quite hide the glint in her eye. She nodded once—an invitation.

 

“All right,” she said, her voice warm and measured, “questions?”

 

Many hands.

 

Max wanted to know whether Eliot had ever published direct commentary on this poem—he hadn’t.

Nina asked if it was true Eliot converted to Anglicanism just a few years after writing The Hippopotamus—he had, ten years later.

Josh asked if it was fair to read this poem as cynical when Eliot’s later work was so devout. That one earned a long, thoughtful pause from both Agatha and Rio.

 

Rio leaned forward in her chair, gently prying her hair from Violet’s hand, her voice thoughtful. “It’s fair. But it’s not the whole picture. Eliot wasn’t finished becoming himself when he wrote this. Maybe he never was. I think that’s what makes the poem so powerful—its contradictions are unresolved. It’s part mockery, part longing.”

 

Agatha nodded slowly, eyes on the class. “Critique doesn’t cancel devotion. Sometimes, it clears the way for it.”

 

Then Sophia raised her hand, not shy or rushed, but with the steadiness of someone who had been waiting. “So… is Eliot making fun of belief,” she asked, voice soft, “or mourning that he can’t believe?”

 

The room went quiet.

 

Even Violet had stopped fussing, now curled peacefully against Rio’s chest.

 

Rio blinked slowly. She didn’t answer right away. She rocked back a little on her heels—thinking.

 

“Maybe…” she said slowly, “he’s doing both. Maybe that’s exactly the point. That belief and doubt aren’t two separate choices. They exist in tension. They live in the same breath.”

 

She looked down at Violet—tiny hand clutching the fabric of her shirt like a fistful of the world—and her tone softened even further. “Like a baby who cries and coos in the same second. Like joy and fear happening at once. You don’t choose between them—they just happen, simultaneously, truthfully.”

 

Her gaze lifted back to the room, sweeping gently across the faces of her students. “Like how you’re all students, but also someone’s sibling, someone’s child, someone’s heartbreak, someone’s future. Like how I’m a teacher. A wife. A mother. All at once. And I believe I am—most days. But sometimes I doubt it, or feel like I’m failing at one to be another. That doesn’t make any part of it untrue.”

 

There was a stillness in the lecture hall after that, not the heavy kind, but a contemplative quiet. Like something sacred had been said, and everyone knew it.

 

Agatha smiled softly at her wife on the screen, pride flickering beneath the calm of her expression. and for a heartbeat, she wasn’t the cool, unflappable professor anymore. Just a woman looking at the love of her life, the mother of her children, a person who had just spoken the very thing she’d been trying to teach for years.

 

“That,” Agatha said softly, “is why I married her. She answers the unanswerable.”

 

Rio gave a slow, crooked grin. “And she grades me when I do.”

 

More laughter. Nina wiped at her eyes with the cuff of her sleeve, muttering under her breath about poetry and PMS and the emotional terrorism of married professors with babies in frog hats.

 

Then Liam, half-sarcastic, half-serious, asked if Violet would be hosting a tutorial later.

 

“If you ask nicely,” Agatha replied, “she might hiccup some profound metaphors your way.”

 

Violet, perfectly on cue, let out a last tiny hiccup.

 

As the final slide dissolved into black and the glow of the projector dimmed, Agatha reached forward and ended the Zoom call with the softest, fondest goodbye—just a quiet, “See you at home, my loves,” before the screen winked off and the room began to stir.

 

Emma was the first to spring to her feet, practically glowing. She all but jogged down the aisle, eyes huge with that look of barely-contained awe. “Dr. Harkness,” she breathed, “that was incredible. Like—transcendent. Legendary-tier. I want a documentary about this class.”

 

Sophia wasn’t far behind. “You two are, like, intellectual soulmates. I’m serious. The rhythm, the balance, the metaphors and the structure—you made T.S. Eliot feel like gossip. And Violet?” She placed a hand dramatically over her heart. “Scene-stealer.”

 

Josh stumbled after them, still laughing under his breath. “The way she hiccupped during the bit about the Church’s collapse? Peak comedic timing. Baby knows her Modernist irony. But also—two lines! Two lines! He eviscerates organized religion and capitalism like it’s a mic drop, and I finally understood it because of you guys. Please make Dr. Violet come back. She’s my new role model.”

 

Agatha raised a brow. Her hands folded neatly in front of her like she had been waiting her whole life to be mobbed by adoring undergraduates. “I’ll be sure to consult the co-lecturer’s nap schedule before extending any future invitations. She’s in high demand, but unfortunately, she’s not great at replying to email.”

 

Max grinned. “She’s the only professor who can get away with hiccuping during an analysis and still sound brilliant.”

 

Nina clutched her binder to her chest. “Dr. Harkness… please, I’m begging. When you do The Hollow Men, you have to bring them back. That poem is emotionally devastating, and I will NOT survive it without the chaos and cuteness of your wife and baby. Especially the baby. Dr. Violet NEEDS a return feature.”

 

All the others immediately agreed. “That poem is a slow march into despair,” he said. “You owe us some joy.”

 

Liam chimed in from behind, slinging his backpack over his shoulder. “Honestly, I understood Eliot better today than I ever have. You two have such different angles, but it works. Dr. Harkness, you make it solid and Dr. Vidal’s… I don’t know, sets it on fire? That woman is terrifying and brilliant and funny. And we miss her.

 

Agatha let them chatter for another moment, smiling despite herself. Her eyes flicked to the laptop, now closed, the screen still faintly warm from the Zoom call. She imagined Rio at home, probably bouncing Violet with one hand while texting Agatha a joke about her “lecture voice.” She imagined Nicky running wild from the high of frog hat success tonight.

 

“Well,” she said, brushing invisible lint from her blazer, “Dr. Violet may consider a return engagement. I’ll let her know her fans are demanding an encore. I’ll pass it along to her agent.”

 

Nina beamed. “Tell her we’ll bring snacks next time. For the three professors.”

 

Josh grinned. “We should make matching frog hats. A whole panel of baby philosophers.”

 

Emma laughed. “Honestly, if I could bottle this class and just replay it every time I panic about my dissertation, I’d be fine. Better than therapy.”

 

Agatha shook her head, but her eyes were bright—quietly moved, unwilling to let it show too much.

 

And with that, the students began to file out, still buzzing with energy and admiration, leaving Agatha alone for a moment in the echo of their excitement.

 

She gathered her things slowly, heart still full. It had been a good lecture. A great one, even. But more than that—it had been theirs. Her and Rio’s. And Violet’s too, in her own hicupping way.

 

Agatha paused before leaving, her fingers grazing over her laptop like it held more than just files. Then she smiled to herself, touched the moon pendant on her necklace and whispered under her breath. “I’ll see you for The Hollow Men, little co-lecturer.”

 


 

As Agatha walked back to her office through the stone corridors of the humanities wing, she felt unusually light on her feet. The echo of the students’ laughter and praise still lingered in her mind, but more than that, it was the thrill of having Rio—her Rio—back in her classroom space again, even if only through a laptop screen. There had always been something about the way they taught together, an electricity that sparked between structure and metaphor, form and fire.

 

She pulled out her phone, her bag shifting on her shoulder as she typed quickly with a faint smile tugging at her lips.

 

Agatha: I loved sharing the class with you again. They liked you better than me.

 

It took less than a minute for her phone to buzz with Rio’s reply.

 

Rio: They liked Violet better than both of us. Also, I miss being in the room. But this was so fun.

 

Agatha chuckled softly to herself, weaving past a group of undergraduates who barely noticed her. She paused outside her office door, her thumb hovering over the keyboard.

 

Agatha: You’ll be back soon. Until then, we’ll make chaos through fiber-optics.

 

She could practically see Rio’s grin before the reply even landed.

 

Rio: So now Vivi’s famous?

 

Agatha leaned against the doorframe, unlocking it one-handed as she typed back.

 

Agatha: Clearly the most charming of the three of us.

 

She stepped inside her office and shut the door behind her, still smiling. She set her bag down, opened her laptop again—not for work this time, just to keep the little window open to Rio in her heart.

 

Then, still smiling, she opened her notebook and added a note at the top of her syllabus: Guest lecture, “The Hollow Men” – Confirm with Violet’s nap schedule.

 


 

That afternoon, when Agatha stepped through the front door—tired, yes, but heart lightened from the day—she was immediately greeted by the warm humm of home. The low sound of Violet babbling floated through the living room, underscored by the soft rhythm of pages turning.

 

Nicky was the first to spot her from where he was playing with Violet on the floor. He had been dropped home after school by Wanda an hour ago.

 

“MAMA!” he shouted, launching himself off the playmat and sprinting full-speed toward her.

 

Agatha barely had time to put her bag down before he collided with her waist and wrapped his little arms around her in a tight hug. She bent down and scooped him up with a grin, kissing the top of his curls. “There’s my boy.”

 

“You’re home!” he exclaimed, pulling back just enough to look her in the eye. “Did you really do it?”

 

“Do what?” she asked, brushing his hair back with a smile.

 

“Did you really teach the hippopotamus poem? Like I said? With Mom on the screen and you in the classroom?”

 

Agatha laughed and walked further into the living room, still holding him. “We did. Just like you picked. We even told the class it was your idea. They were very impressed.”

 

“Even Sophia?” he asked seriously.

 

“Even Sophia,” Agatha confirmed, settling onto the arm of the couch beside Rio, who was curled up with one of her books in her lap and a pleased look in her eyes. She reached up and gave Agatha’s waist a gentle squeeze.

 

“Good class?” she asked, her voice low and lazy with contentment.

 

Agatha leaned down to kiss her temple. “You tell me, co-lecturer.”

 

Rio smiled and closed her book. “I think we nailed it. Violet stole the show, obviously.”

 

At the mention of her name, Violet let out a squeal from her bouncer on the rug, her chubby legs kicking into the air like she had been waiting for her cue. She flailed one hand wildly, trying to reach the little frog plush dangling from the mobile above the bouncer.

 

Nicky waved at her from his perch in Agatha’s arms. “She was on the screen too, right?”

 

“She was,” Agatha nodded. “Very vocal. She had thoughts about the poem.”

 

“She had hiccups about the poem,” Rio said, amused, closing her book with one hand. “She’s a tough critic.”

 

Nicky nodded with the solemnity of someone much older than seven. “She’s probably gonna be a teacher too.”

 

Agatha glanced between her children, heart surging with quiet, ridiculous love. “Maybe. She certainly has the dramatic timing.”

 

“The dramatic gene runs deep in this house,” Rio said with a smirk, reaching over to wiggle one of Violet’s feet. “She never stood a chance.”

 

Violet squeaked again and, with impeccable comedic timing, let out another perfectly round hiccup.

 

Nicky giggled. “See? She’s practicing for her next lecture.”

 

Agatha let her head fall lightly onto Rio’s shoulder, letting her eyes close for a moment. The world outside the house—the schedules, the syllabus, the weight of the day—receded like the tide. In its place: the heat of her wife’s body against hers, the warm crush of Nicky in her lap, Violet’s happy noise, the soft tick of the clock on the wall, and the sound of Rio’s laughter, quietly blooming in her ear.

 

“I don’t know,” she murmured. “I think here might be my favorite classroom.”

 

Rio tilted her head and kissed her cheek. “I hope I get tenure here too.”

 

“You already do,” Agatha said, eyes still closed. “But if Violet starts giving grades, we’re all doomed.”

 

Nicky gasped in horror. “She’s gonna give me a B in sharing.”

 

Rio nodded solemnly. “She’s a tough professor.”

 

Agatha laughed and held them all tighter. “She learned from the best.”

 

“Now listen,” Nicky continued excitedly, wiggling out of Agatha’s lap and bouncing down to the playmat beside his sister. « I read about hippos at school today! So it’s like we were working together. You, Mom, me, and Vivi too! All of us!”

 

“Oh yeah?” Agatha asked, leaning into Rio’s side. “Tell us what you learned, Dr. Nicky.”

 

“Well,” Nicky began, holding up one finger as if preparing a lecture of his own, “did you know a hippo can run faster than a human?”

 

Rio blinked. “That’s--deeply upsetting.”

 

“Absolutely terrifying,” Agatha agreed, eyes wide. “Nightmare fuel.”

 

“And,” Nicky continued, entirely undeterred, “they’re super dangerous. But they look like they’d give really good hugs. Big, squishy ones. But they won’t. They’ll chase you instead.”

 

“I feel seen,” Rio murmured dryly, letting her eyes drift shut.

 

Agatha chuckled, watching her son with unabashed fondness. “So. Fierce on the outside, but soft-looking. Dangerous if underestimated. A little misunderstood. Sounds like someone I know.”

 

“Me?” Nicky asked hopefully.

 

Agatha leaned forward slightly, reaching out to adjust the blanket Violet had kicked half off herself. “I was thinking of your mother, actually.”

 

Rio cracked an eye open and swatted at Agatha’s knee. “I’ll take it. But only because I’ve been completely horizontal for the past three hours and have no counterargument.”

 

“Thank you for holding down the fort,” Agatha murmured, dropping a soft kiss on Rio’s temple, and then brushing her fingers along her cheek, like she still couldn’t believe Rio was real. “Your guest lecture was brilliant.”

 

Rio stretched with a satisfied sigh, her voice smug through the fog of tiredness. “Obviously. I contain multitudes. Scholar, lecturer, mother, remote teaching sensation.”

 

“Co-lecturer,” Agatha corrected, her tone amused. “We make a good team.”

 

“Students are already petitioning for Dr. Violet to come back,” Agatha said.

 

Nicky, who was now attempting to wrap Violet in a blanket while explaining what a hippopotamus really sounded like, perked up. “Can I help again too? I can do sound effects!”

 

Agatha nodded solemnly. “I think the faculty senate will have to consider it. This is a tenured position you’re applying for.”

 

Rio was already giggling, eyes crinkling in the corners. “He’s got my dramatic range and your delivery. We’re doomed.”

 

“Doomed to live with a very chaotic and extremely talented lecture circuit under our own roof,” Agatha said, grinning.

 

Nicky turned back to Violet. “Don’t worry, Vivi. I’ll show you how to do sound effects too. Then you can be my assistant.”

 

Violet hicupped in response and tried to eat the blanket.

 

“See?” he said brightly. “She’s in.”

 


 

After dinner—Violet was sprawled on Rio’s chest who was lying on the couch, already nodding off, and Nicky showing Agatha for the fifth time how hippos run “very fast, like this!” across the living room—Agatha disappeared into their bedroom for a moment.

 

Rio didn’t notice at first. She was half-dozing on the couch, full from dinner, warm from Violet’s little body on top of hers, the laughter of Nicky in the background a steady comfort. But then Agatha reemerged, soft-footed and calm-eyed, holding something behind her back.

 

Rio blinked her eyes open and squinted at her wife. “What did you do?”

 

Agatha’s brow rose, deceptively innocent. “Why do you alwsys assume I did something?”

 

“Because you have that face,” Rio said, shifting upright just enough to give her a mock-stern look. “The one that means, ‘I just did something thoughtful, and it’s going to break your heart in the nice way.’”

 

“That is a wild accusation,” Agatha replied smoothly. “And also incorrect. You’re not going to cry.”

 

“No?”

 

“You’re going to melt.”

 

She came closer and, with a little smile, produced the smallest stuffed hippo Rio had ever seen. It was barely the size of her palm, soft gray with little pink felt ears and a sleepy embroidered face. A ridiculous, sweet, perfect little hippo.

 

Rio stared. “You didn’t.”

 

Agatha sat next to her and gently placed the hippo on Violet’s chest, where it immediately toppled sideways and stayed there like it belonged.

 

“What is this?” Rio asked, voice too warm to be suspicious anymore.

 

“I stopped by the toy store,” Agatha said quietly. “On the way home. I saw it in the window. And I thought… well. It’s stupid, maybe.”

 

“You don’t do stupid.” Rio looked at her. “You bought a commemorative hippo.”

 

“Technically, I bought a very symbolic hippo,” Agatha said, now visibly bashful. “To mark today. Our first joint lecture since—since everything changed. Since Violet. Since our life got flipped and spun and stretched and yet somehow still works.”

 

She paused.

 

“I just wanted something small to remind us that we can be all of it. Professors. Parents. Partners. We’re doing it. Together. Even when we’re not in the same room.”

 

Rio didn’t look up for a long moment. She was blinking too fast, her throat too thick with emotion to speak. Her hand tightened instinctively around the little hippo.

 

Finally, she said, very quietly, “You’re going to make me cry again.”

 

“That’s not the goal,” Agatha murmured, reaching up to tuck a piece of Rio’s hair behind her ear. “But if it happens… I’ve got tissues.”

 

“That’s twice this week,” Rio said, her voice cracking into a helpless laugh. “You’re really on a roll, Harkness.”

 

“It’s not a competition,” Agatha said gently.

 

“But if it were,” Rio whispered, “you’d win.”

 

Rio leaned forward, cradled the little hippo between two fingers, and held it up to Violet’s cheek, brushing it gently on her daughter’s skin. The baby let out a tiny snuffle and clumsily grasped at it in her sleep.

 

“It’s perfect,” Rio whispered.

 

They both laughed, breathless and quiet so as not to wake the baby, and Nicky, who had been lurking nearby with the uncanny instinct of a child sensing emotional significance, crawled over and planted himself on his knees at their feet. He peered at the tiny hippo.

 

“Can I borrow it sometimes?” he asked.

 

“You picked the poem,” Agatha said. “That makes you the hippo’s godfather.”

 

Nicky’s eyes widened. “Awesome,” he whispered, accepting the plush with both hands as though it might vanish if he wasn’t gentle. He turned and placed it right back on Violet’s tummy with painstaking care, like a knight returning a coin to its rightful queen. “I’m gonna teach it to run really fast,” he added, stroking its head once. “Like me.”

 

Agatha watched him for a moment, eyes soft. “I’m sure it will be a very brave hippo under your guidance.”

 

Rio leaned into Agatha, who curled an arm around her shoulders. Rio kissed her shoulder and hid her face in her hair. The house was warm. The baby was quiet. Their son was inventing hippo lore. And on Violet’s chest, a tiny stuffed hippo stood guard—reminder of a day when poetry, parenthood, and partnership all lived in the same breath.

 

They could be both. All of it.

 

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Notes:

Dusted off my old notes for this one, so if you want to read the full poem, enjoy a photo of my very own annotated book. Any mistakes or misinterpretations are, of course, entirely mine.

Fun fact: I was actually assigned this poem for an oral exam, so the notes at the end are from my prep: leading question, structure of my presentation, all that jazz. The feedback was positive, so I’m feeling reasonably confident in the analysis.

And yes, Agatha’s little anecdote about Rio once giving a lecture on how Modernist poetry parallels ballet and early modern dance? That was literally the topic of my own Master’s thesis. So… let’s just call this a very self-indulgent chapter.

Chapter 43: Treasures and Colors - Part I

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The morning sun spilled into the kitchen like honey, golden and thick, as the Harkness-Vidal household prepared for their weekly pilgrimage: Sunday lunch at Lilia’s.

 

Violet, securely nestled in a fabric wrap tied snug against Rio’s chest, had declared the morning an opportunity for a scientific deep-dive into the mysteries of cotton. Her tiny fingers kneaded and tugged at the collar of Rio’s shirt—an old university tee that once belonged to Agatha, now faded from years of washes and affection. Violet’s brow was furrowed in solemn concentration, as though she were trying to determine the structural integrity of the stitching with her very soul.

 

Rio stood barefoot on the cool tiles, one leg bent slightly as she shifted her weight from foot to foot in a rhythm only mothers and ballet dancers truly understood. She wore soft denim shorts and the aforementioned ancient t-shirt, which hung loose and lopsided thanks to Violet’s enthusiastic clutching. In one hand, she held a spoon smeared with the last of her yogurt; in the other, a rogue baby sock she’d somehow retrieved from under the fridge ten minutes ago and hadn’t found time to relocate.

 

Her gaze flicked from the sock to the spoon, and then back again with visible confusion. “What the hell was I doing with either of these?”

 

She turned toward the hallway, her voice lifting over the quiet clink of kitchen sounds. “Agatha! Do we have child-appropriate sunscreen that doesn’t smell like coconuts? I’m serious—Violet gave me an actual stink eye last time I used the tropical one. She looked betrayed.”

 

Agatha’s voice answered from somewhere deeper in the house, calm and steady, her tone threaded with gentle sarcasm. “Linen closet. Behind the towels. Next to the Band-Aids you swore you’d organize three weeks ago.”

 

Rio rolled her eyes affectionately and tossed the sock onto the counter. “Unnecessary sass from the peanut gallery,” she muttered, then glanced down at Violet with an exaggerated gasp. “Did you hear that, Baby Moon? Mama’s sass level is at a ten this morning. We must be dangerously close to leaving the house on time.”

 

Violet gurgled in response, which Rio interpreted as agreement.

 

She glanced toward the coffee pot longingly, then back toward the hallway. “Did you happen to make coffee? Or did you just wander off to be smug in your linen closet kingdom?”

 

Agatha appeared a moment later, impeccably dressed despite the early hour, her hair pulled back in a loose braid and her lips curved in that dry, knowing smile that never failed to knock the wind out of Rio just a little. In one hand, she held a mug of coffee—Rio’s second favorite one, chipped at the rim, with a faintly inappropriate quote etched into the ceramic. She extended it wordlessly.

 

“You are the love of my life,” Rio sighed, reaching for it reverently. “And the only reason I survive these family gatherings.”

 

“I’ll remind you of that when we’re fifteen minutes into Lilia’s latest lecture on the virtues of fennel.”

 

“She just wants us to be healthy and irregularity-free,” Rio said with mock solemnity. “It’s noble, really.”

 

Agatha snorted, stepping closer to press a kiss to Violet’s hair and then to Rio’s temple. “You have yogurt in your hair.”

 

“Of course I do,” Rio said with a shrug. “I’m a mother of two and I haven’t sat down since Thursday.”

 

Agatha tilted her head, smiling. “You sat down last night. On my lap. While eating cookies and quoting Mary Oliver.”

 

Rio beamed, already digging through the pantry for snack bags. “Oh right. That was peak romance.”

 

Their movements in the kitchen resumed, a quiet choreography of elbows and glances, of passing napkins and lifting sunhats and murmured remainders.

 

Outside, the car seats were already buckled in. Nicky’s Blue Dragon sat by the door, guarding a bag of snacks like a tiny, plush sentinel. Violet, victorious in her cotton exploration, let out a satisfied sigh.

 

Rio kissed her head, whispering, “Alright, little professor. Let’s go face the fennel.”

 

Just then, like a meteor streaking down the hallway—or, more accurately, like a very determined dragon—Nicky came tearing through the house at top speed.

 

“I’M READY!” he declared, voice echoing triumphantly off the walls, arms flapping furiously, fingers curled into claws, wings bouncing in his wake. He was wearing his beloved green dragon costume, the hood pulled over his wild curls, purple wings attached slightly crooked, and the glittery fabric catching every bit of the morning sunlight as he zoomed past the kitchen table.

 

Rio spun out of the way, barely saving her coffee and her dingnity. “Sweetheart! We talked about this. You were supposed to wait until we got to Grandma’s before going full lizard mode.”

 

Nicky skidded to a halt, planting his feet like a hero in a storybook. He gasped, scandalized. “Dragon, Mom. Not lizard. Dragons are majestic, noble creatures. Lizards just do push-ups in the sun.”

 

Rio blinked at him, fighting a smile. “Apologies, Your Scaled Highness.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly. “Accepted. But also, Violet has to be a dragon too. It’s the family code.”

 

Rio raised an eyebrow. “There’s a code now?”

 

He crossed his arms. “Yes. I already told you, Mom. It’s very official. Mama's the Dragon Queen, you're the Dragon Fairy, I’m the Dragon King and Violet is the Baby Dragon Fairy Princess. We have to match or the kingdom will fall. It’s law.”

 

Before Rio could respond, Agatha chimed in, calm and elegant despite holding both diaper bag and her iced coffee. She eyed Nicky’s full-body costume.

 

“You’re going to overheat in that,” she warned gently. “It’s going to be nearly thirty degrees today, and your costume doesn’t breathe.”

 

“I’m a fire-breathing dragon,” Nicky said with the conviction of someone who’d rehearsed this line all morning. “It’s good if I’m sweaty. That means I’m working.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow. “Is that scientifically backed?”

 

“I read it in my dreams,” he answered, dead serious.

 

Rio turned away, biting the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing. “Well, that settles that,” she muttered, already unwrapping Violet from her wrap. “Your brother’s got prophetic dream logic on his side.”

 

“Well, baby dragon fairy princess,” she added, kissing the baby cheek. “Shall we dress you for your royal duties?”

 

Violet, who had long mastered the art of being a patient audience to her family’s antics, gave a delighted squeal and shoved a chubby hand deep into Rio’s cleavage.

 

Rio groaned. “Oh, excellent. That’s her answer. Kiddo, you literally just nursed. My boobs are closed for business for at least the next three hours. Come back during office hours, little miss.”

 

Agatha sipped her coffee, watching the scene unfold with the quiet satisfaction of someone married to a chaos gremlin and proud of it. “You should really put a sign up,” she mused. “Something tasteful like Mommy’s Milk Bar: Closed for Refurbishing.

 

Rio shot her a look over Violet’s head. “Tempt me again and I will make matching shirts. With graphics. And glitter.”

 

“I would wear that,” Agatha said, not missing a beat. “Proudly. Especially if there’s glitter.”

 

Nicky, still fully committed to the drama, marched over and offered Violet a small plastic tiara that had been stashed in his costume pocket. “For the Princess Dragon,” he said reverently. “May her reign be long and her snacks be plentiful.”

 

Violet squealed again and immediately attempted to eat the tiara.

 

Rio sighed. “And the royal chew test begins. Well. She accepts the crown and also wishes to digest it. That checks out.”

 

Agatha chuckled, setting her coffee down and coming to help wrangle Violet into the tiny purple and green dragon onesie that had, unbeknownst to Rio, already been laid out by her ever-prepared wife. “I had a feeling she’d be conscripted into the kingdom.”

 

Together, they dressed the baby dragon princess while her brother stood at attention, humming a theme song of his own invention and flapping his wings in slow, regal arcs.

 

It took the combined effort of both moms, several tactical baby maneuvers, and one emergency pacifier retrieval, but eventually Violet was fully suited up in her tiny dragon ensemble and wrangled into the stroller. She looked momentarily perplexed by her new identity, one plush clawed foot poking out of the stroller, her tail draped artfully over the edge like she’d always known she was destined for greatness.

 

“Okay,” Rio said, tying her hair up in a bun and stuffing emergency fruit pouches into her purse with the urgency of someone prepping for a three-week expedition into hostile territory. “We’ve got snacks, wipes, water, bribes, sunscreen, and two dragons. I think we’re as close to ready as we’ll ever be.”

 

Agatha zipped the diaper bag with a final flourish and handed it to Rio. “Keys are in my bag. Sunglasses on the table. Backup ones in the glove box. Let’s go. Are we ready ?”

 

“Mentally? I’m absolutely not ready,” Rio said, slinging the diaper bag over her shoulder. “But physically, I’d say we’ve entered the car-loading phase of our journey.”

 

“Can I fly there?” Nicky asked hopefully, flapping his wings and jumping twice for effect.

 

“No,” Agatha said immediately, already guiding him toward the door. “Seatbelt or no Grandma. Those are the rules.”

 

“Harsh,” Rio muttered under her breath, ushering Violet’s stroller forward with one foot while trying to keep her bag from sliding off her shoulder.

 

“I believe in road safety,” Agatha said, raising an eyebrow as she locked the front door behind them. “Even for dragons.”

 

Nicky sighed, resigned to his fate. “Fine. But if I overheat, it’s your fault. And you’ll have to carry my wings.”

 

Rio grinned. “She’s already carrying the weight of this entire kingdom, Your Majesty.”

 

Agatha just laughed and shook her head as she glanced over the little whirlwind of family assembled in the foyer. “Get in the car, my chaotic loves. Lilia’s waiting —- and I refuse to be late to a woman who made three kinds of pie and also happens to be my mother-in-law. That’s a battlefield I have no intention of stepping into unarmed.”

 

Rio snorted, leaning over slightlly as she adjusted the dragon baby’s sun hat. “You only call her your mother-in-law when she bakes with vengeance in her heart.”

 

“It’s self-preservation,” Agatha replied. “The woman wields lemon meringue like a threat.”

 

“Hey,” Rio said suddenly, frowning slightly as Agatha turned away from the door. “Did you bring the bottle of wine for dear mother of mine?”

 

Agatha paused mid-step and tilted her head. “I thought you were bringing the wine.”

 

Rio let out a groan, rocking back on her heels. “Great. We are entering a pie-heavy diplomatic mission empty-handed.”

 

Nicky, never one to miss an opportynity, lit up. “I can bring fire instead!”

 

No!” both mothers shouted in unison, instinctively and with the same weary, loving reflex as people who had clearly had this conversation before. 'We raised a pyromaniac."

 

Nicky huffed, crossing his arms. “Then I’ll just bring vibes.

 

“Hey I taught you to say that. But perfect,” Rio said, already laughing. “Bring the vibes and your tiny dragon feet into the car, your grandma’s gonna be waiting with snacks and judgment.”

 

And just like that, they were off — into their Sunday tradition, messy and magical. The car would be full of music and bickering over playlists, emergency snack distribution, and declarations about dragon law. Lilia’s house would smell like vanilla and tomato sauce, and someone would cry (possibly Rio, depending on the quality of the pie crust), and somewhere in the middle of it all, they’d laugh until they couldn’t breathe.

 

Just as Agatha finished clicking Violet’s car seat into place — double-checking the straps with the quiet efficiency of a practiced mother — and Rio was hunched over in the front seat, rummaging through the diaper bag for the fifth time in search of a teething toy she swore she packed, a soft buzz hummed from Agatha’s pocket.

 

She reached for her phone, still half-focused on adjusting the car seat to maximum security, then glanced at the screen.

 

“Lilia,” she murmured, brows drawing together in a subtle crease of concern.

 

Rio, still mid-search, froze like someone had called her name in a crowded room. Her head lifted instantly. “What’s wrong?”

 

Agatha didn’t answer right away. Instead, she pressed the phone to her ear, her voice calm. “Hi, Lilia, we’re just about to leave—”

 

Then, a pause. A longer one. Her posture shifted — shoulders lowering just slightly, her hand resting on the edge of the car door.

 

Rio sat up straighter on the other side of the car, her body instinctively alert. She wasn’t listening to the words — she was listening to Agatha, who had gone still in the way she only did when her heart was somewhere else.

 

“…Oh no,” Agatha said softly. Her tone dropped into that warm register she used when talking to patients or friends in pain. “Is she okay? … No, no, of course — we completely understand… Please don’t apologize, Lilia. Your friend is lucky to have you. Really. Yes… yes, we’ll tell Nicky. Give them our love, alright? And call us if you need anything. We’ll talk soon.”

 

She hung up. Slipping the phone back into her pocket, Agatha turned, smoothing her palms against the hips of her dress as if grounding herself.

 

Rio had already straightened up and was peering across the car, concern etched across her face. “What happened?”

 

Agatha ran a hand through her hair, fingers lingering at the back of her neck. “One of Lilia’s friends — someone she’s known for years — was admitted to the hospital this morning. It’s not life-threatening, but she’s shaken. She wants to be there, stay with them for a while. So she won’t be hosting lunch today.”

 

Rio’s expression softened immediately. “Oh no. Poor Lilia. Is she alright?”

 

“She’s… holding it together. You know how she gets when people she loves are hurting — that fierce kind of loyalty.” Agatha’s voice had an edge of quiet affection. “She’s upset she won’t see us, especially the kids, but she didn’t want to reschedule until she knew more.”

 

Rio looked down for a moment, exhaling as she turned in her seat and glanced at the two kids in the back. Violet was peacefully chewing on a blanket corner like nothing had changed, and Nicky was too busy narrating the inner thoughts of his dragon costume under his breath to notice the shift in plans.

 

“She probably already had the pies in the oven,” Rio murmured. “God, she’s going to feel awful even though she shouldn’t.”

 

Agatha nodded. “She said she set the crusts last night. Pecan, peach, and the apple one you like with the crumble on top.”

 

Rio winced theatrically, hand pressed to her heart. “She weaponized my favorite pie and then canceled. That woman knows how to hurt me.”

 

Agatha smiled softly and leaned over the car door. “She’ll bake them again for you. You’re her favorite chaos gremlin.”

 

Rio leaned towards her, then sighed. “Should we go back inside? Unpack everything?”

 

From the back seat, there was a rustle of synthetic scales and a sudden stop in the quiet hum of Nicky’s dragon narration.

 

“We’re not going to Grandma’s?” he asked, his small voice tight around the edges, arms still tucked awkwardly inside his green costume sleeves. He leaned forward as far as his seatbelt would let him, peering between the front seats like he wasn’t sure he’d heard right.

 

Agatha turned immediately, crouching beside the open car door so she could meet his eyes, her hand resting lightly on the frame. “Not today, love,” she said gently, brushing a wind-tousled curl off his forehead. “Grandma had to go help one of her friends who’s in the hospital. It’s nothing too scary, but she needs to be there right now. She’s very sorry, and she asked me to give her dragon king and baby dragon all her love — and about a hundred kisses.”

 

Nicky blinked. His face crumpled slightly, like he was trying very hard to push the disappointment back into the corners of his heart, to be good and brave and grown-up.

 

“But…” he said, voice wavering. “But I made her a drawing. Of her as a witch. With a pink princess dress like the fairy that helps Dorothy and a wand and a teacup that could float. I even used the glitter stickers.” His bottom lip trembled. “And Violet was gonna wear her costume. And Grandma said she’d make the big cookies this time. The really big ones with the chocolate chunks…”

 

Rio, who had looped around from the other side of the car, crouched beside Agatha and rested a hand on her son’s knee, heart squeezing at the sight of his tear-bright eyes and earnest little voice.

 

“I know, sweetheart,” she murmured, her voice tender and warms. “We were all looking forward to it. You made something really special for her. And I promise, she’s going to love it even more when she sees it next week. We’ll bring it with us, and you can tell her all about your wizard ideas, and she’ll be so proud.”

 

Nicky gave a wobbly nod, but the tears slipped out anyway — silent and sudden, gliding down his cheeks as he sniffled and rubbed his nose against the scratchy edge of his dragon sleeve.

 

And, as if the emotional signal had been transmitted through invisible sibling wires, Violet let out a loud wail from her car seat. Her soft scrunchy face turned beet red, little fists flailing with indignation, overwhelmed either by the shift in mood or simply responding in solidarity to her brother’s sadness.

 

“Ah,” Agatha murmured, leaning in to unclip Violet to scoop her up into her arms. “There it is. The baby dragon speaks.”

 

Violet’s cry turned into a gurgled sob against her mother’s shoulder, her tiny hand clutching the fabric of Agatha’s shirt.

 

Rio reached up and gently wiped Nicky’s cheek with the edge of her sleeve. “Hey,” she said softly, drawing his attention back. “Do you remember what I told you yesterday when you dropped Vivi a little and she bumped her head?”

 

Nicky sniffed. “I said… you said it was okay to be sad. And I said that sometimes you cry when things don’t go how you wanted, but that's okay.”

 

Rio nodded. “Exactly. And I told you that was really smart. Because it is okay to be sad. And I know it’s hard when things change at the last minute — especially when you made art, and had a plan, and were ready to wear your wings.”

 

Nicky looked down at his lap, where the fabric of his costume bunched and shimmered. “I really wanted the cookies.”

 

"I know, baby. Me too."

 

Then Rio straigthened up. 

 

“Okay,” she said, drawing in a breath as she reached for Violet in Agatha’s arms. “We are officially pivoting.”

 

Agatha transferred the baby with care, and Rio balanced her easily on her hip before Agatha moved to the other side of the car. She opened Nicky’s door and scooped him out in one smooth, practiced motion, her arms wrapping around him like they’d been made just for this. He didn’t resist — just leaned into her, small and warm, his dragon costume hood slightly askew as he pressed his face into the crook of her neck.

 

She rested her chin on the top of his head and murmured into the scales. “What do you think, dragon king? Should we make today a different kind of adventure? Just us. Just the four of us.”

 

Nicky sniffled once more, the remnants of disappointment still clinging to his lashes, but something in her voice made his little body shift — just a bit — toward hope.

 

He sniffed against her shoulder. “Like a family quest?”

 

Agatha glanced at Rio, who nodded with a warm little grin.

 

“Yes,” Agatha said. “Exactly like a quest. With snacks, and maybe a fort, and magic challenges. But only if our dragon king is brave enough to lead us.”

 

Nicky’s chin lifted a bit. “I’m brave,” he declared, voice a little hoarse but sure.

 

“I know you are,” Agatha said, smoothing a hand over the messy curl poking out of his hood. “You’re the bravest one I know. You and our baby dragon.”

 

Violet gurgled on cue, chewing on her fingers and drooling onto Rio’s collarbon.

 

“And your mom,” Agatha added with a wink.

 

Rio grinned, rocking Violet gently. “Obviously. I was brave enough to marry you. That’s got to count for something.”

 

Agatha laughed, brushing her knuckles over Rio’s arm as they turned back toward the house.

 

“Alright,” Rio said, adjusting Violet’s weight on her hip. “Let’s regroup. Nicky, you’re officially in charge of the Quest Board. That means missions, challenges, snacks, costume changes — the whole deal.”

 

Nicky’s eyes lit up, the earlier sadness beginning to melt away and he wriggled out of his Mama"s arms. “Can it have glitter?”

 

Agatha smiled. “I’d expect nothing less.”

 

And so, instead of a quiet Sunday lunch at Lilia’s, they went home again, unbuckling bags collecting sippy cups and lifting out children.

 

Agatha reached the door first, unlocking it with one hand while juggling the diaper bag over her shoulder. Rio followed close behind, Violet half-asleep on her shoulder now, and as she reached the threshold, she extended her free hand without looking.

 

Agatha caught it easily.

 

“Thanks for steering the ship, Professor.”

 

Agatha gave her a look. “You think I’m not also deeply, spiritually wounded about missing your mother’s big cookies?”

 

Rio snorted. “Okay, okay, you’re right. The grief is mutual.”

 

Agatha leaned in, kissed her cheek. “But we’ll survive.”

 

Rio smiled and pressed a kiss to Violet’s curls. “We always do.”

 

Inside, the air was cool, the house full of that Sunday hush, and the sound of two little dragons slowly calming down. They had to change the plan—but that didn’t mean the day was ruined. If anything, it might be its own kind of magic. One conjured by storybooks, glitter glue, improvised baking, and the kind of love that knows how to turn tears into laughter.

 

And just possibly, a dragon parade through the living room.

 

Once they were fully inside, shoes off and plans abandoned, Agatha knelt beside Nicky and gently wiped the last of his tears from his cheek with her own sleeve. His sniffling had quieted into that soft post-cry breathing that kids get, like they’re trying very hard to be brave even as their feelings wobble inside them.

 

She kissed his forehead and pulled out the puzzle Alice and Jen had gifted him for his birthday last year—a giant cardboard map of the solar system, the pieces shaped like planets and moons, complete with glow-in-the-dark stars.

 

“Commander Dragon,” Agatha said in her most serious voice, holding the box before him like a secret dossier. “We have an urgent intergalactic mystery. Saturn’s ring is missing. Your kingdom needs answers.”

 

Nicky sat up, wiping his nose with his sleeve, his eyes already narrowing with purpose. “I accept this mission.”

 

Agatha handed him the box, watching him settle into the rug, still half-curled but now full of mission-mode energy. It bought them time. Fifteen, maybe twenty minutes. Enough for a plan.

 

Rio tapped her fingers against the kitchen counter, thinking. Then she gasped softly.

 

“Treasure hunt.”

 

Agatha, sitting on the floor beside Violet and a cluster of chewable teething plastic planets now, raised an eyebrow.

 

“We turn the backyard into a full-on epic quest,” Rio explained, already opening drawers. “Clues. Trinkets. A story. We make it a proper adventure for Sir Dragon and his noble baby companion.”

 

Agatha tilted her head, amused. “Do we make it educational?”

 

Rio shot her a look. “You’re physically incapable of not making it educational.”

 

“Flattering. And true.” Agatha stood slowly, stretching out her back. “Alright, what do we have for treasures?”

 

Rio strode over to the hallway closet and threw it opent. Inside was their usual chaos: art supplies, forgotten school projects, half-used wrapping paper, and an entire drawer marked “Emergency Crafts.”

 

She pulled it open with a flourish. “Behold.”

 

Agatha peered in. Rainbow paints. Glitter tubes. White cotton t-shirts and baby onesies still in their packaging. Sponge stamps shaped like dinosaurs, stars, and rogue letters. Even the tie-dye kit from two birthdays ago.

 

Rio grinned over her shoulder. “Tie-dye shirts. We hide the parts of the kit. One by one. With clues. When he finds them all, we do the shirts together.”

 

Agatha’s expression softened, the corner of her mouth quirking up. “He’ll love that. Especially the part where he gets to squirt dye everywhere and call it ‘magical dragon ink.’”

 

Rio clutched her heart. “You know him.”

 

Agatha bent down to scoop up a now-drooling Violet. “And what about the princess dragon?”

 

“She gets a onesie too. Obviously. No reason for her not to get her colors. »

 

So 3 minutes later, Rio, barefoot and fast, moved like a mischievous wind through the garden. Her hair had fallen from its bun, curls bouncing as she darted across the grass, ducking low to stay out of Nicky’s potential line of sight. She slipped a bundle of bright paint pots beneath the flower bed, buried glitter vials in the old metal watering can (which now jingled ominously when lifted), and carefully tucked a handful of tiny paintbrushes into the hollow of Nicky’s favorite tree—the one he always declared was “haunted in a nice way.”

 

She folded the pristine white shirts into tight little scrolls and tied them with rainbow ribbon pilfered from last Halloween. Two adult sizes, one kid-sized, and the tiniest baby onesie for Violet. They were hiddenbeneath the pile of outdoor cushions under the pergola—Rio fluffed the top pillow with dramatic flair, just in case.

 

Meanwhile, Agatha had claimed the patio table with the authority of a seasoned cartographer. A pencil was tucked behind her ear, her glasses low on her nose as she hunched over a thick sheet of partchment-like paper. She worked slowly, methodically, with an artist’s care and a professor’s precision.

 

The backyard was reimagined under her ink strokes: the modest flower beds became “The Glittering Forest,” dotted with illustrated fairy lights and enchanted mushrooms; the sprinkler was redubbed “The Fountain of Storms,” with swirling water sigils curling from its base; and the sandbox—forever gritty and chaotic—was now “The Dragon Dunes,” complete with tiny warning runes scribbled in the margins.

 

She added handwritten clues in her elegant, slanting script—rhymed riddles, simple cyphers, and poetic hints that would make Nicky furrow his brow in concentration and beam when he cracked them. One read:

 

“Where the roses blush and petals hide,

A shimmer sleeps where dreams abide.

Brush away the shade, take care—

A color waits, if you dare.”

 

By the time she finished, the paper smelled faintly of ink and lavender from her sleeve, and the backyard looked less like a suburban garden and more like the setting of a low-budget fantasy film—one Rio would absolutely insist on directing.

 

Just as Agatha laid the final clue into the sunlight to dry, Rio came bounding up the steps, slightly grass-stained, wild-eyed, and triumphant. Her cheeks were flushed from crawling through hedges, and there was a suspicious smudge of glitter on her collarbone.

 

“Okay!” she announced in a stage whisper that absolutely wasn’t a whisper. “We are go for launch. All treasures secured, all traps reset. I may have lost a flip-flop.”

 

Agatha didn’t even blink. “Hazards of the job.”

 

She gathered the finished map and rolled it carefully, tucking it into an old leather satchel she’d retrieved from their teaching drawer—the one that usually held forgotten handouts, chalk, and the emergency granola bar. She slung it over her shoulder with dramatic gravity.

 

“I shall call it his Quest Satchel,” she said, voice low and ceremonial.

 

Rio snorted, wiping sweat from her brow. “You’re so extra.”

 

“Yes, I am.”

 

And as Rio ducked into the kitchen to prep a quick snack : crisp apple slices, a small bowl of peanut butter, and toast carefully trimmed into little stars with kitchen scissors — because, according to Nicky, star toast “tasted more spacey and important.”

 

Before she could call out that the snack was ready, a soft fussing started from the other side of the room.

 

Violet, tucked snugly into her little bouncer near the table, had begun to whimper, legs kicking and arms flailing with impatience. Rio wiped her hands on a dishtowel, scooped the baby into her arms, and pressed a kiss to her tiny, warm nose.

 

“Alright, alright, starlight,” she whispered. “Come on. Let’s dance it out.”

 

Still barefoot, she turned the music up just slightly and began to sway. It was an old Ella Fitzgerald track now, all velvet notes and soft brass, the kind of rhythm that invited twirling. Rio moved gently, holding Violet against her chest, one arm cradling her securely while the other guided them into slow spins and dips, her bare feet padding against the tile floor.

 

Violet squealed in delight, all gums and giggles, her soft legs kicking out in sheer baby joy. Rio laughed and twirled her lightly again, whispering in a sing-song voice, “See? We make our own magic days, baby girl. That’s what moms do. We find the light. Even when the cookies get cancelled.”

 

In the hallway, Agatha had paused, a fresh mug of tea in hand, drawn by the sound of music and Rio’s voice. Agatha stood still, not wanting to break the moment. Her eyes softened as she watched them: Rio’s hair catching the sun like dark honey, the way her body curled protectively around Violet even in motion, how the baby clung to her like she already knew that no place was safer than her mom’s arms.

 

It was a kind of magic all its own. The kind you didn’t write down. The kind that left you breathless.

 

Quietly, Agatha turned and padded back out the sliding door and into the backyard. She didn’t rush this time. Her steps were slow, her tea untouched in her hand. She moved like someone carrying something fragile — not the mug, but a feeling.

 

She crossed the soft grass to the rose bush near the fence — the wild, soft pink one Rio loved most. It was a bit unkempt now, leaning from the recent rain, but still beautiful, still fragrant. Rio had planted it the year she had moved in, muttering that no yard deserved to exist without roses and sunlight and a few bees.

 

Agatha crouched beside it, brushing aside a fallen petal and reaching into the pocket of her cardigan. She pulled out a small cream-colored card. There were no riddles this time, no puzzles, no clues to solve. Just a few simple words, written in her clean, steady hand:

 

« You’re my most most precious treasure. »

 

This one was for Rio only.

 

She folded the card in half, pressed a smooth stone over it, and nestled it carefully between two roots at the base of the bush.

 

For a moment, she just knelt there, fingertips brushing lightly against the petals — not picking them, just touching, like a memory. Like something she didn’t want to disturb.

 

Then she rose, slowly, carefully, and walked back inside, quiet as the wind, as if she hadn’t just left a piece of her heart in the garden.

 

Back in the kitchen, the music was still playing, soft and warm. Rio was still dancing, Violet’s head tucked against her shoulder now and content and drowsy.

 

Agatha leaned in the doorway and took them in like a painting.  “Okay, my love,” she said, her voice calm and full, “let’s go give our dragon his map.”

 

Rio turned, eyes lit up. “Did you put the pouch on your belt like a real questmaster?”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow. “Of course I did. What kind of operation do you think I’m running here?”

 

Rio grinned, kissed Violet’s cheek, and said, “An excellent one.”

 

And together, with baby in arms and a map of wonders tucked in Agatha’s satchel, they set off to summon their little dragon. Because the cookies may have been cancelled, but the adventure was still very much on.

 

“Commander Dragon,” Agatha said solemnly, crouching down to Nicky’s level as he sat cross-legged on the living room rug, still puzzling over Saturn and its missing ring. Her voice dropped to that theatrical hush she used when reading bedtime stories, full of weight and wonder. “An urgent quest awaits you.”

 

Nicky looked up sharply. His eyes were still a little red from the tears earlier, his nose faintly shiny, but a spark returned to his expression as the words settled over him “A quest?” he whispered, breath catching.

 

“An epic one,” Agatha confirmed with a grave nod. “Only the bravest dragon commanders can answer the call.”

 

From the doorway, Rio leaned against the frame with Violet perched happily on her hip, both of them glowing slightly in the late afternoon light. “A treasure hunt,” she added with a grin, her tone playful and conspiratorial. “Crafted especially for fearless dragon explorers and their noble baby companions.”

 

Nicky gasped dramatically, the way only a boy in a dragon costume could. “A treasure hunt!” He scrambled to his feet, wings bouncing on his back, and immediately began rummaging for his toy sword — a foam blade encrusted with sticker jewels — and the slightly lopsided paper crown he’d made at school the week before. “I must get ready! Dragons don’t delay!”

 

“Of course not,” Agatha said, fighting a smile as he flung on the crown and posed like a storybook knight. She took Violet gently from Rio’s arms, kissing the soft crown of her hair, while Rio helped Nicky secure his gear.

 

They stepped outside into the sunshine together, the grass warm beneath their feet, the garden humming with bees and summer stillness — the perfect kingdom for adventure.

 

Agatha handed Nicky the hand-drawn map with all the pomp of an ancient prophecy. “This,” she said, “is your guide. Follow the path. Solve the clues. Complete the trials. To glory at the end. And a magical reward." 

 

Nicky took the map with reverence, fingers smudging the edges as he opened it. “Whoa…” he breathed, tracing the lines. “The Glittering Forest… Dragon Dunes… Fountain of Storms!”

 

And then, standing tall and proud (as tall as he could in dragon feet), he declared, “I, Sir Nicholas Dragon the First, vow to complete the quest and find the treasure and save the day!” He struck a pose so heroic that even Violet gave a delighted squawk of approval. « To glory at the end ! »

 

With that, he bolted across the grass, cape fluttering, heading toward the first clue — cleverly tucked beneath the stone garden bench, disguised with a layer of leaves. Rio watched him go, hand shading her eyes, the corners of her mouth lifting.

 

Then, with a small, satisfied sigh, she dropped into the grass herself, stretching her legs out in the sun and letting the quiet joy of the moment settle in. Her hair, messily pinned up, caught the light like copper, and she absently plucked a blade of grass and twirled it between her fingers.

 

“He’s okay again,” she murmured, half to herself.

 

Agatha sat beside her with a soft rustle of fabric, Violet tucked gently against her chest, the baby already starting to doze. “You’re okay again,” she corrected, voice low, and passed Rio a tall glass of iced tea from the tray she’d set aside earlier — lemon slices floating lazily near the surface.

 

Rio looked over, eyes catching Agatha’s for a heartbeat, and smiled. “Yeah,” she said, taking the glass. “Yeah, I am.”

 

They clinked their glasses together — not loudly, just a soft tap, a private toast.

 

“To dragons,” Agatha said.

 

“To treasure hunts,” Rio replied.

 

“To ordinary magic,” Agatha added.

 

And from across the garden, Nicky’s triumphant shout rang out: “I FOUND THE FIRST CLUE!”

 

Rio chuckled and leaned her head against Agatha’s shoulder, the scent of tea and roses and baby shampoo floating between them.

 

“‘Where Mama... reads and...  drinks her very dark... coffee…’” Nicky read aloud, squinting at the clue card as if it might bite him. He held it up to the sky for good measure, as if hoping the sunlight might reveal some hidden message.

 

Rio beamed, sipping slowly, her eyes never leaving him.

 

“It’s the patio!” Nicky gasped suddenly, eyes lighting up like twin stars. “Mama’s coffee patio!”

 

And then he was gone: a blur of flapping wings and stomping dragon feet as he darted across the lawn with the clue card flappping in his hand.

 

From there, the garden became a storybook brought to life. Nicky followed the trail with wild, unfiltered joy, his laughter echoing between the flower beds and the trees.

 

Under the tree swing — “Where baby laughs swing like Grandma's clock,” the card read in Agatha’s careful, looping script. He reached up reverently, fingertips brushing the wooden seat, then squealed with delight as he pulled free a glittery star stamp tucked beneath the cushion.

 

Behind the compost bin — “Like a phoe...nix... phoenix, I will regrow,” he read aloud, tilting his head in thought before yanking the clue from the vines with a triumphant grin. “That’s deep,” he muttered solemnly, clearly quoting something he’d once overheard Agatha say, then immediately got distracted by a worm and forgot about it entirely.

 

By the time he reached the birdbath — rebranded in the map as the “Well of Whispers” — he was breathless and glowing. The next clue was tucked inside a small plastic jar floating like a message in a bottle. He fished it out, gasped when it opened to reveal a single shimmering packet of glitter, and held it aloft like it was a royal jewel.

 

And then, Nicky reached the rose bush.

 

He had zoomed right past it at first, wings flapping, too caught up in the thrill of the hunt to notice anything outside his glitter-scented tunnel vision. But something must’ve tugged at his dragon senses, because he skidded to a stop in the grass and doubled back, his little hands parting the blossoms with careful curiosity.

 

“There’s something here…” he mumbled, crouching low.

 

The petals rustled gently as he reached between the thorny stems, shifting a smooth, flat stone that had clearly been placed with purpose.

 

Rio winced slightly from across the lawn, her plant-lover instincts bristling as the rose bush swayed under his enthusiastic exploration. “Gentle, gentle—” she whispered to herself, more to the rose than the boy.

 

“What’s this?” Nicky frowned, pulling out a cream-colored folded card. “It’s not glitter glue. Is this part of the treasure?”

 

Agatha, who had been sitting quietly near Rio with Violet snuggled against her chest, rose to her knees. She placed a hand on Rio’s shoulder and spoke softly.

 

“It’s not part of the official quest,” she said, voice lower now, more intimate. “That one’s for Mom.”

 

Nicky turned, blinking. “Oh,” he simply said. Without another word, he padded back over and handed the card to Rio, his crown slightly askew.

 

Rio raised a brow, surprised. “For me?”

 

She opened it with the same casualness she used for shopping lists or scribbled reminders on the fridge — but her eyes lingered once the words registered.

 

She read it again, slower this time, her lips parting, the air around her going suddenly still.

 

You’re my most most precious treasure.

 

The words hit her with all the gentleness of a tidal wave. No puzzle, no rhyme, no game — just Agatha’s handwriting, steady and certain. Her fingers curled slightly around the note. A slow blush rose in her cheeks, not just from embarrassment but from something quieter, deeper — the feeling of being loved exaclty right.

 

She looked up slowly, her eyes glassy and wide, her expression unguarded in a way that made her look years younger and endlessly older all at once. For a moment, there was no garden, no dragon quest, no summer warmth. Just the two of them and that note and the silence that stretched long enough for everything unspoken to settle between them.

 

And Agatha… Agatha just smiled.

 

Not the poised smile she gave to students or the dry, amused tilt of her mouth that usually followed Rio’s chaotic energy. No — this one was smaller, realer, woven with quiet devotion. A smile that said I meant every word.

 

Rio exhaled shakily and folded the card with delicate care, as though it might crumble if she rushed. She slipped it into the inside pocket of her light jacket, the one over her heart, like a secret she’d carry for the rest of her life.

 

She didn’t say much — just a hushed, thick-throated, “My love…”

 

And her hand found Agatha’s — fingers twining,  — and stayed there. Agatha’s thumb brushed along the inside of her wrist. She didn’t speak either. No need.

 

In the distance, Nicky resumed his quest with renewed enthusiasm, oblivious to the quiet magic blooming just behind him. Violet gurgled softly in Agatha’s arms, watching a bee drift past.

 

Nicky, meanwhile, stood in the middle of the lawn with the next clue held out in front of him. He squinted down at the words, lips moving as he read slowly.

 

“‘Where Mom’s twirls live?’” he repeated aloud, confused. “What does that mean?”

 

He turned in a slow circle, scanning the backyard as if the grass or the wind might whisper the answer. His dragon wings twitched with concentration. “Twirls don’t live anywhere,” he muttered. “Twirls are… twirly.”

 

Agatha leaned in close to Rio, her voice a velvet murmur. “Did you really hang your pointe shoes in a tree?”

 

Rio laughed under her breath and pressed a quick kiss to Agatha’s temple, where a single grey hair had appeared on the right side like a silver thread. “As you love to remind me, I’m ridiculous,” she murmured with a smirk. “So yes. But only the old ones. The beat-up, callus-building, soul-shattering pair. Those things cost more than my textbooks and my pride.”

 

Agatha’s mouth quirked. “I’ll buy you as many pairs as you want,” she said softly. “Even if you hang them from every tree in this yard.”

 

Before Rio could reply, Nicky let out a triumphant shriek. “There they are!”

 

He sprinted toward the maple tree near the back fence, where a pair of scuffed satin pointe shoes swung lazily from a low branch, tied together by their well-worn ribbons. They swayed in the breeze like a quiet echo from another life, one full of mirrors, rehearsals, and dim stage lights.

 

“They’re magical shoes!” Nicky gasped, pointing at them as though they might levitate.

 

“They really are,” Rio said, her voice suddenly quiet Her smile dimmed to something softer, more inward, as she watched the shoes sway gently above her son’s head as she walked to him. Her hand slipped unconsciously to her hip, rubbing at the spot where old injuries still hummed faintly when it rained. “They helped me fly, once.”

 

Nicky stared up at the shoes with reverence. “Can I fly if I wear them?”

 

Rio chuckled, crouching beside him and brushing a stray leaf from his crown. “Someday,” she said. “But for now, they’re too tired. They’re retired magic.”

 

Agatha stood beside them, Violet nestled sleepily against her shoulder, watching with a quiet sort of awe as time bent slightly around the moment. There was something sacred in it — the way Nicky looked at the shoes, the way Rio touched her past like it was a dear old friend, not a ghost.

 

The wind shifted, lifting the ribbons into a lazy spin, and for a breath of a second, it almost felt like music might start playing from nowhere -- some long-lost melody rising from the soles of those worn pink shoes.

 

Then Nicky turned, clue clutched in his hand, voice high with determination. “Come on! There’s more treasure to find!”

 

He took off again, his tiny feet pounding across the grass, unaware of the small miracle he’d stirred behind him.

 

Rio rose slowly, her gaze lingering on the shoes for one more beat before turning to Agatha. “Thank you for writing that clue,” she murmured.

 

Agatha looked at her and said, simply, “It’s where your magic lives.”

 

Rio reached out, brushing her knuckles softly against Agatha’s wrist. “It still does,” she whispered.

 

Then she took off after their son, laughing, her hair catching the light like fire as she ran.

 

And the shoes swung gently in the tree, the wind humming their silent applause.

 

The next clue had Nicky digging in the sandbox with a plastic shovel as if he was an archeologist. From there, the journey twisted and turned — behind the friendly tree (“The tree Mom fell from’s cousin.”), beneath the garden hose coiled like a sleeping serpent, tucked behind the wild lavender by the shed.

 

Each discovery brought him closer, his excitement mounting like a rising drumbeat, until he finally stopped in front of a dangling curtain of delicate wind chimes that shimmered and sang in the breeze. He paused there, wide-eyed, as if he had stumbled into a secret realm.

 

And behind the wind chimes —in a wooden crate beneath the graden cushions — was the final prize.

 

White cotton shirts and a tiny baby onesie, neatly rolled and tied with rainbow string. Bottles of brightly colored dye, glitter tubes in every hue imaginable, sponge brushes shaped like hearts, stars, and suns. The whole thing gleamed like a secret rainbow waiting to happen.

 

Nicky stood stock-still in front of it all, stunned into silence. His eyes grew round with awe.

 

“We’re making… unicorn shirts?” he breathed, as if this were a sacred rite passed down through generations.

 

Rio grinned, already rolling up her sleeves. “Basically, yes.”

 

Violet chose that moment to squeal with joy, flapping her little arms in Agatha’s arms like she wanted her own set of glitter wings. Agatha bounced her gently, laughing.

 

“Can mine have all the colors?” he asked.

 

Agatha and Rio laughed together, voices harmonizing without meaning to. Rio touched the pocket where the note was hidden again, just once.

 

“All the colors it is,” Agatha said, brushing a speck of glitter from Violet’s cheek. “Let’s get messy.”

 

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Chapter 44: Treasures and Colors - Part II

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Now that Nicky had uncovered all the clues and gathered his treasures, the whole family migrated back toward the heart of the garden. Rio laid out a big chekckered picnic blanket beneath the shade of the maple tree while Agatha unfolded a few old tarps across the grass with the air of someone preparing for a scientific experiment rather than a craft project.

 

“We’re going to look like a Lisa Frank explosion if we do this wrong,” she muttered under her breath.

 

“That’s the point,” Rio called over her shoulder, grinning as she knelt to arrange a rainbow of supplies -- squeeze bottles filled with vivid tie-dye colors, paper plates, cups of water, rubber bands, brushes, a tin of glitter, and a bowl of clothespins. “Chaos is the medium.”

 

They had all changed into their oldest clothes — Rio had pulled on a well-loved tank top, already blotched with past adventures in fabric paint, and a pair of soft black bike shorts. Agatha had changed into a faded gray T-shirt from her grad school days—the one that read HISTORY HAS ITS EYES ON YOU in cracked lettering, paired with navy sweatpants pushed up to her calves. and Nicky in a pair of shorts and an old shirt a little too small and a backup dragon tail Rio had made from leftover felt.

 

“All right,” Rio said, clapping her hands together and looking out at the chaos of dye bottles, rubber bands, and glitter. “Craft hour begins now.”

 

“I thought this was a tie-dye mission,” Agatha said, eyebrows raised.

 

“Tie-dye is a craft,” Rio replied, hands on her hips. “It’s basically textile alchemy.”

 

“I am a dragon,” Nicky announced, already hopping excitedly on the tarp in his old clothes and makeshift tail. “And dragons like rainbows and breathe fire. So I’m going to make a fire rainbow shirt.”

 

“Spoken like a true visionary,” Agatha deadpanned.

 

Rio turned to their son with a grin. “Okay, Commander Dragon, let me show you how it works.”

 

Nicky plopped down beside her as she took one of the blank white shirts and started folding it into a spiral. “Step one,” she said, her voice taking on the same playful gravity she used when explaining poetry to her students. “You pinch the middle like this— real tight. Then you twist it slowly into a spiral, like a cinnamon roll.”

 

“Or a galaxy?” Nicky asked, already mimicking the motions with another shirt.

 

“Exactly,” Rio said, beaming. “Now the rubber bands. We divide it up like a pizza. Or a wheel. Or a flower with lots of petals.”

 

Nicky furrowed his brow, his tongue peeking out in concentration as he carefully tried to section his spiral with rubber bands. “Can I make mine look like a donut?”

 

“You absolutely can,” Rio said. “A donut, a pizza, a magical dragon nebula. It’s your masterpiece.”

 

“Cool,” he whispered, eyes wide.

 

Agatha lowered herself beside them. She reached for another shirt and began folding it with surprising ease. “I looked up three tutorials while changing,” she admitted when Rio raised an eyebrow. “I like to come prepared.”

 

Rio leaned over and kissed her cheek. “Of course you did.”

 

Violet, meanwhile, was tucked comfortably in the shade beneath the maple tree, lying on a soft quilted blanket patterned with little stars. A floppy sun hat, slightly too big for her, tilted over one eye as she reached — with the kind of laser-focused determination only babies possess — for a tube of glitter that had rolled just into her reach.

 

“No, no, no,” Agatha murmured as she swooped in with impeccable timing, plucking the glitter from Violet’s grasp before it could make its way to her mouth. “That’s not lunch, sweetheart. Mommy is lunch.”

 

Violet frowned, deeply affronted by this injustice. Her lip wobbled. Then she gave a mighty baby sigh and settled for trying to eat her own toes instead.

 

Agatha arched a brow, shifting the glitter far out of reach and glancing back just in time to see Nicky gleefully squeeze an entire squeeze bottle of red dye onto his shirt with reckless abandon.

 

“Whoa, whoa—maybe not that much, love,” Rio said quickly, gently intercepting the bottle before it emptied entirely onto the tarp. Her hands, already stained purple and green like some chaotic painter’s palette, moved weasily as she tipped the shirt to prevent the dye from pooling. “Here, let’s add some yellow to this part. That way you’ll get orange in the middle. Like fire!”

 

“I am making fire,” Nicky said with immense pride, holding up his dripping creation like it was Excalibur. The spiral of red, yellow, and a bit of rogue pink spread across the fabric like a solar flare.

 

“Of course you are,” Agatha said, shifting Violet more comfortably in her lap and brushing a streak of blue off her own cheek with the back of her hand. “What else would a dragon make, if not wearable flames?”

 

Nicky roared dramatically and spun in a circle, glitter flying from his tail like magical dust. Rio ducked instinctively, laughing.

 

“You’re going to set the whole backyard on fire with that thing,” she said, eyes sparkling as she turned back to Agatha. “Are you having fun yet, Professor?”

 

Agatha gave her wife a long, unreadable look, the one she used in class right before saying something that silenced a room. Then her lips twitched into a reluctant smile, and she shrugged, conceding just enough to admit the truth. “I can admit defeat when faced with good chaos. And… glitter. So much glitter.”

 

Rio grinned like she’d just won a bet. “You’ve said ‘we could’ve just bought shirts’ three times.”

 

“Four, technically,” Agatha corrected primly. “And I stand by every instance. But—” she glanced at Nicky, who was now stamping across the tarp singing a made-up dragon battle anthem, and then down at Violet, who had managed to grab hold of a paintbrush and was chewing triumphantly on the handle, “—I suppose this is more… memorable.”

 

“That’s code for ‘you love it,’” Rio said with a smirk, dabbing a smear of pink onto Agatha’s wrist just to watch her react.

 

Agatha narrowed her eyes. “Touch me with one more color and I swear, Rio—”

 

“What, you’ll banish me from the kingdom of Rainbow Dragon Fire?”

 

“I’ll make you grade freshman essays on the Enlightenment all weekend.”

 

Rio gasped, clutching her chest in mock horror. “Cruelty!”

 

They laughed softlyr just as Nicky ran up and pointed proudly at his shirt. “LOOK!”

 

Agatha leaned over, examining the dripping, gloriously chaotic swirl of red, orange, and gold. “That’s incredible,” she said honestly.

 

“Will it sparkle?” he asked, hopeful.

 

“Oh, it will,” Rio said, reaching for the glitter with the air of a woman who accepted her fate. “Everything sparkles around here.”

 

Violet, still teethlessly gumming on the paintbrush, gave a delighted squeal of agreement. 

 

They each kept working on their own shirts, completely absorbed in the kind of quiet, creative chaos that could only come from a backyard kingdom filled with sun, laughter, and too much dye.

 

Rio’s shirt had broad, carefree swirls of mossy green, soft plum, and strips of white that peeked through like little secrets. Her fingers were stained in mismatched colors, and a smear of teal decorated her forearm where Nicky had bumped into her mid-roar. She hummed under her breath as she twisted the fabric just a little tighter, watching the colors bloom into one another like slow-moving galaxies.

 

Agatha, in contrast, worked with a calm, deliberate precision — folding, binding, and squeezing with the focus of a scientist adjusting dials on an ancient, beloved machine. Her chosen palette was almost identical to Rio’s, though she hadn’t seemed to notice it herself. She worked in purposeful spirals of forest green, dusky lavender, and a soft gold that reminded Rio of sunlight slipping through their bedroom curtains on quiet mornings.

 

It wasn’t until Rio leaned over, eyebrows arched in mock scandal, that Agatha paused to look.

 

“Matching shirts?” Rio asked, feigning shock as she wiggled her eyebrows with dramatic flair. “Are we that couple now?”

 

Agatha glanced down at her work and then at Rio’s shirt, clearly caught. But instead of arguing, she just smirked and leaned in, her voice low and amused, curling in Rio’s ear like warm smoke.

 

“Darling, we’ve always been that couple,” she murmured, brushing a purple-stained knuckle against Rio’s jaw. “You just never noticed because you were too busy being ridiculous.”

 

Rio grinned, tilting her head playfully. “I notice everything you do, Professor.”

 

Before Agatha could reply — and she was clearly ready to -- Violet let out a delighted squeal from her nest on the blanket, flapping her arms as if she, too, wanted to dye something immediately. One tiny sock had already come loose and her sunhat was halfway off her head, but she was determined, reaching with all her strength for yet another glitter bottle nearest her foot.

 

“Oh no you don’t,” Rio said, laughing as she intercepted the bottle. “That glitter’s not FDA approved.”

 

She plucked the plain white baby onesie from the supply pile and rolled it carefully and, after a moment of thought, dabbed it delicately with pale blue, soft lavender, and a warm burst of sunshine yellow right in the center. The pattern was simple, imperfect, and quietly lovely — a kind of wearable lullaby.

