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Sleep has always evaded me, impossible to grasp and hold on to. Plagued by nightmares asleep and awake, theres no relief.
I have tried everything there is to help. Teas, aromatherapy, hypnosis, meditation.
At least being medicated makes sleep a tangible thing, I may hate it, feeling tired and fogged, but I'm only human and well, I need it.I think I might prefer the nightmares to whatever has begun to haunt me, lurking behind every corner, veiled in the shadows and the corner of my eyes at all times. Maybe I've just become clinically insane and see things that are really there.
Maybe I should have listen to what the doctors told me, maybe I should have kept taking the pills so I can sleep, Maybe I shouldn't have prayed to Gods I did not know where real. Maybe I wouldn't have ever met this thing that has seemed to follow me everywhere I go. Maybe I should have not called for Him.
