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The school auditorium hums with low chatter, echoing footsteps, and the occasional rustle of papers up front. It's a familiar chaos, controlled, but far from quiet.
In the middle row, Stacelyn Cruz sits poised, one leg crossed neatly over the other. Her designer bag rests in her lap while she twirls a pen between her perfectly manicured fingers. On either side of her, her friends gossip in low voices about who's hooking up with who, who got caught smoking behind the gym, and whether skipping next period is worth it.
Stacelyn barely listens. Her eyes are distant, her expression blank with boredom. These student council assemblies always blur into background noise. New rules, curfew reminders, anti-drinking campaigns that no one takes seriously. Same script, different week.
But the girl standing on stage?
She's anything but background.
Jhoanisse Villarreal. Debate Club president. Student council president. A walking checklist of perfection. Black blazer crisp and fitted, skirt sharp at the edges, glasses sitting low enough on her nose to be commanding. Not a single hair out of place. Not a single glance in Stacelyn's direction.
That's what makes her interesting.
That's what makes her different.
"She always looks like she hates fun," someone beside Stacelyn whispers.
Stacelyn smirks faintly, eyes locked on the stage. "Maybe she's never had any."
Up front, Jhoanisse clears her throat, adjusting the mic with precision.
"As part of the administration's push for school unity," she begins, voice clipped and clinical, "we're implementing a new mentorship program. Student leaders will be paired with students outside of their usual circles." she pauses, her tone flattening even further, "—to foster collaboration, communication, and—" her lips twitch like she's swallowing sour candy, "—camaraderie."
The room groans in unison. Someone behind Stacelyn mutters, "Why don't they just force us to hug already?"
Jhoanisse powers through, unaffected. "Pairings have been selected by faculty based on contrasting skill sets, personalities, and areas of improvement. Our Dean will announce the pairings for the first round." Her gaze sweeps the crowd. Sharp, impersonal. "Participation is mandatory for graduation."
More groans.
Stacelyn flicks open her phone. She doesn't expect to be called. Her name isn't one they usually pull.
"Villarreal, Jhoanisse." A voice reads from the mic. "Mentor: Villarreal. Mentee: Cruz, Stacelyn."
Stacelyn blinks.
"Wait, what?"
Ayahli gasps dramatically. "Oh my god, they paired you with the robot?"
Jhoanisse shows no reaction. She simply nods to the vice principal, steps back behind the podium, and folds her hands neatly in front of her.
Stacelyn leans back in her seat, the edges of a smirk playing at her lips. Amused. Intrigued.
Well.
Maybe this semester just got a lot more interesting.
When the assembly ends, students file out in waves of confusion and complaint. Stacelyn doesn't rush. She lingers, checking her reflection in her camera as if nothing about her life just shifted.
"You gonna survive this tragic pairing?" Her friend, Malisse, teases, linking their arms. "You'll be seeing her more than most people ever do."
Stacelyn shrugs, nonchalant. "Depends. Think she knows how to make conversation?"
Ayahli laughs and veers off toward the courtyard with Malisse. Stacelyn hangs back.
Outside the auditorium, she spots Jhoanisse already fielding questions from underclassmen. Calm, composed, and cold as usual. No wasted words. No warmth. When the crowd clears, Jhoanisse moves to leave.
Stacelyn takes her chance.
She strolls up casually, hands deep in her pink varsity jacket. Her steps are fluid, confident. "So," she says with a teasing cadence, "You and me, huh? Bet that wasn't in your planner."
Jhoanisse turns, her cold gaze sizing her up. "Cruz."
"You know my name. I'm flattered."
"You're pretty popular. Also, I memorize school rosters."
Stacelyn chuckles. "Of course you do."
The silence that follows isn't awkward. It's curious. Heavy. Neither of them rushes to fill it.
Stacelyn shifts her weight, rocking on her heels. "So when do we start our magical bonding experience, Miss Mentor? Should I bring flashcards? Or are we doing emotional growth through spreadsheets?"
Jhoanisse blinks slowly. "We meet during third period on Wednesdays and Fridays. First session's tomorrow. Library. Don't be late."
Stacelyn mock salutes. "Yes, ma'am."