 

“This one’s for you, Vivi Moon,” Rio whispered, bending to kiss Violet’s forehead. The baby squealed again in delight, her legs kicking rhythmically as if she understood exactly what was being said and loved every second of it.

 

“She’s going to stain everything she touches for a week,” Agatha said dryly, watching their daughter with a mix of maternal dread and adoration.

 

“We all will,” Rio said, lifting the little onesie and giving it a proud twirl in the air like a flag of their house. “But we’ll look fabulous doing it.”

 

Agatha chuckled as she reached out and tapped a bright green splotch right in the center of Rio’s tank top. “You already look like a Jackson Pollock painting,” she said, tilting her head. “If Jackson Pollock had discovered glitter and chaos as his primary mediums.”

 

Rio gave a dramatic gasp, hands on her hips, completely unfazed. “How dare you. I am a walking masterpiece,” she declared, then dipped her fingers into the nearest bowl of fuchsia dye with villain-level glee. With slow, theatrical precision, she leaned in and drew a streak across Agatha’s cheekbone — just under her right eye — a glowing arc of pink against her pale skin.

 

Agatha didn’t flinch. Didn’t even blink.

 

“And,” Rio murmured, voice honey-sweet, “you still married me. So either I’m charming beyond reason… or you have a very tragic weakness for chaos.”

 

“Possibly both,” Agatha replied, deadpan, though the corners of her mouth betrayed her. “I regret nothing. Except letting you near the dye unsupervised.”

 

Rio laughed and resettled down cross-legged beside her, her tank top streaked in neon and glitter, her arms smudged with purple and blue. “Maybe I should tie-dye my wedding dress next. Really lean into the theme.”

 

That made Agatha pause. Her expression softened — the humor in her eyes giving way to something quieter, deeper. “No,” she said gently, “I like your wedding dress just the way it is.”

 

Rio tilted her head, the teasing fading slightly into something curious, vulnerable. “Yeah?”

 

Agatha’s gaze never left her. “It’s your Fairy Queen dress,” she said, voice lowered, reverent. “You looked like you stepped out of some old dream I didn’t even know I had. Like a story I would read a thousand times just to keep seeing how you walked into the light.”

 

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

 

All around them, the yard buzzed with gentle, happy noise — the soft gurgle of Violet under her sun hat, Nicky singing to himself something that suspiciously sounded like the Jurassik Park theme as he dunked his hands into a bowl of turquoise, wind chimes clinking lazily above the clothesline.

 

Rio smiled slowly, that unguarded smile that only Agatha ever got to see. She reached out, fingertips brushing the pink still glowing on Agatha’s cheek, and whispered, “You’re ridiculous.”

 

Agatha turned her face slightly, just enough to kiss her wrist. “Takes one to love one.”

 

They sat side by side on the tarp, their shirts drying in the sun beside them, their children making soft, happy noises nearby, and the scent of grass, summer air, and faint vinegar from the dye filling the breeze.

 

There was color everywhere — on their clothes, their hands, their cheeks, and in every corner of their messy, beautiful life.

 


 

By the end of the morning, the tarp looked like it had barely survived a mythical rainbow battle. Dye bottles lay toppled like fallen soldiers. Rubber bands were scattered like confetti. The grass around the edges had turned shades of blue and purple that didn’t exist in nature. Glitter sparkled on everything — the tarp, their clothes, the tips of the maple leaves overhead.

 

Nicky was absolutely coated, his hands stained crimson and orange all the way to his elbows, his cheeks dotted with blue thumbprints like little celestial stamps. His dragon tail flopped with each hop as he galloped around the drying shirts like a proud guardian of treasure. Rio had somehow managed to dye all ten toes green — she blamed stepping in a bowl while reaching for the yellow. Agatha, who had been the most composed of them all, now bore a golden handprint dead-center on the back of her shirt, courtesy of one of Nicky’s overly enthusiastic dye-hugs.

 

They stood together, surveying the fruits of their chaos.

 

All the shirts, the onesie included, were laid out in careful rows on the sunny edge of the lawn, soaking in the late morning warmth. Nicky’s creation looked like a volcano mid-eruption — crimson bursts surrounded by flickers of orange, yellow, and a bit of rogue glitter. Rio and Agatha’s were both swirling symphonies of purple and green, not identical but unmistakably in conversation with each other — like twin galaxies caught in a quiet orbit. Violet’s onesie, lovingly dabbed and splattered by all three of them, was soft and sunshiney, with baby-blue clouds and a little accidental purple pawprint on the belly from where Señor Scratchy had wandered outside and hopped straight into the puple bowl before running away.

 

“Can we wear them tomorrow?” Nicky asked, dancing in place, eyes wide with anticipation.

 

“Only if you promise not to wear yours to bed tonight,” Agatha said sternly, raising an eyebrow in mock disapproval. “I know how you think.”

 

Nicky paused, visibly debating, then slouched just slightly. “…Fine,” he muttered, clearly already planning a stealth mission after bedtime.

 

Rio burst out laughing and flopped back onto the tarp with a satisfied sigh, propping herself up on her elbows and gazing up at the sky. Her tank top looked like a kaleidoscope had exploded on it. “This turned out almost as good as lunch at Lilia’s,” she declared, eyes squinting toward the sun, heart full.

 

Agatha, now sitting cross-legged beside her with Violet babbling contentedly in her lap and trying to eat her own hand, looked down at Rio with soft affection. “Don’t tell Lilia that,” she murmured, lifting Rio’s green-streaked hand and brushing her lips gently against the paint-smeared knuckles. “She’d be heartbroken.”

 

“Are you kidding?” Rio smirked, curling her toes and brushing her foot lightly against Agatha’s on the tarp. “She’ll be elated. She’ll demand pictures, a full slideshow, and probably request a shirt in her favorite colors. Then she’ll cry, call Vivi ‘her glitter angel,’ and offer us pie.”

 

“…She already calls Violet her glitter angel,” Agatha pointed out dryly.

 

“Exactly,” Rio grinned, winking.

 

Once every shirt and onesie had sufficiently basked in the sun — crisping at the edges, their colors bold and brilliant in the light — Rio stood, brushed stray bits of grass off her legs, and clapped her hands with purpose.

 

“Okay, team,” she announced in her best captain’s voice, still speckled in three shades of dye. “Now comes the very important final step: we’ve got to wash the shirts to set the colors.”

 

Nicky, who was twirling nearby with a glittery stick like a wizard casting sparkly spells, froze mid-spin. His face crumpled in disbelief. “Wash them? But we just made them!” he said, scandalized, as if Rio had proposed throwing them straight into a volcano.

 

Rio chuckled, gathering the slightly stiff, rainbow-swirled bundle of shirts and onesie into her arms. “I know, I know,” she said gently. “But if we don’t wash them properly, the colors might bleed or fade the first time you wear it. All that magic we worked so hard on will swirl right down the drain.”

 

Nicky frowned, eyes narrowed in deep contemplation. “So… the washing makes it real?”

 

“Exactly,” Rio said, her voice softening, like she was letting him in on a very ancient secret. “The wash sets the spell. Like… the final step in a potion. Time and care and heat. You make the thing — then you seal it.”

 

From where she still sat on the tarp, brushing dried bits of glitter from the creases of her jeans, Agatha added with a small smile, “It’s textile alchemy, like you said. Science and magic. A little vinegar, a little patience, and a good spin cycle.”

 

Nicky gasped like this was the most incredible truth he’d ever heard. “so really like potion-making?” he asked, eyes wide, bouncing up onto his toes again.

 

“Exactly,” Agatha said with a solemn nod, as if she’d taught Potions at at magic school in a past life. “The kind of potion that requires discipline. And a dryer.”

 

He looked at the drying rack longingly, then squared his shoulders with an exaggerated sigh. “Okay. I’ll wait,” he declared. “But only because it’s for the magic.”

 

Rio leaned down and kissed the top of his rainbow-streaked curls. “Thank you for your noble sacrifice, Sir Dragon.”

 

Nicky puffed out his chest with pride. “Knights must be brave,” he said gallantly. “Even when the potion smells like vinegar.”

 

Agatha laughed under her breath. “Words to live by.”

 

Violet babbled in agreement from her place in Agatha’s lap, slapping her hand against Agatha’s leg and nearly hitting a leftover dye bottle.

 

“Vivi understands,” Rio said solemnly. “She’s already preparing for her first onesie fashion show.”

 

“Fashion splat show,” Agatha corrected, adjusting Violet’s floppy sunhat before her daughter could chew on it again.

 

Inside, Rio carried the shirts to the laundry room, carefully placing each of them into the washing machine — Nicky’s volcano masterpiece, hers and Agatha’s swirling greens and purples, the delicate pastel onesie that Violet would eventually outgrow but they’d never part with — and closed the door.

 

She adjusted the settings with the precision of a veteran crafter-mother, turning the dial to cold rinse only. Her fingers hesitated for a second — not because she didn’t know what she was doing, but because she could still remember the time she’d turned an entire load of whites a blotchy pink thanks to one rogue red baby sock. Agatha had declared it an avant-garde success. Rio had cried a little in the bathroom.

 

Nicky stood nearby with his arms crossed, small but full of authority, chin tipped up like a tiny general supervising a critical mission. “They better survive the potion,” he said seriously.

 

“They will,” Agatha replied from the doorway, brushing a crimson smear from his cheek with her thumb. “They’re made of love and chaos. Those are very durable materials.”

 

“Rainbow security protocols initiated,” Rio announced solemnly as she pressed the start button. The machine gave a shudder, then began its slow, swirling spin.

 

Nicky immediately pressed his forehead to the glass, eyes wide. “It’s like a shirt tornado,” he whispered, awed.

 

Agatha ruffled his hair, then headed to the kitchen to get lunch going. Rio scooped Violet up from the play mat in the hallway, where she’d been gleefully slapping her toes against a plush sun. “Alright, baby star,” she murmured as Violet began to root against her shoulder, clearly signaling her next priority. “Let’s get you fed.”

 

She settled into the couch, shifting Violet in her arms and lifting her shirt easily. Violet latched instantly, sighing in contentment like she was at a five-star restaurant.

 

Rio smiled, brushing her lips against the top of her daughter’s head. The world could be unraveling outside, and this moment would still feel sacred.

 

Nicky came in, sniffing the air. “What’s for lunch?”

 

“Something very fancy,” Agatha said from the kitchen. “Grilled cheese with a side of sliced apple and leftover pasta salad. À la Mama.”

 

“Yesssss,” Nicky hissed dramatically.

 

Rio laughed softly, careful not to jostle Violet, who had already begun to doze between gulps. “You’d think we told him it was fondue night.”

 

“You said fondue once and never did it,” Nicky pointed out, pointing an accusing finger in Agatha’s direction.

 

Agatha poked her head around the corner, arching an eyebrow. “Because someone dropped a marshmallow into my tea that day and then told Scratchy it was ‘a flavor adventure.’”

 

“It was a flavor adventure,” Rio said, grinning as she switched Violet to her other breast and gently stroked the baby’s soft cheek. Violet’s eyes fluttered closed, lips still moving with sleepy determination.

 

“Señor Scratchy agreed,” Nicky added helpfully.

 

“He also threw up on the stairs,” Agatha replied, vanishing back into the kitchen.

 

“We all process joy differently,” Rio murmured with a smirk, nuzzling Violet’s forehead.

 

They sat down to eat soon after—Agatha plating the warm sandwiches with her usual quiet precision, slicing each one on the diagonal, arranging apple slices like she was presenting a thesis. Nicky, still proudly declaring himself “Tie-Dye Captain,” got to choose the seating arrangement, assigning spots at the table with exaggerated authority. Rio, with Violet curled drowsily against her shoulder and a faint trail of milk down her shirt, just laughed and obeyed his decree.

 

The early afternoon light poured through the kitchen windows in gentle stripes. Everyone had specks of dye on their arms, clothes, and hair—evidence of a joyful morning. The washing machine hummed in the background like a domestic lullaby.

 

“Is it done yet?” Nicky asked between bites of apple.

 

“Twenty more minutes,” Rio said, sipping her lemonade. “And then we’ll see if your masterpiece survived the final test.”

 

“It definitely did,” Nicky said confidently. “I bet it’ll be the best one.”

 

“Obviously,” Agatha said dryly, taking a bite of her sandwich. “No offense to the galaxy twins over here.”

 

Rio held up her hands in mock surrender, both of them still faintly green. “On behalf of both of us, none taken. Your confidence is terrifying.”

 

Nicky beamed and swung his legs under the table with enough force to shake the salt shaker. The entire table — mismatched plates, juice cups, and all — was a collage of chaos, but Rio wouldn’t have traded it for a five-star meal in Paris.

 


 

After lunch, while Agatha washed the dishes and Nicky finished licking the last of the grilled cheese crusts off his fingers, Rio peeked into the laundry room. The cycle was finished, the shirts soft and cool and no longer dripping with magical tie-dye suspense.

 

“They’re ready!” she called.

 

Nicky sprinted in from the hallway like a superhero called to action. “The treasure has evolved!”

 

Agatha arrived a moment later, drying her hands on a dish towel with a skeptical eyebrow raised. “Does that mean they’re wearable? Or radioactive?”

 

“They’re perfect,” Rio said, lifting one up for inspection. The fabric glowed with fresh color — no smudging, no bleeding, just the crisp celebration of a morning well spent. “Look how bright they stayed! Nicky, yours looks like the chimney exploded into magical fire.”

 

“YES!” Nicky whooped, throwing both fists into the air. “I knew it! The fire rainbow is real!”

 

“And this one’s yours,” Rio added, handing Agatha the green and purple spiral with a playful flourish.

 

Agatha took it delicately, examining the swirls with narrowed eyes — and then, despite herself, let a reluctant smile tug at her lips. “It’s… vibrant.”

 

“It’s art,” Rio corrected, pulling out her own matching shirt. “We’re art now.”

 

And then, at the very bottom of the pile, was the smallest one of all — the legless baby onesie in the softest pastels, sunshine yellow blending into lavender and a dreamy blue that looked like dawn. It was no bigger than Rio’s forearm.

 

“And this,” she said, voice softening, “is Vivi’s. Our masterpiece.”

 

Agatha came to her side, Violet still dozing against Rio’s chest, one tiny hand curled in sleep. She looked down at the onesie and reached out, brushing her fingers over the fabric.

 

“I don’t think we’ll ever put her in anything else,” Agatha murmured.

 

“We’ll have to,” Rio said, her smile touched with emotion. “But this one’s going in the memory box when it doesn’t fit anymore.”

 

“Next to the hospital bracelets and the crumpled ultrasound and that love note I wrote you on a napkin,” Agatha said.

 

“And the rock Nicky insisted on putting in it,” Rio added, laughing.

 

“Of course. A true family heirloom.”

 

“Can we wear them now?” Nicky was bouncing on his heels, already tugging at the collar of his dragon costume he had insisted on putting back on before lunch.

 

“Yes, yes, yes,” Rio laughed. “Let’s all change.”

 

There was a sudden burst of movement — the thunder of small feet on stairs, the squeak of doors opening and slamming shut, and Nicky’s voice echoing excitedly down the hallway. Upstairs, in his room, he changed at warp speed. His dragon tail flew through the air like a lizard being exorcised as he stripped off the costume and flung it onto the floor in one motion. The new shirt went on immediately, head popping through the collar with a triumphant shout.

 

“Ta-da!” he yelled to no one in particular, posing in the mirror with his arms flexed. The bright tie-dye swirls stretched across his chest like fire and sunlight. “I look awesome. I look like a volcano wizard.”

 

In the primary bedroom down the hall, Agatha moved more slowly. She stood at the mirror in the soft hush of the afternoon light, holding the green-and-purple shirt in her hands like it was a letter written in a language only she and Rio spoke.

 

She slipped it on over her head, adjusting the hem carefully. It was a bit oversized — courtesy of Rio’s insistence on “comfy and chaotic vibes” — and hung loose at the sleeves in a way that made it perfect for summer evenings and barefoot days. It smelled like detergent and grass and Rio’s laughter. The spiral pattern swirled right at her heart, like a galaxy frozen mid-spin.

 

Agtha looked at herself for a moment, then ran her hand over the soft fabric, her smile growing slowly, like a secret blooming.

 

Across the hallway, Rio was in the nursery, humming faintly as she dressed Violet, who was blinking drowsily up at her, still in that dreamy space between nap and wakefulness. Her tiny arms flopped as Rio gently eased them into the sleeves of the pastel-dyed onesie.

 

“There we go,” Rio murmured, snapping the last button at the bottom. “All soft and sleepy colors. Just like you, little moonbug.”

 

Violet gurgled in agreement, eyes wider and blinking. Rio couldn’t help but smile as she tugged on her own shirt — her “galaxy twin” to match Agatha’s — then scooped Violet up in her arms and gave her a twirl.

 

“Okay, Miss Tie-Dye Baby,” she said, nuzzling Violet’s cheek. “We are officially ready for our runway debut. Prepare to turn heads.”

 

From down the hallway came Nicky’s voice, now slightly impatient: “Is everyone ready?! I’ve been standing in the hallway for fifteen minutes in my best look!”

 

“You’ve been standing there for two minutes,” Agatha called, smoothing down her shirt and walking toward the door like a queen crossing the throne room— although there was a bit more bounce in her step now.

 

Rio joined them at the top of the stairs, Violet balanced expertly on her hip, both of them decked out in soft, candy-colored brilliance.

 

Nicky came bounding down the stairs first, arms flung out wide like wings. “Do I look awesome?!” he called, grinning from ear to ear.

 

“You look like a rainbow warrior,” Agatha replied, not far behind him. Her own arms were extended too—ready to catch him just in case he missed a step. He was moving with the momentum of a child who had tasted glory and couldn’t slow down if he tried.

 

“Look at us,” Rio said with a laugh, twirling once again with Violet. “We’re a mural.”

 

Agatha’s eyes softened as she looked at her wife, her son, and her daughter. Rio’s shirt was slipping down one shoulder, still smudged faintly with darker purple around the hem. Violet’s onesie fit just right, her bare chubby legs kicking aimlessly at Rio’s hip, a trail of drool collecting on her chin.

 

“We’re a walking art installation,” Agatha said. “The kind museums can’t afford to house.”

 

“A very loud one,” Rio added, laughing as she dropped gently onto the couch. “But I love it.”

 

Nicky took a long, dramatic look at all of them. “Okay. We are the Tie-Dye Squad. Now we need superhero names.”

 

“Absolutely not,” Agatha said, but she was smiling.

 

“Mom can be Rainbow Twirl,” Nicky declared, pointing to Rio. “Mama is Lady Galaxy. I’m Super Color Dragon. Violet can be… Baby Sparkle.”

 

Rio burst out laughing. “That’s powerful. I’d follow Baby Sparkle into battle.”

 

Agatha looked down at Violet in her wife’s arms, who blew a spit bubble in response. “She approves.”

 

They stayed there a moment longer, basking in their saturated hues and mismatched socks and general domestic chaos. Everything smelled like sun and lemon-scented detergent and maybe still a hint of glitter.

 

Then Nicky climbed up beside them and declared, “This was the best morning. Don’t tell Grandma.”

 

Agatha pulled him into a side hug. “We agree.”

 

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Chapter 45: The Library

Notes:

This chapter has a special place in my heart.

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After tho color adventure and still clad in their tie-dye shirts,  just as the moment was reaching its peak serenity, as Nicky was earnestly explaining to Violet that even superheroes needed naps or they’d lose their powers, and Rio had her head tucked perfectly on Agatha’s shoulder, fingers idly brushing against her wife’s knee—peace shattered like a dropped plate.

 

It started with a clang. A loud, metallic, world-ending clang, like someone was attempting to discipline a malfunctioning robot with a crowbar. The noise bounced off the backyard fence and echoed across the lawn like a battle crye. Then came the high-pitched whine of a power drill. Then, unmistakably, the unholy rhythm of what sounded like an angry woodpecker having a tantrum inside a steel bucket.

 

Rio jerked upright so fast Violet let out a startled squeak in her arms. Her eyes were wide, scandalized, halfway between concern and complete offense. “What in the name of everything sacred and merciful is that?”

 

Agatha groaned immediately, a sound deep from her chest, and tilted her head back with the pained elegance of a woman being forced to relive a personal tragedy. “Oh no. Not him.

 

There was a pause.

 

Then a voice—a familiar, booming, too-friendly voice—shouted from beyond the fence:

“YEAH, BABY, IT’S REALLY COMING TOGETHER NOW! YOU SEE THIS ANGLE? THIS IS ARCHITECTURE!”

 

Rio’s entire face contorted like she’d just bitten into something sour. “Of course it’s Mark.”

 

Nicky perked up from where he was seated on the floor. “Ew, weird barbecue man?” He turned to Agatha. “The one who said Mama had ‘powerful mystical energy’ and then told Mom she looked like my and Vivi’s babysitter?”

 

“Yes, Nicky,” Rio said through gritted teeth, already passing Violet carefully into Agatha’s arms as if handing over the royal heiress, which she was. Her voice dropped into the deep, dangerous calm that usually preceded total annihilation. “That is exactly him.”

 

She stood, stretched her back like a warrior before a duel, and marched toward the yard’s edge like it was the battlefield of Troy. “I’m going to destroy him. Nonviolently. Unless I get provoked.”

 

Agatha adjusted Violet in her arms, expression unbothered but deeply resigned. “Remember what we talked about,” she called after her wife, just as another crash sounded from across the fence. “No verbal sparring until after you’ve had something sweet to eat. That tends to calm you down.”

 

“I’ve had lemonade!” Rio shouted over her shoulder, halfway across the lawn.

 

“Lemonade is not food, darling.”

 

“You know what else isn’t food but could be if I try hard enough?” Rio called. “Mark’s entire personality!”

 

Nicky gasped. “Mom’s in battle mode.”

 

“She’s always in battle mode when power tools and mansplaining are involved,” Agatha said, gently rocking Violet, who had decided to chew on her own fist in protest of all this nonsense. “Let’s give her five minutes before we bring out a cookie to lure her back.”

 

“Should I get the cookie ready now?” Nicky asked seriously.

 

“Let’s be safe,” Agatha said, “and make it two.”

 

They watched Rio approach the fence like a woman with absolutely nothing left to lose—barefoot, green and purple swirly shirt, glitter-streaked, fury radiating from every molecule of her being like a solar flare. She was a vision: righteous, sparkling, and mildly unhinged.

 

“Hey Mark!” she shouted cheerfully, the dangerous kind of cheerful. “You building a death machine or a spaceship over there? Because it sounds illegal either way!”

 

And thus, the serenity was officially over.

 

But the show had just begun.

 

Agatha sighed and passed Violet into Nicky’s little arms like they were preparing for war. “Hold your sister. Carefully. Do not drop her. I’m going to stop your mother from committing neighboricide.”

 

Nicky blinked wide-eyed and tightened his grip on Violet’s wiggly form. “Mama, can I come too? I’ll be the distraction! I have jazz hands!”

 

“No, sweetheart. You’re on Baby Containment duty now,” Agatha called, already halfway after her wife. “That’s a very important job.”

 

She caught up with Rio just as the latter was storming across the lawn with single-minded purpose, fists clenched, murder twinkling in her eyes. Agatha reached out and caught her by the wrist, the only force in the universe that could actually stop her in her tracks.

 

“Rio Harkness-Vidal,” Agatha said, firm.

 

Rio froze mid-stomp. Her entire body tensed like she was a spell being interrupted mid-cast. She turned slowly, her expression a delightful cocktail of affront, exasperation, and glittery righteousness. “Agatha. He is jackhammering the very concept of peace. And don’t even get me started on how he flirts with you like our rings are just accessories. I am this close to printing out the HOA noise ordinances and reading them aloud. Casually. Loudly. Possibly through a megaphone.”

 

Agatha stepped in front of her, gently pressing a hand to her shoulder and turning her around before Rio could launch herself over the fence like a feral cat in an avant-garde poem. “Love of my life,” she said calmly, “you are, in fact, terrifying. It’s part of your charm. And while I adore it—deeply—I would prefer our children not grow up with a neighborhood legend about the time Mommy dismantled a gazebo and a grown man with her bare hands.”

 

Rio’s eyes narrowed. “He waved at you the other day like we’re in some old 1940s war film—you know, the kind where he’s the heroic soldier about to ship off to the front, and you’re the lonely housewife he’s dreaming about back home. And I was standing right there, thank you very much.”

 

“He was holding a leaf blower, darling.”

 

“Exactly!” Rio exploded. “Who flirts with a leaf blower in their hands?! That’s a power move! He was weaponizing foliage control!”

 

Agatha closed her eyes for a beat, inhaling deeply. “I cannot believe I am saying this, but I think you may be the only person I’ve ever known capable of making suburban landscaping sound like an act of war.”

 

Rio folded her arms dramatically. “You married me. Me, not that glorified garden gnome over there.”

 

“I did,” Agatha said, brushing a smear of fuchsia dye from Rio’s jawline with her thumb. “And I have never once regretted it. However—if we end up on a neighborhood watch list, I’m blaming you and only you.”

 

“Deal,” Rio muttered, though she leaned into the touch, her body beginning to relax. “He just has this face, you know? Like he thinks he’s everyone’s favorite uncle but really he’s just a walking barbecue catastrophe with a superiority complex.”

 

Agatha nodded solemnly. “He put cilantro in his deviled eggs, darling. I know.”

 

Unforgivable.

 

Agatha looped an arm through Rio’s and gently began guiding her back toward the house. “Come on, rainbow warrior. Let’s return to our mural of a family before Nicky decides Violet needs to learn how to cartwheel.”

 

Rio glanced back over her shoulder one last time, a spark of mischief lighting her eyes. “I am going to print out the HOA noise ordinances and post them on his door.”

 

“Of course you are,” Agatha said with a knowing smile. “You probably already laminated them and color-coded the penalties.”

 

“…Possibly,” Rio admitted, grinning.

 

“You and your rules,” Agatha teased, “I swear, you’re worse than me sometimes.”

 

They re-entered the house, the glitter of battle still clingingc to Rio’s cheek, peace restored by a thread. For now.

 

But then—clang clang clang!—another violent banging erupted again from the garden next door, shattering the fragile quiet once more.

 

Agatha barely had time to react before Rio was already half-risen from where she had barely sat back down on the couch, fire in her eyes, fists clenched, and righteous fury humming off her like static electricity. She looked entirely prepared to vault over the garden hedge and face Mark head-on, armed with nothing but moral superiority, unmatched rage, and a deep, personal vendetta against suburban mediocrity.

 

Agatha caught her wrist in an exasperated motion, the way you’d catch a lightning bolt if you were married to one.

 

No,” she said flatly.

 

“I am going to kill him with my BARE HANDS,” Rio hissed, eyes wild, the fury in her chest louder than the hammering itself.

 

“I believe you,” Agatha muttered, hoisting her off the ground like a sack of flour and on her shoulder before Rio could dig her heels in.

 

“Put me DOWN, you tyrant,” Rio yelped, pounding lightly on Agatha’s back with her fists as Agatha carried her like a chaotic princess being rescued from her own vengeance. “I have toxic masculinity to destroy. I am a feminist icon, not a duffel bag! AND STOP PUTTING ME IN AIR JAIL! I DON’T LIKE IT!”

 

Nicky cackled from the floor, still cradling Violet in his lap, who squealed in innocent delight at the unexpected show. “Mommy’s going to explode!” he said gleefully.

 

Agatha didn’t break stride. “Let’s take the chaos elsewhere,” she said calmly, her voice as smooth as a cello string.

 

And with that, she dropped Rio unceremoniously onto the couch. Rio bounced, arms flailing briefly before she sat up with a glare that had no real heat behind it and crossed her arms with a pout. Agatha just smirked and brushed her hands off like she’d just successfully defused a small bomb.

 

“Somewhere silent,” Agatha continued. “Somewhere safe. Somewhere with books.”

 

Rio blinked, a flicker of surprise cutting through her fury. “The library?”

 

“The library.”

 

Rio paused, visibly deflating, the fury leaking out of her in an exasperated sigh. “I do love an over-air-conditioned temple of wisdom,” she said, flopping back against the couch cushions.

 

“And the children will look absolutely ridiculous—and utterly adorable—in their matching tie-dye shirts,” Agatha added with a smirk. “We’ll make the librarians cry with joy. Or confusion.”

 

Rio sighed theatrically. “Fine. But if he starts hammering again tonight during bedtime, I’m calling a witch circle. And cursing his plumbing. With extreme prejudice.”

 

Agatha smiled sweetly. “I already marked the moon phase. Just in case.”

 

Rio narrowed her eyes in mock suspicion. “You like it when I get unhinged.”

 

“I love it,” Agatha replied, brushing an invisible speck off her matching shirt. “But I also like being able to read War and Peace without background hammering.”

 

Nicky put his sister down on the floor, stood and pumped one fist in the air. “TO THE LIBRARY!”

 

They gathered the kids quickly, with Nicky thrilled at the idea of a library adventure. He packed his tiny bag with three small action figures, two bookmarks he never used, and a juice box “for emergencies.” Violet was buckled into her stroller wearing her pastel tie-dye onesie, a sunhat far too big for her, and an expression of mild curiosity about the commotion.

 

As they stepped out the door, Mark appeared on his porch, covered in sawdust, sweat, and pure audacity. He gave a sloppy wave, grinning like the neighborhood’s most reckless handyman. “Nice shirts!” he called out, his voice as unrepentant as ever.

 

Agatha offered a polite, measured smile and kept walking without looking back, making sure to hold Rio’s wrist very tightly.

 

Rio, meanwhile, ground her teeth so hard her jaw clenched audibly. She muttered under her breath, voice low but dripping with venom and sarcasm, “I hope a squirrel builds a nest in his power drill—like a full-on, multi-level luxury condo that he can never ever access. And that hundreds of wasps decide his bed is their new headquarters. Maybe they’ll start a tiny wasp militia and stage a coup.” She took a breath, voice thickening with righteous fury. “May his leaf blower spontaneously combust in a shower of sparks and may his lawn mower break down at the exact moment he’s trying to impress the neighbors with whatever disaster he’s calling ‘home improvement’.”

 

Agatha chuckled softly, looping her arm around Rio’s. “You’re terrible.”

 

“But effective,” Rio replied with a satisfied smirk.

 

They reached the car like a triumphant caravan escaping a war zone—one baby, one extremely sugared-up child, and two very tired adults still faintly glitter-dusted from battle. It was an unspoken agreement, sealed with a glance between Agatha and Rio as they buckled in, to crank the air conditioning to full blast and let something calm unfurl through the speakers. No lyrics. No percussion. Just something with enough strings or smooth brass to sandblast the jackhammer sounds from their eardrums.

 

“Jazz?” Agatha asked, already queuing up a playlist titled Peace, Please on her phone.

 

“Make it vibey jazz,” Rio mumbled, forehead against the cool window. “I want to feel like I’m being emotionally exorcised from the jackhammer by a saxophone.”

 

And so it was.

 

The ride was short but restorative, filled with sighs, sips from travel mugs, the soft coooing of Violet in her car seat, and the occasional gasp from Nicky as he told a long-winded story to no one in particular about how he’d once saved a stuffed animal from drowning in a bathtub and therefore had the reflexes of a trained detective.

 

When they arrived at the library, it felt like stepping into another daimension. The air was immediately cooler, quieter, and respectful—like the one that demanded you lower your voice without anyone needing to tell you to. It was the hush of stories waiting to be discovered, of spines gently crackling open, of lives contained in ink and punctuation.

 

They entered as a unit: the Tie-Dye Family in full regalia. Nicky bounced ahead like the tip of a spear, his vivid shirt partly hidden beeath the dragon costume he had insisted on putting back on nearly vibrating off his body with energy. Violet peeked from her stroller, half-asleep and blinking at the brightness, looking very much like a marshmallow in a sunhat. Behind them, Agatha and Rio walked in tandem, their green-and-purple spirals slightly mismatched but clearly part of a set. Their fingers almost touched as they moved, brushing now and then with unconscious familiarity as one of Agatah's hands pushed the stroller lazily.

 

A librarian at the front desk glanced up from her computer, blinked behind her glasses, and smiled like she was witnessing a well-rehearsed parade. “Well,” she said, “aren’t you all the most coordinated family I’ve ever seen.”

 

Agatha didn’t even pause. “We’re celebrating surviving another week.”

 

“Barely,” Rio added, casting a haunted glance toward the general direction of their neighborhood.

 

“And tie-dye!” Nicky announced, throwing his arms in the air like a prophet in neon cotton. “Tie-dye is the way of the future. It’s how you show you’re part of a powerful magical order. Of art.”

 

The librarian laughed, covering her mouth to keep it quiet. “That’s… very poetic.”

 

“Thanks,” Nicky said, already pivoting toward the children’s section. “I write manifestos. It’s a word Mama taught me.”

 

The library embraced them. The gentle shuffle of pages turning, the muted creak of old wooden chairs, the occasional whisper from a passing student—all of it created a kind of symphony in soft focus. It was the exact opposite of their backyard an hour ago. It was peace, curated and alphabetized.

 

Niow that they were fully inside, the mood in the family shifted. Rio’s shoulders dropped several degrees. Agatha’s fingers, previously curled tensely at her side, relaxed. Violet sighed and blinked sleepily. And Nicky—sweet, untamable Nicky—took off like a tie-dyed rocket, zig-zagging through the people like it was his birthright. And with two literature professors as mothers, it kind of was.

 

“I’m heading to the children’s zone!” he whispered loudly, jogging toward the corner stacked with pillows, beanbags, and shelves full of picture books.

 

“Stick to the cushion side!” Agatha called softly after him.

 

“I know where the dinosaurs live!” he answered confidently, swerving around a toddler with the grace of a seasoned jungle explorer. “And the jellyfish! And the train books!”

 

Rio chuckled under her breath and glanced at Agatha. “This is what heaven must look like.”

 

Agatha tilted her head. “Tie-dye and hushed lighting?”

 

“Exactly,” Rio said, touching her hand briefly to Agatha’s elbow. “And no power tools.”

 

Agatha and Rio, in no rush at all, exchanged a soft look and headed toward the poetry section. Violet, nestled against Agatha’s chest in a soft cotton wrap after having left the stroller at the entrance, had already begun to doze off, her tiny fists curled near her chin. Each of Agatha’s movements was automatically calibrated for her daughter now—slower, gentler, swaying just enough to keep her sleeping peacefully.

 

The poetry aisle was quiet and cool, with one tall window spilling filtered sunlight across the floor. Rio exhaled like she always did here—deeply, respectfully—then reached out to run her fingers across the shelves with something close to worship. Her fingertips skimmed the faded names of poets etched in serif fonts: Gwendolyn Brooks, Seamus Heaney, Sappho.

 

Here, Rio always slowed down. Here, she could breathe.

 

Agatha tilted her head toward her wife and murmured, “Alright. Game on.”

 

Rio glanced over, curious. “Game?”

 

Agatha’s lips twitched into a conspiratorial smile. “We each find a poem that describes the other.”

 

Rio gave a mock gasp, clutching her chest. “A poetry duel?”

 

“With honor. With feeling. And,” Agatha added with exaggerated seriousness, “absolutely no cheating by going straight to Neruda.”

 

“I would never—okay, I might—but I won’t. This time.” Rio’s grin was all challenge, already turning toward the shelves with renewed purpose. She plucked a volume of Adrienne Rich from the stack like it had been waiting for her all along. “What about you? Going straight for Rilke like the dramatic professor you are?”

 

“I know your tricks,” Agatha murmured, shifting Violet’s weight gently and peeking over Rio’s shoulder. “You always go for intensity first. You’ll find something tragic and breathless and vaguely Victorian, and say it’s me.”

 

“Well,” Rio said, flipping through pages, “I do like my women complicated and beautiful.”

 

“You like your women literary.”

 

“Same thing,” Rio quipped, winking.

 

Agatha rolled her eyes but the fondness in her smile betrayed her. “Is this going to end in tears or declarations of love?”

 

“Hopefully both,” Rio said, already crouching to reach the bottom shelf. “Ground rules. We each pick two poems. One that’s obvious. One that’s a little hidden. No repeats. No Neruda loopholes. And no picking the most obscure modernist text you can find just to confuse me.”

 

“I would never,” Agatha said with the exact tone of someone who absolutely would.

 

“You once told me a single em dash was your favorite part of an entire poem,” Rio whispered.

 

“And I stand by it,” Agatha said calmly. “Dickinson is the dash queen.”

 

Rio groaned. “You and your punctuation feelings. Honestly, you belong in a museum.”

 

Agatha stepped closer, letting the soft hem of her skirt brush Rio’s knee as she bent to browse. “Find me a poem first, then we’ll talk about my eligibility for museum placement.”

 

Rio paused, a book open in her hands, her eyes glancing up over the rim of the pages. “Agatha?”

 

“Yes?”

 

“Did you know you’re the best poem in the collection of my life?”

 

Agatha’s cheeks pinked faintly as she tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. Violet stirred slightly, then resettled with a small sigh against her chest.

 

“I’m going to let that slide,” Agatha whispered, “because it’s cheesy.”

 

“Poetry is allowed to be cheesy. It’s feelings in organized chaos,” Rio said, standing up with a twirl. “Just like me.”

 

Agatha tilted her head. “Then what does that make me?”

 

Rio smiled. “You’re the silence between the lines. The part that makes everything else matter and without which nothing can exist.”

 

“Stop that right now.”

 

For a brief moment, surrounded by sunlight and verse, they simply stood there—Agatha with a sleeping Violet curled against her heart, Rio with a stack of books in her arms, both of them caught in that soft, library kind of magic.

 

“Alright,” Agatha said finally. “Choose your weapons, Vidal.”

 

“Prepare to be emotionally devastated, Harkness.”

 

They drifted apart gently, like ships untethering in calm waters—just enough to explore, but never far. The poetry section silence wrapped around them in a hush so complete it felt like a spell. Only the faint squeak of a rolling cart and the distant, muffled giggle of a toddler punctuated the stillness.

 

Rio knelt beside a lower shelf, one knee pressing into the carpet, curls falling forward as she scanned titles with delicate fingers. She flipped through pages with the quiet, deliberate care she usually reserved for stargazing or tea blending—like each book might hold something sacred. Her brow furrowed, then relaxed. There was something about the act of reading poetry that made her slow down, made her look for something she hadn’t realized she’d lost until she saw it staring back at her in ink.

 

Agatha moved more slowly down the row, a slow wave honed by years of teaching and parenting. She swayed in gentle rhythm, keeping Violet asleep against her chest. The wrap shifted with each step, and one of Violet’s tiny fists twitched near Agatha’s collarbone before settling again. Her fingers hovered over thick hardcovers and dog-eared paperbacks, pausing on the occasional spine. She read lines silently, her lips shaping the verses like a prayer—eyes flicking from word to word as if weighing their gravity. She wasn’t just reading. She was letting the poems audition for her.

 

Rio, on the other hand, now moved with more certainty. When she saw the thin black-and-white volume tucked between a battered Bukowski and a glossy Mary Oliver anthology, her eyes lit up. She tugged it out, flipped to the right page without hesitation, and grinned like a woman with a secret weapon.

 

Meanwhile, Agatha lingered on a weathered collection, reading half a stanza here, a full one there, as if she were testing each poem’s truth against her bones. Violet shifted with a small sigh, her cheek pressed to Agatha’s collar and dark eyes peaking open. Agatha instinctively rocked a little more.

 

Eventually, they reconvened at the far end of the poetry aisle, where the filtered afternoon sun slanted through the tall window like the world’s gentlest spotlight.

 

Rio appeared first, arms filled with just two slim volumes, but she held them as if they were sacred—hands steady, shoulders square, eyes dancing. She raised the books in front of her with a theatrical flourish, like a magician revealing her final act, or maybe a knight presenting the grail.

 

“For you,” she declared, her voice hushed with awe and pride, “I offer Phenomenal Woman by Maya Angelou.”

 

Agatha blinked. A slow, indulgent smile curled at the corners of her mouth. “A classic,” she murmured.

 

“Because you are. Phenomenal and classic.” Rio said, eyes locking with hers. “And you know it. And I’ve been hopelessly and embarrassingly gone for you since the first time you made fun of my obsessive annotations in class.”

 

Agatha snorted, fondly. “They were obsessive.”

 

“They were passionate.”

 

“Obsessively passionate.”

 

“And look where we are now,” Rio quipped, gesturing around at the library with her free hand, “married, covered in glitter, and reading poetry while our daughter sleeps on your chest like a content loaf of bread and our son in discovering the joy of literature in the children section.”

 

Agatha chuckled as her fingers traced the edge of the book. She opened it slowly and flipped to the marked page. Her lips moved silently as she read the first lines:

 

« Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s size   
But when I start to tell them,
They think I’m telling lies.
I say,
It’s in the reach of my arms,
The span of my hips,   
The stride of my step,   
The curl of my lips.   
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,   
That’s me… »

 

By the time she reached the second stanza, she was smiling wide enough that her dimple peeked out—rare, and always devastating. Her eyes flicked up to Rio, warm and alight with quiet affection.

 

Rio beamed back, smug. “Knew it.”

 

“And this?” Agatha asked, tapping the second book Rio held.

 

“And this,” Rio added, handing over a second book with the page carefully marked by a neon pink sticky note. “The Hug by Thom Gunn. Because… well. You’ll know why.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, intrigued. She turned to the marked page and read silently, cradling Violet closer as she did. Her thumb gently brushed along the edge of the paper as she read:

 

«… I dozed, I slept. My sleep broke on a hug,
        Suddenly, from behind,
In which the full lengths of our bodies pressed:
         Your instep to my heel,
     My shoulder-blades against your chest.
     It was not sex, but I could feel
     The whole strength of your body set,
             Or braced, to mine,
         And locking me to you
     As if we were still twenty-two
     When our grand passion had not yet
         Become familial.
     My quick sleep had deleted all
     Of intervening time and place.
         I only knew
The stay of your secure firm dry embrace. »

 

As she reached the final lines, something in her expression shifted—something quieter, deeper. The softenneess that only comes from being known completely and still being loved for it.

 

When she looked up again, the fire in her eyes had mellowed into something older, steadier. “You know me too well,” she murmured. “You always do.”

 

Rio shrugged one shoulder, trying to play it cool, but her cheeks were already pink. “I know what poems feel like you.”

 

Agatha leaned forward and pressed a kiss to Rio’s temple, careful not to wake Violet. “My turn.”

 

“Ooh, lay it on me,” Rio said, clapping her hands once, playfully. “Am I going to cry or make wildly inappropriate comments in the poetry section of a public library?”

 

Agatha’s expression was deadpan. “Hopefully both.”

 

From the crook of her arm, she withdrew not two, but three slim volumes and presented them like a conjurer performing a final trick. “Actually, I have three,” she admitted, her eyes narrowing with theatrical menace. “I couldn’t choose. Prepare yourself,” she said, eyes narrowing playfully, “for I come armed.”

 

“Oh no,” Rio whispered with a grin. “You found something obscure and emotionally devastating, didn’t you?”

 

“I found you,” Agatha said simply. And handed over the first book.

 

She held out a slim book with a soft gray cover the title barely legible in understated silver. Love After Love by Derek Walcott.

 

Rio took it with the same reverence she used on very old books and sleeping babies. She flipped to the marked page, and read silently, lips moving just slightly.

 

“The time will come,
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in you own mirror
and each will smile at the other’s welcome…”

 

Her eyes stilled. Her breath caught.

 

“… You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you…”

 

Rio swallowed hard. Her throat worked as she blinked rapidly, eyes going glassy.

 

“Okay,” she said, voice quiet. “Not fair. Starting strong.”

 

Agatha didn’t answer. Just passed her the second book, its spine lovingly creased. Variations on the Word Love by Margaret Atwood.

 

“This one,” she said, “because I love you in all the different ways—loud and quiet, new and old, practical and poetic. Sometimes all at once.”

 

Rio opened the book to the tabbed page. Her fingers moved over the printed words as if they were fragile, breakable things.

 

« …Then there's the two
of us. This word
is far too short for us, it has only
four letters, too sparse
to fill those deep bare
vacuums between the stars
that press on us with their deafness… »

 

The hush around them seemed to deepen, like even the dust motes were listening. Rio didn’t speak. She just read to the end.


« …It's not love we don't wish
to fall into, but that fear.
this word is not enough but it will
have to do. It's a single
vowel in this metallic
silence, a mouth that says
O again and again in wonder
and pain, a breath, a finger
grip on a cliffside. You can
hold on or let go. »

 

Rio hugged the book against her chest like it might stop her heart from leaking all over the floor.

 

“You absolute sap,” she whispered, her voice trembling on the edge of laughter.

 

Agatha smiled. “You started it.”

 

“And this one,” Agatha added, reaching into the crook of her elbow to pull out a collection of Frank O’Hara poems. She opened to a page that had been bookmarked with a hair tie she had slipped from her wrist. “’Having a Coke With You.’ Because that’s how it feels being with you. Ordinary things become my favorite things, just because you’re there.”

 

Rio’s breath hitched. She blinked down at the page, reading fast and reading slow all at once.

 

She inhaled sharply and read.

 

« Having a Coke with you is even more fun than going to San Sebastian (…)
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt 
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches 
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary
it is hard to believe when I’m with you that there can be anything as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary… »

 

Her lips parted slightly, words catching in her chest.

 

« …and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank… »

« …I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world… »

 

Rio shut the book slowly, gently, as if the weight of the words might escape if she moved too quickly.

 

She looked up. “This,” she whispered, “is cheating. This poem is everything.

 

Agatha gave her a look—mischievous and gentle, but older than time. A look that said I know who you are and I love you for it. A look that made Rio feel seen in a way even mirrors hadn’t managed.

 

“I love you,” Rio said, suddenly and completely.

 

“I know,” Agatha murmured. She stepped forward just a little, her body curving to meet Rio’s like a sentence closing around its final word. “That’s why I picked three.

 

And then—like stars pulled into the same gravity—they turned, wordlessly, toward the shelf labeled Classics.

 

It was muscle memory more than intention, guided by some mutual instinct honed over years of shared pages and long nights. There, tucked neatly between a worn anthology of Yeats and a crumbling volume of Keats, was the slim white book they both knew would be waiting.

 

Rio reached for it first. She opened the familiar volume, and for a second, she just looked at the words. Like they were old friends. Like they had been waiting for her.

 

She read aloud, soft but certain.

 

“i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)”

 

Agatha’s hand slipped into hers without hesitation, their fingers intertwining gently over the crease of the open page.

 

Violet stirred faintly against Agatha’s chest, a little sigh in her sleep, but didn’t wake. She just shifted, nestling closer, one hand still curled like a starfish.

 

“i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)”

 

Rio didn’t look away from the page. She kept reading, the quiet of the library folding around them like a dome:

 

(… i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you… »

 

Agatha smiled. “A moon and a sun, like out two little stars.” Then sje joined in on the last line. Their voices fell into rhythm—tender, imperfect harmony—like they’d practiced it a hundred times before, like the poem was stitched into their bones.

 

“i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)”

 

There was no dramatic kiss in the middle of the aisle.

 

No music swelling.

 

No applause.

 

Just a smile shared between them, something soft and knowing. A look two people give each other when they’ve already said I love you in every other possible way—through midnight rocking of sick babies, through half-eaten dinners gone cold, through inside jokes, and whispered poems found between library shelves.

 

“Okay,” Rio whispered. “That one’s both of us.”

 

Agatha nodded, holding her wife’s hand a little tighter. “It is.”

 

It wasn’t just a poem. It never had been.

 

It was the night Rio had fallen asleep on the nursery floor and Agatha had found her there, covered in a baby blanket and clutching Yellow Dragon like itw as hers. It was the way Agatha made Rio tea before she even knew she wanted it. It was the way Rio kissed her shoulder instead of her lips when Agatha cried. It was how they fought, and forgave, and fell back into each other like it was gravity.

 

It was the fact that neither of them needed to ask if the other remembered that poem—because it was already sewn into the spaces between their everyday.

 

As the light slanted deeper across the floor, catching in Rio’s hair and painting Agatha’s cheek in gold, they stayed like that a moment longer. Fingers twined. Hearts unhidden.

 

And somewhere inside that small, sacred hush of a library, e.e. cummings smiled from the page.

 

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Chapter 46: Books and Music

Notes:

Okay, story time, because you are NOT going to believe what happened today.

So… I graduated today (yay, go me!) and my supervisor was on stage with the other professors, and I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING, when it was my turn, SHE ASKED IF SHE COULD BE THE ONE TO HAND ME MY DIPLOMA AND THEN SHE SAID "I THINK I'M GOING TO CRY" Like??? HELLO??? ME TOO. I love her. Marry me. Right now.

I literally wrote that exact moment months ago and it was my dream scenario. And it happened. That woman's been my biggest role model for years and I want to be her when I grow up, and that moment just… wow. I swear I’m not making this up. I manifested my own graduation (minus the romance obviously). I almost tripped in my heels and died on the spot, but it was SO worth it.

Anyway. Big emotional day = not much time to write, so today’s update is a little shorter than usual because I wrote it all last night in a sleep-deprived frenzy and did not do any proofreading. 😂

I love you all, enjoy! 💜🎓💫

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With Violet still sound asleep and a modest tower of poetry and picture books tucked under their arms, they make their way to the children’s corner to find Nicky curled on a beanbag with a stack of books nearly taller than he was. Th top of his dragon costume had been slipped off and the sleeved tied around his waist to reveal his tie-dye shirt in its full glory, wings slightly rumpled as he was practically sitting on them, but his grin was huge.

 

“Mama! Mom!” he stage-whispered with absolutely zero whispering. “I picked one with children going bakck in time, and they go back to dinausor time and even on the Titanic and King Arthur’s court !! »

 

He gestured wildly toward the leaning stack beside him, where a huge stack of The Magic Treehouse books sat in proud formation. His enthusiasm was seismic.

 

“All the essentials,” Rio said solemnly, nodding with approval. “The foundations of any proper education. But remember—inside voice in the library, baby.”

 

Nicky mimed zipping his lips, then immediately broke it by blurting, “Can I read this one out loud? I wanna practice!”

 

“Of course,” Agatha said, settling into a beanbag beside him. Rio sat down cross-legged on his other side, and soon, all four of them were huddled close under a dome of books and sunshine. “We’re ready. Take us away, Professor Dragon.”

 

With all the ceremony of a young Master student about to defend his dissertation, Nicky carefully cracked open the second chapter of The magic Treehouse : Dinosaurs Before Dark after already reading the first one on his own and cleared his throat. His finger hovered dramatically above the first word, his little brow furrowed in concentration.

 

“‘Jack…’” he began, pausing for effect. “‘craw…crawl…—’”

 

“crawled,” Rio murmured gently, leaning in with a soft smile.

 

“crawled!” Nicky repeated, triumphant. “Jack crawled …into the…tree house…wow…he…said…the tree house…was… filled… with books!”

 

“Well, he’s already the most relatable character I’ve met today,” Agatha whispered dryly, drawing a stifled laugh from Rio.

 

They settled in tighter, the four of them forming a snug constellation of limbs, books, wings, and warmhth. Nicky read on, his tongue poking out of the corner of his mouth each time he hit a tricky word. Rio occasionally offered a quiet correction, always kind, always proud. Agatha’s finger trailed below the lines, helping him track the words. Nicky was a strong reader, but reading out loud had always been harder for him. And Violet, wrapped up in the comfort of her family’s voices, stirred only once to sigh contentedly in her sleep.

 

And when Nicky finished the last page of the chapter with a proud, loud, “The end!” Rio threw her hands up like he'd just landed a triple axel at the Olympics.

 

« Can we borrow the book so I can read it at home ? » Nicky asked, hugging the book to his chest.

 

“Of course, but right now I want an Encore!” Rio whispered.

 

He beamed, basking in their praise. “Yes, it’s a show and I’m the conductor.”

 

Agatha leaned into her wife’s shoulder, her voice lvery amused. “Well, that was dramatic.”

 

Rio bumped their heads together softly. “He gets it from you.”

 

“Excuse you,” Agatha said, gesturing subtly toward the tiny winged reader proudly flipping to the next chapter of is dinosaur book. “That’s your chaos in a dragon costume.”

 

Rio grinned. “Yeah. But he’s got your timing.”

 

Agatha smiled. Violet sighed. Nicky began reading again, louder this time.

 

Not long after, a little girl in glittery rainbow leggings and a sequined cat-ear headband plopped down nearby, her eyes wide and curious. She hugged a plush unicorn to her chest like Nicky with Blue Dragon. Moments later, a shy boy with a stuffed giraffe tiptoed into the edge of their circle, then dropped down cross- next to the little girl. His mom gave a grateful smile from a nearby chair.

 

Rio offered the newcomers a bright grin. “Hey there. You guys want me to read one?”

 

“Do the voices,” Nicky demanded, barely containing a giggle.

 

“Oh, obviously,” Rio said, cracking her knuckles with mock seriousness. “You think I don’t come prepared?”

 

She scanned the pile very seriously, then pulled a picture book from the middle—Gertrude the Goose Doesn’t Share!—a classic with bright illustrations, over-the-top drama, and exactly the right amount of honking chaos (I made it up, don’t look it up).

 

The goose in question was notoriously grumpy, with a vendetta against anyone who dared enter her precious pond. The story was beneath Nicky’s current reading level, but perfect for performance—and Rio, born for chaos and applause, launched into it with the energy of a Broadway understudy getting her big break.

 

She gave Gertrude a comically posh accent with a nasal edge, the sneaky ducks a raspy villain voice, and the noble frog king a Shakespearean drawl that made one of the parents snort into their iced coffee. Every honk came with a variation. Every “Quack!” was delivered like a plot twist.

 

More children began to drift over, pulled by the gravitational force of fun. Two toddlers toddled toward the growing semi-circle, while a boy in a dinosaur hoodie whispered “What’s going on?” to his big sister and then sat down before she could answer. A small crowd began to form, a soft buzz of excitement gathering like bees to honey.

 

Agatha leaned her head back against the beanbag, watching with warm, easy love in her eyes as Rio held the attention of a small, growing audience.

 

A parent leaned over to another. “She’s really good.”

 

“Do they do this every week?” someone whispered from the other side of the rug. “Where do I sign up for story hour?”

 

“I want her to narrate my life,” someone else muttered with a laugh.

 

Rio, sensing her audience’s swell, leaned in conspiratorially. “And then the goose said…”

 

She paused dramatically, wide-eyed.

 

NOT IN MY POND!” Nicky and three of the kids shrieked in delighted unison, already familiar with the line. One little girl repeated it under her breath, just a beat behind, and clapped like she’d just won an award.

 

Agata laughed under her breath, shifting Violet slightly and pressing a kiss to the top of her baby’s head, breathing in that sweet, warm baby scent that still didn’t feel real some days.

 

She whispered, almost to herself, “You’ve got a wild one for a mom, little love. But she’s magic. You’ll see.”

 

And she was—Rio, seated cross-legged and grinning like a mischievous fairy godmother, surrounded by a tribe of childern utterly entranced, was magic. She could spin chaos into comfort and silliness into sanctuary. She could take a room and fill it with joy like it was the easiest thing in the world.

 

As the story came to its grand finale—Gertrtude realizing, with much honking and humility, that sharing the pond might not be so terrible—Rio softened her voice, dragging out the last line.

 

“And so… Gertrude made room. And suddenly, the pond felt twice as big when it was full of friends.”

 

She closed the book with a satisfying thump and tapped its cover like a maestro concluding a symphony.

 

A beat of silence.

 

Then applause—tiny hands clapping, parents chuckling, a few quiet “bravos” from the grown-ups.

 

Rio bowed extravagantly, then glanced at her son, who was glowing with pride.

 

“Encore?” she asked.

 

“Yes!” Nicky and the unicorn-hugger girl cried at the same time.

 


 

That night, home again, the rhythm of Sunday evening draped gently over their little house like a beloved blanket : familiar, soft, just a little worn around the edges in the best way. The day had been full of paper pages and library hushes, tie-dye chaos and dragon wings, shared poems and wide-eyed laughter. Now it was winding down into its final, favorite act.

 

Nicky, fresh out of the bath and clad in star-print pajamas two sizes too big—because he insisted they were “comfier that way”—burst into the living room like a very small, very enthusiastic cruise director.

 

“It’s Music Night!” he declared with both arms in the air, face flushed with anticipation. “It’s officially started!”

 

No one objected. Music Night was sacred. Unscheduled but never forgotten, it arrived when the air felt just right—when quiet joy had built up so much inside their walls that it neeeded to pour out in chords and melodies.

 

Violet, freshly nursed and already yawning in that squinty, slow-motion baby way, was laid in her little portable bassinet right beside the piano in their music corner.

 

Agtha took her place on the bench with the facility of long habit, adjusting the sheet music she didn’t actually need but liked to have near anyway. Nicky climbed into her lap first, per usual, tiny fingers ghosting across the keys before Agatha gently lifted him back down.

 

“Nice try,” she said fondly, gently moving him back to the rug. “You’re in pajamas, maestro. Which means the bench is mine tonight.”

 

He landed in a heap, undeterred. “I’m the conductor anyway.”

 

“Of course you are,” Agatha said, tucking a stray curl behind his ear.

 

Rio entered just then, barefoot and carrying her old acoustic guitar. Her hair was still damp from her evening shower, and her pajama shirt was now splattered with baby spit and dried glitter.

 

“Are we doing requests?” she asked, settling cross-legged on a cushion and strumming a warm, easy chord.

 

“I want ‘Rainbow Over the Moon’!” Nicky blurted, hopping on the balls of his feet. “Please! Pleasepleaseplease.”

 

Agatha smiled over her shoulder at Rio. “That was inevitable.”

 

Rio returned the look with a grin. “Always is.”

 

“Okay,” Agatha said, cracking her knuckles with dramatic flair, “one original lullaby, coming right up.”

 

Nicky beamed and flopped onto a beanbag, pulling Blue Dragon into his lap like an audience member.

 

Agatha’s fingers found the keys without effort—low and soft, lik sth you could sleep inside. Rio’s guitar joined a beat later, mellow and tender. Nicky, in his starry pajamas, sat up tall and began to sing.

 

“There’s a rainbow over the moon,

And it sings me soft to sleep,

With glitter stars and dragon dreams,

And lullabies I get to keep…”

 

His voice wasn’t overly polished or trained—it was child-sweet and earnest, just a little off-key, but crystalline,  an stuttering on the word “lullabies” in a way that made Rio’s throat tighten with love. He sounded like everything good in the world.

 

She sang the next verse with him, her voice honey-warm and low, and Agatha added quiet harmony on the chorus.

 

“There’s a dragon by my pillow,

He guards me through the night,

And Mom and Mama hum so slow,

Till dreams turn into light…”

 

By the time they reached the third verse—the part where the moon hums and the clouds dance in circles around it like sleepy children—Violet had gone utterly still, her tiny mouth slack in peaceful sleep, cheeks faintly flushed. One hand was curled on her chest in a delicate fist, the other above her head. Her tie-dye onesie, more colors than any sky could manage, peeked out from beneath the pale yellow blanket she had already kicked off twice, her toes occasionally twitching as though she were dreaming to the music.

 

The lullaby tapered into a hush as Nicky sang the final line, not quite whispering, not quite full voice:

 

“…and the stars all sighed goodnight.”

 

He sat back proudly, folding his hands over Blue Dragon’s plush belly, and clapped gently for himself with a sleepy, lopsided grin. “That was the best one yet,” he said, very pleased.

 

Agatha turned slightly on the bench, still playing a soft outro under their words. “It was excellent, maestro.”

 

“Mom?” he asked, blinking at Rio, who was adjusting a tuning peg on her guitar. “Can I be the songwriter again next week?”

 

“You’re always the songwriter, baby,” Rio said, plucking a lazy string. “But tonight’s songwriter needs to get some sleep.”

 

“Not yet,” Nicky said, voice suddenly all business, rubbing one eye with the back of his hand. “We have to write the part about how the moon greets the stars. You said we would. You promised.”

 

Rio nodded solemnly, placing her pick gently on the edge of the guitar. “And I always keep my starry song promises.” She leaned forward slightly, voice softening like the beginning of a secret. “But what if we save that verse for tomorrow night? Maybe the stars will tell us what it should sound like while we sleep.”

 

Nicky frowned, clearly torn between the magic of that idea and his very real desire to stall bedtime just a little longer. He stood, wobbling slightly on bare feet, dragging Blue Dragon behind him like a plush, loyal assistant. “I’m not tired,” he declared, yawning so wide it nearly unbuttoned his pajama collar.

 

Agatha quirked an eyebrow and gestured toward Violet’s bassinet. “Then try to catch up with your sister. She’s got you beat by ten minutes, minimum.”

 

Nicky squinted at Violet’s perfectly still form, considering this as though it were a competition he was suddenly determined to win. He made it all the way to the hallway—dragging Blue Dragon by its tail—before pausing in the doorway. His voice came smaller this time, tinged with just a trace of desperation that only seven-year-olds and poets really understand.

 

“I’m not sleepy yet,” he insisted. “Just… a bit more music. One more song? Please?”

 

Agatha exchanged a look with Rio—one that carried a whole language between them.

 

It said: This was inevitable.

It said: He’s your son.

It said: Do you want to take this, or shall I?

 

Rio lifted one shoulder and sighed in mock defeat, a smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. “One song,” she said, and everyone in the room knew she didn’t mean it. “Just one.”

 

So, they returned to the piano.

 

Agatha took her place again, this time shifting to the far left of the bench to make space. Nicky clambered up without waiting for permission this time and plopped himself in the center, practically glowing with purpose. His eyes were bright with possibility, cheeks flushed from the effort of staying awake. Rio settled to the right of him, crowding the bench so closely it creaked in protest. Agatha looped an arm around both of them and rested her chin lightly against Nicky’s temple.

 

“Alright, maestro,” she murmured with solemnity, “it’s time you learned the ancient secrets of the sacred family piano. Passed down from my mother to me to you.”

 

Nicky gave a dramatic gasp and nodded with the gravity of someone receiving a great responsibility. Rio smiled, knowing how much those words weighed in Agatha’s mouth. She was breaking the cycle. Making this piano something good. Something her son would enjoy because it was fun, not because it was forced.

 

Agatha smiled back, already lifting her hands to the keys. She began slow and simple, letting her fingers find an old tune from muscle memory—one of the soft little melodies she had learned at seven or eight, long before she ever imagined she’d one day teach it to a child of her own. It was soft and repetitive and Nicky leaned forward, eyes wide, tracking every note like it might jump away if he blinked.

 

She played it again, just once more, and this time Rio joined in. Her hand crept up beside Nicky’s, fingers finding the treble keys with instinct more than training. Her harmony was raw and tender, not polished like Agatha’s, but it wove in beautifully. She wasn’t classically trained like Agatha, but she’d picked up enough from years of osmosis and lazy afternoon duets to follow along. Her version was rawer, a little clumsy, and Agatha loved it more for that. It was them. It was real.

 

Then Nicky’s voice—quiet, eager—cut in.

 

“Can I try now?”

 

Agatha stilled her hands and turned slightly, giving him her full attention. “Of course.”

 

Without hesitation, Nicky climbed fully into her lap, curling into her like a bird tucking under a wing, Blue Dragon cradled securely in one arm. Agatha adjusted the bench, inching them just a bit closer to the keys. She leaned over him, her arms around his, hands hovering just above his so he could still lead.

 

“Okay,” she whispered. “We start here. This is middle C. Gently.”

 

He pressed the key, and it rang out in the quiet like the very first word in a new story.

 

“Good,” she said, her voice low and warm. “Now E—two notes up. And now G.” She guided his pinky with a careful touch, not forcing, just showing. “C… E… G. That’s your chord.”

 

Nicky tried again, pressing all three at once. It was clumsy and uneven, his fingers slipping slightly, but the sound came through—bright, wobbly, full of promise.

 

He grinned up at both of them. “It’s my chord.”

 

“It is your chord,” Rio said, practically glowing. “You’re officially a composer now.”

 

Nicky glanced between them, then tentatively tried the pattern again. Agatha hummed along with the triad and added a soft left-hand harmony, something simple to make him feel like the world was shifting around his music. Rio leaned closer, nudging her shoulder to Agatha’s as she added in a few more treble notes, weaving under and around Nicky’s creation like a lullaby trying to be born.

 

“Can we make a song out of it?” Nicky asked.

 

“We are,” Rio said. “Right now.”

 

Agatha kissed the crown of Nicky’s head, her voice a murmur against his curls. “Every song starts somewhere. And this one starts with you.”

 

For a few quiet minutes, the three of them sat there, tucked shoulder-to-shoulder on the piano bench that was very much too small and somehow just right. Violet slept peacefully in the bassinet a few feet away, entirely unaware that her brother had just created his first song.

 

Eventually, Agatha whispered into Nicky’s hair, “Okay, little maestro. Time to get those sleepy fingers to bed.”

 

“But I just— what if I forget?”

 

“You’ll remember the chord,” she said. “You’ll teach it to Blue Dragon in the morning.”

 

“Promise?”

 

“Promise,” Rio said, ruffling his curls.

 

He didn’t protest again, just yawned hugely and leaned into Agatha’s chest, clearly struggling to keep his eyes open. Agatha kissed the top of his head, letting her fingers trail once more across the warm, humming piano.

 

And once again, so softly it could barely be heard, she played C… E… G. His chord.

 

Their song.

 

Then Rio stood up and scooped Nicky up from her wife’s arms.  He barely stirred, his cheek finding her shoulder as naturally as if it had always belonged there. She planted a kiss on his temple and said, “C’mon, baby love. Let’s brush those sugar bugs off your teeth before they throw a party.”

 

“Mmmph,” Nicky murmured, not really answering but not resisting either. Blue Dragon dangled from one hand, trailing like a sleepy banner.

 

As Rio carried him down the hallway, her voice faded into the rhythmic narration of toothbrush adventures and sleepy dragon tales. Agatha stayed behind on the bench, lingering just a little longer in the quiet space they’d made.

 

She let her fingers drift over the keys, not really playing now—just touching. Like a goodbye. Or maybe a continuation. She turned slightly to look at Violet, still curled in her sleep, one foot kicked free of the blanket she’d rejected at least three times by now.

 

And for a moment she just watched her daughter’s tiny chest rise and fall.

 

Rainbow over the moon, she thought.

 

The lullaby wasn’t just a song anymore. It was real, somehow—threaded into the fabric of their nights, their house, their love.

 

It was in the creak of the piano bench and the softness of a baby’s breath. It was in the hush of bedtime and the hum of Rio’s voice in the hallway. It was in the glow of lamplight on wooden floors and the faint silver curve of the moon climbing past the windowpane.

 

And the moon, very full tonight, seemed to look in through the glass and nod.

 


 

And the next morning without fault, when the kid alarm went off in Nicky’s room —a little jingle he had picked himself—the boy shot upright.

 

“My SHIRT!” he cried.

 

Across the hall, Rio nearly dropped her coffee.

 

“What shirt?” she called, already knowing the aswer.

 

“My tie-dye shirt! I wanna wear it! For school!”

 

She grinned, still in pajama pants and a hoodie, and made her way into his room, where Nicky was already digging frantically through the clothers on his chair like a tiny, panicked archaeologist.

 

“Slow down, dragon-boy,” she laughed. “It’s in your drawer. I folded it last night.”

 

Nicky made a sound of relief and flung open the drawer. He held the shirt aloft like it was sacred.

 

“It smells like Sunday!” he beamed, slipping it on immediately—even before his pajama pants were off. “I want everyone to see it. It’s the last week of school, so I wanna wear cool stuff every day!”

 

From down the hallway, Agatha’s voice floated in, low and amused. “It’s not legally considered cool if it has glitter glue on the hem.”

 

Nicky raced toward the kitchen, socks slipping on the wood floors. “Yes, it is! Everyone’s gonna love it!”

 

Agatha was already dressed when they reached the kitchen. She was pouring coffee with her hair pinned up, soft tendrils escaping around her temples. Her dark green blazer was perfectly fitted, the sleeves rolled up just slightly at the wrist. But beneath it, just peeking out from her neckline and front opening, was the unmistakable swirl of tie-dye in hues of lavender and green.

 

Rio blinked. “Are you really wearing yours too?”

 

Agatha sipped her coffee, serene. “Of course I am. It’s under my professional disguise.”

 

“You’re so punk rock,” Rio mocked, brushing a kiss to her cheek as she breezed by to scoop up Violet, who was babbling in her bouncer with both hands in her mouth.

