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1. Always by TiredSurviver

   Fandoms: One Direction (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   06 May 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Liam Payne/Louis Tomlinson
   • Louis Tomlinson
   • Liam Payne
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Substance Abuse
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Dysfunctional Relationships
   • Idiots in Love
   • Anal Sex
   • Top Liam Payne
   • Medical Trauma
   • Major Character Injury
   • Injury Recovery
   • If Liam hadn't gone

   Summary

   Set roughly Spring 2024- it's an agonizing truth, and Louis is well-aware, that his love will not cure Liam. It is just as agonizingly true that he will, despite that, continue to love him. Always.

   Painful, sad, smut-filled glimpse of Louis loving Liam always. The essential tragedy of loving someone with trauma and addiction. No mention or implication of Liam's death in first chapter.

   Second chapter is the truly wishful thinking- please read the note and be aware. There is tremendous pain, but also the happy ending I wish could be real.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   11,543

   Chapters:

   2/2

   Kudos:

   16

   Bookmarks:

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