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Letters to my husband

Summary:

I'm so sorry (not really) for starting another wip but I think this one will finished sooner then later

TW death, heavy angst
I do twist the knife :)

Notes:

fyi chapters are short since these are letters, will upload multiple times a day since they do not take too long to write

Chapter Text

Dear my beloved,

I’ve never expected something so sudden. Something so…wrong…painful…harmful to our family. But now I’m looking through photos of us, seeing the happy faces of our son along with us holding him in our arms. You held me softly, kissed me gently, & caressed me lovingly in those framed pictures with the now broken glass shattered along the floor. The pain is unbearable at this point. You’re gone, gone for good. When my friend told me the news I couldn’t breathe despite pretending to be alright. I didn’t understand the words coming out of his mouth, his voice sounded so contorted. So, twisted beyond comprehension. But at the same time I knew what he said to me, I just didn’t want to accept it. I want to blame you for this, but I know you did what’s right. You aren’t the person to blame, I hate the person who did this damage to us. It hurts too much to think of his name. I’m filled with rage, anger, pain. My thoughts are unbearable at this point. I don’t think I’ll be okay after this.

In all hopes you’ll see this sometime
In all love that I will be sending to your grave
In all jokes we tell each other late at night
In all times we’ve spent together
In all universes we’ll be in
Farewell Boo, see you next time.
Love, Tubbo_