 

“Are you going to wear yours?” Agatha asked, lifting an eyebrow.

 

Rio smirked. “Already am, even if I’m staying home with Vivi Girl.”

 

She lifted her hoodie just enough to reveal the matching tie-dye shirt, slightly wrinkled, under the soft purple fabric. Agatha smiled into her mug.

 

Nicky, munching on a piece of toast, kicked his legs happily under the table. “Mama, you have to tell my friends we made them! Tell them it was a treasure hunt! Tell them mine’s got the best colors! I’m sure Josh and Nina will love it.”

 

“I’ll make a formal announcement at faculty meeting and in class,” Agatha deadpanned.

 

Rio snorted. “Yeah, they’ll love that.”

 

As they gathered up backpacks and water bottles, lunchboxes and keys, the morning bustle set in—but it was gentler than most Mondays. Maybe it was the shirts. Maybe it was the sunlight. Or maybe it was the knowledge that summer was almost here, and they had survived the year in tie-dye harmony.

 

At the door, Rio knelt to zip up Nicky’s hoodie (even though he insisted it stay open to show off his masterpiece), and Agatha buttoned her blazer just enough to keep things ‘respectable.’

 

“You look like a cool teacher undercover,” Rio teased.

 

Agatha leaned in close. “You look like you forgot to iron yours.”

 

“I did.”

 

They shared a quick kiss that made Nicky groan—“Moooooms!”—and Violet squeal.

 

The door swung open, and out they went, one tiny family in technicolor. Tie-dye shirts, mismatched socks, baby giggles, and all.

 

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Chapter 47: Stormy Night - Part I

Notes:

This chapter was inspired by three things:
1/ My very real fear of storms
2/ The huge storm in Paris a few days ago that caused minor floods in the streets and the metro
3/ The song "Lullaby for a Stormy Night" by Vienna Tang

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It was sometime past three when the rain began to hammer against thewindows, waking the house with its relentless rhythm. Agatha stirred first, her sharp senses registering the rising wind, the subtle creak of old wooden frames, the sudden hush of the world holding its breath between gusts.

 

The room was dark but not quiet. The wind moaned low outside, the gutters overflowed with a rushing gurgle, and rain clattered like pebbles against the glass. She blinked slowly in the dimness, her arm instinctively curling tighter around the warm shape beside her. Rio.

 

Curled on her side, Rio was nestled close, her face half-buried in the crook of her pillow, still dozing but beginning to shift. Another gust of wind slammed against the side of the house, rattling a loose pane. Then, sudden and sharp, a streak of lightning lit the entire bedroom in cold, clinical white-blue. For a split second, their cozy sanctuary was turned into a flash of stark shadows—bookshelves stretched like bones across the wall, the windowpanes throwing crooked reflections onto the hardwood floor.

 

One… two… BOOM.

 

Thunder cracked across the sky like it was tearing something open.

 

Rio jolted.

 

“Jesus—” she gasped, her voice rough with sleep and nerves, shrinking down under the covers. She dragged the blanket higher over her shoulders and pressed her face deeper into the pillow, like she could vanish if she just got low enough. Her hands curled tight around the edge of the duvet.

 

Agatha sat up a little and looked at her wife, understanding immediately. “Love?” she whispered, already smoothing her hand along Rio’s back. “It’s alright. It’s just the storm.”

 

Rio nodded against the pillow but didn’t lift her face. Her breath was uneven. “I hate this part. The thunder’s too close. It’s worse at night. Everything feels louder.”

 

“I know,” Agatha said gently. She lay back down and pressed herself to Rio’s back, draping herself over her wife like a living shield. She moved slowly, letting Rio feel the weight and warmth of her, grounding her. “You’re safe, my love. I’m here.”

 

“I know it’s irrational,” Rio whispered. “I know it’s dumb. It’s just a storm. I’m not six.”

 

“It’s not,” Agatha murmured into her hair. “You’re sensitive to loud sounds. And night makes it worse. That’s not irrational. That’s how your brain works. Your nervous system doesn’t care how old you are. You don’t have to be logical right now. You just have to let me hold you.”

 

Another flash of lightning split the sky. A moment later, a deafening crash of thunder rolled over the house, like the heavens were cracking open.

 

Rio flinched again, harder this time, and made a little sound in the back of her throat—small, pained, almost embarrassed. Her hands gripped the blanket tighter, one hand over her ear instinctively.

 

Agatha leaned in, resting her cheek against Rio’s shoulder. “Breathe with me, darling. In… and out. Nice and slow.”

 

Rio followed her lead, shaky but obedient. Inhale. Exhale. In. Out.

 

Agatha traced slow circles against Rio’s hip under the blanket, whispering sweet nothings. “You’re alright. It’s just sound. It can’t hurt you. You’re in bed. I’ve got you. It’ll pass soon. Just noise, that’s all. You’re warm, you’re safe. You’re home.”

 

Soft nonsense. Gentle truths.

 

“Blankets. Pillows. Warmth. You’re not alone. You’re not six. You’re not there. Just here. Just us. Just noise.”

 

They stayed like that through the next few minutes of lashing wind and strobe-light lightning, Agatha curled protectively around Rio, whispering steady rhythms into the dark.

 

Eventually, Rio’s breath began to slow. She shifted just enough to turn her head, her cheek pressed now to Agatha’s collarbone, her eyes still shut tight.

 

“Sorry,” she mumbled. “You were asleep.”

 

“I’m never asleep when you need me,” Agatha said softly, brushing a strand of hair from Rio’s forehead.

 

Rio let out a small breath. “It’s stupid. I’m fine if there is a storm during the day. Just… something about it at night. Feels like it’s pressing on my chest.”

 

“It’s not stupid,” Agatha said firmly. “You are sensitive. That’s not a flaw. You feel things in stereo. And I love that about you. »

 

“I should be past this,” Rio whispered.

 

Agatha shook her head gently. “There’s no timeline for how you respond to the world. Especially not when the world’s been cruel before.” She pulled the blanket up higher around them both, cocooning them tighter. “You don’t have to be fine all the time. You just have to let me hold you.”

 

Rio let out another breath, and this time, it was less jagged. She shifted again, fitting herself more snugly into Agatha’s arms like she’d done it a thousand times—and she had. Every storm. Every panic. Every bad dream.

 

“You always make it better,” she said, voice small, muffled by the fabric of Agatha’s nightshirt.

 

“I know,” Agatha whispered into her curls.

 

Another, more distant thunderclap echoed outside. This time, Rio didn’t flinch quite so hard. Her hand found Agatha’s and clutched it under the blanket.

 

“Violet and Nicky okay?” she asked.

 

Agatha smiled into the darkness. “I’ll go check in a second. But you know they sleep like rocks. Your daughter drooled on her frog hat and didn’t notice yesterday.”

 

Rio let out a small, breathy laugh. “Poor frog. He didn’t ask for that life.”

 

“No. But he accepted it with dignity,” Agatha murmured. “As all soft things in this house must.”

 

They stayed quiet a while longer, the storm still rattling the trees outside, the wind bending against the corners of the house. But Rio’s breathing had evened.

 

Agatha pressed a kiss to her temple. “You want me to read something? Or just keep talking?”

 

“Just you,” Rio murmured sleepily. “You talking is good.”

 

So Agatha did.

 

Her voice was a low thread in the dark, winding gently through the stillness like smoke through a keyhole. She spoke of unremarkable things—tomorrow’s schedule, what she might make for breakfast, the state of the hydrangeas in the garden. She whispered a grocery list, the name of a student who made her laugh in office hours, a reminder that the library would be open late next week. Then she told Rio about earlier that afternoon—how Nicky had tried to teach Violet how to say “hippopotamus” in the bath, how he’d insisted it was a vital skill for baby development, and Violet had responded by shrieking joyfully and splashing water into her own eyes.

 

“She looked so proud of herself,” Agatha murmured, brushing her knuckles along Rio’s cheek. “You would’ve thought she’d delivered a dissertation.”

 

« I swear if her first word is ‘hippopotamus’, I’m filing for compensation’. »

 

Rio made a soft sound—half amusement, half affection. She shifted again, more fully into Agatha’s body now, her face hidden in the hollow between neck and shoulder. Her grip on Agatha’s hand hadn’t loosened, not even a little.

 

Outside, the storm kept on raging.

 

Inside, Agatha held Rio as tightly as she needed to be held.

 


 

In his room down the hall, Nicky slept curled in a knot of limbs and blankets, his small chest rising and falling in the deep rhythm of a child far away in dreamland. One arm was draped protectively over Blue Dragon, who had long since become the trusted guardian of every night, nightmare, and secret adventure.

 

Outside, the storm that had begun to drift eastward suddenly circled back, pulled by a new gust of wind, gathering over the neighborhood once more with fresh fury.

 

Without warning, a searing bolt of lightning sliced the sky, painting the world in white for a split second. The flash lit up Nicky’s entire room—the bookshelves, the posters, the folded blanket at the foot of his bed, even Blue Dragon’s soft blue scales. It was like daylight breaking in an instant, unnatural and far too bright.

 

Nicky stirred, eyelids fluttering. He blinked groggily, confused by the sudden light, barely conscious—

 

And then, it came.

 

The crack of thunder that followed was huge, instantaneous, and violent.

 

It didn’t roll in like most thunderclaps—it burst right above the house, like something had split the air in half. It shook the windowpanes in their frames. The sound seemed to crawl into the bones of the walls.

 

Nicky bolted upright in bed.

 

His heart thundered in his chest, wild and fast. His eyes were wide, unfocused, and full of tears before he even knew he was crying. His breath hitched. His lower lip trembled. For a moment, he sat frozen in the dark, paralyzed by the sound of the world tearing itself open.

 

And then he whimpered—so soft it was barely a sound at all, like he was trying not to be heard by whatever it was outside that had made the sky explode. A quiet, choked noise that caught in his throat and barely made it past his lips. Not a cry for help. Not yet. Just fear, raw and shapeless, curling tight inside his little chest.

 

His small hands scrabbled blindly in the dark until they found the familiar softness of Blue Dragon. He pulled the stuffed toy to his chest with a frantic, breathless urgency, arms wrapped so tightly around it that the seams creaked. He didn’t care. Blue Dragon was his. Blue Dragon made things okay. Made monsters wait and storms feel smaller.

 

Another crack of thunder rolled in, farther this time but still loud enough to rattle him.

 

Nicky flinched. His breath stuttered, and then the first sob slipped out. Small. Wet. Muffled by Blue Dragon’s fabric belly. He squeezed his eyes shut like that might help somehow, like maybe not seeing the storm would make it less real.

 

He ducked under the covers without thinking, pulling the blanket over his head in one quick, clumsy motion. He didn’t want to see the lightning again. Didn’t want to look at the windows or the glowing shapes of his room when the sky went white. Didn’t want to see the shadows move. Under the blanket, it was hot and close and hard to breathe, but it was smaller. Quieter. Safer. Maybe.

 

He curled himself into a tight ball, knees pulled to his chest, Blue Dragon tucked in the crook of his arms and under his chin. His fingers clenched in its wings. His breathing hitched again. He didn’t cry loudly—he cried the way kids do when they’re scared and trying not to be. When they’re not sure if it’s okay to ask for help. When they’re not sure the storm won’t hear them and get louder.

 

The tears came anyway. Silent, hot trails down his cheeks. His breath kept catching on the edge of a sob. His voice, when it finally broke free, was thin and shredded and barely there.

 

“Mama,” he whispered. It was soft, cracked, like he was testing if the name would work, if she’d hear him through the walls. If she could feel him calling.

 

A beat later, smaller still: “Mommy…”

 

The wind gusted harder. Another flicker of lightning. The trees outside lashed against the house like angry arms.

 

Nicky curled tighter. He didn’t know what he was waiting for—just that he wanted the storm to end, that he wanted arms around him like Mama did when he scraped his knee, like Mommy did when he had a bad dream. He wanted the comfort of their voices. Of someone telling him the thunder couldn’t hurt him. He wanted to feel Mama’s kiss on the crown of his head, hear Mommy’s voice saying, “It’s okay, baby, you’re safe.” He wanted the soft light from the hallway. The scent of lavender lotion. The quiet rhythm of their voices telling him nothing bad could get through if they were there.

 

But the room stayed dark.

 

And the storm roared on—loud and wild and far too big for a little boy with a dragon in his arms to fight alone.

 

So he burrowed deeper, his blanket a fortress clutched tightly around him, the air under it hot and damp with his crying. He hiccupped through the sobs, trembling and small, whispering over and over through clenched teeth and tears:

 

“Mama… Mommy… Mama…”

 

Their names were little lifelines strung through the dark. He couldn’t shout—he was too scared to shout. Too scared the storm would shout back. But he said them anyway, over and over again, like if he said them just right, they’d hear him. Like their names could reach through walls and weather.

 

He wanted them.

 

He wanted them so bad.

 

But then, even with the tears drying sticky on his cheeks, even with the sound of the thunder still crawling up the walls and rattling inside his ribs, a new thought curled itself into the corners of his fear.

 

Violet.

 

His baby sister was all the way on the other side of the hallway, in her nursery, probably all by herself, maybe crying in the dark, and nobody had gone to her either. What if she was scared, too? What if she didn’t even have Yellow Dragon or a blanket or Mommy’s voice to make it better? What if she thought no one was coming?

 

Something straightened in Nicky’s spine. It wasn’t courage, not really—it was love. Fierce, warm, protective love that pushed through his fear. A deeper kind of strength that came not from being fearless, but from loving someone more than you feared the dark. He sniffled hard, wiping his face against the edge of his pajama sleeve. He peeked out from under his blanket and gave Blue Dragon one firm squeeze.

 

“She’s little,” he whispered into Blue Dragon’s snout, his voice soft but steady now. “She doesn’t know the sounds yet. We gotta go. She needs us.”

 

It wasn’t easy.

 

The storm was still going—loud and alive—and it was so dark. Another low rumble crept along the ceiling, and Nicky whimpered, but he slid one foot out of bed. Then another. He reached for the fuzzy floor with his toes. His feet landed. He stood. His knees shook.

 

He didn’t turn on the overhead light—he knew better. Mama and Mommy said too much light in the night could make Violet fussy. But his own nightlight in the corner—shaped like a glowing star—was casting just enough silvery light across the room to make things feel possible. Even if just barely.

 

He held Blue Dragon tight against his chest. “We’re going,” he whispered, his voice still thick with tears. “We’re gonna protect Vivi.”

 

He tiptoed to the door, cracked it open slowly, and peered into the hallway.

 

Pitch dark.

 

Not just bedtime dark, but storm dark. A dark made of shifting shadow world where furniture became monsters, and thunder made the walls seem to move.

 

Nicky swallowed and hugged Blue Dragon so tightly it hurt.

 

Then he remembered something Mommy once said during bedtime stories. “The bravest heroes are the ones who are scared and go anyway.”

 

He straightened up.

 

He was a Dragon Knight now. And Dragon Knights weren’t afraid of the dark. They had quests. And they don’t let their little sisters face the shadows alone.

 

He stepped into the hallway.

 

The hardwood floor was cold under his feet, and the wind howled against the windows. His breath hitched as another bolt of lightning lit up the hallway in a flash of ghostly blue. For a moment, the long corridor looked huge, like it went on forever. Like a dragon’s cave.

 

Another thunderclap. Closer. Louder.

 

Nicky gasped and instinctively pressed himself flat against the wall, panting, heart hammering. He imagined the lightning as a great monster breathing fire into the sky, and he was hiding beneath its notice.

 

After a few seconds, he crept forward again, whispering, “Dragon Knight Nicky. Mission: Save Violet.”

 

He passed the bathroom. The hallway closet. The old wooden bench with the squeaky leg. He didn’t look into the shadows, didn’t glance at the family portraits lining the wall, afraid they’d blink. He just moved, quick and quiet, letting Blue Dragon lead the way.

 

His footsteps were almost soundless, swallowed by the storm’s roar. But there—there it was, a warm blush of color beneath Violet’s nursery door. Pinkish and soft. The glow of her mushroom nightlight. His beacon.

 

Almost there.

 

Then he took another step, and another, heading for the light—toward the room where his sister waited in her crib, small and soft and maybe just as scared as he had been.

 

But not for long.

 

Because Nicky was coming.

 

And Nicky never left a teammate behind.

 

One more big boom echoed through the house and he ran the last few steps, Blue Dragon’s limbs flapping against his chest. He reached Violet’s door and pushed it open fast and hard, the light from the mushroom-shaped nightlight spilling over him like a sanctuary.

 

Violet was asleep in her crib, wriggling faintly under her sleep sack, making soft little noises like she was dreaming. She wasn’t crying—but her body jumped a little with each distant clap of sound, and Nicky and his child brain could see it—she was trying to sleep through it, trying to be brave. Just like he had.

 

He closed the door behind him with the gentlest click, sealing them into their small sanctuary of warmth and nightlight-glow, and released a shaky breath that felt like the first one he’d taken in years.

 

Crossing the room on tiptoe, he padded to the crib and pressed his cheek to the bars, fingers curling through the slats, Blue Dragon still crushed to his chest.

 

“Vivi,” he whispered, voice low and sweet and still damp with tears. “It’s okay. I’m here now. I’m your big brother. And I’m brave.”

 

Violet stirred softly, her face twitching again in her sleep. She wriggled against her blanket and gave a quiet, sleepy snort, like a baby piglet dreaming about snacks. She made a few sucking motions, lips moving like she was trying to find a pacifier that wasn’t there.

 

Nicky didn’t want to wake her. If she was sleeping—even a little—he didn’t want to take that away. But he couldn’t leave her either. Not while the storm was still stomping across the sky like a monster with too many boots.

 

So he sat down cross-legged right next to the crib, Blue Dragon in his lap, his little back pressed to the drawer unit. Every now and then he’d look up at her, watching to make sure she was still breathing the way Mama always did. His eyes blinked slowly, heavy from fear and relief and exhaustion and the weight of the journey.

 

There was another low roll of thunder—but this time, he didn’t flinch.

 

He was with Violet.

 

He had made it. Through the hallway of monsters. Through the fire-breathing thunder. Into the heart of the storm.

 

He was here now.

 

And Dragon Knights never left their sisters behind.

 

Then on the next crack of thunder, he heard a noise from the crib.

 

Violet stirred just as the next thunderclap cracked open the sky — louder this time, closer. The windows rattled faintly in their frames, and the wind yowled down the chimney.

 

Nicky froze, eyes wide, watching her little face twist. Her dark lashes fluttered open, and her mouth turned down, the beginnings of a frown forming. She didn’t cry — not yet — but she looked startled, and in the dim glow of the mushroom-shaped nightlight, Nicky thought she looked… scared.

 

Or maybe he felt scared and was seeing it reflected in her baby face. Either way, he didn’t hesitate.

 

He stood up fast and leaned over the crib’s wooden edge.

 

“It’s okay, Vivi,” he whispered softly but seriously, voice still a little shaky. “I’ve come to save you.”

 

His baby sister blinked up at him, confused and sleepy, making a soft grunting sound. Her little hands fluttered like moth wings, and her legs kicked against the sleep sack.

 

Nicky knew he couldn’t just scoop her up like one of his stuffed animals. He remembered what Mama always said, “Support her head, and go slow. Like she’s made of clouds.”

 

He took a deep breath and reached into the crib, careful and deliberate. First his hands slid beneath her back, then gently cradled her head. He bit his tongue in concentration the way it always did when he was really trying. He remembered to keep one hand under her bottom, just like Mommy had shown him when they let him help at diaper time.

 

But halfway through the maneuver—his arms under Violet’s warm little body, heart pounding like a hummingbird—Nicky realized something devastating.

 

He only had two hands.

 

And Blue Dragon.

 

Blue Dragon, who had never missed a single night beside him, except when he had lost him on the playground that one time,. Who had guarded him through fevers and nightmares and monsters made of thunder. Who had come on every mission, every pillow fort campaign, every trip to Grandma’s house, even when he wasn’t technically allowed.

 

Blue Dragon was still tucked under his arm at first. But as he shifted his weight, reaching deeper into the crib, the plush dragon slipped—slowly at first, then all at once—out of his grip.

 

Plop.

 

The sound was soft, almost nothing, but in the storm-dark nursery it felt like the loudest, most terrible thing imaginable.

 

“No—no no no no—” Nicky whispered, a tight, panicked rush of breath, his eyes darting to the floor. Blue Dragon lay there like a fallen knight, limbs splayed, tail curled at an odd angle, soft nose pointed up at the ceiling. Helpless. Alone.

 

And outside, the storm raged louder.

 

Nicky’s chest clenched. He couldn’t do this without Blue Dragon. But more than that—he couldn’t leave him behind. Not now. Not in this storm.

 

He glanced down at Violet, still cradled loosely in the crib, blinking up at him with those baby eyes. Not scared. Just confused. Trusting.

 

He didn’t have time to cry. He needed a plan.

 

His seven-year-old brain, addled with sleep and lightning and adrenaline, snapped into high gear, spinning like the gears in a superhero movie. He imagined himself as a secret agent with a grappling hook, or a space explorer juggling supplies in zero gravity. Or maybe just a big brother with an impossible mission.

 

And then—he had it.

 

He put Violet back down carefully, then dropped to his knees, scooped Blue Dragon back up. He twisted the plush toy around and stuffed him down the back of his pajama shirt, wedging the long plush neck under his collar and the rest of the dragon into the baggy fabric like a backpack. It made a humpy little mound on his back, the tail trailing out the bottom, but it worked.

 

“Okay,” he whispered, breathless with triumph. “Blue Dragon, you stay right there. Guard my back. We’re in this together.”

 

Now hands-free, he turned his attention back to Violet. Her little face was scrunching again, probably wondering why the world kept waking her up. The thunder rumbled low and steady above them like a giant’s growl.

 

This time, Nicky was more careful, more focused. He braced his feet on the floor, stuck out his tongue in quiet concentration, and reached into the crib again. He slipped one arm behind her shoulders, another under her diaper-padded bottom, and gently—very gently—lifted.

 

She was heavier than he remembered.

 

Not too heavy, but she was wiggly. Warm. Soft. And squishy in a way that required both his arms and all of his concentration. Her little face scrunched in confusion, her fist curling in his pajama top, pulling gently at the fabric. She didn’t cry. Just blinked at him. Trusted him.

 

Nicky wrapped his arms around her tightly.

 

He felt strong.

 

He felt brave.

 

Like a real Dragon Knight.

 

“Okay, baby,” he murmured. “Let’s go find Moms.”

 

Then, heart thudding, baby sister in his arms, dragon on his back, Nicky took a deep breath and turned toward the door.

 

But just as he began to pivot—just as the soft pressure of fear started to ease into the shaky beginnings of triumph—the door creaked open on its own.

 

A sudden bolt of lightning sliced through the sky outside, and for a moment, the entire room turned ghost-white. Everything was frozen in a single flash: the toys on the shelf, the mobile over Violet’s crib, the glowing mushroom nightlight, the painted tree on the wall.

 

And in the doorway—

 

A tall figure, silhouetted in light, hair loose and tousled from sleep, robe pulled tight and tied hastily around her waist, chest rising and falling like she’d been running.

 

“Mama!” Nicky cried out, voice breaking with shock and sheer, breathless relief. In that moment, he almost dropped Violet—not because she was too heavy, but because all the strength holding him upright suddenly melted at the sight of her.

 

Agatha’s face, tense and serious from the storm and the short, frantic search she’d just completed, melted with immediate relief when she spotted them. There they were—her brave little boy with flushed cheeks and tear-damp lashes, her blinking baby daughter snug against his chest like a strange marsupial pouch. Agatha’s heart squeezed at the sight.

 

“Oh, Nicky,” she murmured, stepping into the room, kneeling down just as he rushed forward.

 

He stumbled a little under Violet’s weight, but made it into her arms, burying his face into her shoulder while still cradling the baby between them. “I’ve got you.”

 

Agatha gathered them both against her chest, one arm wrapped protectively around Nicky’s shaking shoulders, the other steadying Violet between them. Violet let out a questioning little chirp but seemed happy where she was, her head flopping softly against Agatha’s collarbone.

 

“I went to your room,” Agatha whispered against Nicky’s hair, pressing a kiss to the crown of his head. “I couldn’t find you. I got a little scared.”

 

“I thought—” Nicky’s voice was muffled in her robe. “I thought Vivi would be scared too. So I came to save her.”

 

Agatha closed her eyes against the sting of tears and tightened her hold on him. “You did,” she said softly. “You saved her. You were so, so brave, my darling boy.”

 

“I didn’t want her to be alone,” Nicky whispered. “She didn’t even have Yellow Dragon.”

 

Agatha gave a soft, teary laugh, brushing his hair back. “She had you,” she murmured. “And that’s better than any dragon.”

 

Nicky sniffled and nodded.

 

His sniffles slowly quieted as he leaned into her, letting her hold the full weight of his body and his worry. Violet made a drowsy little sound, her eyelids already fluttering shut again.

 

Thunder cracked outside, rolling across the sky like distant applause, but Nicky didn’t flinch this time.

 

He was warm. He was safe. He was held.

 

“But then I couldn’t hold her and Blue Dragon,” Nicky added, his voice wobbling at the edges again, fragile and hoarse. “So I made him ride in my shirt like a backpack. I didn’t wanna leave him.”

 

Agatha, glancing behind him, noticed for the first time the ridiculous but endearing sight of the plush tail sticking out from the bottom of Nicky’s pajama. Blue Dragon’s soft snout was barely peeking from behind his shoulder, the plush fabric a little askew, like the world’s worst disguise.

 

“Well,” she said, gently brushing a tear off Nicky’s cheek with her thumb, “I’ve always thought Blue Dragon had strong opinions about architecture. I didn’t realize he was going for the hunchback aesthetic.”

 

Nicky pulled back just enough to look at her, blinking with confusion.

 

Agatha tapped lightly at the lump in his shirt. “Notre-Dame called. They want their dragon back.”

 

He stared at her for a beat. Then giggled, just once — a wet, hiccup, storm-rattled giggle — and slumped against her again, boneless with relief.

 

“I was really scared,” he mumbled, not letting go of Violet.

 

“I know,” she whispered, kissing his hair again. “But you weren’t alone. You had Blue Dragon, and you had Violet. And now you have me too. And Mom.”

 

Violet let out a satisfied sigh and drooled a little on Agatha’s chest.

 

“All three of you,” Agatha amended dryly. “One of whom is leaking.”

 

Nicky giggled again, louder this time, and Agatha smiled.

 

She pulled them both closer, letting the storm rage outside — but in here, in this soft pool of nightlight and snuggled limbs and dragon tails, there was only warmth and safety.

 

Agatha tightened her hold on both of them, shifting her weight carefully as she prepared to stand.

 

“Alright, team,” she muttered under her breath, more to herself than to them, “Mama’s got this. Sort of.”

 

She inhaled deeply, braced her legs, and with a quiet grunt and a determined exhale, hoisted herself up with the precious weight of one sleepy child slung over each arm—Nicky perched on her hip like a stubborn barnacle, and Violet curled in the crook of her other arm, her tiny fingers still clutching air. Agatha wobbled for half a second, found her balance, and pressed her cheek to Nicky’s curls. Carrying both children was getting harder and harder.

 

Then, just as she cleared the doorway, another great cannon of thunder cracked across the sky, so loud it sounded like the clouds were tearing themselves in half. The windowpanes shuddered in their frames.

 

Nicky whimpered softly, his whole body going rigid for a moment. Agatha paused mid-step, instinctively adjusting him higher, holding him tighter, speaking low into his hair.

 

“I’ve got you,” she whispered, her voice low and calm, lips brushing the damp curls at his temple. “I’ve got both of you.”

 

“Is the storm mad at us?” Nicky’s voice emerged, small and cracked, barely more than a breath against her skin.

 

“No, baby,” Agatha soothed, bouncing him slightly as she walked. “It’s just loud and rude. Like Blue Dragon when he hasn’t had his snacks.”

 

Nicky let out a tiny huff of a laugh.

 

Violet stirred a bit in her arm, her eyes heavy with sleep but fluttering open every time the thunder rumbled. Agatha glanced down at her and gave her a reassuring kiss to the forehead too.

 

“We’re going back to bed, alright?” she murmured, stepping carefully through the hall with her double armful of precious cargo. “All of us. You, me, Violet, Blue Dragon…”

 

“Mom too?” Nicky mumbled.

 

Agatha nodded. “Of course, she’s waiting for us. We’re going to crawl right into bed with her. We’ll all be safe there.”

 

Another flash of lightning streaked across the hallway window, and Nicky whimpered again. Agatha adjusted her grip on him, hugging him tighter.

 

“Do you want to know a secret?” she whispered, voice playful but calm.

 

Nicky nodded without lifting his face.

 

“Mom gets scared of thunder too.”

 

“She does?” Nicky’s voice was still small, but laced with surprise.

 

“She does,” Agatha confirmed. “She’s very brave in the daytime, but the nighttime thunder makes her a little nervous.”

 

“But she’s a grown-up…”

 

“Yes,” Agatha said softly, “and even grown-ups get scared sometimes. So I think she’ll be really glad to see us.”

 

Nicky gave a quiet hum of approval against her neck.

 

“I’ll protect her too,” he mumbled sleepily.

 

“I know you will, dragon knight,” Agatha said with a smile, shifting them gently as she turned the corner toward their bedroom. “She’ll be so proud of you.”

 

She padded softly through the dim hallway, her bare feet silent against the hardwood floor. The thunder was easing now—less like cannon fire, more like the distant growl of a sleepy beast—but it still echoed just enough to keep the two small bodies in her arms clinging tightly to her.

 

Nicky’s arms were looped around her neck, his breath warm and shallow against her collarbone. Violet was heavier now in her other arm, not quite awake but not fully asleep either, her tiny fist tangled in the neckline of Agatha’s robe.

 

The weight of them was a strain on her tired muscles, but she bore it with a quiet kind of pride. She felt like a shield—worn but steady, carrying everything she loved most through the tail end of the storm. Each step toward their bedroom felt like an act of protection, a silent promise. I’ve got you. We’re safe now. We’re almost home.

 

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Chapter 48: Stormy Night - Part II

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In the dim light of the bedroom, shadows danced softly along the walls with every flicker of lightning beyond the windows. The curtains had been drawn tight, but nothing could muffle the storm entirely. The deep rumble of thunder followed another bright flash, and from the large bed in the center of the room came a muffled, fearful groan.

 

Agatha stepped in carefully, her arms full, and spotted a familiar mound under the covers— a tangle of blankets where Rio had clearly taken refuge. Only the mess of her dark curls peeked out from under the covers, and when the next crack of thunder exploded overhead, the bundle flinched.

 

“I hate this,” came Rio’s voice, tiny and muffled. “Why is it so loud? Why does the sky have to yel?”

 

Agatha couldn’t help but smile, her heart aching with affection as she stepped quietly into the room. “Well,” she said gently, “you’re not alone in your suffering. I found the other two storm victims,” she continued as she crossed the room.

 

Rio peeked her head out, just enough to see her wife standing there in the faint glow of the bedside lamp, with Violet sleepily nuzzled in one arm and Nicky clinging to her other side like a koala bear. Nicky’s face was tight with the remnants of fear, but his eyes lit up when he saw Rio.

 

“Mommy,” he whined, reaching one hand out toward her.

 

Agatha leaned in and gently placed him on the bed. Nicky immediately scrambled under the covers, wriggling across the sheets like a determined little lion cub until he found Rio beneath the blankets.

 

Rio welcomed him instantly, arms opening without hesitation as he threw himself against her chest with the blanket covering both of their heads as the both disappeared underneath again, forming their own little cave. “Hi, baby,” she whispered, kissing the top of his curls and tucking the blanket higher above their heads. “You okay?”

 

“I went to get Vivi. I thought she was scared,” he explained, voice muffled now as he burrowed into her warmth.

 

Rio’s eyes welled up slightly, but she smiled, pressing another kiss to his hair. “Of course you did, baby. Brave boy. My best boy.”

 

Agatha sat down carefully on the edge of the bed beside them, her every movement deliberate, mindful of the sleeping weight nestled in her arms. Violet gave a soft grunt in protest at the shift, a squirmy little noise that sounded almost like indignation. But then she resettled just as quickly, her cheek squishing against the warm fabric of Agatha’s robe, one tiny fist curled in contented surrender against her chest.

 

Under the heavy quilt, Rio and Nicky were wrapped around each other like two halves of the same heartbeat. Nicky’s limbs were tangled up in his mother’s, his fingers clenched in the fabric of her shirt, his little forehead pressed tightly against her collarbone. Every time the thunder rumbled, he flinched almost imperceptibly—but never moved away from her.

 

Agatha reached out and smoothed the covers over their shared shape, her hand moving with gentle softeness over the rise of Nicky’s back, the curve of Rio’s shoulder. She lingered there a moment, her palm warm through the cotton, a quiet tether to remind them both that she was there. That they were safe. That the storm could howl all it wanted — it couldn’t touch them here.

 

A low, grumbling thunder rolled across the sky again, shaking the windows in their frames.

 

“You know what, little love?” Rio’s voice rose from under the blanket, hushed but honest, her breath warm against Nicky’s curls. “I hate the noise too. It’s like the whole world’s tearing open.”

 

Agatha smiled faintly, a thread of tenderness tugging at her heart. She leaned in over the covers, kissed the lump she was pretty sure was Rio’s head, and murmured, “I know. But it’s not. Just clouds getting dramatic. They’ll cry it out and be fine in the morning.”

 

Rio let out a small, shaky breath that might have been a laugh. Nicky flinched slightly under her arm, then tucked closer. Agatha’s hand slid under the blanket and found his head, brushing back the curls from his forehead, and kept stroking gently. Violet shifted in her arms, one leg kicking gently against her robe. Agatha adjusted her hold, tucking the baby’s head beneath her chin and rubbing small, comforting circles into her back with the heel of her palm. The baby let out a satisfied little gurgle and stilled again, utterly trusting the warmth and heartbeat she’d fallen asleep against.

 

Under the blankets, Rio and Nicky remained wrapped up together — a snug, slightly overstuffed burrito of limbs, warmth, and lingering storm nerves. From where she sat on the edge of the bed, Agatha watched them with a kind of amused tenderness, the corners of her mouth curved in a fond, tired smile. It was a picture of both chaos and comfort — a mom and her boy, tucked under layers of mismatched quilts like two survivors of a tiny domestic tempest.

 

With a theatrical slowness, Agatha reached for the edge of the blanket. Her fingers hooked into the fabric like she was unveiling some priceless treasure hidden in a cave, or maybe playing peek-a-boo with two very poorly disguised fugitives from a thunderstorm.

 

The blanket lifted.

 

“Noooo, Mama!” Nicky squealed, dissolving into giggles the second the cool air hit his face. He threw one arm dramatically over his eyes. “The storm will see us!

 

Agatha made a shocked face, widening her eyes with faux alarm. “Oh no. Too late. It already saw two suspicious blanket lumps and sent me to investigate. I had to make sure it wasn’t a pair of storm goblins hiding out in my bed.”

 

“I’m a dragon knight,” Nicky protested, pointing at himself with all the pride of a child with a deeply established identity. “And Mom’s… just scared.”

 

Rio let out a laugh, short and weary, but real. “Rude. I’m not that scared.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, glancing at the pile of quilts. “You’re under three blankets, Rio.”

 

“That’s called strategic layering, thank you very much,” Rio said with as much dignity as a woman swaddled like a baby could come up with. “Also, you don’t know my trauma.”

 

Agatha grinned. “I’m literally married to your trauma.”

 

Rio gave her a scandalized look over Nicky’s curls. “Wow. That was dark even for you.”

 

“Mm-hm,” Agatha hummed, clearly unbothered. “But effective.”

 

Nicky giggled louder now, squirming hapily in the bundle of bodies and blankets. His arms curled tighter around Rio’s waist like he could protect her from the very storm that had scared him just minutes before. “Mama,” he pleaded through his laughter, “don’t take the blankets away! Vivi might get cold!”

 

Agatha gave him a dramatic gasp of fake offense. “Are you using your baby sister to emotionally manipulate me?”

 

Nicky nodded very seriously, eyes wide. “Yes. She is very delicate.”

 

Agatha sighed like a woman defeated by cuteness. “Well, when the baby diplomat speaks…” She leaned over and kissed his forehead, soft and slow. “I must obey.”

 

Then, she gently dropped the blanket back over them, letting it fall with a satisfying whoosh.

 

From her arms, Violet woke up with a big yawn and squealed — a little bubbly noise of delight — then smacked her tiny hand against Agatha’s collarbone, entirely pleased with herself. The thunder cracked again, a little farther off this time, and Agatha glanced down.

 

“See?” she whispered to Violet with a smile. “You’re tougher than all of them.”

 

Rio scoffed from beneath the covers. “She has no idea what’s going on.”

 

“She has exactly the right idea,” Agatha said. “Cuddles and noise and Mama’s heartbeat. What more do you need?”

 

“Sleep,” Rio said.

 

“Snack,” added Nicky.

 

Agatha chuckled and leaned back against the pillows, shifting Violet carefully down so she could nestle in beside her brother. Once she was secure, Agatha reached again for the blanket and pulled it up over them all, tucking it in just right — enclosing them in a soft, warm dome of safety against the storm still grumbling in the distance.

 

And for a little while, the thunder was just background noise.

 

In the bed, the darkness was warm and close, muffling the storm outside just enough to make it feel like they were in a tiny fort rather than a bedroom. Still, every time the thunder cracked loud enough to shake the windows, Nicky flinched where he was curled into Rio’s side, and Rio—though she tried not to—flinched right along with him.

 

To distract him, Rio started weaving stories, her voice high and silly and just a little too fast.

 

“I mean, obviously it’s Cloud Giants,” she said, voice muffled beneath the thick covers.

 

Beneath the quilt, Nicky shifted slightly. She felt his brow wrinkle against her collarbone.

 

“Cloud Giants?” he repeated, suspicious but curious.

 

Rio nodded solemnly, though he couldn’t see her in the dark. “Oh yes. Big ones. Very excited. They come out on Thursday nights — only Thursdays — and they bowl.”

 

“Bowl?”

 

“Yep,” she confirmed. “Big leagues. Sky tournaments. The thunder is the sound of their bowling balls hitting the pins. And the lightning—” she paused here, fwiggiling her eyebrows “—is what happens when one of them gets a strike. And they always celebrate way too hard. Show-offs.”

 

There was a beat of silence. Then a small, muffled giggle.

 

“They celebrate so big it lights up the whole sky?”

 

“Exactly,” Rio said, pleased with the effect. “They have to. They’ve been waiting all week for their turn on the Cloud Lanes.”

 

Nicky’s head lifted slightly under the covers. His eyes, dimly visible in the low light bleeding under the edge of the blanket, were wide with interest. “Do they always bowl when it rains?”

 

“Only when they’re in a good mood,” Rio said wisely. “When they’re grumpy, they play dodgeball. With hailstones.”

 

That made Nicky giggle a little. “What do they do when they’re really sad?”

 

Rio tapped her chin, her fingers twitching restlessly against Nicky’s back. “When they’re really sad,” she said softly, “they don’t play any games at all. They just lie down on their Cloud Couches with big fluffy Cloud Blankets and cry. Great, big, giant tears that fall all the way down to us. And that’s when it rains all day long.”

 

Agatha, half-covered and half-propped against the pillows on her side, laid in the cradle of lamplight and shadows, Violet nestled against her like a warm, drowsy starfish in the crook of her body on the mattress. The baby’s soft breath tickled her waist, and Agatha absently rubbed soothing circles against her tiny belly, tuned in not just to the storm outside, but the subtler ones inside the room.

 

She listened quietly, letting Rio’s voice wash over her—a cascade of playful, whimsical nonsense spun for Nicky’s comfort. It was classic Rio: strange logic, imaginative metaphors, ridiculous Cloud Giants with dodgeballs and bowling leagues. She knew how to weave whole worlds in her speech, turn fear into laughter, and make the dark seem just a little less wide. But Agatha wasn’t just listening to the story.

 

She was watching her.

 

Rio’s voice had a breathless rhythm to it—words tumbling too quickly, like she was trying to outrun something inside her own chest. Her arm was tight around Nicky, not in a panicked way, but just a little too firmly to be relaxed. And her thumb hadn’t stopped twitching, tapping anxiously against the edge of the quilt like a metronome stuck on a too-fast tempo, tracing invisible stars again. Her eyes never once drifted toward the window, but Agatha saw the quick, darting flicks upward every time thunder cracked or lightning painted the walls.

 

Nicky was already softening beside her—his small frame warm and secure, letting the fantasy soothe him—but Rio’s body hadn’t followed. She was holding steady with sheer force of will, pouring every last bit of her calm into their son like a vessel she was determined to keep full, even if it meant draining herself.

 

And Agatha knew that rhythm. Knew what it looked like when Rio was pouring out more than she had left to give. She didn’t need Rio to say it. She felt it in the room like a draft.

 

So she didn’t tease. Didn’t say something clever, or push, or prod—though the impulse flickered briefly, that old familiar way they bantered to deflect emotion. Not tonight.

 

Instead, Agatha shifted Violet slightly, careful not to wake her, and reached one hand back toward the nightstand. Her fingers brushed against the familiar fabric—green and purple and soft, the edges slightly worn, the plush dragon that had lived in their home longer than their marriage. It had followed them between bedrooms, suitcases, all over the house, hospital rooms, even some scary conferences.

 

Without a word, she tucked the dragon under the blanket and against Rio’s side, letting it rest there in the crook of her body, just like Nicky’s Blue Dragon nestled against his chest.

 

Rio blinked when she felt it, then looked down and saw it pressed there—her stuffed dragon, the one she’d had been given all those years ago by the same people huddled close to her in bed. Agatha’s silent offering.

 

Rio didn’t say anything. But she reached for it with her free hand and pulled it closer. And then, slowly, her grip around Nicky loosened. Just a little. Not enough for him to notice, but enough for Agatha to see the armor beginning to drop.

 

A moment later, Rio’s foot brushed lightly against Agatha’s shin under the blanket—an unspoken thank-you passed through touch. 

 

Agatha brushed her fingers gently through Nicky’s hair and murmured, “Looks like we’ve got half of the dragon squad assambled tonight.”

 

Nicky made a sleepy little noise of delight. “Maybe we can scare the Cloud Giants away,” he mumbled, eyes already fluttering closed again.

 

Agatha looked up at Rio. Their eyes met.

 

Rio’s lips curved into a faint smile, the corners still tired, still weathered by fear—but steadier now. Quieter inside. Her voice was soft, no longer trying to outrun anything.

 

“Maybe we can,” she whispered, her fingers resting on her dragon now and her arm curled gently around the small, almost sleeping boy who had taken every ounce of her courage, and given her just as much in return.

 

Eventually, the sounds of the storm outside seemed to soften—not because the thunder had truly let up, but because Nicky’s breathing had deepened. His small body, curled tightly into Rio’s side, had finally relaxed. His arms were wound around Blue Dragon like a lifeline, and his soft exhales puffed rhythmically into Rio’s shirt.

 

Agatha glanced over and gave a quiet smile. Nicky had fought so hard to be brave for Violet, for himself, and now, tucked in with his moms and his dragon, he had finally found peace. His long lashes fluttered against his cheeks, mouth slightly open as he slipped fully into sleep.

 

Carefully, gently, Agatha kissed Violet’s soft hair, then reached behind and stacked a few of the throw pillows from their bed around the center of the mattress. Slowly, she adjusted Violet in the safe, pillowed nest she’d made so they wouldn’t crush her, just between her and Nicky and Rio.

 

The baby let out one soft sigh, and then curled slightly on herself. She still looked completely unbothered by the storm, as though thunder had never touched her world and was just something that happened in the background of Mama’s arms.

 

With both children asleep, Agatha finally let herself breathe. She shifted up on the bed and leaned over them—her son, her daughter—and reached for her wife.

 

Rio was still curled protectively around Nicky, her face half-hidden in the pillows, the stuffed dragon still clutched loosely in one hand. Her eyes flicked up when she felt Agatha’s fingers slip into hers. She was trying to keep it together, still holding herself rigid even though the worst had passed.

 

Agatha’s thumb brushed over the back of Rio’s hand.

 

“You did amazing, love,” she said softly, voice low so as not to wake the kids. “You calmed him. You made him laugh through thunder. You carried him through the storm.”

 

Rio opened her mouth like she was about to argue—deflect, maybe—but Agatha leaned down and kissed her forehead.

 

“Now breathe,” she whispered, curling their fingers together. “I’ve got you.”

 

Something in Rio’s chest unclenched at those words. She hadn’t even realized how tightly she’d been wound. She hadn’t realized how much of herself she’d poured into comforting Nicky, into hiding her own fear, into telling those silly stories through clenched teeth and a racing pulse.

 

But now, with Agatha’s hand over hers, with the sound of their two sleeping children between them, she let herself breathe.

 

One deep inhale. One longer exhale. The storm still raged outside—but inside, wrapped in the warmth of this bed, in the presence of her wife’s calm strength, she was safe too.

 

Agatha reached her free hand out and brushed a stray curl from Rio’s cheek. “We’re all right now.”

 

Rio nodded against the pillow, her voice a whisper. “Yeah… we are.”

 

Another last long roll of thunder cracked through the sky, deep and rumbling, but further away now. The soft light of the bedside lamp flickered for half a second, and Agatha felt Rio’s hand twitch in hers again.

 

She didn’t say anything at first. Just kept holding Rio’s hand, anchoring her, keeping her tethered to the present, to their bed, to the warm bodies between them. But Rio’s whole form had gone tense again at a new crack of thunder—jaw clenched slightly, shoulders raised just a little too high. She was doing her best not to show it, especially with Nicky pressed so close to her. But Agatha knew her. She always knew.

 

So she started talking.

 

“You know,” she murmured, her voice low and warm, “Josh and Liam came to my office last week to ‘ask a question about the syllabus.’”

 

She added air quotes with her free hand, even though Rio’s eyes were still closed.

 

“But really,” Agatha went on, “it turned into a twenty-minute argument about whether Eliot would’ve been a karaoke person. I’m not even sure they read the poem they were supposed to discuss.”

 

There was the faintest twitch of amusement at the corner of Rio’s mouth.

 

“Josh was adamant—absolutely not. Said Eliot would rather eat his own shoelaces than sing in public. Liam, though, swore up and down that Eliot would’ve been a karaoke menace. But only for the most dramatic, incomprehensible ballads—like, sad French songs or Gregorian chant remixes.”

 

Rio’s lips parted, just slightly. Her breath hitched into the ghost of a laugh—a real one this time, quiet but unmistakable.

 

Emboldened, Agatha kept going, letting her voice dip into something dry and wry, like they were back at their kitchen table, debriefing another week of academic chaos.

 

“And last Tuesday, Nina turned in a one-page paper. No name. No title. Just typed:‘You know who this is, and you know what it’s about.’”

 

Rio made a soft, incredulous sound—half a snort, half a breath.

 

“I’ll be honest,” Agatha said, shrugging slightly, “I did. She was right. It was clearly about Woolf. There were only four commas and three paragraphs about drowning metaphors. I just wrote back ‘Fair enough.’”

 

Rio gave a soft chuckle under her breath, and her thumb moved against the back of Agatha’s hand—brushing, slow and steady now. Not jittery, not reflexive. Just present. Connected.

 

Agatha didn’t stop. She kept talking in that same smooth cadence, wrapping Rio in ordinary absurdities like a blanket.

 

“Emma accidentally sent a voice memo instead of her annotated bibliography. Just… seven full minutes of her talking to herself about existential dread and whether Yeats had rizz. Whatever that means.”

 

Rio turned her head slightly toward Agatha now, still not opening her eyes but clearly listening.

 

“And Max,” Agatha added, “tried to flirt with Sophia again by saying that her argument in seminar gave him a ‘spiritual awakening.’ She told him to go touch grass. He said, ‘Only if you come with me.’ I don’t think she’s interested.”

 

That did it. Rio let out an actual laugh this time—quiet and stifled into the pillow, but real. And with it, Agatha felt the last of that tension ease from her wife’s shoulders. A slow release, like something uncoiling deep in her chest.

 

Rio didn’t speak yet, but her grip on Agatha’s hand softened. Not because she was letting go—because she didn’t have to hold on quite so tightly anymore.

 

She shifted just slightly, pressing her knee lightly against Agatha’s under the blanket, her body finally sinking a little deeper into the mattress.

 

Agatha brushed her thumb gently along the side of Rio’s wrist, not rushing her, not expecting anything in return. Just staying right there, breathing with her, anchoring her in the silly, safe rhythm of their shared life.

 

After a long beat, Rio whispered, voice husky and warm, “Yeats did have rizz. And Max doesn’t stand a chance.”

 

Agatha grinned. “Don’t encourage them.”

 

Rio smiled too, eyes still closed. Her breath evened out again.

 

“Keep talking,” she whispered, almost inaudibly.

 

Agatha kissed the back of her hand. “As long as you want.”

 

“And when Nicky was about Violet’s age,” so she continued, her voice dipping a little more tenderly, “he had this funny little obsession with my old keys. Just the jangly ring I kept in my coat pocket. He would hold it like it was Excalibur. I’d put him on a blanket in the middle of the living room and set the keys just out of reach, and he’d wiggle like a determined little worm until he got them in his little chubby fists.”

 

Rio gave a small, involuntary smile, her eyes still closed, her body slowly relaxing beside their sleeping son.

 

“He had this look,” Agatha continued, “like he was unlocking some ancient mystery every time he shook them. I used to think, ‘God, I wish someone looked at me the way this baby looks at a ring of housekeys.’”

 

That earned a quiet breath of laughter from Rio—thin and tired, but genuine. Her body shifted minutely, curling more securely around Nicky, who was still fast asleep, nose buried in Blue Dragon’s belly.

 

“And when he was maybe nine months old,” Agatha said, her tone warm and amused, “he went through a phase where he didn’t want to nap unless I sang to him. And I don’t sing. You know that. I mean, I can—but it’s criminal. But he didn’t care. I’d sing these ridiculous off-key lullabies—sometimes I’d forget the words halfway through and just hum nonsense—and he’d fall asleep anyway. He trusted me to hold the whole sky together for him. Just like he did with you tonight.”

 

"You can sing. I like it when you sing."

 

There was silence for a beat. Then Rio whispered again, her voice rough and quiet, “I wish I’d been there for that.”

 

Agatha squeezed her hand beneath the covers. “You came in exactly when we needed you. You made his life better, you know that?”

 

Rio nodded against the pillow, eyes glassy but tired, and Agatha leaned in and brushed her lips against her wife’s temple.

 

“I love that he has memories of both of us now,” Rio murmured, her voice barely audible.

 

Agatha kissed her again. “Me too. But on the nights you’re scared and trying to be brave? I’ll give you all the memories I can, love. I’ll keep telling them until they’re yours, too. Until you remember them like you were always there.”

 

Another beat of silence. Another breath.

 

Rio didn’t respond this time. Her hand relaxed completely, her breathing evened out, and when Agatha shifted slightly to see her face, she found her wife asleep at last—curled against Nicky, who hadn’t moved in the slightest since his body melted into hers.

 

Their son’s face was soft and peaceful, still hugging Blue Dragon as tightly as ever. Violet, tucked into the little pillow nest, had one arm flopped above her head. Rio was nestled protectively into the curve of Nicky’s body, one hand resting just over his heart. And they all looked impossibly beautiful together.

 

Agatha leaned down and kissed Rio’s forehead first, gently enough not to wake her. Then Nicky’s, then Violet’s.

 

“My brave ones,” she whispered, her voice the only sound besides the steady drum of rain on the windows.

 

Finally, she turned off the bedside light, crawled beneath the covers, and settled into the space left beside her family. Her hand found Rio’s again under the sheets. Their wedding rings clinked softly as they touched. Her foot brushed against Nicky’s.

 

And Agatha closed her eyes and listened to the rhythm of the rain, the steady breaths of the people she loved most, and the sweet quiet that finally filled the room.

 

She fell asleep smiling.

 

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Chapter 49: Center Stage - Part I

Notes:

Everyone who did ballet as a child can relate, I think... I literally pulled out old pictures of me for that chapter.

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The parking lot of the community theatre buzzed with the unmistakable electricity of end-of-the-year show day—an anxious blend of last-minute costume adjustments, nervous chatter, and the scent of hairspray fighting valiantly against the summer heat. Coffee-fueled parents paced between vehaicles, some clutching pre-printed programs like battlefield maps, others kneeling on the asphalt to adjust tiaras or fix rogue bobby pins. A sea of minivans, well-loved sedans with sticky cup holders, and tightly packed SUVs sprawled across the lot, their trunks yawning open to reveal garment bags, tutu hangers, and emergency snack stashes.

 

The afternoon sun beat down relentlessly, glinting off windshields and making everything shimmmer with that odd, theatrical tension—like the air itself was holding its breath before the curtain went up.

 

Inside the Harkness-Vidal car, Nicky was a barely contained supernova.

 

“I can’t wait for the frog jump part,” he said for the fifth time in ten minutes, kicking his ballet slippers excitedly against the back of the front seat.

 

Agatha winced gently at the impact but didn’t scold him. Rio, in the passenger seat, twisted around, her seatbelt still on, ponytail bouncing slightly with the motion. She was dressed in her teacher’s gear—leggings and a loose sweatshirt that read If You Can Read This, Point Your Toes—and had that familiar gleam in her eyes: half adrenaline, half exasperated joy.

 

She reached over and gave his knee a playful squeeze. “Don’t forget your arms when you jump, my dragon knight. Or you’ll look like a frog with loose spaghetti limbs.

 

Nicky gasped. “Nooo, I practiced them! My arms are not spaghetti. They’re serious frog arms now. They’ve got… strength. And poise.”

 

“I believe in your serious frog arms, such poise, such gravitas!” Rio said solemnly.

 

“You’re mocking me.”

 

“I’m celebrating you,” she said grandly, unbuckling her seatbelt and climbing out of the car. “Mockery is for people who leap like tadpoles.”

 

Agatha, still in the driver’s seat, chuckled and turned the engine off. “That’s you, by the way,” she said dryly. “You leaped like a very elegant tadpole the first time I saw you lead a class.”

 

Rio popped her head back in through Nicky’s open door, hand to her chest. “How dare you bring up my college experimental-slash- interpretative warm-up phase.”

 

“I was being generous,” Agatha muttered, amused, as she exited the car.

 

Meanwhile, Nicky launched himself out of his car seat like a rocket, landing on the pavement in a flurry of wild curls, black leggings, and untamed energy. His blue rehearsal tee was slightly wrinkled from the ride, and one sock had betrayed him by sliding halfway off, but he didn’t care. He looked like he was ready to storm the stage right now.

 

Rio knelt down in front of him, pulling his sock back into place and tugging his tee straight. “Okay. Checklist.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly, bouncing in place.

 

“Ballet shoes on.”

 

“Check.”

 

“Frog arms ready.”

 

“Double check.”

 

“Hair… okay-ish.”

 

Rio smiled and smoothed his curls lovingly. “It’s got personality. That counts.”

 

As Agatha rounded the car, she adjusted Violet gently in the crook of her arm. The baby’s wide eyes tracked the shifting clouds above, her soft green tutu fluttering lightly in the afternoon breeze, perfectly matched by the tiny headband nestled among her wispy curls. Violet blinked slowly, a serene little queen surveying her kingdom—completely unfazed by the bustle around her. Then, as if suddenly reminded she was still a baby, she brought a ruffled edge of her tutu to her mouth and gave it a curious, tentative toothless chew.

 

Agtha smiled softly, brushing a stray curl back from Violet’s forehead as she carried her toward the theatre. The sun warmed her skin, but she was already tuned to the nervous energy swirling through the parking lot like a quiet storm.

 

Rio took both of Nicky’s hand in hers. The parking lot was full of other families, all moving with the same chaotic sense of direction—backstage, costumes, water bottles, tiny bags of goldfish crackers, mental checklists of hairpins and emergency tights.

 

Rio’s voice dropped to a soothing murmur, a quiet anchor against the chaos. “Okay, love, let’s run through the steps one last time.” She guided him gently away from the path of a distracted dad carrying a folding chair in one hand and a half-eaten bagel in the other. “We do our intro poses, then it’s chasse, chasse, plié, frog jumps. Remember?”

 

Nicky’s grip tightened just a little on her fingers, eyes shining with excitement. “Then we hop to our lilypad spots!”

 

“That’s right,” Rio smiled, heart swelling at his eagerness. “What comes after that?”

 

Nicky’s lips curled into a proud grin. “Then we do our duet bits with our partner—mine’s Sophie—and then the big arms-open finale!”

 

Rio’s smile deepened, sharpening with a playful sparkle. “And the most important part?”

 

Nicky beamed up at her. “We bow to the audience so they clap forever!”

 

“There it is.” Rio bent down to press a tender kiss to the top of his wild curls, then released one hand to navigate through the bustling crowd more easily. “You’re ready. More than ready.”

 

Ahead of them, Agatha was waiting at the entrance, Violet’s green tutu puffing out like a cabbage patch cloud on her hip. Agatha’s lips curled with amusement as she took in the familiar sight of Rio in her teaching mode—focused, glowing, moving like a comet made of ballet chalk and espresso. “You’re coaching him like he’s about to face a dance duel.”

 

“He is!” Rio grinned. “A high-stakes dance duel. With seven-year-olds. One of them has tap shoes. We’ve been training forthis.”

 

“Tap shoes?” Agatha raised an eyebrow. “That’s not even the right recital.”

 

“Leo likes drama,” Nicky offered seriously.

 

Agatha smirked. “Wonder where he gets that.”

 

They entered the theatre together, Rio passing Nicky off to the check-in table where Lily’s mom waved cheerily and ushered her backstage with her other tiny classmates: Sophie in her sparkly blue tutu, Lily and Jasmin in matching pinks, Noah in purple, Leo already dramatically practicing leaps in the hallway.

 

Rio’s hand clutched Agatha’s arm for a second.

 

“He’ll be okay,” Agatha said gently. “You taught him.”

 

“I know. He’s ready,” Rio said, her fingers twitching slightly like she was already rehearsing choreography in her mind. “I’m not ready, but he’s ready.”

 

Violet hiccupped in Agatha’s arms and then reached a chubby hand toward Rio’s shoulder like she was offering her approval. Or, possibly, her own very tiny pep talk.

 

“Someone’s encouraging you,” Agatha said dryly.

 

“I’m surrounded by encouragement and tulle,” Rio sighed. “The perfect storm.”

 

Agatha leaned in, brushing a gentle kiss over Rio’s cheek, then reached up to pluck a tiny piece of dust off her wife’s well-worn ballet teacher’s hoodie.

 

The theater’s lobby buzzed like a beehive. Parents zipped and hovered around the check-in tables, holding little garment bags and combs and bottles of water. Kids chattered, twirled, clung to their parents or teachers, a blur of pastel tights and excited nerves. Somewhere, someone was already crying over a lost ballet slipper. It was the same chaos every recital season, but it was also beautiful—like the breath before a song.

 

Agatha knelt on one knee beside Nicky just outside the stage doors, brushing a stubborn curl away from his forehead. “Alright, darling,” she said gently, voice just loud enough to be heard over the murmur of the crowd. “One last kiss for luck.”

 

Nicky launched himself into her arms, nearly knocking Violet off balance in her arms. Agatha steadied the baby with one arm and hugged her son tightly with the other. “You’ve got this,” she whispered into his ear. “And I’ll be right there in the audience. We’ll be the loudest clappers.”

 

Nicky pulled back, grinning wide. “Louder than Leo’s dad?”

 

Agatha arched an eyebrow. “Please, so much louder.  I was a professor before I was a mother. My voice carries through marble. We’ll be the loudest clappers by several decibels. I’m a trained cheerleader for you. I project.”

 

Nicky giggled and turned to his baby sister, peering at her with a mixture of affection and ceremony. Violet blinked up at him from Agatha’s chest, her green tutu puffed up and spilin over her Mama’s arms.

 

He leaned in and gave her a gentle smooch on the forehead. “Okay, Vivi. I’ll be back. You clap really loud with Mama.”

 

Violet sneezed. Nicky accepted it as encouragment.

 

“Alright, frog knight,” Rio said behind them, gently patting his shoulder. “Time to assemble your crew.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnmnly and slipped his little hand back into hers, and they disappeared through the backstage double doors. As they left, Nicky glanced over his shoulder at Agatha one more time and grinned with all his teeth and waved with the hand not holding Rio’s. She gave him a thumbs-up and a wink.

 

Inside, Rio’s voice was already calling out, “Okay, team! Find your lily pads and no somersaulting until we’re onstage!”

 

Agatha smiled to herself, like whole world felt intact.

 

And her whole world was going to be on that stage—and also right there in her arms.

 

Agatha adjusted Violet’s green tutu for the third time—though “adjusted” was generous, considering the baby was currently chewing on the ruffled hem with single-minded determination again. The fabric had already wilted into a wrinkled curl, but Violet seemed pleased with her efforts, so Agatha let it be. She shifted the baby more securely in her arms, pressing a light kiss to her fuzzy head, and stepped through the lobby doors into the darkening theater.

 

The auditorium had filled fast. The low murmur of pre-show chatter floated like dust in the air, thick with the rustle of programs, last-minute candy wrappers, and the nervous clinks of camera tripods being set in place. Familiar faces glanced her way as she passed—Jasmin’s mom waving with one hand while balancing a camera lens longer than Violet’s entire arm, Noah’s two dads beaming proudly as they held hands and carried a bouquet so oversized it looked like it belonged in a parade, not the hands of a seven-year-old.

 

Agatha weaved her way down the aisle, her heels silent against the worn carpet, until she reached their seats: third row center. The good seats. Chosen weeks ago with military precision the moment tickets went online—Agatha had set an alarm and clicked with the efficiency of a seasoned scholar booking a rare archival appointment. These were the seats a mother needed when her son was about to perform on stage. Nothing less would do.

 

She settled into the plush red chair, smoothing her skirt beneath her, and cradled Violet in her lap. The baby gave a satisfied grunt and immediately launched herself sideways, half-heartedly trying to chase a light beam dancing across Agatha’s knee.

 

“All set?” Agatha murmured, brushing a thumb across Violet’s warm cheek.

 

Violet hicuped, then drooled generously onto her mother’s sleeve in response.

 

“I’ll take that as a yes,” Agatha said dryly, dabbing at the wet patch with the corner of a tissue that was already halfway destroyed from earlier baby efforts.

 

The theater lights above dimmed ever so slightly. The crowd hushed in response—an instinctual ripple, as if everyone were holding a single breath in unison. Agatha looked down at the program resting on her lap. It was slightly crumpled at the edges, the top corner damp from where Violet had tried to gum it into submission earlier. She smoothed it gently and ran her finger along the neat, cheerful list of acts.

 

Act I – “Baby Dreams and Glitter Fever”

Choreography: Ms. Geraldine

Age Group: 2–3 years old

 

Agatha smiled. That was the toddler group. The barely-walking jellybeans in glittery bows who mostly wandered in confused circles and waved at the audience. The first wave of chaos. But she kept scanning.

 

Act II — “Knights and Fairies”

Choreography: Ms. Lucia

Age Group: 4-5 years old

 

Agatha remembered when Nicky had been in that group. He had been so shy at first, but ballet had helped him come out of his shell and become the amazing tiny person he was now. and then a year later, he had joined Rio’s class, making ballet class even better and their life too.

 

Act III – “Frog Friends in the Garden”

Choreography: Ms. Rio

Age Group: 6–8 years old

 

Her finger stilled.

 

There it was—her wife’s name. Not handwritten in a planner, not spoken in a staff meeting, not laughed in the kitchen while cooking dinner with flour on her nose. Printed in thick black ink. Permanent. Official. Real. Ms. Rio. The teacher. The choreographer. The one who had brought this little dance to life.

 

And underneath it, the age group that belonged to her son. Their son. Ready to leap onto the stage like he’d been born for it. About to step into lights so bright, in front of a crowd so large, it would feel to him like a moment carved into the sky.

 

Agatha’s eyes lingered on the name a moment longer than necessary, as if by reading it again, she could steady the tiny ache of emotion rising in her throat. She pictured Rio backstage now—probably crouched in her dance flats, surrounded by a sea of tights and lily-pad props, her voice calm and encouraging even as her own nerves likely hummed like electricity beneath her skin. She could see it vividly: Rio’s bracelet jingling softly as she reached to straighten a hair bow, her hand on Nicky’s shoulder, her expression lit with that glowing, slightly manic energy she always got when the stakes were both high and covered in sequins.

 

Act IV — “Road to Neverland”

Choreography: Ms. Ellie

Age group: 9-10 years old

 

Act V — “Light and Dark” (Competition group)

Choreography: Ms. Amelia

Age group: 11-12 years

 

Agatha adjusted Violet’s little skirt again as she kept reading—not that it stayed adjusted for long, as the baby squirmed with renewed purpose, twisting sideways in pursuit of her own toes. Agatha chuckled softly and leaned down to whisper, “You know, your brother’s about to become a star. Big stage. Big lights. It’s a very serious occasion. And there you are, chewing on your own toes.”

 

Vioet responded by sucking two fingers into her mouth with an audible squish and blinking up at Agatha with wide, thoughtful eyes that were unmistakably Rio’s.

 

“That’s right,” Agatha murmured, tucking an arm securely around her. “You and I are the fan club today. We’re going to clap so loud they hear us in the lobby.”

 

Violet cooed and kicked her feet, utterly delighted, whether by the concept of applause or probably simply the sound of her mother’s voice.

 

Agatha leaned back in her seat and let her gaze drift over the theater—the rows of parents whispering reminders, the older sibling curled up with headphones and a juice box, the sound technician adjusting knobs behind a half-closed curtain. The velvet drapes on stage shifted faintly in the draft of the overhead fan, and a child let out a loud, excited “shh!” from somewhere in the back row.

 

And Agatha sat, holding their daughter in her arms, waiting for their son to step into the spotlight, guided there by the love and talent of the woman who had choreographed more than just this dance—who had choreographed their life, in a thousand tender steps.

 

She barely noticed the rustle of someone sliding into the row beside her until she caught a familiar laugh—sharp, unmistakable. A snort, then a whisper-hiss that sounded exactly like someone trying to be quiet and failing spectacularly.

 

Agatha turned her head slightly—and blinked.

 

There, cramming herself into the seat beside her with all the grace of a raccoon climbing into a mailbox, was Sophia. Her oversized tote bag swung wildly and hit Max in the shins, causing him to grunt and wince as he tried to fold himself into the chair next to her. Nina appeared next, expertly balancing an iced coffee. Josh trailed in behind, already dropping his program, while Emma flopped into the next seat, immediately waving at Violet like they were long-lost cousins. Liam brought up the rear, yawning mid-step, blinking like he’d just woken up and had no idea how he got here.

 

“Um…” Agatha blinked again and raised an eyebrow. “May I ask what in the world all of you are doing here?”

 

“Field trip,” Liam mumbled, collapsing beside Nina. “Educational.”

 

Sophia leaned forward, her grin far too pleased with itself. “Max’s sister is in the recital. Sophie. She’s the tiny missile who tackles Nicky at pickup every Saturday.”

 

“She’s a menace,” Max added with the proud, resigned tone of an older brother. “And we couldn’t not come. Also, Nicky threatened us.”

 

“He what?” Agatha asked, both amused and suspicious.

 

“He said—and I quote—‘If you don’t show up, I’ll tell my mom you all turned your essays in late,’” Josh chimed in, already halfway under his seat retrieving his program.

 

“And he was right,” Nina added, unwrapping a straw for Emma. “We were late. And he looked so pleased with himself, like a tiny academic warlord.”

 

Agatha tried to hold her stern professor face, but a smile was already tugging at the corners of her mohuth. “I’m going to have a long talk with him about weaponizing my grading policies.”

 

“Good luck,” Sophia said, pulling out her phone like she was about to live-tweet the show. “He’s already more intimidating than half the faculty.”

 

Emma, now fully leaned across Agatha’s armrest with zero respect for boundaries, reached out and wiggled her fingers at Violet. “And let’s be honest—we also came for her. Look at this baby! She’s like a ballet dumpling. A tutu-clad cinnamon roll.”

 

Violet blinked up at her, hiccupped again, and drooled slightly onto Agatha’s collarbone. Agatha calmly wiped it away with the air of someone who had accepted, long ago, that personal space was now theoretical.

 

“You know,” she said dryly, “you still have one final essay due next Friday.”