She turns to leave, hair flipping effortlessly over her shoulder. But Jhoanisse's voice stops her.
"You're a lot more talkative than I expected."
Stacelyn glances back, smiling slyly. "And you're colder than I expected."
A twitch, almost a smile, flickers at the corner of Jhoanisse's mouth. Almost as if she's amused by the snappy response. "That won't be a problem. I'm not here to be one of your admirers."
Stacelyn doesn't reply right away. She studies the girl before her. Disciplined, aloof, unreadable.
"No," she murmurs, voice lower, softer. "But I'm sure you will be."
She turns, walking off, leaving Jhoanisse standing alone with her gaze lingering too long.
"Paired up with the princess, huh?" Mikelle drawls, appearing at Jhoanisse's side like a ghost.
Jhoanisse sighs. "You're one to speak."
Mikelle, treasurer, volleyball champ, another campus heartthrob in her own right. Ranked third of the top beauties voted by the students on campus. Unlike Stacelyn, Mikelle loathes social engagements and wouldn't be caught dead with the popular crew. She's reserved, but never rude. Just selective.
"I don't exactly like that I'm paired with her of all students. But... She looked happy about it," Jhoanisse muses as they walk the halls. "I just can't tell if she's trying to mess with me... or if she's genuinely interested. She's hard to read."
Mikelle chuckles. "Consider yourself lucky. The other mentors are salty. No one thought Stacelyn would even be included. Especially since none of her friends got picked."
"She's different from them. She has potential. I've seen her work for a while now. She's brilliant, might even be a prodigy, but she very clearly holds herself back. That's my goal, help her push past it. Then I can graduate in peace."
Mikelle bumps her arm. "Don't fall for her."
"As if, she's definitely the stuck up type." Jhoanisse scoffs. "Though... I do wonder. She turns every guy down."
"Guess you'll find out tomorrow," Mikelle says as they push open the student council room door, then both stop short.
Inside, two students freeze. One perched on a desk. One with her hands still on the other's waist.
Caught mid-kiss.
"You guys are back early!" the one on the desk exclaims, hopping down.
Sheyra. Vice President.
"I thought you said it'd take two hours..." says the other.
Gwynna. Secretary.
Jhoanisse crosses her arms, marching to her desk. "We finished on time actually. Go make out in your own dorm, not on my desk."
"Why's she so moody?" Sheyra fake-whispers to Mikelle, who's already flopped onto the couch with her eyes closed.
"She got paired with Stacelyn Cruz," Mikelle answers.
"Stacelyn?!" the other two cry in unison.
"Like... Miss Campus Princess Stacelyn? And You?!" Sheyra asks again aloud.
Jhoanisse rolls her eyes. "It's not that serious. I just don't like being paired with someone whose entire clique breaks school conduct on a daily basis. Thankfully she's not like them."
"You seem to have watched her a lot," Sheyra points out, arms wrapping around Gwynna again.
"I observe. It's my job." Jhoanisse says, eyes drifting to the file on her desk.
It has Stacelyn's name on it.
She won't say it out loud.
But she already knows...
She's not ready for whatever comes next.
Sunlight filters through the trees as the courtyard bustles with students buzzing about the new mentor program. Laughter, complaints, and gossip float in the air like birdsong. On a stone bench near the fountain, four girls lounge together like they've claimed the territory.
Coleyne sips from an iced coffee, oversized sunglasses pushing her bangs back. Ayahli is reclined against the bench's arm, scrolling through her phone and occasionally flipping her hair like a runway model waiting for the cameras. Malisse perches on the edge of the fountain, kicking her legs and already halfway into a story about ditching her afternoon class.
Stacelyn sits slightly apart, legs crossed, arms folded, her posture perfect but her silence louder than any of them.
"Okay, but why did they pair you with her of all people?" Ayahli breaks the lull in conversation, tossing her phone into her lap. "The council president herself? That's so... structured. You're gonna have to, like, really sit there and be serious."
Malisse gasps, grinning. "Or maybe being with her might make you feel something for once." She wiggles her eyebrows. "You've been mad quiet since they called your name, Sta. You good? You look like you're pondering life."
Coleyne chuckles. "That or she's trying to decode Jhoanisse's skincare routine. Her skin is porcelain."
