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1. I Have Never Known a Silence Like the One Fallen Here by muddledinthebog

   Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
   • F/F, F/M, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   06 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • James Potter/Lily Evans Potter
   • Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
   • James Potter
   • Lily Evans Potter
   • Marlene McKinnon
   • Dorcas Meadowes
   • Sirius Black
   • Remus Lupin
   • Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter)
   • Albus Dumbledore
   • Fabian Prewett
   • Gideon Prewett (Harry Potter)
   • Alastor "Mad-Eye" Moody
   • Severus Snape
   • First Wizarding War with Voldemort (Harry Potter)
   • Order of the Phoenix (Harry Potter)
   • Albus Dumbledore Bashing
   • Kidnapping
   • Implied/Referenced Torture
   • jily
   • wolfstar
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • No one is doing good
   • Non-Explicit Sex
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Canon Compliant
   • Angst
   • Like so much angst
   • Mild Gore
   • Gore
   • Graphic Description

   Summary

   An Order mission goes wrong, and James has to put his shattered world back together

   Sirius Black is drowning in everything: the bottle, his guilt, his shame, and the ever-growing ocean between him and Remus

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   36,422

   Chapters:

   15/?

   Comments:

   54

   Kudos:

   45

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