 

“And yet,” Sophia replied, completely unfazed, “here we are. Willingly sitting beside our most terrifying professor and her suspiciously adorable family, instead of studying like haunted goblins in the library. You should feel honored.”

 

“I do,” Agatha muttered.

 

Violet squeaked softly and clutched at a strand of Agatha’s hair like a sea creature anchoring herself to a rock.

 

Nina leaned in to peek at the crumpled program in Agatha’s lap. “So which ones are ours? Or is this one of those interpretive dance things where everyone just spins until the lights go off?”

 

“Third act,” Agatha replied, tucking Violet’s fuzzy head under her chin. “One after the glittery chaos of the toddlers. Technically, it’s called ‘Frog Friends in the Garden’—but there’s a decent chance they abandon the choreography in favor of interpretive leaping. Possibly jazz hands.”

 

“That sounds like my sister,” Max said with a groan. “Last year Soph told your wife she was doing ‘freestyle balleting’ and just ran in circles until she got dizzy.”

 

“Ah,” Agatha said smoothly. “Then she and Nicky will be perfectly matched. Chaos in stereo.”

 

“Tagline of our whole friend group,” Josh said.

 

Emma grinned and sipped from her juice box like it was fine wine. “This is the most wholesome chaos we’ve ever been involved in. Honestly, we’re thriving.”

 

Agatha took a moment to look at them—her row of overly tall, slightly unhinged, fiercely loyal students who had, by some miraculous and relentless campaign of affection, become something like family. Not through any official decree or sentimental discussion, but through proximity, persistence, and a complete disregard for personal boundaries.

 

Sophia was already perched at the edge of her seat like a hawk in a sundress, her tactical-level enthusiasm radiating off her like a second aura. Max sat beside her stiffly, clutching his program with the anxiety of someone expecting to be quizzed on it later and waiting for his sister’s moment to shine. Nina was fixing Josh’s collar and simultaneously checking her phone for optimal video settings. Emma had leaned so far into Agatha’s space that she might as well have been part of her jacket, her wide eyes fixed on Violet like the baby might break into poetry at any moment. And Liam—Liam was slumped in his seat, legs too long for the narrow row, head tilted back, already half-asleep and looking vaguely betrayed by the entire concept of attending a children’s ballet.

 

Agatha shook her head slowly, somewhere between exasperation and amusement, and pulled Violet closer into the crook of her arm. The baby sighed, a squishy little sound of contentment, and tucked her face into Agatha’s shoulder.

 

“God help me,” Agatha murmured, lips brushing Violet’s soft curls. “They came.”

 

“Of course we did,” Sophia whispered triumphantly. “This is our family now too.”

 

The house lights dimmed further, washing the audience in a cozy half-shadow. A hush moved through the space like a wave: parents straightened in their seats, siblings put away their phones, and someone up front was already tearing up—and the overture hadn’t even started.

 

Agatha glanced down at her daughter, who was squirming again. The green ruffles of Violet’s tutu had ridden up to form a fluffy collar around her face, like a festive Elizabethan ruff. She gently tugged it down and stroked her daughter’s cheek, watching her blink slowly at the darkened stage.

 

Just then, Sophia leaned in, whispering as if about to request state secrets. “Um. Can I—can I hold her for a bit?”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, glancing at Sophia’s hands like she was assessing her qualifications. Sophia caught the look and held up both palms in a mock scout’s honor. “I swear I’ve held a baby before. I babysit my cousin. And Violet likes me. We’ve bonded.”

 

Violet, who had just finished chewing on her own wrist, looked up at Sophia and blinked slowly—then let out a delighted hiccup. It sealed the deal.

 

Agatha sighed. “Fine. But if she throws up on you, I’m not responsible for your dry cleaning.”

 

“Totally worth it,” Sophia said, already reaching out.

 

Agatha passed Violet over carefully, helping the student settle her tiny, warm weight in the crook of her arm. Violet made a soft squeaky noise and looked up at her new holder, her little fists patting softly at Sophia’s collarbone.

 

“Oh my God,” Sophia whispered. “I forgot how squishy she is.”

 

“She’s like a marshmallow with opinions,” Emma said from the other side, already leaning in, her eyes lighting up. “Hi, Violet! Look at you! Look at your little tutu! You like like a tiny salad with all this tulle. I can’t believe your mom made you wear a tutu to a ballet recital. Actually, no, wait, I absolutely believe that.”

 

“She’s supporting the arts,” Max added dryly from Agatha’s other side.

 

“She is the arts,” Sphia said in a baby voice, and Emma giggled.

 

Violet gurgled and blinked up at Sophia, then Emma, and then grabbed the front of Sophia’s shirt in a tiny, fierce grip, as if declaring that she had chosen her favorite and it was her now.

 

Emma gave a soft, dramatic gasp. “She’s holding your shirt. She’s holding it. You’ve been chosen. Again. I’m so jealous.”

 

“She has good taste,” Sophia whispered back, grinning.

 

Agatha, watching them with an expression between long-suffering professor and proud den mother, crossed her arms and leaned back slightly in her seat. “I feel like I should be grading you both on your baby-handling skills.”

 

Emma looked up with great seriousness, one hand carefully adjusting the tilt of Violet’s head on Sophia’s arm like she’d studied infant ergonomics. “Oh, give us an A-plus,” she said. “With distinction. We’re thriving. Look at this poise. This grace. She hasn’t cried once. We’re baby whisperers.”

 

Sophia nodded solemnly, though the effect was slightly undercut by the massive grin stretching across her face. “Honestly, we should get extra credit for emotional composure while holding a tiny person in a tutu. It’s harder than it looks.”

 

“In what course, exactly?” Agatha asked, one eyebrow arched, half-laughing, half-dreading the answer.

 

Introduction to Surviving Cuteness,” Nina said from two seats down, still not looking up from her phone, which was recording the slowly fading lights with documentary-level dedication. “With weekly seminars on ‘The Physics of Tulle’ and ‘How Not to Cry When a Toddler Blows You a Kiss.’”

 

“Don’t forget the lab,” Emma added. “Baby handling under pressure. High stakes. Real tears.”

 

“And the required reading list,” Max said, deadpan. “Goodnight Moon, The Very Hungry Caterpillar, and select excerpts from The Art of War, for dealing with nap time.”

 

“There’s a whole unit on emotionally managing tiny shoes,” Sophia chimed up. “And what to do when a three-year-old tries to stage a rebellion during curtain call.”

 

“Oh, and the final presentation,” Nina added, finally glancing up. “It’s titled Stage Mom Psychology: Power, Tulle, and Glitter Meltdowns.

 

“Bonus points if you don’t cry during the toddler solos,” Josh said, already digging through his backpack for tissues like he might need them in five minutes.

 

Agatha tilted her head, a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. “Honestly? That sounds like a course Rio would teach.”

 

“Oh, a hundred percent,” Sophia said, eyes wide. “She’d bring printed syllabi in pink folders with matching tabs and glitter stickers. It would be unreasonably well-organized.”

 

“With musical interludes and PowerPoints that autoplay,” Max added, “because she refuses to present in silence.”

 

“She wouldn’t just assign Goodnight Moon,” Nina said. “She’d analyze it. We’d have to annotate it. And then write a comparative essay about bedtime as a cultural construct.”

 

Josh snorted. “And she’d record our presentations so she could play them back to Violet as lullabies.”

 

“She probably already has,” Liam mumbled sleepily, eyes still closed.

 

Their laughter rippled through the row in soft bursts, just quiet enough not to disturb the surrounding families. Agatha glanced sideways, catching the sight of Sophia gently adjusting Violet again, who had now gone very still in her arms, blinking up at the stage with wide, unblinking wonder. The baby’s fists were curled into the fabric of Sophia’s cardigan like a sleepy barnacle, and her tiny feet stuck out from the tutu like wiggling paws.

 

The lights above the stage shifted—first dimming to a soft amber, then slowly blooming into a dusky pink that spilled like watercolor across the velvet curtain. The gentle hum of the overture faded, replaced by a dreamy, whimsical melody that sent a murmur of delighted recognition through the audience. Parents sat straighter. Phones lifted. A few sniffles were heard preemptively.

 

“Here we go,” Nina whispered.

 

“Brace yourselves for the cute,” Emma said, eyes shining. “It’s about to get aggressively adorable.”

 

Agatha exhaled slowly, folding her hands in her lap and glancing down the row one more time—at her students squashed together like a six-person sardine can, holding juice boxes and each other’s nerves. And at the baby ballerina in the crook of Sophia’s arm, her tiny face aglow in the rising light.

 

This—this whole absurd, chaotic, unexpectedly precious tableau—it wasn’t something Agatha had ever planned on. But it had become hers.

 

Let the glitter storm begin.

 


 

Backstage in the green room, the energy was electric—buzzing with a mixture of glitter, nerves, and the sugar highs of too many juice boxes. The air pulsed with movement: the rustle of tulle, the swish of tiny satin shoes, the clatter of costume hangers and hairpins bouncing off makeup tables. It smelled of hairspray, baby wipes, excitement, and that faintly mysterious backstage scent of velvet and dust and dreams. Somewhere, someone had dropped a cracker that was now crumbling underfoot, and no one had the time or authority to care.

 

The June heat pressed itself into the room like an extra body. Even with the little oscillating fan in the corner doing its best to stir the thick air, sweat gathered at the napes of necks and dampened the backs of flower crowns. But no one complained. Not really. Not when the stage was so close.

 

Rio crouched near one of the low benches, her sleeves rolled up past her elbows, the collar of her black rehearsal shirt damp with the effort of managing a room full of glitter-covered chaos. A hairbrush was clenched between her teeth, and her fingers were moving with surgeon-like precision as she twisted Sophie’s thick, dark curls into a performance-perfect bun. Hairpins fanned out between her knuckles like tiny, metallic claws. Her bracelet jingled softly each time she reached for another.

 

The little girl was sitting as still as she could, her back straight with discipline, but her eyes darted around the room, tracking Nicky like he was the sun.

 

Across from her, Nicky was already in full frog regalia—green velvet vest, little satin bloomers, and a headband with padded frog eyes that made his hair curl out in little tufts. He bounced in place, shaking out his arms and whispering the counts under his breath, the way he’d seen Rio do backstage when she was dancing in shows herself.

 

“My Mama’s here,” he told the whole room like it was headline news. “And my baby sister too. Violet’s wearing a tutu. A green one. To match me.”

 

“That’s so cool,” said Leo, tugging at his vest and turning in place to watch the velvet flare. “I wish I had a baby sister.”

 

“I’m gonna spin so fast, the grown-ups won’t believe it,” Nicky declared, lifting both arms above his head and twirling very fast. “Like a tornado. But frog-shaped.”

 

Rio smiled faintly around the brush in her teeth and gently finished Sophie’s bun with a final twist of her wrist.

 

Across the room, Lily stood near the mirror in her green costume, clutching the satin sash that Rio had just tied around her waist. Her lip trembled a little as she watched Nicky’s exuberance, her fingers fidgeting with the edge of her skirt. She turned to Rio with wide, uncertain eyes.

 

“Is your mom scared for you?” she asked Nicky, voice quiet, small.

 

Rio stilled. She’d heard versions of that question before—after recitals, before auditions, sometimes even whispered by older dancers when stage fright sank in. But coming from Lily, with her glittery green ribbon and hopeful innocence, the question wasn’t laced with doubt. Just simple, honest curiosity.

 

Gently, Rio knelt down in front of her. The brush was tucked away now, her hands soft and careful as they rested on Lily’s small shoulders.

 

“Scared?” she echoed, voice warm. “No. Never.”

 

Lily blinked. “Not even a little?”

 

Rio shook her head, smiling. “Not even a little. Do you know why?”

 

Lily shook her head too, eyes wide.

 

“Because he always shines,” Rio said simply. “Just like all of you. You’ve practiced and you’ve worked hard, and you’ve learned how to move your bodies like dancers. You’re strong. You’re brave. And you’re all so sparkly, I think the lights might have a hard time keeping up.”

 

A small, collective “ooh” rippled across the group, followed by a chorus of bashful giggles and sudden upright spines. Even Lily smiled then, her shoulders relaxing as she reached to readjust her ribbon, just like Rio had taught them.

 

Rio stood and clapped her hands twice, a sound that cut cleanly through the rustle of costumes and perked every little head.

 

“Okay, team. Listen up,” she said, stepping back into her commanding teacher mode. “Ten minutes till places. That means last-minute hair checks, bow straightening, and breathing. Deep breaths. Frog breaths. Superhero breaths. Dragon breaths..”

 

A few kids obediently started dragon-breathing, puffing their cheeks and exhaling with theatrical flair.

 

“Good. Keep that up. And no juice until after you bow—we are not having another intermission apple juice explosion, Leo.”

 

“That was one time!” Leo called out.

 

Rio gave him a mock stern look. “And it was enough for a lifetime.”

 

Nicky beamed so brightly it was a wonder the rhinestones on his frog costume didn’t start reflecting it. He turned dramatically as Sophie returned to his side, proudly carrying her paper lily pad.

 

He offered her his hand with a deep bow, one foot pointed with exaggerated flourish, like he’d watched Mom do a thousand times with Mama. “Sophie,” he declared in a solemn voice that trembled only slightly with excitement, «I think we should rehearse one last time before showtime.”

 

Sophie blinked, then giggled, clutching the lily pad to her chest. “But we already know it! We practiced, like… a hundred times.”

 

Nicky nodded gravely. “Yes, but we must rehearse again. Because that’s how ballerinos prepare.”

 

Across the room, Rio watched the scene with a soft smile tugging at her mouth, her hands resting on her hips. Her dancers were buzzing like charged particles, nerves turning into mischief, adrenaline into confidence. These were her favorite moments—the ones right before the curtain rose, when everything shimmered with possibility.

 

“You two,” she said, her voice warm as she approached, “are going to steal the whole show.”

 

“We already decided we’re ending with jazz hands,” Sophie whispered with a mischievous grin, like she was revealing a covert artistic rebellion.

 

“No jazz hands in ballet,” Rio warned, pointing a mock-stern finger at them, though she couldn’t quite stop the laughter bubbling in her chest. 

 

“But it’s expressive!” Nicky argued, twinkling with defiance.

 

“And frogs are very jazzy,” Sophie added helpfully.

 

“I’ll allow a little sparkle in your fingers,” Rio conceded, crouching between them and adjusting the lily pad in Sophie’s hand. “Just don’t let Madame Elodie see.”

 

The green room buzzed around them, a kaleidoscope of motion and color—fluttering costumes, scuffed slippers tapping out nerves, whispered counts and last-minute pep talks. Parents peeked from the hallway windows; assistants darted back and forth with clipboards and extra bobby pins; one tutu emergency was being quietly resolved in the corner.

 

Through it all, Rio moved like a calm storm—her presence steady, grounded, magnetic. She weaved among the children with ease, high-fiving trembling hands, readjusting crooked frog hats, smoothing ruffles and calming jitters with whispered encouragements that always landed right where they were needed.

 

Then she clapped her hands again, gently but with a tone that cut through the room like a conductor’s baton. “Okay, dancers,” she called, voice low and even. “It’s almost time.”

 

A ripple moved through the space. The excitement sharpened. Some of the kids clasped hands instinctively, others reached for their props.

 

Nicky turned to Sophie and squeezed her hand. They grinned at each other, conspirators of whimsy, tiny professionals in their frog finery.

 

Rio knelt beside her son, brushing a curl off his forehead. His eyes, bright and earnest, locked onto hers like he needed the grounding one last time.

 

“Remember, love,” she murmured. “Spot your turns, listen to the music… and just have fun. That’s the most important part.”

 

“I will,” Nicky whispered, and without warning, threw his arms around her neck.

 

Rio’s breath caught as she wrapped him into her arms, hugging him tightly, fiercely. For a second, the buzz of the room faded, and it was just them—mother and son, in the eye of the backstage storm.

 

“I love you, Mom,” he said against her shouder.

 

“I love you too, little frog,” she whispered, kissing his temple and feeling the catch in her throat that always came before one of these moments—the letting go.

 

A voice called from the hallway. “Five minutes!”

 

The stagehand’s head appeared through the doorway, clipboard in hand, headset askew, eyes wide with urgency. “Frog group, line up at the wings!”

 

And just like that, the spell broke.

 

Rio exhaled and gave Nicky’s back a gentle pat. “Go show them how it’s done.”

 

He beamed again, took Sophie’s hand, and together they joined the other frogs and lilies in a wobbly but determined line. The small dancers bounced lightly on their toes, their little faces a mix of nerves and wonder as they were guided toward the curtain—toward the hush and the lights and the waiting music.

 

Rio stood back, arms crossed, pride swelling in her chest.

 

Her son was about to dance his heart out.

 

She smiled to herself as she stepped back toward the wings.

 

Showtime.

 


 

The theater lights had fully softened now, washing the stage and audience in a dreamy hue of baby pink, ready for the toddler group.

 

Agatha took a breath. Violet was curled against her chest, nestled comfortably in the curve of her arm, one tiny hand still wrapped around a bunched edge of her own green tutu like it was a security blanket. Her chubby legs dangled lazily over Agatha’s lap, the satin of her baby ballet shoes catching the light whenever she shifted.

 

On either side of Agatha, her whirlwind of students was trying—emphasis on trying—to sit still.

 

Sophia and Emma had taken turns bouncing Violet earlier, walking her gently in the lobby and whispering nonsense in her ear until she’d cooed and laughed. Now that she was back with Agatha, the two of them were whispering furiously, barely stifling their excitement, their knees bouncing in sync. Sophia clutched a half-wrinkled program with both hands like it might fly away. Emma had twisted a lock of her own hair around her finger and kept leaning forward slightly as if proximity might make the show start sooner.

 

Just as the final house lights dimmed with a low hum, Max—the secret softie and proud big brother—suddenly drew a large, crinkled sign out from under his jacket with a victorious flourish. Go Sophie! was scrawled across it in bold, uneven letters, outlined in glitter glue and surrounded by shaky stars and smiley faces that were either done in a rush or with intense enthusiasm (or both).

 

Next to him, Josh leaned over to show his own, smaller but just as lovingly made sign: Nicky Rocks! painted in sharp black marker, underlined twice with a very deliberate red.

 

Agatha’s mouth twitched at the corners as she watched them. It was ridiculous—and achingly sweet. These were her students, technically. Her wild, brilliant, overly tall students with too many opinions and notnearly enough boundaries. And yet here they were, crammed into a row of seats at a toddler ballet recital, holding hand-painted signs like doting uncles and aunts for her son.

 

She glanced down at Violet, who was blinking slowly, eyes wide and shimmering with curiosity. The baby stared at the sparkling stage as if she already knew magic lived there. Agatha stroked her soft, dark hair, one thumb gently brushing a bit of glitter from her daughter’s forehead.

 

All around them, the theater buzzed with quiet anticipation. Programs rustled. A few siblings were already squirming in their seats. Somewhere in the back, a baby squealed and was quickly hushed. But mostly, the room had fallen into that stillness unique to kids performances—where anything might happen, and everyone was collectively holding their breath, hearts wide open.

 

Then, with a whisper of mechanics and the faint creak of old hinges, the curtain parted.

 

A low, delighted gasp rippled through the audience.

 

On stage stood the toddler class, barely more than two or three years old, costumed in what could only be described as a joyful riot of themes. Some wore pastel tutus with tiny tiaras perched crookedly on their heads. Others sported miniature sailor hats, polka-dotted suspenders, or bunny ears that wobbled with every step. The result was less a cohesive dance troupe and more a jubilant parade of chaos—like someone had opened a storybook and all the characters had tumbled out at once.

 

And what followed was nothing short of pure, unfiltered wonder.

 

One little girl in a star-covered leotard spun three times in a row and promptly forgot what came next, choosing instead to walk slowly to the front of the stage, bow to the audience, and wave proudly. Her mother burst into quiet tears in front of Agatha.

 

Another boy, his curls bouncing with every step, tripped over his own feet and landed squarely on his bottom. For a breathless second, the entire audience leaned forward, collectively wincing—but the boy popped back up with a triumphant grin and flung both arms in the air like a champion gymnast. Laughter and gentle applause followed.

 

A pair of twins in identical bunny suits clung to each other’s hands the entire time, executing their choreography with synchronized chaos—one leading, the other resisting, then both hopping in opposite directions like wind-up toys.

 

A few children glanced nervously toward the wings for reassurance. Others stared out into the crowd, waving madly as soon as they spotted their people.

 

Agatha could see the way Violet’s eyes tracked the motion onstage, utterly transfixed. She made a soft “oooh” sound and reached out one pudgy hand, her little fingers splayed toward the lights as if she wanted to catch them.

 

“She’s obsessed,” Emma whispered. “We’ve lost her to the sparlkle.”

 

“She’ll be up there next year, or maybe two,” Sophia murmured, resting her chin on her hands. “Can you even imagine? A tiny Violet in tiny ballet shoes?”

 

Agatha smiled faintly, her gaze still locked on the stage. “She’ll either do a perfect plié or wander off mid-performance to follow a dust mote.”

 

Max snorted. “Like mother, like daughter.”

 

Agatha let the words wash over her, and before she could stop herself, her thoughts were drifting forward in time, carried by the current of love and imagination.

 

She pictured Violet in a few short years, standing under those same stage lights, her small feet carefully placed in first position, her chubby arms raised in a practiced curve. She imagined the proud look Violet would give them from behind the curtain, the tiny wave meant only for her family, the mischief she might carry in her eyes. Would she be serious and focused about ballet like Nicky, counting beats under her breath? Would she stumble and laugh and bounce just like these toddlers, fearless in her own baby way?

 

The recital was just beginning, but already it felt like a moment suspended in time—a memory waiting to be made. And Rio would absolutely love teaching her passion to both of her kids. No doubts Violet would be a prodigy if Rio had any say in it, and Agatha had no doubt she would.

 

The theater hummed with low murmurs and shuffling feet as the toddler class wrapped up their performance in true delightful chaos—some still twirling, some waving wildly, one little one simply sitting down mid-routine to inspect her shoe. And somehow, it was perfect.

 

The curtain began to draw closed, its deep red velvet sweeping in slow motion across the pastel stage. The applause started softly, then grew—an outpouring of affection and celebration that wrapped the whole room in warmth. Agatha joined in, clapping harder than she’d expected, not just for the little dancers, but for the sheer purity of the moment—for the love it carried and the future it hinted at.

 

Next to her, Emma wiped a suspicious tear from her cheek and muttered, “It’s the sailor hats. They get me every time.”

 

Josh, holding up his Nicky sign like it was a flag, nodded solemnly. “Toddlers in formation. Too powerful.”

 

Agatha laughed, softly. But her heart was full. SHe kissed her daughter’s forehead, breathing her in—powder, milk, and the faintest trace of Rio’s perfume from earlier that morning.

 

This was more than just a recital.

 

It was a glimpse into the future. A quiet promise in the dark. A moment that would stretch forward like a thread, pulled gently by time, toward the day when Violet would take her own place on that stage. And when she did, Agatha knew she’d be here again, in the same seat, heart full, clapping like it was the first time all over again.

 

And Rio—oh, Rio would be beaming in the wings, probably crying behind her clipboard, pretending she wasn’t. She’d be coaching Violet with the same passion she’d given to Nicky, the same tireless, beautiful love that poured out of her in every lesson, every correction, every silly warm-up game.

 

Agatha could already hear it in her head—Rio whispering, Chin up, Baby Moon. And smile for Mama.

 

After the second number, the stage reset was quick, practiced—adults in black darted across the boards like shadows, clearing away scattered bunny ears and pastel props, setting the new scene with swift, quiet efficiency. The lights shifted next, deepening from soft orange to a tranquil blue-green that shimmered gently against the backdrop now transformed into a lily-pad-covered pond, complete with oversized paper flowers and painted cattails swaying slightly in an imaginary breeze.

 

And then, the frogs arrived.

 

The sheer curtain rose to reveal a line of tiny dancers stepping delicately into their places. Each one wore a variation of green: soft velvet vests, satin bloomers, little hand-sewn tutus for the girls and boys who wanted them, and headbands adorned with padded frog eyes and glittering sequins. Ribbons trailed behind some of them like dragonfly wings, their sparkles catching the light.

 

For one small, golden moment, the row of students froze in perfect stillness, like a ripple had passed through the pond and left it calm again.

 

“There they are,” Emma whispered, gripping the armrest, eyes wide with pride.

 

“Nicky’s front left,” Sophia said, leaning forward. “I see the curls. Look—look at how serious he looks.”

 

“And Sophie’s right next to him,” Maxx chimed in, already raising his phone to film his baby sister. “Look at her little arms. She gets that from me. Clearly.”

 

Agatha smiled, her gaze locked onto her son. Nicky stood poised at the front, his posture elegant, his chin lifted, curls bouncing with every tiny breath he took. Beside him, Sophie adjusted her stance with ballerina-like focus, and just behind them, Noah counted silently, his lips moving with each beat, as if grounding himself in the rhythm of the stage.

 

Nicky’s arms lifted precisely as Rio had taught him—shoulders soft, elbows rounded, fingers delicate but sure. His feet were turned out just right, his knees bent with perfect frog-like bounce. The costume shimmered with every movement, but what really sparkled was his face: glowing, confident, completely at home beneath the lights.

 

“He looks so proud,” Nina murmured, a little breathless, almost in disbelief.

 

“He is,” Agatha said quietly, as if speaking too loudly would break the magic of the moment. “He loves this. Being part of something. Telling stories with his body. Moving with the music. Just like Rio.”

 

Violet let out a delighted squeak from Agatha’s arms and clapped her hands together as if in support of something she definitely did not understand.

 

And then, on stage, Nicky’s head turned ever so slightly. His eyes scanned the darkened audience until—there. Agatha saw the exact moment he spotted her. His whole face lit up like someone had flipped a switch inside him. He beamed—no, he shined—and, without missing a beat, lifted one little arm just slightly higher than choreographed. It was supposed to be a frog-arm pose, clearly, but he added a wiggle of his fingers.

 

A not-so-subtle wave.

 

Sophia slapped Emma’s arm and whispered, “Oh my god. He saw us. I’m dying. He waved.”

 

“I’m gonna cry,” Emma whispered back, covering her mouth.

 

Next to him, Sophie followed his gaze and saw them too.

 

“Oh Soso,” Max said softly, his voice unexpectedly serious. Then he let out a battle cry. « Go Sophie ! »

 

Agatha said nothing. She just watched her son with her heart in her throat, a lump too big to swallow sitting at the base of her neck. Her arms curled around Violet, who was now bouncing in time with the music, babbling happily as if sensing that her big brother was doing something very important.

 

The music swelled. It lifted the children gently into motion, their bodies swaying, bouncing, turning like they were part of the same breeze.

 

Nicky stepped forward with Sophie beside him, their movements matching almost perfectly. Their hands lifted, fingers stretched with careful precision, and their toes tapped and turned with surprising control. There was a grace to it, despite their age—a sweetness and a discipline born not only from practice, but from joy.

 

They leapt, they spun, they frog-hopped with carefully rehearsed mischief, little knees bending and arms extending in delight. Sophie had her determined-dancer face on, and Nicky danced like someone who had been waiting his whole life for this one moment.

 

The choreography was simple but clever—small duets and trios rippling like waves across the stage, a circular formation mimicking lily pads blooming, and little tableau that had each child gently folding forward, hands pressed to cheeks, like frogs dreaming in the sunlight.

 

Then after Noah and Lily finished their own little duet, came Nicky and Sophie’s moment.

 

The two children moved toward each other, faces lighting up in pure delaight. They skipped and twirled around one another in perfect harmony, their matching frog costumes making them look like tiny reflections of each other. The audience erupted into cheers, the energy practically tangible as parents and friends watched these two small dancers weave their little dance with joy and confidence.

 

“They’re amazing,” Emma breathed, her eyes wide with wonder. “Look at them.”

 

Nicky would spin, and Sophie would follow. Sophie would leap, and Nicky would match her, their steps syncing like ripples meeting in the middle of a pond. Every turn, every sway of their arms, was filled with the kind of joy only young children can carry so openly—pure, fearless, and incandescent.

 

Nicky’s grin was so wide it seemed to stretch across the stage, and Sophie’s eyes sparkled with the thrill of performing alongside her friend. The little girl reached for him during a gentle promenade, and he twirled her under one arm—just like Rio had taught them—with the gentlest of spins. The audience erupted again.

 

Agatha clapped hard, laughing as she wiped at the corner of one eye. She nudged Max beside her. “They’re stealing the show.”

 

“They are the show,” he said, without an ounce of irony.

 

Rio’s beaming face was visible from the wings, her posture relaxed but her pride unmistakable. She caught Agatha’s eye for a brief moment and gave a small, knowing smile—one that spoke volumes about how much this moment meant to her. Her pride radiated like stage light—full and glowing—as she watched her little class bring her frog dance to life.

 

She pressed a hand to her mouth, smiled against her fingers, and gave Agatha the smallest nod. Her heart was onstage, and it was dancing.

 

As the last note of the music faded out, the little frogs froze in their final pose—arms outstretched like leaping legs mid-air, cheeks flushed, chests rising and falling with the thrill of dancing onstage.

 

The house lights dimmed slightly. The applause began softly, then rose like thunder.

 

They bowed—one by one, then all together.

 

The crowd was on its feet.

 

And then—because they could, because they were small and silly and thrilled with themselves—Nicky and Sophie turned to each other with gleeful mischief and broke formation entirely. Sophie grinned. Nicky winked. And together, in perfect sync…

 

Jazz hands.

 

“Oh, for the love of—” Agatha snorted.

 

Rio, somewhere backstage, probably screamed into her clipboard.

 

Agatha laughed out loud, shaking her head as Violet squealed along with the clapping. “Rebels,” she whispered. “Absolute rebels.”

 

But her smile never faltered. Not for a second.

 

“That’s my sister!” Max shouted proudly, gesturing at Sophie like she had personally choreographed every step , waving his glitter-covered sign with an enthusiasm that made nearby parents flinch and smile at the same time, and Sophie waved at him from the stage.

 

Emma cupped her hands around her mouth and yelled, “That’s our professor!”

 

And Nina, without a trace of shame, added “We love you, Dr. Vidal!” as if Rio were on Broadway and they were her die-hard fan club.

 

Rio stepped forward from the wings, hands resting lightly in Nicky’s and Sophie’s. Her cheeks were a little pink—not from the stage lights, but from the sheer amount of love beaming at her from the audience, from her wife, from her baby, from her students. She gave the kids’ hands a squeeze and led them in a final bow. The little dancers followed her lead, some dipping too low, some forgetting and waving instead, but all of them beaming.

 

From her seat, Agatha stood. She didn’t just see her wife and son on that stage—she saw a dream realized.

 

Onstage, Rio caught sight of her students in the crowd—her usual chaos crew—and gave them a sly, cheeky bow just for them, one eyebrow raised, her grin tilted in that unmistakably Rio way. The students erupted again. Someone—probably Josh—let out a dramatic, operatic “Braaaavo!”

 

Nicky looked up at his mom, still clutching her hand, his eyes bright and proud and a little overwhemled. We did it. You helped me do this, he seemed to be telling her with his eyes and smile.

 

Sophie leaned against Rio’s leg, resting her cheek on her waist like she could’ve stayed there forever, utterly unbothered by the noise. She’d done her part, and she knew it.

 

As the applause continued, the curtains began to draw in. Nicky turned toward the audience one more time, waving with both hands, his eyes straight on Mama. Sophie offered one final curtsey. Rio bent just slightly, mouthing something—maybe thank you, maybe I love you, maybe both—before gently guiding the children back behind the curtain.

 

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Chapter 50: Center Stage - Part II

Notes:

Wan't supposed to be that long. It spun right out of control, like Nicky in ballet class.

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At the end of the show, the stage looked like a living kaleidoscope—drenched in color and glitter, scattered with sequins, feathers, and mismatched costumes that shimmered under the soft golden stage lights. It was chaotic, overstuffed, and somehow completly perfect.

 

Dozens of children were seated in neat—well, mostly neat—rows across the wide stage, their tiny legs swinging off the edge, or crossed neatly, faces aglow with the giddy exhaustion that only came from surviving the grand drama of performance. Giggles echoed between them like a language of triumph. They waved exuberantly at the audience, cheeks flushed and eyes bright, little chests puffed with post-recital pride.

 

The tiniest ones—the toddlers from the opening number—sat front and center, half-awake and wholly adorable in their pastel bunny and sailor costumes. Bunny ears sagged comically to one side. Sailor hats sat askew on messy hair. A few of them were already leaning drowsily on each other, blinking slowly as if the applause itself was lulling them toward bedtime. One yawned so wide her entire row giggled, setting off a ripple of affectionate amusement among the older kids behind them.

 

In the center sat Nicky’s group of frogs, a splash of glittering green in the middle of the chaos. Their sequined leotards sparkled under the lights like dewdrops in the sun. Nicky himself was practically vibrating in place with excitement, both arms waving high above his head. Beside him, Sophie matched his enthusiasm beat for beat, her frog tutu swishing as she wiggled in the floor, beaming. Around them, Jasmin, Lily, Noah, and Leo squirmed in proud little clusters, whispering and pointing at the audience, trying—and failing—to remember the rule about staying still during the final bow. Their joy was too big, too loud, too alive for discipline.

 

Behind the younger dancers stood the older students, petals and swans and starbursts arranged in elegant lines, their postures long and poised, the result of years of training. Tulle and satin caught the light in ripples. Even in stillness, they radiated the soft, magnetic energy of knowing they had once been frogs and bunnies too.

 

And behind them all, just barely visible near the edge of the curtain, stood the teachers, the quiet scaffolding of the show. Rio was among them, dressed in simple black like a stagehand, but her pride couldn’t have made her stand out more. She stood straight and still, her eyes scanning the rows of children with care and open adoration. Her hair was still tied up, though a few curls had escaped and now framed her flushed, smiling face. The edges of her sleeves were dusted in green glitter from countless backstage frog adjustments. She clapped with quiet adoration, her gaze flickering briefly to the audience—toward Agatha, she knew, and Violet curled in her wife’s arms—and then back to the stage, where her proud little troupe sat in the spotlight.

 

Then, from the shadows of the wings, stepped Madame Elodie—graceful as ever in all her French glory, every inch the embodiment of poise. Even in the soft stage light, she seemed to carry a subtle glow, as if the theater itself bent around her elegance. Dressed in a flowing navy tunic that brushed her waist, with delicate silver embroidery at the cuffs, and her snow-white hair swept into a perfect bun, she looked like she had walked straight out of a Degas painting. She moved with the easy, regal calm of someone who had lived a life filled with music and discipline, whose very bones hummed with ballet.

 

A gentle hush settled over the audience as she approached the microphone placed center stage. She paused, hands clasped loosely in front of her, waiting with the confidence of a woman who knew silence was just another kind of applause. The last claps faded, the last giggles stilled. Every child sat straighter. Every parent leaned forward.

 

Then she smiled, her eyes crinkling at the corners.

 

“Mes chers enfants,” she began in her thick French accent, “what a joy it is to see you all shine tonight.”

 

The children on stage beamed—some wide-eyed and bashful, some clearly trying to contain proud little grins, as if the praise itself tickled their spines. A few of the older students smiled in quiet recognition: they’d heard this phrase before, but each year, it never lost its sweetness.

 

Madame Elodie’s eyes moved over them all—toddlers and teens, teachers and parents—with genuine affection. She held the room the way only great dancers do: effortlessly, easily.

 

“I have had the honor,” she continued, “of watching many, many recitals in my years—each beautiful, each full of love. But every time, I find myself surprised. Every time, something new. Something magical.” She paused to let her words land, her accent wrapping around the syllables like silk. “And that, mes amis, is because of you. To the children—bravo. You danced with your hearts, and that is the truest kind of dancing there is.”

 

A wave of applause spread through the theater, warm and full of pride. Parents and siblings and grandparents clapped with full hearts. On stage, the children glowed under the praise. One tiny bunny in the front row clapped early and enthusiastically, smacking her little paws together before anyone else had even started again, drawing a soft ripple of laughter from the audience. Another toddler yawned, patting her sailor hat like it had done all the work.

 

Madame Elodie chuckled gently. “Ah, and so humble,” she said with twinkling eyes. “Even our tiniest stars know how to steal the show.”

 

Then she turned slightly, facing the audience more directly.

 

“To the parents, the guardians, the grandparents, siblings and families—merci. Thank you for trusting us with your little dancers, for sewing costumes, for being chauffeurs, cheerleaders, and the reason they walk into our studios each week with wide eyes and big dreams. Thank you for allowing us to be part of their joy.”

 

Another wave of applause. Agatha, in the third row, clapped with Violet bouncing slightly in her lap.

 

“And of course,” Madame Elodie said, turning toward the side of the stage now, her voice deepening with heartfelt emphasis, “to the teachers.”

 

She gestured gracefully behind her, toward the row of instructors standing just off to the side in the back—some still catching their breath from the final act, some visibly emotional.

 

“To the ones who mend shoes and spirits, who coax confidence from trembling little feet, who teach not only technique but trust—merci. You give your time, your care, your love. You teach our children to move through the world with discipline, courage, and grace.”

 

The teachers bowed in unison, many of them blinking away tears they didn’t try to hide. Rio among them stood with her hands behind her back, chin lifted just a little higher. Her eyes found Agatha and Violet for a flicker of a moment and softened.

 

The applause swelled once again, filling the theater like a tide—loud and long and utterly deserved.

 

Then Madame Elodie lifted one graceful hand, her voice softening with warmth and meaning. “Before we close this magical evening, I would like to give a special mention,” she said, her eyes glinting kindly beneath the stage lights. “To one of our own, who has returned to us this spring after welcoming her second child—a teacher beloved by students and families alike… Ms. Rio.”

 

The moment her name left Madame Elodie’s lips, the theater erupted.

 

It wasn’t polite applause—it was an outpouring. Cheers, whistles, and delighted clapping thundered through the room from all sides. Parents rose halfway from their seats, clapping with genuine enthusiasm. From the stage, teachers smiled and joined in. From the stage's middle rows, the older students who had grown up under Rio’s wing whooped in celebration, and from center stage, the frog group completely lost their composure.

 

Nicky leapt to his feet before anyone could stop him, eyes blazing with excitement, cupping his hands around his mouth to shout, “That’s my mom!”

 

A ripple of laughter swept the crowd, and several of the frogs followed his lead, stomping their feet in applause, waving at Rio like she was a pop star.

 

On stage, Rio flushed with color, visibly startled and moved by the outpouring. Her eyes darted toward Madame Elodie in disbelief, then to the crowd, then down to her hands. Laughing softly, touched and overwhelmed, she gave a graceful, modest bow—one hand at her chest, the other behind her back, as though she were just another student in rehearsal again. But before she could even rise from the gesture, a familiar movement caught her eye.

 

In the audience, Agatha had stood.

 

She wasn’t one for grand public gestures, not usually—but tonight wasn’t usual.

 

With a proud smile, Agatha rose halfway out of her seat and lifted Violet high above her head in both arms, like Simba. The baby, in her soft green baby tutu, blinked at the light with wide, round eyes. Her tiny hands opened and closed, reaching for something unseen.

 

The moment was so sweet it pulled an audible gasp from the audience.

 

There were delighted “awws,” some laughter, even the sound of a phone snapping a photo, probably Emma from her right. Violet cooed in response, her fist catching a wisp of her own hair. 

 

Rio caught sight of them—Agatha beaming up at her, Violet lifted like the proudest little flag—and something deep inside her softened completely. Her face, already glowing with joy, took on a shine of something gentler, deeper.

 

She brought her hand to her lips and blew a kiss—to her wife and daughter, but also to her whole audience. A sweep of her arm, theatrical and loving. To the children, the parents, the teachers, to her overgrown students sitting next to Agatha. To the year they’d just survived. To the one just beginning.

 

Agatha caught the kiss with a playful flourish, dramatic and unashamed, and pressed it straight to Violet’s rosy cheek. The baby squealed and kicked her feet. Onstage, Nicky clapped so wildly he dropped his frog headband, then scrambled to put it back on, beaming with pride.

 

Madame Elodie, still at the microphone, watched the whole scene with twinkling eyes and a smile of quiet satisfaction. “And that,” she said softly, gesturing toward the tableau, “is what it means to dance with love.”

 

The applause softened but never fully stopped. It became a hum, a kind of collective breath. A held moment. A shared warmth. The sound of a hundred hearts full.

 

“To all our dancers—young and old, beginners and veterans, pirates, frogs, and falling stars—thank you,” Madame Elodie said, her voice now steady and final. “Thank you for another beautiful year. For your time, your courage, your joy. We hope to welcome each of you back in the fall. But for now—bravo, et bon été. Have a beautiful summer.”

 

The lights dimmed to a gentle twilight glow as the curtain began its slow descent. A final wave of applause swept the theater, rising once more with love and pride and too many emotions to name.

 

All around, families rose to their feet. Programs fluttered. Cameras clicked. On stage, the sounds of squealing children and rustling costumes and giggly reunions began to stir as they shuffled towards the wings—hugs and glitter and juice boxes and little shoes waiting for them.

 

And at the edge of the stage, Rio lingered for just a moment, hand still half-raised, eyes finding Agatha and Violet one more time—her home in the crowd.

 


 

Back in the theater lobby, the air buzzed with the golden hum of post-recital joy. The space was alive with chatter and laughter, a gentle chaos of camera flashes, perfume, hairspray, and the rustle of tulle skirts. Toddlers half-asleep in their costumes clung to their parents’ legs or lounged bonelessly in arms, their glitter-smudged cheeks resting against proud shoulders. Clusters of family and friends crowded near the doors, clutching folded programs like souvenirs from something grand. Everyone smelled faintly of flowers and applause.

 

The glass doors to backstage swung open, and out burst Nicky—first through, of course—with his frog headband slipping down behind his curls and his cheeks pink from performance and adrenaline. His eyes sparkled as they scanned the crowd.

 

He spotted them in an instant.

 

“Mama!” he called, already running, arms wide, and before Agatha could even kneel, he was leaping into her.

 

Agatha caught him with ease, wrapping one arm securely around him while Violet sat perched neatly on her opposite hip, gripping a bit of Agatha’s hair in her tiny fist. Nicky’s weight pressed into her chest, warm and wiggling and still full of momentum.

 

“You did it!” Agatha laughed, breathlessly kissing the top of his sticky curls. “You were incredible, my little prince of frogs. You sparkled.

 

“I didn’t fall even once!” Nicky exclaimed, face beaming as he pulled back just enough to look up at her. “And Sophie remembered the last jump, and I didn’t miss the music, and—”

 

He didn’t get the chance to finish.

 

From behind, Josh suddenly scooped him up with a triumphant roar, lifting him like a prize above his head. “Our star!” he proclaimed with the theatrical bravado of someone born to deliver standing ovations.

 

Nicky shrieked in delight, his legs kicking wildly in midair, frog limbs flailing with exaggerated drama. “Put me doooown! Put me down!” he giggled, though his smile said he didn’t really mean it. His feet kicked toward the ceiling, his vest bouncing, his joy utterly uncontainable.

 

“You’re famous now,” Josh declared as he spun him once more for good measure. “I’m getting your autograph.”

 

At the same time, Max was already picking up Sophie, spinning her in a similar dizzying arc, both of them giggling in perfect sibling sync.

 

“I didn’t even forget the turn!” Sophie cried, breathless with triumph.

 

“You didn’t!” Max gasped with mock shock, staggering backward like he might faint. “Who even are you? A prodigy? A legend?”

 

“She gets it from me!” he declared to no one in particular, holding her out like a trophy.

 

Sophie giggled and kissed his cheek in return. “You said that during the show,” she said. « I heard you. »

 

“Because it’s still true,” Max answered proudly.

 

Nearby, Nina handed Emma her phone so she could record the chaos. “We are documenting history,” she said solemnly. “This is the after-party of the century.”

 

Emma, grinning, panned the camera toward Josh, who was now dramatically bowing to Nicky. “Sir Nicholas of Amphibia,” Josh said, handing Nicky an program folded like a paper crown. “Your kingdom awaits.”

 

Nicky took it with absolute seriousness and placed it on his head like he’d been trained for royalty. “Thank you, Knight Josh,” he said regally. Then added, quieter, to Agatha, “I’m really sweaty.”

 

Agatha, smiling so wide it almost hurt, handed Violet to Sophia and crouched down to gently wipe her son’s face with the sleeve of her cardigan. “You earned every drop, my love,” she said softly, brushing his curls back. “You danced your little heart out.”

 

Then she stood back up and took Violet back in her arms.

 

Rio emerged from the staff hallway just in time to be ambushed by her students — Emma wrapped her in a huge hug first and Sophia followed close behind.

 

Nina reached into her tote bag, rummaging past water bottles and snacks, and finally pulled out two tiny, slightly squashed but earnest-looking flower bouquets. She held them out religiously.

 

“These,” she announced, “are for the royal frog court. Prince and Princess Amphibia.”

 

She presented one bouquet to Sophie and one to Nicky, who took it like it might burst into song. He blinked down at the small fistful of daisies and baby’s breath, eyes wide and reverent, like someone had just handed him a piece of the moon.

 

“They’re real flowers!” he whispered to Agatha, blushing and delighted.

 

Emma turned to Rio with a grin that crinkled her whole face. “And you, Dr. Vidal, were the mastermind. Supreme Overlord of Pirouettes. Sovereign of Stage Left. The Ballet Queen herself.”

 

Rio laughed, her voice warm and a little hoarse. She dipped into a deep, overly dramatic curtsy that made the younger kids giggle. “I am honored,” she said regally. “Long may I reign.”

 

“You’re the best,” Liam said more quietly, sincere beneath the sarcasm. He gave a shy little bow. “Seriously, Dr. Vidal. You’re amazing.”

 

“Oh no, don’t—” Rio started, but her throat caught unexpectedly. She smiled tightly, overwhelmed in the best way. She wasn’t crying, not exactly, but the weight of it — her students, her son, her daughter blinking wide-eyed from Agatha’s arms, the stage lights still faintly echoing in her skin — made her feel suddenly tender, like her heart was one giant exposed nerve.

 

And Nicky, still stunned by the bouquet in his hand, stood silently for a beat like he was thinking very hard. Then, with utmost seriousness, he plucked one flower from the bouquet and turned to Violet.

 

“For you, Vivi,” he said, tucking the flower awkwardly against her tutu, not quite sure where to place it.

 

Then another flower — handed to Agatha with a shy smile. “For Mama.”

 

Agatha blinked, smiling as she accepted it, tucking it behind her ear without hesitation. “Thank you, sweetheart.”

 

And then—finally—Nicky looked at Rio.

 

He walked up to her, frog headband flopping over one eye, bouquet slightly thinner now but still bright.

 

“For you, Mom,” he said softly, handing out another flower. “’Cause you were the best teacher ever.”

 

And that was it. Rio broke. She crouched down and pulled Nicky into a hug so tight his frog ears crumpled and his flowers tilted sideways. “Oh buddy,” she whispered, her voice caught somewhere between laughter and tears. “Thank you. You made me so proud today.”

 

“I didn’t even mess up the jump,” Nicky mumbled against her shoulder.

 

“You didn’t,” she agreed. “You nailed it.”

 

And then, of course, he said, “I think I should be in charge of the whole show next time.”

 

Rio laughed, wiping her cheek quickly with her sleeve. “I’ll see what I can do. »

 

Behind them, Agatha watched — Violet bouncing lightly on her hip, looking between her brother and her mom and her other mom, all in a blur of frog green and flower pink — and smiled. Quiet and deep and full. Because this, too, was what love looked like: a little boy holding flowers like medals, a wife barely holding it together from pride, and a life full of performances and everyday magic, stitched together one leap at a time.

 

Sophie, still flushed and sparkly from the performance, had swapped her frog ears for a sparkly pink headband that Max had brought just for post-show pictures. She was bouncing on the balls of her feet, clutching her own little bouquet with a death grip when Rio crouched to her level.

 

“Sophie,” she said warmly, “you were incredible out there. The way you remembered the music, and that skip-turn-spin combo? It was so graceful, baby. Like a real ballerina.”

 

Sophie’s eyes went comically wide, as if Rio had just declared her Queen of All Known Planets. “Really? I did it right?”

 

“Really,” Rio said, tapping a finger to the girl’s nose. “You danced like a pro. And you made Nicky feel so confident out there — that little duet moment? I’m pretty sure it’s going to live rent-free in my heart forever.”

 

Sophie giggled and covered her face with her flowers, beaming so hard her cheeks nearly popped off her face. Max gave Rio a big thumbs up behind her back, mouthing, Thank you, before he picked up his little sister again for more victory spins, both of them laughing.

 

“Max!” she giggled. “I’m too dizzy for this!”

 

“There’s no such thing!” he yelled back, spinning her again, like the world was still a stage and they were all still dancing.

 

A few feet away, Agatha was watching it all with a look of quiet admiration — the way Rio knelt in a puddle of tutus and flowers, her hair coming loose from the braid she’d tied it in just before the show, glitter sticking to her temples. She looked radiant. In her element. Surrounded by dancing children, adoring students, and overflowing joy.

 

She shifted Violet in her arms, gently pressing a kiss to her daughter’s head, and whispered, almost to herself, “That’s your Mommy, sweetheart.”

 

She made her way over with Violet still on her hip — the baby now reaching for everyone’s bouquets with eager grabby hands — and a cold water bottle in the other hand. She touched Rio’s shoulder, and when Rio turned, Agatha leaned down and kissed her square on the mouth.

 

“You were brilliant, love,” Agatha murmured against her lips, tucking a strand of hair behind Rio’s ear.

 

Rio blinked slowly, a little dazed from the kiss and the emotion, as Agatha pressed the chilled water bottle into her hand.

 

“And your kids,” she added with a dry smirk, tilting her chin toward the scene unfolding nearby—Nicky trying to talk Josh into spinning him again, and Violet, who had just victoriously stolen a carnation from Sophie’s bouquet and was now trying to eat it—“did great.”

 

Rio huffed out a laugh. “That’s very diplomatic of you.”

 

“I am nothing if not diplomatic,” Agatha said smoothly.

 

“You’re a menace,” Rio countered, eyes twinkling as she cracked open the bottle and took a long sip. “But a hot one.”

 

Agatha arched a brow, pleased. “Flattery will get you everywhere.”

 

Rio grinned and shook her head, the tension and nerves of the recital finally beginning to melt out of her shoulders. She reached over to brush her fingers down Violet’s soft, tutu-puffed side and took her daughter from her wife’s arms. Agatha let her go easily, brushing a kiss to the back of Violet’s head in the transfer.

 

“I can’t believe we made it through that whole show,” Rio said softly, the disbelief laced with pride as she nuzzled Violet’s cheek with her nose.

 

“You were never in doubt,” Agatha repliede. “I saw you. You were in complete control. Like the chaotic frog monarch you were clearly born to be.”

 

“I prefer ‘Ballet Queen.’” Rio smirked. “That one’s got some flair.”

 

Rio let her head rest briefly on her wife’s shoulder. “You really think I did okay?”

 

Agatha didn’t hesitate. “I think you did more than okay. I think you gave those kids — and this one,” she tickled Violet gently, in Rio’s arms who babbled back, “— a day they’ll remember. And me, too.”

 

Rio’s eyes softened. “Thank you.”

 

And for a moment, they just stood there — two mothers, two professors, partners in life and chaos, with one baby on a hip, one child lost in a swirl of hugs and flowers, and a hundred more stories waiting to be written.

 

Agatha nudged Rio with her shoulder. “Come on, Ballet Queen. Let’s go get celebratory ice cream before Nicky starts frog-dancing all the way to the parking lot.”

 

As the crowd began to thin, families spilling out of the theater into the golden warmth of the early evening, Max swung Sophie gently back and forth in his arms, her cheek resting on brother’s shoulder. She was still glowing from her performance, fingers absentmindedly petting the petals of her bouquet. She looked very small in that moment, and very dreamy.

 

Then, in a voice so small it was barely louder than a whisper, she asked, “Do you think Nicky would dance with me again next year?”

 

Max blinked down at her, his grin creeping up like the moon. “Oh?” he said, far too casual. “You want to do another duet with Nicky, huh?”

 

Sophie turned red instantly, scrunching her face into his hoodie. “I like him a lot. Don’t tell anyone.”

 

Max’s grin bloomed slowly and spectacularly across his face. He wasn’t going to survive this.

 

Naturally, two seconds later, he turned on his heel and beelined toward Rio and Agatha, who were still tucked in their little bubble—Violet perched between them like a living stuffed animal, babbling and bouncing gently on Rio’s hip. They looked up just in time for Max to dramatically skid to a stop in front of them, hands on his hips, beaming like the messenger of the century.

 

“So,” he began loudly, “my sister would maybe like to know if your son would maybe want to do another duet next year. No pressure. Except she maybe has a tiny, sparkly crush on him.”

 

Rio choked spectacularly on her water.

 

Agatha’s expression could only be described as cataclysmically stunned. Her eyebrows arched so high they nearly vanished into her hairline. “A crush?”

 

“She’s seven,” Max added, grinning wider. “Relax. It’s not like she proposed.”

 

Agatha turned to Rio slowly, eyes wide with mock horror. “We’re going to have to lock him in the tower.”

 

Rio clutched her chest like she’d been shot. “Oh my god. It’s time. We have to give him The Talk.”

 

Agatha gave her a look—one that said please don’t do this in public but also I know you’re going to anyway.

 

“Rio.”

 

“What?!” Rio flailed one hand. “This is a major milestone! First crush! It’s adorable! And formative! It’s never too early to learn how to respect women.”

 

“That’s—” Agatha opened her mouth, then closed it again, sighing like a woman who has been married to this exact flavor of chaos for long enough to know there was no winning.

 

““I’m just saying—” Rio bounced lightly on her toes, practically glowing from joy and mischief. “—he needs guidance. Gentle mentorship. Possibly a guest speaker.”

 

“You’re going to write him a curriculum, aren’t you.”

 

Rio gasped, delighted. “Should I? Like, a short seminar series? ‘Respecting Your Dance Partner: Boundaries, Compliments, and When to Offer the Last Juice Box.’ I could have slides. Maybe a group activity.”

 

“Oh my god,” Agatha deadpanned. “You’re already doing it in your head.”

 

But Rio was on a roll now, crouching down and whispering to Violet in her lap, “Did you hear that, baby girl? Your brother has a dance partner-slash-suitor. This is big. We’re entering the Social Development Era. Emotional milestones are happening. I think I need to call Lilia.”

 

Violet responded by blowing a raspberry and stuffing her fist in her mouth.

 

“Rio, do not embarrass our son,” Agatha said sternly.

 

Max laughed so hard he had to lean against the wall, and Sophie, still pretending she wasn’t listening from behind his legs, peeked out with a mortified expression that quickly gave way to something softer. She gave a tiny, secret smile—proud and bashful and pleased—and pressed a flower petal gently to her cheek like it was a keepsake.

 

Agatha watched it all with the long-suffering patience of a woman who had married a whirlwind and raised one, too. Still, she had to bite back a smile of her own.

 

“You realize,” she muttered to Rio, “we’re going to have to host duet rehearsals now. Please don’t make them do lifts.”

 

Rio didn’t even flinch. “No promises,” she said brightly, already halfway into planning mode. “Nicky has excellent core strength. His planks are practically professional.”

 

Agatha turned and stared at her, expression unreadable.

 

Rio stared back, completely unbothered, as if she were merely suggesting they host a polite tea party instead of laying the foundation for second-grade betrothal. “Better start stocking the fridge,” she added, ticking invisible items off her fingers. “They’re gonna need juice boxes, practice playlists, and maybe a wedding registry.”

 

Agatha sighed. “Rio.”

 

“I’m kidding,” Rio said sweetly, then paused and tilted her head. “Mostly.”

 

Then, she turned her attention back to Violet, who was now attempting to eat her program. “No, no, love,” Rio cooed, gently removing the soggy corner. “You need to listen. This is important. When you have a partner, in ballet and in life, you have to be kind. You have to take turns. You have to say thank you and mean it. And if you ever steal the last juice box without asking, that’s grounds for at least one little fight.”

 

Violet blinked at her, then blew a raspberry so loud that Max, still leaning against the wall nearby, wheezed with laughter.

 

Agatha looked around at the chaos surrounding her—her wife giving a TED Talk on relationship ethics to a baby, her son being the subject of schoolyard-level romance speculation, Max crying laughing while Sophie peeked out from his hoodie like a bashful turtle, trying very hard not to smile—and thought, very not for the first time, This is my life now. This is what I signed up for.

 

She exhaled slowly and said aloud, to no one in particular, “This is what I get for marrying a menace.”

 

Rio, without looking up, raised a hand and offered a proud little salute. “With a superiority complex and a ballet class,” she quipped, like it was a badge of honor.

 

Agatha just shook her head, laughed, and pressed a kiss to Rio’s temple, murmuring, “God help me, I love you.”

 

Rio looked up at her, soft and proud and bright. “Good. Because I think we’re going to have a lot more of these recitals. And maybe a wedding in twenty years.”

 

Agatha raised a brow again.

 

Rio held up her hands. “I’m just saying, she’s clearly a Harkness-Vidal fan. Her whole family seem to be.”

 

Max raised the hand not holding Sophie's. “Guilty.”

 

Behind them, Nicky came barreling into his mothers’ knees, almost knocking them both off balance, and shouted, “Mom! Mama! Can we get two scoops of ice cream because we danced so good?

 

Agatha and Rio looked at each other, smiled, and said in perfect unison “Three scoops.”

 

Nicky gasped. His eyes went comically wide, and then he threw both fists in the air like he’d just won an Olympic medal. “YESSS!” he shouted. “Sophie, did you hear that?! Three!

 

“God help us,” Agatha murmured.

 

Rio just grinned. “He does. He gave us each other.”

 

“Okay, okay—everyone shut up and smile!” Nina called out of the blue, herding the group like a glittery general. She waved her arms frantically to get them all inplace. “Max, Josh, tighter together! Nicky—tell your sister to stop eating your flowers, sweetie! Sophie, hand on his shoulder, yes, like that! Emma, stop blinking! We’re making history here!”

 

Everyone was still buzzing from the recital, laughter floating around them like confetti. The theater lobby, half-cleared now, was filled with scattered bouquets, beaming parents, and kids half out of costume, but Nina was on a mission.

 

“Excuse me!” she called sweetly to a nearby mom, handing over her phone like it was her most prized possession. “Would you mind taking a picture of all of us?”

 

The woman smiled, clearly charmed by the whole production. “Of course. Everyone say cheese!”

 

Nicky and Sophie stood front and center, still in their frog costumes, arms around each other in that clumsy, endearing way only kids could manage, prompting Agatha and Rio to exchange a look.

 

Rio nudged Agatha with her elbow and whispered, “Young love. It’s happening. You can’t stop it.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, dry as sand. “We could stop it. We know tricks.”

 

“Stop it,” Rio murmured, barely holding in her laugh. “You’re going soft.”

 

As if on cue Sophie leaned into Nicky ever so slightly, her little hand resting delicately on his shoulder. Nicky, unfazed, grinned proudly and pulled her closer, still clutching one crumpled flower like a knight presenting a rose to his princess.

 

Around them, the students piled in, a chaotic, joyful bunch. Max crouched beside Sophie, still grinning like the proudest big brother on earth. Nina and Emma were beaming on either side of Josh, who threw one arm in the air like he was at a sports game. Even Sophia was laughing, her hand on Rio’s shoulder.

 

Agatha leaned slightly toward Rio and murmured, “We’re keeping that one.”

 

As the woman handed Nina her phone back with a kind smile and a “You’ve got a good group,” Agatha reached for her.

 

“Send me a copy?” she asked Nina, already pulling out her own phone.

 

“Obviously,” Nina said. “This is a legacy photo.

 

Agatha gave her a mock-serious nod. “I’m putting it in my office. Front and center. Frame and everything.”

 

“Oh my god,” Emma squeaked. “Please let the frame be a glittery frog.”

 

“No promises,” Agatha replied, deadpan. “But I am open to bribes.”

 

Max turned to her, mock-offended. “What do I have to do to get on the wall?”

 

“Graduate,” Agatha said.

 

“Cold,” Nina muttered. “But fair.”

 

Rio laughed, brushing a hand down Violet’s soft curls, then leaned into Agatha’s side. “We should hang a copy in Nicky’s room, too,” she said gently. “So he remembers what this felt like. How proud he was. How happy.”

 

Agatha’s expression softened. She slid her hand into Rio’s without thinking. “He will,” she murmured. “We all will.”

 

Before they could even start making their way toward the doors, the compliments came in waves again.

 

“You were amazing out there, little dude,” Josh said, crouching beside Nicky and offering a fist bump, which Nicky returned solemnly—like the young professional he now clearly considered himself to be.

 

“You totally nailed that twirl part,” Emma added, wiggling her arms dramatically to mimic it.

 

Sophie beamed beside Nicky, still clutching the flower bouquet Max had given her. “We did so good,” she whispered to him, still a little flush. Nicky nodded gravely, letting the praise soak into his tiny bones.

 

“I think I’m famous now,” he declared, turning to Rio with wide eyes and absolute confidence.

 

Rio put a hand over her heart, playing along. “Oh, wow. That was fast. Should we be worried about paparazzi yet?”

 

He gave it a serious beat of thought. “Maybe. Famous people do backflips.”

 

Rio chuckled. “Just be careful. Stardom changes people, Nicky.”

 

Agatha, standing just behind him with Violet asleep back in her arms, quirked an eyebrow. “Stardom doesn’t come with medical insurance for seven-year-olds doing backflips.”

 

Nicky turned to the students now, puffed up with excitement and post-performance adrenaline. “Next time, I’ll do a backflip. Maybe.”

 

“No, he won’t,” Agatha said immediately, not even blinking.

 

Max snorted. “That was the fastest veto I’ve ever seen.”

 

“He’s lucky she didn’t ban all acrobatics for life,” Rio stage-whispered.

 

“You’re one to talk,” Agatha shot back dryly, “I saw what you let them try in warm-up.”

 

“I was supervising!” Rio protested, hands up. “No one backflipped!”

 

“That’s because they’re all under ten.”

 

Sophie tugged gently on Max’s sleeve. “Maximax, what’s a backflip?”

 

Max looked at Rio and Agatha, then back at Sophie. “Nothing. No one knows. It’s a myth.”

 

“Smart answer,” Agatha said approvingly.

 

As the kids giggled, Nicky continued walking like he owned the world—flowers in one hand, fame in the other. Every so often, he glanced up at Sophie, his eyes wide with a mixture of awe and disbelief that they had just danced side by side on a real stage, under real lights, with a real audience. Then, with a small flicker of shyness, he reached out and gently took her hand in his, their fingers intertwining in a tentative but unmistakable gesture of shared triumph.

 

Sophie beamed back at him, squeezing his hand softly, her cheeks flushed with happiness. They moved together, two tiny champions savoring a moment that would become one of those golden memories stitched intoo the fabrick of childhood.

 

Behind them, Rio leaned her head briefly against Agatha’s shoulder as they slowly made their way toward the exit, carrying their sleepy little Violet, their proud boy, and a very enthusiastic group of students.

 

“Remind me to enroll Violet early,” she whispered.

 

“Oh,” Agatha murmured back, smiling. “You mean Dr. Violet, Ballet PhD?”

 

Rio grinned. “Exactly.”

 


 

In the car, once Violet was snug in her car seat and they had buckled Nicky in, the boy cleared his throat loudly.

 

“Okay,” he announced from the backseat, folding his little arms over his chest like a tiny professor. “Time for the recital debrief. Like you do after your lecture, Moms.”

 

Agatha, already adjusting the rearview mirror, glanced over at Rio with an amused brow. “Oh no. We’ve created a monster.”

 

“We modeled professionalism,” Rio whispered, as she twisted around in her seat to face him. “You know, setting a high bar for reflection and self-assessment.”

 

Nicky tapped his foot importantly. “So. First of all: the lighting was pretty good. I liked the green spotlight during the frog jumps.”

 

Rio turned in her seat to look at him. “I’ll pass that on to the lighting designer. Anything else, sir?”

 

“Yes. You smiled too much when I did the leap, Mom.”

 

Rio blinked. “Wait, what?”

 

“You beamed,” Nicky said gravely, mimicking her expression with exaggerated squinty eyes and a wide, cheesy grin. “Like this. It was… distracting. I almost forgot the second twirl.”

 

Agatha snorted—actually snorted—with the effort it took not to burst into laughter.

 

Rio put a dramatic hand over her chest. “I beamed?” she repeated, scandalized.

 

“Like the sun,” Nicky confirmed.

 

“I apologize,” Rio said seriously, eyes wide. “Next time, I’ll show less joy. Stone cold. Ballet-face.”

 

“Thank you,” Nicky said with a curt nod, clearly pleased with her growth. “Also, Sophie thinks we should wear matching gloves next time.”

 

“Of course she does,” Agatha muttered as she pulled out of the parking lot. “She’s already got more artistic vision than half the choreographers I know.”

 

“We should get sequined ones,” Nicky added, undeterred. “Like—little sequins. Not, like, too shiny. And maybe capes.”

 

“Okay, now we’re getting into superhero territory,” Rio said, holding up a warning finger. “Ballet and capes are a dangerous combination.”

 

“Unless it’s frogs with capes,” Nicky argued. “Which is genius.”

 

“That’s fair,” Agatha said. “Frogs deserve a dramatic flair.”

 

She glanced at him in the rearview mirror, her expression softening into that specific blend of pride and disbelief that often accompanied parenting Nicky. “Let the record show,” she said dryly, “that this child is still seven years old.”

 

“Seven,” Rio whispered, reaching across the center console to squeeze Agatha’s hand, “and already planning artistic direction, managing performance notes, and critiquing his own mother’s smile.”

 

“A seven-year-old professional,” Agatha agreed, her tone mock-weary but her eyes full of warmth.

 

Nicky, unaware of the tears of laughter they were both barely holding back, leaned his head against the window with a sigh of deep satisfaction. “Next year,” he murmured dreamily, “we add tap shoes.”

 

Rio looked at Agatha, eyes wide with fake panic. “Oh god.”

 

Agatha nodded. “I’m calling the insurance company.”

 

Nicky continued quietly, still gazing out the window as the trees blurred past in the golden evening light. His voice had softened, like he wasn’t sure if he wanted them to hear or not.

 

“Sophie is really nice, Moms,” he said thoughtfully. “And… her frog tutu looked very pretty. It had sparkles. But not, like, too sparkly. Just… nice.” He paused, then added shyly, “Can we invite her for a playdate soon?”

 

Agatha glanced at the rearview mirror, catching a glimpse of his small, earnest face and the faint pink creeping into his cheeks. Then she turned her head toward Rio, who had already slapped a hand over her mouth to keep from laughing out loud.

 

Their boy.

 

Their sweet, frog-costumed, recital-debriefing boy—was smitten. And Agatha felt it in her chest, that gentle ache of watching him grow up right in front of them.

 

Rio leaned closer to Agatha, eyes shimmering with joy as she whispered, “He’s doomed. He’s gone.”

 

Agatha smiled softly. “First love,” she murmured back. “It begins with a tutu and ends with sequined gloves.”

 

“I heard that,” Nicky piped up suspiciously.

 

“We’re just very proud of your social instincts,” Agatha replied smoothly, biting back a grin. “Sophie’s a lovely choice.”

 

“Very elegant,” Rio added, turning in her seat again to smile at him. “And she did an excellent frog jump.”

 

“She did,” Nicky agreed seriously. “And she didn’t even mess up the turn during the music change. That’s really hard.”

 

Agatha nodded. “Impressive.”

 

“She even helped me tie my sash when it came loose in the wings,” Nicky added, quieter now, but glowing. “She’s very kind. And her hair smells like strawberries.”

 

Rio’s heart made a little somersault. “You noticed her hair?” she asked, gently teasing.

 

Nicky shrugged, casual in that very non-casual way small boys do when they’re talking about someone who makes their heart buzz. “It just… did.”

 

Agatha glanced sideways at her wife and bit her lip to hide the smile. Rio’s eyes were already shining with that helpless, full-body affection that came over her whenever their son did something incredibly earnest. They didn’t need to speak. The look between them said it all: he’s growing up. We’re not ready.

 

“So…” Nicky tried again, a little more hopeful now. “Can we have a playdate? Maybe with juice boxes and crackers and, like, paint? She likes painting. She told me. Also animals. And clouds. And—oh! She said she likes frogs even when they’re not part of a dance.”

 

Rio raised an eyebrow. “Wow, you really took notes.”