"Please." Ayahli rolls her eyes playfully. "Stacelyn doesn't need anyone's skincare routine. She's clearly the main event."
They all nod as if it's a known fact. And it is.
Stacelyn Cruz...
Untouchable, admired, envied.
Stacelyn forces a small smile but says nothing. She watches the sky instead, pretending the clouds are interesting. Truth is, her mind is spiraling... but not about skincare.
Why her? Why not Malisse, who failed two classes last semester? Or Ayahli, who hasn't worn regulation uniform since the first week of school?
She swallows, jaw tight.
"You think she volunteered for you?" Coleyne asks. "Like maybe she saw you across the courtyard one day and thought, 'Wow, she needs me to help guide her.'"
Malisse snorts. "Or maybe she just wants an excuse to stare at you every Wednesday and Friday like you're her girlfriend."
Stacelyn's head snaps toward her, eyes narrowing. "What?"
"Chill, chill," Malisse giggles. "You're just real in your head about it, that's all I'm saying! You've been weirdly quiet. Wouldn't be surprised if you had a tiny crush on her or something."
There's a beat.
A short silence.
Then Stacelyn snaps, sharper than any of them expect.
"I don't." Her voice cuts like glass. "Don't joke about that."
The others blink. Ayahli's phone lights up in her hand, but no one moves.
"Whoa, hey—" Malisse holds up her hands. "I didn't mean anything by it, Sta. Just teasing."
Coleyne watches Stacelyn closely now, more alert. "You okay?"
Stacelyn turns her gaze away, heart suddenly hammering against her ribs. Her mouth feels dry. Her skin prickles.
"I'm just... tired."
Malisse frowns, scooting back over. "I was just messing with you, Sta. I mean, come on. Even if you did like her, what's the big deal? She's kind of cool in a scary librarian way."
Ayahli gives a small shrug. "Kinda hot, if you're into the whole read-a-book-and-judge-you vibe."
"I don't... like girls." Stacelyn confirms again, but this time it sounds different... less sharp, more like a whisper under pressure.
They all exchange looks.
She's spiraling.
But none of them push. They're not cruel. They just don't understand what she's carrying.
"Alright, alright," Ayahli says with a breezy laugh, standing up and stretching like a cat. "We'll drop it. Don't get your perfect little lashes in a twist."
Coleyne links arms with her. "Come on. I want to get a drink from the vending machine."
Malisse lingers, brushing her shoulder against Stacelyn's. "Sorry, Sta. You know I'm just a little loud sometimes."
Stacelyn nods stiffly.
Once they've walked off, laughing again like nothing happened, Stacelyn remains on the bench, alone.
She exhales slowly. Her reflection stares back at her in the fountain's rippling surface. The most admired girl in school.
But right now, she just feels...
Exposed.
Tomorrow comes quick for Stacelyn.
Too quick.
But as she steps into the library, there's no trace of yesterday's unease on her face. Her uniform is crisp, her hair tied back in a high pony with a pink ribbon, her lip gloss faintly shimmering under the white lights. She moves with that practiced confidence, like she's floating just above everyone else, untouchable. The kind of walk that's been admired in hallways and copied in mirrors.
She knocks, once, twice, before pushing open the door to the private study room.
Jhoanisse is already seated at the long table, notebook open, pen neatly tucked against the spine. She looks up at the sound, her glasses low on the bridge of her nose, as if she'd been reviewing something before Stacelyn arrived.
"Hello there, mentor," Stacelyn says, flashing a perfect, almost teasing smile. "Am I late? Some students kept stopping me for photos in the halls."
Jhoanisse blinks slowly. "You're two minutes early actually."
Stacelyn hums, closing the door behind her with a casual sway. Feeling a bit awkward since Jhoanisse is ignoring her charm she was hoping to use to leave early. "Well, then. I guess I'm eager."
She sits down across from her with graceful posture, legs crossed, hands folded like a magazine cover come to life. Everything about her says: I belong here. I'm fine. This is all a game I've already won.
Jhoanisse studies her for a beat longer than expected. Calm. Not judging, just reading. Like a puzzle has walked into the room and she's already flipping the pieces in her head.
"Before we start," Jhoanisse says, tone smooth and steady, "I want you to know you don't have to pretend in here."
