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1. it’s okay if you can’t find the words (let me take this weight off of your shoulders) by lonelyisthebuck

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   13 May 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Has PTSD
   • Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Nightmares
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Eddie Diaz Loves Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Loves Eddie Diaz
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • only because of how Buck and Eddie were in 8x17
   • Bobby Nash is (unfortunately) dead
   • No Beta
   • we die for 3 minutes and 17 seconds the way buck intended

   Summary

   In the aftermath of Bobby’s death, Buck hits rock bottom. Eddie picks up the pieces because that’s what you do when you love somebody.

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   English

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