 

“I’m a good listener,” Nicky said with a proud shrug. “That’s important in a ballet partnership.”

 

Agatha reached over and gently squeezed Rio’s hand. “I think that can be arranged.”

 

“We’ll check with Sophie’s parents,” Rio added. “But I think we could even throw in some glitter glue, if you’re feeling fancy.”

 

Nicky lit up, all shyness forgotten, his face blooming into a full-blown grin. “Yes! But not too much glitter. Sophie says too much glitter is ‘too messy'.’”

 

Agatha snorted. “She sounds wise beyond her years.”

 

“She’s seven and three quarters,” Nicky said proudly. “That’s basically eight.”

 

“Ah, an older woman,” Rio said, nodding solemnly. “I like them too.”

 

Agatha snorted at that and gave her wife a sideways glance. "You do like them older."

 

Rio smirked. “What can I say? Some of us have excellent taste.”

 

“Mom!” Nicky groaned, hiding his face in his hands—but he was giggling, too. “I just want her to see my room,” he mumbled into his palms, almost inaudible. “And my dragon drawing. And maybe she can bring her cloud book.”

 

Agatha glanced at the rearview mirror, her expression softening. “We’ll make sure it’s a good day. Snacks, art supplies, a clean playmat. You two can choreograph something new, if you want.”

 

“Or paint frogs doing backflips,” Rio added helpfully.

 

“Backflips are cool,” Nicky agreed, eyes wide. Then, thoughtfully: “But only imaginary ones. Real ones are dangerous. Mama said so.”

 

“Smart boy,” Agatha said, nodding.

 

Behind them, Violet let out a tiny sigh in her sleep, one little hand curled into a fist beside her cheek.

 

Agatha exhaled softly, full of love. “We’re in trouble,” she said.

 

“Totally doomed,” Rio agreed, smiling like the luckiest woman in the world.

 

Nicky gave a content little hum from the back. “Maybe frogs are romantic.”

 

Agatha grinned. “Just wait until you discover poetry.”

 

Rio grinned wider. “Or dramatic monologues.”

 

“Nooooo,” Nicky groaned.

 

“Too late,” Rio said cheerfully. “You’re surrounded.”

 

As they turned the corner of yet another quiet street, headlights washing the trees in pale gold, Rio’s phone buzzed from somewhere in the depths of her overstuffed bag.

 

Then again.

 

Then again.

 

“Chain email,” she said wearily, rummaging blindly between half-crushed snacks, baby wipes, and an emergency pacifier. “Or possibly the end of the world. I’ll let you know in three seconds—oh God—”

 

“What?” Agatha asked, instinctively slowing at a red light. “Is it bad?”

 

Rio burst out laughing, unlocking her phone. “It’s the students. They’re sending selfies.”

 

She turned the screen toward Agatha when they stpooed at a red light.

 

A cascade of texts lit up the screen in a rolling blur of chaos and joy:

Nina and Emma dramatically posing under the theater marquee like they were debuting on Broadway.

Josh grinning like an idiot, holding what looked like to be at least ten programs and a juice box raised like a champagne glass.

Max now wearing Sophie’s frog headband, his baby sster’s head peaking out from the bottom of the picture.

 

Under each photo came the same stream of captioned praise:

“10/10 Nicky content. Thank you.”

“World’s best recital. Frog King energy.”

“Please tell Dr. Violet her brother is a star.”

“Can we nominate Nicky and Sophie for prom king and queen?”

“Josh cried, Nina tried to marry the frog puppet, Emma brought glitter and I don’t know why.”

 

Rio scrolled through them, barely keeping up with the barrage of heart emojis, sparkles, frog gifs, and blurry selfies.

 

“They’re ridiculous,” she said fondly, cheeks already aching from how hard she was smiling. “Utterly, absolutely out of their minds.”

 

“We knew that,” Agatha murmured, her voice soft and full, as she tapped the brake and reached for Rio’s hand across the console. “We kinda raised them. And how in the world did they get your number?"

 

Rio shurgged. "They asked for it. For academic purposes."

 

"Of course."

 

Violet cooed quietly from her car seat, Nicky leaned his head against the window still cradling his flowers, and Rio turned to glance out at the ice cream shop coming closer.

 

“Not a bad debut back,” she murmured, squeezing Agatha’s hand in hers.

 

“No,” Agatha said. “Not bad at all.”

 

“Moooms, at the ice cream shop, can I really get three scoops?”

 


 

At home, still riding the glorious sugar high of post-recital adrenaline, applause-fueled ego, and at least two scoops too many of double chocolate ice cream, Nicky barreled through the front door like a tiny whirlwind.

 

“I’m starting a ballet school for grown-ups!” he declared to the house, arms spread wide like he was taking a bow before an invisible audience.

 

Agatha, still in the middle of wrestling off one stubborn shoe by the door, exchanged a look with Rio—who had Violet nestled on her hip and that dangerous little glint in her eye that meant mischief was coming.

 

“Oh?” Agatha asked carefully, hanging up her coat. “And where, pray tell, will this prestigious institution be located?”

 

Nicky lifted his chin, utterly serious. “The living room. It opens right now. First class is free. But you have to take it seriously or you’re not allowed to graduate.”

 

He was already kicking aside throw pillows and dragging one of the armchairs into what could generously be called a studio layout, slipping his little ballet slippers back on like it was the most natural thing in the world.

 

Agatha groaned with faux-exhaustion, stretching out her back. “Can I at least change into something without buttons first? I’m still technically wearing recital clothes.”

 

“No!” Nicky called over his shoulder, now bending dramatically at the waist. “Ballet waits for no one! That’s a rule of my school.”

 

“Don’t worry,” Rio said, kissing Violet’s head, “you’ll warm up in plié.”

 

Agatha narrowed her eyes in mock suspicion. “You’re enjoying this far too much.”

 

“Oh, immensely,” Rio grinned. “I’ve waited years for this moment.”

 

“I knew having children would come back to haunt me,” Agatha muttered, though her lips were already twitching with the effort not to smile.

 

Nicky clapped his hands like a tiny, sugar-fueled choreographer. “Students! Places! Mama, you’re center stage. Mom, you’re on baby duty, but you can participate.”

 

Rio gave a mock salute. “I accept the terms of this arrrangement.”

 

With grand theatricality, Agatha was ushered into the center of the room, hands raised in mock surrender. “Fine, fine,” she said, rolling her shoulders. “But I pulled something just watching you kids jump on stage earlier, so if I fall over, it’s on your head.”

 

“You’re in good hands,” Nicky assured her seriously, now assuming first position at the back of the couch, which had been designated the official class barre.

 

He gestured. “Arms up! No, Mama—not like you’re flying a plane.”

 

Rio doubled over laughing, clinging to Violet. “Oh my God. He’s you. He’s literally you.”

 

“I’m trying!” Agatha protested, lifting her arms again in what could charitably be described as a dramatic interpretation of ballet form. “There’s a reason I teach poetry, not movement.”

 

“Poetry is movement,” Nicky intoned, like a wise old sage and kid who alwast heard his mothers argue about poetry, now turning slowly in place with furrowed brows and an elegant—if slightly wobbly—spin. “You have to feel the frog inside.”

 

“The frog?” Agatha asked, baffled.

 

“We’re still frogs!” Nicky reminded her, striking a pose. “Always frogs. Even at home.”

 

Rio wiped tears from her eyes, breathless. “Agatha, this is the best school I’ve ever been enrolled in.”

 

Violet burbled happily in agreement.

 

Nicky beamed. “You can all get little certificates if you pass the test at the end. There will be stickers. But no glitter. I told you Sophie says glitter is too messy.”

 

“I like that girl more and more,” Agatha said, giving it one more try and actually managing a halfway-decent twirl—before promptly losing her balance and stumbling straight into Rio, who caught her with an one handed-ease that suggested this wasn’t the first time Agatha had flung herself into her arms mid-spin. She gave her wife a look that semmed to say yes, this happens often, and yes, she always lands here.

 

“Ten out of ten,” Rio whispered into Agatha’s hair, steadying her. “You should end up in my arms more often. I highly recommend it.”

 

From the middle of the living room, Nicky groaned. “Mom! Focus! This is a real class!”

 

“Sorry, sir,” Rio said, standing straighter and adopting an exaggeratedly serious tone. She adjusted Violet on her hip and began to turn slowly in place, dancing gently to the classical music now floating from her hijacked phone speaker. “See? Vivi’s got it,” she added with a grin as Violet squealed in glee, her baby arms flapping and her tiny tutu bouncing with every movement.

 

“Perfect form,” Nicky said, pointing at them with his tiny instructor’s authority. “Mom, you get an A. Vivi gets an A+.”

 

He turned to Agatha, who was now attempting a very cautious, deeply skeptical rotation. Her limbs looked more like someone slowly assembling a patio umbrella than executing a ballet move.

 

“And Mama…” Nicky approached her with the solemnity of a coach giving a mid-season pep talk. He placed a hand gently on her arm and nodded as if he’d seen this kind of struggle before. “You’re doing your best. And that’s what ballet is really about.”

 

Agatha gave a modest nod, only to regret it when she overcorrected and nearly toppled again.

 

“But…” Nicky continued. “…Vivi is still already better than you.”

 

That did it. Agatha collapsed backwards onto the couch, one arm flung dramatically over her face like a woman fainting at the opera.

 

“Betrayed,” she gasped. “By my own children.”

 

Rio followed suit, dropping into the cushions beside her with a dramatic sigh, Violet nestled in her lap and burbling with contentment. “It’s okay, my love,” she said sweetly, brushing Agatha’s hair away from her forehead. “Not all of us can be prodigies. Some of us are just… beautiful disasters.”

 

“I have tenure,” Agatha mumbled into a pillow. “I don’t need anyone’s approval.”

 

“Oh, good,” Rio murmured, “because I think your daughter just rolled her eyes at your passé.”

 

Nicky spun across the room in an inspired burst of energy, hands sweeping like he was performing at the Bolshoi. “Tomorrow,” he announced, breathless and radiant, “we’re learning the grand jeté. So drink a lot of water!”

 

Agatha didn’t even lift her head. “We’re going to die.”

 

Rio leaned in and kissed her temple, gently pressing their foreheads together for a moment. “Speak for yourself,” she whispered. “At least we’ll die in pointe shoes. Just like I always dreamed.”

 

From across the room, Nicky struck a final pose—arms raised, chin lifted, slippers perfectly pointed.

 

“Class dismissed,” he said grandly.

 

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Chapter 51: Matilda

Notes:

For those who know me a little better, I think you'll understand why this chapter is special to me...

Also you can listen to the song « Matilda » by Harry Styles to go with this chapter.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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 It was Sunday evening—the calm before the storm of the final week of school—and for once, the house was quiet in the most peaceful way. No backpacks dumped by the front door, no last-minute grading sprawled across the table, no shrieks or school meltdowns. Just the gentle hush of summer rain, the smell of something sweet lingering from the kitchen, and a long-promised movie night finally about to begin.

 

Violet was already swaddled and tucked into her bassinet by the couch, a little purple bundle with already dark wisps hair visible at the crown of her sleepy head. She looked like a doll placed with care, but with just enough wriggly movement to remind everyone she was real. Her soft baby breathing was steady and undisturbed, like she, too, had been waiting all day for this moment and had already decided her role would be that of a silent observer—or, more likely, a sleeping one.

 

Agatha was in the kitchen in her robe and slippers, pouring hot water into three mismatched mugs, her own blend of black tea with a hint of cardamom for herself in Rio’s green mug with golden stars, a chamomile for Rio (which she always forgot to steep long enough and insisted tasted “fine anyway”) sat in a sturdy mug painted by Nicky in school for Mother’s day—bright green, blotchy, with “MOM” scrawled across it in shaky letters.  And for Nicky, there was a lukewarm herbal peach tea, carefully measured and diluted, served in the tiny enamel cup he called his “fancy tea mug just like a grown-up.” The entire kitchen was filled with the scent of honeey and steam and the faint scent of buttered popcorn wafting from the living room.

 

Rio was already curled up on the couch in her dinosaur pajamas, her legs tucked under her and a giant bowl of popcorn resting precariously on her lap. She’d made it with extra olive oil and a bit of see salt because Nicky insisted her popcorn was “better than the cinema.” The remote rested beside her, and one of the dragons—Blue Dragon, Nicky’s ride-or-die—was already tucked into the blanket beside her like a tiny scaly guest of honor.

 

Nicky bounded into the room a moment later, his own matching dinosaur pajamas wrinkled and slightly mismatched. His hair was still wet from his bath and curling wildly over his ears, and his cheeks were pink with excitement. He held three more dragons in his arms—Purple Dragon, Green Dragon, and Yellow Dragon —each with their own distinct personalities, voices, and destinies, depending on the day.

 

“They have to watch it too,” he said with the solemn air of someone who had absolutely already explained this to both of his parents earlier, but was gracious enough to repeat himself. “It’s important they learn about the good stuff.”

 

“Of course it is,” Agatha murmured as she entered the room, the mugs balancd on a tray. “What kind of dragons would they be if they hadn’t seen Matilda?”

 

Rio grinned as Nicky carefully arranged the dragons. Purple Dragon got the corner of the couch cushion with a tiny pillow. Green Dragon went in the middle of the couch with his head resting on a cushion. Yellow Dragon was assigned to guarding Violet in her bassinet to “guard her from nightmares and boring stuff.” Blue Dragon, of course, remained loyally by Nicky’s side.

 

Agatha placed the tea on the side table, kissed Violet’s forehead gently, and carefully sat beside her wife, stretching one arm around Rio’s shoulders and the other to sip from her mug. “I think I like it better when there’s no grading involved,” she murmured.

 

“Or lesson planning,” Rio added.

 

“Or field trip permission forms.”

 

“Or glitter. God, the glitter.”

 

“Hey!” Nicky protested from the floor. “Glitter is sometimes necessary.”

 

“Rarely,” Agatha countered.

 

“I agree with Mama,” Rio said, smiling into her tea.

 

Nicky sighed with the weight of misunderstoood artistic vision. But he didn’t argue further—there was a movie to watch, and dragons to tuck in.

 

Rio handed Agatha the popcorn bowl without needing to ask, and Agatha took it with a smile and a muttered, “How do you always get it this perfect?”

 

“It’s science,” Rio whispered, deadpan. “And also love. And a secret ingredient: popcornium amore.”

 

“I knew it,” Agatha replied, nodding gravely. “Emotional alchemy. I felt it in the salt balance.”

 

“I also stirred it with a ladle that’s shaped like a dinosaur,” Rio added, casually. “Which I think adds to the flavor profile.”

 

Agatha gave her a mock-serious look. “We are never letting Nicky knowthat. He’ll demand all meals be dino-blessed.”

 

From the floor, Nicky popped up like a meerkat and snagged a handful of popcorn. “Okay, okay. Start the movie, Mama. It’s time. Let’s go. The dragons are ready. I’m ready.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow as she reached for the remote. “I’m going to hold you to that energy when school starts tomorrow at 8 a.m.”

 

“That’s future me’s problem,” Nicky replied breezily, settling himself in a half-squat like a coiled spring ready to pounce into the couch cushions.

 

“You two sure you’ve never seen this one?” Agatha asked, clicking through the streaming menu.

 

“I’ve read the book,” Rio said, grabbing a fluffy handful of popcorn and casually tossing a kernel into her mouth with a little flick. “But I’ve never seen this version. The 1997 one, right? You said it was the good one?”

 

Agatha’s eyes lit up as she navigated to the film. “The good one. The best one. Danny DeVito, baby. A cinematic event. A cultural reset.”

 

Nikcy leaned forward, serious now. “Wait, who’s Danny DeVito? Is he Matilda?”

 

There was a beat of silence.

 

And then Rio and Agatha both burst out laughing.

 

“No,” Rio said, snorting into her sleeve. “But I kind of wish he was.”

 

“That would be iconic,” Agatha added, wiping a tear of laughter from the corner of her eye. “But no, he plays the dad. You’ll see. Just—watch and absorb.”

 

Nicky gave a sage nod, like he was taking notes. “Okay. But I still think dragons should be in more movies.”

 

“Hard agree,” Rio said. “I’d pay good money to see a version of Pride and Prejudice with dragons.”

 

Nicky squinted. “Is that a superhero movie?”

 

“Basically,” Agatha said under her breath, pressing play. “Come sit now.”

 

Nicky scanned the couch with a finger-point like a seasoned director on set. “Okay, okay… I pick…” He squinted at both ends of the sofa, then declared, “Right between both of you!”

 

Agatha made a show of gasping. “An excellent choice,” she said, shifting over to make room as Nicky scrambled up between them, dragging Blue Dragon and a throw pillow along for the journey.

 

“Strategic positioning,” Rio noted, adjusting the popcorn bowl so it sat between all three of them. “Balanced. Dynamic. Symmetrical. A true dragon council layout.”

 

Nicky nodded gravely, like he’d trained his whole life for this moment.

 

Rio glanced down and grinned. “Hey, Professor… you have popcorn in your hair.”

 

Nicky blinked. “What?”

 

She plucked a lone kernel from a curl near his temple and pretended to examine it. “Yep. Popcorn hair. Extremely rare. Very delicious.”

 

“Don’t eat my hair,” Nicky said, brushing his head suspiciously as if popcorn might still be hiding there.

 

Rio gave a theatrical sigh. “Fair. But it did look pretty tasty.”

 

As Agatha clicked through the menu, the television screen lit up with the familiar clunky old-school DVD interface—blocky animations, exaggerated music, and bright bubble fonts announcing Play Movie, Scene Selection, and Special Features. A nostalgic relic from another era.

 

She leaned forward, grabbing the plastic DVD case, and cleared her throat as if preparing to address a scholarly audience. “‘A brilliant little girl discovers she has telekinetic powers,’” she read aloud, enunciating every syllable like a speaker at an academic conference. “A promising premise, wouldn’t you say, Dr. Vidal?”

 

Rio crossed her legs like she was about to join a panel and nodded sagely. ““Indeed, Dr. Harkness. I believe this work holds radical feminist potential and a rich tapestry of narrative symbolism, particularly in its commentary on systemic injustice and the liberation of childhood agency. Also—telekinesis. Always a bonus.”

 

“Absolutely,” Agatha agreed, stroking her chin thoughtfully. “And let us not forget the thematic implications of a small child navigating oppressive authority structures in search of autonomy and kindness.”

 

Agatha turned to Nicky. “What do you think, Dr. Harkness-Vidal? Does this narrative sound like it’s worthy of scholarly engagement?”

 

Nicky, already halfway into the popcorn and barely containing his need to bounce, groaned. “Can we please just start it? You’re being weird professors again.”

 

“That’s because we are weird professors,” Rio said, grinning wider. “And now you know our darkest secret.”

 

“I knew it,” Nicky replied, eyes wide. “You do live at the university. In a cave under the library and you only come here to make me food and tuck me in bed.”

 

“I knew you’d figure it out someday,” Agatha sighed, setting the DVD case aside and picking up the remote. “Okay, okay. Movie commencing. No more academia for the next two hours.”

 

“Promise?” Nicky asked suspiciously.

 

“Scout’s honor,” Rio said, hand to heart.

 

Agatha added, “Well… not really. I was never a Scout. But I did once audit a seminar on moral ethics.”

 

“Mama.”

 

“Fine, fine.”

 

With a press of the button, the screen lit up with the yellow, then green, then red screen of the opening credits, and the narrator’s voice floated across the room: “Everyone is born, but not everyone is born the same…”

 

Agatha and Rio both looked at each. Rio blinked once and leaned her head ever so slightly into Agatha’s hand resting on the back of the couch. 

 

On the screen, Matilda grew up from a baby to a little girl and appeared with a ribbon in her hair and a little dress, looking small but full of fire, asking her parents for books. Wanting stories, knowledge, understanding. Wanting more.

 

Nicky gasped. “She’s SO cool.” He had scooted forward now, curled up between his moms like he was physically being pulled into the world of the movie. His fingers clutched a fistful of popcorn without noticing.

 

“She reads books like Mama and Mom do!” he continued, twisting around to glance at them before whipping back toward the TV. “Look! She goes to the library all by herself! Can I go to the library by myself?”

 

Rio laughed softly. She shifted, propping her chin on her hand and watching Nicky more than the movie now, mesmerized by the wonder lighting up his face. “Maybe not just yet, sweetheart,” she said gently. “But soon. Definitely soon.”

 

Nicky muttered something under his breath that sounded like “I’m not a baby,” Then turned back toward the screen, spellbound again, Blue Dragon propped beside him like a sidekick, the popcorn abandoned entirely. Violet made a soft little sound from her bassinet and kicked in her sleep. Agatha reached over to gently rock the little basket with her foot, barely looking away from the screen, not wanting to miss the way Nicky’s eyes lit up when Matilda played a prank on her terrible parents.

 

Rio laughed right alongside Nicky at Matilda’s clever tricks, the way she superglued her father’s hat or swapped out his hair tonic. Nicky was clutching all three stuffed dragons, minus Violet’s, and leaned into her as he shrieked, “Matilda’s a genius! That’s what you do when grown-ups are mean!”

 

“She’s not scared of anything,” he continued in awe. “She’s like a little hero. I want to be like her.”

 

“You already are,” Rio said under her breath, soft, fierce and proud. She looked at him with a look only a parent can give their child when they see something brave starting to bloom. She could see the way his imagination was working overtime. His love for heroes wasn’t the showy kind—it was the kind that dug its roots deep into who he wanted to becme.

 

Nicky turned to her, wide-eyed. “No I’m not. She’s not scared of anything. I got scared of the thunderstorm last week.”

 

Agatha reached over, smoothing one of his curls off his forehead. “That doesn’t mean she’s never scared,” she said gently. “Being brave doesn’t mean you don’t get scared. It just means you keep going even when you are.”

 

“Like you did, when the thunder came,” Rio added softly. “You were scared, but you stayed with us. You went to Violet first, remember ? That’s brave, sweetheart.”

 

Nicky considered that as Matilda happily dug unto a cake that landed in front of her. “Hmm,” he said thoughtfully, “Then I am like her. »

 

Agatha smiled. “Yes,” she whispered, “you are.”

 

They watched in silence for a while, broken only by the sound of soft rain outside and the occasional delighted gasp from Nicky whenever Matilda did something clever or brave or funny. Agatha kept a hand behind him at all times, her thumb rubbing slow, comforting circles on his back. Rio sat cross-legged on the other side, resting her head on her knuckles, glancing from the screen to their son and daughter and wife and thinking, If this is what forever looks like, I’m lucky.

 

On screen, Matilda had just been admitted to school. The camera panned to the looming, dark and lifeless building. A few minutes later,  the headmistress Miss Trunchbull’s terrifying voice growled, “This… is the Chokey.”

 

Nicky’s jaw dropped, his expression hardening in outrage. “That’s horrible! You can’t put a kid in there!” His fists clenched around Blue Dragon like he was ready to launch into full battle mode. “It’s full of nails and spikes! That’s not allowed.”

 

“It absolutely isn’t,” Rio said, wrapping an arm around him. “That’s why it’s in a movie and not real life, baby. Real teachers don’t do that.”

 

Agatha arched a brow toward her wife. “Some real teachers can be terrifying.”

 

“I’m looking at one right now,” Rio muttered under her breath.

 

“I’ll take that as a compliment.”

 

But Nicky wasn’t listening to them anymore. He was still staring at the screen, his brows drawn low in a serious frown. You could see the gears turning—the moral architecture of his little world trying to make sense of cruelty cloaked in authority.

 

After a long pause, he asked quietly, “What’s the Chokey for grown-ups?”

 

There was a beat of silence.

 

Then Rio, without thinking, answered, “Mark.”

 

Agatha blinked once. “Taxes.”

 

Rio let out a loud snort-laugh. “No, no, wait, you win. Taxes is worse.”

 

“Exactly,” Agatha said with a sage nod, sipping her tea with elegance. “The true horror of adulthood. The Trunchbull of bureaucracy.”

 

Nicky giggled even though he didn’t fully understand. “You two are weird.”

 

“We prefer ‘eccentric geniuses,’” Rio said, tossing a piece of popcorn toward Agatha’s lap. It missed.

 

Agatha leaned over to boop Nicky’s nose. “But just so you know, love, if anyone ever tried to put you in a Chokey, they’d have to go through me first.”

 

“And me second,” Rio added. “We don’t do chokeys in this house. Only snuggles, books, and semi-professional popcorn.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly. “Good. And if someone tried to put Violet in one, I’d bite them.”

 

“That’s the spirit,” Rio whispered proudly, giving him a kiss on the top of his head. “I’d bite them too.”

 

“I did bite a kid once, » Agatha said under her breath, sipping her tea, prompting Rio to raise an eyebrow.

 

On the screen, Miss Honey—Matilda’s sweet teacher— wasknocking on the Woodworm’s house door, holding a folder,  her kind smile faltering only slightly before she knocked. The movie slowed in rhythm. The storm outside whispered against the windows, the light of the screen casting blue across all their faces.

 

When Miss Honey stood in the Wormwoods’ living room and gently began, “Matilda has a brilliant mind,” Rio’s hand on the popcorn bowl stilled when Matilda’s father cut her off almost immediately. “Yeah, right, » Her mother complained that the television had been turned off, rolling her eyes as if reading were some sort of personal insult. The sneering began. The dismissal. The venomous laugh at the idea of educated people. And worst of all, that complete indifference to their daughter.

 

Nicky gasped, outraged. “They’re not even listening to her! She’s the smartest!

 

Rio’s jaw tightened slightly. She smiled a little, but her eyes didn’t shift from the screen.

 

She’d been that child once. So had Agatha, in a different house, with different silences. She could feel it all over again—the hollow sting of being spoken over, being talked about like you weren’t in the room. The sharp shame of having your wonder flattened, your brightness dulled by people who didn’t want to understand it.

 

Without a word, Rio’s hand moved off the popcorn bowl and found its way around Nicky’s small shoulders. She pulled him close, pressing akiss to the top of his head like a silent promise that this will never be him. He leaned into her without even realizing, his arms snug around his stuffed dragon, eyes still wide on the screen.

 

On screen, Miss Honey was leaving books for Matilda to find later.

 

Agatha had been watching the screen — but now, her eyes were on Rio too.

 

There was something unmistakable in the change. The faintest crease between Rio’s brows. The way she sat more upright, shoulders coiled and arms crossed now. The way she laughed a beat too late at Nicky’s next comment. And that smile. Still soft, still motherly. But thinner now, like it was stretched over something else.

 

She knew that look. That faraway distance Rio sometimes fell into. The one she didn’t always realize she was carrying, like an old coat you forget to take off.

 

Agatha didn’t say anything. She just shifted slightly, angling herself toward her wife, one hand still rubbing slow circles on Nicky’s back. She reached her other hand across the back of the couch and let it rest lightly on Rio’s shoulder—not demanding, not drawing attention, just… there. Warm. Steady. Here.

 

Rio blinked and turned her head a little at the touch. Her eyes met Agatha’s, and for just a second, everything else slipped away. The movie. The rain. The popcorn. The room.

 

“Hey,” Agatha mouthed.

 

Rio gave a small nod. A tight breath. She didn’t say anything, but her hand curled over Agatha’s where it rested on her shoulder.

 

Nicky shifted in his seat, oblivious to the grownup weight in the room. “Why didn’t they listen to her?” he asked again, watching Matilda smile as she watched Miss Honey leave.

 

Agatha answered this time, soft and steady. “Some people are afraid of children who shine too brightly. They think it means something’s wrong, when really it just means something’s right.”

 

“She’s gonna be okay, though,” Nicky said fiercely, grabbing another fistful of popcorn. “She’s got Miss Honey now.”

 

“Yes,” Agatha said, her eyes flicking briefly back to Rio. “She does.”

 

By the time the movie reached its halfway point, Nicky was practically narrating it like a live sports broadcast, too animated to stay quiet, his little body constantly bouncing or squirming between Agatha and Rio. His dragons were now arranged in a careful row across his lap —— each one getting updates on the action whether they wanted it or not.

 

“They should definitely put Miss Trunchbull in jail,” Nicky declared with all the righteous fury of a seven-year-old who knew exactly how justice should work. “She’s the worst principal ever. Way worse than the one at Sophie’s school who doesn’t let them play tag. Can you believe that?”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow, sipping from her mug. “You think she’d let kids play tag in the Chokey?”

 

Nicky gasped, scandalized. “NO! No tag in the Chokey! The Chokey is a no-tag zone!

 

When the chocolate cake scene began, Nicky sat bolt upright—so fast that two dragons tumbled off his lap. He didn’t notice. His eyes were huge, fixed to the screen, his whole body tense with suspense.

 

“No, no, no, no,” he whispered urgently. “Don’t do it, Bruce. Don’t eat the cake. It’s a trap! IT’S A TRAP!!

 

He clutched his pajama pants with both hands, white-knuckled, as Bruce Bogtrotter stared down the mountain of chocolate in front of him.

 

Rio laughed and covered her mouth. “Oh my God, we should’ve filmed this,” she whispered to Agatha.

 

Agatha, already trying not to burst into giggles, whispered back, “I’d pay real money for director’s commentary by Nicholas Harkness-Vidal.”

 

They both fell silent again, watching as Bruce Bogtrotter demolished the final bite of the cake, and  covered in crumbs and chocolate, hoisting the last bite of cake skyward before devouring it like a champion.

 

And Nicky exploded.

 

He leapt to his knees like someone had shot a starter pistol, fists punching the air, hair bouncing, dragons scattering left and right as he shouted, “YESSSS! He did it! He DID it!! I knew he could! I told you, Blue Dragon! That’s what real bravery looks like!!”

 

“Shhh, sweetheart,” Rio laughed, trying to calm him down gently even though her voice was shaking with pride. “You’ll wake your sister.”

 

Too late. Violet gave a soft little grunt from the bassinet and blinked once, lifting a tiny hand into the air like she wanted to participate. But after a few sleepy kicks, she sank back into her baby dreams, unbothered.

 

Agatha leaned over and picked up one of the fallen dragons, placing it carefully back in Nicky’s lap. “That,” she said seriously, “was a hero’s speech. Bruce Bogtrotter would be proud.”

 

Nicky beamed, chest puffed out. “Yeah. I bet Miss Honey cheered too. Did you see how the whole school cheered ?.”

 

Rio looked at him for a moment, her head tilted. “You really believe in fairness, don’t you, baby?”

 

He nodded without hesitation. “Always. If someone’s mean, you stand up for the one they’re being mean to. And if someone does something brave, you cheer.

 

Agatha met Rio’s eyes over his head, knowing they had done sth right.

 

“That’s a good rule,” Agatha said. “We should write it on the wall.”

 

“I’ll make a sign,” Nicky offered, eyes back on the movie as Bruce kept celebrating his victory. “And I’ll draw dragons around it. Bravery dragons.”

 

Then came the scene where Miss Trunchbull sat in Miss Honey’s class, being mean to the kids, towering over them, and undermining their sweet teacher.

 

At the line “Besides, even if you didn’t do it, I’m going to punish you, because I’m big and you’re small. I’m right and you’re wrong, and there’s nothing you can do about it. You’re a liar.”, Rio shuddered and looked down, as if struck by a memory she didn’t want to see nor relive.

 

But then, Matilda tipped the glass with her newly-found powers—and the the newt insaide tipped straight on Miss Trunchbull. The reaction was immediate: the tyrant shrieked, leapt from her seat, and chaos erupted. Laughter, gasps, wild delight.

 

Nicky squealed and clutched both of his moms’ arms. “She did it! She did it for real! With her powers! Mathilda is a witch!”

 

The tension broke like a wave receding from the shore. Rio looked up again—blinking herself back into the moment as if surfacing from underwater. She turned to Nicky and kissed the top of his head, pulling him in close. 

 

Violet stirred again, but Agatha shushed her with a whispered, “It’s okay, sweetheart,” rocking her with the soft rhythm of someone who’d done this more times than she could count.

 

“I bet if I try really hard,” Nicky whispered to himself, “I can do it too.”

 

Rio grinned. “If you ever flip a pancake with your mind, I’m calling the school. I’m telling everyone. Principal’s office, morning assembly, newsletter—everyone.

 

Nicky let out a scandalized giggle and buried his face in her shoulder. “Nooooo,” he groaned. “It has to be secret powers! Like Matilda! Only people in the family can know.”

 

Agatha leaned over just enough to press a kiss to his temple. “Don’t worry,” she said solemnly, her smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. “Your secret’s safe with us. Cross our hearts and everything.”

 

“And Blue Dragon won’t tell either,” Nicky added, hugging his favorite dragon close like a co-conspirator. “He’s the keeper of all secrets.”

 

“Well,” Rio murmured, resting her head on Agatha’s shoulder now, “then Blue Dragon’s got a lot to carry.”

 

Rain continued to tap gently at the windows as Miss Honey’s cottage appeared on screen, a little house with flowers and sunlight.

 

Nicky, now curled up between his moms like a cat in the warmest part of the sun, let out a wistful sigh. “I want to live in a tiny house like that,” he said dreamily, voice full of longing and wonder. “With a garden and flowers and birds, and books everywhere.”

 

“You already live with magic and books,” Agatha said softly, pulling him close. “Right here.”

 

Rio smiled, watching the two of them. She reached across and touched Agatha’s knee gently, brushing her thumb there. “We all do.”

 

Then, on screen, Miss Honey’s gentle voice returned, and the line slipped into the stillness like a match to kindling:

 

“You were born into a family that doesn’t always appreciate you…”

 

Both Rio and Agatha inhaled—at the same time. And then exhaled—slow and deliberate.

 

The line settled in the room like a truth that needed no response. Not out loud.

 

Neither of their families had appreciated them. Not fully. Not safely. Not the way they deserved. Not the way they were now learning to love themselves, and be loved in return.

 

Rio didn’t move much, didn’t sniffle or sob, just brushed her sleeve across one eye, like it was nothing. Like she hadn’t felt that sentence crack open some old, dusty drawer inside her chest.

 

Agatha didn’t speak. But she shifted her weight and leaned into Rio, drawing her in. Her hand, warm and steady, pressed to the small of Rio’s back and rubbed softly there in wide, grounding circles. She didn’t need to say anything. She just tucked her head against her wife’s shoulder and stayed close.

 

Rio didn’t look at her. But she leaned into that touch like a plant toward sunlight.

 

Nicky, oblivious to the quiet adult gravity behind him, whispered, “Miss Honey is so nice. I want her to be Matilda’s mom.”

 

“Yeah, me too,” Rio murmured back, voice quiet and soft now, her eyes never leaving the screen.

 

Agatha kissed her temple gently, still without a word.

 

As the film crept into its tenser moments, the warm rain outside grew heavier, blurring against the windows like soft static. On the screen, Miss Honey was telling Matilda her story and showing her the Trunchbull house.

 

Nicky didn’t speak at first. His stuffed dragons, once paraded and jostled like companions on an adventure, were now clutched tightly to his chest — all four of them held in a knot of little arms. But it wasn’t the dragons he moved toward.

 

He was inching, slowly but surely, across the couch toward Rio. Like something in him needed proximity. Safety. Reassurance.

 

And when Matilda, with wide eyes and her little red ribbon, dared to sneak inside Miss Trunchbull’s house, Nicky’s voice finally broke into a whisper, urgent and fearful: “No, no, no—don’t go in there…”

 

As if his words could reach through the screen. As if he could shield her.

 

He didn’t need to ask for protection. He didn’t need to move another inch.

 

Rio’s arm curled around him immediately, her muscles tightening without conscious thought. Her hand found his back, rubbing there in slow circles — grounding him, holding him close, pressing him to her side where her own heart beat a little faster now too. Her whole body shifted subtly, curling slightly forward like a shield.

 

She didn’t even seem to notice she’d done it. It was an instinct that lived in the bones.

 

But a second later, another hand joined them.

 

Agatha’s hand reached across from the other side of the couch, brushing past Rio’s arm to rest gently on Nicky’s knee. Then she shifted too, her posture straightening, angling toward him as she drew her arm around his shoulders — not firm, not constricting, just enough to let him feel it.

 

The warmth of both of them enveloped him.

 

A quiet, living circle formed between them — a soft barrier of love and safety against whatever darkness the screen offered.

 

Together, they held him. Together, they watched.

 

The scene on screen turned darker. Matilda crouched beneath a table, breath held, eyes huge with fear, while Miss Trunchbull stomped through the house like a monster from a child’s nightmare — all rattling windows and thundering boots and angry snarls.

 

Nicky watched with wide, confused eyes. His voice came in a hush, softer than before but somehow heavier, laden with something he didn’t quite understand. “Why are the grown-ups so mean to her?”

 

Rio opened her mouth to answer. Then shut it.

 

Her throat worked. Her face wavered, caught between shadows from the movie and a light inside her that dimmed for just a moment. She looked at Nicky, and then at the screen, and then down, as though trying to find the words somewhere near her feet.

 

But none came.

 

So Agatha answered.

 

Not with fire. Not with theory. Just warmth. Just truth.

 

“Sometimes,” she said gently, her voice no louder than the rain against the glass, “grown-ups are broken inside. They forget how to love the way they should. The way kids deserve. But it’s never your fault when they are.”

 

Nicky blinked. His brow furrowed, like he was sorting the answer through every story he’d ever heard. Then he just nodded once, quuietly, and curled tighter between them.

 

Rio’s eyes shimmered again, and she didn’t try to hide it. She liened her head gently against Agatha’s shoulder, exhaling like she hadn’t been breathing properly until then.

 

Agatha turned her face into Rio’s hair and kissed her there — a quiet kiss, nothing performative, no audience but the soft hush of their son’s breath and the rain outside.

 

On screen, Matilda tiptoed back out of the house, unscathed, but changed.

 

From the bassinet in the corner, Violet let out a tiny sigh — a little squeaky breath like a dreaming kitten — and the whole room seemed to still.

 

Agatha and Rio both turned toward her at once, their eyes drawn instinctively to that small sound, that reminder of life just beginning.

 

Violet, soft and safe in her tiny sleep, swaddled in warmth and love. Rio’s eyes helf so much softeness— her baby girl who didn’t yet know the world could be cruel, who still lived entirely in a realm of warmth and comfort and the steady presence of arms that never let her fall.

 

Nicky curled between two mothers who would cross oceans for him. His head was now resting fully on Rio’s lap, one foot tucked beneath Agatha’s thigh. His dragons were scattered around him — one in his arms, one balanced on the armrest, another toppled onto the floor, one collapsed like a fallen soldier beside a tipped-over bowl of popcorn. They looked like little sentries, as if even in plush and cotton, they were keeping watch over him.

 

And on the screen, Matilda — brilliant, brave Mathilda — had stood in a room far too large, facing down power far too cruel, and didn’t flinch. She hadn’t shouted, or cried. She had simply stood her ground. Pushed back with her mind, her wit, her will. Her whole self.

 

And for a flicker of a moment, all of it braided together in Rio’s chest: the girl on the screen, the children she held, the ache she still carried from long ago, and the love that lived here now — real and warm and fighting to fill all the cracks.

 

The contrast hit hard.

 

Her throat tightened, but she didn’t cry. She just kept stroking Nicky’s hair, slow and steady. Like she was telling him with her fingers. You’re safe. You’re loved. You’ll never have to push back alone.

 

Agatha, watching them both, held her family just a little tighter.

 

On screen, Matilda was beginning to explore her powers, flipping cards, making bells jingle, waving to dolls with only her mind and dancing among the chaos she had created—free, powerful and full of wonder.

 

Nicky fell very still, leaning forward with wonder all over his face and a smile brighter than the sun.

 

“Can books really give you powers?” he asked suddenly, turning to his moms with wide eyes. “Because Mama reads all the time. Maybe that’s why she’s so good at remembering everything. She’s magical.

 

Rio blinked and looked over at Agatha, who smirked just slightly and adjusted her glasses in her most academic, mystical fashion.

 

“Well,” Agatha said with a little shrug, “I have been known to enchant a lecture hall or two.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly. “Yeah. That tracks.”

 

He turned to Rio next and pointed at the screen just as Matilda stood up to Miss Trunchbull again with quiet defiance in her eyes.

 

“I think you would fight the Trunchbull with a knife.”

 

Rio blinked. “A knife?”

 

“Yeah. Or a sword. A big one. And you’d do, like, spins. And poses. Like in ballet. And then you’d be like, ‘you’re a meanie, and I don’t like meanies,’ and then—” He mimed swinging an invisible blade.

 

Agatha coughed into her tea. “Dr. Vidal, how does it feel to be cast as a sword-wielding vigilante by your son?”

 

Rio beamed, absolutely delighted. “Honestly? Like the highlight of my academic career. Can I put that on my CV?”

 

“You should,” Agatha said. “Under ‘Special Skills.’”

 

“And you’d win,” Nicky added with certainty, snuggling closer to her side now. “You’d save all the kids. You’d make the Trunchbull do, like, a thousand pirouettes until she barfed.”

 

“That’s… a very specific punishment,” Rio murmured, grinning as she wrapped an arm around him.

 

“Justice and choreography,” Agatha noted. “An elegant combination.”

 

Satisfied that justice had been served and everyone now understood their designated magical roles, Nicky leaned back again, his dragon clutched protectively against his chest. He exhaled with contentment, resting fully against Rio’s side as if the world had clicked into place.

 

Then, a soft, familiar whimper stirred the calm in their living room.

 

Violet let out another soft baby sigh, then a higher-pitched, half-awake mewl that immediately drew Rio’s attention. Without a word, Rio leaned forward from her spot on the couch and lifted her gently from the little bassinet by the coffee table. Violet gave a tiny grunt of protest at first but quickly melted into her mother’s arms the moment she was nestled against Rio’s chest, her tiny fists curling against her shirt.

 

“Hey, Vivi Moon,” Rio whispered, kissing the soft fuzz of Violet’s head. She settled her more securely, one arm cradling her, the other gently supporting her bottom as she began to sway, slowly, side to side. Violet blinked drowsily, not fully awake but soothed by the closeness and the quiet.

 

Nicky turned carefully in his seat so he could peek over Rio’s lap. He leaned close and whispered, as serious as if he were addressing a tiny diplomat from another world, “Don’t worry, Vivi. Miss Trunchbull’s not real. Mama and Mommy would squish her.”

 

Agatha, still holding her tea, chuckled softly and rubbed Nicky’s back. “That’s right,” she said. “No Trunchbulls in this house.”

 

Rio let out a soft breath as she rocked Violet, keeping her eyes on the movie but her attention split — half with Matilda and her brave little ribbon, and half with the warm, delicate weight of her daughter against her. Violet’s head tucked under her chin, her breath feather-light against Rio’s neck.

 

Rio pressed a soft kiss to the top of Violet’s head and murmured so low only the baby — and perhaps Agatha — could hear.

 

“No squishing you, little star. You’ll always be safe.”

 

She meant it. With every beat of her heart. Because no child of hers would have to earn love. No one in her arms would have to hide their light or tiptoe through childhood. Violet would never have to shrink to make space for someone else’s cruelty. She would be loud if she wanted, gentle if she preferred, brave however she chose — and she would be loved for it all.

 

She would grow up knowing — not hoping, knowing — that she was cherished, and chosen, and home.

 

No quiet brilliance would be ignored. No soft voice silenced. No book-reading child would be told to stop asking questions. Violet would grow up held and heard, surrounded by arms that would never let her fall.

 

 “I’ve got you,” she whispered again, but this time it wasn’t just for Violet. It was for herself too. And for Nicky. And for the scared girl Rio used to be.

 

And in Rio’s arms, Violet finally fell asleep again, nestled right where she belonged.

 

Then, Nicky turned fully to his moms, sitting up slightly on the couch.

 

“You’re both Miss Honey,” he said solemnly.

 

Agatha raised her eyebrows, caught off guard by the comparison. Rio blinked, then smiled.

 

Nicky nodded to himself, like he had thought long and hard about this and was sure now. “But stronger,” he added. “Like if Miss Honey had, like… dragon powers.”

 

Rio let out a soft laugh, and Agatha turned toward him fully, clearly charmed.

 

“That’s quite an upgrade,” Agatha said, amused. ““And what exactly do dragon powers include?”

 

“You know,” Nicky said, completely serius. “Like, if someone tried to hurt a kid, you’d breathe fire at them. Real fire. And then you’d grab the kid and fly away and take them somewhere safe. Forever. Like, to a castle in the clouds. Or, like, maybe here.”

 

“Ah,” Agatha said with a sage nod. “Naturally.”

 

Rio leaned over to press a kiss to the top of Nicky’s head. “That might be the nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me.”

 

“Well, it’s true,” Nicky said, snuggling back in between them. “You’re both kind and smart and strong and you let me be weird and loud and you never say it’s too much. That’s what Miss Honey does. But you can also yell really loud when you’re mad and you do scary teacher voice and you have big muscles and dragons, so…”

 

“Big muscles?” Rio echoed with a laugh.

 

Agatha gave a low chuckle and arched an eyebrow. “Speak for yourself, love.”

 

“Well I have muscles,” Rio said proudly, flexing her free arm while still cradling Violet. “Nicky knows what’s up.”

 

He nodded sagely. “Yup. And Mama’s scary in, like… a smart way. Like if someone’s mean, she doesn’t yell right away, but you know she could if she wanted to. And she’d win.”

 

Agatha coughed delicately into her tea, a bit caught off guard. “Scary in a smart way?”

 

Nicky shrugged. “Like an owl. Or a wolf. But, like, a wolf that reads books and drinks tea.”

 

Rio lost it. She laughed so hard she had to adjust Violet, careful not to jostle the baby. “You’re describing a very specific forest witch right now.”

 

“I’m not wrong,” Nicky said, grinning. “You’d totally fight the Trunchbull if she ever came near me or Vivi.”

 

“Instantly,” Rio agreed, eyes suddenly serious. “No questions asked.”

 

“We’d squish her,” Nicky added with conviction.

 

“Like a pancake,” Agatha agreed dryly, reaching over to squeeze Nicky’s hand.

 

Nicky beamed, pleased with himself and with them. The movie continued to play, but now it had shifted again — from a story about a lonely little girl to one about the magic of finding safe people.

 

Rio looked down at Violet, still snoozing quietly against her chest, and then at Nicky’s tousled hair and the soft happiness glowing on his face.

 

“Dragon powers,” she whispered, half to herself.

 

Agatha met her gaze across the top of Nicky’s head and gave her a slow, knowing smile. “Yeah,” she murmured back. “That sounds about right.”

 

As the final credits rolled across the screen, signaling the end of Matilda’s journey, a hush settled over the room. Matilda, at last, had found a Mom who loved her not because she was extraordinary, but because she was just her, and a true home — a place where she was loved and cherished, where she could finally breathe freely.

 

Rio’s chest rose and fell unevenly. Her eyes shimmered, glossed over with tears she hadn’t meant to let fall. She quickly turned her face away from the flickering light of the screen, biting her lip to hold back the quiet sobs. But it was no use — the weight of years and memories she had tried so hard to keep at bay pressed on her heart.

 

Agatha saw immediately. Without hesitation, her hand reached out, fingers threading gently through Rio’s dark hair, tucking the strands tenderly behind her ear. The touch was a quiet reassurance —- a silent, steadfast presence.

 

Nicky, sitting close by, sensed the shift. His small face creased in concern, eyes flickering between his moms. “Mommy?” he whispered softly.

 

Agatha leaned closer, brushing a kiss to Rio’s temple. “They’re good tears, love,” she murmured. “The kind that heal.”

 

Rio nodded against Agatha’s touch, voice barely above a breath. “I just… I know how it feels. To want that kind of love so badly and not have it. I wish I’d had someone like that earlier.”

 

Agatha’s hand squeezed hers gently. “You have a family now. Forever. You have us. You are home. And no one’s ever going to take that away.”

 

Nicky, always sensitive to their emotions, scooted closer, crawling right into Rio’s lap. His small arms wrapped around her waist, his voice steady and sure, “It’s okay, mommy. Matilda got a family in the end. Just like you.”

 

Agatha’s hand found both of them, resting first on Rio’s shoulder, then sliding to Nicky’s back in a soft, protective hold.

 

Violet stirred in Rio’s arms, a tiny coo escaping her lips. Her presence was a soft, living reminder of the warmth and safety now surrounding them.

 

The past’s shadows had not vanished, but here, in this space and time, they were met with love fierce enough to keep them at bay with fierce arms and quiet promises, with dragons and bedtime movies, with a boy who called them Miss Honey and meant it with his whole heart.

 

When the screen finally went dark and the credits finished rolling, Nicky sat up straighter, eyes sparkling with excitement. He clasped his hands together and declared loudly, “I give Matilda ten stars out of five! A perfect score plus bonus stars!”

 

Agatha chuckled softly, her eyes warm as she ruffled his hair. Rio smiled, still cradling Violet in one arm, the baby’s little hand curled gently against her chest and dried her tears with the sleeve of her dinosaur pajamas.

 

“Ten stars?” Rio teased, “I like your enthusiasm.”

 

Nicky beamed, standing and stretching his arms above his head. “It deserves extra stars! All the stars in the sky! I want to watch it again tomorrowtwice! Maybe three times!”

 

Nicky did a little twirl in front of the TV. “One day I’m going to have powers too, and when I do, I’ll help all the other kids like Matilda. I’ll build them a big house made out of pillows. With dragons on the roof. And snacks forever.”

 

Agatha bent slightly to cup his cheek in her hand, her expression soft but serious. “You already have powers, darling,” she said. “You have the kind heart of a hero. That’s better than magic.”

 

Nicky gave a thoughtful nod, clearly satisfied with this answer. Then he sighed and turned to Agatha. “But now you’re going to say it’s bedtime, huh?”

 

Agatha raised one brow. “Am I really that predictable?”

 

“Yes,” Rio and Nicky said in perfect unison.

 

Agatha feigned offense. “Well then. I was going to offer you a piggyback ride, but now I think I’ll just let the dragon carry you upstairs.”

 

Nicky grinned and darted toward her. “No! Wait! I’m sorry! Dragon Mama, don’t leave me behind!”

 

Agatha scooped him up easily, tossing him over her shoulder like a sack of sugar, making him giggle wildly. “This is your last warning, small wizard,” she intoned in a deep, mock-serious voice. “Bed or banishment to the Land of Perpetual Toothbrushing!”

 

Noooo!” Nicky cried between laughs, his arms flailing playfully as she started toward the stairs.

 

Violet, still swaddled, was tucked safely in Rio’s arms as they trailed behind.

 

Once inside his cozy room, Nicky padded over to his bed with a content sigh. The faint golden glow of his star-shaped nightlight casted little constellations across the ceiling, and his shelves stood proudly lined with picture books, dragon figurines, and a handful of well-loved plushies who kept nightly watch.

 

He climbed into bed and wiggled beneath his favorite quilt, the one with planets stitched into every corner — a gift from Lilia when he had been officially adopted. He tugged it up to his chin, only his nose and tousled hair peeking out, like a cozy burrito.

 

Agatha settled on the edge of the bed beside him, while Rio perched on the other side, nursing Violet quietly.

 

Nicky looked up at his moms, his small face serious in the dim glow. “You would’ve adopted Matilda too, right?”

 

Agatha didn’t hesitate. “In a heartbeat,” she said, voice steady and full of love. “She would’ve been one of ours, no question. We would have scooped her up and taken her away.”

 

Rio smiled softly, eyes fixed on her daughter as she gently stroaked Violet’s tiny fingers. “And I would’ve taught her how to do pirouettes while reading upside down,” she added with a mischievous grin.

 

Nicky’s eyes widened, imagining a ballet class with books flying and spins everywhere. Then he gave a proud nod. “Violet’s already a Matilda-in-training.”

 

Agatha and Rio exchanged a fond look, their hearts swelling at the sight of their son’s fierce imagination and the gentle promise held in those words.

 

Rio whispered, “I think she’ll like that.”

 

“I think she already does,” Agatha murmured, reaching out to smooth a curl from Nicky’s forehead. She leaned down and kissed the spot gently. “Goodnight, my sunny boy. Sleep well.”

 

“Goodnight,” Nicky murmured, already heavy-lidded and sinking into sleep, comforted by the warmth and love surrounding him.

 

Rio leaned over, balancing Violet against her chest as she kissed Nicky’s hair too.

 

“We love you more than the moon,” she whispered. “And the stars. And all the planets in the universe.”

 

Nikky smiled faintly, eyes closed.

 

Rio added, with a playful, gentle reverence, “We love you more than books.”

 

Agatha let out a quiet breath of laughter, full of affection.

 

“Even your books?” Nicky murmured sleepily, the words barely a puff of air.

 

“Even mine,” Agatha promised.

 

As Nicky finally drifted into sleep, wrapped in warmth, in safety, in the steady love of two dragons disguised as moms, Rio rested her head back against the wall behind her, Violet still suckling softly.

 

Agtha stood and leaned over to press a last kiss to Rio’s cheek, her hand brushing over Violet’s fuzzy head.

 

Rio closed her eyes for a moment, her voice low. “They’ll never have to wonder if they’re wanted.”

 

“No,” Agatha whispered, “they’ll never doubt it.”

 


 

In their ensuite bathroom, the mirror was fogged slightly from the warm evening air. Agatha and Rio stood side by side at the sink, brushing their teeth in companionable silence.

 

Rio had been quiet since they returned from Nicky’s bedroom. Not withdrawn, just… thoughtful. Her gaze was a little distant as she moved through the familiar rhythm of brushing her teeth, eyes flickering occasionally to Agatha’s reflection in the mirror. She rinsed and spat, wiped her mouth on a towel, and leaned against the counter, arms folded — now wearing an oversized sweater over her dinosaur pajama tee that read Support Local Bookstores (or else).

 

After a moment, she spoke. Her voice was quieter than usual. “I think watching Matilda as a mom just… hit different.”

 

Agatha turned her head slightly, catching her wife’s gaze in the mirror, toothbrush still in hand.

 

Agatha set down her toothbrush, rinsed quickly, and stepped closer.

 

“You made sure your children never feel the way you did,” she said softly, resting her forehead briefly against Rio’s. “That’s all the magic in the world.”

 

Rio didn’t answer right away. She just stood there for a long moment, breathing in that truth. Her jaw loosened, her shoulders relaxed.

 

“Thanks,” she whispered, her voice a little steadier. “I needed that.”

 

Agatha pulled back just enough to trace her thumb along the curve of Rio’s jaw, a soft sweep of reassurance. “I know,” she said simply. “And you’re doing more than okay, Rio. You’ve already broken the cycle. We both have.”

 

Rio swallowed, then gave a small, watery laugh. “God, I hope so. I just… I look at Nicky and Violet, and I want to give them everything. Not toys or clothes or whatever — just safety. Softness. Enough space to be weird. Enough love to carry them even when they don’t know they need it.”

 

“You are,” Agatha said, her voice firm. “You are giving them exactly that. And more. You’re raising a boy who wants to grow up to either be Matilda or someone’s Miss Honey with dragon powers. And a baby girl who will never once know what it’s like to wonder if she’s loved.”

 

Rio blinked hard, her throat tight. “I never want them to wonder.”

 

“They won’t.” Agatha reached for her hand, lacing their fingers together. “Because you never stop telling them. Showing them.”

 

For a while, they stood like that — hands joined, foreheads nearly touching, the mirror catching the reflection of two tired, barefaced women with messy hair and toothpaste-streaked pajamas.

 

“I still don’t know how I got this lucky,” Rio whispered.

 

Agataha smiled and kissed her again — first her forehead, then her nose, then finally her lips, slow and soft and grounding. “You didn’t get lucky,” she said. “You got brave.”

 

And for the first time all evening, Rio’s breath came easy.

 

Then, they climbed in bed. Agatha lay on her back with one arm tucked behind her head, her eyes half-lidded, peace written into the lines of her face. Rio was curled close, on her side, facing her, tracing invisible stars onto Agatha’s forearm with one fingertip.

 

Then finally, in a voice barely more than breath, Rio whispered, “I used to pretend I was Matilda.”

 

Agatha blinked, slowly turning her head to meet her gaze.

 

“I had stolen the book from the school library,” Rio went on. “Kept it hidden under the mattress.” She swallowed. “I read it over and over until the spine broke and the pages started falling out. Every time someone screamed, or threw something, or slammed a door, I’d crawl under the covers and pretend I could move things with my mind.” She swallowed. “I’d imagine books flying off shelves, windows bursting open, the whole house shaking. Or… or just lifting myself out of it. Flying. Out the window, out of that house, into some other life.”

 

She laughed, very quietly — not from amusement, but the soft, tired laugh of someone who knows how far they’ve come.

 

“But I never had a Miss Honey.” She stared at Agatha’s shoulder, not quite meeting her eyes now. “Not until—”

 

“Until Lilia,” Agatha finished gently, stroking a hand over her wife’s hair. Her voice was full of quiet certainty. “You found her. And she stayed.”

 

Rio nodded, the smallest movement.

 

Agatha kissed her lips. The weight of the gesture made Rio’s eyes flutter shut.

 

“You’re the strongest Matilda,” Agatha whispered. “Wild and brilliant and made of fire. And you made a whole life out of nothing but your own magic.”

 

Rio let out a breath that felt like a release. She curled closer, hiding her face in the curve of Agatha’s neck. “You can’t say things like that unless you want me to cry again,” she mumbled, voice thick.

 

Agatha smiled against her hair. “Cry all you want, love. You’ve earned every tear.”

 

And so, under the quiet weight of the covers, wrapped in each other and surrounded by the sound of rain and the soft breathing of their children, they lay together in the dark— two lovers whohad once needed to escape into magic, and had. Not because they could move things with their mind, but because they had moved through the world with strength, and light, and the unshakable hope that one day, it would be better.

 

And now, it was.

 


 

The next afternoon, as the golden haze of early summer drifted lazily over the neighborhood, the family made their way to their favorite local bookstore — a little sunlit shop tucked between a coffeehouse and a florist, with crooked shelves and handwritten recommendation notes sticking out from every display. The moment they stepped inside, the smell of paper and ink wrapped around them.

 

Nicky tugged Agatha’s hand. “Do you think they’ll have it? The real one?”

 

“I think they’d be foolish not to,” Agatha said with a wink.

 

They headed to the children’s section — Violet strapped to Rio’s front in her carrier, chewing happily on the strap, her eyes wide at the colors all around her.

 

They turned the corner into the children’s section, and there, on the eye-level display marked CLASSICS WE STILL LOVE, was the prize.

 

A fresh paperback edition of Matilda — the bright pink cover catching the light like it knew someone had been looking for it. Roald Dahl’s name stretched proudly across the top, and Quentin Blake’s wild, scribbly illustrations brought it all to life with their signature, barely-contained chaos.

 

Nicky stopped short. For a moment, he just stared at it.

 

Then he reached out and picked it up with both hands, solemn and careful. “There it is,” he whispered. 

 

Rio smiled. “You want to get it, baby?”

 

“Yes,” he said, clutching it to his chest. “This is important literature.”

 

Agatha snorted softly and patted his head. “You are so our son.”

 

“And don’t you forget it,” Rio murmured, kissing the top of Violet’s head as she dozed against her chest.

 

They bought it, of course. The bookseller, a middle-aged woman with reading glasses perched halfway down her nose, rang them up with a warm smile and a knowing look. “First time reading it?”

 

“Nope,” Rio said, glancing at the cover with a flicker of old affection. “Just the first time we’re passing it on.”

 

“Oh,” the woman said softly, and her smile deepened. “That’s the best kind.”

 

Nicky insisted on carrying the bag himself all the way home, both arms wrapped around it, the handles looped awkwardly over his wrists. He didn’t speak the entire walk back, just stared down at the book inside the bag, as if making sure it stayed real.

 

And neither of his mothers had the heart to tease him for it — not when they both knew, in their own ways, what it meant to find the story that saves you.

 

That night, after dinner and pajamas and Violet’s bath, the four of them settled again in their cozy nighttime nest: Nicky snuggled into Agatha’s side under the blanket, Rio curled next to them with Violet across her chest. The lights were dimmed, warm and low. The rain had stopped, but the windows still gleamed with its traces.

 

Agatha held the paperback with great ceremony. She adjusted her glasses — unnecessarily, but with flair — and cleared her throat. “Right then,” she said in her most theatrical voice, “Matilda, by Roald Dahl. As presented this evening by Dr. Harkness — esteemed professor, world-class narrator, and criminally underrated voice actress.”

 

Rio raised a skeptical eyebrow, already smiling. “Esteemed? World-class? Big words for someone who once got booed off a Halloween reading of The Raven because she wouldn’t do the bird voice.”

 

“That was a very discerning audience of second-graders,” Agatha replied, nose in the air. “And they had no taste. And entirely age-inappropriate, I have to admit.”

 

Nicky giggled and tucked in tighter under her arm, eyes wide and gleaming with anticipation. “Come on, Mama,” he whispered. “Do the voices!”

 

Agatha began, her voice slipping into the lilting cadence of a practiced reader. She gave the narrator a crisp, matter-of-fact tone, full of dry humor, and Nicky followed every word like it was a trail of candy. Rio listened too, stroking Violet’s back in slow circles, her head resting against the couch cushion, her body soft and tired in the best kind of way.

 

And then, Agatha reached the Trunchbull’s entrance.

 

Her voice dropped an octave, grew stern and growly — but Rio immediately gasped in mock offense.

 

“No, no, no,” she said, waving one hand dramatically while keeping the other on Violet. “That’s not scary enough. Miss Trunchbull sounds like a battle tank crossed with a lawnmower. She should make doors tremble.

 

Agatha turned to her slowly, blinking. “Excuse me?”

 

“She’s gotta be terrifying,” Nicky agreed solemnly. “Mom’s right. Like, big yelly scary. Bigger.”

 

Agatha narrowed her eyes. “So now I’m being directed?”

 

“Absolutely,” Rio said, feigning seriousness while bouncing Violet gently. “We have high standards in this household.”

 

Agatha grumbled under her breath about impossible critics, then tried again — this time lowering her voice into a rasping growl so fierce and gravelly it rattled Nicky into delighted laughter.

 

“Yes!” he crowed, clapping. “That’s it!”

 

Rio gave her a triumphant wink. “See? I told you. Now carry on, Dr Harkness.”

 

Violet stirred in Rio’s lap, her tiny hands flailing upward toward the book’s pages. She made a delighted cooing sound, her fists waving toward the illustrations as though she could pull them right off the page.

 

“Oh, you want in on the story already?” Rio cooed, kissing her forehead. “One day you’ll read this too, my clever girl. And you’ll know how strong you are. You come from warriors and witches.”

 

Agatha paused reading to smile at the two of them, her eyes soft. “We’ll have to get a second copy — Nicky’s not going to share once he’s annotated his.”

 

“I am not writing in this book!” Nicky declared, scandalized. “I’ll keep it safe forever. Like a treasure. I’ll read it to Blue Dragon, and Scratchy.””

 

Rio chuckled. “Maybe Violet will learn to read it upside down while practicing pliés.”

 

“Like your Matilda!” Nicky said excitedly.

 

Agatha resumed reading, her voices growing more dramatic with each page, until they were all laughing -- even Violet squealed with glee once, responding to the rhythm of her mama’s voice and her mommy’s arms wrapped around them both.

 

There was something golden in the air that night, the book that had once been an escape now part of a ritual, of healing, of home. Rio didn’t need to imagine flying away anymore.

 

Her magic was here. In this room. In her son’s laughter. In her wife’s voice. In her daughter’s bright eyes, reaching for stories.

 

And in the quiet certainty that this — this wild, cozy, ridiculous life — was hers and she had created it entirely with her own powers.

 



 

*****       Miss Honey waited, trembling a little herself and watching the child as she slowly stirred herself back into consciousness. And then suddenly, click went her face into a look of almost seraphic calm. ‘

 

I’m all right,’ she said and smiled. ‘I’m quite all right, Miss Honey, so don’t be alarmed.’

 

‘You seemed so far away,’ Miss Honey whispered, awestruck.

 

‘Oh, I was. I was flying past the stars on silver wings,’ Matilda said. ‘It was wonderful.’

 

Miss Honey was still gazing at the child in absolute wonderment, as though she were The Creation, The Beginning Of The World, The First Morning.                   *****

 

          Roald Dahl, Matilda, Chapter 15: “The Second Miracle”

 

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Notes:

(Way too long again, but I had the movie playing in the background and kept taking breaks to reread parts of the book when I wrote the outline of this chapter so it kept giving me more and more ideas)

Chapter 52: Summerland

Notes:

Several notes:

- I have officially finished writing this story, so welcome to the last arc of it.
- It's gonna a five-parter. It could have been its own story, but I decided to keep it in here to finish it off.
- I'm aware Violet is probably behaving like a much older baby, please disregard that... I wrote those chapters weeks ago and thought it would be further along in the timeline and didn't want to change it in the end.
- I had SO much fun writing those last chapters.
- I'm already brainstorming ideas for a fifth installment, but i'm open to ideas if you have requests.
- I am on my summer break so it felt appropriate writing that.

ENJOY, I LOVE YOU ALL.

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On the last Sunday of the year, the windows of the car were cracked open just enough for the summer breeze to slip inside, swirling the warm air between giggles and half-sung lyrics from the radio. The sun shone low and bright, and even Agatha— who often called summer “the season of aggressive weather and worse fashion”—had to admit: today was perfect.

 

Agatha was driving, sunglasses on, one hand loose on the wheel, the other resting lazily on the center console. She looked freer than she had in weeks. Grading season had only just ended, and it had chewed her up and spit her out in a stack of red pens and too many ill-conceived essays on Wilfried Owens. But now? Now she was smiling. Not her polite, practiced staffroom smile— the slow, sleepy, real one that curled up at the corners of her mouth and made Rio want to kiss her right there in traffic.

 

Rio was in the passenger seat, shorts, sneakers, sunglasses, and a tank top, with her legs tucked up pretzel-style like she always did when she was buzzing with excitement. She was sipping iced coffee and tapping her foot to the music.

 

And in the backseat?

 

Chaos, joy, and just enough mystery to make it magical.

 

Nicky had been up at the crack of dawn, fully dressed in his “special adventure shirt” before either of his mothers were awake—glow-in-the-dark T. rex front and center, his frog-eared bucket hat pulled down to his eyebrows. He had insisted, rather solemnly, on packing his own bag. The contents included: two books about dinosaurs, three cookies (all chocolate chip), one plastic stegosaurus he had named “Nibbles,” a flashlight, and a pair of sunglasses too big for his face.

 

“I’m ready,” he had declared. “For whatever.”

 

And Violet—dear, round-eyed Violet—still small enough to be mostly content watching her brother’s chaos from her car seat, was snug in a baby romper and a matching frog hat of her own. She occasionally babbled to herself or chewed on her fingers in contemplative silence, looking like a very wise baby frog philosopher.

 

Rio glanced back at them, heart full, and had to laugh softly at the sight of Nicky’s legs bouncing so hard they made the frog ears on his hat jiggle.

 

He was on a mission. The Mission: discover the destination before they arrived. And his guesses had been… spirited. And so far, he had guessed the zoo (“because the frog hats, duh”), a top-secret dinosaur dig site (“I packed the dinosaur!”), a normal dig site, where they were going to build a treehouse ,and space.

 

“Are we going to the moon?” he asked, voice high and hopeful.

 

Rio turned, grinning over her sunglasses. “No, sweetpea. We don’t have the proper permits for lunar travel.”

 

“Mooooom,” he groaned, tossing his head back with the flair of a child who had suffered deeply and heroically. “Why not?”

 

“She’s right,” Agatha added without missing a beat, eyes still on the road. “Red tape. Very complicated. Plus, the cookies you packed wouldn’t survive the vacuum of space.”

 

“Excuse you,” Nicky said, affronted. “Cookies are universal. Even aliens like cookies.”

 

“I don’t doubt it,” Agatha said smoothly, glancing at him in the rearview mirror. “But you packed only cookies.”

 

“And my lucky dino,” he added proudly.

 

Rio turned, brows raised. “Are you sure it’s not a cookie too?”

 

“No! It’s not. It’s made of plastic. I bit it once just to check.”

 

There was a long pause in the car.

 

Agatha glanced sideways at Rio. Rio raised an eyebrow.

 

“Fair,” she said finally. “That is conclusive data.”

 

“See?” Nicky folded his arms, triumphant.

 

Violet let out a small, wise-sounding coo.

 

The breeze ruffled through the car again, lifting strands of Rio’s hair and fluttering the edge of a map in the glovebox. Somewhere in the distance, a hawk circled above a golden field. The road curved gently ahead, glowing with heat shimmer, as the radio faded into the chorus of an old pop song they all knew by heart.

