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    Wade Wilson is having a fucking whole bad month. Yes. He and Vanessa aren't getting back. They are done. She told him that she can't do it again. And he gets it. And she's happy now, moving on and with a new person. He's happy for her, he really is. He just feels bad about this. He feels… he feels like a failure and this feeds his sick brain. It keeps telling him that it was all his fault, and that it's what he deserves, because no one can really love him and stay.

    Then Logan starts to treat him nicely when Wade needs the most. Yes, he's touching him, rubbing on him, licking him like a very good dog, and it's all amazing, but Wade just knows Logan is just trying to show his gratitude. And Wade should say to him that he got it, that he doesn't need to be doing it, but Wade doesn't want him to stop. No, he wants more. For Logan to touch more, to get more of him. He's a fucking bastard, he will take all he can. See? He's bad and egoist. He knows he could never be worth it. But he keeps wishing for it.

    Yes. He's always like this, always making stupid educated wishes that never will come true.

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