Stacelyn's smile falters, just a flicker, a micro-crack.
"Pretend?" she echoes, then laughs, light and airy. "I don't know what you mean. This is me."
"Right," Jhoanisse replies, unbothered. "The school's sweetheart. Campus royalty. Always in control. I'm not stupid enough to fall for a stereotypical popular girl aesthetic."
Stacelyn leans forward slightly, a smirk playing on her lips. "Don't tell me you've been studying me, President Villarreal."
"I don't need to," Jhoanisse says plainly, closing her notebook. "You do a very good job keeping people at a distance without making it look like you are."
Stacelyn doesn't respond right away. Her fingers tighten slightly around her knee under the table.
This wasn't how she expected the session to go. She thought she'd get questions about her goals, her grades, maybe some talk about school clubs. Not... being read like an open book.
"So..." she says, slower now, "is this what mentorship with you is like? Therapy disguised as student leadership?"
Jhoanisse gives the faintest shrug. "You were paired with me for a reason. Maybe they saw something in you that reminded them of me."
Stacelyn scoffs softly. "Doubt it. You're, like... all serious. Intense. Rule-following."
"And you're not?"
Stacelyn hesitates. Something shifts in her gaze, like a curtain fluttering for just a second.
"I'm... just what they want."
Jhoanisse doesn't break eye contact. "And so who are you when no one's looking?"
That silence is heavier.
It stretches between them like a wire, tight and humming.
Then, as if catching herself, Stacelyn leans back again, brushing invisible lint from her skirt. The smirk returns, though it doesn't reach her eyes this time.
"You ask a lot of questions for someone who's supposed to be mentoring me."
"That's kind of the point of a mentor, get to know their mentee so they can help them." Jhoanisse replies. "You want to spend the hour pretending, or actually use it for good?"
Stacelyn chews the inside of her cheek, lips parted like she's about to offer another quip. But nothing comes out.
For the first time in a long while, she doesn't know what the "right" answer is.
Jhoanisse flips through a slim folder beside her, thumbing through papers with familiar ease. "I looked through some of your records," she says casually, as if commenting on the weather. "Your grades. Your last few essays. Test scores."
Stacelyn arches a brow. "Didn't realize this came with surveillance."
"Not surveillance. Insight." Jhoanisse lifts a page. "You scored a 78 on your algebra exam... but your rough work showed all the correct answers before you clearly changed them. Almost as if your brain solved it on auto pilot but you pivoted to not look too overachieving. You could've scored a 97 with your work answers."
Stacelyn tenses. Just a little. Her knee bounces once beneath the table, then stills.
"Maybe I got nervous," she shrugs. "You know how tests are."
"You wrote a brilliant literature essay on The Inferno," Jhoanisse continues, flipping to another sheet. "Your interpretation of the eighth circle was better than anything I've seen from even seniors applying for humanities scholarships. And you tucked it behind a half-assed conclusion like you were scared of sounding too passionate."
Stacelyn leans back again, arms folding. "Look, maybe I'm just not into getting good grades. It's not that deep."
"But it is," Jhoanisse says, firmer now. "You're not making mistakes like other students. You're actively dimming your own fire, Cruz."
The silence lands sharp.
Jhoanisse watches her, her tone cool but not unkind. "You think no one notices, but you deliberately play dumb. You laugh off serious questions. You write like you want to be heard, but finish like you hope no one reads too closely."
Stacelyn doesn't meet her gaze. Her eyes settle on the table, where the edge of her glossed nail picks at a faint scratch in the wood.
"I'm just trying to keep things balanced," she says, quietly. "No one wants a show-off. Especially not when you're already—" She stops herself.
Jhoanisse waits. "Already... what?"
Stacelyn exhales, tone flat. "Pretty."
There's a pause.
Jhoanisse presses her palms to the table. "You don't have to dumb yourself down to fit into your clique, Stacelyn."
Stacelyn flinches like the name alone stings.
"You can be pretty and intelligent. You can be admired and respected. They're not mutually exclusive."
Stacelyn still doesn't look up.
Her fingers still. Her leg stops bouncing.
It's not the logic that sticks... it's the phrasing. You can be pretty and intelligent. The way Jhoanisse said pretty without scorn. Without sarcasm. Like it was just another clear truth, not a burden.