 

“Twenty minutes,” Agatha said softly, tapping the turn signal.

 

“Until what?” Nicky asked, already craning his neck to see.

 

“You’ll see,” Rio said, smiling as she leaned back in her seat, closing her eyes against the sun. “Adventure doesn’t need spoilers.”

 

“Nicky,” Agatha said, her voice walking that fine line between amused and exasperated, “we’ve been planning this surprise for two weeks. Do you want us to tell you now?”

 

He froze mid-bounce, his plastic dinosaur clutched to his chest like it might shield him from the weight of such a decision. His brow furrowed dramatically beneath the brim of his frog hat, and he made a thoughtful little humming sound, clearly taking the question with the seriousness it deserved.

 

“Hmm…” He squinted, like a tiny philosopher. “Will it be more fun if you tell me now, or if I wait and it’s a surprise?”

 

Rio tilted her head, lips twitching into a mischievous smile. “Well,” she said, glancing at her nearly empty iced coffee, “you might want to scream. And if you’re going to scream, I’d prefer it happen before I get a second full one. I’d like to keep my shirt clean until at least lunch time.”

 

Nicky narrowed his eyes suspiciously behind his sunglasses. “Okay,” he said, decision made with the gravity of a military commander. “Tell me. But say it slow so I can really feel it.”

 

Agatha glanced at Rio. Rio nodded solemnly, then grinned.

 

With all the gravity of a formal announcement, Agatha said, “We’re going…”

 

She paused for dramatic effect. Nicky leaned forward in suspense, clutching his dinosaur even tighter.

 

“…to the amusement park.”

 

His jaw dropped. Agatha continued before he could even inhale.

 

“The big one. With the roller coasters. And the bumper cars. And—” she leaned in just slightly for emphasis—“the giant funnel cake shaped like a swan.”

 

For a heartbeat, there was silence.

 

And then—chaos.

 

Nicky let out a shriek so high-pitched and unfiltered it probably startled birds out of nearby trees. “WHAT?! WHAT?! NO. WAY!!!” he yelled, flailing with such force his frog hat launched sideways and nearly took flight out the open window.

 

He bounced violently in his booster seat like he was made of springs, one leg kicking the air, the other knocking his dinosaur into Violet’s lap. She, in turn, erupted into delighted baby laughter, clapping her hands against her thighs in time with Nicky’s shrieks, as if she completely understood the gravity of the news and was celebrating accordingly.

 

“YOU SAID—we were gonna do something fun to celebrate the end of school, and this is—this is better than fun! This is MEGA fun! This is ADVENTURE! This is… this is the best day of my LIFE!”

 

“I’m so glad we waited to tell him until way after breakfast,” Rio muttered, laughing as she reached back to steady his flailing leg and give it a gentle squeeze. “You’d have thrown up from joy.”

 

Nicky made a wild, unhinged noise that might have been a laugh or another scream or both. “What ride are we going on first?! Are we going on the upside-down one? Can we do bumper cars? Can I eat two funnel cakes?!”

 

“One thing at a time, buddy,” Agatha said, grinning now too, her voice barely containing the warmth in her chest. “We still have twenty minutes before we get there.”

 

“Twenty MINUTES?! I CAN’T WAIT THAT LONG!”

 

Violet squealed again, kicking her feet and chewing joyfully on Nicky’s dinosaur, which had now become a casualty of excitement.

 

Rio turned in her seat, smiling wide at both of them. “Well, let’s make a deal. If you can be patient for twenty minutes, and if you promise not to scream so loud that we get pulled over, I’ll buy you a second funnel cake shaped like a frog.”

 

Nicky gasped. “They make those?!”

 

Rio winked. “They will if I ask nicely.”

 

“I love you,” Nicky whispered, reverent.

 

“I know,” Rio replied with a smug little nod.

 

Agatha just shook her head, laughing under her breath, her hand finding Rio’s on the console and giving it a squeeze.

 

“I’m gonna ride a dragon and eat cotton candy until my stomach falls out!” Nicky announced with all the ferocity of a knight charging into battle.

 

Agatha blinked. “I… sincerely hope not,” she said, eyebrows lifting just slightly behind her sunglasses.

 

“I hope so!” Nicky whooped, bouncing in his booster seat like the laws of physics no longer applied to him. Violet squealed her approval in the background, waving the slightly damp plastic dinosaur above her head like a flag of unhinged baby support.

 

And with that bold declaration, the car rolled on—sunlight flashing through the trees, the breeze tousling hair and hats, radio humming a summery tune beneath all the laughter—as they approached the sparkling gates of Summerland: a slightly-retro amusement that took roots in  an empty field every summer.

 

In the front seat, Agatha glanced sideways at Rio.

 

There was something about her like this. Something about the sunlight catching in her hair, the glow of anticipation in her eyes, the way she held herself—vibrating with excitement like a kid pretending to be calm. Something about the whole picture: the frog hats, the half-empty iced coffee in the cupholder, the baby babbling nonsense into the backseat air, and Nicky’s shrieking monologue about cotton candy-induced organ loss.

 

Something about this.

 

It made Agatha’s heart squeeze, slow and full and real. It was like catching your breath mid-laugh, only to realize—this is it. This is what happiness looks like.

 

“What?” Rio asked suddenly, catching Agatha staring at her from the corner of her eye. “Do I have coffee on my face?”

 

Agatha smiled, slow and private. “No. Just…” She shook her head, eyes crinkling at the corners. “I love this.”

 

Rio’s smile widened instantly. She reached over and laced her fingers through Agatha’s. “Me too. And it hasn’t even started yet.”

 

As they crested the final hill, the park came into view: a blur of color and motion, flags snapping in the breeze, roller coaster tracks weaving like ribbons in the distance, and a giant swan-shaped cotton candy stand spinning sugar into clouds.

 

Nicky gasped so loudly you’d think he was witnessing a miracle.

 

“There it is!” he shrieked, pointing both arms toward the windshield like a tour guide on fire. “LOOK AT IT! LOOK AT THE SWAN! IS THAT A CASTLE?! IS THAT A ROLLER COASTER THAT GOES BACKWARDS?!

 

Rio clapped a hand over her mouth to stifle a laugh. “Sweetheart, breathe.”

 

“I can’t! There’s no AIR in my BODY anymore! It’s just joy!

 

Agatha flicked the turn signal and eased into the lot, her hand still tangled with Rio’s, her cheeks aching from how long she’d been smiling. The old wooden sign over the entrance read:

 

SUMMERLAND — Where Magic is Just a Ticket Away!

 

Nicky read it aloud in a reverent whisper, as if it were a sacred prophecy.

 

“Adventure begins now,” Agatha said calmly, pulling into a parking space.

 

And it truly did.

 

Nicky unbuckled himself with the fierce determination of a pirate about to storm the deck of a treasure ship—grunting, wriggling, and finally flinging his seatbelt aside as if it had wronged him personally. He was halfway out of his booster seat before the car had even finished coming to a complete stop.

 

“We’re here! We’re heeere! Can we go in now? Can we—can we run? I’m ready to run. I need to run!”

 

“Shoes first, young man,” Rio said, already leaning into the back seat like a contortionist, fishing around for the little sandals that had somehow ended up wedged under the front passenger seat. “You cannot storm the gates of Summerland barefoot. That’s just asking for blisters.”

 

Nicky huffed with the drama of a wronged prince but obeyed, shoving his feet into the sandals at lightning speed. He practically exploded out of the car the moment the door opened, his frog-eared bucket hat askew, his cookie-packed backpack bouncing wildly with each gleeful bound.

 

Rio stepped out behind him with a groan and a stretch, arms overhead, the sun spilling gold over her bare shoulders. She tugged Nicky’s hat back into place with the kind of casual tenderness that came from a million such micro-moments. “There,” she murmured, brushing a stray curl from his forehead. “Battle-ready.”

 

Agatha joined them a moment later, gliding around the hood of the car in a light linen button-up, flowy trousers, and her favorite wide-brimmed sunhat. Her sunglasses caught the morning light just right, reflecting the oversized swan ride in the distance.

 

If Rio looked like summer chaos incarnate, Agatha looked like someone who had just stepped out of a catalog titled Elegant Vacationing for Exasperated Professors. She was freshly released from the clutches of finals week, her movements a little looser, her expression unguarded and quietly amused. She looked freshly defrosted from grading season, and it suited her.

 

“Not so fast, young man,” she said with a half-smile, gently intercepting Nicky as he made a break for the front gates. “We’re not going in just yet.”

 

“Whaaaaaat?!” Nicky groaned, his whole body slumping into a dramatic arc as if the weight of his disappointment had physically struck him. He clutched at his chest and staggered a little. “But whyyyyy?”

 

“We’re waiting,” Agatha said calmly, smoothing her shirt and glancing toward the parking lot, “for some very important guests.”

 

Rio, now crouched beside the car, was lifting Violet out of her car seat with care and ease. The baby blinked sleepily, stretching one starfish hand toward her mother’s face, and then promptly tried to grab a fistful of Rio’s sunglasses.

 

“Who?” Nicky demanded, snapping upright with the suspicion of a frog detective. His eyes narrowed beneath the brim of his hat, feet planted, arms crossed.

 

“You’ll see,” Rio said, wrangling Violet gently into the stroller. She tucked a soft cotton star-print blanket around her legs, then adjusted the tiny matching frog sunhat over her wispy curls. Violet blinked solemnly up at her, sucked on two fingers, and seemed entirely unbothered by the mystery at hand.

 

“Is it—” Nicky’s eyes widened. “Is it aliens?”

 

“Nope,” Agatha replied, deadpan.

 

“Is it—like—robot acrobats?”

 

“Tempting. Still no.”

 

Nicky’s eyes narrowed again. “Is it… another family that ALSO has frog hats?

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow behind her sunglasses. “Now that would be a coincidence, but maybe.”

 

“Then who is it?” he practically shrieked, bouncing again. “If we don’t go in soon I’m going to EXPLODE into confetti!”

 

“You do that,” Rio said lightly, locking the car and popping the stroller into gear, “and we’re not cleaning it up.”

 

But before Nicky could answer, a car door slammed across the lot and a familiar voice called out: “TWO QUEENS OF CHAOS, REPORTING FOR DUTY!”

 

Alice and Jen had arrived.

 

They came strolling across the lot like they were walking into a battle zone, each with matching rainbow tote packs slung across their shoulders, sunglasses reflecting the sun, and an air of entirely unearned confidence for people who had never survived a teacup ride with Nicky.

 

Alice, in her usual uniform of denim shorts and a vintage band tee (today it was Bowie, yesterday it had been Prince), was already digging into her bag, pulling out a fully laminated amusement park strategy map she’d printed, annotated, and highlighted like a general preparing for a siege.

 

Jen, her girlfriend and perpetual chaos twin, wore a bright pink tank top that read I SCREAM ON ROLLER COASTERS in gothic blackletter font. A glittery fanny pack was cinched around her waist like a utility belt. Her eyeliner was perfect. Her intentions were not.

 

“Let’s do this,” Alice grinned, unfurling the map with unnecessary dramatic flair. “I want that slingshot ride to absolutely ruin my spinal alignment.”

 

“Kinky,” Jen muttered under her breath, low enough to fly beneath Nicky’s radar. She smirked and added, louder, “We haven’t even had coffee yet and you’re already in full gremlin mode.”

 

“I’ve been up since six,” Alice said with the blank intensity of someone who had definitely done caffeine math and chosen violence.

 

Nicky let out a delighted shriek that might have summoned woodland creatures from the hills. “AUNTY ALICE! AUNTY JEN!” he screamed, arms thrown skyward like he was summoning them from the heavens. “Are you coming on the dragon ride?!

 

“Are we coming on the dragon ride?” Alice repeated with mock outrage. She crouched to meet his gaze with wide, serious eyes. “Kid, we’re going on every ride. Even the cursed ones.”

 

Jen nodded gravely. “Especially the cursed ones.”

 

“There are no cursed rides,” Rio interjected, pushing Violet’s stroller forward. “That’s just internet drama and clickbait reviews.”

 

Alice didn’t blink. “I read the Yelp comments, Rio. One woman said her soul left her body and didn’t come back until the parking lot.

 

“That’s just a good roller coaster, not that I like them,” Agatha said, slipping her sunglasses back on. “Or a bad lunch.”

 

“Either way,” Jen added, pulling a tiny bottle of glitter sunscreen from her fanny pack like a cowboy drawing a revolver, “I’m prepared. SPF 50. Water-resistant. Blessed by a goth barista. And I don’t even need it that much, it’s for you, army of ghosts.”

 

“You’re so weird,” Rio muttered fondly.

 

“That’s what you love about me,” Jen shot back, already rubbing sunscreen onto Alice’s arms like they were heading into battle.

 

Nicky was practically vibrating, eyes wide and sparkling. “This is going to be the BEST. DAY. EVER!”

 

“Correction,” Alice said, standing upright and striking a dramatic pose beside Jen. “It’s going to be the most unhinged day ever. And we are ready.

 

Agatha raised a skeptical brow. “You say that now. We’ll see what you’re saying after three consecutive loops of Dragonfire Mountain with Nicky narrating every twist in real time.”

 

“I’ve been training for this,” Alice said.

 

“In what way?” Agatha asked.

 

Alice thought for a moment. “Emotionally.”

 

Jen just patted her girlfriend’s shoulder and said, “We die like heroes.”

 

Before Nicky could launch into a full dissertation on which ride he absolutely had to go on first—complete with sound effects and elaborate hand gestures—another car pulled into the lot, rolling to a stately stop. The faint sound of orchestral music drifted from the open windows, like the opening act of a royal procession.

 

Rio shaded her eyes and smirked. “And here comes the Dowager Queen.”

 

Lilia emerged from the driver’s side like she’d been summoned onto the stage of an outdoor opera. She was dressed for combat in the way only an overprepared grandmother could be: wearing a billowy linen dress the color of fresh peaches, a straw sunhat with a brim so wide it might’ve interfered with local aviation, and a silk scarf knotted at her throat like a nod to Grace Kelly or some kind of weird divination witch. Her sunglasses covered half her face, large enough to reflect not just the sun but the sheer gravity of her grandmotherly might.

 

Under one arm, she clutched a chic beach bag that clearly doubled as a survival kit. In the other, she wielded a literal grocery-store-sized bottle of SPF 70 sunscreen like a scepter.

 

Agatha blinked, recognizing the label. “Is that the same one as last time?”

 

“No,” Rio said dryly, looking between Jen’s glittery bottle, Agatha’s sleek tube, and now Lilia’s weapon-grade barrel of sun protection. “This is a different one. We officially have enough SPF to repel the sun itself.”

 

“She brought an umbrella last time,” Agatha added, arching a brow.

 

Lilia gave a radiant smile and popped open her trunk like a magician preparing for a reveal. “I brought that too.”

 

Sure enough, nestled among folding chairs and a plush picnic blanket, sat a large floral parasol, a collapsible cooler, and a mysterious zippered cube that looked suspiciously like it could house a small wild animal or a portable nap station.

 

“I also have aloe vera, baby wipes, three kinds of snacks, four pairs of emergency socks, and cooling towels in lemon, lavender, and unscented,” Lilia continued breezily. “I’m a grandmother. This is what we do.”

 

Alice clutched her chest like she was seeing a goddess. “She’s ready for war.”

 

“She’s always ready,” Jen whispered, eyes wide with awe. “She probably has a full first-aid kit and a sewing kit just in case someone’s emotional support dragon rips a seam.”

 

Lilia closed the trunk and turned just in time to catch Nicky as he launched himself at her like a cannonball of joy. She bent with elegance, gracefully absorbing the hug without so much as tilting her hat.

 

“Grandmaaaa!”

 

“My summer prince,” she said fondly, smoothing one hand over the top of his frog hat and planting a kiss exactly where the fabric met his curls. “Are you ready for rides and candy and chaos?”

 

“YES! And the dragon ride first!”

 

“Obviously,” Lilia said with a wink. She adjusted the strap of her bag and then flipped her sunhat ribbon over one shoulder. “Well then. Let us go forth. There is magic to conquer and possibly indigestion to endure.”

 

“You’re gonna crush the carousel,” Jen said, bumping elbows with her.

 

“I always do,” Lilia replied serenely.

 

They made their way toward the entrance as a bright gust of summer wind tousled everyone’s hair and brought with it the unmistakable scent of fried dough and sun-warmed pavement. Violet was now snugly strapped into her stroller, her frog-ear hat bouncing gently with each jostle of the wheels. She blinked sleepily in the light, one fist curled around a plush keychain Nicky had clipped to her tray.

 

Alice darted forward the second the stroller was in motion. “Let me push her! I call dibs on stroller duty! Please—I’ll take her on all the baby rides. She adores me.”

 

“She mostly tolerates you,” Agatha murmured, deadpan, not missing a beat as she adjusted her bag.

 

“I’ll take what I can get,” Alice declared grandly, already crouching beside Violet to whisper secrets like, ‘Today, you and I become legends.’ Violet offered a solemn blink in return and promptly sneezed on Alice’s sunglasses.

 

Unbothered, Alice pushed the stroller like it was a racecar, complete with whispered engine noises and the occasional over-the-top “Vroom!” Jen jogged beside her like a chaotic pit crew, pulling out a juice box from her fanny pack and tossing it to Rio mid-stride.

 

Meanwhile, Nicky ricocheted between Agatha and Rio like a particularly enthusiastic pinball, his excitement bubbling over at every step.

 

“LOOK!” he gasped, pointing to a spinning balloon ride shaped like animals in sunglasses. “LOOK AT THAT! AND THAT! AND THAT!”

 

“Slow down, sweet pea,” Agatha said gently as he tried to climb her leg like a tree.

 

“Do you want to see what I packed?” he said, already unzipping the side of his backpack, which rattled with an alarming number of small objects.

 

“You told us in the car, remember?” Rio said with a smile, brushing back his hair.

 

“I know, but I want everyone to know!” he insisted, unzipping it anyway. “Three granola bars, one emergency dinosaur, a crayon that smells like watermelon, sunglasses, and my allowance. I brought everything we need.”

 

“And the spirit of a fearless warrior,” Alice called from the stroller like a hype woman.

 

“And my frog hat,” Nicky added seriously, tipping it forward over his eyes. “Because it makes me faster.”

 

By the time they reached the ticket counter, he was mid-monologue: “First, we ride the dragon. Then the pirate ship. Then I retire with ice cream and become a legend. Probably win a medal. Then maybe the bumper cars.”

 

“Only if you let other people bump you this time,” Agatha reminded, scanning her ticket.

 

“No,” Nicky replied, all business.

 

As the turnstiles clicked and the gates swung open before them, there was a collective pause—just a moment where everyone seemed to breathe in. The entrance was wide and cheerful, painted in the pastel colors of the ’80s with a shimmer of nostalgia clinging to every surface. Cartoon suns smiled from the archways. Rides towered in the distance, creaking gently like friendly giants waking up for the day. The music piping in through hidden speakers was equal parts whimsical and bizarrely catchy.

 

Nicky held both Agatha and Rio’s hands now, his face upturned in sheer, wide-eyed awe.

 

“This is what my dreams look like,” he whispered.

 

Agatha laughed softly. “I thought your dreams looked like dragons.”

 

“They do,” he said. “But this is like… the part before the dragon. The gate.”

 

Rio bit her lip, trying not to laugh at her sun’s enthusiasm. “Here we are,” she said, her voice catching just slightly.

 

And like that, the family stepped through the gates of Summerland.

 

The air inside the park buzzed with music and voices and the faint clatter of roller coasters rising and falling like giant steel beasts.

 

Nicky stood frozen for half a second, mouth open, eyes wide, as his frog hat tilted precariously forward from sheer centrifugal awe. He was overwhelmed—in the best, most exhilarating way imaginable. His little hands gripped both of his moms’ tightly as his head whipped from one wonder to the next: a cotton candy stand shaped like a cloud, a life-size costumed mascot shaped like a dancing taco, spinning teacups that blinked with lights, game booths with prizes the size of small furniture.

 

“I want to do everything!” he shouted, hopping in place and nearly pulling Agatha off balance. “Everything, in order of height limit!”

 

“Strategic and ambitious,” Rio said, grinning as she bent down to scoop him up before he could barrel directly into a family with a double stroller. “But maybe let’s figure out a game plan before total chaos descends.”

 

“I like chaos,” Nicky said with pride, pointing dramatically toward the nearest ride that appeared to involve flying pigs.

 

“You are chaos,” Agatha said, brushing his hair out of his face with one hand while adjusting her sunglasses with the other. “A small, frog-hatted hurricane.”

 

“Alright, listen up!” Alice declared, stepping forward and smacking her laminated amusement park strategy map open against the nearest bench like a battle flag. “Thrill rides to the left of the central fountain. Chill rides to the right. Baby zone straight ahead. Snacks and general hedonism scattered throughout. I propose—team assignments.”

 

“She made a flowchart last night,” Jen whispered to Rio, who snorted. Then Jen gave a dramatic salute. “Ride warriors: Assemble. All those ready to make questionable decisions in the name of adrenaline, sound off!”

 

Nicky gasped like he was being offered a knighthood. “YES! I want the scariest thing here. I want to scream so loud a pigeon drops dead!”

 

“You’re like four feet tall and shaped like a jellybean,” Rio said fondly, bouncing him once on her hip. “Let’s maybe start with something that doesn’t require a waiver.”

 

“Still the scariest jellybean you know,” Alice said, ruffling his curls. “We’ll ease into it. We’ll scale the fear like a ladder. Jellybean to terrorbean.”

 

“I’m officially scared,” Jen muttered, stretching her shoulders like she was about to face a gladiator match. “Let’s ruin our equilibrium responsibly.”

 

Agatha had already begun backing away from the group with exaggerated slowness, eyes narrowed like someone avoiding a tripwire. “This is my cue to opt out. I love you all dearly, but if I scream today, it will be because someone forced me into a spinning cup of death.”

 

“I second the motion,” Lilia said serenely, gently rocking Violet’s stroller. ““Some of us have aging vertebrae to consider and reputations to maintain.”

 

“Also, last time you went on a roller coaster, you said you saw the face of God,” Rio pointed out.

 

“I did. And He was laughing at me,” Lilia replied, perfectly serene. “Now go. Seek danger. We will be over there under the shade of civilization, not flinging ourselves into the sky, living to see another day.”

 

“You just don’t want to lose your sunhat on a loop-de-loop,” Rio teased.

 

“I don’t want to die, dear,” Lilia said, adjusting said hat. “Now off you go, thrill-seekers. Text me if you need Band-Aids.”

 

So they split accordingly—on one side, chaos; on the other, peace.

 

Rio hoisted Nicky onto her back with a mock heave, his arms wrapping around her neck and legs bouncing lightly against her sides as she marched toward the first thrill ride. Alice and Jen flanked them like overcaffeinated hype women, singing their own dramatic theme music and pointing out rides like they were spotting enemy bases on a battlefield. Jen had already pulled her sunglasses down like a commander surveying a war zone, while Alice waved the laminated strategy map in the air like a victory flag.

 

Meanwhile, Agatha and Lilia peeled off in the opposite direction, decidinto o stay in Chilltown, heading toward the shaded garden path that looped through the quieter side of the park. Violet babbled softly in her stroller, chewing with great purpose on a panda-shaped teething toy, her frog ears bouncing gently with every cobblestone. Agatha adjusted the sunshade above her daughter’s head and slowed her pace to match Lilia’s, both of them already halfway into a conversation about summer hydrangeas (that Rio would be taking care of) and which benches offered the best shade for midday nursing and snack breaks.

 

But over in Thrillville, the chaos had already begun.

 

Nicky screamed with joy the entire time—even while waiting in line. He clutched Rio’s hair like reins, narrating their journey as though he were storming a castle. “We’re going to conquer this place. I want to feel the wind in my ears. I want to go so fast my soul leaves my body!

 

They started with a spinning pirate ship ride, which groaned and creaked as it swung them back and forth like a giant pendulum. Nicky insisted on sitting right next to Rio, gripping the safety bar with one hand and throwing the other into the air like he was taming the storm.

 

“I’m brave now!” he shouted over the wind, cheeks flushed pink, curls flying. Alice nearly passed out laughing as she clung to her seat, and even the ride attendant cracked a grin at his wild enthusiasm.

 

From there, it was a whirlwind: bumper cars, where Nicky drove like a maniacal toddler CEO and screamed “BUSINESS!” every time he hit someone; the frog-jump tower, which launched them up in erratic little bursts, sending Jen’s sunglasses flying into the air; and a whirling nightmare called the Buzzsaw Tornado, which Jen declared herself too cool for—until she spent the entire ride clinging to Rio’s arm with both hands and muttering, “This is fine. This is fine. Everything is fine.”

 

“Jen, you’re vibrating,” Alice said, giggling so hard she nearly dropped her phone trying to record a selfie.

 

But none of it—not even the rides that made their stomachs lurch or their hair stand on end—compared to the one that had caught Nicky’s eye the moment they stepped into the park: the water ride.

 

After their third coaster, he stood at the base of it like a knight before a fire-breathing beast, gazing up at the towering log flume with awe and resolve. It twisted through a fake mountain cave, roared past a massive animatronic sea monster with glowing red eyes, and ended in a vertical drop so dramatic it made small children cry and teenagers pretend they weren’t terrified. Every thirty seconds, a log hit the base of the drop with a splash so massive it soaked innocent bystanders twenty feet away.

 

“We’re doing it,” Nicky said, gripping his plastic dinosaur like a talisman. “I’m ready. For the dragon waterfall.”

 

Rio squinted up at the ride, shielding her eyes from the sun. She could see the tip of the final descent—nearly vertical—and one poor teenager clutching her chest as she staggered off the exit ramp with water pouring out of her sneakers.

 

“You sure you’re ready?” she asked, eyeing her son with a mother’s well-trained suspicion and checking the height restrictions. “It’s not exactly… gentle.”

 

Nicky gave a solemn nod, his tone grave. “I’ve trained for this. My whole life has led to this moment.”

 

Alice wiped away a fake tear. “He’s so grown.”

 

Jen held out a fist. “Let’s go down in history.”

 

Nicky bumped it. “For glory!”

 

Meanwhile, across the park, Agatha and Lilia reclined beneath the striped shade of a candy-colored awning outside a charming little café modeled after a 1950s diner. The building gleamed with soft pastel tiles and chrome trim, a jukebox hummed faintly from inside, and the scent of warm waffles and powdered sugar hung in the air like a sweet lull.

 

Violet sat in her stroller beside them, one foot kicked over the edge, her chubby legs occasionally twitching as if she were dreaming of frog races or ceiling fans. A small drool stain glistened on her panda-shaped teething toy, now abandoned on her chest like a weary knight after battle, taking in everything.

 

Agatha and Lilia each had a cold drink in hand—iced coffees in condensation-frosted plastic cups with whipped cream slowly melting into the swirl. Agatha sipped delicately through a straw, long fingers wrapped around the cup with a elegant detachment, while Lilia tilted hers back with the casual ease of a woman who had packed six types of sunscreen and three kinds of wipes and earned every drop of that caffeine.

 

Across the park, just barely visible through the sun-washed haze, the towering structure of the water ride loomed—a log flume painted to resemble a mythic sea dragon’s spine winding through rocks, mist, and roaring waterfalls. A new log was inching its way up the incline, the slow mechanical clatter audible even from their peaceful corner of the park.

 

“This is her first roller coaster,” Lilia mused, nodding toward the ride while glancing down at Violet, who gurgled softly in her sleep.

 

“By proxy,” Agatha agreed, stretching one leg out beneath the table and crossing it at the ankle. Her sunglasses reflected the distant ride, though a fond glint danced just behind them. “She seems more invested in the melodrama of it all than the physics.”

 

“Well, she is your daughter,” Lilia replied wryly.

 

And then a wave of high-pitched, unmistakable screams pierced the air—louder than the ride’s hydraulics, sharper than any park soundtrack.

 

“WE’RE GONNA DIEEEEEEE!”

 

Agatha blinked slowly. “That would be Nicky.”

 

Hot on his heels came Alice’s voice, shrieking with gusto: “WE’RE ALREADY DEAD, BUDDY!”

 

Laughter followed—Rio’s, breathless and booming, with Jen howling like a wolf behind her.

 

Agatha smiled faintly around her straw. “Yes. Definitely them.”

 

They turned their gazes upward just as the log flume emerged at the summit of the track—four tiny figures silhouetted dramatically against the bright blue sky, arms waving wildly.

 

And then the plunge.

 

The log tipped and dove, slicing through the air in a breathtaking drop that seemed to last forever. The resulting splash was nothing short of biblical—an enormous, arcing wave that crashed over the viewing platform and soaked an entire row of unsuspecting tourists. A collective cheer rose from the bystanders as the drenched log coasted toward the exit, trailing mist like steam off a battle-worn ship.

 

Agatha watched the ripple of the splash spread outward with academic curiosity, like someone studying weather patterns or distant wars. “Ah. That’s a direct hit.”

 

“I assume they’ll return to us thoroughly wrung out,” Lilia said, reaching calmly into the stroller’s side pouch to extract a hand towel.

 

“Only their pride will need drying,” Agatha replied, lifting her cup for a sip. “Though Rio’s eyeliner may now rest in a better place.”

 

They sat in comfortable silence for a moment, surrounded by the soft sounds of the quieter end of the park—ice cream machines whirring, a kid quietly whining about nap time, birds chirping from fake trees overhead.

 

After a beat, Lilia leaned over and tapped Violet gently on the foot as the baby opened her eyes. “Your brother’s out there fighting water dragons,” she whispered. “One day, you’ll ride them too.”

 

Violet blew a sleepy raspberry in response.

 

Agatha smiled again. “And scream just as loud.”

 

“Louder,” Lilia said, sipping her coffee. “She’s got lungs.”

 

“God help us.”

 

Moments later, the quartet came jogging back across the park plaza, looking like triumphant contestants returning from a particularly chaotic and extremely damp reality show challenge. Nicky led the charge, bounding ahead with his frog hat now soaked and flopped sideways like a deflated crown. His shoes squelched with every step, leaving little watery footprints in his wake, and his grin was so wide it practically split his face.

 

“We SURVIVED THE WATER DRAGON!” he bellowed like a tiny war hero, arms raised in soggy victory.

 

Rio stumbled behind him, soaked to the bone and radiant with laughter, curls plastered to her face, her shirt thoroughly drenched , half transparent now and clinging in a way that immediately drew Agatha’s full attention. She was laughing so hard she had to pause halfway to the café, doubled over with hands on her knees, trying and failing to catch her breath.

 

Jen and Alice weren’t far behind, both completely waterlogged. Jen’s lipstick was halfway down her chin like bloody war paint, and Alice looked like she’d been launched through a car wash, arms flapping and yelling, “I THINK I SWALLOWED A WAVE!”

 

“Ten out of ten,” Alice managed between gasps. “Would scream again. I might’ve blacked out for two seconds.”

 

“You did,” Jen said, wiping her face with the hem of her shirt. “Right after the fake sea monster blinked.”

 

From the stroller, Violet squealed with glee at the sight of her thoroughly drenched family. She kicked her feet and clapped, a delighted gummy smile spreading across her face as if this were the most thrilling performance of her short life.

 

Agatha calmly extended a single paper napkin from her coffee tray as Rio approached. She arched one sculpted brow and offered it up to her wife.

 

“This should be enough to dry… the tip of your nose.”

 

Rio accepted it with a dripping grin. “Perfect. I regret absolutely nothing.”

 

“You glowed on the descent,” Lilia said from her seat, lifting her cup in salute. “Positively cinematic. You looked like Poseidon’s favorite niece.”

 

“I’m going to get pneumonia,” Jen muttered, still laughing.

 

“You’re going to get iced coffee,” Alice corrected, already waving for another round from the café kiosk.

 

Without warning, Nicky launched himself full force into Agatha’s lap, landing like a cannonball straight out of a pool party. She let out a soft, dignified oof as water soaked through her linen pants, but didn’t flinch. Instead, she wrapped her arms around his damp, triumphant little body, holding him like he wasn’t dumping half the ocean on her.

 

“We’re wet,” he informed her seriously, water dripping from his eyelashes. “And it was AWESOME.”

 

“I can tell,” Agatha murmured into his hair, utterly unbothered by the growing damp spot spreading beneath them. “You’re unstoppable, aren’t you?”

 

“Yep,” he said with a nod that sent more water flying. “And I still have snacks.”

 

“Wonderful,” she said. “You can drip cookie crumbs on me next.”

 

Violet clapped her hands as if awarding him a medal. She let out a victorious little squeal and promptly shoved her panda teether into her mouth, clearly satisfied with the family’s performance.

 

With Rio wringing out the hem of her shirt, Alice trying to dry her hair with napkins, and Jen collapsed against the side of the stroller like a defeated gladiator, the soaked thrill-seekers joined the dry team in the shade. They sprawled out on benches and chairs, sharing laughs and retelling the drop from multiple exaggerated perspectives—Nicky claimed he had seen his life flash before his eyes, while Alice insisted the animatronic sea monster winked at her.

 

Rio had collapsed onto the grass with Violet balanced on her stomach like a sunhat-wearing paperweight, while Agatha remained on the bench beside Lilia, sipping slowly from her iced coffee with all the poise of someone trying not to get pulled into the next wave of mayhem.

 

After a round of juice boxes, chips, and sun-warmed chocolate cookies from Nicky’s backpack—most of which ended up half-melted in his hands and cheerfully smeared on Rio’s shorts—everyone was regrouped in the shaded park courtyard, recovering from the aquatic chaos and plotting their next move.

 

Jen leaned back on the bench dramatically. “I have an idea.”

 

“Oh no,” Agatha said flatly, not even looking up from her cup.

 

“A fun idea,” Alice clarified, sitting forward, her expression full of mischief as she tapped Nicky on the shoulder with the tip of her finger like she was initiating a top-secret mission.

 

“Hey,” she whispered, eyes darting left and right like she was about to spill highly classified intel. “Did anyone tell you this is a covert operation?”

 

Nicky blinked. “What’s a covert?”

 

“It means top secret,” Jen said, looking over the top of her sunglasses like a spy from a movie. “The whole amusement park? It’s a front.”

 

“A front for what?” Nicky whispered, suddenly still.

 

“For elite agent training,” Alice said. “Only the bravest get in. Most don’t even make it past the first phase.”

 

“You…” Jen added dramatically, pointing at him. “You did.”

 

“You survived the water dragon,” Alice said, solemn as a general. “Phase One: Passed.”

 

“You screamed like your life depended on it,” Jen said. “That’s the kind of raw instinct we look for.”

 

Nicky gasped so audibly that a nearby couple turned and stared. He ignored them completely. His body practically vibrated with energy.

 

“Phase Two,” Alice continued, voice now full of ominous excitement, “is stealth and infiltration. That means sneaking. Blending in. Moving like a shadow. You think you’re ready?”

 

Nicky didn’t answer with words. He launched himself onto Alice’s back like a baby koala with purpose, yelling, “LET’S GOOOOO!”

 

“Covert agents don’t yell,” Jen stage-whispered, cracking up as Alice saluted and darted off down the path, Nicky clinging to her shoulders like a mission-obsessed backpack.

 

“Operation Sneak Up On Moms has begun,” Jen said with her best gravelly secret-agent voice as she followed behind.

 

Agatha sighed, lifting her coffee to her lips. “Should we run?”

 

“Absolutely not,” Rio said. “We’re dignified. “We’re dignified women. We sit here. We pretend not to notice them until they’re way too close.”

 

“Or until they trip and fall into us,” Lilia added, sipping from her own drink with amusement.

 

“I’m hoping for the dive-roll,” Agatha said. “Nicky’s been practicing.”

 

And sure enough, thirty seconds later, Nicky’s muffled voice could be heard from behind the hedges: “Shhh! They’re RIGHT there! Get ready to ambush!!”

 

They didn’t wait long.

 

From across the plaza, they spotted Nicky and Alice peeking out from behind a fake medieval castle façade. Nicky’s bright neon shirt gave them away immediately, even though he pressed himself against the wall like a cartoon spy. He whispered something urgently into Alice’s ear—clearly plotting—and Alice nodded like a commander taking orders from her general.

 

Agatha turned slightly to Rio. “Should I dramatically swoon when they leap out at us?”

 

“I want tears,” Rio murmured. “I want grief. I want an Oscar campaign.”

 

Lilia, lounging nearby with a paperback balanced on one knee and a fan lazily swaying in her hand beneath her dramatic sunhat, let out a dry chuckle. “I want popcorn.”

 

Moments later, from behind a trash can with absolutely zero cover, Nicky burst out with a war cry made of pure joy. “AHHHH!!! GOT YOU!”

 

Agatha gasped and jerked upright with a hand over her chest, committing fully to the bit. “Agent Frog Ears! How did you find us?!”

 

“I’m the best agent ever!” Nicky shouted through wild giggles, half-bouncing in place like his sandals were made of springs.

 

Alice caught up, panting and laughing. “We’ve got your location, targets secured.”

 

“You’ll never take us alive,” Rio said seriously, wrapping her arms protectively around Agatha.

 

“Too late!” Nicky yelled. “You’re arrested for being too awesome!”

 

“Guilty as charged,” Agatha deadpanned, then raised one elegant eyebrow. “Though I must insist on due process.”

 

“Prison is the carousel!” Jen shouted from across the path, still playing along. “TO THE PONY JAIL!”

 

That sent Nicky back onto Alice’s back like he was born for the role, and the chase resumed, full of exaggerated sneaking behind trees, “camouflaging” in plain sight near hot dog stands, and Nicky attempting to disguise himself by hiding behind a brochure while perched on Jen’s shoulders. His laughter rang out all over the park.

 

Agatha and Rio kept up the act, always just barely turning away before he “ambushed” them, reacting every time with an appropriate gasp or dramatic declaration. Agatha once even dropped her sunglasses for effect.

 

Rio leaned toward her during one such “ambush,” murmuring with a smirk, “You’re really committing to the bit.”

 

Agatha glanced down at Nicky, who was now trying to “handcuff” her with a churro wrapper, eyes shining with pride and purpose. “He’s so happy,” she said simply, her voice softer now. “How could I not?”

 

And Nicky was. Joy lived in every bounce of his steps, in every giggle that curled out of his chest like he couldn’t keep it in. He took his mission seriously, but not so seriously that he ever stopped laughing. He led his aunts in circles around the roller coasters, under shaded picnic areas, near ice cream stands, always ducking and hiding and launching surprise attacks with nothing but love and imagination.

 

At one point, Alice handed him a pair of oversized novelty sunglasses she bought from a vendor just to complete his “spy disguise,” and he wore them with so much seriousness Agatha nearly burst out laughing.

 

“Agent Frog Ears has style,” she commented.

 

“Too much,” Rio said proudly, taking a picture of him striking a spy pose with one foot on a bench and the palstic dinosaur sticking out of his backpack like backup.

 

Even Violet watched the parade of imagination with fascination from her spot on Rio’s stomach, wide-eyed and intrigued. Every time her brother ran by—sometimes backwards, sometimes mid-spin—she squealed and reached out a pudgy hand like she wanted to join the mission. Occasionally, Nicky would pause to pat her gently on the head, declaring her “Agent Babycakes,” and rush off again yelling about laser traps and candy explosives.

 

Eventually, after a particularly dramatic sneak attack that involved a tactical roll into a patch of grass, Nicky launched himself into Agatha’s lap with the heavy sigh of a soldier returning from war.

 

“MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!” he cried, and then, panting, added, “I think… my legs are gonna fall off.”

 

Agatha didn’t flinch as he flopped across her. She wrapped her arms around him with quiet pride and brushed a bit of churro sugar from his forehead.

 

“That’s the sign of a true secret agent,” Jen said, flopping beside them with her sunglasses now perched sideways on her face. “You’ve pushed your body to the limit.”

 

“You’ve earned your badge,” Alice added, pretending to hand him something invisible. Nicky solemnly pinned it to his chest and sat up to go play with Violet’s hands, tapping her little fingers like piano keys.

 

Agatha leaned on her elbows on the table, smiling gently at the scene—her son in his ridiculous hat, cheeks flushed with joy, surrounded by people who loved him fiercely and played his games like they were the most important thing in the world.

 

Rio looked over and nudged her knee. “You okay?”

 

Agatha nodded, her voice barely above the breeze. “This is what I fought for.”

 

And Rio, still half-damp and sun-kissed and beaming, leaned over and kissed her cheek. “You won.”

 

And from his place on Lilia’s lap now, Nicky raised his hand. “Okay but who’s up for ice cream?”

 

The mission continued.

 

The quest for ice cream began as all the best adventures do—loudly declared by a sugar-hyped seven-year-old with his bucket hat hanging sideways off his head.

 

“Ice cream!” Nicky shouted again, fists raised to the sky like a hero demanding justice. “I need it or I’ll perish!”

 

“Tragic,” Agatha said, rising smoothly from her spot and took Violet from Rio’s hold,  balancing her on her hip. “A noble agent, lost to the perils of dairy deprivation.”

 

Alice stood dramatically. “We must save him.”

 

“Dibs on pushing the stroller again,” she added quickly, already grabbing the handles of the now-empty baby stroller and marching forward like she was leading an army. “The princess rides again!”

 

“The princess is riding my hip,” Agatha called after her, adjusting Violet’s sunhat. The baby giggled and drooled happily against her shoulder, legs swinging.

 

“I want to be a princess!” Nicky said, running ahead and almost tripping over his own sandals.

 

“You can be whatever you want,” Rio replied from behind, her shorts wrinkled and one arm completely coated in cotton candy stickiness. She had somehow ended up carrying Nicky’s tiny snack backpack, now heavy with mysterious crumpled wrappers and the unrelenting plastic dinosaur, its tail poking out like it was trying to escape.

 

Jen, beside her, was wearing her cap backwards and didn’t seem aware of it. Or she did, and just decided that was how spies wore it. “Lead the way, Agent Sticky.”

 

“Don’t call me that,” Rio muttered, grinning, “I’ll develop a complex. A sticky one.”

 

The park’s winding paths eventually brought them to a small pastel-colored ice-cream truck tucked into a quieter corner, away from the thundering rides. It looked like something out of a postcard from the 1960s this time—striped umbrellas, white iron chairs all around, chalkboard menu with badly drawn cones—and it had exactly the chaotic charm that made it perfect.

 

They descended like joyful, sun-drenched invaders.

 

Nicky pressed his face to the glass and gave an impassioned speech about why he needed “blue swirl with gummy worms and the chocolate volcano.” Lilia attempted to negotiate a peace treaty involving two scoops instead of four.

 

Violet squealed in agreement from Agatha’s hip, kicking her little legs like she understood the stakes. She reached out, tiny fingers grasping for the air as though she could snatch a cone straight out of thin air.

 

“Look at her go,” Jen whispered behind them. “She’s manifesting.”

 

“She’s starving,” Alice corrected with a grin. “Clearly.”

 

Agatha glanced down at her daughter, whose cheeks were flushed pink from the heat, her eyes wide and shiny with curiosity and want. She was practically vibrating with baby ambition.

 

“Soon, Vivi Girl,” Agatha murmured, pressing a kiss to her daughter’s soft, damp forehead, brushing a wisp of hair away from her face. “You get Mommy milk ice cream straight from the source instead. Much better for you.”

 

As if she’d understood perfectly, Violet immediately turned and began pawing at Agatha’s chest, pressing her face into her mother’s collarbone with the single-minded focus of a baby on a mission.

 

Agatha laughed, caught halfway between amusement and mock scandal. “No, baby,” she said gently, shifting Violet to her other hip. “Wrong mom for that.”

 

That earned a snort from Rio, who was just joining them with a trail of sticky-handed supplies and a long-suffering expression. “Excuse me,” she said, mock-offended, “I’m just a walking snack cart to you two, huh?”

 

“You said it, not me,” Agatha replied smoothly, one eyebrow lifting in challenge.

 

Then Jen and Alice ordered something alarming and neon to share just to freak Rio out.

 

They all finally settled in at one of the corner tables under a lemon-colored umbrella. Violet was perched delicately on Agatha’s lap, her tiny bare feet swinging above the ground as she reached curiously for Agatha’s sunglasses.

 

Agatha shifted Violet on her lap and said, “You want these?” with mock seriousness.

 

Violet cooed and gave a grabby little hand gesture that Rio called “the royal summons.”

 

Agatha gave in with a dramatic sigh and gently slid the sunglasses off her own nose, then guided them onto Violet’s tiny face. They immediately slid halfway down her nose and covered most of her cheeks, but Violet sat up straighter, triumphant, wearing them like she knew she had just become the center of the universe.

 

“She looks like she owns a yacht and fires people for fun,” Alice said, cackling.

 

“She looks like she’s about to write you a check for a million dollars, never call you again and disappear to Monaco,” Jen added, licking bright green ice cream off their shared spoon.

 

“She looks like me,” Agatha said smugly, brushing a curl off Violet’s forehead. “If I were ten inches tall and covered in pure chaos.”

 

“She’s cooler than both of us combined,” Rio said as she snapped a photo on her phone. “It’s deeply humbling.”

 

Agatha turned her head slightly, amused. “You’ve got cotton candy in your eyebrow by the way.”

 

“And you’ve got a baby with sunglasses bigger than her torso,” Rio murmured as she leaned in, quietly, sweetly, and with that specific tone she used when she was too in love to be cool about it: “You’re both ridiculous and I’m in love with you.”

 

Agatha turned fully to her then, her ice cream untouched in front of her, and for a second her expression softened so completely it was almost vulnerable.

 

“Good,” she said.

 

Violet squealed just then and flailed, sending the sunglasses tumbling into Agatha’s lap.

 

“She’s in love too,” Agatha added, pretending to catch them with flourish. “With my accessories.”

 

“And power,” Rio said, licking the side of her scoop. “Don’t forget power. She’s your daughter.”

 

Violet answered by trying to steal the spoon out of Agatha’s hand, clearly aiming to assert her dominance over dairy.

 

“She’s starting young,” Jen said, shaking her head fondly. “We’re all doomed.”

 

“Speak for yourself,” Alice chimed in. “I, for one, welcome our tiny fashion overlord.”

 

Nicky, mid-scoop, shouted from across the table, “THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE,” then knocked over his water cup and didn’t even notice.

 

Lilia piped up at that moment like a sunhat-clad angel of grace, calmly rescuing the cup and handing Nicky a napkin before he registered what happened.

 

“He gets it from you,” Agatha said to Rio without looking away.

 

“Yeah,” Rio grinned, already fishing out another napkin from the stroller. “I know.”

 

And for a few minutes, time slowed. There was nothing but the sound of melting ice cream, gentle baby babbles, sun over shoulders, and people they loved all around them.

 

It was everything they hadn’t known they needed.

 

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Chapter 53: Tears and Dinosaurs

Notes:

Is it that funny? or is my humor just broken?

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After the last of the cones had been licked clean and sticky hands wiped—mostly—Lilia leaned in to kiss both moms on the cheek, her earrings catching the sunlight as she declared with matriarchal importance that she was taking the children for a quiet constitutional. What that meant in practice was Nicky skipping beside her like a caffeinated rabbit who had just remembered how to use his legs, narrating an imaginary battle between Violet and the sun, while Violet sat regally in her stroller, gnawing thoughtfully on the rim of her sunhat,  her feet not even touching the footrest.

 

“Don’t wait up,” Lilia called over her shoulder with a wink.

 

Jen and Alice, not to be outdone, announced they needed “urgent girlfriend time” and dashed off hand-in-hand toward the log flume with shrieks of pretend drama and promises to return soaked in both love and chlorine. “To the water, darling!” Alice declared . “For glory and minor injuries!”

 

And just like that, for the first time all day, Agatha and Rio found themselves alone.

 

They sat on a faded red bench, half in the shade, facing a cobbled courtyard filled with wandering families and park mascots. A toddler in fairy wings ran by chasing bubbles. Somewhere behind them, a bell rang faintly for popcorn.

 

The sun played off Agatha’s collarbone and Rio’s knees. Rio leaned back with a soft, exhausted sigh and let her body relax.

 

Agatha sat beside her with the same composed posture she always had—back straight, one leg elegantly crossed over the other even in her linen pants and casual slightly heeled sandals—but her head was tilted slightly toward the sun, eyes half-lidded behind her sunglasses.Her gaze followed Lilia and the kids until they disappeared behind a hedge of flowering bushes, and then drifted to nothing in particular—just the wide, humming stillness of a summer afternoon with nowhere left to be.

 

For a while, neither of them said anything.

 

It was Rio who finally broke the silence. “It feels like we’ve been running all year.”

 

Agatha nodded, chin tilting toward her chest in a soft motion. “We have.”

 

Rio shifted to rest her head lightly against Agatha’s shoulder. Her hand came to settle on Agatha’s knee, fingers curling in instinctive affection. “You graded your way through hell. I gave birth. We barely slept. We took turns falling apart. And we still got Nicky through second grade, and we didn’t die.”

 

Agatha’s mouth twitched. “Astonishing, really.”

 

“I mean, you almost died that one night you drank cold coffee from the day before and ate one of Nicky’s mystery snacks.”

 

Agatha turned her head, groaning quietly. “Don’t remind me. It crunched in the wrong way. It defied nature.”

 

“We still don’t know what it was,” Rio said, a low chuckle in her throat. “I think it might’ve been chalk. Or maybe candy. The jury’s still out.”

 

Agatha’s lips curved again. “I’m not convinced I haven’t been cursed.”

 

Rio laughed softly, and then her voice gentled again, barely above a whisper. “I’m glad it’s summer. I’m glad we made it here.”

 

Agatha turned her head and rested her temple lightly against Rio’s, her body folding toward her wife with instinct more than thought. Her hand moved gently to Rio’s belly—the same soft curve that had once stretched round with Violet, holding her safe for nine long months.

 

“You grew a whole human being,” Agatha said quietly. “And then kept both of them alive for three months while I was buried in lectures and surviving that doctoral committee meeting where someone—with a straight face—used the phrase ‘deconstructive temporality in feminine decay and the pros of sexualization.’”

 

Rio let out a longg groan. “God, I blocked that. That was real?”

 

“Tragically,” Agatha muttered. “They had a chart.”

 

Rio snorted.

 

Agatha’s voice softened again, dropping just slightly in pitch, that husky register that only came out when she was feeling things too deeply to hide. “You’re a marvel,” she murmured. Her fingers spread over the space that had carried their daughter. “I mean it. I’m so proud of you.”

 

There was a pause.

 

“Of myself too,” Agatha added, as if the thought had just occurred to her and she was still testing its truth aloud.

 

Rio turned, lifting her head just enough to study her wife’s face. The sunglasses Agatha had been wearing were pushed into her hair now, and her eyes were bare, shining with that sharp, deliberate softness Rio knew so well. The look she gave when. she was memorizing the moment in case it never came again.

 

“You should be,” Rio said, her voice gentle but firm. “You’re raising good kids and brilliant students. You give everything to the people you love. You fought for them. For yourself. That’s something.”

 

Agatha’s mouth curved, not quite a smile, but close.“You always know what to say to make me feel like a queen.”

 

Rio’s smile bloomed, lazy and affectionate, full of sunshine and mischief. “That’s because you are a queen. My queen.”

 

She leaned in slightly, resting her head again on Agatha’s. “We made it. And you’re still the hottest teacher at the university.”

 

Agatha scoffed, but the way her mouth twitched upward gave her away completely. “Next year,” she said, brushing her thumb in lazy circles over the back of Rio’s hand, “we’ll be back to sharing the title.”

 

Rio’s eyebrows lifted. “You flatter me.”

 

“I don’t need to,” Agatha replied smoothly. “You flatter yourself constantly.”

 

“Only because it’s true,” Rio shot back with a grin.

 

Agatha rolled her eyes, but her fingers laced tighter with Rio’s.

 

“MOOMS!” Nicky’s voice resoundedn through the gentle quiet.

 

They both looked up.

 

He came barreling back across the courtyard, arms flailing, bucket hat slightly twisted from the wind. “I’m gonna do the haunted house with Auntie Alice and Auntie Jen!!”

 

There was a pause.

 

Agatha and Rio turned to each other in perfect unison.

 

“…Okay??” they echoed, blinking.

 

Nicky turned on a dime and ran back toward the dark, cobweb-covered entrance of the haunted house, shouting over his shoulder, “I’M NOT GONNA GET SCARED I’M A SPY!”

 

“Oh god,” Rio murmured, sitting upright.

 

“He’s going to be terrified,” Agatha said, already rising to her feet with the kind of resigned maternal grace that suggested she was preparing to comfort a very sweaty, very tearful child in approximately seven minutes.

 

Rio stood too, stretching her back until something popped audibly. “Should we stop him?”

 

Agatha hesitated, her eyes narrowing slightly as she stared toward the haunted house where ominous moans and occasional mechanical clanking noises echoed out.

 

Then she exhaled, long and deliberate. “No,” she said with a calm fatalism. “Let the aunties handle it.”

 

Rio snorted. “You’re feeling brave. We’ll regret this when he sleepwalks into our room at 2 a.m. whispering about haunted potatoes and climb in our bed like a permanent visitor.”

 

“Or shadow spies,” Agatha muttered. She reached out and laced her fingers with Rio’s. “Either way, someone’s getting elbowed in the ribs tonight.”

 

Rio gave her wife a sideways smile, amused and already a little resigned to their fate. “We’ll bribe him with cocoa and both of our dragons. That’ll fix it.”

 

“It won’t,” Agatha said dryly. “But it’ll give us ten minutes of peace before the nightmares start.”

 

Hand in hand, they began strolling slowly in the direction of the haunted house—not quite rushing, but certainly on a maternal recon mission to assess the emotional damage soon to befall their dramatic, overconfident son.

 

They didn’t have to wait long.

 

The haunted house loomed like a crooked old memory, its plaster gargoyles squinting from age, and fake cobwebs fluttering in the breeze. Rio and Agatha stood side by side in the sun-dappled shadow of the entrance, watching the exit with the vaguely parental mix of fond exasperation and silent bets on how dramatic Nicky’s reappearance would be.

 

“How long do you think before he bursts out in tears or interpretive dance?” Rio asked, shading her eyes.

 

Agatha crossed her arms, eyes sharp and serene. “Tears? No. He’s our child. He didn’t cry. He gave a one-man theatrical performance on the tragic consequences of atmospheric lighting and parental abandonment.”

 

Rio laughed softly, leaning just a little into her. “You think he made it through the whole thing?”

 

“Absolutely not,” Agatha said smoothly. “He got about forty seconds in and began negotiating his exit like a hostage negotiator in a trench coat.”

 

They stood another moment, silent, listening to the faint shrieks, growls, and mechanical clanks filtering from the depths of the haunted house. A distant, echoing wail that sounded suspiciously like a malfunctioning vampire made Rio wince.

 

Then—at last—the black curtains at the exit flung open dramatically.

 

There he was.

 

Nicky emerged clinging tightly to Alice’s neck like a baby koala, his frog bucket hat now in Jen’s hands, his eyes wide, cheeks pink, trying very hard to look braver than he felt. His arms were wrapped firmly around Alice’s shoulders, and she was whispering reassurances as she carried him out. Jen followed closely behind, adjusting her own sunglasses and shooting Agatha and Rio a sheepish look that all but screamed he was doing great until the jump-scare ghost dropped from the ceiling.

 

As soon as Nicky saw his moms, he wiggled out of Alice’s arms and ran.

 

“Mama! Mommy!”

 

Agatha crouched just in time to catch him. He buried himself in her shoulder without hesitation, wrapping his small arms around her neck in a tight grip like he was trying to merge with her atoms. His little body was trembling just enough to make Rio’s chest tighten.

 

“Oh, sweetheart,” Agatha murmured, arms coming around him as naturally as breath. “That spooky, huh?”

 

“It was so dark,” he whispered, the adventure briefly forgotten under the weight of his leftover fear. “There was a—thing that screamed—and a skeleton that moved and looked at me!”

 

Rio crouched in close, brushing his curls back, warm and reassuring. “You did amazing. I can’t believe you even went in, little dragon. You were so brave.”

 

“I was on a spy mission,” he mumbled, still holding tightly to Agatha, his tiny fingers in the fabric of her shirt.

 

Agatha rested her cheek against the top of his head, her voice still soft and steady. “That explains everything. A spy in enemy territory. No wonder you looked so serious.”

 

Jen finally caught up, holding out the frog hat like it was fragile cargo. “He’s got nerves of steel,” she said. “Until the skeleton that fell from the ceiling. Then he screamed directly into my soul.”

 

“He warned the skeleton he was a spy,” Alice added with deep affection. “It didn’t care. Rude, honestly.”

 

Agatha chuckled, and Rio gave them both grateful smiles before tucking Nicky’s frog hat back onto his head, a little crooked.

 

“Do you want to sit for a bit, little love?” she asked, thumb brushing his cheek.

 

Nicky gave a tiny nod, still wrapped around Agatha like a scarf made of little boy. “But can you hold me a little longer?” he added, muffled.

 

“I’m not going anywhere,” Agatha said, hoisting him up on her hip as she stood with quiet grace.

 

Rio stood with her, one hand on Agatha’s back and one steadying Nicky’s leg. “Good spy work today,” she said solemnly.

 

Nicky’s hand emerged briefly to give her a thumbs-up.

 

“Good spy nap coming soon,” Alice muttered, stretching her back. “That kid’s gonna crash harder than my thesis after page seventy.”

 

Agatha pressed a gentle kiss to the top of Nicky’s head, her lips lingering there as his little body shuddered again. A few tears had finally broken free, trickling hot and silent down his cheeks, absorbed quickly into her shoulder. She shifted her stance to hold him more securely against her, her hand rubbing slow circles on his back.

 

Then, slowly, she lifted her gaze—sharp, cutting, and ice-cold—toward Alice and Jen.

 

“Well,” she said in that tone that could chill over a boiling kettle, “I trust it was your idea to take a seven-year-old into a haunted crypt.”

 

Alice looked instantly guilty. “It was kind of his idea,” she offered quickly, hands raised like she was approaching a very elegant lioness. “He insisted he wasn’t scared and that spies don’t flinch—”

 

“But we definitely should’ve checked how scary it actually was,” Jen added, her voice contrite. “We didn’t realize there was going to be… that much gore. Or an animatronic nun crawling on the ceiling.”

 

Agatha blinked slowly.

 

“There was a what now?” Rio asked, her voice deceptively casual, dangerously casual, as she rocked gently on her heels, still stroking Nicky’s curls with careful, maternal rhythm, trying to soothe his tears.

 

Jen winced. “A corpse nun. In a habit. Crawling upside down. Like… really fast. And she, uh, twisted her head around. Backwards. While screaming in Latin.”

 

She gave a sheepish little shrug, as though trying to disarm the memory with awkward charm.

 

“I deeply, deeply regret the corpse nun,” she added, more to the floor than anyone.

 

Rio’s expression tightened, but she said nothing. Her focus remained on Nicky’s tear-streaked cheek and the quiet, hiccup breath he took against Agatha’s collarbone.

 

Jen, clearly panicking now, added, “I mean—obviously not a real nun—”

 

“Oh, thank you,” Agatha said dryly, drawing herself to her full height with Nicky still clutching her like a shipwrecked sailor. “I had been briefly worried you’d wandered  into a consecrated crypt with active spiritual inhabitants. That does set my mind at ease.”

 

The sarcasm was clinical. Sterile. Designed to kill.

 

She looked at both of them now, gaze narrowed, chin tilted in that unmistakable way that screamed “tenured and furious.”

 

“I sincerely hope,” she continued, voice cutting with precision honed from years of public lectures and academic duels, each syllable as crisp as chalk on a blackboard, “that next time you think before escorting my seven-year-old child into a chamber of psychological warfare. Or perhaps inquire whether the experience includes graphic ecclesiastical trauma.

 

Her voice dropped then, not for effect but from the weight of it, the sudden gentleness somehow sharper than her scorn.

 

“He’s still a baby,” she murmured, tucking her chin briefly against the top of Nicky’s head.

 

Alice nodded as idf she’d been personally struck by lightning. “Yes. Yes, definitely. That is extremely fair.”

 

Jen followed suit. “Absolutely. We’ll vet the spooky experiences next time. Pinky promise.”

 

“Preferably before he gets emotionally waterboarded by undead clergy,” Rio muttered, adjusting her sunglasses atop her head.

 

Agatha exhaled slowly through her nose, still cradling Nicky against her. His breathing had evened out a little, though his fingers were still tangled tightly in the neckline of her shirt. “No more nuns today, okay?” he whispered, extending a hand towards Rio, who took it immediately.

 

“No more nuns,” Rio said softly, resting her other hand briefly on his back.

 

“Only frogs,” Agatha agreed. “Only frogs forever.”

 

“And maybe the carousel,” he added.

 

Lilia arrived just at this time, pushing Violet’s stroller with her sunhat now pinned to the canopy. She blinked at the scene in front of her—Jen fidgeting, Alice looking like a child caught stealing cookies, Agatha with Nicky on her hip radiating offended elegance, and Rio drying Nicky’s tears—and immediately grasped what had happened.

 

“Oh dear,” she said, giving Violet her pacifier. “Let me guess. Someone thought it would be educational or charming to let the small, excitable child experience horror without a buffer.”

 

“Regrettably, yes,” Agatha said. “Though to their credit, they did carry him out bodily.”

 

“I was brave,” Nicky piped up, his voice small but proud, his face still half-hidden in Agatha’s shoulder. “I went on a spy mission. I saw a skeleton that screamed. I didn’t even cry.”

 

“You were so brave,” Rio said softly, leaning in to kiss his damp cheek. “You were the bravest frog-hat-wearing undercover agent in the entire haunted crypt.”

 

“And there was a thing under the stairs,” he added, eyes widening again at the memory. “It had no eyes. No eyes, Mommy.”

 

Agatha’s fingers moved gently down his back in steady, grounding lines. “That does sound horrifying. But you were incredible. And next time,” she added, raising an eyebrow, “perhaps we stick to the merry-go-round, hm?”

 

“I like the frog ride,” Nicky mumbled, his voice softer now as he began to unwind in her arms. “The frogs don’t scream.”

 

“An excellent policy,” Agatha said dryly.

 

Violet let out a happy squeak from the stroller. Lilia unbukcled her and lifted her out so she could join the snuggle pile. Violet reached for Nicky immediately, touching his hat with soft curiosity. Nicky, sensing the moment, touched her tiny hand as if he had returned from the brink and been welcomed back by his people. The way her baby fingers curled around his calmed him more than any words.

 

The sight softened Agatha’s edges. She looked over at Rio, who caught her gaze and smiled—crooked, knowing, affectionate.

 

“Should we forgive them?” Rio asked in a mock whisper.

 

Agatha glanced at Alice and Jen, still visibly unsure if they were in trouble or off the hook.

 

“I suppose,” she said at last, tone regal as ever, “since they returned him in one piece. No new trauma that I can’t undo with cookies and maternal affection.”

 

“And they did buy him cotton candy earlier,” Rio added pointedly.

 

Agatha raised a single brow. “Obvious bribe.”

 

Jen held up both hands in surrender. “We accept our shame. No more undead nuns. Ever.”

 

“Fully deserved,” Alice echoed quickly. “We’re going to go take a quiet lap around the fairgrounds and rethink our life choices.”

 

Nicky turned toward them from the safety of his mother’s arms and gave them an enthusiastic thumbs-up, cheeks still pink. “I wasn’t really scared,” he declared. “I just… needed a hug. Just in case.”

 

“Oh, sweetheart,” Lilia said, stepping forward with Violet still in her arms. She rubed Nicky’s back gently, her voice warm and unshakable. “Even grown-ups get scared sometimes. That’s why we stick together. And why it’s okay to ask for a hug when you need one.”

 

“I don’t get scared,” Jen offered, grinning—only to be elbowed, hard, in the ribs by Alice.

 

“You screamed louder than Nicky,” Alice muttered.

 

“Did not!”

 

Did too.

 

Agatha sighed. “We’re never doing this again.”

 

“I don’t know,” Rio said, as Nicky and Violet began to giggle softly together. “It turned out alright in the end.”

 

Agatha met her eyes, gave her a long look, and finally—reluctantly—smiled. “Only because he has better emotional resilience than his aunties.”

 

“And a better hat,” Niky added, adjusting his lopsided frog bucket with dignity.

 

“Truly,” Agatha said. “The hat is what saved you.”

 

Lilia laughed. “That, and sheer willpower. Just like his mothers.”

 

“Okay,” Rio said. “Let’s find another ride that won’t traumatize anyone. Preferably with air conditioning.”

 

“Seconded,” said Agatha, shifting Nicky on her hip.

 

“I vote spinning teacups,” Alice said, still trying to get back in good standing.

 

“No one votes for spinning teacups,” Agatha replied flatly. “Spinning teacups are banned.”

 


 

The rollercoaster gleamed in the sun like some mechanical beast of legend—metal tracks rising into impossible loops, the rattle and clank of the cars climbing audible from the shaded benches nearby. It wasn’t the biggest coaster in the park, not even close,  but to Agatha, it might as well have been the chariot of death. A mechanical Hydra with rails for spines and velocity for venom.

 

And somehow, she was in line for it.

 

The betrayal had been slow and surgical.

 

At first, it was innocent enough: Nicky had spotted the mid-tier coaster while slurping on a juice box, his little face lighting up. “Mama,” he’d said, eyes huge with post-haunted-house hope, “please? Just once? With me. So I’ll forget the mean nun forever. I promise.”

 

She might’ve held strong—might’ve countered with a dignified refusal—but then Alice had chimed in from the sidelines, grinning far too wide. “It builds character,” she said, as though this were a coming-of-age ritual rather than a full-body assault.

 

Jen, never one to pass up chaos, had thrown in her pitch. “Also core strength. Really good for the abs. Think of it as Pilates, just… at 60 miles an hour.”

 

Even Lilia—Lilia of all people—had turned her cool, serene gaze upon her and, with a delicate raise of one eyebrow, said, “It would make a beautiful memory, darling.”

 

Agatha had squinted at her. “You mean a final one?”

 

And then came Rio. Lounging comfortably on a shaded bench with Violet curled up in her lap and a smug, traitorous sparkle in her eye, Rio delivered the killing blow. “We all think you should do it. You know, just once. For posterity.”

 

Which was how Agatha Harkness-Vidal, a woman of fine taste and refined intellect, found herself being herded through a snaking queue, surrounded by shrieking teenagers and the faint smell of funnel cake and sunscreen, clutching the safety bar of a ride that looked like it had been engineered by a sleep-deprived sadist with a grudge against gravity.

 

Now, seated beside Nicky in the front car—the front car, gods help her—Agatha buckled herself in with the grim precision of someone strapping into a catapult. Beside her, Nicky practically vibrated with anticipation, clinging to his frog hat with both hands so it wouldn’t fall.

 

“I’m not scared,” he whispered, eyes wide with excitement. “I’m so not scared.”

 

Agatha gave a soft hum in response, unable to quite unglue her spine from the seat.

 

“Are you scared?” Nicky asked, peering up at her, earnest and expectant.

 

Agatha looked down at him—her brave, stubborn, frog-hat-wearing little boy—and managed a composed, if slightly tense, smile. “Not at all,” she lied with the poise of a seasoned professor bullshitting her way through an underprepared lecture. “I’ve simply made peace with my mortality.”

 

Nicky nodded solemnly, as though this were a perfectly acceptable attitude to have before being shot into a double helix at breakneck speed.

 

Behind them, Alice and Jen were already cackling, holding up their phones to record this historical moment. Lilia waved from the exit platform like a queen blessing her subjects. Rio, still seated with Violet, blew her a kiss and mouthed, Good luck, my love.

 

The ride attendant came by to check their restraints. Agatha gave him a chilly nod that made him hesitate just slightly before moving on.

 

“I’ll protect you,” Nicky said, gripping her hand tigthtly. “If it goes upside down, I’ll hold on really hard.

 

That earned him a real smile. Agatha turned her hand to squeeze his in return. “My hero,” she said softly.

 

Then she took a slow, dignified breath. “Nicky,” she murmured, eyeing the track ahead with polite dread, “I want you to know that I love you dearly. Very dearly. Your sister too. And I’d like that affection formally recorded in case I don’t make it.”

 

“You’re not gonna die, Mama,” Nicky chirped back, absolutely radiant with glee, bouncing slightly in his seat despite the bar restraining his movements. “It’s so fun! I promise! Mommy and I did it this morning and she laughed the whole way!”

 

Agatha arched one perfectly skeptical brow.

