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1. As You are, As I am (We are the same) by LordranDreaming

   Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   03 May 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Original Luo Binghe/Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu
   • Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu & Original Yue Qingyuan
   • Original Liu Qingge & Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu
   • Mu Qingfang & Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu
   • Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu
   • Original Luo Binghe
   • Original Yue Qingyuan
   • Original Liu Qingge
   • Original Mu Qingfang
   • Original Cang Qiong Mountain Sect Peak Lords | PIDW Cang Qiong Mountain Sect Peak Lords
   • Luo Bingge
   • Shen Jiu
   • Dubious Consent
   • Flashbacks of said dub-con
   • Shen Jiu is a violent emotional wreck
   • Luo Binghe is deeply obsessed with his Shizun
   • Mpreg
   • self hate
   • Shen Jiu views the dub-con as non-con and im sure we can all know why
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Slow Burn
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Morning sickness and nausea warning
   • mentions of Shen Jiu nearly throwing up multiple times
   • Poor Shen Jiu can't catch a break
   • Shen Jiu saved Liu Qingge in the Lingxi caves
   • Liu Qingge is a Shen Jiu defender
   • Yue Qingyuan is sad
   • life is a game and Luo Binghe has rigged it
   • negative pregnancy feelings
   • Shen Jiu doesn't want it
   • attempted and failed abortion
   • this is a mess emotionally
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • toxic feelings
   • it all works out in the end but the ends a while from now isn't it?
   • bonds work in funny ways
   • Binghe is deranged and I love him for it
   • Shen Jiu does not
   • heavy content ahead
   • Shen Jiu's past as remembered by Shen Jiu
   • mention of Qiu Jianluo
   • Past Abuse
   • Manipulative Binghe
   • Trauma
   • Proud Immortal Demon Way
   • PIDW
   • i want them to be happy but whoo boy
   • baiting Shen Jiu to love you by threatening Yue Qingyuan's life
   • that's his weak point ya know
   • low key dark
   • it's toxic but it all comes together later I promise
   • Canon Typical Violence
   • it's not too descriptive but it's there
   • Past Non-Con
   • if you know you know
   • Shen Jiu deserves happiness but he's gonna fight it
   • Luo Binghe is in for it
   • Shen Jiu hates his body and i made it worse for him
   • Cultivator's go into heat for reasons
   • its also a stallion novel so i mean not exactly out of the ballpark is it?
   • Buckle up folks
   • Additional Tags to Be Added

   Summary

   Luo Binghe knows all too well what it means to suffer. But.. What happens when things change? When your eyes finally open to the reality that is more beyond the words that were said. What's the truth - Can Binghe come to terms with the way things are? Is he capable of changing himself and the world around him, or will he force it into submission? He's at war with himself.

   The truth is a convoluted, ugly thing. But he seeks to embrace it, have it as his own. To be loved is to be changed.. Can Binghe's love turn a grim situation into something new? Is there a way to change what's been done before it's too late, or is it all just smoke and mirrors within a dream?

   Don't like don't read please! Dead dove ahead, mind the tags!

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