And it's that compliment that lingers the longest.
"...You think I'm intelligent?" she asks, voice light but not mocking this time. Just... wondering.
Jhoanisse softens. "I think you're hiding a lot of potential behind a performance that can be over at any given moment."
Stacelyn smiles faintly, lips twitching with a mix of unease and something warm. "Well. You're definitely the most intense girl I've ever talked to."
Jhoanisse leans back, notebook closing with a soft snap. "Get used to it. We've got a whole semester together."
As they pack up, Stacelyn doesn't say much else. But the way she glances back at Jhoanisse, just once before the door closes behind her, says everything Jhoanisse needs to know.
This won't be easy.
But eventually, that mask will crack.
And Jhoanisse will be right there when it does.
The sun is already dipping behind the west hall by the time Stacelyn makes it back to her dorm. The corridors are quiet at this hour, right between final classes and dinner, when the building seems to take a breath.
She walks slower than usual, her confident stride traded for something softer. Looser. Her mind still buzzes with Jhoanisse's words, like someone had flipped all the lights on in a room she'd kept locked for years.
You don't have to dumb yourself down.
You can be pretty and intelligent.
Her key clicks softly in the door. The moment it swings open, the scent of Ayahli's vanilla body spray drifts through the air like it owns the place. She's lounging on her bed, long legs crossed, a magazine open on her lap.
"There she is," Ayahli says, without looking up. Her voice is syrupy-smooth, laidback. "Was wondering if the Council Prez kidnapped you or something for a few minutes."
Stacelyn offers a half-laugh and drops her bag by her desk. "Wouldn't put it past her honestly."
Ayahli finally looks up, studying her roommate with an expression far gentler than the one she usually shows off in public. Her eyes sweep over the other girl's posture. The slower movements, the quiet look on her face.
She closes her magazine. "You good?"
"Yeah." Stacelyn starts unlacing her shoes. "Just tired."
Ayahli hums. "Tired like... 'I just had a weird first date' tired, or tired like 'I just got psychoanalyzed by a scary smart girl' tired?"
Stacelyn rolls her eyes, but she doesn't deny it.
Ayahli tosses a pillow across the room, landing it squarely on Stacelyn's bed. "Come here, Stace."
Without protest, Stacelyn flops onto her mattress, staring up at the ceiling. Her popular girl mask is gone now, her features open and unguarded. There's a pause.
Then—
"She said I was smart," Stacelyn says, almost like it's a secret.
Ayahli blinks, caught a little off-guard. "...Okay? I mean, you are. You and I both know that. You just don't act like it around the others."
"That's the point," Stacelyn mutters. "I'm not supposed to be the smart one."
Ayahli props her chin on her palm, watching her. "Who told you that?"
Stacelyn doesn't answer.
Ayahli swings her legs off the bed and crosses the room. She sits on the edge of Stacelyn's mattress, her tone dropping to something more careful. "Look... I know we act a certain way. I know I do. But just so we're clear, I don't want you to feel like you have to shrink to be around us."
Stacelyn frowns faintly. "You guys just... wear it so well. The popularity thing. The whole effortless thing. It's harder for me, people have too high expectations with me."
Ayahli laughs, brushing her curls over her shoulder. "Effortless? Stace, I put on a full face of makeup just to get coffee in the dining hall. I am very high maintenance and proud. But that's my version of power. Yours doesn't have to match."
Stacelyn lets that sit for a second.
Then, slowly: "Do you... think I'm fake?"
Ayahli smiles, soft. "I think you're scared of being yourself, Stace."
That lands like a pin dropped in an empty room.
"And it's okay," Ayahli adds, nudging her leg. "Everyone's scared of something. You'll figure it out."
Another long pause.
Stacelyn finally sits up, hugging a pillow to her chest. Her voice is barely above a whisper. "She really said I could be both, never heard of that before."
Ayahli smirks, nudging her shoulder. "Told you. First date vibes."
Stacelyn shoves her, but she's laughing now. Just a little. Something about it is light and real, like something cracked open.
Ayahli stands and heads back to her bed. "Now hurry up. If we miss dinner hour, I'm blaming your emotional growth."