 

“Yes,” she said coolly, drawing the word out, “because your Mom has no regard for her own survival. Or mine. Or Newtonian physics. And probably a death wish hidden deep down.”

 

The ride lurched forward.

 

And Agatha—Dr. Agatha Harkness, tenured awarded professor, razor-tongued lecturer, feared in debates, venerated in academic journals, and normally composed even when Nicky had finger-painted her tax documents—closed her eyes.

 

She didnt’t scream.

 

She didn’t clutch the bar.

 

She didn’t even flinch when the car tipped over the crest and plummeted, yanking them into a wind-slicing descent that sent shrieks flying from every other rider’s throat.

 

She just held Nicky’s hand—tight, steady, as if anchoring herself to the one small, brave soul in the world she trusted completely.

 

“You’re doing amazing, Mama!” he shouted once, his voice clear in the wind.

 

Agatha tried to nod, lips pressed into a dignified line. Her eyes stayed shut. Her mouth moved, but the sound was lost to the rushing wind. It might have been tell your other mother I loved her, or I renounce the earth, or I should have chosen the damn teacups.

 

And then, like all things, it ended.

 

The car rolled back into the platform. The safety bar lifted. Agatha opened her eyes slowly, carefully, as if still unsure whether she was in the land of the living.

 

Nicky, on the other hand, practically leapt out of the seat. “That was awesome!” he crowed. “Mama, you were so brave! Did you feel the part where we zoomed upside down?!”

 

“I felt… something,” she murmured, stepping out with all the grace of someone recovering from a profound spiritual trial. She was pale. Her hair—usually a masterpiece—was wind-tossed and falling loose from its clip.

 

She walked down the exit ramp with the gait of a soldier returning from war.

 

Waiting at the bottom was the rest of the gang. Violet was asleep on Lilia’s shoulder, one hand curled around a pacifier string. Alice and Jen were grinning too wide. Rio rose when she saw them coming and stepped forward, all mischief and affection.

 

Agtha reached the end of the ramp and exhaled, slowly, precisely.

 

“Never again,” she said, in the clearest, most crystalline tone her voice could manage. “I mean that in the fullest theological and legal sense. I mean it, Rio. If you ever so much as suggest I do that again, I will divorce you. Cheerfully.”

 

Rio didn’t tease her. Not right away. She just smiled and pulled a granola bar from the bag on the stroller, slipping it into Agatha’s palm like a peace offering.

 

Agatha stared at it.

 

“What is this?”

 

“Your medal of honor,” Rio murmured. “For bravery under extreme duress. High-speed spiritual combat. Class-five marital betrayal.”

 

Agatha turned the bar over once, then twice, as if checking for hidden explosives. “Peanut butter and oat,” she said flatly. “How fitting. Dry, morally righteous, and unreasonably chewy.”

 

Before Rio could respond, Nicky darted in front of them with the eager energy of a child fueled by g-forces and filial victory. “You were so good, Mama! You didn’t scream or cry or throw up or anything! You just—” He flopped backward in dramatic fashion, arms slack at his sides, face frozen in the serene expression she’d adopted during the entire ride. “Like this!”

 

Agatha blinked down at him, unimpressed. “Thank you, darling. Your reenactment is very flattering and also deeply disrespectful.”

 

Lilia chuckled from her spot nearby, rocking Violet gently in her arms. “I’ve never seen you so quiet for that long, Agatha.”

 

“I was praying,” Agatha said. “To every god and goddesses I’ve ever studied— Greek, Norse, Sumerian, cosmic— that might forgive me for marrying into a family of thrill-seekers.”

 

Alice grinned. “We were taking bets on whether you’d actually scream.”

 

“She didn’t,” Jen said proudly. “Didn’t even flinch.”

 

“Of course I didn’t scream,” Agatha replied, lifting her chin. “I suffered in silence. Like all women of culture and restraint.”

 

“You clutched your child’s hand like a rosary,” Rio said with a fond smile.

 

“He is my emotional support unit,” Agatha said, reaching to smooth Nicky’s hair, still spiked from the wind. “And quite possibly the only reason I’m still breathing.”

 

“Oh, come on,” Rio said, slipping her hand into Agatha’s. “It wasn’t that bad.”

 

Agatha turned her head slowly. “Rio. My spirit briefly left my body. I saw the 1800s. I watched a crow wink at me in slow motion. I died.”

 

Rio only laughed and kissed her temple. “You were magnificent. I’m proud of you.”

 

Agatha glanced at her, one elegant brow lifting. “If this is how we celebrate the end of the school year, I dread to think what you’ll plan for my retirement.”

 

“Oh, that’s a surprise,” Rio said sweetly, slipping her arm around her wife’s waist.

 

Jen grinned. “There may be skydiving involved.”

 

“Don’t even joke,” Agatha deadpanned.

 

Nicky threw his arms around her waist. “Can we go again?!”

 

Agatha patted his head gently. “Absolutely not. Unless, of course, you want Mommy to be the only one raising you from now on.”

 

Nicky blinked up at her. “Why? Where would you go?”

 

“Where all noble souls go after enduring unspeakable trials,” she replied. “Catasterized. Into legend. Possibly a sanatorium.”

 

Rio, leaning on the stroller and positively glowing with amusement, grinned. “So… maybe next year?”

 

“Next century,” Agatha said, reaching up to twist her hair back into place—only for the plastic clip to snap cleanly in her hand.

 

She stared at it like it had personally betrayed her. This close to being her last straw.

 

“Dramatic,” Rio said, already digging in the stroller bag. She produced another clip with suspicious readiness, like she’d prepared for just this moment.

 

Agatha took it wordlessly, arching a single, elegant brow in a way that made it very clear this conversation was not over. Her expression—cool, composed, and ever so slightly unhinged—promised future vengeance. Possibly legal action. Almost certainly a dramatic retelling over wine.

 

She clipped her hair back in place, then adjusted her cuffs with surgical precision.

 

“I’d like to speak with the park’s management,” she said at last. “Preferably someone in charge of moral restitution.”

 

Rio bit back a laugh. “Should I get you a comment card?”

 

“I intend to file a complaint,” Agatha said. “Several, in fact. Starting with the number of spins. And the upside-down part. And the sheer volume of my own internal screaming.”

 

Violet stirred in Lilia’s arms, stretching her tiny fingers with a soft, sleepy whimper. Her round cheeks were flushed from her nap, hair tousled into a halo of warm brown curls. One hand reached instinctively toward the sound of her mother’s voice.

 

Agatha took her with a deep sigh. The moment Violet settled into her arms, her breathing evened out. Her composure, shattered and scattered like confetti, began knitting itself back together in threads of soft baby weight and familiar warmth.

 

Agatha pressed her lips to her daughter’s temple, closed her eyes briefly, and murmured like she was reading the last line of a poem. “I endured.”

 

Then, almost inaudibly. “For love.”

 

And somewhere in the background, Nicky proudly declared to a passing family, “That’s my mama. She didn’t even throw up once.”

 

Agatha closed her eyes for one beat, breathed in, and whispered to Violet, “You’ll be a reader like me, won’t you? A scholar. Someone who finds thrill in well-structured sentences and footnotes. You will love libraries, and silence, and things that remain where you left them.

 

Violet stared.

 

"Not a daredevil like your brother or mother," Agatha went on. “No dangling upside-down from questionable harnesses. No ‘just once, Mama, I promise it’s not that bad.’ You’ll be sensible. Grounded. Bound to the earth.”

 

Violet blew a raspberry.

 

“I’ll take that as a yes.”

 

And behind her, Nicky could be heard saying, “When I grow up, I’m gonna make Mama ride every rollercoaster in the world!”

 

Agatha paused. She didn’t turn.

 

But she did whisper to Violet, very calmly, “You’re not allowed to date boys or girls like that either.”

 

Violet, blessedly, just yawned.

 

Agatha nodded. “That’s my girl.”

 

Next time, she was booking a spa.

 

They resumed their walk through the park, the sound of the rollercoaster clattering behind them like a monster vanishing into the distance. Another round of ecstatic shrieks ripped into the summer sky, full of thrill and terror and joy.

 

Agatha didn’t even flinch.

 

She didn’t glance back, didn’t dignify the beast with one more second of her attention. She held her head high, spine straight, gaze fixed forward like a woman who had stared death in the face and would not be tempted into a rematch.

 

Agatha Harkness-Vidal had done it. Once. That was more than enough. History would remember her courage. Her obituary would not include “rode twice.”

 

They rounded a corner and reached the midway games section of the park, which unfurled before them like an auditory assault: bells ringing, horns honking, dings and zings and cartoon sound effects colliding in a wild symphony of sensory overload. Lights blinked in impossible colors. Barkers shouted promises of “winner every time!” and “prizes as big as your dreams!” as if those dreams weren’t rigged and entirely made of polyester and stuffing.

 

There were rubber ducks to hook, bottles to ring, hammers to slam, and basketball hoops perched at mischievously slanted angles that mocked physics and parental wallets alike.

 

It took Nicky all of ten seconds to spot his heart’s desire.

 

Perched high above a pyramid of milk bottles—dangerously wobbly, suspiciously heavy-looking—sat a green stuffed dinosaur. Not just any dinosaur. This one had stubby arms, wildly bulging eyes, and a floppy, impossibly wide grin stitched across its plush face. But most importantly—

 

It wore a tiny red hat.

 

Nicky gasped so dramatically it drew heads from two stroller rows over.

 

He tugged hard at Agatha’s hand, nearly swinging from her arm. “Mama. MAMA. Look. Look! It’s a dinosaur.”

 

“I see it,” Agatha said, already war-weary. She squinted up at the thing like it might require diplomatic negotiations. “It’s larger than your sister.”

 

“It’s a dinosaur,” Nicky said again, the sacredness of this fact outweighing all logic. “I need it.”

 

“You have at least four dinosaur plushes at home,” she replied, trying to hold on. “One of them still has jam on its tail. Not counting the dragons.”

 

Rio pushed her sunglasses higher on her nose. “He’s right. That hat changes everything.”

 

“Of course it does,” Agatha muttered. She adjusted Violet on her hip, who was watching the lights with wide, fascinated eyes. “We’ll try a game,” she relented, gesturing toward the row of aggressively colorful stands. “Just one.”

 

“Two?” Nicky asked instantly.

 

“One,” Agatha repeated. “And only because that dinosaur’s expression reminds me of how I felt inside while plummeting from 120 feet.”

 

Rio leaned over with a conspiratorial grin. “You want me to win it for him?”

 

“I want it to mysteriously disappear,” Agatha said. “But I know how this ends. With you breaking your wrist trying to impress him and me carrying that monstrosity on the tram ride back to the car.”

 

“I’ll carry it!” Nicky promised.

 

“You say that now,” Agatha said flatly, already pulling out the cash like a woman surrendering to fate and rigged games. “But eventually it will fall to me. Everything does.”

 

One game turned into two.

 

Then five.

 

Then some unspoken, primal challenge took root in the group—because the dinosaur wasn’t just a plush toy anymore. It was the mountain they would conquer, the standard of victory, the plush-stuffed embodiment of their collective will.

 

Nicky threw bean bags like a baby goat trying to hail a cab—full of enthusiasm, absolutely no aim. He missed every milk bottle as if  it owed him money. Not a single ring landed on a can, not even by accident. At the basketball booth, he launched a shot that arced so wide it nearly took out a passing churro vendor.

 

“That’s okay!” Alice declared, materializing at his side like a chaotic fairy godmother in a band tee and platform Converse. “Let’s get this dinosaur, little man. I got this.”

 

She cracked her knuckles with the solemnity of a street fighter about to throw down and squared up to the hoop like she was about to dunk on the WNBA.

 

The ball left her hand with a hopeful arc… and clanged off the rim, shooting backward with almost offensive bounce and rolling into a dark corner like it was embarrassed to be seen with them.

 

“Okay, okay, that one doesn’t count,” Alice said, straightening oncz again.

 

“Uh-huh,” Jen said, arms folded, a smirk dancing on her face.

 

“Watch and learn,” Rio said suddenly, reaching across the counter and grabbing a set of balls with a gleam in her eyes. “It’s war now.”

 

“Oh no,” Lilia muttered under her breath. “She’s competitive.”

 

“She always was,” Agatha murmured from her spot near the stroller, sipping a magically acquired iced tea with an expression halfway between dread and amusement. “It’s actually a little terrifying when she gets like this.”

 

Rio planted her feet, narrowed her eyes, and lined up her shot with the intensity of a woman preparing to defend her doctoral thesis and win Olympic gold.

 

The ball hit the rim.

 

Again. And again. And again.

 

Each miss came closer than the last, but the hoop was rigged like every cursed amusement in the row. Too high, too small, too angled. Rio’s shots grazed the edge, bounced, and betrayed her.

 

“That hoop is crooked,” she said after her third miss, fire in her voice.

 

“Gravity is crooked,” Jen offered.

 

Alice, now holding a churro she didn’t remember buying, leaned toward Nicky. “Don’t worry, kiddo. We’ll get your mayor.”

 

“I believe in you,” Nicky said gravely, placing a small, sticky hand on Rio’s knee. “But none of you are athletes.”

 

Rio blinked. “Excuse me?”

 

“I mean it in love,” he said, palms up like a tiny diplomat. “You have heart. You just don’t have aim.

 

“I’ll show you not an athlete,” Rio muttered, already reaching for another five-dollar bill like a woman possessed.

 

Lilia covered her mouth to stifle a laugh. “This reminds me of my cousin at the county fair back in Sicily,” she said. “He once broke a hammer trying to win me a ceramic chicken.”

 

“Did he succeed?” Agatha asked, eyes cool over her cup like she was watching a chess match unfold in (at?) a gladiator arena.

 

“He got a splinter and had to sit down,” Lilia said, beaming.

 

From the stroller, Violet made a small, hiccuppy sound—half giggle, half burp—and Agatha bent down to adjust her sunhat. “Yes, darling,” she murmured. “This is your legacy.”

 

Meanwhile, Alice accidentally knocked over a tower of bottles… at the stall next door. The teen managing that booth stared at her like she’d just rearranged the laws of space-time.

 

“Oops,” she said cheerfully. “Good instincts, wrong dimension.”

 

“Okay,” Jen said, clapping her hands once. “Group huddle. We’re wasting money. We need a plan.”

 

“We need an intervention,” Agatha corrected, still crouched next to Violet.

 

“We’re so close!” Rio insisted, grabbing another set of bean bags with fresh resolve.

 

“You’ve said that six times,” Agatha said.

 

“And I’ve meant it six times!

 

Ten minutes later, their prize remained perched—smug, secure, and grinning atop its bottle tower. Unbothered. Untouched. Practically taunting them with his stupid little hat.

 

But Nicky hadn’t stopped smiling. He bounced beside them, cheering at every miss like it was a game-winning shot, proud as ever.

 

“Can I try again?” he asked brightly, gripping a basketball half his size.

 

“You can try anything you want, sweetheart,” Rio said, handing it over with a wink. “This is your quest.”

 

Agatha rubbed her temple, already imagining how she’d have to carry that damn dinosaur home in defeat. But somehowit didn’t feel like losing. Not with all of them gathered there in the swirl of carnival heat and laughter and ridiculousness.

 

And as Nicky lifted the ball again, wobbling adorably as he lined up, Agatha found herself watching him not with judgment, but a strange, unexpected warmth.

 

The dinosaur would come home with them. One way or another.

 

Even if she had to negotiate with the bored teen behind the counter for a bribe.

 

She was a mother. She had limits. But she also had cash.

 

Agatha handed the stroller—with Violet snoozing peacefully in it, cheeks flushed with sleep and one tiny fist curled under her chin—into Lilia’s waiting hands.

 

“Hold my daughter,” she said evenly. “I have something to destroy.”

 

The others turned just in time to see her stride toward the basketball booth with the solemnity of a woman entering a courtroom where she was both judge and executioner.

 

The booth attendant—maybe seventeen, in a vest two sizes too big and a visor that had seen better days—looked up with mild surprise. But when he recognized her, his eyes lit up. After watching this family flame out for nearly half an hour, he was invested now. He leaned forward on his elbows, grinning. “Back for more?”

 

“Three balls,” Agatha said. Her tone left no room for refusal.

 

He didn’t argue. He slid three glossy red basketballs toward her without a word.

 

The entire group fell silent.

 

Alice squinted dramatically and whispered, “Is it just me, or did the temperature drop ten degrees?”

 

“She’s going to destroy that hoop,” Jen muttered, crossing her arms.

 

Agatha stepped forward and picked up the first ball. No warm-up. No theatrics.

 

She lined up. Threw.

 

The ball hit the rim, skidded off the side.

 

Alice snorted quietly.

 

Jen and Nicky turned to glare at her in perfect twin synchronization.

 

Agatha said nothing. Her jaw shifted slightly, the only sign that she even noticed the miss. She picked up the second ball and took a step back.

 

This time, she exhaled—slow, precise, the way you might before stepping into a duel at dawn. She adjusted her shoulders, just slightly, as though finding some ancient axis of power within her spine.

 

Second shot: it bounced once, kissed the rim, and wobbled out.

 

A beat of silence.

 

From the stroller, Violet snored softly. Lilia rocked her gently, not daring to move otherwise.

 

“Come on, Mama,” Nicky whispered, hands clenched at his chest. “You can do it.”

 

Still, Agatha said nothing.

 

She simply rolled her shoulders once, like a predator losening its limbs before a pounce. Then she lifted the final ball.

 

Time stretched.

 

Her fingers adjusted their grip.

 

Her eyes narrowed slightly, calculating.

 

Then—without warning—she moved. A smooth arc of motion. Controlled. Fluid.

 

The ball soared, slicing through the air with the grace of a poem mid-recitation.

 

It didn’t just hit the hoop.

 

It passed through it cleanly, quietly—so perfectly that the net barely moved, as if acknowledging a superior force.

 

Ding ding ding!

 

The booth lights flashed in a sudden frenzy of reds and golds. A siren blared once, unnecessary but victorious.

 

The attendant, visibly stunned, let out a low whistle. Then, slowly, he reached up and unhooked the plush dinosaur—the green monstrosity with its lopsided limbs and tiny red cap that had caused so much chaos—and held it out like he was passing on a mildly cursed object.

 

Agatha turned around calmly.

 

“Would you like the hat-wearing dinosaur now?” she asked, as if she’d just handed Nicky a clean lunchbox, not eternal glory.

 

Nicky’s mouth dropped open. He stared at her like she had just parted the Red Sea, cured disease, and rewritten gravity. “You won,” he whispered. “Mama. You did it. You WON.

 

She handed him the absurd plush creature without fanfare, and he threw his arms around it like it had saved his life.

 

And then Rio was there—eyes shining, laughing breathlessly—before throwing her arms around her wife and kissing her soundly, fully, in front of everyone. Like Agatha had just walked out of a space capsule or won gold at the Olympics or possibly both.

 

“Did you see her?” Rio said between kisses. “That was hot. You sank it, babe.”

 

Agatha raised a single eyebrow mid-kiss, looking faintly amused. But her free hand curled instinctively around Rio’s waist, pulling her closer.

 

“I promise,” she murmured in Rio’s ear, just loud enough for her alone, “next time, I’ll win you one.”

 

“MOOOOMS.” Nicky groaned loudly, burying his face into the dinosaur’s belly. “You’re making the dinosaur awkward!

 

Alice doubled over with laughter. Jen clapped a hand over her mouth. Lilia shook her head, delighted, as Violet stirred gently in the stroller and blinked up at the light.

 

“Can I put him in Vivi’s stroller?” Nicky asked, already cradling the oversized dinosaur like a sleepy toddler. “He’s very tired.”

 

Agatha arched an. “Of course,” she said, tone grave. “By all means, make room for His Majesty. I only gave birth to one of the three beings clutching that stroller, after all.”

 

He gently tucked the massive dinosaur beside his baby sister, who blinked up at her new plush companion, unimpressed but tolerant. Then she promptly turned her head away as if deciding she had better things to contemplate—like clouds, or her own toes.

 

Jen pulled out her phone. “Wait. I need a picture of this. She looks like she’s got a bouncer now.”

 

“More like a bodyguard,” Alice added. “One gust of wind and he’ll take out a churro cart.”

 

Nicky stood back and surveyed his work like a true artist. “They’re friends now,” he announced solemnly. “She doesn’t know it yet, but she loves him.”

 

“She’s a patient girl,” Lilia said with a chuckle, rocking the stroller gently as she peered at Violet. “Takes after her mother.”

 

“Which one?” Alice teased.

 

Lilia smiled. “We all know which one.”

 

Nicky took Agatha’s hand again. “You’re so good at games, Mama,” he said, looking up at her with that open adoration that still stunned her sometimes.

 

Agatha let him swing their hands gently back and forth as they began walking again. “I’m good at many things, sweetheart,” she said with the faintest of smiles, her voice touched with amusement and the quiet pride only mothers truly earn.

 

“I know,” Nicky said, eyes wide. “You’re like… a wizard.”

 

Behind them, Rio let out a bright peal of laughter, barely muffled by her sunglasses. “Oh no,” she said under her breath. “Here we go again.”

 

Agatha turned just enough to shoot her a look over her shoulder—half fondness, half mock warning—before returning her gaze to her son. “Let’s not start that rumor again,” she said dryly. “And if you do, make sure to get it right. I’m a witch, darling. Wizards are lesser beings.”

 

“Lesser?” Jen asked, raising a brow.

 

“Tragically so,” Agatha said without missing a beat. “Unmoisturized. Underprepared. Emotionally repressed. Can’t pull off long coats.”

 

Rio hummed in agreement. “Witches do have better wardrobes.”

 

“And better taste in women,” Agatha added, gently squeezing Rio’s hand as it found hers.

 

They strolled forward, a slow-moving parade of laughter, stroller wheels, and soft familial chaos, with the sun warming their shoulders and the sounds of the carnival fading behind them. Violet had drifted off again, now using the dinosaur’s leg as a pillow. Nicky walked a little taller, still swinging Agatha’s hand. Alice was trying to photobomb Jen’s shot of the stroller. Lilia watched them all with quiet, brimming affection.

 

It wasn’t just a win at a rigged booth.

 

It was a perfect moment.

 

And somehow, Agatha thought, as she glanced at the stuffed dinosaur riding beside her baby, this ridiculous creature is going to be in every photo album we ever make.

 

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Chapter 54: Raccoons and Balloons

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The golden light of late afternoon had begun to stretch long and warm across the amusement park, softening the shadows and cooling the pavement just enough to make the air feel like it had exhaled. The crowds thinned a little, lulled by sun and sugar and lunch. Nicky, far from tired, sudenly spotted another tall, twisting metal monster of a ride across the plaza and gasped like he’d founda treasure.

 

He latched onto Alice’s arm with the force of a determined squirrel. “We have to go on that one. It goes upside down!”

 

Alice took one look, broke into a wicked grin, and said, “My thoughts exactly.”

 

Jen sighed with the exasperated affection of someone who absolutely would be dragged into this. She slid her sunglasses back on with the exaggerated grace of an undercover agent preparing for battle. “Lead the way, Agent Frog Ears.”

 

With that, the three of them took off—arms flailing, feet pounding the pavement like a herd of joyful chaos, Nicky’s laughter trailing behind them like a kite string.

 

Lilia adjusted her sunhat with a smile, watching them go. “Well,” she said, turning to Agatha with a gentle, amused expression, “it seems we’ve been abandoned by the chaos brigade.”

 

Agatha took a long sip of her slightly melted iced coffee, then sighed. “I suppose we’re the responsible ones now.”

 

“Only temporarily,” Lilia said, voice lilting with something light and warm. “Would you come on the Ferris wheel with me?”

 

Agatha blinked. “The Ferris wheel?”

 

Lilia nodded, calm as ever. “It’s gentle. Slow. Good views. Excellent for digestion. Especially after funnel cake and whatever that blue drink was.”

 

Agatha hesitated, then turned to Rio, who was gently wrestling Violet out of her brother’s new dinosaur. The baby had latched onto its tail with steely determination and was trying to eat it with impressive efforts.

 

Rio finally prevailed, tugging the plush free with the expert skill of a seasoned mom and replacing the plushie safely next to the baby and oyt of her mouth. She looked up, brushing a strand of hair from her face, and caught Agatha’s glance.

 

“Go,” Rio said, standing up with a grin, brushing off her jeans. “You love her company. And she absolutely adores you.”

 

“You sure?” Agatha asked, though the answer was written plainly across Rio’s face.

 

“Absolutely,” Rio said, stepping forward to squeeze Agatha’s hand. “Besides, we’re having a girls’ date over here. Vivi Moon and I are going to talk about philosophy and snack thievery.”

 

Agatha chuckled, her thumb brushing gently over Rio’s knuckles. “You know heights freak me out a little.”

 

“I know,” Rio said, lowering her voice as she leaned in. “But I also know you won’t let that stop you. Look at me, I do it everyday.”

 

Agatha smiled then—small, reluctant, but genuine. “You’re not that tall, you know.”

 

“That’s what I’m saying,” Rio replied, her grin widening. “I do terrifying things every day just by kissing you.”

 

Violet let out a soft coo, clearly pleased with the resolution of the dinosaur standoff. Agatha leaned down, pressing a kiss to her tiny forehead, then reached up and smoothed a hand over the dino’s ridiculous head, now safely seated beside its newest companion and not in her mouth anymore.

 

“You behave for Mommy,” Agatha whispered to her daughter, who blinked back up at her with sleepy contentment.

 

Then, straightening her shoulders like someone heading into, Agatha turned to Lilia.

 

“All right,” she said. “Let’s go see what the world looks like from up there.”

 

It wasn’t the tallest Ferris wheel in the world—not by any stretch—but as the painted gondola gently rocked under their feet, it felt tall enough. From the ground, the ride had looked like nothing more than a charming staple of any well-loved amusement park, but now, as they ascended, the illusion of safety peeled back layer by layer. The metal creaked in that telltale way that old amusement rides do—not dangerous, but just enough to remind you that you were floating.

 

Agatha stepped in with the kind of composure only decades of discipline could teach, but the moment the gondola door clicked shut, her jaw set ever so slightly tighter. The ride operator, blissfully unaware of the quiet tension brewing in one passenger, gave a cheerful wave and hit the lever. With a soft jolt, they began their slow, inevitable climb into the sky.

 

Agatha sat on the edge of the bench, posture painfully straight, fingers braced on her knees like she might steady the whole contraption through sheer force of will. Her eyes refused to settle on any single point—hovering somewhere between the opposite wall and the sky, never quite landing on the slowly shrinking park below.

 

Across from her, Lila sat with a poise that suggested she had long since made peace with gravity. She leaned back with the grace of someone in no rush, her woven sunhat tilted just enough to let the golden light spill over her cheekbones. The breeze fluttered the edges of her linen shirt and whispered through her earrings.

 

“Breathe, sweetheart,” she said gently, not mocking, just warm. Familiar.

 

“I’m breathing,” Agatha replied through clenched teeth, her tone crisp enough to slice paper.

 

Lilia’s eyes twinkled. “You’re technically inhaling and exhaling, yes. But breathing is a whole-body thing, darling. Try letting your shoulders be part of it.”

 

Agatha exhaled a tight, humorless breath. “Do you coach all your people through Ferris wheels, or am I special?”

 

“You’re very special,” Lilia said with an affectionate smile. “But for what it’s worth, I used to be scared of heights too.”

 

That made Agatha pause. Her gaze snapped toward Lilia, suspicious and curious all at once. “You?”

 

“Oh yes,” Lilia said, nodding calmly. “Terribly. White-knuckled, heart-in-throat, prayer-reciting fear. I used to cry on ski lifts.”

 

Agatha blinked. Something about the image of calm, composed Lilia losing it on a ski lift didn’t compute. “What changed?”

 

Lilia folded her hands in her lap, her voice quiet and steady. “I realized something, after years of white-knuckling my way through life. Fear and awe—turns out, they’re very close cousins. Practically twins. One heartbeat apart. You stop gripping the fear so hard, and suddenly, awe has room to move in.”

 

The words settled between them like mist. Agatha didn’t speak for a moment, her eyes flicking to the world outside the gondola—now several stories up. The park had shrunk into a toyland below them. Music floated upward in faint bursts, distorted by wind and distance. Even the kids’ shrieks of laughter had become muffled, like echoes in a dream. Everything seemed slower here. Removed. Lighter.

 

The gondola reached the top and paused, suspended like a breath being held. For a long second, they hovered at the edge of sky.

 

Agatha, cautiously, turned her head and risked a glance down.

 

The view was… expansive. Not terrifying, not anymore—though her stomach still tightened a little. The sun painted the rooftops in rich amber, casting long shadows from roller coasters and snack carts. Tiny people moved below them like pieces on a board game. In the distance, the hills rolled gently, soft and golden in the fading light.

 

And suddenly—without warning—her grip on fear loosened just enough for something else to settle in.

 

Wonder.

 

“I see what you mean,” Agatha murmured.

 

Lilia smiled and reached across the small space between them, her fingers resting lightly on Agatha’s hand.

 

“One heartbeat,” she said again, gently.

 

Far below, Rio swayed with that soft, instinctual rhythm mothers seemed to be born knowing—an ancient dance passed down in blood and bone. Violet’s tiny head was nestled peacefully against her chest, dark hair blending with Rio’s as her little fingers curled trustingly against the collar. From this height, the two of them looked impossibly small—miniature, framed in sunlight like part of a watercolor postcard. Distant. Fragile.

 

And yet, to Agatha, they felt anything but far away. There was a thread in her, taut and golden, running straight from her ribcage down through the air to the woman and child below. She could feel them in her chest like music, like gravity.

 

“She’s a good mother,” Lilia said softly, following Agatha’s gaze with the quiet understanding of someone who knew what it was to raise a soul from the ground up.

 

Agatha didn’t look away. “She is. And a remarkable woman.”

 

There was no ceremony in the words, no performance. Just truth, warm and steady.

 

Lilia nodded, her voice gentler still. “And she loves you in a way that is… cosmic.”

 

Agatha blinked, surprised.

 

“I see it,” Lilia went on, smiling to herself. “Every day. In the way she looks at you when you’re not paying attention. Like you’re the answer to a question she’s been asking since she was a little girl.”

 

Agatha gave a soft, startled breath. “She’s not exactly subtle about it, is she?”

 

“No,” Lilia said, her smile turning mischievous. “She’s not. She’s loud and chaotic and headlong in everything. But you know what is subtle?” She turned to Agatha fully now. “Gratitude. Mine.”

 

Agatha turned, slowly. The gondola rocked slightly as the Ferris wheel began its gradual descent, but neither woman noticed.

 

“I am so deeply, wordlessly grateful for what you’ve given her,” Lilia said, her voice thick with feeling. “And for what you’ve given me. You didn’t just walk into this family—you built part of it with your own two hands. My grandchildren. The safety my daughter finally feels in the world. That didn’t come out of nowhere.”

 

Agatha’s throat closed up, sudden and sharp. She swallowed once, then again. “I don’t always feel like I know what I’m doing,” she said quietly, her voice sounding smaller than usual in the open air.

 

“None of us do,” Lilia replied. “That’s the great trick of adulthood. We all think everyone else has the answers, when really, we’re all just guessing. Loving the best we can. And you? You love her like someone who decided she deserved to be safe long before she believed it herself.”

 

Agatha looked down again. Violet was now back in the stroller as Rio crouched beside her, pointing something out on the ground—maybe a ladybug, maybe a glint of foil pretending to be treasure. Rio’s face was lit with that fierce, soft joy that came only when she was with their children, as if every moment was its own sacred story.

 

“I lost my mother,” Agatha said at last, her voice low and careful. “Not just to death, but to… cruelty. To absence. And I think—I think I spent most of my life quietly assuming I’d never have one again. That I didn’t need one. That I was better off without.”

 

Lilia didn’t interrupt. She just listened, hand still resting gently on Agatha’s.

 

“But you…” Agatha’s voice caught for a moment. She exhaled, slowly. “You feel like something I didn’t even know I was missing. Something… warm. Steady. And terrifying.”

 

Lilia’s eyes shimmered with tears, but she didn’t look away. “Well. That makes two of us then.”

 

For a long time, neither of them said anything. Wind ruffled their hair and cooled the air between them. Below, Rio stood and gently rocked the stroller again, her eyes tilted up, scanning the wheel as if she could feel Agatha watching.

 

Agatha closed her eyes for a moment and let it all move through her—the height, the light, the ache, the relief, the quiet miracle of being loved by so many and learning, finally, to let it in. Her fingers curled tighter around Lilia’s, grounding herself in that simple, living connection.

 

“The thing about fear,” she murmured, “is that it’s hard to unlearn when it’s taught early.”

 

“But you’re unlearning it anyway,” Lilia said. “Which is why you’re braver than you think.”

 

Agatha exhaled again, a little laugh caught in it. “I really do hate heights.”

 

Lilia grinned, warm and bright. “Then you’re doing beautifully, my love.”

 

And for the first time, Agatha believed it.

 

They descended again.

 

The world, which had felt so distant and hushed just moments before, began to fold back into itself—layer by layer, noise by noise. The whir of cotton candy machines returned first, like the sigh of some great sugary beast. Then came the chaotic shrieks of teenagers being flung through the sky on spinning contraptions, the rhythmic call of carnival barkers offering prizes no one needed, and, threading through it all, Nicky’s unmistakable giggle—bright, wild, utterly alive.

 

But for just one moment longer, the gondola hadn’t quite touched the ground. The air still felt thinned, the sunlight gentler, like the edge of a dream that hadn’t yet faded.

 

And in that breath before reentry, the world belonged to them alone.

 

Up here—between sky and earth—love didn’t look like grand declarations or perfectly chosen words. It looked like this: a patch of sunlight cast across weathered paint and aging metal. A baby asleep in a stroller below. Two women, one older, one younger, who had arrived at each other by entirely different roads, and stayed.

 

Women who had no map for this, only instinct and intention. Who had become family not by blood, but by choosing—over and over again—to love when it was hard, to stay when it was easier to run, to reach across decades and differences and say, You are mine, too.

 

“Next time,” Agatha murmured as the wheel began to slow, “I am making you do something you fear.”

 

Lilia laughed, the sound low and warm, and gave her hand one last squeeze before the gondola clicked gently into place. “Deal. But only if we stop for kettle corn first.”

 

The safety bar lifted with a creak. The wheel had rolled them gently—kindly—back to earth.

 

And with that, the spell broke. The ground met them like an old friend, familiar and noisy and chaotic as ever.

 

Back on solid ground, the world returned to its usual tempo—a delightful cacophony of laughter, music from the carousel in the distance, the screech of roller coasters, and the smell of churros lingering sweet in the air.

 

Rio was now walking Violet around in the stroller with one hand and holding a suspiciously large pink unicorn plushie in the other—“She won it for herself,” Alice had said dryly when they returned from the thrill ride. Jen was still grinning, and Nicky was skipping beside them, bubbling over with the high of adrenaline and cotton candy.

 

Rio caught Agatha’s eye across the short distance and grinned—wide, reckless, and utterly full of life. She tilted her head slightly, like you okay, love? And Agatha, with a breath still tinged with the altitude of awe, nodded.

 

Lilia smiled beside her, watching it all unfold. “Looks like the chaos brigade’s intact.”

 

Agatha exhaled with a tiny smile, heart warm and rattled. “Barely.”

 

But she wouldn’t have traded it for anything.

 

Because coming down from the heights—literal or otherwise—was only scary if you didn’t know what was waiting for you at the bottom.

 

And Agatha did.

 

They kept on walking, Violet pushed by Jen and Nicky holding on to the stroller, Lilia a few feet behind, and Agatha and Rio next to them, holding hands. Until  they spotted it.

 

A commotion rippled down the promenade ahead of them—kids shrieking in delight, parents pulling out phones, park music swelling with cartoonish trumpets—and from the swell of noise emerged a towering figure: a round-headed raccoon mascot, larger than life and twice as fuzzy, making its cheerful way toward them with confident, plodding steps.

 

Its head was massive and moon-round, eyes impossibly wide and glossy, black nose like a button at the center of its face. A permanent smile split its plushy muzzle, and it wore bright yellow suspenders over a slightly-too-small forest-green vest. A laminated name tag sat proudly on its chest.

 

Reggie the Raccoon, it read, in bold bubble letters.

 

Nicky froze mid-ramble, jaw slightly agape. His entire body went still—no small feat for him.

 

“…Is that,” he asked, voice hushed with reverence, “a creature?”

 

Jen looked down at him, barely containing her grin. “That, Agent Frog Ears,” she said gravely, “is the park’s official ambassador.”

 

“It’s huge,” Nicky whispered. He was utterly mesmerized. “Is it real?”

 

Rio covered her mouth, already laughing. Agatha raised a skeptical brow. Lilia, catching up beside them, tilted her head and muttered, “Oh dear. He’s entering the ‘interrogation’ phase.”

 

But Nicky was already moving, marching toward Reggie with all the solemnity of a field commander. His tiny sandals slapped against the pavement with purpose, and he stopped at a safe-but-serious distance, hands planted on his hips like an underpaid park detective.

 

Reggie spotted him right away and paused in mid-wave, then slowly lifted both oversized arms in a gentle, encouraging greeting.

 

Nicky didn’t wave back.

 

He squinted.

 

And then—still deeply suspicious—he pointed. “Are you hot in there?”

 

Reggie, to his credit, gave a very dramatic, very exaggerated nod, then pantomimed wiping his fuzzy brow with the back of one enormous paw. A collective giggle rose from a nearby group of parents.

 

Jen laughed under her breath. “Oh no. He’s warming up.”

 

“Can you see me?” Nicky asked, narrowing his eyes like he was testing Reggie.

 

The raccoon nodded again, slowly this time, tapping his big cartoon nose with a paw and then pointing both paws toward his enormous glassy eyes. A woman nearby audibly said “Awwww,” as if this was the sweetest surveillance operation she’d ever witnessed.

 

“Do you,” Nicky continued, eyes narrowing even further, “have knees?”

 

This gave Reggie pause.

 

Then, with great theatrical effort, the mascot bent one giant plush leg with a wobble and lifted it slightly, as though showing off a secret. He gave it a firm pat, then pointed at Nicky as if to say, See? Officially knee-equipped.

 

Agatha snorted despite herself. “He’s going to ask for credentials next.”

 

“No,” Rio murmured, leaning in toward her, “he’s about to—”

 

“Do you,” Nicky asked, one hand now pointing like a tiny prosecuting attorney, “live in the park? Or do you go home?”

 

Reggie froze. The crowd nearby turned to listen. A teenager murmured, “Oh my god. That kid’s amazing.”

 

The raccoon mascot slowly pantomimed a house shape with his paws—two slanted lines for a roof—then pretended to lie down and snore. A perfect mime of This is my day job, but I also sleep here.

 

Nicky considered this answer for a moment, then nodded slowly, churro now forgotten. “That’s acceptable.”

 

Jen bent at the waist, howling. “That’s acceptable, he says!”

 

Agatha leaned in close to Rio, her voice low and amused. “This is the most thorough interrogation I’ve ever witnessed. I feel like I should be taking notes.”

 

Rio didn’t look up, still crouched as she gently adjusted the leg of Violet’s rumper, careful not to disturb her daughter’s half-dozing state in the stroller. “He learned from the best,” she said, lips twitching into a proud, crooked grin. “I ask you three questions before you even finish brushing your teeth.”

 

Agatha hummed fondly, brushing her thumb against the back of Rio’s hand for a fleeting second. “That’s different. Your questions are about the metaphysical consequences of mortality and whether or not I remembered to bring your cardigan.”

 

“Same thing,” Rio replied under her breath, and they both snorted softly.

 

Out on the promenade, Nicky was silent for a moment, then he tilted his head. “Okay,” he finally declared. “I think you’re good.”

 

Reggie responded with a victorious hop, his oversized raccoon feet thudding against the pavement with a gentle whump-whump, and clapped his fuzzy paws together in celebration.

 

Then Nicky, never one to hold back when he made up his mind, looked up earnestly and asked, “…Can I have a hug?”

 

The raccoon mascot opened his arms wide, no hesitation.

 

Nicky ran in and gave the mascot a tight squeeze, burying his little face in the raccoon’s fuzzy belly , arms barely making it around his wide middle. Reggie hugged him back with surprising gentleness, one large paw patting Nikcy’s head like he was the most precious thing in the world.

 

The crowd around them aww’ed.

 

Rio’s heart twisted so tenderly it felt like a small ache in her ribs. She was already reaching for her phone, fumbling one-handed. “Mama! Mom!” Nicky called out, his face emerging red-cheeked and beaming from the hug. “Take a picture!

 

“On it!” Rio laughed, pulling up the camera with practiced speed. She moved instinctively to the side, crouching a little to get the perfect angle.

 

Agatha stepped in with her own phone, catching the moment from another angle.

 

Nicky stood proudly next to Reggie, throwing up two thumbs up and grinning so wide his dimples showed. Reggie posed with one hand on his heart and the other in a victory sign.

 

“Okay,” Nicky said once the photos were done. “But you can’t leave yet. You have to meet my baby sister.”

 

Reggie nodded solemnly.

 

Without hesitation, Nicky spun on his heel and dashed back toward the stroller. “Wait here!” he shouted over his shoulder.

 

Agatha and Rio followed with their eyes—and then, in synchronized slow-motion horror, both moved at once as Nicky reached into the stroller with every ounce of confidence and none of the muscle control that reassured his moms.

 

“Oh god,” Rio breathed, already taking a step forward.

 

“Nicky—wait—” Agatha warned, arms halfway up.

 

“I got her!” Nicky declared, straining a little as he awkwardly lifted Violet into his arms like she was a sack of potatoes. “She’s okay! She’s good!”

 

To his credit, he was being careful—just… extremely seven-year-old about it.

 

He waddled over with Violet in his arms, her little legs dangling, her pacifier only half in her mouth as she blinked up at the massive raccoon approaching her.

 

“This is Violet,” Nicky said proudly. “She’s a baby. Our baby. You have to be very gentle with her, because she’s super small. But she’s also super brave. Right, Vivi?”

 

Violet blinked again, then burbled happily and patted Nicky’s chest.

 

Reggie knelt slowly and waved at her.

 

“She’s waving back!” Nicky announced, even though Violet was mostly just flailing in delight at the colorful giant.

 

Reggie gently extended one enormous paw. Violet stared at it, then gave a gummy little grin and reached out. Her tiny fingers wrapped around one fuzzy digit with the kind of trust that could break a thousand hearts at once.

 

Everyone behind them dissolved.

 

“Oh my god,” Rio whispered, hand flying to her chest like she’d just been shot by a cannon made of joy. “Agatha, do you see this? Do you see—”

 

“I see,” Agatha murmured, her voice a little cracked around the edges. “I think my insides just collapsed. All of them. They’re just… gone.”

 

Alice was already wiping at her eyes, mascara be damned. “I wasn’t emotionally prepared for this. Someone hold me. I said, someone—”

 

Jen reached out and grabbed her waist, eyes glassy. “I’m holding. I’m already holding. This is the best day of my life.”

 

Nicky, still cradling Violet like a wobbly big brother champion, looked back over his shoulder.

 

“Mama, Mom, did you get pictures of this part?”

 

“We got everything,” Rio called, voice thick.

 

“We’re never deleting them,” Agatha added, tapping rapidly at her screen as she backed up the photos to three different folders. “This is going on the Christmas card. And the fridge. And my office wall.”

 

Violet let out a delighted squeal and patted Reggie’s paw again.

 

“I think she loves you,” Nicky said solemnly.

 

Reggie patted his own heart.

 

“He says he loves you too,” Nicky translated for his baby sister.

 

Reggie patted Violet’s tiny hand one last time, then gently straightened back up, gave Nicky a high-five.

 

Nicky slapped his small hand against the soft paw with full force and zero hesitation.

 

“Goodbye, Reggie!” he called, voice full of emotion, like he was bidding farewell to a trusted comrade. Reggie responded with a grand, exaggerated salute and a goofy bow before beginning his wobbly, side-to-side mascot march down the promenade toward another group of waiting children.

 

Nicky stood frozen, watching him go with wide eyes and the awed silence of someone who had just glimpsed something magical. His mouth opened, closed, then opened again as he turned to the others.

 

“Do you think… he really lives in the park?”

 

The question was so genuine, so full of innocent wonder, that it made Rio’s chest ache.

 

“I think he might,” Agatha said with deep sincerity as she reached down to take Violet back from Nicky’s wobbly hold.

 

“Can we come back and see him again?”

 

“We’ll make sure of it,” Rio said.

 

Violet gurgled again, now back in Agatha’s arms, her tiny hand still half-reaching for where the raccoon had gone as the group turned away to go to their next stop.

 

They’d barely made it ten steps past the mascot encounter when Violet’s soft, contented babbling turned abruptly into a fuss. A warning whine, small and breathy, that Rio immediately recognized with the skill of a seasoned new mother.

 

“Oh boy,” she said, slowing down. “That’s her I’m about to lose my mind and take you all with me noise.”

 

« Oh-oh, » Nicky said, trying to soothe his sister by offering the plush dino up.

 

Agatha bounced Violet gently in her arms, swaying without thinking, the way she always did when trying to soothe either of her children. “Shhh, darling. We’re right here. What’s the matter, hm? What do you need?”

 

But Violet was already wriggling, mouth rooting aimlessly against Agatha’s chest, searching. Her small hands clenched and unclenched, and then came the full-bodied cry—frustrated, loud, and building in volume like a crescendo of tiny rage.

 

“She’s hungry,” Rio said quickly. “She hasn’t eaten since lunch, and I swear I meant to nurse her an hour ago, but—”

 

“We were on a roller coaster,” Alice offered helpfully.

 

“Not helping,” Jen muttered.

 

They all looked around at once—an overstimulating stretch of bright snack stalls, game booths, balloon vendors, and sugar-fueled children zipping past. The air was thick with smells: churros, corn dogs, sunscreen, and chaos. There wasn’t a shaded bench or café in sight, let alone a quiet corner.

 

“Do you want me to find a private space?” Agatha asked, already shifting Violet’s weight and scanning the park’s perimeter. “There’s got to be a nursing pod or—”

 

“No time,” Rio said, tugging the strap of the diaper bag over her shoulder as she squinted toward the edge of the promenade. “We’re minutes—seconds, honestly—from a public meltdown. This is going to be loud and feral. I think we need to improvise.”

 

Jen pointed toward a quieter spot just off the main walkway. “There. Little grassy patch by the hedge under the tree.”

 

They all turned to see it—a semi-shaded area under a low tree, with a patch of grass wide enough for all of them to sit on if they wanted. Slightly away from the flow of foot traffic. Still public, but less exposed.

 

“Perfect,” Rio breathed. “Let’s move.”

 

Agatha nodded and adjusted her hold on Violet, who was now shrieking like a siren as they picked up their pace.

 

“I’ll cover you,” Agatha said, gentle but firm. “Sit against the hedge. I’ll block the view.”

 

“Thanks, love.” Rio shot her a grateful smile as she moved ahead, already unbuttoning the top of her shirt with one hand while steering the bag with the other.

 

“I’ll be the guarding knight!” Nicky declared, puffing out his little chest and planting himself dramatically between his moms and the walkway, eyes narrowed as he surveyed the approaching crowd. “Nobody comes near the Queen or the Baby Princess!”

 

Alice followed suit, stepping behind him and crossing her arms. “You heard the boy. Royal business. Move along, civilians.”

 

They moved quickly. Agatha sat down first and gently passed Violet to Rio, who settled cross-legged beside her and finished unbuttoning her shirt. Violet was howling now, the poor baby red-faced and hiccuping with each sob.

 

“Shh, sweetheart,” Rio cooed, shifting Violet into position. “I know, I know. I’ve got you.”

 

Agatha had already pulled out the light cotton cloth they kept in the stroller for just this purpose. She helped Rio drape it loosely across her chest and the baby’s head, shielding both from view without suffocating either.

 

“You okay?” she asked quietly.

 

Rio gave a sharp nod, one hand keeping the baby steady, the other gripping Agatha’s knee briefly. “Yeah. Just—give us cover?”

 

“I’m your human shield,” Agatha replied, and rose to her feet to stand directly in front of them. Arms loosely crossed, body positioned just right to give the illusion of privacy to anyone walking by. Lilia and Jen joined her on either side without needing to be asked, forming a soft semicircle of protection.

 

Alice stayed sitting, offering a bottle of water to Rio, who nodded gratefully.

 

The wailing ceased. A long, shuddering sigh from Violet gave way to the quiet sounds of nursing—the calm little gulps, the twitch of tiny fingers, the rhythmic rise and fall of her back.

 

Rio let out a slow breath. “There we go, baby girl.”

 

She closed her eyes for a second, forehead resting lightly on Violet’s. The world shrank for a beat. The chaos of the park faded behind the hum of maternal instinct and warm summer air.

 

Agatha stood over her like a guardian statue—tall, elegant, and absolutely immovable. From time to time, she looked down and offered a small smile that was just for Rio. They didn’t need words. Her presence alone said everything.

 

After a while, Lilia glanced sideways at Agatha and said softly, “You always were the most practical one.”

 

Agatha snorted under her breath. “Hardly. I just move fastest when one of them’s screaming.”

 

“I don’t know what’s more impressive,” Jen muttered from behqind, “that you’re all so coordinated in emergencies, or that Violet just screamed loud enough to make a roller coaster stop.”

 

“She has lungs,” Alice said proudly. “She’s one of ours.”

 

Agatha smiled as she looked down at her wife and daughter, quiet now under the soft cover, a picture of peace.

 

Rio looked up at her then, her voice warm and hushed. “I’m okay. She’s okay.”

 

“Good,” Agatha said, brushing a few strands of hair off Rio’s forehead. “She’s lucky to have you.”

 

“She’s lucky to have us.”

 

They stayed like that a while longer, the group softly chatting around them, giving Rio time to feed Violet in peace without flashing her breasts to passerbys. People passed by, none too interested.

 

Eventually, Violet finished and sighed the soft, dreamy sigh of a well-fed baby. Rio adjusted her, tucked her against her chest, and smiled up at her wife.

 

“Crisis averted.”

 

Agatha offered her a hand to help her up.

 

“Back into the fray?” she asked.

 

Rio took it. “right behind you.”

 

So, after Violet’s impromptu nursing break, the little family group eased back into the sunny chaos of the amusement park, all smiles and full of that fuzzy contentment that followed a crisis averted. Rio had Violet nestled comfortably back in her stroller, now peacefully dozing with her cheek against the soft curve of her new stuffed dinosaur, her tiny fist still resting on its plush belly like she was claiming it for life and holding onto a piece of her brother’s love.

 

That’s when Alice sidled up to Rio with a glint in her eye that should have been warning enough.

 

“Hey, lover girl,” she purred, casual as you please—an immediate and obvious red flag. “Feeling refreshed? Recharged? Emotionally fortified? Because I was thinking… tiny ride. Just a little one. A baby ride. Barely even moves.”

 

Rio didn’t stop walking, but she cast her a sideways look. “Define ‘barely.’”

 

“Spinning,” Alice said cheerfully. “But like, yoga spinning. Warm-up spinning. Breathing-in-the-energy-of-the-earth kind of spinning.”

 

From behind, Jen chimed in. “Mild. Tame. For children, honestly. Possibly toddlers. Violet could do it. You’ll be insulted by how boring it is.”

 

“That’s a bold claim coming from you,” Rio said.

 

“Would we lie?” Alice asked, placing a hand over her heart.

 

“Yes,” Rio, Agatha, and even Nicky said in unison.

 

Undeterred, Alice pressed on. “It’s basically a moving meditation. Trust your community.”

 

“Community,” Jen echoed solemnly, as if they were leading Rio into a religious rite. "Please don'tt bring Violet."

 

Rio narrowed her eyes, now even more suspicious. “Is this payback for the haunted house incident?”

 

“Of course not,” Alice said. “That was just a creative decision. This is science.”

 

“Physics,” Jen added.

 

“Recreation,” Alice said.

 

Agatha, trailing behind them with one hand lazily cradling Nicky’s empty water bottle like a sommelier considering a vintage, lifted a brow with a tiny smirk. “You’re actually considering going with them?”

 

Rio arched a brow right back. “What, you think I can’t handle a kiddie ride?”

 

Agatha gave her the kind of dry, appraising once-over that spoke volumes. “No, I think you think you can. But whether that confidence is warranted… we shall see.”

 

Rio’s grin sharpened. “I’m not scared of spinning.”

 

“You should be,” Agatha muttered into her pretend wineglass.

 

“Sorry, what?”

 

“Nothing, love,” she said sweetly. “Go have fun.”

 

Rio hesitated for half a beat, then waved them off like she was boarding a plane. “You’re all going to be so embarrassed when I don’t even blink.”

 

“Oh, we’re counting on it,” Alice whispered.

 

Her tone was too casual, and that alone should’ve sent Rio running, but it was too late. She had already let herself be ushered away toward the ride—something harmless-looking at a distance, shaped like a collection of oversized teacups. It spun. It whirled. It looked like a child’s daydream. But as soon as she stepped into the teacup beside Alice and Jen, Rio knew, deep in her bones, she’d made a mistake.

 

Fifteen seconds in, she was gripping the side bar like her life depended on it, legs pressed to the floor, eyes wide as the centrifugal force mocked every confident word she’d said earlier. Alice and Jen were howling with laughter as they spun their section faster and faster, barely fazed, while Rio’s mouth was just slightly open in sheer disbelief.

 

“This is not mild! This is betrayal!

 

“No, this is velocity!” Alice shouted gleefully.

 

“Lean into it!” Jen yelled.

 

“I’m trying to not lean into the void!

 

And Rio—junior professor, poetry brain, mother of two, unshakable force of chaos—let out a shriek that could probably be heard from the parking lot.

 

From the safe distance of the stroller, Violet slept on undisturbed, her little hand still resting on her dinosaur.

 

Agatha smiled fondly and sat back on the nearest bench with Nicky, utterly unbothered.

 

“She’ll be fine,” she told him, offering a juice box.

 

“I know,” Nicky said wisely, “but if she throws up, I’m not cleaning it.”

 

By the time the ride finally screeched and shuddered to a halt, Rio was already swaying like a sailor who had forgotten what solid ground felt like. Her sunglasses were clenched in one fist, her other hand pressed dramatically to her stomach, and her ponytail—once tight and proud—was now listing sideways like it, too, had lost its will to live. She stepped off the spinning platform with the uneven gait of someone re-learning gravity, her steps a slow-motion stagger of regret.

 

She wobbled over to the rest of the group, limbs loose, dignity somewhere back in orbit. She looked like a woman who had just been forcibly humbled by physics—and maybe also by two giggling traitors named Alice and Jen.

 

Agatha was already waiting at the edge of the ride, calm as ever, leaning slightly on one hip with a full water bottle in hand. Her expression was unreadable save for one elegantly arched eyebrow that spoke volumes. She took in the state of her wife—windswept, pale, wide-eyed—and delivered, in her signature dry-as-bone tone.

 

“You’re a grown woman, Rio.”

 

Rio blinked at her. “I was misled,” she said with quiet devastation. “Betrayed by science. Gravity. Friendship. Carnival ride design. You were right, teaccups are the worst. I should’ve stayed with the baby.”

 

“You should’ve listened to the professor who never trusts spinning contraptions designed by bored teenagers with a wrench.”

 

“You’re enjoying this.”

 

“I am. Immeasurably.” Agatha handed her the water with one hand and used the other to steady her at the elbows. “Sip slowly. Try to look less like a war survivor.”

 

Rio sipped. She swayed. She blinked again. “I’m seeing double.”

 

“You’re holding your sunglasses,” Agatha pointed out helpfully.

 

"Two of you. Lucky me."

 

"Rio."

 

“I hate everyone.”

 

“You love me,” Agatha corrected, her voice as soft as it was smug.

 

From below, Nicky appeared like an angelic blur and patted her gently on the hip before adjusting to her head when he realized she was bending down. “It’s okay, Mom,” he said with heart-melting sincerity. “You were very brave.”

 

Rio reached out and ruffled his curls weakly. “Thanks, bub. I think I left a part of my soul back in that teacup, like Mama earlier.”

 

She took another long sip of water, willing the world to stop tilting sideways. Agatha stood beside her like a lighthouse in a storm—composed, dry, and infuriatingly correct about everything.

 

And then, as only small children can, Nicky’s solemn empathy instantly dissolved into gleeful urgency.

 

“WAIT!” he cried, eyes going huge as he pointed across the park. “FACE PAINTING!!”

 

His hands shot into the air and he tore off in the direction of a small booth with an umbrella and a lineup of kids, screaming something about tigers and maybe lightning bolts. The adults blinked.

 

Agatha glanced over at the booth, where a teenage girl with glittery cheeks was already painting tiny butterflies on a toddler’s face.

 

Jen leaned toward Rio, completely unbothered. “You okay, soldier?”

 

“Don’t talk to me.”

 

Alice leaned in with a wide grin, delight oozing from every syllable. “You want to go again? I think the swings are next. You like swings, right?”

 

Still not lifting her head, Rio muttered with the weight of absolute conviction, “I will end you.”

 

Agatha’s mouth twitched with the beginnings of a smile. She reached down and lightly bumped her shoulder against Rio’s. “Come on, hero. Let’s go find out what your son wants to become today.”

 

« As if we didn’t already know. » The unspoken thought flickered between them.

 

And just like that, the weary, slightly disheveled little group began moving again, following the trail of their wildly imaginative, dinosaur-toting, face-paint-hungry child toward his next grand transformation.

 

Possibly a tiger. Probably a dragon.

 

Definitely the brightest thing in Rio’s slowly re-centering world.

 

The face painting booth was a riot of colors, glitter, and the occasional squeal of excitement. A line of kids buzzed with anticipation under the shade of a striped umbrella, and Nicky bounced in place like he’d just eaten pure sugar—which he had. He was clutching the stuffed dinosaur he had snatched from Violet under one arm, already describing his vision before even reaching the front.

 

“I want to be a dragon,” he declared to the face painter with grave importance, his tone suggesting that lesser requests had no place here. “But not, like, a scary dragon. A nice dragon. Who protects people. And breathes rainbow fire. And flies super fast. Like faster than race cars. But also he has, um… glitter claws. And an armor. But still kind.”

 

The teenager behind the face-painting table, glitter on her cheeks and paintbrush poised like a wand, nodded seriously. “Obviously,” she said, as though rainbow-fire guardians were a daily request.

 

Jen, standing just behind him in the line, tapped her chin thoughtfully. “I’ll be a pirate,” she said. “But like… a cursed pirate. With glowing eyes. Maybe haunted by the ghost of her ex.”

 

“Not loving the ex part,” said Alice, appearing beside her with her usual chaotic sparkle. “Tiger for me. But, like… editorial tiger. Catwalk-ready. Tiger Vogue.”

 

Rio, seated nearby on a low bench, snorted into her water bottle while trying to cool down. Agatha stood beside her with Violet resting against her shoulder, watching the entire scene unfold with the quiet amusement of someone who felt above the madness—and knew she wasn’t.

 

Lilia had joined them too, smiling faintly at the colorful chaos. She leaned over to Agatha and murmured, “You’re not getting out of this, you know.”

 

Agatha tilted her head. “Watch me.”

 

But then Nicky, already getting his face expertly dusted with green shimmer and gold accents, turned toward her mid-application, eyes wide and pleading. “Nooo, Mama. You have to get something too. Everyone is getting something!”

 

Agatha gave him a very dignified look, the kind that had once silenced an entire freshman seminar. “I don’t think your dragon needs backup.”

 

“You could be, like… the sky,” Nicky offered hopefully. “Or the moon! Or a cool bird! Like a phoenix. Or maybe—you could be a tree! Trees are important. Or a space queen!”

 

There was a pause.

 

Agatha sighed like a woman facing her inevitable fate. “Something small,” she said with regal resignation. “Discreet. Extremely dignified.”

 

Two minutes later, she was seated on the tiny folding chair with Violet snoozing in her lap, the face painter delicately dabbing shimmer across her temples. A thin silver crescent moon took shape on the right side of her face, just above the cheekbone, balanced by a golden sun rising above her left eyebrow. The paint was so finely blended into her skin that it shimmered subtly rather than sparkled, as if she had been born under a strange and beautiful sky.

 

Agatha didn’t flinch. Her expression remained composed, regal even, but her fingers curled just a little tighter around Violet’s tiny body, and her eyes grew soft as Nicky approached to inspect the results.

 

He gasped, genuinely awed. “It’s so pretty, Mama.”

 

Agatha smiled faintly, dipping her head toward him just a little. “The moon is for Violet,” she said quietly, touching the silver crescent with a fingertip. “And the sun is for you.”

 

Nicky’s grin grew impossibly brighter—so wide it looked like it might take over his whole face, a perfect mirror to the golden gleam now dusted across his dragon scales.

 

Rio, watching from the bench, placed a hand over her heart in mock emotion. “Okay, that is the cutest thing I’ve ever seen in my life and I gave birth to one of you.”

 

Jen leaned closer, whispering, “Is it weird if I cry a little? Just like, tiny tears?”

 

“Cry all you want,” Alice said, “but I’m still taking a selfie with the regal space queen and her rainbow dragon.”

 

Rio, standing just off to the side with a juice box in hand, was watching intently. When the painter offered to do hers too, Rio shrugged and took the seat without a word. She didn’t say what she wanted—just nodded toward Agatha.

 

The result was subtle but striking: the same golden sun on one temple, and a tiny silver moon on the other, mirroring Agatha’s exactly. She didn’t call attention to it. No dramatic reveal. Just wandered back to the group as the face painting continued and Lilia was taking a million pictures.

 

But Agatha noticed. She always did when it came to Rio.

 

When their eyes met, there was nothing loud about it. No teasing. Just a small, still moment. “We match.”

 

A quiet exchange of twin smiles.

 

Alice soon emerged with orange and black stripes across her cheeks and declared herself Queen of the Tigers. Jen brandished her eyepatch and a glittery scar with a loud “Arrrr!” that made two kids jump.

 

Nicky, now fully transformed into his rainbow-fire, glitter-clawed dragon persona, stalked toward them with exaggerated growls and a swagger that bordered on comedic. He bared his teeth and curled his hands like claws. “I’m a fierce dragon,” he warned, eyes narrowed.

 

Agatha tilted her head, eyebrow arching in regal amusement. “Are you now?”

 

“I protect babies. And moms. And stuff,” Nicky added gravely, puffing out his chest.

 

“Obviously,” Rio said, stepping beside him and casually bumping her shoulder against Agatha’s. “You’ve just been promoted to Head of Security.”

 

Nicky stood taller, clearly thrilled.

 

Violet, watching from the stroller, gave an approving gurgle and reached one chubby hand toward Nicky’s newly green face, like she was ready to appoint him her knight.

 

Lilia, holding up her phone to capture every second, grinned from behind the camera. “That’s going in the album. All of it.”

 

“Okay, okay,” Alice said, bouncing on her heels. “What next? Tiger queen demands a new quest!”

 

But before anyone could answer, Nicky gasped. “BALLOONS!”

 

And just like that, the entire squad was off again—trailing their glitter, paint, stuffed creatures, and matching celestial symbols behind them like the most chaotic, beautiful constellation.

 

The balloon stand shimmered like a rainbow had decided to take the day off and stretch out across strings and helium. All around it, balloons bobbed and bounced in the warm breeze—reds, yellows, blues, and pastels swaying above the heads of chattering children and exhausted parents. The cheerful vendor was doing that thing where they made the strings spin just a little, like magic.

 

Lilia stood with her hands on her hips, sunglasses perched on her nose, squinting up at the display.

 

“All right,” she said grandly, “one for each of my precious grandchildren. Nicky, you first.”

 

Nicky’s face was a picture of serious decision-making. He crossed his arms and stared at the choices with a furrowed brow, like a general surveying his battlefield.

 

“Hmm… the dinosaur is cool… but the spaceship has flames… but that penguin looks like it has secrets…”

 

Jen leaned over and whispered, “The penguin’s name is probably Greg.”

 

“That changes everything,” Nicky said solemnly.

 

In the end, he chose a bright blue balloon shaped like a dragon—not shocking in the least—and hugged it like a newly hatched pet before tying it around his wrist.

 

“For protection,” he explained. “And he looks like Blue Dragon.”

 

Meanwhile, Lilia turned to Violet’s stroller, speaking softly like the baby might actually answer her. “And what about you, my little moonflower? What color today?”

 

Violet, still decked out in her matching frog-ear bucket hat and gripping one foot with both hands like it was the best discovery she’d ever made, gave no answer.

 

“Pastel purple,” Lilia decided. “Soft, charming, mysterious.”

 

The vendor handed it to her with a smile, and she tied it securely to the stroller’s handle. The balloon floated gently beside Violet like it belonged to her spirit.

 

And Violet stared at it.

 

Not with casual interest, but in complete, wide-eyed awe.

 

Her tiny face was still, her little lips parted just slightly, and her gaze fixed on the lilac orb like she was trying to understand it. She didn’t grab for it or coo—she just… watched. Her whole little body stilled in that specific baby way that said something magical had just occurred.

 

Nicky noticed too.

 

He crouched beside the stroller and tapped the balloon gently so it bounced in place, swaying side to side. “It’s her friend now,” he whispered, almost reverently.

 

Rio, standing nearby with the straw of her juice box still dangling from her mouth, made a quiet sound that might’ve been a laugh or a sigh.

 

Agatha, watching the scene with arms loosely crossed, leaned in and kissed the top of Nicky’s curls. “You’re very gentle when it counts,” she murmured.

 

He beamed, dragon balloon bouncing with the motion.

 

“She deserves it,” he said simply, eyes never leaving Violet.

 

Behind them, the balloon vendor grinned at the family like he saw this sort of magic every day—but never got tired of it.

 

For a blissful half hour, everything was perfect.

 

Which is why, of course, the balloon escaped.

 

No one could quite say how it happened. Maybe a knot slipped, maybe a breeze picked up—maybe the balloon had its own agenda. But one minute it was dancing softly beside Violet’s stroller, and the next it was rising fast into the air, bobbing up toward the clouds in a leisurely ascent.

 

“Oh no!” Jen cried.

 

“Oh dear,” Lilia said, already turning towards Violet —

 

—but Violet did not cry.

 

Instead, as the balloon floated away, she turned her head and spotted a stream of bubbles drifting past from a nearby vendor. She gave a squeal of delight and waved both arms in their direction, completely forgetting the balloon had ever existed.

 

“Crisis averted,” Alice said, relieved.

 

But Rio…

 

Rio did not move.

 

She stood motionless beside the stroller, her hand still resting on the empty handle where the balloon had been tied. Her posture, so full of ease moments ago, was now tense—shoulders slightly hunched, jaw set too tight. Her eyes tracked the balloon as it floated higher and higher, a purple dot slipping into the blue.

 

“Oh,” she breathed. “Oh no. Vivi’s balloon…”

 

Her voice cracked like thin glass.

 

Agatha turned immediately. She had been halfway through adjusting Violet’s hat, but her focus snapped to her wife with laser precision. “Love?” she asked, low and urgent.

 

Rio blinked fast, like she hadn’t realized she’d spoken aloud. She kept her eyes skyward for a beat too long, then looked down at Violet, who was still babbling excitedly at the bubbles and grabbing at the air like joy itself had just flown by.

 

“We lost her balloon,” Rio whispered. “She liked it… and we lost it… and I—”

 

Her voice faltered again. She looked down at Violet, who was still giggling at the bubbles and not remotely distressed.

 

“She liked it,” she repeated, barely audible.

 

Her eyes were glassy. Her arms crossed tightly. She was clearly holding herself together by a thread made of sleep deprivation, residual hormones, and a tenderness that came with loving your baby too much to explain.

 

Lilia, watching from a few steps away, wisely turned her camera off. Jen and Alice fell quiet. Even Nicky slowed his dragon patrol, eyeing Rio with quiet curiosity.

 

And Violet, still reaching for bubbles, glanced up at her mother with a gummy grin and let out a loud, joyful “Bah!”

 

Agatha didn’t say a word. Didn’t tease. Didn’t point out that Violet had already moved on, or that Rio was reacting more than the baby.

 

Instead, she handed the stroller to Jen with a murmured, “Just a moment,” and slipped away from the group without a sound.

 

Ten minutes passed.

 

In that time, Rio busied herself with pretending to help Lilia reorganize the diaper bag—though she wasn’t much help, distracted as she was. Every so often, she glanced up at the sky, scanning for a purple balloon she knew was long gone, as if it might come back just for her.

 

Violet, meanwhile, had drifted into a light nap in her stroller, lips pursed and hands still curled as though catching dream-bubbles. Jen and Alice had wandered off with Nicky to investigate a cotton candy stand, and the park buzzed on, untouched by the little ache lodged behind Rio’s ribs.

 

Then—

 

A soft tap on her wrist.

 

Rio turned, startled from her thoughts, and found Agatha standing there, quietly, calmly.

 

She said nothing at first.

 

Just held something out.

 

A balloon.

 

Soft green like sea foam. Tied with a clean, deliberate knot and bobbing lightly in the warm breeze. It wasn’t trying to dazzle. It didn’t sparkle or shout. It simply hovered, steady and present—peaceful, like a held breath.

 

Rio stared at it, and then at Agatha.

 

“I know it’s not the same,” Agatha said softly, voice low enough that it folded into the space between them. “But… maybe it doesn’t have to be.”

 

Rio blinked fast, laughing quietly and brushing her cheek again. “Oh my God, I’m—thank you. I just—thank you.”

 

Agatha handed her the balloon, then wrapped a firm arm around her waist. “You’re tired. You’ve kept two small humans alive and happy in a theme park all day. You’re allowed to get emotional about skybound balloons. In fact, I think you’ve earned it.”

 

Rio nodded into her shoulder.

 

Agatha tilted her head, just enough to kiss her temple. “Besides,” she added, with the faintest curve of a smile, “I’m pretty sure this one’s not for the baby.”

 

Rio looked at her, eyes glassy but brighter now. “No?”

 

“No.” Agatha’s voice gentled further. “This one’s for you.”

 

Rio clutched the balloon string to her chest and let out a small, shaky laugh.

 

It was for her. It absolutely was.

 

 

 

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Chapter 55: Ring Toss

Notes:

I was very excited for this chapter

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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As the sun dipped lower behind the ferris wheel, the day began to exhale. The air was still filled with the scent of popcorn and warm sugar, and the sound of laughter and whirring rides lingered like the final notes of a long day starting to end.

 

At the edge of the midway games row that they had crossed again, Jen squinted at the ring toss booth with narrowed eyes and an expression that said war was coming.

 

Alice noticed the look and immediately squared her shoulders like a challenger called forth.

 

“Oh no,” she said, “don’t even think about it.”

 

Jen didn’t look away. She cracked her knuckles with the precision of someone about to enter battle. “You beat me at the cursed basketball game earlier,” she said, already digging in her pocket for loose tokens. “And gloated about it for exactly forty-five minutes.”

 

“Because it was a clean victory,” Alice shot back, folding her arms and stepping forward to meet her like a challenger being called to the arena.

 

Jen tossed a token in the air and caught it. “This is my redemption arc.”

 

Alice grinned, a spark lighting her eyes. “Fine. I love you, but if we’re doing this, we’re doing it right. Stakes?”

 

Jen leaned in just a little, her voice smooth. “If you win,” she said, “I’ll do whatever you want.”

 

Alice arched a brow, both suspicious and amused. “Whatever?”

 

“Whatever,” Jen repeated, deadpan, though a hint of a smirk betrayed her.

 

Alice considered for half a second, then nodded solemnly. “Game on.”

 

They faced off like two epic warriors—albeit slightly red from the day's heat, sticky from cotton candy, and with glitter on their cheeks courtesy of Nicky’s earlier face paint spree.

 

Lilia and Agatha were standing nearby with Violet in the stroller, Rio perched on the edge of a planter eating what was left of a melting churro and humming a tune that only vaguely resembled the theme from Jurassic Park, and bouncing her very own ballon distracteldly.

 

Nicky had transformed the concrete path into his personal battlefield, dragging his dragon balloon dramatically behind him and whispering a full-blown fantasy adventure to himself under his breath. “And then the dragon leapt over the volcano, and the pirate king was like, ‘Noooo, not my treasure!’ and the dragon was like, ‘Too bad, I have wings and rage.’

 

Agatha glanced down at him with a quiet, bemused smile. “Does the dragon ever rest?”

 

“Never,” Nicky said not looking uop. “Justice never sleeps.”

 

Rio raised her churro like a toast. “That’s my boy.”

 

Violet, stirred by the motion, kicked once in her sleep, her frog-ear bucket hat -sliding over her eyes. Lilia gently adjusted it and whispered, “Even the littlest knights need rest,” before pressing a kiss to her forehead.

 

Agatha leaned toward her. “Five dollars on Alice.”

 

Lilia smiled. “You’re on.”

 

The crowd gathered almost instantly. Even the vendor—who’d probably seen hundreds of petty rivalries and awkward first dates play out in this exact spot—stepped back with a knowing grin. He sensed it. Something personal was about to go down.

 

Alice stepped up first.

 

She took a breath, rolled her shoulders, and tossed the first ring with a flick of her wrist. It veered hard to the left, clattering uselessly onto the painted plywood.

 

Her second ring bounced twice and skidded under the booth.

 

Jen made a quiet, smug little sound in the back of her throat. “Ha,” she whispered, just loud enough for Alice to hear.

 

But then—on the third toss—Alice steadied, narrowed her eyes, and let the ring fly. It arced cleanly through the air and landed with the sweet, unmistakable clink of success. Right onto the bottleneck.

 

Cheers erupted. Someone nearby gasped. Lilia applauded politely. Nicky yelled, “SHE’S A WITCH TOO!”

 

Jen, however, blanched. Then smirked. At the same time. It was an impressive emotional multitask.

 

“Okay,” she said, cracking her knuckles theatrically. “It’s fine. I have nerves of steel. Like… like spaghetti before it’s boiled.”

 

Agatha laughed. “That is not the metaphor you think it is.”

 

But Jen was already stepping into position. She twirled a play ring around her fingers, squinting with mock gravity. Her first toss bounced off the rim. No ring. Just a hollow clatter.

 

The crowd let out a collective, dramatic “ooooh.”

 

Jen didn’t blink.

 

Her second throw was dangerously close—but the ring spun just too wide and missed again.

 

Someone in the crowd whispered, “C’mon, spaghetti…”

 

Jen held the third ring tighter. She closed one eye. Took a deep breath. Threw.

 

It flew with uncanny grace, a perfect spin through the golden twilight—

 

—and landed squarely around the bottleneck with a sharp, triumphant ring. Again. Just like Alice. Exact same scenario. They were definitely meant to be. 

 

The crowd exploded.

 

Someone yelled, “DOUBLE WIN!”. Nicky started breakdancing in a circle of sidewalk chalk he had fished from Agtha's bag.

 

Alice’s jaw dropped.

 

Jen turned toward her slowly, the grin tugging at her mouth growing wider and more mischievous with every step.

 

“So,” she said casually, “we both win. That means we both get a wish, right?” She stepped closer. “What do you want me to do?”

 

Alice didn’t hesitate. Didn’t blink.

 

Marry me,” she said.

 

The crowd went silent.

 

The carousel music in the background somehow seemed to hold its breath.

 

Jen’s face lit up like a thousand bulbs had gone off behind her eyes. The grin turned into something uncontrollably wide, almost comical in its joy.

 

She reached into the inside pocket of her jacket without breaking eye contact.

 

“I was actually about to say the same thing,” she murmured.

 

And then she dropped to one knee.

 

The crowd lost it.

 

A woman nearby shrieked. Someone yelled “SAY YES!” Lilia clutched Agatha’s arm, and even Rio, halfway through a bite of her churro, gasped audibly and nearly dropped the rest.

 

Jen held up a small velvet box—simple, elegant, clearly chosen with care. Inside sat a delicate ruby ring, glittering quietly under the fairground lights, like it had been waiting all this time.

 

“Alice Wu-Gulliver,” she said, voice steady despite the chaos erupting around them, “will you make me the happiest woman and become my wife?”

 

Alice covered her mouth with both hands.

 

Then she dropped to her knees too, flinging her arms around Jen with enough force to nearly topple them both into the stuffed animal display behind them.

 

“Yes,” she laughed, crying and laughing all at once. “Yes, yes, of course I will, you idiot of my life.”

 

Somewhere, Nicky yelled, “KISS! KISS! KISS!”

 

And they did—right there in the middle of the midway, surrounded by strangers and flashing lights and the smell of popcorn and love. A perfect, ridiculous, unforgettble mess.

 

Lilia beamed so brightly it was a wonder the sun didn’t take it personally. Her hands were clasped in front of her mouth, her eyes full of unshed tears and fifteen years of maternal instincts ready to plan a wedding before dessert.

 

Rio screamed—a sharp, startled burst of joy that made two nearby kids jump and a passing ice cream vendor drop his spoon. Her hands flew aorund wildly, then to Agatha’s arm, as if to physically anchor herself in the moment.

 

Agatha, for her part, clapped like she had just watched her favorite student win an international award—forceful, proud, and absolutely unfiltered. Her sunglasses sat crooked on her nose, revealing the misty sheen in her eyes she wasn’t bothering to hide. One hand flew to her heart. The other wiped at her cheek with the heel of her palm.

 

Violet, the emotional grounding rod, kicked happily in her stroller. She had no idea what was happening, but everyone she loved was squealing, so clearly, it was good.

 

Nicky jumped up and down, spinning in circles. “What’s happening? Are we doing weddings now? I thought we were doing games!”

 

Agatha bent down slightly, drawing him into her side with one arm. "I think there might be a wedding soon, yes darling."

 

Nicky cheered and bounced his balloon harder. The Agatha straigntened and lowered her voice like she was revealing a secret. “I told you,” she whispered to Rio, her mouth brushing her ear, “she’s had that ring in her pocket for weeks. I’ve seen her checking it like five times today.”

 

Rio choked on a half-sob, half-laugh. “You’re serious?”

 

Agatha nodded solemnly. “She practiced kneeling in the mirror last Tuesday when I went over to their flat to get your sheet music back.”

 

'Little thief." But Rio wiped her face dramatically, eyes glassy, mouth stretched into a grin so wide it almost hurt. “God, that ring toss? That was cinematic. A metaphor really. So perfect.”

 

And honestly?

 

It really, really was.

 

Alice was still laughing as she pulled Jen up into another kiss—this one deeper, less shocked, more deliberate. The kiss you only get to give when you’ve been holding something in your chest for a very long time and the world finally said yes.

 

Nicky groaned and shielded his eyes with both hands like he’d just witnessed a war crime. “EWWWWWWW. That’s TWO TIMES. I counted! I said once!!

 

But then he beamed, already moving on. “You’re really gonna be MARRIED? That’s so coooool. Am I invited?!”

 

“I mean,” Jen said as she caught her breath, “do you happen to own a tiny suit?”

 

Nicky stuck his chin out proudly. “I own imagination.

 

« We’ll get him a bigger one, » Agtaha said quielty, circling her arms around nicky.

 

Rio stood, still wiping her eyes. “Finally. I was wondering when you two would catch up.”

 

Jen and Alice turned toward the rest of the family—because that’s what they were now, every single one of them—and took a mock bow.

 

Nicky applauded furiously again.

 

Lilia wiped her cheeks and then immediately clapped her hands together with the energy of a woman with Pinterest boards already forming in her mind. “Oh,” she said, “we are absolutely doing a proper party for this. An engagement celebration. A pre-engagement celebration. A post-engagement brunch. Let me plan something. Please. I must plan things.”

 

“I second that,” said Rio, still blinking hard. “If Lilia doesn’t plan it, I’ll end up organizing a ceremony on a roof with like, three candles and a Bluetooth speaker.”

 

“That sounds kind of amazing, though,” Alice laughed.

 

“Sure,” Agatha said dryly, “if you want your recessional to be set to Lo-fi Beats to Study To.”

 

Rio gasped. “Hey! That playlist is iconic and we both like it.

 

Agatha reached out and took Rio’s hand. Their face paint—silver and gold—still shimmered faintly on their cheeks. Their fingers twined together with the ease of old love and new joy, rings glinting side by side beneath the fading sky.

 

And for one perfect, suspended moment, it felt like the end of a movie.

 

But more than that—it felt like the beginning of another.

 


 

After the cheers and applause, after the laughing and the teasing and the shock of Jen actually getting down on one knee, it was clear to everyone they needed to breathe.

 

So they found a patch of soft grass near the lake, tucked away from the buzz and the jangle of the rides. The water lapped lazily at the shore, the ferris wheel a distant silhouette behind the trees, and the whole area felt like it existed just slightly out of taime.

 

Shoes were discarded. Agatha kicked hers off first—little heels, of course, because she was dramatic and a little foolish—and flopped back onto the grass with a soft groan that made Violet look up from her stroller.

 

Agatha gathered her sleepy daughter in her arms, and placed her on her chest as she laid down. Violet curled into her like something returning home, her tiny fingers gripping the fabric of Agatha’s blouse with the sleepy insistence of a barnacle. Within minutes, her breath had synced with her mother’s, slow and deep, the soft weight of her making Agatha still in a way she cherished deeply.

 

“She’s out,” Agatha murmured. “We might not get her back until sometime next week.”

 

Rio lay down beside them, one hand reaching out to stroke Violet’s fine baby curls and the other slipping under Agatha’s. She watched the clouds with Nicky, who had his dragon balloon tucked safely under one arm like a battle companion and now friend with Rio’s balloon.

 

“That one looks like a toaster,” he said, pointing up to a lumpy cumulus.

 

Rio followed his finger. “That one looks like a frog wearing a top hat. Like you.”

 

Nicky gave her a deeply offended look. “You’re just saying things now.”

 

“Am not,” Rio said serenely. “I speak the truth.”

 

He smirked and snuggled closer, resting his head against her shoulder. The balloons twitched in the breeze above him like they wanted to be part of the conversation too.

 

A hush fell again. Not silence from fatigue or overstimulation, but peace. Faces tilted to the sky. Hands reached and held. No one needed to say a thing.

 

A little farther back, Lilia stood quietly, arms folded, watching them like she was trying to memorize it all. Not to frame it or caption it or polish it—but just to keep it. She pulled out her phone, slowly, gently, as if not to startle the moment.

 

She took a few quiet photos. Agatha lying in the grass, one hand cradling Violet, the other linked with Rio’s. Rio laughing softly at something Nicky had just pointed out, her eyes wrinkled at the corners. Jen and Alice off to the side, barefoot and sitting close, pinkies linked like a secret handshake, foreheads brushing in a way that said I still can’t believe it’s real.

 

Jen nudged Alice with her knee. “Hey, fiancée.”

 

Alice laughed immediately, the word hitting her like a soft wave to the chest. She pressed a hand to her mouth for a moment, as if saying it out loud might somehow make it more real. “Still getting used to that.”

 

“I’m gonna say it all the time now,” Jen announced with exaggerated pride. “Hey fiancée, pass me a napkin. Hey fiancée, the light turned green. Hey fiancée, the cat threw up again.”

 

Alice groaned, half-laughing. “We don’t have a cat.”

 

Jen grinned wickedly. “Hey fiancée,” she whispered, wiggling her eyebrows. “We could adopt one.”

 

“Hey fiancée,” Alice replied, leaning in close until their noses nearly touched, “shut up.”

 

Jen chuckled and leaned her temple against Alice’s, her breath evening out in a quiet sigh. Their fingers remained looped together between them, pinkies tucked around each other like roots wrapping tighter.

 

Alice turned her head just enough to whisper against Jen’s cheek. “You really had that ring in your jacket the whole day?”

 

“Whole week,” Jen admitted. “Was gonna do it on the ferris wheel. Then at lunch. Then after you won that ridiculous basketball game and started gloating, I just—” She shrugged, eyes glinting. “Had to win it back somehow.”

 

Alice smiled wickedly. “You really think we both won that ring toss?”

 

“Oh, no,” Jen said. “You definitely beat me.”

 

“Again.”

 

Jen kissed her shoulder, barely a brush. “And I’ll lose to you a hundred more times if it means you keep looking at me like that.”

 

Alice went quiet for a second, the weight of the day settling in with a warmth that wasn’t tiring but grounding. She turned toward Jen and pressed a gentle kiss to the corner of her mouth. “I love you.”

 

Jen smiled like the words didn’t surprise her—but still hit her in the gut. “Yeah,” she said. “Me too. So much.”

 

They stayed there, forehead to forehead, fingers tangled, while the sky softened above them.

 

The word fiancée still felt brand new. But between them, it already felt like home.

 

A breeze came through—cool and sweet after the heat of the day—and rustled through everyone’s hair. Violet shifted in her sleep, mouth twitching toward a dream-smile. Agatha didn’t move except to curl her hand protectively around her baby's back.

 

Rio reached over, fingers light on Agatha’s jaw, and pressed a kiss to her temple—gentle, light, like she was kissing the stillness itself. Agatha hummed in response, the sound barely more than a sigh, a thread of contentment wrapped in drowsiness.

 

“You look tired,” Rio whispered, brushing a piece of hair back from Agatha’s face.

 

“I’m blissful,” Agatha corrected, her lips curling into a lazy little smirk. “And possibly grass-stained.”

 

“You’ll survive,” Rio murmured, brushing their noses together.

 

“I’m surrounded by barefoot children, glitter, and sugar-crazed adults,” Agatha replied, eyes still closed. “The odds of survival are statistically… dubious.”

 

Rio smiled and let her head drop onto Agatha’s shoulder, her hand still resting over Violet’s curls. Their bodies slotted together easily—like puzzle pieces that had always known where they fit.

 

“Can we just stay here forever?” Rio asked, voice so soft it nearly disappeared into the breeze.

 

Nicky immediately perked up from where he was lying beside them, dragon balloon now tucked safely beneath his chin like a pillow. “Forever? Like, camping? Can I sleep outside?”

 

A quiet ripple of laughter spread across the grass. Lilia chuckledd. Jen snorted. Alice let out a sound halfway between a laugh and a sigh as she leaned into Jen’s shoulder. Even Violet let out a tiny breathy coo in her sleep, as if part of her could feel it, too.

 

The stillness stretched, golden and quiet, until it didn’t anymore—until Jen stirred, brushing a blade of grass off her shorts and murmuring into the warm hush, “We’re probably not going to do anything huge for the wedding, you know.”

 

Rio opened one eye, eyebrow rising in practiced skepticism. “Says the woman who just proposed at a carnival. During a ring toss. In front of a crowd.”

 

Jen shrugged, grin lazy, eyes still trained on the sky. “Whimsy is allowed. Logistical nightmares are not. I refuse to spend six months arguing about chair covers.”

 

“Whimsy is a slippery slope,” Alice replied, bumping her shoulder gently against Jen’s. “One minute it’s a casual lakeside picnic wedding, the next we’ve accidentally rented a llama and there’s a live harpist playing ‘Here Comes the Sun’ while we exchange vows in a canoe.”

 

“I mean…” Jen’s expression turned contemplative. “The llama could wear a flower crown.”

 

Lilia laughed from her perch on the edge of the grass, legs stretched out in front of her, phone now forgotten in her lap. “You say that now, but just wait until the seating chart. Nothing breaks a person like trying to keep the vegans away from your carnivore uncle and deciding whether or not your ex-roommate from college gets a plus-one.”

 

Both Jen and Alice let out groans in perfect unison.

 

“I mean,” Alice started, looking directly at Rio. “My old college roommate definitely gets a plus-one.”

 

“That,” Jen said dramatically, “is exactly what I mean by ‘not huge.’ That’s paperwork disguised as joy. That’s spreadsheets wearing a tuxedo.”

 

Agatha, still supine with Violet dozing on her chest, cracked one eye open. “Don’t look at me when you start considering live string quartets and color-coded napkins. I am not turning into a wedding planner unless I’m bribed.”

 

“Would you do it for unlimited espresso?” Alice offered hopefully.

 

“Tempting,” Agatha admitted, stretching her neck slightly without jostling the baby. “But no. …Maybe. …Okay, now I’m thinking about it.”

 

Rio, who had curled herself comfortably into the grass beside her wife, snorted softly. “If you want help planning, I’ve got binders. Plural. From our wedding. They’re color-coded. They have tabs.”

 

“You mean we made you binders,” Jen interjected. “You panicked about seating and I remember cutting glitter labels for those things.”

 

“I remember spreadsheets,” Alice added, amused.

 

“I still have those spreadsheets,” Rio said proudly. “They’re in a folder labeled ‘Marital Logistics.’ I also have one called ‘In Case of Cake Emergency.’”

 

Agatha chuckled, eyes still half-lidded. “We are really just going to be a gaggle of married nerds.”

 

“You say that like it’s a bad thing,” Rio replied.

 

Jen leaned into Alice’s side, linking their pinkies again. “See? We’re surrounded by extremely organized nerds in love. We don’t stand a chance.”

 

“Speak for yourself,” Alice said, lifting her chin defiantly. “I am chaos incarnate. I plan nothing. I’ll wear my combat boots and a white sundress and get married under a disco ball.”

 

“You just described my dream wedding,” Jen whispered, fake-shocked.

 

Violet stirred, still asleep, and Agatha automatically shifted her arms to keep her close. Her voice came out soft and sleepy. “Just don’t get married during finals season. I’m only willing to be emotionally available for one crisis at a time.”

 

“I’ll make you a Google Calendar invite,” Jen called over. “We were actually thinking, before even talking about actually proposing, we’d wait a little while.”

 

Rio turned her head lazily, one brow lifting. “Oh?”

 

Alice nodded from where she was curled beside Jen, her voice softer now. “Yeah. I mean—we’ve got time. We don’t want to rush. And we kinda want Violet to be able to walk by then. You know… so she can throw flowers at people.”

 

Agatha sat up a little, careful not to disturb the sleeping baby. “You want Violet in the wedding?”

 

Jen beamed. “Of course we do. Are you kidding? Nicky’s the ring bearer, right? It only makes sense. Vivi gets to be our flower girl. Two perfect chaos goblins in formalwear.”

 

At that, Nicky—who had been lying flat with a daisy stem balanced on his nose—bolted upright like he’d been launched by joy itself.

 

“I get to be a ring bearer again?!”

 

He looked absolutely starstruck. Already halfway picturing himself in a suit, walking with tiny, serious purpose down another aisle, holding something important.

 

“Like at your wedding, Mom and Mama?” he asked, looking between Rio and Agatha as if asking for permission to relive the magic.

 

“Exactly like that,” Alice said. “Only this time you’re a little taller and a little more dramatic.”

 

“I was so dramatic,” Nicky declared proudly. “I cried a little when the music started and saw Mom in her dress and then I gave Mama the rings and everyone clapped and I bowed.”

 

Agatha laughed, covering Violet’s ears gently so her laughter wouldn’t wake her. “You stole the show, sweetheart.”

 

“And Vivi’s gonna be in it too?” Nicky asked, scooting closer to get a better look at the baby. He peered at her with awe, as if she was already growing into her future role. “What if she throws the flowers everywhere and then eats one?”

 

“Then it’ll be the perfect wedding,” Jen said without missing a beat. “We’ll keep backup petals. And backup snacks.”

 

Rio rolled onto her side, brushing a few stray blades of grass off her cheek. “You know she’s going to try to eat every bouquet, right? Like. The whole thing.”

 

Alice nodded solemnly. “That’s the aesthetic we’re going for. Toddler chaos meets floral elegance.”

 

Nicky wriggled with excitement, visibly vibrating with ideas. “Can I wear a cape this time?”

 

Jen and Alice looked at each other.

 

“…If it’s a wedding cape,” Jen said slowly, as if that made it more reasonable.

 

“With glitter,” Alice added, completely serious.

 

Nicky gasped, thrilled. “Yes.”

 

“Oh my god,” Rio groaned, flopping onto her back again. “We’re raising a theater kid.”

 

We?” Agatha said dryly, tilting her head toward her wife. “Have you seen the way you enter a room?”

 

“I enter like a normal person,” Rio muttered. “With flair.”

 

Jen grinned. “He gets it from both of you.”

 

Now that the idea had been spoken aloud, it was like someone had lifted the lid on a bottle of soda — the wedding talk fizzed up and couldn’t be stopped.

 

“I want twinkle lights,” Alice sighed dreamily, flopping onto her back in the grass. Her hair spilled around her like ink mixed with blood, and her head nearly bumped Jen’s shoulder. “Everywhere. Hanging from trees, strung across the tables, wrapped around my bouquet. I want to glow. I can be dreamy too.”

 

“Obviously,” Jen said, like that had always been part of the plan. “And a twilight ceremony. Golden hour. That magic light that makes everyone look like they’re in a perfume commercial. Soft music, maybe a rock band. Somewhere outdoors. By a lake or in a garden or—”

 

“Mountaintop,” Alice added, eyes closed, already transported.

 

Jen snorted. “Mountaintop’s a little intense.”

 

“Again. You proposed at a carnival.”

 

“Touché.”

 

Agatha let out a long sigh that sounded suspiciously like a prayer for patience. “Please don’t say you want me to hike up a mountain in heels to see you get married. I love you both, but I have limits.”

 

Alice turned toward her with that same wide, mischievous grin she always wore when pushing Agatha’s buttons. “Oh no. We’d never make you hike up the mountain.”

 

Agatha narrowed her eyes. “What are you—”

 

“We’ll helicopter you in,” Alice said sweetly, batting her lashes.

 

“No helicopters,” Agatha said flatly, already regretting asking. Then, after a beat, she added with forced diplomacy, “No heights, please. Unless you’re absolutely set on it. It’s your wedding. But know that I will be emotionally protesting from the ground.”

 

“Compromise,” Jen said brightly. “We’ll do a garden wedding. Flat shoes. Minimal hiking. You officiate.”

 

Agatha’s eyebrows shot up. “Officiate? You’re serious?”

 

“Deadly,” Jen said. “We’ve talked about it already when we imagined our still hypothetical wedding at the time. You’re the only one we want. You’re already the grounding presence in our chaos. You yell at us when we forget to sleep. You remember our birthdays. You once sat on the floor with me during a panic attack and read me your grocery list until I could breathe again.”

 

“And you made us sob at your wedding,” Alice added, pointing accusingly.

 

“Ugly crying,” Jen confirmed. “Mascara down to the collarbone.”

 

“And then you made us laugh.”

 

“And then sob again.”

 

Agatha turned her head slowly to look at Rio, as if searching for backup. Rio offered only a shrug and a sly little grin. “She’s not wrong.”

 

“You’d be amazing,” Rio added softly, nudging Agatha’s knee with hers.

 

Agatha rolled her eyes — but her mouth twitched, the beginnings of a smile betraying her. “Fine. But I’m wearing a suit.”

 

“You wore a suit to your own wedding,” Alice pointed out, victorious.

 

“Exactly,” Agatha replied, tilting her chin with mock imperiousness. “I looked incredible.”

 

“You looked like God’s favorite,” Rio murmured, not even hiding the fondness in her voice. “Definitely my favorite.”

 

Jen clasped her hands to her chest. “Yes, yes, more of this energy. Our wedding needs to feel like like the Met Gala and us saying  we dare you not to cry.

 

“Or combust,” Alice said.

 

“Both,” Jen agreed. “Emotional combustion.”

 

Agatha groaned and let her head fall back to the grass, where Violet was still nestled against her chest, completely unbothered by all this talk of twinkle lights and helicopters and combustions.

 

“I’m officiating a wedding of madwomen,” Agatha muttered to the sky.

 

Jen sat up suddenly. “What are you wearing, Rio?”

 

“What, to the wedding?” Rio asked.

 

“Yes!”

 

“I don’t know,” Rio said, stretching her legs out and tilting her head toward the deepening sky. “You proposed like thirty seconds ago… I haven’t exactly had time to commission my look yet. But something fabulous,” she added vaguely, fluttering her fingers above her.

 

Alice and Jen glanced at each other.

 

“You should match,” she decided, pointing between Rio and Agatha.

 

“Or not match,” Jen amended, “but coordinate. Like moon and sun.”

 

Agatha didn’t move, but the expression on her face shifted just enough to show her amusement. She raised one finely shaped brow.

 

“You’re obviously the moon,” Alice declared.

 

Agatha looked over at her with regal disdain. “Obviously,” she said dryly, like she’d known this her entire life. "Like Vivi."

 

“And Rio’s the sun,” Jen said at once, already envisioning it. "Like Nicky."

 

Agatha glanced down at the woman tucked against her side, soft dark curls and grass-strewn sleeves and a content little smile that always betrayed more chaos beneath. Her fingers curled a bit more tightly around Rio’s.

 

“She’s always the sun,” Agatha murmured, very quietly.

 

Jen and Alice exchanged another look, soft this time.

 

Alice flopped dramatically on her side, arms stretched out in the grass. “Okay, okay, picture it,” she said with a sigh. “Agatha in a beautifully tailored black suit with silver stitching so subtle it only catches in the moonlight. Sharp collar. Maybe velvet lapels. Definitely crescent moon cufflinks.”

 

“Looking extremely intimidating,” Jen added. “You know, full sorceress-of-logic-and-order energy. Hair up. Slightly glowing with authority. The officiant to end all officiants.”

 

“Standing there like she owns the stars,” Alice breathed.

 

Agatha rolled her eyes, but the corner of her mouth betrayed her.

 

“Meanwhile,” Jen continued, pointing at Rio now, “you show up in some glowing shade of gold. Like—sunrise in a dress. Or pantsuit. I don’t know what you’re planning. But radiant. Flowing. A little chaotic. Definitely barefoot.”

 

“Covered in sunflowers,” Alice added, “and probably glitter.”

 

“Maybe some sun hairpins in your hair,” Jen said.

 

Rio snorted. “So, nothing new.”

 

“Exactly,” Jen grinned. “The look is you, but turned up to eleven.”

 

“And you walk in like a burst of sunlight and everyone forgets how to breathe,” Alice added dreamily.

 

Agatha gave a low hum, looking down at Rio like that already happened every day.

 

“And Nicky,” Alice continued, pointing a finger skyward like she was issuing a royal decree, “has to wear something epic. I’m thinking… little suit, but with a blue cape. Deep blue, like midnight. And a sun clasp. Something elegant but dramatic. He’s a hero, after all.”

 

Jen nodded solemnly. “And shiny shoes.”

 

“Oh, definitely,” Alice agreed. “He loves shiny shoes.”

 

Agatha, still gently rocking Violet in her arms, gave a soft huff of laughter. “He does. He’d wear them to school every day if we let him.”

 

“He said they make him run faster,” Rio offered helpfully.

 

“They make him sparkle,” Alice corrected, pressing a hand to her chest like she was overcome by the mental image. “And isn’t that the goal of every ring bearer?”

 

Jen leaned back on her elbows, squinting into the golden sky. “And Violet…” she said, her voice drifting into something tender. “She’s the flower girl, obviously. She’ll be walking by then—just barely. Little wobbly steps down the aisle, dropping petals in random clumps and probably eating one halfway down, like you said. It's gonna be soooo cute.”

 

“We’ll call it performance art,” Alice said.

 

“Avant-garde flower girl,” Rio whispered, grinning.

 

“She can wear soft purple,” Jen added dreamily. “Like a dusky lavender. Or a pale sunny yellow. Or light blue. I don’t know. Something flowy and tiny and impossibly cute. And a flower crown. Maybe with tiny daisies and lavender sprigs and violets and little baby’s breath.”

 

“She’s going to look like a forest nymph,” Alice sighed happily. “No—like a forest baby.

 

“She is a forest baby,” Rio said, voice warm and full of love.

 

Agatha glanced down at the baby curled on her chest, cheeks soft and rosy with sleep, and tucked a growing curl behind Violet’s ear. “She’ll look beautiful in any color,” she murmured. “Like she belongs in a fairytale.”

 

There was a beat of silence, soft and full.

 

Then—

 

“Can I wear my dragon face paint to the wedding?!”

 

Everyone turned toward the source of the joyful shout. Nicky had suddenly sat bolt upright from where he’d been sprawled on top of Lilia, eyes wide with excitement, hands gripping the grass like he might take off flying.

 

“I want to breathe invisible fire,” he added, wiggling with anticipation.

 

Jen hesitated, valiantly trying not to laugh. “Maybe for the reception,” she offered gently.

 

“But why not the ceremony?” Nicky asked, horrified. “I’d be the coolest ring bearer in history!

 

“You already are the coolest ring bearer in history,” Agatha said calmly, like it was simply fact.

 

That satisfied him instantly. Nicky gave a proud nod, then flopped backward into the grass again with the heavy sigh of a job well done.

 

Alice folded her hands behind her head and gazed up at the slowly darkening sky, looking deeply pleased with herself. “Okay. So let’s summarize. Garden wedding. Golden hour lighting. Moon and sun aesthetic. Dragon ring bearer. Forest flower baby. Agatha in an intimidating black suit that probably controls the weather. Rio glowing in gold like a chaotic sun goddess. Jen and I in white, but, like… unhinged white. Dramatic, lacy, scandalous, queer chaos couture. That’s the vibe.”

 

“It’s a little mythic,” Jen said, grinning. “A little fairy-tale. A little witchy. A little gay renaissance festival.”

 

“It’s very us,” Alice agreed. “Equal parts chaos and beauty.”

 

Agatha sighed a long indulgent sigh, like when you’re already bracing for impact—and secretly looking fowrard to it.

 

“God help us all,” she muttered.

 

Rio leaned over and kissed her cheek. “He already did. He gave us each other.”

 

Jen clutched her chest dramatically. “Okay, well now that’s going in the vows.”

 

“Rio, you’re the maid of honor, by the way,” Alice said casually, not even looking up, like she was just stating a fact everyone already knew.

 

The words hung in the air for a moment, simple but weighty.

 

Rio blinked, thrown for a second. “Me?” she repeated, almost incredulous. “Maid of honor?

 

There was a beat of stunned silence, then Rio sat up so fast she nearly knocked over Violet from Agtaha’s chest, and launched herself at Alice, throwing herself on top oh her in a hug that was all limbs and overwhelming warmth.

 

“I’ll be the best one,” she declared, voice a little too loud and full of a joy you can't fake.

 

Alice laughed into her shoulder, squeezing her back. “I know you will.”

 

When Rio finally pulled back, Alice’s grin had softened. Her cheeks were pink, her eyes a little too bright.

 

“You’re… my best friend, Rio,” she said, a little quieter now, more serious. “You’ve been there through all of it — the breakups, the meltdowns, the 2 a.m. crisis calls. You always showed up. Even when I was a mess. Especially when I was a mess.”

 

“You’re never a mess,” Rio said automatically, still holding one of Alice’s hands.

 

Alice gave her a look.

 

“Okay, fine,” Rio amended. “You are sometimes a mess. But you’re my mess. And I love you.”

 

Alice sniffed a laugh. “You keep me sane… well, mostly. And when I picture standing up there—trying not to trip over my outfit or cry too early or throw up from nerves—I just can’t imagine doing it without you beside me.”

 

For a moment, Rio didn’t say anything. She just looked at her friend, the weight of it all sitting quietly between them. Then she nodded, eyes shining.

 

“I’d love to,” she said, softly. “I really would. I'll make the best speech.”

 

Jen, who had been watching the whole exchange with a smile tugging at her lips, clapped her hands once, gently. “Oh, this is perfect. You two are going to absolutely wreck the wedding with your friendship. Like, full-on emotional demolition.”

 

Agatha, from her place on the blanket, gave an exaggerated sigh. “Should I bring tissues or just a mop?”

 

“You’re gonna cry,” Alice said, pointing at her without looking. “You’re all gonna cry.”

 

“I’m already crying,” Rio sniffed, wiping at her eyes and laughing.

 

“I might cry right now too” Jen said. “I knew asking you would be good, but I didn’t know it would be this dramatic.

 

Alice reached over and grabbed Rio’s hand again. “You’re family, okay? You always have been. You’re not just part of the wedding, you’re part of us.”

 

And Rio, flushed and glowing and already mentally designing five spreadsheets and a vision board, nodded with fierce, joyful determination.

 

“Maid of honor,” she repeated, testing it out like a new title.

 

“You’re gonna be so annoying about it,” Agatha said fondly.

 

“Oh, absolutely,” Rio grinned. “Starting now.”

 

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Notes:

So maybe a wedding next installment?

One more chapter before the end of this part, I'm gonna cry.

Chapter 56: The Poetry of Life

Notes:

Here we are...
Last chapter.

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As the sky began to blush with the warm hues of evening and the last golden streaks of sunlight stretched lazily across the pavment, the group slowly made their way toward the exit of the park. Everyone moved a little slower now: tired in the best way, full of sugar and laughter and something that felt suspiciously like peace.

 

Just before they reached the gates, Nicky tugged on Agatha’s hand, eyes bright.

 

“Wait!” he said, pointing. “Gift shop!”

 

It stood tucked beside the entrance like a tiny afterthought—a splash of neon signs and gleaming glass windows, with shelves stacked high with sparkly keychains, stuffed animals, and every kind of whimsical trinket imaginable. The lingering scent of cotton candy and warm popcorn still clung to their clothes and hair, blending with the sugary air inside.

 

They shuffled in together, still a little giddy and sun-drowsy, shoes clicking against the clean tile floor. Nicky immediately darted toward a spinning rack near the entrance and let out a victorious little noise.

 

“We should all get something matching!” he declared, arms thrown wide like he was presenting the best idea in the history of humanity. “Like friendship bracelets! So we always remember today!”

 

Alice let out a soft laugh, exchanging a grin with Jen—who was already halfway to the display of bracelets, fingers skimming over rows of woven threads in every imaginable color.

 

“Ooh, yes,” Jen said, voice practically glowing. “This is peak sentimental energy. I’m in.”

 

Agatha and Rio smiled, standing just behind their son, watching his enthusiasm ripple through the group like sunshine. Rio nudged Agatha gently. “You know he’s going to wear this bracelet until it falls apart, right?”

 

“Obviously,” Agatha murmured, fond and amused.

 

Near the stroller, Lilia crouched beside Violet, brushing a tender hand over her granddaughter’s downy-soft curls. “Even Violet gets one, right?” she asked with a grin.

 

“Of course she does,” Agatha said, stepping forward to scoop Violet into her arms. The baby stirred slightly, cheek pressed to her mother’s shoulder, but didn’t wake. Agatha scanned the display until she found the smallest bracelet in a soft lavender hue, with tiny white beads woven into the pattern like scattered stars. She smiled as she showed it Rio.

 

“It’ll go in her memory box,” she added quietly. “Something for her to find years from now.”

 

Nicky had already made his selection—a rainbow band with a little charm shaped like a sun. “Look!” he said, holding it up for everyone to admire. “Mine has sunshine ‘cause today was the best ever.”

 

Then he moved down the line, practically taking charge of the operation, helping each person pick out a bracelet. Rio got one with a braid of vibrant green with warm golden and copper tones, colors that matched her usual chaos and brightness. Agatha’s was deep navy, purple and silver--elegant, understated, almost celestial. Lilia chose one in soft orange and yellows. Jen picked a bright pink and red one, while Alice’s was all shades of the fire.

 

Together, they looked like a messy rainbow of joy.

 

“This one’s perfect for you,” Nicky told each person as he handed it over, like a tiny curator of meaning.

 

They stood in a circle outside the shop afterward, fastening their new bracelets onto their wrists—some carefully, others clumsily, laughing the whole time.

 

With their new bracelets snug on their wrists, the group ambled toward the park’s exit, each step slower now as the energy of the day gave way to gentle tiredness.

 

No one was in a hurry to leave.

 

At the gate, the chatter softened. Laughter became murmurs. Smiles lingered longer. Even Nicky, who had spent the whole day bouncing like a ping-pong ball of joy, was finally starting to wind down, clutching his rainbow bracelet and his new dino plushie.

 

Alice and Jen hugged tightly, the excitement of their engagement still glowing between them. “Thank you all,” Jen said to everyone, her eyes shining. “For being here. For making this day even better than we imagined.”

 

“You’ve made it unforgettable,” Alice added, her fingers fidgeting with the red bracelet on her wrist then with her new shiny ring. “And kind of ridiculous. But in the best way.”

 

Lilia, standing beside the stroller, smiled softly at them, her eyes warm. “Such a perfect day to celebrate endings and beginnings,” she said, glancing over at Agatha and Rio with pride. “You two gave Nicky and Violet something they’ll hold onto—even if they don’t remember it with words. They’ll remember it with feeling.”

 

Agatha squeezed Rio’s hand gently, their bracelets touching.

 

Nicky tugged on Agatha’s sleeve again, looking up at both his moms with a grin. “Can we come back next year?” he asked, gaze darting from Agatha to Rio. “Same park. Same people. Same popcorn.”

 

Rio laughed, her arms scooping him up with ease even though he was getting way too big to carry like that. “You bet, love,” she said, planting a kiss to his messy hair. “Next year, and the year after that, and the year after that. You name it.”

 

Then came another round of hugs: Lilia to Alice and Jen, Nicky wrapping his arms around Jen’s waist, Alice giving Rio an exaggerated, teary-eyed squeeze and saying, “Maid of honor, don’t forget your duties start now.”

 

“Is there a syllabus?” Rio teased.

 

Jen laughed. “Knowing you? Probably.”

 

Eventually, they began to part ways. Lilia gently pushed the stroller a few more steps before handing it back to Rio, placing one soft kiss to Violet’s head before saying, “Drive safe, my girls.”

 

Alice and Jen wandered off toward their car, still arm in arm, already half-lost in conversation about music playlists and cake testing. Rio stood quietly beside Agatha, watching them go.

 

For a moment, no one said anything.

 

Then Agatha turned to her wife, her expression tender and just a little amused. “You’re crying,” she said softly.

 

Rio sniffed and laughed. “No, I’m not.”

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow.

 

“Okay. A little.”

 

Agatha wrapped an arm around her, tugging her close. “It’s allowed.”

 

They helped the kids into the boackseat, Agatha securing Violet’s carseat,  brushing a soft kiss to her daughter’s temple as she adjusted the straps. Violet stirred only slightly, still half-asleep, her tiny fists curled beneath her chin. Her bracelet glinted faintly on her wrist like a piece of the setting sun, tucked into dreamland with her.

 

Rio helped Nicky climb into the booster seat, checking twice to make sure the seatbelt clicked properly. He was still chattering sleepily about being ring bearer again and whether glitter glue could be used to make maps for treasure hunts. His words slurred a little, the exhaustion finally catching up, and by the time Rio shut the back door, his eyelids were drooping.

 

They slid into the front seats—Agatha with a satisfied sigh, Rio a beat behind, brushing thz lst blades of grass from her shorts before closing the door. The interior of the car was warm, infused with the day: the sweetness of cotton candy, the faint scent of sunscreen, and the peaceful quiet that follows hours of laughter.

 

“Today was perfect.”

 

Agatha smiled, eyes warm and soft in the fading light. “Perfect, indeed.”

 

Rio reached for Agatha’s hand. Their fingers found each other easily, fitting together like something practiced long ago and never forgotten.

 

And then, quietly, they pulled away from the park.

 

Behind them, the day settled into memory: picnic blankets and shared jokes, grass-stained knees and promises made, engagement joy and sticky fingers, future flower crowns and fairy lights, laughter that had echoed like music through the trees.

 

Ahead of them: home, bedtime stories, brushing tangles out of Nicky’s hair, tucking both kids in with a stuffed dragon under their arms. And beyond that—more days like this. More joy. More ordinary magic.

 


 

Back home, the golden hush of the day hadn’t quite left them. It lingered in the corners of the hallway and in the sleepy shuffle of little feet acrosshardwood floors.

 

Rio and Agatha guided the kids toward the bathroom with soft voices and slower steps, no one in a rush now. Even Nicky, who usually darted ahead like a firework with too much momentum, dragged his feet a little, yawning between sentences about dragons and flower crowns and whether cotton candy could be made at home.

 

The tub filled steadily, warm water gurgling as it rose and frothed with fragrant, lavender-scented bubbbles. The foam rose high, little peaks catching the light, turning the tub into a sea of shimmering clouds.

 

Violet was laid gently into her little baby bathtub, nestled inside the larger one like a pearl in a shell. The warm water cradled her tiny body, and she let out a surprised squeak as the first bubbles kissed her skin. Her eyes widened—round, dark, and full of wonder—and her chubby hands flailed upward, grasping at the floating foam like they were stars drifting just out of reach.

 

Agatha crouched beside her, one arm resting easily on the tub’s edge, her sleeves rolled up, hair falling loosely from their claw clip. She smiled as she held out a tiny plastic cup shaped like a smiling whale.

 

“There you go, Vivi Moon. Make some waves,” she murmured, brushing her thumb lightly over Violet’s cheek.

 

Violet immediately brought the cup to her mouth instead of the water.

 

“Almost, darling,” Agatha chuckled.

 

“She’s taste-testing the ocean,” Rio quipped from the other side of the tub, kneeling beside Nicky on the bath mat.

 

Nicky had climbed in with a content sigh and now sat like a small monument to joy and exhaustion. His knees were pulled up to his chest, elbows resting lazily atop them, hair slightly damp already from the light mist of bubbles clinging to the air. He reached one hand into the water, trailing fingers across the surface like he was touching magic.

 

“You okay, little love?” Rio asked softly, brushing his curls back from his face.

 

“I’m so clean already,” Nicky mumbled, a yawn stretching his words as he slumped a little lower into the warm bathwater. “You don’t even have to wash me. I’m like… sparkle-level clean.”

 

Rio arched a brow, leaning over with the washcloth still in her hand. “Sparkle-level, huh?” she said, giving his cheek a playful wipe. “You still smell like cotton candy and carousel sweat, baby.”

 

“That’s how warriors smell after battle,” Nicky replied with a sleepy grin, lifting his arms dramatically before letting them flop back down against the suds.

 

“Is that what today was?” Agatha asked, glancing over from Violet’s side of the tub, her lips tugging into a quiet smile. “A battle?”

 

“Yeah,” Nicky said, nodding solemnly. “A battle against the big water ride. I almost didn’t survive.”

 

“You screamed the whole time,” Rio said fondly, rinsing his sticky fingers under the tap. “You sounded like a goat in distress.”

 

“I was just… voicing my courage,” he insisted, sitting up a little straighter. “That’s what warriors do. Yell a lot.”

 

Agatha chuckled, squeezing out a soft washcloth and wiping down Violet’s little arms. “Well, it was a very brave yell. You were very brave.”

 

“Thanks,” Nicky mumbled proudly, and slumped forward to rest his chin on his knees.

 

“And your sister,” Agatha added, glancing down at Violet, “was also very brave. She only cried once. When she wanted Mommy to feed her.”

 

“She had a mission,” Rio said. “To wear that frog hat all day with dignity.”

 

“She did look very official,” Agatha mused, offering Violet a yellow rubber duck. “Like the royal ambassador of all frogdom.”

 

Violet babbled loudly in response, waving her whale-shaped cup in the air like it was a scepter of power. A single bubble clung to her nose.

 

“Look at her,” Nicky whispered in awe, eyes wide. “She’s doing spells. Baby spells.”

 

“Careful,” Agatha said in mock-seriousness, raising a hand. “She might summon something.”

 

“She’s summoning bubbles,” Rio said. “More bubbles. And maybe frogs.”

 

“Hundreds of frogs,” Nicky agreed. “The royal court has arrived.”

 

Violet shrieked gleefully, flailing her arms. Her whale cup dipped into the water and splashed just enough to send a tiny spray flying.

 

“Hey!” Nicky laughed, wiping his arm. “She’s attacking! The spell worked!”

 

“Careful,” Agatha warned, laughing as she lifted one arm to shield herself. “She’s going to think this is battle time again.”

 

“I bet she’d win,” Nicky said.

 

“She always does,” Rio replied, kissing the top of his head. “Just like you.”

 

The light above was golden across the bathroom, catching in the tiny rainbow soap bubbles clinging to Violet’s curls, in the glint of water sliding down Nicky’s shoulders, in the curve of Agatha’s tired but content smile.

 

Agatha leaned closer to Violet again, gently wringing out the washcloth. “You did so good today,” she said quietly, like it was a secret between them. “You conquered nap times. You smiled at strangers. You wore your frog hat like it was a crown. You were…”

 

“She was majestic,” Rio supplied, her voice low and full of amusement. “Undeniably majestic.”

 

“Like a baby forest queen,” Nicky added, now resting his chin on the edge of the tub. “Do you think she’ll remember this?”

 

“Probably not,” Agatha said softly, brushing her daughter’s cheek with the back of her hand. “But we will.”

 

“And we’ve got evidence,” Rio chimed in, reaching behind her for a towel as she raised a teasing brow at Nicky. “Including the one where you’re mid-sneeze while holding cotton candy bigger than your head.”

 

“No!” Nicky gasped, scandalized. “Not that one! I don’t look enough like a knight in that one!”

 

“Yes you do,” Rio said solemnly. “A very sneezy, brave knight.”

 

Nicky groaned and flopped dramatically against the back of the tub. “Fine. But only if the frog hat photo goes in too. Full-page. With glitter stickers.”

 

“Deal,” Agatha said at once, reaching across to tap her bracelet gently against Rio’s in a soft, metallic clink—like a toast between queens. “Frog hat photo is sacred now.”

 

Violet chose that moment to let out a delighted squeal and smacked her tiny hand into the water with more force than expected. A spray of droplets splashed Nicky’s arm and dotted Agatha’s glasses.

 

Nicky blinked, then sighed with the long-suffering patience of someone who had seen too much in one day. “I’m never moving again,” he declared. “Tell the others I fell in battle.”

 

“Perfect,” Agatha murmured, taking the towel Rio was handing herr. “Because guess what’s next?”

 

“Nooo—” Nicky whined half-heartedly, already slumping lower in the tub, eyelids fluttering.

 

“Bedtime,” Rio said, laughing gently as she lifted another towel and held it open. “You’re going to sleep like a log.”

 

“I’m not a log,” he mumbled into his knees. “I’m a dragon.”

 

Violet squeaked in reply and smacked her whale cup against the side of her baby tub in what could only be interpreted as an emphatic statement of power.

 

“Well,” Agatha said seriously, blotting her wet sleeves with a towel, “she’s clearly the dragon queen.”

 

“Guess that makes us her royal subjects,” Rio added with a grin as she stood and offered her hand to Nicky.

 

“We’re in good hands, then,” Agatha replied, lifting Viilet and wrapping her snugly in her hooded towel, the one with the soft bunny ears. “Long live the queen.”

 

Once the baths were done, towels wrapped snugly around the children, Rio carried Violet to Nicky’s room. Nicky’s bed was already made with his new stuffed dinosaur with a hat perched proudly beside his well-loved Blue Dragon. He put on his pyjamas and climbed in with a sleepy smile, clutching both companions close.

 

“They’re both guarding me tonight,” he murmured, voice thick with exhaustion. “So no monsters get in.”

 

“No monsters would dare,” Rio said, smoothing the blankets over his chest and brushing a strand of hair from his eyes. “Not with a dragon and a dino on duty.”

 

Agatha took her usual spot in the rocking chair beside the bed, a storybook in hand. She opened it gently, the soft rustle of the pages the only sound in the room for a moment. Then her voice began. Each word she spoke carried weight and warmthf, a lullaby wrapped in prose.

 

Nicky’s eyelids fluttered as the cadence of the story wound through the room like a breeze. His breathing slowed, deepened. Soon, his grip on the stuffed animals loosened slightly, his body going still under the covers. His last words, barely audible, were a murmured “Love you,” into the dim air.

 

Rio settled onto the armrest of the chair beside Agatha, cradling Violet gently against her chest. The baby’s tiny hands fanned out like starfish, her mouth rooting softly until she found what she sought. She latched on Rio’s breast easily, her small body tucked close into Rio’s warmth, her breath a quiet puff against skin.

 

They sat in silence for a while. The only sounds were the whisper of the turning page, the subtle creak of the rocking chair, and the soft, steady rhythm of Violet nursing. Her body grew heavier with sleep, her fingers going still, her breathing even. Rio looked down and found her daughter’s eyes closed, lashes fanned out against her cheeks like delicate ink strokes and her little hands splayed over her chest.

 

When she was sure Violet was fully asleep, Rio rose carefully, shifting her daughter with motherly ease. She stepped lightly down the hall into the nursery, where the mobile of soft stars and moons and dragons hung above the crib.  She laid Violet down gently, tucking her under a pale quilted blanket and brushing a kiss across her tiny forehead.

 

“Sweet dreams, little moonflower,” she whispered, smiling as Violet shifted slightly, then stilled again.

 

Back in Nicky’s room, Agatha leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to his temple, brushing a hand across his forehead. “Goodnight, my brave little explorer,” she murmured, her voice full of love and pride.

 

Rio reappeared just in time, tiptoeing in and leaning down to kiss her son goodnight too. Nicky barely stirred, his whole body slack with the peace only childhood sleep brings.

 

Together, Rio and Agatha stood for a moment in the dim glow of the nightlight—watching, not speaking. Just taking in the stillness of the room, the slow breaths of their sleeping boy, the quiet hush that had settled over the house.

 

Then they turned off the bedside light, leaving the room bathed in soft gold from the nightlight’s stars. They stepped out into the hallway, the door clicking shut behind them with a gentle finality.

 

Their footsteps were quiet as they walked side by side down the hall, hands brushing, hearts full.

 

Two children safe, loved, and dreaming.

 

One perfect day behind them.

 

And many more ahead.

 

Theyo slipped quietly into the living room. The day’s fatigue pressed into their muscles, but beneath it lingered a quiet satisfaction, like the calm after a storm of joy.

 

Rio disappeared into the kitchen and returned moments later carrying two tall glasses of lemonade—fancy ones, with little etched designs and mismatched paper straws. Condensation beaded and trickled down the sides. She set them on the low coffee table and dropped onto the couch with a sigh,. Her body sank gratefully into the familiar softness, shoulders slumping, legs stretched out and bare feet curling into the fabric.

 

Agatha followed, more measured in her movements, and eased down beside her. Her smile was small and tired but no less radiant for it, her hair pulled back in a haphazard knot, a few strands escaping to frame her face. She leaned back against the cushions and let her head tip gently against Rio’s shoulder.

 

“I think my soul is still somewhere back in the park,” Rio murmured, reaching for her glass and swirling the ice with the straw. “Probably stuck near the cotton candy stand.”

 

Agatha gave a soft, knowing chuckle. “Your soul’s probably taking a nap. Like we should be doing.”

 

Rio grinned and nudged her. “Did you ever think we’d actually make it through today?”

 

Agatha took a sip of her drink and let the cool citrus slide down her throat before replying. “Honestly? After that ride I’ve been bribed to do? I wasn’t sure I would survive the rollercoaster. I considered faking a twisted ankle.”

 

Rio laughed. “You were so brave. Holding Nicky’s hand the whole time. You looked like someone being led to their execution.”

 

“I was,” Agatha deadpanned. “The ride clicked at the top of that hill and I thought, ‘This is how I die. With children screaming around me and my spine permanently misaligned.’”

 

Rio leaned her head back and giggled, her fingers brushing against Agatha’s. “But you did it. For Nicky.”

 

Agatha sighed dramatically, but her smile softened. “That child could ask me to walk into a volcano and I’d at least consider it.”

 

Rio leaned over and pressed a quick kiss to her temple. “Character-building, right?”

 

“And core strength,” Agatha groaned, rubbing her lower back. “I swear my organs rearranged.”

 

They fell into a content silence, sipping their lemonade as the night stretched quietly around them. The TV remained off, the room lit only by the gentle amber of a floor lamp. Outside, a few crickets chirped, and a car passed distantly down the road. Peace had finally claimed the house.

 

After a few moments, Rio glanced sideways and murmured, “I think today’s the happiest I’ve seen him. Nicky. He looked like the whole world was made just for him.”

 

Agatha’s eyes softened. “It was. Just for a day, it really was. And Violet—she wore that frog hat like itw as made just for her. I don’t think anyone’s ruled an amusement park quite like she did.”

 

Rio smiled at that, her heart warm. “They’re going to have such good memories. Not just from today, but from… all of it. The little things. Us. Home.”

 

Agatha reached for Rio’s hand, intertwining their fingers. “They will. Because they’ll remember love everywhere they looked.”

 

Rio leaned in, resting her head on Agatha’s shoulder. “You’re getting sentimental,” she teased gently.

 

“I’m allowed,” Agatha whispered, kissing her hair. “It was a day worth getting sentimental about.”

 

They stayed like that for a while, letting the silence speak for them—two tired mothers, two full hearts, the house wrapped in quiet.

 

Rio’s fingers gently traced the edge of Agatha’s wedding band, turning it slowly aorund her wife’s finger. Her touch was absentminded but reverent, as if she were reminding herself that the gold circle still meant everything it always had—and somehow even more now.

 

“We did it,” she murmured, voice low and full of quiet awe. “We actually made it through another year. We survived the pregnancy, the sleepless nights. The tantrums. The spit-up. The packed lunches. The cravings in the middle of meetings. The juggling of everything—work, birth, babies, dishes, tears. We carried it all.”

 

Agatha turned her hand to link their fingers and gave a gentle squeeze, her thumb brushing over Rio’s knuckles. “And danced through it,” she added with a small, fond smile. “Sometimes literally. In the kitchen. In the hallway. At 2 a.m., trying to bounce Violet back to sleep without losing our minds.”

 

Rio let out a soft laugh. “To another year,” she said, lifting her glass in salute. “Survived, taught, tantrumed, carried, danced through. To the arrival of our second baby and the growth of our first one. Somehow, Nicky’s longer when he hugs me now.”

 

“He’s longer and louder,” Agatha said dryly, then smirked. “But his heart is so much bigger.”

 

Rio tilted her head toward her wife, her expression tender. “Just like his mama’s.”

 

Agatha rolled her eyes with mock drama. “Flattery will get you everywhere.”

 

“Good,” Rio said, her smile turning playful. “Because I like you more than ever, you know.”

 

Agatha’s eyes sparkled. “Same here,” she said softly. “Though I still can’t believe we managed to get Jen and Alice engaged today. It was like watching a slow-burn sitcom finally reach the season finale.”

 

Rio laughed quietly, sipping from her glass. “Seriously. I wasn’t even sure they had talked aboutgetting married before. But apparetly they had. A lot. »

 

“And Jen,” Agatha said, shaking her head in mock disbelief. “Dropping to one knee like that, holding that tiny ring box—my god, I almost cried behind my sunglasses.”

 

“You did cry,” Rio whispered, leaning in like she was telling a scandalous secret.

 

“I did not,” Agatha replied, gasping in mock offense.

 

“Liar,” Rio sing-songed, grinning as she nudged her shoulder playfully against Agatha’s.

 

Agatha laughed then reached out to gently tuck a stray curl behind Rio’s ear. Her fingers lingered at her cheek, soft and loving. “Okay, maybe I teared up. A little. But only because… it felt like family, you know? Not just watching it. Being in it. Our family’s getting bigger in all kinds of ways.”

 

Rio stilled at that, her expression tender. “Yeah,” she said, her voice catching slightly. “It really is.”

 

They fell into a comfortable silence. Outside, the summer night whispered through the open window—crickets chirping, the occasional breeze rustling the leaves. Inside, it was just the two of them and the weight of a beautiful, exhausting, joyful year wrapped around their shoulders like a shared blanket.

 

Agatha looked over at Rio, her gaze steady and full. “We’re doing this,” she said softly. “Really doing it. Loving each other through the mess. Raising kind, weird, wonderful little people. Building something that feels like a life.”

 

Rio swallowed the lump in her throat and leaned forward to press a kiss to Agatha’s temple. “You know what I think?”

 

Agatha tilted her head toward her. “What?”

 

“I think we’re getting really, really good at this.”

 

« We are. »

 

Rio’s fingers traced lazy circles on Agatha’s hand. “You know, I don’t say it enough, but you amaze me every single day.”

 

Agatha’s eyes glistened in the candlelight. “And you keep me high when I feel too low. You’re my anchor and my kite.”

 

Rio smiled, eyes crinkling at the corners as she leaned her head gently against Agatha’s shoulder. “You literally say that every day,” she whispered into the crook of her neck.

 

“That’s because it’s true,” Agatha replied, resting her cheek on top of Rio’s head. “Some truths are worth repeating.”

 

Their legs brushed under the blanket draped across them, toes bumping. They sipped their lemonade slowly, the sharp tang of citrus pairing perfectly with the gentle quiet of the evening.

 

Then, gently, their lips found each other—no fanfare, no urgency. Just a quiet, unhurried kiss that spoke of gratitude and everything they didn’t say out loud.

 

Agatha pulled back slightly, brushing a strand of Rio’s hair from her face. “Wait here,” she said softly, almost shyly. She reached behind the couch cushion, her hand moving with quiet purpose, and retrieved a small, neatly wrapped package.

 

The paper was soft and tied with a single blue ribbon the exact shade of her eyes when caught in the sun. She held it out.

 

“I know you said you wanted to write again this summer,” she said. “So… I thought maybe this could help.”

 

Rio blinked, caught off guard. “Agatha,” she whispered, already undone.

 

She took the gift carefully, turning it over in her hands. When she peeled back the paper and ribbon, a beautifully bound leather notebook revealed itself—soft and supple, with a simple gold-embossed design of a flower on the cover. The scent of new leather filled the air, earthy and comforting.

 

“It’s beautiful,” Rio breathed, running her fingers over the cover. “Where did you find this?”

 

Agatha’s smile deepened, that knowing look she always wore when she’d done something quietly thoughtful. “A little bookstore downtown. The one that always plays jazz. I know how much you like writing. Poems, stories, thoughts you’d scribble down late at night. You said you wanted to start again… I wanted to give you a little nudge.”

 

Rio’s eyes softened. “You always know what I need before I do.”

 

She leaned in and kissed Agatha lightly, her lips lingering, a thank-you in the shape of affection. Then she pulled back, her expression suddenly bright with mischief.

 

“Now your turn,” she said. “Stay right there.”

 

She reached behind the tall potted fern that lived beside the bookshelf—a perfect hiding spot--and retrieved a small, well-worn book. The cover was faded blue, the corners softened by time and travel.

 

Agatha raised an eyebrow. “What’s that?”

 

Rio grinned, holding up the book with pride. The cover read: Queer Women in Poetry: A Love Letter. The edges of the pages were dog-eared, the spine softened from being carried around for weeks.

 

“I found it a few weeks ago in a charity shop,” Rio said. “Thought maybe you’d like to read it.”

 

Agatha took the book from her hands and flipped through it, smiling as she saw little notes Rio had written in the margins, favorite poems underlined with care.

 

“I marked my favorites,” Rio said, brushing her foot against Agatha’s beneath the blanket. “Some of them reminded me of us. Or what I hope we’ll be like when we’re old. There’s this one line by Andrea Gibson that says, ‘Every time I ask if you love me, you ask me if the stars still burn.’ I thought it was you.”

 

Agatha’s throat grew tight now, too. She thumbed through the pages, finding the margin notes in Rio’s scribbled handwriting, the tiny stars and exclamation marks and underlines that mapped her heart.

 

They both laughed softly, heads bowed over the book, their shoulders pressing together.

 

“We’re ridiculous,” Rio said eventually, holding her new notebook close to her chest.

 

“Yes,” Agatha agreed, brushing her fingers down the side of Rio’s cheek. “And wildly in love.”

 

Rio leaned in again, their foreheads touching, their breaths slow and in sync.

 

“And wildly lucky,” she whispered.

 

In the gentle hush of the room, the two books now sat side by side on the table—one new, one old—like the beginning and continuation of the same story. The story of them.

 

Then Rio moved quietly to the old record player tucked in the corner of their living room. She knelt to flip through the collection, fingers tracing the worn edges of the vinyl covers, then settled on something soft and warm — an old jazz record, a slow, smoky music that seemed to wrap the room in a gentle embrace. As the first notes drifted through the air, rich and mellow, Rio glanced back at Agatha with a smile.

 

“Dance with me?” she asked, her voice low and inviting.

 

Agatha looked up, her tired eyes lighting with a spark of mischief. “You don’t have to ask twice.”

 

Rio held out her hand, and Agatha took it, letting herself be pulled to her feet. They stood close, feeling the cool wood floor beneath their bare feet, their rumpled clothes soft and comfortable against their skin.

 

As the music filled the room, they began to sway slowly, bodies close but not yet touching fully. Agatha’s hand rested lightly on Rio’s waist, and Rio’s fingers curled around Agatha’s shoulder.

 

After a moment, Agatha leaned in close enough for her breath to tickle Rio’s ear and whispered, “You were very cute today, you know.”

 

Rio laughed softly, tilting her head so her lips brushed Agatha’s cheek. “Covered in cotton candy and our son’s spilled juice?”

 

“Mmm. Sticky, stained, chaotic—you’re exactly my type,” Agatha replied, her voice warm and teasing. “You’re always my type.”

 

Rio lifted her chin, catching Agatha’s gaze—brown meeting blue, affection meeting amusement—and smiled with a warmth that reached her eyes and lit something quiet inside her chest.

 

“I’m glad you still think so,” she said, just before pressing a kiss to Agatha’s mouth.

 

It was a kiss that carried the weight of a hundred little things—the spilled juice, the quiet bedtime, the shared lemonade, the tired feet, the whispered gifts, the record crackling in the corner. A kiss not made of urgency but of assurance. A kiss that said yes, even now. Especially now.

 

Agatha sighed softly against her lips. They swayed there for a long time, the record turning slowly behind them, the saxophone cradling their silence.

 

Suddenly, from the baby monitor perched quietly on the shelf, a tiny sound slipped through the soft static—a contented sigh, barely more than a breath.

 

Rio stilled, her head tilted toward it, and then she smiled—slow and tender—before turning back to Agatha with warmth shining in her eyes. “Sounds like someone’s finally drifting off.”

 

Agatha followed her gaze, her features softening at the sound. “She always sighs like that when she’s dreaming,” she murmured, her voice threaded with wonder. “Like the world’s just right for a moment.”

 

Rio leaned into her side again, her words a hush beneath the fading notes of jazz. “You know… I’ve been thinking. We should write more poetry together.”

 

Agatha looked at her sideways, a brow lifting in amusement, but there was nothing teasing in Rio’s face. Just sincerity. Just light. Just love.

 

“Poetry?” Agatha echoed, a slow, curious smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. “Together?”

 

“Yes,” Rio breathed, her voice full of something weightless and electric. “Not just the scraps and metaphors we joke about. Not just the silly verses scribbled on grocery lists or post-its on the fridge. I mean really write. The way we used to dream about. The real stuff—the messy, radiant, impossible truth of us.”

 

Agatha was quiet for a moment, her hand tightening ever so slightly around Rio’s. The silence between them wasn’t empty—it brimmed with shared years, with babies and battles and inside jokes that had become lifelines.

 

“I like that,” she said at last, voice warm as firelight. “Poetry is… like magic. It takes the quiet chaos inside you and turns it into something someone else can feel. Something that lasts. Something… timeless.”

 

Rio nodded, a spark lighting behind her eyes. “Exactly. Like how we’ve turned so many hard days into something we can hold onto. We’ve always been telling stories—through glances across crowded rooms, through quiet dinners, through midnight whispers and half-asleep kisses. I want to put all of that down. The things no one else sees.”

 

Agatha turned to her more fully now, drawn closer by gravity and love. “The things only we know,” she whispered.

 

“Yes.” Rio’s hand lifted to brush against her wife’s cheek. “The fears we don’t name out loud. The hopes we tuck away between laundry and lesson plans. The joy so big it doesn’t fit in pictures. I want to write all of it with you. Our story. Not polished. Just true.”

 

Agatha closed her eyes briefly, overcome by the sheer tenderness of it. When she opened them again, they shone with tears that hadn’t yet fallen. “Then let’s do it. Let’s write about Violet’s first smile. Nicky’s laughter when he forgets to be afraid. The nights we almost broke, and the mornings we still woke up holding hands.”

 

Rio nodded, pressing their foreheads together. “We’ll write to remember. To heal. To find each other again and again, even when the world pulls us in too many directions.”

 

Agatha leaned into her, their noses brushing, their breaths shared. “We’ll be each other’s lines and stanzas. Every pause. Every rhyme.”

 

Rio grinned through the emotion swelling in her chest. “We’ll be poetry.”

 

Agatha chuckled, tightening her arms around her wife. “Deal.”

 

They swayed again, bodies moving gently in tune with the music, wrapped in the simple, profound comfort of being exactly where they belonged — together.

 

Their kids were safe upsatirs and they were safe here, in each other’s arms, where they’d always belonged.

 

Because after all, they were the characters of their own story. Their moments were words and chapters, their days the rhythm and their nights the rhymes.

 

Because this was the truth of them:

They were not just a family.

They were the story itself.

 

Their moments were sentences.

Their memories—paragraphs.

Their laughter was punctuation.

Their sorrow, the quiet spaces between.

 

And their love—constant, ordinary, miraculous—

was poetry.

 

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